well there ya go....listening to the same old music but the feeling has left me....that feeling of being looked at for more then a friend,it starts with a good bye, and ends in tears... and the middle is sadness and grief, losing someone so close to you hurts...hurts worse then you can imagine, i guess im going to have to cry until i have no more tears, i guess im going to have to look at my heart in a few pieces instead of being whole....and one day a man will come along and help me pick up whats left of me.. he will hold me in strong, gentle arms, look into my eyes and tell me its ok to be sad , and its ok to love again...its ok to throw that t-shirt away, its ok to make love all night long again, its ok to let your heart all go...let it go into the arms of another...i wonder what it is like to feel love so great it hurts you to be apart? i wonder what it is like to have a man all to yourself? i wonder what it is like to be loved by someone with all their heart? i wonder what it is like to feel so much for some one and have them feel the same way... ??? these are the things i wonder about...??