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my 2 year FUiversay today... miracle I made it without being deleted... the powers that be do not like me... I am Wicked's bitch...   You may think her for my hoaring ways today... HH coming up at noon... rang and famp will be turned on around that time... I am Wicked's bitch...   My vacation was great... I did absolutely nothing and loved it... I feel better about work now after that long break... I am Wicked's bitch... The Flaming Gerbil Legend Posted in Yuck! on February, 07 2003 1:01 AM "In retrospect, lighting the match was my big mistake. But I was only trying to retrieve the Gerbil," Eric Tomaszewski told bemused doctors in the Severe Burns Unit of Salt Lake City Hospital. Tomaszewski and his homosexual partner Andrew (Kiki) Farnom, had been admitted for emergency treatment after a felching session had gone seriously wrong. "I pushed a cardboard tube up his rectum and slipped Raggot, our gerbil, in." he explained. "As usual, Kiki shouted out 'Armaged
Ramblings Of A Mad Woman (we All Go A Little Bit Mad Sometimes)
It really makes me laugh...This is the only site I have ever been on that puts so much emphasis on being real or fake...I have a MySpace, MyYearbook, Fubar, Yahoo, and have had Tagged...Plus various other profiles that I have signed up for and since forgotten...And this is the only one that insists on a salute...As if that makes a damn bit of difference I have a friend on here who made a separate page to promote some of his friends who don't get a lot of requests for one reason or another...And he had his brother make the salute...But the profile is his...But because he has the salute then it makes all the difference in the world Oh I know, you have a salute so everyone knows you're 18, well whoopeee! I have been on here for over 4 months this time around...And was here in Septemeber of last year...And I have seen plenty of people on here posing as 18 who look younger than my own 18 yr old...Like I could care less...The only people who have any worries are those who love sending nude
Gonzo Vegas
I saw these smokin hot girls gettin it on on the walkway over the strip last night. Then I finished off my sack of mushrooms and somehow found my way back to my room at the wildwild west . Thats my Gonzo style for the day how about any of you?????
Big Beautiful Momma took the How Sexy is your Zodiac Sign? quiz and the result is Sagittarius-The Sexy one Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to ...mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna #### with you might end up crying.
Vampires Dust
At First Sight
I just recently joined here and met a beautiful woman who is just gorgeous. I don't want to keep sending messages and put on any pressure, I'm real easy going and just not that kind of guy. It seems like one of those "at first site" things. Advice anyone? I guess I'm dreaming maybe , but as many of attractive women are on here and else where, no one else has ever caught my attention like this before.
Vampires Unite
My Theme For My Life !!
There comes a time in life when you realize: Who Matters Who never did Who wont anymore And Who always will So, don't worry about people in your past, there is a reason why they didn't make it into you Future !!
The Vogue
List Of Grievances
My brain isn't functioning, I'm either so exhausted or completely brain dead.... I hate these things: men who where athletic socks with dress shoes men who are so intellectual they become arrogant and condescending woman who think beauty is more important then brains people who clear their throat over the phone people who do snot rockets in the shower people who spit on the sidewalk as your walking down it the list goes on I am so seriously stupid right now my response time will be slow *kicks you all in the shins and walks away*   Wicked
Blog Virginity
i really have never created a blog therfore have no idea what im doing. guess ya just write what ya feel huh? So i feel like shit on here looking for friends and more if it happens. i have three kids  and there father is not in the picture so that usually doesnt help having baggadge. But im just about ready to give up on trying to find some one  .
What Is Real Love.
What is true love? How do you fall in love? What makes us fall for some one and say ( I LOVE YOU ) to that person? I truly believe that love is not so much a feeling as much as it is a choice to love the one your with. People seem to think that it's good sex that leads them to love. I can't believe that to be so. I have loved women that was not the best looking and I have loved some beautiful ones. I am just talking about loving some one who some may not even want around. Would you give some one a chance to love you if your friends did not like the look of that person? My mother always asked me "would you jump off a cliff if your friends did"? I think alot of us are jupming after friends more then ever. I posted this to hear to what you think so please give me feed back. 
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Spending Spiraling Out Of Control
"All parts of government are growing," especially the federal budget,argues economist Brian Reidl in a new report on runaway government spending. Reidl explains that bailouts, the "stimulus" package, andexpansions of entitlement programs have caused federal spending toincrease at a pace not seen since World War II.Here are some alarming statistics Riedl dug up:*  $4.004 trillion -- federal government spending in 2009, arecord.*  $1.845 trillion -- federal spending beyond its means in 2009,the deficit.*  $33,932 -- federal spending per household in 2009.*  $25,969 -- federal spending per household in 2008.*  $12,072 -- tax increases required per household to pay forrunaway spending on Medicare, Medicaid and Social Security by2050. (Alternatively, we could reform the programs.)*  46 cents -- amount of every dollar Washington spends in 2009that will be borrowed.*  32 percent -- increase in federal spending 2008-2009*  13 percent -- amount of the 2009 budget deficit relative toAmerica's e
What is Bear2care Bear2care IS A SMALL CHARITY that is making children with life threatening illnesses smile. Bear2care believes that the first step in getting healthier is to laugh and to be happy. So what we do is take these children teddy bears and other stuffed animals to bring a small amount of joy into these wonderful children's lives. AS WE HAVE NO SPONSORS, Bear2Care COSTS ARE PAID FOR DIRECTLY FROM DONATIONS, The donations are used 100% for maintaining Bear2Care2009, whether to buy bears and supplies, maintaining our web page or any other supplies Bear2care needs so please visit and help bring a smile to very sick children
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Fuk Buddy
Dear Kotex... down2basics: Dear Kotex:I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantyliner had a bunch of Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as:    a.. Staying active during your period can relieve cramps.    b.. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches.    c.. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh.    d.. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products...Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh.Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead. See what happens and report back. I'll wait.While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I guaran-freakin-tee that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. This advice was some brain functionof a male.... right???Staying activ
Mermaid Or Whale?
? About all this...       Recently, in large city, a poster featuring a young, thin and tanned woman appeared in the window of a gym. It said:THIS SUMMER DO YOU WANT TO BE A MERMAID OR A WHALE?A middle aged woman, whose physical characteristics did not match those of the woman on the poster, responded publicly to the question posed by the gym.To Whom It May Concern:Whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, sea lions, curious humans). They have an active sex life, they get pregnant and have adorable baby whales. They have a wonderful time with dolphins stuffing themselves with shrimp. They play and swim in the seas, seeing wonderful places like Patagonia, the Barren Sea and the coral reefs of Polynesia Whales are wonderful singers and have even recorded CDs. They are incredible creatures and virtually have no predators other than humans. They are loved, protected and admired by almost everyone in the world.Mermaids don't exist. If they did exist, they would be lining up out
The Man's Rules
Now for the men's rules.... We always hear "the rules" from the feminine side. OK - we are now going to hear the rules from the man's side. These are our rules! Please note ...these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.  1. Sometimes, we are not thinking about you. Live with it.  1. Shopping is NOT a sport, and no, we are never going to think of it that way.  1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really.  1. Crying is blackmail.  1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one:    Subtle hints do not work.    Strong hints do not work.    Obvious hints do not work.    Just say it! 1. We don't remember dates. Mark birthdays and anniversaries on a calendar. Remind us frequently beforehand.  1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.  1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your gir
Torn Part 1
This is the first part of a new book I'm working on.        She watched him staring out the window for what must have been the millionth time in the last month. It seemed that's all he did these days; sit at the bay window and stare. His friends would call and he'd cancel with one reason or another. They were all lies. He wasn't the brother she knew, the war took care of that, but she loved him all the same. There was such a mixture of emotions; sometimes she was angry, wishing he would just 'snap back' and be the man she knew before all of this. Sometimes she was sad because the man he became was so distant and strange. They had been close growing up. Even into their early adult lives, they were still close. Then, he and Josh got it into their heads one day to join the Army and 'Be all they could be.' She could understand his desire for it; the 'wanting' to help, and be a part of something bigger than oneself. She got all of that. At the same time, she couldn't picture her bro
Sexy Test I Got A 45
HOW SEXY ARE YOU?GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND PENCIL... BE HONESTNUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.1. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU HAVE?A Brownb Redc Blonded Blacke Other2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:a Go to a partyB Go out to eat3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:a Baby-Pinkb Yellowc Baby-BlueD Turquoise4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF:a Talkingb DancingC Taking Long Walks5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?A Hollisterb Old Navyc Abercrombie6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?a Hawaiib LondonC Florida7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:A The Beachb Somewhere Cooler8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?a Januaryb Februaryc Marchd AprilE Mayf Juneg Julyh Augusti Septemberj Octoberk Novemberl December9. WOULD YOU RATHER:a Chill at homeB Go out with friends10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT OUT OF:A Guitarb Bass guitarc Drumsd The Triangle11) NAME A PE
What's In The Healthcare Bill
What's In The Healthcare Bill? Included are a few highlights of what's of concern with the healthcare bill (if these points don't get you upset, please check your pulse and call 911!!  Alert: This thorough summary was sent from a colleague. We encourage you to conduct additional research on your own. • Page 16: Eliminates the choice to purchase private health insurance! • Page 22: Mandates audits of all employers that self-insure! • Page 29: Admission: your health care will be rationed! • Page 30: A government committee will decide what treatments and benefits you get (and, unlike an insurer, there will be no appeals process) • Page 42: The "Health Choices Commissioner" will decide health benefits for you. You will have no choice. None. • Page 50: All non-US citizens, illegal or not, will be provided with free healthcare services. • Page 58: Every person will be issued a National ID Healthcard. • Page 59: The federal government will have direc
lay down,relax, n let carnal emotions take over inhale deeply n put ur mind at ease allow me to lead u into never ending ecstasy placing my lips to urs i dare u to explore what's behind ur minds locked doors mesmerizing u with my soft kisses bewitching u with my sweet smell i have u right where i want u after this is over memories of this night will still haunt u biting u softly on ur neck i release ur inhibitions ur dying to be with me pleading to be tempted how i be resisted after all this is seduction of the highest order
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Suprised And Honored
Stuff like this doesn happen very often, but when it does its a tidal wave of mixed emotions. As i was letting the troops and civilians off my chinook helicopter, a civilian passenger handed me a small piece of paper. Looking back now I wish i would have read it as soon as I recieved it.  It read " Dear flight engineer, my father was a F.E. in vietnam (69-70). he just passed away last year. thanks for everything you do." To me that was an honor. But at the same time I wanted to find out who it was and give them the American flag we fly in our aircraft. Thank you for everything your father did, and thank you for serving along side us while we are deployed. It means the world to us.    
Losing A Part Of Me
FINALLY - Someone is bitchy enough to say it like it REALLY is! BITCHOLOGY   When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch
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Cyber Slut
men think cuz a chic is on fu she is a cyber slut here for u. at ur disposal no im not. could it be that most women here have tainted the land of fu there is no doubt that is true  fakes and fonies im sure u men have had but not all is bad in fu land  
Dave was so excited to be going bear hunting. He spotted a small brown bear and shot it. Then there was a tap on his shoulder, and he turned around to see a big black bear. The black bear said "You've got two choices. I either maul you to death or we have sex."Dave decided to bend over. Even though he felt sore for two weeks, Dave soon recovered and vowed revenge. He headed out on another trip where he found the black bear and shot it. There was another tap on his shoulder. This time a hugegrizzly bear stood right next to him. The grizzly said "That was a huge mistake, Dave. You've got two choices. Either I maul you to death or we have rough sex."Again, Dave thought it was better to comply. Although he survived, it would take several months before Dave finally recovered.Outraged, he headed back to the woods, managed to track down the grizzly and shot it. He felt sweet revenge, but then there was a tap on his shoulder. He turned around to find a giant polar bear standing there. The pola
Coming Soon
Ok I have pretty much decided that someone has stolen my binder with alot of my writing in it. Pisses me off but I will get over it.....Soon I will be posting poetry on here that I myself have written. if you like it give me props if you love it just leave an OMG  if you hate it just say I have seen better.  
I'm Here
I Am Herei am here, do you see me?i am here, do you hear me?i am here, can you feel me?i am here, in your heart. i want you here, so i can see you.i want you here, so i can hear you.i want you here, so i can feel you.i want you here, in my heart. i was there, did you see me?i was there, did you hear me?i was there, did you feel me?i was there, in your heart. you were here, i saw were here, i heard were here, i felt you.but you left, and broke my heart. Melanie This World this world is no longer happy its become dark and desolate we are all at war with one another when will it all end? now hurricanes have ripped through our country and many lives are gone but what about the ones that made it where are they to turn? can anyone save us, from this devistation or are we doomed to live in this hell forever in this not so great nation? can anyone, anyone please answer these questions? Melanie  i did not write this...these are the lyrics to a song by savage garden...  
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Wtc Responders Dissed
 "AMERICA!"   I don't know who put this together but, they deserve a lot of credit.   Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? You're just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame.     I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well, here in America, we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishing.Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor.  
Why Is It???
Heather K 4 hours ago Report   You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes weeks without running water.You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick.He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward.You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you.He knows he may never see any of his ever again.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear,not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead.You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over.He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.You roll your eyes when your baby cries.He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby,and wonders if they'll ever meet.If you dont forward this we will just see how conceited you really are. Just fwd if your supporting the troops!!
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What Happened To Human?
Its amazing how we have drawn lines in the sand with love and sensuality. Its who we own, not who is in need or basically human. As a living breathing human being we need touch, love, sensual experience. If we recieve all that from our significant other then we are truely blessed. However many of us are single, or going through a rough spot  and deeply desire (no matter how hard we deny) the need to feel the passion and desires of another. In many cases it sets the temperature of how we feel about ourselves. Strength, confidence, postivie feeling. Many good things come from this exchange of affection. Yet we sit as single poeple beating around the bush of social stagnation wondering if or when the right oppertunity may come to feel special and loved again.. Just imagine what the world could be for us signles if we could lift that fear.. to really find people of true heart, those that can love without ownership. Even to take someone as a friend and love them, express this to them throug
Racial Tension In America
With the arrest and recently announced dropped charges against renowned black Harvard professor Henry Louis Gates Jr., the world seems to be once again entrenched in the subject of racial prejudice.  Actually that’s a bit of a stretch.  I seem to recall another semi-important event that may have helped bring the spotlight back on race before this whole Gates debacle. However, unlike the election of our new black president, the disorderly conduct charge levied by the Cambridge Police Department against the distinguished director of Harvard’s W.E.B. Du Bois Institute for African American Studies probably wouldn’t demonstrate to most people how much our country has evolved since the Civil Rights Movement.  If anything it seems to show how stunted this country can still be in matters of racial tolerance. The exact details of the case are still subject to debate.  The only fact corroborated by both sides is that Gates was arrested for disorderly conduct outside of his ho
My Rants And Other Things.
I hate it when i get messages asking if im single...Does everyone just look at pics?! I mean come the fuck on it says "in a relationship" so NO i'm not single. and this doesnt just happen on here, it happens on myspace, collarme, and yahoo. its so fucking annoying....please read the fucking profile before you ask if im single so your not wasting my time or yours.
Love Is ...Love is the greatest feeling,Love is like a play,Love is what I feel for you,Each and every day,Love is like a smile,Love is like a song,Love is a great emotion,That keeps us going strong,I love you with my heart,My body and my soul,I love the way I keep loving,Like a love I can't control,So remember when your eyes meet mine,I love you with all my heart,And I have poured my entire soul into you,Right from the very does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward Open your heart and take us in, Love - love and me. forever EVERYTIME why do I put my heart out there every time every time I get my heart broken why am I so forgiving? Every time I fall hard every time I love I get hurt why do I even brother or try anymore? I’m tired of every time I cry all these tears I’m tires of every time  I get hurt every time I think I met the perfect right guy I only get hurt and pain every time I get hurt I always say never again will I let i
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Quotes I Enjoy
 ~ It is a curious sensation: the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling. When your heart is broken, your boats are burned: nothing matters any more. It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace.~   ~I self destruct every relationship so that i don't get hurt... but in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run..~     ~Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...... ~    are there real men out there like that????  My money is on NO WAY ~People a
Beginning Want to take a trip into my mind,a little shocking you might find. Need too warn you you may not look at me the same,after playing my little game. The night is here time to play,been looking forward to this all day. Climb on top up and down, a pleasurable look I have found. Sixty-nine to all four,from the bed to the floor. Lots of foreplay in between,trying positions never seen. On my back to our side,cum is flowing like the tide. Moaning,groaning an exotic sound,from head to toe I am bound. One on one to a minoque,yum I tell you I like it all. Breathing heavy lets bring out the toy, this I know we all enjoy. Cumming over and over again,yet most would think that this is the end, Yet I'm just starting to begin!
Mother Hen
Mother Hen Nice and quiet or so I seem,but I can't wait to make u scream. Feeling sexy feeling hot, for a saint I am not. Not hard to choose between naughty or nice,for the bad ones always get laid twice. With both sexes I have been,and with no doubt would do again.For life is to short to let it passby,so there is nothing I won't try. Bite,spanked, or completly bound,for I seek pleasure all around. So before you start talking and call me Mother Hen,bend me over and stick it in.  
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New Name Suggestions.
Ok  so I am sitting here at work and I was just thinking it's time for a new name to be put on display but I am having trouble deciding what I should call my self from here on out. I was thiinking Lord Far Quaaad from shrek but only as a joke lol, because I'm not that tall lol. So I am asking my fellow fu friends to help me decide. Your Suggestions are needed so help out PLEASEEEEE!!!!!
Sup Ppl. Rate/fan/add And All That Stuff
waz up ppl. rate/fan/add and all that other stuff.
Wat Up
Ok, so yeah i just joined this thing,, pretty sweet... who wants to help me get drunk??
Lyrics I've Written
Whats Inside   So I walk this path alone, no one I can ever trust The pain of so may trials has drawn me to the darkness I claw at my skin…the cuts ease the pressure deep inside I feel the blood drip from me, each drop is another torment gone But for each torment gone another one arrives…deeper inside   So little rage for so much pain You keep it inside yourself Baptized by fire you will see it through Fix every ones pain…but not your own Kill the sickness…kill yourself   You see the ropes, the ledges all the pretty little pills You’ve thought about them all, how they would make you feel Every little pain adds more of a push, that seductive whisper You know it would help but you always resist…always break down What’s one little life in this world…no one even sees the pain deep inside   So little rage for so much pain You keep it inside yourself Baptized by fire you will see it through Fix every ones pain&helli
Written Works
Whos this monster i see before me... She stares blankly into my eyes from behind the mirror. Her face shredded with the beatings. She is younger than i a friend from my past. It is cruel she looks like i. Tears fall from her cheeks blood trickling from her finger tips. Her eye is almost shut with swelling. She smiles placing a hand into the glass and says "Im glad one day this will all be gone" Juneflower1986 I stare at long hair brown eyes.The reflection lying to me telling me tales of beautyI said to him “Cruelty tells me otherwise” The reflection only smiled her eyes glittering in the light“You lie to me.. Cruelty points out all the flaws why do you lie!!” I scream hitting her face but she only batted her eyes. “Fat and useless cruelty says he doesn’t lie!”“Invisible !!! He says”Then The reflection ridden with tears looking end endearing beneath the light her beauty never etching then again she lies. “Apparently I am!&r
ok, so i just got out of an all staff meeting at work and during the meeting my boss brought up that people could have jobs outside of working there as long as it doesnt interfere with their work and as long as its not at another pharmacy and if they did then theyd have to sign their resignation at one job or another..... didnt have a chance to talk to him before i took my lunch because he went straight into the managers meeting.... im nervous as fuck.... gonna try n talk to him after i get back from lunch and explain my situation financially..... i really need that second job and this ones already nailed pretty much.....
No More Very Important Person In 7 Days Pouts...=(
Well My VIP is gonna expire in 7 days and I need some help if anyone can please....I would so appreciate it hugz Cindy!!!!
LET IT REALLY SINK IN    John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!"                      He was a natural motivator.    If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling theemployee how to look on the positive side of the situation.    Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up andasked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"  He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have twochoices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood.  I choose to be in a good mood."    Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...Ican choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it.    Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their  complaining or... I ca
When Your First Sex??
I have finally reached my breaking point....I no longer have an escape...I have nobody to turn to. Death is much more clearer to me. My whole family has given up on me and has thrown me away and my own girlfriend has done the same thing to me as well. I feel I am better off dead than alive. I am lost in the dark fog that I can no longer see the light. I have given up the fight in me is no longer there, I have been fighting for thirty five years. I cannot fight anymore, I no longer have the strength You Can Only Type ONE Word.Not as easy as you might think.Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same.Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.It's really hard to only use one-word answers!1. Where is your cell phone? ----- desk2. Your significant other? ----- sick3. Your hair? ----- peppered4. Your mother?----- preachin5. Your father?----- sailing6. Your favorite thing?----- compy7. Your dream last ni
Cool Stuff
My name is Art. I am a recently graduated UCLA MBA student. In this economy, even graduating from UCLA Business School will not guarantee you a job. I have been trying all of my connections to find a great job but seem to have no luck. So I began searching for some great tools on the internet that I could use to either get a leg up on the job Job Interview Videos and Interviews on Video search and came up with some cool websites. A cool place I found was Video Job Interview and Video Resumes It’s a great tool to search for upper level management, or account executive jobs. Another great place to find tips, and ideas about how to write a resume, or how to give a great interview is Trust me, these websites are gold! Just thought I woul the knowledge. Good luck everyone! Candidate Screening
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A God Given Friend
What Is A Second In Time?
What is Time? Times ia a dillusion of importance. A second in time is an eternity depending on what that second in time effect's it can be wasted and regreted along with horrible images that fill your head that would cripple a person of normal understanding, but no you are not a normal person. You are a person who realizes that time is a dellusion and that it"s only existence is to warp and bend and puppetier our very existence as human beings. What is a secomd in time to the average understanding person caught in the games that society like to play go here, must go there , have an appiontment in 10 minutes. This type of thinking has lead people to become mindless drones and I choose to fight against such an attack by not conforming to this Greek Tragety. I will not say what a second in time represent's for me becuase it is different for each person who posses this very question to there  own selfs but I will say that I will choose very carefully how I spend a second becuase in the end
God Blessed Me With This Poem The Day Of Dustin's Funeral
Happy Mothers Day
Name And I
Im a bitch and Names a seagull, we decided were clearing out some riff raff on our friends list.... Just to let everyone know.. that is all!! oh and yes im home and I have lots of work so I figuired Id blog. Flaky and Name
Im Just A Geordie
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Leaving Fubar
It is time for me to leave fubar I have been on fubar for a really long time and I have seen alot of changes that I dont like so it is best for me to go and find somewhere else to hang out or find something else to do with my time. I have met alot of great people here and I will miss you all for those who wish to stay in contact with me here is my yahoo I donot cyber so dont add me if that is all you want!       Christina
Dustin's Birthday
Animals Need To Live On This Planet
My name is anne  and  i am  an animal lover and  i hate  seeing animals  suffer and  treated  like  an  experiment  i  think  it  is  about  high  time  that  this  animal  experiment  stops  it  is  not  right  using  an animal  for a  science  experiment  Just  because God  created  the animals they  also need to  hunt  for  their  prey  it  is  not  right  killing  them  and maing them  suffer i have  heard so many  horrible  stories  and  it  is not  right  treating  an animal like  death  and  then  dumping  them  in the  streets to  defend for  themselves  just  because  animals  cannot  talk  they  can  still  feel pain  in their  hearts  they  don't  ta about  how  they  fee  but  it  is  in  their  spirts  that knows  they are  feeling  hurt and  betrayed i think  we  all need  to stop killing  these animals  and  think about  how  God  created  the animals and  the planet we all need  to  learn  to Love God's animals  and  give the animals  freedom   Yours  sincerely Ever
I Am Here
Well I am new here any help that you all see fit to give would be very nice
The Pink Dress
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter How busy you may be!!! The Pink Dress There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see If the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was Yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place For young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no
Catching Up!
Ok so my last post was December of 2007.  WEll In Feb 2008 i had to have Hernia repair surgery thanks to my last surgery!  THat took forever to heal months!! Then May 8,2008 exactly 1 year to the date of the original dignosis I was in a pet scan machine to see the extent of the cancer that had returned in my liver!  That's came back!!  I had to have more than half of my liver resected...Well that surgery went well..;and I was out of the hospital after only a week! Of course a month later I was back int eh hospital because it seems that I had picked up MRSA STAPH fromt eh hospital..which was a different hospital then all my other surgeries.  So Of course I went back to Baptist my favorite hospital where I know most of the staph by name and they know me. I was there for 9 days and it really was horribly depressing knowing my kids were off to their first day of school and I was missing it, but the infection forced me into another surgery!  Nothing like h
Mistressj Rambles
Infatuation tears me apartRipping through my heartAs I seek the painThe hurtMakes me feel aliveAlmost as though I had cutStand and watch the blood flowMake me feel as no otherMy wounds open and rawExposed To the fury of my wrath As it pummels me with all its mightAnd I refuse to stop it ©xoxoJ Leave the emotionsCheck them at the doorWe both knowThey have no place here     Take me as I amLet's go real slowAs we open our mindsTo this darker side     Take me by the handLead me down this pathOnly you know so wellBecause my body yearns to go     Touch my bodySet it on fireOpen it upTo this burning new desire     Feel my touch on your skinPure need, unleashed from withinAllow me to bring it outWithout being afraid, allow me to show no fear     Leave the emotionsCheck them at the doorWe both knowThey have no place here ©xoxoJ I am an object of desire an illusion created by longing open to Suggestion submissive but in demand. You use me to fullfill fantasy filling a
Weeks Agenda #1
So this week so far just recovering from metal meyham and ya that was most definetly a great show. got class mon-tue-thur from 630-830ish, almost done with radio 2 and gonna start tv 2 in about 2 weeks, not really to excited about that but watever, more learnin under my belt. Have 2 birthday parties this weekend, one is a block party which should be a good time and another is a bar crawl in downtown palatine, probably will end up being the DD but its all good. It is nice enough out to do some frolfing, always a good time for sure. Thats really all i got for the week, debating as well getting my own radio show through my school, just gotta find the time. I may do this every week cause i never really blogged before but just givin my thoughts on w/e i guess haha
Briannas Blog vote for my mom
  I am so in love In love with Joy In love with happiness In love with anger In love with frustration In love with Tears In love with Me. I love love love is fruitful Love is Kind Love is Motivating Love is Comforting Love is love I hate Love Love is painful Love is heartbreaking Love is deadly Love is poisonous Love is Evil Hey stop it Love is like what I don't know All I know is Love is Love so say all you want But I know Love is and I love love I love me & you
Where I Can Rent A House In The U.s ?
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Club Paradise
come join us in club paradise never a dull moment now hiring. Always have a great time come visit please.
News Flash
michael vick has been reinstated in nfl  the dont think he shouldnt have but now it depends what  teams are going 2 want him but i heard seattle n raiders might get him but the raiders usually pick up felyons so plz leave ur thoughts on this blog
Baz;) Needs Help Please pass around to everyone you know.    
Daddy's Girls
If you would like to become a Daddy's Girl check out the folder and make a pick like the outher girls and get creative and then you will need to put Daddy's Girl behind your name(if you do a nsfw one ill need two salutes i want a sfw one so every body can see you)nsfw's welcome not a have to.
Please Downrate And Mark Nsfw
This blog was posted by me on my main account: PLEASE READ AND DO WHAT IS ASKED THIS MAN WITH THESE PICTURES THINKS STUFF LIKE THIS IS A GAME AND IS FUNNY WHEN IT CLEARLY IS NOT! Please Downrate And Mark NSFW created @ 2009-07-28 03:08:30   Merry Meet Y'all. I was rating pictures and I came across 4 that someone thought was obviously funny but as a parent of a little girl myself, I didn't find them the least bit funny. I originally rated them 10's but then went back and rated these pictures as 1's. I ask all my friends and especially parents of children or even teenagers to go and report these images as NSFW and hopefully send this dumbass a message for posting such stupid pictures. When you see them you will understand instantly what I am talking about. Read the captions to understand where my anger is coming from.
My heart is breaking and all I can do is sit and watch my heart break. I know that I love him more than life itself and that I would give my own if it meant it would save his life. I know that he is the only one for me. I know that I would never leave again and yet I can't seem to show him that. I love him so much that it literately burns down to my soul. Every waking thought is of him, every dream the same. I call out to him in my sleep I have been told every night. He is literately my life and there is no other. Now my problem is that he is confused, not in his heart and soul, but in his mind. He fears that I will run again and leave him as broken as I have feared so long that he would leave me.  I have hurt him so many times and I can't change that, but I want so badly to prove that I would never do it again. My problem now is that I think he is so afraid that I that I would run again that I may not get a chance to prove to him that I won't run, I can't run again. Baby, I know tha

You have always had my heart, even when we hurt each other. I have loved no other like you, nor has anyone loved me as you do. I know I will never have what I lost, but.... I still love you.
Serious Stuff..
Normally I am used to acknowledging the pain and loses that come with life.. never before have I noticed that something special inside myself had died with it. Usually it is the pain and the loss of the person is the love and good times you had together and knowing you will never have more then what you already enjoyed with them. I went to see Tool for the first time on July 21st 2009. This is a band I have tried to see every chance they were on tour for the past ten years. I have failed for 10 years straight for various reasons. Never the less I had finally done it I accomplished something I thought I would never have. I had a great time and was joined by friends and my wonderful girl friend however as much of a good time as I had.. something was missing.. and I really had to search my soul to figure it out.. I usually have a blast at concerts.. Love it and go crazy for them. So I started thinking perhaps I am just getting older.. perhaps I am just worn out. Why don't I feel the way I
In Purity
A Long Lost Talewritten by Phil HernandezIt has been several thousand years now since I last laid eyes upon my true soul mate Keira and our dearest daughter Aurora. Both meant more to me than anything in this world or any other. I myself was brought into this world by the great Babylonian dragon Tiamat. My mother has taught me everything I know about the old ways. The true meanings of respect, trust and love. Three of the most important things within any relationship that seem to no longer exist. After several years of wandering alone in this world, I had finally found a place to call home. A cave deep in the mountains of what is now Scotland.  I had spent years in solitude before I heard the cries of a fallen creature. I creature unlike any I had ever seen before. A beautiful blue green dragon with brilliant iridescent shades of purple that can only be seen under the bright sun. a beautiful little female dragon who was lost and tired of running from those who were hunting down our kin
In Loving Memory
JT passed away on june 22 2009 at 12 20 am from a jerk who beat him. JT you will always be in my heart my prayers.  this little boy id DJ DRAGON'S son.... he will be missed terrably but never forgotten, JT you will be in all of our hearts and in are prayers.. see you up there little buddy... keep looking over all of us.... love you like my own....       to everyone who reads this... if you know someone who is abusing a child please find the stregnth to stand up and fight for that child. children do not deserve what happend to this lil boy its a tragity please dont let this happen to a child you know
Korea And Me....
Hey Fub's, In case the reason why I'm writing this blog--I'm writing this because I'm in the processing of getting out of this place I would like to call Korea...but before I do, I would like to tell you all my unique experience I've endured this whole year--and HERE...WE...GO!!! ****When I first decided to have orders for Korea, my immediate thought was " Oh damn, I'm going to a new place--a new country, new culture, new base...this is going to be great"  As soon as I've arrived last August, everything was so different--the food was different, the drinks were different, the people were different. I knew right then and there this was going to be one of those experiences I'm going to tell my kids for years to come. So I got aquainted to the lab I was working and the people there were cool and friendly and was willing to show me around and I thought, " Finally, some cool people I can actually get along with", lest I forgot, when one good cycle ends, a bad rotation begins...and that's
~rip John Boy~
Lunapic Photo Editing Monday, June 22, 2009  ~RIP John Boy~ Current mood:  sad Johnny Richard Carroll, Jr. Johnny Richard Carroll, Jr., age 30, of Maryville, passed away Friday, June 5, 2009, at UT Medical Center. He raced at Smoky Mountain Raceway, driving the 01 car. He was preceded in death by his grandparents, Robert and Colleen Thompson. Survivors include his wife, Amy Allen Carroll; children, Tre' Carroll and Shelby Carroll; parents, Johnny and Patricia Carroll; father-in-law and mother-in-law, Jim and Connie Allen; grandparents, Betty Roberts and Glenn Carroll; sisters and brothers, Angel Leeson, Justin Carroll, Star Carroll, Jason Carroll; nieces and nephews, Collin Leeson, Bodhi Leeson, Drake Hill, Ava Carroll, Antwaun Couche; many special aunts and uncles. Funeral services will be at 8 p.m. Saturday in McCammon-Ammons-Click Funeral Home Chapel with Rev. Kenneth Carpenter officiating. The interment will be at 1 p.m. Sunday at Sherwood Memorial Gardens with Re
You And I
Sunday, November 30, 2008  you and I... Category: Writing and Poetry You And IYou and I are connectedin a way that goes beyond romance,beyond friendship,beyond what we've ever had before.It has defied time, distance,and changes in ourselvesand in our lives.It has defied every explanation.Except one:Pure and simply, we're soul mates.I can't explain, I just feel it.It's there in the way my spirits liftwhenever we talk.The sound of your voice brings me home,in a way I can't explain.It's in the delight I feel, when we laughat exactly the same things.When I'm with you,it's like a tiny piece of the universeshifts into place.A place it's supposed to be,and all is right with the world.These things and so many more,have made me understandthat this is a once in a lifetime,forever connection.A connection that could only existbetween you and me.And deep in my soul,I know that our relationshipis a rare gift.One that brings usextraordinary happinessall through our lives.
Key To My Heart
Sunday, November 30, 2008  Key to my heart..... Category: Writing and Poetry Key To My HeartI had closed the door upon my heartAnd wouldn't let anyone in,I had trusted and loved only to be hurtBut, that would never happen again.I had locked the door and tossed the keyAs hard, and as far as I could,Love would never enter there again,My heart was closed for good.Then you came into my lifeAnd made me change my mind,Just when I thought that tiny keywas impossible to find.That's when you held out your handAnd proved to me I was wrong,Inside your palm was the key to my heart...You had it all along.
Pain Of The Night
Thursday, November 06, 2008  Pain of the night Category: Writing and Poetry Pain of the night     Watch as this tear falls into empty spaceSee it fall into life's nameless placeCan you see the sparkle as it catches the lightThat sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sightAs it falls watch it, its color has changedFrom blue to bright red, it has a wide rangeThere it goes all alone, it continues to fallWith it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of allWait, can you hear it? A sob has broke freeHas shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to beHere it comes, a force has been built between the eyeA wall of shear water, it's now time to cryA shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soulThe darkness of the night has taken its toll
Dying Light
Wednesday, October 08, 2008  dying light Current mood:  aggravated Category: Writing and Poetry You scream and you yellShe just looks at you through tearsShe stares blankly and boldly So you scream and you yellTrying to break herNever seeing the dying light in her eyes
In Loving Memory Of: Aaron Collins
ok so here is the deal i am running a custom made picture contest for 7/28/09 it will end at 8 pm EST... here are the PRIZES!!!! 1st place gets CB,AUTO and 1,000,000 FuBusks....2nd place gets choice of CB or AUTO and 100,000 FuBucks...3rd place gets BLING and 10,000 FuBUcks. Make sure you send me the link to your pics to be added into the contest GOOD LUCK to all who enter :)
Get To Know Me
Please allow me to introduce myself. I am you, I am everything you want to be, and everything you don't. I do everything you wish you could and everything you wish you had not. I am your dreams, and yes, your DARKEST damn fears. I am the friend next door, and the guy you walk across the street so as not to have to pass. I am that rowdy S.O.B in the bar, and Yet, I am NORM, cause everyone knows my name, and the conversation just starts when I get there. I am the Leader, but yet, I too follow (just so I know where exactly to shove that damn blade). I am the desire of all that know me, and I am hated by all that love me. I am the Eternal cunundrum, the rubix cube of life. Alas, you can not cheat and change my stickers, although I do change my colors. Oh yes dear one's I am a chamelion in this life as I was in all past lives. I will entice you, I will desire you but always in the end I will make you hate me with a bitter vile tortured lust. Oh indeed I said Lust. For when love has ended, g
~in Loving Memory Of Sasha And Her Unborn Child~
Wednesday, September 24, 2008  IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY SISTER: Sasha Bentley & her unborn child Current mood:  crushed Category: Religion and Philosophy Lunapic Photo Editing Sasha Gabrielle Bentley, Born Sasha Gabrielle McCroskey on June 6th, 1987, in Launstul, Germany. She was 4 months premature and her lungs were not fully developed. The first 3 months of her life, she spend in the hospital and we were praying she would live. At 18 months of age she developed Bacterial Spinal Meningitus and spent another 1 month in the hospital fighting to survive. Sasha grew up the first 4 years of her life in Germany and had Double citizenship as American and German because of her birth in a German Hospital. She was the type of person, who did not know a stranger even when she was little. She would go up to anyone and start talking to them like she had known them her entire life. I always worried about her for this reason and kept a close eye on her. I did not discourage this though
Thursday, April 10, 2008  UNSURE unsure   I am unsure of who I am anymore.  I feel lost and confussed.  I am not sure if I am even capable of being loved anymore. I've been hurt and my heart destroyed so many times, i dont know if the man I decide to love can ever pice it back together, into its beutiful shape so that it can truley be loved or maybe I am afraid that he will be able to pice it back together and then stomp on it and shatter it again.  But what is worse,  To love again and have the possibility of betrail or to never be loved again by someone at all?   To have still blood and a cold heart or to take a risk?  I am so lost and confussed... unsure of who is real and who is fake.  Scared of the pain, how do you know who to trust your most valued possesion with?  Who will treasure it and who will break it into?  I've trusted, I've listened to my heart... and had it ripped out. Now, my mind, Ive tryed to use instead and it hurts even more. I dont want to lose
Angel On My Screen
Thursday, April 10, 2008  ANGEL ON MY SCREEN ANGEL ON MY SCREEN Current mood: happy Category: Writing and Poetry   I met an angel on my screen So friendly, kind and sweet... he makes me feel so special I long for when we’ll meet... We’ve talked for hours here online And many on the phone... he’s brought such joy into my life When once I was alone. The love I feel within my heart Was but a dream to me... A dream that once was out of reach Has become reality... Ever present in my thoughts Always in my heart... Forever shall I love him And never shall we part. I met an angel on my screen So full of life and love... An angel that was sent to me From Heaven up above... Always with a kind word His laughter fills the air... His love is neverending A love that’s always there. So if you ever meet someone My wish for you is this... I wish you all the love I’ve found For it’s the sweetest gift... The feeling that you are so loved No
A Chance Of Meeting
Thursday, April 10, 2008  ~A CHANCE OF MEETING~ A CHANCE OF MEETING Current mood: creative A Chance Of Meeting...On my screen you cameout of the blue,Awakening my heart from painto feelings before I never knewWe are both scaredof the road fate has shownTwo souls pairedto a destiny still unknownShould we choose to meetand tempt these hands of fateIt would take two, for the odds to be beatTo lead us to eternity and heavens gateShould we choose to notwould our minds constantly wonder,Was that the one I always soughtOn that do we dare to ponder?For you have touched me deepI long to hold you for all timeTo be mine, forever to keepFor us to share a lifetimeI want your passionate kissto take my breath awayNever want to miss your touchwhile in each others arms we laySo now the decision is ours to makeI’ll treasure you whatever may beMy heart is here for you to takeLoyalty I’ll vow should you give yours to me
I Cant Be With You Today
Thursday, April 10, 2008  I CANT BE WITH YOU TODAY... I CANT BE WITH YOU TODAY   I can't be with you today but if you close your eyes and think; I'll be beside you in the kitchen wearing your shirt - standing by the sink. I'll be with you in the bedroom waiting quietly on your bed; Just close your eyes and think of me, relive those memories in your head. I'll stand by you in the bathroom, an unlikely place to meet; I'll smile at you so playfully as I let you brush my teeth. I'll be your light in the darkness, shining steady through and through; You only have to watch it glow to know I think of you. I'll be the music that you listen to, I'll be there in every song: I'll laugh with you and sing with you, and comfort you when your day's gone wrong. I'll be the wind that ruffles your hair, I'll be that warm embrace; I'll be the hand on your shoulder, I'll be the tender touch on your face. I'll be the clock gently ticking, reminding you of the tim
I Will Always.....
  Thursday, April 10, 2008  I WILL ALWAYS........ I WILL ALWAYS.... Category: Writing and Poetry    I will always be hereI could NEVER turn awayI know you’d do the same for meFor us, it’s just that way.Between us is a bondLike no other I have knownThe moral ethics that we shareMentally, are written in stone.This is starting to sound sappyAnd that’s just something we don’t doSo just remember this my friend...As it always has been, and still is now...I will always be here for youNo matter whatNo matter when No matter how.
Wishing Stars
Thursday, April 10, 2008  WISHING STARS WISHING STARS Category: Writing and Poetry          I’m looking at this star tonight, Wishing wishes would come true. I wonder while I stand and look, If you see the same star, too. Tonight although there’s miles between us, Perhaps our souls can meet. At the point this star begins, Our two hearts can find their beat. Do you feel the need for someone, To fulfill your empty life. I’m wishing for the same thing, As I watch this star tonight. This gentle breeze I’m feeling, That soothes my heart of sorrow. I’m wondering will it find you, And soothe your heart tomorrow. A hopeless born romantic, Ever searching for true love. Wishing wishes in the darkness, To this star that hangs above.
One Tear Drop
ONE TEAR DROP     Category: Writing and Poetry         It follows in her shadow, won’t ever let her be... stares into her soul until she can hardly breathe.. It’s a never ending race inside, with nothing there to win... can’t run, her will grows tired all because of him. As the days drag on by, she commits an inner suicide... smiles on the outside but what’s inside, she cannot hide.. One tiny teardrop, (but there is so much more in pain)... because of him she will never be the same.
Reality Check
Thursday, April 10, 2008  REALITY CHECK REALITY CHECK Current mood: annoyed Category: Writing and Poetry   Thrusting in and out of conciseness, Lost in a daze. My memories blurry..... My life a haze. Living in the past, thinking about the old days.   Wishing and wanting, my past is with me like a ghost forever haunting. Stripped of reality and losing my own mortality.... I struggle.   My heart is broken, yet I smile, laugh, and keep on joken. An act..... so I’ll be, what others expect of me....  my pain I will not let them see.   I feel hurt and betrayed, what happened to the life that I once made?   I feel incomplete, not good enough........... I yearn so badly for true love.
Thursday, April 10, 2008  ANGEL ANGEL Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peaceMuscles tensing, heart’s wrenching, longing for releaseWalled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of blissFrantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyssAll color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeateBroken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagatesA former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fearsResolve dissolves, nervousness abounds as my refuge disappearsAs autumn’s cycle nears an end, the ice begins to advanceStealthily attacking, patiently awaiting for a perfect chanceA frozen heart, desolate and bare, obscures all that would try to seeThe warmth reflected, gives off no heat, illusions mask realityOn hands and knees, mumbling pleas, I search for sanctuaryTo glimpse beyond this desolation, to a world of possibilityEyes closed, perceptions peeked
Could I Be Your Angel?
Thursday, April 10, 2008  COULD I BE YOUR ANGEL? COULD I BE YOUR ANGEL? Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry The lover sleeps and amid his dreams His angel comes on sunlit beams. To waken him with kisses sweet, For her love for him is oh so deep. She wakes him with her caresses light Upon his skin and smiles so bright. And in her eyes, he sees the love She feels for him neath stars above. He comes to her to gently place, Kisses upon her neck and face. To caress her body and touch her soul. For together two become a whole. The love they make is deep and true And in this embrace their love renew. When all is done and all’s been said, Upon her breasts he rests his head. And hears her heart beat for him alone. A greater love, he’s never known
Can I?
    Thursday, April 10, 2008  CAN I? Current mood: content Category: Romance and Relationships   Lives are for living I live for youDreams are for dreaming I dream for youHearts are for beating mine beats for youAngels are for keeping. Can I keep you?
Solitary Confinement
Thursday, April 10, 2008  SOLITARY CONFINEMENT SOLITARY CONFINEMENT   Solitary Confinement Category: Writing and Poetry   Solitary Confinement You laughed at my weaknesses- so I feared to show them.You trampled on my dreams- so I dreamed alone.You were too busy to listen- so I never spoke.You handled my secrets indiscreetly- so I ceased to share them.You were insensitive to my needs- so I hid them from you.You never seemed to understand- so I stopped trying to communicate.You hurt me by your indifference- so I bled inwardly.You wouldn’t let me near you- so I kept my distance.You cared for my physical needs - so my soul became impoverished.You drove me into myself- so now I am imprisoned.
Everything Goes On Without You
Thursday, April 10, 2008  EVERYTHING GOES ON WITHOUT YOU EVERYTHING GOES ON WITHOUT YOU everything goes on without you   Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass growsWithout you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children playThe stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without youThe earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without youWithout you, the stars roar, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud movesWithout you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crashThe crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without youThe moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without youThe world revives, colors renew, but I know blueOnly blue, lonely blue, within me blue, without youWithout you the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beatsWithout you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breatheThe mind churns, the heart yearns, the tears dry, without youLife goes on, but I’m goneCause I die, without you
Angel Tear Drops
Thursday, April 10, 2008  ANGEL TEAR DROPS ANGEL TEAR DROPS Angel Tear Drops Category: Writing and Poetry   Love this poem~~ My guardian angel, once careless and free,flew into the clouds and lost touch with me.Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face.Her smile had left us without a trace.Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared,I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare.I knew that angels, often content,were very special presents that God had sent.To see one so sad,so afraid,so alone,had made me weep while the cold winds had blown.Her wings lost feathers,comforting and soft,falling from the stars,floating aloft.Her pain was felt throughout the land,to feel true misery is impossible to stand.I prayed so that when her hurting stops,I’ll be able to taste the angel’s teardrops.
My Dear Friend
Thursday, April 10, 2008  A POEM FOR MY DEAR FRIEND A POEM FOR MY DEAR FRIEND A poem for my dear friend Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry The day I met you I found a friend - And a friendship that I pray will never end. Your smile - so sweet And so bright - Kept me going When day was as dark as night. You never ever judged me, You understood my sorrow. Then you told me it needn’t be that way And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow. You were always there for me, I knew I could count on you. You gave me advice and encouragement Whenever I didn’t know what to do. You helped me learn to love myself You made life seem so good. You said I can do anything I put my mind to And suddenly I knew I could. There were times when we didn’t see eye to eye And there were days when both of us cried. But even so we made it through: Our friendship hasn’t yet died. Circumstances have pulled us apart, We are separated by many miles. Truly
Thursday, April 10, 2008  DREAMS DREAMS Category: Writing and Poetry   awake in bed, i remembera dream i had, clearlya moment i’d cherish foreverin my heart i’d like to keep dearly and as seconds pass, i can feelthat dreams, fleeting away they goand my heart turns into a barren fieldagain with frozen snow awake in bed, i liefeeling like a bird with broken wingswishing it’d rather die’cause every move it makes, it stings then i remember anothera dream, with me that always stayeda present from my heavenly fathera new set of wings for me he had made
Never Have I Fallen
Thursday, April 10, 2008  NEVER HAVE I FALLEN NEVER HAVE I FALLEN Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry   Never Have I FallenYour lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of your arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before this easily been given away
Cherry's And Banana's
First Thing
FIRST THING Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry You’re the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You’re the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You’re in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that’s the hardest part. So, I’m giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart
Angel Who Walks
Thursday, April 10, 2008  ANGEL WHO WALKS UPON THE GROUND... ANGEL WHO WALKS UPON THE GROUND Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry   The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another ’you’. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so.
Alyssa & Katelyn
Thursday, April 10, 2008  ALYSSA AND KATELYN ALYSSA AND KATELYN Current mood: cheerful When I imaginethe life you will live,I think of the pleasureyour presence will give.I see the joy your smile will lightand the wonders you’ll weavewhen your dreams take flight.I feel the hopethat will grow with your graceand the difference you’ll maketo each heart you embrace.I imagine your lifeas I know it will be;for, my daughters, you’ve givenall this to me.
Growing Up
Thursday, April 10, 2008  GROWING UP GROWING UP Current mood: cheerful   Life is fleeting, years rush past.... and little girls grow up so fast! Let me take time out to be glad that mine’s still here with me. And though I’m busy through the day, let me take time out to play... Let me take time out to smile, to linger with her for a while... To invite her under the table for tea and dress up silly as can be. Let me take time out to sing and dance and skip and twirl and swing... To splash in puddles when it rains and make her fancy daisy chains. Let me take time out to hear about the things that she holds dear. Let me tuck her in at night, hear her prayers, turn off the light. And for one more moment let me pray and thank God that we shared this day!
Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry   All alone, I wait by the phone. Hopeing you’ll call, why do I have the feeling I am about to fall? Wondering where your at... Wondering who your with... I am beging to wonder if true love is just a myth. I thought I had found  Mr. Right, but I am sitting here alone again tonight. I don’t want to yell, I don’t want to fight... I just want you to wake up and see the light. I really do love you and my love is unconditional and true. I don’t want no one else, my heart is only with you. Please, don’t hurt me... Please, don’t ever leave... My heart can’t take being decieved.                                       1999’
Thursday, April 10, 2008  WARNING WARNING Current mood: crushed Category: Writing and Poetry      True love does not exist.   It is a fantasy that lives in the heart’s of people who hope and belive. ( I know- I was one of those people.)  They are disillusioned by the thought of such happiness, that their heart is overwhelmed, causeing them to be blind to the truth.  Love is not real,  it is fake.  Fake words, fake emotions, in order to get what one wants... then they are through with you.  The pain is enough to distroy one’s soul and send them into such a life of pain and misery, it would be worse than what hell would be like.  A eternity of tourment.  There is no truth only a world of lies.  There is no true love, only diseption in order to get into one’s mind and soul, so they can control you and your emotions.  Then once they have played with your heart, they steal it and then there gone. You are left with a broken heart and they simpley
I dred this so much, I already long for your touch.  The warmth of your skin melts my heart and your presence makes me feel alive.  Without you I do not feel whole, you are apart of my soul.  Where did we go wrong?  I have wanted someone like you for so long.  I feel like I cant breath, I do not want you to leave.  I dont know how to make things right, all we do is fight.   I thought it was love at first sight... now I am not sure how  you feel, all I know is the love I have for you is real.  Please, dont let our love end, I need you.  You are not only my love, but you are also my friend.  Sense I have been with you, I’ve felt my heart start to mend. I’ll ask you once more, please dont let our love end. 6/26/2002
Dream 2000
Current mood: content Category: Dreams and the Supernatural   I’m running down an endless Road. I can never get to the end. Shh.... Somethings following me. Running faster, I feel my heart beat throbbing in  my chest. I look back and.... My face hits the hard concreat. I feel it’s breath lingering over me. I look around for somewhere to run, somewhere to turn.  I see an old church... I run inside, it’s dark. _No one in sight._ I hear it behind me again... I fall to my knees with eyes shut and scream, for only God can help me! I open my eyes... It’s gone. I lay on the floor and weap, till I fall asleep. Then I awoke in the morning light, with God now by my side. (Nothing to fear.)
Good And Evil
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural   I sit on this huge carnival ride as wind wisp’s around me, some gentle, some harsh... like diffrent voices speaking to me.  I can hear thier whispers as the wind swirls around my body.  The sky turns to darkness around me as I’m lifted into the air, I can no longer see the Earth.  I look around and see Im not alone... my mom, family, friends and people of all nations are on this ride with me.  Then the winds start to blow again as the ride starts to turn. Turning faster and faster as the wind starts to make a low rumbling sound.  The harsh wind was smacking us in the face, taking our breath away.  The wind made a sound as if it were a voice speaking to us in an unfamilar language.... Yet we understood every word. It wanted us, It wanted our soul, it wanted us to give in.  It was like demons trying to climb up to me and my family... screaming our names. People were falling off the ride left and right, down into the black bottomless p
I Still Remember
I still remember the worldFrom the eyes of a childSlowly those feelingsWere clouded by what I know nowWhere has my heart goneAn uneven trade for the real worldOh I... I want to go back toBelieving in everything Yet knowing nothing at allI still remember the sunAlways warm on my backSomehow it seems colder now
Current mood: anxious   Waiting     Wanting,lusting,to be held,to be loved,to feel warmth,to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds.Falling into invisible arms;into an abyss of love. Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled;my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held,comforted,loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.
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What Could Have Been
What could have been Current mood: contemplative Category: Writing and Poetry   When I lay myself down to sleep, I pray to the Lord my soul he’ll keep and when I am done praying for you.... I can’t shut my eyes, I just lay and weep.   I can’t shut my eyes because when I do, all I can see is an image of you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~   My heart aches for something true.  The only question I have is why couldn’t it have been you? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~   Life hurts and loves not fair, There could have been so much for us to share, but now you have gone to someone else and forgotten me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I guess it’s true that love is blind...  I loved and you are blind.  That’s why you have her and I was forgotten and left behind. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~   Love isn’t enough, when lust steps in, and that’s where all the pain begins. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I Am....
 - I am an ordinary girl who like to write poetry.- I wonder how the world will be when I have children. I hear gun’s and bomb’s exploding and people yelling at eachother.       I see the night sky light up with fire. I want so badly to stop the hate and anger in the world. - I am an ordinary girl who likes to write poetry.-   I pretend that the world is full of love for one another of every race.     I feel the harsh reality of life. I touch a crying child hurt by prejudice, promising him everything will be okay. I worry that I can’t keep my promise. I cry because I know he will continue to face anger toward him all his life and he is just an innocent child. -I am an ordinary girl who likes to write poetry.-   I understand that this world is never going to change, unless the people of this world are willing to change. I say we are all equal no matter what race or religion we are. I dream that one day the world will except one another for who they are
Whispers In The Wind
How can something that's not there hurt so bad? I need someone to be there for me, I need someone to talk to me, I need someone to spend time with me. Instead, I'm getting more depressed, I only really have myself. LOVE is a 4 letter word.... So is HURT.... So is HATE.... So does LOVE + HURT = HATE? Or HURT + HATE = LOVE?   Some food for thought...   G'Night
Thursday, April 10, 2008  REMEMBERANCE Category: Writing and Poetry Rememberance.......... She remembers it all,All the people who had saidThey cared, but did they really?She remembers it all,The sound of laughter andHow happy she’d been, but was she really?She remembers it all,His arms around her andHe said "I love you, but did he really?She remembers it all,The pain she’d felt when he left,How her heart ached, but was it really?She remembers it all,The feeling of being so alone,The feeling no one cared, but did they really?But now they’ll remember her,Staring at the knife in her handHow easy to slit her wrists, but will she really?
Just Because
give me a nickname nothing on my mind but sex lol
All I want is someone to love me and to love them back is that to much to ask for, but to find the right one it almost seems imposible try to give your heart to someone and it seems like you always get hurt or someone messes w/your emotions...I am about ready to give up!!!!  Hmmm what to say anymore I dont know I am tired of being confused all the time ugh what to do in my life and where it is going from here anyways I am venting again like usual!!! Gotta go love to all my friends just tired of it all!!!!!!!!!!!
Sad Poem I Wrote..
Confusion of where to stand After infidelity, I still held tightly to your hand. Forgave, tried to forget Involuntarily you eventually would admit Of all the manipulation and apparent lies spoken Already knew, hoped you would realize what you had broken Changed your dishonest lustful selfish way Still afraid, still broken to my dismay Rendered a fool To knowingly stay with someone so cruel My heart no matter reaches out for you Hoping your repentance was true After several months of lies and manipulation becomes hard for me to see If you strongly care for me Easily tempted, you say it's hard to do what is right Knowing now you're unsure makes it difficult for me to love without spite Afraid that you cant be strong Afraid that over time you will do me wrong I need you to show and let me know everyday That you care for me in the same unconditional way. Heartbreaker   What is this feeling? That&rs
Failure And Experience Is What Makes You A Better Person.
No Day is over if it leaves a memory! I'm the one you call Jigsaw yes i'm a puzzle can you figure me out? Failure and eperience is what makes you a better person
Following What I Feel
Changes are being made, I will follow what my heart directs me to do. the outcome has yet to be revealed. I can only be who i am at this time, change can and i hope will come when it is needed Please come check out BADASS REDNECK MUDDERS its a great place to hang out and have fun, good friends,great music, so stop on by and say Hi, and hit that join button. Become part of our family,
Well since I have had a terrible case of the Mondays today, it is great to see the Yankees still playing the best baseball they have played in about a decade!  11-3 in the top of the 9th...  10 out of 11 isn't too shabby...   let's keep this tear going!!   goodnight to all and always.... GO YANKS!!
My Hobbies
I Can't Call It...
          You know I've never really been considered a handsome man. Neither have I been considered 'built', nor do I have an overabundance of money. I guess, when it comes down to having all the things that women find 'desireable', I come up wanting. However, I do know how to love and I have been blessed to have loved some very Beautiful women. I'm saying that to say this... When someone Loves you, I mean truly Loves you, all that outward bullshit becomes irrelevant. The Beauty that's inside is all that matters. You don't have to show me your ass or tits on Fubar for me to love you. As a matter of fact, I prefer you didn't. The real Beauty of who you are will shine through. That glow that shines from behind your eyes, is far more enticing to me than any nsfw that you can post. I might not be the most handsome, the richest, or even the smartest, but I can tell all of you Beautiful, Beautiful, women, and one very, very, special young woman one thing, as enticing as though nsfw pics may
Tired Of Ppl Telling Me How To Drink And Were And When So Kiss My Ass If Your One Of These Ppl
Part 2 To First Story
10+ Years Of Irish Connections
Fuck This Shit... Again!
So here is yet another goddamn profile site I have to fucking keep track of just so I can see how much the internet loves me? FUCK! Shadow, why did you do this to me? I can't stand this shit, myspace is annoying enough as it is. Yet now everyone has a goddamn zwitter, or a zanga, or a geocities, or a myspace page..... And now here is fucking Fubar! Fucked Up Beyond Affordable Repair! I couldn't care less now, I hope they delete this shit because I'm not throwing forth the effort to do it myself. "But Craig, here you can give gifts and gain..." WHAT THE FUCK ABOUT I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCKING RAT SEMAN BASTARD CHILD FROM THE SHIT RIDDLED BOWELS OF SATAN HIMSELF DIDN'T YOU GET?! I'm out, anyone who really gives a fuck about finding me just skower MySpace for an asshole named Blind Kenshi. Now go ahead and make your 'Jesus must have skull raped you as a toddler, didn't he?' comments or forever hold your beer.
Cool Stuff
My name is Art. I am a recently graduated UCLA MBA student. In this economy, even graduating from UCLA Business School will not guarantee you a job. I have been trying all of my connections to find a great job but seem to have no luck. So I began searching for some great tools on the internet that I could use to either get a leg up on the job Job Interview Videos and Interviews on Video search and came up with some cool websites. A cool place I found was resume video and Video Interviews It’s a great tool to search for upper level management, or account executive jobs. Another great place to find tips, and ideas about how to write a resume, or how to give a great interview is Trust me, these websites are gold! Just thought I would share the knowledge. Good luck everyone!
Jduck1979's Fubar Blog
There's a campaign to try help save the historic piers in Whitby, North Yorkshire, England. There's a group on Facebook (2600 - 2700 members so far from the local area & around the world): Here's what is at stake: Just recently made this post over at me main blog on my own website, about some bother i've been getting @ Twitter & Wikipedia since early Sunday morning (and not having much luck getting the person responsible's butt kicked over it):
I Walk Alone
(I walk alone in life)  All that I see, I see alone.The love that once filled my heart and my sole.Forever will be lost and forever will be stole.My life is empty, my dreams are fading. Who I once was, is only a shadow.I lift my head, breath then swallow.My mind is empty and my heart is hollow.I Dreamed a Dream and it once come true. About a girl, her eyes were blue.She was an angel she was my star. I always loved her from afar.She said she'd love me till the end. My one and only lifetime friend.I felt so lucky, to live my dream.Then she left me, and I died inside...So I walk alone, all by myself.I dream alone, all by myself.I live alone, all by myself.  I am alone, ALL BY MYSELF...Scott P Tabor: 7/25/09
My Bar Tab Is $884.00
This is fun to do. The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $20Did acid -- $10Ever had sex at church -- $10Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $50Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $30Had sex for money -- $200Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $25Vandalized something -- $27Had sex on your parents' bed -- $40Beat up someone -- $100Been jumped -- $20Crossed dressed -- $11Given money to stripper -- $30Been in love with a stripper -- $25Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$16Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $22Ever drive drunk -- $21Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $59Used toys while having se
I sit alone in a state of mind that wishes to go back about a year...To go back and change so much...It is a thing that cant be ever truly undone...To avoid leaving a life that was so good to me...Throwing it all away like none of it really mattered...I miss being able to see my sister and talk to her...I regret the fighting we did between the two of us...I looked for a way to run and I found it...Packing my stuff, I ran to live in another world...Thinking it was for the best, I just took off not looking back...I ran into the arms of a girl that I thought was my happiness...Sitting within her grasp I blocked out all my troubles...About a month later, I returned back home...I had come to see my sister, and say Goodbye I Love You...The hardest part was walking in the shadows in the time of the passing...I helped lay her down for her final rest with tears falling down my face...Once returned home, I worried about losing the one person that made me happy...I had nightmares about us splitti
Life In General...
So this is the last week of summer courses for school, I am going for Office Technology Assistant, or an educated secretary. Eventually I am going to get my M.B.A. but that will take awhile. So I have never really done this blogging thing before but I thought maybe I would start. School is great I never used to like school but I think that now that I chose this path it is much more appealing to me. So anyways I just took my final exam for Analytical Writing I am hoping I do well I have a B in that class now so a perfect score on that will bump me to an "A" here is hoping wish me luck!
The Human Condition
why Plato rocks - Platonism ;-- "people live without the divine inspiration that gives him, and people like him, access to higher insights about reality" theyre many ways to view this, but to me is stating that inspiration can come from many different areas of life but a person can live individualistic if we accept alternatives as possibilities, it gives us a greater understanding of reality. Plato, many times, stated there is more than a single reality (look up his idea of forms for example). Were individual because we DONT think alike, we DONT believe alike.........but that shouldnt bee seen as long as its within the boundaries of the laws of a democratic society (in ou case at least) How is trust measured? do we simply use instinct, trust someone, them blame them if we get shit on? If thats the case then its really not THEIR fault........its as much ours for giving so much trust to them in the first place. By nature there are always going to be elements of selfishnes
I love the profiles that are viewable only by people who have salutes. This amazes me because 95% of you are only here to level and receive bling. So, I don't see why it matters who is fanning, rating, crushing or adding you. Also, this is the only site that even has this, for a so called adult site it sure seems pretty childish to me. I mean you don't have all your friends on facebook, hi5 or myspace send you a pic with a name or number to prove that they are who they say they are, do you? I'd hope not!!! People say they don't want to be friends with a fake person, well just because someone sends a pic with a name on it, doesn't mean they are being themselves on here. It is the internet people don't forget that. All kinds of things can be photoshoped in. I have a pic with Jerry Rice and I have never met him.. haha.  I just find it all a little silly. Of course this is only my opinion, to each his own though.
Dominate Radio
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Many of my fu-friends that know this crazy bitch, and have heard her deny that she stalks me but this dumb cunt found me on Facebook and asked to be added to my profile and was told to fuck off.  When I wouldnt let her get on as a friend on facebook she located my sister and my son and begun hassling both of them. At first I didnt know it but she had said that my son and sister were so much nicer than I was and that tipped me off immediately that she had already contacted them. As soon as she had said that I asked my son and daughter if she had and they had both said that she did. I told them about her and asked them both to remove the bitch, and my sister did but my son thought that it was funny being a wiseass like his father he laughed at me and said no. I said ok but I will laugh at  you when she starts harassing you and your friends like  she did me. My sister was telling me how the dumbass was "liking" every single comment that she made. She blocked her  soon after. The one thing
Good Times
James 5:9  Do not complain about each other, brothers, or you will be condemned. Look! The Judge is standing at the door! James 5:10  As an example of suffering and patience, brothers, take the prophets, who spoke in the name of the Lord. James 5:11  We consider those who endured to be blessed. You have heard about Job's endurance and have seen the purpose of the Lord-that the Lord is compassionate and merciful. James 5:12  Above all, brothers, do not swear oaths by heaven, by earth, or by any other object. Instead, let your "Yes" mean yes and your "No" mean no, lest you fall under condemnation. James 5:13  Is anyone of you suffering? He should keep on praying. Is anyone cheerful? He should keep reciting psalms. James 5:14  Is anyone of you sick? He should call for the elders of the church, and they should pray for him and anoint him with oil in the name of the Lord. James 5:15  And the prayer offered in faith will save the person who is sick. The Lord will raise him up, and if h
Any ladies here, from west virginia or pennslyvannia! Who would like to chat or get to know me better! Any BBW women out there from either houston or pearland, feel free to hit me up, lets get to chatting and become friends!
Saying Goodbye To Mother (not Sad At All)
SAYING GOODBYE TO MOTHERYou Don't Have To Own A Cat To Appreciate This One!  You don't even have to like 'em!We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party.  We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on,covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard.We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi.  The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house.The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house.  We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird.My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat.  The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night.  So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon,'He's just going upstairs to say goodbye to my mother.'A few minutes later, I get into the cab.  'Sorry I took so long,' I said, as we drove away.  'That stupid bitch
Today Is My Birthday
happy birthday to me
To David Martin
To: David Martin When you make a commitment to a relationship, you put your attention and energy in it more profoundly. You realize its not just you anymore, its two lives, two hearts joined together in friendship united forever. I know babe I have only known you a short amount of time. This is only the best way I can explain this to you. I love you and you have become the spirit in me. The fire in my heart is lit again because of you. Love is one thing in my life that has been a worry for me, a song to me, and a dream that I have dreamt. It has never been a reality. I know this isn’t going to be easy, I know its going to be hard. I have come to the realization that love doesn’t just cause pleasure, it causes pain. David with you though, I don’t worry anymore. I want this, and every girl has the chance to get something as good as us. I cant pass you up, nor would I ever think to. Even if I had the whole world to write on to express how much I love you, it wouldn't al
Fuck You
Why did you just drop your dumb ass link in my shout box?  Do I know you?  Did you even rate my page before asking for a favor from a complete stranger?  Didn't think so!   FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!
Dear Kotex
Dear Kotex... down2basics: Dear Kotex:I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantyliner had a bunch of Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as:    a.. Staying active during your period can relieve cramps.    b.. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches.    c.. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh.    d.. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products...Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh.Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead. See what happens and report back. I'll wait.While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I guaran-freakin-tee that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. This advice was some brain functionof a male.... right???Staying activ
Sectional Champs Auto!
As some of you already know, my son's team won the sectional baseball championship yesterday.  Since I help to coach the team, we leave for the state tournament on Wednesday and if we keep winning, we will be there until Monday night!!!!  Soooooooo, I am gonna celebrate today @1pm Futime by activating an auto 11 and then sometime along the way, blow up a bunch of "chit"!  Come by and help celebrate with and maybe even level yourself on me!!!!
Guess What?
I am a fucking liar and a slut. you guys should love me for that though right. see you all soon just tell me when and where. im more than willing.
My Pics With My Daughters
Pit Means Bull= Pitbull
if a dude want to fight of do something to hert a girl if they need help  they call me because kno women should go thow evil by a dum azz man but if one come to me they better come right because i don't fuckin play kno games men should treat women just like them  most men better kno that if they want to fight they better fight me insted of a girl or women because i am a 100% pro fighter in boxing
My Health
Dear my little baby, Hi hunny. This is your mommy. I know you don't understand why you can't see me or feel me holding you in my arms. I don't understand either. You were only about 8 weeks old when I lost you. I am so sad and angry. I wish I could still be carrying you. I am so angry, cause I know it is my fault you left this world so early and before your time. I just don't understand why you left me so early. Everyone is saying that it was meant to be. I just don't believe that. What I believe is that it is my fault that you died, and that it is my fault that I lost you. I just don't understand at all. If you were still with us, you would have a great family to greet you when you would of came into ther world. You would of had 2 older brothers to play with. You would've got to see me and your daddy's face. I wish I could see your precious little face. To have your precious little hand to grab ahold of my finger. I wish I could see you smile at me for the first time. I wish I could s
Four Rules To Understand What Makes People Tick
Breaking down human behavior into rules might seem like a gross simplification. But even with the complexities, it is easy to fall into the same mistakes. I’d argue that many heated fights, lost sales and broken hearts are caused by a few critical errors. If you make the wrong assumptions, you’ve lost before you begin. By keeping in mind these rules, you can avoid repeating the same mistakes. Rule One: People Mostly Care About Themselves People aren’t thinking about you. A damaging myth to buy into is believing the amount of time you think of yourself compares to the amount of time others think of you. In reality they are nowhere close. I’ve used this example before but I believe it deserves repeating. Take a look at the different slices of this chart. The biggest is the time you spend thinking about yourself. The second is the time spent thinking about relationships, but how they affect you. What does Julie think of me? Will my boss give me a raise or fire
"our Best Narrative"
From above or below. Its only later that we know. Someone said "He who takes no chance has no chance" Come stroll awhile through the labyrinth. Promising never to imagine we cant. Joined at last, the crazy search winding down. Your eyes say me, while selecting the perfect gown. Since this is this and that is that. We say "Lets place the broom and leap fast" For inside we realize, its our God given right. Just as darkness must accept impending light. Ther are moments we should offer no resistance. Surrendering so sweetly, to heavenly happenstance. You give, I give, really means we give. As we truly meld, penning our best narrative. warmerthan (c) 1997
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To The Us Surgeon General
I am sending this evening because I found Dr Benjamin's email address earlier today. I verbally confirmed with the clinic Dr Benjamin will receive emails through the below address. Make this letter as public as you feel comfortable. Please ask everyone to keep in mind they are emailing a non profit clinic since Dr. Benjamin runs it, it also happens to also be the only way I have been able to confirmed we can contact the Doctor. Thank you for your hard work, your diligence and your heart for the patients that need you.Within the announcement I read of your being named US Surgeon General, you have been called a "superb communicator" as well as "The Future Voice of Health" Dr. Benjamin, please embrace Hepatitis C as a focus during the daylight of your public service.With your experience I am trusting that I do not have to repeat information and statistics about both HCV and Hepatitis C that you surely know as fact. Actionable focus is in dire need of your attention Doctor. Doctor you k
My name is d'Lynn. I'm a disabled Vietnam vet. I don't look too bad for a beat-up old fart, do I? And that's my ride. She's looking pretty good looking also, especially when you consider that she'll turn twenty this summer. That's right, it's a 1990 with a 1990 sidecar. I can't ride a solo bike, ergo the sidecar rig. It's my sole means of transportation - rain or shine, snow or wind, and this summer also marks a milestone in both of our lives, as I will finally be able to pay her off. Twenty years old? What? Why did it take so long? You weren't paying attention, were you? It's right at the beginning of this paragraph. I am a disabled vet, which means I receive a veterans administration disability pension, which also means "I'm broke!" Just one step ahead of being homeless every month, and that's not an idle statement or an"Oh, whoa is me" dire complaint. There s a point to this, so hang in there a minute or two and read on. There's a 25-year-old illegal immigrant woma
You Gotta Laugh At This
> Two gay men decide to have a baby. They mix their sperm together and> have a> surrogate mother artificially inseminated with it. When the baby is> born,> they rush to the hospital. A dozen babies are in the nursery ward,> eleven> are crying and screaming. Over in the corner, one baby is smiling> serenely.> > > A nurse comes by and to the delight of the gay fathers, she points out> the> happy child as theirs.> > "Isn't it wonderful?" one gay says to the other. "All these unhappy> babies> and yet our baby is so happy. This just> Proves the superiority of gay love!"> > The nurse says, "Oh sure, he's happy now, but just watch what happens> when> I pull the pacifier out of his ass.">
Firari Saatler
FIRARI GONULLERIZ Sevgi seliyiz gece karanliginda Bedenlerimiz uzaklarda olsada Yüreklerimiz hep ayni noktada Bizler firari gönülleriz   Büyük bir aileyiz sevgi dolu Korksun bizden sevgiden yoksunlar Saygidir silahimiz sevgidir kursunumuz Bizler firari gönülleriz   Ozani,Emrahi,Yuleti,Direni
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Keeping My Patience
                K.eeping M.y P.atience   I sat back for far too long filled with hesistancy and trepidation, a spectator on a battlefield in a world gone wrong whom held caring and consideration. silent and patiently I viewed those around me fall and still I remained focused, not getting caught up,sucked up in it all The need to intercede felt hopeless.  It could've been simple to continue to watch the fall of the unprotected, but my patience and non judgementalism, that once directed and controlled my anger and had, allowed analysim, had now become affected So now I'm fighting not only on the
Gettin Naughty.... Old World Style
Her light brown hair shone in the moonlight. It seemed darker, more mysterious even, by the glint of the firelight. He could barely make out the creaminess of her skin in the dark, but her eyes were pools of blackness and he regretted that he couldn't tell if they were dark brown or lighter in color. It was summer. They were camping in an effort to escape the technological age. No televisions, no cable, no computers, no telephones, not even a newspaper. True refuge from the pressures of the mundane world. They were with a group that specialized in re-creating the middle ages. The age of honor and chivalry. Of troubadours and traveling minstrels. The white pavilions gleamed in the moonlight, not with the shine of the modern nylon tent, but with an opalescence that was unique to true canvas. The fire was dwindling, but the haze lingered, not just from their fire, but from the hundreds of campsites surrounding them. Crickets chirped merrily in the night air, and the sound of drums beating
Whats This
This Love
This love is empty, this life I live a lie. I am no longer my own, sadly just a part of everyone's daily life, a routine. I awaken each day to the sunlit loneliness, yearning to live again.    Moments of happiness run through  my mind, only to trip over reality and fall so painfully into the place that has been made for me.    My soul hangs on to the last flicker of hope for passion unleashed! My heart slowly bleeds out from the wounds so unsparingly opened, ripped wide from selfish thoughts, self crippling by an upbringing that willingly kills another's exploration of pleasure and life. Dooming them to a worthless, self indulging life and power trips of control that is offered as a filler to their own emptiness and non existing ego, that has been inflated by a misconception of their own reality.
The Bar...i Think I Am Leaving
Peeling Back The Layers
Peeling back the layers with all faults exposed. Memories of past regret lay raped from constant thought, scars are the souls decor lining the walls so sweetly with bitterness of before, some ripped open, others slowly healing....the deeper ones lay quite, not speaking the warnings of what is to come.  A vision dies by the hands of fate.... Tears of anger stream down the face of the lover, burning the soft flesh. Silent sorrow poured into the pillows at night while the other slumbers so deeply beside, never knowing the pain that is released from his own oblivion. Teasing with the softest of touches he brings the pleasure to surface, a touch of heaven too soon torn away only to leave the lover alone once again.  Careless words are spoken that shred the spirit and deadens the heart, the mind poisoned with hurt and anger slowly builds the scar covered walls, mind racing trying to catch the heart before it falls so deeply into the abyss of lies and false hopes.  Begging for it to stop,
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Quote Of The Day!
truth that hurts is better than web of lies
Spoiled Under 30
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!!When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tearsWith their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. Whenthey were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to schoolevery morning... Uphill... barefoot.BOTH waysYadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myself that when I grew up,There was no way in hell I was going to layA bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had itAnd how easy they've got it!But now that... I'm over the ripe old age ofThirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth oftoday.You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to myChildhood, you live in a damn Utopia!And I hate to say it but you kids today youDon't know how good you've got it!I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If wewanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library andLook it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!!There was no email!! We had to actually writeSomebody
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A Loss Of My Kid
As all of you know, My pets, my “kids” mean the world to me and this evening I had to bury one of them. It's funny how this little shit who would chew my shit up and make me so mad brought so much joy into my life. My kids are my world and a part of me was put in a hole tonight. I will miss you Desi, my little man.      
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The Poem
Ok, Iknow I screwed this up the first blog go figure. But anyhow. This is a short poem I found in my wallet today. I isn't long but I remember my grandma gave it to me when I deployed to Iraq, I kept it for the whole deployment and then some. God and the Soldier All men adore In the time of trouble And no more: For when war is over And all things righted God is neglected The old soldiers sighted. I have no clue what this entails but I have had it in my wallet for almost 6 years now.
My Pops
...Some time ago, when I first joined the fu, I had stuff boiling in my head, words that cried for release. I remained aloof to almost all I met, to even those closest to me and this in itself had begun to bother me, to make me feel inhuman in a way. Over this last weekend, an experience changed me down deep in my soul, and my eyepoint view has changed dramatically. What follows here are words I put down after burying my FATHER, but what comes afterward is different, and you will know it when you read here we go......Real men are conditioned from an early point in life to contain the things that put them in small, sealed boxes and bury them in the far, nether regions of our mind where only we can get to them. C, it's done for a reason. We have to be tough, immune, bulletproof. We have to be rock steady "WHEN THE ELEPHANT WALKS" the military puts it. Therefore, my dear readers, there are dark, emotional things that come to the surface at indeterminate points, and
Vanessa My Godmother
Vanessa Out of all my regrets u r 1.  The last time i heard your voice was Sept. 17th 2001, on my B-Day.  Worst of all it was on my voice mail, the same day i was to leave for Ft. Leonard Wood, the day id leave everyone behind for the ARMY.  I miss you more than anything in this world, i cry everytime i think of how selfish i was and how i wish i just could see u one last time, to tell u good-bye and ask u y u didn't tell me how sick you were, y did u hide it from me, we were so close u were more than my God-Mother, u were my best-friend the only person i could turn to for anything.  ive since learned that u passed away in november of 2001 and thats all i know, i need u right now, so bad.  my life is such a mess, id give anything to turn back time, i would have went with u instead of staying here, i wouldn't have joined the ARMY and i would have the closer i need.  i will never give up finding u, i love you with all my heart, my Vanessa.........
Eagles Nest
Down The Rabbit Hole
Hey guys. It's me again. I am in dire need of a VIP. I have tons of photos to upload and no space on my profile for them. I have been uploading them to my stash. If any of you buy me a VIP, I am offering my 11s for 1 week, shitfaced when needed, & 2-3 SFW salutes. Please help? PM or Chat box me if interested. Hey guys. It's me. I am in dire need of a 1 month vip. Can someone please get me one? I'll give: 2 million fubucks [minus the fee to send them] all 11s until all photos are rated shitfaced as needed add you to my family 2 sfw salutes PLEASE?? I am 7 mil away from leveling and I have tons of photos to upload and can not until I get a VIP. I just need a 1 month vip. It's only 14 dollars. I can not afford one at the moment. Won't be able to til next month.  So pleaseeeee... please.... be AWESOME and help me out.
From A Real Man
I'm sitting here waitin to talk  to you..........and it's raining here. Listening to it hit the sliding glass door and balcony.......what would this be like in your arms.......with you in mine. I'm thinking of things I've not allowed into my mind for sooooo long now.....and I DON'T KNOW HOW to conquer the touch your slide my fingers down your feel your breath against me......and I am nervous, so try again.
Lyrics That Suit Me
Poetry From My Books
I want the vibration that overtakes my bodyLike what I feel any time you touch or even just look at meThat is what I want.I want to feel this all day of every day.I want to help you to explore this overpowering sensationWith every stoke and every motion.I want to give you a feeling so undeniableA feeling almost indescribableI want to give you a feeling that moves from the soles of your feetThen gradually ascends to the top of your head…This, a feeling that just can’t be beat.This intense journey begins with the slightest touch to the small of your backGliding along the curves of your bodyStroking every muscle with every part of meI will kiss you in the crook of your neckThen give your ear a little peckIn turning you over, I will shower your body with a mountain of kissesI will work my way down the center of your chestAll the while, you’ll be pondering the restI’ll unbutton your pants with only my teethThen tease and caress you with all that is beneathWith the c
Not Quite Sure
ever get the feeling ur mind/brain is taking a holiday? well i do, and mine is.........i feel like my mind is floating just in front of me, functioning fine but not totally in control, kinda like a dream, i was fine earlier, i aint been out today so theres no way i been spiked, not that a blog will shed any light but you never know...might hav happened to someone else. seem to be missing a few hours too, i dont think i fell asleep as i dont remember waking which makes it all the more surreal feeling. maybe im just tired, i dunno.
Adventures And Events
  Dakota Rock Fest was the 24th and 25th this month.  I wanted to go so bad, but me nor any of my friends that also wanted to go could afford it.  One drunk night last week, my buddy threw out the idea that we could sneak it.  I was game.  I like adventures.  Friday I went and met up with my buddies at their house for our excellent journey.   It started off by not being in the turning lane at a red light on Cliff Ave. when we needed to turn left.  Fuck it, nobody was coming, so he gunned it.  Parked the truck at D's and walked the backway to the bike trail.  Sweet.  It was a lovely day, warm with a nice breeze.  I had my hair in low pig tail braids.  Perfect.  We are marching along the trail, listening to the music and cheering like we are right up there with the rest of the crowd.  The passerby's were giving us interesting looks, but it was fabulous.  We were living in the moment, not having a care in the world.  The three of us.  Great friends.  Already had made a few phone calls to
Just Silly Shit
HOLY HELLThis one is fucking spot ON wow LMFAO Abnormally Sarcastic. People can't tell if you're angry, happy, or constipated. You probably make jokes that no one understands and you think it's because they're stupid and not because sarcasm isn't always funny. You might be joking all the time but since it's in your nature to test different levels of sarcasm in people you probably don't laugh much. Everyone thinks you're smart but also kind of an ass too.   Me and that guy were talkin about types of Kissers last night..and I gave him "the List" It is something I have been saying for years. SOOOO outta sheer boredom I wwanna share it with you and see if you guys have anything to add. (BAD kissers) 1-Basset hound=where the entire bottom of your face is dripping afterthey kiss you 2- the snake= where they try to swallow you whole 3-The lizard= where the tonue juts in and out of mouth quickly 4- the gnasher= where they grind against your teeth 5- the dentist= whre they try
To Men with big dicks and long licks...........................   and for you fella's....................   To Women with big tits and tight slits...............
Wow So So Nice! Ty
My wife and I were over to our friend’s house for New Years. It had become a bit of a tradition for us since we got married. The wife was pregnant with twins and almost due, so it had been months for me without sex, unless you call jerking off sex.Well, as the night wore on I got chatting with a friend (Jane) of my mate’s wife (Michelle). At about 10 pm my wife turns to me and says she is tired and is heading to bed, so I kissed on the cheek and said goodnight. I went back to chatting with Jane and as the New Year came we kissed each other on the cheek and said happy New Year.At about 2 am there was just me Jane and Michelle awake. The other guys had passed out or gone to bed. Jane suggested a game of pool so we started playing, when Michelle said, “Let’s make it fun and play strip pool. For every ball you don’t sink you have to loose some clothing. I was a bit taken aback at first with the alcohol and the idea of seeing both them naked or at least partly
Song Lyrics
What Part of Europe are you from: The part whose ass we saved or the part whose ass we kicked? "Fairness" isn't giving my money to lazy people. Silly liberals paychecks are for workers. I'm Republican because we all can't be on Welfare. White straight republican male (How else can I piss you off today?) Don't spread my wealth around, spread my work ethic. If it sounds like Marx and acts like Stalin, it's probably Obama. You think healthcare is expensive now? Wait till it's free! Why in the hell should I have to press "1" for English? Try being informed instead of opinionated. Republicans: We work hard so you don't have to. Actually no one owes you crap. How long before you admit that Obama was a mistake?'s that whole "hopey-changey" thing working out for ya? Government doesn't work: Please return my taxes "I believe the best Social program is a job."-Ronald Reagan Confuse a liberal: Use logic and facts How will Democrats stand up to terrorists when they can't
h heaven had a phone so that I could hear your voice again...I thought of you today,but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, & days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.All I have are memories & a picture in a frame...... Post this if you have someone in heaven that you miss...... Life Lessons You may have thought I didn't see,Or that I hadn't heard,Life lessons that you taught to me,But I got every word. Perhaps you thought I missed it all,And that we'd grow apart,But Dad, I picked up everything,It's written on my heart. Without you, Dad, I wouldn't beThe (woman)(man) I am today;You built a strong foundationNo one can take away. I've grown up with your values,And I'm very glad I did;So here's to you, dear father,From your forever grateful kid   Hero Dad You are my hero, DadYou're my secure foundation.When I think of you, I'm filled with loveAnd fond appreciation. You make me feel protected;I'm sheltered by your care.You're always m
Travels In Life
I am done. I am sitting in the shade of that perverbial tree and giving up. Love is just a smokey dream created by mankind to have something to hope for and keep them blind to the real world. Love is an illusion of the mind created to keep us always striving for soemthign we can never reach. I have lost all hope and therefore an empty... My heart cannot take being shattered again as I know it will kill me... I used to sit and listen to the sounds of the ocean. Listening to the waves as they brushed the sandy skin of the earth. The gentle rasping sending soothing vibrations to the soul. The feel of the water brushing my legs feels like the carress of a lover. I lay back and close my eyes and dream as the water slowly washes away the stress and worries of the hectic life around me. The cycle of the ocean's gentle carress lulls me to a timeless sleep where my soul floats in an endless sea of emptiness. Opening my eyes I see the world with a new sight. The darkness is washed away as the
For the first a very very...VERY long time...I have something to look forward too... and it is probably one of the best things...I will ever have, as far as I'm concerned...;)... going to see Otep...on 8/19/09...might not mean anything to anyone else...and forgive me if I don't give a shit bout that...;)...But... It means more to me...than anyone will ever know...and I just felt the need to say that dammit!!!...;) And...after that show...if I should die... I...will have then...died complete...yeah...I will...;)...
Thanx Obama
Taken From The World Health Org.
Avian influenza (“bird flu”) is an infectious disease of birds caused by type A strains of the influenza virus. The infection can cause a wide spectrum of symptoms in birds, ranging from mild illness, which may pass unnoticed, to a rapidly fatal disease that can cause severe epidemics. Avian influenza viruses do not normally infect humans. However, there have been instances of certain highly pathogenic strains causing severe respiratory disease in humans. In most cases, the people infected had been in close contact with infected poultry or with objects contaminated by their faeces. Nevertheless, there is concern that the virus could mutate to become more easily transmissible between humans, raising the possibility of an influenza pandemic. look sweetie not a threat to most people! last time i checked i wasnt in a 3rd world country handling diseased chickens! you goof!
                       Hello All,Today a friend did invited me to Fubar, and i thought well take a look and see what it is ..never did hear from Fubar before.Well and see here I am ..Think fubar is a nice place to meet new friends and spent some time at.Thanks all for the nice welcome!!!!     ps: will ad soon more to this blog
Do You Want A Bomb Or An Auto 11 Bling?
ITS A RAFFLE...TICKETS SALES STOP TONIGHT AT 6PM chances to win......HIT THE LINK IN MY BLOG LIST TO THE LEFT for the info....sorry this is kind of a pain.....BUT!!!!       ..IT SAYS...       "DO YOU WANT A BOMB OR AN AUTO 11 BLING?"  
Attention All 2nd Alarm Hotties!!
As many of you know, some time a go, one of our founders, Firechief, left the group.  He left the other founder, Blue Demon, and Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess in charge. However, we find it hard to continue this group, cause of all that has happened. So, we want to rebuild the group, starting from scratch.. We want the group to becomme a 2-part group, one for males and one for females. Blue Demon and Annipoo will be the founders of this new/old group. All of the current hotties are more than welcome to stay with us. We need your help to help us choose a name for this group, something new yet bold. Please help us out, and if you have any questions, just ask. Xoxo - Upper management Top suggestion at the moment is to make it hotties and hunks. Girls remain 2nd alarm hotties, and guys will becomme 2nd alarm hunks!
Collective Thoughts
If my soul were made of glass I'm sure that you would see It's cracked in many places And it's hard to tell it's me The cracks started long ago I can't remember how Perhaps it was my childhood I really don't know now I can't remember younger years No matter how I try But it must have started there When I began to live a lie Drinking parents do confuse Mixed messages all around What's a child suppose to do When hatred does abound They love us when we all behave That's all fine and good But when you start to be yourself They make their rules understood Do as I say; not what I do It's a crazy mixed up place Especially when you're growing up And it's always in your face Do I try to please Or should I run and hide? It really doesn't matter When no one's on your side Too busy parents never listen What's a child to do? They don't know who they really are Am I me.....or Am I you? Yes, I'm sure that's where it started So very long ago It only goes to show you A child reaps; what his par
A Liar
Vids   anyone know how to may the embed code to work, i tried but just stays as a code
J Escobar
I love your face and your warm embraceWhen you hold me, its like youve always known meKiss on the forhead the meaning of admirationIts like a love creationWhen you kiss me I can feel how much youve missed meHow you look in my eyes its like you can see my soulI cant express my feelings for you bc there is no words to describe my complete blissI feine for your kiss and would die for your smileIm addicted to you
How Can They All Take Her Side!
Hellfire Radio
Diary Of A Bunburyist
A Slight Detour Thru Pakistan Or Whoever Thought Pooping Could be SO Funny   "Well, lets see.  Fire Fighters fight fires, and Crime Fighters fight crime, so what do freedom fighters fight?" -George Carlin DWB, Doctors Without Borders, is a truly great organization.  Doctors, from around the world, who donate a year or two of their lives to help combatants, regardless of politics, or on which side of the battlefield they fell.  They make a difference and actually do good, in parts of the world were "good" is a rare commodity.  I worked for them for two years. They promised me travel, and oh yeah, I traveled.  I went from one horrid shit hole, to another.  From Pakistan, to Bangladesh, and from East Africa to Zaire (yes I know, but that what it was called back then), I truly "saw the world".  Yup, I got to travel to all of these bucolic splendors/ shit holes.  But today, I'm gonna tell you about one night in Pakistan. I was there, in 1994, back when Bin Laden was stil
Aha @ 10:35pm I Was Lookin Around For Herb, Got A Phone Call And Recieved A "G" Was All Good, Finished Rollin A Joint Lil Cuz Came Down "Asked If Her B/F Derek Wanted 2 Smoke A Joint She Said "Yeah, He Wanted To" So They Both Came Down And We Puffed It Was Great, So Were All Chillin, Life Is Good
Mean People
Hello my fubar friends, ok, I don't know how to invert it so start reading this conversation from the bottom. Donedeal lives near me and has asked me out before but I said no. The main reason has nothing to do with his age but his immaturity. So he comes back after a few months and wants me to go out with him. I didn't catch the beginning of the conversation online but that is the gist.  When I say "prove me wrong" i'm asking him to prove me to be wrong in deleting him as a friend originally.  all you women, take up for our "older men" (if you're over 30 i'm talking about you,lol.) And all you "older men" take up for yourselves. Here's the conversation, it starts at the point I begin to remember who he is...remember to start at the bottom. The wishy washy stick he's referring to is men over 30's cocks, lol. $safe_uid_dname@ fubar Donedeal: block->Donedeal: look, I didn't ask you to come here and hit on me, be nice, or get lost, and if you don't do one or the other I'll bl
Random Thoughts And Other Shit
when I speak sometimes the words just won't come out right thoughts and ideas take a tangled flight, leaving my tongue in a knot, and me lost in thought. when I write though, not always but sometimes, some magical times, it's like the words are transmitted to me from some cosmic thought center where right and wrong are neatly organized,all black or all white, no grey in sight, then they filter up through my soul and flow onto the page,, I'm hoping this is one of those times,,, lately my mind takes me on a trip, a journey with every thought, even the simple ones somehow manage to wrap themselves up, twist around with others and form a labyrinth,  in which I find myself lost. Many times when I'm lost I turn to my compass, my anchor, my guide, that either keeps me in the "here" or helps me find my way home if I must leave. Never do I need step by step turn by turn directions to find my way home, just a your doing ok, your making your way, it'll all be fine No cosmic
Disillusioned Junkie
"Disillusioned Junkie" You told me loved me but that was just a lie statements of a false chemical high Musta been high to fall for your bullshit Like a disillusioned junkie Addicted 2 being Loved Longing to be held & caressed wrapped in warm & tender moments  Like a Hallmark card consumer -I was a gulliable sap a fool refusing to see beyond the fascade of a magical moment Mislead by the hope of a fantasy  come true heh...and my favorite part is that you aint even realized what you lost cuz truth of the matter is once you let a butterfly go
Friend In Need!!
Life Changing Experience
Tonight my husband, kids and I had plans to go to the fair and watch the demolition derby. We got there to find out it was way more expensive than we had thought but had already promised the kids so we paid the $48 and went in. It was supposed to start at 7 so when we got there at 6:57 the seats were pretty full. We went down almost as far as we could and found some ok seats. We watched the first heat, nothing special about that. The second heat a girl got flipped and they turned back over and she went on. Now the 3rd is where something happened that I will never ever forget. It was a heat with minivans and they were just going crazy. All of a sudden I see this guy back up as fast as he could attempting to hit another and the other guy moved. But instead of not hitting anything this guy hit a flag man. The flag man flew up in the air and landed like a rag doll. I'm so thankful that my kids didn't actually see it, they just saw the comotion afterwards. I saw the fireman run to his aide
High Cost Of Smoking
  What is the difference between Bird Flu and Swine Flu?For bird flu, you need tweetment and for swine flu, you need oinkment.
9 Months Later!!!
>     9 months later!!!> >   >     > >   >     Jack decided to go skiing with> his buddy, Bob. So >       they loaded up Jack's> >   minivan and headed north.> >   >     > >   >     > >   >     > >   >     After driving for a few hours,> they got caught in >       a terrible blizzard. So> >   they pulled into a nearby farm> and >   asked> >   >     the attractive lady who> answered the door if they >       could spend the night.> >   >     > >   >     'I realize it's> terrible weather out there and I >       have this huge house all> >   to myself, but I'm recently> widowed,' >   she> >   >     explained. 'I'm afraid> the neighbours will talk if >       I let you stay in my> >   house.'> >   >     > >   >     'Don't worry,' Jack> said. 'We'll be happy to sleep >       in the barn and if the> >   weather breaks, we'll be gone> at > first> >   >     light.' The lady agreed,> and the two men found >       their way to the barn and> >   settled in for the night.> >   >     > >   >     >
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Wats Wrong With Me?
theres obviously something wrong with the way i look,my old fashoned, do things at the house,type of lifestyle, or maybe my bedroom things that women just dont divorced twice raisin my 4 yr, old little boy on my own.his mom is with a guy she met on the damn internet, she lives 8 blocks from us and will not even make an attempt to come see my 4 yr old aint that sad?ive had hi since a 1 yr and 1/2 old and she may have had contact with him 6 months im single again from datin another chic and my kid got attacted to her well i gotta go for now....rocky
Forging Dating and Marriage Issues OnlineBy Francis K Githinji The online dating phenomenon today has brought many issues in terms of love and dating. It is what has occasioned matchmaking websites to come into place as they prepare themselves towards changing people's lives. You need to know that these websites are hundreds in number and are always busy serving their clients. You should not think because they are there, many people are not using them. Make no mistake of forgetting that the case of matchmaking and other online dating issues are new phenomena in the virtual platform but not in the real world. It is just that they have used the reality on the ground and perfected it online from where people are able to make use of the best services that affect their lives. You need to realize that matchmaking websites are not only dealing with matchmaking issues alone, but you can have other needs and services in online dating for the sake of friendship and mere dating. The most dyna
Just A Reminder
Pentagon identifies captured soldier in Afghanistan By Reid Wilson Posted: 07/19/09 10:04 AM [ET] The Pentagon on Sunday identified the American soldier taken hostage by the Taliban on June 30, the same day his captors released a video purporting to show him alive.The Defense Department identified the soldier as Private First Class Bowe Bergdahl, a 23 year old from Ketchum, Idaho. Bergdahl is a member of the 501st Parachute Infantry Regiment, based at Fort Richardson, Alaska. On Sunday, a video posted on a Taliban-run website showed Bergdahl for 28 minutes. Bergdahl said he was captured after falling behind on a patrol. He said the date was July 14, last Tuesday."I’m scared, scared I won’t be able to go home. It is very unnerving to be a prisoner," Bergdahl says on the video, according to The Associated Press.American officials have said they are doing everything they can to find and free Bergdahl. Taliban commanders in Southeastern Afghanistan, where
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Here's the main problem with a public option plan: there are no immediately discernible benefits, and if there's something we Americans require, it's immediacy. We're the country that was too lazy to get up off of our asses to change the channel, so we invented the remote control... too lazy to wait for the stove to properly heat up our food, so we invented the microwave... too impatient to know where our loved ones might be, so we invented cellular phones... to ignorant to properly read maps, so we invented GPS... too busy to wait for email, so we invented instant messaging... too aloof to have to wait to know whether or not someone enjoyed the their McCrap with extra cheese, so we invented Twitter. We've so bogged ourselves with the desire for immediate satisfaction that we think quarter to quarter and not long term. See, spending trillions in borrowed money on pointless wars is acceptable, because we can see things getting blown up and assume that there are actual results for money
This Is So Fucking Cute!!
      fuckn love this!! Current mood:  amused . Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios.  
Stepping Stones Of Life
      steping stones of life. Current mood:  awake life is full of steping stones, i think heart break is one! we break hearts and fix them, for others. its kinda weird how we can be the stone for another when we have a hard time building our own! i think god for my friends! they are my concrete for my steping stones! we meet people that touch our hearts and fill the emptyness in us! my stones are starting to get stronger. the changes that iv mad have ben really hard and has took aolt of time! finaly my foundation of my life is geting stronger and biger! im 36 years old and single, but iv learned so much from the ones that hurt my heart to know now what i really want! i look like a bad boy out side but inside im a big teady bear! some day i hope to meet that part of me thats missing and fill the lonelyness left inside! everything i got now is enoph for me! to the ones that have broke my heart, thank you! to the ones i broke theres im sorry! it lifes way of making us who we are
Love And Friendship
      love and friendship sometimes letting go of the past is so hard some use it as there great wall, the protecter of there heart! you past is just an outline of mistakes, failers, broken hearts, and wishfull thinking. everyday we meet people that reminde us of  it, and we tend to turn away from them not to even give a chance to see if there diffrent! u can take the things youv learned from it and make better choices, or you can hide from it and no one will ever know the real you! basicly what it boils down to is when you meet some one and there interesting, stop looking at at your past and comparing the new!!! give people a chance, step out side the box that traps us all!!! trust me the comfert zone of knowing i wont be hurt was my security!!!! now iv eccepted my flaws some i cant change and some im working on! my addvice to u is dont let the love of your life or a new bestfriend pass by you cuz your past has tought u not to trust or love or u cant be open with people! maybe
My Fave Quote
"There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, and who always will. So don't worry about people in your past, theres a reason they didn't make it into your future"
Message In A Bottle
      message in a bottle... Current mood:  imaginative love is like a message in a bottle, we flowt in the mass ocean, (ocean) meening life! never knowing where we will end up or where we are going. the beach is our destination. the love in the bottle is what we hold so dear to us all! never knowing whos going to pic it up and open the lid. we dont choose who we love it chooses us! the ones who want love will never finde it, the ones who have found it take addvantige of it and the ones that need it never know its there! people take the bottle and through it away never knowing that it was the one thing that brought the love to you! the message of love ges over looked and sometimes forgoten! my question is why dont people keep the bottle and the message inside together and taking the love they found and keeping it for all time! love is the one thing that gets over looked, thought about to hard,  discarded and misstaken for lust! it doesnt seem so hard to remember where it came f
Shatterd Faith!!
      shatterd faith Current mood:  disappointed to the ones who walk among the  truely loved, the ones who love and the ones that are passionate. who know who you are and y you even do this to ppl is beond me! you finde someone and you fall for them not knowing what you really feel till you loose it or you wreck it with disregard, selfishness and take it for granted. so y even try to think you can make it better finding someone eles to take there place? im here to tell ya you cant take another heart and feed it lies, half truths, and say you love this person when in fact the one you truely love is the one you left behinde! if you havent fixed what you broke or shatterd in your past and you are still drawn to that person, you have no bisness hurting another with what and how you feel about a husbend, ex or even a separtaion! i know this will never stop but i wish ppl would take the time to heal or maybe think about what they really want befor they break or shatter another heart
Country Music 24/7
We would like to have every one come by and check out the SXR LOUNGE. We play country music 24/7 with live dj's. You can join the fun and make requests. Most of all we know how to play the new stuff no one has.    THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME.   DJ RENAGADE  FOR SOUTHERNXTREMERADIO  
About Me..
To know me..These movies are powerful in music and story.  I beleive in them..
New Divide
I remembered black skies, the lightning all around meI remembered each flash as time began to blurLike a startling sign that fate had finally found meAnd your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserveSo give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory cleanLet the floods cross the distance in your eyesGive me reason to fill this hole, connect the space betweenLet it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divideThere was nothing in sight but memories left abandonedThere was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snowAnd the ground caved in between where we were standingAnd your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserveSo give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory cleanLet the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divideIn every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd denyAnd each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hideAnd your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserveSo give me reason to prove me wron
Rants, Whines, Complaints, And More
Sinner 817
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Roll Of Honour
Read the roll of honour for Ireland's bravest men We must be united in memory of the ten England you're a monster, don't think that you have won We will never be defeated while Ireland has such sons In those dreary H-Block cages ten brave young Irishmen lay Hungering for justice while their young lives ebbed away For their rights as Irish soldiers and to free their native land They stood beside their leader the gallant Bobby Sands Now they mourn Hughes in Bellaghy, Ray McCreish in Armagh's hill In those narrow streets of Derry they miss O'Hara still, They so proudly gave their young lives to break Britannia's hold Their names shall be remembered as history unfolds Chorus Through the war torn streets of Ulster the black flags did sadly wave To salute ten Irish martyrs, the bravest of the brave Joe McDonnell, Martin Hurson, Kevin Lynch, Kieran Doherty They gave their lives for freedom with Thomas McElwee Michael Devine from Derry you were the last to die With your nine brave companions,
The Moments In Life Where You Know Everything Is Ok
Funny how my son Rebel Presley's father expresses himself...Luckily this times not about me!! LoL But regardless it hit me and cant wait to hear the instrumental parts when he gets home from Michigan. Hes my Monster and Ill always love him even though Id prolly kill him if we were together still. LoL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've got my hands gripped tightly around your neck as you come to find what you thought you'd never see the look in my eyes I'm sure you'll not soon forget as you realize all the hate that you've unleashed in me (CHORUS) Well, I've sat down and talked to all the angels Heaven's got a secret they're too scared to tell cuz I've finally struck a deal and sold my soul now I'm not even welcome at the gates of  Hell cuz the demons don't think they'd fair too well and the Devil's just afraid that i''ll take control Finally it seems the predator has now become the preyI'm seeking revenge for the knife you left in my backyou'll find out soon enough that you wrote
have you ever seen a speculum and thought well jeez what if you took it and used it on the ass instead? well of course not.... but there are those who have... and this is a story about one of them... so... a guy takes one and shoves it in a girls ass... parts her silky cheeks and spreads that shit wide open... and takes a nice long piss inside... and well if you do a golden shower inside a brown starfish well dammit that deserves a gold star doesn't it? cause they are trying so fucking hard this message brought to you by leticia wolf i asked about his online girl and how he is nursing his broken heart... and he wants to hook me up with his only daughter... he has a heart of gold doesn't he? from the bottom up as usual :D ->Bludgeon: you want me to meet her when she is grieving at your funeral? god that is perfect!!!! Bludgeon: *flips out again, breaks through the sliding glass door again, falls into the koi pond again and gets devoured by hungry fishes again ->B
Just Wanted To Flow...
you bitch niggas aint got the heart to come get me/ how dare you fuck with me/ abandon all hope quickly/ I bust until the clip empty/ y'all aint even summer thugs/ i know u thought u was/ whoever set u up aint got love/ you'll understand when the hollows buzz/ and bang thru your afro/ im a asshole/ and natural/ for me to come get at you/ and leave you stiff as a staute/u feminine like estrogen/ let me show and begin/ when my violent moods move in/ like the wind we dont pretend/ empty a mack in ur back and that of your next of kin/ .45 cal will make u spin...u cant die with that stupid grin...but then again...all u gotta do is walk away maybe it was me/who foolishly/ followed the pipers melody/ more than i could withstand/running with sharp set of scissors in my hand/(your bound to get hurt)/ how in the hell did i not see it/ or maybe i did/ and refused to give a shyt/trying to box a god with arms/ intent to lose and do my self harm/ im my own bad luck charm/ why dont i listen? becau
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Salutes From Meeeee
Random Old Stuff From Livejournal!
MY JOB MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A ROBOT....beep beep beep   Hydroxycut may cause liver damage...sorry for this inconvenience...
From My Thoughts To Your Imagination
My Curse Love's bitch I'll always be A glutton for punishment I am Because I love unwisely Love smacks me down again      The first time Love called me      I ran blindly towards the light      And smashed into a solid wall      The first of many plights Unafraid of the pain Or addicted to misery I fell into love many times Loving Love to love me      When I found a real love      The one I felt inside       I felt too abused by Love       So, away from him I shied This lover stayed right with me
Horney 4 Only 1 Man
Im horney 4 only 1 man. He got me off 15 times last night and never even touched me. LOL. Damn he is good.I had the best time ever last night. WE talked all night and it was amasing. I have never gotten off that many times in a row with out being touched. A year is jus to damn long to go without. Guess who it is  
Pooh Bear
Never dwell on one obstacle too long, for tomorrow is another day!
Do You Mind Getting Fanned!
Hey everyone, I just ran into a peculiar situation, rare in fact, looking back at my weeks on Fubar.  I rated and fanned someone, who got all upset about being fanned without having been asked 'permission'  So, I'm checking to see how rare this is.... anyone out there want to be asked before they get fanned? if so how come? There may be a good reason, I don't realize yet, and I may not be the only one. I'm just asking, don't feel like you have to defend it. Anyone just happy to get fanned period! lol  
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Going Back To Roberta
Auntie Berta, Im writting this to let you know that i am thinking about you. Lately you have been on my mind. I just miss you so much. And i wish so badly that things were diffrent. I wish that you didnt leave us. I love you so much. You were the only person that was ever there for me. You helped me through so much. I could talk to you about anything and you never juged me. i feel lost with out you and gramms here with us. Our family is falling apart. Im just waiting for GOD to give me a sign that you are watching down on me. And that you are still there for me. You may not be here phsically, but i know that you are here in spirit.
Where To Find Wolf, That's Me
Feel free to add me to any IM, my name on any IM is which is also my email- I am on YAHOO AIM and MSN- so feel free to add me, my home page where I usually hang out is on playlist my sketches are there too, all the ones in pencil are mine, the others are from the internet.
My Reasoning
Bad Habits
I have a HORRIBLE habit of biting my nails... I do it when Im nervous, when Im stressed, hell I do it without even realizing Im doing it... and I really dont know how to stop... it kinda sucks reallyI've tried putting stuff on my nails that tastes bad but I still bite them... I've tried fake nails but they do no good... I dont bite those but they ruin the real nails underneathany suggestionsfor something that might help me not do this anymore... I would REALLY like to have some nice pretty nails lol
Can't Wait Til September
So I'm just so excited today because the best show on TV is back with a new season in a few months. I have 4 shows that I bother to tivo, and this is one of them. If you've never caught it, you should!
Just Because I Have The 'right' To Remain Silent Doesn't Mean I Have To.
For the past few years, my status has been what I like to call "Single by choice." It's not because I don't get lonely or I don't miss female companionship. It's because relationships turn me into an insecure, controlling wreck. It's a hard thing to come to grips with, but it's true. The other side of this is that since I am a musician by profession, there is ALWAYS a one night stand or two available if I want. That's really not my style, though, so I tend to spend a lot of nights at home talking to strangers on the internet. When I get really lonely, there are also a handful of friends with benefits that I can call upon. Now the dilemma. A few weeks ago I met someone after a show I had played. We hung out on a very platonic level for a few days, during which time I became more and more enamored with her. All the while, I know that pursuing a relationship with her is wrong on a multitude of levels (besides my own issues), so we hung out.. watched TV, played around on the
Safe City Street Tour
SAFE CITY STREET TOUR 2010 The Safe City Street Tour is an "absolutely no questions asked" guns for concert tickets event. The tour will host 35 States and 50 cities in 12 months and will feature the biggest names in the music industry. If you are interested in knowing more about this event and how you can become part of this event in your city, contact us at:    
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Conversion (part 2)
Vanessa:I wake to dim light and the rattle of chains.It takes a moment for me to realize that the chains are attached to my own wrists; apparently, I have been restrained to Michael's wall with my arms above my head. I’m still in the outfit I had on when I killed my husband -- short skirt, stockings, and heels.“You’re finally awake,” Michael says from a few feet away. “It’s been several hours.” He is wearing a pair of loose fitting tie-wasted pants and little else; his bare chest is hairless and incredibly muscular, as are his arms and shoulders. Now I’m awake.“Why am I chained to a wall?” I ask, more sarcastically than I’d hoped.“You’ll see soon enough,” he says. “When your first blood-lust hits you tonight, you’ll be… rather difficult to control. So I restrained you first.” He explains further to me that the first night after a change like mine is typically the worst night I&r
Conversion (part 1)
I feel his heart beat in my head, his pulse in my veins. I can smell  his fear….This is what brings me out at night. This is what I am now -- the eternal predator amongst innumerable sheep. I think back a moment to how it all began, and smile to myself.My nostrils flare as I scent my prey for this evening. My senses are alive, my own pulse quick, as I stalk another meal. His gait quickens as he traverses a pitch-black area of sidewalk, the perfect spot for my ambush.The exact moment I have been anticipating for the last hour arrives, as I make the switch from stalker to predator. Faster than can be seen, I pounce, hidden by the darkness. His hair is now in my grip, his neck snaps, and he collapses in my arms, a succulent and rather attractive meal for me. A shame, really, this one would have been fun to play with for a while. Tall, handsome, and now mostly dead as my fangs pierce his skin and I begin to feed.His wide-eyed look of total panic changes to a half-lidded smile as the
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Shoutbox Humor
Read from bottom to top! I would have ignored what this pathetic excuse of a man said to me had he simply apologized or at least made a lame excuse. Not so much as even a "hello". *sigh* Oh well, I'm a "CUNT". At least I admit it. Enjoy! I did! LOL!     ->backupjack: Now shut the fuck up, you pathetic shitbag! ->backupjack: If you read my profile, it clearly states how I feel and some simple rules! Can't handle it, move along! It's simple! Really! ->backupjack: What fucking part of you calling me a cunt do you think offends me??? I KNOW I'm a cunt! What's your fucking point??? ->backupjack: hahhahahah Is CUNT the MOST CREATIVE word you can come up with?? backupjack: ok, whatever you say now I will ignore, type all you want, because you are a big fucking CUNT ->backupjack: I don't appreciate rude pricks talking to me like that. And you know what? They deserve NO respect from me when that's the FIRST thing they say to me. So FUCK OFF! ->backupjack: what's your point? MAKE me s
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Ladys In Red
Let Me Share This With You
Empty -by Ray LamontagneShe lifts her skirt up to her kneesWalks through the garden rows with her bare feet, laughingI never learned to count my blessingsI choose instead to dwell in my disastersWalk on down the hillThrough the grass grown tall and brownAnd still it's hard somehow to let go of my painOn past the busted backOf that old and rusted CadillacThat sinks into this field collecting rainWill I always feel this waySo empty, so estrangedOf these cutthroat busted sunsetsThese cold and damp white mornings I have grown wearyIf through my cracked and dusty dimestore lipsI spoke these words out loud would no one hear meLay your blouse across the chairLet fall the flowers from your hairAnd kiss me with that country mouth so plainOutside the rain is tapping on the leavesTo me it sounds like they're applauding usThe quiet love we makeWill I always feel this waySo empty, so estrangedWell I looked my demons in the eyeLaid bare my chest said do your best destroy meSee I've been to hell and
Lay down, your sweet and weary head.Night is falling. You have come to journey’s end.Sleep now, and dream of the ones who came before.They are calling, from across a distant shore.Why do you weep? What are these tears upon your face?Soon you will see.All of your fears will pass away.Safe in my arms, you’re only sleeping.What can you see,on the horizon?Why do the white gulls call?Across the sea,a pale moon rises.The ships have come,to carry you home.And all will turn, to silver glass.A light on the water.All souls pass.Hope fades,Into the world of night.Through shadows falling,Out of memory and time.Don’t say, We have come now to the end.White shores are calling.You and I will meet again.And you’ll be here in my arms,Just sleeping.What can you see,on the horizon?Why do the white gulls call?Across the sea,a pale moon rises.The ships have come,to carry you home.And all will turn, to silver glass.A light on the water.Grey ships passInto the West. And dance your fina
my heart is empty my head is lost but have to begin where it hurts tha most to hide those feelings u cut so deep telling my heart not to weep keep my head up oh so high telling myself I will not cry will not let u see even tho u know wat uve done to me wat u took and wat i gave theres nothing left to do but wave... goodbye to u my once true friend now its time to say tha end
Irish Soul, Yes You Are Casting Doubt In Peoples Minds, So I Dont Know Who You Think You Are Fooling....not Me
My Thoughts
It's been 6 months since my ol'man passed away, this is the first time i have blogged dince then on any of my sites.  I miss him like crazy still look for him to walk through the door any minute, my since of denial has just gotten worse and tha pain well I have no words for that.  I just want my baby back, I know thats impossible but somewhere there has to be a path to meet in the middle, dreams have become nightmares I hardly ever sleep just lay there prayin for god to take me too.  Each day does not get any easier they only get harder, as people tell me I just need to get over it, well how in the hell do you do that?  OK I'm done spilling out my gutsfor now anyways. It breaks my heart to know there is a man out there with two beautiful daughters, whom he can hardly ever get to see.  I just hope and pray that one of these days he will have his chance in the sun and  get to be the father he thrives and dreams of being for his girls. They say he's not their dad, but never give him a cha
Through The Fire And Unto The World
Greetings to the few who will actually read this for what it is worth.        Day started norammly, was awake until about seven, went to lay down, slept until eleven. Woke up, went to work, left after about ten hours, work was slow. But to the eventful part, my phone was almost constantly ringing off the hook. Mostly people wanting to go drinking, can't too tired, and need to save cash. Moving on, actually got to talk to my buddy Dayne, hadn't spoke to him for about 3 monthes. We chilled, talkin' 'bout life, women, past romances, being burned, (Almost literally for me.) and whatthe future may hold. As well as a side track for physics, space, anit-matter, well you get the point. Finally he began to open up to his girlfriend, finally. I understand his rouble, but he really needs to open up more.     All right, I'm getting agitated but you, thwe reader, don't undersand why.    I was born September 11th 1985, worst birthday ever, I know. Nut seven and a half weeks later, oln Halloween
Jesus Was Way Cool
Jesus was way coolEverybody liked JesusEverybody wanted to hang out with himAnything he wanted to do, he didHe turned water into wineAnd if he wanted toHe could have turned wheat into marijuanaOr sugar into cocaineOr vitamin pills into amphetaminesHe walked on the waterAnd swam on the landHe would tell these storiesAnd people would listenHe was really coolIf you were blind or lameYou just went to JesusAnd he would put his hands on youAnd you would be healedThat's so coolHe could've played guitar better than HendrixHe could've told the futureHe could've baked the most delicious cake in the worldHe could've scored more goals than Wayne GretzkyHe could've danced better than BarishnikovJesus could have been funnier than any comedian you can think ofJesus was way coolHe told people to eat his body and drink his bloodThat's so coolJesus was so coolBut then some people got jealous of how cool he wasSo they killed himBut then he rose from the deadHe rose from the dead, danced aroundThen went u
What If????
Friends tell you their secrets Friends are meant to share Friends are meant to cheer you up, What happens when they’re not there? Is it hard when you don’t have Someone to lean upon? When you need a friend to care, but they, your friends, have gone? What if you were split Up from your best friend? Do you think you’d care If your friendship ends? Would you slowly drift apart, Go in separate ways? Or would you both grow closer Grow closer day by day? What if your friends started Saying things behind your back? Would you stand and face them, Or would your courage lack? Perhaps it would be safer To let your friendships mend, Push these thoughts behind you, And make the questions end.
everyone saids that there are looking for the rigth one 2 be with . how do u know u have fined the rigth one if u dont know them . at all .
Her Heaven Vs. My Hell
Hello I am Sumin New Let me explain me I am the light after the tunnel I am the darkness in between I am the question to you answer I am the answer to you question I am the felon that commited the crime I am the judge that gave him time I am the bullet that kill your major I am the birth that created the labor I am your tainted shame you see I am your your loving brother of your family I am you the arms that hold is there for the scare I am the the main nightmare I am the great innovator I am the great decapitator I am the fire that keeps you snug I am also that fire on your body that you moms its beatin off with the rug I am the lazy man's tired I am the hungry man's fire I am the fountain of youth I am death's truth I am god disciple I am the devil minion I am everything you can imagine and more I am the ceiling and the floor I am the player of the game I am the game of the player I am the the huslter supplier I am the same husltlers feen I am the alcoho
when you have nothing everything seems dule...boreing...depressing sitting in the dark by yourself thinking about what you could of had or done if all that time wouldn't of been waisted on that person all that time that you could of been out with your friends you stayed with that person and all for nothing i don't get it what compells a person to blow everything off for love when they know that love isn't real i'm of course talking about myself and my baby's momma but it can relate to alot of ppl why can some ppl find that special person right away with no heart break but others like me have to go through heart break after heart break after heart break untill they give up give up on life and everything...well i give up...
Torn Soul
Somewhere in the sand my soul was torn. Torn apart in a split second. I can still feel his skin next to mine. Lost in his eyes. I can't fix my soul now. Lost forever in the sand. Somewhere in another land.   Written By: Me.
The Ride Of Your Life (absolutely Brilliant)
George Carlin on aging! (Absolutely Brilliant)IF YOU DON'T READ THIS TO THE VERY END, YOU HAVE LOST A DAY IN YOUR LIFE. AND WHEN YOU HAVE FINISHED, DO AS I AM DOING AND SEND IT ON. George Carlin's Views on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. 'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. 'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life ! You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony. YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpli
Redneck Words Of The Day
Redneck> words of the day> > 1. *Cheese*> The teacher told Pepito to use the word cheese in a> sentence.  Pepito  replies:> Maria likes me, but cheese ugly.>  > 2. *Mushroom*> When all my family get in the car, there's not> mushroom.>  > 3. *Shoulder*> My fren wanted 2 become a citizen but she didn't know> how to read so I, shoulder.> > 4. *  Texas  *> My fren always  Texas  me when I'm not> home>  wondering where I'm at!> > 5. *Herpes*> Me and my fren ordered pizza.  I got mine piece and> she got herpes.> > 6. *July*> Ju told me ju were going to tha store and July to me! > Julyer!> > 7. *Rectum*> I had 2 cars but my wife rectum!> > 8. *Chicken*> I was going to go to the store with my wife but chicken go> herself.> > 9. *Wheelchair*> We only have one enchilada left, but don't worry> wheelchair> > 10. *Chicken* *wing*> My wife plays the lottery so chicken wing.> > 11. *Harassment*> My wife caught me in bed with another women and I told her> honey  harassment> nothing to me.> > 12. *Bish
The Blood
Jc The New Kid Here!
Crazy Fucking Skanks
Why do fucking stupid skanks (Jessica) like to fuck with my man. The god damn fucking baby mama drama from her skank ass needs to stop. All she is doing is getting herself into trouble because of the fact that she writes things that can be used against her like the fact that lil Robert has tried to choke lil Khalyn. One day she says My baby (Adam) can come see the kids, but when he calls to set a day up her shitty ass step-dad get on the phone & says Adam has to go though the courts to see the kids & she listens to him.Then she waits # months before trying to put a injuction for protection on herself & the kids (which did not work). The courts drop that cuz she waited to long (HAHA skank). In the injuction she tried to say the Adam ruined some of her belongings, but she does not realize that I was the one who helped Adam go through the things that she ruined. There were 7 bags of clothes & dale earnhardt things & only 4 or 5 were able to be kept. The main fucked up thing is that she is
My First Dirty Story Part 1
I have been having this reoccuring dream for the past few months.  Where I am sleeping in my bed and this stranger comes up to my bed and watches me.  During my dream I can see what this stranger is doing.  He begins to pull back the sheets and he stares at my naked body.  I begin to roll to my side so all he sees is my back.  For now the sheets just cover me from the waist down.  The mysterious stranger begins to lean onto my bed and out streching his hand.  I begin to feel his hand glide up my back and gently rub my lower back and side.  But I still lay there still and motionless believing I was alone.  The stranger begins to climb into my bed.  At this time my stranger starts to rub my back and slides his hand around my waitst.  I can feel his hands circling my breast.  I begin to roll over onto my back.  I was beginning to want more.  As I start to stir in my sleep, I help my mysterious stranger with arousing me.  I reached for his other hand and placed it upon my thigh.  I could f
About Me
Errogant People...
I fucking can't believe all tha stupid ass holes that come out of tha wood works..!!All i did wuz post a mumm to try and find friends... then all tha Fucking Jerks start in with grammer and tha 'way I talk in words... well Fuck u!!!!!!! If u have issues of people you dont even know... keep it too your Fucking self!!...And of course this is too all tha jerks that commented.. negative...
Dixon Giackino
As most of you know, I lost my son last month in an ATV accident. My life since then has been a nightmare of tears and pain. My family and I have been taking some comfort in the fact that Dixon was able to donate his organs and tissues to others. I am very proud that he was my son and I miss him so very much. My family and I have decided to start a scholarship in Dixon's name. He should have graduated with the class of 2010. We have started raising funds so that we can give the first scholarship to his classmates. If anyone would like to donate to this fund, we would greatly appreciate it. We will be doing several fundraisers throughout the year. If you would like to contribute to this cause, please send your donation to Tara Hamilton Dixon's Scholarship Fund PO Box 56 Wakefield, MI 49968  Thank you for all of your thoughts and prayers in this terrible time. I miss my son so very much. He was such a special young man. I will never be the same and I will do everything that I can
Why Do Nice Guys Finish Last.?
I am a nice guy to these hotties but i don't know if they are liking it. how do i tell? and what should i do to move foward on it?
I posted a video of Jorma Kaukonen playing "Hesitation Blues" on Facebook the other day. Since then I've been learning to finger pick it myself. So today I'm leaving the thrift store and I see a guy playing for tips in front of the tobacco shop. I approach him while he tunes up. He has short gray hair, thick-lensed wire rim glasses, and long, smoke stained teeth shooting out of his mouth in various directions. I nod hello as I drop a dollar in his opened guitar case and squat beside him. He nods back and starts finger picking "Hesitation Blues." Now, I attach no significant meaning to any of this, other than whatever meaning lies inherent in the experience itself. But f*ck-me-runnin, does anyone else find this a bit odd?
Misc What Nots
Today we are suppose to think about what we have and be thankful for it.  I have been gone all week and when I got home today had this in my email.  Just another reminder that not everyone has it easy and no matter how hard we have it someone has it worse.  Our beloved military are alone and away from their family.  This is their choice to protect us and it should be our choice to love them and support them.   New Christmas Poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE
Right Here Babe Come Get Me
The Rants And Raves Of A Knave
Winds whip about as skies darken The hot electric words dance in the the thunder It is a clamor of truths in the textures  Of a shroud of deeper greys veiling Rays of light, or warmth. The swirl stirs not only the rustling leaves A door opens to see the foretold. And the first few drops of nature Her love of cleansing drop from the heavens Washing over and about me Breathing in the moment and it is refreshing Rolling over the distances of plain and mountain This thunder comes into the soul and bone. The nuance rains, washing the oily voices away. Alive and free and stepping ito its torrent An intensity is cleansed of tarnish To stand amidst this beauty  With its dole of tthe dirty clinging. And the out the door come the old pair of loves A subtle softness airs from them A gaze finds them in the storm And their hands move to each other From want   will   and relex Hand in hand. . . .
How I Think
"When your molecules are scattered around the room, it is while you wait for them to re-assemble that creativity is born, and you become the Unconceived Child". warmerthan 2007.Talking about oneself is more than difficult, because one can-not define themselves only others can. However I will take a shot to skirt the edges. Number one is creativity and missfits, I find each irresistible. I love the English language, because one can be as precise or as vague as one wants. I really enjoy creating short sentences that when heard sound perfectly logical, but if you really focus on the words you will realize it is completely nonsensacle. For example, "The expanded infinity of more perfect". If there is anyone out there that has an idea at what I am mocking in that sentence, and they get it right. I would humbly bow to their intelligence. I am a singer songwriter with 2 CD's, all parts played by me. I call my one man band, "Daddy'd Dead and the Yoo Woo's".I practice something I call addition.
Tecca Nina
[Intro]I know y'all don't see me on TVOr hear me on the radioBut you industry bratsBetter check Billboard and PollstarBefore y'all get to cryinAbout who get seniority at these showsEspecially when compared to meY'all ain't shit on stage[Hook]I hit the stageGrab the mic and blow 'em all away (I blow 'em all away)(Superstars), But they know I blow 'em all away, Hey[Verse 1]The gig is over, The gig is over (Bitty bye-bye)The gig is over, The gig is over (When A play)The kid is older and gettin colder (Many fly by)But his will hold ya, So listen closer to (A-A)-R-O-NThey dissin and twistin my nameBecause Aaron is scarin these glitz spittin pricks in the gameHit with this gift, Everybody get a whiff of this script and it's painGotta talk about the people with a attitudeHiss me and slipped in my laneI've been wreckin crowds for a long second nowGot 'em guessin how Tech is blessedAnd yes, The best in-town repOn the real, I keep it trillAnd when I spit, I ain't spillin about my millionIt's the
She reaches up & turns the radio a little bit louder. Dipping her hands back into the soapy water she goes back to washing the dishes. Her body sways as she dances & sings along with the music. He stops in the doorway, silently watching her as she moves. Looking her over he smiles, completely nude save the silver collar around her neck & the leather ankle cuffs. She has grown accustomed to being naked, even come to like it. Her long braid sways along her back, her hips rocking as she dances in place. Each time she reaches over to set a dish in the drain rack he can see the curve of her full breast. He watches her for a moment longer, enjoying his stolen glimpse of this interlude. Her voice mixes with the music as she sings,"I'm a bitch, I'm a tease, I'm a goddess on my knees..." He adjusts the growing stiffness in his pants then crosses the kitchen silently & swiftly scoops her up in his arms. The glass she has her hand shatters in the sink where she drops it & she screams in surprise.
Kids Are Quick
An American mother went to a MacDonald's with her two children age 6 and 8. She ordered two Happy Meals with chicken for the children and a hamburger with fries for herself. While they were eating the 6-year old was more interested in the slide across the street then in the chicken nuggets which he didn't even touch. So the mother decided she would eat them. She was in for quite a surprise... Without actually watching what she was doing she was bringing a chicken biggest to her mouth, just when her 8-year old son yelled not to eat it. So she looked at the biggest to find that -- despite the crust, it looked just like a chicken's head. Nobody knew how it got there. The manager offered them their meal for free and two more weeks of free meals. But it was no use. The mother pressed charges and demanded 100,000 dollars compensation. Someone took a lot of time setting up this message. THE BELL I KNOW WHO I AMI am God's child (John 1:12)I am Christ's friend (John 15:1
It Happens Again.... What Is Wrong With People???   This sickens me to the core of my soul. Many will sympathize. Many will disagree. But I believe there is NO excuse or reason to forget your child for that many hours ANYWHERE, let alone in the backseat of a car on a blistering hot day. How do you do that? Anyone who thinks that death by heatstroke is a pleasant way to go needs to go sit in a hot car for just 20 minutes. Parents who do this should suffer the same fate. I have no room for forgiveness when it comes to this kind of neglect.
Just My Observation.....
  Do Bad things and Bad things Happen!
Digital Entrepreneur Collaboration
Imagine a world of sharing ideas that collaborate grow for individuals and small groups of people to prosper. Review the web site I am building and give me feedback. and the model that inspired me to develop and link to them. Shortly i will be visiting my fellow teacher in Toronto to review how we could share ideas.
Round Three Latest Results
ROUND THREE RESULTS Last Posted as of: Wednesday  - 7-29-09 @ 12:35pm  pst     418      Classy                                  *** ADVANCES*** 371      Des Tin E                             ***ADVANCES*** 186      Sweet Southern Adicktion   ***ADVANCES*** 155      Cookie Puss 105      TAGGEDBYANANGEL 111      DarlynnOne 101      Rocker~Chick  73       Lola  70       Chaley  69       Ammaliato         **13 comments  69       Mollybird           **11 comments
Life In General
tuedsday my husband hears our 4yr old running in the house. we tell him many times not to run because he can hurt himself or break something. he wakes up and spanks him. that night him and my mom begin to argue because the spanking left a bruise. argueing (sp??) about how the cops can be called out and other shit like that. on wednesday, mom arrives home from work 4hrs before her actual time, packs a laundry basket full of my son's clothes, a grocery bag full of toys and tells me she is taking him somewhere safe. i'm shocked and asking where but she never tells me but says that i can call her if i need protection. on thursday, i still do not have a responce to the whereabouts of my son....MY SON!!!! my hubby is threatening to call the cops on a kidnapping charge.what is this world coming to when a parent is UNABLE to punish a child???hell, back in the day, i got my ass beat the fuck down with a belt, switch, orange extention cord, wooden paddle or whatever the hell my parents could get
You Are Not Allowed To Use My Answers!!!
YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO USE MY ANSWERS!!!Your first answer....quickly! Forward to your friends and don't forget to send it back to me. Remember, you can't use the same answers as the person who sent it to you.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. Name two things you use in the shower: Touch Myself ;)    2. Name something a man might buy before a date? Rubs one off...? 3. What is another word for a pimple? Whitehead4. What is something you cook in the microwave?  uhmm..nothing    5. A piece of furniture people need help moving    Bed6. Name a reason a boy might want an older woman? Experience7. Name something a dog does that embarrasses its owner?  Hump Owner's Leg 8. A kind of test you cannot study for? Brain Wave Test 9. Name something a boy scout gets a badge for?  Fishing 10. Name a phrase with the word home in it. Homeland Security 11. Name a sport where players lose teeth? Boxing12. Name something a teacher can do to ruin a student's day? Pop Qu
Erm Deep Fried Noobs Anyone ?
give me fubucks for the spotlight muahahahah how is this more offensive than hitler, osama or kim jung il ? i got more complaints for this than the other three. sick world indeed. eat my ball sweat.
Before I was a mom I never learned the words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. I had never been puked on, pooped on, drooled on, chewed on, or peed on. I had complete control of my mind, thoughts and my life. I slept all night. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching someone sleep. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew I could love someone so much before ever meeting them. Before I was a mom...I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside of my body. What if- 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: 9. If I ask you out? What do you think about my- 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13
Craft Corner
My Poetry
Tears in Heaven   Your tiny head, laid upon the bed you're little finger, entwined in mine. Mommy's so weak unable to speak. You took one breath and closed your eyes, Dear God, what's happened, to our Son this time? Daddy leaned over near your ear I heard him whisper I Love you Son. I wished you were strong enough to fight. Can you imagine feeling that Fear? I looked at his eyes that filled with tears. He said Son; your life has just begun. Our Darling Precious Baby Boy Mommy whispered I Love You so PLEASE Dear God, don't let him go. Brother and Sister waited so calm they wanted to embrace you in their arms Brother, we bought you a Special Toy, We will keep it treasured, for the rest of time. It's a little white Lamb with a Special Charm. Our Precious Brother were here to say we love you so, wished you could stay. With your Sister, I know you've met "Our precious Angel you are safe." With the amazing Heavens higher than some day we will all be together again. You're in our th
Trying to learn this whole website out. If you want you can send me a msg
to all the haters out there.  hate me if u want it must mean i am importain to you. i am glad that i am because to be honest with you you are not to me. to the man i love i am sorry i can be there in your life like u want me to just know that no matter what u will always have that part of me that i tried so hard not to let u have. and u r the reason for these bitches that r haten on me i have what they want and they r just mad because they can't have it the way i do. know that u r in my heart and thoughts everyday and i prey everynight god watches over u while u do what it is that u do. i love you and hope u all understand. u r my king and u will always be my king. no one can ever replace u no matter what they try. u r the one that can make me or break me.
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Poem For Me
Curiousity leaves your mind roaming within thought,trying to figure out exactly what it wants...The thought of a relation between two people,sometimes leaves the mind in a state of lifeless thought...A blank thought of you within my arms might be it,the feeling that I would love to enjoy...I have spent time with you for almost two months now,but yet, it seems so much longer than it has been...You question my feelings for you,wondering why I would have feelings for you...Things that some people might let get in the way,I really dont worry about so much...You are not the average girl, or the perfect date,but then again, I love your little imperfections...Matbe your make-up isnt always perect,or your hair isnt straight in the mornings...I actually really dont care that your hair gets messed up,or even that your make-up might cover up your beautiful face...I miss you even though I can see you right now,my sexy babygirl...   Written By: Zack   A.K.A Comatosed
Bubba Walks On Water
 Bubba had long> heard the stories of an amazing>  family> > tradition. It> > > seems that his father,> grandfather and>  great-grandfather> > had all been able to> > > walk on water on their>  21st birthday. On that special> day,> > they'd each> > > walked across  the> lake to the bar on the far side> for> > their first legal>  drink.> >  > > So when Bubba's 21st> birthday came around, he and>  his> > pal Jim Bob took a> > > boat out to the middle of> the lake, Bubba  stepped out> of> > the boat .... And> > > nearly drowned! Jim Bob> just  barely managed to pull him> to> > safety.> >  > > Furious and  confused,> Bubba went to see his grandmother.> > 'Grandma,' he>  > > asked, 'it's my> 21st birthday, so why can't I> > walk 'cross the>  lake like my > > pappy, his father, and his> father before  him?'> >  > > Granny looked deeply into> Bubba's troubled eyes and > > said, 'Because your> > > father, your grandfather> and your great  grandfather> were> > born in January,> > > when the lak
Hello All
∞Hello from the Big Sky Country Single looking for that  some one Age 35-50
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Men Stories
> Men Stories> > 1. I was walking through the cemetery this morning and saw a guy crouching down behind a tombstone. I said "morning." He said "no just taking a shit".> > 2. When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bike. Then I realized that the Lord doesn't work that way, so I stole a bike and asked him to forgive me. > > 3. My girlfriend was in labor with our first child. She was shouting out "get this out of me? Give me the drugs." She looked at me and said, "You did this to me you bastard!" I casually replied, "If you would care to remember, I wanted to stick it up your ass but you said, "it'll be too painful."> > 4. I went to an extremely attractive female doctor today for my annual checkup. She told me that I had to quit masturbating. I asked why and she told me, "because I am trying to examine you."> > 5. I was walking down the road today and saw my Afghani neighbor, Abdul, standing on his fifth floor apartment balcony > shaking a carpet. I shouted up to him, "What'
Men! Will They Eva Learn?
ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked myinterest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity dartin
i am new to this and need help well if u can help thanks. dont know how to do anything how do i get money and stuff?
War On Drugs
What is the appropriate word to use when you find out that the top executive at the third largest health insurance company in America raked in 68.7 million dollars in 2010?  How is one supposed to respond when one learns that more than two dozen pharmaceutical companies make over a billion dollars in profits each year?  Is it okay to get angry when you discover that over 90 percent of all hospital bills contain "gross overcharges"?  Once upon a time, going into the medical profession was seen as a "noble" thing to do.  But now the health care industry in the United States has become one giant money making scam and it is completely dominated by health insurance companies, pharmaceutical corporations, lawyers and corporate fatcats.  In America today, just one trip to the hospital can cost you tens of thousands of dollars even if you do not stay for a single night.  The sad thing is that the vast majority of the money that you pay out for medical care does not even go to yo
i can't wait to go see the soccer game with my friend   US vs. MEXICO
New Mexico Chili Cook off  If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hopefor you. I was crying by the end. This is an actual account as relayedto paramedics at a chili cook-off in New Mexico. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the thirdjudge is even better. For those of you who have lived in New Mexico, you know how true thisis. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comesaround. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the Santa FePlaza. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chile taster named Frank, who wasvisiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: 'Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chilicook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and Ihappened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking fordirections to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I wasassured by the other two judges (Native New Mexicans) that the chiliwouldn
Boobie Contest
Hello all my gorgeous fufriends. I have a favour to ask you, pretty please? 1. Add this user as soon as possible 2. you need to add this user to be able to vote for me in the boob-contest.   3. And now, please vote, already behind...   I love you all. let me know if you'd like something in return. Xoxo Anni
Fun Things To Do On A Rainy Day In London (expect Regular Entries)
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1st Time Lover
I am nude in public often and caress my clit and go up to studs and unzip their pants and stroke and suck their prick and ask them if they want to fuck me.  I love to suck pricks while guys fuck me.  I carry a basket and give guys photos of my clit and tits. We met at a party on a hill overlooking a river and swimming hole.  I wore a sarong slit to the waist, no bra and a transparent thong and sat so he could see my clit.  I took him down to the river handed him my sarong and jumped in; floated on my back and stroked my clit.  I came out and stripped nude (lots of cheering) and sat on a bench; unzipped his pants and stroked and sucked his prick while he finger fucked my clit.  I stripped him nude and he sat on the bench and I gave him a lap dance fuck.  I stayed nude; he dressed and we walked through the crowd as men caressed my clit and tits; sucked my tits and I stopped to suck two pricks.  Wow.  
This Is What I Feel...
I Thank You I thank you sir for what you did for me. For the purple heart you got while keeping us free. And Im sorry that our nations gratitude is so dry. And for the memories that you now carry and the tears you now cry. For your trudging threw mud, and fighting til dawn. While losing close friends but still carrying on. For taking the shells, sadly hearing the screams. For living threw hell, that now lives in your dreams. And Im sorry sir it had to turn out that way. And Im sorry more when ungrateful people say the shit they say. But I thank you truly the best I can.                        And I count it an honor to just shake your hand
Sexiest Cowboy Contest
Julie Tapp Hot Momma
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Funky Symbols
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Have you been tired, but not sleepy???? lol   i am sitting here looking at my boys sleeping in the living room (fell asleep there while watching tv and i just don't have the heart to move them) and wishing that i could lay there on the floor and just pass out with them. i am soooo tired, but soooo not sleepy. The boredom is kicking in, but i still can't lay down and go to sleep. Having an upset tummy doesn't help either.    i need a boring story to get me in the mood to sleep. lmao
My Drawings (the Wolf And Other Drawings Came From
You can see my drawings at The drawings in color that you see here are from I didn't do them- I do sketches right now- they didn't look that good here so see them at playlist, Thanks wolf
New To Fubar
so I'm new to fubar. need to get a recent pic of myself for my profile. any help would be great!!
Sex And Romance...
I had a guy, the other day ask me if I liked "Romance".  Now I had to be honest, and tell him, I have never had romance.  I have heard of it, read about it, but never actually experienced it for myself.  Same man for 23 years folks, and nothing close to romance. *grins*  But that is another story. Well come to find out, after we talked for a little while, what he really meant was sex.  Now I am thinking, is he kidding?  He doesn't know the meaning of the word romance.  Can you imagine?  Thinking romance is sex.  It got me thinking.  Do men really think that?  Do they think that being bent over a sink with a toy up my ass, while he is fucking me romantic?  I find it sexy, but not romantic. *grins* Romance to me is showing you are thinking of them.  A delivery of flowers for no good reason.  Dinner made for me when I get home, romantic weekends spent in bed.  Sweet, naughty texts sent during the day.  A foot massage. Waking me up slowly with kisses and whispers.  Any and all of these t
Fire And Brimstone
  Another Poem  "Fire and Brimstone" The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels i have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what iIfeel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melt from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to saw i am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending.
Khaos Claimed~
To grok (pronounced /ˈɡrɒk/) is to share the same reality or line of thinking with another physical or conceptual entity. Author Robert A. Heinlein coined the term in his best-selling 1961 book Stranger in a Strange Land. In Heinlein's view, grokking is the intermingling of intelligence that necessarily affects both the observer and the observed. From the novel: “ Grok means to understand so thoroughly that the observer becomes a part of the observed—to merge, blend, intermarry, lose identity in group experience. It means almost everything that we mean by religion, philosophy, and science—and it means as little to us (because of our Earthly assumptions) as color means to a blind man. ” The Oxford English Dictionary defines grok as "to understand intuitively or by empathy; to establish rapport with" and "to empathize or communicate sympathetically (with); also, to experience enjoyment." Other forms of the word include "groks" (pres
Hello Fu-Wrld this will be my on going bog about my reentery into society after serving 5 years in prison for  felony poss. of a firearm, and poss. of a controlled substance.I was released frm prison on June 29,2009. From Haynesille Correctional Center located in Virginia As of this date I am still Clean and Sober, I've turned my lifearound, the first time in 25 years I am not Getting hih on one drug another! So far I have gotten my old Job back for SeaBoard Builders and working with my best friend Jaded1(Dennis), Living with him, He was kind  enough to rent me a room in hi home.I have ordered my Studio Tattoo Kit so I can start tattooing again and I have made some good friends i the rooms of N/A, I feel good about where I am in my life, Ifeel good about where I m going, I haven't found a special woman yet but I am hopeful that if I stay the course and keep it, all things will come around. Today is July 24,2009 and I'll post every day or so, If you hae a lovd one doing time then please
Ima Smack A Bitch
so i was just watching the news about this 8 year old girl that got gang raped in a shed by 4 kids ages 9-14, the girls mother blames her for getting raped when the kids just grabbed her and raped her...granted they were all friends but still what the fuck this bitch thinks that her 8 year old daughter deserved to get raped, man i wanna punch her... i dont care what she might of done or what but noone deserves to get raped. tell me how would anyone else feel if i t was their daughter in that situation(god forbid), u would be pissed and want justice i know i would..not blame her for getting raped...shes 8 YEARS OLD FOR GODS SAKE COME ON...she prob doesnt even know what the word rape means
Jenaka's Poetry
Long Walk In this long walk called life.I walk alone. With no one to hold.My lifeless body with no one To comfort me when I cry, withNo one to give me a reason toLive. I stagger and, fall downAnd I have no one to catch me.How can I go on like this?In this black abyss so coldAnd empty I shiver with lonelynessAnd fearof dying alone. I knowI can't go on like this, but IMust I know I have to. Its theOnly way to be what I haveTo be. But I do not know What exactly that is.I might find outLater on inThe long walk of life. Jennifer Renee Wilkes Copyright ©2009  Jennifer Renee Wilkes Farewell Farewell worldfarewell daughterfarewell till my eternal slaughterday to day living has driven me insanefinding the courage to not drive this spike into my braini hate this life, consistantly filled with strifestruggling to not lose my mindi hate myself always wanted to be thinno one ever beheld what i had withinnever seeing the beauty they say that god has givenfarewell worldfarewell daughter
  this will be my first tattoo....unfortunately i have to keep it covered because of work......pissants wont allow tats to show...i wear short sleeved shirts and cant have it below elbow me please....and i dont want it where i cant see it
My Bestest Friend
For My Bestest Friend Friendship is something to hold on to But for me that's not the case Cause I don't feel I need to keep Something that can't be erased I am sure of what I have Cause with you I have no doubt For what we've built, can't ever fail It's what I care about I find it hard to describe This thing that we share Especially when there's nothing else That ever could compare Others always know That together we will be For there can never be another "Tani and Kerrie" Those two words, known all over Might as well be one Cause without a Trish, there is no Lorie I'm sorry, it just can't be done For you're the "U", and I'm the "S" And forever that will be Cause together we make "US", and so you complete me and YOUR MY BESTEST FRIEND!!!
Random Thought
i had this dream where i was in some kind of group of friends i was wandering around with a couple of guys*not like that* in my dream i mustve known them awhile i was kinda like the lil sister or something, we were running from some guy that wanted to kill us and as we ran down this dock looking thing i saw a ship leaving so we ran after the ship and jumped onto it just in time to be too far for the guy chasing us to follow...i thought we were safe til some crazy lady that mustve owned the boat showed up and told me she had a deal for me..she sat a girl down at the table on the deck where we were all sitting and handed me a gun..she told me if i shot the girl in the arm we could stay on the ship but if i didnt she was going to throw us off into the water i i shot her in the arm after hesitating for a few and i actually thought of a spot to do it where it wouldnt be as bad she looked dissapointed at me like she knew what i did but allowed us to stay on the ship...then we doc
Look Ma, An Idiot!
"Your blade skill has increased. You should rest and meditate on what you've learned." Fuck yes. And my awesomeness continues. Across the room, over by the computer, I hear Gimpy The Wondertard steadily babbling at herself in frustration. As usual. I figure she's trying to read again, or mayhap think. Either way, it's a huge challenge. "I'm through talking to you!" Wow, asshole...I hate Skingrad.   My GOD, would she PLEASE shut the fuck up!? It's a proven fact that someone that can only read outloud, or mutter while reading is showing signs of lower intelligence. Much akin to 'mouth breathing'. Finally she asks for help. I saw THIS coming. "Matt, c'mere...I cain't figgure this out." "Hmm?" "Whut's an animated biography?" "Obviously it's a biography that's animated." "But ah dun' git how thay want me ta' do it." "Wait...Your medical transcription class wants you to make an animated biography? That's fucking apples and oranges, lemme see what you mean." *pause* I get up, and
A Girl With No Name
have you ever thought about what your life would be like if you were left alone?Some of you still have your parents or maybe just one parent alive and some of you have children to love and love you back.Have you ever thought about what your world would be like to not have those people in your life? sometimes we act like nothing is wrong and smile as we walk down the street and then go into our empty homes where silence greets us and sometimes all you want to do is crawl in a corner and hide your self from the world.But life goes on around us the sun still shines the clouds still float by children laugh and we carry on as if our world hasn't just been turned upside down. Today I smiled for the first time in days and I felt guilty so I caught myself and thought no this isnt what right...I am young and yet I feel sooo old right now and broken but I will smile again tomorrow and every day after because that is why i am still here To keep memorie's alive and not forget those that loved me
a smile is everyting. its what pelope notice first and it can hepl make a random strangers day better if you smile more. smiles aqre what make people happy but not really but people maght be happier only if you smile more. i domt know but smiles are important to me i dont mean to sound wierd... actually i do. im a strange person and proud of it so be yourself and be strange who cares if people stare and gape its what makes you feel good that matters oh and sory people im dislexic i dont even think i spelled that right but again i dont give a flying fuck yeah 4 me ok so yeah im new here and i dont really know what im doing so heres to figuring things out... i reeally hope i dont fuck up my computer trying to work it all out that would just be me and my luck... FUCKING GREAT... so anyways... come be my friend or somyhing... i dont know... GO FIGURE... right well besides that i dont know so heres the story..... i have this piece of shit volvo that barely runs and is about to be complete
"God forbid we should ever be twenty years without such a rebellion. The people cannot be all, and always, well informed. The part which is wrong will be discontented, in proportion to the importance of the facts they misconceive. If they remain quiet under such misconceptions, it is lethargy, the forerunner of death to the public liberty.... And what country can preserve its liberties, if its rulers are not warned from time to time, that this people preserve the spirit of resistance? Let them take arms. The remedy is to set them right as to the facts, pardon and pacify them. What signify a few lives lost in a century or two? The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time, with the blood of patriots and tyrants. It is its natural manure."-Thomas Jefferson
Hello today i had a run in with alot of immature small minded people... Has anyone ever heard there is more then one type of beauty society has made this the only form of beauty according to them we should all succumb to this... no theres more forms of beauty
Reflection Eternal
I need to know about something i'll never have.. What is love..   I ask because I wasn’t put on this earth to be loved or to feel happiness    You see in my life where kids my age spent nights at the dinner table with family recounting the day’s events   I spent mine alone in my room crying for a mother and a brother I will never see again   Leavening notes on their beds like  “mom come home I miss you” or “take care of mom Neil where ever you are” but they never came back….   To young to fully understanding the gravity of the situation   Until one day I worked up the courage and   I asked my father what happen to my Mother and Brother     You see while others learned of hugs and kisses fond memories and wishes   I learned of loss and death shattered dreams and tear stained pillows   So I ask you what is love….
Please Help Bella Win
Bella is getting her butt kicked in this contest. Please take a minute and help her by voting for her and rating this pic
If I Fall Behind
We said we'd walk together baby come what may That come the twilight should we lose our way If as we're walkin a hand should slip free I'll wait for you And should I fall behind Wait for me We swore we'd travel darlin' side by side We'd help each other stay in stride But each lover's steps fall so differently But I'll wait for you And if I should fall behind Wait for me Now everyone dreams of a love lasting and true But you and I know what this world can do So let's make our steps clear that the other may see And I'll wait for you If I should fall behind Wait for me Now there's a beautiful river in the valley ahead There 'neath the oak's bough soon we will be wed Should we lose each other in the shadow of the evening trees I'll wait for you And should I fall behind Wait for me Darlin' I'll wait for you Should I fall behind
Break Free
as the night slowly gave awayto a brand new morningmy eyes opened to abrand new beginning;   trying to be what i am notI let you take over mecreeping and crawling you drove to me to the edge of madness;   as I see the reflection in the waterI look deep into the eyesthat longingly stare from within mehoping I would wake up from this slumber;   always putting you in-front of me,I drew a false smile on my faceallowing you to do all that you wantedand never I stopped you;   now, when its time to wake upI find myself bound tightby your love and affection that I thought was true;   not wanting to be like this forever,I cut the shackles that bound meand broke free to live life,as its time to set things straight; Written By: Praveen
Go Nj In The News Again!!!!!!!!!!
Well at least they finally got some of them: Feds bust 44, including 3 mayors, 5 rabbis
You Stupid Fuck!
I Truley dont understand why you have to be such an asshole all the fucking time. Im your daughter, but yet you insist on acting like a fucking dick! All i ever wanted was for you to get your act, your life and your mind togeter. Why dont you just kiss the drugs goodbye? You really dont know how much and how badly you effect us kids...Like i said before, i dont know the love of a father. You are 38 years fucking old, act like it you stupid prick. Lastnight when we got into that fight, you yelled at me, telling me you wanted to knock my fucking teeth out.. nice dad, you WOULD say that to your 20 year old daughter. I dont understand why you and mom decided to have more kids, when YOU cant take care of them. Mom and I are doing all the fucking work here!!!! not one cent, not anything to help us out atleast a little. YOu are a selfish fuck, and i hope that you rot. You are are a disease. Have fun with your drugs. I NEVER ONCE GAVE UP ON YOU, NOT FUCKING ONCE, YOU WERE MY BE
The First
As I walked up to the door, with my heart racing in anticipation, all I could think of was her beautiful face, as I had saw pictures of so many times. I rang the bell, and as I turned with nervous energy, it happened. She opened the door, and there was a sweet silence as our eyes met for the first time. The feeling of losing myself struck suddenly as I got lost in her chocolate brown eyes. I was mezmorized by her beauty. The way her hair flickered in the breeze, was like a swaying palm tree on a beautiful island. As she reached out to me and her hand touched mine, I felt an electricity, that I had never felt before, run through my veins like a flood. I softly placed my hand on the small of her back, and the other on the base of her neck, and pulled her ever so closely. I slowly placed my lips upon hers, as she softly let out a single sigh of passion, and we kissed as if there were no one else in the world who were meant to be there more than we were. As we ever so gently eased apart, I
Just When You Think You Heard It All...lmao
And you think you’ve heard it all….. I see stupidity is alive and doing quite well. 'Breast  Implants For Your Tattoo?' 'Breast  Implants For Your Tattoo!' 'Yes, Breast Implants For His Tattoo!'    And this guy can vote?  Heaven help us!
Check Your Receipts Esp. Wal-mart
Subject: FW: Check your receipts esp. Wal-Mart!   > >           Be> > careful and read your receipts….> >         OMG!  YES!  THIS> > IS> >         TRUE!  It happened to me at Wal-Mart> > (Supercenter Store #1279, 10411> >         N Freeway 45, Houston , TX 77037 ) a month> > ago.  I bought a bunch> >         of stuff, over $150, & I glanced at my receipt> > as the cashier was> >         handing me the bags.  I saw a cash-back of> > $40.  I told her I> >         didn't request a cash back & to delete> > it.  She said I'd> >         have to take the $40 because she couldn't> > delete it.  I told her> >         to call a supervisor.  Supervisor came &> > said I'd have to take> >         it.  I said NO!  Taking the $40 would be> > a cash advance> >         against my Discover & I wasn't paying> > interest on a cash> >         advance!!!!!  If they couldn't delete> > it then they would have> >         to delete the whole order.  So the supervisor> > had the cashier> >         dele
Never Thought In My Life That I Would Be Doing This But I Am...
Well, I never thought it would lead to this but looks like I need it. THERAPY Yeah, I said it. THERAPY.  I'm going to see a psychiatrist today.  I never thought I would have problems mentally but I do.  I need to get myself straightened up before I get into any relationships or basically anything.  It's hard for me to keep a friendship with a woman or anybody because of the way I am, so I'm just gonna leave women and relationships alone.  I'm doing a lot of dumb things that I'm not realizing that I'm doing (Annoying & smothering women, repeating myself, talk down on myself, etc.).  I'm gonna talk to the psychiatrist everything that I'm having problems with and hopefully give me better medication cause the one I'm on now's not doing a damn thing to help me get better.  I've gotten worse, so I hope that this doctor would help me throughout all of my problems. Wish me luck
Round One Results
  ROUND THREE LATEST STANDINGS Last Posted:  Friday 7-24-09 @ 2:02pm  pst   186      Classy 161       Des Tin E 140       Sweet Southern Adicktion  84        DarlynnOne  73        Taggedbyanangel  69        Cookie Puss  60        Ozette  59        Rocker~Chich  37        Jen4urthoughts  35        Crazy Lil Chit  32        Lola  30        Chaley  27        Sweetlove  20        Midnite
Can Money Buy Love?
so i have this friend who i dated about 12 yrs ago and we always joke about getting back togeather, but we both know we're better off as friends. anyway i was telling her how im working with a company to get a patent for an idea i have and how the guy told me once its done even if i sell 1 item in each store a day ill be the happiest man in fl, or i can sell the idea to a company for 10's millions of dollars!  so she said to me for that kind of money she'd deffinatly get back with me, so me being the smartass that i am i said since she would only want me for my money, with that kind of money i could buy 100 younger versions of her. odviously she didnt think i could or this blog wouldnt be posted! to make a long story short, she said yeah if someone saw me driving a nice car, wearing expencive clothes, jewelry, etc. then yeah i could find someone who would come along for the ride take me for what they can and be on their way. then that classic song "money cant buy me love" popped into m
this is test, this is only a test. had this been an actual blog there would be words compiled into sentances, sentances forming paragraphs, paragraphs forming a point or a statement. stay tuned for an actual blog!
The Ten Illusions Of Humans
Extreme Emoness Aka True Feelings
Will i ever be enough?Will i ever make you proud?Will i ever not be one of your daily disappointments?Will i ever fit into your minds perfect image you have of me?Will i ever be good enough to fit into your dream world?Will i ever get to be myself?Will i ever get to feel?Will i ever be able to live my life?Will i ever not let you down? Will i ever get to be happy?Will i ever get to feel i wont always fail?Will i ever be able to do stuff in my own way?Will i ever be free from your ridicule?Will i ever be let go from the nitpicks?Will i ever get to see your stubborness end?Will i ever be able to do anything right?just getting fed up with it all honestly.. im just so sick and tired of never being enough and people always wanting more. i cant be a perfect image of what everyone thinks i should be. i have to be myself and do things in my own time. I'm not a child that can be pushed around and made to do whatever you want to please yourself for that point and time. I need to live for myself
Me Singing And Playing Guitar And Bollox
rich carol of the bells.mp3 wanted DOA -Rich.mp3 bed of roses - rich.mp3
This And That....
Choco-Holic Cake CAKE 1 pkg. (18.25 oz.) chocolate cake mix 1 pkg. (about 3.4 oz.) chocolate instant pudding and pie filling mix 1 cup milk 1/2 cup sour cream 4 large eggs 2 cups (12-oz. pkg.) Ghiradelli Semi-Sweet Chocolate Morsels 1 cup chopped walnuts GLAZE 2 ounces Ghiradelli Dark Chocolate 3 tablespoons butter 1 1/2 cups sifted powdered sugar 2 to 3 tablespoons water 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/2 tsp Orange Extract FOR CAKE: PREHEAT oven to 350° F. Grease and flour 12-cup Bundt pan or other tube pan. COMBINE cake mix, pudding mix, milk, sour cream and eggs in large mixer bowl. Beat on low speed just until blended. Beat on high speed for 2 minutes. Stir in morsels and nuts. Pour into prepared baking pan. BAKE for 55 to 65 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in cake comes out clean. COOL in pan on wire rack for 20 minutes. Invert onto wire rack to cool completely. ***************************************************************************************** FOR GLAZE: M
Soul Mate
Look into my eyes, See my soul Kiss me, Feel my heart Touch me, Our hearts become one   Love me, See our future Lust me, Feel our sexual desire Ask me, I'll says yes   We marry, we have a family Happiness, 2 see our children grow Completness, "Us" as we became a family   Wisdom, What we lived and learned together Sucessful,Through good and bad during the years we can still..... Look in2 eachothers eyes and see our soul   Kiss and feel our heart Touch and know our hearts are one
Becky W Gots The Aids
well too all you man on this site id love to let you guys know that becky w from greencastle pa has the aids and please dont mess with her and if you had sex with her you better go get a check for aids ok and im not lieing at all... on myspace her screen names are sexy me,becky3404, sweet & lovable
The above button will take you to my wish list.Below u will find the button for my 4 year old son's wish list. I am not asking for a hand out just looking for a caring soul to help out if they can. Christmas is coming up also we have school starting soon so I will be putting clothes for my son for school on there soon. It is amazon so it is fairly cheap.Please help if you can. If you do not want to buy anything but want to make a donation I have a paypal account.I also have my own website to sell the hair falls I make. If interested in buying some please feel free by going to my you for taking the time to read this.
New Daughtry Song
You never said, you never said, you never said That it would be so hard Love is meant to be forever, now or never seems to discard There's gotta be a better way for me to say What's on my heart without leaving scars Can you hear me When I call your name And when you fall apart Am I the reason for you endless sorrow There's so much to be said And with a broken heart Your walls can only go down but so low Can you hear me when I call your name Complicated situations are the makings of all that's wrong And I've been standing in the river of deliverance way too long There's gotta be a better way for me to say What's on my heart without leaving scars Can you hear me when I call your name So, can you hear me when I call your name And when you fall apart Am I the reason for your endless sorrow There's so much to be said And with a broken heart Your walls can only go down but so low Can you hear me when I call your name
Dead Beat Parents - What You Young Parents Need To Pay Attention To..
Blog Edited To Reflect that there are dead beats on both sides of the equation. Not just fathers.   Well for one..pick better partners..dont just drop ya drawz for anyone who comes along Be smarter than that.   But when it comes to them taking care of a child after it is here,well you need to be aware of the many tricks they will use on you to avoid helping any at all. 1.First trick which is always the very first thing they do.. "Im not paying to take care of you,I will help the kid in any way. But you need to do this and that.." Then you never see any help from them. Its an excuse used to avoid helping. Using you as the reason.   2.They will become very dodgy,cant find em..they disappear into the woodwork. Dont worry the state governments in which you live can find anyone they want to if they are pushed by you to do so. So file for support against the parent and have them actively pursue them. Remember,they will not if you dont show the interest to do so.   3. They will act a
I'd like to say I enjoy going into lounges chatting with decent people, and making new friends..After all that's what fubar is about right? And you can never have enough like minded friends? Well I joined a lounge Thunder's Oldies Night Club it was okay slow very slow not many ppl chatter as it's a new lounge.  So every mornin I would drop invites to get the lounge going in which I thought was decent..Only to find out that it's poorly run, the pushiness of the owner and his staff was unbareable..It's a group of people that love drama, pushing people around, making up stories, talking behind peoples backs, Oh yes and they ban you for doing nothing wrong, if you're idle they eject and ban you...It's mainly a lounge that if you dont go along to get along you are ejected and banned..If this is the type of lounge people enjoy I say give it a shot... A group of people that say they cant and wont put up with DRAMA...well by gawd QUIT CREATING THE DRAMA and you wont have any... Now I'd like
Women These Days....
So...  As the title implies... What the hell is up with women these days?!?!  The girls that I have been meeting lately are just... I dunno..  Let me start by explaining myself..   At the beginning of this month I met a woman who was really nice, polite, and even a bit wild.  She was perfect.. or so I thought..  Anyway, about 3 dates in, I find out that she is still married..  After I found that out, it was pretty much over from there..  Come to find out, I had met her husband and all this sh!t started as a result...  I mean.. WTF?!!!  Why couldn't she have been honest with me?   Take 2:  I meet another nice young lady about the middle of the month..  I come over to her place, hang out a few times, and BAM.. It begins.  This one started telling everyone I was her boyfriend after the first time we hung out..  I mean.. Damn woman, c'mon.  After that, things just got blew up out of proportion..  She started lying to me, saying that she was in trouble and her roomate stabbed himself, a
Baby J asked in his status about fubucks for blasts. I think it's a good idea. Blasts are a great way to get profile rates. Blasts are also a great gift idea for friends. Rawk on mofos! Today's fubar ranking is 485,please show some fu love (sighs). Would really like to see my fu wife make Oracle. We rawk fubar as hard as anyone I know. Thank you everyone for the bombs and gifts over the weekend.  All my close fu friends and family know that the love is always returned. If you don't roll that way please don't waste our time in our shout boxes or send annoying private messages that show what an idiot you are.  I've only blocked two users so far,but I'm not too timid to block futards. Peace out A big thank you to my friends,family and fans.  Hope everyone is doing well! Your continued support is tremendous.
Private Messages
Made it through another futastic weekend. Hugs for my fu wife even if she doesn't want them. Really trying to be a good fu hubby,have some fun and be "The Man." based on comments from last MUMM posted only two people came close to defining a real cowboy.  Perhaps they don't care or are just ignorant. People that make rude comments are really shallow,mean people suck. Fu land please show lots of love to my fu ownees. They are all very special ladies!
Another Thing I Wrote.
Just for one moment I want to breath you in to feel you to hold you.  To question nothing to know nothing besides that you are mine.  That you want me to be yours. So soft so my everything.  I want to get lost with you feel your being. feeling each others thoughts in this time. One min to know im your dream come true. One hour to let go of all the fears I ever had. Take me with you to the place no one goes. I want to be fine so hold me embrace me without holding back. A day  A week  A month  A year A life time  Doesnt matter to me.  As long as I feel your complete in making me feel the ways I have only dreamed . My pain brings you joy so I hand you the tools to do so. My body is my own  you desire it so I give it to you so you can  be pleased. My heart can break so I give you the pieces so you can put it back together and make it yours. My mind can wonder so I give you my focus and my thoughts so I never stray from you. My essence is free flowing so I give you the

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