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Staind ~open Your Eyes
As I walk along these streets I see a man that walks alone Distant echo of people's feet He as no lace to call his own A shot rings out from a roof over head A crack head asks for change nearby An old man lies in an alleyway dead A little girl lost just stands there and cries Wha would you do, if it was you Would you take everything For granted like you do A boy just 13 on the corner for sale Swallows his pride for another hit Over population there's no room in jail But most of you don't vive a sh*t That your daughters are porno stars And your sons sell death to kids You're so lost in your little worlds You little worlds you'll never fix You turn away As I walk along the streets Soaking up the acid rain Underneath the taxi cabs I hear the streets cry out in vain

When Will I Learn
When will I learn September 06/06 ~written @ work on a scrap of paper~ When will I learn When will I learn? My heart is weaker than my soul, My will to give is underappreciated My strength only shines thru in the darkest moments. When can I trust again How do I even trust? My mind never stops, its ever running... like a waterfall of thoughts pouring down into a pool of doubt. I have confidence in myself but not in others. I know who I am and who I want to be but I dont have faith in many around me. Abandonment has left me insecure From a young age I have had to fend for myself and my loved ones and my body is ready to rest but not my soul. I constantly search for something more, something substantial. I sometimes wish my thoughts were numbed. Drown out the doubt and stress that is crushing my esteem. Seeking some other form of confidence, I end up hurting myself more than I deserve. Solitude seems welcoming but I know it would only drive me crazy w

Help Me Become A Godmother
This fubar is a real sweetheart, she trys to help when she can, and always rates, add and fans everyone. Show her some Fubar love and help her become a godmother. Rate pics profile and stash please ~Devil In Cuffs~@ fubar

February 12
February 12 You'r Broken Character... Once again Im dwindling down that road... I keep thinking I have found what I am looking for, yet over time I learn that most is not as it seems. I am gullable and easily mislead and unfortunately I keep suffering because of it. I try and put up my wall and avoid the heartache, but once an opening is made, I pour myself out and end up leaving myself high and dry. From daily routines, to nothing at all... I cant live like that. I need to be reassured that all is sound and time is not of importance. I look for a new distraction, and luckily have found it, then suddenly old heartaches come out of the woodwork to taint my mood. I am ready for something of substance, something that is more than just a temporary fix. I was ready to move mountains and do what it takes but now all that is left is anger, and its still building. To learn I have been dragged along as a side project just isnt going to fly in my books. After today Im vowing to myself to

Ged Test
Those who dont me well dont know i am a highschool drop out. But just last month i took my GED test. They told me it would take about a month for me to get the results. Well today i got my results in the mail I PASSED! all my scores meet or exceeded the passing score requirements. I demostrated the 21 century skill of communication, imformation processing, problem solving, and high order thinking skills. those who dont understand that, it means im not dumb so ha! i passed i can finally move on no more worries. College here i come!

Words To Live By :)
HellzAngel...: i decided to neither beat them (could land me in jail) nor join them (could land me in a straightjacket)... if they want my attention, they have to come to me... play gamez? sure, i'll play... but i have only one rule... i play how i want to play... all other rulez do not exist. Amen, Sister :)

Not A Crazy Pervert
I am not some crazed pervert rapist or stalker type. My name is Christopher Miller and ever since I can remember I've been lonely. I've had crushes on girls just like any hormonal straight teenager but they never felt the same way about me. Never, never had a girlfriend and rarely had sex. I have not had any kind of sex for the past twelve or so years. This is really depressing me. But I digress, just because I ask to meet with you don't mean we have to have sex, it doesn't mean we can't have sex. But the main reason why I ask you all this is so I can get to know you better and maybe find a single woman that find this homely, horn dog attractive enough even for a mercy fuck. So, please don't judge me and please don't hate me. That's all I have to say, no excuse me while I go back to wallowing in self pity.

The 13 Principles Of Wiccan Belief
1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters. 2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with nature in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept. 3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called ‘supernatural’, but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all. 4. We conceive of the Creative Power in the universe as manifesting through polarity – as masculine and feminine – and that this same Creative Power lies in all people and functions through the interaction of the masculine and the feminine. We value neither above the other knowing each to be supportive of the other. We value sex as pleasure as the sym

Hugs And Kisses And Licks Licks Licks
just to let u know been on holidays for two weeks have two more weeks to go will get back to all ur friend requests and ratings ty so much for all the love xoxo mmmmmmmmmm yummy..licks loves ya

Birth Control Pill
There were three gals who were getting married and all met at the marriage counselor's office to discuss the options of having or not having a baby right away. There were two city gals and one farm gal. The counselor asked them if they planned on having a baby right away or were going to wait awhile. They all agreed that they had discussed this with their potential husbands and all agreed to wait awhile. Well, the counselor asked the first gal what type of birth control she planned to use. Her answer was, "the rhythm method." "That will work," said the counselor, "if you keep a good record" He asked the second gal what system she planned on using. "I plan on using birth control pills," she said. Again he said, "Yes that will work as long as you don't forget to take them." He then asked the farm girl what system she was planning on using. Her answer was, "The pail and saucer method." After a short delay, he told her that s

Family Meetin Tonight!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA SEE ALL YOU IN THIS MEETIN TONIGHT. IT WILL BE AT 9PM EST. IF YOU WANT COME SEND A EMAIL TO RUBIA OR MS.MAINE. I WANT THIS FAMILY TO COME BACK TOGETHER WE HAD 3 WEEKS OFF AND ITS TIME TO BOMB AGAIN. THERE ARE SUM BOMBERS THAT I DONT SEE BOMB AT ALL IF YOU DONT WANT TO BOMB THEN YOU CAN BE REMOVED FROM THE BOMBER SQUAD AND JUST BE A MEMBER. SEE YOU ALL TONIGHT, IF MOST CAN MAKE IT TONIGHT I WILL CHANGE THE MEETIN AND REPOST. THANKS MS.MAINE

Spiced Pork Roast Recipe
Spiced pork roast (fresh deboned picnic ham) is flavored with Worcestershire, brown sugar, herbs, and spices for an easy main dish for the slow cooker. Be aware that this particular recipe is designed for the Crock-Pot® Versaware product line which allows stove-top sauteing directly in the stone crock. Do not use this method with a standard Crock-Pot® or other slow cooker. Alternative instructions are included for standard and older model slow cookers. INGREDIENTS: * 1 (8 pounds bone in) fresh picnic ham * 1 Tablespoon Worcestershire sauce (about) * 1/4 cup brown sugar, packed * 1 teaspoon onion powder * 1 teaspoon garlic powder * 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme, crushed * 1/2 teaspoon dried rubbed sage * 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper * 2 teaspoons kosher salt * 1/2 teaspoon black pepper * 1/2 teaspoon vegetable oil PREPARATION: Remove the skin and fat from the ham, then debone. (Save the pork bon

I Want
I want you to come home and look at me, really look at me, not through me. I want you to take over the kids and be a dad, so I can have 20 minutes of peace in a bubble bath. I want you to sit with me at a table and eat dinner, not sit in front of the tv or run to the computer. I want to feel like you hear me when I am talking, and even if you dont understand act like you care. I want you to tell me I'm sexy, and desirable, even if my hair is a mess, and I'm in the middle of cleaning the kitchen floor. I want you to kiss me, with meaning, and desire, and need, and passion, not a quick peck in passing. I want you to touch me, not grab my butt on my way past you, but arms around me and touch me, just because. I want you to dance with me, in the living room, to songs that make you get close to me, where I fit in your arms. I want you to work for me, not at a job but here at home, like I am worth earning, just because I wear your ring does not make me a guarantee. I want you t

Verizon
While they are out playing with stuff and messing it up I had to find an internet that wasn't verizon, so I found a place uses a satellite. Sorry everyone hopefully things will be back to normal tomorrow. Playing darts tonight wish me luck.

Pork Ribs In Tomato Gravy Recipe
Country-style pork ribs are braised in a tomato, onion, and garlic gravy. Serve over pasta for a simple meal that will stick to your ribs. It may seem like a lot of onions and garlic, but the cooking method brings out the sweetness of the onions and nutty flavor of the garlic. Most of the garlic and onion melt into the gravy. You'll be amazed at the flavor of this dish, considering there are so few ingredients. INGREDIENTS: * 2 to 4 pounds country-style pork ribs, cut into 3- to 4-inch lengths * Kosher salt and freshly ground pepper * 2 teaspoons olive oil, divided use * 3 medium sweet onions, sliced into 1/2-inch thick rings * 1 head (about 12 cloves) garlic, peeled and cut in half * 1 (28 ounces) can crushed, peeled tomatoes * 1 (14.5 ounces) can diced tomatoes * 2 cups water * 1 pound of pasta of choice, cooked al dente * Chopped parsley for garnish PREPARATION: Sprinkle pork ribs liberally with salt and pepper. Heat a larg

Grilled Pizza With Pesto, Tomatoes & Feta
Pizza isn't entirely off limits on The South Beach Diet™. In fact, if it's piled high with a variety of vegetables, it can be a sensible option for dinner. Just choose a whole wheat crust whenever possible — and make sure you don't overindulge. The next time you're planning a backyard barbecue, try this Phase 3 recipe, which can be made on the grill. Serves 4 Ingredients 1 pound prepared pizza dough, preferably whole-wheat 1/2 cup prepared pesto 4 ripe plum tomatoes, thinly sliced 1/2 cup crumbled feta cheese 1/4 teaspoon paprika Freshly ground pepper to taste 1/4 cup lightly packed fresh basil leaves, torn

Venting Again
i swear why can't people including family mind their on damn business..i'm so sick of everyone thinking my life is their concern...who i see who i don't see..who i fuck or don't fuck..or i have a relationship with or don't..or whatever..is none of you damn business...sheez...get a freakin life..and leave mine alone...

I Want All My Bomber Here!!
I WANNA SEE ALL YOU HERE BOMBIN THIS PIC FOR RUBIA. SHE IS DOING THIS TO GET A 3 DAY BLAST THAT SHE IS USING TO PROMOTE A BOMBFEST. WHERE ARE ALL MY BOMBERS....ALL I SEE IS RUBIA AND MS.MAINE...COME ON WHERE IS ALL THE LOVE?!?!?

Letting Go
To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything t

Friggin A/c Is Broken...and
I really hate it when people don't respond and say they are busy but then leave profile comments and gifts fr other people, thats BS, just say they dont wanna talk and I'm cool with that. and it's sweltering in this sweatshop of an office. Penthouse suite offices overheat the fastest, and I'm getting hotter by the second!

If You Want To Know Why I Was Leaving
WELL FIRST I WANT TO SAY I HATE DRAMA AND THE LAST THING I AM TRYING TO DO IS KEEP THIS GOING.... SO THE ONLY REASON I AM EVEN POSTING THIS IS BECAUSE MANY OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS HAVE BEEN ASKING AND IT IS A LONG STORY... SO I'M TRYING TO SAVE ME A LITTLE TIME AND TYPING LOL ~~IT STARTED A FEW DAYS AGO WITH A BULLETIN THAT WAS POSTED SAYING I WAS AGAINST THE MILITARY AND VETS... IT HAD ASKED PEOPLE (MILITARY) TO UNFAN ME, I LOST 200 FANS OVER IT, IT GOT DELETED AFTER 30 MINUTES, BUT IT WAS TOOO LATE HAD ALREADY REPOSTED SEVERAL TIMES... ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS THIS IS A CROCK OF SHIT (COOLEST GUY EVER IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ON HERE HE'S IN IRAQ AND WOLFSPIRIT WHO I TALK TO EVERYDAY IS A VET) SEVERAL PEOPLE SEEN IT AND JUMPED TO MY DEFENSE ON THIS... SRY NOT NAMING ANY NAMES ON WHO POSTED OR HELPED ME~~ ~~SO THEN I'M SITTING HERE AND MY SHOUTBOX IS GOING ON AND ON, WELL KNOWING I CAN'T REPLY IN IT I WASN'T REALLY PAYING ATTENTION TO THE ARROWS, SOME WANTED TO SEE NSFW PICS, ET

Following My Heart
Recently my life has taken a different direction. More accurately, my heart has taken a different direction. Those that know me, realize I am an incredibly stubborn person. However, a certain special person has come into my life recently and opened my eyes to different possibilities. With that in mind, I'm following my heart in a totally different direction. This person, is thankfully very persistent and patient with me. It's taken that to get to bend my own rules. I'm incredibly lucky for this person to have entered my life!!

First Day At School
Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock , did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were nodesks. Looking around, confused, they asked, "Ms. Cothren, where're our desks?" She replied, "You can't have a desk until you tell me what you have done toearned the right to sit at a desk." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." She told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news crews had started gathering in Ms. Cothren's classroo

Something Cool About Racing!!
Someone posted this on a racing board that I hang out at sometimes...it touched me & I thought that it might be enjoyable reading for some of the rest of you who are racing fans..... ENJOY ;) Quote of the week!! Why don't you show some testicular fortitude and get up from the keyboard and do something about it. ...author DirtRacinNut I don't think I have ever heard it put so eloquently in my life. Well said. Congrats to all the winners this past week........to all the drivers for putting on a great show........Thank you to the track officials that do all they do regardless if I agree with calls or not......Hip Hip Hooray for Chuckie May who has brought a track back to life and give all us race families and fans a place to go on Saturday night. With all the controversies on this message board at times people somehow don't understand from a drivers stand point that this is a labor of love. In any sport baseball football basketball there are obstacles that interfe

The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

We Makes Everything Harder Than It Should Be
When did having a relationship become so complicated? It should be simple enough, you love, you care, you feel and you get that in return. We are so caught up in ourselves we fail to notice what is standing right in front of us, maybe we are too scared to accept it? If you have ever loved you understand what I mean when you start to have those feelings again for another and it pushes you away because you don’t want to experience the hurt and the heartache again. Isn’t life all about taking chances? If we never took a chance then we would all be living in this world thinking “what if” or “if only”. I think getting hurt; getting scars, taking chances is what life is all about. Don’t you think Bill Gates was scared to share his idea with the world and what if he had not? Yes someone else would have eventually invented a company but it would not have been called Microsoft and he would be living in this perpetual state of regret, what a sad way to live. I think we are all hoping for that

Being A Bi**h!
Well I did earn the title. But it came with years of learning and teaching myself that if you don't do for yourself and protect yourself, who in the Hell will? No one! I've been lucky in my life and unlucky. I have many, many friends through the U.S.A. and wouldn't trade anyone of them for nothing in the world. Some of them I lost contact with between 1995 through 2001 due to an asshole of a ex-husband (now). I have found many of you through yahoo, through msn, and a couple through here fubar, cherrytap, whatever this enjoyable site wants to be called. Now that I have found the majority of them and there's a few and yes the majority of them are of the male species, I refuse, will not allow, and if their girlfriends and wives have a problem with oh well, I won't loose them again. Which no one has ever had a problem with me, because there are lines that I draw and I refuse to let them be cross for any reason. I'm a very nice, honorable, loyal, a southern belle at heart and I do mean wh

About Me
I figure this is the easiest way to explain who I am.I have in the last few days added alot of new friends.Just a lil about me ive been here almost a year in Sept. In the year I picked up an addiction and that is to level people. During that time we have helped thousands level up thats just we like to do. So you will either love me or hate me. We help as many as we can. So you know I don't use my alert box to rate. I rate when you are close to leveling. I'll be the first to admit i fill the Bulletin board up with them.So if that bothers you please feel free to remove me now but I like to help people and in order to do it you gotta let others know that someone needs help. Recently I had someone tell me if I didnt help them with level up they would remove me as a fan.Well Im not here for points and Im not here for fans. I give you respect please give it back to me. I had to be told by alot of people that there are 1,000,000 Fubars I cant please everyone. I dont get to help on ev

Did You Know About Women?
There are alot of nice women who cares so much about the people around the world. Some don't but Most DO. I love the people in the world. Most of my time I felt bad how women do.. Meaning the suffer they get. Their heart broken.. Why no one stay with one person as things mess up. But nobody perfect. I am not perfect. I am a lousy Deaf person that keep losing love everytime I get dump for no reason. But that ok for me.. Women are just perfect and lovling person.. Women are important for me to protect much in my heart. Women dont deserve to be suffer. Smile ladies hope you dont cry because I type this.. Love ya ladies but for friends only.. HEHE

Lost Angel
I stand in half shadow No longer an angel Nor belonging in darkness I search for direction But the pathways blur Impoverished desires Masked between shadow and light Where is he who lead me here To the gateway of no return I call out his name But there is no answer I am, alone and unsure. Half made promises Enticed me to follow him A journey of my yeilded soul Belonging now to the one Whos heart is hidden By his billowed cloak I am naked and exposed In the dappled shadows Reaching out my unseen hand No way back to yesterday Only shadows of nothing For tomorrow.

Sex Quiz
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

College Days
The first two years at college was a time when I learned many things, and spent as little time in class as possible. The things I learned in the classroom may have paled in relation to what I learned outside of my studies. I went to school at a huge place with tens of thousands of students. After growing up in a small town, the large school environment gave me all kinds of new experiences. That is the backdrop for this story. Like most people, I lived in a dormitory with a roommate my first year. My roommate was very different than me and was a heavy-drinking guy that seemed to always have a new girl with him. This made things interesting when we shared a room, and often meant I would go find something to do elsewhere when he came back with a friend. I felt sorry for most of the women he brought back, because many of them expected more than a one-night stand. Only a few of his friends were around for more than a few days before he found someone else. As the semester went on my ro

Horoscope...
This was my horoscope today: You're at the center of a swirl of gossip. It might not be about you, and you might not even be contributing to it, but there's still no avoiding it. Do your best to let it all just wash over you. What's funny is I have seen more drama in the past couple of days than I have in the past five years combined, none of which I did anything to cause (seeing as how I try to avoid it at all costs), but got sucked into somehow... I even had to delete a gmail account in an attempt to get away from it!!! What's even crazier is that there is more than one situation going on (more like three), which NEVER happens to me. Fu horoscopes are creepily right-on sometimes.

A Brief Word About Spirituality ....
Some people at work were just talking about runes and tarot cards and other "silly" stuff like that. Just because it doesn't fall under your belief structure, doesn't make it silly. I don't get on their cases about how "silly" Catholicism is.

I Know Im Dr.greenthumb
'Hello Dr. Greenthumb, paging Dr. Greenthumb!' Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb I'd like to tell you just where I'm from In the hills where the trees grow wild with weed fields The fucking pigs with shields holding the blue steels Greenhouse effect with the weed connect (Doctor) DEA can't keep Greenthumb in check (Doctor!) HPS, God Bless the whole crop Please God, don't let me see no cops Trunkload, ready to hit the highway Don't let the eye in the sky fly my way or we gonna have big trouble, that's no shit Can't be growin without no permit but fuck that, I study the 215 trip That way when they come they can suck my dick Weed can't grow without attention Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb Chorus: Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb! I'd like to tell you just where I'm from Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb Hello my name is Dr. Greenthumb! I'd like to tell you just where I'm from Aiyyo Dr. Green

Vip Or Blasts !!!!!!!
Just wanted to remind my wonderfully friends, fans and family my contest with no deadlines is still going onl So get me your pic and start bombing Just reach 20,000 comments and get a VIP or 7 day blast or reach 10,000 and get a three day blast is that easy. So just let me know !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your friend Kewlrunning!

Where Is The Fubar Love
Ok so I got a wild hair up my ass and decided to do a MUMM...Check it out if you get the chance..but what amazed me was the NO responces.. Fubar the home of Sending Love , Having friends, Networking, Etc.... The no's out number the yea's Whats that all about so does this drive the point that fubar is just a place for self centered people to get as many votes for themselves so they can become FUBAR GOD FATHERS... What good is the rating if you would absolutley not act on it... For me let me tell you all this right now.. If you ever traveled to my home town or even close I would be happy to tell you any of the hot spots I know...And if I was availible I would even be more than happy to by you a drink..THe cutier you are obviously the more I buy...LOL j/k... I joined CherryTap..now fubar..because A Friend whom I think is the Bee's Knees told me about it and said it was fun...I want to thank her for the invite in my own little way.... BUT COME ON PEOPLE FU

Slut
hay just so people know dont go near hardcore perfection she will play you and then fuck you off, she has no respect or feelings, and just so people know she is not 22, she is 19 never had sex, still a virgin, (i know cause she fucked me over so now im getting her back by playing her game

I Love My Bong
Hits From The Bong Pick it, pack it, fire it up, come aloooong and take hits from the boooong Put the blunt down just for a second Don't get me wrong it's not a new method Inhale, Exhale - just got a ounce in the mail I like a blunt or a big fat cone But my double barrel bong is gettin me stoned Home skillet, there's water inside don't spill it It smells like shit on the carpet Still it, goes down smooth when I get a clean hit Of the skunky funky smelly green shit Sing my song, puff all night long As I take Hits from the bong... Hits From The Bong y'all Can I get a hit? Hits From The Bong Can I get a hit? Hits From The Bong Can I get a hit? Hits From The Bong Let's smoke that bowl, hit the bong And then take that finger off of that hole Plug it, unplug it, don't straaaain I love you Mary Jane She never complains, when I hit Mary With that flame, I light up the cherry She's so good to me, when I pack a fresh bowl I clean the screen Don't get me stirred up

Some People Are Rude I Think!
I THOUGHT THIS WAS A SITE WHERE U CAN DO WHAT YOU WANT. WELL I WAS PROVEN WRONG ON THE FACT THAT THERES SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE , THAT DONT LIKE WHAT OTHERS DO!!! SORRY IF YOU DONT LIKE ME UPLOADING PICS AND STUFF, YOU CAN DELETE ME TY ;) HAVE A NICE DAY AS I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE COMPLAINING ABOUT ME DOING STUFF!!! love69ish: ty (him) ->love69ish: oooooook then (me) love69ish: cuz thats all I see in my box,,,,,,you.(him) ->love69ish: why?(me) love69ish: stop uploading pictures please! (him)

Still Laughing....
Did you hear about the Guy that was talking to his buddy, when he said, "I don't know what to get my wife for her birthday. She has everything, and besides, she can afford to buy anything she wants. So, I'm stumped." His buddy said, "I have an idea. Why don't you make up a certificate that says she can have two hours of great sex, any way she wants it. She'll probably be thrilled!" So the first guy did just that! The next day his buddy asked, "Well, did you take my suggestion? How did it turn out?" "She loved it. She jumped up, thanked me, kissed me on the mouth, and ran out the door yelling, 'I'll see you in two hours'."

Why Me
check this out, now he started in my shout box.. then blocked me after calling me an asshole, because i wouldn't give him my msn or yahoo id.. Start at the bottom! On 8/8/2007, slinkyja@fubar.com wrote: NO PROBLEM YOU SICK FUCKER JUST REMEMBER YOUR THE ONE THAT STARTED TALKING TO ME. I DIDNT' DO ANYTHING MORE THEN SAY NO On 8/8/2007, fu767639@fubar.com wrote: Fantastico cunt, leave me alone now..... On 8/8/2007, slinkyja@fubar.com wrote: ROFL have a great day man. More power to ya! On 8/8/2007, fu767639@fubar.com wrote: Get a fucking life cunt, you were born ugly, get over it On 8/8/2007, slinkyja@fubar.com wrote: Of course I was good looking enough until i told you NO!!!!!!!!!!!! Then all of a sudden I'm a ugly cunt. Go figure, some people are ugly all the way thru. (like you) On 8/8/2007, fu767639@fubar.com wrote: Cyber sex? WTF, who are u kidding? LOL...fucking u

Watching Her As She Slept
Originally posted Apr 08, 2006 Waking from a dream, I behold a lovely sight next to me She was here, my soul-mate, smiling in her sleep, as she snuggled next to me Brushing back her hair I gaze upon her face I know deep within my soul that it's her Love that I could never replace As I watch her as she sleeps I'm on cloud +9 and climbing oh so high I wonder if she's aware that for her I would lay down and DIE I kiss her soft lips and she lets out a sexy sigh and a tear of joy falls gently from me eye As I watch her as she sleeps she's a dream given life, she's a precious gift without trying she has the ability to set my mind adrift she stretches and lets out a hearty yawn and says, I'd like for you be laying next to me before the coming dawn as I watch her as she sleeps I whisper softly in her ear "you are all that is true" with one eye she squints & replies with a dry mouth whisper, "I love you boo" She loves that I watch over her & She sometimes stirs to meet

Deflected Darness
deflected darkness...a poem its so sad that you're so sad your woes turn to rage and your rage drives you mad I'm not at all happy that you've pointed it all towards me but I know that with success comes people like you deflecting that hate of you by talking down to me you're so swollen with regret that I gave birth to my ideas instead of creating your own you want people to swallow your poisoned tears I feel really sad for you for not being able to see things as clearly as I do and I'm not at all happy that for your rage that its me you try to abuse But its ok cause I don't that what you direct at me is all about how you feel about you © 2007, Gata~the poetess . All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Wild Fantasy Girls With Naughty Fetishes -n- Fantasies!!
WILD FANTASY GIRLS with NAUGHTY FETISHES -N- FANTASIES!! Only Big Black Cocks can Please My Perfect Pink Pussy............ You've been watching me. You know that I'm home alone all day while my husband is away at work. You know what kind of wanton slut I am, and you know I'm nothing but a nasty slut wife, who's aching for that sweet cock of yours burried deep up my dripping cunt! You know I love to fuck behind his back, you feel the sex ooze off of me, and you can't wait to get your hands on me, to find out if I'm as nasty as you'd hoped! Waiting patiently for my husband to ignorantly head off to work, you find me playing in my panties, all hot and ready for you! I never believed anything like this could ever happen to me, but I'm here to tell you that everything here in happened just as it occurred one year ago. Just to set the stage and give you a little back ground, I'm a happily married woman for eight years now, with two beautiful children and a hu

Eh?
Well i just got an email about a mumm i made that was apperently nsfw, which i had a few question's about, like why exactly is there a box to mark your mumm nsfw? and isnt there other nsfw mumms out there? maybe im missing something.

Ok Some Assclown Deleted Our Lounge Please Come And Rejoin!!!!
(repost of original by '*kerry* aka *♫Ďĵ Ŧēăŝĕ♫FNL♫AR♫♥^' on '2007-08-08 12:52:47') (repost of original by '~DJ BountyHuntress™~Magnum Radio's Sexy Head DJ~Living DED Girl~' on '2007-08-08 13:07:08')

What Does It Mean To "toggle"?
I dunno...I love my job. Thursdays are a bitch. Mondays I sit and stare at the wall because the weekend's still kicking my ass. Tuesdays drag along...Wednesdays are mediocre and Fridays are probably the best days ever. I enjoy most of the people I work with but there's a couple bitches...ohh yes...one in particular that thinks she's the cutest thing ever but in reality she's about 4 hairs short of a unibrow. Men. I don't get them...I shouldn't even try...I never really imagined I'd be in a place where I had to toggle them. Is toggle a word? Anyway I have some that call and I like to talk to them...I have some that call and I wish they'd lose my number or even better, I punch myself in the face for GIVING it to them in the first place. I have some that I wanna jump their bones...I have some that wanna jump mine and never, ever will... but then, there's this ONE. This one guy..that I've been there, done that with...and none of them will ever, ever compare to him. Not like as in, t

Choosing A Practitioner (some Charge Alot Of Money To Help You)
((Someone told me that a Binding Spell was put on them, I do know myself in Studying in the Arts that yes Negative Spells can be cast against another person. I will try to help them, but most Witches and Psychics do charge alot of money per hour. I know some people need to make money but in many of the books I have read, we are not to charge when rendering a service that most people can go to the Bookstore and buy the books for Spells they are searching for to help them. 'I hope I am right about that.' Now if we make things like; Incense, Oils, Candles and many other things that we do, we can charge a small fee and most kits costs about $19.95. I don't understand when someone offers a way for you to help you get something (like a Love Spell 'which Love Spells are really not good to perform due to the Power of Three' or Seeking Happiness)or getting rid of Negative Energies around you or Binding Spells. The person that created malewitch.com quotes this: "Love spells

4700to Level
PLEASE ONLY RATE BLOG IF YOU ARE HELPING ON A LEVEL UP THIS ISNT FOR POINTS THIS IS TOO KNOW HOW MUCH HELP WE DO HAVE STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE SWEETHING333 ** Please Sign my Guest Book ***CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER ***@ fubar

True Of My Desire Anyway
I have a tendency to want to Daddy those around me. You scored as Guardian, Angel of the universe, protector of the weak, defender of all that is good and real, you shield the inhabitants of your world from the perils of damaged dreams, broken hearts and bad advice.Torch Bearer92% Guardian92% Sage92% Philosopher92% Artisan92% Maverick75% Designer67% Impressionist67% Guru67% Star Child58% Path Finder

Opinion
Why does a beautiful girl go on a website half naked and tell people to rate me, add me, fan me? Are we so insecure, and self centered we need to be told that we are important? I don’t get it cause don’t people realize that when you go online your going to get nothing but fake people? If you’re lucky you can find a person who is on the site for friends. I have found that there are so many people on here who are your best friends until they reach the level they wanted, then your lucky if they say hi once a month. It reminds me of high school? What is people big deal with being accepted, I have been an outcast my whole life and im more successful than half the people in the popular cliques in my high school, there either drunken college jocks, or pregnant ex cheerleaders, with dead end husbands, and no future. So here is my question to all of you. Does being a popular person with lots of adoring fans, really get you further in life than someone without them? My opinion ratings are n

I Am An Idiot And I Admit It!
I went and messed up again. I thought the love of my life had cheated on me. The girl came to my house told me she was pregnant and with my husbands baby. I know she is a bit of a slut and there was a possibility it was not his baby. I ended up throwing him out of the house even started divorce papers. Yesterday the chick came over to my house and she was crying and freaking out. At first I wanted to punch her in the face but I ended up letting her in. She kept saying she needed to tell me something. Finally after a few minutes she told me she had lied. She said she was not even pregnant. Stunned I asked her why she would do that and she gave me a crap story about how she loves him and thought if I wasn't in the picture he would forget about me and want to be with her. She told me she has tried visiting my hubby a lot and all he would do is very about me and he did not know why I thought he would cheat on me. I asked her to leave because I was pissed. I thought I threw away my life for

Only My Freinds Can Call Me Glenda!!!
You are 81% Witch or Wizard! You are more white than black, seeing knowledge as something that could be dangerous in the wrong hands. You could be the protector we need.What type of Witch or Wizard are you?Create a Quiz

I Miss You All Sooooooo Much
I PLAN TO BE BACK ON VERY SOON THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR ALL THE LOVELY COMMENTS AND GIFTS I PROMISE TO REPAY AS SOON AS I AM BACK ON AT HOME I HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING VERY WELL AND I MISS YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH TALK TO YOU ALL VERY VERY SOON HUGS AND KISSES AND LOTS OF DRINKS :):):):):):):):) LOVE LIL CHAR

I'm Too Hot To Be Funny Dammit
1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? I have a troop of midgets that do that for me actually 2. What were you doing this morning at 8? Searching all over for my troops dammit 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? Caressing . . . . Uh yeah caressing 4. What are you wearing right now? I left a ladder outside the window did you not use it 5. Are you mad at anyone right now? I am mad at everyone 6. The last two people to say they loved you? Yeah I am so not the lovable type 7. Kissed someone in the last 24 hrs? Oh yeah I didn’t put the ladder out there til afterwards huh 8. Are you happy with your living arrangements? No I need lower windows for easier access 9. Last thing received in the mail? It was in brown paper wrapping 10. Do you have any famous relatives? Just myself 11. Have you ever had sex in a public place? Need I even answer this really 12. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Demanded a strip search I did 13. How

Me
I DO ALL THE THINGS THAT I DO, FOR OTHERS. I DONT EXPECT THINGS IN RETURN BUT NOW PEOPLE ARE TAKING ME FOR GRANTED WITH THEIR DEMANDS AND WANTS FROM ME. I AM MORE THAN WILLING TO BE FREE WITH MYSELF. I DONT ASK FOR ANYTHING FROM ANYONE AND I DONT THINK OTHERS SHOULD KEEP ASKING FROM ME, BUT RESPECT AND I DONT WANNA F**K EVERYONE! I AM HERE FOR FUN AND SIMPLY SAID THATS ALL! LOVE TO ALL!

Be Careful What U Type
be careful what u type it so easy these days to get caught up in the many forms of mass communication, but be careful what u type. it so easy for us to think we clearly expresed our selves in words to later find out the person can not see our facial expresion. be careful what u type being on the other side of the keys it easy to type things ud never say in real life. lastly be careful what u type u assume alot of thing by sending a simple message and what have our parents told us when u assume u make an ass out of u and me

Borrowed Blog Idea
I liked Monica's likes and dislikes blog..so I am stealing it. I really don't like 100 degree weather.Yes it's really that hot here. I can't type while I am on the phone (not really a like or dislike).I just happen to be on the phone I don't like liver...ewwww I do love a good conversation Overalls should be buried once and for all.Do not bring them back ever! Oh I am throwing a wish in here...I wish people were more educated about autism since my son has it. I love the beach,have lived near it most of my life,even though I still don't know how to swim I will continue my wish/love/hate list later

New Photo Policy
here i am, once again letting you glimpse into the mind of me. as i was ummm, working, lol, i stumbled across yet another rambling about photos being flagged nsfw. and to be honest, im really rather over it. i think this sight needs to examine some of the policys here. in the begining, there was no such thing as nsfw. this was designed to be an adult website, with adult themes. the sheer fact you are here means you are probably a little pervy to start with. so, whats the big deal. if this sight is an issue at work, dont log on. im not allowed to read playboy or surf porn at work either. but alas, we have come under the photo police. so PC they should run for president. i do have a solution. why dont we just make all photos nsfw. then we wont have to deal with all this bullshit. or, have a login adult filter. one will allow adult content, the other wont. easy as that. maybe we need to have things flagged safe for work instead? anyway, you dont have to go home, but you cant

Never Again
I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words I never read your letter 'Cos I knew what you'd say Give me that Sunday school answer Try and make it all OK [Chorus] Does it hurt to know I'll never be there Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere It was you, who chose to end it like you did I was the last to know You knew exactly what you would do And don't say, you simply lost your way She may believe you but I never will Never again If she really knows the truth, she deserves you A trophy wife, oh how cute Ignorance is bliss But when your day comes, and he's through with you And he'll be through with you You'll die together but alone You wrote me in a letter You couldn't say it right to my face Give me that Sunday school answer Repent yourself away [Chorus] Does it hurt to know I'll

Human Relations
People. God knows I love them (do not fear the sarcasm). Actually, I can't say I hate very many people specifically; so few seem real enough to deserve that level of attention. Certainly, though, there are some few good people out there, somewhere. It's just that, here, in my tiny little facet of this spinning pile, it's so rare to really feel anything from anyone. Connections are difficult. There's an irritation in being among people who've already found their connection, and finding that those who haven't, are just as undesirable as the void they would be replacing. The numbing mind-ream of knowing you're alone not because people wont' accept you,but because you find so little worth in accepting. An imposed solitude is better than simply tolerating your company in waiting for something or someone better. So lonliness is not such a terrible thing when you consider that the alternative to thought provoking solace, is to be surrounded only by reminders of why that solitude is prefferabl

The Other Night
For like the first time in a long while I had no “plans” or obligations to do anything. These nights come few and far between so I was going to do as little as possible for one night…. I figured that I’d watch a movie and maybe play some PS2. So I got all that was needed, a bag of chips, a glass of ice, the bottle of Jack, and a few joints. I sat back in the lazy boy and began to enjoy my night of solitude. I poured my Jack, lit the joint, and opened the window a crack so my living room would not totally reek in the morning. After the movie was over I started to channel surf and soon I was getting bored (there was nothing to watch on TV). I was feeling a bit horny (imagine that) so I searched out a porn DVD to pass the time. Figuring it would at least keep my interest. Putting the DVD in I skipped all the previews and jumped right into the movie and then sat back to enjoy to enjoy it. Rolling a few more joints and lighted up one. It was some good weed, and the movie was not that

Banister Of Life
As You Slide Down the Banister of Life, Remember 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written an impressive new book. It's called ........."Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink and be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and your boss, the Pope only expects you to kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning, One brilliant flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and that ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes were inevitable now, of course, there's shipping and handling, too. 8. A husband is someone who, after taking the trash out, gives the impression that he just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just vending machines and a large trash can.

I Knew I Loved You By Savage Garden The Song I Dedicate To My Boyfriend
Maybe it's intuition but some things you just don't question Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant And there it goes, I think I found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe... I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life There's just no rhyme or reason Only the sense of completion And in your eyes, I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I've found my way home I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe... I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I've found you I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life

The Gift
Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Untill I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it

Ok... Not For All Guys Just Some Guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is not for all guys but some guys.. Now when you look at my profile it is made clear that i am with someone. so wise the fuck up and back the fuck up.. I am with someone... if you want to chat thats fine.. i dont want to see your NSFW photos, I am not single. so i dont give a flyign fuck if your single.I will chat with you but thats as far as it goes,because I have a man. Its made perfectly clear in my profile.. So fucking read my profile.. Before you sit there and ask are you single, etc.. etc... and etc... Im sooo sick and tired of all the fuckin horny ass men on here tryin to find a chick who they can fuckin hit on or say shit too. well guess what find another one. this ones taken.. and I am happy with who i am with... I go through this bullshit on a daily basis.. I dont care about any other guy but the guy i am with. I dont look at any other guy like that.. i dont chose to look at any other guy.. except the guy i am with.. So guys please read my profile.. before you decide

The Week From Hell
does lightning strike in the same place 2wice? yes it does!! in the last week i've had 2 mobi's stolen had to pay to get another one, which is now my 3rd. just started my own business. losing work left right and centre as can't be contacted by my mobi and the flaming service provider can't eve n get a new sim card delivered to the right address.

The Republican Creed
I was Stumbling around the net and found The Republican Creed by Jim Mooney. It's a pretty good read.Here's an extract: I am a Republican. I made myself from thin air. I owe America Nothing. Not taxes. Not service. Not loyalty. nothing. The nation should be glad to have me. For do I not manipulate the symbols of wealth for the greater good of myself and my friends? Where there is exorbitant interest and fees, there am !. Where a company fires a thousand men to bloat my stock, there am I. Where a nation bends to global bankers and starves its folk, there am I. Where an HMO kills or an insurer cheats, there am I. Where pollution fills the air, there am I. ( Well, not quite there, for my lungs fill with country club air. Let others bear my poison. Especially if they are the wicked poor. )It's a bit longer than this one paragraph, so be sure to check it out...tag: politics, republicans, rights, liberties-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at Fubar.comGet

From Me.
Hello everyone, well im new to cherry tap so i really dont know much about it im 5'6" brown hair an eyes as you see in the picture im here to have fun an for friends, for fun i like to go ,muddin,ride horses,swim,hang out with friends,make new friends,ride 4 wheelers,and up for anything fun so if ya want leave a comment if not it will be ok

Yours Truely
Well here it goes.....theres very few of u who know bout me..the real me..im a 29 yr old single mom and the last 5 yrs of my life have been a rollercoaster ride...i went thru cancer,which i cant technically say ive beat it but i am in remission. when i went thru that i lost alot of confidence in myself and self esteem (its always nice to hear ur beautiful) so when i get a compliment from u and i kinda laugh it off its jus me its something i have to get back myself.Im a very compassionate person and very caring to those who mean alot to me...and its hard for me to trust anyone so good luck knocking down the walls.I recently lost my job due to my health and im having a hard time getting back on my feet so im going to be moving in wit my mom for a minute so therefore i may not be online as much.I also plan on goin to school in the fall..but wouldnt u know it i may not be able to go into the field i want to due a few things in my past that haunt me.So i jus want the people on here to know

Beautiful Fubar Women #2
Very beautiful. Women are a work of art and should be appreciated and not taken for grantedOK now for my second Lady. :DThis picture may not be clear, but it is clear from this pic that she is a very beautiful Lady. She has a very innocence type of school girl look and as you can see she has the most beautifulest eyes and a nice nose and a cute shapely face and I love the way her hair hangs across her face. Also nice teeth and lips.For the second picture of her,she has that naughty school teacher look side of her. very sexy. And once again, it shows off her beautiful eyes and luscious beautiful lips. In her own words she states "When I Get a Little Way Too Excited,I Scratch Backs....Im Such a Bad Girl..lol All I can say to that is, You can scratch my back anytime baby :DOK last pic of her is showing her cute side again and I am just in love with those eyes! Very sweet side to her, but believe me,.. she does have a naughty side to her If you want to see go to her page :D

Naughty Application
Naughty Application JUST BETWEEN US SO BE BRAVE,FILL IT OUT & SEND IT BACK TO ME...lol 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. If you had me alone and all to yourself, what would you do? 25.What your number?

4000 Behind...could Really Use Some Help
Hey everyone Im in the Most Wanted Contest and could use some bombers...Every and all help is greatly appreciated and returned!!! thanks everyone!!! Please be sure to add the contest owner so you can comment and show her some love! THANKS! This is robisue the contest holder robisue@ fubar annnnnnnnnd this is meeeeeeeee :)

Beautiful Fubar Women #!
One of my hobbies on Fubar will be posting cool pics of Fubar women. I will be choosing what I think is the best picture of a Fubar Lady in their pic section of course a long w/ their permission. I will be adding pictures as time goes by to this blog. If there are 2 pictures that I like I will then post 2 of them and I will say what I liked about each one. P.S. Beauty is not aways on the out side. Very beautiful. Women are a work of art and should be appreciated and not taken for grantedOK This one is nice because it shows off her beautiful eyes and nice cheek bones and lovely hair.I like the side pose on this one. It shows off her lovely cheek bones real good and her nicely shaped nose and beautiful skin complexionHell Yea! to me this picture says I am ready to jump your bones lol. Nice tattoos also.

Did Someone Say Contest????
I have decided I'd like to hostess my first contest! I would like this to be for THE sexiest person in this bar! (Can't call ya cherries anymore LOL) So send me a link to the photo you want to use or let me know if you'd like to nominate someone! First place winner will receive a Yacht! Second place winner will receive a Corvette! Third place winner will receive a Silver Motorcycle! So come on! Get your entries in now! I'd like to start this contest on Friday, August 10th at 8 a.m. Eastern and have it run for one week. It would end on Friday, August 17th at 8 a.m. Eastern. Help me spread the word! I'd LOVE to be able to give away some blasts too but I'm too broke for that LOL. If you'd be interested in donating them to the winners, c-mail me. All ages, sizes and stuff like that are welcome! The picture does not have to be of just you, and can be a morph. Please be sure to keep it safe for work though. The winner will be decided by the most comment

Is Everything Really Bigger In Texas?
NOT SURE ABOUT EVERYTHING ELSE BUT TEXXAS HAS GOT ONE BIG OL BUTT THATS FO SHO, AND SHE LOVES TO SHOW IT OFF, NOW IF YOU GO TO HER PROFILE AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE, I KNOW SHE'LL GIVE IT ALL BACK, AND MAYBE SOME EXTRA *wink*! TeXXas...@ fubar SO HEAD OVER THERE AND DROP SOME LOVE, IF NOT FOR HER, DO IT FOR THE ENTIRE COMMUNITY, OR FOR YOUR DOG, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT!! CHEERS TO ALL OF YOU! DRINK DRANK DRUNK Drunk1{NSFW MILFsStalkingVictim}{theTanksGM}@ fubar

How To Support Our Soldiers?
I read this in a bulletin & had to blog it. Please let me know if there are any other Support Web Sites & I'll add them. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> How can I send a message or show support for our Soldiers? http://www.military.com/ WASHINGTON, D.C. – The Dept. of Defense is responding to queries from thousands of Americans who are again asking what they can do to show their support for service members, especially those serving overseas in this time of war? The following are websites for several organizations sponsoring programs for members of the Armed Forces overseas. While it would be inappropriate for DoD to endorse any specifically, service members do value and appreciate such expressions of support: Donate a calling card to help keep service members in touch with their families at Operation Uplink at http://www.operationuplink.org/ Send a greeting via e-mail through Operation Dear Abby at http://anyservicemember.navy.mil/ or http://www

Help Help Help
please come vote for me on my battles and contests, i really will appreciate it and i will rtf and rtf supervotes so help a girl out pls hehe http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=2348690 http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=2327695

The Date Is Set
My surgery date is now set. So between now and sept 5th I get to wait....and get nervous. Having been an LPN I know what could go wrong. I also know that I have one of the best neurosurgeons in the city. So getting nervous will be a waste of time. Tell that to my brain!!! But it is a relief to finally have a date so I can plan my life again. Now I have to survive all the friends who will offer and stop by to help. I have a nurses mentality. It is better to give than receive.......guess I will learn to get help for a change.

Check Out This Sexxxxy Lady
MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts OK Y'ALL PLEASE GO SHOW MIZZ"HELLCAT" SUM LUV & "HUMPING" LOL ! IT'S HER BIRTHDAY AND IT'S A "HUMP DAY" AND SHE ROCKS ! SHE RETURNS THE LUV ~ HELLCAT@ fubar MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts BROUGHT TO YOU BY : "BOSSLADYWITDASEXXXYEYEZ"

The Serenity Prayer
The Serenity Prayer God grant me: The Serenity, to accept the things I cannot change. The Courage, to change the things I can. And the Wisdom, to know the difference. Thy will, not mine, be done. Amen This is not just a prayer. It is the best philosophy I have ever heard on how to live life. Whatever the relationships, be it love, friendships, finances, work, or any other aspect of life, those three lines can be applied. Here is briefly what those three lines tell me. The Serenity, to accept the things I cannot change. This is difficult to do because, each of us wants to be in total control of every aspect of our life. Many let the drama of everyday life get to them and control their emotions when they have no control over the drama itself. You cannot change the facts. You cannot change other people. Because of this lack of power and control, you must learn to accept it and concentrate on what you do control. The Courage, to change the things I can. It is not

How To Make A Graphic
A lot of people think either I just snootch my graphics or I have no clue well here is a quick lil lesson on how a simple one is made. A lot of these tubes I tube myself or get thru PSP tube searches I really enjoy making Graphics The harder the challenge the more fun it is. The graphic was fun to make, and by personalizing them it adds a nice touch. So next time you see a graphic I hope you think about all the steps that go into making them. To al the people who enjoy my graphics A great big thank you and for those who are only out there to criticize my graphics I am sorry that my work is not up to your standards. The greatest thing out there is seeing my graphics being enjoyed. There are so many of my graphics being used as peoples main profile pic's I LOVE IT. Here is kind of a breakdown of how I make a graphic.....

Curiosity
I often sit here & wonder WHY certain people have taken such an interest in my page. I am refering to repeat visitors that are not people I know on a personal level... Nor do I mean one's that actually rate &/or comment. I mean the ones that just seem to pop in for no apparent reason almost on a daily basis. You know who you are! I wonder... is it jealousy???? or mere curiosity????

My Favorite Baseball Fans
So I took a trip up north 2 hours to Anaheim stadium to see the Boston Angel game. As you all know I LOVE the Red Sox. I took my 6 month old son with me so he could experience his first Sox game, although he probaly won't remember it. So I am walking through crowds of people, To my surprise there was alot of sox fans it was so awesome. My seats were so far up! it was crazy steep too! I am walkin up these stairs with Lee in one arm and my stroller in the other with my diaper bag around my neck all these damn angel fans just watch me some even give dirty looks. Out of the sea of red a navy blue familiar hat stands up, a sox fan walks down the stairs grabs the stroller and diaper bag and helps me up to my seat. He couldn't of been nicer. I showed him my ticket and he's like looks like your sittin with us! :) I was so happy I got to sit with a group of sox fans nicest people ever! They were out here from New England visiting family. The sad part of the night was we lost :( but we didn't sw

A Must Read
I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I find. I st

A New Survey
1. Have you ever thought about getting your nipples pierced? No, but wanted to 2. Does a kiss make your boo boos feel better? LoL uh... depends on where i am hurting (wink,wink) 3. Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor? Uh yeah many many times when i partied. I still party but not that bad lol. 4.Do you start the water when you get in or when you are in the shower? Uh depends on what i am doing before i take the shower i guess. 5. Which shoe do you put on first, left or right? Right 6. Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower? No, but have dated a few guys that have. 7. Have you ever had more than 10boyfriends/girlfriends? More than that lol just kidding. 8. Have you ever thought about your death? Yeah, I think we all do every once and a while. 9. Have you ever had naked dreams? LOL yeah many times 10. Would you rather be in a permanent relationship? As long as i am not married then yeah ok 11. have the man lose his penis, or th

Marine & Tampons (awesome Story)
Just Heard This Had To Repost It Marine and Tampons (awesome story) Tampons to the rescue in Iraq!! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq. My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, "Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him." I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Mar ine X another package. He told me not to worry about Marine X because every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks it's for him too. He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started fishing through it, and said, "What'd we get this time?"

To All Of My Girls!
Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Sometimes they disappoint us. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Sometimes men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. But - women are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you, or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins and extended family all bless our life. When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of

Real People
It's becoming harder to be real these days. So many cowards and ass holes on the internet. Shit is saturated with fucked up nasty ass folks all looking to pass their misery off on someone else. I like Fubar cause people can express themselves without being censored. But it is still sad that the very reason that I got on this site, is the same one used for some of these sick ass folks I have encountered so far. I got a message from some ass that wanted to know my personal shit. Fuck off. Truth is some of the women on here have been so harassed that you can expect them to be a bit bichie, cause of all the pricks sending messages about fucking them, and hooking up. I like to flirt, but I have the good sense not to push shit. I hit some girl up on the IM the other night and she fucking bombed me out. She thought I was this shit head that's been stalking her online. She apologized, but I understood her need to be that way, cause you get so fucking annoyed with punk ass, shit talking little

Isn't It Amazing...
I have recently found myself in a situation where I was hurt by a man...(not so surprizing eh?) Well, I had the opportunity brought to me to talk to this complete and total stranger about my issues, share with Him my thoughts. So, I said to myself "What the hell...it couldn't hurt, it isn't like this person knows me and I can get it off of my mind." So I took up the opportunity to do so. Through out the midst of it all I found this part of the world that I really never knew. That a person can be so Amazing. He, the stranger, has become someone that shares a lot of my thoughts, has given me a lot of strength, and has pushed me in many ways to pursue happiness. I have done nothing other than smile 99.9% of this time that has been shared. I have learned that life doesn't have to go in the direction it seems to be taking, if we choose to walk into something with our eyes wide open. To feel this bond with someone that once was a complete stranger and to have it become a part of what I

08/07/07 10:49pm
i was jus getting ready to pass out when i got a call form mo. i could tell something was wrong by her voice. she was told that porter had passed. i jus went to shock. i deny it in my head. jus waiting for her to laugh or porter to call me & say got you! if you knew porter you would know that he played some really mean pranks. i just wishing it was a mean prank. its not he's really gone. i jus lay in bed crying. missing him. wishing i could tell him i love you one more time. he really was the love of my life. of you knew him you would know. i remenber the last words he told me. I love You. Good Nite Frankye. he was aways there for me. i wish i still had the poem he wrote me. i hope i find it. the times he sang to me on the phone : ]. or calling me when he's at a concert so its like i'm there with them. it was werd. i jus cried i could sleep. then it felt like someone put their arms around me. & i fell asleep & dreamed of me & porter on the beach playing around.

Just Beginning
Well to all of my friends family and anyone else who might be interested. I have just started my new business with my fiance. We will be doing tree removal and trimming. We are so excited and hope that it does well. So far things have gotten off to a good start!!! So if anyone on here is from the Louisville, KY area and needs work look us up or send me a message and we will get in touch. Just my little FYI for you all Much Fu-Love Mercedes

My Sad Eyes
My sad eyes My sad eyes blurred by tears heart broken by the world they now see My sad eyes now look down afraid to look upon all thats black My sad eyes full of aqua blue the whitest of white so wonderess yet so pained My sad eyes the all seeing the all feeling the all knowing My sad eyes one tear holds a hundred diffrent reasons for there saddness My sad eyes please someone wipe away the hurt vincent armone

A Lonely Tear
A Lonely Tear A lonely tear falls down A smile turns to frown Trickles down the cheek Does not make you weak A lonely tear escapes A lifetime of mistakes A sad and lonely heart Others broke apart A lonely tear is dried So many nights it cried A friend reached out their hand And tried to understand The lonely tear is gone Life will carry on With love from a friend The lonely tears will end By, Megan Dugan

When It's Over
i wonder why it is that every time I get fed up and decide that I cannot bear to be around someone any more that they just can't let go... especially where relationships are concerned..I mean I already know that I tolerate more than I should for way too long, I give more chances than I should and I forgive (though never forget).. it's insane!!! You know, you try to make the damn thing work because starting over sucks, but ENOUGH is ENOUGH!!!!! and after enduring this nowhere relationship for so long, you've finally had your fill and you reach down deep to recover the tattered and soiled shards of your self-esteem and move on... Now rehabilitation from a failed attempt at forever is hard enough to heal from by itself, but when you factor in the fact that there are children involved and that the asshole that gave you those beautiful little pieces of heaven is the loser that you're leaving... it becomes more complicated. I listened to him for a long time play this guarded game that enable

My Angel
What's Your Angel Seeking For? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:. IndependenceYour angel seeks for freedom. Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the kind of person who values your indepence than most things in this world. Don't get angry if I'm wrong, but you may be a pained person. Problems in your life have caused you to be depressed, or, shall we say, greatly saddened. You may have lost hope many times, but you still manage to keep your independence. You don't listen to anyone but yourself. People may look at you in a "different" way, but inside, you want all the pain to stop, but you have a hard time expressing it. I wish you well!Please Rate and Message!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Annoyance!
I CANNOT stand when I'm walking down the factory and someone is walking toward me and they feel the need to stare me in the face. (that was quite the run on sentence) anyway, what do you want me to do ? a trick?? Christ!

Sms (suckers Masturbating Suckers)
the germans love their cell phones. the call it “the handy.” i kid you not. i saw a cartoon in the paper, which showed a toddler pointing at a sucker using a payphone, screaming to the mother desperately trying to drag him along: “mommy, mommy, the guy doesn’t have a handy!” when the german man gets horny, he apparently turns to his “handy.” (this might actually be the reason for the curious nomer.) the porn business is expanding most dramatically in the “sms” sector. (the short message service was already a success in europe when americans were still using pagers. In 2004, germans alone sent more than 20 billion messages.) of course messaging is no longer restricted to text but includes pictures sent to your cell phone. it also includes strangers getting you off with a bunch of one-line instant messages. you get the idea: the retard and stutter version of cybering. much like the fubar shoutbox, only you would have to pay for it, and would have to pay for every shout. i know. reg

Movin On
my oldest moved out this weak and im not shure how to feal about it happy and sad its a new time for both of us ! im only 36 i looked forword to the fact that i wud b young wen she left home but now its hear she starts coll. in the fall im just kinda lost any thouts out there on movin on for me too lol

The Lonely Soul
The Lonely Soul The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak He does his duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life He meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face LIfe in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders anto thermadam

Lonely Am I
Lonely am I Lonely are the nights Lonely are the days Lonely am I, in so many ways Lonely are the seasons Lonely are the years So lonely am I, that it brings tears. Lonely is this place Lonely is my life Lonely am I, that I reach for a knife Lonely is this court room Lonely is my sentence So lonely am I that I ask for repentance. jim foulk

Attention Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have some wonderful news, I have been re-united with the most wonderful woman in the world. Her name is Mandy and I love her as much as I did before we had our problem (DONT ASK!!) we had been seperated for about 2 weeks but we both came to our senses. Mandy is currently expecting. YES, WE ARE PARENTS OF TWINS. love to all my fu-buddies Dave

Why Am I The Way I Am??
Ok Now Ive been single for way too long!! And I want to know why! What am I doing wrong? Am I just not atractive enough to get a girl here in Utah ?Back in NY I have a Girl who cant wait for me to come back But I dont think Im ganna, atleast not for good. All I want to do is move on and find a beautiful women who loves me for who I am. I just dont understand it.Im always polite when I go out,I buy women drinks,and I love listining to them.What more do you want??What else am I suppose to fucking do?I dont take to control what so ever so any girl who trys to control me in anyway is out the door! I dont judge people by there looks,personality,or lifestyles so that cant be it.Some one told me that women like assholes? I just cant bring myself to be that way. Dont get me wrong I have my days like everyone else and I just want to be left alone but I cant treat a women like that. What am I suppose to do? Can anyone help me??---Cursed Cowboy

Written By My Cousin, Whom I Love Dearly
Time passes so quickly. When I look back, it doesn't seem like 20 years have passed.I haven't seen her for twenty years!She looks the same. We always had a special bond.We share the same birthday.Sort of ironic really...Always thought we were sort of special... Like we were meant to have a different, unique, tight friendship.And we did for many years.We lived together as young adults.Were wild and crazy together. And then our lives took us both in different directions.Sad really when I think about it.So much time has passed.I often wondered about her.Missed her on my birthday... Our birthday.Every birthday.... for the passed 20 years. Then, at my fathers funeral...She walked up to me.In my tear filled, heart broken moment...There she stood right there in front of me.Beautiful.Real.Alive.Sharing my grief.Sharing my sadness. She was...Just how I remembered her.Instantly I knew who she was...Of course I knew who she was...Grabbed her, hugged her...Didn't want to let her go. In that

Beer Is Good!
Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading." ~ Henny Youngman WARNING:

Titled Daddy......i Miss You!
This was writen last year for Fathers day, I did not know it would be my last one with him. Daddy Daddy when I fell you wiped away my tears, when I was scared you took away my fears. Daddy you taught me right from wrong, you tried to teach Brandie and me to get along. Daddy over the years I've grown strong, knowing in your home I will always belong. Daddy you gave me hope when I had none, staying by my side till every job was done. Daddy you taught me to bowl, sing and dance, pushing me harder when there was a new chance. Daddy I told you to "twise it" and you tired, when it worked you laughed until you cried. Daddy you might not know what you mean to me, but one day you will see. Daddy you've seen me at my worst and best, teach me more as I go through the rest. By Candis Thomas for Dwight Holt written May 2006

Wildcats Train....... (not Sure How I Got On Here Lol But Thank You)
THE MOST WANTED PEOPLE ON FUBAR 4 BEING REALLY BAD!!! TRAIN FARE INFO. 1~THIS TRAIN IS NOT FREE,IT COST 7 DAYS BLAST 2 PROMOTE U. 2~ YOU STICKY UR TRAIN. 3~IF U WANT 2 BE THE CONDUCTOR BRING A NEW MEMBER 2 SPONSOR THE TRAIN & U STICKY IT. 4~IF U WANT 2 BE A V.I.P.ITS 1 DAY BLAST OR MORE. 5~TO GET A V.I.P. CART & ADD 2 OF UR FRIENDS ITS A 3 DAYS BLAST OR MORE OR IF U CAN BRING ANOTHER SPONSOR & UR CART WILL BE FREE. 6~ALL NEW CARTS WILL BE ON THE TOP.U'RE FREE 2 ADD COUPLE FRIENDS FOR 1 TIME 2 PROMOTE THEM. 7~AND THIS GOES 2 ALL PEOPLE ON MY TRAIN: (((U have 2 rate,fan & add all the people on the train each time U're on it check 4 the new members,,,also rate all the conductor's pix and you have 2 rate as much as U can from the stewards & the VIP members 2.)))OR YOU'LL BE REMOVED!!! ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® ҒõÚñÐÈR ñ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ fubar HERE IS SOME AWESOME & SEXY TAPPERS ON WILDCAT TRAIN THEY LOVE 2 FAN,RATE,ADD PEOP

A Story About Me And Chris
When Chris and I first met there was an instant connection. We could talk about anything, our feelings, our dreams & our fantasies. We became best friends. We could talk for hours over coffee and never get bored. Time flies so fast when we are together. I just can't get enough time with him. We were friends for a couple of months before we became intimate together but it was well worth the wait. Chris and I love to take walks on the beach, cuddle, listen to the ocean waves and look at the stars. He sings to me, and he tells me all of the things he wants to do and places he wants to go with me. He is my best friend and the man of my dreams... He is also very dedicated to me and would go out of his way to make me happy. Chris and I are very sexual and we share all of our secrets with each other. Before I met Chris I masturbated and fantasized often about several different scenarios in order to satisfy myself… One of our first sexual experiences Chris took me by surprise and as he

You Don't Know Nothing About Louisiana!!!
Just in case Hurricane Katrina causing the levees to break in New Orleans is the only thing you know about Louisiana, here are a few more interesting facts about the Bayou State: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Louisiana has the tallest state capitol building in the nation at 450 feet. The Louisiana Superdome in New Orleans is the largest enclosed stadium in the world. The Lake Pontchartrain Causeway is the longest over-water bridge in the world at 23.87 miles Louisiana's 6.5 million acres of wetlands are the greatest wetland area in America. The oldest city in the Louisiana Purchase Territory is Natchitoches Louisiana founded in 1714. The first bottler of Coca-Cola, Joseph Biedenharn, lived in Monroe, Louisiana and was one of the founders of Delta Air Lines, initially called Delta Air Service. Delta Airlines got its start in Monroe, Louisiana when County Agent, C.E. Woolman, decided to try dusting the Boll Weevil that wa

Titled Wandering
I wrote this poem on 03/28/2005 Wandering Wandering around from place to place trying to find my special space. Follow my heart or follow my head, believe what I think of what you said. I'm not writing this to make you mad, I am writing it because I am sad. You need always know you are my heart and soul, but some empty promises make little holes. Can you tell me and I first or last in line, do me a favor and give it to me straight this time. I need to ask should I stay or should I go, your hearts the only one that knows.

Promise Of Christ > About Dog Wood Tree ; For My Friends To Read I Postt This Up..>>
The Ledgend of the Dog Wood Tree ; When Christ was on this earth, the dog wood tree grew to a towering size and with a lovely hue. It,s branches were strong and inter- woven, And for Christ cross it,s timbers , it were chosen. Being destressed at the use of this wood, Christ made a promise whuch still holds good. Not ever again shall the dog wood grow To be large enough for a tree, and so Slender and twisted it shall always be with crossed shaped blossoms for all to see. The pedals shall have blood stains marked in brown. And in the blossom centers a thorny crown. All who see it will think of Me. Nailed to a cross of a dog wood tree. Protected and cherrished this tree shall be. A reflection of all , My Agony ; OH GOD >> ALMIGHT REIN >> Amen...

Poem Titled Sitting
Sitting As I sit here alone day in and day out, I can't help but wonder fear and doubt. When times get tough for me to bare, will you still be there? I know this question I've asked a millon times, but lately it's been hard to read your signs. One minute your here the next your gone. These thoughts have lingered for so long. Why do I feel the way I feel, all you say is suck it up and deal. I spend so much time trying to clear my head, but circling around are all the things we've said. I wish you were here to talk to me, to help me see the people we can be. May 28, 2005

Mothers On Fubar
IF YOUR A MOTHER AND YOUR ON THIS SITE, WONDERFUL. BUT THIS IS FOR THE MOTHERS THAT LET THERE CHILDREN READ THERE PROFILE AND COMMENTS!!! OK THIS IS AN ADULT WEBSITE NOT FOR CHILDRENS EYES! SO IF I LEAVE A DAMN MESSAGE AND ITS NOT APPROPRIATE FOR YOUR CHILDREN TO LEAVE LIKE A HAPPY HUMP DAY COMMENT, TAKE YOUR ASS OFF THIS SITE AND GO START A SITE ON MYSPACE! I WOULD NEVER LET MY CHILD SEE THIS SITE AND WELL I THINK ALOT OF OTHER PEEPS WOULD SAY THE SAME THING. THINK ABOUT IT!

Simple And Innocent
Play full and joyfull Simple and innocent Just friends fooling around Simple and innocent A healer lending a ear Simple and innocent Nothing wanted Simple and innocent Something gained Simple and innocent How could this be Simple and innocent Not supposed to happen Simple and Innocent No contact Simple and Innocent Confuzzeld by a four letter word Simple and Innocent This can't be right Simple and Innocent Late nights of simply talking Simple and Innocent A Fantasy turn reallity Simple and Innocent Little things thats all it was Simple little things that made me fall in love Innocent to all things but what my heart felt Simple and Innocent My realty fought my fantasy's Confussed and Blinded Didn't see it Confussed and blinded Couldn't hide it Confussed and blinded All ways happy talking with you Confussed and blinded This ain't right Confussed and blinded Miles and milses a

Slipping Away
Slipping Away by Candis Thomas Jan 14, 2005 I feel like our love is slipping away, wondering not knowing if you'll stay. Asking myself will you stay or will you go, never quite sure of what I really know. Do you love me , do you still care. Open and honestly these feelings I now share. To me you are my life, my passion, my love, my most special gift from heaven above. Asking myself why we bicker, why we fight, hoping to one day see the end in sight. To be with you is all that matters, wishing our marrage will not shatter. Remembering a love so simple and true, needing to know will you be there forever, worries about my love fading NEVER! Will you be there to hold me and help me through? When this life and love starts a new. As I ponder whats still to come , I can't help but feel partially numb.

Rainbow- Gates Of Babylon
Look away from the sea I can take you anywhere Spend a vision with me A chase with the wind Move closer to me I can make you anyone I think youre ready to see The gates to babylon The power of what has been before Rises to trap you within A magic carpet ride a genie maybe more A city of heavenly sin Sleep with the devil and then you must pay Sleep with the devil, the devil will take you away Oh gates of babylon You can see but youre blind Someone turned the sun around But you can see in your mind The gates of babylon Youre riding the endless caravan Bonded and sold as a slave A saber dance removing all the veils Getting as good as you gave A saber dance removing all the veils Getting as good as you gave Sleep with the devil and then you must pay Sleep with the devil, the devil will take you away Look away from the sea I can take you anywhere Spend a vision with me A chase with the wind Move closer to me I can make you anyone I think youre ready

Random Survey
Answer the questions below 1. What color is your underwear right now? Black thongs 2. What are you listening to right now? J hoilday- BED 3. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 84 4. What was the last thing you ate? crackers 5. If you were a crayon what color would you be? purple 6. How is the weather right now? sunny not to hot 7. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? my sister 8. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes, smile and lips 9. Favorite type of Food? italian 10. Do you drink? yes 11. Do you smoke? occasionally 12. Ever get so drunk you dont remember? yup 13.What color are your eyes?green, blue, grey u choose 15. Do you wear contacts? no 16. Single? yes 17. Favorite Month? october( B-day) and get to dress up 18. Ever cried for no reason? yeah 19. Last Movie you watched? the departed 20. Favorite day of the week? friday 21. Are you too shy to ask someone out? no not if im feeling him 22. Hugs or Kisses? both 2

My Poem
I face the sea and taste the dawn As the wind goes blowing on It stirs the leaves and stalks of grass But I stand tall and strong Apollo rising from the deep Leading the Sun, whose rays I keep Locked in my eyes and in my heart As off the ledge I leap Into the windswept waves I dive Into the cold, ferocious tide I swim toward the horizon Through the chaotic sea, I glide With every breath I find my purpose With every stroke I cut the surface Against the fiercesome force around me My will, my mind shall not prove worthless I struggle on all through that noon Until the dull, forboding moon Bore to my eyes a silver stillness My soul's aspiring to be fulfilled soon From out the thrashing sea I rise Surrounded by the gleaming skies From lilac, to silver, to gold I find the sun where glory lies.

Justice
I just heard from my exes mom. The man who killed Wayne back in November (see other blog) has finally been arrested. He was arrested in June. So 7 months later but I guess better late than never. He has been charged with a DUI and involuntary manslaughter. Sandy (exes mom) has to fill out a family report. Something that more or less says what the family went through and what shape Wayne was in and what caused his death. This will be taken before a Grand Jury. I will post what happens after the Grand Jury decides. I also know from a friend on the inside with the Mississippi police that this guy has previous DUIs he has been charged with. I don't know what that will affect but I'm sure it will be brought up to the Grand Jury as well.

If You Play Wow, Read This!!
SUPER FREAKIN' IMPORTANT!!! So, I've been playing World of Warcraft a LOT recently... For those of you who play, I need you guys to add me and shit, so we can get some Fubar goodness going on! I'm playing Horde on Gnomeregan realm. My main is a 26 Blood Elf Paladin named "Pteargryphon" (If you don't get it, well.. think about it :D ), my secondary is a like, level 16 or something Orc hunter named "Shootrmcgavn" (again, if you get this one, plus fifteen cool points for you!), and a lvl 5 Tauran druid I just started called "Chelation". I know I'm a lowbie, but goddamnit, i've switched servers too much in the past years lol. So. If you're on Gnomer, or feel up to moving to a new server, let me know in-game when you add me who you are! Thanks!

Still Needing Help
How is everyone today? I was just wondering if an of you and ur friends could help me out with the contest ive entered. Im in first right now by about 250 bombs. I just dont have enough friends to help out even tho I have had a good many people turn out. I would deeply appreciate ur help and will be glad to return the favor someday, Here is my pic just click on it and it will take you directly to the contest. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

New Family
kin·dred /ˈkɪndrɪd/[kin-drid]–noun 1. a person's relatives collectively; kinfolk; kin. 2. a group of persons related to another; family, tribe, or race.3. relationship by birth or descent, or sometimes by marriage; kinship. 4. natural relationship; affinity. –adjective 5. associated by origin, nature, qualities, etc.: kindred languages. 6. having the same belief, attitude, or feeling: We are kindred spirits on the issue of gun control. 7. related by birth or descent; having kinship: kindred tribes. 8. belonging to kin or relatives: kindred blood. spir·it /ˈspɪrɪt/[spir-it]–noun 1. the principle of conscious life; the vital principle in humans, animating the body or mediating between body and soul. 2. the incorporeal part of humans: present in spirit though absent in body. 3. the soul regarded as separating from the body at death. 4. conscious, incorporeal being, as opposed to matter: the world of spirit. 5. a supernatural, incorporeal being

Wanna See My Sword Baby???!!!
You scored as Healing Sword, You love to heal. You've been known to rather heal people then fight. You carry the Healing Sword!Healing Sword78% Mind Sword68% Adventure Sword65% Demonic Sword60% Holy Sword53% Unholy Sword33% Whats your sword?created with QuizFarm.com

Today's Adventures At The Indiana Bmv
I went to the BMV today to get my name changed on my drivers license. When I got there the girl said "We can't do that without a court order signed by a judge" I said "No problem and pull one out" She then said "That's no good without an current drivers license" So I pull out my drivers license and handed it to her. She looked at it for a couple of minutes and said "You just got this a month ago" I told that was because I got the motorcycle endorsement added then. She looked at it for a few more seconds and finally said "I am going to need proof you born" I said "Excuse me?" She said "This court order is useless unless you can prove you were born" I said "The fact that I am standing in front of you is proof I was born!" She said "I don't know that" So I turn around and left. True story!!

A Day To Say Good-bye
I look around. The room is full The eyes on the faces of the people around me are sullen Some with tears streaming down cheeks Others with tears trapped inside Some people look lost Others trying to find a familiar face Some sitting in groups Others totally alone But everyone in this room Are here for the same reason To mourn Some to mourn the loss of a friend Some a family member A brother A father A husband Possibly a son When we go to funerals We not only mourn the person who has just passed We mourn others in our lives that we have already lost So look around we all have more in common than we think We as humans share in so many things But the greatest thing we now share is loss So please remember life is short Don't take advantage of the everyday things We all take for granted. So be grateful for all you have and be grateful for every one that is here in this room Sharing in this event today

Always Here
Thought I would write a line Just to let you know I care I may not always be around But yet I am always here Never be afraid to stop and say hello Let me know you think of me So our friendship won't grow cold If I do not have the time to write a letter to you at least I forward an email or a joke or two Something to let you know you are on my mind and If you really needed me I am here all of the time

Poetry "untitled"
Summer breeze through my hair The surface of the lakes sunny glare Sounds of nature all around On the earth or skyward bound These are some favorites In the spring With mother natures full force of life she brings Winter reminds me of sorrows doors You can be happy I truly believe we are the ones who control our own destiny If I didn't move on in my life and go through some pain I would have never found happiness again

Stitches
So I went to visit a friend in Tampa Saturday after i got off wrk, i got there Sunday morning. We were having fun kidding around and such, and then i was tired after driving all night and we were getting ready to make dinner for her ex, her 4 kids my 2 kids and myself when CRASH!!! we heard some glass break in the room that the kids were playing in. then it got reallly quiet... turns out my son was running in the house, and put his hands out to stop himself and ended up going THROUGH a glass window, if that wasnt bad enough, he pulled his arms back through, and one of the pieces of glass dug in. so i see it and scream like a little girl, while her ex put a wet clean sock on it. Now let me tell you, this is RIGHT where the writst is actually the wrist not the arm, not the hand, so its right over his main artery, if he had been trying to kill himself he couldnt have done it better. so im holding pressure on hin arm, we run out of the house, no bra, just a slip of a dress, and T

Stuff To Think About!!!
Why is it that people say they “slept like a baby” when babies wake up every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are dead? Why do banks charge a fee on “insufficient funds” when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn’t Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an “S” in the word “lisp”? What is the speed of darkness? If the temperature is zero outside today and it’s going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be? If it’s true that we are here to help others, what are the others doing here? Do married people live longer th

Djstark
ok so there is this guy... and i just met him. he's so amazing. and sweeps me off of mi feet. im a hopeless romantic... and ugh... he's just so perfect. i love him sooo much. i hope he feels da same! man is he great... I LOVE YOU!

Me :-)
Ok, so I am sooo very new to this site, but I am loving it!!! A little about myself. I am a single lesbian mother of 3 children who I love so very much. I love to drink and dance, especially on stage at a show. Come check me out :-)

The Weight Of The World
I am not sure what is wrong with me the last couple of days. I feel the weight of the world and can't shake this feeling. I have to force myself to eat and sometimes that doesn't stay in me very long. Could I jsut be overly worried or heart-broken? A lot has happened to me in jsut the last 4 months. I met the most wonderfu lman who captured my heart, shown me New York and made me feel beautiful. I lost my van to a fire, school grades are in and I have to talk to a teacher to straigen it out. Life is hard but I must go on. The only way I have survive thus far is God. I have spent so much time in paryer and reading the Bible. Somedays I am nto sure I can't handle more and God sends someone to bless me with his words. SOmedays it is the love of my life, Rob who calls and brightens my day. Right now he is in a fight that I KNOW he will beat it. He is strong and very much loved by everyone. I jsut wish he woudl see just how much my feelings for him have grown in the past few

Oj Loses Money - Or Does He?
In the Kim Komando newsletter today was a link to a story about O.J. Simpson being forced to turn over money from a video game he is in. It is based on the civil trial in which he was found guilty.The story ends with this paragraph:Ronald Slates, a lawyer for Simpson, argued against the order, saying the California court lacked jurisdiction over his client, who has lived in Florida for several years.So basically, Simpson thinks that by moving to a different state, he can escape the judgment against him.Hell, if he wants money like that, he can leave the country. Fine with me! tag: news, o.j. simpson, crime, video game, legal, law -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at Fubar.comGet paid to surf the web with

Remain Miles Apart
Life is getting very bleak I don't think I will find the love I seek The future is seemingly black and I know there is no going back. The chances for success are becoming less and less I have poured out my soul and heart we still remain miles apart. I have exposed the real me for very few to see They will not forget I will probably regret. All I have to offer is me not enough I see My love, heart, help and desire not enough to light anyone's fire Feeling less amused, but totally confused I have lost, so I must let her be there is nothing else to do, I see. But my love for her is so deep it even robs me of sleep I am in so much emotional pain maybe a blade deep into a vein. No, its the way out of the cheat its not me, its not neat To myself I must confess, not leave others to clean up the mess. In the world you can only help a few I only wanted to give her a life that was true There is a lot more to her than meets the eye but she is caged and

Corollary To I Am Glad I Am A Man...
I'M GLAD I'M A WOMAN I'm glad I'm a woman, yes I am, yes I am. I don't live off of Budweiser, Beer Nuts and Spam. I don't brag to my buddies about my erections. I won't drive to Hell before I ask for directions. I don't get wasted at parties, and act like a clown. And I know how to put that damned toilet seat down! I won't grab your hooters, I won't pinch your butt. My belt buckle's not hidden beneath my beer gut. And I don't go around "readjusting" my crotch, or yell like Tarzan when my headboard gets a notch. I don't belch in public, I don't scratch my behind. I'm a woman you see-I'm just not that kind! I'm glad I'm a woman, I'm so glad I could sing. I don't have body hair like shag carpeting. It doesn't grow from my ears or cover my back. When I lean over you can't see 3 inches of crack. And what's on my head doesn't leave with my comb. I'll never buy a toupee to cover my dome. Or have a few hairs pulled from over the side. I'm a woman, you know-I've go

A London Guy
wow this is my first day on here and i think my necks' crooked due the amout of time i've spent hunched over the laptop. great sight you all are very awesome, i just wanna know how u can find woman from the UK, not saying the USA girls are inferiour, there just so far away lol

I'm Comming Home
I Packed my suitcase and I racked my brain. I bought a ticket on a late night train, I took a taxi through the pourin' rain. I'm comin' home to you. Flew from Boston out to San Jose, saw our old friends in Monterey Bay. When they asked me if I'd like to stay, I said I'm comin' home to you. They threw a party there from dusk 'till dawn, it seems like everybody knows old sleepy John. He said next time I better bring you along, I'm comin' home to you. They had fresh caught salmon on the barbeque's. There were people jammin' all night to the blues. Life is good out in Santa Cruz, but I'm comin' home to you. I drove forever out to God knows where, come ten-thirty there was no one there. They couldn't pay me but I didn't care, cause I'm comin' home to you. I'm feelin' better since I got your card, I read it over and over when the road gets hard. Ain't nothin' better than your own backyard, I'm comin' home to you. I'm comin' home, made up my mind that's what I'm gonna do. Can't love nobo

Thinkin Of U
Sitting here listening to the rain drops, making a beautiful sound on my roof top ....thoughts of you travels through my mind, sitting here wondering how, I'm going to reach your heart, how, im going to hold your soul, How I'm never going to let you go.. waiting on that day our hearts, soul, and mind, can at last interwine.. waiting on that day that you will become mine.. your all the evidence I need to prove that true love does exist. Your the one that my soul has missed... and your lips, are the very ones, my yearned to kiss... Your heart is my favorite song... i want to hold you in my arms... whisper sweet nothings upon your ears... thoughts of you chases away my fears... and even though you are faraway, I can feel you near. There is not a single day that goes by... that i dont think of you and I... When I drifted into a dream.. I can clearly see.. Me in your life as your wife... I need for you to be my king.. ...I have no need for materialistic things... as lon

Life
does one good deed towards another person validate that person as a friend? if u think about it how many friends can u say u actually have....how many friends have been there for you no matter what how many people have u called a friend that have done nothing but stab u in the back....how many best friends have done the same....what does it take for a person to be a friend....i dont think that theres anyone who hasnt ignored a friend at one time or another iv even done it once i ignored my cousins call one night but that was it i think almost any person that i call a friend has ignore me at one time has ignored my calls or my texts or my messages....and im sure there are reasons, but who really knows... i always try with everything i have to help whenever a friend needs me i have done it over and over and over again hey i need a ride hey i need help hey can u pick me up can u take me somewhere hey i need outa my house i need u to come get me right away.... never have i denied som

Life
what ever happened to life being simple to just going outside playing catch with yourself or just running around making forts and just being a kid... when did everything become so complex that life become nothing but a race to survive and maze filled with never ending disappointment and pain...when did i grow up to be like this when did the simplicity of childhood end i am not a child yet i am not an adult what else must happen to bridge the gap to bring me to reality with whats going on what other pains await while i ponder my integrity, my life, my dreams.... are they still the same will they be the same...will i change...have i changed without even knowing...what happened to me to make me question my ideals, my hopes my dreams what ever happened to make me question myself... i know not who i am....i am lost more so now than ever before and i dont know where to ever begin to try and find a solution....what happened

Dazed
I step into the daze Telling myself that life is to precious to stand in one spot I look at my past knowing that is not how I want my future to look like Now I try to step into my future not knowing where its going to lead Hoping that its not going to be like my past Its to late to have the past I have to have the future Not knowing what lies in front of me But I know life is to short to look at the past So I turn to the future hoping its going to get better I made to many mistakes in the past I want to make the future a better life for me So I step to the future not know where its going to lead me But I hope to a good place So before you look at the past think of your future And thank God he still has you here on this earth So I turn and I walk hoping its going to get better I walk it to the daze and look for my future and here it is

I Am Glad I Am A Man...
I'm glad I'm a man, you better believe. I don't live off of yogurt, diet coke, or cottage cheese. I don't bitch to my girlfriends about the size of my breasts. I can get where I want to - north, south, east or west. I don't get wasted after only 2 beers, and when I do drink I don't end up in tears. I won't spend hours deciding what to wear. I spend 5 minutes max fixing my hair. And I don't go around checking my reflection in everything shiny from every direction. I don't whine in public and make us leave early, and when you ask why get all bitter and surly. I'm glad I'm a man, I'm so glad I could sing. I don't have to sit around waiting for that ring. I don't gossip about friends or stab them in the back. I don't carry our differences into the sack. I'll never go psycho and threaten to kill you or think every guy out there's trying to steal you. I'm rational, reasonable, and logical too. I know what the time is and I know what to do. And I honestly think i

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Im So Sorry Yall
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN, well my pc caught a virus n now its the slowest piece of shit ever even after I cleaned out my entire pc. I mean I have to start all over again but shit is till slow. So Ima have to go wireless now. Ima get me a laptop besides school's cumin up so it will be good to have anyway. So that also means my IM won't do right either n Im sorry for that too. So I won't be on fubar much cause the shit is too slow to upload and stuff but I wanted yall to know that I luv yall n thanks for all the luv even though im not on all the time. I can't wait to be back on and chat with all yall n show the luv in return. Yall have really done alot for me as far as getten ova my x who I was engaged to. Its jus nice to have real friends who are also honest about there relationships and things like that. My heart goes out to yall thanks n I luv yall kisses * smmotches

Life
"Listen to your heart, before you say goodbye," the sound flows through the room. Filling it with a peaceful, soothing feel. The song flows along the sheets, dancing across the fluffy green pillows. The harmonious music now races across the dark brownish-red headboard. The joyous music brings cool, calm feelings. The music bounces off the greenish-blue walls to the window which holds a beautiful scene of bright moonlight. "When I see your smile tears run down my face."The music stops dancing among the stars and returns to the room to flow along the weaves of a dark and light green crocheted blanket, one of which that holds memories and love from the past. From the queen sized bed the music glides swiftly across the smooth hardwood floor to the dresser. The music scales the dresser, making its way up to the top. "This time, this place, misused mistakes, too long, too late, who was I to make you wait." Upon reaching the top the music finds: books, medals, and a trophy from little leagu

Wow What Can I Say Lol
Ok so here's someone that's as blond as they come, yet i have dark hair...hummm, anyways. Ok i've been working on this big website for quite sometime now, now..i don't have a domain yet so i have to use a free webhost provider to upload my site to. Now the problem with this provider is you can only upload 1 database to their server, was constantly getting frusterated cause i created all these sql databases and for each one i uploaded would overwrite the existing database i have uploaded and the site would get errors. About 5 min ago i heard alittle voice that said "hey dummy, why not create different tabels into one database" it's a duh moment so bad it's almost like posting a blog and asking someone how to do a blog. I just had to share this hell of a moment with ya all. Cheers :-)

I Got This From My Baby Brother .....
A POEM TO SHARE "I AM METH" (This was written by a young Indian girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to meth. She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but, true to her story, the drug owned her. They found her dead not long after, with the needle still in her arm.) Please keep praying for our Children, Teens, Young adults. Understand, this thing is worse than any of us realize... "My Name: "Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but

Peace Through Superior Firepower!
I am Patriotic in a way that I don't expect some of you to get, and if you don't, then that's okay. You see, I am third generation in the United States. My family hails from Portugal and My grandfather is our first blood born on American soil. My Grandfather served in World War II My Father served in Viet Nam I served in Desert Storm My Oldest brother served in Desert Storm Also. And my youngest brother shall be honoring his country soon. I have SERIOUS issues with Bleeding heart liberals. I have SERIOUS issues with tree huggers and daisy chain makers. These are the Assholes that run and hide behind those who have an M-16 or an SAW when conflict arises, but at their first opportunity, they will hand make a sign out of Poster paint and cardboard that reads "3,215 Dead! Are you happy yet?" When I see these assholes on the street holding their signs, I prompty give them "the" finger and say "Are you a Bleeding Heart Liberal by choice or by DNA?" I hate those fuckin

Sad Stuff I Didn't Write
Without you the sun isn't as bright, the stars fail to shine, I have no reason to smile When you're not with me it's as if I forgot how to laugh I find no joy in life when I'm not with you I love you even though I don't want to. I long to be with you even though I know it is pointless. I dream about you even though I know you'll never be mine. I cry for what will never be. I'm dying inside because you are what I need but will never have!! You mean everything to me and I mean nothing to you. Would you notice if I wasn't there anymore? Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry? Have you ever loved someone more than you have expected? Have you ever loved someone in spite of all the pain? Will you keep on loving that person even when they whisper someone else's name?.. I did... for you Never be friends with someone if you mean to use her. Never make a promise you can't keep. Never be s

My Cousin Wrote This For Me, Brought Me To Tears..i Want To Share It With Everyone
Time passes so quickly. When I look back, it doesn't seem like 20 years have passed.I haven't seen her for twenty years!She looks the same. We always had a special bond.We share the same birthday.Sort of ironic really...Always thought we were sort of special... Like we were meant to have a different, unique, tight friendship.And we did for many years.We lived together as young adults.Were wild and crazy together. And then our lives took us both in different directions.Sad really when I think about it.So much time has passed.I often wondered about her.Missed her on my birthday... Our birthday.Every birthday.... for the passed 20 years. Then, at my fathers funeral...She walked up to me.In my tear filled, heart broken moment...There she stood right there in front of me.Beautiful.Real.Alive.Sharing my grief.Sharing my sadness. She was...Just how I remembered her.Instantly I knew who she was...Of course I knew who she was...Grabbed her, hugged her...Didn't want to let her go. In that

Womens Public Restrooms
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." To take

A Mesican
A Mesican from the valley found himself in San Antonio and decided to approach a prostitute down on the River Walk. He asked her, "How mush do you sharge for the hour?" "$100," she replied. "Do you do Mesican style?" he asked. Not knowing exactly what this was, she refused. He tried to sweeten the deal and said, "I'll pay you $300 to do it Mesican style." Again she declined. Being the persistent type, he laid down a final offer. "I'll give you $500 to go Mesican style with me! What do you say?" Finally, she agrees, thinking, "Well I've been in the game for over ten years now. I've been there and done that, and had every kind of request from weirdoes from all over the world. How kinky could Mesican style be?" After an hour of every possible way and position, she turned to him and said, "That was fantastic, but I was expecting something perverted and disgusting. Where does the 'Mesican style' come in?" The Mesican popped open a can of beer and replied, "I pay you next Friday when

My Life Is Like A Roller Coaster...
Lets see, the list of things I need to do....Move, register my daughter for school (wherever we might be living), register myself for school, find a part time job or something, after compleating school take the test to get my real estate license....I know there are many things missing here. I am also trying to find myself between the duties I have as a mom. Who is this person living in my body? Lots of things got put to the back when I got married and now that its just me and my kids and him as my friend I am finding out who I really am, its an interesting journey. By 26 most people already know who they are and can say it with conviction, I find it hard to even say what I like to do for fun, so I have alot of exploring and learning to do. I am looking forward to the challenge while dreading what I will find.

I Am An Idea
i am an idea conceived in th emind of the universe and interpreted in the minds of the individuals i meet like a blank canvas and every person that crosses our path takes up the brush and makes their mark upon our surface but we must realize there comes a day that we must take up the brush and finish the work for only we can determine if we are to be just another canvas or a masterpiece

Hatred
You say you hate me, old enemy of mine, But where did your passionate hatred for me come from? Did you at one time actually love me? Was your love not returned to you? The roots of hate start with love. Along the path that love turns ugly, It becomes envy, jealousy, anger,spite, Until one sees nothing before them, Except this blinding hatred. One day along our path in this life, Our journey will come to an end. The fog of hate will clear so that love shines again. A little to late do we see our mistakes, A little to late do we see the time wasted, A little to late do we see the love that could have been ours. Time waits for NO ONE, my friend. Open your eyes, open your heart, Love Awaits. written by Paulette ~8-8-2007~

In Atlanta....
Hi Ya'll.... Well here i am...Sitting in Atlanta, it's Wednesday, and I'm Soooooooooo Bored!!! Finally got tired of the Convention crap so now I'm sitting at the Petro Truck Stop, still bored, but at least now I have internet and Movie Channels to watch. What an exciting life I lead. Pfffffffft. Can't wait until Saturday night so I can GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!!!! Ok....Whining is over. LOL

Wishes
There comes a point when you stop wishing you could be with him and start wishing you were over him and that hurts even more!You try to picture your life without him and your heartbreaks. You dream of him and wish you never had to sleep. Even still you know life is empty without him in it and long to be by his side.

'twas Not A Very Good Day On Tuesday!
For most of you, I'm in a contest to win a gift certificate from Golfballs.com by making a golfshoe design. I was able last week to get my rating up to 2.38 out of 5 stars(which made the top 15-25). But now I have fallen from 2.31 yesterday to 2.10 early this morning. While that still keeps me in the top 25(barely), im starting to feel a little worn down trying to get the word out for other to vote for it. In other words, I think I need some help from everyone to not only keep up but too get over the top as well. So, if you could take a few extra seconds & go Vote 5 Stars if you haven't already. Or repost this, so that your friends can help too. I can't thank you guys enough already. I'm just hopeful that I still continue to get all of you support in my venture. Thanks. If you still haven't voted or would like to help me out in my contest, click the link below & vote "5 STARS" for my design. It would be greatly appreciated. Thank you again for your help.

Do You Know If You Ask In Gods Name All >?
can be given unto you ; Do you know God wont place on you you more than you can handel....? Do you know God comforts and cares... Do you know God has all the answeres ; But do you know , God wont give all answers Cause he wants us to learn and trust and belive in him ; we have to find our faith in him ; God wont force us to know him ; or love him... or except him ; He holds his arms open for run to run to .. he,s our father waiting.. he doesnt forces us to accept him.. To qoute a great friend , it,s the learning process. God wants you to learn and accept him of free will. to many reject him ; It , breaks God ,s Heart . But He gave to us a choice .. You must make that choice ; Cause if you dont you,ll be lost for ever more.. I want to pray now ; Jesus in Thy name may you show them lost the way out of darkness an bring them light .. Amen..

Hey
I feel that this is nessesary now that I am married, as my other blog says and more, I want to be friends not a fuck buddy, your nudes are welcome to me BUT you don't have to show them, but the more of you that I see the better for me to talk to you, holl back at me or say hi and say hi to my wife godess or ashleigh you will know when you see her

Omg...these Are Attorneys??
ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning? WITNESS: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?" ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you? WITNESS: My name is Susan! ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in voodoo? WITNESS: We both do. ATTORNEY: Voodoo? WITNESS: We do. ATTORNEY: You do? WITNESS: Yes, vood

Theese Doods Got A Lotta Balls!
South Florida Sun-Sentinel.com Testicle Surgery Mystifies Police By Associated Press 5:10 PM EDT, August 7, 2007 ST. PAUL, Minn. When conventional medical professionals refused to remove a 62-year-old local man's testicles, police said he turned to mysterious "professionals" to relieve what he called chronic pain. Now police want to find the fly-by-night surgeons. "I have never in my life seen anything quite like that," said St. Paul police spokesman Tom Walsh. According to a search warrant affidavit filed Monday, the man complained of chronic pain and turned to conventional medical personnel to remove his testicles. When they refused, the 62-year-old man said he hired other "professionals" to do the surgery. He would not tell officers who they were, saying he didn't want to get them into trouble. Police said a couple of weeks ago, two or three people operated on the man in his home. He was unconscious. When he woke up, his testicles were gone. So were his "pr

Something About A Pig
Enjoy a good laugh read on If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves t o death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour ( Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the len

Finally An Update!
Finally an update..... Been back in the states since May 19th. Damn the time has gone on forever, or so it seems! If all goes right I will be leaving to go back to Deutschland on August 30th. Keep your fingers crossed for me! All that I have been dreaming about lately is being back with my hunni! There will be a lot of obstacles once I do return there, for one being the language but as long as I am with Rudi, to me the language can be is an easy barrier to overcome. Every time I think that less then 4 weeks I will be able to look in those eyes again, I semi get that anxiety attack feeling. Yet, I know it is a mixture of anxiety and excitement! The only part I don't look forward to is the flight, going with the cheapest flight, which is most feasible, will have me with 2 stops before I get to Frankfurt, one in Phoenix and one in Philly. Before was pretty simple, from Spokane to Chicago to Frankfurt.

People
I'm tired of young girls acting like little bitches in here. All they do is create drama, that's why I decided not to come back in here. All of you that really know me, you know where to find me. I'm done putting up with immature people in here. It's fun messing around with other, but up to a limit. I hate drama people. If you read this, please do not get offended. This is only intended for some people only, and they know who they are. Call me, text me, or email me.

Love
I guess everyone has something they get emotional about... that makes them smile or feel invincible even if only for a short time...that drives/ motivates them... I can remember the first time I felt hip hop. I can remeber the first time I felt REAL hip hop. It made me wanna hold my head up and walk a certain way... it changed something inside me. It made me proud to be black at a time in my life where I felt that it only seemed like a hinderance...where the authority figures around me were only telling how wrong I was and what I couldn't do and not about opportunity and pride. I can remeber sitting on the floor of my room with this busted ass black cd boombox...in fuckin' amazement!! some soulful jazz horns in the backround, the beat and then came: " ...Yo, I was a piano player in my last lifetime Now I write rhymes, sip white wine and let my light shine Out the dark space, with the world on my mind like Scarface though my sex drive like a car chase More than a uhh, it's the

Ethan And Carrie Ch. 01
Ethan and Carrie Ch. 01 by jallen944© Pam went up the stairs to Ethan's room. She had a cunning plan for him, and just thinking about it made her grin. She knocked on his door and went in. "Hi," she said. "Hi," Ethan said. He was just putting on a t-shirt. The front of his jeans were open. Pam stared at his hard, muscular body, and she had to lick her lips. "Can I ask you a favor?" she said as she walked toward him. He pulled the t-shirt on and brushed his hand through his hair. "Sure," he said. Pam stood right in front of him. "Would give my friend a ride home?" "Aw, Jesus, Pam. Why do you always come to me with these stupid things? Why do I always have to drive your friends home?" Pam lifted his t-shirt and stuck her hand down into the front of his jeans, feeling around for his penis. When she found it, it was growing hard. "Please," she said. "If you do, I'll give you a blowjob." Ethan chuckled. "You'd blow me even if I didn't drive her home." "That'

The Enneagram
The Questioner (the Six) Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative. The ways we can get along: •Be direct and clear. •Listen to me carefully. •Don't judge me for my anxiety. •Work things through with me. •Reassure me that everything is OK between us. •Laugh and make jokes with me. •Gently push me toward new experiences. •Try not to overreact to my overreacting. The ‘Good’ of being a Six •Being committed and faithful to family and friends. •Being responsible and hardworking. •Being compassionate toward others. •Baving intellect and wit. •Being a nonconformist. •Confronting danger bravely. •Being direct and assertive. The ‘Bad’ of being a Six •The constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind. •Procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself. •Fearing

First Class
This is a favorite story on eroticstories.com and on literotica.com of mine. This will be the last of the stories posted for today for the new members of my friends list. I hope you have enjoyed the stories. 36d hugs, ms. cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ First Class by Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just taken my assigned right aisle seat in first class and opened the latest issue of “Newsweek” and begun to read a story about Terrorism in Iraq and suddenly - you walk through the entrance to the seating section of the Boeing 747. There is a certain air about you as you enter; every male in the front passenger area is staring at you. You seize the moment and demand the attention, perhaps not intentionally, but your presence shows how secure you are with your personal image and your sexuality. You are wearing a white silk blouse above a black pleated silk skirt that stops just above your knees. The blouse is puffy in the arms and loose all

Sick Of It All...
Hook: To all the preachers and the crooked politicians To all the agents who make bullshit a business To all the leaders of the so-called “free nations” The constant lies and bullshit just testing my patience To all the chicks to claim to love their man To all the dudes who claim to do all they can To all those waiting by the phone for a call Its all bullshit and I’m sick of it all! Verse I: There is no fine line between the upper and the middle class And if you lower and you die, they don’t bat an eyelash Why feed the poor when there’s no money to be made But if oil is involved, we quick to throw grenades Its all about profit, power and land And holding all the market shares in the palm of your hand Behind closed doors writing laws benefiting your pocketbooks Stealing from the poor makes you nothing but petty crooks Corporate America always quick to play “Pass the buck” Blamin every problem on the lil guy cuz they don’t give a fuck Its about wealth and the bo

So Yeah
I am not used to this damn fubar shit..It will take me awhile, but i think i can do it. It would'nt be so bad if I had a mouse that worked right and wouldnt make me mad..lol..so for now you have to deal with my slowness with fubar..more blogs to come...

Erin & Tony: Bff
Erin & Tony: BFF by cese_ed© Anthony Valdez was a real looker, with dark hair and eyes. Like his Italian father, he was over 6 feet in height and out of his three friends, was the last to turn eighteen. Eighteen. He was finally an adult but yet, something still remained from his past. He was a virgin. Living in a co-ed Catholic Preparatory school, complete with uniforms and dormitories, he thought that that time of his life would have passed, but it hasn't. It was about to change and this is his and his best friend Erin's story. Erin Marston moved into Tony's school in 2002, at the age of 16. She at first was a gawky teenage girl, and hadn't completely grown into her own body. She had braces, glasses, was as flat as a pancake, and had a very bad haircut. Tony (as Anthony prefers to be called) took to her right away, because he himself was going through an acne stage. They became best friends, and over the past two years, he has seen her blossom into a beautiful women as himsel

For Fans Of The Band Down
CONFORMITY guitarist/vocalist Pepper Keenan, drummer Jimmy Bower (EYEHATEGOD, SUPERJOINT RITUAL guitarist), bassist Rex Brown (ex-PANTERA), guitarist Kirk Windstein (CROWBAR), and vocalist Philip Anselmo (SUPERJOINT RITUAL, ex-PANTERA) — has set "Under the Over" as the title of its third album, according to several fans who have met and spoken to the members of the group during their current Australian tour with HEAVEN AND HELL. However, it should be noted that this information has not yet been officially confirmed by the band or its management (McGhee Entertainment). In a recent interview with Andrew Haug of Triple J's "Full Metal Racket", Keenan stated about the upcoming DOWN CD, "Our main goal was to try and take these ideas and all the things we had been through personally and collectively [including Hurricane Katrina and death of Dimebag] and really try and focus on trying to stay positive and not using these negative things to write songs. So we were really trying to take that

Black Hurricanes
It appears our AfricanAmerican friends have found yet something else to be pissed about. A black congresswoman reportedly complained that the names of hurricanes are all Caucasian sounding names. She would prefer some names that reflect African -American culture such as Chamiqua, Tanisha, Woeisha, Shaqueal, and Jamal. She would also like the weather reports to be broadcast in Language that street people can understand because one of the problems in New Orleans is that regular folks couldn't understand the seriousness of the situation due to the racially biased language of the weather report. I can hear it now: A weatherman in Houston says... "Wazzup, mutha-fukkas! Hehricane Chamiqua be headin' fo' yo ass like Leroy on a crotch rocket! Bitch be a category fo'! So grab yo' chirren, yo' Ho, be leavin yo crib, and head fo' da nearest guv'ment office fo yo FREE shit!"

I Was All Like...
So I was all like, "no way" but the chicken kept insisting that it knew what it was doing. ...by the way, I should point out that the chicken hates it when I call him an "it"... So the chicken takes the butane lighter and starts flicking it off and on with it's little chicken fingers and I just ran like hell because no good can come of that. Long story short, the scar will never go away.

I Am In Such Deep Love With You
Tell me what it is about you that made me fall so deep in love with you This feeling I get about you is so real that it gave you my heart. You are the only man that I have ever fallen in love with and I am proud to tell you I gave you my heart. You are so wonderful your eyes give me a smile when ever I see them Your smile makes me happy to know that I put it their. Is this real? I just know it is just by the look in your eyes that you give me when ever we are together Sweetheart trust me when I tell you I love you more than anything in this world and their is no one I would rather be with but you.

Thunderous Elevator
For those of you who have not had a chance to read through my blog before and read any of my previous erotic stories... here is a favorite. Thunderous Elevator Ride By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just checked into my hotel and am about to go up the elevator to my room and I am standing in the lobby waiting for those stainless steel faced doors to open. The bell rings with each floor it stops at as I wait for it open for me. A long flight to Vancouver from Montreal and all I want to do is get undressed, take a shower and get into bed. I have a very busy schedule booked for tomorrow. I look at my watch and it is 10:35 PM. It is late and all I hear in the lobby is a phone ringing way off in the distance at the registration desk and of course that soft piano music being piped in all over the hotel. The full-length windows that line the lobby show my reflection staring out into the late night darkness. I can see some flashing of lightning off in the distance. Must be

Women!
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about yo

Burn
Do you swim naked in my tears? Warmed by the salt that surrounds I hope it burns in that slow painful way Shallow are my tears for you Blood spreads as you hit your head on the floor of my love A wall of stone to keep you out My tears are mine again and swimming is not allowed.

Redeem
Redeem. Unknown to thy self Silent guessing The inside speaks out For untold needs Following guilt And pain within me The promises made The devil keeps Slowly but surely Time constrains me To keep to those promises I once made Heavenly father Looking down upon A lowly sinner Awaiting the grave I hear you calling now Your words so deafening I feel you crying out My soul still questioning “Redeem yourself! In the eyes of those you love!” “Redeem yourself! And drink of my blood!” Despite all his efforts And his fantasies His fear overwhelming He hides from the light Following His wisdom He still sees no hope Desperate for forgiveness But he still puts up a fight Over and over Thoughts wont give a clue And every step he takes Leads him back to one Heavenly teacher All but given up Hope and pray for him Until his suffering is done He hears you calling now Screaming toward the sky His tears are pouring out Begging to know why

Heres Whats Been Going On
THIS IS A LONG ENTRY Okay I guress I have put off this entry long enough to spare the feelings of a certain person, so here it is. About two and a half months ago an old girlfriend of mine found me and my best friend on here. Messages were sent and conversations started, between the young woman and myself it was a rehashing of why things went the way they did when two of us dated and of how i hurt her. I proceeded to inform of the truth behind why I had. Revealing to her that I had began dating her on a dare (yes i know how much of a dick that makes me) I appologized for my actions and asked her forgiveness. While this was going was going on, conversations between my bff and the young woman were in the "talking" stage. So being a good wingman I start building my friend up. The young woman and I started going to the park together just to get outta the house, (Iwas going crazy sitting around house when not looking for job) Even on our trips to the park I would do my best to bu

New Erotic Story
While I am gone on this trip I hope to find some time to sit down with my lap top (which I rarely take with me) and rattle out some story or two. It has been far too long since I wrote my last erotic story. Any suggestions on the subject, plot, place, etc., for the next story?

Act I-scarred.
Act I: Scarred. Drowning in his godlessness Faith leaving him in every bead of sweat Over-whelming feeling Plummeting A feeling he’s had before Unbalanced Drifting in and out of consciousness In and out of the light Blurred but so clear Jaded is he Cathartic breath Eyes fixed Cold pulse But still so heated She Breathes… Colors bleeding Dull – then sharp And back again Blood rising Surreal Artistic Chaotic Sound escapes him Time no longer matters Drawn into the moment She Hurts… Infinity unbound Cleansed – purified Soiled in his wake Blinded Grays and greens Possessed Pleasure in pain Control unleashed Bathing in eternity Scarred She Cries… All is fading away Erupting inside Rebirth Cold flesh Cold breath Angels weeping Pride sweeps his face Eyes devoid Mind succumbed Dematerialized The cycle renewed He Breathes… He Hurts… He Cries… He Breathes Again…

Blood
Blood. When the sun goes down Why do I feel so alive? Sleep won’t take me Thoughts overwhelm my mind My own questions Flutter madly around my brain As sleep escapes me No hope for an answer Even the ultimate question Escapes me Mere words cannot do it justice A cold pain sweeps over me A desire, a lust That would seem so unforgivable Sinful, but yet pure A need, a longing That makes the blood Flow so sharp Every inch of my skin Feels the longing within me The longer I wait The more insatiable I become I question not the origin But the true nature of the beast When did I become such an animal? Self restraint does nothing My mind is way to far gone Every minute that passes Fuels the hunger within I must feed, I must know I desire the knowledge I must possess truth History and origin Driven By the blood.

Cascade Failure!!!
Urghhh driving smivin... I didn't blog last weeks Driving Lesson because it was an utter nightmare! Driving Instructors bonus was I got him back here ALIVE!!!! I couldn't even remember how to switch the damn engine on - my mind was a total blank! I went into Cascade failure... just one mistake after the other. To the point I just wanted to walk home LOL Thankfully; today, the old grey cells were firing on all cylinders and had a lovely lesson. Well lets say it was bliss compared to last week! Driving instructor is great - he hasn't pushed me today, it's took it easy on me and rebuilt my confidence. Although his version of taking it easy is driving around the Town centre - all those big roudabouts. LOL Least I'm sort of back on track! After a slightly tense start - took me a good 10 minutes to relax... I'd been chomping my nails for an hour before he arrived. My clutch foot had a few spasms! but at least I did my reversing spot on - last week ROFL well if you'

One Marine
A large group of Taliban soldiers are moving down a road when they hear a voice call from behind a sand-dune. "One Marine is better than ten Taliban." The Taliban commander quickly sends 10 of his best soldiers over the dune whereupon a gun-battle breaks out and continues for a few minutes, then silence. The voice then calls out again. "One Marine is better than a hundred Taliban soldiers." Furious, the Taliban commander sends his next best 100 troops over the dune and instantly a huge gunfight commences. After 10 minutes of battle, again silence. The voice calls out, "One Marine is better than a thousand Taliban". The enraged Taliban Commander musters a thousand fighters and sends them over the dune. Cannon, rocket and machine gun fire rings out as a huge battle is fought. Then silence. Slowly, one wounded Taliban fighter crawls back over the dune and with his dying words tells his commander, "Don't send any more men, its a tr

She
She… She can kill the lights, but she can’t kill the pain… You can stomp out the fire, but you can’t blow out the flame. Time is running out-How many more excuses can she use? Because the love that she’s lost won’t hurt as bad as the love she’ll lose. She’s self-destructive, in denial, She’ll manipulate and drive you wild. She’ll fill your dreams and kill your sorrow, Make you feel like there’s no tomorrow. She’ll deprivate-and desecrate your sanity; Blind you with darkness, shadow you in totality. She can burn her picture in your mind, Feed your heart with truthful lies. She can pull the shade, but she can’t the plug… You can blow it away, but you can’t sweep it under the rug. Joy is running out-She can’t shake these blues… Because the love that she’s lost can’t compare to the love she’ll lose. Inside she’s forced to fight, But she can’t block the light, It just ain’t right…to watch, It goes on like this. She’s overlooked…misplaced, Wrinkled face, Life’s

8/8/07
Wednesday, August 8, 2007 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) Even with the current conflict between your head and your heart, you can still feel a deep sense of well-being that is most welcome in your life now. It doesn't matter what you should be doing today; self-indulgence may win out over your responsibilities. So, why bother fighting the inevitable? Go ahead and play today; life's too short not to enjoy it. So very very true! Things will work out the way they are supposed to, for now I am going to follow my heart.

Echoes Of Thought
Echoes of Thought. We all have our place of solitude A haven of retreat Where nothing can ever phase or harm our ideal, Our reality, our ultimate fantasy Some seek ages to find this place, This realm no one else can see or understand Where the outer shell is bombarded Constantly thwarting off outward attacks Shielding our inner conscious from the outside world Hiding us from the unrelenting echoes of truth Oh how they pierce the defenses Delving ever deeper with every attack Each more powerful then the next Cunning enough to sense the slightest weakness Leaving the shield of our defenses crippled ever still As we hold on with every effort to maintain control Scraping tooth and nail For the very essence of our inner being Efforts fading and collapsing As we submit to the all powerful echoes of truth Words and images to clear in nature Like the scratching of nails on the chalkboard Etching thoughts into our inner being Fading our ideal Like a water soaked

Poetry
Love and Hate My heart eternal but a burning flame engulfed in madness all the same. Love and hate take the blame, when things go crazy and get insane. Love condenses and flurries away, as hate comes in and subsides all day. Love tries to break away, as hate's grip gives way. Hate disappears and love can go on with out fear, until the next time hate is near. For with out love there is no hate, they come and go each passing day. The one you feel is the decision you make. Chad Micheal Davis Copyright ©2007 Chad Micheal Davis

Just A Lil Bit Of Words
My Mind Im tired of running, Tired of running from my own mind, I tryed to shake it loose and leave it behind, It seems to comes back every time, It comes back to haunt me in every dream, It makes things seem what they don't seem, Im tired of running, I want to leave it behind, I have too much thoughts running through my mind, I can only take care of them one at a time. Copyright ©2007 Chad Micheal Davis

Demon In The Night
Darkness has reached the highest point A disturbing chill comes across his flesh No one knows what is lurking out there Desperate for blood from the people he'll hunt With his mind slowly melting into a puddle Boiling in a berserk rage until the remains cease to exist. The angel of destruction and the demon of justice A brutal creature with a heart darker than the night Killing the innocent while erasing his memories Unstoppable force focusing on a genocide Strange taste of death that holds within A thrill that is gained through unreasonable acts The lord of death that stalks his prey An animal with nothing much to gain Loss of pity with a lust that weighs more than his life. The master of corruption and commander of the damned A form of matter that consumes everything around him Whatever this creature happens to be in the light More than anything will never be caught in sight While the sun stays high and holds brightly in the sky His actions aganist the world

What A Farce
I've been athletic all of my life. I love sports and staying in shape is just a thing that I like. That said, I have to say that atheltes and sports today are a big disappointment. I'm a personal trainer and during my workout yesterday I had a couple guys come up and ask about which supplements would be best for them to build muscle mass. I asked them about their regular diet first and they said it's normal now back to supplements. My feeling is that if a regular diet takes care of me most of the time, it should be the first concern of all amateur atheltes. This points out where we are these days. The workout isn't working well enough or fast enough so we need supplements. In fact we need supplements in place of all else. What about when supplements don't do it either? How about anabolic steroids? That's where athletes around the world are now. It doesn't matter how many are now having trouble or are even dead, they make us bigger, stronger, faster. It seems a pa

Getting Ready To Go
I am expecting a call today to inform me of my next traveling nurse assignment. I will be gone for about five days or so and then will return for a few more days of off time and then out for four or five days and back home. When I am all done with my traveling schedule I will then be going on a well deserved vacation into California for a few days of rest and visiting with family. I can't wait to see my grandchildren again. Now... I am just waiting for the phone to ring.

Sick Of It
No more, I refuse. Im tired of being nice and getting nothing in return. No more happy face, and no more holding my tongue. This time I am going to speak my mind, no matter what the outcome. Im sick of being walked all over by all the supposed "nice people", and then having them bitching to me about what someone did to them. You deserve it you asshole. You think you are nice, and you think you should be treated with the utmost respect, but you dont deserve any of that shit. Mr. High and Mighty, its time for you to step off the pedestal and take a look at what you are. Rethink your life and start being less of a dick. Heed my advice, or in a short time, you will find nothing that keeps you happy.

Honorable Society Of Wolves
We are affiliated with this family of great people. Many of their members are also L.U.V. Club members. Feel free to show them some love and join their family! Theresa - Honorable Alpha Female BGD's Yummy~Alpha Female ~ Honorable Society of Wolves~Joker's Mistress :)~L.U.V. Club Mem~@ CherryTAP Wolferz - Elder Druid Wolf, An Honorable Wolf Wolferz ~Elder Druid Wolf --- Acting C.E.O. --- L.R.L. -- Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP Dana - darkangel696930@ CherryTAP Ang – ~*ANG*~ ~Honorable Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP Teresa – drusdragon ~.L.R.L.~Society of Wolves@ CherryTAP Raven - Raven Lonewolf~CT Fiancee of Juggalette4Life~Honorable Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP Kim – MysteryofDragons ~LRL~Society of Wolves@ CherryTAP Pete - Pokerpete13~OFFICIAL L.U.V CLUB CO-FOUNDER~ HONORABLE SOCIETY OF WOLVES~@ CherryTAP Terry -

Friend
Although you are a friend of mine and letters we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak. I picture what I think you are, perhaps you picture me. An intriguing game for both of us for someone we can't see. So for this friendship we possess, we owe this mail a debt, Perhaps the charm lies in the fact that we have never met.

Only Then
THE night Is my LOVE... only then does my true self show.. only then do i open myself to my Demon lover she comes to me with ferocious appetites i welcome her with open arms for only truly does he know what i desire i will drown in her seed of hate i will drown in her seed of bLACK LUST i will free my soul with her lust and hate i will scream her name in estatic rage FOR THEN I SHALL BE TRULY FREE..

I Hurt Myself Today...
"Hurt" Lyrics by NIN "I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way" I cut today....I cut today becuz I can mostly... but also because I hurt all over and inside, a

Work Sucks.
O.k. So my boss right now is a douche bag. If you read my previous blogs you know that I have taken a demotion at work. For some reason my boss resents me and is doing everything he can to make my job hell. I have to drive forty minutes to work everyday. When I had been there for an hour this morning they told me to punch out and came back at noon. I told them that was ridiculous, if they wanted me to go home for the day that was fine, but to expect me to drive back and forth twice. So they sent me home. What an ass.

Loverman
There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer) There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer) Bucking and braying and pawing the floor (How much longer) Well, he's howling with pain and crawling up the walls (How much longer) There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer) And he's weak with evil and broken by the world (How much longer) And he's shouting your name and asking for more (How much longer) There's a devil waiting outisde your door (How much longer) Lover man! Since the world began Forever, Amen Till the end of time Take off that dress I'm coming down Ooh I'm your loverman Cause I am what I am what I am what I am L is for LOVE baby O is for ONLY you that I do V is for loving VIRTUALLY everything that you are E is for loving almost EVERYTHING that you do R is for RAPE me M is for MURDER me A is for ANSWERING all of my prayers N is for KNOWING your loverman's going to be the answer to all ofyours I'll be your Lo

Trip To Indy!!! See Pics Under Indy Zoo
Hey all... Welcome to Jeannie's Weekend Wrap-up!! Wow.. Trip to Indy!! Yes it was fun.. I told you all I was doing this!! Well it was hot and a nice ride to Indy about 3 hours give or take.... We stop off in a lil town for gas and a break... It was nice cuz went I saw the towns name I though about Kirkie.. She and her family lives there.... it was Wolcott... Back on road.. We get to Indy about 11 Chicago time.. LOL Got all checked in. They we went long at that hotel cuz it was huge.. We found the watering hole a bar in hotel which was no smoking.. soo the guys were eating that up!! Pretty Much all of Indy was non smoking just soo you know.. and Dont drink the water!!! Lmao!! We the girls ending up drinking a shit load of water and getting sick.. Cuz the water was different.. Oops.. I know it sucked ass... But at the bar we found this some really nice people and they taugh us the really cool game called Corn Whole... Yeah I didnt know what it was.. but it was fun.. I think it

Two Moons
Two moons on 27 August 27th August the whole world is waiting for .. Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65m miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am . It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your friends as no one alive today will ever see it again.

Boss Sold And Taste Of The Danforth
So I found out last week that my boss has sold her business, the new owners take over Aug 27th. It really sucks cause I just got comfortable there, and I really like my boss. So now I'm in search of a new job. I'm gonna miss her cooking, I told her I'm gonna called her to make me food lol. A lot of my customers have offered to help me get a new job at other places where they know people. The only good thing I see about this whole thing is I get away from the 21 yr old know it all that I work with. On a good note though my boss said she's gonna open a new place somewhere else, and she wants me to go with her. I still need a job to tide me over til she opens the new restaurant. Well I probably won't be around much this weekend due to having to work the Taste of the Danforth, which is a big Greek festival we have here every year. This is the 14th Taste of the Danforth and every year gets better. We get tons of tourists for the festival. The festivals starts Aug 10 and goes st

What Sin Are You
Which Seven Deadly Sin are you? Lust- Sex is a major part of your life. You don't love, only chase tail. You will make love to the wrong person and end up with an STD.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Today Is Not Looking Good :(
Today is best spent in one place, or within a fairly tight radius. If you need to head out into the world, it's best to keep your trips short and sweet. Things pick up in a big way by tomorrow afternoon.

Border Alert
Cute satire. . . . BORDER ALERT from The Manitoba Herald The flood of American liberals sneaking across the border into Canada has intensified in the past week, sparking calls for increased patrols to stop the illegal immigration. The actions of President Bush are prompting the exodus among left-leaning citizens who fear they'll soon be required to hunt, pray, and agree with Bill O'Reilly. Canadian border farmers say it's not uncommon to see dozens of sociology professors, animal-rights activists and Unitarians crossing their fields at night. JoeI went out to milk the cows the other day, and there was a Hollywood producer huddled in the barn," said Manitoba farmer Red Greenfield, whose acreage borders North Dakota. The producer was cold, exhausted and hungry. He asked me if I could spare a latte and some free-range chicken. When I said I didn't have any, he left. Didn't even get a chance to show him my screenplay, eh?" In an effort to stop the illegal aliens, Greenfiel

A Long Way Down
As you may know, I have been depressed over the last couple of weeks. My meds didn't help and I am slowly transferring to a different one. It hasn't been pleasant.Anyway, I am also a member of The Experience Project. I read a story here about somebody else going through a depression state. I highly recommend reading it.(I was going to post it here, but decided not to. So sue me.) tag: depression, story, experience project, suicide-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at Fubar.comGet paid to surf the web with

Oral Sex
There are a large number of women who really don’t know how to give oral sex. Many think that by putting their partner’s penis in their mouths and then bobbing up and down until he comes makes them an expert. Sorry to disappoint but this really isn’t true. Most men will agree that there is nothing more satisfying that great oral sex me included, but when it comes to bad oral sex there is no quicker way to turn us off. In order to combat this and master the art of oral sex here is the real guide on how to give oral sex that will blow your partners mind. When it comes to how to give oral sex the first thing that every woman must remember is that all men are different. What feels good for one man may not have the same effect on another. It really is trial and error and the way to avoid this is through communication. Ask your partner what they would like you to do. It may seem a little daunting but believe me men like nothing more than to be asked what they would like yo

Surprise............
He had been very clear in his instructions. She was to be naked, on all fours at the end of the bed. As requested she had everything laid out within close reach. She fingered her clit as required, not touching the toys. That was also a requirement. As her fingers deftly manipulated the sensitive area she knocked the end of the small barbell in her hood directly on her clit. She was getting wet with the action and the anticipation of what was to come. As she felt the starting of her orgasm she pulled back a little. She had no way of knowing how much longer he would be and was trying to extend the pleasure. She slowly slid her fingers inside her instantly finding and tickling her g spot gently. She hears the door open and heard breathing behind her. She didn't turn around; instead she started thrusting her fingers in and out of her dripping cunt. "Enjoying you?" Master asked softly. "Mmm hmm," Tara whimpered. "Can I ask you something?" He asked, "I don't want you to turn around

Put More Pics Up, A Few New Ones, Some Previously Posted Pics For The New People
The subject pretty much said it all, so go look if you want, some of you were around the first time to see a lot of them, I am going to try and put some new ones up sometime this week, but we will see how reliable that turns out to be, lol.

On The Verge Of Losing It!!!!
Frustration is an emotion that can take you on many different roads. Yet if not relieved, can basically lead to total melt down. And no I'm not talking sexual either lol. Life is dealing me so many damn curve balls at the moment I don't have enough hands to catch them all. And I'm about to crash. Or so it feels that way anyhow. Someone once told me life is like a wheel. It just keeps on turning and eventually the good comes back around. Wish I were close enough to throttle that person right about now lol. Because my wheel has a flat! It hasn't turned in a long long time now. And the World Wide Web is a lovely place to come and create a solitude that no one else can destroy. A safe haven. Where it so lovingly introduces you to people that you just can't have lol. Or even get close enough to, to have that so needed chat or hug or even just the closeness. I dunno, maybe I'm just looking down at everything at the moment. It's more than likely the case. But I am a breath aw

Ed For Married Men???
As I listened to the radio this morning, I heard a startling fact from a study just done out of China (I think). The statistic was that 80% of men that have been married for 5 years experience E.D. This scared the crap out of me! I am getting ready to come up on my 3rd year (December 11) and wondered 1> does it just happen, or 2> do you just not end up being "that into her" after a while and can't get it up? So, I wonder if at year number 5 if I should find a little on the side to make sure I can please my wife forever? (Not really, just a silly thought).

This Sucks
my wife cheated on me. been going on since june of 05. you might wonder why i didn't find out untill now? it's because i was deployed to africa. i didn't come home untill april of this year. I spent the entire month of july at school. when i came back, she had been using my computer. she forgot to log off of her e mail. i went to go check my email and when i hovered over the mail icon the first three messages are displayed. one of the messages said "I love you and can't wait to see you again". I started looking at some of her other messages and it turns out that not only was she cheating, but she also sent a bunch of people naked pics of herself.

Im A Horrible Person!
Ok Im not horrible LMAO but I have been neglecting my online duties in exchange for living my life. Ive been hanging out with a local friend a lot, something I miss doing. Most of my friends have been online for so long I cant even remember the last time I just hung out with anyone! Its great to have a life, but I feel bad that Im not on as much as I used to be. :( I hope no one forgot about me! I dont get rated anymore, my points stay the same, I get very few comments, except from my sweetpea Synfully (Love ya babe!) and some random comments from various friends, but I dont get much else. Ya'll forgot about poor Skoobz didnt you. :( I shall go cry now. :(

Random
Hey everyone this is my first Blog on here,yesterday i went into work and quite my job!!! which is totally out of character for me i had just had enough of it and don't really need it as im going back to University.I have saved up enough to keep me going ontop of my student load so fuck it lol have met someone really cool, they make me laugh and smile,she will probably read this sometime so if she does Hi sexy lol xxxx It's great to be able to wake up in the morning and not have to worry about going to work and beeing able to do what everyone else is doing when they are abck home for uni, which is go out and have a good time and get pissed, chill out in the sun and play footy and chill out in thepark with ya friends

Marines And Tampons...yeah So What? (clean)
Just Heard This Had To Repost It Marine and Tampons (awesome story) > > Tampons to the rescue in Iraq!! Don't worry, it's a good >story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother >of a Marine in Iraq. > > My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent >them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy >we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a >hard time. > > My son said, "Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion >and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it >from him." I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he >wanted I would send Mar ine X another package. He told me not to worry about >Marine X because every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks it's >for him too. > > He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, >Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started

Mama...rest In Peace
When someone's mother passes I can't help but shed a tear. Now that my very own mom has returned to our Creator not a moment that passes by that I don't feel like tearing my heart out of my chest just so that it would stop hurting. As I go back to my house where my siblings and I grew up I remembered a lot of memories I shared with her. The necklace that she would wear when she picked me up from school. How she would always ask me whether I had eaten or not. The person that I would run to everytime something was wrong. I remembered when there were these girls who teased me at school for being fat, she made me toughen up and double my game. I never studied so hard...and she would always tell me how important it was to care for the way I looked and how important being healthy was. And the first person I would tell when something great happened. She was the most excited one everytime I told her I got a good grade. She was understanding too even when I didn't. I wondered

The Sex Handbook For Men!!!
I just want to make it clear that it is not that I cannot have an orgasm, I have them all the time, just not with someone else in the room, it is just that guys do not get what it takes to get a woman off. For the other girls out there that have not become completely disgusted with the lack of sexual ability among men, I will lay out these rules for men to follow: 1. Breasts are attached. They are a part of our body and grabbing them so hard that they are literally lifted from the chest DOES NOT feel good. It hurts. 2. Nipples are sensitive. This means that sucking them is good. Gently holding one in your teeth while flicking your tongue across it, is good. Some LIGHT biting is good. Biting them like you would a steak, all the while asking "how does that feel baby?"...not good. It fucking hurts. 3. There are more to our breasts that the nipples and the entire breast would like attention too. Just make sure that you have read rule #1. 4. Fingering is a multi step proc

Have You Got Da Ballz???
Just sat here bored and started thinking as i some times do about society and how we react to certain things and shit .....and i came up with a few SOCIAL EXPERIMENTS !!!that you could try out for yourselves, at a family gathering .i.e. weddings, Party's, Funerals, or when your on a bus, train etc...OR anywhere where there is enough peepz to get a good reaction!!MY LIST OF SOCIAL EXPERIMENTZ... 1..Nice to meet you, I've got cancer. Nothing makes people feel more awkward than a cancer patient. And better yet, almost nobody has the balls to call you out on it. You had better be able to talk the talk. At least what kind of treatment you are on. 2..Let me tell you about my legal troubles with a 15 year old girl/boy. Again. Very, very uncomfortable topic. Make sure you tell them that she/he loves you so much, she/he waited for you till you were out of jail. Now you're back happily committing statutory rape again. For added spice, substitute the girl/boy for a young Asian boy/gi

Still No Winner!!
For some that haven't seen or know about the gift that i(Pocelain) am giving out for the first person to rate and comment on all my pics and stash. Here is the link to my profile.... http://fubar.com/user/591886 I am going to give away a Tropical Vacation ( gift)... When you have finished you need to f-mail to this link.... http://fubar.com/user/865516 That is Gimptastic My fubar hubby, he will tally up your rates and comments and let me know. At that time I will announce the Winner and give the Tropical Vacation Gift. Good Luck to all. Thank you ahead of time for your support!

Are You Close To Leveling
If you are close to leveling please leave a comment on our Home page with the amount you need. To do it under 10,000 I will post it with out a happy Hour.If you need 20,000 or less please post it and we will hit it during Happy Hour.Please keep in mind we do not start a new level up until the one we are working on is complete. Some may notice higher amounts for a level up but that is only on a God father. Please do not comment on this blog with your amount as I won't be checking here. Please leave your profile link and the amount needed as a comment there. If you do not know how to get your profile link there is a blog on the leveling home page with instructions. Levelers if you are looking for someone to level please keep checking the home page to see whom has been added. Have a great day. If you are not a leveler and would like to help us please add yourself to the profile. We never have any commitment we just as that if you say you are goig to help that you do. SHADOW LEVELERS

So What Do You Do For Fun?
So last night I had a couple of Mike's Lemonades and went outside to do battle with the Hornets that are trying to nest in the wall of my house. Don't worry, I didn't get stung, but I did seriously piss them off!

Rush Limbaugh
Love him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head.......... By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for

Drinks All Around
A guy walked into a bar and said, "Beers for everyone, even you, Bartender." But when it was time to pay, the guy didn't have money, so the bartender beat him up. The next day the guy did the same thing: he ordered a beer for everyone, even the bartender, and the bartender beat him up since the guy couldn't pay. Then the next day, the guy said, "Beers for everyone! But not you, bartender!" The bartender said, "Why?" The guy replied, "You're violent when you're drunk!"

Technology Sucks!!!
Technology sucks!!!.... Well, until you need it and it’s not available. I had to break down my studio including my computer and move everything into the unfinished part of the basement to have new carpet laid. Last night I reconnected all my computer equipment and when I pressed the power button nothing happened. My computer is pretty old and has been running very slowly and now it appears to be completely fried. I had everything on there, all my digital illustrations, photos of my paintings, photos of my daughter, my vacation pictures, all my music, Adobe Photoshop, and Adobe Illustrator. All of this is now trapped inside my hard drive and probably forever entombed. I knew this day would eventually come but not this soon. I was hoping my computer would have lasted until I got a replacement, but I am no where near financially able to achieve this. I’m not technologically savvy and I resisted getting a computer in the nineties, but it got to a point where it was necessary. I hate

Todays 08/aug/07
Today is best spent in one place, or within a fairly tight radius. If you need to head out into the world, it's best to keep your trips short and sweet. Things pick up in a big way by tomorrow afternoon. i have no idea how to read these can someone help?

My Privacy
I took all the naughty pictures away. Tired of being looked at for only that, so if you are angry over this, delete me from your friends list, its my body to do with what i wish . If you cannot handle that then hit the road. I will not sweat it. Like me for me. Which is more than a nude pic or drawing.

Hello And Welcome
Hello one and all. I am Pagan Spirit, I am pleased to meet you. I thought I would give it a go with blogging here on fubar. Want to know a little more about me? About what makes me tick, what makes me happy, what makes me mad, what makes me sad? Stay tuned!

When Cyberbullying Hits Teens
When cyberbullying hits teens By Eric J. Sinrod http://news.com.com/When+cyberbullying+hits+teens/20-×1030_3-6201365.html Story last modified Wed Aug 08 05:29:35 PDT 2007 I recently covered a report that indicates that teenagers generally are taking some privacy steps to protect themselves from online risks. Nevertheless, a recent data memo from the Pew Internet & American Life Project suggests that cyberbullying truly is a problem for teens. Indeed, approximately one-third of teenagers on the Internet report that they have been targets of "menacing" online activities, such as receiving threatening messages, having their private e-mails or instant and text messages forwarded without consent, having an embarrassing photo posted without permission, or having rumors spread about them online. On top of this, girls are more likely than boys to be targets. In terms of raw numbers, 15 percent of teenagers state that they have had private e-mail, instant messages or text m

Roll The Bones
Rush Videos | Music Video Codes | Seattle MLS Well, you can stake that claim - good work is the key to good fortune Winners take that praise - losers seldom take that blame If they don't take that game and sometimes a winner takes nothing We draw our own designs but fortune has to make that frame We go out in the world and take our chances Fate is just the weight of circumstances And that's the way that lady luck dances Roll the bones Roll the bones Why are we here? Because we're here! Roll the bones Why does it happen? Because it happens! Roll the bones Faith as cold as ice - why are little ones born only to suffer For the want of immunity or a bowl of rice? Well, who would hold a price on the heads on the innocent children If there's some immortal power to control the dice? We come into the world and take our chances Fate is just the weight of circumstances And that's the way that lady luck dances Roll the bones Roll the bones (Choru

Love??
I believe in love that is Not if and when, But now and forever. It is dedicated and tender It either is...or is not. It is closeness, For distance Is always filled. Love is kind, Devoted. You can see and sense, Hear and taste it. It is giving, sharing All this and more True love... Never uses or takes It cannot be compromised It is not lust, nor passion It is unshakeable, Total. Love demands time And effort, Must be nurtured, It thrives on faith, Needs truth. The treadmill of life Steals the spirit If love doesn't reign. Call me a fool.. But I shall always love And pray for the same What if we never say "goodbye" And you become all I need In love?

Soulmates
soulmates Current mood: chipper life holds so many rare so many beautiful visions, all we must do is open our eyes to the celestrial beauty of the universe as it unfolds all the blessings of nature, people, life and love, we must never settle for love, as to settle from lonlyness is only to become that much more lonlyer in the end, as all our pasts have dictated to us we cannot just take what we can have but we must have what truly makes us whole, anyone can date, anyone can have sex, but not everyone has there soul mate, thats a sad concept for if we do not rush into life with just anyone that sparks our fancy we will be ready and able to except that true love that love that binds with laughter, hope joy, beauty and commitment, soulmates is someone that we have known for ever without even knowing them a moment,the feeling of being in there arms since time has begun, a true soulmate knows life without each other would be at best empty void of all that is and ever would be

Epitaphs
Here lies Walter Dudley. He found out too late, Dobermans aren't cuddly. Here lies Bill Boller He got ran over by A steam roller (This tombstone is very tall and narrow) Lizzy Bordon's father lies here (with many small stones around that say 'and here') Mary Lass Missed the brake and hit the gas I was Fred Now I'm dead Mary Aster Should have j-walked a little faster Mrs. Derns Now being ate by worms C. Dracula 1236 1458 1527 1703 1823 1995 Here lies my wife, I bid her goodbye. She rests in peace and now so do I. Here lies Vlad the Impaler He bit off more than he could chew Here lies the Pillsbury Dough Boy He will rise again Here I lie And no wonder I'm dead, For the wheel of a semi Went over my head. ~ Dracula ~ "Fangs for the Memories" Rest in Pieces Here lies dear old Brother Tor He couldn't take it anymore Here lies Frank Dead by gun Caught in bed By another's husband Mary M

Memories
Sometimes I wish I had never known The taste of your lips The feel of your hips Pressed hard against mine When I wake To the emptiness Beside me My heart aches To be filled Better I had never known The ecstasy of your love Than to suffer The lack of it Reliving it's thrills Such wild dreams Passion ballet That plays in my mind Gnawing at me nightly Stealing my sleep God knows I need A man's love To fight the fire Fill the void And envelope me

My Thoughts
I want to be a soft, sweet scented oasis And my lips part to offer only you The tenderness of my love I want to quiver at your touch Let me wrap you up in comfort Thrill you with kisses Intoxicate you with my body Let me satisfy your desires.

How Much Longer?
Metallica - Loverman Lyrics There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer) There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer) Bucking and braying and pawing the floor (How much longer) Well, he's howling with pain and crawling up the walls (How much longer) There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer) And he's weak with evil and broken by the world (How much longer) And he's shouting your name and asking for more (How much longer) There's a devil waiting outisde your door (How much longer) Lover man! Since the world began Forever, Amen Till the end of time Take off that dress I'm coming down Ooh I'm your loverman Cause I am what I am what I am what I am L is for LOVE baby O is for ONLY you that I do V is for loving VIRTUALLY everything that you are E is for loving almost EVERYTHING that you do R is for RAPE me M is for MURDER me A is for ANSWERING all of my prayers N is for KNOWING your loverman's going to be the answer

Cashier Skills
So get this, Years ago when I was taught to ring a cash register, you handed the loose change back to the customer first, then counted the bills back. Sometimes you had to patiently wait while the customer pocketed the change. Nowadays these people give you the bills first then the change on top! Yesterday was the worst! I got a coffee with a 20 dollar bill and when the cashier went to hand me back the change I actually reached for her hand with the loose change with my palm up....what did she do? Pulled her hand out of reach and shoved the bills into my hand instead then the change was placed on top....having the coffee in my other hand...I tried to close my hand with the bills and change on top....guess what happened? the loose change fell from my hand and rolled all over the counter. She isn't the first, nor will she be the last. What the hell happened to basic cash handling skills?????

The Penis Study
The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's Penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the study, the French decided to do their own study. After $250,000 and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the woman more pleasure during sex. Canadians, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study. After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, and 2 cases of beer, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting himself in the forehead.

Found A Cat
A kindergarten pupil told his teacher he'd found a cat. She asked him if it was dead or alive. "Dead." she was informed. "How do you know?" she asked her pupil. "Because I pissed in its ear and it didn't move" answered the child innocently. "You did WHAT?!?" the teacher exclaimed in surprise. "You know", explained the boy, "I leaned over and went 'Pssst!' and it didn't move."

Why I Have Dogs Instead
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialled the employee’s home phone number and was greeted with a child’s whisper: “Hello.” “Is your daddy home?” he asked. “Yes,” whispered the small voice. “May I talk with him?” The child whispered, “No.” Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, “Is your mummy there?” “Yes.” “May I talk with her?” Again, the small voice whispered, “No.” Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, “Is anybody else there?” “Yes,” whispered the child, “a policeman!” Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee’s home, the boss asked, “May I speak with the policeman?” “No, he’s busy”, whispered the child. “Busy doing what?” “Talking to daddy and mummy and the fireman,” came the whispered answer. Growing more worried as he heard what sounded like a helicopter

Startin Over............again
ever wonder if ya learned from past mistakes?? sumtimes i wonder seems i always have the best of intentions but when stuff goes sour it seems to be fer the same general reasons ie: not enuff cash,not good enuff or too country for the city. anyway here i go thought i would make a new start in a new town and such and 6 months later i find myself movin back where i came frombecause im worse off not then i was before this bright idea ever popped into my head. but here goes fresh start in the good ole hometown and with a little bit of luck maybe i will git it right this time lol

Oral Sex Tips
The art of Oral Sex Category: Romance and Relationships Sucking a man's penis is one of the pure pleasures in life. It's sad to think that many women don't appreciate just how much fun it can be. The reason for this is they don't know how to do it correctly and so it doesn't end up being much fun because if you mess up, you don't get your reward. The penis doesn't get hard, the man doesn't have a good time and the woman feels like a failure. But here's the good news: It's easy to learn how to be a terrific cock sucker. And I'm going to tell you exactly how. It doesn't matter what setting you choose, you can be home in bed or parked on Sunset Boulevard, but seek whatever level of privacy you need to feel relaxed and sexy. For the purpose of this guide, let's say you're on a couch. You're with a man you like and you know he'd love to have a good blow job about now. Slip down on the floor between his legs and open his fly. Reach in and touch his penis. If he's hot for you, it will

Stupidity Is Annoying!!!!
And what brings me to this point you ask? This woman: Brown Eye Babe@ fubar here is the proof to HOW annoyed she has made me RIGHT before I'm going to see the Love of my life. (and I'm putting in order so you have to read from the bottom down) · new gift from 'Brown Eye Babe' received! 13 hr ago · fu1039479@fubar.com just sent you new mail! 13 hr ago Brown Eye Babe sent you a Glass of Champagne Show header Date: Tue, 7 Aug 2007 14:47:30 -0700 (PDT) From: To: inked_angel@fubar.com Reply-To: Size: 964 B "just wanted to wish you and Alex the best of luck... I'm Getting married in dec and i cant wait :)" Click here to return the favor! Click here to see this gift on your profile. · Brown Eye Babe rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Brown Eye Babe left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago Comments on this photo: Brown Eye Babe 2007-8-7 17:14:38 YOU CALL THAT SEXY??? HAHAHA reply | delete comment · 'Brown Eye Babe' just ripped

I Got A Lot To Do Before Tomorrow!
I think about all the people I have to call - some of my best friends - before I have to go into the hospital tomorrow morning. There are people I want to hear from - those who have been with me and have kept me strong and sane. Trying to remember everybody is almost damn near impossible, so if I forget someone later today, please do not hold it against me - stress tends to make you forgetful! I have to set up my bills to get paid! Granted I will be out when they are due, who's to say I'll remember them or I'll be in any condition to pay them before their deadlines? I gotta set up the schedule (hope I don't leave anything out)! I have a friend whom I haven't seen in over a year! Her band is playing in NYC tonight and I want to show my face and say hello! Truly one of the sweetest people I know and a good friend! The rest are just odds and ends that can really wait! Either that or I will remember to do it later! Time to prioritize!

Do You Really Wanna Know?
I find beauty in virtually everything. I believe everyone is equal and I treat people so. Every guy i've ever dated has hurt me, God always helps me, and my parents have my utmost respect. I had the most amazing parents in the world, and I miss my father to the point where my heart bleeds. The treatment of animals in this culture makes me cry. I am not perfect. I read every night before going to bed, if only one chapter. I could read shakespeare for hours at a time, and the only thing that would pry me away from one of his plays is judge judy. I made a promise never to hurt someone intentionally. I believe it is better to suffer pain than inflict it. I am envious of my father's mind, and his persistence to succeed. Learning one new word a day lifts up my morale. I am teaching myself how to cope with life's hurdles. I love to learn. The more I learn, the more i realize how little I know. I think the biggest tragedy of life is when people appr

Marvel Entertainment's Upcoming Slate
Marvel Entertainment's Upcoming Slate Source: Marvel Entertainment, Inc. August 7, 2007 Marvel Entertainment reported its second quarter earnings this morning for 2007 and, as usual, included the company's upcoming slate of projects. Here's the movies, TV shows, DVDs, musical and games in the works: Licensed Marvel Character Feature Film Line-Up Wolverine, Fox - Director engaged (Gavin Hood) Punisher 2, Lionsgate - Director (Lexi Alexander) and lead actor engaged (Ray Stevenson) Film Projects Being Developed by Marvel - partial list Iron Man, Marvel - Completed principal photography; May 2, 2008 release The Incredible Hulk, Marvel - Commenced principal photography; June 13, 2008 release Ant-Man, Marvel - Writer (Edward Wright, Joe Cornish) and director (Edgar Wright) engaged Captain America, Marvel - Writer engaged (David Self) Nick Fury, Marvel - Writer engaged (Andrew Marlowe) Thor, Marvel - Writer engaged (Mark Protosevich) The Avengers, Marvel - Writer engaged

Dreams About Tim
June 16, 2007 So my brother died almost 2 weeks ago, and the dreams have already started. The first dream was me watching his autopsy. I have had that dream about 4 times. Now of course all this morning while Dan was here or sleeping next to me I didn’t have any dreams. Or wake up from any. But of course once he left for work I started having really bad dreams. Don’t be sorry. It’s all Logan’s fault. Well my first dream was about 5 siblings. They all were taking a nap in the same bed. The youngest one woke up and she was thirsty. So she tried to wake her oldest brother Johnny up. He wouldn’t wake up. She tried to wake her other brothers and sister up, only her sister woke up. After they both realized that their brothers where dead they sat on the bed crying. During this whole dream it’s like I’m just standing there watching. Well two men come in their room and the girls start screaming. The girls don’t know these men. They grab the girls to take them out of the room. They older s

Dreams Of Tim
July 23, 2007 Holy shit it's been 7 weeks since my brother died. The last few nights have been really hard. The last dream I had about my brother was a couple days ago. I was at Tim's funeral. I was talking to someone about Tim and noticed that his hands weren’t folded like they were supposed to be. I went and told the funeral director that I thought people where touching Tim’s hands too much and they were moving them. He told me that there was no way his arms could be moved cause of the state of his body. So I went and talked to some family member. I was talking to an uncle and out of the corner of my eye I saw Tim moving. When I looked at him he was moving. I was the only one who could see Tim move. His eyes and mouth where shut, but his arms where moving. He was moving kind of slow like if he was in water. I had a dream when I was in CA that made me think that I wasn’t going to have any more dreams about Tim. In the dream there was a huge white staircase, and there was a l

Lost
the pain at the thought of you losing your music terrifies me it breaks me in ways nothing else could your passion, your joy lost fear rains from deep inside panic fills my sobs and even talking to you did not help ease this pain nothing has and i caused this myself speaking freely, no more not yet anyway to hurt you causes me to hurt myself my world my life unable to take you in my arms and show you just how much you mean to me is killing me today i do not want to do anything but cry and find a way to end this pain i unintentionally caused you caused myself but short of death i have not found a way is there a way?

Reprect
REPRECT PEOPLE AND THERE WILL RESPECT YOU FOR BEEN NICE TO PEOPLE LIKE OPEN A DOOR FOR SOMEONE OR ASK THEM IF THERE ARE WELL AND FEELING OK IS NOT BEEN NICE IT CALL RESPECT YOUNG AND OLD RESPECT. I AM NOT A GENTLEMAN I BEEN REPECT TO EVERYONE AND IN THIS WORLD REPECT IS SOMETHING WE NEED SO I AM GOING TO REPECT FULL TO MY FRIENDS AND I HOPE THERE MAY REPECT ME FOR I AM WHAT I AM RESPECTFULL TO PEOPLE AND THAT NOT BEEN NICE IT BEEN THE PERSON I AM FOR I RESPECT EVERYONE YOUNG AND OLD

Life And Death Of Tim Peter Hovland
My brother was 20, didn't have any physical health problems. He died in his sleep. It was all kind of amazing how the surrounding events happened. I live in Grand Junction, my family lives in Denver. My boyfriend (Dan) had a couple days off so he decided to go to Denver so we could see my parents. Dan and I have a child together. My mom had told me about the baptism class that was Sunday. (6/3/07)Dan and I talked about it and decided Annalyse and I would stay and go back home Monday on the bus. Dan had to go back to work Friday night. This was going to be the first whole weekend Dan was going to be away from Annalyse. The longest time he had been away from her was 15 hours, when he goes to work. Well Saturday Dan felt that being away from the baby that long was killing him. So he drove back to Denver from work. He gets off work at 6am, and from where his work location is its little more than 3 hours to Denver. He decided that he would get there sleep till my class was over and then dri

Ubiee-contributional Marketing
Hello My Friends! Do you care for the environment? few of my friends don't. Can you combine Environment, Contributions and earnings? This is a very friendly suggestion to my closest and best friends in FUBAR. Dr Michael Dolgoruky, the CEO UBIEE-ENVIRO PROJECT, officially empowered me by giving me all rights to act with hands free to promote and inform my friends. This is not only an opportunity. While you are earning you contribute to solve global pollution problems. I don’t use to promote opportunities. Here I make an exception because I have been in many places, seen and studied in detail many different opportunities. I have not seen anything like this. I joined with OTC (One Time Contribution) paying €11.00 and already earned my money multiple back during a week. Your winnings are depending on group work. Everyone in the group is earning. I can guarantee you very soon your money back. There are no secrets to tell. The company on my behalf is sending out 13 million

The Marine And The Tampon
Tampons to the rescue in Iraq!! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq. My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, "Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him." I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Mar ine X another package. He told me not to worry about >Marine X because every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks it's for him too. He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started fishing through it, and said, "What'd we get this time?" My son said they had the most fun with Marine X's package. He sai

Extending Liquid Hope
Within the tears of night the reflection of wounded soul appears in rainbow hues of unparalleled emotions and salt trails depths of blue clouded pools to the edge of reason. A sigh from the core of being lifts from the depth of lungs, gathering every ounce of hope and in unspoken dreams ascends to heavens to deliver the message of unconditional love ..and I await arms outstretched, a smile etched upon the velvet crimson of scarred hearts as the wish for reality to be altered, to match the unspoken dreams of lonely souls, dances on the thin line between darkness and light. ..and again caught between the with precision etched lines of shared comfort, as the past, present and future find a voice sought after since the beginning of childhood. I reach.. and only the very edge of the veil that covers presence brushes past the tips of fingers stretched in tender exploration. The desire to heal seeps liquid from heart to tear in te

The Old Motor
The Old Motor... He's 80, she's 20. It was the stir of the town when an 80 year old man married a 20 year old girl. After a year of marriage she went into the hospital to give birth. The nurse came out to congratulate the fellow saying: "This is amazing. How do you do it at your age? "He answered, "You've got to keep the old motor running." The following year the young bride gave birth again. The same nurse said: "You're amazing! How do you do it?" He again said: "You've got the keep the old motor running." The same thing happened the next year. The nurse then said: "Well, well, well!!! You certainly are quite a man!" He responded again, "You've got to keep that old motor running." The nurse said: "Well, you better change the oil. This one's black."

Faq
I am often asked why I wont chat to married men. Thought the best way to answer this was to blog about it. The reason is quite simple. I was cheated on by my ex hubby. I went to hell and back because of it. e.g. nervous breakdown. I know the hurt that it causes, and would never wish that on anyone else. Here some would say its only chat. That again is answered easily. It always starts off as chat, even if you meet in a pub, club or anywhere else. Its what happens after the chat thats worrying. It broke my marriage and I dont want to be the cause of anyone elses marriage to suffer. {Hey not that I think that highly of myself, because I dont}. At the end of my marriage I was left with 4 children to raise single handedly. {Yes I know a lot of women have done and will continue to do it}. I put my life on hold throught choice, my children were and are my life. So to stop this from happening I choose not to chat to married men. Now 17 years later I'm trying to make a li

Unstable
Three months looking out windows With a birds eye view of a brick wall Had me clawing at my skin. Life like love doesn’t come easily Ask the barefooted woman on Passons Blvd. When the winds shift left The broken piece themselves together Once over again As the together fall apart. Salt sometimes burns the peppered skin. The ill grow strong As the strong become anorexics After the sight of Cupid’s stupid grin. How long has it been since I’ve eaten? It’s one of the few ways to relate. Lounging in a bar with beer in hand Food at the table and the potential catch That’s never reeled in. Reading has become overrated. The bald now eat raisins before their time. The floors are no longer swept As the money is kept. Presidents are named after landscape And body accessories. Sheep are cloned for lonely farmers While the vagrants still chug Cobras. The nuns are left tethered by their lingerie As the catholic school kids Beat the truth out of the priests.

Lost & Empty
I sit here in my moms room , looking around and when i hear a door i turn expecting to hear her voice or to see that smile that i remember so clearly , but it's not her. last night was one of the hardest nights of my life, was her Rosary. i never knew mom touched so many souls till last night. every row in the mortuary was full. with her dressed in a soft pink dress it was like she was only sleeping. Through out the readings and testemonios i expected her to sit up and say something , i do not know why but i did. Everything was so beautiful and perfect, i know she was happy and watching over all of us. I do not know what to expect today for today is the church mass for her then it is time to place her to rest .. i guess it hasn't totally hit me as of yet that she is gone. God i miss her voice , her holding me , her smile .. i still do not know how i am going to get through this , but take a day at a time and go from there. I am lucky to have such a loving family in real , a

Wednesday Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Wowing On Webcam, Traveling Virus Photos From Detroit, Fall Interns Needed, New Video Online, What The He
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday Ladies of Paltalk, and thank you all for the early morning flashing, because it's waking our tired asses up! (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) It's raining like a cow pissing on a flat rock here in the New York are, but it's bound to be sunny SOMEWHERE, so keep your eyes open for boobies if you're on the road! If you want to get WOWed, you might need to get your hands on a WOW STICKER. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. They come in all sizes, so no matter how much you love ice cream and cookies, you can get one that fits you. CLICK HERE AN

I'm Having A Baby!
I'M HAVING A BABY!!!!!! HIS OR HER NAMES GONNA BE JAIDEN OR RYAN I AM SO EXCITED hehe. anywho My lil bro from Tenn is comming up tonight he be here bout 4 ish in the morning yay!!! lol. I miss dat lil buger! My gay friend Timmy is my BABYs DADDY hehe yay!!!! wow I'm havin a baby, I'm so freakin EXCITEDED!!!!!! Jaiden hmmm yeah Ryan hmmm yeah!!!! YAY!!! anywho. So how is everyone out their??? Hmmm I'm bored and I'm having a baby omg yay anywho. I'm moving to Arizona in 2 weeks and that also excites me, yay, most of my family is their so yeah its gonna be good for me, and omg I'm havin a BABY!!!! I must have said that a dozen times or so now but I can't help it, I'm happy yay!!! okie I'm go to bed now I'm tired and it take forever for me to write this, G'night everyone!!!! yay!!! My Baby!!!! hehe okie g'night!

Depresson Poem
I cry myself to sleep thinking bout you, what the fuck else am I posed to do, I work, stay up late, and hate myself, for being who I am, I'm in so much pain, my therapist dont even know what to say, my life is criticle, changing everyday, hes kicking me again, worthless I am, I do wat I can, i drown myself every now and again, he made my moms sleep on the floor, what kinda bullshit is that you stupid fucking DICK, but anywho, my life sux, my life sux, but who honestly gives a fuck, I am alone now, an empty space where my love use to be, is now blacker than a cobra, spitting its venom, my wounds will never heal, so spit this venom in my vein and hope I die this day.

Little Scibbles
just some oldish poems that Im posting for a friend to read. don't mind the morbid rambles, some of my best writing is when I am starring down a black hole! - Bleed My mind is bent and twisted, Knotted and tied round it. Today seems like February But February seems like yesterday, And the day before Wednesday. Blood on my shirt is dry and brown, Think I should have a shower, I take a look at myself in the mirror And scream a little louder. Someone please hold me, A stranger is starring at me through the mirror, Her arms bleed and she feels relieved. What’s wrong? Oh...That’s just me bleeding again. - Insanity Forbidden, eclipsed yet shaken eyes, Press out for touch of mind. Isolated from self, menace of life Brutal temper calms darkest of nights. Conversing with self, Reflection of truth, speak of lie. Though reversing from society, Cloaking self within irony. Tangled and twisted, soaked and blistered Sweeps solid shame over casual blam

Time To Face The Music!!!
Clock is ticking away, and Monday will be here soon enough! You gotta believe how nervous and frightened I am, but in the end I know I will be OK, regardless of what happens! Everyone has been a blessing and kept my ass in gear, and I am blessed to have you all here standing by my side! All of you I will carry in my heart as I have the unenviable task of having to beat cancer a second time! This angel is ready to fly again, and thanks to everyone of you here and a part of my life, that will be so once again! I will write again to let everyone know what has happened! I love you all and know I am far from beaten - I go into this the strongest I have been in as many days! The Black Winged Angel will soar again! Steve Vai Videos | Ringtones | St. Paul Homes

Not Clear On These Peoples Concept...
Good Morning you ever wonder if certain events are fixed. You know the winner is determined before the contest has started. Jenny Brown, 62, entered her sponge cake in a contest sponsored by an organization in Wimblington, England, in July, was informed by judges that she had won "second place," and was only later told that she was the only entrant (but was also told that she could not have first place). [BBC News, 7-5-07] Apparently the Judges wife’s cake did not get entered after all… This next little bit borders on the line of being love sick and just plain forgot this might be dangerous… Undignified Deaths A 21-year-old man fell to his death in Tuscarawas County, Ohio, in April when he leaned a little too far over on a hillside rock in order to write his girlfriend's name on an available space on the surface. (Her name is Kaylee and not, unfortunately, just Kay.) It’s sad when you just can’t be happy with having a girlfriend / boyfriend and not shouting it to the world. [Plain

The Scriptures Of Mathew 25 ; 42-46.. I Typed Them For A Friend Who Has Mentioned Them On His Page>>>god Bless All , Thank You For All>
I dont want to say alot this Morn., for I have to get to the work at hand .There isn,t much time you all know...My friend is ill , and still he trys to help instruct me in ministry.. and oh I do love him for this . Im just beside myself now ; God pease comfort all us in this time , we do need you. He needs you more than I right now. We never know if tomorrow comes or not , we have to be thankful for all we have ; it is given from the Lord ; to us. For those who have faith ; IM so happy for you . You,ve Found a great Love in Jesus Christ For those lost ; Im showing you the truth and typing Gods word to you as best I can..' God opens his arms to let you come to him , will you , will you accept him , his love and his gifts to you in faith . ? God Bless all you.. Amen .. thank you oh Lord for Your Love and gifts and eternal life . my friends and family and all you have bestowed upon me.Amen... ..Ive made a promise, to a friend , a dear one.. oh Lo

How Sex Starts
this is funny and the math is soo right... ..a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply

For Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ever

The Grass Is Always Greener On The Other Side
The grass is always greener on the other side: If the grass is greener on the other side, then the guy with the greener grass doesn't think your grass is greener now does he, asshole? The message that this proverb is trying to stumble through is that everything always looks more attractive when you don't have it. I'm sure there are millionaires crying themselves to sleep every night because they don't live in a trailer park. Just face it: sometimes nobody envies you. There has to be a bottom and that bottom is probably you.

7 Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7

Sorry, But (also Known As "no Offense, But")
Sorry, but (also known as "No offense, but"): Girls usually say this when they think they're being clever: "sorry, but you're a moron." It's a phrase derived from the expression people use when they're breaking some bad news to an old friend: "I'm sorry to say this, but the results are back and... you're an idiot." The only problem is, they never intend to say it with such eloquence, but rather, they use the phrase like it's a blunt object, hammering their square insult through your round psyche. If you think someone's an idiot, just come out and say it without these pussy apologies you dumb hag. Unless you're a character in a fighting game, have big boobs, and just won the round with a bitch slap, saying "sorry" just before you insult someone is obnoxious, cut the bullshit.

I'm A Child At Heart
I'm a child at heart: Yeah, you're a child at heart, just as soon as children start going to work every day to rot in a cubicle for a meager pay check so they can drink their troubles away in a shitty bar for the rest of their lives. Unless you're an astronaut, secret agent, vampire hunter, or all three, you're probably a sellout; screw you. Nobody wanted to be a regional director of sales or an investment banker when they were kids. On top of that, nobody thinks you're cute or funny by stating you're a "child at heart" on your stupid online profile that you created because you're a boring middle-aged loser with sagging tits and yellow nails who survives off greasy TV dinners every night as you contemplate the exact moment your life became such a miserable shit hole. But hey, don't take my word for it. After all, passing by "Cartoon Network" as you're flipping through channels technically makes you a "child at heart." Either that or the world's oldest virgin.

It Takes One To Know One
It takes one to know one: Ever call someone a whore only to be countered with the bullet-proof come back: "well it takes one to know one"? You're basically saying "yes, I spread my legs for money, as do you." Good job Ms. Rotten-crotch, you've rebuked nothing. What difference does it make if the person calling you a slut is one as well? You're still a skanky bitch who charges money for hand jobs--and why the hell are you charging for a hand job anyway? Unless all your clients are paralyzed, any prostitute caught charging someone for a hand job should be sued for extortion. That's another reason prostitution should be legal: you can't really sue a prostitute for extortion if prostitution is illegal now can you wise ass?

Well That's Just Your Opinion
Well that's just your opinion: This one pisses me off just thinking about it. If you slit my throat right now you'd get shot in the eye with boiling blood. Any time you say something sucks around someone who disagrees, they try to validate their taste in shitty music/movies/clothing by reminding you that you still only speak for yourself, as if their opinions are in jeopardy of being monopolized by your own. Everyone already knows it's my opinion by virtue of the fact that I said it, no need to restate the obvious you dopey twat.

Life Changes
this may explain my last blog. as we were almost to the date of our 1st wedding anniversary i found out my husband, ric, had been making secret plans to leave. he decided to go be with a girl who has been to prison on federal drug charges. and of course believes her sob story that she really didn't do anything wrong. how she figures that since she told him him she was cooking up coke as a teenager is beyond my reasoning. she went to prison on the drug charges at about the age of 16 and is in her early 20's now. so my main thing is protecting and caring for our two year old son now. otherwise i am giving myself an emotional vacation for a while. the roller coaster of the last four years has me exhausted. i am the eternal optimist and know my son and i will be just fine. i wish all of you the best in life. take care.

May Or May Not Be
May or may not be: Ever hear someone say "that may or may not be the case," as if there's some hidden third possibility that we weren't aware of? Thanks for pointing out the only two possibilities in the universe shit-cock. These are the worst kind of people to talk to because they try so hard to be open-minded that it sounds like the debate in a political science class where no opinion is too stupid for the professor to consider and the same fat kid keeps raising his hand to tell you his dumb ideas about free market capitalism as you fantasize about repeatedly stomping his face into a jar. I hate talking to open-minded people. They're the same kind of people who emphasize every other word when they type as if you can somehow hear their obnoxious cadence in your head, for example: "we didn't go to the store, but we DID buy a cake." Cool it Shatner, we don't read in the same voice you speak.

Starting Something New
I have been gone a while from here but am back now. While I was away I started doing a different type of Vandoodle. I started doing the stippling. It gives them more depth. OH an I thought I spent a lot of time on my vandoodles the way they were but with doing the tiny dots these are really taking a lot of time. But I enjoy it and will probably stick with if for a while. I was talking to a fellow artist about my work and they asked me why I don't do them to tell a story......this was my response. When you were a kid and had to sit in the dentist chair and stare at the ceiling tile did you ever find a shape or form that you thought looked like something familiar? Did you try to dismiss it only to find yourself looking back again to see if you could find it again. That is kind of how my art is. When people look at it they identify something they see and when they do that it in turn becomes thiers. I told him I wasn't going to start adding things just to tell a story because it would take

Update
I now have a place of my own and i will be moving in probably in the next few days,as for net access,it could be between 3-6 weeks depending on how fast Eircom gets off their arse and put a line in I will try get online as much as i can before i get back to normal

Lost Words Found Again
W a i t ing for the last day a day to end all days what to do with the t i c k i n g one more dance with the wind falling from the sky? Another kiss upon A child's button nose With such tenderness? Or a rainy day Curled in a bundle With hot drink? Or maybe wild ride Upon a bumping kayak In rushing white water? Wait not for the last Live for the first.

Another Spiral Of Random Thoughts
Every moment a beat closer Closer to falling The edge is near I feel it Light then dark Dark then light A shadowy tunnel Beckoning me down Or maybe up A funnel, twisting light Light is dark Dark is light Love in the dark Enlightened with love All that is known Must go tumbling Go to him, hold him Feel for a moment The embrace, staccato heartbeats Shall he be mine Shall I be his? Shall I walk away Stronger, but lonely Or stay, Dependent yet twined? Where do I lead Where shall I follow Rambled directions from my heart Tumbling onward to a home Elation cascades into my heart A voice tickling my ear Filled with unspoken delights Rapture envelopes me Strong arms grasping tight De

Foggy Clarity
In the fog, I found clarity Clinging to white chocolate mocha I found the answers to my universe. The misty robe, clad me As I walked through the wall Made of memories lost Dreams found Sorrows, laughter, all but forgotten. Could never guess Who hides behind the curtain of rain, Dancing with me in the crystalline tears. Who watches me... Will there be one to catch me breathless, spent? Oh, it's me again. Let me cushion your fall; I will be your pillow to rest with, As you rest, I paint your smile All new, ready for your next adventure. Leave me now, the need is gone. Clarity in the fog Breathe, it is gone Huddled in an empty cup...

Crashing Up
The elusive dream of a touch, the memory of a hope of a kiss, the dance of a heart, spiraling. Up into the night sky, upon the notes of a song, the whisper of a wish. So close, to touch, to caress, then the embrace into nothing. Ghostly tears slipping to the ground to cushion my fall into reality, Don't mind the mess, renovation in progress. A little glue and the smile will be pieced together, crooked, but there, to curl up behind to shine upon the masses who need to feel the warmth.

Starbucks And The Marines
I stole this from my friend Harley because I believe that these men and women who give their lives and sacrifice so much for me and my family that as many people as possible should know about the shameful way people who sleep peacefully in their comfortable air conditioned homes at night are allowed to do so because there are those who are sleeping in sand and extremely hot temps. I BOW TO EACH OF YOU WHO HAS SERVED/IS SERVING/OR WILL SERVE IN OUR ARMED FORCES!!!!!! I copied this from HarleyAngels blog because I feel it should be well known...Thanks for posting it Lorrie. Harley 1st Force Recon Company Vietnam 69/69 .................................................. NO COFFEE FOR THE MARINES Their coffee is tasting more and more bitter..... Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Not free mind you? Starbucks replied, telling

Read First!
If you work in an office with lots of people, chances are that you work with a person who hangs pictures up that their kids have drawn. The pictures are always of some stupid flower or a tree with wheels. These pictures suck; I could draw pictures much better. In fact, I can spell, do math and run faster than your kids. So being that my skills are obviously superior to those of children, I've taken the liberty to judge art work done by other kids on the internet. I'll be assigning a grade A through F for each piece. This blog was taken from: http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=irule

Lately
Okay, so I have a job now and I work back in the place I use to, and I love it, and now I have been there a month and they are already giving me a cooking position, it is awesome, and I now have another tattoo and I also got my eyebrow pierced. I am just chilling, still single, and it is awesome, I can't complain......I am alright right now I started smoking on the best and it is helping with my back pain.....So well that is all I got for now....Pceace David

Xmas Pic?
Kelly, age 9 This was a Christmas gift from Kelly to her parents. Good job Kelly, now pack up your shit and find a foster home. If my kids tried to pass this off as a gift, they'd come home from school and find all their shit outside in a box. What a lousy gift, seriously. You give them video games and toys, and they give you some half-assed drawing with a crooked tree. I wonder how much a gift like this would set someone back. Five, maybe ten minutes to find a napkin and some markers? F