this may explain my last blog.
as we were almost to the date of our 1st wedding anniversary i found out my husband, ric, had been making secret plans to leave. he decided to go be with a girl who has been to prison on federal drug charges. and of course believes her sob story that she really didn't do anything wrong. how she figures that since she told him him she was cooking up coke as a teenager is beyond my reasoning. she went to prison on the drug charges at about the age of 16 and is in her early 20's now.
so my main thing is protecting and caring for our two year old son now. otherwise i am giving myself an emotional vacation for a while. the roller coaster of the last four years has me exhausted. i am the eternal optimist and know my son and i will be just fine.
i wish all of you the best in life. take care.