You know what really really sucks... I went for unemployment .. waited all this freakin time to have my interview and everythin only to get denied. I was counting on it .. i have been since sept 5th with no income since i was terminated from my job. Now, I found this out yesterday ... I'm really frustrated and upset. It wasn't that i walked out the door.. I told the truth about everythin that happened.. and still denied... I can appeal but it's gonna take more time... it freakin sucks.
The thing that's even worse is that i think about it and if i were on my own.. just me and my daughter.. we would be homeless right now. The NJ state government could give a freakin rats ass about people.. esp single moms. It's not that i'm not trying cause i am. I have apps in and everythin .. i just am waiting ... i don't know what more i can do . All i can say is im glad i've got my parents but even then money is hard on them and they relied on me to really help them out. I feel fuckin useless.
The worst part about it is i dont qualify for anythin. I went to welfare after i just had my daughter. they denied me cause i made $10 over the income bracket. Ten freakin dollars..what could you buy with that when you have an newborn baby.
This government sucks... but if you were mexican or spanish.. they wouldnt hesitate to give it to you.. anythin you could want . I'm not racist but i'm gettin fed up ... they could really care less... I'm not one to rely on the welfare system. I worked my ass off ...and pay into it but now that im not and need help.. they are opposed to helping me. I'm gettin fed up and sick of this state... Doesn't anyone agree?