Fubar Blog Posts 1

I Really Like This(kinda Sad)
Turn On Volumethey'd always have funthey'd go to the beach hold hands and collect shells and make sand castles even though they were young this was a start of somthing new but one day after mandy's 6th birthday billy came up to her and said will you be my girlfriend and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and their mom and dad's knew they were perfect.everyday as they grew older their love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better than everthey spent their summers togetherthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work mandy had some breaking newsshe was pregnant with a baby on june 22nd she gave birth to a beautiful baby girlshe grew bigger and bigger and soonmandy knew she was pregnant againshe gave birth to a beautiful baby boy on september

Old Women Are Great
AFTER BEING MARRIED FOR 44 YEARS, I TOOK A CAREFUL LOOK AT MY WIFE ONE DAY AND SAID, HONEY, 44 YEARS AGO WE HAD A CHEAP APARTMENT, A CHEAP CAR, SLEPT ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHED A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV, BUT I GOT TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT WITH A HOT 21-YEAR-OLD GAL. NOW I HAVE A $500,000.00 HOME, A $45,000.00 CAR, A NICE BIG BED AND A PLASMA SCREEN TV, BUT I'M SLEEPING WITH A 65-YEAR-OLD WOMAN. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU'RE NOT HOLDING UP YOUR SIDE OF THINGS." MY WIFE IS A VERY REASONABLE WOMAN. SHE TOLD ME TO GO OUT AND FIND A HOT 21-YEAR-OLD GAL, AND SHE WOULD MAKE SURE THAT I WOULD ONCE AGAIN BE LIVING IN A CHEAP APARTMENT, DRIVING A CHEAP CAR, SLEEPING ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHING A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV. AREN'T OLDER WOMEN GREAT? THEY REALLY KNOW HOW TO SOLVE YOUR MID-LIFE CRISES!

I Have A New Fubar Site
I am going to delete this one so if anyone would like to continue to be a friend and fan visit my new site. I feel like I can concentrate more on my real friends and fans that way instead of going through and deleting people from this one. Here is the link http://fubar.com/johnisfubared

-sorry-
Sorry I love you the way that I do Sorry for everything I put you through Sorry, your love I couldnt renew Sorry our days were just too few Sorry for all that I did Sorry, my love was never hid Sorry that 'us' you rid Sorry I would do whatever you bid Sorry I still love you Sorry I am feeling so blue Sorry I thought our love grew Sorry you did what you had to Sorry for my love for you Sorry we were not true Sorry we are through Sorry our love you outgrew

Atheist Quiz
You scored as Scientific Atheist, These guys rule. I'm not one of them myself, although I play one online. They know the rules of debate, the Laws of Thermodynamics, and can explain evolution in fifty words or less. More concerned with how things ARE than how they should be, these are the people who will bring us into the future. Scientific Atheist92% Apathetic Atheist58% Angry Atheist50% Militant Atheist42% Agnostic33% Spiritual Atheist25% Theist0% What kind of atheist are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Itsy Bitsy Spider.. In A Way You Havent Seen Before
The itsy bitsy spider went up the water spout, I smaked him with the new paper and kncocked him the **** out, I scooped up the spider and put him in the toilet and the itsy bitsy spider went throught the water pipes

When A Cop Sleeps
"When a Cop Sleeps" Sometimes when a cop sleeps, the demons come. The demons bring all the things you want to forget. The demons bring the tears and sweat, the spit and the blood, Oh God the blood. The demons bring the broken bodies from the wrecks the sickening smell of death and the kids...Oh God please, not the kids. Mainly the demons bring the eyes... the hatred and desperation in the eyes of the people you fight, the pleading and pain of the people you try to help, and the quiet and blankness in death of the ones you couldn't. The demons bring sounds too.... the sounds of tires skidding and metal crunching from the wrecks, the gunshots that seem so loud on TV yet so muffled on the street, the screams and crying that all blend together after a while. The demons won't leave... Alcohol and sleeping pills work for a while but they come back. Some have used their own deaths to flee from them, but most of us are scared that in causing our own deat

Aren't Older Women Better?
AFTER BEING MARRIED FOR 44 YEARS, I TOOK A CAREFUL LOOK AT MY WIFE ONE DAY AND SAID, HONEY, 44 YEARS AGO WE HAD A CHEAP APARTMENT, A CHEAP CAR, SLEPT ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHED A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV, BUT I GOT TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT WITH A HOT 21-YEAR-OLD GAL. NOW I HAVE A $500,000.00 HOME, A $45,000.00 CAR, A NICE BIG BED AND A PLASMA SCREEN TV, BUT I'M SLEEPING WITH A 65-YEAR-OLD WOMAN. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU'RE NOT HOLDING UP YOUR SIDE OF THINGS." MY WIFE IS A VERY REASONABLE WOMAN. SHE TOLD ME TO GO OUT AND FIND A HOT 21-YEAR-OLD GAL, AND SHE WOULD MAKE SURE THAT I WOULD ONCE AGAIN BE LIVING IN A CHEAP APARTMENT, DRIVING A CHEAP CAR, SLEEPING ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHING A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV. AREN'T OLDER WOMEN GREAT? THEY REALLY KNOW HOW TO SOLVE YOUR MID-LIFE CRISES!

The Heart
i knew from the start that it was 2 good 2 b true. but i faked it. we were a perfect match. he was the lo 2 my lette. the insanely mean 2 my crazy nice. he was the fizz n my faygo the stars n my sky. we complimented each other perfectly. it was almost as if we were meant 2 b. we had so much n common and so much 2 talk about and learn it was wonderful. kinda like a fairy tale n the making.... then he decided that he would have sex with the fat whore down the street. and lieing 2 me in order 2 do it. my whole world came crashin down like the tears falling from his eyes. through some heavy persuasion by a third party i forgave him. it seems that im the kind of girl that loves assholes. i knew that he was cyber bully...that he was unusually cruel but i never thought he would b like that 2 me. and he wasnt...4 a lil while. i dont like fighting and get along great with others so when all the fighting started i was really tripped out. in no time at all he brought out

Sad Eyes
Tears are falling from my eyes, Why did they fall this way, My eyes are sad, My soul is sad, I don't want to feel this, I want it to go away, My eyes are closed, I can't open them, Too many tears are falling out, What should I do, I don't know for sure, But all I can say is, I want my sad eyes to go away. Copyright ©2007 Aleia Torres

Can't Take It Anymore
Yeah well I never wanted to hurt someone I never wanted to know I never wanted to feel this pain And I can’t wait for it to go I never thought of the hearts I broke I never knew how it was Now I know what it feels like It just makes it worse But my heart can’t take this anymore It’s broken down Ever since you walked out that door And I can’t stand to cry It like life’s just past me by My heart can’t take this anymore You said you never wanted to hurt someone You never wanted to know You never wanted me to feel this pain And you hope it goes You said you never wanted my heart to break You never knew how it was Now you know what it feels like It just makes it worse My heart just can’t take thins anymore Its broken down Ever since you walked out that door And I can’t stand to cry Its like life’s just passed me by My heart…. My heart…. My heart…. Just can’t take it anymore Can’t take it anymore

This Is For "you Know Who You Are"
Do men really think that a woman wants to be "second best" to another woman? A woman of my caliber and education and personality and sex appeal? Come on now...I deserve to be someone's NUMBER 1 and never put to the back burner. So, without callin out names, please don't think of me as anything LESS than the best for someone ELSE! You didn't hurt my feelings and I have nothing but love for you and I hope and pray that she don't hurt your feelings like you did mine. But I am a big girl and a whole lot more than she will ever be. I have the world to offer to someone who deserves it and I can't wait to give it to him when I find him. I will always be here as a friend to you but not as "the other woman" or the one you call when your girl ain't available to have phone sex with you! LOL...My eyes have been opened wide today and I thank you! Carry peace wherever you may go and I hope this is what you truly wanted! Much love for you all and remember...treat people as you want to be treated caus

Another I Dont Know Poem
I just dont know where we go from here. I dont even know if I still want you near. I just dont know how to feel anymore. Every since you walked out the door. Walked out of my life like it was okay. Now you want to work things out and I dont know what to say. Should I start over and forget the past. When I dont even know if this love will even last. Do I make it work or should I let it fade. You hurt me like the cut of a blade. But I still love you, I still care. I just dont know if it's my heart that we should share. I just dont know what I am to do All I know is that i'm missing you.

Holy Hell
Well, I guess "when it rains, it pours", but in my case it seems to be pourin' acid all over my sanity. I have ALOT of difficulty getting around since my legs are about gone. Today I had to replace the brakes on my truck. All 4 sets. Right now I hurt so bad dying wouldn't even give me relief. My whole body is swollen from heat exhaustion, even though I'm still a bit dehydrated. Why the fuck can't I get a break? I mean, it's not TOO much of a pipe dream to be hideously wealthy. (hold on, a sec, I can't stop laughing) But come on, just give me a decent vehicle and enough money to not have to stress over bills EVERY fuckin' month, maybe even be able to play a little and save. I mean, come on, can't a cripple get a LITTLE love????????

Live Like It Were The Last Day Of Your Life..(spanish)
“Vive cada día como si fuera el último”. Aprovecha al máximo cada hora, cada día y cada época de la vida. Así podrás mirar al futuro con confianza y al pasado sin tristeza. Sé Tú mismo. Pero sé lo mejor de tí mismo. Ten valor para ser diferente y seguir Tú propia estrella. Y no tengas miedo de ser Felíz. Goza de lo bello. Ama con toda el alma y el corazón. Cree que aman aquellas personas que Tú amas. Olvídate de lo que hayas hecho por tus amigos y recuerda, lo que ellos han hecho por ti. No repares en lo que el mundo te debe y fíjate en lo que le debes al mundo. Cuando te enfrentes a una decisión, tómala tan sabiamente como te sea posible. Luego olvídala. El momento de la certeza absoluta nunca llega. Sobre todo recuerda, que Dios, ayuda a quienes se ayudan a sí mismos. Actúa como si todo dependiera de ti, y reza como si todo dependiera de Dios. Vive cada día a plenitud. Conquístate a ti mismo. Hoy deseo sugerirte que hagas una experiencia contigo mismo, pa

Re: Writtings From A Soldier Ty Lori Berry
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,The Diesel and Michael & Susan Date: Aug 21, 2007 6:32 PM These are still unpolished and not sure that they ever will be.....Women in the MilitaryI have followed in their footsteps The mothers, sisters, and aunts of our countries pastThey have fought and died on wars bloodied battlefields They have redefined duty,honor, valor, and courage Our daughters, sisters, and neicesknow thier stories and examplesThey understand that a woman dies as a man does With the knowledge that it is for the greater goodFor our future generations for those to have more than we have They give their lives selflesslyas do our fighting men But with more at riskas they are never to be knownor have their name on a wallLori D. BerryUnthanked SentryFor our military personnel. Thank you to My Superman for this.Faceless and namelessSpit upon and MistreatedUnthanked and never appreciated Days never knowing when or if next mealWeeks not kn

What Animal-spirit Lives Inside Of You?
What animal-spirit lives inside of you? WolfInside of you, the spirit of the wolf is sleeping.The wolf is a lonesome traveler in the lonely prairies, the deep woods and the never-ending deserts of ice and snow of the Rocky Mountains, Alaska,the North pole and so on...The wolf is fine with being on his own and managing his days.So are you.But be aware of, that wolves also live in groups often , to support each other and to defend against their enemies with greater success.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Romance
If I had you girl What would you do If I loved you forever Would you love me too How can I survive without you by my side Life wouldn't be the same Because we were meant to be I cant explain my feelings Love is a funny thing I have butterflies in my stomach It makes me want to sing I'll give you the world Your hearts every desire Be your knight in shinning armor Just to see you look at me and admire Open your eyes dear Tell me what you see We belong together Just you and me

Golfing Agony
2 women golfers were playing golf. One teed off and watched in horror >>>as her ball headed toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. The >>>ball hit one of the men. He immediately clasped his hands together at >>>his >>>groin, fell to the ground, and proceeded to roll around in agony. The >>>women rushed down to the man and immediately began to apologize. "Please >>>allow me to help. I'm a physical therapist and I know I can relieve your >>>pain if you'll let me," she told him. "Oh, no, I'll be all right. I'll >>>be >> >>>fine in a few minutes," the man replied. He was in obvious agony, lying >>>in >> >>>the fetal position, still clasping his hands to his groin. At her >>>persistence, however, he finally allowed her to help. She gently took >>>his >>>hands away and laid them to the side, loosened his pants and put her >>>hands >>>inside. She administered tender and artful massage for several long >>>moments and asked, "How does that feel?" He replied, "It

I Say It How It Is Like It Or Not. I Speak My Mind.
I'M FEELING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW MAYBE I'M STILL TIRED FROM MY CONTEST. WHEN I WASN'T BOMBING IT I WAS OUT HUSTLING BOMBS FROM WHOEVER I SAW ON LINE. MAKING TRADES PLEADING FOR HELP. RATTING THE HELL OUT OF ANYTHING I COULD JUST TO SAY THANK YOU TO SOME OF THE ONES WHO WERE HELPING.. IMPOSSIBLE TO GET TO EVERYONE BUT I REALLY TRIED TO GIVE MY THANKS TO AS MANY AS I COULD WHILE TRYING TO BOMB MY CONTEST. TIME! TIME! TIME! TIME! FUBAR IS A SLOW ASS RUNNING SITE. TIME! TIME! TIME! TIME! WHO KNOWS WHAT THE MEANING OF THAT WORD IS? DOES ANYONE? TIME! THE MOST VALUED RESOURCE WE HAVE. THE ONE RESOURCE THAT ONCE ITS GONE ITS GONE. YOU DON'T GET IT BACK. BOMBING VERY TIME CONSUMING. TO ASK SOMEONE TO SHARE WITH YOU SOME OF THEIR TIME IS ASKING A LOT. I DO UNDERSTAND THIS. THATS WHY I DON'T GET 90% OF THE PEOPLE WHO PARTICIPATE IN CONTESTS. TO GO AND ASK YOU TO BOMB AND YOU HAVE NEVER OR PLAN TO NEVER BE IN A CONTEST MAKES YOUR LACK OF HELP OR YOU ANSWER OF NO UNDERSTANDABLE. WOULD N

What An Asshole
~Nocturnal...: ok ->~Nocturnal...: yep a fubar wedding ->wadeio: i will fuck u up one way or another ->wadeio: i dont cry bitch i get even and we aint through ~/~ Sassy ...: a real one/? okay hun whoo hooo ~Nocturnal...: ??? ~Nocturnal...: wedding ->~/~ Sassy ...: i will be there to help when i am done with my friends wedding wadeio: used to it thats ok if you want to cry lol ~/~ Sassy ...: the wedding?? ->wadeio: attack my weight i dont give a fuck hahahahah wadeio: lol wadeio: right looking like that i bet you need makeup and well yeah slim fast ->wadeio: and u aint no man a man dont speak to a woman like u did ash ->wadeio: dont need a man i choose to b free http://fubar.com/user/254264 want to show him as much love as he showed me tonigt copy his link and show him he needs to chill the fuck out on women

Omg...please Pray Or Me And Wish Me Luck!
*out of breath* No sooner than I hit the send button on the e-mail, I began typing this blog....I have just NOW sent my pictures off to BODacious Magazine...I am soooo nervous! If I don't make it, I'll go crazy! There are so many beautiful women out there and I'm scared! lol PLEASE PRAY for ME! I'm not spiritual, but this I need help on! My body is numb with...I guess anticipation! OMG...........*DIES OF RAPID HEART RATE* LOL PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME ENCOURAGING WORDS AND PLEASE CHECK OUT BODACIOUS! http://www.BODaciousMagazine.com Dazzy

Full Timing It
Yep, it's official. I did my first full week of work last week. This week is a drag though. All of the work that has backed up :( I was really getting used to Kelly and mostly her hot friends coming over with food, beer and creative ways (very creative) of keeping me occupied and trying to forget my pain. As I try to kick the painkillers and various other medicines, I'm going totally caffeine free and mostly water the next few weeks. Headaches will be prominent and I hope that Kelly is ready for it... CIAO

Re: Consequences Of Surrender
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: NEVER FORGET Date: Aug 21, 2007 7:32 PM Consequences of Surrender -- Original Message From: --IdahomarineDate: Apr 3, 2007 3:55 AMI'm a Lcpl in the United States Marines, I've just returned from Iraq, and viewing your website has giving me comfort in knowing that what I fought for and what my friend died for was worth the long days and long nights we all worked for, it is people like you that make this job so honorbale and so great. I am Honored and fell Privilaged to defend our nation and to protect people like you. Again I want to thank you for making a place where our Fallen Heros are remembered, and were our troops are honored. For every name on your page and everyone that did not make it home shall never be forgotten and for ever remembered, and I thank you for making this Happen.God Bless America!NEVER FORGET Add to My Profile | More VideosOn beath of my fellow brothers and sisters i

I Don't Know
I don't know I dont know to to speak to you Everytime i go near my heat skips a beat We pass and look at each other but we say nothing, we just keep walking Are you shy to talk to me or do you just dont care if you see me I dont know what your thinking i dont know how you feel Everytime i see you, you sometimes look at me with your beautiful Hazel-Green eyes And everytime you look at me my heart beats fast. i dont know if you notice me But i hope that you will.

An Afterthought
I feel French today. Picture me a golden-haired Asher or a morbid Requiem saying shit that noone understands in hopes of being... understood? Whatever... maybe I have been reading too many Anita Blake novels. But I will not let my 7+ years of French go to waste. And while it may not be understood, I will be glad of the release. Le conte de fées est par-dessus. Il est minuit et je suis une citrouille encore. J'ai embrassé un crapaud et ai fini par avec les verrues. Mes pieds sont coupés et grossi de trébucher par-dessus tant de chemins mauvais si les détritus de pantoufle de verre pour ajuster. Je le morceau la pomme et a senti le flux de sang. Et comme je suis tombé à mes genoux personne m'a attrapé. J'ai dansé où il n'y avait pas de musique. J'ai prié quand il n'y avait pas Dieu. J'ai continué à rêver malgré aucun espoir est parti. La vague de la baguette magique me n'a pas accordé les souhaits mais m'est parti avec assez de regrets. Encore. Maintes et maintes fois. Sans relâche

Repost
in order to help me win u must rate,fan,add sexygirl then u may comment the shit out of me lol ooh i was told if i dont win... well forget wat i was told lol starts at 5pm today.... runs for 10 days but i need it done in 5 so the other 5 will be play time to add more 67,000 point min... thank u all.... *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar ok i hope this all works but i think this is it and NO cheating...of course we have no cheaters as my friends lol ok so after u click on her link rate,add and fan her comp back to mine and click on mine and rate and comment the shit out of me lol.... thank u all.... thanks.... tongue....

The Horse And The Rabbit
A horse and a rabbit A horse and a rabbit are playing in a meadow. The horse falls into a mud hole and is sinking. He calls to the rabbit to go and get the farmer to help pull him out to safety. The rabbit runs to the farm but the farmer can't be found. He drives the farmer's Mercedes back to the mud hole and ties some rope around the bumper. He then throws theother end of the rope to his friend, the horse, and drives the car forward saving him from sinking! A few days later, the rabbit and horse were playing in the meadow again and the rabbit fell into the mud hole. The rabbit yelled to the horse to go and get some help from the farmer. The horse said, "I think I can stand over the hole!" So he stretched over the width of the hole and said, "Grab for my dick and pull yourself up." And the rabbit did and pulled himself to safety. The moral of the story: If you are hung like a horse, you don't need a Mercedes!

My New Job Is Awesome!
Well, after a couple of years of looking, interupted by two major surgeries and a real sucko job that lasted 2 months, I am now working at an awesome job with a great company. I'm working as a system administrator for the application development group of an engineering company that creates wastewater systems. Actually they do anything that has to do with water, and have won numerous awards. I have never worked for a company that treats its employees as nicely as these people do. There are eight of us in the group, plus a manager, who is also a real sweetheart. I have less stress than I have had at any other job, I'm paid well, and they do things to "help" us work. We work in cubes, and even though it's quiet, they give us headphones so when we need to concentrate, we can block the rest of the world out, and blast music if that's what we want. My first day there, they gave me a catalog and asked me to pick out my headphones. I only spent $60 bucks on them. Then I asked for

What Would I Do?
I have work this situation is my mind for some time now. My heart tells me to stay and try to have a stable life for my teen daughters. They have been gone for 5 years. Many have said this is growing pains. That things will work it way out. I thought about that to, maybe we have to get to know each other all over again. However, at what cost? Do I stay with someone that I wish would be more than a caregiver. When we was first a family, it was hard, when they was away and they came home on weekend, it was harder. I know I'm confusing many out there. and I'm sorry for that, I'm confused too. I do love this man, but I don't want to be here anymore. I know in my heart I don't want to get married anymore. I'm 38 years old, I don't want to still be living with a man I know I can't marry. 9 years is a long time, my last realationship last 7 years before I married him. I was "GunShy". I didn't want to get beat again, and the whole time we was together he beat me...Dumn Bi..h.

Confused
Ok, I know last night I was very upset. And well who wouldn't be if you took a chance and feel short of your goal. All day today I have been somewhat quite. Just don't want to talk or even discuss yesterday's events. I have to keep and open mind I know. Even now when I don't want to believe in the things I do believe in. Like faith, hope and love. I know I still have to believe. And the thing is I want to learn, I don't want to keep making the same mistakes. I know I should not compare. But I am gonna just to get a point across. Or, to just wonder what is going on. So, here it goes as to why I am confused. I used a couple of dating sites and match you up and some give you percentages. And I know things like my job and my daughter who will always come first. But, I am everyone's friend high and matching or being and enemy is I don't know how to explain it. Because I am willing to give, and ask for nothing in return. Or am I, that is what I don't know. It really does co

Naughty Application
our Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 8a. Are you a top of a bottom? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 19 number please :)..... SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND - REPOST THIS! TITLE IT-Naughty Application

Fbi, Cia, And Lapd
The LAPD, the FBI, & the CIA are all trying to prove that they are the best at apprehending criminals. The President decides to give them a test. He releases a rabbit into a forest and each of them has to catch it. The CIA goes in. They place animal informants throughout the forest. They question all plant and mineral witnesses. After three months of extensive investigations they conclude that rabbits do not exist. The FBI goes in. After two weeks with no leads they burn the forest, killing everything in it, including the rabbit and they make no apologies. The rabbit had it coming. The LAPD goes in. They come out two hours later with a badly beaten bear. The bear is yelling, "Okay, okay, I'm a rabbit, I'm a rabbit!"

Just A Moment........
Turn On Volumethey'd always have funthey'd go to the beach hold hands and collect shells and make sand castles even though they were young this was a start of somthing new but one day after mandy's 6th birthday billy came up to her and said will you be my girlfriend and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and their mom and dad's knew they were perfect.everyday as they grew older their love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better than everthey spent their summers togetherthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work mandy had some breaking newsshe was pregnant with a baby on june 22nd she gave birth to a beautiful baby girlshe grew bigger and bigger and soonmandy knew she was pregnant againshe gave birth to a beautiful baby boy on september

They've Put A Brassiere On The Camel
They've put a brassiere on the camel she wasnt dressed proper, you know theyve put a brassiere on the camel so her humps wouldnt show and theyre making other respectable plans theyre even insisting the pigs wear pants theyll dress up the ducks if we give em a chance since They've put a brassiere on the camel They've put a brassiere on the camel they claim shes more decent this way They've put a brassiere on the camel the camel had nothing to say they squeezed her into it, i'll never know how they say that she looks more respectable now lord knows what theyve got in mind for the cow since they've put a brassiere on the camel haha another great funny poem by silverstein!

Hinges
HINGES - shel silverstein If we had hinges on our heads There wouldn't be no sin, 'Cause we could take the bad stuff out And leave the good stuff in. This poem is one of my favorites and dedicated to the poet, because he's always been here for me since I first joined. I know it doesn't seem like much but just the fact that knowing I always have someone to talk too and to share poetry and parts of my life with, thank you darling, may you always hold a piece in my heart without having to steal it. You've warmed my heart when my times were down and my heart shattered and put up with me through any and all moods. I know we will never be together but at least I know that we will never be far apart either. Thank you for always being here for me. Hugs and Kisses, I love you too.

Society...is Everyone A Tramp?
Something I've been thinking seriously about that really bothers me. I am one of the many men in America who is attracted to thin women. Now, this use to be a good thing until not long ago. You can't seem to find thin women who are available any more. Wanna guess why?... it's not neccesarily because they're all married either. What I've found is that women who are blessed with thin bodies almost always end up using it to make money. Now, don't get me wrong. I"m not saying that they all become prostitutes but they do find one way or another to get paid for looking the way they do. I don't mean just modeling either. There are any number of ways to sell yourself without actually selling yourself. Web cams and phonelines that hire mock customers to generate the appearance of a large membership, sex lines for lonely men, porn movies, porn mags, and the list goes on and on. Now, before you think that I'm some prude believe me when I tell you that...I am definately not. I do beli

I Knew I Was Right
Je pourrais obtenir furieux. Je pourrais pleurer. Je pourrais obtenir furieux et le cri. Maintenant tout je peux être suis incrédule. Je l'ai su. Je baise l'ai su. Mais je laisse tous les autres me dit le contraire. Vous êtes tout de même. Mais quoi que. J'ai des options. Je peux être sans chemise mais il y a des as calmes en haut mes manches. Je ne peux pas penser même maintenant. Donc avant que je vais n'importe quel plus, faire ou dire quelque chose que je regretterai, j'irai assieds et pense... furieusement. Et peut-être même prier... pour vous. Parce que si ceci est la paille qui se casse finalement mon dos alors vous avez eu mieux commence à courir maintenant. Je ne peux pas vous croire juste. J'ai pensé j'étais un bon écrivain mais vous tissez les contes de fée et les émotions fausses mieux que je jamais peux avec le stylo et le papier. Le prestige à vous maintenant aussi. Damnit maintenant je sens les déchirures venant.

Thunder
And if it please you, I would act, on your thoughts, on your dreams. I would touch you in places, unknown and unseen. The sweat that you glisten, would fall from my tongue, until Earth quakes and trembles, until time comes undone. Where mem'ries, once treasured, give way to those made, and the nights fill with lightning, as the clouds loose the rain.

Home Alone :(
Dude i really hate being home by myself when its night... its freaky!! Not to mention im beyond bored at the moment... *tear* lol. Oh well... I guess im a lil entertained singing to my music... maybe i should watch a movie!?

~the Golf Professionals~
>> >>> >>> 2 women golfers were playing golf. One teed off and watched in horror >>>as her ball headed toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. The >>>ball hit one of the men. He immediately clasped his hands together at >>>his >>>groin, fell to the ground, and proceeded to roll around in agony. The >>>women rushed down to the man and immediately began to apologize. "Please >>>allow me to help. I'm a physical therapist and I know I can relieve your >>>pain if you'll let me," she told him. "Oh, no, I'll be all right. I'll >>>be >> >>>fine in a few minutes," the man replied. He was in obvious agony, lying >>>in >> >>>the fetal position, still clasping his hands to his groin. At her >>>persistence, however, he finally allowed her to help. She gently took >>>his >>>hands away and laid them to the side, loosened his pants and put her >>>hands >>>inside. She administered tender and artful massage for several long >>>moments and asked, "How does t

What A Day!
Hi all, I am so sorry that I haven't been blogging here lately. Been really busy trying to get kids ready for school and all that. Today was the kids first day of school, they were supposed to go yesterday, but our creek overflowed and flooded out the area near Kyle's school, so all the buses couldn't get over there, so they cancelled school. They will have to make up the day that they missed at the end of the year, but oh well they got an extra day to play! We finally got our paychecks today, we got paid yesterday but I couldn't borrow my mom's car yesterday. A really good friend of hers, her daughter was diagnosed with stage 2 breast cancer...... and she was going in for surgery Monday morning, and my mom stated to her friend, that if she needed her, she would be there with her. So needless to say today was a busy day. Darryl had to drive home with the paychecks, I drove to the bank to get cash for him, and for me to pay for groceries and the rest of the school supplies that we neede

Vision
I see myself inside of you The same old demons cloud your eyes Showing through your thin disguise It's not too hard to realize You are my Heaven You are my Hell For you alone, my soul I'd sell An Angel who, from Heaven, fell You taunt me. You torment You render me lame You torture. You save me All in the same In daylight, I seek you In darkness, I dream With you, I love Without you, I scream Leave me, I pray you Or set me at ease I know - I believe For you, my heart bleeds

Bushturd Let Him Get Away!!!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070822/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/cia_sept11 CIA missed chances to tackle al-Qaida By KATHERINE SHRADER, Associated Press Writer 37 minutes ago The CIA's top leaders failed to use their available powers, never developed a comprehensive plan to stop al-Qaida and missed crucial opportunities to thwart two hijackers in the run-up to Sept. 11, the agency's own watchdog concluded in a bruising report released Tuesday. Completed in June 2005 and kept classified until now, the 19-page executive summary finds extensive fault with the actions of senior CIA leaders and others beneath them. "The agency and its officers did not discharge their responsibilities in a satisfactory manner," the CIA inspector general found. "They did not always work effectively and cooperatively," the report stated. Yet the review team led by Inspector General John Helgerson found neither a "single point of failure nor a silver bullet" that would have stopped the attacks that

Old Love
At the nursing home, Abe and Edna had struck up a romantic relationship. Since both of them were in their eighties, their physical contact was rather limited. However, every evening as they sat together on the sofa, Edna would unzip Abe's fly, pull out his penis and hold it in her hand for twenty minutes. This satisfied the two of them adequately. One day, Abe told Edna it was all off. He told her he was leaving her for Mabel - one of the other old dears at the nursing home. Naturally, Edna was a little miffed. "Heavens! What's she got that I haven't got?'' she asks. ''Parkinson's,'' said Abe. Print This Joke

Writtings Of Anxiety
You stupid fucking bitch. Such damaged goods. Why are you even trying? Cant you see your just no good? not normal, fucked up, broken, you don't function properly. Not even equally damaged want you. Trying so hard to just breathe. JUST FUCKING BREATHE. fight the want. I WANT TO CARVE THE IMPERFECTIONS OUT. Sometimes its just too much. The pain is the only distraction from all the distortion. The guilt. The rage. The cycle. It feels like my head might explode. I feel trapped. i feel sick. I damage myself more one way or another. Nothings ever right, I don't deserve to be happy. Its my fault. just breathe.

I Love My Job
Im so excited for the frist time in my life I actullay love my job.any job that allows me to dance and kinda like hang out wit my friends all day rocks I mean yea its hard work but so much fun to. But im still so self consince about my looks. proubly because of the fact that I have to be pretty much naked. and im a big girl. Well dats all for now gotta go love shelly

Motherhood...
MOTHERHOODthe kinship relation between an offspring and the mother. Superwoman first recorded 1976 in the sense of "one who combines career and motherhood." A woman of extraordinary or superhuman powers. A woman who copes successfully with the simultaneous demands of a career, marriage, and motherhood. A woman who performs all the duties typically associated with several different full-time roles, such as wage earner, graduate student, mother, and wife. A woman with more than human powers. the state of being a mother; maternity. The qualities or spirit of a mother, mothers collectively and having or relating to an inherent worthiness, justness, or goodness that is obvious or unarguable: legislation pushed through on a motherhood basis. The state of being a mother. The qualities of a mother. Mothers considered as a group. The state of being a mother. MILF = mother I'd like to f__k. Maybe it starts when you realize rock concerts give you a headache. Or that you're

I'm Sorry
To all my friends and family: I've been neglecting so many of you lately and I'm feeling guilty. As many of you know I am preparing to move from El Paso, TX to the Charlotte, NC area. This is consuming so much of my time lately. My last day of work in EP is 9/7/07 and I start work on 9/16/07 at my new position. I got a transfer with the company I've been with for 10 years. I'm so excited about moving, I will be with John every day finally. But it's hard work prepping a 3 bedroom house to move, as well as an almost vacant weekend home that's 2 hours away. I'm not getting much help from my dogs, lol. Anyway, I do miss you guys and I appreciate your continued friendship. If you have something I should go and see please send me a pvt msg, shout or comment. Much love, Rebecca

Laxative Cough Syrup My Favorite Adult
The owner of a drug store walks in to find a guy leaning heavily against a wall. The owner asks the clerk, "What's with that guy over there by the wall?" The clerk says, "Well, he came in here this morning to get something for his cough. I couldn't find the cough syrup, so I gave him an entire bottle of laxative." The owner says, "You idiot! You can't treat a cough with laxatives!" The clerk says, "Oh yeah? Look at him, he's afraid to cough!"

Spooky!!??
For those of you who know me, my sister died one week ago tonight. We buried her on Friday and I’m very sad and lost. I went up to her house today to clean out her belongings along with my other sister and her two kids when I heard this song on the way to her house, Pete Yorn For Us. I like this song and I turned up the radio much to my children’s dismay. It was very strange going through her clothes and things. We shared a lot of laughs and a lot of tears. I felt like she was in the hospital and I was cleaning up her house so she wouldn’t have to deal with it when she got home. I lost it when I realized she was gone and wouldn’t be coming back. My son had an eye doctor’s appointment so we had to leave early. On my home way home I heard Pete Yorn For Us again. I thought it was a little strange but blew it off. Tonight I had to go out for milk and decided to stop in the bar I always hang out in to see my girlfriend who was bartending. I told her about my day and how sad it was

Spooky?
For those of you who know me, my sister died one week ago tonight. We buried her on Friday and I’m very sad and lost. I went up to her house today to clean out her belongings along with my other sister and her two kids when I heard this song on the way to her house, Pete Yorn For Us. I like this song and I turned up the radio much to my children’s dismay. It was very strange going through her clothes and things. We shared a lot of laughs and a lot of tears. I felt like she was in the hospital and I was cleaning up her house so she wouldn’t have to deal with it when she got home. I lost it when I realized she was gone and wouldn’t be coming back. My son had an eye doctor’s appointment so we had to leave early. On my home way home I heard Pete Yorn For Us again. I thought it was a little strange but blew it off. Tonight I had to go out for milk and decided to stop in the bar I always hang out in to see my girlfriend who was bartending. I told her about my day and how sad it was

Yet Another Noob Mummer
Here we go again browneyes0316, decided she needed to confront me about her confrontation with a professor for an online class. She really really needed to convince me that she was right and that the professor had no right to conflict with her. Regardless since I don't care to know the details she went at with me for almost 10 minutes, here's the portion I was able to save from my shoutbox. She blocked me on her last line before I could tell her yet again to bother someone else and quit addressing mumm issues in my shoutbox. browneyes0...: if u didn't u wouldn't still be bullshitting me!! ->browneyes0...: Goodie for you....Why am I supposed to care? browneyes0...: bottom line is i don't have to allow someone to treat me that way and the dean and administrator agreed browneyes0...: i also fire people on a weekly basis so get over yourself ->browneyes0...: Yeah for you why are you trying to convince me you're right. I'm a supervisor and fire people on a weekly basis for i

Ok Do You Know This About God..this .?that God Gives Us A Free Will To Choose Him..
If we teach love , mannors , respect; Do we not asorb all this in as a sponge? .We are what we teach ; And are what we are taught.... If we follow God /(some wont follow)/ but as a small child ; We can learn of God and beliefs and make choices ;Like to belive or follow Our Lord . Of free will we all can do this; If we do it with our love and free will. Any age can have a choice of this free will to lay down their sins and pick up and follow Our LORD ; at any time that They chose..or want to choose him.. hugs. God forces no one .. hugs.. / God Bless you all..hugs diana

Life.....
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back

Omg! I Found Him And He Is Wonderful!
So... all those things on that list? Yeah... I definitely found it. The beautiful thing? He doesn't rush me, he understands that it's hard for me to trust... he doesn't have any intention on hurting me, and he doesn't make fake professions of love. More than that... he's real. He's someone tangible- whose life is there for me to see. Nothing about him is a lie... and that means SO much to me. He doesn't have to tell me that I am worth it, because he shows me every day. He is the model that I use to figure out whom I want my husband to be- only because he is that perfect. We never fight, he never patronizes me, and there's no rush for us to be together because we both are adults and smart enough to know that with any person comes baggage... and it shouldn't be a picnic. If I wasn't so afraid, if it wasn't already so soon, I'd say I love him- but only because I know him, and he knows me. He's trying to know me- he's not trying to woo me into believing a lie. He means the world to me

Wooah!
Name: becca Sisters: 1 Brothers: 0 Shoe size: 7.5-8.5 Height: 5'2" What are you wearing? jeans and a t shirt Favorite Number? Favorite Drink? cheerwine Favorite Month: november Favorite Breakfast: scrambled eggs ***********Have You Ever***************** Broken a bone: yes Been in a police car: yes Been on a boat?: yes Swam in the ocean and surfed?: yes and body surfed. Fallen asleep in school: yes Cried when someone died: yes Saved emails? yes Been cheated on: yes --------------------------Ever Had- ------------------------------- Chicken pox: yes Sore throat: yes Stitches: yes Broken nose: yes -------------------Do You------------------------------------ Like cake? kinda Like school? yes ------------------------Questions---------------------------------------- Who was the last person you danced with? the southfork cloggers Who makes you smile? mummers --------------------------Who------------------------ Who did you last yell at? id

For The Women!!!
For the women Total Love it I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends, about the size of my ass. My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit, to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem, admitting I'm lost. I never forget,an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies, with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay, to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch. And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a bitch. Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams, my dear, I can do better! Flowers are okay, But jewelry's best. Look at ME you idiot... Not at my chest???? I don't have a problem, With Express

Seekign An Answer To This Message
Hello Every one. thank for taking the time to read this. I seek any help in answering my question over this. Any input can help. But I must give the full message first. I am an embattled Angel, fighting for man's salvation. God has assigned me to help fight the demons and Satans lies. Though you sleep at night I am always there. With my collective brothers and sisters watching and guiding your every move in Jesus name. With God's love we angels sing to God's glory thru time. We angels always ask to help mankind to over come Satan's falsehoods and lies. When mankind calls God answers by having Jesus send us angels to aide mankind. Until God deems it is time for himself to take over. Why else did he give his only son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for your sins. Oh We angels are not with our our faults also. God will Punish us angels also, by sending us to earth as new born childern of mankind. Only the third of angles who sided with Satan will be cast to the pit into abyss like he

Unattainable Love
First meeting, within an instant You have me, I'm yours. Our eyes catch and my stomach flutters, But you wear your mask so well. Time passes with more glances. Leaving me to fall helplessly, Hoping you will catch me with your arms. But still a statue you remain, unmoved and grounded. My heart is finally consumed by you, Given freely by my choice. Anxiously I await to hear your voice, But your silence echoes within my soul. Broken now as the moments linger, Confused, my mind aches from flooded thought. Why must I always fall for the statuesque? For that unattainable love.

Margarita
Margarita! Your sex life mostly resembles a Margarita – You are passionate and imaginative and you have a very spontaneous sex life. You are likely to do (or have done to you) a lot of things on a whim. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

~ Dale Sr. Last Win - 2000 Winston 500 At Talladega ~
These are the last 5 laps of the 2000 Winston 500 at Talladega. Dale Sr won the No Bull bonus and what would to be his last NASCAR win. The GREATEST finish i have ever seen, 18th place with 4 laps to go and wins the Race and the No Bull 1,000,000

Yo Chek It Out !
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Midnight
I'm laying here close to midnight looking out my window at the stars my thoughts as they always do drifting off to be with you wondering. i'm laying here close to midnight the cold seeping through the window the shadows playing tag with eachother only wanting to know if someday we will play midnight games together thinking. i'm laying here close to midnight wanting to be there always wanting always waiting wishing. i'm standing here close to midnight gazing up not at stars watching no shadows still wanting nolonger waiting laughing. i'm hiding here close to midnight watching you trying to find me laughing silently knowing. we will be kissing here close to midnight seeing the glowing stars our breath white puffs in the cold air watching the shadows playing their midnight tag

Compensation
THIS...is JUSTICE ??????? by Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty, and those who die serving our country in Uniform, are profound. No one is really talking about it either; because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers just pass by; because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million....... However; if you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a big $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for ea

Little Setbacks
The past few months it seems I have experienced little setbacks repeatedly. I know nothing beats the me moving 4x in ONE month....but this little setback was..I know some of you know that I had a minor car accident about 10 days ago or so. I think it finally caught up with me. Where I work there are Nurses, Doctors and Physical Therapists. The head of PT examined my muscle and thinks it has to do with soft tissue damage from the accident. I somehow pulled a muscle within the last 2 days. The muscle is located around my shoulderblade from my shoulder to the front of my body. Let me tell you...that puppy hurts. It even hurt to breath deeply. If I am in and out for the next day or so...it is because I am a bit indisposed. Thanks again for being great friends and supporting me :)

The Truth
If i look in my heart If I look in my soul if i look in my mind theres only one goal every thought that goes through my mind all the blood pumping through my heart all the tears cried by my eyes tell me we should never be apart every second of everyday and all the time in between I feel within my heart that on m, you can always lean you are the one person that makes me feels this way you are the only one who i think of night and day no one else can make me hurt no one else can make me smile the way you can yet I love you all the while I love to see your face or the sparkle of your eyes or wipe the tears you cry just know that forever I'm willing to be apart of every remaining second of your life In hope you'll hold me within your heart Ive never felt such power this is within this urge this urge to tell youll love you and to see what will emerge on day can we try to make it together again? one day can we cuddle and you get rid of all the pain? only the

I Wonder.............
i wonder why sometimes i just feel like i am wasting my time with people that i shouldnt be thinking it is all a waste of time with. i wonder why sometimes i wish i lived the fairy tale life. i wonder why this world has to be the way it is. all i ever wonder is the stupid things in life then i wonder why i waste my time to think of it all. but in all reality i think we all do that which to some xtent is kinda dumb but hey thats life. i wonder why i never really grew up when i needed to, or why this life had to be mine. all i know is my son is my life and without him i would be wondering what the hell to do next. i wonder what would happen if it all just changed and what i wanted out of life happened, how would i react. its all a big wonder to me why those we love most bad things happen to them and those we cant stand seem to live forever. its all a wonder why people kill others and then themselves, like they feel they accomplished something. i live to wonder all the stupid crap in this

A Day
A day of sorrow and of grief A day full much of disbelief A day of 5 side brought down by one A day where no one thought of fun A day full and stained with blood A day where rubble looked to be a flood That filled the streets of the city A day with others filled with pity A day where many lives were lost Beneath the fires ashes frost A day where happy would seem insane A day not safe to fly a plane A day where many went up to heaven Yes, I speak of the day September 11 Tara Ljubica Jordan Copyright ©2007 Tara Ljubica Jordan

Well Who Can You Trust Then?
11/27/2005 FORMER Tory defence minister Michael Portillo was reported to be cheating on his wife with a model 21 years younger than him. Portillo, 52, who was widely rumoured to be gay after admitting a fling with a man at university - began seeing Rachel Johnston nine years ago. The pair were spotted in Belfast on Wednesday where they had two passion-filled meetings behind the back of Portillo's loyal wife Carolyn. The pair romped in a GBP200-a-night suite at a fourstar hotel for two hours. Portillo then made a speech to 500 guests before returning to Rachel's room for another sex session. Ex-lingerie model Rachel, 31, first wrote to Portillo when she was a student and he was in John Major's government in 1996. He would regularly fly to her home town of Belfast for illicit encounters.

Today
Today it is good the sun is shining, the clouds are high birds are singing and theres a blue sky people are laughing together as one people are growing and having fun it's not like yesterday. Yesterday was horrible there was nothing but screams and cries and pain and sorrow in children's eyes blood all around on the cities floors an selfish people starting horrid wars no today is better. Tomorrow however will be like yesterday because today was only a dream Tara Ljubica Jordan Copyright ©2007 Tara Ljubica Jordan

Is It Worth It????
is it worth it to take the time to talk when u know they are not listening? is it worth it to take him into ur heart when u know he doesnt wish to be there? is it worth it to say im sorry when you know you did nothing wrong? is it worth it to walk away when u know u will just turn around? is it worth it to go out with friends when u know there are not true? is it worth it to cry when u know ur tears mean nothing? is it worth it to love when u know it may not last? is it worth it to sing when u know u have a horrible voice? is it worth it to dream when they may not come true? is it worth to believe what science has ruled out? is it worth it to pray if you feel no one is really listening? is it worth it the effort when u know its not going to turn out good anyway? is it worth it to know the truth when all u hear is lies? is it worth it to give someone a chance when u know it will end? is it worth it to even think life can be better? is it worth fighting for? is it worth it to say i love

Pop! Goes My Heart [by Alanna Vicente And Andrew Wyatt]
[VERSE 1] I never thought that I could be so satisfied, Everytime that I look in your angel eyes. A shock inside me that words just can’t describe, And there’s no explaining. There’s something in the way you move, I can’t deny, Every word from your lips is a lullaby. A twist of fate makes life worth while, You are gold and silver. [CHORUS] I said I wasn’t gonna lose my head, but then POP! Goes my heart. I wasn’t gonna fall in love again, but then POP! Goes my heart. And I just can’t let you go, I can’t lose this feeling. [VERSE 2] These precious moments, we have so few, Let us go far away, where there’s nothing to do but play. You show to me that my destiny’s with you, And there’s no explaining. Lets fly so high, will you come with me tonight? In your dress, I confess, you’re the source of light. The way you shine in the starry skies, You are gold and silver. [CHORUS] Repeat x2 (after first repeat there is is an interupt of lyrics shown below) A twist

Sleep
Close your eyes and come to me, Drift into the dark, Search for something meaningful, Ignite that fatal spark. Steal my breath away from me, Crawl into my veins, Take me from this waking world, Free me from these chains. Lay within the dreaming world, Whisper in my ear, Tell me what you crave from me, Wipe away all fear. Sleep my love and come to me, Kiss the world good-bye, Fall into my waiting arms, We'll spread our wings to fly. One day when you just let go, A dream won't be required, To find me waiting by your side, Like always you've desired.

Cocktails Anyone?
Booze that is!! Pervs~ found one of my old drink menus (yeah I am a bartender you know) These are some of my sig. drinks Peter Pan (my summer drink) 2oz gin 1oz peach schnapps 2turns O.J top with 7up Cinderella 3oz rum splash lemon juice 1tsp simple syrup top with Mascato Bianco (or white port) Pixi's Hallucination (to be drank like a "irish carbomb") in a shot glass 1half Jamesons Irish whiskey (or you can use JD) 1half Jose Quervo In a pint glass about a 1/4th coke drop the shot into the coke and slam .. I swear it tastes like root beer, but it has been known to make people hallucinate. Glass Slipper- 3oz Gin 1/2 oz Blue Curacao top with Champagne The "Purfect" Grateful Dead 1/2oz gin 1/2oz white tequila 1/2oz Bacardi light (lt rum) 1/2oz vodka 1oz Chambord splash trip sec top with drizzle blue curacao,grenadine and well thats all for now because Im bored :P have fun party party! I'm off :P

Confessions Of This Heart??
There is a man who has been in love with me for over a year now. Until recently, only one other person has known about him. He is a little older than I am. On paper, many would think he is the perfect guy. Now in general terms I do not believe in perfection. Like the "perfect man." He doesnt exist lol. Blah blah. So, for over a year he has been asking me to marry him. Lol my divorce was finalized February. I haven't acted upon dating the man, because I have been enjoying my freedom. (single for the first time since 19 pretty much) he asked me to marry him again and this time he was 1000000 percent serious... yea since then my mind has been else where.. he will be here tomorrow... i just dont know what to do

A Feel In Pain........
Into the valley of the darkness is where my mind shall wander, beneath the rocks of sorrow I shall sit. Take into the counts of life and of hate and wonder how both can be granted into the human soul. Holding forth the knife of reason and wonder and ponder as to what this life has indeed become. Breathing in the soiled air and taking the poison into the depth of my thoughts. Shall I let it take over my body? I ask myself this question most frequently. It is as to my thoughts alone I shall answer it. It was never to long ago, I tell my self aloud, for it just seems as yesterday. I sat there and let you abuse the only sanity I had in my very mind. I let you into my mind and you forced into my soul. I never did forget the pain that you pushed upon me, yet I wanted to feel the wrath within me let free. Could it been that your evilness was passed into me? Could it be that I was looking into the eyes of the devil himself? I never would know that true answer, but I knew I couldn’t be wrong.

Letting Go
Out there? What is it what is out there waiting for us to go and find it? Have you ever given it thought that there is more out there than the hell that we allow ourselves to be devoured into? Everyone has something waiting for them out there whether it is hope, love, friends or just freedom. We all have thought about just taking that step out that door of societies grip and seek our own dreams. So the question I guess is not what is out there waiting for us but why haven’t we taken that step? When we think of our lives I’m sure there is at least one thing that you cant think of that you should have made a move, said your thoughts out loud or just found a friend to talk to. Look deep within the soul that lives within your body and mind and find that hope that you have and let it live once more and even if you feel it is to late make that move, say those words, let go. I’m letting go, I am making freedom of this world and journeying out there in the cold world untouched by the greedy ha

This Is Not What I Want
Everynight when you leave for air Telling me you need to be alone The walls are thin Because I hear you on the phone You come lay next to me Like everythings all right Breakin me down inside Silent tears I shed through the night How can you do this to me After all ive done for you Just take a minute and listen to me Everything you've put me through Im losing my patience Im going out of my mind I might be crazy But baby Im not blind I rather be alone Than have a broken heart What made you do this to me When did all this start Is this what you call love This isnt how it should be All I ever wanted was to love somebody Somebody who is going to love me

Still Breathing [by Rita Springer/michael Gettel]
I got a way of walking the fences. I'm keeping the keys of my soul in the pockets of my pain. But as time goes on, I tend to be too strong, And my strength can kill my weaknesses that need to be seen. You can see a vision, if you give your heart, You will find out who you really are. Still breathing, I'm still here breathing. Has love forgotten how to say my name? Still waiting, I'm still here waiting. How can I be standing in so much rain? Once in a lifetime, there's a chance at a rainbow Shining over your heart. And from every outcome, there's a light in the distance. It comes to find the things that hide love in the dark. I have had a vision, and I think I know the future. I have dreamed you in my mind. If I give my heart and keep it as an open lesson, Will I find out who you really are? Still breathing, I'm still here breathing. Has love forgotten how to say my name? Still waiting, I'm still here waiting. But somehow you found me in all this ra

Roadhogs North America
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Spooky?
For those of you who know me, my sister died one week ago today. We buried her on Friday and I've been feeling very sad and lost. Today I went to clean out her belongings with my other sister and her two kids. On the way up to her house I heard a song that I like. It's by Pete Yorn and it's called For Us. I turned the radio up much to my children's dismay. I cleaned up her things and her linen closet and shead alot of tears. It was hard going through all her things. I felt like she was in the hospital and I was putting things in order for her before she got home and didn't have to deal with it. I lost it when I realized she in fact was gone. My youngest son had an eye appointment so I had to leave a little early. I heard the same song on my home home again. I thought it was a little strange but blew it off. Then I had to go to the store and get milk and on my way home I stopped by the bar to see my girlfriend who was bartending. I sat and had a beer and discussed what I did t

God Walked
I was walking down the street one day in our town when something fell upon me. I looked down to see a drop of water, so I thought it was starting to rain. I looked around on the ground to see it dry, and looked above to a crystal blue sky. So I began to walk again when another drop fell on me. I stopped and looked up again to see no cloud in the sky. I thought it strange so I began to head home. By the time I had reached my house five more drops had fallen on me. I went inside my house to see no lights and walked into the kitchen to see my mother there with a bottle of vodka, however she was already drunk. I heard my dad screaming from the other room, but I just kept on walking. I walked past my sister shooting up in the living room and my brother smoking weed with his friends in his room. But I just kept walking into my room. I sat on my bed and began to wonder why all this had to be my life. I looked at the papers on my desk, acceptance letters from college, I just tore them up and t

Hell
Through the sorrow filled eyes of the youth of world the fear of all that to come and the final question is… what will it be like? What will the pain be like? What will the world be like? When everything has finally taken its coarse and the world as we all know it will be no more but a simple memory once played inside of our minds of blindness. When the air within our world will be nothing but the foul smell of burnt flesh and the water that we drink will have the illusion of wine from the bodies dying the waters with their crimson tears. When the taste of food will no longer be there instead the taste of hunger and disease will take its place. When hell will no longer be the debate of whether or not it exists for it will be before our very eyes. When hells fires burn so powerful and high that placing their tired feet in the soils of our fathers lands will be burning from that as of below. The air being no longer filled with the lovely sounds of spring and fall but that of the sounds o

Thank You
I had some nasty shit go down today and I wanted to say that while I flipped out, my friends stepped up- namely one. I realized something today. I have the most amazing people in my life. I’ve said it for months now that my friends are the best and they are truly the only reason why I haven’t kicked rocks and rolled on out of Phoenix yet. Today though, was a reminder for me that while I don’t have any blood relatives here in Phoenix, I do have family. I do have people that love me and that I love too. I’m blessed and I know this. So, unlike one of my last blogs, I’ll say thank you instead of fuck you. Thank you Travis, Craig, Josh, Marcus and Travis 1. Thank you JJ. Thank you Pacey. I love you each. On any given day you take the time to make me smile. You put up with my bullshit and you never let me down. You make my life better and I appreciate you for that.

Rules For Members
We Welcome New Members Wankan-Tanka Clan ! The Rules Are Simple: Bring your individuality – There is room in our family for people of ideas and ideals. Enjoy meeting new people, chat, form friendships and have fun! Voice your opinions, and make suggestions as there is always room for improvement to make us better and stronger! Please read and reply/repost bulletins of the clan. Please fan/friend and rate members profiles. NO DRAMA – THIS IS A FRIENDLY SITE ! Respect your clan members during contests by helping them before others. Try to rate family members to help them level up. If you have problems, please let us help you resolve them before deciding to quit, our door is always open. Please try to attend all family functions once we have a lounge.

Bang Or Pass
BANG OR PASS There is at least one person on your list that wants to bang the hell out of you. So lets play the Bang or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to bang the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd bang you." SCARED? lol this shits funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as ""Bang or Pass""

This Life
This life is a rollercoaster- makes you scream and laugh out loud at the same time. Everything is moving too fast, and I'm losing control... ... closing my eyes, catching pieces of dreams colored like butterflies. This life's not as it seems- there's a snake in every field a secret behind every smile. This life's a cocktail of mixed emotions- bitter- sweet with sugar and salt. Skeletons in the closets dance to the symphony on replay, written with lies. This life is a merry-go-round - makes you sick right from the beginning. I shiver, left out in the rain; broken inside, for just being myself.

Guys Are Confusing!!!
Why are guys so complicated? I ask cause I was seein a guy and things were goin good even though we were in different states ( me in Oregon, him in Washington). Then all of a sudden tonight he says that things aren't workin out. I know that hes busy with the ARMY and all but even though he says that I didn't do anything wrong I still get the feelin that its some how my fault. Why is that? Is it wrong for me to feel that way or is it a normal thing. Well thats enough for now... feel free to comment if you want

Unusual Ways To Punish Criminals
i remember the days when criminals were either fined or sent to prison. 1. fashion policed last year in delaware a superior court judge sentenced russell teeter to 60 days in jail for exposing himself to a 10 year old girl. obviously not believing this to be punishment enough (more jail time?) the judge also demanded that mr teeter wear a t-shirt bearing the statement ‘i am a registered sex offender’ to work for 2 years. 2. toothbrush justice just last month a 73 year old man was caught taking metal from scrapyards under false pretenses. he told yard owners that the metal donations would be used to build a memorial for soldiers in iraq only to sell the metal and pocket the cash. judge a.t. frank decided that philip kolinski’s sentence should include cleaning the war memorial outside the governmental centre using a toothbrush. he was also accompanied by a placard saying ‘i stole from veterans’. genius. 3. dishing out a sentence 19 year old donna shelby went out for

Answer The Phone
My breath is caught by the surprising but expected sensation of my fingers brushing my clit. The whisper of your voice deepens and shakes as I tell you all the things I would do; the places I would brush with the tips of my fingers, the tender parts my teeth would nibble, if I could only reach more than your ear. You call my name at that moment when I tell you it’s time to stop holding back. The nights without your body lying beside mine are too long, so tonight let us pretend we’re together. Answer the phone.

Nikki Sixx Trivia
When he was a teenager he beat up some bullies with a lunchbox full of rocks. [citation needed] In the book The Dirt, Mötley Crüe manager Tom Zutaut remembers freak occurrences at Sixx's apartment during the writing of Shout at the Devil. Sixx, searching for inspiration, came across Satanic literature. His defacto girl friend of the time Lita Ford said to Zutaut "Cabinet doors kept opening and shutting, there are weird noises, and things keep flying around the apartment for no reason". Zutaut later continues "When I returned two nights later, there were forks and knives sticking out of the walls and ceiling, and Nikki and Lita looked much paler and sicker than usual. Zutaut later confesses that during his disturbing visit, a fork flew straight into the ceiling. Often has "Fuck", "Fucker", "Fuck off" and "Fuck You" written on some of his on-stage clothing. Has the word 'SIXX' and the number '1958' tattooed on his knuckles. An incident on the same tour as above involved Ozzy snor

Nikki Sixx Biography Part 2
Nikki Sixx usually plays Gibson Thunderbird Reverse Basses, and had his own signature bass, the Gibson Nikki Sixx Signature Blackbird [1] produced (it was discontinued in 2003) which has recently been put back in production by Epiphone. His inspiration to use the Gibson Thunderbird came from Pete "Overend" Watts of Mott the Hoople and John Entwistle of The Who. Early on, he was sponsored by B.C. Rich, and used Mockingbird & Warlock basses (this can be seen in the videos for "Live Wire" and "Looks That Kill"). When Gibson weren't making Thunderbird basses to his preferred specification, Hamer made Thunderbird style basses for him. Apparently the mid '70s Thunderbirds have the sound he was trying to emulate with the Hamer produced models. After that he used Spector Basses during Girls, Girls, Girls and Dr. Feelgood. During the 1990s, Nikki started using 12-string basses made in Japan by the Hiroshigi Kids Guitar Company; less than 30 were produced. Nikki owns at least five of them: a

Fuck You Vick#77
I DON'T CARE IF THIS ASS WIPE CAN PLAY FOOT BALL .I HAD A BIT BULL AND A BEAGLE OK MY SPEELING SCUCKS YEA YEA... LOOK I WOULD LIKE YOU DOG LOVERS OUT TO WRIT TO THE NFL AS I HAVE TO HAVE VICK KICKED OUT OF THENFL.. 50 POEPLE 50 DEAD DOGS .THAT'S MASS MURDER THIS GIY WOULD MAKE HILTER CREAM HIM SELF IF HE WAS A SS STORM TROPPER.. IF WAS N'T CUAGHT THERE IS NO TELL ING HOW MANY DODGS WOULD OR WHERE HUG BEATING TO DEAT OR WORSE DROWED.. ALSO WHAT GET'S ME HE IS SOOOOOOOOO EVIL THAT HE LOOKED THE DOGS IN THE EYES AND SMILED.. HE DON'T CARE ..HE SLEEPS FINE HE JUST SAYS OH IAM SOORY FOR ALL I'VE HURT MEANWHILE THIS FUCKING JERK IS ON TV LIKE WHAT EVER.. WHAT EVER NO REMORSE.. NONE NO STATE MENT ... I'LL NEVER WATCH FOOTBAL WITH HIM IN THE NFL...SO WRITE TO THE NFL AND KICK THAT SADISTIC ASS HOLE OUT ......SORRY FOR THE SPELLING .IAM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED

How To Set His Thighs On Fire
When I first left my husband and became single I spent a great deal of time reading about men. Studying and learning so that I would understand men better. I read “Date Like a Man”, “Secrets About Men Every Women Should Know”, “How to Set His Thighs on Fire” and a whole other slew of books that promised to unlock the secrets to understanding men. These books told me things like never use pet names with men, always follow the “Pair and a Spare” dating philosophy where in you should always date 2 men at one time and then have a back up man in case you break up with one of the men. They detailed that men are fixers, men are unemotional, men are thinkers and a whole laundry list of things that men are… and aren’t. As I began dating, I carefully applied these practices to the men in my life. I didn’t call them baby or honey or any kind of pet name. I dated several men at one time. I didn’t overwhelm them with my life or my issues or even really shared my thoughts and feelings cause

Kick Vick Out Of The Nfl Fuck Vick
I DON'T CARE IF THIS ASS WIPE CAN PLAY FOOT BALL .I HAD A BIT BULL AND A BEAGLE OK MY SPEELING SCUCKS YEA YEA... LOOK I WOULD LIKE YOU DOG LOVERS OUT TO WRIT TO THE NFL AS I HAVE TO HAVE VICK KICKED OUT OF THENFL.. 50 POEPLE 50 DEAD DOGS .THAT'S MASS MURDER THIS GIY WOULD MAKE HILTER CREAM HIM SELF IF HE WAS A SS STORM TROPPER.. IF WAS N'T CUAGHT THERE IS NO TELL ING HOW MANY DODGS WOULD OR WHERE HUG BEATING TO DEAT OR WORSE DROWED.. ALSO WHAT GET'S ME HE IS SOOOOOOOOO EVIL THAT HE LOOKED THE DOGS IN THE EYES AND SMILED.. HE DON'T CARE ..HE SLEEPS FINE HE JUST SAYS OH IAM SOORY FOR ALL I'VE HURT MEANWHILE THIS FUCKING JERK IS ON TV LIKE WHAT EVER.. WHAT EVER NO REMORSE.. NONE NO STATE MENT ... I'LL NEVER WATCH FOOTBAL WITH HIM IN THE NFL...SO WRITE TO THE NFL AND KICK THAT SADISTIC ASS HOLE OUT ......SORRY FOR THE SPELLING .IAM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED

This Is A Mixed Blessing Evening In Here >
Some in mums want real help and answers as usuall. but tonight I did see a few mums; Thank you God about ppl wanting to ask questions about Our God so well is it the ppl really care; Or is it faith slowly creeps in or some in here mabe?Or just courosity. ??Wish i knew >> hugs diana

Nikki Sixx Biography Part 1
Early life Sixx was born Frank Carlton Feranna Jr.[4] on December 11, 1958 in San Jose, California. He was raised by his single mother, Deana Haight, and her abusive boyfriend, after his father and namesake, Frank Ferrana abandoned the family. When he was six, he and his mother moved to Mexico for a short time, after which they moved to Jerome, Idaho, with his grandparents. The family moved several more times, to El Paso, Texas, then to Anthony, New Mexico, back to El Paso, and then returned to Jerome. While living in Idaho, Sixx became a teenage vandal, breaking into neighbors' homes, shoplifting and being expelled from school for selling drugs.[5] His grandparents sent him to live with his mother, who had moved to Seattle. He lived there for a short time, and learned how to play the bass guitar after buying his first instrument with money made from selling a guitar he stole from a music store. At the age of 17, he moved to Los Angeles on his own; he got jobs at a liquor store

Breaking Up Is Easy!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070821/od_nm/love_lost_odd_dc Advice to the lovelorn: You will survive: study By Julie Steenhuysen Tue Aug 21, 9:52 AM ET Despite the laments of pining pop stars and sad sack poets, U.S. researchers now think breaking up may not be so hard to do. "We underestimate our ability to survive heartbreak," said Eli Finkel, an assistant professor of psychology at Northwestern University, whose study appears online in the Journal of Experimental Social Psychology. Finkel and colleague Paul Eastwick studied young lovers -- especially those who profess ardent affection -- to see if their predictions of devastation matched their actual angst when that love was lost. "On average, people overestimate how distressed they will be following a breakup," Finkel said in a telephone interview. The nine-month study involved college students who had been dating at least two months who filled out questionnaires every two weeks. They gathered data from 26 pe

To All Family
THIS IS TO ALL FAMILY MEMBERS. TI IS NOW TIME TO FIND OUT WHO WANTS TO BE IN THIS FAMILY AND WHO DOESN'T. I HAVE ASK FOR ALL MEMBERS TO PLEASE READ ALL BLOGS, AND BULLETINS POSTED BY OFFICERS OF THIS FAMILY FOR THAT IS WERE YOU GET ALL THE INFORMATION THAT YOU NEED ABOUT FAMILY FUCTIONS AND WERE YOU ARE NEEDED AT TO BOMB. NOW IF ONE OF THE FAMILY HEADS CAN TAKE THERE TIME TO DO ALL OF THIS FOR YOU,MY QUESTION IS WHY CAN'T YOU SHOW ENOUGHT RESPECT TO AT LEAST READ IT THERE WAS A BULLETIN POSTED AT 3:55PM CST AND I GOT ON HERE AT 6:50PM EST AND NOT THE FIRST FAMILY MEMBER HAD EVEN LOOKED AT IT AND THERE WERE MEMBERS ON LINE. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE. SO THIS IS WHAT I WANT ALL FAMILY MEMBERS TO DO IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BE IN THIS FAMILY PLEASE LET KNOW OR ONE OF THE FAMILY OFFICERS YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW BY NOW THAT WE ARE GOING TO BE IN A VERY BIG CONTEST THE 1ST OF SEPT. AND I NEED TO KNOW WHO I CAN COUNT ON. NOW YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW BY NOW WE HAVE A NEW HOME PAGE SO I WA

~ 2001 Rockingham - Steve Park Wins, Dei 2 Straight ~
Steve Park wins at Rockingham in 2001 in the first race after Dale Earnhardt's death to give DEI their second straight win. The Power of 3 1 Waltrip wins Daytona 500 2 Park wins at Rockingham 3 Harvick wins at Atlanta 1998 Dales Sr. wins Daytona 500 3years later 2001 Dies at Daytona on Final lap 3 years later 2004 Dale Jr. wins Daytona 500 In Respect fans held up 3 fingers on Lap 3 of every race. I can't tell you how many Races had a caution lap before Lap 3.

A Date At The Drive-in
LOL I know my Chonchie has to remember this one from back in the day LOL A Date At The Drive-In Tonight’s the night I see my man, He makes love like no man can. We’ll jump into his van and go, To see a drive-in movie show. Then before its half past eight, We’ll start to neck cause I cant wait. Before the show goes very far, He’ll be feeling how hard my nipples are. I’m feeling good by nine o’clock, I’m playing with his eight inch cock. I’ll stroke his pecker ‘for and ‘aft, I’ll rub his head and squeeze his shaft. Then ill get so fucking hot, I’ll whisper give me all you got. He rolls on me and shoves it in, And makes the rock ‘n roll begin. He bangs so hard he fuckin rocks, It feels so good inside my box. I hear him say “I’m gonna cum”, I’m there too and then we’re done. The second movie starts, that’s when, We do it over once again.

Tired Of Being Played
i thought i found a guy that wouldnt play me yeah i know he is just friend but u just dont do stuff w/ a girl talk to the for the first day after and never talk to the girl again then u will get labeled as a playa so girls /guys give me some input of why he might have played me was it b/c im a nice girl and easy to get long w/

Nikki Sixx's Heroin Diaries-life Is Beautiful
You cant quit until you try, you cant live until you die, you cant learn to tell the truth until you learn to lie. Cant breathe until you choke, you got a laugh and your the joke, there's nothing like a funeral to make you feel Alive just open your eyes(just open your eyes) and see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral. I know somethings that you dont, I've done things that you wont, there's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home. I was waiting for my hearse, but what came next was so much worse. It took a funeral to make me feel Alive just open your eyes(just open your eyes) and see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral. Alive just open your eyes(just open your eyes) and see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral. just open your eyes(just open your eyes) and see that l

The Darkness
ok don't take this poem the wrong way its not a i wanna kill my self poem its just a sad poem. Writing and Poetry out of the light into the darkness i go, to this i'm unknown to, there is no body i really know, the light that once srounded me as gone, into the shadows and beyoned i go, through the darkness looking and searching for a face i know, i fined no one this time just empty souls. iam unkown to what awaits in me the darkness, is it pain, is it, sorrow that go's through my soul, i see no light, i feel no warnth for the darkness is cold. suddenly i see a face, a face i thought i knew was just a gost a memory long, long ago, so in search of the light i once had around me so far gone, shall i go on. i stop in my tracks look and trun back but theres nothing there anymore, just me in the darkness so alone. the end writen by lias jane

Loss Of A Brother
I WOULD LIKE TO FIRST EXPRESS MY HEARTFELT THANK YOU'S ON BEHALF OF THE GALVAN FAMILY FOR THE GREAT SYMPATHY AND CONDOLENCE YOU ALL HAVE DEMONSTRATED HERE TODAY. JOE GALVAN'S PERSONALITY MADE HIM ONE OF A KIND. HE NEVER PUSHED HIS WAYS ON ANYONE NEVER ASKED FOR AWARDS OR RECEIVED CREDIT FOR HIS DEEDS AND SUCCESSES RESULTING FROM A SPECIFIC STRUGGLE. IN FACT HE BECAME UNCOMFORTABLE WHEN PEOPLE INSISTED ON MAKING A FUSS OVER HIM OR PUSHED TO HARD THAT HE BE RECOGNIZED. THIS WAS JUST HIS WAY. JOE DESERVES A COLLECTIVE ACCLAMATION FROM ANYONE WHO KNEW HIM WHICH UNDOUBTEDLY SHOULD HAVE PRECEDED HIS PASSING FROM THIS EARTH.HOWEVER , HE WOULD NOT HEAR OF IT SUCH IS THE WAY OF JOE GALVAN JR. HERE'S A MAN WHOSE GREATEST PLEASURES IN LIFE CAME FROM THE LITTLE THINGS. BE IT WALKING WITH HIS CAMERA TAKING PICTURES FOR US ALL TO ADMIRE.CASTING A LINE WITH HIS FISHING POLE WAITING PATIENTLY FOR THE SLIGHTEST NIBBLE TO COME HIS WAY.VISITS FROM HIS CHILD

Beer Butt Chicken
Chili powder and cayenne pepper add zip this easy barbeque recipe. Ingredients: 2 whole chickens, about 3 lbs each 1 tbsp paprika 2 tsp chili powder 1 tsp oregano 1 tsp salt 1 tsp black pepper 1/4 tsp cayenne pepper 1/2 tsp garlic powder 1 tbsp packed brown sugar 2 12 oz cans beer 1 small onion, diced 2 cloves garlic diced Directions: Trim chickens of any excess fat. Rinse inside and out and pat dry. In a small bowl, combine paprika, chili powder, oregano, salt, black and cayenne peppers, garlic powder, and brown sugar; mix well. Run about a teaspoon of the mixture on the inside of each chicken. Rub the remaining mixture over the surface of the chickens. Open beers and pour off about half of the beer; Stuff the onion and garlic into the cans. Ease the chickens over the beer cans, feet down, until chickens are resting on the cans and their legs. The beer cans must remain upright at all times. Scatter a handful of soaked hickory chips over hot charcoal that has ashed over.

An Ode To The Worst Lay Ever
*so this is old, very old.. a couple of people might remember this. I was cleaning out all my office stuff and random scraps of paper and found this, thought I'd put it up for old shits and giggles.* An Ode to the worst lay ever- So long has the tension been built to have some great sex with none of the guilt but had I known what fate had not shown was you wouldn't make me shiver or moan So then with a twitch and a last attempt ditched I let you roll over with no bitch So now how do I tell you to get out of my bed- and no I wont give you more head Now with a snore you proved youre the bore as you leave me to tend to my blues" Not a hint did you take that my sounds were all fake when I told you some effort be made So now what to do, but tend to my blues thankfully a good battery they make. The End. (evil grin)

Easy Flamingo Pasta
This easy pasta sauce is made by combining tomato-based & Alfredo sauces. Mushrooms, bell pepper, onions and ripe olives are added. Ingredients: 1 jar of your favorite tomato base pasta sauce 1 jar of your favorite alfredo sauce 1 can pitted ripe olives, halved Fresh mushroom slices, chopped red bell pepper, and chopped onions (desired amounts) 1 Tablespoon olive oil 1 package bow tie pasta Directions: Combine both jars of pasta sauce in a saucepan on top of stove over low heat. Add halved ripe olives and simmer. Meanwhile saute over medium heat the mushrooms, red pepper, & onions in olive oil; stirring, until tender. Add to saucepan, simmer 15 minutes. Cook bow tie pasta according to directions on package. Drain. Transfer pasta to a plate or pasta bowl. Spoon flamingo sauce over pasta. Number of Servings: 6 Notes from the Cook This very subtle sauce base has the flexibility to let you add or leave out ingredients to your taste. Excellent with chicken and/or shrimp added.

Thoughts About Sex, I Guess
Culture shock? Generation gap? I might have written about this before. It's just on my mind again though. I'm not trying to be condemning or anything here. It's just weird to me. I'm 25. I haven't had sex with many people. I don't really even talk about sex much, especially compared to the stereotypical guy. Maybe I'm off in my own sheltered little world or something. There's these bullitons and blogs and things from teenagers that talk about sex. And teenagers using words like "sexy". Surveys talking about - would you kiss me? would you have sex with me? - and stuff like that. " What would you do if I was locked in your room for 24 hrs and you could do anything you want? " What's up with that? I didn't even has sex until I was 23, not that I can say I would for sure have turned down oppurtunites before that. It just adds to the confusion. Maybe I'm just jealous or something. I don't think so though, it seems like sex just makes life more complicated. Well, t

Not For Points
I'm very bummed out today...not even sure why I signed in.......I found out one of my best friends is dying. She is 43 yrs old. She has lung cancer....and its just breaking my heart. We had an argument a few years ago and we didn't speak.... she found my profile on myspace and told me she wanted to leave this world on good terms and put the past behind her. Of course I agreed and was so happy to have her back in my life again. She will never see her children grow up......Sorry...I guess it helps writing this down.......and no its not for points......just my feelings!

"live In Fear"
Our paths have crossed and your heart desires me "but you live in fear" We've talked , we've laughed and even cried together and your heart desires me, "but you live in fear" We have had intimate moments and now you desire to feel my flesh next to yours and your heart desires me "but you live in fear" You know I have accepted you for you and will always love you freely,unconditionally and always give you what your worth,and your heart desires me "but you live in fear" You want me there to hold you, to be your best friend, to take care of you , to wipe the tears away, to respect you, to love you, to care for you as well as your kids, to make love to you, to go for long walks with, to enjoy every aspect of life, to run to when your scared, to dump all yoour burdens on when you feel the world just dont care, to just be your every thing for all eternity as if our souls have collided, so you can give to me your heart, mind, body, and soul and your heart desires me, "bu

Love Vs. Lust
Love is like looking into your eyes and seeing an endless reflection Love is like the breath that exhales from our lips The animalistic thrusts both of us desire The sound of our uncontrollable moans that echo The perfume of our fluids mixture The wetness of our skin pressing together My nails dig in your covering which creates a line between lust and love You hear me whisper fuck me harder, fuck me deeper But really I’m begging you to love me harder, and love me deeper We become one as my legs are wrapped around your strong shoulders Your hands holding my face, whipping the tears you crafted Tears of love, tears of joy, tears of sadness as this is only a dream

Pls Help Me
Ok im in a contest, i need to get 20 thousand comments, if you can please just click on my pic below and leave me a few comments and a rate it would be great. Thanks everyone who helps out i really appreciate it Shell xxxxx

My Most Controversial Mumm Yet
This morning I posted a mumm asking, "Do children belong on an adult site? Should FUBee's use their children to get points?" Currently the vote is Nay: No, that's disgusting (71.4%) with 85 votes, to Yay: Sure, why not? (28.6%) with 34 votes. Personally I tend to agree with the majority. One person said it is no different from going into a bar with pictures of your children in your wallet. I think it depends on how you handle those pictures. If you show them to everyone you meet in that particular environment, in my opinion you are inviting harm to your children. A child molester is going to be a LOT more attracted to a someone they know has children who's parents are making them accessible. Having them in your wallet and not showing them around would be equivalent to keeping them in a family only folder. Only people you really know and trust get to see them. That's cool. If you have your kids in your main pic that is displayed to everyone, I think that is more akin to ta

Back From The Beach
Coming home from the beach has been overwhelming. My anxiety and panic was much more manageable away from home, all tho it was defiantly still a problem at times. I find myself now motivated to get some things done, and severely overwhelmed. Since Ive gotten home I've been sleeping a lot more. Generally i get 4-6 hours a night, and now between sleeping at night and naps during the day I'm getting atleast 12 hours. Its not good sleep either, I wake up very tired. Its never restful sleep, I wake up tons and I think Im dreaming alot. I wake up feeling hung over, even after going to sleep sober(as sober as a stoner gets) and i wake up confused and with a heavy head. Its so frustrating, I get up and I start cleaning, or whatever, and i make progress then all of the sudden its all so overwhelming and i have to go sit down and distract myself from thinking about it all. Why cant i just do it. Its like im constantly doing several things to keep from thinking too much about one thing. Thi

~ Dale Earnhardt Sr. - Tim Richmond 1982 Pocono Crash & Flip
Dale Earnhardt gets in the back of Tim Richmond going into turn 1. Richmond spins around as Earnhardt tries by on the outside and slams the wall hard and gets upside down. Richmond helps Earnhardt to the ambulance. Earnhardt suffered broken a knee cap.

3 Hours
2 a.m. phone call lusty vocabulary whispered as one plays with her jewel deep voice on other end makes her crazy with excitement lusciousness wanting 5 a.m. pleasure river flows down thighs wishing lover would lap up but only in dreams sweet dreams...

Feelings
I'm sitting here thinking of you once again My mind is running circles And I don't know why I try to ignore it Try to push you out You come back stronger I hear you call my name The words you say They echo in my head I smile and wonder If any of this is true Somethings that you say They make me cry inside I then want to run to you And hear it's okay So here is the question What am I to do When your in my head every second And I still don't know what to think

What X-men Would You Be? (female Version).
You scored as Jean Grey, Jean Grey possessed telepathic powers enabling her to read minds, project her thoughts into the minds of others, initiate astral travel, and mentally stun opponents with pure psionic force, among other talents. Jean Grey75% Emma Frost50% Rogue45% Kitty pryde45% Mystique40% Storm30% What X-Men would you be? (Female Version).created with QuizFarm.com

8-21-07-37th Entry
Hehehe, told I might wait till my 37th birthday to put up my 37th entry LMAO. So yea, today I turned 37. I feel old but in a good mood. My friends have made my day nifty. Now if only the flipping rainy days would stop so my pain level will drop! I hurt like a bitch lol (arthritic spine and knees, yea, best bad weather tellers ever, lemme tell ya! Blah lol) Not much new with trying to get the surgery process moving along. I have a sleep apnea doctor visit thursday. I've actually been using the machine (cpap) the last week or so since I got the nose mask instead of the full facial. I don't wake up with major panic attacks anymore while using it. I still am only sleeping a few hours at a time but doing it several times a day/night and I actually don't feel like I'm full zombie when I wake up. I think its helping some. It seems I've finally stopped ripping that mask off in my sleep as well (the first few nights I woke up with it beside me, so it didnt fully panic attack me

Pain Fear Love
It has become very apparrent to me that most ladies I meet have grown to fear love, they have become engulfed in the worlds mis-guided beliefe of what the true meaning of love is. I am convinced that most ladies whom I have met through various means of communication cant even comprehend what love actual is intended for or if they have ever truly experienced true love and all of its attributes. First off just set aside all you have been taught about love through all of your learned behaviors and all of the sources that have been able to corrupt your mind , heart, soul and spirit. Love is so easy , love is not difficult but we do make it difficult to receive. We have put our own learned boundries on love. We have allowed our instilled thoughts to dissillusion us, we have allowed the purety of love to become tainted by not being able to accept it freely.This usually is the result of a person not able to love themselves thus rendering them selves not worthy of being loved so therefore the

~ Dale Jr./steve Park 2002 Pocono Crash ~ Wild Ride
Slow Motions of this Crash is intense Rusty hits Steve and he turns Sideways in front of Dale Jr. then he pushes Steve into and along the old guardrail. Dale Jr. gets out of the car and runs to help Steve. I remember this race well, was redflaged for like a hour while the guardrail was replaced.

Show Some Love Folks!
Hey ya'll i just opened this place up not to long ago and I would really like for ya'll to come thru and show some love to my spot.The place is called Da Chopp Shopp.Its a small community and evry one on the staff is fiendly.If you want to come on thru the addy is www.choppshopp.net/index

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES 1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto, the blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. You can avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat just by using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use an egg timer. 5. A mouse trap placed on top of your alarm clock will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives. Then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about the toothache. 8. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life

Ghost Rider Screwed Up
OK EVERYONE I SCREWED UP. WHAT EVERYONE HAS TO DO IS GO TO SEXYGIRLBLONDE'S HOMEPAGE AND RATE ADD AND FAN SEXYGIRLBLONDE HERES THE LINK: *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar THEN AFTE YOU FINISH WITH SEXYGIRLBLONDE GO TO THIS LINK: AND START BOMBING, MY GIRL IS A VERY SPECIAL PERSON. SHE HAS HELPED ME OUT ON MANY OCCASIONS. PLEASE HELP HER FOR ME THANK YOU [ fubar.com photo: 1940980386 ] NOW THAT I HAVE IT STRAIGHT. I WENT THRU ALOT OF WORK FOR THIS BULLITEN AND THE BLOG FOLLOWING. I HOPE SOME OF YOU WILL SHOW UP. PLEASE BE KIND AND HELP MY GIRL OUT GHOST RIDER'S EYES ARE ALL ON YOU

F-ing Bored
I got a lot to do still, and i had to sit around a fucking bowling alley for 5 fucking hours. I get on and boom some drama that I try to avoid. Fuck this shit, i'm tired pissed and so bored i can't study.

Women...lol
I got this as an email from Casper, but had to repost...lol..wtf.. 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants

What Should I Do?
I dont think things will work out with the one that i love. i wish things would i wish she would give me a chance to prove myself again once i have less stress worring about our fincial problems. but then agian i feel i need to move on cause i dont think she would ever love me again the way she use to. i miss her and love her so much more then she really knows. but you know if not being with me makes her happy i hope someone comes along thats can take care of her as good as i did. maybe she'll realize that there is no one like me and as good of a person i tried to be and come to her senses but i hope she does before its becomes to late.

Wishing On A Star...
Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you...And I wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me too...Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight, til tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight, and there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be...than here in my room, dreaming about you and me." ASLEEP, DREAMING OF YOU.

Yearning
I want you so much I am thirsting My mouth is dry, my breaths are long, Each sigh I release is of pleasure and urgency To once again feel I am where I belong. I am yearning for you to return to me I think of you and a warmth rushes through my body, The thought of your kiss fires up my soul I have never felt that before from anyone. I want you so much more than I ever thought I would I am longing for you like rains on a desert plain, I am hungry only for your next breathless kiss My senses are heightened by the mention of your name. You look deep into my eyes and you know You know what I think, what I feel, what I crave,

: To All Dog And Cat Owners!! (and Even If You Aren't...this Is Still Funny!)
To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space

Depressed.
Why does it hurt so much When you love someone Yet don't know how to show it? Why is Pain such a part of Life When all it does to you Is make you unhappy? When will all the Feelings Of Disspair, Lost, and Lonliness Finally leave you in Peace? Why are they even there When all they do Is bring on more Hurt? Is it the way of Life For us to live like this With such Depressed Feelings??

Welcome
welcome all my new friends i added today stop and take a look at my page throw me some rates i will do the same tomorrow i have run out of pic and stash rates for the day leave me a message that you dropped by and i will gladly stop by your page

Nothing Is What It Seems
Nothing Is What It Seems What is reality What is just a dream I am living? Hard to tell a difference anymore When i am awake am I really Or is this reality a dream that controls this mind And do I dream again within in My realistic dream world Living each day like I was awake Only to be sleeping my life away Am I really in control of myself Or is there some greater force then me Who controls all the things I do Is each step, each word I speak Been programmed and planned from day one Is there a such thing as fate Or is everything based upon Chance and choice As I awake each day to live life There is always that voice inside my head That still tells me to wake up Could it possibly be that my mind is aware? Of things I am not Is this life being controlled Like a puppet on strings The little voice in the back of my mind Continues to whisper to me Wake up,Wake up Before its to late Through these eyes this world I see Appears to be real

My Private Part Died Today
>>MY Private Part Died Today >> An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living the last of his life in a nursing Home. >> One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. >> Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Wallace, >>"My Private Part died today and I am very sad." > Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, >>"Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace, please accept my condolences. " >>The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out his >>pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. > "Mr. Wallace," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. >>Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." "But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Wallace, >>"I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging >>out of your pajamas?" (You are going to love this !!!!!) "Well," he replied, "Today's the viewing

Love Iz A Crazy Emotion!
LOVE CAN MAKE U DO SUM CRAZY SHIT, IT CAN MAKE U PUT ALL YR TRUST & FAITH N A PERSON, IT CAN MAKE U NOT C WHT IZ RIGHT N FRONT OF YR FACE, OR DENEY WHT IZ REAL CUZ U DONT WANT TA BELEIVE IT.iT JUST TURNZ A MAN OR A WOMAN INTO SUMTHIN THAT THEY R NOT OR MAYBE SUMTHIN THATS N THEM THAT THEY WOULD NEVER SHOW 2 OTHER PPL EXCEPT THA 1 THEY THINK THEY LOVE, ALOT OF TIMEZ LOVE IZ 1 SIDED...& I COULD GO ON & ON BUT WE ALL KNOW THA 1 FACT THAT LOVE CUMZ FEW & FARE SO WHEN U FIND IT & U KNOW U HAVE FOUND IT DONT LET GO, HOLD ON 2 IT & MAKE IT WORK CUZ ONCE U GET PAST ALL THA BULL...IT REALLY IZ A BEAUTIFUL THING...SO I'VE HEARD LOL!!

My Desire
My body has a fever Burning hot to touch, Erotic thoughts fill my head I want you oh so much A shivering sensation Travels down my spine, An overwhelming desire I have to make you mine Churnng in my stomach Dizziness in my head, I am drifting into fantasy Alone here in this bed Heavily my eyes do close In to ecstasy I go.... Now you are mine my love And no one has to know As this passion rises My throat feels hot and dry, My hungry gasping breath Becomes a long satisfied sigh One day I will have you Not a fantasy in my head, Be sure that I will get you I desire

Surveys
I keep getting a link, probably just like everyone else here, to click on and take a survey to get 10,000 fubar bucks. So, I click it, answer some crap and immediately get a message that says I do not qualify, take a hike. WTF? I want my bucks. Dammit! Should I try to lie next time?

What Creature Of The Night Are You You Most Like?
You scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!, Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all!You are a Vampiric Elf!83% Black Witch75% Fallen Angel50% Vampire33% You are a Demon8% What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com Gee a dark vampire elf hmm na giggles.

Playlist For The Week Of 8/14/07 - 8/21/07
Absu - In The Eyes Of Ioldanach EP Acheron - Anti-God, Anti-Christ Aura Noir - Black Thrash Attack Behemoth - The Apostasy Dark Angel - Leave Scars Death - Human Estuary - The Art Of Contradiction Goatwhore - Funeral Dirge For The Rotting Sun Hypocrisy - Penetralia King Diamond - Abigail Kiss - Kiss Kiss - Hotter Than Hell Kiss - Dressed To Kill Kiss - Asylum Kiss - Hot In The Shade Motley Crue - Dr. Feelgood Nuclear Assault - Handle With Care Obituary - World Demise Overkill - Killbox 13 Pestilence - Malleus Maleficarum Poison (US) - Look What The Cat Dragged In Rare Form - So Ends Another Scatterbrain - Here Comes Trouble Slaughter (US) - Stick It To Ya Sodom - M-16 Testament - Souls Of Black Usurper - Cryptobeast

I Dont Get It
I dont get it why does love have to be so cruel? you treat someone like a queen and do your best to provide for them and they say they love you and appriciate everything you do for them but thats not enough. you get stressed out and have problems in bed and your the bad guy. they say they have needs and you cant give them these needs. you know i have needs to i need to have less stress worring about money from day to day cause your helping some out that you love very much and again thats not enough. i just dont get it why is love so cruel to me.

9 Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a 1/2 hr. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wan

Read My Latest
Thanks to my dad who put together a forum that I can post wrestling happenings on. Here is my latest so go check it out. If you're a wrestling fan, it's a walk down memory lane and just in time for SummerSlam.

What Creature Of The Night Are You Most Like
You scored as Fallen Angel, You my friend are a Fallen Angel! You were amongst the closest to God, yet love led you down a path of self-destruction. You find yourself crying a lot, because of the pains of this world. Yes it is very crewl, yet you know there isn't a thing you can do about it. Follow your heart and you will find some of your former happiness.Fallen Angel67% You are a Vampiric Elf!50% Black Witch50% You are a Demon8% Vampire8% What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

Finallity!!!
If you read my last blog then you will understand this and if you didn't well then go back and read it so you can understand this. If you are just too damn lazy to read it then let me try to make this one easy enough so that you won't have to go back to the previous one. In it I talked about new beginnings and what may lie on the other side of a newly opened door. The only way you can find out is by stepping through and finding out..blah blah blah....just go read it. I stepped through that open door and found paradise. I am truly in heaven now and I have never been happier in my life. Even though I am not a go-billionaire I have everything I could ever want in my life right now. I found out that once you experience true happiness in a relationship nothing can best it. I know it took me a while to get things together within myself and find out what it was I wanted in life and now that I know, everything is falling into place. I can't believe I missed out on this all these years. The

Is It Over.........
What do you do when something is over? How do you start again? What if you don't want it to end? How do you repair the damage you have caused? How do you help a broken heart to mend? How do you keep from making the same mistakes as you did before? How do you close one chapter in your life and find an open door? How do you prove that you finally see the light? How do show someone that you can actually do things right? How do keep from making the same bad choices? How do you ignore all the negative voices? How can you show that you love someone? How do you change their heart when they say they are done? You can't. You just find a new begining. Every begining has an end. Every end means a new begining. Sometimes you have to take the only door you are given and just walk through it. There is no certainty as to what will be on the other side but if you don't step through you will never know. I am about to walk through a door into what I hope will be the begining of something good. It is

Bootycall Application
BOOTYCALL APPLICATION Name___________________ Age____ Phone(____)__________ Occupation________________________________ Do you live with your parents Yes__ No__ Do you live with your significant other Yes__ No__ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you want it (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can you last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do you like giving oral sex (Y/N)__ Which do you prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Threesome__ Group__ While having sex, *What do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Take Control__ Scratch__ Pull hair__ Bite__ Smack Booty__ Fake It__Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__

Disappearing....
Have you ever wondered what would happen if you just vanished? I don't mean like someone kidnapped you or anything like that. I mean if you just took off. I have often wondered about it when the opportunity presents itself to me. For instance, when you go to the store for some milk or bread or you go to the restroom in a department store. It won't be as effective if you live by yourself and it's the weekend and no one is expecting your call or for you to come over. It will only work when someone will be looking for you within the next few minutes or maybe ten minutes. Have you ever thought, maybe I could just go and never come back? Start my life over somewhere else where no one knows who I am. You can't take your car or your money or even your purse or wallet. No I.D or credit cards or anything. I have often thought about it. Where would I go and what I could do for money? What alias would I use? What background story would I tell people? Would I change my age? My appearance? Would it

The Things I Have Done....
Ok, I know I have done some things in my life that I shouldn't have done. I have stolen things from people and talked about people behind their backs. I have cheated on tests and lie to teachers. I have broken into peoples houses and ate food from their refrigerator and then taken a nap in their bed. I have looted from parked cars on the side of the street and from peoples driveways. I have stolen things from little kids and have skipped school to play rambo. I have run away from home when I was not supposed to go anywhere. I have wathed other people do things that I should not have and I have helped people do things that I should not have. I have abused people in ways that I am not proud of and I have stood by while others have been abused when I possibly could have done something to stop it. I have said things to people intentionally to hurt their feeliings and lied to them to get my own way. I have used people in ways that no one should and I have turned away from those that cared

Mz Solja
SHE HAS GOT ME LUSTING AFTER HER BUT NOT JUST LUSTING AFTER HER BODY,SHE HAS GOT ME LUSTING AFTER HER MIND.I LOVE THE WAY SHE THINKS,TALKS,WALKS EVEN HER SMILE IS CHART TOPPING HER LIPS MY GOD JUST LOOK AT THOSE LIPS JUST ONE KISS WOULD HAVE ME COMATOSE.IF HER MAN ONLY KNEW THE THOUGHTS I HAVE ABOUT HER THE DREAMS I HAVE HAD SHIT HE WOULD PROBABLY WANT TO BEAT MY ASS, LOOK AT IT THIS WAY HOMIE YOU LUCKED OUT SO LET'S MOVE ON LET THAT SHIT PASS.MAMI IS AMAZING I MEAN I HAVE SEEN WOMEN OF HER CALIBER BUT NOT OF HER CALIBER GET IT.A DIME PIECE FOR SURE BUT WITH STREET CREDS POLITICING WITH THE HOMIES SPITTING GAME WITH HER GIRLS BUT GETS UP THE NEXT MORNING AND HUSTLES HARD IN HER CORPORATE WORLD.YA UNDERSTANDS ME THAT MEANS MA HAS CLASS BUT IF SHE HAD TO SHE WOULD BUST THAT ASS AND I RESPECT HER GAME FOR THAT,HARD WORKER 100 PERCENT GO GETTER AND LIKE I SAID EARLIER HOMIE YOU LUCKED OUT SHE'S GOT YOUR BACK...

Ghost Rider Needs His Friends
Hey everyone come join the Happy Hour Contest. My girl Sassy here needs you. Ive done bombed her all I can and she could use ur help in the Happy Hour Contest held by SexiGirlBlond. Please come help my girl out. Here is the link to her photo in the contest. So come on over and give a helping hand. GHOST RIDER IS HERE FOR SASSY TODAY AND YOU COULD BE TOO

Still Waiting.......
So far no letter for me. I found out that my friend did not pass... She is optimistic and will be trying again next year. Good Luck to her... and Still waiting and praying for me.... More to follow.........

~ Dale Earnhardt Jr - Corvette Crash And Fire Infineon ~
Dale Earnhardt Jr raced in an American Lemans Series Corvette in 2004 at Infineon. In practice, he had this scary crash where he suffered only minor burns. Earnhardt later said he clearly remembers someone pulling him out of the car (he is obviously dazed after the hit), but in the video, you can see nobody is there to do that. Inside car camera is a scary shot.

Gotta Be Less Into My Looks
I've been thinking I used to have very low self confidence. Back in the day I used to be skinny and looked very dorky back in junior high I got picked on all the time. One day I said to myself I'm not gonna give anyone the satisfaction of making fun of the way I look. So I never had weights or anything so I grabbed my school bag and a baseball bat and I filled the bag with soup cans and started doing bicep curls then push ups then found a bar in the garage to do chin ups. It took along time but over time ppl stopped picking on me as much. Now I realise yeah sure I improved myself but now its to the point where its an obsession of mine, and I think thats the only reason a girl would like me. Which is wrong I know I'm writing this and if you looked at my pictures youd think Im hypocritcal but lets just say I'm trying to turn over a new leaf.

Skins And Ripping
ok, heres the dealio. Yes, pages and codes have been changed by admin. Do I like them? meh, I don't hate them. Actually my OCD side likes 'em cuz they seem to have more balance and symmetry. yeah, shut it, I'm type A and cant help myself! lol What I DO hate is the fact that there isn't a "no rip" option so the creator of said skin can control if and or what skin can be ripped. I have only been dabbling in codes for a few months now, getting around the new ones should be interesting to say the least. Even tho my time and creations have been limited, there are some people who have spent COUNTLESS hours, hell, weeks, creating skins only to have some idiot rip, tweak it and call it there own. wtf? I'm not one to bitch, ok, thats a lie, let me rephrase...My complaints re: this place are VERY few and I dont spend my time dwelling on them, but what I have spent some of my time doing is working on skins. Am I a master? A "know all" of codes? HELLLL NO. But I think it should onl

Pete's Good Deed...
Ok, so I'm patting my own back, but I just got some wonderful news. A friend here on Fubar, for whom I recently wrote a new resume, just landed a much better job than the one she left. She's so happy and I feel terrific for having helped her out in my small way. All the best to her in the new role!

Two Different Contests
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com here are some links to a couple of comment bombing contests i am in.... need to get to 400 to reach the next level in contest... i am currently at 44 comments, contest is for the first to reach 5000 comments... leave a comment if you like...if not dont worry about it...

Today's Horoscope
Something big happens in your love life and you can hardly think about anything else. It could be someone new, or maybe a milestone of sorts with your current partner. Whatever it is, keep smiling! Note: I LIKE IT!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!

Dvd Formats
I hate this whole only Blu-ray and HD DVD formats that a lot of movie companies are doing. I mean I know that things improve, but what about people that can't afford to get a new DVD player ever other day. why don't they make a there new DVD's so you can play them in old models and so you can still see the freaking movie.

Old Poem
pearched reflection these words fallen on my own deaf ears from my pearch high above the world i look down at a man crying over a lost game i see his heart right through his million dallor suit and his fancy new car a child hiding in a dark corner crying in my peach i look and see my self

He Is The One
He has taken me where I have never gone before He has done to me what no one has ever done He loves me like no one ever will When he touches me, my heart stands still When our lips meet, my body ignites When are tongues caress, we reach new heights His kiss fills me with passion beyond compare I ache with desire, my soul I bare His fingers are magic as they creep They find my fire and take me deep I moan, I shake, I quiver with pleasure He is the only one that can find my treasure His manhood fills me, I cry out his name From this moment on I'll never be the same He takes me with him higher and higher Our bodies are burning we are on fire We climb and find our ecstasy We collapse and find serenity I will love him for all eternity He is the moon and the stars and the sun He is the one.

Solution
To all my friends that knew about the problem i was having, and about the possibility of being off line for a bit. I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE!!! Thanks to my son that is! So i will be here for awhile longer...until I figure out where we are going to move. Then of coarse i will have to be offline for a couple days!...lol But no worries that won't be until after my son gets home! So much love and bright blessings to those of you that gave me the strength and energy to keep going!

Life's Obstacle
This road I have been traveling seems all up hill. I know I must go on, and face any obstacle that blocks my way, cause I know I must continue to move forward. I finally realize what I must do never give up never go back remember the good times along with the bad. It's the bad times that help us grow stronger. This road I've been traveling seems all up hill, but I know I must keep moving forward. I know the tears will stop falling but do know it's ok to cry. A new door has opened to start a new life. So I must continue to move forward. It wont be easy but noone ever said it would be. So this road i've been traveling I finally realized it's my way to a whole new life. I'm thankful my friends for all the love and support along the way. I will make it and I will never give up.

Who’s A Witch?
Nary a man a Witch can be nor Witch a Wizard, don’t you see? For t’was thus ordained above, this great natural law called Love that from man to woman is the flow and as such, always has been so. Into whose hands are babies born and who gathers the eggs on frosty morn? T’is she who knows the herb that cures. and guess who, that trusty cauldron stirs. Comes now the Woman of the Moon; it’s Her planter’s orb in June. By wind and fire, rain and earth, all God’s creatures know Her worth. All that live are born in strife, But She’s the One who nurtures life. Thank you Goddess for the Witches By just their being, our life enriches. Think not there’s something I’ve forgotten; it’s the fact that we ‘re all begotten You see, from that piece of Adam’s rib comes the hand that rocks the crib. Surely there’s one thing now we know. "Move over Wizard; it’s Her show."

Tailgating At The Pnc Traveling Virus Show And O&a Village Details
Many people have been writing us about the restrictions on tailgating after the Ozzfest Incident at the PNC Bank Arts Center. For anyone attending the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus comedy show at the PNC Bank Arts Center this Saturday, August 25th (get your tickets now if you haven't already!)... Here is the official statement from the Venue regarding tailgating: Please note that grilling and tailgating are still permitted in the PNC parking lots but that alcohol can no longer be consuming in those locations due to the tragic events of last week and prior issues regarding underaged drinking in the PNC lots. The Parking lots will open at 4pm and the doors for the show/village will open at 5:30pm. Regarding the O&A Village: Below is a list of the activities in the Village: * Drown the Clown (Dunk tank & inflatable games) * Fly By Night Entertainment which includes a group of guys that do head stapling, glass walking, sword swallowing, mental floss, straight jacket escape and

Pagan Playground
I leave my cares and world behind And drift away with a wandering mind To a place where dreams come true Where the grass is green and the sky is blue Then a gentle breeze brushes my face As I wander through this gentle place Where birds and bees sing in the trees And the grass bends with a gentle breeze A song is sung but in natures way One that is heard when children play One that is carried forth for all to hear But heard by those who know no fear It plays both in day and also at night You don't use your ears or need a light Close your eyes for it is all around Open your heart and it will be found Once it is heard it won't just go away It won't leave you alone not for a day Its source can't be found but still you will look Beneath every rock and the babbling brook Try as you might and look where you can And when you are finished go look again For this magickal sound and wondrous place Is often hidden right in front of our face But though it is so s

A Million Times
I have seen you a million times And every time I see you I fall in love with you all over again My heart starts to race My frown turns into a smile And all my worries are now in my past When you smile at me my heart melts You give the sweetest hugs Every time you hug me Your smile is like a new day Your sense of humor is like no other The ability you have to make me smile Is all you need you love me Your laugh is so soft and sweet Just looking in your eyes Makes me melt inside Your lips look so soft Soft enough to kiss You, yourself relive me from all pain Your hands are as soft as a pillow The way you comfort me is amazing Every time we say good-bye I start to cry I say good-bye to you too many times I said good-bye to you a million times

I'm Going Back To School
I'm going back to school in September, I'm going to get a degree in computers. that's after I get me math and writing skills to college level. I hope to do well it will take at least 4 years to finish, but I could not be happier.

What Would U Do????
If U lived In an aptment.... Where someone has Fogged the aptment sent U To The Hospital... Did Everything to make you ill with bad oders and smells. Runs cold water in kitcken and bathroom all night. You went to board of heath did nothing, also tried to talk with landlords did nothing. They have even openned basement sewer. Still no one cares in bayonne about all this< and you have been living all over. Would you move or stay the fight???

All Hallow's Meet
Oh, wild lonely places of sweet dread delight That call to my Children on Halloween night In whispering wind wisps and whipporwill plight Tickling the treetops where moonbeams alight. Come hither, ye Witches, on silver light fly! Don't dawdle, don't saunter, don't idly stroll by! Lift your skirts as seer gusts catch the leaves dead and dry Rise up with the wind soaring hasty on high! Ride ye thus to the hollow in the wood dark and deep Where all merry parted shall now merry meet. At the time 'twas appointed that time shall ye keep To honor me, hail me in great esbat fete. When the moon sailing bright in the dark midnight blue Casts her spell on the landscape, reversing each hue, And the scent of the night gives the magickal clue To the circle make haste, give Hecate her due! Dance wild, draw the power and shape in a cone, Till the power is thine and the will is thine own Then hurl't to the wind that thy purpose be flown And thy wish shall I grant on the Night

When A Girl Misses A Guy
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

Constant Battle
I face a constant battle inside my head somethings I jsut dont understand. confused inside feelings all mixed up. As the battle slowly dies out i start to understand there is a reason for the pain a reason for the tears. I am stronger now I wont give up. I pray everyday for the hope and the strength to keep fighting. I have found the found the strength to keep moving forward, and to hang on with every memory that was made. I will never forget the laughter or the good times we've had. I face a constant battle, but today it slowly dies down.

Lost
I love you more than life itself But I’m afraid to love. My heart is like the fragile wings Of a tiny little dove. I'm scared to get too close. I feel that I can't win. You'll love me for a little while Then you'll set me free again. I've lived so long on hopes and dreams I don't know what to do. I don't think I can trust my heart, For it belongs to you. I know you'll only hurt me Yet, I still keep running back. Between the paths of our hearts There's a worn and beaten track. You've got my heart held on a string. It’s breaking right in two. Enough belongs to me -to hurt- The rest belongs to you. I know that somewhere in your heart There is a place for me. I just don't know how to find it And there's no way to make you see. I can only hope that someday You'll wake up and you'll find, That while my heart belongs to yours, Yours, too, belongs to mine.

Hey Everyone!
we are in lamar,colorado settled in our on cozy little apt....will be out here for a few months...so hope to make lots of new friends while we are out here..anyway, hugs and kisses to all our friends and family back home....xoxoxoxo

Ramblings Of A "con" Mind
Last week i was in Indianapolis for a convention with my sons. It was crowded, like normal, and i was struggling to keep my wits about me. I was surprised at how much control i was able to keep given the number of people. I really think my wife was expecting my brain to fry with that many people. Anyway, i did ok. But it wasn’t the crowd that had me distracted, it was the crowd. I found myself people watching again. Now ignoring the usual “someone here is a Superspy, wonder if i can find him or her” type of silly mindgame (which can be hysterical, and helps explain the strange behavior of some that you see), i found myself watching the interactions more closely. You have to understand that i was in the “Exhibit Hall” (a fancy term for Dealers Room, where everyone makes their money at these con’s). Hundreds of merchants demo’ing and selling their stuff to thousands of people milling about trying to get rid of their useless money. Lots of confusion and chaos. In particula

A New Door
A new door has opened and I must go on. It doesn't seem fair I'll be going on without you, but I know that someday the choices we make will pay off in the end. Through the tears we learn to be strong. Through the pain we learn to hang on. A new door has opened I must go on. I will always love you my son, no matter where life will lead us. I will always care. So son this is goodbye for now until we meet again. I pray that a new door will open for you, A new door has opened I must go on.

Touching
I can hear the rain outside trickling down my window While my fingers drown in my own private Stream of water. It was just last night that you were here with me When our bodies became one and I Lost myself with you. Your taste still lingers in my mouth And your touch still burns on my skin. You've left this morning You've left me aching for more of you. I find myself thinking of you More than I ever though I would. You have such a hold on me I'd be willing to please you for eternity. I treasure each of your kisses And hate the feeling of being alone Since all I can do is touch myself And silently wish that you would be inside of me. I run my hands across my breasts remembering The way you did it last night. I feel fire between my thighs Once again with you on my mind. I have to finish this pleasure at once. I can't keep it locked up any longer Otherwise I'll explode with heartache. I reach the level of satisfaction for the moment. And my heart fl

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights These are days I need u to hold me tight in your arms Hold me close and keep me warm Tell me I'm your good luck charm Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you Tell me I'm your every wish come true Lay me down very gently Then make love to me essentially Caress my body from head to toe Not missing a spot Let's play around like connect the dots Let's make each other hot until our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride Take my body on a journey that never ends It always seems to just begin Make me climax like I never done before Do what you want to my body it's all yours Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me Do whatever you want to my body As long as it's pleasing.

Fingers
I lay here waiting for you to crawl between my legs spreading my pussy lips exposing my pink flesh wanting so bad to be licked mmmm your tongue feels so good yeah that's it stick them fingers in pound them in and out you know how to fit them in there just right do it harder baby that's it lick and suck my clit while you finger fuck my pussy then i 'll sit on your dick and ride you till you cum for me ooooh yeah feels so good can't you see iam in extasy make me cum for you the way you always do

Becki
One night (back when I was at UW-Madison) I went to a party without my girlfriend. Everyone there was a Freshman like I was, but most of them were only 17 or 18. It was unusual for me to be alone and I was enjoying it, flirting a little and not having to worry my girlfriend would get on my case. Even when you want to be faithful you still can’t help noticing a nice ass walking past. I had put down a few beers by the time I turned around and saw that Becki had turned up. Becki was a very hot redhead from one of my classes. She had the classic redhead coloring - green eyes and smooth creamy white skin. She was voluptuous, even though she was only 18, and she was gorgeous, and when my eyes moved up her body to her face, bingo! Eye contact! She was with her boyfriend Andrew - a bit of a geek, also only 18, her boyfriend from high school, but I could see straight away she was using him as a chauffeur. She had a look in her eye… The look of a girl who wants to dive in to the wild world

Fuck Me
silky smooth hips a wet, throbbing clit pussy spread wide open waiting for you to take a sip fuck me from behind in my hot, tight ass stick it all the way in baby take it slow, make it last let me bathe your balls in my horny, moist mouth while you finger my dripping box down south push my head down make me deepthroat your cock when you hear me gag, push harder, don't stop slurp the tasty juice from my steamy slit let me taste my own goo by licking your soft, sexy lips i bite my hard nipples you stroke your stiff dick i rub my swollen clit then you suck on it me on my back my legs on your shoulders you just drill my pussy over and over you shoot a massive load i swallow every bit get you hard again and proceed to crush that dick

There Will Be A Time
There will be a time in our lives when we want to give up. we want to quit the fight. The tears are falling and the pain is so deep. There will be a time in our lives when we have to make decisions that are for more paiful then we imagined, but hold on don't give up keep the faith cause in the end it will all work out the tears will stop and the pain will go away the scars will remain but in time they to will mend, a broken heart will mend. The memories of the bad times will try and drown out the good times, but always remember it's the bad times that help us grow stronger. So never give up keep moving forward cause in the end it will work out. Thank you my friends for seeing me through without you I would have given up

Ass Fuckin
I bend over and look at my feet Take my hands and spread those cheeks Get ready for your dick to begin Uh O it's starting to bend Got to get that ass lubed up So it'll be ready for a real good fuck Spit on my finger stick it in my ass It's all ready and lubed at last Oh fuck this shits all tight You had to push with all your might I'm trying not to cry A good ass fuckin won't make me die I just relax and enjoy I don't worry for you will be a good boy You won't neglect my little twat I hear you cum ready or not Shoving your cock right in my cunt I lie on the bed so you can hit it from the front You can see the pleasure in my face I'm even trying to meet your pace Ready? You're gonna blow your load I say I'm ready Let's do it again two-fold

Thought For The Day 08/21/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt And out unto the people, I send a message, my voice to be heard. Ringing back, do I hear the cries of souls who care not for what is within me. To they who know me, none is ever lost. To those who judge me, all is forgotten as easily as it was born within me. Am I to shine for those who care not for my heart? Certainly, I could not. To those who see me for my tears, they, may I always call friend. © 2003-2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions Read below: Subliminal message: *%^&&@@#!!!!))(:>>

My Poems
Life is too hard Remember those days? You know the ones where you hang out with friends, and drink till the sun come up. Life is to hard the same song they always play You know we all would do what we could, to get back those days We all had that friend that dreamed really big Or the one who was bragging about all the women beds he has been in Or the one who could make you laugh, while you were down in your tears Oh yeah, them were the good years. So Mr. DJ! Put that Life is to hard Song back on Got to get my life back on track Show these young ones, how its done So, life got you down? Like I know it can! Then close those eyes, and think of those long lost friends Sit on the porch and poor your self a drink And sway your head to that Life is to hard song you know the beat Make me the person Make me the person the one that people will always love When I walk down the street, they know my name Hey man! Can I borrow some money? They will always ask. Ill

Firefighters
Not many people remember us, Not many people care, Unless a life is saved or lost, While we are fighting there. We learn to respect the fire we fight, And even love it too. In order to end it's destructive path, It's what we train to do. There are many who cannot comprehend, Why we love the things they fear. We're the first they call in their time of need, It's the reason that we're here. The next alarm might make us proud, And heroes of some kind, Or maybe it will be our last, In service to mankind. But whatever fate may bring us, It doesn't change our hearts. We're Firefighters to the end, We'll always do our part.

Downtown
Spent the day with my son downtown. We don't really spend much time downtown San Antonio because it's mostly a tourist place but...it was nice. He recently moved in with me. It's been good really. I like having him around but I think he's bored most of the time. So I decided we should go downtown so I could take some pictures and let him help me and maybe learn some things. He likes taking pictures. He's very creative like me... We sat and watched people walking by down at the river walk. It was fun. Change of Scenery and all that. I have a picture of us that day in my default...if you want to see.

To The Victims, Families, And Friends Of Sept. 11th Victims
Turn On Volumethey'd always have funthey'd go to the beach hold hands and collect shells and make sand castles even though they were young this was a start of somthing new but one day after mandy's 6th birthday billy came up to her and said will you be my girlfriend and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and their mom and dad's knew they were perfect.everyday as they grew older their love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better than everthey spent their summers togetherthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work mandy had some breaking newsshe was pregnant with a baby on june 22nd she gave birth to a beautiful baby girlshe grew bigger and bigger and soonmandy knew she was pregnant againshe gave birth to a beautiful baby boy on september

Att Artist/ Bands That Does Light Rock And Or Cover Songs Gig 4 U
The following event has been added to Rent My Band.com and is scheduled to take place within 3000 miles of Ashley. We are notifying you of this event because it falls within your travel distance radius. To view more information on this event, please visit http://www.rentmyband.com/event.php?event_id=344 . Information about this event follows : Parker, AZ - Fund Raiser "Fund raiser for Womens crices center...."

Ian Anderson Is 60
this dude was my hero from youth--i got jethro tull's 'thick as a brick' for my 14 th b'day--i spent a year in 1998-1999 searching for their entire back catalog. but mr anderson lost his hair and most of his voice. we neede a new rock flute player--yeah--i'll try it--i got respect from hours of spending time with a 40.00 rusty flute and 100 yr old method book in the cprner of a trailer in 2001 after my house burnt down.i wanted to fuse the flute w/punk to take sir ian's vision to another level--had many songs tributing him as well as covering 'war child' up to me' one brown mouse' locomotive breath etc. in 2004--the A.M.G. added a page on me--one of the 'similar artists' to me was jethro tull--i was thrilled--i e-mailed ian anderson--again--and again--and again--i guess it wasn't as exciting for him. on 8/10/2007 he turned 60--happy birthday mr anderson

Barak Obama
Is anyone else tired of hearing "Barak Obama doesnt have enough exoerience"? To me he has a lot more experience as a second year national senator than a governor does. The last time i checked our last two presidents have been former governors. Also one thing that is overlooked is that he served in the Illinois state senate for 8 years. Its not like he just popped onto the politcal scene and at least he is running on his own and not on the coat-tails of his spouse. Apparently he said he would be willing to normalize relations with Cuba and he has taken flack for this. I find it funny that its such a taboo for normalizing relations with Cuba because of their politics, human rights issues, etc and yet here we are doing business with China, Pakistan, Saudi Arabia, etc. I guess there just isnt enough bull shit to cover up all of our contradictions so it has to be strategically placed.

Jerry! Jerry! Jerry!
silvadolla7771: oh silvadolla7771: i have a funny fucking story to tell u noshadesofgrey11: we'got it silvadolla7771: so i told you how the last time dave cheated on me it was with this skanky bitch named tammy right?? silvadolla7771: well, when i kicked him out he and tammy officially got together i guess noshadesofgrey11: i think these are the longest consecutive days i've spent high as an adult silvadolla7771: so when she got out of jail they moved in together noshadesofgrey11: jerry! jerry! jerry!

Your Help Requested.
Alright..last time I will request this. I am in a contest, trying to win a VIP/Blast. I know, they get old. Really old. All I am looking for is a bit of help, especially since right now I am on borrowed bandwidth. My DSL has crapped out, and Verizon said they might be out tomorrow to fix it. Anyways, last time I was able to do anything, I was number two on the contest, and am now back to 4th or 5th. If you could just comment bomb my pic, I would appreciate it. Besides, I won't be in a good position to enter any contests for a few weeks. Thank you for any posts you can make. I have to head back to my house soon, so I won't be able to do much myself.

Kara's Quiz
1. What's the first thought when you wake up? DAMN IT'S TOO EARLY 2. What is your favorite possession? ALTHOUGH SHE IS NOT MY POSSESSION MY DAUGHTER IS MY FAVORITE THING NOT SURE WHAT HAPPENED TO 3 4. If you could tell your last EX something what would you say? YOU REALLY WERE STUPID. 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? NO 6. What do you think of hot dogs? THEY ARE GREAT AT BALLGAMES AND WHEN I AM NOT THINKING ABOUT WHAT I AM EATING. 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? WHEN I WAS A KID 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? COFFEE. 9. Can you do push ups? YES 10. Is your bathroom clean? YES 11. What is your Favorite Piece of Jewelry? MY CLADDAGH 12. Do you take painkillers? YEP SPORTS INJURIES 13. Do you have ADD? NO LOST 14 15. What's your name? DANIEL . 16. Middle Name? JOSEPH 17. Name three thoughts at this exact moment. BUSH REALLY SUCKS KARA IS HOT THE PHONE IS RINGING. 18. Name 3

My Fu Rules & Guidelines
Read the scroll box below before adding me! It contains a password in it you will need to include in the friend request, I do this to make sure you have read my profile & you have some idea about me & how I conduct myself. Here is a link to the blog with the same info in case you cant see this scroll box well My Fu Rules & Guide lines ^^Click^^ My Fu Rules & Guide lines I. Pertaining to Friend Request: Take a look at how many I have, If I accepted all of my request, I would have thousands, therefore I am selective. What is it that I look at when deciding to accept or not? They MUST possess an approved salute! Have they read my profile and included muh password? (It is in this box, but I'll Know if you have nt read my profile completely.) Do we share common Interest & Taste? Are they intelligent with something meaningful to contribute? & If I'd like to get to know them further. What is their persona? How do they present themselves? If you are a beggar, a s

Aint Love Grand
Subject: Love Poems WOMAN'S LOVE POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep. One who's handsome, smart, and strong. One who loves to listen long. One who thinks before he speaks. One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed. When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door. Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind. Knows what to answer to "How big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S LOVE POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

What Kind Of Nerd Are You?
What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Drama Nerd You sure do love the spotlight and probably have a very out-going and loud personality. Or not. That's just a stereotype, of course. Participation in the theatre is something to be very proud of. Whether you have a great voice for musicals, or astounding skills for dramas/comedies; keep up the good work. We need more entertainment these days that isn't television and video games (not that these things are bad, necessarily.)Social Nerd Science/Math Nerd Literature Nerd Gamer/Computer Nerd Anime Nerd Artistic Nerd

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Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others because they are

Lounge Is Open!!!!
Hey everyone!!! The Slightly insane lounge is open. I am ready to serve ya some alcohol, we have awesome music goin on! Come on in, chill, relax and have some fun. Click on the pic below to get in. If you arent a member of the lounge you can do that too. :D Looking forward to seeing you there!!! Hugs Mystical

2pac-how Do U Want It
How do you want it How do you feel Comin' up as a Nigga in tha cash game Livin' in tha fast lane i'm for real How do you want it How do you feel Comin' up as a Nigga in tha cash game Livin' in tha fast lane i'm for real Love tha way you activate your hips and push your ass out gotta nigga wantin' it's so bad i'm about to pass out wanna dig you and I can't even lie about it baby just eleviate your cloths time to fly up out it catch you at a club oh shit, you got me fiendin' body talken shit to me but I can't comprehend the meaning now if ya wanna roll with me then here's ya chance doin 80 on tha freeway wait police, catch me if they can forgive me i'm a ridah still i'm just a simple man all I want is money fuck tha fame i'm a simple man Mr. International Playa with tha passport just like a ladder bitch get you anything you ask for it's either him or me champagne, Hennessy a favorite of my homies when we floss on our enemies witness as we creep

Rules For The Members
We Welcome New Members Wankan-Tanka Clan ! The Rules Are Simple: Bring your individuality – There is room in our family for people of ideas and ideals. Enjoy meeting new people, chat, form friendships and have fun! Voice your opinions, and make suggestions as there is always room for improvement to make us better and stronger! Please read and reply/repost bulletins of the clan. Please fan/friend and rate members profiles. NO DRAMA – THIS IS A FRIENDLY SITE ! Respect your clan members during contests by helping them before others. Try to rate family members to help them level up. If you have problems, please let us help you resolve them before deciding to quit, our door is always open. Please try to attend all family functions once we have a lounge.

Tequila And Salt ( With Love)
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10 When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11 Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So......... If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including

~ Dale Earnhardt Sr. - Msnbc Interview ~
An interview with Dale Earnhardt in 2000 after the deaths of NASCAR drivers Adam Petty and Kenny Irwin Jr.. Dale Earnhardt would later die in 2001 after a last lap crash in the Daytona 500

Lounge Is Open!!!!!
Hey everyone!!! The Slightly insane lounge is open. I am ready to serve ya some alcohol, we have awesome music goin on! Come on in, chill, relax and have some fun. Click on the pic below to get in. If you arent a member of the lounge you can do that too. :D Looking forward to seeing you there!!! Hugs Mystical

Motivation.
AIGHT, I MADE A NEW PIC FOLDER. ENTITLED MOTIVATION. NOW I KNOW THIS DOESN'T SEEM MY STYLE, BUT A GOOD BIT OF THEM ARE FUNNY AS FUCK, AND THE REST I MADE MYSELF. GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO CHECK THEM OUT. NO DISAPPOINTMENT I SWEAR!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND WATCHING EUREKA. NOW DANCE!!!!

Funny Lady Needs Commenting Love
Hey everyone, I hope your Wednesday is going well. I need mad commenting love if you all dont mind. This contest started at 5:00pm, on Tuesday the 21st, and will run for ten days straight. You need to add fan rate sexy girl blonde to get into my folder. Here is her profile link: *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar Here is my pic link Just click the pic if it doesnt work, contact me through shout box and I will send the link directly to you. the pimpout added fanned This contest pimpout brought to you by: ~/~ Sassy ~/~ Founder of The Lancasters Bartender Fusion Radio@ fubar

We Are Open!!!!
Hey everyone!!! The Slightly insane lounge is open. I am ready to serve ya some alcohol, we have awesome music goin on! Come on in, chill, relax and have some fun. Click on the pic below to get in. If you arent a member of the lounge you can do that too. :D Looking forward to seeing you there!!! Hugs Mystical

Fubar Looks Like Myspace! Omg...*heart Attack*
GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK. YOUR SKIN IS STILL THERE, AND TO ME THE NEW LAYOUT IS ALOT EASIER THAN HAVING TO SEARCH PEOPLE'S PAGES FOR LINKS AND STASH, AND PICTURES AND SHIT. THIS SITE ISN'T MEANT TO BE UP TO YOUR STANDARDS. YOU SHOULD JUST BE GLAD THE SHIT'S STILL FREE. MY GOD, DONT' YOU PEOPLE HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO THAN TO BITCH? GET A FUCKING LIFE. DAZZY *MOTHAFUCKIN* LYNN (GOT PROBLEMS WITH THIS? FEEL FREE TO E-MAIL ME AT XCURVYSPITFIREX@AOL.COM)

Haywood
Here is the link to Haywood's contest that just started a few minutes ago.... Also, as you will notice another family member entered this contest without my knowledge, King of Grand Rapids, the family WILL NOT BE BOMBING HIM...we only enter ones scheduled for this very reason....As a matter of fact you can remove him from your friends list, I will be removing him shortly...Bomb Haywood ONLY in this one please....

The Right Path
I know in my heart that one day the person I love and myself will make it together - I dont know when or how exactly but once we get thru the crazy obstacles we might just make it. someday My horoscope for today gives me a lil hope... lol... 8/21/07 You're all fired up and know in your heart that you're on the right path. It might be hard to convince your peers, but time will tell. They're at least watching you with great interest for the time being.

Love
From that first moment Life finally made sense You and me together Forever is what I thought The start was everything Than I had ever imagined Nothing could have been better Perfection at it finest Loving you was not a job Giving to you was not work Loving you was a privilege Giving to you was a gift My life was better than ever Waking up had a purpose Every day had meaning Sleeping only meant dreaming of you As time went on We had our ups and downs But no matter how good or bad My love for you never changed We made each other better Bringing hope and happiness We made each other worse Sides of us that that no one knew Nothing lasts a lifetime Six years is not forever The last day was the hardest The pain of a broken heart was unbearable Days and weeks go by The pain only worsens Months and years pass in time The pain has subsided My wounds have healed Life Continues for me I am ready to move on Then you call out of the blue My em

Fu-bomber Name
Ok, I noticed as I am looking through alot of the family members profiles that quite a few of you have the FU-Bomber name in your "nickname" space in your profile where it should be...HOWEVER, to keep down the confusion as to what is the official family home page...I would appreciate you all going back and putting your own Fubar nickname in that space FIRST, then adding FU-Bombers after it in that same space....they can both be in the "nickname part just make sure FU-Bombers does not come first so we have no further confusion....We need to make sure THIS page is home base and everyone finds this page when they are seeking the FAMILY page ok..Thanks FU-Tards :P Luv ya! *Peggy Sue

Blowjob
now can I suck your dick? I find it difficult not to stare when you stand in front of me, when I am seated it would be so easy for you to whip it out perfectly level with my face teasing me, and taunting me compelling me to take it in my mouth slowly of course at first licking it so you can see the tip of my tongue swirling around the head of your dick and then on the rim leading to the shaft watching your face while you concentrate on my mouth slowly circling your cock using my lips to bring you in a little deeper my tongue still able to swirl around the head as my lips begin to tighten around your shaft I slide down deeper I let me tongue drift lower, too You place your hand on my head and I start tracing your veins with my tongue start building a very slow rhythm sliding your cock in and out just a little adding suction just a little still mostly teasing getting hungry for more teasing myself just as much as I am teasing

"dimples Contest!!" Help
HELP ME !! WITH COMMENTS N LOTS OF THEM PLZ. ITS A DIMPLE CONTEST!! Starting: August 20th@ 8:00PM EST Ending: August 27th@8:00PM EST This is a bombing contest.It will run for 7 days.All entrys are allowed to self bomb as well as their friends. No DRAMA will be tolerated.The prize will be a 7 day blast or 1 month V.I.P. GURLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN!!!!

Can U Feel It?
Tell me: Can u feel it? Do you know what you do to me when you speak those words in my ear? My tunnel gets moist and I stretch my hips your way to get a better feel. Let your hands roam my body and go to places they have never been before. Please my mind and body and I will do the same. I have waited so long to feel this from you. Now the day has come when you and I are one. You kiss my body from head to toe and suck on those special places. I lie you back and do the same, but you want this to be about me. You tell me to relax as your fingers explore my crevices deep within. I tense when you start to massage that special spot within my canal. I feel you getting harder and you start to stroke my spot even more. My head is back and eyes are closed. I'm whispering sweet words in Spanish...you don't know what I'm saying but it sounds sexy coming from the lips that were just wrapped around your package. You spread my legs wide and insert yourself into me. I wrap my legs around you and pull

Happiness
One feels so giddy When Happines Comes to Knocking on their Hearts. Constantly wearing a smile To show some of the Inner Light That shines so bright from Within How can one describe Happiness? Other then bg light as a Feather Or Flouting on a Pillowy Soft Cloud? Can a feeling truely be described In mere words spoken by our tounges? Or is it best displayed by our actions? Happiness comes and goes as it wills Beeing there one day, while gone the next Freely Flowing from one to another It isnt something that can be caught Or held within a jar for safe keeping Or locked in a small box, for no one to see For One to Truely experience Happines One must be willing to let it be seen For Happiness comes from others that love you 8~21~07

Scared The Crap Outta Me!
There I am sound asleep!! Dogs beside me, ....and all of a sudden...banging on the door at around midnight on a work night. I'd been sick to death with the flu, headache and feeling like shit. It's the kid across the street, banging and banging, you need to stay awake she says, there is a huge fire in the back of your house across the tracks. Damn I got up looked out the window and said, "What the fuck!" You could see the water from the Fire Trucks, and the flames shooting out of the houses...actually they were new houses from what we heard. Finally, about 1/2hr into watching them many other Fire Engines were called to the scene and it was finally put out. I was scared shitless. I mean the house and property are insured but who the hell wants to start all over again??? You know how long it takes some insurance companies to make things right! Now I been tired all damned day! Bed early tonight.

Freinds!?
ok if you see this you are on my freinds list,i am tired of people acting or thinking because they are on my list or i am on their list that i HAVE to rate and comment on their pics,i rate freinds because i want to.if you act that way remove me because i will remove you,next if i havent heard anything from you in a while nothing personel but i will remove you to make room for the people i do talk to.next if i go in to rate your pics and i can see your default pics and have rated them but cant see any other pics i will remove you ,if im good enough to rate some pics i should be good enough to rate them all.nothin personel but it is a matter of respect

Florida Justice..........
Justice prevailed....for once. Great answer from a Florida Sheriff. Florida's got it right. Bravo for Sheriff Judd!!! As reported earlier this week, some dirt bag who got pulled over in a routine Traffic stop in Florida ended up "executing" the deputy who stopped him. The deputy was shot eight times, including once behind his right ear at close range. Another deputy was wounded and a police dog killed. A statewide manhunt ensued. The low-life was found hiding in a wooded area with his gun. SWAT team officers fired and hit the guy 68 times. Now here's the kicker: Naturally, the media asked why they shot him 68 times? Polk County Sheriff, Grady Judd, told the Orlando Sentinel – "That's all the bullets we had." (Talk about an all time classic answer!!!)

Jacob Starts Kindergarten!!!
Hey, everyone! I just wanted to let all of you know that starting 08/22/07, my little boy, Jacob, starts Kindergarten. This week only I will take him to school and pick him up. (I took some time off to do this from work) Unfortunately, the after school "Kids Club" program was full so my name is on the waiting list. The program is for two hours and it works with my work schedule, so when the time comes for me to actually join this program, I will get to take Jake to school and pick him up. So at that point, Grandpa will pick Jake up after school starting next week. Me and the kids got to meet the teachers last night actually, 08/20/07. The kindergarten classes are held in a house traylor outside the school; there are six of them. And it looks like he has a large class of about 30 students. Kindergarten hours for Jake are from 8:55am to 3:45pm...WOW, a full schools day!! Fridays are my only days off during the week, besides regular Sundays, since my work is closed then, so I will

Head Game
Hey there little baby, I've got 1 thing on my mind.... I wanna hop on top of you and slowly start to grind.... I'll make you feel such exstacy, 'til you're just about to nut. Then, I'll slowly tease that cock of yours, and I'll make you call me "Slut". You can fuck me from behind, you better pull my hair. Watch me lower my pussy over your' face, slide over my underwear.... Lick me so good, like you always do, make it soft and wet. Use your' tounge that special way, the way I'll never forget. Then be prepared to feel your' head, slide way deep down this throat. You know I'll make those toes curl, when I suck on that scroat. Well, believe me sexy, I can write on and on.... But let me stop here now, and show you instead, I'm gonna please you all night long, I'll start with good head....

Football
My obsession is Alabama Crimson Tide Football it has been since i was 10 years old....it started with my grandfather then passed to my dad then to me....Instead of the boys becoming obsessed i became obsessed...Bizarre how things work out but...I became enthralled by all things related to the football program...of course first being taught about the man the legend Paul "Bear" Bryant...As well and the history and pride in the program....I learned everything I could about it...learning stats and all that..In 1993 I was lucky enuff to attend every single home game...and even 2 away games.... There is nothing like walking into the Bryant-Denney stadium and seeing all the fans talking and greeting ppl they never met....Saying Roll Tide as they pass another fan... The overpowering smell of hot dogs and popcorn as u enter the stadium and all the fans wearing Crimson and White...to support our boys on the field...seeing the fans do the wave and all u see are the colors red and white....the

Baby Oil
I stood in the shower with water all around Closed my eyes as my hands did slide Imagining you were there close at hand To watch me tease my body sublime My fingers did play and tease my clit As I poured more baby oil on my fingertips Then I began to massage my breasts Squeezing my nipples with gentle twists Then pouring more oil I began to caress My hands roaming freely across my hips Fingers teased along my ass as I did sway Parting softly as they made their way Sliding in places never before teased As I leaned back oh how they eased Moans became louder within the room As sensuous passions now consume.

Wake Up Call
Sleepy, stretching, You kiss me softly On my lips And once on Each nipple. You slide yourself down To the foot of our bed. My breath quickens. I grow wet in Anticipation of Your wake-up call. You kneel reverently between my Parting legs And kiss And lick My inner thighs. I drape one of my Legs on each of Your shoulders. You part my moist outer Lips with your thumbs. Your hot tongue parts my inner lips and travels upward to My clitoris Lingering there with Slow Concentrated Circles. You drink me in Like a man in the desert Would quench His thirst. I moan in Joyful appreciation of the Exquisite sensations You give. I weave my fingers Through your hair And pull you in Harder against my Sweet spot. My pleasure core Explodes in an Intense orgasm, Sending wave After delightful Wave Crashing through my body. My hips buck convulsively, And I cry out, clutching at Your head, your shoulders, Your back. W

I Am
Sexy, I am seductive yes...sexy I am... I love to be loved, never get it though... seems I am always choosing to be alone... daydreaming, being wet, wanton with desire... get the wrong guys all the time...losers they are... want to feel a winner with me always, for all of time, for eternity, infinite desire I have had, with infinite desire I have searched and burned... I want to be the one that takes your breath away, the one that makes you heart pound louder than war, I want to be the one that makes your heart sing, and dance all at the same time... all before sex... all before we say "Hi, I am...." Taste me in your eyes, taste me in your mind, taste me in your heart.... now taste my mouth, savor me...enjoy the me that is me... you will not be disappointed, you guys never are... but I am...and sexy I am...

Baby Jesus
1st things first...the bouncers, we got used to that(kind of) every time tried to edit my page i would get bounced and loose my shit. so , i stopped editing...i guess that he did that to prep us for his latest change...i am sick of "him" being able to call us fascist when it is "him" alone that decides what goes on here. I also am very disturbed at the way the censorship is going WTF is this shit about yanking our profile, pics, mumm rights...etc. without a fair hearing and vote on the matter...what fucking Hitler wanna be decides what stays and what goes. i am seeing a lot of shit that is way worse and offensive than shit i had pulled. i personally don't give a fuck what people put i have the choice to look or not...i thought we all had a choice...fucking communist baste rd fucking baby jesus... granted he is the owner but, without happy customers where would he be. i for one and getting more and more unhappy with this site, and, as i have stated before the only reason i stay h

Window Is Open
Here I lay, my nakedness, is exposed to you, but not just my skin, but my soul as well, For I cannot share, in these carnal pleasures, without opening up a part, of my innermost thoughts, and letting you in. Now the window is open, as I kiss you long and hard, I can't turn back now, the hunger is so strong, I can almost taste it now. Sharing our selves, skin sliding sensations, as I pull you closer, and let my tongue, explore you all over. Sliding down upon you, my wetness surrounds you, your hardness deep inside, moving finally together, in our own private dance. Sounds of pleasure, escape in loud moans, as we share one last thrust, exploding together at last, not letting each other go

Her Vs. Me
What is it that she has? That I don't have? Is it because you think she's prettier then me? Well, try to remember beauty is only skin deep. Is it because she turned you out? While I tried to keep you from walking out? Is it because she'll have a threesome? Where I'm not so experienced? Is it because, she gets nasty and freakier then me? Give me a chance, I can be that freak nasity lover you want me to be. Is she more, honest, reliable and truthful then me? Is she more, loyal, trusting and devoted the me? Is she more, affectionate, loving and supportive then me? Well, if she is all these things, then just where the hell is she?

A Dream
Let me dream this dream with you, A dream nestled in clouds for us two; On your chest my head I'll rest, Let's make this night our greatest. Dark and cold this moonless night, Warm my body and hug me tight; Touch my lips with heavenly bliss, Let's explore the mighty space. The music played was sweet and romantic, Made our bodies moved with mystique; Arms seems reaching while hips keep swaying, Two most common steps in dancing. Clouds of white envelops our bodies As we get higher to the sky, Precipitation falls as we reached high There we give our sweetest smile.

When U Think Of Me
When you think, In your quiet moments, Do you think of me? Am I in your mind more constantly? Or, is it just the image of me, that runs through your head instead? I want to be the one you turn you to; when you need comfort and love. I want to be your joy in bed. I want to be everything that you need. The one you always turn to; Your partner in love. Your partner in life. Not just an image running thru your head, but in your life by your side. And when you cry I want to hear your screams and dry your eyes from deep inside to hug an hold and console your soul

Wicca Vs Christianity
Wiccans Believe that the power of the elements can help or harm Christians Believe that the power of one MAN can heal you and belief in him will get you into the utopia KNOWN as "HEAVEN" Wiccans live by the Law of "DO AS YE WILL, And HARM NONE" Christians Live By the Law of "LOVE OTHERS AS YOU LOVE YOUR SELF" Wiccans Practice Magik By the power of focusing ones engergy. Christian Believe in Healing in by the power of prayer Is there any difference....

You
At times the days seemed so long, I thought I'd never make it through, Then suddenly, out of a dream, I have met someone like you. I had locked up all my feelings and I'd thrown away the key, Until your heart spoke a thousand words I knew were meant to be. When times turned rough and lonely, and despair fell upon my face, You comforted me and kept me safe in that loving special place. You don't realize what you have and what you've done for me, But the way you managed to steal my heart is what has set me free. You've given me a feeling that no one else could ever change, Your love has touched a place in me that I always found so strange.

Hurt
I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those brown eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

Corrupt
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

What I Dream
I dream of the day when I wake up in the arms of the love of my life every morning for the rest of my life.To wake my children as we rush to hustle out to start our day, with smiles on their faces and morning hugs and the "I love yous" in my ears.To sit and drink coffee with the man I adore and stare into the most beautiful blue/hazel eyes I have ever seen.To leave for work with the taste of his love upon my lips and deep within my heart.To come home after a long day and find comfort within his arms and know that the best part of the day is there with my family.As we eat dinner and talk about the days events and learning more about the family we are becoming as the children grow up,I see happy faces.As night falls and the kids are all getting tucked into bed,I am able to watch them sleep so peacefully. To snuggle with my best friend, the man who owns my heart and to breathe a sigh of relief that the night will be safe within his arms and that I am loved as much as I love.I am not looki

Never
Life doesn't ever turn out how you want it to or how you think it will. Why is it that people expect things to turn out how they want? Why do we do this even after the countless times things don't turn out as planned?

Befriend Her
Every1 needs to go to this link and add SexyBlndGirl as a friend so that we can all bomb Haywood in his contest. It starts tonight and I will post a link for it but before hand we all need to go add her as a friend to be able to access the folder the contest pic is in. Here is the link... *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar

The Night
the night has come, it's now our time i close my eyes and breathe your name silently...no one can hear only you, and you appear slowly through the mist i see your arms outstretched you come to me so close now i can touch your face and feel the strength of your embrace your breath is warm against my ear i feel so safe now you are here we search for lips...a lingering kiss, our stolen moment not to miss all too soon, you start to fade our time's cut short you have to leave i start to wake, the night is done i grasp the air but you are gone

Guitar
His lips so sweet. His fingers, callused and strong. The Musician wants to play. I am his guitar. He plays me. He kisses my neck. Moving down, Just like the frets. He runs his fingers, down. Caressing my smooth body. He grabs me, And holds me close to his body. He kisses me, Moving down my body. Running his tongue, softly down me, Just like strings on his guitar. His hand moves down my body. Reaching the end of the my strings. He flicks my clit, and rubs it. Just like he is plucking the strings. I am his instrument. I can feel his cock start to grow. The music coming from my mouth, Making him want to play me more. The melody speeds up. He surprises me, and pulls out another instrument. Like a flute, Long, hard, and strong. I am a musician too. I put my lips around his cock, And really start to blow. I can hear him moan, oh yes! I play him really hard. So much music being made, We both want so much more. We move from slow rock and jaz

Seduction
Eyes so deep you drown in them, Passion burns within them. I scorch your sense with a mere glace. Elusive and mysterious that's what these eyes are, I have you confused don't I? Ha Ha, come drown in these eyes; Come to my world as I weave my web of seduction. Innocent smile that's what I have, Trusting this smile may seem. But these lips a deadly potion possess; As I lick my lick I tantalize you. Oh yes, sweet luscious ready for your kiss, That's what these lips are. I draw you in some more; Come to my world as I weave my web of seduction. Soft and sweet skin; Enticing with its honey glazed tan. Smooth and rich perfection, Erotic and damp in the summers' heat. Promises of the sweetest sin. Tempting to touch that what my skin is; Come with me to my world as I weave my web of seduction. Silken hair that's what I have, Each strand golden perfection, Dancing wistfully in mild breeze; Across my shoulders. Down my slender back. Dancing to a tune only you

The Night
I close my eyes and I see you. The way your hands feel against my body. The look you give me as you glide your fingers along my side. You whisper that I'm so soft as you lay soft kisses on every inch of my being. I arch my back in anticipation of more to come. Your soft lips slide down my neck onto my chest. You bypass my breasts and continue across my stomach, from left to right and back again. As your lips are taking in all of my being, your hands are covering the rest of my body as you glide further down. The inside of my thighs tingle as you spread my legs and kiss down the outer portion of my thighs, around my knees, down my calves and to my toes and back up again along the inner portion of my leg. You again bypass the tunnel of your desire and repeat the above to my other leg. As you work your way up my inner thigh again, your hands reach and find my erect nipples as you pinch them lightly, I gasp in pure pleasure. Your tongue finds the treasure cove as it flicks across the bare

Trust
I guess everyone needs trust, Relationships work on this. Be strong and tell the truth, I guess it's all based on proof. In my heart I give too much, Just to be hurt in return. My faith in you is gone to low, Guess you don't care, It just goes to show. I try to give you the respect you need, But break this trust you still do, Guess some people don't have a clue. Only certain people should have trust. So from now on I'll look forward, And hope to see the light, And everything should be alright. So All my trust as gone, And now I'm here on my own.

Is This Real?
As I sit there, thinking, someone comes towards me and grabs my hand. Frightened, I jerk back; But he assures me that he is here to help me and love me. He begins to caress my neck, my shoulders, my back; And I give in to his orgasmic touch - And I trust him, though I have only just met him. And I touch him, his soft, silky skin, caressing him. Still sitting there, he wraps his arms around me and holds me for hours on end - And he tells me he cares, something never before heard by this lonely heart. Now, as we lay there on the beach, underneath the stars, his soft, sensuous lips touch mine. And I give myself to him, as we make love beneath the stars. And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls entwine. He knows my every need, fantasy, desire - And he fulfills and satisfies each one of these as I have only dreamed. Now as we lie there, the sun begins to rise. It is not just a new day, but a new beginning as we plan to spend the rest of our lives

Poem
She reminded me of Autumn with her bright red hair and passing smile Wrapped in halloween caught with a pair of ravens permanently resting on each of her shoulders Gothic isn't a lifestyle it's architecture She told me one day across a couple of cups of cold coffee I focus on the shadows a second too long chose to walk the roads at night want to paint the ceiling black and suddenly they hand me a coffin and glare at me as if i am anomaly Well maybe you are, i smirk an anomaly highly not i don't have my own weather pattern plus Wednesday had this fashion long before i was introduced to trenchcoats it seems unfair that i have been pegged, isolated caged into an image, a simple stereotype starving in soul and lost in hope She reminded me of Autumn with her deep brown eyes, and delicate hands September breezes were caught under her collar and she had a leaf stuck to her right calf Gothic isn't a lifestyle

Boys Please Read!!!!!
(I SAID BOYS NOT MEN... THERE IS A DIFFERENCE!!!) I have NSFW pics on here. They are pretty hot. I know this, or I wouldn't have posted them. However, just because a boy goes into them, drools over them, jacks off to them, etc, this does NOT mean I want to hear about it, have cyber sex with you, phone sex with you, or meet you. EVER. I do NOT want you telling me to call you "Daddy." I do NOT want you to send me a shout asking me if I want to play. Obviously from the pictures, you can see that I play when I want to. It's MY choice who plays with me. If I have a pic of me and 2 or 3 other women, do NOT ask me if I want a man in the mix. Obviously, we are reasonably attractive women. If we wanted a man involved, there are plenty of them that would be more than happy to volunteer that we actually ARE interested in. If you are leaving these comments, then obviously you have not read my blog or my page and taken the time to get an idea of who I am. I would highly suggest it. I DO NOT D

Special Love
You wait your entire life for that special love. Then it is unreachable. Perhaps because of fear, perhaps because of circumstances or perhaps because of love itself. A special love that leaves an emptiness within you if you cannot hear the other person's voice. But that makes you feel whole again with one gentle hello A special love of longing night after night for just the sight of them. or just the feeling of knowing that they may care too. A love that you know in this lifetime you will never feel again. Nor would ever want to feel again, if it brings you this much pain not to have it. That deep within your soul your love is the same as mine. We belong together. We need each other to make our lives complete. My only one My treasured one My special love.

How Do U Stop?
how do you stop "catchin feelings" about something regarding someone when you have feelings for that person? i don't understand how to do it other than to be cold. and if i have to do that, then that means that i shouldn't be with the person. and that's not what i want. so how do you not catch feelings about something that's said or done by the other when you have feelings for him/her? it doesn't make sense to me how you can if you truly care about him/her. to me, if you don't, then the feelings aren't as strong as you say. they may be there, but not like you claim. i'm sure i'd be told to just leave if it's so bad, but again, i don't want to do that. i just wish the other would understand why i have the feelings. why is it i have to understand only their side of things? i do understand parts of it. i might not agree with it, but i understand. and yes, things are going to sting. but if you truly care about the other person, then i would think that you'd try to be more unde

Love Me For Me
Can you ever love me for me? For the me that I am true and true Can you love me with my imperfections? Can you see me as I am and not as what you want me to be? Can you ever love me for me? For the me that makes mistakes and speaks without thinking Can you love me even when I am unreasonable? Can you see me as I am and not for the Angel you seek? Can you ever love me for me? For the me that cries when a stranger child is hurt Can you love me when I am sad without me having a reason to be? Can you see me as I am not as what I once was? Can you ever love me for me?

8-21-07 Astrology
You're motoring through work- or school-related tasks with ruthless efficiency, and might have plenty of time left over later in the day for goofing off. Sometimes your energy takes off without you!

Prints
Whatever our hands touch - We leave fingerprints! On walls, on furniture On doorknobs, dishes, books. There's no escape. As we touch we leave our identity. Wherever I go today Help me leave heartprints! Heartprints of compassion Of understanding and love. Heartprints of kindness And genuine concern. May my heart touch a lonely neighbor Or a runaway daughter Or an anxious mother Or perhaps an aged grandfather. Send me out today To leave heartprints. And if someone should say, "I felt your touch," May they also sense the love that is deep within my heart.

Letting Go
To let go doesn't mean to stop caring; It means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off... It's the realization that I can't control another... To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try and change or blame another, I can only change myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own outcomes. To let go is not to be protective, It is to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day a

Me As A Person
The day light breaks again Another day has begun. But still no sleep has come. My body is weary My mind overworked. I lie awake thinking But what I am unsure. I need to break free from the cycle I endure. Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished. I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide Unable to break free from the everyday flow. This is not me I need to change, before time takes over And I am unable to change. I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary And become that person I have always longed for. Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake. Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest. Make changes in my life and help those in need. I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way And leave my mark on society before I fade away.

Music Making
Its a rainy stormy day and your in your studio making some music. I am making a road trip and decide to stop by your place. U don't know I'm coming and I want to surprise you. I'm wearing a raincoat and decide to stop by the local victorias secret and pick up something special. I change into a lace babydoll in the car and put the raincoat back on. I drive to your place and see the lights on. I knock a few times but you are in your zone and don't hear. I try the door handle and to my surprise its open...as if you were waiting for me 2 arrive. I creep in the house and slowly shut the door and lock it. I hear you downstairs and the music you are trying to create. I smile knowing that the music will only get better once my raincoat is off and I'm in your arms. I slowly make my way downstairs, letting the music be my guide. I enter the room and ur back is to me. I smile as I see ur eyes r closed and ur tuned into the beautiful notes floating across the room from your keyboard. I only hope y

Not My Writing But It Touches My Heart
MY MUMMY IS A SURVIVOR My Mummy is a survivor, or so I've heard it said. But I hear her crying at night when all others are in bed. I watch her lay awake at night and go to hold her hand. She doesn't know I'm with her to help her understand. But like the sands on the beach that never wash away... I watch over my surviving mummy, who thinks of me each day. She wears a smile for others...a smile of disguise. But through Heaven's door I see tears flowing from her eyes. My mummy tries to cope with death to keep my memory alive. But anyone who knows her knows it is her way to survive. As I watch over my surviving mum...through Heaven's open door. I try to tell her that angels protect me forever more. But I know that doesn't help her or ease the burden she bears. So if you get a chance, go visit her...And show her that you care. For no matter what she says...no matter what she feels. My surviving mom has a broken heart that time won't ever heal~! This poem w

A Child Is So Angelic, Especially My Justin
A Bereaved Parents Wish List 1. I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back. 2. I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also. 3. If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my child I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me. My child's death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my child, and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both. 4. I wish you wouldn't "kill" my child again by removing his pictures, artwork, or other remembrances from your home. 5. Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now more than ever. 6. I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you; but, I also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child, my favorite topic of the day. 7. I know that you think of and pray for me o

New Layout
i don't know about all you other fubar friends but i hate the new layout!!i thought fubar,cherrytap.com was the adult my space ?now fubar is just a slightly updated my space!at least at my space you have control of the way you want the layout!to be a adult site and called a bar!theres nothing adult about not having choices!if anybody agrees with this please repost !!!

More Skin Help
ok im ganna ask my friends..since the fucking retards in the help lounge have about as much common sense as a dried out dog turd. ive got 2 skins...the one that is active now(eve though the damn thing wont show up) and one i just ripped..... now i cant find the link to go to my skins to change one to the other....i dont want the link.. i want to know how to do it myself so i dont have to keep doing this... can someone give me step by step instruction on where all this crap is so i can find it myself later? please?

So Sorrry Friends!!!
Hey everyone i just wanted to say sooo sorrry i haven't been on much, been really busy with trying to get full custody of my daughter.. I'm almost there, my final hearing is next wednesday the 29th, then i'm moving back to Montana the first of september, so i probably won't be on til i get all moved up to MT and settled in, but I will definetly catch up with everyone then because i'll have tons of time on my hands... **HUGS** miss you guys, take care of yourselves!!! Tawnya

Again
Tell me that you never cared that you never gave a f*ck tell me I was useless to you that I only brought you bad luck, say that you never loved me that you never cared a bit so I can feel the same way and get over all of this sh*t tell me I am nothing, hurt me like you did before hurt me so much that I wont feel pain anymore tell me that you used me just for a piece of skin, make me hate you like I want to so all of my healing can begin. Shatter my heart into a billion peices then set it on fire tell me when you said you loved me you were being a liar, murder my soul with a rusty dagger drown my innocence in blood chop my sanity up while your at it shove my concience into the mud, I never want to love again love is for the blind it's only for people who cant see this feeling just f*cks with your mind

Jsutice Prevails?
Heyy Al,heyy Jesse you were front and center on the basket ball scandal and the Duke lacrosse team well come on where are ya lets hear it guys. An upstanding role model football players "good" name is being dragged thru the mud. Ohh wait I will rephrase that, he dragged 8 dogs, living animals thru the mud till they died. Their crime? Not fighting well enough to be rehabilitated. Ok lets set this up ok we will pretend Jesse and Al baby are pit bulls and Michael Buffer enters the pit........ Take it away Michael...... LETSS GETTT READYY TO RUMBLEEEEEEEE..... Oh wait guys just to make it even up. Im sure if the Reverand Al believes his Bible it states "an eye for an eye." Here are 8 pit bulls seeking revenge and redress as to their plight. This is a no rules match , no stopping on cuts or blood. Screaming in pain for mercy will NOT be allowed and will be lead to sever penalties. Whats that Jesse? No body protection? What protection and right

Erotica
I want you to slowly undress me I want to feel you touch me To run your hands down my body Down my sides, backward to my ass Slowly moving up again over my tummy Making your way to my breasts Cupping them, running your fingers over my nipples Feeling them harden like little pebbles I want you to kiss me gently on my lips Moving your mouth across my cheek, Slowly planting butterfly kisses as you move over to my neck I want you to kiss my neck, feel me shiver Feel my nipples getting even harder I want you to move your mouth across my throat Planting butterfly kisses all the way Moving downward – over my collar bone to my breasts I want you to kiss each breast gently, softly Taking each nipple between your lips, in your mouth Running your tongue over each of them and biting them gently Making me shiver with ecstasy, with longing I want you to slowly move me towards the bed To lay me down gently on my back To come lay beside me Look into my eyes as you run your

Round One
Deep lustful thoughts, Running through my veins. Yearning for your touch, Hungering for the pain! Surrendering my body to you, Seek and you shall find. Explicit images of you, Invading my mind. Throw me down and take me, Don't listen if I say no. This is all just a game to me. I think you ought to know. All my days and nights, Are filled with dreams of my desire. Remembering your simple touch, Only adding fuel to my fire. Take advantage of me, Make my body scream. Feeling you straddled between my thighs, All your motions sending chills down my spine. Electricity runs through me, A current I am unable to control. You're penetrating me so deeply, I feel you raping my soul! My nails etch into your back, With each thrust you enter deeper. My body has never been so vulnerable, My senses have always been weaker. You push me down to taste you, Enticing my lips and my tongue. Energy surges through you, I think you're about to cum. Explosions

Unspoken
it doesn't matter how you feel now, anything at all seems to be your only way, so vicious heavenly apart when your envy is on a piece of paper let me sweetly smile you're devouring all the crumbs I'm leaving caught in your lies You're on any other side Clawing up my eyes I'm feeling your arms around me on the other side it's time to go I'm hearing your voice without words on the other side But it doesn't matter how I feel now, anything at all Since I've left you with the wrong impression while I'm still the same When I turn around and look at my life, shadows in disguise but I'm working on an interruption of hypocrisy You're on any other side

"the Sex Quiz...are You Up For It?"
The Sex Quiz.....Do you Dare?? Body: Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above75 means you kinda suck in bed. +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed --Below 25 means you are damn great in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Su

Night Time Fun
His white goo, all for me, traveled down my body. It ran down between my eyes, down my nose, and past my lips, where my tongue darted out, just to taste a little. The heat went up within, while the white drop stopped at my chin, and there it rested for a minute. Then it dropped, very suddenly, down to my chest. Slowly it crawled down, between my pearl breasts. It slid down further, past my middle, and down to my waist, going along my belly button, and down below. In anticipation, I opened my thighs. And my eyes meeting yours, I opened them more. I looked down, watching the drop snake down to my puffy lips - - pink and fresh. And there it sat. I took my finger, where it lingered along my slit. Opening wide, I sighed, rubbing the white drop into me. Rubbing myself slow and steady, where I was so wet and ready.

Playtime
...Stay... ...So we can play... ...All day... ...And all night... ...Please don't fight... ...My love center's so tight... ...Aching for you... ...Let's try something new... ...I'll keep on my shoes... ...Crawl on hands and knees... ...Twist you up in the sheets... ...Leave you no breath, just a wheeze... ...You must... ...Trust... ...In this lust... ...Let's make our own show... ...Get the camera, a video... ...Don't hold back, let it all go... ...Suck on my heels... ...Make me squeal... ...Devour me as if I'm your last meal... ...Baby... ...Tell me... ...What you need... ...Wanna bite at my lips?... ...Want me to crack the whip?... ...How bout my juices, want a sip?... ...Lemme give you a tip... ...Lay your tongue softly on my clit... ...Wiggle it just a little bit... ...Feel my back arch?... ...My mouth's dry and parched... ...Soon the explosions start... ...Makes my insides burn... ...Next it's your turn... ...Think you can handle me?... ...Oh t

Touch
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will alway

Ronja's New Lounge...come In & See...
On 8/20/2007, kissmytap@fubar.com wrote: She finally got a new lounge open her first one come check it out..... all the thanks goes to DJ LezKa and WildHorse for helping me out with it.

Life
I wish that I could be with you And hold you in my arms, Whisper all my love to you And kiss away your tears. I wish that I could take your cares And put them all away, Neatly folded into drawers While pleasure lights your smile. I wish that joy could step inside Your heart and stay awhile, And all the rain could turn into A rainbow in the sun. And all our loneliness like mist Could fade into the blue, A memory of sad, hard times That happened long ago. But I cannot come home right now, And you cannot come here; And so our dreams must be the fields On which we laugh and play. If life cannot be what we want, It will, it will be so; For love can turn the harshest light To gold through sheer affection.

Cold
Skin so cold I knew you'd go away And now I put you down to lay Nothing to feel for you This was our last dance Closer and closer, it's time to surrender To the desire that you cannot mention Don't try to breathe Don't try to run away But I'm reaching for the sky Won't you please stay With a smile I watch you go You'll never know I didn't cry With a smile I saw you die You'll never know I didn't cry No more fear They said you were so weak And now I put you down to lay Nothing to feel for you This was our last dance

I Wish
I wish I could see you, Your eyes stir up my passion. I wish I could hold you, And feel your arms tight around me, Keeping me safe. I wish I could kiss you, Moist lips pressed together, Tongues entwined in the ritual dance That nobody teaches, but everyone knows. I wish for the pressure Of your body on top of mine, Or of mine on yours, Close as possible, So wonderful. I wish I could lay my head on your chest To cuddle while watching a movie, And really watch it Just knowing you're there. I wish for this reassurance That you'll always be there for me. That you love me. I wish to show you How much I love you.

Serious Issues!!
Ok ya know..if i wanted a fucking myspace account....ID HAVE A MYSPACE ACCOUNT!!!!!....What the hell is goin on here...the profile setup is just like myspace.....Is Tom hangin out around here somewhere?????? How far are they gonna go????

Lonly
You ever stand in a crowded room and yet feel so alone? Everyone needs someone. A significant other or even just a friend to trust, someone to confide in, or just be there when you need them. I have plenty of friends, and i have a wife. However i dont feel i can confide in them or trust them enough to talk about my personal stuff with. I know it seems sad i should be able t trust and confide in my wife but we have some issues and therefore i cant. As far as my friends go, they are a good bunch of guys but i wouldnt trust them with my personal stuff. You know its a guy thing. I had a very dear friend once, someone i could trust, and tell my problems too. However my wife got jealous and so my friend stays away. Nothing ever happened and nothing was ever going too. So now she stays away so she doesnt cause any problems. It really sucks though. Why cant men and women be just friends without everyone thinking something is going on? Being alone is the worst feel

Missin U
As I sit by my window And look outside The wind starts to blow And I begin to cry I want you here I need you near Close by my side Oh,,the tears I have cried You wanted to stay But you had to go On that sad,,sad day I miss you so I wanted to say goodbye And say I love you But there was no time I feel you around me Watching,,protecting If only I could see Your angel wings I keep your memory Deep in my heart We will never part

First Attempt At A Song
Here is a song I wrote, if anyone knows anyone who can write music let me know...I'm trying something different. This is written off of a dream I had the other night about meeting that person you love for the first time. I KNEW FROM THE MOMENT I LOOKED IN YOUR EYES THAT I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO MAKE YOU MINE IT DIDN'T HAPPEN AT ONCE IT TOOK US SOME TIME BUT THAT FIRST NIGHT WE SHARED OUR MIND AND HEARTS DID COMBINE THAT NIGHT WAS OURS IT WAS WONDERFUL AMAZING, ALL WE DREAMED IT TO BE THAT NIGHT WAS MAGICAL PASSIONATE, SENSUAL LET'S MAKE IT ETERNITY WE WERE SO COMFORTABLE AND RELAXED WITH EACH OTHER IF THERE'S NOTHING ELSE I KNOW I KNOW IT WAS A LOVE SPELL WE WERE UNDER LET'S MAKE THIS OFFICIAL AND PLAN ON BECOMING HUSBAND AND WIFE FOR WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING OUR LOVE WILL COMPLETE THIS THING CALLED LIFE THAT NIGHT WAS OURS IT WAS WONDERFUL AMAZING, ALL WE DREAMED IT TO BE THAT NIGHT WAS MAGICAL PASSIONATE, SENSUAL LET'S MAKE IT ETERNITY I'VE WA

Soulmates
I truly believe in soulmates. Here are a few steps to take in order to open yourself up to the possibility of one day finding your soulmate: 1. Realize your worth: Everyone is worth something great. Everyone was put here for a reason. If you can't love yourself, how do you expect someone else to love you? Your worth is weighed heavily to your soulmate and your love for yourself will show and he/she will love you even more. 2. Redirect your desires: Sex is the easiest thing to get on the planet. By redirecting your desires to a mental kind of lovemaking instead of a physical kind of lovemaking, you will open yourself up to more possibilities when it comes to your soulmate. 3. Release your fear of being alone: It's much better to WANT a person than to NEED a person. Don't settle for the Okay person. Sanctify yourself so you can recieve the Perfect person for you. (And yes, I know no one is perfect) Once you realize that you were created to be a blessing to someone, you begin t

Maxi Pads Letter
This is (supposedly) an actual letter sent to American company Proctor and Gamble regarding their feminine products. She really gets rolling after the first paragraph... Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your "Always" maxi pads for over 20 years and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the Leak Guard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently

Recent News!
Well as you all know I finally got word in on my job. My first official day back to work is Sept 3rd. Now how odd is it my first day of work is my birthday? What a great way to spend my birthday. lol But hey at least it will be time and half!!! w00t! Plus I got a dollar pay raise! w00t! Of course now with everything costing more here I need it. Speaking of my birthday. I think all I want is a manicure/pedicure and my hair done. I need a nice girl day out relaxing and feeling like a girl again. Like a pretty girl! But anyways thats recent news. Thanks for reading. Love you all! Misty P.S. Will started his first week at law school this week and Elyja starts his first week of school on the 29th!

Fireman Sex
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, 'You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. 'From now on when I say BELL 1 I want you to strip naked. When I say BELL 2 I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3 We are going to make love all night. ' The next night he came home from work and yelled ' BELL 1!' The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled 'BELL 2!', the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled 'BELL 3!', they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled 'BELL 4!' 'What the hell is BELL 4?' asked the husband? 'ROLL OUT MORE HOSE,' she replied 'YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE.'

New Focus
I have finally opened my eyes and seen where my focus should be lying. This is the new lease on my Fubar life. I will be posting blogs from now on only. I have my few friends on here that know that I love them dearly and I will continue to love them as they do me, but as far as "trying to hook up" with me...nah. I don't need it. I thought I was a great player in the game of life, but have been proven differently and I now know what to do. I need to focus on my writing. I am not a bad looking chick but I don't need the drama of all the other women on here coming to my page to "peep" in on me who happens to be on their man's page. It's not my fault you ain't keeping your girl happy enough that you have to come to my page to get your fill of a sexy woman and therefore making her come to my page to creep on your ass! LOL...keep her happy and you both will be happy, right? I don't know what I'm doing wrong to be alone in this life of mine or make a man not see my real worth as a woman, not

Feeling It Comeing
we've had a short summer, here in montana. its not quite over, yet, but i can feel it. the nights are getting longer, colder, the days cooling off. and my heart waits, almost impatently, for the first gentle falling of snow. yearning for the muffled quiet and slow pace it will bring. a repreive from fathers demanding schedual. oh, goddess, bring it closer!

Sex Quiz Take If You Dare
The Sex Quiz.....Do you Dare?? Body: Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above75 means you kinda suck in bed. +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed --Below 25 means you are damn great in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Su

Pasta Primavera With Chicken
This recipe serves: 6 Preparation time : 15 minutes Cooking time : 30 minutes Ingredients 1 pound fettuccine 2 tablespoons olive oil 1 pound boneless, skinless chicken cutlets, cut into strips salt to taste freshly ground black pepper 2 medium carrots, cut into thin strips 1 1/2 cups low-sodium chicken broth 1 red pepper, cut into thin strips 1 pound asparagus, cut into 2-inch lengths 1 medium yellow onion, thinly sliced 1 clove garlic, minced 16 ounces non-fat sour cream 1 1/2 cups freshly grated Parmesan cheese 2 tablespoons chopped chives Cooking Instructions 1. Bring a large pot of well salted water to a boil. Add the fettuccine and cook for 10 to 12 minutes unitl the pasta is al dente. Drain. 2. Meanwhile, heat the olive oil in a large heavy skillet over medium-high heat. Season the chicken cutlets with salt and pepper. Add the chicken to the pan and cook for 3 to 4 minutes until the chicken is golden brown. Transfer the chicken to a pla

Something I Follow When It Comes To Parenting
Second Philosophy - TO THE CHILDREN As an eagle prepares its young to leave the nest with all the skills and knowledge it needs to participate in life, in the same manner so I will guide my children. I will use the culture to prepare them for life. The most important thing I can give to my children is my time. I will spend time with them in order to learn from them and to listen to them. I will teach my children to pray, as well as the importance of respect. We are the caretakers of the children for the Creator. They are his children, not ours. I am proud of our Native language. I will learn it if I can and help my children to learn it. In todays world it is easy for the children to go astray, so I will work to provide positive alternatives for them. I will teach them the culture. I will encourage education. I will encourage sports. I will encourage them to talk with the Elders for guidance; but mostly, I WILL SEEK TO BE A ROLE MODEL MYSELF. I make this commitment to my ch

Grilled Chicken With Tomato-avocado Salsa
This recipe serves: 4 Preparation time : 20 minutes Cooking time : 15 minutes Ingredients For the salsa 4 ripe plum tomatoes, chopped or 12 cherry tomatoes, halved 1/2 small red onion, finely chopped 1 jalapeño chili pepper, seeded and diced 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro 1/4 cup fresh lime juice 1/2 avocado For the chicken 1/2 cup non-fat, plain yogurt 1/2 small red onion 1/4 cup fresh lime juice 1/4 cup fresh cilantro 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts, about 4 to 6 ounces each salt to taste freshly ground black pepper Cooking Instructions For the salsa: 1. In a small bowl, combine the tomatoes, red onion, pepper and cilantro. 2. Chop the avocado and sprinkle it with 2 tablespoons of lime juice to keep it from browning. Add the avocado and remaining lime juice to the bowl and toss to combine. (This can be made in advance and stored in the refrigerator for up to 1 day.) For the chicken: 1. In a small food processor, puree

Fillet Of Sole En Papillote
This recipe serves: 4 Preparation time : 20 minutes Cooking time : 10 minutes Ingredients 2 scallions, julienned 1/2 fennel bulb, julienned 1 large carrot, julienned 1 celery stalk, julienned 1/2 large red bell pepper, julienned 4 fillets of sole, about 6 ounces each salt to taste freshly ground black pepper 4 thin slices of lemon 1/2 cup white wine Cooking Instructions 1. Preheat the oven to 450°F. 2. Toss the julienned vegetables together and set aside. 3. Cut 4 round pieces of parchment paper large enough to contain the fish and vegetables when folded in half. 4. Spray the parchment rounds with non-stick cooking spray. 5. Place a fish fillet in the center of each piece of parchment and lay 1/4 of the vegetables on top of each fillet. Season with salt and pepper. Place a lemon slice on top of the vegetables. 6. Fold the paper in half and crimp the edges leaving one end uncrimped. Pour a little wine through the opening in each pouch,

Prince Or Princess Of Fubar Contest
10:00 AM PST 12:00 NOON CST 1:00 PM EST & WILL END ON AUGAST 27 @ 10:00 PM PST 12:00 MIDNIGHT CST 1:00 AM EST AND THE PIC WITH MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN 1ST PLACE WINNER: 1 MONTH BLAST OR 3 MONTH VIP 2ND PLACE WINNER: 1 WEEK BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIP 3RD PLACE WINNER: 3 DAYS BLAST & VIP CART ON WILDCAT TRAIN (YOU CAN INVITE 2 OF YOUR FRIENDS TO JOIN TOO) 4TH PLACE WINNER: 1 DAY BLAST & RIDE ON WILDCAT TRAIN Please comment bomb!!!

Greek Chicken En Papillote
This recipe serves: 4 Preparation time : 20 minutes Cooking time : 40 minutes Ingredients 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts, about 4 to 6 ounces each 4 cloves garlic, chopped 1 large onion, sliced into rings 2 plum tomatoes, quartered 8 black olives, pitted and chopped 2 teaspoons dried marjoram 2 teaspoons dried thyme 2 teaspoons dried oregano 1/4 cup feta cheese 2 tablespoons olive oil 1/2 teaspoon salt freshly ground black pepper 1/4 cup white wine Cooking Instructions 1. Preheat the oven to 350°F. 2. Cut 4 round pieces of parchment paper large enough to contain the chicken and vegetables when folded in half. 4. Spray the parchment rounds with non-stick cooking spray. 5. Place a chicken breast in the center of each piece of parchment. Divide the onions, tomatoes, olives, herbs and cheese equally and lay them on top of each chicken breast. Drizzle with olive oil and season with salt and pepper. 6. Fold the paper in half and crimp

Live And Love It.
They say its better to have love and lost than to have never loved at all But do they even acknowledge the pain of the fall Scared hearts and broken knees is what it leaves While your mind is rattled from the lies and deceive You then walk alone with your shadow as your friend Fighting the thought of wanting your life to end You mend the wounds but you still keep bleeding Sex becomes your happy pill but it is love you are so needing A thrust or a fuck can only last for a day And when it is over back into loneliness you stay No tender sweet kiss nor gentle touch Or that special someone who loves you so much Just you in your cage which you call home Wondering why you are so alone So long story short no side is better Whether alone or together Walk or run you're still gonna fall So just live life and love it all.

Noob Mummer Go Figure
Check out this guy's problem, evidently he goes by Damian, and he purposely posted a mispelled mumm then proceeded to rail on me when I pointed out that I prefer adding quality people who can spell. His mummm was a joke and my reply was a joke as well, but I guess he took it a bit too personal. ×º°”˜`”°º×...: fuck you ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: okay keep dreaming and stay out of my shoutbox ×º°”˜`”°º×...: things are changing around here all the time ×º°”˜`”°º×...: both ->×º°”˜`”°º×...: actually you only get points for the votes in your mumms not the comments ×º°”˜`”°º×...: the mispelling was on purpose don't you see i get points for every comment ty Wow, I mean really instead of having a sense of humor this guy goes off the deep end. Congrats you are truly a noob, points or no points.

Well Done Mess
I am not A finisher So I have NOTHING To do I've seen the Future And it has Been viewed A zillion Times before I already Helped them I have filled out The forms I drank that Beer Ended up Wherever May have Placed this In there Things stay Incomplete More remains Undone I walk in place And wonder Where is The next path To start on

Dumb Move!!
I got a DWI the other night... I hate my life right now!!! I'll deal with it but it doesn't mean it'll be easy. I'll be ok but right now all the reprocussions are setting in. *sigh* I don't even know why I'm writing this... maybe I hope by writing this out it'll clear out my head. So far it's not working!!

Nuts Or Not Lmao
u all will think im strange if u dont already..but when i get serious like i did on my last blog i like to after let it go and have fun..so no i have not gone off the deep end i just at times use humor to handle things instead of letting it all out everyday like i did in that blog..so i would like to share another kind of funny story about my adventures and oh yes i have many lol so im at the bar these women are dressed up as cave women..i go to washroom and one left her bones well dog bones tied up lmao so i quickly go to find her to return them and omfgggggg she thought i was trying to pick her up for fk sakes she gets all snotty with me i just said to her look it lady for one thing i dont do old women and if i did i wouldnt be picking one who dont know what to do with her bones..ah huh that kinda shut her up and she avoided me for the rest of the night..so um yeah ya think i was a lil rough on her??

Beautiful Story....
Beautiful story.... makes you understand that things happen for a reason The brand new pastor and his wife, newly assigned to their first ministry, to reopen a church in suburban Brooklyn , arrived in early October excited about their opportunities When they saw their church, it was very run down and needed much work. They set a goal to have everything done in time to have their first service on Christmas Eve. They worked hard, repairing pews, plastering walls, painting, etc, and on December 18 were ahead of schedule and just about finished. On December 19 a terrible tempest - a driving rainstorm hit the area and lasted for two days. On the 21st, the pastor went over to the church. His heart sank when he saw that the roof had leaked, causing a large area of plaster about 20 feet by 8 feet to fall off the front wall of the sanctuary just behind the pulpit, beginning about head high. The pastor cleaned up the mess

How Naughty Are You
please send youe answers to me 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little corny? 12) Would you ever consider a 3 sum? 13) How hard would you do me? 14) Is this making you ho

So It Begins
"so it begins" I live beyond the stars rapture envenomed in a blasphamy suffer the child to seek immortality yet to question is a sin beyond compare I deal with life like a razors edge ONgoing wars spread on LIES NO cure amongst the sickness Clouded eyes will see me dead I live beyond the stars above Rapture envisioned in a death portrait Suffer beyond the earthly earthly bounds Yet to question you is always sin! I deal with life like sickness born Ongoing Wars plague mother earth No cures made but medicens sold Shrouded lies will see me alive "you can bear your burdens succomb to frost amongst the shores all laiden paths beyond the shroud are gone where is your mortal god now? lost within the ancients tomb of all mens lies!" I deal will life like a sickness spread I will not bow to a worthless god How dare you push your faith on me when MY QUESTION IS WHY?!

Spanking
My Master Ordered me to have my husband spank me and when he was done with that I was to suck my husbands cock. It took all I had because I really diidn't want to do either, but I did as I was ordered. I had my husband sit at the edge of the bed i unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock and began working my tongue down the shaft. As I got to the bottom I started sucking very gently working my way back up to the top to the head teasing it once I got there. Then I started working it harder and faster until he came all over my neck.

Immaturity, Not Taking Responsibility For Your Own Thoughts, Feelings, And Actions
My main point is- People are responsible for their own thoughts, feelings, and actions. If you are blaming how you feel, or what you do, or think on other people, then YOU need to grow the fuck up!!! Other things: It's not "our" fault. The who wrote this, probably did so, just to get some pussy. lol. Some people can measure to that. It's not really an " up to " sort of thing. The fucker who wrote this, implies that "standard" is higher somehow. He himself, even says that is what's perfect. This person has too little faith in humanity. Maybe not everyone can be like that, but some people can. There are too many generalizations. I don't think all girls are the same way. There are some girls who probably like being called hot, or sexy. It just depends on who is calling them that. The little imperfections of others, are what make the perfect people so special. lol. What if I don't want to be their friend though? What if I don't really like them, and I see their only use to me is a sexual

New Family
font size="3">kin·dred /ˈkɪndrɪd/[kin-drid]–noun 1. a person's relatives collectively; kinfolk; kin. 2. a group of persons related to another; family, tribe, or race.3. relationship by birth or descent, or sometimes by marriage; kinship. 4. natural relationship; affinity. –adjective 5. associated by origin, nature, qualities, etc.: kindred languages. 6. having the same belief, attitude, or feeling: We are kindred spirits on the issue of gun control. 7. related by birth or descent; having kinship: kindred tribes. 8. belonging to kin or relatives: kindred blood. spir·it /ˈspɪrɪt/[spir-it]–noun 1. the principle of conscious life; the vital principle in humans, animating the body or mediating between body and soul. 2. the incorporeal part of humans: present in spirit though absent in body. 3. the soul regarded as separating from the body at death. 4. conscious, incorporeal being, as opposed to matter: the world of spirit. 5. a supernatural, inc

Tribal Code Of Conduct
Kindred Spirit Clan Code Of Tribal Conduct Tribal laws and the rules that govern it are passed down through generations of people and ensure both the safety of its people and a respect for all other living things. Even in an on line community it is important to have some standard of how we hold ourselves to the other people that live here with us. As in any structured society there must be rules or what will be known here as our "Tribal Code Of Conduct." Respect is something that is of paramount importance to me as well as honor. I believe you cant have one without the other. We will be a family of many talents, our members will consist of bombers(warrior), recruiter/ambassadors(conscripts), graphic artists(scribes), member support(medicine man/woman), general members(brave/squaw), advisor's(tribal elder) just to name a few. And we all have a function here. Since we are gonna be hosting and entering many contests it is important to me to maintain a "good sport" attitude. At no time