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Yes I Can!
If you think you are beaten, you are, If you think you dare not, you don't If you like to win, but think you can't, It's almost certain you won't. If you think you'll lose, you're lost, For out in the world we find, Success begins with a person's will, It's all in the state of mind. If you think you're outclassed, you are, You've got to think high to rise. You've got to be sure of yourself before You can ever win a prize Life's battles don't always go To the stronger or faster man, but sooner or later, the person who wins, Is the one who thinks he can.

Sound Of The Sun
You've cast these scars across my face You can't bring me down. You think I'll never be the same. Go! And I don't know what's wrong with me, I wanted to be all the things you need, All the things you need. And now I'm standing here alone, I'm waiting for it all to come and go, All to come and go. Maybe I just have to let it go... Make it up, make it up when you're not around. Break it up, break it up, can't you hear the sound of the sun Rising from the ground Make it up, make it up when you're not around. Break it up, break it up, do you always wanna be the one Running from yourself You! And nothing's ever as it seems When all your dreams exist in memories, Exist in memories. And all the trauma takes its toll. I don't remember all our common goals, All our common goals. Maybe you just have to let me know... Make it up, make it up when you're not around. Break it up, break it up, can't you hear the sound of the sun Rising from the ground

The Benoit Case
To all the wrestling fans who don't believe Chris Benoit killed his family, this is for you. I believe that Kevin Sullivan killed Benoit and his family. I just emailed the chief of police at the Atlanta Police Dept. telling him what I believe happened. If you all agree with me, send an email to him letting him know. If he gets enough emails, maybe he'll investigate Sullivan. Help me out here, let justice be served on the right person. Thanx.

Oh Man ! This Is The Absolute Truth !!!!!
One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat- shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, 'What setting do I use on the washing machine?' > 'It depends,' I replied. 'What does it say on your shirt?' > He yelled back, ' University of Oklahoma .' > And they say blondes are dumb... > ---------------------------------------------------------- > A couple is lying in bed. The man says, > I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world.' > The woman replies, 'I'll miss you...' > ---------------------------------------------------------- > 'It's just too hot to wear clothes today,' Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, 'honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?' > 'Probably that I married you for your money,' she replied. > ---------------------------------------------------------- > Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man?

Come On Ladies!
YO ladies I really would love to hook up with some of you its not what you think. I am really looking for LTR relationships I mean now I got this whole new job and career. I finally bbroke in the Medical Billing field this summer I makin money now but down the road when im really good at it ill be makin alot more. I think I got more offer than just looks I got other qualities why knowone ever wants to get to know them it just makes me sad no matter how hard I try to keep in shape and everything. I was a good athelete in school another thing knowone knows about me yet if they did talk to me they would know So ladies if u need a good man im here I would take care of you unlike some other clowns out there like my freind who doesnt like to work and smooches off everyone. I would like to hear your comments Joey

I Do Dog Tricks
copy and paste the link below and TYPE IN a command and see what happens... sit, roll over, down, stand, sing, dance, shake, fetch, play dead etc. And...it's also very cute if you type in a command that's not recognized...!! Make sure you type in "Kiss" too, but do it last. http://www.idodogtricks.com/index_flash.html

Damn You, Blizzard!!
I've been up all night ... I have a serious case of the morning stupids ... and I just remembered that I have to send out my bills and write this week's entry for the World Weird Web Blog before I can sleep. Debilitating addiction, thy name is World of Warcraft.

Spotlight
I saw this in my previous blogs and I just HADto laugh! What I wouldnt give for $400K again! Now ur lucky if u get it for under 2 million! grrrrrr the point is still vaild though so thought id repost!lol CHERRY SPOTLIGHT I POSTED A BULLETIN ABOUT THIS BUT I KNOW HOW FAST THE BULLETINS MOVE AND I DONT HAVE THE MEANS TO STICKY A LOT OF THEM BUT THIS IS ONE OF THOSE MUST READS! HAVE ANY OF YOU NOT BID COMPETITVELY ON EBAY BEFORE?HAVE YOU EVER NOTICED THAT MOST IF NOT ALL THE BIDDING OCCURS IN THE LAST FEW MINUTES OF THE AUCTION? WELL GUESS WHAT! SAME THING WITH THE CHERRY SPOTLIGHTS!IF EVERYONE WOULD JUST COOL THIER JETS UNTIL THE LAST HALF HOUR, EVEN THE LAST HOUR, THEY WOULD BE ENORMOUSLY LESS CHERRY BUCKS TO GET ONE! JUST SEEMS THAT ALL THE HARD WORK TO GET ENOUGH CHERRY BUCKS TO BUY ONE, YOU WOULD WANT TO GO AS CHEAP AS YOU CAN! EVEN IF I HAD THE DOUGH, WHICH I DONT, I REFUSE TO PAY OVE 400,000 CHERRY BUCKS FOR A 24 HR SPOTLIGHT!SO LETS HELP EACH OTHER OUT! THIS HAS

Sad
Well..I woke up this morning, hoping I would have gotten a litle more help than I did on this contest.(Thank you for those of you that did help..MUAH..Love you forever!!!) I guess the friends and family that I have are not truly what I expected. I wasn't asking for all the time in the world, but a comment or two would have been nice...:( Or a "hey I don't do those, but good luck" Anyway...what an eye opener..:) If anyone has a change of heart..click the pic and comment..thanks

Pimpin Out My Family !!!!!!!
Pimpin out my family !!!!!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Eric Kestner ( Husband) Mine but he can play !! Ill share !!! Needs1,581 to Level Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m HI !!! You all knew me ! Please stop by and show my family some sweet fubar Loving, Let them Know you care too. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Carl FIsher Needs 9,499 to Level (Amber Kestners BF) u=1025548&i=238259071" target=_blank> Amber Kestner Needs 1,908 to level (Carl Fishers GF) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o mSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

Guess Who Gets To Go To The Kattfest Bbq?? With Korn!!!!!
ME!!!! I SO FUCKING WON TICKETS TO KATTFEST TOMORROW!!!! I SOOO GET TO GO TO THE KATT'S BBQ W/ THE BANDS!!!! I SOOOOO GET TO SEE KORN!!!! ITS SOOOO THE FAMILY VALUES TOUR!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!! THE KATT SOOOOO ROCKS!!!!!!

The Postt Office
A guy goes to the Post Office to apply for a job. The interviewer asks him, " Have you been in the service?" Yes," he says. "I was in the armed forces for three years" The interviewer says, "That will give you extra points toward employment" and then asks, "Are you disabled in any way?" The guy says, "Yes, 100%. A mortar round exploded near me and blew my testicles off." The interviewer tells the guy, " O.K. I can hire you right now. The hours are from 8:00 A M. to 4:00 P.M. You can start tomorrow. Come in at 10:00A.M. " The guy is puzzled and says, "If the hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M., then why do you want me to come in at 10:00 A.M. ?" "This is a government job", the interviewer says. "For the first two hours we stand around scratching our balls. No point in you coming in for that." Now that Stevent is what we call a good joke. votes (8) 54211999. August 20th

This Sucks!!!
I just found out that one of my best friends from Colorado isn't going to be able to make it out this week, due to the bad weather from the hurricane. This sucks! We were going to spend the whole weekend out on the town, drinking and dancing! now I am feeling so neglected and lonely... well, Its off to work. hope everyone has a better day than me. Janna

About My Meloine
After eating breakfast, my little girl says, "Mommy, will you watch this show with me?" I look at the breakfast dishes in the sink and then at her big blue eyes. "Okay," I say, and we snuggle together on the couch and watch her favorite show. After the show, we put together a puzzle and I head for the kitchen to wash those dirty dishes when the phone rings. "Hi," my friend says, "What have you been doing?" "Well," I say, "watching my little one's favorite show with her and putting together a puzzle." "Oh," she says, "so you're not busy today." No, I think to myself, just busy making memories. After lunch, Melonie says, "Mommy, please play a game with me." Now I am looking at not only the breakfast dishes but also the lunch dishes piled in the sink. But again, I look at those big blue eyes and I remember how special it felt when my mom played games with me when I was a little girl. "Sounds like fun," I answer, "but just one game." We play h

Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Aries For August 21,2007 You're thinking for yourself now -- as you so often do. While it may cause a bit of friction with the powers that be, you're feeling too good to worry about the long-term consequences. In the end, you'll be on top.

I Am Qutting
12:30pm to 8:30pm Fuck this I am quitting whether I get the job at Sheetz or not. I gotta get the fuck out of there. No more of this second shift job. I gotta get this job at sheetz. I must do well. This worries me because i am quitting one job to start (try to start) a new job. I am devoted to this position (this potential one). I need to get this job. no more second shift 3rd shift for me or nothing at all. What i mean is I need a better job.

"forever Makes Me Cry"
Don't tell me "Forever" Forever makes me cry Don't ask me to explain Or give you the reasons why Don't tell me you won't walk away Unless I ask you to Don't tell me I couldn't make you go Cuz I know that's not true Don't say I'm all you have The one you have waited to find Don't speak to me of destiny Or how I am one of a kind Maybe those words should make me smile And feel so much alive But I find these days, they still hurt And only make me cry You don't have to make me promises Or make an oath and swear It simple has to be enough Just to know that you are there I don't look for forever anymore Not sure if it's even real I can't speak some things in return now I'm afraid to let myself feel Words like "Forever" How can they be true? When one who swore "forever" Ended up walking away from you? It's not that I mistrust you It's nothing you have did My trust has just been wounded And my heart, I hid You don't have to speak of the

Costochondritis !?! ..........
Yep, that's what it's called , Costochondritis! You might be sayin "WTF!?" ..... well it's a lil known illness that's more prevalent in small boys and women first of all and what is it?>> It's when the cartlidge(sp?)in your chest swells up. It'll make ya feel like ya might be about to have a stroke or heart attack and it hurts like a BYTCHE! Doctors aren't really all that sure about what causes it, but it's not anything serious so I doubt many doctors or medical scientists will put much effort in to finding out much more than what they do or rather don't know, about it already. A few years ago, I got real sick with a killer flu, coughing so bad I could hardly stand it, felt like I was gonna have a heart attack at one point cause my chest was hurting sooo bad! So, I ended up going to the ER to find out, fast! Turned out that I wasn't having anything to do w/ a stroke or heart attack but was diagnosed with this stuff called Costochondritis. Doctors told me that there's nothing

I'm Back
OMG I'm finally back, sorry i'm late i think i was gone to long, man but what a weekend i had Miller Brewering Company was awesome and the windy city was great too, but damn them ppl cant drive at ALL. Hey but im back so let the party begin, I MISS YOU ALL

Tuesday Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, Turn On Your Webcams, Luis Guzmán, Justine Joli, Mick Foley, Traveling Virus In Jersey, Car Crash Comedy, New Vide
Hey you College-Aged Boys and Girls... WE'RE LOOKING FOR FALL INTERNS! APPLY ONLINE NOW! LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's once again Rock Scream Tuesday, so have yourself some hot tea, warm up those vocal cords, crank up some Jim Gillette, call up the show (new number: 877-212-OandA), and do your best Rob Halford impression (umm, we mean singing). It's also Hummer Tuesday, Wake Up Your Spouse/Partner/Buddy Tuesday and Far Away Phone Call Tuesday. Since we can't actually DESCRIBE Hummer Tuesday on the air (it's a blowjob, sheesh), perhaps if you're a lucky fella or lucky gal, you'll Turn on Your Paltalk and see a few hummers going on. At the very least, you'll see the lovely Ladies of PALTALK, who spend their mornings showering, sleeping nude, getting dressed, or having the morning sex. (We watch them, and you should too!) Today on the POgram, we have Luis Guzmán coming in to promote his new movie WAR. We'll also check in with Justine Joli

Maybe It’s Time To Focus On Other Directions......
So things have been.....interesting lately. Last Friday there was the drama with my brother. We since over the weekend have reconciled. I think we understand each other a bit better than we did before. Sad it had to come to violence for it to happen. Better late than never I suppose. Then there is the recent matter of the band, which I am not happy about. As many of you know I have had issues off & on related to health & it had affected my attendance at work occasionally as well as with the band. In fact one episode it turns out ironically enough was a result of my tendency to gravitate to extremes & in "overcompensating" I was overdoing it on supplements when I thought I was having heart potential trouble. I got a "second opinion" in regards to my intake & it seems I was inadvertently taking, in part, a combination that caused reduced blood flow to my brain, causing the incident I had a work that the doctor suspected was a heart attack. Nope a borderline induced stroke. Great. There i

Been Away For Awhile
Hello everyone. I know I have been away for awhile and probably will be on and off for awhile longer. We had a Tornado Touch down in our home town and have been having some awful weather that past few weeks. Nothing major was damaged this time thank God, but just enough mess to keep you busy. The Tornado knocked down several trees and scattered debris all over town. Even had lightning Strike one tree here catching it on fire. We had our electricity down for 2 days and had to run our generator to keep us going with the business. I totally shut down off the Internet and just have been concentrating on the other daily duties of my busy work days. Thank You to all who continued to send me love and comments while I was away. You are all truly the best online friends anyone could ask for. I will try to come on as much as possible and keep everyone posted when able. It's looking so far like all this week is going to be nothing but severe Thunder storms here, so I won't be online too m

(you Always Make Me Laugh!)
Hey it's an unpleasent fact of life that there are assholes out there that live to troll for the kitty kitty. I can except that as long as you can except that you don't have me fooled. I see you for what you are and the best advice that I can give you would be, don't under estimate me. This was sent to me by a friend that said she was not sure where it came from. It fits though and I wanted to share it with you all. You told me you wanted me and I laughed! (you always make me laugh!) What is it you think you want? My vocabulary? oh, hon... My font? my color changes? My words? You have those whenever you want! (you always make me laugh!) Don’t you know it’s all just words? And some poor typing skills! When I stroke and kiss and lick and say “Oh yessss” its words? What else could it be? Point And Speak? Do you really think I live for orgasms? With babies crawling under my feet? And lunches to be made? Oh Baby! You say you want me? Ok sweety! You

Font Face
An E/I Blog! Enjoy! These are Font Faces. Each Represents The Face name and how it will look in your Browser. Some May not be seen Properly by Internet Explorer and some may not be seen Properly in Firefox. All you need are the names and add to your html code as Font face. (Ex. Then add your sentence or paragraph here. This is to end your code.)Omit the period from in between on everything! Had to add it to break the code so you can see what it will look like before you save or submit your entry to Blog, Stash, or all your Profile About Me and intrest sections. PacFont Blood Blood Of Dracula BloodFeast Arial Arial Black Arial Narrow Book Antiqua Book Man Old Style Century Gothic Comic Sans MS Courier Courier New Cursive Estrangleo Edessa Fixedsys Garamond Gautami Georgia Hattenschweiler Impact Kartika Latha Lucida Sans Unicode Lucida Console Mangal Microsoft Sans Seriff Modern Monotype Corsiva

Top 25 Songs With Best Opening Lyrics
Top 25 Songs With Best Opening Lyrics If it's really good and really catchy, the first line of a song can get stuck in your head for forever. You never forget it and just hearing the first three or four opening notes to that tune makes you start to sing it out loud. It's those kinds of lyrics that Spinner.com ranked in a list that honored the best opening lyrics. Coming in No. 1 is Rick James' ''Superfreak'': ''She's a very kinky girl." Creepy when you realize in retrospect that the funk legend went to prison for forcing a woman to be his sex slave. The Top 25 Hit List, courtesy of Spinner.com: 1. "She's a very kinky girl" --Rick James' "Superfreak" 2. "I was born in a cross-fire hurricane" --The Rolling Stones' "Jumpin' Jack Flash" 3. "Hey, ho, let's go!" --The Ramones' "Blitzkrieg Bop" 4. "Well, she was just seventeen -- you know what I mean" --The Beatles' "I Saw Her Standing There" 5. "Don't call it a comeback" --LL Cool J's "Mama Said Knock You Out!"

My Long Awaited Arrival Home
Hello all, guess what? I'm back, my holiday was cut short but I acomplished almost everything I had set out to do so I am pleased. I got my passport, woot woot. I am happy about that, so my next step is to put this all in motion. Had a very tiresome trip home, it was raining heavely and we was swished all over the road ways, it got so bad we had to stop and wait because the rain was so heavy it was causing the truck to stall, basically flooding it out, thats how deep the rain was in certain places. Not to mention the fact I had to endure a lot of being cramped up and having to listen to 2 ppl bitch all the way to and from, I was ready to designate myself to the hood of the truck as a freaking ornament, I dont like it, I hate drama and it seems thats ALL I HEAR. Any who, I am home and thankfully I wont have to leave out to go back there until September, providing I am still here, things go my way, I will be out of the states all together. but thats a different story a differen

What!!!!!
If you have a problem with me bring it to me.....we are all adults....this is not Jr High where you need to tell everyone else your issue hoping everyone takes your side...half the time it is something frivolous and can be resolved rather easily...you bring everyone else into it and stories get changed and mangled and that creates an even bigger problem...I deal with enough drama from my twelve year old daughter and shit @ work....I don't need to come on to Fubar and deal with it in a place that is meant for fun....I am happy to be friends with everyone that I meet on here and I cherish the ones that I talk to on a daily basis, so why would I wanna screw that up? So lets handle things like adults bring it to me if you have an issue with me ok?

It Does Pay To Read, In This Case Anyway..
Good Morning. How is everyone today? I am good myself. Had the day off yesterday and made some spectacular hot sauce. We have so many stinking hot peppers I just had to do something with them. Last week I made a truly great Blueberry Habanera Sauce that is great over fish or chicken. Yesterday I discovered a Mango sauce that was out of this world. Very little cooking too. Just a lot of mixing is all. All in all the day off was good. Bonnie gave me one command…LOL command… It was to vacuum all the spiders that had been taken up living quarters in our garage. Oh, and I was to take their Vacuumed asses far far away from the house when I was to empty the cylinder. Well I did and they are gone…however…she did find one crawling up the wall when she returned home from work…damned if you do and damned if you don’t. Oh well the sauce was outstanding. He is another installment of Least Competent Criminals: In May, Damion Mosher, 18, of Lake Luzerne, N.Y., became the most recent person to inju

A Normal Life
I'm just another face in the crowd. People notice me then go on about their day. Perhaps something I did, or a look that flashed across my face tells them to move on. There is nothing, rather no one, to see here. I enjoy this life. There is something remarkably calming about this. About knowing that I can go on about my business, and no one will take mind. I live by one rule. I am not governed by man or his laws. I am not governed by religion or their idols. No, I move about my day with no regards to these things. My rule is simple. Be a good person every day. It is a simple rule, yet one that so many who write the laws of man or translate the laws of their idols seem to not be able to do. My rule allows me to look myself in the eye in my bathroom mirror every night before I go to bed. That is the true test of man. To look into his eyes and not hide from what he sees there. To go on and rest. Too many times I have met men and women who could not do this. Too many

For All The Nice Girls
Men complain that they never meet nice girls, girls who are genuinely interested and compelling, who are intelligent and sweet and smart and beautiful; men despair that no good women want to share in their lives, that girls play mindgames, that girls love to keep them hanging. Yet, men, I ask you: were you to meet one of these genuinely interested, thrillingly compelling, interesting and intelligent and sweet and beautiful and smart girls, were you to give her your number and wait for her to call... and if you were to receive a call from her the next day and she, in her truthful, loyal, intelligent and straightforward nice girl fashion, were to tell you that she finds you intriguing and attractive and interesting and worth her time and perhaps material from which she could fashion a boyfriend, would you or would you not immediately call your friends to tell them of the "stalker chick" you'd met the night prior, who called you and wore her heart on her sleeve and told the truth? And wou

How Your Page Gets Hacked
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

Good Morning
Your forehead, close and perfect, I cannot leave unkissed. Your deep and probing eyes are closed, and while you sleep, I've missed. Their color and their brightness, and how they open wide, with wit and charm and knowledge, and such an intense pride. Your warm and sexy body, all snuggled next to me, your curves, your skin, your beating heart, all ecstacy for me. I know I shouldn't wake you, it's early in the day, but darling how I crave you, in every single way. I want to kiss your lips and kiss all there is of you, the soft the firm the yeilding your sweetest morning dew. My lips kiss both your eyelids, a burtterfly so light, you move and sigh inside your sleep, a simple pure delight. Your cheeks aren't round and rosey, they fit your face so well, so kissing them is heaven, my darling, can't you tell? Your lips, now even as you sleep, mold perfectly to mine, their warmth and subtle parting, oh woman, so sublime. I know it's early, yet my tongue, into your little part, I gentl

Daily Log
i have been coming on here for a while and have watch others, their comments , how the speak to each other or even what has been said to me , and i begain to wonder , how many people realy read other profiles ? is what people put down about them selves realy even much thought . is it just because someone's looks that get others intrest , isn't there more to a person then how they look, are most realy that vain ? do some forget our manners and speak to eachother in ways that is more degreding then with Respect and class? well it was just a thought i had , don't realy expect any one to pay this much attention. just like most things i write ,i'm not looking for any one to agree or disagree with me .

Obadiah ;15 -21 Verses ;
15 ;For the day of the lord ; upon all the nations is near. As you have done it shall be done to you. your reprisal shall return upon your head. 16 ;For as you drank of My holy mountain, So shall the nations all drink continunially. yes they shall drink and swallow, And they shall be as though they had never been. 17 ;but on Mount Zion there shall be deliverance And there shall be holiness; 18 ;The house of Jacob shall be a fire And the house of Joseph a flame; But the house of Esau shall be stubBle ; They shall kindle them and devour them And no survivor shall remain of the house of Esau. For the Lord has spoken. 19 ;And the South shall possess the mountains And the low land shall possess Philistia. They shall possess the fields of Ephraim And the fields of samaria. Benjamin shall posess Gilead. 20 ;Andthe captives of the host of the children of Israel Shall possess the land of the canaanites. As far as zarepath The capt

Rage
I cannot contain this pounding walls, head, knees with clenched fists, to release the pressure of this pain, this anguish, this anger, this hate. and how I am pissing my life away, unable to feel anything but hurt, hunger for love and happiness, but that idea was a lie, whispered to help little girls sleep at night. just a dream, reality is harsher, either way I am alone so why should I fucking care? just leave leave, it's easier to forget the shit when I'm alone anyway.

Just A Random Blog
its funny how someone can be totally butt crazy in love with you one day and the next day have no feelings what so ever left for you. its funny how a website can change you into the person that you said you'd never become. How the things that never mattered are now the only things you care about. How you can hate someone with even more passion that you had when you were in love with them.... totally random...dont know why i blogged this, just felt like it i guess *shrug* :)

~l~o~v~e~
It has become very apparrent to me that most ladies I meet have grown to fear love, they have become engulfed in the worlds mis-guided beliefe of what the true meaning of love is. I am convinced that most ladies whom I have met through various means of communication cant even comprehend what love actual is intended for or if they have ever truly experienced true love and all of its attributes. First off just set aside all you have been taught about love through all of your learned behaviors and all of the sources that have been able to corrupt your mind , heart, soul and spirit. Love is so easy , love is not difficult but we do make it difficult to receive. We have put our own learned boundries on love. We have allowed our instilled thoughts to dissillusion us, we have allowed the purety of love to become tainted by not being able to accept it freely.This usually is the result of a person not able to love themselves thus rendering them selves not worthy of being loved so therefore the

Justification...
Okay...so since when did it become okay to ever insult someone that another person cares about? Really...did I miss something? There is this guy that I really like. If you people have been following, then you might know who. Might. Maybe. I dunno. Well, anyways...last night, my mothers boyfriend proceeds to put his foot firmly into his mouth. "That guy you brought to the house the other night, what gorilla cage did you get him out of? He was huge." See...is there any right way for me to take that? Did I not read between the lines enough? How can I take that as a joke? I can see maybe: "Don't take offense to this but the guy that you brought to the house to the other night was a big boy." That would have been a little better...maybe. And yes, the guy that I like is 6 feet 3 inches tall. He is a big guy...but where and when do you get the hell off saying shit like that? I mean, I personally don't think I overreacted to a comment like that. I didn't reach over and bac

Today
theres alot to be said about a great many things...mine has to do with love...but before we start assuming...no this is not the love as in lets get married or bang kind of love...this is a love for another person genuinely because they make you feel better knowing that at the end of the day those smiles of love will be there. but is it fair to have to sacrifice other desires so that you can in fact love? or should the responsibilities be shared between both individuals whoever they may be..idk my whole concept of love and friendship is totally blown i guess...sometimes you feel u have a purpose and other time u just dont feel...its simple really...simply complicated...i put alot of effot into loving someone and they are angry when u desire thier company..but claim to be one of ur greatest friends...it comsumes me

Being Hacked Sux
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way REPOST THIS !!!!

Fuck Im Random
Kay why do i post more blogs? Because you people are bitches and bulletin nazis No joke Im sooo bored im considering shoving a needle through my skin I just can decide where and Im not at my place so i dont have my supply of Assorted rings. So Ill just sit here Be bored!! After talking to two of my favorite guys on here on the telephone WHO decided to get bored of me lol Okay so their phones were dying or whatever I think they just wanted to get rid of me so they could talk to other womens lol So ill just sit here Being bored wishing someone would call me While i dance sitting in a chair in undergarments Yeah cream urself to that thought boys.

Married Life
well as of august 4th 2007 @ 6pm, i am officially married for the 2nd time. i am sure this time its gonna be the right one. she treats me and my boys so well and i really love her to the end of the world. hey there mandy...love ya baby !!!

I Need My Mate
Like the lonely wolf calling for his mate, I call to your heart, for mine will break. The plans for us have been blown away. I look to the stars knowing your far away. I wish to be home curled next to you, your arms around me, you want that too. I want my soul mate, I want to go home, to be with my life mate not to be cold and alone.

Brooksie
Today I am going to celebrate my grandmother's 85th birthday. At first glance I would not say that she is an elder who helped shape my life, but maybe that's me being defensive. From the time I was born until recent years I spent every Sunday and most holidays at her home. She has six children, 24 grandchildren, and 12 great-grandchildren and because of her we are a very tight family, all of us seeing each other at least once a week for Sunday dinner. It was very unusual if one of us would miss. She is indeed, the glue that holds out family together. She lived in the same house from her marriage at age 15 until recently when she married her third husband at the age of 82. During all that time she rarely left our county and has only left West Virginia on one occasion that I can remember. Her manner is such that people might think that she is not the brightest person in the world. Once she asked what my new phone number was and I told her "0182". Grandma replied, "OK, I can remembe

Winter Howlin
when the winter comes banging on your door you'll crave the warmth, you'll wish there was more you cancel the chime ringing choir at your porch you'd trade it in for that silly tiki torch when winter comes howling into your face you'd sacrifice it for beach sand in its place you call out the challenge for those that pass "is it cold enough for ya", as they try to kick your ass when winter comes along and freezes your toes you'll wish the smell of suntan oil was filling your nose you consider a move to the warmer clime you'd do it, you say, if you only had the time when the winter is the winter of your discontent think about those less fortunate, those that cannot afford their rent consider the homeless, and you will feel blessed you'll not curse the cold, for you are warmly dressed i hope I passed the audition..

Chains
CHAIN'S OF STEEL,CHAIN'S OF PAIN. SOME CHAINS FEEL COLD, WITH NAUGHT TO GAIN. THOSE COLD HARD CHAINS, SO HEAVY WITH WEIGHT. ARE NOT WHATS NEEDED, NOT WHAT IT TAKES. SOME FEEL THE WEIGHT, SOME FEEL CONFINED. ITS SPECIAL ONES WHO FEEL SUBLIME. CHAINS MADE OF STEEL, MADE TO CONFINE. THEY RUST WITH AGE,GROW OLD WITH TIME. BUT CHAINS OF LOVE, CHAINS THAT SET FREE.LOCKED PON YOUR WRIST,AND OFFERED TO ME. YOUR EYES ON MINE, YOUR SOUL ON FIRE. BIND TIGHT YOUR WRISTS, SET FREE YOUR DESIRE. LOOK DEEP INSIDE, SHOW ALL YOUR NEED. SOFT GENTLE ONE, A GROWING SEED. YOU'VE MET YOUR MAN,NOW SHOW YOUR TRUST. WITH CHAINED UP WRIST AND HOT FLOWING LUST! Monday, November 21, 2005 TIM

Bitter Cup
He stands alone, seems all his life. Torn and tattered, worn out from strife. From youngest days, til now it seems nothing in life, but shattered dreams. He once was young, so strong , so sure. He once was young, his heart so pure. But hurt and pain, torn hopes and dreams. Wore down his heart, ripped at its seams. Knocked down again, climb right back up. Fight on for hope, a bitter cup. He stands here now, once more alone. How much to bear? Can he atone? Atone for life, for what unknown. When all is said and done, alone! All life has brought, is lonliness. No love to keep, a bitter kiss. When will it end, when is hurt done? He wanders off, where went his sun?

Past Pain
THIS PITCH BLACK NIGHT, MY SOUL ON FIRE. MY HEART TORN LOOSE, FROM ITS DESIRE. THIS NIGHT SO DARK, WIND STRONGLY BLOWS. MY THOUGHTS SO DEEP, MIND IN REPOSE. WITH LIGHTS TURNED DOWN, AND EYES SHUT TIGHT. MY HEART FLOATS FREE, TRY AS I MIGHT. DONT GO THERE PLEASE,THE PAINS TO GREAT. WITH TONGUES OF FIRE, HURT WONT ABATE! ITS BEEN ONE YEAR, ITS LONG ENOUGH. WHY CANT MY HEART, BE LEATHER TUFF? TIME HEALS THEY SAY, THATS SUCH BULLSHIT. LIFE FEEDS THE PAIN, WITH SUCKING TIT. THE NIGHTS SO DARK, SO COLD, SO CRUEL. WHY MUST I BE, THIS BROKEN FOOL? WHERE WENT THE MAN, WHO LAUGHED PAIN OFF? WHO WALKED AWAY, WHO SAID, DONT SCOFF. THE NIGHT HAS COME AND BROUGHT HIM DOWN. THIS LOVELESS NIGHT, KNOCKED LOOSE HIS CROWN. HIS CROWNING PRIDE, OF MANLY STONE. NO WOMAN LIVES, WHO REACHS BONE. BUT THIS ONE DID, SHE LAID HIM LOW. HER LEAVING WAS, HER CROWNING BLOW. SHE\'S GONE FOR GOOD, SHE WALKED AWAY. SHE LEFT HIS SOUL, AN EMPTY BAY. BUT HURT GROWS LESS, EACH PASSING DAY. AND TIME

Love
as planets soar, off into space. and tidal waves, lay beaches waste. as wind and rain, with awesome force, tear at your life, and change its course. as freezing cold, bone cracking ice, rolls through your life, breacks off a slice. its natures way, of waking up. of changing times, her bitter cup. as i look out, on all her wonder. my heart fills up. such awesome splender. i turn within, to read my soul. to track each truth, to pay each toll. my eyes see now, with clearest sight. each winding trace, in darkest night. with head laid back, eyes softly close. i float along, in kind repose. no hurt, no blame, no bitterness. my heart beats soft, her lips to kiss. as nature can, in instant beat. change course of things, with hard felt heat. there's one who can, with flashing eyes, with full rich lips and tongue that ties! turn lfe around, for one like me. whos lived his life on stormed tossed sea. she can become, that calm , warm port. away from wind and wav

Wtf I Dont Care Who Reads This
why is it that when you offer to give someone something for them helping you your told that your buying your friends off for them helping you in a contest? Its not like your begging for ppl to hit you up with rates or hit your stash even though that will help you get to godmother. Im doing everything i can to get to godmother and win a HH giveaway, Hate all you want or help me get there thanks.......Im damned if i do damned if i dont.... wtf ever

Todays Scope
You know just what to say and when to say it, even in the most delicate or uncomfortable situations. Don't be shy -- make sure you express yourself when you feel the time is right to do so. I have been going through some hard stuff right now, and I am waiting to say the right things.

Redneck Man's Pick Up Lines
> 1) Did you fart? > cuz you blew me away. > > 2) Are yer parents retarded? > cuz ya sure are special. > > 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea. > I can't hold it in. > > 4) Do you have a library card? > cuz I'd like to sign you out. > > 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? > cuz I can see myself in em. > > 6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, > I'd store my nuts in yer hole. > > 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, > but beauty's only a light switch away. > > 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" > Woman - "WHAT?" > Man - "I just wanted to say something that > would break the ice." > > 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, > but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. > > 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? > I think he went inta this cheap motel room. > > 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. > > 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, > we kin sleep til afternoon. > > and.... the best for last! > > 13) Yer face reminds me of a wre

What I Really Need Tonight.....
One Bourbon, One Scotch, One Beer Wanna tell you a story, about the house-man blues I come home one Friday, had to tell the landlady I'd-a lost my job She said that don't confront me, long as I get my money next Friday Now next Friday come I didn't get the rent, and out the door I went So I goes to the landlady, I said, "You let me slide?" I'll have the rent for you in a month. next I don't know So said let me slide it on you know people, I notice when I come home in the evening She ain't got nothing nice to say to me, but for five year she was so nice Loh' she was lovy-dovy, I come home one particular evening The landlady said, "You got the rent money yet?", I said, "No, can't find no job" Therefore I ain't got no money to pay the rent She said "I don't believe you're tryin' to find no job" Said "I seen you today you was standin' on a corner, leaning up against a post" I said "But I'm tired, I've been walkin' all day" She said "That don't confront m

"wait"
"WAIT" (Lennon/McCartney) It's been a long time Now I'm coming back home I've been away now Oh how, I've been alone Wait till I come back to your side We'll forget the tears we've cried But if your heart breaks Don't wait, turn me away And if your heart's strong Hold on, I won't delay Wait till I come back to your side We'll forget the tears we've cried I feel as though You ought to know That I've been good As good as I can be And if you do I'll trust in you And know that you Will wait for me It's been a long time Now I'm coming back home I've been away now Oh how, I've been alone Wait till I come back to your side We'll forget the tears we've cried I feel as though You ought to know That I've been good As good as I can be And if you do I'll trust in you And know that you Will wait for me But if your heart breaks Don't wait, turn me away And if your heart's strong Hold on, I won't delay Wait till I come back to your side We

You Might Be A Biker Wanna' Be If...
You might be a biker wanna' be if... -You spit out the bug that just flew in your mouth. -You spend more time shining your bike than riding it. -You're too cool to wave at the kids in the car in front of you. -You take your bike into the shop for oil changes. -Your tattoos wash off. -You put your pony-tail back in the drawer after you get home. -Your saddle bags say "Gucci". -You carry a lap-top in your saddle bags. -You only ride on weekends. You never ride to work. -You've never ridden long enough to know that stock seats are not comfortable. -Your longest road trip this year was to bike night in the same town you live in. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Two bikers are pulled up at a stop sign. One looks up and sees a funeral procession starting by. He pulls the bike to the side of the road, gets off, stands by its side, takes off his helmet, and bows his head. The procession passes by the intersection an

Dead Jackass
An Irish priest was transferred to Texas.Father O'Malley rose from his bed one morning. It was a fine spring day in his new Texas mission parish. He walked to the window of his bedroom to get a deep breath of the beautiful day outside. He then noticed there was a jackass lying dead in the middle of his front lawn. He promptly called the local police station. The conversation went like this: "Good morning. This is Sergeant Jones. How might I help you?" "And the best of the day te yerself. This is Father O'Malley at St. Ann's Catholic Church. There's a jackass lying dead in me front lawn and would ye be so kind as to send a couple o'yer lads to take care of the matter?" Sergeant Jones, considering himself to be quite a wit, replied with a smirk, "Well now Father, it was always my impression that you people took care of the last rites!" There was dead silence on the line for a long moment.................................. ......... Father O'Malley then replied:

Happy Hours...are They Worth It Or Not?
I am coming very close to hitting the link and get my own Happy Hour. The only thing stopping me is, Are they really worth it? I thought that before I jump in and do it, I wanted to see what everyone's opinion on this was. If I go ahead with it, What is a good time of day/night to do it that everyone would benefit from it?

Art Movies
Which Frida character am I most like? You are Tina Modotti, played by Ashley Judd!Wow, that was some dress you were wearing! You're a lusty commie photographer and men and women find you appealing. You give nice wedding speeches.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Guess I Gotta Say It Again
Hey ok, maybe I should type this slower so u really get the point: look...games are for kids people! This site is for entertainment. Do you really think that person you talking to really wants a relationship with you? You really think they being honest to you about their "status"? I can guarantee you that 99.9% of them are not being honest...both men and women. So stop takin everythin on here so seriously. The person you talking to does NOT want to ever meet you/does not want to plan a future with you/does not care about you, so laugh it off ok? Thank you... *Steps off the soapbox*

Bleeding To Death In A Pool Of Unforgetful Memories
Laying in a tub of unforgetful memories My tears mix with my regret My limbs lay limp and I begin to freeze Motionless, I hurt and lay there all wet... I move my arm, leaving a track This blood from my wrist is certainly genuine... I breathe in deep, and pull my hand back As you walk through the door... You gasp, and then I hear you weep My body numbs and you don’t understand... I’m dozing off in a never ending sleep You reach out to hold my hand My bleeding wrist you cannot bare to see I part my lips and whisper “Goodbye”... Then you grab my hand and lean against the wall And next to my body, in blood, you read, “I love you”...

"razor's Deep Kiss"
the open wounds they never heal the razors silent kiss across my flesh relieving pent up emotions silent tears rage inside pain no one will ever know the wounds never seem to go away each night brings more isolated emotions pent up once again held deep within awaiting the razor next deep kiss... Dark Poet 2007

"hell" By Dark Poet
every cut from the razor's edge a moment I let my heart be exposed to decieving feelings tired of the pain tired of the hate tired of the tears that never flow every cut from the razor's edge a moment of release from these devilish torments... for I am in hell

I Can Do Better
this is the way i feel about the one that broke my heart.. "I Can Do Better" Uh, yeah you can do it I didn't give a damn what you say to me I don't really care what you think of me Cause either way you're gonna think what you believe There's nothing you could say that would hurt me I'm better off without you anyway I thought it would be hard but I'm OK I don't need you if you're gonna be that way Because with me, it's all or nothing I'm sick of this shit, don't deny You're a waste of time I'm sick of this shit, don't ask why [Chorus] I hate you now So go away from me You're gone, so long I can do better, I can do better Hey, hey you I found myself again That's why you're gone I can do better, I can do better You're so full of shit I can't stand the way you act I just can't comprehend I don't think that you can handle it I'm way over, over it I will drink as much lemoncello as I can And I'll do again and again I don't really care what you ha

Orgy??? Or'ly!!!
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The Begining..
Here she stands, 10 feet tall on her knees. She is impervious, she is bold like merlot on white carpet. Not easily bleached out or faded. No, not her. She is bold, intelligent, risque. She knows all too well the actions of others, jaded by societies' concepts of liberation-the acts of drinking and drugging rather than freeing one's mind. Jaded, however, she is not. She has loved the greatest love of her life, and like a greasy sausage falling from the countertop, it's dirty and thrown away. She still wants it, hungry for Him. But it is gone. She cries herself to sleep, staring at a popcorn ceiling, making out His face in the dark. At 3 in the morning. At sunrise. She reaches out for Him, fingers touching the empty space. The Witch casts out the Tarot. Decks of divination. She will read what her Lord has in store for her. Ave Satanas!

Take Me Now Against The Wall
take me now don't hesitate. push me fast against this wall as we stand. slide your cock inside me quick. no time to waste, hold my hair back and ride me hard. passion so hot its burning us up. ride and ride this is so fast. turning me on i love the rush this panic attack gives. i need you now no hesitation no denial. i want all this frenzy can give me, hard and fast and easy. out of breath im burning up with all this fire shooting inside of me.

Yay
ok So, My name's Joy im a singer a little metal band called sinister . Im a pretty go with the flow kinda girl and i love to drink. here's a song im working on right now tell me what you think. LOVE, LUST, OBSESSION?- I let you back in then you left and ran away with my heart it was total theft The taste of you flesh is all that i crave the madness and insanity from it will lead me straight to my grave Denying me day after day I hate you so much but i love you is all i can say If i cant have you then no one else can i'll take what i cant have my wish, is my demand you fucked me over and raped my mind i want your disease all the time My human instincts have now turned canabalistic not caring to be your puppet anymore im sick of your shit So let's turn the tables it's your turn to fall I'll destroy whats left of you heart and mind then watch your skin crawl so i kicked her limp body as i watched her lye in the mud laughing manicaly at th

The Way I Feel
The lightening dances behind my eyes... Random flashes of youth gone by... Faded memories against the stark grey night... Hoping longing to get them back in sight... Dreams left to wilt by the door to reality... Cast aside with sorrow to embark on maturity... A new day is drawing near... I once again hold all my dreams so very dear... I wrap my arms around in a loving embrace... All my past fears and insecurities I will erase... I will become who I am meant to be... And this time around no one will stop me... I will blast past all the obstacles you try to throw my way... So that in the end I can honestly say... I did EVERYTHING I ever wanted to...

Silent Killers
Just to Update all who cared these past 2 week have been spent at the bedside of a Great Friend ..but as of 948 Pm tonight He gave up and let the cancers or the treatment finally win...Michael Angus O Rielly has Now Joind the troops In ValHalla and is Now at Peace.. Thanks to all who helped me get thru this.. Be safe all..

Dismembered And Disseminated
Some vacation this is turning out to be. I wasted my entire first day playing Command and Conquer Generals Zero Hour. I guess I am entitled to do so seeing as how much I have been working lately. I think my parents are getting divorced. Most of this has to do with my youngest brother urinating in bottles and leaving them in his room like some twisted agoraphobic shut in. I have been getting a lot of calls from my family concerning the ordeal, which in itself is unusual because my family and I rarely speak. Such is life I suppose. Tomorrow I will get up early and find something constructive to do with my time....maybe.... It's strange to feel lke there is more you could be doing with your life when you are already well above the norm for your age bracket. I feel uncertain about my future and displeased with my present. Management is not all it's cracked up to be. It's time consuming and has little reward. The power I weild seperates me from my own family. Mom is always mak

...just... Let It Go!!!
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've go

What Im Feeling
Tears in my eyes can tell no lies What we feel should never be hidden I sit in depressed not knowing who I am Time heals wounds and my heart shatters into 1000 pieces Tears in my eyes cant tell no lies Noche's contigo abajo del los estrellas siento que estoy in los cielos My tears run gently down my cheeks For every tear represents loss Emotions of different kinds I cry I cry for reasons I dont know why From my heart comes sadness and love Tears in my eyes can tell me no lies Yo lloro por ti como la noche llora por luz Tears in my eyes can tell me no lies Needing someone to talk to like you I thank So I close me eyes and cry to sleep Wishing one day im yours to keep

Thought Of Life
My soul is falling into a bottomless pit To a never-ending place Thoughts of regrets i did in past years Dreams turn to nightmares of my my worst fears Tears and sadness fill my heart Untill it cant take no more And spills out my eyes Like a flowing river of sadness The walls are closing and there is no way out Just the thought of life is what i think about.

Live Life To The Fullest
Live life to the fullest, Because you only have one chance, Don't do anything you'll regret, Because you could be gone in a glance. When I die I want to be remembered, As the one who brought people joy, The one that showed compassion, And not just remembered as "that boy". Life is like a long road, Full of twists and turns, With lots of stops on the way, And one gets what one earns. When I die I hope to go to Heaven, And meet the Lord, Jesus Christ, That's why I don't want to live my life wrong, Or my chances will be sliced. It's not to late to ask for forgiveness, If you've sinned before, Because Jesus loves you so much, And he'll open up a whole new door. So remember this advice, When you go through your long journey, Don't try to be better than others, Because it's not a tourney. You could be gone in an instant, So why take the chance, Just ask for God to come in your heart, And your life will enhance.

A Poem I Made For A Friend
Some roads in life seem bright and straight but don`t they all circumnavigate paths that promise delight and mirth sometimes you overrate their worth fluffy clouds deceive and rain a lily`s pink wings so cruelly slain just by the touch of a callous hand that hurts (and you know I understand) don`t see this world as cruel, though for all your grief shall flee tomorrow under clouds of gray and tears of woe have faith, your petals shall re-grow your smile brightens up the soft light it strikes your face and sparkles bright and with those glimmers, God even stud the pink lily`s life with a special bud people shall come and people shall go but this bud will always, beside you grow if the nights are cold and you feel colder I`ll light a fire and be your shoulder sometimes the rain will veil the sun but we know getting wet is buckets of fun I`ll be right there, if you ever feel blue to listen to you moan `all because of you.` I know you`re sad now, it`s a steep c

Cars And Trucks
Why is it that every guy or girl more guys always has to talk shit about there truck. either its a dodge, ford, or chevy. It just seems like a never ending battle. I have a dodge and i love it so if noone likes it to f*uckin bad cause ill tow ur shit all around the world. Thought id through that in.

Untitled Poem
With mixed emotions of love and hate. becomes one symbol of heart and triangle. The heart may be strong but at times it will break. my mind so weak and mentally broken. Fearing thats the tears will start to fall again. My mind racing through various obsticles. At the end it crashes and the tears start flowing. As I close my eyes my world becomes dark. Then the candles blew and then dissapeared. The windows open and he appeared. Saying dont be afraid.

New Song...actually Put Effort Into This One..
Was awake early this morning..I had originally intended these lyrics to be a poem, but my buddy who walked in for a break from night shift read them and said we should make a song..so we actually dragged out all of our crap to record, and i actually put some effort into this one..he threw in some harmony, and with a little reverb and echo, it sounded great, which i couldnt believe for an hours worth of work...these words just came to me, as most songs do when they come from the heart and can describe how youre feeling at that moment. So anyway, we recorded, and then brought it over across the hall to an audio editing guru lol who did some more work...with this ending result...the guitar part was something that i got off of an old garth brooks song--just similar, not the same lol..and had just always been messing around with, and occasionaly just used it as a warm up, but extended it through here to use for a song..voice might be a little rough, but i toned it down so i didnt really ha

If These Walls Could Talk
If these walls could talk, you'd know my body is dead, my mind has been taken over, that's why I am so scared, I can't control it, anger is making me blind, I've been left here on my own chained to a hate of some kind. If these walls could talk. If these walls could talk, you'd know about my fears, about all those nights I screamed for help, about all my fallen tears. You'd know about the demons haunting me at night, you'd be able to help me keep my fire alight, if these walls could talk. If these walls could talk they would say that it's all right, God sends His angels to look over me at night. They'd encourage me, say though I am alone it doesn't mean Im on my own. He watches me, from above and showers me with all His love, if only these walls could talk.

Another Poem I Wrote
The eyes are the windows to the soul As like the water is the main source of life Love is a four letter word But the feeling is so much more The wind blows and the birds sing Sunshine covers darkness And darkness covers sunshine Live the life you have for there is only one So i say my poem and my word here is done.

Reality
Death, departure, walk away, walk out Should I or should I not pout Family and friends Lovers and one-night stands I have loved, lost and lived How do I trust, how do I love again I should move on, it's all in my past But my pain remains, continues and lasts This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul Damn it - why is this world so cold How can I have faith in God and family When people I love are taken from me Where can I find true and loyal friends I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age How do I love again with all of my rage How do I get past all of this, show me a sign So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind

Taking Time Out
I am taking a time out for personal reasons .. but i have also come to see with this decission what real freinds are .. and who they are as well .. for a few i never expected this to happen but it seems it has and just shows me what i should have expected .. i won't lie and say it doesn't hurt because it does but it is better to find out now then find out later what i am now .. I thought * Friend * meant that no matter what they are there for you as that , even if things get rough , but oh well i was wrong .. to those i wish them well .. i will be removing my other account wikedbrat and deleting it .. so who ever has her on it might want to delete her .. no sense in having 2 VIP accounts on here .. thank You devil

Gifts For Bombing Me For The Happy Hour Giveaway.
Attention Need bombers and willing to pay ppl for there help to bomb the pic below to help me get A Happy Hour I need to reach 100,000 comments in 20 days. So this is how I'm going to do this. If you drop 300 comments you get a mens bracelet 500 comments you get diamond earrings 600 comments you get a trailer 700 comments you get a mens ring or lady's ring 800 comments you get a rolex if you do: 2,000 comments you get a 64 Impala 4,000 comments you get a silver motorcycle The more comments you do on this pic the higher the gift will be. I really want to win this Happy hour. When your done hitting the pic, send me a message and I will award the gift during the Next Happy hour. Help me get this and help me get to godmother. click on the pic below.

Scorpio
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Very........very.......sick!!!
I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I MAY NOT BE ON AT ALL FOR A FEW DAYS OR MORE.. :( I HAVE BEEN SOOOOO DAM SICK WITH THE 1 OF THE WORST LUPUS FLAREUPS IN 4 YEARS FOR ME.....:(:o:o I HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN ABLE TO HOLD DOWN A GLASS OF WATER FOR 2 WEEKS NOW..... I HAVE SLEPT ON MY BATHROOM FLOOR FOR THE PAST 2 NIGHTS... AND TONIGHT.... I HAVE GOT SUCH A VERY HIGH PAIN TOLERANCE... BUT THIS IS A PAIN SOO BAD SOO EXTREME, IN EVERY BONE...JOINT.....HIP....BACK SPINE.... FEET HEAD ....EYES STOMACH... EVERYWHERE..... ITS ACTUALLY FEELS LIKE YOU ARE DYING /OR GOING TO DIE.... MY DOCTORS ARE WORRIED BECAUSE THE FLARE UP ARE GOING ABOVE AND BEYOND RIGHT NOW. AND NOT ONE MEDICATION IS TAKIN IT DOWN OR RELEAVING IT....AND I MLOSING MORE AND MORE WEIGHT RAPIDLY..... I AM A REALLY TOUGH GIRL....BUT WHEN YOU ARE THIS MUCH IN PAIN AND IN TEARS YOU TRULEY FEEL LIKE YOU ARE DYING.. AND YOU ARE ACTUALLY PRAYING FOR DEATH....I DONT WANT ANYONE TO THINK I AM IGNORING THEM. OR BEING RUDE.. IF NO

Sad Story
One of the saddest stories I have ever read!!! Brought tears to my eye's. Please don't be like this lady and realize too late what a great animal the dog is.... "Ugly" Everyone in the apartment complex I lived in knew who Ugly was. Ugly was the resident stray dog. Ugly loved three things in this world fighting, eating garbage, and shall we say, love. The combination of these things combined with a life spent outside had their effect on Ugly. To start with, she had only one eye, and where the other should have been was a gaping hole. She was also missing her ear on the same side, her left foot has appeared to have been badly broken at one time, and had healed at an unnatural angle, making her look like she was always turning the corner. Her tail has long been lost, leaving only the smallest stub, which she would constantly jerk and tw

How To Tell If Your Boyfriend Is The Antichrist.
-Never says "God Bless You" when you sneeze. -Unmoved by WWJD. -Drives SUV with a fish bumper sticker. -Doesn't recycle. -Is self-conscious about his cloven hooves. Should you break up with him? So you did the Prince of Darkness. Does it make you a bad person? Not necessarily, but your morals are weak at best. Which is exactly what he's looking for in a woman. But ultimately, it's not your body he wants, no matter how hot you are. He's actually after nothing less than your soul, and not to cherish and nurture, either-rather, to torture relentlessly in the everlasting fires of hell. So unless you're into that sort of thing, break up now. If you do decide to stay and give him what he wants, consider yourself warned. As soon as he's finished with you, he'll move on to his next conquest without a backward glance. He'll leave you roasting on a spit for all eternity, kicking your self for your own selfish, destructive choices. Right next to those girls from your junior-high

Super Elastic Chicken Skin Keyboard Dust Cover
Today I bought the ATHF Movie. For those of you who don't know what it is: The full title is as follows... Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon Movie Film For The Theaters For DVD People who speak in as much incoherent stupidity as I do are just weird, but likeable. So in somewhat mundane news of the normal... I think I have developed an attraction to the day shift girl at Speedway. I find myself with more $0.10 off and Free Fountain Drink coupons than one man can handle. Tomorrow I will take my lucky rock in my pocket and go back there to put an end to this mental chaos. After a year of being solo I can either end up with a full time partner or be no worse for trying. I hear through my network of contacts that she is a wild child, bisexual and a dominant. We shall see.... -Robert

Easy Chicken Dinner
4 chicken boneless breasts (8 sides) 1 can cream of mushroom or celery soup 1/3-1/2 c. milk 1/4 tsp. oregano 8 slices Kraft Swiss cheese 8 slices ham (lunch meat) Buttered bread crumbs Place chicken in a greased baking dish, put cheese on chicken then ham over cheese. Mix soup, milk and oregano; pour over chicken. Sprinkle bread crumbs over all. Bake 1-1 1/4 hours at 350 degrees. This is good served with rice, soup is the gravy.

The Worth Of A Women
I really liked this so im keeping it:) THE WORTH OF A WOMAN… Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, si

Homemade Macaroni & Cheese
3 tbsp. butter 1/4 c. flour 1 tsp. salt 1/2 tsp. dry mustard 1/4 tsp. pepper 2 1/2 c. milk 2 c. Cheddar cheese, grated 1/2 lb. Velveeta cheese 1 c. Mozzarella cheese 1 (16 oz.) box elbow macaroni In large saucepan, melt butter over low heat. Stir in flour, salt, mustard and pepper until smooth; take off heat. Little by little, stir in milk until smooth. Stir constantly for 10 minutes on heat until thick; take off heat. Stir in 1 1/2 cups Cheddar cheese, Velveeta cheese and Mozzarella cheese until melted. Put cooked macaroni in a greased casserole dish, pour cheese mixture over and mix well. Sprinkle paprika and leftover Cheddar cheese on top. Bake at 375 degrees for 20 minutes. Recipe can be halved.

Mexican Chili Pie
1 1/2 c. crushed tortilla chips (nacho flavored) 1 baked 9" pastry shell 1 (15 oz.) can chili with beans 1 (4 oz.) can diced green chili peppers, drained 3/4 c. sliced pitted ripe olives 1/4 c. sliced green onions 1/2 c. sour cream 1/2 c. shredded Monterey Jack cheese 1 (2 1/2 oz.) jar sliced mushrooms Sprinkle 1 cup chips in bottom of crust. Combine chili, peppers, 1/2 cup olives and onions. Spread over chips in crust. Spread sour cream over chili mixture. Top with cheeses, drained mushrooms, remaining olives and chips. Cover lightly with foil. Bake at 375 degrees for 15 minutes. Uncover. Bake 20 minutes more or until heated through. Serve with toppers such as lettuce, chopped tomatoes and guacamole.

Mexican Chili - Albuquerque Style
1 lb. ground beef 1 lb. pork, cubed 1/4" x 1/4" 1 lg. onion 3 potatoes, cubed 1/4" x 1/4" 1 (14 1/2 oz.) can pinto beans 1 (14 1/2 oz.) can Mexican tomatoes (S & W) 4/5 cloves of garlic, chopped real fine 12 chili peppers You can use the fresh "Hatch" peppers, roasting them over an open flame or barbecue and then peeling them, or you can buy a 2 1/2 can of peppers Brown meat in skillet in small amount of oil. Add potatoes, garlic and onions. After the meat is cooked, add the peppers which have been cut real fine. Add canned tomatoes. Add water to desired consistency and season to taste. I like cumin powder in mine. After an hour, add the pinto beans and cook at low flame for about an other hour.

I Have Changed My Mind
I try to be open-minded and study both sides of an argument. After studying the gun control issues I have to say that I now support gun control because... 1. Banning guns works, which is why New York, DC, Detroit & Chicago cops need guns. 2. Washington DC's low murder rate of 69 per 100,000 is due to strict gun control, and Indianapolis' high murder rate of 9 per 100,000 is due to the lack of gun control. 3. Statistics showing high murder rates justify gun control but statistics showing increasing murder rates after gun control are "just statistics." 4. The Brady Bill and the Assault Weapons Ban, both of which went into effect in 1994 are responsible for the decrease in violent crime rates, which have been declining since 1991. 5. We must get rid of guns because a deranged lunatic may go on a shooting spree at any time and anyone who would own a gun out of fear of such a lunatic is paranoid. 6. The more helpless you are the safer you are from criminals. 7. An intru

Barbecued Chicken With Honey Mustard Glaze
1 (8 oz.) can tomato sauce 1/2 c. orange juice 1 1/2 tsp. oregano 6 peppercorns 1 chicken, quartered or cut up 1/2 c. oil 1/4 c. vinegar 1 tsp. salt 1 clove garlic, minced Place chicken in shallow dish. Mix above ingredients and pour over. Cover and marinate 2 hours at room temperature or overnight in refrigerator, turning occasionally. Drain, reserving marinade. Grill chicken over coals until done, brushing with marinade and turning frequently. Just before serving, brush with Honey-Mustard Glaze. GLAZE: Combine 1/4 cup honey and 1/4 teaspoon dry mustard.

Barbecued Chicken On A Bun
1 whole 4-lb. chicken 1 1/4 c. ketchup 2 c. water 1 onion, finely chopped 1 tsp. salt 1 tsp. celery seed 1 tsp. chili powder or paste 1/4 c. packed light brown sugar 1/4 tsp. Tabasco sauce 1/4 c. Worcestershire sauce 1/4 c. red wine vinegar 6 Kaiser rolls Place whole chicken in large kettle, cover with water, heat to boiling and simmer until chicken is cooked, about 1 hour. Remove chicken from pan, cool and shred meat from bones. In large saucepan, combine ketchup, water, onion, salt, celery seed, chili powder, brown sugar, Tabasco, Worcestershire and vinegar. Add shredded chicken. Simmer chicken in sauce for 1 1/2 hours. Serve warm on rolls. 6 servings.

Hot Barbecued Chicken - Pasta Salad
2 1/2-3 lb. chicken quarters 2 pkg. Italian dressing mix Oil as directed on packages Lemon or vinegar as directed on packages 1/2 lb. pasta 1/2 c. chopped onion 1/2 c. chopped celery 1/3 c. chopped green pepper 1/2 c. grated carrot 1/4 c. fresh, chopped parsley 1 tsp. oregano Wash chicken, put in flat pan. Prepare salad dressing as directed on package. Pour over chicken. Let marinate overnight in refrigerator, turning pieces occasionally. Grill chicken on barbecue or broil in oven, brushing occasionally with marinade. When chicken is cooked, boil water in medium pan. Cook pasta until tender but not mushy. Drain. Heat marinade from chicken to boiling. Add onions, celery, green pepper and carrot. Saute for 2 minutes. Add parsley and oregano. Pour over cooked pasta. Stir lightly until blended. Pile onto large platter. Place grilled chicken pieces on top of pasta. Serve immediately. Makes 6-8 servings. Note: This salad is good cold too! Remove leftover chicken from bones

When God Made Ems Providers...
When God Made EMS Providers... When the Lord made EMTs and Paramedics, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? An EMS provider has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle their uniform." "They have to be able to lift 3 times their own weight, crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as they are doing CPR on a baby they know will never breathe again." "They have to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half-eaten meals. And they have to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands...no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the

Quote For August 21
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend. -- Albert Camus Bonus Quote: If you have it [Love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have. -- Sir James M. Barrie

2007
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2.You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7 Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even w

Laugh For August 21
Street Light Late at night, a drunk was on his knees beneath a street-light, evidently looking for something. A passer-by, being a good Samaritan, offered to help. "What is it you have lost?" he asked. "My watch," replied the drunk. "It fell off when I tripped over the pavement." The passer-by joined in the search but after a quarter of an hour, there was still no sign of the watch. "Where exactly did you trip?" asked the passer-by. "About half a block up the street," replied the drunk. "Then why are you looking for your watch here if you lost it half a block up the street?" The drunk said: "Because the light's a lot better here."

To My Fellow Brother If I Fall
Brother when you weep for me Remember that it was meant to be Lay me down and when you leave Remember I'll be at your sleeve In every dark and choking hall I'll be there as you slowly crawl On every roof in driving snow I'll hold your coat and you will know In cellars hot with searing heat At windows where a gate you meet In closets where young children hide You know I'll be there at your side The house from which I now respond Is overstaffed with heroes gone Men who answered one last bell Did the job and did it well As firemen we understand That death's a card dealt in our hand A card we hope we never play But one we hold there anyway That card is something we ignore As we crawl across a weakened floor For we know that we're the only prayer For anyone that might be there So remember as you wipe your tears The joy I knew throughout the years As I did the job I loved to do I pray that thought will see you through.

Being A Emt
Lights Are Flashing, Sirens Are Wailing My Adrenaline Starts Pumping, My Heart Starts Thumping I Can Only Pray God Will Give Me The Strength To Go To Such Great Length I Hope I Am Trained For What This Call Could Be, After All I'm Just An EMT And Just When I Think I've Saw It All, I Have Some Of My Biggest Falls Like The Baby That Was Born Only To Die Moments Later. I Witnessed The 14 Year Old Mother Mourn Like The 102 Year Old Man In Cardiac Arrest, Did CPR Like Practicing For A Test He Was Down Too Long, Did It For His Wife Who Thought It Wasn't His Time To Go Why Am I Doing This? Surely Not Because Of The Bad I Witness I Can Make A Difference, A Change In Someone's Life, But Their Has To Be An Exchange You Can't Save Them All When God's Angels Get A Call They Have To Go, Everyone Has A Time You Know As Long As You Do All You Can And Realize Your Not A Miracle Man

To All Those In Service
Dedicated To my fellow Marines I am who I am I love to love I hate to hate I fear only fear itself I do many things I serve for the ones that can't I give to those in need I bring hope to the hopeless I am called by many names I am called a son I am called a brother I am called a hero I am not a god I am not a myth I am not a legend I am a UNITED STATES MARINE Semper Fi to all my brothers in arms and fallen comrades

Please Accept That!
I became involved in emergency service work because there is a need for people to help others who are in trouble. Sometimes there are calls I respond to, that are difficult to talk about even with the person you care about and trust most in the world. Please accept that. There are at times experiences I suffer which hurt me very deeply, and I might bring my suffering home. Sometimes my feelings bother me so much so that I can't even talk about them. Maybe it's because I don't want you to even imagine what I've suffered or maybe it's because I'm afraid you won't fully understand the depth of my feelings. During these times I'll become moody or irritable, and I may not SEEM to care much about your feelings or problems even though I DO CARE very much. Please accept that. You care for who and what I am about. I choose to do what I do because it is so important to me and to those I help, and although it's sometimes very difficult and maybe even dangerous, I love doi

My Love "who Is She?????"
This is for my love, whoever she is?? Sometimes I feel like my bark is caught behind a muzzle.........Like I've almost assembled but am missing one piece to the puzzle......Ive had love lost and have had love found......Ive had it end on uncommon ground...So I remember this love.....And so should you, instead of getting wrapped up in what life tells you to do. Grab that special lady under the stars tonight and remind her you love her by holding her tight....The comparison is the same as the stars in the sky...the love you feel for each other you can be seen in your eyes.... Love Shea

Changes........
It's been a few days, but that was intentional. I wanted to get the feel of living with her again. I can hardly say things are great, but they are far from bad. It's strange after all the fighting and drama we have managed to stay very civil to one another. I guess after the first night, I realized that as much anguish as she put me through she honestly regretted it. She hasn't come out and said those exact words, but her demeanor towards me has changed. I want to talk to her about some things but I don't want to break the peace. I want to ask her why. I want to ask her if it was worth it? I want to ask her if she still doubts that I loved her or still do. I don't want her to think I am trying to say "I told you so.", I just want to know the answers to those questions. I know it sounds like she is a horrible person from what she has done, but she isn't. She is one of the most wonderful people I have ever met. She is really a good person with a big heart, I think she just got

Please Help!!!
i wanted to tell everyone thank u so much for helpin me level up earlier, i have to give it to the ocl for doin it mostly, thank u guys i luv u... but please help my closest fubar friend level up hes havin a lil trouble..... fan him/ rate him/ add him, he loves new friends.... come back and tell me and ill cum show u some luv... thank you.... this is u mike luv ya babe.... isnt he a cutie girls.... what a hottie!!! fiiya09@ fubar

Just Thoughts
The way in which we live our lives says alot about who we are and what we are not . Being weak at times is a entitlement everyone has their moments . First learn to love yourself because at the end of the day you are who you have to deal with . People walk in and out of our lives at all moments did you really get a look at them or did you just pass them by??? To stare up at the sky and wonder who is looking at the same star you are at that moment . Such a large world we live in , but who really takes the time to think about the little things . To feel a breeze on your neck or hear a thought in your head ...Wondering is someone thinking of me as I am thinking about them . Go gaze and wonder ... Who is on the other side ...

My Diddy.......my Son
Diddy....my baby boy"xoxoxoxoox" Poem for Diddy..... I love you Diddy and Im so glad that you wanna come home.... Askin me this made you big ol' dad cry....... Got me askin' how I could be so blessed ... And wondering why........... Hearing you cry on the phone to far from a hug....... Now I know why Im legit and no longer a thug...... You broke my heart askin what if I forgot about you..... Theres so many reasons why I cant and here are some for you... I miss your lil' feet trottin' down the hall.... Your lil' stubborness that picks you up after every fall..... Love when you get it twisted and think its dad you'll be testin' When your in time out and tell me "Dad I learned my lesson" Boy I could go on for days but Ill keep things short and sweet...... The love I have for you...... Its what keeps daddy on his feet!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you boy, Love Daddy

Hey New And Not A Newbie!
Yes I am new to fubar, cause I heard about this site through a friend and since then I have been on here all of the time. The reason I say I am not a Newbie is for the simple fact that I know about these kinds of sites and learned my way around them. I am a very resceptable kinda guy and don't like to fuck w/ppl and do stupid shit on these sites. However I am a comment whore and a blog whore which I will write about anything and everything that I know to talk about! So of course this is going to short and sweet, just wanted to say hi to everyone and hope you hit me up or check me out and leave me some good comments! LOL...well this is new but Newbie saying Peace Out Bitches! Lmao :P

Sun Rise
i saw this sun rise that i just cant shack.. i mean it still makes me cry.. to see such a sun rise like that.. i mean here i was driving over the same bridge that i take to get to work.. an for some time my morning thoughts are of my life and how i just wish i could have one thing go my way.. or I'm thinking about the arms i just got away from.. this morning i was not in those arms.. yea it sucked.. there very nice arms.. :) but i have been trying to see what road i need to take.. i have felt so scared lately.. worried about how am i going to do all this.. I'm a single mom.. of two little boyz.. i have a job that takes up my life.. i feel I'm failing as a mom.. an its making my work fail too.. i hear ppl talk about how I'm messing up my kids life cause of the choices i have been making.. my oldest wants his father back.. wants that happy home life again.. yet i don't think i will be able to give him that.. his dad is never around.. so that leave me.. yet i know that he needs a man in h

Lame
Im soo tired of people get'n pissed off cause i have private pix and dont wanna show em to every single guy that wants to see them...that's why they are private HELLO that is why we are given the option to have private pix. If you can't take the time to be my friend then why would i show you my pix? Or jeeze at least take the time to rate and look at my normal pix. If u did u would know that there are a couple nsfw's in there. And apparently now im stuck up cause i dont want every single person on fubar to see my good...yeah ok thats lame...SO do all the girls on here get harassed about their private pix..i'd really love to know. I mean really if u wanted to see tits that bad you know they have FREE porno sites you can check out im sure a MUCH better rack then mine! GRRRRRRRRRR

My Cascading Thought's
What if I walked up too you, and kissed you're moist and juciey lips, as my tongue slipped in you're mouth! as my hand grazed you're face couze'in you too moan! We stopped then looked at one and other we didn't say anything, but the deafening silence and my cascading thought's where all broken by looking up, and saying I shouldn't be doing this ! I reached down under her cloak and her panties where soaked! She took my hand and placed it on her breast's, her breast's where so firm, and her nipples prutruded nearly a full inch! Suddenly we went in too the bedroom ripping one and other's cloak off each other, then she placed her lip's lightly on mine, as I kissed her gentley then in an instant she pulled me down on the bed, I then turned her over and nibbled my way down too her soaked paint's as my teeth slowly pulled them off of her, as my head went between her leg's eatting each and every layer of her inner walls, the more I licked the mor

Okay Guys... Wtf.....
I've helped people level before.... I've taken time out of my busy day and schedule to comment bomb people, or throw rates people's way... what the hell guys... where's the freakin help when I freakin need it?

Empty
Fiery burst of red flame Surrounding my head Encompassing my thoughts Devouring my emotions Building stronger with every heartbeat Orchestrating itself to a grand finale Leaving me Breathless Void of feeling Empty of caring

Introverted Babbling
wow an interesting day. I keep finding more depth to myself and its kinda strange. I was sitting here wondering how people are cruel and out of the blue someone just shows kindness for no reason. It got me thinking of how I have been to some people. Maybe short fused sometimes but other times i can be the upbeat cheerful bastard i usually am. I just hate the way society is going these days. Out for themselves, hateful, and makes me feel hopeless about the future for all of us. Love is not as mysterious as some believe. I think whats more mysterious is the way alot of people use it to get what they want, and how they can use it to keep others hanging on. I have often been screwed over, but im not giving up on it yet. I know its there for me and ill die waiting for it to show its true face. Why cant we be each others saviors instead of looking to an empty sky for it? Why do we have to hate in order to be happy? When will we learn that its ok to let go? Hope i find at least one answer

Just Some Thoughts
I get to move in to my apartment in a few days, well that is after I clean it up some. I know I am driving my mom crazy and my dad too. I will be happy to be out on my own again and stuff. It feels like I can start fresh and new again. And I am still fighting with telling my family my choice. A select few know already, and then others have told me, how could they not figure it out. I can see their point. But I don't know how to do it, or if I should. I mean do I wait till I meet that nice girl and then do it, or prepare them now for that. I just feel so confused right now about all of this. I don't know who I am any more you know. Have you ever felt lost in your own mind? And I know that this is who I am. There is no doubt in my mind about that. I just don't know how to come out and tell people, or even where to meet people, or anything like that. I feel like I don't know how to be who I am. Its driving me crazy. I mean most the people I tell are cool with it, but wh

Fu-wedding
Scottie and I would like to thank Craig for the beautiful wedding he performed for us. I also want to thank My sister Dangerous for being there. Love yahs! And I also thank Fae and WhiskeyRiver and those who attended. We are happy to have you all as part of our family! As the ceremony was wonderful so were the wonderful words that Craig wrote for us for the speech and prayer.... Lots of fu-love to Craig!! 'Good evening and welcome to the ceremony that will unite Scott and Fu-Scotties Sweet N Sassy in Fubar marriage. We gather here today to celebrate their union, and to honor their commitment to not just gazing at one another, but to looking outward together in the same direction. Today Scott and Fu-Scotties Sweet N Sassy proclaime thier love to the Fubar world, and we rejoice with and for them.' 'In marriage, we give ourselves freely and generously into the hands of the one we love, and in doing so, each of us receives the love and trust of the other as our most precious gif

.am I Attractive.
Fill it out and send it as MAIL! I'll do the same for you. Am I hot? [ ] No! [ ] OK [ ] Fine [ ] Beautiful [ ] Gorgeous! ***************************** Would you hug me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Already did ***************************** Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know ***************************** Name one thing you would like to do to me... [ ]____________ ***************************** I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] One time thing [ ] Next gf or bf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] Another somebody ***************************** If you saw me for the first time, would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe ***************************** Would you rather... [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Have Sex ***************************** On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8

As It Could Have Been
Anytime you want to heal some pain, Or get away from all the rain, Call me up, don't be afraid. Call me up, speak my name. Can I be the one to give, so that you can live? Why should you cry? Cry until you're dry. Not because I say, And then some day, Call me up, and speak my name. Time to pick, time to choose, If you don't pick Love, you lose. To not decide is to decide, If you don't live, you've died. Call me up, and speak my name. Call me up don't be afraid. It's up to you as it's always been, It's your life, my old friend. It's up to you, to use your nerve, Go and get what you deserve. Call me up, and speak my name. Call me up, don't be afraid.

Zodiac Bedroom Habits
CAPRICORN December 23 - January 20 Ruling Planet: SATURN - The God who oversees time, discipline and dedication, which means Capricorn can go the distance - with major staying power - in bed and beyond!! Capricorns are very good at hiding their emotions, so it's often hard to tell when they are truly, deeply in love. If you have a load of cash, you can almost bet on admiration from a Capricorn because the goat is turned on by money. Like I said before, Capricorn has great sexual stamina and the ability to go all night if they want to! FAVE POSITION: Spooning! Goat boys and girls love to take, or be taken from behind. BEST SEX TOY: An office desk to "bond" on, or an erotic video will loosen up the randy goat. CAPRICORN MALE IN BED Imagination isn't a strong suit for Capricorn so don't expect acrobatics in the sack. Sex with him could possibly be as boring as watching paint dry and he tends to be a little bit selfish in that area too. BUT you can definitely

Albert Einstein
Albert Einstein was born on March 14,1879 in Ulm, Wurttemberg,Germany. He died April 18 1955 in Princeton,NJ. When Einstein was five years old his father showed him a compass.He was very impressed by the behavior of the needle of the compass,which kept pointing in the same direction no matter which way the compass was turned. He later said he felt that "Something deeply hidden had to be behind things". http://hubpages.com/hub/Albert_Einstein7

Sigh
so i poed some ppl in wrr. good, but i don't get why on earth they assumed my bro had any part in it. wtf? we aren't each other's keeper. he had not a thing to do with what i said. furthermore, if they got issues w me, why are they being spineless, and not talkin to me, instead of him. more matureity.

Good Morning
Good Morning I open my eyes I see the sunlight I smell the ocean I feel the salt breeze I reach for you You are not there I look around the room You are standing on the deck I walk up behind you Putting my arms around your waist I whisper in your ear "Good morning" And kiss your neck Watching the sun rise Just beyond the waves Holding you closely Realizing this is not a dream

Thy Carnivals Prayer:
Thy Carnivals Prayer: Our Father of Shangri-La Hallowed be thy name If the world turns over save me From thy fiery rain Keep me pure Keep me clean As the lotus grows I ask you for forgiveness Save me from the crows Juggalo be thy name, Hatchets be thy game, fuck with one, you fuck with all, we never travel alone and are always ready for anything, so be wise and just pass us by and don't say we shine, we are creatures of the night and will always be there when a fellow Juggalo needs us, we stand by the Dark Carnival and all it teaches, so for all Juggalos and Juggalettes, stand firm and always be ready. The Juggalo Pledge: I Pledge Allegiance To The Hatchet Of The Underground Society Of Juggalos, And For The Ninjas For Which It Stands, One Family, Under God, Full Of Freaks, With Faygo And Magic Neden For All!! WE WILL NEVER DIE ALONE, JUGGALOS WILL CARRY ON, SWING OUR HATCHETS IF WE MUST, EACH AND EVERYONE OF US When I die, show no pitty, send my soul to Juggalo

So Who Is Doing The Work?
SO WHO IS DOING THE WORK? The population of the USA is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces on the hunt for Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188, 000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, sitting on your butt, at your computer, reading jokes. Nice. Real nice !!

Random Things
Love...when you love someone you can tell but when your IN love everyone else can tell. Ok so theres this thing called retarded-ness well me and my girls we gone PRO! Love is giving someone the power to break your heart but trusting them not to. Save a horse ride a cowboy. We're all the same color when you turn out the light. The truth is you dont know what is going to happen tomorrow. life is a crazy ride, and nothin is guaranteed. -Eminem Live everyday to the fullest!

Taylors Update 8-20-07
She had movement today!!!! She opened her eyes and wiggled her toes. They took her off the paralytic (Its keeps her body paralyzed). She is still on pain medication. She also had a 3rd negitave in a row for the growth of infection!! The doctors believe the medication is working to stop that growth!! So your prayers are working keep them up!!!

Comfort, Repetition, And Misery...
Three of the worst of possible combinations stand in our way of what we truly want in life. Sometimes, if not most, we don't see what it is that we do to ourselves when we try over and over again to resurrect a once hopeful relationship. In most cases a 3 strike rule becomes 4, 5, or more attempts with the same person. When does stupidity replace good judgement, or when does the learning curve bend so much that the sound of it breaking wakes you up to what you've been doing wrong all along? Familiarity can be a great place to be when you're not sure where you need to be. Only when it breeds contempt, should we learn that is the first of many red flags that need to be recognized and diverted from. We all enjoy comfort, it offers security, assuredness, and safety. But beware, this is the same comfort that can and often does, take you by surprise and into unexpected disaster. Its in this "zone" we often tend to make our biggest mistakes. Of course we don't see that because it's

Make A Man Out Of Me
God, grant me the maturity To ignore the things I cannot change; The ego to force the things I can; But not the wisdom to know the difference. God, grant me the absurdity To use really bad pickup lines; The eyes to leer at perky breasts; And the balls to think it’s working. God, grant me the audacity To treat women like luggage; The muscles to push them around; And the class to do it whenever I can. God, grant me the sincerity To lie my way into any girl’s pants; The heart to do it without giving a damn; And the coldness to never call again. God, please…make me a man.

I Don't Get It!!
People are odd creatures. Curiosity killed the cat and it has nine lives - so why do we need to know so much about a person and what motivates them to act in certain ways? I tell you I need a break, and you want to know why. I tell you because I don't think I'm being fair to you and don't want to be a person who uses people as props in life, and you're confused. i wish I could tell you more, but I'm afraid of hurting your fragile ego, if you were a cat you'd be on your last few lives - just leave things be.

Dimples Contest!!!
Last request...last begging from me...last time before I go to bed...*sniffles* Please help with this contest...Please Please Please....What else can I say....but PLEASE COMMENT BOMB ME!!!...LOL Click the link..and bomb away...Please *sniffling*

Vision Of A Girl
I had a vision today of a child, my own, as it would be if her father was my current love. It was not strange because I had a similar sight, though in a dream, when I was with my ex. That little girl no longer exists and never shall, which pains me a little to think about, but in all honest it would probably be best. You see, for several years now I have already chosen the name of my daughter, because I am determined to have at least one girl. I'm not sure why I decided to chose it before ever having her, but it happened nonetheless. I struggled for years to think of a middle name that would match, but I couldnt until I had a dream in which I saw her, as with my ex, and it came to me. Her name will be Lorien Lee. In my dream I mused that I could call her Lori if she should tire of the oddness of her name, or as a sort of pet name... Lori Lee. And so it will be, whenever it happens. The girl I saw in my vision, was about 7 years of age and was smiling brightly at me. She w

Thank You My Lord ;;today Was Awsome Ty>you Saved Me Again..
Lord you have saved me again , why I dont know but Ill do as im ask ; ill always have faith and follow you. and i wont question you > Your MY God ; OH I just cant stop cryng and my daughter she was so happy . I knew she was more worried than she sound on the phone. I owe you so much Lord .. So much.. Your always a carrying me . no matter what . Your here . My God is here with me . He can be with you too, Just have a great faith in him ;Ask him he,ll answere .He,ll comfort you , hold you close; Cause he loves you>> Amen!

Honey Do
Boys, I am sick of your shit. I have spent the last few years of my life dating a succession of losers who have frankly, nearly destroyed any desire I have to settle down. I'm a fairly easygoing girl. It really isn't that hard to please me. And yet, I find myself constantly disappointed, frustrated and pissed off. So, because I'm put-out and pissed off AND because I think y'all could use a hand, I'm going to give you a few pointers. Maybe one of you will actually read, comprehend and utilize the following tips. Boy, that would be great. Boyfriend Do's: -Practice Good Hygiene Take a shower every day. Brush your teeth. WEAR DEODERANT. No girl is going to want to smell your funk. If you want a woman to get close to you, make sure you smell nice and aren't covered in grime, skunk or muck. This one should be simple, right?? -Open My Door No, honey, the feminist movement did not kill chivalry. While it's true that we expect to be treated as

Apparently....
AIGHT, SO I'M THINKING I'M NOT LOVED ANYMORE. USE TO HAVE FRIENDS ON HERE. NOW THOUGH I COME BACK, AND NOTHING. NOW I KNOW I WASN'T GONE FOR THAT LONG, BUT DAMN OBVIOUSLY IN THE TIME I WAS GONE PEOPLE LOST THE LOVE.... I UNDERSTAND, NOT REALLY, BUT OH WELL. NOW I'M GOING TO PLAY A SAD SONG, AND DANCE ALONE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND SWING ALONE IN THE BREEZE..... NOW IGNORE!!!

Clay Balls
Clay Balls A man was exploring caves by the seashore. In one of the caves he found a canvas bag with a bunch of hardened clay balls. It was like someone had rolled clay balls and left them out in the sun to bake. They didn't look like much, but they intrigued the man, so he took the bag out of the cave with him. As he strolled along the beach, he would throw the clay balls one at a time out into the ocean as far as he could. He thought little about it, until he dropped one of the clay balls and it cracked open on a rock. Inside was a beautiful, precious stone! E xcited, the man started breaking open the remaining clay balls. Each contained a similar treasure. He found thousands of dollars worth of jewels in the 20 or so clay balls he had left. Then it struck him. He had been on the beach a long time. He had thrown maybe 50 or 60 of the clay balls with their hidden treasure into the ocean waves. Instead of thousands of dollars in treasure, he could have

Goodbye..wish Everyone Happy Trails
about 3 weeks ago, i placed a blog that it is time to move back into reality...but i f~cked that thought for a bit, and now realize that i can no longer escape it... most know that i have been separated for almost 7 months from my hubby..we were together for 21 years...it was not the first time we separated, but has been the longest...we agreed to go into 4 marriage counseling sessions to see what will go from there...our agreement to go into counseling with a clean slate is for both of us to get off of our adult sites and to not "have fun" with members of the opposite sex...this is something i have to do...if it fails, i would then be able to never wonder "what if" and know i did what i could for a f~cked up marriage... so right now, being on fubar is actually borrowed time...i got caught today so..i will be leaving on tuesday. i enjoyed all of my conversations with my friends, family, and fans....i have come across many wonderful personalities and talents..i wish i had the o

The Tale Of The Shooting Of The Tomkat
Years ago (about '92), I was living in this house with these two other guys (and other transients that crashed on the couch). One night we were drinking Cisco and cheap Mexican beer, when one of the roomies brothers showed up with a .38 snubnose. It got passed around and people played with it. At one point, I took the bullets out when I was still coherent. Later, after coherency was gone I put them back in for some reason. The gun left my hands. A little while later I was sitting on the couch and one of my roomates said, "hey Tom". I felt this blow to my head like the biggest skinhead in the world had kicked me in the face and then heard the gun blast. My head bounced off the back of the couch, I opened my mouth to ask what had happened and blood started pouring out my mouth and nose. I was told I had been shot. I told them to get me to a hospital. After this wild drunken drive to the emergency room, they dropped me off and I staggered in, blood covering my front. The admit

Welcome To College Torture Sessions Begin On August 13
Did ya all miss me? But probably didn't notice I was gone huh .. LOL.. no matter. **Frowns** Its been a long hot summer here in the state of California as I start my classes for college. I've been messing around with the Piano lately though, I totally suck at it for now but these classes will be sure to untie my knotted fingers eventually. Also i'm taking Keyboarding and Word Processing so now I surely have to watch the way I type, keep up with my spelling and puncuation.. mmm How do you spell that again? Well no matter, i'm sure someone will come along and correct me **Smiles** Another class I'm taking and not one that I enjoy is Accounting.. **Total Frustration** Math is surely not one of my strong suits but, its required for my AA so I'll just get it out of the way and forget about it later, I'm sure. I can say one thing though at least the Instructor is some Yummy Eyecandy to look at as I Muddle through my days.. What a sexy smile he has and, ladies he's british **YUMMY*

The Ghost Rider Speaketh
Hey Everyone come on over and give me a hand. Im just trying to finish my contest up. I only need 3200 more bombs to finish up. Heres the link for you all that don't have it. Thank you everyone who has helped so far. The Ghost Rider is Watching so come on and lend a hand.

I Heard Last Thursadysome Bad News
well on thursday i thought my mom went to work that morning and i thought it was a normal day til my mom came home cryin and stuff as she walked in the door i looked at her and asked her what was wrong......and she paused and told me and my b/f to go sit down in the dinning room and i said ok and then when we did i said mom what is wrong...she said i have some bad news..and before she told me i started to really cry hard and then she told me she has to go have surgery on sept 5th to have a historectomy cuz she found out she has cancer and dose not know what to do she and i and bri just busted out and cried and hugged one another and i told her i was sorry and she will make it through cuz she is trong and they probly caught it in time before it got to bad...and so these last few days we have made a will out and trin to figure out who gets what just in case she doesn't make it out of suregery cuz she also has a real bad heart and that may cause coplacations ..but i really hope not cuz i

Deep Sh!t
The Marriage Creed So now little man you’ve grown tired of grass L.S.D., Goofballs, Cocaine, and hash And someone pretending to be a true friend Said “I’ll introduce you to miss heroin.” Well honey, before you start fooling with me Just let me inform you of how it will be For I will seduce you and make you my slave I’ve sent men much stronger than you to their graves You think you could never become a disgrace And end up addicted to poppy seed waste So you’ll start inhaling me one afternoon; You’ll take me into your arms very soon And once I have entered deep down in your veins The craving will nearly drive you insane. You’ll need lots of money, as you have been told For darling, I’m much more expensive than gold You’ll swindle your mother and just for a buck You’ll turn into something vile and corrupt You’ll mug and you’ll steal for my narcotic charm And feel contentment when I’m in your arms

Masters Of Horror And Dvd Giveaway!
HTTP://WWW.CULTCUTSFILMS.COM LATEST FULL LENGTH REVIEWS DARKROOM BORN TO FIGHT FORGOTTEN NOIR VOLUME 1 CULTCUTS CAPSULE REVIEWS DVD AND SIGNED BOOK GIVEAWAY! We haven’t had a contest in a long time, so what better way to start again than a quadruple dose of terror! Black Cab Productions in conjunction with their new DVD release of 3 DEAD GIRLS have offered up three copies of their short film trilogy on DVD and Christopher Alan Broadstone’s novel PUZZLEMAN signed by the author! Rules are simple! You must be 18 to enter due to subject matter (sorry kiddies!) and you must email your entry (one per address as multiple entries will be deleted entirely) by September 4th, 2007. Make sure to include your name, age and mailing address! Just visit us at http://www.cultcutsfilms.com for more details! LATEST CULT AND HORROR DVD RELEASES! FOR ALL OF THIS WEEK'S DVD CULT AND HORROR RELEASES VISIT OUR SIGHT AT http://www.cultcutsfilms.com THIS UPDATE BROUGHT TO YOU BY DI

I Am Going Through A Meltdown!
Yesterday, my parents informed me that they were going to be moving to california and selling the house, in five months from now. he's the kicker: I don't have a job yet, i won't have enough time to build up the funds when i do get a job, i'm trying to get a friend to be a roomate, so it's easier on the payments. We're looking at mobile homes, (No we aren't gay, *roll of the eyes*) but i am so over stressed i haven't slept in three days. It's gonna kill me. What kind of parents would just drop that kind of bomb on their son?! Oh well, hopefully i'll get this whole thing figured out . . .

Nothing
I look inside and I feel so small I am never good enough to become what you already are My words evade me this evening. She is everything to me The unrequited dream The song that no one sings The unattainable She's a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason The story that builds up inside of me alludes me in the deepest recesses of my mind. Every attempt to find my own words fades by the cover of random useless thought. You're gonna fill her up with sadness You're gonna fill her up with shame You're gonna fill her up with sorrow before she even takes your name ARRRRGGGGGGGG My End

Real Friends
i hate my life i have no friends around here except here on fubar and myspace i need real friends that care for who i am and care about me no matter what i need real friends to hang out with and to have fun with i need reak friends to call my own and show them what im about i need real friends just to stay out of trouble i need realfriends to take of me if something go wrong i need real friends thanks to all of my friends right here on fubar

Attention All Club F.a.r. Members ~ New Co-owners & Things All Members "must Read"
ATTENTION ALL CLUB F.A.R. MEMBERS. ATTENTION ALL CLUB F.A.R MEMBERS. AS OF TODAY THERE IS NEW LEADERSHIP IN THE FAMILY. WE WILL BE REGULATING MEMBERS PAGES TO ENSURE YOU HAVE BEEN SHOWING THE PROPER LUV TO OTHER MEMBERS. Many members have been removed from the Club F.A.R. members list but may be returned to list upon talking to Boricua God~Daddy to find out why and whats need to be returned to list First for all those who dont know what Club F.A.R. stands for, here it is. "F.=FAN / A.=ADD / R.=RATE (Just the Profile Page)". All Club members "MUST DO ALL 3" to all other members. You must take note of those that do not accept a Friend or Add or do not Rate you and report to one of the Owners, so that we may regulate and check members. We dont want to here that you dont Fan Add or Rate people. If there is another member for whatever reason you have a problem with you must address this to Boricua God~daddy. All current and new Club F.A.R. Members must do or be th

Have I Ever
I didnt write this, its been floating around the internet for a while now, i just like it and wanted to share. Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your

Bombers
I need as many people as i can get to go here and rate the pic first then leave tons of comments i need to catch up in this contest massive people wanted please invite friends to help i want this to be a large group effort thanks lets show em how its done! just click on my pic an your there thanks!

Thank You
HE STILL HASN'T LEVELED, CMON I KNOW WE CAN GIT ER DONE :D HE DESERVES ALL THE LOVE YOU CAN GIVE, SO LETS GET TO IT, GO SPANK HIM HARD. MANY SMILES BLACK ICE@ fubar MANY THANKS BLACK ICE@ fubar MUCH LOVE BLACK ICE@ fubar THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY ME!!!!TASTYFLUTTERBY :P tastyflutterby {insane asylum rejects #5}@ fubar

Cali Trip So Far
I arrived about 6:00a.m. at the LAX airport. We got a taxi to the renessance hotel and booked a night stay. I woke up about 1:30 pm and got dressed went on a haunted tour of the city. It was really interesting. We visited Hollywood Forever cemetary which is suppose to be haunted by a very old hollywood actor named Cliffton Webb. (No idea who that is lol) Anyways he is suppose to haunt his moseleum. Tomorrow we are going on rodeo drive to do some shopping. I am very tired after leaving so early in the morning and not sleeping.

Help Me Reach My Next Level!
Hey y'all I'm just a little over 1,000 points away from my next level so PLEASE head over to my page and comment my pics...rate my pics...crush on me...fan me...buy me gifts...leave me profile comments! Anything that will help me reach my goal!!! Thanks to everyone who helps me out!!!

Help Me Reach My Next Level!
hey y'all I'm just a little over 1,000 points away from my next level so PLEASE head over to my page and comment my pics...rate my pics...crush on me...fan me...buy me gifts...leave me profile comments! Anything that will help me reach my goal!!! Thanks to everyone who helps me out!!!

Stuooopid People
I hate having my sons father always trying to take me to court.and it is all over petty little things like him paying have for school.i see it this way his family didnt want me to have shawn.especailly his adopted mother lois and his adopted father guy.they wanted me to get an abortion or put shawn up for adoption when i had him.that family has issues.thank the lord shawn did come and my family and all my friends love him more then caseys family.i regret marrying so young and especailly to a guy who is a mommas boy.i am 23 got two kids and i dont live with my parents i pay my own bills and last but not least i dont try to ruin peoples lives.i am now happily married live with my kids and my husband.and i do get spoiled and so do the kids.and i wish shawn was really james because james is great with kids.and one i i hope and pray that james will get the chance to adopt shawn and everyone in topeka realated to casey will leave me the hell alone.i been working for 7 days straight.i am wore

Work...that Should Say It All
Okay so my boss at work has a thing against young single moms. There are three of us at work that are sungle moms with pretty young kids and our boss is constantly on our ass. Whats up with that? We are all three constantly getting pulled into the conference room and getting bitched at. Today the other two girls were both off 1 called in and the other was off. So I guess that meant it was my day to get yelled at. The messed up thing is that she pulls you in just you and her so you have no one to back you up. URG I can't take it anymore.

Lonely 4 Too Long.....
What du u du when all ur smiles are just a kover up for the tearz!?! When you act lyke nothingz wrong...but really, deep down...ur heart iz slowly shattering intu a billion pieces of dust...!?! I want tu move on, but how kan i when it feelz lyke everyone iz using me?? I've been alone for almost a year now!.....I miss him...i really du! He doesn't understand just how much i need him! We only randomly get along...right now we're fighting!....He frustratez me so bad! One time he told me that i'd never find neone better than him, n' sumtimez i really let it sink in....i start believing him, but deep down i know that there'z better out there....He'll find me sumday...but what du i du until then? I'm a mutha tu twin boyz...n' i love spending time with my kidz, but the hardest part of my day is laying down each night...AlOnE.....I am hyper & kurr-azie during the day, but once i hit the pillow...thatz when the tearz fall....n' noone knowz it but me..... lost, konfused.....n' just

Wats Up???
Its been awhile since Ive done this...Havent had the urge to come around for awhile..Not much has changed since, still lookin for some solid ground..lol...the girls are good and just as onry if not more...met some new people this past week..went to PA about and hour from Pitt...Was offered a new job and place to go with it..Been thinkin pretty hard about it...I think it would be a nice change of pace..not much holdin me here..just a bunch of old memories and people that seem to mean more to me than I do them...never know..might open a brand new chapter in my book...who knows... Anywho...Just wanted to come around and say hi to everyone who cares..and I will be catchin up with everyone again...Come on over, my door's always open...Lots of luv to Y'all...:)

Reposting From April - _is_ This An Adult Site?
Also, by the way, please read what the bouncers have to say about a very closely-related matter here (will open in a new window if directly clicked). (Not exactly a repost of my earlier one to follow. Slightly edited for clarity. Not enough so ...!) -- What I think are reasonable claims for less and more stringent "interpretation" of NSFW rules in particular cases etc. -- (were I a bouncer which I am not. Etc. sigh. ...) could be made... but I have seen an argument made in favor of dropping the whole kit and kaboodle, as I recall- that: "this is an adult site". Erm. It is true that one has to (claim to) be 18 or older to have an account here, and therefore to see tagged images, blogs, etc. (Tagged blogs are visible to people not on one's list, I found, but not to people who've chosen in their profile preferences not to view NSFW material, and not to people who aren't logged in to their account!) One does not have to be logged in to an account to simply type in w

When You're Down To Nothing, God Is Up To Something.
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Univers

A Dream With In A Dream
Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow You are not wrong, who deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if Hope has flown away In a night, or in a day, In a vision, or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream. I stand amid the roar Of a surf-tormented shore, And I hold within my hand Grains of golden sand How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep, While I weep while I weep! O God! can I not grasp Them with a tighter clasp? O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave? ~EDGAR ALLAN POE~

Waisting Time Or Waiting?
I've been single for well over half a year now. It's odd for me. I'm not really sure why I'm single. Yeah, I'm concentrating alot on college and my military career, but I still have fun. Parties, the dating scene. The whole nine yards. Hell, I am only 18. But you can only be single and happy for so long before that feeling of loneliness sinks in. It hit me hard a few nights ago while I was laying in bed. There's so much room on the other side of my bed, and it gets awfully cold under the silk sheets by yourself. Or maybe I'm just doubting myself. Call it insecurity. I've never been single for this long, not even during middle school. lol. I'm always 'taken', and I liked the way men looked at me when they knew they couldn't have me. (Yeah, some women really think like this.) You just don't get those looks when you're single. Instead you get the perverted pick up lines from older men at the bars. Am I too confident around guys? Or maybe I just don't seem approachable? If you got a com

Stress
its hard tp beilive that in a week in a half i will be getting married to tiny as he is known on here .i never thought that planning our wedding would of been so damn stressful , boy was i wrong very wrong. i cant wait until that day is finally here and over with . And i can stop being so stress of everything

Inspired By Madison!!!
I wonder if you knew, how often my thoughts turn to you. As the darkness covers the night, I hold you ever so tight. I am amazed, to say the least, as my eyes upon your beauty does feast. That your surrender, you gave to me, knowing that your trust would set you free. How tender and fragile, you so appear, But your strength inside holds no fear. For though you submit, it's of your free will For inside, unbroken, your spirt remains strong still.

Vh1 Score Contest
Hello all, Phreaky here. I haven't been on in a whyle bekauze I have been pursuin' theze kontestz. One of tha' kompetition traxx have been posted. If U have a moment, and believe I should be heard, go 2 VH1.com and vote for my trakk. Voting startz 08.27.07... Thingz should be back 2 normal soon... And I'll be bakk to rap with U good folkz... One Luv. My$ta' P

And Here Is Another
a star up in the sky goes slowly passing by, the lights below...they spell out your name. you're comfort on my mind and you're with me all the time. and lot's of feeling that i can't explain. i won't spend another night alone. out of every girl i met, no other can compete i'd ditch em all for a night with you. i know you don't believe you mean this much to me but i promise you that you do. if i had one wish this is what it would be... i'd ask you to spend all your time with me, that we'd be together forever. IDK WHERE I GOT THIS FROM SAYS I GOT IT FROM A FRIEND BUT IT IS SOOO SWEET!! HEHE

Speculation And Temptation
Do we push away the things we have for the things that we want? Do we take things we don't want to keep things that we need? Do we give and see ourselves as gods because of it? I am guilty of the second. There is speculation about the first. And I know of someone who I have caught red handed doing the last. Can this person refuse to believe in God yet still build themselves in His image? I am not overly religious or anything. I am not a Bible-thumping anything but sometimes another person's actions can shine a light on the faith I do have. Do you make promises just so someone can believe you and you can have the satisfaction of letting them down? I know many who get off on hurting other people. How tricky they are with their deceit. So masterful. There is no switching in something like that. And karma may come through but perhaps not in a timely fashion. While I may not seek my own vegeance I still want to witness it crashing down on someone who caused me pain before I di

Lil Something From The Past
well i've got a couple things to say about a guy and a girl they met a few months back at a coffeehouse he said 'i like that dress that you're wearing why don't you just let me take you home tonight?" i know you've heard it all before and everyone makes mistakes these days... hey nobody's perfect but the choices that you make may involve someone else. well i met a girl i thought i loved but, unfortunately i guess i didn't take the time to get to know that girl before i made a lot of choices that i wasn't prepared to make. if you think you've found that one that you really love... make sure they love you back. SO I WENT INTO MY PAST LIKE 6 YRS BACK WHEN I HAD N ONLINE JOURNAL...AND THIS WAS IN THERE...AND IDK IT KINDA AMUSES ME...ITS TRU. BUT YEA THATS IT...JUST READ IT...IT DOES MAKE SENSE IF U THINK ABOUT IT!!

The Only Way I Know
The only way i know Even though this is the "Modern age" I still belive in the old ways Live by the sword dies by the sword. A true warriors weapon, it can cause death or protect the ones u care about. Guns to me are nothing but pussy ways to go in fighting. There no honor. At least with a sword u see ur enemy in the eyes, stare down, see ur enemys skill compare and see who is the strongest thats the only way to do in my point of view. If I could i put a sword on my back and just travel around the country. Fighting for my own brand of justice. I know im hella old school lol.

Sometimes I Feel
Sometimes I feel by Raso Sometimes I feel that life goes by fast, other times I just feel like I just have gas. Sometimes I feel as if I'm a loner, other times I feel that I just have a boner. Sometimes I feel as if I'm on top of the world, other times I feel like a dried up old turd. Sometimes I feel as if i just can't go on, other times i feel like a used tampon. Sometimes I feel that I'll never find love, other times I feel like having sex with a glove. Sometimes I feel like a famous rockstar, other times i feel like wearing a bra. Sometimes I feel like a river that flows, other times I feel like picking my nose. Sometimes I regret moments from my past, other times I feel like I just have gas.......

Contest Grrr
ok im hopeing i have this right... this is her link rate,fan,add to comment the shit out of me lol ooh i was told if i dont win... well forget wat i was told lol *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar ok i hope this all works but i think this is it and NO cheating...of course we have no cheaters as my friends lol thanks.... tongue....

I Dont Know Anymore...
Well here I go again...wondering what the fuck is wrong with me and men. I dont understand them at all and I get this feeling of uncertantity. Before you say "oh be more confident" I really dont think its that, i tend to come on too strong or try to hard (definite turn off I know) I guess I'm too passionate about finding "mr.right now" I dont even know if that guy exists for me. I wouldn't go lesbian I've dreamed of having a family (yes I know that can happen with another woman but I love men too much to give that dream up)...I guess I'm "too young" to know anything. It just gets so hard and confusing sometimes. I'm lonely.

The Month Of Sha’baan
The month of Sha’baan Sha’baan is the name of the (eighth) month, and it is so called because in this month the Arabs used to disperse (tasha’’aba) in search of water, or it was said that they dispersed to carry out raids and forays. Or it was said that it is so called because it sha’aba (branches out or emerges) i.e., it appears between the months of Rajab and Ramadaan. The plural forms of the word Sha’baan are Sha’baanaat and Sha’aabeen. Fasting in Sha’baan ‘Aa’ishah (may Allaah be pleased with her) said: “The Messenger (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) used to fast until we thought he would never break his fast, and not fast until we thought he would never fast. I never saw the Messenger of Allaah fasting for an entire month except in Ramadaan, and I never saw him fast more than he did in Sha’baan.” (Narrated by al-Bukhaari, no. 1833; Muslim, no. 1956). According to a report narrated by Muslim (no. 1957), “He used to fast all of Sha’baan, he used to fast all but

Vote For Me On Freakdaddys
Well if you have some free time and feel like voting for me... http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/ I'm the 4th row down, all the way over to the left.. Aimeelynn's Party Thanks! XOXO, Aimeelynn P.S. You can vote 1 time every 24 hours :)

Mothers Milk
Biology Test Students in biology were taking their final exam. The last question was, "Name seven advantages of Mother's Milk," worth 70 points or none at all. One student was hard put to think of seven advantages. He wrote; 1. It is the perfect formula for the child. 2. It provides immunity against several diseases. 3. It is always at the right temperature. 4. It is inexpensive. 5. It bonds the child to the mother, & vice versa. 6. It is always available as needed. And then the student was stuck. Finally, just before the bell >>>>indicating the end of the test rang, he wrote; 7. It comes in really awesome containers. I'm told he got an "A"

Hello To All
hello all im new here 29 female here to meet new friends and have fun lol but i just wanted all ma friends to know about my open chat room if they wanta join and chat with me and invite friends its open to all heres the link http://www.buzzen.net/chatui.aspx?rm=%25%23!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FLIRTATIOUS%7eMINDS hope to see all ma new friends there chatting in adult fun ~winks~! its a new room and we chat about everything adults like to chat about .. lol ~tease!~ any ways nice to meet yall

Why Do Women Like Guys With Nice @sses???
I'M TOLD PRETTY FREQUENT THAT I HAVE A NICE BIG ASS. I REALLY DON'T GET WHY WOMEN LIKE A GUYS ASS. THERE REALLY ISN'T MUCH A WOMAN CAN DO WITH A GUYS ASS BUT MABYE SQUEEZE IT. THIS TRULY PUZZLES ME AND I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF ANYONE CAN EXPLAIN THIS TO ME SO THAT I CAN UNDERSTAND THIS BETTER, THX.

If Ya Wanna To Help Me To Level Up!!!
If you wants to rating pics or stashes!!! You have to put ur names on comments so i will know who u wants to put say I will or I do! on comments then I will give away 1 each big pimpin gift for over 1450 pics or 2355 stashes let me know ok 1) Diamond Earrings OR 2) Platinum Cherry Your pick it! OK Thank you Mike

Ok Contest
ok im hopeing i have this right... this is her link rate,fan,add to comment the shit out of me lol ooh i was told if i dont win... well forget wat i was told lol *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar ok i hope this all works but i think this is it and NO cheating...of course we have no cheaters as my friends lol thanks tongue

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a god send and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON,because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an e

The Old Days...
"Hey Dad," one of my kids asked the other day, "What was your favorite fast food when you were growing up?" "We didn't have fast food when I was growing up," I informed him. "All the food was slow." "C'mon, seriously. Where did you eat?" "It was a place called 'at home,'" I explained. "Grandma cooked every day and when Grandpa got home from work, we sat down together at the dining room table, and if I didn't like what she put on my plate I was allowed to sit there until I did like it." By this time, the kid was laughing so hard I was afraid he was going to suffer serious internal damage, so I didn't tell him the part about how I had to have permission to leave the table. But here are some other things I would have told him about my childhood if I figured his system could have handled it: Some parents NEVER owned their own house, wore Levis, set foot on a golf course, traveled out of the country or had a credit card. In their later years they had

For Anyone Who Cares!
I served the restraining order today on the asshole that was in my house, so wish me luck and pray for me that I will have the strength to continue to follow through and go to court and never be stupid enough to ever let him stay here again, it's time for me to break the cycle and move on with my life and hope for a better tomorrow! Thanks to all of my friends who will support me on this, luv ya! *Smile*

~promoting The Gangsta Culture And Cockroaches~
AMEN TO THIS!!! IT'S ABOUT TIME!!! WAY TO GO BILL !! "They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What he drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. And then I heard the father talk. Everybody knows it's important to speak English except t hese knu ckleheads. You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleheads walking around. The lower economic people are not holding up their end in this deal. These people are not parenting. They are buying things for kids. $500 sneakers for what ? ? And they won't spend $20

Things
I'm sure everyone at some point has had alot on their mind and its easier for me as with some to write it all down. Iam not one to sit and tell people how I feel. Iam one that can write down all my feelings and it usually makes me feel better. This time around I can honestly say I have nothing negative to say. I have been so happy latley its almost to good to be true. Things may not be going the best right now but I can say I don't have to worry about a guy hurting me anymore. I have left my husbond and Iam moving on with my life. A person can only take so much before they break. I have found a great guy that I click with and seem to get along great. My kids like him alot along with my family which means the most to me. As for myself and how I feel I can't explain how I feel. I have never felt this way about anyone and I have never been with a guy that actually makes me happy and is happy to be with me. So with that being said I have choosen to take things slow so I don't get hurt. Iam

Cam Girl Profile: Nyluh
Chances are, you've seen our latest girl from FOUNDRY CAMS a number of times in your travels across the big bad world wide web. Nyluh has one of the most recognizable faces and smiles of any cam girl ever to shake her ass on webcam. You've probably seen Nyluh in in this finger-licking good clip, or maybe you watched her stripping out of her robe down to her bra and panties. The point is, you know her face. You know her magnificent hiney. Now you're going to know what's bubbling up in that head of hers, because we sent her a whole mess of stupid, and she came back with a whole mess of... well, you'll see.... DEMONCOW: What gives you goosebumps? Nyluh: When I get to witness someone I love or admire achieving a long sought after goal (this would work better with an example, you know. We assume she's not talking about the time Uncle Ned finally was able to hold down forty-seven bratwursts at one sitting) DEMONCOW: Name a hidden talent not many people know about Nyluh: I have

Amelias Father
Just an update for people I talk to on here, according to the news reports, Saturday night, August 18th my daughter Amelia's father killed himself, by throwing himself in front of a train in Clarence, Iowa. He was 33, Amelia never really knew him, he had been gone since she was 5 months old, he never called or visited her either, now she never will know him, They are doing an investigation into his death believing it was suicide, Craig was troubled, shortly after him and I split up he was diagnosed with the same terminal illness he watched his mother die from when he was younger, when he found out he pretty much cut off all ties to Amelia. Three Days GraceNever Too LateMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Took My Chance
Well, tonight I took my chance on one of life's toughest journey's. I have known this person for over 5 years. We have dated, in the past. Well, being part made me realize or I hoped made me realize. Just hope much she meant to me. So I decided about a week ago to start writing a letter. It went from the time we met, until today. It covered my feelings, and how I felt. I talked about my emotions and how emotionial I feel today. I talked about alot of things. The good, bad and ugly we went through. So, tonight all 15 to 20 pages of notes and letter. I got in my car and went to take it to her. She was not home so I left the letter with her roommates. And not long ago I got a phone call. Well I have to pick myself up again look people in the eye's. Because as my tears run down my face, I still have to do my best. I can't let this stop me. I know that as much as I screwed up and had the best thing besides my daughter in my life, I must move on. I don't want to but it re

Aes!!!!!!
For those of you who know me, I did my AES this past July. AES is a test that gets me accredited in a distinguished floral community that can open many doors for me. As of now I don't know my results, rumor has it that the results are slowly making there way to people. There is at least one person who took the test with me who received her results. She hasn't read it yet, it just tells me that any day know I will be getting the results. Stay tuned for the outcome.......

Nsfw Pics
well, my recently former g/f wanted me to take down my cock pics.....she felt it was disrespectful. i said i would take them down if she would quit talking to her ex-b/f who is playing head games with her.....she said that was different. i guess i wasn't that important to her either. shes got a new place to live so she doesn't need me any more, thats my observation anyway. ultimatums never work but compromise does. so as far as i am concerned, i am now single. so ladies, bring it on !!!!!

Tagggggged
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1. Sleep with music 2. Sometimes I sleep with the lights on 3. I pick at my teeth 4. I love to dance 5. I love to swim 6. I'm in school 7. I'm on the puter less and less every day 8. I'm turning into a work acholic 9. Ilove cats 10. i like life

Empty
I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I just feel sad inside. I try to get close, yet you pulled away. Forget it I said, move on, life's not that long I wont hold on. Loves a senseless waste, my weakest human trait. Play the game.I haven't got time to waste. Such a shame , I wasted your time. Father No pride shown. No time. All I have are the echoing screams, and scars. You left me empty, sad, alone, angry, abandoned. Forget , I wish i could.

Please Please Please!!
Ok..Now I am out of comments for the day...I am sooo begging for everyone to help me out here..Please!!..:( Click the pic and comment..even if you can only spare one..I would appreciate it greatly and will always give love back..:) OOO..and don't forget to share this pic too...:)

This Crazy Life Of Mine
Hmm.. haven't updated in awhile. Where to start? Yesterday (the 19th) was mine and Lesa's one year anniversary.. not sure how she's put up with me that. long, but she has. We didn't do much to celebrate it. She had to work, and we've had a lot going on such as: I'm also a grandpa of two now. Both of them before I was married for a year. My stepson's son, Jaedyn Lee, came 08/04/07. My stepdaughter had her son, Steven Thomas, on 08/17/07. So I am now a 30 year old grandpa of two. Pretty crazy actually. I don't even have kids of my own, so I've had no practice. So let's hope I don't fuck up too bad. But I love it cause when they get older, I can get them all riled up, and send them home to their parents! oh yeah! I also have a week left before school starts. I decided to take three classes this semester. The math class I need that actuall transfers over to A&M. I found out the class I was taking last semester doesn't transfer, so I didn't need it. The only good

Untitled
Blue skies, Green Trees. Wish it was really that simple. Life, Death, Mourn, Rejoice, Love, Hate, Laugh, Cry Silly, Crazy, Young, Old, Stop, Go, Love, Hate Celestial fires, Waning moons. Wish it was really that simple. Love, Hate, Cleanse, Dirty, Purify, Again, Color, Sign, Breath Wanting, Needing, Having, Letting Go, Keeping, Giving, Loving, Hating, Wishing it was all that simple.

I Dont Need Him
How can you hate someone and still want to make them the center of your world? Even if I never see him again I just cant help but to hate what he has become. I havent talked to him in years but still I want him the same as before. I want to show him I dont need him to live my life. That he was wrong about me. About everything. Hes the one who needs me. I dont need him. Now he can kiss my ass and go to hell. There was a time when he was all I thought I would ever need in my life. The he proved me wrong. I found the truth. I dont need him.

All About Me Me Me
♥ About Me ♥ Full Name: Heather (sorry y'all don't get the rest) Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: Brunette Height: 5'7" Shoe Size: 9 Ring Size: 5.5 Heritage: European Mutt Graduating Year: 1984 HS 1995 College Zodiac Sign: Libra ♥ Firsts ♥ Concert: Peaches and Herb LMAO Best Friend: Debbie Crush: Mark Weisman Pet: Turtle Sport: Ballet ♥ Have You Ever ♥ Sky Dived: FAT CHANCE Bungee Jumped: Yes Gone out of Country: Yes multiple times - lived outside of US Beaten Someone Up: No Gotten Beat Up: LMAO they tried Killed an Animal: Insects Swam in the Ocean: Yes Broke the Law: mmmhmmm shop lifted as kid Smoked: yes - used to smoke cloves Chewed Tobacco: eek no Drank: Hell ya Been Kissed: A lady doesn't tell... SNORT Been In Love: Yes Dumped Someone: Yes Been Dumped: Yes Broken Someone's heart: Not on purpose but it happens Had Your Heart Broken: Yes... most rece

Those Who Walk Away From You
The People That Walk Away From You When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Don't try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. Hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that "they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us." [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can''t make them stay. Let them go. It doesn't mean that they are a bad person. It just means that their part in the story is over. You've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it''s dead. You've got to know when it's over. You have the gift of good-bye. It's the

Something To Really Think About..
This is a little story sent to me by someone special: After I read this, to tell you the truth I had tears starting to form in my eyes as well, we all need to stop and think about where we are going and what we are doing, we need to start loving like its our last day on this earth.....because it may be. > > > > > > I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little > > > boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough > > > money to buy this doll." > > > > > > Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, > > > are you sure I don't have enough money?'' > > > > > > The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money > > > to buy this doll, my dear.'' > > > > > > Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to > > > look around. She left quickly. > > > > > > The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. > > > > > > Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wi

Kiss Or Sexx Game
So lets play the kiss or sex game. =] The rules are simple... if you want to kiss the person who posts this, send them a private message saying "Yep, I'd kiss you." or "Yes I'd sex you" SCARED? YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! And see who replies. There is at least one person on your friends or family list that wants to kiss you so... or sex you.... Repost this as:Kiss or Sex

11
1. Would you bang your neighbor? with a hammer old man perv not even bringing in the eyecandy i have 2. What describes your relationship status? good question where do i start 3. Where are you? living room 4. What's the last movie you've seen in the theatre? harry potter dont waste your time its the same as the last 4 5. Do you live with your parents? no way kill me first i would rather live in a box 6. What is your middle name? teresa 7. Who have you talked to most today? austin yelling 8. Do you carve pumpkins every year? yes, halloween is my fav. time of year. 9. Color of your underwear? a black and pink g string thats crammed up my ass 10. Color of your shirt? pink and black hey it matches my panties awww 11. How many years have you taken a language? i speak everything but none of it makes sense 12. Who's on speed dial 2? 5? 7? work work work 14. Do you wish on 11:11? yes i do!!!!!!!!!!! thats my number if u see it lmao who the hell

Never Want You Back (rough Draft)
Here I am alone again Wondering what could have been The tears the pain the cry’s the trust To think it was all a part of lust I trusted you with all I had You spit on me and that’s too bad A good thing to rot away And you had nothing to say A cheat a lie A final goodbye A heartbreak a kiss No longer in a wonderful bliss Goodbye to tears Goodbye to fears I’m done running from the world, from who I am Tired of being shut and hidden Tears of blood haunt me as I sleep Memories of you as I weep… Wilting away with everyday I feel the sharp pain cut thro me When you look at me what do you see A scared little girl holding the world by the hand No nothing goes as planned A girl on the floor holding her knees hoping for a better day A girl on the floor screaming at you please just go away Im tired of this, im tired of you Head spinning in a world of confusion Im done with this illusion Let me be please leave me on the floor Im done w

Microwave Barbecued Chicken
4 leg quarters 1 lg. onion 1/2 c. cooking oil Barbecue sauce Salt Pepper Remove skin and fat from chicken legs. Pour cooking oil into a microwave dish. Wet chicken in oil while placing them in dish. Sprinkle salt and pepper to taste on top. Pour a thin coating of barbecue sauce over the chicken. Slice the onion and scatter over the whole dish. Cover the dish with plastic wrap and place in the microwave oven. We set the microwave on high and cook as follows: Cook 3 minutes and turn 180 degrees; cook 3 minutes and turn 90 degrees; cook 3 minutes and turn 180 degrees and cook 3 minutes. Remove from oven and turn meat upside down and pour on another thin coating of sauce. Place in oven again. Cook 2 1/2 minutes and turn 180 degrees; cook 2 1/2 minutes and turn 90 degrees; cook 2 1/2 minutes and turn 180 degrees and cook 2 1/2 minutes. Remove from oven and allow to stop cooking and it is ready to eat.

Sweet 'n Smoky Oven Barbecued Chicken
1 (3 to 3 1/2 lb.) fryer, cut up 1/2 c. water 1 lg. onion, sliced 1/2 c. catsup 2 tbsp. prepared mustard 1/2 c. Mazola oil 1/4 c. vinegar 1/2 c. maple syrup 1 tsp. hickory smoked salt 1/2 tsp. pepper Combine the catsup, mustard, oil, vinegar, maple syrup. Stir. Pour over chicken as directed below. Wash and clean chicken and pat dry. Cut into serving pieces. Place pieces fat side up in small roaster or baking pan. Pour 1/2 cup water in bottom pan. Peel and slice 1 large onion and tuck around chicken pieces. Sprinkle with hickory smoked salt and pepper. Place in 375 degree oven uncovered. Bake 30 minutes. Remove from oven and pour barbecue sauce over top. Return to oven and bake 30 minutes longer, basting 2 or 3 times.

Enough Is Enough!
I can't believe that because I left this screename on here and made another account for fun that some of my friends from this account are mad. I made another account for fun and because I did miss Cherry Tap( at the time I left it was still Cherry Tap). I didn't tell anyone because I wanted to have it for fun and didn't really think I would keep it. The longer I was on it I made more and more new friends and slowly some of my friends from this name found me and added me. The majority of them had no problem with why I did what I did. But a few are still upset and feel like they were betrayed for some reason. I have apologized over and over again even though I don't think I did anything wrong and I still get grief for it. I feel like I have been a great friend and a good person, I don't add people for points, if I did that I wouldn't have left this account for so long and not tried to level up. I bomb people when they need me to. I don't get involved with drama and yet I still get ridicu

Wont Be On Much Anymore For A While
This week Wensday or Thursday I'll be transfering to a different building an wont be able to get online due to the fact I'm a supervisor to other staff, getting a higher raise. Im happy that I'm getting put in a higher level of the the Bussness, its been almost 6 months since i have been with the company an I'm really excited. The boyfriend issuse is still the same. An thats about it for now I guess... ~Shorty~

A Little Bit Of Glossed Over American History
One of the favorite slogans of politicians today is to Invoke our 'Founding Fathers' into today's political environment. Kinda like the 'What Would Jesus Do' arguments. Well, Myth has once again overtaken reality. The Truth is that by the Mid 1790's 1/2 the country wanted to Lynch the other 1/2 - and Visa Versa - Kinda Like Today. Or Rather JUST LIKE TODAY - Ya, That's my point here. The following relates to a little bit of American History that most people NEVER heard about: The Alien and Sedition Acts of 1798 which OUTLAWED CRITICISM OF THE GOVERNMENT as a means of enhancing NATIONAL SECURITY. Sound Familiar? Wouldn't George Bush and Chaney LOVE to have this kind of Power? The Alien and Sedition Acts were four laws passed by the Federalists in the United States Congress in 1798 during the administration of President John Adams, which was waging an undeclared naval war with France, later known as the Quasi-War. Proponents claimed they were designed to protect the United States f

The Peope Who Walk Away From You
The People That Walk Away From You When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Don't try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. Hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that "they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us." [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can''t make them stay. Let them go. It doesn't mean that they are a bad person. It just means that their part in the story is over. You've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it''s dead. You've got to know when it's over. You have the gift of good-bye. It's the

He Is Different!
He makes me smile even when miles apart. He makes me feel like the only thing on this earth when we talk. He is kind, and sweet, and sincere, and wonderful. He puts all the rest to shame with his kindness. He makes me think of only good. No worries about when the other shoe will drop. No thoughts of when this will go wrong Just the contentment, of us keeps us going. He does not need anyone else Neither do I, I just need his voice once a day. His love I will wait for. As he will wait for mine. I did not think feelings like this could happen for me. I did not think there was anyone out there that thought about me like he does. I want to hold him, and kiss him. And I want to fall so hard head over heals this time. I want to be dizzy with love I want to be lovedrunk, I want him the same way. He'll dance with me, he'll hold me tight i'm sure. He'll be what I need, and I will try to be what he needs day in and day out.

Learn To Read!!
This just goes to prove people don't read profiles. Read from bottom up. He sent me an add request, I rejected it. He sent me a rose & then asked how I was & if I got his friend's request. Freaking pathetic. jason11217...: well its nice to see ur happy married jason11217...: sorry jason11217...: i'm sorry, i'm kinda busy tonight so no, i didnt actually get to read ur profile yet ->jason11217...: wow do you just go & add people without even taking the time to read their profile? jason11217...: got a man? ->jason11217...: 26 jason11217...: how old are you?

Why... (rough Draft.. )
Kisses so soft I know it’s a dream Memories of you I play Like a movie I see us together again Why must I go ….thro this pain WHY. must I feel this way about YOU WHY do I cry the way I do Tears they keep falln blood on the floor I just cant take the pain anymore A life once I loved I’m ready to leave All alone I sit desperately Reaching for you I know that your gone I’ll be joining you with the coming of the dawn WHY must I feel this way about YOU Why do I cry the way I do Tears they keep falln… blood o the floor I just cant take the pain anymore You left me alone I walk by myself Black shadows haunting my path Blood on my hands Face on the floor I wont have to take this pain anymore A soul once trapted but free it will be Soaring forever look what you did to me Missed by no one taken by one I am the holder of the gun Future never to be in my path I am now free taken from here I will no longer shed any tears… Why must I feel this way abou

Rammstein- Du Hast Mich: The True Meaning
After many long conversations with various people it has come to my attention that nearly everyone has no clue what Rammstein is saying (lol). Mostly the misconception of what the phrase Du Hast Mich means. Many, if not all, have come to believe (for some reason unknown to me) that it means You Hate Me, which for the MOST part is true. However it is NOT entirely true. Yes Du means you. Yes Mich means me. But Hast DOES NOT mean Hate.Hast in fact means Have. I can understand how this mistake has come about. A simple spelling error. If the song were to be called You Hate Me then the tittle would read Du HASS Mich and not Du HAST Mich. just one wrong letter has changed the true meaning for many.But now you finally know the true meaning of Do Hast Mich You Have Me. However Hast CAN mean hate if used in the correct sentence structure which is not the case in this song. Time for a quick recap: Du = You Mich = Me Hast = Have Hass = Hate to make the difference of You Hate Me

Just A Few Questions
JUST A FEW QUESTION… ANSWER THESE PRIVATE MESSAGE.... (NO ONE WILL SEE THESE ANSWERS BUT ME) 1.Would you have sex with me? 2.What positions would u want to be in? 3.Would u suck/lick me? 4.Would u fuck me hard? 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? 6.Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? 7.Would u do me in the shower? 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? 9.Would u have 3-some with me? 10.What about me makes u want to have sex with me? 11.Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12.Where would you do me? 13.Would u do me in front of people? 14.Would u do me again and again? 15.Would u do me in the rain? 16.Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? 17.Would u have phone sex with me?

Spokenword(video Blog) : Injustice By Marq
Injustice Impenetrable, impregnable, An armor-clad rebel. At war with injustice, For these scales are not level. Governmental minions, collapse in ranks, Left disheveled. By a lone Norse soldier, Welding truth as my weapon. For, Michael Jackson is a pedophile, Guilty indicts this neo pagan. An O.J. is a killer; The juice went bad, he’s not worth saving Their innocents was bought, leaving victims distraught, all left in Shambles from atrocity, the hypocrisy, of this system But, I wonder… why Scott Peterson couldn’t escape you Oh, I that’s right he didn’t have enough money To fill his lawyers tummies & pack their pots full of honey An some of you watched this & chuckle at the dummies Just a comic strip, being played out like Sunday funnies But me, I fume, boil & grow numb see To watch the rabid rabbits rip up the remorseful bunnies They are real people, constantly watched on a monthly Basis to deface us in the eyes of our community So we must cleave through th

Spokenword(video Blog): Epiphany By Marq
Epiphany Its time for a rhyme, To divide your mind. Into half, streamlined, The left from right. Diagnose your affliction, & Mental Condition. Dissect your third eye, To free your soul, I Restore its sight, An bring to light, The 4th dimension, Of advanced insight. Merge sacred geometry, With Astrology, To numerology, For a sound ideology Without scare tactics Or hypocritical habits Free of beast of burdens & the stigma of murder I am saved, I am reborn To the goddess mother And a god with horns By divine duality Beautifully adorned To a earthly reality I so adore Been Blessed with might Through ancient rites Bestowed sacred wisdoms An infinite vision Of life on this planet I live an understand it I am rooted like a tree Nature surges through me I feel her energy she is alive Despite our tries to make her die We are but a virus on this land A surface Nueces that is man Consuming every natural resource Then what? War & pillage of course But plagues &

Hi
you have 53 unread messages I AM IN A CONTEST I WILL READ THEM AS SOON AS I CAN SORRY I LOVE YOU GUYS TO HI MOM JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW MY MOM IS THE BOME,DEE YOU THE BEST TO I REAL FRIEND WHO CARES BUT I NEED TO GET THERE LINKS TO PIMP THEM OUT LOVE YOU GUYS

Kiss Or Sex Game
So lets play the kiss or sex game. =] The rules are simple... if you want to kiss the person who posts this, send them a private message saying "Yep, I'd kiss you." or "Yes I'd sex you" SCARED? YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! And see who replies. There is at least one person on your friends or family list that wants to kiss you so... or sex you.... Repost this as:Kiss or Sex .

Chief Seattle's Letter To All The People - The Myth
Chief Seattle, Chief of the Suquamish Indians allegedly wrote to the American Government in the 1800's - In this letter he gave the most profound understanding of God in all Things. Here is his letter, which should be instilled in the hearts and minds of every parent and child in all the Nations of the World: CHIEF SEATTLE'S LETTER "The President in Washington sends word that he wishes to buy our land. But how can you buy or sell the sky? the land? The idea is strange to us. If we do not own the freshness of the air and the sparkle of the water, how can you buy them? Every part of the earth is sacred to my people. Every shining pine needle, every sandy shore, every mist in the dark woods, every meadow, every humming insect. All are holy in the memory and experience of my people. We know the sap which courses through the trees as we know the blood that courses through our veins. We are part of the earth and it is part of us. The perfumed flowers are our sisters. The bear, th

My Heart Is Broken......and I Have So Much Rage.
Well did I say love sucks?? I hate love. It can be suck a temporary heartless, ending thing. IT DOES.....BIGTIME. ALREAYD the man I broke up with is persuing another girl.(her name her is sweetlyps4u) (hugh larson "demonstar".) And I feel like I was fucking nothing. I haqte you hal. I hate how much of a heartless fucking asshole jerk and prick you are. I hate that you only seem to feel with you DICK and not with you HEART. And I know that girl you want is just apiece of ass. Yeah shes got a nice pussy to look at. I say all her NSFW pics. I pet you jack off whenever you look at the fucking picture, dont ya?? Well HAVE FUN JERK! YOU HURT HURT ME BEYOND REPAIR AND I HOPE U ARE FUCKING HAPPY. HAL....YOU FUCKING SUCK!!!!! It hurts like hell. Hopefully I will survive. I feel like, I was nothing to hugh. LIke I was just a piece of fucking ass to pass the time. WELL YOU KNOW WHAT HUGH????? I have someone that wants to come back into my life too. He has feelings for me. He loves me, and I lo

Writing Some Stuff
I HAVE BEEN BOUND IN THE DEPTHS OF HELL AROSE FROM THE ASHES I SAW BOTH FRIEND AND FOE- REACHING OUT TRYING TO GRAB HOLD NO DEMON CAN HOLD ME! AS I ASCENDED IN THE DISTANCE I COULD HEAR CRYS OF JOY AM I NEARER TO MY PEACE NOW? FOR I HAVE BEEN IN THE DEPTHS OF HELL AND RETURNED! BY:ME

Should It Be Legalized?
Yes it should, but the laws of DUI would apply just as harsh. If the government legalized it, They would tax it. And make a fortune. The same way they sell cigarettes and booze. If it was legal more people would do it. Because drug tests would not consider it. Now folks I know what your saying...Just Another Stoned Pothead. Well maybe your right. But let me ask you this, Which kind of an employee would you like to have? Employee "A" A man who is on his anniversary and is enjoying an Oceanfront balcony room on the tenth floor and helps relax the mood with an anniversary joint. Subject A comes to work three weeks later still thinking of the night and is handed a cup, When he walks in the door. He's cool thinking it was one time three weeks ago. And he tests possitive. This guy has made a shitload of money for you and turned your company around. OR Employee B. The guy that goes home every night with a Sparkletts jug of booze EVERY NIGHT including Sunday. And always has so

As You Know
as you notice and if you havent i havnt been on fubar as much as i use to my ex husband got killed on the 17 and i have been dealing withmy daughter,the police suspect my son and i have been dealing with that i have not for got my true friends i want to thank you for rating my pictures and im hoping to rate all of you soon love you all susan

Heres Some Random Stuff About Me
Someone sent this to me and I hate forwarding stuff...I'd love to get this back from some of you on what your answers would be..but if you dont' want to..no biggie. Here's the answers for me if you are interested in knowing more about me :) that goes around about things you have done. I"d love to get some of you filling it out and sending it to me..but you don't have to. Here are some facts about me. Four jobs I have had: 1. Taxidermist 2. Librarian 3. Custom Picture Framer 4. Canon Copier salesman Four movies I would watch over and over: 1. Snatch 2. Lock stock and 2 smokin barrells 3. Swordfish 4. XMen Four places I have lived 1. Alpharetta, GA 2. Detroit, Michigan. 3. REading, PA 4. Baltimore, MD Four shows I like to watch: 1. Big Love 2. The late late show with craig ferguson3. The girls next door 4. Dateline Four places I have been on vacation: 1. Jamiaca 2. Cancun, Mexico 3. Las Vegas, NV 4. Savannah, GA Four of my favorite foods are:

Naughty Survey - Thanks `angel`!
This is what I call.. The Naughty Survey. Simply fill it out and send it to the person who posted this bulletin. Have a naughty time! START 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little

Authentic Text Of Chief Seattle's Treaty Oration 1854
Source: "Four Wagons West," by Roberta Frye Watt, Binsford & Mort, Portland Ore., 1934. Originally published in the Seattle Sunday Star, Oct. 29 1887. The text was produced by one "Dr." Smith, an early settler in Seattle, who took notes as Seattle spoke in the Suquamish dialect of central Puget sound Salish (Lushootseed), and created this text in English from those notes. Smith insisted that his version "contained none of the grace and elegance of the original" The last two sentences of the text here given have been considered for many years to have been part of the original, but are now known to have been added by an early 20th C. historian and ethnographic writer, A. C. Ballard. There are many versions and excerpts from this text, including a wholly fraudulent version mentioning buffalo and the interconnectedness of all life which was written by a Hollywood screenwriter in the late 70's and which has gained wide currency. The bogus version has been quoted by individuals as pr

Waiting For The Kiss
"Waiting For The Kiss" I've never had the chance To kiss your beautiful lips To hold you tight all day To run my fingers through your hair Or talk to you till the sun comes up My mind says this won't be so But my heart knows different Someday I will do these wonderful things And never let you go No matter how long it takes No matter how many tears it makes I will see you Kiss you And hold you Until the end of time

Chief Seattle's Thoughts
There are two versions of the speech of Seattle, chief of the Suquamish. Below is one version. The other follows. "Man did not weave the web of life - he is merely a strand in it. Whatever he does to the web, he does to himself." Chief Seattle, 1854. It is said that this version was written by Ted Perry and he wrote the speech in the late 70's for a movie called "Home" which was produced in the US by the Southern Baptist Convention. He had no idea that anyone would consider his work anything other than fiction, and he has spent quite a bit of time in the past few years trying to set the record straight. From the The Irish Press of Friday June 4th, 1976 ...... In 1854, "The Great White Chief" in Washington made an offer for a large area of Indian land and promised a "reservation" for the Indian people. Chief Seattle's reply, published here in full, to mark World Environment Day tomorrow, has been described as one of the most beautiful and profound statements on the en

You're The One
You're The One" Is it possible That someone like you Could complete me? You're the only one I want The only one I think about The only one I truly love You've treated me wrong sometimes As I've done the same But everyone makes mistakes And your not one of mine Be with me for the rest of time I'll give you my heart And you give me your mind

Friends
There have been a lot of people since I came onto Fu Bar who claim they are my friends or say they want to be friends. Some will friend you and never come back to your page. Others friend you and then delete you. I thought I had made some friends or those who would be honest with me. But I found out that honesty goes as far as anyone can truly see you in cyberspace. I found out some of these people went off and blocked me and then got upset that I would remove things that no longer mattered to me since I was blocked. So to all those on my friends list who read this and wish to no longer be my friend I understand please just quietly delete me from your friends list and stop fanning me. Those who wish to remain my friend just drop me a little note once in a while to tell me that we are still friends. I do try to return any love shown to me.

Path Of The Warrior
The path of the warrior, there is many to follow like there are many types of warriors. Some become warriors to protect the family, friends and country. Some become to gain riches, land and wealth. Some for self-esteem so maybe they can feel worth it in this world, or just to become the strongest. For me I take lonely path I fight to live in this world. I am alone I follow the path of the fist, the only truth I know. The fist doesn’t lie it represents you’re self, your heart, your emotions, your strength and your soul. My fist is full of sadness, pain, rage it seeks to go around the world to fight other warriors.

Without You
Without You" My tears are flowing for you As my mind wonders and heart beats My body is nothing without you And as the wetness of my cheek are beginning to dry And my thoughts weaken and try to forget I feel like nothing without you The beats within my chest were real, Something that no one will ever steal When there is nothing without you But as I try to forget you more and more My body grows weaker and begins to wear Mind floats, rises to react I know I'm nothing without you..

Here It Is I Think
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Wow
So Im normally working ten to twelve hours a day but since it has rained the last cpl days Ive had some time off............ and HOLY SHIT!!!!!! The number of people Ive seen on here, even friends, begging for attention, points, and even gifts! Its totally gone insane since I remember it better back in the spring. Do you beggars have such low self esteem that you need to resort to beg for CYBER gifts? hell I can even understand points to an extent, but gifts? Does it really make it a gift if you have to beg for it? Im not frustrated by it, just surprised. I will exclude those with the inside jokes among friends as not being beggars, but man, the rest of you need to deal with ur lack of attention issues and get on with life. OK Im done ranting now.

Barbwire Rose
I see you as a beautiful rose looking into ur eyes I see a blossom full of life Your skin soft as petals A tingle sensation goes through me when I touch Your aroma goes into my nose to my lungs filling them with pleasure Those lips colored deep red for passion When the petals fall there is nothing left except ur cold barbwire stem When you hold me the thorns piercing my skin It’s wrapping my body, chocking, digging my skin my blood flows out The thorns dig deeper in my skin scaring my soul My soul leaking going into my vanes and pouring into the floor of blood When you go I will heal in the outside but the inside I will still have the scars forever they stay Again and again I will have more scars Even though I will die I cant stop The heartless thorns are not the ones killing me It's your beauty that causes my pain my demise I cant stop thinking about your beauty I want to touch and hold even though I feel pain I cant let go. In ot

Contest ~ King Or Queen Of The Embarrassed Fu!
Come claim your Crown! "Your Most Embarrassing Photo" Contest! Enter to win! 1st prize ƒæ 1 Day Blast ƒæ Trophy (VIP Gifts) ƒæ Dozen Roses (Fubar Gifts) ƒæ Custom Graphic (with your name emblazoned for all the Fu World to see) Start Date and Time: Friday August 24th Noon (EST) End Date and Time: Sunday August 26th Noon (EST) Rules: Anything goes with these exceptions: 1. No down rating 2. No bad mouthing 3. No player hating! If you can not follow these or if you get caught doing them you will be removed from the contest. So gather your people, get your photo to me, get your royal keyboarding fingers in shape and let's have some Fun! Entry Deadline: Friday Aug 24th 10:00 AM (EST) Be Crowned the King or Queen of the Embarrassed Fu Contest Hostess: Lucretia ~ LuAngel1111 ~ Send Photo to: luangel1111@fubar.com

Your Life
The life you lived was long lasting now that it is time to say goodbye we will morn, sorrow, even cry. Most of all we will all miss you. Each time we cried out in time of need you were always there to our rescue in our best or our worst of times always right there by our sides Each day you never gave up on the fight some might call you a warrior other might say a soldier and other a trooper to me you a strong willed person that never wanted to give up on life's battle. When god's light shined down upon you that sunday you new it was you time to go to us it was unfair unjustice to take someone we cared and loved for so much away you knew you would see us again someday All the pain you endured and suffered now is gone at peace is your soul the call that no one wanted it came and the next second you were in heaven. Last i say take your last journey to heaven walk the streets of gold keep watch over all your children our hearts will be sorro

I Am Not Going To Rate If It Is Not Returned Any More
I a tired of the ones who think it is great while they are getting rated but then they dont return the favor and just go on so from now on if I start rating some one and they dont return the favor at least a couple of time to show thanks I going to stop then block.. So please it is not a lot to ask at least do a thank you rate of some kind

Watch This Idiot
Bee-Rett@ fubar This girl has been to mine and several of my friends pages and rated our pics and profiles a "1", so I thought that I would nicely explain to her that that is not the way to make friends on fubar, but she wont let anyone leave a comment for her, which leads me to believe that she knows exactly what she is doing,she hit 8 of my friends that I know of and 6 of my family members so I just thought I would pass this information on

My Daughter Rocks!!!!!!!!
I was helping my 7 year old with her homework tonight.. and her question was what do you want to be when you turn 25. She looked up at me with her big brown eyes and said " Mama what do you want to be when you turn 25...your not 25 yet your 23 right?" I just smiled and told her I love her so much! She is an angel in my eyes!!

I Feel
" I FEEL " I FEEL NO PAIN, AS I TRY TO FORGET. MEMORRIES OF THE PAST, I'LL ALWAY'S REGET. I FEEL NO REMORCE, FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT TRY. I'VE SHED THOSE TEAR'S, YOU WILL NOT CRY. I FEEL THAT SORROW, AS THEY LEAVE. HOLDING MY WORD'S, I TRY NOT TO BREATHE. I FEEL NO HAPPINESS, AS I WALK THIS LIFE. NO DREAM'S NO WISH, I WILL NOT FIGHT..... IF YOU TRY, I AM REAL. ARE YOU THE ONE, WHO'LL HELP ME FEEL? by:Paul A. 8-21-7

Ronja's New Lounge..come Visit!
On 8/20/2007, kissmytap@fubar.com wrote: I finally got a new lounge open my first one come check it out..... all the thanks goes to DJ LezKa and WildHorse for helping me out with it. Click on the link to take you there http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=9756 (repost of original by '~Ronja~ *Property of Birk*~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~' on '2007-08-20 09:39:23') (repost of original by 'Birk property of Ronja' on '2007-08-20 10:22:31') (repost of original by '~Ronja~ *Property of Birk*~*Owner of THE DARK KAVE*~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~' on '2007-08-20 12:06:16') (repost of original by '*FreakY~ReggiE*' on '2007-08-20 17:05:35')

Just Writing
I'm half the woman I used to......................... I think I should start a fire and let all the emotions catch a flame like thing's that were said makes you want to steal all this living is making me realize all I have is time so what am I going to do with the rhymes. The peace I've found today made me grit my teeth with the pain that was swallowed when can I be let back in, just want to start again...The start that has no end........I'll keep on singing till they let me out The one love that makes it easier on you is the hardest to keep remember that.....The one love you get you have to care for it......I feel I've been a disappointment sometimes I get bad tastes in my mouth from the lack of what my crazy and seemingly self destructive life I used to live if we drug it out into the light would it be the same would I be one or would I need to be carried off into a brighter notation of this love is a temple only if I could enter it all I've got is hurt and its hard

My Bedroom Or Yours
I'll tell you what my bedroom looks like if you will tell what yours looks like.... 1. What size bed? King size...big playgrounds work better. 2. What kind of headboard? Large black leather 3. What kind of bedding? red or black satin sheets, black silk duvet and pillow shams. 4. Number of pillows? four king size 5. Any candles? Lots and Lots of candles 6. Any extras? Blindfold and handcuffs 7. Any entertainment? 30 inch LCD TV mounted on the wall and flat four dics Cd player with over 400 Cd's to choose from. 8. What's on the wall? Paintings of partially clothed woman and above the bed three pictures with the oriental symbols of ninja, warrior and samuria. 9. What are the colors of the furniture and accessories? All black and red with neutral walls and carpet 10. Mood lighting? Yes lots of it.

Long Distance Love
FOR NICK....I LOVE YOU Long Distance Love by Panda When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for.

Ugly One
this ugly piece of shit is going around down rating every one she can rate....ill give family acsees to anyone who rates her a 1 and gives her some dirty weeds, plus ill rate at least 30 of your pics...of course i always rate 10s

Why
" WHY" WHY AM I HERE, I CAN NOT SAY. WISHING IT WOULD END, EACH AND EVERY DAY. WHY CAN'T THEY SEE, OR FEEL WHAT I FEEL? I TRY TO GO ON, YET THE PAIN IS STILL REAL. WHY CAN'T THEY BELIEVE, I'M TELLING THE TRUTH? FEEDING MY SORROW, IS WHAT THEY DO. WHY WON'T THEY TRY, IF I'M WIILLING TO BELIEVE? I DO NOT KNOW', WHY THEY LET ME BE. I ASK ONE QUESTION, AS I LOOK IN THEIR EYE'S. WATING FOR AN ANSWER NEVER GETTING A REPLY............." WHY " ? by:Paul A. 8-21-7

I Am Really Okay
It has been a while since I have written a blog. All of you seem to be concerned that I am not well or something is wrong. I assure you all, I am fine. Summer has almost come to an end. Wow, that was fast. It seems like it just started. Although I want this next month to go by fast so I can see Martin, I will still miss summer. Summer just seems to be an easier time of life. No school, no stress, no homework and pretty much no schedules. It is just easier. School starts Thursday and my house will once again be quiet. Sometimes it is a good thing and sometimes the sound of laughter is greatly missed. Peace! Cristi

The Devil And You
" THE DEVIL AND YOU " HAVE YOU EVER DACNED WITH THE DEVIL, IN THE PAIL MOON LIGHT? WATCH HIM PRANCING, WITH NO END IN SIGHT. HAVE YOU EVR SEEN HIS SORROW, AS HE HIDE'S HIS PAIN? WONDERING WHY, HE WENT INSAIN? HAVE YOU FELT HIS ANGER, AS HE KNOW'S NO SHAME? HE'LL LAUGH OUTLOUD, AS HE PLAY'S HIS GAME.. HAVE YOU LOOKED IN HIS EYE'S, AND SAW HIS DESIRE'S. JUST ONE TIME, LOOK PAST THE FIRE'S.. JUST TRY TO IMAGINE, THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HIM AND YOU. WHERE IS THE DIFFERENCE, WHAT IS THE TRUTH? by:Paul A. 8-21-7

R.i.p. My Baby Boy
WHEN YOU LOSE A PET IT IS THE SAME AS LOSING A FAMILY MEMBER.... WITH THE EXCEPTION OF... ANIMALS GIVE YOU UNCONDITIONAL LOVE..... MY CHOO CHOO WAS A ROWDY LITTLE SCHNAUZER THAT EVERYONE LOVED.... INCLUDING THE ANIMAL CONTROL OFFICER CINDY WHOM PICKED HIM UP AND PUT HIM IN DOGGY JAIL.....WHEN HE HAD GOTTEN OUT AND DECIDED TO CHECK THE NEIGHBORHOOD OUT....IM GUESSING NOT REALIZING HE WOULD GET LOSS AND NOT BE ABLE TO FIND HIS WAY HOME..... SHE CRIED WHEN HE BEGIN WHINNING AND HOWLING(HIS WAY OF TALKING) WHEN HE SAW ME........HE LOOKED SO SCARED SITTING IN THE CAGE....IT WAS SUCH A RELIEF TO KNOW HE WAS OKAY AND WAS COMING BACK HOME..... LITTLE DID I KNOW I WOULD END UP LOSING HIM ABOUT A MONTH OR SO LATER....... THIS TIME HE WOULDNT BE COMING BACK HOME...... BUT MERELY STAYING IN MY HEART AND MIND...... AFTER 3 DAYS OF SEEING HIM SUFFER I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE..... WHEN HE GOT TO WHERE HE HAD NO CONTROL OVER HIS LEGS AND COULDNT STAND UP...... BEGAN TO WHINE AND WHIMPER I KNEW IT WA

What The Hell??
No matter what I do, everything I say will be used against me. I can never just sit in peace of knowing I wont be accused of stabbing someone in the back or throwing someone under a bus. People dont mind running to people with the things that I tell them... but God forbid I say anything to anyone else about anything they said, im the fucking jerk. Im tired of this. Ive just come to the realization that nothing I do will ever be good enough, im always gonna be mistrusted and Im always going to be talked shit about behind my back... whatever. whatever...

I Feel Numb
cant stop crying. I hate crying, hate myself for being like this but fuck.. the shit that happened this morning is screwing up my head. I was driving to work and I saw a cat get hit by a car. I stopped and crossed the road to try and get to it but before I could cross the road some dumb cunt sped up and ran over the cat a second time on purpose! I got to the cat and the fucking thing was a mess ... and I sat on the side of the road for 10 minutes with this limp bloody mess in my arms, until the poor thing died. fucking hell I lost it ... I cried and cried and cried on the side of this busy road. wrapped it in a towel I had and drove home with it on my lap. just buried it in my back yard not long ago. as if that was not bad enough I was covered in blood, somehow managed to smeer a little bit of blood on the door handle. of course my old man saw that and it was enough of a reason for him to go mental. should of kept my mouth shut but I was a mess over that fucking cat. now

American Idol.
Since I know people really don't read my blogs, I know I can rant about stupid shit and know one will know or care. People vote on people who can sing or can't sing like it's really meaningful. They say that the winner of that show is our american idol. Really? Ok. I don't sing or rap. I go to work every day. I've never been a drug dealer. I was married before I had kids. I have never been to prison. I don't pretend to be a gangster. I take care of my kids. I vote. It doesn't matter. If I sung like Clay Aiken I could be cool. More people care about bad singing than our Pres. Single parents who manage to take care of their kids are Idols. Fake ass rappers who claim the were big time drug dealers aren't. If your so damn good at it go back to it. We have become lax in our hopes for better. We are now just happy to get cable and internet service so we can get music and porn. Don't worry be happy should be our motto. There are know more Malcoms,Kings, and Kennedys. Just W. Life sucks and th

Sissy Needs Our Help To Level Up
SISSY PROUD MEMBER OF SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIENDS CLUB'@ fubar She needs our help to level. Thanks everyone, and thanks a bunch for helping me to level. I appreciate you guys, and you know who you are. Tracy

Great Story :d
One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new

The Worth Of A Woman
THE WORTH OF A WOMAN… Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, ru

What The Flook?
Warrant arrests Sault Police received assistance from Michigan State Police in arresting two Pickford men over the weekend. Jack D. Flook, 18, of Pickford was arrested on an outstanding warrant for second degree retail fraud while a second individual, Donald J. Flook, 17, of Pickford was arrested for aiding and abetting second degree retail fraud. Both Flooks were booked into the Chippewa County Jail.

Officially Spanked
I have officially spanked by Fubar for posting NSFW. And what's funny is that I am the one that flagged it, because I hadn't labeled it NSFW when I had uploaded it. Oh, well! LOL "An entry in your stash has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This stash entry was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This stash removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again." (not said: "affectionately, Fubar!" lmao)

Sex Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon
I spent most of last night dragging this lake for the corpses of all my past mistakes sell me out - the joke's on you we are salt - you are the wound empty another bottle and let me tear you to pieces this is me wishing you into the worst situations I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go but you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat Your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears rather ones that just don't care cause I know that you're in between arms somewhere next to heartbeats where you shouldn't dare sleep Now I'll teach you a lesson for keeping secrets from me Take your taste back peel back your skin and try to forget how it feels inside you should try saying no once in a while oh once in a while And did you hear the news? I could dissect you and gut you on this stage not as eloquent as I may have imagined but it will get the job done (you're done) every line is plotted and designed to leave you standing on your be

My Very 1st Contest
Well I went and did it.. I entered my very first contest. It's for dimples :DIf anyone can spare a fewcomments and would be willing to help me out I'd REALLY appreciate it. Here's the link Thanks for any help :)

Bye
bye im leaving for good too many painful memories the ones who are my friends know who to reach me just e-mail me all of u know my e-mail address take care of your selves and each other and above all i wish the best for you all

Widdle Wabbits
Widdle Wabbits A precious little girl walks into a pet shop and asks, in the sweetest little lisp, between two missing teeth, "Excuthe me, mithter, do you keep widdle wabbits?" As the shopkeeper's heart melts, he gets down on his knees so that he's on her level and asks, "Do you want a widdle white wabbit, or a thoft and fuwwy bwack wabbit, or maybe one like that cute widdle bwown wabbit over there?" She looks around a little, rocks on her heels, puts her hands on her knees, finally leans forward and says in a tiny quiet voice, "I don't think my python weally gives a thit."

When The Sky Turns Black
When the Sky Turns Black (Graveworm Lyrics) Eyes of pain - eyes of death Death has come - life is gone Humanity in the sphere of death The world falls down... When the sky turns black When the sky turns black - black Desperate cry (in the) infinity of life The world destroyed by humanity itself Life ended as the world falls down The death is the door of life God forgot their mistakes of life The nature burned in time Heaven fell silently down The world went black when the war... Death is the way You find the life Your mind will die And you will cry Your god shouted down The punish of time The angel of death Will now come Seeing days like the time of eternal night The world burns now the end of life has come for me Insanity, infinity in this life of pain Flames of sorrow deepest hate destroyed the life Stand alone in the night Sorrow in your mind Tears in your eyes Destroy your inner faith Faces of death before your mind Insanity for all the time God

This Past Weekend
So I was out and about running wild for the weekend. Since I have no job and was looking for someone to support me...lol that is a joke. I can support myself. When I on saturday night I went to an after party. And who would be there other than the one man/boy I didn't want to see. The one who ruled my heart and soul for nearly two years. I wasn't such a strong person than and it turns out I am not as strong as I would like to believe cause I ended up reliving that old hurt. But it opened my eyes to see him as he truly is and not as i want him to be. Hes young about 21-22 and he dosen't understand the power he could have over me and I am thankful for that. But he still has power over me and that is what pisses me off. Do this don't do that...do this stand here wait here. Get over here....Submissives...lol just doing as were told by the strong party. I love him and hate him at the same time.

Caution Storks!!!
So I got up yesterday and decided I didn’t want to spend the day at home. So I grabbed my wallet, keys, my camera and a monster and headed out west. It was a quite surprising day at the beach. It was like frikken October out there, all rainy and stormy. I only managed to make it out of my truck for about 5 minutes but got a few pictures that I think some people will like. Oh yeah did I mention I almost got killed by this stork looking bird? The little bastard missed me by an inch and ended up hitting the antenna of my truck and bent it L storks suck! I mean WTF is a stork (or whatever the hell the long beaked freak was) doing in Oregon anyways? So yeah anyways the pics are from Ft. Stevens on the NW tip of the Oregon coast and will be in my pic folder in a few minutes…Enjoy! J.R P.S the rain followed me to the valley and now it’s raining here….in August! Can you believe that sh!t…Only in Oregon. P.P.S lol… I would also like to say thanks for all the love my new friends have gi

Untitled So Far...
The stars shone brightly, almost blindingly, as the cruiser cut through that sector of space silently and menacingly. This sector was off limits to most but only those that were either foolhardy or brave dared to navigate this part of space due to the fact it was a gauntlet of eddy's and planetary fragments. But in this case, the pilot was a seasoned veteran and could out fly most other pilots with his hands behind his back and with his eyes closed. This pilot came from a family of pilots and he was the 4th generation to become one. Growing up, his dad taught him how to fly like his father before him did. In the beginning he was able to grasp the basics extremely quickly to the surprise of his father and moved on to the more difficult teachings in a short period of time. This is what the boy enjoyed the most. He found the basics to be boring and somewhat dull but he muddled through them to get them over that much quicker. As he learned each advanced skill, he thought

The Race For The Chase
it is getting down to crunch time for dale jr. will he be able to pull a rabbit out of his hat and make the chase again or is dommed because of his future move will teresa order them to tamper with his cars to make him fail the rest of the year?

Broken Heart's Thoughts Of The Day
if we have the spirit of understanding everything and taking it in proper way, we will enjoy every minute of life, whether it is pleasurable or painful ........ Have a good day keep smiling and be positive ...... A FACE CAN SPEAK THOUSAND EMOTION BUT IT CAN EASILY MASK WHAT THE HEART TRULY FEELS , DONT BE FOOLED BY THE HAPPIEST FACE . IT MAY BE MASKING THE MOST HURTED HEART ............ "Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say." "How do you know you've found your best friend. When you are ready to talk to them about anything, even though they know everything about you already." "A friend will be there for you when things are good...but a TRUE friend will be there for you when things are good and also when things are very bad...and just when it feels like you will never smile again...she can put a smile on your face with just with a hug!" "A friend will strengthen you with her prayers, bless you with her lo

My Battles
ok i have to say it isnt all bad here while i recover I got some real awsome battles they are funny and fun... and we love to low crawl and play war together and do details together... my battles are to cool sleeping accross from my best battle i would do anything for she makes me laugh when i am down, oh hell thats my other one as well... there are those days that i am realy down and they are there... I am greatfull for them... and our many adventures and more we come up with when we get bord... yeah and movie nights as well.

Explanation Of Recent Mumm
Alright I got all the information I need so the MuMM can now be contaminated. The test was one of a sociological matter in which the theory my friend is working on is that people will react to something that indirectly refers to them, with out referring to them by name. The first sentence in the MuMM was, "so i'm sitting here watching people bash people and realize how uneducated some people are" and the majority of the comments were talking about how the bashers aren't uneducated, when I never called them uneducated but called some people. So therefore, it proves that people online will twist words and sentences just to create something in turns attacks them so they can attack you. The other place used was a set of random papers, handed to a test group of about 30 people. Each paper had something against people as a whole, and one touch subject; i.e. race, sex, sexual orientation, or creed. In person people are less aggressive then they are online, and the ones that were agg

About Hitler And Unfinished...
Adolph Hitler. The name is enough to make anyone shudder in fear at the mere mention of it. To the Nazi’s and the Germans he was a king, a martyr and to the Jews he was a tyrant and a pariah. He was everything right and wrong about Germany of the era and time he lived in. He did his best and utmost to reign in the country and make Germany respectable and respected. But often more times than not, even the best laid plans go awry and Hitler got carried away with his insane ideals and philosophies in the process. During the 1920’s and early 1930’s, Germany was trying its best to recover and restore balance after the role it played in World War I. Politically, Germany had no real government to speak of at the time. The radical left wing and right wing parties of the time were making pushes to gain control of Germany from the electorate.

The Army
First I would like to say that Neither myself or my husband owe anyone an explination for the choices we make. I will however lay this to rest now. My husband has always wanted to join the military. This was his lifes dream. I however could not accept this and persistantly prevented him from doing so. After ten years he has finally come up with the winning argument. We went for a long ride as thats how we "talk" out our issues. Yes i know its fucked up that we have to trap ourselves in a vehicle together to get things really worked out. Anyways on this ride he said to me that every day he wakes up there is a 50/50 chance that he will die. We never really know. He said that if he were to die tommorow it would have been without honor or pride. That he would have died having never fulfilled his dreams. That he felt as if he had wasted 10 years doing "other" things. He said that he didnt like the idea of something happening to him and leaving his family behind for nothing. My husband

Rules
ok if i do this which i told her i would there r a few rules like always.... i will copy paiste them duh u will see them here lol...well most cuz we know there r no cheaters amongst my friends right lol....i have no clue to add her pic on here but heres here rules annd link.... thanks all... and its for 10 days 67,000 comments is the min.yes alot huh guess i will be a copy paistin mother ummm ok but u getr wat i mean...dont hurt to try...grrrrr thanks again me..... Tongue...... ooh p.s its for a happy hr.... http://www.fubar.com/user/825510 RULES!!!!! You and anyone that will be helping you in the contest must rate me, fan me and be on my friends list to enter or comment in this contest. I will be checking everyone and the folder will be set for friends only to comment so anyone that you want to help you comment bomb you need to let them know they must rate, fan and add me to do this. Ple

To All My Friends...
you know, it's a true blessing to have all the friends i do on fubar... just because we don't always talk or chat... or just because i can't post a comment on your page all the time... or send gifts... or do some random act of kindness... doesn't mean that i don't appreciate every single one of you. Nor does it mean that i'm a kind of guy where i just don't give a shit about any of my friends... This blog is for you, the ones who in some kind of way, have touched my heart, or who have made me smile or vice-a-versa. I'll always be here if you need me, to talk to in times when your down. I'll give you an anchor to be supportive with. I'll do whatever in my powers to show you just how loved you truely are. Always and Forever, YOURS Truely, Derek

How Horny Are You?
You are 62% horny! though u get horny once in a while, u'r not really a horny person after all. it could be genetic. don't worry..i'm sure u'll find a horny-less partner.. P.S: try some pills..dude!!How horny are you?Make a Quiz

Want Some Dog Soup?
August 16, 2007 8:08 p.m. EST Nidhi Sharma - AHN News Writer New Delhi, India (AHN) - In an attempt to get rid of countless stray dogs lurking around roads, the city council in the Indian capital of New Delhi has proposed a new idea of shipping them to Korea, where dog meat is widely consumed in soup. The problem of stray dogs is so widespread that the council is also planning to drug the canines to make them sleep through out the day, so they do not hinder traffic movement. If this was not enough to make you wonder about the future of stray dogs, the officials also expressed their desire to send all the dogs to neighboring states, so that "Delhi can be saved." The Hindustan Times newspaper reported Thursday that it is not clear which of the ideas would be implemented in the city. The council chairman has also asked the veterinary department to look into the growing problem of stray dogs and come up with a better solution. Bosintang is a traditional South Korean soup tha

Nursing
I just signed up for a CNA course...it is 15 weeks long and starts in September and will certify me nationally. Not what I really want to be doing, but its a foot in the door while I wait to get in my RNA program. IM SO EXCITED!

Rules For Bedroom Golf
Rules For Bedroom Golf ******************** 1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play, normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out of the hole. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check the shaft for firmness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict the length of the club to avoid damage to the hole. 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play on the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will normally take time to admire the entire course with special at

Job Promotion
The roommate from hell got 2 birthday presents today. I was nice to him and had stuff for lunch. and he got the dispatchers job at AAA. He will be working 4 10hr days. That means less time having him away because he will have 3 days instead of the usual 2 off. But he will be away longer each day he works so that will help. And a small raise. But that will go away quickly when his bill collectors get to him. And I will have to help him survive until he can pay me back. AGAIN! But his Mom is so grateful that he is in my house instead of on the streets . And he would be too. He is such a lazy ass he might even screw that up. But his rent is better than trying to work 2 jobs, which I can not do now with my back injury. Win some lose some. Storms in area signing off.

Why Is It So Hard....
Why is it so hard for people to be nice anymore. This saddens me so much. Would people say the things they do if you were in front of them? Is it they feel safe behind a computer? The knife cuts just as hard that way. Had you been in front of me would you still have reacted that way. What would be the point? To prove you can be sneakier, knowing I wasn't coming back? You knew, but couldn't help it. You saw a chance to make a point whether it was right or not, you went for that throat and cut knowing I wasn't coming back. You say you stick up for your friends then claim I was one. Yet you stabbed me the same way, pulling words from times back, with bias behind them. You don't want to be held responsible for my leaving but you are. You want me to come back and relieve you of your guilt I won't do that. You and I know, don't I. The letters have been nice but weird thoughts roam my head, had you really cared why did I stand alone? They all come running after it is over, wanting and wishing

Almost There !!!!!
I'm almost to 20,000 comments. I have 12,100 comments now. Any extra help to get me there faster would be greatly appreciated please and thank you. Then I can stop buggin ya all for this contest lol. Have a sweet night !!!!! Click pic it'll take you to contest !

About The Lack Of Comments Coming Out......
Well,it was bound to happen,the Jobs at work have finally started to Explode open,and we are busy as hell...I'm working 12 hours a day,not including the 2 hours each way of travel.....I am truly soory that i may not make it to some of your Profiles to Leave the Love that i always do,But Be aware that all of you and I mean all of you are in my thoughts,each and everyday. Hopfully this is only going to be for a few days or so,I will be back!!!!! Lots Of Love To each and Everyone of you Hugzzzzz and Muahzzzzzz For All,Keep the party going for me,when i get back into the Full Swing Again! Thanks For Being Understanding For all That do! Your Friend ---- ~!~BobbyT645 ~!~