I don't wanna sleep
I can't close my eyes anymore
It hurts just to see
My mind is a trash whore
Wasted to break apart a soul
I reap my own insecurities
I shed my eyes the love I see
I breath in the hate
Just to relate to pain I greed
I open my wounds that I started
The cuts release
I am alive
Oh yes. Life.
An Angel walks to me
I can see him but I don't believe
I control my lust
It controls my heart
He whispers come near
I see that I am fake and s(he) is real
I want to kill my insides
I scream at the mirror to stop staring
I'm in a world of shit and filth
And than I fall in line
One more time......
