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Random Thoughts!!!!
I keep hearing how I should change my attitude towards life and people and things. I just have one question. What good can come from me changing my attitude when even if I changed it the world and people in it stay the same? They say " if life gives you lemonade"..... well we all know the other half. But; What if " if life gives you nothing"...then what???

The Goddess Speaks
No one came up with rules on how to enjoy social networking sites, like Fubar. But personally, one shouldn't enter this site in the hopes of finding their one true love. I didn't say it's wrong, we just shouldn't get our hopes up or expect that there's one member on here who is made especially just for you. Chill. Take it one day at a time. Enjoy making friends, levelling up, or hitlisting someone on FuMafia. If you pressure yourself on finding that special person, it could go downhill from there. There are lucky souls on here who had their happy ending. I can't say I am truly lucky, but I found a guy who COULD be the one and who makes me happy. Reality check: He is from North California and I am from Manila, Philippines. I can't say what the future holds for us both, but sometimes you just gotta take that crazy leap of faith, you know? Let's just say I like living on the edge and this person is worth spending time with. Wish me luck, please? I really didn't come here to find someo

Sarge's Bad Girls
Bad Girls. Can The Sarge Get A Salute Or 2 ? Let Me See What You Can Come Up With. As Always You Know They Can Be SFW Or NSFW Your Choice. . Sarge's Bad Girls Are Back And Badder Than Ever. You May Have Seen The Rest But Now You Can See The Best.

U HAVE LEFT US ON EARTH WONDER WHAT U DOING NOW IN HEAVEN AND WONDER WHAT U ARE THINKING NOW .U HAVE LEFT US ON EARTH NOT SAYING GOODBYE OR LOVE YOU ONE MORE TIME . NOW U ARE HEAVEN WITH UR LOVE ONE THAT U HAVE LEFT US ON EARTH. U HAVE LEFT US THINKING WHAT WE COULD DONE SAVE U FASTER AND KEEP U SAFET LOT BETTER . NOW U ARE IN HEAVEN WITH UR LOVE ONE WATCH US DOWN HERE ON EARTH AND GUIDEN US IN UR OWN WAY. U HAVE LEFT US HERE ON EARTH LOST AND MISS U EVERY DAY AND EVERY MIN OF OUR LIFE .

Random
Her love is like a swimming poolwinter comes and it's no use to you Her love is like a suicide Lose your faith and it takes your lifeHer love is like a Merry-Go-RoundSpins you in circles then it knocks you downHer love is like cheap alcoholMorning comes and you don't remember at allHer love is like a Cheshire CatAt first so friendly but at you it laughsHer love is like a passionate kissAt first so sweet then it takes your breathHer love is like the stars aboveYour guiding light always leaves you lostHer love is like Jesus ChristNo matter how much faithYou still die on the cross.---Nikki Sixx---- KarmaDo You remember me or have you forgotten? I've come back to surprise you,and haven't you on more then one occasion,But am I the one to blame? You've cursed and called me all the wrong names , but yet that's what you get.A lot of people have often gotten me confused with "Payback", but my true name is Karma.And I'm the one that will tap into your conscious and ask you "Do you remembe

Darkness Falls
Darkness falls on to the mind of a man his emotions all fade to black as if blinded from a hot iron. His soul tarnish from years of pain and anger caused by his own blood. Tears never come anymore, no empathy, no remorse just dull pain from a broken back and voices that scream through his mind like banshees wailing whom rarely relent for a moment of silence. Struggling through the voices to find his true conscience he breaks inside every time they scream for self mutilation and despair. Then at night his eye's play tricks on him the shadows come in the dark everyone being just around the next corner. Though not scared of the dark or the shadows that lurk just inside, he does become scared in crowds of people sometimes as their faces contort into demonic masks of death. Sometimes he has conversations with others he never remembers having. Always struggling constantly to stay in the realm of reality, people look at him as if he is a monster. Very rarely finding true peace with in himse

Smarter Faster!
In less than six years yours and mine home p.c. will be able to think faster and learn faster than the human mind. I would like to know what your thoughs or fears are about this or if you have any concerns at all.

Life
About a week ago, a friend of my little sister, was stabbed by an ex-boyfriend. We are passing around a donation list, whether it's a dollar or so, please help. And a petition, to help stop monsters like her ex-boyfriend stay off the streets. This is all for a good cause, if you could find it in your hearts to please help out as much as you can my friends. Any PayPal donations can be deposited to edohme@aol.com http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/melissas-law--mandatory-monitoring-of-violent-domestic-offendersrestraining-orders/

Sad But True
im just trying to set the story straight,,,there is to many people here in fubar that fall to easy for lies and game players,,,im here to say it happened to me twice and both times has cost me alot,,im very easy to get along with ,i can be your friend or your enemy or nothing at all,,i like to help out when and where i can,,,problem is i get close easy and very easily hurt i try to give my all to everyone and it seems 8 out of 10 times i getfucked over,,,but when i do i go by the old sayin what comes around goes around,,,there is a certain couple people that have hurt and played me so hard ,,i i forgave and kept the friendship till lately,,the other who 99%of fubar knows what kind of person she is ,cut to deep and the cut wont be repaired now she is spreadin lies and adding her own versions to things to make me look bad and all its doing is hurting herself. yes i love the game on fubar but get very sick of the drama,,a certain fubar whore which will remain nmeless but you all know who

Airline Tickets
airline tickets My recent troubles began when I booked three flights from Florida to Hong Kong. For the past few years, I've been using a local travel agency for most of our travel. Once I've thoroughly researched online consolidators, I went back to my local travel agent armed with a firm idea of options and good pricing. They were accommodating in my dictating my desired price for them to match. I like to use a travel agencies because I like to have someone to blame, if anything goes wrong besides me. Someone with a face and a place I can visit, if need be. Seriously, for me, it's a backup plan, as it can give extra clout should a traveler need help.I originally booked these flights more than eight months ago. So, imagine my surprise, when I wasn't able to get our necessary ebookings or tickets from the travel agency upon demand. They kept putting me off. All I had was my cancelled check and a couple of emails.Finally, two weeks before we were due to leave, I made a trip to their

Nice Guys
What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald,

Nature's Corner Newsletter
http://www.naturescorner.com/ ADVICE COLUMN Clyde's Corner Q: Who was Edgar Cayce and what was his “wet cell appliance”? – Johm Wyatt - Houston, TX A: Edgar Cayce(3/18/1877) to (01/3/1945) is one of the world’s best known psychics. Born in Hopkinsville, KY, Cayce at an early age, displayed talents

Valentine Auction
Its a Valentine Auction. Go bid and be our Valentine. We are hot and sexy as fuck. You know you want to. Here is my link http://fubar.com/cupid-s-auction/photo-506188-1782771-2527725910 Just highlight it and right click and open window, that is it or put it in your browser. Will you win me or my wife ? This is my sexy ass wifes link to hers http://fubar.com/cupid-s-auction/photo-506188-1782771-2527725910#sky/photo-506188-1782771-3756236630 - Can you handle us both? Come be our Cupid. Do you dare ? This is my very first auction, show me how it is done !!

America's Got Talent
Ok! So all the paperwork is filled out. Agreements with NBC signed. Now to deliver! On Feb. 4th, 2012 in Charlotte, NC on Convention Center Drive, I will be awaiting the biggest Audition of my life! And I thought trying out for the High School Show Choir Concert was HUGE! America's Got Talent producers will be watching over every inch of me and hearing every crack in my voice. I am nervous but confident, scared but grounded. I feel that I am going to go where the road decides to take me on this journey. If it is no where, then at least I tried. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. So whatever happens will lead to what is supposed to happen next for me! Cross your fingers for me please if you believe in me

All About Me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=M6wbA1iVS_U I don`t honestly know what my life has in store for me. I don`t think I care now...but I know I am what I am for a reason. I have had good friends...and lost them. I have such a complicated life that no-one understands just what it's like to be a lesbian....it's not easy...nothing ever works...something goes wrong somewhere. Just maybe it's not other people..maybe I need to look at myself...maybe it's me. God I have such a long time to think about all my life and look at who and why I let these people into my life. I hide allot of stuff inside me...and there's no easy way out of my feeling for what I feel. this is why I wanted to put this music to this mail of mine "have you ever by west life " and this song is exactly what happened to me...and now I sit here and think back to why I let this happen to me. I just wished everything would change for me...in ways I would like to see my life...but you know what.

Online Shops
Changes in our shopping habits over the yearsl remember when my children were small, holding a thick, heavy, glossy catalogue in my hand. l was very pleased with myself as l´d become an agent for the company for the 1st time.l was always looking for little jobs to work from home , so that l could be a full-time mum but still earn a small amount of money. My husband earned the main share.Catalogues were a good idea for people who wanted quality goods but could not afford to pay out a large sum of cash all at once, but they COULD pay a little each week , regularly.These catalogues sold everything from womens and mens clothes, to childrens´clothes and toys, to furniture or tools... Almost anything you could think of.The more customers l had, and the more money they spent, naturally would mean the more commission l received.l once left my commission with the company until there was enough to buy a three piece suite.Very nice it looked in our sitting room and l felt as though it had cost me

Lyricz 1
Equivilent to a hand granade get down cover ur face give me 3 mins and ill blow up da place erase any question of me bein fake these r just little samples for u to get a taste beggers go ahead and scrape off my plate, get a moist towelete for my face go ahead wipe me down im concieded boi i love my own sounds come to my town, act right or get put in da ground i dont have to touch ya, i got boi's that fuck around point a finger, and say hit em now so girls take ur booty down low pull up dem skirts, let dem thongs show but u better hurry up, cause a boi like be on the go but if u back it up right, ill take u wit me and give u a tow hahaha this boi crazy thats fo sho Its the captain leiutenant reportin for action this is what happens when we start reacticn dont catch us snappin, or ull be dripn out ur back end ull be warein diapers well call u john mad den I MIGHT MAKE U CHUCKLE I MGHT MAKE U LAUGH, BUT WHAT I REALLY WANT IS TO MAKE U SHAKE UR ASS, SO

Written Words, Thoughts And Poetry. All Copyrights To Arizona Dave
We sit on our porch sipping iced teas The Sun is sitting high and no breeze Inside the house, grab my shades & keys As all I need are you and these Lets go and drive Hop in my car and fire up the beast Hearing it rev is an adrenaline feast Drop in gear and back out of the lot Driving is a love story with no plot Lets just go and drive One hand on the wheel and one on your leg Romp the gas watching the guages peg Tires scream before they burn Let off enough to make the turn Now we go and drive Glance your way see your hair blow Scenery is a blur as faster

Avg Antivirus Ergent!!!!!please Read!!!
FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT KNOW ABOUT ANTIVIRUS SCANNERS AND WHICH ONES TO AVOID HERE IS 1 SCANNER YOU DO NOT...I REPEAT DO NOT WANT TO GET!!AVG ANTIVIRUS SCANNER IS A VIRUS. IT CAUSES MAJOR LAG ON OTHER PEOPLE WEB PAGES EVEN THOUGH YOU MAY NOT SEE THE EFFECTS OF IT.THE ANTIVIRUS PROTECTION AS LONG AS IT IS ON YOUR COMPUTER IS RECORDED AND TRACKED BY THE MAKERS OF THE AVG VIRUS PROTECTOR..FIND ANOTHER ANTIVIRUS PROTECTOR TO USE LIKE MICROSOFT SECURITY ESSENTIALS WHICH IT IS FREE TO DOWNLOAD AND LIKE KARSPERSKY'S.NORTON ANTIVIRUS IS THE EXACT SAME WAY THEY RECORD YOUR INFORMATION AND KEEP TRACK AND RECORD OF WHAT YOU DO ON YOUR LAPTOP OR DESKTOP.SO IF YOU HAVE THE AVG ANTIVIRUS PROTECTION ON YOUR COMPUTER GET RID OF IT IMEDIATELY!! YOU WILL SEE THE DIFFERENCE OF HOW YOUR COMPUTER RUNS WHEN YOU DO!!

Hehe
I wonder what my wife would think if she knew that I had secretly created this page and didn't even mention that I'm in a relationship. Oh well hope she doesnt mind that I plan on adding single girls from nearby. I almost feel a little shame when I tell her that she's the only girl I want to look at I mean she does have my two kids and is expecting my third. Do you think this makes me a full blown prick? anyways Hit Me up people on my days off the wife wont know and I'm not telling ;) lmao

Porn Link That I Like
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Poems
100 Days by Ernie GrantDedicated to the most wonderful woman I have ever known : My mom, my best friend, my conscience, Elizabeth Grant100 days have passed between us Thanksgiving, Christmas, Birthdays missed Days of sadness, days of joy Days spent wishing I was still a boy In your arms is where I would be As you show me things, a ball, a rock, a tree 100 days since we said our goodbyes 100 days spent with tears in my eyes My best friend, my conscience, my rock I'm reduced to feeling like a broken clock For a moment we shared a dance together Now, in my heart, that dance goes on forever100 days I have spent missing you Your lessons and love I strvie to keep to Being a man, I'm not too proud to cry Mommy, you left me, may I ask why?I told you I needed you, that is no lie Come see me again so we can really say goodbye 100 days since you left me Please show me the ball, the rock, and the tree

Random Shit
FIND MORE HERE http://www.youtube.com/user/TheAnonMessage Things you need to know about the ACTA bill. Citizens of the united states, you need to understand what the bill ACTA is and why it's so dangerous. Here are some things you need to know about ACTA. It isn't the european SOPA. It's nearly global, and will apply to every country that signs the treaty. ACTA is far more aggressive. ACTA will not simply affect websites and have them blocked out of the internet - its measures go as far as surveillance of anything you share through private channels. ACTA doesn't have a campaign against it that is as wide spread and organized as the SOPA one. This is dangerous, and there's less time between now and the final signing of the bill. It has effects on healthcare, trade, and even tourism. ACTA has to be stopped. Let's start spreading the word and organizing a good, solid response to it. We are legion. We do not forgive. We do not forget. We are anonymous. Expect us. Together we st

Interesting History Where Sayings And Customs May Come From
Have you ever wonder where the saying 'Piss Poor' came from? Will I got this e-mail about 'Interesting History'. I hope you enjoy this as much as I did. They used to use urine to tan animal skins, so families used to all pee in a pot & then once a day it was taken & Sold to the tannery....if yo had to do this to survive you were 'Piss Poor' But worse than that were the really poor folk who couldn't even afford to buy a pot...they "didn't have a pot to pin in" & were the lowest of the low. The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts avout the 1500's: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and they still smedded pretty good by June. However, since they were starting to smell......Brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting Married. Baths consisted of a b

Chronicles Of A Bitch
Ok.. so here it is.. obviously guys would rather stay with a bitch than with someone who cares for them and loves them with their whole heart.. Case in point.. ex bf stayed with a bitch for 15 yrs.. stayed with me 4 months Case 2.. exhusband just married a bitch that has him on a leash.. so I am going to try my hand at being a bitch.. not sure how successful I will be but in the end it has to be less painful then handing over your heart and having it stomped, crushed, broken, mutilated, etc.. you get the point..

Personal Auction
THIS IS A DAILY AUCTION THAT I AM HAVING FUBUCKS: daily profile rates for 2 weeks daily point boost for 2 weeks 250 pic rates for 2 weeks 25 CREDITS: daily profile rates for 3 weeks daily point boost for 3 weeks 250 pic rates for 3 weeks sfw salute bling of my choice 65 CREDITS: daily profile rates for a month daily point boost for a month 250 pic rates for a month sfw salute 2 bling of my choice my points for 12 hours 125 CREDITS OR MORE: daily profile rates for a month daily point boos for a month 250 pic rates for a month 2 sfw salute 2 bling of my choice with one being a boomy my points for 24 hours

Gracyn's Thought's
People go around polishing bling to help themselves level, From what I understand this is also what a polisher is for. Why spend 20 dollars on a polisher if this is going to happen?? Also I see people asking for things in there status and other people bitching about it,I guess is one of the reasons why. YOU CAN'T POLISH PEOPLES BLING without them blocking you.... I am a helpful person and whoever polishes what bling I have its helps them and it helps me. In my case its first come first serve. And if you want to block me for polishing your bling thats fine aleast this women is woman enough to tell me so.. No love lost!! So from now own when I polish bling and I am blocked you will be put here as a warning to my friends who not to polish or give bling to:) How often we must bear the challenges of life;The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow;The constant ups and downs of daily strife.And always the question remains .... why?Life is not an easy road for most;It twists a

Social Networking Site | Business Networking Site - Bizeso.com
Everyone believes in connecting & interacting and is aware of the caliber of social media in today’s life. It is a place where we can connect to known as well as totally unknown persons in a few seconds. And getting to know all the different aspects of their life makes connections trustworthy. Now a day everyone has social networking accounts on more than one site and business networking accounts are dealt on other different sites. But people are aware that our business connections can always add value & boost our social connections. Similarly our meaningful social connections also improve and raise our professional network building. The possible influencing effects of our professional & social connections on each other are undeniable. If professionally you are a film director, there are hundred percent chances that you would attract models and actors on your social front too which strengthen the chances of reaping benefits for both the sides but for this to happen a common platf

The Best Divorce Letter Ever!
Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore, you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore, whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me, Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you & I have been married for 7 year

Love Is Sent From Heaven, But Hurts Like Hell.
I have absolutely nothing interesting to write about but I am so bored. Today I went to the store, and well, that's about it. I am feeling pretty tired and just down as usual. Went out last night with my girls, Bonez and Camille. I had a nice time, listened to peope karaokee drank a bit. Didn't get sick so I know I didn't over do it. Why am I so tired all the time? I have no motivation, I'm just too dragging ass to be motivated.

Meaning Of Life
what is this life for? Are we here for a purpose? Is there a reason for the suffering that every man and woman suffers? why do we have to suffer? is there really a god? if there is why dose he let us fight each other? so how do we know joy is joy at all? what is this world coming to? the world is changing as we speak is it changing for the good or bad? life is full of questions and the goal with any life is to answer as many of the important questions as we can before we move on to the next chapter of life which is death. as a wise person once said there are only 2 garentees in life. death and taxes. but i have to add one thing to this and if someone says its not true they are suffering more then anyone else. pain is a garentee in everyones life. pain is there so you can learn what life is about and how could you love if you have never hurt before? have you asked your self these questions? if so leave a comment on your feelings it feels great to share

Lord Scumbag's Royal Decree
Greetings friends, Romans, and devoted fans of the FuNation: Welcome to my first installment of the Royal Degree, where I'll give you my take on all the goings-on in this world-gone-haywire, as well as whatever whimsical nonsense that may come to my wicked, wicked mind at any given moment. For starters, I am not looking forward to filing my federal and state income tax forms at the nearby H & R Block tax office this year. When I filed my taxes last year, I only received 64 buck from my federal returns, while I owed the state somewhere between 300 and 500 bucks. It was as disheartening as it was disappointing, I don't mind telling you. And while I'm hoping things will get a little better when I plan to file my this year's taxes either sometime this weekend or the early part of next week, I'm afraid I might end up owing Uncle Sam more money in state and / or federal taxes. I may be sound like I'm too paranoid for my own good, but I must be strong and deal with whatever hand the

Some Thoughts
Ive never been much of a person to blog whats on my mind. It seems as if now is the time. I am sick of hearing the he said she said bullshit. The this isnt real life.. bullshit, really? What is this make believe? Grow the fuck up its real life but ur just on the internet not face to face. For some ppl it gives them bigger balls being on the internet. for some it gives them the feeling to be more open on how they feel. For some it makes them act completely fake as they believe its not real life, so why not act like a complete ass and make a fool outta their self. Heres the deal lately.. My "friends" have acted one way yet talked a different way. Do u realize how many of you are being played? No, u sure dont.. Kinda sad. Yet most of u are being played by the same circle even more funny in my eyes. Then lets move on to ppl mistaking IFLY to omg I really love you as if im marrying you 2moro. Come the fuck on and get ur panties out of a knot. There are so many ppl that seem so

Other Stuff
A good friend sent this to me...I thought it was worth sharing. Hope y'all have a great day! I love you guys! :) Peace, John What love means to a 4-8 year old... A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined...see what you think: Rebecca-age 8--"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore...so my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Billy-age 4--"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Karl-age 5--"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Chrissy-age 6--"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Terri-age 4--"Lov

Dj Spazzy's Blog
I have been following a court case In which my adopted mothers cousin was murdered in Florida. Her name is Stephanie and as the story goes a guy did not like what she was doing so he shot her at point blank range in the head and killed her. The man that did it turned himself in and confessed to the crime. The family waited months for the case to go to trial. It went to trial the original charges were 2nd degree murder which got dropped to 2nd degree manslaughter, It was turned over to the jury on 1/23/2012 they came back with a verdict on 1/25/2012. This guy was found not guilty, go figure he confesses to murder and gets found not guilty of it. This is how it was placed on facebook to let the family know how the verdict came out. So the justice system has failed again if anyone wants to get away with murder just come to Florida. It seems like they get everyone off for it, there will be no legal justice for Stephanie. I guess that is why the street people have started t

Just To Make Someone's Day
What ever happened to the days when people would help you level and things as such on here without expecting things in return? I mean it's not just here either, no one ever just does something to put a smile on someone elses face. It's more and more about "What can you do for me'? now a days. P.S. Not EVERYONE is like this but it was something that had been on my mind a few days and finally decided to getting around to share my feelings. I like the majority of you, love some of you and wanna see you all naked at some point :P

Ramblings
So why is it that its so damned hard to find a good honest woman these days? I dont understand it. Dont take me wrong i am far from perfect but seriously... All I want is a good woman who will be faithful and honest, who will accept me as i am. Im an ok guy, im loyal, romantic, sweet, funny intelligent and these are just the things ive been told by others. So why is it i cant seem to find a woman who appreciates me for me, and who doesnt mind a simple life with a good but simple guy? Any ideas?? Im a damn good guy, yeah i got my issues here and there but as a whole im a damn good guy, im a good friend, im a good lover, im honorable and honest, ill do anything for someone i care for, i am loyal and faithful.I Am not some disposable thing for anyone to pick up and play with then toss into the trash like yesterdays refuse. I am not some piece of trash and i am not going to allow anyone to treat me like i am any more. I deserve better than that. I am not a game, nor are m

The Wandering Poet
Casualties of War When it’s over will I cry Will I loose and want to die Will it hurt beyond what I can feel Will I question ,”was it ever real?” Questions that answer themselves too true I know what happened between both me and you The love was real and true love never really does die Distance killed any romance between you and I Three years at war and so far away I return a changed man on that fate filled day I have seen too much and you can’t ever understand Watched men live and die by a far off command Till life and death became one in the same And nothing can change what I have became People think that death and injury are the toll of war But I know the truth so much better than ever before Loss of a freedom took for granted the next moment we share Loss of wanting to have passion and to let myself care For knowing what I do can give no one peace And it far kinder still to give one I loved their release For to be loved in this worl

Wanna Own Some Sexy?
My first ever Auction!!! (No Fu Bux Bids PLEASE) $19.99 and under1)Add you to top 7 friends2)1 pimp out3)Daily like, rate, comment, and shitface if needed4)Rate 250 photos an 115)Add to custom list to see my teaser photos$49.99 and under1)All previous offers2)Family add3)Bling of my choice4)Two more pimp outs 5)Will add "Owned by" to my name6)Will give you my points for 12 hours $99.99 and under1)All previous offers2)Added to top 7 family3)Added to yahoo messenger4)Three more Pimp outs ( a total of 6)5)Will give you my points while I run ability bling6)Three Cell phone videos of me. 7)Will add your name and photo to my about me section$249.99 and under

Private Party In Jc
I am looking for people who would like to go to a private nsfw party in the Junction City area. Cost is $30.00 at the door and bring a bottle. There will be dancers there so bring lots of ones:) If you are interseted email me bettyparties@yahoo.com

Real Heros
The Last Six Seconds On Nov 13, 2010, Lt General John Kelly, USMC, gave a speech to the Semper Fi Society of St. Louis , MO. This was four days after his son, Lt Robert Kelly, USMC, was killed by an IED while on his 3rd Combat tour. During his speech, General Kelly spoke about the dedication and valor of our young men and women who step forward each and every day to protect us. During the speech, he never mentioned the loss of his own son. He closed the speech with the moving account of the last six seconds in the lives of two young Marines who died with rifles blazing to protect their brother Marines. "I will leave you with a story about the kind of people they are, about the quality of the steel in their backs, about the kind of dedication they bring to our country while they serve in uniform and forever after as veterans. Two years ago when I was the Commander of all U.S. and Iraqi forces, in fact, the 22nd of April 2008, two Marine infantry battalions, 1/9 "The Walking Dead," and

About Me And The Ultamate About Me Survay
Yes welcome to my world , for in this section you shall get to know me better the true me so kick back and enjoy the tails of the crow I Am The Crow Master Of Diversity and tolerance in the minds of a dark community 48 M Hancock.Co, Forest, Ohio, United Statesorientation: Straightactive: Just Curious Right Nowis looking for: A lifetime relationshipA relationshipA play partnerFriendshipAny thing reallyhi thereI Am The Crow Master Of Diversity and tolerance in the minds of a dark community "Don't try to figure me out, cuz i will change directions just to watch you go crazy"dont tag or catagorize me ,for i am who i am nothing more...Let me introduce myself.I am a 48 year old southern male of southern descent born and raised in Huston Texas And raised in the southern byou stats alabama,mississippi and louisania. I am 6 feet 2 inches chubby white male. I have trained in Muay Thai kickboxing Karate , Brazilian Ju Jitsu,and Jeet Kune Do . With that I would Love to get into Tai Chi Chi K

Thank You
Two very simple little words that brought tears to my eyes! Why would those two words bring me to tears? Because they were said by one of the many people I respect and pray for each night. His a member of the finest group of people this country has, OUR MILITARY. He said it because I used my voice to recognize him and all those like him that chose to put on the uniform and protect this country. They chose to protect you and me, people they don't even know, so that we can sleep in peace. So that people like me have the freedoms like being able to use our voice, and all those others that we take for granted everyday. Those two words meant the world to me. Imagine what those same two simple words mean to them.The ones that will look you in the eye and say "I'm just doing my job", when we all know they are doing so much more. When was the last time you stopped one of this country's HEROs, past or present and said those two very simple but powerful little words? To al

This Was Awesome
Call Canada - Calling Canada From US What does it mean when a woman says I need some time to myself? Here is what happend. My wife did about two weeks of staying out all night and coming home in the morning. then one morning she came home got some clothes and left telling me she needed some time to herself. The way I read this is that she has a boyfriend. I need to know am I wrong?

Boredom
writing about life? nope, more just about odd things i know or odd questions i may have, like why is a bottle of soda cheaper then a bottle of water? tid bit of info for ya - if you buy a new washer and set it up yourself, Remove the shipping bolts! you be amazed at how many people don't.. hinges on your door coming loose? slide a little sliver of wood into the screw holes and reinstall the screws waalaaa. computer acting stupid on start up? try replacing the internal battery before anything else ( yes they really do have one ) its like a big watch battery why did they stop making universal remotes with the new tv's ? and why can't all remotes use the same size batteries? okay, so do people think Mcdonalds hamburgers really taste good? i cant possibly understand how anybody could but hey to each their own. if you're going to buy a new dishwasher, measure the opening from top to bottom, can make a big difference on what you can buy.. btw i used to install built-in appliances b

A Poetic Minds Eye
(You Are Brave Young Dragon) You are brave young dragon so sore highSpread thy golden wings and truly fly.Leave this weighted world behind your feetFor a heavenly sky is there for you to meet.You are free blessed dragon of the blue skyUnchained are you to the unmoving stones.So stretch thy limbs and move thy bone'sFor you're a treasure to be widely known.© Copyright 2009 Andrew Reid

Random Thoughts And Rants
I live in a new section of Albuquerque. You drive down the road and there is still large pieces of undeveloped land here and there. I was excited that a Jack in the Box had opened up in the neighborhood, having never had it, the closest one being across town. I cook at home a lot but when i do not feel like it a few food choices are nice. There is not much selection in 5 square miles we have, McD, Burger king Carls jr, and a taco bell/kfc (meaning it does not have a full menu of either). Jack was having a promo, we are new to the area come in and try this combo, Burger, fries, 2 tacos and a drink. Now my thought was, hey trying to win over new customers with a hot fresh and tasty combo. Verdict: Massive fail to win me over as a new customer. Fries, while flavorful were cold, not warm but freaking cold. 2 tacos, at first I thought they were soft tacos being so cold and loaded with grease that the shell was more soft than crunchy. Might be on par with a taco bell taco, somewhat tasty but

Lyrics
(verse 1) Cocked, locked and ready to go, the time bomb is ticking and I'm ready to explode. Let's start a riot and give the world a show, its pandemonium and I want the world to know. (chorus) Social media chaos has got me in a rage and everyone can see me cuz I'm locked up in this cage. As the lights go out we can now turn the page and everyone can see me cuz I'm on center stage. (Verse 2) It's time to pay back and give everyone their dues, like the ones in Iraq you don't see in the news. The political views have got our heads in a noose, and its time to fight back for the ones whove been used. (Chorus 2) Because, this Social media chaos has got me in a rage and everyone can see me cuz I'm locked up in this cage. As the lights go out we can now turn the page and everyone can see me cuz I'm on center stage. (Verse 3) There are kids in the street with no shoes on their feet and little Jimmy hates his dad because he got beat. And all you hear on

Unknown
Look I like everything about this site but understanding me is what matters.. I am Male I do prefer a nice ass over a big set of tit's I dont walk beside my baby and look at other girls I Walk beside my baby and never infront or behind I dont go to a stripper bar to look at the hookers on stage (I go for the drinks and sports on the tv's) I do spoil my baby ever chance I get I help others that want to help another that is on some bad luck Snakes, lizards, croc's and all things like that belong in the wild and not in a fish tank Life is a dedication to the one you love, charish, honor and spend your time with I lived my life to the fullest everyday I have died once before and lived to tell the (red cross story) I have owned everything from duck's, chicken's, pigeons, Owl's, CusCus, Dogs, Cats the list goes on I have two daughters that I dont get to see because of their mothers (miss them everyday) I like Rock, Metal, Rap, Hip-hop, Punk, Dubstep and a couple others

Old Poetry (2000-2005)
A shiver..and words utteredrest heavily on the coolness of an unannounced breezetraveling into the very heart, lingering there on a breath held longer than a tear, traveling from the eye to the line of the jaw, would fall and shatteron the cold Formica of white sterile thoughts.and I pull backunder the weight of accusationstriggered by a simple request,leaving a trail of destructionin the slate grey skyof a winter born too soonreleasing the stingof icicle sharp memorieswith ice pick precisionstabbing not once, not twice,but three timessince, after all,three times’ a charm cold…emotions wrapped in crystal clear ribbons of glassare bound to shatteron the frost licked snowthat covers the surfaceof the otherwise clear blue pools of eyesand I shiver..a breathed plea escaping lipsforms clouds in the cool of early morning snowstormsthat haunt with relentless precisionthe depths of soulswhere the apparition of love unconditionalloses its silhouettefadesand the footprints left behi

My Music Career
Hey fellow metal heads I'm a singer song writer and ive been in contact with a major prorduction company that is helping me get my song's heard so hopefully soon i can get signed to a major record label and get my song's on the radio so plz friends keep your fingers crossed for me as i start my career thanks a lot your friend Metalheadbrian

Friends
Friends are friends forever together 'till the end. You promised me that you would always be my friend. One day something changed I'm not sure what it was. I lost you on that day and the reason was because it was a late dark night and we had a stupid fight. And for some reason, I don't know why, we couldn't make it right. We went our separate ways. This went on for days and days. I made new friends and you made yours, but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that hole was only yours. Times got really tough, my road of life was, oh, so rough. I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day, but the kind that will always and forever stay Memories were all I h

Story Of A Man
MARRIED OR NOT YOU SHOULD READ THIS!!! (MARRIED GUY SPEAKING) When I got home that night... my wife was serving dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know ...what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. S

Poetry And Stories
I'm wishing on a star in the sky To light up your face I'm writing a song to sing- Something to brighthen your day. I tried to kiss you last night Under the oak tree where we first met But you pushed me away And told me goodnight. Now I know the reason: I can't make you to love me- Thought I wish I could try, I could wait till morning But I'd rather sing you a lullaby tonight. Darling, you are my air My sun in the sky. You are my warmth from my pain- Without you I can't stand the rain But you ran away from me And I asked myself why I know I hurt you then But now I know why: That I can't make you to love me But I can't hide this pain This room is all but empty Still I'd rather sit out in the rain. yes my big girl lover I know you are shy reluctant to undress in front of my hungry eyes and lustful tongue; please don't be ashamed of your size; your size to me is a plus; I love your round, firm and fully packed hips

Appalachian Trail Journal 2011
Made it two the fire wardens cabin which was one hell of a climb. Way past bumfuck and the back 40 wasn’t even on the map anymore. Went from 880’ 3,230’ in 4 miles. A couple of girls showed up and gave me a brand new package of like 12 flour tortillas, new package of 4 pita bread the flat circular kind and a nice big bag of trail mix that has Oreos, goldfish, pretzels, raisins, cheerios, and some other stuff in it. Got the cabin all to myself tonight J J. No one wants to spend the night with me which is a blessing sometimes J J. Only 400 miles to go. Just think if I do 100 miles every 3 days I will be done in 12 days J J. That is not going to happen but it’s a thought. It is beautiful up here in new Hampshire. The views and scenery is fucking AWESOME. It makes all the effort worth it. I know I have done a lot of bitching and moaning in here but most of that was from all the climbing I believe. Take away all the climbing and it is AWESOME. But then ag

My Health
I just want 2 get this out there so everyone knows what is going on with me! I have had a few health problems 4 a while now but don't really talk about them! I think now it is time 2! I have really high blood pressure...like heart attack stage! They have changed my meds a bunch of times & nothing is really working! I go 1/24/2012 to have an ultrasound done of my heart & lungs! They r also putting a Holter Monitor on my heart for 24 hours! On 1/25/2012 I am going 2 have the monitor taken off & have a chest x-ray done! I went 2 the doctor on 1/16/2012 & they did an EKG cause my blood pressure was 215/120! My EKG came back abnormal! That is y they r running all these tests on me! They r trying 2 figure out what is wrong with my heart! I really hope it is nothing 2 bad & something that can be fixed easy! I will update as I know more & can! Thanks, Chris =) 1-24-2012 I went 2 the hospital 2day & had my ultrasound done on my heart & had my Holter Monitor put on! I go back 2 the h

Laid Off
Today marks the 6th time I've been laid off in the past 13 years. I suppose I should be freaking out but I'm not. Why, well first I'm a survivor, I try to prepare as much as I can for anything. Also as you can see I'm used to it or should I say getting numb from it. I was kind of expecting it because work was slow. In the last few weeks I was doing snow removal, painting, garbage disposal, warehouse inventory, and today, roof maintenance, stringing heating cables to prevent ice damns from forming and causing leaks in a 80 year old building that needs repair. I won't get into how cheap the owners are or that there are a hell of a lot more chiefs than indians. There, that's my vent for that place. Within one hour of leaving that place I had already called one job agency that I left on good terms, one former employer that I really shouldn't have bothered calling because, yeah, they suck too and I called a place that I worked as a temp but may want me without coming in as a temp. Wish me

Butterfly's Blogs
If your walls could speak,Would they talk about usAnd the things that we’ve done,As silently they witnessed?Would they tell of how you would anxiously shove meFace up against them, as soon as I’d step through your door,Your left hand holding my neck firmly, the right dropping my defenses to my ankles,Fingers exploring, soaking in my delight?Would they express how you made me writhe and squirm,And burn with an uncontrollable desire;How I would moan for you to go deep inside,My swelling lips begging to be hushed?Would they disclose how you forced me to the floor,Down on all fours,As I whimpered,Like a dog, begging to be played with some more?Or tell how I pleaded with you,To drive in from behind,As they watched without a sound,Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual?Would they voice how you raised me from the ground,Thighs straddling your waist,As you slipped inside, legs wrapped around,For a ride to your bedroom,Leaving them to wonder what came next?

Erotica
“If there is anything you need, don’t hesitate to phone room service, Sir” said the hotel concierge, as he handed Jake a key card. The couple excitedly stepped into the glass lift, hearts pounding, Jake’s cock visible through his shorts and Lucy’s pants dampening with every second. Jake called for floor 15 and pushed her up against the glass wall as the views of Paris became smaller in their ascent. The couple opened the hotel door. It was 3pm, they had the hotel until noon the next day. With the first glance around the suite, they knew this would be the hottest 21 hours of their lives. Black marble flooring ran throughout the bathroom and into the shower room. Huge mirrored walls above a his and hers sink bounced their grinning faces in every direction. They moved through the sliding door into the bedroom. A luscious velvet headboard towered the king size bed, floor to ceiling windows gave the most perfect view over Paris. Lucy was stunned, she had never

Valentine's Day Auction
I am going to be holding my own Fu-auction for the first time! It will be a Valentine's Day Auction. Starting on January 29th and ending on February 5th. If you would like to be in the auction,this is what I need from you by Saturday, January 28th: 1 A link to the SFW pic you want me to use 2. A list of your offers And everyone is welcome to join!

Twitter Secrets For Promoters
Twitter Secrets for Promoters Social Media is a club promoter's best friend. Twitter can be an incredibly powerful tool for party promoters who are looking to promote their events to the masses without having to spend a ton of money. Other forms of promotion and marketing can cost hundreds and thousands of dollars, which is usually way too expensive for the average beginning club promoter to shell out. Twitter is free! You can't get much better than that. I have many techniques I use for successfully promoting my events on Twitter. Today I wanted to share just one of my secret weapons I've been using for quite a few years now. To automate my Twitter social media marketing work, I use a kick-ass program that does most of the work for me. It's called Tweet Adder ( http://www.tweetadder.com/ ), and I guarantee it's the best program out there for automatically adding targeted followers and easily managing your Twitter account. Want to know what this simple little program can do? EVERYTH

My Wussy Sissy Blog :)
I'm kinda amazed as of late at the effect that truely loving someone can have on you. I tend to react to situations at times in a way that is very counterproductive. For the most part I call upon my military bearing to set myself straight and view things more clearly. ...lately I've found myself doing something a little bit different. I look at her picture and admire her blue eyes and the way her hair falls on her face. I read a text message she sent telling me she loves me. Listen to a voicemail she left me saying how her hert is empty without me and listen to her soft sweet voice with an accent that melts my heart...anything to remind me of her. Then I get a calming peace as I feel the warmthin my chest I get every time I think of her. I'm happy and feel fortunate to have found this, to have found her.

Peom's
I wake from a bad night Only to see that the dream was true Alone in this bed and short in life Come to wake with nothing to show Your not here to talk to and to far to call Nothing but to hold on the thoughts Running from what once was Tripped up by the thought of what is Face to face short of breath With the world hot on my heels Come to rest for the time But watch because it's fast approaching Life seems slow but time speeds by Watching as life tries to catch up But time is to fast make a mistake and it's gone Rest and sure for it's what can't be returned Hold on to what you have in this time For once its gone there is no time to get it back Sure enough it's long pass due Step to the window the reaper is waiting for you Written in stone what it has told me Short and sweet reminds me Of a time that will be at some point There it was written in stone She walks up behind me and whispers that she misses me Only thoughts of the day are of the

Songs.
I am deep insidetaking over your mindcutting all your tiesyou put up a fightbut that's alright, because your soul is mineDarkness fills your hearttearing you apartyou've drawn your final cardyour game was over from the startYour sin (keeps me alive)Your hate (grows over time)Your love (forever dying)I am (THE DEVIL INSIDE)Blood is boiling nowanger flowing downIn your hatred you drownAdrenaline kicks and now I'm outYour own personal Hellthe darkness, where you dwellyour body just a shellfor the abyss in which you have just fell.Your sin (keeps me alive)Your hate (grows over time)Your love (forever dying)I am (THE DEVIL INSIDE)You've lost all controlYour mind is mine to moldYour heart so fucking coldIt brings me pleasure to pain your soulYour sin (keeps me alive)Your hate (grows over time)Your love (forever dying)I am (THE DEVIL INSIDE) Chorus:My graveyard in DecemberEverything around me is dead and dying.A graveyard in December,Moonlight bathes the dead and drowns meI remember every tim

$100 Doll Bill
It's a slow day in the small town of Pumphandle and the streets are deserted. Times are tough, everybody is in debt, and everybody is living on credit.A tourist visiting the area drives through town, stops at the motel, and lays a $100 bill on the desk saying he wants to inspect the rooms upstairsto pick one for the night.(Stay with this.....and pay attention)...As soon as he walks upstairs, the motel owner grabs the bill and runs next door to pay his debt to the butcher. The butcher takes the $100 and runs down the street to retire his debt to the pig farmer. The pig farmer takes the $100 and heads off to pay his bill to his supplier, the Co-op. The guy at the Co-op takes the $100 and runs to pay his debt to the local prostitute, who has also been facing hard times and has had to offer her "services" on credit. The hooker rushes to the hotel and pays off her room bill with the hotel owner. (Almost done...keep reading) The hotel proprietor then places t

Musical Bling, Bling
So I see Fu has yet to make an Etta James Bling, yet didnt seem to think twice about making one for Amy Winehouse when she passed away. I mean...really?!? the average age in fuland has gotta be at least 35yrs - yes, most of us rememeber Etta's incredible talent. Interesing, no? Considering what Etta has given our society compared to Amy, I am a little disappointed to fu for the lack of respect - its almost unbelievable. In portest I have decided not to purchase bling... oOooooh this is gonna hurt. LOL there - thats my hot air...

I Wanna Work For Espn One Day
if you ask any of my friends or family who are not on fubar what do i have pride in they will tell you two things my hometown of Detroit, MI and the sports teams in Detroit..............well 3 out of 4 even though i can say proudly that i'm from detroit (btw even though people say i'm from detroit we all dont live on 8-mile and we dont know eminem that dude isin't even from detroit he was born in Saint Joseph, Missouri and when he came here he lived in Warren) there is one team i can not stand and that's the Detroit Red Wings growing up i watched the wings play hockey games and cheered for them just because i though i was suppost to but that all changed when i was about 8 or 9ish possibley even younger i watched a hockey night in canada game and saw the quebec nordiques and saw joe sakic play i instantly because a quebec fan i loved how he played how the quebec team dominated the game and won. Well in 1996 i got a new team and not by choice the nordiques relocated to denver and became

Not Using Stash Anymore!
I really am saddened to learn that with all the changes made on Fubar within the last year, that not only did I lose a "One in a million" profile skin that fit my life forever, but I also lost quite a lot of jokes from my Stash Folder. Therefore, I will no longer use this Folder to store or share any jokes in the future! I am very concerned after finding my jokes gone from my profile, that we're going to get on here and find all of our pics gone also! Won't that just bite? I think I'll make sure everything I do put in my photo albums will also be kept in my personal files of my pc! In the 3yrs I've been on this website, I never would have thought that simple changes would just wipe away all the work peeps do for their profiles. Saddens me greatly!

Missing A Friend
today , was the last day I could keep in contact with a friend , after comunicating with her every day , on yahoo while having our morning coffee... she'd been out of work for 3 yrs. i'd known her for 2 years.. We hit it off right from the start... [ from another site ] ... now her internet is cut off ,,, she lives 1,000 miles away . we talked like she was living across the street... now there is an enptyness in my world ... 1/22/2012

Shakesspear
Farewell: thou atr too dear for my possessing. And like enough thou know'st thy estimate. The charter of thy worth gives thee releasing; My bonds in thee are all determinate. For how do I hold thee but by thy granting, And for riches where is my wanting. And for that riches where is my deserving? The cause of this gift in me is wanting, And so patent back again is swerving. Thyself thou gav'st, thy own worth the most knowing. Or me, to whom thou gav'st it, else mistaking; So thy great gift, upon misprison growing, Comes home again, on better judgement making. Thus have I had thee as a dream doth flatter, In sleep a king, but waking no such matter

9 Lives
“I woke up as the sun was reddening; and that was the one distinct time in my life, the strangest moment of all, when I didn’t know who I was - I was far away from home, haunted and tired with travel, in a cheap hotel room I’d never seen, hearing the hiss of steam outside, and the creak of the old wood of the hotel, and footsteps upstairs, and all the sad sounds, and I looked at the cracked high ceiling and really didn’t know who I was for about fifteen strange seconds. I wasn’t scared; I was just somebody else, some stranger, and my whole life was a haunted life, the life of a ghost.” ― Jack Kerouac, On the Road Kerouac may not have feared this moment, but I always have. In a way I will always be a stranger to myself, I fear silence, I’ve begun to let my mind unravel in the absence of audio pollution. I’ve lost more of my mind and personality than I will ever make sense of. I stopped look

Edgar Allan Poe
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were -- I have not seen As others saw --I could not bring My passions from a common spring--From the same source I have not taken My sorrow -- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone --And all I lov'd -- I lov'd alone --Then -- in my childhood -- in the dawn Of a most stormy life -- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still -- From the torrent, or the fountain -- From the red cliff of the mountain -- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autmn tint of gold -- From the lighting in the sky As it passe'd me flying by -- From the thunder, and the storm -- And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my veiw [1829]

Me? A Blog? Wtf!
Seems there is a lot less of it than one would think considering the nature and atmosphere of Fubar. I see Lounge names like Titty Bar, Sex Palace, and the like. Yet there are no titty's, nothing sexual at all really. Although, one sweet girl did briefly display a most delectable pair of boobies last night.

Random Thoughts Of A Ridiculous Mind
inhale...exhale....im not doin so well pressures of the world, like a living hell the bills are due, the fridge is empty you got phat pockets, please dont tempt me lost in the dark, searchin for my guiding light mischief round every corner, but im tryin to live right my kids lookin up, and a real man is what they see tears in my eyes, cuz i aint who they need me to be struggling with life, wishin for better my girl tries to help, too stubborn to let her lookin at the world, wondering how to make it all this bullshit, i just cant take it frustrated as hell, i toss my hands in the air fightin a losin battle, wonderin why i care but then i see, them two angels lookin at me eyes wide with thoughts of what is to be i see their future rests upon my shoulders a great responsibility, and as they get older i can only hope that they will see daddy wasnt perfect, but he was the best man he could be your hair flows like a summer's breeze your beauty brings men to their knees y

Ariesgoddess1976 Thoughts
My dream man... by Sherry McCoy Jones on Friday, December 23, 2011 at 4:19am I have found someone who makes me smile. Who laughs at my corny jokes. Who smiles when I walk in a room. I found someone who wants be be here even when I'm havin a horrible day. Someone who knows my imperfections and still holds me tight. He's honest, faithful, fun, sexy, caring and straight lol. He never let's me forget how important I am and doent let me put myself down. When I do fall cause we all do he's their dusting me off and pushing me forward. He's my heart theirs nothing I wouldn't do to make his day a lil easier. He's my provider, protecter, and my teddy bear. We never go to bed angry. Because we both know were not promised tommorrow. I have found my soulmate, the one that fate smiled at. He completes me and makes me whole. Befor him I knew love I can't lie. But I can say this I love him more with each day that passes and that's new. He makes me shiver with one touch. I love the fact th

Stupid People
Okay so this bitch on another site begged me to text her, so I'm like okay and I do for a couple days she is okay and what not then all the sudden she starts being a total bitch because her "closest friend" wants a relationship out of her and she can't do that because she says love has betrayed her because of her past you know that old story bs. She goes on to be bitchy and then tells me why after I tell her to suck it up. Oh and before I tel the story this girl claims to be a masochist and a nympho. Anyway she tells me these exact words. I grew up being abused by those who were supposed to love me.. My half sister raped me.. Then she got her friends to.. No one believed a 7 year old..My mom and dad abandnded me for drugs.. My best friend raped me for 6 years.. And now I have muscular cancer.. I have been beat up so much I became a masochist because it was the only way to survive. I hsve never been loved so how am I supposed to love someone ele. Love has only betrayed meand showed me i

Roundup: Pipa Collapses, Sopa Hearing To Resume In February
The unprecedented blackout of websites yesterday in protest of the highly criticized Stop Online Piracy Act (SOPA) and Protect Intellectual Property Act (PIPA) legislation saw Wikipedia’s English site shut down for 24 hours, as well as countless other websites displaying their disapproval of the bills. Even Google aired its disgrace by blacking out its Google logo on their homepage. Twitter released data yesterday saying the popular micro blogging service had recorded over 3 million Tweets about PIPA and SOPA. Most were in support of the protest, but as the day wore on some took to Twitter to vent their frustration at being unable to use the websites that had shut down in protest. Senate members rushed for the doors with 18 Senators announcing they opposed the new PIPA bill. Sen. Roy Blunt (R-MO) blamed the mass exodus on Sen. Harry Reid (D-NV) for "pushing forward with a flawed bill that needs much work," according to reports by Ars Technica. One of the chamber's longest-serv

The Low Down Dirty Truth On Pretty Little Mnster Fuji (fubar Name) Real Name Kristen Ray Aka Kristy
so in editing this blog i finally got in touch with this girls boyfriend yesterday only for him to be shocked that she is pulling this shit on here.. i feel bad for the guy learning that he took on another job to put him and kristy in a better position cause he was closing on a house to move out of the apartment they were in.. he also bought her a 1000 dollar piece of jewlery for there 5 year anniversary and a new laptop which she has been using to video chat, send nude pictures, and meet guys on the computer.. he takes her out at least 3 times a week to eat and buys her things all the time theres always food in the fridge and new clothes for her ... he also told me a few months back she fucked his best friend in between the time they were taking a break.. he has stuck through this with her and even caught her doing the same thing a year ago and still tried helping her and giving her another chance.. all in all i felt really bad for the guy he sounds and seems like a great guy the poor

Poetry
What is a real friend Someone who’s with you to the end Through thick and thin Whether you lose or win Through your ups and downs Smiles and frowns A real friend will stick by your side Is always along for the ride Will completely defend you Even if they don’t agree with you That’s what it is like to be a real friend Someone to stand by you until the bitter end All I wanted was to be happy But now I feel crappy My world’s been turned upside down My smile to a frown I hate feeling this way I wish it would all go away Will the sun ever shine Will everything be fine I suppose it will I have definitely had my fill Of being very unhappy And of feeling crappy Don’t bother walking through my door You’re not welcome anymore You gave up that right When you gave up the fight I mean nothing to you So get a clue I no longer need you I no longer want you Get out of my life and my head You wi

Sometimes Things Just Make Me Giggle.....
i know, not all my friends will find this as funny as i do. but, yall know me and my politics! giggles.....if you are a liberal you probably will not giggle as much as i did. altho, if you take it in the humor it was ment with, you may giggle with me! and before anyone says so, i KNOW not all liberals are stupid like the cartoon chick in the video.....but i SWEAR, i have talked to some that sound like 'her'! i just have to look at them and say, 'huh?' anyway.....i hope yall enjoy it as much as i do! here is the link incase the video does not show up....since i am comp retarded! giggles.....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6j_BAHaL1M&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL

A New Exotic Story.
The night was cool,but yet hot as she walks Into the room.Her eyes glisten as the lights in the room caught them.Her smile had a come here slithery look to them.Her tongue gently sliding across her lips In a suggestive manner,my vocal cords speechless as I looked Into her eyes.my body unable to moved as I was caught In her stunning glare,she softly spoke in a soft voice sees something you like?My lips spoke back to her returning her question to her as my lips said yes.Her arm wrapped around my neck as her lips locked onto my.My tongue parting her lips as It made It's way Into her mouth.My hand gently made it way to the back of her head as It caressed her hair which was soft and silky.My other hand made it way to her neck as softly touched her flesh working It's way down to her shirt unbuttoning It from top to bottom exploring her curves to me and a nice silky red bra underneath that was soak from her passion.I moved my hand upward to her breasts freeing them form their prison that held

Cheez Whiz Addiction Facts
We've all been there - you show up for a blind date and expect Ashton Kutcher to come running out of a shitty looking van, telling you that "YOU GOT PUNKED!" From the minute I showed up at the restaurant, something just felt weird. Kinda like before an earthquake or tornado strikes. Still, a gentleman does not stand a lady up. I told myself to man up. It was just a date. I took my seat at the table, still trying to remember who she was. Evidently we'd met last night, but after about thirty shots of whiskey, I didn't remember shit. So, she calls this morning - sounded like a hottie on the phone, so when she asked me out, I said sure. I mean - come on - I did give her my number. She had to be a babe. But then she shows up, and as she walks toward my table, I am whispering to myself: "Please God don't let this be her! PLEASE!" It was her. Okay, have you ever ran over a deer in your car? Well, as she sat down, I had that whole deer staring at headlights look going on. A

Words From The Heart
The sound of your voice is music to my ear So soft, sweet, and clear The kiss from your lips words can not explain It takes away my worries and my pain The caress of your hand sends shivers down my spine Everyday I thank God that your mine. The sight of your lovely face takes away all my fears You're the one I want to love through out the years For an eternity I want to spend in your arms Everyday graced by your beauty and your charms. You and me, Together forever we will be; As long as there is Heaven and Hell, We will always be well; Every time I look into your eyes, I know my heart never lies; About the way my love for you is true, And for that love of you anything I would do; When I feel the sweet feel of your touch, It just makes me want you so much; Inside my arms, So I may protect you from all harms; Even when the world is over, Only one thing will still hover; And that thing will always be, The love between you and me. A gentle brush of her fingers,

About Me...
Ok, it's been a hell of a day. Today started with me getting lost going 18 miles, and ending up 25 away from where I needed to be... I stopped last night at a rest area (I drive trucks for a living). I went to sleep, got up, made coffee. Then I started to head toward my delivery and ended up going the wrong way! Yeah, my sense of direction is in question by now. Usually I have a really good sense of direction, but when I can't read the street signs cause I'm watching other cars zip in and out of lanes, it makes it hard to see them. Anyway, I went to the first stop and found out from the receiver that they didn't have the equipment to unload the unit...Bites! The receiver ended up sending me to the actuall deliver point where they did have a crane to unload the unit I was carrying. Got rid of one. Now I have to get to my final stop before 1:00 est. I didn't make it at the time I was supposed to, but they unloaded me anyway (Nice of em). Finally got empty and now I have to sit fo

Just Want To Share
Ive been masturbating since i was 10 but i never really got any pleasure from it. So i went online and searched how to masturbate. I found this one article online that talked if u put your vibrating toothbrush on ur clit you'll get a ton a pleasure. So i waited till my mom left home. Locked my self in the bathroom and started watching some porn. I also found my old dove facial cleanser that was a shape of a penis. i started the toothbrush and put on my clit and stuck the dove cleanser turned it on in my vagina. Oh my god it was the best feeling feeling my pussy pulsate and i started pumping it in out while watching porn i started oragasiming and felt so goood. i cummed like 8 times until i felt numb mmmm the best feeling of my life.

Love(h)
I miss you when im without you. Without you i can't breathe because you take my heart with you. Being without you scares me. I cry at the thought of ever being without you. Without you the sun wouldnt shine The moon and the stars would all fade away. I never want to be without you because you are the first voice i wanna wake up to you are the last voice i want to fall asleep to every night. I just want to hold you in my arms and protect you. Every minute i have to go without you is like a minute if breathing you dont want to but you have to. I appreciate you and without you i dont know what else i would do. without you id be lost and trying to find my way into your arms so you could keep me safe.

Fakes... Scams... And The Notorious Shannon Green
Friends have warned me against using names in this blog saying fubar may delete me for telling the truth. Well if that happens then so be it!! But someone has to expose this fraud and con artist for being just what she is!! And you ladies on here need to read carefully too, because she is after you as well by pretending to be men on here!! I blogged on this about a month ago and nobody seemed to care about what this woman was doing to people on fubar. So I deleted the blog and decided to leave it alone. So todays subject will once again be 'Shannon Shaw Green' aka 'NotYoCherry' http://fubar.com/7199222 aka 'SouthrnQTee' http://fubar.com/6895379 aka 'Emmalee' aka 'Bellissima' aka 'Jennatillia' aka 'Jenakaye' aka 'Jaysonfear' & now calling it Maverick' http://fubar.com/djsmack aka 'itz jus me' http://www.fubar.com/3861454 .... and this list could go on and on!!!! For those who didn't see my previous blog on this woman, here is how I came to know what she does on fubar.I met

Poop Styles..
have you ever pooped and wondered why it looks like that or how did it get there? Well, I am here to inform you that you can no longer be confused! Here is the list of the types of dodo that you might find informative: Ghost Poopie The kind where you feel the Poopie come out, but there's no poopie in the toilet. Clean Poopie The kind where you poopie it out, see it in the toilet, but there is nothing on the toilet paper. Wet Poopie The kind where you wipe your butt fifty times and it still feels unwiped, so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt and your underwear so you don't runie them with a stain. Second Wave Poopie The kind that happens when you're done poopie-ing and you've pulled your pants up to your knees, and you realize you have to poopie some more. Turtle Poopie The kind of poopie that pops out a little and goes back in a few times before it finallly comes out Pop-a-Vein-in-your-Forehead-Poopie The kind where you strain so much to get it out, you pr

Phyrexians
the Phyrexian minds that constructed it did not live past its awakening;Archive on the Soulgorger Its plow wasnt designed for snow, but to carve a path through shrieking armys;Archive on the Snowcrusher It too the Rimewind cultists days to relize thay had successfully activated the creature it just wasnt intrested in moving;Archive on the Ironfoot

To Honour The Self.
To live authentically,to speak and act from our innermost convictions and feeling. To refuse to accept unearned guilt and to do our best to correct such guilt as we may have earned. To be commited to our right to exist,which proceeds from the knowledge that our life does not belong to others and that we are not here on earth to live up to someone else's expectations. To be in love with our own life, in love with our possibilities for growth and for experiencing joy, in love with the process of discovery and with exploring our distinctively human potentialities.

Free Information
The Idea of the internet was suppose to be an exchange of information.which is a major playing card for wars and politics.If they are allowed to censor the internet or stop online piracy as it were; would just make others figure out away to get around and close there speech from being heard. The same thing can be said with water, food, or fuel which is a major playing card for wars and politics.For example If the most advanced technological scientists in the world decided to make cold fusion mainstream ANY and ALL corrupt government would try they hardest to either buy out shut down or destroy this. Why would "our" leaders want to destroy something that would make this world easier safer and a peaceful place to live and thrive? Its the Idea of control, everything I have learned about any type of entity is if you give it the chance to control you it will.There is no such thing as control, there is only the illusion of control. I would back you knowing that you thrive on the common knowl

Stuff
so as im browsing youtube tonight at the bottom of a nicki minaj video i see this link with a familiar face on it and click it. Welll this person has taken quite a few pics off of fubar to solicite porn sites. so far who i've seen are Hard2Handle DoukaWhore Misfit Bebe EuphoriaJade Juicy (not sure what she goes by now) Lola (also unsure what name she is now) here is the link...not sure what you can do about it but just a heads up. http://www.youtube.com/user/ForNiceFunClickMePlz#p/u

Family
Ok...so this has been bothering me for a few days..ive had someone freak out on me cuz of a married guy being my number one...and he wasnt..so ive had to delete and block him cuz he was allo jealous..does it really matter whos number 1 or number 40...if you make it into a family on fu then be thankful...right? FFS what does it matter whos where? I dont get it...and then i call him out on it and then he says well since you put it that way its fine...WTF tardo you made it a big deal and freaked out about it for a couple weeks and now all of a sudden its not an issue??? seriously some people people have issues....damn

Me!
THE BEAUTY OF A BBW by Adham El Kbear Adham She’s a Big Beautiful Woman, Blessed with a pretty smile and full lips. She wears sexy attire, Fully aware how men admire her full hips. She doesn’t need to purchase push up bras, To enhance her cleavage and bust size. She doesn’t aspire to be thin, Because men secretly desire her plus-size. She may not have the shape of a figure eight, But she has a positive mind state. She’s a bountiful and confident BBW, And her beauty is not defined by her weight. She’s a beautiful, bodacious BBW, Notice the confidence she exudes. She doesn’t need to undergo liposuction or weight reduction to have a positive attitude She realizes that BBWs are the quintessence of feminine pulchritude! There is a feminine quality that big beautiful women possess Men quickly become obsessedwith her ample booty and breast Her seductive smile Sense of style Leaves all who meet her impressed the contour of her curves underneath her dress re

The Road To The Superbowl
Ok This is my first Blog and have to tell you about my passion for the beloved Patriots. The first game I ever took my son to was the AFC championship Vs. the Colts. The look on my sons face when he first walked through the archways to Gilette Stadium was priceles. The tickets were gifted to me from a client that chose not to attend because of the bitter cold, so of course I'd take them as a gratuity. That day was rough, I threw a birthday party for my ex the night before and rented a restraunt for her and her daughter turning 21 on that day. I drove 2 hours to my ex wifes house at 5:30 AM, drove another two hours to Gilette Stadium for the game of a lifetime. I thank the Patriots that year for making my memory special with my son! Please bring that moment back on Sunday and win the AFC Championship! My son is now 20, and he has his own life now....but I will never forget that day................Never

20 Ways To Annoy People
1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 4. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies. 5. Sniffle incessantly. 6. Name your dog "Dog. 7. Reply to everything someone says with "that's what YOU think." 8. Declare your apartment an independent nation, and sue your neighbors upstairs for "violating your airspace". 9. Forget the punchline to a long joke, but assure the listener it was a "real hoot." 10. Follow a few paces behind someone, spraying everything they touch with Lysol 11.Erect an elaborate network of ropes in your backyard, and tell the neighbors you are a "spider person." 12. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with the prophesy." 13. Drum on every available surface. 14. Staple papers in the middle of the page. 15. Ask 1-800 operators for dates. 16. Set alarms for random ti

The Way It Is
So tired of all these people (guys and girls alike) who don't appreciate a truly good woman... They see a pretty face and smile and a body that makes them drool, and they never stop to think or realize that underneath that surface image there exists a person who has feelings and emotions... a person who is real and true and not hiding behind a facade like the rest of the world. I find my looks to be a gift... not to be exploited as though I were just another Whore or Slut or Tramp or whatver else yu feel the need to think of me. I am not here to be admired or wanted for my looks... If someone can't accept me for who I am and is only out there looking for their next lay, they are definitely looking in the wrong place!!! So if all yu see is a pretty face and it gets yur little dick hard or yur pussy wet... Get to stepp'n and kick rocks!!

Stop Sopa
The end of the Internet as we know it may be right around the corner — but not if the Mozilla Foundation has anything to say about it. The maker of Firefox, a non-profit organization, haslaunched a campaign to help block the passage of both the ‘Stop Online Piracy Act’ (SOPA) and the ‘Protect IP Act’ (PIPA), each of which may soon go up for a vote in Congress. Those who join the campaign are asked to call their senators and representatives and express their ardent opposition to these bills by this Tuesday. why is the music and entertainment industry complaining, theres maybe one movie out of how many thats good, one song our of 20 tracks that you can listen to and then they charger so much money to go see a movie in a theater or buy their music even if you downloded. They should be happy that we are fans enough to listen and watch...its just not enough money for these ppl. when is enough money enough for them? Now they are taking it out on us and

Vampyr Love
A sexy story Lustful Vampyr Night I am on the hunt tonight not for my hunger for blood. I am hunger for passion and lustfulment this night. I spot my prey for the evening an extremely gorgeous woman fair skinned hair as black as night and eyes or emerald green.I a spot her from across the room in a large crowd in a ballroom. I glid smoothly through the crowd on my way to introduce myself. AS I approach her I begin to grow slighty faint. I have seen gorgeous women before but no mortal woman has ever done that to me before. I introduce myself to this woman of magnificent beauty. I am Dredric and your name my lady as I kiss her hand. She looks deep into my eyes almost paralizing me with her beauty. She said my lord my name is Litith. Amost amazing name for an amazing beauty. She smiles and blushes and bows her head as if she was trying to hide something. We continue the cnversation to the wee hours of the the costume to ball. As the festives end I ask her if she would like to stay

Fakes, Liars & Players Oh My!
This blog has been sitting in the back of my mind for a while. I normally do not call people out on their bullshit directly, but I just really can't hold back anymore. Honestly sick and tired of this persons bullshit antics on here. I truly do not understand how any of you are friends, crush or like her everyday. She simply uses people for their money, bling or to get her sleazy ass ahead and then when finished tosses them in the dirt. When people figure out her little bullshit schemes and toss her first..she cry’s poor me. Fuck that noise. You do this to yourself. You go through friends, family and fu-hubbys like people do toilet paper..except even shit is better then you are. I do not like people who use others. I fucking hate liars and game players. Not long ago she felt the need to tell a 12 year old girl that she was a fucking whore to the world on face book. I called her on this bullshit..right here on Fubar. Showed everyone her true colors. I found it amusing how she tol

Shout Box
I know some of you guys have been sending me SB messages, but now is not a good time. My sister was in a car accident, and I'm spending a lot of time at the hospital. I have read all your messages though. If you don't get a reply, it's not because I'm ignoring you, I'm just busy with real life. If you get pissed off because I didn't answer your SB, well then maybe you need to get a real life. I know that probably sounded a little harsh, but I am going to be at the hospital some, and I hate hospitals.

Valentine's Day Contest
VALENTINE'S KISSES SCORECARD VALENTINE'S KISSES HOW TO PLAY: members purchase "kisses" for other members. Each kiss is 1 credit. The man and woman with the most kisses will receive prizes. 1st Place (male & female): God Mode, Rockstar, HappyHour **These may or may not be the prizes given. There must be a significant amount of credits to accommodate the prizes** RULES: members may NOT buy kisses for themselves do NOT buy kisses for me. I can't win. all kisses are anonymous. I'm not going to tell you who sent your kiss any drama or attempts to cheat will result in disqualification updated kisses will be sent once a day (midnight PST) HOW TO ORDER: go into the bling shop and BUY CREDITS FOR SOMEONE ELSE. Select my profile and send credits. In the big white box (where you leave a comment) please paste a link to the person you are buying for along with their USER ID number. I will send confirmation of receipt in the order I receive them. Kisses will be delivered via

Rant
I've got a laptop with a busted monitor, Ive tried plugging that laptop in to an external monitor, it powers up to safe mode screen, then blacks out. At one time this trick worked, but now its helplesss, isn't there a way to tap into the busted laptop by network or a wire to snag the pics and music I want before It gets tossed out.

Love
Im Dorky and Corny by the way. I like it that way! 1-18-12 "I do my thing, and you do your thing. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful." It's difficult to find someone like you; it's like opening a hundred shells under the sea to find one pearl. But finding you makes the dive worth it. Your eyes aren't just beautiful, they are a gateway to a world that I want to be part of. 1-22-12 Love is a state of mind. Once its in your mind, it can drive you crazy over the person who does not care about you. Must regain your sanity or else you will suffer. (didnt write it, but good one for today haha)

Life In The New Year...
Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set goals by what other people deem are important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to tghem as you would life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give it. The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly. Do not dismiss your dreams. To be without dreams is to be without

Say Goodbye To Freedom Of The Press
Say goodbye to Freedom of The Press; they're conquering the last frontier.... SOPA is a governmental blind fold. Now, they can be as crooked as they want, without being revealed. What's next, mass executions?

Poem 9
THERE's A PLACE FAR FROM ME FOR THE MOMENT BUT COMMING CLOSE IN SOME DAYS IT's CALLED HEAVEN FOR ME IT IS A LIVING PLACE SOMEWHERE UNDER THE EQUALING RING WHEN I WALK TO THAT PLACE AT THAT SPECIAL DAY I WALK INTO YOUR ARMS MY HEAVEN THAT's WHERE I ALWAYS WANT TO BE TO FEEL YOU SO CLOSE TO HAVE YOU FOR ME I KNOW YOU WILL BE ON HIGH HEELS AS YOU WANT TO REACH MY LIPS SO EASY AND YOU GET A REAL NICE ONE A KISS WE HAVE BEEN LONGING FAR SO MUCH AND NOT ONLY THAT THE PRESENCE OF EACH SO CLOSE IT's FOOLING DAY TODAY 01 OF APRIL BUT NOT FOR ME I'm NOT IN THE MOOD TO FOOL SOMEBODY NOW THAT's WHY NO JOKES MY HEART FEELS SO WARMTH WHEN I SEE YOU SO HAPPY LATELY AND I KNOW WHY MY LOVE YOU ARE ALSO COUNTING DOWN TILL THE DAY I LEAVE HERE ON MY WAY TO YOU GONNA BE A LONG TRIP BUT I WILL DO IT WITH SO MUCH JOY AS I KNOW AT THE END THE ONE I LOVE SO MUCH WILL BE WAITING FOR ME I CAN't TELL YOU HOW MANY TIMES I WILL LOOK OUT OF THE WINDOW AND AT MY WATCH TO SEE

Poem 8
THERE's NO MINUTE YOU DON't THINK AT ME THERE's NO SECOND YOU'll GET OUT OF MY MIND THERE's NO MOMENT IN THE FUTURE THEY WILL SEPERATED US THERE's NO TIME I WILL LEAVE YA SIDE AS THERE WILL BE ALWAYS A MINUTE WE THINK AT THE PAST THERE WILL BE ALWAYS A MOMENT WE TALK ABOUT THE FUTURE THERE WILL BE ALL DAYS WE WILL SHARE ALL AS THERE's NO MINUTE WE CAN't THINK ABOUT A LIVE WITHOUT EACH OTHER THERE's NO SECOND WE EVER THINK ABOUT BEING APART BECAUSE WE BELONG TO EACH OTHER WE ARE ONE EVEN IN TWO BODIES BUT YOU HAVE MY HEART AND I HAVE YOURS SO WE ARE TOGETHER FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES AND ONLY THAT ONE CLICK CHANGED OUR LIVES SO MUCH I STILL HEAR YOU SAYING I WON't COME HERE EACH DAY BUT WHO SHOWED UP NEXT EVENING YOU AS AN UNKOWN FORCE WAS PULLING YOU TO ME AND ME THE FOOL FIRST I DIDN't WANTED TO BELIEVE IT I THOUGHT IT WAS WRONG WHEN I SAW AT OUR AGE BUT ALSO THAT UNKOWN FORCE PULLED ME LATER TO YOU AND I COULDN't DENY IT NO MORE I FALL IN

How Stuff Works
Good read for those who use FFTs in signal processing applications...peace, jd The faster-than-fast Fourier transform January 18, 2012 by Larry Hardesty Enlarge The Fourier transform is one of the most fundamental concepts in the information sciences. It’s a method for representing an irregular signal — such as the voltage fluctuations in the wire that connects an MP3 player to a loudspeaker — as a combination of pure frequencies. It’s universal in signal processing, but it can also be used to compress image and audio files, solve differential equations and price stock options, among other things. The reason the Fourier transform is so prevalent is an algorithm called the fast Fourier transform (FFT), devised in the mid-1960s, which made it practical to calculate Fourier transforms on the fly. Ever since the FFT was proposed, however, people have wondered whether an even faster algorithm could be found. At the Association for Computing Machinery&rsquo

So You Say Your A Bitch
It has come to my attention that yet another "person" is running her mouth about me. You go to Randy and run your mouth about shit you know nothing about. Here are the facts....... (1) I was involved in a wreck before Christmas that almost took my life (2) The wreck couldnt have been avoided. Now you have BITCH in your name on here but your not woman enough to come to me and run your mouth you put the word Bitch to shame You know who you are. Grow the fuck up and come to me if you have a problem with me. Dont go calling, texting, or sending messages on here to Randy. Ask him or me for my number, hell I will even give you my address and we will talk. My 12 year old is more of a woman than you will ever be because if she has a problem she goes to the source not behind the sources back. Again Grow up get a life and stay the fuck out of mine. I have told you this before Im really getting tired of this shit

Surreal Poetry
I watched spiders crawl out from her mouth, their legs twitching and jerking about in random spasms. They made way for her eyelids, gnawing away like parasitic rats sheltered behind cold walls echoing tainted memories only moths could recall. The spiders were the bane of sight, the logic and reason for blindness, to bind darkness to those who were already lost without the light. I watched the spiders spit venom into her eyes, their legs twitching and jerking about in random spasms. She was unable to blink, unable to think, unable to stop the poison from corroding morality perceived through her mind’s third eye. The venom seeped through and damaged her porcelain soul, little by little vacant spaces replaced what amnesia sought as she started to sing deadly lullabies the spiders had forgot. I watched the spiders creep down into her head, their legs twitching and jerking about in random spasms. They weaved a special web to catch and save th

Internet Life
The Internet blacklist legislation—known as PROTECT IP Act (PIPA) in the Senate and Stop Online Piracy Act (SOPA) in the House—invites Internet security risks, threatens online speech, and hampers Internet innovation. Urge your members of Congress to reject this Internet blacklist campaign in both its forms! To make the most impact, we're asking YOU to do two things. Today, use our handy tool to send an email to your representatives, letting them know you oppose these bills and they should too. Then, on January 23, when the Senate is back in session (and scheduled to vote on PIPA on January 24), call your Senator and tell him or her that it's time to stand with the Internet and against the Internet blacklists! Big media and its allies in Congress are billing the Internet blacklist legislation as a new way to battle online infringement. But innovation and free speech advocates know that this initiative will do little to stop infringement online. What it will do is compromise Inter

2012
So the year has started off a bit stressful...yesterday I found out my current position has been posted on Craigslist by my employer..this coming after a co-worker called me to give me a heads up..that someone was out to get rid of me..well long story short..I stressed last night, then today found some relief..I am not going anywhere for a while, they want to shift me out to a different area to better utilize me. Well in my panic, I updated my Careerbuilder.com profile..and BLAM got 11 emails today from potential new employers back in the previous career arena :) And in addition to the 11 emails, I received a call and await the 2nd call to set up an interview.. Maybe the Universe has plans for me.. I sure hope so, I miss being a "suit" and being financially stable.. In short a miserable hopelss night turned into a uplifting and empowering day with a renewed sense of career viability..

Poem 6
YOU ASKED ME TO HOLD YOU WHILE WE SLEEP BUT I WANT TO HOLD YOU FIRST WHEN WE MEET I WILL HOLD YOU IN THE CAB AND ALSO HOLD YOU WHEN WE GO INSIDE I LOVE TO HOLD YA HAND I NEED TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS TO FEEL YOUR HEARTBEATS NICELY AGAINST MY CHEST THAT's WHY I KEEP HOLDING ON YOU YOU HOLD ME ALREADY FOR SO LONG IN YA MIND UNTILL I REALISED IT THEN AFTER A TIME LONGER YOUR NAME WAS HOLD INTO MY BRAIN LIKE LAST NIGHT WHEN I COULDN't SLEEP AS YOUR NAME WAS SPINNING THROUGH MY MIND BUT BACK TO THE HOLDING I KNOW YOU LIKE TO HOLD ME EVEN IT's HAND IN HAND OR IN A HUG OR FOR LIVE I SAY YES ON ALL MY LOVE HOLD ME TIDE AS I COME FROM WIDE TO SEE YA AND STAY WITH YOU SO WE CAN HOLD EACH OTHER AS WE HOLD ALREADY FOR SO LONG EACH NAME IN OUR HEAD .... YOU ARE THE ONE THAT's WHAT IS SPINNING IN OUR BRAINS AND YOU MAY KNOW IT I L O V E I T !!!! SO.... HOLDING YOU - HOLDING ME WE GONNA HOLD ON EACH OTHER FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES AS WE ARE MADE TO BE TOGETHE

Purple Fuckin' Heart
On April 10,2004 Lt. Col. Rosbau stood like only a commander of a battalion of highly motivated,highly pissed combat Marines can....his left foot perched atop his ALICE pack striking what would commonly be referred to as the "Capt. Morgan pose" in later daze....his lower jaw jutting slightly forward...not enough to strike him as goofy or freakish, but more of a sign of resolve. My heart was pounding in my chest....reverberating all the way to the tympanic membrane of my inner ear. So while I can't necessarily quote our awesome leader of warriors, I can tell you ALMOST verbatim what was said: "The dogs of Fallujah will eat well soon. They will feast heartily on the entrails of ALL who dare not heed the knell of the death bells.(Two weeks prior, CENTCOM had issued an evacuation order to all non-combatants:Get out or die.No prisoners will be taken.)You Marines are about to undertake a mission that Our Beloved Corps has not accom

Dont Miss Out On What You Have
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me

Domestic Violence And Mental Abuse
I always see this posted While you scream at your beloved, there's a man wishing he could whisper in her ear. While you humiliate her, offend and insult her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how beautiful she is. While you hurt her, there's a man wishing he could take her pain away. While you make her cry, there's a man stealing smiles from her. Post this on your wall if you are against Domestic Violence and Mental Abuse What about men they hurt too? So... While you scream at your beloved, there is a women wishing she could whisper in his ear. While you humilate him, offend and insult him, there's a women flirting with him and reminding him how handsome he is. While you hurt him, there is a women wishing she could take his pain away. While you make him cry, there is a women wiping his tears away. Domestic Violence and Mental Abuse goes both way's and men is much as a victim as a women.

Drunk A Poem By Ian Uriel Girdley
I used to think it was a genie bottle, whose contents lifted my head into a dreamy world of clouds, buzz is a good word for the tingling lack of sensation, my head falls back on its own, it flutters, like my head was in love, this would have been my first wish. I could not remember to make the other two. This was the deceptive ecstasy of ambrosia, and we did not know words yet like dry heaves, rotgut, and brown bottle flu, black-outs were entertaining, not accountable for anything forgotten, forgetting my second wish was not to feel shame. I then did not know the devil's trickery, that demons look like genies and can make you feel good, but possession is the whole of the law, and the bad will always follow once they have you, when there are no excuses, just a disease. Black-outs mean that you are alone, and loneliness means that you are the drink, and drinking means the demons have you, yet you are compelled to possess their possession, because you still remember

Thoughts Opinions And Bullshit Or Simply Bullshit
People always ask my why I always delete my profile...you always come back. The answer is never as simple as the question. The most honest response I can give is that after awhile FUBAR makes me sick, it makes me hate myself, it takes all my worst qualities and amplifies them to a point where I cannot ignore them. I believe it is that point when I realize my ego (ego does not exist but it is a good descriptive term) is growing out of control, or my lust is consuming me, I just delete my profile thinking that will solve the problem. Well if I have learned anything about addiction (and yes fubar is an addiction for many even if you are addicted to yourself) running away does not solve the problem. Fubar does bring out the worst in most people for a variety of reasons. The entire game is made to bring out the worst in people, envy, lust, jealousy and the hilarity of it all is the harder you play the more you lose, money, real relationships and friendships. Obviously this is not the cas

People Never Read.
People need to read profiles. I mean we take the time to fill it in so please take the time to read them. It would really stop a lot of bullshit and blocking people. I am here to have fun. I am not here to cam or meet you. I am here for me. Take it or leave it your choice. If something happens along the way then fine, it will happen. I will not be fucking pressured into anything. Once you pressure me I will back off and will be done. This only causes drama and makes people mad or it does me. RECAP on my rules as far as being here. (Read the PROFILE) it is self explanatory and if I forgot anything I will add to it. Show me respect on what I ask for or we will not talk anymore. So there it is all in a nutshell. I hate the feeling of being smothered and it isn't really you, it is probably my own shit I go through. If you don't like then you don't have to deal with it, you can move along. One more thing. I have had people get mad cause I don't respond to them in there timelt

I Feeling Kinda Of Buzz Of This Liquor That Im Spilling,so When Im Feeling Drunk Im Not Able But I Willing, Keep Ur Keys In The Trunk Or Safe Spot To
i feeling kinda of buzz off this liquor that I'm spilling,so when I'm feeling kinda drunk im not able but i willing, keep Ur keys in the trunk or safe spot to put them. cause a hit a run still the same, or even worse if you killed them, My moral is not tell you to drink n drive or not too, my point is you take a life your serving life, ppl have a great day.....

Lounge(s)
http://fubar.com/lounge/82870 - - WILD SEXUAL FANTASY'S [NSFW] http://fubar.com/lounge/82870 - - LIZARD LICK LOUNGE [NSFW] http://fubar.com/lounge/81929 - - ROCK AND ROLL FOREVER! [?] PLEASE NOTE: THIS IS JUST A BLOG FOR THE RECOMMENDED LOUNGES, NOT PART OF ANY STAFF OF THESE LOUNGESANY ISSUES WITH THE LOUNGE SHALL NOT BE PART OF THIS BLOG NOR WILL I HAVE ANYSAY OF WHAT THEY DO FOR IT - THESE ARE ONLY RECOMMENDS NOT HAVES ALSO: SOME LOUNGES LISTED AS [NSFW] ARE POSTED IN THIS BLOG AS WELL ENTER AT YOUR RISK

Into The Wilds
You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Wrir Broadcasting
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Vaultgirl's Blog
My name is Cassi and yes, I have a boyfriend. We'll hit four years on leap day and we are stronger than ever. It hasn't been bad really. Just a tad bit annoying with all the drinks I've recieved. -.- I'm 18, you all know that, right? Yes, I really am 18 years-old. I know I look younger than I am, but I was born May of '93 and graduated high school June 2011. Lol. I love how underage drinking can occur virtually. I hate drinks. -.-; Another annoyance is when people come to me asking for favors like "COMMENT ON MY PAGE HURRP DERP" "SEND ME A DRINK" BLAH BLAH BLAH. I don't do favors for random ass people, kay? Just for "leveling up", really? My addiction still is getting my daily points on VampireFreaks. On there it's worth it more because you can actually TRADE your points in for REAL life things, like shirts, money, and other stuff too. I'm currently saving up for a hoodie. Then after that, cash in for another year of premium. That site is so much more fun than Facebook. Lmao. R

My Ebay Page
http://myworld.ebay.com/wickidmike1988 hope i got something you like i will be starting an adult store and sex toy parties so let me know whats up my peeps does anyone ever wanna just die because you want to but cant because you know that it will hurt all the ones around you???????

Reverse Discrimination
ok i'm having an issue with the whole martin luther king thing. Fu has a bling and even a sidebar of the I have a dream speach. There's a whole month month dedicated to black history. yet i have a pic up saying "proud to be a cracker" and it gets flagged as nsfw as being racist. Since when is it wrong to be any color other than black. I'm white and glad i am. I don't care what color someone else is. They could be white black red yellow brown purple or plaid. So what. but i'm sick and tired of having to "hide". like only the african americans were repressed several hundred years ago. I'm irish, scottish, english, pennslyvania dutch, aka a mutt. Where's my irish history month, or single woman month, or brown haired month. The past is over LET IT GO. If you personally didn't pick cotton or pull a plow or be sold into slavery then shut up. All our ancestors had hard lives and times to live thru. Yes there was alot of awful things that happened back then. but at the same ti

A Better Friend
I want to tell you all how sorry I am for being a bad friend to everyone. You know how I go on and on and on about being ugly.. the big chested women.. not being good enough.. and so on and so forth?And how all my friends.. the ones that love me.. tell me i am beautiful. and that i am better than good enough?well.....A friend used my own words against me Friday.. he kept saying how ugly and scary he is and that no woman would ever give him the time of day and I just had had enough.. and said this... "WOULD YOU STOP THAT??? Who the hell cares what you are or what you arent... you are YOU.. A really sweet, funny, good looking guy.. that is loyal to his friends and you wont stand by watching your friends be hurt.." Then he said.. "Read what you just put up there .. and put it towards yourself" Which i did... And realized.. I did the same thing to all of you I was so frustrated when he wouldnt stop putting himself down... over and over againThen BAM.. hello.. I do it to all of you too. I

Stuff...
Love is when you take away the feeling , the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out I still care for you. The best kind of friend is the kind I can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation I ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but its also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Never say good-bye if you still want to try, never give up if you still feel you can go on, never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go. Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, to those who still need to love although they've been hurt before, and to those who have the courage and faith to build trust again. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it only takes a smil

Cyanide Pills And Lollipop Dreams
These last two days totally blow my mind. It started out totally wicked...I consumed an unusually large amount of alcohol and not enough food. Now all I can do is sit here and hope my head stops spinning and my mac n cheese stays down...I'm dying of thirst but every glass of water I drink I get a little more queasy...I have a lot on my mind and am too lazy and tired to find my journal. So that's what this blog is for...for the times I'm sitting on Fubar listening to GrewSum and just don't want to put in the effort to go find my notebook... I am crazy. No really...I am. But here's the thing that's fresh on my mind. Why in the world do girls act all dumb. They say things can be a certain way then when everything seems alright they change their mind. I have an amazing boyfriend. I don't care who he has sex with because I know he loves me. Sex is just sex...love is LIFE! So before you say I'm stupid of that its not supposed to be that way...keep in mind I love with everything I ha

Another Day
I have been on FuBar for awhile now and have seen a few things. This whole lounge thing is starting to get me down though. Alot of people that are a bit too totalitarian to be in public. They get 100,000 FuBucks and suddenly they want to be a powerfreak. Now, I am not saying that all lounges are bad. I have been in a few very cool ones. It's a few that seem to be a flaky. They want people in but if they aren't a carbon copy of themselves they they drop the banhammer. Makes no sense. Anyway, I guess I am just venting. I am a bit of a neurotic and believe in black and white. It comes from programming. Things for me either are, or they are not at all. Grey areas equal chaos. Like nothing sexually explicit as rule unless its lounge staff asking about girls vagina's. That is crap! Not saying we should all talk about vaginas just that staff shouldn't be exempt fromt he rules. EVER! Black and white. Well, it has been snowing around here and it is quite crisp outside. However, the sun is

Surveys
1.Do you have a magickal name? I use Ishtara, as I mature in my studies I believe one will come to me.2.What does it mean? To me it means womanhood, sexuality,sensuality, loyal, strength, dedication, beauty, persistence, and love; after the great goddess Ishtar.3.How did you find Wicca/Paganism? It has always been with me.4.How long have you been praticing/studying? A couple months.5.Solitary or group pratictioner? Solitary6.What is your path? Eclectic Pagan 7.Are you out of the broom closet? Yes!! Pagan Pride!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 8.Who is your patron God? Father Sky9.Who is your patron Goddess? Mother Earth (Lord & Lady) but I am open to all Deities10.What pantheon do you worship? Mainly the Egyptian but I also follow the Celtic and others11.Do you fear darkly aspected Gods/Goddess, or rather respect them? Respect. Without dark there is no light. We need balance. 12.What do you think of the Christian God? He’s cool, though he’s very moody and demanding, but I wish h

I Need A Fubar Wife
i need me a fubar wife u would b my quneen i will make u happy make u smile and love u like a real wife iam soooo lovely so if u want a good man come a see me let get to no each other i n u will like me cos iam that kind of guy so if u want to b my queen pl come to me iam waiting for u i hope i did this right ok

Carlos
Should I be silly and goofy for by inspiring..I think i'll pick a little bit of both... I love the power of our thoughts and how we can influence our future by the way we think...positive or negative... anyone reading this intersted in hypnosis?

Military 2260
Well folks here to try and meet some new female friends and maybe see what happens.... Would like to maybe find some that like to go on motorcyle rides to the beach and just be friends ... thanks for now and have a good day!!!!!!!

Younger Vs. Older
Checking out at the supermarket recently, the young cashier suggested I should bring my own bags because plastic bags weren’t good for the environment. I apologized and explained, “We didn’t have this green thing back in my earlier days“. The clerk responded, “That’s our problem today. Your generation did not care enough to save our environment for future generations“. She was right about one thing–our generation didn’t have the green thing in “Our” day. So what did we have back then? After some reflection and soul-searching on “Our” day, here’s what I remembered we did have…. Back then, we returned milk bottles, pop bottles and beer bottles to the store. The store sent them back to the plant to be washed and sterilized and refilled, so it could use the same bottles repeatedly. So they really were recycled. But we didn’t have the green thing back in our day. We walked up stairs, b

Redistribution Of Wealth
Redistribution of wealth-sounds like a good concept so why are so many opposed to it?...The sad truth is, some of it has to do to with greed. But, if you accept the premise that most people are good, there has to be another reason. I believe it is in the implementation of such a program. Undoubtably it would come in the form of higher taxes on the wealthy. The problem is taxes go to the government and the government is very much like the mafia. First a certain percentage would be skimmed off the top to line the pockets of the politicians. Then some would be steered into the politicians' pet projects. Then more would go to the special interest groups and campaign supporters of the politicians, ie-rich people like George Soros and union bosses like Richard Trumpka. In the end pennies on the dollar would go to the people who really need it. I'm sure the government would tell you that it would go to create jobs. But how has all the stimulus spending and a $15trillion dollar debt helped o

Fuckin' Hiwarious!
Japanese Department Store May Want to Look Up the Word ‘Fucking’ If only we could have sat in on the meeting where the marketing team for this Osaka department store came up with the idea for their "Fuckin' Sale," spotted early this month by a reader of Jake Adelstein's Japan Subculture blog. -There should be some cool English words on these signs. -How about "Fuckin' Sale?" -What's that mean? -Fuckin' means, like, really good. So it's a really good sale. -And there's no other meaning to "fuckin'? -Nothing at all that might embarrass us on the internet? Remember what happened with our Save-a-Shit-Ton promotion… Update: The fuckin sale has been cleaned up

Darkgift Radio Blog
Greetings People of The Planet Earth, Seeing that I just signed up for Fubar last evening, after the site was suggested to me by one of the listeners of my station, I thought I'd create a blog here that I can use to send out updates and notes for my Internet Radio Station, DarkGift Radio and the shows that we run. Granted, we have our own website that contains it's own blog over at www.darkgiftradio.com, as well as the usual other items like a photo album, links, a show streamer, and other various pages, but I still felt compelled to create this one as another avenue to hopefully gain and keep some new listeners envolved and in the loop as to what's going on with the station. I hope that those of you that read this please take a few minutes and check out our site and station and please pass along the links to your friends should you know anyone into the genres of music that we play, which is mostly Hard/Heavy Rock & Metal, Gothic, Euro-Metal, Symphonic Metal, Alternative and a few o

Xxwritingsxx
I'm just me I don't care what others think of me. I still got my friends and there all I need to have my fun. I hope you like my writings and comment My life is worthless, My heart is cold, My mind is dying, My hope has gone. . So many mistakes in my life, No trust by my side, I'm so sorry for being me, It's my face I don't want to see. . Full of nothing, Now seeing the truth, Facing the hurting, Forgive me, my faults, and my sins, I tried to love, to feel, to be,

Everything
all i can say is dont believe everything you hear..... my boyfriend almost got locked up because of his ex wife... just because you believe what people say .... always hear facts before you make up your mind, some people manipulate to get what they want i just have to thank my boyfriend allan russell for showing me that love truely exists.... if you were some sort of psycho babe i wouldnt let you any where near my children. thank you for giving me a beautiful baby girl and helping me raise my 2 amazing kids jakob and lily.... jade adores her big siblings... she has 2 other siblings but i have been told that her brother peter will never meet his little sister and i have to accept it.. i must admit watching allan and his ex go throu this made me realise that there are 2 sides to every story.... life is what you make it and i intend to grab it with both hands....

Drunk Drivers
When I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back, the boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'' The little boy turned to the old woman next to him, ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' She replied, ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it

A newlywed couple returned to their apartment after being on their honeymoon."Care to go upstairs and do it?" the husband asked."Shh!" said the bride "All the neighbors will know what we're about to do. These walls are paper thin. In the future, we'll have to ask each other in code. For example, how about asking, 'Have you left the washing machine door open' instead?"So, the following night, the husband asks, "I don't suppose you left the washing machine door open, did you?""No, I definitely shut it," replied the wife who rolled over and fell asleep.When she woke up however, she was feeling a little frisky herself and she nudged her husband and said, "I think I did leave the washing machine door open after all. Would you like to do some washing?""No, thanks," said the husband. "It was only a small load so I did it by hand."

Wanted: Profile Layout
I am looking for someone who can make me a specially made profile layout. I want something that will catch peoples eye and really pop out with my favortie colors and also with a picture of me on the top (or two) and my nickname (Kinky) on it wit the font all decked out. Can only afford the $20=25 credit bling pack. If anyone is interested please send me a message and let me know. Thank you! PS I would also like to see some of your work as well before you start to make the layout so I know if its something I'm looking for.

Rambles Of A Soldier Part 1
i like to write i dont like to read though to a lot that dosent seem weird but to me it does if i write something i should be able to read it and enjoy it i know that i'll write this blog and forget about it but shouldent i write this blog and look back on it in a month or two and think man i really enjoy what i wrote but i know i wont. i always joke around and say reading is for rich people i have no idea where i came with that idea cause idk one rich person who reads they most likely have people who read things for them and make decisions for them and we all know that soldiers like me arent rich hell i'm only a PFC i dont make shit just bearly enough to cover my bills and just enough to have some money to go out and have fun every once in a while. i will say that when i actually do deside to read something its a auto biography none of this twilight bull shit or harry potter although some of the movies were pretty good but back to books the last one i read was brian head welsh's boo

Life Ain't That Hard
Okay, its time we stop the "wuss"-ification of America. To start with, bullies. If your kid is being bullied teach them to fight. Bruises will heal, bowing down subserviently lasts a lifetime. 2nd-People quit apologizing for every stupid comment you make. We get it. You're a dumbass. 3rd-People quit demanding apologies from the dumbasses. They're not responsible for the way you feel or if your fee...(tharr be more)lings get hurt. Learn how to change your reaction to others to empower yourselves, not be a whiney-ass. 4th-If you want to be treated equal, then except what really comes with it. I make light of EVERYONE! Regardless of race, religion, sexual preference, gender, etc. Because I treat everyone the same. If you can't take the good with the bad, that means you don't want to be equal, you want to be 'better than". Get over the PC crap! My friend is correct in calling it Population Control. We're all just people doing the best we can. Just try to love.

Dating Sites.
In my last post I talked about fake profiles and a lot of sites not being legit. I did find a few sites that are legit or seem legit. One that I know is legit is, PlentyofFish.com. I met someone that had a profile on that site and was friends with her for several month before we parted ways. One of her friends, that I met, also had a profile on that site. I also saw that the mother of my nephew had a profile on that site. Plentyoffish.com has a sister site for people who want to commit to long term relationships, Evow.com. Both sites are free. There is an option to buy a membership, but all that does is makes your profile show up first in searches and a few other abilities on the site that is possible to live without. Oh, an last time I checked it was a lot more reasonably priced compared to other sites $15 a month oppossed to $30 a month. I also found that the mother of my nephew has a profile on another free site, OKCupid.com. That site seems pretty legit. Kinda seems like any da

Jenays World
Pebbles,Stones,Rocks and Redwood Trees What are these things? Pebbles, stones, rocks and Redwood Trees I have found these things to be Gods way of talking to me When you’re on the wrong path in life, God tosses pebbles at you trying to get you to listen to him "you're going the wrong way in life, stop-go back" but most of the time I just ignored the pebbles” rubbing back of head”, sigh and go on down the road I am walking on ,many bad things happened between the pebbles and the rocks .For instance in 1990 I was in a horrid car wreck and was ejected out of the car and broke my left collar bone and cracked a few ribs “the pebble was my seat belt”, but I was 20 ten foot tall and bullet proof don't need a seat belt ,I thought”. Wrong was I, three months laid up and in a lot of pain .broken collar bones take time to heal. Then came the stones, I had lots of pebbles but just rubbed my head and we

Signs Of My Life
Otter: Jan 20 - Feb 18A little quirky, and unorthodox, the Otter is a hard one to figure sometimes. Perceived as unconventional, the Otter methods aren't the first ones chosen to get the job done. This is a big mistake on the part of others – because although unconventional, the Otter's methods are usually quite effective. Yes, the Otter has unusual way of looking at things, but he/she is equipped with a brilliant imagination and intelligence, allowing him/her an edge over every one else. Often very perceptive and intuitive, the Otter makes a very good friend, and can be very attentive. In a nurturing environment the Otter is sensitive, sympathetic, courageous, and honest. Left to his/her own devices, the Otter can be unscrupulous, lewd, rebellious, and isolated. Rowan - The ThinkerJanuary 21 – February 17Celtic tree astrology recognizes Rowan signs as the philosophical minds within the zodiac. If you were born under the Rowan energy, you are likely a keen-minded visionary

Mirror
I look in the mirror an who do I see? Not the person I used to be. I used to see a brown eyed ambishus young man. Now I see an ol' olive eyed numb man.... How do eyes change color? And why?? My eyes where soooo brown. Now I can just berely see a hint of brown just around the pupils. Am I dead or dieing inside? I feel like it most of the time. Just keep wait'n for the next thing to come around. I make less than half of what I used to and work twice as hard. Am I to end my life further in the hole than I get bured?? I got an envelope from human reasorses today say'n I haven't submitted my benifactorty information yet... Probably because unless I can list my dogs, I have none.... Why am I even here?

Monkeys
If you start with a cage containing five monkeys, and, inside the cage, hang a banana on a string from the top, and then you place a set of stairs under the banana, before long a monkey will go to the stairs, and climb toward the banana. ... As soon as he touches the stairs, you spray all the other monkeys with cold water. After a while another monkey makes an attempt with same result ... all the other monkeys are sprayed with cold water. Pretty soon when another monkey tries to climb the stairs, the other monkeys will try to prevent it. Now, put the cold water away. Remove one monkey from the cage, and replace it with a new one. The new monkey sees the banana, and attempts to climb the stairs. To his shock, all of the other monkeys beat the crap out of him. After another attempt and attack, he knows that if he tries to climb the stairs he will be assaulted. Next, remove another of the original five monkeys, replacing it with a new one. The newcomer goes to the stairs, and is a

Can Anybody Tell Me ...
Can anybody tell me just which is the best way to meet the requirement I have to meet to level again? Here is the requirement: Must earn 500,000 points for other memberswithin a 24 hour period.Points given through being altruized (or through actions from you to your beneficiary) do not count towards this requirement.Requirement to be completed after 1-13-2012. I am open to ideas. Thanks

Are You Effin Serious
so i get this just a min ago 2:15pm reply TexasRedneck: jacking off on cam 2:16pm more To TexasRedneck: really? ok wel i dont give a damn about that shit...go find a fubar whore so im thinking its some young dude right ehnt so wrong its an old man wth is your problems guys?? really? you think popping off saying that is going to get you somewhere? well it might get you somewhere with these fu whores and skank but you will get nothing form me on that shit i do not give a damn about seeing you jack off on cam if i want to see that shit i know where to and who to go to and sure as hell is not god damn fubar keep your fucking bullshit to your fucking self!!!! THANK YOU! oh heres the perv http://fubar.com/5794294

Friday The 13th Game
HERE'S A GAME FOR YOU! CAN YOU COUNT HOW MANY SCARY MOVIES ARE MENTIONED? GOOD LUCK! As I sit here on Friday the 13th and wait for the fatal hour, I'm glad it's not Halloween and I won't be hearing Trick or Treat. But I think of the Others who might make a wrong turn on Silent Hill, and how the terror may begin. We've all heard the Urban Legends and the Boogeyman, but what really happens when a stranger calls? You may want to play hide and seek, but remember it waits in darkness. You may want to scream or say jeepers creepers, but don't hold a grudge against Carrie. If you do get out on the Night of the living dead, please don't make a U turn and don't go the the last house on the left or house on Haunted Hill because it may turn into another Texas Chainsaw Massacre!!!!

Including Myself
Someone that I will ALWAYS hold close to me gave me prob. the BEST analogy of myself that I have ever heard....they said....most people when they are about to get in a pool like to test the water..maybe stick their toe in to get a feel of it..to make sure the water is going to be wat you expect..but not you..you dive in head first and say fuck the water and just deal with the effects of it after the fact..that is SO me...I have been hit with obstacle after obstacle as of lately and apparently it has messed with my head more than I was even aware of....I gave SOOO much of myself to ONE specific person...and I have not had that level of emotion with ANYONE in a long damn time....then for watever reasons..which at that very moment I was faced with so much and when it crumbled all at the same time..it did something to me..and I haven't been the same since....I keep trying to fill that emptiness....I am a jumper without thinking....so much at once...I can't deal anymore...I am N

Thank You Lord!
Thank You For Our Messy Home Dear Lord,Thank you for this sink of dirty dishes; we have plenty of food to eat.... Thank you for this pile of dirty, stinky laundry; we have plenty of nice clothes to wear.And I would like to thank you, Lord, for those unmade beds; they were so warm and comfortable last night. I know that many have no bed.My thanks to you, Lord, for this bathroom, complete with all the splattered mess, soggy, grimy towels and the dirty lavatory; they are all so convenient.Thank you for this finger-smudged refrigerator that needs defrosting so badly; it has served us faithfully for many years. It is full of cold drinks and enough leftovers for two or three meals.Thank you, Lord, for this oven that absolutely must be cleaned today; it has baked so many things over the years.The whole family is grateful for that tall grass that needs mowing and lawn that needs raking; we all enjoy the yard.Thank you, Lord, even for that slamming screen door. My kids are healthy and able to

Life's Little Surprises.
Look at my stats I been here for awhile. In that time I made a few friends, Some were better than others some worse. Not many even speak to me anymore and thats ok your choice. Some people might know about my battle with cancer the past couple years, most do not. It was a well fought battle and for the most part winning it. I just found out however something else is killing me instead. According to my Endocrinologist my diabetes is killing me and she has told me I have at best another 2 years to live. I wanted to say Thank You to all the friends that have stuck by me in my time here, you guys mean the world to me. Perhaps someday we may meet on the other side. Good luck and God Bless.

Brilliant Trips - Best Day Trips
If you are thinking on where to plan your next girl’s trip out, you don’t have to look far. We have some amazing ideas that are going to make this trip an unforgettable experience for you and all your female pals. Sporty activities –If you are girls who just love to get into your sports shoes and have a ball of a time. Then the best way to go about it is to select a great activity spot nearby and start your girls weekends with a bang. You could include hiking, skiing, swimming, scuba diving, etc. Thrills –If you are an outdoorsy girl and you still want a lot of activities to indulge in, apart from sports, the theme parks or amusement parks are great. You can have a ball of a time on the rides with your friends, and you know that the snaps you take care going to make up for unforgettable memories on these girls weekends. Serenity If your girlfriends want to get away from the busty lifestyle then we can assure you that you can always rent a cottage by the lake and

A Must Read!!
“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman w

Perversion Popularity And Points
I have been on this site for going on six years. People have told me over the years that this site isnt for making friends and I have defended this place, saying yeah, you can make friends here. But I'm not seeing it anymore, not in the same light as I used to. This place was a fun place back in the day. Now not so much. Its all about perversion, popularity and points. That's all. And its ran by the big breasted women and the men who are their lap dogs. Maybe they are right.. this isnt the place to make friends. Who knows?!?! I do cherish the people that talk to me and make me part of their lives. Means a lot to me. Within the last few months here, my jealousy over those big breasted women have destroyed my friendships here, Facebook and offline as well. Most importantly, it has destroyed me. Well broke me. Made me physically ill, Hurt and so full of anger and animosity. Sure they get like 100s of comments on ONE of their big breasted pictures and I don't get but four comments on one

Lounge Stuff
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Has Man Gone Too Far?
The movie Gatica made what seemed like SyFy a reality in a movie years ago. Now genetic doctors can give you a boy or a girl if you choose so. Is this wrong? And would you do it? The average cost is about 15 grand to get a boy or a girl of your choosing. You have 2 girls and want to have a boy for the last try. Or you have all boys and a girl would make your family complete. Is this reason enough to fool with nature? I want your opinions!

Stupid Phucks Of Fubar
ok i have now offically started my stupid fuck file. This nasty bastard is 50 yrs old and talks to women like they are nothing more than pieces of meat. he has no concept of respect or decency ! so go to this bald headed fucktard's page and tell his bitch ass off! Congrats bussballs you are the first waste of space to be placed into my stupid phuck file! buzzballs@ fubar;

Seriously...
I have been asked for my phone number several times now. You'd think that if a person on here read my about me, they "might" figure out that would be a bad idea. I've had bad experiences with the internet, so no one gets numbers, pics, or anything like that unless they are real family or friends (since they would be family and friends, they would already have that, right?). These people should also be able to figure out that they aren't going to get pics of me either. Giving too much information and trusting people on the internet is how the CraigsList killer was so successful. I don't plan on being a victim. I've been hurt enough by someone I met one here. So, all you are going to get is what I put on my profile. I will still do the rates, likes, drinks and other things though. Ok, I'm done ranting now lol.

Hi There!
Just thought i would say Hi! Need a place that is not laced with family or friends that are offended by things i say or do! I am tried of watching what i say! So enjoy me and enjoy the naughty things that flow from my mind! XXXXX KittyKat Repair MeShe realizes that their life together seemed to be getting rather dull. After ten years of marriage, they have settled into a routine. He would get up, kiss her goodbye, and go to work. She would get up and begin cleaning the house or what ever. He would come home kiss her when he walked in the door, head for the shower, ask when is dinner and disappear until she calls him for dinner. She only see’s him for a few moments a day. When he needs her the most. So she began to feel unwanted, and undesirable by him. She went as far as one night putting on a new negligee and getting all primed for him. She waits until he was snuggled into bed, when she would walk out in the crimson red see thru nightie. He looked at her smiled and asked i

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Amanda's Poetry
His Touch A gentle brush of his fingers, Sending shivers down my spine. The love I see in his eyes, Is a love that equals mine. He greets me with a smile, And leaves me with a kiss. If he were to ever leave me, I couldn't imagine what I'd miss. Maybe it's his touch, Or the way he makes me feel. But whatever it is, I'm head over heels. Author, Amanda "Little Moments" "Mommy,daddy's home!"Rings in my ears as you arrive. Smiling as our babies rush to your side. They leap into your awaiting hands, "Hug me daddy!" Is their only demands. You wrap each lovingly into an arm, My heart smiles I know they are safe from harm. Over two little heads we steal a kiss, These are the little moments we will miss. As dinner time draws near, "We're playing with daddy" is what I hear. Grow up so fast we know they will, So each day with our little moments we fill. For we both know it will soon be gone, All we will have is our little moments to carry on. Author, Amanda

Holy Prostitutes
Fwd: HOLY PROSTITUTES...... HOLY PROSTITUTES A man is driving down a deserted stretch of highway when he notices a sign out of the corner of his eye... It reads:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHOUSE OF PROSTITUTION10 MILESHe thinks this is a figment of his imagination and drives on without second thought.Soon he sees another sign which reads:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHOUSE OF PROSTITUTION5 MILESSuddenly he begins to realize that these signs are for real and drives past a third sign saying:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHOUSE OF PROSTITUTIONNEXT RIGHTHis curiosity gets the best of him and he pulls into the drive. On the far side of the parking lot is a stone building with a small sign next to the door reading:SISTERS OF ST. FRANCISHe climbs the steps and rings the bell. The door is answered by a nun in a long black habit who asks,'What may we do for you! my son?'He answers, 'I saw your signs along the high

Life
Ok so here it goes. I am 25, single, unemployed and a father of a Beautiful Daughter that i haven't even got to see for almost 2 weeks. I'm not writing this because i want to blame anyone for how i turned out or anything i just want to be heard hopefully. I grew up without a father in my life. i blamed him for everything when i was growing up, like us being poor and going without and all that. but looking back on everything i realize that it wasn't just my fathers fault that he wasn't there. it was as much as my mothers as it was his. i met him for the first time in september of 2010, i met him before but i could never look at him and i would just walk away from him. that was the first time i spoke to him in person, and honestly after only talking to him for five minutes i could see how much we were simular in apperance and just about every aspect in our lives up to that point, even without having him there. this past october i flew out to arizona because i thought that he w

Sunshine With No Sun
I have a new reason to stick around I suppose. Every once in a while people come across someone that catches their eye. That person may strike another as one in a million I've finally found that person, and she's unlike anything I've ever laid my eyes on.. Sure some of you probably think, "Hey bro, it's the net, no one finds that attraction here." But hey, guess what? I *Know* I did. It's just that look she has about her, everything from her glowing face, to the innocence she has about her. Even though I haven't heard her voice, it's as if I already know that she's got the sweetest voice. Something almost that can have me listening for days..She's got an aura of intelligence and honesty, that is hard to find these days. She's humorous, and knows how to have a good time...It makes you stop and think "When will I wake up?" But I have. I am living and breathing that purity of a beautiful woman before me, and it's unlike anything I've felt before. Go ahead, call me crazy. Call me insane.

Serial Fu-bullshit Artists
Most of you are aware that i'm a very private person. The very few of you I have on Facebook would know this more so. I don't share myself much with even people I have known my entire life. That's because most people are assholes! A big reason why I don't blog very often at all. Lately though on here I've had some weirder shit that usual happening. Shit i've never had to deal with on Fubar before. I have a relatively small friends list because i'm not a friend "collector". I have a small group of nice people I socialize with regularly on here because that's all I need. I don't have a need to know everyones business. I don't ask too many personal questions. I just wish good things for you folks. I as most of you come on here for a few laughs, to relax and enjoy the company of others. I mean no ill will on anyone. If I don't like you (applies offline also) then I just won't waste my time on you. However I do eye roll most of you fuckers on a regulary basis but it's always with love :P

Foolish Games
Artist & Friend Myka Jelina Singing "Foolish Games" http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.mykajelinaart.com%2Fmyka_music%2F01%2520Foolish%2520Games.mp3&h=EAQF2mOAYAQHZqG5gI8tc6mxPFBkt9m7Z0kbFhY7JTNQqbA Family Shares Warning About Treats After Dog's Death http://www.fox8.com/news/wjw-westlake-dog-death-waggin-train-treats-mr-txt,0,4505234.story

The Story On How Me And Bigdaddy Met.
so i was walking down the street one day, and i saw a twenty dollar bill on the ground. =D so i decided to go to a strip club to find some hot bitches to strip for me. i looked over, and i saw you standing there behind the stage in a g-string. the hot strippers were almost done and i put a dollar in the air and she grabbed it with her snatch. *slurp sound effect* needless to say their vaginas were kind of loose. like a black hole. the music changes to "im sexy and i know it" and you strut out in ur g-string hip thrusting the air. you start break dancing and humping the floor. i pull out some extra ones and start whistling and throwing dolla bills at you. you then start dancing on the pole and i watch this for about 45 minutes, before u get off the stage, get dressed and come out from back stage. i approach you and ask to buy u a drink, you accept. we have a few drinks, and then go back to your place. where i find blow up dolls and a dead hooker. i look at you and give you a weird lo

Rules For The Non-military (stolen From A Friend.)
Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their ass. 2.. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans and their families made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4. If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress u

Mother
I Owe My Mother .... ************************************** 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside.. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. "Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC . "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS . "Shut

Read This First
If you don't follow my blogs I'm goin to follow you home, tie you to a chair and force you to watch repeats of Little House On The Prairie; and if you look like you are enjoying that I will pop in some Eminem til you agree to follow all my blogs. *evil grin* (You know I'm joking right? Whoohee! That's a relief.) Yah, I could totally con you into buying swampland in Florida if you weren't so smart. So if you want to purchase some prime, grade A real-estate we here at BS-Central want you to know that we are widely known for the quality of our outhouses. Yes you have heard correctly, we build all our homes using nothing more then wooden planks (including, yes you guessed it.) And at a low, low price of $9.95 per square millimeter we will even throw in a free supply of sandpaper. So how much can I put you down for? Contest. even after posting my concerning gifts blog i couldnt find time to go threw every gift and return the ones id liked to, so i am posting this blog to save time but a

Birthday Happy Hours
So my birthday is coming up real soon....An since its during the week an i will be on fubar :) i wanted too be the birthday Host for or through out the day...But only way that is possible is for me to have many Happy hours which i understand probaly wont happen...But a girl can wish right?....So for whoever gifts me a Happy hour for my bday i will be thanking you in it in the headline next to the Happyhour :)...But in order for me to book them back to back the day of my birthday i have to have the happy hours in advance :( sooo Lets see who will make me the birthday host through out the day..if for some reason u dont want me to mention you in in just please say so i understand some dont like to be bug about it....:) Also would love some credits, an or ability blings..i just love surprises This will be my acutally first year celebrating my birthday on fubar :) im super excited....I will also be making salutes that day xoxo HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :) AN Much love to all my friends a

Ever Been In Love ??
Have you ever been in love ?Horrible isnt't it? It makes you vulnerable to a world of hurt .It opens up your heart and means that someone can get inside you and mess you up in ways you never thought.You learn to build up those defences..to wear your suit of armor almost with pride because you are so sure you are ready to battle what ever comes next.Then it happens,you call it love and forget why you put the armor on in the first place.All those intense feelings and best intentions.All those lusty nites make you foget..love is a four letter word

My Choices
I'm getting too a point in my life that i can't deal with people who lie to me me. so far i have deleted two differnt people for lying the first of which said that i could have something next time she came on line then when i asked she denyed ever saying anything of the such, due to it being on yahoo i could of found the evidence that she did because it was there. but instead of being fucked around and bitched at i told her politly to get lost then i don't need liers in my life. I realy don't need liers in my life i have enough going on without them joining in they are like a virus that needs to be stopped. instead of leaving it too a fire wall and scan to find this virus we have to find it because they are a virus in our lives. the second person i deleted said she gave up on fubar due too all the drama she said she wasn't coming back for a long time thats if she ever did. The other day i found a friends request from her the exact day after the convosation of her saying she wasn't com

Valentine's Day
We all wonder and think when It comes to valentine's day and we ask the same thing over and over where do we find love at well you can find love here on Fubar, you can find love any where on the internet, and you can find love any where, but and there Is a but because to find love you really got to ask your self Is It because we all want someone pretty or someone goodlooking well yeah that Is easy for some and others that ain't so easy there are some that don't look good but that ain't the point because love comes from the heart and when you love someone you love them for who they are not for what they look like, because If you don't like someone because they ain't pretty or goodlooking then you'll never be able to share love or valentine's day with anyone out there so this valentine's day when you're looking for a new beginning instead of looking for looks, look for the person that has a heart of gold and that right there will be the beginning of love!..

Baudelaire
SED NON SATIATA Strange goddess, brown as evening to the sight, Whose scent is half of musk, half of havanah, Work of some obi, Faust of the Savanah, Ebony witch, and daughter of the night. By far preferred to troth, or opium, or sleep, Love vaunts the red elixir of your mouth. My caravan of longings seeks in drouth Your eyes, the wells at which my cares drink deep. Through those black eyes, by which your soul respires, Pitiless demon! pour less scorching fires. I am no Styx nine times with flame to wed. Nor can I turn myself to Proserpine To break your spell, Megera libertine! Within the dark inferno of your bed. — Charles Baudelaire

Tomorrow
Tomorrow some things happen for a reason, other things fall apart before they can begin, and some times, people get hurt and lost in the shuffle of organizing and finding oneself. life goes on, sometimes you are pleasantly surprised by doors that open in distant places and people who warm your heart without any warning. Let us see what tomorrow shall bring, but do not weep for me or what could have been, and do not weep for the unknown, but set your sails towards the wind and follow where they go. ~josie

Married Or Not
**MARRIED OR NOT*** You Should Read This.... When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then

The "no-mind"
"You can never know if you will be succesful or not. You can only prepare for battle, and it must be done with all of your heart and with all of your consciousness. In that manner, you will have an edge." - Sun Tzu, The Art of War An inner quest of the warrior is to touch excellence, to experience oneself at the highest level. Likewise, athletes can have a similar mission, to achieve the objective, the task at hand, with the highest level of performance excellence. According to Eastern traditions and Zen masters, one of the highest forms of experience is the state of "no-mind." In sports, it is often referred to as the Zone. Both refer to the seemingly elusive experience in which all things "click" and the person is free to respond at the highest level. It is that state of effortless action that people report to be the best moments in their lives. One of the most challenging aspects of this experience is that it cannot be willed into existance. In fact, the entrance into the

Mike S.
***MARRIED OR NOT*** You Should Read This.... When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then

Poetry
the candle flickersupon the tables centerits light painting shadowsacross this empty roomSitting at the tableare two chairsone full, one still yet emptywas not the clues set in placecould she not see insidehas she yet passed byuncertainty blurs the mindthe restaurant still openits sign reads come in take a siti swear I left a noteit was place somewherewe both could seeif not for hope, one would check and seebut with the passing moments hope slowly pulls from melike the men who has taken the chair awayto add an accompanying sitdid she look could she seethe thoughts linger like fogleering across the mountainsto stand up to walk awayto have never knowwhat may happenso with a rose and a napkincomposed this noteleft it, upon the tablewith eternal yours and waitingetched in to the chair beneath me

Rockin "chair"
There it sits. The Rocking chair I grew up in. Mom's lap so comfortable and inviting I sit down, stare out in the yard she so loved The Yellow Dandelions, her Favorite color The Sunflowers she grew with those green thums The occassional car, Passer by that would always look her way For she was a fixture In her Rocking Chair She's gone having passed to a better place Though always loved you'll always be missed Nancy Edwards 1922-2010

How To Find Sponsors For Your Parties
How to Find Sponsors for Your Parties Corporate sponsorship for your events can save you tons of money, which will reduce your expenses and increase your personal income. Having a large company pay for most of your party expenses will allow you to throw larger and more extravagant events. Larger events means larger profits. But there are certain steps you must take in order to have even the slightest chance of landing a corporate sponsor for your party. The first step is finding the right sponsor. If you are still new to party promoting (2 years or less), you should be looking at local sponsors only. Big national corporate sponsors are best left to promoters who have had more experience, and already know their way around sponsorship proposals. But if you want to try to solicit the big players, like major liquor companies, these same rules apply to them as well. But don’t worry; there are plenty of local businesses that may be willing to sponsor your events. Some local businesse

Attracting The Early Crowd
The "Early Crowd" is the group of people that come out to clubs or parties early on in the night. There are two main types of clubbers. Those who arrive late, and those who arrive early. If a party is advertised to start at 10pm, there is a percentage of people who will show up right at 10pm, and there is a percentage that will show up at midnight or later. Usually the people that show up late vastly outnumber the early crowd. But, this smaller Early Crowd is much more important than the late crowd. If you've been a promoter for any length of time, you'll know about the importance of attracting and holding an early crowd at your party. This can be quite a challenge sometimes. People are fickle. If the early crowd shows up to your party and no one is there yet, they won't stay too long. If this keeps happening, you'll never build up a crowd. They will walk in, stay for a drink to see if things pick up, then leave when they don't. Then the next group does the same thing. Then the next.

How To Pick Up Girls: The Power Of ‘yes’
How to Pick Up Girls: The Power of ‘Yes’ Everyone, male or female, feels an important need to be consistent in the things they say, do and feel. If we’re flaky and liable to change at the drop of a hat what we believe or have promised, we know that people are likely to judge and mistrust us. This commonly felt sense of importance regarding the need to be consistent within ourselves can be exploited when attempting to seduce a woman. One seduction technique that makes use of this concept is called ‘The Power of Yes’. Here’s a common scenario most men have experienced at some point or another in their lives. You find yourself talking to a girl, maybe you approached her and consciously started a conversion, or perhaps the chat began unplanned, naturally. Either way, you’re enjoying each other’s company. After a while, it dawns on you that you and the girl you’re talking to are going to have to go your separate ways pretty soon, which

Raw Food Diet
I woke up, not as motivated as the night before to start the diet, but thankfully I decided to start it. Breakfast was "oatmeal", consisting of 1 banana, 1/2 apple (peeled), 1 tsp of ground flax, 1 tsp. of ground cinnamon and 1/8 C. of almond milk. I blended it all together and consumed. It was DELICIOUS!!! Not that surprised, but I was surprised at how my appetite was satisfied. Snack was a carrot to munch. Lunch was Lettuce Wraps. I made a filling of sliced brocolli, cauliflower, onion, and carrots. I made a dressing of honey, fresh lemon juice, evoo, and salt and pepper. I mixed the dressing with the filling and then placed the flling in the lettuce leaf and rolled until it was covered and consumed. Again, very YUMMY and I'm not hungry after eating. YAY!!! Snack this afternoon will be some fruit. Dinner will be some spaghettie squash and... LOL... then I'm not sure yet.

For The Ladies
Ladies! Did you know the contour of your lips have meaning? What kind of lady are you? Put on your lipstick and kiss a peice of paper for this one! A wavy upper lip is a sign of creativity and imagination. A v-shape "gourmet lip split" (bottom lip) mean you are romantic, a foodie with champagne tastes, and a protentially great cook. A slight protrustion on the upper lip known as the "hug pucker" means you are not openly demonstrative, though your affetionate in private. Very little space between the lips indicates stubborness: you know what you want to do and how you want to do it. Having a "cupids bow" on your upper lip means you excel at mediating and negotiating. A lot of space between your lips says your open minded with no preconceived ideas about peoople and situations. A diamond shaped kiss print shows that you are accomplished and give generously to your community. If you have a full lower lip, it means your an excellent communicator and children adore you. The ove

Catsitting
There are so many companies that say they will take complete care of your pet, but it remains to be seen whether or not you can trust them to do so. So many people need to leave their pet somewhere when they go away for one reason or another and they often turn to a pet boarder to help them out. Here are some things to know about pet boarding: 1. Why should you choose pet boarding? There are times when you as a pet owner will need to leave town for some reason, whether it be personal or business related. At such a time, you need a trustworthy person or a reliable place to leave your pet while you are away. A good pet boarding facility can actually help you a lot with this. If your pet is a young one, it may not be able to travel well. Pets tend to get tired when they travel and cranky as well when they need to adjust to a new place. Therefore, pet boarding makes the most sense. 2. Is the Internet a good place to find a pet boarder? The answer to this question is yes. The

"nice Guys Finish Last"
A lot of women loves assholes because of their strong personalities & confidence. It's sad but true, so I'm not EVEN gonna try anymore, cause I always get put in the "permanent friend zone" category. If they wanna leave me in the friend zone and label someone as a "Nice Guy" aka pushover, wimp, doormat, boring, pussy, etc., let 'em, but always remember, don't judge what you don't know, you may be missing out on someone who will treat you with respect or meet someone who's fun and will treat you to a good time. Well, don't blame anybody but yourself if someone treats you like s*** and disrespects you in a bad way, and don't ever come to me if you don't have anybody else to talk to or if I'm the last resort. You put yourselves in that situation. Before you judge me or bash me for writing this blog, get to know me first, then you can talk s***, until then, don't say s***. Remember this quote what a friend told me: "The question women will ask is: Where are all the good guys?! Th

What Ever Man!
Its hard when you are finally able to love some one so unconditional just to have there love seem as though its dwindling because of the way you live, because of others bringing you down .... i hate this feeling of being ripped from the only one ive ever loved so unconditionally. To know that he loves me with every fiber of his being an yet i can barely see him..and it kills me to know thats its all my fault that hes hurting right now , and im the one thats squeezing his heart because im not able to see him often... Please I pray to the goddess help me ...help me to understand. I love him and i never want to let him go i just need some guidence ...something! Blessed be! Some times i just really dont understand men. One minute there alright and chatting with you the next minute you want to break there jaw with a baseball bat... Wheres the happy medium?? It just really bothers me when im trying to have a convorsation and im being almost like ignored because he rather play some dumb vide

Oregon
THIS IS WHAT JEFF FOXWORTHY HAS TO SAY ABOUT LIVING IN OREGON: If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance and they don’t work there... you live in Oregon. If you’ve worn shorts, sandals and a parka at the same time... you live in Oregon. If you’ve had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed the wrong number... you live in Oregon. If you measure distance in hours... you live in Oregon. If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once... you live in Oregon. If you have switched from ‘heat’ to ‘A/C’ and back again in the same day... you live in Oregon. If you install security lights on your house and garage but leave both doors unlocked... you live in Oregon. If you can drive 75 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without flinching... you live in Central, Southern or Eastern Oregon. If you design your kid’s Halloween costume to fit over a 2 layers of clothes or under a rainc

Story
I soon drifted off to sleep. Maybe it was the beauty of the sky that was the resource to the dream I was about to dream. Maybe deep into my subconscious was the reason for my dream-- or perhaps it is simply my passion for the universe that sparked it. Whatever it is, it was by far my most vivid dream to date. Recaptured back into my child hood home, I felt a sense of uneasy feeling. I was surrounded by family. My observances took me to a time of night, where darkness was just a few hours old but the light still needed invention. I looked out the living room window and caught a glimpse of the moon. It appeared to be descending from the sky hours earlier than its supposed to. I shot looks at my family who were completely oblivious to the strange phenomenon and quickly brushed it off when I brought it to their attention. They simply convinced themselves this was something normal. I, on the other hand, knew for a fact, it was anything but. Letting my anxiety get the

Educational Plans
So, I went back to school last semester to get my degree, finally. I always said I'd go back after my children were both in school all day long. Now that they are, I'm back in classes. I just went back today for my second semester. Prior to this year, it's been seven years since I've been in classes. I had originally gone back to get my journalism degree, what I started out in several years ago. But over the course of the last semester, I decided to change my major to education. I was finally able to change it this semester. My focus was going to be in journalism, but they do not offer it at the college I am attending. We're only a four-year school with some University affiliation. So, I went to my first love, theatre. This is something I'm very excited for. I have always enjoyed acting, and teaching it to high school students is something I know I will enjoy. I loved my speech and drama classes when I was in middle and high school more than almost any of my other classes. I'm looking

Read Me Bitches Lol
Alright these are facts men should supposedly know about us : 1. We love guys who can play the guitar2. If you serenade us you'll instantly grab our hearts (even if your not good)3. We love guys who smell good4. No players!5. Don't lead us on, it hurts a lot more than you think it does6. Cuddling is good, don't be afraid to just hold us7. If we tell you a guy is harrasing us, that means we want you to defend us. We're not trying to make you jealous8. DON'T talk about other girls with us. Whether it be past or present. Girls we know are just your friends are okay, but if you talk about a girl you like, once liked or ex, it makes us feel like we don't matter because your hung up on another girl9. Sometimes, the simpler the better10. MAJOR bonus points if you kiss us or something of that sort around your friends. We love knowing that your not afraid to be with us11. If you make us laugh, that's always a good sign12. DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT break a promise or your word. It hurts a whole h

Dreams About Smoooth Water!
There's nothing better than waking up in the morning throwing on some board shorts, hooking up the boat, and heading out to the water! Then getting there and finding you are the only one out and you start dreaming of the perfect water you are gonna be riding on! As a buddy back downs the boat and you get the boat ready for launch you get a little excited. Your heart races when you hear the boats engine roar! You finally realize you have no worry in the world because you are out on the water about to have a great time. You pull the boat out to the middle and get ready for a wakeboard sesh. The thoughts going through your head while your pulling your board off the rack and putting it on the deck start to fill your mind. While your strapping your feet in your board your thinking of every trick you can do and you wanna do. You jump in the water when your ready holding onto the rope! as the handle gets near your excitment increases! You grab the handle and you feel the power of the boat p

Dreams...
My dream last night included a kid, once again?! My thoughts on the matter are my niece because I have so much love for her. Although, I realize I'm getting to an age where a decision of having one would be in my best interest (I think). Yet I have found my Mr. Right although we are miles apart at the moment whom I want to share the life experience with. I love my boyfriend dearly and know he would do it in a heartbeat with the love given in highest regard. Question: because I want this so badly is it becoming part of my dreams or is it a sign I should not bare kids. If you know me I am an animal lover to the extreme and enjoy spreading my love to those who cannot speak for themselves. Nothing would change to me caring for my pet's if I had a kid. Just having them part of my life had been the most fun. Not sure what to stipulate here as I do inquire for both a kid I can raise...strapping boy or beautiful girl? Does not matter to me... Dreams are beyond our realm and I wish I

Turf Up
I need my family and friends to join my turf on FuMafia! I NEED LEUITENANTS AND SOLDIERS...SO GET IN AND GET IN AND GET PROMOTED! http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=234414&turfreq=17198 click and join!

Fucked Up Life
Hey fuland this is my first blog so sorry if it is not up to par..... i have a problem that i need help with ........ i have a girlfriend ive been with for some time and i love her alot ....ive mad my mistakes and she has forgivin me ...... i also have put her and my kids through some shit with my choices that i have made .....i just found out that she has feelings for another man and hates her life with me .....word for word .....what do i do ...please yall i dont wanna fuck this up but i want her happy ............

Moving
Helping my parents move is hard. First time I won't be able to see them for a long time. Living 45 mins away is rough enough, Now they are moving to Florida. First time my 6 year old son won't be able to visit is grandparents for a long time. They helped me raise my son and they are the only family he has really ever known.

Georgia
Introvert, Sensor, Thinker, Judger (ISTJ) ISTJs represent between 11 and 14% of the U.S. population Introverts' energy is primarily directed inward, towards their own thoughts, perceptions, and reactions. Introverts tend to be more reserved, private, cautious, and interested in fewer interactions, but with greater depth and focus.Introverts often: Have quiet energy Listen more than talk Think quietly inside my head Think, then act Feel comfortable being alone Prefer to work "behind-the-scenes" Have good powers of concentration Prefer to focus on one thing at a time Are self-contained and reserved Sensors notice the facts, details, and realities of the world around them whereas Intuitives are more interested in connections and relationships between facts as well as the meaning, or possibilities of the information. Sensors tend to be practical and literal people, who trust past experience and often have good common sense.Sensors often: Focus on details & specifics Admire practical solu

My Turf On Fumafia Music Ideology
S.T.A.N.D. VIDS Videos That Incorpoate The Ideals of S.T.A.N.D. According To Those That Call This Turf Home For expainations on the core values these songs presents in S.T.A.N.D. I have written this blog as a reference and posted the link to it to summarize each entry at our turf H.Q. My turf's link: http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=14172 0.NINE INCH NAILS We're In This Together http://youtu.be/P9BfvPjsXXw Before we were *Stand True And Never Dishonor{*S.T.A.N.D.*}{UWS} we were *Nine Inch Nails*{U.W.S}. Thus we had a past in NiN before as a startup. Also, the concept that we are never alone in this battle but work as one united turf entity, this is the value underlining it's core. 1.ROUVAUN The Impossible Dream http://youtu.be/DZai7zPhPh4 A reference to our Savior, and how living a perfect life like He has had is an "Impssible Dream" but is a the best use we can make of our lives. I nearly didn't add it due to the religious nature of it, and the fact it is 20s music, but since some in m

So Much Fun Forgot The Kids
"Spread your legs." He said in a deep dark whisper.She smiled and parted her thighs so that the cool air hit her bare cunt lips. . .they were already damp with arousal. He looked her in the eye as his hand slid under her skirt and let his fingers brush against her lips."Mmm nice and sloppy already." He grinned.She nodded and wiggled her ass against the chair so her lips rubbed his finger tips harder. "All sloppy for you." She bit her lip and grinned innocently, her eyes flashing an evil glint as she pushed forward so his fingers parted her cunt and let her juices begin to drip down her ass crack. "Very sloppy for you." "Mmm." He purred. "Such a good slut for me huh?"She nodded and wiggled again and enjoyed the feeling of cum dripping out of her wet pussy. She loved being sloppy wet for him, knowing her cunt was his, that her pussy was waiting for his big cock to stuff it full and fuck her hard. She wanted to

Good Thoughts
I am the salt of the earth wherever I go I add flavor! Can you ever imagine eating food without salt? This life would be so bland without me, the happy, goofy, wonderful, awesome, unique mess that is none other than Tiffany. I am the one who loves hard and goes harder to make you smile. I am the beauty that was traded for ashes, the silver and the gold that’s so priceless I can’t be bought or sold. I’m not young or old I am in my prime and guaranteed to blow your mind one smile at a time no I’m not a dime I’m a dollar and a sweet dream but I can be your beautiful nightmare if you dare to try me. I’m a dying breed that came from hard shells like seeds we were cracked through pressure and grew into tree, I am all of me not what you want me to be, I am the lovely, funny, beautiful, passionate, quite, observant, intelligent, mystery of Tiffany, do you like what you see but it doesn’t really matter I love who I am no one is or can ever be like me GO

Poems.
I write stories and poems.I also do article and blog writing too.I used my writing skills to earned a little extra income on the web.I put ads and other stuff on my sites.And I earned income from the traffic that theses sites get.But enough on this for now and on to my poems I'll post the link to my poetry site after the poem. Not enough loved. Was my loved not enough to keep you In on those cold nights that my heart spent alone?Was my warm soft touch not enough to warmed your heart and sparked your passion?My heart felt a loved for you that knew no boundries,but yet you sought pleasure from someone else that could cared less about you.Someone that only desires were to used your loved to obtained your body.My loved was untainted by past failed loved,because to me you were a perfection of art.But yet you shunned my loved when your old loved return to you.While my hands massage away your pain,his hands

So Much Joy!
In times of trouble and doubt I hold on to those happy dayz when life doesn't make you feel like a rat trapped in the worlds maze. I love sun glazed windows in the morning that reflect the beauty of the Lords mercy and everlasting grace when I wake up and pray I have faith that it’ll be a happy day. I remember walks and talks in the park with just the right breeze and the perfect song from the birds singing in the trees where things were beautiful just as nature intended it to be my mind was free as on his face I gazed while with every word I was more and more amazed now that was one of them happy dayz. Like after nine months of preparation, work, and 17 hours of pain, I saw his face more wonderful than words can describe I knew why I was alive! Blessed to feel a purpose so great in such an awesome way it was a truly a happy day. To know his love is so pure and unconditional is a blessing that is deeper than many people can only imagine they would have but GOD chose me to send an

Corey Bug
I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START. WOW ITS BEEN ALMOST 6 YEARS SINCE I SEEN YOU. I MISS YOU EVERYDAY. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART STILL. SOMETIMES WHEN I'M ALONE I CRY JUST KNOWING THAT I CANT SEE YOU ANYMORE. YOU ARE MY FIRST LOVE WELL HELL MY FIRST EVERYTHING. AND ON JAN 16 IT WILL BE 6 YEARS AND I STILL HAVENT BEEN TO YOUR GRAVE I CANT DO IT RIGHT NOW AND I DONT KNOW IF I WILL EVER BE ABLE TO DO IT. IM HOPING YOUR HOLDING OUR BABY BOY IN YOUR BIG ARMS AND TELLING HIM THAT HIS MOMMY LOVES HIM VERY MUCH JUST LIKE BABY BOY YOU ALSO WAS TAKEN FROM ME TO SOON. I GET ANGER AND MAD HOPING AND THINKING THAT YOU WILL STILL CALL ME AND TELL ME THAT YOU'RE OK BUT I KNOW DEEP DOWN IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN. YOU WOULD LOVE THE PERSON I AM TODAY. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND YES GREG KNOWS I DO AND HE UNDERSTANDS WHY. I DONT LIKE TALKING TO MUCH ABOUT YOU WITH HIM AND I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND WHY TOO. YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND I TALKED TO YOU ABOUT EVERYTHING AND I GUESS I STILL DO. I HAVENT TALKED MUCH WITH YO

Poetry
For so long I looked and searched for that special someone, Always ending up hurt, lost and confused. I learned to not regret anything, So I take it all and learn from my mistakes. Well at least I thought I was learning. Only to find out that I was making the same mistake over and over again. Its when I've decided to just stop looking and almost give up That I find the one that can brighten up my day, Can put a smile on my face when I am feeling down. That doesnt want anything from me but to love them, Just as much as they love me. That one that makes me feel like the Queen that my Heavenly Father said I am. That one that makes all problems seem to disappear whenever I hear their voice. Always encouraging me to be a better mom, a better woman and overall A BETTER PERSON! Love can be a tricky thing and can come at totally unexpected times,

Bath Salts...really?
I found out yesterday that one of my cousins that I am very close to overdosed on bath salts last weekend. Her so called boyfriend dumped her outside the ambulance doors of our local hospital and then leaves! She almost died but is currently still in the hospital under constant supervision and not allowed any visitors but her father. I am in shock and disbelief about the whole snorting bath salts to get high thing. I heard about it on the news but it's a whole different story when it's your own loved one who's doing it. Just needed to write down my thoughts to try and destress myself over the situation.

Posion
i feel alone i feel sad but yet i also feel love, why is it i want to run and hid but i cant... i feel there is something in my body that i cant get rid of.... what can i do to get rid of it.. what i can i do to disappear...i know i cant run from my problems but i know i can run and restart my life..

Whatever
If you can pronounce correctly every word in this poem, you will be speaking English better than 90% of the native English speakers in the world. After trying the verses, a Frenchman said he’d prefer six months of hard labour to reading six lines aloud. Dearest creature in creation, Study English pronunciation. I will teach you in my verse Sounds like corpse, corps, horse, and worse. I will keep you, Suzy, busy, Make your head with heat grow dizzy. Tear in eye, your dress will tear. So shall I! Oh hear my prayer. Just compare heart, beard, and heard, Dies and diet, lord and word, Sword and sward, retain and Britain. (Mind the latter, how it’s written.) Now I surely will not plague you With such words as plaque and ague. But be careful how you speak: Say break and steak, but bleak and streak; Cloven, oven, how and low, Script, receipt, show, poem, and toe. Hear me say, devoid of trickery, Daughter, laughter, and Terpsichore, Typhoid, measles, topsails, aisles, Exiles, si

Hybrid3005
http://hybrid3005.blogspot.com/ hey whats going on people need some new friends to follow me on my blog just starting out a blog and am needing more feed back no one is letting me know what i need to do to make it better

Funny Shit
1. guys go into my speaker box to molest .. without even knowing .. my naME .. 2. I THINK ITS FUNNY WHEN THEY ALL THINK I WANT TO SEE THIER COCKS .. CAN U IMAGINE HOW MANY COCKS ID HAVE TO LOOK AT IN ONE DAY IF LOOKED AT EVERYONE THAT ASKED ME EVERYDAY (IM SORRY BUT THERES ONLY SO MANY HOURS IN THE DAY .. AND I ONLY REALY WANT TO SEE ONE... OF THE GUY IM IN LOVE WITH LOL .. call me old faSHIONED but damn.. 3.. more funny shit .. when guys act like im some kind of goddess.... constantly im real .. not godess . unless someone gave me the title and didnt tell me about it .. 4 . just cause im sweet doesnt mean i want you .. im just nice fuck pll .. if i fucked everyone i was nice too i never some fucking ... 5. i hate drama ... we all have but i dont like to proling the issue .. 6 . if im not interested i will ignore you .. it my choice .. 7. Fu aint the be all of my time .. its a fun game .. with some awesome pll whom i love talking to ..

Times...
hey... johnny g... in da house... times go on ... And i rember in my time , once a guy said to me , ' hey , u used to be in pictures '' i replied 'yes '' . he said ' u used to be bigg... '' i sai ' i am big , the picture got smaller ...''

The World Will End!
Yes, I tell you the world will end. Just not this year... Lets say Hallmark decided to make a decade calendar. Pretty sweet no more calendars for 10 years. you got one thats all you need. Now lets say Hallmark goes out of business 8 1/2 years from now. The haven made a new decade calendar. Does that mean the world is going to end when your calendar does? Only an idot would think so. Mesoamericans created a 5125 year long calendar, but also had two other calendars, a 365 day Sol calendar, and the 260 day Haab calendar. Now the other two calendars were widely used but the had one problem, the repeated every 52 years, so the only had to make 52 of them. Well if you wanted describe a date past 52 years you just couldn't do it with those calendars, so the have the long calendar. Well the Maya "went out of business" before there was a need to make the next long calendar. There is no prophecy saying that the would will end or anthing like that from them. So yes the world will end, I just

10) "don't" Commandments!
10 Don’t do commandments: Don’t put up a profile pic that is not you. Don’t put up a profile pic of you in a time of your life when you looked good, and now you are do not (Update your pics!!!). Don’t put up a profile pic that animates a hot chic, then morphs into YOU. Don’t fill your photo albums with pics that you are not in. Don’t constantly use pics of you with your hot friend(s) to try to make us think that SHE is YOU. Don’t go to some porn page and get pics of them and pass it off as you. Don’t do the above to start a page (as the porn girl) when you are a guy you F’n nutjob! Don’t pass yourself off as an extravert when you are an introvert. Don’t (as a guy) be disrespectful to people that aren’t any of the above!!! 10. Just… Don’t do that...

Both Sides Of The Story....must Read U Will Lol
Both side's of the StoryHUSBAND:To My Dearest Wife,During the past year, I have attempted to make love to you 365 times.I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of only once every 10 days.The following is a list of why I didn't succeed more often:1. We will wake the kids...........................54 times2. It's too late..........................................15 times3. I'm too tired........................... ..............42 times4. It's too early........................................ 12 times5. It's too hot............................... ...........18 times6. Pretending to be asleep........... .............31 times7. The neighbors will hear............. ............9 times8. Headache or backache............ ............ 26 times9. Sunburn................................... .........10 times10. Your mother will hear us......... ........9 times11. Not in the mood...................... ........ 21 times12. Watching the late show.......... .......... 17 times13. Too sore......

As I See It
lots say how stupid to buy someone bling ..its just a animated spot on ur screen.....ive sat here tonight looking at all my bling. and feel so appriciative of everyone...believe you dont waiste ur money on me...i love em!!! why is every cam in a lounge have a old hag flapping......a big fat girl sucking her finger...or a pair of tits with pimples on em?????? when the ability bling wears off that he bought you....you favorite bling changes untill he gets you more.....sadder than that....he gets you more..i wonder if some of ur vaginas r made of gold..or if ur so fucking talented you find complete morons

My Navy Time
Alot of you here have said to me "thank you for your service" first please let me say that it is not really nessassary to do that. Let me tell you why I feel that way, I spent 12 yrs in the Navy and was onboard a submarine for 8 of those years and truly loved what I did while on a submarine, the only job that I felt that way about and dont feel a thank you is needed. I felt it an honor and priviledge to served my country, and yes I know some of you are going to want to continue to say thank you and I wont object, but please remember I will not say your welcome except for here in this blog. So my fu friends, fu family and all of the funiverse YOUR WELCOME and I love you all, and before I close this blog let me say thank you for reading.

Liking
i hate when you have so many people liking you and you try to like them back but you can't cause they have it set only friend's can send them like's to me i would say add the person that you're liking so that they can like you back