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It's Been Awhile
IT'S BEEN AWHILE • Album: Break The Cycle • Track Number: 04 • Performed By: Staind And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I stretched myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I could say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I could say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again.... again Why must I feel this way Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And It's been awhile S

Ten Reasons Why You Don't Want To Be A Pagan
1. The books cost an arm and a leg, you don't pick them up in hotel rooms or hospital lockers. 2. When you screw up, you pay big time. No easy out like please forgive me, I made a mistake. We don't have the luxury of blaming our mistakes on others. 3. We have more bad things lurking in the dark. The other guys only have one. 4. There is no road map to life, you have to figure it out yourself. You have to think, and learn, continuously, like forever! 5. We do not get miracles, we have to roll up our sleeves to make things happen. That means hard work! 6. All our worship is self-generated. It is not done by a designated official and fed to us. 7. It's hard work, all the time. Not just one hour a week, on Sundays, while we review the fashions. It is a lifestyle, not a club. 8. There is no social status in being ostracized, ridiculed, hated or harmed. 9. Our healthy approach to sex, and our respect for women may be hazardous to your mental health. 10.

You Know Your A Horny Pagan If......
1. Your magick wand vibrates. 2. You are spherical and come in sets of 2. 3. Your magickal oils are flavored. 4. You think all magick is sex magic. 5. Your altar has silk sheets. 6. Your chalice is fur-lined. 7. Your altar candles are anatomically correct. 8. Your binding rituals involve handcuffs. 9. Your magic wands have French ticklers on the ends. 10. Your High Priest/ess wears a leather mask. 11. The wax from your candles ends up on your nipples. 12. You consider KY Jelly an altar tool. 13. Your chants contain phrases like "Oh my God/ess I'm coming!" 14. You're skyclad all the time. 15. Your broomstick has stains on it. 16. The white blobs on your altar isn't candle wax . 17. Your book of shadows includes the Kama Sutra. 18. You need a cigarette after every ritual. 19. Your altar candles are studded or ribbed. 20. Your robes look like a French Maid costume. 21. Your ritual music is sung by Madonna

Chain E-mails
These are c&p from some files I had, not responsible for the mis-spellings - enjoy! #1 This is an anti-chain letter. It was written by Jed Hartman, not a missionary and not from South America or Asia, in November of 1994, and modified slightly several times since then. There\'s no way to tell how many times it\'s been \"around the world\" or even what that phrase meansthough at the time of writing it has never been around the world in any sense. You are under no obligation to forward this letter. Nothing bad will happen to you because of failure to forward it. Furthermore, this letter absolves you of all bad luck you might otherwise have experienced through failure to forward other chain letters. That means you never again have to write \"I\'m not superstitious but...\" on a chain letter and send it on; you never again have to worry that if you don\'t forward a chain letter Bad Things will happen to you. Next time you get a chain letter, read this letter again and throw out th

Join The Pure Romance Team Or Host A Party!!!
Hello ladies. . . . . My name is Jersey and I'm a Pure Romance Consultant. Pure Romance is American's #1 reason for a Girls' Night In! We teach women how to put the "O" back in Romance. When we come to your house for a party you get to touch, taste and smell our products. You get to see how they work and ask questions about them. The first part of the party consists of Message and bath aids, lubricants, heighteners, games, books, and some novelties. The second part is dedicated to the toys. We take orders in a private room so everyone can come in one by one to select the items they would like to take home, as well as ask any questions you may have. I carry my store with me, so you get to take you products home the night of the party. If for some reason I have a product on backorder, I will ship it to you in a discreet package directly to your indicated address within 7-10 business days. If you think this is something you could do or might be interested in doing let me know and I can se

How To Annoy Wiccans
1. Preach to them about the "True Religion". 2. Borrow their eyeliner and then don't give it back. 3. Snicker when the fat ones go skyclad. 4. Be considerate. Arrange their Altar so it looks neater. 5. Clean their "tools." 6. Untie the knots in their cords. 7. If they mention Magick, ask them to explain... you never understood that dumb card game... 8. Step into that drawn circle and ask them what their doing. 9. Sharpen that dull knife of theirs. 10. Claim to be a non-Wiccan witch. 11. Ask if they can wriggle their nose like in Bewitched. 12. Put on your best Judy Garland voice and ask "Are you a good witch, or a bad witch?" 13. Throw water on them and expect them to melt. 14. Explain how adding "an it harm none" completely misses the point of Thelema. Then explain what Thelema is. 15. Lend them a copy of Liber OZ. 16. Take them to a Catholic mass or, better yet, a fundamentalist revival meeting. 17. Turn their pentagr

How To Confuse Trick-or-treaters
1. Give away something other than candy. (Toothpicks, golf balls, bags of sand, etc.) 2. Wait behind the door until some people come. When they get near the door, jump out, wearing a costume, and holding a bag, and yell, "Trick or Treat!" Look at them, scratch your head, and act confused. 3. Fill a briefcase with marbles and crackers. Write on it, "Top Secret" in big letters. When trick-or-treaters come, look around suspiciously, say, "It's about time you got here," give them the briefcase, and quickly shut the door. 4. Get about 30 people to wait in your living room. When trick-or-treaters come to the door, say, "Come in." When they do, have everyone yell, "Surprise!" Act like it's a surprise party. 5. Get everyone who comes to the door to come in and see if they can figure out what's wrong with your dishwasher. Insist that it makes an unnatural "whirring" sound. 6. After you give them candy, hand the trick-or-treaters a bill. 7. Open the door dressed as a g

The Wisdom Of Willow
The Wisdom of Willow/Takoisha 11-30-00 They gave us the name Indian. 500+ Nations, each with a name, Honor Pride, Reason, Now we hear arguing,.. recognized/not recognized... What is the basis for the argument? And why are we arguing? They put us on the "rolls", gave us a number. Now we hear in arrogance, "who are you?" I'm enrolled member # so-n-so, Of such and such nation, Doesn't one know the enrollment number was one more way to control us as a people, You have a card and some people still carry a tattooed number on their arm. They gave us Reservations. Was this not segregation? Was this not a form of ghetto? They gave us Commodities, Surplus food they can't sell, A piece of cloth, a token payment, They gave us their churches, missionaries, Our religion was the religion of heathens, Only their religion was the true religion, And it is "our duty to save you", No matter how we do it. They gave us schools, And t

Open Letter To Uncle Sam
An Open Letter to my Uncle Sam by Jack Ravencrow Hey Uncle Sam, remember me? I'm number 523-21-35. I served for you in the U.S. Navy and the U.S. Marines. I've been sending you 15 to 30% of my salary since my first job. That's more than the raven mocker evangelists ask for on tv. I was willing to lay my life on the line for you when I was young. I'm still willing to now that I'm old. You did help me get through college on the GI Bill, and I am grateful for that, but that was thirty-two years ago. I haven't asked you for a favor since then. I would like to ask one now. You have honored some great Americans with a national holiday. You've honored some ethnic Americans with a national holiday i.e. St. Patrick's Day and Martin Luther King Day. You remember the ravenmocker President, don't you? Andrew jackson, who signed the 1830 Indian Removal Act, that caused the deaths of thousands upon thousands of Native Americans. He was rewarded with a landslide victory. He promptly rewarded h

Decisions, Decisions, Decisions.....
About 5 years ago, I had 2 group homes for Developmentally Disabled adults. My homes were very unconventional and yes....fun! I was all about their quality of life and I would move mountains to assure their happiness and protection. I had studied their rights and regulations obsessively just to find the loopholes that would assure the best for them. For example: I decided with their coersion, to teach my unconserved adults the art of Black Jack. I had went and bought 6 decks of cards and labeled a gazillion chips with various dollar amounts and taught them how to gamble. It was fabulous. (We eventually ventured to the indian casino down yonder and had a BLAST). This is a conversation that took place concerning one of my clients. She was an unconserved adult (Meaning she could do as she pleased). Carolyn was a 56 year old woman with short red cropped hair, freckles and crooked teeth, but a smile that could light the darkest of dark rooms. This conversation took place after

Deadbeat Dads
Who's Your Daddy? The following are all replies that Detroit women have written on Child Support Agency forms in the section for listing "father's details. These are genuine excerpts from the forms. Be sure to check out #11. It takes 1st prize and #3 is runner up. 1. Regarding the identity of the father of my twins, child A was fathered by Jim Munson. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of child B, but I believe that he was conceived on the same night. 2. I am unsure, as to the identity of the father of my child as I was being sick out of a window when taken unexpectedly from behind. I can provide you with a list of names of men that I think were at the party if this helps. 3. I do not know the name of the father of my little girl. She was conceived at a party at 3600 East Grand Boulevard where I had unprotected sex with a man I met that night. I do remember that the sex was so good that I fainted. If you do manage to track down the fath

Wanna Be A Dj On Fubar??
IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN BEING A DJ ON FUBAR OR IF YOU'VE ALREADY GOT EXPERIENCE, COME CHECK OUT THE CHERRY SINGLES LOUNGE......AND ILLUSIONZZ RADIO, WE'RE LOOKIN FOR SOME GOOD DJ'S FOR BOTH DAY AND NIGHT TIME SLOTS.........LET ME KNOW IF YOU'RE INTERESTED,THANX! :D

Damn Women And Thinking B/c You Leave A Pic Comment Ya Want Their Man
Re: hmmm!! Show header Date: Sun, 26 Aug 2007 07:40:47 -0700 From: To: strlit_chica@fubar.com Reply-To: Size: 2 KB -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- hahahhaha yes I said bitch but I should have said skank bitch since you like to lead men on via net knowing that you are married even though this is the net people have feelings and also he is a great guy so you may need to stop playing with his emotions and looks like your a stalker if you are going back to check his pic comments insecure much and thats all I have to say so DONT WRITE BACK Thank you Ashley On 8/26/2007, strlit_chica@fubar.com wrote: Hello, My name is Strlit_chica. bka Cindy. As for Rich he is mine. Wheather you like it or not. You dont know me to be calling me bitch and if you are it is Mrs. Bitch to you. As a little reminder she could never really be her man b/c hes in the uk shes in the us not to count that he

The Spirit In The Sky
The Spirit in the Sky I have been reborn On the wings of this mighty steed. On the open highway, without bonds of civilization to distract or confine me. With the wind in my face, and the beauty of nature which surrounds me. Who am I to question why I am here or what is the purpose of my life? Suddenly, I am transformed into a fearless Indian chief, riding a dark horse with fiery exhausts for nostrils, Lightning and thunder emerge from its machine soul It has come to life, it obeys my every movement, It senses my moods. There is a brief transformation of the souls, suddenly the man, and the machine of the man become inseparable and indistinguishable I am the machine and it is me. The pulsations of my dark horse's metal soul meld with my heartbeat; the constant mesh of its gears emanates allowing us to reach synchronicity. Leaving the mortal world behind us, we are compelled to the realm of the mystic. Our journey has begun. For the moment, we have esca

Something To Think About....
Definition of a Veteran. A veteran is someone who, at one point in his life, wrote a blank check made payable to "The United States of America", for an amount of "up to and including my life." That is honor, and there are way too many people in this country who no longer understand it. Author unknown.

Stress Relief
Ok, I’m going to use this as a therapeutic means of letting my frustrations out. I tossed and turned all last night and I’ve got to let some of this stuff out so I’m going to try writing everything down instead of whining in someone’s ear. We headed up from Myrtle Beach to Charlotte Friday. As we left MB I took a wrong turn and we got lost. As we were roaming around trying to figure out where we were and such, Dad got pissed off, shoved the map at Mom and then was silent for the rest of the trip. No help driving, no help looking out for road turns, signals, nothing. Just sat in back reading or sleeping. Now let me point of here that the road signs here are random, appear at the last minuet or even fail to be seen. I took 4 wrong turns and it took us an extra hour and a half to return as opposed to the drive down. We get to my sisters and make dinner out of what’s here. Dad, who once again did nothing to help with dinner, sits down and pokes at his food, pushing his salad all over

26 Aug 2007
well i'm normally a upbeat happy person with a postive outlook on life. but as of late i'm starting to get depressed feeling my life is fucking up and i see no way out it's bad when you think about buying alot booze and see how far i can take it. not sure why the change but i have to find a way around this dark and ugly place before it's too late. i have never really had many friends and i have a few now i help them out all the time and put on this i'm kool nothing can bother me face so they have no clue i'm feeling this way. i have make some really awesome friends here on fubar and i hope it continues you all are a big help and i love you for who you are. not sure what would help but if you read this and what to help or just feel like talking to me i'm here you can shout of mail me or yahoo me at hankstager69 i would love to talk ~hank

Wondering If U R There?
For years now as I know many have been not just myself..Searching for that kind of feeling that no other can compair beyond the butterflies in the stomach and the everlasting dreams...I want more there has to be that someone that can complete those feelings of longing.

Stuff
Yeah so umm ... I was suppose to go to a wedding yesterday, bought an outfit and everything, and well needless to say my ride never called me back so i was stuck home all day... no open bar for me... no portugese food for me... If i knew that was going to happen i could have atleast gone to work and got oT.. o well... So its sunday and nothing to do, no where to go...

Goodbye
For those that didn't catch the bulletin I left then here is the same thing in a blog...lol. For those that haven't realized it yet, I am leaving Fubar and no this is not an attempt to get people to try to talk me into staying. I am gone and I am not going to point fingers or make this into a Dramatic Event. I just wanted to say thank you to all that have been great friends and those who took the time to just say hello. Several ppl are added on my yahoo and I hope you will keep me as a contact, but if for some reason you don't want to, please send me a message. If you are not on there and would like to be added then just send me a private in here. This account will stay active for a few days then *Poof*.

On Hiatus
Thanks for everyone for all the words of love and friendship!! I have put plenty of thought into what im going to do with my Fubar acct.... I have decided i am just going to take a break. I will leave my profile here and when my life slows down...when i get all my home renovations done and when work isnt so crazy i will be back. With all i have to do over the next few months Fubar just felt like another part time job, and i guess im overwhelmed. Im not sure when i will be back...but my guess is when the snow starts to fly you will see me again. Love you all!! See you soon!! x0x0x0

A Little Mix Of Everything
You scored as Boobies/nipples, You like boobs, well so do I join the club. Hooray for boobies! Yay for the bloodhound gang!Boobies/nipples79% Anal71% Gay/Lesbian71% Bdsm71% Beastiality64% Anime61% Tb/dl43% foot fetish29% Which fetish are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Repost From My 360
I'm not generally for war, preferring diplomacy every time but this was an interesting bit - thanks, Mum! Subject: Close the blinds? DO YOU CLOSE THE BLINDS? (From a person who's there, in the midst...) The other day, my nine-year-old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every

Because Of You
yep this pretty much describes how i feel right about now!!!!! "Because Of You" I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

8 Little Thing About Me
You probably don't know these and probably don't care but I'm bored here and thought I'd come up with 8 things about me that you may be unaware of: 1. I've never bought a "porno" magazine nor rented or bought a "porno" movie. 2. I ALMOST believe in the sacred feminine... almost. 3. I can't walk through walls really... it just seems that way. I'm pretty stealthy. 4. My idea of a good time - cuddling on the couch watching a good movie, followed by dancing... 5. Despite outward appearances, I'm shy and reserved. But hey, I'm a good actor, or so I'm told. 6. I was attacked by a dog on December 12, 1973 and I got the scars to prove it. 7. My cat may possibly be my best friend. 8. I'll try almost anything once but there are a few very specific things I absolutely will NOT do no matter what. Anyone else wanna share?

Excuse Me, America
I refuse. I simply refuse to let the ignorant and the rude beat me down. I refuse to let their exponentially growing lack of manners force me to morph into one of them. I refuse to stop saying "excuse me." I refuse to stop saying "thank you." I refuse to stop holding doors open for strangers walking behind me. And I refuse to stop telling people, "have a nice day" when they exit the elevator. At least in the cities I work and travel, uncivilized, crude and discourteous behavior now seems to be the rule rather than the exception -- education and position not withstanding. If anything, a case can be made that the more educated and "important" a person, the more likely they are to exhibit the ill-bred characteristics that are chipping away at civility and social interaction. Multiple times a day, I will exit an office, store or restaurant, and hold the door for the person behind me. Often, the person will be seconds behind and I still hold the door. Rarely will that person say "t

My Birthday
Hey Everybody i am having my Birthday right now in australia because it has just gone midnight here and i have now turned 34 but even though it says 33 on fubar i know later on my time it will be my Birthday on fubar so please show me some Fubar Loving for my 34th Birthday and my 2nd Birthday celebrated here on Fubar and buy me drinks and show my pics etc some Fubar Love please people from Bruce

Men
Why is it that some men can't understand just because you are nice to them and leave sexy comments on their page that you aren't after them or their body?I am an easy going person and it usually takes alot to piss me off but I get so tired of this it's makes me nuts.This is an adult site right?Then why all the crap?If I wanted a man or just his body I can promise he'd know it!!!Do they think there aren't men close enough around here to have sex if that's all I wanted...good grief!Ok I'm through bitching now...LOL!

The Tease (eroticpoetry)
As you enter I say you cannot touch. Naked, my hands and mouth all over you. Kissing you with my eyelashes, you moan and wetness seeps. You are a good girl, hands never leave their place. I am in total ectasy from your arisen bliss. Our passion consumes us making it hard for both to restrain. My head fills with fantasies for us to preform. You become overwhelmed your resistance is almost painful. Lips can now meet as I expose your nakedness. I devour your body and never get enough. We come closer through this detatched connection. You suddenly realize what I have done. I made me want you want me more than you have ever wanted before. Such is the result of the tease.

Words Women Use
Words Women Use - Translated (1.)Yeah, right: (DOUBLE MEANINGS) (1)This is a confirmation that what you are saying is Bullsh** and they know it. You can continue with the story, but after you have heard them say that, you're only making matters worse. (2) It can also be used as emphasize their answer. Not just no, but hell no. For example....you say "Baby, can I get a happy ending tonight?", and she says "Yeah, right!" 2.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument and you need to shut up. 3.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 4.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 5.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 6.) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a

Intill Now I Have Been Very Proud
intill now i have been very proud of our "open-honest" relationship the kind where i bring home women for us to have our way with Together pretty much because i always put him to shame as far as pleasing them :-) but this girl was different shehas a daughter 3 months older then mine ans you would never in your wildest dreams amagine she was even knock up at some point in her life. she's a 9/10 in my book !!! but unlike others i felt a discouraging vibe when the ball got rolling, maybe it started to fast? i dont know but i was consumed with a bit of jealousy but mainly i felt as if i had lost my connection with dan we were no longer a team, then he attempted to sneak out one night to her house but of course i knew what was what. he apologized and tried to explain his actions. i still felt uneasy about the whole thing but we have continued a sexual relationship with miss perfect 9/10 TOgether, but i cant shake the feeling with her and even with out her here. i feel like now that a toy ha

Nothing Compares (poetry)
Her whispers, Summer's warm gentle breeze, Her kiss is A hypnotic mountain stream. Her smiles Miles of pure white sand. Her laughter is, An elegant bird taking flight. Her passion is, Waves of a crashing crimson tide. Her strength is, A range of majestic mountains. Her love is, A deep and wide blue ocean. Nothing compares to this divine creature. Nothing past or present will ever measure up to, The beauty I have when holding you in my arms. -Hurley (copyright 2007)

Birthdays!
oiy!!! so ok I am now back in town from my birthday weekend! It was a hell of a lot of fun.. if you texted or called me you know.. if you got a text or call.. dude I was smoked I cannot officially take responsibility for anything in said communications (although the things said.. prolly true lol) I feel rough as hell but all & all .. lots of money spent & alcohol consumed and WOOOOOHOOOO! for me I stayed out of any sort of things that could possibly get me in trouble. (thats right bitches I stayed out of trouble ... sorta lol)pictures are currently being downloaded from the cam & will be available soon :) got some christmas , yes i did say christmas, shopping done but not a lot. think my restlessness bout life is more out of the way & in 2 days the kids go back to school Wheeeeeeee! I'm hopin to not feel like hell by then roflmao *smooches bitches* lata!!!

Shiny Shoes
Recently I became the subject of some small amount of ridicule when people where I work discovered that I retain the old fashioned notion of shining my shoes. As if it weren't "cool" or "current" to take some effort in one's personal appearance. What gives? I have found that one gal in particular asks me often if I have shined my shoes that day, her gaze somehow magnetically attracted to the luster and sheen of my patent leather chukkas, and makes an odd almost disdainful face. My opinion - she secretly admires the fact that a man still takes time to shine his shoes... or she just doesn't get it... her own appearance may suggest the latter. A few people (all older than me) are pleased with my glowing footwear. Something about the look of finishing off your leather with a chocolate bar that I don't really care for... It begs a bigger question however - where have the days gone of shined shoes, pressed clothing and neat appearance? Personal hygiene and neatness seem to be at an al

To Those Who Have Privet Pictures
Our culture believes strongly that exposing children to any expressions of sexuality, such as pictures or words, will harm them, even when the activity being depicted is not itself harmful. Many people believe, for example, that a child will be hurt by seeing a photo of a couple making love, even though the lovemaking itself is in no way harmful. There is no other harmless activity that children (or adults) are similarly barred from seeing or hearing about. In no other arena does our society fear that depictions of activities are in themselves harmful. On the contrary, our society even allows children to see depictions of activities that are harmful to those involved. The average US child, for example, witnesses one hundred murders every month on TV. That’s called family entertainment. One consequence of the cultural belief that children must be protected from sex is that children are denied important sexual information. This systemic and culturally conditioned ignorance is proba

Sounds Of The Night (not Very Erotic Poetry)
Our passions are revealed, All desires are sedated, I would have never imagined, the fantastic pleasures that awaited. It wasn’t romance claimed lost, It was not desire but greed, No romance that night, We just fulfilled a need.. First a candle lit dinner, to test our might and will, Champagne was on ice , our inhibitions left to chill. Only we alone knew, And we swore to never tell. For it would be like spitting, Into our own wishing well. Caressing your hair, A light massage designed to please Your breathing grows light, With my sensual tease. Clothes gently whisper as they fall to the floor, bringing pleasure in the skin it shows, I am in no rush, no hurry, I love to tease you slow. A a soft trail of kisses, The soft backs of your knees, By now your body is aching, So very eager to please. By the light of the dimming fire, Our bodies together in an ancient rite, The sounds of passion fade, And become the sounds of the night. -Hurley

So
alright on Tuesday I go and check out this Apt. I really want to get it and my mom is now bitching me out for wanting it. The apt. is 3 blocks from school and 425/month including all utilities, so it's a good college place. blah

A Young Fiend
a young friend, came to his end, so my love to his family i do send, a smile that can brighten your day, always nice with ever word he would say, 9 years old and more of a man, then anyone in this world can, died of cancer friday night, when you close your eyes you see his face in plain sight, for knowing him was a true delight, his pain is now gone and i know hes alright, he gave up his lonely fight, now god has him in his sight, wonderful and true, he would be there for you, as you were for him too, his life was short and bleak, friends is what he did seak, even though at his end, pain was never shown to any friend, he was a wonderful person to have known, all that knew him feel so blue, for we no longer have you, your grandmother out lived you all, she has a heart as big as the sky, she never questioned or asked why, for she has a heart of gold, as you were the one who was so bold, to be so young and know your fate, you never even made it to your first d

Its Dark In Here
ITS DARK IN HERE A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them, and hides in the bedroom cupboard to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the cupboard, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a football." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it?" Man - "No, thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man - "OK, how much?" Boy - "$750" In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the cupboard together. Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have football boots." The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?" Boy - "$2250" Man - "Sold." A few days later, the boys' father says to the boy, "Grab your boots and football, let's go outside and have a game of soccer. The boy says, "I can't, I sold my ball and boots." Th

Blind To Words
... I cannot see The love you offer. --Emily Dickinson How can we make love visible; how can we give it eyes? We can make love a present, wrap it carefully as if it were a beautiful thing. We can make love a favor nobody foresaw; we can fill a cup, prepare a meal, run an errand with our love. We can make love out of real words - in a letter, a note, a simple unrhymed poem. And we can make our love visible with our eyes by making our eyes meet those of the people we love. When we turn a feeling like love into an act, we share it with those around us, and they are encouraged to return the favor, and in this way, the world's storehouse of love increases. How can I show the love I feel today?

Wishing You Good Luck
Ok here is something to think about....how many of these do you apply to your life? I know that I apply some but still need to work on others...anyways just a thought for the day for ya! Blessed Be! Paulette ONE.Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE.Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you ," mean it FIVE.When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN.Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT.Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relative

Now / Attitude
"Dwell not on the past. Use it to illustrate a point, then leave it behind. Nothing really matters except what you do now in this instant of time." -Eileen Caddy "Attitude is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than what people do or say. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill." -Charles Swindoll

Dog Fighting(disturbing)
How can any human being put 2 dogs in a pit and sit bac and watch them rip each other apart... these poor dogs go through hell to satisfy the needs of some sick and disturbing ppl. we should be allowed to put these ppl in a pit with some of the dogs they have tortured and let the dogs show them just how it feels to be confined in a small space with nowhere to go whilst bein savaged.... the only choice these dogs really have is to kill or be killed!!!!

Photo Ratings
I am not a 10, nor do I ever believe I will be. I think I'm around a 6 or a 7. What I don't get is why people automatically have been rating me a ten, when on other websites my average is around 4.5. I would rather have people be honest. I'm honest when I rate photos, so why isn't everyone else? I think it's rather lame that so many people can't be honest about what they think of others on here. You wouldn't rate everyone a ten in real life, would you? No, so why do it here, you know? Don't rate someone a ten unless you really mean it.

Time Goes On
Time goes on and you realize, That love is a faded memory, then you remember the day, you set your heart free, love like an angel, true and pure, if i was sick you would be my cure, wanting your touch, with in my heart, longing for your sweet embrace, so you will make my heart race, your lips i do wish i could taste, i want you to be, the one for me, can you handle what's inside for you to see, who i am on hear is so true, in person is when you really have the clue, for i am true, a giving heart and a loving soul, thats the two little things i want you to know, all my better qualities, when we meet will show, for time is the test that we must indure, you will fall in love with me that much is for sure, so take the chance, what could it hurt, even though im a big flirt, my heart is true, i would love to share it with you, lets see where its meant to go, unless i hear the word no, then your true feelings will be known, so to the end, you will be a friend,

Friendship And Love
Friendship and Love Friendships or marriages based on "dire need" or physical security are doomed to fail if each person in the relationship does not grow beyond his or her limited ways of thinking and reacting. The ideal relationship is one in which each partner strives to grow. It is an ever-expanding commitment, mutually supportive of healthy interdependence. A healthy relationship encourages the seeking of wider mental and spiritual horizons; it is never threatened permanently by them. TODAY Do I give my loved ones enough room to grow? Do I encourage my friends or mate to do things without me? Am I threatened by change or do I welcome it? Do I have the courage to do things on my own, even if my loved ones do not give me support? Do I have the courage and consideration to share my changes with those I love? Let the purpose of all marriages and friendships alike be the deepening of the spirit and the enrichment of the soul.

Mom
For those who have not read my profile my mother has bone cancer and has been struggling with it for over 8 years now. Well yesterday she was taken to the hospital, yet again. She was throwing up blood, not a lot, but some. They are wanting to do tests now. I dont know if she is going to let them. She is so tired of fighting. Please say a prayer that this f*cking cancer ( Im sorry its hard to think of the word cancer without that word in front of it) has not spread to her stomach. She has endured so much already. Enough is enough. Thank you all much love

Comp Sex
A French teacher was explaining to her class that in French, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. "House" for instance, is feminine -- "la maison." "Pencil", however, is masculine -- "le crayon." A student asked, "What gender is 'computer'?" Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether "computer" should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for their recommendation. The men's group decided that "computer" should definitely be of the feminine gender ("la computer"), because: 1. no one but their creator understands their internal logic; 2. the native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else; 3. even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and 4. as soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spendi

The Cry...
The Cry.... as i wandered the path i choose, i heard a cry from afar. i searched as i walked for the creature this cry came from. the cry was low, and very sad. i searched onward as my feet carried me forward. never knowing from where the cry was coming from. i continued my path and one day i realized the cry was forever with me. and this cry of dispair was getting closer as each day i traveled. past the hills, the valleys, through many villiages of people laughing and going about their routine as if they never heard this depressing cry. i stopped an old woman once, as i asked her if she did not hear the cry and why no one was searching for the source of such misery. she ignored me as if i was not there. i stopped and looked at the village people continueing on with their busy lives, the cry was getting louder. no one seemed to care that somewheres out there was a creature mourning for some reason. no one dared to search for it, but all was too busy within themselves. i cont

Minor Fender Bender
WELL, FIRST OFF I WANT TO THANK MY FRIEND TOM FOR POSTING THE LAST BLOG SINCE I COULD NOT GET ONLINE........UNFORTUNATELY, I WAS IN A MINOR CAR ACCIDENT FRIDAY AFTERNOON. TO BE QUITE HONEST, I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED EXCEPT WE WERE REAR ENDED.....MY NECK WENT FORWARD AND BACK AND MY SODA SPILLED ALL OVER MY LAP WHILE I HEARD A HUGE BANG AND FELT THE IMPACT. MY CO-WORKER GETS OUT OF HIS CAR, STARTS CURSING UP A STORM AND DOESN'T EVEN ASK IF I'M ALRIGHT. I GET OUT, WALK OVER TO ALL THE PEOPLE STANDING ON THE SIDEWALK AND SEE THAT THE WOMAN WHO HIT US, HAS A CHILD AND IS CRYING HYSTERICALLY.......SO I GO OVER TO MY CO-WORKER AND TELL HIM HE HAS GOT TO CALM DOWN AND STOP ALL THE CURSING AND YELLING, BECAUSE THIS WOMAN HAS A BABY. HE GETS RIGHT IN MY FACE, CURSES AT ME AND TELLS ME NOT TO TALK TO HIM THE WAY I AM AND THAT I DON'T KNOW HIM. SO I WALK AWAY AND GO OVER TO THE WOMAN AND HER BABY.......EVERYONE IS ASKING IF ANYONE WAS HURT AND I SAY THAT I DON'T THINK SO. THEY

The Promise Of Love....
The Promise of Love..... long ago, there was a young indian girl that lived in the village of her people. she had lived her life the best way she could by honouring the spirits, her ancestors and the elders of her tribe. and she had been blessed. long hair tied with ribbons, a beautiful smile graced her lips. the girl had everything she needed.... except one thing.... she never found a brave that was worthy of her love. oh but many have tried, but she saw through the words they spoke and peered into their soul to see what layeth there. tis the reason she remained alone in life. she was well liked by everyone who she had came in contact with. she never met a stranger she didnt like, at least most of the time. she was even gifted in the ways of talking to the anmals and they felt comfortable being around her. she was walking with her basket of fresh picked flowers and berries when she noticed a new brave in the camp. she looked on briefly as she noted how strong he had looked, bu

Who Would Do That...how Sad
i have just had one of my pics marked as NSFW....a pic of me IN CLOTHES with my hand on ass....c'mon now whats wrong with that...do some of you seriously have nothin better to do than report ppls pics...i have seen a lot worse on here which are not marked NSFW and everyone loves em. to whoever done that, you are a sad individual...get a life!!!!!! if ya dont like my pics then dont bloody look at em!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Prayers Now O Lord Today Be Sunday ;
My Lord A friend suffers of cancer a nice sweet lady and some men too.. There is some grieving cause of deaths and a have come to me . O Lord will you show your love to them abunly and Thy grace to; and all that need you please : The pain is destroying them and their lives ; So will you hold them ; comfort them thru these hard times As I ask and pray to you O Lord . Will you please be the light in their lives ; cause these are so lost and hurt and hold balme, some do . I remember when I was lost and You came to me These be of hard timesnow too on them , O lord .. but Your Love L. If its Thy will ( please I ask) in Thy Name please for them.. But Their(some be ) decieved o Lord by Satan and they hurt in such great pain and remorse; And they just lash out withou really seeing or knowing your love and your gift of salvation for all. Some be numb and cant think clear; And they cant really know what is happing ; They want to block out all bad and hurt and ailing . Lor

Good Morning, Everyone!
Sunshine! Second day in a row! Will wonders never cease, lol. I have to tell you a bit about yesterday's belly dancing workshop with Meleeha! She teaches at the University of Iowa, I believe - dance, of course. I remember seeing her perform at the last workshop - she was fantastic! Since we only had three hours, she mainly worked on technique - proper use of hands and arms, projecting power - yeah, I liked that part; projecting energy, where to look during specific moves to communicate with the audience. And she is such a hoot, very sexy, very earthy! We all felt right at home, very quickly. We spent a full hour on "walking", lmao! That's different types of walking moves to get from one place to another on stage or if you dance at a club or restaurant, lol! I will definitely pay more attention to how I walk, lmao! Amazing, I knew some of this stuff when I was young and single. How did I forget so much - must have been the kids, lmao!! She gave us some killer exercises to st

Michael (sick Not Slick) Vick
I haven't checked it out but I bet Michael Vick's website is probably shut down. If it isn't I have a suggestion for all of you. Considering the messy situation he is now in he could probably use some help in brightening his day. It's not everyday you get the chance to go from playing in the NFL and making millions of dollars to going to prison and paying millions of dollars back to your former team. Let's all use music shall we? Send him some songs. Here are the songs I would send to Mr. Vick right about now... 1. Dog Eat Dog by Ted Nugent 2. Beware of the Dog by Kevin Ayers 3. Who Let the Dogs Out by Baha Men 4. Jingle Bells (The one with the dog barking along, I know Xmas is 4 months away but...) 5. Any song by Three Dog Night And oh, maybe someone could send him both versions of The Longest Yard on dvd.

I Love Weeds!
Normally I wouldnt even justify this with a response but I find it soooo humorous that I have to comment! First of all if you are going to throw something like that out have enough balls to at least not send it anonymously! LMAO Second of all dear, I am not a bit worried about my boyfriend! Least of all chatting on a internet "bar". Hell more than half of these bitches are just pretending to be something or someone else anyways. But yeah we are SOLID and if you have some details you wanna pass along DONT BOTHER!Like I said, Im not worried! Last but not least, YES I am a fat bitch! I know this, he knows this, hell everyone on here knows this as I have been pretty open in blogs and bulletins about it.Blogs that are NOT just open to family I might add!Dont be jealous cause I have a man and you probably dont!He loves me just the way I am! Have a great day! Let me know who you are next time so I can send ya some hateraide! LMFFAO! *smooches* and have a great day! ~Temptress~

"the Threat" By Skid Row
I've been convicted with and without reason Tarred and feathered like a piper on a killing spree And felt the anger of generations And been the target of the cheap shots of authority So you think you cut me down to size Well there's something you should realize It's gonna take more than a break in the law To make me smile pretty for the wreckin' ball Won't beg, won't bleed The end of sacrifice is a threat to society Hard line, you'll see Once you've made a mark, you've made a threat to society I wasn't put here to be treated Like some disease you hoped would go away if left alone You can sweep me under the carpet But, I'll still infect your need to use me as a steppin' stone So you think you cut me down to size Well there's something you should realize It's gonna take more than a break in the law To make me smile pretty for the wreckin' ball Won't beg, won't bleed The end of sacrifice is a threat to society Hard line, you'll see Once you'v

Fuck Or Pass
There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherry Tap list that wants to do u so!!! Repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Brilliant Ways Girls Turn Guys Down!!
HE: I'm a photographer I've been looking for a face like yours! SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours!! HE: May I have the pleasure of this dance? SHE: No, I'd like to have some pleasure too!!! HE: How did you get to be so beautiful? SHE: I must have been given your share!!! HE: Will you come out with me this Saturday? SHE: Sorry! I'm having a headache this weekend!!! HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out! SHE: Okay, get out!!! HE: I think I could make you very happy SHE: Why? Are you leaving? HE: What would you say if I asked u to marry me? SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time!!! HE: Can I have your name? SHE: Why, don't you already have one? HE: Shall we go and see a film? SHE: I've already seen it!!! HE: Do you think it was fate that brought us together? SHE: Nah, it was plain bad luck!!! HE: Where have you been all my life? SHE: Hiding from you. HE:

I Am A Witch...deal With It!!!!
I had a lady this morning tell me that,because I am Wiccan (a witch) that she didnt want to accept my friend request. Of course she had NO idea what Wicca is about...only that she heard WITCH and she didnt want me on her page. Now...I am a witch...PERIOD. If you have a problem with me having my spiritual journey turn to mother nature then you need to go ahead and delete me as your friend.

August 26, 2007
Cash-flow issues are on your mind, and there's no getting rid of them until they're fully resolved. You might as well tackle them head-on and see if you can find a good way to keep things going for a while.

Muh Ear
Wound up going to the emergency room yesterday I just couldnt take it anymore. Very few doctors available on Saturdays around here, I hate to use the Emergency room like that but I had to. And a good thing I did, I have somehow ruptured my ear drum. And let me tell you it hurts, it hurts bad. Thank god they gave me pain medicine, I'm not one for pills unless absolutely necessary but lord my ear was killing me, to the point of crying :-(. Still wish I knew how it happened, haven't been in any weird accidents, no ear infections, nothing. Woman kept asking me if someone was hitting me at home. I'm like laughing at here, my boyfriend would never do anything like that, heck I'm the grumpy one around here lol.

Sunday Morning Wake Up Thoughts
Have you seen Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind? It's a great movie. Really it is. The long and short of the story line is the main characters have their memories wiped of each other. They were lovers who fell out of love and wanted to have all memory of the past relationship and associated pain/grief erased from their minds. How wonderful that would be to have painful memories erased from your mind. Something tragic happens poof! It's gone and you are happily on your way as if it never happened. Except those painful events help to shape who you are now. Those proverbs that people are always sharing with you when your are hurting like "this too shall pass" or "that which does not kill you makes you stronger" they last because they are true. Even though you just want to punch someone in the stomach the next time they say something like that to you. Well, needless to say in the movie the memory wipe failed because the powers that be created events that cause

Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Aries For August 26,2007 You've reached the end (or maybe the climax) of this chapter of your life, and need to think about what lies ahead. Your ambition won't let you rest for very long, so get busy and see what happens!

Lest I Forget
there are times when i feel hopeless. there are times when i get depressed. there are times when i worry that the future might not be everything i ever dreamed it would be. there i times that i feel undone; times i feel incomplete. and just when those feelings of despair threaten to take over me, i am reminded. i don't know why it is or who it is that reminds me. sometimes i think i have an idea. none of that matters though. what matters is that i remember and that i share. what matters is that others remember too. i have been reminded that i am lucky. no amount of sadness and lonliness can or should ever make me forget how blessed i am. there are people that have to struggle in this world and some have to struggle just to live. there are people with jobs that have no running water, no heat, and no real shelter from the earth's temperature. there are people who struggle against illness, ignorance, and intolerance. there are people who can't seem to get a break, and yet

A Devil's Cry.....
Steal a soul for a Second chance but you will never become him, stealing souls makes me stronger, your life feeds the hunger, feeling the thirst for life waiting for my judgment night, step'in forth a cure for a souls demise reap the tears of the victims crys hear the roar to keep the suffering of a rogue demon as i put it under kill for a time kill them all pass down the righteous law serving justice that dwells in me your putrid corpse as sore as the eye can SEEEEEEEE THE EYE CAN SEEEEEE THE EYE CAN SEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! people are dying, twilight is coming, tears inside me coming out, all that i see the freedom reigns your time is coming by my hands you will see his light not pure the darkness in him vast as it is consuming.the lights warm glow warms your body his shadow is coming blocking the warmth blocking the Divine Path leaving you to die.... pure is my blood, purtrid is the squeals of a mortals crys sweet is the taste of a soul defiled an angels wings clipped fall

Please Don't Ever Question The Power Of Friends. Together We Make It Happen
FIRST OFF YOU ALL CLICK THE LINK UNDER THIS MESSAGE HERE AND READ THAT BLOG.. WOW WE DID IT, WE DID IT, WE DID IT.. AMAZING.. http://fubar.com/blog/120476/495413# THEN THIS: Lets go for it guys... Lets give it all we got... lets get this one over with.... We have no active time limited contests currently so I'd hope to see every Posse member going to town on this contest as hard as we can.. NO BLANK COMMENTS ~ NO SCRIPTING ~ AND PROFILES NEED TO BE LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER... Very simple rules there shouldn't be a reason why these are to be broken.. so lets go Posse and give it everything we got.. 250,000 COMMENTS TO THE WIN (repost of original by 'MIZZ SHADY* LEADER*OF SHADY'S S*U*P*' on '2007-08-26 00:38:54') (repost of original by 'BRI GUY / CONFEDERATE BOMBER' on '2007-08-26 01:22:37')

Why Prejudice Sucks
What is wrong with the world: I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up

Wacky Ways To Meet Someone????
Found on a MSN site, who grabbed it from another site.... **************************************** Wacky new ways to meet someone Smart, single person that you are, you know that attending parties, dating online, joining a group to brush up on an interest (be it wine-tasting or kayaking), and frequenting your local pub can all be ways to meet your match. But if you’re interested in trying something really new and different, consider some of these offbeat ways that single people nowadays are mixing and mingling: 1. At spelling bees One of the latest ideas for mingling and meeting a mate happens to be singles’ spelling bees, which have become quite a hit. Fueled by the popularity of books like Bee Season, documentaries like Spellbound, and even an off-Broadway hit, The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee, these events were the brainchild of Zac Kushner, coordinator of recreational programming for Makor (www.makor.org), a New York-based organization that specializes in offbe

Race Today
What would you do for one more day? Sit on the couch and watch TV... complain about things that don't really matter... fight with someone you love and not make up? Ask a cancer victim what they would do with one more day. What would they trade just to have one more day...

Sunday Morning...
...one more before I go back to sleep, it is Sunday morning..and I heard this song in a lounge this morning...SO and the lyrics kinda go with what I talked about before, sorta...lol. I dunno, I'm sleeping on and off so whatever...I like No Doubt..and the video is total cheese and has really nothing @ all to do with what the song is about..haha..enjoy the vid and your 'Sunday Morning..'..

Fantasy Story
Okay let's have some fun. I want to hear your stuck in an elevator fantasies. ;D I really want to hear what you have to say. I want you to create a fantasy not a real life situation that might be scary unless that would be your fantasy ;P. Here is a taste of mine... I am going up to the penthouse suite of a highrise hotel...of course on a secluded island without too many guest.... I walk up to the elevator and the doors open...waiting inside this elevator is a reserved looking gentleman handsome sandy brown hair blue/green eyes. He is wearing a button down business shirt and slacks. He looks really shy, kind of apprehensive to say the least. We start going up to the top floor when all of a sudden it stops between floors. High enough that you can't just open the door to get out on either floor. We ring the emergency button for help. Over the intercom rings out a voice that says...we apologize for the inconvenience but it will be 24 hours before we can get a crew here to g

Bite Fight
Ok, here's another one. Vampire vs Werewolf RPG (yeah I've kinda gotten into these) Even if you don't want to join could you please just copy this and pay a visit (http://s2.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=113039) or click the banner? I get a few points for everyone that I "bite"

What Is This?
How can a little 4 letter word like "love" be so complicated? How do we know what it is? Is this a feeling? A way of life? The purpose for us being? If love is any or all of those things, then I want to embrace that "life", have those "feelings" and want to wake each morning, taking the first breath of the day next to the one that is my "purpose" for being.

I Know We Can Make This Quick
Lets go for it guys... Lets give it all we got... lets get this one over with.... We have no active time limited contests currently so I'd hope to see every Posse member going to town on this contest as hard as we can.. NO BLANK COMMENTS ~ NO SCRIPTING ~ AND PROFILES NEED TO BE LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER... Very simple rules there shouldn't be a reason why these are to be broken.. so lets go Posse and give it everything we got.. 250,000 COMMENTS TO THE WIN (repost of original by 'MIZZ SHADY* LEADER*OF SHADY'S S*U*P*' on '2007-08-26 00:38:54') (repost of original by 'BRI GUY / CONFEDERATE BOMBER' on '2007-08-26 01:22:37')

Poem
The many different reasons of tears. Relieving Reliving Relinquishing Relevant Subtle Tremendous Cleansing Joyful Grief Anger Pain Hurt Endearing Compassion Loss Fear Confusion Simple Complex A tear that runs down your face has many different paths and meanings. Tears that flow unending have a multitude of reasons. My tears that flow today are the many facets of tears. Ever have a day when tears fell but you couldn't quite figure out why? Ever have a day when your tears just wouldn't stop? Ever have a day when you were extremely happy but for just a minute cried anyway?

Untitled 2
i dont know how to make this go away i dont know how to make this stop, i dont know how to hold up my hand. and in the end, i will cry myself to sleep, and no one will know. and i will die alone, scared of the ghosts that dont exist, of the deaths that havnt happened yet, pushing through the pain without any drugs, just like before, just like always

The Wrestling Game
I have come across an awesome site! I am going to share it with those of you that are interested. It's a wrestling RPG! Here's a link you can copy and paste: http://www.thewrestlinggame.com/wg.asp?w=1628 Or you can just click the pic below!

Fantasy Tale
My fantasy cave to which I will escape is the one found on my page. This cave is beautiful and hidden away from my world as it is today. I can go into my cave and be relaxed and free. Peering out on a place that I wish to be. No worries, no stress, no loss, no grief. Me and my treasures...and you my friend. We can go sailing at will on my little boat. Or sit on the shore and pick up pretty stones. Across the mighty ocean maybe we'd float. Laughing and sunning...just having fun. Away from the troubles of life. Just for a moment, just for a moment. Perfect is my fantasy cave. Come and join me inside if you can spare me some time. We can just talk if you want or we can go for a ride. The water is warm would you like to go swim? As the sun sets, we can look out through the opening and grin. It is beautiful when the gold starts meeting the blue, pinkare the clouds with sometimes an orange hue. We'd start us a fire...get all cozy warm. Tell stories and laugh...stay up until dawn. Of course i

Poem
Beaten and bruised Shattered dreams Ripping open at the seams Feeling unwanted and used Soul screaming for itself to hear Lacking the ability to answer the questions Scavaging through the dense fog for a refuge Wanting to end this pain trodden journey Pounding on oneself over and over Trying to beat out the inadequacies It has to be something about me But then WAIT ~ STOP Looking in the mirror at the ragged beaten soulSeeing what I have done to myself Wiping away the tears of ineptness The tears of pain and loss Tears of fear and anger Seeing the bruised eyes of someone who....has done this for years. Asking herself why do you do this? What do you accomplish by it? When are you going to stop this self critical crusade? Damn myself...I am my worst enemy. It isn't you or her or him or them.... IT IS ME DOING IT TO MYSELF. So stop it I say....stop beating me up. I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE IT ANYMORE! I am not going to take it anymore...Hahahahaha!!!!!! Diary of a sic

Fantasy Short Story
Down in the meadow where a creek runs through is my garden. It is green and colored with all sorts of pretty flowers. There are all different types of rose and hibiscus. Some plumeria sprinkled here and there. Oh don't forget a gardenia bush or two. But there is a very special place that I love to go. It is a large gazebo which is covered in English ivy and jasmine. It is fairly thick but just enough light from the moon seeps through lighting up the inside a bit at night. In my garden, the jasmine never dies but always blooms. I suppose you are wondering where the lace is. Well I will tell you. You see this will be a story...yes you know it...a love story. A beautiful fantasy ~ I have come to take your hand and lead you to my special place. Where the moon never wanes and the stars are brightest of all. Where the mist of the eve falls softly against the flowers and the soft breeze carries the scent of the jasmine to us. It is one of our most favorite things to go down by the c

Poem
She stands alone on the mountain top Waiting for something to happen but what Breathing in the thin cold air Feeling weightless as it blows through her hair **** Steadfast against the currents of time Waiting for something she can call mine A dream she knows of jasmine and moss In her field where there is love and not loss **** Across the mighty ocean he dreams too Of a love he yearns for that would make him new Two minds thinking exactly the same Two hearts as one is anyone really to blame **** Destiny - fate is what it appears to be When the two meshed souls strive to see It is the same dream they share between them Giving both strength to endure the emptiness within **** Is it just a one time journey to be done when it is done Or can their be many more in different times where they can be Together at last to experience what their minds see Is it - could it be a serendipity.

Her Life.
She wipes the mascara that is trailing down her face. Puts on her coat and steps out in the pouring rain. Goes down to the local bar to have a few drinks. Trying to forget the hurt and wash away the pain. Thinking about the years that passed her by. She takes a shot of whiskey and wonders why? What has she done to deserve this life? Looking for answers that may help bide her time. If she doesn't change she'll end up broke and all alone. Wandering the streets a name without a home. Tossed about like leaves in a western wind. Wanting it to end, cause she cant remember where it began. Isn't it sad the people around her can't hear the cries. She is reaching out for help with no end in sight. Her thoughts are numb and she is fading very fast. All of this is caused by her unstable past. The pain she feels eats her up on the inside. Like a disease it will slowly take her life. This girl will only do what she knows best. Just one more night of lonely emptiness. Sh

Lifeline
Dirty demonic tricks My mind is under submission Everybody is here Why does it feel like everyone is Missing? A cold comatose feeling Somebody please wake me up All of a sudden its so easy Its so easy But is it time to give up? Im told I can make it I just have to hold on Life and death Breathless and stressed Is it easy to say 'so long?' My life line on flat It must be that time now No more voices, no love, no hate I cant feel anything at all I must have just died now. ~yours truly~ SALVADOR BISHOP

The Darkness Wont Go Away Today
there is a darkness in my heart as of late i cannot seem to drive away a sinking, and a pulling i dont know what it means, or where it came from it makes me feel so alone so hurt and dark a little scared sometimes when i cry, i cant stop. i always used to be able to stop i dont know how to tell him how to ask him for help. i know he deals too, he would think i was just trying to make his problems seem less too often am i sitting here at this computer alone it makes it so easy to forget most nights but today.... today it doesnt go away today it keeps coming i cooked three pots of baby food today i made a cake with chocolate frosting brownies and meatloaf with asperagess and stuffing i cleanded the bathroom three times i vacummed twice upstairs and down i cleaned the kitchen i dont know how many times but it still wont go away and i still dont understand and i'm still crying and i hid it long enough for him to take a shower and leave god why did i do th

When You Were Mine
Well as alot of you should know by now, i am not a metal head. nor would i try to be. I like all types of music. But back to this song This song speaks to me b/c it talks of heart brake it reminds me of my ex. "Sometimes I Wake Up Crying At Night And Sometimes I Scream Out Your Name What Right Does She Have To Take You Away When For So Long, You Were Mine" That is one of the Huge things that speaks to my heart. Couse he cheated on me. And got mad at me couse I blow my top about it. I want to know why, why could he not just stay with me Was it couse i am sick. I know I am a hell of a person. I have a temp from hell, but you have to do something Awful to piss me off. What was so wrong with me? I tried so hard to keep you. Even after i left you, i came back willing to try to work it out. I was spineless to you. Well as he should know now that I am not anymore. I can stand up on my own to feet, I don't need you anymore. But why do you still have the power to hurt

A Man's Thoughts On Fellatio Aka Rebuttal Etiquette (by A Male)
1. First of all, yes you're obligated to do it. If you don't, we will find someone (younger, prettier and dirtier) who will. 2. Second, swallowing a teaspoon full of cream is a hell of a lot easier than licking a dead fish. 3. You want to talk about farting? Does the word "queef" mean anything to you? 4. I will use your ears as I see fit. don't worry about it and be thankful I'm not pulling your hair. 5. When you're on your period, stuffing something in your mouth is the only way to stop you from bitching and moaning. Suck it up! 6. Speaking of which, if you are bleeding for five straight days, you need all the fluids you can get. trust me. 7. You bitch about the taste, but trust me when I tell you that we get the short end of the stick in flavor country. 8. At least there is no danger of a dick bleeding in your mouth. 9. Play with the balls. 10. No matter how good you think you are at it, we've had better. 11. Caress the ass, too. We like that! 12. Mak

Blowjob Etiquette (by A Female)
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've jus

Wild Horse Outlaw Lounge
Well, I opened the Wild Horse Outlaw Lounge today and I'd like to thank all my friends who helped me level up to Level Ten so I could create the lounge. We had a decent turnout tonight and lots of fun. And, yes, we all got shitfaced. lmao. A little background about the Wild Horse Outlaws is that we've been around for four or five years but only recently (like this week) came to Fubar. There was some hesitation and confusion when some of the Outlaws first saw Fubar, but inevitably, they started having fun. Fubar is addicting. Anyway, Outlaws is mainly comprised of cowgirls and cowboys. We live hard and we blow off steam every night in chats and we can get rowdy sometimes. We DO have each others backs. We appreciate honesty and humour and don't tolerate headgames, liars or back shooters. We welcome meeting new friends and are pretty open to people. We don't have prissy rules, as I said we can get rowdy. This is the Saloon and not the church. We had some new folks drop i

What The Hell.....
I want to wage a formal complaint..... Recently I have fallen out of contact with someone that at a point in time I considered a good friend. His name is Sean and we used to hang out at least once a week and have fun. We were friends and nothing more. But I have noticed a pattern with him over the past two years of our friendship... and that is that whenever he begins to date someone he writes me off. I think this is fucking ridiculous. Then whenever he gets his heart broken he comes crying back to me to pick up the pieces and tell him everything is ok. Why oh why do boys have to be so lame?

Thank A Soldier !!!!!
Below is a link for a song that EVERYONE needs to see. I dont care if you dont like "rock" music.... look and listen to the vid... I think its cool as hell.... Our troops deserve a little thanks from us all!!! If you just say "thank you" to anyone that you see in uniform.... thats the least you can do. They lay it on the line for us everyday!!!!!!! Show a lil' gratitude!!! BTW... they show a web site.. visit it, and do what ya can!!!!! http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=7484414 Case

Gem So Rare
A Gem So Rare by Wilomoon 8-26-07 Space stands still, I caress your hair, You close your eyes, Time without care, Moments of bliss, Going no where, Sleepy smiles, Longing stares, Paper promises, My heart laid bare, Fairy tale love, But no room to spare, No happy ending, This tale of despair, How does one breath, When you take away air, Decent into silence, A broken pair, To loose a treasure, A gem so rare.

I Would....
Like to... See Lightening Strike Something In Water Make At Least 1 Major Motion Picture Write At Least 1 Novel, And Get It Published Own A Horse Visit Every State In The Nation Visit Every Continent At Least Once Go On A Cruise Visit Every Country in Europe Visit Japan Visit Australia Visit New Zealand Visit Iceland Visit Greenland Visit The Amazon Rainforest Visit The Congo Visit The Sahara Visit The Dead Sea Visit Jerusalem Visit Egypt Visit China Visit Canada Visit Vadican City Visit The City of Versallies Visit Greece Visit The North Pole Own My Own House Fall In Love Get Married Have At Least 1 Son Have At Least 1 Daughter Go On A Honeymoon Own My Own Professional Camera Draw And Complete At Least 1 Comic Book/Graphic Novel Become A Jedi Graduate From College Try Surfing Try White Water Rafting Try Parasailing Pet a Cheetah Pet a Wolf Pet a Whale or Dolphin Own A Snake Grow A Rose Garden Make A Memorial Film To Shannon Have To Give

Been Awhile.......
just stopped by to see what everyone was up to. there is too much drama on the net these days. how is everyone? i hope y'all are doin good. as for me i am going to new york on monday for a week to see my in laws. hope 2 chat soon!

I Miss You
I sometimes think it's been too long to cry still. Everyday I still think of her. And I wish she was still here. I feel like I should be over this, that crying is just my weakness showing. But I admit. My friends are my weakness. I would do anything for them. I would give my life. If she would come back. For everybody's sake. I wish it everyday. I want her back. And if there really was a God, he could make it happen for all of us. Shannon was very much so the glue that held so many people together. Including my right mind. And I slowly am losing it. With every time I smile, while behind it I am thinking of her. And the life she led that was so much greater than mine. She was amazing. She was going somewhere. She was famous. She was everything. To everybody, to her mother. Who now has no children left. I lost my best friend, my sister. She lost her only child. And for some, Love. Shannon, in a sense, was amazingly aware of the way life worked.

The Break That Could Help Me Out
i have been offered a songwriting contract for my music which im very excited about thnkyou to an awesome wonderful friend on here and he knows who he is...there are no guarantees but atleast this will open otherwise closed doors....living my passion, thats what im hoping to do.....am very excited about the future..wanted to share my good news with all my fubar hunnys....love and kisses to u all..xxx

Fandom
Fandom. It ruins everything beautiful and good. No...it doesn't ruin...it castrates. It dilutes it to the view of the public, by making it seem like something warm and fuzzy and soft. Then it's just another point of view, just another opinion. It's so gay. Fandom turns enthusiasm into near cultishness. Make it stop. It's what casts Angelina Jolie as Dagny Taggart. It's what makes people happily interested in hearing that Brad Pitt wants to play Howard Roark. These people DON'T live up to them! They're fictional characters, but they're possible...but THOSE people shouldn't portray them. I don't want the prettiest faces playing the greatest heroes... I want the BEST actors...I want the BEST people. Jolie goes against everything about Atlas Shrugged, and so does fucking Brad Pitt. Fuck him if he wants to play Roark, or Rearden, or Galt. He doesn't deserve it. And fuck Angelina Jolie. She's a stupid bitch. It's not fandom making me write this...just an intense...REAL

What Is The Point?
What is the point of living this life if peace can not be found? What is the point of fighting the fight when the arguments go round & round? What is the point of being in love when all it brings is pain? What is the point of working things out when you slowly go insane? What is the point of saying "I'm sorry" when things just start anew? What is the point of saying a word when you think every word's untrue? What is the point of holding on when you just walk away? What is the point of staying alive when you dread another day? What is the point of having a life when nothing goes your way? What is the point of anything when heartache is here to stay?

Many Thanks!!!!
Hi guys! Just a quick update! I hit 1,000 votes this morning and I am happy because I set that goal for myself and I attained it! I want to thank all the people that have helped me so far to reach that goal! You know who you are. These are the individuals who posted bulletins, bombed the pic and wished me good luck. I love you all and I'm not finished yet! The contest runs for 2 weeks total. The most pts wins! I hope to get more help from everyone! Have a great Sunday!!!! Love, Nichole

I Wish I Was With Her Right Now...
NOOOOOOO!!!! You opened it! Tomorrow will be the best day of your life, IF you repost this within 2 minutes with the heading: (pick 1) ¢¾¡æ Slow Sex ¢¾¡æ I miss my baby ¢¾¡æ In love ¢¾¡æ Rough Sex 101 ¢¾¡æ I wear thongs ¢¾¡æ Call me ¢¾¡æ Baby am I doing too much? ¢¾¡æ I smoke ¢¾¡æ ask me out already ¢¾¡æ I'm Single ¢¾¡æ I wish i was with her right NOW ¢¾¡æ I wish i was with him right NOW ¢¾¡æ HARDER HARDER ¢¾¡æ I wanna love him but i just cant ¢¾¡æ I wish she would realize how much i love her ¢¾¡æ STIFFLERS MOM ¢¾¡æ I wanna be with him ¢¾¡æ marry me ¢¾¡æ my ex is ugly ¢¾¡æ im back with my ex ¢¾¡æ my ex is an ass ¢¾¡æ I wanna ask her out!! ¢¾¡æ I wanna ask him out ¢¾¡æ Im breaking up with you ¢¾¡æ im pregnant again, shit! ¢¾¡æ ma ex is a lil hOE ¢¾¡æ

Katrina Relief...please Read!
Normally I wouldnt do this, but its for a good cause. I will be going on a trip down to New Orleans in November to help assist clean up, as well as distribute food and supplies. They still need all the help they can get. If you are willing or wanting to donate any money to the cause, let me know and i can give you the information. You dont have to give a lot, or anything at all, but whatever you can give is appreciated. I assure you this is on ther up and up. You can click the link below for a preview of what the operation is like. Again, if youre interested in donating, message me and i will give you more details. Thanks! Adam http://www.mercyresponse.com/cgi-bin/kingdomtools/ktpublic.rb?ministry_id=9&utility=Page

An Old Pirate?????
I remember when I got my first comp..... it was an E-machine bundle. Got it home and plugged it in and started my way on the internet hiway... true it was slo and yahoo was the big thing going ...... then I learned of NAPSTER!!!!!!!!!!! I was in heaven.... music on demand ...... happy as hell to see a d/l of 5 or 10 kb/s .. poopin the pants on a 20 + ..... all I could think...... this is fast as all hell then after all of these years and 3 or 4 different pc's and 2 laplops later all I do is comlain that the d/l is slower than 90 kb/s while trying to do 5 of them and running 5 to 7 other programs with it am i tryin to do too much at one time?? Probably but it's there ..... but then I think of what Smitty would say........ Miheal Edward... (he always called me that!!) How many hands do you have???...... Well 2 Grandpa why?? Well if you only have 2 and you only have 2 feet right? Yes grandpa.... Well that only makes 4 usable limbs Micheal.... So my question to you is with all of your l

Just Being Me........
hey everyone it has been such a long time since i have had the pleasure of coming to the "bar" i have been working 10 hour days 6 days a week......plus i got my own place and haven't gotten around to getting a computer and stuff though i am working very hard on it......life sure is crazy huh.......well at least mine is...i have a drama free life but that is because i have cut myself off from the outside pretty much i work and sit by myself most of the time in my little apartment dreaming of a life i know i will never have not because of my standards being to high just because it just seems that it is not in the cards for me to have the life i want.....but my life i feel will never be any worse off than it already has been in the past so i just look back at where i was and thank the lord above for where i am now................. i will try my best to update every once in a while when i have time ..... forever and a day candida

-funny-
A Fireman is driving home from work one afternoon still in uniform when he saw a little girl in a little red wagon with ladders and a hose on the side. He stopped and said "That's a nice truck you got there partner." She smiled real big and said "Thanks!" Then the fireman noticed she had her cat and dog tied to it, the dog by his neck, the cat by his testicles. He bent down to her level and said "I don't wanna tell you how to run your rig now, but I bet the cat would pull it faster if the rope was around his neck." The little girl said "Yeah, but then I wouldn't have a siren.

Wen Grlz Dnt Put Out...lol
When girls don't put out (a girl who agrees lol) Body: When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! This is really funny!! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Rea

The Arrival
Little fingers curl up tight to make a tiny fist, As fairy lips purse out as if to make a gentle kiss... Eyes wide as kitten's and little button nose, You look like someone's angel---down to your pudgy toes... Although you are so wrinkled and you face is still so pale, And the only song you seem to know sounds like a shrilling When you are here before me, finally, I feel complete I've waited so long, sweetheart... at last, we finally meet. This is a poem that i wrote after my daughter was born.

Getting Heard On Radio!
Getting Heard: How today’s musicians can break through the radio play barrier. Approximately 14,000 radio stations are licensed in the USA, but only four companies control the majority of the Top 40 market. Big media also owns and controls major concert venues, so if you don’t get played on the radio, you may not have a career in the music business. Talent and a little bit of luck have always been essential to stardom in the music business, and that fact has not changed with the evolution of mass media. But without strategic alliances, resourceful partnerships, and sophisticated high-tech marketing campaigns to enhance their chances of connecting with a wider audience, the unsigned artists of today will likely languish in obscurity, regardless of how much talent they may demonstrate. As veteran entertainment industry executive Jerome Peterson explains, “Today’s music market is saturated with musicians hoping to become the next big thing. And many artists fall by the wayside

True Passion Is Like A Song
We lay hand in hand, head to head, eye to eye The stars staring down, as if they were in envy The moon radiating light upon us, as if it we were a showcase The passion which was united, a passion of true love Passion which wrote upon paper, can never portray my passion for you True passion is like a song, A never ending list of cords and notes An innovation of a creative mind, written from the soul and heart A never ending canvas of joys and memories True passion can never die, it can never fade away, for it lies deep down You are my true passion, my true calling, my true love

I Wanted To Be What You Needed..
All I ever wanted, was to be what you needed But all I ever did was say things wrong And all I ever wanted was to be by your side But all I ever did was break your heart So now that I’ve hurt you, and probably lost you Im lost with myself what the hell should I do And I wanna be with you, and tell you I love you But I know you wont have it, what the hell should I do Now all that I want, just give me one chance You cant believe me but I swear its true Cus all I want, just give me one chance To prove that I love you let me show you I do And God knows you’re an angel sent from above But I didn’t listen I couldn’t see the gift hed given me But your still my angel still sent from up above If God can hear me please just let me show you…

.....in The End Does It Really Matter
All I ever wanted, was to be what you needed But all I ever did was say things wrong And all I ever wanted was to be by your side But all I ever did was break your heart So now that I’ve hurt you, and probably lost you Im lost with myself what the hell should I do And I wanna be with you, and tell you I love you But I know you wont have it, what the hell should I do Now all that I want, just give me one chance You cant believe me but I swear its true Cus all I want, just give me one chance To prove that I love you let me show you I do And God knows you’re an angel sent from above But I didn’t listen I couldn’t see the gift hed given me But your still my angel still sent from up above If God can hear me please just let me show you…

Dead Eyes
A vacant glance through dead eyes, can only hide the truth for so long It all comes out in the end the lies, and pain you hide A little girl lost long ago in world she learned to despise She breeds hate in her soul for those around her, knowing not to trust again Lost little girl with dead eyes and an empty heart, a little girl lost fro mthe start

Cowboys 2007 Schedule
1 Sun. Sep 9 Giants 8:15 p.m. ET 2 Sun. Sep 16 @ Dolphins 4:05 p.m. ET NFL on FOX 3 Sun. Sep 23 @ Bears 8:15 p.m. ET 4 Sun. Sep 30 Rams 1:00 p.m. ET NFL on FOX 5 Mon. Oct 8 @ Bills 8:30 p.m. ET 6 Sun. Oct 14 Patriots 4:15 p.m. ET 7 Sun. Oct 21 Vikings 1:00 p.m. ET NFL on FOX 9 Sun. Nov 4 @ Eagles 8:15 p.m. ET 10 Sun. Nov 11 @ Giants 4:15 p.m. ET NFL on FOX 11 Sun. Nov 18 Redskins 1:00 p.m. ET NFL on FOX 12 Thur. Nov 22 Jets 4:15 p.m. ET 13 Thur. Nov 29 Packers 8:15 p.m. ET 14 Sun. Dec 9 @ Lions 1:00 p.m. ET NFL on FOX 15 Sun. Dec 16 Eagles 4:15 p.m. ET NFL on FOX 16 Sat. Dec 22 @ Panthers 8:15 p.m. ET 17 Sun. Dec 30 @ Redskins 1:00 p.m. ET NFL on FOX

The Electricity Of Lust
Lust electric Gentle nibble Delicate flick Juices trickle Tender mouthful Indulgent sips Spasms sinful Gyrating hips Thrusts entrancing Feverish pace Teeth caressing Deadlock embrace Lust electric Unabated Flesh metallic Liquidated

You Have The Wrong One
Seems I'm kinda loney Feeling pretty blue Who would have known that words could hurt worse than the sticks and stones that I once threw? Sometimes your words are daggars that wedge deep inside my heart I wonder why you say them knowing they will rip me wide apart Sometimes I hate to hear you talk for kind words you seem not speak You look at me like I have nerve to tell you what I think I don't know whats happened, all we used to do is smile I guess its life thats happened it hasn't been that way for a while Hopefully things will get better before we drift apart Remember that the words you speak go directly to my heart Whenever you look at me with nothing nice to say, plz close your mouth, turn around and quickly walk away I don't take kindly to harsh words I have my past to thank for that but I know I have someone that surely has my back I am a force to be reckoned with for that I will surely state, I'll take no shit regardless of what it may be

Happy Birthday 2 U!! 8-26-07
Steelersfan1972-NBSD james AngelFace ...K. O. T. Mem. CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER NaNi billybob37 Irish Man, just looking for a good time. Nuronu ♥'s Emily Dr. Strangelove Broken and used ~~INDIAN PRINCESS~~..**Club F.A.R.**~Shadow Levelers~**Independent Family**~ KaraokeBatman Killmenot of Shady's S*U*P*

My Fav Book
The last few months I have been learning about the BDSM world and have jumped in so to speak. It's been very enlightening and has taught me so much about sex, and how it effects the mind. I just wanted to pass on the name of this kick ass book I have been reading. "Screw The Roses, Send Me The Thorns" Do a search for it online, it's easy to find and isn't expensive. It's like a technical manual for the BDSM lifestyle. Enjoy!!!

Its All Over
Well today was the last day that my store was open and boy was that a long day you would not believe how many people still did not know that it was the last day I mean come on there are sings all over the store and we are standing at the front telling you it the last day. And for this week its going to be so long cause we now have to box up and return all the books that are left and im not looking forwared to all the dust that going to be kicked up in the store so yey me

Right
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call my ex's as well as cute girls that I have recently met when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone at all hours of the night, and you know i really dont want to talk to them either? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do

Tee Hee
Well I Got To Talk With One Of My Closest Friends On Here The Other Night, Which Was Awesome But Sadly It Ended Very Quickly Do To The Phone Going Dead, But We At Least Knew What Had Happen. After Talking Here Fer A Few Before We Headed To Bed.

Im Sorry
im sorry for all the pain ive caused u ive been nothing but a bad girlfriend to you...always argueing....fighting....i cant take it anymore....espacially ur pushing me away...i told u i would never hurt you and i ment it...i love you with all of my heart....and i love those kids as if they were mine....and i havent been able to meet u yet....this distance between us is killing me....we cant even do what couples do...u know hug kiss shit like that....its tearing me apart....and ur at the point where u need me the most and i cant even be there for you....i just wanted to tell u im sorry and that i love you

It's You
It's your voice I want to hear The last thing at night It's your arms I want to hold As we turn off the light. It's your lips I want to taste When I shut down my sight I want to smell your sweet breath As we cuddle together tight. It's you I want to be with For the rest of my life You are the world, the love for me

Effin Shoot Me
In case this is the first time you are reading one of my blogs this is just a place where I vent my feelings. Please do NOT feel compelled to leave a message. If you really want to that's fine but I'm not looking for sympathy. This is really just for me to unload. Anyway, what is wrong with me? Is there something about me that just pushes people away? I feel like everytime I start getting comfortable talking to someone they become more and more distant. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I try to be courteous and tactful. Maybe that's the problem. Maybe if I acted like a completely self centered ass I would have more friends. Who knows. Whatever I'm doing doesn't seem to be the right thing.

10 Turnoffs That Make Good Guys & Great Gals Wave Goodbye: Part 2
This is some advice I wrote after reading my friend WILDCAT's following blog: 10 Turnoffs That Make Good Guys & Great Gals Wave Goodbye This is advice for the women, the second half of the blog. The advice for men can be found: here A lot of men are just as “guilty” for many of these mistakes as women are. But let’s address the women’s mistakes for this blog. 1. Here we go with honesty, again. Especially when you meet local dates online, and meet them in person, finding out that someone is 4 ft tall, has 8 kids, a hairy ass crack and a psychotic ex-lover when they didn’t mention it in the first place is quite scary. Okay I over exaggerated those but you get the idea. I often tease women about secretly being a man or something when I meet them online. It gets them laughing and I can get my point across in a teasing and playful way. “Tell me the truth, or you are GONE.” In any case. Just about anyone you meet has an emotional pain body that needs to be healed. It won't co

Why
It hurts To see you look at her The way you looked at me Not so long ago The pain Its real inside The tears I cry It won't go away The fear That I could love Another one again I ask why The smile I feel inside to see your face I know that I can love

Lust
Lust is what I speak tonight, Lust is what I see tonight, Lust is what I feel tonight, And I Lust You. Show me your Body inside out… no clothes on, no holds barred… bit by bit, part by part, give me your smells, and your sweat… give me what all you have every naked bit of yours, I want to see All of yours. feel my hands feel my legs feel my torso my body begs… Come on me and make me wet juices flowing… feel the heat… together, we’ll make ‘us’ meet. If Lust be sin, So be it… For I am a Woman, And you a Man. How can I love you and not lust you? For Me, Love and Lust, go hand in hand… for I am a Woman and you are my Man.

Why
Plunging towards the dead spot as I claw and tear at my very own soul to escape this dank shell that is my own personal hell. Forever falling away from the light that is my sanity. No way out of it further and further i fall without a rope to climb out and noway to tell where the bottom is or what is there. Wasted is my life for efforts were all in vane nothing completed when everything was started. Now born into a new life of constant strife, I fight my way to see the light, but only to crash and burn and wait for the next turn of events in the world to summon me from my black and forever decending hole of dispair. The question I have is WHY??

Hh Contest,start And End Dates
******SEXYGILRBLONDE's ****** HAPPY HOUR/VIP/BLAST CONTEST IS READY TO START THE CONTEST WILL BE STARTING TUESDAY AUGUST 21, 2007@5PM pacific time, SO THERE IS STILL TIME TO ENTER.RUNS FOR 10 DAYS AND WILL END ON FRIDAY AUGUST 31st@5PM pacific time. YOU CANT MISS THIS..... I am holding a contest and this one you might really want to check out. TOP PRIZE.... A FREE HAPPY HOUR!!!!!!!!! This contest will run for 10 full days and there are some rules that MUST be followed before you decide to enter. I will be taking entries starting now and will take them through the first day of the contest which will start as soon as I have at least 25 entries. When I get the entries needed I will post a bulletin stating the date and time the contest will start. RULES!!!!! You and anyone that will be helping you in the contest must rate me, fan me and be on my friends list to enter or comment in this contest. I will be checking everyone and the folder will be set for fri

The Other From Last Night.
Would I if I had the strength to speak of dreams which are buried deep Would I if I had the wings capture the hawk to win his pride? Would I if I had the grace dance these steps to take me far Would I if I had the place find the steps unto your side? If I fell would it be that I jumped? If you heard would it be that I screamed? do thoughts unspoken find their way somehow from troubled minds that dream? If I step lightly should I be caught by whispered voices in my mind or can I rush into the night and hope that darkness cannot find? Would I laugh if I were caught for what would one truly believe? The stars are fire and blink out the man in a moon wears a mask The sky is empty when fires die and all is well if naught is asked. Would I if I had the voice speak your name or would I fail? Would I if I had the heart reflect your image in my eyes Would I if I could recall see your face in faded dream Would I in another time shed the skin of careful li

Something I Found When I Was In High School
She wishes she was just like the girls at school, Like every other teenage girl with the crushes, Drama, the whole high school experience, She wishes most of all people understood her not just judged her and made fun of her for how she is, She wishes one guy would hold her close and tell her everything is going to be ok But most of all... She wishes that she could find her one, only and fall deeply madly inlove, hoping it would never end...

Are You A Parent, Teacher, Baby Sitter, Kid At Heart, Grandparent, Aunt, Uncle, Coach, Doctor, Nurse, Day Care Provider???
If you are a Parent, Teacher, baby sitter, kid at heart, grandparent, aunt, uncle, coach, doctor, nurse, day care provider then this site is for you... http://www.dumdumpops.com/DDPGames/printableactivities.php please. Am i right???

She...
She cries, she screams, she shouts, she fights, she hurts.... she is a part of me. she lives inside of me.... she doesn't want to hurt anymore... She feels sick... in her mind she is sick... in my mind... I am sick...

I Want This.
When I Run Away From You; Follow Me. When I Pout My Lips; Kiss Me. When I Kick; Hug Me Tight. When I Call You Crazy; I'm Crazy About You. When I Am Silent; I'm Finding A Way To Say I Love You. When I Ignore You; I Want Your Attention. When I Pull Away; Grab Me By The Waist N Say You'll Never Let Go. When You See Me At My Worst; Tell Me I'm Beautiful When I Scream At You; Tell Me You Love Me. When You See Me Walking; Sneak Up Behind Me && Rest Your Head On My Shoulder. If I Dont Call You; I'm Waiting By The Phone For You To Call Me. When I'm Scared; Hold Me. When I Look Like Something's The Matter; Kiss Me && Tell Me Everything Will Be Alright. When I Hold Your Hand; Play With My Fingers.

Difference's
After awhile you learn the difference between a crush and real love. The difference between a friend and a lover. You realize who's more important in your life;; Also that you should always keep your head up. Everybody's going to do you wrong sooner or later. It's better to let go then to catch on when it's too late. I don't believe in true love, example: There are billions of people in the world. The odds are there's someone out there that's better for you then the person your with. Everything happens for a reason;; If it's meant to be it'll find a way. If it never does then it was never yours. Life's hard & people make it harder. So only look up to yourself.

Women Are Evil...
A woman went up to the bar in a quiet rural pub. She gestured alluringly to the bartender who approached her immediately. She seductively signaled that he should bring his face closer to hers. As he did, she gently caressed his full beard. "Are you the manager?" she asked, softly stroking his face with both hands. "Actually, no," he replied. "Can you get him for me? I need to speak to him," she said, running her hands beyond his beard and into his hair. "I'm afraid I can't," breathed the bartender. "Is there anything I can do?" "Yes. I need for you to give him a message," she continued, running her forefinger across the bartender's lips and slyly popping a couple of her fingers into his mouth and allowing him to suck them gently. "What should I tell him?" the bartender managed to say. "Tell him," she whispered, "there's no toilet paper, hand soap, or paper towels in the ladies room."

Open Please!!!!!
MY MOM ON FUBER MAKE ME STAY ON THERE B SHE IS A GOOD WOMAN SHE LIKE MY MOM THAT I NEVER HAD WHEN I NEED HELP SHE IS THERE NEVER PUT ME DOWN MY REAL MOM IS NOT LIKE THAT AT ALL I WISH I HAD HER 4 A MOM I WOULD DO EVERY THING 4 HER NOW PLEASE GO SHOW HER SUM LOVE SHE ALLWAY GIVES ME TLS WHEN I NEED IT I REALY LOVE YOU A LOT OXXO :) THANK YOU 4 BEEN MY MOM HUGGG Wêll Ì† Äïñ† Gðññå Lï¢k Ì†§êl£@ fubarCool Myspace CommentsCool Myspace CommentsCool Myspace Comments

Subterreanean.homesick.alien.
tonight was a mixture of more and more and more and more and more...subconscious ramblings. So I spent the night yakking my arse off in Black Pumps. Nina and Kjerstie were there...and I dont really feel like blogging.. BUT. Lets just say we had to debate on Ok, Computer Vs. The Bends. You cant really fucking compare a radiohead album.. when they are musically, lyrically different. Then we had to get on the subject on Ann Coulter-Satan's whore and all... But other than that..... Ive got that nostalgic feeling...and feeling a little ....breathless...and i didnt even visit that very..VERY..emo hookah bar Yet. " ..I keep fallin over and over when I see a face like you.. what am I coming to? Im gonna melt..." ~radiohead-street spirit (fade out) It was caffeine...Partial Cigs, and Radiohead all over again.

A Mathematical Viewpoint
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint... it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and

I Want...
I want the kind of love where he will take me up to the local water tower and spray paint our names in a big heart facing the town. I want to go on picnics in the winter just so we can kkep each otehr warm. I want a man that resepcts that im not perfect but can come close at times. I want to know that when im gonna throw up because i drank too much that he will be there holding my hair up and talking me though it. I want to wake up next to someone that will look at me at my lowest and tell me that i am beauitful. I want to shiver just when i think about him becuase im so excited to see him. I want him to take risks with me. Go skydiving, cliff jumping. I want a guy that will talk to me at any time of the day. I want a complicated man. Im not so sure he exists, but you can always dream right? Erin

The Value Of A Woman Over 40
Subject: In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: 60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney . As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once

Silly Boys
To all the guys that ever treated a girl with disrespect, hear what that girl has to say. I may have good looks , doesn't mean you have to reassure me all the time that i am "sexy". If you see another girl, more attractive than me, dont point it out, most of us already have a self esteem problem. When we feel down, dont hug us, we are girls, we like to talk about things, and physical usually doesnt cover it. If you ever hit your girl, remember that she is weak, and she loves you, and she will take that pain. How far will you go? When you think about cheating on her, remember that because of you she is sitting at home, and not out partying, wondering when you will call her like you said. When you break up with her and then get back with her, know that you left a scar, because now she wonders why and if she is not good enough. When you laugh at her for things she does in public, know that even though she smiles she is humiliated but she will never tell you. K

Wow
Last couple of days have been nutz. I don't even know how to go into it... Upset someone that I care about by asking advise from an outsider. Introduced the two, and now everything is ok.... but the outsider doesnt get along with another friend of mine.. so thats a bit on the hard side.. I really care about the person I've been hanging out with for the last month. He makes me so completely happy. I am determined to take it one day at a time. So far, that's been pretty good. Been bonding with a friend.. she's a great person, and I am happy that we are getting close. Tomorrow, I leave for a two week trip to Atlanta, Ga. I am really excited about that... I almost had to miss it, because I came within an ace of getting arrested tonight. I'm still shaking, actually.... I got pulled over for something silly... when I renewed my tags, I was given new plates, and I forgot to put them on the car... so evidentially, the officer was doing a routine check, and my plates came back as def

Congratulations Balie Our Newest Godmother
Congratulations to our newest God Mother.Stop by and congratulate her. A speacial thanks to all of the Confederate Bombers, Shadys Posse,Shadow Levelers, Quiet Angels, and many Friends that helped get her here. ღBalieღplz fan n r8 b4 addღ@ fubar

A Love Unkept.
So Pure. Such untainted rigid beauty to encase like a tinfoil moon. These shadows play in my garden at night all the more beautiful that they are not mine. I cannot hold air for it has no form. Movement escapes me if I follow the wind. You see, there is something so glorifying in the subtle dark. Something so sweet in the ungiven chase. I mock myself with each smile gave and my laughter enough to set me free If I could one wish I would give it away I pull my dreams from the sky on anothers kite I sail and I sail deeply in forgotten eyes Why should I share its color so blue? If I could but entice a melody so soft but if once I could, I can no more but such rapture would these fingers sing of unmarked graves and black hopes long I long for nothing for my shelter is safe and these winds they will not carry words such secrets lie in harbored breast and when I dance it is with the steps of tommorows grace, and love unkept.

I Love You
If I could have just one wish... I would wish to wake up everyday... to the sound of your breath on my neck... the warmth of your lips on my cheek.. the touch of your fingers on my skin... and the feel of your heart beating with mine... knowing that I could never fnd that feeling.. with anyone but you... I will always Love you.

Logistics Officer
Found out friday that I'm going to be a logistic officer in the Marine Corps. I've been an officer for almost a year now, and I've spent all that time in schools training to be in charge of MARINES. Looking forward to going to my last school before I stand before my first platoon. I'll be in NC for 2 two months of Logistic Training. Looking forward to the future, will keep you all posted. Mike

To Those Who Care...and Think I'm Slightly Interesting...
So, I been off for a minute, came back and saw all the new pics from over half my friends and fam. Most were very impressive, some were the same thing just on a different day. SO...my question...drum roll please... What kind of pics do you find interesting and worth a rate AND a comment, so I can get some ideas of what I'm going to post here in the next fewdays? This is semi serious, I'm in a mean need to rack up points. So what would you like to see????? Realest "I'm not a realist, I'm The Realest."

Games
TO THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE ACCEPTED MY GAME REQUESTS...I LEFT COS MINE DIDN'T UPLOAD. ALSO A REMINDER, IF I INVITE YOU TO PLAY A GAME IT IS A MASS MSG THAT I SEND TO EVERYONE, SO FIRST COME FIRST SERVED.LOL. IF YOU MISS A TURN I WILL END THE GAME, SO PLEASE DON'T ACCEPT IF YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO PLA OR DONT WANT TO PLAY

Poetry
"FIRE WITHIN" Is this really what it seems, I thought someone like you only existed in dreams.. You are everything I could ever hope for, and yet you are so much more.. Just hearing your voice makes me smile, I haven't felt like this in a long long while.. Awaiting the day we finally do meet, both our hearts skip some beats.. From the joy and nervousness we both will feel, it will seem as if time had stood still.. As we hold each other in a warm embrace, our lips will finally be face to face.. Our warmth quickly turned to fire within, thats when our real love making begins.. Just feeling your body next to mine, will be sending goose bumps down my spine.. Finally having you next to me, is where I'll always want you to be.. Written By: Veronica Lee December 15th, 2004

Volume Xxxi - My Take On Vick
Seems that Michael Vick is pleading guilty to the federal charges, relating to his dog-fighting activities. This could mean the end of his football career, in a permanent manner. Unless maybe the Canadian authorities or NFL Europe accept him. I don't think any of this should have happened, and here's my opinion why.... Dogfighting shouldn't even be a crime. They're DOGS, for crying out loud. Personal property of human beings. What humans wish to do with their property is no business or concern of mine, unless they violate my rights or any other person's rights to life, liberty, or property. Dogfighting does not violate my rights. It does not violate the rights of any other human being, unless the dogs be stolen from someone else to be used in that venture. In fact, in my opinion, it rids the earth of a couple of vicious beasts that would be injuring a child in some way. Besides, PETA's protesting the Falcons and Vick, because of this. I hunt and fish, so PETA would a

Angel
sent from heaven sweet angels embrace to be on this earth with such grace not only an angel also a man i'll try to please him the best that i can my heart is his to forever hold with the love that fills me i'll never grow cold my heart races when he's near so safe around him i have no fear simply because i've fallen in love with an angel sent from above. Copyright:chantal Plummer

The Number 23
Alright, So I just got done watching the movie the number 23. It was sooo crazy. Unbelievably cool. I loved it. It has soo many twists and turns. Jim carey takes his acting to a whole nother level. If you have seen it... leave your insight.. No matter what.. I still loved it hehe :-p

My Angel On Earth
blessing in disguise but you caught my eyes seen clearly in foggy weather you make my life so much better sent to me from heaven above seeing you smile i know i am loved dont make a sound dont make a peep when you are around i can actually sleep the sweetest dreams you've given me all because you love me

Tattoo Addict
sitting in the dark pain an electric spark the fuel to my fire increase my desire needle finds its mark the current courses through me with every breath i take nerves pulsating absolutely tittilating the feeling envelops me pleasure courses through me stimulating my mind extasy courses through me such a pain is hard to find my addiction, my climax, my love Copyright: Chantal Plummer

Death In Wait
darkness falls no end in sight forget the pain shut out the light my pulse quickens as time draws near yet i know not what it is i fear do i give up? or fight to the end of my misteaks my soul cannot mend at last he comes my earthly time over body turns to ashes grave covered in clover Copyright: Chantal Plummer

A Result Of Late Night Loneliness And Too Much Thinkin...... :(
time doesn't allow one to have what their heart truly wants. it plays games.. and gives the illusion of happiness. happiness that is so easy to fall for. giving into it.. with all one has.. is a huge risk they take.. for the images of 'once upon a time'.. soon fade and crack. and all thats left are the broken pieces of a 'happily ever after'. ~Candyce~

4 My Popz & Dude
And God Said I Said, "God, I Hurt." And God Said, "I Know." I Said, God," I Cry A Lot." And God Said, That Is Why I Gave You Tears." I Said, God," I'm So Depressed." And God Said, "That Is Why I Gave You Sun Light." I Said, God, " Life Is So Hard." And God Said, " That Is Why I Gave You luv Ones." I Said, " God, My Luv Ones Died." And God Said, " So Did Mine." I Said, "God It Is Such A loss." And God Said, "I Saw Mine Nailed To A Cross." I Said, " God, But Your Loved Ones Lived." And God Said, " So Does Yours." I Said, God, Where Are They Now." And God Said, " Mine Is On My Right And Yours Is In The Light." I said, "God, It Hurts" And God Said, " I Know." Written By Topnotch FrkyPhkkr

Purify
kill the evil in my soul throw my heart to and fro i hear the voices in my ears tell me now are they near? drain the blood from my veins make me howl and scream in pain wrap your hands around my throat make me gag make me choke steal the breath from my lungs do not stop until its done. Copyright:chantal Plummer

Nothing Left
Devour me and kill my soul throw me in that big black hole fill my heart with sin and greed for its the devil i wish to meet i need to feel the pain again i want to have the sting remain let my heart go up in flame let the acid onto me rain cut out my tounge gouge out my eyes so never again shall i cry burn my body or devour my flesh until there is nothing left Copyright: Chantal Plummer

About Me
(alright I"M putting this in here ** who reads it anyway don't even know people ask me 2 put it alright i put it there happy) )::::::::::: alright this is my 2nd account the 1st one people started crap with me. alright 2 everyone i ain't here for crap or drama if you have either of those take it somewhere else oh boo go home and cry 2 your mom dad bf or girl friend or hubby or wife here are the basic: that's all heck no one ever read this crap anyway oh my god get a ******* clue if so you cheated on your hubby or bf don't panic well it depends if or what ya did 2 him anyway if your a hot babe drop me a line love talking 2 ya next thing if anyone needs advice i'll be here alright yea i'll try 2 help alright if you want help alright next thing let see oh yea i love country music yep oh and i love scary movie try 2 see as many as i can oh how do contact me ********* like anyone wants 2 talk 2 me heck half of people have fa

Death Comes Softly
Sunshine drips little drops into these lonly spots ease my mind slow my breath you are what some call death appear as light to me so bright blind my eyes you're so intense i walk along and cannot see But i know what lies ahead of me an afterlife, eternal song it never ends, at dusk or dawn ease my body into the grave for my soul has not been saved doomed to walk the earth anew knowing that it will never be through. Copyright:Chantal Plummer

Been Thinking
I was just sitting here thinking about the sweet things people do for each other. How often do you see things like I'm about ready to tell you happen? This is the HONEST truth!!! Tonight at work a kid brought his girlfriend roses. In the roses was a fake one.. He said I'll be with you until the last rose dies. Then he purposed! The other sweet part is he had it planned where their parents came in and acted as if they were doing last minute shopping. How fuckin sweet is that?? I have heard of something like that happen, but I've never thought anyone would really do it. Thus, who really wants purposed to in the middle of Old Navy??

Adults Only Survey
Body: Adults Only Survey! 1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? morning, afternoon and night! 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? I'm single. I sleep in the middle. 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? Sure. 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? No. 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? Left 6. Candles or Incense? both 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? Sometimes. 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? No. We played house. 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Uh... 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Stove top 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Car since it's always dirty anyway. 12. Shower or bath? Shower 13. Do you pee in the shower? Uh... 15. Mexican or Chinese food? Both 16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Combo 17. Do you love someone on your friends list? Sort of. I don't really know them, but they

A Real Life Drug Prblm
This Is A Story Bout Drugz, Its A Different Kind Of Drug Problem. I Know Most Of Ya'll Will Luv This. I Had A Drug Problem As A Young Man. I Was Drug 2 Church On Sunday Mornin. I Was Drug 2 Church 4 Weddindz N Funeralz. I Was Drug 2 Family Reunionsz no Matter What The Weather Was Like. I Was Drug 2 Da Bus Stop 2 Go 2 School EverDay. I Was Drug By My Earz When I Was Dizrespectful 2 Adultz N Teacherz. I Was Also Drug 2 Da Woodshed When I Dizobeyed My Parentz. Those Drugz R Still In My Veinz; N They Affect My Behavior N EVERY Thing I Do, Say, N Think. They R Stronger Than Cocaine, Crack, Or Heroin. If 2dayz Kidz Had Thiz Kind Of Drug Problem, AMERICA Would Certainly B A Better Place

What Do They Really Mean
> >> > >> > >> > >>(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when > >>they are right and you need to shut up. > >> > >>(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a > >>half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been > >>given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the > >>house. > >> > >>(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means > >>something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with > >>nothing usually end in fine. > >> > >>(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! > >> > >>(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal > >>statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you > >>are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and > >>arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of > >>nothing.) > >> > >>(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangero

Look At You Girl
"Look At You Girl" Just look at you, girl Standin' here beside me Starlight on your hair Lookin' like a dream I dreamed somewhere And look at me, girl You got me actin' just like a lover In an old time picture show And how I got the part -- I just don't know But it's written all across your face Plain as it can be You're the one that I was lookin' for Now you're all that I can see You mean everything to me And I'd do anything to have you stay forever I'm an ordinary man But I feel like I could do anything in the world When I look at you, girl Just look at you, girl Walkin' here beside me Misty morning light I see my own reflection in your eyes And just smile at me, girl With eyes that tell a story That words can never say tellin' me your love is gonna stay And we're standin' right together now In everything we do And if my world should come apart I'll still be lovin' you You mean everything to me And I'd do anything to have you stay fore

Water Falling
I have not sampled midnight from your parted lips, but dream of it - of feeling your soft curls brushing across me like lace curtains. You are the sound of water falling inside-out from the blue blue sky and I am drinking. I am forgetting me in the scent of you, seeing perfect light on your naked skin - we are talking in voiceless motions over the din of our separate yesterdays. © All rights reserved

Wake Up
Well as I sit here and ponder what to write I listen to Wake Up by Rage Against the Machine. Usually I would post up a video of the song for you to watch but I think perhaps that maybe if you just read the lyrics and then went on your own search for the song that would prove to be more worth while.... So here ya go WAKE UP by Rage Against the Machine.... Come on! Uggh! Come on, although ya try to discredit Ya still never read it The needle, I'll thread it Radically poetic Standin' with the fury that they had in '66 And like E-Double I'm mad Still knee-deep in the system's shit Hoover, he was a body remover I'll give ya a dose But it can never come close To the rage built up inside of me Fist in the air, in the land of hypocrisy Movements come and movements go Leaders speak, movements cease When their heads are flown 'Cause all these punks Got bullets in their heads Departments of police, the judges, the feds Networks at work, keepin' people calm You know the

Cross My Heart
Cross My Heart Our love is unconditional We knew it from the start I can see it in your eyes You can feel it from my heart From here on after Let's stay the way we are right now And share all the love and laughter That a lifetime will allow Chorus: I cross my heart And promise to Give all I've got to give To make all your dreams come true In all the world You'll never find A love as true as mine You will always be the miracle That makes my life complete And as long as there's still breath in me I'll make yours just as sweet As we look into the future It's as far as we can see So let's make each tomorrow Be the best that it can be (chorus) And if along the way we find a day It starts to pour You've got the promise of my love To keep you warm By: George Strait

My Grandmother
Hello to all my friends and family. I regret to inform you all that finally my grandmother has passed into the hands of her maker. She passed away on Aug. 25, 2007 after a prolonged illness. God rest her soul in peace. I love you all and thank you for all the prayers I have recieved for myself and my family. Thank you all.

It's Your Love
It's Your Love Dancin' in the dark, Middle of the night, Takin' your heart, And holdin' it tight Emotional touch, Touchin' my skin, And askin' you to do What you've been doin' all over again Oh, it's a beautiful thing, Don't think I can keep it all in, I just gotta let you know What it is that won't let me go It's your love, It just does somethin' to me, It sends a shock right through me I can't get enough, And if you wonder, About the spell I'm under It's your love Better than I was, More than I am, And all of this happened By takin' your hand And who I am now, Is who I wanted to be, And now that we're together I'm stronger than ever, I'm happy and free Oh, it's a beautiful thing, Don't think I can keep it all in, no And if you asked me why I changed, All I gotta do is say your sweet name It's your love, It just does somethin' to me, It sends a shock right through me I can't get enough, And if you wonder, About the spell I'm under It's your love, O

Daddy's Girl
Evening Light A falling Star Everywhere I look There are In my mind Polluting my brain Thoughts of you Cause my heart pain You are gone Yet still here Everytime I look in the mirror Copyright: Chantal Plummer

Scrapbooker's Verse
Scrapbooker's Verse We gather up pictures and bits of our past and scrapbook them into a gift that will last. We write about milestones and travels and such -- the times of our lives that we treasure so much. A few special photos, a family tree, a few thoughtful words, and soon we will see -- This album I've made is much more than a book, it's worth even more than the time that it took. It's a gift holding memories and made with great care with my heart and my hands and with all my love to share.

New Beginning
I will never know myself till I am all alone I will never be anything as this me A fake, A fruad Who I am just feels all wrong I need a place To run and hide where no one knows my face I'll start new this time No more pretending that everythings all right no more pain I'm forced to hide I can be just me I'll finally be free Too bad it is only real in my dreams.

Watching You
Watching You Driving through town just my boy and me With a happy meal in his booster seat Knowing that he couldn't have the toy Till his nuggets were gone A Green traffic light turned straight to red I hit my breaks and mumbled under my breath As fries went a flying and his orange drink covered his lap Well then my four year old said a four letter word That started with "s" and I was concerned So I said son now where'd you learn to talk like that Chorus one He said I've been watching you dad, ain't that cool I'm your buckaroo, I wanna be like you And eat all my food and grow as tall as you are We got cowboy boots and camo pants Yeah we're just alike, hey ain't we dad I wanna do everything you do So I've been watching you We got back home and I went to the barn I bowed my head and I prayed real hard Said Lord please help me help my stupid self Then this side of bedtime later that night Turning on my son's scooby doo nightlight He crawled out of bed and h

Now Thats F/u/c/k/e/d Up!!!
WTF I WAS TOTALLY IN --THE MIDDLE-- OF A FREAKING SURVEY AND IT DID THE FOLLOWING-- NOW THATS FUCKED UP. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Unfortunately There are no surveys at this point of time for which you qualify. We again thank you for your interest and time and hope to see you soon. Click here to go back to fubar

Anyone There?
Is there Anyone out there? Anyone at all? Is there anyone Who hears my call? I seek the truth Behind the lies I seek only what I wish to find Strange beginnings events unexplained Is there anyone out there Who can heal my Pain? Copyright: Chantal Plummer

My Purpose
My Purpose People hate because they can’t relate to that which is not Theirs to understand or appreciate As a result, they meander through life, full of strife, bitterness And a lack of purpose Purpose is that which wakes us up during the course of the night Because something’s not right in our world Purpose is that which drives us during the day, to say That it’s not okay to accept things the way they are Purpose is the very thing that brought us to the point that we’re at Right now Knowing that right now is not later, later is not yesterday, and today we can’t wait for That special thing to happen tomorrow They say that today is the first day of the rest of our lives But we’re consequently, consistently, continuously waiting For purpose to find us But purpose of purpose itself is that it will not find you, Because something can’t find itself when it is not lost to begin with Purpose is that which inevitably comes out even when we pout and shout

A Friend, An Angel
Our friends are like Angels, They lighten dark days, In all different kinds, Of wonderful ways. Their thoughtfulness is, A gift from God above, And we are surrounded, By their warm love. To us a friends smile, Is as bright as the sun, And they fill your sad times, Full of laughter and fun. Friends are like Angels, But they don't have wings, They bless our lives, With the most wonderful things. You have been that Angel, All the way through, and I can't Thank You enough, For the good deeds you do. So I give my best wishes, May you have happiness and love, And anything else, That you may have Dreamed of.

49,000 Togod Father
HAPPY HOUR IN 10 MINUTES LOVE ON HER HARD LETS GET THIS DONE...I WILL BE UP UNTIL SHE GODFATHERS WILL YOU HELP US Lets all help make her a God Father. Shes got 49,000 to God Father. Shes got a lot of pictures and stash to rate.Show her some love. ღBalieღplz fan n r8 b4 addღ@ fubar

Poetry
"SPECIAL DREAMS" I watch the lamps upon my shelf, as lava shapes itself.. It's lava melts before my face, and by your side I found my place.. As tiny Giraffes begin to dance, around my room of special scents.. As sticks of incense fill the air, a special moment for us to share.. I love the sweetness of your smile, as we lay on my bed of Leopards wild.. Like cherries in a crusty pie, we're perfect together you and I.. Within the dark my ceiling glows, with glowing stars and love songs playing low.. As you felt the softness of my skin, we heard our beating hearts within.. I've heard that things aren't what they seem, unless it comes from that SPECIAL DREAM... Written By: Veronica Lee March 15th, 2005

Lights Are A Good Thing.
It has been a long time Since I've seen a light that bright. Lights along the way seem so dim. They fly past so quickly, I can barely see them. Catching a glimpse of what could have been. Worthless ventures with positive gain. Learning what is real and what isn't. My darkness is very real, and sobering. I'm holding my flame for the brightness. I can wait. All good things come to those...... All good things.... All good things....

More Erotica :)
Getting To Know You We're not new to each other, but our bodies are. We've kissed, we've gently fooled around, but still we're strangers. Her true self, so wrapped up until now, is before me. She is glorious. She is blonde, brunette, she is tall, she is short. She is the as-yet unknown woman, and she is perfection. I'm sitting against my headboard, with my legs flat out in front of me in a 'V.' I beckon her closer and have her sit between my legs, then lean her back against my chest. We've been kissing...probably even grinding at this point, and both of us knows that the other is VERY turned on. Sex would be the next typical thing, but I prefer this... I kiss her neck...I hold her to me. She can feel how hard I am against the small of her back. She moves her hips in a small circle, teasing me. I take her hands in mine, so that mine rest on the tops of hers, maybe our fingers inter-laced. I say softly in her ear, "Show me how you turn yourself on....show me what you

What Do I Do?
Some of you that I talk to regularly, know that I have a 15 year old cousin that suffers from a seizure disorder. Although he has been through much testing, the doctors have never established why. Anyway, because of the seizures, he has the learning ability of a child around the age of maybe 6 at the most. To me he is my heart and there is nothing I would not do for him if it's humanly possible. He takes several different medicines to try to control the seizures and they normally do a pretty good job of it. However the medications all have different effects on him....one being that it makes him very aggressive. I will admit he is spoiled. I will also admit that he knows right from wrong. But at the same time, he IS mentally challenged. When he is around his family, as he was today at a wedding reception, he is wonderfully happy. Dancing, laughing and just being a child. What he doesn't like is when it is time to go home. He just likes to be around a lot of people. When h

Two Faced
why do people feel the need to stick their skanky noses in other peoples business? if your not woman or man enough to say it to the persons face dont be skanky and stick your nose where it dont belong. get a life and leave mine to me.

Really Makes You Think
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart ofwhiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no peeking, then scroll d

Scrubs
I went out and bought my first sets of scrubs today! I'm so freakin' excited about starting me CNA course and continuing my education for my RN degree. Yay, I'm so happy that I have FINALLY found a career choice to be excited about!

A Friend So Dear To Me
I found you as a gift sent by heaven above. A special person filled with care and lots of love. You're God's instrument to me, you're always there to make me happy, you lend your hands when I was down, You never let me frown. The simple joys you've shared enlightened my heart, Your understanding mean so much when I was hurt. I'm so grateful enough that i found someone like you. A friend so dear to me and that is YOU. THIS IS FOR MY BEST FRIEND TRICIA

Thomas Chickenbone (poem)
Thomas Chickenbone He was demented and well-known By those who knew him not at all-- The thundering Thomas Chickenbone, Who walked these famed poetic halls. The younger lemmings aped his writing, That came from his almighty quill, That wrought much jealousy and fighting Among his peers of lesser skill. Larger-than-life, he walked alone, Like some half human and half beast-- The brazen Thomas Chickenbone-- The bomb of poetry released. He rolled his r's and hissed his s's In every poem he would write Like presidential addresses, That he delivered day and night. He was determined like a stone, And no one could break his will-- The feisty Thomas Chickenbone With balls of fire in his quill. Some women said that he alone Had stamina of a thousand men, For mighty Thomas Chickenbone Was very potent with his pen. --Alexander Shaumyan August 18, 2007 www.shaumyan.com

Turnoffs That Make Good Guys & Great Gals Wave Goodbye
This is some advice I wrote after reading my friend WILDCAT's following blog: 10 Turnoffs That Make Good Guys & Great Gals Wave Goodbye I have only wrote comments for the men. I will write some for the women also, shortly. #1 Showboating is BAD for attraction. Only a minority of women care about material things, good looks and power more than they do personality, sense of humor, etc. These are probably insecure, cold, manipulative Barbie Dolls you wouldn't want to date anyway. You can have whatever you want, but you have to let women discover it, instead of telling them about it. If you act like your Porsche and multi-million dollar company is no big deal, and you let her discover it by happen chance, THEN they will be impressed. #2 You don’t need a manicure, but dressing well and being clean goes a LOOOOOOOOONG way with women. If you have a good sense of style, it will often get a woman’s initial attention. Then you can sweep her off her feet with your personality, charism

Bad Cum
After you are gone How will I go to work? Who will I phone To talk through the silent evening You are the only place I can put myself. No hopes or dreams Can fill my cumming face. You were the first real date for me, And I made my mistakes. But though I've paid a half price, I am still crazy about sweepstakes. I feel as though my heart bleeding On a countertop. The pain is like a flooded scream That cannot, will not stop. Oh god I want you back so bad, That I would gladly die, To hold you in my arms again And not care how or why.

Another Hott Story
A Gift from Alex "I've been thinking about you all day." He read the message that had popped up on his screen and his mind began to wander. Alex was a mate of his but recently, she'd started flirting with him; flirting that was beginning to get to frankly outrageous levels. He wasn't sure how serious she was but she certainly wasn't holding back with the filth. As she continued to type, describing in graphic detail exactly what she'd done and with which toys whilst she thought of him, he felt his cock start to stir. And then... "So, want to come over and watch me play after work?" He'd had a hard day at work and all he really wanted was a pint and a chance to crash out but then, it wasn't the kind of offer he got every day. "I've got beer here." The message appeared on the screen. Alex knew him too well. "Why not then?" he typed, wondering what he was letting himself in for. He was late arriving at Alex's. She answered the door fully clothed; he'd been half-expecti

The Love Of My Life
I love you Robert so much. I cant stop thinking of you. And when you hold me close i get shivers all over my body. I just melt in your arms. When i am with you it seems like nothing else matters. You make all my problems just disappear when we are together. The kisses you give me are so gentle on my lips and when you hold my hand , your hand is so warm inside mine. I just want you to know how much you mean to me and how much I LOVE You and always will.

Adult Quiz
Body: Adults Only Survey! 1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? morning, afternoon and night! 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? The right side always 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? Pork or chicken, don't like red meat but will eat it if I have to in small quantities. 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? not with myself driving but other people have had to pull over for me 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? The left leg...left handed lol. 6. Candles or Incense? both 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? yes, and even when people are lol. 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? Hell ya 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Ummmmm, nope. 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Stove top 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? my car since I dont have one 12. Shower or bath? bubble bath 13. Do you pee in the shower? no 15. Mexican or

Murphy's War Laws
Friendly fire - isn't. Recoilless rifles - aren't. Suppressive fires - won't. You are not Superman; Marines and fighter pilots take note. A sucking chest wound is Nature's way of telling you to slow down. If it's stupid but it works, it isn't stupid. Try to look unimportant; the enemy may be low on ammo and not want to waste a bullet on you. If at first you don't succeed, call in an air strike. If you are forward of your position, your artillery will fall short. Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than yourself. Never go to bed with anyone crazier than yourself. Never forget that your weapon was made by the lowest bidder. If your attack is going really well, it's an ambush. The enemy diversion you're ignoring is their main attack. The enemy invariably attacks on two occasions: when they're ready. when you're not. No OPLAN ever survives initial contact. There is no such thing as a perfect plan. Five second fuses always burn three seconds. There

Musings On Tom Cruise And Ww2 History
Car Locator Find the car of your dreams today with Times Online Navigation - link to other main sections from here Skip Navigation Times Online fred_bloggs Janice Turner Opening quote Fear of crime is pernicious enough Closing quote Janice Turner Send your views * News * Comment * Business * Sport * Life & Style * Arts & Entertainment * Our Papers * Audio / Video * Classifieds * Career & Jobs * Driving * Education * Food & Drink * Health * Property * Travel * Court & Social * Women * Men * Related Features Sponsored by Windows Live Search Where am I? Home * Life & StyleMen * My Profile * Offers * Sitemap From The Times August 24, 2007 To kill the Fuhrer Claus von Stauffenberg, played by Tom Cruise in a new movie, was executed in 1944 after a bomb that he placed almost killed Hitler. His son Berthold explains how his father almo

Poetry
"FOREVER MY LOVE" There was this guy that I had met, while chatting on the internet.. He gave me back feelings I thought was no more, feeling so good my feet no longer touch the floor.. I hope he knew just how special he was to me, he took away my pain and set my life free.. He had turned my life all the way around, and everything about him made my heart pound.. I do know he loved me with all of his heart, with that kind of love its hard to be apart.. For some reason he couldn't stay, now there's nothing but questions why he was taken away.. I know theres good reasons why God took him and made us part, but he can never take the love I carry in my heart.. When I find myself missing him I look towards the moon, patiently waiting to be with him again soon... "I'll Love You Forever Anthony" "Love Veronica" Written By, Veronica Lee June 30th, 2005

Murphy's Military Police Laws
Your brassard and your badge won't stop bullets. If it's stupid but works, it isn't stupid. Don't look conspicuous - it antagonizes officers. When in doubt, empty your shotgun. Never share a patrol car with anyone braver than you. Not wearing body armor attracts bullets and knives. If your response goes well, you're at the wrong barracks. Your Patrol Supervisor will show up when you're doing something really stupid. The time it takes to respond to an emergency is inversely proportional to the importance of the call. The warrant you don't read is the one you'll serve at the wrong quarters. No matter how you write it, the Desk Sergeant will want it changed. If you charge in all alone, you'll be shot by your own officers. The diversion you're ignoring is the actual crime. The important things are always simple. The simple things are always hard. The easy ways are always blocked. The short cuts are always under construction by the post engineers. Anything

Fun Little Test
Which Harry Potter Character are you?Lord VoldemortYou are a determined and smart person who doesn't mind breaking rules to get what you want, but you are a disgrace to humans, who cares nothing of feelings merely of desires. You are cold to the bone.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Maryland Day1
Well after a late start we finally got going. Ofcourse ther was traffice and lunch took too long, but all's good We can to Baltimore and find out I Google-Mapped the direction to the wrong address. So after a bit a drama and map reading we got the Aquarium, around 3pm. Thats about three hours after i had planned to. The Aquarium was fun, Alex love it, until his tired and hungry melt down began, while at dinner at the HardRock. And ofcourse service was slow, and ow it had begun to rain. Dinner was finally over and we actually found our hotel, somewhere in Bowie MD, i don't know. It seems we have free wireless internet access in the room, nice. But now it seems like it going to rain all week both here and at the NC shore. argh. So i've been online looking for things to do, but we might just cut this trip short if needed, One of the pluses of driving. Well it's late and i've had a long day, so i'll try and update this as often as i can... Luv Y'all Finz

Football
well the second victory of the season has come.. Once agian we have beaten johnstown this time 78-0. It was a great game with alot of guys who wanted to play for the love of the game. My hat goes off to them for only having 17 men and expecting a ass whipping...having been on the end of some of those big score loses myself i know how it feels...but for now im gona enjoy my second win...

My New Job
Well as many of you know i got a nursing job! I work on the weekends. 12 hour shifts.. I work with Alzheimer & Dementia patients! 8 total.. I am completely exhausted!! Mentally and physically! Ive worked as a caregiver in the past but this house I'm working at is completely different! I have 8 lady's in the house all which are over the age of 80 years old. Which it seams all of them are PMS'in! Anyways my feet are killing me and im about ready to fall asleep on my keyboard soo im heading to bed! Ill be back Monday! I work 7-7 again tomorrow.. But im sure when i get home tomorrow ill be just as drained or more and would rather pass out on the couch then play on here.! I hope everyone had a fantastic weekend! Tight hugs and Wet Kisses! Jen

Condemned
One kiss be that of forever, Burning within the darkness. One kisses be that of never, When bound in the throws of madness. Desire one that is never seen, Heart still beats in time. Beauty seen in Imagination, Love is truly blind. Whispers endure the flow of the wind, Across the maddening pose. To cry within the hands of not knowing, Condemned to the petal of the ROSE.

Florida Rum Runner
Ingredients: * 1 1/2 oz Rum * 1 oz Blackberry brandy * 1 oz Banana liqueur * 1.2 oz Lime juice * 1/2 oz Grenadine * crushed Ice Mixing instructions: Mix in blender until ice is crushed into slushy form. Serve while frozen.

Flirting With The Sandpiper
Ingredients: * 1 1/2 oz Light rum * 1/2 oz Cherry brandy * 3 oz Orange juice * 2 dashes Orange bitters Mixing instructions: Pour all of the ingredients into a highball glass almost filled with ice cubes. Stir well.

Show Them Come Love
THESE ARE SOME OF THE BEST PPL ON FUBAR TO ME SHOW THEM SOME LOVE.......LOVE YA ALL ~RebelBreed~*War Chief* ~Founder~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of Fubar@ fubar $r Whi+e Knigh+~Confederate Bombers(mod)~Git R Done Rebels@ fubar ~Rebel Lady~Co-Founder ~ CONFEDERATE BOMBERS of FUBAR~@ fubar ۩۞ T®Ê§Ê ۞۩ -- P®ºµd mèmbè® of Thè ÇºñƒèÐè®åTè ßºmßè®§ Fåmîlý ۞@ fubar ~CHEROKEELADY~proud member of the confederate bomber family@ fubar ~Princess~ Proud Member of the Confederate Bombers Family@ fubar ♥BooBoo..KDM'z Angel Always..Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar this is part one if your not on here don't feal left out ill be doing another one soon love ya guys

Church Gossip
Mildred, the church gossip, self-appointed monitor of the church's morals, kept sticking her nose into other people's business. Several members did not approve of her extra curricular activities, but feared her enough to maintain their silence. She made a mistake, however, when she accused Henry, a new member, of being an alcoholic after she saw his old pickup truck parked in front of the town's only bar one afternoon. She emphatically told Henry and several others that everyone seeing it there would know what he was doing. Henry, a man of few words, stared at her for a moment and just turned and walked away. He didn't explain, defend, or deny. He said nothing. Later that evening, Henry quietly parked his pickup in front of Mildred's house . . walked home . . . and left it there all night. You gotta love people like Henry...

You Know
If you will take the time to read these. I promise you'll come away with an enlightened perspective. The subjects covered affect us all on a daily basis! they were wrote by your 3rd grade teacher I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, 'You've made my day!' makes my day. I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.. That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. I've learned.... That sometimes all a person nee

Infinity Stretches
to be still with you - all moments collapsed within your smooth hands; to be wordless, muted, formless on this desert beach, behind the umbrella of your want- between the un-sated before and the spent after infinity stretches all directions, enfolds us in complete, muted exaltation. we address the possibilities with hands, lips, eyes and the boundless grace of yes. © All rights reserved

It's Nothing...really
It's delicate...trying to balance your different lives. Especially if they are new...and you are running from your past ones. Too many things can seem to get in the way. Some in the new...but the old just seems to keep popping up time and time again. Immersed in existance, from your heels to your crown. Drowning in lifes cumbersome totality. Light fading wayward like the moon pushing the trees to the ground. You sink...deeper...deeper still. Waiting...not moving...yet sinking still I don't know...I just don't know anymore...not sure I ever really knew. How does anyone know where they made a wrong turn...where did it happen to me? I don't feel like anything is resolved from my past...and there are so many things...I just don't know where to start. And I can't even imagine where it will end. Regrets...I guess I have many. Enough to bury myself in if I were to let them. I've spoken about regrets in a regard of having none. I lied. I have a lot of regrets that haunt me ev

Flaming Spanish Fly
Ingredients: * 1 oz Gold tequila (Cuervo) * 1 oz Kahlua * 1 oz Bacardi 151 proof rum * Rich black Coffee * Whipped cream * Coarse Sugar * 1 Cherry Mixing instructions: Moisten rim of glass with cherry juice or water. Dip rim into coarse sugar to coat heavily. Pour tequila and coffee liquor into glass. Gently float 151 proof rum on top. Carefully ignite rum and swirl glass to lightly melt sugar with flame. Immediately pour in coffee to extinguish flames and fill cup. Top with whipped cream and cherry

Crappidy Doo Wop Shiggidy Bang Ban Bang
bah. i need to go home. time goes so slow...but the year has flown. i wonder if this is it..all that there is to offer. i shouldn't be such a twat, but that's how it goes i guess. i miss my friends. i miss having a life. i had the silliest though the other day...i honestly couldn;t remember what it was like to be held in someone's arms. or to roll over, and snuggle with someone aside from a 4 yr old :P maybe it's better this way. i have more to take care of...i can't support someone else right now. i can hardly support myself. but that's how these things go.

Passion Released
At night I lay cozy in my bed, While images of you dance through my head. You are standing there naked for me to see. You are beautiful and vibrant, a total fantasy. You walk slowly towards me with that look in your eye. That wanting, haunting look that gets me so high. Come closer my love and closer still. I have a void I want you to fill. Reach out your hand and caress my face, Oh please, oh please pick up the pace. I want you so bad I could just scream or cry. Touch my neck, now my breast, now my thigh... I feel your hot breath upon my cool skin, I feel your hardness probing to get in. My body painfully aches for yours, I want you inside me... on all fours. Now enter my love, and feel this pure bliss, Fuck me, suck me, seal it with a kiss. Faster and deeper, now slow and then steady. I wanna make you climax, are you almost ready? Your breath and your moaning are growing strong, I realize now that it will not be long. I writhe my hips against you, just to teas

Flaming Confederate
Ingredients: * 1 dash Grenadine * 1/2 oz Godiva liqueur * 1 dash 151 proof rum (Bacardi) Mixing instructions: Start with dash of grenadine. Layer godiva Liqueur, then float 151 proof rum. Light rum on fire. Blow out shot, then drink.

Flaming Anus
Ingredients: * 1 oz Sambuca * 1 oz Tequila (Jose Cuervo) * 1 oz 151 proof rum * 1 oz Blue Curacao * 1 oz Coffee brandy * 1 dash Grape juice * 1 tblsp Tabasco sauce Mixing instructions: Combine all ingredients in mug. Let stand until room temperature. Enjoy!

Fifty-fifty
Ingredients: * 1 1/2 oz Gin * 1 1/2 oz Dry Vermouth * 1 cocktail Olive Mixing instructions: In a mixing glass half-filled with ice cubes, combine the gin and vermouth. Stir well. Strain into a cocktail glass and garnish with the olive.

Need Help
Okay I need help I have over 2000 friends....I lost my VIP and not sure when I am going to get it back but I would love to level....I have been here so long..... I will make sure to return the love....I have so many people and would love to make it to the next level... Much love Babydoll

Feel The Burn
Ingredients: * Layer 1/2 oz Kahlua * 1/2 oz Bailey's irish cream * 1/2 oz Ouzo * 1/2 oz Wild Turkey * 1/2 oz Bacardi 151 proof rum Mixing instructions: Layer all ingredients and light on fire to warm. Blow out flame and drink in one gulp.

Fat Hooker
Ingredients: * 1 oz Vodka * 1/2 oz Peach schnapps * 1/2 oz Malibu rum * Fill with Orange juice or pineapple juice Mixing instructions: Pour first three ingredients in a highball glass filled with ice. Fill with orange or pinapple juice, stir well, and serve.

Fantasio Cocktail
Ingredients: * 1 oz Brandy * 3/4 oz Dry Vermouth * 1 tsp White Creme de Menthe * 1 tsp Maraschino liqueur Mixing instructions: Stir all ingredients with ice, strain into a cocktail glass, and serve.

Fallen Angel
Ingredients: * 1 1/2 oz Gin * 1/2 tsp White Creme de Menthe * Juice of 1/2 Lemon * 1 dash Bitters * 1 Cherry Mixing instructions: Shake all ingredients (except cherry) with ice and strain into a cocktail glass. Top with the cherry and serve.

I Promise
I PROMISE NOT TO HURT YOU. I PROMISE NOT TO LIE TO YOU. I'LL GIVE YOU ALL MY LOVE,MY CARE. I'LL TELL YOU ALL MY DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS. I PROMISE YOU NEAVER TO COMPARE. I PROMISE NEAVER TO JUDGE. YOUR THE ONE I WANT YOU'RE EVERYTHING TO ME WHENIM NEAR YOU 'YOUR ALL I SEE. SO DON'T GET IT CAN'T YOU BELIVE ME ? ALL I ASK OF YOU IS TO HEAR MY PROMISE ALL THESE THING IF YOU BE WITH ME

Just A Thought I Had
Your Life is your Own. There are many people who can help guide you on your way, and tell you about mistakes before you make them. But to really make your life your own, you have to make your own mistakes in life and find your own path. There is no use trying to live someone else's life, you will never be satisfied.

Stash Items
I try very hard to figure out how to upload some pics into my stash and I'm so frustrated. After loading I'll go back to check and see if the pics are there etc but can't see anything. What am I doing wrong? I have tried to click on the link in regards to the photobucket account but cant get anywhere there as well. I wish I could figure out how to do the stash.

Worst Pick-up Lines
Now remember guys pick-up lines are supposed to be smooth. They are supposed to work. They are even supposed to be good and even a little creative. Please, whatever you do, do not use these lines when trying to get a girl. Worst Pick-Up Lines 1. You ignite the fire in my loin chops. 2. You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen……today. 3. I’d buy you a drink but the sign says “Don’t feed the animals”. 4. Great dress, ya know where it would look best? The dry cleaners. 5. Baby you’re making me hot….please turn off your blow torch. 6. Did it hurt when you fell? Because it looked real funny. 7. I’d love to see your sexy ass bent over in front of me….plunging my toilet. 8. You have an incredible chest, can it be used as a floatation device in case of a water landing? 9. Damn you’re hot as hell……are you from there? 10. I’d like to take you to the fanciest restaurant I know….and buy you a Whopper.

Patience....
hit (Play) on the player to start the song..*sigh*..so anyways, as summer of 2007 comes to a close in the coming weeks, it's time to reflect on the events that have transpired not only on here, but in our real non-fubar lives as well. This time of year for a vast majority of people represents a time of "change" and sort of a "back to reality" feeling because "summer fun time" is over and some sense of "reality" kicks in be it school, work, getting ready for the holiday season or whatever your case may be. Personally well, there are other issues... ..but I don't need or want to address them here, I guess at some point in the past I would've done so without hesitation, but considering the state of things and watching friends, family members and people close to you change right before your very eyes, it's best to just leave details and names for a later, more appropriate time. It just sucks that it's come to that but it is what it is right?... ..as far as the "Snoogums Boogums" aka Be

8-25-07 Huh?
You've exhausted the limits of one area you've been exploring, so it's just about time to move on to something else. You may want to survey where you've been in anticipation of future travels and growth. ----------------------------------------------------- Huh? lol I had to read it twice. Well now I dunno about this one, ha ha ha ha.

Here I Set
HERE I SET ALL ALONE. GET OLDER AS TIME GO ON. THINK LIFE A GAME. BUT IT REALY NOT. THE WORLD GO AROUND.AND NEAVER STOP . THE WORLD KEEP GOING NEW LIFE IS BORN. LIFE NOT EASY.LIFE IS HARD. IT WANT YOU MAKE OF IT. IT NOT A GAME NO MORE. SOME GET OLD AND WANT TO DIE. SOME GET OLDER AND WANT TO LEAD A HAPPY LIFE. SO WE ALL SET HERE, THINK HOW SHOULD IT BE. DOSE ANYONE KNOW. WHAT IT SHOULD BE.

Letting Go
I am letting go of the love we had. I am letting go of the love we shared so wildly. I am letting go of the love of my life. I am letting go of the hope of ever getting what i want. I am letting go of all that brings me life. I am letting go of all my dreams. I am letting go of you. I am letting go of the pain iv had from loving you. i am letting go of the dreams i had of us. I have to let go or you will destroy me. I have to walk away or go insane from loving you. you say you love me yet you refuse to show me. you say you want to be with me yet you deny me everything. I am letting go of the love we had. this is for a friend of mine . wish you well hon

Sub...mission
Sub...mission Did I tell you how much you mean to me? How your soul touched mine and sent a spark Across time and distance, to give hope To a belief in forever, and completeness, As only two can find in a world So devoid of love and raw emotion, A world where a slave needs her Master To guide and nurture her, give purpose to her life, Own and possess her as no other will, To bless with such a rare gift, A joy to watch it's growth From embryonic state to realised dreams Where at last she belongs: The cravings answered, the plea heard To be bathed in love, caressed with His pain, Rejoicing in the cleansing tears she weeps, Gratitude for acceptance, beckoned To His Domain where she knows peace Unlike any other, a safe haven, Welcoming her submission, laying at His feet, Awaiting His every command, lifeblood to her days And nights, where screams become cries of ecstasy Warmed by whips and beloved body alike, To take her

In Memory Of 9/11
turn up the volume and listen..just listen and read!!!Turn On Volumethey'd go to the beach hold hands and collect shells and make sand castles even though they were young this was a start of somthing new but one day after mandy's 6th birthday billy came up to her and said will you be my girlfriend and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and their mom and dad's knew they were perfect.everyday as they grew older their love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better than everthey spent their summers togetherthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work mandy had some breaking newsshe was pregnant with a baby on june 22nd she gave birth to a beautiful baby girlshe grew bigger and bigger and soonmandy knew she was pregnant againshe gave birth to a

Living With It...
I saw my dad today and it has been two years. My dad has Huntingtons disease. Since it was a family reunion I was happy to see everyone. But when i walked up I saw him in a wheel chair and looking 10 years older than what he should. I thought i could keep my composure and visit with him, but when i began to talk to him I didn't get much of response just a faint sound coming from him. In two years my father went from being able to talk and walk to being in a wheel chair and only able to make just a little noise. It killed me I had to walk away and I lost it. Now I sit here trying to remember the last time I got to have a conversation with him and I can't remember what it was. Don't ever let a day go by without telling someone that you love them and keep a good relationship if you can. I am loosing my dad to this dreadful disease, just like he lost his mother to it as well. There is no cure for it and it is hereditary.............. Not sure why I wrote this, just felt I needed

215,000 To Godfather
COME ON EVERYONE..THIS IS NOTHING TO GET...AND THERE ARE LOTS RATING..SHES A LEVELER...GO SHOW HER SOME MAD LOVE Lets all help make her a God Father. Shes got 215,000 to God Father and her Happy Hour is coming up next hour. Shes got a lot of pictures and stash to rate.Show her some love. ღBalieღplz fan n r8 b4 addღ@ fubar

Past, Present And Future
The past is something you cannot change but can only learn from. To hold onto it in any manner of anger hurt or distrust is not in any way benificial to the present and will only affect the future. You cannot judge people places or things by the people places or things in your past. Only use what happened in the past to adjust and perfect the current state of being and thus ensure yourself a more perfect future. Everything in the past teaches a lesson or enlightens us to what we should change inside of ourselves in order not to make the same mistakes again. No person is perfect. No situation perfect. No concept perfect. It is all how you relate to them that matters. It changes the outcome of the future for the better if you admit that you were selfish or immature in the past situation and due to that realization your current or future situation will turn out very differant in the end. If you believe in yourself, others will believe in you. If you trust yourself others will trust you. I

My Friend
My friend it seems that there is along road ahead. but I am sorry that I cant be there. Too many miles in between us. I thought I had all the answers, I thought I could be a good friend. but I am sorry I cant be. I tried to change your life like you had changed mine. tried to make you happy but some where down the road i turned off. I left you standing alone. I guess i got a one way ticket out of here. my friends no matter where this road may lead i hope someday it will lead me back here. My friend i hope you never forget me. The road ends here my friend

Grilled Pork Tenderloins With Grilled Pineapple Salsa
Difficulty: Medium Prep Time: 25 minutes Inactive Prep Time: 45 minutes Cook Time: 35 minutes Yield: 4 servings 2 (1-pound) pork tenderloins, trimmed of fat and silver skin 6 tablespoons olive oil 1 tablespoon ground chipotle chili powder 2 teaspoons salt, plus a pinch 1 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1 teaspoon dried Mexican oregano, crumbled 1 1/2 tablespoons minced garlic 3 tablespoons fresh lime juice 1 pineapple, peeled and cut crosswise into 1/2-inch slices 1/4 cup finely chopped red onion 2 jalapeno peppers, seeded and minced 2 tablespoons minced red bell pepper 1 tablespoon finely chopped fresh cilantro leaves Fresh cilantro sprigs, for garnishing Cilantro Oil, for drizzling, recipe follows Preheat a grill to high. Rub the pork tenderloins all over with 3 tablespoons of the olive oil, then sprinkle evenly with the chipotle chili powder, 2 teaspoons of the salt, the pepper, and the oregano. Rub the tenderloins well with the garlic and drizzle the l

Nsfw Issue
I am starting to think that Fubar is advocating the viewing of their website while at work with the NSFW tag. If I was a company I would look to sue Fubar. Advocating the viewing of this website while at work is basicly stealing money from the company. the employee is getting paid to produce, not view websites. So Fubar is behind the idea of stealing time from your employer. And with enough people making a stand the NSFW should go away, or maybe a law suit for theaft of time is needed.

A New Day
For those of you that read my blog on the passing of my father, I thought that I would share a little more with you about today. Again, feel free to ignore or reply. Today I went back to work. Honestly, I wasn't sure that I would make it through the day. I woke this morning so angry. Everyone at work was wonderful to me and so understanding. Lt. S called me to his office and ask if there was anything he could do. He could see how I was struggling to hold things together. We talked for a few minutes with me telling him how angry I felt and not sure why I felt that way. I wondered if there was something wrong with me that I was angry at everything. He listened and didn't judge my feelings or try to explain them away. He was just someone to vent to. Later that day, I was feeling overwhelmed and about to lose control. A fellow officer noticed how close I was to that point and brought it to the Lt.'s attention. Again I was called into his office. He offered me a moment of silence

I'll Be There
I'LL BE THERE. WHEN KNOW ONE IS THERE FOR YOU. AND YOU THINK NO ONE CARES. AND THE WHOLE WORLD WALK OUT ON YOU . AND YOU THINK YOUR ALL ALONE. I'LL BE THERE. WHEN THE ONE YOU CARE ABOUT THE MOST COULD CARE LESS ABOUT YOU . WHEN THE ONE YOU GAVE YOUR HEART TO THOWS IT IN YOUR FACE. I'LL BE THERE. WHEN THE PERSON YOU TRUSTED BETRAYS YOU. WHEN THE PERSON YOU SHARE ALL YOUR MEMORIES WITH .CAN'T EVEN REMBER YOUR BIRTHDAY. I'LL BE THERE. WHEN YOUR HEART HURT SO BAD YOU CAN'T EVEN BREATHE. WHEN YOU JUST WANT TO CRAWL UP AND DIE . I'LL BE THERE. WHEN THE TEARS JUST FALL DOWN. SO YOU SEE UNTIL THE END . THIS I PROMISE . IF I CAN EVER MAKE IT. IF YOU EVER NEED ME I'LL BE THERE.

Grilled Swordfish With A Citrus Herb Vinaigrette
Difficulty: Easy Prep Time: 20 minutes Cook Time: 5 minutes Yield: 4 servings 1/4 cup rice wine vinegar 3 tablespoons freshly squeezed orange juice 1 tablespoon freshly squeezed lemon juice 1 tablespoon honey 1 tablespoon minced shallot 1 teaspoon orange zest 1 teaspoon Dijon mustard 1/2 teaspoon lemon zest 1/2 teaspoon minced garlic 1 1/4 teaspoons salt 1/2 teaspoon, plus 1/8 teaspoon freshly ground white pepper 1 1/4 cups extra-virgin olive oil 2 tablespoons chopped fresh mint leaves 2 tablespoons chopped fresh basil leaves 2 tablespoons chopped fresh parsley leaves 2 tablespoons chopped fresh tarragon leaves 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro leaves 4 (6-ounce) swordfish fillets 2 tablespoons chopped fresh oregano leaves 6 cups mixed baby greens 1 cup cherry tomatoes, halved 1/4 cup feta cheese In a medium bowl, combine the rice wine vinegar, orange juice, lemon juice, honey, shallot, orange zest, Dijon, lemon zest and garlic, and season with 1/4 te

My Fantasy For You & Me
On a deserted desert island in the sea This is were I wish to be To expand my soveign serenity To spend eternity No sin or sacrifice No more paying the price No technology Only pure simplicity The sea so blue and pure The sky above so sure The sand beneath my feet To feel the suns heat The night falls and all goes black But to gaze in wonder at the heavens above and be taken aback No city lights or electricity Only Gods creation in wonder simplicity Back to my reality This was only a brief escape for me To live this brief fantasy Would you like to escape to it again with me…….into this fantasy

Grilled Jerk Chicken With Mango Cilantro Salsa
Difficulty: Easy Prep Time: 25 minutes Inactive Prep Time: 24 hours 30 minutes Cook Time: 15 minutes Yield: 8 servings 1 cup vegetable oil 1 large yellow onion, coarsely chopped 3 scallions, coarsely chopped 2 Scotch bonnet pepper, stem and seeds removed 2 tablespoons fresh ginger, grated 4 cloves garlic, coarsely chopped 2 tablespoons finely chopped fresh thyme leaves 1/4 cup red wine vinegar 1 tablespoon light brown sugar 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground nutmeg Pinch ground cloves 1 teaspoon ground allspice 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 2 tablespoons fresh lime juice 8 chicken thighs, skin on, bone in 8 drumsticks, skin on Mango Cilantro Salsa, recipe follows Puree all the ingredients, except the chicken, in a food processor until almost smooth. Pierce the chicken with a fork to make tiny holes. Place the chicken in a large shallow baking dish and rub the marinade into the chicken. Cover and refrige

Grilled Seafood Salad
Difficulty: Easy Prep Time: 25 minutes Cook Time: 5 minutes Yield: 4 servings User Rating 1/2 cup olive oil 2 garlic cloves, coarsely chopped 1 tablespoon chopped fresh Italian parsley leaves 1 teaspoon chopped fresh marjoram leaves 1 teaspoon chopped fresh thyme leaves 1/4 cup fresh lemon juice Salt and freshly ground black pepper 12 ounces sea scallops 12 ounces squid, bodies only 3 ounces arugula leaves (about 6 cups) 2 carrots, peeled, cut into thin strips 1/2 yellow bell pepper, cut into thin strips 1 (15-ounce) can white beans (cannellini), drained, rinsed 1 large head radicchio, leaves separated Heat the oil in a heavy medium skillet over medium-low heat. Add the garlic, let it cook for 1 to 2 minutes and then add the herbs and saute until fragrant, about 30 seconds. Cool to room temperature. Whisk in the lemon juice. Season the dressing with salt and pepper, to taste. Prepare the barbecue (medium-high heat). Pat the scallops and squid dry with paper

Attorney's Advice - No Charge
ATTORNEY'S ADVICE - NO CHARGE Read this and make a copy for your files in case you need to refer to it someday. Maybe we should all take some of his advice! A corporate Attorney sent the following out to the employees in his company. 1. Do not sign the back of your credit cards. Instead, put "PHOTO ID REQUIRED." 2. When you are writing checks to pay on your credit card Accounts, DO NOT put the complete account number on the "For" line. Instead, just put the last four numbers. The credit card company knows the rest of the number, and anyone who might be handling your check as it passes through all the check processing channels won't have access to it. 3. Put your work phone # on your checks instead of your home Phone. If you have a PO Box use that instead of your home address. If you do not have a PO Box, use your work address. Never have your SS # printed on your checks. (DUH!) You can add it if it is necessary. But if you have

Like An Angel
Like an angel you kept me smiling. you were there when I needed you the most. Like an angel you wiped away the tears. you kept me from giving up. sometimes i wished i would have but you wouldnt let me. Like an angel you came to me and told me that everything would be ok. Like an angel you never gave up on me. I will never forget about you. Like an angel you swooped down and became my friend. Like an angel you are always here with me. So if I say goodbye I know that you will always be close and never that far away.

Grilled Corn On The Cob With Garlic Butter, Fresh Lime And Cotija Cheese
8 ears corn 4 fresh limes, quartered Garlic butter, recipe follows 1/2 cup grated cotija cheese 2 tablespoons chopped chives, for garnish Preheat grill to medium. Peel back the husks of the corn without removing them. Remove the silks and recover the corn with the husk. Soak in large bowl of cold water for 30 minutes. Remove corn from water and shake off excess. Place the corn on the grill, close the cover and grill for 15 to 20 minutes. Unwrap corn and brush with the garlic butter. Sprinkle with the cotija cheese and squeeze with lime. Sprinkle with chopped chives, to garnish. Garlic Butter: 2 sticks unsalted butter, slightly softened 8 cloves garlic, peeled and coarsely chopped 1/4 habanero pepper, seeded 1/4 bunch fresh chives Salt and freshly ground black pepper Combine butter, garlic, habanero, and chives in a food processor and process until smooth. Season with salt and pepper. Set aside until ready to use.

Let Go Of The Past
Wrongdoings in the past Let there shadows on you cast Take you down roads of immorality last Surely lose your way fast Toward the light you must go Leave the darkened path and make it so Choose to do right and not sin Over your enemies you will surely win Shed your skin This rebirth begin Your future is yours to make The only requirement is for you to take The light will overpower the night Make everything right Restore your sight Blessed be my child everything will be alright

Sassy Laurie Needs Ur Help From The Ghost Rider
HEY EVERYONE GHOST HERE HOPE I CAN GET SOME HELP FOR MY FRIEND SASSY LAURIE. SHES IN A CONTEST AT SEXYGIRLBLOND'S.FIRST YOU HAVE TO GO TO THE LINK BELOW AND ADD,AND RATE SEXYGIRLBLOND'S PAGE.HERE IS THE LINK FOR THAT: *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar THEN GO TO THIS LINK HERE TO BOMB THE HELL OUT OF MY FRIEND SASSY LAURIE. SHE DESERVES EVERYTHING YOU CAN GIVE HER.HER AND HER FRIENDS HAVE HELPED ME TREMENDOUSLY. SO CLICK THE PIC BELOW: THE GHOST RIDER HOPES UR WEEKEND IS A GOOD ONE AND BE SAFE

This Sick Sob Needs Death Immediately
This sick SOB needs death immediately along with the two other room mates who claimed they didn't see or hear a thing. This along with many other things going on in this country make me . The sick twisted SOB needs to be put to death now! No appeals, or anything of the such. http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070825/ap_on_re_us/girl_slain;_ylt=Ap0cyhZWM51xTeYGeHprdYys0NUE I was watching Hannity and Combs tonight and they where interviewing Jessica's father getting his reaction. Bless you sir for all you being wrongfully incarcerated for 2 years and for such a horrific lose your Family has been through. You made the correct move not going into the courtroom for fear of what you would have done.

If I Said Goodbye
If I said goodbye today would you remember me tomorrow. If I said goodbye today would you love me tomorrow. If I said goodbye today would you forget I existed. If I said goodbye today would all the memories be forgotten and put in box in a dark closet some where. If I said goodbye today would you miss me and want me to come back. or would you rather me stay gone. If I said goodbye today would you still love me tomorrow

To My Friends And Family
WHY DO EX-GIRLFRIENDS AND EX-WIFES HAVE TO CAUSE SO MUCH DRAMA AND STUPIED SHIT IN YOUR LIFE TO WHERE THEY MAKE YOUR LIFE A LIVING FUCKING HELL???? I HATE THIS SHIT I CANT WAIT UNTIL I GET MY NEW JOB WHERE I LIVE THEM ALL FUCKING BEHIND

Storms...
This is what it looked like outside today... As for inside, well, that looked much the same. First, the kids are really wound up. The house is a mess in that “kids playing with every toy they have” way and I've broken up more fights that included shoving each other to the ground and body slamming each other into walls (does it count as a fight if both kids are laughing and encouraging each other??) than I care to count. At least they should be winding down soon. There are some major things going on for a few people I know, which has ripple-effected into my life, mostly in those obnoxious highly emotional yet helpless ways. Stress nonetheless. I've had a major website update, which was more work than it appears as I shift things over to my new site. (Both sites still look the same, a will for a while, so I have time to find old links and change them.) I've gotten 4 rejects in the past 24 hours, amusingly enough starting right after I cleaned up my list of markets

Ideal
The other day someone asked me what I want in a friend. It got me thinking. My actual answer was this minus their responses shoutbox style bottom to top: ->...: I like people who volunteer help out the greater good in the world.. don't like wimps hmm you got me thinking .. ->...: I like attention but it's not all about me.. if I bring up ... hey look at this this is cool I don't wanna be blown off either ->...: someone who can stand on their own 2 feet ... someone who will tell me when they're upset straight to me let me be a shoulder to cry on Edit: Someone who will not demean me for being me. I am moody; I have highs and lows. if you're only going to be around for my highs, walk away because when I need you most you'll be gone.

I Wont Forget You
Although I have cried many tears and wanted to give up. I never turned my back on you. I did what I could to be there for you. Although the miles between us make it hard. i will never forget you. I have always kept you close you have been on my mind in my heart you will remain. I will never forget you. at times i wish you were here so i could tell you how I feel. give you that hug i have been wanted to give you for so long now. I wont forget you hope you dont forget about me. I look back on the days we have talked and wonder will they be forgotten or added to the memories. I wont forget you.

Plz Read
HEY THERE EVERY ONE ME AND A FRIEND BRENDA NOTICED THAT SOME TIMES WE SEE THINGS LIKE I AM SAD / I NEED A HUG . YOU KNOW THINGS LIKE THAT SO SHE CAME UP WITH A IDEA ,,IF YOU KNOW SOME ONE THAT COULD USE A LITTLE CHEERING UP JUST SEND US THE LINKS AND WE WILL TRY OUR BEST TO SEND COMMENTS THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT READ THIS THERESA

I Love My Horoscope Today
Cancer, You'll move from slow to fast quictly, so you'll need to keep your head on straight. Managing your time and communicating clearly are the best ways of smoothing the path ahead. You'll be delighted one decision can be made easily, getting a good deal of confusion out of the way. You'll soon set your sights on either an upcoming trip or a rather ambitious project that's got your enthusiasm. Allow your imagination to soar. YAYYYYYYYYY IT'S REALLY MATCH THE THINGS HAPPEND FOR ME THIS FEW DAYS..

Way To Go Teach!!!
You've gotta love this professor at Duke University. There were four sophomores taking Organic Chemistry. They were doing so well on all the quizzes, midterms and labs, etc. Each had an "A" so far for the semester. The four friends were so confident that the weekend before finals, they decided to drive up to the University of Virginia and party with some friends there. They had a great time, but after all the hearty partying; they slept all day Sunday and didn't make it back to Duke until early Monday morning. Rather than taking the final then, they decided to find their professor after the final and explain to him why they missed it. They told him they had gone to UVA for the weekend and planned to come back in time to study, but, unfortunately had a flat tire on the way back, didn't have a spare, and couldn't get help for a long time. As a result, they missed the final. The professor thought it over and then agreed they could make up the final the following day. The g

Grilled Chicken Paillard With Lemon And Black Pepper And Arugula-tomato Salad
Grilled Chicken Paillard with Lemon and Black Pepper and Arugula-Tomato Salad 1/4 cup freshly squeezed lemon juice 1 small shallot, chopped 1/4 cup pure olive oil 1/4 teaspoon coarsely ground fresh black pepper 4 boneless, skinless, chicken breasts, pounded thinly Salt 1/2 pound arugula 2 ripe beefsteak tomatoes, diced 1 small red onion, peeled, halved and thinly sliced 2 tablespoons red wine vinegar 2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil, plus additional for garnish Lemon halves, for garnish Whisk together lemon juice, shallot, olive oil and black pepper in a large baking dish. Add the chicken, turn to coat and marinate in the refrigerator for 30 minutes. Preheat grill to high. Remove chicken from marinade, season with salt on both sides and grill for 2 to 3 minutes per side or until golden brown and just cooked through. Combine arugula, tomatoes and onions in a large bowl, toss with the vinegar and oil and season with salt and pepper, to taste. Place each paillar

Dedicated To Brady Alexander And Blaine Andrew
Dedicated to Brady Alexander and Blaine Andrew Two baby boys, one with blue eyes one has brown Looking at their pictures I realize they are still a big part of who I am The little boys are in my heart although no longer in my life They were taken from me 7 years ago hence began my life of strife I mourn for my little angels just as though they had passed away I pray that they are happy and will come back to me one day I need them to know I love them, that I didn't give them away I had no choice in the matter with their father they were ordered to stay I am supposed to see them, although as you can see thats been 7 years, I need them and they need me So to my precious angels one named Brady one named Blaine you are always in my heart and forever you will stay Your big brother Michael loves and misses you just like me, and your stepfather John with when you were little you would play All we have right now are memories and photographs,can't forget

Kids And The Bible
Can you imagine yourself to be the nun that is sitting at her desk grading these papers all the while trying to keep a straight face and maintain her composure! PAY SPECIAL ATTENTION TO THE WORDING AND SPELLING. IF YOU ARE EVEN REMOTELY FAMILIAR WITH HOLY SCRIPTURE, YOU'LL FIND THIS HILARIOUS! . THE FOLLOWING STATEMENTS ABOUT THE BIBLE WERE WRITTEN BY CHILDREN. THEY HAVE NOT BEEN RETOUCHED OR CORRECTED. INCORRECT SPELLING HAS BEEN LEFT IN. COMES FROM A ROMAN CATHOLIC ELEMENTARY SCHOOL TEST. KIDS WERE ASKED QUESTIONS ABOUT THE OLD AND NEW TESTAMENTS. 1. IN THE FIRST BOOK OF THE BIBLE, GUINESSIS. GOD GOT TIRED OF CREATING THE WORLD SO HE TOOK THE SABBATH OFF. 2. ADAM AND EVE WERE CREATED FROM AN APPLE TREE. NOAH'S WIFE WAS JOAN OF ARK. NOAH BUILT AND ARK AND THE ANIMALS CAME ON IN PEARS. 3. LOTS WIFE WAS A PILLAR OF SALT DURING THE DAY, BUT A BALL OF FIRE DURING THE NIGHT. 4. THE JEWS WERE A PROUD PEOPLE AND THROUGHOUT HISTORY THEY HAD TROUBLE WITH UNSYMPATHETIC GE

Happiness
WHY IN THE HELL DO I TRY AND MAKE MYSELF HAPPY??? I DONT KNO WHY I TRY TO.. STUPID I GUESS U WOULD THINK I WOULD HAVE LEARNED BY NNOW AND I HAVENT. WELL I HAVE COME TO THIS REALIZATION NOTHIN MATTERS AND HAPPINESS IZ A JOKE JUS LIKE THE INTERNET AND THIS LIFE... EVERYTHING MEANS NOTHIN AND I DONT CARE ABOUT IT AT ALL... NOTHIN IZ WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEA AND PEOPLE JUS RATE ON HERE... I BET NOT ONE DAMN PERSON READS THIS SHIT!!!!

I Am Sorry
I am sorry for every tear that falls and sorry that I couldnt wipe them away. I am sorry that you had a bad day and wasnt there to comfort you. so many miles lay between and the distance is so long. I am sorry for not being there when you needed a friend. I got caught up in my own lifes games and wasnt there when you needed me the most. I am sorry for every heartache that you had to go through alone because i couldnt be there. My heart is breaking I wanted to be your friend but I cant be there to wipe away your tears or comfort you when you had a bad day. I am so sorry. and now I must say goodbye. memories wont be forgotten they will be treasured forever. I will always hold you close in my heart you will remain forever. goodbye I am sorry I couldnt be there for you and I hope that someday you will understand. I love you my friend but I cant make up for what I did. I am sorry

In Time
In Time in time the pain well melt the stars will shine the sun will glow problems will be no more love will shine like no other in time hearts will grow children will be blessed parents will care in time there will be no crime no arguing no fighting in time this dream may one day be true in time you will see the pain will melt the stars will shine the sun will glow in time one day just wait and see ~me~

I Hate Moving
who ever said moving was fun has never been poor and must not of had way too much stuff. I am finding stuff i didn't know i had. I hate moving. At least i moving to the other side of town. I start school and i want my vacation already. AHHHHHHHH ~Stacy

Chocolate Fudge Groom's Cake
Served as a groom's cake or as the main cake, chocolate gives guests a great alternative look and taste to traditional wedding cakes. * 2 cups unsifted all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 3/4 cup butter or margarine (room temperature) * 2 cups sugar * 3 eggs * 1 teaspoon Wilton Pure Vanilla Extract * 1 1/2 cups milk * 3 oz. unsweetened chocolate, melted Preheat oven to 350°F. Combine flour, baking powder, soda and salt. Cream butter and sugar together until light in texture. Add eggs and vanilla to creamed mixture. Beat thoroughly. Add flour mixture to creamed mixture alternately with milk, beating well after each addition. Add melted chocolate and beat thoroughly. Brush two 8 or 9 in. cake pans with Wilton Cake Release or generously grease pans with solid vegetable shortening and flour, or use Wilton Cake Release (Click here for complete instructions on preparing baking pa

Worlds Greatest Blowjob
One day a man went on a buissness trip to Florida. He had saw this hooker and he asked "How much for a hand job?" The hooker replied "100 Bucks" The man said "100 Bucks, That's a lot of got damn money" So the hooker pulled him to the side and said "See that Mercedes, I paid for that by giving hand jobs." So he gave her the money and received the best hand he had ever had. The next day he sees her and asks "How much for a head job?" She said "200 dollars" "200 dollars that's a lot of money" She pulled him to the side and said "You see that yahat by the pier, I paid for that yahat by giving head jobs." So he gives her the money, and get the best head job of his life On hist last day in Florida he returns to the hooker and says "The hand job was good, the head job was great how much for the whole package." "1000 dollars' "1000 dollars that's a lot of god damn money" So she pulled him to side and said "You see that island, I could afford that if i

Wedding Cake
Prep Time: 20 Minutes Cook Time: 1 Hour Ready In: 1 Hour 20 Minutes Yields: 24 servings "This is a very simple moist white cake. It works best if all of the ingredients are at room temperature." INGREDIENTS: 1 cup butter, softened 3 cups white sugar 7 eggs 1 tablespoon vanilla extract 3 cups all-purpose flour 1/4 teaspoon baking powder 1/4 teaspoon baking soda 1 cup sour cream DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C). Grease and flour a 9x13 inch pan or a 10 inch Bundt pan. 2. In a large bowl, cream together the butter and sugar. Beat in the eggs, one at a time, mixing well after each. Then stir in the vanilla. Combine the flour, baking soda and baking powder, add to the creamed mixture and mix until all of the flour is absorbed. Finally, stir in the sour cream. Mix for 1 or 2 minutes just to be sure there are no lumps. Pour the batter into the prepared pan. 3. Bake in the preheated oven for 45 to 60 minutes, or until a toothpick inserted into

How Risky Is Service In Iraq
Service in Iraq: Just How Risky? By Samuel H. Preston and Emily Buzzell Saturday, August 26, 2006; Page A21 The consequences of Operation Iraqi Freedom for U.S. forces are being documented by the Defense Department with an exceptional degree of openness and transparency. Its daily and cumulative counts of deaths receive a great deal of publicity. But deaths alone don't indicate the risk for an individual. For this purpose, the number of deaths must be compared with the number of individuals exposed to the risk of death. The Defense Department has supplied us with appropriate data on exposure, and we take advantage of it to provide the first profile of military mortality in Iraq. Between March 21, 2003, when the first military death was recorded in Iraq, and March 31, 2006, there were 2,321 deaths among American troops in Iraq. Seventy-nine percent were a result of action by hostile forces. Troops spent a total of 592,002 "person-years" in Iraq during this period. The ratio of

Vampires & Vampire Movies
So I'm watching The LOST BOYS last night. I remember loving it as a teen..and I still sort of do. But there are MANY vampire films that are great. Stuart Townsend was a cool Lestat & Bill Paxton was wicked as Severen. So what is your favorite Vampire films AND which actor do you think was great in a vampire role?

Drive Your Wife Wild
Three guys are sitting in a bar having a few drinks together. One guy says, "So tell me, what do you do to drive your wife wild?" "Well," says the second guy, "After making love, I go out to the garden and pick some roses. Then I take the petals off and sprinkle them all over her body. Then I blow them off with a soft breath that drives her wild." Next guy says, "After making love, I get some baby oil and massage it gently all over her body, and that drives her wild!" Last guy says, "When me and the old lady are through, I jump out of bed and wipe my cock on the curtain. Drives her nuts!"

Italian Wedding Cake
Submitted by: Judith Nees Rated: 5 out of 5 by 21 members Prep Time: 1 Hour Cook Time: 35 Minutes Ready In: 1 Hour 35 Minutes Yields: 10 servings "Light coconut-pineapple cake layers are covered with fluffy pecan-cream cheese frosting. Great for a special occasion!" INGREDIENTS: 1/2 cup buttermilk 1 teaspoon baking soda 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 cup shortening 1/2 cup margarine 2 cups white sugar 5 egg yolks 1/4 teaspoon almond extract 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 2 cups all-purpose flour 5 egg whites 1/2 cup drained crushed pineapple 1/2 cup flaked coconut 1 cup chopped pecans 3/4 cup butter, softened 1 (8 ounce) package cream cheese, softened 4 cups confectioners' sugar 2 teaspoons vanilla extract 1 cup chopped pecans DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease and flour three 8 inch pans. Combine the buttermilk, baking soda and salt. Set aside. 2. In a large bowl, cream together the shortening, margarine and sugar until light a

Please Contact Me
Please contact me I would like to rip a pic of all the family to post in my family album...either send me a private message or send me a mail message letting me know what pic you want ripped and iffen it is ok to rip it....Thank You all.

Garage And A Limo
A boy goes into the toilet with his mum and goes "mum what’s that" and she replies "it’s a garage". So the next day the boy goes in with his dad and says "dad what’s that" and his dad replies "it’s a lime". Then the boy asks daddy "what have I got" and his dad replies "lights". So that night the boy is in bed and he gets scared. He goes into his dad’s room and his dad says "what ever you do son, don’t lift up the covers". But the son lifts up the covers and he says "daddy why is your limo in mummy’s garage" and then he says "can I come in too?"

Just In Case
Just in case you weren't feeling too old today, this will certainly change things. The people who are starting college this fall across the nation were born in 1987 . They are too young to remember the space shuttle blowing up. Their lifetime has always included AIDS. The CD was introduced the year they were born. They have always had an answering machine They have always had cable. Jay Leno has always been on the Tonight Show. Popcorn has always been cooked in the microwave. They never took a swim and thought about Jaws.! They don't know who Mork was or where he was from. They never heard: "Where's the Beef?", "I'd walk a mile for a Camel",or "de plane Boss, de plane". McDonald's never came in Styrofoam containers. They don't have a clue how to use a typewriter Do you feel old yet? (Sorry) Pass this on to the other old fogies on your list. Notice the larger type, that's for those of you who havetrouble reading. Save the earth. It's the only pl

For A Quarter
One day a husband was leaving for work and he tells his wife if you have any sex with someone I will rip your pubic hair out. He leaves and she gets horny, and asks a black guy to have sex with her. He says for a quarter and says lets go up stairs. He says for a quarter and she says get in the bed. He says for a quarter and they have sex. Her husband pulls up and the lady says get under the bed. He says for a quarter. The husband comes in and see's she has no underwear on and he says I told you. He see's a black hair and pulls on it and it doesn’t come out of there. He says come out of there you black mother f**ker. The man under the bed says for a quarter. What is the quarter about?

The Reason
Do not ask me now while I am drunken on the juice of our first kiss, suspended on "what if" between yesterday and forever. Do not ask me while the orange sun sets just beyond your perfect gaze - words will betray me. Oh, but if you ask me while your hand is slipping from mine and you are falling away, returning to your sadness, I will tell you: the reason we are here is to feel, to learn, to hurt, to heal; to make the most of senses while senseless and in love; to love so completely that it hurts while you are near and hurts the moment you leave - not to die complete, but completely spent. © All rights reserved

How Many Damn "babygirls" Are On These Sites?
Come on ladies... seems every damn one of ya is nicked "babygirl". Its reptitive, lame & played out. This is the first of many rants that will probably piss some people off. I really dont care, stay tuned for further stupid & maybe entertaining complaining

Gods Word Will Live On Thru Many Thru Out Historyit Is Same Today ,tomorrow < And Yesterday >a,men!
see when one dies another in faith carrys on and then another and so on. God His word will be for ever and always ; never worry about this my friend ok.. Ty hun your really a God send : to me , hugs .. diana

Stay Or Go
Not sure if I want to go not sure if I want to stay. my feelings are all mixed up. do you care if i go do you care if i stay dont think it really matters anymore. I have gained friends lost friends met some real awesome people and some not so great. I have been disrespected repeatdly and dont need any more stress. needed friends but so many want more then want i want to give. I cant be what everyone wants me to be. I am a good person and dont mean to hurt anyone. That isnt my tentions. so do I stay or do I go I am not real sure anymore. does it even matter.

What Goes Through My Head...
So on any given day I spend a portion of it writing content. What is content? Well for me content is any writing that I do to post in news groups or blogs or little ads where ever I can find to make myself more visible so that I can get more hits to my page and well.. hopefully more clients. It's direct sales at its best basically. So then my problem becomes being able to come up with creative things to say. Not so much for quick little ads that I place on single's boards but more for things like blogs or on the couple of yahoo clubs that I either belong to or personally run. So I'm constantly looking for "everyday" things to give me ideas. My latest one has come from getting my a/c repaired. A very normal every day thing, but my little brain instantly goes to the lascivious. Hmm.. how can I turn my ok looking a/c repair guy into a Greek God and say that I got my a/c repaired for free? And then I'm usually off to the races at that point coming up with a post that is good en

Service In Iraq: Just How Risky?
Service in Iraq: Just How Risky? By Samuel H. Preston and Emily Buzzell Saturday, August 26, 2006; Page A21 The consequences of Operation Iraqi Freedom for U.S. forces are being documented by the Defense Department with an exceptional degree of openness and transparency. Its daily and cumulative counts of deaths receive a great deal of publicity. But deaths alone don't indicate the risk for an individual. For this purpose, the number of deaths must be compared with the number of individuals exposed to the risk of death. The Defense Department has supplied us with appropriate data on exposure, and we take advantage of it to provide the first profile of military mortality in Iraq. Between March 21, 2003, when the first military death was recorded in Iraq, and March 31, 2006, there were 2,321 deaths among American troops in Iraq. Seventy-nine percent were a result of action by hostile forces. Troops spent a total of 592,002 "person-years" in Iraq during this period. The ratio of

Zen Truths
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all

The Realities Of The Virtual World
So what beagn as an accidental stumbleing onto this interesting little site called Fubar has opened a whole new door for me into the virtual world of computer sex, dishonesty and mistrust. I was only working a case (I freelance as a private investigator) when I came accross this site. Being the in inquisitive individual that I am I created a profile and began to investigate the many pathways it opened. Needless to say there are quit a few twist and turns and surprises along the way. This virtual world is very reminiscence of an old eighties television show I used to adore called Max Headroom. It is were everything revolved around the virtual world such as computers and television. Humans had very little pyhsical contact and everything was never as it seems. That seems to prove the same for this enviroment were sad and lonely souls are lost and looking for someone special and lots of dishonesty and deception abound abudently. I do not understand why humans beings insist on trying to be

Life
Well... in a way things couldnt get much better. I am married to the man of my dreams...and we are expecting a baby feb of 2008!!! the only thing missing is the fact that he isnt here with me right now. i am in NY and he is in KY where he is currently stationed in the U.S ARMY. We are waiting right now to see if he is going to get his transfer approved for coming to Ft Drum where we can be together!!! so pray with us that he gets it!!!! and baby....I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH

Fubar
Well Ive been a member here for about 1 week... and a member of myspace for almost 2 years. In the time that Ive been on here Ive found it to make myspace look like crap. Seriously, this place has nicer people thats for sure. Im actually considering deleting myspace. But I guess people are on these types of sites for different reasons. Friends, relationships, cybersex, everyone has their own reasons I guess. Me? Im here to meet new people, and if it develops into something more... so be it. I guess after being separated for 3 years and divorced for almost 6 months now, that Im ready to get back into the "dating game". Its a scary thought thats for sure..lol. So what are your reasons for being on here?? Be interesting to see if people are just here for a bit of online "sex fun" or are looking for something more.

Water With Head
This man walk's into his apartment and says, "get me a glass of water hun". She says o.k. and gets him it. He drinks it and says man that washes the taste of my mouth. "From what? she asked. He said from your-------she interrupts- "oh I know what you’re talking about, my p*ss". "Well it does have to do with you, but you know what, it's from your sisters p*ss".

Working On My Playlist
Open my profile and scroll down a bit and listen to my music playlist. If you are into the 80's you might like my selection. Bon Jovi, Duran Duran, Huey Lewis and the News and so much more.

**bubblez**
Tommy went up to a little girl named Bubblez he asked "wanna be my friend?" she replied "Bubblez don't wanna, Bubblez don't wanna" he said "I’ll give you candy" she said "ok" later on Tommy went up to Bubblez again "wanna come yo my house and study?" "Bubblez don't wanna, Bubblez don't wanna" "I’ll give you candy" "ok" when they went to his place he asked "do you want to go to my room?" "Bubblez don't wanna, Bubblez don't wanna" "I’ll give you candy" "ok" when their in his room he asks "wanna take off your clothes and hope in bed with me?" "Bubblez don't wanna, Bubblez don't wanna" "I’ll give you candy" "ok" later on Tommy hears someone coming up the stairs "Bubblez get off of me my moms coming" "Bubblez don't wanna, Bubblez don't wanna" "oh man, I have no more candy" THE END

Balls
A young man had met a nice young woman. They both liked each other and thought the time was right. Both of them got naked and the man lay on top of her. Before pushing his d*ck in he waited. Meanwhile his d*ck was having a conversation with his balls. D*ck: OK lads we are going to a party tonight. 1st Ball: You mean you are. D*ick: What do you mean, you’re invited too. 2nd Ball: Yeh, but you always leave us outside knocking.

Saturday Night Loneliness...
It is another Saturday night Loneliness...I can feel the tears begin to fall...with each lost droplet....my heart begins to drop...I know your out there waiting for alone too...Someday I hope to find you...Maybe someday soon....J.

Sorry
i just want to say i'm sorry if i have offended anyone on here, I'm new at this stuff.To...Bvd I thought i sent a 10,sorry.It's people like you that make new people want to stop trying to learn new stuff,Thanks alot. & Thanks to all that have been nice to new people.

Why Women Are So Cranky
We start to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find anything that comes in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurts so bad it brings us to tears. Enter the almighty, uncomfortable training bra contraption the boys in school will snap until we have calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we now bloat, we cramp, we get the hormone crankies, have to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) is having sex for the first time which is about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it's off to Motherhood where we learn to live on dry crackers and water for a few months so we don't spend the entire day l

Shining Where We Touch
Yes, the parting and I, enraptured, enter her - she is shining where we touch and I am wrapped in her quick friction. She rises, now falls beneath me - hard flowers brushing against my chest, her fingers drawing crimson across my back. I, inside of her, feel her inside of me, as water splashed cool and warm within - her moist breath mingles with mine and our perspirations drop as one onto the sheets. We are climbing to a yes, to an instant ordained by our singular biology - I am almost peaked, almost cresting. I cannot, must, and now she screams my name - I am liquid in her arms, in her depths, and in the steel moonlight. I am rain from a cloudless sky falling infinitely into her - as she is melting I dissolve and we become someone new. Always, now, together as we lie in breathless ecstasy. © All rights reserved