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Thought For The Day - 3 August 2007
Random Chuck Norris Fact:Chuck Norris starts every day with a protein shake made from Carnation Instant Breakfast, one dozen eggs, pure Columbian cocaine, and rattlesnake venom. He injects it directly into his neck with a syringe.

And Here I Sit...
WAITING. I was supposed to leave for Arizona three days ago...but apparently our moving company had other ideas. First, I was told they were running late leaving another job. Then, I was told that they were on the road 65 miles away and would be here soon. THEN, I was told that the brakes on the truck needed repair and they wanted to wait another day. THEN...after I complained about waiting...at 8:30 pm, two Bosnians with a limited english vocabulary pulled up to my house in a UHaul too small to carry all of our stuff. GRRR. So, I hired another moving company. And here I sit...waiting. I'm wondering if THIS one will frigging show up. I want to get the hell out of this frigging state. For you, sir. And I'll let you pet the real ones when [and if] I fucking get there.

Ok So I Been Thinking
When I am at work I have nothing much to do other than ring up customers lol. Well one customer made me start thinking tonight. The more I sat and thought the sadder my heart became. You see the customer reminded me of the one girl who touched my soul 18 yrs ago when I was 20. She meant the world to me and I let her slip through my fingers. I have googled her name and nothing not that I expected it. I clicked a link that took me to a people search and it found her but this was with her maiden name since I can not remember her married name. I think it is Holiday or Holliday but I could be wrong. My memory ain't as good as it once was. Anyway this is driving me crazy knowing that my heart still burns for her after 18 years but also knowing that I can never have her again. All this because I was stupid when I was 20. I am hoping that by writing this down I can get past it and go on with my life and learn how to truly love someone again. Goodbye Linda Sue Enfinger it's been gre

August 3, 2007
New information comes your way and gets you far more excited than you have been in quite a while. The odds are good that an opportunity is suddenly opening up, so get ready to jump right on it! BRING IT ON ... IM READY ;)

Me And My Ex
My ex and I have been broken up for about 2months now... He already has a girlfriend but I'm also dating someone nothing serious but I like him a lot but I don't want to add another person to the sex list... So my ex and I are still having sex. I still love him so much but it seems like he is a much different person than when the time we met... I am really scared for him.... I would love to get back together with him but I don't think I would take him back because he has hurt me so much by not being there for me when I needed him... I don't know, All I have to say love is a hard thing the word gets thrown around like it's nothing. Love should only be said when it's how you really feel..

Stop Complaining
I FOUND THIS IN MY BULLETINS AND BEING FROM A MILITARY FAMILY IT HIT HOME....FROM MY FAMILY TO ALL OF THEIRS I SEND YOU MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS FOR A SPEEDY AND SAFE RETURN HOME.....SEMPER FI You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He

Prayers And Help Needed
Prayers and help needed ..> Body: I will lose my internet on the 23rd. I won't be able to communicate with anyone then. I will lose my lights on the 6th of August if I don't get some money on it..I will also lose my car if I don't get in a payment soon, God I pray that something good will happen soon. I have an autistic son that would not understand why we didn't have any lights and as hot as it is it would be bad. or any thing to watch. I am just giving everyone that cares an update. YOur prayers are needed. PLEASE REPOST A little good update a real good friend of mine helped pay my insurance she is gonna try and help me some more. I am still worried about losing my car. Our phone has already been turned off. I have lights and rent coming up. I have tried dfacs and they say that they can't help us. We made about $10 too much for their scale. Well their scale aint helping me to feed my child. So I am still asking for prayers and help if you can. Please open your

Very Nice Woman , I Like Her For Now Ha Ha Ha Ha !!!
I Love Spo...: have fun ->DOWN RATEN...: well have a Good day don't let me keep you good morning nite I Love Spo...: ohhh...you'll have to excuse me, i havent even been to bed yet...hella tired ->DOWN RATEN...: and I said yes like the people that do Mumms I Love Spo...: yah, the fetus in the brain lol ->DOWN RATEN...: you said the photo waspicture is disturbing I Love Spo...: huh? ->DOWN RATEN...: so are must of the People that Do Mumms?? I Love Spo...: i just read it..with that picture lol ->DOWN RATEN...: you read the Comment I left you on your page , I will do that for people ha ha ha LOL watch I Love Spo...: oh fuck that picture is disturbing ->DOWN RATEN...: that what I'm doing My Pretty, I have that Dude {welcome to my world , I rated him a 9 he rated me a 1 now who is the real down raters ?? I Love Spo...: i think its the HH's fault I Love Spo...: you should get the ppl that have whole blogs and albums dedicated to downraters@ ->DOWN RATEN...: belie

Check This Out
DONT ADD MARC JAMES If Marc James wants to add you to their list, dont accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it too. It is a hard drive killer and very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. DO NOT RESPOND just came in by sorce god bless

This Is A Good One!
This contest is worth getting excited about..... Im giving away I months VIP & a 3day blast to first place.....But wait,Im also givin away yet another 3 day blast to second place,along with party time gifts of trophies to 1st second and third.....Interested yet??? Send you photo link via private message to me and hurry cause contest begins Friday August 3rd at 700 pm and will end on Saturday,August 11th... Be a VIP for a month & Fubar blast for 3 days..... Rule for contest... 1.All contestants and voters must be a friend and fan,no exceptions(you will not be allowed to vote or enter if not) 2.Rates plus comments = total votes... self commenting is allowed & encouraged 3.Aug.3rd @ 7:00 pm thru Aug.11th @ 1:00 pm is contest duration 4.No downrating or abussive commenting the competition...if caught , you will be disqualified 5.Send your pic via private message,please no nsfw pics,they will not be used 1st Prize: a 1 months VIP & a 3 day Fubar blast 2nd

Ok Guys
How many of u think it's hot to watch porn? To watch a girl masturbate? And to see a couple go at it? And why in the hell do u guys insist on talking only about sex? Don't u realize there's more to life than just sex and some of us like a personality more than a sexy body.

Ever Have One Of Those Days?
Ever have one of those days that you just feel totally apathetic? Where you just couldn't care less about anything. Yeah, I seem to get those a lot lately. Maybe its just from being overtired, I don't know.

How It Starts
I am sitting on the back of this beautiful powerful machine...I feel the power between my legs as the engine revs up harder and faster...my arms around your waist breathing you in until I feel I have to have you. The faster you go the more I hold on and feel myself getting all hot and wet, I know I have to have you soon. I need to feel your hands all over me touching me in places that were once so cold and alone. YOur tongue caressing every inch of me tasting all the sweetness I have to offer. God it feels so good. The look in your eyes as you plunge deep inside me filling me up with every inch of you. The rythmatic motion molds are bodies into one perfect being stuck in a moment of pure bliss. The taste of your mouth on mine the feel of your tongue swirling deeper and deeper in my hot mouth. I love your taste, I want to drink you up and hold you forever. I run my nails down your back, pushing you deeperin me til I feel I will explode with such force I may die. Then I wake....I guess

Fan For Fan ???? What The Hell ????
->DOWN RATEN...: So you People Fan Each other For Just Fanning Each and you have No Talent ??? what is this the Planet of the Apes ??? Did I miss some thing Last Night ??? CRAZY ->DOWN RATEN...: I'm Not a artist or actor or play music they have Fans I'm Just a Person, ¢¾Em...: ok....brb im cooking dinner ->DOWN RATEN...: I don't need any fans it's stupid I did nothing to have a Fan ¢¾Em...: coz u visited my profile and rated me it was too late when i noticed u rated me 6 hahahaha ->DOWN RATEN...: I have No Talents ->DOWN RATEN...: why are you Fanning Me ?? ¢¾Em...: oh why?? ->DOWN RATEN...: I don't want any Fans ¢¾Em...: i dont hate downraters i should be thankful at least they give me points even a lil ->DOWN RATEN...: No don't Fan me ¢¾Em...: lol sorry ideleted u as fans i will fan u again ->DOWN RATEN...: Hello ->DOWN RATEN...: is that better ?? ¢¾Em...: even fanned you ¢¾Em...: Thanks for the 6 but i gave u 11 instead

Headdress History
Native American Headdress When many of us picture Native Americans, we see a stately chief, standing tall wearing a large feathered headdress. The headdress is a very important part of Native American culture. Typically made of beautiful bird feathers, it is more symbolic than anything else. The Sioux were thought to be one of the first Native American tribes to use these head pieces. Not everyone among the tribe could wear one, however. The Native American headdress was reserved for the most powerful and influential among the tribe. Perhaps there is meaning then as to why we usually picture the chief wearing one. It is a little known fact that Native American headdresses were not made completely in one sitting. In fact, each time the chief, warrior, or other important tribe member committed a brave act, a feather was added. Therefore, the more feathers in the headdress, he braver and sometimes much more ominous the wearer was. In certain tribes, the brave act itself was

This Is The Kinda Guy I Am To Spoil That Special Lady(where Are You Beautyful).........
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"08-03-2007 To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that r

So Excited
I do not think I will sleep very much tonight. tomorrow is the big day. yes it is time to get my very long awaited new hair style ... dreadlocks! been growing my hair since 2005 for this day and I am so fucking excited. as I mentioned in a previous blog, my friend Claire will be doing the honors of deadlocking my hair. her fee is simple, much Guinness and Yandi from the candy man hahahahaha!!! all of which is arrangeable, I have a couple of six packs ready and a good supply of Yandi to smoke. a bonus, I will bring along some good tunes to pass the time! cos lord knows we shall be at it for a good six to eight hours tomorrow arvo! started the pre-dread build up earlier in the week, stopped using hair conditioner and using a really nasty residue free shampoo as well as washing my hair with salt water. tonight when I had my shower I washed my hair with the salties water ever! bucket of water and two and a half bags of salt ... fuck that shit is potent lol and I got dared to take a s

Friday Links: Norton Returns, Rich Vos, Tracy Morgan, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Traveling Virus In Detroit Tomorrow, New O&a Videos, New Photos, New Vid
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Thank Goodness it's (F-U, Air Guitar, Mispronunciation, Point and Laugh, Is Tom Alive?) FRIDAY everyone. It's a busy, busy, busy day, and there's a lot of stuff to get to, so buckle up, you don't want to miss...any...of..umm, this. Jim Norton is back in town after his successful appearance on Jimmy Kimmel Live. Our buddy Rich Vos, who is a daddy once again (congrats to Rich and Bonne!) is here, playing us the audio from his daughter's birth. Tracy Morgan (who is singing the praises of Olivia O'Lovely) is also showing up to promote his gigs at Caroline's this weekend in New York City. Want to see this madness LIVE as it happens? Turn on your PALTALK. (of course, you may already be doing that watching all the lovely Ladies of PALTALK, who spend their mornings showering, sleeping nude, getting dressed, or having the morning sex. We watch them, and you should too!) Thanks to E Rock, we have some brand new O&A Show Phot

Why Am I Like This
at this point in my life its like im stuck in two different worlds. i feel happy but yet uncomplete. i have people who wanna be wit me, but yet i push them away. i dont understand it and i never have. someone actually shows they like me and may even one day love me, and what do i do, i get scared i run away, and i do what i know would b the worst thing in the world for someone to do to me, i shut them out..... i dont know why and it seems ive always been like this. its like i want to find the perfect man and i need to look at what i got in front of me. but it scares the shit out of me that someone could have such feelings for me when all they have dun is talk to me on the phone and on here.i guess im tryin way to hard but yet i dont wanna just settle cuz i think i have too or i should cuz the chance is there. a good friend of mind to me that if im scared my whole life, i will never know whats really out there. and that is true on so many different levels but yet i cant help but do it.

38,000 To Godfather
WOOT WOOT SHES ALMOST THERE..IM WAITING FOR A HAPPY HOUR TO RATE THE REST OF HER STUFF..THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP.SHOW SOMEV LOVE AND MAKE HER THE NEXT GOD MOTHER:) a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=526076&friend=526076" target=_blank>Luscious♥Mami - (Fan/Rate me then add, plz)@ fubar

Wasted Time
The time that i've wasted is my biggest regret, spent in these places I will never forget. Just sitting and thinking of the things that I've done. Now it's just me and my hard driven guilt. behind a wall of emptiness I allowed to be built. I'm trapped in my body, just wanting to run. Back to my youth with laughter and fun. But the chase is over and there's no place to hide, everything is gone, including my pride. With reality suddenly pushing right in my face, I'm scared, alone and stuck in this place. Now memories of my past flash through my head, and the pain is obvious by the tears that I shed, I ask myself why? and where? it went wrong. I guess I was weak when I should've been strong. Living for the drugs and the wings that I've grown, My feelings were lost, afraid to be shown. As I look at my past it's easy to see, the fear that I had, was afraid to be me. I pretended to be rugged, so fast so cool when actually lost like blind fool. I'm getting to old

Complexities
I refuse to be simple in my thoughts for even making love now is so complicated The computer tells you the multiplicity of emotions and praises you for the constant, unchanging Or do computers tell the truth? Dont they ever signify relatively? Is this a world of masks betraying the heart and soul? Why be simple, then where the complex is the ultimate answer to all other complexes? Give me one simple, perfect, clear line It wouldnt hold water, I tell you Gossip has even taken the nature of airwaves Now we need only look up and the sun comes energizing us it is simple yet so complex

Short Trip
I have an overnighter for my next trip. If you wonder what I am doing I am doing some traveling nurse thing during the summer and will only be going down to Redding CA for an overnight jaunt as a nurse this time. Next week I will be gone for four days and then back for 3 and then away for another four days and back for another 3 and then I will be on vacation in San Jose/San Francisco for a week. A well deserved vacation I might add too.

What?
OK lets see some are mad others are amused some are just jumping in to have something to do. Unless U can touch me in the physical then whats really going on? And if you plan on touching me in the physical then it better be soon cause my family is turning up the heat! LOL I guess i have to change my about me section...the drama has begun....cant we all just get along?!?! LOL Maybe i might just make this thing amumms! LOL Jus I was going to write something but this is too funny i could not get into my poet mode just yet, maybe in another hour or so!

Free Stuff...good Stuff
This contest is worth getting excited about..... Im giving away I months VIP & a 3day blast to first place.....But wait,Im also givin away yet another 3 day blast to second place,along with party time gifts of trophies to 1st second and third.....Interested yet??? Send you photo link via private message to me and hurry cause contest begins Friday August 3rd at 700 pm and will end on Saturday,August 11th... Be a VIP for a month & Fubar blast for 3 days..... Rule for contest... 1.All contestants and voters must be a friend and fan,no exceptions(you will not be allowed to vote or enter if not) 2.Rates plus comments = total votes... self commenting is allowed & encouraged 3.Aug.3rd @ 7:00 pm thru Aug.11th @ 1:00 pm is contest duration 4.No downrating or abussive commenting the competition...if caught , you will be disqualified 5.Send your pic via private message,please no nsfw pics,they will not be used 1st Prize: a 1 months VIP & a 3 day Fubar blast 2nd

Guess One Does
This was sent to me as an e-mail and thought it went along quite nicely with what I post yesterday for my blog. This woman should run for president Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?..Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinera ting all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll

Custom Designed Clothes
Yo i'm designing shirts, jeans and shoes if you want something let me know shirts or pants $25 shoes $125.... Yo just let me know your sizes so i can go and get whatever you want yo i'll design something and take a picture of it and show it to you then put it on whatever you want show it to you and then we can arrange away to make a exchange trough paypal or ebay or something so let me know whats good!!!!!

48,000 To God Mother
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR ALL THE LOVE YOU SHOWED HER DURING HAPPY HOUR.....HAVENT SLEPT YET SO IM WATCHING TO SEE IF ANYONE JUMPS IN WITH ONE...SHOW HER SOME LOVE.... Luscious♥Mami - (Fan/Rate me then add, plz)@ fubar

Pain You Cause
In life there are times when we go through things, we dont have to just for love. Now why is that? Maybe because we feel that we are not worth more than that, or is it that it's what we;ve came to belive from all the things we've seen in our lives. Now answer me this, why would you hurt someone you love or care about? Why would you call them names, or raise your hand, does it make you feel more like a man? Well this is how I see it, If you have to hurt someone to love them, them you dont deserve them. Leave them be and become someone to love, love yourself first. because if you dont then noone else will. Don't hurt the ones who love you, charish them, because one day they will be gone and who will you have left to say I love you, or I miss you NO'ONE JUST YOU SO BE TRUE TO YOURSELF AND OTHER'S WILL BE TRUE TO YOU! BY JULIENIA, JUST NOW

Jerkwad
This guy rated my pic a 5 and I visited him and thanked him for it and gave him a 10, was my usual nice guy too...LOL This is the comment he left on my page: "Nothing personal man, I give guys a five and wome a seven or a ten. Have a great day!" Then he blocked me (I think) because all I get now is N/A when I try to look at his thumbnail pic there. the number for him I think is 1048852 and his name yesterday (proly still the same today) was J I'm not trying to start any DRAMA just want you all to watch out for him. HUGZZZ

What If
What if I was able to see things through you eyes what is it that I would see? Would it be the pain, the hurt, the love you've lost? The things you've seen would only burn through my heart and soul, I can't belive you have lost so much for a man to hold. There is life in you and I see it to be true, I know there is love in you also. Sometimes it's hard to just let go and trust someone, but belive me holding on to the things in your heart will only burn your soul. I know the man in you is great, and for that I do see right into you. I tell you this, I know where you've been and know what you've been through, and this I can promise you only made you the man you are today, the man I want to know. To look into your eye's would be something to remember, but I want to see the man you are without all the pain. This is too a very special friend of mine, and names are no need, he knows who he is and so do I. By Julienia, just wriiten now.

I Want To Live My Next Life Backwards...
I want to live my next life backwards: You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for High School : drink alcohol, party, and you're generally promiscuous. Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and you have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in Spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then... You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Pissed Off!
I just got reported for having NSFW pics and I looked at what they were. THey were me w/ my shirt not on!!! Thats some fucking stupid ass bullshit and I wish I knew who did it because I would love to ask why they are such a fucking MORON! Fucking retarded shit!

This Love Of Mine
My bestfriend and my lover; My companion through the journey of life. All these things you are to me.Through good times and through strife. I look into your eyes, and see all my dreams there. My heart knows no boundries, My soul knows no fear. God placed you by myside, and there you'll always stand, Shoulder to Shoulder, eye to eye, forever hand in hand. Most times I walk beside you Other's I walk behind you, so I'm able to watch over you, when you have a troubled mind. My need for you is great. My love for you is true. My FRIEND, My HERO. I GIVE MY LIFE AND SOUL TO YOU... JULIENIA 8-2-07

How About This?
Taylor Hicks drops a few more clues about his upcoming album… Here’s a short but informative interview with Taylor Hicks from Entertainment Weekly.com. Here is what we learn: Taylor is currently “collecting and writing” music. He’s using ONE producer. His name is Matt Serletic. More about him here and here. Serletic, once a member of the band Collective Soul, has produced Matchbox 20 and Willie Nelson and Carlos Santana’s “Smooth”. He’s also co-written songs with Rob Thomas and Bernie Taupin. According to Taylor, his album is ”going to be soulful, very old-school-R&B-flavored, but it’s also going to have a new-wave edge to it.” Taylor is currently writing a song that will go on the album. Michael McDonald sent him some songs. And, he’s co-written a song with John Mayer. Taylor is writing the lyrics, Mayer the music. Taylor is hoping to write music with bluesman Delbert McClinton. Expect the CD to be

Idol Chatter: Jordin's Crossing
Express' Greg Barber recaps the 2-hour "American Idol" season finale. THE SECOND HALF of the "American Idol" superspecialfinaleextravaganzavarietythingie is a television event with a central paradox: There's really no reason to put on this show. The season's already over, really. The votes are in. The producers already know who won. We, the viewers, are really just signing ourselves up for a two-hour tease to maybe five minutes — max — of actual on-plotline show. But who can resist the lure of all those pretty flashing lights? And just as we puny viewers think about checking out whatever crap is on NBC, the Guitar Riff of Transition sucks us up in its cyclonic fury, plopping us in the awaiting arms and pearly white teeth of Ryan Seacrest. We are theirs now. All 160 million of us. And among those fawning millions are random celebrities. And so, friends, the "Idol" director and control room team bring you Random Audience Cut Theater! Our first subjects: Jeff Foxworthy!

Choosing A Wife......& Then Some
Choosing A Wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more a attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that

Job Change
Today i will receive a message from another prospective employer. They will send me when a good time will be for an interview on Monday. I may just call them instead and find out at that time while at work. I really want to quit my current job so i can work there. For now all i can do is wait and see. The good thing about working for this new employer is that i will be working 3rd shift instead of going back to 2nd shift when school starts. It will make it hard for travel still but I don't care. I really want to work there. I may also have to work weekends and once again... i don't care. what is important to me is changing jobs and working at this new place.

Together
Someday we'll be together, when life is the way we want, you'll be by my side. Kissing me awake in the morning,holding me close to you at night.We'll be able to share the details of our days, and take time to think of our future. Afuture spread like the red carpet, rolled out just for us. Someday we'll be together hand and hand, and this time apart will be a memory, a gift made even more beautiful by the wait.Someday we'll be together for always. By Julienia 4/17/2003

Bad Morning
Some days I wish that the last 11 months were just a bad dream. I'll wake up and have graduated college, get a shower in my new place, get in my car, go to my job then go hang out with friends and watch a ball game while relaxing. Instead I wake up on days like today in a cold sweat from the same dream that I've had night after night. I can't remember anything from the car accident, I really can't. When the lights go out and the demons come out to play though, I can see myself... I can see it all happening. The impact, the desperate attempts to remove me from the wreck, blood everywhere. The transportation to the hospital where I was in so much pain that I was begging my parents to kill me. I can see it all when I try to sleep. They say that sometimes our minds try to protect us from remembering things like that by blocking it out. I am beginning to think that my brain is remembering more and more as time goes by though, even if at a subconscious level. I don't want to r

Love
I Love You I love you so much I guess that's why sometimes I get impatient waiting. Wondering when we'll finally be together all the time. I understand that it has to be this way for now. And I really belive, I'm doing the right thing. I trust that our love is strong enough to see us through. And that someday soon, we'll be able talk, and touch, and love eachother, the way we've wanted to. It's just difficult for me sometimes, because I want you so much now. I know our time will come, and when it does, it will be right. And very Beautiful.... by Julienia, 8-2-07

The Closest I Will Get To A Love Letter
Dear Vibrator; I thought I would write you a letter to tell you how much I treasure you. You make me smile and giggle. You have a way of making me feel so special and warm inside. I appreciate you, Vibrator. I relish in the notion that I can completely trust you to never let me down. You have never disappointed me. I appreciate how you are only concerned with my sense of feeling. You are unselfish and beautiful. I just want to let yo know that there is no one that can ever take your place. You are my favorite vibrator and just when I thought you had given up on me, with some tape and new batteries, you quickly whisper to me again. We have been through a lot and it's time I tell you just how I feel! I LOVE YOU!! XOXO

Poetry, My Blood. My Skin.
I am an inkspot... Tattoos on skin/ words on a page/ images on a canvas/ /brand the mind/ Eat me, motherfuckers. Yep, an inkspot. A fucking Rorschach test. Take your best shot. Tattoos on my skin... time and time again, I watched needles break the surface... lonely footprints on the sand to show you where I've been to remind me of what I /cannot/ /will not/ forget a resounding echo of events that tore my armor down /the shearing of steel/ I felt it over and over again So I walk around like this, wearing my self on my skin /no mysteries here/ or so it seems and my naked skin felt the needles of the sun and your eyes the needles of your eyes Blood reddens when it is touched by air, touched by eyes inkspot, yeah... that is me. All over up and down and around that shit/ where there is ink you will find me. In the light that surrounds it, in the darkess that finds your eyes you will find m

Kiss Off
I need someone a person to talk to Someone whod care to love Could it be you could it be you Situation gets rough then I start to panic Its not enough its just a habit Hey kid your sick well darling this is it You can all just kiss off into the air Behind my back I can see them stare Theyll hurt me bad but I wont mind Theyll hurt me bad they do it all the time Yeah yeah they do it all the time I hope you know this will go down On your permanent record Oh yeah well dont get so distressed Did I happen to mention that Im impressed I take one one one cause you left me and Two two two for my family and 3 3 3 for my heartache and 4 4 4 for my headaches and 5 5 5 for my lonely and 6 6 6 for my sorrow and 7 7 for no tomorrow and 8 8 I forget what 8 was for and 9 9 9 for a lost God and 10 10 10 10 for everything Everything everything everything Violent Femmes

Profile Of A Rapist
PROFILE OF A RAPIST Using methods not unlike those employed by FBI profilers to predict the behavior of serial killers, police and forensic psychologists have identified four profiles of rapists defined by motive, style of attack and psychosexual characteristics. They are: The power-assertive rapist The anger-retaliation rapist The power-reassurance rapist The anger-excitation rapist Such rapist behaviour profiles provide information that may be helpful in determining how best to respond to a specific kind of attacker. These are the characteristics of each of the four rapist profiles: Power-assertive rapist: Athletic, has a "macho" image of himself. More often than not, this is the type who commits date rapes. He typically meets his victim in a bar or nightclub. Instead of targeting a specific victim, he looks for an opportunity to get a woman alone with him, perhaps with an offer of a ride home or an invitation back to his place. Or he may con his victim int

Waiting To Die
Waiting To Die I don't give a fuck! I'm a hitman, i'm a stalker, i'm a solider, i'm a street walker Fuck you! You don't know me , i'm a freak Never slow down, never sleep I get so high! Don't play with me, see me, stay away from me Just let me ride! No you can't fade me, I ain't trying to hear shit that you saying to me (chorus) Everybody dies Just let me There is nothing wrong with me I'm not trying to see things your way I'm not lost, i'm not drowning, i'm not lost I'm just waiting, waiting to die I drink too much! See me fall down, see me laugh, see me fuck up, see me laugh I'll bust yo lip! Keep talking shit, guard your grill A killer will fire at will I fuck the system That first fucked me I question the authority to kill a minority Fuck you! No, fuck you, i'm a freak, I ain't trying to hear shit that you saying to me Everybody dies Hed PE

The Criminal Behavior Of The Serial Rapist
Special Agent Behavioral Science Instruction/Research Unit Quantico, VA and Janet Warren, D.S.W. Institute of Psychiatry and Law University of Virginia Charlottesville, VA From 1984 to 1986, FBI Special Agents assigned to the National Center for the Analysis of Violent Crime (NCAVC) interviewed 41 men who were responsible for raping 837 victims. Previous issues of the FBI Law Enforcement Bulletin provided an introduction to this research (1) and the characteristics of the rapists and their victims. (2) This article, however, describes the behavior of these serial rapists during and following the commission of their sexual assaults. The i

The Box
The industry is dumbing down the nation They dope up the youth So plug up your ears While phony punk bands cry about relationships We forget our roots And run on patriotic fears I was so weak I let them run all over me But now I'm fighting just to get back my name Yea I was so fuckin weak But now I'm so fucking pissed You bitches - I'm fucking tired of this shit Don't box me in I'm out the box This I'll keep it so real I'll learn from my mistakes Can you feel me? Next time I'll stick to my guns Ya wanna rumble - here I come I never run I get up - stand up and fight I'm burnin and lootin all night No woman - no cry - know why? Cuz e'rythings gonna be alright Just let me do what I gotta do You'll never change me Can ya feel that? Let me do me - you do you Stay outta my business Hear dat? I can't stop rappin you faggot You see what happens - it's tragic You want war You can have it Don't box me in... No I can't live that way You n

Don't Give Personal Info
DON'T GIVE PERSONAL INFO One of the best ways to avoid getting stalked offline in the real world is to be careful how much personal information you give away over the computer. You would be amazed how much information that a person gives away in the course of a conversation. For instance, saying you are in a certain city in your profile narrows you down to a fairly small area. Then maybe you mention you are a student. Maybe there are only five schools locally. Next you say something about going to the football game at school. The person you talked to online can look in the paper to see what schools are playing that night. Boom, they know what school you go to. And as this continues it would be a simple matter for them to show up at your school. The same applies for saying what kind of work you do, etc... DON'T GIVE OUT PERSONAL INFORMATION ON THE COMPUTER. Now for the scary part. You are talking to a seemingly nice person on the computer and you give them your phone number. Wh

Puke
Puke Lyrics » Eminem [Sounds of someone puking] There I go--thinking of you again [Chorus] You don't know how sick you make me You make me fuckin' sick to my stomach Every time I think of you, I puke You must just not know--whoa-whoa-whoa-whoa You may not think you do, but you do Every time I think of you I was gonna take the time to sit down and write you a little poem But from of the dome would probably be a little more, more suitable for this type of song--whoa I got a million reasons off the top of my head that I could think of Sixteen bars, this ain't enough to put some ink ta So fuck it, I'ma start right here by just be brief-a Bout to rattle off some other reasons I knew I shouldn't go and get another tattoo of you On my arm, but what do I go and do I go and get another one, now I got two Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh I'm sittin' here with your name on my skin I can't believe I went and did this stupid shit again My next girlfriend, now her name's got

Ignore Email From Stalkers
IGNORE EMAIL FROM STALKERS Stalkers get a major thrill from making you angry and then convincing you that it was your fault (control). It is a cycle that repeats over and over again. Each time the threats and guilt trips get worse (A bigger thrill for the stalker). So the simplest way to stop a stalker (in the early stages) is DON'T REACT. Make them get bored. For instance, some victims of online stalkers change their screen names. This makes the stalker angry, but they get a thrill out of trying to find your new screen name (Playing detective). To them it is like a game. If they force you to change screen names that means they are in control. If you send them nasty emails or threats, you are reacting and they are in control. If they know that you are deleting the emails, they may try a second screen name. So what you need to do is open the emails they send (don't download the file), but don't send a response (don't even read it). But when they check, they will see you open

Meaning Of Life
Meaning of Life Ow Get psycho, I wanna get pscyho Get psycho, I want I want I want I want I wanna get psycho Run you little bitch I want your power glowing, juicy flowing, red hot Meaning of life It's not enough to have a little taste I want the whole damn thing And now can you dig it Need to get psycho Wanna hear you say it Say you want it, need it Don't wanna wait until we finish the show It's not enough, you hunger for more You're one twisted little fuck And now you wanna get psycho with me Give in, Give in, Decide, Give in Give in, Give in, Decide, Give in Give in, Give in, Decide, Give in Give in, Give in, Decide, Give in Get psycho, I wanna get pscyho Get psycho, I want I want I want I want I wanna get psycho Scratch my itch Give me your power glowing , juicy flowing, red hot Meaning of life It's not enough to have a little piece I want the whole damn thing And now can you dig it Need to get psycho I want to hear you scream Tell me to take yo

Stalkers...read Important
STALKERS - HOW TO STOP THEM One of the biggest problems for people on the Internet is online stalkers. These are people that for one reason or another just simply refuse to take a hint and go away. They continue to email and send you instant messages to you even after you ask them to stop. To understand how to stop an online stalker you first have to understand what motivates a stalker. Stalking is a matter one on person trying to control another. Controlling you brings them pleasure. If they can force you to react this gives them even greater pleasure. If you scream, rant and rave they win. If you panic. They win. If you make empty threats to them, they win. If you argue with a stalker, they win. If you run around telling all your friends and the stalker hears about it, the stalker wins. STOP ONLINE STALKERS There are essentially three ways to stop a stalker. 1. Never become involved with them in the first place 2. Ignore them (Refuse to react) and they may get

Why?
Why is it so hard to find something you think you want, but don't really need? Why is it so hard to live in a world so messed up? Why would you want something you know you cant have? Why do you think everything matter's? Why do we feel that we need someone, to be someone? Why do we make such a big deal out of nothing at all? Why do we care what people think, feel, or say to us? Why can't we just live in this world together? Why does something so small, seem to be the biggest thing in life to us?Why is it that i'm doing this? Well the only answer I have right now is: WHY NOT

Fake Profile #183993 Using Pics Of Jay Culter, Mr Olympia 2006
Profile #183993, “Mike” mike@ fubar All photos are of Jay Cutler, 2006 Mr Olympia except for the two NSFW pics in his adult album,numbers 4072896906 and 298656571 which are clearly not Jay or any bodybuilder. Some pics of Jay Cutler on his profile These exact pics on his profile Photo number # 622290852 Photo number #3798329077 with caption Me again Photo number #805721934 Photo number #148105643 with url to Eastcoastmuscle.com At Jay’s personal site at top of page http://www.jaycutler.com/sub/biography.htm At Bodybuilders.comhttp://www.bodybuilders.com/jay.htm scroll down to near the bottom to more pictures, to pic 9 is this photo. At http://www.wiki-culturismo.com/index.php/Jay_Cutler At http://www.eastcoastmuscle.com/ under Jay Cutler. To find other images he is using of Jay Cutler, google images: Jay Cutler Bodybuilder or Jay Cutler Some of Jay’s photos have a copyright Personal Information Mike /Profile 183993 Name: Mike

# 2 By Far.
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What Is Internet Addiction Disorder (iad)?
What "Internet addiction disorder" (IAD) is still difficult to define at this time. Much of the original research was based upon the weakest type of research methodology, namely exploratory surveys with no clear hypothesis or rationale backing them. Coming from an atheoretical approach has some benefits, but also is not typically recognized as being a strong way to approach a new disorder. More recent research has expanded upon the original surveys and anecdotal case study reports. However, as I will illustrate below later, even these studies don't support the conclusions the authors claim. The original research into this disorder began with exploratory surveys, which cannot establish causal relationships between specific behaviors and their cause. While surveys can help establish descriptions of how people feel about themselves and their behaviors, they cannot draw conclusions about whether a specific technology, such as the Internet, has actually caused those behaviors. Those conc

Hamburger Meat
I have several playful relationships here on Fubar but one is semi-special to me. We have discussed his need to find some hotties on here in the past. I will just call him "Jack" because I promised him that I wouldn't use his real screen name. Here is how our conversation went not 30 minutes ago: Jack: I think I found one! Me: Found What? Jack: A Hot chick, LOL...wanna see? Me: Sure (Never the jealous type and I always like to see a pretty face) So he opens up photo sharing on messenger and one by one, out comes these pictures: Titties (A little floppery with undefined nipples...but all in all..not bad), Her face was weather worn. Nice eyes though. She was probably pretty before the cocaine and gang bangs!! Then comes the ass pictures. WTF is that?!?!?! I think to myself as I watch a cellulite ridden ass plaster my screen. The thing that made it especially bad is: a dark stained "dimpled turd burglar" which was NOWHERE close to HAWT!! How in the hell did it get THAT d

Paths
PATHS 3:49 PM 8/2/2007 I woke this morning thinking of paths.This thinking continued with me. I did smoke prayers.Still I am thinking of these paths. I try to push them away, they are distracting. I open my emails. I receieved one from a sweet sister of mine. This email followed with my thoughts. I realize Creator wishes to speak with me and I have not been hearing. This is important and I have to pay attention. So I stop trying to control these thoughts. I sit,am quiet and let them run.I use my life and myself for an example. This is what I see. When we are first created we are put on our lifes path.Our road through life,beginning to end. Creator gives us this gift. We do not have to seek for it. Through our lives we all stray from this gift. I have strayed when I knew no better . I suffer a little. I learn alot.I get back o

Typical Scenario
A TYPICAL SCENARIO This new arena for affairs, although not initially involving physical contact, is highly-charged sexually. It involves the same kinds of thinking and emotions as other affairs---including the secrecy, fantasy and excitement, as well as the denial and rationalization---and it has the same potential for being devastating to the primary relationship. HERE'S A TYPICAL SCENARIO: 1. You spend more and more time online. Online interactions provide an "escape" from the realities of day-to-day living. The fantasy world online can make the real world seem dull and boring. The sheer numbers of people create unlimited potential for "newness." 2. You meet someone interesting online. You present the "best side" of your personality, and so do they. You share confidences: hopes, fears, fantasies. The intense sharing brings you closer and closer together. You fantasize about being more than online friends. You become infatuated with your "friend" and want more and more in

Running Scared.
After a drug-op gone bad, Joey Gazelle is put in charge of disposing the gun that shot a dirty cop. But things go wrong for Joey after the neighbor kid stole the gun and used it to shoot his abusive father. Now Joey has to find the kid and the gun before the police and the mob find them first. ..... Check it out ..... "More then meets the eye"

Why An Internet Relationship?
As private investigators we get asked this question frequently. In our experience, it seems that the internet is safer and easier to meet people in than the real world is. On line, you can be the person you want to be. Maybe better looking, richer, happier, etc., etc. and it’s safe to be that person. Mike, who was a mechanic in the Navy ten years ago in real life becomes Mike the former “Navy Seal” on-line. Michelle, whose college roommate became a model in the real world “does some modeling” when chating with her friends in cyberspace. You can type things on the internet that you would never say in the real world. In short, it gives people a place to fill a lagging self-esteem or to compensate for the short comings of their real life. Once you “meet” someone on-line who sounds exciting, sexy and interesting, you spend time learning about them and fantasizing about how they look, how well they relate to you, etc. As the “relationship” goes on, the two get to know each other better a

Real Life Quotes From Online Cheaters
My cheater said: "you are so suspicious, you need help because its all in your head" My cheater said: "Oh, she is just like a sister to me, that's all" My cheater said: "I wouldn't do that to you. I swear" I swear he said: "Do you believe me or your own eyes?" My cheater said: "we were talking about his girl friends problems" My cheater said: "You are trying to control me and it is not going to be that way" My cheater said: "I don't know why I gave her my phone number" My cheater said: "It's a fatal attraction" What my husband said when I called his cell phone and it clicked on while he was having sex with another woman: "it wasn't me! The cell phones must have been crossed with someone else's" After I finally decided to remotely tap into my wife's computer after months of her staying up all night in internet chat rooms to find love messages between her and another man. My cheater said: "Why were you spying on me?" My cheater said: "I don't start the conversations

Decorating Lounge Sky Blue
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Why Spouses Cheat!
Why spouses cheat Love & Marriage By Sharon Leach Observer writer Monday, January 10, 2005 One of the biggest preoccupations women in particular have is with the subject of infidelity. Will he step out on me? This is sadly an oft-explored issue on the very pages of this magazine itself, written from the point of view of both the man and the woman, from the cheater and the cheated upon. The fact is: men cheat, women cheat. Get over it. What is not so obvious, however, is why people cheat. Quick, answer this. If you were worried that your spouse might stray, what would be the first thing that would come to your mind to do to remedy the situation? If you answered something along the lines of "I'd lose weight", or "I'd become extra attentive to him", or "I'd amp up my wardrobe", or "I'd plan a whole sexy seduction for him at a weekend getaway at a hotel in the country", guess what? Bad news: you're completely off the button about what makes people cheat in the first place.

Decorating Lounge
decorating lounge sky blue anyone want me buzz me on msn or yahoo addresses in blogs rate my blogs rate my pics add me as a friend might have another happy hour it depends on you lot how you rate it will be my 8th one so see how you all fair god bless derek stokoe mrdj2007 msn smoothrider2007@hotmail.co.uk and yahoo stokoe709@btinternet.com my lounge is in my blogs link to clik on my top blog viewed by over 1,000 people lets rock the fubar oh yeah can rip any pic and link my page to yours derek stokoe mrdj2007 smoothrider2007 djjazzydek2007 stokoe709 date/time : 2007-08-03, 08:52:13, 875ms computer name : DEREK-798B38D01 user name : mrdjjazzydek2007 registered owner : derek operating system : Windows XP Service Pack 2 build 2600 system language : English system up time : 45 minutes 38 seconds program up time : 7 minutes 9 seconds processor : AMD Athlon(tm) XP 1800+ physical memory : 108/511 MB (free/total) free disk space :

For My Friends
I am truly sorry I haven't commented/shouted at you in a while. I was on vacation last week to get my daughter ready for school and spend some time with my family. I will be working even more hours in the upcoming weeks. I am hoping to clock as close to 60+ hrs a week as possible. please email me to communicate with me and I will get back with you. Please have patience since I will be rotating between working my normal nightly hours and working some day shift hours also. Naturally my waterbed will become my newest bestest friend. I have not forgotten any of you. take care and have a GREAT weekend!! *Hugz* ~ KT

I Wish I Had An Evil Twin
I wish I had an evil twin running ’round doing people in I wish I had a very bad and evil twin to do my will to cull and conquer, cut and kill just like I would if I weren’t good and if I knew where to begin down and down we go how low no one would know sometimes the good life wears thin I wish I had an evil twin my evil twin would lie and steal and he would stink of sex appeal all men would writhe beneath his scythe he’d send the pretty ones to me and they would think that I was he I’d hurt them and I’d go scot free I’d get no blame and feel no shame ’cause evil’s not my cup of tea down and down we go how low one would not need to know all my life there should have been an evil twin Magnetic Fields

Not My Slave
-4Bryan By: Oingo Boingo With sadness in my heart and joy in my mind I thought about the ghost that we left behind. With everyone around telling us what to do with deafening sound whisper ";I love you."; The fire in your eyes-- may it never go out. The sweetness of your tears make it feel like night. I see no escape from the roles we always play What do we have to prove on this judgement day You're missing the whole point-- you're not my little pet Don't throw away your life-- The games not over yet I do not own your soul--don't want you in a cage I only want your heart to find a special place You're mine now But you're not my sister You're mine now But you're not my slave You're mine But you're not my child You're mine now But you're not my slave You're mine now But you're not my slave With sadness in my heart and clounds in my head I thought about us both and the lives we led. The pages on a book and pictures on a screen We shape

Voices
Somethin inside tells me to grab this pen and write it down That very same voice tells me to grab this joint and light it now There must be somethin in these trees that keep me sane Because I got these tendencies to put a bullet in your brain Suicidal tendencies to grab a razor blade Chop a line as long as Thailand and inject it in my brain And it wasn't even Yayo It was crystal Drain-O Fuck Nancy Rea-ho Don't just say no Just say yes And go have sex on ten hits of X Let ten guys cum on your chest Just make sure I'm next I had my aids test and I think I passed Now - go in the room bitch and clean up the mess Give us what we want I want to violate you Why won't you wake up My friend - please let me rape you I hate you - I'll break you I want you broken in half Give us what we want now!!! Something inside of us keeps telling us to not give up Something inside of me says all roads lead to tragedy How can you stay mad at me I'm just a clown A nobody I

Passion - By Evil
Passion His hands caress her thighs She quivers with desire under his touch Their toungues meet in an endless fury Their eyes show passion and love of the purest quality There blood Pumps fierce and hot her nails dig deep into his back His eyes met hers as their bodies joined her hips rose gently to to meet his as he slowly slid inside moans escaped parted lips His lips brushed over her breast Her hands roamed his tight chest lustful images pass behind closed eyes Their hips rise to meet and join the rhythm Pounding Throbbing Pumping Clawing Intense desire Erotic Dreams The simple act of love no longer want but need Screams of releif escape her lips his body shudders over her and hearts beat loudly as bodies go limp

Bartender
Aint nothing working aint nothing right Theres a whole in me that I cant fill No matter how hard I try Hey bartender hit me with a double And introduce me to that girl with the bubble Im looking for trouble tonight No momma dont trust me tonight You be the center baby Id be the quarterback Hike hit the tailback Watch it on playback Jah smash that hitting that redbone Up in the endzone biting on the collarbone (chorus) I just want your company I just want you to comfort me just come with me Hey bartender hit me with another I just about had to kill this brother Shit Im looking for trouble tonight You be the beauty - baby Id be the beast Who gives a fuck take it to the bedroom Take it the streets Take it like a man muthafucker Yo bitch chose me muthafucker (chorus) 2x Take me there take me with you I cant be alone tonight I cant be alone tonight I cant trust myself tonight I cant trust myself tonight Baby please dont trust me tonight No please

Crucify Me
More lyrics, from meetcam's own, Truly_Debauched. Hes really incredible. "your gonna crucify me, for my lies and deceit, nails through my hands, nails through my feet, light up my shame, for all the world to see, your gonna crucify me, ive been knocking back gin, rolling out dice, i spent all our money, investing in vice, so dig me a grave, as shallow as you like, and give me the peace, that i cannot find in life, i didnt mean to let you down, but i wasnt planning on staying around.................... "come and find me, when im hiding in sheets, ive been lying here for weeks, like i died in my sleep, and when i cant bear to eat, and im bloodied and beat, come and find me........ i didnt mean to let you down, but i wasnt planing on staying around, around, around, around............. ive been getting so thin, i got lesions and lice, this pretty young face, has been paying the price, dont dig me a grave, ill burn on a spike, come to me heaven, dont take me alive, al

You Had Me
You had me You lost me You're wasted You cost me I don't want you here messing with my mind Spitting in my eyes and I still see Tried to keep me down I'm breaking free I don't want no part in your next fix Someone needs to tell you This is it Hey Listen you'll be missin' Out on all my love and my kissing Make your mistakes on your own time When you come down you're just no good to have around Instead of making money you took mine Chorus You had me You lost me You're wasted You cost me I don't want you here messing with my mind I've realized in time that my eyes are not blind I've seen it before I'm taking back my life You tried to trade on my naivete But the things you do and say embarrass me See once upon a time I was your fool But the one I leave behind he is you Hey Listen you'll be missin' Out on all my love and my kissing Make your mistakes on your own time When you come down you're just no good to have

Attention Lo's,lette's,and Anyone Else That Is Tired Of Haters(repost)
Okay everyone this guy likes to hate on lette's and when My Friend said somethin to him he decided to talk about her mother and she informed him that her mom was dead and he continued to say how she is still a good fuck...So to all those who have my back or are fam help a homie out..It all started cause he was hatin on twistid http://fubar.com/user/1046260

Paint It Black
I have 100 covers, My preference for this blog, is perhaps the WASP or Type O negative, although could also be the incubus or the manson. Naturally Stoned, and Doors are fabulous, and try the Vanessa Carlotn (take my word on it, its worth the dl) I see a red door and I want it painted black No colors anymore I want them to turn black I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes I have to turn my head until my darkness goes I see a line of cars and they’re all painted black With flowers and my love both never to come back I see people turn their heads and quickly look away Like a new born baby it just happens ev’ry day I look inside myself and see my heart is black I see my red door and it has been painted black Maybe then I’ll fade away and not have to face the facts It’s not easy facin’ up when your whole world is black No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue I could not foresee this thing happening to you If I look hard enough into the sett

Fear
Something else I wrote along time ago I have many powers in this world. I hold in my tiny hands the ability to create my own future, to reach for the stars, or to let the grains of earth escape from my grasp. In my heart I have the ability to love, or the choice to hate. My mind holds the answers to questions; I don't have the courage to ask. Chaos and confusion are demons I fight daily. It's easy to say that i will overcome, rejoice in the knowledge that I have control, but doing and saying are so different. They say if you love something let it go free, well I love my mind, heart and soul. Letting go is way to easy though, its holding on that really takes courage. To get back up, and reach higher is so much more difficult then giving in to pain and darkness. I shall continue to get back up until God above puts me down. I will get all that I need, and all that I want. These are things that everyone deserves, and noone should ever settle for less. I know I won't.

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Alone
Wrote this a long long time ago When your alone every sound is louder, every color darker, the temperature drops, and you can hear your heart beat. You breathe so loud the sound becomes deafening. You want to make it stop, you don't want to hear the breathing. In and Out. In and Out. Noone to turn to when your alone, noone to call. When your alone noone wants to know. All doors have locks and all roads go one way. The breathing gets louder and louder. You feel so empty, not just empty on the inside, but empty to the core. Nothing but vacant space surrounds you. Noone to touch you, listen to you, talk to you. When your alone the wind cries saddly all around you, barely heard in a distant thought. Time is forever but yet isn't there at all. When your alone theres noone to smile at, or laugh with, cry or morn with. Spaces get smaller but nothing; noone will touch you. Walls are smaller, air pulls from your lungs as you try to breathe, if only you could breathe more quietly. When

Tear Away
DROWNING POOL LYRICS "Tear Away" I'm tearing away Pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay You run away Faster and faster you can't seem to get away Break Hope there's a reason For questions unanswered I just don't see everything Yes I'm inside you Tell me how does it feel to feel like this Just like I do I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone Do I really want this Sometimes I scare myself I just can't let it go Can you believe it Everything happens for reasons I just don't know I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything but me God damn I love me I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone

Tears Of A Friendship
I wrote this for a buddy I played wow with. Saying goodbye seems so very wrong Even though I didn't know you very long I can't believe that now its gone It's time for us both to move on It's a shame that we can not chat anymore That we never were able to get on a dance floor I shed all these tears and so much more Because death of our friendship is knocking at the door I must say goodbye even though im crying inside You are special to me and my heart will not push you aside I will always remmber you even when I die Thank you for being such a great guy Now I really ought to say goodbye

I Gave Up Myself To All Of You
I gave up myself to all of you I saved nothing for myself so now I'm screwed I'm finally going to fight so fuck you It's my turn to break thru One way or another you all have betrayed me I know some of you will agree I'm taking my life back something I know you all never foreseen This time in my life where I will be my own Queen You can't stop me no matter how hard you try I won't let myself ever die I will not watch my life fly bye I am making a stand and i don't care if you see eye to eye I lost so much time to be myself I don't know who I am so now im going to find myself I feel like all I've done is sit on a damn shelf It will take a while for me to find myself I know you might think I'm being a shrewed But I really don't care so fuck you I don't have to put up with your moods I wont let you make me hide from others no way ill be seclude

Burritos
Sublime I don't wanna go and party I don't wanna shoot the pier I don't wanna take the doggie for walk I don't wanna look at naked chicks and drink beer I don't wanna do a bong load go and wrench on the car I don't wanna hose the dog shit down 'cuz I ain't even gonna get outta bed I ain't gettin' I ain't gettin' outta bed today I ain't gettin' I ain't gettin' outta bed today Keep on skankin' Ronnie skank the night away 'cuz the time is commin' for us all to pay hey I don't wanna watch no porno I don't wanna play guitar I don't wanna spank the monkey I don't wanna go down to the corner bar and I ain't even got to listen to all the stupid shit you gotta say I' don't wanna do a goddamn thing I don't wanna wanna leave my bed today I don't want I don't wanna leave my bed today I don't want I don't wanna leave my bed today hey hey hey hey hey..hey Keep on skankin' Ronnie skank the night away 'cuz the time is comming for us all to pay hey..huh I don't wanna eat burr

Fyi .....
I just wanted to let everyone know I have sorted my portraits out some what and I will be adding new ones for sure. I appreciate everyones love and support you show upon entering my page, I always do the same If I am here and notice someone has shown some sort of interest. I give the same respect in which I recieve. I love each and everyone of you.

Die M.f. Die
Dope I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do I don't need your resistance I don't need your prayers I don't need your religion I don't need a thing from you I don't do what I've been told Your so lame why don't you Just go Die mother fucker die mother fucker die I don't need your prison I don't need your pain I don't need your decision So what should I do I don't need your approval I don't need your hope I don't need your lectures I don't need a thing from you I'll be sorry when I'm old You're so full of shit man Just go Die mother fucker die mother fucker die Boom I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do I'll be sorry so you've said I'm not sorry Bang You're Dead Die mother fucker die mother fucker die Die Lyrics > Dope Lyrics > Dope Die Motherfucker Die Lyrics

Wake Up
Hed Pe You see me - I see through you You say fuck me - I say fuck you You don't love me - I don't love you I rise above and I say "Fuck You Bitch" I don't know how I find the power To face all these fucking cowards All I really wanna do is disembowel one every hour Go home smoke a joint and beat off in the shower Then dispose of all the evidence and pop a couple downers If you know me then you know I really have no friends Get hi a lot - I drink and drive a lot The innocent they die a lot Now don't be fooled when you see me smile a lot cuz I'll go punk rock Blow up your whole block Wake Up Wake up motherfucker wake up I don't give a fuck motherfucker wake up You're not punk rock bitch You just a punk Die motherfucker die mothefucker die Die motherfucker die mothefucker die Get hi motherfucker hi motherfucker hi We ride motherfucker or motherfuckin die Semper fi I'm ready for a fight These First Amendment rights are guaranteed to me Regard

Hurt
Johnny Cash I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hold The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My ssweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Violence Fetish
Bring the violence It's significant To the life If you've ever known anyone Bring the violence It's significant To the life Can you feel it? How do you sleep When you live with your lies Out of your mouth Up from your mind That kind of thinking Starts a chain reaction You are a timebomb ticking away You need to release What you're feeling inside Let out the beast That you're trying to hide Step right up and be a part of the action Get your game face on Because it's time to play You're pushing and fighting your way You're ripping it up How do you live without playing the game Sit on the side and expect to keep sane Step right up and be a part of the action Come get a piece of it before it's too late Take a look around You can't deny what you see Were living in a violent society Well my brother let me show you a better way So get your game face on because it's time to play You're pushing and fighting your way you're ripping it up So tell me what am

What The Fux
Have any of you ever just seen or heard or even thought something that just makes you go WTF??? I was at the store today, and this woman had the nerve to buy her boyfriend's kid some candy, but when her own son asked for something, she said no because she just spent all of her money on the other kid. To me that's Fuxt up. I mean really. If people can't buy something like that for both of their kids or all of the kids that are with them, then they need not to buy it for any of them. That's just mean. How is someone going to put their own kid aside for someone else's kid jus to get laid???

Random Quote
A wise man once told me..... "Knowledge is useless if the vessel is not fortified" It meant a lot to me when I first heard it and I never forgot it, so I'm sharing it with you! Once you figure out what it means, you'll have an even better perspective on MANY things... you don't wanna just scratch the surface... yanno??

Fantasy Site Or Not???
Hmmmmmmm a friend of mine says that this is just a fantasy site. as if the ppl on here arent real. Who's to say weather this site is real or not? this person thinks just because this is an online site that ppl arent real and dont have real emotions.,he just told me on the phone that im helping ppl that arent real. I have one thing to say about that. Everyone on this site and others are very real. true this is the internet but behind every screen and every keyboard is a real person with reel feelings, thoughts and emotions. if you agree let me know or is this all just a fantasy?

Word 's Of Inspiration
“Therefore, I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours” (Mark 11:24, NIV). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria Has God spoken things to your heart that haven’t come to pass yet? Sometimes when we are believing for things, it’s easy to let circumstances and the pressures of life drag us down. But when you make the choice to receive your promise by picturing it in your mind’s eye, and declaring it with the words of your mouth, your faith becomes stronger. You begin to feel more confident. You begin to feel more settled. You begin to have joy and peace because you know God is working behind the scenes on your behalf. What are you believing for God to do in your life today? Can you see it in your mind’s eye? Can you see yourself healed? Can you see yourself paying off that last debt? Can you see yourself at your ideal weight? Can you see yourself sharing the gospel with a family member or coworker? Ask the Lord to give you the

I Did All This Without Being Drunk!
ok so this morning i got woken up by my cell phone at like 9 in the morning wen i was up till like 3 in the morning that night (if that makes sense) i didnt answer it so i fell back to sleep 20 later... another fucking call! i was pissed! i turned off my phone and threw it across the room! thankgod it didnt break! so i finally got up at 12 BTW(thats my fav time to get up at) i went to kaitlins house wer i found her grounded she dosnt know y shes grounded but she is so we left her house after her mom told her not to go any wer she left a note and told her we were goin to the park! we went and got martina then we went back to my house to get my 3 matching bikes we named them my bike is toga kaitlins is scort martinas is kilt idk y we named them that but i love it! then we went to BK i flirted with the guy bhind the counter and i bought martina and i 2 burgers and chicken fires kaitlin didnt want anything so i got the food and next thing ya know the guy gave

Shooting At Me!
Some little dip-shit tried shooting at me while they were trying to break into my nephews car! I heard the alarm warning sound and ran into the front yard with a sword, he he! Yelling and screaming when from behind some bushes a gunshot rang out! After about pissing my pants I ran into the house got my nephew and called the police. they were sceptacle about it after not finding a shell but took the report anyway! Damn, Little bastards!

Nervous And Scared
Well like the subject line says I am nervous as hell and scared too. I was finally able to get a dentist appointment made a couple weeks ago to get some work done. They took an x-ray of course. I went in tuesday and they schedualed me for another appointment on the 10th. Well, Wednesday morning they called me and told me that the doctor wanted to see me that morning a.s.a.p. I went with Brad by my side of course because I knew it would be to discuss the x-ray. Little did I know that I would hear the worst news I could ever think to hear about myself. I found out that I have Bone Cancer in the left side of my lower jaw. The bone is deteriorating, there are large air pockets, and the marrow is also deteriorating. He told me that my jaw is so fragile right now that if he went and tried to work on my teeth right now my jaw would shatter. I also cannot receive any kind of injury to my jaw because if I do it will shatter. He made an appointment with a specialist for me whom I am going to be

Love
The little one has come for me what shall I do, for I see the madness He brings with him. I cannot let Him do it. I must run hide go to the ends of the earth. I must run for eternity so He cannot posses me but why why me I did nothing to deserve this. I must face Him and reason with Him. "why" "why" now He has me His control is so strong now I'm starting to loose all hope it's getting darker, and darker I'm loosing my self my hart grows cold and now I know what must be dun but is There another way. I must end us for he will not just go away. But I cannot do it I'm not strong enough and now he is in control. I can feel the hate flowing in my vanes, what evil is this? I don't hate but why Duse He make me hate at least I still have love He cannot take that from me. Maybe love is what it takes to beat Him. Yes love, I will love Him and see what happens.....

What Is A Juggalo/lette?
A juggalo isn't a person who paints their face and chants about hatchets and clowns. A juggalo is a person who isn't fake. Just a person who doesn't fit in. A misfit. We don't worship clowns, idols, and figures. Were not about religeon. We are about whats right and whats wrong and how you go along in life and the friends and homies you make. Learn the fucking story. If your going to hate us. Have a fucking reason. And if your gonna say they are rascist. Your FUCKING wrong. WE are completely AGAINST that shit. We believe that if we are good in life and good to others. Then we'll be rewarded in WHATEVER afterlife there is. Thats what Shangri-la (heaven) is all about. So if your with me. Comment this shit. Make it BIG. Keep passing it on. Naughty JuggaLette (I made this. cause i was SICK of the fucking critisism.)

Hope This Works
Wake up and pay attention! Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide? Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school? Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them? Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys? Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged? In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves? I KNOW WHY! "Whores" "Geeks" "Goths" "Emos" AND THAT’S NOT EVEN HALF OF THEM! Society in general IS THIS AMERICAN? IS THIS THE NATION FIGHT AND WE LIVE IN WARS TO SUPPORT? I AM SICK OF IT! Stereotypes, and everything else. I want to live in a good place, without suicide, rape, murder, and JUDGMENT! IF THIS HAD ANY AFFECT ON YOU REPOST IT

Hair And Stuff
I went over to a friend's house today and they did my hair. Also, more dissapointment. The girl I like at the insurance place has a boyfriend. I asked my agent about her today. She says she will let me know if that girl is single again. BeforeDuringAfter

Idk What To Do No More
I Know Its Long You Dont Have To Read It But This Is The Update With My X.. IDK What To Do HEs Stupid... Should I Move On?? Or Keep Trying Cause One Of These Days He'll RElize?! Kyle: wats up Me: n2m u Kyle: nuttin chillin wit tom Me: tell tom i say hi! Me: haha Kyle: he says word Me: haha swet Me: sweet* Kyle: yea duder Me: haha so whats good with u guys?! anythign? Kyle: nope Kyle: so are we still chillin this weekend Me: uhm i havent hurd from michaela or danny so idk whats up with them.. do u still wanna chill? Kyle: i guess i aint doin anything except on saturday Me: yeah same here... Kyle: yea Me: so hows ur life? Kyle: just got interesting Me: whys that? Kyle: dont worry about it Me: uhm ok Kyle: trust me Me: sure lol Kyle: yea Kyle: so i hear u and tom are becomin good friends Me: friends that it why? Kyle: nuttin he was just sayin he has been talkin to u Me: yeah hes a

A To Z All About Me!
1. A is for age: 42...feelin old but lovin it! 2. B is for beer of choice: Don't really like beer...but give me a frozen margarita! 3. C is for career right now: Water Treatment Operator 4. D is for your dog's name? Sugar 5. E is for essential item you use everyday: ummm so many to choose from....a towel? lol 6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment: Stan Lee's So You Want To Be A Superhero 7. G is for favorite game: bedroom twister? lol ok ok it's Animal Crossings 8. H is for Home town: Tulsa 9. I is for instruments you play: Clarinet(use to play in grade school, haven't since then) 10. J is for favorite juice: Orange 11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: anyone who threatens those that i love. 12. L is for last place you ate: At work. 13. M is for marriage: Just one time and thinking it will be my last...unless mr. right is out there somewhere and can seduce me into a yes! lol 14. N is for your full name: Paulette Jewell 15. O is for

Pisces Stuff- True For Me
MUTABLE--Twelfth sign of the Zodiac--WATER SIGN Feburary 20 to March 20 The trident of the Roman sea-god shows Neptune as a vast, deep, mysterious and unknown force. Although the effects of Neptune can be seemingly nebulous, such obscure aspects can be dissolved by merging yourself into the vast ocean of oneness with the universe. If you are unable to pierce its mysteries there will be confusion, dishonesty, martyrdom, and indecisiveness. Neptune appears to be a higher vibration of Venus, offering a deeper and more refined form of energy. When we are able to get in touch with some of the spiritual energies of Neptune, we can experience a higher degree of compassion, beauty, and divinity. Neptune was once known as Poseidon the Greek sea god who administered all the lakes and the rivers. Neptune turned himself into a stallion to woo the goddess Demeter when she became a mare, thus he has been called the inventor of horse racing. The planet Neptune bears its closest associa

I Want To Go Back
I want to go back To a time long ago when things moved slow Before, we raced to our grave Long before, we had a microwave You wave at everyone you know We listened to music on A.M. radio We took our dates to a drive in Hopped in the back after the movie begin We waited all year for the holiday's For the snow to fall, to take out our sleighs The first virgin snow to fall on a winter's ground I can still see it in my mind falling without a sound We hold these thoughts so close in our memory Of how simple life used to be. We try and vision what will be Try as we might, still can't see Will, my day become a memory in a year or two. Only Tomorrow know's, it holds the clue. Yesterday is history, and tomorrow is a mystery. It's better not to ponder over the past, nor long for what's to be. The future is not promised to you nor to me. Maybe, it's by grasping each minute of the day, lingering slowly, before they pass away. The days of our past and the days of present will

The Net
THE NET I MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE LAST ONE TO GIVE THE INTERNET A TRY I'LL BE THE FIRST TO ADMIT, TECHNOLOGY HAD PASSED ME BY MY SON WAS IN THE NAVY IN THE PERSIAN GULF OVERSEAS THIS WAS THE FASTEST WAY TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME I REALIZED SOMETHING HAD TO BE DONE I WAS WORRIED ABOUT THE SAFETY OF MY SON A COUPLE YEARS LATER, I'M STILL CONFUSED AS CAN BE I'M NOT ALWAYS SURE ABOUT A DOWNLOAD OR, AN MP3 SO, TO TRY AND STAY IN THE PRESENT AN NOT APPEAR A FOOL I'VE BEEN TRYING TO MAKE THE COMPUTER, A USEFUL TOOL NOW YEARS AGO, WHEN I WENT TO SCHOOL ALL THE SMART KIDS USED SOMETHING CALLED A SLIDE RULE. I CAN'T COMPLAIN ANY ABOUT USING THE INTERNET THERE'S SO MANY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE THAT, I HAVE MET. MY COMPUTER IS OUTDATED, SO I'VE BEEN TOLD. LOL KIND OF LIKE ME, I'M FEELING OLD! CHRIS

Why Did The Minnesota Bridge Collapse.
t may take several days to figure out how many people died in Wednesday's collapse of the I-35W bridge in Minneapolis yesterday - the official toll still stands at four, but nobody expects it to stay there. Between 20 and 30 people are still missing, and while some of them may be lying in hospitals, unconscious and unidentified, plenty of cars are still submerged in the Mississippi River. Anyone trapped inside - and there are such people - are no longer alive. So recovery crews are picking their way carefully around the twisted steel and broken concrete that could shift without warning in the muddy current. ADVERTISEMENT Investigators, meanwhile, from the National Transportation Safety Board (NTSB) and from a private firm of forensic engineers hired by the state of Minnesota, have already arrived to begin trying to figure out what happened. NTSB chairman Mark Rosenker told reporters Thursday evening that the agency plans to use a special risk-analysis software program that will all

With Out You
Do you ever think about me, like I think about you? When, I get up in the morning and the sun sparkles on the morning dew. When, I go for a drive in my car. I’ll see flower growing wild an, I’ll be reminded how pretty you are. Did I ever tell you, how much I love to see you smile? Did I tell you, how much you lift me in times of trial? I often wish the words would flow from my pen. To tell you you’re more then a lover, you’re my friend. You know, thru our good times and thru our bad. You brought a smile upon my face when, I was sad. When, the lines grow on our face and our hair has turned gray. I’m glad you’ve been with me thru the night and day. An, when our days on earth are thru, I wouldn’t have been me, without you. chris

To My Friends
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Times Among The Lonely..
When you've had so many rough, hard times You've written it all down with songs and rhymes You get tired of being a companion with pen and paper You feel like you're nothing, clear, like water vapor. Wishing someone was there to hold you tight Someone to help you through times, tell you everthing will be alright. You feel like you are a nobody and no one looks your way Someone walks by, you think that maybe today will be the day But that someone walks on to meet up with their girl Oh my gosh, not again, I wish that was me, it makes me wanna hurl Sigh once but it goes back to the way it was Wow Emily, you look like an idiot again, sarcastically everyone applaused This is really how it is, a small town girl, figuring who she wants to be When you see people, it's easy for them, like one,two,and three Why is it so hard for me? I am smart, I should be a catch to someone My problem is I haven't started, not yet begun So I'm going to end this rhyme, leave my pen and paper

The Quilter
The Quilter Our Days On Earth Are Numbered From The Day We're Born From Lives Often Tattered And Torn. So We Piece Our Lives One Stitch At A Time. Like The Verse Of A Sonnet Or Nursery Rhyme Back To A Time When We Were A Child So Care Free And Running Wild But The Days They Blow Away Like The Desert Sand One Day I Was A Child And Now I'm A Man Mother I Wish, I Could Have Been All You Wanted Me To Be I've Never Said, Thanks For All You've Done For Me Now That I'm Older, I Can See The Sacrifice That You Gave That You've Loved Me From My Cradle To Your Grave What You Did Teach Me To Pass To My Own. They've Left Me So Quickly And Now They've Grown So I Hope, Their Lives Can Be A Happy One Mother I Love You, The Quilters Son Thanks Mom chris k

Dear Abby---biker Version
Dear Abby, I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice on what could be a crucial decision. I've suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs...phone rings, but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with the girls a lot recently, although when I ask their names she always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I sometimes stay awake to look out for her cab coming home, but she always comes walking up the drive as I hear the sound of a car leaving, around the corner, as if she has gotten out and walked the rest of the way. Why? Maybe she wasn't in a taxi at all? I once picked up her cell phone, just to see what time it was. This caused her to go completely berserk. She quickly snatched the phone out of my hand and cursed me hysterically, screaming that I should never touch her personal property, then accused me of trying to spy on her. Anyway, I have never broached the subject

Shmily
SHMILEY My grandparents were married for over half a century, and played their own special game from the time they had met each other. The goal of their game was to write the word "SHMILEY" in a surprise place for the other to find. They took turns leaving "SHMILEY" around the house, and as soon as one of them discovered it, it was their turn to hide it once more. They dragged "SHMILEY" with their fingers through the sugar and flour containers to await whoever was preparing the next meal. They smeared it in the dew on the windows overlooking the patio where my grandma always fed us warm, homemade pudding with blue food coloring. "SHMILEY" was written in the steam left on the mirror after a hot shower, where it would reappear bath after bath. At one point, my grandmother even unrolled an entire roll of toilet paper to leave "SHMILEY" on the very last sheet. There was no end to the places "SHMILEY" would pop up. Little notes with "SHMILEY" scribbled hurriedly were found on dashb

8/.3/07~our First Fight
well last nite was the first nite tht me n damien had our fight.it was over something stupid.but i guess i shouldnt of said what i did.but he shouldnt of said about me n travis dating either.but we fought over was really dumb.he was really fucking pissed off at me last nite n i have no idea if were gonna stil b together or not i really hope so damien means alot to me. i have no idea what i would do if we broke up.i would b so heart broking.i love him with all my heart.i would do anything for him.i would even something no other gurl would.thts how much i love him.im prayin tht we are still together after last nite.i was really hopin this one was the one for me.maybe everything will b alright after he calms down n maybe it wont b.idk n i wont know until he calls me again if he even does tht.i hate fighting with bfs cuz half the time whn u fight its over somethign really fuckign stupid like ours was. i would tell ya all but its stupid but if u really want to know ill tell ya. we fought o

Cfl Play-offs Start Sunday !!
PLZ NOTE ALL REMAINDER GAMES WILL BE FEATURED ON THIS PROFILE PLAYOFFS START SUN. AUG 5TH 1PM TO 4PM Pain Is My Passion™ ~ Diamond of GC ~ *Creator of LDC* ~ Syndicate Family ~ * DOP Owner *~@ fubar

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if I'm too tall or short for you.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.sorry...if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are.."First hit reply then copy the code

God Can You Call Me Some Angels?
GOD CAN YOU CALL ME SOME ANGELS? Somewhere in this dark rainy night, there's going to be a fight Instead of love there's nothing but hate. Lord can you send an Angel before it's too late? On interstate 95, there's a wreck will they make it out alive? The other driver had too much to drink. Why couldn't he have stopped to think? The drunk driver came out unharmed the family he struck bought the farm Somewhere in the distance a siren is heard. The firefighters get dressed without saying a word. Can they make it to the fire on time? Pulling out the ladders on a dangerous climb The flames of hell they surely do see trying to save a girl age three Somewhere on another part of town, a robbery is going down. A young man has turned to drugs, grew up w/o kisses or hugs Driving by an officer on patrol. Is it too late for the policeman to stop this lost soul? In another block, a Doctor is fighting the clock. A man has had a heart attack. Only with God's help is the

Support R Troops
SUPPORT OUR TROOPS!!!!!I don't see your ass enlisted, overseas, seperated from your family for months and constantly in harms way!!!!>Love,Mizzzz Kitty~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~*~*~**~*~**~*~*~*To all my fallen brothers, u r not forgotten. To all my brothers soon to return, following winds and calm seas!Turn up your volume*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all t

She Left Me Two Years Ago And Now She Wants Back??
there was a chick named trisha who walked out on me two years ago i spent 6 months trying to find her but gave up eventually, she left me cuz she said she was scared of me loving her and doing things for her so that gave her the right to walk out on me??, just because i gave her my heart and my love too??, trisha you know who you are, and where your at in life you really hurt me in life and my love and my feelings for you, if you get this great im just venting about finding you like last week or so i dont remember i just hope how much of a mistake you made walking out on me!!!!!, waht would you do if you found someone two years later that someone had done the same thing to you??, now two years alter she's asking me for another chance I say may'be but she might do it again to Me, I dunno bout giving her another chance what do you people think????, should I give her another chance of say you lost out, or get lost?? leave an opinion or comment or vote, have a great weekend??

I Remember
I Remember Not So Long Ago, Before My Son Became A Man I'd Take Him To The Park, We'd Walk Hand And Hand I Can't Really Remember Where, The Time Has Came And Went I Just Recall, How I Thought My Son Was Heaven Sent Time Stands Still For No One As I Look At The Man Who's My Son The Son That's Sailed Away Upon The Sea Never Again Will That Boy Return To Me So I Tell You This If Your Son Is Small Take The Time To Watch As He Grows Tall I Can't Get Back The Moments That Are Like Dreams Little Boys Grow Up Far Too Fast It Seems Chris

I Am Proud. But, You Call Me A Racist.
You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. > You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," > "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. > > But when I call you, nigger, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, > Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. > You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are > the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? > > > You have the United Negro College Fund. > You have Martin Luther King Day. > You have Black History Month. > You have Cesar Chavez Day. > You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi > You have the NAACP. > You have BET. > If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd > be racists. > If we had a White Pride Day you would call us > racists. > If we had White History Month, we'd be racists. > If we had an organization for only whites to > "advance" our lives, we'd be racists. > > If we had a college fund that only gave white > students scholarships, you know we'd be racists. > There are over 60 openly

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In Honor Of Women
In Honor Of The Women In My Life A handsome, middle aged man walked quietly into the cafe and sat down. Before he ordered, he couldn't help but notice a group of younger men at the table next to him. It was obvious they were making fun of something about him, and it wasn't until he remembered he was wearing a small pink ribbon on the lapel of his suit that he became aware of what the joke was all about. The man brushed off the reaction as ignorance, but the smirks began to get to him. He looked one of the rude men square in the eye, placed his hand beneath the ribbon and asked, quizzically, "This?" With that the men all began to laugh out loud. The man he addressed said, as he fought back laughter, "Hey, sorry man, but we were just commenting on how pretty your little ribbon looks against your blue jacket!" The middle aged man calmly motioned for the joker to come over to his table, and invited him to sit down. As uncomfortable as he was, the guy obliged, not really sure

Friends
I'm sitting in this room alone Time is passing by I think of things I've said and done And now I wonder why At times all my eyes see In a world of misery When I'm overwhelmed with pain You tell me how endeared I am my friend Somehow we know just what we're thinking And listen when the other calls I'm here just waiting for your call And when we're feeling down We pick each other up before we fall You're sitting in your room alone Life is passing by You think of things you said and all that you've done Now you wonder why And when all your eyes see This world of misery When you're overwhelmed with pain I'll tell you how you endeared you are my friend

Just Up The Road
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her bridle is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. When she returns to the shelter of th

Keep In Mind...
You can UNDERSTAND someone within a few minutes of talking to them if you're pretty perceptive and intuitive. But keep in mind, you DO NOT KNOW them until you really unlock the doors that you can't see. And it takes TIME to decipher someone.. well, someone with depth that is.. Really though, why would you wanna get to know anyone who DOESN'T have depth? Maybe if you DON'T have any depth yourself, you're content with just scratching the surface... ME personally, I'm far TOO TALL for mere shallow waters! Anyway, you gotta dig deep... real deep, not just scratch the damn surface. Too many people get Understanding someone and Knowing someone so confused. Take time to get to know someone before you feel like you've got them pegged like a battleship board. Little do you know... and no there's not anymore to THAT statement coming, thats it!! SUCH Little Do You Know... If the shoe fits... wear it.. and then put it in your mouth where it belongs! You're truly only wasting everybody's tim

How To Drive In Phoenix
1. You must first learn to pronounce the city name, it is: "FEE-NICKS". 2. The morning rush hour is from 5:00am to noon. The evening rush hour is from noon to 7:00pm. Friday's rush hour starts on Thursday morning. 3. The minimum acceptable speed on most freeways is 85 mph. On Loop 101, your speed is expected to match the highway number. Anything less is considered "Wussy". 4. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Phoenix has its own version of traffic rules. For example, cars/trucks with the loudest muffler go first at a four-way stop; the trucks with the biggest tires go second. However, East Valley, SUV-driving, cell phone-talking moms ALWAYS have the right of way. 5. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out, and possibly shot. 6. Never honk at anyone. Ever. Seriously. It's another offense that can get you shot. 7. Road construction is permanent and continuous in Phoenix. Detour barrels are moved around during the middle o

To The One I Love
Angel She walks with me, and talks with me, She's everything I dreamed he'd be. She comforts me when I'm sad and lonely. She's really my one and only. The best friend I've ever had. She keeps me from feeling sad. Side by side we're always together. I know I'll love her forever. God sent her to make me happy, That's why I know I'm lucky. God put wings on my angel, To show me she'll always care

The End Of Chapter 4
The next two day’s went by in a blur I though my self into finding out all I could…which was not more then what they want you to know. Jack was not in class and we where told he would be out for a week or so. I was happy for that. I was not ready to see him yet. To say he had not hurt me would be to lie. He had hurt me but I had to lock that away and push forward. We (the young one’s) where told to meet at the gathering temple at 8am Saturday morning to help set up. The main room was a large round room with a large alter in the center of the room. Candles were being placed around the alter and a make shift bed was being set up. I was told that we would be setting in the back and would just be watching. At no time where we to speak, And we where to be robed and to stay robed. We would be able to join in on the party after. After we done setting up I was tired from the early morning wake up’s and late nights and wanted to nap before everything got started. I woke up around 8pm and g

Music
IT'S ALL ABOUT THE MUSIC No matter what is going on around me, It's all about the music you see. I can always go back to days gone by, hearing that certain song that makes you cry. A song to put a smile on your face. A song to remind you of a certain place Can't imagine my life without a happy verse. Life would be so much worse. A song for the broken heart. A song for a love about to start. A song to take you down the road. A song for a heavy load. In all the songs that you hear, let there be a song to always make you wish I was near Come the day when I have to leave this place. I hope a song will put a smile on your face chris

About My Disability
What is Spina Bifida? Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in which the spinal cord and its protective covering (the meninges) protrude from an opening in the spine; meningocele in w

This Was Made By Hot Sexy Bbw For Her Husband Ray It Made Me Cry I Wanted To Share It Will All! (from The Bulletin Board)
Cindy Aka Hot sexy BBW Made this for her Husband Ray who is in the hospital with Cystic Fibrosis and it made me cry (yes I admit it it made me cry) I wanted to share this will every one she posted it in her blog but its just too beautiful to keep there! Cindy and Ray you know I love you guys and I have all my hopes for things to get better! Yall BOTH are in my thoughts and prayers! Make photo slide shows at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Stop Complaining!!! (from The Bulletin Board)
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He

Intro, Depressing
I wanted to start this as a way to exorcise...something. Much of what I write will seem a little unbelievable I'll admit, but all true. I deal with depression a lot but I'm not sure if it's a chemical imbalance or that so much shit happens to me so often. I was adopted when i was 7 after spending time in Foster homes. When I was finally adopted it was by the worst family you can imagine. Now this is where I have to decide how much to write and how much to simply allude to because the fact is I want you to keep reading what I write. Which brings me to an interesting thought. Why? Why do I want you to keep reading? The fact is I'm a very private person and dispite my look I talk to almost no one. I go into a bar and drink alone, watch people, listen to conversations, enjoy the view of a pretty women, but never talk to people. Well, I can't say never but rarely. When I do talk to a woman they somehow think I'm trying to pick them up which is rediculous. The bar is the last

Nails In The Fence
-Audrey Wittrup- There was a little boy with a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, to hammer a nail in the back fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Then it gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm

Alone
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

When, You Load Is Heavy
"WHEN YOU'RE DOWN TO NOTHING AND NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE" "CLOSE YOUR EYES AND BOW YOUR HEAD AND TAKE IT UP IN PRAYER'' "BELIEVE WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT, YOU'LL FIND COMFORT THERE" "WHEN YOUR BLESSINGS SEEM TO FAR AND FEW" "OPEN YOUR EYES AND TAKE A LOOK THERE'S A LOT WORSE THEN YOU" "COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS IN EVERYTHING YOU DO" "IF YOUR LOAD SEEMS HEAVY, AND HARD FOR YOU TO TAKE" "GIVE IT UP TO THE LORD , HE'LL TAKE AWAY YOUR ACHE" "GIVE IT UP TO THE LORD AT SUNSET AND DAYBREAK" "WHEN YOUR ROAD IS FULL OF WOE" "AND IT SEEMS YOU'VE SO FAR TO GO" "TELL IT TO THE MAN UPSTAIRS CAUSE HE LOVES YOU SO" "THE DAYS CAN MAKE YOU WEARY" "TELL IT THE ONE THAT LOVES YOU DEARLY" "AND IN THE MORNING LIGHT, YOU'LL SEE THINGS A LOT MORE CLEARLY" chris

For The Heartache And Tragedy (from The Bulletin Board)
Dedicated to all people who lost their lives during the bridge collapse in Minnesota on August 1st 2007. And all the firefighters who saved many lives today. The bridge collapsing, in front of peoples eyes. people in cars being thrown into the waters.Rescuers, carrying out people with broken backs, necks, jaws. And some just tramatized.Cars dangling off the side of the bridge, flooding with water.And some cars just stopped short from the edge, just feet away from the fast pace Mississippi River.More people getting escorted out of the water with broken bones, being transported to local hospitals close to the scene.Cars and trucks smashed, as rescue workers help every person they can to get to safety.

Hmmm.....
I feel like crap today...I feel like puking my guts out...maybe it will make me feel better lol..anyways I hate when i get sick because all i do is sleep and then all I wanna do is cuddle with someone...be held in someones arms and be kissed...how sappy right?? lol yeah maybe but thats just how im feeling. I kind of miss my ex aaron, it ended kind of bad but i do miss talking to him and cuddling with him. I think I miss the talking more...go figure lol. I just wanna have a decent conversation with a decent guy you know...psshh im hating this "i feel sorry for myself" feeling..it fucking sucks....Im a proud ass female and I dont need a guy to make me happy but damn having one in my life would be kinda great right now....*sigh* oh well......

Drunk Dialing
~~~~~~~ Rules Of Drunk Dialing ~~~~~~~~~~ 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom, I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you." 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something?? 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright… if you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You

Sorry I Have Not Been On Lately
I am sorry I have not been on here with all of yall. My friend had her baby monday morning so i was with her and helping her out. i should be back monday. i love all of yall, i have not forgotten yall. I will be back on monday for sure. i am helping her get settled. This is her frist baby. americangryl

Broken
Alone I sit here... Empty and cold... The light beckons me... It forces me to be okay... Hidden away my feelings are... Showing no emotion is how I am... I have to fight to feel alive... I have to pretend to not care... Lonely dreams are the ties that bind... An empty shell is all that's left behind... I once was alive... Now I just survive...

Foot Prints
Footprints "Walk a little slower daddy," said a child so small. "I'm following in your footsteps and I don't want to fall. Sometimes your steps are very fast, Sometimes they're hard to see; So walk a little slower, Daddy, For you are leading me. Someday when I'm all grown up, You're what I want to be; Then I will have a little child Who'll want to follow me. And I would want to lead just right, And know that I was true; So, walk a little slower, Daddy, For I must follow you.

Too Far Too Quick
It all went far too quickly when We started our romance. We headed for the Broadway stage Before we learned to dance. Naturally, we shared the fear Of being on a limb, And scared to stay while loath to part, We felt our feelings dim. Ah, me! Well, now we're separate, And will be for a while. And then we'll try again, for love Remembers its sweet smile. But this time we'll go slow and ask, Before we go to bed, If we might try some artful grace And dance awhile instead.

Favorite Qoute
You know, I didn't just heed what I was taught, men and women should be together, it's the natural way, that kind of thing. I'm not with you because of what family, society, life tried to instill in me from day one. The way the world is, how seldom it is that you meet that one person who just *gets* you - it's so rare. My parents didn't really have it. There were no examples set for me in the world of male-female relationships. And to cut oneself off from finding that person, to immediately halve your options by eliminating the possibility of finding that one person within your own gender, that just seemed stupid to me. So I didn't. But then you came along. You, the one least likely. I mean, you were a guy.-Alyssa(Chasing Amy)

I Had An Awesome Night Tonight!
Eric picked me up and went to go get Justin to eat at Buffalo Wild Wings. For some reason Justin wanted to take everyone out and even PAY for it. Wow, that was nice of him. I only met him once, this was the second time but he's very nice. He's a little odd...he yells in German a lot. But I had a fun night. We ate, laughed, prank called people and then met up with Erics girlfriend at Wal-Mart. I played with Barbies and stole some undies. hehehehehhehehehehe. pretty ones too. It was nice to be out with the guys. I kept grabbing bras and thongs, telling Eric he should try them out. Being with guys is so much fun...girls are all lame. Guys are flipppin sweet. But yeah it was cool. I invited them to my dorm aka the awesome apartment for a housewarming party. Tee Hee. I'll miss Eric and I will defintely keep in touch with Justin. He likes industrial like I do and loves all the bands I do. Sweet deal. Anywho, I'm gonna dance in my new undies. -BiancaVagina

U Just Dont Know How Much It Hurts
I guess you just don't know how much it hurts. I cannot think you know and just don't care. Destiny provides one's just deserts By turning out one just as would be fair. Just as a child learns to its delight That lying sets one fabulously free, So you say "love" to get the rapture right, Getting so the most you can from me. And then, of course, you tire of your pleasure, As those who seek but pleasure often do, And sacrifice by far the greater treasure Upon the altar where you worship you. Justice would demand you be the fool, But you are far more ignorant than cruel.

Beginning Today
-Penny White- Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what

Hurt
I saw the perfect graphic tonight I mean seriously what DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is just tossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something people say to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure that most people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on a person's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life of pain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but what happens to that person when the one they thought w

Sometimes Parts Of Us Need To Die
questions once plaguing me begging me for answers tumble into their own abyss following what they seek like stampeded buffalo off a cliff it used to matter everything did it doesn’t any more because it all mattered for the wrong reasons it’s not about me or you what we said or even did there’s so much more beyond our words and actions things that really matter just this morning two thick dark clouds blocked the sunrise my heart cursed the darkness like an old man reviles his last years filled with intolerable pain then a funny thing happened a piece of me died suddenly something once mattering a great deal now that it’s gone it’s clear to me it should never have been born gone are those questions attached to that piece of me following their answers into the abyss birthing them in the first place by diannone

Small Towns Like Mine
SMALL TOWNS LIKE MINE The interstates all passed us by Little towns like mine went dry The neon lights don't shine no more The little shops done closed their doors The drive thru the towns were to slow a pace People were in a hurry, they were on a race. But for me, I'd rather drive the road less traveled by. The scenes they etch in my mind, the places that catch my eye. Somewhere along the way, we've lost our sense of direction The drive along the way, doesn't get our attention. We no longer enjoy the journey, just the journey's end. To go the straight and narrow, we gave up the hills and bend. Wish, I could turn back the hands of time. Long ago the memories in my mind. A time in the past, where attendants filled up our gas. When, we took our drives, and wished the trips would last. I still take the old highways, and dream of my younger days. Before I forget, and the memory vanishes into a haze. chris

Child Abuse~~its Not The Childs Fault!
Date: Aug 2, 2007 7:37 AM Subject: sorry mommy and daddy Body: i didn't mean to turn the channel to a differant channel. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY. i didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY. i didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY. i didn't mean to trip over your shoes in the middle of the floor. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY. i didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't i eat? SORRY MOMMY && DADDY. i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY. i didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot. 1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GAURDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINK CHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING. *****YOU HAVE TO PRESS REPLY SO YOU CAN COPY CODE & REPOST.

Still Out There
In the silence, I hear breaking; In the stillness, I feel shaking. Cut off my feelings, Shackle my heart, Say it's no ending, Pretend it's a start, Look for some light, Some hope in the air. Pretend I'm not hurting, Pretend I don't care. Feign it's still out there, It waits to be found. Else enter the darkness, Where spirits be drowned. by David Higgins

The Book Of Me, Parts I Ii & Iii
The stars streaked across the deep blue night Out into the world without the slightest bit of fright To the north and south, not a thing would stir My thoughts echoed, and in my head they blurred The rocks were scattered across the river before me With each step I took, it became harder to see The moonlight only reached so far The dark paths ahead seemed so hard Through the trees I now walk And to the smiling moon I talk Though no reply is received Every thought is believed Starlight faded to dawn in my eyes A tear came to my eye as I watched the twilight die The reality of my life soon faded into dreams And to this day, I still wonder what it all means My thoughts are scattered like the clouds above No light breaks through It veils all love My expression is as hard as the trees I pass by The limbs pat me on the shoulder And my spirit begins to fly Cue the sunrise on another dark day It struggles to rise But I still make my way So I turn the page on the book

Grrrrrr
Nothing discovered, Nothing new. Filling no emptiness between me and you. Whether whispered in love Or shouted in hate, Too many words, too little, too late. If I wrote for a year, I may never be through, Never spanning the chasm between me and you. They can't draw you near, Nor hold you dear, They don't put your whispers of love in my ear. Just torment with promise. And fail in their pride; Never filling the emptiness that I have inside

More Generally :)
Since Italian music terms (Adagio quasi un poco andante indeed) befuddling to some English speakers less conversant in the language (or in our own...) fly fast and furious in the typical music score, a look at a Wikipedia article like a> - well- couldn't hurt!

Today I Smiled
Today I Smiled Today I smiled, and all at once Things didn't look so bad. Today I shared with someone else, A little bit of hope I had. Today I sang a little song, And felt my heart grow light. I walked a happy little mile, With not a cloud in sight. Today I worked with what I had, And longed for nothing more, And what had seemed like only weeds, Were flowers at my door. Today I loved a little more, And complained a little less. And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness.

What Ever!
It appears that you can't tell people that they look like a skank on here cuz they are half dressed but bitch that they don't want to be hit on....wtf is the deal.....well I am sure that I will be kicked off here for my opinions....Hello iffen you don't want to be looked at please put some damn clothes on!

Only Human
I ma but only a human being I breath, I eat, I sleep, I love, I live I have been engulfed in a dark place, with dark thaughts that i cant even begin to describe I am in love wiht the most wonderful person in the world How terrible and slfish am I that all i want is for him and I to be together, all I want is him With that said I want him to happy I want his life to be perfect! I love him wiht all my heart They say if you love something let it go, if it comes back thats how you know it is ment to be! This is me saying I love you! This is me saying I miss you! This is me letting go!

A Cleansing Tide
I write your name in the sand, and watch the tide wash it away I feel the ground beneath my feet, diminish like the day The sun sets over the horizon, another day ends I close my eyes to dream of a love that will not bend With the waking sun, comes the sweet thoughts of you I can't help but smile thinking of a love so true Often I wonder what I did so right To deserve someone as wonderful as you in my life I breathe easy now, as I stare at the tide Knowing you are always there by my side.

Cant Stop Thinking About This Person
for the last 6 months all i can think about is a certain lady that i met on here a long time ago, almost a year or a year cant remember excatly when but anyways i really like her and i screwed up by talking to another female and then her and i werent talking for a while then one day her and i started talking again, i am not usually on here anymore and everytime i am and she isnt i leave her messages just being a good friend and i understand she is proberly busy with other things but i hope she is doing well and is happy :) if she reads this you know who you are and i hope your doing really well and are happy and i am always here to chat even if i am not on ;)

Attention Levelers
PLEASE SAVE RATES..WE HAVE A BACK TO BACK HAPPY HOUR TOMMOROW AT 6&7...THIS IS OUR TARGET....LETS MAKE HER OUR NEXT GOD MOTHER..... PLEASE RATE HER STUFF DURING HAPPY HOURS...IF THERE IS A HAPPY HOUR PRIOR TOO PLEASE SPANK HER SHES GOT ALOT OF PICTURES AND STASH!!!! Luscious♥Mami - (Fan/Rate me then add, plz)@ fubar

The First Prayer
Make me strong Make me wild Make me breathe the World's air Make me tall Make me brave Make me live without a prayer Make me smart Make me bright Make me live without a fright Make me funny Make me wise Make me honest in both God's eyes Make me equal Make me proud Let my voice be strong and loud Let me laugh Let me play Let me stay true and never stray

If You Dont Change The Way You Think
If you dont change your life is a Circle. If you always think What you always thought You will always do What you always done If you always do What you always done You will always get What you always got If you always get What you always got You will always think What you always thought just something to think about

What Will Matter
Ready or not, someday it will all come to an end. There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours, or days. All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass to someone else. Your wealth, fame, and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed. Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies will finally disappear. So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will expire. The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away. It won't matter where you came from, or on what side of the tracks you lived, at the end. It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant. So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured? What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built; not what you got, but what you gave. What will matter is not your success, but your significance. What w

The Rapture
The sun's light passes me by The world has changed in the blink of an eye No longer do our son's mothers cry Nature turns and begins to die The foreseen day has finally arrived Fold your hands and close your eyes Do not glare as they pass you by Nothing but hatred and fire in their eyes Their necrotic views bend God's own rules As devils and demons and angels duel The souls of the world they wish to consume And drive the weak to an inevitable doom Darkness blooms in the brightest of places A struggle between humans and animals and races The segregation of our chaotic nations Voids eternity and imagination

A Glimpse Of Heaven
Do you ever lye awake at night counting all the stars? In hopes that staring into Heaven will heal all your scars The twilight pierces soul and doubt while you wonder what this life's about you dream of a day without tears,forgotten years,forgotten tears We never look to the sky anymore, or spend enough time on our beautiful shores solitude we wish to seek, a glimpse of Heaven can make us weak for the heart can bear but just a few burdens, until the soul screams wondering if anyone has heard them.

Ecstasy
Eyes that peirce flesh and a voice that could shatter mountains Curves that deafen the clouds and skin of a celestial horizon Staring at you feels almost like a sin worth burning for Time will tell how long my heart will wait upon this shore As you lie there on the grass the wind caresses my every dream Slowly I approach as the blood in my veins scream Yesterday fades like mist on the mountains like dreams in a fountain

Home Again
As Paul McCartney sang, once there was a way, to get back home again. Thomas Wolfe---he who decreed "you can't go home again" All the while growing up, I had dreams of leaving my home town and never looking back. 30 some years later, I've not ventured to far from where I grew up. Seems like, everyone always left my home town and never looked back. I often think back of my childhood of the happy times as well as sad. Growing up, most of us don't have a lot of concept if, we're poor, rich, advantaged or disadvantaged. You grow up in a real small town like I did, you had to be friends with everyone to get a game of baseball etc going. I always wondered what I'd become when, I grew up, as a matter of fact, I still wonder. I often am glad, God doesn't allow us to see the future. Glad we only have this moment we live in. Would anyone want to know when, a death or any other trouble was going to affect them or their family? I suppose, God gives us just enough mixture of both. We get

Yeah I'm Weird
Well, my name is mc chris, I saw that you were alone. I don't know if you knew this but I rock the microphone. You look one kind of lonely - I'm so the antidote. You look seven kinds of juicy like a slice of cantaloupe. You rock the Sheena Easton 'cause, girlfriend, you got the look. And no, I am not teasin', you can read me like a book. Erotic fiction in the kitchen, we'll experiment with foods. Leftovers on my boner puts me in a mighty mood. Okay, I'm a little forward, maybe I should try reverse; what's your name, what's you game, mind if I rifle through your purse? Here's the capper, I'm a rapper, just do a Google search; twenty pages, I'm amazin'! What's your addy? I'll send merch! That's when I saw the rock, the ice, the diamond! It hit me like it's lightning! It's frightening! I'm cryin'. "I was stylin', profilin', down payment on my Scion. His name is Brian, he's in Fallujah freedom fightin', so don't ask me who's your daddy. I'm someone else's mommy. You can bu

Fuck Me With Out A Kiss
well i was haveing a good day til i got hme and got online.... i lost a friend because i brought someone back into my life and i prolly stand to loose another if and when she reads this... i have alounge here on ct and yeah i let it stress me out to the point where i was ready to call it quitz on here... i have fallen for someone on here and my friend dont like her. so i am stuck between a rock and a hard place. im not giving up the one i have fallen for . and i dont want to loose my friend ... i relapsed on drugs fri and they both have been there for me when i needed them the most hell all that i call my friends have been there for me in one form or another.they were worried about me cause i went missing for one day.. that is what i call a true friend. i lost a good friend because of my choice of who i want to hire for my lounge...so yeah finding love can and will make u loose friends..unfortunatly i had to find out the hard way. how ever i am not giveing up someone that can make me h

Time
Time You Know, It's About Time. The Time That Was Wasted And The Time We Have Now. It's Telling Your Mother And Father You Love Them. It's Your Kids Telling You They Love You. It's Your Granddaughter Sitting On Your Lap Having Your Read Her Favorite Story. It's Walking In The Park After A Rain. It's Watching A Kite Fly In The Air On A Warm Spring Day. It's The Flowers, Blooming Spring, Summer And Fall. It's The Quiet When You Can Hear The Snow Fall On A Winters Night. It's The Laughter At Watching A Child Discover New Things. It's The Sadness Over The Loss Of A Pet. It's Knowing That Your Own Time Is But The Blink Of An Eye. It's The Time We Share Together chris

Have Found On Youtube At Least A Partial Recording (maybe Some Movements Missing, Not Sure, Checking)
of what happens right now to be my favorite work by Beethoven (his quartet for strings in C-sharp minor, written a year before he died), and one of my favorite pieces. (Almost my favorite piece...) I first heard it in my father's record collection of the complete Beethoven quartets performed by the Fine Arts Quartet, I think, but I first heard it - listened?... was taken?... when I was in a record store and they broadcast Leonard Bernstein's recording of a full-string-orchestra arrangement of the piece over their speakers... If your system can play MIDIs, I made one of the first movement here - http://www.lightlink.com/schissel/midis/lb131_i.mid

Tim
Friends Fans and Fam....meet one of the greatest guys I have met on here. He never fails, everyday leaving me a comment to let me know he is thinking of me. I know he does this for alot of you too. He has been trying to get help in leveling for a week now. I know we can do it with help. 18k is a walk in the park. So amaze me please! I really want to help him get there! Thank You in Advance! Much Love Jamie Tim ~SouthernOutlawBiker~DirtySouthCrew@ fubar

Time For Another Vacation
This time I'm heading to Seattle/Tacoma for a few days, thence to Missouri (where I will visit Worlds of Fun and maybe get to see a real museum and libraries!), thence to Wisconsin to see the The House on the Rock and The Frank Lloyd Wright house. Wheeeeeee! Here is a very nice site someone made which gives a bit of an idea of what House on the Rock is like: http://www.pbase.com/ysic/the_house_on_the_rock Also, the official House on the Rock website: http://www.thehouseontherock.com/

If God Were A Woman
IF GOD WERE A WOMAN 1. Sex would smell like chocolate 2. Farts would smell like roses 3. Dogs would smell spring fresh 4. Babies would come from vending machines 5. Men would be born with a permanent erection 6. All women would have the same size breasts 7. There would be no cellulite 8. Every food on the planet would be FAT FREE 9. Men would be born with an "OFF" switch 10. There would be no "Hooters" 11. A man's paycheck would be made payable to his wife 12. All menstrual cycles would be replaced with a 5-8 day vacation in Hawaii! 13. Men would inherit the menstrual cycle 14. Men would come with software to be custom designed 15. Men would come equipped with homing device for quick location by wife 16. Men would have a built in lie detector on forehead for instant verification of truth 17. Men would be intelligent enough to tell the difference between six inches and three inches 18. Sex would last longer than 30 seconds 19. Foreplay would not be a quick slap

Friends Forever Never Lost
You will have friends that last forever. Friends forever are the ones that will be there for you no matter what. Friends forever are friends for life. Friends forever will make you happy when you down. Friends forever will listen to you when you need someone to talk too. Friends forever are friends for life. Friends forever is going always be there for you; have fun together. Friends forever are the ones going to help you when you need help. Friends forever are friends for life. Your friends forever are going to be the ones you can trust. Friends forever are going to make you laugh. Friends forever are friends for life. Your friends forever are your true friends. Your friends forever will always make you smile when you need it. Friends forever are friends for life. Friends forever are the ones you have fun with. Friends forever are the ones you will have good times together. Friends forever are friends for life. Friends forever are not going to judge you.

How Far....................
HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO...........With me! Put "yes" "maybe" "no" or ur own answer and answer me back. Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Let me touch you: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Let me make you scream: Have sex with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift?: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Wanna see me naked: Do you think im hot: Could I turn you on: Could I make you scream: Would you be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: Like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of you: Hangout with me:

Half-finished Jobs Irritate Me
Consider my entire page NSFW from now on. Frankly, if I were your boss and caught you looking at fubar.com (or whatever name it is going by currently) at work, I'd put you on probation--possibly recommend you for termination (depending on what you were looking at here). This entire web site is "Not Safe for Work". IF YOU ARE AT WORK CLOSE THIS PAGE AND GET THE FUCK BACK TO WORK!

2800 To Level
SHE JUST NEEDS A LIL MORE HELP..SHOW SOME LOVE Linda ~*IBIC*~**~*Wifey of Billy*~@ fubar THIS IS MY LAST FOR THE NIGHT,...AWESOME JOB TODAY WE HELPED 15 PEOPLE LEVEL UP. OVER 70,000 IN POINTS .... THANKS EVERYONE FOR AWESOME TEAM WORK...GOOD NIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS

This Is Love
This is Love" What love is all about. It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly gentleman, in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation I asked him if he had a doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer Disease.

To What We May Or May Not Appreciate:
We learn through every process of life, but no one is the same everyone has pain in a diverse ways – everyone will feel it eventually – excavating within them! – Who can identify the other persons feelings really, or way of being? We’re constantly changing, and we can’t stop it, the change makes us unusual. We grow, whether we face the low levels of downfall, or the up scales of rising, it doesn’t matter which one we get first. If ur at a crisis, u may not realize it until its all over – or you may realize that u are not at a stable moment, but you sure as hell don’t think u need any help. Which only brings u to ur sad realization of ur stupid life that u brought urself into because of course, it’s from ur own poor choices – but hey, if u have the balls to think that ur better then the shit whole of life that ur living in – it would be an upside to the scary reality! Which states furthermore that u have hope indeed! That’s a reason why we all keep trying – because we have hope – but

The Phone Call Grab A Hankie
The Phone Call We all know what it's like to get that phone call in the middle of the night. This night was no different. Jerking up to the ringing summons, I focused on the red, illuminated numbers of my clock. Midnight. Panicky thoughts filled my sleep-dazed mind as I grabbed the receiver. "Hello?" My heart pounded, I gripped the phone tighter and eyed my husband, who was now turning to face my side of the bed. "Mama?" The voice answered. I could hardly hear the whisper over the static. But my thoughts immediately went to my daughter. When the desperate sound of a young crying voice became clear on the line, I grabbed for my husband and squeezed his wrist. "Mama, I know it's late. But don't... don't say anything until I finish. And before you ask, yes I've been drinking. I nearly ran off the road a few miles back and... I drew in a sharp, shallow breath, released my husband and pressed my hand against my forehead. Sleep still fogged my mind, and I attempted

Vote Me In 3some..well..or Moresome Lol
Hey guys, I put a pic of me and my gf and a couple of guy friends in a new contest on freakdaddys. IF you feel like it..go vote for us http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl Enjoy your night! XOXO, Aimeelynn P.S. THe link above is not nsfw lol

My Cousin + Drinks
well, my cousin aaron (doritos) has never drank befor.. tell to night.. he finaly sipped on some jack & coke.. which by the way jack daniles, crown royal & jim beam is the best..lol.. but yeah.. now since i let him.. he like the shit now.. lol.. what a great infuinc i have, right?? lol

Marine Leader Convicted Of Murdering Iraqi
Marine leader convicted of murdering Iraqi Soldier faces life for killing civilian after fruitless efforts to find insurgent Updated: 4:49 p.m. ET Aug. 2, 2007 CAMP PENDLETON, Calif. - A Marine Corps squad leader was convicted Thursday of murdering an Iraqi man during a frustrated search for an insurgent. Sgt. Lawrence G. Hutchins III, 23, also was convicted of conspiracy to commit murder, making a false official statement and larceny. He was acquitted of kidnapping, assault and housebreaking. Hutchins, of Plymouth, Mass., could be sentenced to life in prison without parole. He had been charged with premeditated murder but the military jury struck the premeditation element from the verdict. Hutchins stood rigidly and stared straight ahead in the silent courtroom as the verdict was read. A few minutes later he answered a procedural question with a loud and clear, "Yes, sir." Prosecutors said that during a nighttime patrol in Hamdania, Iraq, in April 2006, Hutchins' s

Never Forget The Basket To The Coffee Pot
WTF I MADE COFFEE WENT TO GET SOME GUESS WHAT " MY LIGHT BULB ISN'T VERY BRIGHT " I FORGET TO PUT THE BASKET INSIDE THE COFFEE POT . I HAD COFFEE EVERYWHERE EXCEPT FOR IN THE POT. THEN I WAS WIPPIN IT UP PUT BLEACH ON CENTER TO GET IT WHITE , GUESS WHAT HAPPEN , THE WASH COLOR IS NOW MANY COLORS.AND THE SNAFU , SITUATION NATURALLY ALL FUCKED UP ! GOOD NEWS I CAN " MAKE FUBAR LICENSE ".WAHOOOOOO WITCHESBREW

M.i.a.
August 2, 2007 - Thursday M.I.A. Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry ok so this is an old poem,and it will soon be added to my old poetry blog.... Now im not sure when i wrote it but it was only a few years ago or so....... MIA First when the Missing in action Lost heroes Forgotten patriots Powers at be don't allow true happiness Dictatorship, balance of power We never thought we would be with out each other sittin together yet alone Not know in what to say, were do we do we go form here. As we sit on the beach side by side just enjoying each others company. Yes each of us are missing in action. By now you are my lost hero. Cant help but to think am I your forgotten patriot. I wonder are we going to be allowed Each others company in Valhalla. Are we going to be happily ever after? Its best to have loved and lost Than to never have loved at all It makes one think......... Is it really?

Friendship And Love
Friendship is a quiet walk in the park with the one you trust Love is when you feel like you are the only two around Friendship is when they gaze into your eyes and you know they care Love is when they gaze into your eyes and it warms your heart Friendship is being close even when you are far apart Love is when you can still feel their hand on your heart when they are not near Friendship is hoping that they experience the very best Love is when you bring them the very best Friendship occupies your mind Love occupies your soul Friendship is knowing that you will always try to be there when in need Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side Friendship is a warm smile in the winter Love is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart Love is a beautiful smile to which nothing compares A tender laugh, which opens your heart A single touch that melts away your fears A smell that reminds you of the tenderness of heaven A voic

Punch Yourself
So, my dear minions I have returned after a long sabbatical. Do not fret the cynicism has only grown in intensity and will continue to do so till the day I take my last breath on this planet. Of course, being a Murphy; we all know the LAW that goes along with that, and with my belief structure at its current point, if I am wrong the cynicism will be eternal. That being said kiddies lets get to the main course: Dildos in driveways: I have seen a handful of interesting things as a mail man. I have seen an 80 year old man naked in his place of work. Ironically called the "Stripping Workshop", it refurbishes old wood furniture. I have seen a woman of fiftyish soaking wet in a bath robe while the man of the house who was atleast 70 sitting on the couch with his pants open and his old man junk hanging out. Viagra may just be a curse. My personal favorite was knocking on a man's door to get his signature for a letter and hear a dog yelping. No big deal right? I mean dogs yelp, after al

Star Dancer
Star Dancer As night spread her mantle across the night sky, I walked alone in the starlight, with shadow and sorrow, The dark was cold, and the silence was still, It seemed the bright sunlight would not come tomorrow. Yet the grey shrouded woods were lit from within. Misty light traveled through the tall trees, A creature of stars was unveiled through the leaves, And I knew it was one of the unicorn kin. The glimmer faded, then brightened anew, Dancing together, the unicorns were two. Beauty and fire, shadow and light, They danced silence and music, love and fight. More came and they joined in his glorious rite. My mind knew only their movements of grace, Until they were near, in a mythical race, I knew I would remember for always this night. For hours I watched, transfixed in their glow. Far to the east, the sunrise lit the sky. One stayed behind, I dared not ask why. Somehow I knew she had stayed for me. The dance never stopped, but slowly she faded, Mo

Sara Lee Corp. Is Recalling 27 Whole Wheat Bread
DOWNERS GROVE, Ill. - Sara Lee Corp. is recalling 27 whole wheat bread products because they could contain small metal pieces, the company said Friday. A recent routine inspection of a bakery in Meridian, Miss., uncovered problems with a flour sifting screen, said company spokesman Mark Goldman. The machine was "not up to our specification and raised the possibility some metal could have dislodged," Goldman said. The problem was isolated to the Meridian bakery, which continued production using bagged flour that did not require the sifting system, Goldman said. The recall involves EarthGrains, Publix, Sara Lee Delightful, Sara Lee Hearty & Delicious and several other brands that were stamped "best if purchased by" between the dates of July 25, 2007, and Aug. 7, 2007 and included the code "222." The recall includes 27 products that are made under 13 brands. The products were sold in Alabama, Arkansas, Florida, Georgia, Louisiana, Mississippi, Missouri and Tennessee. Con

How Important Is It Anyway?
How important is it anyway? I was recently divorced several years ago and had my kids over for a week’s vacation. My kids wanted me to go outside and play with them. I was busy washing their clothes and didn’t want to take the time. My mother had stopped by to visit. I was putting the kids off because I was busy. My mother asked me, how important is it anyway? So I stopped doing the laundry to go out and spend time with my kids. At that time, I didn’t really want to spend the time with them. I wanted to hurry and get the household chores done. Years flew by and my kids have grown up. I’d forgotten my Mother’s words about how important is it anyway? A few years ago, my Mother got real sick. It didn’t look good. I thought, my Mother was going to die. Her words came back to haunt me. How important is it anyway? I reevaluated what’s important now. I spend time with my Mother knowing, my Mother hasn’t got too many more years on Earth. I try and call my kids more often or, drop them a

Do U Ever Wonder?
when you have a week so bad,you know your being tested.i know,its just a day,tomorrow will be better,yadayada. its like i cannot be enough for anyone,not the family,not the child,not the job,not friends,not anyone,except maybe eBay sellers cause they are lovin' when i get down..lol. just feel like i've had 3 yrs of crap,its someone elses turn over the barrel.i'm near tears over every damn thing,even the news,and no,its not hormones .seems like the news had some horribly sad stories this week. but i do wonder,i'm a believer in karma. what did i dish out that was so bad? or is it all of us,mankind,cause almost everyone i know is being served a hearty helping.

Recall List!
THE TOYS List of model names and product numbers for the nearly 1 million recalled Fisher-Price toys, according to the Consumer Product Safety Commission: 33662 Elmo Light Up Musical Pal 33663 Ernie Light Up Musical Pal 33664 Big Bird Light Up Musical Pal 34658 Elmo Stacking Rings 39038 Elmo Tub Sub 39054 Sesame Street Shape Sorter 87946 Elmo Keyboard 90267 Ernie Splashin’ Fun Trike 90609 Elmo Collectible 90611 Cookie Collectible 90612 Zoe Collectible 90613 Ernie Collectible 90614 Big Bird Collectible 90745 Construction Playset 93068 Elmo Boom Box 93107 Action Fire Engine 93307 Press N Go Elmo 93308 Rev & Go Cookie Monster 93492 Cookie Saxophone 93493 Elmo’s Guitar 93615 Splash Tub Puzzle 93780 Music And Lights Phone B7554 Count To Beat Elmo B7888 Shake, Giggle & Roll B7987 Elmo in the Giggle Box B7989 Silly Parts Talking Elmo B9620 Dora’s Talking House C6908 Dora, Backpack, Perrito Figure Pack C6909 Diego Figure Pack

Please Pray For Ray And Cindy ♥
I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS MOMENT TO HAVE ALL MY FRIENDS , FANS, FAMILY MEMBERS TO TAKE A MOMENT OUT OF YOUR TIME AND SEND ALL YOUR LOVE TO RAY AND HIS FAMILY HE HAS BEEN HOSPITALIZED WITH CYSTIC FIBROSIS AND HAS BEEN HOSPITALIZED AND REMAINS IN THE HOSPITAL NOW ALL I ASK FROM ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS IS TO PLEASE GO BY AND SHOW HIS FAMILY YOUR SUPPORT AND YOUR PRAYERS THIS WOULD MEAN SO MUCH TO ME IF ALL OF YOU COULD JUST TAKE A MOMENT OUT OF YOUR TIME AND DO THIS FOR ME.. Make an on-line slideshow at www.OneTrueMedia.com ~~HOT SEXY BBW~~MISTRESS TO CASPEROLEWIS~~@ fubar

Rescued Hearts
Taking care of rescue dogs Is something I do best. I know because I've done it, And I've surely passed the test. The dogs I've bathed, the food I've fed, The vacuuming I've done, And all to watch a frightened soul Sit dreaming in the sun. My own dogs I've neglected, But I tell them everyday That I love and cherish each of them Though a new dog's come to stay. I know they understand this, For in their eyes I see The love that I have given them Come shining back at me. Some people think I'm crazy, Some others think I'm great. But very few can understand What really is at stake. If I can love and help a dog To find a better way, My own life is much richer, I look forward to each day. So now you know my secret, It's there for all to see, The love I give, the life I save, I do it all for me.

Failure And Whats To Come
I watch and wait for that moment when the sun breaks the horizon. At that moment I close my eyes and I see. My eyes water as the sun crushes the darkness of the night I sip my drink, steam escaping from my lips and think about what is to come. To know what’s around the corner before you turn is a gift that many lack and even if they had the ability to use such a gift most would choose not to. New paths have formed Many of them are filled with pitfalls and dangers that cause me to pause. There is one path filled with renewed hope that may be I am wrong. The night reminds me that some wounds never heal no matter how long you lick them. The breaking of the dawn says the night is over and the promise of a new day is here. I guess there is comfort in both. As the sun makes its accent I feel comforted that success is not measured by failure but by how far you have come.

Well
Mother fucker im bored. I wanr a mannnn Someone help me out? Hhahahha funny shit, Me and my Juggalettes went to the mall teh other day to pick on kids and i wore Farie wings and FLEW around the mall HAHAHA Funny shit. I got hit on by Sum random ass guy. Malls are fun to fuck up.

10 Reasons To Give The Gift Of Life
Top 10 Reasons To Give Blood You will get free juice and cookies. You will weigh less - one pint less when you leave than when you came in. It's easy and convenient - it only takes about an hour and you can make the donation at a donor center, or at one of the many Red Cross mobile blood drives. It's something you can spare - most people have blood to spare... yet, there is still not enough to go around. Nobody can ask you to do any heavy lifting as long as you have the bandage on. You can wear it for as long as you like. It's your badge of honor. You will walk a little taller afterwards - you will feel good about yourself. You will be helping to ensure that blood is there when you or someone close to you may need it. Most people don't think they'll ever need blood, but many do. It's something you can do on equal footing with the rich and famous - blood is something money can't buy. Only something one person can give to another. You will be someone's hero - you m

Fisher-price Recalling Almost A Million Toys
NBC News video Fisher-Price toys from China recalled Aug. 2: Some popular toys are now considered health risks for kids. NBC's John Yang reports. Today show ConsumerMan Send Herb Weisbaum an e-mail and he may answer your issue in his upcoming column on msnbc.com. Send an e-mail | ConsumerMan home 10 Tips Got your own favorite tips? Or do you have a question? Send them to MSNBC.com columnist Laura T. Coffey. Send an e-mail | 10 Tips home Related Stories | What's this? List of toys included in Fisher-Price recall RC2 expects $4M charge in 2Q for toy recall Most Popular • Most Viewed • Top Rated • Most E-mailed Minneapolis bridge collapse recovery stalls Vets set to put down seven-legged lamb Court rules against homeowners in Katrina case Bridge collapse in Minneapolis In the shadow of justice: The Palladium murder Most viewed on MSNBC.com U.N.: Congo women face sexual atrocities Taking Aim at D.C.’s Gun La

Add Life To Your Years
Cherish things while you still have them, before they're gone, and you realize how precious they really are. Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards. Everything in life is temporary. So if things are going good, enjoy it because it won't last forever. And if things are going bad, don't worry because it won't last forever either. Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Never cross a bridge without knowing how to swim the tides. If you could not add years to your life Add life to your years.

Alcohol My Friend
Dear Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings). However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone Calls and text messages: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation after 2 a.m. can have much substance or necessity. Why would you make me call my ex's? Especially when I know, for a fact, they DO NOT want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal. But, why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce alon

Little One's
LITTLE ONE'S SITTING HERE CONTENTED AS CAN BE WITH MY GRANDBABIES ON MY KNEE TINY FEET RUNNING DOWN THE HALLS CRAYON MARKS ON THE WALLS GRANDPA, READ ME A STORY BOOK HOW CAN I, SAY NO TO THAT PRECIOUS LOOK? I GO OUT FOR A DRIVE AND TAKE THEM ALONG TURN UP THE RADIO GRANDPA, IT'S MY FAVORITE SONG I DONT GET TO DAILY WATCH THEM GROW. NOTHING LASTS FOREVER I SUPPOSE IT'S THE ABSENSE WHEN, WE'RE APART HELPS KEEP LOVE WARM IN MY HEART AS I BEND DOWN TO WIPE A DIRTY FACE GOD GIVES US GRANDKIDS THRU HIS LOVING GRACE chris

Court Rules Against Homeowners In Katrina Case
NEW ORLEANS - Hurricane Katrina victims whose homes and businesses were destroyed when floodwaters breached levees in the 2005 storm cannot recover money from their insurance companies for the damages, a federal appeals court ruled Thursday. The case could affect tens of thousands of rebuilding residents and business owners in Louisiana, Daniel E. Becnel, who represented 21 plaintiffs in the case, said. Insurers could have taken a “multibillion dollar hit” if the ruling had gone against the industry, said David Rossmiller, an insurance attorney and analyst. “This event was excluded from coverage under the plaintiffs’ insurance policies, and under Louisiana law, we are bound to enforce the unambiguous terms of their insurance contracts as written,” Judge Carolyn King wrote for a three-judge panel of the 5th U.S. Circuit Court of Appeals.

I Think I Got It
yayy i have go the hang of fubar...its fun and it gives me something to do with my time..when my lil girls arnt bein pains lol....i just realized that saphyr my baby is now 3 months old jeeze she is getting to big too fast....Heaven is about 28 days aways from bein 8 and Stormy is 4months away from being 2 my kida re growing up and getting soo big.....i just cant believe it well i guess thats it for right now ta ta

Lucky
A wonderful dog story; anyone who has pets will really like this. You'll like it even if you don't, and may decide you need one. Mary and her husband Jim had a dog, Lucky. Lucky was a real character. Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit, they would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement, and there the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's favorite toys. Lucky always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular that his toys stay in the box. It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something told her she was going to die of this disease; she was just sure it was fatal. She scheduled the double mastectomy, fear riding her shoulders. The night before she was to go to the hospital, she cuddled with Lucky.

Torn
Torn Everyone misunderstands me No one will let me be I'm not punk, goth, emo, you see... I am just me.. I do not follow a trend My life is not so easy to bend I don't follow, I don't lead One is weak, one leads to greed On that prospect, I stand alone So much shit that I need to atone I know I'm far from perfect This is just explaining, that I'm very different from everyone, Im not emo, but I do get hurt, I'm not goth, but I wear all black, an paint my nails, I'm not punk but I have a miny mohawk. I am just me. Accept it or don't.

Official Statement From Raven
OFFICIAL STATEMENT FROM RAVEN OF RAVEN¡¦S EGGS & KEGS SHOW LIVE To all the great fans and listeners: The Eggs & Kegs Show has been around for almost 3 years now and has gained much success over the time. In January 2007 the show was offered a spot on World Rock Radio. The show added an extension to the already known ¡§Eggs & Kegs Show¡¨ on New Artist Radio and became Raven¡¦s Eggs & Kegs Show LIVE. While The Eggs & Kegs Show is a monthly pre-recorded updated show, the LIVE addition of the the show has made great progress over the past months. Cherrytap/Fubar people are just as great if not better and doing the show was so worth it. The Raven¡¦s Eggs & Kegs Show Live have given you a chance to laugh and more, As of today (8/2/2007) Raven¡¦s Eggs & Kegs Show is no longer part of World Rock Radio. All of your Hut Hut and profaned words will be remembered forever! More information will be given on the Eggs and Kegs Radio Website. www.eggsandkegsradio.com Thank you a

Steps To A Proper Handshake
Three steps to a proper handshake Some other things to keep in mind: As you’re approaching someone, extend your right arm when you’re about three feet away. Slightly angle your arm across your chest, with your thumb pointing up. Lock hands, thumb joint to thumb joint. Then, firmly clasp the other person’s hand – without any bone crushing or macho posturing. Pump the other person’s hand two to three times and let go. Six tips to an effective meet ‘n greet Stand up Step or lean forward Make eye contact Have a pleasant or animated face Shake hands Greet the other person and repeat his or her name

Where Is A Person Of Character When You Need One?
Where is a person of character when you need one? A whole and healthy life -- a life of character -- is cultivated on the inside. It has little to do with outward appearances, or even reputations. It's an inside job! It is groomed from within. It grows from seeds of good decisions. Like always choosing to do the right thing, even when you're alone. Or standing up for what is good and decent, even if you run the risk of criticism. A life of character is sometimes difficult to grow. But what else can you accomplish as worthwhile? There is no work you'll ever complete; no project you'll ever attempt; no skill you'll ever master; no book you'll ever write; no race you'll ever run; no sculpture you'll ever create; no task you'll ever perform; no structure you'll ever build; nothing you'll ever do -- more important than the life you shape one day at a time. Nurture your life on the inside and you'll never be disappointed with the fruit it bears.

Naughty Girl
Naughty Girl ( Beyonce Knowles ) I'm feelin sexy I wanna hear you say my name boy If you can reach me You can feel my burning flame I'm feelin kind of n-a-s-t-y I might just take you home with me Baby the minute I feel your energy Your vibe's just taken over me Start feelin so crazy babe I feel the funk coming over me I don't know what's gotten into me The rhythm's got me feelin so crazy babe Tonight I'll be your naughty girl I'm callin all my girls We're gonna turn this party out I know you want my body Tonight I'll be your naughty girl I'm callin all my girls I see you look me up and down And I came to party You're so sexy, tonight I am all yours boy The way your body moves across the floor You got me feelin n-a-s-t-y I might just take you home with me Baby the minute I feel your energy The vibe's just taken over me Start feelin so crazy babe I feel the funk coming over me I don't know what's gotten into me The rhythm's got me feelin so crazy

10 Nightmarish Handshakes To Avoid
To evade making a bad first impression, losing a business deal or simply embarrassing yourself, take heed of Holland and Brody’s 10 terrible grips to avoid: The “macho cowboy”… is the almost bone-crunching clasp many businessmen use to shake hands. What are they trying to prove, anyway? There’s no need to demonstrate your physical strength when shaking another person’s hand. The wimp… is usually delivered by men who are afraid to “hurt the little lady” when shaking women’s hands. Modern female professionals expect their male counterparts to convey the same respect they’d show their male colleagues. The “dead fish”… conveys no power. While there’s no need to revert to the macho cowboy death grip, a firm clasp is more powerful than one that barely grabs the hand. The “four finger”… is when the person’s hand never meets your palm, and instead clasps all four fingers, crushing them together. The cold and clammy… feels like you’re shaking hands with a snake. Warm up you

Daily Bread
Our Daily Bread The other day, I passed a homeless man on the corner of the street So, I turned my car around and gave him money so, he could eat. How often I thought, do I give thanks for my daily bread? I've never went hungry, I've always been fed. And every nite when, I lie in my bed, I have to give thanks for the roof over my head. Happiness isn't measured by material things. The love of money and the trouble it brings. I've made a habit of late, to remember to always say grace. To take pleasure in the smile on a loved one's face. This world seems so cold but, I play a part. I'll no longer be indifferent but, loving from my heart. chris

Irreplaceable
Irreplaceable ( Beyonce Knowles ) To the left To the left To the left To the left Mmmm to the left Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet, thats my stuff Yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch (don't touch) And keep talking that mess, thats fine Could you walk and talk, at the same time? And its my name thats on that jag So go move your bags, let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard, telling me How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout How I'll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby) You must not know 'bout me You must not know 'bout me I can have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' You're irreplaceable So go ahead and get gone Call up that chick, and see if shes home Oops

Judge Sets Trial Date For R. Kelly
Aug 2, 10:01 AM EST The Associated Press CHICAGO -- R. Kelly will go on trial next month, more than five years after he was charged with child pornography. Judge Vincent Gaughan has set a Sept. 17 date for the start of a jury trial, according to the Cook County state's attorney's office. The Chicago Sun-Times reported on its Web site that setting of the date followed a lengthy meeting Wednesday among the judge, the lead prosecutor, the R&B singer and his lawyers. Kelly, who was born Robert Sylvester Kelly, has pleaded not guilty to 14 counts of child pornography. He was charged in 2002 and is accused of allegedly engaging in videotaped sex acts with an underage girl. Kelly's attorneys haven't conceded that he is on the tape, saying his likeness may have been computer generated. They have also tried to raise doubts about the identity and age of the girl. The case has been hit with delay after delay. Since being charged, Kelly has had six best-selling albums and thre

Social Security Secrets ..........
Subject: Social Security secrets .......... > > Dark and best kept secrets about Our Social Security. > > Many years ago in Seattle, two wonderful neighbors, > Elliott and Patty Roosevelt came to my home to swim on > a regular basis. They were a great couple full of > laughter and stories that today I continue to marvel > at Both are now deceased, but their stories remain. > During the years of our friendship we had many, many >discussions about Elliott's parents (President Franklin D. > and Eleanor Roosevelt) and how his father and mother > never intended for the Social Security and Welfare > programs to turn out the way they are today. Elliott > used to say that if his parents returned to earth and > saw what the politicians had done to their programs > they would have burned all of them in hell. > > Here is a story I received today regarding the Social > Security Program and I immediately thought of > Elliott's comments

Do You Want To Talk?
Compassion “Do you want to talk?” he asked when he sat next to me. I think he already knew the answer to the question and wasn’t surprised when I chose to say nothing at all. For hours we sat together staring at the ocean as our thoughts shifted with the breeze. Every once in a while he would look over at me and smile in a way that let me know everything would be all right. Every once in a while I would look over at him and see nothing but sincerity. If you asked me now why I was sad and alone that day, I couldn’t tell you. All I can remember is my father’s hand on my shoulder, his gentle smile, and the calm reassurance that turned away my fears. No matter what happened I knew he would be there for me just as he was then. Two hours of his time gave me wisdom beyond my years and the memory of his compassion in everything he did for me is one of the few that will never ever fade.

Simplicity Avoids Us
Have you really looked around you? Have you ever took the time and really checked things out? Money, Beauty, "modeled" bodies, Vanity, Obsessive Behavior, Cruelty, Damnable Personalities. Oh there's more. And I've seen it all. I don't care who wears what, who buys what, who had implants and who got lipo. Most of what I'm talking about are those who think it's okay to put pictures on the web of someone who is pretty in thier own way, and then another of that same person, and leave it up to be laughed at because she's really obese, or she's not got the body that society had deemed "perfect". That person in that picture may be the friendliest, warm hearted person there is. There may be a medical reason for her size. No one knows and yet it's okay. I'm honest. I'm far from MODEL QUALITY. I have a little extra, but i'm not self centered, egotistical, or cruel. It's the real people who make life worth living. So a thought for the day: What if it was your pick on someones blog

Setting It Straight!!
Before I get the bombardment about how I shouldn't be so hard on her, I think everyone should know she was the one that chose to put our shit up on blast first! I can only do so much, give so much of myself and be told that I am not doing enough for them. That wasn't fair to me at all!! I went out of my way to let her know how special she was to me, to let my friends and family know that she was my girl and that I loved her and she turns around and tells everyone that I hid her from my family and friends. She was the one that hid me from her family and made me feel like I wasn't good enough to be a part of her family and her life. To listen to her side of it, I always put her last when in fact, I had risked my job to spend as much time with her as I did. I canceled long standing events on more than one occasion to just hang out and be with her. I'm not sure what else I was supposed to do in order to satisfy her needs. So before you read that blog and think...damn...what a bitch, perhap

Who I Used To Be
WHO I USED TO BE MANY TIMES, I CAN STILL LOOK BACK AT WHO I USED TO BE THE BOY THAT'S STILL INSIDE OF ME THE MAN WITHOUT A WRINKLE ON HIS FACE THIS OLDER MAN HAS TAKEN HIS PLACE THE HANDSOME MAN THAT I USED TO BE ONLY SHINES THRU NOW FROM INSIDE OF ME FEELINGS OF COMPASSION FOR MY FELLOW MAN NEVER ONCE WAS IN MY PLANS WHAT I WAS, TO WHAT I AM NOW. WANTING TO BE OF HELP SOMEHOW ONLY BY SHARING AND HELPING OTHERS WILL THE WORLD BE A BETTER PLACE FOR OUR BROTHERS DEEP INSIDE IS THE BOY I USED TO BE BECOMING A GOOD MAN I'VE SET HIM FREE CHRIS

Hospital..........
I hv MISSED U ALL TERRIBLY..I hv been in the hospital for pneumonia/bronchitis. I also learned while I was in there that I hv to have a heart catherization done but I'll hv it done somewhere else...not here......LOL In fact, I "tested" the new "No smoking" policy...and walked out!!!!!! I can understand the guards feelings on his job but he didn't hv to be so damn obnoxiously rude with me....so I preceded to tell him that he could take this fr***** hospital and stuff it up his fat a**!!!! I turned around/went to my room/had the nurses pull the IV's/got dressed and came home...and I'll never viist that place again..Its called SOMC-Southern Ohio Medical Center....They r pricks!!!!!

Im Sick Of This
im tired of a certain someones infeiority complex. Literally every time this girl drinks she rags on me for not messaging her and yells at me online. She will message me and bring things up. Like tonight she was talkign about fishing for salmon. So like any other conversation i talk to ehr about it and she gets pissed off cause ive fished before and know a thing or two. This is what its like. She gets pissed off at me because she thinks i have to out do her.... And all i ever do is just respond to her messages and answer her questions. She wonders why i never message her wll there ya go. Theres no fucking point in her anger. im just a guy online who she will never meet. Its not my fucking fault that i grew up outdoorsy and liek to try new things. im almsot 30 for gods sakes thaswt a lot of years to do shit in. and im nothing special there are millions opf people whove done the same thing. She acts like everything is new to her and is hers alone. Fuck whatever im through with it.

Harsh But True....so Here Is What Really Happened!!
Yeah, so as some of you might already know...I started a relationship with a woman in a nearby city. I don't think that could have turned out to be anymore of a fucked up situation than it was. Don't get me wrong, I really liked this girl...I'd venture to say that I thought I might even be able to love her. But I was so wrong. There was just too much drama with her. She wanted more from me than I could give her even though I wanted to and tried to give her what she needed. And then she has the balls to go back and write a blog on her site about how she wasn't going to stick around and be second best. Well, to her I say this...I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you have no life and no friends that really want to come and spend time with you. I'm sorry that you have no faith to fall back on when life got rough. I'm sorry that you push people away from you by your nagging and lack of confidence. I'm sorry that you felt the need to keep track of where I was every second of everyday. I had been sitt

Fuckin Hate My Family
God I hate ppl so much right now. I mean damn even my own family cant except the fact that I am tryin to better myself. Tryin to make a real life for me and Heaven. Instead of being happy that I am doin something to improve our lives they are fuckin puttin me down for it. Makin my life a living hell cuz they dont wanna better themselves...they are happy having nothing and owing everyone. Well Im sorry that Im not. I want my lil angel to have a better life then that and I am bound to give it to her. I have been up here for about a month now and still aint back with her father but do you think they would believe that...hell no. Instead they want to ruin any chance I have of makin things work with my soldier...I am really starting to wish I would have just been adopted out as a kid...then I wouldnt be dealin with my families bullshit. I swear I hate ppl right now. Damn why the fuck dont they simply mind their own business and let me live my life. Im still young and cant help th

Read This Before You Ever Use A Bathroom Or Sit On The Pot Again
NEW POISONOUS SPIDER IN THE UNITED STATES A spider bite...please read........... And you thought the brown recluse was bad!!! Three women in North Florida , turned up at hospitals over a 5-day period, all with the same symptoms. Fever, chills, and vomiting, followed by muscular collapse, paralysis, and finally, death. There were no outward signs of trauma. Autopsy results showed toxicity in the blood. These women did not know each other, and seemed to have nothing in common. It was discovered, however, that they had all visited the same Restaurant (Olive Garden) within days of their deaths. The health department descended on the restaurant, shutting it down. The food, water, and air conditioning were all inspected and tested, to no avail. The big break came when a waitress at the restaurant was rushed to the hospital with similar symptoms. She told doctors that she had been on vacation, and had only went to the restaurant to pick up her check. She did not eat or dri

A Alittle Something I Found
I'm not supposed to love you I'm not supposed to care I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you where there I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what you do I'm sorry i cant help myself... Cause I'm in love with you. This is what i added I'm not supposed to pray to angels To keep an eye on you I'm not supposed to close my eye and see myself with you I just can't help myself Cause all of this is true Cause baby, i hope you know That I am in love with you!

Driving While Pregnant Lol
I was driving to go to the store for a birthday gift with my lil girl in the car. The Air conditioning isn't working cause the belt broke on it. So it is 98 degrees and I'm almost 7 months pregnant. So to begin with I'm kinda pissy with all that. Then I was driving past a bridge with an exit ramp on it and this guy cutts me off not just cutting me off but pulling out in front of people comming at him and then I see him flipping those people off. So I honk my horn flipping him off and I'm cussing him up one way and down the other. In the back seat I hear bad word mommy oh that one is too. So I'm trying to explain to her that he could have caused a accident and we all could have gotten hurt as well as some others on the road too. So we are talking the back road to the store and the guy is still in front of us the whole time and ass we were getting close to the next town he slows down. Which before he was going 60 to 65 but no now he wants to drive 45. I'm thinking you gotta be kidding me

Lots Ask Me Why Am I In Here ????????
Well it started out at first so I could meet friends ;As time went on I did meet lots of friends. well now I never did find that guy,.. I wanted to find in here..; So I gave up looking . who kows? ; Im now in here saying Prayers and poems . And was doing mums . but thats on hold for ; /Seems my big mouth got me in to trouble. So lets leave it as that.lol ; Ah ; well I just want to say its been intresting and friends have come and many have gone. I guess I was to different for the guys to put up with me in here; Cause all are gone and except couple of them . wow.. oh well; Thats way cookie crumbles.. Wish I could of found what I was looking for ; Oh well God has other plans for me. I do listen to him . I have a need to folow My Lord. I just dont fit . not here anyway in this world . I never felt I ever did.. I just do what I can now to help others and to thank God and do what I, can when I can, where im needed. Dont know if im making much sence. Oh well God knows. I get confused s

New Poisonous Spider In The United States
Read this before you ever use a bathroom or sit on the pot again -----Original Message---- NEW POISONOUS SPIDER IN THE UNITED STATES A spider bite...please read........... And you thought the brown recluse was bad!!! Three women in North Florida , turned up at hospitals over a 5-day period, all with the same symptoms. Fever, chills, and vomiting, followed by muscular collapse, paralysis, and finally, death. There were no outward signs of trauma. Autopsy results showed toxicity in the blood. These women did not know each other, and seemed to have nothing in common. It was discovered, however, that they had all visited the same Restaurant (Olive Garden) within days of their deaths. The health department descended on the restaurant, shutting it down. The food, water, and air conditioning were all inspected and tested, to no avail. The big break came when a waitress at the restaurant was rushed to the hospital with similar symptoms. She told doctors tha

Simcoe Day Weekend!
Ahhh.... so much to do with so little time! Have everything yet to pack and then the car will be packed tomorrow for the Simcoe Day long weekend here in Canada!! A camping I will go! To any Canucks that will read this - Have A Great Holiday Weekend!

Read Before You Speak
I find it pretty funny, in an annoying way, when I get shouts or mail from people who obviously dont read my profile page. I suppose most people just dont bother, and look only at the pictures. I dont read every profile I view. Honestly, I simply rate who ever happens to stop into my bar and then move on about my day. Now sometimes I'll casually glance over their info. (If they have any) to see what kind of person they are before speaking up. If only everyone could show the same curtesy; but then the world would be short of their ration of idiots. Which would be a crime.

Lp- Love Play
i dropped the needle when you're not around sometimes i dance to the sound because it lifts me and gifts me to feel so in love piano strolls like we walk the violins sing like we play on a warm summer day with laughs like horns shouting out in harmony move up to higher scales ...and we fell to the drums of hearts start beating... in the next groove i started to move a little faster because the first one was like the date after it was better syncopation than the first we hear each and every word like the singer in this song.. and we carried on in a duet since knew the song recalling old days old plays as the guitar played when u decided to monologue solo and i listened 2 every word and my eyes danced over each expression discerned and moved my body 2 show my concern 4 yer thoughts that picnic basket of ideas u brought and my flower was i shared mine.... i can't believe this song is on! i turned it up the next groove my feet are gone

Talk About Giving Me Chills....
I got this from a friend. While I was reading this, I literally had chills run down my spine at the fact that not only did I play in a ball pit as a kid but I allowed my loved ones too as well. Plus the HIV/AIDS spread. I mean that is so sick. We are our own destruction in the end. OMG this shit's sickMcDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... All places withball pits in the children's play area. One of my sons lost his watch,and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find hiswatch.Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss.I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often.. My kids will never play in another ball pit.Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren, or friends with children.This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to

.stuff.n.things.
Your energy is still at cross-purposes with the rest of the world, and that should manifest as little more than sluggishness. You might have a bit of domestic trouble if expectations are high, though. oh gee ya think? *says in best Chandler voice* could i BE anymore exhausted? gah. good thing domestic expectation is most definitely not high. ha. talking while im doing something seriously annoys me. im not exactly sure why. its just the way it is. *nod* uhm what else. oh gee. its raining. what a surprise. hurrah for happy plants. peace

This Is Where We Begin
Bound so tight… Not an inch to move. she cannot take flight… Rope filling every groove. With a sting, a twist… A fiery burn. she writhes, she shudders… she twists and turns. she begs… she pleads… A wile in disguise. Whimpering in her need… Wetness between her thighs. Quivering, yearning… Left alone and distraught. her slave belly churning… To the touch, knowing she’s hot. With each loud beg… And every stifled groan… she shifts her leg… An even louder moan. Falling forward… Bound at her knees. You step towards, Demanding she say, “Please!” With bated breath... she whimpers still. To the death… she is at Your Will. Gazing down… At Your impeccable slave… Hearing her chanting… “Master, i will behave.” Leaning down slowly… Tugging Firm at each knot. “You belong to Me!” “Fight Me, you will not!” Stepping behind her… Wielding Your whip. Raising it higher… she then bites her lip. The first slice of sound… her now silenced plea. she

The Magic Touch
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Love You
When i though i lost you, you came back to me. When i though i could live without you, i realize, you are what i need. I missed ya while you where gone, cried for days and days. And now I'm glad you're back, to take me far away. When i talk to you, you take me to a different place. Somewhere when i can be me, and not be afraid to say. To tell you that i love you, to say what i really feel. To tell you that i need you, to say thats its all real. I think of you all the time, no matter what i do. You are always on my mind, forever this will be true. I can truly say this is real, I really do love you. And i hope deep down inside, I hope you feel the same way too. I love you!!!

The Trip
The trip that’s in my mind, Time always wins by design No one else can win this race Time always wins, no one else can place So while, I’m here, I’m going to enjoy the run. Life’s way to short to not have fun. So I cast out my worries, they can’t solve a thing. I’m going to dance like no one’s watching, and lift my voice and sing. I’m going to seize every morning’s sunrise. I’m going to capture every sunset from the western skies. When, the sun goes down and the day turns into the night; I’ll gaze in wonder at the moon and the star light. And, just for good measure, I’ll say a prayer before I forget. I’ve just got to give thanks for another day of living and another sunset

Awesome Contest! Check It Out!! :)
this is an awesome contest! check it out and enter :) Metal Ron is giving it :)Heres the link and the info :) This contest is worth getting excited about..... Im giving away I months VIP & a 3day blast to first place.....But wait,Im also givin away yet another 3 day blast to second place,along with party time gifts of trophies to 1st second and third.....Interested yet??? Send you photo link via private message to me and hurry cause contest begins Friday August 3rd at 700 pm and will end on Saturday,August 11th... Be a VIP for a month & Fubar blast for 3 days..... Rule for contest... 1.All contestants and voters must be a friend and fan,no exceptions(you will not be allowed to vote or enter if not) 2.Rates plus comments = total votes... self commenting is allowed & encouraged 3.Aug.3rd @ 7:00 pm thru Aug.11th @ 1:00 pm is contest duration 4.No downrating or abussive commenting the competition...if caught , you will be disqualified 5.Send your pic via pr

What She Wants
I'll tell you what she wants she who seeks to be bound she wants your aggression to be pushed down hear the sounds of her shirt buttons as they scatter on the floor she wants you to take her to tie her, to consume her Do you know why? she submits to you because she wants to lose herself to sink into a world of no pressures, no decisions the singular objective: pleasure she wants you to take what you want she wants to pushed to the limit and loved gently all in the same dream this is the passion she seeks when she begs to please she wants to be tortured she wants to be teased Deep in her soul she wants to lose control this passionate climax is found when she is bound

Set Our Souls On Fire
Oh, to caress the sweet warmth of your breasts, the flesh, firm yet pliant, 'neath my fingers, causing a swell of desire to dwell in that beautiful bosom, which lingers... The soft, silky feel of your skin sends a thrill and a shudder thru me as we touch, with our arms wrapped around one another, we drown in the sea of desiring so much... sheer bliss for me this would utterly be, to fulfill our desires, set our souls on fire, with the passion of you around me... Your sweet lips, so full, entice as they pull my tongue out to mingle with yours; they wrestle and twirl, and my head starts to whirl, making me want you much more... The caress of your hands as they're stroking the glans of my penis excite as it grows and it throbs in delight awaiting it's flight, in the wetness which from you now flows... sheer bliss for me this would utterly be, to fulfill our desires, set our souls on fire, with the passion of you around me... As my manhood enters

What Element Lies Within You?
You scored as Earth, Earth! family and friend oriented, you are kind and gentle. You are a lover nature and animals, and you would love to live in the country. (if you dont already that is) You have lots of close friends, and always avoid a fight, either verbal or physical. Earth83% Darkness83% Wind67% Fire50% Light50% What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Sheriff Joe Of Maricopa County, Arizona
Update on Joe Arpaio TO THOSE OF YOU NOT FAMILIAR WITH JOE ARPAIO HE IS THE MARICOPA ARIZONA COUNTY SHERIFF AND HE KEEPS GETTING ELECTED OVER AND OVER THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY: Sheriff Joe Arpaio (In Arizona) Who created the "Tent City Jail": He has jail meals down to 40 cents a serving and charges the inmates for them. He stopped smoking and porno magazines in the jails. Took away their weights Cut off all but "G" movies. He started chain gangs so the inmates could do free work on county and city projects. Then He Started Chain Gangs For Women So He Wouldn't Get Sued For Discrimination. He took away cable TV Until He found out there was A Federal Court Order That Required Cable TV For Jails. So He Hooked Up The Cable TV Again Only Let In The Disney Channel And The Weather Channel. When asked why the weather channel He Replied, So They Will Know How Hot It's Gonna Be While They Are Working ON My Chain Gang

Enough Is Enough
I read Scrapper’s blog about the Mumms. He is lying through his teeth. That is business in the United States today. I am pulling both of my accounts. I will miss Maggie, Vixen, Mistress of Wolves, GoddessOfLight, Wiz, Misfit, Illusions, ThreatLevelOrange, FuzzyBunny, and Peachy. You all in your own way have been good friends to me. I will no long associate with FUBAR. I will not be associated with a business which is run at a Junior High School level of maturity. I don’t give a damn if they have little concern about my business. I am not having anything to do with this place. The way this site is run is so very wrong, it can no longer be tolerated. You can reach me at: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/CherryBack/

Here Lately
everything is starting to seem right. Time just takes time i guess. I am living now day to day, instead of living life in the fast lane. Im in love with the most incredible guy, but i also have issues . but no matter what that guy is my best friend, from the get go hes been there for me and i have been there for him. "so all in all yep this is for u...You make me feel like i am someone and I am sorry for the past and hurting you." I never meant to hurt him, but somethings happen that we cant take back. There were times I even thought the worse about things and almost crawled in a hole. Depression sucks, been there done that. Now that I have moved on from that lifestyle I never want to go back. Actually I think I am done going back, I am to strong now to go back to that lifestyle. Anyways all in all, theres this really great guy in my life, and yep hes the best, ty for being my friend :) n more lol

Blog City!!
This contest is worth getting excited about..... Im giving away I months VIP & a 3day blast to first place.....But wait,Im also givin away yet another 3 day blast to second place,along with party time gifts of trophies to 1st second and third.....Interested yet??? Send you photo link via private message to me and hurry cause contest begins Friday August 3rd at 700 pm and will end on Saturday,August 11th... Be a VIP for a month & Fubar blast for 3 days..... Rule for contest... 1.All contestants and voters must be a friend and fan,no exceptions(you will not be allowed to vote or enter if not) 2.Rates plus comments = total votes... self commenting is allowed & encouraged 3.Aug.3rd @ 7:00 pm thru Aug.11th @ 1:00 pm is contest duration 4.No downrating or abussive commenting the competition...if caught , you will be disqualified 5.Send your pic via private message,please no nsfw pics,they will not be used 1st Prize: a 1 months VIP & a 3 day Fubar blast 2nd

Wow...good Prizes For This One!
This contest is worth getting excited about..... Im giving away I months VIP & a 3day blast to first place.....But wait,Im also givin away yet another 3 day blast to second place,along with party time gifts of trophies to 1st second and third.....Interested yet??? Send you photo link via private message to me and hurry cause contest begins Friday August 3rd at 700 pm and will end on Saturday,August 11th... Be a VIP for a month & Fubar blast for 3 days..... Rule for contest... 1.All contestants and voters must be a friend and fan,no exceptions(you will not be allowed to vote or enter if not) 2.Rates plus comments = total votes... self commenting is allowed & encouraged 3.Aug.3rd @ 7:00 pm thru Aug.11th @ 1:00 pm is contest duration 4.No downrating or abussive commenting the competition...if caught , you will be disqualified 5.Send your pic via private message,please no nsfw pics,they will not be used 1st Prize: a 1 months VIP & a 3 day Fubar blast 2nd

I Am Celebrating Woot Woot
I am celebrating tonight, so If I seem a bit TYPSY,I am , I am celebrating meeting the man of my dreams, the man of my life, my whole world revolves around him. It was by chance we chatted, It was fait that brought us closer, He is amazing, I cant stop saying wonderful things about him, I love him with all of my heart, I told him this best last because If it doesnt I am finished with dating, or anything or the sort. I love him I love him OMM I LOVE THIS MAN, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM, HIS SMILE, HIS EYES , HIS BUM HIS HAIR, HIS SEXY FACE, HIS ARMS, I WOULD DRINK THIS MANS BATH WATER, I WOULD, OK YES I KNOW YOU GET THE POINT, BUT JUST SO YA KNOW AGAIN I AM TAKEN COMPLETELY BY HIM, NO OTHER MAN HAS EVER TURNED ME ON WITH JUST WORDS, I HAVE HAD A LOT TO TRY, TRUST ME, FLATTERY GETS A LOT OF MEN PLACES, AND IT SURE GOT MY MAN A PLACE IN MY HEART TO STAY, EVEN IF BY SOME CHANCE WE DIDNT MAKE IT I WOULD STILL GO ON LOVING HIM, HE HAS HELPED ME OUT IN THE MOST TROUBLING TIMES, HELPED ME TO

A New Level
I recieved a early Bday Gift ! Hi I would Like to all those who helped Me become a Henchman tonight Sweet Thing Metal baby and Boo Boo weldingangel and to all of You who helped xoxox You know who You are I Thank You one and all I am sorry i missed gifts and return rates to many my alerts just disapered to fast even for all the new friend requests =( after i acepted them You guys ROCKED! This You lady needs 13 000 to leval if you could please help a very old and dear freind get leveled with Me xxx Rae@ fubar

Rainstorms
Yeah, today was wicked awesome! My friend and I decided to go to the beach, hang out and swim. Well, it was kinda cloudy out and we were there for a few hours and started to see lightning and hear thunder. Didn't really think too much of it and though, shit, we're at the beach anyway, came to get wet, even if it does start raining, it'll be cool. Before too long the rain started to come down. Lightly at first... but not for too long. And then before we knew it, it was just pouring. We were soaked. The rain just started to get harder and harder. And, it was getting a bit chilly since we were wearing swim wear (well, really I was lol). So, we decided that heading back to the car would probably be the best plan of action. As we start the trek back to the car the rain starts to come down, hitting us like little pellets. It really quite felt like hail. It was so windy that I felt like I was going to fall over. The sand was becoming mud and my shoes (skimmers) were filled. I put a towel over

A Fellow Fubar Friend Lost!! (from The Bulletin Board) Not From Me.
Please heavenly father send your angels to Tims side and bring him back safely to his friends and family, he is a good man with a heart of gold who is a good friend, father, and son..Amen New Graphics Angels Images Top Comments THIS IS TO ALL OF TIMS FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE ON FUBAR.....I REGRET WITH THE DEEPEST SIMPATHY TO INFORM ALL OF YOU THAT "SIXFOOT" AS YOU ALL KNOW HIM WAS INVOLVED IN THE MINNESOTA BRIDGE COLLAPSE TONIGHT AND HAS NOT BEEN FOUND AS OF YET. THEY HAVE FOUND HIS TRUCK IN THE RIVER BUT HE WAS NOT WITH IT,AND AS NIGHT FELL UPON THEM THEY CALLED OFF THE SEARCH FOR THE NIGHT,,I KNOW TIM WAS LOVED BY MANY ON HERE AS HE LOVED MANY ON HERE HE ALWAYS SAID THIS WAS HIS FAVORITE PLACE TO BE ,,CLOSE TO HIS FRIENDS,,,I WILL MISS HIM DEARLY AS I AM SURE MANY OF YOU WILL. IF YOU WERE HIS FRIEND PLEASE REPOST THIS TO AS MANY OF HIS OTHER FRIENDS AND FAMILY AS YOU CAN SO THEY WILL KNOW WHERE HE WENT AND WHAT HAS HAPPENED.

Written By A Friend
DREAMS She leads him to a temptation that he cannot refuse The rhythm of his heart changes, and she is very amused Slowly through the flowing forest he follows her enchanting glow His body numb, breath quickening, his eyes widen every step he goes The moon shines brightly, forming a beautiful yet mysterious halo around her He grasps a tree tightly, her beauty making him drunk with desire. A breeze passes through her auburn hair sending her perfume to him. He closes his eyes and breathes in deep as wind through the trees whisper the song of love. Then he opens his eyes to see her lying next to him In the bed they've shared for almost fifty years. He sits up without taking his eyes away, Still as beautiful as the first day he saw her... Maybe even more so now. He runs his fingers gently through her silvering hair Only to find that she really isn't there He screams in pain as his heart breaks once again Like a sick morning ritual he bathes in his tears, Tomorrow will be

Am I A Lucky Man Or What
hi im bigboy and if you are reading this its probly because it good.. i recently met this very pretty woman here on fubar im not going to say who but she knows. i recently asked her to be my sex partner with no strings attached.... you maybe wondering did she say yes or no, well she never said. i only wanted her body but now as i talk with ehr i got to know her a little. now all i want is to be with her she is very nice es veryy sweet. you may ask is she still pretty? well ell yes she is but looks go a long ways, but a great personality goes even ferther. i found that theres people out here that actualy caers for people like me. i had no self confedence for myy self so thank you ******** for being a very good friennd to me. i know i shouldnt say this but i love you for helpping me see the light. you had the respec and kindness to help a man bring up his spirits. thank you.... if you want or dont mind ide like tobe a forever friend to you. i would do any thing fore you.

Join The Naughty & Nice Crew!!!!!!
Well what are you waiting for there are no hidden fees and each day there are new members pimped out!!! HERE THEY ARE PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU ADD THEM ALL AND REMEMBER TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AS EVERYDAY THERE IS A NEW MEMBER POSTED ON MY ABOUT ME SECTION OF MY PAGE TO GIFT, RATE AND FANNNNNNN! When giving love to the members of the day remember you will be in the spotlight very soon!!!! THE FAMILY Blackblade 2010 Fan me Add me And rate me and sign my guest book@ fubar ADD MY SIS NAUGHTY CHIC@ fubar marine vet@ fubar Naruto"Sierra's Fu Hubby''DLS's #1 Fan"Manager of SOTU/Owner of Darkest Desi@ fubar demonstar@ fubar ·· . .just some gur1. .···· . .rate. .···· . .and. .·· ·· . .fan. .·· ·· . .me. .··@ fubar Sweetlyps4u "CT Wifey of Rafael& Son"@ fubar trout gang@ fubar MAN MEAT@ fubar EVONNE~~~ MEMBER OF CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY OF FUBAR~~CLUB FAR MEMBER ~~~@ fubar

Always My Hero
I never wanted to say goodbye, but God had other plans for you. I'll never get to meet you or shake your hand and say thank you my friend. I will miss you and in my heart I will hold you close. I never wanted to say goodbye. I saw your smile for the last time today. The angels came to call, they took you home today, and the tears are falling. My heart aches. you put your life on the frontlines gave your life for our freedom. I never wanted to say goodbye. God had bigger plans for you. I will never forget you, you will always be my hero.

Computers
Computers are Women: Temperamental Hard to understand Once you have had one, you can't imagine living without one Computers are Men: Wont follow simple instructions Can be difficult to upgrade Useless without a hard disk

As If I Really Needed Another Damn Blog...
Hahahahhahaha....I don't keep up with the dozen or so I already have on various sites. I sooooooooooooo love mashing buttons tho and that create a blog button was soooooooooooo calling my name, so here I am staring at this big ol empty white box and with nothing to say.... Uh oh...now that post blog entry button is looking really tempting...hahahhaha...I think it's a a sickness really..... BUTTONSSSSS...teehee....I promise to write something later...I really must push that button!

No More Naps!
I been suffering from insomnia lately so his afternoon I laid down for a nap. In the span of an hour I had two vivid nightmares, one about each ex-wife! Both were "looking down their nose at me", seeing me as much worse off than with them. What do you all think that means? Feel free to discuss.

I Say Goodbye
As the tears begin to fall, as my heart breaks i say goodbye. Can't imagine never getting the chance to meet you. In my heart I felt like I knew you, it seemed forever. I saw you cry i saw you smile i even saw you laugh, but only through a screen, and now i say goodbye my hero my best friend. I know you'll be watching me from up above. I feel you next to me. So everytime it rains I know you are crying. The life you lived the price you paid just so we could be free and you proved it with your life. So I say goodbye with tears in my eyes. Our friendship was special from the very start. I will never forget you. i say goodbye but not forever. i will meet you in heaven when heavens doors open. As the tears fall and my heart breaks. I say goodbye my friend,my hero. You will be missed. Wrote this for a friend who just recently lost his life in Iraq. I will miss him and I will never forget. So to all the Soldiers you are in my prayers are with you unfrotunately m

Michigan Or Bust Lol
HI ALL THIS IS MY 3RD TRIP THERE A (3PEAT) IF YOU WILL THE REASON ONE OF THE SWETTEST LADY’S AND A VERY CLOSE FRIEND DAUGHTERS WEDDING( WHO NEEDS A BETTER REASON TO PARTY LOL) SHE HAS BEEN TO MY HOME AND I HERS 4 FUN FILLED DAYS IN A GREAT STATE BY A GREAT LAKE WHERE WILL I BE …… OWOSSO/CORNNA ABOUT MIDDLE OF THE STATE WILL I BE ON LINE ……YES WILL I BE ON THE FUBAR…….YES ANY ONE WHO WOULD LIKE TO DO A MEET AND GREET SEND ME A MESSAGE HEADER (MEET WILD) I HAVE DONE THIS MANY TIMES THANK YOU FOR LOOKING HAVE A SUPER EVEING FROM AUG 9TH TO THE 12 TH

I Guess This Is Goodbye
I guess this is goodbye my friend. Never got the chance to meet you. You served your country well. I will never forget you, or the last smile on your face. i will miss you and I will always love you my friend. I guess this is goodbye I know you are watching from some where up above. The flag is still flying high in memory of you my dear friend. My tears are falling and i can never forget the love you were always sending my way. I will truely miss you. You gave us our freedom so that we could go on. I guess this is goodbye. Goodbye my dear friend. In my heart you will remain forever. i guess this is goodbye.

Tattoo/piercings Survey
Do you have a tattoo? yes If so...where is it? On my back What does it look like? A Japanese Dragon Was your first tattoo as bad as you thought it would be? No On a scale of 1-10 how bad did it hurt? 4 Do you like your tattoo? Yes Was your experience bad or good? Good What did friends/family think about it? Mixed reactions but I got it for me not them If you could get one more what would it be? Going to get a Koi and Koi-Dragon Where would it be? On my back Color tattoo's or black? Color Are tattoo's acceptable in the workplace? Some what Do you like tattoo's on the opposite sex? yes love them How many is too much? Don’t know Piercings Do you have any piercings? No If so, then where? N/A On a scale of 1-10 how bad did it hurt? N/A Where is one place that you would not get pierced? N/A If you could get another one, where/what would it be? N/A Are piercings cool on the opposite sex? N/A How many piercings are t

That's How I Feel Right Now
thats how i feel right now Current mood: indescribable Category: Life looks like i made a mess again heartbreak everywhere i stand this fire is getting hot again but i touched the flame cause I'm a curious cat creepin where i don't belong finding out what I knew all along cryin all alone and its all my fault all my fault yeah i did it again again I'm getting tired of believing even sicker of pretending that it's not so bad just wait it out I think your feeding me lies again the only good man left wasn't him and that's how i feel right now so just let me be it seems every time i find a good man he's got a good little wife I'm not jealous but i wont lie i don't wanna hear about your wonderful life and babies everywhere i look trophy wives with their little black books at this rate i'm gonna end up alone its probably all my fault all my fault oh another dead end again oh i'm getting tired of believing even

Before The Rain
Roses blow sweet through cool night air Tastes like humidity in every sweet drink of breath My eyes meet yours somewhere between lust and love Surrender is a kiss away, so sweet Moments fall like summer rain, First slow and soft then pelting fast Time slips through my hand, the rain No matter how cold won’t cleanse my heart So it runs through my clenched fists Into vanilla grass at my bare feet Lost in the spaces between my toes I take breaths that fall slow like snowflakes Memories drift and billow in a blur of white Blanket that matches my hair so well Cold air tastes dry, sucks water from my lips, Leaves me parched and wanting, old and dried Missing you before the rain

Sugar Daddy!!!!!!
An older, white haired man walked into a jewelry store one Friday evening with a beautiful young gal at his side. He told the jeweler he was looking for a special ring for his girlfriend. The jeweler looked through his stock and brought out a $5,000 ring. The old man said, "No, I'd like to see something more special." At that statement, the jeweler went to his special stock and brought another ring over. "Here's a stunning ring at only $40,000" the jeweler said. The young lady's eyes sparkled and her whole body trembled with excitement. The old man seeing this said, "We'll take it." The jeweler asked how payment would be made and the old man stated, "by check. I know you need to make sure my check is good, so I'll write it now and you can call the bank Monday to verify the funds and I'll pick the ring up Monday afternoon," he said. Monday morning, the jeweler phoned the old man. "There's no money in that account." "I

To My Friends
A quick shout out to thank everybody who sent b-day wishes! I luvz ya all!Want you all to know that I AM still alive, and hoping to be able to spend more time here real soon! As soon as I am well enough!!!!!! Love ya all, Shadow

What A Train Wreck
Who actually LIKES that Tyler Perry's House of Pain? I watched the first two episodes just to see what all the hype was about. DURING and after that, I regretted it! The jokes are bland, the acting is playskool and the plots are so boring that I think I had a nap about the length of a commercial in the middle of the second episode. I dont know who told these people this was a hit show, but its NOT. Then the worst of it is the promo skits for it that still bother me. They said "its The Huxtables (Cosby Show) meets the Bunkers (remember Archie Bunker? lol).. what the hell is that! Anyway.. its a free world, my opinion isn't fact.. so zeriously, WHO does like this so called sitcom? It's more like a get up and RUNcom if you ask me...

This Was Too Funny Even For Me To Believe
I know that when Bill says something I have to definitely read between the lines. Ok, I take that back. He has been pretty straight and up-front about things and when he and his cousin Kevin (Gotta love boys and their toys I guess) decided to play "guess which guy your talking to on the phone" with me, I was not informed that there was going to be some sort of game out of this. The whole time I am thinking I am talking to my best friend, I was actually talking to his cousin (who I might add I haven't seen in over thirteen years) and yet he and Bill still sounded just the same! Got to definitely get over this one and fast. lol As I went back to work on Monday I knew something was going to be way off. Somehow I just knew it. There are times that I can't explain how I feel about things but then again it's just me. I never can be open about HOW I feel for the fact that it seems like I have to explain it in very little detail so that it can be understood. But that is the one thing about

You Don't Love Me Anymore
The words decay slowly on sweet lover’s lips, The consumption makes me crazy rabid Voices push pull me fever burns quickly Searing its poison through my veins Boiling douche reality screaming You don’t love me anymore Lightning cracks the sky in half Violence is contagious if I’m not careful There may be a tornado in my disease Voices scream and excite me, leave me Dazed and willing, breathless and sweating Alone and broken You don’t love me anymore Poison of your words infects me Corrodes me corrupts me jades me Now I am the bitch you called me before Heartless and vengeful, the unholy child Of your new union Borne bastard with you my father Because you were never really a man anyway And lies bleed absinthe into your bastard lips You don’t love me anymore

Killswitch Engage - The End Of Heartache
Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting This distance, This dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings relief, And the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart You know me, you know me all too well My only desire - to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart For comfort, For solace (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken hear

When I'm Hurting
It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair. It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me." It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen. It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand. It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted. It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul. It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held. It's easier for me to

Free At Last
This whole weekend, starting at noon tomorrow, I will pretty much have the house to myself. That means I won't have to listen to my mom or stepdad get into it over stupid shit. Also NO KIDS!!!!!!!!!!! So I can sleep in WOO HOO!!!!

Right Here By My Side..
This love that i'm feeling for you, will last for all of eternity, even though it's plain to see, that you have forgotten me. And to the many hearts that you may wander, to the many places that you may roam. remember,at the end of your journey, my heart will always be your home. Even though in your life there's a new love, each night,it's you that i still dream of. and it matters not how many tears i cry, i will love you till the day i die. No matter that you no longer call, i'm willing to pick you up if again you should fall, and be be the catcher of your bad dreams, stopping them them from making you scream. Now, in vain,i still look for you each day, like a solitary beacon on a deserted bay, And each night before i go to sleep, for your happiness i pray the lord to keep. so, it matters not who you may be with, and it matters not where you may hide. your final destiny my darling, will always be right here by my side.

Let's Prey For Them All
¢¾~Angela~¢¾Date: Aug 2, 2007 8:38 PMKids on a bus were able to get of the bridge 2 secs before it collapsed they are lucky cause a truck pushed the bus off Dedicated to all people who lost their lives today during the bridge collapsion in Minnesota on August 1st 2007. And all the firefighters who saved many lives today. The bridge collapsing, in front of peoples eyes. people in cars being thrown into the waters.Rescuers, carrying out people with broken backs, necks, jaws. And some just tramatized.Cars dangling off the side of the bridge, flooding with water.And some cars just stopped short from the edge, just feet away from the fast pace Mississippi River. More people getting escorted out of the water with broken bones, being transported to local hospitals close to the scene. Cars and trucks smashed, as rescue workers help every person they can to get to safety.

Something I Like
I LOVE when women take pix with their fingers IN or NEAR their mouths. Usually it means they're thinking naughty thoughts, they have an oral fixation, just teasing, etc.. whatever it is.. I LOVE IT! >;)~ Favorites (that were done FOR ME: La*La

Oops!!!!!! Always Double-check What Plane You're On!
A photographer for CNN was assigned to cover southern California's Wildfires. He wanted pictures of the heroic work the firefighters were doing as they battled the blazes. When the photographer arrived on the scene, he realized that the smoke was so thick it would seriously impede, or even make impossible, his getting good photographs from the ground level. He requested permission from his boss to rent a plane and take photos from the air. His request was approved and he used his cell phone to call the local County airport to charter a flight. He was told a single engine plane would be waiting for him at the airport. Arriving at the airfield, he spotted a plane warming up outside a hanger. He jumped in with his bag, slammed the door shut, and shouted, "Let's go". The pilot taxied out, swung the plane into the wind and roared down the runway. Once in the air, the photographer instructed the pilot, "Fly over the valley and make two or three low pa

Benjamin Frankel Again
Using LilyPond and a score I have of Benjamin Frankel's 6th symphony (1969) (copy given me by a family member) to practice LilyPond and perhaps create an easier-to-read score (more typeset-published-etc. looking, whereas the published score is, I think, a very "clean" photocopy of the manuscript. A few words I can't make out here and there, but otherwise the problems in conversion from paper to computer are more subtle :) (The score I have of a piano work by Sorabji is, btw, a photocopy of a microfilm made of a manuscript that was to begin with not easy to read- the copying process didn't make it noticeably harder, but the difficulties include many questions for editing even including interpretation of individual notes, "reconciliation" of rhythms (the left hand has this, the right hand has that, the pedal - in his organ works - has that... and in his orchestral works... never mind...) - few of his are, I gather - but that's by way of contrast.)

Recluse.
It has finally happened I've seen the light Time to turn day into night No more causing pain or self abuse Time to live as a recluse Anything I feel or happen to see Will only be known by me All will be buried, left unsaid As that side of me I put to bed In the draw stays the pen and paper As the writing will surely taper Things that I can't help but write Will be filed and out of site For many I can see varied pains to come Easily they may be averted by some A warning or another option is all they need Time to be hard and cold, let them bleed I loved being able to write and talk to assist Alas, this must all be dismissed Raising the cup to my mouth I take a big gulp Realizing my mind is turning to pulp The positive energy I once did emit Will now be unmoved, just sit I weep, almost cry As I close my minds eye It has finally happened I've seen the light Time to turn day into night No more causing pain or self abuse Time to live as a recluse.

I Have My Book! Yeah! Lol
Well, the time has come. I received the very first copy off the press today. The books for those who pre-ordered are on the way now, so your books will be on the way to you within about 5 days I expect. For anyone who hasn't gotten theirs yet, now is a ghreat time. Just click the links below and you can have yours soon. For all who have already ordered the book, thank you for your friendship and wonderful support. :) Peter Britt Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt

For All Mom's..thanks Tom
This is a good one!!!! > > > > >M O M > >My son came home from school one day, >with a smirk upon his face. >He decided he was smart enough, >to put me in my place. > >"Guess what I learned in Civics Two, >that's taught by Mr. Wright? >It's all about the laws today, >The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' > >It says I need not clean my room, >don't have to cut my hair >No one can tell me what to think, >or speak, or what to wear. > >I have freedom from religion, >and regardless what you say, >I don't have to bow my head, >and I sure don't have to pray. > >I can wear earrings if I want, >and pierce my tongue & nose. >I can read & watch jus t what I like, >get tattoos from head to toe. > >And if you ever spank me, >I'll charge you with a crime. >I'll back up all my charges, >with the marks on my behind. > >Don't you ever touch me, >my body's only for my use, >not for your hugs and kisses, >that's just more child abuse. > >Don't preach about your morals

Leaving...
Barely anyone reads this...but....I'd thought I'd let ya know that I will be incommunicado for the next couple of days. I'll be down in Killeen, Texas watching my lil bro get married and saying goodbye before he gets shipped to Iraq in a couple weeks. So don't get mad if I don't respond to messages or anything! I will get back to everyone when I return!

What I Do Best
'What I Do Best' Staring at a Empty Wall Is What I Do Best Not knowing how to Escape this Emptyness Feeling Lonely and Confused Is What I Do Best Running Away isn't the Only Escape Crying to Myself Is What I Do Best

Food For Thought.
Some food for thought: With everything that life has to offer, remember, moderation is the key, for an abundance of any one thing can only bring paucity in others. Work hard for what you want, but don’t step on others to get there. And always remember to be thankful for all that you have. If you're on Fubar, it means that you are probably among the top % of privileged individuals in the world.. Be Blessed, Stay Safe Tay

Love This Guy!!
OK GUYS AND DOLLS THIS GUY HELPS ANYONE THAT ASKS AND DOESN'T COMPLAIN. BUT IM GOING TO COMPLAIN, ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WANT COMMENT BOMBS GET IT, ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WANT RATES FOR CONTESTS GET IT, HE JUST WANTS TO LEVEL SO FOR FUX SAKE.....HE RATES ALL OF HIS FRIENDS PICTURES AND EVEN THEIR STASH, HE HELPS WITH CONTESTS.... SO GET OFF YOUR AZZ AND GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE. RATE, FAN AND ADD HIM, LEAVE HIM COMMENTS, WHATEVER JUST LOVE HIM!!! Quietdecedence &Dagger Brute Squad of the Damned &Dagger@ fubar AND PLEASE REPOST!! (repost of original by '}i{ JéñÐø££ }i{ (v).Ø.Ð's (v)åstèr }i{ #² fåñ øƒ £íñçø£ñ' on '2007-08-02 18:45:46') (repost of original by 'Hells Kitchen' on '2007-08-02 18:51:15')

Last Chance!!!!!
Two moons on 27 August* *27th Aug the Whole World is waiting for...* Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am. It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again.

Jamacian Fireman
A Jamaican fireman came home from work one day and said to his wife, "Ya now sumptin' womon, we have a wonderful new system at de fire station... Bell 1 rings - we put on our jackets. Bell 2 rings - we slide down de pole. Bell 3 rings - we jump on de engine and we's ready to go. From now on womon, when I say, 'Bell one' I want you to strip naked. When I say, 'Bell two' you jump on debed. When I say, ' Bell three' we's gonna mek luv all tru de night girl." The next night, he came home and shouted, " Bell One" and the wife stripped naked! "Bell Two" and she jumped on the bed! "Bell Three" and they started to make luv! After a few minutes, the wife yelled out, "Bell Four" "WOMON ... What de hell is Bell Four'?" he asked. She replied, "ROLL OUT MORE HOSE, MON, YOU AIN'T NOWHERE NEAR DE FIRE"

Bird Feeder
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...quiet, serene and no one deman

Dryer Lent...
she use to be my lover,she use to be my friend... i thought she was gone for good ,but now she's back again... the good times were great,but the bad left evil feelings and heartache... if i wasnt such a romantis hopeful i'd give her what she deserves another mouthful...(hehe)

Connection
walking on the side walk,right passed by me was someone i never thought i see i ask myself could it be him,after all these years could it be my wish finally have been come true,so i turn to take a double take n wit my surprise it was you the guy i once seen at the club when i was out wit my girls,i didnt know what to say so i stayed still but i thought for a min i cant let this go by,so i say hey,excuse me but i dont know if u remember me from the other night at the club it was about a few yrs ago you looked at me and i looked at u n we both smiled,was it just me or did u feel some kind of connection cause ur smile told me different,at first u looked surprised like what is this chick talkin about but then u stayed quite for a sec and u said damn,its u the chick from the club when i was out wit my boyz,i been thinkin about u cause i felt the same connection u had n ur smile also told me different,damn i been hopin to bump into u,all for reals i said well here i am dont let this go,watch

Open House
well, today I took my daughter to open house for school, kind of sad, she is going to middle school this year..well I had to go with my aunt so we went to take my cousins little boy to the elementary school first, it was all happy and decorated all cute and cheerful, well we get to the middle school and its just crazy, no looking down the halls for your class, its like high school, you go to the commons area and get your childs schedule and go from there,I was almost overwhelmed, I dont know I guess Im just young, but Im only 27, most people my age have kids that are starting school, not 6th grade. I guess Im rambling but I cant get the words to come out right so Im gonna stop, long story short, Im sad because my baby is growing up too fast it seems...well thanx 4 readin my crap! ~Lexi

I Agree With This Woman
I really do not care if this is actual or not. I agree with it and that is why I am passing it on. :) This woman should run for president Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'

Remember
Written by my son Logan *Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground. *The worst thing you could get from girls was cooties. *Your worst enemies were your siblings. *Race issues were who ran the fastest. *War was a card game. *The only drug you knew of was couqh medicine. *Wearing skirts didnt mean you were a slut. *The only thing you smoked was the tires on your bike. *The only thing that hurt was skinned knees. *The only things that can get broken were your toys. *Life was simple & care free but what I remember the most...was wanting to grow up. *"Wow, Has Life Changed...."