I'm now fuckin single.. well i have no idea what the fuck is goin on but the excuse i got for him not being with me is the funniest thing i ever heard in my fuckin life. "I can't be with you because i'm attracted to you. I want you all the time and i can't have you. I am sexually frustrated by you.. I can't concentrate on my work or anythin cause all i wanna do is get laid". Oh my freakin word! Is that such a bad thing to be attracted to your own gf? I think its a buncha bullshit and he's just fuckin afraid of committment because the relationship was starting to get serious... If you love someone as he says he loves me and that i have his heart, u should be able to get through it right .. work things out right? Wrong.
This guy had my freaking heart .. still does even though it shattered into a million pieces. The story of what happened is actually pretty long and as i type very fast im just tired from lack of sleep... yes i have been cryin .. yes i am very upset ... i will live but i really wanna be with him ...
so i ask myself this ?... why are guys such jerks?
