Sometimes I wish
I had never known
The taste of your lips
The feel of your hips
Pressed hard against mine
When I wake
To the emptiness
Beside me
My heart aches
To be filled
Better I had never known
The ecstasy of your love
Than to suffer
The lack of it
Reliving it's thrills
Such wild dreams
Passion ballet
That plays in my mind
Gnawing at me nightly
Stealing my sleep
God knows I need
A man's love
To fight the fire
Fill the void
And envelope me