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Meeting New Cousin
tonite I met a cousin I diddnt know I had. Living in the U.S. you miss relatives back home.I met a cousin tonite--he let me be me and he thinks Im a cool cousin. After meeting him 1st time tonite--had to say good bye. Im tired of good byes!!They hurt bad!!
Poetry
I retreat into the dark recesses of my mind once againHiding from the harsh realities of this all-too-jaded world.My confusion never seems to abate, not at all.My mind a chaotic whirlwind of terrible thoughts.I pull them around me closely, like a security blanketthe chaos comes naturally to me, feels comforting.I long for the things that once made me safeThings that once numbed my senses into false reverie.Once upon a time I could crawl inside a bottleAnd feel my troubles melt away, if only for awhile.Or smoke the sacred herb, sweet scented securityand not feel or care about anything awhile.But too many times I awoke on the floorwondering where I was; where everyone had gone.Lost and alone, feeling sick and afraid,The darker thoughts coming back with a vengence.The anger and pain clouds my mind again;Medication lasts only so long, helping only a littleBefore the rage returns, battling my sanity,Ripping my mind apart, feeding the pain within my soul.Do I even want to cry out for help an
Gotta Be Somebody
This time I wonder what it feels likeTo find the one in this lifeThe one we all dream ofBut dreams just aren't enoughSo I´ll be waiting for the real thing.I'll know it by the feeling.The moment when we´re meetingwill play out like a scene straight off the silver screenSo I`ll be holdin’ my own breathRight up to the endUntil that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever with`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.Someone to love with my life in their hands.There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.`Cause nobody wants to do it on their ownAnd everyone wants to know they´re not alone.There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlightAnd dammit this feels too rightIt´s just like Déjà VuMe standin’ here with youSo I´ll be holdin`my own breathCould this be the end?Is it that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever wi
Hotels
Okay it really bugs me when someone calls and says they left something behind in their room. Ugh why can't they pay attention to detail and make sure they have everything before they leave instead of calling and have an attitude with me becuase of their mistake!!!!!!!!!!! GGGGGRRRRRRRRRR.
Help Plz
Old Erotic Poetry
Passion and lust burn within us The intense heat piercing our bodies Like a thousand uncontrollable fires Let me taste your naked skin Alive with the sweat of desire More delicious and intoxicating than wine   I am your master, the Centurion of your body Relax now, as my burning tongue slides along your soft inner thigh   Making you tense with anticipation Of the pleasure yet to come As it teases your wet pussy  
Me
If You Want Me Cum Get Me
hey to all the sexy ladies out there if you wanna chat or get to know me ... my yahoo screen name is donaldkur.... i do have a webcam... i'm not shy... so hit me up ladies...
Not The Same
I never claimed to be perfect in an un perfect world. Ihaven't been happy for sometime. It's been a year since my mom has passed. An people expect you to get over it like it's no big deal..... these people don't know what it's like to have lost someone so close.she's the women who gave birth to me. If not for her I wouldn't be here . So to get what I made this blog, my home life. I'm going to take a vactation from this place aka fubar.. I will miss my friends an people who have really touched my life.. For you that would like to stay in touch please leave a comment here of leave me a private message...                                                 thank you again all                                                   Rae
My Midget
Sharing My Talent
My lyrics, some adlibbed, bc it was longer than my song, here it is, to be or not to be? http://www.singsnap.com/snap/e/b9ce6e27">
High Voltage
HEY SEXY! I'M IN AN AUCTION! PLEASE, COME BID ON ME! IT'S MY SECOND ONE AND IT'D BE REALLY COOL TO COUNT ON YOU. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=1724897&i=928523482&idx=55 THANK YOU VERY MUCH! ANNIE.  
Let It Rest
Why do people have to start stuff in life. Bring it in to fubar and get others involved. If it is home life keap it at home. When u bring people u dont know in to it u make it worris then it is worth. There is alot of great friend ships made on here . So if you have to bring stuff in to fubar dont get others involved.
Graduation
Ok All I amDreamwisher, mother of Blueflame. I am graduating on May 31, 2009 with a BS in Information Technology/Multimedia Visual COmmunications. I have also recently started my Master degree for Business.
Short Poems/thoughts
I slid my finger a crossed it! and OMG it stood there begging me to rub it, I almost came in my jeans this was sooo exciting! I had just one chance left, so I took it and BAM! It exploded with intense brilliance.. .I polished my first FuPony! Aug 8th 2011 NauttiKitten Burns~~~   My love for you burns like a million flames, Warming my heart for an eternity. And though our lips have never met, I sense you in my dreams and in my soul. Heat rushing to my face with that possible first kiss, Makes an everlasting blush which compels my being. NauttiLunaAngel Jan 15th 2000
Broken
How do you get rid of the pain he has left in my heart? every time i get a txt every time i get a call he is always on my mind. Have i fallen this hard for him or is this just an infatuation? I'm so clueless I have never cared for anyone Like I care for him I put my heart on my sleeve telling him all my secrets, my likes and dislikes, will he call me, or will he delete me SOMEONE TELL ME!!!!! plz
Want A Lifetime Pimpout On My Page?
I am offering a spot on my page for life.. all you have to do is gift me something.. There is a spot for: 5 credit bling pack 10 credit bling pack 25 credit bling pack - u will get a pimpout a day for a week as well 65 credit bling pack - u will get 2 pimpouts a day for a week 135 credit bling pack - u will get 3 pimpouts a day for a week 350 credit bling pack 1 day blast 3 day blast 7 day blast 30 day blast 1 month vip 3 month vip 1 year vip an auto a bomb 50 credit bling   your mini will show up on my page and it will stay there forever.. thanks for your time.. :)
Memorial Day
  As we fire up the grill to day let's please remember why we have our freedom today and take a moment of silent prayer for all the solders who have made the ultimate sacrifice for their country, also say a prayer for those who are in harms way now fighting for those same rights and don't forget our allies in this war for they are just as important. If you would please look at the web site http://www.honorflight.org , Please help these fine folks out any way you can.   If you have served in the armed forces or are serving now please let me say Thank You for your service and I would also like to say Thank You to all of our Allied forces for helping in our endevorse to make the world a safer place, and please pray for all the troops and leaders of the world that they may make the right choices and truly see the Hand of GOD in the work that they do .
Katone Street Team
An update that is better a little late than never…Last week Katone came out with a new line of merchandise for 2009 that I think his fans will adore! Why not take a look at his Zazzle shop? There are some new shirts online now, and more merch is on the way! Katone's Zazzle StoreAll previous merchandise can still be found at Café Press:  KATONE MerchandiseThank you all, for your support! Onyx Tigress,Katone Street TeamStreet Team Coordinator Executive of PromotionsThe 'Official' Katone Street Team Katone promised his listeners that this month he would release at least two brand new songs from his new album in progress, and I’m here to say that this man certainly does not disappoint! ‘Locked Up and Hidden’ is the first to be released, and ‘Superstars’ will surely be hitting MySpace soon, within the next few week’s tops! I don’t know about all you friends and fans out there, but I am certainly ecstatic!The music from ‘Locked Up a
Stuff Written By Others
I am a piece of everything beautiful in the world that is why I am larger than you I am everything in my past My childhood house rests on my shoulders The neighbors' yards, no boundaries I am a Chinese maple tree, with stairs in its boughs I am those first stars I am the water fountain outside that I made a wish in thirty minutes ago I am the portrait artist who tries to catch twinkles inside your eyes I am the wings of all the last breaths of flight I am the child skipping without reason I am a gentle newborn sigh I am the Virtuous Lion outside The New York Library I am the angel who pushes shadows out of harm's way I am the moon shimmering on the pond The stick the dog laps into its happy mouth I am the moment before two hands join So as for your comments: "Look at the Fat Girl," "You have such a pretty face, if only you would lose weight", "Such a face, gone to waste"... They reflect back to you... for I am a mirror among precious other things Yes, I am the
Missing Child
Owned
I get in my car to go home, suddenly someone rises up out of the back seat, puts his hand over my mouth and says “don’t scream, don’t say a word, just back out and drive. I’ll tell you where to go." It’s dark outside, I can’t see him, and the voice is gravelly but familiar. That makes no difference I’m still scared. His hands reach down the front of my shirt and he pinches me, hard. I now know where this is going and I don’t like it.   He tells me to turn down the road up ahead, I know this read leads to an old abandoned piece of property, no one around.  He tells me to stop, and grabs a handful of hair yanks my head back and tells me “ ohh you are going to like this slut”       He gets out and yanks me out, my mind is racing and it’s so dark, I can’t see him. He makes me stand there as he circles me, I feel his hot breath on my neck, I’m scared but at the same time aroused. He shoves his hand up und
Sarendipity
things happen and thats life.Never stop taking chances on life though
Waiting For You
Walking into the bedroom, she was positioned exactly as directed. I saw her naked on the bed, on her knees and elbows in the soft glow of candle light. Her back was arched, lifting her ass high in the air, as if waving an invitation. Her head was down, her hair falling around her head and shielding her eyes.Silently approaching her, I reached out and rubbed my hand down her sides, slowly petting her. Momentarily startled, she involuntarily twitched before relaxing and leaning into my touch. In the candle light, I noticed her thighs were slick with her excitement."Are you ready pet?" I asked her"Yes Sir, please..." she panted, both excited and nervous.Picking up the blindfold from the bedside table I gently lowered it over her eyes, plunging her into darkness and heightening her sense of touch. Moving behind her, I noticed that her pussy lips were open and her juices were running down her thighs."Aww, does the little slut want to be played with and fucked?" I asked her."Yes, please..."
Curse Of The Werehamster
 Ok here's the deal.  I am a lychanthrope.  I know you guys are laughing at me right now and it may be all the cold medicine I'm taking (I'm really sick today) but I really believe I am going through an animallistic metamorphosis (Damn!  That's a lot of big words!  Hope I spelled them right).  Sit dow, grab a cup of coffee or your favorite soft drink and read my story.  I must warn you though....it's not for the faint of heart.  I was at my brothers house the other day playing Risk (Shut Up!!! It's a man's game!) when my 3-year-old son announced he had to pee.  My niece was in the upstairs bathroom and the only one available was in the basement.  Now being the amazingly wonderful father I am I had to go downstairs with him so he could relieve himself because every self-respecting three-year-old knows all monsters stay in the basement waiting for kids to come down there to use the bathroom so they can eat them.  Now I know you're thinking "Gee Doug, this seems fairly harmless to me so
No Light
I wonder down an empty street with no light. Thier are no dogs barking, children laughing or people wondering down the streets. Chaos erupted and death set in. The sun is gone and like a blanket covering a scared child darkness set in. I walk down the street still searching for life but I know my efforts are in vain. I set down on the curb and look around me pulling back the sheets of darkness in my mind but all I can see is death and famine. I hear a loud scream and open my eyes and begin to look around but soon realize it is just the wind. I stand up and start twords an empty building in the distance. As I walk and listen to the winds torment, I begin to wonder if I am being punished for something I have or haven't done. I think about my family and my friends and wonder if they are alright. I approach the building with a blank look on my face looking up at its hiegth wondering if anyone could be inside. I walk up to the door but the door sis locked. I walk back out into the dark stre
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I Am A Regular Man
WHAT IS A HERO A MAN OR WOMEN OR MABYE GROUP OF U LOOK UP 2 U WANA BE LIKE THEM WHEN U GROW UP OR MABYE YUR ALREADY GROWN AND WISH U WERE MORE LIKE THEM OR THEY ARE JUST SUCH GREAT PEOPLE IN YUR EYES YOU ARE JUST HAPPY THIER AROUND U MAKES U FEEL MORE ALIVE MANY PEOPLE SEE POLICE MEN AND FIREFIGHTERS AND SOLDIERS AS OUR COUNTRYS GREAT HEROS I BELIVE THAT ALL EXCEPT MYSELF NO NOT WNTING SYMPATHY OR FOR SOMEONE TO BE LIKE BUT U ARE A HERO CUZ I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY MY FATHER IS MY HERO HE WAS A DRILL SERGENT THE REASON I JOINED THE ARMY  THANK HIM FOR WHAT I DO. THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE DIED IN PAST AND PRESENT WARS THANK THEM AND THIER FAMILIES BECAUSE IF NOT FOR THEM I WUD NOT BE ALIVE TODAY DOING WHAT LITTLE I DO IM DOING MY JOB NOTHIN MORE IM ONLY A MECHANIC AND BECAUSE OF THESE HEROS I CAN STILL DO THAT I THANK ALL WHO SUPPORT THE TROOPS IT IS GOOD TO KNOW THAT PEOPLE STILL APPRICATE THAT WERE HERE THANK YOU TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO SERVE NO MATTER WHAT BRANCH ACTI
Hell Is Of Our Own Creation
i realized i had the game wrong. the question isn't "who do i want to be?" the question is "Who am I?" they try to reduce us to this crude matter...this flesh.  enslave us...place the yoke upon our necks. and they've been doing a very good job of it. the world is upside down. which doesn't bother me so much as the fact that nobody knows it. doctors destroy health. universities destroy knowledge. lawyers destroy freedom. governments destroy justice. but still i smile. because i woke up. and i'm not the only one. this is the first time in history that we've ever had an alex jones or a jordan maxwell. are we teetering on the brink? insanity is a perfectly normal response to life in an insane world. i can not be angry with the insane. what good does it do to treat the symptom instead of the cause? i feel lucky to be able to see the sickness where it really is. and the best thing i can do to change it is to change myself...my actions...my reactions. to know myself. stop hiding behind thi
Untill That Time
Interwebz
A ..angel Is Need Of A Prayer
Thoughts On Life
Ok, I reckon its time to rant a little about this site. The views and opinions expressed in this blog are absolutely those of the editor and owner of is profile, if you dont like it, fuck off. So without further ado, here I go... This one is REALLY starting to irritate me, Ladies, if you put up naked pictures of yourself, advertise them as being naked but make them private, dont get pissed off when dudes constantly ask to see them. I dont see the point of posting pictures that only you can see anyway. If you dont want guys to ask to see them, dont post them. I mean its not rocket science here people, damn.  The second part of that is to the guys, Gentalmen, stop being so fucking disrespectful, you give us honest men a bad name. Dont start talking to a chick by asking to see her naked. I mean, would you walk up to some chick on the street and open the conversation with, "Hey baby can I see your tits." Heres a quarter, buy a fucking clue.  Will someone please tell me how people on he
Auction Time, Again
I have entered another auction. If you would like to own me. Please come bid and rate the pic. I am looking for vip or bling pack bids. But anything will do.    
So Pathetic
As a little girl you always dreamed of having a fairy tale wedding. Or having that perfect kiss with the perfect someone. You grow up and relalize finding the Mr.Right is a lot harder then the movies or television makes it seem. My name is janae Okonewski. I am twenty one and sit in my room everyday wondering when im going to find that one for me. I am tired of being treated like im a peice of ass. Everyone always asks why certain women are single. And Im that perfect example. Now, I am not a perfect person, I have made my share of mistakes just like everyone else. But I can Honestly say that I dont regret any minute of my life thus far. Further more I think My mistakes have made me who I am. I am an honest person with an extremely big heart who wants nothing more then to find someone who i can spend my life and heart with. I want someone to love who will love and respect me. I want to wake up next to a beautiful face. I want to get dressed up nice to look good for my man. I want to su
Things That Make You Go Hmmmmmmmm
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'.The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'.They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?''Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking,but why is this a forever good-bye?'.'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said.'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?'She began to smile. 'Tha
Powers Hour The Coutdown Begins...
HAHAHAHA FUKIN MADE YA LOOK.. TONIGHT @ 5 PM FU TYME 8 EST RONPOWERS -as- MR.GODIVA OWNER@GENTLEMENS CLUB LOUNGE's -BOMB ME- yes powers iz jus that RONPOWERS -as- M
A Tasty Yearning ...
A finger's trace upon it's skin, the lustful feel of it's touch.. the yern for a passionate deeply seeded kiss, the feel of the tip of its tongue does.... Lightly and slowly it circles, slightly feeling the arch of his back... kneeling in front for her feeding, while feeling comfort within her throats back.... Dancing and swirling the tongue goes, a kiss, a suckle , only moans said.... soft yet aggressive strokes felt, while a hand rests the back of her head... as the pace becomes faster, as his head slowly lay back... she feels the seed that the feed fills, while her lips do not part from that... while inbedded deeply he feels, the narrow way close it's hollow... for the one feeding has been given his essense, the fruit he bare's she swallows.... passionately composed By, Sandra Hickman aka Dark Jules
Memorial For Vets
There is a difference between feeling gratitude and appreciation for something and feeling attachment to something. Appreciation and gratitude are states of pure love, while attachment contains fear - fear of losing or not having what you are attached to. When it comes to something you want in your life, appreciation and gratitude attract, and attachment pushes away. If you are feeling afraid that you will not get what you want, or losing what you have, then you have attachment.   To remove the attachment, keep shifting yourself into a stat of appreciationand gratitude, until you can feel that the fear has gone.   from The Secret     On this Memorial Day weekend, we remember and honor those who have died in service to their country. Let us also pray for the families that have lost sons, daughters, and parents in Iraq and Afghanistan and for the many whose loved ones have returned with physical and emotional disabilities. The big "C" has hit me just a little mild. I am having
I Had To :/
Try Understanding Women
ok so no one will ever understand women and no one will ever understand men. ok cool we get it but check this out.. guys if this has happen to you leave a comment about it and ladies if you can answer this please pleasse do.... i always thought that women liked assholes. but its more then that..see I am an asshole but in a different way.. i wouldnt be an asshole to a lady i liked or I was with. I wouldnt be mean to her for no reason and I deff wouldnt ever hit her. but what the thing is that most women are attracted to bad ass guys or buff guys with hot bodies that feel they never need to wear a shirt. and most of those guys end up being the one that is mean to them all the time or hit them or cheat on them. I dont get it. when are the women in the world gonna change the reasons they pick a guy. no i dont have a buff body and yea i wear a shirt and yea i dont look that bad ass, but I can make you laugh no matter how shitty your day is, I am the most romantic guy you will ever meet, I w
Help My Friend Out
Travel
Stuff & Things
R_______Hot tears fall down my face...All I feel is sadness and hurt from youYou probably don't even careEverytime I try to get closeYou push meAwayYou rip me with your wordsStomp on my heartAlmost as if you like itYou know you hurt meYet seem like you don't careYour drunken wordsThey tear meYour sober wordsUsed to be so sweetMiss the old youWish it was the sameAs years agoWhat happened to that man?Or was he not the real you?Was it just all fake to draw me in?Make me wantLoveDesireOnly you R______Would gladly giveThis broken heartTo youWould you take it?Or is it justYour ego keeping meAnd my heartPrisonerI know you don't love meYet I stayYour willing slaveEternally in painAnd sadnessI love youYet hate youWould give anything to be yoursWould be yours if only you askedBut deep down I knowYou hate meOnly keep me for entertainmentStill I worship the ground you walk onEven though we have never metI love and hate you at the same timePleaseStop lashing out at meLove youHate youTill I find a w
Stuff
I want to kiss her everyday.  I want to wake up next to her.  I want to see her eyes open.  I want to hear her say, " I love you."  I want to see her standing next to the fridge just looking.  I want to hear her words every second.  I want to touch her.  I want to look into her eyes, and see her soul looking back at me.  I want to feel her being inside me.  I want to feel her next to me.  I want her to stand her ground when things are bad.  I want her to stand with me when things are good.  I want her to dream of a good life.  I want her to know she is loved.  I want her to know I always have her back.  I want her to know I go nowhere.  I want her to know she is a dream come true.  I want her to know always and forever is more than just words.  I want her to know they pour from lips as if my soul is attached. Sometimes Sometimes i can't control the things my head thinks.  Sometimes i can't control the feelings i feel.  Sometimes i can't see things as clear as most.  Sometimes i can't
Dutton
to my friends im sorry i havent been here but u can reach me at 903 949 1160 txt or call ty friends
Absolute Kaos
  Let me clarify for "sports fans" who are mistaking themselves for "true fans".  You are NOT a "True Fan" IF:1)You are only rooting for "your team" because they are doing well or have only recently starting being good.  A "True Fan" supports through bad times as well as good.  You are a "BANDWAGONER"...not a fan!2) You cannot tell me why a team is good, bad, or going to win or lose without backing it up with actual facts and reasons.  "They rule/suck" is not a reason.  You are unknowledgeable...and not a fan (because "you suck")! 3) You are a woman and think that wearing pink-scale attire of your team whether no matter it is a jersey, a hat, t-shirt is an acceptable compromise for showing you are a fan.  Unless your team has pink, it is not a team color.  It is NOT saying I am a woman and I'm a fan, it says "I like my team but don't like their colors and don't want to look bad while supporting them".  You are not a fan! Welcome to earth, welcome to FUBAR, and for those who are non
Porn Star
hott people is the best so if your sexy you should be happy
Krahe
I had to say "See You Later" to my boyfriend on Saturday. He's deploying overseas, soon. For 10 months. I already miss him so much. I've cried so much in the past day. Part of me is so afraid he won't want me anymore when he comes home. I feel so alone. I'm so scared and nervous. I'm worried. I wish he didn't have to go.   This is all so scattered right now. I'm sure I'll come back and edit this later.
Sex
To Our Soldies And Vetrains And Fallen Hero's Alike
No Such Thing As " Deleted" On The Net
  It's always fun to write about research that you can actually try out for yourself.Try this: Take a photo and upload it to Facebook, then after a day or so, note what the URL to the picture is (the actual photo, not the page on which the photo resides), and then delete it. Come back a month later and see if the link works. Chances are: It will.Facebook isn't alone here. Researchers at Cambridge University (so you know this is legit, people!) have found that nearly half of the social networking sites don't immediately delete pictures when a user requests they be removed. In general, photo-centric websites like Flickr were found to be better at quickly removing deleted photos upon request.Why do "deleted" photos stick around so long? The problem relates to the way data is stored on large websites: While your personal computer only keeps one copy of a file, large-scale services like Facebook rely on what are called content delivery networks to manage data and distribution. It's a compl
Mav You Will Greatly Missed
What I Find Sexy
A Tribute To The Soldiers.
I would just like to thank all of the service men and women for what they are doing for us. Not only do they have to be away from their families and friends, but they risk their lives everyday so we can be free.   There are alot of people that do not support the war, but we do have to do what is best for our country. Here are some statistics about war casulties.   There have been 4300 total deaths among US soldiers. There have been a total of 31,285 total soldiers wounded, but that number is believed to be over 100,000. 320,000 vets have brain injuries. There are 18 vet suicides a day. So if you know someone that has either served in combat, please call and tell them how much you appreiciate their services. There are tons of families that will be putting flowers on their loved ones tomb stones this Memorial Day, alot more will be trying to get ahold of their family members that are actively serving.      
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Another Song That I Can Relate To
This song can also relate to me.  I have a lot of bad habits that I wanna break but I'm steaying fighting with myself and making things worse.  I'm still trying to get rid of all of my bad habits and still trying to understand things in life.  And I'm still trying to stop making stupid decisions and learn.     "Breaking The Habit"Memories consumeLike opening the woundI'm picking me apart againYou all assumeI'm safe here in my roomUnless I try to start again[Bridge:]I don't want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Cause inside I realizeThat I'm the one confused[Chorus:]I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this wayI know it's not alrightSo I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit TonightClutching my cureI tightly lock the doorI try to catch my breath againI hurt much moreThan anytime beforeI had no options left again[Bridge:]I dont want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Ca
Memorial Day
We must never forget who Gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be Eternally grateful.. I watched the flag Pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine Saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at Him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square And eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men Like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign Soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes Shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' Graves? No, freedom isn't free I heard the sound of Taps One night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler Play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times. That Taps had meant 'Amen,' When a flag had draped a Coffin, of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the Children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and Husbands With interrupted lives. I Thought about a graveyard, At the bottom
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Picasso The Great
the name is picasso , if u dnt likeme i could care less cuz i love me some me...im going to one of the world greatest chef one day i will make history throughout the world...now u might say thats cockyness but no only confident...
In Memory Of My Brother
My Great  Great Grandfather entered this country at the beginning of the first world war. He Left Germany and Married a Cherokee woman. In arkansas ,and then moved into Texas.He raised a great family. Those Children of his did the same in thier turn. My great grandfather Joseph lived in a time of peace until The second world war. He sent three of his sons to duty when the call was sounded. My Grandfather survived so that his father had one son return home to carry on his name after that. He in 45 he went to work for the high way department. he had three daughters. One died in a car wreck the other two married ,and watched thier men answer the call once agian! Uncle Melvin ,and my Dad came back from Vietnam. They had been Changed from thier experience. Uncle Melvin had horrrible nightmares, that later gave way to violence in sleep.He spent alot of time in The V.A. Hospital He has to this day never spoken of his experiences in Vietnam. what must he have seen to have made him become wh
How Much I Love My Fiance!!
Crazy Dreams
I woke up this morning due to the following dream... I was at a gas station, getting gas.  All the lights in store were on but none over the pumps were, It was pitch black, with only the light from in the store for illumination.  As I walked to the pump, I fell down.  Couldn't figure out why....nothing to trip on, wasn't drunk or stoned....was perfectly sober.  But when I tried to get up, I fell down again, still no reason why.  Each time I tried to stand I fell over again, and each time I fell over, I fell closer to the street.  As I got closer to the curb, I started to feel, in my gut, like I was being pushed, but no feeling of being pushed from the outside.  No hands, no weird force, no nothing....just a gut feeling.  I could not get my feet under me.  I tried to grab the curb to stop myself, but I couldn't get a hold of it.  I started to tumble and slide into the street, and oncoming traffic......... And then I woke up.....perfectly calm and thinking "what the hell..."
The Sopranos Visions Of Each
The Serious Things
Something I often hear about is why it is anti-liberal to be pro-Iraq War. Somehow, people twist the reasoning given for the war in Iraq to be something it is not, and never was: the gaining of another source of oil. Oil is not, was not, and never truly has been the reason we went to war in Iraq - or, at least, the gain thereof was never the reason. There are more obvious reasons. There are even more moral reasons, if one cares to look. What the reasons the US and UK governments gave - those of our own fear and risk to ourselves - are not shameful because they were lies.They are shameful because they were necessary to convince us that we should care.Granted, I am the first to admit that the real reason our governments gave a damn in the first place is because Saudi Arabia wanted US troops off of it's soil, and this, indeed, is about oil. The US has long feared Saudi Arabia's ability to cripple the world markets with an indolent flick of it's finger, and this is why Saudi Arabia is the
Saying Good Bye
Hello. I just wanted to give you all the heads up. I am saying good bye. I am here for two more weeks and I am going away. I have to sell my computer in order to get enough money together to fly my daughter down here. I didn't know trying to come up with $400 was going to be so hard. So I have to do what I have to do and I will miss you all so very much and I just reopened my lounge and it has to die since I won't be here. I am so very sorry to all it's new members and staff. I love you all.   Cassie Aka Vampyresta!
Me And U
Funny Lmao
First published in the British humor magazine "Punch" on April 3, 1957: Q: What are banks for? A: To make money. Q: For the customers? A: For the banks. Q: Why doesn't bank advertising mention this? A: It would not be in good taste. But it is mentioned by implication in references to reserves of $249,000,000,000 or thereabouts. That is the money they have made. Q: Out of the customers? A: I suppose so. Q: They also mention Assets of $500,000,000,000 or thereabouts. Have they made that too? A: Not exactly. That is the money they use to make money. Q: I see. And they keep it in a safe somewhere? A: Not at all. They lend it to customers. Q: Then they haven't got it? A: No. Q: Then how is it Assets? A: They maintain that it would be if they got it back. Q: But they must have some money in a safe somewhere? A: Yes, usually $500,000,000,000 or thereabouts. This is called Liabilities. Q: But if they've got it, how can they be liable for
Just Something
The Sgts Blogs
FOR CUSTOM PICS:   SEND ME A MESSAGE WITH A LINK TO THE IMAGE YOU WANT USED.   A THEME FOR THE BACKGROUND.   ANYTHING INPARTICULAR YOU WANT IT TO SAY OTHER THAN YOUR NAME.     PLEASE BE PATIENT AS SOME MAY TAKE SLIGHTLY LONGER THAN OTHERS. THANKYOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING. =] HELLO, THIS IS DANIELLE, DALLAS' SISTER. TODAY, AT 2:04 P.M. DALLAS WAS INVOLVED IN A 3 CAR ACCIDENT. HE WAS RUNNING TO MY DADS HOUSE TO PICK UP MY BABY SISTER WHEN HE WAS TBONED BY ANOTHER CAR AND HIT BY AN SUV FOLLOWING BEHIND HIM. ALL THREE CARS HAVE BEEN TOTALED. WORD HAS IT HE FELL ASLEEP BEHIND THE WHEEL, OTHERS SAYING A DRIVER RAN A RED LIGHT. BUT, ITS STILL UNDER INVESTIGATION. WE KNOW AS MUCH AS YOU DO RIGHT NOW AS WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SEE HIM YET. WE WILL KEEP EVERYONE UPDATED ON HOW HE IS DOING, AND WHATS GOING ON. PLEASE HELP US PRAY FOR DALLAS EDWARD MCNAMARA.. AKA SGTXMAC.... A SON, A BROTHER, AND MAYBE ONE OF THE GREATEST FRIENDS YOU COULD EVER ASK FOR. OK, So, here is the deal. I am a new
Fyi
ill start checkin in again, might even get active, who knows... i left because i was having a very tough time of things, i had lost someone very dear to me, my health was acting up, and things were in general crappy. things got worse from there, in about 4 months i lost both of my grabd parents on my dads side, and another family member. things are a little better now, my health is better, i got a new ride, and im doing good. so everyone will know. im done with this site for now, im not deleteing my profile, i might want it back some day. for now im not going to be taking part here. i will check in now n then but otherwise thats all.
Stuff
1.                                 First, the expression most commonly used with love is "falling in love." There is no better word to describe it. It is indeed "falling" in love, and that's what sucks about it. You are tricked into it like an addictive gambling game, and then you are tripped, and you fall, and you keep falling in a seemingly endless spiral. And, like everything that falls, you eventually hit a bottom, and it will be hard and painful. Falling in love only gives you an incurable ache when you reach the end. 2.                                 Second, love is blind. You will walk into love without seeing it, and you will follow love without noticing it. It will dictate your life, and you will not know it until the blindfold is gone, and you love no more. Only then will you realize what kind of sheep you had been while under the spell of love.
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Waz Up Ppl Im Back Lol
well its been a long time come n ......2  much work no time 4 play.....now time 4 ride n...whos with me
Writing
    What terrible irony that he should find himself falling in love with the dark reflection of an old crush. He could see it happening, could tell where it would lead him but was powerless to do anything more than stare at her picture.   Mesmerized, that was the word he’d been thumbing through his mind in search of. Minutes had been screaming past him, minutes he should have been focused on things other than her eyes, her delicate skin and the intricate tattoo on her chest. Some feeble and neglected part of him kept trying to tell him that it was wrong, that he shouldn’t want her, but he wasn’t listening.   They were just images on a screen, at least that’s what he kept telling himself. Doing as he’d always done, try and talk or think his way back to the serenity of what had always been. He wanted more, at times had talked himself out of wanting more, but it wasn’t working. She always seemed to interrupt him with a smile and a gleam in her ey

The Song That Really Inspired Me
This song really inspired me when I was going through hard times when I was trying to pass college.  God saved me and I thank Him for helping me through those times and getting me through college and helping me graduate in 2005.  And I know that God will help me get a job. "U Saved Me"I was riding in my car one dayIn the express lane rollin on the freewayAnd suddenly the phone rings then IReached down beside me then i lookOn the floor felt on the backseatSee I was drinking while I was drivingNever thinking bout what I was doingI turned around and before i knew itHere comes this truck nowDoctor said don't think he gonna make itFamily said make the funeral arrangementsUnplug the machine he's gone now Then told my wife to be strong nowThen a small voice said told meIf you promise to stop drinkingI surrendered on that dayNow for ten years i've been straightYou saved me [4x]Gave me a second chanceYou saved me [3x]You saved meNow i've been sitting in this chairWaiting on the phone to ring
Shtuffs
Don't feel like doin a survey. Don't have any henhouse drama to expel. Just felt the urge to type. Back to your regularly scheduled mumming. Alright guys....and gals. For those who actually show up & read these things. I had a big ole blow out planned for my bday this year. Per usual in Saints world, shit started falling apart. So I decided fuck it. If I make no plans, they can't get ruined right? Scrapped it all. But I do want a few smiles for my anniversary of being vaginally expelled from my maternal units innards. This is where I turn to you fuckers. I wanna FuBdayParty. I want countless offkey renditions of Happy Birthday invading my Snapvine. Think a few of ya could manage that for me? Yes, I'm asking for me. Not asking much, just a chorus of that wretched song. Gimmee Happiez demmitt! Love youz fuckers. Grrrr. I hate being unaware. What happened with Jen? All I've heard is that she got IP banned. Anyone know what the score is? No one leg-humps me quite the same. *looks a
Happy Again
just to be happy again would be nice to have my heart whole again...This well never be again I have lost every..Sitting here in tears thinking about my sons and how much I miss them and love them...I well never get to see them again..I am missing so much My babies are my every thing...I am so lost with out them...Omfg it hurt so much and it is killing me not seeing them...I just wish there jerk of a father would wake the hell up but he well never well.. ONE DAY I AM GOING TO LOOK BACK AND LAUGH AND SAY DAMN MY LIFE WAS WEIRD .. YOU KNOW IT IS COOL BEING A FREAK AND ALL THOSE THINGS IN ONE....I SIT BACK AND LOOK AND SAY HMMMM WHAT SHOULD HAVE I DONE DEFFERNTLY IN MY LIFE NOT A THING I AM WHO I AM... I AM GOING TO STAY THIS WAY.... I LOVE BEING A FREAK IS IT AWESOME...NOW IS THE TME I AM THINKING HMMMM HERE I GO AGAIN... I HAVE MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK AGAIN..... TOOK THE READING AND SCIENCE TEST ON TWO DEFFERNT DAYS NOW THE WAIT BEINGS DAMN I HATE WAITING.... I KNOW I DID GOOD ON THEM... N
Forever Is A Long Time
  I guess i`m just a little bit scaredI guess i`m not as strong as i thoughtWhen i see you lying thereI worry about losing youI used to think of only meBut that was long ago Now i find it hard to concieve Life without youbaby i don`t want to be the one to face this lifeAll alone at the end of the day when the sun goes downI want you right here in my arms?foreverEvery little smile every move you makeIt`s like a dagger to my heart took my breath awayAll i ask is that you be mine forever?foreverSo think about what you`re doing hereIf you`re anything less than sincereTell me now and let yourself out the doorNo harm no foul, kill me now, save me all the painBut if you feel the way i do Stay? and let me make love to youbaby i don`t want to be the one to face this lifeAll alone at the end of the day when the sun goes downI want you right here in my arms?foreverEvery little smile every move you makeIt`s like a dagger to my heart took my breath awayAll i ask is that you be mine forever?forever
I'm Outta Here
Well, I came back to fubar for awhile and got an awesome reception from my old friends. Unfortunately, I've stopped by to a few of their pages to say hi and got nothing back. Things have also died in the way of communication. No ones fault, just tired of seeing nothing new when i sign in.  On friday, my day off, I am deleting my fubar user. For those of you that wish to stay in touch, I will try and have my yahoo on during my days off.
Contest
Please help me in this contest by rating and commenting on my pic :D http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2560524&albumid=1691005&i=2587711255&idx=0   thank you all peeps :D
Lies Then Truth
What do you do when what you always thought was a lie is actually the truth? I am angry,hurt,sick and just in pain. How do you hide something so important and then once all is known,act as if everyone should be fine with it? How do you tell your family this and act like it's the best thing ever? Your rationale for what you did is a lie. Devastating your mother. You expect us to be fine,roll with it,be happy for you. This is not something that will  happen  in days,weeks or months. I think,no,I know this is the last straw. You have more than broken this family. There will never be trust put in you. Your lies,hate and all the pain you have caused has come to an end. There is no turning back now. There is nothing left here for you. Leave before you hurt us more. Leave before there is nothing left.
Wth
Have you ever look into your family history kinda weird if you really think about it....I can tell you this it is off the wall but cool as hell....I am not going to go in details ..but there are some awesome things that I found out.....
Talk
*best Looking Male On Fubar Contest!
Im offering a little mini contest for my male friends.Im asking for a 5k in fubux entry fee.If your nice and dont have the fubux I will wave the entry fee for you.This contest will run from May 23-27.So you only have 4 days.I want it to be short and sweet.I will give the winner 500k in fubux and some specially taken private photographs.They will be sexy but in good taste.If you want to enter comment the blog, send the entry fee and link me to your pic you would like to enter and get all your friends to rate and comment your pic! Hurry up we alreadly have 1 entry!
Dominate
We often hear people in the scene talking about this Master or that Mistress, this Dom or that Domme, we hear good things and bad things, things to make our hair stand on end, things to make us laugh and things to make us cry.   Of course believing everything bad you hear, is not a good idea, as many statements come from rumours and hearsay.   It’s not only bad things we hear though, word of mouth recommendations are usually accurate, and so if someone tells you that Master X or Mistress Y is a good Dominant, then you could reasonably expect that to be close to the truth.   So what is it that makes a good Dominant – what qualities does a person need to wear such a label.  
Yeah Well
UPDATE: Due to having no internet connection for the last two days, I was unable to answer pm's and sb questions regarding the auction and will now be extending the auction until Saturday (9/12/09)     DA RULES:   1. All auction participants have the option to cancel any bid or to withdraw from the auction if they choose to do so.       2. To view the people up for auction, simply go to my auction folder, and choose the person you would like to bid on.       3. To bid, simply leave a comment with your offer, after checking what the latest high bid is ofcourse :PNOTE: You can bid fubucks, bling packs, vip, happy hours or cash, or a combination of those things.Remember: Cash /bling packs/vips and Happy Hours are worth more than fu-bucks !!!       4. A quick conversion chart example for you:   $20 cash is equal to:   -25 credit bling pack   - a one month vip-   -a 7 day blast   -4 ticker messages   (Each auction participant will choose what is worth the most
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Must Read About Me
HAHAHA you're actually reading this -- your life must be pretty boring!!!(almost as dull as mine) For those of you who care and want to get to know me on a more intimate level, I wanted to write a short blog answering some FAQs I get with this profile. What are you like once I get to know you? Pretty Much the same -- never miss the opportunity to splash in a puddle...late night poetry readings...horror flicks...trips to the art museum..coffee with friends..that's me in a nut shell. I can be a total goof and I'm actually a repressed geek. I have very eclectic tastes' in just about everything. Even though I've matured I will never be a grown up!!! *** I promise I am NOT intimidating, I get this a lot though and i don't know why!!! If you do please tell me!!!! *** Not really a bitch... My sarcasm and bluntness often get me labeled or mistakenly labeled as a "bitch". I kinda resent that because I'm a very empathetic person and if you give me a chance I'll truly be your best friend. It's
Wedding The Souls
The room is dark and quiet, even with so many people occupying such as small space. The clock begins it’s low, resonating toll of the hour. Suddenly a single candle is lit at the front. Then hundreds more throughout the gathering of friends and well wishers. By the time the bell tolls the midnight hour, the room is softly lit by the glow.The aisle between the two sides is marked in a manner symbolic of the occasion. By those who have gone there before. Every three feet is a woman and a single red candle. And beside each woman is a man.At the front, under a massive array of candlelight, stand two men and one woman. The two men face the crowd and the woman knells with her head bowed as if in prayer, which she may very well be.One of the men at the front stands higher than the  other, the Master of the Ceremony. With a cane, he begins to strike the floor. Half of the gathered crowd mimics the action with feet striking the floor, the other half remain motionless.Then begins the prece
The Cool Ass Blog
fuck you bitch ass nortenos its sur side13 mutherfuckers fuck that bitch ass nor cali clique u weak ass motherfuckers. stupid bitch ass mutherfuckers want to hate i hate back bitches- it it aint blue it aint true mutherfuckers if your a girl you should email me at spanishpride99@gmail.com
Desires
l know you like skirts but, these jeans look pretty good and l need what small barrier it gives me. You have a glass of wine and l'm just thinking a cup of courage is not a bad idea. You ask if l would like anything?? l sit looking at you, thinking how relaxed and kind you are just like before. Within minutes l am enjoying talking about work and what you have been up to. I'm drinking my wine on my empty stomach and feeling very relaxed and comfortable. After a bit you ask "you ready to go?" l grab my purse and slide out of the booth.   l think l know were your taking me, so l don't ask. l put on my belt and watch you pull out of the parking lot. Your fingers are in my hair pulling me toward you. "Take it out" your pants are unsnapped and open, l can see your cock sticking up in your shorts. l do as you say then you tell me to "start sucking it cunt" l can't reach you and stay in my belt so l take it off and lower my mouth onto you. Your hand is pushing me down on you further. My hea
Just Me....
Wha t r ur plans? Mine r 2 live lik=fe 2 the fullest like always, & count another year down. Hopefully the Mayan's didn't know what the hell they were talking about, but we'll have 2 wait & see 4 that. The past few years have been lived dealing with people that I probably could be better off dealing without.... but we all have our cross 2 bear. But @ the end of the day, we have another day of life to live. So take this year, and reminesce on the many you have lived & b greatful that you have made it to another, because we all know someone that didn't make it, for whatever reason. Fu(h)ins! Love is me & my kids... how bout dat chit? LOL! Until further notice, this is how I feel about fubar....I think this is a cool place to meet & get to know some cool people, but over the past few years it's become a political sideshow. I know some people have a life on here...I think it's called addiction...fu-addicts. I'm one too. I have met some really beautiful people here.... inside and out.Here's
Come To The Show
COME PARTY AT SUICIDE RADIO AND CHAT AKA: THE KARNY  THE DJ'S Mizury Luvs Company Monday - Mizury (8 cen -??) D-Mented Tuesday - Remy (8 cen -??)Raq-Attack Wednesday - Raq (8 cen -??) Bloody Thursday - Tha Roka (8 cen -??) White Collar Powa Hour Friday - Omadeus (8 cen -??)Krazy Keezy Suck Fest Saturday - Keezy of D.A. (8 cen-??)Area 52 Sunday - Lord Zero (8 cen -??) SUICIDE RADIO HAS TAKEN OVER THE NET, WE R CURRENTLY WORKING ON A SCHEDULEDJ BLEU & DJ HATCHET CURRENTLY DJ DURING THE DAY & LATE HOURS!!FEEL FREE TO CLICK THE PIC TO COME KICK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sissy5033
i am a good woman looking for a good man. i love football, pro wrestling, horror movies.. camping and hiking..love the thunderstorms. i am a country girl. laid back and easy going. love to laugh.
Your Forever
We always said we'd write the oceanher very own love songs.And you swore forever and neverwhile I kissed my pinky and your wrist.It's funny, bein' up here in the stars with you'cause the music is so much lovelierwhen it laces its fingers through the gold and silverof a imperfect moment.Snap shot of this moment wherewe're rising from the rings of dustto try again. We're too big to be anything lessthan a you and me- we.I am starving for your words,'cause your friendship is so much more.I don't ever want to change it,'cause I love the dance we're in.We're so composed in this instantwhere we're watching the tide crash around us.And everything is as it should be.....I've fallen in love with the puzzle piece chaos.Write me a song, forever mine?'Cause I love the ones that I can dance to..And can't you see the stars rain around us.This is what forever looks like.
My Definition Of Beautiful
Some people don't know the concept of beauty, The qualities a person needs to have to be that, Some people can hear beauty but not see it, An extraordinary kind of person and heart.Mom always told me, "It's not what's outside;It's what's inside that counts." Remember?Some people use their outside beauty-As a disguise for what they have inside of them.As defined, beauty is- qualities of pleasure, That you can hear, think and even see, Delighting to the senses and to the mind,Of any human being impacted by them.Most of the time, I can see beauty in the eye, Eyes on a person can tell you a lot about them,If you really look and observe closely, you'll see, Exactly what I'm saying and what I mean.Lying, stealing and cheating isn't a sign of beauty, It's the exact opposite of beautiful, it's ugly, It's not appealing to the mind or my senses, Sometimes people can be beautiful outside.But, most times people are hideous looking, On the inside- I see it a lot these days, Very seldom do I come ac
Silhouette In Riddles
I look in your direction but the wind stopped me, I walk in the wooden door and hang up my coat, The TV is glowing; better than any kind of company,A secret life- that I breathe and run in with myself.A messed up kitchen, I forgot to clean last night;Dinner with friends- another day in black and white,Spoons and forks laying there- noodles and Olive oil,An Italian smell circles around in the air of the kitchen.A silver sink- with water pouring out of the faucet, I look; I can see my own reflection looking at me, My heart is torn- shattered into shards of glass, Someone is on my mind that I cannot have; myself.It's all just one big secret that I'm living here, Foot steps up the creaking stairs- white room, Lavender freshens the air; I'm tired of what I know, I'm tired of guessing the things that I don't know.I take my clothes off and sit on the edge of my bed, There is something on my mind- feelings so real, I think and think some more until I get frustrated,I saw the love of my life- a
Good Scoop
Just Sharing Passion
Walking barefoot on a secluded beachAdoring the flat calm seaFor your hand I gently reachAnd we stroll contentedly.On a bench overlooking the beautiful bayWe eat fish and chips for lunchWild flowers along the clifftop swayAnd I pick you a bunch.Making plans for our life togetherLost in a world of our ownIt seems we have waited almost foreverBut at last we are alone. We don't ask much from the life we're livingJust love and devotion, passion and careDelighting in both taking and givingWorking hard on the relationship we share.Contented sighs and heavenly kissingOur path of life is clearly definedWe have found what we've been missingNow and forever you are mine.Oh I know we'll share life's tormentsWe'll have drama's too I guessBut I also know that this is the momentAnd we'll share a life of happiness.
Liquid Embroidery
Prayers exude tired eyes.I hold my ribs and cry.The rapid rise and fallof my chest chokes me.- these breaths arebarely audible -I've a damp cloth sewnto my skull. It's rung out;wrinkled. Fibres fall...from crimson tear ducts.[While blue threadsembroider my face.]Moonlight won't touch me--- it's as lonely as I am,but, it will blanket my skinand I'll clutch my knees...As prayers exude exhaustedlungs, take me away.
Such A Loss
Glenn Hull from San Jose Lost His Life Yesterday from Murphys Grade Road Accident ~By John HamiltonMurphys, CA...52 year old Glenn Hull from San Jose lost his life yesterday as the result of a Motorcycle Accident on Murphys Grade Road just West of French Gulch Road. From the CHP Release "Mr. Hull was riding Westbound on Murphys Grade Road at what appears to be a high rate of speed as he approached a sharp right hand curve in the road., Mr. Hull applied his motorcycle's brakes and after sliding across the Eastbound lane, both he and his motorcycle struck a metal guardrailing....Mr. Hull was transported via ambulance to Mark Twain Hospital where he succumbed to his injuries. As of this writing, the investigation is still ongoing"
Py6rojo6sh6
darkness surrounds my body mind and soul, standing there with nothing but emptiness. caged to my own hell, wonder will i ever be free from this choatic world that surrounds me and others. wrist and ankl sore with blood driping from them as these chains are still shackled upon them. trying to free them but no luck, i am loose and can roam for i have rip the chains from the darkness i once stood.i may be loose but i am still chained, for years the darkness is all i have, the only friend ive made with, no one there to free me from the hell ive been through. if olny i can remove these chains, then maybe hope will come through, but till then i am stuck in this mortal world of the unknown, where nothing seems to exist, but the sounds of my own breathing, and the voices of my own inner demon, telling me of things that can be very distrubing, but kept to mind, if he were to ever be free. for feel that is why the chains around me havent been releaseed. What damage he could cause, is beyond my o
Questions
has the act of holding the door for a lady died or just nolonger wanted. i was raised to hold the door for a lady when she is entering a building, but when i do i get strange looks and even comments that i am a pervert. i have been told that holding the door has been taken as a sexual advance. so i pose the question: is chivalry dead or just not practiced as much as it should.
Helping Friends!
Undeafeated is my #1 on my friend list, he needs help making spot light, for all those who donates for his spotlight will be added to my family list for 1 week! Make sure when u send the donation u mention that I sent u there in order for u to get the credit with me!!
Musician@party!!
Real Friends!!
Military
Top 10 Military Quotes The Military is an integral part in defending or conquering nations, keeping peace or destroying peace, and shape the course of history. In general, a military is an organization authorized by its nation to use force, including use of weapons, to defend its country by combating actual or perceived threats. Throughout the millennia and centuries, armies have been fighting wars for land or cause. However, a military will not be a military without the individual soldier, soldier who has the ability to think for himself, but taught to obey orders. Soldiers are told what to do, whether the cause is for good or bad. But why do soldiers fight and sacrifice their lives for kings and leaders who they probably haven’t met? And what words are spoken that motivates them to give up their lives? Here are the top 10 Military quotes that inspired warriors: "What counts is not necessarily the size of the dog in the fight – it’s the size of the fight in the
Tell'em Im Comin And Hell's Comin With Me
imikimi - Customize Your World!" alt="" />'''''''''''''""""A CERTAIN PERSON  THAT IS BLOCKED """"""""""""""""" HAS GONE TO MY SON'S PAGE AND MY FRIEND'S PAGE THURSDAY SHE DOESN'T KNOW ME OR MY SON OR MY FRIEND . TRASHED ME SAID SHIT ABOUT ME AND IM DONE BEING THE SWEET NICE LADY IM. HOW DARE SHE SHE HAS NO CLUE WHOM IM LET ALONE TALK OUT OF HER ASS. THIS HAS BECOME MY BUSINESS AND I HAVE BECOME THE LAWN MOWER I WILL BRING HER DOWN.   FRANKLY I DON'T GIVE A DAMN AND IM SO OVER IT AND MOVED ONNNNNNNNN      
Plaid Mafia
As many of you know i started a group called Plaid Mafia. I only had two rules, one help out the other plaid members and two no drama. Its obvious that no one could follow the rules. It wasn't even like most groups where they make you add it to your name. Im not the kind of person who tells people what to do. With all this being said I am going to give it another try. This time i am not making pictures for everyone. If you want one you can ask and i'll make it when i have time. I'm not asking you to add it to your name this time around either. I Just want you to comment this blog saying you want to be a part of Plaid Mafia. Your more then welcome  to add it to your name. If you need help with leveling or rates let me know and i'll see if i can get more support this time around. one more thing i ask for is if you see a new member you are not already friends with please add them...makes things slightly easier. please make sure you add me! and my two other officers! Lauren and Drago
This Town Blows
I miss cali. i miss the sun, the warmth, and most of all i miss being picked up by beautiful women. ever since i moved here i've meet no one to be freinds with let alone a girlfreind. i think i'll be leaving back to cali soon, before my blue balls explode from lack of use. i just hope all my old girlfreinds aren't in commited relationships. of course it's cali, i could find a new one in a few hours. thank god cali has twice as many women as men and hardly any of them are inbreed.
Statue Of Liberty
Fill This Out
wiffy application WIFEY APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fav Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk shit about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19.Do you think I'm hot?20. If you could change anything about me?21.would yu marry me?22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?24. What do you rate me outta 1-10??[[1 ugly..10 fine as hell]]25. Your phone number?*Bonus*- You can ask me one question..and i'll answer it 100% truthfully..Use it wisely =)
Memorial Day
Memorial Day    Memorial Day is their day isn't it? It is supposed to be the day a grateful nation pauses to quietly thank the more than one million men and women who have died in military service to their country since the Revolutionary War.    Or is it the day the beach resorts kick into high gear for the summer season the day the strand is covered by fish-belly white people basting themselves in coconut oil the day the off-season rates end and the weekend you can't get in a seaside seafood restaurant with anything less than a one hour wait. Or is it one of the biggest shopping center sales days of the year a day when hunting for a parking space is the prime sport for the holiday stay-at-homers?    Or is it the weekend when more people will kill themselves on the highways than any other weekend and Highway Patrol troopers work overtime picking up the pieces? I think the men and women who died for us would understand what we do with their day. I hope they would because if they wouldn'
Me
Dead and Gone Lyrics I've been travelin on this road to long Just trying to find my way back home The old me is dead and gone dead and gone Ooooooo I've been travelin on this road to long Just trying to find my way back home The old me is dead and gone dead and gone Ever had one of dem days u wish woulda stayd home Run into a group of niggas getting they hate on U walk by they get wrong u reply then shit get blown Way outta proportion way past discussion Just u against them, pick one then rush em Figure u get your hair? that next They dont wanna stop there now they bussin Now u gushin, ambulance rushin u to the hospital with a bad concussion Plus ya hit 4 times plus it hit ya spine paralyzed waist down now ya wheel chair bound Nevermind that now u lucky to be alive, Just think it all started u fussin with 3 guys Now ya pride in the way but ya pride is the way u could fuck around get shot die anyday Niggas die every day all over bull shit dope money dice game stash box contents Could th
What Is This Place?
Me
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Pleasure Through Sacrifice
Material distance Incubus enslaving my existence Appease your will with my essence Your word is law To be summoned by want I beg to obey Willingly, I give my existance to My Master desire to please ..adapt. adjust yourself to my idealstaking pleasure in my happinesshappiness brought on by you being happyguidancehonestyloyaltyopennesshonorintegritywillingness to servewillingness to listenwillingness to learnwillingness to take critismwillingness to be lovedwillingness to me mine.. completelymind, heart, body, and soul
Ids And Salutes
ok i make IDs and specail salutes if you want one i will need to know certain things. now it will cost you 1,  you cant rate all my pics or 2 you can bling me  or 3 last but mot least  you can pay 10, 000 fubux ok message me for what you want and how you want it maid  
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All This Sucks
J Is For --
Paul bit the cornered portion of his toast after having first dipped it into the runny yoke of the egg. He preferred his eggs 'sunny-side-up' as opposed to anything else. He had smiled at the waitress as she freshened his coffee, grinning politely, managing the words "Thank you" as she did.Penny, his wife of barely a year sat beside him. She preferred pancakes smothered in rich thick syrup, perhaps overdoing it, but she'd explained that it reminded her of the way his cum sometimes slithered down the side of his shaft when he climaxed. Penny was always comparing things like that, finding eroticism in nearly everything. Just as she was doing now as her hand slowly, quietly, secretly continued stroking his hard erect shaft beneath the table.They hadn't wanted the honeymoon to end. And as such, went on a monthly retreat, usually within a few hours drive, just someplace to get away for the weekend, be together, and explore their secret little fetish.Paul as well as Penny were true 'Masturba
Were Da Freaks At
if u in houston texas and u a freak and u wanna fuck wit me hit me up dawg 4real
This Is Funny
I think its funny when people on fubar see my picture and they automatically assume that I'm emo but if those people actually took the time to know me they would definitely know that I'm not emo but I don't care if those people are labeling stereotypes because eventually they'll know how it feels to be stereotyped as something they're not so it doesn't hurt my feelings if they want to stereotype me I know what I am and what I'm not I'd thought I'd share that with whoever reads this becuase its amusing to me =D
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In Honor
A WIFE'S REQUESTI was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country.You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shellslittering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around withlong neck beers and sizzling platters.Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of myglass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal.They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but theywere definitely "mil itary:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squaredaway" look that comes with pride.Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where myhusband usually sat.It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talkingabout his upcoming deployment to the Middle East.That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, comeback to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak.In turn he would treasure the thought of me being here, thinking abouthim
Memorial Day 2009
Im Baaaaack
Class Struggle
In general election of Indonesia We made a political movement We need support from labours They use organisation for our struggle I hope, we will won that war againts borjuis Long Live Worker. We Never Surrender to fight We need your support. Just one, Freedom for the poors (in bad english)  
In Memory Of ~
  take a man put him all aloneput him 12000 miles from homeempty his heart of all but bloodmake him live in the sand and mudthis is the life I have to livethis is the soul to god I giveyou have your parties and drink your beerwhile our men are dying over heredo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your headdo you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the streetone less hero silent from our eyesdo you care if a soldier diesplant your signs on the white house lawnsaying 'Get out of Iraq', were goneuse your signs and have your funthen refuse to pick up a gunthere's nothing else for you to doand I'm supposed to die for youthere is one thing you should knowand thats where I think you should dodo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your head.do you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the stree
The Rememberance Of Bob Rice On This Memorial Day Weekend
Cowboy
havin fun
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Shall I Go On?
The cruise was her idea. We'd never been on one before, and in fact, had never really considered it. We had always preferred to travel off the beaten path, away from the usual tourist areas. A cruise was so, well, touristy. Pre-packaged. "Fun-in-a-box" was the term we used, intended to be a bit derogatory. I mean, where was the fun in being herded into a town with a couple thousand typical American tourists with just enough time to hit the cheesy souvenir shops and gat couple overpriced and watered down drinks, only to get right back on the boat before sundown? We had always preferred to fly somewhere, find a local (non chain) hotel, chat with the owners, and just head out and start walking. We never really have a destination or a plan...just a great sense of adventure and a love of different cultures and people. Paradise was a local hole in the wall restaurant that the cruise ship crowd would be terrified of. It was this sense of adventure that had attracted us to each other in the fi
Urfavmistake♥
you're my world The shelter from the rain You're the pills That take away my pain You’re the light That helps me find my way home You’re the words When I have nothing to say And in this world Where nothing else seems so lost You're the hand I want to hold As I grow old You're the shore When I am lost in my self You're the only thing That I like about myself How long has it been Since this storyline has ben told And I hope it never ends And goes like this forever you were always ben there for me and always cared i don't know how but you did you showed me something more that no one could ever show You showed me your love and that you would never leave I fell in love when you first frist time we talY Like magic in a fairytale are love was unbreakable Nothing could take it away Somehow i just felt pure and myself when I'm around you I get goose bumps when i see your smile Laughing is all i do when I'm with you cause you make me feel so happy i cant really express the feeling i
~j ~
Amber was nervous when her mate knocked on the door and led her into the suite. "I hope you wore your good underwear," Aaron joked quietly as he shut the door behind them, though even he wasn't quite sure whether he was serious or not. His friend Jamieson Cutter was in town for three months, an old university mate who was now apparently a business man- and bondage master of some kind who was looking for a slave for his stay in town. Amber had been appalled when Aaron had tentatively asked her if she'd consider meeting the man, but something about the idea had struck a chord and she'd agreed with a great deal of curiosity. And now she had entered his private apartment in the city, dressed in a sensible shirt and skirt ensemble with hands that only shook slightly.He was a tall man, perhaps thirty-five years of age, and nothing of his outward appearance screamed anything other than 'business man'. However when she looked into his eyes for the first time she shivered, and sat down on the c
Pow/ Mia
You may notice this small table here in a place of honor.  It is set for one.  This table is our way of symbolizing the act that members of our profession of arms are missing from our midst.  The are commonly call P.O.W.'s or M.I.A.'s, we call them brothers. They are unable to be with us this evening and so we remember them. This table set for one is small... it symbolizes the frailty of one prisoner against his oppressors. The table cloth is white... it symbolizes the purity of their intentions to respond to their country's call to arms. The single rose displayed in a vase reminds us of the families and loved ones of our comrades in arms who keep faith awaiting their return. The red ribbon tied so prominently on the vase is reminiscent of the red ribbon worn on the lapel and breasts of thousands who bear witness to their unyielding determination to demand a proper accounting for our missing. A slice of lemon is on the bread plate... to remind us of their bitter fate. There i
A Friend
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like those blades of grass you can never mow, standing straight, tall, and proud in a perfect little row. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend.
The Goodnight Kiss Part 2
as he presses his lips against hers,he reaches for the lock,keys in his hand.Unlocking it and turning the knob,they both fall into the house,her still with her legs wrapped around his waist.she lets her legs touch the floor ,looks into his eyes ,hers FILLED WITH WILD CARNAL LUST,,,she places her hands on his chest ,shoving him back against the wall hard,grabbing his shirt,she pulls and rips it open,buttons flying everywhere,she yanks it down his arms,leaving his hands bound by the fabric.She looks him up and down,licking her lips,biting her lower lip,and groaning ,,,,oh hell yeah!!!!!She runs her hands ,slowly over his chest,,feeling it raise and lower as his breath quickens,,with a sly grin,she rakes her bright red nails ,slowly down his chest,,,purrrrrring ,tell me how bad you want me,as she pinches his nipple.she steps even closer and asks,,,do you want to take my body,and do as you please with me,as if i belonged to you?He can only stare at her,not saying a word,,wide eyed,he swall
General Order #11
We are organized, comrades, as our regulations tell us, for the purpose among other things, "of preserving and strengthening those kind and fraternal feelings which have bound together the soldiers, sailors, and marines who united to suppress the late rebellion." What can aid more to assure this result than cherishing tenderly the memory of our heroic dead, who made their breasts a barricade between our country and its foes? Their soldier lives were the reveille of freedom to a race in chains, and their deaths the tattoo of rebellious tyranny in arms. We should guard their graves with sacred vigilance. All that the consecrated wealth and taste of the nation can add to their adornment and security is but a fitting tribute to the memory of her slain defenders. Let no wanton foot tread rudely on such hallowed grounds. Let pleasant paths invite the coming and going of reverent visitors and fond mourners. Let no vandalism of avarice or neglect, no ravages of time testify to the present or t
Ask'n For Ur Input
mmm, as u alll kno i don't have many pics of yself up in my pro, sssoo herre's wat i ask, if u have any specific pics u'd like to see, let me kno, and i'll post em
Witchwerks
Crow has brought the messageto the children of the sunfor the return of the buffaloand for a better day to comeYou can kill my bodyYou can damn my soulfor not believing in your godand some world down belowYou don't stand a chanceagainst my prayersYou don't stand a chanceagainst my love Wow.. Can you believe it? I've been a member on here a little over two years already! Time really goes by quickly! In that time I've commented on lots of pages, uploaded a bunch of pictures, shared some recipies as well as some HTML tips and tricks (they're in my Stash - check it out!) and have made some really great friends along the way! This week, I'm hoping someone will give me a "Big Pimpin" gift from the Gift Shop! Don't worry.. No money required - it's all Fubar points. You can get to the Gift Shop here http://fubar.com/giftshop.php#gtab9 and then just click the "Big Pimpin Gifts" tab. I'd love any of them but here are some of my personal favorites: Make It Rain Deluxe Hot Tub Tropical Vac
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The Up-north Journal
I deserved to be someone's priority but I was not. Instead I was second-place to lost hope, a broken marriage and empty dreams with someone who simply didn't share them anymore.Her promises to me broken ~ mine to her ignored ~ I was strung along like a safety net in case everything else first, would collapse, and like some kind of consolation prize, there I'd be. Except I'm a real person with feelings.. And I'm not dumb. I heard the words 'I love you' but received not even the common courtesies one could expect even from a simple friendship. All to chase rainbows.. For "No valid reason." I was abandoned in lieu of a double-life based on lost hopes she knew in her heart could not possibly be.. When we'd already decided that I would help new ones come true. The real-world we would've created took a back seat to all this and online games that tomorrow.. next month.. next year will not mean a thing. Imagine the power and connection of just doing something real.. Not because you have to at
Blog And Stuff

Help This Guy Out Plz!!!!!!
My good friend Tiger is in a contest and he needs your guys help!!!! He needs your rates and comments!!! There is no limit on how many comments or what it says so comments as much as you can please!!!! He has helped me out a lot in the past so I need your help to help him!!!! Just copy and paste link below to get to picture to rate and comment on his picture letting him know I sent ya!!!!! Thank you guys, I lubs ya all!!!!!   http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2403422&i=848572286&albumid=1628899
Top Ten
10 - YOU CAN TRADE IN AN OLD 44 FOR A NEW 22, NO QUESTIONS ASKED. 9 - YOU CAN KEEP ONE HANDGUN AT HOME, AND HAVE ANOTHER FOR WHEN YOU’RE ON THE ROAD. 8 - IF YOU ADMIRE A FRIEND’S HANDGUN AND TELL HIM SO, HE WILL PROBABLY LET YOU TRY IT OUT A FEW TIMES. 7 - YOUR PRIMARY HANDGUN DOESN’T MIND IF YOU KEEP ANOTHER HANDGUN FOR A BACK UP. 6 - YOUR HANDGUN WILL STAY WITH YOU EVEN IF YOU RUN OUT OF AMMO. 5 - A HANDGUN DOESN’T TAKE UP A LOT OF CLOSET SPACE. 4 - HANDGUNS FUNCTION NORMALLY EVERY DAY OF THE MONTH. 3 - A HANDGUN DOESN’T ASK, “DO THESE NEW GRIPS MAKE ME LOOK FAT?” 2 - A HANDGUN DOESN’T MIND IF YOU GO TO SLEEP AFTER YOU USE IT. and the number one reason a handgun is favored over a woman #1 - YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A HANDGUN
Common Sense
'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years.No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape.He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain;why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault.Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies(adults, not children, are in charge).His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place.Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from schoolfor using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves had failed to
College Essay
A COLLEGE CLASS WAS TOLD THEY HAD TO WRITE A STORY IN A AS FEW WORDS AS POSSIBLE. THE INSTRUCTIONS WERE, THE STORY HAD TO CONTAIN THE FOLLOWING THREE THINGS:   (1) RELIGION   (2) SEXUALITY   (3) MYSTERY BELOW IS THE ONLY A+ IN THE ENTIRE CLASS.    "GOOD GOD, I'M PREGNANT; I WONDER WHO DID IT."  
What Used To Be...
  TO ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !!First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us.   They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.   Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints.   We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.  
Stand By Me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Us-TVg40ExM
@$$hole Ex
OK my ex for 7 years now has some how gotten into my yahoo account and deletedn everything on me. so if u were on my yahoo list then re add me and when i log back in ill add u.
Life
Im So Cute That I Make You Say Daaaammmmnnn!
So where do I begin.Hmmm Ive been enjoying this blog thing here on fubar lately.I was a number one blogger on another website Im on soooo makes me wanna blog alot again lol.I miss the fame ROFL! So first I would like to thank the men and women who make me feel so welcome here.You guys rock! I try my best to speak with everyone I can but I have 3200 friends so that isnt easy.I hate getting a shoutbox comment saying why are you ignoring me..Im not ignoring anyone but I have lots of love to return and lots of people to return it to.I do the best I can.Dont be mad at me. Sooo what has been going on in my fab life lately? Been getting back into the swing of the gym since I got hurt.Im feeling good but pretty damn sore.I dont look cute when I leave the gym.I sweat and I work out hard.Getting the body Im dying for isnt easy.Hopefully Ill achieve it one of these years lol.Im not a skinny girl and as must as I wish for it..well it wont happen lol. Today I bought some new hairstuff and hot ass m
Dad??? Not Really
My First Auction!
Come check out my Auction... Might find something you like. Or love... -grins-
So Alone
So alone in this world     The walls are closing in on me     no one seems to see me even thou thier lookin right at me     Its like im invisable sometimes i wish i was so no one would see me cryn and no     one would see me dyin inside     im gettn tired of my heart achin     why cant anyone help me does anyone care     do i deserve all the pain i go thou     do i deserve to be alone     no ones cares bout my feelings     im gettin tired of people breaking my heart       those people must get joy when im hurting     i wish the voices would stop     i dont want thier help     i just want to be alone in my lil corner     i just want to sit and cry     just want to be left in this world all by myself
Heavenly
Blah?
Wow....I've been nowhere it seems that last cople of weeks, and I feel so sad, cause I haven't seen the people that I love seeing. Don't get me wrong..I love seeing my family, I do...I just, need my friends. I met quite a few new people online, and I just dont' know, it all seems so fake and yet, so real. I care for everyone of them, but, for some, it just seems so fake for them and others, so real, how do I figure out the fakes from the reals? I don't know what to believe anymore. I want to be happy. Why can't i believe that scenrio where I'm happy and nothing else? Why can't i just find one guy to be with. To not have to share him? Why am I still sad over my former mas? Did I really fall for him that much? or am i just feeling scorned cause we never talk anymore? I get that he's busy, but still, why can't he just find 5mins to really talk to me...why not...we're still friends, aren't we...? It makes me really sad...I miss my friend. I miss not being able to get out of here and being
If It's So Perfect Why Leave?
If it's so perfect why leave? .........I think this a question we all have asked ourself at one time or another in relationships. Why is it when your in a relationship and everything is going so well, your other half stops and says " i guess i got scared everything was so perfect between us" as he/she walks away? Well if it's so perfect why leave? Just once i'd like to be in that relationship where that question isn't asked. How hard is it to find the one person who doesnt get cold feet? The heart and soul isn't something to be played with. If you truely love that person there shouldnt be any cold feet. I guess this is a question that may never fully be answered!!!!!! Why do relationships have to be so DAMN hard at times?  
My Website
I am working on a website.  It will have things about what I believe and other stuff.  Plan on doing a gothbabe of the month.  Check it out and become a member.  It is free to join.  MY WEBSITE
Test
    Tired of feeling like an Outcast? So were we until this place came along. Everybody fit's in somewhere, stop in and see if you fit in like the rest of us! We are hopefully the "Dysfunctional and Socially Unacceptable" family you've been looking for. "Cheeeerzz" ¶PÃIЙTEЯ™¤Ð§Ç ¤   Erotica Comments
El Nino 2009 2010
*****(SPECIAL WEATHER STATEMENT)***** FROM THE STORM PREDICTION CENTER REGARDING A POTENTIAL EL NINO FOR THIS COMING LATE FALL AND WINTER TO IN THE SPRING OF 2010 OF NEXT YEAR AFTER NEARLY 4 YEARS OF LA NINA CONDITIONS (ALTHOUGH WE DID HAVE A BRIEF SPELL OF WEAK TO MODERATE EL NINO IN 2006), IT APPEARS THE EQUATORIAL PACIFIC IS TRANSITIONING INTO A PROLONGED, POSSIBLY MODERATELY STRONG EL NINO HEADING INTO LATE 2009 AND EARLY 2010. THE LAST TIME WE HAD A STRONG EL NINO WAS BACK IN LATE 1997 AND EARLY 1998 WITCH WAS A VERY WET YEAR THERE IS REASON THAT HEADING INTO LATE FALL AND WINTER OF THIS YEAR AND INTO THE SPRING OF 2010 TO BE OPTIMISTIC THAT SOME OF THE MODELS PROJECTIONS SHOW A STRONG EL NINO SO STAY TUNED FOR MORE UPDATES    
Company Lay Off
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Hell Ya
Im just sayin I love this bar
What's The Lesson When You Begin To Recognize Yourself As Who You Really Are?
Don't be afraid to look within. The ego tells you all that is black with guilt within you, and bids you not to look. Instead, it bids you to look upon your brothers, and see the guilt in them. Yet this you cannot do without remaining blind. ~ A course in Miracles
Women
you know ive always been a great man seriously im just a laid back man. im dave for those of you whodont know english and who are curious. ive lied cheated broke a womans heart. ive been in jail for 3 in a half months done a lot of stupid shit in my time. but now women are different. yeah were all human but women man will be married to a man have kids with a man but no matter what a man does no matter what she will always be confusing. i mean want this want that not this not that.  you make a mistake shell hound you like a raving psychotic and hold a grudge against your ass even on the smallest things. and when it comes to me personally im very hardheaded and stubborn and i dont like bullshit games. i want it real. but my point is you can win youll loose the battle of the sexes with all fucking women. man hells highway's the way out fellaz lmfao. mm i want kids and a marriage but fuck id go nutts i dont like to hit and beat women or kids and shit but still a women puts herself in a man
A Conversation Among Friends.
      so today i had a conversation with a friend. we were discussing how different personal hygiene is now then it was back then. if you  remember back in the eighties when i was a teen..when we saw a woman with a shaved bush she was considered trampy, kinky, or some other off the wall insult. however today if a woman doesn't do some type of grooming she's considered dirty, or she doesn't take care of herself.  think about it..i know me and my girlfriends discuss such things, and if someone was to say they didn't do anything to that area we would be in shock. as soon as she left the rest of us would be saying "omg i can't believe she doesn't keep that up. that's so gross. i don't know how she stands it."  and so on.     today it's even unusual for men to be hairy down south. yet another subject discussed among friends. who wants to go down on someone with all that going on down there? even the fact that it is so common to have these types of conversations is
What's The Less When You Learn The Lesson, Then Forget It?!
For the rest of my life there are two days that will never again trouble me. The first day is yesterday with all its blunders & tears, its follies & defeats. Yesterday has passed away, beyond my control forever. The other day is tomorrow with its pitfalls & threats, its dangers & mystery. Until the sun rises again, I have no stake in tomorrow, for it is till unborn.  ~ Og Mandino, in the Return of the Ragpicker   This is so beautiful that I just had to.....  
Mmhmm..
Beware these wordsFor, if the emotion is genuine when spoken and that feeling is returned,You will be blessed to be bind in joy and ecstasy to comeBeware this phraseFor, if the aim is deception in order to steal one’s virtue and that affection is vapid or emptyYou will be cursed with the pain from the illicit lust sought and receivedBeware this statementFor, no matter the desire in your soul or the ambition seething in your flesh,You will be changed no matter the time or seasonThese words are only three, but, they wield power regardlessSo, take care when used
Lets Party
time to get drunk and role..... and how the hell do u talk to ppl on this?
Heading To The Wood
Off The Top Of My Head...
  Alright, so the other day I had all these cool thoughts running through my head about how some people are such assholes when it comes to relationships, so I thought I would jot down these thoughts and come up with a blog...But then, I got writer's block.All these thoughts floating around in my head and not able to get them all out right.  It seems to happen all the time.So, I threw aside the crap I scribbled down on paper and thought I would just rant a little on here off the top of my head, so here it goes.  I'd like to state that these are my own thoughts and opinions, and if you don't like it, then that's your thing and I respect that. But THIS, this is my thing, so either read and comment or just move along. :)I don't have much of a social life in the real world, so I am left with the cyber world.  In the past when I did have more of a social life, and most of the guys I came across seemed to be the same, but most of my thoughts now apply to cyber world, so bare with me while I
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New To This
HEY EVRY ONE I AM SOME WHAT NEW I USE TO HAVE A ACCONTT BUT I  DELETED IT SO IF YEA CAN HELP ME OUT ADD ME AND EVERY THING AND I WILL DO THE SAME
Ahhhh Nuts
Cleaning Out Cobwebs
Running onEmpty  - by, Ellen Sue Stern   Wherever you go, there you are.  - Al-Anon   We can worry all the way there, plotting and scheming. Or we can move with a sure heart. Either, we end up in the same place. Often I live by a schedule, and if I'm really overcommited, I even break it up into fifteen-minute increments. Then I follow it religously. Every minute is accounted for; I break into sweat if I fall behind, terrified I won't make the finsih line. But once in a while, even when I'm at my busiest, I throw caution to the wind and toss the Holy Schedule aside. I take the long way home around the lakes. Or spontaneously meet a friend for lunch. I always end up with twice the energy.   Affirmation: Everything that happens leads me somewhere Don't compromise yourself. YOU are ALL you've got.  - Janis Joplin      When we compromise ourselves - by hedging, capitulating, or failing to fight for what we believe in - a little piece of ourselves caves in. It's a slippery slope; fi
My Hubby
I Need My Friends' Help
Hi...   First off this is going to sound really really sad and pathetic.... Secondly..I am being serious..   Anyways.. I need your help.. I have lost the ability how to talk to people.. how to conversate...I need some advice on how to do that.. how to just have fun and joke around..My ex wouldn't let me have friends.. he wouldn't allow me to talk to me..nothing like that..so I lost the ability to connect with people.. Its been a few years since I left him, but I still don't know how. I am in great need for that human connection..so any advice you can give me.. will surely be appreciated. I am scared..I dont know what to ask people.. don't know how to approach them.. I've been pushed away so much that I have the jitters just thinking about talking to someone new. people hit me up here all the time.. and I don't answer back.. which I know is rude and I know it's bad...but I really DON'T know how to talk to people.. Thank you very much for reading this.. and I know some are laughin
The Hurting And Lieing
Hook: (x2)The more I look around the more it hurtsMy livelihook is poisoned my worksFall on deaf ears a messenger bringerWith a foreign face andTongue andSlightlyTwisted view of this time and spaceSpace cadet aceReporting from baseThe water hasn’t a tasteThe time and the placeThe paper, the chase the raceAgainVerse 1:Manifestation, reva-lation-lutionRetro-bution solutionMy people are poor community warWhat’s the rivalry for? The poor can’t affordSelf genocideHelp ’em asideHe’s on your side of the fightYep, but unfortunatleyUnproportionately out of orderWe have kaosKaos to order they’re closing the borderIt’s a flip of the quarterFor the players, existing in this gameI’m sensing a changeThat all will come to passThen a movement of the massBut who am I to tell on who will prevailAnd who’s fail and who in the hellAre you going to tell? You’re new to the trailYour doomed to sailAwayKeep watching your backsAnd cover your tracksGet
People Say The Darndest Things
The first thing ever said to me by user laugholoud: laugholoud: "Wanna bang baby?"  I thought this extremely rude so my response "yep.. just not you".  Laugholoud: wow rnt you a rude BITCH if you don't wanna get fucked then you must be full of diseases...so for now your not worthy of me anyhow, nor do you know me, but you lost a great thing whore That definitely makes me wonder just exactly what I'm missing, what do you think?
Life.....
I HAVE LOST EVER BIT OF RESPECT I EVER HAD FOR HIM TODAY... HE YELLS AT ME BECAUSE HE HATES WHO HE IS... DEEP DOWN I KNOW IT HAS NOTHING TO TO WITH ME... BUT HE IS THE ONLY MAN IN MY WORLD THAT HAD ALL OF MY RESPECT... THE ONLY ONE I COULD CALL IF I WAS IN TRUBLE.... I THOUGHT FOR 21 YEARS THAT HE WOULD ALWAYS HELP ME!! I SEE TODAY THAT HE DOESNT EVEN COUNT ME AS BEING ANYTHING MORE TO HIM THEN A PERSON THAT JUST HAPPENS TO BE AT HIS FAMILY GET TOGETHERS... NOT HIS FAMILY... SURE AS HELL NOT HIS SISTER!! THIS IS TO YOU MIKE MY ONLY BROTHER!! GO TO HELL YOU FAT BASTERD!!  I HAVE NEVER LOST SO MUCH RESPECT FOR ONE MAN SO FAST!! THE THE WOMAN YOU NEVER WANTED AS A SISTER!! TONYA Baby, what are we becomingIt feels just like we're always runningRollin' through the motions every dayI could lean in to hold youOr act like I don't even know youSeems like you could care less either wayWhat happened to that girl I used to knowI just want us back to the way we were beforeChorus:Do I t
They Keep Me Going
     Laura, Brendan, and Aleah, As we go through life, some paths are our choices, yet, some are not. Each of you are the heart and soul of my being. You have helped me fight every struggle in this world, no matter how big or small. The fears in the last few years have seemed like challenges every time I think of each of you! It makes me fight harder! I am blessed you are here! We don't know which path will be here every few months, but I am proud to have you for my children. I Love You forever and always!!  XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
Natasha Skisnkis Blog
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Look Now
Poetry
Dreamer’s War Dreams walk the landSight’s no one can standA plague made by all man One heart holds the powerSame heart holds a giftTo bring light in a showerTo close the dream rift Come young one nowTake up your bladesSnatch up your bowTo fight back the dream shades War is at your doorKeep the children safeHave them snuggle to the floorAs you battle the wraith Tap into your mindPull forth the powerPull forth the giftDestroy them all at the same time Watch dream’s demons fallAs the sun shall riseThe world shall rest one and all  rain... looking to the skystarting a dance older than timecrying out why....slowly singing turning to ryhme, come fall down from above,your children children thristlands need your cool tender love,i see those clouds about to burst, rain... rain... come this way,we may not last another dayrain...rain... come and playquench our thrist we do pray... rain...  Lunaria Heed to the ladyLady of the moonWhispers of the nightWishes meant to co
Fubar
Sell me Bling Packs :] Or find me someone who will ;]20 Mill for 135   or  15 Mill and I'll give u an Auto or Cherry from it9 Mill for 656 Mill for Autos4 Mill for 251 Mill for 10500k To find me someone who will sell me bling packs :]Comment/SB/PM/Just get ahold of me somehow if your interested NAME: AGE: LOCATION: WILL YOU SPOIL ME? WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE FU MARRIED TO ME?   PLEASE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME!!
May 22nd 2009
I Have A Problem
New Here
I'm brand new to this website, so it will take me a while before I get the hang of it. But as soon as I can I will be updating my photo and everything else on here. Now, time to explore some more. So it's been a while since I've Blogged anything, for that matter it's been a while since I was on this website. But here I am. I'm currently in Iraq. I've only been here 2 weeks now. It's not too bad here. Plenty to do, good food, and a nice set up for my living arrangments. Plus I'm getting paid good too. LOL. Of course if you're reading this and you're in the military, you know what I'm talking about. Looks like I'll be here till June. So for now this is home. To be honest, it's not too different from Oklahoma. LOL. That is where my home station is. I went through 5 states and 5 countries in 4 days to get here. Wierd, I know. I couldn't wait to get here from all the traveling. Well I think I'll end on that note for now. Happy New Year everyone.
$5 Dollar Wine.
After a long afternoon of raping/flirting with bloggers in Wicked's latest creation, I decided I should head to the store to pick up supplies for taco night. I didn't have a lot of spare cash so when I came across a bottle of $5 Cabernet I was pretty excited. "I can use this for cooking" I thought. and oh look at that a 55 cents coupon. Excellent. I picked up a few more items and headed home. When I got home I opened the door, my arms full of grocery bags, to find Baxter looking all innocent. This is a bad sign. I walked into the apartment to find he had torn up the garbage on the living room carpet. He claims it was the garbage gnomes but they haven't been here since I stopped working. Baxter says they never show up when there is peoples.I knew he was telling tales. Garbage Gnomes! As if!  I yelled and screamed and cleaned up the mess. That's when I found the gnome hat. Damn gnomes! I apologized to Baxter but I still felt bad. I looked at the wine. "oh that will make the sad go away
Essays
Essays
Laura McAllister English 1A Tabitha Villalba Final Essay: Descriptive Essay  


Spice It Up...
My Stories...nsfw!
The retraining of jess The first day. i sit alone in this small slice of heaven. It is a place where you can just sit and dream, letting the world outside pass you by, not matter the weather it is warm and dry here. i let the sounds of the outside world fade into the back ground, the chatter of children, the drone of car engines, reminders of the city outside these plastic walls of paradise. i let my thoughts turn inwards as I hear the wind in the trees, the birds chirping and the buzz of busy insects. i feel my heart pound as things low in my body go tight, I let my thoughts turn again…… i see myself on my knees at Her feet, She moves; i know this as Her boots disappear from the sight of my lowered eyes. i can hear Her moving around the dungeon; the fine hairs on my arms tell me where in the dungeon She is. i shiver slightly, not from the cold but with anticipation, go i am so horny, my skin feels so clean as i have spent a lot of time getting ready for this. i have
Poems Of Chaos
In a time of war we stare blankly at the setting sun and wish for days past. I say grab the remainder of your life and push forward toward that inevitable time of chaos. When each and every last breath from the whirring oxygen tank is more precious than sex or money. Look forward to the now and make every moment, every friend, every encounter more exciting than gold or glitter; make it your own. I will; will you. I saw her from afar, her dark skin and smoky eyes; for those moments between breath times does fly. For I figured she would lose me in the fight; for I am one among many and wish as i might. She spoke as in code and I would not despair; I had this woman as a farmer leads a mare. Her pulse throbed as I led her away; and used my might to fight the fray. Against the car I pressed her fast; the fragrance of rose caused my lust to mast. Her shirt slipped afar and i gasped one last breath; buttons flew free and caused my death. She grabbed me hard and held my mace;
Ruination Of The Hotties!
My Roomate
What's Up...
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Songz
What's a matter with the clothes I'm wearing             can't you tell that your ties to white                            Maybe I should buy some old tab collars           welcome back to the age of jive                                Where have you been hiding out lately honey            you can't dress trashy till you spend a lot of money Everybody's talking bout the new sounds funny but   it's still rock & roll to me                                            What's a matter with the car I'm driven                       can't you tell that it's out of style                              should I get a set of white wall tires                               are you going to cruse the miracle  mile                     now a days you can't be to sentimental                      your best bets true baby blue continental                     hot funk cool punk even if its old junk                          it's still rock & roll to me                                    &n
Heylo
there are some days when things happen I just can't understand.  My childrens father, who won't support them, has now moved his girlfriend and her child into his house.  He will support complete strangers but not his own flesh and blood.  What gives?.....Pfft...
New
Hey peeps! New to Fubar and wanting alot of friend so everyone add me!!!!!!!!!!!! PLZ! So far Fubar rocks!   XOXOXO
Ride
A True Family Is....
What is Family ???..... Family is people your comfy around...People who always have your back....Family is more than just your homies there the people your always with ....  Being a Juggalette made me relize what the definition of FAMILY was....  There for MCL to the Fam!!!
Siberiantyger
A Real Man
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN RAISES HIS KIDS, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS YOU on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say you nee
Craig
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Lyrics
When I shout ' I'm Rich Biatch,' I'm not talkin' bout my wealth, I'm talkin' bout stability, and points of mental health. See, I got money, and can always get money, my bank account is serious, while y'alls money if funny. Y'all cats is out in clubs frontin' talkin' bout how you floss with models, your kids is at the crib with empty baby bottles... So keep talking that talk fool, the proof is in your stride, hope your pockets can out last the recession son, cause it's gonna be a long ride!!! Untitled...   Never knew what was missing, until it appeared on the screen, Goddess status, elegant, lovely... yeah she's mean. Instantly star struck, caught up in her shine, and glisten, trying to appear cool through the chatter, praying that she'd listen. Never been one for self doubt, it's not what I'm about, but her Beauty got me open, and her smile has me turned out. Feeling like a senior before Prom, she's turned me back into a giddy teenager, really feeling her spark, and the fire's
Tarot Personality
p align="center">http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/chinese/5.jpg">You are The HierophantDivine Wisdom. Manifestation. You are The Hierophant (Heavenly Master) Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist.
Me
Hello Fubar, I'm just a regular guy, kind hearted and honest. I've travelled quite a bit, and I've been married once. Presently I'm dating and looking for friends. If by chance I should meet that special lady, then so be it. I'm very laid back and love pretty things. I enjoy horseback riding, water sports, riding my motorcycle, camping, hiking, and believe it or not I am a romantic. Chivalry is not dead lol. Don't be afraid to talk to me please.
Ice Ice Baby!
The room was bathed in a soft glow from the fire, and candles that were burning around the room. I entered the room as I always did, kneeling in front of the bed, waiting for Sir to speak."Hello little one""Hello Sir" "Where is your toy?""Right here Sir" I show him the toy sitting next to me."Good, now I want you to insert your toy, then take my cock in your hand. When your ready to cum, squeeze my cock, but don't cum until I tell you to, understood?""Yes Sir" I insert my toy and hand him the control. He turns it on low. As I let my mind drift, and my body feel the toy thrumming inside of my pussy. Sir gradually increases the speed of the toy, bringing me closer to the edge. Soon my body is straining for release.As I squeeze his cock harder I beg for release. " Please Sir, may I cum?" I put my head down squeezing him harder, He whispers in my ear "Flow for me" as my body releases. I let out a long low moan. I start to relax, as Sir lays back down again. "Stay where you are, and do this
Thangs That Make You Go Bang~
Messages To Family And Friends
  imikimi - Customize Your World! to all our Family and Friends here on Fu:     We would like to wish you all a very special and memorialbe weekend. At this time also we would like to let you all know that you mean the world to us both.  You've made a big difference in our lives, some of you know just exactly how much of a diffference, but to all of you, you hold a very special place in our hearts. We love you all in your own special way. We will be gone this weekend,but will be back on Monday.   Love ya: Mare and Doc     imikimi - sharing creativity     To all our Family and friends here on Fu:         We would like to wish all of you a very blessed Easter.  You are all in our thoughts and prayers.     Love:   Doc G. and Mare  
Rating Contest
  Ok trying to help out a good friend here and making my first blog at the same time!  Please go and rate this picture and leave a comment help the guy out! It ends May 31 st though so don't be waiting too long to vote ! Thanks to all of you who read this and vote for him !
Wedding Invitatons
The Palace would like to take a moment to invite each and all to it's first Virtual Marriage. In the past I've been told there have been many marriages held in many of the 1000's of Palaces, but this will be The Cantina's first. I think you will find it about as real as it can be, with out being real. The staff has worked hard to make this a wonderful experience for the couple being married. Wildfire the goddess at The Cantian and Ghostrider will be saying their vows to each on Saturday May 23, 2009. With love and affection for all family, friends and visitors to The Cantian we wish to invite you to join us in wishing them a happy and fulfilling lifetime of love. Event : Wedding Date : May 23. 2009 Time : 2pm PST 3pm CST 4pm MST 5pm EST Location: The Cantina  ( cantina.coolpalaces.com) If you have never downloaded palace and need help please contact one of the members of the forum and any will be glad to help you get here. For those of you that will be seeing this on a site like
Love
ok. so recently i have been hangin out with this girl that seems pretty awesome so far for a week. she likes all the things that i like and we seem to be getting along great. she works and is trying to help me get a job when she is not working. i have turned in several apps but havent found anything. she seems pretty cool so much that i can call her a friend but she tells me that she is falling for me. she keeps asking me what if i really do feel that way. i tell her that she can feel how she wants to feel. i tell her i cant say those words and i have to remember what it truly means to be in love. i also told her that what she is feeling is infatuation. many of you who read this know what i am talking about. the ones that talk to me the most on fubar know what i have been thru in the past and know why i told my friend that. i dont know if i can ever love again because of what my ex did to me. its very hard for me. i still have feelings for my ex because she gave birth to my kids. i mis
My Poem Written For Someone Special
the rain is my tears that can not fall, the thunder is my heartbeat, the lightening is my fury, i am an emotional disaster, where there is pain there is anger, where there is anger there is sadness, complicated the one word that is me.   a dream is a fantasy that one creates in his mind, sometimes you are lucky and the dream you find, once you have it in your grasp, all you can do is pray that it lasts, when you find the one who has your heart, it is almost impossible to break it apart, how do you know if this is the other part of you? that its not an illusion and you end up a fool? sometimes a dream is what we are in search of, sometimes it is so full of love, and sometimes a dream is a fantasy full of lust, building up the passion feeling you will combust, filling your mind with such thoughts and desire, making you feel like your soul is on fire, do you try to fufill this dream?or go with the fanasy?or somewhere in between? a dream is a fantasy that one creates
Whatever
I'm going to throw the damn thing if this keeps up! I guess I'll go play some Runescape for a bit. Please rate me, bling me, fan me!!! Have ppl bbl.   I can't wait!!!!!!!   Got the call today at work!  I'm going after work to get the car.  (I may just run to the car lot tomorrow!  lol) OMFG!  I can't believe it!   The last piece of puzzle to proofing to myself that I can do it, without my ex is a matter of hours away. This feels so weird, though, I've wanted this for so long.  I'm not sure what or how to act. My daughter is all excited, too.  I wish she was there to help celebrate with me getting the car, but that will be when I get home with the car. Something is not feeling right.  I feel something is missing from this. . . I'm finally going to able to stand on my own two feet, not have to rely on anyone to get me places, but this celebration is incomplete somehow. Wish i could do something about this but I'm not sure what to do. L8r!
Fubar
I AM TAKING A BREAK FROM FUBAR. I HAVE HAD IT WITH THE LIARS, CHEATERS, BACK STABBERS ETC................THIS USED TO BE A PLACE TO HAVE FUN AND MEET SOME REALLY NICE PEOPLE............NOW IT SEEMS LIKE GUYS JUST WANNA SEE YA ON CAM SO THEY CAN GET OFF. THEN OF COURSE WE HAVE THE CAM SLUTS WHO JUST HAVE TO COME ON YOUR PAGE AND DOWNRATE YOU CAUSE YOU HAPPEN TO BE SOMEONE'S FRIEND.  I JUST LOVE THAT, NOT!!!!!!!!!!! OH YA AND THE LOVELY SHOUTS FROM THE SAME HO'S, GOTTA LOVE IT......... THIS ISN'T MEANT FOR EVERYONE BUT FOR THE MANY GUYS  AND WOMEN I HAVE ENCOUNTERED RECENTLY..............THE FUN IS GONE, IT'S HARD TO ACTUALLY TRY AND TRUST PEOPLE............IT'S SAD..............I NEED A BREAK,  I WILL BE ON FROM TIME TO TIME............I AM ALWAYS LOGGED IN CAUSE OF THE LOUNGE............TAKE CARE ALL..............I WILL BE BACK ONCE I GET MYSELF BACK ON TRACK..............HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY WEEKEND!!!
It's About Responding, Not Reacting....
I've never been stupid, although I've acted dumb. My life has always been serious, although I'm having fun. I've never lied, though I've bent the truth, I've never been fancy, sophisticated, or aloof. You'll find out who I am, when I step inside the booth. I have been, I am now, and will be the same the cat for years. I'll cherish you forever, if you, nurse me through my tears... I promise to show you the truth, if you, will guide me blindly through my fears. And I will shyly hand you my heart, if you, just lend me your ears!!! I am who I am, Love me or leave me alone!!! I don't want much, I just want That One!!! You know, That One!!! You don't have to be Beautiful to everyone, just me. You don't have to be loved by everyone, but you will be loved by me. And when the world turns against you, by your side will be, me!!! That One... The One that calms you when you're enraged, The One that carries you, when you can't stand alone. The One that will guide you back, no matter how far you ro
Why Me?
Life
I'll Get Over You. It's taking the longest timebut my broken heart will healfor what I once had felt so deeplyis now, no longer real. You played me like a foolbelieving all you saidwhen deep down all that you didwas hurt me more instead. I'd like to really knowif seeing me cry that wayhad any effect on youon any given day? I told you how much I loved youwith each and every dayyet all I meant to youwas someone with, to play.
Strong Woman/woman Of Strength
Lyrics To Wild Horses,by The Rolling Stones
                          WILD HORSES Childhood living,is easy to do The things that you wanted,I bought them for you. Graceless Lady,you know how I am, you know I can't let you,slide through my hands..                            *chorus* Wild Horses,couldn't drag me away Wild Horses,couldn't drag me away. I watched you suffer,a dull aching pain now you've decided,to show me the same, no sweeping exits,or offstage lines could make me feel bitter,or treat you unkind.                         *chorus* Wild Horses,couldn't drag me away, Wild,Wild Horses,couldn't drag me away.  I know I've dreamed you,a sin and a lie I have my freedom,but I don't have much time. Faith has been broken,tears must be cried lets do some living,after we die.                        *chorus*  
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The Bunny Ranch Lounge
HEY WE'RE NOW HIRING! THE BUNNY RANCH LOUNGE IS NOW HIRING FOR CAM GIRLS AS WELL AS OTHER STAFF. THE BUNNY LOUNGE IS PACKED FULL OF FUN. TO GET INFO ABOUT BEING HIRED SIMPLY SEND ME A MESSAGE(PM). CHECK US OUT! http://fubar.com/lounge/66787
"a Cinder In The Furnace Of The Damned "
"on The Edge"
"happiness Is Helping Others
Cruelty Can Be Kind
When I was eight years old, my mother told me, don't even bother trying because you won't amount to anything anyway. You're just a cinder in the furnace of the damned. Yet somehow, I fought my way out of the gutter and I made myself who I am. But somehow, someway, it's always somebody else who gets my breaks. What about me? What about Raven? People say I'm cold. They say I'm calculating. But they don't tell you about the philanthropy. They don't tell you about the humanity.' ' I take a guy like Kidman, a runaway, and I give him shelter. I take a guy like Riggs, who's lost the use of one eye, and make him feel like he can function in society again. I take a 7 foot plus freak like Reese and I make him stop feeling like an outcast.' "I should be lauded for these things, but instead, I'm scorned with derision. I should be named a humanitarian, but I'm not. So what about me? What about Raven? You be the judge
American Soldiers
Hey evryone It is Memorial weekend!!!!! Let us not forget the men and women that have died for our country. Keep there families in your prayers and kepp our HEROS in your hearts!!!!!!
~more Guido Zen~
Women are the most Beautiful of all Creation....and I Strongly feel that there are only 3 Priceless Gifts that any man could ever have in his life is he is lucky.....1. A Woman's Trust.....2. A Woman's Heart....3. If she takes his name as hers.....here are other things I believe...... ~Find the person who will love you because of your differences andnot in spite of them and you have found a lover for life. ~The heart has reasons that reason does not understand. ~What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose.  `THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN ISN'T IN THE CLOTHES SHE WEARS`THE FIGURE THAT SHE CARRIES OR THE WAY SHE COMBS HER HAIR`THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS SEEN IN HER EYES BECAUSE THAT'S`THE DOORWAY TO HER HEART, THE PLACE WHERE LOVE RESIDES.`THE TRUE BEAUTY IN A WOMAN, IS REFLECTED BY HER SOUL.`IT'S THE CARING THAT SHE GIVES AND THE PASSION THAT SHE`SHOWS. AND THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN WITH PASSING YEARS ONLY `GROWS... ***A MAN DOES NOT LOVE A WOMAN BECAUSE SHE IS BEAUTIFUL**********
Secret Admirers
I have been discussing with a few of my friends about the correct way of picking who on the page could be the secret admirer.. I have tried to make intellectual choices on who it could be... Ive tried various patters here's a list of those patterns: 1.Morphs 2. People expressing their opinions with their middle digit 3. Cartoon Characters 4. Sayings like "Bite me" 5. the middle row only 6. choosing a checkers pattern, starting from top left 7. all the tattooed people 8. men with no shirts. The list goes on... apparently  Seamus wonders why all the fat older chicks seem to be the right guess. Ketch22 was mentioning that he saw an older man turn into a unicorn the other day, I seriously believe that Name Crisis would love for all the woman to be "doable" also he apparently hates the flashing auto 11's.. These are just some of the reasons i hate playing this game that and i only usually  get 1/7.... By the way I  love you witty, mop, hugh, blue, pixie, seamus (sometimes), na
What Happened To All The Nice Guys?
I found this from someone who posted this on craigslist and I reworded the bitter verbiage but it is something to think about for both men and women..... What Happened to All the Nice Guys?   I see this question posted with some regularity in the personals section, so I thought I'd take a minute to explain things to the ladies out there that haven't figured it out. What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were seeing treated you, sometimes he would help you emotionally and financially when the other guy wouldn't. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little
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    THESE TWO PEOPLE DO NOT PAY UP! They Bid In Auction and then when they win they run! *DO NOT ALLOW THEM TO BID IN YOUR AUCTIONS* ♥§ûßmîVè♥ßîß... ##MARIO ITALY##
Depression
i have had depression for a long time some days are not as bad as others others days it hit hard i have alot of mental issues as well from growing up the way that i did and all the surgery that i had iam seeking help along with my adhd but everytime i do seek help and tell them my issues that iam going thu they keep telling me that iam bi poler what the fuck even my own doctor says iam not bi poler wow i guess people know everything even if they dont know there medical background so iam not sure when ill be able to get my self on meds the last time they give me some pills to coup with my depression it turns out to be almost fatal i was very suicidal and when  my friend went with me down there they said i wont be able to be seen for a few months and when i told them what thos pills did and what would happen if i had another outburst from the meds they said to call 911 wow and here i thought they was there to help so yeah dont take it personaly if i dont talk to you that does not mean i
If Ya Know Me, Yay!!
heyaz peoples, if i ain't on fu and ur bored feel free to hit me up with a txt or something (304)7517240 catch everybody latta This is from an article in the St. Petersburg Times Newspaper on Sunday. The Business Section asked readers for ideas on "How Would You Fix the Economy?" I think this guy nailed it! Dear Mr. President: Please find below my suggestion for fixing America 's economy. Instead of giving billions of dollars to companies that will squander the money on lavish parties and unearned bonuses, use the following plan. You can call it the Patriotic Retirement Plan : There are about 40 million people over 50 in the work force. Pay them $1 million apiece severance for early retirement with the following stipulations: 1) They MUST retire. Forty million job openings - Unemployment fixed. 2) They MUST buy a new American car. Forty million cars ordered - Auto Industry fixed. 3) They MUST either buy a house or pay off their mortgage - Housing Crisis fixed.It can't get any easier
First Auction
Hosting my first auction starting 6-1-09 ending 6-15-09 25k buy in send me ur pic link and offers by 5-29-09> NOW TAKING ENTRIES UNTIL 5-31 PM ME UR OFFERS AND PIC LINK OR FOR MORE INFO
Memorial Day
Golfcat Bloggism
For Who I Am Take As You See It
Fubar #1 Promoter Of The Day!
things that i find sexy! firefighters.                                 harleys/choppers tats the more the better! cowboy hats! blue/green eyes!  dark short hair or no hair at all. guys who have some weight on them being muscler or not. guys who are taller then me(i am 5.6) older men....lol i like them 30ish. boston  accent !  to the bitches who didnt like this blog go fuck ur self! if you must know my bf is a firefighter we met when he saved my life when i was in a car accident in march 2003 and has had my heart for the last six years...he rides a harley is covered in tats(my fav is my name on his chest over his heart) wheres a cowboy hat and nothing esle in the bedroom has the biggest blue eyes shaves his head bald is about 6 ft 225 lbs of man.is older then me by about 16 years...he doesnt have the boston accent but does for me to make me smile.dont be jealous haters!muah!   thanks to all who joined fubar for me,maken me todays top promoter! luv ya!!! 
For Sale...
ill be a good slave and i do housework. im neat and will kiss your feet...if your into that if not ill work on up. own me today before im worth nothing and have a nervous breakdown....hhhhaaaaaaaaaaa...sorry love peace and a bottle of whatever!...xoxoxo new ramblings in about me...

Mc's Blog
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Drama & Bs
Memorial Weekend!!
“True heroism is remarkably sober, very undramatic. It is not the urge to surpass all others at whatever cost, but the urge to serve others at whatever cost.”   This weekend is a time of remberence. Make sure you take some of it to  say thank you-to Veterans, Active Military, and those who never made it home.  And if you're looking for a sight to see, go stop by a National Cemetary. I'm going to Ft.Snelling this weekend, there isn't much that compares to the sight of it. For me, it always brings tears.
My Poetry & Thoughts
Upon the dance floor we grind Lights flashing, minds blown Down your bare back my hot hand slides Shivers through the sweat, buds show Grinding hips gyrate and press to hurt Stiffening desire felt through the beat Feel your nails digging through my shirt My hands through your hair press lips to feel heat Tongues intertwined like serpents in trance Hands exploring all we have to give On the edge as silk spills down my pants Your hand exploring where my desires live Pressing member against you finds it mark Pressure through silk as inhibition falls Eyes close revealing intoxicating sparks Liquid desire unleashed as nirvana calls Falling into my arms with gasp and pant Hearts beat together in rhythm with the song Kiss me tenderly again, don't say you can't Afterglow together swaying without wrong ©2009, C-Wolf Stillness. . .Stillness . . . The quiet of the night, When I am alone, Listening for you, Unaware if you are there, Thinking fondly of you, Missing and ho
Anambas Islands
hello everybody come on joint mith me at fubar
Wonder Block
why would a guy say he loves you when he avoid,lies,dont come over to your house or invite you to anywhere,or ask about your family and friends,ignore the text or phone calls.
Poem
Heres A Thought
never argue with stupid people. they drag you down to thier level and beat you with experience.   the thought of the moment  brought you by our proud sponsers
Random Thoughts
Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew by Ellen Notbohm from the book Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew (2005, Future Horizons, Inc.) Some days it seems the only predictable thing about it is the unpredictability. The only consistent attribute -- the inconsistency. There is little argument on any level but that autism is baffling, even to those who spend their lives around it. The child who lives with autism may look “normal” but his behavior can be perplexing and downright difficult. Autism was once thought an “incurable” disorder, but that notion is crumbling in the face knowledge and understanding that is increasing even as you read this. Every day, individuals with autism are showing us that they can overcome, compensate for and otherwise manage many of autism’s most challenging characteristics. Equipping those around our children with simple understanding of autism’s most basic elements has a tremendou
Is This Govt. Now Socialist?
a theory or system of social organization that advocates the vesting of the ownership and control of the means of production and distribution, of capital, land, etc., in the community as a whole. hence the stimulas package, borrow, but if you default, it belongs to the government.. food for thought, give me youre opinion..
Blogs
Have you experienced pain in your life?THE THOUGHT FOR TODAY IS ABOUT LIFE'S PAIN ..."May you find SERENITY and TRANQUILITY in a world you may not always understand. May the PAIN you have known and the CONFLICT you have experienced give you the STRENGTH to walk through life facing each new situation with COURAGE and OPTIMISM.Always know that there are those whose love and understanding WILL ALWAYS BE THERE, even when YOU FEEL MOST ALONE.  Remember the SUNSHINE when the STORM SEEMS UNENDING."MAY A KIND WORD, A REASSURING TOUCH, AND A WARM SMILE BE YOURS EVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE, AND MAY YOU GIVE THESE GIFTS AS WELL AS RECEIVE THEM!With LOVE and RESPECT my friend, Reginna Describes my life perfectly.It's strange to get up in the middle of the night 4am aroused with thoughts of setting up a blog. Perhaps an act of seeking emoting abilities from what i've lost over the last months of this year. It's stranger when you attempt to loosen yourself from those emotions in days when you were young
My Birthday
Today is my birthday, very esited cant sleep. Hopeng to git what everything that wanting.
Loud Noises
Huck
Fuggin Aso
i gots nothing just wanted to post a blog.
My Random Blogz
B's last BENGE B's Last BengeJust when I thought that my life was headed down the right pathI lost more than a lover,but my best friendNow I'm left to deal with the mess and after mathI opened my heart and let him inHe was there for me when I was aloneand whenever he wanted I answered the phoneit wasn't his body or looks but his friendship everydayhis heart his mind and all his kind generous wayshe always knew what to do when I was sadhe could make me laugh even if he made me madI felt like in him i could trust and dependfound out that i got played in the end  HIS LAST NAME IS BENGE I'm sorry for everything I was! I appologize for everything I am! I appologize for everything I'm not or cant be! I'm sorry I don't understand the decisions u made. I'm sorry that i just can't say that I know how u feel, bc I don't. I will never understand why or how u could make the choices n decisions u made! I'm sorry that I can't make everything all better! I appologize for not knowing how! I'm extr
Funny Or Not U Decide!!!
Wrong Card A new business was opening and one of the owner's friends wanted to send flowers for the occasion. They arrived at the new business site and the owner read the card; it read "Rest in Peace." The owner was angry and called the florist to complain. After he had told the florist of the obvious mistake and how angry he was, the florist said. "Sir, I'm really sorry for the mistake, but rather than getting angry you should imagine this: Somewhere there is a funeral taking place today, and they have flowers with a note saying, 'Congratulations on your new location!!' Roar A little boy was in a relative's wedding. As he was coming down the aisle he would take two steps, stop, and turn to the crowd (alternating between bride's side and groom's side). While facing the crowd, he would put his hands up like claws and roar. So it went, step, step, ROAR, step, step, ROAR all the way down the aisle. As you can imagine, the crowd was near tears from laughing so hard by the time he r
Auction
im taking autction entries until the 31st of may 4pm eastern time so if you want to be in my auction send me a private msg with the link to ur pic and ur offerings and the auction will open on june 1st  and will close on june 14th at 3 pm eastern time dont forget guys tomorrow is my auction so come on by and make ur bids on who u want to buy
Horse Roundup
Saying Goodbye!!!
Love And Loss
Love And Loss

I Got A Good ?????
I thought you were a man, what happened? It really burns me up when a guy claims he's a man un til things get hard! Using the lame excuses and reasons like, because I'm a man, etc. So quick to say they are a man, but acting like one is a total different story.   For example a man that claims he loves you, and has the balls to try and  tell you what  you can or can't do and who you are allowed to see or tries pick your friends. Amazingly when some things happen like he gets you pregnant, or he gets caught cheating on you; where do his balls go then? It's odvious that when things get hard for a man that really isn't a man they tuck there balls and run. Including such lame excuses as, I didn't wanna hurt your feelings. Weird how they had no problem telling you and saying things that hurt your feelings (possibly earlier the same day). Some of these pathetic creatures will even totally ignore you or aren't even smart enough to come up with an excuse or lie. I'm just saying as a female I
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Help A Girl Out =)
So, I had a little bit of drama and hastily deleted my profile but thanks to a good friends conning, I've started over again. I was level 21 before I stupidly deleted my prof. So! How's about helping me level. Just rates and add's and I'll return all the love. =)   Thanks! Found out today I have a tumor on my ovary. I wont know if it's cancer until surgery.   Today is just NOT good.
Be True To Yourself And Who You Are For Others Cannot Do That For You.
Boys truly confuse me and i never know what to expect so for now im just letting things come as they do. i can be unpredictable so don't try to read me before you know me! If you see me i ted to be laughing or smiling cause im just that kinda person..happy =) I'm crazy and outgoing so hope y'all can deal with that. Stop and think about it, its a good thing to sweat the small things,those are the things the really matter!!sweet angela here.. am online now....wanna talk now! heres my addyangela_louis26@yahu.com or angela_louis26@hotmale.com in msni'll wait you there... thanks.......
What To Do?what To Do?
Roxie,my sweet,where are you?Why are you avoiding me like the plague?What did I do to make you leave me so?Even if I was acting moody,or upset,is that any reason to just dump me like that?I thought real friends stick by eachother no matter what...especially if their friend is upset or something.They don't just leave 'em alone.And to be honest,I don't even care about that.What bothers me is that you think I've left statuses about you,insulting you.I would NEVER treat you that poorly....ever.Why aren't  we talking to eachother anymore?Is this really how you want things to be between us?Why?What were all the things we talked about?Did they mean nothing to you?You know I treated you like a princess,and you know you were my kitten.Doesn't that matter to you.Don't I matter to you?
Trucking Over The Usa
this my life i'm a truck driver and i'm all over the usa i like some time it can get bad out here it is my job i get to see the usa and get payed to do so i'm good at what i do lol so if like truck driver u hit me up on my im it is tommieboy27@yahoo.com i taking pics of the usa so i will put them up here as son as i can
Im This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy. but because she wants to be closer to you...I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more then inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant...I'm the girl who says, "ok, you owe me..."Jokingly not because I acutually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you...I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you...I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet things you do for me...I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have...I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...I'm
Redrum
Juggalo FamilyI dont care if you tant me or tease meI dont care if you use me and abuse meI always keep my hatchet up in the airI look around and see ninjas and ninjalettes everwereYou look around and dont see shitMy family of ninja and ninjalettes hide high and farI know that each and ever singel one of them will have my back when I fallWont leave me like your pussy ass friendSo juggalos and Juggalettes keep your hatchet raisedYour Faygo botttles filledAnd your blunts rolledNEVER EVER let thoses other hoes see ya die Dressed in all Jet Black with straight Maniac Contacts... just pass me the axe! Hellraisers and Fire-blazers!Ones who flipped trail-blazersOne whos wrestled aligators!BATTLED TERMINATORS!The Juggalos With StandingAxe-murder the high demandingWe are the JuggalosWe have those who will go to Shangri-LaN those who will visit hell's pitThe low down inconsideritI tell you to take a seatListen n sing along my wicked beatOr I'll punch you in the assN BDT you in the s
Update On Me
Cherrybomb Or Auto 11 Giveaway
Life Sucks
ok so my life isnt going anywhere any more and i hate how i dont have anything to do anymore so ya here a list of y i hate my life 1:no friends to hang with in public 2nly a few friends online/out of state so not alot i can do with them 3:no job,car,own home,money 4:no gf been looking for almost 5 yrs nonstop in public and online no luck and im thinking of stoping cause no1 wants me or wants to try to go out i dont care if we not work out i just want to try and make work if anything 5:nothing to do all day but eat,sleep,iming,music (this is wat i do all day every day of 24 hrs looks like this 5 hrs of sleep 7hrs online and a few hrs in all for eating,bathroom,watching tv so ya i dont do anything fun just basic stuff...) 6:no life 7:fam thats not really fun or loving anymore 8-15:etc.... so im thinking of getting off this site and all sites im on cause im not getting friends i can hang with and also im not getting a gf so i may end this pf within 5 days and then all othe
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End Of Days
End Of Days
        Innocent smile      The innocent smile, so bright and calm. It lasts forever through out the time. one dark hour for the brightest eternity. Time will mend all wounds, but the oh so bright innocent smile with heal the scars. Day after day, night after night, nightmares will come. Just lay there in rememberence of that bright beautiful smile. So calming and soothing. So happy and joyful. What might of been a lost for now is an eternal gain. Because after all, the life you once lost will once be resumed.                                                                                  By: Brian Hundertmark aka Saint                                                                                                2/24/2011 12:09 a.m Im tired of this life that i liveeverytime i wake up i want to put that gunto my head. dreams of
Thank You!
I want to thank EVERYONE that has visited me for showing me love and helping me out. You guys are AWESOME!!! Thank you Thank you! I would take my hat off toyou but I dont have one on, so I will take my shirt off instead! BEWBIES!!!!! LOL (h) ...Oh! and special love to Dan. I love you shuga!
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Tattooless: A Minority Of One?
That's right. I am a clean slate. No tattoos. No nothing. It's not that I don't like them, I think they are cool as hell in a 'I'll look and thats cool but no thanks' kinda way. I've just never had any real "want" to get one. Couple that with some sort of fear of needles and well..yea..here I am at 35 and no tattoo. As I get older, I am realizing I don't know anyone else without a tattoo or peircing of some sort. Oh I am sure they are out there, but I think they are afraid to come out. Like not having a tattoo or peircing is looked down upon by society as a whole and if discovered you will be drug through town, stoned, and then promptly have your respective genitalia branded (no, I don't have that either) before they tattoo a giant red "T" on your chest.I've long known many people consider tattoos "hot". Since I've been on fubar, I hear this from my friends daily. I used to think tattoos were considered "hot" because it was something of a tabboo, and only the baddest of the bad had the
Peice Of Crap Computer!!!!
Club Velocity
come to club velocity for music and relax for a whole   http://www.fubar.com/lounge/66921
Graffiti
http:/taggraffitialphabet.net     check this out!
Houses
I wanted this townhome I found in Rancho Cucamonga that was going for around 240k.  I bid 250 and went up to 255 and lost out, probably to someone who offered all cash! I cannot win in California!  Too many people with money while I struggle just to own.  Oh well, I still have a job.  I keep looking every weekend, put in my offers on the weekday, rinse and repeat until I finally get a place.  Eventually one will slip through the cracks, but it is brutal to do this, school, work, work out and right now, move!
A Poem...
I was in class this Tuesday evening, and an assignment in class was to write a poem about ourselves.  We were given the title "I Come From..." and we were to build from there and see where our minds brought us.  She also informed us that it did not have to rhyme.  After she said that, she told us we had 20 minutes and left the room.  What am I going to write?  Here is my outcome... I come from a broken home Yet that is not all I've known Surrounded by family that cares New thoughts were often dared Importance of working hard Learned at an early age Daily tending to field and yard Never confined, never caged As in physical work, academic was to match Earn each grade to life's new latch Let dreams build your future While making sure to find your right suitor Melody and rhyme Completely fill my mind Music is a part of my upbringing Musical instruments, but I am left with only my singing Dreams of being a professional performer A few years ago I begun the journey to come closer Strong
Leaving!
Im leaving!       Wicked
Wtf!
As i sit with little to do,my mind is filled with thoughts of u,as i work hard through out the day,i miss your smile that's mile's away!As i lie down and try too sleep,it's merories of u i will always keep.U must know this,That my love is true,and that i will spend all my time missin' u! I keep it real and that's a promice.I may be a bitch but at least im honest.When i walk by u stop and stare,well keep lokin'because i don't care.I have my own life and style.Not trying to please u or make you u smile!When it come's to compotition you are out,now shut your haten ass and keep me out of your mouth.....To all my haters! I am outspoken,opionated,and determined,i want what i want and there's nothing wrong with that!So just try to stomp on me,try to douse my inner flame,try to squash every once of beauty i hold with in me........... You won't succeed,and if that makes me a bitch so be it,i embrace the title,and am proud to bear it!!!
I Can't Mumm, But I Can Blog
I love huge tits, kiss my ass fuckers.     REPORT THAT SHIT TO BABY FAGJOOOOOOS :)
Could It Be Any Harder
Head towards starlight upon this stellar sky,Monarchs hold freedom within orange wings,Fly away into the distance never turn back,Exemption is yours do not fear your future.Bounded to iron, an attached concrete floor,Darkness falls as moonlight becomes you,A locket warn to represent his heart to her,As candle wax drips onto burnt parchment.Her respiring is suffocated gasping for air,Becoming warn like rose petals eventually;they deteriorate without the care they need.As she whispers" Could it be any harder;.........................To breathe without you"
Testing
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Secrets Tattooed Upon Your Tongue
The forgonedampens my bones,suspended before owl eyes.Choosing to mock mewith affection,never mine.I, of course crumblefor venom loves these veins.Keeping secrets tattooedupon tonguecautiously away. Have you ever felt a heart beat? in truth it never brakes. The pit where butterflies roambecomes a haven for insecurity.I have,of course witnessed the past,present and the future.Yet bounded is what I aminside the pages of you. Left right,up down. Down up,right left.Slow, fastfast slow.You, I.I and you. And I of course crumble,but in truth I never brake.for it's just a metaphor in my mind to keep me safe.
Funnies
An old nun Who was living in a convent next to a construction site Noticed the coarse language of the workers And decided to spend some time with them to correct their ways.   She decided she would take her lunch, Sit with the workers And talk with them.   She put her sandwich in a brown bag And Walked over to the spot where the men were eating.   She walked up to the group and with a big smile said: "and do you men know Jesus Christ?"      They shook their heads and looked at each other very confused.   One of the workers looked up into the steelworks and yelled out,     "Anybody up there know Jesus Christ?"   One of the steelworkers yelled down     'why'?   The worker yelled back,     "Cos his wife's here with his lunch" During a visit to the mental asylum, I asked the "Director how do You determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized." 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, the
Hi Sexi Girls
Life
Maya Angelou said this:"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights."I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life."I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance."I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back."I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."I've learned
Bad Moon Rising
I once twirled the moonin the palm of my hand,transfixed was Iby the spirit in your eyes.Antique was his heart.You feared eternitymore than existence alone,never did I emphasizeuntil you handed meyour immortality...Like kryptonite it drained me.He vanished only;to dance with gravityI was pensivewhile he was released.Stellar became afflictive,darkness was my home.May I show you something?Let me exhibit moonlight,yes, across the floor.Let me allow you to seewhere we sat...-On the eve of confession-and yet I was hung,from the edge of the moon,Not understanding my deathas I was cursed with eternity."Immortality only exists,in the heart of the beholder.And in my absence you managed,only to lose your heart"I was vulnerable.We were twobut were we ever as one?I once saw a bad moon rising,though it was beautiful after all.Forever we dance. We are eternity. (For my sister n her heart) I love you n everything will work
Im So New
well, im new, obviously. so i am just here to make friends and talk with interesting people.
This Tattoo
Embedded markings, A name written in my skin, Memories I've been holding, Memories I can't throw in the garbage bin! A carved-out scar, Leaving me to endure, Crying like the sound of an electric guitar, Can't you see you're my only cure?! Implanted dreams, Going in a rewind in my head, Hear my unheardable screams! I've been haunted by everything you said! Printed words that you used to say, Still hanging around in my room, Reading it saddens my day, Someday I'll bring it in my tomb... Engraved feelings in my heart, For longest time it's still you! In my life you've been a big part, Unforgettable and unerasable like a TATTOO!
On Everything.
I've always liked green eyes or blue eyes, probably because most of us do not have them. It wasnt until recently that I decided that I like brown eyes too. The dark brown ones that everyone seems to have and that no one gets complimented on unless it is by the owner of a green or blue pair. It was when I learned that people with green and blue eyes are lacking a specific gene that allows there eyes to have color, making them the ones with colorless eyes, that I decided we, the brown-eyed, were the special ones, that we held the color. It is not just that that has lead me to the fondness of such a popular eye color, it was when I looked into a pair of  brown jewels and realized how you can look into brown eyes forever and get lost. Brown eyes are full, complicated, and deep; you can hide much and see all through them and thats what makes them special. So now, my brown eyed counterparts, revel in the marvelous pools that are your shutters to the world and moments in time, for they are fu
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Operation Graduation
My oldest son in spite of all the obstacles placed in his path by his mother and some bad choices that he made finally graduated from High school on May 18, 2009.  I am proud of him of that.   It was not pretty, was not gracefully but he did graduate.  Now he is on a new journey, his choices, his hard work and he has limited Excuses.    I told him that I will see him graduate again where is his choice, either from College or Basic  training from one of the 4 services…. The choice is up to him   :-D.  And Yes I am deadly serious about that part. Phase 1.  Pick up from Shelby and to Southaven. In the infinite wisdom and the public relations game our command decided to give the soldiers whose family members were graduating from school a 36 hour pass to attend.    Yeah the suck part of the equation is that we are not allowed to have own cars down here and so somebody has to pick us up or we have to get some type of commercial transportation.    However this obstacle or challenge c
Deus Of Amotors
My Rant Of The Day
                                       I’m stuck in a closed minded, self righteous, bible thumping society.  How does this make me the crazy one for believing in my own self enlightenment and not in a two-thousand year old fairy tail?  What if you’re wrong and this is the only life you’ll have?  What if you’ve been to busy trying to please the sky for a place in it when you should’ve been living for the moment with your feet on the ground?  Why not take life by the horns and do what makes your heart happy instead of putting all your faith in a place that might not be there in the end?  You don’t need the sky to forgive you your foibles when you should embrace who you are and live life accordingly.  Treat others as you want to be treated and they should reciprocate.  A smile gets a smile and a frown gets a frown.   It’s not hard to believe in a universe formed out of coincidence when science and liner thinking come into play.  Though I gues
Need Fubucks? Click Here!
Need some Fu-Bucks?   Try this! 10,000 for every 100 "10" pic rates. 15,000 for every 100 "11" pic rates. Rating NSFW pics does NOT count! PM me when finished, and let me know which folder(s) you rated pics in.    
What I've Learned...
My mom died on May 5, 2009....I have learned so much from her life and her death.  I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve, and yet close off at the same time.  But I have learned that life is too short to waste it being unhappy and if there is anything in life making me unhappy I will change it.  I accept and work on forgiving myself for every mistake I've made so far in life and will work from this point on to not make choices that will lead me to have to live in regret.  While looking at photo's with my dad that I brought of my mom, he looked at me with tears in his eyes and said, "You know what I've learned the most out of all this? that there are no do over's"  It broke my heart because I know there is so much my mom and dad would do differently now...but I will not waste the lesson he was speaking of....I will wear my heart on my sleeve even if it gets crushed, I choose to have the courage to do that...when I love someone, I will tell them...when I don't like someone, I will not was
Make An Income From Home
Car Of The Future??
  What you might be driving soon...    http://www.professorbainbridge.com/professorbainbridgecom/2009/05/what-the-future-of-american-motoring-will-look-like.html
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Who Am I ?
The Old Man's Physical
Who am I?I ask myself, a question heavy on my mind. Who am I?A person? Am I really one of a kind?Do I laugh because I am happy?Do I cry because I am blue?Do I sigh when I am tired?Do I really sing when I am inspired? Do I show sympathy when someone's in pain?Am I hard to read, easy to comfort, difficult to persuade. Am I completely insane?Who can answer these questions? I'd like to know, sit and listen to your suggestions.Is there anyone beside myself who can really tell me why?What I'm doing, what I'm trying, why I laugh when I also want to cry? Do I seem impulsive or am I very shy?I'd like to know these things because sometimes I feel lost.I don't know who I am right now. I don't know where, when or how. I'm sure it will all come back to me. I'm sure I will be fine. I'm sure. I guarantee. It's just sometimes. Sometimes these things are hard to define.   A 70-year-old man goes to the doctor's for a physical. The doctor runs some tests and says to the man, ''Well, everything seems t
New Here And Need Friends!
Hello everyone... new here and trying to figure this whole thing out.  I know nobody here and I was really hoping to draw some attention and make some friends.... drop me a line... until then... have a great day
Idk...lets See...hi My Name Is..chole
I have no idea what to put in here...but...I guess Im just going to raddle on about something...This is my first blog...so POP! goes the cherry...lol Anyways...its Thristy Thursday and I plan to do my fair share of drinking...anyways...Hope you enjoy my first blog!
Its Me And None Other Than Me
"just nothing to say!"
Poetry
This poem I'll give no real introduction, except to say that it was written some months ago. It's one of my favourites - not for content, but for the fact that at the time, this encapsulated -exactly- how I felt about something, and someone, and thus is one of my very best. I feel it strives for the emotions it speaks of without ever over emphasising them; it is to me both subtle and strong, and this is how I wish all my poetry was.     But Shh, Say I     Quiet I keep the many thoughtsThat roil and tumble, in squalls and storms.Hello say I, to thee, and ask the simple question:Say I, "How are you today?" and let it be as mayAnd answer simple doth return to me - nary a suggestionOf what in me, lurks today.Let us joke and titter, giggle and cackle,Let me paper cracks of awkwardness,Let us swiftly fall to silence,While into the fire my thoughts I toss to crackle,No stress:Merely abience.O, but what if I were to say,All the thoughts I had today;What if to tumble out I let,Each pond
Funnies
Everyone who has a dog calls him rover or boy, I call mine sex.  Now sex has been very embarrassing to me. Last night sex ran off again.  I spent several hours looking for him.  A cop came over to me and asked "What are you doing in this alley at 4:00am in the morning"?  I said I was looking for sex....my court case comes up monday morning.   When I went to City Hall to renew his dog license I told the clerk I would liek to have a license for sex.  He said "I'd like to have one too."  Then I said "but this is a dog".  He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then I said "you dont understand.....I've had sex since I wasnine years old".  He said I must have been quite a kid.   When I decided to get married, I told the minister I wanted to have sex at the wedding.  He told me to wait untill later.  I said "but sex has played a big role in my life, and my whole life style revolved around Sex".   He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life, and would not marry us in his ch
Cannabis Career Institute On The News
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Alot of times we find ourselves looking to find someone who'll be there not usually for any reason at all; normally we choose to do it too feel and hope to make our lives easier. Some of you out on Fubar; already have come to realize I am not like alot of men out there. Conversations have always been meant for just that; assuming respect comes from both ends. Yes it's common for people to flirt and the degree of doing it is one thing --limits are another. Friendship & family is what they say on here; is that what it really is though? I see alot of women on here doing much more then that...And then whine and complain when they get those assholes saying what they say. I realize I am just me and nothing to good to look at; at least I am real.   All in all if you want to know me it's cool. I flirt and stuff but thats where it stay's. Granted depending on how and who you are; helps in deciding what you are too me. Love me or hate me your choice.   A mind that can float about in a worl
Mike
surgery over...he now has a trache...a vocal cord was crushed and another severed due to the cancer being so wrapped around thyroid...4th stage....said 6 months without treatment...doing a full body and brain scan friday...i am just beside myself..in shock...devastated and hurt byond belief...i had hope this morning...now it is slowly fading...but trying my best to hang in there we have a 9 yr old son that will b devastated when i decide to tell him which will b a while yet....all prayers needed....ty....i will b on and off .. most prob off for a few days....i am spent in every direction and have to absorb this...xo...lisa the cancer in question...if ur interested...;) Thyroid Cancer: Anaplastic Cancer The Least Common Thyroid Cancer This page includes more advanced information on a specific type of thyroid cancer. . . Anaplastic Thyroid Cancer. Please read our Introduction to Thyroid Cancer page first which gives a general overview of all types of thyroid cancer sin
Mobile Bill!
I was suffering from a Migraine earlier so I went to go lay down, in a dark and cold place. I was laying there feeling better when out of no where Nakita the beast jumped on to the bed and started obsessively licking my face... As sweet as this might be shes a. not allowed on furniture and b. licking so much her tongue is getting dry and my face has become numb.. I figured it was time to get back up and see how my so called fu friends had faired without me. Apparently you all live your own lives, because non of you were waiting anxiously for my return..... Before heading to the basement, I saw my mail lady out of the corner of my eye... Let me tell you about my mail lady, shes sweet and elderly but probably has thighs of steel. She loves Nakita I'm not sure why but she always takes time to give her love and a cookie. Nakita being the bitch she is first growls at her then realizes this is the lady that gives me treats and jumps up on her.. (also not acceptable behavior). The Mail la
Tcotso Entries (!)
(This episode took place on June 27, 2009.)Well, after my first foray into the Fruit Kingdom of Love, I wanted to try something new.The store where I bought the plantain also had cantalopes for sale for $1 each, so I got one.The first thing I did was to cut a hole and, again, scoop out the flesh behind it, and cut a slit in the opposite side.I watched another porn movie (The Liars Club), grabbed the melon, and went to town.  Due to problems encountered, though, I once again stopped using the fruit and used my hands.Here's a picture the finished product.PROS:  I loved the weight and shape of the cantalope.  It made it feel like I was holding a woman's head while she was giving me a blowjob.  The flesh gripped my dick pretty well.CONS:  There's a big hollow space in the center of the melon.  In addition, I kept hitting the back side of the melon.  Afterwards, there was a dimple there.If I were to use a melon again, I might choose a small, seedless watermelon or else fill the cantalope wi
Columbia Industrial Night
 Hello all! I am DJ Dark Horse from Dark Horse Leather and the Columbia MO Goth / industrial night. I would like to welcome everyone to join us at the SOCO Club in Columbia Mo for our once a month Friday night event starting in January 2011. The Club is Located at 128E Nifong Bvld Columbia MO 65205 The event starts at 9pm, and there is no cover before 9pm. After 9pm there is a cover of $5 for 18+ and $3 for 21+ I will be posting the other two scheduled DJs at a later date. For now, I DJ Dark Horse will spin as one of 3 for the night, along with selling leather gear and footwear. Dates for Industrial night: TBA   The Columbia Goth / Industrial scene has grown to many members. On any given scheduled Friday night event, over 150 people are in attendence. DJ Dark Horse and DJ Larry K keep you very well entertained with Goth / Industrial, EBM and Aggrotech music. New to each event, starting 2011, there will be themes to each night and more entertainment as well. I will post the 2011 s
You Belong With Me
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upsetShe's going off about something that you saidShe doesnt get your humour like I doI'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday nightI'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt likeAnd she'll never know your story like I doBut she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirtsShe's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachersDreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and findThat what you're lookin for has been here the whole timeIf you could see that I'm the one who understands youBeen here all along so why can't you see?You belong with meYou belong with meWalkin the streets with you in your worn out jeansI cant help thinking this is how it ought to beLaughing on the park bench thinkin to myselfHey isnt this easy?And you've got a smile that could light up this whole townI havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you downYou say you find I know you better than thatHey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?She wears high heels, I wear sneakersShe's cheer c
The Fubar 12 Step Program Through My Eyes
    *  Step 1 - We admitted we were powerless over our addiction - that our lives had become unmanageable on the fu    * Step 2 - Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity, yay baby j is useful afterall!    * Step 3 - Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of others in distress with the same fu addiction.    * Step 4 - Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves, which doesnt include unblocking of the doosh's we have came across.    * Step 5 - Admitted to baby j, to ourselves and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.    * Step 6 - Were entirely ready to have baby j remove all these defects of character & user settings.    * Step 7 - Humbly asked baby j to remove our shortcomings, more mail for him?..    * Step 8 - Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to MOST of them.    * Step 9 - Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so w
Come Get Double Teamed
Who doesnt like to get double teamed? I know you do so heres the deal You got a Princess and a Bratte wanting to double team you!! thats double the spankings, double the sweet loving and even double the fu-luvin. All you have to do it is "help us Spread our Wings"which is not that hard to do right? while your there A/F/r if u havent done so already After that the lovings will begin!! Trust me when i say this." you will not regret it at all" this is the best 2 fus around!!! ♥ஜ♥þrïñ¢ê§§ Ìrï§hï§hê¥ê§♥ஜ♥@ fubar♥Bratte♥ Owned By ♥Photobug & Devilrocker♥@ fubar Show them both some love! let the spankings begin .lol
Crazy Ppl On Fubar
Wish I had saved the first part of this convo, but oh well..   bethy221: Seriously though, stop bein so pushy...bethy221: Im already married and have a man at home... online, I dont need someone given me shit all the time.NameChanged: i know ugg i have cancerNameChanged: need freinds sorrybethy221: what does cancer have anything to do with private pictures?? or calling you?Namechanged: i jst asked im sorrybethy221: its not so much that you asked.. but you asked then got all pushy with me..NameChanged: just say noNamechanged: i did im sorryNamechanged: wrong of mebethy221: Im cool with bein friends.. but damn..Namechanged: i messed upNamechanged: when you dont feel good u dont think strraightNamechanged: i see you block me on fubarNamechanged: all you had to do was say noNamechanged: i never would have brought it up agianNamechanged: that how i amNamechanged: are you going to talk to me agian ?Namechanged: i need to go home and puke now stressed out im sorry i hope to be freinds agian
The Smoke Room For Grown Ppl
i need all of u to rate me and all the other stuff help a brother out please ppl   who gives head on here
The Most Beautiful Thing
the ROAD of LIFE & a JOURNEY of FATE As I travel down this Road of LIFE,  I look 'round, and see not a Soul in sight. Feeling all alone, wondering if i took a wrong turn, so i slow it down, try to look at my Map so tattered and torn Full of self-doubt,not trusting the way i took,but how can it not be right when its gotten this far...... Not sure what to do,or which way to go, feeling quite LOST, i resign myself, to accepting the fact, i must go this Alone, why i don't understand, traveling in a pair , i cannot command...... So i get up, dust self off, take a deep breathand getting ready to go...down the Road of Life.....STILL all Alone...... But before I can start again,I can Feel before I see, a Strongand Gentle HAND reaching out and grabbing mine, startled, i look up into the Eyes of a Handsome Stranger, who looks 'lil LOST, like He'd been traveling Alone too....... He offers me smile and wipes a smudge of dirt off my cheek and asks...."Fair Maiden, why is it that You trav
Oh My Oh My
i have found through friends and myself that because some of you pay for this site or things on this site that you make such a huge deal over pictures and salutes! i have looked at many many a fake profile picture on here and the person has no salute and they have leveled up and up!!!!!!! ok here u go to so you can see some of that pichunter.com there is one picture on particular of a blonde girl in a mirror that so many woman have used so everybody sit down shut up and go about your lives! quite frankly i wanna know how people say they are working and sitting on this site, my boss would fire me! kissessssss
Fake Ass People On The Internet
Does anybody realizes how many fake ass people is on fubar.Come on Fubar is letting people move up in the ranks because the are VIP's.Take a look at there site and they made a salute with there computers.Is there any site that really takes having real people talking to real people.To see what I'm talking ,do asearch under names and search for freedom.should be on the second page.Rank disciple.Not one real salute.These people are ruining FUBAR for the rst of us.If more people complained to the admin's we would have a better experience
Two Faced People..
I have had my fair share of fuckers in my life but this past year I found myself with an unusual amount.  Now some have come clean about their two faced-ness and while I appreciate that it still just shows me how you really are.  It took me calling you out about it to own up to it.  Otherwise you would have been perfectly content talking shit about me behind my back.  No matter tho' cause there is nothing anyone can say about me that will make or break me. In my life I have always tried to be real with people.  To let them know exactly how I feel and where they stand with me.  I have never once acted fake with someone.  Either I like you or I hate your guts there is no middle ground with me.  And that's usually how people are with me.  Just so you know it didnt hurt me to hear that you said you were glad he dumped me to be with her because you know what?  I am extremely glad how things worked out.  It was truly the best thing for me.  At the time I couldnt see that, but being away fr
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HEY EVERYONE, i JUST WANT TO SAY THANKS FOR EVERYONE BEiN' NiCE TO ME ON HERE, AND i HOPE THE PPL THAT i CHATTED WiT ARE GONNA BE OKAY, AND HAPPY TOGETHER, i JUST WANTED TO HELP, JUST TELLiN' YA'LL THANKS AGAiN MAYBE i MiGHT GET LUCKY AND HAVE MY LOVE COME BACK TO ME!!!!!    WELL i WAS JUST SAYiN', iT MiGHT HAPPEN LOL, BUT iF iT DON'T iT'S ALL GOOD i WiLL BE FiNE, THANKS AGAiN TO ALL MY FU-BUDDiES   :)
Me Stasha Is Yu Stasha!
I've figured out a cool way to share some of my e-book collection with my Fu-Friends! Visit my Dunno & Joke Stashes to increase your collections! I've also got a shit-ton of e-comics that I will sort and post some of the gems for youse.
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Blog 3
Who Knew???1. To remove a bandage painlessly,saturate the bandage with vodka.The stuff dissolves adhesive.2. To clean the caulking aroundbathtubs and showers,fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka,spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean.The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew.3. To clean your eyeglasses,simply wipe the lenses with a soft,clean cloth dampened with vodka.The alcohol in the vodka cleansthe glass and kills germs.4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodkaand letting your safety razor bladesoak in the alcohol after shaving.The vodka disinfects the bladeand prevents rusting.5. Spray vodka on wine stains,scrub with a brush, and then blot dry.6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka toyour face as an astringent to cleanse theskin and tighten pores.7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo.The alcohol cleanses the scalp,removes toxins from hair,and stimulates the growth of healthy hair.8. Fill a sixteen-ounce trigger-spray bottlewi
First
Someone I Met Who I Think Is Cool
80's Movie Characters?
As usual this Monday was suppose to bring us all a little closer as Fu friends and allow the inner dork to come screaming out...But alas you Americans will be celebrating a holiday. I struggle with whether or not I should, like you ignore the fact that you have a holiday and play on. Considering no one cared to postpone Sci fi day when it was Victoria day.... You did me a great injustice. I feel a little used that none of you stuck up and said Wicked will not be there i wont play.... I on the other hand have a sympathetic heart and I'm willing to move Mondays theme day to Tuesday... just this once.. All in favour please state your name, character and a yes for Tuesday... All still wanting to play Monday state that.... I don't do mumms, its scary and i have very thin skin hence why i blog.. I'm sensitive!!! I will just so you know be playing Kira from Xanadu, because my love of leg warmers and roller skates will go to the grave with me... Kira (Xanadu) = me Jack (Big Trouble
The Negligible Notions
I was no more than 8 then. life was relatively easy, did some homework, dodged most and spent the time left in aimlessly walking around with friends and cousins or play. meal times, frequent meal times were the times we sat down. on one such summer afternoon my cousin and me, found a man no more than a skeleton covered in skin on the ground by the street, his head was held up by a lady in a white dress with blue border. another lady, similarly attired, was trying to feed this man some steamed rice. they were missionaries of charity, a Mother Teresa run organisation. my cousin, scared by the visual it was, ran away. the man was making no effort of his own. he had been hungry for so long that he did not have the strenght to eat. his eyes, half closed looked vacantly at the bowl of rice, within his reach and yet.... the lady holding the man's head started to cry. her tears, almost equally swiftly rolled down her face and closed in on her chin. the other lady kept asking the man to try a
My Software
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Boogiemane
i need to get buzz hey ladies if u want to be friends hit me up
20012 President
2012 Candidate For President Bill Cosby has a great way of distilling things. Looks like he's done it again! I HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE. HERE IS MY PLATFORM:(1) 'Press 1 for English' is immediately banned. English is the official language. Speak it or wait at the border until you can.(2) We will immediately go into a two year isolationist posture to straighten out the country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use the Wal-Mart  policy, 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.'(3) When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it.(4) All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our many observation towers on the southern border (six month tour). They will be under strict orders not to fire on   
Cum Join Me
Bubbles
The first one is a bit more classical and I think I may try too hard at it...   Change Winds of change come sweepingTheir breath a gentle breezeWillow branches weepingAnd oak leaves barely sneeze Grasses bow beneath the weightOf transparent changes' passingChange of seasons' quickening gaitTurbulence no longer lacking The longer the winds blow unheededMore resistant to the galeThe more damage done excessiveAnd more likely one is to fail So when the gentle sighing kissesThe skin of your upturned faceBe sure to note it, lest you miss itHasten your collective pace   The second is a bit more edgy, I think.  I dunno.  Wrote these between classes, so I didn't spend much time on them.  That's always the best work, though.  lol. Do this Don't make me do thisI don't wanna do thisWhy do I always do this?Please don't make me do this Get your act together girlBefore this falls apartBefore you fall apartWhen everything unfurls You always end up this wayWanting ever to goNever can you st
Lounge Reviews Report
Auctions
YOU CHOOSE AUCTION   IM STARTING AN AUCTION AS SOON AS I GET 15 ENTIRESTHIS AUCTION WILL GO TILL EACH PERSON THAT ENTERS ACCEPTS A BID YES YOU GET TO DECIDE WHEN YOUR AUCTION ENDS UNLESS IT GOES OVER 2 WEEKS THEN I WILL END IT JUST LIKE MY LAST AUCTION THIS ONE COST 50K TO ENTER AND THE BEGINNING BID WILL START AT 100K YOU WILL ALSO CHOOSE IF YOU WANT CASH BIDS TO OUT DO FU $$$ BIDS THE WAY  YOU CHOOSE THAT IS TO JUST LEAVE A COMMENT ON YOUR AUCTION PHOTO SAYING WHAT BID IS THE TOP BID I WILL BE WATCHING THE AUCTION AND ANY DRAMA WILL GET YOU KICKED OUT WITH NO REFUND IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN JOINING PLEASE JUST SEND YOUR OFFER AND A PHOTO LINK ALL VIA FUPAL TO KEEP IT SIMPLE I REALLY HATE MAIL SO THE LESS THERE IS THE BETTER I WILL NOTIFY YOU WHEN THE AUCTION STARTS THANKS    
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Friends List
If you are on my friends list I expect to hear from you... if i do not hear from you you will be removed from my friends list. I am interested in real people. I am not here for point whoring!
Why I Write
Lets Servesome Justice
Please Read and Sign in his Memory: 3 yr old brutally tortured and murdered         For His Memory Do you remember February 1993 in England , when a young boy of 3 was taken from a Liverpool shopping centre by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second, Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mummy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes, pushed batteries up his anus and cut his fingers off with scissors. Other mutilations were inflicted but not reported in the press. Remember, a 3 year old cannot possibly defend themselves against a 10 year old, let alone of 2 them. What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to iden
Charlie
looking for a friend to talk to somebody show some luv a new chapter of my life has began, who will be the first?
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Hospital Beds
My grandmother is in the hospital, dying slowly from a smaller than normal heart. Please keep her in your prayers as she struggles through this fight. Love ya Granny. -Ben
Get To Know Me
Greeting all FUBAR patrons!!!!! I know I am one of the new drunks here, but what I cant understand about this place (more over some of the patrons) is you want photos to be rated so you may move up in status or for whatever reasons, but you put one photo of yourself on your default folder, followed by other stuff that does not even pertain to you, then place all your other photos in a private photo album for only a few select to view and rate. Kinda defeats the purpose dont it? First off, my name is Michael and I am 43 years old. I am on here to make friends and that is it. I am respectful of others rights to privacy and expect the same. I am not into all the drama and racial BS that is going on in the world. With that being said, I am a very laid back easy going guy who does not act my age, I like to have fun and know not to cross the line. Yes I will look at your NSFW photos and make comments, but they are meant to be respectful and somewhat amusing. If I offend anyone, it is not i
Oregon
I been here two days in Oregon with my family My baby sister Bethany, My Son Joshua, My neice Angel aka Monique, My Nephew Connor, and Bethany's Hunny Travis. I spent the last two days haveing a freaking ball playing with my son Who turns 9 on the 25th I taken so many pic's that i cant wait to get leveled up or my Vip back so i can add a ton of new pic's of all of them. Bethany and Travis Have 5 kids between them counting my son Joshua. They both are full time College Students and Travis is manger were he works. They are so maid for each other its kinda funny concedering my sister is very picky about the men she lets into her life. I will be adding pic's of them all when i get home in June so till then hope you all are great and i will be on again soon  Tiff
Watever U Wanna Call It
Today in a breeze I sensed your perfume  But you were nowhere near. And in reverie, I felt you holding me. And even in my dreams I shake from the fear Of truth being swept away By the rhythm of the waves u whisper in my ears.
My Beginning
Hello everyone, I'm Will, pleased to meet ya.....I can't figure much out about this site, maybe a few new friends could help me out eh? If anyone happens to read this, you should add me!
Chasing White Rabbits
I wake in the mornings with thoughts of the night before. Visions of chasing white rabbits and green monsters are all I think about. Thoughts of seeing myself in a mirrow behind bars of white as smoke rises from my chair. Haunting images of being behinde enemy lines while tring to catch a white rabbit with a hollow tube. The closer I get to the white rabbit the worse i feel but for some reason I just can't help myself. The chase goes on for hours and in the end, when I finally catch that white rabbit, I fall into a sea of confusion. I look at myself in the mirrow only to see a man who has sold his soul for just a few hours of happiness. The person looking back at me is not the same person I see in the mornings when i waken from a night of sher bliss. Instead all I see is pain because though the rabbit brings happiness for a short while, its after effects are torture. My head swims with thoughts of chaseing that rabbit again as my stomache rolls in pain. I try to eat but the food doesnt
Snow White Is Dead
I walked the nights looking for your sweet embrace. I kissed your lips and you just turned away. I kissed you again and you laughed in my face. I touched your pale white skin and in return you walked away. I spent sleepless nights waiting to inhale your luring aroma once more but you never showed. I paced the floor all day and night waiting for an answer but none never showed. I laughed at the thought of any other takeing your place. I can still remember the way you shined with dimonds all over your body. I can remember the taste of your skin and the smell. I sat waiting for you for three days but you never showed. I feel I have taken a path that has been worn down from countless souls caught in your trap. I stop to look at the carnage I made after spending time with you my love and I feel it is time for this snow white fairy tale to end. I close my eyes and think of all the pain that came with meeting you. I can not take the pain anymore my white queen.....it is makeing me crazy. I kn
The End
The air exscapes my lungs and I fall to the ground to my knees. Tears start rolling down my cheek as i look up at the sky with rain hitting me in the face. I ask god  why he puts so much pressure on one man and expects him to be happy. I get no answer in return, just more rain and tears. I grab my chest and  and stare down to the ground. I feel the mud between my fingers and the wetness of the rain and the cold breeze. I close my eyes and think of everyone and everything and come to the conclusion that I am the cause of thier misery. I am the reason they cry. I am the man they fear. I think of going and getting my gun but that would be to quik, I need to feel the pain. I think of hanging myself but if my neck didnt snap then I would still be alive and have a slight chance of being saved. I think of takeing pills but you have to take to many and there is still a slight chance of liveing. I reach in my pocket and feel the knife between my fingers. I pull the knife out and open it. I star
Through The Eyes Of A Dieing Man
I set on the brink of destruction with cold steel in my hands. I watch time turn slowly as the cold steal brushed against my lips . I watched the dawn set for the last time. I felt a sharp pain go through the tendons of my wrist and I listen to the rain of a dark red substance hit the floor. I start get light headed as I slowly lean back and take  a shot of whisky. I have stop feeling anything beyond this point except the burning i have in my wrist. I look around the room with my eyes slowly closeing , knowing that soon I will be falling into that eternal sleep. I reach for my friend at the side of my bed, longing for its sweet embrace. The hallousanations start takeing affect as my sheets gether up the blood and its strong smell. I look out in front of me and see a vision of a BROKEN ANGEL. She stares at me, beconing me to come to her and embrace her and leave the past and everything else behind. In a haze I look up at her, she reaches out to me with her hand. As i reach back with min
Surrender
Surrender yourself unto the lies. Feel them take hold of you and start strangleing you softly. As they choke ur every word of truth turning them into shit, you realize that all you have ever done was lie the whole time. There is no undoing wat has been done, so just walk around with the plastic smile that you love so well and pretend that every thing is ok. Make yourself believe that the lies told were not there because it will only lead to more pain. Kill your mindless thoughts of where will things end up because the answer is uncertin either way. Breath in the air and exhale the pain. With your best friend at your side, make the night air stink of fresh red sangre. Paint the walls red and let the rivers flow with the thick liquid. You and the greatest and last friend will spend the rest of the night it sweet surrender.
Hopeless
I feel the emptiness rise with in me and I can see the grey clouds over my head turn black. Through the cracks of my despair hope comes through. I begin to think posative and smile more with thoughts of you danceing in my mind. My emptiness turns to happiness and my black clouds clear. I see the envisionment of an angel infront of me. Days even months go by and I fall for her more and more. We were happy and enjoying each others company until that night she crushed the hope I had and took my heart and threw it on the floor. She looked at me and said I care for you baby and I love you. I told her I do not believe you care about me but I know you love me. She just brushed it off like it never happened and walked off with blood on her shoes and my heart in ruins on the floor. I told her that she my be a broken angel but I am the shattered man. I am now just a former shadow of my former self because dont know if she truely cares for me or not. As I lie in my bed thinking the thoughts of ha
State Of Mind
Another day in the eyes of almost death and destruction can only mean that the worst part is yet to come. I can not begin a day without thoughts of her being with another and being so far away. I can feel the fire in my heart engulf with flames. I can see the sunset and never know if i will make it through the night to see it rise again. We speake to each other with such passion and yet we hurt each other with that same passion. I do not want to be another notch on your bed post...I want to be so much more. Years will wind down and the sands of time will slowly become drained and yet I will still feel the same about her as I do now. I hate what I am becomeing and yet I feel I have no choice but to become this monster to save us. All I ever wanted was to hear your voice say those words I so long for, but it will never come to be. I will continue to wait for you my broken angel of the world for you save me at my weakest points in my mind...and I love you for it my world.
A New Babylon
As i walk down the empty streets seeing all the ruins of an acient babylon and the rotting flesh of the bodies that scatter the entrance ways of homes, I start to think of the time I left the world to be in the arms of a loveing stranger. You held me so tight I couldnt breath. It was as if God himself was hugging his long forgotten son. I cold feel your lips on mine as we kissed in the rain of eternal bliss. I ran my fingers through your hair and placed my hand on the side of your face and as I looked into your eyes ,searching for that love that the world had lost so long ago, I  awaken to the world I long to forget. I countinue down this path in search for that love once more but at last it is a search that will have no happy ending......or at least not until I find you my broken angel of  love and hate.
It's Just Me...
Hello, my darlin' lil' friends! If you have found me...CONGRATULATIONS! No, I wasn't leaving or anything like that.I just felt the need to relocate and start new.New life. New start. New... everything!But I am still very much me!Yes, I am still very much the goddess that I am.I have not lowered my goddess status.Just taking all things in a new direction.So, do not fret. Do not worry. I am pulling myself together for the benefit of me.Only one thing that has changed....I have done this to prove to myself about what I am about.I am about you, my sweet friends! YOU!You all mean a lot to me! I care about you!What is important to you, is important to me!I am also here if you just need someone to talk to.Or.... if you feel to weak to struggle alone...I am here to say a pray for you!And.... most importantly....I do love each and every one of you!You have been a blessing to me!Thank you, for being a friend to me!Many blessings on your souls!Muah! Sometimes I wonder why I even bother!!!! I c
My Frist Music Video
I Just Put Out My Frist Music Video,,,,,   Young Twan (I DO IT)   I did Everything for this video,,, BUT acted in it~ Let me Know,, what you think~ XOXOXOXOYoung Twan (I DO IT)   http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=57955321">I Do It By Young Twanhttp://mediaservices.myspace.com/services/media/embed.aspx/m=57955321,t=1,mt=video"/>
Some Of My Music For You All
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Writings
  Shades of grey cover my eye's, as somthing warm and wet streaks my skin. Ignoring the sting in my chest, I continue my stride foreward, no end to my journey in sight. In the distance I can hear your laughter, whirling around as I search in eager circles, looking for the source. As I flail, urges of holding you creep in my chest, as the pain makes a lump fill my throat. I scream at you, I scream at my self, and I scream your name, pleading for you to come back. The grey becomes black, blacker than the midnight on a moonless night. I still yell, yellng till I am hoarse, and my throat pulse's with pain. I scream till my lungs ache so much I can hardly breathe, and all the while I can still hear you laughing at me. My eye's blur as salty rivers start flowing again. Ignoring my tears, I slowly sob and pull my knees to my chest, rocking slowly. Images start to flash now, playing memories of you. You in your cherry bathing suit, and it never staying on. The fire works reflecting of your f
Hot Damn
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Apr 24 2010 10:00P Hangovers Saloon Jonesville, Illinois May 1 2010 9:30P Knight Ryders Pub Spring Valley, Illinois May 15 2010 9:30P Pagan O’ Leary’s Granville, Illinois May 29 2010 9:30P
In Desperate Need Of Prayer
I'm coming to you all tonight with a very sad heart. My brother,,,Tony, AKA Hydrovamp to his fubar friends was in a terrible accident on his job today.His right thumb was completely severed from his hand and almost all of his right index finger. He went through about 4 hours of crucial surgery. The doctors were very skeptical they would be able to save his thumb, but luckily both fingers were re attached,,at least to some degree. He still has to forego many surgeries in the very nearfuture before all is done. Please, I am begging you,,please keep him in your prayers. He has a wife and 2 very young daughters and I'm sure you all know this could take a toll on his family. I appreciate all of your prayers and hope you will pass the word along to others for their prayers also. 
Constant Default Pic Changes
People that have watched me in the Mumm area, will typically find my default pics change frequently. There is a simple explanation. I change them according to my mood. It may go through several changes, on any given day. Or, not change for several days. It all depends. Here are just some of the moods and pics I use: Don Rickles - When I'm feeling sarcastic or irritated Chief Dan George or a Native American - When I'm feelin' my heritage. Gomez or myself - When I'm feeling upbeat. Of course, the pics are subject to change. Just thought I'd explain this a bit, in case some of you were wondering.  
Dating My Daughter
haha im getting this laminated and put up when my daughter starts dating. 10 Rules For Dating My Daughter Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up.Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them.Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose his compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However,
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My Family
     I'm a father of 2 , a 5 year old girl and a new born boy I enjoy every minute with each of them i get since I work tons of hours.     Family is the only thing that keeps me in line if it wern't for my kids my BEAUTIFUL wife and working with my father on our online project, whitch will go up and online in about 30 days, only GOD knows where I'd be today for that I thank every day that I have the oppertunity to follow through with all my dreams. So you see what my family meens to me. and why nothing in life could ever be more important then that.

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