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Family
Mary you are so loved.........Luv Jesse, Skyler, Mandy, Logan, Autumn, and Brooklyn. I love you so much baby I am the luckiest husband alive and I will never forget that. Go show my wife some luv for mothers day please and tell her that her husband said she is the best.She is my number one in family and friends. I just wanted to say a few things to my beautiful wife. You are everything to our beautiful daughter and I. You keep us smiling when we are down. you make us cry when you cry. You are the best mother a daughter and son could have. All your kids light up when you walk in a room. I light up when you touch my hand and my heart pounds like on the day we got married. You are worth more to us then anything. We need you more than ever and we want to hold you when times are tough. On mothers day we just want you to know that no matter what we will never give up on you. We will always make you proud. We feel safe in your heart and your arms. You're love gives us all hope for the f
Dog's Name
Help me name my new pup. I call him Storm he is a male Blue Heeler. But I need something to go along with Storm to put on his papers. Pet lovers help??????
Spiritual / Inspiration / Life Teachings
0/10/10; Sunday, October 10, 2010: Introduction Welcome random search engine visitor. Many philosophies believe that you somehow ended up on this page for a reason. It is not known if it is the result of predestination, random chance, fate, a higher power, or something else. This article provides a synopsis of the possible implications of the 10/10/10 date singularity, and of the number ten; followed by a quick metaphysics experiment. Reference List: 101010, Mathematics, Binary, Chaos Theory, Fractals, Psychology. Reference List: Metaphysics, Paranormal, Fate, Destiny, Random Chance, a Higher Power. Reference List: Prediction, Predictions. 10/10/10; Sunday, October 10, 2010: Mathematics 101010 (base two (binary)) equals 42 (base ten). Oddly enough, this is evenly divisible by the number of days in a week (7 (lucky)); and equally oddly, is also evenly divisible by the number 6 (which is generally designated as being unlucky). Both a Ying and Yang sit
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Friends
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After Awhile
Salutes If U Want
im makeing salutes just let me know u want one and how u want it
Asses!!!
well sum people think their shit dont stink but im here to say that they do!! Kiss my ass whom ever thinks ur better than me. Fuck you and the horse u came n on...and do not forget that im a fucking bitch and ill bite u n the ass just like you tried to fuck me in the ass!   dont worry about me....ill b just fine as soon as i get my foot out of ur ass that i planted n there today. the double life u think ur sooo gettin away with will tumble on u like a ton of bricks!! KARMA'S A BITCH & WHEN IT CUMS FOR YOU, & IT WILL ~ DO NOT CUM CRYING TO ME~WHAT CUMS AROUNS GOES AROUND....WHAT DID U THINK UR SPECIAL? FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU....NO NAMES NEEDED...U KNOW WHO U R!!!
Angel/demon Auction
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=661564&i=5501215&albumid=1656833   IS the link tothe auction im in...
Dee-man
I am sitting here in da Bar lots of nice ladies downing a cold Miller Lite and watching WWE Raw ,, Oh Hell Yeah !!!!!
Accusations
   I recently discovered a blog on my ex wifes profile  calling me a dead beat father and accusing me of stopping child support payments, and moving 3 hours away. Well lets start with the first accusation.  I am not a dead beat father.....when the custodial parent prevents the other parent from seeing and or even talking their children even though attempts are made over the months that is not being a dead beat father. My child support payments only stopped when i changed jobs and then it was only long enough for dhs to update their system as i called them and gave them all the pertinent information.  2nd part of the accusation.....i did not move 3 hrs away...it was only 2 and as far as her saying that i expect her to bring them to me and pick them up? I didnt expect it but when my lawyer is done that may very well happen as she put in the modified divorce decree that she would drop off and pick up the children and had it filed in court, and has she done that? The answer my friends is n
A Place To Escape
They say the best love awakens the soul,It plants a fire inside your heart,Leaving you wanting more,A glimpse of eternity,Or a shooting star,A wave that rolls on forever, never finding the shore.As each night passes,Your presense seems more real,and When my soul is comforted,Its your spirt I feel,I carry on converstaions,all day in my mind,I smile when i think of you,you make me feel alive, And When I look down at my keyboard,I see u next to I,Your either saving my life,Or baby your killing me,Cause when your around, I can't breathe,I feel like a child, trying to fake my way through,I know loves a glamble,But its worth the risk with you.A moment from the heavens,Sent through an angel to earth.A unmeasureable connection,from outta this world.A complex beaing , Made with just me in mind,A perfect creations, From another place and time.People think that were strangers,But what they can't see,Is when my creator made you, he stopped to make me. I carry on converstaions,all day in my mind,I
If You Must Do It, Dress For The Occasion
If You Must Do It, Dress For The Occasion Posted 4/10/2009 2:39 PM EDT NEW ALBUM, Well Dressed Killing Machine! Release date: April 1st, 2009 ELLSBETH - ALBUM TRACKS AVAILABLE...Matches on: Artist NameMetal / Gothic / ProgressiveLOS ANGELES, Californiawww.myspace.com/ellsbethmusic Plays: 4,175,266Views: 7,377,028Fans: 70,209 Sean Lacefield / Guitar Jay Liermann / Drums and Percussion Shannon Quamme / Vox Scott Ramsay / Guitar  Jim Dineen / Bass  PROFILE:  Similar Artists-A.D.D./Evanescence/Saigon Kick  Exposure Level-very high.  Originality Level-high.   A cross, between Saigon Kick and Evanescence, with a dash of undescribable, makes Ellsbeth a unique force to be reckoned with. Lead vocalist Shannon Quamme, has a vocal range that's clear and flawless. The entire band fits together, to give your ears a treat, even live and unmastered. Their Debut CD was officially released to Snocap, April 1, 2009 and it's quickly looking like this album will be a collectors gem.  
Poems
Sometimes it's not enough just to say "I love you." Even thought I do Love you, I feel I need to express more, because there is so much more to our relationship. Sometimes I need to tell you you're the love I live for, you're my dream made into reality. Yours are the arms that hold me close, and it is your smile that brings a ray of sunshine to even the darkest of days. You are the one who tells me to keep believing in myself, in you and in us. You have become a part of me I could never live without, and as long i'm living, as long as you care, I'll be here for you. I'll do anything for you. This is a special time in our lives, because we are sharing it together... I love you.
First Blog
Ok so today is Monday, May 4th, 2009.  This is my first blog, journal what ever you wanna call it.  Never done on and never had a daily journal before either so not sure what to say, or what I wanna say.  Yesterday was a tough day for me and I just wanna get it out of my system and behind me.  Yesterday morning on my way to work I was on a head on collision as a result of a deer crossing the road, this was about 4:15AM.  Yes I am okay for those curious or worried just some minor bruises and innjuries.  That was the end of a very long week for me.  I am Security at the lounge 504 Bourbon Street so make sure you come and check it out.  It has some really kewl people in it and not as much drama as I have seen in some of the other Louges, but still all in all it has its drama too (but who don't).  i have been having alot going on in my life and so I am thinking writting some of this down will help me shed perspective to myself on it.  As for me if you don't know me and are reading this for
Cass
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Anything
everyday something new is to happen however when it comes to friends and love i am lost. things are always the same i go to work in the morning and then i am bored when i get home so when this popped up i said sure what can be the worst thing that can happen anything or nothing we'll have to see. So come be friends and see what i need to see in friendship and who know what i need to see in all  of the friends that are on this site
Have A Event Contacme Djrola
i get it djrola vengaze musice             teggno house    i get it     
The Seasons Of Life
THE SEASONS OF LIFE        There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away. The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in the summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen. The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise.   The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked  so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. . The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life  and fulfilment.   The man then explained to his sons that they were all correct, because they had each seen only one season in the tree's li
Fleeting Thoughts
In the silence she sits fleeting thoughts in her mind Awaiting the destiny that lay before her Cherishing every image of him in her mind Longing for the day that she can call upon him to be with her Yearning for the feeling of her hand rapped tightly into his Wrapping each other in a sweet embrace she longs to be his Awaiting the touch and the feeling of her breath on his neck To be able to grasp the feeling of the emotion he has been yearning for his whole life Slowly and steadily she approaches this mystery she would like to call her own Knowing in her heart that this is what she has truly been longing for The feeling is indescribable as he approaches this beautiful woman for the first time in his life Feeling as though he has yet to be complete without her Within this sweet embrace she realizes that this is the man that she was made for With tears in her eyes she whispers I love you
Just Mine
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Friends Of Kelly Ann
Kelly Ann has been having some health issues lately...She had a heart catherization done this morning, and had to have 3 stints put in...They also found out she is a diabetic...So any of you that have had to deal with any of these know that she's going to have to dramatically change her lifestyle...The Dr. said no more smoking, and has to avoid sugar & fats...This is going to be a dramatic change, one of them alone would be rough, but 3 at one time is going  to really suck...Those of you  that know her, pls go show her page some love, let her know you're thinking about her...Those of you that don't, you really don't know what you're missing...Her and I have been best friends for over 10 yrs now and she's an awesome person to have on your side, so PLS stop by her page and let her know that you care...I appreciate you taking the time to read this, and pls repost it so that it gets out for all to see...Thank you so much Natural Witch AKA Tina...Just click her pic and show her some fu-love
Lap By Lap: Richmond
7:54 p.m.—GREEN FLAG/YELLOW FLAG NO. 1: Brian Vickers brings the field to the green as the Crown Royal 400 is under way. Lap 6—GREEN FLAG: Brian Vickers gets the field up to speed and we are under way at Richmond. 1. Brian Vickers 2. Jeff Gordon 3. Denny Hamlin 4. Martin Truex Jr. 5. Jeff Burton Lap 7—LEAD CHANGE: Jeff Gordon goes hard into Turn 3 and holds it to beat Brian Vickers to the line. Lap 8 —LEAD CHANGE: Brian Vickers drives away from Jeff Gordon to retake the lead. Lap 9—YELLOW FLAG NO. 2: Dave Blaney gets loose and slams into the wall. No free pass is given. Lap 13—GREEN FLAG: Brian Vickers brings the field to the green. 1. Brian Vickers 2. Jeff Gordon 3. Denny Hamlin 4. Martin Truex Jr. 5. Mark Martin Lap 14—Kyle Busch has a great restart on the outside and jumps a few positions to 11th. Lap 16—Mark Martin passes Martin Truex Jr. for fourth Lap 18—Kyle Busch continues to make gains on the outside as he
Friend Pimpouts
This is my sister Beth. She is new to Fubar. She's also having some drama in r/l so I talked her into joining as a stress reliever. Check her out...and be nice! Beth@ fubar This is my friend Missy. She just recently joined. Please show her some love :) Thank you friends!! nice one@ fubar
Åüctïöñ Tïmë
Tanqueray And Orange Please.......thanks..........
Rub My Nipples
A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, 'RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!' The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,'Ma'am what's wrong?' She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, 'RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!' and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, 'Ma'am, why are you saying that?' In a huff, the woman says, 'BECAUSE, I LIKE TO HAVE MY NIPPLES RUBBED WHEN I'M BEING SCREWED!' The crowd broke into applause and her money was quic
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Silver Thoughts
By My Words You Shall Know Me
How might I ever recover... ...Now that I have felt your    sigh against my neck? ...Now that I have held you    closely in my dreams? ...Now that I have heard your
Flower In The Sky
Flower In The Sky
Flower In The Sky   they sing freeness silently amongst the stature of the trees, soaring in the gale of the wind I see fallen leaves dance in a quiet corner like the quick whisk of your perfume scent taking me away like a tiger swallow in flight,     how beautiful are you when I am in a trance upon your sight and like a slave I would serve you my fairest maiden, upon 1000 there are none who can compare to my sweet,   as my mind ponders wildly your pleasantness cherishes a smile that is bestowed upon my face, how lovely are you?  Like an angel within the sky you are the preciousness of God’s making, and to touch you gently would be a keepsake within my heart,   and to be with you is like a far faraway dream, how can I hold you once without a memory seizing my soul?  Tell me how can I trade a chance to go to heaven to capture one moment with you?     
Tired Of Drama
I am tired..and kind of in a mood.  Just call it PMS.  Anyways.. I worked today.  We had a patient who ended up..we had to put sign on the patients door for no visitors..unless checking with the nurses station. Well noone out there knew what to do or say.  It was over a personal matter.. of the patients family/ or friends taking advantage of him..and getting money from him.  Well.. the way I look at it.. thats not our job to really worry about. Its his choice..and if they are doing this stuff..and family is worried about it..then they should have taken care of the problem before he came to the hospital.  They act like they do not know how to get help though in cases like this.  We also get once in a while..these patients..who do not want people to know they are in the hospital..etc.  You can not tell people where they are..etc.  Well. it makes my life quite misserable..wondering wtf to tell people when they call or come to the desk.  I feel horrible lying to the people.  Fact is.. we a
You Tube Video
Your smiles can brighten any moment, Your hugs put joy in all our days, Your love will stay with us forever and touch our lives in precious ways... The values you've taught, the care you've given, and the wonderful love you've shown, have enriched so many lives in more ways than can be counted. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY with Love Hey Guys,      It's me, (Sonatta) I stop to blog about my videos on youtube. you can find them under the name therealestategroup1, ( you must type it in just like that or search for making a Bpo. Talk to you later.                                                                           Sonatta
Lisa's List
how do you navigate this dam place ??????
In All Seriousness This Time...
Confused!
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A New Business Venture I Have Started
  Truly Twisted Props is a prop shop unlike any other offering a staggering selection of unusual and bizarre props for rent to the television and movie making industry and also for photographers and models. If you are filming a horror, fetish, or decidedly differently themed production Truly Twisted Props can fulfill all of your prop demands. What we do not already have in our extensive stock of rare and unusual props we can locate for you or even custom fabricate. Our props range from unusual masks, costumes, and accessories to a large variety of edged weapons, restraints, Medieval instruments of torture, large scale modern fully automated "kill machines" one would imagine seeing in such films as SAW, and just about any other unique, bizarre, and/or rare prop you can dream up. When the other prop shops come up empty, Truly Twisted Props can supply, find, or create just that certain something that will make your production a success! Our prop rental rates are on par with industry st
U Want My Sh*t?!
J H
what up kinda new in this tryin 2 get my rep up add diz homie
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Join My Mafia
  Arr me mateyjoin up with me piratesget yer own ship too in Pirates:Come Rule the Caribbeanwith Me!Click here to join me Pirate Crew now.     There is Only One Way Off These Streetsjoin up with me in Mafia WarsCome Rule the World with meClick here to join my Mafia now.  
Auction!
My Story
 Wow .. I am sorry that things got so screwed up for you on here. Yes it's true ..that what is supposed to be a game turns out to be real people and real feelings Outside of the box. It is hard to keep this place in perspective. We talk to someone ... at first... it's just fubar. Then Fu friends and fu Friends becomes a real friend. You soon find yourself caring very real love for these people. You Share and Comfort one another, even tho you don't know for sure if truly it is even the person you see in their photos. Even with cams it is just a speck of reality. For Some Fu marriage is Very real..the next thing ya know is you find your heart belonging to someone you don't really know At all. I Know people who have left their marriages for fulove. I guess being married for 37 yrs and having my husband here for real, every day living and sharing every aspect of life, has helped to protect me somewhat. But even I find myself asking myself how can I be so close to some of my best friends fr
2009 May
just a few thoughts am reducin ma footprint here on fubar it keeps changing here not for da good final straw is as a joke i type in "match.com" this above either dint show or dis blog wont post i cant do anythang html code is screwd here in da blogs sick'n tired of the games tat fubar is playin fubar is so fucked up its so full of hatas with names of love in them example am in a mumm about ratings http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=548839 ok i make a comment makin it known ma feelings about it n dis peep comes to ma page n downrates ma pic of course she onli came there jst to hate on me for makin ma comment fubar is so full of dis crap am fuckin sick tired of dis btw i can type any way i want yo stop makin comments about tat too they think am whinning about ratings it not tat its the damm attitude they come to ma page with dis bunnylove dint come to ma page to rate she saw ma comments n came to downrate n downrate with attitude cuz in next comment she sai "i rate yo "8" so fuck
The Marine's Prayer
This is a story of my brothers and I. All we have experienced together...its something that I wrote as a story and slowly became a poem. Many people think they know what war is like, but until they've actually been there, they'll never truly know what we Warriors endured. Semper Fi! Carrying a Gun On February 3, 2003 We arrive in the desert, Away home from family. Most of us young men and some of us were old, All of us ready to fight Standing strong and bold. March 19th came swift, Thats when we began the fight, The ground war was finally declared, as we crossed the borders late that night. We carried our Guns to battle and always kept them clean We were all experts with weapons, Then again we're all Marines. We were a few miles in before reality struck, When an RPG Hit our 7-ton truck. We picked up our guns and grabbed our ammo and rushed straight through to the front-lines, All of us alert but scared to the bone, and never-the-less we charged in to fight. From dusk til dawn b
A Look Into The Twisted Mind Of A Izzy
Ever had one of those days were nothing goes right.  today is mind, I fell out of bed and popped my wrist. Then burnt everything I cooked....I think I may curl back up and say screw it all. Well it has been a nice day so far the rain pouring down on the earth. Kissing the moist ground with it wet lips, the rush that moves threw me as I go out into the storm. Feeling its power around e, curessing me with the wind as my hair blows around. The touch that feels as if it is lovers gental cureses. My hopes and dreams are flying on the wind into my heart and into my head.    
A Story About...
Well-versed in the path of deception, you callously display your untruths. These lies form the ground you walk upon; the gaps now bridged by malice.  Equivocal is the tongue that you speak, and my ears can no longer bear it.  So provocative, yet always doing your best to prevaricate.You sits alone crying to yourself.  Knowing that the words from your mouth are all lies.  You sits alone, shaking and realizing that the lies you tells only hurt yourself. You're trying to stretch tales into truths, or expand your news thinking maybe people won't notice how boring your life is because in your closet sit your happy new skeletons.  And, as you sit there glueing together the bones you've picked from your brain... I'll question your innocent little game and think of how weak you became.  Now, I'm not one to talk about what complusive gems should and shouldn't be bought... And I'd hate for you to lose street value when you weave your tales of gold... But, don't you think it's all getting a littl
Ahem, Just Read It :-)
  I'M LOOKING TO TRADE FUBUCKS FOR A CHERRY BOMB...IF ANY OF YOU WANT TO TRADE ME FUBUCKS FOR A CHERRY BOMB, I WILL RATE 700 OF YOUR PICS 11'S...SO YOU GET MY 11'S 7 DAYS IN A ROW, WE'LL BOTH GET THE BENEFIT OF IT, AND YOU'LL BE THE FIRST PERSON I GO TO WHEN THE BOMB IS ACTIVATED...SO IF YOU'RE INTERESTED, PLS PM ME WITH YOUR OFFER...THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS AND PLS RESPOST...HAVE A GREAT DAY!!! ~Natural_Witch® ~PWN3D by the lovely ♠Diana♠ & Dr@gonMaster©* No Fan No Add*@ fubar  

This Morning
These are some thoughts that could happen in the next few months. Good Possiblity: A shirt that says I survived S.A.R.S., Mad Cow, Avian Flu, and Swine Flu. Not Good Possibility: That people will remember the dates of any of these "pandemics". Even if none of these things happen no one is keeping track.  Well mabey me but I am not sure that counts.  Fact : These little guys :> :) :( :P   ;}  =| emoticons The first recorded use of them was during the presidency of Abraham Lincoln. In copy of the typwritter typed speech the emoticon was used to indicat that he should shift his voice to a laughable tone. In case the crowd didn't get the joke. Opinion  I think way more important fact out of this little snippit is that if Abe needed a reminder that this specific line was a joke, perhaps, it wasn't all that funny. 5909 We have all had to make some tough decision before, like putting a dog to sleep or owning up to a mistake we have made.  Yet the convesation this evening with
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Payment Terms For Rates.
I will pay 30k FuBucks for rating my full folder named "Bomb/EZ Rate 1" during any Happy Hour or 10K for every 100 rates during HH. Please pm for payment, no gifts with the message included or sb either. Private message only and I wil be confiming your rates so any info associated will get payment to you quicker (who's hh, time of day, etc.). Thanks for participating in advance and thank you to all the people I have done this for. Have fun guys.
Do You Wanna Know A Secret?
Fu-problem
Now how messed up is this, a friend of mine which i was talking to him yesterday was ranked a level 18 and within 10 minutes he was a newbie level 0. He went to the help lounge and guess they couldn't help him out. Im not sure what happened or went on but now he has to start all over again.   Im asking for you all to please go by and show him some luv. If we all give him luv he should reach his level 18 within no time.   He is a sweet and caring guy and its messed up that it happened to him. Please click the link below to take you to his page. Thanks for everyone that helps him out. He deserves it.   http://fubar.com/user/2963702 phillipp@ fubar
Hotie 69 Here To Rock Ya, Need A Friend!oxoxoxo
Colorado Only
Hey anyone on here from montana. skiing was great this year we still have a few places still open
Amazing Grace,s Inspirational Corner
Amazing Grace,s Inspirational Corner
OK True Story..... Does the thought ever cross your mind that there is really no truly honest people in the world anymore? Especially when you see film of someone lying on the street in distress of some kind, and people are actually STEPPING OVER that person and just keep on going! I saw that on tv one day and it really gave me a dishearted feeling that no one really cares about anyone anymore! Scarry to say the least. But then I think of all my blessings and remember that is not true. For example just yesterday I went grocery shopping, and when i started to get out of my truck (yeah I,m a redneck girl) I suddenly decided to just take out the little cosmetic case that was home to my checkbook and drivers license and credit card and just carry it instead of my big heavy, bulky bag. So i finished shopping and wrote my check at the register (yeah Lisa I STILL write those hehehe I am an ole fashioned kind of girl, and really do hate alot of change in my life. Anyways I put all my grocer
Hello Everybody
hello everyone......I have sad news to report.....my Grandmother passed away Sunday morning....i will be going home tomorrow the 5th of may to attend her funeral.......I sure miss everyone and talking  to you guys on a regular basis.....i hope to be back on Friday and i will contact everyone after then.....love you guys and hope to be back online asap   Wes
Muppets Day!!
So of course its Monday so Hugh and I decided it should be National be a Muppet Character Day..... Hence I'm beaker. There has been overwhelming favour to be a Muppet so if you could please advice us in a comment on who you are then nobody will pick doubles... Also if you would like we are allowing for sesame street characters.... Thank you from the dorks, Swedish Chef and Beaker
Really Bad Ideas That Hopefully Turn Out Fun
Wicked is off on her own personal Holiday, so it it up to the rest of us to keep theme monday going. Today's theme if future space beings.  Star Trek, Star Wars, Futurama, The Fifth Element characters are all fair game as well as many others.  The character just needs to be from a future in which space travel is happening, Please let me know who you are and what you are from.  I left my space nerd glasses behind while drunk on another planet.  So far claimed characters. Bender (futurama) = Hugh Leeloo (the fifth element)= Pixe Marvin (hitchiker's guide) = Ms. Badcrumble Yoda (star wars) = MasterOfPuppets Princess Leia (star wars) = Princess DaisyBlue. Ripley (aliens) = Ms D Zim (invader zim) = Chainsaw. Predator (predator) = Darrick Kit the Kunt of the Future (her drug addled mind) = Kit Astro Boy (Astro Boy) = higgs boson Stitch (lilo and stitch) = Stitch Elroy Jetson (the jetsons) = Dooragard Darth Tyranus (star wars) = Anonymous The Crushinator (futurama) = Witty Sc
~true Essence Of Love~
THE ESSENCE OF LOVE AS SEEN BY KAHLIL GIBRAN~I always try to incorporate his philosophy into my life. I hope it touches someone else as well...my gift to my friends that wish to explore, The True Essence of Love~ ......Peace.When LOVE beckons to you follow LOVE, Though LOVE'S ways are Hard and Steep. And when LOVE'S Wings enfold you yield to LOVE, Though the Sword hidden among LOVE'S Pinions may wound You. And when LOVE speaks to You believe in LOVE, Though LOVE'S voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as LOVE crowns you so shall LOVE Crucify you. Even as LOVE is for your Growth so is LOVE for your Pruning. Even as LOVE ascends to your Height and Caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the Sun, So shall LOVE descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the Earth. Like sheaves of corn LOVE gathers you unto Itself. LOVE threshes you to make you naked. LOVE sifts you to free you from your husks. LOVE grinds you to whiteness. L
What Is A Redneck?
Can some please tell me what a redneck is ? I see rebel flags hanging and when i ask what it means to them they dont know . Can i get the true please.
Who I Am
Thought For The Day...
Ogre
Well its riding time again A friend of mine an i decided to make it Hamburger rides The last 2 rides we have had 2 burgers The 1st one was in Ada Ohio It was part or a drivethourgh but a 1 lbs double cheese burger it was worth the ride to try this The 2nd one was in Republic Ohio at Fatheads it was a1/2 lbs cheese burger with the works An the price was very reasonable in both places At this time my friend an I would have to say Fatheads has the best burger but we plan on doing more of this So if you have any place we would like to eat in Northeast or west Ohio please drop me a line  Well we went to the the Millers Drive Thru in Belluvue We had a Miller Burger for the price it was a good burger I would rate this the 2nd best that Ive had with Fatheads still being the the best
Random Rantings
I saw the perfect graphic tonight I mean seriouslywhat DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is theone who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone thinkyou're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going asthough nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how muchbetter off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder howthey are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever"become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" becomesomething that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is justtossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something peoplesay to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure thatmost people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on aperson's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life ofpain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but whathappens to that person when the one they thought would love them
Why Me?
Just when I thought I found a nifty lil site through some mutal party animal friends.. I find my EX on here.. I mean, shouldn't there be an age limit or at least a background check!! Holy Lord this SUCKS!! I'm not gonna name names, however...WATCH OUT.... You never know who you date until you find their parole box...NICE. I may have done stupid shit to him, but damn did he put one over on me... Two years I lived w/ this person and had no clue he was on paper.. I'd rather be a crazy fucked up biatch then a complete loser! He comes across as a friendly charmer...but WATCH OUT! WEIRDO!! Who the hell comes to a site like this at his age?? LAME!!!!! Anyway... don't worry guys.... You're lucky you'll never have to meet him in real life! I love my party friends. You ROCK!! Kisses, Sandy  
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The Next Terrorist Attack
Subject: The next predicted terrorist attack  Juval Aviv was the Israeli Agent upon whom the movie ' Munich ' was based.. He was Golda Meir's bodyguard -- she appointed him to track down and bring to justice the Palestinian terrorists who took the Israeli athletes hostage and killed them during the Munich Olympic Games. In a lecture in New York City a few weeks ago, he shared information that EVERY American needs to know -- but that our government has not yet shared with us. He predicted the London subway bombing on the Bill O'Reilly show on Fox News stating publicly that it would happen within a week. At the time, O'Reilly laughed and mocked him saying that in a week he wanted him back on the show. But, unfortunately, within a week the terrorist attack had occurred. Juval Aviv gave intelligence (via what he had gathered in Israel and the Middle East ) to the Bush Administration about 9/11 a month before it occurred. His report specifically said they would use planes as bomb
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Nekadarsallarsansalla
Mona Rosa Mona Rosa,siyah güller,ak güller; Gülce'nin gülleri ve beyaz yatak Kanadı kırık kuş merhamet ister; Ah senin yüzünden kana batacak, Mona Rosa,siyah güller,ak güller Ulur aya karşı kirli çakallar Bakar ürkek ürkek tavşanlar dağa Mona Rosa,bugün bende bir hal var,Yağmur iğri iğri düşer toprağa,Ulur aya karşı kirli çakallar Zeytin ağacının karanlığıdır Elindeki elma ile başlayan...Bir yakut yüzükte aydınlanan sır,Sıcak ve minnacık yüzündeki kan,Zeytin ağacının karanlığıdır...Zaman çabuk çabuk geçiyor Mona,Saat onikidir,söndü lambalar.Uyu da turnalar gelsin rüyana,Bakma tuhaf tuhaf göğe bu kadar;Zaman çabuk çabuk geçiyor Mona. Akşamları gelir incir kuşları,Konarlar bahçemin incirlerine;Kiminin rengi ak,kiminin sarı.Ah,beni vursalar bir kuş yerine!Akşamları gelir incir kuşları... Ki ben,MonaRosa,bulurum seni İncir kuşlarının bakışlarında.Hayatla doldurur bu boş yelkeni O masum bakışlar...Su kenarında Ki ben,MonaRosa,bulurum seni.Kırgın kırgın bakma yüzüme Rosa:Henüz dinlemedin
Auction
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Slowdown
I must look just like a fool herein the middle of the road standing there in your rearview and getting soaked to the bonethis land is flat as it is mean a man can see for a hundred milesSo im still praying I might seethe glow of a brake light. But your wheels just turn, down the road aheadIf it hurts at all you aint showed it yetI keep a lookin' for the slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind I know there's nothing stopping you nowbut I'd settle for a slowdown.I held on longer then I shouldLeaving you might change your mindthose bright lights of Hollywood would fade in time. But your wheels just turndown the road aheadIf it hurts at all you aint showed it yet I keep a lookin' forthe slightest sign that you might miss what you left behind I know there's nothing stopping you now but I'd settle for a slowdown.But your wheels just turn down the road ahead if it hurts at all you aint showed it yet your just a tiny dot on that horizon line come on tap those brakes baby just o
Love
Love is a wonderful gift. It's a present so precious words can barely begin to describe it. Love is a feeling, the deepest and sweetest of all. It's incredibly strong and amazingly gentle at the very same time. It is a blessing that should be counted every day. It is nourishment for the soul. It is devotion, constantly letting each person know how supportive its certainty can be. Love is a heart filled with affection for the most important person in your life. Love is looking at that special someone who makes your world go around and absolutely loving what you see, Love gives meaning to one's world and magic to a million hopes and dreams. It makes the morning shine more brightly and each season seem like its the nicest one anyone ever had. Love is an invaluable bond that enriches every good thing in life. It gives each hug a tenderness, each heart a happiness, each spirit a steady lift. Love is an invisible connection that is exquisitely felt by those who know the joy, feel the warmth,
No Matter How It's Been...regardless

And She Said She Loved Me

And She Said She Loved Me


And She Said She Loved Me
   As you all may know I have been involved with one of the most wonderful ladies I have ever met.   When I first saw her I got warm all over, my heart skipped a beat, and my heart melted like butter.  I knew right then that I just had to find a way to spend the rest of my life with her.    I was very excited about this lady.  I bought her gifts and went to her page often to rate her and such.  Then after a while I found the first comment she had sent me.  I felt like I had turned to jello.  This beautiful person had actually shown me some attention.    Eventually we started chatting, then the first phone call came.  When I first heard her voice I fell in love right there.   I told her a little while later how I felt about her.  She responded in kind, yet with a very reserved attitude.  then a while later she told me she loved me.  .  It was the day before Easter, and when I heard those words I about melted on the spot.  The most fantastic lady I had ever laid eyes upon loved me.  I

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**I am a VERY SENTIMENTAL person and I was thinking about all of my childhood memories of growing up in Hampton Roads. In addition, I have included a lot of my own personal memories. I hope these bring back good thoughts for you too. If you have more to add to the list, I'd love to hear them**Do you remember when...* Northside Park had a skateboard ramp and a dirt bike trail. Also, I used to love to go swim at Northside Pool. I used to wish it had an outdoor pool instead of an inside one.* When Burger King used to be across the street from Northside Park where the Pollards Chicken is now. Sarah and I walked up there to meet a guy named Jimmy who went to high school with me and then we snuck out the backdoor after he poured salt in my shoe ;-)* When McDonald's used to have outdoor play equipment. I used to love to bounce in the big purple Grimace and climb up inside the Hamburglar.* When Waterside first opened and they didn't have any clubs and bars. They used to give out free fudge sam
Religon
I was talking with an old friend about religion, she is a devout church person. But I have been thinking, is it all real??? I am still not sold. Don't get me wrong I grew up in a church family, and went to church on every Sunday, I did the youth group thing as well.But as I have gotten older and looked at things in the world, especially  in  what’s  called by many as the holly land. Every major religion known to man seems to lay some claim to that patch of dirt. They have killed each other for centuries over a mound of dirt and rock, and I wonder is it worth it? Is the Muslim Moosic as holy as the Jewish Temple? Or the Calvary mount? Honestly as one man I am  not sure, but is it worth the loss of life and the constant blood shed. The state of Israel was created after WWII too give the Jewish people there own home after the horrible atrocity that occurred in Europe under the jack boot of  the Nazi’s, another stain on mans collective soul? If you take a historic look at the b
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big money weezy white wife beater wit a sync underneath me how do i feel bitch i feel undefeated snap my fingers dissapear from the presynce yea i ball in we ball out i sent sum niggas wit guns 2 ur house jus to find out u live in a dog house, DAYUM
Speaking My Peace, Respect It
Statistics show that one in three teens are abused physically or emotionally in a relationship, what I want is for everyone to do something, whatever they can! I am a part of that statistic. I started dating a boy just after I'd turned 17 who I stayed with for two years through all the stress he put me through and all of the abuse (both physical and emotional) he put me through. I haven't been  speaking up about it, but it has got to change. I want to help those who have gone through it, are going through it, or might someday go through it. I want to try to help prevent it. Support me in this, please. I have the right: To always be treated with respect. In a respectful relationship, you should be treated as an equal. To be in a healthy relationship. A healthy relationship is not controlling, manipulative, or jealous. A healthy relationship involves honesty, trust, and communication. To not be hurt physically or emotionally. You should feel safe in your relationship at
Gender 411
I see where many of the new meat and even some of the elder bar cliental are uncertain of thier gender?   huh? Now I understand if you are not certain of which forms of working phenotypes that you may not know of which you may be seekin for eros fulfilment. but; you are uncertain of your genotype? unless you are a functioning morphadyte, how could you be confused? strip, stand in front of the mirror and look down, its danglin right before you.... now if you need help identifing; that a whole different blog.....
Focus On Children In Nepal
How serious is this problem? There are an estimated 50,000 street kids scattered across Nepal in every major urban area. In Kathmandu alone there are some 1800 street kids and that number will have grown by 500 to 1000 more this year alone. The numbers, of course, are hard to verify as these kids do a good job of losing themselves in the cities and the suburbs. There are three types of street kids and they all need help. First, those living with their family on the streets: no home, no education, improper diet. Secondly, those with one parent or both parents who work at such menial jobs they too are homeless, no education, dietary concerns. Lastly, and the most unfortunate, those kids that are totally alone: abandoned, abused and no where to go and nobody to turn to for help. These children are the most in need.. These kids range in age from 3 years old on up. Help us save the children of Nepal. In Nepal there are hundreds of children living on the streets. children who live and work
Hey Would You Like To Meet Me Im Mariana Visit My Profile And See How Do I Look
im out going, indecisive, a wannabe artist and the best thing that has come up since the wheel :P and yeah, im a bit of a flirt too. and poop you guys, i know im special.
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Bipolar Junction
it's well after midnite in a candle-lit tomb. it's here i am buried in the aftermath from her womb. she would have been happy, she would have been proud, but she was very tired. and way beyond her youth.
A Very Good Friend Check Her Out
PRECIOUShttp://b.pca2.fubar.com/37/64/2244673/tn_2999506334.jpg">@ fubar Take your time to read her profile page.  it is worth it. KKhttp://b.pca3.fubar.com/18/00/2400081/tn_699657384.jpg">@ fubar
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If You Want To Know Just Ask..
God, My Family, and my Top Dogs love me and thats all that matters. I love life and I love to party, If you got a problam with that then look the other way hater I'll blind ya. Im real and I love being me, I an't got nothing to hide. Just ask me. By the way Im a party D.J. If you have an event and your in Georgia just call me on my cell 678 943 2735, ask for shortkut.
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Summer Girls
How you could become a member of “Summer Girls”. You may be recommended by a current member; however that is not a guarantee that you be a member. The CEO and the managers will review your profile and see if you’re the type of member we are looking for. If you’re known to cause trouble no matter how hot you are you will not be accepted. If you can wear a bikini and the strings don’t disappear you're what we’re looking for. Also the FINNAL decision is up to the CEO. If you can contribute to the Group in a good way you could be added. Examples: Graphics, Lounge Coding, Promotions, or other helpful ideas. You will be ELITE, THE BEST OF THE BEST!   The following information is what you will need…  
Thursday Night
Only two days till London...  It was only a moment before he could pull his mind back; yet it felt like ages.  He could feel the warm palm even through the linen.  Her touch caused sensations he had not felt for the living or dead in a very long time.  The sensation filled him with warmth and caused him to stand tall.  As he turned the first thing that grabbed him were the eyes.  They were green as emerald and yet wise.  This was not a woman to be battled.  These were the mirrors to a soul who knew what she wanted and when.  Standing transfixed like a greek statue she lazily turned him to face her.  She winked and without words she tossed her golden auburn locks toward the door.  Being of old was a blessing when it came to the little signs he thought.  Pressing her firmly against himself like a conquering marauder he pushed with his mind to clear a path.  Like the red sea they parted.  It never stopped amazing him the power of the weak as he led her along.  Giving the sign to the boun
Takes A Real Man!!
It takes a real man to sit here and call a woman a cunt because she rated his photo a 1. Come on did it hurt you? Did it make you bleed? Do you need a person on a computer to tell you that they find you attractive? Well if so then you need to shut your computer off an go find a life!!
Thank You Fubar But...
Well first of all I want to say thank you FUBAR. I met my soon to be husband on this site. We will be married at the end of this month. He is everything I have ever dreamed about. I was seriously in the worst relationship right before i met him. Like I was being beaten on a daily basis. Then after about 6 months of not getting online *I wasnt allowed to.* I got online and came to my page here on FUBAR and seen that this very hot man had said "hi" to me and I took a chance and said "HI" back. From that day forward Brandon and I have been together. About 4 months after we started dating he asked me to marry him And yes I know its very quick but I KNEW HE WAS THE ONE FOR ME! and I said yes. So at the end of MAY BRANDON and I will be saying "I DO" all thanks to you FUBAR. I have never trusted the internet to meet guys. But for some reason I trusted him and trusted this site. Probably because I have been on this site for a long long time. He is truelly the best man I couldd have ever dreame
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Where Did Everyone Go?
$$$3million$$$ Bomber Giveaway
Misc Crap
I have come to a breaking point in the last few days. It seems like the subject of making friends to dating to relationships. Everyone judges you on if you have a job, your looks, where you live. Well, what the hell happened to accepting someone for who they are and not the material things. You know, everyone puts some whitty or stupid status up...But it seems like when we do it, we get attitudes or someone doesn't like it...
Island Girls
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Just About Me
i would like if more ppl would view my profile. i am nice but if get me mad it is an whole other story. so just dnt talk shit to me or say any thing dumb
Dates
started out to be a pissy day.  Hit the dojo down the road...popped a few bucks and then worked out.... yay!  But ended up fucking up with my chest and had to quit for a bit before I started in again.    I love to text.. chat and talk.  And it is relativly easy to text while kickin the bag.  About as easy as riding a bull in a china shop, trying extra hard not to break anything.   I quit ... came home, its only a three minute walk.  Maybe a lil more.   I am a lil worried... and a lil turns into a lot.  That happens with PARANOID SCHITZOS.  lol.  that is why they call them paranoid.  A little reassurance every so often goes a long way. I just wanted to say to a few peeps that actually stuck through it... Thanks. Your the bestest friends a girl could want.  And you know who you are.    
My Story
Well I am originally from a small town on the banks of the Ohio River. I have 4 siblings, 3 older Brothers, 1 younger sister. I was raised in a very tough enviroment. My father was an alcoholic, my mother scraped for every penny she could, but in the end we were very very poor. My childhood was not easy, but it tought me one very important lesson, no matter what your situation is, you can overcome it. America is the greatest nation on earth, through hard work and making more good decisions than bad,I can say that I made it out. I plan to use this blog to over time tell my story and let all of you in on a little of what makes me tick. I also will detail the struggles i have had and the means in which I used to overcome them.
Closing My Account...
I am rarely on here anymore, so I am going to close my account.   If you really want to keep in touch with me, message me (not shoutbox!) and I will give you my email address.
Happy Birthday To Me
Midget
This is for all my Fubar Family & Friend's:I have made a decision to go to Trucking School again,yes if you did not know I used to drive 18 wheeler's  14 yrs. ago..So I am going again for 3 weeks and on the road I go,I will not be on Fubar at that time,Please don't forget me because I will be back..sooner or later..lol...Love all of you...Wish me luck!..As some of you know I am Lora and if ya don't it's Crazy Azz Texas Woman AKA Texas Willow To All My Fu Family and Friend's,I will not be on as much in the next few weeks,I am Moving to Ft.Worth,Texas,I will be pretty busy getting things ready for my move.I Hope Everyone Will Have A Great Week.I will be back as soon as I can. Much Love to Everyone..Hugs! Lora AKA Texas Willow Hi Everyone,I don't ever ask for much but I am in a Tattoo/piercing auction contest and need help.Please if you can bid and rate me and while you're there please rate and fan the host.[ fubar.com photo: Texas WillowMin. bid 500k ]
If Tomrrow Never Comes....
Make sure you keep reading this.... What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of saddness? What would you do if your best friend dies tomrrow and you never got to tell them how you really felt about them? So I just wanted to say even if i dont get to talk to you.....your special to me....I look up to you, respect you and truly cherish you....... You would post this if you truly care..... 6 hours worth of sex.....do u think its possible.....i do.....
Poll For A Top 10 List...
Doing this on a bunch of different sites. Combined answers will result in a Top 10 list.   A bunch of books, comics, video games and cartoons have been made into movies. What's the single worst character from which actor? Pick the 1 worst you've ever seen?   My pick: Jim Carrey as the Riddler   (If someone has already written your answer, write it in anyway)
National Guard
This is the life of the Army National Guard no matter the age you can always join and have a good time but when we get deployed our realationships have problems and we feel as if our lives start to crumble before the we get to the hot zone but when we get with the right one who is with us for through it all they are the strong ones
Love Is Never Quite So Satisfying As When We Give It Away..
Nsfws
If you want to see my NSFW pics, SEND ME A 25 BLING PACK and I'll automatically open it. If you'd rather send fubucks, then send me a Private Message and I might make a deal. =] (Offer in the millions) Also a 7day blast will do. (YOU DONT HAVE TO MESSAGE ME FIRST, IF YOU JUST BUY IT YOU'LL IMMEDIATELY BE LET INTO MY FAMILY TO SEE THE PICTURES) For those of you that don't know how to get me a Bling Pack: Go to my page, click "bling me", then at the bottom right it says "Give someone Bling Credits" click that, then click my name in the list of people and send me a 25credit one.   Also offering personalized NSFW salutes for a 25 credit blingpack. **This is seperate from the nsfw pics** Send me a blingpack with your email address and what you want the nsfw salute to look like/where you want me to write your name or anything like that, and I'll email it to you within a day or so.
Hah!
I'm not drunk enough to care what you think yet.  While I'm being utterly annoying, why do I have to tell the forum if there is "NSFW content" in a site that only "adults" are supposed to be able to access.   Ahh the irony.  Oh the coincidences... Bleh the spelling errors.
Deeeyes
looking for hot young ladys to be in some of my vido;s also looking for young lads to be in the hot new and upcoing book grind
Manners Don't Exist Online
Why is it that eeryone seems to think that they can turn their manners OFF when they turn their computers ON?  I don't understand.  People online will say a million things to others that they'd never say in person!   Here in this "Online Bar," a man will say the wilest things to a woman: "Hey, I'd love to see you naked" or "Hey, do you like to suck kok?" or even "I'll pay you $xx.xx (Fu-Bucks) to let me watch you (on webcam)."  In most cases, if the same man were in a REAL bar with the same woman, andmade the same crude comments, the woman would likely SLAP the shit out of him or have him hauled out by the bar's security.   Why is it different online?  Why are you allowed to hide behind the relative anonymity of the internet while you run around like a dog in heat e-humping every woman in sight?   Well, to all those of you who are unmannered bafoons, I say I've had enough!  I expect the same here online that I would expect in the real world.  If you say something to me here that,
Stand Alone Complex: Vol 3
Down I Guess
Sometimes I feel like "fate" is just laughing at me, sending people into my life that I could never be with, or showing me what I could have but then swiping it away before I can take a breath! Its very frustrating, and at times depressing. I just want someone to share my time with, someone who will give a damn about me. Someone who gives as much as they get without being asked. I guess Im just having a moment of weakness or maybe Im just really lonely and in need of "the real" thing for a change instead of something thats just a temporary teaser to what could really be. I'm just missing the closeness of someone who wants to be with me.
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THE MOTHER'S DAY AUCTION IS OFFICIALLY OPEN!!! COME BID ON YOUR FAVORITE!! WHO DO YOU WANT TO OWN FOR MOTHER'S DAY? CHECK OUT THE LIST BELOW AND CLICK ANY OF THE PICTURES TO BE TAKEN DIRECTLY TO THAT PERSON'S AUCTION! PLEASE REMEMBER TO RATE/FAN/ADD YOUR AUCTION HOST GLITTERKITTY WHILE YOU ARE THERE! LET'S ALL HAVE FUN!! LET THE BIDDING BEGIN!!! GLITTERKITTY HEARTS JOJO BRASS MUNKEY BUNNIE METAL BABY TITTYLICIOUS TNDREAMER UNDERESTIMATED
Come Join This Lounge
then this is the lounge you want to come to.   http://www.fubar.com/lounge/66773   tell them that GhostRyder sent you.
Meaningful Things
In My Head
Running through the chambers in my mind, slamming the doors to the ones with words I cannot find. The frustration and confusion is debilitating, a dark void leaves me struggling. I try to remember to breathe as it consumes me.   Your the straw to my line, euphoria blowing my mind. Your the lighter to my pipe, I know its wrong it feels so right. Your the candy filled needle to my vain, the withdrawl brings me pain. Your my addiction, my affliction, my heaven, my hell. Keeping you in my heart doesn't do me well. Battling Demons Do it! Do it! What good are you anyway?  "No,  stop! Tomorrow can be a better day." Do it! Do it! Haha! Your fucking weak! "Shut the fuck up! I will not settle with defeat." Do it! Do it! Seek out the blade. "I feel relief after, but cringe at the scars I have made." Do it! Do it! What are  you waiting for? "My life, I want it. I hunger for more" Do it! Do it! Releif now, what more could you ask for? "Control of my thoughts. Control of my mind. Give
New Job Bouncing At Endless Tragedy
My first day I got this cool new job as a bouncer/greeter at the Endless Tragedy Lounge. http://fubar.com/lounges/syc0 Come join us My job is to welcome everybody who enters and invite visitors to join our lounge as well as keep the peace. So far it's alot of fun and hard work but I think I'm gonna enjoy it.
Secret Recipie
in a saute pan add olive oil,minced garlic n shallots, saute tillgolden brown.add in red wine,blanced broccolli,sliced yellow peppers n saute for 30 seconds. add alfredo sauce n al dente fettuccini your fettuccini should be sauted in another pan with white wine salt n pepper n fressh basil. ad in thinly sliced capricola ham green olives with the pimentos,and capers, add in two table spoons of marinara sauce n a pinch of crushed mustard seed. saute then add in diced tomatoes and a shot of tobasco saute for 30 more seconds and serve. place a tomatoe rose in middle of dish with a sprig of parsly for garnish  have fun and enjoy
Sex
Your Sex Sign is... You're a 22nd century lover - without any rules or hangups. You're a typical 'trysexual'... well versed in the bedroom and curious about everything you haven't tried. You give everyone you run into the most exotic sex ever. Aquarius, you are a 22nd century sexual being. Your tastes and attitudes are totally futuristic. You are very adventurous and curious about everything. Aquarians are the 'seekers' of the Zodiac. You aren't posessive or materialistic - and you make your own rules. Your sexual personality is exotic and bohemian. You love to talk about sex - anywhere, anytime. You enjoy hearing about other people's sexual exploits, and you completely unshockable. You reached sexual maturity at an early age. You have had many varied sexual relationships, and you have dabbled in just about anything - if only for the experience. Above all, you aspire to become better and better in bed. You love to be taught new sexual tricks. You love to
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Performing Arts - Non - Verbal Theatre
Why very few artists work in this universal art form in the world? Is it hard to practice or not many mentors are in this field?
Life
Do Woman Perfer....   A Man Who Has Children Or One With Out?   Older Or Younger?   Nice Guy or Bad Ass (/shady)?   With or With out Tattoos?   Anything Else You Can Think Of   Leave A Comment...
Definition Of Love
My Thoughts & Ramblings
Most of you know my situation if not check out my blog entitled "My Life" and it'll explain a little bit of what my life is like for the most part.  But for now on to the reason of this blog...Dating.   I was always kind of shy around women and never really did the whole dating thing.  I guess I just never had any self confidence when it came down to it.  But, when I was about 19-20 I started to come out of my shell and found it easier to talk to some women.  Then my health went down hill and subsequently ended up where I am today, in a wheelchair.  It seems as though by shyness is back ten fold and I don't know what to do.    Every morning as I go through my daily routine with my aide the same thoughts go through my head...Will I ever find that special someone or will I end up alone?  If I do find someone how will everything work out in the long run?  I can do some things on my own but for most part I need a fair amount of assistance.  If I end up finding that special someone wha
Dj Bully
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Because....master Says So......
He is the master and he is going to do everything he wants with the couple who experience hardships in their sexual life, he’s going to give it a new life and his cock is going to help him… Of course I knew what was going to happen but I also saw plenty of emotions on the faces of a young couple – embarrassment, excitement, even fear before the man they knew little about and who demanded to call him “Master”. However, people say I look like a reliable person who can be trusted. This time it worked as well. After a few phrases which didn’t mean much the tension went down a bit. This is Alex. He is just the same I’ve expected. He considers himself intelligent (because he graduated from Harvard) and sexually skillful (because he likes fucking). He obviously loves his wife but in the letter to me he calls her “a bit strained” and says she “isn’t sensual enough”. The situation seems familiar to me. Many women suffer
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Love
The way I feel I can't explainThe gratitude insideFor all the days and all the nightsYou spent right by my sideFor every hug and every kissTo send me on my way,For always putting me to bed,To prepare me for another dayFor loving me through the hurtAnd pain that’s come my wayFor holding on to me so tightThat I can barely breatheFor never letting goOf the hope you hold for my lifeFor keeping it so close to you heartAll this timeFor yelling at me when I'm out of placeFor telling me the truthFor forgiving me for what I sayCause I no it hurtsSo now I say what I feelAt this time and dayThat mum I LOVE YOU all the timeSo happy mothers day   A touch of skin soft and slippery,With the hint of hint of sweat.We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,As the wind flowed from the window above us.Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,To abandon all of our uncertainties.You began your work on my lips,Probing gently as if drawing sex,From a deep well of longing and need.Then heated t
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In God We Trust
Mother In Law's In The Hospital
well ,my wife and i were sitting at my sister and brother in law's house earlier ,when my cellphone rang .it was my wife's mother and she tells me that she had a heart attack today and she is calling me from the emergency room .well they care flighted her to another hospital and she has to have open heart surgery (she has blockage on both sides of her heart ) tomorrow at 8 am .she just had a stroke at the tail end of last year :O:O all i ask of you as my friends it to keep her and my wife in your prayers (my wife is absolutely beside herself (her family members have been blaming her for her mother's stroke ):P:P Well ,my mother in law had triple bypass surgery this morning around 9:30 and the surgeon said that everything went ok .She's not going to be able to go back to work of course right away though .She is also probably going to be staying with us full time after she gets done staying at her sister's house for 2 weeks .She also has to stop smoking ,which isn't going to be easy for
Bullies
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Observations
My Stalker
Paranoid Dreams
Broken a soulless being sits upon his tombstone The cold bite of the night winds chills his very bone A look of sadness painted his face a pale faded blue And the love he lost felt so long ago that felt so true And broken he sat till the day his body had finally died On that darkened day the crowes were the only souls that cried For the flesh they banqueted on was the meal made from a broken man   She sat alone with the shadows her only friends to play For thirty long years she never had a word to say Than one day she spoke her very first word And the Heavens burned and Hell came forth with it's fiery sword The woman had now become the only thing left standing Her children died at her feet as she stood there commanding The mighty beasts of Hell to destroy the World of man So Creation can begin all over once again   Death comes for the weak and the weary men in this realm Davey Jones sails the Seven Seas at The Flying Dutchman's helm The daemons of yesteryear come for
6 Sex Mistakes Men Make
Hey guys, think you know everything there is to know about having sex with women? That erotic encyclopedia you carry around in your head may contain a lot of basic errors and omissions about women's sexuality -- errors that can lead to sex mistakes. That's because -- after learning the facts of life -- most of us are left to figure out sex for ourselves. Guys tend to take a lot of cues from adult movies, and we all know how true-to-life those are. Experience may help, but many women can be shy when talking about what they like. To help us with some sex tips, WebMD asked two acclaimed sex educators, Tristan Taormino and Lou Paget, to tell us what they think are the most common sex mistakes men make with women. Taormino is a prolific author, lecturer, and video producer. Her latest project is the Expert Guide educational video series from Vivid Ed. Sex Mistake No.1: You Know What She Wants Men often make assumptions about what a woman wants based upon what they've done with other wo
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Dangerous Curves
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The Coolest/ Hottest Friends
It's great to meet you all and I consider myself lucky to have made friends, so quickly I might add, with such a group of cool and beautiful people as yourselves.  I look forward to getting to know each and every one of you better.  Until then cheers.  Michael
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Just Wondering
Have You Been There!!
You know I been lookin' around ,and checking things out in this ole' world a long time. I been on my own since I was 9 yrs old. I have lived through many things in that time. I look on Television and the net,and see alot of complainin' goin' on ,about how folks are scared 'cause of the economy. Global warmin' ect. The one thing I know is we live here on this earth,and ther ain't a thang going on that this ole' world ain't seen before. Here in America we got it alot better then alot of folks. Thier is poor folks that cain't get nothin' to eat . There are countries where their leaders just go on mass murderin' spree's. Her in the U.S.A. we ain't got worry 'bout all that mess. We are still a great nation. My brother died for this nation we live in. Yeah maybe thangs cost a little more. All that means is ya gotta get yer hustle on. The rich ,and priviledged ain't gonna crash, and they need us regular Joe's to keep 'em rich ,and priviledged so we ain't either they cain't let that happen the
Hotshot
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Her Arrival...
well the night before we pre-packed so we could spend as much time together as possible... we missed the flight and had to reschedule her to leave 3 hours later, which I must admit I enjoyed... we spent more time talking.. making plans... when I dropped her off I can say I truly didnt want her to leave, I was torn, I knew she had to leave to get the kids, but I wanted her here with me...   I got out, we kissed and hugged on the curbside of the airport...gave her, her carry on... I pulled away with a completely lonely heart.... I texted her and talked to her nearly all the home, we originally were set up for 90 day turn around, but its going to look more like 5 weeks... I love her so, and cant wait to start my new life...   I love you Joy... she was almost crying, but muttered out a "yes omg yes!" I told her I have had many and all had a portion of what I was looking for, but she was complete, Im such a lucky person to have met her...   We went onto take pics of the Hollyw
Balance
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My Writing
Her: I struck a match, lit the candleShadows showed me my loveWarm, waiting, smilingI paused to absorbFeelings of love flooded meOverwhelmed my meager nervesFrozen in the spark in your eye,bird to your snake I stood.Then, bidden, I moved to youHim:The darkness was swept asideas you flickered in matchlightthe flare subsided, to candle glowmy breath with it.Matchlight flared, I gasped aloudyour beauty shone in the glareCandle-glow shadows on your skinmy breath deepened in the warmth of it. Exclusionby john p reedI am wearied by hearingthat my friends doing thingswithout me talk abouthow they really missall the things we used to dohow they really wishwe could be together morehow they really wantto be more with mehow they really do liketo be around me.What you don't remember isthat you do exclude meinconsiderately, by not rememberinghow you really missall the things we used to dohow you really wishthat we could be together morehow you really wantto be more with mehow you really do liketo
Betrayed
I know that there are others out there that have experienced layoffs. I can only relate to my experience though. If anyone out there thinks that they work with or for friends, you may want to reconsider that thought. I loved my job. I will go ahead and get that out of the way. There were times that I would have rather been at work than be home. I had always dreamed of working in the type of environment I was in. I could laugh without feeling odd. I could talk to my co-workers. Hell, we even got along. I tried to help them out when the need arrised. I was consistently in the top 3 in terms of calls taken, tickets created, and tickets resolved. In fact, if you factor all three together, I was probably the top person on the Helpdesk. You would think that with all that, I would have been a sure thing to avoid getting laid-off. That wasn't the case though. It appears that there is other factors that goes into who gets the cut and who doesn't. I was laid off last month from my said job. N
Prayers Please
As some of you already know, my sister is 35 weeks pregnant and the baby has now flipped into the breech position. They are afraid they will have to do an emergency C Section this week. Please keep my sister and her little family in your prayers.   I know some people think this is wrong and cheesy but she is my sister and I could use a little support right now.  
Love
I love him, I love him, I love him, and when he comes i'll follow, i'll follow, i'll follow, he'll always be my hero, my hero, my hero from now until forever, forever, forever.. i will follow him, follow him where ever he may go, there isn't an ocean too deep, a mountain to high i can't reach, he is my destiny.
Hosting My 1st Auction
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Threesomes "about Me" :)
Threesomes ShareNow, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other.Three Names I go by1. Anissa2. Anissa Christine3. I don't have any nicknamesThree Jobs I have had in my life1. Pharmacy Tech2. Elementary School Teacher3. Psychological ResearcherThree Places I have lived1. Michigan (lived there for 34 years)2. Ohio (while I went to college at the University of Toledo)3. Texas (where I have lived for the last 3 years)Three TV Shows that I watch1. Americas Next Top Model2. Project Runway3. LMN moviesThree places I have been1. Toronto, Canada2. Las Vegas, NV3. Lake Tahoe, CA Three people that e-mail me regularly1. The people I work with2. My friend Rusty3. David Three of my favorite foods1. Chinese (Kung Pow Chicken)2. Veggies3. Homemade Pizza (the kind that's better for you)Three things
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Landind Zone
on profile picture;in korea at the time air force. but was so drunk;from korean beer and a drink called sojo; that I was in north korea! peace! back from trip early ;san diego ; weather turned little bad! drinks on the house! wanna see some funny ass old japanese monster movie then check out ultraman vs red king in video stash! 

Teens Aquitted In Beating Part 2
Friends and relatives of two teens accused in the beating death of a Mexican immigrant struggled to contain their relief as not-guilty verdicts were announced on the most serious charges against the former high school football stars Friday.Gasps filled the courtroom and some had to be restrained by sheriff's deputies as they tried to rush the defense table after Derrick Donchak, 19, and Brandon Piekarsky, 17, were acquitted of aggravated assault, reckless endangerment and ethnic intimidation for the death of Luis Ramirez.Piekarsky was also found not guilty of third-degree murder for the death of Ramirez, who died of blunt force injuries after an encounter with the teens last summer.However, the all-white jury of six men and six women from Schuylkill County jury found Piekarsky and Donchak guilty of simple assault.The case drew national attention to the small town of Shenandoah, Pennsylvania, highlighting race relations and polarizing the community on who was to blame for the incident.L
Words Of Encouragement
Making Money
I would of never thaught that selling Avon would make me any money but it is great. New Car Here I Come. These products are great. No I was not paid to write this. Just sharing my joy.
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Pimpout From Ice
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War Vet Vs. Mexican's
  First and Foremost This is not a Racist or Predjudice Blog About a month ago, a Marine walking home from a party was jumped by 5, that's right 5 low life Mexicans. This Marine chose to give up his wallet, or anything they wanted. By their choosing, they decided to rough him up. They threw him down on the pavement, and proceeded to kick, and punch him while on the ground. This Marine was just going to take it, and let them take what they wanted. Then one participant decided he did not get enough licks in, and kicked this Marine in the temple. Big mistake, this awoke the sleeping giant. This Marine had taken enough!! In fear of great bodily harm,his fight, or flight mechinism kicked in. The Marine arose, with a cell phone in his hand, he proceeded to get up, and pummeled three into submission, out cold. The 4th member of the tough guys,stood out of the way, not wanting to get hit anymore. The 5th jackass, took off with his wallet, then Marine chased him down, tripping him,and beat
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Was On Vacation
I was on vacation in Alabama and went to talladega need room for pics so plz rate my pics so I can get those pics on here. Thanks!
My Sick Day
It was a rather depressing day at the office so I decided to call in a sick day. My boss was not overly thrilled but he didnt object to my leaving early. What would a caring compassionate guy like me have to be depressed about? Well, it started three weeks back when Marsha and I got into a huge fight resulting in her telling me she was moving out of our apartment of a year. She said I wasn't satisfing her needs. What else could I do? I fingered that lovely clit until juicies ran. I would eat her out pushing my tounge deep into that wonderfully tight cove of love until she screamed. I always put her needs ahead of my own selfish satisfaction. Isn't that what love is? Well, I thought it was. I thought we were doing great as a couple. All our friends said we were good together and wondered what the hell went wrong when Marsha packed a bag and walked out of our life. I didn't look forward to walking into the apartment still full of Marsha's belongings. I thought her leaving it behind would
Life Or Something Like It
Okay, its been forever since I was on Fubar. I have 3 kids now. My daughter is 13, my oldest son is 4 and my youngest son is 6 months old. He was born on Halloween. I now work taking care of a paralized guy at night. The great thing about that is that I can take my baby with me. And I get plenty of time to do things like update my fubar! :) Scott and I are still engaged. Hoping to get married soon. Other than that..I am the same.
Poems
If I never can fix these painful thoughts can you ever foregive me? Will you hold it against me for the rest of my life? How ever much longer it will be? No one knows, not even the doc These painful depressed thoughts are takin over Takin over more and more each day I dont know how to beat them alone anymore Im to afraid to ask anyone for HELP!! Thats my problem ive never been good at askin people for help Instead I suffer by myself and make the depressin worse more everyday Dien inside more and more each passin day Wishin I wont wake up tomorrow   FRLW  9-1-08 Alls I ever wanted was a dad to play catch with and spend time with me But you were just to busy with yourself to take a few minutes a day to talk to me and toss a ball around Now down the road your tryin to make it up me But it might be a little to late for that I can always foregive you and love you But I will never forget how you always said no to me No when I asked you to spend just a few minutes with me
No More Meaning
why does it seem like as soon as the pain stops theres always another fight or a lie ending in sobs if you loved me really why did you do it thats just kinda silly then you got mad and threw a fit when really you were wrong you did the dirty deed and sang her that love song and even planted your seed why do you keep hurting what once wasent enough so you keep flirting so twice you try mu love but end of round two you did one last thing and lied about it too had a little fling this all could've been prevented if you'd just shut up and listen but i was wrong, but look in the end you tried to excuse it as jealous now you see that i was right and she came between us you were blind as night this is hard to deal with dont know whether to cry or throw a fit but ill try its all i can do the damage is already done was it worth it to you do you feel you won are you trying to test me see how much i can take sre you trying to see how long till i break all i a
My Birthday Auction
Tormented
Ok this is a little new to me, as I now find myself single again with another man living in my home, but here I am. Not even sure why I'm here so any input would be appreciated. But if you are the same type of tramp I am still unfortunately married to, then don't bother. Right now I am bitter and on guard, but I am working on it. Is there solice of actual friendship in here, or is it all just more BS for those with nothing better to do? Help me out here. Oh by the way. the tramp in the picture behind me fell off, but quickly jumped on a steroid freak, so good for her.
Hmmmmmm
She's Everything To Me
Just Writing
WOW    When he looks into my eyes I get lostThe way he touches me I want to melt.The things he says amazes me.He makes me feel alive, wanted, needed, comfortable, cared for.I want him more and more as the days go by.I want to taste his kisses again.I want to feel his body against mine again. I melt just thinking of these things and of him.I find myself lost in thoughts of him. I am scared though, I don't want to be hurt again.But I feel so safe with him.He has broke the walls to my body and soul and is starting to warm my heart.I am so scared of how I feel Does anyone one else feel this way?Or am I the only one who has these feelings and thoughts   Crystal M. Grossinger This world is full of  people.people who love,people who hate.Ones that are there,ones that are far away.Not everyone in this world enjoys everyone elsebecause like me they fell alonein a world full of people!!!!   Crystal M. Grossinger I want him to hold me....* when i cry * when i'm cold* when something is wrongI
Looking For Some Meat
ok guys, this is why i show it all off. i need some cock this weekend for my girlfriend and myself. if you have pics send them my way. i am only interested if you are availible in tx. you will have to wear a condom, but we both swollow and take facials. i only want to see that dick. oh, and dont think small is a bad thing. i do love anal but i can only handle a shorty. if it gets to be a regular thing, i will let you cum in me. thanks!!!!
Me, And Things About Me
First and foremost, I've unsubscribed from all lounges.  I am one person, and only one person.  If I go one place, I catch flak from one party, if I go another place, I catch flak from another party.  Sorry folks, I love you all dearly, and I'm not going to catch hell for that.  I am friends with multiple groups of people.  If I can't go to talk to them freely in various different places, then I simply don't want to be in any of those place.   Next on the agenda: I am not in a good place right now.  I spent about 4 years trying to build a future for myself that has ended in epic failure.  I wake up every day looking at this epic failure.  I need to get out of here.  That's my current mission, with my sanity at stake.    The prop business has pretty much dissolved into nothing.  It gets hard to do something you love, something you've been built up on being told it'll be great and wonderful, and then become disillusioned by it all.  I got fucked, hardcore, by various circumstances. 
Crazy Night
Ok I am the night manager for a hotel. I think I run a nice hotel with some uhhhh unique moments. And tonight is one of those moments. A good friend of mine is staying here tonight. He came to me earlier about some screaming and things being thrown around. I stepped out the back door and could hear someone screaming bloody muder! I went back inside and called for help while he went to make sure everything was alright. I was standing outside talking to the police telling them what was going on. My friend knocked on the door and could hear "Stop hurting please help!!" and the door opened up....out came a 41 yr old naked man screaming! He tried to attack my friend!! Luckly Jam was aware and jumped out of the way. The guy knocked Jam's room key or whatever he had in his hand out of his hand. Ready for this? The guy's room is on the 2nd floor and all our rooms open to the outside. He leaped off the top of the stairs and land on his belly. Got up and started screaming. And throwing hims
Being A Dad
My boys stay so busy with all there activities. Tonight is the first night in a long time, that they are all here, under my roof sleeping. Dad feels right with the world.
Blestman's Blog
I have recently written separate commentaries on two jailed journalists. One, Roxana Saberi, has received a great deal of attention from the mainstream media and her case has been widely reported on and disseminated across the globe. The other case is that of Sam Dodson. His case has gotten virtually no attention from the mainstream media. As he languishes in a jail cell refusing to eat his plight has only been discussed on few liberty oriented blogs. I begin to wonder why this should be and thought an examination of the differences between the two cases might shed some light on this phenomenon. It was interesting to note, as I researched these cases, that the Committee to Protect Journalists (CPJ) reported that last year there were 125 journalists jailed worldwide as of their census of Dec. 1st, 2008. Yet one must wonder exactly how accurate their count is in these times when the Internet provides a means for anyone to become a journalist. The CPJ itself makes an interesting stateme
Not So Sure
Does Anyone Really Read This Shit, Anyway?
Well. Hi, folks. If anyone's reading this, there's something horribly wrong with you. Run while you still can and seek professional help. Really. I suppose the point of a blog is to recount recent events and share your thoughts with others. When the fuck did we stop calling that a journal or diary? Anyway. Let's see. I'm presently being stalked by a woman who's ugly as sin, 10 years older than me, and married with a kid. My job officially sucks. I've been fucked outta 7 months' worth of vacation and sick time because of my company. And now, instead of giving me full-time benefits like they SHOULD'VE 7 months ago (Okay. Technically, they had twelve weeks, so they shoulda given me full-time benefits 4 months ago. But whatever.) they're cutting my hours. I haven't seen my family in over two years. Which is really starting to suck. The girl I'd been dating finally told me she's bisexual. And her girlfriend is jealous of me. Lovely. I need a fuckin' drink. Damn you. Damn everyone. "I
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Love Is Crazy
my life is beautiful in love is p shit
Mother's Day Auction Enter Now!!!
      COME BE A PART OF MY FIRST EVER AUCTION!!! THIS IS A MOTHER'S DAY AUCTION AND WILL BEGIN MAY 3RD AND END ON MAY 9TH AT MIDNIGHT SO YOU WILL BE OWNED FOR MOTHER'S DAY! THIS AUCTION IS OPEN TO EVERYONE! TO ENTER THE AUCTION PLEASE SEND 50K TO ME AND A PIC AS WELL AS THE LIST OF WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING TO THE HIGH BIDDER ASAP SO I CAN MAKE YOUR TEMPLATE PRIOR TO THE START OF THE AUCTION! YOU WILL ALSO BE PROVIDED WITH A CLICKABLE LINK TO USE TO PROMOTE YOURSELF!! I WILL NOTIFY YOU AND THE HIGH BIDDER WHEN THE AUCTION IS OVER! PAYMENT WILL BE MADE FROM THE HIGH BIDDER DIRECTLY TO YOU! COME JOIN IN THE FUN!!
I Am Proud
I Am Proud! You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK....But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist.-You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?-You have the United Negro College Fund.-You have Martin Luther King Day.-You have Black History Month.-You have Cesar Chavez Day.-You have Yom Hashoah-You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi-You have Al Qaeda-You have the NAACP.-You have BET.-If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist.-If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist.-If we had white history month... we'd be racist.-If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist.-If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist.-In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r
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Good Tyme Charlie's
The Man Law 1. Cheat until you get caught! Never be faithful! Its just not man like! 2. Drink until she looks good! 3. Two is always better than one! 4. Lie and do not under any circumstances admit to shit! If you get caught ^^^^^ MEN, THIS IS A LAW. YOU MUST ABIDE BY THE LAW. IF NOT, YOU ARE NOT A MAN!!! Have a nice day! :-) -Charlie
Nothingness
What is Love? I'll tell you what it is, it's something for fools. Fools think they are in love, they chase after it like once they have it thier life will mean something. They catch it and they are no better for having it. They hold it to tight and it slipes through their fingers like sand. Then washes away...If they are one of the lucy ones they will not hurt because of it but the mojority of US will. Yes I am one of those fools of which I speak...I was the child that lost the love from her father when he pasted.....the child whose Mother beat and then turned her back on...the child who even though I knew that she could not love me came back to be beat again an again because that was the only form of love I could get. The little sister who was left behind.  The child who everyone said was saved when they came an took me from my hell at home to throw me into a hell much worse. The child that Men used as they pleased and then passed me around like a dirty mag....that was love so I was t
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In the end I never forgave you. The time I spent lost gave me clarity over my imprisonment.  See there was a chance and I took it, not for you, not for the idea that I loved you, but for me. Why would I want that chance to go away. Happy for a momment vs an empty life vs life long bitterness,,, I just chose the moment.  I blamed myself, I blamed you, I blamed the air if I could come up with a reason.  It was honestly just a moment.  Deep happiness for a time. The anger came in it not lasting. Maybe I give up to fast, maybe I rushed into it all. Maybe im just broken. Maybe just too many maybes. You came into my life and I didn’t stand up. And I regret that.the moment after it happened till years later im just a basket case of regret. Of taking the best thing in my life for granted. Sad part is, is that im human and I know it will happen again.  So I over compensate. Jump the gun and rush into a burning field with my head down.  Funny part is why keep your head down if you know y
.....in Bed
...in bed, So I'm sure we have all had our quickies, our one night stands, romantic nights with the one(S) you care about etc etc. I know most of us have our own styles for each BUT can different styles go with different feelings for you partner? typically the rough sex is one that brings out the more animalistic side of people and soft romantic sex is more of a demonstration of your feelings right? now here is were i get confused with rough sex can it mean both things if your with the right person? when i think of rough sex the word fuck comes to mind were as with the other it  that just sounds harsh but at the same time is there more passion with romantic soft sex or is the passion really found in the rough animalistic sex? with one you do just to bring one another to a climax but the other take your time to enjoy each other.... but which one would be considered caring for the other i mean getting some one to climax is probably the nicest thing you can do right? So trying as hard as
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Dos De Mayo
Last Minute Dragon
Last Thurday,  I had a busy day.   I had to take care of last minute bills and banking issues, pack my bags to go and be done by 4:00 pm so I could make it to see my youngest son's baseball game by 5:15.   at 8:00 am in the morning I got a text from the dragon (my ex), about some bullshit issue several text later I think I answered the question.  at 10.00 am ,  I get another text message concerning child support.   I was in the process of setting up my bill pay on the situation so Informed her of some of the changes and made adjustments let her know.  Several texts later and a phone call got that issue clear up.at around 11am to 1:00 pm issue concerning my oldest son.at around 2:00pm she texted me asking me if my brother was going to the graduation,  I said I suppose.  She texted back, I need to know.   after 15 texts that day I had enough.   I texted back,  I am packing to go to war. she texted back saying she understood.   Finished the primary packing in time, headed to the game.  Te
Update
so it turns out i wont be moving after all thank goodness for that the landlord was stupid enuff to come by and do the math in his head with out useing a calculator turns out he wanted more then the rent agreement well so he came by later on to say iam sorry so atlest he was able to admit that he fucked up god i wish everything was that easy in life
Ummm......
Totally liking on life, at the moment. Except, for a few glitches, I assume.  Nothin' I can't handle.  Lol...not liking living with someone, instead of being on my own....well, since it's my sister, it is really not that bad. Better than it was before. I am a bit confused about my next step in life. Tht is not unusual, though. Hehehe. I get tired of being invisible. I get tired of pretending I don't care. I love that I have someone who worships me, but why is it only him who's ALWAYS there.  Some people say that I am pretty...others say that they love my art. But on what happens to be bad day, A KIND, HELLO, whould be a a nice start. Why am I so forgettable? Could I get a few suggestions, on how to not be?  Just every once and a while, I don't care if it is out of pity, could it just be about ME! No one will actually read this...so, I don't really care if I sound cheezy... And Honestly...I am over it now.....so....it could be about whatever the heck whoever wants it to be!!! LOL
The Cullen's House
Charlie's House
My Therapy
Out of my ashes will rise a new phoenix. A soaring being returning from death proving once again that life is eternal. I live forever because the spirit never dies. I will return in another body in another time, but it is me. The me who is me now will always be. As long as I live, I learn. And I live F o r e v e r The sound of your laughterIs what pulls me throughThe harshest winterThe sound of your laughterMakes every bright summer dayBrighterThe sound of your laughterIs what gets me up in the morningWith itI can take anything life can bringNot to make too much out of itBut to meEveryday Is a good day To liveTo The sound of your laughter Come take my hand and walk with me Share my likes . . . my wishes . . . my life Don't judge me . . . just love me Accept me for who I am For if I try to change for you Then you'll no longer know me As I am no longer happy with whom I am Always remember where we are going So you don't forget where we have been If we hold on to each other's hearts
A Promise Of Forever
Will You stay by my side, through everything? The good and the bad, whatever life may bring? Will You wipe away, all the sadness and tears? Help me through all, my anxieties and fears? Will You still be there, when things get tough? Picking me up, when I've had enough? Will You be the one, to never stop caring? To love me always, could You be that daring? Will You be the one, to never leave? So over You, I'll not have to grieve? Will You be the one, to not break my heart? Forever and ever, 'til death do us part? Will You be the one, to not cause me pain? To not break my heart, again and again? Will You be the one, to never cheat? even if sometimes, You feel beat? Will You be the one, to not raise a fist? Or put me down, with words that twist? Will You stay with me forever, for our whole lives through? Will You love me unconditionally, as I will You?
Life
Well a lot has happened in such a short amount of time. I'm no longer with my husband but I am now with a very special man with the same background as me as far as relationships goes. I can honestly say that everything that happened happened for a reason and it just wasn't men to be with Chad. Travis only time will tell.. but so far I like where things are heading and how slow things are going. almost as if everything fits just right like it was meant to be. ATM just waiting for school to start up and get bk in the swing of things.... cant wait to get this two yrs over with and work on the next 4yr degree.... want something work hard for it!!!! She's making the move from pre-school to Kindergarten this year, she graduates on the 12th. I've made her a dress this year, she's going to re-use her regalia from last year with two new designs an eagle and talons  already have the eagle on it just have to cut out some talons for the front, Jocelyn's sisters are going to be wearing similar dres
You
As the sun glows with a pretty sunset, I think of the wonderful girl I have net, as stars shine with a heavenly light, thoughts of her touch have me higher than a kite, As day after day come to an end, I find comfort in knowing she is more than a best friend, as she looks at me in that caring way, There's no need to speak- her actions, they say, As she fills every room with care, you are more than a friend, your the meaning of love, and for you, I will always be there.    
Should I Have To Rate 10 To Everyone On Fubar?
Why i rate ppls always 10? Am i lost my freedoom of choice?
Tired Of Little Girls Trying To Be Women
why do ppl have to think they have to play games it gives nice guys like me bad rep that pisses me off that little boys cant get there head out of there ass so if any real women lookin 4 a real man let me know lataz 4 now
Cant Belive This
Orgasmically Challenged Lol
Ok so I'm sitting here rating Diana's pic during her HH...My one son is playin the 360, the other on the couch beside me, he's 11...I hear this buzzzzzzzzz'ng sound and ignore it cuz I figure it's the 360...Then Nick my 11 yr old say MOM, what is this??? OMFG one of my worst fears hits me in the face...Nick has my small "toy" in his hand asking me what this is...I have this deer in the headlight look on my face I'm sure...He says I found this in your purse mom, what is it??? I said, you found that in MY purse??? Stalling (sp) so I can come up with some kind of believable reason that is in my purse...Yeah yeah I keep it in my purse "hidden" cuz the sperm donor is threatened by them and has always accidentally thrown the others in the trash...I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT BEFORE WOW, YOU FOUND THAT IN MY PURSE???Well, my 13 yr old who is turning 30 says LOL that's a neck massager, RIGHT MOM??? Laughing his ass off the entire time...I said *shrugs* I guess it is...Nick is like oh cool I wanna us
Orgasmicaly Challenged Lol
Walking With Angels
Angels are the guardians of hope and wonder,The Keepers of magic and dreams.Angels watch over you wherever you go,Keeping each day perfectand promising a bright new tomorrow. The motto of all angels is"It is a wonderful life." Wherever there is love,An angel is flying by. Angels help you carry the ball,carry a tune, carry your weightand carry on! Your guardian angel knows you insideand out and loves you just the way you are. Angels keep the world safe for hummingbirdsand butterflies and rainbows in spring.Angels keep it simple and always travel lightAngels love whispering secretsand whistling in the darkWhenever you hear music,an angel is speaking to you. Remember to leave space in your relationshipsso the angels have room to playYour guardian angel helps youfind a place when you feel there is no place to go. Keep a spare angel in your pocketAngels carry high-beam lightsto help you through the darkest hoursWhenever you feel lonely,a special angel drops in for tea. Every time yo
If You
im trading fubucks for bling 100k for 1 bling250k for 2 bling400k for 3 bling500k for 4 bling550k for 5 bling i will only be paying for the person who gets me up to 5 blings first so you better come fast and hard or you just might not get to it little hint on getting more then 550k you buy me 2 blings and then 3 blings -hector ok the first to bling me the most by the end of they day gets 2mil lolz so start blinging im not going to hold this for long lmao if im yours. if im yours then prove itif im yours would you show it? if you want me you would come and kiss meam i your angel or am i your worst deed? your my true love the rain drop that falls on my heartyou stole my heart and im not mad i was going to give it to you anyways i wish we would just bebut its a mythical dream waiting to be free i do love you and i do want youbut its so hard living when i cant have youhear my voice read my words im screaming for us to beyour written on my heart and theres no erasing lovei blocked
Mine!!!
sittin' @ home,, with a thousand n' one thoughts racin' thru my mind.. i mean everything is runnin' around up there... y the chick @ Tim Hortons,, always gets my order wrong,, idk about u all,,, but when i say supreme.. i would think that.. that word alone would stand out allllll by itself in the order.. lol... y that one car backed outta his driveway... then when out on the street he stops n' just sat there.. in the middle of the road.. what was he doin'?? have to go to the store n' get something 4 supper... but what am i gonna buy?? y is my pic crooked on the wall... should i fix it... lol i mean really can anymore crap just wonderin' up there... well off i go..  to the store... lol Laterz....
Friendship Angel Poem
When I have no one to turn toAnd I am feeling kind of low,When there is no one to talk toAnd nowhere I want to go,I search deep within myselfIt is the love inside my heartThat lets me know my Angels are thereEven though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my faceAnd the sun begins to shine.I hear a voice, so soft and sweetSaying, 'Everything will be just fine'It may seem that I am aloneBut I am never by myself at all.Whenever I need my Angels nearAll I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always trueOn that you can depend.They will always stand behind youAnd will always be your friend.Through darkest hours and brightest daysOur Angel's see us throughThey smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue.. Thanks for being my Angel my friendI will be there for you until the end.
Hh Auction Bids
So here's where you place your bids for the Happy Hour Auction I'm conducting.  Top Bid wins as is determined by me.  The auction will end on May 9th, at 2:00 CDT (12:00pm futime).
This Does Not Exsist ! !
Random Musings
I was browsing newsrag and found an article that says canola oil is bad for you. It even backs it up. To beat all it says lard, tallow, and animal fat are really good for you. I have been told for years the exact oppisite! Has anyone else heard about this?   here is a link I love Halloween. I love handing out candy, seeing all the great costumes and talking with parents. I even keep up with trends. _For a few years there, you never saw smaller children without their parents. I noticed this year less parents as they stayed in the cars. What few adults I did see mostly stayed along the edge of the road. I realize adults are tired but its still a good ideal to stay close to your children. If nothing else, you can grab their hand and hold them back to keep them from darting back out in the road. Not to mention when I was taking my daughter trick or treating, I liked to visually check out the people who were giving out the treats. I could usually remember which house gave out what
C.o.f Train!!!!
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Ddl
Hi Everyone :D I just want to let ya'll in on a few things that are going on in the DDL We have had the DDL Radio in the lounge for awhile now.... we have 4 DJ's who are working the station right now Henoth (newest DJ ) WickedPagon (Station Manager) SexiDani (Assistant Manager) DarkLady
So Im Totally In Love W/kurt Cobain...
...and I think ne one and everybody that was a fan of his or nirvana's should check this out...   http://www.spin.com/blog/5-bands-kurt-cobain-would-love   its a tribute to urt cobain *as of April 8th Kurt has been dead for 15 years now.. these articles are an overview of the what if's, it theorithies the woulds and whats of kurt, also has some amazng pctures of him in his early years as a child and him with his child,(fancis farmer)  And I just want to pont out one thing about his daughter, alot of people think she was named after,francis Farmer(the  Hollywood actress dehumanized by insane asylum) Kurt Cobain named his daughter after Frances McKee of the Vaselines, not Frances Farmer, although he did write the song Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge On Seattle (Drowned Youth: Part V).
Avon
My birthday is Tuesday whats everyone going to get me  ha ha ha Joke...  hehehehehehe..   Okie by bye liz Just curious if anyone likes or buys avon?
Life Lessons
These are quotes that have meant alot to me . They make me think about the kind of person i want to be and the way to live everyday life and situations it may bring.   -Yes losing your hearts desire is tragic, but gaining your hearts desire? That's all you can hope for. This year i wished for love...to immerse myself in someone else and wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish was granted.And if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because i wouldn't give it back for the world. Peyton Sawyer- One Tree Hill -Some love stories are not epic novels, some are short stories but that doesnt make them any less filled with love. Carrie Bradshaw- Sex and the City - Truth is still absolute. Believe that Even when the truth is hard and cold, and more painful than you ever imagined. Even when the truth is more cruel than any lie. Lucas Scott- One Tree Hill - Because it is only when you are tested that you discover who u truly are. and it is only when you are tested that you discove
Good Times
go here to bid     http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2684340&albumid=1716324&i=565175118&idx=0 go here to bid on me It is so funny how small the world actually is when it comes to meeting people! Anyhoo I went out drinking last night with a friend of a friend. Had some good times met some cool people. Went to a few different bars and a club. I had a liquid cocaine shot, long island ice tea, mud slide, 2 tequila jello shooters, a irish car bomb, and a kama kazi. I was beyond trashed but I had a ton of fun.  The guy I went out with is having a birthday party and invited me back to that. So it should be some more good times:D Okay so there's this site you can FW texts you recieve to and they'll post them... Here But here are a couple of my favs lol (914): Eric just called. Says he's trapped in a cul de sac because the road disappeared. Wants me to tell him what street has the bushes that whisper sweet nothings into you ear and the wobbling purple pokemon. Oh, and a "bigger and better" p
Fubar Experiences
I never really felt moved to write a blog before, but my experiences of the past week have left me reeling and sad.  It makes me question whether or not it is ever safe to call someone met on Fubar a friend... and, if it is, at what point do you do so? You see, what happened is that I have found someone special and am very vocal about it... not overly so, but as one might expect from someone who is excited that she has met someone as wonderful as I have.  My version of "shouting from the mountain tops" was in "shouting from my status message."  Most of my Fu-friends were simply happy for me... or at least feigned such.  My special man loved the gesture. However, one of my Fu-friends decided to contact me in YIM voicing his disapproval of my revealing my feelings for my special man... saying I was "being high school."  I asked him to elaborate and he would not. The following day, he used YIM to give me a hard time about it.  I was beginning to understand that he thought I should hide
No Strings
This Blog is about No strings attached FUN. Not just sex but hanging with friends and not having to answer for it after the fact. I have checked out some of the online sites that promise you they have what your looking for , thier full of it. Spouses say go on and go have fun with your friends but what happens when you get home, you catch hell. Don't beleive me,call the spouse from work ,ask to go out for a few and spend a couple of hours and watch what happens. All for now but I will return with more.
Mojeeb
hi be nice to the people on your way up because you need them on your way down all the kind of love
The Paradox
The paradox of our time in history, is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers. Wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less. We buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families. More conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense. More knowledge, but less judgment. More experts, yet more problems. More medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We learned how to make a living, but not life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not b
Questions
Story IE: Do u have a boyfriend? C: I have. E: Is he working Locally? C: No. He is working Overseas. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ u! C: Why? E: U will not be able to settle down here permanently. And my Company don't want to pay extra expenses on the Overseas calls just because of u. Story II E: Any girl friends? C: No. E: So far chased any before? C: Have, but not successful. E: Ever think of getting a job first then start looking for a girlfriend? C: Career is first priority. Currently didn't want to consider This personal issue. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ u. C: Why? E: You are lacking of P.R skills and confidence!! Story III E: Any girlfriends? C: Yes. E: Is she pretty? C: Not quite. E: Sorry, my company cannot employ you. C: Why? Will this affect your company's reputation? E: No, it does not affect the company's reputation but because My company is dealing with arts, our company requested an artist. Story IVE: Any girlfriends? C: Yes. E: Is she pretty? C: Yes.
This Is My Farewell To Arms...

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Why Do Men
My First Auction
plz come bid on me in my first auction !!!!!!!!! show me support and luv. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=623440&albumid=1636920&i=3486518126
Memorial Weekend
havein a shin dig down on the river for memorial weekend any takers??
Alice Cullen
Mini Me
Music That Has Impacted My Life
Song details Title When I'm Gone Artist 3 Doors Down Album Away from the Sun (2002) , Track 1 ,Another 700 Miles (2003) , Track 3  

My Old Kentucky Home
Derby Day is a huge thing in Kentucky.  I remember being overseas the majority of my military career and being able to watch the derby on Armed Forces Television.  The unique thing of the derby, is the song "My Old Kentucky Home".  Overseas, it rang home hard in my heart when i heard it sang.  Standing there coming in from patrol, from being in the mud, the muck and the guts.  To this day i get just as misty eyed as i do with the Star Spangled Banner.  My Old Kentucky Home will always have a place in my heart, only a true Kentuckian would understand.   My Old Kentucky Home, Good-Night (1853) Words & music by Stephen Collins Foster (1826-1864) 1. The sun shines bright in the old Kentucky home, 'Tis summer, the darkies are gay, The corn top's ripe and the meadows in the bloom, While the birds make music all the day. The young folks roll on the little cabin floor, All merry, all happy and bright: By'n by Hard Times comes a knocking at the door, Then my old Kentucky Home
Fear
New Results
K again TY for everything, the words, the prayers, the bully's the comments, words fail me .. besides im crap at words :) i went back to Lawton Cancer care centre it seems im jus falling aprt .. biopsy i have to wait for .. they want to start an 8 week treatment of IV solution similar to iron .. my levels are below 3.. should be 9-12. my iron saturation is only 20 percent. so he took more blood to run some more tests get those results when i go back next week. so for now its a trip to cancer care centre for iv treatments he gave me some good ass pain pills and some sleeping pills . unfortunatly there isnt a pill to grow my hair back LOL ..Hell bloody hell Justins hair is longer than mine .. N e wayz Thankyou all so very much i really do mean that Sarah
Poem Wrote For Me By ~beautifulcat...
Wicked is in a contest!!    Show her lots of love and make sure you do so every day!!    Request friendship if youre not one already !   The contest is a Naughty Night one.       Make sure you read the Rules WELL and obey by them!!       Then contest is at The Candy Shop!!    Located on her Top Family and Friends List!!    Vote and leave comment on her picture ONCE a DAY!!        Link to go directly to the contest is :  http://fubar.com/user/3252582       If you need more info - go ask her :  http://fubar.com/user/2239251   She is a really Sweet and Nice lady - lets help her win!!
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Teens Aquitted Of Serious Beating Charges In Death Of Mexican Immigrant
I was outraged When I read This !!!!!! No Wonder Why I trust No One ,,,, Especially The law!    POTTSVILLE, Pa. —  Prosecutors called the beating death of an illegal immigrant from Mexico a hate crime, and they urged an all-white jury in Pennsylvania coal country to punish two white teenagers for their roles in the attack.Instead, the jury found the teens innocent of all serious charges, a decision that elicited cheers and claps from the defendants' families and friends — and cries of outrage from the victim's.Brandon Piekarsky, 17, was acquitted of third-degree murder and ethnic intimidation, while Derrick Donchak, 19, was acquitted of aggravated assault and ethnic intimidation. Both were convicted of simple assault late Friday following a trial in which jurors were left to sort out the facts of an epithet-filled brawl that pitted popular football players against a 25-year-old Hispanic man, Luis Ramirez, who appeared willing to fight.A representative of Ramirez's family sa
Ty To All Who Helped Me Level To Godmother!!!
I want to thank all who helped me level to Godmother!! ty ty ty.. I was overwhelmed with the kindness of people.  A special thank you to Natural_Witch for winning an auto 11 and sharing that with me and to benderblake for the cherry bomb!! ty ty ty.. I had so much fun!!!! ty all for being great friends to me, that means a lot!!! I love you guys! It was an awesome day!!!! ty =)
Something Stupid
Written March 3, 2009 Sittin in da closet. let my tears fall. I told myself i wouldnt get hurt again. I did sumthing stupid dis morning. my ex couldnt b straight fwd wit me. so i found out da hard way dat she wit sum1 else. it had me broke dwn n cryin all morning. tried 2 call but da bitch just ignored me. so i took da blade 2 my wrist. n if it wasnt 4 my mommy callin me n demandin i go 2 da hospital. I wouldnt b here. now i gotta see a pyscologist. n get da rite medication i need. damn im such a fuckin fool 2 believe dat u was gonna b wit me.
Walmart Job
So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, A good find for many retirees, I lasted less than a day...... About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, Unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, Yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. As I had been instructed, I said pleasantly, 'Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?' So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe someone slept with you twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work.
The Way
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Referrals Needed!!!
http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=1036935 if ya could please copy and paste this link for me and help me get my 25 referrals to level in would be much appreciated!!! thanks
Psycho Asylum
Psycho Asylum
Welcome, all patients, to the ward. Your medication will be given out shortly. In the mean time feel free to commit yourself and join us, one free straight jacket with every admitance and a hot nurse to medicate you. As a patient here you have the option of being heavily medicated, and are under the supervision of the hospital staff. Be yourself and go Wild, the walls are padded for a reason. Psycho Asylum
My First One.
so this is my FIRST blog on fubar. and I AM  blogger. been doing it for 4 years now. and I thoroughly enjoy it. I SO BADLY want to level. I have been rating pics forever  . need to level so I can upload more pics which equals more points.    
Thief Among Us Here
Liz325 was my payee for my social security disability payments. On 4/8/09 she stole all of my deposit and in turn I lost my apartment and all utilities. I went to the SSI office here and received a bank statement from the SSI office showing the deposit made that morning, by 2 pm that same day she withdrew all money and sent a short txt msg stating f--- you, I'm done. Now she has felony charges from SSI, APS, and the State of Tx for grand larceny, fraud against SSI, and exploitation of a disabled person by illegally withdrawing and using my disability money. Do you want a person like that on this fubar site? She will not be free much longer, the DA estimates about one week before she is formally charged and arrested.. The time she is facing is from 2-5 yrs. I thought you should know what kind of a person you have on your site. Thanx for your attention to this matter..
My Band
Hey folks come and check out my band Destiny of Solitude..it's over on that one site..but hell see if you like it!   ~Mike
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Thats Life
i have had a lot of girlfriends, butonly a few loves. saing that, i can now say that i know true love and what it feels like. jamie is the most incredible woman(next to mom and grandmom) that has come into my life. before her i was always down and facking a smile to hide it. i dont fake it anymore. since she came life has become meaningfull instead of mundane. thanks to her i have direction and dreams agian. i know my paranoia and geliousie put a bit of strain but the only resion they are there is because i love her (and dont kick my ass for this babe cause its true) more then my own life. if it came down to it i would sacrifice it to give her life in a heart beat. the only resion i hold to life as strong as i do now that im with her is due to the fact that i bring her happiness. her son is another part of it. i know he is not mine but you would not be able to tell by the feelings that i have for him. we might not be in the same state right now or on the same side of the country even,
What Is Cool?
Cool is almost like God everybody wants to be down with it not knowing how it came about, what it does or just its creation. Cool is imaginary look at the rap artist in the music industry, 2PAC for instance he often referred to himself as Machiavelli, Biggie or the “Notorious B-I-G” used the term, “I’m the Don”, the mob boss in other terms.  Or the Group called, “Junior Mafia”, what is a Junior Mafia?  We have another rapper that calls himself, “Scarface”, Hussein Fatal, Fidel Castro, Noriega, The “Bomb Liberace”.  All of these rapper comparing themselves to Italian mob figures, I find this to be a little humorous because Italian’s have always referred to us as “moolies”, fried chicken eaters, colored, niggers, and would even disown their very own family members if their daughters or sons would become romantically involved with someone other than Italians.  Why would you want to imitate something or som
Everyday Nonsense....
Winning The Heart Of Nene
Why Not?
Honk if you love peace and quiet. On the other hand, you have different fingers.Back up my hard drive? How do I put it in reverse? Always remember that you are unique, just like everyone else. He’s not dead — he’s electroencephalographically challenged. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted, then used against you. I wonder how much deeper the ocean would be without sponges. How many of you believe in telekinesis? Raise my hands. If you think nobody cares about you, try missing a couple of loan repayments. You can’t have everything — where would you put it? You never really learn to swear until you learn to drive. On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger on the escape key. To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research. A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking. " To Love and be Loved is to feel the sun from both sides. (David Viscott) Do you prefer to Love or be Loved?
Wtf Is Love
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO START OR HOW TO BEGIN, BESIDES SAYIN' IM TO THE POINT WHERE I JUST WANNA GIVE UP AND GIVE IN AND DISAPPEAR FROM THIS LIFE... YOU OPEN UP YOUR HEART TO SOMEONE AND JUST TO HAVE THAT PERSON TAKE IT AWAY FROM YOU..TELLIN' YOU THAT THEY DON'T WANT THIS AND THEY DON'T WANT THAT... THEY WANT THIS AND THEY WANT THAT.. BUT YET YOU DO WHAT THEY WANT AND NOT WHAT THEY DON'T WANT AND THEN THEY GET PISSED AT YOU AND BLOW YOU OFF AND TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT, WALK ALL OVER YOU.. IT'S LIKE YOU CAN'T WIN, ALL YOU CAN DO IS LOSE... SO MY QUESTION I GUESS IS WHAT IN THE WORLD IS LOVE? THEY TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU AND TREAT U LIKE SHIT! IS THAT LOVE? THEY TELL YOU THAT U ARE THE ONE, THEN LEAVE YOU HANGING!!!     IS THAT LOVE? TELL YOU THEY WILL DO EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING TO BE WITH YOU, THEN ACT LIKE U AREN'T ALIVE, IS THAT LOVE? THEY SAY THEY WILL QUIT THERE JOB AND MOVE UP BY YOU TO MAKE IT WORK, BUT THEN IGNORE AS UR NOTHNG!!! IS THAT LOVE? I CAN'T ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS CAUSE
First Time Lol
hi everyone bare with me its my first time using this site so im a little slow  haha
Come Meet Rosealie Hale
About me: I was born to a middle-class family in 1915 in Rochester, New York. My father had a stable job in a bank while my mother was a housewife. My parents were social climbers and I was the ticket they needed to reach their social aspiration. I was clearly the favorite of my parents, with two younger brothers. While growing up, I dreamed of a lavish life--a life with a rich husband and children as beautiful as I was. My parents influenced my want of material things, which made me vain and conceited. I wanted a big house that someone else would clean, with a large lawn that I would play with my children on. In Rochester, where I grew up, there was only one family that had what my parents wanted--the Kings. Royce King owned the bank my father worked in. His son, Royce II, saw me for the first time and began dating me. It was a quick courtship and we were soon engaged. The engagement went too quickly and wedding plans were made. I couldn't help but feel something was missing from
Hiya Everyone
hiya everyone, im new here and hope make friends with some of u ..if u like to be friends with me pls feel free add me ok.. since im new here so i will have get to used this and learn how creted my profile here so u all know more about me soon alright so please be patient ok.. u all have great day, wink.
~i Will Be There~
As I travel the milky way to your heart, my eyes glisten at the thought of your touch; and like a sugar rush, that pumps through my veins, my heart screams, I love you so much. Standing in your arms, makes me whole and cleanses me when I'm cold. Together I hope to grow old, and I know as long as I am with you, I will never fold. Through thick and thin, through this sweetened sin, I couldn't think of a better place for me to be in, because baby,I will be there. I will be there when you want to cry, when you want to die. I will be there when no one else cares, and when you need a friendly stare. I will be there,my Heart. I will be there, to care, and to make the rare so full of those angelic stares that take your breath away. As my heart rides the tide to your soul, my breathing gets caught up in the freshness of your beauty. This beauty is unmatchable, and there is no one like you on this earth. Lets spread our wings and fly, stealing time for
What Some People Forget
We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America. Article 1. Section 1 All legislative Powers herein granted shall be vested in a Congress of the United States, which shall consist of a Senate and House of Representatives. Section 2 The House of Representatives shall be composed of Members chosen every second Year by the People of the several States, and the Electors in each State shall have the Qualifications requisite for Electors of the most numerous Branch of the State Legislature. No Person shall be a Representative who shall not have attained to the Age of twenty five Years, and been seven Years a Citizen of the United States, and who shall not, when elected, be an Inhabitant of that State in which
Im Yours (song By The Script)
You've touched these tired eyes of mine And mapped my face line by line And some how growing old feels fine I listen close for I'm not smart You wrap your thoughts and works of art And there hanging on the walls of my heart. I may not have the softest touch I may not say the words as such And though I may not look like much I'm yours. And though my edge is maybe rough I never feel I'm quite enough And it may not seem like very much But I'm yours. You healed these scars over time And braced my soul, you loved my mind Your the only angel in my life The day the news came, my best friend died My knees went weak, and you saw me cry Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes. I may not have the softest touch I may not say the words as such And though I may not look like much I'm yours. And though my edge is maybe rough I never feel I'm quite enough And it may not seem like very much But I'm yours. I may not have the softest touch I may not say the words a
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Cleaning
Im Cleaning My Friends List So I Dont Know Whos Staying And Whos Going Im Sorry!
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Tell Me What Is Wrong With This
ok as it went from my mumm my wife finally left me and for an update it wasn't just because of ssi it was for another guy so of my friends asked me why you put up with it? i told them i had no idea, yes call me dumb or stupid but i thought i could fight to keep thid marriage going on. but i had failed but thinking of what my friends say they were right friends on fubar and in real life. i give thanks to all that were there for me and yes you know who you are \,,/ \,,/ and i will still be on here chatting on my life lives on stronger than ever thanks to you guys and god himself i tip my hat twords to you guys... other than that ROCK ON FUBAR!!!  \,,/  \,,/
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Montebello High School
here's an email my wife got at work that pist me off....... I guess they already finished their  English homework!!!  Montebello High School in   California   You will not see this heart-stopping photo on the  front page of the NY  Times, nor on the  lead story of the major news networks. The protestors at Montebello High School  took the American  flag off the school's flag pole and  hung it upside down while putting up the Mexican flag over it.   (*See pictures below*)         I predict this stunt will be  the nail in the coffin of  any guest-worker/a
My Little Indiscretions
So recently I find myself pondering my past adventures with the opposite sex, black men, and a handful of one night stands. Through talking my best friend we thought it would be clever for me to write a little novel that'll never be published, just something for my fellow friends to read, and whoever else would like to read. It'll be 85% fact and 15% Hollywood. Just to keep you interested.  I will detail all of my sexual encounters to date with the quirk and sense of humor that sex should have. People take sex, and sexaul acts too seriously always keeping the taboo subject behind closed doors and under lock and key. Here I am writing my stories of falling off the bed and hand jobs in the hood. Let everyone embrace thier sexuality as a gift and a toy. Enjoy!
Ladies...you Don't Want To Miss Out On This One!!
Evening At A Funeral Service......
Well most people who go to a Funeral Service are quiet and respectful.... but nooooo.. not my best friend Sandi.... I was walking in behind her into the Chapel..there was an older gentlemen holding the  door for us,  I notice Sandi has a hole in her pants... umm in the buttal region... *blank stare*..... she didn't believe me... I have no idea why....*dramatic pause*... she puts her hand down there and lord and behold!!! theres a huge hole in her seat and around to the cootal area.... she says... too loudly... and I quote..."   ohhhh FUCK "....I'm like Sandi, we are in a chapel.. so she says "oh shit I said fuck" and then she said "ohhh God"  ... bless the lil old mans heart...he laughed and told her to enjoy her night...first time I have ever been told to enjoy a funeral....  thank god the woman had a jacket on and tied it around her waist..... I could just see her bending over the Widower with her buttal area hangin out for all to see... I laughed inside the entire Service...*blank s
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Love And Broken Hearts
My Love For You... There are no wordsto express what Ifeel for you. There are no songsas beautiful as the musicthat fills my soulwhen I hear your voice. There are no rosesas lovely as your smile. There are no daysbrighter than the daysI spend with you. Nothing moves melike you do. You're my lightin the darkness...And there could never bewords strong enoughto express my love for you.     It always seems It always seems i meet a great guy have fun talking and laughing and when we start to have the intimate parts, it great and wonderful then i'm hit with, Well i'm not really sure i'm ready or umm i am seeing someone else or the best one of them all I'm married, talk about being kicked in the gut, all i want is to be loved, someone to hold me and say they love me i'm not asking for much i don't even want a ring i didn't even get love from my ex so you can say i never been loved or in love my heart is so broken and so empty i feel like it will never be filled rig
Enough For A Deal
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Bling Trades
Twisted Reality
thats how ive felt all day not quite sure if its from lack of sleep. complete confusion. w/e. but ive had this severely heavy feeling on my chest. pure emptiness. a big giant hole.i wish my head would clear soon cuz this blows lol. it feels like someone has died and the pain and suffering are holding me down crushing every little bit of life i have left in me. yet no one has died...maybe im dying on the inside yet im strong enough to keep a fake smile on the outside..idk im picking at my brain here lol...def shouldnt wander in there alone otherwise u get this crap that im writing..well tada theres a piece of my mind for the moment. numb to the inside out layed across the floor as if a corpse has replaced thy soul dead to the world yet not new to the dead reality is surfacing and i begin to relize who is this girl that everyone knows so well yet dont really know at all as i lay there i dont even recognize my own self when you fake who you are for so long you tend to believe yo
Back...sorta
so umm i'm back sorta.. got my own apartment...going to art school, work, and dating..so i'm doing great..staying busy and living my great life..partyin of course..lol but i'm back sorta...gonna check my shit and stuff on here...post pics..well if i ever level or get a vip..still dont wanna buy one..lol cheap..well now i got bills of my own..so not spending money on here..yea a no brainer...lol   new pics:    
See Me
you niggas got a problem come handle it because i dont fuck with fake niggas
Curious
You've seen my picture right???   HA HA Imagine if everyone communicated like they do online. Very open-minded; as if no rules apply. Granted some are just to stupid to behave appropiately and some be in here being provacative. The attention people feel too need or want is there own. I find, some conversations tend to be with nonsense and anoying. Flirting here & there. Assumptions are still high & unintended statements sometimes arise given communicating online is so black and white being read from one too another. As if in actual public meeting grounds people shy away from it all. If you've read any of my blogs before; you know a little about me. And at the same time nothing of me. My conversations coinside with substance and flirtational behaviors - being true to my flirty nature and just being friendly. Granted sometimes I assume as well: believing you might be a certain way by how you present yourself online.  I can take the fault in that; I am human too. Being a guy that I am
Laya
shitty mothafucking day today on a fri. in monks corner. dam!
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Fuckin Assholes
isn't nice how ppl want u to do things for them but when u need somethin they ain't got time for u! i am so tired of all the bullshit! i don't want anyone to ever do anything for me again!! i am so over EVERYTHING!!!
Ouch
OH SHIT this is my first time shooting a gun  when i pull the triger it bolws me back about 20feet OH SHIT!!!!!!!!! when i was a kid i could stant on the seat of my bike that change when i recked so bad i had  a LONG peaseof skin hanging off my body OUCH!!!
Im Starting To Hate Relationships
i dont know why i even date or marry, what just to get hurt again? I dont think so..... idk anymore so thats all im saying :(  
No Guarantees
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Theiving Social Security Payee
My payee, who goes by the screen name liz325, stole all of my Social Security money on 4/08/09. It was my bill money for my rent, electric, ect... since she took all of it I was evicted and all utilities turned off. I gave her $ 250.00 o month to take care of my son, and this is how she repays my kindness. I f anyone out here knoews her, I would stay away. She is using the money for cocain again, and buying vicodin, and alcohol. My son called me and told me that he has seen mommy sticking needles in her arm again, and taking pills and drinking until she passes out. He has told me that sometimes he has to make himself something to eat cause she can't wake up to take care of him. If anyone out there can help me stop her from abusing my son, he's only 12 yrs old.Please do what U can!!! Thanx for any help out there!!! any ideas  0n what to do for retaliation??? I have gone all the legal routes, and not a damn thing happened!!! Now???
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Planes, Trains And Automobiles
I love to write poetry...PLANES, TRAINS AND AUTO MOBILESPlanes fly high in the sky   above land afar     in the distance amongst the sky        one can see a plane fly high.Trains slither on their tracks,    like a snake on land.     moving 'bout through an' out        mountainous regions that reach the sky.Automobiles roam 'bout freely;   with many roads to travel     one may not know where a road leads        or when it will end.Planes, Trains and Automobiles   take people on many journeys     high in the sky;         through mountainous regions            an' along roads              who knows when it will end.People make different choices everyday    on how to view the world      But there is one true way          to view the world.....WITH A CLEAR MIND AND A GOOD HEART
Wow Lots Of Poetry!
 Sure, you have? Let's, talk. Well, if your, good enough; anyway. Down to the point, you girl...;don't, let the guy win, he don't laugh the same, he don't smile the same as you girl. Until; I Have, Never Been!   I mean, have you ever wondered, if just a spark; perhaps, the ash is what you own? There is nothing, like knowing, nothing and its'; senses, looking up or looking down. I mean, have you ever done as much as move, forward; after that, with prize or trash.   No, wonder, by one....then, two...three; but, for four and another story or by rhyme. It hit as hard as all good plus, stress of caring; even, about that, just to exist, a time. No, not another pleasure, by limb and perhaps; could, almost assure, all of eternal.   By Michael J. Pinger 5/22/09       "The Walk of Death I Walk!"I have started just a spark, only vision as sound pounded did abound.Not that I did not be before as I never noticed, I had, and even not bad.As I wondered if at galactic war, I woke to fear
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God Mistake
u come down here to help but u keep messing up all the time .he tear your wings and say u on your own ,wft u donot want to be here with all the hate ,killing. so u sin all though years u know its wrong ,when u come down thats all we do so god mistake to put u here.  
Innocent Executed
Stop Child Executions sadly regrets to confirm that the Iranian female juvenile Delara Darabi was executed early morning today in the prison yard of the northern city of Rasht, Iran.Delara Darabi was convicted of a alleged murder when she was 17 years old.In violation of Iran's own laws, neither of Delara's attorney were informed of the execution. Delara was hanged only 11 days after Iran's judiciary had officially stated that Delara's execution was postponed for 2 months (http://scenews.blog.com/4837662/)Delara was the most well known Iranian minor on the death row. She was also an artist and continued her art work in prison.In his blog Iranian attorney, Mohammad Mostafaei who represents many Iranian juveniles on the death row wrote this morning: "She was not a murderer. I swear she was not" (http://mohegh.blogfa.com/post-68.aspx)Amnesty International's Deputy Director of the Middle East and North Africa Programme, Hassiba Hadj Sahraoui stated that ""Amnesty International is outraged
Momma's Song
My mother passed away 3 years ago, April 28th. When my brother told me she didn't have long, I started writing this song for her. I couldn't make it past the first verse until Mother's Day the following month. The words started flowing as if she were sitting there with me whispering what to write. The page was soaked when I was done, but I managed to finish it. I've seldom shared it with anyone, as it is quite personal. I would appreciate any feedback.             I'll Be Your Friend For Life (Momma's Song) I remember it like yesterday, when I was only twelve. That little church out in the woods, where Momma taught us well. One night during invocation, there appeared to me a light. And in it stood this scarred up man, He said it's time to change your life.                                (CHORUS) He said come with Me take My hand everything's gonna be just fine. I got these scars by saving you that cross to bare was Mine. And if you take the wrong road trust in Me and you'll be
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Forgetting Is The Hardest Part.
It doesn't matter if your heart breaks They don't even know you're there, It doesn't matter if you're shattered, Or If you've forgotten to care. Because the lies all crash down on you now, you can't act like you're happy anymore, You're hurt beyond repair tonight Just leave, walk out that door. The pain it's all too much to take, Try to run away from yourself, You say that goal is too unreachable, But impossible is what you do so well. Drown everything you used to be, What used to shine out of your eyes, Let this hurt over come it. and finally let down your disguise.
What Color Would U Use
Shattered
As I sit here fighting back tears, I really don't know what to say, but know I need to somehow get all these emotions out of me before I break down. My one hope for the possibility that love really does exist AND can last has just been shattered. I feel like I've been kicked in the gut. I'm crying now...crying for their loss; crying for my loss. Crying for the pain of today and for the pain to come tomorrow.And the children...sigh...those perfect little angels. What is going to happen to them? Are they going to witness the pain of today and tomorrow? It's bound to happen; it always does. It would shatter me to the very depth of my soul, if their sweet little smiles went away. Poor things; will they understand? I don't even understand. How will I explain it? Do I explain it? No...it's not for me to do that; I will just be there for them like I always have been.My tears are coming in gasping waves now. I cant control it anymore. Just imagining the long road ahead and the possibility that
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Take A Moment
SLOW DANCEHave you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short. The music won't last.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the next hundred chores Running through your head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi'You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.When you run so fast to get somewhereYou miss half the fun of getting there.When you worry and hurry through your day,It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.Life is not a race.Do take it slowerHear the musicBefore the song is
Boss Man
sup people like i said hit me up,if u want to have a real party any one from dayton,ohio can call me at 937-267-4389. peace.
Loving Life
oh thank god its friday, been waiten on this weekend for like a month and im so happy, going camping gonna get drunk.... oh dam i cant wait!!!
Life
hey everyone my life as of right now is ok my daughter is 13 months she will be 14 months on the 3rd. The father of my kid and i arent toghter anymore but tryen to start over as friends and all that other shit.
Every Min Counts
another day I awake another one I am thankful for.  I push past the thought of the pain and push through my day my favorite song buzzed through my head into the mystic.  I look around at the petiness of people not realizing how much worse things could be for them.  And yet I feel like a thief stealing one more day from what is trying to be taken from me.  I will fight in my mind and against my body.  I will let you watch over me for now.  But the end is inevitably mine.  And I will choose it for all the right reasons.  I do appreciate that wisp of breeze bringing in the sweet smell of fresh blooming honeysuckle.  Do others notice it does not matter.  I see more of life than I wanted to at this age I am more aware of what some cannot expect to have to go through.  but I can tell you this I won't waste one single minute on anger hate or disappointment or let anyone take me to a place where I lose my precious moments in time.  Make everyone count.  Stay above the Fray! I was reading kahil
Scars Of My Imagination
Hidden underneath my scars,This was always the hardest part,To bleed my true identity,I don't understand what life has done to me.Breathing from the inside out,I close my eyes,My tears slowly shout.A broken bruise,In a fallen heart,I don't know who I am,I didn't from the start.You say you know me,But you really don't,You see the Hurt,That once had shadowed me.I lie to you,Because you lie to me,When you say Im beautiful,The inevitable truth is seen.I cover my pain,I smile through tears,This is me faking,I've done it all these years.You will never know,What I truly feel,You will never see,Who I really am,Because not even I,Know that person.Other than the scars I have left,And the pain I seem to leave,You are nothing but an infigment of my imagination.You are the Scars of my Imagination.  So what good am I to anyone ... really? I love with more only to lose it all!!
Truth
I Know what you want me to say,To make the truth go away,But I won't lie,It's just not in me,That letter I wrote,Was meant for you to see.It's not what you want to hear,But I'm being pure,Read it and leave,If it's what you want.I'll be here if you need me,I'll give you my eyes to see,My breathe to breathe,My love if you need.......I know what you want me to say,But honestly,The truth, will NEVER go away. 
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Not What I Wanted
I want to cry,My life has spun around,My dropping tears,Are the only sound.Killing me in my dreams awake,My life is at stake.To crawl in a corner,And shut myself out,Lately my life,Has been filled with doubt.Ignoring my thoughts,And regretting my past,I hide under the covers,How much longer will this hurt last?Swimming in fears,Forever forgotten,I hate myself,This is not what I wanted. 
Have You Ever..
Have you ever felt out of your own body...as though your watching in....seeing all ur movements...you dont know where to begin....you see yourself cry...as you fall to your knees....you see in your eyes you want to die....but your praying to god please...have you ever felt not yourself...as though you were someone else....looking in the mirror...you see a stranger...it is our fear...that puts us in danger...have you ever felt like your not even real...as though your in a movie...and all you feel is fake....you go by the lines...never worrying whats at stake...have you ever wondered why this poem makes sense...because like you...ive felt this way too...we lose thought of ourselves...and dont know what to do...we run...and find a different path...one that will make us something else...one more question...just from thought...have you ever wanted to just know who you are...without it being sought...that is something...we must feel alone...for we are only people...one is not the same...so w
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Yankeesue
Horses. I own 2 now and have 2 trainers work'n 4 me. If you like horses, lets chat..........Sue
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You Better get ready for the album to drop!!! South West Styles and I am TURTLE!!! Look for the up comming album release!!!
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Advice For Friends And People Who Need And Want It
To all my friends who have been through hell and back. Keep in mind the more your relationship is full of respect and love and open communication you will be very happy. If it is not then find a way to come to equal ground or just walk away from each other. It is not worth the pain and effort of running back to each other.  Always remember that those who you let go and come back to you that it was meant to be. Do and don'ts: Do have friends of both sexs: This helps because you both will understand each other and able to have a healthy relationship Don't make everything about you: This is dangerous especially all you males reading this.. Never abuse or degrade who you are with. Even though it may seem fun at the time it will end you up in jail and possibly probation or more Do take the time and do something romantic: OMG yes this one is a major plus in there book. Number one way to keep the spark alive is to make her feel wanted and needed. You don't need game for this just give you
Hugh's Funeral
All week Hugh has been telling me how he is dieing of the Swine Flu, I shed many tears this week knowing that a dear friend would shortly perish. Today he tells me hes feeling better, this comes as a disappointment since Ive picked out the dress. I even had my whole Mystery woman outfit picked out. I was going to wear Jacki O sunglasses a big wide brim hat and red lipstick with a black slinky dress and high heals. I had the whole placing a single red rose on his casket and sighing planned out. Hes taken all this away from me, so my choices were limited, hence why I picked out a few people to help me Kill HIM.... I WILL NOT LOOSE MY CHANCE TO PLAY THE MYSTERY WOMAN....  
Mrs Dmfp
I'm new here so yeah I'm tryin stuff out. I think I like this place. I might have to stick around. If you want me to stick around send me a message, or a friends request or something and holla atcha girl and let me know. I might actually use this thing to let people know what's goin on with me too lol... Muah have a great day!
For My Sister W.i.p.
Death Cheaters
Blogging For Jesus...
click for more cards         send this card through mail When times are tough, and it seems your all out of luck... Take a really deep breath ,but do not sigh for you are being watched over by our God Most High. Now I know that there are those of you who just will not believe... But I have learned not to worry about those things I will receive. I used to be so organized and had everything just so.. But I have found myself in disarray and had to let things go. I have lost the hustle and bustle and trying to get things done to please all my relatives and friends who I love dearly. It,s not because I don,t love them anymore, or just don,t want to do it. But its because I do not have it to give. America has lost it,s way and more people are out of work everyday. My husband is one of those, and I am ashamed to say that I make a little over minimum wage. And this is after 14 years of service, I seem to have gone backwards instead of forward somehow. I fell helpless and lost myself being too
Poem Prayer By A 15yr Old Student
[:.philly For Ya.:]
Why is it when a girl likes sex as much as men do its considered slutty?And when we like to have sex early in a potential relationship, were no longer considered girl friend material? I know you guys like sex, and want your women to give it to you. Otherwise you'll bitch about not getting it enough, or resort to cheating. Then your hypocrits about it, and it sucks. Its not fair to me or people like me.. Im only human. And i feel like people reject me because i do what i want to do. I have no reason to change my lifestyle until im no longer single.. Its not like id be unfaithful simply because i like sex. Im definitely girlfriend material, I just need someone to steal me from the game. Everybody that has ever tried, or even pretended to care about me gives up on me. I feel like i really actually loved him. I feel like he was so fake and didnt even put in as much effort as me. And what does all of this come down to? Selfishness. I wasnt exactly what he wanted.. Fuck hed rather be alone
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First Tattoo
so a roommate  that is moving in with me works on cars and a tattoo artis as well and he is going to do some art on my body for free since i help him out with rent and things he is a pretty cool dude who had a fuck up life like i did some what   the problem is iam not really sure what i want but since the size nor the color matter i guess i have tons to pick from   i also plan on getting a few more pierceings i plan on getting my nipples done althought my friend had his doner and said his hurt like hell for a month i wouldl ike to know if that is true but i am for sure going to get my dick pierced in time
Hit Me Up On Yahoo
my email is tireman20062006@yahoo.com hit me up if u wanna chat
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News And Chit
sometime today maybe later tonight i will be pulling the plug on our puters and moving them over to our new place its not supposed to be hooked backup til the 7th of may so ill be gone for a bit butttt i will have my yahoo on my cell turned on so if any of yu that need me and have me on yahoo just shout:P AS YOU ALL KNOW IM NOT GOOD WITHBLOGS  BUT THIS LADY CAN USE ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET TO GET TO FUQUEENPLEASE HELP HER!Amity Kay@ fubar PLEASE HELP HER TO LEVEL SHE IS IN A RACE TO LEVEL AND NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET!Moon's Goddess Fu Engaged to Sgt. Moondevil@ fubar
For All
for all my friends isay hi and nice to met you all thanx
Keeping It Real
Beauty is a interesting thing it truly is in the eye of the beholder you can find beauty in most things if you are open to see it.  Beauty is also in my opinion a warm raidiatting feeling that resides within generaly brought out by a special someone which unfortunately we are all not blessed enough to have.  Back to beauty being in the eye of the beholder i can look at some poop on the ground and cliam it is truly beautiful think a bout it it will turn to rich healthy soil which can help fresh life grow i think its pretty amazzing personaly well peace out much love 2 you if you are taking the time 2 reaD THIS BLOG LATES time is caliing time is beckoning its in your face how will you respond to the truth step up or down and out don't quit anything you value in your life be as you are or die We need to help the fake people wake up and come about being real through some tough love or whatever its going to take but the fake in the world need to perish they are not helping anything out late
Da Hardest Move
 jst thnk'n bout sum shyt. check'n out thz kindof old move SEE NO EVIL,                            i seen jst bout all da good movie. but shty like,.. THE EYE-ASYLUM-the number23-ONE MISSED CALL- HANNIBAL, & sumother'z. tht  'kane' wuz da shyt                                 get bck wit mea                                                       
Crow With Hawk
Hey, good show coming up at the doug fir in Portland,5/09/09 come by if you see me say hey. I will maybe buy you a drink, If you are hot enough. jUst look for the guy with mohawk.... So , I am usually up late after work. Bars are closed so it's either T.V. or computer.I live in Tacoma, Wa.and am looking for some fun. Let me know what's going on...
Charlie's Blogs
  I wake up staring at the ceiling. I stare into the white paint as I lie there…alone. I get up and get dressed wondering what new things are to come in this day. I try to speak to people around me, but their responses are blank and dull. I realize I should have not spoken at all I should have stayed away…alone. I loved a person once. I loved them so much that I didn’t care what wrongs they did as long as they came back to me, and stayed with me. I thought I had found a person to love and have with me, and in my life. The person left and didn’t look back and they left me…alone. I almost gave up all hope on finding a person, another like my self, and someone whom I could be with. I again thought I found someone. I thought it was true and real. The love, passion, and connection were beyond that of anything I had ever known. As I got closer and everything got stronger I began to get further from them. The more I learned about them the further apart things
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First everything by OudawnOut there somewhere there’s a girl that stole my heart from .even today haven’t gotten it back. she was my first crush, first best friend, first love , and first everythingWell having the feeling that you love someone is tough imagine it I was only 13I was a boy I was to smart, shy, quiet and didn’t no how to express my self so i had no friendsSo how did I get the attention I need from this girl who I had my from first crushI was known to her as the Chinese boy with the cool toysShe was beautiful, sweet, and had a soft gentle voice imagine listening to her when she laughing with joy, its amazing, this girlLooking at her when she’s wasn’t noticing just doing her school work doing the things with the hair you know the twirls, beutifulest girl in this worldTo get this girl to finally gain all my attention was a journey long and slowBut after being able to get hugs from her every morning was created something in my heart was a warm gl
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Cupcake Application
  So you wanna be a Cupcake?MUST meet the following requirements.*You must be an ACTIVE member of the Beautiful Brutality Lounge**You HAVE to show us that you can be brutal.. we may all LOOK sweet & stuff.. but that is NOT ALL we can be**You must have your page open to the public so that all the girls can go and see what your about and get to know you on they're own**You must have a yim & give it to one of us so we have a way of contacting you**We do EVERYTHING together... if you think this is one of those groups you can just put in your name & not participate in.. you're dead wrong**IF all members of the mafia think you "fit" into our family we will then welcome you in**You must provide ur OWN photoshopped or painted tranny hamster & give it a name* (we will explain the meaning of this upon entry to the group)*This is not an easy group to get into although it seems like it is.. we LOVE our family and ONLY bring in the BEST of the best girls.. and we ARE r/l best friends with one anot
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Worn Out
¥I HAD A BLAST TODAY WITH FRINDS AND FAMILY....ALTHOUGH I WISH I HAD MY SONS WITH ME TO THEY WOULD LOVED IT TOO THERE...THE TRAILS ARE KICK ASS...WALKING THERE IS SOOOO MUCH BETTER...I WOULD LOVE TO GO BACK AGAIN AND BE ONE WITH MOTHER NAT. AGAIN.....GOT RAINED ON PLUS IT WAS THUNDERING BUT NO LIGHTING....TAKING PICS OF THE WATER FALLS...I KNOW ONE DAMN THING THE WATER WAS BUTT ASS COLD....UGH MY AIRWALKS SHOES ARE STILL WET.... HA HA I STILL HAS THE TIME OF MY LIFE TODAY... NOT A WORRIE  OTHER THAN MY SONS..... I WORRIE ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME.....I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH....SORRY MY LIL ONES MOMMY HAD TO HAVE SOME TIME TO HERSELF TO THINK..DID IT HELP YES IT DID BIG TIME..I AM STILL YOUR MOTHER..SOME TIME VERY SOON I AM COMING TO SEE YOU SO I DO NOT KNOW WHEN IT WELL BE.... I WANT TO BE THERE ON MOTHERS DAY THAT IS MY DAY AND YOUR BIRTH DAY TOO... ONCE AGAIN LIFE THROWS A DAMN BONE OR STONE IN MY WAY AGAIN....LAST NIGHT I WAS IN TEARS TODAY I AM DOING BETTER...BEING THE
Thoughts Prayers Needed
Prayers/thoughts Needed
  I want you guys to meet a very wonderful woman,i guess you could say she is my sister....we always have. Her parents were my babysitters but it grew into so much more than that. I was with them more as a young child that my own parents it seemed so anyway. Not because i was neglected mind you but because in my eyes they was my Mama Darlene and Daddy Cecil. They always treated me as their own. We lost daddy Cecil to cancer not long aftebr losing my own mother to cancer, and then we lose Mama Darlene to cancer soon after losing my step mother to cancer. Cancer is a horrid thing to go through. Its hell on the patient and family also. And I know this woman is worried but I also know it is more for her family than herself. She was my world as a child I followed her everywhere. My sister if not by blood but also my idol. Well to say the worst she has found out that not only did her cancer come back but has spread to other organs as well.......so whether you believe or not please take just
My Boys
Poems
Never look back. Never turn back. There's nothing left for the forgotten one. For the one I love. The one I've always tried to save but only ended up hurting. I've pushed you away with no reason for you to return. I now only have one purpose in life, Not to help but to hide. Hide from the world I once knew. Then I will have helped you. I live life alone hoping that one day you'll forgive me and my wrongs done to you. Maybe then my soul will be set free. Free to go to the happy place I once knew. A place when I was with you. Until then you'll remain in my heart. Forever and always.   ©ADP
The Change
I'm not sure when I actually started changing. Some would argue that you always change. But up until a certain point, I didn't. Everything I believed in, everything about me, stayed basically the same. When i was 20, I met a woman. Someone I told everything to, shared all my dreams, all my expectations in life. Her name was Rachel. She was three years younger than me. I still remember the first night I met her.One of her friends had the hots for my best friend. They came to my house and my mom's boyfriend had a karoake machine. I sang to her and the rest was history. I still remember our first time together, it was Valentines Day. We had tried many times, but never had the privacy till that day, and the day before she had her wisdom teeth cut out, so her face was swollen, she looked like a chipmunk, I'm sure she was in pain, but she didn't care, and I didn't care what she looked like, she was the woman I loved. After she finished high school we got a place together. Had alot of ups
Buying
ok so i want to buy a bling pack or a cherry bomb but no one wants to sell me one or anything so i thought i would write a blog about my upsetness thats my new word well yea im upset because yea i wanted to bling ppl and cherry bomb ppl but cant well i guess ill go if your selling pm me will buy for 1mil-hector
Randomness
Self Reflection
..i'm asked often what i do for fun. lol. i dont have much fun anymore. im no longer the free spirit i once was. before my veda came along, sunny days were for eating mushrooms and running thru green fields..  nights were for cold beer and dancing beneath the stars.. following the allman brothers all summer long.. veda has changed my life in every way. i was telling a beautiful man yesterday that i havent read a book in a yr. i havent closed my eyes in the bathtub in a yr. i havent watched an entire movie or listened to an entire album. i havent napped in the middle of the day. i have so little time for myself. that said, im in love with veda. ive never known another human being whom im so completely at home with. no one makes me laugh like she does. no one makes my heart melt like she does. no one makes me happier, more proud, more afraid; no one challenges me like she does. she's my favorite thing in the world. watching her run after a golf disc or wiggle her toes in the grass or
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