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Genex Capital
Last year it was cloudy night. It had rained the night before the road was wet, and the power lines were sagging. I parked my car in front of my house. In fact, they were sagging so low that one line was touching a car. Unfortunately that car was mine. The car caught fired soon. All parts of cars were damaged. It was big loss for me. Then I decided to sued against municipal corporation and I won my case. The court awarded me a structured settlement for damage of my car. I received structured settlement from court. I decided to sell structured settlement to that company which provided money for structured settlement in Lump sum payments. Then I heared about Genex Capital. It provided money for structured settlement in Lump sum payments. So I decided to sell structured settlement to Genex Capital.Genex Capital provided money for my structured settlement in Lump sum payments.
Ann
The Original Mfkn Story
Please take a minute to read about the MFKN FAMILY,Which will and always be started from the Hearts of Rachelle(Bubzy) & Rob(Cruser). They both have left because they live for love not HATE! Ok so If you are reading this you're about to find out about what MFKN stands for and where It all came from. Matter fact this should answer all questions and guide you straight through. I once, not to long ago, had the worst day that I have ever had on this site before. Well that day probably turned into the best day, all because MFKN. My name had MFKN in it and my Bestfriend Cruser was helpin me out and talkin me through this really bad day well he decided to take the hearts out of my name and put cross bones and a pitchfork Cause he said, "what the hell is wrong with you? hearts do not describe you" he said, "when I see you I think she's a Bad Ass Chick." So after I saw It, I was like you are so right lol I dont know exactly what I was trying to pull off with hearts. He really liked the way it
Nature's Corner Newsletter
         http://www.naturescorner.com/   Q:  What is gastric reflux and what natural remidies are there for it? - Clayton Morris, San Antonio, Texas   A:  Gastroesophageal Reflux Disease (GERD; or GORD when spelling oesophageal, the BE form) is defined as chronic symptoms or mucosal damage produced by the abnormal reflux of gastric contents into the esophagus.   Gastroesophageal reflux disease, commonly referred to as GERD, or acid reflux, is a condition in which the liquid content of the stomach regurgitates (backs up, or refluxes) into the esophagus. The liquid can inflame and damage the lining of the esophagus although this occurs in a minority of patients. The regurgitated liquid usually contains acid and pepsin that are produced by the stomach. (Pepsin is an enzyme that begins the digestion of proteins in the stomach.) The refluxed liquid also may contain bile that has backed-up into the stomach from the duodenum. (The duodenum is the
Swampgatorr63
       I Have Seen... the beauty of a sunset  the clouds against the sky the beauty of an eagle as he spreads his wings to fly.   the beauty of a mountain  that reaches high above and i have seen the beauty  of a baby dressed in love.   the beauty of a flower  that will bloom in spring the beauty of a songbird  that will raise his voice to sing.   but none to me worth while and none to me more beautiful except to see the face of a child's smile.   kt   copyright  2009                
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Sometimes
I lay here at night thinking boput u baby never know whats going to happen to us i know there is a time that ur going to leave and not want me any more i cant stand being away from u baby ur my heart and soul u took my breath away when we frist talk to each other i cant seem to keep my mind on a straight path cause ur on my mind so much and i am going crazyyyyyy for u baby please come bk to my heart and soullllllllllllllllll
Me
So much has gone on in my own existence in the very short span of 33 years of life. Time after time I've gone through heartache after heartache, whether from friends, love interests or of the physical set to the very downgrading mental sets. The people whom have stood by me, know what I am, who I am and what my heart and mind truly are all about. Yet people continuously decide to take that for granted as if I am simply of piece of trash being kicked around the street like an abandoned soda can. I can tell you right now that I have almost had enough of having true feelings. I find that women can be quite deceitful especially in not knowing what they want, which makes them look like little girls rather than the adults they are. For me, if you want to be an adult and play like an adult then be real like an adult. Don't be childish and act like a little scared girl and then back up on what was already started and lie through as many teeth as you have in your mouth. Because I can tell
Simply Nothing
we are looking for something that has already found us we see nothing but death all round us when a candle burns at both ends how can you ever say you will be free again no were to excape no way to tell what real or fake this whole life must be a mistake were in madness is it ever said that we shell follow the dead when is it enough enough of the shit that makes us give up were in life is it ever writen that a man that a man can not speek his mind without being stricken stricken down like a dog and left to rot in the dence fog in time you will see the life that is mine no more happy no more free i have killed all thats true inside of me for you   i storm your body like a wave of thunder claping through the sky over and under dancing in the rain till life isnt the same i reach in for a gental kiss and you fall away like life dismissed sent me down to my personal hell now hate , pain and greed i live well my demons fly free at least now there not bound insid
To Those Of Us Born 1930-1979
To Those of You Born 1930 - 1979 At the end of this email is a quote of the month by Jay Leno. If you don't read anything else, please read what he said. Very well stated, Mr. Leno. TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED THE 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-base paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, locks on doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had baseball caps not helmets on our heads. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up truck on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and not from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from o
Life
Some time's life get's to be to much many question's with no answer's we try to stay in the light but find our self in the dark. Wound's that dont heal and a emptiness that wont go away we try to hold our head up but even that is to much at time's why does life bring us such hard time's. Facing what is real and step in to the world where i have been so blinded to for that happiness was only some thing you could do. feel it slipping away with out a warning had no clue. To awake and your world be gone leaves me for ever to feel im alone. In time all will pass as we move forward atlast . Finding my light ever so gone feeling as if i dont belong doubt's and fear's haunt  my mind wondering what will happen what will become. Closing the end as we take this journey what will it hold what will it be as falling right from my feet   A heart's cry although may be silent carries many emotion's level's of pain, memories of  the joy, shared hate and much more , although you dont see  nor hear the so
Dont Get My Personality And My Attitude Twisted, Because My Personality Is Me, And My Attitude Depends On You!!
Repost Please
IF YOUR A JUGGALO PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS TO YOUR PAGE! THE WHOLE WORLD OF JUGGALOS NEEDS TO SEE THIS MESSAGE FROM VIOLENT JAY. http://fubar.com/if-you-re-a-juggalo-please-repost/b334908-1124778 IF YOUR A JUGGALO PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS TO YOUR PAGE! THE WHOLE WORLD OF JUGGALOS NEEDS TO SEE THIS MESSAGE FROM VIOLENT JAY. "this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't
Just Me!
The guy I sorta talked about in my last post was exactly what I thought he was! But oh well, that the Fu for ya! But anyways, I did happen to run into someon I never thought I would be with! He makes me feel complete and makes me feel special! Every time I talk to him I feel all warm and fuzzy inside! He is my white knight in a dark abyss! He's everything I could ask for! He already loves my kids like they were his own! He knows my whole situation with my ex-hubby and he's cool about it! I never thought someone so caring and wonderful would be ok with the fact that things between me and my ex aren't finalized! But, he is and it's amazing! I just wish he were a lil closer so I could hold him in my arms! I love him with all my heart and soul! I love my Outlaw! Well, the relationship I touched on in my last entry went to shit.......oh well, that is life! But now I have a new man in my life and at this point idk what to do.........I have heard things that I'm scared about accepting! We wil
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Ramblings Of An Irish Princess
I was listening to one of my Pandora stations and the song "Jar of Hearts" came on...my mind immediately went toward one of my former fuFiances, The Immortal Demon (or The Demonic Angel, or whatever the hell he's calling himself now--I honestly don't give a flying fuck at this point). Those who know me well know the story of this asshole and how he treats women, so will see why this song would make me think of him. I will post the lyrics for all to read, and I hope one day his harem will wisen up to the person he really is--a heartbreaker.  Jar of Hearts by: Christina Perri I know I can't take one more step towards youCause all that's waiting is regretAnd don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?You lost the love I loved the mostI learned to live, half-aliveAnd now you want me one more timeAnd who do you think you are?Runnin' 'round leaving scarsCollecting your jar of heartsAnd tearing love apartYou're gonna catch a coldFrom the ice inside your soulSo don't come back for meWho do
Compass Tattoo
compass tattoo   Alright a lot of people have been asking about Compass Tattoos. Since I have a nice one I thought I would post a guide on what you need to do to get your own.  First, decide where you want the tattoo to go (on your body). I have larger fore-arms so I thought mine would look pretty sexy there. Other popular areas are high upper back for men, and on the bicep. For women, compass tattoos generally go on your lower back, but every once in a while I see one on the stomach or calf.
Life Is Funny
Dental Tourisms
The Game
Two sides meet, just another stage for all these games we play, grows worse with age, some learn love, others hate. the problem that lay far beneath risedes in the inner child. with age comes wisdom, respect and patience for those misguided. I say? Why Bother!
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Florist Singapore
Flowers are the fundamentals to express yourself before the relations you always treasure, and FloristSingapore24x7.com guides you to do that through a floral pathway. When you have nothing left to say, when you are stuck up in search of a perfect way to let your loved ones feel your emotion, when you don’t know how to convey your feelings, flowers are there to rescue you. Visit www.floristsingapore24x7.com right now.  
I Died For Love
Hey, baby ?) What's crackin' ? Who ya mackin' ? Whatcha doin' ? Who ya screwin' ? Whatcha drinkin ? Whatcha thinkin' ? (Hey, baby !) Say my name Play your game Wanna do me ? Wanna screw me ? I'm your pet Make me wet (Hey, baby ?) Don't ya stare I don't care Want some fun ? Make me cum Keep it goin' Cause it's snowin' (Hey, baby ?!) Tie me up Pin me down Flip me over Upside down Make me make that fuckin' sound  in the dark where i dwell i met the man i loved so well he sat a strange lady upon his knee he began to tell her what he had once told me .i went home to set upon my bed not one word to mother was said my father he works late at nite ,but once he arrived home he looked for me left and right. My daddy he went upstairs my door he broke to find his only daughter hanging by a rope . he got his knife and cut me down he craddled me to the ground on the floor a note was found it reads: please daddy dig my grave dig it deep and momma place a statue at my fe
Pain
I feel alone and empty after all that's been said. I left crying after the words you have spread. Inside from the love I dying to bleed out. Yet my children keep me here without a doubt. I love you and always will but your words were the knife that tore me through. Its hard to accompany what you say with and response through the pain. But at door I stand knocking and yet in the cold is where I deserve to be. Love is a powerful word and emotion.  It can cause pain and laughter and sometimes love can kill the very soul of a being.  A soul can't live without love in some form.  Love is the wind on a warm summers day.  It is the snow of Winter's bliss.  It is the kiss of spring time showers and it is the color leaves turn in the fall.  Love is the death of beauty as the world once knew.  It is the bellowing cry of a new born baby coming from the womb.  It is the kiss that makes the pain of a childs fall disappear and be no longer.  Love is family joined together no matter what is, wh
Apocalyptic Angels
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The Daffodils
The Daffodils    William Wordsworth 1750-1820   I wandered lonely as a cloud that floats on high o'er vales and hills, when all at once I saw a crowd, a host, of golden daffodils; beside the lake, beneath the trees, fluttering and dancing in the breeze. Continuous as the stars that shine and twinkle on the Milky Way, they stretched in never-ending line along the margin of a bay: Ten thousand saw I at a glance, tossing their heads in sprightly dance. The waves beside them danced; but they outdid the sparkling waves in glee: A poet could not but be gay, in such jocund company: I gazed-- and gazed-- but little thought what wealth the show to me had brought. For oft, when on my couch I lie in vacant or in pensive mood, they flash upon that inward eye which is the bliss of solitude: And then my heart with pleasure fills, and dances with the daffodils.                                                                                                                       
Recipes
Chokladbollar Vår Kok Bok   1/3 c. sugar 1 1/4 c. oatmeal, quick-cooking 3 T. cocoa 4 T. margarine or butter, soft 3 T. milk, coffee or espresso (cold) (1 T. vanilla extract or 1/3 c. raisons, optional) garnish: 1/3 c. oatmeal, cocoa krispies, or sesame seeds Mix all ingredients except the garnish in a bowl. Mix well and chill. Place the garnish on a plate or shallow bowl so that the balls can be rolled in it. Toast the oatmeal or sesame seeds until they are a golden brown. Place them in a clean frying pan and stir the entire time with a wooden spoon. Form the mixture into balls and roll in the garnish. Keep cold.   Schenström family secrets: 1) do NOT melt the butter, no matter how much you want chokladbollar now! 2) Forget the balls. Eat it all directly from the bowl with a wooden spoon. :)   1 box white cake mix made according to package instructions Neon food coloring in pink, yellow, green, turquoise, and purple 3 one-pint canning jars 1 can vanilla frosting Rain
Life
Smooth roads never make good drivers !Smooth sea never makes good sailors !Clear Skies never make good pilots !Problem free life never makes a strong & good person !Be strong enough to accept the challenges of life.......Time is like a river.you cannot touch the same water twice,because the flow that has passed will never pass again....Enjoy every moment of life...."Being happy does not mean everything is perfect but it means you have learnt to see beyond imperfections."In Life ,When you get into trouble ; don’t get nervous , Just close your eyes and listen to your Heart;Because the Heart may be on the left…But It is always right !!
Dgmog'z Zzz
So im new here. Had an account for a long time, but really have no clue what im doing. Im just liking people and adding randomly. Send me info comment here and tell me what to do. Is this place addicting? Should I get out before its too late. Whats the point? Well hope your having fun. :D
Kenner's Poetry
Fit by Kenneth Matlock on Sunday, October 7, 2012 at 4:31pm This is the end my little pain No more on Earth shall you reign Over me and through and through Digging for old and finding new I'll cut you out with my little knife Cut you out of my tiny life Bleed and scream and crawl and choke Swallow sadness and eat the smoke You cling tight and wretch inside The feeling may it never subside May it fill me whole and turn me black All in all I'm finding there is a lack Of realism in my reality Haunting dreams now let me be Without them this place feels so cold I feel the brittle I'm growing old I thought by now I'd find my place Somewhere out there in the deep, dark space. The Ghost by Kenneth Matlock on Saturday, October 13, 2012 at 8:11am   Life has truly come to a crash My inner self is not but ash A few still cinders burn inside Those little voices within have lied It's not alright it won't be soon Staring endlessly into t
The Story Of My Life...
" THE STORY OF MY LIFE "   THE STORY OF MY LIFE IS VERY PLAIN TO READ...IT STARTS THE YOU CAME & ENDS THE DAY YOU LEAVE...THE STORY OF MY LIFE BEGINS & ENDS WITH YOU...THE NAMES ARE STILL THE SAME & THE STORY IS STILL THE TRUTH...   I WAS ALONE...YOU FOUND ME WAITING & MADE ME YOUR OWN...I WAS AFRAID...THAT SOME HOW I NEVER COULD BE A MAN/WOMAN YOU WANTED OF ME...   YOU'RE THE STORY OF MY LIFE, & EVERY WORD IS TRUE...EACH CHAPTER SINGS YOUR NAME...EACH PAGE BEGINS WITH YOU...IT'S THE STORY OF OUR TIMES & NEVER LETTING GO...IF I DIE TODAY, I WANTED YOU TO KNOW... STAY WITH ME HERE...SHARE WITH ME, CARE WITH ME...STAY & BE NEAR & WHEN I'D LIE AWAKE EVERY NIGHT...JUST KNOWING SOMEWHERE DEEP INSIDE....THAT OUR AFFAIR MIGHT WRITE... THE STORY OF MY LIFE IT'S VERY PLAIN TO READ...IT STARTS THE DAY YOU CAME & ENDS THE DAY YOU LEAVE... YOURS LOVINGLY DEEPBREAKFAST1960 XOXOX
Ramblings From The Road
greetings fubies I was watching fox news in the drivers lounge this morning in a truck stop in Lubbock, TX and one of the stories was about that group of protestors in NYC calle Occupy Wall Street, and how 74 arrest were made and the talking head at the desk said to the guy in the field "why were they surprised didnt they expect the cops to show up" I have to ask, what happened to the "peoples" first amendment rights to free speech and peacable assembly, the protestors carried signs, but the cops brought sheilds and batons to beat them into submission to the corporate "State" you know its really sad times in this country when you get beat and arrested for exercising your "alledged" constitutional rights. Remember people the "government" is made up of nothing but "vampires" and leeches, they produce nothing (except war, misery, and universal suffering) we need a government more like Canadas, if you ask me they dont bother anyone, and no one bothers them, right? Peace y'all Im bac
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Rude People
Ok this is my first blog so bear with me. Ive noticed alot on here that people come right of the blue and unwarranted and just start verbally attacking random people for no reason at all. They throw all kinds of insults to people they dont even know. I feel like your life must suck pretty bad in real life for you to attack random people or perhaps the nasty insults you throw towards others is actually how you feel about yourself.I mean i dont take any of this seriously and i dont get my feelings hurt. why should I or anyone for that matter the majority of the people online regardless of what site you are on are insignificant and why would you let yourself get hurt by a bunch of insecure idiots dictate how you feel . Im just saying cant we all just get along
Sending Out Blessings..
Blessings, Good Fortune, Strength and Peace... I've decided to dedicate a blog to the wonderful people that cross my path for reasons I will not question, but will cherish and remember because I grew from the experience... Gus, Ok, I’m going to admit this and straight up say “Gus, for a bus driver?? OH COME, YOU TOTALLY COULD HAVE DONE BETTER” Actually, I couldn’t do any fucking BETTER!! He looks like a Gus… GUS *grins* is the driver I had on my bus this morning. I hop on the bus, pay my $2.25 and ask for a transfer with a good morning and a smile, standard policy for me.  Usually, I get a slight smile back and my transfer or even better a “Ya, here ya go!” with a grumble and a huff because people really do suck monkey balls and I’m sure the drivers had a heck of a route…that, or they're just a complete asshole.  50/50, you choose *smiles* “Good Morning, May I have a transfer?” I say with my standard smile.  &ldq
Everyone Needs To Read This It Can Save Lives
Greetings , thanks for stopping by.everyone needs to read this and read it again till the world gets it CRYSTAL METH This is a true happening. A 21 year old female was addicted to crystal meth, overdosed, and lost her life. After her death, they were cleaning out her apartment and in her top dresser drawer, found a poem she had written... Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth. I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names. But there&rsqu
Fat Ass Keegster8
 THERE IS A LADY ON HERE NAMED KEEPGSTER8.WHOS IS WRITING BLOGS ON ME AND LYING HER ASS OFF. I BLOCKED THIS LADY. SHE SENT ME MESSAGES STATING SHE WANTED A REAL MAN WITH A NICE COCK TO FUCK HER IN THE ASS DAILY, I TOLD HER NO WAY, SHES TOO BIG AND NOT MY TYPE. SHE THEN TOLD ME SHE NEEDED ME CAUSE HER MAN THE MAN HES CALLED HAS A 3 INCH DICK... I STILL TOLD HER NO SO SHE DELETED ME AND IS NOW BASHING ME ON HERE. SO IF U SEE HER. SHE GOES BY (KEEGSTER8) GO FUCK WITH HER. SHES A LYING ASS WHORE LOSER. WHO CANT TAKE NO FOR  AN ANSWER. SHE IS DISCUSTING AND GROSS AND NASTY....... EW........ YOU SEE THIS LADY ALL. SLAP HER ASS IN THE FACE AND TELL HER THE STALLION SENT YOU.
Seizure.gif
Yes, you got it folks, seizure.gif.   While I do understand that some of you like the flashy "I am here, FEED ME ATTENTION" gif's that you have as your main photo, but has anyone taken notice to tell you that this kind of gif is sometimes unbearable to the eye? Take for example the Secret Admirer game.  The first thing I see are seventeen (yeah, I like to exaggerate) gifs of people morphing into bears, tigers, eagles, rabid rats, dingos, seagulls, etc, with flashing sparkles and glitter all around them.  Then the damn thing flashes into seizure mode and I am no longer interested in you.  Or what you post.  Or talking to you. fubar, stay classy!   This has been brought to you by the committee of anti-seizure.gif peoples.
Lyrics
Beneath the dampened soil lies a terror from the pastThe rotting corpses of the damned where evil has been castA deathly curse surrounding all the ancient graves and tombsThe time has come the time is now: release unearthly doomLightning strikes, evil night, start the dreaded turmoilRotting flesh appears now from above the loosened soilRising from the underworld, destroy the human raceUnleashed upon a dreary night to spread unholy graceFrom hell they rise , with screams and criesAt death's own willIn frantic rage they set the stageThey start to killEvil Invaders: Death deception in the nightEvil Invaders: Corruption as they fight the fightEvil Invaders: Spreading out to take commandEvil Invaders: The future of mankind at handMutilated bodies now employed upon the streetsSearching around, seeking out the human flesh to eatResurgence of the damned will our cities fate defeat?Unless we're strong and earth defend we'll fall beneath their feetThe evil force grows stronger as the terror grow
Thoughts And Musings...
Now that I've trimmed down my friends list, I thought it'd be a good time to get to know you a bit better. And what better way to do that than by giving you the chance to tell me what you'd like to know? So here goes... You have one question. Ask me anything you want. I won't give out my full name, address, phone #, and bank account numbers. But anythng else I'll answer honestly as best I can. So who's going to be first? :-D  Wow... hard to believe I've been on Fubar over 4 years.  To be honest, I spent little time on the site at first because the real-life friends who'd invited me had already left. But about a year later, I checked back... and to my surprise found several friends from MySpace were now genuine fu-addicts. So I stuck around and naturally became hooked as well. Here on Fubar, I tend to keep things easy. I avoid drama, and for the most part stick to my own page. Although I do play a few games (Mafia, PowerPool, and occasionally Secret Admirer). And lately I've been p
My Poem To My Heart
 MY HEART LONGS TO BE CLOSE TO YOURS...TO UNDERSTAND HOW YOU THINK AND FEEL.. FOR SOMETIMES IM CONFUSSED IF THIS IS LOVE OR IM I JUST HERE TO BE BY YOUR SIDE JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT ME TO BE.. MY SOUL CRYS AT NIGHT BECAUSE YOUR NOT AROUND TO HOLD ME AND TELL YOU U LOVE ME SOMEDAYS MY HEART KNOWS YOU DO AND OTHERS IT DOESNT MY HEART HIDES WHEN YOU COME AROUND BECAUSE IT IS AFAID OF BEING HURT AGAIN..... SO WHAT SHOULD I DO MY DARLING HOW SOULD I FEEL .... I FEEL YOUR HEART BELONGS TO SOMEONE OTHER THEN ME AND I FEEL SOMETIMES IF I TURN AROUND YOU WILL BE GONE ..... SO I WAIT AND WONDER SHOULD MY HEART TAKE THIS LEAP OR SOULD IT HIDE AWAY FOREVER..   BY DARKANGEL
Musings Of The Mind
And to think, I hesitated.  Life's last chances became lost opportunities for me.  PTSD has caused me a great deal of headaches and sleepless nights.  In the military I was somebody; I was a hospital corpsman that served Navy and Marine Corps units.  Now, six years after being discharged because of PTSD I feel lost.  Nothing I do seems to fill the void of who I once was. I am back in school getting a degree but I know deep down that the action is merely superficial and hollow at best.  
Putting Together A Band
So I was watching the news last night. They were talking to Michelle Kwan, Olympic figure skating Medalist. At one point they asked her, "How was the transition out of the skating world?" She said something that hit kinda close to home for me. Kwan said something like, "Going from years of a set schedule, with practice, school and competitions. To waking up one morning and realizing that I don't have anything to do today." She continued with, "I had a bit of an identity crisis, and it took me a while before I finally decided what I wanted to do with my life." I'm just glad to see that even people that have already found success still struggle with their own identity, just like me :D  And if a figure skater can do it...Should be childsplay for a soldier ;-) Now I doubt anyone will read this Anywhere around the time that I want them 2. But so be it, I ain't changing any time soon.  So I have a few videos on youtube originally i thought i was some big shot and just posting them would
Great Song Lyrics
W.A.S.P. - Sleeping (In The Fire) Touch, touch in the flame's desire Feeling the pain's denial, And your finger's in the fire Look, look in the candle light See in the flame of life And my spell our lie   Taste the love The Lucifer's magic that makes you numb The passion and all the pain are one You're sleeping in the fire Taste the love The Lucifer's magic that makes you numb You feel what it does and you're drunk on love You're sleeping in the fire I gaze as the flame and fire burn And cry out the name of which I yearn Oooohhhhh (Guitar solo) Taste the love The Lucifer's magic that makes you numb The passion and all the pain are one You're sleeping in the fire Taste the love
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Thoughts
Word are just words until someone decides that they are worth putting into action. People talk all the time, they say words, but most of the time they never act in them. So just cuz you say something, doesn't mean shit. When you act on your words then I will believe it. Birth a beautiful and yet depressing process. Growing up is fun but always sad. Adulthood rewarding and painful, Is there ever a time in life that is not depressing, sad, or painful? From the moment that you are born you start to die. Which would mean, you are only happiest on your death bed?
Life And Love Suck!
What is the difference between a women that is a "keeper" or a women that is a "hit it and quiet it". Why are some women put in these two groups. I have been told by a few different people that I am in the second group! I want to know why and if a women that is in the second group can be turned into a women good enough for the first group? Please all comments welcome!  I have been trying to date now for sometime now! I keep finding problems! Why is that no one can except someone for who they are? Why do most poeple have to make others change to be with them? A few of my friends did this whole online dating thing talked me into it, but I keep having the same problem over and over. My profile is all true, yes I will admit I have left somethings out. I feel if you put everything out there then you have nothing to learn about. I guess what I am saying is I am so sick of being single. I am so sick of hugging a pillow every night! I try to talk to the few friends I do have and they don't see
Shapes & Shadows
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any girl. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that b*tch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent girlfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses her with meaning. To every girl who just wishes she cared more. To every girl who would just once want a girl to give their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who just wants her to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking abo
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Because
I've been absent for quite some time. I have no interest in conversing with people here....this is just my most constant blog and thats what I keep I shall choose to keep it as. People on here are liars or bullshitters or omitters or what have you. I'm not going to go into that here because I don't openly speak about any certain persons bullshit life stories if they are on fubar and I would assume a person that would take the time to actually read my blog would know who I'm talking about or is that person that I'm talking about...SO. I wont give anyone the pleasure and I wont give you the recognition nor cause you the embarassment or make you go through self realization since you haven't gone through it on your own already. Run ons, run ons....Well...maybe I WILL talk about this...I was planning on talking about something else. But now that I am looking at this black screen and listening to kid cudi...well what the fuck. See? I lie ALL THE TIME.REALLY.So...I suppose if someone tells yo
While We Were Dreaming
While you lie on your backAnd move through the scarsSo careful you areTo surrender everythingBut Jesus ain't comin'So don't waste your timeNot yours and not mineYou're only dreamingAnd while you were schemingof silver machinesFar above the leavesI snuck into your sceneDon't lie there, lurkingBehind your troubled wallsWicked as they areYou're not deceivingAnd if I could find your heartI would pull it from your chestAnd smash you with my fistTil it was beatingAnd if there's a hole insideHeaven in your head Coz the angel that you kissedJust left you bleedingI know it ain't easyTo keep roundin' onWhen the voices in your skullAre always screamingBroke into your prisonAnd dropped the sleeping guardsPainted flowers on the barsAnd snuck you out the yardParalysed and gleamingWith visions of new statesWe're wrapped in our embraceWhile we were dreaming
Thoughts.....
this is a question that i wrote up on a called compatible astrology...but i figured i would post it up here as well....maybe i can get some answers.....please be kind...this is a very touchy subject for me and i dont really do well with mean things said to me when im down....if you havent any positive advice then please do not respond to this......   ok i am a 23 year old libra..(october 2nd) and my boyfriend of going on 8 months is a scorpio (november 1st). we first dated about 5 years ago, and he broke up with me because i moved to fast (damn libras and our need for love) and i never thought i would see or hear from him again. Well back in august i found him on facebook and it was like we were never apart. we started out as friends (for like 2 days...again im a silly libra) and when the subject of getting back together came up i told him "look, if you want to just be fuck buddys then thats fine....but dont sit here and get my heart in it by telling me you want to be with me again i
Environmental Ramblings...
I'm currently writing a paper about how shopping local and sustainably will reduce fossil fuel consumption by astounding amounts.  What I've written so far is a rough idea of the problem the current systems have.  Since I know that Fupeople tend to have real lives behind the computer, despite their best efforts, I would like for any who work in or with these fields to drop some inpunt from time to time when they get the chance. Thank you in advance, James   Using fossil fuels as our primary fuel source for producing equipment, and for using harvesting, production and transportation equipment has been knocked pretty roughly in the last few years, and rightly so.  Larger vehicles produce larger emissions, and longer trips produce longer emissions output times.  Longer trips with larger equipment can also get to be expensive, but not just for the producer, this will affect the consumer as well. There is no doubting that by buying local, one can save money on the cost of your transport
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I Swear This Crap Just Comes To Me Lol
When I look at my vagina, I can't help but say. Hmmm, what can I do to you today? Ooh I know I know, I'll try this. While praying to God, that it fits. You can do this girl, I say to myself. While grabbing my wine, from off the shelf. Alcohol isn't always, the cure. But consuming it this way, will work for sure. Ooh it's smooth, and cold to the touch. Try harder girl, you're thinking too much. Open your lips, nice and wide. Soak in the taste, from the inside. You guys may think I'm bad, but you're mind is in the wrong place. Because the wine is touching, the lips on my face. Shame on you guys, I say. For thinking I'd behave, in such a way. Although, that would make, for one hell of a show. After all this is me we're talking about, so you never quite know.
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Just So Ya Know
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Don't be fooled by me.Don't be fooled by the face I wearfor I wear a mask, a thousand masks,masks that I'm afraid to take off,and none of them is me.Pretending is an art that's second nature with me,but don't be fooled,for God's sake don't be fooled.I give you the impression that I'm secure,that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as wellas without,that confidence is my name and coolness my game,that the water's calm and I'm in commandand that I need no one,but don't believe me.My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask,ever-varying and ever-concealing.Beneath lies no complacence.Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness.But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it.I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed.That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,a nonchalant sophisticated facade,to help me pretend,to shield me from the glance that knows.But such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only hope,and I know it.That is, if it's followed by accep
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Who Gives A Fu?
Would love to thank everyone who liked ..rated..and loved on me this am..and yesterday. Came very close to reaching my goal..and probably would have if i wasn't fu'd over..and if fubar made things clearer on here.. but they do it for a reason I imagine..to make more money. I have never went all out like i did yesterday..with all the abilitie blings..and happy hours. It was  fun..but exhausting.  I have many dear people to think for all of that.  Obiwankidoodle.. lonewolf92..mcwhammy.. Anyways, heres a few things I have learned. Do not set up happy hrs during the time change or week before time change..becuz on here the ones you set up for..they freakin change on ya later. My happy hrs were originally set for 7pm..11pm..and 2pm.  Ended up being 8pm..12pm..and3pm. If I had all my happy hrs the way i set them up I would have definately gotten 10,000 likes. Also, if you try to do the 3 boomerang abilities back to back  as a achievement. DO NOT run any other blings in between them

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Daily Planet
Captain's Log; Stardate 12047.  14   It is strange how the smallest little clue into some one''s past can evoke an emotional response so many years later.  It also strange that when in order to follow up on the hint from one's memories are met with insurmountable odds, and a point one cannot continue to pursue because of lack of resources.   During my time here I have been met with many challenges, but none so profound as the women of this planet and time sequence; not that women from any century are easy to understand.  In my past there have been girls that I liked and wantedto feel a connection with, but yet at the same time I knew my place and therefore never done or said anything to any human female because I am so used to the rejection i have been accustomed to even more recently.   A name from my past was brought up to me today by a notification from a site known as mylife.com.  It is a place where people go to see if any one from their past is looking for them, or want to
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On The Darkside
ON THE DARKSIDE......   Stands in the corner and watching everything that is going on.. Has the knife on his side and never takes it out and has a small gun in his pocket and his hand is on it bat all times just in case he needs to use it for anything. The two thing that he wont have to use because he is a vampire all he has to use is his teeth.. But he wont use any of it.. he rather talk to them and see what happened to him or her.... He came over to where I was and then if he needed help I would go and him with the couple or family that needed it..... I change back in the form as a human... He said if we need to change back into the form...... But my nails stand out just in case if need to. I told him need to find some food and he hands me some food and drink.... And the drink that he hands me was blood and it was very good..... We had to get into form because there was a man that is going to attack us if we didn't... We would be killed if we didn't do it..... until someone started
Tech Support
Sabpab - Another Mac os Backdoor Trojan Discovered Posted by THN Reporter On 4/15/2012 07:36:00 AM Security firm Sophos has discovered more malware for the Mac OS X platform called Sabpab. It uses the same Java vulnerability as Flashback to install itself as a “drive-by download.” Users of older versions of Java now have still more malware to worry about. It also doesn't require any user interaction to infect a system either just like Flashback all that needs to happen is for you to visit an infected webpage. Sabpab, according to Sophos, installs a backdoor that allows the hackers to capture screen snapshots, upload or download files and execute commands on infected Macs remotely. The Trojan creates the files /Users//Library/Preferences/com.apple.PubSabAgent.pfile /Users//Library/LaunchAgents/com.apple.PubSabAGent.plist Encrypted logs are sent back to the control server, so the hackers can monitor activity. Although
No Shit!
        Man posts letters into a dog poo disposal box for two years     This short-sighted 91-year-old man has been posting his letters into a dog poo disposal box for two years. Only when a passer-by tapped him on the shoulder and pointed at his mistake,  the man realised what he was doing wrong.         The man thought he was posting his letters into a Post Office box.       Admittedly, a dog poo box may look similar to a Post Office box in the eyes of an old short-sighted man.
Food For Thought
I didn't write this but thought it was so good it was worth sharing. SON: “Daddy, may I ask you a question?” DAD: “Yeah sure, what is it?” SON: “Daddy, how much do you make an hour?” DAD: “That’s none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?” SON: “I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?” DAD: “If you must know, I make $100 an hour.” SON: “Oh! (With his head down). SON: “Daddy, may I please borrow $50?” The father was furious. DAD: “If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I work hard everyday for such this childish behavior.” The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy’s questions.
General
COME BID ON ME! THE EASTER AUCTION ENDS ON APRIL 7TH! SHOW THE MAN HOSTING IT SOME LOVE TOO! XOXO Hey everyone! My daughter is on fu now. She's been seeing me on it for years now and can have her own now so she's looking for friends. :) I'm sure you guys and gals will treat her good. :) Here's her link! Blondie2014@ fubar Don't forget to still love on me! :) xoxo Vampie
The Scoop
Well first of all let me just say it totally sucks on dial-up, but I'm very surprised that Fubar is even working at all. I am having problems uploading pics here. I tried uploading a few pics using the single uploader and both of them failed to upload. Also it seems when I leave comments on people's mumms that they seem to post, but when I refresh the page and look again they are not there. I seen somewhere that fubar had a mobile site and I was going to use that because it would load better for me, but when I go to the mobile site I just see a blank page. It must be down? http://m.fubar.com
When You Are In Love With Your True Love
The love   The love that we have   The love that we share   The love is what we   Share in every day life,   We live in love we share,   love all the time. But we lose are too   alot of times too. We   share the same bed,   Share the same blanket,   alots of things in life.   Sometimes we lose the love of   our lives. We dont want to lose them   all, but some times we have to   make a mistake in life.   Love is suppose to be when   you are happy with someone that   you love very much. Love is when you care   about that person that you are in love with.   All you do is think about the one that you love.   When you think of a person that you cant live without,   or cant breath with out them,   being able to talk to them and seeing them.   When a person falls in love with someone.   When you hear their voice again and       you get this big huge grin on your face.   When this person looks up at you and   Has this big grin on their fa
My Journey To Ranking In Top 10.
Let me begin by saying that I am no way trying to offend, hurt, anger or embarass anyone by writing this blog.  I'm writing this to let you know about my experience playing the ranking game this past week in fubar.  I woke up this morning #5 ranked in fubar and #7 top chick of the week. Let me tell you how I got here.  FYI: Top ranks are posted on Thursdays for those that dont know...so if playing the ranking game your week starts thursday and ends the next wed night at midnight fu time.  You have 3 ranks....(Someone please correct me if I'm wrong) your fubar daily rank on your home page is basically point based...how many points you received in the past 24 hours. The ranking that shows up on your profile under your name is rate based...how many people rated your profile in the past 24 hours. So, with that being said...to play the ranking game you arent necessarily going for points but profile rates. When a user runs a famp or a god mode everyone in their family gets the rates that
Missing
"Feelings are important in our life as they come from heart, if u respond back they grow, if u ignore they die, if u respect they stay forever." It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it. But it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Everyone tells me i should forget you, that you don't deserve me. They're right, you don't deserve me, but i deserve you.
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Confessions
Eros – a passionate physical and emotional love based on aesthetic enjoyment; stereotype of romantic love Ludus – a love that is played as a game or sport; conquest; may have multiple partners at once Storge – an affectionate love that slowly develops from friendship, based on similarity (kindred to Philia) Pragma – love that is driven by the head, not the heart; undemonstrative Mania – obsessive love; experience great emotional highs and lows; very possessive and often jealous lovers Agape – selfless altruistic love; spiritual If you simply wanted to get a guy off as quickly as possible, all you need to do is lock your lips at the base of his cock and suction them up and down the bottom ¾ of his shaft at a quick, steady pace while pressing your flattened tongue against the underside of his dick. Make sure you are applying pressure with both your lips AND tongue. Keeping your tongue engaged at all times is key. I try to keep mine moving at all t
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Married & Fubar
1. My head is throbbing and I don't have a headache 2. For secretary's day I'm gonna get her one of those facials, or do you think she swallows? 3. I'm a cable repairman call me anytime to service your box and oh yeah fix your cable. 4. I often imagine work being like Hawaii and I'm gonna get leighed 5. I'll pay for lunch, but can I eat afterwards? 6. I like what you did with your nails, wanna run them down my back? 7. No need to fill out that application, I have several positions for you. 8. Every women deserves a screaming orgasm, I just want to be the guy for the job!
It Will Always Be You
It Will Always Be You I may not know all the how's and why's But my heart has been lost in your eyes For your the one that stepped out of my dreamsGave me hope, showed me what love means The sight of you puts a glow on my faceThe sound of your voice sets my pulse to race Sweet embraces and tender kissesYour all my lifes wishes My world is wholeBecause of you, love lives in my soul With your hand in mineOur hearts interwineFeel my love when we are apartKnowing that nothing will change my heartThis love is real, no need to doubtIt's something I can't live without
Poetry! By Koda Shadowcry
Every day since the day we met I fall in-love with you all over again. You have shown me what true love really feels like and that is a feeling I never want to lose. I get butterflies every time I hear your voice and when you say you love me the whole world just stops and feels like we are the only ones that are on the earth. You have brought the light back into my life and it shines every time I think of you or even hear your name. Baby you are my everything I could ever ask for and so much more. You truely make me the happiest woman in the world. You are my everything. My heart belongs to you and only you will hold the key. In sickness and in health in good times and in bad from this day forward till death do us part I will always love you! I know it wasn't the best at the start, but its been hell since we've been apart. I've made mistakes and quite a few, but my biggest mistake was leaving you. My heart is full of pain, but no matter how much it hurts my love for you will remain.
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Redo U: Guy Fieri's Chicken Wings Recipe Posted on Feb 3, 2012 10:45am   All this week ou­r "Redo U" has been giving you tips to reward yourself in different areas of your life by making small changes. So if you haven't changed your Super Bowl menu in a while, it's definitely time to redo it today! Chef Guy Fieri shares his delicious chicken wing recipes: GUY'S WING-O-RAMAPrep Time: 15 minutes | Cook Time: 2 hours (includes brine time) | Serves: 8-10 -Cook up a big batch of wings using a brine and grill then take them in 4 different directions with different flavors for a killer platter of wings for the big game day.­-Serve some crisp sliced fresh vegetables on the side­ Chicken:10 pounds chicken wingsCanola oil, for grillingBrine:12 cups water1/2 cup kosher salt1/2 cup honey1 teaspoon red pepper flakes2 tablespoons granulated garlicBase Seasoning:1 tablespoon paprika,2 teaspoons ground cumin1 tablespoon granulated garlic2 tablespoons Italian seasoning2 teaspoons ground sea
Juggalo Biatch
So this morning I sign on and have a few new pic comments waiting.  I open them up and discover someone decided they liked my green Irish George (a pic made for me that changed the original cheeto stealing seagull and made him green for St. Patrick's Day). They liked it so much they swiped it (not rip) and then started using it as their default.  I kind of blew it off, but when I saw it scroll across the top TWICE, it ticked me off. Being the perfect angel and nice person that you ALL know I am.....   *waits for laughter to stop*.......  I sent her a message kindly asking her to remove it from her default.  An hour later....no response.   So I followedwiht one more kind message telling her it was made for me and I don't appreciate her using it. This is the response I finally get (in all caps...seems the juggalo bitch's Caps Lock is stuck): I LET YOU KNOW I WAS TAKING IT AND WOW...I DON'T GET STUPID ABOUT MY PICS ... I DIDN'T TAKE ANY OF YOU PERSONALLY ... NOT THAT THERE WERE
"it's Just Fu"
Someone said to me recently, "It's just Fu" same as I have said to others. Hmmm... Yes, it's just Fu. But Fu has different meanings for different individuals. For some it's just a mindless time killer. Endlessly clicking that like button and staring into the monitor. There are the true gamers that are forever striving for the next level or another achievement. There are flirts, bling whores, friend collectors, those looking for love, those hoping for sex, exhibitionists, singles looking for a partner, partners gaming together. Many here make their profiles private and their privates public.... Sometimes we find what we're looking for, sometimes we switch categories. Some of us linger in between, gleaning little bits and pieces of the whole Fu experience as the need arises. Most looking to fill whatever void they have in real life. There are some in which Fu is their podium/platform for things they believe, a place to express themselves. Artists looking for a place to showcase their o
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Hurt
Its not love that hurts. What hurts is being hurt by someone you love. If someone you love hurts you, one of the best things you can do is to move on and find happiness elsewhere. Don't give them the satisfaction of seeing you suffer. Love means exposing yourself to the pain of being hurt by someone you trust.
Trying
        For a few years now my life hasn't been how I believe it should be. Without going into too many details I've been lonely lately, sad discouraged about life and sometimes no matter how I look at it I feel as if it may end up bad......I've been single now for five years, and find life is harder without that special woman in your life,yet...this was my own choice because of past indecressions in my relationships. Everyday I feel as if life for me has reached its end. I've felt like this many times but I always decide to get back up on my feet an d try to hold my head high. Recently I have enrolled at MATC for Electronic Engineering Tec but I loathe school. I like creating things ,and if I speak anymore about inventing things many people would think im crazy....even my own friends call me delusional in their own way, so I try not to speak too much. On another note people used to worry about me bacause I always had a depressed look on my face and rarely spoke. I dont know what it is
Dreams
Always on my mind Your face, your touch, your voice Echoing deeply within my heart Converting each cell in my body Each day we spend together Each hour we talk Each minute I hear your voice Each second you're in my head Has me falling completely in love with you You are engrained in me Written By T.L.K. January 2004 My Body Aches not just for your embrace But the Gaze of your eyes upon my skin The Touch  of your hand across my face Stirs the Longing at a quickening pace The Feel of your lips down my neck The Heat  of your body against my chest The Wa
Guyz N' Dollz
Cheating is the #1 Mistake That Ends Relationships, What Are The Rest?  Article by: CheaterVille.com April 27, 2012    Cheating is the #1 Mistake That Ends Relationships, What Are The Rest?   Ever feel like maintaining a good relationship is harder than everyone makes it seem? There should be a yearlong class in High School that guys and girls take to learn the fundamentals of a good relationship.  But there wasn’t, so here we are.     According to an article written by Heather at All Women Stalk, there are ten classic mistakes that we make that may cause our relationships to fail.  Not surprisingly, cheating is rated #1.  See these faults that are listed and ask yourself if you making any of these mistakes in your current relationship?    1. CHEATING The number one mistakes that end relationships is cheating. If someone cheats on you, most likely, you are not going to be with that person any longer. This is the most common mistake that people break up, but it’s
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Fear In Itself
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
A Poem
Soft and warm Sealed with careSweet and kindWill ever shareBrave and strongYet so fairThat is herShe's always thereSensitiveto despairHarkens toothers welfareDelicateshe's elsewhereBeautifulbeyond compareIf you meet herBest BewareShe'll steal your heartunawareHer name is LoveThis I swearThere's none like heranywhere   When first we met she seemed so white I feared her;As one might near a spirit brightI neared her;An angel pure from heaven aboveI dreamed her,And far too good for human loveI deemed her.A spirit free from mortal taintI thought her,And incense as unto a saintI brought her.Well, incense burning did not seemTo please her,And insolence I feared she’d deemTo squeeze her;Nor did I dare for that same whyTo kiss her,Lest, shocked, she’d cause my eager eyeTo miss her.I sickened thinking of some way
Under Attack
You have no idea how bad, I want to be weak. For someone to hear me, when I speak. I'm known as the one, that never breaks. When really, I don't know how much more I can take. No one can ever see me, shed a tear. In every-one's eyes, I have no fear. But I'm terrified, shattered and broken. Even through the words, I haven't yet spoken. They hide away, shielded by these eyes. The same one's, that are always dry. They will remain that way, until you turn your back. And that's when my heart and soul, are under attack.
My Tomb
Tears fall, from my face. As I struggle to find, my happy place. My daughter asks, Mom are you okay? I reply, yes sweetie, always. Then I walk, into my room. Locking myself, inside my tomb. My dungeon, where I suffer alone. Dying for the chance, to pick up the phone. And call someone, anyone would be nice. Instead it's just me, it gets old sometimes. Because I want more, but too afraid to try. It's easier turning to my pillow, to cry.
Dear Designer
Dear Designer, This is to you. For all the shit, you've put me through. The way you wired me, just isn't fair. My size, my eyes, down to my hair. You made me smart, sweet and fun. But you also made me vulnerable, to everyone. Because I have a heart, that cares too much. About people, who never care enough. Why can't I be, that one person for someone. Instead of just another person, in the long run. Whatever you did to me, I am begging you to change. Grab the wires, the bolts, and rearrange. Everything inside, please switch it around. Because I am not far, from being broken down.
Random Thoughts
To you maybe it does seem strange You just do not understand why things must change It's like we are stuck in the wrong gear It's time that we overcome the fear Many memories born and dead in this town We both know its time for anew stomping ground.
That Is Your Home Now
I save your every word, the most beautiful I've heard. I feel the tears, starting to fall. But yet I am grateful, for them all. Because they touched a part of me, I do not share. A part I wasn't even sure, was still there. Every part of myself, screams out your name. Sometimes I can't handle the heat, from the flame. It hurts yet feels good, at the same time. YOU are always, on my mind. That is your home now, and where YOU will stay. No matter what, forever and always.
Never Erased
When you walk in the snow, and sand. You leave footprints, of where you've been. The same goes, with your heart. Someone walks across it, leaves their mark. If they are powerful enough, it never goes away. It remains there, day after day. Through the words spoke in anger, all the tears shed. Their footprints are safely, tucked away in bed. In your happy place, you visit all the time. Knowing they are with you, in your mind. The mark they left, is too strong to fade away. Keep it there, for your bad days. Because the bad days, tend to break you down. And their warmth is there, to lift you off the ground. Regardless of where they are now, their really not that far. They remain everywhere, you are. Their heart, forever beats with yours. Never erased, that's what true love was designed for.
Wtf Am I Doing
I am just as naughty as anyone I have ever found....but seriously....if I have never talked to you....the last thing I want to see is your dick.  Someone checks out my profile, I go for a visit to theirs. Take a gander at their pics and bam! Cock shots. Like really?  Just out there for the world to see. It's rather pathetic. At least leave something to the imagination. If I have already uncovered the package without the buildup.....boring!!!   To top it...most dicks look the same. Some are smaller, some are bigger, some are wider, and some are just plain pitiful..but the basic form is always the same. I'm not going to look at your dick and say oh damn, that makes me want to touch myself.  And any girl who tells you that....is probably lying to you. Haha.   May sound silly, but what makes me want to touch myself...seduce my mind. No hey baby...no hey sexy...or any of that shit. Fuck, if I want to be talked to like a prostitute, I'd put myself on the street corner and charge idiots f
Why Ask?
Tribute To My Late Bro
TO A GREAT BROTHER I MISS U MAN ALWAYS AND FOREVER. YOU TRULY TOUCHED MANY HEARTS AND THOSE THAT GOT TO KNOW YOU MAN. I LOVE YOU WISH U WERE STILL HERE BUT GOD TOOK YOU AWAY. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN EACH HEART U TOUCHED OVER THE YEARS RIP MAN !!!
Random Shit
the woman on here who deserve the most attention dont get it... its the sneaky photo shopping, angle testing, fake ass bitches that get all the attention.  stupid.. but.. am i surprised.. not at all.   Enneagram Type 7 - The Enthusiast Pleasure seekers and planners, in search of distraction People of this personality type are essentially concerned that their lives be an exciting adventure. Sevens are future oriented, restless people who are generally convinced that something better is just around the corner. They are quick thinkers who have a great deal of energy and who make lots of plans. They tend to be extroverted, multi-talented, creative and open minded. They are enthusiasts who enjoy the pleasures of the senses and who don't believe in any form of self-denial. Sevens are practical people who have multiple skills. They know how to network and to promote themselves and their interests. They often have an entrepreneurial spirit and are able to convey their enthusiasm to those w
Things I Love
*Married or not you should take a moment & read this...“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced a
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Nature's Corner Newsletter
      http://www.naturescorner.com/   Q:  Who was edgar Cayce, and, what was his wet cell appliance. - John Wyatt - Houston, TX   A: Edgar Cayce(3/18/1877) to (01/3/1945) is one of the world’s best known psychics. Born in Hopkinsville, KY, Cayce at an early age, displayed talents and abilities far beyond the normal senses. He would do so in an unconscious or trance like state, giving over fourteen thousand readings stenographically recorded on health, past and future history, spiritual matters and many others. One of the devices often recommended was the wet cell appliance, a crude, but effective, form of what is medically known as iontophoresis, a small direct current (20-30 millivolts for wet cell appliance) is passed through a container with the desired chemical solutions and then into the affected area of the body through appropriately placed electrodes. Cayce most often recommended gold chloride, silver nitrate, or iodine trichloride
The Stranger
  Melody didn't know how long she had slept, but she woke when she felt the stranger shaking her. "Huh, wha"; she uttered as the stranger pulled her to her feet. As she began to gain consciousness she realized that her arms had been untied. The stranger was pulling her by the arm, leading her into the bedroom. When they got to the bedroom, he gave a tug on her remaining clothes and stepped back. At first Melody wasn't sure what he wanted, but when he tugged again, she realized that he wanted her to strip. She started to take her clothes off, but the stranger stopped her. He took one of her hands and placed it on her breast and placed the other one on a piece of her clothing. He slowly moved her hand around on her breast, let go and stepped back. Melody couldn't believe it, he wanted her to play with herself while she stripped. The stranger could tell she was having second thoughts, he firmly placed the cane on her leg and moved it up and down. The touch of the cane quickl
Aggitated
can you tell that I am aggitated? if not..let me repeat it.. I AM AGGITATED. seems like i get no where on here at times.  Been working on doing the achievements..but  you have to blow money or have it blown on ya to get anywhere..and there may be few achievements..that  you can do that is simple..but hell. I Got fucked over on one of them this past week. THe send round to newbies  for a week one. I started when it came out .  Did it for 8 days straight to be told it doesnt go into effect til the 10th of this month.  Seriously? why Did it come out around the 2nd then? and why is it couple people  with red names have it accomplished?  I DO NOT KNOW.  So anyways. here I am gonna blow 70,000 more on newbies..who I will not hear from or even get a response to the drink. Then I can go on to bitch about my Happy hours that were a present to me.  I set them up for this thursday.  Well I was told they are a hour different then times i set them up for. So i go to help. They said "did yo
The Writings
A crowded day at the beach, almost ready to leave, we walk to a shower head to remove the sand from our bodies. As the water pours down your tight body, over your breasts, you realize you have a crowd watching. I move close, letting them know you're taken. You feel my hands on your shoulders washing you down then gently grabbing your shoulder turning you to face me. The water cascades over us, cool against our hot bodies. You move closer, looking up into my eyes as your hands caress my strong arms. I reach down, hands on your waist, pulling you close. I can feel the heat from your chest against mine as you move closer, your arms slipping around my neck. My hands move up and down your back, and you jump lightly as you feel me tugging at your bikini string as my hand moves to your ass. You relax, knowing everything will be alright and reach back pulling the string around your neck lose. Your top falls between us as you reach up again, your hand in my hair and pull me to you. My lips touc
Mitchells Party
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Real Talk
I’m in hell’s kitchen with an apron and a hair net.Devil on my shoulder, the lord as my witness.So on my Libra scale, I’m weighing sins and forgiveness.What goes around, comes around like a hula hoop.Karma is a bitch? Well just make sure that bitch is beautiful.Life on the edge, I’m dangling my feet.Some people hang you out to dry like a towel rack,I’m all about “I” give the rest of the vowels back.I like my girl thick, not just kinda fine. Eat her 'til she cry, call that “wine and dine” Try to check me and I’ma have ‘em checkin’ pulses.They say choose wisely, that’s why I was chosen.But I’m Ray Charles to the bullshit.Now hop up on my dick and do a full split! Another shady mission.Yesterday was stolen kisses.Blind insanity perfect pictures of me and my family Not understanding the destiny that they planned for me.If I have kids will I live to see em grow?Though I don't know,More broken promises,a sacr
Everytime I Close My Eyes
Love starts with a smile, and grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear Dont cry over someone who wont cry over u. Good friends r hard to find, harder to leave and impossible to forget. U can only go as far as a push. Actions speak louder than words. The harderst thing to do is to watch someone u love, love someone else. Dont let the past hold u back, you'll only miss the good stuff in front of u. Lifes short, if u dont look around once in a while, u might miss it. A close/best friend is like a four leaf clover. Hard to find and lucky to have.Some ppl make this world special by u being in them. When it hurts to look back, look besides u, and your friend will always be there. a best friend will always wipe the tears from your eyes, and tell u everything will be alright.A best friend will cry with u,A best friend is forever. True friendships r eternity. A true friend will always have a special place in their heart. Lots of ppl walk in and out of our lives, but only the close ones lea
True Sex Stories Of Mine
            So I must tell the story of my most recent sexual encounter, I really enjoy sharing such thing with any one interested in reading and it’s a true tale any way sooo here we go                  The day was Sunday and it was a wonderful day outside and I decided to go for a run, so I go to this park where they have this 2 mile nature trail and go for my run. I then finished running and on my way home I stop by the dollar general to get a drink, I then meet my exes’ aunt. We start off with normal small talk and I help here take her stuff to her car, then we say by and I start to walk off. Well it was hot out so I take my shirt off, and go on my way then she pull her car up next to me and ask me if I want a ride, I say sure. We talk as we go down the road but the whole time I couldn’t keep my eyes off her amazing cleavage, she a beautiful women in her early thirties. She was fit nice round ass and some nice d cup tits. I couldn’t help but steer then I
Assholes
I have been on here for over a month and found some of the most amazing friends and man that I have fallen madly and deeply in love with! And in this last month I have watched how numerous people have abused my man and my friends because of others and their lies and deceit! I am tired of seeing people on here be hurt and bashed while others sit back and laugh with their cold hearts and idiotic thoughts. Just because you do not know how to treat a man and what the true meaning of love is doesn't mean you ruin a man so badly that when he has the good in front of him he can not see it because of the blinders you have put on him as you tried to mold him to be who you wanted him to be instead of seeing him as who he is! Forsaken you are the most amazing man I know! You have taken my breath away and showed me the love I have been looking for all my life! I cherish every single thing about you and there is nothing I would ever change about you! I love you with everything I am my heart, my sou

Hot summer nights, wild, wild lovin windows open to the hot night air night breeze teases our sweaty skin we writhe and cry out crazy words shouting moaning the bed's squeaking The headboard's banging, loud and steady like a big bass drummer keeping time until even we can't take noise any longer, stuffing pillows tween the bed and the wall to muffle the sound of our frenzied desire I hear loud knocking upon the door open up! open up! this is the police! Is someone in there being kilt? open up or we will break down this door! neighbor's said someone's being injured stumbling naked, my robe forgotten Smiling sheepishly I let them in as they look me over and shake their heads you smile and wave from beneath the sheets they stammer apologies, then quickly leave us I lock the door, and return to your side we laugh like kids and wriggle together where were we, before being interrupted? I think I remember, but refresh my mind give me some help with this, lets
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Funny Stuff
I was in the restaurant yesterday when I suddenly realized I desperatelyneeded to pass gas. The music was really, really loud, so I timed mygas with the beat of the music.After a couple of songs, I started to feel better. I finished my coffee,and noticed that everybody was staring at me....Then I suddenly remembered that I was listening to my iPod.
Whatever
Life is whatever you make it the way i see it you go through lots of obsticals in life and trial and tribulations and you do the best you can and life your life how you wish. My life isnt perfect but at least i am still breathing and i have a family. i have bad good decisions and bad decisions but in the end i go to bed and wake up to a new day and a chance to do what i please. I dont let drama in my life i dont like it i live a drama d=free life as much as possible. when you are born you are dying you life life to die in the end. we are brought in tho this world in diapers and most of the time leave in them too life is life so make the best of it for you are not promised tomorrow.
Wayet69
im 42 year old man live in pottstown pa and i like to have fun fishing hunting and just spending time with the one i love. just havent found the right one for me 
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Dick Heads
I had this guy come in my lounge last night and start swearing at my members for droping a link to the room in his SB. So in turn i had a friend and me go to his room block all his staff and then post all kinds of dumb shit in it. the best part is when u block all staff they cant ban u with out a bouncer or remote ban so we fucked his shit up for like 30 mins. he then went and rated on us to the bouncers cuz he is a lil punk ass bitch and cant take what he dishies out FUCK HIM
Choices
What did your daddy teach you?
Heavenlyanna
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Omg
hey i need someone to make me a a skin theme... Jurassic park and it cant be chessy. I am a jurassic park freak, and I want something to represent me, that would include my name on the profile somewere too lol. I am me and i like it alot, if you dont or have any thing negative to say keep it to urself cause i dont care, dont like dont look simple as that.
The Beginning
Montanna
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnfZch5FnZs REALMS OF LOVE Separated but not far apart,you may have left this world,but in my heart you'll remain, forever more.Hands intertwined in the circle of eternity,our love never broken,never shattered.We fought side by side to the very end,Tree of All Souls try as they might,couldn't take me, you died so I could live on.I dream of the day we shall meet again,for you to hold me gently, forever, in the realms of love NIGHTMARES I often have nightmares about himHis screams of pain and cries for help echo through the nightIt's pitch black, no stars, no moon to guide himThe smell of blood surrounds himIs it his?Yes, he touches his chest and feels holes everywhereHe didn't even see it coming.He wants his mom and dadEven his brother and sisterHe doesn't want to leave his young niece and nephew.Demons haunted himAlmost drove him madHe stayed strongThis time he can't hol onHe closes his eye for the last time,A whisper on his lips;"I love you all, goodby
The Shoebox
                                                                           THE SHOEBOX A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had shared everything. They had talked about everything. They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little Old woman had a shoe box in the top of her closet that she had Cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about. For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took Down the shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $95,000. He asked her about the contents. 'When we were to be married,' she said, ' my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that if I e
Feelings & Other Things
This blog is not really a goodbye, but perhaps a new begining. You see, my time on fu has been a whirlwind. I have been here almost 6 long years and have seen more than my share of unbelievble things. (Yes, 6 years, for you that don't know, I am GreenEyez1103) I have been built up, tore down, loved, hated and forgotten. In the same respect, I have done all those things as well.  I have forgotten this is a game, let it get in the way of my real life. But it is just that, a game. Now I am not saying I have not met wonderful people on here, because that is not the case. I have few that have been with me from the begining and have stuck by me through my toughest times. And to those people I want to say Thank you. I also have had people who have walked on me and used me for whatever reason and that is noones fault but my own, but I have not forgotten them either.  I guess the reason behind my rambling is to let everyone know that my time on fu has been a experience I could never forget.
Fed Up
Sorry that I'm not thin Sorry that I'm not smart Sorry that I don't know about guns or cars Sorry that I don't make a lot of money Sorry that I am just whatever looking Sorry I can never seem to talk about any thing that you care about Sorry that I am not sun shine and rainbows Sorry I'm not a morning person Sorry that I seem to make you just want to sleep Sorry I'm not fun Sorry I am not some one that you want to go places with. Sorry for being me............................. You make my knees go weak and my head spin. I wake up each day wondering how soon till I see you? Feeling my heart beat faster  as I look from face to face wanting more then nothing for one of them to be you. Needing to hear you voice so that my heart will go on beating for the blood to flow with in my vains. Holding  you close is what I live for. Wanting to have you be the first thing when I wake up the last thing that I see be4 I close my eyes. I want to be the one that fills all of you dreams o
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Random Off The Topa My Head Stuff
One thing i can tell you....most women dont like our clit chewed on like a damn bone. Woman if u cant get a mans head off ur pussy use a spray bottle full of water. That'll get em off. Now back to men. when we tell u you are in a good place dont move just stay there and keep going. Most of the time we get so close and then you move a different way and we lose it. I no i hate it when that happens. So close and then one change and it kills it. There are alotta different positions you can do that hits a womans spot. Butterfly is one. Your girl had to be flexable so it dont hurt her. you put her legs on ur shoulders and pounds away. Praying manthis is where the man sits crossed legged and then the girl sits on him and croses her legs around him and rocks back and forth. Doggie style (if you are long enough) is another way to hit a girls spot. There are alotta different positions to try tho. Another thing alotta the girls i know dont like fucking and fucking for hours on end. It ges dry dow
Poetry Of Sorts
Will the paiin even end, will allow me to go on with mend, never once did i believe that you would be taken and would grasp the heart of all the souls that loved you hard, you once said you felt alone and now we all know this to be untrue look at all this love that shines for you, you are need now then ever to hold, to allow us that moment of golden laughter, and to place our hearts at ease. it  was heard all over and felt through the broken hearts of this world, your presance will always be, in the wisper of the trees, in the melody of song, in the sway of the dance, but now you have that wish you once asked to be with him to hold him tight, but for this is, no one here to hold her tight, she needs you now and this is true the land of the blue will sail, the sea will set you free, but what is this to me, a lost empty space that will never be filled, the burn of tears is all I taste. you may say this and i may say that, but in the middle we both say why, we all have the same feelings s
Mixed Thoughts Of Ones Mind Split In Views
I feel the need to mention I am not wearing tin foil on my head with my feet in a bucket of water ahahaha or getting ready to go to church, I am just excited that in a small way it makes sense on how we can connect to others with out spoken words at all, that in ways you are able to view the past as if you are standing there or see what is in store for us in the ways of happiness before it arrives I am blessed to be a reader of sorts and encouraged to give to those the messages and validations when they are in need, its a reinsurance to me that I will not be shunned for I am not a Witch in the 1800's dictation of what a witch is but as in I am one with my surroundings and can be in tuned with emotions of those around me, I feel the pain in ones heart and can hear the answers to cries and know the questions asked,I can take a complete stranger and have them crumble from my mear whispers of truth, I am a Medium. I can take psychical pain from those and allow you a moment with out pain,I
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Moments Like This...
Kaleb wakes me up crying. Says he misses Skylar...wants to play lego's with her. Wants to hug her. "My sweet angel" he says. He cries for a good ten minutes before I can finally distract him with something else. It's moments like this, that make me even more angry with my mother-in-law. My completely self absorbed, wallowing in her own pity, missing Skylar, mother-in-law. She misses her because she's her biological grandchild. It makes no difference that she's the only other grandmother Kaleb's ever known, aside from my mother. Since just before he turned 2, she's been "grandma". Even though Jas and I weren't together at the time, she also went through my pregnancy with me...and even came to the baby shower. Even though Kaleb shares her last name (my  husbands) it makes no difference to her. Even though he is going to adopt Kaleb, it makes no difference to her. 3 months ago he asked her why she never spent time with him. She looked at him like a deer in headlights. She eventually said
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Nsfw Series Folder Access Rules
In an effort to get some credits, I am willing to make you an NSFW Salute. The charge is 3 Bling Credits per Salute, or 2 Salutes for 5 Bling Credits.   You will get to choose the series the pic is from, but I will choose the actual pic. Choosing a series does not give you access to the actual series of pics. The available series are: Kitchen Bath Window Black and White Bed Roses Friends (If you want to make it look like lots of ladies want to give you NSFW Salutes   I will then use Microsoft Paint to put your name on my body somewhere. If you have a request as to where, I will do my best to get it in that spot.  I do have my reasons for using existing pics, and kindly ask that you not inquire. If we become friendly enough that I want you to know, I'll tell you.  The Salutes will go in a designated folder for you to rate/comment/rip/save, etc.   
In My Mind
Dance life to the end; So many have muttered, live life to the fullest. So much to see, so much to do, so many not free. No time to count wilted flowers, in a garden that will produce more. Every breath till the last, is more precious than of ones desires. A shame of shallow material things, some wrap their being around. How long you live will be to short, regardless of the days in age. There is no guarantee of tomorrow. Memories will be left behind, for those that remain. Smiles in the shedding of frowns. I say, no tissues, no tears, dance with metill the end. Remember me for now, i say for those. You should have known me. You can get a copy of my book In My Mind here:
Amber Jewelry
The amber beads are very old one which made from resin trees; if you see thisamber jewelry you can easily see the frozen ancient insects in inside of the stone. From earlier, the amber beads are cost effective, rare and dream jewelry for all jewelry lovers. If you likes to buy this amber jewelry, you have to know how to identify the real from fake, because some of the jewelers selling the fake one. But if you once bought the real amber beads, you can feel proud and happier for that. This amber jewelry attracts all people from various societies with its origin and beauty. Top decision making ideas for your wedding :  Do you know the tradition of wedding? The gold and diamonds are the traditional option for all brides, which is known as fine jewelry in the market place. If you want the special jewelry for your wedding, you can buy the best option of costume jewelry which is perfect bridesmaid jewelry. And then if you want the contemporary d
Shorty
hey im on here looking for friends but one thing i dont fuck with mens so i should not b geting anything from a man just saying i love my lfe a have a good women who im with and hope to b with for a long time i like to have fun talk chill i dont fight i love people so get at me no mens
Try Me
Try to hold me down, and see what I do. Just when you think it's not possible, I over power you. Because I possess something, greater than you are. It's called my spirit, shining like a star. My light burns too bright, for you to put out. Try me, if you have any doubts. Your empty words, are music to my ears. Fueling my spark, guiding my fears. I walk with broken bones, laugh through the blood stains. Because only I, am responsible for my own pain. Through all the hardships, I choose to win. And my story, will never have an end.
Zero Respect For These People!!
I am a very open minded person...I do not judge people..strictly because..who the hell am I to judge anyone....I questioned the way I did things a while back..I won't go into details.but sometime ago..I met a person here..and we got serious...talked to each other everyday...at work at home...chatted while I worked..this went on for almost a year.and I can honestly say that within that time..he didn't change one bit...he was never anything but sweet to me....sweet to my daughter...nice and respectful to my co-workers...and I finally thought it was safe to go see him...make that trip...but I was wrong...one text message changed everything....and when I got back home...I deleted everything of mine..and was so distraught that I quit my job..because  was ashamed of what happened to me....thinking it was my fault...I started questioning the things I did....I thought..maybe if I hadn't posted the things I did..he wouldn't of done what he did...but that was the wrong way to look at i
The Original Mfkn Story
THE STORY BEHIND THE MFKN OFFICIAL FAMILY HOMEPAGEPlease take a minute to read about the MFKN FAMILY,Which will and always be started from the Hearts of Rachelle(Bubzy)&Rob(Cruser).They both have left because they live for love not HATE! Ok so If you are reading this you're about to find out about what MFKN stands for and where It all came from. Matter fact this should answer all questions and guide you straight through. I once, not to long ago, had the worst day that I have ever had on this site before. Well that day probably turned into the best day, all because MFKN. My name had MFKN in it and my Bestfriend Cruser was helpin me out and talkin me through this really bad day well he decided to take the hearts out of my name and put cross bones and a pitchfork Cause he said, "what the hell is wrong with you? hearts do not describe you" he said, "when I see you I think she's a Bad Ass Chick." So after I saw It, I was like you are so right lol I dont know exactly what I was trying to pul
Grow The Fuck Up Would Ya!!
I have been on and off this site for a long time now...and I have learned a lot within that time..but one thing that erks the hell outta me is stupid fucking people....mean vindictive people really suck ass....people that are so miserable with their own lives..that the only thing that brings them happiness is spreading that misery to other people....it makes no sense to me..I don't give a shit if misery does like company...if you are miserable..then wallow in it alone..leave all the innocent people who you DO NOT know out of it....people waste too much time on shit they shouldn't....worrying about what people do...people that they will prob never meet....instead of just enjoying that person and all that they are..appreciate everything that makes them who they are...it is not fair to anyone to have to listen to shit from people they don't and will never really know..be a fucking adult...this is SUPPOSED to be an adult website..and wat a person does within the walls of their ow
Blond Jokes
Blond Jokes
Meteor Crater As a Delta Air Lines jet was flying over Arizona on a clear day, the copilot was providing his passengers with a running commentary about landmarks over the PA system. "Coming up on the right, you can see the Meteor Crater, which is a major tourist attraction in northern Arizona. It was formed when a lump of nickel and iron, roughly 150 feet in diameter and weighing 300,000 tons struck the earth at about 40,000 miles an hour, scattering white-hot debris for miles in every direction. The hole measures nearly a mile across and is 570 feet deep." From the cabin, a blonde passenger was heard to exclaim, "Wow! It just missed the highway!" Blonde Arithmetic A group of blondes were willing to prove that not all blondes were dumb. They established a judges panel of people to ask the questions. On the day of the judging the people started off by asking, "What is 59 + 2?" The first blonde contestant responded by saying, "57?" The rest of the blon
My First Blog On Here?
   Its been a while since I wrote on here and I guess they got rid of the old stuff. What I shame. I am nothing special. Just myself. I am who I am and I know there are people out there that don't like me becuase I tell them the truth and they can't handle it. I had met some really cool people on here and I have also met some real assholes too. You take the bad and get rid of them and keep the postive things as much as you can.  I am in the point of my life its time to take care of me for once. So I have decided to move to where I always wanted to move to. Yes I will miss some friends and family but truthfully most people in Vegas only care about themselves. So I am happy to leave this place as soon as I can.
Life By Me
I just learned I am gonna be an Auntie!! Totally excited! 
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So Hurt
My heart was on open to u and u tell me everything i wanted to hear and made me feel that i could be with u but in the long run u got want u wanted and u just left me in the dust i started to fall for u but im glad that u stop it before i said those words i just feel that love and a reastionships is a waste of time and i will no longer open my heart it is on lock down the only way it can be open my heart is if the right one that turly loves me and wants to be with me and make me happy i just give up my heart is gone and my body hurts      GREG 
Casulties Of War
Casualty of WarI arrived 30 minutes early, sitting in my bug outside the chapel. The warmth from the vinyl comforts me, hugging me. My mind races down my checklist of things to do, remembering to pick up milk for the wife, setting the alarm for physical train at four in the morning, finally coming to rest with my eight-month-old Elizabeth.“Well, there is no turning back now,” I mutter to myself.The day’s arguments with my wife flow though my head as I walk into the chapel.“You need to be more loving toward Ian; you need to write this shit down so you don’t forget! You need to talk to me!” and the ever famous now, “WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?!”The past few months since I’ve gotten back from deployment have been a numbing experience. Each day has just blended into the next, and the only reason I even get out of bed is to stay out of trouble. I think of my son, jumping up on the couch to sit next to eager to show me his new book; I shrug him
About Me
On one hand, I believe everyone has some good inside of them, and I'm the first to give someone a chance. I can be your best friend, or I can be someone you will never forget. I try to make a positive impact with those I meet, and I am the one friend you can depend on to lift you up, when you're feeling down. On the other hand, if you mistake my kindess for weakness, you will lose me. I have taken abuse before, but I refuse to take abuse from anyone ever again. I will not be tossed away without having something to say about it, and please believe, what I have to say will cut you like a knife. I stand by those who deserve my trust, but once my trust is broken, you will never get it back. Tread softly on the path you walk with me, I will carry you when you are weak; I will find you when you are lost, and I will lift you when you fall; but desert me, you will walk alone. September 29 Birthday YOUR SIGNS - Libra. YOUR SYMBOL: The Scales YOUR ELEMENT - Air. YOUR RULERS - Venus, Saturn,
Kony 2012
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The Original Mfkn Story
Please take a minute to read about the MFKN FAMILY. Which will and always be started from the Hearts of Rachelle(Bubzy) & Rob(Cruser). They both have left because they live for love not HATE!This is the Story of how MFKN got started back in 2009. For those of you who are new to MFKN please read it and understand where MFKN came fromFROM THE HEART OF MFKN BUBZY! Ok so If you are reading this you're about to find out what MFKN stands for and where it all came from. Matter fact this should answer all questions and guide you straight through. I once, not to long ago, had the worst day that I have ever had on this site before. Well that day probably turned into the best day, all because MFKN. My name had MFKN in it and my Bestfriend Cruser was helpin me out and talkin me through this really bad day well he decided to take the hearts out of my name and put cross bones and a pitchfork Cause he said, "what the hell is wrong with you? hearts do not describe you" he said, "when I see you I think
Rants Of The Demented
"I got 99 Children but I still need one"  By Joseph KonyIf your having Kid problems II'l take care of ya sonI got 99 problems but I still need one I got the Kiddy Militia on the gun patrolFoes that wanna make sure my casket's closedcritics say I'm "a killer slave driver"I'm from the bush stupid they all home grownIf you grew up with no food and thought death was your fateYou'd celebrate the minute you was having kid slaves fill your plateI'm like fuck critics you can kiss my whole assholeIf you don't like my slaves you can press fast forwardInternet try and use my black ass for dramaSo advertisers can give em more cash for they momma...fuckersI don't know what you take me asor understand the intelligence that Kony isI'm from rags to ritches nigga I ain't dumbI got 99 problems but I still need oneHit me99 children but I still need one oneIf you having Kid problems I'll take care of ya son sonI got 99 children but I still need oneHit meNow once upon a time not too long agoA nigga like my
A Situation And Forgiveness
Isnt This Ironic?
Its ironic how certain people claim they dislike bullies and cheaters on this site but yet they have to resort to name calling and ordering people to do things that are not only ridiculous but have nothing to do with them at all and why because of a name that 1000s of people use day in and day out whats next are you going to tell the poison control people to stop using a  name on their products that alerts others to it being lethal and poisonous  or millions of lil children in the world they cant use a  name in reference to what they call  their grandmother?  Wow now that's  pathetic don't ya think but hey whatever makes you sleep better at night.... again kudos to you because you have officially stooped to an all-time low even for you..... Congrats you must be so proud of yourself......But yet someone felt the need to demand me to remove names off my account that have been used  by myself and others on here as well since this site was created well they better get to notifying a whole
Judge Me
What It Is.......
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The Tears Of Time
day after dayi suffer all this painand i can feel the darkness sucking up my souli try and tryto escape this painbut it just won’t go awayi learned not to trustanyone at allbecause anytime i do trust someoneand i finally feel freethat person always disapearsmy life is a mazeno matter how far i goor which way i turni always find nothingbut a dead endso day after dayi sit and i waithoping that the painwill go away The tug of these feelings of nothingness take me to new places. This place, devoid of all warmth, seems to be my new home. Where am I?I regress into the placid nature inside all of us. My body now rejecting all in it's defense. The eyes growing just a bit older every minute.I have seen this in others before. I always thought you were so piteful, why don't you try harder.. I understand now..The ravenous appetite to feel anything, if even just pain, one more time. The lack of feeling now more deadly than the sharpest of razors. Why did you go?I must know what it is like on
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Name:_____________________________Nickname:________________________________CB Handle:______________________________Address (RFD No.)_____________--_________________________Daddy (if unknown, list 3 suspects):____________________________________Mamma:___________________________________Neck Shade:_________Light Red _________Medium Red __________Dark RedNumber of teeth exposed in full grin: Upper_______ Lower________Name of Pickup owned:________________________Height of Truck________________Truck equipped with:Gun Rack ______4-Wheel Drive ______Confederate Flag _______Cassette Deck ______Load of Wood ______Hijacker Shocks _______Radar Detector ______Mag Wheels ______Dual CB Antennas _______Spittoon ______Camper Top ______Air Horns _______Mud Flaps ______Toothpick Holder ______Mug-Grip Tires _______Racoon Hide ______Big DogNumber of empty beer cans on floorboard or in bed of pickup:_________BUMPER STICKERS:Eat More Possum _____My other car is a piece of shit too _____Honk if you're horny _
New Law
The Devils Game
LAst night I was playing poker with a group of buddy's.as the evening got late they all decided it was time to leave.And that they all had long work days ahead of them the next morning.As a good host I walked them all to the door and they all went home.I retired to my living room and settled down onto my couch turning on the tv.After about 5-10 minutes a pounding came upon my front door.I went to the door and opened it and to my disbelief it was Satan Himself.Startled and bewilderd I stood Fast not moving a muscle.Satan then began to speak and said I is the poker game still going on.I then replied no sir every one has left for tommarow they all have full days.Satan laughed and said well then son how about you and me a game maybe a wager?With a crooked grin I agreed I asked whats the wager?Satan held high a bag of gold with gleaming silver tassles.I looked at him and said ok but what do you want if you Win?Satan laughed and said how about your eternal soul I thought about it a few minut
Asian
Is it a bad thing that im a white male who seems to only like asian woman now? Most white woman look beautiful to me but asians...ahhhh I dont know what it is about them that makes me go crazy. Theres just something about them thats has me at an awe. Hopefully Im not insane and theres others like me!
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How To Be Friendly?
How Could u manage relasioship? In times of problem..
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Letter To Normals
My Days ...
.........and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If you have something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too. You didn't ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: That virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident, or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway, I'm here to stay! I hear you're going to see a doctor who can get rid of
Making Bully's & Profile Comments
Rock And Roll
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Crying
Peterson
Scott Peterson Justice for Scott Peterson blog | Timeline | Case File | Research & Analysis | Media | Help    On November 12, 2004, Scott Lee Peterson was wrongfully convicted of murdering his wife Laci and their unborn son, Conner. On December 13, 2004, the same Jury recommended the death penalty. On March 16, 2005, Judge Al Delucchi sentenced Scott to death row at San Quentin.  This wrongful conviction began when detectives prematurely concluded Scott was guilty and failed to follow legitimate leads to Laci's location.  The horror is not just that a wrongful conviction resulted, but that Laci and Conner may have been saved.  But the detectives are not the only ones at fault.  Many people contributed to this wrongful conviction:  Reporters and legal analysts who failed to verify the information they were given and thus assisted in polluting the jury pool with false
Fubar And Marriages
Why Bother....
Why should i even bother to post comments and mumms?  It seems that almost nobody ever reads or comments on them directly, it's almost like i am just blabbing on and on about stuff and nobody cares.  I guess people get numb to comments after a while b/c so many are posted but when i post one i hope to get comments on my comments.  What can i do to ensure that people will comment if they read?
Poetry I Wrote
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Getting Old...
Do not go gentle into that good night,Old age should burn and rave at close of day;Rage, rage against the dying of the light.Though wise men at their end know dark is right,Because their words had forked no lightning theyDo not go gentle into that good night.Good men, the last wave by, crying how brightTheir frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,Rage, rage against the dying of the light.Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,Do not go gentle into that good night.Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sightBlind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,Rage, rage against the dying of the light.And you, my father, there on the sad height,Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray.Do not go gentle into that good night.Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Satanic Symbolism. True Meanings
One of the biggest blasphemies made by christians is the representation of the serpent as an evil, malicious, deadly enemy. NO. Truth is the serpent is a most sacred symbol, and predates christianity by thousands of years. Held sacred in many ancient parts of the world... It represents the Kundalini force at the base of the spine. When the serpent is activated through power meditation and specific exercises, it ascends through the seven chakras, bringing intense awareness, enlightenment, psychic powers, etc. It represents the chi, the life force, the DNA. The hooded cobra, seen in many ancient carvings and paintings in Egypt, symbolizes the resulting expanded consciousness of raising the serpent. This is the TRUE foundation of Satanism. Raising the serpent. Those who are successful in raising the energy are on a much higher spiritual level. In ancient Sumerian mythology, the God Enki, is represented by the serpent. He was the Sumerian God of science, engineering, lovemaking, music, an
The Snarkster
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" Friends. "
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Things Unsaid
WATCH THIS. SHARE THIS. GET EXCITED AND MAD .  THEN SHARE THIS AGAIN.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=JXh3Ob_zDhs       IDIOT 1 1 week ago This comment has received too many negative votes Beautiful the one problem is at the end when people are reminded they must fight. for it shall b a difficult fight to bring about change but most things that are worth doing are difficult still beautiful wish that at the very half the people could see hear and understand this Reply ·  11SHADY113 minutes ago with all due respect..FIGHT! Action it is long over due. 'the problem' is nobody wants to be the first to act. We have the resources and technology to reach every human alive. Change is inevitable! it is the most natural thing to ever be understood by mankind. Change your mind!! that is not too difficult for you is it? "the very half the people" is that the half you are on? because i want to remind you all to FIGHT! are you mad now? Good then you are
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Everything Happnes For A Reason ♥
when im browsing something from google i saw this note from someone and i think it will good if i share on fubar, if u ever hear about this before thats good if ur never read u should read :D its very awesome :D hope you all like ♥ sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become, you never know who these people may be your roomate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friends, lover or even a complete stranger, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.and sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart.everything happens for a reason, nothing happens by chance or means of good or bad luck. lonelyness, injury
Jokes
Seven wise men with knowledge so fine, created a pussy to their design. First was a butcher, with smart wit, using a knife, he gave it a slit, Second was a carpenter, strong and bold, with a hammer and chisel, he gave it a hole, Third was a tailor, tall and thin, by using red velvet, he lined it within, Fourth was a hunter, short and stout, with a piece of fox fur, he lined it without, Fifth was a fisherman, nasty as hell, threw in a fish and gave it a smell, Sixth was a preacher, whose name was McGee, he touched it and blessed it, and said it could pee, Last was a sailor, dirty little runt, he sucked it and fucked it, and called it a cunt.
In The Drkness
I've been on this site one hell of a long time & I've made some really amazing friends that will forever be apart of my heart & soul & I will forever cherish the memories we've shared. That being said I need to set the record straight & clear the air on 1 point that has been bothering me alot, I've noticed that some have been lead 2 believe 4 whatever reason that I am looking for something more then friendship & IF I've said or done anything to misslead anyone I am truley sorry. I have been crushed & ripped apart by someone that I believed with everything in me would always be there for me & loved me without ends or bounds. I am a flirt & I often use words like babydoll & sweetheart & I say I love you to my friends because I truley do love each of you. I would love to find that special lady that would be there for me & not keep me locked out of her life for no other reason then some bullshit on a computer but I WILL NOT OPEN MYSELF UP TO BEING HURT AGAIN. IF your really interested i
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Free Gifts From Grind
    A lot of people have taken to online dating like ducks to water because it does work or, at least, it can do. Women are, more often, squeamish of meeting a man that they have been chatting to on the Internet. All they have heard about are the scary things that can happen and, I must say that they have a right to be careful to the extreme. That's not only wise but vital. So what is a nice guy to do? You aren't a pervert, a sexual predator, or a weirdo. You are just a nice guy looking for the right girl for you. You must be patient above all else. Do not press her for private data like her real name or where she lives. Keep your conversations light and amiable until she feels comfortable talking to you online. Don't attempt to rush her into meeting you one on one. She will only think that you are desperate or a pervert. Be patient, patient, patient!. Just be completely honest about what you look like and your job. A good relationship has never been, and will never be, built on fabr
That's What She Said
all this girl is, is a chain - shackles and bindings and tethers to keep you tied down to your pain. who are you, and what measures do you suppose we should take? kill it for mercy's sake - drowned in a black lake? .no. feed this girl hope, and a tune - call it bullshit if that's what you'd prefer but from shit grows mushrooms. who are you to tell the griever what form her grief should take? on mushroom or cake - her fast she soon will break .oh.
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New....
A lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus. She noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her. She immediately moved to another seat. This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed more amused. When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested. ... The case came up in court. The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) what he had to say for himself. The man replied, 'Well your Honor, it was like this: when the lady got on the bus, I couldn't help but notice her condition. She sat down under a sign that said, 'The Double Mint Twins are coming' and I grinned. Then she moved and sat under a sign that said, 'Logan's Liniment will reduce the swelling,' and I had to smile. Then she placed herself under a deodorant sign that said, 'William's Big Stick Did the Trick,' and I could hardly contain myself. But Your Honor, when she moved the fourth time and sat under a sign that said, 'Goodyear Rubber could
Igniting The Fire...
A Goodnight Kiss by Poet Robert J. Neal on Sunday, May 20, 2012 at 1:31am · Here's a goodnight kiss for You my Love... Feel my lips as they brush against Yours... Oh so lightly... Through the energy that God has blessed Us with And feel me holding you close... In my Loving arms... As You drift into the world of dreams... And see the future God has promised Us And experience the peacefulness... That You will be greeted with... As I hold You closely against me... Each and every night...for the rest of Our Lives Just as I'm feeling the same Peaceful embrace... As God allows me to live it... Within the very depths of my being... Where He Created the Love... That glows with the beauty of the sunset... Which lights the sky behind me!!!                                 Written By...Robert Neal Alight With Our Love by Poet Robert J. Neal on Thursday, May 3, 2012 at 11:29am · Ah...my Precious Angel... I see You alight with Our Love... And giving thanks
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The Last Trump
The warning trumps have started. Hear yesterday 3/5/2012 from Europe to Canada. The last trump is near   Watch this youtube video   http://youtu.be/Dl4Kdc5HRsU
Nothing To Say.
Caught this gem in a forum I post in.I'm not, nor have I ever been a Stripper. I prefer being behind a webcam(;But... this just kinda made me go... ''Y'know?...''   Quote of the Day:"Particularly when I was younger, when men I didn’t know would approach me in public -- at a cafe or the gym, for example -- and try and strike up what to me seemed like an innocent conversation, my first instinct was always to be polite. Too often, such “innocent conversations” would end in my turning down a date or simply feeling held hostage, stuck in a conversation I didn’t want to have, feeling as if I had somehow “asked for it” by virtue of my gender. When I started working as a stripper, I learned this was an actual job, not just another chore women are obligated to do. Being sexually available and making men feel good about themselves is work, and I don’t have to do it for free." --Melissa Petro I am pretty tired of the cry of the "Nice Guy"'She says she w
Random Rants & Blogs
So i've decided to visit fubar again after taking a few months break, seems like nothing much has changed here. Still people begging for bling or credit packs and showing off their poorly taken nude pictures. As i've always said, if you're going to take pictures of that stuff get it done by a photographer so it doesn't look like a $5 porn flick.  Anyways, i'm back. Sit back and enjoy the ride. So back a few weeks ago i was going to get a lounge going on here and i went ahead and made the name so that it couldn't be taken, i'm bored as hell and wondering if i should get it up and going now. I've got all the needed programs and coding knowledge to do so. What do you guys and gals think? It'll be a no drama/no bullshit allowed lounge that'll play a mixture of tunes and dedicated staff. I'm able to DJ once again and will be hiring more when the lounge get's active.   Let me know what your thoughts are.
The Need For More Online News Portals
ournalism in India, print, electronic or web, has undergone a sea change and the media has changed its face several times over a period of time. The media, in its entirety, showed its chameleon colors ever since the first newspaper in India, a weekly called ‘Hickey's Bengal Gazette’, was first published on January 29, 1780. Gone were the days when Mahatma Gandhi, whose journalistic career spanned nearly four decades at a time when there was neither radio nor television, taught the world journalistic community the basics of journalism; unswerving adherence to truth, pursuit of public causes, and objectivity in presentation. The nine elements of journalism The Project for Excellence in Journalism (PEJ), launched in 1997, released nine basic principles of journalism after four years of meetings, discussions, surveys and research. The mass communication segments such as the print, electronic and web media should always abide by the nine elements of journalism to k
Precious
Its my Birthday today
Open
The suspense is killing you I'm sure, but this weekend has been a little wrenching emotionally. My wife and I have decided to open our marriage. It has been a tough few years for me especially. I cannot say that it was my choice. You would think as a man that it would be but it's not. I have a daughter with my wife and it would destroy me to leave her side. For this reason, I agree to do this. We've had our issues and for us it works. Maybe not for all, but for us it does. I think. I do not know anyone in this type of relationship. I could use sOme advice. Anyone? It feels weird but I guess it's somewhat common. Pondering my future. Perhaps someone has a few pointers. Thx
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A Lil About Me
 "WARNING!!!!!" Plz read this b4 casting judgement. Thx :) 2012 Update!Think I will chalk up 2011 as a bit of a mess but also a HUGE learning year. I truly found out that I have a handful of awesome and amazing friends. I found my new drive and focus. If you can't or don't want to help and support me then at least stay out of my way :)I am still an older brother, father to 4 very smart and amazing kids. 3 are much too old for their own good now :( lol I am a son to a great woman who has been a big influence in how I want my daughter treated and how I treat woman in general. Don't mistake the bedroom for overall conversation and language lol. I am an athlete even though I am recently retried of 14 yrs in the military. You would not always know by looking at me how bad off I am unless you really know me. Yet, I am still strong minded and willed enough that I can accomplish anything I focus on and have proved that in so many ways. If not, then the docs would have their way and I would be
Whooo Hoo!!!
So I hit my 1st 1,0000 friends...YAY! I've meet some cool people along the way and look forward to making new friends in the future!
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Ignorance
Prepare for a rant: If you are on fubar in the hopes of meeting someone for a meaningful and loving relationship, if this is your intention and reason for joining fubar, you are in for a rude awakening and surprise.  Especially if you’re a guy, because the experiences I’ve had on here in a short time have taught me one thing, that a majority of the women here are hateful, rude, self-centered bitches.  Once they feel intimidated by another woman they get ugly and start bashing, talking smack, making rude comments, and begin their judging.  If that’s the kind of woman you want a relationship with, then you’re in the right place, have at it.  Otherwise join for what it really is, an adult playground; a fantasy land.  I’m not saying that a relationship can’t happen, it’s just not something to come here expecting. I will talk, bullshit, and joke with any one of you no problem.  I won’t hold your looks, likes, fetishes or anything else agains
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What Women Want - Guys Read
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Crazy Mixed Up Life
So I have not put a blog on here in 3 years. I figure it is about time I update a little. So much has changed in my life. After the fiasco living in Kentucky I moved back to Maine. I had planned on getting my life back on track there and making things better for myself because I knew that I needed it. While I was living there I got to talking to Sweetdreams (Heather) on a more personal level than we had before. As things turned out we had almost NOTHING in common. But, you know what they say, opposites attract. We decided that I should go to Texas to visit and see how things go. Well, I spent almost no time at all in realizing that she is an amazing person. Over the last 3 years we have built a very nice life together. We have had a few ups and downs and some VERY tense situations but we came through them all. We are now engaged to be married on October 13, 2012. I am excited to finally marry this woman that I have come to realize is the greatest thing that will probably ever happen t
It's A Fucking Blog
"I'm going in for the kill, I'm doing it for the thrill, I'm hoping you'll understand, it's out of my hands......" La Roux   I'm 28 and the life I have, as much as I hate it and have for a while is going to overtake a drastic change.  Currently I am residing with my boyfriend, which I will continue to use that term loosely with him as I feel in my heart that it's over and as been for a while now I just didn't want to see it, I wasn't ready.  Sadly he does not think so and has done a number of things to further trap me and keep me from leaving.  I feel so isolated from people it's ridiculous, he won't allow friends, he always manages to run everyone off that has ever been real with me.  Maybe that's because he knew they wouldn't let me lie to myself when it came to forgiving him evertime he did something mean or insensitive, always telling myself he didn't mean it, so it doesn't mean anything.  Such an understatement.  It wasn't til about a year ago that I realized he is verbally abus
Adele
And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. count on it!
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The World Is Calling Your Footprints
The call from the outer world often tempts you to just break free. When you tour anywhere, you just don’t visit the places and return. Every place has its own appeal, and you need to have the right program to realize that very appeal. From jungle safari to mountaineering, from sea surfing to dunes safari, traveling means drinking the essence of that place to the lee. RightTravelsOnline.com just makes you absorb that and see the world in a new look.  
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EVERYONE SAYS LOVE HURTS, BUT THAT ISN'T TRUE...LONELINESS HURTS, REJECTION HURTS, LOSING SOMEONE HURTS, ENVY HURTS... EVERYONE GETS THESE THINGS CONFUSED WITH LOVE, BUT IN REALITY LOVE IS THE ONLY THING IN THE WORLD THAT COVERS UP ALL OF THE PAIN & MAKES SOMEONE FEEL WONDERFUL AGAIN... LOVE IS THE ONLY THING IN THIS WORLD THAT DOES NOT HURT...  
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Childhood Cancer
The people who are close to me on here already know whats going on with my goddaughter so I don't plan on going into details of her condition anymore, but she has to head back to the hospital for what the doctors are saying will be an extended period of time.  Her body is not taking the chemo very well.  She is weak, very weak.  The poor girl is all skin and bones and has no desire to even try to eat.  The course of action at this point is to start over and try a different approach to treating this.     Why do children have to suffer?  Why do we have to stand around helpless and watch?  I would give anything...ANYTHING...to trade places with her at this point.      I love you princess, please stay strong for all of us
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Randomosity
How long til it breaks?Watching what I've worked forBe crushed by something so stupidSo fickle, so maddeningly pettyAs a figure burned in black On some piece of white paperAn imaginary numberDeigned by strangersPeople whose sole life's workIs to determine the worthOf other livesWhy should I care?Why should I bow downTo these sharks, these jackalsThese carrion creatures who don't know me,Who don't care for me?Oh but the satisfactionOf a Molotov CocktailNo, something bigger,Something meant to destroyViciously, grievouslyErasing all modes of identityLet it come home to roostThose you employThose you crippleThose you bleed dry ofTheir every resourceTaking shelter from over their headsFood from their mouthsAnd cracking cat o' nines Over their bare, bonyStraining backsSmiles dripping black goldEyes green with stamped billsWhy should I be subordinate?My worth is far in the redHounded, owned so say theyA slave to what I onceCalled my dreamsAmbition is punishedAnd sought at terrible costsTo int
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One Side of a Phone Call between James Bond...     Hallo? Is this Giganta? Giganta Crotchetta? Oh, grand! It's Bond. James Bond? O07? Shaken not stirred? Tuxedo? The trunk-sized jet pack? We had a run in with an Austrian terrorist with the overdeveloped reptilian brain and a predilection for man-eating octopi launching bazookas? Well, contacting you took quite a bit of doing actually. You see, first I tried Giganta Crotchetta. I must have looked in every phone directory that MI-6 could hack into. Then I figured out that Giganta might be a code name. I mean, who has the name Giganta Crotchetta? Rather silly, when you think about it? Yes, yes I suppose you do like it. Anyway, I recalled that I kept one of your garments um your knickers actually. And there it was. "Honey Rider" is a much prettier and commonplace name. You should use that. Ah, yes. The, uh... point. Well, it seems that... well, there's no delicate way to put this. I have a rather nasty case of syphilis. And, um, I
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Top Ten Rejections And Their Meanings...
Kudzu is green, my dog's name is Blue,And I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk, A-flapping in the breeze.Softer than Blue's, And without all them fleas. You move like the bass, Which excite me in May.You ain't got no scales, But I luv you anyway. You're as graceful as okry, Jist a-dancin' in the pan.Yo're as fragrant as SunDrop, Right out of the can. You have all yore teeth, For which I am proud;I hold my head high when we're in a crowd. On special occasions, when you shave yore armpits,Well, I'm in hawg heaven! - I'm plumb outta my wits. And speakin' of wits, You've got plenty fer shore.'Cuz you married me, back in '74. Still them fellers at work, They all want to know,What I did to deserve such a purty, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape, Yo're there fer yore man,To patch up life's troubles, And stick 'em in the can. Yo're as strong as a four-wheeler, Racin' through the mud,Yet fragile as that sanger, Named Naomi Judd. Yo're as cute
Inside My Own Head
It drags you down, to the center of the earth. As you scream, fight, gripping the dirt. You get a good handful, but the force is too strong. It's power outweighs, your own. You hear them scream out, the souls of the damned. Yet the one pulling you, is neither beast nor man. It is none other, than your own heart. Playing out the regret, that you've ripped apart. To allow yourself to sink, would be accepting defeat. So, you struggle and fight, to get back to your feet. Even you can rip yourself, to shreds. I don't fear the boogie man, the monster under my bed. I fear my own mind, what's inside my own head.
Spring / Summer
Alright so springs pretty much about to hit and then summer im pretty much happy winter is over well almost over but it wasnt a bad winter here could of been alot worse Oklahoma didnt get hit hard with snow this winter so I cant complain i'm just hoping we dont have lots og bugs and crap now becasue of it but the good news about summer is I can go swimming again skate some pretty much just have fun when I can and not be cold warm night outside and just being able to enjoy the outdoors I miss swimming and tanning I tan pretty well so yeah ill probably get really tan again so yeah im pretty happy. I have a feeling though this year in football is going to be OU's year though Landry Jones is back with some badass WR's and a badass Tight End and with Mike Stoops coaching the defense things couldnt be set up better for OU to run the table be in the NC and win it the sec is going to be weak this year alabama is all freshmens now along with LSU and Florida is still very young to I would have t
" Family "
The only requisites are being of good cheer and company, being a 'friend' and 'fanned' already. " Don't You Want To Join That Number ? ".   As the Dixie Hummingbirds did not use to sing : "Nope. "    You are not joining mine. I am not joining yours. Period. It's only fair. Full stop.  
Ukraine Trip
Hello out there in Fubar land. I just thought I would start sharing my life with you guys, even if it's boring which it isn't. This summer I am taking my third trip to The Ukraine, which you all know is part of Russia. Since they let down the whole communist thing it is much easier to travel there, although you still have to plan accordingly and ahead of the time you plan on your trip. Russian consulate, visas, passports, etc., etc.. It's a daunting task but well worth the effort. Russia and the Ukraine is some of the most beautiful places on Earth, steeped in history and architecture. Lest we not forget the beautiful Ukrainan women. Just look at some of my photos and you will see what I am talking about. This trip is to meet my fiancees family, although I have met with them seperately this will be them all together. I guess I have to ask for her hand in marriage in front of the whole clan. I think it will work out fine though as I seem to get along with them all. If all goes well I wi
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Get To Know Me
Heyy there, Im LCpl Moreland, USMC. First names Christopher but most people call me by nick name TOX. If you wanna know the stroy behind it, ask me somtime. Ive been enlisted in the Corps for almost a year and a half now and I have to be honest, Im having mixed emotions on it. Things I like to do, well, two words sums it up nicely: Adrenaline Junkie. And Bowling, and running. Favorite time of the day? Night time, when darkness falls. It seems so peacful and tranquil to me. A little about my physicality: 5' 8" tall, 130 lbs average, Athletic/Slim, Dirty Blone hair, Blue eyes. Smoke: Yes, Drink:.....No Comment, Drugs: Are you effin kidding me?, Age: 19 yrs. Wanna know anything else? Just ask. Have  nice day :)
Married Or Not
“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. T
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If you only knew what i knew, Seen what I've seen, If you only knew i existed, Lean into my dreams, I've seen you there, More then once, It's not so rare, But no matter what i couldn't tare, Couldn't break my gaze from your eyes, I want them blues, I want to call you mine, But tonight my prayers, Are to keep you safe, Tonights the night, I appear in lace. I hate the love i feel for you, The way you make me cry, But with every collapsing breath, Is a sob that ends with a sigh, You always thought i lied to you, For reasons i don't know why, But today's the day i leave this world, I lie and face the sky. An unforgettable memory, a moment more then a dream a feeling of floating deflated in a matter of days now a memory of doubt, of regret, a cold distant nightmare no longer a dream awakening in panic, no smiles on my face tears pour from my black lifeless toned eyes exhaustion has won, i pass out again to let the thoughts thrash in my mind.
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Men...
I just don't understand why I can't find a nice guy who also lives close to me... I have met a one guy who I thought was nice but turned out to be just another jack ass... and had another guy who kept saying he wanted to meet then asked me to dinner and sabatoged his own plans... I do meet other nice guys but a lot of them live 1000s of miles away... I just don't know why dating is so hard... So today is my birthday and it seems to be a reflection on what a huge failure my life has been.... It seems like everyone has someone except for me... and I haven't had someone who loves me in a long time and I'm not talking about family or anything like that I know they love me but I still would like a companion... someone told me being single is ideal... I think that is really easy to say that when you have someone...  I am not sure how I feel about my job... I don't know how to meet people... I don't know why I can't meet someone... maybe I just need to move and start over but that scares the
A Shiver At Midnight
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Hmm Was Hoping All The Surgery Was Over
Had surgery a few weeks ago to  correct a problem that was left over from my accident. It was something that could only be done when I was fully grown, so had to wait till now, first impressions were good but now its all settled down I know its all not working properly, or at least as well as it should So now have to decide, do I live with it, or undergo more invasive, uncomfortable, and embarassing surgery.
Lone Wolf
as i sit here with the blood dripping from my veins and the smell of death drawing near i look back on the life i have lived and realize that this world isn't meant for an animal like me there is so much hate and greed and pain in this world that in my heart i cant bare it anymore i finally realize that death is the only peace i will ever find with a smile lingering on my face as i slip into the d...arkness alone from which i came im happy for once in my life knowing i will never suffer again are hurt anyone ever again maybe with my death people will learn to trust and love each other again im glad i could sacrifice my life so people will see the truth that greed and money and power are killing are people because those things are what killed me. but yet all it is is just another dream and still i wake up to this cruel world and i realize im not dead all i had was a dream of my death maybe someday i will find the peace in my heart i seek maybe someday i will get my wish and people will
Friends Forever
Dear Fubar,                       I m here for making some real and true friend cos i like to very much interacting with new people and love to know about his culture and relegion so friend i want to ask one question...                                           Would you like to accept my friendship proposal???????   I promise i will be together forever....
St. Patrick's Day!
I decided to post my first blog just to say yeah, did that! at least once. I decided to paste a little history on why we observe the upcoming holiday. St. Patrick's Day is celebrated on March 17, the saint's religious feast day and the anniversary of his death in the fifth century. The Irish have observed this day as a religious holiday for over 1,000 years. On St. Patrick's Day, which falls during the Christian season of Lent, Irish families would traditionally attend church in the morning and celebrate in the afternoon. Lenten prohibitions against the consumption of meat were waived and people would dance, drink and feast--on the traditional meal of Irish bacon and cabbage. Facts about Irish Americans There are 36.9 million U.S. residents with Irish roots. This number is more than eight times the population of Ireland itself (4.5 million). Irish is the nation's second most frequently reported ancestry, ranking behind German. Across the country, 12 percent of residents lay claim
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Reality Bites
Well, I just received a very disappointing phone call from PopWarners. Turns out my sons height and weight prevent him from being eligible to play youth football. I understand it's a "safety" thing. However, if  my son can't play because he's "to big" to tackle, shouldn't your child not be able to play because he's "too small" to take a hit...? So, this is the end of a story but its time to start a new one... Peyton gave us great games and wonderful seasons and I thank him for all the memories he left with our team. He was proud to be our QB and we were proud to have him! For me he IS the best QB and for me he will always BE the best QB. It makes me feel proud he was on my team and believe me guys when I say that I LOVE my team with all my heart, but damn...Peyton made me love em' even more! I will support Peyton, where ever the road may lead him. He gave me the best 14 YEARS of my life and  he will forever be in my heart. But just like all the other men in my life, they come and go.
What Happens When I'm Bored Hahh
Who was the last person you texted?Some guy named AnthonyWhen is your birthday?Sept 6Who do you want to be with right now?Doesn't matterWhat sports do you play?None What is your favorite song as of the moment?Right now, is Wild Ones by Flo Rida. Of all time, hahh. Wonderwall by OasisIf you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?Umm, no one haha, I'd probably end up wanting to kill them What do you feel right now?Tired What chocolate is your favorite?Chocolate with caramel If you could tell someone anything right now, what would it be?Doesn't matter. Where do you want to be right now?BedWhat do you want to be in the future?Umm. Idk, guess I'll make do with my medical office job. When was the last time you cried? Why?Can't remember Are you happy?GenerallyWho do you miss?No one really. There's some people I wouldn't mind seeing or hearing from but dgaf either wayIf you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?Sometimes, but nahh What are you lis
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We go through life meeting lots of people.  Some make you happy, some make you smile, some can be counted and then there are some whom you would rather not have ever met.  There are lots of reasons that would make you want to avoid meeting certain people like they are mean or evil.  Mainly though I am talking about personality types which are difficult to deal with and just better to be avoided all together.  Sometimes it takes some time before we realize a person we know is on the bad list.  Some of us take longer than others to connect the dots. Horrible Personality Number One : Two Faced Back Stabbers Two faced back stabbers are public enemy number 1.  They are nice to you and then turn around and say the worse things ever about.   We all are polite to most people and might be inclined to say mean things when we are with people whom we trust but the TFBS personality usually does this all the time and have another agenda. Catching One Just by observing them you can find them, the
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Just In Case My Friends Want To Know
Well I just made a big move.... What I mean by that is I just moved to Indiana and bought a house... I Finally got a awesome job and I am loving every minute of it.... People tend to think I am not single anymore.. but I am... I finally relalized that you dont need some one to make your most inner self happy...... I have finally realized as well that one day some one will come along.. who will accept me for all of who I really am.... and I wont have to worry about loosing myself in the process.... I have been single now for almost a year.. yes it took me a while to get over my past relationship mentally... but it was all for the best I guess.... I had to realize that in order for me to be happy I had to stop dwelling on "what did I do wrong" and see that it was not just me... and that when someone loves you they will be with u til the end no matter what goes on around you.. no matter how hard things get they will still be there for you... not run the first chance they get.....    Now
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Diary Of A Lost Girl
Too All My Fu Friends
to all my fu friends on March 2 2012 my life came to an end when i became unable to cope with the face that my love was forbidden to be with me due to her master so i depart leaving love to all those i care about including her plz do not try to stop me i'm tired of living and i should've died overseas so i say goodbye i love you guys and i will miss you
Funews & Social
Here's the July 2012 FuSocial Archive, please rate blog if you view: Miss Cherry is Back! http://fubar.com/f-ck-miss-cherry/b56627-1178838 Here's the FuSocial/Birthdays for June 2012: Toni Terror : Page Six Girl http://www.fubar.com/page-6-birthday-girl/b56627-1177641 Ellie and Gamer Princess: http://www.fubar.com/friday-oops-and-reality-blog/b56627-1177307 Here's the August 2012 Fusocial & News Archived Posts:The "Most Liked" Queens: http://fubar.com/the-most-liked-queens/b56627-1181802Information Regarding the "Poking" Achievements: http://fubar.com/to-the-pokers/b56627-1181764The 8/17/2012 Rate Glitch: http://fubar.com/today-s-ranks-rate-glitch-not-a-conspiracy/b56627-1181107
Musings, Rants & Cons
Here's the July 2012 Musings, Rants & Cons Archived Posts, please rate blog if you view: Drama Revisited - Put up or shut up. http://fubar.com/drama-revisited-words-for-the-wise/b56627-1180132 Slow blogging month, dangit. Info on new default policy- http://fubar.com/your-default-flagged/b56627-1175079Social Media Rant - http://fubar.com/most-overused-and-bastardized-phrases/b56627-1174987Sporks upate - http://fubar.com/sporks-update-travis-mullis-waives-rights-to-appeal-time-to-/b56627-1174976Facebook photos of the day - http://fubar.com/facebook-photos-of-the-day/b56627-1174857Anonib and a Fake Maker Update- http://fubar.com/anonib-and-a-fake-maker-update/b56627-1174499Stupid encounters by IC51- http://fubar.com/today-s-wtf-moment/b56627-1173746 May was a busy blogging month. Enjoy these archives: Farcebook: http://www.fubar.com/sign-of-the-times-ii-and-a-memorial-day-special/b56627-1176713 Anonib is back: http://www.fubar.com/anonib-com-part-ii/b56627-1176241
Fakes Of The Day
Here's the busted July 2012 Fakes of the Day, please rate blog if you view: Synful - Fake of Porn Star Nikki Sims. http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day-7-17-12/b56627-1179422 Brooke - Fake of Porn Star Southern Brooke. http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day-7-10-2012/b56627-1179061 I'm sure there are a ton more. I didn't blog any fakes in June? Guess not. There's some for July though. I truly am slacking. lol. Fakes of The Day Archived Posts Oct, Nov 2012: Texy: http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day-11-21-12/b56627-1186863 Wet N Wild: http://fubar.com/fake-of-the-day-10-9-2012/b56627-1184120
How Many?
How many of you have other pictures on here that you use as your profile picture other than yourself ? I know I have seen alot. Rather it be quotes, flashy pictures or whatever. Just curious?
Meetups
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Manali Tour Package
A time comes when every one stressed down with their hectic life shedule and looks for place where he can take his family and friends and spend some quality time together. Well there are so many destinations world-wide having their distinctive features but if you are planning for vacations in India then look no further than Manali undoubtedly one  of the most sought after tourist destination gathers great number of visitors world-wide. A stunning hill station in the state of Himachal Pradesh, it is one such state whose significance and splendour is just beyond the words and visual description. Every year from different parts of the world people visit this hill station in a great numbers with different holidaying purpose. Due to its enigmatic beauty and all time soothing climatic conditions it is often referred to as ‘Switzerland in India’. It’s really tough to define some thing about such place where tourism is the major contributor in economy as it offers employ
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Honeymoon is the most awaited occasion which commences just after finishing a huge pomp of marriage ceremony. The occasion of love, intimacy and privacy it always needs a perfect scheduled holidaying destination. Well if you recently get married or simply looking for an exotic holidaying destination where you can take your beloved and spend some romantic time together then look no further than India, one of the finest countries in the world. Home to the innumerable attractions and amazing destinations it is one such country which has not any substitute in the world. Due to its unfathomable attractions and great diversity it often referred to as incredible. With its great diversity in culture, romantic beaches, spectacular sightseeing spots, invigorating hill stations and spectacular sightseeing spots; it fascinates tourists from different parts of the world, throughout the year. Whatever are you looking for; it perfectly knows how to make it possible in this country. Some of the b
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50 Things That Girls Should Know About Guys Guys aren’t psychic, mind telling them what you mean? Guys don’t like to be used as pawns in trying to make your friends jealous. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. Better watch out girls. The biggest turn off for guys is to see girls smoking. The biggest turn on for guys are the girls who workout. Girls who don’t want to listen to the truth shouldn’t be asking any questions. Ending a heated conversation with “Fine” or “Whatever” isn’t considered acceptable. If you want sex, just ask. Don’t expect guys to say as many sweet things as they do in the movies. It takes 10 couples to come up with one sweet thing that they put up in the movies. Only models are able to carry off most of the stuff you see in fashion magazines. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get y
New Life
I cant wait for the changes to come in my life. I am getting ready to start a new chapter in my life with my wonder husband, my children & my step daughter. I am so happy about everything too. I cant wait to be moving to Georgia here very soon. I have been waiting for someone like him for the while now. I am so happy that FUBAR of all places brung us together. I wasnt looking for anyone to be with but it was like love at 1st sight. I am so happy for this next step in my life. My kids cant wait too. I know they will have fun getting to know everyone & meeting their step sister. I thank god everyday for bring Bradley into my life. He gives new meaning to soul mate. I have never felt a love like this in a very long time. I think god is wanting me to be happy for the 1st time 13 years. I guess I had to go thru hell to meet the one who will go thru my life holding my hand as we grow old. I wont question what I did to have him in my life. Its always best not question when good things happen
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Music Is Passion
Im sure by who ever reads these blogs on music are asking some questions on the current projects, I am working on. there are 6 ways  I am learning 1 Im relearning to sight read music notes via a song or sheet music or books. 2 by ear just be listening to music on the radio or you tube or anywhere for that matter. 3 tutorials via you tube  by also writing the key chords down blank music sheets 4 books and also tabs mainly to learn to sight read music. 5 or i have used any of the above in combinations to learn a new peice of music. 6 videos of  my fav artists played over and over again I listen for chord changes and or when an artist changes there voice . i have found this to be  helpful if i cant hear the chords change if they are to subtle a artists voice and change in the lyrics is a clue to me its about to change. Now I will define each project and the method im using Adele projects. [rolling in the deep] via the adele 21 music book and ledger line tabs. i am not usin
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"Brixham, the third of the Torbay towns, faces Torquay and is at the apex of the southern arm of the bay. It was once a noted fishing port, but it has never experienced the high rates of population growth registered in certain periods by the other Torbay towns, although in the summer season it is always congested with visitors. Brixham's retarded growth, comparitavely speaking, is mainly a consequence of its lack of obvious tourist attractions: no first-class beaches, no delightful promenades or esplanades to saunter along, no pier; the streets narrow and mostly running uphill, and with plenty of mean dwellings. It interests the sightseer principally for its nautical atmosphere and 'quaintness', an example of which is the much photographed Old Coffin House near the the harbour. Its main attraction for the visitor has always been its congested quays and its quayside pubs." An extract from 'Torquay & Paignton - The Making of a Modern Resort' by Henry James Lethbridge.'Mean dwellings', e
I Am Alone
i have no body to hold to snuggle with i feel lonely i want to cry i've tried but no matter how hard i try they all say the same thing ugh go away loser it saddens me that i'm ugly i always see others happy but i'm not allowed that happyness
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ST PATRICK'S DAY AUCTION! JOIN BY 8PM EST MARCH 12TH! COST IS 500,000 FUBUCKS TO JOIN! ALL BIDDING WILL BEGIN AT 500,000! WILL MAKE A FOLDER JUST FOR THE AUCTION THAT WILL BE PRIVATE UNTIL THE AUCTION STARTS! AUCTION WILL BE OPENED AS SOON AS I RECEIVE 5 ENTRIES! AUCTION WILL END ON MARCH 16TH AT 6PM EST! IF YOU WANT TO ENTER PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO OFFER THE PERSON WHO WINS YOU! FUPAL ME THE 500K BEFORE I ADD YOU TO THE AUCTION! ONCE I HAVE THE 500K I WILL MAKE YOU A PERSONALIZED GRAPHIC AND UPLOAD IT INTO THE AUCTION FOLDER! JOIN THE FUN!
Sad Soul
Looking in the mirror, At this invisible face, This soul has vanished, Without a trace, Only the memories, When left behind, And still i morn, For a love i can't find, A soul that was happy Now lives in strife, Walking in the shadows, Of my empty life, Should I end it all, Or try to be strong? Its doesn't matter, You wouldn't notice if i was gone, Was my heart fooled? By you deceiving lies, Come back to me, Wipe these tears from my  eyes, Bleeding for the truth, Struggling to find your heart, But you don't feel the way i do, And its riping my heart apart, But until my soul is found I will never let you know, You'll have my heart forever, But i have to let you go.....
Ex Boyfriend
My Forthcoming Second Book.......let Me Know What Ya Think Please!
Forged in Battle Legend of The Order of the Ravens By: Timothy J. Snyder     Chapter 1 “Careful what you wish for,”     The creature radiated fear in palpable waves that crashed against Grog’s mind, and racked his body with chills. The bodies of fallen warriors lay all about Grog’s feet leaving him alone to face what stood in front of him.  Bravely Grog gripped his sword tighter, and awaited the strike from the creature. Slowly the creature circled Grog making no move to attack.  A cold drop of sweat slowly slid down Grog’s spine, adding an even chillier feel to air. “Am I soon to join the bodies on the ground?” thought Grog never taking his eyes off the creature.  Suddenly the creature lunged at Grog striking out with its claws. Grog tried to block the blow, but the shear force of it shook his sword all the way to his shoulders. Caught off guard by the strength of the blow Grog stumbled back, and tripped over a body falling on his ba
Lmfao
is it 420 or 5 oclock yet ?
Friends
Life is to short to have regrets. Live life to the fullest. Love the ones close to you. Dont regret the one who dis you. Life is to short to have regrets. Love the ones that want to love you. Dont push them away,keep them close. Because you never know when there time will come, to leave this earth. Life is to short to have regrets. Don't regret your past. Change your ways to make it better. Do your best and never ever regret what you cant change.  I met you only yesterday, but it feels like we have known each other for years. We talk everyday,and night. Sometimes we stay up all night and talk. You understand me and I understand you. We were meant to be friends,God brought us together, I can tell you my deeps secrets,and you wont tell anyone. That's a true friend. I am glad we were able to meet each other. Friends come and Friends go, but you and me will be friends till the end. People say to be choose about your friends. There's nothing to be choose about you. Chelsey 2-12-12 I am fall
Dell Delight
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New Blog
Blog 1.0 Lol
So with spring around the corner im pretty excited about things warming up and the grass turning green and being able to enjoy being outside again like swimming or just tanning etc :D so this is my first blog my other one did not show up when I put post? but anyway so im josh im 24 years old from Tulsa,OK I will not send you prevy messages or even hit you up in messages not saying being prevy is wrong but eh im shy so eh :p well I do have a mic /web cam I will get on them and talk if you want to I have 2 guitars an electric and a bass I can play them both well I love video games to :D im pretty much crazy about shit but eh just go with it I really do not talk to much so if you cant handle it um okay then? lol anyway add me fan me whatever its fubar have fun
Racism
This is going to be competely off the wall but is more truth then you are willing to admit. Muslims hate the Jews, not the other way around. Israel lets the Muslims practice their faith in Israel, work, live and offers the same benefits (inculding medical) to all citizens of Israel. In fact, most Arabs in Israel like things the way they are. How much freedom do Muslims and non-Muslims have in their own countries? Then there is America. We are a nation of immigrants and welcomed those immigrants. Do we have scars? Yes! We totally mistreated the native Americans and the slave trade was a black eye on America but that was in the past. Civil rights has tried to address those issues. If we are good Americans, we are color blind and by MLK statements, we should judge on the basis of content of character and not the color of skin. Are there racist whites, yes and they should be called out for their crimes but it is also just as obvious that there are racist blacks and latinos who are blinded
Gold!!!!
I'M A GOLD MINER AND HAVE A COUPLE POUNDS OF GOLD.... SHOULD I SELL IT OR HANG ONTO IT FOR A RAINY DAY??? WHAT DO YOU THINK????
Tears
A Master's Prayer   My Last Submissive. A Master's Prayer?   My next Sub will be my last. She will be as devoted to me as I am to her. She will trust in my loyalty and my judgement. She will feel safe in my presence and still feel my protection in my absence. She will never mistake sensitivity and caring for weakness.She will share her problems with me. Not in an attempt to have me take them off her shoulders but as a pupil sharing with a tutor. She will take as much joy in learning from me as I take in teaching. She will take pride in the way that people respect my opinion. She will feel such pleasure when her friends consult me for advice. She will know that I will take responsibility for their welfare too. She will take pleasure in my pride of her too. As she goes about her duties at home or work, she will feel my eyes on her approving her intelligence and diligence. She will await eagerly the opportunity to share her triumphs with me and will revel in the
What Do You Do
what do you do .....when you try to be there for someone you care about and its not good enough. what do you do ..... when you wanna give your all and they just push you away what do you do ..... when anything you say gets turned into an argument regardless of what it is what do you do ..... when all you want is to let them know you care and are always there just what do you do
Something To Think About
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaimingthat he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowdgathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There wasnot a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the mostbeautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud andboasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said "Whyyour heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the youngman looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full ofscars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces putin, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges.In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces weremissing.The people stared - how can he say his heart is more beautiful, theythought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its stateand laughed. "You must be joking," h
I Restore Chainsaws
As a hobby in my down time, I go out and buy old chainsaws at farm and ranch sales to restore. Sometimes I keep them if I like them a lot, and sometimes I re-sell them after restoration. I will be posting before and after pics of these saws as I work on them, and if you know anyone who needs a good chainsaw, hit me up. DON'T FORGET - I ALSO BUY USED SAWS!! C-ya! -Steve
Friends
I'm sure this will piss a few people off, but frankly i don't give a rats ass. This isn't my first rodeo with this site after deleting and coming back multiple times i've been around about 6 years and one thing i've always noticed is things never fucking change.I help people on and off my friends list all the time with bling, vip, leveling anything you name it i've done it. But it always leads to the question, "where the fuck are they when you need them"  i'll tell you where they are the same place as everyone else looking for what they can get for themselves if you arent running bling or helping them no one is ever around which is bullshit so with that i'll say this i feel sorry for the next mother fucker who ask me for anything
Elvira
Stepping Away For A Bit.
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Everyday
The Way of the Samurai is found in death. Meditation on inevitable death should be performed daily. Every day, when one's body and mind are at peace. One should meditate upon being ripped apart by arrows, rifles, spears, and swords. Being carried away by surging waves. Being thrown into the midst of a great fire. Being struck by lightning. Being shaken to death by a great earthquake, falling from thousand-foot cliffs, dying of disease or committing seppuku at the death of one's master. And every day, without fail, one should consider himself as dead. This is the substance of the Way of the Samurai. A flower may die, The sun may set, But I wish I had boyfriend like you, I'll never forget. Your name is precious, It will never grow old, Its engraved in my heart n in my soul, In letters of gold! Every morning I wake up to wonder y I'm single, Every morning I drink coffee by myself, Every morning I smoke a cigarette by myself, Every morning I watch tv by myself
Salutes
My question for you guys and gals is...why i gotta spend real cash to get some to write my name on some paper? My only objective to see that some appreciate the fact that i log in everyday and throw consistant rates and likes and on the occasion some bling their way. Not trying to perv out and get the NSFW ones, just a simple, hey thanks for the dedication of showing love. OAN: how to i get fu-perks without going real-life broke? #suggestionswanted
Appreciation
So how does one know when "enough" truly IS enough? How do you realize when all you've given is for naught and, just as importantly, how to get over the empty feeling that the realization beholds you with? Are you being fair to yourself to give and give and give with nothing received in return? Are you even being fair to the recipient of all that you give by doing so? So many questions and so few answers.....
Mom
sick n fuckin tired of dealing with my parents bullshit relationship they have with eachother... .... I do so much around here for them both and what gratitude to I get for it???? nothing... a big fat zero...I called mom to let her know another bill she was waiting for arrived and to see how much to put on it for payment...well instead of being grateful, i got bitched at..so i say fuck you mom n dad.. go to hell and never come back... wil be so glad when they are both gone Ever since my Sister Ramona showed up my mom has nagged, nit-picked and bitched me to death and I dont understand why????? for years I have been doing things and taking care of things for both my parents and yea I admit i may not be perfect and all but never have I felt or been treated like this.... its like Im not even her son anymore.. I wonder if she is going to feel towards me like she used too when I was her only help around the house.. ???? guess i will find out this friday when my sister leaves...
Well Iam One Of The New Guys
Randomness
So, I got a few things to say that are good and bad: first, I got a 100% on my first excel exam because my professor made a huge mistake.second, I had to sign up to host a prospective student this weekend on campus but I get to stay here where there's internet.finally, I have all my Nerf Guns locked loaded and ready to go for Humans vs Zombies but it isn't until April.
What Is Love
love is trust, respect, caring, and tender, love is everithing we know and what we dont know, love is big but can be little, long or short, love is special, love is life, love is mean, love is happyness, love is friendship, love is all the things we know but there more we dont know about love, love comes and gos like the wind, day to nite and nite to day or even lasts forever, love nevar dies, love brings hope to our hearts and soul, love can brings a new life to us, lite life that grows true the years, love can take something away from us but it dose give us something back to, love is around us werever we go love is there in our hearts at end what wuld be off us iff we dint have love sucha thing that is amaising and so special with all the thing we know and what we dont know about love. love is eternal nevar to be forgothen, its born in our hearts, lives in our hearts and dies in our hearts as you see there is more about love more then words can explain it sucha little thing as love c
Bling Ideas Wishlist
Many members have requested that I seperate the BLING request list from other site requests, so here it is!   Please post your awesome bling ideas, suggestions, etc. Holidays, famous birthdays and other cool stuff is open game. Please do not use this blog for other random requests or they will be deleted.    This blog is solely for awesome bling ideas!!!!!
Judgement
I hate when people judge others just by what they wear.  Just because they wear clothes that bother you, it doesnt mean that thay are that kind of person on the inside.  I used to dress gothic and it doesnt mean that I was a witch.  If they dress in a tube top and a minnie skirt it doesnt mean that they are sluts. I was always judged by what I wear and felt bad about myself, mostly through high school.  I didnt make many friends because of the clothes I wore and still wear.  Jeans and a regular shirt.  What is wrong with that?   I refuse to wear clothes that I really like because people will judge me.  The clothes that I really want to wear are nice looking but I cant wear them because I dont want to looked at the wrong way.  Wearing hip huggers and spaghetti strap shirts will make many men think I want a booty call but thats not why I would wear those kinds of clothes, I just want to feel good about myself,  thats all.  People are so mean when they judge, why not get to know a person
Rap And Hip Hop
Tonight @ 9:30 catch the live broadcast from H.O.P.E Studios veiwable @ http://fubar.com//hopestudio, http://fubar.com//bannedfromatlanta and stickam.com/hopestudio Performance by RobMc, The One, Drissey, Eulaylia and more.Hosted by Porn Star Berlin Paige      Good morning FOO Nation!!! subject Is- The best social network site I have found and that is right here on Fubar.com. I have been very busy trying to save the studio financially lately and have missed chating with some of you. But fear not I will be around more often. But I am writing this to all of you to remind everyone H.O.P.E. Studios is a full Production company my friend RobMC started a year ago & I joined him as his business partner back in January. For all you Musicians out there if you are from the southern Cali area we offer Recording time at our studio at $20 an hour and Mixes very. we specialize in artist developement, audio & video Production We are also the one's who Bring you "THE BERlIN PAIGE SHOW". If you havent
Poetry
Wanting to dieLast night a friend asked me if I wanted to die I said not today. But today I want to die. I want to die because of the loss of life. Because not being next to those that I love. I want to die as I feel I am unloveable and that I am not wanted. What would people say if I died to today? Would they mourn me or throw a party? I believe people would throw a party singing the bitch is dead. Many people say they love someone but how true is it? Are they only saying the words to make someone else happy or do they mean it? I say I love you only to those closest to me. Today one of the people closest to me turned and walked away not caring about what I was going through but because how she felt was important to her. Telling her I didn't want to live any more didn't matter to her. Yes people deal with things in their own way. But if you are close to someone and they want to die do you really turn your back on them and walk away? Wouldn't you want to stay and keep them company if yo
About Texas Hold'em
Remembering
Well yesterday was a tough day, but i guess cleaning and rearranging my house. it helped keeping my mind on other things, other then greieving over my grandma. She died Valentines night, I didn't find out till the monday after that. I cried all week, well yesterday they laid her to rest. its hard to deal with and i know its going to be hard but im hoping that my support group doesn't fall apart on me. it slowly is but im hoping it does.
Work Vs Fun
Control Freaks..can't Stand Them Bastards!!!
What is control for?..to control someones every move is bulshit..you might as well put them behind a locked door..it is like living in prison....controlling who you can and cannot talk to...where you can and cannot go..wat you can and cannot wear...this type of behavior is acceptable for a parent with their child to an extent of course...but when we grow into adults..it is NO LONGER anyone else's decision other than your own the way YOU decide to lead your life...TOO many people play the WRONG card for the WRONG reasons....maybe it's a guilt trip or the sympathy card  because it feeds off that other person's emotions....NO ONE should feel obligated to stay somewhere they don't wanna be for ANY reason....and NO ONE has the fucking right to treat another human being like a piece of their property...be your own damn person...don't give someone else that much power or control over you....it is fucking bullshit and anyone who behaves this way doesn't deserve any type of respect at all
A Brighter Tomorrow
Boundaries, limitations, that shall not be crossed! I say fuck that, it's their loss. Be who you are, live without regret. You don't want to look back, with that what if. Live your own life, and be free. Freedom is worth it, take it from me. Because I haven't found it yet, but I will this I know. There simply is no other way, for me to go. I found what I want, better yet it found me. And I know I will get there, maybe not easily. I am aware it will take hard work, sweat and tears. But it is worth it, been in the making for years. My eyes are now open, and I shall not fail. My path is weeded out, I will follow the trail. My trail of blood, heartache and sorrow. Will lead me to a, much brighter tomorrow.
I See It Now
The desert, wasn't for me. Yet I found myself there, briefly. It was a step, I had to take. In-order to learn, from my own mistake. I didn't see the mask, the danger within. Instead I saw the good, but yet I still win. Because I seen something else, much greater than him. And that was myself, thanks to a friend. He has been in the shadows, this entire time. Always sweet, supportive, amazing and kind. Constantly telling me, that I am worth more. Than even I give myself, credit for. It has taken years, for his words to sink in. But now I see that I am, beautiful within. I see what he does, and has seen all along. I am no longer waiting, for things to go wrong. I laugh, live and love, each and every day. Knowing he supports me, in every way. I've never had, any of this before. Until I chose, to walk through the door. The door that leads, to so many wonderful things. Bringing a new meaning, and reality to my dreams. It really is possible, to hav
To All You Haters Out There!!!
I am filled with so much right now..I don't even know where to begin..so Imma just write watever comes to mind I guess..I don't go on a personal level with many people...I don't reveal things about myself..things I am faced with..because I know that regardless of how bad I HAD it..or HAVE it now....I know there are people that have it MUCH worse...there is SOOO much hate..and it is uncalled for...no reason for it..even on here..an ADULT website...altho there are people that don't act like adults here...they call others names..people they don't even know..FU-WHORES or BLING WHORES...it's bullshit and who the fuck cares!!...is it really bothering anyone who posts what here...I mean it is obvious that if they didn't WANT and LIKE the attention they wouldn't be posting what they do....why hate someone for something they obviously enjoy....jealousy is an ugly little creature..and I say do WHATEVER it is that makes you happy...and if ANYONE isn't ok with this..then TA HELL with em...
Writing
Respects
This is a sacred place. It is a place to mark history: a place to remember those who lived in the past. Unknown or forgotten by all whom except those who have blood ties, family. Surrounded by farmland and empty meadow the area is very secluded. This sanctioned space is fenced in. Even so, the properties that surround are quickly moving in. Just off of road eight, a cemetery remains. There lie the bodies and souls of many. A few headstones mark the remnants a family. The rest are unmarked; Civilians, judges, policemen, thieves, beggars, some homeless, some wealthy, fathers, mothers, sisters, brother, uncles, aunts, cousins, grandparents and great-grandparents. These people peacefully rest where their bodies were left to return to mother earth and their creator. Remember the fallen, new and the old, they are the reason we are here today. Respect the graves; take caution in your surroundings. The souls and spirits of the unknown have stories to tell you. All you have to do is listen. Wha
In The Beginning There Was The Void Teeming With Infinite Possibilities Of Which You Are One...
         Why do we keep creating the same reality?   Why do we keep having the same relationships?  Why do we keep getting the same type jobs over and over again?   In this infinite sea of possibilities that exist around us, how come we keep creating the same realities? Isn't it amazing that we have options and potentials that exist but we are unaware of them. Is it possible that were so conditioned to our daily lives, so conditioned to the way we create our lives, that we buy into the idea that we have no control at all.          We have been conditioned to believe the external world is more real the the internal world.   This new model of science is just the opposite.   Quantum mechanics points to the possibility that what happens within us will create what happens outside of us.          Scientific experiments have shown when you observe human brain function with a pet scan or other computer technology and ask the person to look at certain objects. the observer will see certain ar
Lyrics
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go.And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care.I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my fate -If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart...when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear.I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love.Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend.Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a saint...My own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my so
A Few Thoughts
There seems to be an concensus among a lot of women, I have talked to on Fubar. It keeps coming back, your too nice to be a perv. Have things reached such a low, where once the standard is now just the exception? Just look at what most women put into thier profiles. Why is that really needed? Because this online forum allows people to be more open and not care about what they say or do. Well not all of us are that way, I am not as shy online as I am in person, but that doesn't mean I don't try to keep my manners. Don't get me wrong, I have no problem telling a women they are beautiful or desireable. It doesn't mean I will do anything or need to be rude about lol. I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.Bene Gesserit Litany Ag
David
Zombie Day Must Haves!
Zombie Day must haves: A large hydration backpack, stuffed with the following- 1.) Zippo with 1 bottle fluid, pack of flints and 1 extra wick in a Ziplock Bag2.) A survival knife with at least a 3.5" blade3.) A flat head screwdriver4.) A philips head scredriver5.) A "wonder bar" (great for gaining access into locked buildings or breaking windows)6.) 3 water-proof flares7.) A flashlight with extra batteries8.) Small radio (just in case the airwaves carry any new info on local status)9.) Dehydrated food packs (as many as you can stuff into the hydration backpack)10.) A bar of poison ivy/oak soap11.) 1 roll toilet paper (only for when there are no leaves around)12.) A small 1 person canvas tent (easily rolled up into a space less that 1 square foot)13.) A weapon of your liking (in my case - I'll be strapping my Stihl MS290 Chainsaw to my back, along with a gallon of gas - lightweight, but durable and mean as hell) 14.) 1 explosive (for if the time comes when you have run out of options -
June
Tears
To those who take the time to read this....I don't want opinions in my SB...this is what it is and let's leave it at that        Tears They come sometimes in bucketsThey come sometimes between breaksIt’s hard for me to stop themThe feelings are hard for me to takeYou used to be one personI used to be a different person tooBut the person you have becomeIsn’t the person I know and I don’t know what to doYour words have become hurtfulHere come the tears againFlowing down my cheekBreathe I say…count to tenBut they continue almost every dayAnd it’s getting harder and harder to hide the painI don’t know what is worse the lies or the deceitSomeone get me off this trainI want to turn back the clockI’m tired of the tearsBut looking in the mirrorI see I have aged yearsI’m sitting on the floorBecause my knees are weakYou say talk to meBut my tears make me unable to speakI’m painted as the bad guyIt’s me who is always doing somethin
Rachie
I Wish You Were Here
I can be tough, I can be strong But with you, its not like that at all There's a girl that gives a shit Behid this wall you walk through it And I remember All those crazy things you said You left them running through my head You're always there , you're everywhere Right now I wish you were here All those crazy things we did Didn't think about it, just went with it You're always there, you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you here, here, here I wish you were here Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you near, near, near I wish you were here I love, the way you are It's who I am, don't have to try hard We always say, say it like it is And the truth, is that I really miss All those crazy things you said You left them running through my head You're always there, you're everywhere Right now I wish you were here All those crazy things we did Didn't think about it, just went with it You're always there, you're e
Webstarts
To Anonymous
Love
There once was a girl and a boy.   NAW there was a thug and a Beautiful woman and they fell in love on accident. wen her mother found out that her only daughter fell inlove with a thug and she had renounced her name to be with  this man her mother was furious. She forbade the girl from seeing the thug.  but as we all know she dis obeyed her mother and went and got married to the man in secret.  they then eloped and she decided to be a mother and a wife to this man TO BE CONTINUED (gotta go to work) wow i think i lost a good guy in my life please come back to me i am soo sorry
Underground Music
my music      http//www.dopetracks.com/phantom@SiCkWiCkEdworld
I Need Drinks Please So I Can Level Up
Personal Rants
I've decided to create this specific blog about my personal effects and crap. I really don't want to produce another HackFest with my personal views on things that I've experienced, well, personally. Trust, however, that I will be producing more HackFests in the future on many other things BESIDES politics and relationships.   Anywho, getting back to what I was thinking. I'm just a little bit more pissed than usual. I helped someone out tonight that I know for a fact isn't going to remotely come to me for anything else. Meh, it's the story of my life. People are so f*cking ungrateful. Don't know anything from anybody, but once they're in need they have to produce the puppy-dog eyes and get what they want. Especially females. I am thoroughly convinced the female species of mankind were put on this earth to infuriate and rob the male counterparts. They have no remorse or feelings, and they are, in a word, EVIL. All of them. 
Mafia Tips For New Players
TIPS PLEASE READ CAREFULLY THESE ARE IN PLACE FOR YOUThe tips below are stated, for beginning players (level 1s) but apply to all. No matter if you are a merc, or a level 40, all of the things below refer to any player, no matter what that player is. Basically don't level yourself. Build. You can build cashflow at any level, however, here is where you have the best shot. Not doing missions, no attacking, and losing, are all part of building, no matter what level your player is at. The longer you sit, the more powerful your cashflow becomes, and the longer you sit at levels 1-9 you won't get listed. You start getting listed at level 10.DON'T LEVEL TOO FAST:As with most games I have played you want to get to the higher level the fastest. That's NOT the case here. He who sits, and builds cashflow does the best. I've seen some high level 5's but usually they are mercs. As time goes by, you can tell who's a merc, who's a blinger (people who use credits to pay for their player) who's a scrub
Movie Contest
Life's Worries
 its funny how boring the world seems when you get out of high school or college and settle into your job. I learned over the years that life is what you make it. And so far...i have made life very mundane for myself and it is time for me to break out of that before i go crazy. When we were children we used to be so carefree and wreckless. And we didnt care what anyone said to us. We lived and enjoyed discovering new things that we knew nothing about. What happened to that when we got older? I cant live like that anymore....I refuse to;so,i have made a list....simliar to a bucket list of things that i am going to do or try. Sounds like a good idea right? Anyway, i have at least 100 things on this list. Life is too short to live in a box. I am going to try everything once...and somethings maybe more than once. Any good ideas of what to do or where to go?
Music Does It Help You
when your having a bad day does music help you threw life it does for me. i have hade some dark hours in my life and music has saved my life .lets see how it feels to open your mind.
House Fire Mine
Lost Freind
i TALKED TO HIM LAST WEEK AND HE WAS ON HIS WAY HERE AND I HAVE NOT HEARD FROM HIM AGAIN  WE HAD A GOOD FREINDSHIP AND WE MADE THE DESION FOR HIM TO COME HERE IS ANYONE HERE FROMS HIM PLEASE TELL HIM ITS OK IF HE CHANGED HIS MIND I AM NOT THAT SHALLOW THAT I WOULD STILL NOT WANT HIM HIN MY LIFE PLEASE LET ME KNOW EVEN IF IT IS A MESSAGE THU YOU THAT I KNOW HE IS OK
Degraded Homie
Lost Home On House Fire
i LOST THE HOUSE MY WHOLE FAMILY WAS RAISED IN ,SOMEONE COMMITRD ARRSON AND TOOK AWAY MY LIFE MY TRIKE AND ALL MY LIFE I WORKED FOR AS A SINGLE MOM.ALL THE MEMORIES AS A FAMILY HOME I EAS RASIED IN WITH MY SISTER. THE TRIKE I DESIGNED AND HAS BUULT OVER 7 YRS THAT WAS VAULED AT 25 THOS.AND JUST EVERYTHING AND IT IS KILLING ME INSIDE,IT WAS IN JULY AT 48 FOREST ST ARLINGTON MASS TOU CAN SEE PIC.I CANT SEEM TO GET OUT OF DEPRESION AND PANIC ABOUT WHEN THE HOUSE IS FINALLY BUILT I LOST IT ALL.I NEED REAL FREINDS TO TALK TO THTA WILL LEAVE A COMMENT THAT WILL MAKE ME SMILE AND I DONT HAVE FUNDS SO IF YOU HAVE EXTRA AND CAN AFFORD TO SHARE I NED BLING BACKS OR WHAT EVER TO SHARE WHAT PEOPLE SHARE WITH ME HERE I NEED REAL FREINDS I NEED A WAY TO BRING MYSELF BACK TO MYSELF PLEASE HELP ME WITH ALL THE FREINDS HERE YOU WOULD THINK THERE ARE SOMEONE OUT THERE THAT WILL HELP SOMEONE THAT NEEDS TO BE CARED FOR MY FUHUSBAND DISIPEARED THAT DID NOT HELP MY DEPRESSION....PLEASE GIVE ME A HAND TO MAK
Usmc Motardation
November 1775 I was born in a bomb crater my mother was an M-16 and my father was the Devil...each moment that I live is an additional threat apon your life, I eat constantina, piss napalm and I can shoot a round through a fleas ass at 300 meters...I travel the glode festering on Anti-Americans everywhere I go, for the love of mom, chevrolet, baseball, and apple pie... I'm a grunt Im the dirty, nasty, stinky, sweaty, filthy, beautiful lil son-of-a-bitch thats keeping the world away from the door for more that 235 years...I'm a United States Marine we work like soldiers talk like sailors and slap the shit out of both of them...we stole the eagle from the airforce the rope from that army and the anchor for the navy and on the 7th day god we rested we over ran his perimiter and weve been running the show ever since warriors by day lovers by night drunker by choice Marine by god....Semper Fidelis 
Bibbles
Its Been A Long Time
have thinking about you lot lately. I really miss your touch. Laying you on the bed, kissing you deeply. Moving my lips to your neck, sucking on it gently. Listining to your little sighs as I lick behind your ear, feeing the goosebumps that come on your arms. Moving to the front of your neck to your collar bone. Licking up and down your chest to your hard, luscious nipple, sucking on them and nibbling on the lightly. You arch your back holding the back of my head pulling me tight to you as you begin to moan louder. My hand rubs down your side to your panties, the red boy shorts that i love so much. I rub on your warm pussy through your panties feeling that you are already wet down there. I look up while sucking on your nipples looking at the lust and passion in your eyes. I continue to rub on your kitty, petting it and come back up for a kiss, our tongues dance together as I taste your sweet lips. Slowly I kiss my way down your chest to your belly button rubbing your pussy harder with
Waiting To Die!!!!!!!!!
Switzerland Tourism, World Attractions
Going for any holidaying destination is always been the best way to spend some quality time with family and lovable ones, and we always need this just to relax, rejuvenate and to recharge our body’s and mind batteries. Life comes at us so fast these days that it is even more significant than ever to get away and de-stress oneself. Well if you really pissed off with your stressful routine and looking for an exotic holidaying destination then look no further than Thailand, a beautiful southeast Asian country often referred to as the ‘Land of Smiles’. Though no country is perfect, and neither is Thailand but still there are several reasons why millions of visitors make it as their holidaying destination. The first reason to visit this country is it is very safe as comparatively to other destinations, another reason to visit there is its stunning sightseeing spots as it is bestowed with natural virgin attractions which really worth to explore and last but not least Thai&
Relationships
When she stare's at your mouth [Kiss her] When she pushes you or hit's you [Grab her and don’t let go] When she start's cursing at you (Kiss her and tell her you love her)When she's quiet [Ask her whats wrong]When she ignores you [Give her your attention]When she pull's away (Pull her back)When you see her at her worst [Tell her she's beautiful]When you see her start crying [Just hold her and don’t say a word]When you see her walking [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]When she's scared [Protect her]When she lay's her head on your shoulder [Tilt her head up and kiss her]When she steal's your favorite hat (Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night)When she tease's you [Tease her back and make her laugh]And when she is ornery [hold her down and blow razz-berries on her belly]When she doesn’t answer for a long time [reassure her that everything is okay]When she look's at you with doubt [Back yourself up]When she say's that she like's you [she really does more tha
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I Have Learned
I Have LearnedI’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them;I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back;I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.I’ve learned that you can get by on charm, for about fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better know something;I’ve learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.I’ve learned that no matter how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take it’s place.I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re downhill are the ones to help you get back up.I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry.I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes f
Stupidity
Today, I am riding my 89 kawaski 750 vulcan, which I have completely restored. Some little gansta wanna be starts laughing at my and my bike. I asked him,"so where's your bike then if you think mine if laughable." he reply," I don't have a bike." I stated, "then how about your car since your buddy is driving you around,"I don't have that either." So with a smug yet discussed look I exclaimed, " than I guess you are his bitch then, HUH." The drive sped off in anger and discussed, As I sat there laughing. Moral is don't make fun of peoples shit with you don't have something to back your ass up with.
Territory
Deserted Lot Income: $100   Newsstand Income: $100   Abandoned Storefront Income: $300   Townhomes Requires:  Deserted Lot Income: $300   Restaurant Requires:  Deserted Lot   Income:  $700   Town Square Income:  $2,000   Auto Body Shop Requires:  Deserted Lot Income:  $3,500   Nightclub Requires:  Deserted Lot   Income:  $4,000   Condo Complex Requires:  Abandoned Storefront Income:  $5,000   Luxury Hotel Requires:  Abandoned Storefront   Income:  $10,000   Vacant Military Bunker Requires:  Deserted Lot Income:  $15,000   Helipad Requires:  1 Merc per every 10 (alive & rating 5+)   Income: $75,000   Skyscraper Requires:  Town Square Income:  $150,000   Resort Casino Requires:  Town Square   Income:  $300,000   Outlet Shopping Strip Requires:  Town Square   Income:  $650,000   Airport Requires:  1 Merc per every 10 (alive & rating 5+)   Income:  $1,000,000   Office Building Requires:  Abandoned Storefront   Income:  $1,000,00
Safe Houses
What's a Safe House?A Safe House allows you to protect your money when attacked, even when you're not online!As you upgrade your Safe House, less money will be taken when you lose a fight.Additionally, each upgrade increases the chances that NO money will be taken if you lose a fight! There are 10 levels of safehouses that open up for you as your mobster levels up. Requires: Deserted Lot Safe House-Level 1 Cost: $100,000-doesn't really say what you just achieved lol Safe House-level 2 Successfully upgraded your Safehouse with 1 Chihuahua Guard Dog for $5,000,000  Chihuahua Guard Dog  · 8% less money taken with loss · 1 in 18 chance of no money taken Safe House-level 3 Successfully upgraded your Safehouse with 1 Chain-link Fence for $10,000,000 Safe House-level 4 Successfully upgraded your Safehouse with 1 Bullet-proof Door for $25,000,000  Bullet-proof Door available at level 20· 20% less money taken with loss · 1 in 14 chance of no money taken Safe House-level 5 availab
How To Make Money With A Blog
Many people who write blogs today simply want to share their opinion on something. But then there are the business-minded folks, who have found a way to use blogs, or Web logs, to bring in a little extra cash too. This is likely the most common means of leveraging a blog to generate income. Affiliate programs enable your blog to serve as a conduit between readers and online sites offering various goods and services. One popular choice is Amazon.com. If, for instanceNor does any marketing material inserted in blog content have to be limited to bringing in completely new business. By using a blog to regularly communicate with existing clients as well as other readers   It's really that simple. http://lifetalk24.blogspot.com click here How to make money with a blog Many people who write blogs today simply want to share their opinion on something. But then there are the business-minded folks, who have found a way to use blogs, or Web logs, to bring in a little extra cash too. This is l
Amphibious Assault Ships
The new Amphibious Ships- Available at level 150This isn't as complicated as it seems. The easiest way to get the ships is to recycle your armed submarine that you got doing Diamond Missions. You will need an unarmed sub to begin (Buy&Sell>>Vehicles). So when you are ready to Assemble and Arm AAS (Ship), buy as many unarmed subs as you need to complete the process. You don't have to recycle all your subs if you don't want to, you can continously recycle the same sub over and over. The Ship is the better vehicle and the armed sub has no upkeep so it is up to you. For this demonstration, we will be recycling the same sub. Under Missions>>Recycle You will do the top missions: Disassemble SCB-304 . This disarms your sub giving you two things: 3 x Raw Materials needed to assemble your ship and one missile needed to rearm your sub. You get this missile whether you choose to rearm your sub or not. They are yours forever. Then do the bottom mission: Assemble and Arm AAS. Now you have an a
Dragons Are Real
Dragons are real People think they are mythological Because they have never seen one You dont believe in them.   People think they are mythological That's what there parents say You don't believe in them They are not real   That's what there parents say When kids say they have seen them They are not real Just because you don't believe   When kids say they have seen them Don't tell them they don't see Just because you dont believe Do not take that from them   Don't tell them they don't see Parents dont like what they cant see Do not take that from them There imagination   Parents don't like what they cant see Because they have never seen one There imagination Dragons are real     a writting i did back in high school what do yall think
Banking
You have a choice between paying .5%, 1%, 2%, 5% and 10%. The banks are owned by different turfs that enter the lottery. Once the bank is acquired, they get to keep it a random time frame between 12 and 24 hours, it is protected for half that time.  Once the protected period is over, other turfs can knock the bank back into the lottery by causing the Boss, Underboss, and all Lieutenants to be dead all at the same time. This takes some strategy as the HL is not always immediate.Some turfs choose to pw protect their banks. This is because only the 10% bank have limited transactions each day. The others have a limited amount of transactions ie: deposit and withdrawals. The % that the bank charges is added to the turf tax of the turf that owns it at the time. Some people will repeatedly deposit $100 at a time because it eats up the transactions for the day and causes the turf to not make so much money. If our allies or friends own any of the banks and they have a pw in place, we will have
Important Read Before Reading Others!!!!
Our blogs are of our desires, wants primarily fantasy but some based off of real life. This is going to range from random rants to poetry and erotic stories.   If you have a problem with this in anyway I suggest stay away. I do not alter my feeling thoughts opinions wants desires or mind for anyone that is physically in my life so why would I for anyone else. YES, I said I because these will be primarily written by me the female of this couple. I am a very verbal person and like to express my self. I mostly do poetry and stories but occasionally I will use this as a venting area or questions.   I truly hope all that enter my realm will enjoy the the thoughts passions and desire of my mind and body.   ***WARNING***These belong to the creator and as such are not permitted to be copied used or passed off by anyone or agency. Any pictures or words posted in said blog is to stay in said blogs and can not be used for anything else but to read and enjoy. If found copied or used in a
Nuclear Super Power
For the sake of giving complete information, we are including what all is involved with arming Nuclear Submarines. These missions you can do when you reach level 100. They take a lot of energy and a lot of experience points and a lot of time. You also win armed subs for completing missions to Diamond level on the regular missions. They become obsolete at about level 150 when you are able to recycle the subs that you have for Amphibious Assault Vehicles. We don't recommend arming subs but if that is how you choose to build your toon, here is how it is done.   I was asked to write a bit about the nuclear Program & what you need to do to arm the sub. Well lets go thru it from the 1st thing to the end.First off, you can own submarines without arming them, you will gain attack & defense point as with any other vehicle, 14 attack points, 10 defense points. They Cost $750,000 each, & lets not forget the $3,000 an hour to have the upkeep. Minuses, they are not cheep, & they do not have the d
Calendar Shoot
March 3rd is the day I do my photo shoot. I am excited but fuck give me a bottle of wine the day I do it. I refuse to be sober. lmao Someone from the Ta's Ta's foundation will be there to watch the photo shoot. Wonder if they want to see my Ta's ta's. Should I take out my nipple piercings? It should be fun my sister will be doing it too. Well whom I call my sister, we were raised together, but anyway we will do it the same day. Wish me luck. The calendars are for 2013 so I guess they have to get a early start to make sure they are printed and ready for the end of the year. I think they go on sale in October of this year for the 2013. On a lighter note: I had a great time time caming with Papii last night. It was very entertaining and sweet. If you really want to get to know someone caming is the way, but only when you feel comfortable enough to do so. Never let anyone force you into though. I fucking rebell if someone pushes me and say FUCK NO but when I am ready then I let them kn
What Does Love Feel Like?
Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. I say, fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who will love you the same way back. How do you find them? Well, you forget your head, and you listen to your heart. In truth, there's no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven't lived a life at all. But you have to try, cause if you haven't tried, you haven't lived. So you understand the concept, Now multiply that by infinity, take that to the depths of forever, and you still barely have a glimpse of what I'm taking about....   Peace.
Brokenhearted
i wish i knew how to make my ex realize im not a bad person. i know i let my anger get the best of me but its only because i was afraid of getting hurt. like i told her all i know how to do is run which i dont know anything else besides that. i really want to make things better and make her realize im trying to make the changes necessary to make her happy but i dont know how i can do that when she constantly gets mad when i do open up to her. then there are all her friends who run their mouths on me like they know me. they came between me and her by telling her a whole bunch of lies. i just dont know what i can do to get her back.
Cowboy Kinda Girl
I like a man in Wranglers 'n boots.                    They're not for me those Armani suits               in high-polished wing tips or loafers with tassels,            'n rings on their pinkies, who live in glass castles.           I wanna a guy who's rugged 'n tall,                               speaks words of love with a Tennessee drawl,   swaggers beside me with a bowlegged stride,                yet has no fear of his feminine side.        I need a man that's toughened with muscle, sports at his navel a PRCA buckle, a rodeo champ who rides a bare-back bronc, then dances the two-step at the honky-tonk.      He smells of old leather 'n fresh mown hay, rides a fine pony, a quarter horse bay. Together they work to bring home the herd; the job gets done with nary a word. His home's not the city, why he'd go insane; it's nights under stars on an open plain.              A well-worn saddle cradles his head                             as prairie grass becomes his bed.             
Our Military
when it comes to our military I don't think that we can thank them enough for all they do putting their lives on the line for our freedom not to mention the ones that have made the ultimate sacrifice with their lives just think of what it would be like if not for them from the Revolutionary war to those serving in Afghanistan right now I would like to send out a special word of thanks to those weho served in Viet-Nam because of they way they were treated upon returning home I don't need to go into detail nost everyone knows how they were treated I was luck to have served during a time when we weren't involved in any action besides I was a cook the only fights I saw werre food fights well I've said what I've wanted but if you love your freedom next time you se someone in uniform go up and tell them thanks or if you have the time go to your local Veteran hospital or home and spend some time with a vet you'll not only make them feel good but you 'll feel god to so to allmy brother and sis
Realizmz
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Get In The Lounge!!
Personal Etchings From A Warped Mind.
My fu-friends and family (or whomever reads this) -    I am leaving here for a little while. Without going into detail, I am dealing with some personal issues. While this place has always been an escape, I have never really focused on the reasons I am here until recently.    You can't fix real life with Fubar. Took a good friend to show me that.    I'm not going away completely. I will pop in from time to time to check messages every once in a while, but I'm not going to be a fixture in this place as I used to. And let me make this abundantly clear....no one drove me to make this choice. I need to make some hard choices in the coming months,  and all that I ask is that you do not pass judgment, and do not feel as if I've turned my back on all of you. I need to attack the root of my unhappiness that drove me here in the first place in order for me to appreciate my life again, instead of living one of remorse and regret, and a slave to this place.    For those of you who have oth
All It Took.......
All it took was one look to    see how I felt All it took was one word to     know where I am wanted All I need to know is that     you are the one I want.   You knew what my heart needed      before I did You let me feel what I     have been missing in life You showed me that I    matter to you more when noone else wanted me   You helped me learn & grow     when others were keeping me down You showed me pain & love    dont always need to hurt You gave me pain so I    would learn to love more.
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Mind running free --from trauma and drama stress.....   sometimes when you sit alone   your mind some times thinks of the strangest things.....   from political to weather to music to work then kidss and finally bills....   From the day to day stresses of economy to the public raping of our very self's...   Drifting back to long lost memories of the fondest days that your hair blew......   blowing in the wind, not a care in the world except what to eat and what to do ......   Now grown stressed, tense , you feel as if the weight of the world is on you....   you woman and childeren andprobably friends & family to do the usual.........   bitching and moaning and whining at you bout what your doing wrong .......   when do you get afternoon, week, month alone and the best..........   YOUR MIND RUNNING FREEE....................... I've talked to my friends, Talked to myself I've talked to God, I've prayed like Hell, But, I still miss you I've tried sober, I've tried d
Gone With The Wind
Salute Contest For Rock Star And Boomy Blings!!!!
Salute contest for rock star and boomerang blings? Send me your boob and/or butt salutes to me, they can be bare or with panties and bra, up to u, i will open a folder with all the entries, the most votes will win a rock star bling, the 2nd most votes will win a boomerang bling, 3rd wins 6 credits, 4th wins 25 million fubuk If you are interested or want more info, message me, i need at least 15 people to enter to make it happen, you can e mail entries, liknips@aol.com Will be strating it soon!!!!   Contest over, hope all had fun first place lady luscious 2nd chevygal 3rd boobilicious 4th canjun
Locked Missions
Locked Missions: They will most likely say "LOCKED" because you don't qualify!!If you look at your mobster, you will see the achievements. If you hover over the coin, it will open and if you hover over the items on the list, at the top it will tell you what you have to do to achieve that. Each achievement category is named ie: Wise Guy, Earning Bones, Runner.You will also notice the requirements to run the missions is getting all the achievements in the category. Lucky Poker Chip Locked Mission: You must be a Runner, takes 50 energy. You have a 5% chance of finding a chip. If you get one, you keep it forever, you can't sell it and it shows up in your equipment with your scrubs. It works sort of like the safehouse. Sometimes it comes into play, and other times not. You can only ever get ONE. So if you get one, that mission is dead to you, it will apparently give you the same message as if you try to get more than one knuckle. It also shows up in their feed each time your chip has been
How Bout Me ?
So do u have any dirty secrets? Have u ever waken up to wonder why ? Did u ever lv someone who dosent aknowledge u ? So have u ever ? if U COULD C ANYONE, WHO WOULD IT BE ?  WHO WOULD BE THE GIRL OF U'R DREAMS ?  
The General Rantings & Ravings Of A Scottish Lunatic
 OK So these blogs are entitled "The General Rantings & Ravings Of A Scottish Lunatic." Which in effect should in theory talk for itself right? You'd think  so right? These posts are in general just going to be my views on certain aspects of things I see, hear, or read. You never know I might even do some video blogs! *Le Gasp!* But yeah some will be funny, some serious, and some you'll think "wtf is this chick on seriously? Is she like deluded? Honestly folks I'm NOT deluded... Well depends on the actual day LOL!  Anyways, just wanted to jump in there and say watch this space for the fun life and the General Rantings & Ravings Of A Scottish Lunatic!  More to come! VERY Soon! Till then I leave you with everyones favourite cartoon Granny!                                                                                                               
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25 Tid Bits About Me
    1. I am an avid musician, I play the drums and guitar. Music is one of the biggest aspects of my life. To put it simply music is my life.   2. I'm not in school at the moment, i'm trying to find what is best for me.   3. I love nature. I like any activity that is done outdoors; hiking, swimming, camping, jogging, backpacking, rock climbing etc.   4. I am very artistic even though i am not a very good artist. I try!   5. My family is MASSIVE.   6. I have 3 tattoos;a pair of wings on my shoulders to remind me of who i am and on my left arm i have a dove with a cross where the heart should be in between a crown of thorns with a sunset/ sunrise background to remind me of my faith.   7.Pictures tell stories where words sometimes can't say enough. I enjoy photography :)   8. I can cook pretty much anything if i have a recipe, or at least try to.   9. Working full time while in school is not easy to do.   10. Writing is a hobby of mine. Thus far i have only written poe
The Square Root Of 3
I’m sure that I will always be a lonely number like root three. The three is all that’s good and right, why must my three keep out of sight? Beneath the vicious square root sign, I wish instead I were a nine.  For nine could thwart this evil trick, with just some quick arithmetic. I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321. Such is my reality, a sad irrationality. But wait! What is this I see? Another square root of a three. As quietly walikng, passing me by, together now we multiply. To form a number we prefer, rejoicing as an integer. We break free from our mortal bonds with the wave of magic wands. Our square root signs become unglued, for my love within has been renewed.
Lets Do This. Lmao
                                                  (  I feel like I keep repeating myself )   I have written a couple of blogs on a certain person here. We ended up becoming friends or so I thought. I should have known by her rep on here that what everyone said was the truth. I am not like that I try to find the good in everyone and see for myself. Well I did. So, I am sure as the sun shines that this person has come to you or her posse to tell you I am a fake. excuse me while I laugh. Here it is. If you think that then go away. Doesn't matter to me. Below I will post some things and you can make your own mind up. Take notice to this first:  I don't blog unless I feel I need to or in a defense to something someone has done or said.  Otherwise I don't give a flying fuck to what people say on here. I have wrote before over a profile being here that people are assuming is mine. Today I will post that link instead of telling you to come ask me, now before posting all of the bullshi
In My Head
Joke time!A man traveling by plane and in urgent need to use the mens room is nervously tapping his foot on the floor of the aircraft. Each time he tried the mensroom door, it was "OCCUPIED". The stewardess, aware of his predicament suggested that he go ahead and use the ladies room, but cautioned him against using any of the buttons inside. The buttons were marked "WW, WA, PP and ATR". Making the mistake that so many men make in disregarding the importance of what a woman says, the man let his curiosity get the best of him and decided to try the buttons anyway. He carefully pressed the first button marked "WW" and immedately warm water sprayed all over his entire bottom. He thought, "WOW, the women really have it made!". Still curious, he pressed the button marked "WA" and a gentle breeze of warm air quickly dried his hind quarters. He thought that was out of this world! The button marked "PP" yielded a large powder puff which delicately applied a soft talc to his rear. Well, naturall
Kerala Honeymoon Packages
  India’s idyllic state, Kerala is also known as the gods own country, and a paradise to the tourist of the entire world. Located on the southern part of India, it has been one of the most prominent tourist destinations in today’s world. Travel in Kerala is a lifetime experience where a visit is must once in your entire life. The boundless beauty of the nature and the unparallel destinations has now become the leading tourism state of India. Kerala offers a wide variety of travel packages and costs according to your budgets. It is a dream coming true destination. The gorgeous beaches, dense coconut trees and the lush green scenery offer a breath taking view of the place. Kerala is an opportunity for you to explore the unparallel beauty of the nature at its best. It is a paradise to the south. Kerala travel agencies offers an exciting tour packages which includes the top places of the gods own country.    A travel to the multicultural society is worth experiencing and giv
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Fiverr
eBay, write on HubPages, or earn money in other places, so I was quite intrigued when I read about Fiverr on a friend’s blog. It is the place where you can offer to do anything for $5. What, I wondered, would people offer to do for $5?I’ve seen Fiverr described as a huge social experiment and I was rather surprised at the range of things people are willing to do for $5. You can have someone text you for a week, have someone sing to you in Chinese, have people bookmark your site or even rent a 3 inch square of real estate for a year. The possibilities are as endless as the people who subscribe.fiverrHaving made money on eBay, and recently started writing on HubPages, I decided to check it out, and here are my initial impressions.The Little Book of Missing Money: A Quick and Easy Guide to Finding Money that is Rightfully Yours    The Little Book of Missing Money: A Quick and Easy Guide to Finding Money that is Rightfully YoursAmazon Price: $11.21List Price: $15.95It's a Dirty
I Do This
She's taking her time making up the reasons To justify all the hurt inside Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one They're saying, "Mama never loved her much." And, "Daddy never keeps in touch. That's why she shies away from human affection." But somewhere in a private place She packs her bag for outer space And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come And she'll say to him, She's sayin,  "I would fly to the moon and back if you'll be, if you'll be my Baby. I've got a ticket for a world where we belong So would you be my baby?" She can't remember a time when she felt needed. If love was red then she was color blind. All her friends, they've been tried for treason And crimes that were never defined. She's saying "Love is like a barren place And reaching out for human faith is like a journey 
My Work
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away. My love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you.... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we are apart, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever and always I will Love you".... Until there was you i walked the earth alone no hand to hold in mine my heart was all my own Until there was you true love was just a dream dreams of wonder and tears dreams of hope and fears Until there was you my life had no direction a road of uncertainty but now we have a journey
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Being Human & Movie Recommendations
When I first started watching Being Human(British version), I just couldn't get into it. I tend to have a short attention span. I forced myself to watch the repeats in the afternoons through the week, and now I like the show. The new season starts this Saturday. I really enjoyed the show of The Fades. I hope there will be a second season. Movie Recommendation #1: Wild Target starring Bill Nighy, Emily Blunt, Rupert Grint, and Martin Freeman. With a cast like that, who wouldn't want to watch it. I thought it was amusing, and entertaining. Movie Recommendation #2:Vanishing on 7th Street starring Hayden Christensen and Thandie Newton. In my opinion, it's a good thriller. I'm not much into the post-apocalyptic type movies, except for Resident Evil. However, this movie doesn't have anything to do with a plague caused from a virus. Movie Recommendation #3 Altitude starring some unknowns. It's suspenseful with stupid moments. Hence why it's the least recommended. I couldn't stop watching it t
Nature's Corner Newsletter
      http://www.naturescorner.com/   Q:  Who was edgar Cayce, and, what was his wet cell appliance. - John Wyatt - Houston, TX   A: Edgar Cayce(3/18/1877) to (01/3/1945) is one of the world’s best known psychics. Born in Hopkinsville, KY, Cayce at an early age, displayed talents and abilities far beyond the normal senses. He would do so in an unconscious or trance like state, giving over fourteen thousand readings stenographically recorded on health, past and future history, spiritual matters and many others. One of the devices often recommended was the wet cell appliance, a crude, but effective, form of what is medically known as iontophoresis, a small direct current (20-30 millivolts for wet cell appliance) is passed through a container with the desired chemical solutions and then into the affected area of the body through appropriately placed electrodes. Cayce most often recommended gold chloride, silver nitrate, or iodine trichloride(atomidine) a

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