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Heather Ann's blog: "Hiya"

created on 01/18/2007  |  http://fubar.com/hiya/b45801

the time is now or never

I am going offline but I will be able to check my messages weekly. Please dont take me off your friends list. I will chat with everyone from time to time. I will miss everyone :) I know I said a few days ago that would be my last day on here lol well we thought it would be. Tonight is my last night online on the computer. The computer goes back at 9:30am tomorrow. I am going to miss everyone so much. If you dont have my email addy already its sweet_n_sassy_girl4 @yahoo.com Thats also my yahoo id if u want to add me too.I can get ims and emails on my phone and thats about it lol. I wish I could get on cherry tap on my cell phone. I will get on a computer weekly if not a few times a week. I will miss everyone so much!!!!((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))
Tommorrow I have a biopsy done to find out if I have cancer or not. I will not find out if I have cancer or not til next week. They said it will take 3 working days for the test to come back. I have had other test done and so far things dont look so good.This really has me freaked out. I will update everyone as I find out. I will try to get on here and update tomorrow sometime when I get home on how I am doing or my husband will. Please keep me in your prayers.Right now I need all the prayers I can get. Thank you!!!! Heather Ann*

Guess what?

Guess what today is? ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' give up yet? ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' ' my birthday!!! lol

A driving application

A driving application Redneck Driver's Application Plez compleet this paper, best ya can. Last name: ________________ First name: [_] Billy-Bob [_] Bobby-Sue [_] Billy-Joe [_] Bobby-Jo [_] Billy-Ray [_] Bobby-Ann [_] Billy-Sue [_] Bobby-Lee [_] Billy-Mae [_] Bobby-Ellen [_] Billy-Jack [_] Bobby-Beth Ann Sue Age: ____ (if unsure, guess) Sex: [_]M [_]F [_]None Shoe Size: ____ Left ____ Right Occupation: [_] Farmer [_] Mechanic [_] Hair Dresser [_] Waitress [_] Un-employed [_] Dirty Politician Spouse's Name: __________________________ 2nd Spouse's Name: __________________________ 3rd Spouse's Name: __________________________ Lover's Name: __________________________ 2nd Lover's Name: __________________________ Relationship with spouse: [_] Sister [_] Aunt [_] Brother [_] Uncle [_] Mother [_] Son [_] Father [_] Daughter [_] Cousin [_] Pet Number of children living in household: ___ Number of children living in shed: ___ Number of children that are yours: ___ Mother's Name: _______________________ Father's Name: _______________________ Education: 1 2 3 4 (Circle highest grade completed) If you obtained a higher education what was your major? [_] 5th grade [_] 6th grade Do you [_] own or [_] rent your mobile home? Vehicles you own and where you keep them: ___ Total number of vehicles you own ___ Number of vehicles that still crank ___ Number of vehicles in front yard ___ Number of vehicles in back yard ___ Number of vehicles on cement blocks Age you started drivin ______ (If over 10 are you are still slow lerrnin ? [_] Yes [_] No) Firearms you own and where you keep them: ____ truck ____ kitchen ____ bedroom ____ bathroom/outhouse ____ shed ____ pawnshop Model and year of your pickup: _________ 194_ Do you have a gun rack? [_] Yes [_] No; If no, please explain: Newspapers/magazines you subscribe to: [_] The National Enquirer [_] The Globe [_] TV Guide [_] Soap Opera Digest [_] Rifle and Shotgun [_] Bassmasters ___ Number of times you've seen a UFO ___ Number of times you've seen Elvis ___ Number of times you've seen Elvis in a UFO How often do you bathe: [_] Weekly [_] Monthly [_] Not Applicable How many teeth in YOUR mouth? ___ Color of teeth: [_] Yellow [_] Brownish-Yellow [_] Brown [_] Black [_] N/A Brand of chewing tobacco you prefer: [_] Red-Man [_] Skoal How far is your home from a paved road? [_] 1 mile [_] 2 miles [_] don't know

My life could change

My life could change next week. I have to have a biopsy done on my breast. I have a solid mass on my right breast. I had an ultrasound done last week and now we have to find out if it is cancerous or not. I am so scared now. If anyone knows anything about breast cancer and biopsys please let me know.

Daddys poem

DADDY'S POEM --------------------------------------- Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy call out. "She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout. And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day." The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom. And looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on. And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak. And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique. "My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away. But I know he wishes he could be, since this is such a special day. And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know. All about my daddy, and how much he loves me so. He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike. He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite. We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone. And though you cannot see him. I'm not standing here alone. "Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart" With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest. Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress. And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears. Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years. For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life. Doing what was best for her, doing what was right. And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd. She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud. "I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star. And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far You see he was a firefighter and died just this past year When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear. But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away." And then she closed her eyes, and she saw him there that day. And to her mothers amazement, she witnessed with surprise A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes. Who knows what they saw before them, who knows what they felt inside. Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side. "I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out. And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt. Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed. But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose. And a child was blessed, if only for a moment, by the love of her shining star. And given the gift of believing, that heaven is never too far. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
I found out my dr. is going to put me on oxygen. I have asthma and COPD. I get so out of breath from just walking. I will be 30 next month and some days I feel like Im 90. I have 2 kids. I am so scared that I wont be around to see them grow up.It bothers me that Im only going on 30 and already need oxygen. And way other than that things are great. I hope everyone had a great Valentines day and that you got lots of goodies. I got mine the day after hehehe a 1 ct diamond ring!

In Heaven now and forever

My husband just woke me up. When I opened my eyes I could see something was very wrong by the look on his face. He had just gotting a phone call, our bestfriend was killed this morning on his way to work. I jumped out of bed and hugged my husband and he cried so hard. I have never in the 6 years we have been together seen my husband cry like that.We arenot sure what happened. All we know is that he was killed on his way to work this morning. The police called his work. My husband and another friend are on their way to his house to make sure Tom's mom knows. My husband is going to make sure she knows. I didnt go, I cant handle things like that. I told my husband I would be here when he got back. I feel for his mom because a couple of years ago her 2 year old great granddaughter passed away, a year ago she lost her husband and now her son. Tom was a wonderfull person I am so mad at myself, Why am I not cring????? It hurts that Tom is gone but Im not cring. Now I feel bad because Im not cring. Is there something wrong with me for not cring? Anyway I needed to tell this. I will give more detail as I know it. ((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))) *EDIT* I found out what happened. Well we got snow last night and Tom was driving to work this morning and he hit a slick patch on the road, lost control of his truck. When gained control of his truck,he went to get back on the road and he didnt relize he was on the wrong side of the road and got hit by a semi. The semi tried to stop but Toms was pushed a half mile before the semi could even stop. Tom didnt suffer at all. He died instantly. The cring has hit now. I cant stop cring. I wish it would have never snowed, maybe Tom would still be here. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.My husband went to Toms moms house, they already knew. He talked to Toms daughter and all she could say was now he can see his granddaughter again. When my husband told me that I started cring. I wish I could take my husbands pain away. Im gonna go. I might write more later. "I am who I choose to be. I always have been what I chose…though not always what I pleased." This was copied out of my diary. I dont really feel like editing it. My damn eyes hurt so bad from cring.

Dear Kailey

Dear Kailey , Facing life without you is very hard to bear. Losing you the way I did will always seem so unfair. It’s been nine years since you passed on. But my love for you will never be gone. I never got to see you smile. I never got to hear you cry. But I had some time to hold you close and a chance to say goodbye. The hopes and dreams of raising my twosome was shattered that day. People tried to comfort me in saying “you still have one”. But they don’t understand what happened to you can never be undone. For you can never be replaced and Brandon can never take your place. For he is and you are you. Kailey Ann I wish you all the best and pray you’re at peace in your place of rest with God and the Angels. In the Heavens above where you’re surrounded by ETERNAL LOVE. In Loving memory of: Kailey Ann May 16, 1998

In Loving Memory Of

In Loving Memory Of Kailey Ann It’s been nine years now, Since you came into my life. Nine years now, Since you died. The tears have been many. The smile they are few, And my heart longs for the daughter I barely knew. So small, Yet perfect in every way, I asked myself why God took you away. I think of you often, In fact everyday, And I still can’t believe you were taken away. I look at your brother, He’s the image of you. And know I should be looking at two. It seems like only yesterday, Oh where did the time go ? In my dreams you are full of life, But when I awake I know. Even so, Through all of the sorrow you have become my strength, The strength to get me through today, And face what lies ahead of me tomorrow.
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