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She didn’t just want his body she wanted his soul… his very blood., His love. Tonight is the night she thought as she pulled on her form fitting dress and stepped into her new sexy high heel shoes. She knew with her style that she would make his mind and body go crazy and with her attitude that would make any man want her she would have him. She smelled the scents of plenty of humans before but no one had the scent that drove her mad with desire.  Leigh knew when she smelled Laken that he was the one he smelled so sweet and eager to please and control. Leigh easily knew where  she could find her Laken. She questioned him though and how she could get him alone. She thought of all the ways she could easily lure him to her. With everything considered  weighed out with long hours of thought she said screw it I love the haunt more then anything. I don’t want him to bow to me or throw him self to me like all the other  ones before. I want him to make me chase him and make
Meditations From Conversations With God
Free Flow.
DARKNESS SHADES OF BLUE PALE GRAYS START TO FADE BLOOD SHED RED HURTFUL TEARS DRIP DOWN FALSE ACTION PLAYED OUT MOVES MISTY MEMORIES GO BLACK FLIP THRU THE PLAY BOOK OF LIFE TIME SLIPS GABS START TO CLOSE HOLD ON TIGHT TO LET GO. Red mist all around seeping into the ground the smell of blood in the air Coldness all around brings stillnessWhispers you hear from your own fear telling you to run.Chills and goose bumps all over your body.What’s going to happen next eating away at you making you feel like you cant move.Your mind saying run your body wont move and all u smell is blood and all u see is red.All you know is what you don’t know how you got here where here is when will you leave this place that brings your worse nightmares to life…
8.8 Million To Get My Angel Wings!
Well I made Oracle on July 2nd.I can't believe I'm alreadly this close to Angel! Only 8.8 more million.The only problem is I didn't find out until the other day I need 25 referrals to level.I only have 4 lol.If anyone can help with referrals please pm me with what you want..because everyone wants something here lol.I need help and if anyone can help I will be very grateful.Thanks to everyone who has helped me be so successful the last 5 1/2 months I've been on fu.I love it here most of the time and it's fun.Love my fu family...     P.s....Still taking donations for the spotlight fun any help given at all will be appreciated. Well I made Oracle on July 2nd.I can't believe I'm alreadly this close to Angel! Only 8.8 more million.The only problem is I didn't find out until the other day I need 25 referrals to level.I only have 4 lol.If anyone can help with referrals please pm me with what you want..because everyone wants something here lol.I need help and if anyone can help I will be ve
My Poetry
Divorce Issues,children & Ex's From Hell!!
All I wanted is for Craig, my ex, our boys Thad and Joey, and me -and now Craig's fiance Jenn-her kids..and my Matthew to be happy - that's it - live and let live..... I tried so hard while I was married to Craig-nothing was ever good enough..He is retired from the Navy - I walked away from a 2 story home in the Adirondacks, didn't want his retirement, didn't want alimony - I could go get a job, uncontested divorce w/joint custody -me having primary - and he has sat on the signed and notarized divorce papers for TWO YEARS...not done a damn thing... After my Dad died suddenly from a massive heart attack in Dec.06 two days after Christmas - I did a lot of soul searching -knew that 1.Craig smokes 2 packs a day and had since he was 17 and has no intentions of ever quitting -that = it's gonna catch up to him some time soon and 2. the boys couldn't get to really know him on 'summers' that school systems call summers these days - so in May 2007 I let Craig have the boys for a designated

Lookin For Hottie
lookin for someone to kick it with in tucson, hit me up!
Thanks To All Who Voted For Him!!
This Is My Story
You only get one chance to do it.   Hi folks, I am a friend to many fu-folks here, and this is not my first campaign. Anytime I am on a social network, I like to take the power of the first amendment and assert it. Blogging is of course the way to go these days, but as an aspiring screenwriter and someone who already writes lyrics and poetry, I find it more fascinating to have what I write be published into the printed community. Unfortunately, that takes college and a tad more ambition than I find interest in, at the moment. One thing to know about me is that I am big on music. I live with music wherever I can listen to it, I sing lyrics when im alone or when it plays in my car. I aspire to play it in a band, or perhaps sing it. Lately I have been approached to learn some aspects of producing it, because I have a knack for observing what a bands chemistry is like. That is above my head though, and so that will be something that comes as it does. Here I am, writing. I started witho
Stolen From Raistlin Kinda
1. What is my first name?               2. What is my favorite color?               3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated?               4. How many kids do I have?               5. What type of music do I listen to the most?               6. What was my first car?               7. Do I have tatoos?               8. Am I a smoker?               9. Do i prefer the t.v. or to read?
Ok, I use Cherry bombs 3-4 times a week. Don't SB me if you don't have an auto on. Do not offer fubucks if you don't have an auto on. Don't SB without an auto and say "Bomb me and I will get you back" because 99% of you don't. I have plenty of people in my family that rarely gets an auto to bomb. They are in my family because they help me ALL the time. And for the people that ask me to bomb me and I do but don't return the favor, don't bother SB either. I have bombed yous like 20 times and like 10 of yous don't return the favor. You know who you are. Which brings me up the next subject. Why most people on here help people who don't even care about you? All they care about is leveling. So why waste your money and time on them when don't even bother to even say hi to you? Let them spend their own money and time. I am not saying EVERYONE is that stingy, but a good portion are. If ya'll read this an hate me then oh well. Its my opinion. Yeah I know. I will get morons that will comment chil
What The Hell?
I've been inspired by a slew of elements lately that have sort of, reawakened my soul and quest for life. I want to start living now, instead of agonizing over the future, or worse, the past. It's time to embrace my environment and true nature, not cover it up with what I think I'm supposed to be doing or how I think I'm supposed to be feeling. It's time to just let it be. It is what it is.
Home...I Just Want A Place...To Call Home...Again...A place I can breatheA place that is "Sancturary"A place to look forward to goingA place I won't be anyone...other than who I amA place that even with or without other people...I won't feel aloneDoesn't need to be much...I'm no princess...(not by a long shot...;)...)I don't care if I (we) struggle(I'm quite familiar with "that struggle")...And I dont care...Cuz I(we) can and always have gotten by...But...I don't wanna do it alone anymore...I need friends...I need love...I need to laugh...To smile...again.I know I need that...But...I know...I can't do it alone...anymore.I need some arms every now and again to help me up if I fall...(and everyone does)...I need them to be be true...I need something to be there...and...stay there...without ever being taken away again...and...I wanna be call it..."Home". (k...I'm done spewing...;)...but I meant every single word of it...the hell...if I didn't...)
Sweet Addictions
I think i've mentioned this before, but, now it'sfor real. I'm proposing a get to gether for the Fu's. It should be a simple BBQ or something that will be on a weekend, maybe July 1st or something. It's a chance for everyone to get together and meet each other, and just hang out for a day or two. I do this in another game i play once a year, and it has been a really great experiance. So, if you are interested plz let me know where you live, so we can find a central location, (where someone has enough room to accomadate everyone, yard wise at least...)  I my self live in N.E. Arkansas.  I have the yard, but no accommadations. Unless u bring a tent lol   So, let me know, we'll see if we can get this thing going. and tell your Fu Friends, see if they are interested. I should also say, this is not a 1 person pays for everything. everyone contributes to what they want to eat, drink, ect. the rest is just being able to acually meet each other and having fun.. (note: we generally get mot
Leaving It Behind.
I'm Leaving All This Behind Me.This Is The Last Time I Leave.I Have College Soon Anyway So I Wont Have Time For Any Of This.Theres No Fighting With Me On This,Theres No Telling Me " Well Your Leaving Over THAT",I Leave Over Whatever The Hell I Want To Leave For. Im Just Done.Take It For What You Want.
How To Let Them Go
In our lives there comes a time when we have done all we can do to prove to the one we love, how much we truely care. At that time after all the hard effort and all the pain and tears we must let them go. I know it will be hard for us to do, but it must be done. We must finally realize that they don't care and to them we are a joke or worse a dog that comes when called. We have stood by and been a door mat for long enough with not even the glimse of what we set out to accomplish.  So we must be strong and try not to show how much it is killing us in side to let go. They think we will hold on to the hope of having them with no intention of giving themselves to us. Our love and hearts are just a game for them and playing on our emotions keeps them entertained while they continue to search for whats right in front of them. We will cry in privite but never in front of them because we know that they will try to make us feel like they care to keep us hanging on. Our hearts will break, our so
My Message
i need 3000 rates on this picture in the next 7days here is the link p=== '"> ¶PÃIÉTEß™¤Ð§Ç ¤' wrote the following at '2009-09-07 15:45:55'..>> lz help me and show me some love ty come join my mafia plz come join my lounge
This is my first contest in this area of contests, so be easy on me.This is NOT a Salute Contest, it is a Family Add Contest.Contestants must make EITHER 2 NSFW OR 4 SFW Salutes for the entry fee. {Either uploaded/posted on fubar OR for my eyes only.} Contestants will be only Ladies only.  This F.A.C. {Fam Add Contest} will start on 10 May and end on 31 May.The Contestant who reachs 100 referred Fam Adds of the Contest Host aka PeachZ at the end of the contest will recieve a 135 Blingpack.If there is a tie for first place, then the entry salutes from those contestants will be added on. 1 SFW = 10 points, 1 NSFW = 40 points. For example, if two contestants is tied for first place at the end of the contest I will add the apprioate pts to that contestants count with their entry fee salutes. {2 contestants has 100 people referred to me to add to their family and then I will add on the approiate points of entry salutes, i.e. if contestant done 2 NSFW I'll add 80 points on that contest
Why I Carry A Gun
 My old grandpa said to me son,' there comes a time in every mans life when he stops bustin' knuckles and starts bustin' caps and usually it's When he becomes too old to take an ass whoopin', I don't carry a gun to kill people. I carry a gun to keep from being killed. I don't carry a gun to scare people. I carry a gun because sometimes this world can be a scary place. I don't carry a gun because I'm paranoid. I carry a gun because there are real threats in the world. I don't carry a gun because I'm evil. I carry a gun because I have lived long enough to see the evil in the world. I don't carry a gun because I hate the government. I carry a gun because I understand the limitations of government. I don't carry a gun because I'm angry. I carry a gun so that I don't have to spend the rest of my life hating myself for failing to be prepared. I don't carry a gun because I want to shoot someone. I carry a gun because I want to die at a ripe old age in my bed, and not on a sidewalk somewhere t
Feeling Under The Blue Lately
Sorry not been much of  a friend lately.. just not been feeling up to being on here much lately. Just want to say thank you to the very few who actually show me love on here lately.  I appreciate everything you do..and for who you are. I have thought of deleiting ..but I know I will regret it once I have. Anyways..just wanted to say thank you again..for being there. xoxo
Don't Worry About Me
  subject: Please Rate This date: 2009-07-22 18:23:39   Don't Worry About MeI'm not trying to get back with youBecause you are not the Man I thought you would be Don't Worry About MeI'm through playing those games with youAll you had to do was say your through Don't Worry About MeAll the things we had planned togetherYou could have said you had a change of plans likemaybe never Don't Worry About MeAll I wanted to do was show how much I loved youInstead you showed me your thoughts on how to move Don't Worry About MeI tried to call you to see if you was alrightBut you would not return my calls any night Don't Worry About MeWe could have had a wonderful lifeInstead you changed your plans on me becoming your wife Don't Worry About MeSo we are through and that's a factI hope you get your life intactInstead of trying to be Daddy Mac I thought I did something for him to leave me But he told me that could never be I just needed to find me and I realized
Love Freely
A New Low....
Well, a new low for Fubar.... I became friends with ♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε®®Y♱Pìε-MemberofCandyShop- Page can be found here... Started talking the normal how are you's ect. further into the convo she found out I do not put money on fubar, thus could not buy her bling... She then removed me from Friends lol Here is the Convo... remember read bottom to top.....   (UPDATE She has now Blocked me)     >♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: Wow.... ♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: ok thanks bye ->♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: I am sorry, I do not put money on here, much rather spend it on my Nieces and Nephew or other more important things ->♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: Why are you wasting my time? ♱§Шεε&
You Changed...
You under estimated me, i did the same to you...I never realized how much pain you could put me through...My heart was never fully broken, only slightly  bruised...I gave love in it's purest form, i gave it to someone...I gave it to you...
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Help My Owner
My Midget
Joke Of The Day
A drunk in a bar pukes all over his own shirt, which was brand new before he came in. “Damn,” he says. “I puked on my shirt again. If the wife finds out, she’s gonna kill me.” “Not to worry,” says the bartender as he sticks a $20 bill in the drunk’s pocket. “Just tell her someone puked on you and gave you some cash to cover the cleaning bill.” So the drunk goes home and tells his wife about the guy who puked on him. She reaches into his pocket and finds two twenties. “Why are there two twenties?” she asks. The drunk replies, “Oh, yeah, he crapped in my pants, too.” A man walks into a hamburger shop and orders a regular meal. Later, the waitress brings his meal to him. He takes a bite out of it, and notices there's a small hair in the hamburger. He begins yelling frantically at the waitress, "Waitress, there's a hair in my hamburger! I demand to see what is going on!" So, the waitress takes him back
Chaley's Lil Spot!!
Life is so full of beautiful be thankful for life enjoy the beauty that is around feel love and share all forms of love... There are stepping stones and mountains in our way....but my mom always told not make a mountain out of a mole not let the little issues become bigger, and you lose what beauty is around you... Our friends, Our Loves...they are to be treasured.... Surround yourself with positivity and who you are... Life is not easy....but take my hand and we can walk it together, helping each other over those mountains....and kicking those dusty mole hills out of the way *giggles* I am a firm believer that what you put into this life, comes back to only put out love, do not hate..ignore the miserable ones that try to bring you down, because misery loves company... Reap what you sew in this life..... TY Chaley I am reading this book, And I come to a part of the book that says this....AT SOME POINT IN O
Playing With My Phone... Lol Helicopter Helicopter
In The Past
...Want Ads stating "Help Wanted: Male" or "Help Wanted: Female". Replying to an ad of the wrong gender was a waste of time, as you would be laughed (or cursed) out of the Personnel Office (as they once were called)....Mothers leaving their kids with a "sitter", because there was no "day care". This was still a foreign concept when I was well into my teens, and a major demand from the "Womens' Movement"....The Womens' Movement. Women insisting it be "ok" for a woman to work outside the home because she WANTED to, not just because her husband was a layabout. The jeers at the "women who wanted to be men". The justifications for paying women less than men for the same work....Having to ask for a Private Line from "THE PHONE COMPANY"; otherwise you would have to be on a Party Line....When there was only one PHONE COMPANY, you leased your phone (and THEY fixed it when it broke), & yes, I remember Party Lines (and was on one for a time)....When you dialed (yes, DIALED) 5 numbers, the first 2
Points To Ponder...
Three summers ago, I was staying in a caravan a long way from the nearest city. It was usually pitch black at night. I had given my word that I would not smoke inside, so at 1 a.m. I stepped outside for a cigarette. After a few minutes of standing in the darkness, I realized that I could see my hand quite clearly—something I’d noticed that I could not do on previous nights—so I looked up, expecting to see the glow of the full moon, but the moon was nowhere in sight. Instead, there was a long glowing cloud directly overhead. The Romans called it the Via Galactica (the Road of Milk); today we call it the Milky Way. For those who missed the lesson at school that day, the basic facts are these: Remembering that 1 light year is equivalent to 6 trillion miles, our galaxy has a total diameter of somewhere around 100 thousand light years. Our Sun is located towards the edge of one of the galaxy’s spiral arms—about 26 thousand light years out from the central
  Hey guys heres a petition for making not only an easier fu world for all but for people with credit cards to.. There should be an option for us to purchase things like bling, vips, blasts, happy hour,and tickers for fu bucks comment below as your signature ill give this to babyjesus and maybe hell hear us... it takes a 1000 members for it to process... So please sign it thank you!
Just When Things Are Looking Up..
As most of my friends on here know,my 14 year old daughter was diagnosed almost a year ago with Melanoma.She has gone through many surgeries and had her lymph nodes removed because the cancer had spread.She has been on a type of chemo called Interfuron 3 days a week since Jan of 2009 and will be on it until Nov of 2009.Things have been looking up for her.The chemo is rough but she is strong and she is so looking forward to it being over.We just got back from Disneyland thanks to Make~A~Wish and her hopes were high. Then we get a call yesterday from her doctor's office.Jess(my daughter) has been having alot of pain in her hips so they sent her for an MRI a couple days before we left for our trip.The results said her hips were fine,but the reason her belly was cramping was she has ovarian something(I forget what they called it,and forgot my notepad where I wrote it down at work).Basically she has cysts on both her ovaries and they are bleeding.So now she has to go to the gyno and have t
Life is what i make it to be, even when times are hard there is always something good to happen if i want too. Trying to surround myself with good people is the key to finding myself in good situations and good places.
Basement Dwellers!!
Dear Basement and Closet Dwellers! Here are the rules.... 1.Food and Alcohol will be supplied. 2. Ganga is provided please see Seamus for this 3. Witty will be handing out Pillows 4. Witty was the first stalker shes in charge 5. Seamus is second 6. Please if they hurt  you in any way you may now see Kit for any injuries, she has alot of pills. 7. Ketch22 has little umbrellas for the drinks and is the official bed jumper 8. Drill will be providing free sex to all the ladies... please refrain from over using his butt... thank you 9. If you get angry because you have been couped up to long take it out on the BIRD (Name) 10. Hugh will be the resident petting zoo owner.. feel free to go pet Bruno, Leo or his furry cat... 11. SDSU Aztec... my resident out for the monkey it tends to piss on you 11. Once again shes back the name changing crazy sister of mine.. shes off limits touch her and you will you Witchie   Thank you for coming to the basement..
Please Read
I have been monitoring the spotlight bids for the last couple of weeks and I am not seeing them drop. Infact, they are increasing in the amount. Tech has a list/blog that does not address a solution to the problem.   I think I have a solution but i need comments from all level 48s to know if they agree to it or not. It will not involve being on a list and waiting to be chosen to bid. Currently the bids are over a billion fubucks and they need to come down so what I propose is that even though you have over a billion fubucks, DO NOT BID THAT HIGH!  This will lower the bids so every level 48 can get the spot light and level. All 48s need to be on the same page for this to work. I have complete confidence that this will in fact work and help everyone. Please leave a comment if your onboard with me.  Clevland Elementary School, Columbine High School,Amish school shooting,Virginia Tech, Sandyhook, Aurora Co, Oregon Mall shooting. These all have one common thread, assult weapons and high
why does love have to hurt?   really now think about it......everything to do with love seems to cause pain.........
Dark Prince
Dark Prince written by Amanda N Chafin Your darkness is my blanket. My shelter from the cold. Your touch like a sweet poison; A poison so deadly and cold. Your eyes like sapphires staring; So deep into my soul. The bond we share is sacred; A fiery inferno raging in my soul. Your spirit lives inside me; The drug for which I desire. The spell which was cast is deadly; Immortal Eternity is now my Fate! My eyes are wide upon you. Your velvety voice; to me speaks! “My Dark Princess I shall make thee” The words which were spoke “The Poison” My body’s reaching erotic peaks; Our energy flowing so wildly; I graciously bow now at your feet; For now Im wrapped in your deadly web. This moments mystic yet bitter sweet, Eagerly I whisper “Take Me” It is Eternity I await!
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Random Thoughts On Fubar
     Ok so its been a while since I have put myself "on the market," so to speak.  Still, I am not really interested in looking for a relationship. The way I see it, it will just happen when it's right. I don't think seeking your hearts desire finds much of anything except what it is you want to see based on hope, and the things others know you want to see in them.      I look through all these profiles here at Fubar, and other sites I use; and I see so many guys to drool over. Nice to look at yes, but try to talk to them and see how very uncomparable appearance, intellect, and personality are to rate IN ONE CATEGORY.       I personally look at a personality to determine whether a person is approachable as a friend (since that is all I'm looking for). Most of the people on my friends list here are strictly for the game, and I have never spoken a word to them. I have probably sent like five friends requests, and the rest are recieved and accepted, yet why if you never speak?      I h
My Ideal Vacation Spot
My ideal Vacation spot...... One day as I was driving into a small town called Ponoka I noticed signs for a psychiatric hospital.... my head start spinning and thoughts started rolling and i thought to myself that would be the ideal vacation spot.. Follow along with me on my ride. First not only do you get pills to wake up and be happy but you get pills to go to sleep. You can pee in your bed and someone will clean that up for you You don't really have to get out of bed to eat they will bring your food to you You get to discuss your feelings all day if you want Your get to do arts and crafts YOu can look into paint splotches and decide what you see.. You can people watch and there will be entertainment in it... These are just a small portion of why i think i should check myself in...   Thank you Wicked
Just A Couple Of Things
I am addicted to fla-vor-ice pops. It combines my two favorite fetishes: Ice and artificial flovors. My legs are refusing to tan. and my top half is a totally different shade than my bottom half. I'm going over to GBT's for Koolaid and Brandy. You should read a Tim Dorsey book if you like funny books.   Also.... Wicked just called me a bitch. should i clothes line her in the roller rink?  
Tax, Spend, Regulate- No Solution To Healthcare
   While the media focused its attention on Judge Sonia Sotomayor'snomination to the Supreme Court, liberals in the House ofRepresentatives introduced a health care "reform" package that willcost $245 billion a year by 2019.   Heritage Foundation blogger Conn Carroll digs into an alarming aspect of the legislation: it will effectively regulate your private healthinsurance plan out of business. Here's how it works, as Carrollexplains:    [A]ll health insurance plans must confirm to a slew of newregulations, including community rating and guaranteed issue. Thesewill all drive up the cost of health insurance. Furthermore, all thesenew regs would not apply just to individual insurance plans, but toall insurance plans. So the House bill will also drive up the cost ofyour existing employer coverage. Until, of course, it becomes tooexpensive and they just dump you into the government plan.   And all this will come at a huge cost to taxpayers. According toestimates from the Congressional Budg
I want pic suggestions and outfit suggestions for new pics that i'm gonna take in a few hours.. Both SFW and NSFW. Tell me your idea and if I use it, you will get a special pic of it with a salute. So come on people, this will be fun.   Xoxo Annipoo
why would you let someone drag you downwhy would you let yourself drownin all this pain and all this sorrowhoping it will all get better tomorrowliving this life so full of hope for a wonderful lifenot knowing you were going to twist that knifestabbed in the back so many times you promised things that were all blank linespages of poured out love you gave to mebut all thats left is a larger lock without a keyas my heart softened i doubted you less oftenthe doubt got less and my love got strongerand then your confusion would come back even strongermonths of love turned into shameand its me your trying to blamefor all your anger and all your fears
New To Fubar. Rate Me Por Please?
How? do I chat with people? HELP PLEASE?  
Criticism of the term “shaman” or “shamanism”Certain anthropologists, most notably Alice Kehoe in her book Shamans and Religion: An Anthropological Exploration in Critical Thinking, are highly critical of the term. Part of this criticism involves the notion of cultural appropriation. This includes criticism of New Age and modern Western forms of Shamanism, which may not only misrepresent or 'dilute' genuine indigenous practices but do so in a way that, according to Kehoe, reinforces racist ideas such as the Noble Savage.A tableau presenting figures of various cultures filling in mediator-like roles, often being termed as "shaman" in the literature. The tableau presents the diversity of this concept.Kehoe is highly critical of Mircea Eliade's work. Eliade, being a philosopher and historian of religions rather than an anthropologist, had never done any field work or made any direct contact with 'shamans' or cultures practicing 'shamanism', though he did spend four
Introduction To My Friends That Don't Really Know Me...yet
The title of this "blog" is completely true. I have never "blogged" before this moment so I'm not sure if I'm going to take it the direction its supposed to go but im going to just keep going if its all the same to you lol.  My name is Justin, I was born in NE Ohio, and grew up along all the east coast with the majority of the time in South Carolina so I'm quite the hybrid with the ability to understand country, and speak yankeeish:) I joined the army june 2003...Spent a year in Korea, 2 1/2 in Iraq and a year and a half at my new home around ft carson. I recently had a divorce, and decided to come back from Ohio to Colorado for a woman who I split from in 4 days and I decided to stay out here with an old army buddy. We're getting a house in the next 6 months, cant wait to get out of a crammed apartment.  Ummmm, I will just end this with a few cool quotes for effect:) Comfort the disturbed, and disturb the comfortable When the rich wage war its the poor who die Sometimes it is a
Late Night Thoughts
I sit here in my thoughts - all of the things I've done and said. I wonder what other ways of life that I could of chose, other ways of life I could of lead. The people who I've crushed, the ones who have broken my heart ... no matter how much inner bruising I'll always stay alarmed; assert - you have to be ready, eventually everything falls apart.Always so confident and happy on the outside, but no one knows the half of what I hide in my mind - my soul. Sometimes I feel myself want to shatter, some of the time I just feel my heart grow so dark ... so fucking cold. Dismay seems to devour away at all the guilt and sorrow inside. All of this hurt just won't seem to abide ...Mayhem emotionally strikes my heart constantly, fuck it - I'll just drown all of it away. Maybe I can actually be someone, maybe one of these days ...  
Day Of Night
All About Me
Sometimes I get lost in the words  that I hear from people, I believe their words when they say they care, I believe them when they throw words at me like love and friendship... So I ask myself "Am I Just kidding myself?? Do these people really mean this shit that I am hearing?? I want to believe  these words I need to believe these words, so I guess I really could care less if they are true are not, the fact is I need them whether they are truth are fiction. We like to think we are self dependent and the only person we need is ourselves,but honestly who are we fucking kidding  here?... We all need to feel loved and cared for by others it is only human nature to feel this way. So I get lost in the words I hear ....I am not sure if they are lies or truthful thoughts from the persons heart, but I do  know I get lost, simply because I need to believe!!
2009-10 School Year
Well, another summer has blazed by faster than I care to think about. Monday I'll start school again and unfortunately, I'll be going nonstop for the next 2 years. I'll be taking classes year round till I'm finished with tech in order to get myself back on schedule. After that it's 2 more years at a University. I'm not complaining though, I'm thankful to be able to go to school. I'm just sad that summer is coming to an end. My summer is going to end on a good note, however. I was fortunate enough to meet someone very special and we became an official couple on July 22. She's beautiful, funny, energetic, talkative, sweet, always encouraging, and I love her.  We have our moments, and I'm sure my pragmatic and analytic nature is going to be a thron in my side, but we're going to be alright. I'm still not 100% on what I intend to do with my future. Alot of things are still up in the air. Educationally speaking, I could take a completely different direction than what I want to do now. It'
Creeds And Things I Live By
I will not let my ego blind me to truth and I cherish my life, for though I have lived I still have much to learn. I understand, and honor my animal instincts, but I never let that I am a predatory animal overtake me. I use my mind to clearly help me define all reason and to help explore that which I do not know or cannot be explained as rational. I recognize the difference between the worlds of truth, fantasy, the unknown and the planes of other existence and feel at home with them all. I acknowledge the fact that survival is the highest law, but make sure I do not infringe upon another basic right. I acknowledge the Powers of Darkness and Powers of Light, both to be hidden in its natural laws. I know that my external Rituals are but part of Physical Fantasy while my internal magic is what is real. I respect and acknowledge on all levels and plains the results of my magic. There is no heaven as there is no hell, there are only life and death. And Death is the end of life and life is t
Questionable Intent
    I'm getting tired of this.  The needless drama that surrounds my own family.  One uncle dying, people get stressed out about it, I'm unemployed, no real hopes of college, single, and living in my parents basement.  I can honestly say that if i were to vanish, there wouldn't really be any significant difference in the lives of those who surround me.  I have no point.  The only person who seems to have a want for my presence I'm not sure I really care about anymore, and I've seen women, rare though they may be, who I truly desire, but I have no chance with.  I'm a lost soul... and i don't even know if i want to be found anymore.  My thoughts turn more often to my leaving.  No word, no notice.. just absence.  Leaving a small void in the lives of my friends and family that could just as well be filled with a new pet.      I've nowhere to go... though if I had a chance to be somewhere else I'm sure I should take it.  I've just moved around so much that all places seem the same to me.  T
This Song Involves How I Feel Right Now
This is the song that I can relate to right now.  I'm in a pissed off mood. Michael Jackson-They Don't Care About Us Skin head, dead headEverybody gone badSituation, aggravationEverybody allegationIn the suite, on the newsEverybody dog foodBang bang, shot deadEverybody's gone madAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usBeat me, hate meYou can never break meWill me, thrill meYou can never kill meJew me, sue meEverybody do meKick me, kike meDon't you black or white meAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usAll I wanna say is thatThey don't really care about usTell me what has become of my lifeI have a wife and two children who love meI am the victim of police brutality, nowI'm tired of bein' the victim of hateYou're rapin' me of my prideOh, for God's sakeI look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...Set me freeSkin head, dead headEverybody gone badtrepidation, speculationEverybody allegationIn the suite, on t
I really freaking hate when a waiter/waitress takes the the bill after you paid and you haven't left yet. I don't know why but it just gets on my nerves. It makes me want to take my tip back. Don't get me wrong though I'm a great tipper but I just think it is plain rude.   What do you think? Let Me Know!!!
A Letter For My Lover
i do apologize for how i acted over the phone and you know how frustrated i am with all this just like you and everything that's going on with my parents. but you know well enough i am not going to give up on you and i know you dont want to either. i don't know whether i should cry or whether to feel angry. i feel both. i know you love me and i know you want to be with me. i know you told me that you have things to do over there and to deal with. i know you dont want me to give up and i know you mean it when you said for me to hang in there even when things are tough. another hurdle i guess. i know you still love me and i know you want to be with me. i know you were saying things because you were angry to how we both were acting and that because she was there with you. i know you were acting how i am with people around but you know well enough that i love you even when i dont say it... so im trying to think along that same line. i know all this is killing you inside just as much as me.
Guides To Help With Heartache And Living With The Undying Love For Some One
It seems the harder you try to win some ones heart the harder they make it for you to do so. You sit back, listen to their problems, help them when they need it, and silently loving them. You dedicate your life to them and try to keep them safe and with out heart ache. They go out into the world and come back broken. You mend their heart, and cherish the time you have with them before they are gone agian. And it just keeps going on and on like that and has no sign of ever stopping. You sit at home wondering what you've done to make you invisable to them and what you need to do so that they will see you agian. Your heart breaks as the seconds turn to minutes,  the minutes turn to hours,and the hours to days. You cry silent screams of pain, as the tears flow down your face like the rivers after the rains. When you get to see them or talk to them you find it hard not to spill your heart to them and not to breakdown and cry. You smile when they are near and never let them now the pain you
Love Quotes
 "Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her..."   " If you love me, let me know. If not please gently let me go."   " Some of the grater things in life  are unseen thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream."   " If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it's yours forever. If it doen't, it wasn't ment to be."        
Whatever I Feel Like
IN MY FIRST AUCTION!!! COME PLACE YOUR BID AND OWN ME FOR A MONTH! JUST CLICK THE PIC! ENDS SEPT 15th! CLICK ON THE PIC TO GO BID!       Well Im not really around here much anymore. Fubar has lost its appeal to me. Friends that I used talk to all the time have either moved on with their lives and arent on the site anymore, or just dont talk to me anymore. I spend more time with my kids and in the real life, and dont find the need to sit on the site for countless hours anymore. Hopefully next school year I will be attending school to get my LPN and moving into the career that I want to be in. Real life has more value to me now instead of trying to life in a fantasy world I guess. But for those that would like to keep in touch, send me a message and you might get my yim lol not promising though. And those that already have my yim, send me a message once in a while if you feel like talking. Other than that....Have fun. Ok so this is a rant. Why is it virtually Impossible to f
The Next Step: On The Road To Recovery
Theater Of The Disgusting
It seems like every day on fubar, my eyes are treated to the indignity of another shirtless moron who thinks hes pretty damn special cause he goes to the gym a couple times a week. So all day/night i have to watch these hulks of stupidity roll up my bar tab because some chick added them, and im too lazy to filter it. What makes these fuckin meatheads think theyve all gotta default pic themselves shirtless?"Oh look at me, i dont have an ounce of brain inside my fat stupid head, i cant even spell my name correctly, and im probably a big pussy who skates by safely because i make alot of noise and hope that plus my muscles intimidates people who dont know any better." So each and every day, I gotta watch another cookie cutter fucktard who thinks hes unique, but is really just another pathetic entree in the long list of fucktards with a shirtless default pic and maybe the word "enforcer" horridly mispelled in their name. Really, dullards, put the shirt back on, listen to what your spell
You call me and tell me to prepare for a weekend away. You pick me up and all you tell me about where were going is sit back and enjoy. We go out for a romantic dinner at a nice place. we sit in a dark corner near a fireplace and candle lit table. we enjoy a wonderful dinner and awsome conversation,after dinner we go for a moon lit walk along a beach. To my suprise you have been there before. You have a blanket and candles lit with a white sheer tent,and asti chiling,with a vase of pink roses. You kiss me so softly and slowly fall to our knees. You gently lay me down and kiss my lips and worrk your way to my neck. then you slowly un buttton my blouse with your mouth,and work on my bra then you caress my breasts softly and gently kiss them and ,you caress my nipples with your lips. As you are doing this I am moaning with utter pleasure. you slowly work you way down my body I shutter with pleasure the whole time . you softly caress my clit with your tongue until your face is moistened w
WTF New Zodiac signs 2011 are: Capricorn: Jan. 20 – Feb. 16 Aquarius: Feb. 16 – March 11 Pisces: March 11 – April 18 Aries: April 18 – May 13 Taurus: May 13 – June 21 Gemini: June 21 – July 20 Cancer: July 20 – Aug. 10 Leo: Aug. 10 – Sept. 16 Virgo: Sept. 16 – Oct. 30 Libra: Oct. 30 – Nov. 23 Scorpio: Nov. 23 – 29 Ophiuchus: Nov. 29 – Dec. 17 Sagittarius: Dec. 17 – Jan. 20 NOW IM NOT WHAT I WAS MY KIDS ARENT WHAT THEY WERE WTH IM ALL DAMN CONFUSED PISCES   Also unassuming, the Pisces zodiac signs and meanings deal with acquiring vast amounts of knowledge, but you would never know it. They keep an extremely low profile compared to others in the zodiac. They are honest, unselfish, trustworthy and often have quiet dispositions. They can be overcautious and sometimes gullible. These qualities can cause the Pisces to be taken advantage of, which is unfortunate as this sign is beautifully gentle, and generous. In the end, however, the Pisces is often the victor of
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What is a pirate?   A pirate is a Buddha, basically. The differences are mainly cultural. Pirates like to sail the sea, and in pirate culture honor is gained by kicking ass and taking names rather than virtuous works. Similar to a Buddha, though, a pirate moves with perfect personal freedom and doesn't answer to anyone. The social hierarchy of pirates, like that of monks, is based on quick wits and applied experience.     Examining the Four Noble Pirate Truths   The Four Noble Pirate Truths are ordered in the opposite direction of the Four Noble Truths. Rather than explaining them in the order they need to be understood, you are told the last first and the first last, in true Judeo-Christian tradition. Thus, when you read the final truth the other three become more clear. Let's tackle these in reverse order.      You are a pirate.   People are not born or raised to be better than the others. Everyone has the potential for perfection within their own lifetimes. Every per
To Be In Love
My mind spins through bits and pieces of the past that seem to make my heart cry yet hold on longer... yet somehow it still seems to hold on to nothing... and at the same time the memories mean so much, yet there worth nothing more then just parts of the past that are now only real in my mind!! what good is that if it cant rewind me back to the time when i could touch you.. smell you... and most of all to the time when you were mine and i was yours.
Today...i had the biggest wakeup call of my life..I honestly didnt realize how much i took life forgranted until this happened.We had went to my sister was fine,happy,jolly....and within a split second she had blacked out and fell in the floor,non-responsive...we had to call the ambulance out....i watched them put my baby sister on the stretcher & put her in the back of the ambulance.All i could do was pray to god that nothing would happen to her.I prayed & prayed & prayed...all that could come to my head was how much i had taken her forgranted & thought she would always be there..We got to the e.r. and waited & waited & yes waited some more....then by the grace of god my sister was alright.I could've cried a thousand rivers i was so happy.I hugged her & didnt want to let her go.So..ive been sittin here thinking of how much i really have taken forgranted,how many ppl ive took forgranted.thinking they would always be around.I realize how selfish i have been towards other ppl.A
For All The People Who Grew Up Between The 30s And 70s
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930 's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cup cakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because,
I just realized that I have NO Fans! Kinda sad about that but maybe I will soon.Blessed be to you all and May the sun always shine upon your hearts!
Friends What Are They What Does It Mean?
Ffffun At The Doc's
tower work......that which doesnt kill ya,makes ya stronger...welllllll maybe. C, after much scratchin of noggins by the powers that be...the owner..and the supervisors...a conclusion was reached about when my injury took place...and when it got worse.   follow along dear readers...we go back to june 16....while removing a rather large television antenna from a tower said antenna tangled in the tower at about 90 ft. now little ol me had to climb down and untangle messy situation made worse by supervisor/owner when he begins yanking the rope...causing 50 pounds of aluminum and steel to begin bouncing...and becoming further entangled. me.....cursing softly under my breath all the while...STOP YANKING THE ROPE ..@#$%#@#$^&&%$...PINHEAD..#$#@^%$#$.....yesss...freedom achieved....shithead yanks again at same time..end results?  50 pound paperweight swings rapidly clockwise..pulling yours truly left ....HARD. owwwwwwwwie @#$#$%%6%$#...injury sustained. end of day right....wrong oh follower o
Path Of Atonement Part 1
The Hunter: Path of Atonement The growling is heard from the alley way, as two boys run through it, looking behind them as they run, their faces filled with the fear of death. One of them holding their arm as drops of blood fall to the dirty street. Under normal nights, the figure watching them would enjoy the fear, even revel in it. The figure sighs and watches the figures …this isn't any night though, he has a mission and a person to draw out. "Damnable sire....wish she would use me for more than this simple task…could be feeding right now" the figure grumbles, following the two boys as they run, making sure to stay visible enough for them to know where he is...and to make sure his target knows as well. Picking up speed as he jumps from the top of one building to the next, keeping his hunger in check, knowing if all goes well he will feed plenty tonight after this little adventure. He jumps from another building to the next, grinning as he senses the presence of anot
The Writing Vault
“I would also like two orders of fries,” said Skip Bronson, a man who declares he is a relative to a famous director and never will deny it.  Skip, along with his fiancee Missy Burberry, a girl whom her body size equals to her enormous attitude.  “I want extra sauce Skip,” asked Missy in her usual whining voice.  “NO, it costs 20 cents extra for each packet, are you going to pay for it?” answered Skip in a voice as if he lost all his Magic cards in a dare.  “I want extra sauce!  I want extra sauce!” replied Missy jumping up and down.  “Shut the fuck up, Missy,” answered Skip.  Then, in a quick grasp of a sentence, Skip said, “That’ll be all” to the microphone of the drive-thru menu.  The clerk on the other end repeated the whole order to Skip and then he gave the reply, “It’s right”.  Then the total came up and Skip drove to the window without a thank you.      Skip and Missy have been toget
My Profile/me
For starters... I'm waitin for my computer so I can get my salutes up. All I have right now is my iPod to get me online. So I can't do too much I just now figures out a way to add a blog on here. It just makes things harder being in Kuwait Well I'm still new to fubar so help me out I like reading msgs and comments And you can check myspace/facebook if u don't trust me without salutes. ( for both
My Profile/me
I met this girl one night onlineOne day i wish i can say she's mineBut i know in my mind i'm not her typeAnd i know in my heart that i am rightHer beauty and her charm sends chills down my spine.I wish we woke up next to each other all the timeShe's smart, sexy, gorgeous, and coolMe thinking i'll ever have her makes me feel like a fool.So i guess for now she'll be my  Dream GirlCause why would she pick me when she can have any guy in the world............ A poem done by (Joe Blake) Today is the day i begin my new lifeI spent so many years searching for a wifeI looked high and low near and farBut she won't appear tell me where you areI'm a nice guy who feels he deserves the bestSo till i find my one love i will not restPeople tell me that i should sit and waitBut most of the time i think i'm too lateWhat if my true love passed me byeWhen i was in and out of relationships that made me hurt and cryAll i want is a girl to like me for meAnd than finally and live happy as can be Anoth
Boston Sports
Any discussion of NBA history starts with the Boston Celtics. Under the direction of Red Auerbach, the Celtics produced three dynasties winning 16 World Titles from 1957 to 1986. The fast break, the full-court press, and unselfishness on the court became synonymous with Celtics Basketball. They were a charter member of the NBA when the league began in 1946. The team struggled for the first four years, but in 1950 two newcomers arrived who would forever change Celtics fortune and the game itself. Owner Walter Brown brought in former Washington Capitals coach Red Auerbach to take command; and as the result of a league contraction and a draft, a six foot guard from Holy Cross, Bob Cousy returned to the Boston Garden. The Celtics continued to improve with the addition of quality players the likes of Bill Sharman, Frank Ramsey, and Tommy Heinsohn, but the addition of Bill Russell in 1956 was the final piece of the puzzle. Russell revolutionized the role of the big man in Basketball. His s
Fake Fucks
I Got Boxer Puppies For Sale
Help Me!!!!!!
i need help with leveling up im almost to a barfly so please help me????
Others' Words...
So... I've been finding some very amusing things on the web lately, and thought I would start sharing them with you guys. Here's our first winner:     (From Craigslist) Yes, you. You sick fucker. On Wednesday morning I emerged from my girlfriend's building by U.N. Plaza to find that you had sawed the tops off both the sparkplugs on my motorcycle. At the time, I had no idea why anyone would do that. Other than the sparkplugs, the bike was untouched. Some kind of bizarre vandalism? A fraternity prank gone awry? I had no idea. All I knew is that I looked like a huge douchebag riding the Muni to work in a padded motorcycle jacket and helmet. Because the bike was immobilized I got a $35 street sweeping ticket that night. Thursday I had it towed to the shop ($45) where they replaced the sparkplugs and the boots ($50 including labor). They explained to me that "people" - I use the term loosely here - like you break off the tops of spark plugs and use the porcelain tubes to smoke crack.
My Game.
if i close my eyes i can see it. I can almost taste it.. open my eyes and im left breathless. for what i thought was my reality was all just a dream.. Youll be the dream and ill be the dreamer:) Staring at eachother our eyes are locked. unbreakable force you and i have. chemistry .. mix it together we are toxic. but u are my poison the very thing that might kill me but id die with a smile. so come on baby kill me with those wrds.. make me feel alive. dance around me. never stop makin me dizzy. when u walk i dare not step to ur pace. for u are far ahead of me. and i would just be out of place. so come on. show me the way. show me how to bleed and breath at the same time.. an obsession we are.. 2 of a kind but one plays the game better  then i do.. i step back to to take my bow and with my white flag ill wave it so proud. baby u just left me on the ground. thats ok i like it there on my knees;). so watch me because ill come up soon and ill make ur mind explode but for now its a you-1 me-
Wish List
Yay will be a lucky day 09-09-09 (or 9/9/9) and here is my wish list for you to take in to consideration when thinking what to treat me to on here :)   (1) HAPPY HOUR (if you really love me)   (2) 1000 credit bling pack   (3) AUto 11   (4) Bomb   (5) VIP renewal (if required)   (6) Keep me shit faced from the 8/9 to the 10/9   One or all of the above will be most appreciated - and of course levellation to Godfather will be iminant :)     KISSES TO YOU ALL Ok so update of birthday wish list - please feel free to comment (nice of course!)   (1) HAPPY HOUR (or 3 of you are feeling generous!)   (2) HUGE BLING PACK   (3) AUTO 11   (4) CHERRY BOMB   (5) SMALL BLING PACK   (6) VIP RENEWAL (1 6 OR 12 MONTH)(ANY APPRECIATED)   (7) SHIT FACED NESS (from 7-9-9 to 9-9-9)   I WOULD LIKE TO LEVEL TO ORACLE FOR CHRISTMAS :)xxxxxx     (and i dont think im being too greedy after all I shall be 41) :D
Crumpled, Torn, Shattered, And Discarded
I once thought I had found love so I married the woman who made happy and after ten years she cheated. So I figure live and learn I am not the first person in the world this has happened to. I spent a few years enjoying being single then I met my second wife and I thought I was in heaven. That was until the day I returned home to find her packing her belongings up and leaving me for some 19 year old kid. I was shattered. I spent some more time alone then I found someone who I thought was truely the one. Only thing is she did not feel the same way about me. So I moved on and I found someone who I thought things were going to work out with but she only wanted to use me for money. So now I think I will become a monk less chances of ever suffering from heart break that way. To sum it up I no longer have a heart left its been crumpled, torn, shattered and discarded like yesterdays news paper. Speaking for myself LOVE STINKS.
Countinuing Education
Spring Classes for Women at THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETEDby Tuesday, July 14, 2009 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM. Class 1 Up in Winter, Down in Summer - How to Adjust a Thermostat Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 wks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hrs beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2Which Takes More Energy - Putting the Toilet Seat Down, or Complaining About It for 3 Hours?Round Table Discussion.Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3Is It Possible To Drive Past a Wal-Mart Without Stopping?Group Debate.Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between a Purse and a SuitcasePictures and Explanatory Graphics.Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5Curling Irons--Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Bathroom Cabinet?Examples on Video.Meets 4 weeks, Tuesday and Thursday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM
Running Away!!
I know that some of you feel like running away today so do i! SO i figured we will all run away together.... Cause i will miss you!!! Hughes driving the rv... don't know the destination Anyone need a lift? Wicked   Apparently all of you want to come we need a plane... Hmmm wonders if Hugh can fly a plane? List of runaways (not in order) Reeka Witchie WItty Hugh Boo Seamus Misfit Serenity Daisy Not telling Swift Spiker 425 Silver Diamond Doug Crystal Swift Philemon (wether he likes it or not) Wicked Goddess DurhamNTx Majik CantSleepClownsWillEatMe  
Letting Gooooo
ok im not one to write much but i just cant shake a few things off ,i just dont understand if someone is susposed to be your best friend and you did and have done everything possible to help that person,even going as far as giving them a place live so the kids wasnt going without,how can they turn around and tear a family apart,take a father from his son ,and rip apart a relationship ,it might have not been the perfect lil family and maybe we fought alot and i wasnt treated the best but we managed to make it through 9 years together,but now my so called friend has took over and is living the life i once had,and dosnt feel bad at all for doing what she did,i guess it still dose hurt me some,i mean other then my son, him and his family was my life and thats all i knew i never imagined in a million years that i would have to lose everything i knew and start a new life clear across the country,it just hurts to know she is gong to be waking up everyday in a house that was once mine in the s
Fascinating Biology Facts
 Fascinating biology facts> The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and> the smallest is the male sperm.> It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to> your stomach.> One human hair can support 3 kg (6 lb).> The average man's erection is three times the length of his> thumb..> Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete.> A woman's heart beats faster than a man's.> There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your> feet.> Women blink twice as often as men.> The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the> brain.> Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are> standing still.> If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it.> Men who read this are probably still busy checking their> thumbs
My Poems
You love her, but she loves him, and he loves somebody else - You just can't win.And so it goes until the day you die.This thing they call love,its gonna make you cry.I've had the blues, the reds and the pinks.One thing's for sure...Love stinksLove stinks...yeah yeah...Love stinks!Love stinks! Yeah yeah...Love StinksLove stinks! Yeah yeah...two by two and sid by sidelove's gonna find you yes it isyou just can't hideyou'll hear it callyour heart will fallthen love will flyit's gone that's all!i don't care puttin a cap on those things all i can say is...Love stinksLove stinks yea yeaLove stinks Love stinks yea yeaLove stinksLove stinks yea yeaLove stinksLove stinks yea yeaI been through diamondsI been through minxI been through longLove stinks!Love stinksyea yea! Love stinks!Love stinks yea yea!Love stinksLove stinksLove stinks yea yea... What wouldn’t I give you so that you are at my side once again and saying those nice things you used to say and have not spoken ever since? I wa
ok so im sick and tired of the AF telling me that im over weight! its not my fault im only 4 foot 11. any suggestions?? please help. alright, so this may be just a bit extreme, but whatever thats just who i am.i want nothing more in my life then to find the perfect person to spend the rest of my life with, but these days i just dont think that person is out there anymore. and everyone seems to think they are that person. so here are some guidelines for what I want and dont want... pretty much if you have these things dont talk to me.. 1. kids or want kids- i dont want em and i dont want a man that thinks he can change my mind cause he wants em, sorry 2. if youve been married, sorry. im afraid of marriage and dont believe in divorce, so if youve been there, im sorry. 3. smoker, heavy drinker or drug abuser- dont get my wrong i drink from time to time, i just dont want an alcoholic or pot smoker, whatever. 4. if you live with your parent, dont have a vehicle and or drivers license,
So Yea...
So yea I was thinkin and I came up with I want a relationship but I'm not lookin for one does that even make sence? I didnt think so. I also came up with I think I wanna be a body builder. Scary huh? I thought so. I also thought about bein a Marine. Perfect huh? YEA IT IS!! I thought about bein a porn star. Creepy huh? Yea it is! Anyway this blog was completely random and I just went on about stupid bullshit to see what other people will say about it.   ........ so yea.
Older Woman Are So Reasonable
After> > being married for 44 years, I took a careful look at my wife> > one day and said, "44 years ago we had a cheap> > apartment, a cheap car, slept on a sofa bed and watched a> > 10-inch black & white tv but I got to sleep every night> > with a hot 25-year-old girl.> > > > Now I have a> > $1.5 million home, a $45,000 car, nice big bed and a plasma> > screen tv, but I'm sleeping with a 65-year-old woman. It> > seems to me that you're not holding up your side of> > things.'> > > > > > > > My wife is a> > very reasonable woman.. She told me to go out and find a hot> > 25-year-old girl and she would make certain that I> > would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a> > cheap car, sleeping on a sofabed and watching a 10-in black> > and white tv..> > > > Aren't> > older women great? They really know how to solve your> > mid-life> > crisis.
My Prayer
Lord I really need your help.  Give me strength and guidance to take me to the right direction. Give me the ability to have moreconfidence in myself.  Please let people know that I mean no harm I'm a good soul, God.  I just need help mentally, dear Lord. I'm not a bad person, just misunderstood, dear Lord. Please heal me, please give me knowledge.  Please God correct me and let people that I made uncomforatble know that I mean no harm. Please give me strength and guidance. In Lord Jesus Name, AMEN.
okay, so the simple truth is: i weigh way too much. ive gone to being a 190 lb lean muscle fighting machine to a 245lb tub of lard. so in the last month, ive cut out sugary drinks and fast food. here i am a month later at 235. only 45 more lbs to go...wish me luck. im gonna need it.
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Need To Know
More Nothings From A Nothing
I have never felt so alone or stuck in a place that didnt want me My car broke down in the desert and I got no money I came out to see the woman of my dreams and I aint gonna make it... its God's Will it seems No, I never felt so alone in a place that didnt want me I thot I had received a sign from the Big Man upstairs He took my job from me and I took it as "ya gotta get out there." I took off on a journey to a hell hole called the Mojave Just to get my heart broke by the woman who wants me Someday if ya have the misfortune of ever out there and ya see an old guitar case just tossed aside without care Just remember there was an owner to that old axe cover and he just might still be walkin there lookin for his lover Cuz... I never felt so.... lost and alone... in a place that didnt want me TY, Pryj.... nice to know SOMEONE is watching for us.... BUT, YOU DIDNT SEE ME

 I saw you,
hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.&
From This Day Forward
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Alluring Thoughts
In the eyesA smilePerson's personalityBody languageIn a kissTheir voiceSubtle touch or caressThe sexual energy one projects for others to be mesmerized and enticed.. They have come and goneEach one different and uniqueBlessed with knowing themMany have touched my soulJust a few have broken my heartTime has healed those wounds and dried my tearsGood times..Fun times..No regretsWhere will this lane take me?Will there be more encounters? I am trying on different slacks. Putting and taking off. I removed one, I noticed a draft. Looking down at my pants on the floor is my panty..still in the pants. Don't you just love it when your panty is attached to your pants?? LOL Back to deciding what to wear.....
Note To Self!
Note to self: NEVER QUIT!! There is this lady who thought she could take away my fu hubby and my fu lover. In the last few weeks this lady and I have been in a pissing contest. I believe im winning! Needless to say after one upping her on bling and blasts and threats off all sorts, she topped me by buying me a HH. She thought she had me I would bend to her will, she implored me to say Uncle.. I SAY NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO i bought her a HH as well, You will see us tomorrow together. Please so I can win just go hit her like mad.... I will not bend, nor break I will win SPARTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Something To Talk About
Well tomorrow night there is suppose to be this cool eclipse in India. I would like your input on this subject. The Hindus believe this eclipse is a mark of bad things to come. What do you think of this if you know anything about it. If not google it or got o and find out then tell me what you think...
Benifit For Bud & Jackie Green
Whitetail invited you to: Bud and Jackie Green Benefit When: Sunday, July 26, 2009 12:00 PM to 6:00 PM PDT Where: Felts Mills Fire Hall Please join Whitetail, Froggy 97, and the friends and family of Bud and Jackie Green. Local radio DJ Bud Green and his wife Jackie tragically lost two daughters, Susan and Denise, in an auto accident over the Memorial Day weekend. There can be no greater tragedy. This event will be an opportunity for friends, family, and supporters to show this wonderful family how much we care and help them heal. There will be food, music, prizes. We will auction off a guitar autographed by Lorrie Morgan, Aaron Tippin, Kevin Sharp, Michael Peterson, Mustang Creek and more, specifically for this event. Music by Whitetail. Felts Mills Fire Dept has graciously set up this event. Froggy 97 personalities and Mr. Froggy will be there. The fire hall is on Rt 3 in Felts Mills. For more information visit - Whitetail Ignore invitations from W
New Drive By Cootings
To anyone who has wondered, I am sorry if I have seemed distant or just not been around comunicating much.   I have been sick off and on for the past several years and this year for a few months it was really severe. No drama here Im starting to feel better, Im not cold all the time and I am starting to eat again. Now I can slowly start to get things done around the house that my poor old wife Debbie cant do, which really makes me happy :) I was going to type a long rambling epistle but My sister inlaw is coming over and I want to cleanup the house so she wont know how we really live :-D David Okay concerning my shoutbox and PMs ,  It is really simple. I am not ignoring you! 90% of the time I am on fubar is when I am at work. So If I dont get back to you in a nano second it may just be that I am actually working. If i rated all your pictures that does not indicate that I lust after your body as awesome sexy as it is.  A lot of times I just start clicking on stuff when I am interv
Need to get laid, having to much stress in life!
The Inside Story
while cruising the news sites while her boss was busy, my mother stumbled across an article on KSDK about a pair of songwriters, one from Indiana (a real Hoosier) and the other from Saskatchewan (that's Canada for those of you that don't know Canada). they moved here and have since written a song about the bizarre quirks St Louis is known for. here are the lyrics and their video. i may be from here, but i'm not *OF* here. dig ?-----------Symmetry - I'm Not From Here(video link here -- )i just wanted some direction to a place i'd never beenas i listened intently for the street namesinstead he rattled landmarks and places long torn down"Go past the old Arena and the Famous Barr downtown,""turn left at the big Amoco" and right at the "Old Sears"I don't know what he's talkin' 'bout cuz, hey, I'm not from hereI'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I'm not from here (I'm not from here!)I can't your find your dusty buildingsI don't drink your k
God doesn't give you the people you want, He gives you the people you NEED - To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you and to make you into the person you were meant to be. Dear God: The person reading this is beautiful, classy and strong, and I love them. Help her live her life to the fullest. Please promote her and cause her to excel above their expectations. Help them shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love. Protect them at all times, lift theim up when they need you the most, and let them know when they walk with you, They will always be safe.  Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain.
You Aint Really Haten Till You Hate Here
Laying Here
I've been laying here in bed tossing and turning..Simply can't sleep.. thinking..   Just wondering why am I not dating material... Am I destined to be just a friend with people.. their buddy, their pal, or what I can not stand the most is.. "Just one of the guys"..I HATE THAT SAYING with a passion..   Am I too strange, too dorky, not feminine enough..are my jokes too hardcore...   Am I too blunt..   Am I too direct...   Am I too odd...   It's gotta be something..   If someone knows....please tell me...   Thank you for reading my ramblings..   Anyways, have an amazing Tuesday!
Another 5 Am Blog.....well, Actually, It's Almost 6 Am But What's The Difference?
Do you ever kick yourself in the ass?  I don't mean literally but you know...  over something you did that you shouldn't have done, or, something that you didn't do but should have done?  I'm sitting at a point in my life right now to where I either have to dwell in what's going on or force myself to move on for the sake of sanity.  Everytime I turn around, something in my life that seems like a big deal to me, is changing.  Some things for the better and some for the worse.  99% of these things are things with my friends.  I don't have the ability to say "don't do that" or "do this".  They are my friends, not my children.  They live their lives the way that they want to.  No matter how I try to convince myself that everything is going to turn out great, I just can't shake this nasty feeling I have deep within my gut.  This nagging feeling that says "you will never feel that way again, that moment is gone, you will never get it back no matter how content you were"...  I was honestly ju
Freaking Haters
Loss Of A Friend Crash on U.S. 26 in Clatsop County kills Hillsboro man by The Oregonian Monday July 20, 2009, 8:26 PM A traffic accident on U.S. 26 west of Elsie in Clatsop County left a man dead this afternoon, the Oregon State Police reported. A Chevrolet pickup was westbound about 4:15 p.m. when it passed another vehicle in a no-passing zone, said Lt. Gregg Hastings, a state police spokesman. According to witnesses, the truck was speeding and went out of control as it moved back into its lane. It struck an embankment, rolled several times and landed on its top. William J. Pierce, 37, of Hillsboro was pronounced dead at the scene. -- Staff reports
im da man
Strawberry Kisses
Juniors' Misc. Blogs
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together...:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />   I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy, I'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry, I'm going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me-à I'm going to smile.   You and her that's what you want. You and me… That's what I dream.   Our wants are many, Our needs are few.  
Seeing Stars..
You know who you are, you stole my heart in a blink. What a wicked woman to leave this boy to crave that taste of you again. A smile from you fills my heart to point of explosion. Your eyes bleed through mine to see right through me and show me who I am. Your lips keep me frozen under your power. Not have I ever felt so at ease, like there has been a lingering spark from another time. Its funny how a Star came to make me feel whole again. Under our sky of broken paths we managed to find more than we imagined. I'll never stop trying cause your light shines greater than you see.
  Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) is a common neurobehavioural disorder that has been related to the brain's chemistry and anatomy. ADHD is a persistent pattern of inattention and/or hyperactivity/impulsivity that occurs more frequently and more severely than is typically seen in people at comparable levels of development. Symptoms must occur for at least six months and some symptoms have been present since before the age of 7 years. ADHD begins in childhood and symptoms can persist into adulthood as well. While some children outgrow ADHD, as many as 60% continue to have features of ADHD persisting into adulthood. According to the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-IV) (a physicians manual for diagnosis), the symptoms of ADHD fall into the following categories: inattention, hyperactivity/impulsivity, and a combination of the two. Although the exact cause of Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) remains unknown it has become in
Love breeds suicide Don’t know what to do Life seems so empty without you Don’t know if it’s true You didn’t want to hurt me, desert me Love breeds suicide Love kills me inside Just want to know Is there a reason for living Just want to go Back where we came from, I’m begging you Love breeds suicide Love kills me inside You were my reason for living Why did it end Why did it end You were my sunshine, my living Why did it end Why did it end I have reasons to be alone Dying til I see clear There's no revenge to explain Will never come back I perceived your look My time is running out I don't stop thinking I relax my tension... exhale again. I think again I feel so little, Exhale again... feel so little. To lose didn't change your life Taking everything away Everything until the end. I have reasons to be alone Dying til I see clear There's no revenge to explain
The Pains Of Love
Its amazing how love works. First off you fall in love. That makes you act funny and do every thing you can to make the person you fell for feel the same way about you. Usually it works but some times it fails miserablely. then thats where the pain comes in. You sit back and watch the one you love off with some one else oand it feels like they are  a million miles away where you can't see them. So you talk to them any way you know how just to keep the hope that you might win them over alive a little longer. In the end You'll cry and It will feel like your heart is being torn out but you will live...... And that is a fate worse than death because at least in death you would have the release and no pain. But in life after love you find misery every where. Plus it seems like every one knows what has happened and keeps there distance like your a leper or some to the one that know what it feels like, "I feel your pain' and for the ones that don't I pray you never have to
Ladies Read This If U Have Ovarian Cancer
Carpe Noctem
Tanz der Vampire - Carpe Noctem (Seize the Night)Lyrics:Vampire 1:Come with me and bless the night !Let the darkness be your salvation.Curse the day ! Escape the light !Break of chains of imagination !Come with me and seize the night !Nows the time for some insperation !Leave the day and lose the light,No taboos, only new sesations !Vampire 2:In the shadows of the city ???? A hero's waiting for the call !And all the devils are waking up.And all the angels start to fall.Vampires 1 & 2:In the shadows of the cityWe're dying for a thrill !We're going out over the edge !We're moving in for the kill !Vampire Group 1:You've got to curse the day.Its nothing but a merciless light, So open up your armsAnd then you get down on your kneesYou suck in all the darknessAnd you ready now to seizeSeize the night !Seize the night !Vampire Group 2:Dies irae, Kyrie. Libera me, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Requiem da, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Libera me, Domine !Dies irae, Kyrie. Requiem da, Domine !*Dies ira
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Life Sucks
Drinking alcohol is for losers. Join your local A.A. and be somebody important. Gotta get another year older, atleast I'm not in debt.
Crazy Train
Who's Reall Bootyful!
True Friends
To be in loveWhat does that meanDoes love truly flowFrom sea to sea When you find the oneYou truly care aboutYeah, you will knowWithout a doubt To be in loveWhat does that meanJust you waitAnd you will see Nothing is to highNothing is to farAll you have to do is reachAnd you can grab the stars To be in loveWhat does that meanTo fall in loveWill set you free 06/02/98 Friends will comeFriends will go.True friendship, though,Comes from the Heart. Once a true friendAlways a true friendTrue friendship, of course,Never dies But if it never diesThen where does it lie?Does it lie in the mind or heart?Can anything ever tear it apart? True friends always careThey always listen to your troublesThough they may not have a solutionAtleast they take the time to share Having a true friendIs an honor to cherishIf ever you find oneDo not let him or her get away 11/17/92
Effects And Stunts For Aug.
Its a must see.   In my stash. Peace All Zombie Make up: 2, 2A, 6C, 7, 8, 9A, 9B, 10, 11, 11A, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 17A, 17C, 18, 18A, 18B, 18C, 19, 20, 21, 22 Stunt: 8: Uncle tom pushed out into field, tumbles back 9: Guest hurdles over fence 10: Uncle Tom pushing bottles into zombies (choreographed) (reverse action), 12: Bowl smash over zombie head. 14: Guests falling from weight of zombies (random). 15: Joseph and Amanda strike zombies with blunt weapons. Zombie fall. 17: Zombie falls back reacting to shotgun blast. 17C: Uncle tom leg takedown and zombie fall. 18B: "Headless" (won't show) Zombie falls back in reaction to shotgun blast. 18C: Fight (choreographed) (bearhug) between Reggie and Joseph. Reggie under material (material thinned to have zombie teeth breaking and gnashing through. Amanda kicks person under sheet and he flys back landing on the ground. Priest hits zombie with butt of shotgun. 19: Chair bounces off zombie head. 21: Wendy and Uncle tom drag
Kat's Blog
I am so sick of sorry ass men. All I want is to be treated with a little respect.. a little sincerity... a little kindness. I am not a booty call, I am not your personal plaything, I am not a cyber-whore. If I'm not good enough to take to dinner and or out on a date, then I'm not good enough to spend the night with you. Plain and simple, end of story. If you are looking for a booty call or a one night stand... keep looking, I'm not the one. I am sure there are some dumb bitches out there, probably running rampant on this site as a matter of fact, that would not mind being treated like a whore but I am not one of them. You talk a good game about wanting to spend time with me and wanting to get to know me when all you're hoping for is a shot at getting in my pants. Well let me let you in on a little secret... I was born in the morning but it wasn't this morning. I am not stupid and I know what you're up to... but what you don't get is that I'm a hell of a lot smarter than you and apparen
About Me** STUBBORN** yes indeed.. i am the craziest bitch you'll ever see. whats your game? whats your style? what do you want? simple questions right... but do you really have an answer? you may now... but tomorrow, the next day.. your answers will soon be changed...                       i am 23 i love the outdoors, the woods, rivers, lakes, ponds, forest, caves, canyons.. i dreamed about, that place packed together... it would be exciting to live there....... i love water sports, i love to read books sometimes, if i am feeling it..but i spent most of my time networking.. meeting new friends, searching for someone..  someone who can give a magic and meaning into my life.I'm trying to write something that will make you love me and i am at such loss.i woke up twenty minutes ago and am still wrapped in my blankets like a cocoon. im that silly butterfly waiting to break free watch for me flirting. chances are if you ever saw me you would think i'm a mes, i am a mess, but i
A New Life...
Here's a link for the youtube video ----> I love this song. Here's the lyrics for it. Please allow me to be your anti-depressant I too am prescribed as freely as any decongestant We kick back and let the pills do the talking People hear a distinct rattle when we're walking Then there's the extra two stone that's our only guarantee Our vivid dreams are just like big production movies They get entangled well within our daily routines So please re-think or use my trademark strategy And please allow me to be your anti-depressant I too am prescribed as freely as any decongestant It's hard to smile when you're as flattened as a pancake The only tears come from our heads when we concentrate Perhaps I'm being unjust or perhaps you agree Still I've thrown away my citalopram I needed more than what was in those 40 milligrams So cast away with the doctor's plans And please allow me to be your anti-depressant I too am prescribed as freely as any deconge
Well first day on fubar.  checking it out.  will let you know more when i find some new friends.  hope you like the picture of Ginger,  she is my service dog and is very well behaved and well trained.  like to make to friends on the internet.  Hope everyone had a good day.
Fed Up With Everyday Stupid Stuff
Obama has decided that there will no longer be a "National Day of Prayer" held in May. He doesn't want to offend anybody. Where was his concern about offending Christians last January when he allowed the Muslims to hold a day of prayer on the capitol grounds. todays spotlight won with a bid of over 1 billion fubucks ?!?!?!? WTF that's just insane. When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers.A professorstood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar, he shook the jar lightly.... The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was fu
Sad But True
we all know at least 3 of them. someone that was a good person, you were friends with them, and they seemed to be a real person. then, all of a sudden they are gone. they became too caught up in the point system, to give a flying fuck about friendships, or even to care about being a human being. well... i am not on here for that. sure, we all get a little grin, when one of our friends bombs us, or gives us a cute bling. but i dont allow myself to become engrossed in it. the mentality that, "if i'm not in your family, you cant be in mine" is fucking ridiculous. are you just a collector? is it a status thing? if you're reading this, and it offends you, ask yourself when was the last time you contacted me for anything other than something to do with anything other that a level requirement? have you asked me how my new apartment or job are going? have you thought about me or my kids at all? maybe getting a REAL life and thinking about something other than your pathetic little e-bullsh
I Love Toys
I have been into adult toys for around 10 years now. I have always enjoyed making sex better. I used to have a male ego issue about adult toys, but come to find out it is the best thing that has happened to me. I would suggest everyone enhance their sex lifes it has saved my marriage. I have recently opened a adult store online and I really enjoy the fact that I am making someones sex life better! I just wanted to pass on that you should try it if you already don't. Enjoy, and thanks for reading! ipleasureyou.
Latest Song
There is no such thing as a monogamous, long lasting, loving marriages or even regular dating relationships, at least from what I've been witnessing. Just for a small example, almost every boyfriend that I have had has possessed wandering eyes and/or other wandering body parts.. I can't begin to count the times that I've heard versions of, "Well, if I can't get it when I want it.. I'll go elsewhere." No, this isn't a lamenting entry about personal dating misfortunes. What really got this topic milling around in my head was something that I was told yesterday by a family friend, "Alice". Her and her husband have been married for decades. Apparently he's found yet another young 'admirer', THIRTY-FIVE YEARS his junior! When Alice found out about the younger woman, he told her that she's upset over nothing because nothing physical has or will happen, they're just friends. However, anyone can acknowledge the fact that there are more than one type of cheating... and, this isn't the first ti
Giving Up Wine
Giving Up WineI was walking down the street when I was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked me for a couple of dollars for dinner. I took out my wallet, got out ten dollars and asked, 'If I give you this money, will you buy wine with it instead of dinner?' 'No, I had to stop drinking years ago', the homeless woman told me.'Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?' I asked..'No, I don't waste time shopping,' the homeless woman said. 'I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive.''Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?' I asked.'Are you NUTS!' replied the homeless woman. I haven't had my hair done in 20 years!''Well, I said, 'I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my husband and me tonight.'The homeless Woman was shocked. 'Won't your husband be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty disgusting.'I said, 'That's okay. It's import
Food For My Soul
If you could read my mind love What a tale my thoughts could tell Just like an old time movie bout a ghost from a wishin well In a castle dark or a fortress strong With chains upon my feet You know that ghost is me And I will never be set free As long as Im a ghost that you cant see If I could read your mind love What a tale your thoughts could tell Just like a paperback novel The kind that drugstores sell When you reach the part where the heartaches come The hero would be me But heroes often fail And you wont read that book again Because the endings just too hard to take Id walk away like a movie star Who gets burned in a three way script Enter number two A movie queen to play the scene Of bringing all the good things out in me But for now love, lets be real * I never thought I could act this way * And Ive got to say that I just dont get it I dont know where we went wrong But the feelins gone And I just cant get it back If you could read my mind love What a tale my thoughts could te
 As my body dies and soul decays I wonder "is this the path I have chosen or has it been chosen for me?".Did my actions condemn me or set me free?Were my thoughts my own or something drilled into me as a seed?I will never be at peace because I will never know.I don't want to know.If you had all the answers then you would not have anything to question.Is my passtion what makes me a hopeless romantic or is it the other way around?Am I made to hold the world or am I afraid of what will happen if I let go?Why mend a broken heart to break it again?Did I not learn from my mistakes or do I procede to repeat the past?
A Blog For My Thoughts
So like yesterday was a fucked up day. Today was slightly better. I got my coffee like always, worked like always and got a lovely text message from my ex bf. Him and I got into a huge fight yesterday in which he decides to reply back today. He said goodbye to me and I said bye dont let the door hit you on the ass on the way out. He replies ooOo tough girl. I said look you said goodbye and im just ending it by saying bye. What was funny was that he was the one that was like quit texting me. Fuck. I told him bye and i ended it and i said now im telling you bye and having the last word ass. And that was that. In which I give him about 2 months he will be crawling for me again. This hasnt been the first time this has happened more like to this day in the past three years 20 times that we have gotten into fights and he has came crawling back to me. I got a huge shocker today, my friend who I work with well she has been divorced two times and I feel bad for the poor woman, shes dating this
im trying to find that special someone for two years now and it seems like i was never meant to be happy cause every time i think i found that special i get cheated on and hurt so i dont know f i should keep looking or just stay single for the rest of my life. I need advice. Can any1 help?
ƇǾleen *fu wifey to SøuL ₳$$ā$$iƝ* & Promotions @ SER@ fubar The hardest part of any friendship is when it's time to say goodbye. As much as we might like things to stay the same, change is an inevitable part of life. The universe may seem huge and the rift between friends on opposite side of the world may seem a great distance. There are many tools available with which we can communicate, but even without these tools there is a secret that only real friends know, and it is this. All the mountains and valleys in the world cannot separate friends whose hearts are as one.  Not everything lasts forever, not the tears in our eyes, nor the pain in our hearts.  Life seems to lose meaning when love ones choose to depart.  The friends we earn and the people we know may choose a different path or a different way to go.  We are left with nothing, but memories they've left behind.  Fortunate that for a moment our lives were entwined.  How many people have we met, how ma
Cold Heartache
I'm so bored and lonley, I'm totally going insane, I can't stand being me only and my head's playing games.  Darkness is all around me as the rain falls from the sky.  This emptiness feels so mean my heart just wants to cry.  I wish the sun was shining bright but what difference would it make.  My heart's to weak to fight the power of this cold heartache.  So as my tears slowly fall the silence takes me in. I know I can't take the pain of it all as the lonliness takes me once again.
Thoughts And Feelings
I've been with my fiance for over 2 years now. Things have been rough for a while. I love him to death and I would do anything for him, but at the same time....I'm feeling yucky inside from the stuff that he has done to me in the past year. I feel like my heart is aching from everything that he has done to me and that I'm actually falling apart inside. I act like I'm okay, but deep down I'm not. People think I'm overracting about what has happen, but they don't know the feeling I'm feeling inside. If I wanted too....I would spill all my feelings out in the opening to them, but I'm just afraid that they might say I'm "overracting" again. I mean, how would you feel if you found out that the man you loved told another girl(s) they he loved them, etc.? How would you feel if he touch another girl? How would you feel if he straight up lied to you? How would you feel if he kept doing this to you? Those are the questions I even ask myself even though my fiance has done every single thing I sai
Fubar Help
Fubar points Breakdown WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET 3 points for rating a profile 2 points for leaving a profile comment 1 point for rating a photo 1 point for photo comment 1 point for stash rating 1 point for stash comment 0 points for fanning someone THE PERSON YOU HELPING OUT GETS THE FOLLOWING 11 points for fanning them 6 points for you rating thier profile 6 points for a photo rating 6 points for a photo comment 6 points for stash rating 6 points for stash comment 5 points for page comment Please keep in mind all points are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but I personally find it alot easier to rate stash than pics. Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see it is also helping you out when your helping others A side note too: You DO NOT get any points for RIPPED PICS.. might pay to h
Fu-scams And Such
Not that i ever had a whole lot of friends i finely finished cutting the list down from 352 to 277, which still seems like too many... I'd like to whittle it down more but need some criterea... so i'm asking for ideas... meanwhile family grew to 11, an all time high... Thanx for any input... DP I Just realized how eaasy it would be for a few of us each worth 1 million on fu-owned to level. We could just keep buying  oneanother.  It's not cheating it's just free fu-market fu-capitalism... Who's with me? This morning we had a very amiable, fairly fun MuMM going when some dork enetered just to harrass one fu-member. thlck_c0ck_0n_c@m™, Many of us know him, isn't really mean or eveil, more of a pithy, ill-mannered 6 yr old, and is quite exasperating.  I mean we've had problems with others... too many to name, some affilated with groups, others just singular...  They're not funny or satiracal and think they're 'pissing' us off.  I actually like the folks who do those things but the
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Black And Blue
EUREKA! Finally a place to rant and rave like a silly maniacal bag lady on crack!!! I think it would be nice if people would start taking responsibility for their own actions! I mean come on, we are all adults here...or we should be...I think silly two cent words like "I can't" should be permantly abolished from our vocubulary...if you think about it...we have plenty of other two cent words to throw around....Maybe if that happens, doors would start opening....oh who knows? Not very much good comes from a shut down mind....other than bruised hearts....*sighs* just a thought....don't really expect anyone to read this...let alone care what i'm ranting about....but ohhh it clears the air....the clutter in my head has quieted and think!!! depression sinks its ugly fangs in and i go along for the ride...ugly monsters swim in my head no more, but they live in the air between us...
 i made this website to actually raise money i figured if everyone got the word out and send a $1 each and passed my site out this is an actual site i made for the cause of everything u can think of on here thats why i did it i did some research now i have this kool site to raise money now i need some help whos with me its going to everyonethat needs help with money for a place to live,food,bills,anything they need this assistance for
Consider This...
Seems like as many people as not have some kind of photo album dedicated to haters on this site.  If you haven't seen them, you've likely at least seen a status message or blast dedicated to these people.  From what I can tell, a 'hater' is a person who downrates or seems to arbitrarily flag photos as NSFW.  What's constant is that the offended person feels that they've received unwarranted feedback or negative attention. With the confirmation of Sonya Sotomayer looming on the horizon, the Bill of Rights has been on my mind. It's almost a certainty that a reinterpretation of certain rights will follow sometime down the road, and I'm concerned that my worst-case-scenario may become a reality.  However, the most uniformly defended right, and the one most universally accepted as inviolable, is freedom of speech. Almost to the point of taking it for granted, we accept that we may say whatever we want at any time, almost without consequence.  While there are few exceptions to this paradig
Hottie Contest!
Attention girls!! Do you have what it takes to become fubars favourite hottie??? Send your favourite picture of you, or link one, and include some words on why you are a great hottie (not just a great 2nd alarm hottie, but hottie in general). Send it to homepage in a private message. What the prizes will be I will get back too, have to ask around to get some donations;) If you know any that would wanna donate something great to the winner, let me know and I will find a way to repay the favour.. The contest will start August 1st and last for 1 week. Everyone can vote, but only once for each girl. ( To vote type yes in the comment box under the pic which will be in a special folder.)   We want as many of you girls to participate. So come on girls, this will be fun:)   Xoxo Annipoo    
Juggalo Vs. Juggahoe
OK ... LET ME GET SOMETHiNG RiGHT!!!YA'LL KNOW i HAVE A PROBLEM WiTH JUGGAHOS!!!YES i REALLY DO!!CAUSE ALL THiS FAKE AZZ CLOWNS SUX BiG BALLS! AND LiKE YA'ALL NOTiCED ... WikdClownz69 & HornyJuggalo ARE iN MY FAMiLY! NOW READ WHAT TYPE OF CLOWNS i DONT LiKE. iTS ALL ABOUT THE WANNABES ... NOT THE ORiGiNAL ONES! SO STOP FUKKiN CALLiN ME BAD NAMES AND STUFF!!       Pierce County park visitors assaulted by gang of thugsBy Jennifer SullivanSeattle Times staff reporterFor several nights last month, a group of thugs with black hooded sweat shirts pulled tight over their heads, including at least one in "angry" clown makeup, terrorized visitors to Pierce County's Fort Steilacoom Park, police say.The group cried "woo, woo, Juggalo" as they assaulted park visitors with a machete and fists. They stole cellphones, cash and wallets and even threatened to cut their victims' heads off, according to court documents.So far, two men and a woman have been charged with robbery and assault fo
The One That Got Away
It all happened 3 years ago for the first time in my life i was able to say i love u without feeling scared. I started to talk to this girl named jessica i had many fun moments with her. One the last day of school i told her how i felt she said she couldnt c me more then as a friend. In that point and time I was sad but i didnt stop. We kept in touch till about 2 weeks ago when i tried to talk to her she said she would call me back I knew that was the last time i would here from her. I know she has had it rough and all i just wanted to b there 4 her and i think to myself how could i b that guy. And it occured to me that i could never b. I had always been there 4 her aparently that didnt matter but its cool im strong at heart and im not letting that hurt me. I guess this is y nice guys like me and others out there dont go ahead and say what they feel cause of things like these. Its not easy u know, its hard the heart is not a toy to b messed with so dont b like jessica and keep happy gu
  Just a little over a week ago I added an addition to my life. Someone had thrown a baby kitten out of their car at a gasa station. I was asked if I would be willing to take it since I had no pets.  I really didn't know how little this kitten actually was. Her eyes were open and she was walking around but upon taking her to the vet she weighed less than half of a pound . They didn't know how old she was. Just a few weeks. She didn't eat and at first had to be fed with a  tiny baby bottle.  This happened on the weekend and as the ugly head of the monster called work drew closer, I realised I couldn't leave the baby alone. As luck would have it my gf said that her kids volunteered to watch it. Like taking a baby to the babysitter, I packed up it's formula, antibiotics, toys,and food and litter box and took all to the sitter's house.  I think they were ready to kill me after a few days. I guess I should have told them that they can't tie a kitten down. They named her "Precious". It h
I knew Jack for a number of years both on and off the ice. I can remember going to shinny games early and he and I would sit there against the glass watching the mites practice. Jack would have a gleam in his eye making him look so much younger than his age. We would sit there and tell jokes (most of them dirty) or a group of us would just listen to him talk of past playing days. His stories were always lucid and vivid, and so god damn funny. Jack Molt played hockey in 7 decades. But to hear him talk abut it, you could never tell. Dispite failing health he continued to lace the boots because it was his passion for the game that kept him young at heart. Sitting in those rink lobbies soaking up each story like a sponge was some of the best things about shinny hockey and I dearly miss that. I am not a religious man; but if there is a heaven, then I can see Jack, young and vibrant, sitting with Jesus telling hom story after story of his playing days with our pro team at the time. And Jesus
Survival Guide
An illegal immigrant picks up a hooker. 'Hey, how much you charge for one hour, sister?' he asks. '$100,' she replies. With a heavy accent he says, 'Do you do Immigrant Style?' 'No,' she says. 'I pay you $200 to do Immigrant Style.' 'No,' she says, not knowing what Immigrant Style is.'I pay you $300.' 'No,' she says. 'I pay you $400.'  'No,' she says. So finally he says, 'OK, I pay $1,000 to do Immigrant Style.' She thinks, 'Well, I've been in the game for over 10 years now. I've  had every kind of request from weirdos from every part of the world. How bad could Immigrant Style be?' So she agrees and has sex with him. They do it in every kind of way. Finally, after a very active hour, they finish.Exhausted, the hooker turns to him and says, 'Hey, I was expecting something perverted and disgusting... But that was good. So what exactly is 'Immigrant Style'?'The illegal immigrant replies, 'You send bill to Government.' Survival Guide for
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by Peter Lim Tian Tek Foreword Chinese Martial Arts are very capable in causing injury to an opponent. In fact, causing injury is the major means employed by a majority of the Chinese Martial Arts to gain victory. Quite often as well, injury occurs during training in them. This is mainly due to the difficulty of the techniques, accidents during two man training instances and hardening anatomical weapons. Out of this need to heal these injuries and to prevent them from occuring again by strengthening the body, traditional Chinese Medicine was incorporated in to the Chinese Martial Arts. This branch of Chinese Medicine was much dedicated to osteopathy and traumatology and employed the theories and herbs of Traditional Chinese Medicine in these areas. Many boxers earned their keep buy selling injury healing medication and treating such injuries. The poorer ones selling their wares in the street and demonstrating their effectiveness by causing injury to themselves and t
Rants N Stuff
 So I'm sure some of you are wondering what's going on with me, I've been going through alot and haven't been talking to my friends on here much, I apologize now for that.   I recently found out "the love of my life" Rob had been cheating on me for the last two years of our relationship w/ the woman I caught him cheating with two years ago. She is his high school sweetheart, and I learned yesterday he moved in with her 100 miles away. I'm in complete shock, Her phone number had been on my phone bill for the last couple of years, I'd ask him about it and he'd say it was one of our friends using the phone, Being that I trusted him I never thought twice, I should have, and I would not have wasted so much of my life on his ass. I knew the reason was something more why we broke up back in may,  I finally found out. I'm completely ruined from ever allowing someone that close to me again. I'm not gonna do anymore internet romances, I deleted all my profiles on dating sites. I'm completely
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My Plans For The Future
I've been doing a whole lot of thinking in the past hours, and I have an idea what I need to do.  I need to fix myself before I help other people, cause I have a lot of growing up and learning to do.  So I'm gonna just stay away from women and leave relationships alone until I get myself straighten up.  So I'm not accepting any applications, I'm just gonna do me for now on, cause just like I said, I got a lot of growing up to do and a lot of soul searching cause I'm a real bad mess, and bad with women.  I don't have any other choice.  I smother them way too much and Amy's right.  I should learn how to give people space.  So I'm gonna work on myself and get therapy.  I'm making things worse as it is, cause I'm bad at dealing with women or people in general.
my boyfriend is planning on pranking me one day soon. i figured it would come to that and i can't really think of any good pranks to pull and he has one hell of a good one. so.. i was wondering, do anyone have a really good prank i can pull without causing any harm. What is one thing that human kind can not go without?
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A Cowboys Life
Many people are lonely we all know that for a fact, but giving people a chance can better a relationship and with luck the person could find someone to be with and hold. Lonelyness is the steping stone b4 reaching happyness so hold on people b happy.
If there is  ia Hell, and I KNOW THERES  NOT, I would NEVER worship any so called god that put his children through that type of pain and torture. That is NO KIND of parental love. I would rather burn in Hell than worship a psychopath that would do that sort of thing. Aliens? I don't know...I know the Greys can be bastards but why would they be torturing people to that extent? this chick is 16 years old why is she on fubar?
Politically Incorrect?
My ex-husband always called our kids this nickname. He was born and rasied in Mexico and I never thought anything of it. Not til I called my daughter that at the store the other day and received a very nasty look from some woman. Now,am I being racist or politically incorrect? I don't think I am. I feel that if he always called them that and it was okay then it shouldn't be a problem for me to do the same. Maybe I am wrong,but do I look like I really give a shit anymore? Everything is politically incorrect now. Fuck it! They will always be my beaner babies and I am thinking it was a good thing I didn't call her my dry back baby like used to do also. I have a tendency to say "Holy Christ on a cracker!" Now,I don't say it everywhere or anywhere,but I say it. I don't really mean anything by it either. I don't mean that I looked at a cracker either and there he was,Christ sitting there looking at me. I just say it. Now,I am pretty sure it pisses off my Aunt (bible thumper big time and not
My Hobby
a week or so ago i finished a 32 ford hi-boy project. i done it as a rat rod type ride. its got a 429 and pro street type tires in the rear. i wish i could have done it better but i think it came out okay. i was hoping to bring some models to the southwest washington fair but i was a day late. hopefully i can add some more models to my page in the near future. building model cars is something i have been doing since high school. it was part of a class project to build a model car. i think the first one i did was a 1966 ford fairlane. and from then on i was hooked.  i might not build show winners or contest worthy cars but it is something that i enjoy doing. i don't have too many places to show off  what i build so i was hoping to start posting pics of what i have been building lately. not too many places carry car model cars anymore so i have to find them wherever i can. usually i pick them up at yard sales and second hand stores. right now i estimate i have about 200-300 kits in my co
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The Glory
I am very humbled right now.I could have lost my father today.He wrecked his motorcycle on some train tracks today and wrecked at 40 miles per hour.He didnt have a helmet on and he usually wears one.He hit head first and slid on the pavement.People stopped who saw it and thought he was dead he hit so hard.He has a tiny bump on his head and a scratch on his stomach but walked away pretty much unhurt.He was on his way to our church.He is the pastor.He showed up his clothes werent even dirty.The only thing I noticed was his shoe got scraped up real bad.His bike even barely got a scratch on it.He still was able to preach his sermon and have a smile on his face.I give all the glory to GOD for being merciful to spare my father his life or serious injury.I had a bad feeling about my father riding a motorcyle.I've lost alot of friends on them.I thank God for knowing that my dad has work here to do and that we need him and not taking him.My parents are the greatest parents in the world and my f
The Brutal Truth
Helping Out A Friend That's Lonely
Should I pretend to like a guy that is flirting with me even though he knows that I don't see him like that? I am also leaving in a month to go back to college out of state and more than likely will not see him when I come back to visit my home. Should I give in to him hitting on me or say back off.
When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, heir hearts beat faster and deeper than normal. There is nothing unusual, They stare deep into each others eyes, silently telling one another that there must be no lies, and if there will be love and lust, there must be between us trust. Standing there only inches apart, no one or nothing else could be heard, not even a weep nor even a bird. When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, they fall head over heels, and not one feels like arguing, even when push comes to shove. You know the deal. They ignore it or them, and continue to pursue the other’s thoughts, and their feet seem like lead. Nothing or no one can separate them, no matter what they think or try to do. When Two Hearts Fall Madly In Love, that when they stand so close together, not even an inch apart. Their eyes meet, and they can feel each others body heat, and so quiet, they can even here the thumpity thump of their hearts beat. Sunshine rain or sno
Lustful Love
Tell me what I'd have to change. Who would I have to be To slip into your arms; for you to make sweet love to me. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide your hungry tongue between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my quivering hips. Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists; look in my eyes, and say the words I long to hear Kiss me roughly, and weep my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin, my greatest fault, that I can't s
The Dream
I finally crawled into bed last night, late. With visions of you still in my head. Anticipation pounding in my heart. All my senses filled with your existence. As I escaped into the dream world I know so well, I took you with me. We walked down the beach together. Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them. The wind kissing our faces gently. The sand giving way under our feet. The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand. Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world, We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass that seems to have been put there just for us. We talked for what seems to be hours. Never running out of things to say, feelings to share, thoughts to exchange. I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours. Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other. Almost as though they were making love to each other. Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others. A soft and gent
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Iowa Boy - May 29, 09 Heartwarming
An Iowa boy These are the Americans that make us great.... John works at the Cargill plant in Eddyville , Iowa , when he's not in Iraq .  Wouldn't it be fitting if this went completely around the world!..... This needs to make headline news...not some of the other junk that makes the news these days!!!  Like the Rosie O'Donell war of words...celeb weddings...who's not wearing undies...etc. It's a tough, but heartwarming story...with a picture of John Gebhardt in Iraq John Gebhardt's wife, Mindy, said that this little girl's entire family was executed.  The insurgents intended to execute the little girl also, and shot her in the head...but they failed to kill her.  She was cared for in John's hospital and is healing up, but continues to cry and moan.  The nurses said John is the only one who seems to calm her down, so John has spent the last four nights holding her while they both slept in that chair.  The girl is coming along with her healing. He is one of the real heroes of the war, a
Musings And Other Random Shit
Funny Saying
A  PRAYER  FOR  THE  STRESSED!  !  !Grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, the  courage to change the things i cannot accept, & the wisdom to hide the  bodies of those PPL  i  had to kill 2day because they pissed me off.& also, help me to be careful of the toes i step on 2day , as they may  be connected to the ass that i may have to kiss 2morrow.Help me to always give 100% at work  12%on Monday   23% on Tuesday  40% on Wednesday   20% on Thursday   5%  on Friday & help  me to remember.....when i'm having a really bad day, & it seems that  PPL  are trying to  piss me off , that is takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 to extend  my middle finger and tell them to KISS  MY  ASS !  ! 
Long Distance Love
Long Distance Love When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.   You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated?   Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy.   Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for.
Our First Meeting
Waiting for my special knight to arrive, My heart was dancing and very much alive, A bleep of the mobile and a sign of his presence, An opened door and a moment oh so intense. A heartwarming moment were two became one, Dreams were realized and worries were gone, A loving embrace and kisses on the lips, Bonded by love ~ sealed in a magical grip. We talked and laughed all the night through, The spark was there and we clicked ~ me and you, Two halves united just like peas in a pod, Together at last sharing a special love sent from god. Were two in a million and one of a kind, You're my one true love who's always on my mind, A Perfect couple sharing a love that's rarely found, Were flying without high above the ground. Feels like I've known you for many years, Even though were apart you're always near, My bed maybe empty and the nights lonely, But you're mine and my one and only. You're my best friend with a listening ear, My soul mate with an understand
    In a darkened room Beyond the reach of God's faith Lies the wounded, the shattered remains of love betrayed And the innocense of a child is bought and sold In the name of the damned The rage of the angels left silent and cold Forgive me please for I know not what I do How can I keep inside the hurt I know is true Tell me when the kiss of love becomes a lie That bears the scar of sin too deep To hide behind this fear of running unto you Please let there be light In a darkened room All the precious times have been put to rest again And the smile of the dawn Brings tainted lust singing my requiem Can I face the day when I'm tortured in my trust And watch it crystalize While my salvation crumples to dust Why can't I steer the ship before it hits the storm I've fallen to the sea but still I swim for shore Tell me when the kiss of love becomes a lie That bears the scar of sin too deep To hide behind this fear of running unto you Please let there be light In a darkened room    WHY DOES LO
The Importance Of Honesty In A Relationship
Honesty, Integrity, Loyalty; not quite grammatically correct, but to write it any other way diminishes the interdependence of three separate values that have no value without the others. That is not the difficulty with setting this triad as a basis for living. The difficulty is that the values conflict with social interaction. The conflict is not an intrinsic part of the values.The conflict is generated in the way the values are interpreted.At the risk of clich, take this example:Most of us will agree that honesty is a desirable quality in a friend and an invaluable necessity in a relationship. Yet, there are situations where we do not want brutal honesty.Q: Does this dress make me look fat? A1: Why yes dear, it does. A2: Not as much as the one with the horizontal stripes does. A3: Why no, it is quite slimming.The point is honesty has degrees. It has degrees because most people are afraid to ask honest questions and are even more afraid to be honest with themselves. From this, a decisi
What's Ailing Me
In 2008 my doctor assured me that my long battle with anemia and painful heavy bleeding during my menstrual cycle would be over after a simple out patient procedure called Novasure. In medical terms it is a endometrial ablation. What was supposed to be a simple 90 second procedure that has turn into anything but simple. Two years later I am battling to find the reason why I am the exception to the rule. Bouncing from Doctor to Doctor having pain meds thrown at me and told they can’t find a reason for my pain. The only way to find out if I could have a severed nerve etc is to have a hysterectomy of which my insurance denied based on my age and that I only have one child. What is ironic is that this procedure causes you to just about become sterile with a less than 10 percent chance of conception and birth control to prevent this is more than just strongly recommend they almost insist on it. The reason for this well if you were to become pregnant if would cause life threatening c
Should I Rebirth This Storyline?
Made different is a series I've thought about, and that has held a few different names. It is based loosely on my own past, and the shared experiences of me and my friends as I've grown and learned.I also embellished and created some completely fictional storyline to work alongside the facts. So while it is based in fact, it is still a work of fantasy and fiction.This is the basic beginning (Prologue) that I have for this story right now, written when I was 20, before I learned much in how to write and properly portray emotions and flow in storylines:....... …Pain surged through his shoulder, ripping memories of failure from the deepest recesses of Ley’s mind, forcing them to seek refuge in anyplace they might find, yet serving no other purpose than to enrage him all-the-more. With an animalistic rage, his blood pumped through his shaking body, as heat radiated from him, burning hotter and stronger, until he was engulfed in a black aura, like the birth of a hidden nova
Yours Truly!!!
Hey FUBAR! I'm entering a contest on Myspace... if ya can, please go to the link below and take a look at my submissions for the Dierks Bentley contest... AHHH! I know I'm a horrible singer... but I luv to sing! So ultimate motor mouth here... check them out, be nice, but watch 'em. I need 100 plays to be able to qualify. So watch each one a few times... or watch 'em all 100 times. Here's the link... THANKS MUCH! LOVE U ALL KINDS!!! Fawn
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My Mma Fighting
Bullet Boys - Smooth Up In Ya
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For What It's Worth...
This is for one special person on here that I hope someday finds me here and reads this, she knows who she is... For what it's worth... I'm an ass For what it's worth... I'm lost without out you but I can't bring myself to ask for your forgiveness. For what it's worth... I hope you find happiness For what it's worth... I'm sorry For what it's worth... I will always love you
On My Mind - Blurbs!
Well, some of you have already figured out, I have a Say Now number. This is the number shown next to my Name - and yes, it is a US number, based in PA. Just call and leave me a message, or wait until I am on there, live. Please understand, the message is not allowed to contain sexually explicit content (so don't tell me you want to f*** me. I know you want to!).   How do I reply? I can then send you a reply (voice) or send you a general broadcast, picture or text. Your number, however, will not be shown. Not in my admin section not anywhere else.   What does it cost? Nothing, nada, nix. It costs only your normal phone charges to PA. If you have free long distance, you do not pay anything else.   What does it bring me or you? I listen to every message personally and if I like it, I also reply personally to you. I just like to stay in contact with you all, and if you like to stay in personal contact with me, you just call.   Will things be public? YES! It will be made pub
Smiling At People
Why do we as a society feel that we have to smile at another person when in passing? In my line of work I see a ton of people every day. I'm not going to smile at everyone that I see. Women feel that they have to smile or atleast say hi. The only problem with that is the fact that if you don't smile or say hi back you get a dirty look like you just gave her a shoulder check. If guys don't want to smile they will do the head nod. Everyone knows the nod, especially the people that don't like it. Women don't do the nod, unless they are big time tom boys. Ladies, feel free to use the nod. If you really want to me smile, smack my ass, have me smack your ass, show me your tits and I garuntee you I will smile. All I saying is don't get offended or pissed off at me if I don't smile back at you. There are many reasons for me not doing so. I'm busy with something at the moment, there is something else on my mind and I didn't notice you at all, or perhaps I'm just in a bad mood bitch and I
A few weeks ago i got hit by a car and fractured several ribs. As a result I developed complications and spent some time in hospital recovering. While away I understood how random occurrences can change the way you see life. For a while I did not think I would get through it. Happily I did. Although Fubar has many faults, one thing makes it special and that is the real friends you make here. Thank you to those people and I'm happy I made it through. You know who you are and thank you x
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It's Gotta Stop
Greetings Fubar!
Hey, I'm the drummer for this band. I got an invite thru the band's email address to join so thought I would. I have no idea how to change the background or put info this time. I have obviously discovered the blog ;-) If you are curious, just do a search for "Sabbath Seven"...our myspace page should be in the search results...Peace! We have been called "The Bad Boys Of Christian Metal." We will not beat you over the head with a Bible. Most of our songs have some spiritual connotations...mainly due to our core beliefs, and our bass-player recovering miraculously from a life-threatening brain tumor. I personally believe that God and Medical Science worked hand-in-hand in that situation. OK, about me, I'm 40 currently and am  married, and am a very happy and proud Father of a 13 month old girl. My only child. I didn't think kids were "in the cards" for me for the longest time :-) I have to go for now. I may see ya around!
Own Me For A Month!!
It's Real
Okay... after a really great couple days.. I was about to log off and I watched a movie trailer that I had minimized at the bottom of my screen......   Now, not many ppl know... but, my birth father, died in Iraq, when all this shit started... (he died in 2005)... He went.. and never came home...   This movie..... starts out... everybodys dream.... Soldier, MIA, or... pronouced dead, and all families prey, that it was a mistake....   So, this trailer.. just ripped me apart...   So... I don't feel so great atm...   I am going to go laying down and cry..   cya... My emotionz pick up power and speed Then break and smash and explode at my heart. The great surgez of my feelings impede All that's consciously right. I start to cry. Every tear sendz wavez of unseen feelingz Through the hidden surface of our livez. They roll and fall until all love is gone, All life is lived, and each feeling explored. Things are never easy..
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What Is Forgiveness
What is forgiveness?There's no one definition of forgiveness. But in general, forgiveness is a decision to let go of resentments and thoughts of revenge. Forgiveness is the act of untying yourself from thoughts and feelings that bind you to the offense committed against you. This can reduce the power these feelings otherwise have over you, so that you can a live freer and happier life in the present. Forgiveness can even lead to feelings of understanding, empathy and compassion for the one who hurt you.  What are the benefits of forgiving someone?Researchers have recently become interested in studying the effects of being unforgiving and being forgiving. Evidence is mounting that holding on to grudges and bitterness results in long-term health problems. Forgiveness, on the other hand, offers numerous benefits, including: Lower blood pressureStress reductionLess hostilityBetter anger management skillsLower heart rateLower risk of alcohol or substance abuseFewer depression symptomsFewe
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Prayers For Fire's R/l Husband Smoke
Angry 1.2.9
     1.Your evil attempts at annihilating my heart will not work.The hard years have made me resilient, and hardened me in places that prevent your coldness from entering.But I am prepared for you spells, and I am ready for your witchery.You will not own me as you did before, you will not be my puppet master.Those days of you entering my life and having your way are gone, and never to be seen again.One brick today, then another one tomorrow, my wall begins.Those days of you controlling me, those deceitful days are dead.©0815062.My head still spins.My body still trembles.My emotions are a wreck.I love you with every fiber within me, and yet I despise you.My knees weaken, my heart races, my palms sweating, and thats only at the thought of you.My blood boils, my temperature rises, and the cold sweat starts, all at the sight of you.Sadness arises, misery begins, the torture initiates, the pain has returned and all because you walked away.You made me this way, you created all this, you are
The Human Animal
Help Me Get Implants!!!
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July 24th
World’s Most Extreme Escape Artist to Tackle “Death Row” Condemned Cell at Historic Quebec Prison.   For immediate release.   Ontario escape artist Steve Santini, officially named, “The World’s Most Extreme Escape Artist” by the legendary Ripley’s Believe it or Not!, will put his skills to the ultimate test on July 24th when he tries to free himself from the death row condemned cell at the Old Prison of Trois Rivieres, Quebec.   At 9:00 AM on the morning of July 24th Santini will be searched by members of the media and prison staff to ensure he has no tools, keys, or lock picks to aid him in his escape and he will then be manacled and chained with over 20 lbs of shackles, handcuffs, and fetters and locked into the “Death Cell” at the historic prison.   “En Prison”, built in 1822, is the second oldest historic prison in Canada and was the site of 8 hangings. The first took place in 1854 and the last in 1934. Toda
Home Remedies
Home Remedies for Sunburn When and How to Treat Sunburn at Home © Joy Butler Jul 28, 2007 Sunburn causes premature wrinkling and greater risk of cancer but home remedies can provide pain relief for mild cases at home.   Summer sunshine and playing outdoors go together but if we don’t follow certain guidelines, we can pay the price with painful sunburn. The pain of sunburn may last up to a week but will be worst between six and forty-eight hours of sun exposure. Injured layers of skin will peel away in three to ten days but the damage will remain. Dermatologists tell us that prolonged exposure to sunlight breaks down the tissue structure of the skin. Cells shrivel and die, dilated blood vessels may leak fluid, and DNA sequences are damaged, predisposing the skin to cancer. Just one severe sunburn can double your chances of malignant melanoma later in life, not to mention greater wrinkling at a premature age. . With that in mind, the best sunburn treatment is preventio
I am gonna be on Vacation for the next 5 days. So I wont be on Fubar to get my friends drinks or rates while I am gone. But when I come back I will have lots and lots of new pics to show everyone!  Lots Of Love ~*~MysticLadyWolf~*~  
Food For Thought
Listen close! Only in a world this sick do we thrive for the power of anonymity. Where it is no longer safe for a Christian to pray to his God. A Muslim to worship on his Holy days or a Jew to go to his temple. This is my declaration. May every child in this great nation of hypocricy rise above democracy to burn every church to the motherfuckin' ground. May every democracy of hypocricy built on mediocrity burn like ashes in the wind of a concentration camp. Bill Cooper died in vain. Phillip Schneider died in vain. They lay slain encased in glasses of memories soon forgotten. Not by me but by the peripheral visions of the blind Americans lost in this sea of excess. This is our world. The enlightened ones looking up to me to finance, to go bankrupt at a moments notice. Fuck a gallon of oil! This is food for thought that will soon be devoured by the bellies of 2012 hungry Mayan children. This is our Hell, the Cenobites are a metaphor for the beauty of the most grotesque things imaginable
Anime Fan
Hello Everyone.I hope that you are doing well today. It's been some years now since I've watched anything on Entertainment Tonight. But I remember one time Leonard Maltin showed a movie trailer with the legendary Babe Ruth coming into aclassroom and telling kids it was time to play baseball..There is an anime coming out called Big Wind Up. It will be released by Funimation Entertainment and the manga creator is Asa Higuchi, plus the director is Tstomu Mizushima. This is not the first time that I've seen baseball beingcovered by anime. The Japanese people have for a very long time had amfascination with baseball. ADV Film released an anime series called, Princess Nine - a story about a girls baseball team. I've seen baseball episodes in manyanime series like Maison Ikkoku (Note: Chachamaru was the name of the baseballteam in Maison Ikkoku.), Ultra Manic, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Yumeria. Even in the World Encyclopedia of Comics, edited by Maurice Horn, it shows on page 433 an
Heart Goes Out To...
My heart is especially going out to US soldier in Afghanistan. POW Pfc. Bowe R. Bergdahl, 23, of Ketchum, Idaho. You are in my prayers and I am thinking of you and praying for your safe release back into United States hands. You will not be forgotten. I also want to add that my heart and prayers go out to all of our troops and you are loved with so much affection. I pray everyday for your safe returns and am so thankful for what you do. You are all not forgotten!! *Hugs & Kisses to all*
I Love You
Girl Facts: When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up
Funny Shit!!
Do You Wanna Be Nine???
...Im  just sitting here wasted!!
Its My Birthday Its My Birthday
this is one awesome site i love it
Late at night youare all I can think about. The pain I feel when I cannot talk to you. The fact that I miss you more and more with each passing moment. After such a short time of talking to you. The way I feel about you. The way my heart pounds when I hear you laugh.The true mate to my soul. If you can make my walls crumble after such a short time. But know my love is til the end of time. To the keeper of my heart, I love you, I think the good lord that I have found you. Sweet pain. Something that helps me realize that I am alive. The pain of missing a part of your heart. The pain of a love that could never be. The pain of a broken heart that will never mend. They say that pain is just a weakness leaving the body. So if pain helps my world go round. Then bring on the pain.
What Moonlight Levers Are All About
      What is Moonlight Levelers about? We are a family that helps those that meet the level up requirements level. In the process we are also helping ourselves because when we rate them we are getting points as well. We have the best members on the Fu! Our vision with our family is this. You don't have to beg people to rate you to help you level because you have a family that will do it for you. When you help level someone it brings you even closer to leveling yourself. When you are ready to level you have a family that will step in and take care of you. We have the best leaders and we are well organized. We have 6 simple rules: 1. No drama 2. Your page must not be set to private 3. You must a/f/r all members 4. Must have our name in your name after you do roll call 5. Help level people when we post a level up 6. Have fun What Moonlight Levelers should be about is family because we are one. We are here to help one another and here
July Up-date
There will be a New Up-Date soon. Keep checking the site out. Let your thoughts about the site be known  on the guest book. chat with you guys later. Acid love, Toxik Poison
My 2nd Auction--plzzz Own me while U still can!!!! !!!!!!!! And the "RED" sexxxy underpants are not around anymore. My BLUE ones are. (Pic included) . For additional buckz or cash. Thank you Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Alberta Weather...a Must See!
Times Of Loneliness And Confussion
Lately, I have seen a lot of friends losing people close to them and my heart breaks all over again. I know the pain they are feeling. Although it may not be the exact same loss, example a mother, father, aunt or such as losing my brother, it does hurt. It creates a void that is never filled again. For me losing my brother was one of the hardest things that I had to encounter. Today it has been 8 years since he was murdered. Eight years since he was selfishly taken away from his 2 yr old son and my family. He was 20 years old. Lived only a fifth of his life and had so much more to learn and live. I lost my faith in God and everything that day. How could a God so wonderful bring someone (my family and I) so much pain. It was hard to find anything positive in such a negative event. As time went on the loss did not get easier. Jerry is never missed or loved any less from day to day. The void that was created when he was taken is still there and at times seems to grow. The pain I feel ev
Can You See The Frog?
Cruel Eye Test
What do you do when them haterz come hating? what do you do when someone spits in your face. shakem off, and wipe it off, and keep on moving foward!! YEP
Forma Tranquil // Tranquil Form
… forma tranquilo.. dadme el silencio.. el agua, la esperanza.. dadme la lucha.. el hierro los volacanes.. acudid a mis venas y a mi boca.. hablad por mi palabras y mi sangre.. yo presigo una forma que no encuentra mi estilo, forma tranquilo..  …tranquil form.. give me silence.. water, hope.. give me struggle.. iron, volcanoes.. come into my veins and into my mouth.. speak through my words and my blood, tranquil form… .. . . .. …no quiere mas la silaba tardia, lo que trae y retrae el arrecife de mis recuerdos, la irritada espuma..  No quiere mas sino escribir tu nombre… Y Aunque lo calle mi sombrio amor mas tarde lo dira la primavera… .. .   . .. …the world, it nolonger wants the slow-spoken syllable.. what the reef brings, brings back, from my memories, the churned foam..
General Meanderings Of A Disturbed Mind
as you know i am no stranger to online romance and it has not exactly worked out well for me. but for some reason i am compelled to keep trying, but there is the biggest fear which is that the person the other end of the screen is having a good laugh at the sad person the other end. 5,000 fubucks, naming your puppy/kitten 7,000 fubucks, naming your any other pets excluding reptiles 10,000 fubucks naming your reptile 15,000 send me a colour swatch and i'll tell you what colour it is 20,000 i'll secretly laugh at you 100,000 ill promise something non-sexual 1,250,000 ill abstain from abusing americans for the entire period it takes me to get enough funds to achieve spotlight 5,000,000 ill say i love america in every mumm in a 1 hour period (hour to be chosen at my convenience) 10,000,000 ill buy a stars and stripes pair of underpants and send pics to donator. (please allow time for me to find said article, underpants not anything else, i know where THAT is)
Truley Showstopping
Showstopping is a word use for those who can be head turners traffic stoppers or those who can make others say damnnn. So what makes you a Truley Showstopping
Lerpy And Friends
This is a story my feeble little mind has come up with its dedicated to lerpy and pookie and kana of course !!!!!!!! Lerpy the cow is a very nice cow who decides its time to get out of the pasture and take a trip to town !!! Lerpy the cow makes it into to town where he meets a nice rabbit named Pookie. Now Pookie is a very chipper rabbit that feels he needs to get out of the confines of the city. So together Lerpy and Pookie decide to go live in the great wide pasture of life!!! Lerpy and Pookie made it back to the pasture and discovered that evil midget chickens had claimed the pasture. in order for them to get the pasture back they had to take cow fu lessons from Bruce Moo!!! They go back to the pasture where the evil midget chickens were pecking around for food when Pookie went straight at a chicken and started choking it !!!! Pookie yells lerpy watch out do a spinning hoof kick!!!! So Lerpy and Pookie beat up the evil midget chickens and became known as the Chicken Chokin Cow Fu F
This Is Our Government At Work
OIL The U. S. Geological Service issued a report in April ('08) that only scientists and oil men knew was coming, but man was it big.  It was a revised report ( hadn't been updated since '95) on how much oil was in this area of the western 2/3 of North Dakota ; western South Dakota ; and extreme eastern Montana... check THIS out:The Bakken is the largest domestic oil discovery since Alaska 's Prudhoe Bay, and has the potential to eliminate all American dependence on foreign oil. The Energy Information Administration (EIA) estimates it at 503 billion barrels. Even if just 10% of the oil is recoverable... at $107 a barrel, we're looking at a resource base worth more than $5.3 trillion.'When I first briefed legislators on this, you could practically see their jaws hit the floor. They had no idea.' says Terry John son, the Montana Legislature's financial analyst.'This sizable find is now the highest-producing onshore oil field found in the past 56 years.' reports, The Pittsburgh Post Gaze
My Stupid Boss
Today I have come to hate my boss. I work at a convience store owned by a Muslim. My boss is from Kenya, but he is Arabian. This man tell everyone that everyone of his employees are thieves, whether they are or aren't. He tells people that his employees do things that they didn't. He accuses his employees of everything from stealing his pencil to robbing him to the point that he has nothing. He also sexually harasses his female employees and customers. He is fat, ugly, and stinks. Last night he calls me and asks me if I could work today while he goes out of town for a while. Sure, no prob. I need the money, especially with 2 kids and school coming up. So I tell him that I will work. I get to the store at 6:00 this morning. One of his friends is supposed to be there to let me in since she had to be there for a yard sale. She didn't show up until 7. I get in the store and get to work. This man hasn't done anything since the last time I worked for him, which was over a month ago. Shelv
Redneck Update
Redneck Update Today is... International Disturbed People's Day. Please send an encouraging message to a disturbed friend... just as I've done.
A Little About Me...i Guess
All about yourself...the survey.Created by adawg and taken 428005 times on BzoinkAll about yourself...First name?:: Victor Middle name?:: Michael Like your name?:: hell means conquerer.. Named after anyone?:: my paternal grandfather Any nicknames?:: Vic, Darmeen Age?:: 34 Birthdate?:: The most popular day of the year for births (bonus pts if you actually look it up)
This Is Great Advice... I Think Lol
well, whenever i find things falling apart and spiralling out of control... i get myself centred by acheiving one task completely. last time i had a million things going on and couldnt control any of them, i took an hour out and cleaned the oven. top to bottom. this way i felt i acheived sumthing and was reminded everytime i walked past it. make sense?
Polite, Socially Acceptable, Or Errotic
Love's Chocolate Lollipop's
Friends Over The Computer
You know it is so hard being friends with someone over the computer.. This morning I got an email from a very old and dear friend.. he suddenly vanished and I hadnt seen nor spoken to him in two years.. he just up and vanished...leaving me to wonder...but anyways.. in his email he said he suffered from his third heartattack and it brought on a stroke.. I didnt know all of this.. cause we are only friends on the computer. It sucks, when one of us is hurt, can't get online or even worse death!...No one will ever know. And that hurts a lot. I have a few people on my family list right now that passed away, thank Gods their family knew me and knew how to get ahold of me to tell me.. others ae vanished and it has me scared, the thoughts of what may have happened..leaves me sad.   I have thought of this before, but getting that email this morning just drove it home for me.. and made me see.. we could lose each other and never know it.. It bothers me a lot.. the friends I have made here a
Forbidden Inc.
So I was sitting here and I was wondering "WHAT THE HELL IS A LOUNGE?!", yea I know it's about chatting, but theres gotta be something about it that just brings you back. I never really got it, I knew the fun part about it. You know the Dj's that played the live music & going on cam to just do it. But I never fully got it to recently. A lounge is almost like a "GREAT FRIEND", you don't base it on its "LOOK", you base it on it's "FAMILY". The conversation that even though you never met these people, you can still look back and laugh. You base it on how you can be you, and if you've found the right "LOUNGE" you is just "RIGHT". No judging ,(well only when your typing starts to look like this "Suzps guszy whathz goning on?" then you judge how much that person had to drink @ the bar LOL). Forbidden INC. is that "RIGHT LOUNGE" for me, i've been all over fubar(lil fuwhore LOL), but I always come back to Forbidden INC. The people there are just out of this world "LITERALLY" LOL. They ge
A Whole New Meaning~
Daily Ponderings
So today, my son Nevin, 11 years old, calls me and says he's going bike riding and needs some money to get something to snack on while he's out for the day. 5 minutes later, my oldest son Ian calls me, and says he needs 15 bucks to take his girlfriend to dinner tonight. I told Nevin to ride his bike up to where I work, and I would give him 20 bucks. 5 for him, and 15 to give to his brother, Ian. Nev shows up with 3 of his buddies, and I give him the 20. I go home for lunch, and ask Ian if Nev gave him 15 bucks. Ian replied, "No, he only gave me 10 bucks." Nev calls me later, to let me know where he is at and what he is doing. (Apparently they have some secret clubhouse in the woods). I asked him what happened to the 10 bucks I gave him. He replied: "Dad, I went to McDonalds, and they totally screwed my order up. I ordered two orders of fries, and two Cokes, for me and Tanner. And they ended up giving us THREE fries and THREE Cokes, and we didn' realized they messed up until afte
I want to be perfect ..  I want to wake up in the morning and not I have a stress headache. I want to eat whatever I want and not gain weight. I want to eat a dozen doughnuts for breakfast or pancakes with real butter not egg whites, oatmeal or protein shakes. I want to eat a slice a pizza without gaining a damn  pound. I want to be beautiful..I want to be the diamond not the flaw. I want to be the crystal not the crack in it. I want to be the sparkle in your eye not the tear. The rose not the thorn. I want to make you happy not bring you down. I want to make you smile again. Just once I want to fucking shine.........
A Man Against All Odds
                                                               ~xWICKEDxKINGx~                                           THE ONE MAN AGAINST ALL ODD'S          He 's  now here but in a trans of the past that haunts his thoughts... day by day he        reflects  by the  mirror pushing for the truth? A truth to why so  much pain has        been  sent  for  him 2 deal with?..  though he's made it this far he wonders if it will      ever come to it's end...              ...Placed  in  the  harsh's  reality was the  begining for this young man  I speck  on,       can u  pictuer your world starting out with unspeackable? turTh on sundays was a      escape from the  home known as hell or the daily visits 2 his lil' cuz's 2 play on the         frountier of 2 free the young boys mind. As time pased he grew and the hood     became  something like a home, gangs ,repin the set 2 the fullest came first hand and      easy 2 deal with. a mother who left and a father who was put 2 the payvment
Hangin Out
I am so sick of the crappy weather here in GA.  We have been getting storms and rain everyday for the past month.  It makes your days gloomy and you wish it was nice so you could excape to FL and chill out on the beach.  I will spend today drinking some beer and chillin makes for a great day....when the weather sucks!  
Just A Lil Story
Ok this is an old lil story i wrote when i was about 13 and thought i would share it. Damn things are strange in the house where John and Sarah live! Things keep moving around and no one knows why. They always have thought that there house was haunted but never realised what was really going on!!!!!    The story begins on a cold but clear night in december when John and Sarah were just moving into there new house. They had just brought so they could renervate it and start a family. When all of a sudden the door slammed shut behind them as they entered the house. They always thought nothing of that fact untill things started moving. They had just finished moving things in and finaly got everything how they wanted it after 6 months and thats when strange things started to happen. John and Sarah had been trying for a baby but not succeded after 6 months so John goes away for a while to get his head together that the one thing he always wanted was to be a father and a loving husband.   
A Woman's Worth
What happened to the entertainment medium? Every time I turn on the boob tube, I see boobs! What is it about a video ho that's so appealing? Is it her fake DD's? Tell me, is it her curtain of weave? ('cause its all the best that money can buy) Is it her light olive complexion (Where my dark sistahs at for once? These hos are failing the paper bag test!) Is it the way she is one of hundreds, disposable like a dirty diaper?! Is it because her ass hangs out for the whole wide world to see? Is it how she just stands there while water/alcohol is thrown on her? (The women I know, me included, would be visibly upset btw.) A woman's worth has been reduced to a body part, take your pick. She is not valued for what she can bring to the table but for her willingness to lay on the table face down, ass up Real Talk.
Falls On Me
With Out You
For The Heart's Sake
How? did the heart turn from physical to emotional? The huge muscle at the center of it all of everything. Maybe what had happened was the first heartbreak was akin to cardiac arrest. Its like the foods one ingests can cause good health or blockage. For the heart's sake eat healthy love those who love you.. 'Cause toxins poison Love strengthens.
Thank You
LOVE FOR YOU HAS GROWN... LOVE FOR YOU IS STRONG... LOVE FOR YOU IS NEVERENDING... LOVE FOR YOU IS AND ALWAYS BEEN WORTH IT... LOVE FOR YOU HAS ALWAYS BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE... YOU ARE GORGEOUS... YOU ARE INTELLIGIENT... YOU ARE CONSIDERATE... YOU ARE GENEROUS... YOU ARE LOVING... YOU ARE CARING... I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU.... I LOVE YOU.... Love has come to me in the form of you.Love shown by you is pure Love came to me when I was uncertainLove came to me when I did not like myselfLove came to me when I did not see the beautyLove came to me because of you.Thank you for giving this to meThank you for being my BEST FRIENDTHANK YOUCARRIE NICHOLS7\18\2009 This is for you... You are always there to help me evrytime I need you... You said HELLO and i knew we would never be apart... You are my BEST FRIEND... You always look out for me...You always take care of me... You are my EVERYTHING... I could not breathe WITH OUT YOU... You are MY HEART... You are MY MIND... You
Its Only Hurts
All She Wrote
Me, Myself, Oh, And My Thoughts..
He controls your emotions as if you are a puppet on a string, I make you happy until he causes rain I try to be your umbrella, To shelter you from all the pain, But he is like venom deep in your veins. Poisonous is this fella,  Please learn to refrain,  Can't you see, he is just venomous and vain?   WHAT'S THE ONE THING YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING? (a question a friend of mine just recently asked all of her friends,my answer follows, you are welcome to write or comment your answer, it is an intrigueing question.) What do I want more than anything? Your happiness, and I use the word "Your" both in reference to you specifically and the rest of the world as well. See I figure if You, and the world could all just find happiness, then perhaps I could find happiness as well... Isn't that really what anybody wants? Happiness? We as a society throw that word around loosely, as if we know what it means wholeheartedly, but can any one of us truly, without a doubt in our minds, say t
Love Remembers
Sound Off
Need Help
i need help on a lounge bulin so i can past it to my profile so people can come to my lounge if you can help me with it please im me on yahoo messenger gismoe1313  thanks
The Love Of Ink!
well is is my story of y i love tattoos!! i got my first tat when i was 20. i thought it was the coolst thing, hurt like a mutha but i did it! im my opinion your body is a caves waiting to be painted on! by the time i die and move on my body will tell my life story! each tat represents something about me. lol lets take my stars for example, ppl allways ask y did you get stars? well i got 6 stars cuz im only a 6 star guy being out of ten, so i got roon to learn and be a better man!! so when i think iv addvansed i will keep adding them till i have ten! i dont think that will ever happen cuz il never be perfect. my tiger represents me and my personality! if any of you know me well you know what i meen. to me when im under the gun getting ink done, man i feel like im in heaven!! ppl say it hurts and dont get me wrong sometimes it does! but theres no better kinda pain!! its like a piece of history is being place on you and you keep it with you forever!! i love when i have extra money and ca
My Thoughts
      Two woodpeckers, A Mexican woodpecker and a Canadian woodpecker were in Mexico arguing about which place had the toughest trees. The Mexican woodpecker claimed Mexico had a tree that no woodpecker could peck. The Canadian woodpecker accepted his challenge and promptly pecked a hole in the tree with no problem. The Mexican woodpecker was amazed. The Canadian woodpecker then challenged the Mexican woodpecker to peck a tree in Canada that was absolutely 'impeckable' (a term frequently used by woodpeckers ). The Mexican woodpecker expressed confidence that he could do it and accepted the challenge. The two flew to Canada where the Mexican woodpecker successfully pecked the so-called 'impeckable' tree almost without breaking a sweat. Both woodpeckers were now terribly confused. How is it that the Canadian woodpecker was able to peck the Mexican tree, and the Mexican woodpecker was able to peck the Canadian tree, yet neither was able to peck the tree in their own country? After
FEELIN' FROGGIE,JUST JUMP!!!!100k to enter min. bid 500kopens sept 5th 5:00 pm fu timecloses sept 15th 5:00 pm fu timelast chance to enter sept 5th at 4:00 pmRules are simple:You must Rate, Fan and Add me,If we aren’t already friendsRe-rate, if we are You must rate this blog and leave a commentThat you would like to enterSend me a Private Messagein the message include:The link to the photo you would like to useA list of what you are offeringIf I don’t receive a Private MessageYou will NOT be entered! No DRAMA!I will not think twice about deleting or blocking anyone that causes it!You are responsible for getting people bid on you!All bids will be converted to fubucks Cash bids outweigh fubucks only bids,but must equal or be higher in value then the fubucks bidsYou have the right to acceptOr reject any bid andto close Your auction at any time! I am not responsible for payment of bids or completion of offers!
Big Roo
Hey Beautiful People new to the site looking to share and learn more about Fubar...
Change? Not From Obama!
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pickup on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft dr ink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because,WE WERE
In An Auction And Rating Contest
Want to let everyone know I have entered my first auction here on fubar . You can bid if you want but i need lots on rates. So stop by and rate me. The rating contest will last till around August 16th.  Click on this link to take you to my listing.   Thanks to all who rate me. [ photo: 2799151211 ]  
Swingers Convention,,,myrtle Beach,sc
Its been 8 years since we lost so many loved ones in that tragic day.... As I sit here typing this out... I still get chills.... I remember where i was, even down to every step I had taken when I saw the news.... I was locked up.... Which was the worst feeling I ever had.... Because I wanted to be there helping and I couldnt..... I would have givin up everythign to be there..... No I didnt know anyone who was lost that tragic day.... But they were fellow americans.... What saddens me the most is the fact that it took that tragedy for americans to come together.... I dont have much to say in this blog.... But, to the people who lost a friend or a family member that day, my heart goes out to you... To the ones we lost that day, i may not know any of you, but you will FOREVER be in my heart!!! Most of all... To the men and women who have lost their lives fighting for our freedom, I thank you!! To the men and women STILL fighting for our freedom because of that day, You will always be my
The Adventures Of My Children
Both of my boys are allergic to bumble bees,wasps and so on. My boys and I had been having an awesome day. Cutting down trees and finding old fallen timber. My sister and I take the boys to the store,this is nothing new. As I am turning onto our street my oldest son sees a bumblebee in the back window. Talk about total chaso insuing! He is yelling bumble bee,the back passanger door flies open,Max(youngest) is now screaming and freaking out. I am now yelling "close the door!" Not knowing his foot is out. I am in the process of stopping the car. His foot is out,dragging across the gravel road.He takes off running across the pasture and finally sits down. Suddenly,he looks down and starts yelling. Sidenote..Max is out of the car and screaming for dear life. Alex makes his way back to the car,I am yelling at him and then...I see the blood.  Max gets back in the car,crying and asking if Alex is going to be okay. I am,of course saying he is fine. How the hell do I know,I still have to drive
Heavens Special Child.
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Why Me ?
Ok, I have been a widow for a year now.   I finally decided to give dating a try again.  BUT.....It seems like EVERY guy that I agree to go out with seems to stand me up ?????  Why cant you men be man enough to tell a woman the truth instead of looking like a lying coward?  If there is such a person as "Prince Charming" please let me know.  I have been looking for him.
I.m new to this. Please be patient with me, if anyone want to show me how to use this or what to do here please send me a message. Thanks!
Things I Wrote
Have I ever told youthat if I sit really still and silent,sometimes. I like to thinkI can hear your heart beatingin time with mine?Have I ever told youthat when I listen you speak to methrough lines and cords,and bytes and ram,I imagineyour voice,whispering into my ear?Have I ever told youthat I wait out each dayin anticipation,wantingonly an hour or two,just a second in space and time,to feel close to you?Have I ever told youthat there has been times,when I ached for you,ached for you so badly,that the emotions overwhelmed me..and so I sat and cried?Have I ever told youthat sometimes,I will reach out,touching your nameon this cold screen before me,wishingI could reach inand pull you to me?Have I ever told youthat after the first time I heardthe sound of your voice,thousands of miles away,I sat up all night,turning the conversation over and overin my mind,examining it,like some newly discovered species of flower?Have I ever told youthat I would give everything up,just for one nightto b
Round Two Results:
*listed in order of rankings as of this count ** Wednesday:  July 22st, 1009  (12:45 pm - pst) Votes        Model     "                "  442       Alessia      *WINNER***ADVANCES TO FINALS  430       MadCurves                   **ADVANCES TO FINALS  326       BlueCountryGrace        **ADVANCES TO FINALS  272       JaniDenise  186       Heavenly666  172       KellyBaby  145       Little Kitten  134       Senrence * See Below  113       SomethingToTalkAbout   94        THESPOILEDO1
Someone made a claim to social security that they contributed 188$ towards my living costs in June 2004 meaning that they overpaid me and I now have to pay that back to them plus interest. How can you walk away so quicklyHow can you move on so fastI would do anything for you What will it take for you to figure that outMy heart cant take this nomoreYou are my world you are everything to meYou used to say I was the same to youPeople say move on But love dont go awayplease pull me from this bed of roses the thorns are too much.. Love is an illusionA lie wrapped in dreamsA heart shattered like glassNothing is leftWhy wont it lastDesperation filling our mindsCrying out uknowing what we will findNolonger caringSitting staringDreams become nightmaresSleep becomes lostWhy do we bother
Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN.........1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position ?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Phone number?26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
hey my name is gracie ...iam lookin FOR FRIENDS
Okay so the following is from a chat that goes from shoutbox to yahoo, i think its pretty amazing, please read. start at the bottom of first chat in shoutbox: alicia: buzz me here alicia: ok ->alicia: u add me to yahoo alicia: alicia: add me hon alicia: ok ->alicia: you do it now, yahoo me alicia: ok alicia: and right my name at the 3rd page form ->alicia: thats awesome, so am i! alicia: do it now honey alicia: waiting to you hon alicia: coz im starting playing my self now alicia: that is my own site that i give it to you ->alicia: okay, can u piss off now, im kinda getting bored messing with u lol alicia: i told you alicia: ok honey ->alicia: i like nooses ->alicia: you mean official? ->alicia: what does opicial mean? alicia: anyway honey what do you want me to wear after you finish to sign up??? alicia: ok alicia: that it my opicial site to get in to me here alicia: no honey... ->alicia: nah im good, i know how those websites work,
Thickness And Thanks
I am sorry I have not been around as of late but I have had alot to do and think about. I will be moving to Indiana within a few weeks and have been working on getting things ready. I will try to be on more but wanted to let you all know what was up... talk to you all later
One of the "Band of Brothers" soldiers died on June 17, 2009. Harvey ShackelfordWe're hearing a lot today about big splashy memorialservices. I want a nationwide memorial service for Darrell "Shifty" Powers. Shifty volunteered for the airborne in WWII and served withEasy Company of the 506th Parachute Infantry Regiment, part of the 101stAirborne Infantry. If you've seen Band of Brothers on HBO or the History Channel, you know Shifty. His character appears in all 10 episodes, and Shifty himself is interviewed in several of them.> > I met Shifty in the Philadelphia> > airport several years ago. I didn't know who he was at> > the time. I just saw an> > elderly gentleman having trouble reading his ticket. I> > offered to help, assured> > him that he was at the right gate, and noticed the> > "Screaming Eagle",> > the symbol of the 101st Airborne, on his hat. Making conversation, I asked him if he'd been in the> > 101st Airborne or if his> > son was serving. He said quietly that he had been
So, I read something that made me feel somewhat different. While I'm feeling very lonely, I'm not thinking as negatively about myself. I'll post what i read, now: We are all familiar with the story of Narcissus, the beautiful youth who fell in love with his own reflection in the pool. But we are less familiar with the story of his partner, Echo, the young nymph who was cursed by the gods to only be able to repeat, never initiate, speech. At one point, when Echo-whose heart was never deterred by her beloved's self-absorption-came upon Narcissus and heard him uttering words of love, she naturally repeated his words. To the outside observer this would surely look like a mutual love fest. The truth, of course, was that Narcissus was talking to his own reflection in the pool and that Echo was merely being an audio version of that reflective pool. But even more interesting, Narcissus and Echo were themselves fooled by this house of mirrors: since from where she stood she couldn't see the re
Divorce Cakes
Divorce Cakes       
The Madness!!
Okay so I heard on the news last night and on talk radio this afternoon about an 8 year old girl who was visiously raped by 4 boys ranging from the ages od 9 to 14, in Phoenix last week. Apparently her own cousin lured her out and that's when the attack accured. Now some jackass is arguing in the boy's defense that RAPE is part of their Lebonese culture. Now, I have a few things to say about this. I DON'T GIVE A FLYING DAMN IF IT'S LEGAL WHERE THEY ARE FROM!! THIS IS AMERICA & HERE RAPE IS ILLEGAL!! YOU HAvE A PROBLEM WITH THAT, TAKE YOUR ASSES BACK TO LEBANON!! And to the mother of one of the boys who claims her son doesn't even know about sex: WAKE UP LADY!! STOP BEING SO DAMN NIAVE!! JUST CUZ YOU DIDN'T HAVE THE NERVE TO DO THE RESPONSIBLE THING AND TEACH YOUR SON ABOUT SEX, MEANS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. BECAUSE YOU FAILED, HE'S LEARNED ABOUT SEX FROM HIS FRIENDS. THAT'S WHY HE'S IN TROUBLE NOW!! YOU WILL BE AMAZED AT WHAT THE AVERAGE 9 YEAR OLD KNOWS ABOUT SEX THESE DAYS. OPEN YOUR F
so yeah...  I am having like the worst fucking time trying to come up with this cool ass screen name... I mean what the hell...  I want it to be as cool as perfectly_inked... give you props sis.. it fits you well....  anyone got some ideas?
More Then Friends
MORE THEN FRIENDS People always say that friendships should be treasured. But I want something more with her. My love for her could never be measured. I only wish she could see how I feel. So I wonder, what can I do? Can I just be friends with her? Or can I say to her, "I'm falling for you," And lose her friendship forever? So is there any hope here or I should let my love for her end? No matter how it all turns out, I'll always be her friend.
My Thoughts
Goth/vamp Reading Literature..."my Goodies"
Rakes the sharp edge across her skin, watches as crimson drips flow.... doesn't worry whom it disturbs, no matter of whom may know.... Takes a sip of liquid, red wine to calm the rush takes a pill to calm it's inner, to make it silent, for her to hush... Blows out the candles flicker, a darkened room she fancied most.. wraps herself with a woven blanket, to mimic a warm embrace drawn close... as linen white sheets turn reddend, as her skin grows gray and pale, she dreams of how her life brought her pain,her lifes being, her mortal hell... as her weakened eyes grow hazed, a soft whisper from her lips fell "Might this shattered heart lay in peaceful pieces,within pain I know longer dwell"as written: Dharq Julez Like the ocean moves with it's continuous waves.....Like wind in the sail's of a ship that moves with ease......Like the upwind caught in an eagles wing' move me! Like a river's current, a leaf adrift.......Like the sand's of the shore by the ocean's tide, may l
Single 46, 5.9" x 171 lbs,Funny,careful,clean, optimistic, Brn. Hair, Brn. EyeS.I have been around over 27+ countries. successful, caring person. I love music, swimming, gerontology, Movies, Self Improvement, Karaoke, 3d CG, Cooking, Outdoors. I like slow motion, simple life, I care for the world and everything in it, i invent green technologies.I don't drive or smoke, drink (rarely some wine) I don’t like a cell phone but i have a few, email and face book is my way.I want Funny, optimistic, talkative woman who is fun to be with.I've been a member for eight years, isn't anyone finds this fish remotely attractive? am I missing something here, message me, do it, do it now!!!lolcheersAl I have a blog about technology ,life and energy diys etc come and check it out ...also if you are single petite hot blond also check me out . ;>p cheers  
Y Guys Like Girls
for those who would like to enter the one with the most votes at the end will get 1million fubucxs sb me ur photo link for enter and ur offers  the one with the most votes gets a mill from me  but the winner of the contest in the biding  gets wat they r offered Here are a few reasonswhy guys like girls:1.They will always smell goodeven if its just shampoo2.The way their heads alwaysfind the right spot on our shoulder3.How cute they look when they sleep4.The ease in which they fit into our arms5.The way they kiss you and all of a suddeneverything is right in the world6.How cute they are when they eat7.The way they take hoursto get dressed but in the endit makes it all worth while8.Because they are always warmeven when its minus 30 outside9.The way they look goodno matter what they wear10.The way they fish for complimentseven though you both know that youthink she's the most beautiful thing on this earth11.How cute they are when they argue12.The way her hand always finds yours13.The way

Why is everything so hard Why cant anything be easy I can see what I want But I cant reach it it gets farther and farther away everyday slowly slipping out of my grasp No matter how hard I try it never gets easier if only wanting something made it appear but instead it gets harder to reach wanting hoping wishing for that one chance to have what I truly desire knowing that there are others that want the same thing constantly trying to grab it from me hoping and praying that they wont get it first    
Just My Crazy Thoughts
It has been quite awhile since I've blogged.It's been about 4 1/2 months.I've been pretty busy!I just hit my 90 days on my job on Monday march 8th.My job is frustrating at times but I make pretty good money and commission and found that my niche is sales.I love talking to people and getting them to buy something.It is a personal challenge and I love it.My first month there I outsold my sales manager who's been doing it three years and I had never done sales.So Im pretty proud of me!I work alot and I try to be here as much as possible and I've learned that people forget about you when your not here 24/7.Oh well what can you do?My real friends are always here for me.The two people who have stayed a consistent friend are Sexy Hot Colorado chick my #1 and Mj!They are great women!You should befriend then if you have not.Ok..on to some lessons learned here.I will be the first to admit when I started fu that I did very well here.I leveled to Oracle in no time and was very popular but I asked
Tales From The Dark B*tch Within
Dear Penis Owners Current mood:  angsty Ok, some of this is ripped off from a friend of a friend, and I'm honest enough to give credit where credit is due. However, I had to put my own "flavor" to this, so some of this is actually ME saying these things.DEAR PENIS OWNERS, (and I don't mean lesbians with strap-ons, or women who have their men so pussy-whipped that they are no longer in possession of the their own packages. HOWEVER TO THE WOMEN WITH PENIS' AS BIG AS THEIR MANS, KUDOS SISTERS, KEEP THE DREAM ALIVE.)-Don't send me messages asking for a hook up. I've stated in my profile to get to know me. If I'm not worth your time to do so, then your not worth my time to hook up with, and I DON'T DO HOOK UPS ANYMORE.-Don't ask me to be your MISTRESS (or your sub). If I wanted to do that I would bash you in the head and drag you to my cave like an ahead feminist cave woman.-I am also a cat person/owner. so if you have something against felines "these are not the droids you are looking f
Two days has passed I like this site but now I need some more luv Give me drinks, Bling,and Bombs what have Ya !! I think I gonna be here for a long time
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People Ask
People say who would ever talk about vets.... All in VANE  
A Soldiers Thoughts On Micheal Jackson's Death
A Soldier's View of Michael Jackson's Death This is written by a young man serving his third tour of duty in Iraq .Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting............. ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... .........Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" fo
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Helping A Friend Of A Friend
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A New Life?
For those of you who know me know i have a boyfriend named Jeff. We have been living in my small house for 2 years and its come time to make a major decision. Jeff has his own house which he owns and is 3 times the size of mine. He hasn't actually lived there for 2 years but has paid the bills. He also has a roommate that I don't mind but hes a slob. I live in a 106 year old house that I hold dear to my heart. I have worked hard to make it a safe place for me an my son to live. I have literally refinished hard wood, laid linoleum, removed carpet, painted, killed mice and built walls. I even now own my own tool set and have come accustom to its floods and minor issues. Jeff has asked us to move in with him many  times but Ive always kind of push it off, but apparently now is the time to make the decision. If we don't move to his house we have to find another place that can accommodate all of our stuff. 4 cars and a boat... I realize that most normal people would say duh.. move. But
Something About Me
You may have noticed at times when I type and I respond back to everyone I am a little slow doing so. It is because I am dyslexic. I was blaming it on my glasses to a family member in the shout boxt the outher night because I read everthing backwards and I tend to do that. But I have busted my ass in life, going from special ed when I was a kid to having a 4.0 in college now.... I just wanted my friends to know this.
at times i wonder why i open my mouth, nothing i say seems to come out right.  theres days where i feel smaller then the dust on an old picture frame and other days where i feel i rule the world. some days i am a complet goof bal then the next day i feel like hiding from the world. i wish i could control the way i feel. maybe one day i'll figure it out. Mr. Sunshine people want me to open up, but are never around when i'm able to. i want to be able to tell people how i feel. when i do its never the right time, orr i get told im an ass. i just want things to be normal again. where i have the ones i an trust  back in my life and the ones who can't handle me and my changes gone.   im sorry for everytime i hurt anyone n sooner or later i wont be around to do that i love all my friends on here and you all know i'd do anything for yall but i need to take some time to find myself again. ive been wrapped up in everyones problems n ive lost sight of what i need to do for me. im sorry
Tools..and Twats...and The Stupidity That Goes Along With Them
     So I've been noticing some really funny stuff. Some of it is kind of sad, but not surprising. The overabundance of illiteracy, pervertedness, and the incomprehensible amount of stupidity that circulates on the internet from society as a whole is kind of well..sad. It's no wonder our country is in the shitter, take a look at the people that clog up the net with their flat out retardedness. Take this for example, last night I was up kind of late and I came across a photo with a caption that was labeled, ' tookn '. Sorry sweetheart, but if you spent half as much time exercising your brain as you do spreading your legs, there might be a ray of hope for America's future.  Then there's the people that like to abbreviate a simple three letter word like ' You ' with ' u ' . I'm sorry, but in case you hadn't noticed or paid attention, Ebonics is not a language. Also, what the fuck is with the obnoxiously ugly people that feel the need to pretend to be something they're not? Granted sure, i
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My Life
I am at home in My bed lining on my back with the laptop on top of a litte tabel on top of me and my wife is in the living room doing her school work. Some time to day I have to fine out how I am going to git my truck so I can start working I been looking for friends and job I have a CDL but I been out of work for 11 months now there no laber work a round here. I have ask a lot of trucking compings if I can drive for them but thay say I can't becoss I have not have no work for so long so I wood have to go back to truck driving school to drive with them but there are some schools that will not take me becols I have to motch expernts.
So I have been thinking. Maybe Jesus was an Alien, and the Virgin Mary was a virgin because she was probed by aliens and seeded. Now I am Catholic and don’t believe in the whole Scientology Crap but I do believe in Aliens and other forms of life. So here we go. We have never ever seen another Human like Jesus. Chris Angle, David Blaine All BS. But Jesus did superhuman things. When he was born they said the star of Bethlehem shined on him. Could that star have really been an Alien space ship? Very easy to be confused 2000 years ago. Again we see in this time frame Moses ' following had a bright glow in the sky to guide his way. Alien Ship I think so. Parting of the Red Sea, Yep Alien technology. Now I can believe in a higher power but I also believe that humans have been visited by an alien race to guide us in our ways   More to come...
Real Medal Of Honor
Last night in Los Angeles, the local ABC affiliate pre-empted the entire World News Tonight broadcast for a breaking local story. Whatever Charlie Gibson might have reported about the economy, the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, the President’s health care plans, unemployment rates or the like didn’t make the air. Instead, we got extended coverage of the helicopter delivering Michael Jackson’s body to the county coroner’s office, and Jermaine Jackson’s emotional statement on behalf of the family. It occurred to me that much of the news this week has focused on three entertainers who passed away: Ed McMahon, Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson. Every human life is precious, and every family grieves the loss of their love ones, but the media predictably lavish attention on those who have lived their lives in the footlights. There is precious little recognition for the good and quiet people who do not live public lives.. Coincidentally, I recently received a not
Mickey's Challenged!
Today is a beautiful day and nothing on the schedule. I have some friends down from Vermont till sunday staying on the lake two towns over in Holland. So I may have to take the bike over and see them. Tomorrow I am working the door at the Marine Corp League for the Summer Bash in Worecester. Usually we have like 5 bands throughout the day and plenty of food and drinks. Nice thing about the place it is also on the water.Then sunday is supposed to be the pick of the weekend and I have a meeting with American Legion Riders. So I should be pretty busy and having fun this weekend.
69 Questions..cause I'm Bored & It's A Good Number.
69 QUESTIONS   1. Initials: Yup, I got three of them.2. Name someone with the same birthday as you:  Billy Bob Thorton, Louis Armstrong, Donald Gibb [Oger!]3. Favorite fruit?   Passion...or Bananas [for ~Her~..heh-heh..:P]4. For or against same sex marriage?  Have no prob with Civil Unions and allowing spousal benifits, but believe Religious organizations should not be forced to perform ceremonies if it conflicts with their beliefs.5. Are you allergic to anything? Bullshit & Assholes [was actually some one else's answer..but I have no other allergies, so I copped it]6. Are you bisexual? I'm semi try-sexual... I might try anything [between a man and woman] once.......maybe even 'Foghorn' is she rilly gets me goin...heh-heh..:P7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes?  Yeah.8. How many U.S states have you been to? Don't know rilly.9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?  2 and one other country.10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? Yup.11. Name something physical you
Buy Me Here!
My Auction will start on Friday July 17th and end on Saturday July 25th at midnight. Ownership will last for 30 days!  Ownership will include but will not be limited to the following. 1) Fubar ownership for 30 days at the the starting price of 10,000 fubucks. 2) Your name on my heading (owned by..........) 3) 1 pimp out a day 4) A 1 credit bling of my choice per week 5) Rating or rerating your page with 11's only, Pictures of my choice. 6) Viewing of my NSFW private folders 7) A phone call from me ONLY IN CONT. USA CANADA & PR. 8) Lunch or dinner on me with me and Vampsdesire77 (MUST BE LOCAL) NYC & NJ areas only.  For anyone wanting to make the trip to Vegas, a 2 night stay with us at Caesars on the strip, share the room only this is a delux room, two queen size beds. We won't be in the room that much anyways!  TRANSPORTATION  FOOD & BEVERAGE NOT INCLUDED. For other out of state winner(s) an auto 11 or cherry bomb once a week. for 4 weeks. 9) Bidding will start at 100,000
What Is Blogging
idk  what bloggin is 4. if u know can u plz help. i hope that this can shed some light on bloggin 4 me.
Misery grabs me, by the throattry to breath, but still I chokeDepression cuts me like a knifeplagued by thoughts, to end my lifeLoad the clip, then fill the chamberhollow points, to ease my angerPut the barrel, against my headpaint the walls of my room redGrey matter, splatterd from floor to ceilingbut the pain, im no longer feelingall ive loved, will now be lostwas my life, well worth the costBROKEN SHELL, OF A MANEND MY DAYS, WITH MY OWN HANDSPILL MY BLOOD, AND WATCH IT RUNA LIFELESS CORPSE, IVE BECOMESelffish thoughts, control my grievingease my mind, this hell im leavingeternity, spent in purgatoryclose this chapter, of my life storyNot remebered, nor forgottenas my body lies there rottingfamily grieveing, for their fallen sonyet noone stopped me as I grabbed the gunCries for help, left unanswerednow that im gone, they loved this bastard
What You Don't Expect
Hello there I'm in a lesbian relationship for 8 months now! I am very unhappy. More than I ever was. I have totally lost myself in this. Here's the stroy. I fell in love with this girl from England, she was married to another woman. She left the marriage for me and moved to Switzerland to stay with me. In the very beginning I started to have jealousy issues with her past (she has been with 6 guys and 2 girls) and I couldn't deal with her saying she's gay but she's had that past with guys. So, we had these problems for like 4-5 months of our relationship. We are both aquarius and of course, none of us would back down and we started to hurt each other with lies and exaggerations. One month ago she broke up with me for like 1-2 hours to go and sleep with a guy to get some release from all the drama we had. It smashed me to the ground. She blames me because I wouldn't stop talking about guys (because of my jealousy) and that I basically drove her into his arms. It was an encounter tho bu
Worlds Shortest Fairy Tale
Michael Who???
Nice to hear this from a Soldier in IRAQ ........... To Jar our western perspective and values............  THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ . I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking martyr because he entertained us fo
1st Time Lover
I love public sex and went to a party wearing a sarong slit to my waist.  No bra and a transparent thong.  I met a hunk and sat so he could see my thong/clit.  I took him down the hill to a swimming hole and took off my sarong as people cheered.  I jumped in and floated while caressing my clit.  I came out and stripped and sat on a bench and pulled out his prick and sucked it as he finger fucked me and then I stripped him and sat on his prick as we fucked.  He dressed but I stayed nude as we walked through the crowd.  I stopped to suck pricks while guys stroked my clit and tits.  Yay! I took the 1st time lover home and my two daughters dropped by after calling female cousing.  Several of them demand that I share him.  He loved the orgy.
Should I Stay Or Should I Go
I am married with a divorce on the horizon.I need to know if i should fight for it or not. I drive a truck for a living and up until 3 months ago my wife was with me. She got out of the truck and found a job. During this 3 month time frame i have been flip flopping back and forth about leaving her or staying with her. iI was chatting with some women during this time, i only met one of them for dinner and we sat in her car and kissed. My wife had joined a dating site and cancelled it the next day. the last time i told her that i wanted out she posted an ad on craigslist and was chatting with 23 guys, she had made plans to meet one off them last friday night. I called her friday while she was still at work to tell her that i was coming off the road for good and wanted my wife back, no games this time. She then turn off her phone and went on the date which was dinner and then back to my house so they could f$%k. The guy had told her she would come back to me so he was not expecting a seco
School Break
Man this break is waaaaayyyyyy to long...I guess itwould'nt be so badif I actually had a life:( Oh well at least it's almost over and I can go back too being da nerd....   AAAAGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Omg Chat Sites On Here
OK SO.. my sis says hey! Join FUBAR.. great site.. alright.. SO RIGHT AWAY I get this SPAM message to join TWIZTED MINDZ chat/tunez site  ( although I should know better... I hop in to check it out to see how shit works on here.  GREAT tunes... except for 1 horrible country song I heard, no biggie.. prior to that i'm honest in chat, jammin and saying.. HEY GUYS.. great tunes... *sincerely* So I figure out how to invite my sis in... she's in bed and will probably get it tomorrow.  Eventually I get bored.. everyone can only say shit like. "WB!" "HEY WB HI" "WELCOME BONGBUBBLES THANK YOU FOR JOINING"... very standard.  I get bored from that and check out another room that invited me.. they were playin PAULA ABDUL ... I go back to TWIZTED MINDZ thinkin they would love this laugh and told them about it only to get BOOTED by this DJ owner dude named EVIL... came in a sec later and really apologized because apparently I don't understand the whole FUBAR tun
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Fallen Soldier Honored For Heroic Effort
Fallen soldier honored for heroic effort Video Avalible From Fayettville Observer A year ago, Sgt. James M. Treber gave up his air pocket to save the life of a fellow soldier as they were trapped inside an overturned, flooded vehicle in Afghanistan. On Wednesday, his widow, Tamila Treber of Hope Mills, received the Soldier's Medal presented posthumously to her husband, who died in the incident. The medal is awarded for heroism outside combat. "We, too, wonder what will happen in the period of maximum peril," Brig. Gen. Michael Repass said. "Each one of us that have been in combat wonder how am I going to act? What am I going to do?" During a combat patrol, the road beneath the RG-31 Mine Protected Vehicle gave way, causing it to roll down an embankment and into a creek. The vehicle, heavily armored to protect soldiers against homemade bombs, became a death trap when overturned and filled with water. "In the case of Sgt. Trebe
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If A Man Wants You
IFA MAN WANTS YOUIf a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.Slower is better.Never live your llfe for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deservethen heck no, you can't "be friends. " A friend wouldn't mistreat afriend.Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You 'll be mad at yourselfa year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you.Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of dlfferent women.He didn't marry them when.he got them pregnant,Why would he treat you any dlfferently?Always have your own set of friends separate
How Do You Make Love To A Woman?
How do you make love, to a  Woman? How do you make love to a Woman,Romantically and Patiently;Take the time to make love to her mind.Fulfill all of her midnight wishes.Cover her entire body with soft wet kisses.Tell her, so that she will know!There's no place on her bodyyour tongue won't go.And, when you love a  Woman,you love her real slow. How do you make love, to a Woman?How do you make love to a Woman,Passionately and Sincerely;Let her Sweetness become your Weakness.Do not use just the Male Pole, But include your ear.Listen to the sweet sound of her moansand see what you hear.Feel the warmth and care of her loving embrace.Place your mouth on hers and savor the taste.  How do you make love, to a Woman?How do you make love to a Woman,Sensually and Honestly;Say what you mean and mean what you say.Tell her that you love her,more and more with each passing day. Let all of the fantasies that dance in her head.Become her moonlight realitywhen it's time to go to bed.Kiss and lick all
Love Her
I am sure MANY have thought it... I know my conversations typically lead to sex... it is after all my favorite subject. As many of you know my conversations basically border around your day. your feelings and your thoughts. I ask , I offer to listen , and I always try to help. I think I am a very sincere person. The thought of getting old , living alone and possibly never having sex again scares the fuck outta me. So I try to enjoy what time I have by talkin to people... flirting with people and  if I had my way maybe even havin sex.... What I don't undestand is how someone can just assume I am shallow after 3 sentences in 5 minutes.... FUCK ME >......
Apple On The Tree
This is for all the apples on the tree:   Out in the field grows an Apple tree. Daily I would climb, striving to reach the top, Where a shining apple grew. Daily, something would happen and I could not continue. A bow would break or the wind would blow, Or the rain would come and end my quest. And every day I would eat another apple from the tree, One that I could reach, but I was never really satisfied.   And then one day, that shining apple fell, And I was there to catch it. I learned something amazing that day. This apple was not any sweeter then the other apples. This apple was not any bigger then the other apples. This apple had the same seeds as all the other apples. All the apples on the tree were the same.   I say, find a good tree and get the apples you can reach because in the end, All the apples are there for only one thing, Growing More Trees
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An Injection Of Humour
HelloLong time no blogging. Perhaps I should get more involved. Truth be told, I seem to have spent a huge amount of time in various hospitals over the last year and I have not been on Fubar very often, so apologies to those who have felt that I have been unfriendly. On Tuesday of this week, I went with my father to a hospital in Southampton for his pre-op check up.  After going to completely the wrong end of the hospital and in the wrong wing, we had to walk the very long corridor from the East to the West wing climbing over the mountains of Swine Flu victims. Eventually we found a room which was divided into little assessment areas by curtains and took a seat. The surgeon was meeting patients and asking them a series of standard questions before asking them to sign their lives away into his hands before kidney surgery. We heard this little exchange.....Surgeon - "Mrs Denton...Are you allergic to anything that we need to know about?" Mrs Denton - "Mice"I bit hard on my hand and pulled
Nevada Property~
I stood in front of the living room window of the cabin we had rented for the weekend, wrapped in a fluffy white towel. I had just finished combing my hair, clean and damp from a refreshing shower. I looked out beyond our bicycles, still propped against the porch where we left them after our ride, to the copper glow of the sun fallen below a bank of clouds that cradled the mountains and cast shadows on the lake below. You stood directly behind me, watching with me, wearing nothing but faded blue jeans. Your left arm, wrapped around my neck, encircled my naked shoulders. Your right hand gently stroked up and down the side of my right arm. The contours of your torso against my shoulders felt extraordinary. My left arm hung at my side. My chin rested against your forearm. My right hand, beside it, held your wrist. My motion stilled, you knew I felt the fall to you coming. You were aware of the wish that your proximity made burn in me-namely, to have you inside of me, all around and in con
True Education`
There was something different about her tonight; something You just couldn't put Your finger on. You had had that feeling all day. You caught her looking at You more than once and yet when You questioned her, she just smiled softly or touched Your face in that way You loved.She didn't look any different. She didn't seem to give the black jeans and tight white sleeveless t-shirt a second thought. Mind You, You did. You appreciated the way the jeans hugged her ass, the way the t-shirt fit her curves, the outline of her nipples when the faintest of breezes would push them up against the thin material.It wasn't that she was at all inattentive. If anything, she was more attentive. As though hanging on Your every word, staring You deep into Your eyes whenever You spoke. Gentle touches, Your arm, a hand on Your knee when she wanted to emphasize a point.It was sort of unnerving when You thought about it. This one You felt You knew so well. Who up until now had expressed every feeling, every de
Ashley Davis
im a gorgeous passionate to be with & very bubbly,one that u can alwayz count on when u need to smile...luvs to meet new people..alwayz willing to go out for a date.i rily love barhopping & drinkin trippings that will make me really hot...... if u wish u can add me up on my yahoo messenger
A Serious Goodbye
One year and three months has passed since I lost my best friend, lover and husband. It seems like yesterday. I really thought I'd share some words of wisdom with y'all but for the life of me I can't find any. Peace out.
I went to the beach at dusk and got naked behind this bush, then ventured out to a newly installed pole near the volleyball courts.  The cool air felt good on my naked body.  My penis was already erect in anticipation.  When I reached the pole, I glanced around to see if any new people had arrived on the beach.  I reached up grabbed on and pulled myself upwards with thighs clamping together.  My penis jumped as it made contact with the chilled pole, but the sensation was all pleasurable.  I began working on slowly climbing and clinging to the pole with my thighs clamping together in a precise rythmic motion.  A few minutes pass before I start to feel something in my abdomen, that fluttering sensation.  Now I am chasing that elusive explosive orgasm I know will come if I concentrate and work through the fatigue I now feel in my arms and hands.  I start to gasp and breath hard as I intensify my efforts, and speed up my thighs and sutble humping action on the pole.  A quick scan of the be
Harley Rider And A Cop
A cop stops a Harley for traveling faster than the posted speed limit and asks the biker his name. 'Fred,' the biker replies. 'Fred what?' the officer asks. 'Just Fred,' the biker responds. The officer is in a good mood and thinks he might just give the biker a break and, write him out a warning instead of a ticket. The officer then presses him for the last name. The biker tells him that he used to have a last name but lost it. The officer thinks that he has a nut case on his hands but plays along with it. 'Tell me, Fred, how did you lose your last name?' The biker replies, 'It's a long story, so stay with me. I was born Fred Dingaling. I know - a funny last name. The kids used to tease me all the time, so I stayed to myself, studied hard and got good grades. When I got older, I realized that I wanted to be a doctor. I went through college, medical school, internship, residency, and finally got my degree, so I was Fred Dingaling, M.D. After a while I got bored being a doctor, so I deci
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Need Help For Ketch22
Ketch22 is an idiot he tried to send me a gift of massaging oil with the words handjob please ....   He sent it to Hugh instead.....   I feel responsible because I own his ass so i turn to you asking for your help   Please send Hugh the same gift with the same words so he doesn't catch on that ketch22 loves him   Thank you Wicked
Live The Allxclub Lifestyle!
A True Adult Lifestyle Club. Live the LIFE! (Meet new people and try new things) Have you ever been to a party at the Playboy mansion?  Lounged on a yacht off the island of Ibiza?  Played strip poker against a famous adult film celebrity?  Didn’t think so… Well, these are just a few of the opportunities that might be available to you when you become a club member and build a successful AllXClub business!  When you join AllXClub, there is NO LIMIT to HOW MUCH YOU CAN EARN!  You set your OWN limits!! You will have the tools and freedom to build a global business, set your own hours, and generate long-term recurring income while bringing real value, fun & excitement to people’s lives.*   MILLIONS WANT OUR PRODUCT AND YOU CAN GIVE IT TO THEM and MAKE MONEY ON EVERY SALE!!!!!!!!!! The Adult Industry generates more than $100 Billion a year in revenue. More than Microsoft®, Google™, Amazon™, eBay®, Yahoo!®, and Apple™ combined! 1 out of every
Wow Tears Brought To Me When I Read This From My Beautiful Bride To Be
Jhon,    There are things in life that are inevitable; I am powerless to control them. The sun will rise and set, the tide will come in and go out, the seasons will change, the birds will fly South for the winter and return in the spring, and the caterpiller will transform itself into a beautiful butterfly. Somehow, I feel reassured by this because many other things in life are so transient - so momentary. Jhon, from the moment we met, I knew that our friendship would develop into something lasting and precious, just as I am sure that the caterpiller will one day become a beautiful butterfly. I believe that our love is blessed by God. It is a union of two spirits destined for everlasting happiness. Thus, you have truly become the star of my life which brings me light in this dark world, and warmth when I need it. You offer me the promise of renewal, the joy of living, the peace of mind that comes from sharing and caring, and that shoulder to lean on in times of stress. You are
Helping Others Level Up
thinken about starting a male female group called Devils & Dolls ... since we have alot of female group n very few male female groups ... any ideas on how we can get this lifted off the groud n how to make it fun for all comment here n if you wanna join comment here also .. once again thank you all for your time... ViPeR XP
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Nails In A Fence...
NAILS IN THE FENCE   Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.   (Most importantly the last sentence)     
My Life
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the day of_____ , 2009, by , between________ and__________ . THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) Theanswer is no, so don't ask. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you arefrom out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. No calling each other "friends with privileges" we are not friends, just sex buddies. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don't be offended. No extra clothing - I don't want your ass leaving
when you look at someone what do you do . do you judge them by looks, do you judge them by personality , me personally if a person can except me and learn t love me for me then im more then willing to excet them in my life . I think we are all human beings and deserve respect no matter what . send a comment and tell me your opinion on the matter!!!
My Poetry
The Dance Reluctant at firstTo take your handIn spirit I rehearseAnd then I standSo we take the floorAnd I rememberWhen I became unsureYou became tenderEach turn that we take We make another stepEach step that we makeA new memory is setAs the music of your heartPlays its sweet tuneThe voice of my heartEchos around the roomWe glide across timeOur souls togetherWith your love and mineThe Dance lasts forever   Melissa Lay 2006 copywright protected Untitled Thank you for the giftA gentle heartA beautiful soulA work of artBeauty immeasurableI am enamoredJust one touchAnd my heart stammersAn equal partnerFor me to takeIn the walkThat I will makeI have won a prizeI did not earnGiven at a timeOnly God could discernTo you I am indebtedFor your benevolenceAnd I am able to learnFrom your sapience   Melissa Lay.. 2006 copywright protected The Dream   When rain trickles And the winds blow While candles flicker And tree limbs bow I dream of you And of our bond The memories of us H
All Seasons
Roller Skates & Legwarmers
I love that all my friends think I'm dorky, so saying that and knowing its true.... continue Reading the following for you have no choice I have a love affair with the 80's I'm not sure whether it was the big hair, the tight leather clothes, leg warmers, short shorts for men or the wrist bands....... I know it started with grease, foot loose, dirty dancing, flash dance and the ultimate Xanadu.... I figure since you all love me you will want to or be forced to join this group.....   The ROLLERSKATING DIVA CLUB Feel free to add it to your name... I will make you famous... That's a lie small print says your a total dork ..... Wicked And this is totally not gender bias, men are so allowed...
Fight! Fight!!
Think you can beat me??? find out! It's fun!
~porcelain Or Diamonds?~
I just got a phone call about an hour ago from my first sergeant telling me that the Military wants to give me a medical discharge for my asthma. I can see why they would think that because three months ago we were on base conducting our first pre deployment training that consisted of a variety of things from blood work family history dental and physical exercise. I passed everything but the physical exercise which I have been passing every year and it’s not hard at all you got to do is two minutes of sit-ups and push-ups along with a two mile run under a certain time depending on your age. This year everything was looking great I was rocking the push-ups and the sit-ups and then we started the run, I got about a mile into the run and things started to become a blur and I don’t remember much after that besides what my 1 LT told me. He said that they were driving beside me to make sure that I was all right because another guy passed me and noticed my mouth was turning blue
Blog(s) To Make U Think
This is written by a young soldier serving his third tour of duty in  Iraq.  Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting.Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson.  As we all know, Jackson died the other day.  He was an entertainer who performed for decades.  He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people.  I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief.  When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here?  ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking martyr becau
So I read a MUMMS today and it asks, "Is it still cheating if a girl makes out with anothor girl". To me that sounds like a hell of a time and a Freakin Bad Ass Girl Friend, exspcially if I get to Join in. Girls and Guys Make cheating sound like a bad thing. It keeps life interesting! If i am with someone that i love, I dont cheat on them to leave them, rather to have something new for a moment to change the norm. Its like drinking nothing but water for a year straight and nothing else. At some point you wanna damn soda, or tea, or coffee or milk, anything! Sometimes you'll now crave that sode, tea ect, But you still need to that water!
A Soldier's Take On Michael Jackson's Death
This is written by a young soldier serving his third tour of duty in Iraq. Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting and he's right.   Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he'
Life ......i Think
so we all go down this dark allyway called life filled with dumpsters  hobos and hookers wondering  what kind of light will be waiting for us at the end  but all we do is crunch the broken glass that is shattered like our hopes and dreams or we see if we can haggle the toothless hooker to our left into sucking 10 minuets of synthetic pleasure from our viagra induced ressurections of youth gone and past but still we trudge on barely able to make out the rats at our feet pretending that they like our fears in life arent really there  wanderding from dumpster to dumpster looking for a answer to it all like a bum looks for somebodys leftover takeout that might still be warm when will we ever learn that every corner we turn hoping for a exit just takes us to the next ally over
Brunette Or Blonde
~sparrow And Gentle Hands~
  Porcelain or Diamonds? She may look and feel of porcelain... With only one touch, she will capture you. Skin so smooth and flawless and unblemished, undoubtedly attracts that of many a men.   Yet so fragile and seemingly helpless, Underneath her bossum holds more truth. She renders strength beyond her doubts, Attempting to whisper yet is only mute.   Is she breakable, or made of precious stone? Handle with care or she will be broken. Is her looks so deceiving? Maybe precious inside, bright and strong even!     Within her soul all locked away, lying there with sadness. Hidden neatly behind her sultry smile. Fo
Hit Me Up Las Vegas Ladies
All You Nice, Sweet Sexy Las Vegas Ladies Who Are Up For Nice Conversations And Great Chitt Chat, with A Sweet Romantic Guy With Ears To Listen, No Matter What The Subject May Be About, Im All Up For It, Drop Me A Line Ok. Lets Talk, Look forward To Talking To You Ladies, And Please   No Cam Girls At All Ok
New Sex Study... It has been determined, the most used sexual position for married couples is a doggie position. The husband sits up and begs. The wife rolls over and plays dead...
Blair Weed Project
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Lame Azz Men
The Lies Men Tell... 1. I Love You 2. I dont have a Girlfriend 3. I have a car, but its in the shop. 4. She kissed me 5. My Grandma died...I have to cancel 6. Da condom didnt break 7. I was at a friends house 8. I wont tell anyone 9. I dont have kids 10. I was working late 11. Your the only one im having sex with 12. I dont live with my parents. 13. Thats my cousin 14. It will only hurt for a minute 15. I will pull out...I promise 16. Its not my kid..It looks nothin like me 17. Baby...I'm Sterile 18. Ill only stick the head in. 19. I have a Job. 20. I was Drunk. 21. I was really High. 22. I thought we broke up. 23. I think I should see other people. 24. Its not you...Its me. 25. I have my own business. 26. My dad owns this club/bar. 27. I came from a wealthly family. 28. Were just "friends" 29. I had a great time tonight...Ill call you! 30. Wanna come over for some coffee? Coffee = Sex 31. Its just a rash. 32. I wont cum in your mouth. 33. I fell aslee
If Tomorrow Starts Without Me.....If tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. I know how much you care for me, and how much I care for you, and each time that you think of me I know you’ll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready in heaven far above, and that I’d have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I’d always thought I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for and so much yet to do. it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, I thought, just for a whil
When is sacrifice torture Private could not believe what has happen in the last 48 hours. Even survival seems unmanageable when you think of the war torn baron landscape that he has driven thru. What on Gods creation did this once beautiful landscape blasphemes to deserve unrelenting decimation? His thoughts did even consider the people that once inhabited the once utopian valley since it was hard to imagine that anything could exist in the dirt scorched nothingness that now exists.   What in the fuck could bring so much destruction to such beauty? But as this thought crossed his consciousness he already knew the answer.   Pvt. Gin sits down on a pile of debris that once used to be the place of praise. The have taken this place back from tyranny but at what cost? Two days have past but he is the sole survivor of his platoon. His family is gone as well all taken in the flame the consumed his land just like this one. All of this wells up within him. And this war hardened and batte
Wake Up
I am running out of patience and the planet is running out of time.  How long will it take for people to figure out that they can't tell the Creator what forms it can take on?   The one they call Jesus Christ...his name is Emanuel and in his words "we are eternal".  We have free will and it seems to me that limiting yourself by believing that you are not in control of your own life is an inherent contradiction!  There are no churches, synagouges, or mosques in the after life... Speaking of mosques, Islam is the most terrifying force on the planet.  Do you people even know anything about your so called prophet?  What kind of prophet marries a 6 year old girl and consumates the marriage when she turned 9.  Are you fucking kidding?  Or orders the beheading of a woman breast feeding in publlic?  Oh and her baby too.  You sick fucks.  Ask any muslim, their goal is to take over the world.  And where have we seen this before?  Crazy religious movement trying take over the world.....oh yes, N

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