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U know it's so funny how fate works on your side and it was definitely workin on my side today. I have been having issues with steve (was my bf) and the way he had been treatin me. Well, it's been a mess n a half that i don't feel like goin into detail right now .. but to sum it up, he's been breakin up , making up, breaking up. It's been an emotional roller coaster for me. Recently steve and i have called it quits but been workin on tryin to fix it. I found out a couple things i wasnt too happy about .. and i was tryin to catch him on it. But as I was walking out the door to head to pick my daughter up at school, my friend dan who i have been talkin to on myspace.. was walking by to head to a friends house right in the same direction. Apparently his phone was shut off today because he was moving and had no internet or phone to get in touch with me.. he was goin to his friends house to email me . I thought it was fuckin awesome and we walked towards his friends (it was on the way to dess's school) and his friend wasn't home... I asked him if he wanted to walk with me to get dess.. He said yea... We picked her up and walked back to my house.. he introduced himself to my mom and stood and talked to her for a bit .. i invited him in .. we chilled and watched movies.. dess seemed to like him alot ... he stayed for dinner.. it was just freakin awesome.. i found myself cuddling up to him ... he helped me get dess ready for bed... and played with her along with me. It was just an amazing day. I can't get over it.. he just left around 12:30AM and i really didn't want him to leave. We stood there on my porch in a bear hug ... omg he wants to take things slow and see where it leads.. I can tell he's very much interested in me. He knows my fam and my daughter's dad. His bro hung out with my bro as well as my daughter's dad. It's just really interesting. He's been helping me so much and he just made me realize that i can do soo much better. Just one day with him proved that to me. One day with him we did so much more then 4 months with steve. Steve would never come to my house for dinner.. he would never help me put dess to bed.. he just wouldnt be there the way that i would have liked him to be. I tell you Dan has really won me over. I'm really starting to believe that i can do so much better than these assholes i have been dating. There are some good guys out there.. and the kicker is that dan says that he's gonna be there for me .. and stick up for me if i need it ... and that i can just be myself. I really hope so. I am takin my time and gettin my act together but i hope he stays there ... im really willing to try .. but i know its too soon for a relationship for me. He understands that. It's just funny how God was on my side and musta wanted us to meet.. because i was outside at the right time.. his friend wasnt home for him to go there ... he just had that time... right place right time. Hopefully i can be happier and get back on track with my life. I'm starting to smile already believe it or not!
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