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Jersey Survey
1) What's Your First Name? Jenn 2) List Your Nicknames?: princess, and jenner but only nanny gets to call me the latter 3) Every Group Of Friends Has A Hot Spot In A Parking Lot Where Is Yours?: Key City and Quik Chek.. used to be anyways 4) Very Late Night Munchies 24hr White Castle Or 24hr Taco bell?: the 24hr diner, key city 5) What's Your Favorite Diner In Jersey?: Key City bitches 6) Your Favorite Food From That Diner?: Chicken fingers and cheese fries with gravy 7) Ever seen FDR? nope 8) Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts/Baskin Robins? Drunkin donuts 9) Best Mall To Go To in Jersey? cherry hill 10) Best Beach in jersey? seaside or ac 11) The Most Tasty Slice Of Pizza You Ever Tasted Is From?: nicolosis in my home town 12) You Hear The Town Woodbridge What Is The First Thing(s) You think of? Mall 13) You Hear The Town Sea Bright What Is The First Thing(s) You think of? never heard of it 14) You Hear The Town Long Branch What Is The Fir

Loving Me For Me
too many times head filled with lies you said you were different but you weren't and all the while living in denial falling prey to all your hurt so easy for you to tear me apart to break down my walls and rip out my heart to covet and keep me while loving another to mind fuck and beat me and make me a mother to smash all my dreams and devour my pride to say that you love me when i say goodbye to blame me for all that's gone wrong in your life you abuse and confuse me and fill me with strife so low and so small so saddened and alone yet I managed to rise and go out on my own to walk away from all that every bad moment to feel pride once more and actually own it to rebuild to strengthen to make whole and new to go on each day breathing and finally have a clue i am here yet i am lost from you never again your victim all the world can see i am starting over and loving me for me

God Fills Me Up In Body And Soul >>>
that being full of joy and no bad or ill feeling. when one looks to GOD for all and knows he is all in their life , they are at ease , happy , joyful all time, I as a person that lay all my troubles on my Lord ; This is to not have worries but I trust in my LORD fully wholly . see He made me ; I fear not of man, any more and if something should happen ; I get called home to GOD ; Then it is His wil be done not mine. So all worries gone ; I gave them to GOD about the N/Aaccts.. and all other problems.. im fine no wories , just gave them to God.. ty LORD....AMEN,, your always here day or night AMEN!... diana

Pregnant Belly Pertition
PREGNANT BELLY PICS NSFW?!?!?! I THINK THAT RULE NEEDS 2 B CHANGED BEING PREGNANT IS SUPPOSE 2 B A GOOD THING ITS NO WAY NSFW IT SHOWS THE PARENT OR PARENTS BEING PROUD OF IT HOW IS THAT NSFW?!?! ADD UR NAME IN A COMMENT IF U AGREE, THIS WILL BE HELPING OUT A LOT OF PEOPLE IF WE GET ENOUGH SIGNATURES

Oh... Btw...
Btw, I forgot to mention this earlier... After talking with John last night about a lot things, I am going to dye my hair back to a "normal" color. Maybe not quite my natural color, but close to it. I might stop at the store tonight to pick up the color... if not tonight, then definitely within the next few days. I need to start focusing on what is coming up ahead of me and prepare myself for the future. As much as I love having purple hair, I'm getting to the point in my life where I need to be more "socially acceptable" so that I can better myself. I'm also in the process of moving into my new place. Tom (my new roommate) is still painting my room. He started yesterday but the paint didn't cover up all of the old stuff so he's putting up another coat. I hope to be able to move my furniture in today/night but I may just crash on the extra bed tonight and move my furniture tomorrow when I get off work... *crosses fingers* we'll see.

Seek Not My Heart ~ By: Kit Mccallum
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

These 16 Police Comments Were Taken Off Actual Police Car Videos Around The Country:
These 16 Police Comments were taken off actual police car videos around the country: #16 "You know, stop lights don't come any redder that the one you just went through." #15 "Relax, the handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch after you wear them a while." #14 "If you take your hands off the car, I'll make your birth certificate a worthless document." #13 "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." #12 "Can you run faster than 2700 feet per second? Because that's the speed of the bullet that'll be chasing you." #11 "You don't know how fast you were going? I guess that means I can write anything I want to on the ticket, huh?" #10 "Yes, sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I don't think it will help. Oh, did I mention that I'm the shift supervisor?" #9 "Warning! You want a warning? O.K., I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." #8 "The answer to this last question will determ

Are We Really?
The internet is wow! wide open you have a million options and all the people. As my friends call me the internet junkie. I have met Many men yes some of them have been in person and some not eigther way ones heart can still be broken. Are we really strangers, I think so because although you have someone telling you who they are or what they do, its not always true. I could tell a man that I was a Model and I made X amount of money. Or vise versa, and believe me i have been there enough to know the person is probably full of shit. Why lie you will probably never meet each other and the internet is probably the closest you will ever get to seeing who that someone is or who they what you to think they are.. SO think about it you maybe friends but in the end it comes down to what your mother always told you, Never talk to strangers your bound to get hurt.

Frustrated....
Look down on me all you want, yes I'm trying to get to godmother. True I still need 2.5 million. But I'm doing everything i can to get there. No Im not uploading nudes of myself, I dont feel that i have to do that to get freinds to come to my page and look at my pics and rate them. Like me or not I'm just trying to get to my goal of being a godmother. If you wanna help please do. If not and you want to click the delete button on me please do. I'm tired of the drama...Thanks for reading my vent for the day

From Beyond
"While she's gone away, I'll rely on you to take her place, and use you And while I'm watching her, she slips away Faster And while I'm watching her, she goes back to That bastard The world would be much better if no one did what i do" "From Beyond", unreleased song that will hopefully be recorded (for reals this time) soon. Old old old website Old old myspace

Moose
Residents in Burlington's south end reported seeing a moose running through back yards early Friday morning. Carlos and Kerrie Theye said the moose wandered around their back yard around 8:30 a.m. for about five minutes. They said the moose then hopped their fence and headed own Flynn Avenue toward Oakledge Park before disappearing. The couple said they contacted animal control.

Fire Bugs
I think i am going crazy.....my 8 year old is drivingme up the wall she has been told that she needs to clean up the kitchen because in this house we delegate chores and you have certain chores for her todo everyday....she even gets an allowance....10 dollars every 2 weeks we let her spend 5 and she has to save 5....so that way she has somethin in savings....but latlely she has been really defiant when i tell her to do her chores...she ignores me and keeps doing what she wants too....i dont want to beat her ass but what else am i supposed to do she deliberatly ignores me......Last night we were at a friend of my husbands house and Heaven and his friends daughter were caught upstairs playing with a lighter and trying to light a stick on fire...She tried to say that the other lil girl made her but the other lil girl is 4.....even if the 4 year old did do it HEaven is old enough too know that playin with a lighter is a no no....I wanna go and find a buncha pictures where kids was playin w

Tired
Have you ever worked so much to hold it all together but you still see no progress in what you have done? I feel like hiding in a hole somewhere and forgetting the world. I am just so tired lately. I have no idea why. Noway in hell am I pregnant so don't even think in that direction. Stress, work, kids, bills, more stress and possibly heat. Does anyone really have a perfect life? How did they obtain this life? What do you need to do? Put me in line for this. I will wait for just an oz. of normality. Just thought I would ramble on in this blog thing to see if it made me feel any better well I was wrong I feel the same.."sigh" I give up! Time to shower and go to bed early.

Spare Change
Pennies, nickels, dimes and quarters A pocket full of change Cast into a well of hopes For wishes we exchange Some will wish to find true love Others for fame and wealth The young may wish for a longer life While the old wish for health Friends may wish to ease the pain Of a loved one fallen ill Or when the road gets rough They wish for strength and will A few may ask for selfless things Like cures and world peace To stop the violence in our streets And all the suffering to cease But today I toss without a wish My money you have tendered It’s just my way of saying thanks For all the wishes rendered Pennies, nickels, dimes and quarters Lobbed into a wishing well Such a simple, yet sacred place For hopes and dreams to dwell

Caliangelz Real Friends Step Up And Be Counted
http://fubar.com/user/228555 The Italian Mami..Cali u wish u looked like me u a beastttttttttttttttttt this bitch "bella mafia" has been having issues for over a year. as you can see by her NEW ID she's OBBSESSED with me lol. She is an insecure lil ghetto bitch who used to stalk me cuz I'm friends with her NOW ex. Can we guess why she's his EX??? now she's stalking another FRIEND of mine on here. She says he's her man LMAO...... they never met and they live close enough to meet. She says I'm after all the dick she's had lol but let's see she's never met this guy so what kinda dick is she getting from him and he knows as well as I do that I'm not after him. it's all in her ensecure mind!!! she attacked me on yahoo talking shit on my KIDS!!! butta4uboo (5:00:46 PM): and your kids are neasts butta4uboo (5:00:47 PM): hahaha butta4uboo (5:00:50 PM): beasts butta4uboo (5:05:50 PM): and stop making up stories pig your so fat and those kids are gross they aint even yours

Lover Denied
You're the one I dream about when I close my eyes at night. I realize now I love you and need you. No one before you and no one since you have made my body feel the way you did. It stills longs for your touch. Your hands, your mouth, your body played mine like a fine instrument,Awaking me to pleasures I've never known, Full filling my every desire and taking me to heights of ecstasy I can only dream about now. I wish you were here now to fill this void in my heart and ease the aching desires of my body. Come back to me my love, I should have never denied you.Come back to me now and drink from me, make me yours for all eternity.I can no longer deny you, my creature of the night. You aren't really a creature at all ,But my life's blood and my hearts desire. I need you as much as you need the blood you drinkto live. Come back to me my love, drink your fill of me and never again will I deny you. I want you and only you for eternity.

A Note To You
so here we are not quite alone but together just the same heart in hand and fingertips to take our breathe away to laugh to love it is no crime to breathe to give to dream to dance give me this moment just take a chance an ounce of ambition a drop of courage one word one moment and the notion to own it

A Vow Of Love
She stood before him, longing for the language, To convey what it was she felt within, Praying that she would find the words, Hoping that he would realize the love she had for him, With that thought she tenderly clutched his hand and placed it on her face and said to him, "This is for you to always look upon and to remind you that there is someone who will forever love your smile." She moved his hand to her head and replied, "This is here to always be your connection to reality and fantasy, remind you that there will forever be someone to challenge you in everyday life, to give you the words of completion whenever they may fail you, to forever be there for you when in need." She then moved his hand to her shoulder and said to him, "This is for you to always rest your head on and remind you that there will always be someone to give you rest when you are wary." She placed his hand above her heart and spoke these words to him, "This is here to always remind you that this is where L

Omg
My husband today did something that made my heart sink to the floor.....he was explaining to my 8 year old heaven where to clean and stuff when he picks up the the back of the recliner and starts to turn it over so you could see what was under neath....my heart raced and sucn to the floor i scrreamed the baby and lunged in her direction and caught her before she could begin to fall hubby came and we sat both on the floor lookin at the baby and she smiled not knowing what could have happened in her lil world she was safe...hubby felt sooo bad about it...but talk about heart sinking.

Life Without Love
Why? Why do people say that they love you only to tear you apart only to break you down everyday everyday everyday words like razor blades to shred and tear away your happiness and they delight all the while like a child it's a trap an endless cycle and you long.. long... for release and you need.. need to be free but you're bound and chained to the hatred that they breathe the air they pollute and you gasp and grasp at the thought of escape an end to your pain rescue me you scream save me you pray don't abandon me i am dying inside but I am not dead I need a hero to release this poison from my head to heal to love to show me something new I am looking for a miracle man could he be you?

A Restless Soul
A Restless Soul Upon one evening, when all was calm There was, alone, a restless soul, Someone who knew what mattered not, To fulfill an empty hole. She graced the lives of many friends, Yet wondered, what at best, Could give someone of love and life, Such a day of much unrest. In deep thought she pondered most, As to what the day should entail, Never knowing one moment to the next, What the circumstances would unveil. Minute by minute the day played out, As it all began to unfold, Knowing forever without a doubt, Which morals we should uphold. Seeing someone beside themselves, With only a few moments to respond, What do you say to someone whose lost, To get them to want to move on? Thinking back to all the times, When a kind word went so far, Just a few words to lift us up, And remember who we are. With that, she lightly stepped up, To what it was she had to do, Telling this soul not to give up, For someone will always love you! Remember those who

What Does This Mean!!!
Struggling through dreams, people dying who are already gone. Was in a room and the dream fellow was there. Another room with people playing magic he who was never my ex was playing I was never let in , my inky watches from a couch one brow sketched aloft. But only one reason for a hug(he who is already gone) ....because I love you. Trying to hang a present for someone i don't even know and running to my mothers home. ............ I wake eyes swollen & confusion such confusion from one tiny dream. (I know your confused)

This Is My Thoughts For Today
Well last night i got really drunk off of some Jim Beam and pepsi.....It was pretty good but i like the shit we had the other day lol it was a cherry bomb which consists of cherry vodka and redbull makes you a wide awake drunk lol...i guess thats all for right now lol i dont know what else to say

Numb ~ By: Danielle Mundy
There's too many people here The lights are all stinging my eyes... Ask the barkeep for another round... Rest my head on the bar and cry Because there's no way out And it's a long way home Don't know what brought me out But I'd rather be here, I know And I'm so cold inside Like ice waiting to break Don't know how much more of this That I can possibly take The people crowding in Smell of cigarettes and beer They've no idea where they're going Like me, they're all stuck right here Because there's only one way out And home is just too damn far Besides there's nothing there now Just an empty house, empty heart So I'll stay a little while Ignore the stinging in my eyes Ask the barkeep for just one more round... Rest my head on the bar...and cry

Bwahaha Spot On!
LIBRA September 24 - October 23 Ruling Planet: Venus - The planet in charge of beauty, love peace, and stirring sensuality Libra is one of the sexiest signs in the zodiac, but if Libra can't get what they want from one lover, they will opt for two! They are notorious for having double standards in that situation too. They'll look you in the eye and say "never cheat on me, coz I would never do it to you", even when they have a hot night of passion planned with someone else! Librans are more turned on 'giving' than 'receiving'. They have a big heart and are the least selfish sign of the Zodiac. Libras are not very open about their thoughts or fantasies. They'd rather say nothing than tell the truth and offend or embarrass you. In bed, it takes a while for them to be comfortable enough to tell you exactly what they want. FAVE POSITION As long as they are lying down, they're happy! BEST SEX TOY K.Y. Jelly. I will say no more! LIBRA MALE IN BED The Libra man sees

???
The longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor: fill it out and post it for all your friends. Do this because the person who sent it to you didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. Starting Time: 12:01 PM Name: Tiffany Sisters: N/A Brothers: Terence Shoe size: 8 1/2 Height: 5'6" What are u wearing? blue jeans and purple tank top Favorite Number? 13 Favorite Drink: Dr. Pepper Favorite Month: June Favorite Breakfast ceral: Cinnamon Toast Crunch ***********Have You Ever***************** Broken a bone: yes Been in a police car: yea (only cause dad was cop and he drove to school) Been on a boat? yes Fallen asleep in school: yes Cried when someone died: yes Saved emails? yes Been cheated on:yes --------------------------Ever Had- ------------------------------- Chicken pox: yeah Sore throat: yeah Stitches: yes -------------------Do You------------------------------------ Like picnics? ye

Ozzfest
Fuckin' Aye...whata awesomw show. I went to the show in Columbus and did it rock!. I have been going to OzzFest for many years and I have to say that this show blew me away...HateBreed & Lamb Of God were awesome. In This Moment, 3 Inches Of Blood and Daarth rocked. If you have a chance to see this show...GO!... Rock On!

The Prisoner Released From His Cell
As the man peered out the tiny window of his cell, he wondered what the next day would bring him. As he sat on his cot, he shifted through his mind of all the past crusades and defeats. “So many times I have tried, and all the feelings have died, I am doomed to remain in the place I have made. Perfectly secluded, but very polluted, as my heart doth rot away. When I built this place, I seeked the escape and the safety I knew it would bring. But as time wore on, the door was gone and now I am doomed to remain.” As tho man wept in his hands, he heard a voice across the sands that sounded awfully familiar. He climbed to his feet and peered into the world outside. Looking at him and seeing the beauty within, an angel came to call. “Time has done you wrong as you sit and sing the songs of all that saddens your heart. It’s true, once before I tried to release you, but only had I failed to succeed. But now I have returned, and hoped we have learned that we can’t give up so easy.” T

You Just Might Find Me...
if you have a myspace, you just might find me. if you have a fling, you just might find me. if you have a facebook, you just might find me. if you have a webdate, you just might find me. if you have a livejournal, you just might find me. if you have a blogger, you just might find me. doing naughty on webcam dirt dancer amanda dirtdancer arrogant_bytch feedtherain.blogspot.com

Hello All.....
Just wanted to say hello to everyone!!! Please stop by my page and say hello anytime, sign my guestbook, leave me a voice comment or regular comment, anything works, even a simple hello...I'm easy to please. I'm still pretty new to Fubar but having a blast and have met some really cool people on here...look forward to meeting many more! Hit me up, add me, fan me, rate me, whatever...just come see me...LOL Hope to hear from ya all!!! Have a wonderful day Peoples...LOVE YAS!!! oxo~Lysa

Someone Is Deleting Mumms That Are Not Offensive Or Nsfw
I created a mumm earlier today about me getting a sun burn on my face, back, and legs. I asked for advice on what to use to help the burn. Lo and behold they deleted my mumm because they stated it was offensive or not safe for work. I think someone needs to get down to who is deleting all these mumms that do not fall in that catagory. There are alot of unhappy people on this site, including me. On top of it if you read some of these mumms it is suprising that some of them get to stay. Who is the one doing all of this. Why should I become a member when things like this is going to happen. I believe it is a matter of who is friends with who and who pays, and if that is the case I will not pay for membership.

Spot Removed
Last Friday I had a spot removed from my hand and was told it was cancer but that it was nothing to worry about. I got the results today and it was malignant squimish skin cancer but are sure they got it all I have to go back every three months for checkups on the spot.

Blog Addiction
Here's the new list: http://katedepauw.multiply.com/ http://photocasket.ning.com/profile/Ravenscroft http://www.fubar.com/home.php http://rabidgardening.ning.com/ http://rabidgardening.ning.com/profile/Ravenscroft http://www.flixster.com/user/ravenravnos?em.id=505106930 http://katedepauw.multiply.com/ http://photocasket.ning.com/profile/Ravenscroft http://raven-ravnos.livejournal.com/ http://www.myyearbook.com/?mysession=cmVnaXN0cmF0aW9uX3Byb2ZpbGU= http://www.cafemom.com/ http://ravenscroft0.spaces.live.com/default.aspx?owner=1&wa=wsignin1.0 http://msu.facebook.com/profile.php?id=2357443 http://360.yahoo.com/;_ylt=AoZBOK8_Of9hGsgXtlBSFePmAOJ3?.login=1 http://www.aimpages.com/marylittlebear/profile.html myspace.com/katecuneo

Finally A Weekend Off
Finally I get a weekend off. I had to work all from last weekend until this weekend. It's so nice to finally get a break. I'm usually so busy working trying to support my kid and myself that I hardly ever get any time to myself. I'm actually pretty sick of being a cashier and tired of stocking a convient store, but you gotta do what you gotta do to get by and survive, right? Anyways, thanks for reading this blog if you do. Sincerely, Xandy ;)

Going To Myspace
i am getting tired of this site so if you want to still talk to me please add me to your myspace @ http://www1.myspace.com/reloc.cfm?c=2&id=02B343D0-2053-4DFF-90AB-E6A2A7761ACB i am not sure yet but i go to myspace alot to muah much love

69 Questions
1. Would you chew gum after someone else already has? GROSS! NOOOOOOOOOO 2. What describes your relationship status? engaged 3. Who was your last 6 calls to/from? Mike, Marcy, Eric, Christina, voicemail 4. Are You the Heartbreaker or the Broken Heart? Breaker of hearts 5. Do you miss someone right now? yup 6. Do you think Napoleon Dynamite is funny? not really....no 7. Who have you talked to the most today? myself 8. Pumpkins? smashing 9. Color of your underwear? pink 10. Color of your shirt? white tank top 12. Who's on speed dial 3? nobody 13. What color is your background on your computer mainscreen? grey 14. Do you wish on 11:11? uhh no 15. Good advice if you ever go camping? don't camp 16. Are you a bad influence? depends who you talk to 17. What color are your eyes? brown 18. Would you rather have your name or your siblings name? my name is the best ever 19. Would you do anything for someone? maybe 20. Have yo

It's A Comin
Three strangers struck up a conversation in an airport lounge in Abilene , Texas awaiting their flights. One was an American Indian passing through from Oklahoma City . Another was a Cowboy on his way to Fort Worth for the livestock show, and the third passenger was a fundamentalist Arab student from the Middle East . Their discussion drifted to their diverse cultures. Soon, the two Westerners learned that the Arab was a devout, radical Muslim, and the conversation fell into an uneasy lull. The cowboy leaned back in his chair, crossed his boots on a magazine table, and tipped his big sweat-stained hat forward over his face. The wind outside was blowing tumbleweeds around, and the old windsock was flapping; but still no plane came. Finally, the American Indian cleared his throat and softly he spoke, "At one time here, my people were many, but sadly, now we are few." The Muslim student raised an eyebrow and leaned forward, "Once my people were few," he snee

Slit Wrist On Sale Now!!!!
Filth fills the mind of our children. Still we ignore? Lust fills the mind of the church. Still we adore? What choice do you give our fate? Is our faith no longer something great? Is God a war with Arabs and Jews? With America being Hell's Gates to welcome home the few who choose to be the abuse? I like to think of myself as a kind gentile soul with the mind of a genius. But who am I going to fool? No longer am I LordTool. That was a view set to be used. So take this for what it is. Thoughts filled with confused words that rhyme on the third verb. Can you achive this feat or just drag your feet? I like to know because this is my show. So smile in spite of the fight you give at night. Turn off the reasons you breath and re-adjust your treasons you spit in the face of glory. Do me that favor and taste my death flavor. Just for one moment I had you hooked, take a look into my mind and see that I'm not really fine. There is a line you must draw to be sure to fall and I assume you know this

Duke University
Took my moms into Duke University Medical Center Clinics this morning for a mammogram......When I walked her over to the examination area she asked if I was allowed in,thank God they said no...Cause oh man,nothing like lookin at a bunch of nasty lookin old ladies getting their breasts examined!...........LMAO....Hence,crisis averted...LOL

Ensign: Revealed Unto Babes
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 10 August 2007 "Jesus . . . said, I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes." (Try "children" if babes sounds offensive; you'll still get the meaning.) In Matthew 11:25 and Luke 10:21, we see Jesus admit in prayer that the Word of God is not for everyone, only those who will accept it. Of course, there's nothing wrong with being "wise and prudent" -- that is, as we understand the terms today. But when you limit yourself to what you can perceive with your senses and dismiss everything else, then you miss out on faith. Reason can only go so far, and faith has no limits. In helping others meet God's criteria, Jesus has a knack

John ;3 ;16
For God so loved the world...HE gave His only begotten Son,that who so ever belives in him should not perish but have everlasting life...Amen !! Now think about this statement ;PLEASE ; Ask yourself could you give your only child up for a salvation, a price to save others fron sin and eternal death, ? Adopt them as your children? Could you have a love so great as Thy Father did for us ; (sinners ) of this world we all be? Would you sacerfice one of no sin for many who have been born into sin and are sinners ? Well our Heavenly Father had Faith in us , Yes Faith in Us ; HE HAS LOVE FOR US ALL ;We are His children , He created a way to save us.. AN unconditional love , He gives us a choice to belive or not in HIS Son Jesus Christ And A gift of Salvation. He forces us not . Could you do as much ;would you, ask yourself this ;? NO one can do more cause our Lord God is CREATOR OF ALL THINGS> We owe him heart,, body,, mind he ..created us in his image ;

Weight Loss!!!
I just wanted to keep you all up to date on my weight loss before I went back to work. As of today I have lost 102 lbs..I am so happy and very proud of my accomplishments..I hope you are too!!! Everyone have a great weekend!!!!

Hmmm
You scored as Sex God, You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God90% A Slave To BDSM80% A Romantic50% Virgin28% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Shadow Levelers...
for those that dont know, this is booboo, shes awesome and always helping others.... ¢¾BooBoo...KDM'Z AnGeL Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar she created shadow levelers to have fun and help others level up,,, SHADOW LEVELERS@ fubar check out both pages add them n show some love... it will be returned. have a great day ~NNC~

Celebrate Dandelions!
Adapted from “The Neighborhood Forager,” by Robert K. Henderson (Chelsea Green Publishing, 2000). Of all the herb-to-weed stories, dandelion’s is by far the most dramatic. This remarkable herb was considered a necessity of life until recently. As a food, beverage stock, medicine, and dietary supplement, dandelion is unrivaled in the plant kingdom. Indeed, no other genus has stepped forward to fill the vacuum in the century and a half since dandelion’s fall. Thriving in all but the most extreme climates, with versatile reproductive capabilities that ensure survival, dandelion is everything humanity could wish for in a crop. From healer of the sick and feeder of the hungry, dandelion has been reduced to that blackest of suburban blackguards, an invader of lawns. Too bad. Its wine is known to taste like “distilled sunshine!” Here are some dandelion recipes to inspire you to save and savor your dandelions: Dandelion Appetizers A healing plate of either of these recipes, serve

Cleaning!!
Ok well last night I sat endlessly looking at a growing list of empty friends...so I have thinned out my list some and will be thinning out a lot more to come. Don't like having friends who choose not to try their best to keep in touch with me...seems to be a useless thing to have so many people on a friend's list that I have no clue as to who they are and for those people to not have a desire to get a clue of who I am...so from now on I shall be picky who I add to my friends list....only those who actually show genuine interest in wanting to know me will be there. I true wish blessings upon those who have graced my page and will send blessings to those to come. And those that are on my friend's and family list shall be bombarded with blessings from me! In light and love always, Paulette

Your Submissive Sinner
Your submissive Sinner by Raindear816© (sweet lil wicked one) Your submissive Sinner Tracing me with suede tendrils of a flogger You make me beg to die a thousand deaths; to feel Your power behind each lash. Dangling in chains; bound in ecstasy You tease me, leaving my sex swollen and swampy, with nipples clamped; sending jolts to my clit. You lead me to the edge... only to withdraw and pull me back to the reality of Your power behind the tentacles of the blessed suede. Until I gnash my teeth, cursing You for tormenting me, I challenge your control. A submissive, irreverent; no longer singing Your sweet praises of worship; damning You instead... for taunting me. Calmly, deliberately, You remind me of Your religion; to sanctify me, the submissive sinner with each lash of suede. Washing me clean with my own orgasm; I twist and writhe as You stroke me with each strap reddening my flesh; my skin, turning into warm, pink velvet. Surrendering,

The Rose
THE ROSE IS SUPPOSED TO BE BEAUTY, BUT WHAT I SEE CAUSES YOU PAIN, YOU PICKED THE WRONG ROSE, FOR THE ROSE YOU HAVE THE THORNS,CRUSH EVERYTHING GOOD YOU HAVE INSIDE OF YOU, CHOKES OUT THE LIFE YOU SEEK, MAKES IT TO WHERE YOU CAN'T SPEAK OR EVEN BREATHE,... YOUR ROSE IS POISON, CAN'T YOU SEE THAT BOY??? COME BACK TO ME, I WAS YOUR FIRST LOVE,YOUR FIRST REAL ROSE, AND IN YOUR HEART YOU KNOW,WHAT LOVE REALLY IS, WHAT YOU HAVE NOW ISN'T IT, I KNOW THE BEAUTY YOU SEE IN ME, AND I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR GIRL.

Gone Forever
Don't know what's going on Don't know what went wrong Feels like a hundred years I Still can't believe you're gone So I'll stay up all night With these bloodshot eyes While these walls surround me with the story of our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever Now things are coming clear And I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared So I'll stay out all night Get drunk and fuck and fight Until the morning comes I'll Forget about our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever First time you screamed at me I should have made you leave I should have known it could be so much better I hope you're missing me I hope I've made you see That I'm gone forever

Good Bye...
I've made a lot of mistakes in my life and I will be the first to admit that. Although I made these mistakes, I know that I have been tolerant, understanding, and very hurt throughout the entire ordeal. I wanted nothing more than to feel "normal" again. I wanted to actually wake up in the morning with a smile on my face and my cheeks NOT streaked with tears. For the longest time, I felt like it was never really MY home too. I felt like it was too hard to really open up to this person like I used to because their attitude toward me had changed a lot over the years. I felt that anytime I expressed my real emotions, it was just blown off. I *do* have my priorities straight. Trust me, I do. For the longest time, he was my #1 priority despite the hurt I was feeling. This time, my #1 priority is ME. I'm not going to sit here and type out everything because it would be a waste of time and the last thing I need right now is even more drama. He was my lover, then bec

Fucking Perverts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
imjuz8up: u want to see my cock I am so over this shit....Forgive me but I am sitting in some airport waiting to go back to Hawaii and I log in to Fubar and see this shit....I hate this because first I have a man who treats me REALLY good...and second it is sooo degrading to me. I think it is fucking disrespectful. As a matter of fact hey wanna see my cock?? no more like you can go to hell if you are advertising it on the internet something is the matter with you. And you are a dick...I find this vulgar and offensive...And that is sexual harrassment....

There Comes A Point.........
There comes a point when you stop wishing you could be with him and start wishing you could just get over him. This is the point when yu know you're in the most pain and can't deal with much more. When you reach this point you don't know what to do and no longer understand why you can't just let go. Does anyone know how to make this point in a person's life better? I know someone who is having a really hard time with this. She has a couple of people who really want to be with her but the person she's in love with doesn't seem to be one of them. Is she just a loser for loving this guy?

Blond Joke
NEW BLONDE JOKE > > > Three girls all worked in the same office with the same female boss. >Each day, they noticed the boss left work early. One day, the girls >decided that, when the boss left, they would leave right behind her. >After all, she never called or came back to work, so how would she >know >they went home early? > >The brunette was thrilled to be home early. She did a little >gardening, >spent playtime with her son, and went to bed early. > >The redhead was elated to be able to get in a quick workout at the >spa >before meeting a dinner date. > >The blonde was happy to get home early and surprise her husband, but >when she got to her bedroom, she heard a muffled noise from inside. >Slowly and quietly, she cracked open the door and was mortified to >see >her husband in bed with her boss! Gently she closed the door and >crept >out of her house. > >The next day, at their coffee break, the brunette and redhead >planned to >leave early again, and

Woohoo! Im Hot
You Are Seductive Flirt Smoldering hot, you don't really flirt. You seduce. For you, flirting is just foreplay. You don't flirt unless it's going somewhere. You have one goal in mind when you flirt... And you usually get it! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Blond Joke
Three girls all worked in the same office with the same female boss. Each day, they noticed the boss left work early. One day, the girls decided that, when the boss left, they would leave right behind her. After all, she never called or came back to work, so how would she know they went home early? > The brunette was thrilled to be home early. She did a little gardening, spent playtime with her son, and went to bed early. > >The redhead was elated to be able to get in a quick workout at the spa before meeting a dinner date. > The blonde was happy to get home early and surprise her husband, but when she got to her bedroom, she heard a muffled noise from inside. Slowly and quietly, she cracked open the door and was mortified to see her husband in bed with her boss! Gently she closed the door and crept out of her house. > >The next day, at their coffee break, the brunette and redhead >planned to >leave early again, and they asked the blonde if she was going to go >with >

I'm An American, What Are You?
Well, put me down as a “yes.” I am an American – I'm an American because I love and appreciate freedom, and I want people around the world to have the chance to experience it firsthand. When liberty is threatened, or when a tyrant preys upon the weak and defenseless, I favor sending in the troops to set things right. I'm an American because I don't believe in isolationism or disengaging from the rest of the world. I agree with those who say the United States is the world's one indispensable nation, and that it's our solemn responsibility to be – not “the world's policeman” – but its role model and defender. I'm an American because my sympathies lie with the little guy (especially when he is being pushed around by the big guy) and because I won't stomach bullies, foreign or domestic. The country is most righteous when it defends the underdog and shows the world how to be tough and compassionate at the same time. I'm an American because I reject protectionism. If we don't ru

I Did The Right Thing But Everyone Thinks I Did Not
ok well for those of you that dont know what is going on my ex has my son my sister made me choose where i wanted him i said either with me or with his father me and his father have been talking fro some time which is very different then when i gave my son up we were not talking i was told by my sister might i add that to not talk to him what so ever well that in ways was the bigest mistake i did by not talking to him we as parents could not work together to make something for our son by doing that i basicly did what my sister wanted and gave him to her with no hopes of getting him back well i always thought that you know my sister would have given him back peacefully yeah that was not the case she had additude the whole time and was rude and what not she really just made him and me more frustrated with her well anyway i walk up this morning to this email from my sisters boyfriend and it puts it all in to a line she had no plans on ever giving him back nomater what me or my ex did wea

Lunch With Mom....
Lunch with mom.... My mom is fabulous. She makes me laugh. My mom is so right wing she almost....ALMOST mind you...squeaks. I am not like my parents. I believe in gay rights and a woman's right to choose. I believe that alternate lifestyles are fabulous if they make you happy and the last time I listened to Rush Limbaugh I was 12. My birthday lunch with mom is a tradition. She takes me out, she buys me lunch, hands me an appropriate card and from there we usually head to a nursery and I pick out some new plants for my garden. Every time she reminds me how important it is to water every day in the summer and I nod and smile and give her my best "Oh but of course!" look. This year we met at a new restaurant here in town. It looked fabulous and it sounded happy. I started smoking again about 3 months ago. Why? Because...i dunno. I wanted too. It tastes good. I missed it. My mom is the only person who didn't know yet. I am grown and while I didn't look forward to h

---------------bits And Pieces---------------
BLOSSOM BY BLOSSOM THE SPRING BEGINS HOW FRESH, O LORD, HOW SWEET AND CLEAN ARE THY RETURNS! EV'N AS THE FLOWERS IN SPRING SPRING UNLOCKS THE FLOWERS TO PAINT THE LAUGHING SOIL. AH, LIFE,WHAT IS IT BUT A FLOWER? TWINE THY BROWS WITH FRESH SPRING FLOWERS AND CALL A TRAIN OF LAUGHING HOURS. OUR GARDENS ARE ENAMORED OF THE SPRING,OF SILVER RAIN, THE CLOUDY GREEN BUDS' SLOW- BURGEONING SPRING'S TENDER BLOSSOMS, BUDS AND LEAVES THE SISTERHOOD OF FLOWERS HETE COMES THE TIME WHEN, VIBRATING ON IT STEM, EVERY FLOWER FUMES LIKE A CENSER;NOISES AND PERFUMES CIRCLES IN THE EVENING AIR. AND WARMING IN THE SUN SHY FLOWER BEGAN TO PEER. GOD'S BRIGHT AND INTRICATE DEVICE OF DAYS AND SEASONS DOTH SUFFICE.THE BUDS AWAKE AT TOUCH OF SRING FROM WINTER'S JOYLESS DREAM.

Porcelain's Tropical Vacation Contest!(updated With A Comment From Porcelain Herself!!)
Porcelain is offering a Tropical Vacation to the first person who Rates AND comments everything on my profile. That means commenting AND rating ALL STASH, ALL BLOGS AND BLOG ENTRIES, AND ALL PICS. IF YOU RATE AND COMMENT EVERYTHING YOU WILL GET THE TROPICAL VACATION. I REPEAT. YOU HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING LISTED IN THE BULLETIN/BLOG TO GET THE TROPICAL VACATION. WHEN YOU THINK YOU ARE FINISHED, WRITE ME OR COMMENT ME AND LET ME KNOW. AFTER CONFIRMATION OF COMPLETION, YOU WILL RECIEVE YOUR TROPICAL VACATION FROM PORCELAIN. dO MAKE NOTE THAT SHE IS GOING OUT OF STATE FOR ABOUT 10 DAYS, BUT YOU WILL GET YOUR VACATION AS SOON AS SHE RETURNS!! GOOD LUCK!!

Women?????
Why is it that women need to show their BOOBS on websites to gain attention? Do you not have anything better to show or are you just that unintelligent to gain attention using your mind, but then again if you have nothing to offer other than your boobs then I guess you have no choice BUt to show them!!!! I have a really nice set But you know what I am still able to gain attention with just a nice smile. I guess I dont want to attract the creepy scum that you are looking for and then when you are approached by the creepy guys you wonder why and get offended when they approach you!!! I understand this is a virtual bar BUT really girls have some dignity REALLY!!!! I realize I will get ALOT of flack and nasty comments on both sides of the fence on this one BUT that is okay that what blogs are for!!! Have a great day everyone!!!

I Win
Well I had court today to determine the paternity test results for my daughter. HE IS THE FATHER!!! He knew it. I dont know why he wanted to waste his money to get proof for what he knew. Now I hear he is going to fight me for custody.. OVER MY DEAD BODY!!! He can see her all he wants, but he cant even take care of himself, let alone a child. As soon as we walked out of the court room, I looked at his wife and told her, in a smartass way, that he was the father. She was pissed. I dont really give a damn. I hate her, the feeling is mutual, and for all I care, she can have nothing to do with my daughter. Anyone who hates a child just because she doesnt like the mother doesnt deserve to see her, even if she is the father's wife. Screw her. Well, not even with a 10ft pole. But still. I am just happy that he FINALLY cant deny our beautiful little girl. His wife acts like I want him back. If I wanted him back, I could have had him. I kicked him out. I dont want him. Well, Im done rambling wi

Wasted....start Over Again...
"Wasted, start it again. Taste it, this feeling is dead. Hasting to see you return. Waiting you've left me to burn. Salt in our kiss. Your honey lips smile back at me. Fate is laughing at me. Your eyes tonight cut me apart. Your heart more golden than the years will never share. I know you don't want to, but I feel this more than you do. I want to see you relieved. I want to see you believe. I just can't go on thinking you just might be suicidal. I want to see you pretend. I want to see you again. I just can't go on living with you as my broken idol. Salt in my wounds, these bends, these swoons. Blood in my tears, tears I've cried for you. Take one last look, remove your hook. Break it off in my heart admit you never cared...... How can you view yourself so very highly. Your pistols pointing at me. So fire at me, tonight we'll see the lights. Your bullets of indecission only fuel my indignation! So fire at me tonight we'll see the lights. I need to hear you say those

I Seriously Want To Know.
What has the soldiers personally done to the Americans to be hated so much? I seriously want to know. And what did I do personally to you to deserve such treatment? I get bashers on my page daily and frankly I've had enough of it. I don't usually respond but, seriously I want to know what they have personally done to each and every one of you to make you go against them? Are you really upset with our soldiers or their commander? I love my husband very much and although he sometimes wonders why he's there, he fights hard everyday to save the lives of american soldiers and Iraqi citizens everyday. Why would I let stupid people continue to bash me and him and our heroes that are fighting everyday. I wish people would get a clue and just shut it! I'm tired of not having the support of you so-called Americans that don't know which way is up. I seriously want to know who my friends are on here. If there isn't enough of them then, I'll leave-- I won't stay where me and my husband aren't wa

What A Long Survey
1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT Ring? Nope. I've been proposed to once and i'm a guy! ROFL. Talk about a reversal in roles. 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 1 year. If you can count the last 6 months I had to tolerate because I stayed with her only because her father was dying! 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? Chanel Allure last weekend 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? i'm the king of dropping my phone! 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? i'm still working out! I have to look good. 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? My car. Thats all. 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? BBq chicken yesterday in the afternoon 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Her eyes! 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? Given Up by Linkin Park 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? a rock in the middle of the pacific ocean 11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED: Nanakuli High School 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: Nextel 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: I haven't have one 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: WOrki

Falling Water Dance
I arrive at the glade looking for something undefined. Stillness, singularity, enervation - but something more, something I can't carry away from the glade. I scale a large rock at the edge of the waterfall- fed pool and sit, expectantly. The music of the waterfall fills me, and my yearning slowly melts away. I rise to leave, accepting that oneness with the waterfall will be all that I achieve today. As I turn to step down, I realize you have arrived, gliding through the glade, moving to your own private music. I have seen you here before, but the dance was not with you then. Without consideration, I sit again on the rock, now facing into the silent, sun-speckled glade. There is something true about your dance and when I can stand apart no longer, I rise and move toward the center, intent on discovering if our truths match. Without a glance at me, you intercept my path. I raise a hand to get your attention, but you glide past me, then around behind. I stand there, awaiting your r

Goodbye My Love
Goodbye my love, the game is over. I can no longer fight for what I know will never be mine. You will always have my heart but I never had yours. I'm not over you and probbly never will be I love you and would give anything to be with you even for one more day. Part of me is dying and crying out for me to hold on but I'm not sure what's right anymore. I leave you know feeling lost and confussed!! I love you very much. Please remember me fondly.

Ashes Of Eden
ASHES OF EDEN ARE PLAYING THIS FRIDAY NITE OCTOBER 5TH AT SOUTHPORTS BAR AND GRILL IF U HAVE MISSED THERE SHOW BEFORE...NOW IS THE TIME TO COME OUT...FOR A KICK ASS SHOW NO COVER CHARGE....CHEAP DRINKS...AWESOME SHOW IF U NEED MORE INFORMATION...OR DIRECTIONS...PLS LET ME KNOW BELOW IS THE URL FOR THEIR MYSPACE PAGE: MySpace URL: http://www.myspace.com/ashesofeden1 UPCOMING SHOWS: 10/05/2007 09:00 PM - Southport Food & Spirits 629 Southport Rd, Spartanburg, South Carolina 29306 - Free 10/24/2007 06:30 PM - The Sylvia Theater York , SC, York, South Carolina - $8.00/$10.00 Big Time entertainment showcase See a band member for advance tickets for $8.00

Erotic Whisper
I feel your hot breath on my neck, Your hands trailing down to my breasts. Your fingers knead and pinch my nipples, My whole world starts to spin. I feel your arousal against my ass, My pussy starts to tingle. I turn around and put my hands behind your neck, And kiss you ever so deeply. You pick me up and put me on the bed. You kiss me again, as your hand slides between my legs. I feel your fingers probe into my wet flesh, Shivers run up and down my spine. Your tongue soon replaces the fingers, My clit wants the rasping pleasure you offer. I feel your hot breath on my wet skin As your tongue gently caresses me. Flashes of lightning go before my eyes Every time your tongue strokes my wetness. I want more, more, more You sense my need and immediately respond. You move up between my legs and kiss me As your hardened shaft slides home. You thrust again and again, faster and faster, Harder and deeper within me. Within moments, we are both close To a totally min

Need Help Comment Bombing Theze Pix Plz Help
click on each pic below and coment bomb and help out if i have not rated ur pix i will if u help me out plz? i have 2 contest pix my mom haz one and my friend ashley haz 1 plus my sis alisha jhaz 1 they r below so plz go to them and go comment bomb crazy here are mine ******************** I need a total of 7500 commentz and az of right now i have 6532 & goin up i am commenting right now ******************** I need a total of 20,000 commentz and az of right now i have 5700 & goin up i am commenting right now ********************* My Momz she needs 20,000 commentz she haz 225 right now and goin up i am commenting ******************* Ashley Needz 10,000 Commentz she now haz ******************* Alisha Needz 20,000 Comments she haz 60 az of now she haz 4519 & goin up thank u and have a awesome day ps i am sure my mom ashley & alisha will rate ur pix in return for comment bombing thier contest pic az well

The Darkness
In this dark place where I pour my emotions out, allowing myself a small moment of peace, before my mind is once again a whirl of uncontrollable thoughts and memories. I make the choice to be apart of the darkness where there are no lies, half truths or old men saying .... "What a pretty little girl you are." with their sickly sweet smiles. Give me the darkness! Where I know what to expect and what is expected of me. Where they call me by name and know my darkest desires. I gladly offer myself up to the One who walks my dreams. Hearing my call, I do not have to wait long, for out of the darkness I hear His rough whisper... "Will you bleed for me pet?" RayvenRed ©

Best Cleavage Contest For A Blast! - 4 In, Need At Least 8 More!!
Redoing it as a Best Cleavage Contest...hopefully n one will be rated NSFW but that wont stop that person from getting comment points..Just me from getting points :( Anyone interested?? Would have to show Cleavage or Breasts Pic :) Thing of 10 - 15 people....Winner gets a Free Blast :) 4 in, a few more getting pics to be in... Let me know...

Watching The Sunrise!
This morning I sat and watched the sunrise over the mountains. It was a clear, crisp morning and the sky was a deep shade of purple. I could not help but think of you. I was wondering what dream you were dreaming at that very moment. As I sat, I saw the darkness turn to light and all the vibrant colors came to life Again, my thoughts returned to you, and with that awesome beauty before me, I thought how wonderfully colorful you have made my life. After a short time sitting and watching, the day began with jubilant light. As the light became more intense, I felt as though you hadvjoined me there. Just for a moment, I felt your presence, and the warmth of your touch. As the reality set in, that you were not there, a sadness came over me. Just for one moment, sadness that we were separated by so many miles..or are we? Were you there with me? Did you see the same sunrise I saw? Did you hear the words, "I love you" whispered when I spoke? All these things, I feel when I

Contest
Okay everyone, I have entered my first contest and it starts this coming Sunday. I have a chance to win either a vip for a month, or a blast. So help me out here everyone! I have the link to the photo below for you all to start hitting it on Sunday.

Ashes Of Eden
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: BILLY Date: Aug 10, 2007 8:35 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Kim/ P1 Rum DrinkerDate: Aug 9, 2007 6:24 PMCLICK ON THE PIC....AND IT WILL TAKE U TO THEIR MYSPACE PAGE...I HOPE THAT I WILL SEE ALL MY FRIENDS..ESP..THE P1's THERE...LET ME KNOWTHIS BAND TOTALLY KICKS ASSAlright folks heres the deal, our last show at Southports went off like a BOMB!Everyone that turned out was great and we thank you for coming. Now we need everyones help to PACK that place full again. We would like for EVERYONE that came out last time to cum again(hehehe) and this time bring a friend or three! Lets make this show better than before. We will do our part by bringing the rock, do yours by coming out and drinking a beer with us...

Dreaming
I think you already know how much you mean to me, I often think about us and how we came to be, It is a beautiful thing that we share, Nothing on this Earth could even compare. I need to reassure you that my love is real, And I need to express the way that I feel, Nothing is impossible to achieve, If we just have faith and continue to believe. Great things have truly begun, And I will be there cheering you on, I know you will make it to the finish line, And then you can, truly be mine. I will not fail in my desire, To get us through the heat and the fire, And when we have overcome all the pain, A true, everlasting love will remain. To this end, I will be here, Loving you more every day dear, This is the dream I have today, I do love you in every way. The dream is real, See how I feel? Dreaming it with you is great, It is now a dream, but I can wait...

Soldiers {thank You Smw}
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants something

Thnks Every Body
thnks every body, who have commented on my page and my pics, hugs and kisses, much love to all of them. I am off for 2-3days, hope every body will consider my grievencies, I am fine and going some where out of station to see my niece who is sick thnks to my loving friends, love them much and more muahaaaaaaaaaaa

Thought This Cute...
This sent to me by a good friend... He is a man with a sense of humor. Hope you like.... Because I'm a man , when I lock my keys in the car, I will fiddle with a coat hanger long after hypothermia has set in. Calling AAA is not an option. I will win. Because I'm a man , when the car isn't running very well, I will pop the hood and stare at the engine as if I know what I'm looking at. If another man shows up, one of us will say to the other, "I used to be able to fix these things, but now with all these computers and everything, I wouldn't know where to start." We will then drink a couple of beers and break wind, as a form of holy communion. Because I am a man, when I catch a cold, I need someone to bring me soup and take care of me while I lie in bed and moan. You're a woman. You never get as sick as I do, so for you, this is no problem. Because I'm a man, I can be relied upon to purchase basic groceries at the store, like milk or bread. I cannot be expect

Show Me Your Guns
ok, so its been brought to my attention that i need to spice up my page again. been having a shit week and i need something to cheer me up so i'm officially launching my 21 gun salute request. 21 guns (of the bicep, boob OR penile variety)with salutes to yours truly. anyone who submits will be graciously rewarded. lets see how long it takes me to get to 21....you're all tellin me how hot i am all the time....show me some love ~filthy~

Sheep, Wolves, And Sheepdogs
On Sheep, Wolves, and Sheepdogs - Dave Grossman Honor never grows old, and honor rejoices the heart of age. It does so because honor is, finally, about defending those noble and worthy things that deserve defending, even if it comes at a high cost. In our time, that may mean social disapproval, public scorn, hardship, persecution, or as always, even death itself. The question remains: What is worth defending? What is worth dying for? What is worth living for? - William J. Bennett - in a lecture to the ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />United States Naval Academy November 24, 1997 One Vietnam veteran, an old retired colonel, once said this to me: "Most of the people in our society are sheep. They are kind, gentle, productive creatures who can only hurt one another by accident." This is true. Remember, the murder rate is six per 100,000 per year, and the aggravated assault rate is four per 1,000 per year. What this means is that the va

Get The Fuck Off My Page!
->TRUTH OR L...: fuck you asshole TRUTH OR L...: get lost fatty....hope you like being alone ->TRUTH OR L...: I can't believe I added you, but oh well you're gone now TRUTH OR L...: baby gonna block the mean man now?.....lol.....WAAAAA-WAAAAAA--WWAAAAA ->TRUTH OR L...: uh yeah when there are lots of them fighting retard TRUTH OR L...: saying war resisters are the real heros "bashes" the troops?..........you are warpped TRUTH OR L...: i bashed a soldier?......get a clue you retard ->TRUTH OR L...: nope I have better things to do in my life that go around bashing soldiers and their wives dumbfuck TRUTH OR L...: uh yeah when there are lots of them fighting retard TRUTH OR L...: saying war resisters are the real heros "bashes" the troops?..........you are warpped TRUTH OR L...: i bashed a soldier?......get a clue you retard ->TRUTH OR L...: nope I have better things to do in my life that go around bashing soldiers and their wives dumbfuck TRUTH OR L...: your husband is a brainw

Ending Monday
OK THE SEXY EYES CONTEST ENDS MONDAY. PLEASE COME BY AND VOTE AND LEAVE SOME COMMENTS. HELP ME STAY IN THE LEAD AND WIN MY FIRST CONTEST. CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW TO VOTE AND COMMENT. ALL VOTES ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED... THANKS ONCE AGAIN!!!!

Lightworkers
Are you a lightworker ? "A lightworker is someone who feels compelled to help the earth in a spiritual way, through teaching, healing, prayer, writing & speaking or some other way that sends light and love to others or the environment." As a Lightworker, you have a very important contract to fulfill, and it begins with listening to and following the Divine guidance messages you're getting. Lightworkers are generally in their 30's or older, and volunteered before birth to help Earth and its population at this changing time, as we evolve into our spiritual awakening and Earth changes as we approach 2012. 11:11 Millions of people have one thing in common; they keep seeing the numbers 11:11. These people come from all countries, all races, walks of life, and levels of awareness "Something IS happening and it's more real than any of us can imagine." A Greater Reality is being inserted into our everyday lives. The next time you see the 11:11, stop and feel the subt

Soldiers (sent To Me From A Friend)
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants something

Doombah Pottyhiney
MY NEW NAME IS IN THE SUBJECT LINE.....DON'T LAUGH UNTIL YOU FIND OUT WHAT YOUR NEW NAME IS We all need a little stress-reliever! This only takes a minute. Please don't be a bore and ruin it. Send it on to everyone you know including the person that sent it to you. Sometimes when you have a stressful day or week, you need some silliness to break up the day. If we are honest, we have a lot more stressful days than not. Here is your dose of humor... A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as Dorky Gizzardsniffer! The following is excerpted from a children's book, Captain Underpants And the Perilous Plot Professor Poopypants, by Dave Pilkey, in which the evil Professor fo

As You Wish
i'll be you slave be your maid your dirty little whore make me behave clean you and shave and leave you wanting more tie me up strap me down and spank me just a little photograph me tickle my feet and lick me in the middle from the back and from the side upside down could be alright from the front and all bent up and often times bent over on the porch in the grass pull my hair and spank my ass hard and hurried soft and sweet i taste you while you taste me with a whip some rope and chain control me master make me insane a sharpened knife and a little hot wax a kiss and a bite and a kiss on the back in and out and oh so hot you name it lets try it just fuck me don't stop i want to be your addiction make you ache and need so we can explore together all our fantasies how do you want it don't let me scare you away let go of inhibition come to me let's play.

To My Kids
*Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. *Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. *Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. *Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by. *Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. *Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them. *Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys. *Just for this evening, I will hold you in my

Gone For A Bit
Just wanted to let all my friends and family know that I will be gone off of here for a couple of weeks. Things are not going well and some things can not be avoided. Just know that I will be thinking of you, and missing you. Those that I will miss the most know who they are, and just light a candle for me! MUCH LOVE!!!!

"monsters And The Weak"
"Monsters and the Weak" The sun beat like a hammer, not a cloud was in the sky. The mid-day air ran thick with dust; my throat was parched and dry. With microphone clutched tight in hand and cameraman in tow, I ducked beneath a fallen roof, surprised to hear "stay low." My eyes blinked several times before in shadow I could see, the figure stretched across the rubble, steps away from me. He wore a cloak of burlap strips, all shades of grey and brown, that hung in tatters till he seemed to melt into the ground. He never turned his head or took his eye from off the scope, but pointed through the broken wall and down the rocky slope. "About eight hundred yards," he said, his whispered words concise, "beneath the baggy jacket he is wearing a device." A chill ran up my spine despite the swelter of the heat, "You think he's gonna set it off along the crowded street?" The sniper gave a weary sigh and said "I wouldn't doubt it," "unless there's something

You Save Me
Artist/Band: Chesney Kenny Lyrics for Song: You Save Me Lyrics for Album: The Road and the Radio Every now and then I get a little lost The strings all get tangled The wires all get crossed Every now and then I’m right upon the edge Danglin’ my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you’re here (Chorus) ['Cause] when I’m a bullet shot out of a gun ['Cause] when I’m a firecracker comin’ undone When I’m a fugitive ready to run All wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It’s hard lovin’ a man That’s got a gypsy soul I don’t know how you do it I’m not sure how you know The perfect thing to say To save me from myself You’re the angel that believes in me Like nobody else And I thank God you do (Chorus) Well I know I don’t tell you nearly enough I couldn’t live one day without your love When I’m a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a high wire that’s ready to break When I’ve had just about all I can take B

To Kill An American
Written by an Australian Dentist To Kill An American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone k now what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan The only difference is tha

1 To 21
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievem

Just Wanted To Say
I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT THIS SAT-MON. I WILL BE CAMPING WITH MY MOM'S SIDE OF THE FAMILY. I CANT WAIT. I HAVE TO WORK TONITE. YUCK. SO I WILL COMMENT ALL ON TUESDAY. WHEN I GET HOME MONDAY I WILL HAVE TO GO TO BED BECUZ I HAVE TO GO TO WORK MON. NITE. PRAY FOR NICE WEATHER. GOD BLESS AND BE SAFE. TY FOR HELPING ME TO LEVEL. BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL.

When Is Enough Really Enough
WHEN A MOTHER CAN TELL HER DAUGHTER THAT SHE IS A "FUCKIN SORRY ASS LOW LIFE WORTHLESS DEADBEAT ABUSIVE ,USE PEOPLE PIECE OF SHIT. " THAN TURNS AROUND AND TELL HER DAUGHTER THAN " WE DON'T WANT YOU HERE AND YOU ARE NOT ALLOW OR WELCOME HERE AT ALL ANYMORE. YOU CANNOT COME IN OUR APT." DRUGS REALLY ARE BAD AND CAUSE PEOPLE TO SAY AND DO HURTFUL THINGS...APPEARENTLY THE LACK OF DRUGS DOES THE SAME THING.... WHAT WOULD U DO? HOW WOULD U FEEL? HOW R U SUPPOST TO REACT TO THAT? WRITTEN BY THE DAUGHTER! (ME)

A Trip Not Worth Going To
To whomever reads this blog, I went to a job interview a day early to see a female friend and try to start up a relationship. She told me that she was involded with someone else and that she didn't want anything to do with me anymore. Should I have wished her the best of luck in her relationship. Or option two hope that her relationship ends in disaster along with every person in this world. Now i am starting to belive what people told me at one time that i will never find anybody. Good guys like me will never find anybody. In my opinion a career is mor important than finding that perfect person. Love takes money away from you. If you focus on your career you will not get hurt or worry about it cheating on you. I am not showing any regrets on this blog if i said the wrong thing. It is now time for me to focus on my career and never get hurt agin or get played for a full.

Need All The Love And Support And All The Friends I Can Get
My world was tore apart a few days ago This has nothing to do with me being sick which I still am sick. I am going to need all the friends I can get to keep me going this is going to take alot for me to get through. It has to do with my son my oldest one. I wont go into to detail about what he did but I have alot of sleepless nights and more crying then I have ever done. I dont care what u do just talk to me leave me messages profile comments I dont care but please send me love keep me in your prayers support me be my friend. I am going to need all I can get to make it through this one. I am losing a big part of my life, a piece that I have dreamed about having for along time 16 years and now I am losing him again and probably for good. The part that filled the emptiness in my heart. and now the emptiness has invaded again.please help me through this, because i need friends right now If i dont i may just give up so please help me send me sum love

Stolen Blogs
Ok guys I just wanted to let you know that my some of my "story" blogs were copied from my page and placed on someone else's and they are taken the credit for them . Now I my stories aren't the greatest but they are mine none the less. Now I don't mind anyone copying them but its really low to take them without asking and then repost them as your own.

Long Distance Erotic Love
i'm craving your touch it's easy to see i reach down and I caress imagining you inside me i close me eyes and breathe you name i create a fantasy where you do the same i hear you speak i envision your touch a scenario that i've been wanting so much you get me so hot you tell me your desires you taunt and you tease increasing my fire i'm tired of talking i need the real thing no more playing games give me what i need your passion your fury ecstacys release free me excite me nibble and bite me and let me do the same no more long distance erotic love come here let me be your slave

Creeps
For those of you who didn't get a chance to read my bulletin: First thing in the morning and what am I completely annoyed with? Creeps. Creeps make me violent. Creeps make me want to grab the nearest object and beat them to a bloody fucking pulp. A creep is different than just a plain ole perv, you see. A creep is what a perv who has been ignored for too long can turn into if he isn't given Prozac or electric shock therapy. A creep still holds all of the perv tendencies like whacking off to inanimate objects that bear the slightest resemblance to vagina and watching the discovery channel to see animals “do it” because they are too embarrassed to go to the corner XXX. Creeps still are extremists, like pervs, when it comes to their locale, as well. They will either live within 200 feet of some type of fornicating business or they will live in the middle of nowhere. You’ll most often find that if they live in the middle of nowhere it is because they live on or next to a farm of s

Life
Why is it that when you find your life going pretty damn good someone tries to go and screw it up? Why can't people just leave well enough alone. I guess it is just because some people aren't secure enough in their life so they feel they have to make other people's lives just as miserable as theirs to maske themselves feel better. i will tell you something, I am proud to be me and if none likes me oh well their lose not mine. I am me and no one else and all that matters is that I like who i am. But I love to find new friends and make wonderful friendships with people who can and will accept me for who I am.

Just Venting
Ok so im a failed attempt to fit in, get points whatever i choose to host a contest. I wanted to go with something different other than the average boring sexiest tatoo, boy, girl, chest hair, back hair, toupee, wig whathaveyou. And i went with a personal favourite of mine, latinas well after posting for 4 days i get 4 people to join, 4 friggin people out of the numerous amounts of people who read and post bulletins. So it seems to me that people would rather post a metric shitload of pointless useless Mumms and Bulletins then actually sit back and actually read one or two, as if reading is too much trouble. If i tried to sponsor a contest for like biggest tits, or biggest dick or hottest ball hair or some lame senseless shit like that i'd have entrants out the ass. And BTW people, there arent that many child molesters, child stalkers, sick kids, prayers needed and all that bullshit. Who cares if somebody down rates you, lifes a bitch deal with it. So fuck it, i apologize to the ladies

White Chocolate
white chocolate let's see I could dip some strawberries in white and milk chocolate and feed them to you one by one each followed with a kiss and a sip of champagne. No too romantic how about this: How about we take all your clothes off and you just lie back on the bed, I'll have some chocolate in a a warmer beside the bed. Maybe I would dip a strawberry in it and let you have a bite but then look you have a little chocolate right there on your lip .Let me get that for you.oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to bite you ,but it taste so good ! Then maybe I'd let a little chocolate drizzle on your your ear lobe then your neck now I have to get that off I'll just suck it right off your ear lobe and lick down your neck until its gone. Oh but how about this Nice and warm drizzling on your chest, I'll just let it drop first on one nipple then the other and let it trail over your stomach to your belly button. Doesn't that feel nice and warm? another mess to clean up. I'll use my lips ,tongue a

Announcing A New Genius
My dear Miss Maryjane is starting school this fall. Where did the time go? We’re lucky in that the school bus will pick her up and drop her off at her day care, thus keeping her safer. The day care has been nagging relentlessly at us about it. “She’s so smart, be sure to get her enrolled in Kindergarten this year." Well, my little lady is NOT going to Kindergarten this year. She is going into First Grade. Why? Because there is nothing left for her to learn in Kindergarten. She already knows the alphabet, and can write it. She can write her name. She knows all the colors. She knows her numbers. She can count to 100 in English and 20 in Spanish. And here’s the kicker: she can read. We were reading The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe (she gets one chapter a night), when I noticed she was reading aloud along with me. Hurm. I yawned and told her I was tired, and would she please read the next paragraph to me. She did. Five years old reading C.S. Lewis already. Nifty, eh

Mumm
Well as most of u might know....i am not allowed to mumm anymore....and im not sure why....i posted a mumm asking if people thought mumms were cool, or a waste of time. And it got removed for NSFW content....I POSTED NO NSFW CONTENT ON THIS MUMM~! If someone posted anything on my MUMM that was NSFW i didnt get the chance to delete it as my mumm was removed first. I have contacted sevreal people, a couple bouncers, and even the great BABYJESUS himself....and got NOTHING....so oh well...i cant MUMM anymore....but to hell with it....ill just enjoy my time here on FUBAR and meet people and post what i think is cool, and not try to make it a numbers contest like most others on this site.....BUT I DO THINK THAT IS RIDICULOUS THAT OTHER PEOPLES STUPIDITY CAN, (and obviouely does,) DICTATE WHAT I CAN OR CANNONT DO ON THIS SITE>>>>>>>>>>>>> at least tom at MYSPACE does try to maintain his site...and listens to the masses...and fixes problems....but does NOT delete peoples shit unless THEY TH

To Everyone
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE. You are special - Don't EVER forget it." If you do not pass this on, you may never know the lives it touches, the hurting hearts it speaks to, or the hope that it can bring. Count your blessings, not your problems...

Smoking?
This mortal is very strong willed. Vlad just doesn't take over any body. Its hard to breath in here. Vlad wakes up in the morning and his mouth taste like what is left from the Turkish mosques we eradicated ...those were the days. This mortal sits at a machine and does my bidding, letting the fuming ashtray build up until it looks like one of my parties. It spends our money on these smokes and makes the house as foggy as a Transylvanian eve. I have pushed my will on this mortal concerning this 'habit' ...yet he is a strong one.

If You Fall I'll Catch, Catch You
Through our long walks and short talks, the conversation always stays the same. Your cold words and my contagious heart, will always be this way. Talking in oceans of circles and loving in swells of seas. Only give this ship one chance, one chance. You never said this would be so hard, but if you fall I'll catch you I'll catch you. This won't change so just go ahead and be that way, and we'll go on, we'll go on. My patience draws this last letter of love so thin. And the first three are fading fast. My touch seems colder than the shoulder you give me. Your warm tears still fear the past. We should just turn this ship about and head home where this all started, where it won't last. You never said this would be so hard. Wear your heart on your sleeve, and don't hide it from me. You always wanted to be the one who said it to me. So just stop playing these games. And for once you will see that I am You and You are Me. This is your last chance to save this. This is your last chance,

Tgif!!! ... Have A Great One!
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh....am I EVER glad that it is Friday!!! I am soooooooo ready for the weekend. I believe it will be a fairly lazy one around this house! lol We are going Sunday to see my Mom, and an old friend Rae, that will be in town/Lebanon, from her home in Hawaii...(Rae, middle). Needless to say at that distance, she doesn't get back to the mainland very often. She was able to make it back though, to see her beloved team, St. Louis Cardinals, win the world series....talk about someone bein' on cloud 9! lol Got to work today for a few hours...I never really know, depending on how busy we are, and today's payday, so that is ALWAYS good! I was wanting to get some new stuff added to my stash last night, but didn't get very far, since Moriah took over the puter, and was downloading some music for her mp3 player. Maybe I'll be able to get around to getting that added this afternoon when I get home from work. Welp....guess I'll head out and start getting ready f

My Promise
When time comes you find yourself in deep trouble Like a ship lost in the mid-sea during a storm You want to cry and need a shoulder to lean on Seem hopeless and could not move on... Got no one around whom to count on. Maybe you have totally forgotten me Have given up on me for somebody Think I am useless and nothing but garbage So you shun and make a mock on me. You might be surprised when you turn your back See me smile with open arms and extended hands For unlike them whom you prefer to be with than me I'll never give up... Turn my back on you. I'll be your candle Offer you light so you may not stumble

The Myspace Angle
The Myspace angle is the angle from which pictures are taken that includes head, shoulders, and cleavage only. The rest of the body is kept out of site only showing only the important parts that people find attractive. Usually girls and guys do this to hide the fact they are over weight. I've seen accounts were people will have over hundreds of pictures of their face only. I'm not disgusted that they are fat- quite the contrary, I'm annoyed they would not advertise themselves in an honest manner (IE misrepresenting themselves). I mean honestly, don't hide yourself, be proud of yourself no matter what way you look. Lying about anything in your life is only going to get you into trouble. This happened to both me and a friend once, girls flat out lied about their looks and when we met them we weren't attracted to them. Then they got sad and cried. What did you expect- for us to like you for your personality when you are willing to lie to us about your looks? -Rafael

Shoes Part 2
well, i hate open toe shoes and naked feet on any human. 98% of all humans have ugly feet. i hate when women wear the wrong size shoes, it is soo rude and ugly. i find it disrespecfull to the person wearing the wrong size and to people that happen to see them wear the wrong size. it seems like they don't care about their own looks. what do you think? why? how come? what for?

A Heart Of Gold
With a heart made of the purest gold you shine as bright as a star You make happiness feel so real as you touch the hearts of others Seeking out just to find yourself you find love in that one special girl The waves sweep in to try and crumble but the love will always remain deep down..... To Josh with love.... I hope you find true happiness in whomever you you allow deep in your heart. You are a great friend and I only wish you the best... *hugs*

Four Things We Should Never Be Ashamed To Say
Four Things We Should NEVER Be Ashamed To Say... That we are CHRISTIAN... And that we are AMERICAN! That we believe in GOD... And we believe in AMERICA! Just a thought that hit me this morning...any of my family want to help me make it a pretty? lol

Karma
BR /> MyRealKarma.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! Shelly, Your Karmic Alignment is: Zen Intuition! Score: 22 You have a direct perception of truth. You are very keen and don't use it to take advantage. When you commit positive deeds, you don't do them to get ahead, you do positive deeds simply because it makes you feel good. Your intentions are almost always meant well and all this positive karmaic energy is bound to come back to you in a great way!

X's And O's
X's and O's are for kisses and hugs The two of us naked, on a bear skin rug. Passionate kisses, your lips taste of wine Kisses so soft, they send a chill down my spine Playful touches, arousing desires of fire. Whispered words, oh; the images they inspire. Your Breast, so tempting, and lusciously full Nipples erect, my mouth starting to drool Tasting one, I lick with my tongue A gentle soft moan, says, you like what I’ve done. A few drops of wine, I drip on a nipple I tease with my tongue, your body responds with a ripple. You giggle a little, as it tickles your skin I suckle your breast, and take your nipple within. Soft moans of pleasure, escape through your lips As I suckle one breast, I play with the others hard tip. Caressing my head, your hands play in my hair Then… gently downward, you push me down there. I lick and I kiss as I move ever down Until at last...your button of pleasure, I've found Giving you pleasure, just the way th

Something Nothing Everything...
Today I wrote to someone whose recently been reading my blogs, and offering her own advice and life experieneces. It was to her that I wrote the following: I find it amazing how I can pour out so little of myself into a few words every day through writing an online journal, and yet I get so many responses of hope and encouragement. I can't believe that so many people take the time to read what I have to say, but apparently a lot of people can relate. The fact is that the statement above couldn't be more true. I'm a very open person, & my mother has always said I could be read like a book. It's also true that I've got a big heart, and an even bigger mouth, with a lot on my mind, and therefore a lot to say. I write blogs to get things off my chest, to fill people in on my life, and to get responses from other people. I realize that doesn't happen often anymore, but when they do-believe me, you've made an impact on my life. I want to see how many people out there really do relate or

Feelings
I love you more than words can say I hope you will never ever go away. I hope you will stay here with me maybe then you will see how much I love you how much I care & how much I want to always be there when you are hurt, when you are sad. seeing you happy makes me glad. when you are mad, it makes me blue I only want the best for you. my past relationships are nothing compared to this I can hardly wait till our next kiss. I am certain, I am sure that my love for you is totally pure. you are my world, you are my life maybe one day I will be your wife. I do not know if it will last that long but in my heart you will always belong. I do not know if we are to be wed only God knows what lies ahead but as of right now I give you this vow I will love you for the rest of time on me, you do not have to spend a dime I do not care about the money & no I am not trying to be funny! I am being serious so do not think that I am delirious. I do n

My Bf's Mums (updated - Not So Long)
My bf posted 2 mumms earlier this morning.. One was asking if he should be allowed to look at porn.. and the other was asking if he was being disrespectful or 'just being a guy' because I said he was disrespecting my feelings. The only reason why I said he is not respecting my feelings is because I have told him plenty of times that I don't like him looking at porn and he still does it. I know some girls don't care if their bf does, but I do. Before we met in person, I was on a site called wouldyouhitthis.. (thats how I met him) .. he deleted ALL my private pictures and ALL of my friends except himself. But yet kept all of his on. I had guy friends on yahoo and anytime I would have a normal conversation with them, he would flip, call me a whore, and say the relationship is over. If he ever saw me looking at other guys he would flip. So I don't do it. I haven't done it since we have been together. Now, I may be over-reacting, being jealous, or whatever... so what.. I told h

Stardust
How can I be yours alone? I’m just another star but burning less brightly than those about you Old enough to know Young enough to desire close enough to feel and yet, I’m but a mere speck in your universe; smoldering on, caught up in your stardust trail I can’t glow any brighter for my hard years have dulled me I shine on only for you Should I resign to be a planet? To slowly revolve around your being? Or just stay that star that you sometimes gaze upon never realizing what hides beneath the sparkle but I know I can brighten your days and I desperately long to capture your nights

Moonlight Dance
Cloaked in darkness She watches As Moonbeams dance like tiny sails across the water The cool ocean breeze wraps around her filling her with thoughts of far away places, deserted islands and burning sand where stolen moments a lifetime make She feels his presence as he joins her there The stars & moon the only witness to their embrace The beat of his heart against her, calling, seducing. Matching her own as he folds his arms around her. His hands caress the curve of a hip, the swell of a breast, sweet pulse at her throat. Soft lips stroke the flame higher as fingers brush heaven's door Until with hands made rough with desire he turns her, Lifts her and with one swift thrust he claims his prize as warriors of old. In a voice hoarse with need a battle cry torn from deep within To sound his Victory and his Fall As hearts and bodies race to challenge the flames forged and tempered into one mind, one body, one soul

My True Love
I know it is not they way you meet someone but how you connect when you talk to them. I feel that I have found my soulmate, someone whom I thought never existed. She is one of the best things in my life right now. If you read this baby just know that you are my one true love. All my feelings are for you. I know she is sweet and caring, funny and sexy. I cant wait until we can be together. She is the other half that makes me whole. She is the yin to my yang. My heart and soul belong to her. She is everything i wanted and more. I couldnt have asked for a better person to come into my life. I know once we are together nothing will tear us apart. My heart is true only to her. My eyes may wander but come the end of the day its her i want to wrap my arms and love around. I have the uncontrolable urge to just hold her close and look deep into her eyes and just confess all i am to her. The time will come when our love is tested and i know where my heart remains. I just w

Little Brothers
Two young boys walked into a pharmacy one day, picked out a box of tampons and proceeded to the checkout counter. The man at the counter asked the older boy, "Son, how old are you?" "Eight," the boy replied. The man continued, "Do you know what these are used for?" The boy replied, "Not exactly, but they aren't for me. They're for him. He's my brother. He's four. We saw on TV that if you use these you would be able to swim and ride a bike. Right now, he can't

Fireman
A fire fighter is working on the engine outside the station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by her dog and her cat. The fire fighter walked over to take a closer look. "That sure is a nice fire truck," the fire fighter says with admiration. "Thanks" the girl says. The firefighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner", the fire fighter says, "I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar too, I think you could go faster " The little girl replies thoughtfully, "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren."

Good Bye All
im leaving fubar as no1 comes and chats or even rates my pics or blog no more so there no point me being on here no more soo this my last good bye so to all my freinds if u wnt 2 still talk just send me a mail n ill give u my msn soo thank u all 4 ur time reading this good bye xoxooxooxoxoxoxooxoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooxxooxoxoxoxooxooxoxoxxooxoxox

Work In Progress
I'm posting this here, but I know it still needs a lot of work. I'm missing back story and the end of the scene/chapter may appear forced because I had writers block and thought if I just finished it I might have more luck fixing it than creating it. I'm bad with ending things. I also need to do some research on Werewolf myth and Celtic/Roman history. I think its a good start though. Feel free to comment. Just keep in mind, I'm aware there is probably grammar anomalies of varying degree, possible serious anachronisms and there might even be a general story fuck up or two. I'm working on it. The Wolf "She's one of them." Bedwyr laid the scroll on the table and pointed to the still drying ink. It was one tiny branch of a very detailed family tree. The scroll work was beautiful, but then he'd had a long time to practice. Corann looked at him with a doubtful expression. "You're sure?" "Yes. It seems her 'father' really wasn't."

Psalms ; 147 ;1- 20 Verses>>..read
praise The Lord! for it is good For it is good to sing praises to our God ; For it is pleasant and Praise is beatiful. 2 ; The Lord builds up Jerusalem. He gatheres together the outcast of Israel. 3 ;He heals the broken hearted. And binds up their wounds. 4 ;He counts number of the stars; He calls them by name. 5 ;Great is our Lord,and mighty in power ; HIS understanding is infinite ; 6 ;The Lord lifts up the humble ; HE cast the wicked down to the ground. 7 ; SIng to the Lord with thanksgiving ; Sing praises on the harp to your GOD, 8 ; Who made the heavens with clouds. Who prepared the rain for the earth, who makes grass grow on the mountains. 9 ;He gives the beast food, and to the young ravens that cry. 10 ; He delights not in strength of the horse. 11 ;He takes no pleasure in legs of man, 12 ;Praise the lord O Jerusalem ! Pra

Making Some Changes
I am going to be leaving my husband. I am not sure how I truly feel about this because I have tried to keep myself busy day and night which (as been easy since I have been working day and night. I just don't want to come home to someone who acts like all the want from me is some loving and video games. I want someone who will be happy to see me and want to spend time with me.

Meeting Michael Today!!
TODAY I AM DRIVING TO MICHIGAN WITH MY COUSIN HONEY DIP, TO MEET MY FUBAR DREAM MAN MICHAEL "WOLFE" FOR THE WEEKEND! I AM NERVOUS, ANXIOUS, EXCITED, FULL OF EMOTION! WOW, ONLY A FEW HOURS TILL WE LEAVE! WISH ME LUCK!!!

Chemical Imbalances
Broken...Wasted...Infantile projectory within the realms of my scattered thoughts. Withering happiness shines like a beacon of hope inside this growing tumor of madness. The core, throbbing with the lifeblood from memories only partially consumed, slows its beating. Incessant prattle from words whispered in my subconscious hum for me a great lullaby. Foretelling omens and good fortune alike, they soothe the calloused edges of this poor excuse for a soul. Promises. Lies. They're all alike. Etching for me an existence few would choose. Opening doors that ought not be made passable. Pitiable are the few who are given this course, for they are the ones who must regenerate and reform themselves on a whim. Emptying their psyches of all reveries from past adventures, seeking nothing but this eluded delirium we dare call happiness. Dreams? ...Never. Fascinated with the very illusion, I stoop to nothing less than a man-made promise. A little white pill. Powdery, bitter pill. Its Prozacean eupho

A Day To Remember
It's been 18 years today since Mom was buried. It isn't a day that brings sadness anymore, just a day where I think of what there once was in my life. Mom was 51 and had fought various forms of cancer since I had been in middle school. It was kind of ironic that the day I graduated from high school she was admitted to the hospital and we were told she would not last the weekend. And on the day we buried her it was the day of my 5th reunion for HS. Normally I TRY not to look back and dwell on the past, because so much happened that brings me down. But There are times you need to just reflect on life. The past shapes who you have become. Today and tommorrow shape who you will become. SO reflecting is ok, just not dwelling on it lol. Mom and I never got along. Different things were inportant to us. I was so much like Dad.... image, money, those things mattered very little even as I grew up. People mattered.. helping people mattered. but even with our differences I DO

Oh Sure! I See How You People Are!!!
Yeah so I'm off work today and away from my computer. So I come to the library to log in for a bit, and what do I find? Everybody and their cousin is logged in right now!! Where are all you people when I'm bored at work, hmmmm? Didn't think I'd be on today did ya?

Good Morning
just wanted to let you know that you all are awsome i am so glad we are friends i hope you feel the same i will try to talk to all of you ,if i dont answer it is because i am realy busy with my daughter or putting pics up i hope you all enjoy and if you dont please tell me so i can take it down love you all bunches

85 Rules For Men..roflmao
85 RULES AND INSTRUCTIONS ON BEING A MAN Don't call. EVER. If you don't like a girl, don't tell her. It's more fun to let her figure it out by herself. Lie. Name your penis. Be sure it is something narcissistic and unoriginal, such as "spike" If you lose something that belongs to someone else, tell them you mailed it to them/already gave it to them. Play with yourself as often as possible. Tell everyone about it. Be as ambiguous as possible. If you don't want to answer, a grunt will do. Always remember: You are a man. Therefore, no matter what, it isn't your fault. Lie. Girls find it attractive if a man has had more women than baths. Never ask for help. Even if you really, really need help --- don't ask. People will think you have no penis. Women like it when you ignore them. It arouses them. If, GOD FORBID, you have to talk to a girl on the phone, use only monosyllabic words and noises. Bodily noises are permissible. TWO WORDS: Hack and spit. (Big loogies me

One Liners
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick. Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it. Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal.

Asking All Friends
I know that this should probably be posted in a mumm but I don't care what people who aren't on my friend's list think...so, therefore, I am posting blog. A member of my friend's list told me that I have too many mobile pic head shots in my photos which is why he/she won't vote on them. Give me your honest opinion...do I need to slow down on the pics for a while... No feelings will be hurt... Luv u all... .:*de*:.

An Elemental Boudoir
With a fevered body and a molten heart, I inhabit my own elemental boudoir. I see it: a strange vision. The landscape is scorched and entirely carpeted with ash and soot from the constant forest fires and the rivers of lava which never cool enough to set. There’s no sun, no daylight, just the deep blood-red glow of a rich observing moon. The sky is heavy and brooding. It’s heavy with passion. My heart has become a world of its own and I’m crawling naked through its earth. I want to be covered in it. But I don’t want to be the only one writhing around on this carpet of soot. I’m on my hands and knees, burning. I’m looking into the woods in the distance - a colossal black forest of smouldering bare trees. I’m hoping to see something moving in the shadows - a wild creature with penetrating eyes that’s going to come and ravage my body and consume my soul. He’s going to murder me with his eyes and fuck me back to life. If I don’t see him, lurking in the blackness, I’m going

A Burning Second Of Utopia
Later, after, in the dark, he lay there on his back looking at the silhouette of me lying on my belly beside him. He delighted in the moment when I lit my cigarette - the flame of the lighter illuminating my face for a second, and then darkness again. The cigarette glowed with every inhalation. I felt him watching my lips. I flicked ash onto his bare chest and I heard his hair singe. It hurt him. He loved it; so I blew smoke into his face and waited for him to choke. He didn't. Instead he took the lighter from my hand and lit the candle beside the bed. I hoped his eyes were telling the truth when he looked at me...

A Viridian Ocean
Oh, if only you could listen and would listen. I wonder how much you would hear. Stretched out before my tired demeanour is a viridian ocean, and its dark waters are lapping over me, hungrily. It's pouring itself into my eyes and I'm happy, allowing my vision to be drowned in this way. In fact I'm euphoric. This is the 'in-between' place I've been learning about. The shoreline is made up entirely of black nothingness; framing a luminous floating sea. I'm somewhere amid this liquid space; simultaneously cradled by the tide and beaten by the waves. This is how I wanted it to be. I wanted to suffer while I bathed in glory. But if only you could look; and would look. I wonder how much you would see.

Understanding
Whoever thinks as, from, or on behalf of, an entity which he believes himself to be, the more so if he tries to work on himself, by, with, or for such an entity - which is only a concept in mind - has not yet begun to understand what it is all about. - 'Posthumous Pieces' by Wei Wu Wei

Seeing & Shivering
I'm cold. I'm becoming like the stone of the Elmhirst Memorial where I sit, writing in the rain. Through the mist, interlaced with crimson and orange confetti falling from the trees, I tell myself I see someone. He's not surprised to see me. He knew I would be here. He knew even before he knew me; he knew I would be here. I ask him 'Are you as warm as you look, or as cold as I feel?' He doesn't answer; he just comes and sits beside me. We shiver together. We watch together. We want together - all the things we can't have.

Break Your Way Out Of The Screen
Are you real? Am I talking to a real person? Do you exist and function within the world? Prove it to me if you do. Stop smiling and averting your eyes. Get up. Walk over to me. Come here. Sit in front of me. Look at me. Be with me. Say something to me with your eyes. Confirm it with your voice. Say something else with your smile. Confirm it with your hands. Speak to me. Touch me. Be with me. Here. I won't run away if you frighten me. I know you're not a ghost. You're real. Aren't you? You are real; just not when you're with me. You are plasma and glass before me. You are paper and celluloid. But in order for that intangible vision to appear in my room, light had to deflect off an actual being once, so that its image could be captured. Kept. Exchanged. A single vision of actuality reduced to an immeasurable amount of different realities - reality being entirely in the mind, and different in all the minds of those who see you. What are you like this, when yo

This Is The Kind Of Day When...
This is the kind of day when I will sit in the dark. This is the kind of day when I will talk to myself. This is the kind of day when I will look out of the window. This is the kind of day when I will see myself. This is the kind of day when I'll leave home without my key. This is the kind of day when I won't turn back. This is the kind of day when I'll do everything backwards. This is the kind of day when I'll be me, and only me. This is the kind of day when I will walk in front of traffic. This is the kind of day when I won't listen to advice. This is the kind of day when I will drink too much coffee. This is the kind of day when I won't eat anything. This is the kind of day when I will walk and walk. This is the kind of day when I won't do anything. This is the kind of day when I won't get dressed. This is the kind of day when I won't go to bed. This is the kind of day when I will spend too much money. This is the kind of day when I will buy shit. This is the kind

Gilligan Is Satan. Think About It.
The Seven Deadly Sins of Gilligan’s Island theory is quite simple. Each of the seven characters on the island represents each of the seven deadly sins. Now, this theory seems to fit upon initial inspection, there are technical difficulties when you get down to THE MAN himself, Gilligan. Run with me on this one... Most obvious is the Professor, who fits PRIDE to a T. Any man who can make a ham radio out of some wire and two coconuts has to be pretty cocky. (His character was later revised and given a series of his own, called "MacGuyver".) For the sin of ENVY we need look no further than Maryann, who may have worn those skimpy little tops, but could never achieve Ginger’s glamour. (As an interesting and completely irrelevant side note, a nationwide survey of college students a few years ago revealed that the professor and Maryann were voted the most likely couple to have ‘done it’ on the island.) And who could doubt for a moment that Ginger is LUST incarnate? Sure, the kids were sup

3 Word Survey
You have to use 3 words to answer each question. No more, no less. It's harder than you think. 1. Where is your cell phone? on my desk. 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? does not exist 4. Where is your father?: at work, duh. 5. Cheesecake?: I don’t like. 6. Your favorite thing to do?: Read a book. 7. Your dream last night?: Odd as usual. 8. Your favorite drink?: Jameson’s Irish Whiskey 9 . Your dream car? hyundai santa fe 10. The room you're in?: The main office. 11. George Bush?: Voted for him! 12. Your fears?: Clowns are CREEPY. 13. Nipple rings? Tried that once. 14. Who did you hang out with last night?: Myself and books. 15. What you're not good at?: I know everything. 16. Go check GoofyAuctions.com and give your opinion?: I'd rather not. 17. One of your wish list items?: More books please 18. Where did you grow up?: The same city 19. The last thing you did?: Some purchase orders 20. What are you wearing? cap

Fearless Sex:
Views from the Night Fearless Sex: A Babe's Guide to Overcoming Your Romantic Obsessions and Getting the Sex Life You Deserve Fearless Sex will transform your erotic life! This is the exhilarating and enlightening guide to loving passionately, shamelessly, and confidently. It stems from Dr. Joy's experience that desire is more than what you feel on the way to the bedroom, it's the very spark that ignites your life. Embracing your sexuality and erotic spirit is an art form - and learning to express yourself without getting stalled in self-defeating relationships is a practical, learnable skill. Fearless Sex is your guide to excelling in the art of pleasure, and the skill of making important relationships work! Let Dr. Joy show you how to: * Let go of sexual inhibitions and "bad girl" attitudes * Electrify your libido * Know and love your body better than anyone * Feel like a sex goddess no matter what your size or shape * Experience erotic sensations more intense

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Marriage Quotes Lmao...
I recently read that love is entirely a matter of chemistry.. That must be why my wife treats me like toxic waste. David Bissonette When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her. Sacha Guitry After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just can't face each other, but still they stay together. Hemant Joshi By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher. Socrates Woman inspires us to great things, and prevents us from achieving them. Dumas The great question... which I have not been able to answer... is, "What does a woman want? Sigmund Freud I had some words with my wife, and she had some paragraphs with me. Anonymous "Some people ask the secret of our long marriage. We take time to go to a restaurant two times a week. A little candlelight, dinner, soft music and dancing. She goes Tuesdays, I go Fridays." Henny

Bullshit For Today I Guess!
WELL THE BULLSHIT FOR TODAY IS! THIS FUCKING HEAT! TV SAID IT IS GONNA BE 103 TODAY. THAT IS WAY NOT KOOL. PLUS EVEN IF U DID GO SWIMMING LIKE I WOULD LOVE TO DO THEN YOU WOULD BE BOILED ALIVE LIKE A LOBSTER OR AT LEAST I WOULD CAUSE I GOT FAIR SKIN AND FRECKLES. I MEAN COME ON IT IS AUG. CAN'T WE HAVE A FREAK COLD FRONT EVEN IF IT IS FOR A FEW DAYS. MAKES YOU THINK YOU IN IRAQ WITH THE SOLDIERS WITH ALL THIS FREAKING HEAT. OKAY THAT IS THE WEATHER BULLSHIT. NOW OTHER BULLSHIT IS I AM A CRAZY BITCH! YES I KNOW IT AND THEREFORE I AM EVEN MORE CRAZY. INSANITY IS MY BEST FRIEND AND IF IT HELPS ME ESCAPE FROM THIS FUCKED UP WORLD EVEN FOR A FEW FLEETING MOMENTS IT IS WORTH IT. ONLY THING MISSING IS A BIG BOTTLE OF VODKA AND GOOD FRIENDS TO GET DRUNK WITH. BUT JUST THINK THE WEEKEND IS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER HELL YEAH. I AM READY FOR THAT BITCH TO GET HERE HOW ABOUT THE REST OF YOU? WELL THAT IS THE BULLSHIT THOUGHT FOR TODAY I HOPE YOU ENJOY THE READ AND IF NOT THEN SUCK MY BIG FAT JUICEY

Crotch Shaving
Views from the Night Up late at nite again as usual and thought...write it in my blog. So tonights view is about why crotchal shaving is such a hot trend these days. I am betting that it is because so many have seen it in porn and it seems a novel idea. I don't think there is anything wrong with trying something new, and am sure you would agree. Now then, why is it in porn? Well I was talking with someone about spanking vids and all the ponytails and he said they are there so you can see the ladies' faces, not for handles or costume or anything fun like that (though I guess seeing her face is fun too, huh?) I figure it is the same with the shaved pussies in porn mags and vids, they are like that so you can see the actual bits better. In other words, it's for the art, man. :)

Fav Saying
If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand. Within you I lose myself Without you I find myself Wanting to be lost again. Love Love, free as air at sight of human ties, Spreads his light wings, and in a moment flies. We conceal it from ourselves in vain--we must always love something. In those matters seemingly removed from love, the feeling is secretly to be found, and man cannot possibly live for a moment without it.

Right Before Death
Many years have come and gone since I laid upon the table with a knife cutting on my body.And many roads have I travelled.I have been apart large cities,and in the middle of small towns.I have come across the world,and seen many empires.Friends have always been apart of me that,never changed.Once a day,once a night,a month,or a year we get together and talk about how life has been treating the other over a cup of coffee,a glass of tea,or a cold beer.And lovers that come a dime a dozen.A kindred spirit.A soul mate. But until here recently . I found My heart and soul.I have came across few I didnt like and some that will always be my rock.I have lived and died over and over again.Some choices was good,and some bad.But,the good did outweigh the bad.Times has been dark and grim,and full of sunshine all wrapped up in one.I have set at the tables with the rich and powerful,And fed my children bologna sandwiches for Christmas.I have walked the street in the cold winter and open the door to a

24 Bikini Babes
With the addition of the final 8 this month, we now have 24 bikini clad Carolina cuties in our Summer 07 Special Feature Bikini Babes! Find a cool spot and enjoy viewing them all! Charlie http://charliesimages.com

Grief
I want my friend - my counsel. But he's never going to come to me. He's not presently in his office on the other side of the gardens. He won't receive my message. He won't call me back to make sure I'm alright. He will not come to look. He will not find me. I need you more than anything; anyone. Oh God if only I could just talk to you. I need you to catch me. Hold me. I felt a tear a well in my eye. Before it had chance to run down down my face I caught it with the tip of my finger and I flicked it onto the ground. Has it planted a seed? Will it become a tree? If so, what fruit will it bear? Will it taste bitter; sour? Perhaps my tear tree won't fruit at all. I died for a third time today. Will I be born again before the sun sets? If you were here... If you were... We could enjoy this view together - the haze in the far. Magnolia trees, apple and cherry blossom. The birdsong, the pheasant darting in and out of the hedges. The flagstone floor. Daf

Who Wants To Win A Free Blast?
Would you like to win a blast? Durring the Beach party in the Hot Rocks Radio Lounge we will be giving away a blast to one lucky listener. Saturday, 9pm to Midnight Eastern time. Must be present to win. Click on either picture and then subscribe to the lounge so you can return for the Beach Party Saturday night. Feel free to wear your best beach attire as your main photo.. I know I will... hehehe.

A Sad Poem
I pray for you my Charlotte I know you've not gone far Hear my words of love for you And the child that you are I pray for your forgiveness For I wasn't there to save you from the darkness that caught you unaware I beg you pray for Mother She knows not what she did She drowned her soul in tears When they closed the coffin lid Tomorrow they condemn her To the fate she suffered you She won't die from beating Like the one she gave to you Mother will die quickly It's what the jury says is fair She'll be rested when she joins you She'll be strapped into the chair

Dads Heath
Well the time has finally come. The time I have been dreading for the past two years. The doctor has put my dad on hospice because of his cancer and other illnesses. He is finally to sick for my mom to care for by herself. I lived with my parents for the longest time helping my mom with my father, as he got sicker and sicker. I decided to move out of their house for lots of reasons mostly selfish ones. Two main ones were my final decisions makers. The first is the fact that I hated my kids growing up in that environment watching him go down hill. The second is I wanted to be with the man that I truly love. I have been gone for almost one whole year. I left at the end of July in 2006. As July 2007 approaches I fell guilty that I left when I did. A lot has happen to me in the last year. I'm still with the one I love Mike. I have gotten a good paying job that has allowed me to become indepent and support my four kids. I have gotten my own vehicle a Dodge Grand Caravan. I don't want to hea

Fragile
Six thoughts at once I can't focus on one Seven days a week but my life has just begun So caught in emotion and I'm overcome As I'm falling down I come undone Sometimes I feel like I'm alone Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong Sometimes I feel so frail so small Sometimes I feel vulnerable Sometimes I feel a little fragile A little fragile In six thousand years what will this mean? Words from the heart or a melody So caught in emotion and I'm overcome As I'm falling down I come undone Sometimes I feel like I'm alone Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong Sometimes I feel nothing at all Sometimes I feel vulnerable Sometimes I feel a little fragile A little fragile If people can see right through my eyes like an open door that I can't disguise I won't be afraid from the tears I cry I'll not run I'll not hide this is how I feel inside A little fragile A little fragile Sometimes I feel like I'm alone Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong So

Volkswagon Pic
Here is the story that goes with the volkswagon picture... I would do the same thing with my Anaconda but I would have to drive a semi truck... ------------------------------------ Nelly Node's Volkswagen Beetle The police of Los Angeles have recently had a lot of fun, when they were filling out papers to register a series of car accidents. As it turned out, drivers were losing control and running into other vehicles because of a giant women's pubis, which they could see displayed on the front part of an oncoming car. The LA police started desperately looking for the unfortunate pubis and came upon the tracks of a young hairdresser named Nelly Node. Nelly's passion for arts made the young woman photograph her own crotch and put the zoomed picture on her Volkswagen Beetle. Nelly decided to use such a shameless method to prepare her college course work, in which she analyzed the art of design. The witty student's idea worked for the college professors: she was proud

60k & My Wonderful Wife
So, the two things in the title really have nothing to do with each other, but they work to help my mind not wander too much (not that it ever strays too far). My car, on the way to work today turned over 60,000 miles. I have had it just UNDER 2 years... that's right... TWO years!! I have driven a little over 30,000 miles per year for two years!!! Considering I was driving 110 miles round trip to work for about 6 months right after I got "her" my Corolla has been doing great. I treat her well, but she has some cuts and scratches over that 60K miles. Nothing to keep her from running for about another 100,000, but enough to make me think about taking care of her a little better. She is our long-trip car and our short trip car and our do anything or nothing car and "Latoya" (that is what I call her) is doing well. I do think I need to get her some new shoes though, she has been running for 60K on her original pair, so it should be about that time. The treadwear indicates they are good, bu

What Time Of Day Are You?
You Are Sunrise You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. What Time Of Day Are You? This is so true!

Awesome.
so i wake up this morning in total darkness. it was a massive blackout. apparently not just the block this time but the whole damn town. i'm sure my cell phone will die soon and i had to wait til i got here an hour ago to get coffee. today is going to SUCK.

The Little Girl And The Wrinkles
A little girl is sitting on her grandpa's lap and studying the wrinkles on his old face. She gets up the nerve to rub her fingers over the wrinkles. Then she touches her own face and looks more puzzled. Finally the little girl asks, "Grandpa, did God make you?" "He sure did honey, a long time ago," replies her grandpa. "Well, did God make me?" asks the little girl. "Yes, He did, and that wasn't too long ago," answers her grandpa. "Boy," says the little girl, "He's sure doing a lot better job these days, isn't He?"

Junk Cuz I Am Board
You opened it, you have to do it. 3 Names You Go By: 1.Jess 2. jessi 3.Jester 2. Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. Bra 2. undies Looovvve Survey You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY! [01] Do you still have feelings for your ex? not at this point [02] Have you ever been given roses? YES but could use some more [03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie? While you were sleeping [04] How many times have you honestly been in love? 2 [05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? ABSOLUTELY [06]What is something you wish for? Money and a place of my own [07] Have you ever had your heart broken? YES [08] Your thoughts on online or long distance relationships? Don't know, have never really tried [9] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend? Yes, but that never works out [10] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"? YES!!!!!! [11] How many kids do you want to have? I have three

The Scum Manifesto (excerpts)
THE SCUM MANIFESTO by Valerie Solanas Life in this society being, at best, an utter bore and no aspect of society being at all relevant to women, there remains to civic-minded, responsible, thrill-seeking females only to overthrow the government, eliminate the money system, institute complete automation and destroy the male sex. It is now technically possible to reproduce without the aid of males (or, for that matter, females) and to produce only females. We must begin immediately to do so. Retaining the male has not even the dubious purpose of reproduction. The male is a biological accident: the y(male) gene is an incomplete x(female) gene, that is, has an incomplete set of chromosomes. In other words, the male is an incomplete female, a walking abortion, aborted at the gene stage. To be male is to be deficient, emotionally limited; maleness is a deficiency disease and males are emotional cripples. As emotions themselves are the symptoms of a crippling disease I think it i

Have You Ever?
Have you ever gotten into a arguement with someone that is just off their fucking rocker. That everything they say is a lie and way off base? I used to have a best friend who turned into a crackhead and recently just got back in touch with me. She said it was to apologize but at the same time actually admits to nothing really. And every hurt that she did to me when I say well you did this she just comes off with some lie. I am ranting here. I know I can't win this. And I guess I just thought someday she might really need to realize what she did. I don't think that day has come. I probably shouldn't hold my breath for it. I am just so pissed that our friendship ended like that and she choose drugs over me and her family. She says she is clean now and I believe that but everything else just seems like excuse after excuse. I know people will say just let it go get over it and so on. I guess I supressed my pain over the past couple of years. She is off her gosh damn rocker and I can't chan

Check Out My Little Buddy Gifted Jorrin Tyler
Young musician rocks Jorrin Tyler plays bluegrass in the blazing heat By Hugh S. Welsh | hugh.welsh@examiner.net A gust of wind rippled toward the brown and blonde tuft of hair aloft Jorrin Tyler's head as he took the stage at the Night Out Against Crime event held Tuesday evening in downtown Blue Springs. His hair, a mulleted compromise between Tyler and his father, Rich, barely flinched. As Jorrin's fingertips scratched the strings to the acoustic guitar nearly too big for his arms to handle, he began to sing in his folksy, high-pitched croon. The amplifier coughed and moaned in protest. It was to be one of those nights. "They didn't set-up the equipment properly," said Rich, perspiration inundating his brow. "They had no idea he was going to be singing tonight." Jorrin, however, wasn't about to call it a night - despite the equipment problems, despite the sparse crowd, despite the inconvenience of having to occasionally push up the oversized shades sliding down

Of Interest
This year the Houston Museum District Day is on August 18th, 2007 from 10am to 5pm Parking in the Museum District There are numerous places to park throughout the Museum District. Parking is available in the free lots at the MFAH on Bissonnet and Main and Main and Oakdale; The Menil Collection, Holocaust Museum Houston; John P. McGovern Museum of Health & Medical Science; Houston Center for Contemporary Craft and Houston Zoo. Paid parking garages and lots include: the lot at The Children’s Museum of Houston; the MFAH garage on Binz; Houston Museum of Natural Science garage; Rice University and the Park Plaza Hospital parking garage. METRORail If you take the METRORail to the Museum districtdistrict, you may park your vehicle at the South Fannin Park and Ride Lot for the entire day. For METRO information please visit www.ridemetro.org. Houston Museum of Natural Science, One Hermann Circle Drive in Hermann Park, (713) 639-4629, www.hmns.org From a giant T-Rex to

Me Myself And I
You know I was sitting back the other day thinking... and I think that most people that look at my profiles or yada yada so on... know basically next to nothing about me... so I thought Id do a sort of blog personality profile on myself... here goes... I was born in Toowoomba, Queensland in australia on the bright old day of jan 30th in the year 1985 (january thirtieth should be made into a public holiday!) I was a babbly little brat (in a nice way) pretty much all through my childhood.... big blue eyes went a long way in helping wrap people around my little pinky... my parents split up when I was 6 months old... then they both remarried (other people) and I lived with my dad for most of my younger years before starting the journey that affects all divorcee children... yes.. the moving between parents/relatives/complete strangers.... I actually only started that after my dad remarried for the second time and I developed a passionate hatred for my 2nd stepmom... and incidentally m

Friday Links: Bob Kelly, Is Tom Alive? - Xray Photos Online, New O&a Video, Traveling Virus Coming To Va, New Video Online, What The Hell Is That - Ag
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Hap-Hap-Happy Friday everybuddy! It's raining like hell in the New York area, but it's got to be sunny somewhere, right? We hope your week is ending a little drier than ours is. Today on the POgram, Robert Kelly is once again in studio, filling in for our pal Jim Norton, and E Rock has confessed his love for Pink Flamingos (and we've been tormenting him all morning with plastic lawn flamingos). Want to see the in-studio guests and hilarity LIVE as it happens? Turn on your PALTALK. (or we could be honest, and assume that you're already doing that watching all the lovely Ladies of PALTALK, who spend their mornings showering, sleeping nude, getting dressed, or having the morning sex. Naked ladies just rule.) It's also 'Is Tom Alive?' Friday, and lucky for us... he IS! But if these Chest X-Rays are any indication, he may not be for much longer. Thanks to Sam, we have some new O&A Show Video online: SUPERBAD: Jon

Weird Facts About Me
I was having a conversation with a friend the other day and we were talking about the weird things we do that make us unique... so I thought Id make a list of my faults and greatness for anyone who's interested... I snore.. sometimes loudly, expecially when Im drunk... and thats when Im not talking or even (I've been told) *singing* in my sleep... not to mention once I woke up kicking an ex in the leg because I thought he was a bulldog that was attacking me (this was after a happy hour night with friends) I used to play the clarinet... the euphonium... and *yes* the tuba in highschool... also piano out of it... and I used to be in the colour guard (flag waving) group in the marching band I've done two many musicals in my life to remeber... I love ancient history, specially archaeology... I actually had plans to do it when I was younger but they never worked out... I secretly harbour a hero worship for romance writers I definitely want to go back to the past if a way i

Flyboy Fun
"Squawks" are problems noted by the U.S Airforce pilots and left for maintenance crews to fix before the next flight. Here are some actual complaints logged by air force pilots and the replies from the maintenance crew: (c) = Complaint (s) = solution (c) Left inside main tire almost need replacement. (s) Almost replaced left inside main tyre. (c) Test flight OK, except auto land very rough. (s) auto land not installed on this aircraft. (c) No. 2 Propeller seeping Prop fluid. (s) No. 2 propeller seepage normal - No. 1, 3 and 4 propellers lacking normal seepage. (c) something loose in cockpit. (s) something tightened in cockpit. (c) evidence of leak in right main landing gear. (s) evidence removed. (c) DME volume unbelievably loud. (s) Volume set to a believable level. (c) Dead bugs on winshield. (s) Live bugs ordered. (c) Autopilot in altitude hold mode produces a 200 fpm descent. (s) cannot reproduce this problem on ground. (c) IFF inoperative. (

Hmm
well, new here... just saying hi, because I can :D will defintely blog more later, probably copy my other attempts at blogging over to here... on myspace as well if you feel this place isnt enough, plus Im more likely to update it more... www.myspace.com/naval_kitten but for now, its late... and its market day tomorrow.. Woot! TGIF

Pain In The But
Today work was just that a pain in the but. We jsut got through Inventory week and now are getting slamed w/ a lot of grocy and General Mertandice trucks. Talk about total chayos and absolutly no room for any more palats of merchandice in the back room. I supose it is the price one must pay when working for a store like Wal-Mart and hopfualy we will get every thing worked and the amount of trucks coming in return back to normal so it isent half as bad as it is at curent. At least my shift is over for another day. Time to get to bed and start a whole new day of work again.

Plz Help Diablo
diablo has been out there helpin alot of ppl. i know i have seen his work with alot of yall. he really needs a hand in the contest. diablo is there fer alot of us. cant we be there fer him??? I AM IN THE BEST MORPH CONTEST....IT WILL PROBABLY BE MY LAST CONTEST I AM GOING TO BE IN...IF AT ALL POSSABLE CAN WE MAKE IT A GOOD ONE...I KNOW I HAVE HELPED PLENTY OUT ON HERE...NOW IS THE TIME TO GIVE SOME BACK...PLEASE...DIABLO AND CAN WE REPOST THIS AND KEEP IT GOING

Running Away
"Running Away" I don't want you to give it all up And leave your own life collecting dust And I don't want you to feel sorry for me You never gave us a chance to be And I don't need you to be by my side To tell me that everything's alright I just wanted you to tell me the truth You know I'd do that for you So why are you running away? Why are you running away? Cause I did enough to show you that I Was willing to give and sacrifice And I was the one who was lifting you up When you thought your life had had enough And when I get close, you turn away There's nothing that I can do or say So now I need you to tell me the truth You know I'd do that for you So why are you running away? Why are you running away? Is it me, is it you Nothing that I can do To make you change your mind Is it me, is it you Nothing that I can do Is it a waste of time? Is it me, is it you Nothing that I can do To make you change your mind So why are you running away? Why are you runni

“letter Home”
“Letter Home” By Paul R. Mays 8/9/2007 Mom and Dad, If you are reading this it means I’m not coming home. I am writing this letter because my unit and I are about to insert north of Baghdad in a strike on a bomb making factory that’s making IED’s and it come time for some payback. Mom, I will miss your blackberry cobbler when dinners done and all the little things that you do when I’m home that makes it a place of love and family. I know this will hurt you to the soul but I want you to understand that I and many others knew what we were doing and my eyes also water up, not because of what we deal with here but for what you will have to endure if you get this letter. I only wish I could take the pain from your heart so you could feel nothing but joy but I know that joy is the furthest feeling from your heart at this moment. But try to remember the moments we shared when you taught me of love and family. I have taken that with me in every mission and it sustains me when the

Mafia Godfather
A Mafia Godfather finds out that his bookkeeper has cheated him out of ten million bucks. The bookkeeper is deaf; the Godfather figured a deaf bookkeeper could not hear anything he might have to testify about. When the Godfather goes to confront the bookkeeper about his missing $10 million, he brings along his attorney, who knows sign language. The Godfather tells the lawyer "Ask him where the ten million bucks he embezzled from me is." The attorney, using sign language, asks the bookkeeper where the money is. The bookkeeper signs back: "I don't know what you are talking about." The attorney tells the Godfather: "He says he doesn't know what you're talking about." The Godfather pulls out a pistol, puts it the bookkeeper's temple and says, "Ask him again!" The attorney signs to the bookkeeper: "He'll kill you if you don't tell him!" The bookkeeper signs back: "OK! You win! The money is in a brown briefcase, buried behind the shed in my cousin Enzo's backyard in Queens!" The Godfather

Their Fate
Their Fate By: MHG a.k.a.Proud Mary She wanted to join him hand in hand In finding his pot of gold... To walk with him through all of his voyages, To sing his songs on her lips She wanted to speak all his thoughts, To ensnare the chaotic emotions in his heart... She wanted to write the melodies and tunes of her life upon his skin And the beats and music of his life upon hers She wanted to shield his heart from further pain Gently absorb and lock all the hate into her veins Oh! What kind of twisted hands does fate have??? Turning their right into wrong She wanted to hear her laughter radiate from his voice Let the glow from his eyes shine through hers And let her tears dry upon his cheeks For she laments to a great loss She is his addiction He is her healing Why meet when they were bound to never touch?

Job Search
Well to start off,my job blows goat ass! I need to find a job with a better schedule but pays just as good or better then what I am getting now. Which to say is very hard to find in the State of North Dakota eh!...lol! Anywho...I recently went down to Las Vegas,and tested for a job with the Las Vegas Metropolitan Police Department or (LVMPD). I failed the written test!...I feel like such a loser...but it was a tough test and I only missed it by two,bummer. I can go back in November and retest but I'm having issues wether i should go back or not, is this the right move or not? I'm I the type of person for this job?...I don't know! I'm a Heavy Construction Equipment Operator by trade and it is what I am very passionate about sooooooo...the whole cop thing is not looking so good. Buuutt!!..Heavy Equipment Operators don't get paid worth a damn in North Dakota and most are laid off come winter freeze up. I'm thinking about moving back out to the Tacoma,WA area and seeing if I can get a job

How Can A Mother Kill Her Kids?? This Makes Me Sick!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Magikal Moments 4 U Date: Aug 9, 2007 2:28 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ~Kathy~Date: Aug 9, 2007 2:29 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: dawnDate: Aug 9, 2007 9:32 AM "Who killed your children?" the officer asked."I killed my children." Her eyes were blank."Why did you kill your children?""Because I'm a bad mother."For about seventeen minutes, they pressed her for details of exactly how she had proceeded that morning. She had gotten out of bed around 8:10 and had waited for her husband, Rusty, to leave for work at nine. The children were all awake and eating cereal. Andrea had some, too. Once Rusty was gone, Andrea went into the bathroom to turn on the water and fill the tub. The water came within three inches from the top. Then one by one, she drowned three of her sons, Luke, age 2; Paul, age 3; and John, age 5. She put them in facedown and held them a

Coming Home
I crawl into bed trembling. Emotions cling to me from the words I have written, shared passion with strangers. I echo with lust. In his sleep he feels me, senses the places I am in. He reaches for me in the warmth of our bed and pulls me under him. His body fills mine before his eyes are even open. He reclaims his spaces, my body his bed. He fits me to perfection, taking away everything that is hollow. Tender, my knees against his ribs, Fragile my feet clasped in his hands. I love him. His body is my home.

Agony
Dark gashes in the deep run red from the soul no key can set ree keeping the knives shackled close to his bleeding heart. The deep crimson glistening as a black moon sets in a lost land as he watches fear laughing and dancing as his tortured spirit weeps. A cache of eclipsed rage pounds in anger reflecting the fire of a soul unable to speak above a whisper. Weakened legs of turmoil collapsing in on themselves noise wanting to escape the eternal dark shadows of never ending corridors. His hands searching for the source of the deafening voices of the past his heart finally suffocating in the open air gasping and clawing at the glass walls of nothingness. kzh

Choices We Have
It's Friday and I just wanted to wish each and everyone of you a wonderful day and weekend. I normally do not get the time to visit everyone to smile at you and say hi. So I wanted to take this time to say hey I'm smilin at ya and I think you're great. Have a wonderful day!

Choices
Sometimes the choices made in Life are not the right ones and even seem wrong and unfair to others. But as a Man you stand behind your choices and the decisions you make. I have made tough choices and have been brought to task as a mean spirited person but every choice I make is made for a reason. If I choose to bring something to light that causes someone pain I am sorry for the pain but the deception that was brought out was even more painful if left untouched. Sometines a Man can only take so much and decides what would he want if he was in the other persons shoes. I might be seen as selfish but in this case I stand by what I did and would do it again. I hope that in time this person I really do not know understands that what I did was not for selfish reasons as I was hurt and I lost in this situation. I only thought that the truth needed to be shown.The Friend I betrayed only needs to look in the mirror to understand why I did what I did. When you push to long the other person fina

Well Well Well
As some of you may be aware that I have been on a quest to find more writers to help me with the projects, well I had just about given up looking when I get a message from Sarahmarie yesterday, saying she loved me sense of humour, was the same age as her and she loved the artwork, anyway we got chatting found out she was a writer and we are going to be collaborating on the guide books and stuff which I am chuffed. The spookiest thing of all is that she was actually born on the same day, same year and practially at the same time, spooky huh, we got on like a house on fire and I have a real good feeling about this Will keep you posted

First Day Back At Curves
So Thursday morning after I signed back up while I was there I was shown how to use the machines and went ahead and did my first workout-felt really good! I slept better yesterday than I have in months 8 solid hours without waking up! I cant tell you how long that has been! My starting measurements,weight, and bodyfat % were rather shocking and as brave as some of you are saying I am for putting myself out there, I am NOT going to post these! LOL I will however post all my monthly check in stats to let you know how I'm improving!I'm hoping this will motivate me to do as much as I can as I will be checking in with all of you as well.I was considering drastically changing my diet as well but decided one lifestyle change at a time will be more successful so for this week I am commiting to working out 4-5 days. Next week I'm going to continue that but add 100 oz water daily- 5 colored bracelets- one for each 20 oz bottle of water I drink- every time I finish one I remove a bracelet.AF

The Genie
A Husband takes his wife to play her first game of golf.....Of course, the wife promptly whacked her first shot right through the window of the biggest house adjacent to the course. The husband cringed, "I warned you to be careful! Now we'll have to go up there, find the owner, apologize and see how much your lousy drive is going to cost us." So the couple walked up to the house and knocked on the door. A warm voice said, "Come on in." When they opened the door they saw the damage that was done: glass was all over the place, and a broken antique bottle was lying on its side near the broken window. A man reclining on the couch asked, "Are you the people that broke my window?" "Uh...yeah, sir. We're sure sorry about that," the husband replied. "Oh, no apology is necessary. Actually I want to thank you... You see, I'm a genie , and I've been trapped in that bottle for a thousand years. Now that you've released me, I'm allowed to grant three wishes. I'll give you each

Another Aim Convo Between Me And My Sons Mother....real Bad
Do you know this person? Report IM Spam xnightdrivesx (6:34:07 PM): im moving to va. xnightdrivesx (6:34:19 PM): he just asked me too. BraydensDaddy211 (7:52:45 PM): ? BraydensDaddy211 (7:53:30 PM): well you have fun ok xnightdrivesx (6:52:34 PM): thanks i will. xnightdrivesx (6:52:48 PM): i told you you have to live with your choice forever. xnightdrivesx (6:52:49 PM): and you do. BraydensDaddy211 (7:54:14 PM): Ok xnightdrivesx (6:53:06 PM): so goodbye BraydensDaddy211 (7:54:40 PM): goodbye stephanie xnightdrivesx signed off at 7:54:44 PM. xnightdrivesx is offline and will receive your IMs when signing back in. xnightdrivesx signed on at 7:56:54 PM. BraydensDaddy211 (8:01:09 PM): Are u sure u really wanna move xnightdrivesx (7:00:08 PM): why BraydensDaddy211 (8:01:45 PM): I am not being mean ok xnightdrivesx (7:00:53 PM): why are you askin me if im sure though? xnightdrivesx (7:00:56 PM): you're movin. BraydensDaddy211 (8:02:21 PM): Whos movin xnightdrivesx (7:01:1

Love Is Madness. Love Is Pain.
Love is madness. Love is pain. Love is power; powerful love that empowers you. Powerful Love that makes you Powerless. Two and a half years ago, he drew a line across my life. And now, I draw sustenance from it...though it scarred my flesh and drew blood when he first traced it lightly with his smile across my life. Today the wound is healed (at least to the eyes it seems). Beneath the scar though, the hurt still throbs new - yet I, perverse in Love draw fresh sustenance from the pain. No wonder I laugh when he say jokingly, that one day...someday he'll hurt me till I ache. Now, don't try to reason out what has been said so far. I know it might make no sense but how does one begin to define something as mysterious as Love especially when you know it has the least to do with reason. Love is funny.

A Twenty Dollar Exercise We All Should Take In..
A weekend full of fun up north is planned for me. A chance to get away and fish, my gosh…it seems like forever since I have done that. We are traveling with two other couples to a family cottage in the Clare, Michigan area. Should be fun, golfing at Eagle Glen and just doing not much more then the day will let me. Sounds good for a change. Good Morning. I thought I would not bring up worldly events, the Hollywood Brats however one new one has emerged…I will not get into that but safely to say she will do her best to either get a jail sentence or community service as well as the other Hot-N Tots have done. But, my message today is of a story I heard years ago. It stuck. I may have it not in the order I heard it. I may have taken a word or two out of it and I may have changed it a hair but the message is still true. Enjoy… A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, ” Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. H

Another Drunkedy Blog.
Hokay, so I'm drunk an d typing very slowly. again. I am such a jerk. I really wish that I that porn would stop playing in the background. Oh wait...Oh hey that's fucked. I wish I didn't like stuff that most people thing is perverted (we're pervects!). It would make my life easier tenfold. Maybe if my cousin hadn't caused me head injuries at the tender age of 6? months I wouldn't have the strange sexual proclivities that I suffer from. I just don't have the energy or wherewithall to go into my more deeply buried psychological problems, not to mention my social problems...(for the uninformed, My Filters SUCK! more unreliable than barry bonds accruing the most homeruns blah, blah, by legal means...) you're lucky that I gave you that much shelter...I have some serious issues and the whole thing drives me nuts. I wish that I could afford the frontal lobotomy, or whatever they procedure they might employ to make at least that part of my life less difficult. But I guess that's ano

Dreams.......
I was taking a nap the other day lol (yes I'm lazy) and I had a dream. I wont go into detail what it was about but, I woke up and for some odd reason I thought about why we have dreams. Do we have dreams because of life experiences? Is it because we are remembering something from the past and it gets all screwy in a dream. You know how dreams are right? They always seem odd or strange. But then I thought if it is true that we have dreams because of things we have seen or done in the past, how is it that babies have dreams and nightmares? They have no life experience to base dream or nightmare on so what do you think they dream about? What if dreams arent about what we have seen and done? Maybe it means something completely different and we just dont understand it at all. Hmm, just wanted to share that and see what you think. Maybe I'm just crazy but it really makes me wonder though, if dreams are from some other source in our brain other than life experience, that could open up a w

Contest Opened At 8 A.m. - New Contestant!
Sexiest person on Fubar Contest! Come rate and bomb your favorite starting at 8 a.m. Eastern this morning! This is a comment bombing contest and most comments wins! Self bombing is allowed and encouraged!!No drama will be allowed!!!Prizes are for 1st place a yacht, 2nd place a corvette,and 3rd place a silver motorcycle! Prizes will be bought on a happy hour after contest ends!!! Each contestant received one comment from me, and unfortunately I can't rate my own pics LOL. So they need YOUR help!!!! If you still want in, let me know, I will be accepting more entries if you don't mind startinb behind! Contest started Friday, August 10th at 8 a.m. est and will end Friday August 17th at 8 a.m. est. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!!!!!!! Esquire - Donna (FuBar WIFE Of ChicaTgurl ~~Lady TxCowGirl) - Chris (jokerLUVSboobs~RECRUITER of P.D.Y~ PANDORA'S PIMP) - Kelbel - Doing88 (name withheld cuz he's a PITA!) -

Going To War!
Mighty Lord, preserve us from jeopardy. Take Thee now faith and love, thine inheritance. Grant vict'ry o'er our treacherous and cruel enemies, and to our land bring peace. O Mighty Lord, hear our lowly prayer, And by Thy shining, holy light Grant us, O Lord, peace again. O Mighty Lord, hear our prayer and save our people. Forever, forever. Amen.

Mass Deletion In Progress!!
Ok I am cleaning my lists out like MAD And i mean CLEANING Them out if you dont talk to me and dont want to be on my friends list dont say anything to me and youll be gone, if you wish to remain then Drop me a line

Hey
hey yall just wanted to send out a big howdy to you all.i updated my profile to where i got music and what was suppose to be a background but didnt work.so hopefully things will speed up hopefully without all my typos.pretty soon i should be getting back to my original spot on the radio for you all to tune in.please show some love for me try get some friends to add me and if any hot females wants to crush me may do so i am not real picky i have noticed it is around 18-31 weird but sahow some love for me and help me out with here and when i get back on air again.talk to you all later

Angel
I'm goin' to be an angel here soon... He took my breath away. Soon, I'll be free. Not havin' a care in the world. His love will set me free. He'll never know how I truly feel for him. Because I can't express enough in words. So only the world can see how I truly feel. Everythin' will be blissfully perfect. And I can live in peace & harmony. Don't take my hand, I'm goin' alone without you. You stay here, you can be happy again. You deserve it. That's why I'm goin' to be an angel here soon. Linsey Schnepper Aug 9, 2007

Thanks
I dreamed of u last nite.. i came home from a long day at work.. an took my long hot bath.. went to my room and layed next to my little one.. i went to sleep with a smile on my face.. from 8pm till 5am i sleep.. an the all i dreamed about was being asleep in ur arms.. more or less like the last time we was together.. i just wish it was longer.. thank for the smile u gave me.. thanks for being caring enough to let me be held when i needed it.. an i am glad i was there when u needed to be held too.. thanks for being my friend..

Thinking Out Loud
half truths are they really being honest or is it a way of being dishonest and convincing yourself your not really lieing to someone. never been one to say what if always did what i thought was right went after what i wanted always tried to follow what my head and my heart told me to even though i've never been one to follow the rules hell i've broken about every rule known but i've never hurt anyone intentionally and i go to bed at night without a guilty concience. life well some things you cant control most things you can you cant help help who you are attracted to who you care about but if they dont give you anything in return half truths or pain you can control how long you will take it even tho walking away isnt what you want to do pride is a hell of a thing and i wont let anyone take it from me life well i was always told if your to scared to live life then your not really living

All That There Is
All that there is Siting here thinking Is this all it is All that it's made up of All that I am made for Looking Seeing Knowing Touching OH god once again Here and thinking Nothing is like it was Yet nothing has changed All that is All that was Yet nothing more Siting here Knowing Feeling Seeing They not even caring Just the same All that it is All that it's made up of All that I am made for

Shadows Of A Dream
Shadows of a Dream Shadows of a dream Shattered hopes Of something more Withered flowers Dripping with blood Stained with tears Nothing left Empty shell.. Of what was Soul to the heavens put in the ground A stone "In Loving Memory" Four years later Missing you Knowing my dreams Will not come to pass Nothing left I will join you Shadows of a dream Stained with tears Nothing left Not even me

She Is...
In a way I never imagined possible I opened myself up to her. She took me for all that I am, and showed me more then I ever knew was possible. A feeling of warmth that comes from within has been bestowed upon me, by what is simply put, the most beautiful girl in the world. My words do not shine, and they look dull in comparison to her. She holds all that is left in me, and I give it up willingly. I sometimes cry myself to sleep from the war torn scars from my past love. I feel no pain any longer.

World Of Nothing
World Of Nothing In this world A world of nothing I have found A soul so lost A mind so confused A heart so broken A place of lies In this world Nothing to come I have found People with no thoughts People with no goals People of nothing In this world Created by something But left with nothing A world not worth saving themselves A world of nothing

Finally Friday!
Good morning everyone! Hope you all are having a good Friday. I am off of work today with nothing to do! Any suggestions? I was just watching the most beautiful sunrise. The sky went from bright red to bright orange and now back to blue. wish I could have taken pictures of that. Well, everyone have a good day. I'll be around. :)

A Kiss For Her And I
I want to feel your soft gentle lips upon mine. A soft kiss, in which I can feel the moisture that glistens your lips reach out to touch mine. Your tongue encircles mine and we feel alive together, binding our souls together in an unplanned out motion leaving our minds wondering as to what will happen next.

How Safe Do You Feel
150 years ago, President Lincoln found it necessary to hire a private investigator - Alan Pinkerton for protection. That was the beginning of the Secret Service. Since that time, the federal government has produced a large number of multi-letter agencies such as: FBI, CIA, INS, IRS, DEA, BATF, etc., etc. Now we have the "Federal Air Transportation Airport Security Service ". Can't you see them now, these 'highly trained' men and women in their black outfits with jackets saying across their backs: F. A. T. A. S. S. The FATASS's are of course supervised by a special section of the Home Land Security Section known as: Airport Security Service Home Office Logistics Enhancement Section or the A.S.S.H.O.L.E.S. I feel safer already

A Fleeting Thought.
sometimes I get lost in thought, my mind focuses on the abstract, and I lose sight of what I first began to think upon. My gaze on this thing we call life becomes filled with haze, and I no longer feel anything. My life simply does not matter, and all that is around me just simply fails to exist.

8-9-07
Survey # 2567 Best... [1.] Male friend: Joe [2.] Female friend: Barbara [3.] Vacation: Daytona [4.] Time of Day: Night [5.] Day of the week: Friday [6.] Food: Seafood [7.] Memory: seeing a shooting star in the moonlit sky while swimming in the ocean. Last... [1.] Person you saw: Dennis [2.] Talked to on the phone: Joe [3.] Text: Brian [4.] IM: Barbara [5.] Message over myspace: Crystal Today... [1.] What are you doing now: filling this out [2.] What are you wearing right now: A pink night gown w/ cherries on it [3.] Better than yesterday?: No way! Tomorrow... [1.] Is: Friday [2.] Got any plans: well someone wants to come over, but I'm not sure yet. [3.] Dislikes about tomorrow: *shrugs* Favorite... [1.] Number: 77 [2.] Song: Far Away- Nickelback [3.] Color: Blue [4.] Season: in the North- Fall/ South- Summer Currently... [1.] Missing: Alot [2.] Mood: Tired [3.] Wanting: Cuddles True or False: [I am a cuddler]: True [I am a morning

Just One Of Those Days ...
ever had one of those days when you just do not care. seems like too much effort to worry, to think and to do anything. that would be how I feel today. *sigh* feel like no body switched the light on in my brain this morning. feels weird. was riding the bike to school this morning and I so easily could of had an accident just because I was off in fairy land. ever had that feeling like you're not moving, but you physically are moving, like walking on a treadmill, the scenery changes but you're not going anywhere. really is a mind fuck I know. got this eery gut feeling of loneliness as well. creeps up every now and then but I try and bury it. this will sound so pathetic and desperate but I miss love but more than anything else I miss being loved. however I do not get this from anyone, not even my family. just makes me sad and lonely. yeah, just one of those days ...

Life
EVERYBODY, STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL ON SEPTEMBER 11TH... NO MATTER WHAT SCHOOL YOU GO TO, WHAT STATE YOU LIVE IN, THINK ABOUT IT... TEACHERS SHOW UP AND NOBODY IS IN CLASS... THEN THEY'LL LEAVE... TELL A LOT OF PEOPLE AND LETS SEE IF WE CAN MAKE IT ON NEWS... WHY SEPTEMBER 11TH? CAUSE ITS A DAY WE SHOULD NOT BE IN SCHOOL BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED.. WE GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A BUNCH OF DEAD PRESIDENTS BUT WE DON'T GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A MASS MURDER OF PEOPLE WE PROBABLY KNEW? AND ALL THE AMAZING FIRE FIGHTERS THAT DIED FOR THIS COUNTRY!EVERYBODY, STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL ON SEPTEMBER 11TH... COUNTRY!! ... JUST KEEP REPOSTING AND TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW...NO SCHOOL SEPT. 11TH!

Landslide
At the edge. On the dawn. The humidity makes me miss spring. The cicadas make me miss silence. The complications and changes makes me miss childhood. The hunger makes me miss fairly fresh blue cheese. Puppy dreams. Waking nightmares.

Ever Have One Of Those Days???
Well,to start off after work yesterday,i called the bank and checked on the balance of my checking account(which i so need to do a better job of!!) Something came through that i didnt think would just yet(so there goes two hundred dollars right out of my account) Here i am trying to figure out where to come up with the money to make up for it.Finally got that taken care of,then my son and i start to leave to go to the store and my car has a flat!! Yeap, and the jack that is in the car is a piece of crap and we cant use it.My son takes me to the store on his motorcycle and that wasnt fun bc we start arguing at each other that lasted about two hrs and he leaves for alittle while and when he gets back, he tells me he has a flat also..So,i called my boyfriend to see if he can change the tire on my car after he gets off work.He comes over at three in the morning,takes the tire off and puts the dounut on and low and behold, the damn dounut is flat. You would think that if you just get a new

I'm Pregnant!
I've been with my boyfriend on and off for 6 years. We've gone through some of the worst times in my life. However, every best time in my life has been with him. A few days ago I found out I am pregnant and we without hesitation started lauging and hugging and kissing and smiling. This will be my first child, as well as his. Our money situation is good right now but not exactly stable (we just started a business so even though it's doing well, who knows if it will stay that way). I've wanted a baby with him since I fist started dating him. For all of you parents out there, I want to know, do kids really mess up a relationship? I'm scared to death something like that will happen. My boyfriend and I have somewhat of an open relationship. I'm bisexual and of course, he doesn't mind. We don't lie to each other no matter what and we have the same goals, fantasies, and ways of thinking. BUT I'M STILL SCARED TO DEATH! What if I'm not a good mother, or we break up and have to seper

Feed Me
Feed Me His presence in the room always causes her body to react. She stands there naked... waiting. Her legs tremble slightly as they continue to hold her upright. Resisting the urge to look at the clock since He last spoke to her concerning this. She knows she's been standing there waiting for some time. She also knows that He's doing this on purpose. Her pussy reacts to the thought. The darkness continues to surround her entire body until it's broken momentarily by the opening of the door across from her. Standing in the light given from the door is a dark figure. She knows it's Him, and her pussy begins it's ritual moan, aching, weeping. She continues to stand as the figure gets larger, nearing her, beginning to block the light from the doorway entirely. "Down!" comes His single word command. Obediently she drops to her knees, slightly spread open for the coolness of the air to touch her pussy. Bowing her head until told otherwise. With a single hand He grabs h

What I'd Like To Do To You
What I'd Like To Do To You I'd love to touch you... just look you over... up and down as my hands travelled everywhere... watch your eyes as I touched you... softly my hands roam your body... finding all that I need to know... like the most sensual piece of brail... MMMMMMmmmmmm and when I know neither of us could stand anymore... I'd kiss you... softly... teasingly... until it turned more urgent... passionate... so that our hunger for each other started to take over... I'd lay you back and straddle you... make your entire body ache with need for me... until you are begging me... begging to feel yourself inside me... I'd hold your cock and moan from the hardness within my grasp... I'd pump on you and watch your eyes as you moved your hips trying to fuck my hand... MMMMMMMMmmmmmmm I'd want to drive you so fucking crazy... and then... when you've had enough... I'd want to get down on my knees before you... looking up at you as I took hold of your cock and l

Assult On My Dreams
Assult On My Dreams He feels the coolness of the sheets as he rolls over and presses his hard cock against the bed, His eyes close as he hugs his pillow and rubs his cockhead against the bed thinking of her laying there with him. His cock pressing against the folds of her pussy lips, her heat feeding the need in his lions as his cock breaks through her wet lips and into the depths of her pussy. The coolness of the sheets a sharp contrast to the hot wetness of her cunt. Her cunt engulfs him, searing his cock with it's heat. Her wetness running down her legs and over his balls, her hips grinding into his with the desire of trapped passion waiting for his deep thrusts to set it free. She has invaded his waking dreams and his cock awaits her mouth... "milk me me now baby" His waiting hard cock causes her mouth to water as she finds herself licking her lips and lowering down over his body. Slowly and smoothly slithering down feeling the claminess of their skin from their moment of pa

For As Long As We Both Shall Live
love is like a soft summers breeze, softly blowing through the leaves on a tree, leaving you and coming to me, with style and grace, you make my heart race, sending my soul to a special place, tender and true, that is definitely you, you opened my eyes to see, i hope you dont flee, when i get down on one knee, to ask if you would marry me, two hearts ti intertwine, like a fine wine, knowing you will be mine, everything will be fine, to have and to hold, i love you is what you will be told, to the end of time, you as my wife, would fullfill my life, to know you are there, to hear me call you dear, our lives to share, you are for me, now you must see, the love i can give, for as long as we both shall live.........

Daughtery -- Used To
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around. You used to lean on me like The only other choice was falling down. You used to walk with me like We had nowhere we needed to go, Nice and slow, to no place in particular. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be? I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way. I used to listen. You always had just the right thing to say. I used to follow you. Never really cared where we would go, Fast or slow, to anywhere at all. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least

Cup Of Joe's Give Away. Anyone Need A Vip, Blast Or Happy Hour?????
ANOTHER GIVE AWAY! I have 10, 1 MONTH'S VIP'S OR A 7 DAY BLAST FOR 20,000 COMMENTS. (LET ME KNOW) FOR THE FIRST 10 PEOPLE TO REACH THIS. 1, 30 DAY BLAST FOR FOR 50,000 COMMENTS TO THE FIRST PERSON TO REACH THIS. 1, HAPPY HOUR FOR 70,000 COMMENTS TO THE FIRST PEROSN TO REACH THIS. GIVE AWAY WILL START SUNDAY AUG 12 10AM FUBAR TIME AND END SEPT 12 10AM FUBAR TIME. THE ONLY RULES ARE YOU MUST BE A FAN, FRIEND, NO NSFW PICS, AND NO RIPPED PICS WILL BE ENTERED. If you would like to be entered please sent me a private message and I will get you in as soon as possible. Thank you!! ONLY LOOKING FOR PEOPLE THAT REALLY WANT THIS. NO DRAMA PLEASE. (repost of original by 'Cup Of Joe' on '2007-08-09 15:18:40')

Rest In Peace Matt
i have this friend, i met him in january of 2006 in drivers ed class. he didnt live here in bloomington id never seen him before in my life but there was something bout him i just had to talk to him. he had long dirty blonde hair and had this stoner look to himself, he was a stoner. He talked to me first, we fought over this, he asked me the time. then i asked him to bum a cig once and then i use to sit outside before or after class with him and smoke and just talk a bit. over the time period of class we always sat next to each other and pretty much only talked to each other. we exchanged numbers and text back and forth for a long time. we talked on AOL too. After almost a year of not seeing each other the 1st day of january 2007 i got off work and that night on a whim i called him and asked if i could come see him. He lived in a small town outside of streator called ransom, i got directions off the web and hopped in my car telling my mom and dad something and started to drive. the dri

American Flag
According to U.S. law, there are officially designated days that all U.S. flags are to be flown at half-mast (for example: Memorial Day). The President and state governors also have the right to declare certain days that flags are to be flown at half-mast. There is a particular group of U.S. flags that are never lowered to half-mast and appear to "violate" this U.S. Law. These flags were erected by U.S. Military personnel, but those troops will never be accused of doing anything wrong for those violations. These flags are currently displayed today, and they have been for numerous years. Where is this particular group of flags displayed?

As Our Hearts Soar Free
Love is a beautiful thing, its never just a fling, its the emotion and grace, that makes someones heart race, and brings you both to a special place, to hold each others hand, when you are walking through the sand, under the lights of the moon, your hearts feel in tune, to hold each other tight, would truely feel right, to others its a beautiful sight, but to me its my delight, for getting to know you, having you in my life, wondering how you would feel being my wife, to love and hold, to always be told, you are special and unique, no im not a freak, i have a heart of gold, too much i have been told, i'll take care of you when you have a cold, i will always be here for you to hold, i want you as the beat in my heart, i never want us to part, you are very special to me, this much i hope you can see, what our love can truely be, with you standing next to me, as our hearts soar free........................

Legends In Concert At The Imperial Palace
Saw a show at the Imperial Palace - not the most elegant of casinos that one... The show was The Legends in Concert, a show full of impersonators or tribute artists. They have a rotating cast so its different each night. It was okay. It started of with my personal favorite - a Jerry Lee Lewis act. Jerry Lee is the real king of rock and roll and this guy did it well. Next was Gwen Stefani. Might have been better if the sound system didn't eat the highs hurting her and the later Whitney Houston acts. Another highlight was the BLues Brothers. Very good job they did. Last was Elvis. Many call this guy the best Elvis in Vegas but I prefer Trent Carlini at the Sahara. This guy was "Fat Elvis, the Las Vegas years" (a name I gave a ferret years ago) while Carlini is better through more of Elvis's life. Not my favorite show but not bad. Liked seeng a collection of Herbies frmo the latest Herbie Reloaded movie in the lobby.

Native American Horoscope
Native American Horoscope Many Native American cultures have myths and legends where animals are the main characters or play an important role in teaching the younger generation important life lessons. Some of these cultures have created a belief system, or zodiac, based on animal guides. The horoscopes on this page are based on Native American beliefs. Due to the number of indigenous tribes, who do not all have the same beliefs, we have selected some of the more widely accepted zodiacs and totems. January 20 to February 18 (Aquarius) Otter, Magpie Otters are playful, prophetic animals. Otter people are creative, and logical. They have high ideals and tend to seek more from others than is reasonable. They seek the truth above all else. February 19 to March 20 (Pisces) Wolf, Cougar, Whale The wolf is graceful, has initiative, and loves freedom. Wolf people are generally very trusting, and generous with deep feelings towards their loved ones. Their ultimate

Trapped
A man is trapped in a room. The room has only two possible exits: two doors. Through the first door there is a room constructed from magnifying glass. The blazing hot sun instantly fries anything or anyone that enters. Through the second door there is a fire-breathing dragon. How does the man escape?

Hey Guys
Hey guys .... Well Im back online.... I havent been on much .. This moves been hard as hell for us... But I love it up here in IN . The kids are having a blast.... Just wanted to let everyone know how everything was going... I miss all you guys!!!!!!!!!

My Next Adventure - 18th August 2007
Hi friends and family...... if your not wanting to read NSFW then please dont go any further. 18th August 2007 - 8.30pm Sydney I am having my next lil adventure on the abovementioned date. Last month i did my 1st Dungeon play with the Diva..... also did my first bi experience with her. hubby took 240 pics and 90 mins of video which was a blast to look back on. On the 18th I am going a lil further..... we have found 3 other fems who are going to help me live out a lil fantasy. Im being tied to a bed and blindfolded......... then the 3 fems are going to enter the room and oil me up, touching, teasing, kissing, licking, sucking from top to toe. They plan to gently whip, spank, slap also. Hubby is taking the vid cam and digital cam..... and this play will be on webcam also, free webcam btw........... So wish me luck as im nervous as hell....lol. Kylie..x

How To Find Your Animal Totem
How To Find Your Animal Totem An Animal Totem is an important symbolic object used by a person to get in touch with specific qualities found within an animal which the person needs, connects with, or feels a deep affinity toward. You can have several animal guides through out your life. Sometimes an animal guide will come into your life for a short period of time, and then be replaced by another depending on the journey or direction you are headed toward. Your guide will instruct and protect you as you learn how to navigate through your spiritual and physical life. When you find an animal that speaks strongly to you or feel you must draw more deeply into your life, you might fill your environment with images of the animal to let the animal know it's welcome in your space. Animal guides can help you get back to your Earthly roots, and reconnect with nature by reminding you that we are all interconnected. To first do this you need to know what your Animal Totem is. If You Don't

Just Because I Can
I just wanted to say hello to all, it's now 4 am and I have yet to give my pillow any head, so I am going to make this brief, Just want to first start off by saying cyntronics baby, I love you, thanks for another lovely night, you are my world babes,I will talk to you later on. For the rest of you awesome ppl I luvs you too, dont forget that, take care blessed be always, your friend Tequila Sunrise

Chinese Horoscope (freakishly Correct)
Body: Body: DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN..T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. (note from Joe Resendez) WHAT THE FUCK!!! THIS SHIT IS MESSED UP MAN IT WAS LIKE FUCKING DE JA VU A LA VERGA LOL IT WAS FUNNY THOUGH (note from Susi)This really made my heart like jump into my throat. It is majorly creepifying. Honestly I did not even cheat, and it came out with answers I didn't even let myself believe until now.(end note) {NOTE FROM ELANESE}WTF OMFG!! IT WAS SSOOOOO RITE !! THATS FREAKY! REALLY FREAKY. TRY BUT DONT READ AHEAD OR U WILL REGRET IT.. ITS REALY COOL DONT CHEAT! [[NOtE FROM ADRiANA]] YO KiDZ THiS SHiT WORKZ i THOUG iT WAS GOiN tO B SOME DUMB THiN BUT OMG WEN MY lOVER NAME MATHCED && STUF OMG i GOT FREAKED OUt...!! THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING!!!! ... THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME

Fighting...this Is Sad.
Turn up your volume*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes

Don't Quit
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will. When the road you're trudging seems all uphill. When the funds are low and the debts are high. And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns, And many a person turns about When they might have won had they stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow... You may succeed with another blow. Often the struggler has given up when he might Have captured the victor's cup, And he learned too late when the night came down, How close he was to the golden crown, Success is failure turned inside out... So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, It's when things seem worse that you

Pictures
I will leave her page running for a short time. Until I know at least most of her friends have received the message. But I am removing the pictures. Only a few pictures of Ashlee smiling and happy will remain on the page. Thank-You. Kristin

My Life
Um ya......Where to start....I have been in a relationship with a guy for more than 7 years And there are attachments. You see he tells me he loves me and that he wants to come home but when I call him he can never talk to me. I don't know what the deal is. I don't know if I should hang on or let go. Some people come to me and say "You and (my boyfriend?) aren't together any more?". And I ask him why I hear this and he tells me he never said that . But why would I be asked that? What should I do? Keep him because I think too much? or dump him because he is lying to me? Please comment..Thanx

It Is In The Way (( Woman Only ))
It Is In The Way (( Woman Only )) Is it in the way that you Thrust so deeply into the very pits that holds delight, or in the way that I feel Secure to allow you? No, It is in the way your eyes Light up when you see me Gasp with pleasure when you do! Is it in the way that your Tongue flick across my breasts To tease me with thrills, or in the way your fingers Trace across my arching back, Sending sexually charged bolts like butterflies to my stomach? No, it is in the way your body rocks against mine in Perfect unison and balance To spill the juice that your cup holds! Is it in the way your body Tense when you greedily drink from My cup that is always overflowing, or in the way that you savor the sweet tastes from a treasured cup? No, it is in the way you know how special this offering is! Is it in the way that your Lips seek out mine for a long, Sensual, lusting kiss. Or is it in the way that you Clutch to my body when You're caught in the throes of

4 Thnigs!
Four Things you may not know about me.... Four places I have worked: 1. CiCi's Pizza--TX--loved it! 2. Claires--TX---loved it! 3. CiCi's Pizza--GA---loved it! 4. Bed, Bath, and Beyond---GA---it was ok. Four places I have lived: 1. Temple TX 2. Lichtenau, Germany 3. Killeen, TX 4 Macon, GA Four TV shows I love to watch: 1. Charmed! & House 2. CSI Las Vegas! 3. Without a trace. 4. The Meantalist! Four places I have been on vacation: 1. Berchstesgaden Germany---1993(with parents!) 2. Savannah GA--Summer Vaction 2000 3. Savannah GA-- St.Patricks's Day 2001 4. Panama Florida - July 2008 Four of my favorite foods: 1. WATERMELON 2. Pork Chops 3. PIZZA 4. PASTA Four places I would rather be right now: 1. San Francisco 2. Ireland! 3. Hawaii 4. Germany Four friends/family I think will respond: 1. Candi 2. Stacey 3. Christina 4. Khandi Now, here's what you're supposed to do..

Hard On (( Ladies ))
Get your heart on baby Come play with me I’ll be your valentine lover Just wait and see Get your heart on sweetness Give me all you got Pulsing and full I’ll show you the spot Get your heart on lover Can you feel the heat? It’s my lust for you What a fabulous treat Get your heart on my man And I’ll promise you this Be my valentine lover And I'll promise you bliss

Please Read
I WANT TO MAKE A PERSONNEL CARD FOR SOMEONE I KNOW WHO IS HAVING A BIRTHDAY SOON AND I WOULD LIKE SOME IDEAS OF VERSUS TO PUT IN IT, WHAT IM LOOKING FOR IS THE STUUF YOU GO OUT TO GET BUT CAN NEVER FIND IN THE CARD SHOP.

Answering Service (( Women Luv 2 Chet Chat ))((women Only))
I have a little story I have to tell I met this dude that fucks so swell Just like E-40 he's sick wid it He's gifted, girl, him & his dick! His dick's so rich, his dick's so sweet He'd make a vegan chick want meat His dick's so thick, his dick's so long I swear his schlong can do no wrong! I love the way he grips my hips the way his dick kisses my lips Its pure heaven when he's inside The first time, girl, I think I cried! Like Kweli's twin he rocks my body He pops my coochie just like a hottie He's got more heat than homegirl, Wendy Just like candy he's Good & Plenty I've never known any such thing 2 - B a feign for ding-a-ling just wasn't me and it's the truth my ex would think I've gone coo coo Its immaculate in its conception His dick deserves an honorary mention He don't say much but that don't mean We can't communicate thru his ding-ding. Shit, now I'm sprung & n a haze sex & him on my mind 4 days its not like I haven't b

Mr Good Bar (( Ladies ))
Mr. Feel Good, where are you please You’re the one who has me on my knees Begging you to give me more More of this loving that’s made me sore Mr. Feel Good, tell me please How did you know just how to tease To not be to gentle but not to tough How did you know I like it rough Mr. Feel Good, show me how Push your sex into me, give it to me now Every inch of you right to the end Watch my mind, my soul, my body bend Mr. Feel Good, is it true Do you ache for me like I ache for you Cause if it’s true then come to me Make you feel good too, just wait and see

I Swallow Online {{ Poetry }} In A Sexy Way !!
Naughty naughty I'm a bad bad lady Got a lover here at home But I want more Oh so much more So when I get online My fingers do start to creep Across the keyboard As I type a kinky invite onto my screen Willing, wet, and ready I'll take any man on Just give me a ring Cos I like to swallow online Between my legs Getting wetter and wetter In sweet anticipation of the night to cum I don't care who you are or what you look like So damm horny I'll give you all a chance To show me What you got waiting for me In your pants I want it all In my mouth and down my throat So smooth and creamy I swallow onlineI know you want me gentlemen And believe me when I say that I want you too Cumming out of your jeans To make all my senses scream oOO yeah lover Give it to me Just like that Don't make me wait Not one minute longer For my delight so delicious Shoot it all over me now! I swallow onlineCan you take the heat? Can you handle me? Your every wet dream c

When People Like Me
Im writing this to the person or people that think i dont help anyone. Somehow along the line I think you lost sight in something. To make a statement when people like you help me ill help others. Why should people help you if you arent going to help others. I rate and help level as many people as i can. Don't throw something in my face about helping people. If anyone can honestly say that on every level I have started it hasnt been completed please speak up. But when you got 2,000,000 points to level..DOn't come at me with harsh words about helping you..Oh and by the way where was you when I was actually God Fathering..Nowhere to be found..Oh yeah im venting..Im sorry but we all help alot of people to be told I don't help makes me mad.I deleted the ccomment so noone can go looking to see where it came from....Peace to all and Good Night...

Lost Without You
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes A little righteous and too proud I just want to find a way to compromise Cos I believe that we can work things out I thought I had all the answers never giving in But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues Baby I'm so lonely all the time Everywhere I go I get so confused You're the only thing that's on my mind Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie How am I going to be strong without you I need you b

Hmmm...some Truth??
"We are not accorded the luxury of choosing the women we fall in love with. Do you think Sirella is anything like the woman I thought that I'd marry? She is a prideful, arrogant, mercurial woman who shares my bed far too infrequently for my taste. And yet... I love her deeply. We Klingons often tout our prowess in battle, our desire for glory and honor above all else... but how hollow is the sound of victory without someone to share it with? Honor gives little comfort to a man alone in his home... and in his heart." - Martok, to Worf discussing marriage

Men Are So Freaking Disposable.
I feel like except for money and a vibrator women don't need men for squat. I love women. I love all the women I've had an opportunity to chat with on here. So let's start there. I love my wife dearly, and she and I have an incredible relationship, but tonight she let me down big time. And it's not about sex. I went to my psychology class tonight, and the [female] professor decided to talk about abuse, in a class of 8 women, and 2 men, one of which is me. I have been on the receiving end of abuse. Not so much physical, but in the classic sense of being beaten, but in the sense of being demeaned, told I'm not good enough, and sabotage of finances. I won't get into the details unless someone asks, but it took me nineteen years and the demand "that if you want me to stop you'll have to hit me." Of course I didn't, knowing she was using it as a power trap. Anyway. In class the ladies are talking about how bad their past men have been to them, and they were crying, which is e

Awe, That Fresh Smell Of Blogging.
You know, life occasionally needs a new blog. Sometimes to get peoples attention to something else or just starting over. Whatever the preference. So, life has been pretty good. I got a drafting table. Yay. I got my college books. Yay. I paid for the tuition and fees. Yay. So I'm basically set for college. Thats something new for me, considering the fact that i haven't been in school for the past 2 years. So what degree? Fine Arts. "Fine Arts?", you might say. Well, I want to be like Chuck Jones during his time. A Master of cartoons and getting it to the people. Hopefully I can even be half as good as he was. So, this is a new start on a new blog. Comment! --Xonus ;D

Sick And Tired
well there ya go....listening to the same old music but the feeling has left me....that feeling of being looked at for more then a friend,it starts with a good bye, and ends in tears... and the middle is sadness and grief, losing someone so close to you hurts...hurts worse then you can imagine, i guess im going to have to cry until i have no more tears, i guess im going to have to look at my heart in a few pieces instead of being whole....and one day a man will come along and help me pick up whats left of me.. he will hold me in strong, gentle arms, look into my eyes and tell me its ok to be sad , and its ok to love again...its ok to throw that t-shirt away, its ok to make love all night long again, its ok to let your heart all go...let it go into the arms of another...i wonder what it is like to feel love so great it hurts you to be apart? i wonder what it is like to have a man all to yourself? i wonder what it is like to be loved by someone with all their heart? i wonder what it is l

New Poem
What am I? by Megan Visions bubbling left and right Keeping me up almost all night Tales of a particular creature Enormous and black is his feature Eyes gray as smoke in a cloud Looking at me and all around Glistening teeth so white they glow Ready to bite and let the blood flow Legs strong as steal and swift he can be You better run because he will hunt down thee Snifing your scent with a sensitive nose He knows every single place that you go His thirst for pain is his best friend Hoping to destroy and put you to an end Sitting still, not moving an inch I quivered in fear trying not to flinch Not having any place to go I knew that I could not be slow So I dashed real fast to my car Praying that it would not be far Opening the door, I quickly jumped in But unfortunately so I did not win Piercing my arm with a vicious snap He broke my arm right in half Dragging me out unto the ground I took a last look to see what I've found Looking into my eyes

She's Gonna Swallow
She's Gonna Swallow On her knees I'm on my back My better half Unleashed for lust Moving in heat As I feel the wet caress Of the magic of her tongue Things just starting to get hot Then she whispers softly And I almost burst right then and there Can't believe what she just said She's gonna swallow Harder and faster She strokes her man To ecstasy beyond imagination Like a porno star Born to do it Eats me like a ice cream cone Giving us both a erotic treat Feeeels so dammm good Don't her to ever stop Who knew? That a wife could do Those kind of tricks Would you believe she's gonna swallow? Thick and hearty I'll give it to her All night If she'll just keep on Licking me right Sweet sweet candy I'm her lollypop And she wants that love juice bad Drinking till she's drunk Addicted to my... OOOOOhhh Yesssssss!!! Baby just like that Sweat Pouring down my skin I can feel it cumming now Just like a supernova I'm r

Sixty Nine All Da Way
We lie cloaked in the candlelight`s amber glow Our passion enticing us to let go Your caresses fuel the fire building in me Your kisses travel lower, softly, slowly A pleasure awakens for us to share Driven by our love and how we show we care You toy with me, delaying your descent I inhale deeply, become filled with our scent The musk of our sex and the scented candle Threatens to become too much to handle I push gently against the crown of your head You appease, proceeding with plans you`ve laid The air fills with my deepening sighs As you slide down between my thighs Your tongue eagerly parts my lips Into your mouth my nectar soon drips You hold me beneath the waning candlelight And we watch shadows play this erotic night. We lie cloaked in the candlelight`s amber glow Our passion enticing us to let go Your caresses fuel the fire building inme My kisses travel lower, softly, slowly A pleasure awakens for us to share Driven by our love and how we show we care

Please, Please, Please
I have one favor to ask of my friends... well, even those that are just acquaintances, DO NOT JUDGE ME BY MY PICTURES... those pics, all but the most recent one of me at my daughter's graduation, are older pics of me... Because of things being said and how I feel I'm treated after showing recent pictures of myself to others, I will NEVER show them again... Please, just accept me for who I am... that's all I've ever asked... I've never claimed to be gorgeous or even pretty, hell, I'm not even model thin... in fact, when guys tell me at this site that I'm pretty or beautiful or whatever, I ALWAYS say to them, "no I'm not, I'm just me" Anyway, that's it... just like me for who and what I am... not by pictures please...

Amber Alert Near Fort Campbell, Ky
Missing From: 1200 Hill Street, Louisville, KY Missing Date: 8/8/2007 12:00 AM Contact: Kentucky State Police 502-574-5673 Circumstances: Vehicle was taken in a carjacking at the above location. The child was asleep in the back seat. Missing Child Name: Joshua Higgins Hair Color: Black Eye Color: Brown Skin Color: Black Age: 4 Height: 3'3 Weight: 59lbs Gender: Male Description: Wearing: white tank top, blue shorts, black reebok sneakers Suspect Name: Jim or Ed Hair Color: Black Skin Color: White Age: 40-50 Weight: 180lbs Gender: Male Description: Wearing glasses, possible goatee Wearing: no shirt and a pair of shorts unknown color AMBER Alert Canceled Reason for Cancellation:Vehicle has been located in Louisville, KY child is safe and suspect is in custody Victim Information:Victim 1Joshua Higgins, Black Male, 4 Years Old, 3 feet 3 inches tall, 59lbs., Black hair, Brown eyes,. Additional information: Clothing description: white t

Being Single Sucks
I really hate being single....worst thing ever. There is this one woman I really want to be with however it won't ever happen. She's already with this other guy and chances are that won't change, but who knows.....wishes might come true.

Subject: Explain God
Subject: explain God Here is a wonderful essay written by a young girl after being asked to explain God as a Sunday School project. Enjoy! "One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them to replace the ones that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on earth. He doesn't make grown-ups, just babies. I think because they are smaller and easier to make. That way He doesn't have to take up His valuable time teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to mothers and fathers." "God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at times beside bedtime. God doesn't have time to listen to the radio or TV because of this. Because He hears everything, there must be a terrible lot of noise in His ears, unless He has thought of a way to turn it off." "God sees everything and hears everything and is

New Here.
So yeah, I've only been on here for a couple days now and already have met alot of interesting people. I never thought that in the first 5 minutes I had nearly 30 people look at me and some rated/commented. I really do think I'll enjoy myself here. Least i hope so.

Leo's Month
Today's Leo Horoscope July 23 - August 22 You choose your friends with great care, and although you have a lot of them, the best ones are there because they're intelligent, witty and entertaining -- not to mention trustworthy. So when a friend totally surprises you with an amazing display of affection, it's going to be an especially delightful moment. Better slip some tissues in your pocket, because one of those moments is en route. Romance Your charm and your intelligence are formidable. Make sure you're not subtly using them to intimidate your honey into a decision that they're not quite ready to make. Let them get there on their own. Technical It doesn't really matter what you're doing throughout the day, as you will doubtless enjoy your work. You've got a knack for squeezing fun out of any situation, and right now it's supercharged.

Sex Fairy
The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphin

Dreams Come And Go
Dream Time Soft creeps my silent thought Dragging woes, it came to naught, The same image savagely sought Where comes the night’s desire? In dream’s mind fire So real in shadow shifting play Pursuing my love in mists of silver gray Dare not wake until the desperate day, Rises as a phantom in my head- Imagery shares my bed Haunting memory, were you once real? Flesh warm, breath to kiss, to feel What supplication now I often kneel To love, sweet conjured lust, Awake, if now I must When LOVE beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you, yield to him. Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, though his voice may shatter your dreams. As the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, so

Pursuit Of Happiness
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com OUTSTANDING!! Will Smith gives a Stellar performance,this movie does NOT disappoint.Most people would not have half the tenacity and preservation that Chris Gardner has.Be ready to cry this is a true story of integrity,humility, and faith and a man with an unshakeable love for his son,who would stop at nothing until he made his dreams come true.5 Stars all the way!!

Fuckin People
I HAD BROUGHT THIS NOTEBOOK THAT I MADE INTO A JOURNAL FOR A MEETING I HAD TO GO TO. I HAD A SO CALLED FRIEND KEEP AN EYE ON IT FOR ME AND HAD ASKED HER NOT TO READ IT NOR TO LET ANYONE READ IT WHATSOEVER. BECAUSE I HAD TO RUN AN EARREND REALLY FAST AND NOW SHE IS PISSED AT ME FOR WRITTING SOMETHING DOWN INTO MY JOURNAL THAT I WOULD TELL HER ABOUT (IT WAS ABOUT HER MOVING) AND SHE GOT FUCKING PISSED AT ME, AND I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD. ITS PRIVTE AND IF I WANTED SOMEONE TO READ IT I WOULD HAVE GIVEN PERMISSION. THIS PERSON HAS NO RESPECT FOR SOMEONE ELSE PRIVTE PROPERTY. I WAS GONNA TELL HER HOW I FELT BUT WITH ME I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO HAS TO WRITE THINGS DOWN FIRST TO MAKE THEM SOUND RIGHT TO OTHER PEOPLE. A JOURNAL IS PRIVITE. I SHOULD BE THE ONE TO BE PISSED OFF AT THIS SO CALLED FRIEND WHO READ MY PRIVITE THOUGHTS. I JUST HATE THAT SHE HAS NO RESPECT. IF SHE DID THIS TO ME WHATS GONNA STOP HER FROM DOING THAT TO OTHER PEOPLE? THIS PERSON KNOWS WHO SHE FUCKING IS AND ALL I HAVE TO

When A Cop Sleeps
"When a Cop Sleeps" Sometimes when a cop sleeps, the demons come. The demons bring all the things you want to forget. The demons bring the tears and sweat, the spit and the blood, Oh God the blood. The demons bring the broken bodies from the wrecks the sickening smell of death and the kids...Oh God please, not the kids. Mainly the demons bring the eyes... the hatred and desperation in the eyes of the people you fight, the pleading and pain of the people you try to help, and the quiet and blankness in death of the ones you couldn't. The demons bring sounds too.... the sounds of tires skidding and metal crunching from the wrecks, the gunshots that seem so loud on TV yet so muffled on the street, the screams and crying that all blend together after a while. The demons won't leave... Alcohol and sleeping pills work for a while but they come back. Some have used their own deaths to flee from them, but most of us are scared that in causing our own deat

Funny Shit
this sh*t is hella funny... Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A.) So men can be open minded. Q.) What's the speed limit of sex? A.) 68 because at 69 you eat it. Q.) What does a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A.) The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q.) What's the difference between your paycheck and your dick? A.) You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! Q.) Three words to ruin a man's ego... A.) "Is it in?" Q.) What do you get when you cross Raggedy Ann and the Pillsbury Dough Boy? A.) A red headed bitch with a yeast infection. Q.) How can you tell when an auto mechanic just had sex? A.) One of his fingers is clean. Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? A.) Melt them down make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q.) What do bungee jumping and hookers have in common? A.) They both cost a hundred bucks and if the rubber breaks, you're screwed. [[[FEMALE & MALES]]] Repost in 3 mins with the title "

3 New Contestants Needing Your Help
Three new contestants need your love.... US Maverick needs help... very close contest needs 20K, ends on the 20th I think, first to 20K mansion wins Krzy Sherry in a sexy eyes contest, come show her some luv.... first to 15K wins.. I'll corect if I'm wrong... lets help lexi tonight. Lets show lex how its done. Lexi dragon girl needs your help --> 1 K needed to finish her give away. She'd like to finish out tomorrow in the daytime...

Borders (( Ladies ))
She stands independent rising spanning the defining line where north meets south at the Border where California and Mexico join In different cultures two languages spoken where worlds collide blended I walk the bridge where they mesh and mingle like cock and pussy man and women you and me from above observe the neutral ground on the border while I know my land and learn of yours see the power in the vision one world together the harmony and strength of becoming one

Well People
Its come to this Ive realised something.... There r too many sexy ppl in this world and i just dont kno what to do! I think ill have to rape em all. Every last one of em. ;) muahahahahahahahahahaha I LOVE SEXY PEOPLE

A Pimp Out "booboo" Did For Me, Thanks So Much Hun :d
I wanted to pimp out a friend that everyone should have. I say she's the ultimate for showing love. In the last 2 days she's spend hour rating and showing me love as well as others. We all want friends that show love. So you all know what to do add, fan and rate her. ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fubar Wife 2 "GoozTX" *DSC* Owner of Guilty Pleasures@ fubar This is the awesome lady that pimped me out. She is an awesome friend to have. :D Stop by add, rate & fan her. Thanks :D ♥BooBoo...KDM'Z AnGeL Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar

Another Free Lunch? Or Supper Anyway
Yet another free dinner in Vegas... Many casinos, especially the locals casinos will bribe you to cash your pay check at their cashier. I have my pay divided into several parts, the 401K and other deductions, a direct deposit and between $100 and $200 just to take into a casino on pay day. I went to Fiesta Henderson. Cashed my check and because I have a player's club card I just a free spin on the electronic wheel. Gott free club points. Got a lot of free club points even. Took my players card over to the buffet and had a free dinner. Fiesta Henderson isn't my favorite casino but its a lot better then the Fiesta Rancho. Too many old people but I don't feel like I'l get mugge in the parking lot.

How Much Hood Do You Have In You ??
GET A PENCIL AND PAPER BEFORE YOU START THIS 1. You've ever used an album cover for a dustpan. (5 points) 2. If you've ever run a race barefoot in the middle of the street. (10 points) 3. You had a candy lady in your neighborhood. (5 + 5 extra points if your house was the candy lady) 4. If you ever had to pick your own switch or belt. (3 points for each) 5. If you have ever had to walk to school or walked home from school. (2 points) 6. If If you have ever had to walk to school or walked home from school. (2 points) 7. If you ever mixed Kool-Aid one glass at a time because you got tired of other people drinking up the Kool-Aid you just made. (5 points) 8. If you have ever played any of the following games: hide and go seek, freeze, tag, Momma may I? or red light/green light. (2 points each) 9. If your neighborhood had an ice cream man. (2 points + 2 if he rang a bell) 10. If you refer to "Now and Later" candies as "Nighladers". (5 p

Very Concerned Over Fubar
I am not going to say anything that has not been said before. I use to find CherryTap a hell of allot of fun. When Mike started charging for services, I was a firm supporter of CherryTap and kick in what I could when I could. Hell, there was a month or two there when I paid for Blast in excess of what a VIP would have cost me. I did not mind. I thought they had a good thing. I even put up a Yahoo site to be used as a back door when Mike was doing real time up-grades and the site was crashing twice a day. As an old line Techy, I know what pulling something like this on a shoe-string all is about. It is not easy. My support has waned. That has changed. All the crap pulled by the bouncers is killing the site. I see people who have not been here as long as I have are now bouncers. I see that you have an elite click looking down on others. It is not about money, per say, it is something of a much different animal. I may not be able to name it, but this beast is an asshole now. This is no

Grrr
Were you ever so pissed you just couldn't pinpoint it? I should be sleeping but I am so angry and frustrated. I know my Character defects are spilling all over the place...and I should be able to control the feelings I have right now..but I just can't. I feel myself being nasty with people I love very much. I am trying not to be a bitch but man it just keep coming to the surface. For anyone I am close to..I apologize in advance for being and asshole bitch psycho. For those who deserve and ass kicking...look out. I better go beat up my pillow for a while..take a good cry and pass out. DAMN what a decade to stop drinking and drugging...

Levelers Tommorows Happy Hour Target
I'm just preparing everyone ahead of time for tommorow.During Happy hour we have a God Father to level up.Please don't rate anything tonight point go away faster on a Happy Hour and she needs a little over 200,000 to level.If you do anything tonight.Please just Fan,Rate and add. {snoogums boogums}-fiance to $hawnbear@ fubar

Yay!
Last time I tried to make a blog it didn;t work. So snce I joined this site I noticed a coule of things I don't like : !. Some things you have to pay for. 2. I'm getting nasty things from old ugly hairy pedophile looking guys 3.Trying to keep up with everything since it moves so fast. 4. The limitations on ratings and dumb stuff like that 5. More fake people pretending to want to talk to you to get more ratings and points 6.People who are assholes and downrate when they probably need to be rated a 0 7.People always bothering you obnoxiously purely for ratings and points who never want to hold a conversation with you Things I do like better than myspace: 1. easier to meet different people and have conversations 2.its kind of fun having the challenge of getting to a level 3. people who aren't here just for ratings are really cool and seem to have their own fubar family, help each other out with ratings and stuff, like a real community 4. The fubar bucks and being able to b

Indigo Burns My Soul
I have to say, after all that I been through one thing remains the most, my love for writing. So I drop in to say hi and see how you are. You ignore my slow passion and sweep me away. I am no longer one of them, you see I have died. I am not even here, what you see is a thought. HA! So you think you can run right? Remember when you said that you wish I would burn in hell? It happened. I been to hell and now you face something worse. You are broken and can't be fixed. Life will not end for you. After you climb down that White Horse you will see. Drugs won't help. God has turned his head. Jesus was never real and Satan is the Accuser. Rest assured that this is not a dream. So wave that finger, point it and call me names. Scream and yell. There is only pain for you. You have killed and cursed an innocent soul for the sake of guilty pleasures. The soul you cursed was in Love with your heart, which you ripped apart. Never bite the apple. I'm sorry, your God has f

The Ballade In B Minor By Nicolas Medtner - Brief Descriptive Thoughts
by someone who really has to go'bed... (note: there is a score to this work, Medtner's opus 20 number 2, written in 1910 when my paternal grandfather was 10, that can be downloaded at IMSLP.org -- http://imslp.org/wiki/2_Tales_Op.20_%28Medtner%2C_Nikolai_Karlovich%29 -- hosted in Canada, where since the composer died in 1950, the work is public domain. My thoughts on recent suggestions (in the op-ed section of the New York Times) that copyright laws actually be extended indefinitely - no, I do not agree - another time...) So! Tempo heading: "Pesante. Minaccioso." -- or -- to translate. Heavy. Menacing. The work expands as an "ostinato" over a repeated bass which divides into descending lines (F# E# E - F# E# E D# D -- or something like that. To hear it played, go to the Hyperion Records Listening Room where you can hear both opus 20 Skazki in RealPlayer or Mp3 format in another recording - from the Hyperion Records label of course, Hamish Milne playing the piano.

85 Rules And Instructions For Being A Man
85 RULES AND INSTRUCTIONS ON BEING A MAN Don't call. EVER. If you don't like a girl, don't tell her. It's more fun to let her figure it out by herself. Lie. Name your penis. Be sure it is something narcissistic and unoriginal, such as "spike" If you lose something that belongs to someone else, tell them you mailed it to them/already gave it to them. Play with yourself as often as possible. Tell everyone about it. Be as ambiguous as possible. If you don't want to answer, a grunt will do. Always remember: You are a man. Therefore, no matter what, it isn't your fault. Lie. Girls find it attractive if a man has had more women than baths. Never ask for help. Even if you really, really need help --- don't ask. People will think you have no penis. Women like it when you ignore them. It arouses them. If, GOD FORBID, you have to talk to a girl on the phone, use only monosyllabic words and noises. Bodily noises are permissible. TWO WORDS: Hack and spit. (Big loogies me

Children
i just watched something that about made me cry about kids with disabilities why dont parents teach their kids about stuff like that its sad to see them getting made fun of because they are different i have 5 brothers 3 of them have disabilities i know my daughter is going to grow up looking at everyone the same regardless race color or if the have a disability sorry everyone just had to get that off my chest children are so special regardless of what comes with them just think about that if you have kids or make fun of someone with a disability

Is It Possible
Is it possible to love someone so much, that u accually ache when ur not with them? That to be able to hold them, would make ur life time. Can u love someone so much, that when they hurt, u hurt with them? And go to the ends of the earth just to be with them? I love someone this much, and I am hopein one day soon, I will be with him. Has anyone ever felt this way about someone?

First Out Of Many
sooo... .. . i guess i'll just give you the just of whats been happening to me lately , I've dropped out of college ( art school) after going to two different schools, because i want to make art, but i DO NOT want to be a friggin art teacher, or be a graphic designer and be cramed into a cube all day, and getting to be a working artist is something that comes with luck or a ton of money, which, i have neither of the above. So . im currently about to enroll in a truck driving academy, because i think it'd kick ass to drive a rig everyday, jam out on the open road, make a ton o' money to support my art and myself, and hopelfully get me some land in about 5 years. cuz thats really what i want. i dont think i need a piece of fucking paper to tell me i can be an artist now .. uhh, its sort of irrellevant... anyway, after being on my own for two years ive also moved back home... litterally, like a week ago. currenlty in lima, i was in dayton, and cinci, both for a year. anyway , its ho

What I Have Learned
Things I have learned as simply learned, difficult to swallow. As long as I learn by the things I have learned, I am wiser than the average bear. What I have learned follows.... ~ When you think you know someone, look deeper. You will one day realize you did know them at all. ~ You are going to get your heart ripped out of your chest with no reason. Learn how to pick yourself up as quick as you can and go get help to sort it all out so you can move on in life as you piece your life back together. ~ Just because you are with the same person for 18 years does not mean you know them. I woke up one morning and realized I was sleeping with a stranger. ~ When you feel you can trust someone, know you are not alone when you are told by people that your man/husband was trying to lip-lock with them and your closest friends. ~ I learned that all that really matter to me was providing for my 2 perfect children and teaching all about life and all the values I could. I learned t

Awwww Now I Dont Get To
To all the mum commenters well no just one they know who they are. All because I tried to edit a mum and could not so I deleted it. Some Asshole decided to report it. Why are peoples correction Some people such ----- theres not even a word I can think of . Well Sorry egotistical self centered fake asswhiping crybaby not worth the shit they flush buttfucks.are some that come to mind. Now Fubar suspended me from making mums all because of a question about a Beatles tribute band that I had to delete because I worded it wrong but Posted right back explaned what happened then asked the question the right way? Then a day later I geta E-mail from FUBAR saying I would have my profile deleted if they had another complaint. What the FUCK? Anyway just wanted to let evryone know that some people are just Asshole as if you guys didn't know. BY THE WAY FUBAR I POSTED A FRICKIN SALUTE WHEN YOU WERE STILL CHERRYTAP> STILL HAVENT HEARD FROM YAS TO SAY F_YOU OR NOTHING. Good looking out I'm

The Skippy List I Got From A Friend
The List The Skippy List Explanations of these events: a) I did myself, and either got in trouble or commended. (I had a Major shake my hand for the piss bottle thing, for instance.) b) I witnessed another soldier do it. (Like the Sergeant we had, that basically went insane, and crucified some dead mice.) c) Was spontaneously informed I was not allowed to do. (Like start a porn studio.) d) Was the result of a clarification of the above. (“What about especially patriotic porn?”) e) I was just minding my own business, when something happened. (“Schwarz…what is *that*?” said the Sgt, as he pointed to the back of my car? “Um….a rubber sheep…I can explain why that’s there….”) To explain how I’ve stayed out of jail/alive/not beaten up too badly….. I’m funny, so they let me live. The 213 Things…. 1. Not allowed to watch Southpark when I’m supposed to be working. 2. My proper military title is “Specialist Schwarz” not “Princess Anastasia”. 3. Not allowed to threaten a

Watch The Years Go Bye
A heart so full, open and true A quality possessed by so few As a family tragedy did unfold You put your dreams and hopes on hold Your concentrating on home and hearth Only proved to be a deviation in your path With your talent once again on show A career blossomed, with only one way to go Nothing but pure effort, no time to sit Came the first of many a hit Some plans seem to go astray Only to come to fruition another day Once success finally came, you stayed the same Even then, you never forgot from whence you came Supporting children that are hungry and distressed Once again you prove that you are a cut above the rest Through your music and actions you have touched my heart Alas, we are from different worlds, miles apart Aging slowly long lost stirrings once again are being felt The ice encompassing my heart is beginning to melt With the exception of my daughter and mother I allow myself feelings for no other Leaving you on the pedestal which I have yo

Darkness
The Darkness calls to you Beckoning throughout the night Oh you lost and lonely soul So wounded and so wise The spirits whisper your name They reach out to your mind But don't be afraid The unknown lies before you The ordinary lies behind This new world is black and cold But still feels so much more like home With every shadow you embrace With every fear that you face You know danger lurks behind every corner As does a dark beauty, a strange solitude An intriguing mystery, an unimaginable incident You are not blind like the others No veil of disbelief covers your eyes You see and hear and understand The Darkness gives you sight Gives you faith, gives you truth Gives you that much needed sanctuary To shield you from this life Oh you wandering and weary soul So miserable and so misunderstood The Darkness heeds your cries And offers you a place to stay A place to rest, a place to hide Whether your spirit is tormented Or content and at peace The Darkness w

I Found God In Porn
So many wasted years on tasted tears The books I read to clear my thoughts Dreams I faked to prove myself wrong Where do we start and when will I forgive Too much plans to decide the hate for love A window of truth closed just because In a moment of morbid bliss I sigh Not sure if I saw a ghost But she seemed so real Talking, flaunting, teasing Asking, begging, save her I can't reach the moon for the stars I can't see the forest for the trees I beg God please I have sinned kill my thoughts Erase this pain to pleasure in vain I joined the sheep unaware I am now idle and I no longer care My being is being torn Like a woman in a fisting porn I rip at my flesh to escape reality But all I do is bleed With teeth I cry to the wicked of faith Release this yearn Help me learn.... The truth of what? All that can be What has gone is past and now we are future Creating past for the present to sense the future Add the victims and we are all still her

The End (maybe)
Shadows of the darkened night Slowly creeping to claim me Waiting patiently for you Nothing left here for me to see Life for me is at it's end Ready to close my tired eyes Drawing upon my final breath No one left to say good-bye Loneliness worse than pain Consuming my very being Overshadows conscious thoughts Love of life no longer seeing Sitting alone day after day Finally taking it's toll No one here to talk with Wearing down a weary soul Shadows of the darkened night Gladly welcoming you in Wishing for your deadly kiss My only friend, the bitter end

Its Just A Math Thing Ya Know
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% And K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H -I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and

Ace Of Base-lucky Love
Life is a paradise Oooh yeah! Lucky love belongs in teenage heaven I know, I know 'Cause I've been there with you tonight Lucky love belongs in teenage heaven I know, I know 'Cause I've been there with you tonight I'm a prisoner of hope I know I believe life could be paradise once again And the love we thought we lost is sleeping within Close your eyes, it's something for you Lucky Love.... [ Lyrics provided by www.mp3lyrics.org ] We are young and we are old we're fallen like leaves And your heart's so full of soul it makes me believe Once again, it's something for you Lucky Love... The bridge over time was what she need to see the light to see the light whoo yeah Lucky Love... --------------------

Cherished Friend
God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share The joy of "little things" In order to appreciate The happiness life brings. I think he knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain At trials and misfortunes Or some goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship Unselfish...lasting...true, And so God answered the heart's great need With a CHERISHED FRIEND....like you.

Top This
I wanted to pimp out a friend that everyone should have. I say she's the ultimate for showing love. In the last 2 days she's spend hour rating and showing me love as well as others. We all want friends that show love. So you all know what to do add, fan and rate her. ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fubar Wife 2 "GoozTX" *DSC* Owner of Guilty Pleasures@ fubar

Alright..
So no more drama shit... here it is.. Today the reality that I'm completely single hit me.. I'm not too sure I'm diggin it.. all at the same time I am... I think I miss the dependancy you get when your with someone.. the reliability.. whats fucked up is in my past 3 relationships.. Thats something I havent had... in a long time.. First one... I moved in with.. We shared the bed.. and living space.. but it was always very obvious it was HIS house and HIS things and well.. the.. mutual feeling you're supposed to have.. was never really there.. it was always HIS. Second one.. If anyone remembers.. flipped out one night.. and left marks all up and down my arm as he tried to confine me to a room I no longer wanted to be in.. Third one.. Well he decided drug use was more important then maintaining a relationship.. and last but not least.. the last thing I just broke it off with... the only thing reliable about him was... he was going to come home... he was goi

Love? Trust? Anger?
this past month has been a doosey. its been harder beyond anything i have deal with. working 4 jobs. going to a technical institute studying advanced computer networking systems. haveing family problems. money problems. problems just pertaining to being an 18 ear old sophmore in college. but the most that bothers me is the one girl designated to me as being the love of my life. like any relationship, we have ups and downs. but lately, our downs have been below the surface. in some dark place under the crust of our lives. we've had issues of trust, love, communication, loyalty, truth, and much more. we both talk out our problems with our friends. but in the end we only listen to each other. my main point is. if there is no trust. if you cant so much as leave your fone around, or remain logged in to fubar, or myspace, or facebook, or anything; should that relationship continue? should you continue giving chances to the one you know you love in your heart and you know that they truly love

Questioning Me????
You know, I put myself down, and kick my own ass, more than anyone else probably ever could!! So when people come along that start picking shit apart, and poking at me, like they are all fucking that and the chips, it just generally pisses me off! Maybe I'm just selfish, but you know what, nobody gets to do that to me, but me. Now don't get me wrong, if I am having a dumb ass attack, I expect the people closest to me to point it out, and wonder even if I've lost my marbles. But outside people? Absolutely not. I have had a day full of it!! First my boss and co-worker was just poking at me, with the whole do this, and this, oh wait you should be doing this instead!!! Like I don't already know!!! Then my EXXXXXXXX, calls and jumps my ass because my son wasn't home for his damn girlfriend to pick up for swimming lessons. Well ok, geez, the boys were good today, and my daughter had a brain cramp and took them to the park!! Totally forgot about his swim lesson. When the girlf

~tribute~ Gone-but Never Forgotten.
Drifting through a minefield explosive carnage everywhere.. one touch is all it takes to ignite what's in the air.. shadows drift on by haunting the very road.. the staring of their sightless eyes betraying nothing of the unknown. the charge now held in hand reeks of blood.. sweat and tears.. it holds the essence of those now gone.. those lost throughout the years. hard fought has the battle been as tears now soak the road... for each droplet that now falls.. is for those who have fought for what we know. ~Candyce~

Resignation
If you have life responsibilities, then you qualify to read this. It is a new take on an oldie! I thought you might enjoy this. RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilitiesof an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think that M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That

Today's Pisces
You're feeling a romantic buzz that is undeniable, so make something of it! Take your sweetie out for a nice dinner or smile at that hot stranger. Who knows what might happen if you open yourself up to possibilities? Holy toledo! what does it all mean?

My Life Categorized And Boxed.
Son of a bitch I'm moving... AGAIN. When I moved to VT in November of 2006, it was supposed to be my LAST fucking move ever. My mother was supposed to take care of all this probate bullshit so that the house would be free and clear for my boys. But nooooooo. Yeah, I'm in the anger stage of grief, so fucking what? Nothing my mother said has come to pass. This fucker that she named as executor (to supposedly take some emotional weight off of me when she died) is making me absolutely sick. Every fucking thing I do is under scrutiny. Every fucking word I say or write is being analyzed. My God, when did death become a business??? So here I am, packing up my stuff, my kids' stuff, and stuff that has sentimental value to us. Motherfucker! Pack a box, label the contents, mark it for house or storage. Every fucking think I own... I see my life in categories. My interests, what makes me who I am. If I lose a box, will I lose that part of me too? I'm not happy at all. I wanted out of VT bu

I Am So Pissed Right Now
i am pissed right now because one of my pics was flagged lol and it wasn't a dirty pic at all it was this now you tell me how the hell that is nsfw ? i feel if you got the balls to report it you should be able to do it anonymously....thats rIdiculous. FUCKING COWARDS!!!!! I AM SORRY THAT PISSED ME OFF SO I THOUGHT I WOULD BLOG ABOUT IT

Perfect Date?
~~~If you had the chance to go on a date with me and you had a whole 24 hours ~what would it be like.... Or would you even really want to spend time with me...It would be in your best interst to be very open and upfront with me...Cause I am wanting to see what the hell I am missing out on~~~

Messed Up True Story Of My Dad And I
I was thirteen when I stopped idolizing my father. It was at this same time that I actually started to hate him as well. It was the summer between my seventh and eighth grade year. I was at that stage in my life where I was unfamiliar with my own body and felt awkward. When you looked at me, I was one of the kids whose arms and legs were to long because their body hadn’t caught up yet. Despite my inability to control my body properly, I was looking forward to this summer more then any other summer in my entire life. My father was moving back in with my family and me. I felt like a sixteen-year-old going out on his first date as I helped him move his things into his room. I would finally have the opportunity to have a real relationship with him, get close to him, learn from him, and love him more then I already did. It was only Wednesday afternoon when we moved him into our house but we already had plans for that Saturday and I couldn’t wait. I n the beginning we had our mome

Trust
Trust She is in the moment. Her breath, coming slow and easy. Her wrist bound by silk rope, Stretched towards the ceiling, As though she where reaching for her God. Her eyes, covered in a silk and leather. Her body draped in lose white satin. And nothing else. He moves about her slowly, softly. She can hear the light sound of his movement. His quiet breath. His deep whispers of his intent, His commands. And she trembles, In anticipation. For he is her God, in this moment. Nothing but he exists. Nothing but him, matters. And as he moves about her, Touching lightly, gently. Her nipples harden, Skin glistens. Breath comes shorter. Clit becomes erect. And she becomes wet, In sweet anticipation. He talks of his love. His uncompromising devotion. His honor, of her complete, Submission. In whispers. And by his deft touch. She trusts him, Without question, pause, or fear. For she knows his love is real, As Is hers. Unto him she gives up her soul,

Blind -- Another Old One
sitting in this dark room, my eyes making shapes from nothing, see whats not there, wanting to see something, i dream of images, make myself believe they are there, these dark and bloody images, all i can do is stare, the image is haunting, i can see what was me, the perfect person i was, and the one i was supposed to be, then the person i have become, the one with nothing, wanting to go back to the place, where i was at least something, i was just a number to them, to the authority that ruled, the other inmates however, we couldnt be fooled, is this who i am, what i have become, just another criminal, its how im viewed by some, so i sit and stare, the darkness that shows me shapes, shapes that arent realy there, i need to get outa this place, what is this place? this place is my mind, i need a new place, where my thoughts are blind.

New Favorite Person
Well I posted this on my yahoo and fubar blogs, you know that I like satin bras. Well the funiest thing just happened. I opened up my email and there was a message from an individual that will not post bra pics on the intrenet. Well that kinda hurts my feelings, you know liking them and all, but there is more. They emailed me a pic of them in a satin bra (omg, they looked very attractive). The funny thing about this is you think as a guy this would drive me nuts (well it did but thats beside the point) I found my sell all flustered I guess is the best way to say....I thought the person who the picture is of should be embaressed, not the one that sees it. I guess what makes this so amazing to me (exciting even) is it was made just for me, omg what a turn now that I think of it. I'll stop now, but i did call it random thoughts didn't I:)

The Skippy List
The List The Skippy List Explanations of these events: a) I did myself, and either got in trouble or commended. (I had a Major shake my hand for the piss bottle thing, for instance.) b) I witnessed another soldier do it. (Like the Sergeant we had, that basically went insane, and crucified some dead mice.) c) Was spontaneously informed I was not allowed to do. (Like start a porn studio.) d) Was the result of a clarification of the above. (“What about especially patriotic porn?”) e) I was just minding my own business, when something happened. (“Schwarz…what is *that*?” said the Sgt, as he pointed to the back of my car? “Um….a rubber sheep…I can explain why that’s there….”) To explain how I’ve stayed out of jail/alive/not beaten up too badly….. I’m funny, so they let me live. The 213 Things…. 1. Not allowed to watch Southpark when I’m supposed to be working. 2. My proper military title is “Specialist Schwarz” not “Princess Anastasia”. 3. Not allowed to threaten a

What I Want
so another day has come and gone and another day i am alone. another day i come home and am unable to call any special someone to come over and just lay and watch a movie. o how i long to have a girl i can call over and just hold and watcha movie. how i wish i had this simple pleasure. never would i need any type of sex or anything other then the touch of her hands on my skin and the feel of her skin on my fingers. with an ocasional kiss nothing big no making out just simple little kisses that last only a second or two but last a lifetime in my brain. o who is this girl and when will she come to me or when will i find her??? y is it that i dream day after day of being with someone and just giggleing and having fun but i never see her face...i never hear her voice...all i c is me holding her and laughin but i cant c any of her features except her body...god ii wish that day would come soon when i could get home and simply call her and i go over there or her to me and we just sit and tal

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Crumbledword Old Poem Wrote
what are you to do when the world around you crumbles and falls, when the ones you love cry and wither away, where are you to stand, where are you to kneel....and pray, your mind raceing a mile a minute, yet you dont know a single thought, when nothing can comfert you, not even the alcohol you bought, when you realize it is all your fault, but you cant take back what you have done, you sit and think of the past, and all the webs of lies you have spun, with your tears running deep red, from that fire you feel inside, the fire started from your youth, the day your soul had died, your soul vanished in the wind, and from that day forward you where amiss, and the feelings of everyone you know, where simply dismissed, so you sit with nothing near you, and no where to stand, yet you finaly kneel, but with that gun in your hand.

R.i.p. Leah
I was informed that one of my really good friends was murdered yesterday morning in her home that she shared with her boyfriend. I have known her for 12 years and she was the kindest person you could ever meet. I don't understand why anyone would want to hurt her. I was told it was a robbery and she fought back with the person. I just don't understand why people kill each other. Well when I know more I will write about it. R.I.P. Leah We love you sweet heart and your in our prayers

Does It Matter?
Does it matter,if I hurt? Does it matter,if I cry? Does it matter,to you when my life is at its smallest tormoil that it is huting me! Does it matter to you,if i died tonight. Does it matter to you,i was in tears over you. Does it matter to you,if life is on its end. Does it matter to you,how you make me or make life feel to me. Does it matter to you,if i was sick and not able to do anything? DOes my life matter to you at all?

7th Night
I got two hours of sleep today, finally, after another sleepless night last night. I'm tired now, so I hope tonight will be the night I break the streak. The bad thing is, my sleep this afternoon was nothing but nightmares. It's pretty much the same nightmares that I have had on and off for 14 years now. It's important here to know that the divorce laws in WV are archaic and biased. They were developed to protect barefoot housewives from abusive men. When I got divorced, my ex-wife's friends, family, even her mother - everyone went to court on my part and told the truth - that she did nothing but sleep, go to work, have affairs, and spent her waking hours screaming at the rest of us, and that I had cared for my daughters exclusively since their birth. Still, in WV, unless the mom is a drug addict AND in prison, she gets the kids and therefore almost everything else. The injustice of it all has tore at me for years now, and because she can afford good lawyers she has been able to ma

An Awesome Song
Have you seen that movie dogs in space? Do you remember the end where Michael Hutchence was singing rooms for the memory. Its a good song. If you havent heard it you should check it out. Get this widget | Share | Track details

C'mon Man, Funk Dat!
why is it that kids don't understand that most successful rappers go to college, that's why they can write songs, read a contract, work more than a 40 hour week to stay on top and pay their taxes? On that subject, don't the kids realize that stuff they talk about (mansions, guns, police chases, fancy cars, condos, naked women everyday, jewelry)isn't real like John Wayne in 'True Grit" unless they go to jail or die in the end like Biggie or Tupac?

.squiggle.face.
the midget wont stop screaming. i dunno exactly what the problem is... but it makes me sort of sad that suffocation is illegal. i'd coffee klatch with mah chickadee...but she no here. cuz like...yeah. people need breaks from the evil interweb box. *nod* i hear a cricket. it needs to die. soon. quickly. with a crunch and a smush. *nod* theres really...yeah. theres all these words in there... yet not a way to really formulate them into a cohesive thought process... so instead of trying to untangle them... i think i'll sit...n wait...cuz... something.