Hokay, so I'm drunk an d typing very slowly. again. I am such a jerk. I really wish that I that porn would stop playing in the background. Oh wait...Oh hey that's fucked. I wish I didn't like stuff that most people thing is perverted (we're pervects!). It would make my life easier tenfold. Maybe if my cousin hadn't caused me head injuries at the tender age of 6? months I wouldn't have the strange sexual proclivities that I suffer from. I just don't have the energy or wherewithall to go into my more deeply buried psychological problems, not to mention my social problems...(for the uninformed, My Filters SUCK! more unreliable than barry bonds accruing the most homeruns blah, blah, by legal means...) you're lucky that I gave you that much shelter...I have some serious issues and the whole thing drives me nuts. I wish that I could afford the frontal lobotomy, or whatever they procedure they might employ to make at least that part of my life less difficult. But I guess that's another wish that probably shouldn't be granted. I suppose I should be a little more careful about what I ask for. But then again I never was very good at learning a lesson the first time. well I'm going to collapse. that'll be good. night. where was I going? oh neveZzzzz...
