What sucks the most is when you think your life is going so well and then out of no where something comes and knocks you down. whether the at something is sickness or losing your good friends. unfortunatley it is both for me. i had some really close friends and then out of nowhere the phone you call keeps ringing to the answer machine or they hang up on you cuz they are to busy to say hi for a minute or their phone calls to you never come. it sucks cuz this happens to me all the time and my dumb ass keeps letting it happen. i try to spend time with them but with being sick and working the graveyard shift my day is busy but at least i try. i just hope things only go up from here.
