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Men Can Be Strange
Why do some men have to be so fake? Just be honest with me and I'll respec you forever. Don't tell me you like me if you don't. Don't tell me you'll call if you won't. Don't tell me you had a great time if you didn't. And most important, don't tell me you'll be back if you won't. Honesty is the one thing you have that should never be abused. If you don't have any backbone and can't be straight up, then I'd prefer not to hear from you. I understand this blog does not apply to all men, but if the shoe fits, then too bad.

Whitch Sholder Do You Through Salt Over
(Q) ok, when you spill salt which shoulder are you meant to throw a pinch of it over? (A) Superstitions about salt date back to biblical times when salt was a highly prized commodity. It was expensive, crucial in preserving food, and was often used in lieu of currency. So spilling salt was considered an almost sacrilegious offence, and left one perilously exposed to the devil's machinations. Throwing salt over your shoulder is akin to blessing someone after they've sneezed -- it's a way of keeping the devil at bay while you're in an especially vulnerable moment. Depending on your interpretation, the salt is either intended to blind the devil so he can't witness your error, or keep him from sneaking up on you while you're cleaning up your mess. It's important to note that the superstition calls for the offender to throw salt over the left shoulder. Many ancient traditions place the devil to the left of the straight and narrow path. The classic image of a devil on one s

~not A Master~
I am not a master or an expert... maybe a novice at her best- I just write down my thoughts and words to put my mind at rest. to turn a phrase or catch a rhyme- just something I do from time to time- ones to show - others to tell some even to vent about my hell. through my words my story's told written in lines both timid and bold. So please understand when you stop by- from time to time I'm just a simple person with a pen.. putting words within a line. ~Candyce~

Love's Final Farewell
Thinking of you every day, every minute your smile, your touch, your breath two minds reaching out to touch the rush of adrenaline every time you walk into the room Then the slow realization what started as the juxtaposition of two souls becomes an ever widening chasm it happened so slowly but when the realization hits it's like a sword piercing my heart to hold on and hope or release you the internal battle rages the decision made with a tender kiss we turn and walk away farewell my sweet, sweet love

Just Thoughts... About Three Little Words....
((This is something I wrote a while back..but wanted to share anyway. )) When one has a life where things don't seem to matter anymore - should they just say hell with it and give... accepting that nothing they do or say will matter at all anyway? And when it comes to 'love' within that life... the love of friendship.. of that there's no doubt.. but when 'love of the soul' is no longer there... does it really matter anymore? Does love matter anymore if it's just something that causes pain? and when love no longer matters.. should life then matter at all? ~ ~ Many thougts now go through my head - from something I read that a dear friends wrote... They said - "Love - it's the choice we ever get no choice in." Indeed such is true - for we can't help who we love.. it just happens. Whether it's planned or it caught you completely off guard. ~ ~ I've come to wonder as well if the word 'love' really means anything now-a-days when it's told to someone. That the words 'I Love

This Saturday With My Son (8-4-2007)
I picked up my son at 9 a.m. like I always do. We left the house and rode around for a little bit talking and waiting for the bowling alley to open. We bowled 3 games (man is it expensive). After that we went to eat at his favorite place (and luckily cheap) Ci Ci's pizza buffet. Then we went over to my cousins for a little while and he played outside with his cousin and some of her friends. While I was at my cousins he was telling me about a friend of mine that had run into my ex. She said she talked (or listened rather) to my ex put me down for fifteen minutes (and she says she doesn't talk about me) She finally just told her she had to leave. I know I talk about my ex, But, the things I say are true. I know every story has two sides, but I can promise you I DON'T LIE and I will admit to the things that I did wrong in our marriage. She on the other hand will LIE in a heartbeat. She did it the whole time we were married. I see no need for lying. It doesn't get you anywhere. I was readi

Sunday Drop Off
one of the wedding parties had to schedule a sunday drop off with me, so when they came in this after noon i asked the groom and the best man how the wedding turned out, the bestman replied "excellant", which means he deffinitly got laid. The groom replied "good", which means the bride was on the rag and they still have another 6 days till they will have sex again

Reflection
"Reflection" Look at me You may think you see Who I really am But you'll never know me Every day It's as if I play a part Now I see If I wear a mask I can fool the world But I cannot fool my heart Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? I am now In a world where I Have to hide my heart And what I believe in But somehow I will show the world What's inside my heart And be loved for who I am Who is that girl I see Staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection Someone I don't know? Must I pretend that I'm Someone else for all time? When will my reflection show Who I am inside? There's a heart that must be Free to fly That burns with a need to know The reason why Why must we all conceal What we think, how we feel? Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide? I won't pretend that I'm Someone else for all time When will my reflection show Who I am inside? When will my reflecti

Damn!
So where to begin...... well all in all the ride hasnt been to bumpy. As far as finding my true love or Mr. Right hasnt happened and dont expect it will. lol And long ago I knew that the chance of such things are slim to nil. But I am happy to accept that. And I think I have met a few people I hope I can truly call friends, I`ve met people I can call online buddys, and then there`s the people I am far better off not knowing at all. And the fact that they have to go day to day living a lie because they dont like who they are is really sad. Because they tend to dwell on the weaknesses,and vulnerabilities of others. And its sad that they can live with themselves and continue to live the lie that is their world. I really dont see the need to lie and deceive other people, but then again I consider myself to be an honest,realistic,mature woman who has a conscience. And a heart that can not be so cold. Is a shame people feel they have to live life as a fake or phonie. I mean really what is ac

Can You Be My Friend Forever???
Friendship is a special gift given to us all. The smile of a friend is sunlight on cloudy day,and every smile given to a friend is returned. A friend is someone you can talk to,and listen too, without judging. A friend does'nt ignore your faults. but accept them as a part of you.. A friend is ashoulder to learn on when you need support, A part on the back when you do well, And a sympathetic ear when you fail. A friend is a person you can laught with about everything, you can cry with without same, And whon you trust completely. A friend is a partner i life And a part of you always.... Wishing you,My Friend??? Have a GOOD DAY always!!! GOOD BLESS!!!

Since You Left My Life
to my mom who died August 15,2002. Since you left my life, I feel an emptiness inside, So many mixed emotions, That I can no longer hide. When you left my life, You took a part of me with you, It's so hard not having you here, No matter how many friends try to get me through. Now that your gone, I feel so much pain, Where do I go from here? Can I stop myself from going insane? You left my life way to soon, But you're always in my heart, And even though your gone forever, My love for you will never part.

Deja Vu
"Déjà Vu" (feat. Jay-Z) [Intro:] [Beyonce:] Bass [Jay-Z:] Uh [Beyonce:] Hi hat [Jay-Z:] Uh [Beyonce:] 808 [Jay-Z:] Uh [Beyonce:] Jay [Jay-Z:] Uh-huh Ready? Uh-huh [Beyonce:] Let's go get 'em [Jay-Z:] Uh-huh C'mon [Jay-Z Rap] I used to run base like Juan Pierre Now I run the bass hi hat and the snare I used to bag girls like Birkin Bags Now I bag B ([Beyonce:] Boy you hurtin' that) Brooklyn Bay where they birthed me at Now I be everywhere, the nerve of rap The audacity to have me whipping curtains back Me and B, she about to sting Stand back [Verse 1] Baby seems like everywhere I go I see you, from your eyes, your smile It's like I breathe you, helplessly I reminisce Don't want to compare nobody to you [Pre-Hook] Boy, I try to catch myself But I'm out of control Your sexiness is so appealing I can't let it go Oh [Hook] Know that I can't get over you 'Cause everything I see is you And I don't want no substitute Baby I swear it's Deja Vu

No Internet Till After Tuesday
In an internet cafe just now, modem is knackered and they can only send someone out to fix it on Tuesday. So I have been like a headless chicken since it went off, anyway whilst i was the proverbial headless chicken I managed to get some web pages done and a couple of newsletters done so havent been twiddling me thumbs, but this internet cafe the speed is so slow, so mr joe fresh its still trying to load the messages u sent me anyway i hope to be back online Wednesday

There You Were
There you were, When I'd lost all hope, When I felt I was falling, You threw me a rope. There you were, When I lost my way, You took my hand, And stopped me from going astray. There you were, When I was feeling lonley, You opened my heart, And rescued me. There you were, When I closed my eyes, Being with you, Making my dreams materlize.

Sneeze
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose, and then visibly shuddered for ten to fifteen seconds. The man went back to his reading. A few minutes later the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, and then shuddered violently once more. Assuming that the woman might have a cold that man was still curious about the shuddering. A few more minutes passed when the woman sneezed yet again. As before she took a tissue, wiped her nose, her body shaking ever more than before. Unable to restrain his curiosity the man turned to the woman and said, "I couldn't but notice that you've sneezed three times, wiped your nose and then shuddered violently. Are you ok?" "I am sorry if I disturbed you. I have a very rare medical condition. Whenever I sneeze I have an orgasm." Replied the woman. The man, more than a bit embarrassed, was still curious. "I have never heard of that c

What's Left Of Me?
What's left of me? Now that were apart, Is nothing but emptiness, It's breaking my heart. What's left of me? Now that you're gone, The dream has faded, When we loved for so long. What's left of me? My heart is an empty space, Nothing but a hollow core, No one could ever take your place. What's left of me? Nothing but pieces of heartache, I never knew a love like this, Would be so easy to break. What's left of me? A part of me was taken, When we said goodbye, I'll be lost there's no mistaken.

Take Me
Take Me By: MHG a.k.a Proud Mary Different worlds, driven force Cold cold wind clasped at my heart Numbing me from the pain of this everlasting stain Scarlet tears threatening to flow I try to grasp you in the dark Im needy for your touch please warm my freezing heart My lips are dry they ache for your kiss hands trembling, longing for you.. Silence...Madness... threatening rage about to overflow i want to escape in your world i want it to be your hand that will gently unlock the shackles on my feet so i may finally run with you please guide me among the jagged rocks.. Oh sweet rebellion! will i ever feel serenity? shall i ever find that tranquil path that will lead me to the mysterious ghosts of my past Take me to your kingdom! To a place where you and i shall stop the time Gaping at the butterflies as they gently unite In the soft breeze of our spirits love..

All My Life
All my life, I've prayed that I would find, Someone to love, A true love one of a kind. All my life, I've dreamt of someone like you, Who would love me always, Now my search is through. All my life, I wished on stars, For a love so true, I thank God for a love like ours. All my life, I knew that my prince would come, And now I know I can stop looking, Because you're the one.

Fake People
So I'm sick of people who are nothing but two-faced a**holes... You talk to someone and start to think "wow maybe this really is a good person" but then when it comes right down to it the reality of it all hits you in the face and you start to see them for the ass they really are.... Are there any decent people left in this world?? Wish someone would prove to me that there are.....

Forever In Your Eyes
I saw forever in your eyes, When you gave me a kiss, I never knew love, Could feel like this. I saw forever in your eyes, When you touched my soul, When took me in your arms, And made me whole. I saw forever in your eyes, When i felt your heartbeat, You came into my life, Now it's complete. I saw forever in your eyes, When you said I love you so, And I want to be with you, And never let go.

Kj'ing Begins Saturday!
Anyone around the Portland metro area (or even further if you want to travel :D) I'm starting my kareoke jockey career this coming Satuday at a bar in Portland. If you can come out and support your local Fubar Monke that would be awesome! Let me know your from here and I'll make sure you get in the rotation!

Yes, I Am Different
Yes, I am different Yes, I am different, You don't have to tell me, Yes, I am different, That I can see. Yes, I am different, But I like the way I am, If people don't like me, That's too bad for them. Yes, I am different, People tease and stare, Yes, I am different, But you know what who cares. Yes, I am different, I have lots of friends who like me for who I am inside, Yes, I am different, I'm not afraid I don't have to hide. Written by me*Little Lee*

Note For When I Get Online Again
Right now Im upstairs at my friends house using her 'puter.. But when I get back online I will have some very NSFW pics that i will be posting. Sorry but they will be for family only since they are the type they are.... Do not ask to be added to my family or you will be deleted. Those of you that are on my family list are safe and will not be removed. But for anyone else to be added you MUST buy me a 3 day blast or more....... no exceptions made. You dont like it hey dont bitch to me I dont give a rats ass. Thats my policy like it or not... This will just keep millions of people from seeing them. But I promise they are HOT.... So Im off to get my ratings up a little... kisses. I will be back online this coming week. kisses up high and down low...

Update On The Site
Well I have finally managed to get some web pages for the site together they are just mock ups, i have posted them into me pics in a folder called Website Mock ups, not sure if they worked but here is all the graphics. There are six pages I have so far going to ask Stu if he can tidy them up for me so any comments and suggestions welcome

A Mothers Gift
To all the kids who are embarrassed about their > parents, think twice before saying mean words to them that can hurt their feelings! ? ? ? ? My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family. There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!' I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?' My mom did not respond... I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings. I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with

~was..is... Will Become~
I sit here on the edge of a vast lake (in my mind). A full moon shing overhead - casting a soft glow over everything. How peaceful everything seems. How the world around me sleeps away it's worries. How odd my life seems in comparison. *sighs* My life, such as it was, is and will become. It seems I've always had to give and expect nothing in return. I would sit back in my own little shell - sit there quietly and not cause problems - while the world around me seemed to go by in a flash. The things left behind seem sad memories of hurt & loss, fear & rejection and most of all.. loneliness. I had a dad who would drink all the time and beat on my mom... a mom who seemed to be constantly working to provide for my brothers and I, and then there were us kids... 3 boys and 1 girl. The rebel, the shy quiet one, the clown and the dysfunctional one. We did what we had to do to make it until we were old enough to move out.... Its kinda sad really, I had to move 3 states at first.. then

My Summer
Well here it is August, and summer is almost over, I have to say that mine has been a great one. My son is doing great in baseball, things all around have been just awesome. I have a great job that I love and my son who is the best. Hope everyone has had a great summer. One that you will always remember. To all my friends you are the best. Luv and hugs *Little Lee*

Skeleton Man
Skeleton Man By: MHG a.k.a Proud Mary Dazzling pain for a Skull Fear for a Spine invalid and null Limp and enervated Tibia Indolent and Languid Fibula Weakened Carpals… clutch no more Exhausted Phalanges….so soar Finding comfort in ache In peace it shall break Crimson tears to shed Scarlet blood for sweat Where shall it find serenity? Skeleton man… is it destiny? Wanting to shed the clothes.. not sort For they coat with worry and discomfort If skin were garments then shed feel free Its cold…so cold…let it be Emotions so dark has sapped A simple outstanding throb is apt For she is lost without its feet Anguish…. Oh anguish so bittersweet Silence will break her to million pieces She can grip no more in stillness Scrawny, gaunt and pail Her grasp and clasp are frail Somewhere a skeleton man awaits For his rib that she carries till her wake Tranquility will then be his Then…she will be calm….and he in bliss

Crabby Old Man
CRABBY OLD MAN When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Tampa , Florida , it was believed that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, They found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Missouri . The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St. Louis Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, poem. And this little old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging across the Internet. Crabby Old Man What do you see nurses? ....What do you see? What are you thinking.....when you're looking at me? A crabby old man, ...not very wise, Uncertain of habit ........with faraway eyes?

That Was A Night I Will Never Forget
I arrived in town on Friday night around 12:00 pm. I was to attend a business meeting on Saturday. I called her up on Friday night to tell her I was in town, and ask her if it would be ok if I dropped by To see her. I told her I was to only be in town for a few hours, and I’d like to see her again. She informed me that that would be perfectly alright, that she hadn’t made any plans for the evening. I said that would be nice, I’d call after the meeting and let her know I was on my way. I arrived at her apartment around 9pm. Walked up the steps, and knocked on her door. “just a minute she said”. Then slowly the doors begin to open. Standing in the doorway to my amazement there she stood, as beautiful as I could remember. Only tonight she was dressed in a black leather corset, fishnet stockings with a black garter, with a pair of the sexiest red lace panties. She looked at me and said “are you going to stand there with your tongue hanging out, or are you going to come in and us

~~a Moment Of Reflection~~
9-11 What we once knew stood tall... Came down in less than 10 minutes .. People trying to save each other from breathing in harmful debris, smoke, and dust. People trying to close their eyes, hoping to awake that this was all just a nightmare.. However, most people never got back to the bed they thought they would that night. Instead, they had gone to a new place to rest. Still with hope minutes after the towers fell, firefighters frantically searched through what once was the Twin Towers, to see if there were any survivors trapped. Others stay farther back, to help the injured on the streets, even far away from the scene. The search for survivors is long, hard work.

Touch Wood/knock On Wood
[Q]“What is the origin and true meaning of knock on wood or touch wood?” [A] To touch wood or knock on wood is a superstition action to ward off any evil consequences or bad luck, perhaps because of some recent action you’ve taken or untimely boasting about your good fortune (“I’ve never been in danger of drowning, touch wood”); it can also be a charm to bring good luck. The origin is unknown, though some writers have pointed to pre-Christian rituals involving the spirits of sacred trees such as the oak, ash, holly or hawthorn. There is, I’m told, an old Irish belief that you should knock on wood to let the little people know that you are thanking them for a bit of good luck. There’s also a belief that the knocking sound prevents the Devil from hearing your unwise comments. Others have sought a meaning in which the wood symbolises the timber of the cross, but this may be a Christianisation of an older ritual. It wasn’t always wood that was lucky: in older days, iron was also thou

Timmy's Pasta
This is a good one for a Sunday. 8 Roma tomatoes 1 large white onion 2 green peppers 2/3 cup extra virgin olive oil 2 tbsp crushed garlic 1 tbsp Italian seasoning 1 lb linguini Dice the tomatoes, onion, and peppers, then saute' in extra virgin olive oil along with the garlic and Italian seasoning. What you want to do here is make a red sauce. It will need to cook at least 30 minutes. Then put it over cooked linguini.

The Intruder Part 4
When it was over he collapsed on top her, totally spent and drained of every last bit of energy in his muscular body!!! A gurgle formed in her throat as her pussy began the long process of unwinding after such a brutal and viscous assault!!! She was beginning to regain just the hint of her motor skills, as she could now barely move the tips of her fingers and toes!!! A few moments later he was packed and ready to leave, but he had one last "gift" for her! Just before leaving he place a special harness around her waist and affixed a small vibrator to a specially designed sleeve that held it in place!!! Carefully positioning the straps so they were in exactly the correct position, he flicked on the on switch, slipped the little hummer into its sheath, and inserted the rest of it into her still sopping wet pussy!!! After everything was just right, he tightened up the straps to assure that no amount of struggling could dislodge the little satisfier!!! "Judy," he whispered, "I have to leave

Cold House Cold Heart
Cold house cold heart If, the house was warm he wouldn't have roamed Living with a cold woman, makes an empty home A man ain't supposed to cry After a while, you don't try You give up trying to save a love gone bad You give up feeling lonely and sad You watch the time ticking away You regret that wedding day You think about having to leave you children behind You hurt so bad, you almost lose your mind I heard this saying once that, I recall Better to have loved and lost then not at all I'm not sure that this is even true I only knew the day I left, we were thru Your eyes finally open up and you see You're in a love never meant to be chris

The Intruder Part 3
She stiffened slightly, waiting for him to enter her, but instead, the air whistled from her lungs as his mouth engulfed her dripping organ!!! She wished that it wasn't so, but a fury was growing in her pussy that she couldn't control!!! It was maddening, being forced into having sex with an unknown stranger, but having your body respond like he was your husband or lover!!! From down at her pussy came a question, " Eva, dear, if you want me to suck harder, flex your pussy for me, tighten and loosed it to show me your desire!!!" "Damn him," he was mocking her, but all the while knowing how badly she needed the relief only a hard climax could provide for her!!! Besides, he could keep her on the edge for as long as he wanted to, so she might as well give him what he wanted!!! Straining hard, she tightened and untightened the muscles in her cunt, which caused him to groan as he buried his tongue inside of her, driving her closer and closer to the much needed relief that just seemed to elud

The Intruder Part 2
It was still dark in the bed room as strong hands pulled back the covers. She knew what was happening, but try as she might, her arms wouldn't respond as they lay limply at her side! She could hear the sound of fabric being cut, and realized that who ever it was, had used a scissors to cut away her nighty and panties, leaving her naked and totally accessible!!! It was then that for the first time he spoke as he whispered into her ear, "Even though you can't move or speak I know that you can hear me!!!" "I promise that I will not hurt you in any way," he continued, "but I will tell you that I am going to use you sexually for my own pleasure and enjoyment!!!" "Don't try to fight me, it is hopeless to resist, and also, one final thing, I adore giving orgasms to women who try and resist me, they fight it, but their bodies still respond to my touch!!!" "To make it more erotic and mysterious, I am leaving the lights off to let your imagination run wild!!!" It was quiet for a few minutes, a

Who Is Jesus?
Who is Jesus? HE IS JESUS, WHO IS HE? IN CHEMISTRY, HE TURNED WATER TO WINE. IN BIOLOGY, HE WAS BORN WITHOUT THE NORMAL CONCEPTION; IN PHYSICS, HE DISPROVED THE LAW OF GRAVITY WHEN HE ASCENDED INTO HEAVEN; IN ECONOMICS, HE DISPROVED THE LAW OF DIMINISHING RETURN BY FEEDING 5000 MEN WITH TWO FISHES & 5 LOAVES OF BREAD; IN MEDICINE, HE CURED THE SICK AND THE BLIND WITHOUT ADMINISTERING A SINGLE DOSE OF DRUGS, IN HISTORY, HE IS THE BEGINNING AND THE END; IN GOVERNMENT, HE SAID THAT HE SHALL BE CALLED WONDERFUL COUNSELOR, PRINCE OF PEACE; IN RELIGION, HE SAID NO ONE COMES TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH HIM; SO WHO IS HE? He is JESUS! JOIN ME AND LET'S CELEBRATE HIM; HE IS WORTHY. THE EYES BEHOLDING THIS MESSAGE SHALL NOT BEHOLD EVIL, THE HAND THAT WILL SEND THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYBODY SHALL NOT LABOR IN VAIN, AND THE MOUTH SAYING AMEN TO THIS PRAYER SHALL SMILE FOREVER. REMAIN IN GOD AND SEEK HIS FACE ALWAYS. AMEN! IN GOD I'VE FOUND EVERYTHING!

The Intruder Part 1
Eva lay in her bed reading a book while the ten p.m. news played in the back ground. She was so engrossed by the trashy novel, that she wasn't paying attention when the news announcer spent a good two minutes on a story about a series of assaults on single women in the metropolitan area! All of the women were between the ages of twenty two and forty, and either lived alone or were alone at the time of the attacks! Entry was usually made through an unlocked window, although unbelievably, a few women reported that the intruder entered through and unlocked door!!! After finishing the next chapter, Eva brushed her teeth, turned off the television, and turned in for the night, if she had been more alert, she would have gone around and made sure all of the windows and doors were locked up tight, unfortunately though, she did not!!! A little past two a dark figure used a sharp pocket knife to cut the screen to the back porch window, seconds later, now inside the single story bungalow, the fi

Repost Dis
Bush Will Stay In Iraq So That He Bush Can Continue To Steal The Iraqi Oil. Bush has stolen over $100 billion worth of Iraqi oil so far and Bush intends to steal at least another $100 billion worth of Iraqi oil during the next 2 years. Bush steals the oil via a secret oil pipeline Bush had built linking the oil fields of Iraq to the Kuwaiti oil pipelines. Bush stashes the stolen oil money cash in Kuwaiti banks. 3665 Dead American Troops In Iraq, 27,104 seriously wounded and over 630,000 dead Iraqis of which 475,000 are innocent women and children all because Bush LIED. Bush And The Republican Party Allowed Big Oil To Price Gouge America. George Bush and Tony Blair have committed the utterly horrible WAR CRIME of Poisoning an entire country. Bush and Blair have by their command spread over 10 million pounds or 4.5 biiion grams of radioactive dust and particles all over Iraq. These radioactive elements will cause birth defects and death to millions of childern for generation after ge

No More
im not trying to be a bitch here, bu i am not going to put up anymore pics until i get some voice comments on my page. it isnt that hard. so until i have at least 10 more.....no more new pics. sorry if i sound like a bitch but i give you guys what u want, you can at least return a favor!

A Person Who Want To Be Healty Person
Laughter is great mental tonic. It can dispel anxiety,help manage strees,depression,fear and worry. Get high on laughter!!! have a ha-ha-ha-happy morning... have a GOOD DAY!!! TAKE CARE always...

When God Seems Far Away
"When God Seems Far Away" At times when God seems far away, It is because I have gone astray. Even in the midst of my despair, I know Jesus is always there. My emotions go through many changes. In my heart, there is a battle that rages. Then I hear Him whisper my name. "My child, I love you just the same." He beckons me back to His throne, Reminding me I am still His own. He tenderly hears my every cry. He listens, even when I ask why. As I spend time with Him and on His Word feed, My soul finds renewed strength in time of need. I know there will be challenges that lie ahead, But I can rest assured that by His hand I will be led. God never promised me an easy road, But that He will carry my heavy load. When the trials of life come crashing in, He gives me hope and peace within. I do not know what tomorrow will bring, But God has given me a new song to sing. As I strive to focus on Him more and more, My soul will find what it has been longing for. by Carol Salt

Worse That We Thought.
Bill & Hillary : Worse than you thought & worth remembering - this came from a Democrat Dear Mr. Ex President Clinton : I recently saw a bumper sticker that said, "Thank me, I voted for Clinton-Gore." So, I sat down and reflected on that, and I am sending my "Thank you" for what you have done, specifically: 1. Thank you for introducing us to Jennifer Flowers, Paula Jones , Monica Lewinsky , Dolly Kyle Browning, Kathleen Willey, and Juanita Broderick . Did I leave anyone out? 2. Thank you for teaching my 8 year old about oral sex. I had really planned to wait until he was a little older to discuss it with him, but now he knows more about it than I did as a senior in college. 3. Thank you for showing us that sexual harassment in the work place (especially the White House) and on the job is OK, and all you have to know is what the meaning of "is" is. It really is great to know that certain sexual acts are not sex, and one person may have sex while the other one does N

A True Friend
AS I SAY GOODBYE TO YOU MY FRIEND THERE IS SOMETHING YOU SHOULD ALWAYS KNOW IF EVER YOU'RE FEELING LONELY IF EVER YOU'RE FEELING LOW JUST THINK OF A SPECIAL PLACE SOMEWHERE YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO GO IF EVER YOU'RE FEELING IN NEED MAYBE JUST A HUG,OR CHAT,OR EVEN A CRY I WILL BE RIGHT HERE FOR YOU YOUR TEARS MY FRIEND I WILL ALWAYS DRY IF EVER LIFE FEELS LIKE IT'S JUST TO MUCH MAYBE YOU JUST NEED A HELPING HAND ALWAYS THINK OF ME IN YOUR MIND THEN LOOK BESIDE YOU, IT'S THERE I WILL STAND CAUSE A FRIEND WILL WALK BESIDE YOU HAND IN HAND

Never Give Up
"Never Give Up" When you are hurting and in tears You're being hit with many fears; Supplies are meager, times are tough, The mountain's steep, the way is rough. You labour well into the night And still there is no end in sight. It seems no matter how you try, Your troubles ever multiply. You're all worn out and battlescarred, Your vision dim, your image marred. Though all you see's an empty cup, Hang in there, dear, and don't give up. There's One who's kingdom's upside-down. You see a smile in every frown. The time is short though it seems long, And out of weakness you're made strong. Although brought low, He'll lift you up; Before your foes He'll fill your cup. In every storm you'll find the calm. In suffering there's a healing balm. That herb comes from a bitter plant; It fills your cup though it seems scant. When all is lost you will attain A sweeter life, a greater gain. So turn to the King who's always there. When you're distressed just cast your care.

To All Lovers
Its beter to lost your pride to someone you love than to lost your love coz of your pride be a friendly of thousand be a lover of one... Give your smile to everyone but give your heart to only one!!! TAKE CARE always!!!

Just To Behold Her Elegant Beauty ........
Just to behold her Elegant Beauty brings this Man such Pleasure. To gaze into her eyes kindles the flaming desire he holds for her. Her coal black hair, soft & silky as the satin sheets from her bed. Her lips has the softness of rose petals, and are laced with the poison of passion. The touch of her lips pressed against mine leaves me breathless. Looking into her eyes cast a spell on my soul. My desires burn within. The touch of her soft creamy white skin against me bring floods Of passion throughout my body. Her voluptuous body pressed against mine in the heat of passion, Our bodies intertwined in such intensity. Together our body and spirit becomes ONE.

Damn Life
I sit here wondering how my life has passed me by. I am a happy person by nature but everything feels like it is bringing me down. I wonder will I ever be happy, will I ever find someone who makes me happy. What will it be, when will it be. I have a Master right now, but cant feel his touch.I wonder waht will come of this. I want to try. I want to be happy I want to make him happy and I hope he feels he is not settling. I want him near I am tired of being all alone. I feel like I dont deserve it, I am on autopilot right now. To stressed to care to sad to be happy. With everything that is going on in my life I just want a break. I want someone who will make me forget. I want someone who will see me! I am tired of being the one who smiles even though I dont want to. I am tired of being the dog watcher, laundry lady, maid and cook for a person who does not appreciate it. I am tired of having my best friend walk on me and take advantage of me. I am tired of spending all my time

Random Offerings
Subject: Urine Test I received this email. It is an interesting take and I never thought about it in such a way. Urine Tests~ Like a lot of folks in this state I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test, with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them?? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do on the other hand have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ass. Could you imagine how much money the government would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Please pass this along if you agree or simply Delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along,

Single Again Sucks
Living in a small town you find out just about anything about anyone.Even if it's something you didn't want to know.A while ago i found out that my now ex girlfriend was sleeping around on me.The worst part of it was the cold heartless bitch didn't even deny it.She said " I knew you would find out eventualy." Meaning she did it on purpous.For two years we have lived together and while she worked I paid the rent with my money,Took care of her child and cleaned up after her.All she really did was come home and sit on her ass.I loved her and her daughter like we were married and they were my family.She just didn't care as long as someone was taking care of her responsabilitys while she went out and partied.I guess I have finally learned what all the men in her life have learned.She's just now worth loving because the only person she loves is herself.I guess i have became one of the many who dicovered that.It just sucks because i did love her and all i have left now is just a broken heart

To All Who Wants Him
Our GOD can read each falling tears... HE sees the heart thats needing cheer.. HE knows the path thats hard and dear... dont ever give up for HE is near in you... he is waiting in you right now to be with HIS child... GOD cares you!!! GOD LOVES you!!! GOD BLESS!!!

I Quit
I had the immense pleasure of telling my boss that I quit on Wednesday. I was giggling all day long. I found a better job with a better company, better pay, benefits, the works. I'll have to out process with the current company, have a week or two with family and then head on to in process with the other company to head back to Iraq. So... pack up all my stuff and move again! W00T! I just love moving. But best of all I'll get to go to VA this time and see my nephew and niece, should be pretty cool. It's kinda funny how the manager is trying to jerk me around even though I'm done... such small people in the world. Anyway, I'll try and stay in touch

Brad Paisley Concert
OMG I had an amazing time at the Brad Paisley concert last night in Philly. I was excited about going and i'm so happy my friend matt asked me to go. We had tickets but they were lawn tickets at the tweeter center... but they were actually pretty good spot. The stage is set up and then a small area of seats.. then there's a pathway and a grassy hill.. we were in the lawn section right next to the railing... so we could see pretty good... and it was cool cause no matter where you were you could see.. but i liked being on the lawn because you could get up moved around and dance. I was happy. When we got there, matt and i went to find his sis, who had the spot picked out already. They were there chillin... She went and got us this really tall thin drink... strawberry daiguri but i swear to God that thing was more alcohol then anythin else. I made the mistake of drinkin it within 10 min and being as I am so lil it began to take some effect on me. Worst thing was that i had t

Nightmares
i had a nightmare lastnight that was obviouslu fueled by my job (i work in tuxedo rentals, and wedding planning) anyways i dreamed that my wedding gown was aweful, full of ruffles and bows and other dumb shit, and that my brides maids were screwing my groom. Somehow i think that dream is a look into my future........

Fubar Welcomes You
Welcome to the FUBAR! Your Ultimate Online bar. Join us for Fun, Music Chatting, in an online social environment. Fellowship Unique Bonding Alliance Round-up A place where you have FELLOWSHIP with those of like mind. A UNIQUE experience can be found as you travel through the site BONDING with other FUBAR goers. You can form ALLIANCES with other , Own your own Lounge and make contest to find out if your Hot or Not. In the final ROUND-UP you may just find that extra special person.

Bulletons About The Contest
UP THE PRIZES!!!!!!!!HELL YES BIGGER IS BETTER!!! The contest is going really well, and the sportmanship level has also been awesome....So im Up grading the Prizes and they will go as follows..... 1st 1 months VIP & a 7 day Blast 2nd Choice of Vip or 7 bay Blast 3rd a 3 day blast thats just a small portion of the bulleton that i posted about the contest im having.....Be sure to check it out.... Ive upgraded the prize pool...Ill also be handing out trophies to everyone who showed good participation....Your Fu friends in the contest and myself thank you. Have a wonerfu day!

Where Are You Now?
when i was born you were there. when i almost died as a baby you were there. when i watched my first football game you were there. when i got my first bike and learned to ride you were there. when i hit my first home run you were there. when i pitched my first no hitter you were there. when i scored my first basket you were there. when i drove my first nail you were there. when i drove for the first time you were there. when i got my first ticket you were there. when i woke up at 16 you were gone. when i had my first kid you were gone. when i graduated high school you were gone. when i needed you the most you were gone. you never told me bye you just left. you never tell me when youre gonna be around. you never call you never write you never care. you taught me the one thing that a person should never learn that when you love someone they leave. you taught me to not trust and to keep my heart closed. you taught me that when im down i have to pick myself up cause im t

Heavenly Blessing
God is the biggest help in the World ...... I claimed it for you - now claim it for me. God has more than a thousand ways to provide for us, that we know nothing about. Here is your financial blessing! "Heavenly Father, most Gracious and Loving God, I pray to you that you abundantly bless my family and me. I know that you recognize, that a family is more than just a mother, father, sister, brother, husband and wife, but all who believe and trust in You. GOD, I send up a prayer request for financial blessing for not only the person who sent this to me, but for me and all that I have share this message with. And that the power of joined prayer by those who believe and trust in you is more powerful than anything! I thank you in advance for your blessings Lord, deliver the person reading this right now from debt and debt burdens and grant them good health and long life. Release your Godly wisdom that I may be a good steward over all that you have given me Lord, for I know

Help!
I need help, there's no time limit but please stop by and leave as many comments as you can on either of these photos [ fubar.com photo: 1457828296 ] [ fubar.com photo: 3981510652 ] click the photos to begin!!! anyone who helps WILL BE PAID BACK!

Cat Fight
Interesting weekend. Me and my friend Nate decided we wanted to try to gain the attention of two biologically accommodating sisters so we took them to Fox's, a bar run by my friend,Fox. It's a loud rap music type place, lots of underage kids sneak in, not my type of place. I saw one of my daughter's friends, Leslie there. Leslie is pretty buff and easily over 200 pounds or so. Leslie's dad is good friends with my dad, both hell raisers and beer drinkers. She told me her dad was getting married and she had to get up in a few hours to have her hair done for the wedding. Well, last call came and went, and at 3 AM we were all out in the parking lot. Some biker and his bitch came out the door disgruntled over having to leaved. The biker picked a fight with some guy and Fox tackled him in the parking lot. A little blood began to flow and they called the cops. So now we have the drunk biker and his bitch mounting their bike, a Harley, but the bitch thought she would yell at Leslie j

Psalm 75
1 We give thanks unto thee, O God; We give thanks, for thy name is near: Men tell of thy wondrous works. 2 When I shall find the set time, I will judge uprightly. 3 The earth and all the inhabitants thereof are dissolved: I have set up the pillars of it. Selah 4 I said unto the arrogant, Deal not arrogantly; And to the wicked, Lift not up the horn: 5 Lift not up your horn on high; Speak not with a stiff neck. 6 For neither from the east, nor from the west, Nor yet from the south, cometh lifting up. 7 But God is the judge: He putteth down one, and lifteth up another. 8 For in the hand of Jehovah there is a cup, and the wine foameth; It is full of mixture, and he poureth out of the same: Surely the dregs thereof, all the wicked of the earth shall drain them, and drink them. 9 But I will declare for ever, I will sing praises to the God of Jacob. 10 All the horns of the wicked also will I cut off; But the horns of the righteous

My Birthday!!!!
here's the deal ..tmr is my 20th birthday and i have to work 2-9 should i celebrate it on wednesday when i dont work or should celebrate it tonite or not celebrate it at all and wait til im 21 and just celebrate that one?? plz msg me back with an answer!! thnxs ~*KR1ST3N~*

The Dildo Story
In order for this to make ANY sense you have to understand I am a fabricator of sorts.I am too cheap to buy something I can build or make or if I am bored I will invent something interesting.I am known in my neighborhood for this.I am often heard saying if I cant fix it.it aint broke,or you dont really need it ...lol I had the lady a few houses down come over an ask me while I was tinkering about my garage if I could really fix anything.I replied yes pretty much .(see above quote) It was at this time I noticed her carrying a brown paper bag.She sheepishly handed me the bag ,I took the bag an hesitantly opened it.Inside the bag was one of hte biggest vibrators I have ever seen.She asked me if I would try an fix it.I was about 10 beers deep an said sure what the hell ,the kids were gone as was the wife.She smiled a smile about like some kid anticipating the arrival of Christmas an went on her way.I shrugged opened another cold beer an put the device on my bench an started to take i

Saying Good-bye
Saying Goodbye As I stand here in a crowded room I feel utterly alone Something is missing inside me A part of me is now gone In the morning with my eyes open To see the first light of the day I turn my head to your side of the bed Then quickly turn away Moistness fills my eyes Rolls down my puffy cheeks The covers get pulled up high Underneath my chin I don't want to ever Get out of our bed again How will I say good-bye? How will I live? How am I to go on living? For all that you once did give I want a chance to say goodbye To your handsome face To show you just one more time How much I truly cared And to let you know that when you leave To me you will always be very near In my mind and by my side In my heart and soul You may have left the earthly plain But I will never let you go It's hard to say goodbye To the ones we truly love As they lower your coffin in the ground I raise my head and look around The sa

Military Service???
I just came across something that really pisses me off. Why is it that some, not all, people who join the military do it just because it is something to do, or for the money, or their friends are doing that also, or just to get a college education?! My father served during WWII and instilled in me patriotism. He was proud to serve his country and he did it because he wanted to. He knew that he was putting his life on the line, he knew he could die at any moment, but he proudly served his country! What pisses me off is the ones who join the military and then decides that it is not for them. Did you not think! Did you not put a lot of thought into what you were getting ready to do for the next several years?! Did you not realize that this was a commitment?! I feel that there are some people in the world who don't stop to consider the consequences of their actions. They don't realize that what they do today will affect them tomorrow, the next day, next week, next month, next

Cellphone
Good morning...last night when I was laying down with my girls, I had my cellphone with me. When I looked at the time, it lit up and my 2yr old says (with a lisp), "I wanna a cellphone, wanna cellphone"...so I asked her, "who would you call?"...she replied, "another cellphone."...

Beware
I can not see how people can get away with hacking in to people's acct's and they get away with it and furbar let them do it and it is not fair yes i did talk to some one about it and i feel some thing should be done about it i feel the one that did this to me and any one that has done it to othere's should be banned for life and (angelbaby~KARMA'S BITCH)I HOPE YOU AND YOUR BOYFRIEND ARE HAPPY FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME i cought you both doing it and angelbaby you have done it to two or three people already and you keep getting away with it i hope furbar will banned her and everyone thathas hacked in to people acct's on here

To Make It Stiff ....
To make it stand, you wet it ! To make it wet, you suck it ! To make it stiff, you lick it ! To get it in, you push ! Dang,,,,,,,, Threading a needle when you're older is NO JOKE ! ! ! Now just where was YOUR mind???

Why Do White Men Behave This Way?
Ok it's never been a secret or hidden that I like black men. I have wanted to date one but because my family is so againist it and racist I didn't. Anyway, a guy on Yahoo who was trying to get a hook up with me, got pissy because I joked around about making it with a black man. He didn't get the joke, called me a nasty bitch, how that is gross and just how disgusting he thought it was. Now why is a white woman being with a black man nasty,gross or disgusting? I see nothing wrong with it. Only color makes a black man different from a white man. So why do white guys get their panties in a bunch when they hear a woman has been with a black man? What's soooo wrong with it? And is the saying "Once you go black you never go back" true? Hmm just things I'm pondering today.....

I Will Always Be Here...
I will always be here... In my arms I hold you tight I always keep you in my sight I'd never leave you on your own I never want you to feel alone I will always be here for you no matter what you choose to do No matter where you decide to go there's one thing I want you to know That I love you dearly You are my Son and I will always be your Mum! copyright Juliana Bond 2007

My Partner
my partner she treats me right my partner wont hurt me my partner shows me the stars and moon everytime we are togeather my partner watchs out for our truck my partner has made me the happeiest man whaen im with her my partner is someone i want to spend all my life with my partner pays attentiont and shows me the right amount of care I can't wait to be with my partner again

Leaving Later Today
Just wanted to let everyone know that I will be leaving this afternoon or evening and I wanted to make sure to let everyone know that I'm not sure when I'll have time or the ability to get back on the computer for some time. I hope all will be well with everyone. Take care!

I Cannot Imagine...
I Cannot Imagine...I cannot imagine not seeing your smilenot hearing your voice for even a whilenot holding you close and squeezing you tightcant imagine not having you here in my siteI can't think what I'd do if you were not herejust the thought of you gone, it fills me with fearWhat would I do? how would I cope?would I find the strength to live on with hope?Of seeing you again, your beautiful facewould God keep you safe with his Blessings and Gracewould he return you home to my loving heart?where would we find you? where would we start?I pray to the Lord to keep the evils at bayplease protect my children everydayfor without them my heart would quite simply die

Long Ass Survey - Thanks Ladyred
1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT Ring? * Umm, no.... gave one though 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? * 17 years, 13 of that married 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? * My little one hugged me and said she loved me 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? * Can't count the number of times - not so much dropping as it gets knocked out of the holder at work 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? * Yesterday 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? * Gas, groceries, and BILLS! 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? * Hot ham and cheese, s'getti and mac n cheese 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? * The eyes have it 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? * The Story by Brandi Carlile 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? * In a house along the river by the RR tracks... love it! 11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED: * Buckhannon-Upshur 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: * Ntelos 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: * Borders maybe, I RARELY go to the mall 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: * 8 years 15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF D

Bible Verses Continue
COOL MySpace Comments VERSES TOOK FROM THE KING JAMES VERSION PEACE EPHESIANS 2:14 - FOR HE IS OUR PEACE, WHO HATH MADE BOTH ONE, AND HATH BROKEN DOWN THE MIDDLE WALL OF PARTITION BETWEEN US. WORRY MATTHEW 6:25 - THEREFORE I SAY UNTO YOU, TAKE NO THOUGHT FOR YOUR LIFE,WHAT YE SHALL EAT, OR WHAT YE SHALL DRINK; NOR YET FOR YOUR BODY, WHAT YE SHALL PUT ON. IS NOT THE LIFE MORE THAN MEAT, AND THE BODY THAN RAIMENT? WORRIES 1PETER 5:7 - CASTING ALL YOUR CARE UPON HIM; FOR HE CARETH FOR YOU. PATIENT 1THESSALONIANS 5:14 - NOW WE EXHORT YOU, BRETHREN, WARN THEM THAT ARE UNRULY, COMFORT THE FEEBLEMINDED, SUPPORT THE WEAK , BE PATIENT TOWARD ALL MEN. BELIEVE / BELIEVES MARK 9:23 - JESUS SAID UNTO HIM, IF THOU CANST BELIEVE, ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE TO HIM THAT BELIEVETH. JOHN 11:25 - JESUS SAID UNTO HER, I AM THE RESURRECTION, AND THE LIFE: HE THAT BELIEVETH IN ME, THOUGH HE WERE DEAD, YET SHALL HE LIVE: JOHN 11:26 - AND WHOSOEVER LIVETH AND BELIEVETH

Hell Is Being Lonely And Finding People You Cant Have
Isnt it always the same you wait years to find someone that matches you , you find someone almost perfect for you in everyway - but someone has already found her . All you can do is wish the person all the happiness in the world and struggle along your long lonely road alone xxxx

To All The Morans Out There
YOU KNOW I COME ON HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS, I GO OUT OF MY WAY TO RATE EVERYONE A 10 JUST LIKE I WANT PEOPLE TO RATE ME. THEN YOU GET SOME DUMB-ASS THAT CAN'T READ WHAT YOU PUT ON YOUR PROFILE ABOUT RATING YOUR PROFILE....I TRY TO TREAT EVERYONE AS I WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED............BUT OF COURSE YOU GET SOME PEOPLE THAT LIKE TO BE ASSES. I LOOK AT IT THIS WAY IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I PUT ON MY PROFILE OR YOU DON'T LIKE MY PICS,,,,,,,,MOVE ON,,,,DON'T RATE ME AT ALL, BE BOTH GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THEN DOWNRATE SOMEONE, I KNOW I'M NOT BEAUTIFUL, I'LL BE THE FIRST ONE TO TELL YOU THAT, I'M NOT ON HERE TO SCORE A WHOLE BUNCH OF POINT, I'M ON HERE TO HAVE SOME FUN AND MEET PEOPLE, AND I HAVE MET ALOT OF VERY NICE PEOPLE THAT HAVE HELP ME GET TO MY PRESENT LEVEL, THANK YOU ALL. IT JUST PISS'S ME OFF SOMETHING TERRIBLE WHEN YOU GET PEOPLE THAT COME ON YOUR PROFILE AND RATE YOU 1, 2, 3'S OR 4'S...........KEEP YOUR DAMN POINTS, I DON'T NEED EM..................

Moving... Part 5
Ok... so I've been talking about moving for awhile now... I am actually moving on Friday. I'll be in S. Aurora for awhile :P I need to finish packing... my bedroom right now is full of boxes! oy. I don't like packing... it makes me sad because I'm forced to go through things I haven't looked at in a long time. I'm excited about moving, but at the same time, I'm nervous... I'm leaving a comfort zone and stepping into a new chapter of my life. Another hassle is changing everything over to the new address... I'm also going to get a P.O. Box. I had a lot of trouble with getting my mail when I first moved up here... My dad sent me one of those pre-paid credit card things with a couple hundred bucks on it and it was never delivered... plus a few other things - cards and what not. I truly believe it was the mail carrier. I complained to the post office, but not much was done... I did start receiving my mail after that but I was dismayed at the service. *shrug* We'll see how tha

Custom Tags
Does anyone know how to make custom tags?? I would like a few more of them to use to greet new fubars and greeting in general to my friends. example Hi! Welcome to Fubar! Fanned and Rated Ya Hope you have a Rawkin Day! xo GamerChick ox (my sig) With my pic or a pic with a faerie or pug or cat. You can tell by my pics and stash what my interests are. I'm not picky would just love some more custom tags And just let me know what you would want in return for making them for me! *Thanks again to Christie and Mark for the ones they made me! So loved them!!*

Here Goes Nuffin!
Just wanted to post a first blog. Don't really have anything to blog about at the moment, but trust me, something always comes about that I have to register my opinion on. If you're a blog reader, keep watching, sometimes I can be quite the pisser! LOL!

Ho Hum..
So my hubby has been gone now for almost two weeks. For those of you that dont know, he's an abusive alcoholic fuck that got WAY WAY out of hand. So I told him to get the fuck out and not come back until he could control himself. And so he did. Course he came to visit the kids a few times. To my suprise, during one of these visits I became insanely horny and we had sex.. but he left right after. I feel stupid about that now. So here I sit, missing him and trying to fill my already full days with more shit so I dont miss him. My house has never been cleaner. There is no laundry in the hamper. No dishes on the counter. The kiddos are happy and dont really seem to miss him. The cat does though. He keeps crying at the door and shooting me nasty looks. Last night I found myself trying to make a mental pro and con list.. but I was cut short in my own mind by a thought that I wish I didnt have. It was this: my life is exactly the same, with or without him. Meaning t

Is Change In The Wind?
August 05, 2007 Hawkish Turks prepare for Iraq invasion A strike on Iraqi Kurds could be the price the PM pays for peace at home, says Simon Hooper As American and British generals draw up plans to extract their demoralised troops from Iraq, another army sits impatiently at its northern border awaiting orders to launch an invasion of its own. Faced with a resurgent PKK terror campaign, Turkey's hawkish generals have long argued the case for a strike against Kurdish militant bases inside northern Iraq. With some 140,000 troops poised, and Turkish commandos rumoured to be deep in Iraqi territory, all that has been lacking has been the political will. "What is the point of an army if it can't defend the country?" one campaigner for the ultra-nationalist MHP told me in Ankara before yesterday's general election, handing out flyers bearing the party's vaguely fascistic logo. "This government is betraying Turkey." The success of the MHP, campaigning on a pledge to hang the

Yeah, Right!
I'D LOVE FOR THIS TO BE TRUE...LOL!!!! Daily Horoscope: Libra For August 5,2007 You're feeling good, and looking even better! If you're single, this is the best time to get out there and meet new people. If you're with someone, they can't take their eyes off of you, so enjoy the attention.

Rant
YEAH I KNOW IT'S EARLY FOR A RANT BUT HERE GOES WHY OH WHY OH WHY CAN'T SOME MEN TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER? CAN SOME ONE ANSWER THIS PLEASE?? I'M SORRY SHOULD I HAVE SAID LITTLE BOYS INSTEAD OF MEN YEAH THAT FITS BETTER. HAVE PEOPLE FORGOTTEN HOW TO READ? I MEAN I HAVE ON MY PROFILE THAT I WILL NOT GET ON CAM FOR ANYONE BUT YET THESE LITTLE BOYS ALWAYS ASK ME AND THEN WHEN I SAY NO THEY CONTINUE TO BEG..OH COME ON JUST FOR ME BABE..OH MAN YOU'RE SO SEXY I JUST HAVE TO SEE YOU..BLAH BLAH FUCKIN BLAH...AND MUCH TO MY SURPRISE SOME SICKO ASKED ME TO CAM WITH HIM AND IN RETURN HE'D BUY ME A BLAST!! OH COME ON! GET REAL GO OUT AND FIND SOME PUSSY GO PAY A HOOKER FOR ALL I CARE!! AND BTW JUST BECAUSE I ADD YOU TO MY YAHOO THAT DOESN'T MEAN I WILL GET ON CAM. ok end rant!

Christmas Cards
yes its the middle of summer but JAK is thinking ahead....if you are a friend who wants a christmas card and you trust JAK not to give your info out...send me your home address so i can mail you a card this year...dont wait till the last minute...post office wont get it to you till next year if you do!!!

I Am Home ... For Awhile
I got home late last night after another few days on the road as a traveling nurse. I am now home for a few days before I head out again for four days. I then will be home the following week for a few days before heading out again for four days and then ... VACATION. YAY!!!! I am very tired of the traveling and working in new surroundings from week to week as a nurse and then also not knowing the people I am working with at all either. I don't know what I want to do more.... work around the house and garden or sleep for the next few days before heading out again. School starts in a few weeks here and my son just returned from summer camp and the summer is now winding down so fall is approaching quickly. Things will be getting nearly back to normal soon.

Religion
before you read on try to think with an open mind. try to set aside your beliefs and your background and read this with an unclouded view of the world. People say that islam is an evil religion stemmed from hatred and from side handed births created to foster anger and arrogance. if your gonna say that about islam you might as well say that about christianity and about any other religion that wars have been started over. islam like all religions preaches about peace yet its the followers who take an idealistic approach to it that stems the problems. in todays society we do not view children as being sexually active. yet if you go back in time. girls were wed before their first period. young boys became kings or emperors. numerous people who killed due to ridiculas acusations for being a witch or conspiring with the devil. men and women so caught up within their religion that they seeded hatred and fear due to the lack of understanding and knowledge. yet even though we have

Thank You
i just wanted to givea BIG SHOUT out to all my friends that helped me vaporize points yesterday on my quest to level up to HENCHMAN status. Amazingly you ALL helped deplete over 40,000 points, I'm under 50,000 to go now..I couldnt have done this without all your help. THANKYOU.

Look @ Me!
I never understood the need for popularity... to have friends is one thing... to have admirers is works for others... Me, I just want the people who say they are my friends to be there as friends. The others that say they are my friends and make themselves scarce? Those are the ones seeking popularity nez pas? I mean.. they add people without thought, they tell you things they want from you and they leave it at that. What's the harm in having them around? They leave you alone, they "get what they want" no harm done... Yet constantly I see people saying "I'm deleting people" I look in the bulletin and read that they are deleting anyone who doesn't show them love.... Excuse me? You are complaining that they are only there for numbers yet they aren't showing you love and boosting your rankings so you're deleting them? I look at that and think, you aren't just there for numbers tho right? and roll my eyes... No you aren't just there for numbers you are there for rankings

Beach House!!!
Well, it looks like I'm Ocean City bound next week, no real access to the internet, but it's cool just as well. It'll give me time to chill, do some thinkning, and clear my head a bit...and lather, rinse, repeat. Lol! It'll also give time to finish a illustrations I'm working on, and also a chance to take some NEW pics. Sorry ladies I won't be doing topless, lol! I'm not in the shape I wanna be in for that just yet. :) Still though, should be fun, I'm looking forward to it.

Bush Will Stay In Iraq So That He Bush Can Continue To Steal The Iraqi Oil. Bush Has Stolen Over $100 Billion Worth Of Iraqi Oil So Far And Bush Inten
Bush Will Stay In Iraq So That He Bush Can Continue To Steal The Iraqi Oil. Bush has stolen over $100 billion worth of Iraqi oil so far and Bush intends to steal at least another $100 billion worth of Iraqi oil during the next 2 years. Bush steals the oil via a secret oil pipeline Bush had built linking the oil fields of Iraq to the Kuwaiti oil pipelines. Bush stashes the stolen oil money cash in Kuwaiti banks. 3665 Dead American Troops In Iraq, 27,104 seriously wounded and over 630,000 dead Iraqis of which 475,000 are innocent women and children all because Bush LIED. Bush And The Republican Party Allowed Big Oil To Price Gouge America. George Bush and Tony Blair have committed the utterly horrible WAR CRIME of Poisoning an entire country. Bush and Blair have by their command spread over 10 million pounds or 4.5 biiion grams of radioactive dust and particles all over Iraq. These radioactive elements will cause birth defects and death to millions of childern for generation after ge

Of The Sacred Herbs Of The Gods
Adonis: myrrh, corn, rose, fennel, lettuce, white heather Aesculapius: bay, mustard Anu: tamarisk Apollo: leek, hyacinth, heliotrope, cornel, bay, frankincense, date palm, cypress Attis: pine, almond Ares: buttercup Bacchus: grape, ivy, fig, beech, tamarisk Baldur: St. John’s wort, daisy Bran: alder, grains Cupid: cypress, sugar, white violet, red rose Dagda: oak Dianus: fig Dionysus: fig, apple, ivy, grape, pine, corn, pomegranate, toadstools, mushrooms, fennel, all wild and cultivated trees Dis: cypress Ea: cedar Eros: red rose Gwydion: ash Helios: sunflower, heliotrope Herne: oak Horus: horehound, lotus, persea Hypnos: poppy Jove: pine, cassia, houseleek, carnation, cypress Jupiter: aloe, agrimony, sage, oak, mullein, acorn, beech, cypress, houseleek, date palm, violet, gorse, ox- eye daisy, vervain Kernunnos: heliotrope, bay, sunflower, oak, orange Kanaloa: banana Mars: ash, aloe, dogwood, buttercup, witch g

Get Your Personally Autographed Book Today!
I wanted to let everyone know that if you get the book through the links below your book can be personally autograhed. The only other way to get one like that would be to attend a book signing, which my manager is working on in several different geographic locations presently, but this is the quickest way to get one signed just for you. The links are below and the books are now available for order, so you can get yours today. Thanks to all my friends for your warm and wonderful support. Peter Britt Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt

Daily Horoscope: Libra For August 5,2007
You're feeling good, and looking even better! If you're single, this is the best time to get out there and meet new people. If you're with someone, they can't take their eyes off of you, so enjoy the attention.

? About Stashes...
I have a "youtube" channel, and I was wondering how to add a video from there to my stashes so that you can see and hear my songs.... Can some one please help me do this? Thanks for your help, I don't know what else to do. please reply with or without solutions. Come on people...help me out here....(please?) No you don't get points....but help me out here, ok? FRAK! .... Rio

True Beauty
True Beauty is a wounder to behold. True BEauty can be found in everything. Its in our Hearts, Its in our Souls. Its not something that can be made. Its not something that can be manufactured. The wind the blows. The fire that burns. The Water that flows. The earth that grows. With Each New Life Beauty is born again. perfection is in the eye of the beholder What is perfect to one, may be flawed to another. The Chlidren spinning on th emerry go round Laughing, yelling, Smiling , running. Up and down the slide they go Skipping rocks with their grandpa. To me that is true beauty. A beauty beyond any that is manufactured on paper or with make up. The Simplicity of life is True Beauty!

Passion
I am the heat of the momment that sets you on fire. And you walk toward me.Your blood runs hot.Within my eyes the ultimate ecstasy.Taking total control.Desiring my touch,caressing you.A kiss wet and hard.I am the feeling that hides in the pit of your essense ,deep,only for a moment, tamming me.I am the hunger.I shall possess you like a powerful light of energy.You shall desire me,oh you will.You look for me constantly.You are my prey of the huntress.I'll drive you to full satisfaction.For I am the panther. Searching for that perfect time to gnaw. I wil devour you,with no regrets or turning back.Look into my eyes.I am night.I am in your soul.I am the heartbeat.The cry of,the moan,that only I can hear.I am the way I make you feel when I touch forbidden places.For I am wanting, the needing and I shall send forth all that you desire.For I am The Passsion.The Ultimate emotion.

Ok, I Know This Was Stupid Of Me...
But someone had sent me a message and it said, I think this is you freakinstupid.com. This was a relative of mine and my curiosity got the best of me, and I couldn't fucking click out of it once I realized what it was. Can someone help me to see what this is? I really hope someone didn't hack into my computer. Grrr.

We Are Finally Here!!:d:d
Well, luck has pretty fastly changed!:D We are now living in a mobile home trailer that we are buying, its a rent-to-own for $3,000. It's a fixer-upper, but its home.:D By next year we will have it paid off. I am also working a $9/hr. job as a Patient Care Advocate for Express Scripts mail order pharmacy, I take inbound and outbound calls from patients (and doctors and pharmacists) about the patients medications... it's not as easy as it sounds, i'm in my 3rd of 5 weeks training right now. Everything has happened rather quickly here lately. Well that's all I am going to update for now, I have new pics in both my folders on here if anyone wants to check them out.:D

Of The Sacred Herbs Of The Goddesses
Aradia: rue, vervain Aphrodite: olive, cinnamon, daisy, cypress, quince, orris ( iris), apple, Myrtle Artemis: silver fir, amaranth, cypres, cedar, hazel, myrtle, willow, daisy, mugwort, datepalm Astarte: alder, pine, cypress, myrtle, juniper Athena: olive, apple Bast: catnip, vervain Bellona: belladonna Brigit: blackberry Cailleach: wheat Cardea: hawthorn, bean, arbutus Ceres: willow, wheat, bay, pomegranate, poppy, leek, narcissus Cybele: oak, myrrh, pine Demeter: wheat, barley, pennyroyal, myrrh, rose, pomegranate, bean, poppy, all cultivated crops Diana: birch, willow, acacia, wormwood, dittany, hazel, beech, fir, apple, mugwort, plane, mulberry, rue Druantia: fir Freya: cowslip, daisy, primrose, maidenhair, myrrh, strawberry, mistletoe Hathor: myrtle, sycamore, grape, mandrake, coriander, rose Hecate: willow, henbane, aconite, yew, mandrake, cyclamen, mint, cypress, date palm, sesame, dandelion, garlic, oak, onion Hekat: cypres

The Animal Tells All
You scored as Wolf, Your Animal Strength is the highly missunderstood Wolf. You love your family and friends and would do any thing to protect them. You have incredible stamena that ensures that you WILL win every fight.Wolf65% Eagle60% Horse45% Bear30% WHAT IS YOU ANIMAL STRENGTHcreated with QuizFarm.com

What Ancient Breed Are You?
You scored as Elf, You are an elf. very calm yet energetic. You enjoy the finer things in life. You hate to be alone and preffer a small crowd of your closer friends. The ideal girl. Sometimes you can be very, very shy. Open up, life is to be lived, not wasted.Elf100% Goddess83% Shadow Spirit83% Dragon75% Drow67% Faerie67% Sorceress58% Wolf58% Zombie42% Vampyre8% What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

What Is Your Animal Strength
You scored as Eagle, You are the wise and magestic Eagle! People look up to you as a leader and as a friend. But even though you are a great leader and advice giver you don't like to take all the credit and brag.Eagle95% Wolf50% Horse40% Bear35% WHAT IS YOU ANIMAL STRENGTHcreated with QuizFarm.com

*repost* How To Be A Better Lover, As Seen Through My Eyes.
I wrote this about three years ago....and have posted it numerous times, but its not in myblogs section, so i thought i would re-add it. Trust me....there are enough guys out there that need to read this. If you are a woman, and your man needs help, feel free to print it up, and hand your man a copy. Enjoy everyone. SIMPLE WAYS TO BECOME A BETTER LOVER 1) CREATIVITY - You should never be afraid of doing new things. Is your sex life predictable? Change it, and put some creativity into it. The way i see it, is that you should never know whats going to happen. Dont be afraid to venture outside the bedroom. Surely we can all agree that going to jail for the sake of "different" sex isnt really worth it, but being outdoors does have a certain appeal to it. I have found that garages work well, and if you have an enclosed back yard, that works just as well also. As simple as it is, sex in the shower is always a winner. When your partner is in there, just hop in and seduce him/her. I

What Is You Animal Strength
You scored as Wolf, Your Animal Strength is the highly missunderstood Wolf. You love your family and friends and would do any thing to protect them. You have incredible stamena that ensures that you WILL win every fight.Wolf90% Horse70% Eagle50% Bear45% WHAT IS YOU ANIMAL STRENGTHcreated with QuizFarm.com

Dready Drunken Goodness
*happy dance* yes so I have finally got my dreadlocks and I must say that look unreal. trying to be enthusiastic as I write this blog but alas I have a cold and a temperature and to be honest I feel like death warmed up. so anyway claire and I started on the dreads at about 2pm yesterday. her hippy clan never showed up so she had to do it all her self (what a fucking legend!). we named my first dread larry, he so pretty, he sits right at the base of my neck and is a fat little fucker! claire's daughter triniti was still at the house waiting for her father to pick her up for the weekend, she named the second dread, bom bom lol! we put coloured rubber bands around larry and bom bom just so we could remember who they were. we had to stop for about two hours while claire's asshole ex parter (the father) arse around the house winging and bitching before taking triniti. poor little tot had such a bad cold and claire was so worried about her, father couldn't give a damn! he was hung over a

Building Confidence
A little bit of confidence can get you started building a lot more confidence. And with sufficient confidence, anything is within your reach. As you look in the direction of your goal, you'll see some small step that you are absolutely certain you can take. So go ahead and take that step. Though you may not yet have the confidence to complete the whole project, you certainly have the confidence to get started. Get started then, and watch your confidence level quickly grow. Make use of what confidence you now have. And the confidence you need for what is next will surely come. By venturing a little bit out of your comfort zone, you can significantly expand it. By continuing to take on new challenges, just a little bit at a time, you can truly achieve whatever you choose. Starting with only the smallest glimmer of confidence, you can realistically reach even the most ambitious goals. Because your confidence will grow stronger and stronger with every step along the way. -- Ral

Live By Intention
Think before you do. Don't just automatically react to life or live by blind habit. Think about what you're about to do, and think about the consequences. Remember that when you choose the action, you're also choosing all the things that result from that action. When you choose to eat half a dozen doughnuts, you're choosing to put fat on your body. When you choose to be sloppy with your work, you're choosing to sabotage your own career. When you choose to rise early and start getting things done, you're choosing to create real and lasting value in your own life and in the world around you. When you choose to stay focused on an important task, you're choosing to enjoy the rewards that come from real accomplishment. Live your life based on your own best intentions. Each action you take has very real consequences, and you are in a position to select the exact consequences that you wish to bring about. It only takes a brief moment to think before you act. Do it every time, and yo

Choice
Daily Power Word: Choice Choice: Today's word reminds us that our free will is what gives us power. Every day we are presented with numerous choices, each one affects us and those around us. The wise recognize the immense responsibility involved in decision making and choose carefully. They weigh the outcome of their decisions based on how it affects everyone ultimately. Use your immense personal power to make the best choices. At any given moment one wise decision might bless many others. Recognize that choice also brings about challenge as well. When we make decisions to act in haste without careful consideration, or when we choose not to act at all and be passive, or when we knowingly make choices that are harmful to ourselves or others our personal power is made destructive, by our own hands. Choices are what determine whether our personal power is used for growth or for destruction. Choose wisely; take note of the effect of your decisions. Your

Huh!!
Ok, just got to check on my profile and I got this. Stopping in to show some luv on ur page! Rated you an 11!!! If you would be so kind as to FAN*RATE Before Adding me I return all love! Hope you are Having a Great Night! XOXO Now, I don't know about u. I don't like to be yelled at. I'm little too old for that. Now if someone on this site has a problem with then send a personal messege please. Putting me on full blast like that on my comment page is not too friend.

Friend Or Foe
IF SOMEONE MAKES THE FIRST MOVE AND STARTS A CONVERSATION WITH YOU AND YOU LIKED WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE IN THEIR PROFILE PICTURE DO YOU 1 ANSWER THEIR MESSAGES 2 IGNORE THEM 3 PLAY ALONG WITH THEM IF YOU GOT AN ANSWER WOULD YOU THEN IGNORE THE PERSON AND SEND WACKY WEIRD MESSAGES TO THEM WITHOUT AN EXPLANATION TO WHY YOU WERE DOING THIS,

Motive, And Irrational Thought. Just Some Things I Was Thinking. Please Comment This One.
Has anyone ever contemplated peoples motives. Kinda vague huh? Well,thats intentional, because im talking about anything. Everything that we do in our lives is driven by motive. Even something as mondaine as driving to work. We are driven by motive even then.....that motive being, getting a paycheck. The basic truth is, there are always decisions in life.....even that drive to work. Some people would say that there is no decision there, but i assure you that there is. You dont HAVE to go to work. YES, there are concequences, but the bottom line is.....you arent obligated to be there. So what kind of motives do people have for things that happen all the time? Murder.... Being a person of sane mind, i find it very hard to understand the motive behind murder. YES, in some cases, i can see it. Case in point, if i had a daughter, and that daughter were raped by a man, i could see how anger would drive a person to murder. Even in crimes of passion......If i were to walk

Congrats!
Well I cant sleep so i figure I would write a blog. Congrats to Barry Bonds for hitting # 755..lets keep em going Barry!! Also Congrats to A-Rod for # 500....I am a die hard yankee fan but Im not a fan of his but whatever. Good Job A-Rod...lol Im kind of bored with baseball though...I cant wait until football starts....as u can see from my previous blog, I posted the schedule for USC'S games...lol...Thats my team...ooohh I need to get the list for the active roster too...I mean Our quarterback is coming back....John Booty....Its gonna be a good season...I know it!! LETS GO TROJANS!!!! ok i think I am done rambling...lol

Sick And Tired!
I am sick and tired of trying to be a good friend and for the most part going unnoticed Sick of wanting to just crawl under the covers and never get out of bed Sick of working 60-70 hrs a week and STILL living paycheck to paycheck! Sick of never going anywhere because my clothes don't fit and I don't want anyone to see me like this Sick of being a size 16 and my ex husband's new size 0 wife(yes i said zero!) turning up her nose at me at work every damn day Sick of feeling like I have to beg for sex because although I know he loves me, my boyfriend isn't physically attracted to me anymore Sick of sleeping only 3 hrs at a time because i cant breathe tired of looking like this This was with $100 hair and makeup job too!SO pitiful! when i used to look like this I dont mean for this to sound like a big pity party(well maybe just a little) but i wanted to explain why I have been moody lately and not so talkative.Ill probably lose a lot of fans and/or friends over this a

Complications.. No Need To Rate...
You'd think with all the other problems in my life, that some how, some way, I'd end up with a break... You'd THINK. But. No. There is not enough on Emjay's plate, give her more grief. Another call off someone I'd rather not hear from, my biological mother. It seems I now need to change my number, and make it silent. Continually being told, stress less sweetie. You are pregnant, you've been to the hospital twice already with complications, any more stressing and it could end up being game over. I can't write anymore, I already feel I've said enough. - Emjay xxx

Death & Darkness
LIKE SIT MY ROOM THINK ABOUT DEATH HOW COOL IT WOULD BE TO DIE. SOMETIMES WOULD DAY DREAM ABOUT KILLING MY SELF WONDER WHO WOULD CARE THAT I WAS GONE WHO WOULDN'T. TO BAD WE CAN'T KILL ARE SELF'S AND THEN COME BACK TO LIFE! RATHER LIVE IN DARKNESS THAN THE LIGHT, SEE SO MUCH MORE IN THE DARK THAN YOU DO IN THE LIGHT! LIKE BEING GOTHIC PEOPLE TREAT YOU SO MUCH BETTER THAN TRYING BE SOMEONE UR NOT!! GOTHIC,VANPIRES,PEOPLE WORSHIP THE DEVIL, THERE SO MUCH COOLER THAN YOU THINK, JUST DEPPENDS WHAT YOU BELEAVE IN!!

Victory
12 years ago i played for the hudson valley vikings..we went 0-10 my first year and 0-10 my third my second i got my knee mashed so badly i was hobbled for 8 months...this summer i had the chance to return to the field of fun with a new team the troy fighting irish and try my quest agian. So far our season hadent gone so well 0-4. Sauterday my 12 year wait was over as we won 41-0 over the johnstown colonials..i got to play the entire game switching between center and right tackle..i have to say the feeling of getting the monkey off my back from his ass pounding me is great, and even though the game was sadly called to the fact that some of the players on the other team couldent control themselves. It was a victory none the less...and danm it felt great.....

Sexy Bunny
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Sonnets 11-20
XI As fast as thou shalt wane, so fast thou grow'st In one of thine, from that which thou departest; And that fresh blood which youngly thou bestow'st, Thou mayst call thine when thou from youth convertest. Herein lives wisdom, beauty, and increase; Without this folly, age, and cold decay: If all were minded so, the times should cease And threescore year would make the world away. Let those whom nature hath not made for store, Harsh, featureless, and rude, barrenly perish: Look whom she best endow'd, she gave the more; Which bounteous gift thou shouldst in bounty cherish: She carv'd thee for her seal, and meant thereby, Thou shouldst print more, not let that copy die. XII When I do count the clock that tells the time, And see the brave day sunk in hideous night; When I behold the violet past prime, And sable curls, all silvered o'er with white; When lofty trees I see barren of leaves, Which erst from heat did canopy the herd, And summer's green all g

New Guitars!
Yesterday i got two new guitars, i traded my Gretsch 6120 for a 1963 model Fender Jaguar finished in olympic white and a Fender Telecaster that is kind of buttery yellow in colour. The Fender Jaguar is just amazing, it has that surf sound heard in the music of the Ventures and also works really well with effects pedals, Fender Jazzmasters have also been used by guitar players such as Kevin Shields of My Bloody Valentine and J Mascis of Dinosaur Jr so sonically they can cover a lot of different areas. The Fender Telecaster is a staple of country and western music, this one has Texas Special pickups that sound a little warmer and have slightly higher output than standard Telecaster pickups, the neck on this Telecaster is a bit wider than what im used to, its a bit like wrapping your hand around a baseball bat, also this guitar weighs a lot more than i expected but heavier woods often indicate more sustain and thats not a bad thing at all.

Sad But True
The following is so sad and unfortunately it's true. To any girls reading this, let it be an eye opener or a reminder, look at what's right in front of you! You could find what you've been looking for all along. -Anonymous This goes for men as well!!!! BEGIN: I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk

Sad But True
The following is so sad and unfortunately it's true. To anyone reading this, let it be an eye opener or a reminder, look at what's right in front of you! You could find what you've been looking for all along. -Anonymous BEGIN: I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to d

Sonnets 1-10
I From fairest creatures we desire increase, That thereby beauty's rose might never die, But as the riper should by time decease, His tender heir might bear his memory: But thou contracted to thine own bright eyes, Feed'st thy light's flame with self-substantial fuel, Making a famine where abundance lies, Thy self thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel: Thou that art now the world's fresh ornament, And only herald to the gaudy spring, Within thine own bud buriest thy content, And, tender churl, mak'st waste in niggarding: Pity the world, or else this glutton be, To eat the world's due, by the grave and thee. II When forty winters shall besiege thy brow, And dig deep trenches in thy beauty's field, Thy youth's proud livery so gazed on now, Will be a totter'd weed of small worth held: Then being asked, where all thy beauty lies, Where all the treasure of thy lusty days; To say, within thine own deep sunken eyes, Were an all-eating shame, and thriftle

Relationships.
To be honest, I really don’t know what to think right now. Obviously, it was totally unexpected when I heard those awkward steps up the stairs and the giggles that followed thereafter. It was her and her friend coming to visit. It was the dead of night and I heard a loud knock at my door. I was awake but certainly did not know what was going on. I put on some clothes to cover my undergarments and went to the door. Lynx was sitting at the door like he always does when there is someone beckoning me to come answer. I picked him up in my arm and unlocked and opened the door. There she was, an awkward sight to see her in. Her friend, a few steps down from her peered up at me as well. I could smell the booze on their breath as well as smelled it as it rolled out of their pores. I said hello and she said hi and asked if she could come in. I asked whether she had been drinking (even though I knew the answer). He answer consisted of. “F*** yes, and I am f***ing wasted right now. Great I tho

Good Ol' Fashion Pimp Out :d
Go show her some love. Fan her (she's hot), Rate her and Add her! Rate her pics and stash while you are there also. Here's her Profile Link.... ♥Shell♥ -promoter/greeter- for .·´¯`·.·•xXx•Ê®ØTÌÇÄ•xXx•·.·´¯`·. (fsfm)@ fubar

I Could Really Use My Friends Help On This One!!
THIS ENDS TODAY Aug 5th @ 5pm(PST) 7PM(CST) 8PM(EST) THIS IS FOR A HAPPY HOUR GUYS!! I WOULD LIKE TO ASK THE 3000+ PPL ON MY FRIENDS LIST TO PLZ LEAVE JUST 10 COMMENTS!! THAT WOULD BE OVER 30,000 COMMENTS! JUST 10 IS ALL I'M ASKIN OR JUST AT LEAST RATE THE PIC IF U DON'T HAVE TIME 4 THAT PURDY PLZ! Most comments & rates at the end of the contest wins. Each pic rate will count as 1 comment so plz rate if nothing else. 1st Place: Happy Hour 2nd Place: 7 day blast or Month Vic 3rd Place: 3 day blast You must rate, fan & be on his friends list to comment in this contest... »†HøHå§« Here's my link to the contest... H♥llieH♥ttie™{President of I.A.R. Bombsquad} That is all Thank You :)

Horoscope For Today---08/05/07my God Thats The Truth.....lol
You're feeling amazingly intense right now -- so much so that you might feel like taking the day off and exploring your creative (or romantic) side. You can get away with almost anything, so don't be shy!

American Idols
Auditioning for quality time by Linda Gentile It was August, 2005, and I was standing ankle deep in mud. All I could see were the backs of people and water cascading down their umbrellas. My alarm had gone off at 3:30 that morning -- the first of many times that day when I asked what the heck I was doing. "Are you ready to go yet?" my son had said, excitedly. "Umph," I answered. We walked out into the still-black night. "You're driving," I told him. "I'm not even awake yet." As he drove, his excitement started to rev me up. After all, we were going to the American Idol auditions at Gillette Stadium. My son, Anthony, a huge American Idol fan from day one, was psyched when he heard that auditions were finally going to be in our area. Anthony had been singing and performing since the age of ten, and he saw this as his big chance. Then, the rain, the mud, the long lines. When the stadium gates finally opened at 8 a.m., the crowd surged forward. We were now wedged in tightly to

I Can't Believe I'm Still Protesting This War
D Jo got an email from MoveOn.org yesterday, announcing a rally to protest President Bush's veto of the war funding bill. It was pretty short notice, but I headed out of work a little bit early, and she and the girls and I walked down to Front & Walnut Streets to take part.We marched in San Diego in 2003 to protest the beginning of this war, and it's amazingly depressing to think that, four years later, we're still protesting it. At least now a larger percentage of the American public agrees with us; when we marched back in '02, drunk 23-year-olds wandered out of the Hooters in the Gaslamp District to flip us off. This time, with a few minor exceptions, anyone who favored an open-ended occupation didn't see fit to let us know.The rally was pretty well-attended for something that had been organized on such short notice. At its peak I counted 38 attendees, and organizers put the final estimate at between 40-50 total:We flanked both sides of Front Street:Most people had noisemakers and si

Youngins
Guys come to my job and hit on me which you know is fine when they finally get the clue of no I will not give you my number through their head. But what I find so hillarious is these guys that are like 16 to18. They come in acting like they are hard shit and they talk to me like I am a toy. one thing they dont understand is that for one until they turn 21 they are still jail bait like it or not and for another i know a teeny booper couldnt handle me grown men can barely handle me. so i mean damn chill alittle. but i mean still still love you my younge juggaloes lol

My Psycho Poem
You are a disease. As I smell your rotting flesh and hear your screams. I remember my obsession for strange things. As I feel your nails dig into my arms. I see my dream of murdering some one. While your eyes bulge and I feel your pulse I know the time is close.Your relaxed now I beleive I won. I care for you so much that Ill keep you for ever tell the end of days come.

Boys And Their Toys
y is it that when your getting to know someone asking questions and stuff guys seem to think straight off that your hitting on them when it can be far from the truth. questions are great and they are a good way to get to know someone as long as they are honest to thoughs questions. but if they start lieing y even talk to that person.im a very honest person and im open to just about any question and i dont take just about any statement to heart. so i mean just answer the damn question its not like ill hold it against you its your opinion not a judging contest.

Take A Clue
Are guys really that clueless? I tell them no tell them fuck off or even go play with your self and they still come back. Come on take a clue. I have even gone as far as saying im screwing some one right now bye and they still dont get the hint. oh oh and then the guys telling me that they dont know what im thinking... please! im simple i swear im like a guy in a girls body SEX SEX SEX SEX thats my mind. Oh and an ocussional thats pretty. but thats about it for me i think well i mean i dont think im to confusing. but any was back on subject are guys really that clueless or are they that blind because im to the point they are either blind and pushy or that clueless and stupid.

Ignorance Is Bliss
Geez I was sitting around thinking man ignorance is bliss. I wish I didnt know half the crap that I do know I think I would be alot happier with life. I mean like people you like or date. Wouldnt you be happier if you didnt even know or talk about who you or the other people has been with or done? I mean think about... then you could go on for all your life going I was the one and only and he really cared. But no we gotta be curious and destroy every hope that we had to be happy by comparing our selves to the other person or the other person comparing you to there other. Question is truthfully when you think about it is every love in your life just a rebound from the very first one because you never got over him or her?

The Quizes
I think its hillarious that you dont even have to talk to anyone anymore to get to know them all you gotta do is have them take some quizes and bam! you know them like no other. like me for instance on my page you can know me just from the damn quizes on my page i know then you say why post them lol the simple answer is this this way you dont have to ask me all the stupid ass questions all you gotta do is read lol

Getting Screwed
Well lets see me i got screwed for being a friend which says dont trust anyone. I let a friend move in with me and my husband so she could have a place to stay and all the good stuff. Well what turns about is that she started sleeping with my husband while i was at work and they werent going to tell me tell after i payed for there rent and well i caught on just in time. so that is why you should never trust anyone because you get screwed for being a friend!

People Are Blind
Well at my work we wear vests, aprons and shirts that are the work colors they even says the work place on them. People like to come in and they will come up to me and go "do you work here?". No I just wear this because I think its pretty!! Geash! yes I work here. I mean come on people use common sence. Oh then people come in and ask me where is __________ and it will be right behind me or next to me like they are to blind to look around in the area. I mean come on people if your not smart enough to shop then why do you even have a drivers lisence. It should get taken away.

None Fitting Close
The Subject for this week is None fitting clothing. It freaks me out when I see a big person with clothes on that are to small for there body. Im not hating Im a big girl to its just its getting taken a little to far. I see these woman that come into my job and some where spandex. Spandex is not the problem. The problem is these woman that wear these clothes and what happens. They wear the clothing to small and the clothing starts to roll up or even role down. I mean come on in public at least put on some clothes that fit and save to tiny crap for home. Also another thing that gets me is when you see these guys that like to wear these pants that are like 10 sizes to big and have to do the splits just about to keep the pants on. I mean come on now baggy is ok but I mean keep them on the but.

To All Of My Family N Friends
well im goin to sit here and tell all of my scooterbar family that i will miss them all to pieces and i wont be gone long!!! i want to thank all of u for invitein me into the lounge and also want to thank slade lydia and rebel for letting me have my old job back...i also want to thank all my friends that joined ct an hope they enjoy it as much as i have...im not goin to delete my account cuz i dont plan on bein gone forever just a few days maybe a week...but once again i want to thanks u all for the best time i have ever had while i was on the internet!!! MUCH LUV MUAHZZZZZZZZZZZ!!! see ya soon

Facts
some facts about me in case you wonder if you should get to know me or not i am brutally honest, i am honest to a fault i am neurotic, part of being a nyer im very affectionate, love to cuddle, and cant stand bull im a straight forward woman who knows what she wants and is not desperate to get involved with someone so i wont end up alone i dont have yahoo i dont cam unless we are friends, then i just make faces at you im a 38F im easily bored and have bad concentration i dont tolerate liars or morons if you dont have any intelligence, please dont waste my time if you take things too seriously, move on dont ask to see my nsfw pics if i dont know you any other questions feel free to either ask me or post them here, thanks guys

"who Wants To Live Forever" By Queen Aka Saddest Song Ever
There's no time for us, There's no place for us, What is this thing that biilds our dreams, yet slips away from us. Who wants to live forever, Who wants to live forever....? There's no chance for us, It's all decided for us, This world has only one sweet moment set aside for us, Who wants to live forever, Who dares to live forver, When love must die. But my touch tears with your lips, Touch my world with your fingertips, And we can have forever, And we can love forever, Forever is our today, Who wants to live forever, Who wants to live forever, Forever is our today, Who wants to live forever anyway?

I F Your Reading This Then Your Probally Hhmm Wondering Where Is Diana ? : Well Read On Cause > >>>>
wondering where Im at this morning well im going out in there Real World to Church ; Yes Church ;and I have a ride so no busses to take ; busses dont run on Sundays : i usually listen to church on a radio station or Television : But I made a Friend a promise to go to a Chuch; that is a friend i met in Fubar.. so i keep my promises ; some in here dont as i have learned and i do forgive ya who fall short of this, ;have a God Blessesed day ... My thoughts and Prayers are with you all and hugss to.. bbl with a sermon to type about .......... diana

Random Impromptu Poetry.
Random crap written on the spur of a moment. If it makes no sense that's why. Yay for random on the spot impromptu poetry. All that surrounds me corrodes with tears I cry. Like a thousand years that pass us by We live, we breath, we die. We are jaded by all that we have done. Living our life, with no where to run Even with this common wall we put up to chance the fight. We aren't winning, instead we fall there's no one to help our plight. And all that weathers, that tears and age and all we hold to, are memories that fade. We cling to every semeblence of the norm but in reality we're waiting out the storm. To far, to far we fall. No one left to hear our call.

Way To Go, Sheriff Joe...
Update on Joe Arpaio TO THOSE OF YOU NOT FAMILIAR WITH JOE ARPAIO HE IS THE MARICOPA ARIZONA COUNTY SHERIFF AND HE KEEPS GETTING ELECTED OVER AND OVER THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY: Sheriff Joe Arpaio (In Arizona ) who created the " Tent City Jail": He has jail meals down to 40 cents a serving (actually 20 cents)and charges the inmates for them. He stopped smoking and porno magazines in the jails. Took away their weights Cut off all but "G" movies. He started chain gangs so the inmates could do free work on county and city projects. Then He Started Chain Gangs For Women So He Wouldn't Get Sued For Discrimination. He took away cable TV Until he found out there was A Federal Court Order that Required Cable TV For Jails. So He Hooked Up The Cable TV Again Only Let In The Disney Channel And The Weather Channel. When asked why the weather channel He Replied, So They Will Know How Hot It's Gonna Be While They Are Working ON My Chain Gangs. He Cut

Ooohhraahh!!
"Devil Dogs" * In the Belleau Wood fighting in 1918, the Germans received a thorough indoctrination in the fighting ability of the Marines. * Fighting through supposedly impenetrable woods and capturing supposedly untakeable terrain, the persistent attacks, delivered with unbelievable courage soon had the Germans calling Marines "teufelhunden," referring to the fierce fighting dogs of legendary origin. From the Halls of Montezuma To the Shores of Tripoli; We fight our country's battles In the air, on land and sea; First to fight for right and freedom And to keep our honor clean; We are proud to claim the title of United States Marine. Our flag's unfurled to every breeze From dawn to setting sun; We have fought in ev'ry clime and place Where we could take a gun; In the snow of far-off Northern lands And in sunny tropic scenes; You will find us always on the job-- The United States Marines. Marines raising the flag at Iwo Jima Here's health to you and t

Friends In Contests Timeline Update
These wonderful people need your help if you can give it to them... Good friend in this contest ends 8/5 at 5pm PST Most comments win contest for sexiest lips a good friend is in this one... ends 8/5 evening time. its really close... Most comments wins contest for sexiest pic a good friend is in this one... race to 15K to 8/15, then round 2 to 8/30. Most comments win contest for sexiest lips a good friend is in this one... ends 8/5 evening time. its really close...

Time Management And Making Up
I just wander how you ladies manage this. As you read my profile, I love feminity in all its aspects. I lately got dressed and wanted to add some finishing touch with make-up: nail polish, eyeliner, mascara,... the full scala let's say... It took me about an hour! I don't count the time deciding how to dress, that worry occupied my mind about the whole week upfront already lol. So ladies, what's your secret behind this, to get yourself dressed in such a short notice, and still be able to look pretty? For all you guys, if your lady made her up just for you, consider it as a very special gift, I can tell, and if you don't believe this... give it a try for yourself :)

My Score....
How Daring Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 67% which makes you Very DaringYou would make a good contestant on Fear Factor and we bet you are the life of the party. You better make sure you have your heath insurance paid up though.Find out how daring you are at Quizopolis.com How Will I Die QuizYou will die at the age of 110You will die in a freak accident involving Ryan SeacrestFind out how you will die at Quizopolis.com Congratulations, according to our experts, you are : 80% CleanTake the How Clean Are You Quiz at HowCleanAreYou.com

Dorm Life!
I move into my dorm room Monday morning and I must admit i'm not thrilled. I've been in college for a year and I commuted the first time but I decided to try and tough it out in the dorms. I think I made a mistake, haha!

Is This How The Book Ends?
You Don't See Me by Josie and The Pussycats =^_^= This is the place where I sit This is the part where I love you too much Is this as hard as it gets Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough I'm here if you want me I'm yours, you can hold me I'm empty and aching and tumbling and breaking Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would The way I know you could I dream a world where you understand That I dream a million sleepless nights I dream of fire when you’re touching my hand But it twists into smoke When I turn on the lights I’m speechless and faded It's too complicated Is this how the book ends? Nothing but good friends Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would Ahhh The way I wish you would Ahhh This is the place in my heart This is the place where I’m falling apart Isn’t this just where we met? And is this the last chance that I’ll

Past
She sits... The box clutched in her bleeding hands. The box of their past, from her love and their friendship. Tears fall quickly, dripping, staining the floor before her. She sobs as she places the box on the floor to open it. And from it, she pulls the dedication, the Object of his declaration, the color of blood. "Hello little friend..." She caresses the texture and slices her finger on its point. "Hello, dear love of mine." Her hand falls limp and when the Object hits the floor, it reverberates throughout her core. She sobs once more and throws herself forward; her head hanging from her shoulder blades, her body shaking with her depression. She just cried. Where had it all gone wrong? she wondered. When had she lost her best friend? "I blame you..." she whispered. "I have not changed. I am the same." But she knew it did not matter, because he was different. What pain he brought her. How her heart broke every time his v

I Refuse To Believe
i refuse to believe that guys are perfect . . . i also refuse to believe that there is one out there that wont hurt me a little bit . . . you wonder why i like single guys with kids? it because their kids are their life and they know what the hell im going through emotionally . . . and they generally are smarter than the dumb asses who just want sex . . . if you ever talk to me about having a baby with me knowing full well what ive just been with . . . then you better not be just fucking with me . . . because i will not take it very good . . . my daughter my not be here in my arms . . . but she sure as hell is the most important thing in my life . . . i love her more than life its self . . . and if she was to die i would die too . . . she is every thing to me . . . i wanted nothing more than to be the mom to a baby girl . . . my only problem so far is that i dont get to take care of her . . . Jessica is my life . . . and you know i love her . . . and you knew i wanted to

Gloden Path
Take my hand this way we'll go, Said the man above, I'll take you to a place of joy, Where you will find true love, If you let go, go on your own, But mistakes you will make, For many other ways there are, Which you are sure to take, When you feel that you are lost, All you have to do is pray, And I'll be there once again, To help you on your way, I did pray and just as said, He shined his light from above, That showed me the way down the golden path, That led me to your love.

Feelings
As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a queen, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, children, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine, you're here.

Being Induced--for "isabella Desirée Jackson"
On Tuesday the 7th of August,at o'clock in the morning I have to be at Memorial Medical University Center (hospital) in Savannah,Ga to be induced to have my baby.I am happy and nervous.Yes I know I have been through this before,but not induced,and it almost kills me each time.So there are my reasons.But just wanted to let all my friends and fans know what was going on if I do not get on for a few days.Please do not forget me, and as soon as I can get back on a computer I will let all know I am well.And have pics of newest baby addition to our family.This makes my forth baby,so.Just if you do not mid what ever religion you are I am not prejudice toward any, it is your beliefs and your opinions, but please if you believe in prayer, would you mind saying one for me.I think I need it. Hope all goes well in your life's till my return.Be safe,and hope to be back soon!!--XXXXXX's and OOOOOO's--cummingsoon is almost here!!

They Say
They say.....If you love someone....set them free...if they return they are yours to keep. I SAY... if you love someone....then hold them close and love them for all that they are worth because you will never find a love so pure or so honest. I love people for who they are to me Take care Ken xxxx

Day Dream
Whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you. I day dream of you, in a faraway land; embracing me tight and holding my hand. Holding my hand, and touching my face. Just you and me, in this peaceful place. In this peaceful place a pristine river flows. Where the unicorns run, a breeze always blows. A breeze always blows and sings of a song; our love in a place where you're never gone. Where you're never gone is as it would seem, from dusk until dawn, whenever I day dream. And whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you.

Alway's
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Our Future Together Lynn
"Making Memories Of Us" I'm gonna be here for you baby I'll be a man of my word Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard I wanna sleep with you forever And I wanna die in your arms In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us I wanna honor your mother I wanna learn from your pa I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw I wanna stand out in a crowd for you A man among men I wanna make your world better than it's ever been And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us We'll follow the rainbow Wherever the four winds blow And there'll be a new day Comin' your way I'm gonna be here for you from now on This you know somehow You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now And I'm gonna make you this promise If there's life after this I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss

Heat Of Summer
Talk about a scorcher 107 on barges today smoking hot damn near passed out today with the heat on tow thank god i got a mate who is willing to work with ya and understands that this heat WILL and can kill you out here. although the one tiny thing i dont like about this company so far is they haul some dangerous shit benzene amonium nitrate fertalizer and caustic sodium god forbid a bridge accident benzene causes cancer and the nitrate is explosive grade then the caustic sodium is like a potent acid. top that off with some real heavy humidity damn when you open the hatch covers to check for water the fumes just hit you like a ton of bricks. i took some new pictures today which i will upload later on gotta sort the crappy ones out first but this shuffle from st louis to cairo illinois is getting old back and forth im hoping once we get to st louis this time we get a run south to tiger fleet louisiana it would put us right around paducah ky for crew change which is where my vehicle is at

Goodbye
Sorry to say I must say goodbye Sorry to say I must die And wont be by your side Sorry I'll make you cry But I must die I just have pain So it's time to say goodbye Sorry I can't stay Sorry but it's my time Sorry I wont be here But you'll alwayz be in my heart Sorry we'll be apart Sorry I lied I promised I wouldnt do it But that was a lie Sorry I wont see you But I'll see you from the sky Sorry I have to go Sorry I must die Sorry to say I must say goodbye Sorry to say I won't be alive And wont be by you tonight

Poem
Inside Of Me If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here

Friendship
Friendship never happens Unless you do your part You have to turn the soil To help the garden start You have to keep the wicked weeds Of jealousy all pulled out And prune the weakest branches Of timidity and doubt You have to nourish friendship with a smile along the way For the friend you have tomorrow Is the friend you are today...xxxx

First Taste Of Sex
A young man goes to a whorehouse to expierence his first taste of sex. The madam suggests that he start with 69. He decides to give it a try. The prostitute leads him to a room, gets undressed, and instructs the young man to eat her. Unfortunately, just as he starts she farts. The man quietly says to himself, "phew", but he goes down on her again. A moment later she farts again. He says "phew", but continues. Once more she farts. This time he immediately gets up and starts walking out. She asks him what's wrong, and he replies "I don't think I can take another 66 of those!"

.todays.stuff.
so. today i... did 4 loads of laundry. (including folding & putting away) vacuumed the family room. had the kids pick up their room & their bathroom watered all my herbs (because theres a fucking 'h' in it) and...spent 3 hours in my kitchen. clearing off the breakfast bar. cleaning the stove & microwave preparing & cooking dinner... which consisted of... cashew crusted chicken with an orange ginger glaze... veggie lo mein (broccoli, carrots, green onion, sugar snap peas, water chesnuts) lobster & cheese stuffed wontons no clean up for me. muahahahahaha watched a lil telly bathed the kidlets popped them in bed showered & died. i think now...is the perfect time...to relax on clean sheets...with the fan blowing..and kill some Sims...ha be well & peace

Would You, Will You?
Message: Y = Yes, N = No, M = Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] give me your screenname? ______________ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? D0 Y0U... [_] think im hott? [_] think im cute? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to be my bf

August 5, 2007
I've been listening to this song on repeat a lot lately. Toez, this is who I'm going to see on Monday. [[I'll make it pretty later]] Teardrops on my Guitar :: Taylor Sift Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see, what I want, what I need, and everything that we should be, I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about, and she's got everything that I've had to live without, Drew talks to me, I laugh 'cause it's so damn funny, that I can't even see anyone when he's with me, he says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night, he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar, the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star, he's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? and there he goes so perfectly, the kind of flawless I wish I could be, she better hold him tight, give him all her love, look in those beau

How I Go...
I could tell you the wildest of tales; My friend the giant and traveling sales. Tell you all the times that I failed; The years all behind me, The stories exhaled. And I'm drying out, Crying out, This isn't how I go. I could tell you of a man not so tall, Who said life's a circus and so we are small. Tell you of a girl that I saw, I froze in the moment and she changed it all. And I'm drying out Crying out This isn't how I go Hurry now Lay me down And let these waters flow Flow... Son I am not everything you thought that I would be But every story I have told is part of me And you keep the air in my lungs; Floating along as a melody comes. And my heart beats like timpani drums; Keeping the time while a symphony strums. And I'm drying out Crying out This isn't how I go Hurry now Lay me down And let these waters flow... Flow.... Let it flow Let it flow Son I am not everything you thought that I would be But every story I have told is part of me Son I lea

Sean's World Is Still Looking For You...
To join my forum. It's free and very active. We're looking to increase membership and become a hot, rising, talked about forum. So come and join if you haven't. Invite your friends. Come and have a blast meeting new people, posting pics, playing over 400 games in an arcade and more. Everyone's invited. Bring your friends. Bring everyone you know. Friends, family. All are welcome. The link is: Sean's World See you all there. :D Repost this for your friends, family and fans. Share it with everyone. Sean

Ghosts
For me this is a night where sleeping seems impossible. I woke up quite suddenly after only about an hour of sleeping with a flood of memories of clients past. Its hard at times to be at the side of a person who's health is in decline and remain cheerful, positive and continually provide reassurance to people who's lives are going to hell in a hand basket. I had a client die 2 weeks ago and I just can't shake him from my thoughts. Can you imagine becoming senile, having somebody help you with every aspect of your life from eating, walking, bathing and being told when to sleep when to get up what to wear... I feel like a guard half the time and a bully the rest of the time. My new current client is also senile, and his wife is very guarded about strangers and she herself has always been wary about people in her home. I have the task of getting on their good sides so that ultimately I can prepare this family for the day when their dad will be sent to nursing home because he's

Seeking Experienced Bombers
subject: Seeking Exsperianced Bombers post date: 2007-08-05 00:05:36 views: 4 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket The Kingdom of Wolves What The Kingdom of Wolves,is Seeking 10 or more.Royal Elite Bombers,Bombers whom as soon as you sign into Fubar Come Show Loyalty,Honor,Respect,Love to your Kingdom Family whom are in various Contests.An use up your Comments that are Issued every Day. Depending on the Unity + Honor you Show,towards the Contestants that your Bombing for.Then you will be Rewarded with Various Different Morphs of higher standards.Such as the Striped Exotic's,an Indian Maiden Morphs,or Personal Morphs you might like.Sometimes Various Gifts including Pimpin.Sometimes I give better Pimpin Gifts than Contest Prizes.An you will Always Rated 11's bye me.You will also be Added to a Pimpout Blog that will Help Raise your Levels for better Bomber Productivity.Higher your Levels more Comment Allotment,on a Daily Basis. We are See

Help Me Please!!!!!
Bulletin Message -----------------From: Beana Bear!!!!Date: Aug 3, 2007 6:06 PMThink its ok to boss a girl around?slap her around a few times and teach her a lesson? She's just a dumb "bitch" a "slut".No! Shes human being, a girl that deserves to be loved and respected. Not used and thrown out like a piece of trash. A "man" should NEVER hit a woman. And should never force his girl to have sex with him, thats not something you do to the person you supposedly love. So if you're aganist Spousal Abuse please repost this! And if you don't you're not going to die or be raped by a toaster, you're just cold at heart. and if your a guy thats man enough to repost this good for you. click reply to poster, then copy into a new bulletin.

Shit Happens I Geuss...
The sound should be deafening... The silence broken... with unmitigated violence... not even a smiling token... Yet no one cares... that I scream alone... without the love.... that I crave to own... But such is life... even played my part... To fall in Love... Only to be broken hearted...

You Know You're From Long Island When....
Flip-flops are normal, even in January. You know exactly what they mean when they say "Don't change at Jamaica." You know that The Drift Inn and Neptunes are in the same building, but you also know that they are NOTHING alike. Screw the SAT, you know the exact pronuncuation of Islip, Wantagh, Commack, Mattituck, Shinnecock, Quogue, Ronkonkoma, Hauppauge, Mineola, Islandia, Massapequa, and Patchogue. You and your friends are going to the beach, but the word beach never comes up in the conversation. Instead, it sounds something like this..."Well, we could go to Jones, but Robert Moses is closer, the North Shore is too rocky...whatever lets go to the Hamptons." You have no idea what jimmies are, or why someone would want to put them on their ice cream You have never used "wicked" as an adjective You know that Americana Manhasset is NOT a type of coffee You know that it's possible to take Jericho all the way to queens...but you would never EVER do it Par

A Big Thank You
I just want to take a moment to thank all my friends and family for being there this week for me. It's been especially rough, but you all have stood beside me and made me smile through it all. I have fortunately got to know a few of my friends a little more through this all and even gained some great new ones! I'm so appreciative of everything you all do for me. I haven't been keeping up on my thank yous for gifts or messages and i'm sorry about that. I will get better this coming week. However all the gifts and messages do make me smile and I thank you all so much! Much luv and respect, Jackie AKA Irish Sweetheart

Mixed Feelings
How is it you can care for someone and can't stand to be around them. My ex called she was stranded and needed a ride home from work. I couldn't leave her to walk home at 1am. So I went to pick her up. I was expecting her to start another argument so I was prepared to bite my tounge. I saw her and I can't lie when I say my heart jumped in my chest, but from there it was all downhill. I tried making small talk and she said she had a headache, so I turned the radio down. At that point utter revulsion set in. I realized I still care for her, maybe even love her, but her presence disgusts me. I ask is this normal or is that me just being bitter towards her. It should have been a pleasant ride but I was felt like vomiting whever I looked her direction. I feel guilty for thinking that way of someone just five weeks ago I was planning on making my wife. Am I a bad person?

-2- We Suck At Pool!!
So this is me and one of my best friends, Kaleb (ie Faking Insanity on here) during his little detour to come see me after his cruise (that bastard got free booze and cabo wabo tequila.) Anywho, here's us shootin pool, and suckin at it (well, I was at least) and just bein weird like usual!

So Far Away,..
Just had another ridiculously long shower. Fortunately the shower is a great place to hide. Its just a hand full of days now, days, not weeks, days. And I should be so happy, and I am. But, sometimes you see something, hear something and you just miss her. You really miss her. I feel like I have been just to far for to long. I want this out now, before she is home tonight. I don't want to see her like this, not now. I want nothing but smiles right now. I just really missed her tonight. Its been a long day. I just cant wait to see her face, her beautiful face. I feel like I have loved her for ever, and in a way I have. I know in my heart, my mind what I am missing, and its hard. Get with it Sean, just days, days. Just days left, and you will be there, and you will never leave. Who the hell are you Sean, to make her wait? To make yourself wait? God I love her, I always have, and I have waited long enough. Just days. I love you Angel. I miss you Angel. I don't know if I can forgive myself

Price Is Right
You walk in the room everyone will swoon Do they know what you do How you make your money They say everything in life has a price You said goodbye to your pride What is the price? What is the night? What is your life! What is the price? What is the night? What is your life! Dancing like everyone is looking Does your daddy know your hooking Selling your ride Thrills for a night They say everything in life has a price You said goodbye to your pride What is the price? what is the night? what is your life! What is the price? what is the night? what is your life! Can you put a price on your pride? Can you put a price on your life? Sleepless in the middle of the night Never think it will ever be right Dancing like everyone is looking Does your daddy know your hooking selling your ride thrills for a night What is the price? What is the night? what is your life! What is the price? What is the night? What is your.............LIFE!

Directions For Oral Sex For Men Who Don't Know What They're Doing
Oral sex We all know that the road to a lasting sex life is paved with -- among other things -- oral sex. But most of us could use a few pointers on how to sharpen our oral skills. HERE ARE SOME FOR MEN: Oral sex is always grounded in preparation: You want to be enthusiastic and passionate about giving pleasure to your woman, and give her all the pleasure you can. That way, you can virtually guarantee that she'll want to go down on you as well. That said, here are 14 ways to enhance your oral expertise. 1- Start slow Kiss your way down her body and tease her thighs and butt for a while before you make contact with any part of her pussy. This will turn her on before you start the real action. Get close so that she thinks you're going to zero in on her at any second, but don't give in immediately. 2- Warm her up Before you remove her underwear, breathe hot air through it against her pussy. Breathe softly but warmly for short bursts at a time. Also kissing he

G'nite All
I am officially retiring for the evening. It has been a long day. Rachel is online, if anybody needs anything. For those of you who don't know, Rachel has the care bear/bi sexual/rainbow glittery icon as her pic... I am sure you have had a shout or message from her or something. She is the manager, my assistant and right hand...If you have any questions when I am not on, please feel free to shout her or message her. I will see you all tomorrow. I am doing nothing but bombing and laundry tomorrow...dedicating myself to get Fred's hind end WAY out in front in first place. I don't like sweating it this close to second. Yawl who are out there bombing are doing FAN-FRIGGIN-Tastic. Rachel and I are still cleaning house on the members and removing the dead weight but they werent helping anyway, so we are no worse for wear without them. Yawl behave, and if you don't , name it after me, ok....Go hug a tree. And then BOMB!!!!!! Remember always go to the call out folder if you are not sur

Peace In Mind
Peace In Mind… To which i dub thee....we find inside, our greatest harmony. And yet, there seems a glitch, some darkend evil called my bitch.. No woman but, just as strong, it kills me while i sind my song.. Drunken state, i mumble on....but check your sources...am i wrong????? Dizzy D

Be Yourself
Never put away the things of a child just remember that when you do you are lost. But also remember that you are an adult so cease the childish tantrums and behave but remember the things that make you who you are. For with out them you are nothing but the scum beneath your feet.

Fed Up! All New Friends And Old Please Read
Some of you are truly crazy, horny, lonely, depressed or whatever and Im not up for all your bullshit! If you think im gonna reply to lines like "im jerking off to your pics", "Im horny wanna help me take care of it?", "can I see you nakkid on cam?","im bout to cum...wanna see?" or any other crazy ass remarks your crazy! Im not on here for sex chats, to please any of you or to help you get off so I dont care if you get mad cause I wont talk to you!! Some of you have questioned me about my relations with other members of this site, sexual status with people who leave me comments, and questioned me on who I went to see on vacation only to turn around and accuse me of lying!! Who the f*** do you think you are to question what I do?! Hell some of you have even try to claim me cause I left a few comments or cause we chatted here and there and get mad cause I talk to other people on here well NEWS FLASH IM NOT YOURS SO I CAN TALK TO WHOEVER, WHENEVER AND HOWEVER I WANT! DONT HATE OR I WILL

You Don't Know How It Feels
You don't know how it Feels.............. Most parents don't know how it feels... and I hope you never do to have a child that is special and to have all your dreams taken from you. I had the same dreams, of ball games, driving, and first dates but plans now have to change at a very fast rate. Our lives now different, doctors, therapy, special schools, and tests it is hard and scary but I love my child so I do my best. When I go out in public with him just to have some fun all the stares and comments sometimes I just want to run. For some of us we just can not bare all the tantrums and aggression then some people think that we just don't care. The hardest decision in the world is the next one I had to make to place him in a home please keep your opinion of my choice to yourself for goodness sake. I take him to the home that I have chosen to try then I leave him there and all I can do is cry. I hope the workers will treat him as they

The Magical Creature
Little Sprites weaving flowers in your mane; What is it that you are, do you even have a name? Liquid brown eyes gaze softly in the light. Could I touch you, mount you, ride you if I might? Garlands of daisies hang sweetly from your coat; Hair as soft as satin touch fingers as I stroke. Fields of buds and clover are the mattress for your bed. Is that horn you carry so heavy for your head? Nostrils quiver slightly as the breezes softly sigh; A world of other creatures are reflected in your eyes. Little butterflies with elfin hands fly briskly to and fro; Living in a world with you that I will never know. Your step is silent as you trod across the stream; Only to become luminescent in the moon's reflecting beam. Only good and happy things will happen to you here; Living in another space where man cannot come near.

Thinking About My Baby Tonight
...He walks up to the bed and stands over me as I sit on the edge of the bed. He looks down at me and holds my face..kisses me so sweetly while holding my face. We kiss more passionately as he caresses my shoulder. My white straps to my silk nighty expose my breasts. I unbutton his shirt and feel his chest..I unzip his pants and he stands there in his boxer breifs...He leans over ans starts kissing my shoulders and neck.He lays me on my back and starts sucking ans licking my body from my neck to my nipples. They are so errect. He sucks them as I feel myself getting wetter and wetter. I starts to kiss down my belly to my thighs..He takes my legs and spreads the wide open.He burries his face into my sweet pink wet pussy. He starts to lick and sick my lips..right to my clit..making me squirm. He sides a finger in and out of me as he makes me moan and cum over and over. He slides another finger in and I cum on his face...With sheer delight I scream "Oh Baby"...He slides that body up mine a

My Affirmations
I found these somewhere......they are the same affirmations that I believe in. I Believe...... That love is the only pure thing left on this earth. That wisdom is to be freely given. In alot of things but most of all I believe in myself. That children are bad as a cry for help. Honesty is the best policy. Emotions are mean't to be shared. We are all beautiful That redneck jokes are really funny. That there is too much bad stuff on television. That people need to lead less stressful lives That my soulmate is out there somewhere. That the media promotes low self-esteem and self-confidence. That people criticize way too much.. That ice cream is a guilty pleasure. That abandoning children is wrong. That people who mean and evil are the picture of ugliness. That people should love instead of hate That people over exaggerate too much That rap is the worst music ever. That indulging in pure lust is self-degrading. That patience has its boundaries. That love fears noth

Salem Black Label-less
So i am sitting here.... home from work..... and just smoked my last black label.... *tear* i have been smoking these things for years so now its back to camel menthol.... sigh.. im gonna miss these smokes.. i know one day while wandering aimlessly though the french quarter i shall come across a rogue pack of salem black label.. and i shall buy them ... and reminisce... *tear*

Love=pain
Feelings suck.....The pain in my heart its way to much to explain.....some of you may understand some may not....and thats okay....life at times is a waste of time...we live to love but do we actually know what love is?....for the most part love=pain......there is so much more to tell but i will let you fill in the blanks...maybe you can relate to this...and maybe not... Yes I know this is so depressing but I just had to write it down... Have a good one

8-4-07
PIMPOUT'S, BUT THIS GIRL IS THE SHIT. I COULDN'T ASK FOR A SWEETER BETTER FRIEND. SHE FAWKIN ROCKS!!! ALWAYS HELPING SOMEONE ELSE. GO SHOW HER SOME FUBAR LOVE, FAN, RATE, ADD, REPOST ALL THAT GOOD SHIT, YOU WON'T BE DISAPPOINTED LSD's SHELL ~WILL ALWAYS PIMP A/LSD & COOLEST GUY EVER~~STEALING SYN~~@ fubar LOVE YA LONG TIME Love Sex n Death@ fubar (repost of original by 'Love Sex n Death' on '2007-08-04 22:18:10')

Contest(repost)
PLEASE CLICK ON PIC BELOW AND COMMENT AWAY FOR 3-DAY BLAST MY FIRST CONTEST AND WOULD LIKE TO MAKE A GOOD IMPACT. NEED 10,000 TO GET IT NO MATTER WHAT THANK YOU, AND ALL HELP WILL BE RECIPROCATED NOW SHOW MY BABY AND ME SOME LOVE, AND PLEASE REPOST

Random Thoughts...
I am finding life is one big series of conundrums. You make decisions, have questions, and provide answers, it is all part of the pathway of understanding but what do we need to understand? My guess is it is not the world we need to understand but rather ourselves. When you have a clear understanding of yourself, you tend to understand the people and things around you. You sympathize with them and when you sympathize, you have a connection of understanding. The question I have is, where are we headed and what is the point of all this? It is as if I am on a rollercoaster ride and I only have two questions. How the hell did I get on this thing and when is going to end? I would like to think that there is more to all this, something more than love and war, something more than random thoughts and random coincidences or are we just a bunch of balls colliding with each other. With no direction or path, no beginning or end? I seek clarity, clarity to understand the process. Is it sim

Relationships.
This is my real honest opinion about relationships and how they effect people emotionally and mentally.I have been in 3 relationships in past years, 1st one in 2001, 2nd one in 2006, and I just recently got out of my 3rd one this year.Its been an emotional rollercoaster for me but some how I manage to get through all these relationships without having a mental and emotional breakdown.I should have had one after all the shit I have been through with guys.Now I am single and still unhappy cause I really wanted to be in a good relationship but ended up in relationships that went bad without warning.I just want to be in a stable and happy relationship and not get my heartbroken again.Oh if only finding true love wasn't so hard.But,alas I will continue my quest in seeking true love in hopes that I will find my prince charming and actually know what it is to be in love and actually finding someone who can mend my broken heart.Now I will address why I can't find a guy and why falling for hot

I Love Sucking Cock
I love sucking a good cock! I love having a big, long, rock hard cock in my mouth. I love my lips rubbing up and down the shaft and the way if feels on my lips. I like go as deep as I can and then play with the base and balls with my tongue. I love taking control of a man and basically making him fuck my mouth with his dick as hard as I can take it. Just to have that warm cum explode in my mouth and on my face makes it all worth it! leave a comment you agree ladies and you too men if thats what you like

My Hero My Daddy!!!
hERES A POEM I WROTE IN HONOR OF MY SONS DAD AND FOR MY SON!!! My daddys hands hold me really tight He squeezes me and tells me it will be all right. My daddy puts me down and holds my little hand My daddy says softly in my ear while im gone your the man. My daddy stands tall, taller then mommy and me My mommy loves him and everyone can see. My daddy lets my hand go and wraps them round my mommy. He loves my mommy he told me so and hesays she pretty to. He holds her close as she cries and whipes her tears away. My mommy cries and sqeezes my daddy begging him to stay. My mommy in her jeans and tee my daddys in his army greens My daddy leaves today he was given a mission to keep us all free. My daddys like superman hes strong and brave. My daddy heads to the plane as he turns and waves. My daddy waves till i cant see him no more. my mommy holding me while her tears fall to the floor. Daddy is our hero hes a soldier brave and true. My daddy never ma

Could It Be
Looking in your eyes, seeing deep within, a life of joy, a life of love. Seeing you in my arms, feeling your body so tight against mine. Our bodies fitting together, like a puzzle god created. Feeling a sens of security, a sense of comfort. Feeling your heartbeat with mine, creating a rythm my soul dances to. What is this feeling, this overwhelming sense in my body, other than the sense of love. The feeling of being loved. In your arms, I feel free. Free of the world of sorrow, free of a life of pain, free of the sadness of being without you. In your presence, I feel weak, I feel frozen. I want nothing more, than to stande there, and cherish the angel God has sent me. A perfect being, created by his hands, sent to me, to show me there is hope. A heart as big as the universe, as kind as the breeze to the trees. Could this be fake, could it be a dream, or could it be heaven, heaven on earth in my life. Whatever it is, I welcome it. I open my arms wide and accept it, accept you.

What A Kiss Means
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you.

To All You Supporters Of The War, Read This (denote *s)
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070805/ap_on_re_us/army_rape_slaying Soldier gets 110 years in rape-slay case By RYAN LENZ, Associated Press Writer 28 minutes ago A soldier convicted of rape and murder in an attack on an Iraqi teenager and her family was sentenced Saturday to 110 years in prison, with the possibility of parole after 10 years. The sentence was part of a plea agreement attorneys for Pfc. Jesse Spielman had made with prosecutors that set the number of years he could serve in prison, regardless of the jury's recommendation. The jury had recommended life with parole, a sentence under which he would have to wait longer for the possibility of freedom. Spielman was convicted late Friday of rape, conspiracy to commit rape, housebreaking with intent to rape and four counts of felony murder. Military prosecutors did not say Spielman took part in the rape or murders but alleged that he went to the house knowing what the others intended to do and served as a l

My Sweet Little Angel
To my sweet little angel,way up above I send you lots and lots of love God visited us a little while ago He took you away and left me so With a broken heart I now live And for that ~ I just cannot forgive So empty inside, yet so full of pain What ~ did he expect to gain? I shouldn't be angry with ~ him "above" And I'll try not to be for you my love I'm sure he's taking good care of you With his Angels in heaven too It hurts so much to know you are gone I think of you all day long I know that you are in spirit somewhere And you'll continue to grow with care I want you back but I know it cant be So for now , in my dreams I shall see Your precious face ~ how beautiful you are Your spirit so close ~ yet feels so far My sweet little angel way up above You have a place in my heart so full of love I wish you were still ~right~ here within my soul ~ I know you are near

The Sexy Rose .........
YOU'VE BEEN HIT BY THE SEXY ROSE !! > > > > > > ........@............@ > > > ......@.@.@.@..@.. > > > ....@........@..........@ > > > ...@............@....@@ > > > ...@..............@@..@ > > > ....@..............@...@ > > > ......@...........@..@ > > > .........@......@..@ > > > ..............@..@ > > > .From...........@ > > > ......Me..........@ > > > ............TO.....@ > > > ................You.@........@@@ > > > ......@@@@..@....@..........@ > > > ...@.............@@@......@@ > > > .......@@@.......@..@@ > > > .........................@ > > > .........................@ > > > .........................@ > > > .........................@ > > > .........................@ > > > ........................@ > > > .......................@ > > > > > > ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT , YOU HAVE TO HIT > > > 15 OTHER PEOPLE. IF YOU GET THIS BACK > > > IT MEANS YOUR SEXY AS HELLZ , SO START > > > SENDIN

The Marine
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leav

Don't Wanna Lose You Now
I never thought that I would lose my mind That I could control this Never thought that I'd be left behind That I was stronger than you, baby Girl if only I knew what I've done You know, so why don't you tell me And I, I would bring down the moon and the sun To show how much I care [Chorus:] Don't wanna lose you now Baby I know we can win this Don't wanna lose you now No no, or never again I've got this feeling you're not gonna stay It's burning within me The fear of losing Of slipping away It keeps getting closer, baby Whatever reason to live that I've had My place was always beside you And I wish that I didn't need you so bad Your face just won't go away [Chorus] I never thought that I would lose my mind That I could control this Never thought that I'd be left behind That I was stronger than you Don't wanna lose to loneliness Girl I know we can win Don't wanna lose to emptiness, oh no Never again [Chorus]

My Thoughts As Of Right Now!!!
Sinking fading fast... Tortured souls clashing and colliding... Drowning in a sea of twisted broken dreams... Ripped apart tearing out my heart... It lies bleeding in your hand where I left it... Throw it away, crush it to the ground... I will never need it again... I have turned black, cold as ice... I will never feel again... I will become everything you say I am... Only to make you fulfill your fantasy of me... I live only to please... In what ever way you may need... I will become your worst nightmare... If that is what you really want of me... I will be your heaven, I will be your hell... I am an angel on my knees... It is for you that I bleed.. Punish me if you must... If it makes you feel like a man... But cherish me always... For I am only what you created... Nothing more nothing less... Do you like what you have made of me???

Darlin'
[Spoken:] Baby, can I talk to you? I know something's wrong Things just ain't the same But deep down inside I know you still care So tell me what to do To get things back The way they used to be If you were to need me If you really cared about me Tell me why can't I find love in your heart If you were my lover A constant friend to me Tell me why Would you turn away from my love [Chorus:] So darlin' Tell me what to do to make things right Darlin' Tell me what to do to make things right Darlin' Tell me what to do to make things right for love Tell me what to do to make things right for love (for love) If you want a reason When they won't turn away from me They're trying hard to hide all truth they might say If you listen to me girl If you know how I'm feeling inside Then maybe you would'nt shut me out your life, baby [Chorus] [Bridge:] Can't you see? All I'm asking for Is a chance to let me love you Can't you see? Girl, you know with me Is w

Where Does My Heart Beat Now
So much to believe in - We were lost in time Everything I needed I feel in your eyes Always tought of keepin- Your heart next to mine But now that seems so far away Don't know how love could leave Without a trace Where do silent hearts go? Where does my heart beat now Where is the sound That only echoes through the night Where does my heart beat now I can't live without Without feeling it inside Where do all the lonely hearts go Candle in the water - Drifting helplessly Hiding from the thunder- Come and rescue me Driven by hunger - Of the endless dream I'm searching for the hand that I can hold I'm reaching for the arms that let me know Where do silent hearts go? Where does my heart beat now Where is the sound That only echoes through the night Where does my heart beat now I can't live without Without feeling it inside Where do all the lonely hearts go Where do all the lonely hearts go Then one touch overcomes the silence Love still survives

Cyanide
Cyanide!) (Drink the cyanide!) This is the hand that will blind your eyes and split your spine This is the blade that'll visit your flesh and release the wine (Play!) You play with toys that have triggers and you hear how the led moves near (Play!) You play with razors and it hurts, it hurts As you face your fears So face the dark and I'll teach you about fire in the blink of an eye (Now drink the cyanide!) The worlds collide and you know it's pure filth that I hide On these plains there's a burning ruin that must be found On these plains there's a demon that sleeps, It must be unbound (Run!) You run for the borders where epistles burn in the arms of man (Run!) You run among bodies and they scream, they scream to bite God's hand So face the dark and I'll teach you about fire in the blink of an eye (Now drink the cyanide!) The worlds collide and you know it's pure filth that I hide So face the dark and I'll teach you about fire in the

We All Have More Than We Think
A RUSSIAN AND BOUDREAUX A RUSSIAN AND BOUDREAUX, A COONASS WRESTLER FROM THIBODAUX, LOUISIANA WERE SET TO SQUARE OFF FOR THE OLYMPIC GOLD MEDAL. BEFORE THE FINAL MATCH, BOUDREAUX'S TRAINER CAME TO HIM AND SAID, "NOW, DON'T FORGET ALL THE RESEARCH WE'VE DONE ON THIS RUSSIAN. HE'S NEVER LOST A MATCH BECAUSE OF THIS 'PRETZEL' HOLD HE HAS. WHATEVER YOU DO, DO NOT LET HIM GET YOU IN THAT HOLD! IF HE DOES, YOU'RE FINISHED". BOUDREAUX NODDED IN ACKNOWLEDGMENT. AS THE MATCH STARTED, BOUDREAUX THE COONASS AND THE RUSSIAN CIRCLED EACH OTHER SEVERAL TIMES, LOOKING FOR AN OPENING. ALL OF A SUDDEN, THE RUSSIAN LUNGED FORWARD, GRABBING BOUDREAUX AND WRAPPING HIM UP IN THE DREADED PRETZEL HOLD. A SIGH OF DISAPPOINTMENT AROSE FROM THE CROWD AND THE TRAINER BURIED HIS FACE IN HIS HANDS, FOR HE KNEW ALL WAS LOST. HE COULDN'T WATCH THE INEVITABLE HAPPEN. SUDDENLY, THERE WAS A SCREAM, THEN A CHEER FROM THE CROWD AND THE TRAINER RAISED HIS EYES JUST IN TIME TO WATCH TH

Salesmanship
Bibles (funny) > >A pastor concluded that his church was getting into very serious >financial troubles while checking the church storeroom; he discovered >several cartons of new bibles that had never been opened and >distributed. So at his Sunday sermon, he asked for three volunteers >from the congregation who would be willing to sell the bibles door to >door for $10 each to raise the desperately needed money for the church. >Jack, Paul and Louis all raised their hands to volunteer. The minister >knew that Jack and Paul earned their living as salesmen and were likely >capable of selling some bibles. But he had serious doubts about Louis, >a local farmer who had always kept to himself because he was >embarrassed by his speech impediment. Poor Louis stuttered badly. But, >NOT WANTING TO discourage Louis, the minister decided to let him try >anyway. He sent the three of them away with the back seat of their cars >stacked with bibles. He asked them to meet wit

Not Me,not I
You mixed me up for someone Who'd fall apart without you Yeah you broke my heart for the first time But I'll get over that too It's hard to find the reasons Who can see the rhyme? I guess that we where seasons out of time I guess you didn't know me If you think love is blind That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines Surprised that I caught you out On every single time that you lied Did you think that every time I see you I would cry No not me, not I, not I, no not me, not I The story goes on without you And there's got to be another ending But yeah you broke my heart it won't be the last time But I'll get over them too As a new door opens we close the ones behind And if you search your soul I know you'll find You never really knew me If you think love is blind That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines Surprised that I caught you out On every single time that you lied Did you think that every time I see you I would cry No not me, not I, not

Did I Read That Sign Right?
Did I read that sign right? TOILET OUT OF ORDER. PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOW In a Laundromat: AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT In a London department store: BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS In an office: WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN In an office: AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD Outside a second-hand shop: WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES, ETC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN? Notice in health food shop window: CLOSED DUE TO ILLNESS Spotted in a safari park: ELEPHANTS PLEASE STAY IN YOUR CAR Seen during a conference: FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AND DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE 1 ST FLOOR Notice e in a farmer's field: THE FARMER ALLOWS WALKERS TO CROSS THE FIELD, FOR FREE, BUT THE BULL CHARGES. Message on a

Globalization.
A Definition of Globalization Everyone Can Understan Finally, here is a definition of globalization anyone can understand: Question: What is the truest definition of Globalization? Answer: Princess Diana's death. Question: How come? Answer: An English princess riding with her Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French tunnel, driving a German car with a Dutch engine, driven by a Belgian who was drunk on Scottish whisky, followed closely by Italian Paparazzi, who were riding Japanese motorcycles. Di was treated by an American doctor, using Brazilian medicines. This is sent around by a Canadian, using American technology, and you're probably reading this on your computer that uses Taiwanese chips, and a Korean monitor, assembled by Bangladeshi workers in a Singapore plant, transported by Indian lorry-drivers, hijacked by Indonesians, unloaded by Sicilian longshoremen, and trucked to your retailer by Mexican

Wait For You
[Verse 1] I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know So now I'm all alone, Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand And all my tears they keep running down my face Why did you turn away? [Bridge] So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside This is not how you wanted to be [Chorus] So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just aint true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you [Verse 2] It's been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me) You got me feeling crazy (craz

Pain
All that I wanted, needed and desired...........I told her today............I was setting her free. To take off the collar..........and be mine no more. Then I looked at her picture...........to see her smile again.............only to remind myself.............how much I hate being me. Before I let you go, give me just one more night to show you just how I feel. I lost all my control, if it takes my whole damn life I'll make this up to you. Kind of like the waves, that roll their whole life towards somewhere crashing on the shore That's blown in by the wind that carries the clouds to hide my wish on a fallen star A different kind of pain, is someone there to hold you is someone there to take you away from me.(x2) I tried to let you go I wish I could turn back time and show you just how i feel i needed you to know, if it takes my whole damn life i'll make this up to you Kind of like the waves, that roll their whole life towards somewhere crashing on the sho

6th Letter She Wrote (04/08/07)
NOW I HAVEN'T HAD THE CHANCE TO READ THAT ONE.....SO IT'S A SURPRISE FOR ME TOO! tracy martins Hello Sweetie Mike I did not like it here anymore I would Love to be with you I need you badly and I can;t wait to hold you next to me...I wish i could be with you now...You are such a nice guy to me...and looking forward to that day i would see you face to face... But, just so you know, I thought I would tell you what I was looking for, and see what you think... All I am looking for is "True Love," no Games, no Playing arround, just want to find my soul mate in life...the one man I connect with in every way... I do know very much about you, yet any woman that does not treat you with respect, true love, genuine kindness and caring is absolutely a fool. True Love can be given without being shared, but a shared Love still allows for your special loved one to grow. To me, there is nothing more special than a shared Love. One that delights in our loved one's achieveme

This May Save Your Ass..if Not Your Face...
> > > >_ > This is a dramatic video (30-second, very short) about how to deal >with a common kitchen fire ... oil in a frying pan. Please read the >following introduction and then watch the show ... It's a real >eye-opener !! Perhaps you'll want to send this one on to your family >and friends... > > > > When I was stationed in Charleston Navy base at the fire fighting >Training school we would demonstrate this with a deep fat fryer set on >the fire field. An instructor would don a fire suit and using an 8 oz >cup at the end of a 10 foot pole toss water onto the grease fire. The >results got the attention of the students. The water, being heavier >than the oil, sinks to the bottom where it instantly becomes >superheated. The explosive force of the steam blows the burning oil up >and out. On the open field, it became a thirty foot high fireball that >resembles a nuclear blast. Inside the confines of a kitchen, the fire >ball hits the ceiling and fills th

5th Letter I Wrote (04/08/07)
Hey Lovely, Tell me is Lagos, Nigeria in Africa? How do you expect to get down here and when? I understand all you're telling me, but answer me, how do you expect to come down and when??? ~*{([M!ke])}*~

Ouch!!
Prepare yourself to take a gasp of air .. I'm glad don't work emergency room as a nurse You try to warn them but sometimes you just have to let them learn. Quiz time everyone... Open the first picture and study the marks the boy is pointing at, and try to guess what caused it. Then open the second picture. Prepare yourself to take a gasp of air

5th Letter She Wrote (04/08/07)
tracy martins Hello Mike...... I have never been to Franch or Germany i would love to be there i have only travel to 3 country...Nigeria US and Canada......yes babe i am the girl...lol....Babe I want to come down to Canada so that will can be together i think that is nice i would love to meet yr daughter.....I want you to send my greetings to her..Babe I really want to meet you and hold you next to me...You have qualities in a Man that I would treasure and yes I would love to have a meal with you. I want you to Just name the time and the place.Communication as you know is very important to me. First in getting to know one another this is very valuable. But the important part of communicating is being honest. We can talk and talk and make ourself look and sound good but unless we are completely honest we will be disappointed when the time comes to finally meet each other in person. I have lived now for a awhile and have traveled many places and therefore I feel I hav

4th Letter I Wrote (04/08/07)
Hey Sexy, I read what you wrote and liked your answers. I'm not totally English, my mother language is French. I've been to England when I was little, about 8 years old. I met this girl in some park and she was a friend, her friend comes up to see and says that the girl has the "hots" for me...was it you? Lol....Just kidding. I was there for 2 weeks with my mom and her boyfriend, for some job in France or Germany....I think both! I'm really curious about other ethnics, the mother of my son is half Italian and half Irish. What do you expect from me? You say you want to come down to Canada, but do you know when or how or with what money? I'm not the one who can actually leave his country, I have a kid to take care of too. I really would like to meet you and to be with you too, and I don't mind the distance too, but I do need closure....That is one important part for me in a relationship. And I don't know how you'll be able to satisfy my needs over the net.....How can you reassure m

4th Letter She Wrote (04/08/07)
tracy martins Hello Honey Mike I want you to know that i have been honest and faithfull to you i am not here for game I Need True Love and understanding......nope babe I type fast..I do speck with an Accent....you know i was born in England...i would Love to meet you and be with you i would try to send you some pic of me.....I really want to get to know you better...Well....What a good response to the questions.I adore you and I am opening my heart to you.Just need you to be ease with it.I feel so safe and secure in you.Can you be the man you have illustrated in your written,I hope you can.Since the question is reciprocal,my answers are below here: What do you do for a living? I wrk in a dress shop as a Sales girl What do you seek for in a relationship? I seek trust,honesty,understanding,sincerity,love and sharing,sharing the good times and bad times together with no fear of what the world might put upon us. What sort of relationship you seek for? Well,well, t

Just For Your Info
Well i thought i would get this off my chest for all to read and so they can understand my hatred to my father It started when i was little my father blasted me in the face full force with a garden hose he thought it was funny it tramatised me so bad i can not get my face wet i freak out and go crazy so i never leanred to swim thanks to him then all my life he never came to see me see i was born as a basterard my father was married already and had a 2 year old daughter my father never wanted me in his life and the sad thing is i am his only son. this part of my life story will make you all cry so please get some tissue before reading this part. it was my 15 birthday my father drove up to my house for my birthday party we were sitting on my porch talking and his oager went off it was my sister she was gradutating from high school that year nad needed him for something to do with her prom he looked at me and said i will be back later for cake and i will bring that thing you wanted well

Havent Felt Like This In Years...
du·plic·i·ty /duˈplɪsɪti, Pronunciation[doo-plis-i-tee, dyoo-] –noun, plural -ties for 1. 1. deceitfulness in speech or conduct; speaking or acting in two different ways concerning the same matter with intent to deceive; double-dealing. 2. a twofold or double state or quality. n. pl. du·plic·i·ties Deliberate deceptiveness in behavior or speech. An instance of deliberate deceptiveness; double-dealing. The quality or state of being twofold or double. duplicity 1433, from M.Fr. duplicite, from L.L. duplicitatem (nom. duplicitas) "doubleness," in M.L. "ambiguity," from duplex (gen. duplicis) "twofold." The notion is of being "double" in one's conduct duplicity noun 1. a fraudulent or duplicitous representation [syn: fraudulence] 2. acting in bad faith; deception by pretending to entertain one set of intentions while acting under the influence of another Main Entry: du·plic·i·ty Pronunciation: dü-'pli-s&-tE, dyü- Function: nou

"women Only" Parking Lot
> > >New Law: > >With the high rate of attacks on women in secluded parking lots, >especially during evening hours, the Minneapolis City Council has >established a "Women Only" parking lot at the Mall of America. Even the >parking lot attendants are exclusively female so that a comfortable and >safe environment is created for patrons. > >Below is the first picture available of this world-first women-only >parking lot in Minnesota. > > > > >

3rd Letter I Wrote (04/08/07)
Dear Tracy, I'm sure if you're being honest with me! When I first saw your profile, it said "Tracy, 25 years old, Montreal, English profile (Canada). But you say you live in the States or somewhere (for sure a place I don't know) I also asked you to write back about what you read on the Email I just sent you, "Thanks for your patients", about the pictures, if you had anymore. Your Email seemed to be kind of already thought of or written before you even received it? But I'm still going to tell you what you want to know about me. What do you do for a living? I work in a shop, we build buildings out of synthetic materials What do you seek for in a relationship? Stability and loyalty What are the basic qualities you seek for in a lady?Understanding, patient, outgoing, calm, responsible, caring, affectionate, loving, beautiful from the inside and mysterious from the outside. What sort of relationship you seek for? Opened and no boundar

Whatever
I see a woman who has been beat Playing her silly games And she just dug herself in too deep To the point where she is going to leap There's a point, You don't know where you're going Theres a time When you'll need to stop playing This is it When you have been caught and you're going down You've dug a hole that is too deep Can barely crawl to the peak No way you'll be back on your feet You've dug a hole that is too deep Curl up like a baby and watch you weep You played the game Breaking too many hearts Girl, you have got to know You can't play both sides Or you will wind up in a spiral slide Down to hell where you fell Fire so hot, you feel the burning on your feet You've dug a hole that is too deep Can barely crawl to the peak No way you'll be back on your feet You've dug a hole that is too deep Curl up like a baby and watch you weep Oh, you are in way too deep You will never get back to your feet All you can do is weep Fire so hot, you feel t

Update On My Husband And Family
GOOD EVENING YALL I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE AND UPDATE ON MY HUSBAND AND HOW THE FIRST DAY OF RECOVERY WENT. WELL LATE LAST NIGHT MY HUSBAND ENDED RETURNING TO THE HOSPITAL DUE TO SWELLING IN HIS RIGHT HAND,AND THEY DID XRAYS AND FOUND THAT THE FLANGEE BONE IN HIS RIGHT FINGER WAS BROKEN WHICH IN TURN HE HAS TO GO TO A SPECIALIST THIS COMING WEEK TO HAVE A CAST PUT ON THEY DID CAT SCANS OF HIS BRAIN AND FOUND THAT WHERE HE IMPACTED THE WINDSHEILD OF THE TRUCK AND GASHED HIS HEAD OPEN THE DOCTORS THINK HE MAY HAVE BRUISE ON HIS BRAIN OR EITHER WHAT THEY CALL A BLEED WHICH IS WHERE THERE IS BLEEDING ON THE BRAIN WHICH COULD TURN MORE SERIOUS SO THEY WILL DO ANOTHER CAT SCAN ON HIS BRAIN PROBABLY MONDAY OR TUESDAY TO CHECK IT. THEY DID MRI'S AND NUMEROUS OTHER THINGS TO CHECK HIS ENTIRE BODY LUCKILY THERE WERENT ANY OTHER BROKEN BONES HOWEVER THEY ALSO THINK HE MAY HAVE SOMETHING WRONG OR OUT OF PLACE WITH MY HUSBANDS NECK OR BACK WHICH AGAIN THE BONE SPECIALIST WILL XRAY HIM AGAIN TO CHECK O

3rd Letter She Wrote (04/08/07)
tracy martins Hello Honey how are you doing thank for the lovly Mail..I Live in Nigeria now....Lagos...I was born in England and grow up in US...I would Love to come down to canada so that will can meet each other in person distance dont mean anything to me i am new to this online dating..I am not here for game I need a Man to spend the whole of my life with....MHair Color: Medium Blonde Eye Color: Brown...Measurements: 36(C)-26-36 Height: 5'5" (165 cm) Weight: 120 lbs (54 kg)..It has been a long time i have gone for shopping my shoe size is 12...my birthday is march 2nd 1982....I am no more working babe....i did not have any kids i live alone..Nope i did not have a car....Well i want you to know that i am honest loyal and open mind person i did not play game...honesty matter most in a Relationship...is nice time having a men to spend the rest of my life with so how do u treat a woman can u send me some of ur pics u did not mid becuse i believe in one thing in life anything u are d

Woo Hoo
Aug, 5th, So here another year rolled by, nothing exciting. I'm already past the ages to look forward to doing anything "legal". Maybe I'll get a cool gift, but usually not. So here's to another Birthday; Woo Frickity Hoo! Can't wait I'm so excited.

2nd Letter She Wrote (04/08/07)
tracy martins Okay babe I will be waiting to read yr mail I would Love to meet you and hold you next to me I am missing you as if a part of me is missing...Yes i did not have any boyfriend I need a Man to spend the whole of my life with you are handsome and cute i really want to meet you and hold you next to me...Tracy

Wow!
I asked a question in a mum to see what response I would get on how people are with their morals and was very impressed with it. I must say that my roommates son is available and is very sexy but we are only friends and that wouls ruin it. So, ladies I know a good man looking for a good woman and he is awesome I do have a picture available if you would like to see him.

You Are Being Recorded For Security And Humor.
Yes, my firewall saves all my IMs including the Shoutbox. So if you piss me off it may end up right here. Those of my friends, you dont have anything to worry about. Its only to save support conversations and to get a good laugh later on. You have been warned ;-) Ha! Big hugs =-)))

2nd Letter I Wrote
It's kind of late for now, but promise to read your Email tomorrow, more carefully, but wanted to tell you that you are georgious and yeah....how come you still don't have a boyfriend yet? Anyways going to bed and hope here from you soon...Here's some pictures that I'm sending you....good night and sleep tight too!

Begging For Rates...lol
I love these. When you get a random spam on the shoutbox begging for points. This is funny. He didnt know what he was getting into. >~Smokin Dj...: commenting them all could get ya a Yaht ;-) your choice ->~Smokin Dj...: you have 406 more to rate if you want the points and the gift. vaz185: what do u mean ->~Smokin Dj...: 406 to get the points and gift. vaz185: OK I RATED IT ->~Smokin Dj...: I did rate yours and you said that if I fan you and rate you. You would do the same. since both of us are not interested in each others pix. I call it fair. ->~Smokin Dj...: which will be well over 1000pts ->~Smokin Dj...: as I said. Rate all of my stash and I'll give you a BigPimpin Gift plus all the points you earn ;-) ->~Smokin Dj...: http:...(to my .12 gauge auto-fire shotgun vid) vaz185: send me the link ->~Smokin Dj...: so you dont want rate my stash now? =-( vaz185: No u dont ->~Smokin Dj...: i really dont have any pix you wanna see. ->~Smokin Dj...: How about we start on th

Game Invites
My apologies for not responding to the game invites that I've been recieving. I almost always have 5-6 tabs open when I'm on here so I'm usually not looking at Fubar. I come back to this tab to occasionally check my alerts or when I hear the sound for my shoutbox (the only sound I have on) or if my browser freezes for a few seconds (the other way I know I've been shouted). If you've sent me a game request just know that I wasn't ignoring it, I just didn't see it until it was too late. If you want to make sure I see it (or get my attention for any other reason) check my status to make sure I'm here, shout me, give me a few seconds for my browser to recover and I will respond. :)

1st Letter I Sent Her (04/08/07)
Hi Sugar! I got your pictures yesterday and received another Email from you today. I guess you're kind of serious about finding your life partner! I'm as serious as you are, but when I meet people from the Net, it kinds of freaks me out a bit. My uncle just got scammed into something like that. He met this nice Russian lady about 6 months ago and was supposed to meet her last weekend (she was supposed to come down to Canada) but after telling us some sort of story about why she couldn't take the plane, we soon realized that she was scamming my uncle. So he thought that he had met someone he could trust and love, but she just took advantage of him. So now if you understand what I'm saying, you will be patient with me....At least 'till I can build a solid trust toward you. I saw your pictures and I really like what I see. You seem to be the type of person that I would probably ask to dance if I saw you in a Night Club or something. I tried to go back and look at you profile on

1st Letter She Sent Me (04/08/07)
tracy martins Hi Sweetie How are you doing today...I was born in England and grow up in US..Since when i lose my parent i decide to follow my step mom to Nigeria cos she has been taking good care of me I would Love to meet you and get to know you better I am not here for game I am looking for a Man to spend the whole of my life with you seem to be the man i am looking forward to meet...Distance dont mean anything to me what matter most to me is True Love and Understanding...I love reading,listening to music,like action comedy movies,love meeting people far or near, i love been with friend and going out for camping and most of all been close to the nature..Am looking for a man that can make me happy and be there for me through thick and thin and that can help me find the treasure that i have lost and will see me through all my ups and down, a man that is loving caring,undestanding,that will respect my oppinion and most of all that play the game of love I am very outgoing,commun

7 Hundred 55
Barry Bonds just hit Home Run 755. I think it is an excelent accomplishment for any person in MLB. People bash in all kinds of ways, but I think it is an excelent accomplishment and I think everyone interested in Baseball should say Congrats instead of all of dishing out all the bashing. Again just something on my mind.

Where's My Daughter?
Just where in the f*ck does Missy get off thinking she can just take off with Kat and shack up with her newest drug dealer and I'd be ok with that? What kind of bullshit court can award custody to a friek like Missy after her bitch ass lost custody of her first 2? Is it me or does felony theft and trafficking of controlled narcotics a sign of a bad parent? What about getting booted from every place you have ever lived for: non-rent payment, theft, breaking rules, lying, and that's being nice about it. I want my daughter back!! If I'm so unfit, why is it people can find me and I don't have an arrest record a mile long.. Oh ya.. Maybe it's because I HAVE A JOB!! something Missy just is to lazy to do.. Unless she gets desperate and gets a job as a cashier so she can be fired later for robbing the till. KAT.... I MISS YOU!!!!! DADDY LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU!!

Breakfast For Two
I wake up and look at you. The smile on your face even you are sleeping should be the illustration for the word "contentment" in the dictionary. No doubt you are dreaming of that I have either given you or allowed you to give me. Though I am glad you are dreaming dreams of pleasure rather than the nightmares you had before you knew you belonged to me. It is not good for your training to be enjoying something if I am not also receiving pleasure. Quietly I go to the closet and find one of your thickest scarves. Almost as if you know what I am going to do, you roll to one side. Your head moving on your pillow allowing me to slip the scarf under the back of your head. I plan what I am going to do while waiting for you to eventually roll over on your back. Carefully I climb upon you. As you awaken you see that my knees have each of your arms pinned and I am tying the scarf so that you are blindfolded. You lay there quietly, knowing that your Master will tell you what is in store for y

Help!help!help!
Ok friends, fans and family...I need HELP!!! I only need 7,143 till my next level and I want to hit it as fast as I can, so if there is anything u can rate, please help me out, leave a comment that u did, and I will do what I can for u.... Thanks~!!!!!!!!

If You Want To Know........8-4-07
WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE ENTER A CONTEST... I HAVE SOME TOTALLY AWESOME FRIENDS.... THEY JUMPED IN AND HELPED ME GET THIS BLAST..... SHOW THEM SOME LOVE... FAN, RATE, ADD EVERYONE !!!! THEY SOOO RAWK!!! THANKS TO ALL WHO HELPED AND I AM VERY SORRY IF I FORGOT YA, SEVERAL NAMES WEREN'T IN THE RECENT VIEWERS ANYMORE AND I WAS DOING SOME OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD THIS IS AN AWESOME HOST.. WITHIN 10 MINUTES OF FINISHING THIS... I HAD MY BLAST... THANKS HUN... ~MANY COULD LEARN FROM YOU~ WendyCaroline@ fubar THESE PEOPLE SPENT HOURS HELPING ME ON THIS Wolfspirit@ fubar ReBeL_0321 ~~* TCR*~~@ fubar MR MOSTUNDERATED@ fubar .:Coolest Guy Ever™ (FUBARS FINEST™):.@ fubar tkbear@ fubar Aleana@ fubar PEOPLE WHO ALSO WENT OUT OF THERE WAY TO HELP ME wishful thinking@ fubar Andrea@ fubar

Foundation And Life In General
Hello Hope all is well with everyone out there. I have been busy with sortin bears that people have donated .Thank You if you have. I have also been sewing. I make all the vest from camo material, have to cut them out from the pattern and then do alot of sewing to make the final vest ready for the bear. This past week,I have made about 160 of them. I have alot still to do but am at a stopin point since I have no more material. Always keep our Soldiers and there families in your prayers till they all come home safe and sound. If you want to know more about the foundation or want to help in general, you can always email me at : SMKFGuardianbear@aol.com I also have been busy since both of my boy's played summer baseball. I also take them to see the NBWA (pro wrestlers) out of Danville.They have a show coming up on August 12. My oldest son is heading into Jr High(Feelin Old Now lol) and he is playing baseball for the school team as well. Youngest son heading into 3r

Inspiration From Bullshit
If you understand that all things change constantly, there is nothing you will hold on to, all things change. If you aren’t afraid of dying, there is nothing you can’t do. “He who knows other men is discerning; he who knows himself is intelligent. He who overcomes others is strong; he who overcomes himself is mighty. He who is satisfied with his lot is rich; he who goes on acting with energy has a firm will. He who does not fail in the requirements of his position, continues long; he who dies and yet does not perish, has longevity.” ----Tao

Song Reminds Me Of My Last Relationship
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down lyrics Hey girl you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my head. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up with make up in the mirror tell yourself it's never gonna happen again you cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now, as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world bear a consequence If you wait around forever you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say you're right again, say you're right again, heed my lecture. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as you

Help Save The Wolves
Poisoning, trapping, and shooting. Thatâ€™s the fate awaiting gray wolves after the Bush administrationâ€™s plan to â€œdelistâ€ them from the Endangered Species List takes effect. I urge you to send a clear message that mass killing of endangered gray wolves is wrong. But hurry, we only have until August 6 to express our concern. Take immediate action to stop mass killing of wolves. Delisting spells catastrophe for the very survival of wolves. Removal of the animal from the list will also open their habitat to exploitation by corporate special interests. Worse, delisting leaves the animalsâ€™ preservation to the mercy of the state governments. And the state officials charged with â€œprotection and preservationâ€ are not hiding their glee. Idaho Governor â€œButchâ€ Otter is no friend to wolves. He is calling on state hunters to start the carnage as soon as the ink is dry, and he is willing to lead by example. â€œIâ€™m prepared to bid for that first ticket to shoot a

I Am The Luckiest Man On Earth
Angel you were absolutely beautiful this morning, I could not think of a better way to start my day. This morning was a shining example of why every day with you is Christmas. You know exactly what to do to make me feel so very special. As though being loved by the most beautiful woman ever, was not enough, I am the luckiest man on earth. And the whole world could hear my heart beat today Angel, the whole world. I love you.

Sweet Time
YOU SAY YOU LOVE SOMEONE,AND THAT'S FINE, EVEN IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE DON'T RUSH THINGS, SLOW DOWN,TRUE LOVE TAKES TIME, IF YOU HURRY THEN YOU MIGHT NOT GET WHAT YOU REALLY WANT IN THE LONG RUN, I KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE LONELY, BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW MY DEAR FRIEND, AND BE SURE THIS IS WHAT YOU REALLY WANT, OR YOU COULD GET HURT AGAIN,AND I DON'T WANT TO SEE THAT HAPPEN CAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU.

A Little Bit About Me
I get the same questions over and over again.. so here are some answers.. I am 50.. yes I really am..why would I lie about being 50? lol just kills me that people even ask that.. I have dated younger women.. but prefer to date women in their 30's and 40's ... (Kitties are cute but I prefer a Cat that is already trained.. lmao.. hahahahaaa) I am 5'11" .. and I prefer women Sexy, Well shaped over and under. I really am that busy.. I have three Son's.. and hey I have a real life too... I live in Centrel California.. about an hour east of San Francisco.. I am single... well divorced.. for five years.. why you ask.. well the ultimate deal breaker.. she cheated.. enough said.. I had a girlfriend but we broke up.. I don't want to jump into a relationship with the next women that comes along.. I am picky about who I spend my precious time with.. I will not settle.. I am hard to get to know.. I will be nice to everyone but only a select few who earn my trust will ever ge

Bouncer Feedback...lol ;-)
A I posted earlier. One of my MUMMs was flagged NSFW then deleted. Followed by a week of banishment from the MUMM until I frakin beg Scrapper for my privileges back which I totally think is BS. Especially because some non-saluted hater can slam my shit and screw me for a week when I'm a paying VIC. OH, well on to new news. This bulletin passed my way yesterday...... How they killed the Mumms. Just saw this. Yes, good idea. Yes, they are killing this place. I might comment more, but will hold for now. With Scrapper's new rules about banning people for marking their own Mumms as NSFW to avoid them being reported by the assholes that are just marking certain peoples mumms for no reason we need to teach Scrapper and company that its bad business to piss off the customers. So this is what I propose of all mummers.... 1. Do not post mumms. 2. Do not comment mumms. 3. Mark any and all mumms as NSFW that aren't already marked. If those of us that bash and have witty comments f

Thank You All
OK THANK YOU ALL FOR VIEWUNG MY WEB PAGE THIS MEANSS ALOT TO ME AS i AM VERY OUT GOING PERSON .. I TREID POSTING MUMMS BUT WHEN I ASKED.. CAN WE ALL GET ALONG MEANING LET ALL COME TOGETHER AS ONE AND BE HUMANS ANS FRIENDS NO MATER WHAT ..THE POWERS THAT BE SHUT IT DOWN THEY DIDNOT RESPONED TO MY QUESTIONS ON WHY THAT UPSET THEM SO MUCH.. THEY HAD NO SWEAT WHEN I POSTED AM I A TOOL.. THE WHOLE THING IS WITH ME IS MANLY MY DAD HAS CANCER I TAKE CARE OF HIM.OR AT LEAST HELP THAT WHY PLUS THE FACT I PAY NO MONEY ALLOWS NE TO VISTED MY KIDS ELS WHERE.. MANY OF YOU WHERE DOWN WRITE MEAN. TO ME THEN WHEN RATEDA 1 TO HER PAGE AFTER ALONG A MEAND COMMENT WAS MADE SHE WHENT OFF.... OK SO MY SPELING SUCKS DUDE I WORK IN DECK I DON'T NEED TO BE SMART THATS WHY THEY HAVE SPELL CHECK. M-K.ANYWAY TO TYOU WHO SAID NICE THINGS AND ARE MY FREIND PLEASE KNOW I WILL TRY TO DO WHAT YOU ASK IF AM HERE IN THE U.S.A... DON'T PUTOFF IF FORTHE NEXT 3 MONTHS YOU GET ZIP IAM SUPORRTING YOUR TROOPS BY SHIPPING

Puter Errors Suck
That was what I saw last week when I first called Dell Tech support. There was much run around had, and I spent $40 to try and back up my hard drive (there was nothing left thanks to this blue screen coming up so often.). My hard drive was dead, so they sent me a new one. I was so happy for about 15 hours. And then I called again, and this time they downloaded a patch. That didn't work either. So Dell is now going to send a tech out to install a new memory card. And I am back to the waiting game.

A Rant.. On Shouts.
If you feel the need to shout me. Please TRY and be intelligent. I enjoy good conversation as much as the next person. I like to think I am intelligent therefore I do consider what you have said, and think of a response which will further the conversation. I do not -need- moron's sending me shout's like this: "i heard, the dingos are getting smarter and smarter ...they are taking cabs into the city now to steal babies... .. . . thats just what ive heard," I have enough with being pregnant and everything else going on in my life without, you making completely stupid remarks. Doing this will have you blocked instantly. And then have me going and finding out if your on any of my lists 'Friends' 'Fans of' and removing your sick minded self off it instantly. There will never be a time I'll forgive a comment along those lines. I don't need to see it, and I'm not putting up with it. - Emjay

If Each One Post 4 Comments
I was thinking if each one that i have on my friend list would post 4 comments my one friend would get where they need to be so fast so come on stop by and post some comments they dont even have to make since stop and think how hard it is for you to do something on your own.

Ok People Its Official
I am offically as of 8:30pm CST the PR for circle of friends radio so please go there and listen. they will play just about anything you want. Come to disaiblities-r-us.com to find the dj and make a request or dedication. or contact me and ill get in touch with the dj and do it for you. Just turn into the station. You wont regret it i promise you. If you arent happy with the music let me know and ill step down from my job. Thats how serious i am about this site. We want our listeners to be happy with the music.

Management Lesson
Lesson One An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing?" The eagle answered: "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it. Management Lesson - To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up. Lesson Two A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy." "Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree. He was promptly spotted by a farm

Fubar Support Blog
Besides SabrinaK's blog which I do refer to on my profile already (actually, this one more often updated- will add this certainly there after likewise requesting permission...), Year Of the Dragon's blog here is an excellent resource. Eric

Still Anyones Prize!
The Contest has really heated up, with just one day into it,theres already at least 4 competitors with well over 3000 votes thats a lot of votes in one day but the contests is open til next saturday....So theres a long way to go and alota time left, its still anyones prizes.... Ill be posting a leaders blog tomorow to show the top 10 competitors...Im also gonna be returning all fans ive gotten...ive gotten alot of you bacl allready, but will be getting to the rest hopefully this evening and if not dont worry ill be getting you back tommorw then.... Have a rocking night And thanks again from me and the competitors for your participation.......

Stupid Facts 3
Three most profitable sections in a supermarket: meat, fresh produce, pet food. Ayatollah Ruhollah Khomeini had a weakness for cologne. There are 3 Taco Bell restaurants in downtown Mexico City. Mark Twain tried to convince childern that Santa Claus lived on the moon. He couldn't. Yum yum! A pound of houseflies contains more protein than a pound of beef. Marriage fact: The average U.S. wedding costs $17,479, giveor take a few bucks. 54% of U.S. women say they'd rather "get run over by a truck" than gain 150 lbs. 71% of college-educated women-but only 44% of non-collee educated women-breastfeed. IRS fact: million taxpayers a year wait until April to begin filling out their tax returns. 63% of shopping mall Santas have a college degree...and 29% are fluent in sign language. 74% of U.S. teens believe in the supernatural...and 16% believe in the Loch Ness Monster. Most effective deterrent to house brea-ins: "A noisy dog." most thieves say. How do they co

Wat Tp Get [points On "fubari* ..
What are Points and how do I earn them? You earn points while you surf and interact on fubar. When you reach a certain level, you will unlock features and benefits such as increased photo storage, ability to rate and comment more photos, ability to create MuMMs and more. You can see your point total on your home page or profile page. Points also help your Ranking. Points are awarded when you: * Rate a photo * Leave a photo comment * Upload a photo * Leave a comment * Change your trackz * Rate a member’s profile * Upload a mobile photo * Someone becomes your fan * Someone adds you as a friend * Take someone’s cherry comment * Configure your mobile phone * Configure your trackz * Upload a stash item * Rate a stash item * Comment on a stash item * Successfully invite someone to join fubar (500 points each) * Stop by the fuBank and participate in one of the product offerings. * Post a Blast! - e

Let Your Light Light Shine
if you take one little candle into a dark room, you too can fill it with light. All it takes is one little light, a little light that we all hold in our hearts. Let your light shine on all the people you see. Cast out the darkness of hate. http://www.peacenowar.net/newpeace/

Some People
Why is it that just because I live in Woodstock NY people think that I do drugs and when I tell them that I have been clean for over 10 yrs they just up and vanish.. I feel that I have come a long way and even my work shows that I just don't understand people at times..(shakes head and walks off) Now for the 11 O'clock news

Death Of A Patient :(
So as many of you know, I work in a pharmacy, matter of fact I work in a number of pharmacies. I'm on y way to getting my doctorate in pharmaceuticals and becoming a Pharmacist to further my career in medicine, and at this point am what you would consider a Senior Tech at my home store, and a Trainer for the district. I've only been there since August, but since then I've made a lot of friends, a lot of patients who have come to know me as "their Tech." Living in a small town, I know what's going on with their children, their lives, how they are, what's coming around the corner, things of that nature, and truly, as much as I work, they become a part of your life. One of my patients passed on today. I took it hard because well, he was perhaps oen of the most unique patients I've had. His wife, always picked up his prescriptions and despite all that she was going through, she was just the sweetest of ladies. I hadn't seen her in weeks, and she came by today. When I brought her p

Thinking Of You.....
I hold your image in my thoughts, your body, the curve of your breasts and your perfect skin; the thoughts making me wet. The memories of your last touch are still etched in my mind. I let my hands wander, over my shirt, as I lay alone in my bed wishing I was with you. I find my breasts and circle my fingers on top of the material, until I feel my nipples stand hard pressing against my touch. Slowly I slide off my shirt in one solid movement. I don't need clothes for what I have in mind. The thing I need to do, to satisfy my want. My fingers find my nipples once more, twisting them, pinching them making them hard. Squeezing them until their ache is matched by one between my legs My hands move down further. Move down to the nakedness below my waist. To the source of my heat, the place I long for your touch. My fingers slide over myself, teasing my body and not giving in to what I desire, just yet. I slide my hands down to my thighs drawing my fingernails along t

Life
life is so confusing especially when it comes to relationships,your partner says they want to be with you, that he loves you,but he acts like he dont want to be with you. you ask him to spend time with you but he says he is to tired so you go to bed and he gets up and plays on the computer. love is so strange at times.

Phoenix Vs. Florida
Phoenix vs. Florida Its sooo much fucking better here. Why Phoenix is better 1. You never see turtles for sale on the side of the road. 2. Ok on that note you never see people selling boiled peanuts on the side of the road in Phoenix- what fuck why would you boil a peanut and eat it? Gross. 3. I can see the ground here. That goddamn brush and shit thats every where in Florida is lame. 4. One word- Reggae-tone. What the fuck are they saying?? 5. Haven’t seen one confederate flag. 6. You can’t set your watch by the rain. 7. Hurricanes. 8. Sweet Tea- that shit is soooo gross. And they drink it by the goddamn gallon down there. Fuckers. No wonder why their teeth are jacked up. 9. The Mouse and the fucking tourists. 10. International Drive In defense of Florida this is going to be a short list: 1. Wait.. here’s an epiphany- its too fucking hot to stand on the side of the road and sell jack shit. The turtles w

Diatomaceous Earth
What is Diatomaceous Earth? Diatomaceous earth is a remarkable, all-natural product made from tiny fossilized water plants. Diatomaceous Earth is a naturally occurring siliceous sedimentary mineral compound from microscopic skeletal remains of unicellular algae-like plants called diatoms. These plants have been part of the earth's ecology since prehistoric times. 30 million years ago the diatoms built up into deep, chalky deposits of diatomite. The diatoms are mined and ground up to render a powder that looks and feels like talcum powder to us. It is a mineral based pesticide. DE is approximately 3% magnesium, 33% silicon, 19% calcium, 5% sodium, 2% iron and many other trace minerals such as titanium, boron, manganese, copper and zirconium. Diatomaceous Earth is a natural (not calcined or flux calcined) compound. Diatomaceous Earth is a natural grade diatomite. However, the continual breathing of any dust should he absolutely avoided. How does it work? To insects DE is a lethal du

I Think We Should Break Up
Dear Internet I can’t believe that I’m going to write this but I think that it’s finally time that we break up. You haven’t been the same lately and I can’t take it any longer. I remember when you used to be my best friend. You used to get me laid via plenty of fish or fubar. You used to help me to stay in touch with friends and family across the world. We would buy tickets for concerts together, watched porno and instant message our friends. You even helped me do my taxes. What a pal you were. Lately all that’s changed. You’re boring. I’ve seen all you have to offer and frankly I’m no longer impressed. I know that breaking up can be hard to do but I’m sure that you’ll move on and find some other schmuck that loves you as much as I did. I think it’s best that we don’t see each other again, K PS – you filthy, cheating whore, I know you gave me that virus.

National Airborne Day
Hagel Submits Senate Resolution to Designate August 16, 2007 "National Airborne Day" http://hagel.senate.gov/index.cfm?FuseAction=PressReleases.Detail&PressRelease_id=219506&Month=2&Year=2007 February 15th, 2007 - WASHINGTON, D.C. - U.S. Senator Chuck Hagel (R-NE) introduced a Senate Resolution today designating August 16, 2007 as “National Airborne Day.” August 16, 2007 will be the 67th Anniversary of the first official jump by the Army Parachute Test Platoon. The resolution was co-sponsored by Senators Reed (D-RI), Clinton (D-NY), Burr (R-NC), Reid (D-NV), Snowe (R-ME), Kerry (D-MA), and Gregg (R-NH). It will be referred to the Senate Judiciary Committee for consideration. “Over the last 67 years, U.S. airborne forces have performed important military and peace-keeping operations throughout the world, including Operation Iraqi Freedom. August 16th is a day to celebrate and thank Airborne veterans and Airborne units for their tireless commitment to our Nation's defense

Online Lust Part 2
Both storms subsided and the 2 lovers kissed goodnight right there in the rain and said a goodbye neither wanted to speak. all the way home all she could feel taste smell and want was him...God how could it be that wonderful that perfect that intense .........She pulls over to the highway shoulder grabs her cell N calls him. "Hello" she hears then she says it like it is...Look babe I didnt get enough of you Im dying for more turn your truck around and come home with me. He doesnt think twice he turns his truck around and he speeds to where she is waiting. They push every speed limit on the way to her house they both fly out of their vehicles before thay are really stopped ..Its a magnet like attraction they are back in each others arms clothes flying off right there n the front yard. She gets the door open they cant even make it to a room right there in the entry way he slams her against the wall rips her clothes off n lifts her enough he can slide his hard cock inside her. There is no

Bill To Aid Military Families
Hagel Reintroduces Bill to Aid Military Families http://hagel.senate.gov/index.cfm?FuseAction=PressReleases.Detail&PressRelease_id=219519&Month=3&Year=2007 March 20th, 2007 - WASHINGTON, D.C. - U.S. Senator Chuck Hagel (R-NE) joined Senator Bill Nelson (D-FL) today in reintroducing the “Military Retiree Survivor Benefit Equity Act.” This legislation would allow qualifying surviving spouses of military service members to receive survivor annuities—without being offset—from both the Department of Veterans’ Affairs and the Department of Defense. “America owes a great debt of gratitude to our professional service members. It is important to remember that years of devoted service also affects not only service members, but their families. This legislation will ensure that surviving military spouses are guaranteed access to the benefits that were earned and purchased by the service of their loved one,” Hagel said. Currently, when a retired service member passes away from a s

New Rules
New Rule : Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them!? Besides, I already know what the captain of the basketball team is doing these days--mowing my lawn. New Rule : Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain?? Trout? New Rule : Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule : If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule : Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of the

A Jen Pimp Out & Thank You!!
I want to thank all of you for helping me level last night, u guys are awesome! Thanks to "LilBamaGirl" she went above and beyond to help me out, ur an amazing woman ((Hugs)) Thank you from the bottom of my heart, it meant alot to me. It was nice seeing my friends and people I never met before, come together and help me out. I have some awesome friends and made some more awesome friends as well. I will return the love, may take awhile but I will come through. Much love 2 u all! xoxox Jen ♥LilBamaGirl♥@ fubar ~~Tizz~~@ fubar _Cappy_@ fubar IONE4U~~~Head Greeter" Guilty Pleasures" LOUNGE@ fubar *~*fu girl Bambi *~* *~*"Carpentress"*~*@ fubar ♥BooBoo...KDM'Z AnGeL Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar jfloranine~reppin DSC~in the underground@ fubar Jon@ fubar ~Tracy~ CO-OWNER OF THE BIGSEXY BOMBERS AND PR

National Purple Heart Recognition Day
HAGEL, CLINTON INTRODUCE RESOLUTION MARKING 75TH ANNIVERSARY OF THE MILITARY ORDER OF THE PURPLE HEART Senators also reintroduce legislation to support National Purple Heart Recognition Day http://hagel.senate.gov/index.cfm?FuseAction=PressReleases.Detail&PressRelease_id=219525&Month=4&Year=2007 April 12th, 2007 - WASHINGTON, DC - Senators Chuck Hagel (R-NE) and Hillary Rodham Clinton (D-NY) today are introducing a resolution to recognize the 75th Anniversary of the Military Order of the Purple Heart and to commend all recipients of the Purple Heart for their demonstration of heroism on behalf of the United States. Also today, the Senators reintroduced legislation to support “National Purple Heart Recognition Day,” which honors all of those brave service members who were severely injured while serving their country and who were awarded a Purple Heart. “The men and women of our armed forces who have received the Purple Heart have gone above and beyond the call of du

Damn Mumms Anyway!! Lol
MuMMers...as per Scrapper's Instructions: PLEASE READ! First off, take a deep breath. Your MuMM suspension was nothing personal. The automated message you received probably told you it was NSFW. If it wasn't NSFW, it was flagged because it did not meet the MuMM guidelines. The following information will help you better understand your suspension. Also, I do not see 99% of the MuMMs that are flagged. I am just the guy who can help you turn them back on. Please do not shoot the messenger. Please make sure to read this entire blog. 1. I will not debate, argue, discuss or get involved in MuMM drama. 2. MuMM stands for Make Up Your Mind! It is a place for users to post legitimate questions asking for advice from our community. The format is self explanatory. Do not deviate from the format or your MuMM will be deleted. 3. MuMMs are NOT the bulletin board, Stash, photo gallery or your own personal blog to rant. MuMMs are not meant to perpetuate drama towards another user or the s

Bipartisan Bill To Improve Va Services For Blind Veterans
Hagel Introduces Bipartisan Bill to Improve VA Services for Blind Veterans Authorizes Scholarship Program for Students Seeking Training in Blind Rehabilitation http://hagel.senate.gov/index.cfm?FuseAction=PressReleases.Detail&PressRelease_id=219541&Month=6&Year=2007 June 21st, 2007 - Washington, D.C. - U.S. Senator Chuck Hagel (R-NE) introduced legislation today that would help the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) meet the increasing demands of today’s blind veteran population. Senators Barack Obama (D-IL) and Sherrod Brown (D-OH), both members of the Senate Veteran Affairs Committee, joined Hagel as original cosponsors of the legislation. The legislation directs the Secretary of Veterans Affairs to establish a scholarship program for students seeking a degree or training in the area of blind rehabilitation. Recipients of the scholarship would be required to work at least three years in the VA system. “Service members sacrificing for our country in a time of war

Special Friend!!!
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend, Someone that chages your life just by being a part of it Someone who makes you laugh until u cant stop Someone who makes you believe that there is really good on the world someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it This is forever friendship

Getting Sick
wow! a lot has changed on this site since ive gotten back in the loop! ive spent the last week and a half being seriously sick, and before that i was working on a couple major projects. last thursday, my mom took me to primacare for what i thought was an oncoming sinus infection (which im prone too), and the docs there know me, and so then gave me an antibiotic shot and a script for a 10 day coarse of antbiotics. so then in the middle of the night, i wake up freezing, and shaking uncontrolably, with a fever over 103 degrees and a horrible migraine, stiff neck, and lower back and leg pain. so the following moring i wake up with th esame thing. so i get out of bed and go talk to my mom who cant belive how high my fever then is while im again shaking uncontrolably. again, with a more than the usual bad migraine, stiff neck, and so forth. so this just keeps getting worse and by saturday my fever has yet gotten higher, and my migraine unbearable. so my mom then takes me to the plano prebeta

Me Hurting
so I fuck up my knee the other day. I got it look at today and will have it look at sometime this week and also have it in a cast, its one I can take off but I can't move it. SO it looks like I will be doing nothing for a while.

I Am A Witch
I Am A Witch” (repost ) Body: “I AM A WITCH” RIBBON CAMPAIGN FOR 2007 “I Am A Witch” When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in, who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a “WITCH” means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a “WITCH” means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life my way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a “WITCH”. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else’s

Online Lust
Online lust a few typed words a few sweet nothings and shes hooked. He knows exactly how to make her feel thingsshes never felt before. Its like the words on the screen reach out and touch her caress her. They talk like that for years maybe every night maybe once a week but its always the same. he turns her on and she sits there @ her somputer making herself cum over and over. He tells her shes beautiful and she never sees what he sees but in those moments with him shes gorgeous shes ll she has ever wanted to be . she wants him she wants to feel him hold her kiss her touch her she wants to feel the hard cock shes seen so many times in pics inside her. At night when she lies down for bed she sees him she is automatically turned on by him ..she turns out the light and slowly begins to touch her self...teasing her nipples into hard pebbles rubbing her clit til shes so wet she can feel it dripping. She slides her vibrator inside of her fucking herself just wishing it was him. Then after

What I Have Learned
What i have learned in my almost 22 yrs of life is that it's unpredictable. I could die halfway through typing this 4 all i know. Too many people go through life worring how pretty they aree or how skinny they or even how popular they are. The truth is who fucking cares... life is what it is u can not make people like you. You can not make your life longer and u will never be able to change who your related to. Another thing that i have learned is that shit happenes! Good or bad it happens, and it always happns 4 a reason! Some things and the reasoning behind it never make sence like why children are abused or why women and men are raped and/or murdered. Why innocent people are killed everyday. Life is not ment to be understood so to speak or to be overanalized, life is well just that life. It is a rollar coaster or a card game, u get hwat you delt and u deal with it and it will turn u upside down and snap you in all sorts of directions. Even with that all said it is

Senate Passes “wounded Warriors Act”
Senate Passes “Wounded Warriors Act” Provides Comprehensive Approach for Treatment of Wounded Service Members http://hagel.senate.gov/index.cfm?FuseAction=PressReleases.Detail&PressRelease_id=219548&Month=7&Year=2007 July 12th, 2007 - Washington, D.C. - The United States Senate passed today by a vote of 94-0 the “Dignified Treatment of Wounded Warriors Act” as an amendment to the FY2008 National Defense Authorization Act. U.S. Senator Chuck Hagel (R-NE) was a cosponsor of the amendment. The amendment would provide for an overhaul in the medical and disabilities systems at the Department of Defense (DoD) and Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) to better care for service members wounded in service to the country. “This is common sense legislation that is long overdue. Our current system to treat wounded soldiers is overburdened by more patients than it was prepared to help. This amendment will provide the comprehensive approach necessary to ensure that the best resourc

Tis Strange- Tis Odd
How things turn out. How the one you least expect to understand reminds you who you are- stokes the fire that had become dormant within, the fire that had kept you true to yourself, the fire you had tempered for the fear of those who might get burned. To those who are listening, this fire will rage as it has never raged before, so if your skin is sensitive, if you fear the flame, by all means take cover. For never again will it be stilled- never again will it be the quiet hearthfire- it will blaze and burn any who stand in its path. The beast- the tiger lily- the wolf maid has awakened....