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Waste away I'm crawling blind Hollowed by what I left inside For you, just you I'm caught in place But I ignore what I can't erase I will run and hide till memories fade away And I will leave behind a love so strong Close my eyes theses voices say Haunting me, I can't escape For you, just you Time will always wait While I throw away what I can't replace I will run and hide till memories fade away And I will leave behind a love so strong [x2] I will run and hide! And I will leave behind! I will run and hide till memories fade away And I will leave behind a love so strong!
Fire Season
I was browsing thro profiles and saw some that were unique... But this one caught my eye and I just can't stop thinkin about it.... "Life's to short... Don't lie, cheat, or steal... Speak yur mind... Don't take wuts not yurs" Yeah life is short for bullshit... Life yur life to the fullest witout hate n' disrespect...Don't lie.... Ok thats a good one... Be honest wit all parties involved don't say one thing and turn around and do the total opposite... Don't steal... Yeah this is the one that burns my ass to a tee... People who are more than capable to work but are to lazy to get out and find a job... Even if it being a waitress/waiter flippin burgers... But choose to live off of the tax payers money and or child support... Isn't that stealing from the taxpayers/children??? I don't care if yu going to school part time or full time get off yur ass and get a job and if yu got lil ones at home make time work wit ya not against ya... I give mad love to the single parents who go to school,
Bout To Scream
    Everybodi thankful for somethin Most in the sounds Of, Possibly in every end of the day at least DO you have a happy for nothing day then you mite have or it mite of then their mite, scarey or fait if you did your bought buuanother Somethin Where lightnig comes from why wind has @200mph why their mite some aliens never been to hell kinda ______________.Meet a bookkeeper poss.. My apenyun I dont want to talk about God I dont to correct on about God dont want to hear your feelings about God your Consires about God how won by its creator sum fool that thinks about God. Then there are ones!! God heaven the hole bliss a Journey yah when you die you turn-around an walk back that's what athesis is. Athe'sis is beings a bitch but Dude she can do that_!! It's simply Teachment the younger the better QA are the first letters on a tpyerwriter left of course now you know there are these bridges in life we build if you dont find christ. You dont stand on that bridge in the end for long best to p
Cat Abuse ...horrible
Bronx teen confesses to roasting kitten BY Lisa L. Colangelo, Erica Pearson and Bill Hutchinson DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITERS Friday, June 5th 2009, 4:00 AM Myspace Cheyenne Cherry tossed her ex-roommate's kitty, Tiger Lily (below), into the stove, then left so she didn't have to hear the cat's anguished cries. Myspace A Bronx teenager roasted her ex-roommate's kitten to death in a stove - then brushed off the incident as a joke when she was busted, authorities said Thursday. "I hate cats," Cheyenne Cherry, 17, allegedly told investigators when asked about the heartless crime. Cherry's confession came after she was arrested Wednesday by the American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals. She and an unidentified juvenile allegedly broke into Valerie Hernandez's Tinton Ave. apartment on May 6 and trashed the place. Then in a shocking act of animal abuse, they tossed the woman's kitten, Tiger Lily, into the stove and cranked up the temperature, ASPCA assistant d
Sex Quiz
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!!Rules:Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self!1.Would u have sex with me?answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in?answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out?answer: 4.Would u sex me hard?answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me?answer:6.Give me a naked pic?answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower?answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me?answer: 9.Would u use desert?answer:10.Would u have a 3-some with me?answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me?answer:12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed?answer:13.Where would u do me @?answer:14.Would u do me in front of people?answer:15.Would u do me again and again?answer:16.Would u do me in the rain?answer:17.Would u mind if we did it like ........ stars?answer:18.Would u have phone sex with me?answer:19.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go?
I wish I could be ,all you want and need , instead of being such a burden , then maybe you wouldn't full so much contempt for me.   you are constantly telling me that you want and love me but then you end up telling me you hate me .   make up your mind before we run out of time AND NOW ......A HAIKU    bubbles are to her heaving bossomsass that can make the Earth shakeand ass has hidden wonders that tit can not compete
Hello Fufriends
One More Day!!!
I would like to take the time these last 11 hours to say to  farewell. Those who know me know what is about to do ... It embarking on a journey. I don't know when I will be back or how long it will take but I have to leave. For those woman i want to do bad bad things with i am sorry but you will have to wait. I am cleansing my impure thoughts and washing away my desire to drive you to certain extacy. For those men who I would love to continue to tease and in a disgusting way flirt with. I apologize its not you its me... lets be friends... its better off that way.. I have to apologize to the one person i have continually provoked. He takes it like a champ and tries to fight back. He will be my arch enemy my love my friend my foe.. and a whore... He loves it when big bamboo objects are shoved straight up his ass... I will miss you Seamus you will be forever in my thoughts as im sittign on the toilet taking a banana shaped, yellow colour floater.... There is only love in my heart for
My Son Turned 11 Yrs Old Yesterday
i cant believe my son turned 11 yrs old on friday i feel really old and to thynk my daughter will be 3 yrs old next month where does the time go someone please tell me
Yo What Up
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She sits in her rocking chair looking at her back yard and sighs. Another day that her family doesn’t come to visit and that makes her angry. I deserve better she said to herself. After all I have done for them, I deserve better. The cool spring wind blows over her as she rocks in her chair. She starts thinking back over her life and thoughts of the home she was raised in comes to mind. A shack really, she recalls, no siding like the houses today, just black tar paper. She remembers being teased in school for being poor and this angers her. How could her parents have lived like that, raised children like that?  I deserved better, she thought. She thinks about going to school and how she had to work summers to help her parents pay for her college. She realizes that she is the only child of 9 that was able to go to college. She thinks back to the counselor at the college who told her she needed to attend more classes or she was not going to pass. She knew that she had been skipp
Social Order
quod scelestus pereo ex orbis
Erotic Poem7
You are naked, except for a string of pearlsWas ever such whiteness set against white –Like the lace of your discarded brassiere,Like cherry blossom tinged with nipple-pink,Like snow in springtime, snow on clouds?I love the pearl beyond all other precious jewels.I would throw any other stone away; but thisSpeaks of our secret femininity – just think –A priceless thing kept hidden, deeply sacrosanct,In folds of yielding flesh, only lover-tried!Oh I too would wear pearls against my neck,Their milky imperfection only serves to showThis shameless bite-mark, lately suffered!Let me walk the streets with this – let all seeAnd call me whore! I take that joyfully!Whore I am, and whore I always was, my love.Slave to any girl who bought me with a kiss.See these hips? How many others rocked them!These shoulders have the scars of bites, scratches,And hands galore have tanned my nether cheeks!You think me Little Miss Vanilla-two-scoops?Well you’re wrong! Treat me like a
Erotic Poem6
One day I met a girl with "a special glow,"The kind that inflames immediate desire.She was a lovely five feet two inch small Blond,And her perfectly shaped figure lit my fire!We didn't waste a lot of time with small talk,Cause what we both needed was just one small thing.A private place that the both of us could share,And make both our sexual fantasies sing!There was a "special pleasure" as we undressed,Because I saw a "Goddess" revealed to me.Her perfect figure with small breasts was "Heaven,"And her tight plump bottom was SOMETHING to see!She was a natural Blond but without proof,Because she always kept her pussy shaved bare.To me her pussy looked like a feast waiting,And it didn't take me long to get down there!Her pussy's lips were smooth as any peaches,And when they pulled apart they showed a flower.The way it's pink Rose color glistened wetly,Showed me what my inflamed brain wanted devoured!I began with my tongue gently caressing,The inside folds of her vulva's tender lips.I lick
A Whore?
a slut not a whore sensualsultrysexualslutswe serve and we dancechores galorewe tease and delightsluts not whoresfur bunnies sicken usthe whores a borea slut for a fewa whore for allsly winkssubtle swaysbouncing breastscreamy thighsslave oils leakng and poolinga small stream delightfula great river distastefulfew Masters dip their wicksa nice treat for someall Masters samplingthe goods diluted and polluteddo you know what you area slut or a whore?if not maybe you should think about it more?! ~W.H.  2009~
Where are all the hot younger guys like 19-25?????
Sarah B
Well, here I am, haven't been here for a while.  Don't get a lot of time since changing jobs, so have lost contact with most people that I was friends with on here. Just basically to let you all know I am back again and feel free to say hi.  I've missed you all.  
Own Me!!!
If you're tagged, you're tagged. If you're reading it, you're also tagged. Go. 1.You can ONLY answer Yes or No. 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks. -- and believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming because nothing is exactly as it seems. Now, here's what you're supposed to do. . . Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag as many of your friends as you'd like to...make sure and tag the person who sent it to you as well ------- ------- ------- ------- ------- ------- Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? --- no Been arrested? --- No Kissed someone you didn't like? --- no Slept in until 5 PM? --- Yes Fallen asleep at work/school? --- no Held a snake? --- Yes Ran a red light? --- Yes Been suspended from school? --- yes Experienced love at first sight? --- yes Totaled your car in an accident? --- No Been fired from a job? --- no Fired
I never was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. His face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away. And when he looked what could I ali My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face. And took my eye sight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as cords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winters choice? Is love always snow? He seems to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw such sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart was left it's dwelling  place And can return no more.................... I"m standing in the rain, trying to wash away the pain. I can't let you know how you hurt me so, from all the times you led me astray. I hear you say "I love you.",
clue#1 slow jamz clue#2 movement clue#3 hott clue#4 kisses clue#5 wet clue#6 water clue#7 drips HAVE YOU GUESSED WHAT IM TALKING BOUT? NO NASTY IM TALKING ABOUT A BUBBLEBATH WITH THE MUSIC GOING... OMG PEOPLE GET UR MIND OUT THE GUTTER!!! LOLZ JP “Thought is the sculptor who can create the person you want to be.” Live as if your were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. -- Gandhiji Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies. -- Ann Landers Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life.-- Buddha  Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling.-- Claude Pepper follow the yellow brick road you may jus find something yu like.... check out de pix, rate em, rack up ponits and ill return de favors!!!!
Check This Out
I Cannot wait for hockey season to start so i can hear this Man's Voice calling the games for the Buffalo Sabres. And one of the best announcers of all time . The Man , The Myth , The Legendary and sitll going strong . Rick Jeanneret .">"> I went to go see this group Great Big Sea last night . And they were awesome . I'd recommend for anybody who reads this blog to listen to them and go see them live . They put on one hell of a show . I just wish they could come by and play here in buffalo often cause they are one of my favorite bands to go see live and I'll go see them live whenever they come back to town     . The Night The Patty Murphy Died . was amazing .
My Path
When is it enough?  No particular "thing" just in general..... What is strong?  Is it the will to stay and fight or being big enough to walk away? When you hit the wall and you push and kick until you are out of breath, then you take a step, get a drink of water, look at that wall and decide you're ready to try it again because you can move it. Does it move, can you with sheer will, faith and belief move that wall?  Or does it just stand there impenetrable, unwilling to give an inch? I have reacted when I should have been pro-active.  I thought (wrongly) that others actions justified my reactions.  I lashed out not once, but many times and it was uncalled for, unjustified.   I have been a person I don't want to be and irrational when I should not have been.  I have been unloyal to myself if only in my actions and all the while thinking it would do some good. I've let myself down more times than I can count in the last few days, more times....than I could have imagined.  My alte
In An Auction, Come Own Me!!
In An Auction, Come Own Me!!
In Twaune Valentinos Auction   Come Bid On Me:) And Show this Hosts Some Love!!!
My Recent News
I have always wondered. In all the family members they get to pick the one that is really not into Christmas that much to bring out the Tree and decorations. Don't get me wrong, I used to be, over 15 years ago Happy  to go all out for this season but  retail etc; has changed all that.    If I am not  in my family sight right away  they hunt me down and get me.. Either telling me or requesting.  Why???? I say Bahumbug.   Oh yea.. Happy Holidays to you & yours  I had to  go to Burbank, Illinois yesterday, because the cancer  around her colon and bladder  is bleeding and killing her.  When I was growing up she was always telling me that I was her favorite niece,, Might have  changed a tiny bit since Yesterday was the first that I have seen her since a little over 15 years ago.. I was told today that yesterday was the first time she stayed up the longest for a while.. She had refused chemo treatement and such,,  She looks like my dad's mom  now.. When she seen my cousin Mary chris(Yes
5 Million
I live in North you have a camera phone? ......he says   I got me all sorts of shit luv.....why you ask?.........I say   Do you have a camera phone and a webcam sexy?...he says     I have a huge queer?..........I say   HUH???  you a man?..........he says     Yesssss..........your HOT............I say     I am sorry, I am not into bad.....take care.     He says   Now what??????????????   hehehehehe   still a long way to go...................     i need two million fubucks to buy a bud of mine................gimme? Only 4.1........Dig it     Hey, I need 300,000 FU bucks..............
Salmon Poo
It is 7:11 am and I have technically been awake for the last hour. Its Sunday and there's no point of me sleeping because i have horse back riding lessons in an hour... This is my story..... I am dog sitting for a friend, her chihuahua named Bella. Chihuahua's aint know for their friendly personalities so we have been trying to socialize this dog as much as possible. I take her to the dog park where dogs come charged at her thinking she the squirrel that got away.. we live threw that only to have her slowly but surely move at least 3 feet away from me.. She also hates males, I'm not sure where she picked up this hate but of course the boyfriend cant seem to shake that the dog actually hates him. So in order to win Bellas little heart he sat on the floor last night and hand fed her ALL NATURAL "Salmon" dog treats... It lasted all of about 4 minutes then the love for him was gone...... Needless to say we all go to bed.. We are convinced that Bella needs to be treated like a regular
Random And it goes to... So far I have been hit by 21 cars and run over by an 8 ton truck.
Suagar&spit&everything Unfit
Depression Sucks
For some time now, I have come to realize that maybe trying to be out going and being straight forward with peeps isnt such a good idea . I was told by my doctor not to hold in pent up anger and not allow any one to  treat me like crap.  I even so much had hypnois to help me. As now that, I am growing older, I seem to be with out even trying, pissing people off. Example:  I had a situation that involved hubby and the only way I know how to vent and not take it out on any one is to blog. Well this woman felt the need to hand me my ass and tell me what a horible person I am moching off my hubby and going on vacation. This woman has no idea who I am or what I am going threw. Any how I wasnt nice to her, and handed her back her own ass. I went to lay down and started to think of situations,  that I have been in and how I conducted myself in public. Sooooooooooooooooooooooo I have decided to stop being so out going, and just keep my mouth shut and not  post any thing that involves
Lookin 4 That Special Someone
Awww... the beauty of LOVE.... but TRUE LOVE? hummm... True Love must exist somewhere in this world... cause ART imitates LIFE... is not that what they teach you?  If art imitates life then those who paint it, write it, sing it & seek it know it must be out there somewhere or why would they waste the time in such an endeavor?  Just to make poor sad souls seek an unattainable dream? No, I do not think this is the truth.  All Dreams CAN come true... it is fundamentally part of our nature to fulfill all our dreams... and hopes... and wishes... and needs... and wants. NOW... I am not saying that all hopes & dreams DO come true mind you, but the potential in fulfilling them IS very REAL.  BUT they (yes the imfamous & unnameable THEY) also say that IF you seek something then u do nothing more than to push it further away from you.  I disagree... How can one FIND anything if you DONT look for it? I am a romantic at Hearte... Can't help that... Can't help wanting what is probably the most
Many of you won’t read this and that’s OK.  My real friends will and that is who I’ve written this for anyway.  I want to give credit where credit is due.  My life was a shambles.  I had invested my whole life caring for and loving Sheila in spite of everything thrown my way and she died.  Just died and left me to pick up the pieces.  I’ve written often about my devastation.  I had lost the will to live.  I was merely existing.  I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, didn’t care.  I could muster no feelings for anything.  I was an empty shell. Time passed and the rawness of my hurt finally scarred over and I was able a little at a time resume trying to get my life back.  I opened up my heart a tiny piece at a time.  I met several wonderful people and tried so hard to have a relationship with them.  While they gave all they could, I just wasn’t as ready as I thought I was to receive.  Only God knew when I would be ready. Then last October I met
Member Of The Week!
Member of the Week Dj Warped "Sissy" Please show her some Zodiak family love! She need's rates, gifts, tags, drinks, blings anything thing will be great! So go rate her already if you got time this week this is your girl! Thanks so much management!   Her link:
Just Clearing My Mind
Well, this is another addiction for me to try and juggle along with the rest of my resposibilities and addictions. lol After everything life has thrown at me, I still seemed to find a silver lining. I found a friend that I could never have asked for. I moved to this podunk town a few years ago in search of greener pastures. Well I found the pastures but they were full of manure. Ha yes it is a simple town of small mided people who don't realize how big the world actually is. I can not wait to get back home and the mess I love to call killadelphia :) Ok well i found an incredible group and they all work together to help those who need it to level and make friends. I have only been a member for 2 days and already i have met some incredible people. If you do get a chance please check out the group and maybe give it a try. I know my friends would love it. Thanks for reading this and hope everyone has a great week. Im off to bed xoxo this is the page so check it out :) thanks everyone htt
I Passed!
Unable To Sleep ~ Thoughts On My Mind ~
Tonight is tough, my son in law who just turned 21 last Wed, has to get back on a plane at 8:30am in the morning/ Sunday/ in order to go back to another 6 months duty in Iraq. I think that it's harder to see him go back this time than when he left in Jan.  My daughter and he have had 15 days, and well now of course, she is also in tears. That's hard to see as her Mom.. We'll all be going together in the morning to see him depart and.. So, I ask, that you keep them in your prayers and ask God to watch over him as he serves our country. Thank you my friends, Anna aka Fyretygress
Moving Account
To all of you on my list please note than am changing my account to another one, plz remove this one and add me with this emaill   Thanks and hope to cu all soon   byee :)  
Name The Knob! Hott Lips Contest Thru 6/30/09
Name the Knob! You know it well - it's slapped your happy butt many times. You should be on a first name basis with him/her! Please Name our Knob! or pick your favorite of the the other 'Name-inations' in the default pictures in my profile. You may only vote one time. Contest open to Hott Lips members only. Contest runs until the end of June. Winner will receive 100k fu-bucks SO NAME THE KNOB!
Me In Auction
My Stuff
I tell ya some of you people need a mirror. You do not need to be using sex anywhere near you name. I mean fuck look at me. you see me using sexy, stud or anything like that. Unlike a lot of you I have a brain anI use it. I mean FUCK I have flushed things that look better. I know this site is all about role playing, but again FUCK. If you make Jabba the Hut look thin or you face looks like you smell shit 24/7, you're not sexy. Three cowboys were seated around the campfire out on the lonesome sagebrush prairie and with the pride for which these men were famous; it was a night of bravado, a night of tall tales...Tom, the hand from Wyoming says, 'I must be the strongest, meanest, toughest cowboy there is. Why, just the other day, a bull got loose in the corral. It had gored six men before I wrestled it to the ground by the horns with my bare hands and castrated that sucker with my teeth.'Ben from Colorado, couldn't stand to be bested.. That's nothing, 'I was walking down the trail yesterd
Jst Sumthang From Chenny
Think back to your most important relationship, was it all your fault it's over? some Your last kiss probably meant nothing to you, right? nope....something more Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance? hmmmmm sum wat Do you think blondes are stupid, honestly? nah not 4real Who are the past 4 people to send you a text? iono i hav no fone Do you love where you live? yes my confort zone What were you doing 12 AM last night? bed dreaming Last person you were on the phone with for more than 20 minutes? iono i dnt remember....havent been on the fone Can you get over people easily? nope not at this moment Have you ever regretted letting someone go? yerp Would you go out in public looking like you do now? of course why not Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? mall Does your ex miss you? iono??? If the last person you kissed tried to kiss you again, would you kiss back? yup Did you sleep alone last night? always do Do you believe that th
My Baby
im not good enough for her yet she stays i am worried that she will leave yet my worries are not found she is my love my heart my life yet i feel her slipping through my fingers i know she has love for me but i dont know how long it will last i fear that if i go too far i will never be able to come back i fear that if i let things pass it will pass me by this is so hard to be in my situation it is so hard to live this life with her not by my side she will hopefully always be a good freind but will she always be my girlfreind or willshe be more will she be the one that tames me or will i always be like this unordered and useless will i ever get over my own self hatred she has brought me to tears and dried them up she has been there for me with my sudden homelessness she is an angel in disguise she is the best to ever happen to me i wish i could know if im truly good enough for her or am i just lying to myself if and when she reads this i know something will catch her eye about it i love
Tha Loss Of One U Love
Trinity Saij came out to see me in the beginning of April. Although we did have so much naughty fun together during her stay we didn’t get to do much because she had gotten sick. Since that happened, Trinity and I decided to schedule another meeting in August, only this time I’m flying down to see her in the US. In order to make this happen I’ll need to save up at $500 for the trip. If you would like to see this hot reunion happen, please send a donation. All the money I make are going towards this trip. Trinity and I have so much more hot and horny things we want to do to each other and would really appreciate your help. Thank you !
It Happennnns
I find myself yet again, to be in one of those "moments". You know what I'm talking about. It's when you’re lucky and vulnerable enough to get to see your life from an outsider's perspective. Usually, in my case, it’s brought about by unexpected, unplanned, and unwilling circumstance. Most of the time when this happens, I’ll just shake my head and tell myself to “Skye, get it together”. I swear my life seems like its just an overly dramatic, syndicated, TV show where all you can do is sit, watch, wait, and deal. However, I think this time, I’d like to call it a learning experience, or more bluntly a reality check, more than anything else. And if I were my best friend, I’d do the best friend role and bitchslap me, probably more than once. Well, I’d hit my best friends anyways. I’m always quick to hand out much needed "favors” that I see fit. But, like Britney says, there really are only 2 types of people in the world. Those who
If We Had Sex.. Game..
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards?  9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?  10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?  12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i l
I'm in Auction come bid on me and thank you in advance.
Ways To Keep Sane
Lewbama@ Fubar
Is this Gregory Dewayne Lewis or someone else?
G-sin 974
Offering 20 Mill For Auto 11 And Bomb
Willing to give 20 million for auto 11 and a bomb Angel bound!!!! Please help me  pm or shout me thank you....=)
Shave Or No Shave
do women like men to shave their chest,backs and around their dick.should i shave or should i not.
Cherokee Legends
Night moon forever watching the earthen creatures padding through the night, Stars that paint the world with ideas and truth, Sky being that holds them all together, Watch the wolf travel the land and carry his hymn through the night, Wolf who walks in the night scared not of his shadow, Wolf who always sees the path that is open even when it is dark, Wolf who owns his place in the universe even when he travels the land, Howl to the greatness of the night, Plains that hold the life blood of the buffalo, Mountains that provide homes to those in need of shelter, Hills sharing the space in between the two, Watch for the wolf as he approaches carrying his song through the day Wolf who would listen, Wolf who's leadership is also his harmony, Wolf who's prowess encourages the young to grow, Howl to the greatness of the day, Winds that breath the wolf's howl to the world, Trees that
Tears Of Pain
so i might not be on for a bit and i dont want people to think that  I was mad at them or ignoring them...   going thru a tuff time right now so I am on here when I can be but its going to be a bit till things settle down   thats all for now love to everyone Hott.....
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A Stalker On Fubar!!!!!
The saying goes when one door closes another one opens. This Monday one chapter in my life is finally ending. My husband and I have been separated for nearly two years now and I've kinda gotten used to that fact. Never mind that I'm the one doing the filing its a mutual decision we made long ago and one I'm having a hard time coming to grips with. Neither of us wants to be married any longer so no clue why other than the fact that in just over a month would be our 31st anniversary. Such a long time over half my lifetime that he's been a part of my life. He's given me 3 wonderful children and we have 2 beautiful grandsons. We make such good friends too bad we couldn't make such good spouses.  The only bright spot is that we remain in each other's lives and are here for our children. I've been told I will be meeting the man who will make me truly happy soon and its funny as much time as I spend on here I will be meeting him in person not online. I've known for over a year I will be meeti
Poetry By Kiera Lathan
"Charade" [Prose That No One Knows] by Kiera Rose Lathan [Do Not Copy/Use/Steal/Ect Without Permission!]   Elegant. Intelligent. Quiet. Introverted. Hiding so the rest of the world can't see. Loud. Obnoxious. Ridiculous. Ludicrous. How the world always sees me. I'm sick of this charade. I wish you knew. I wish you knew. Couldn't hear the words, Couldn't feel the hate, Couldn't bear the fate, Couldn't feel.. at all. I wish you could see through my eyes. Look in that mirror, And not be dismayed. I'm waving my white flag. I give up. Finally, last breath, And sigh. Rest assured, My heart still beats in frailty, Broken by all the bats, Shattered with the barbed wire. I wish you could think my thoughts, Feel the world through my fingers, Then maybe.. You would understand what it is... To be me. I make life look effortless. But behind the laughter and the smiles, The jokes and the goofiness, I'm silent. And nobody would know. I guess it's just the upset talking. But i'm sick
Tiny Story(1)
Brian stretched out on the sofa.  It was a small sofa, dark brown and only about four feet long.  As brain was only three inches tall, it was more then enough room for him to stretch out.  He heard a door somewhere open and close.  He turned and saw Erica walk into his line of sight.  She was a lightly tanned, with long black hair.  Wearing nothing but a black bikini, he could see her slim slender body and all it's curves nicely.  She was five feet five inches tall, or somewhere just under two hundred feet tall to tiny Brian.  She stopped and stood in front of the sofa, a small white box in her left hand, and looked down at him."It's time to get ready," she said as she set the box down on the sofa cousion, "Ready for what?" Brian asked"You'll's a surprise.  Just get dressed.''  replied Erica.  Brian walked over and looked inside the box.  Inside was a puffy white silky shirt, blue pants, black boots and a red cap.  All the perfect size to fit him.  Erica cleared her throat and
5 Year Old Dies In Police Chase!
The police responded to a domestic violence call and the boyfriend that had a shotgun got in his vehicle and took the 5 year old with him and the boyfriend was drunk. The police chased the car for about 30 minutes when the driver went through a red light and hit an oncoming semi and the little boy was NOT strapped in and flew through the front windshied dying immediately. Please pray for the family of that boy!!!
The Real Me
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House Of Rooney
It's funny... A lot of people think it's easy to provoke me into anger. Which is just not true. I'm just passionate. I live out my emotions, like I believe any being should. It's possible that I might seem angry, but if I am it's only because as a person, you don't have your fucking eyes open, and that bothers me to the core. I'm well aware that I'm far from perfection, but I have the decency to admit my faults. I suppose my biggest mistake is hoping that people will share my "ideals", but I'd settle for at least understanding and accepting them. I think the acceptance part of life is what many people struggle with. But, to be brutally honest, I don't give a shit about human weaknesses. I pay them no regard, that is, until they directly effect me. I don't much appreciate having others attempt to stomp on my soul just because they are overwhelmed by their personal weaknesses. And what is one of those weaknesses? That's right! STUPIDITY. GOD, I writhe in close to physical pain, although
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I'm Sick Of You
Goodbye Fubar im goin' awayI'm sick of you and there aint no wayDont want to know, dont want to seeDont you ever bother meSick of hanging around your siteSick by day and sick by nightYeah and Fubar,its sad but true,now im even sick of you.No way, no way, no wayNo way, no way, no wayNo way, for our loveNo way for our loveCuz im sick of You.Good bye Fubar im going away.Sick of you and i dont wanna stayDont want to know, dont want to see Dont you ever bother meSick of hanging around your siteSick by day and sick by nightYes and Fubar its sad but trueNow im even sick of you.No way, no way, no wayNo way, no way, no wayNo way, for our love,No way for our loveCuz im sick of youEvery evening and every day,Seem to always turn out this way,To get an endI better find new love,then you'll pay,then youll pay,ain't no way.Cuz im sick of you.Goodbye Fubar im going away,Sick of you and i dont wanna stayDon't want to know , dont want to seedon't you ever, bother me ....
What My Dad Sent Me
I never got meet my late grandfather he passed away when my dad was 12 this his favorite memory of him: With Father's Day nearly upon us I can't help but to feel it is fitting to start a thread for those of us who had fathers who are or were railroaders and/or railfans.I was only 12 when I lost my Dad but in the few years that I had him in my life he helped to create an interest in trains that has lasted for 52 years.Though memories are at times few I can remember times when he would take me to the local Five and Dime to get an ice cream cone and then we would head down to the Espee depot in Palmdale, Ca., to visit both his friend who was the agent and to see what trains we could see.One of the memories I have is seeing a Black Widow EMD SD9 that usually powered the wrecker train that would come into town ever so often and how he would walk around the train with me as it sit, resting for the day. And I remember the wonder I expressed when the San Joaquin Daylight started to change its
Ok so i found a sik ass techno club (yea i know dont gimme shit) called Spin in san diego. I'm there every friday an saturday night. Its the loudest club around with a kick ass atmosphere. If good times, good music is yer thing cum on out an hang! Oh by the way did i mention it's open till 4am? FUCKIN WOO HOO!!!!!!
Fly Away In a world of pain You called me up And played the game I did'nt know you'd hurt me so Rip me apart very slow Don't have to dry my eyes; no tears Just twisted wasted worried fear What to do now that your gone Bitter empty played out songs Over and over Time and Again I ask when will this suffering end? Tomorrow or maybe today Probably never That's what they say Continue to pour my heart and soul? Or close up and grow old alone? Decisions made I'm just fed up Sick of trying Done with love
Rip Jeremy! You Will Never Be Forgotten!
MIDKIFF - State Police in Hamlin say two people were killed in an early Saturday, June 13, automobile-house accident near Midkiff. Trooper D.C. Brinegar of the Hamlin Detachment said he and fellow troopers also estimate that the house involved was one-fourth destroyed in the incident along State Route 10.Dead, according to Brinegar, is the driver, Jeremy Ryan Rakes, 22, of Ranger, and his passenger, Dawna M. Mascol, 32, of Branchland. The pair were pronounced dead at the scene shortly after 3 a.m., Saturday morning, Brinegar said.The trooper said Rakes was driving a late 1990s model, red Ford Thunderbird. The vehicle was traveling North on Route 10, he said. Although it has been difficult to determine exactly what happened, Brinegar said officers believe Rakes lost control and his car flipped over and landed in the living room of the house located across the road from the former Midkiff Elementary School. The home owner, who was sleeping in the house at the time, said he was awakened b
Hot Hot Hot
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The Game We Call Life...
The game we call life.. Current mood:Real Well what can I say. "life is a tangle web we weaved." And it's a bunch of choices we made wrong that continue to lead us in the wrong or right direction depending on the path we choose. Me, I lived plenty of life for about 30 country ass people that never left their 1 horse town. Yes it's true in this great country we call america there is some back country mother's that still have sex with there 2nd cousins and shit. I'm just glad my fam chose to raise me in civilization. Where the creative minds of a street rebel could find all sorts of shit to get into. Ah the wrong choices of my life have led me to this moment where freedom is not that free and anything you like is probably bad for you. But the one thing I do have, and we all have is the choice to have a free mind. Don't waste any more time thinking that you have more time to waste cuz before you know it, 20 years has passed and your not watching Voltron anymore...... I'm AC Adaptor
The Longbranch
Whooplah And Shenanigans
So I have realised that Fubar ain't the place for me.  Before I delete my account I feel I have to set the record straight on a few things that have been said about me.  Apparently a few people decided to stick their noses into my business and put dirt on my name.  I have no idea why they would do this....jealousy I guess. So with that I will get to the point.  I want to clear the air on a few things.  First off whoever decided to spread the runors around that I beat the shit out of my ex-wife and daughter....that was a classic one.  Couldn't be further from the truth.  The time frame this would have happened in my daughter would have been a year old and I would have killed her.  She's 8 now alive and well.  Never laid a hand on her.  This was a good one.....whoever made this one up....yeah it stuck and has fucked me up. Ok now another rumor being passed around.  That I'm a drug addict.  LMMFAO....yeah sure....I smoke weed thats it....barely do that anymore....I don't even drink.  Ag
Funnies From An 80 Year Old Patient
now i lay me down to sleep i pray the lord my shape to keep please no wrinkles please no bags and please lift my butt before it sags please no age spots please no gray and as for my belly please take it away please keep me healthy please keep me young and thank you lord for all you have done       five tips for women 1. its important that a man helps you around the house and has a JOB.  2. its important that a man makes you laugh 3. its important to find a man you can count on and who wont lie to you 4. its important that a man loves you and spoils you 5. its important that these 4 men dont meet each other loll one saggy boob said to the other saggy boob; "if we dont get some support soon - people will think we are nuts" omg she is too cute at 80 years old i swear
i know people often misrepresent themselves online and often in life ... not sure why but they do .... the cries of  i am sick or i am hurt or i am alone when they are not sick or hurt or are actually married all the while lookin for the next best thing to come along.   i never will understand .. there are things  i dont share with people who mean lil to nothing to me or am embarrassed to share with just about anyone but those closest to me ... i am confused why someone would say they do this or that ... one thing that kills me is when people claim to be nurses or docs and give medical advice online ... a pet peeve of mine ... anywho from miss open book i just wanted to vent a bit and express to my friends ... honor yourselves and proclaim truth and honor and blessings will fall upon ya.
I am so sick and tired of the drama of my life. My ex still wont take no for an answer. He is still trying to get me to come back to him. What part of NO doesnt some people understand. I am just so ready to go into hiding. I am tired of him blaming me for everything that has went wrong in his life in the last two weeks, then to have him turn around and then expect me to get back with him. I just dont understan it. He is not giving me time to get passed the fact that he ripped my heart out and shredded it. Why cant some people just understand that once trust is broken, it is almost impossible to restore. I dont want to go through that kind of pain with him again. I know that is what would happen. So, why would I put myself through that? I cant be with someone I dont tust and I dont trust him. Will probably never trust him again. Have you ever had a day when nothing seems to go right? I have had a couple of months like that. If I could, I would have stayed drunk the last 2 months. Maybe
Fu*kin Shit
Missin Him!!
The Lighter Side
Hey, Anyone from Wisconsin drop a line
just giving a quick update to my fam and friends, or at least those who care, lol, i recently moved to Costa Rica to help my family with some mission work. I'm not sure how long i'll stay here but at least for the summer. So since i won't be online too often just didn't want you to think i forgot about you. Thanks to all who still keep in touch and show love. Hope you all have a wonderful summer
I mean if all that has happened within the last year isn't enough to motivate me I don't know what is. I can't really even say it's been a roller coaster because even those have peaks and valleys ..I've been free falling.   I've taken responsibility for my actions and know they've played a large role in everything that's happened ..everything can't always be pinned on me but nonetheless I've had ample opportunity to mend things.   I've been knocked down plenty of times I've had to work my way from the bottom ..but now I just can't seem to find the right motivation ..I know I can't things rolling because of someone else I need to do it for me but my heart is just not in it. A typical day for me is fruitless and I'm truly sick and tired of it. It bothers me I guess you can say because I've seen my potential or glimpses of it anyway and know I can be doing a lot better. I'm 22 I'm young I know ..but that's no excuse . I know better . I have this tendencey however to overw
Loving You
You make my world complete, We belong together, No other can compete. We belong together, I need you for eternity, We belong together, So please never leave. We belong together, You had me from the start, We belong together, You've completely stole my heart. we belong together, Its the way it was meant to be, We belong together, Just you and me. In my dreams, I try to see you and take in your whole expanse-- from the beauty of your smile to the depths of your soul where an ocean swells. I'm rebuilding you out of pieces of clay, with some illogical hope that you'll materialize out of the darkness. The heart alone can perceive these dimly lit realities, and trade longing for patience. And I'm living on the hope borne of these dreams of you, that we'll be together soon. She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowed t
Grow Old
I just wanna grow oldi dont care how the story unfoldsjust how the end goesthe antisipation of tomarow just grows oldI just wanna grow olddiscover the here afterforget the then and nowI just wanna grow oldI dont care if i miss the showdont know why the times matternothing and everything lasts foreverI just wanna grow old
Why Purple??
The Purple Ribbon Campaign to end Domestic Violence:     Why Purple? Bruises women have sustained at the hands of their abusers. It is time to remind our country of the hidden secrets many women and children face daily,  in they're nice warm pretty homes! Hidden behind closed doors. In a place they thought at one time would serve as comfort and love. YOUThere are many faces in domestic violence. There is no stereo type situation Strong Powerful Women, Stay at Home Wives and Mothers, The President of the PTA, The clerk in the grocery store. A CEO in charge of a corporation. The Woman Being Beat Can Be ANYONE! The only tra
Fubar Drama
Title: Curiousity Kills Cats 2Characters: Marie d'Aquitaine, Virginia MathesonTime: 22 Jan, Near dawn Location: Marie's lair, the docks and streets of Crescent IsleWriter: DanoMarie d'Aquitaine was furious, but it didn't show. Instead her anger wrapped around her like a long, fridgid cloak as it always did. Her 'daughter' had gone missing again, something the little trollip had been doing frequently, and Marie knew deep inside that it was time for mistress and scion to split. The impending split hurt, and Marie always channelled her hurt into anger.Marie channelled anything into anger.She was waiting as her scion of over a century and a half slipped through the door, which clicked softly shut. "And where have we been tonight?" Marie asked with ice dripping off the words.Virginia knew that tone, her mistress was more than a little miffed. She stood stock still as Marie approached and walked around her slowly. "Hunting," she explained."Ah," Marie said, sniffing Virginia's breath, "an alc
Vaness's And Sean's Fashions
Do you know anybody that's getting Married ?Checkout these High Fashion Wedding Gowns Dear Customers My name is Vanessa Jones and I am a 29 year old fashion designer, a little bit about me I am a single mother of two wonderful sons, I have a Bachelors degree in Fashion design and textiles.  I have been in the fashion industry for 8 months.  I was born and raised in Andover, N.M.  Know that you know a little  bit about me, now I want to bring to you my love and passion for fashion design through my high quality fashion gowns and dresses.  All my current designs are made from material that I get from Australia and China, all my designs are hand made and I would love to show you what I have in the way of my wedding gown designs along with other dress designs that I am currently working on. If you like fashions then I would love for you to visit the sight below and check out all the designs that I have available for purchase and hope that you will enjoy my designs as much as I enjoyed maki
Rantings Of A Madman
Don't really know if this is cool on here, but if anyone is interested my book; Rantings Of A Madman is on sale. Send me your name and email in private mesage and I'll send you the link to my publisher.       I still hear the water running in the tub in the evenings; the way it always has been when she bathed at night. Sometimes, I still see her sitting on the sofa on the front porch afterwards painting her toe nails or talking on the cell to her mother.         Maybe it’s just guilt. The guilt that it should have been me lying in that grave instead of her. Or maybe selfishness. That’s it! It’s selfishness. Selfish thoughts and questions. “Did she still love me even until the very end?” Did she blame me for what had happened, even though she and I both knew it was simply an accident?”        Somehow my mind and heart need these answers. But, then I talk to her. She never even gives the singlest of clues to me. She talks of all the good times w
Flag In A Pawn Shop
Help Me Win A Contest!
ok, so my ex and i split five years ago. we have a wonderful ten y/o daughter. amazingly, we are better friends now than when we were together. but now , here is the quandry...... shangra la is now over and the ex and her man are at an end. now she wants to move in because she has no where else to go. this is going to be for a while. i just went from a no frills bachelor to full house plus two dogs, two cats, and a hampster. WHAT THE FUCK???????????? it will be great to have my daughter here, but what a helluva price tag. someone tell me if i am crazy, stupid, doing the right thing, or a combonation of the three. so i got a nice 2/2 house a couple of months ago. the rent was reasonable, and the area great. when we signed the papers, i asked him straight up if he was in forclosure, or anywhere nere it. his answer was no, he was all good. fast forward two months....    i missed a call today from my landlord. he left a message saying that it was important, call him back. guess what.... y
Ride To Walhalla Australia
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Why Me???
Facial Expressions~
Shelby entered the hotel room and immediately let her wool coat fall to the floor. Her master Robert drew her to him, kissed her blood-red mouth, then pushed her away so he could assess her appearance: Just as he requested, her plump, curvaceous body was bound at the waist by a form-fitting black bustier. The steel boning pushed her ample breasts up and forced her tapered waist to constrict her breathing. Her thick, fleshy cunt was covered by a tight, sheer thong that pushed the lips out and up. He was pleased. Touching the exposed cunt lips, Robert noted they were free of hair and slick with her juices. Shelby felt Robert's probing fingers along with the fabric of the thong straining against her shaved cunt, and gushed even more juice onto his hand. Robert forced the thick index finger of his right hand deep into her snatch. He fucked her cunt until her juices covered his hand and wrist, then force-fed his finger into her mouth. Roughly, he pushed his finger down her throat, forcing h
Sarah had become an addiction for Kieran. Since the morning he woke up with lipstick on his cock and watched her get off on his bedroom floor, he'd become entranced with her. She felt the same way, allowing herself to grow attached to the quiet persona he showed in public, and the passionate one he shared with her. Tonight would be another night of pleasure for Kieran, one he was growing accustomed too. Sarah had gone out on her own to arrange for Kieran to be accepted into a unique club she helped start up. She was now a silent partner, opting to leave the playing to others while she enjoyed the view behind the windows. The music was loud, the drinks of the highest quality and the atmosphere reeked of not only wealth, security, and fun, but it was also apparent that only the most elite were allowed past the two burly, but exquisitely dressed, men at the front door. Kieran watched with interest as Sarah said hellos and kissed cheeks. It was a different Sarah he was observing. She was s
Laugh You Sods!
The Big Survey of Trivialness(Read it you sods!) 1. In one sentence, explain what ended your last relationship: Itching. 2. What made you smile today? Vinegar Strokes. 3. What were you doing this morning at 8a.m.? Relieved I had got through 7.59 am unscathed. 4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? Dreaming of Dave. 5. Something that happened to you in 1985? Found out that Father Christmas is my dad, I was an Elf and my Mum was a Reindeer. 6. Your prom night? I have done a lot of Promenading down Southend Pier...Does that count? 7. Last thing you said aloud? "Ooooh yours is so big and it turns green if you hold it too long". 8. Last thing someone else said aloud? "Nice marrow darling" 9. Worst thing currently on television: This Blue hooped china ball that I paid the extravagent price of £1.50 for from some shop in Barry(Place in Wales) when Jules and I were searching for KY Jelly that doesn't make a noise...Honestly that is true....Just ask Jules:-)Oh and that Noel Ed
Question For The Men?????
Why is it the moment he finds out you can give a good blowjob you gotta be giving it to every guy you speak to? why is it that he can bitch but you can't? why is it if he leaves mad it's okay he needs to cool off but if you do it you wanna go fuck someone else? Is it just me or does this all seem like an excuse so he can go do what he wants to do? Mainly why does he love you till you love him? This shit is what makes single sound so freakin good! yesturday I was bitchy WE FOUGHT, today I was laughing and in a good mood WE FOUGHT! tell me this when do men realize sometimes it's about them and not you and why don't they ever own up to it? I really care about this guy but if I go off and do my thing and give him space I am accused of fucking or wanting to fuck someone else (excuse my language but it's true) however if I stay with him I am up his ass and don't give him enough space WTF. My thought is he wants to break up he is just not ready to give up the physical yet and he wants
Whose Your Favorite Fu?
  Here it is folks, the contest has begun!!! so rate your favorite FU!!! The one who has the most picture rates at the end of my second happy hour wins a 35 credit bling!Thats the first contest pretty simple, second contest will be held during the two happy hours for the people who bomb the How Do YOu Fly The FU?!?! album. This will be a random winner, also recieving a 35 credit bling. Each bomb will be given a number in the order i was bombed. I'll put the numbers in a hat and pick one on cam in Bad Habitz Radio Lounge. Its as fair as i can make it. Above is a link to Bad Habitz Radio lounge and if ya haven't been corrupted yet ya should and tell them Howey Feltersnatch sent ya!!!Below Is the link to my picture which starts the albumHowey Feltersnatch™Howey Feltersnatch™Happy FU'ing and thanks to all the entries this couldn't of happened with out you!!!!
Its all because of you,I'm never sad and blue,You've brightened up my day'sIn you own special way.How can I get you to understand,That I love you more than I can,How can I get you to see,Your the only girl for me,Its all because of you,My dreams came true,Your everything Ive wished for,and I could never wish for more.I cant describe how much I care,But when you need me I will be there,To wipe your tears when you are sad,To make you happy when you are mad,Nobody is as special as you are to me,Now I hope you are beginning to see,Just how much I care for you,And all my feeling will always be true You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart There is a tear embedded in my heartA lonely
A Lil Poem
When we are far apart Can sorrow heal our broken hearts? I love you baby, yes I do! Sleep is sweet while dreaming of you. All of you is like a rose. Night has come so I must doze. With you I leave one thing in mind: You must read the first word in every line!!! ?????               Chellie Maye When we are far apart Can sorrow heal our broken hearts? I love you baby, yes I do! Sleep is sweet while dreaming of you. All of you is like a rose, Night has come so I must doze. With you I leave one thing in mind: You must read the first word in every line!!! ?????                                                  Chellie Maye
Bra Pantie Party
My husband and I are swingers and he and I decided to have a party, It is not a sex party that is not why we are doing this ,, it is just to have a good time and be comfey while we are doing it cause I am one of those ppl that have clothing probs when I drink lol ,, anyway we hope that all of our space friends can make it. If so just let me know here or in my Y**HOO at ezgoinzwife we can chat better there..
Led down a path overrum with falsehoods and deceit with you as my guide. This misdirection of my mind the game you played, Following you past every fork in the road, Being enticed onwards towards the darkness I did not see, Believin your lies and faux promises, Heedless of the warning cries sounded from afar. Thus is comes to pass that only now in the gloom of this desolate night I awaken. Sensing my peril I search for the path back into the light yet see only your treachery. The trust I placed in you lies shattered on the ground, Leaving me lost in thsi black forest of illusions, Led to this place by your misdirection, Left with only my nightmare companions.
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his tem p er at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.   The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.
                                         Lost Another day aririves, at least you think it is a new day, you can't really be sure anymore, they all have started running together, night into day then day into night, and again an endless cycle, with hopes and dreams dashed upon the rocks along the way.  Life has taken on a drab overcoating, that drapes over everything, touching everything in your life, nothing can escape its embrace, colors aren't as vibrant, food doesn't taste as it should, and even sex has lost the pizzaz it once had.  You shuffle around in your lil life till one day the lights finally go off, and there you are, standing there in the dark, alone and afraid.  The cold starts wrapping itself around you, bringing goosebumps to your flesh.  You stand there debating what to do; you can stand still, feeling life course around you flowing with the course of time swirling past, with no chance of anything ever changing, or you can start to move in a direction, any direction,
My Thoughts
So I ran into the person who gave the worst advice of my life today....He wanted to know how I was doing and what I was up to. Kept asking questions about how the last 4 yrs of my life have been....I just avoided the questions. On my way home all I could think about it how horrible I have been and of the awfull things that have been done to me. Really makes a person think about why people love n care about them...and for the life of me I cant figure it out. truth is I shouldnt be here, so the question is why am I. I dont supose I will ever know. But for tonight I I will remember my friends and family that have already gone on thier lives taken before their lives had truly begun.............I know this is jumbled and makes no since but please bear with me.
Auto 11's
Friday June 19th The One is Running His Auto's Again can we please get some FAMILY LOVE this time Thanks!! Our top #3 Family  ☠The One☠ He has Auto 11's Please go show him some family love! He is our Promoter! Please and Thank You  Management lol KrazyR   [ photo: 4273364427 ] (because my links sucks u may have to copy and paste im sorry lol)
Slipknot's Tour
January 200923 - St. Paul, MN - Xcel Energy Center24 - Kansas City, MO - Sprint Center25 - Council Bluffs, IA - Mid America Center27 - Madison, WI - Alliant Energy Center28 - Des Moines, IA - Wells Fargo Arena30 - Rosemont, IL - Allstate Arena31 - Auburn Hills, MI - The Palace of Auburn HillsFebruary 20092 - Peoria, IL - Peoria Civic Center3 - Indianapolis, IN - Pepsi Coliseum5 - New York, NY - Madison Square Garden6 - Lowell, MA - Tsongas Arena7 - Camden, NJ - Susquehanna Bank Center9 - Greensboro, NC - Greensboro Coliseum Complex10 - Charlotte, NC - Cricket Arena11 - Greenville, SC - Bi-Lo Center13 - Baltimore, MD - 1st Mariner Arena14 - Lexington, KY - Rupp Arena15 - Nashville, TN - Sommet Center17 - Duluth, GA - Gwinnett Center18 - Orlando, FL - UCF Arena19 - Pensacola, FL - Pensacola Civic Center21 - Corpus Christi, TX - Concrete Street Amphitheater22 - Grand Prairie, TX - Nokia Theatre23 - Tulsa, OK - BOK Center26 - Houston, TX - Verizon Wireless Theater28 - El Paso, TX - El Paso
Tears Found In Lost Memories
Before you read this, please do not let your opinions get in the way, nor do I ask for your pity, because that ship has sailed and it’s not going to change my or anyone’s past. I just read an amazing blog. Some of you know which one im talking about, most of you probably could care less, but it was an insight to a horrible time, basically a life most people could never fathom. After reading it, I ask myself, “What would you have done?” Well, I can’t answer that question, because I cannot put words to the pain, sorrow, guilt, and hatred that was brought and forced upon a family and more importantly one strong individual. I have such respect for her and will do whatever I can, to the best of my abilities, to be there for her whenever called upon. I myself have been through some extreme things in my life but they cannot and will never compare, because the deal with different people, different societies, different ways of life. It’s an action, one res
Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see.Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free.Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle.No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all.You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse.If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse.I’m already considering doing this even without your consent.I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content.So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist.Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed.You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore.Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure.You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this.Just tell my baby I love him and I’m sorry
New Chopper
I Wonder ...
Sometimes I wonder why do people that say they are your friends don't care about you anymore.... they seem to be selfish or kinda self involved, they just want everything for themselves but dont care to give the love to you and when you ask of them something they just bully you over or get mad or something .... and that makes you feel bad Least to say its been happenin to me here on fubar by the ones who i totally adore and check em out on daily basis but they just dont care to reply the love back ... I wonder ... if its all normal or am i being ignored to the point of being left alone....   I wonder .... Loneliness I play the role of the unknown, Watching joyful familiar faces, I often bear a stranger’s tone, In countless well known places My cheerfulness is affected, Concealing wounds I often attend, My false demeanour’s perfected, Genuine glee I often pretend. Tomorrow too will be marked, By my wishes gone amiss, Tomorrow too w
A Girls Life
There once was a girl Who wanted to die, Cuz all she ever did Was fuck and get high. So pointless and Lame This was no kind of life, Heart darkened by hate Shed rather end it by knife. Once beautiful eyes could no longer see, This was not the way She expected to be. She used to be caring She used to be kind, But hate and deciet Was all she could find    
Love It
I used to know what I wanted in life, I woke up one morning to my world crashing down on me, since then I can't seem to even find a peacful nights sleep..... I love him, he's my everything but I got his message loud and clear that his family wasn't worth it I guess he thinks playing people is a better life, I let him go and now he wants to work it out but I can't my heart is to far destroyed and hurt to even bother with it. My kids are more important now and all I'm doing is living by survival a second to second mode. I guess I have to kind of turn a little cold hearted and do whats best for me right? I don't know what to do any more if marriage is worth it or if being hurt is worth forgiving a millionth time!!!
Myspace And Facebook Pages
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on the 19th of June I am moving into my first house YAY its a singal story 3 bed room house it's a lease to buy. I am going threw a divorce right now so I don't want to buy just yet I don't want any thing she can try and come after. I adopted a puppy today that was cool him and my cat are getting along pretty good so far he is a shih tzu 3 months old I named him Marx his name was mark lol so not a big change. I have separated from my soon to be ex wife for about 6 months give or take I was with her for about 6 & 1/2 years I never realized how wrong she was for me until I left her witch was problem the best thing I have ever done for my self. I currently have a girl friend who treats me better then any one in my life ever has. her and I do every thing together paint, draw, make music (she has been teaching me to play the guitar witch is some thing I have always wanted to learn). her and I have been friends for about 2 years we worked together up till about a month ago I left that store
For Us:)
im writing this to let all friends know that the flirting and comments need to stop thank you we are at a spot where we need to focus on just us and not be flirting even in good fun we or i have not fully shown her attention that i most of the time do and it has blinded me a lil so from this point on im back to my old self for her for me and for us i cant stand to relize she is upset and im ashamed of my actions to her my life is her and i pray she relizes i love her and am sorry for the times recently she has felt neglected its alot of thinking and talking to people to see what happened so i will be my silly fun  sometimes goofy guy that loves to make her laugh she is and was always worth it sometimes it takes somthing big to impact our souls and wake us up to see and that happened . there is my own demons from my past i will be dealing with that im getting help for cause that person is not me at all but right now im back for good to have the love from her i need and want and to be th
I Love Her But Cant Tell Her
notice verra easy, how women gotta show the clevage if not more to get the attention of men..or women ;) love boobs dont get me wrong but its an immedate turn off for me as for as yea i wanna date u cuz u got a awesome rack..wheres the classy women at ..who lead on a good long drawn out tease as opposed to just puttin all the goods out there at first glance..guess thats why i find strip clubs boring as fuck..aside of conversation with the girls is the only ok part alot of them are pretty cool pplz..where does this end really..who am i to not just would like to see more women stun me with her wits and charm rather then her tits and ass..
Just Thinking...
dreaming of you and me together finally dreams become reality i am bearing your child and carrying on your name forever it will be you and me no one standing in our way wearing the ring that sybolizes the love we share and the bond we have over our child finally the family i always wanted has become true no longer a fantasy no longer in the future here it is staring at us take my had and we'll approach it together :)  
                                                                               Heartbeat     Thump thump, the only sound is the beating of my heart as it echoes in my ears.  Thump thump.  My eyes slowly drift out of focus to the sound in my head. Thump thump. The outside world disappears as I draw in on myself. Thump thump, lights flash in front of my eyes to the tune of the beat, swirling and spinning in the darkness that I have gathered around myself.  Like twin universes as viewed from afar; my mind reals in fascination all bemused, I giggle to the outside world.  My body stuck slack jawed, arms at my side, the flow of the day rolls around me unconcerned.  Thump thump, the seconds slowly tic by feeling like an eternity.  The events of the past month play across the empty void, flowing in and around the orbs I have created. The way it all started, the silly smiles, the way she entertained my dreams, the eternal waiting for that fateful day to arrive, the sweaty palms, the indecision
Magic Cards   This is the E-bay Website for the auction on all my Magic cards!
Blue Eyes Awating
just sitting here looking for something to do lol
Im Back =] Welcome To My World =]
Yes you are mine :D And i have a blast to prove it. What your looking for has been here the whole time. If you could see that im the one that understands you. Been here all along so why cant you see you belong with me. =] Oh wait you did. [[Iloveyou]]  Anywho! The last few days have been NUTS. I encountered a stalker. OMG and let me tell you. It was NOT fun. Been working on "things" and im starting to feel okay with situations. BTW please dont ask me for CB. Autos. Or Bling Credits. If ive 1 never talked to you. 2. You NEVER rtf. or 3. just wanta use me :D cause Hunnie IM NOT beat =] I get where ive gotten on my own. Alot of you should try it =] Now mind you ive meet some awesome people so far and they are awesome :D check out my family :p They rawks! Oh icon of the day: Anywho Happy fathers day guys =] ♥ && HELLO && ♥Its 5pm and its ALREADY been the day from hell. I didnt get to sleep till like 6am. Then woken up at 10 to bullshit and its been drama drama dra
What is greater than God, More evil than the devil, The poor have it, The rich need it, And if you eat it, you'll die?
Cullen Business

House Rules In The Game Of Love
  Men give love for sex while women give sex for love. This makes me wonder, what is really love? Is it really sex masquerading as something acceptable to society? Does it really follow that if you love someone, you have to engage in carnal pleasures with that special someone? As a child I was taught that "love sees beyond the imperfections of your lover". While others say "love is blind." Well, I prefer to believe the first one however the second maxim gives me some tempting options. When it comes to courtship, it is thought that the fool proof strategy to be successful in establishing a relationship is to go through the friend stage first and then progress to the lover level. However, this is a form of deception because the man is hiding his true intentions. Well, to sleep with the girl of which his eyes set upon. These men are just waiting for an opportunity to unveil his agenda. While the ladies on the other hand, are less prepared in taking the relationship to the next level. As
New Toy For Me
i am happier than a pig in shit, happier than a fat kid in a candy store (yea that's me in the candy store), even happier than a dog in petco and a rich owner. that last one might be me also, scratches head. hell i'll go as far to say i'm happier than a carny in a meth lab, or drug store with no cameras lol. ,ight be as happy as a gay guy that just got a life sentance in the big house even. no maybe not that happy lol.i had just got my "Less Drac" today. it's a guitar kit that i bought awhile back. best thing of all is  no instructions, YAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!  and yes that's the best thing about it to me. i get to figure out how to build it myself. it will be my first set (glued in) neck that i have built. those that don't know i like dabbling in building electric guitars. and everyone and there motherless goat knows that a Les Paul is the holy grail of guitars. i plan on out doing the Les Paul with my Less Drac. i think that name has a nice ring to it lol. i'm planning on staining it a
Poems day I will bless you all with my OWN poem, until then...                                        Kisses Kept are Wasted   Kisses Kept are wasted; Love is to be tasted. There are some you love, I know; Be not loathe to tell them so. Lips go dry and eyes go wet; Waiting to be warmly met. Keep them not in wanting yet; Kisses kept are wasted.     ~~~Edmond Vance Cooke~~~ I know why the caged bird sings by Maya Angelou A free bird leaps on the back Of the wind and floats downstream Till the current ends and dips his wing In the orange suns rays And dares to claim the sky. But a BIRD that stalks down his narrow cage Can seldom see through his bars of rage His wings are clipped and his feet are tied So he opens his throat to sing. The caged bird sings with a fearful trill Of things unknown but longed for still And his tune is heard on the distant hill for The caged bird sings of freedom. The free bird thinks of another breeze And the trade winds soft through The s
My Auction Details
Pop My Auction Cherry! You get:  1,000 rates per week, for a month. My crush for a month.   5 million total spent on you in Fu-owned      Actual drinks if we ever cross paths in real life                                                                                         photo & profile comments                              Ill cover yer back in Mumms                                        Bonus profile & photo comments Minimum bid is a VIP OR Auto 11's bling OR  Cherry Bomb Bling.  MUAH!     If you buy me in the auction, I will:A) Send you a home made cupcake via US mailB) Sing your praises in my shower - yes -you can listen on the phone as I sing about you if you wish.  C) Tattoo your screen name on my left butt cheek.D) SB what ever you want me to say to whomever you want me to say it to.(5 times total)OK OK - All these are for reals, except C. Lastly - I will shave a heart into my chest hair and make a salute with your name if by some strange occurance of drunken a
Baby Daddy What A Bastard
i really hate my husband the father of my baby boy. he just doesnt seem to care about our son. he hasnt put any effort to come see his son. Damian is almost 5mths old and his dad has only seen him once. doesnt all to see how he's doing doesnt come to see him nothing he'd rather party with friends. at least his family makes an effort to see him. today his parents came and picked me upand i went to my sister-laws graduation which her brother didnt come. he didnt even call or anything didnt try to come see his son either im so done with the stupid bastard he can go to hell for all i care. he's a fuckin loser who will get whats coming to him karma's a can he even call himself a father. so screw it im done being nice and understandable. so fuck him.
Vip Give Away
VIP... Well fu friends, I'm giving away a VIP for a month for the best salute. Make your salute, send it to me, it will go in a special folder in my photos :) Get your salutes in by Sunday night and a decision will be made on Monday night for the give away. Be creative :) I can't wait to see what you come up with!!! Thanks and Good Luck Dixie :)
Hey Pietaster -whats For Supper?
Every year - I get serious about bbq'ing.  I keep a freezer full of beef, pork, lamb, & chicken.  Just picked up 136 pounds of beef from the butcher and am going to try something new -Matahambre Its a butterfly'd flank steak, wrapped with bacon on the outside, and rolled up, pinwheel style, with thin slivers of asiago, celery, smoked ham, bell peppers, sausage, and a lil red wine vinegar, cooked over charcoal.   Not sure how it will turn out -so -am gonna make burgers, each with a pat of herb butter on the inside and montreal steak seasoning on the outside. Thats the plan for Father's day.   dark red kidney beans, 2 diced tomatoes, black beans, diced onion, ground beef, diced green pepper, cumin, chili pepper, ground red pepper, a bay leaf, minced garlic, cheddar, And chorizo sausage & french fried onions - the last two - just to try something different.   I'm excited - first chili in over 6 months.  Something about the cold night air made me crave chili. Nom Nom Nom   Steak
It Is What It Is
this cute, beauty, is depressed, and is unhappy! i know it's hard to believe a hottie like myself being depressed! Life isn't always what they seem to be, there are lies all around us.         but when the mask comes off, would everything still be the same?/ or would life change as we know it? i'm on the verge to go fuck u, fuck u, fuck u, i'm done!
just wanted everyone on here to know my husband is this super sexy man on here with being on fubar to talk to desperate people like urselfs...... it makes him feel like a real man or something...just like u im asking what am i not doing right to keep him happy at home....i guess i will never really know since he tells me i do every thing right and great for him, that hes just stupid and likes to act like an ass.
Bisclavret By Marie de France Since I'm making lais, Bisclavret Is one I don't want to forget. In Breton, "Bisclavret"'s the name; "Garwolf" in Norman means the same. Long ago you heard the tale told-- And it used to happen, in days of old-- Quite a few men became garwolves, And set up housekeeping in the woods. A garwolf is a savage beast, While the fury's on it, at least: Eats men, wreaks evil, does no good, Living and roaming in the deep wood. Now I'll leave this topic set. I want to tell you about Bisclavret.
Fun Facts Blog
This is a rip off of Morrigan's Fun Facts Mumms.  For those of you that are new to this here is what you do:      Comment saying one little fact about yourself.  It can be funny, sad, outrageous, boring, silly, etc. Whatever you wish to tell us :)   This is drama free and all about being positive.  This is just a fun way to learn more about each other.  To see what we have in common or to learn a little about our differences.  Perhaps this will spark some interesting discussions.   I do have a few rules for the blog: *anyone can comment, you can even curse *have fun *no disrespect or drama or I will block you Also when the replies become difficult to read (grrrr @ missing words in replies) please start a new comment 'box'   I will start off with a fun fact about me.   My name Lipstick fits me because I own about 200 tubes of lipstick and lipglosses.    
Try This Out (if You Haven't Already)
For My Love
JUST THINKIN Today I sit and think About the places I have been The people I have met And the things in which I’ve seen So many places have I traveled All so beautiful and unique All so rich in history Yet so different on their streets They seem to attach right to you Their wonder their beauty their strengths And when you leave their borders Everything seems to cease The people that I’ve met Are all so different yet the same While DNA defines us Our bodies tell us were the same Everyone has their problems Their weaknesses and their strength Some can solve their issues While others hide and weep Many things have I seen Some wonderful and mystique Others dark and dreadful When death they cannot defeat Destruction Tares down the walls We have worked so hard to build And when there is a breakthrough All the secrets are revealed We try to keep them hidden So our fears and pain cannot be seen But it’s when we are alone That we
F*cking A$$holes
Cleaning My P*%%y
I have an HP laptop and i wanted to know how to clean my screen without damaging is needed.......   thanks   Supe
Lucky The Lady
I am so happy for weekends!  Plans anyone?
Shameless Plug
First Time
The first time I had sex I was 15 and going out w/ a boy named Mike. There's not a lot to do in the town I went to Highschool in so we decided to hike up to this waterfall we both knew of. After we got to the top and cooled down he sat me on his lap and we started making out, i loved the feel of his hands as they slid under my shirt to play w/ my breasts, even if he wasn't very good at freeing them from the bra and where he left my bra on me was a little uncomfortable. I'm not sure how it happened but next thing I know he's pushing me to lean back and he's sliding his hand down my jeans under my panties and before I can stop him he's rubbing my clit. When he starts sliding his fingers up and down and grazes my hole I was overwhelmed with the need to have him inside me, mentally begging him to slide into me, my pussy was throbbing inward and aching for it. When he finally did he continued rubbing my clit with his thumb and slid his finger in and out of me slowly, it was wonderful and th
dont know wut to do anymore i have a feeling that my family is falling apart but there is nothing i can do to save it i am doing everything i can.I hate feeling like this but there is nothing i can do if some one i love wants to be with some one else. well dont know wut to do any more hey dont u just hate it when people get on ur fucking nerves well i have something like that going on in my life right now and i cant standt.i just hate people.I really dont know wut to do about anything right now with everything that is going on i think i should let everything go.
Guilty Pleasures
If i could live anywhere in the world it would have to be inside a Romantic Comedy. I wouldn't even be picky about it. I'll take any of the J-Lo, Julia, Sandra, Meg, Nicole etc.etc. vehicles for box office happy. I don't really like those movies. I usually only watch them when they re-run on TBS or it's someone elses treat. But if I could live in one I totally would. I think it would be nice to meet the love of my life in a chance meeting or through some wacky misunderstanding. I think it would be fantastic to be thought of as a princess when I'm really a maid, or vise versa. I think it is completely tragic that the slightly immature man of my dreams isn't pining over me and my no nonsense, all business approach to life. And I truly believe that there is something wrong with me and all my girlfriends because we never drink 'ritas and then dance around the kitchen table while singing "Lime in the Coconut". Perhaps it's due to our lack of kitchen tables. I would even be fine with the
My Little Flame
"just Like You" (poem)
"JUST LIKE YOU" I can see the secrets That you hide behind your eyes I can see the sadness That you bury deep inside I can touch your heart As it crumbles into dust I can touch your soul As they all betray your trust I can feel your shame As you tell your desperate lies I can feel your pain As your courage slowly dies I can taste your anger As you rage against the dark I can taste your sorrow When your struggle leaves no mark I can understand All that you are going through I can understand Because I'm just. . .like . . .you
From OutHistory Jump to: navigation, search Newly Obtained Documents Reveal Name of Woman Arrestee and Names of Three Men Arrestees: Marilyn Fowler, Vincent DePaul, Wolfgang Podolski, and Thomas Staton To honor the 40th anniversary celebration, in June 2009, of the Stonewall Riots, is, for the first time, publishing nine pages of New York City Police Department records created early on the morning of the rebellion’s start, June 28, 1969. Reproduced in facsimile with transcriptions, these sometimes hard-to-read but historic documents provide an immediate sense of what the police called an "Unusual Occurrence" at the Stonewall -- the rebellion that has come to symbolize the start of the modern, militant LGBTQ movement for civil rights and liberation. The NYPD records include new, important, and striking details: Raymond Castro, about 1969   Officer Charles Broughton of the 1st Division arrested Raymond Castro, Marilyn Fowler and Vincent
Acting/movie Career
If there is a way to post video's on here than I will post my work for you all to see, I graduated from the New York Film Academy last year. Been making movies since I was old enough to opporate a video camera, yes one of the old massive VHS tape recorders, lol. I have since moved on to actual film as well as HD, as well as eneavoring into teaching myself special effects, and 3D compositing. Please take a look at my work on and lemme know what you think! There are, comedies, drama, action, religious, stoner comedies, etc for you to choose from, and we create new video's all the time so stay tuned for more, and tell your friends too. We've even been trying to create what we like to call ITV, (Internet TV), I know there are things similar to it, but this is someday going to be our own online TV network. We've got a few mini-series ideas as well as full length series run show concepts too.   So once again I hope you enjoy what we have to offer so far, a
I Couldn't Believe This.
I was able to get dental and optical insurance for 12.95 a month. The visits are 60% less than what I was paying. If you have kids its a deal.
Musings Of The One Eyed Prophet Changoparati
I came upon this site at nite chasing elusive electric girls puasing only to fill and lite my muses rocket fuel my secret sin, and cock's delight but somehow I was lost in the smoky morning's illusions... Forgotten     by AFS (changoparati) I wait to speak with you, yet I’m forgotten Deprived of any sustenance to soften The roaring hunger of my soul for thee A most pitiful beggar shall I be For your adhortations, starved, I swoon. Falling into a state of passive gloom
Sign My Guestbook
All of my friends, please sign my guestbook and let me know when you stop by so I can rtf!!! Later...........
My First Auction (possibly)
I am thinking to join up in an auction I will offer the following....   1.One Poo Salute 2.One Belch on your snapvine 3. Two weeks of me rating 35 of your pictures a 1 4. One smelly sock sent to you via mail 5. One last spot to be in my family for a week 6. I will call you my pet for a week in my name..   Do you think this is a good idea.....?   Wicked  
Back From Iraq
So i just got back from Iraq and getting ready to go on leave and have noe one to but friends to hang out with. They are good friends but I would like to meet someone of the opposite sex. I love fishing and I am plannin on goin tonight. Along with fishing and hunting I like to Cook. BBQ and soem stuff on the stove. I am a simple person and easy to get along with.  If you want to know more about me just ask me. If you like me then just maybe we can hang out sometime.
My Life
Day in and Day out i awake to the same confusion.. Is this all that is out there for me, or am i not in the right place.. How do i find my way, is there a guide to help me navigate my way... I try and push my way through the fog only to keep running into the walls.. I will continue to keep my eyes on the prize and make my way through this haze called life... As i sit here to write this, i cant help but smile and tear up at the same time.. i have heard this before but when u love someone u cant let them keep hold of u.. u cant let them have control over u, especially when ur the one that is hurt.. I guess in life if u truly give ur heart to another, u dont think that it will be broken, but there is that chance... So knowing all this and experiencing the hurt and sadness, i must bid them farewell, cause if its meant to be it will be.. Until then i must try to live my life and remember with fondness the one who still has a key to my heart....

So there's been much drama in the past month. Seems like every guy I find worth letting my guard down for is just a liar or so seriously messed up in the head they don't see things they do as "wrong". So I Travis and I were introduced by a mutual friend (whom I think is the greatest btw) back in November. We started messaging little by little, completely platonic and online only until about 3 months ago.  We had our first conversation and then the beginning of last month was when we first started actually hanging out.  I thought he was the most amazing guy ever! He was the only guy that I was ever interested that could actually do "manly" thinks like change the oil, know about cars and fix-it stuff in general. He was a good listener, complete gentleman and at the same time, he was no pushover. I guess the saying of being too good to be true always applies though. I found out about "Holly" through another site. She was his current GF at the time and his claims were that she told him she
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn’t really matter who won or who lost. What is important is when you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you’re not a part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn’t love you back, don’t be afraid to love someone else again, for you’ll never know unless you give it a try. You’ll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don’t get hurt, you don’t learn how to love. Love doesn’t hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love because you don’t force yourself to fall. Y
Being A Perv ;)
Being on Fubar for so long made me realize that i m not the only Perv on this fuckin planet lol I am so glad that i found some very good pervs friends on fu and i m happy that i will never be alone again .. lol So thankyou all the perv out there especially the sexy perv hotties on here that i love to listen and talk to and get to know their crazy ideas and creations on Fubar ;) So dont ever stop being a sexy perv that i love you all to be... muahh to all my sexy perv ladies..... you know who you are ;) So you better leave *Pervy* comments lol
What Do Women Need From A Man Rather Than Their Wants
Nepoleon420Fuowned By Tyeinna@ fubar
The Mummy Awards
Great News????
 Great News, NOT    Hip surgery is a on. I will be put in traction and my joint pulled apart.( Sounds Horrible doesn't it? ) Although this surgery will be a walk in the park compaired to my last surgery in Pittsburg.   Me on crutches is going to be interesting. I'll be an accident waiting to happen.   I have been walking on a torn cartledge for almost three years.  I did a half split fall about three years ago. My friend noticed a few days later that my entire thigh was black. Not  black and blue just  black. I should have had it checked out then. You know what they say hind sight is 20/20. ( I so miss his awsome smile )   So off to Pittsburg for surgery. I will be recuperating at my daughters house for awhile. Which means the lap top and  DIAL UP Aaahhh!  I hate dial up but it's better than nothing.  I'll be up and dancing in no time without pain finally !!!!! YEAAAAA!!!! Say a big prayer for me PLZ...... .                
Competition Fun Any 1?
when is the best time 2 buy hh? like 2 know the most traffick in fubar so i can optimise my profits! :O thanx? i c all these pix being made, and i so am jjj! lol ;) got that frm hoe and wild hehe but ive got the tools 2 make almost any of these pix and video's but i tend 2 get lost n wat i am doing! then it takes 2 long doing so, and im all warn out b4 ive gotn halfway done, i used 2 have a good emagination 2, but its seemed 2 haved grown up lol (tho I hav not!) lmao but if i had sum kind of giudence, sum one that has good know hows! i cud follow as i learn my own hows toos :D so  in a fun way, how many of u like 2 either test me, (gotta b sumtin simple at first....this isnt a bragging contest) lol tea hea OPEN YA DAMB EARS! i SAYD I WASNT ANY GOOD! lmao *jus kiddin* but either test me (alone) or lets make it a grp event! we can have the same project, c if we cant make the same tings! ...then as we get better, we can up the scales.... scails.... sca.... up it UP IT TA HELL! lol *ahem*
Riding Smokey Mountains
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Group Of A Circle
just a group of a circlenever so completebut thats our streetyes it runs in a circleand i love the group of a circlenever have to run awayin the cirlce theres no reason no reason to hide for not reasons at allwe always make since even if it doesn't then it doesn'tim just a group of a circleand Im ready to spincuz nothings wrong in a group of a circle
Awesome Comeback
OH  YEAH!  Love This Comeback !!!!!     One of my sons serves  in the military. He is still stateside, here in  California  . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight for not only our own freedoms,  but so that others may have them also.  But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday on his way home from the base.. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. 
Pain Sadness And Lonlyness
I walk down the long, dark winding tunnel. Darkness consumes my soul with every step…. yet still I walk and walk and walk. Searching, searching for something elusive, something essential that will make my life complete yet not knowing what it is. Despair claws at my core, heartache consumes my being, indifference is what I strive for, always trying to lessen the ache of being alone. Friends are there yet not around, they try to understand, but how can they understand when I can’t fathom what’s erroneous. Smiling faces all around, laughing, full of glee… poison in my soul and wounds, slowly consuming, ever consuming until all is gone. Humanity, compassion, kindness all fades to nothingness in the face of sadness and freezing cold hatred for all things light and pure…the world is inky black and devoid of hope, how much longer until all feel as I do and weep for their salvation? Rodney aka Rhino    
Soldiers Kill, For That Is Their Profession
Soldiers Kill, for That Is Their Profession Soldiers kill, for that is their profession, Or die, for those are soldiers that they face. Let us honor, then, the unmarked grace Death bestows on those in its possession. If the cause is just, soldiers will Embody what the nation holds most dear, Rendering our peril in their fear, Serving our survival when they kill.
Monday's New Theme!!!!
It has come to my attention on how Hard Trailer Park Hoes and Gigolos would be to hold with the Seamus versus Wicked Bet running. So to make my life easier we will be having Greek Mythology day... Please come wearing togas and eating grapes... here's the list so far Artemis= me Voluptas= Pixie Medusa= Witty Ick somethign= Seamus "loser of the bet" Poisedon= Chainsaw Shits& Giggles= Zeus Hercules= Name Crisis Hades= Hugh Eros= Bonz Haphaestus= Jobob Uranus= Pedro Aphrodite= Blue Eyed Soul Erebus=Husky Redneck Athena= Amykins  John Stamos= Ketch22 Apollo= Fwee (there goes my fantasies of the fish) So grab your Gyros and your togas OPA WICKED
What Do I Want...?
How does a person live in hard times like these?
Whats good yall some times in life u must take the good with the bad it hurts when u cant please everbody at once but things happen 4 a reason just so long as the ppl that matter and cares 4 u knows that u tried ur best no matter what i hope whom ever reads this can relate on a issue or two in life we must choose the paths we r given if u make the wrong choise bad will happen if u make the right choise good will happen whos 2 say whats right or wrong in some ones life dont judge others unless other judge you 1st member god is love and thats the strongest thing we all have and can hold on 2 peace love and happyness 1 love 1 god 1 world in all i seen on the news yesterday or the day befor that this teen mother left her newbourn child road side that baby didnt ask 2 be bourn or 2 be left like that i hope they find a better home 4 that child then find the girl whom did that and put her ass in jail or some type of puinshment 4 her doing that well folkes less than 24 hrs b4 my b day got nada
Need Lots Of Lovin'
Want A Guy Whose Happy To Be Mine!
Would love to find someone who is happy to be with me and not keep looking for someone better? Is there anyone out there like that? 10.  I am an intelligent woman with a lot to offer. 9. I truely care about your feelings and what you want in life. 8.  I am an independant woman with clear views and ideas about how life should be. 7. I can never have too many friends. 6.  I enjoy spending time with the people I meet. 5. Im naughty 4. Im naughty 3. Im naughty 2. Im Naughty 1. IM NAUGHTY! LOL!
I Will Be Gone
I understand the things you say,Even though it makes me sad,We sat and had a talk today,I gave you everything I had.Even if you don’t come back,I’ll wait this year for you,Even if this love you lack,I’ll do what I want to do,I’m happy, even if you’ve gone away,I continue to keep this love for you,In hope that you’ll come back to me,on a distant far found day,They think I’m stupid, they laugh at what I do,They criticize and ridicule this love I have for you,It dosen’t matter anymore, nothing matters anymore,The only thing that matters anymore, is the love and what its for,Just know that I will love you,And maybe that is sad to hear,But I will do what I want to do,Even if that means a year.Maybe you don’t love me,And you think this will just be more easy,But I’ll be waiting, in my heart forever,Even if that means my love for someone else,Will end up being never
Rate Me...puhlease
Of course, this is my first blog...and my first contest, I usually don't do things like this, but what the heck. Chances are I'm the only one on your friends list in this contest, will you please hook a brotha up and go rate me? Shank ya, Allen David        
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you up when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, ot will stay awake just to see you sleep.. wait for the man who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,who holds your hands in front of your friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without your make-up on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU. Hardest thing to get is the one that you want the most... the one you can't do without ....
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My Brother Terry
To all my friends on here wondering what is going on with my brother Terry. Currently he has been in the hospital for a month. He is hooked up to a respirator and numerous tubes and wires. To give you a little on his history with medical problems... Terry has had both his pancreas and kidney replaced with donor organs. This was due to his diabetes destroying his body. After he recovered from that and lost his Dad last year he came down with Lymphoma Cancer. Terry has beaten that also.On May 14th he went to the hospital with a fever he couldn't break. Now mind you the anti-rejection drugs he takes are immune suppressants so that his body will keep the organs. The doctors have been unable to help him, he has pneumonia. Terry is a fighter, but every prayer will help. It is difficult to see him the way he is now, they have him knocked out. Today they have been having problems keeping the feeding tube down him. Tomorrow they are going to do surgery to replace the respirator tube with a trac

lol well here i am once again...alone...destroyed. I sit and wonder how i can find whati thought be the best girl ever...and her turn out to be the worst. How sad is it to actually come bragging to someoen you say you love about cheating one them lol. Please aint nuthing but a joke game she played. But is this fer real? I lay down again and fall into a deep sleep. There i am again on the side walk sitting down knees up hood up and my head laying on my knees. I look up at the sky and all aroudn one there. I can see myself sitting there and the blood rolling down my face replacing my tears. Only so much heartbreak and pain one person can go through. the tears have turned to blood. TTheheartbreak happened enough that i fill up with pain and heartache and it spills. I look at the torture and pain. I see the many ways to end all existance and i watch myself go through each one. lol and whats funny people ave no remorse for causing this pain. oh but they do have a nice thingto say ab
Ok so here is the deal.... I have tried everything to try and fix my profile and nothing seems to be working.... I have deleted all my skins and turned them off but still cant get it to go back to the default so I can get a better skin.... Nothing is working.... can someone PLEASE tell me what the heck I am doing wrong????? I have even tried adding a new skin and that doesnt work either.... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Any help will be greatly appreciated!!!! Thanks!! :)
THE PROVED AND ONLY PAYING HOME BUSINESS Friend, i will like to introduce you to have you ever considered the losses you have ever encounterd in online and moste fake home business adverts you've either applied to or consulted ever since you've been in online work at home issues? Now im here to testify on how this site has turned my financial life to the better each day. I was suprised that even in the internet after having gone through scams, defrauders and so much pain due to losses as a result of signing up with fake HOME BUSINESS sites, i could still find a genuine and real online heavely paying business. But thank GOD who for his mercy and out of reseach i got into this and ever since ive never lacked $ in my purse. Whosoever that is reading this blog ill advice you to just try it out. Dont see it as one of those things u've ever seen online. Open the link register and confirm your mail address then see things for yourself, i bet, you wil
Hello... I was talking to a friend tonight.. and made me see how I have to be honest with everyone.. I told this person I can't.. I told him that I HAVE to fake being happy when I talk to people cause I was scared that if I told them how I really am.. they wouldn't talk to me anymore. People want happy happy to talk to. Not people that are down and hurt and even on the verge of being suicidal. So, when people ask me "How are you?" I say, "I'm good or I'm okay" and all the while I am crying knowing I am miserable. Sometimes I can't see the keyboard to type for the tears. There are a lot of stuff going on offline that I never bring online.. I hide that part of myself from people. But I can't hide it anymore. From now on I will be totally honest about how I am and people walk away.. they walk away.. nothing I can do to help that. I can't do that anymore. I won't bitch or whine anymore about the whores and what's bothering me about this place anymore. Because I am losing all my friends an
First Blood
Ok first blog on here.Well for the people that look at my profile I'll be adding more pics and stuff soon. Hopefully I'll take a good one.
From My Sugar Bear Jay
 Poem for an Angel    I'm now at work staring into space Thinking of you I see your face A face that holds a wonderful smile To see your face I travel many a mile And as soon as you see me your face lights up We kiss we cuddle I cherish your touch A touch that I miss when we've far apart But your always in my mind in my heart We never know what life will bring Sometimes your happy sometimes you sing You're made me happy made me glad    I'm no longer lonely no longer sad For I have found someone so wonderful Life with you will never be dull You never thought it could be like this A love so real a love you have missed
Thank Your Parents
I Love You!
I love my Babygirl.  her name is Candi.  She is my world, and I'd give my last breathe if it meant she'd get to keep hers.  She means everything to me.  I have made quite a few mistakes in the past up through the recent past.  I know that no matter how much I appologize, it doesn't change the fact that I messed up.  I just hope she can find it in her heart to forgive me for my wrongs.  I will do everything in my power to not wrong her again.  So much has happened in the last few weeks that I was sure everything was going to be ok, we were gonna make it, be back together, and live "happily ever after."  My most recent mistake looks like it might have cost me that fairytale ending.  I hope she knows just how much I love her, and how sorry I am for doing what I did.  I want to make you happy, Babygirl, but if you don't believe that I can, then I hope you are able to find someone that can make you as happy as you deserve to be.  No matter what happens, I am here for you, one way or another
Get Ahold Of Me
if anybdy wants 2 get ahold of me i got mocospace aka cowgurluphotty ad me there or hope 2 here frm u love kimmy
 Last Walk I look to my Right,I see a Golden city filled with Love.An Old man looks into my eyes,he reads my soul and looks depressed.I look to my Left,I see a Lake of fire filled with Chaos.A beautiful Angel looks me in the eye,he sees my soul and smirks.I look behind me,I see a world filled with Pain.A timeless Woman peers into my eyes,she sees my soul and gives me a Hopeful nod.I look forward,I see an endless journey filled with MysteryNo one attempts to read my soul.I smile and continue my journey alone.  When doth the winged angel of sorrowbring unto me the tale of death?Yesterday, today and all of tomorrowEchoes within my cold lonliness.No time have I for comforting grief,No meaning hath life for me..My love dreams on in an endless sleepWhile I drown in a tearless sea. Judge Me Silence,Rains upon me,As to not even a breeze,Blows my way.My thoughts eat away,Devouring all that I am,Gormandizing until there is,No more.How dare you,Force me to feel,Force me to think,Of all your tho
Ok,so...I really dislike when ppl hate on other peoples talents I mean straight put down or hate on ppls vids.or songs etc.. I mean if someone plays the guitar and you say oh i've heard better its like ok u've heard better, but can YOU do better? Huh? What? I DIDNT THINK SO! Same with dance for example (Person 1) "Oh i can do that" (Person 2 *dancer*) "Oh so you can do piroettes? let me see you do 3 now go...." *starts out half way through falls on butt* (Perosn 2 *dancer*) "Yeah thats what I thought." The thing i'm trying to put out there is please dont critizise unless you can do better and prove it. Like on youtube there are haterz and you go on their profile what do you see? No videos at all and its like Wtf!? you have no damn room to hate cause you have no vids and prob couldnt do better anyways.For example some people critizise the final dance scene of Center Stage (look at the vid its in my stash) their all like "Oh its non-relaistic!" and "Omg! thats not possible" and its like
Writings That Touch My Heart.
Lo! And Behold!
Lo ! and Behold! I am come down from the mountain, bearing a new message from He who is most high! He spoke to me from a cloud of smoke surrounding a burning bush that seemed to burn forever. Upon viewing this miracle, I prostrated myself before Him and asked, "Lord, What is the meaning of life?" So sayeth HE who is most high, " DUDE! ... WHAT?... ER... UM... UH...I FORGET. GOT ANY CHEETOS?"
From Dark To Light
One day a man saw an old lady, stranded on the side of the road, buteven in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So hepulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was stillsputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stoppedto help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn'tlook safe; he looked poor and hungry.He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold.He knew how she felt. It was those chills which only fear can put inyou.He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the carwhere it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson ."Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was badenough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put thejack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to changethe tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt.As he was tightening up the lug nuts, she rolled down the window and
Why Are You So Special
Why are my hands so itchy? I took baxter for his walk and half way through my palms got itchy. I thought maybe a mosquito got me but now the whole palms of both my hands are itchy. I've washed my hands like 4 times now with anti-bacterial soap and they are still itchy as can be. I checked on web md they say I have the black death. i don't think so though because i haven't been around any Europeans or rats. Man this is frustrating.   Also... What makes you so damn special? no really, i want to know.
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The Baby Blog
Need A Good Woman That Lives In The Dfw.
Some times life make you forget how great something was.  That happened to me with work and the other things I forgotten how great a band STP (Stone Temple Pilots for those who do not know).  I hope to see them now that the lead singer is back after a stint with Velvet Revolver. How do you kill a knight?  Simple just a little sunshine I should know having done it enough times..... I thought we live for ever to do all the things we want to do.  Experience everything and leave w/o regrets.  The fact is that we do not and the smartest are those who learn at time w/o experience but by watching and listing to others.  So say what you have to, do what ever you need to and do so w/o regrets...........
Farrah Fawcett Dies Posted Jun 25th 2009 1:40PM by TMZ Staff We've learned Farrah Fawcett died at 9:28 AM today. Ryan O'Neal and Alana Stewart were at her bedside. She was 62.She died at St. John's hospital in Santa Monica in the ICU. Also present -- Farrah's longtime friend and hairdresser, Mila Murphy, and Dr. Piero, who has been caring for her.Farrah's only child, Redmond, was not present. He's currently in jail. A petition will have to be filed for Redmond to be able to attend the funeral -- as of now, this hasn't happened.The "Charlie's Angels" star was diagnosed with anal cancer back in 2006.UPDATE: We've learned Ryan and Farrah did not marry during her final days. Alana Stewart, who has known Farrah for 30 years, said "she will always be there as that angel on the shoulder of everyone who loved her."Ryan O'Neal just released the following: "After a long and brave battle with cancer, our beloved Farrah has passed away. Although this is an extremely difficult time for her famil
To Disappear
To Vanish if it was only that easy. To just walk away from everyone. To walk away from everything. To just Vanish from it all if it was only that easy. To remove ones self from hear shot. To remove ones self from all obligation that binds one down.  To Vanish if it was only that easy. To run away from the one you love cause you just can't breath. To run away from the pain.
My First Blog Does This Make You Happy Cuddleslut
A Mafia Godfather and his attorney are meeting with an accountant who has embezzled money from the mob. The Godfather demands to know where it is.The attorney interrupts, "Godfather, remember, this man is a deaf mute. But I know sign language." The attorney, using sign language, asks the accountant where the 3 million dollars is.The accountant signs back, "I don't know what you are talking about."The attorney says "He doesn't know what you are talking about."The Godfather pulls out a pistol, puts it to the accountant's head, and says, "Ask him again where the damn money is!"The accountant signs back, "OK! OK! OK!, the money is hidden in a suitcase behind the shed in my backyard!"The Godfather says, "Well....what did he say?"The attorney says "He claims you don't have the guts to pull the trigger." A bum asks a man for $2.The man asks "Will you buy booze?"The bum says "No."The man asks "Will you gamble it away?"The bum says "No."Then the man says "Will you come home with me, so my wife
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Forever Your Gonna Be Missed R.i.p Katt
Death, my friend, you are always there,from you, no one flee, you are everywhere,still, I wonder, why you are not here anymore...Death, my friend, you release others from pain,all those people, they get free, so many slain,yet, I ask, why I am still here in vain...I stare to the madness, I see just my pain,it staring me back, drowning me in the sadness...My tears flow, blinding me, just for vain,for no reason, my mind falling to the emptiness...I stare in the mirror, once again,I see my eyes, I see mirrors of madness...Death, you are my sweet love,come and give me your cold embrace...Wrap your icy arms around me,hold me, kiss me till I die...Let me feel your cold touch,feel you, feel death of my flesh...Release my soul from this agony,give me freedom...In my life I have lost some things, twice. I had forgotten how to smile,how to see bit further, beyond this misery.I had forgotten how to be happy, how to trust anyone, give them power over me.I had forgotten how to be me,buried everythi
Yea Well...
Song Lyrics
I know she said it's alright But you can make it up next time I know she knows it's not right There ain't no use in lying Maybe she thinks I know something Maybe maybe she thinks its fine Maybe she knows something I don't I'm so, I'm so tired, I'm so tired of trying It seems to me that maybe It pretty much always means no So don't tell me you might just let it go And often times we're lazy It seems to stand in my way Cause no one NO not no one Likes to be let down I know she loves the sunrise No longer sees it with her sleeping eyes And I know that when she said she's gonna try Well it might not work because of other ties and I know she usually has some other ties And I wouldn't want to break 'em, nah, I wouldn't want to break 'em Maybe she'll help me to untie this but Until then well, I'm gonna have to lie to you. It seems to me that maybe It pretty much always means no So don't tell me you might just let it go And often times we're lazy It seems to stand
Only In America
Dear KENNETH, You wait till I get my rock climbing hands around your neck. You told me that you were sad that 360 was closing and that you found a cute place to go. Ok ok being blonde and not wanting the headache of looking at all the kiddy sites "I said" where lol. I would or thought of Myspace, Facebook, Multiply, Tagged, or even Opera, Nooooooooo you picked a bar. You never told me it was a meat market where I would be considered "fresh meat". No shirts, shoes and in some cases pants lol and cowboy hats.  Well ya better get your Arse in here and help me navigate, I had a picture viewed as not so good and I put up one up wearing a dress you can see through and its ok sheesh. Could use some big screen TV's to watch football lol. Huggs ya you little Shyt.
Hi Sexi, Just because I am the newbie doesnt mean I dont like a little naughty fun!!! I hope to have some good conversations with you all ;) wink wink. I will continue to keep posting photos for all you die If you cant get enough of my photos...I will tell you a little secret on how to find LOTS more of me. Hugs and kisses....on all your fun parts!
Seamus Versus Wicked Round 1
It has come to my attention that Seamus does not believe i can not be nice helpful and sentimental for at least 48 hours. I have decided that we should make a bet out of this. I agree that Witchie(stupid spell check) should be the unbiased judge to our bet and will decide in the end who is the winner and who will be the looser. There will be no arguing as to her ruling and she has the power of the veto... If you witness one of us breaking said rules please rat Seamus out immediately.... Here are the rules: 1. Wicked must be nice and helpful threw out Monday and then again on Tuesday 2. Seamus must be genuine and sweet during these days to 3. We may not avoid being on Fubar if found guilty you forfeit and I immediately win the bet. 4. If and When Wicked wins you will pimp her out begging and stealing from everyone you know in order for her to get enough money for the spotlight.. 5. If Seamus wins Wicked will pay for the FU marriage for at least one months time, she will also
Chilli's First Time
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Auto11 Will Be On & 3 Bombs
I'm Pimping out my sweet friend Bratt I know already know her and be real good friends with her, if not then you are missing out. She is a really cool person to know and I'm glad to have her as a friend. She's fabulously sweet & cute!!   Rate, Fan, Add, Bling, Bomb Her. I'm pimping her out so come and show her some mad Fu Lovin and spank her to Oracle she will return all the love. Add Her, Fan Her, And Rate Her Bling, Bomb Her. Why Are You Still Reading This Go Show Her Sum Fu Loving! ♥~Bratt~♥Owned by **Stilts**
My Internet
I am haveing alot of trouble w/my internet signal. Ill be off/on until it gets fixed. It may show that im online but most of the time I get booted before I can log out. Dunno how long it will be. Not long I hope. I will returnn all luv.
Land Or No?
"Please can I cum?" she begged, kissing the top of my shoe. She was on her hands and knees, her big ass in the air, whimpering at my feet."You are so adorable when you beg, pig," I chuckled, ruffling her hair with my free hand. I had a cigarette in the other hand, and the ash was getting long. "Open wide."She tilted her head up to look at me, and with a grimace opened her mouth. I tapped my ash off on her tongue. Her eyes got watery."Quit being such a baby. I didn't burn you, did I?"She shook her head. Her hair bounced off her cheeks."Do you want me to have to get up and go get an ashtray?"She shook her head again, eyes still tearing up. Now her red lipstick was smeared with gray ash."So what is your problem, crybaby?"Thank you for using me as your ashtray, Sir.""You don't seem really thankful," I said slowly. "Now what were you saying about cumming?""Well, Sir..." she stuttered. "Last night you told me you would make me cum if I... if I...""If you what, pig?" I sighed, acting ignorant
Bowl Of Wheaties?
Eyelids flutter, the soft rustle of the wind in the trees outside the bedroom window; she turns to Him, watching as He sleeps. Amazed at the way this man can bring chills to her spine after such a short time. Grateful to be here with Him, her Master; after all those months submitting to Him online; she is finally where she was made to be. Their relationship started as most cyber ones do, flirting in the main room, a few private sessions; neither realizing it would ever come to this until they stood in front of one another at the airport. He had sent for her, she is still in awe; for she had not even a second thought when the airline tickets arrived. She belonged to Him online, heart and soul and soon, body. She was still a bit confused as to why they had not yet had a session, chalking it up to nervousness on both their parts; or maybe it was just not time yet. She’s only been here less than 24 hours after all.Her hazel eyes roam over Him, the soft black sheets tangled within His
I Prayed For You
Did you know you are a blessing? I prayed for a man that first loves God.  Only a man who does can even begin to love me. I prayed for a man that has love for himself.  Only a man that does even knows how to begin to love me. I prayed for a man that understands the meaning of friend.  Only a man that does can be a true friend to me.  A lover must first be a friend and that is what you are to me. I prayed for a man that would love me for me, not what he wants or thinks I should be.  Only a man that does will know the devotion of a good woman.  Do you? I prayed for a man that knows how to express himself.  Only a man that does is not afraid to tell me what he feels and needs, good or bad. I prayed for a man that desires to take care of me.  It has more to do with commitment than money.  I want someone who has eyes for only me and it can be seen in his actions. I prayed for a man that I could laugh with.  A man that can make me light up with just the thought of him.  That is a feel
Tasty Morsel
well im going through some test for my back. i went for a xray last month and this saturday im going to see what its about pray for me plz thanks my fubar family im back with another name if u want to add me u can add me if u want and i would like to make NEW FRIENDS  on here so add me and fan me i dont care its so good to be back n my fav lounge on fubar relentless radio come find me there.
Cure For Cancer
(Someone sent this when I had my cancer scare)   Dear God,   I pray for the cure of cancer. Amen     We are sometimes mistaken when we fear that which is big.Godzilla, King Kong,Asteroid, Armageddon.At least we can see it when it comes.We are sometimes mistaken when we fear that which is big.Change, birth,death, love.At least we can throw our arms wide around it.God of big things,God of great deeds,God of the drama of the Exodus,the parting of the seas,the fire on the mountain,the creation out of nothing,we are wonderstruck by You,dazzled by big things.But are You not also the God of the small,God of the turning leaf,God of the grain of sand,God of the passing shadow,God of the rotting fruit?I address You nowas God of the small,because sometimes we are mistaken when we fear that which is big,when that which is most frightening of allis small,the size of a melanomic cell,the size of a metastatic pinpoint,the size of a golfball,the size of a grapefruitgrowing where there is
Avoid This Guy:
Hey Everyone,All of my Friends and Family know that I am pretty easy to talk to and that I am usually a friendly person.  This afternoon, This person hit me up in shout box and this was our conversation I have copy and pasted it as it was said, not backwards as it appears in the shoutbox:1uniquemale: u horny this afternoon hmm->1uniquemale: no, but thank you for asking1uniquemale: id make ur panties very wettt n creamy->1uniquemale: thanks anyway, my boyfriend takes care of that for me1uniquemale: then go fuck his lil 2 cm dck then n get off this site->1uniquemale: I didn't do anything to you , why are you so angry..... I have friends on this site.. this is not a porn site... why don't you get off this site.1uniquemale: go finger urself n let ur dog lick on uIf he had read my about me on my page, He would have known that I am only here for friends.... and , if he would have looked at any of my pictures, he would see that I don't even own a!Basically this guy wanted cybersex a
The Change.
its all about the change of life no one said it would be like this. dont get me wrong im not complaining . its just that im really horny all the time. and im not the type to go and get toys. i like the old way of doing it. but its hard to find someone that can keep up.
For The Fallen
Just FYI - When you lose someone, especially before their time, the pain NEVER really goes away and it loves to pop up especially during the holidays.   I got what I wanted in 2009...kinda. No one died, but I lost 2 in 2010, Bleh. So now I have only 1 grandparent and even though he's not blood, I consider him my grandfather in every sense still. I really don't know how to approach him at this point. I know how it felt after my mother passed - every second I felt like I had been abandoned by those who were still alive because I literally didn't see anyone in my family for quite some time afterwards but I understand it now - grieving can turn your personality into a nasty thing and everyone needs time to cope but at this point I think I need to go visit the old man before too long. Let me set the theme here: Lets go back 25 years (Mid 80's wtf) I was actually a cute kid at one point... I know right? Anyway my crotchity grandmother on my mothers side had met a guy and decided to bri
The Choice Is Yours....
I just wanted you all to know I just recently purchased my Hugh back....   then end!               Actually what the blog is about its Mondays theme... I figure since you give me your opinions but i never listen ... this week you will get to decide between the two..   A.Trailer park Hoes and Gigolos B. Under 5" (Hugh's idea) for those who wish to remain on my "friends" list I suggest you pick A.  C. Transformers     Evil as always Wicked   PS be sure to spay and neuter your pets....
There are African Americans,> > Mexican Americans,> > Asian Americans,> > Arab Americans,> > Native Americans, etc.> > .....And then there are just -> > Americans..> >> >> > You pass me on the street> > and sneer in my direction.> > You Call me 'White boy,'> > 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,'> > 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,'> > .....And that's OK.> >> >> > But when I call you Nigger,> > Kike, Towel head,> > Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey,> > Beaner, Gook, or Chink,> > .....You call me a racist.> >> >> > You say that whites commit a lot> > of violence against you,> > so why are the ghettos the most> > dangerous places to live?> >> >> > You have the United Negro College Fund.> > You have Hispanic History Month.> > You have Martin Luther King Day.> > You have Asian History Month.> > You have Black History Month.> > You have Cesar Chavez Day.> > You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi.> > You have Yom Hashoah.> > You have Kawanza.> > You have the NAACP.> > And you have BET.> >> >> > If we had WET> > (White Entertainment Televisio
My blog is short.  I stay home with my kids and I am married.  I am very new at this.  It just seems really interresting to talk to so many people all over the place.  That's pretty fucken cool.  I'll finish my blog after I experience fubar for a while.
Scorpio Woman
We arent close anymore... hooks ripped from our hearts, only ghosts remain. We can see them... sometimes. Reminding of what was. Causing more pain of loss... why cant we just close our eyes and pretend that life never took this turn? Missing you, missing me... wishing that our longing could just get us through. Staring at smiles in photographs... fuck today, wanting yesterday. Only ghosts remain... hands grasping at the mist of past memories. Hearts still beating... for reasons we dont understand, I thought I couldnt live without you, you thought life with me was all that mattered. Each day still churns... digging up our emotional cores. With Ghosts, pain, regret, and loss at our heels we still walk forward... searching for what feels right. Where is the right that we belong? When will the day come when the ghosts are just our smiles... reflecting understanding.
Omg....i'm In A Bar!!! How Did That Happen???
Well, Hi Everyone ;D Every listen to a friend, and wonder what will happen? Well, I did, and here I am!!! This place ROCKS!!! It will take me a minute to figure it all out, so bear with me :) Please?! Anyone wanna help show me the ropes? ;D
My Mother
YOU CAN GO TO YOUR BARTAB SETTINGS AND TURN THE NEW BARTAB OFF..CLICK ON FILTERS AND TURN IT ALL OFF. THE BULLETIN BOARD IS ON THE LOW RIGHT HAND SIDE THIS NEW STYLE SUCKS~ THEY NEED TO USE MY MOTHERS MOTTO IN LIFE IF IT IS NOT BROKE DON'T FIX IT~! It's simple really if your a vip simply go to your account settings and go to where you change from pink or blue and click on the color gray! I was wondering what the last concert everyone had went to see. Don't laugh at me but the last one I seen was Poison.. Also which concert was your favorite, mine was 3 doors down, Hoobastank and Shinedown opened for them. I tell ya I've never rocked out so hard in my life! I am just wondering b/c I want to start going to more concerts and would like to know the best ones to go to :p

Stilletoe Moment
who Side are you on? July 02, 2009 copyright   I am the type that would make it rain on you with no need for an umbrella or a weather man's warning concerning heavy downfalls. i'm carrying what you need without a handle and i can't leave home without it. fortunately for me the right words get what i desired and put people in positions that only left their legs to go where i ordered them. on many of occasions i know i had children straving for the sight of mommy and hubby sleeping on the job, from a lack of z's, wondering aimlessly from the window to the door wishing she would magicially appear after days of absence. Every click, clack or bump in the night was not only in his imagination, it was actually going on in a bathroom stall, on the ground in the park, or in the car, that had him feeling he was being held hostage by the note. I never wondered what lie would escort her through her front door after riding this amusement man-made ride for days on end.  when i first met her i was
My Mini Vid
Bombing List
THE BIKER When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're close by and we're co
Naughty App
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Phone number (optional)? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for yo
My Owner
who wants to own me and also a marriage 
Blonde Jokes
Did you hear about the two blondes who froze to death in a drive-in movie? They went to see "Closed for the Winter." *************** Why did the blonde resolve to have only 3 children? She heard that 1 out of every 4 children born in the world was Chinese. *************** A blonde hurries into the emergency room late one night with the tip of her index finger shot off. "How did this happen?" the emergency room doctor asked her. "Well, I was trying to commit suicide," the blonde replied. "What?" sputtered the doctor. "You tried to commit suicide by shooting your finger off?" "No, Silly!" the blonde said. "First I put the gun to my chest, and I thought: I just paid $6,000.00 for these breast implants, I'm not shooting myself in the chest." "So then?" asked the doctor. "Then I put the gun in my mouth, and I thought: I just paid $3000.00 to get my teeth straightened, I'm not shooting myself in the mouth." "So then?" "Then I put the gun to my ear, and I thought: This is go! ing to make a lo
Twilight For Our Fans
Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Original Video - More videos at TinyPic  Twilight,The Twilight Saga,Eclipse,Robert Pattinson,Kristen Stewart,Taylor Lautner,ABC,TV,Movies PRINTBuzz up!on Yahoo!ShareThis enlarge 4/5 Getty Images Jack Huston at the 2009 Sundance Film Festival on January 21, 2009 in Park City, Utah Getty Images Cat Deeley and Jack Huston attend the 6th Annual New Yorkers For Children Spring Dinner Dance ‘New Year’s in April: A Fool’s Fete’ at the Mandarin Oriental on April 15, 2009 in New York City Getty Images Jack Huston attends the ‘The Garden Of Eden’ photocall during the 3rd Rome International Film Festival held at the Auditorium Parco della Musica on October 26, 2008 in Rome, Italy Getty Images Peter Facinelli and Robert Pattinson share a laugh at The Twilight Fan Experience screening during Comic-Con 2009 in San Diego on July 23, 2009 Getty Images ‘Twilight’ saga star Taylor Lautner poses on the red
Another Awesome Day
Stupid Shit
Four Chinese Muslim detainees who had been held at the Guantanamo Bay detention facility have been resettled in Bermuda. Premier Dr. Ewart Brown made the announcement this morning at a press conference and stressed that the men were innocent. The four men —aged 25 to 35— are Chinese Muslims called Uighurs and arrived by air last night. They will be given the opportunity to get Bermudian status. Dr. Brown said: “These men are landed in Bermuda in the short term provided with the opportunity to become naturalised citizens and therefore afforded the right to travel and leave Bermuda potentially settling elsewhere. Today one of the men, Abdul Nasser, issued a statement through his lawyers, saying: “Growing up under communism we always dreamed of living in peace and working in free society like this one. Today you have let freedom ring.” The Obama administration has been under pressure to resettle the detainees, as it tries to fulfill its p
Class Manners And Respect
Drachen Meiser
Flashthecamera : The Guide To A Life Of Excess
Ok now that we've introduced ourselves this is a photo/lifestyle blog about my life as the hype man/photographer for parties and general mayhem in Washington, DC. I'll tell you about cool things going down and you can take a look at my newest photos and see and live vicariously through me or you can just hop in the car and come out sometime .Well, anyway last week proved to be massive unlike anything else..Photos to come soon but in the mean time have fun looking at some oldies but goodies, while i go have a shot. What 2pm is too early to indulge, not if you’re on buffet time or Rush Limbaugh (Snort..Snort..He loves the Cocaine he loves the Cocaine).   Garai  
i really don't know what am doin am new and am lost
Poetic Soul
Men Who Use!
You know i cant believe how guys on here can be nothing but snakes. Just taking away a girls heart and then kicking it to the curb because he seen a tit and some ass of another on here. Why cant they be faithful on here? Why hurt someone and use them like that? How would you like if a women did that to you and made you look like an ass to millions? I believe in KARMA and it will come around twice as hard!! This maybe why some men cant hold a freakin relationship!!
Pioneer Drugstore
Fexofenadine Hydrochloride InformationFexofenadine-Hydrochloride.infophone: 877-479-2455email: info@Fexofenadine-Hydrochloride.infoFexofenadine Hydrochloride (Generic Allegra) is indicated for the relief of symptoms associated with seasonal allergic rhinitis in adults and children 6 years of age and older. Symptoms treated effectively were sneezing, rhinorrhea, itchy nose/palate/throat, itchy/watery/red eyes.Fexofenadine Hydrochloride is formulated as a capsule or tablet for oral administration. Fexofenadine Hydrochloride is usually taken twice a day, in the morning and the evening. Follow your doctor's instructions. Take each dose with a full glass of water.Do not take Fexofenadine Hydrochloride if you have ever had an allergic reaction to it. Before taking this medication, tell your doctor if you have any serious illness such as heart, kidney, or liver disease. You may require a dosage adjustment or special monitoring during treatment if you have other illnesses. Fexofenadine Hydroch
Stupid Shit
Amy's Rants
Someone please let this guy know this is not Hot or Not. What a doofus. · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '10'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '2'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '1'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '7'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '3'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '10'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '10'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '10'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '5'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '2'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '10'! · kawiboytwo rated your photo a '10'! Yes. I blocked him. I was tired of seeing him in my bartab. I'm going to rant. You're going to think I'm a bitch. Oh well. I'm sick and damn tired of trying to reach out to friends and be kind just to get ignored or disrespected in return. If someone is kind enough to be concerned for your well being then don't be a total douchebag to them. This goes for online and offline friendships.  I'm sick and damn tired of the woe is me people. They think it's
The Big Quiz :)
[1] Who was the last person you texted?A fubar friend who is ill[2] You were in the car with?No one[3] Went to the mall with?Myself[4] Person you talked on the phone with?My best friend Jane[5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar?The turtle is born...T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?YesQ: Been searched By Cops?False Q: Been suspended from school?FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?falseQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?True, I always doQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?False I have a Home GymQ: Shot a gun?True..Air RifleQ: Donated Blood?True, to save a lifeWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Eat donuts[2] Be serious or be funny?Funny - Always[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Beach, I am an ocean surf fanatic[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?shotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Sun[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or right?Right[4] Black and white or co
Well this girl at work seems all nice and friendly and everyone likes her and she is all funny n sweet .... well that's the nice part about her... Ok last night i was exploring some bondage site n stuff and i came across this kinky bondage site and registered just for fun and guess what there she was all kinky n naughty and of course dominatrix there ... lol i was so shocked I dunno if i should have been so astonished ....well every ones has a kinky side I hope i am right lol
Learning How...
Hi folks,   There is something I want to do and first I wanted to try out a few things to see if I could get it looking the way I want.  So, to be honest, this blog isn't going to be that informative, but it will help me with future blogs.  Here is a test picture I want to share     If that came out right, there should be a coral colored tea rose picture here.  Well, we will see, won't we ;-) Here is hoping that everyone is having a great day @};- Paul
Natalia es cantante y compositora original de Medellin,Colombia.En el Album "Decidete",Natalia nos regala la increíble potencia y dulzura de su voz privilegiada.La dirección artística estuvo a cargo de Julio Reyes Copello (Jennifer López, Estefano, Noelia, Alexandre Pires, Chayanne)    
On Love
Lovely Lyrics
I couldn't wait to see you - waiting by the doorThere's no one there to meet me - and your clothes are on the floorSorry if I hurt you - and I made you cryCouldn't stand to see you - with another guyIt's the bluest blues - and it cuts me like a knifeIt's the bluest blues - since you walked out of my lifeCouldn't really tell you - how you hurt my prideSomething broke within me - down insideI never knew I loved you - til you went awayNow the loneliness surrounds me - everydayIt's the bluest blues - since you walked out of the doorIt's the bluest blues - cause I won't see you no moreI'm sorry if I failed you - if somehow I'm to blameIt's the bluest blues I'm feeling - it's a cryin' shameI just can't live without you - face another dayIt's the bluest blues I'm feeling, and it's here to stayIt's the bluest blues, and it cuts me to the bone It's the bluest blues, when you can't find your way home
Beyound Phone Sex
I have always loved sex. Phone sex is my most popular form of entertainment. I think it's because of the secretiveness. I like being able to imagine my partner as I hear him and pretend to feel him without ever really knowing who he is. I have a few phone partners. All of them have a vivid imagination and I enjoy the sensual time we spend together. It's my form of masturbation without feeling alone. I usually find someone I like talking to online and in a few weeks we make a decision to take our fantasies to the phone or not. I have only a couple of rules. You must be willing to participate, I'm not going to reach through the phone and stroke it for you. You also must have a feather handy and have an open mind. No bullshit or I'm done. And, we won't be talking again. Without an open mind, neither of us will get off. The feather is because I have long hair and find it sensual to drape it along a man's chest as I make my way down to his groin. There was one guy I had talked with online t
My Favorite Poems
A Man Said to the Universe  by Stephen Crane A man said to the universe: “Sir, I exist! “However,” replied the universe, “The fact has not created in me “A sense of obligation.” Sonnet 130   by William Shakespeare My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun;Coral is far more red, than her lips red:If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun;If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head.I have seen roses damasked, red and white,But no such roses see I in her cheeks;And in some perfumes is there more delightThan in the breath that from my mistress reeks.I love to hear her speak, yet well I knowThat music hath a far more pleasing sound:I grant I never saw a goddess go, My mistress, when she walks, treads on the ground:And yet by heaven, I think my love as rare,As any she belied with false compare. THE FUTURE LIFE by: William Cullen Bryant (1794-1878) How shall I know thee in the sphere which keeps The disembodied spirits of the dea
My Poetry
This is my attempt at encapsulating the 7 Deadly Sins in a single poem.  The woman is in no way, metaphorical of my character. Sins Delicate fingers graze the ample multitude of linens and pelts hung neatly. Shades of indigo, ebony, crimson she paints intricately over the fair features of her pallid skin. Her gaze constant, confident as the reflection before her returns with carnal glances, Emerald orbs scanning every inch of her exquisite form. She walks the streets, nose held high as it very well should be, For none merely grazes the height of her beauty…and she knows it. Snickers and white noise of back talk sling from every direction The seemingly dull piercing of blunt edged daggers from women who long to be her. To her, their words are simple child’s play. Eyes of men devour her with every effortless step she leaves. As she continues, not a care crosses her mind That she destroys their every desire with a poised turn of cheek. With a graceful flip of go
One fun thing about fubar is that you not only get to meet and learn about people,you also get a sense(over some time with them) of who they are. A profile tells alot about their likes and dislikes. There are somethings you might be interested to know about me. I was married at 16 for 38 years, then was widowed, from a car accident, if that haden't happen he was dieing from stomach cancer, he got from being in Nam. I lost the love of my life (soul mate ). I will never get that back, so moving on. I have four wonderful kids, two boys and two girls, five beautiful grand children. I have spent my life working, raising kids, being a care giver for family and friends. I've cooked for 35 years in restrants and (until the accident) four years at the biggest trout prossening plant in the country. In the mean time had a cattle ranch,  that we had together.      i had it all, then it was gone. Life hits you in the face! I'm strong and life goes on.....All time favorite songs... Alway and forever
Darrian Lynx
SEXY SALUTES & NSFW for those who dont have one and would like to get one without having to wait an eternity!  Salutes:   I dont have credit cards or real money on FU, so helping me out with Blasts, Autos, Bombs, Bling Packs, VIPs, I'd be happy to reward you with salutes like these: Some take more time, what kind would you like?: This is the easiest kind, so it doesnt take alot to earn one like this:  Yes, I have NSFW pictures, no, I do not allow everyone and their mother to view them, yes, I am open to allowing access if you would like and are helping me in some way as well.   I love my FUS!
Life Is Good
so i think i finally found that special guy ive been searching for so long. i love how he makes me smile and laugh i love how sweet he is to me... yeah ive done some fucked up things to him but hes still givin me a chance :D im deffinately not fckin this one up hes a keeper.. i can honestly say i love hi with all my heart.. and i whouldent hae it anyother way.. net time i get a chance im gunna go c him and it will be great im looking so farward to it. i dont thin ive ever felt so happy with a man in my life.. grr everytime i talk to him i feel so loved :D     i love you abk
how mysterious love is , you cant give up only the darkest of angels who know of such supreme  power . i say this to you there is  a rebellion in love. This makes it all so more of in issue. what wonderful news but what if there is confusion and a ambush occurs. there is no goddesses of the moon  in fighting  and you must embrace death , the love disappears and the angels  punish. It is called magical realism there are guardians on earth. what do a group of alleged know about it? nothing. all they know is confusion and  rebelion. the question is how do you make a wish against it? after all i have perished does the fire die?  being pregnant is not a controversial topic nore is paganism  It is ignorant death in you in me is sexy and life comes from it. we are ignorant. that is not even the message that needs to be learned .it is because of our nations leadership that we can not have peace in our lives. the boy who goes "boo" is clearly renounce and believes in the curse of fire as blessi
Christopher's Poetry
      There are a lot of veterans other than WOR even though the streets can often seem like a battle sometimes knowing who you can trust all of the safe alleys, streets and the best times to travel them.  The mind never slows or shuts off with every step there is caution and uncertainty a chance the next step will be the one where someone will either befriend you or try to cause you harm.  I had learned looks would not always save someone that charm only goes so far and just being polite as you pass people leaves most people thinking there is an ulterior motive behind the smile.  I found that if you hold your head up and appear to be just another someone walking by you become invisible chances are no one will remember you by the end of the day.  I had the looks, smarts, attitude and all that came from it was people twice and three times my age drugging me getting me drunk to have sex with me it would not have been so bad guys were doing it also that is were caution came in to play.
Oh Well
Free Pussy Lol
Omg What Do I Do
Forsake Reality And I'll Show You A Wonder
Mateus felt the cold steel bite into his flesh, belching up mouthfuls of blood as his hurt burst. His dying body fell from his horse and sprawled itself across the ground. The long reign of the dreaded "Black Rider" was at an end. The world went dark around him and he began to feel the searing fires of Hell batheing his body in eternal damnation. Down he plunged past the grips of Faustian legend and lore, past Divine Comedy, and into true torment. He was naked now, returned to the shameful state that ushered him into the world of men. His long blond hair hung loosely in his face. After what seemed like an eternity of falling his descent finally slowed and he was upon Golgotha, the place of the skulls. All the strength left him, and he was made to neal. He raised his heavy head and his blue eyes gazed upon a throne made from souls of the damned. And sitting upon that throne was a man, or so it seemed at first. He didn't seem to hold his shape, fading in and out of frame. Hi
This Morning
i woke up this morning and went to my computer like i do every morning and jump on yahoo and i got a message from my ex roommate who is liveing with me temporary  i have a history of having a voilent temper and it does not come out much like it did when i was much younger however this morning it did i dont no how i was able to cool down but i did and the subject witch was said was the cause of the outburst as you know i have alot of problems mentally becuse of my mother and what i was put thu for the most part iam great and now  i was able to put it behide me but this morning it got to me he seen on my status  on yahoo that iam finally getting confidents in my self and he said to me awww your getting confident becuse your mother never loved you  mind you there not much i take personal but when you talk about a touchy subject like that or my cat then you better run no thanks to that cunt my mind is all fucked up becuse of her if it was not for me that dude would be liveing on the
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Just Letting Off Steam
                          Just a Rant about relationships and life.    There has been many times that I have wondered about finding just that right person to have the perfect relationship with. Many people think that having a relationship with someone means sharing everything with one another, or not sharing a damn thing with each other. I seriously doubt that has anything to do with it. I have been through many relationships in my time. Granted, I'm only 28 years old, but I think that I have the perfect idea for having a perfect relationship with that special someone. Heart break comes at a price, but it also has it's reward. Yes, the heart is broken for a time, but the momeries that are had are either good or bad, depending on how you look at them. The relationship I had gotten out of was like a 20 marriage ending violently with divorce with one side winning over the other person. The person I fell in love with was taken advantage of from me. I was also taken advantage of from her. S
Let Me Answer You
) Is there anyone on your friends list you would have sex with?OMFG, YES(2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?OH RIGHT AT SUNSET WITH THE WINDOWS SHDES ARE OPEN AT THE LAST SUNLIGHT SEEPING IN OVER US!!(3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?OMG YES, LATE NIGHT EARLY MORNING PARTYS!!(4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?NO COMMENT!!! (5) Shower or bath while having sex?OMFG YES!! LOVE IT!(6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bedBOTH, WANT SOMEONE THAT LIKES TOO BE IN CONTROL AND NOT AFRID TO GIVE UP THE CONTROL!(7) Do you love someone in your friends list?YES!!!!!(8) Love or Money?love!(9) Credit cards or cash?CASH!(10) Have you ever wanted a best friend?WORKING ON THE BEST FRIEND PART, THEN WE WILL SEE!!!(11) Camping or a 5 star hotel?CAMPING!! (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?CITY HALL STEPS MIDDLE OF THE DAY ON A FRIDAY AT THAT (13) Would you shave your entire body (including your head)?IF SHE IS WORTH IT (
My Ramblings
James "Pop" Frank Basinger, Jr.March 6, 1923 - July 1, 2009 CONWAY – James Frank “Jimmy” Basinger, Jr., 86, formerly of Smackover, went home to the Lord on Wednesday July 1, 2009.Born the middle child of Maggie Ola and James Frank Basinger, Sr., on March 6, 1923, Jimmy was raised outside Sarepta, LA, during the Great Depression, along with his 15 brothers and sisters. Jimmy was a veteran of the Pacific campaign in WWII. Upon returning home from war, Jimmy sought out a beautiful little red-headed lady named Dorothy Preston who worked at the post office in Smackover AR. Though she had never met him, Dorothy wrote letters of encouragement to Jimmy while he was fighting the war overseas. Jimmy married Dorothy and remained a devoted husband and provider to her for over 63 years. Affectionately known as “Pop” to his children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren, Jimmy found endless joy in spending time with all the children in his family. Pop could always be
Thoughts On Belief Structures
After talking to a few people I know, I have come to the conclusion that, if for no other reason than to get my thoughts out there in case anyone agrees, I should have a blog. The blog itself (or at least, the one under this title) will primarily be my thoughts on belief structures, but anyone who reads these should feel free to comment with questions, or even just your thoughts. FIRST BLOGOver the course of my life, it has occurred to me many times that there are a plethora of very significant similiarities inherent in many of today's religions across the world. As a newly ordained reverend (non-denominational) it is part of my responsibilities to know the many forms of ceremony in most of these religions, if only for the sake of being thorough. It is also beholden to me to at least attempt to understand some of the basic forms for many of these religions, so that through understanding, I can better serve more people. As it currently stands, I don't have a specific religion that I cla
Living With ~ladyfaith~
DIVORCE AGREEMENT                                 THIS IS INCREDIBLY WELL-WRITTEN AND IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE IT'S BY A YOUNG PERSON...A STUDENT!!!  WHATEVER HE RUNS FOR, I'LL VOTE FOR HIM...OUTSTANDING.                  Dear American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists and Obama supporters, et al:                                      We have stuck together since the late 1950's, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly, this relationship has run its course.  Our two ideological sides of  America  cannot and will not ever agree on what is right so let's just end it on friendly terms. We can smile and chalk it up to irreconcilable differences and go our own way.                                     Here is a model separation agreement:                                     Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by la
Nobody sees deep down Down Inside were the pain is The pain that has caused so much hurt The pain that has caused so much grief The pain for those lost in the months past The pain that everyone thinks is over The pain that stays day after day They ask are you ok?
"Gone Too Soon"I close my eyes to go to sleepIn my mindI see your faceand it makes me weepThe pain in my heartis so great.Like any minuteI'll just breakHow long will it last?Will it go away?I don't want you gonePleaseCome back and stayYou gave me life.Always stood by my sidemade me gowhen i wanted to hide.So in the darkness I will cry.But mother,I can notsay good-bye "JEFFREY" I will miss your smile                           your funny face feeling sad in this new place.I miss your kissesand your big bear hugs.I miss you slidingacross the rugs.Time goes slowerwhen you want it to go fast.I paced the floor.Watched the hours past.I love you baby,           Son of mine.
ok so apperently people get butt hgurt when you give them anything less than a 10. well well well. sorry to burst all your bubbles but this is the internet. and if your all adults you really should not give a flying f**k what some little prick like me rates you. Its only an opinion, not a fact. Chill out.
A Girl I Know.....
Ode To My Lil Girl
> Dear World, >   >  I bequeth to you  today one little a crispy dress... > with two blue eyes...and a happy laugh that ripples all day > long... and a flash of light blonde hair that bounces in the > sunlight when she runs.  I will trust you will treat her well...>   >  Shes slipping out of the backyard of my heart this morning...and > skipping off down the street to her first day of school....and > never again will she be completely mine....prim and proud she will > wave her young and newly independant hand to say "good bye"....and > walk with little lady steps to the schoolhouse.>  Now she will learn to stand in line ....and wait by the alphabet > for her name to be called.  She will learn to tune her ears to the > sound of school bells ...and deadlines... and shell learn to > giggle ... and gossip... and look at the ceiling in a > disinterested way when the little boy across the room sticks out > his tongue at her....and shell learn to be jealous. And shell > learn how it
Body: Psychoanalyze Yourself; Don't read ahead, just copy and paste the following into a NEW bulletin BEFORE you read my answers. Then answer the following questions one at a time WITHOUT LOOKING AHEAD with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read what each answer means at the end.1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you?the love of my life ... Harley 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?Why the hell am I in the woods? I'd see a deer3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?the deer would stand there as long as i didnt move and wed watch each other 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house describe it.its a victorian house  ...old but  modern and with huge windows -- beautiful and open 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?Nope6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with?flowers and homework stuff
The Same.
Erotic Moments
i close my eyes and lay down to the sweetness of slumber ... i cant sleep for thoughts of you slipping into my eyes behind the closed lids ....i see ur smile and ur face dances be4 me .....i dream of ur hands on my hips and my body is awake in an instant .... i hear u whisper into my heart .... i touch where ur mouth has been and soon im alive with the feel of ur lips ... mouth parting and small sounds of pleasure escape into the dark room ... all alone but so close to u in my soul .... i touch my most private places and as the tips of mounds harden and a distict wetness over comes me .... the want of u ... the need of ur hardness against my unique curves ... i feel the ache as i climb higher .. swirling excitement as i moan out ur name in the heat of passion ..... i sucumb to the sensations and remember how it felt to feel u drive into me .... how u pulled my hair and i looked up at u .. look at u from over my shoulder .... begged for more ... never wanting that moment to end ....the
Playing At Cafe Med,
Hey Every Body! Take a look at this,  Jammin at Cafe Med, 4809 Stockdale Hwy, Bakersfield, Ca. Aug 7, & 8, Fri, and Sat, Christina Varner, Lead singer, Paul Haag Saenz, on Guitar & Jimmy J, on sax. This Cats play the best music in town, The kind of music you love to hear & dance too. R&B, Pop, Oldschool, Oldies, Country, Smooth Jazz, Salsa Latin, So lets boogie on down too Cafe Med, and tare the roof of the motha sucka baby. For more info call Cafe Med, At 661 834-4433 one of the fineness restaurant in the city of Bakersfield, Good food, Drinks, & Dancing, invite all you`re friends, will see you there.   
Take Anyone But Her
how do you deal with people taking your daughter when you only had her for hardly for 24 hours and you take care of and feed her every three hours the nite that you get her and you take care of her all day the next day till the people come to get her and you have no idea that she was being taken till they come to get her.   how do you deal with that?
The Inner Mind
Hard Times And Life
Surveys :) [[get To Know Me Bishes]]
I'm extremely bored. Ask me anything below and I'll answer you, honestly. OH shit, here we go :P You got laid last night, didn't you?Well isn't that a bit personal? =] If you must know, I did, I did. :) Shh.Have you ever kissed someone that's name started with a 'B'?Yes. Stupid jerk face :/ haha. Is there anyone that hates you right now?Its a slight possibility. But hate is a very passionate feeling and I haven't made anyone mad in a very long time so in my mind its also slightly doubtful.Have you ever woke up next someone and wanted to puke?Nope. I believe im a bit more responsible then that....or rather, a whole lot more responsible :)What is one thing that would instantly make you dislike someone?Child molesters, gay haters If someone liked you, what would be the best way for them to tell you?I suppose words might work best =] Do you like me?!If you won a lot of money in the lottery, what would you do first?Bankkkkkk it.
Spirit Guides
Turning to Ancestors for Guidance Many entities assume the role of spirit guide. Throughout our lives, we may call upon angels, animal and nature spirits, ascended masters, and celestial guardians for aid, protection, and support. Our ancestors represent another wellspring from which we may draw wisdom in times of need for they, too, can act as our spirit guides. Since our forbears spent at least one lifetime experiencing the tribulations that are a part of human existence, the perspective they can offer is a uniquely grounded one. Ancestral spirit guides can empathize with our fears and our frailties, worry, temptation, and feelings of insecurity. Once you have requested their guidance, they will see to it that you emerge unscathed on the far side of conflicts and are well-equipped to fulfill your potential. If your relationship with your relatives was strained when they were earthbound or you feel disconnected from your heritage, the thought of asking your ancestors for aid can
Always And Forever
The Fuckin Future
He said, "I don't know why you wear a bra, you've got nothing to put in it." And she said, "You wear pants don't you?"       OH SNAP. So I know all of you Fu Ladies love me Even if you find it difficult to admit. So I'm thinking that I need some sexy salutes from you beautiful chicks.  Whaddya say? =D "Play"Cum girl, I'm tryna get your pussy wetWork that, lemme see you drip sweatCum girl, I'm tryna get your pussy wetWork that, lemme see you drip sweatGon play with itGon play with itGon play with itGon play with itGon play with itWork that clitCum girlFinger fuck your pussy like you want some, girlWork it like a nigga straight licking on your pearlI wanna see you cum in the middle of the dance floorA nigga can't fuck, what you think your finger made forI'ma beat that pussy upYou get it wet enough, I might lick it upLickey, lickey, lickey, like a peppermint swirlLick that clitCum girlUh, I wanna see your legs shakeTake you to the crib, we can fuck til the bed breakUh, fuck you ti
I Am Up For Auction     So please come bid on me
Just One Of My Many Fantasies!
I am in my apartment, standing on the balcony overlooking the city streets down below.  Hundreds of people crowd the street.  Suddenly a man in the crowd catches my eye.  I can't seem to take my eyes off of him.  I am standing there in a long white sundress with spaghetti straps........see through and bare skinned underneath.  Suddenly this man turns and looks at me.....making direct eye contact.  We can both feel the passion burning inside, the longing to touch each other.  I stand there, watching him push his way through the crowd, making his way to the entrance of my building.  I stay on my balcony, knowing he will find me.  Suddenly there is a knock on my door, I stand still, knowing he will come in.  He sneaks up behind me..I can feel him.  The heat from his skin radiating all around me.  He then kisses me softly on the nape of my neck..sending chills down my spine.  He then puts his arms around me, reaching for the french doors, closing them to the world around us.  He then cups
Fallen Angel
Runes Writ In Red
And thus, eyes black with grief, We hailed the void, uneasy with relief. Glad we were, on the brink of madness, Accustomed  to pain, emboldened by sadness.   She held my heart, in her hands, And her reward was to bleed out, upon stranger sands. Those who love me, I stop their breath, For in my heart lies frozen death.   With not a whimper, nor a sigh, Did trust in me, and thus they die. So now I hail unto the void, What peace I had, evermore destroyed. And that's just wot this is too, gentle reader, lol.This, is to distinguish between my rants(other blog set) and the attempts to hone again the blade of words.It is what it is.No political rants, no "State of the Union Adress" here.Just me, you, and words.Call it rehab for hack writers if ya will, lol.Gas tank's full, and I have no idea where I'm going, but there's room in the back if ya wanna ride with me.Just be warned, this machine's not always easy ta steer.But if it were, why that'd take all the fun out yes? Stripped cl
Out Of Touch!
I've been reading some responses to some of the posted mumms. Most of what I have read seems to have nothing to do with the question posted. Instead, the replies tend to bring out the self centeredness of the mumm responders. I am 57 yrs. of age. Is it my age that has me seeing younger generations as very out of touch with the ability to be real, or is it me that is failing to keep up with the times and adjust to the cavalier attitude that seems to be taking over? I wonder!  
The day after the worst day I have ever had I think.I dont have much feeling in me today>Life has delt me a hard blow and now the work of repair begins . As this day moves forward i must be dilagent as i go through changes that may or may not be synonomous to life as i know it at this time .You can only mean the word forever one time in you life with someone  that really counts .everything else never really did .I will be live always at crossroads lounge,evenings and weekends,sometimes during the day as well and this page becomes a diary please read every day a new post will always be here . ok heres the deal i would like to think i have made a few friends here but i think i am dead wrong ... everybody wants something i try to be decent i get 1o profile views a week if i am lucky i get maybe one friends request a week ... those on my list i rate pretty regular but never get a return .... i level myself when i choose but blings and hustles but i stopped that some so now my friends dontt
My Link
Becoming A Porn Star
James0316@ Fubar
For Your Entertainment
Well i decided to be brave im not shamed of them at all and noone should be but i now have NSFW pics added but only for family now the fun part for now  what you willing to do to get in my family to see them cause i know almost 95% of the males on here are horndogs also one last thing did i ever mention IM BI if not now i did
Family And Such..
So as most have noticed I might be a tad bit eccentric lol.Today and yesterday Ive felt quite froggy.Don't really know why.Maybe it is the nice warm weather and good times I've had lately.This blog is super random but whatever Im bored lol.So Ive noticed some of these young pups on fubar can't read so good.No Im not going to fuck you in case I havent made that clear.Lately Ive had alot of stupid men trying to talk about my boyfriend.Well honey that won't get you far.He is my world..and you can probably out fuck you with his eyes closed.Trying to tell me you will buy me whatever I want don't get it either.I have a father with money and I get whatever I want from him.I don't need you.Nothing is more aggravating then a man thinking they can buy me.Im spoiled in real life and Im spoiled on the fu.I like it sorry if you don't.My real friend here know the real Alissa.Anyone else's approval isnt needed.The real Alissa is a bitch yes but a very loving and nice one lol.My family on fu is the fu
Gemini (male) Turn On's
Leaving 4 Awhile
      Taken a Fu -Break     After Sunday night early Monday morning, I might be taking a fubreak for awhile. I'm not sure for how long but, I have been very sick . I need to go get myself better or try to. While I'm gone show me some love. I will return all love when I get back. Just leave me a private message or a message under this post and I will make sure I return all love. I know some may not care that I'm leaving for awhile but, I'm just letting you know incase you don't see me. Have fun and enjoy! ~Lynn~ aka TotallyHugeObsesseMCFanatic4Life
Please For Me
ok i have no idea how to do this by myself but my one friend is a lounge owner he owns Darkness Within so if you want to talk to me or just droll from looking at me join me here   not sure if you have to copy and paste it or just click on it or just go to my lounges and click Darkness Within we are looking for all staff in thier as well so come on you know you want to for lil ol me il buy you a drink :P
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A Twisted Soldier
Anger and fury blazing withinmy headTurning circles building until its shedWhen it blows I will no longer seeThe world through my eyes just the enemyA whole different man I then becomeA man of rage a loaded gunRounds will fire people will fleeUntil my rage is finally freeAches and pain will feul this fireTo breaks free amist thier faults To escape these flooded trench wallsA whole different man I then become In this battle that must be wonThis fury and rage that I now shed My new weapon to make the deadDie die die they all will Those who tempt my wrath to spillAnd cry cry cry is all youll do Cause my next victim wiil be you!!!!!! And now the fury then subsides All that is seen is pain And the suffering of innocent lives So metals they extend and checks we r paid nothing of the lives lost or the killers made   
Girls And Older Guys
Why are younger woman mostly all , so afraid of men much older then they are? A. His Age? B. He's My DAD? C. Can't keep Up with Me Sexually! D. He's... Got To Be A Married Man! E.  I Would Date a Much Older Man! F. He Looks Old and I Don'Want To Be Reminded. G. Only If He Is Willing To Teach Me a Few Things. H. I Would Just To Have Fun. I. Only If He Will Buy Me Things.
All of my dreams seems to fall by the side Like a discarded thought or the days fading light But I know that if I could just see you tonight Forever   At times we may fall like we all tend to do But i'll reach out and find that Ive run into you Your strength is the power that carried me through Forever   Your kindness for weaknes I never mistook I worried you often yet you understood This life is so fleeting these troubles wont last Forever   You inspired me truly you did from the start To not be afraid and to follow my heart Theres a piece of you with me they cant tear apart Forever   At times we may fall like we all tend to do But i'll reach out and find that Ive run into you Your strength is the power that carried me through Forever   Forever I'll find you forever we'll be Forever your power and strength stays with me Forever
Things To Remember When Wearing Black
Let other say what they want to say about what you wear and how you wear your clothes, it’s not there life anyway. This argument is a fact that we should accept in ourselves, why would you let others dictate your fashion preference, remember that you are unique, independent, you have your own taste, and you are what you are, unless, otherwise it is a serious requirement for with a very important purpose.      “Clothes make a man” this Mark Twain’s 19th century value reflects the important role that it has served in the past and is continually serving in the present. An executive is easily being recognized by his or her clothing. America’s first lady; Michelle Obama, has caught the attention of fashion critics for her for her peculiar clothing, this is how clothing should be, wear what you feel to wear.     Expensive may be the best word to describe fashion, only those who can afford to drop money can have the latest fashion trend, but think of it not as a
The New Cowboys Stadium Is Awsome
Well. .
Through the years I have discovered that life in its complexity really just . . . sucks. With millions of self-help books and hundreds of thousands pills when are people just going to learn to deal? Get over it already!! Nothing is going to “make” you happy. You need to do it on your own. Fuck, I’m not happy do I cry about it? Hell no. I will be happy when I am and I will deal with it until then. Bunches of fuck’n cry-fucking-babies. . .                 Do you want to know the secret to being happy? Don’t fucking think about it. Just live your life. If you want to sit in a fucking hole playing with yourself nothing’s going to change. Think about it. Or rather, don’t. It’s up to you. Don’t listen to me. What the fuck do I know?                 Lets put it another way. If your dumb ass bought a self-help book or are taking “happy pills” you’re already fucked. It shows that you are not in control of your own life. S
The Fearless Crab!!!
I am looking for some art work and need a pic for a tattoo! I would like a pic of a crab coming out of a tidal wave! The crab should have a fierce look to it and it should be red in color and dark blue and light blue high lghts. The tidal wave should be Black and dark blue and streaks of teal. This pic will be a tattoo that I would have. The crab represents me as my astrological sign and the tidal wave represents the pains in my life I have over come! I am a military retired army veteran and believe me when I say I have seen a lot!!!! Much love and thanks to who ever helps me with this..... As I said as a soldier "may God Bless you!!!!"
Health News
Well on 4/29 I will have carpal tunnel surgery for my right hand.  After 6-8 weeks I will be scheduling the surgery for my left hand. I have not been online much lately.  Not even on fb very much really.  Here's why.  I found out today that I have carpal tunnel in both wrists.  I was referred to one of the top orthapedic hand surgeons in the country.  Lucky for me he is here in St. Louis.  I will call to make an appointment this week.  My hands have been swollen and painful nonstop for over 2 weeks now.  I am on naprosyn now to see if it helps the swelling.  So far, not working yet.  I also have wrist braces to wear to bed.  Hopefully this will give me some relief and I will actually be able to sleep! Will update more when I know more. As most of you know I injured all the cartilage between my ribs on my left side.  In addition I 'pulled' the muscle at the end of my ribs by my sternum.  I had been having chest pains off and on since November.  Usually after a lot of heavy lifting at
Sitting here in my boredom (and considering I am at work so fapping at my desk would be a VERY bad idea), I came up with a concept and would like some input. Movies have the Oscars, Music has Grammys, Why can't the Mumms have the Mummy awards... We all get to vote on such things as...   Most butthurt mumm poster Best tits in a mumm Best cock in a mumm MuMM of the year Well.. that's all I can think of... I want more suggestions, and if this may be a good idea or not. This morning I sign onto fubar and I see. 1 new friend request yay... I open it up it is blank. I have never even knew this person existed.Just a little bummed about that..   I will say this again and again.. When I first signed up for fubar, from what I understood is it is a social networking site. I know in real life if I walked up to some stranger on the street without talking to them, and went "Hi I wanna be your friend". Chances are they would look at me like what's this moron thinking and keep walking. Maybe
Some May Agree...
Written by a housewife in  New Brunswick, to her local newspaper. This is one Ticked off lady.. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started By Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 and Have continually threatened to do so since? Were people from all over the world, not brutally murdered that day, in Downtown  Manhattan, across the  Potomac  from the nation's capitol and in a Field in  Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and  children die a horrible, burning Or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a few Taliban were claiming to be tortured By a justice system of the nation they come from and are fighting against in A brutal insurgency. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for Incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the  Middle
My Dad!
    Your morning thought for the day:    He didn't tell me how to live -- he   lived, and let me watch him do it.       Clarence Budington Kelland 
Why Im A Whore !
SAMI: 1st and foremost- please remove me by all means. The only reason I kept you on my list was because you were family. But you were never nice to me or others that didnt fit in your way of thinking. 2n) Life is full of effin drama. It happens shit happens and we need people to talk to and we need their opinions and some insite from them. They have lived a different life. Its not drama its life freezey. Try getting one and stop being a whore. As far as drama goes, you brought drama into the lounge with the whole bring jane....etc back. This is not real life Joe its fake... have been worrying so much about it that you have lost all realization of that. Last but not least, have a nice life and I hope you come to realize that though drama is hated and not wanted life is full of it. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ LMMFAO So Im a Whore w00t! As of This Message I Received - Me and Mark (The SLUT) Have come to this   He is THE SLUT I am THE WHORE LMMFAO! SO f
Random Thoughts
It never ever faails to amaze me no matter how much i upgrade my pc, there is alwasy one more thing that i want to do to it.  This thing is like eating potato chips.  for all the upgrades i get and install on this thing, i could have bought 4 more. With that kinda thinking maybe I should be running for public office.  LOL       Let's see...  A guess a random thought lately that has hung in my gray matter has been how can a country as great as ours have so many people without homes, jobs, and the sense of purpose. How can this country have the abilty to create everything from laser guided bombs, to a pill that can make a man as hard as chinese algebra, but cant give the homeless and unemployed a sense of diginity and provide shelter and a job.  
Create Music
All people should be empowered and free to express themselves through being entrepreneurs and activists through music creation. it is really easy, fun and simple. For more information go to:
Cheating Bag Of Scum
Actual Emails From My Ex-Husband (DH) And His Cyberwhore Skank, with commentary from your's truly... My comments are in Red DH comments are in Black Skank’s comments are in Blue Mon. 10/30/06 1:56 pm DH: it seems that I have trouble with msn. So I switched to aol. I hope this time that I will get all your email. Cheers. MON 10/20/06 3:12 pm Skank: Hi not going to write much need to see if you get this I sent you 10 messages and it seems you have not got them MON 10/30?06 4:03 pm DH: hello so far since we started talking again I have received 5 emails in total from you. Maybe somebody doesn’t want us to talk. lol. Now, by using aol, I am getting all your emails. Pls rewrite everything you sent me before and always use aol. I miss your emails and your sense of humour. After he tries to send 3 or 4 emails with no response, he writes: TUES 10/31/06 3:47 pm DH: this is my last message. I have tried to keep in touch but it seems that you don’t
"without Love And Dying Here!!!!!
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Midget And The Horse
There was this midget with a speech problem. He was looking to buy a horse and was talking to a friend about it. His friend sent him to see another guy that had a horse for sale. Before the midget arrived the friend called this man to let him know that the midget was on his way and to try to be nice and to bear with him cause of his speech problem. When the midget arrived the man met him and was showing him the horse. The midget then asked to see the horse's eeyaws, so the man picked up the midget and showed him the horse's ears and then sat him back down. The Midget asked to see the horse's tweef, so again the man picked up the midget and showed him the horse's teeth and sat him back down. The man was beginning to get frustrated. When the Midget asked to see the horse's twat, then man picked up the midget and shoved him as far up the horse's twat as he could. When he pulled him out the Midget then looked at him and said, maybebe I sh-sh-should re-refase dat..... can I see da hors
Mister Stay Hard
Just joined the site and I'm ready to meet new people and have some fun!
Friends First
I ask you for forgivness; For what? I really do not know, I ask you for understanding; As to why? We never had a chance to grow Emotions overflowing; Everything moving so fast, Making my world a blur, Everything with you felt so right, so beautiful, and then just like that, It was over It was over - Really just what was "it" That was never meant to last? I was living in the moment Under a spell from which Your beauty cast Two people that shared A few precious moments in time together, We shared too much, too fast None of which I regret, whatsoever It was over; I think not, Maybe a new beginning to an abrupt end A new chance for us To enjoy a new friend Footprints left in the sand Can be made by anyone wherever, whenever, Footprints left in the heart Made by a friend lasts forever Two people so perfect for each other Two birds of the same feather Friends first was our promise Friends we will remain together
Boobs Contest    
White Lies
Why lie, what is the purpose? It hurts people, even the little white lies. Man up, tell the truth, take the you are fibbing, you must not care anyway so just shoot straight from the lip and if you lose someone, so be it. You obviously dont care. At least it gives the recipient of your lies a fighting chance to either hang on or be gone. I often wonder about this. From the lips of an angel, in my eyes, come lies, I hang on just hoping that one day it will end and he will see the truth standing in front of him. Tell the truth, No Drama, Less Trauma. Amen. I love you.
Stupid Survey Thingys
Ha ha ha I bet out Pedro   You Are 81% Sexy" height="100" width="100">Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts!Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it.You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How">">How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?
16 Yr Old Girl Dies
A girl of 16 died from a rare heart condition after becoming stressed by caring for a dummy baby which cried all night, an inquest heard yesterday.  Danielle Pilot had been given the doll  -  used to show teenagers the reality of caring for a newborn  -  by her college as part of a childcare course.  The dolls are fitted with internal computers which simulate a baby crying.
Chaotic Calm
He tells her that shes no good.She just nods, and she agrees.Hes got a thousand ways to hurt her.She got a thousand ways to please.She needs someone to hold on to.He just needs someone to hate.She thinks; all he needs is time.He knows its to late.He laughs.She cries.He lives.She dies.Committed to hell by a faded diamond ring.Another devil claims a soul,And the Angels....cease to sing.
The Truth
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Why is it that when a guy is looking for a relationship that they go by the outer appearance when most people that they shove there nose at are the best people to have a relationship with and treat you good? Why is that when a relationship ends that the other person who hurt you tries to walk back into your life like they did nothing wrong when they just took your heart and stomped on it like it was trash. So tired of giving my heart out and it getting stomped on. For once i would like to find someone who accepts me for me and we in my life because of no other  reason but they are happy and they love me. I just want to find someone to give my heart to, share my feelings with,  build bonds and enjoy life to the fullest. I know i am not hot but i know that i am decent looking and all i want out of friendship or relationship is honesty so i ask you all women out there what matters to you and why, and what do you think of me, be honest, i don't care if you hurt my feelings i just want hone
Time On Here
well as most of my true friends  know i have been on this site for almost 3 yrs and its been really fun for the most  part have had alot of good times with most of you we have laughed joked and even cried together but there comes to a point when enough bs and shit has to come to a end for awhile so i am thinking of leaving fubar for a lil bit i will miss u all very much cause a few of you are my true friends and are what helps keep me goin in the right direction but  life right now is to stressful for me and i really dont know how to handle it all to well... if i had better reasons to stay i would but i dont so i may see you around and i may not... so if i dont remember i love most of my fu family and the rest can go to hell.... love you all tabby     I GIVE THINGS A WEEK TO CHANGE IF NOT IM BLOWING UP AND IM GONE !!! is this better for those of u who want me to stay ?
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My Thoughts
I went to a friends store and got out of my car to go into the store.  Upon getting out of the car a guy whistled at me. SERUSILY Do you really think we are going to stop what we are doing just to come over to get your number?  I now I have a great ass and you whistling at me does not change this. I all ready know this. So why don't you come over and tell me you think I'm hot that I have a nice ass and ask me for you number.  What's the worst that could I tell you NO.  Well I guarantee that you whistling from the side lines that you will never get my number. so got a fantasy for u invalids a toy... surprise surprise  lol so anyway i want a toy its wireless remote that sit on the clit in the girls panties i go out to dinner with a guy and when we site down to dinner before they cum to ask us what we would like for dinner i hand him the remote and let him play with it during dinner...dont think we would make it out of the parking but i think that is so FUCKING HOT what u
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