the pain at the thought of you losing your music
terrifies me
it breaks me in ways nothing else could
your passion, your joy
lost
fear rains from deep inside
panic fills my sobs
and even talking to you did not help ease this pain
nothing has and i caused this myself
speaking freely, no more
not yet anyway
to hurt you causes me to hurt myself
my world my life
unable to take you in my arms
and show you just how much you mean to me
is killing me today
i do not want to do anything but cry
and find a way to end this pain i unintentionally caused you
caused myself
but short of death
i have not found a way
is there a way?
