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Hosting An Auction
    Hey All I am hosting a Auction.....please message me for details thank you.
Lost An Lookin For Reason
I thought I was on a path that was clear only to find that im in a strange place and not knowing whats going on anymore.Thoughts of how did i get here and what will become of what i thought was myself.Lookin for the outside in wonderin where to begin findin a bitter sweet truth that nothing is what it seems.In the light of indiffrence I seem to have found a sence of peace in this alterd state 
Fiction Or Fantasy
Fu-land is an amzing place at times. Then there are the times it bites you in the bum. I have a friend a very special friend he is a real face to face friend. I get to hug him and hold his hand I tell him my worries. In return he gets to hug me hold my hand and we comfort each other. For days an online friend of his keeps coming to me asking personal questions. I answer tentatively and do not feed her curiosity. tonight I get a message from her telling me she is his girlfriend and lover for the past two years. We live cleear across the country he and I in one city she as far away as possible. I tried to explain to her that prostituting yourself on cam is not being a lover and chatting online is not being a girlfriend.... But then i still feel as if even though he is my real life friend somehow I have been cheated and misled... I do not feel jealous or angry just confused at how never meeting someone you can tell a real life friend to stay away from your MAN. How can she live with anoth
The Empire!
Fear not of me… I mean you no harm… Let me set you free… The Darkness you surround yourself… Embrace of me… I long to feel your body close to mine… Your eyes looking in my eyes… Your lips kissing my lips… I long to hold you close to me… Go ahead… Take me… Rub your body next to mine… I wanna feel you deep inside of me… I wanna feel your touch… I wanna feel your heart beat… Take everything out on me… Feel me as I turn your hate and rage into passion and extacy… I will tame the monster within you… Light a candle in the night…             She looks so hot...             She looks quite the top...             She'll put you in your place...             Should you ever disgrace...     
Last Auction For A While
    Heres your chance to own Ponyboy0827! He's the truest most reliable friend on Fubar you could have. So.. what are you waiting for? Click the picture below and > > BID BID BID This auction is an all type bid auction. Bids of tickers, blasts, VIP's, Bling, HH's are preferred, however, fu-bucks are all welcome. But, cash gifts outway fubuck offers. Auction runs 5pm Est. March 30th - 5pm Est. April 7th.
The Reason I Draw And Paint
The reason I draw and paint is that in my late teens I met a woman by the name of Carmin, whom inspired me on so many levels it's difficult to describe. From my understanding both Carmin and my mother Sharon both grew up in the same neighborhood as children, and were best friends most of high school. One day Carmin started smoking marijuana. Supposedly a lot of students were doing it at the time although my mother never did. Everything seemed to be going fine both of their grade averages were high as usual. Then one Friday night my mother borrowed the family car and they went to a nearby drive-in theater to see the movie Jaws 3-D. Apparently after a large soda and presumably some popcorn Carmin and my mother made their way over to the washrooms. On their way back to the car a tall man in a gray trench coat and long brimmed stetson hat fifty years out of style asked them if they wanted to buy some magic beans. Normally they would ignore a complete stranger however Carmin giggled, &ldquo
Favorite Writings
Bored
im really bored...cant ya tell lol
Haven Fun
Just becouse you get older, doesent mean you are dead. So live life and god blesss.
Little Things
Little Things
did you ever notice things aroud you that seem to be a coinicedencemay be there were songs on the radio that you and your lover had...hay is this, yet may seem strange to some maybe no one pays attetion.ive notice sometimes that life can bring back a lot form the past. it may seem werid but it can come true.   the past was yesterday and yars and a second ago, if anyone pasys attetion they may see the past come back. ny hypothasis is maybe karma erworking backwords may be its just a coincidense no one knows, it doeshave a reason and its a good one to prevebt mistakes over and over. i know ive seen things life may or maynot restart itself. but what do we all know
Taxes
Farm Love
I thought our love would grow,but i guess that isn't so.I thought our love was vastTurns out it didn't last.I'm not sure what i didor what i could of done.I guess it was all in fun,the kind that always ends,you were the kind that always pretends.your love for me wasn't real,and im so quick to heal,your love was sure to grow maybe because someone else sowed,her name ill leave out of this,but you i will not miss.you have done me wrong,never treated me right,here comes another fight.I only tried my best But you loved your girlfriends chest.I gave you all i had theres nothing left aroundbroken branches and no sound.soon the seeds will bloom of another relationship hopefully not of doom.the sun is rising high theres a tear in my eye,I watch the last of yourempty lies blow away.away away away.
Life And The Way I Live It
Test
In A New Auction
OK everyone the auction is open sorry about last blog link that didnt work figured this out finally... Adding more offers depending on bids... So check cant bid just rate pic fr me thank you
Soldiers And Family
please keep my lil bro in your thoughts and prayers, he is right now waiting on his taxi to take him to post. he leaves for kuwait tonight for a year tour. thanks so much!                                        kisses,                                              booboo
Bitch Made
I jus cant stand bitch made ass niggas these niggas are the ones that seem all good to ur face but behind doors they are the one stabbing you in the back talkin shit str8 disrespcting. After a while u realize that  there all around u and every person u thought was a friend.. isnt. And trying to get these people to realize that there hoes and u cant .. so u have to play their games but jus before u start to become jus like them u fuck them over.. you might have to rob them or beat their ass but it worth it... its the only way you can get these people away.. yea,  you might have to hurt some real friends along the way but its all worth it. To them its gonna hurt so bad its gonna rock their world. They'll get mad and start to tell everyone they kno that such and such is a bitch or wateva but realize that they were doin it before u fucked them over.  
Fu Slammers Family
i am starting fu slammers family and it will be a family that will help and assist other family members level and other problems that members are having.and help there friends when possible  must add - fan - rate - add to family all members of the family.... so please shout me or private message me if you like to join.
Daniel
on March 29,2009 my grandson Daniel was born 3mos. pre-mature and to this day remains in the hospital and will stay at least till june thought my friends should know
The Calling
The Calling
May Is Gonna Be A Bad Month ,
I hope everyone will bare with me for a while , May is a bad month for me and my husband..This would have been the month i was supposed to have my baby, My only baby that we have been trying for 10 yrs... And i lost him this past dec at 5 months along...I had him crematied and so he sits here in my room on a shelf.. We have been thinking bout haveing him buried so i know he is safe.  If anyone wants to see picsture of him  let me know... So please bare with me if im moody,, R.I.P Christian Joesph Spencer MOMMY and DADDY LOVE AND MISS U SO MUCH  
Random Ramblings
I have many friends on Fubar, and i like them just fine but of course i believe there is more to accepting friend requests to others. They see it as getting points or fucks, oh big whoop! The meaning to having a true friend on any given social network is the connection you have with them ultimately.
Wohoo
Poetry
Poetry
Wanna Own Me -- You Can
You Were All I've Got
Hurt me,break me..it doesn't matter anywayno..don't say a word,just turn around and walk awayi don't need you,i can do it on my ownno..i don't want you,I'd rather be alonego away,oh..please just don't come back againit's just a matter of time,I'll get used to the painyou're sorry..really,please keep it insideI'm learning now to live,without you by my sideI'm trying real hard,i know you're no longer mine"am i okay?"..yeah,everything is finei just lost you,the one thing I'm living forso what?you just so simply walked out the dooryou're not coming back..yeah,i know you won't"i don't have to cry"..you see babe,i don'twhat's wrong with me?"..no,I'm all okaynot a big deal,I've just had my heart broken today"you will stay away to comfort me",thanks it really helps me"you don't wanna see me sad",I'm smiling..can't you seeif this faking will help you,i shall make you happy before i goi will keep all the suffering to myself,i promise i won't let it showyou ask me"do i forgive you?" i reply"why s
Dont Wanna
When we talk its like every night we shoutand the things you say....its all i ever cry aboutall your questions that run through your headlike if you love me? and if you really cared? shall i go aheadi tell you that i loved you with all my hearti loved you now and i loved you from the starti don't know how to help you Ive showed everything i felti have given you everything there is..my best card Ive dealtand now that you don't know anymorehow do you think i am to deal with my heart you toreyou tore it into pieces that night you shared this with mei was blinded by your words Ur true feelings i couldn'tseei don't want to let you go.....i never wanted to you knowbut now that your hurting also i should let you gobut just remember I'm doing this for youif i had to choose we would be together until "i do"and even though thats out of the picture nowand as we are going our separate waysjust know that my love will always be yours through all my daysand that even though you broke my hearti will l
The Truth For Everyone
ok ladies i am going to tell you all the truth about a man here on fubar named dalreace a.k.a. his real life name is richard. first and foremost i will start out like this.he is a predator of women and he is a rapist and beater of women.he has held a close friend of mine hostage and in fear of her life and the lives of her children.he has a rap sheet in the state of missouri for domestic assualt and sexual assualt on different women.i urge all of you women here on fubar to block him if he tries to contact you and warn other women of the things he has done,so this way he can't harm any other women ever.PLEASE LADIES I BEG YOU HELP KEEP OTHER WOMEN ON THIS SITE SAFE FROM MEN LIKE HIM.i am posting a link at the bottom of this so you all can see what he looks like.     http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2825477&i=2082780276&albumid=1632644" target=_blank>http://b.pca1.fubar.com/77/45/2825477/tn_2082780276.jpg" border=0>   [ fubar.com photo: 2082780276 ] ok all it is time for the truth on
About Me
Hi Everyone, I wish I could tell you all that I came here to enjoy the site like everyone else. I'm going to, when time allows, however, I work online, so my time is limited... And I really don't want to have sensless conversation's here with all you FUBARS, but I do want to meet those that like good rock-n-roll and like to have fun without all the insane drama. I do play and teach guitar, and have a good band that enjoys entertaining those of you who like to get FUBARED   You can read more about that at: http://www.guitartabbooks.com I'll tell you more about the band in my next blog post. For now, I'm just trying to partake being a member here and get to know people from Michigan who like good rock-n-roll, and with any luck, meet some great folks who can always use a friend, or... Some great new friends. Well, that's good for now If you're from Michigan, give me a hello hollar!
Adding More Pics
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Yes Im A Slacker
i know i have been slackin and i owe tons of luv to many....i will be around to return the luv you have left for me..kisses and much luv... your gurl ~sunshine
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Idiots Are Multiplying
stein love...: i realy like how talking to you made me feel superior to at least one person on here, i dont know what to say but thanksstein love...: ok will do, thanks for the humor and stuff for my other blog->stein love...: no...and i've grown tired of you. your entertainment value has ceased to exist. feel free to continue talking in my sb...just don't expect any replysstein love...: but realy i need to take a shower but id realy like to continue this after im outstein love...: i will be smoking at least that many, you smoke? wish i could quit smoking cigs id say thats the one think about me i need to change->stein love...: you should smoke several bowls...i'm sure there are three or four hiding cells in your skull somewherestein love...: ok so being i dont like you or anything im a hoodlum? see thats where i know your ignorant, i mean, thats realy just kinda sadstein love...: hey you gona be on much longer cuz i need to take a shower realy quick before some freinds get here, gona
I Love U Jennifer
Lovin Tater
I'm In An Auction!!!
Please check out my bully and come to bid on me. This is my first auction so I need all the help I can get. THANK YOU MY FRIENDS!!!
7 Day Blast For Sale
Auction 4/30/09-5/7/09
    Here is your chance to own your very own fu-slave for a month. Have you owned Carolvision (me) yet? What are you waiting for? Click the picture below and... BID BID BID This auction is an all type bid auction. Bids of tickers, blasts, VIP's, Bling, HH's and of course fu-bucks are all welcome. Cash bids outway fubuck offers. The auction starts at 5pm Est. March 30th and ends 5pm Est. April 7th. So hurry and get your bid in quick. By chance if you haven't had the pleasure of becoming friends with me yet, now is a great time!
Pissed Off
I am so sick of the way things are. I am stuck at home 24/7 with kids damn near all day. My other half and *the roommates* get to go out all the time, but me hell no. It's always can you watch the kids, do you mind watching the kids? For all that matters I am nothing more than a live in babysitter and a door mat. I am very tempted to move out and leave my other half with the kids damn near all day and let him know how I feel. I would love to be single and live by myself again. But can I really do that?
Auction Blog
I am currently taking donations, in order to buy someones points for 12 hrs. I hope you will all help me out people that donate a mil or more will be featured in this blog and i will ask that everyone show them mad love for their support in my attempt to level to 27 http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=623440&albumid=1636920&i=4199129370&idx=0#3212835412   Make me rich and make me your pet for one month!!!!!! Copy and past link to make your offer! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2403422&albumid=1628899&i=961598627 Please Copy and paste link and only rate and comment on me make it a great comment and we both get blings If i win i'll bomb whoever hits me with the most comments
Fubar Familys
Hope everyone is enjoying the sun...... well this week we had a 2 spider that needs alot of love and I sure hope that our family will show the love ...... http://fubar.com/user/2441311 and http://fubar.com/user/816900 I f you could help me please go to this page and show him some mad love he is a very good friend that is new here and I been doing my best to help him, but could use some help.....   http://fubar.com/user/2856846 Thank you Bluewizard CoFounder of the Spider Bombers and Member of the Shadow Levelers & member of the Rating Revolution......
Liars
Editing Mood
1st Auction
  I am in my 1st auction! Help a girl out! Bid! Bid! Bid! [ fubar.com photo: 3022000703 ]


Auction
i m up for auction again come and check it out and bid
Ships Log
It's been A few days, I don't even remember how I stumbled across this site. I was intrigued, interesting concept. I've not ever done the "social networking" thing so this is pretty new to me. Seems like abit of a learning curve. I'm still getting 'the lay of the land'. Debating whether to put real photo up, maybe a salute?? Seems to me that this ratings/points system is skewed toward rating one another high. I'm one who doesn't really believe in 10's. I'm adjusting that for this site. Anyway, don't know if folks really read these. If so, cheers!
Special Lady Pt. 2
Your eyes open widely at me and you ask, “what else do you have planned for us after THAT!” I smile and wink at you, “Baby, tonight I’m going to start making up for all those times I wasn’t in your arms.” You laugh and say that a few more nights of what you just got would do that, but I shake my head. “This time, I’m going to spoil you a little bit, to let you know who’s your man….and why you’re my slut.” You laugh again and I tell you to go take a shower. You raise an eyebrow, but I motion you towards the bathroom as I pick up my phone and start texting someone. You hear me yell from the bedroom, “make sure to shave again!” You roll your eyes and begin to wash up. When you come back out of the bathroom, you find me standing at the edge of the bed drying off and getting dressed. We have two showers, and you were wondering why the hot water was a little cooler then usual. On the bed is a big box with a
Special Lady Pt.1
You are sitting in your office at work, and a flower delivery man approaches you. “I’m looking for Angel,” the man says. You smile and look up, “I’m Angel.” The man hands you a box of flowers and asks you to sign for it. You think to yourself, it’s not my birthday, anniversary, or a holiday, so who’s sending me flowers. You open the box and find that inside is your favorite flowers, a nice bouquet of daisies. You pull the vase out and see a card fall out as well. You open it to find a sweet card inside it.   “Honey, I love you and I hope that this puts a smile on your face. The kids are staying with their grandparents and we have the evening to ourselves. Hurry home and I’ll see you soon.”   You smell a faint whiff of my cologne and you feel yourself get a little excited just at the thought. You spend much of the rest of the day watching the clock and distracted. You are wondering what kind of plans I have cooked u
Helpin' A Freind And Her Site
Here help out my freind with her site and spread the word, read her about me Miss Syn Angel - http://www.fubar.com/user/2059925  This is her site: http://icandyfund.com/


It's 1 am... 4 quarters and a heartache later.. I called to say hello... Im sure I shouldve called befor... to say I miss you... But what I really needed was to hear it from you ... For the first time I can remember without saying you told me how you felt .. That you beleive in love an d truth and honest...  I want love like rain is to earth needed.... Like rain and and earth collide.. As long as were happy.....                                           IM FOREVER BY YOUR SIDE                                                   LISA
Why Can't I Write To Anyone
New Pics Take A Look
I HAVE JUST ADDED SOME NEW PICS TAKE A LOOK AT THEM AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK OF THEM.
How Many Can You Find ?
Poem I Wrote For My Daughter Nevaeh May She Rest In Peace
You were our little angel we loved to hold so close the softness of your baby skin like petals of a rose.   We loved it when we cuddled you in our arms You were our little angel with sweet angelic arms. We think back to memories so precious and so few.   For God had chosen you to be one of His little angels too.   For NEvaeh Rose Roush born: July 27, 2008 sadly taken: July 27, 2008   I love you Nevaeh!
Various Humor
SAD NEWS - Please join me in remembering YET ANOTHER great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Dough Boy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes to the belly. He was 71. Dough Boy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three children, John Dough, Jane Dough, and Dosey Dough, plus they had one in the Oven. Services were held at 3:50 for about 20 minutes.... this is an attempt to get people to sign kinda like a petition  so copy this blog and sign your name  and put in your blog, lets get rid of the new tool bar  here on fu. Fzy69me (Dale) favorite drink, called  A DIRTY DOG fill blender with ice shots of light rum, dark rum, 151 rum, creme de banana, creme de coconut cherry vodka, cherry sloe gin blend AND   put in glass it is like a slurrpy and tastes like one too ,  but it will like a dirty dog sneak up and bite you on the ass.
Rate Be
plz rate me my pics and comment them. heres what it looks like http://www.Marie-gets-Deflowered.com/?id=446577aa comments rate plz
Memos To Self
I see more than thoughts within my words. Prepare yourself for life's uncertainties. Validation of my thoughts will come from my words.
For My Sweet Friend Tracie, My Moon Angel
My heart goes out to my dearest friend, Tracie, who lost her mother today to a battle with cancer. This fight has been so hard for her, and I pray that perhaps now she will be granted much strength and support, like that which she has always shown to me in my hard times. She is the first friend I made here on lost cherry, and we remain the best of friends always. Please keep her and her family in your thoughts and prayers for me. Sincerely, Deb
Private
Sex Note
Jus Cuz I Can
Sexy Slow** Time slow, climb so, close we combine bones. Our thighs roam, the passionate music rings, cries, moans. Pleasure me, your treasury, makes me feel heavenly. You've sexually arrested me. But really we sexin free. Taste me, I'll taste you the space below ya waste too. Feel my tongue trace you, and my arms embrace you. Spread wide, hold close, fingers cluth the bed post. Then I'll softly coast, slow it down and softly coast. Lick you, lips move all along ya hips groove. I wanna kiss you, til ya body drips loose. Grindin it, you ride and twist. I wanna spend time with it, arch ya back, bend ya wrist. Ya spot my tongue is findin it. Sweat exposed hickies on ya neck & breast, flexed ya toes. I leave you Wet, Unclothed Rockin So sexy slow by lilmama It is the spring but yet I'm cold Because this girl ran away with my soul I wonder if she knows That although Separate places we will go I will be filled with sorrow But yet she will always be on mind Because she was my definition of fi
Use Your Words
My father recently got a facebook account, so i've had to sensor myself on there. Yesterday, however, something happened that made me extremely angry. So I reset my status. My status was something along the lines of an asshole needs to go fuck himself and die or something like that. The point is, I cursed or cussed or how ever you want to say it. I was chastised by him for saying the words fuck and ass....I'm almost 21, I don't live at home, and I am an adult. I think my time has come to where I can say whatever the hell I want. Now, the reason I write this blog is cause I want to know why some words ("curse words") are bad, when words that mean the exact same thing are not. Since I can't say the word Fuck, then shouldn't the words Sex, Intercourse, and Making Love also be outlawed. How about the word Shit, well then the words Poop and Crap should be forbidden as well. How about Ass, well there goes the word butt. And the word Piss is just like Pee. I'm not saying that 8 year old
I'll Keep You My Dirty Little Secret....
One Thing....That will always make you happygood musicThat makes you completely depressedmyself?That gets you extremely excitedwell, you see there is this boy....That you love the feel ofcontentmentThat you love the smell ofmy perfume XDThat annoys you more than anythingbad musicThat makes you royally pissedpeople...yeah, peopleThat you love to hearThom's voice.That always makes you crydon't laugh....Lord of the Rings movies.That you will never dolet people dictate my lifeThat you have always wanted to doform a bandThat you miss at this very momentmy bed at my parents' houseThat you never do in front of anyone elsestrip?That you dont understandwhy people are so closed mindedThat gets you frustratedpeople being closed minded XDThat you absolutely couldnt live withoutmusicThat you would take with you wherever you gobus pass? lolThat you could eat anytime, day or nightramen!That makes you want to throw upthrow up. lolThat makes you feel completely uncomfortablenot much.That others obsess
Sexy!
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Shoshonni Walker
made you look!!!!!
Tattoo Work
If you live in and are looking to have some INK done hit me up,I know just the guy 4 u.check out my new pic 4 preview.qaulity work and great price's
Going Away For A Bit.
Friends
Why is it when a guy goes to add another as a friend, there's gotta be a reason for it? It's not a gay thing so what's the deal?
~life~
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. One of my favorite quotes comes from Alfred D Souza. He said, "For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life wou
Ratboy
Life Passing Me By
iM HANGING OUT ON FACE BOOK FEEL FREE TO JOIN ME AT http://www.facebook.com/L.L.Biggie?v=feed&story_fbid=215807931559#/L.L.Biggie?ref=profile i'M HOOKED ON THE GAMES THERE Well I turned another day/yr older yesterday and I'm not very happy I want to be a free bird to do as I please like I used to when I was younger. Each day that passes seems like I am more stuck and just slowly dieing in this mundan place. I would like to meet some causual to hang out with that live in the lincoln area and if you like to party better yet
For Keith...i Miss You!
If I leave here tomorrow, Would you still remember me? For I must be traveling on, now, 'Cause there's too many places I've got to see. But if I stayed here with you, girl, Things just couldn't be the same. 'Cause I'm as free as a bird now, And this bird you can not change. And the bird you can not change. And this bird you can not change.Lord knows, I can't change.Bye bye baby, it's been a sweet love. Yea. And though this feeling I can't change. But please don't take it so badly, 'Cause the Lord knows I'm to blame. And if I stay here with you girl, Things just couldn't be the same. Cause I'm as free as a bird now, And this bird you'll never change.And the bird you can not change. And this bird you can not change.The Lord knows, I can't change. Lord help me, I can't change.Lord I can't change.Won't cha fly high free bird, yeah.
Medical Marijuana Initiative (mmi)™
Check out the cool MMI™ Logo Badge merch at my Hempaz-Zazzle Gallery of Products! Robert Hempaz.
Jokes
An 85-year old man was requested by hisdoctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam.The doctor gave the man a jar andsaid, "Take this jar home,  and bring back a semensample tomorrow." The next day the 85-year old manreappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar,which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened, and theman explained, "Well, doc, it's like this – firstI tried with my right hand, but nothing.  Then I tried withmy left hand, but still nothing.. Then I asked my wife for help.  Shetried with her right hand, then her left, still nothing.She tried with her mouth, first with teeth in, then with herteeth out, still no thing. "We even called up Arleen, thelady next door, and she tried, too, first with both hands,then an armpit, and she even tried squeezin' it betweenher knees, but still nothing.." The doctor was shocked! "You askedyour neighbor?"   the old man replied, "Yep noneof us could get the jar open." A Woman'
Pretty Song....applies To A Few Of My Relationships Over The Years....
Da da da da, da da da daDa da da da-da daI don't know if I can yell any louderHow many time have I kicked you outta here?Or said something insulting?da da da da-daI can be so mean when I wanna beI am capable of really anythingI can cut you into piecesWhen my heart is....brokenDa da da-da daPlease don't leave mePlease don't leave meI always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease, don't leave meHow did I become so obnoxious?What is it with you that makes me act like this?I've never been this nastyCan't you tell that this is all just a contest?The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardestBut baby I don't mean itI mean it, I promiseDa da da-da daPlease don't leave meDa da da-da daPlease don't leave meDa da da-da daI always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease, don't leave me[Please Don't Leave Me Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to meI can't be
Swine Flu
My husbands boss is bringing in a bunch of mexicans to work for him right now.  Kinda a scary thing..with this swine flu going on.  What amazes me..hes had a lot of people laid off since november..because of no work. Why not bring them back..before worrying about bringing over people to work?  He does it because he can pay them for cheap labor. He already has a bunch of mexicans working for him now.  Then people wonder..why can't you find a job in America?  Yes..it is partly due to the economy..and partly due to cheap ass people like him..who doesn't want to pay people for what they due.
Women
why are women so damm difficult they are the reason relationships end and marriages fail they are indecisive and change their minds at the drop of a pin. Yes men are bad to but women are worse!
Just Me
Well I have been extremely busy with clients websites and designing everything from simple interface icons to full blown cms themes.  I got my portfolio started but it isn't live yet.  No one n i mean no one gets the link till its live.   I have some free time for a week or so.  If anyone needs any work done to photos or you need a custom "skin" for your page or lounge or w/e u need done let me know.  I am more then willing to help everyone out.  If you need some examples of my work please ask, I can give you a private folder on my server that has everything. Best way to get ahold of me is either in my shoutbox leave your Yahoo IM ID or just simply add mine:  J.Studios Take care everyone.  
"fucking Women"
it seems that through out my whole life ive dated girls that have had bad relationships.....we date i treat them nice like my mom told me to......then they tell me they can do better than me and i get dumped.........its almost like being supportive and encouraging makes them think that the guy that is showing them that is the bad guy.....   maybe you girls on here can tell me what the hell that is all about...........i know its true that nice guys finish last but how many races do i have to run before i win one?..........just one? maybe its me but anytime i have difficulty in my life my so called "friends" offer what they call "help".   now I know im not the smartest guy on the planet but when you offer someone help that doesnt mean "hey that means we are gonna date!"  it means i took the fucking help right???  i just dont understand the fucking women i attract..........its not like i said hey lets date and then you help me i just took the help that was offered.......key word offered
Help Out My Friend New To The Site....
http://fubar.com/user/2949578 show her some love shes a sweetheart...... ty.......        
What Is It
By His Stripes I Am Healed!
Our Strong Story
After 8 long years I finally got up the courage to start a book on the tragedy of  september 11, 2001. This is not for profit or to disrespect any one's feelings, just to put the common people's thought's on the day, there feelings that day, there feelings now about what the government should have done, and what you were doing on that day. This is the true American's story of September 11, 2001.
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Reposts From My Real Blog
(Originally posted to my real blog on 4/30/06) http://hardly-angelic.livejournal.com/57399.html April 30, 1977 - Led Zeppelin breaks the record for the largest attendance for a single-act show in the Pontiac Silverdome with 76,229 in attendance.I was one of the 76,229 fortunate souls, and arguably the happiest person in the entire stadium. I was 15 at the time - ridiculously naive, yet still pretending that I'd seen it all, done most of it, and perfected a lot of it. Led Zeppelin was my favorite band. Actually, it still is my favorite band. One of the things I miss the most about being a teenager is experiencing the sheer joyful rapture that a certain band could bring to you. Those days are gone forever for me now, but I still have a ton of memories. I've seen the original Elton John band; Alice Cooper, back in the days when he was still thought of as a menace; I was fortunate enough to see Freddie Mercury and Queen several times; I've probably seen Kiss more times than I've attended
Comatose
I hate feeling like this I'm so tired of trying to fight this I'm asleep and all I dream of Is waking to you Tell me that you will listen Your touch is what I'm missing And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you Comatose I'll never wake up without an overdose of you I don't wanna live I don't wanna breathe 'les I feel you next to me you take the pain I feel waking up to you never felt so real I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna dream 'cause my dreams don't comfort me The way you make me feel Waking up to you never felt so real I hate living without you Dead wrong to ever doubt you But my demons lay in waiting Tempting me away Oh how I adore you Oh how I thirst for you Oh how I need you
Hammer It Hard
Hammer
Important To Me!
MAY I HAVE ONE PICTURE OF EVERYONE PLEASE? IT IS FOR A SCRAP BOOK! AND DO NOT FORGET TO ADD ME ON MY 3 PAGES PLEASE!undeadsoldier86@yahoo.comwww.fubar.com/undeadsoldier86www.myspace.com/undeadsoldier86
Nsfw
OK so someone went on a flagging  spree, and guess what? I'm sick of it. Red names can hold fingers over their nips and have their whole effing bewbs hanging out, but my CLOTHED photos are a no-no. LOL. Eff you Fubar, you gd prudes. The gd newsletter with their slut of the month makes you think Fubar is all about nudies. Soo all future GGW teaser pics, or just "forbidden" photos will NOT be posted on Fubar, because won't someone please think of the children?! Fetlife.com is way better. And free! I should lock all my non-default albums to family only. At least they can be trusted
Fuzzy Wuzzy Was A Bear
Hi All - Sorry I've been away for so long, but it has been a hectic year. In April of 2010 I had a rather large tumor removed that was playing tag with most of my vital organs. The good news is that it wasn't cancerous. The bad news is I'm still usually in a bit of pain as a result of the surgery. With that little scare out of the way, last summer I decided to redouble my efforts to get my publishing company off the ground. In December 2010 we came out with our first short story collection, with two more following in February and March. We've also signed four authors to contracts for full-length novels - the first one is scheduled to come out in August 2011. I'll private message anyone that wants the website for the company. I'm still working 60-80 hours weeks, so I probably won't be here as often as I used to be. Just wanted to say miss you all and hope to be getting more time to catch up with everyone. Kenny (fwwabear)   Hi - I get asked a lot of questions about the teddy bears,
Watch Out For Him He Will Scam U
watch out for this fucking guy he scammed a good friend of mine and now she is out of alot of fubucks buecause of this jerk    http://www.fubar.com/user/2312587   Little Angel AKA Michelle,OWNED BY KAT1114 SHADOW LEVAL:this fucking jerk scamed me out of 6 mill told me he would send me a 65 credit bling pack, i sent the fubucks but he didnt sent the bling pack 
Life!
Live life to the fullest! Otherwise u will miss things that truely matter in life.
If I Ran The Country
Make Sum Money
hey wats good could u do me a favor a register to my search engine i just made just type this in www.invite5.com/99543HS i just want people to look out it only takes a few seconds honestly and when your done can u copy this message and send it 2 ya friends please This is not a spam message it is really me Melvin aka Yung Fresh aka Mj lol help me out
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Loves You
Wizzy
Military Suppporter 110% All The Way
    I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan . After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard the soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base ' His friend agree
About D Nation
 DO YOU WANT TO JOIN A MOB FAMILY? WHY NOT JOIN THE BEST ONE ON MOBSTERS. WE ARE A STRONG AND LOYAL FAM 3OO MEMBERS STRONG WE HAVE MANY ALLIES AND PEOPLE THAT JUMP PEOPLE JUST CAUSE THEY SPEEK OUR NAME IN DESRESPECT. WE BACK EACH OTHER WE KILL, AND WE DIE TOGETHER  WE WILL TEACH YOU HOW TO PLAY THE GAME TO THE FULLEST.WE DONT TOLLERATE DISHONESTEY OR BIGGOTS,OR RACISTSBUT IF UR LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO GET UR BACK A FAM THATS ALWAYS DOWN MSG ME....                                                      TSKELLY  DNATION BOSS/RECRUITER   DNATIONRECRUITING@GMAIL.COM
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Pour Mon Beau Puma
c'est amazin comment quelque chose aussi simple qu'un sourire peut vous inciter à changer votre vue sur des choses. Tandis que non étonné par ce seul. je suis étonné comment un sourire que vous ne pouvez pas voir vous rend heureux. Merci sexy. Vous m'étonnez conitnually. Hmmm fait le massage la nuit venir à l'esprit…
If We Had Sex
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!1. Would you be in control?2. Would you pull my hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Would you let me give you a hickie?9. How many rounds would we go?10. What would you wanna do afterwards?11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?12. Would you lick and bite me all over?13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time?15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?16. Would you want fast or slow?17. Where would you wanna "do it"?18. Would you be loud or quiet?19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?20. What position would we do it in?21. Do you like me?22. Would you call me the next day?23. Would you scratch me?
Best Friends
Some times in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding But theres also a chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better then you know yourself is the same who's been standing beside you all along.
How To Spot A Cheater
81% of women openly admit that they flirt with men they don’t know on a regular basis, even if they’re in a relationship or married. What this means is that although they may not go any further than flirting, the vast majority of women do find enjoyment in playing and leading on guys other than their boyfriends or husbands. It therefore goes without saying that some, unfortunately, will get a taste for that pleasure and actually choose to take it the one step further – which usually means going behind their partners’ backs and sleeping with another guy. So what can you do as a man who suspects their girlfriend is cheating on them? If you ask her outright, she’ll probably deny it, which is neither here nor there when it comes to uncovering the truth. The answer lies in finding hard, undeniable proof of her deception, so you don’t need to directly ask her if she’s being faithful to you. In this article, I’m going to tell you about a few o
D Nation Commandments
Ten Commandments "I swear to be faithful to D Nation, should I betray, my flesh will burn!" 1.  You must use the D Nation Banner at all times when playing mobsters2.  You are responsible for adding all of the D Nation Family3.  You should report to our War Room every time you log in4.  Always being available for D Nation when in the mobsters app is a duty    5.  You should not use the family as personal body guards.  We are down for our family but do not involve the family in minor scuffles like "he or she hit me 4 or 5 times off the fight list.6.  You should be willing to protect your family, even if you must die to do so!7.  Never commit to an alliance between D Nation and any other Family without approval from the D Nation Godfather.8.  All Family members must be treated with respect9.  When asked for any information, the answer must be the truth10.  People who cannot be a part of D Nation:Anyone who holds title in another mobster familyAnyone who behaves poorly & doesn't hold to
Funny!!
~*poetry*~
Love is like a butterfly. It has wings and can soar high--  Like the sprited eagle, or It crawls without flight, And like the tortise It never reaches its ectasy! So look above the clouds not beind you-- And your world will become a fantasy Of magic, mystery and romance. And you'll dance through life Meeting new challenges each day, whereas, If you crawl, only looking in front of you, Life will become dull and routine. So spread your wings and fly And like the butterfly, Life becomes a gift-- And your treasures in life Are wings of flight--- To any destination you choose I sat with you on that last silver night, thinking that it was so cruel of God to allow the only flaw in that crisp evening to be the menacing glances flowing like currents through the water from your eyes to mine. I thought I would surely die from one more jolt of malice. But through my time-tested armor you rocked me at my core. Your disgust was tangible and it would be a few years before I sent that current back
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mellowmode@ fubar
Why.....so.....serious?
Why do some people on this website take eveything so seriously?  I mean last I remember this is basicly a meet and greet site....right!  Everytime I log onto fubar i feel like walked back into high school.  You know what I mean?  You remember....you got your "in" clique, "stoners", "nerds", "jocks", "emo's", (they called them goths when I was in high school).  I come to fubar to unwind from the days restlessness and now I got to deal with the teenage mentality that some of the people have on here.  Now I am not saying that everyone on fubar is like that but there is a good number of people here that are.  I say at least say hi to the people that stop and talk to you.  You never know that person just might make your day.
Good Bye For Now To All My Friends
To all my friends i am losing my internet for a while but i will be back as soon as i can get my internet cut back on so to all my friends get drunk have fun and play a lot on fubar for me see you all when i do get to make it back take care friends
Tats



So here it goes. I am an er nurse and have worked in many ers before. If you come to the er come in with some sence. I can not help you with something that happened 2 weeks ago. I can only help the present. By the way, I need a work note for yesterday is not an emergency. If you read the big Red letters that say EMERGENCY ROOM it should clue you in that it is not for check ups. Yes we want to help you but medicine is not exact. The person that can and will help you is you. Most doctors and nurses get clued into what is wrong and how to help from you.
Fantasy Angel's Lounge
Tats
Chicks Look Better Online Than Reality!
Why is it that many women look better on their profile than in reality, is it photoshop, or they are trying to be something they are not or is it that they spent 24/7 online and do not go out!Not being disrespectful ladies just curious, so do not get me wrong!  
Heart-aches
The blood that trickelsFrom these veinsAre caused by thoseWho brings these painsThe knife they useTo stab this heartJust makes it's beatCome apartThe breathe it takesIt loses quickThe blood that runsIs not so thickDarkness closesWith every breathIt tastes it's sorrowAnd it's deathThe life that flashesBefore it's eyesAre caught withEvery tear it criesIt envies allThe pain that's deltOf those that onlyIt has feltThe beat is slowing The bloods run dryNow aloneIt lays to dieTime is tickingIt's almost outSo where's the strengthFor one last shoutIt will not moveThere it liesWith one last breatheThat's where it dies in silence i suffer,no one shall know,the things that i do,will not let it show. this bleeding i do,is not seen by eyes,for everythings that bleeds,has its own descise. in silence i suffer,with nothing at all,nothing to hold me,tis why i fall. I grasp in the darkness,for something to hold,but the walls are smooth,nothin shall mold. the rush of this fear,that enters my heart,makes
Dumb Bitches
Rep. Michele Bachmann, R-Minn, says she finds it an "interesting coincidence" that the last U.S. swine flu outbreak occurred under a Democratic president.  However, it occured in 1976, when Republican Gerald Ford was president.  Bachmann made her comments to Pajamas TV on Monday.  She said she's "not blaming this on President Obama" but found it an interesting coincidence.  A call to Bachmann's office Tuesday wasn't returned.  --taken from the Star Tribune, Wednesday, April 29th, 2009 I honestly hate this woman...  I don't know how she got reelected.  Let's nevermind that the outbreak happened outside of the U.S., and nevermind that it's pretty much a 50/50 chance that there'll be a Democrat in office when ANY kind of disease outbreak happens...
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Unsent Letters
You were an indiscretion. It's a mistake I'd rather not repeat, though I know I probably will. I won't apologize, at least not to you. You got exactly what you asked for, though it may not have been what you wanted. That's how this works, i don't know why you can't see that. Nothing is asked of you, from you. Give you what you ask for, nothing more. You look past her, through her, never at her. You don't see HER. But you want her to see you, you need it. You know that's why you came, though it's probably not the excuse you give yourself and it's not the one you gave at the door. What do you tell yourself? Why do you keep going there? You can't hide it from her, she looks straight into you, exposes the lies you tell yourself, tears down your walls. So you go, unload all of your dirty secrets on her; no shame, no judgement, no regret, just release. You never ask what she keeps from you, what secrets she's hiding, wouldn't tell you if you did. But you thought you saw something, learned so
A Moment Froze In Time...
Not A Two Way Street
i think its funny i have a friend on my friends list i wont give a name becuse iam not like that but anyways   i was asking her what was wrong and she said that she really hate men now and i ask why she said its becuse they treat her like shit and never really talk to her only when they want to pretty much and thats when i told her oh kind of like what you did to me at the time when we use to talk iam not shock thats happens alot to me  anyways what i think is funny alot of people on here men and woman alike say there looking for that special person wether it may be on here or offline if you dont want to be treat like a stuck up bitch like tons of people who act like it on here then start treating others the way you want to try walking in there shoes and no there is more to a person then there looks like there heart and personailty you may not have to like them but atlest respect them people of all races and ages still have  feelings rember that
Vamps Goth Poems
I wish I can forget youand never feel deep painI wish I can bury our memoriesAnd never dreaming youI try to hold back my tearsTrying so hard to erase you from my black heartBut I can’t, I am to weak on you!I just lay here and bleeding for youAnd waiting to death knock on my door, to take me awayWhy are you in my dreams?Why can’t you just let me to die into your armsto feel my heart heatbut you just leaving me all alone with lonelinessbleeding is the only way I can forget youbleeding is the only way I can kill my painwalking through the endless dark pathyearning to taste my fears and as I was walking through my endless pathI just open my arms and letting death taking me into his armsAnd leaving all behindAnd yet again, you are to blind to see how much I love youYou are even to blind to feel I have touched your black heartI am bleeding for youI am bleeding for your loveI wish you can drown in my loveAnd to feel my broken heart into little peaceI wish you can burn into flames
Ice's Blogs
What Seemed Like The Most Perfect Evening!!!!
The lights dim,the soft romantic music seemed to be playing in the background.The atmosphere seemed pefect,everything seemed just PERFECT,he stood up smiling,gazing at her beauty and walked over to her seat,He held out his hand and asked ,,,"MAY I HAVE THE HONORS OF HAVING THIS DANCE,WITH YOU ?BEAUTIFULL LADY.She blushed a tad,looking innocently down,then back into his eyes.Yes i'd love to she told him,as she smiled and grabbed his hand.He slowly led her to the dance floor.the dim lights made her look angellic and float towards the dance floor.Taking one hand and holding it in his,and wrapping his other arm around her waist.He stepped closer to her as he gently pulled her to him,she laid her head on his chest,,she could feel his chest rise and fall with every breath and hear his heart beat loud and strong,,they danced and danced,,till the music played no more,,he whispered in her ear,i have a little something ,that i would like to give you,they stopped,,he stared straight into her mesm
We Need A Leader Like This
    Prime Minister Kevin Rudd - Australia Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks.. Separately, Rudd angered some Australian Muslims on Wednesday by saying he supported spy agencies monitoring the nation's mosques. Quote: 'IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS, MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali , we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians. ' 'This culture has been developed over two centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom' 'We speak mainly ENGLISH, not Spanish, Lebanese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society . Learn the language!' 'M
Mr. And Mrs. Roderick Burrell
 
What A Kiss!!!
    "what a kiss means" Kiss on the stomach = Im readyKiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"Kiss on the Ear = Your my everythingKiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"Kiss on the Lips = I love you"What the gesture means...Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go"Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you"Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"--Advice--Dont ask for a kiss, take one.If you were thinking about someone while reading this,you're definitely in Love.
Mr. And Mrs Teron Nash
 
Females That Rock
Just Thinking
Ok so guitar hero 5 was just released and again the didnt put a single led zeppling song in the game. WTF? Then I learned that they give you a copy of van halen if you buy guitar hero 5. Ok so we have aerosmith and van halen. Jimmy page is like the best guitarest still alive so I only have one question. What do zepp lovers have to do to get some songs on a guitar hero? Ok so as i sit here wondering about so many things one come us more then once. What is up with crazy people? I mean first of all that guy from the Village goes compleatly nuts trying to pull some lame stunt. Then Billy Bob is screaming at some guy that just trying to do his job. Why do people think this is fun?
Hvac Service
I have worked in the HVAC service field for over 6 years now. I have had home owners answer door in robes, spandex and, various other sexy attire. I have been flirted with and casually touched. I am curious if some sexy housewives do more than that with some service men. I may have just not pursued it far enough. 
My Thoughts
              Want me to be your slave for a month?! Come place your bids on me, in the Fubar Addict Auction! (if you can't place a bid, please atleast rate the picture) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&i=1559674564&albumid=1666344#1559674564   Thanks to all my awesome friends! *muah* I always say that life is an endless path and which ever way we take on that path is how we are going to live our lives. Some paths take us on enless adventures while others are bumpy obsticals. Whatever decision we make, it gets us to where we are all today. My life has been an endless obstical but rewarding in the same aspect. For those who don't know me as well, I'm a single moth
Goal Xd
Tests No Need To View
Boobs?
Okay I have nothing to say about boobs.. however, I do have a thing or two to say about my shop on Etsy.com Anyone that wants to make their homemade goods and sell them has the right to do so on Etsy! It's a wonderful place. Please take a look at my pieces.I have 14 of them up for sale. Google MaryBetsy83 on Etsy.com and I promise  you'll find me there!   If you are a girl and you like bracelets on your wrist and you don't like to pay an arm and a leg for a braceelet, them I have the solution for you!   Etsy.com/MaryBetsy83 !!!!!!!
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Yes Mistress!
Backstabbing Shadow Leveler
ALRIGHT PEOPLE I AM NOT GOING TO DRES THIS ONE UP LIKE NORMAL. HELL THIS IS ONE PERSON THAT DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE GLAMOURISED. AS YOU WILL SEE SHE APPROACHED ME TO HELP HER SET HER LOUNGE UP. I DID NOT ASK TO BE A PART OF IT. YOU WILL SEE I HAVE BLANKED HER SURNAME OUT SO SHE CAN NOT ACCUSE ME OF HANDING OUT ANYTHING PERSONAL. THEN ONCE I HAD BUILT THE SAID LOUNGE (SWEET JEALOUSY) SHE PROCEEDS TO BAN ME AND ALL MY REAL LIFE FAMILY AND STAFF ARE EJECTED AS YOU CAN SEE IN THE FOLLOWING SCREEN SHOTS. SO I FEEL THAT EVERYBODY SHOULD BE AWARE OF THIS BACKSTBBING AND GIVE HER A WIDE BERTH. I DO NOT WANT HER TO BE ABLE TO USE ANYBODY ELSE LIKE THIS. OH AND THE REASON THERE IS NO BACKGROUND IS I DELETED IT FROM MY PHOTOBUCKET HELL SHE IS NOT HAVING MY PICS IN THERE AFTER THIS. HERE SHE IS FOLKS STAY CLEAR OF HER AND HER USING WAYS DON’T GET SUCKED IN LIKE I WAS Tr墥 §håÐðw Lêvêlêr †êåm LêåÐêr { £µ ÖwñêÐ Ðj þïêr¢êÐ }@ fubar UPDATE SHE HAS CLOSED THAT LOUNGE AND OPENED ANOTH
The Last Time
i dont know ive been cold for far to long ive seen you through the bottom of a hole i know everything will be ok the suns gonna shine down on me some day youre my storm lightning dancing in the sky so keep on smiling, keep on laughing, till the rain goes away. i dont know ive been so cold those days are gonna come when the rain goes away and your laughing for the last time....so keep on smiling the sun will shine some day the sun will shine some day
Survey Again.
in no particular order...01. Slayer - Seasons In The Abyss02. At The Gates - Slaughter Of The Soul03. Judas Priest - Painkiller04. S.O.D. - Speak English Or Die05. Metallica - Master Of Puppets06. Morbid Angel - Covenant07. Satyricon - Now, Diabolical08. Ozzy Osbourne - No Rest For The Wicked09. Iron Maiden - The Number Of The Beast10. 3 Inches Of Blood - Advance & Vanquish11. GWAR - America Must Be Destroyed12. Venom - Black Metal13. Manowar - Hail To England14. King Diamond - Abigail15. Pantera - Vulgar Display Of Power16. Fight - War Of Words17. Megadeth - Countdown To Extinction18. Destruction - The Antichrist19. Toxic Holocaust - An Overdoes Of Death20. Carnivore - Retaliation21. Motorhead - Rock N Roll22. Moonspell - Sin/Pecado23. Dimmu Borgir - Death Cult Armageddon24. Carcass - Necroticism25. Kreator - Pleasure To Kill26. Exodus - The Fabulous Disaster27. Sepultura - Arise28. Kyuss - Blues For The Red Sun29. Evile - Enter The Grave30. Strapping Young Lad - City
Family
Well, I'm not GETTING the LOVE I Deserve and Expect from some of my Family Members,  So this Contest is OPEN to all Family, Friends and Fans and Fans of. SHOW ME THE LOVE. The TOP 5 People, whomever they may be, will be placed in my TOP of Family, Friends and whatever other positions of Honor. Will also receive 1-Cherry Bomb per week for a month 1-Auto 11 per week for a month The most expensive Bling that Fubar has A Salute   How do I get all this? BY SHOWING ME THE LOVE. HOW? You may ask, For the next 7 days, (RTF) Return the Favor. That's all you have too do, I rate your Page, You Rate mine. I rate 5 of your Pics, You rate 5 of mine.  Or any number therefore I but you a Drink, then you buy me one. And So on and So on.   SIMPLE.   GOOD LUCK EVERYONE.     Ok, I know everyone is been waiting and watching for this,  Just to let you know, because of the responses to the Contest there were some slight changes.  The TOP 5 will still be named as planned and as they have
Dinos Bar&grill
we are looking for new staff greeter,enforcer,doorman,promotors djs,bartenders and u like to join talk to biker ,ice_biatch,djice,axebender
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Fubar Help, Doesn't Help On Nsfw Pictures
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Poetry
I can feel the smoothness of your skin My lips brush against your hair And follow the curve of your neck The same thing always brings me back here I'm addicted I can feel your heart beating so hard Your pulse I can feel at my lips I let my teeth tear at you You sink into me I'm addicted It's like floating, the feeling created You become part of me once again The moistness of your skin, the blood and just you I'm addicted My lips go to meet yours and you take yourself in The bitter-sweet taste and I'm yours again Forever addicted   I see this Women Clad in dark, indigo denim and my entire, Accumulative Ambition as a male. The final abyss, Land of good company And the only home for me, Should be a sight mediocre when compared to this beauty (To put Beauty to shame). Honestly, it is a scientific fact that the sun rises each day only So that we may see this Morning Star and sets only so that we may not go blind from staring too long. My eyes afire, she walks about as the Love-child of se
For The Men Of Fubar!!!
I am SOOOO freaking sick of guys shouting me asking me to talk dirty to them. So here it is- DO NOT ask me to talk dirty to you. DO NOT ask me for dirty pics or to see my NSFW pics. If I think you are worthy I will make that choice. If you ask for my messenger I will give it to you if I want to. Do not ask me repeatedly. IT WILL GET YOU NOWHERE! If I do give you my messenger the same rules apply. I will not talk dirty to there or send you pics. If I do give you my messenger do not expect me to be able to talk to me ALL the time. If you harass me I will not talk to you ever again. I DO have a life outside of fubar! Oh and I don't want to see your cock pics either!!! Remember this- I am a woman and I will not tolerate being treated with out respect. Be on your best behavior and you may get somewhere with me! Thanks for reading!
Amantes
Miro el alba y en el instantes pienso Recuerdos gratos, que dominan mi mente Tu aroma de mujer que en mi pecho aloja Sonrisas y pasiones que compartí contigo   Elevo una plegaria, para que mi amor te alcance Llene tu corazón, de emoción, e ilusión constante Al sentirte lejos de mis brazos, pues ya tú te marchaste Sabiendo que al final, seremos dos amantes
Fubar Leveling Up
Hello all I recently lfigured out how to level up really fast. I started my page yesterday and Im already a 10. I rated all those people with auto 11's on. I havent run out of photo rates and level up extremly fast.  Most people with auto 11's have ez rate folders that make it even faster to rate.  It may not be as much fun as looking and rating pictures and people as you would prefer to check out but you will take off in you level.
About Me
I am 5'3" I weigh 199 for now i will lose weight i have colored for now........I am alright till u piss me off like if u beat or cheat on them or talk bad about any body in my family i would have to kick ur ass so like i said dont piss me off other than that we will be fine to get along with
What's 20/20 With One Eye Closed
104 degrees of solitude   sounds of white noise echo through beige walls and grey thoughtthis light never seemed so dull beforelifeless......a constant quandaryI feel tormentedif these mutating walls could talkthey would speak of the skeletonsyou've gracefully swept under the welcome matif history is bound to repeat it's selfam i destine for sorrow?I'm tethered to this carouselspinning to the verge of insanityan all aboard ridewithin my carnival from the eyes of madnessfrom a distance I hear the music box clamormelding with alarm clock wailstrapped in a lucid synergysemi-conscious harrowingthrust upon mental betrayalwhy cant i free myselffrom this war waged in my headi'm my own worst enemyyet i cant be defeated.........soulless in a schitzophrenic webtangled through the silkof chaotic synapsesi'm better left for dead....... a subtle difference between madness and realityhidden through vacant skiesfalling far from this deitychaotic deafening criesI can't make sense anymoreof this jux
Soapbox
The American Legion National Headquarters is currently designing and constructing an online secure-access area to provide more direct support to our members. In keeping with The American Legion grassroots tradition, The American Legion member secure-access will need to be designed to serve your membership needs and enhance your online experience. If you are a member of The American Legion, American Legion Auxiliary, Sons of The American Legion and wish to contribute to ensure our web functionality truly serves your needs, please send your suggestions, concerns, and questions to jkong@legion.org. Sincerely,Jin KongThe American Legion Internet group
Where Can I Find A Good Women
ok so i have tried a few different places to pick up women and have found that i dont like what i find there.  ive done the church thing and the bar scene and kinda online ( i met her in the bar but i got to know her online.  so where is a good place to meet women.
We Survived
 Live simply, love generously, care deeply, speak kindly, leave the rest to God."      Mary Tiller Campbell> > > > > You have all heard these things before but it is always fun to revisit.> > > > > > > > > > > > Attached Message> > > > > > > > This brought back many memories...enjoy.> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > *THOSE BORN 1920-1979> > > > READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ> > ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED **> > **> > TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1920's,30’s 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! **> > **> > First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they> > were pregnant. **> > **> > They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get> > tested for diabetes. **> > **> > Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs> > covered with bright color ed lead-based paints. **> > **> > We** *had no child* **proof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets> > and whe
Gods Plan
PERFECTION IS A BITCH....BABYGIRL I UNDERSTAND.... IT'S GOTTA BE KINDA HARD TO BE YOU.... BEING THE BIGGEST PART OF GODS PLAN..... BUT HOW DO YOU MAINTAIN THAT ORBIT THAT THE WORLD SITS UPON......? IT HAS TO BE DIFFICULT....... TO BE THE ONLY  GIRL THAT NEVER GETS IT WRONG...... I JUST DON'T GET THE FACT THAT EVERYTHING YOU DO COULD BE RIGHT.......AT TIMES I CAN'T RELAX I LOSE SLEEP AT NIGHT....... PONDERING THE INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF CORRECTNESS..... I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE AS PERFECT AS YOU THINK..... BUT BABYGIRL YOU ARE INFECTIOUS...... I CAN FO SHO SEE ACTIVITY IN YOUR NEUROCONNECTIONS...... SO AS THE WORLD REVOLVES SOLELY IN YOUR PRESENCE..... I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT I FIT IN THE COLLECTION OF DEBRIS LEFT IN YOUR WAKE......... BLESSED TO LOOK UPON YOUR FACE AT THOSE TIMES YOU TURN AWAY FROM THE SUN........ SO YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME ANY TIME THAT YOU ARE SEARCHING....I'LL BE IN THE BACCGROUND IN YOUR SHADOW.........LURKING.......
Last Halloween Bondage Party
  I went to a Halloween Bondage party at an old deserted house here in Bend, Oregon. There was 6 Dommes at the party and was suppose to be other subs at the party. But, it ended up that I was the only sub to show up for the party. I was told to be ready and wearing only my black nylon g-string by 7:00 pm. That a couple of Ladies would be there at my place to bring me to where the party would be held.At 7:00 pm I was sitting in my living room watching a scary movie of course waiting for them to show up. About 10 minutes after 7 I heard a knock on my door. I figured it was either the Ladies here to pick me up or it was tricker treaters. So, I put my bathrobe on before I opened the front door to see who it was. Lucky for me, it was 3 Ladies instead of 2 to take me to the party. As soon as I opened the door, they grabbed me and pinned my arms behind my back. One of the Ladies closed the door and then shoved a big red ballgag in my mouth and buckled it as tight as she could. The strap of t
James Orourke Sr
I am looking at shupey and all is I see is a angel looking back at me.And if she give me a chance to be her friend I would show you love until the end.
Blood On The Moon
Blood on the moon and on your hands, Trouble on its way tonight, A party, a kiss, a broken dream, What a lovely, lonely night. Lovers intertwined, a sickening view, The calm before the storm breaks, My hands trace me swollen lips, And then my whole body shakes. I walk with my shadow, hand in hand I feel the darkness ease my pain, I hear echoes of your laughter, How quickly love makes you insane. Are you watching this moon too? As she lies on your bed? Funny how when you close your eyes, It's me you see instead. Friendships shouldn't be broken, Love should last above all, But what if the one that trips you, Only watches you fall? I walk alone amongst lovers, A freak amongst the rest, Am I damaged enough for you now? Did I pass the test? When you finally miss me, I hope you've memorized my face, It's your turn to reach out to me, And feel only empty space. Blood on the moon and on your hands, Trouble on its way tonight, I sit alone, small, tain
Every Failure's As Sweet As The Last
With starving appetites for arguments, You remind me of a secret I was never meant to tell. Life is just a trial, and we're waiting for the verdict, Guilty as charged, for loving you too much. Sentenced to losing it all. Your memories leave me gasping for breath I've long lost, Drowning in flames, Burning in water, Dying with a perfect smile on my face as you watch, Your biggest triumph, withering in front of you. Everybody's waiting for that something to hold onto, For something worth keeping. I'm tripping over all the promises into a self dug grave, I spiral down, just to find you. Every failure's as sweet as the last. I never knew you were a Saint, What a shameful fall from Grace, I'll catch you if you let me, I'll give you everything if you promise me tomorrow. You can smile smugly at me, Mockingly motion me forward Enjoying my weakness of heart, for following. But one day boy, you'll be locked up tight, In a heart shaped grave, I promise never to
I Heart You.
Suicidal yes a sad word but right now a light I might fall to that temptation and kill myself tonight but if i do always remember I heart you you are the one for me even if I'm not yours I will love you till the day i die I heart you always now and to the end my heart wont mend till I'm with you because that's how much I heart you
Starry Night
They sat in the grasslooking up at the night skyfive minutes later they were holding handsand looking into each other's eyesshe looked down at the grassbut he tilted her chin upthere were butterflies in her stomachand at that moment, she knew she was in lovehe kissed her ever so gentlyas if afraid she might breakhe was the one who saved herand together they helped each other escapehe was amazing to herand didn't seem to have any flawsin a room full of peoplehe was the only one that she sawshe sat wrapped in his armshearing his steady heartbeathe was her one and onlywho had swept her off her feethe loves her tooshe's his angel from up abovehe would do anythingfor his one true lovehe knew he was in loveby the way he felthow every time she came aroundhis heart would just start to melthe snapped back into realityand looked back down at the girlshe was adorable to himand to him she meant the worldwithout her would be likepiglett without poohif he lost his beautiful angelhe would not know wh
Meeting New People
The Forgotten One
The girl walks alone Only loneliness this world has shone Every night she silently cries As her emotions she tries to hide A remnant of someone real Is all she feels Shes no longer even remembered in this place By her fear every night she was chased She used to be But no longer can you see For she is long dead And this is what upon her tombstone was read "Hear lies the fallen girl Unknown to this entire world Left to die alone Now the earth in loneliness she roams."
Stupid Ass People
There's a radio dj in this establishment that I am dieing to tell off.  I can't and won't say any names, but if that certain dj reads this, I hope your radio startion's doing a hell of a lot better than your fucking ego and personality are!  As far as I'm concerned, you can fuck off and go to hell!  Oh I forgot! You're already there!  So kiss my ass!
Poetry
My mind  Like a twisted maze Clouded  With thoughts of frustration & sorrow Not sure  If I should bottle it or confide Hatred inside  Built up from pain & lies Clinching my fists  As I fall to my knees Looking up  As Tears fall from me Arching back  Screaming in rage Somebody please  Release me from this cage!     Standing here alone  Staring into the sky  I ask God why  Why me Why take away sixteen years of my life  What did I do wrong I had a dream set and now it's gone  You're telling me that I have to stay strong? Well, how are you suppose to do that  When you feel like you don't belong I hate this  I feel so out of place It's as if  My soul has disappeared without a trace Life is a maze  It'll leave you in a daze Where one door opens  Another will close Always feeling the pain  Though it never seems to go away Crying out for help  But not sur
Fuppedduck Spots
List your favorite hangout or party spot:
Myspace Friends
Legalize
Every one who wants weed to be legal dial this number, as soon as they get a million calls, it will be presented to barack obama and they will try to leaglize marijuana!!!!   The number is 1-973-409-3274
Here It Is
Everything is perfectEverything is worthlessNo reason to liveNo need to dieI am the ugliestMost beautifulMost hatefulMost caring personI am in pain all dayAnd feel nothing all the sameI hate being in loveBut I love being lovedI despise violenceBut beat myself up everydayI hate being this wayBut I love being nothingI tried to pull the triggerBut nothing came out...   Am not quite sure what I'm doing anymore...Ever. And just so you know, this isn't meant to be one of those "Oh please, show me some pity!" Deals. This is just for me to say. I wake up with no real aim, I mean I know what I want to do with my life, but I don't know how to occupy my life until then. I'm always broke, so when my friends do something, I need to get money from them and I can't pay them back, which makes me feel like shit.   I can never keep a relationship because I can't seem to keep anyone happy. I can always find a way to do something wretchedly stupid. And anyone I seem to crush on remotely, finds someone el
_angel_exclusive_
Hi! This time I thought I would share with you something wonderful I found on the internet. Its a wonderful piece on LIFE depicting us a Juggler. We juggle some of the most salient aspects of life as balls giving more importance to one and forgetting the others. The author of this piece is Unknown but truly, TRUTHS ARE UNIVERSAL. Here we go: Juggling Your Life >>> Imagine LIFE as a Game in which you are juggling some FIVE BALLS in the air. >>> You name them - Work, Family, Health, Friends and Spirit, and you’re keeping all of these in the air. >>> You will soon understand that WORK IS LIKE A RUBBER BALL. If you drop it, it will bounce back. >>> But the other FOUR balls: Family, Health, Friends and Spirit are made of Glass. // >>> // If you drop one of these, they will be irrevocably scuffed, marked, nicked, damaged or even shattered. They will never be the same. You must understand that and strive for BALANCE in your life. HOW? >> 1) Don’t undermine your worth
I Think
Joke Time
A LONGSHOREMAN WENT TO THE DOCTORS SAYING: "DOC? I CAN'T SEE STRAIGHT?" THE DOCTOR REPLIED: "TAKE OFF THE HARDHAT DUMBY, IT'S ON BACKWARDS!"   OK, IT'S WORTH A CHUCKLE ANYWAYS.....LEAVE SOME COMENTS PLEASE....THANKS OK.....HERE WE GO AGAIN IF YOU HAVE A DIRTY DIAPER IN ONE HAND AND A LONGSHOREMAN SHAK'N THE OTHER, WHA-CHA GOT? TWO HANDS FULL OF CRAP THAT-CHA GOTTA GET RID OF............LAAAAAAAAAME I KNOW? I KNOW? I KNOW? MY JOKES ARE BAD BUT CHA GOTTA @ LEAST READ 'EM? PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESE? OK, SO THE LAST JOKE WAS KIND OF LAME SO I'M TRYING ANOTHER ONE TO REDEEM MYSELF? WHAT DOES A LONGSHOREMAN AND A TOILET BOWL HAVE IN COMMON? A LONGESHOREMAN TALKS WHAT A TOILET FLUSH'S.......... AND AHHHHHHHHHHHH, YEAH, I'MJ A LONGESHOPREMAN SO YA'LL CAN'T SAY THAT I'M PICK'N ON 'EM......HE HE HE HE HE
Private Thoughts...
Things I Written
MY DILEMA I walk in dark mists of despairSilence whispers of doomFlickers of hope flitter byAlways out of reachMy hands grasp for themFinding only empty airI wonder where is the lightMy feet are leadMy lungs burn for airNot tainted with doomA shinning presence callsForward I search for its voiceSearching never findingI feel him nearbyBlinded I can not see himWeary beyond expressionI cannot reach himFilthy with smoky darkneessI am ashamed to be in his presenceBathed in warm lightI am blind and coldWrapped in his loveI find no comfortSeemingly forever MY DADDY Gentle HandsWarm smileGraying hairWhiskered faceCrooked walkLoud talkStrong armsClouded eyesSick sapLove warpedDevil drunkSweet soberTroubled soulWord wonderFix-er-upperLies stillEver more Dream Lover He is a player on the screen of nightsHe can be touched, smelt, tasted, feltBut never is he clearly seenEyes closed imagination says he's fair of faceHe knows my secret placesHe excites me to greatest ecstasyHe knows the words to s
Staff Bulitens
Do you have what it takes to be a Reject? Come Play with Sin Live in Devils Rejects! No Sin is as Satisfying as playin in the Devils Rejects!! so what are you waiting for?
Private Thoughts...
Texas Godfather
  Its always too hard say godbye to someone you love and its even worst if you can never find yourself to cry every time i think about it never getting the chance to say goodbye but still never crying at the fact your no longer here it makes me die over and over inside its make feel as if i didnt care enough about you to shed tears as i paid my respects when you were once one of the most important aspects in my life Its alwayz hard to sit through a funeral without crying but its even harder to go through life knowing that you didnt cry you couldnt cry at your sons funeral I love you When I became your friend, I never thought it will be like this, it will be so beautiful........I want to talk to you, I want to share with you, I want to see you.......I wait for you, and when you reply, I feel so good. I don't know, how I got attached to youin so small time......I
Free Time
Evil Never Dies
Evil Never Dies has a cool contest coming up! I will give you the time, date and other specifics ones we have a few more of the ideas down. So far, the Idea that I have for those who can drive or have cars is to put E.N.D on your license plate. Whether it be your back plate, or front glamour plate it doesn't matter. Hell, get it airbrushed on your car and you're in the running! I have run this by Maya and she likes it so I am asking you to think of some cool Ideas too. Here are some examples of the plates: END HATE, 666HATE666, END4LIFE or EvilovEND, Please and just make sure that it as E.N.D. on it. If you're going to airbrush feel free to be more creative with what you use!!! We will be having prizes for all contests so come up with ideas and be sure to run them by me and I well type it all up. I need each and every one of you to join in on this please. No idea is a bad idea and we'll push through as many as we can. Of course we wont be able to use every one but we'll do all we can t
The Way I Am
These are my words, everyone see's who I appear  to be, but only a few know the real me, you can only see what I choose to show you, but there is way more to me than what the eye see's. There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama, and those people who create it, and tell you things to create false hopes and dreams, knowing they would never be, create a hope in your heart and mind, for false happiness, and joy. so it is time for me to surrond myself with people who want to know me and care and share thoughts that are true, and laugh and be full of joy. These fellings drown the memeries of bad, and soley for good. we live once, and life is to short, to go through with false memories, and bad, create and nothing less than happines is where I want to be. I have built a wall around me, not to block out anyone, but to see who is willing and loving, caring enought to be themselves, and climb over it to share with me there happiness and friendship so Now I hav
April 29th An Before
My Pogo Suspention for Abusive Language in a Chat Room.Maybe I Might be on Fubar a Bit more.Since Most on Yahoo Games Bunch of Nancy's. Temporarily Suspended…Your Pogo privileges have been temporarily suspended due to a violation of our Terms of Service.Violations that can result in a suspension are:Use of abusive or offensive language in the chat roomsHarassment of other playersImpersonation of a pogo official or representativeSending more than 50 messages per dayWhile you are suspended, both your screen name and your IP address may be blocked.Note: If you're sharing an IP address with other people on your home or corporate network, you may be inadvertently blocked if someone else on your network violates our Terms of Service.
Happly Taken
Lookin For My Emmett
IM SOO LOOKIN FOR SOMEONE THAT KNOWS ALL ABOUT OR SOME THINGS ABOUT MY EMMETT PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF U CAN HELP ME PLAY OUT THIS ROLE PLAYIN PLZZZ
Dont Spend Now Earn
Wtf Was I Tryin To Say!?!
'Ello there internet happenin types that might actually hit this up, blog.  Not a whole 100% certain which could be the best reason accusation to stick with when it's a matter of being F'ed U'ed with fubar.  Whether it's an attempt at an email, a shout, a blog response, a gift either even, where's the major malfunction here??  Squeaky gets the oil, m'kay.  If FU-FOCKRS that actually get paid money to upkeep this site are hopefully just too lazy with more words or something, WOW!  Same sh*t GT class in public school was hoping.  And most importantly, are they rewarding one another with their time, cause hell yeah!  Who Isn't Having A Righteous Jolly Great Time Online!!!  Makes me wish almost to just be a parent, then I could just blame my kids then or something, and just like GT class in the past, hell, I'll do it.  I'll fix this damn thing, I probably already wrote the majority of it.  I prefer the usual, no mention, no money, neglect is the reward, go away, leave me alone, unless whil
Guys Take Note./ Women Laugh And Aggree !
The top 40 ways men fail in bed... take notes, all you Casanovas! 1. NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A properly passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2. BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3. NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4. SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for
My Book
My Darkness
Well I am here thanks to a friend lets see where it goes shall we
Were Are The People Who Actualy Talk
Hello Bar
how is every one to-day iam a newbi but trying to find people so write back if youd like looking for friends to drink with and chat with. jason
Outrage Over Arlen Specter
I hope Arlen Specter's party change outrages you. It should for two reasons: First--Specter claimed it was philosophical--and pointed his finger of blame at Republicans all over America for his defection to the Democrats. He told us all to go jump in the lake today. I'm sorry, but I don't believe a word he said. Arlen Specter committed a purely political and self-serving act today. He simply believes he has a better chance of saving his political hide and his job as a Democrat. He loves the title of Senator more than he loves the party--and the principles--that elected him and nurtured him. Second--and more importantly--Arlen Specter handed Barack Obama and his band of radical leftists nearly absolute power in the United States Senate. In leaving the Republican Party--and joining the Democrats--he absolutely undercut Republicans' efforts to slow down Obama's radical agenda through the threat of filibuster. Facing defeat in Pennsylvania's 2010 Republican primary due to his left-win
Lyrics (not Mine)
Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting Seek me, Call me, I'll be waiting This distance, This dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings release, And the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart You know me, you know me all too well My only desire - to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart Am I breathing? My strength fails me Your picture, a bitter memory For comfort, For solace (Seek me) For comfort, (Call
The Dead
WOOT!!!!!!!!! The Dead Rise at the Spectrum on May 1 and 2 Four of the original members of the Grateful Dead are reuniting as The Dead to perform in one of their favorite venues, the legendary Wachovia Spectrum, on Friday, May 1 and Saturday, May 2. The Spectrum is the ONLY venue in which the Grateful Dead have performed in the 60s, 70s, 80s and 90s. Now the historic arena, known as America’s Showplace, is slated for demolition in the fall of 2009. How appropriate the band which holds the record for the most shows ever in the Spectrum will have the chance to visit the Spectrum for two more shows before they “tear this whole building down (from their song “Samson and Delilah”).” While the Grateful Dead haven’t performed at the Spectrum since March 17-19, 1995, the Dead did play at the Spectrum in November 23-24, 2002. The Grateful Dead first performed at the Spectrum on December 6, 1968, as part of the Quaker City Rock Festival along side Steppenwolf and Iron Butterfly. They
Noob 2 Fubar
I'm new to FuBar so im still wroking on my profile but in the meanwhile if any of you have pointers about FuBar i'dluv 2 hear form you.
Going Home!
OK the video is not showing when i embed it, heres the link   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnHtYciIj5U   I posted this video/song because this was the song that really made me realize my next step in life. I know it seems kinda corny, or ya'll are gonna kick my ass cause its "Miley Cyrus" lol. But listen to the words, theres a few lines in the song that made me realize what I had to do and why. Then read the blog. Thanks!       To those of you that know whats been going on with me for the last 7 months, I want to update you. This is also for all the friends that have been wondering where in GODS name I have been for the last few weeks.   First off, I want to thank my best friend lilredvixen. I have been lucky enough to have her in my life for a few years now, and now, for the last 4 months, she and her family have opened their home to me and allowed me the help I've needed. Though, this stay has been great, better knowing her and her family and spending so much time with my
The Troll Files:
Either my trolls have adopted my sense of humor OR I have the humor of a 6 and 8 year old. We were watching UHF, That old movie from 1989 with Wierd Al Yankovic, and -we all laughed at the same parts. Made the three tiers of the christmas village with the trolls tonight. Train tracks up to the top of it. It is going to be a mountain setting this year, Just don't know what to call it. Should I name it A) Zurich, Switzerland or B) Silvertown, Idaho This is more like a mumm, but -I've been banned due to other peoples butthurt. Whaddya Think??? A framed paper with some clip art, a picture of lil girl troll, and the following text>  My Dad is the best! You are the best dad because you take care of me.  You are the best dad because you are nice. You are the best dad because you are a great cook. You are the best dad because you are creative. You are the best dad because you are strong. You are the best dad because you are funny. You are the best dad because you he
Css Zen Garden: Chess Shadow Glass
This was used for my Advanced CSS Course and we had to submit a CSS designed using an external style sheet for our designs.     http://webtech.tstc.edu/students/treate/INEW_2375/Final_Proj/index.html
Angel's Watch Over Me
Different
this is definatly different here,  and looks like its all about partying and well , you tell me. so i guess if i was to sit and get drunk and all Id fit right in, lol!Well unfortunatly I got to old and big for my own good, and won't be posing for any sexy shots. I will say though ,  I am going to be starting an online buisness soon , and would like it if any one reading this would be interested? If so get back to me starting the 5th  of next month , as I will be going thru training for a few day;s and after wards (hopefully) I am ready to get started. Thank's for reading , and have  fun! ellimayc12@yahoo.com
Licky, The Carnivorous Pony
I wont be logging in for a while. Maybe a month, maybe two months. Sorry. My mate's girlfriend freaked out when she met me last night, Scott gave off the impression that I was a boy. She then proceeded to ruining game night. I had never heard so many rude comments till last night. They were "whispered" but we all heard them. She kept trying to convince him that my health card was fake. One thing I have to live with is my name really is Cupid......sometimes their reations are fun, other times their disbelief always manages to piss me off. We laughed it off afterwards, I can't stay mad at someone I don't even know afterall :D 
New
hi im kelly and im new to this place not quite sure how it works any help would be helpful thank u
Crimson Ooze [cybergypsy]
I wrote this a long time ago when I was with my best friend once upon a time. But he wasn't the one. Best friends don't always work out.   I'm sure I'll find the one I really feel like this about eventually though. :) ---- I could swim in a pool of sorrowsJust to show you how I feelThat's how much pain is insideI tell you that it's real. Well maybe that's not what I want to doMaybe I'd hope to fall in love with you. I feel quite aliveI know I'd surviveA moment of pain for youBecause the beat of my heartIs in rhythm with yours too. I could fly for hundreds of milesJust to see your faceYou make me safe and comfortableI'm never out of place I wish you would hold meand never let me go.Every day is an eternityI just thought I'd let you know'Til the day we are togetherI'll be drifting with the stars Just glance up at the Northern lightAnd you'll know I'm not very far. 02/05/2004 Dancing - Elisa   This is exactly how I'm feeling right now. My buddy Aaron sent it to me and it jus
Princess
My Life
What to do, where to go from here. I might not have the perfect life but its perfect enough for me. I have great friends and a wonderful family that supports me in all that I do. I'm recently single and looking for that special somone. I thought I've had that special someone many times but I was wrong. I'm looking for someone to compliment me and someone that I can connect with on a real mature and romantic level. Someone to share the same interests with but still have a competitive edge to things. I love variety but at the same time, having a routine that works is good enough for me. Lately I've been running into old friends, making new friends and having my past come back to make me think about things going on in my life. The new friends that I have met, some think that I'm like the best thing that has ever happened to them while my other old friends that have come back, old feelings have come back as well. The new friends, new feelings have come up that I never knew existed. I want
Irritation
This is the mumm I posted the other night. Since then I've found that he not only blocked me on yahoo but unfriended and blocked me on both here and myspace. So I'm irritated.I was having a conversation with this guy last night that I have been talking to for quite a while on here and yahoo messenger. Our schedules never seem to work out so we can get together.Anyways... He was giving me shit over the fact that I don't have a web cam. I told him that a few people recently keep telling me I need a cam. I thought it was kinda funny.He starts going off about how he dosn't want to know what OTHER PEOPLE want. (he did put it in all caps) He then stormed off the chat. Tonight I found out that he has since taken me off his friends and I'm pretty sure he's blocking me on yahoo.He's not my boyfriend, does he have any reason to be so but hurt over me making this comment?
All For You
Hatred
Why....................... why.................... why.................... because i'm tired of this damn planet and the humans that inhabit it..... maybe i'm just saying that or maybe i mean it...... take a guess and then flip a coin to see if your right. How about i take you for a twisted journey into my sick past so strap in and enjoy the fuckin ride................ Anger, hatred, rage, sadness, sorrow, revenge, and death is what my life revolves around...... yeah i don't look it right? well guess what i am........ cut my rist maybe drink a lol crimson elixer of a new victim or maybe just put some one 6ft under...... yeah it's all very tempting. I've done it all from niddles to exticy. Rapped a couple women hell killed a few ppl even ran a nife into my best friend how ever dispite this i will say this if you've read this and think that this is true you've just been mind fucked! lol
Some Thoughts.
Sorry
Attention all my friends and family out there in fu-land, there's a new lounge opening Friday and it's called Tiki Beach. If you're interested in being staff or just a member, please feel free to contact myself or DJ Mistress Ice, u can find her profile in my family section, please get in touch with either one of us if you are interested, we really need staff badly so please dont hesitate to hit me up. Oh I, had a lot to say.Was thinking, on my time away.I missed you and things weren't the same.Cause everything inside, it never comes out right.And when I see you cry, it makes me wanna die.I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue.I'm sorry about all the things I said to you.And I know I can't take it back.I love how you kiss. I love all your sounds,And baby the way you make my world go round,And I just, wanted to say, I’m sorry.This time, I think I'm to blame.It's harder, to get through the days.We get older and blame turns to shame.Cause everything inside, it never comes out righ
Swine Flu?
Clowns
There are people in this world who dress up and act like clowns; I don't like these people. I am not clownophobic (or to be politically /scientifically correct, coulrophobic). I do not fear clowns. Really. I don't. They are just not nice people. They scare little kids, they cause neurosis in some adults, they have big floppy feet, they try to fit too many of their kind in a car, I could go on and on. You know how people ask:"If you had three wishes, what would you wish for?" My answer is simple. Forget all those answers about world peace and solving the world hunger problem. If I got my three wishes, the world would be a better place (it definitely would be more peaceful without all that honking of those silly horns and without all their horseplay)!  WISH 1: If the word clown is used on a homepage or website, I wish that it was some kind of Internet-Law that it had to be crossed out --just to symbolize how annoying clowns can be.   WISH 2: I wish that all clowns had to go down
Dear Alchohol
Dear Alcohol,First & foremost, let me tell you that I’m a huge fan of yours. As my friend,you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-workcocktail, a beer at the game, and you’re even around at the holidays,hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we’re stuck in the midstof endless family gatherings. However, lately I’ve been wondering aboutyour intentions. While I want to believe that you have my bestinterests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwiseconsequences:1. Phone calls: While I agree with you thatcommunication is important, I question the suggestion that anyconversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2am. Why wouldyou make me call those ex-boyfriends or potentials when I know for a fact they don’t want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2.Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest thatI eat a frozen burrito, along with leftover spaghetti and s
~ My Reading's From Roxy ~
Read from top to bottom Andi Strickler: Cool. Im glad you liked it. So just the general things or anything specific you wanna know about? juju: Love, friendship ... Family Andi Strickler: you got it. we doing a 10 card i assume? juju: yea they seem to be more on point then a 4 card one ... at least fo rmee Andi Strickler: the 10 card ones are deff to the point and more informitive juju: i liked it lots !! Andi Strickler: ooooooook...You member how it works right? You close your eyes and throw in everything dealing with love friendship and family... Andi Strickler: tell me when to stop.. juju: yes i do juju: ok stop Andi Strickler: want the deck cut? juju: the same as last time juju: yea Andi Strickler: did you have me cut it in 3's I dont member Andi Strickler: someone had me cut it in 3's Andi Strickler: lol juju: yea do 3 Andi Strickler: ok juju: ok Andi Strickler: ooook...lest start... juju: all rite And
Music Speaks From The Soul
Britney Spears "Shattered Glass" Oh, oh, oh, oo-oo-oo-oo-oh Oh, oh, oh, oo-oo-oo-oo-oh Did I wake you? Were you sleeping? Were you still in the bed? Or is a nightmare keeping you up instead? Ooh baby, are you feeling guilty for what you did? If you think you're hurting, you ain't seen nothing yet [Refrain:] Was it really worth it? Was she everything that you were lookin for? Feel like a man? I hope you know that you can't come back Cause all we had is broken like shattered glass [Chorus:] You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight My face is gonna haunt you all the time I promise that you gon' want me back When your world falls apart like shattered glass Glass, glass, glass Are you having trouble focusing throughout the day? Do you find yourself still callin' my name? Do you wish you could rewind time and take it back? I bet you realize that she ain't half the woman I am [Refrain] [Chorus] Glass (gl-gl-gl), glass (glee-glee-glee), glass, glass Oh, oh, oh, oo-oo-oo-oo-oh Oh, o
Help Me Help Her
HEY FUBAR! MY NUMBER ONE FAMILY MEMBER AND NUMBER ONE FRIEND IS PAYING 2 MILLION FU BUCKS FOR A 25 CREDIT BLING PACK!!!!! CAN SOMEONE PLEASEGO HELP HER FOR ME!!!!!
Hate
I am always telling my kids you should never hate anything , objects , foods , even people. But I am sitting here after driving off from my own home pissed consumed in hate . Everyone has family issues I have two a brother and a sister who I have no idea how my parents could of produced . The divorce is taking a toll on me after 14 years of being put through verbal hell and losing friends and even being told by him to just stay away from my siblings because they are awful . Funny thing though as soon as divorce was said they are now his two best friends . He said to me tonight as your "friend" he wanted to tell me something that was said . LMFAO as my friend my ass , wasn't a husband ain't never been my friend but tells me something that supposedly I did that my sister's x boyfriend said . My oldest is ten and has had people in and out of her life and her x made a positive impact on her life and she asked me a few weeks back to stop and say hi to him . Knowing her missing him was genui
Crash And Burn
i have terrible luck with men. i pick the wrong ones to go for. i think i'm out to sabbatage myself. i think i on purpose go for men who are not capable of telling the truth, who can't care about anything but themselves and getting laid, i go for people that i know have no intention of being in it for the duration. i think i do it because i'm scared to death of getting close to someone again...i was wicked hurt by the one man that i could honestly say i was in love with. every since then, i just don't trust anyone. i would like to. i would love for someone to prove me wrong, but, that's gonna be hard because i automatically assume that whatever poetry and prose comes out of a man's mouth is complete and utter bullshit. i met someone not too far back that i thought "wow. this person is entirely different than what i'm usually attracted  to. don't be an ass...give him a try." bad fucking idea. he's just like everyone else. talks a damn good game, but, it's words and that's all. it's anot
Nfl Draft
Conspiracy Theory?
Many years ago, well more than 60 years ago, my fraternal grandmother immigrated to the United States, southeast Louisiana specifically. She was looking for a new life, the American dream, for herself and her kids. She immigrated from a bad marriage in Mexico. It’s my understanding that the borders back then were more open.  It was a different time, before overpopulation worries and 911 attacks, when the world could afford to be a little more innocent.   Times are different now. Illegal aliens are running rampant through the state of Texas. There are currently an estimated 22,128,460 illegals in the United States and that number is growing at a rate of an additional 6 illegals per minute. The current Presidential administration seems to be willing to turn a blind eye to this.   Now the threat of illegals is bigger than the occasional Al-Quida that might try to blend in with the illegals. Now we are facing the threat of SWINE FLU.  
You Gonna Kick My Arse?
Bikini Body Workout Secrets
Need A Morph Or Photoshop Work?
Why?
Ti's Trax
Life Sucks And Who Gives A Shit
My Poetry
My thoughts run wild and race to reach a finish line, making my pulse jump with electric shocks that send my blood rushing cold through my veins. Collected yet out of control, spinning with many wild desires that make me contemplate and hesitate wishing someone could just decide for me. With many indecitions,they drive me crazy.Each thought so vivid but also wickedly unclear.I wish someone could just make up my mind for me and point me in the direction I need to go. With every thought that runs wild it creates a frenzy of sleepness nights and hopeless dreams. Maddening me and rendering my hot blood to flow cold. It's a chaotic night for me even when I through it all out to fate. When will it just settle? When will it stop spinning? I can't decide for not one thought will stop.. They loose me in confusion with all there contridictions. Angering me as they just waste time never reaching a final conclusion and ultimate decision. I lay awake with my bones acheing as I break with a cold swe
Talledega
Okay, here's my take on the race at 'Dega...Keselowski is behind Edward's coming to the line...fakes high then dives low...Carl goes to block high...see's the fake and tries to cut off the low pass...Brad can do three things...1. Go below the yellow line and hope NASCAR rules he was forced down there.  2. Back off and settle for second.  3. Stay where he was and hope Carl doesn't pull down on him.  Carl pulled down and Brad already had a fender inside of him...so Carl spins...his car raises off the ground and begins to settle when Ryan Newman's car hits Carls and sends it further into the air.  All the safety equipment did its job...parts will fly off the car or fence when they collide.  The easiest solution to avoid this in the future is for NASCAR to allow passing below the yellow line from the tri-oval to the finish line.  If this rule was in effect maybe Brad pulls low to avoid Carl and they never touch.  Don't change the restrictor plate...don't take away the banking at Dega or Da
Brain Spill
BLOG, stands for Web Log, and we abbrviate BLOG. My first one. What shoudl I say, hell I don't know. Do people really care what otehr people think? What there experiences are, how they feel, who they are?  Are we all really selfish adn evil with a few good tendencies, or are we all kind hearted with a few bad tendencies. Or is it both. What really defines smart people, is it just people we percieve as smart because of there quiet mood, is it people who appear smart because they know something no one else does. What defines a smart person. Is there a difference between smart and inteligent, or creative? What defines a beautiful person? Oh that ones easy, whatever we see in TV, Internet ,a dn magazines. Is the world really going to hell in a handbasket, well lets see. This country fought and died for many rights, and yet now big corporate America ruins these freedoms and oppurtunites by sending all our jobs overseas, so only a few can get even richer.  What is happening? Since when was i
Up The Hill
When we travail up the hill it is aginst our natural tendency and inclination,which perpetually is to desend;and therfore we can not go on ascending without labor and difficulty.But there arises a pleasent prospect to pay us our labor as we ascend,and as we cotinue our labor, still the pleasntness of the prospect grows.Just so is a man paid for his pain and self denial,wisdom is the payment we get for pain.    
Coshocton Swap Meet And Classic Cruise In
  Where: *A Shine Above* (formally known as Murrays Detailing)  1415 Hay Ave. Coshocton Ohio 740-623-0671 Located behind the upper BP on Chestnut   When:    Saturday May 30th and Sunday May 31st               11 a.m. - 5 p.m. Both Days   Swap Meet will run both days- Anyone wanting to sell or trade any used, discontinued or discounted motorcycle or auto parts can be a vendor. 10x10 spots can be reserved by calling 740-622-4178 or 740-623-0671 by May 20th for $20.00 or purchase your spot at the gate $25.00. Vendors must be signed in and setting up by 9 a.m. Hurry spots fill up fast! Classic Cruise In is Sunday May 31st Register between 9 a.m. and 10:30 a.m. $10 Registration fee per car or bike being entered. Winners announced at 2 p.m. Dash Plaques, door prizes, trophies!           There will be 2 competing classes  Cycle and Auto  
Bad Day!
Today had to be one of the worst days ive had in a long time! i never do one of these blog things! but it was tough! i gave up my company today that hurt i have beed doing it for a little over a year and i had to give it up today! then i got stiffed for dinner was supposed to go to dinner w/ some women from work and relax and here i sit a gain in my Semi all alone. Story of my life!  o'well i guess it was just meant to be a bad day today! Also i try to talk to my son never get the chance so that makes me feel like i FAILURE as a dad! i have missed so much of his life doin this job time that i will NEVER get back! time that he will rember and what will he have to say?!?! DADDY WASNT THERE! The only happiness i have in my life is knowing when i get home i have a loving wife waitin for me at the door! that loves me for me! and that is the best feelin EVER! thus why im still here  
Need Serious Djs
PLEASE SEE HEAD DJ ZILLA FOR DETAILS BUT PLEASE ONLY INQUIRE IF YOU ARE SERIOUS ABOUT BEING A DJ ALL SHIFTS NEEDED
Vip Giveaway... Attempt #2
Well, this past month has flown by...  hasn't it?  Well, it's THAT time of month again...  Schleproks Monthly VIP giveaway Requirements: 1) Impress me!  (do not ask me what... this will automatically disqualify you) 2) Must not be a current VIP holder. 3) Must be in my friend and fan list.  (new friends and fans are welcomed) 4) Must have a valid, approved Fubar Salute. 5) Must post a comment in this blog... In the name of fairness, last months winner is not eligible this month... (nothing personal Rayven...)  Cheers...  and good luck... Schleprok I want to give a VIP to one lucky person today.  Ends at 2:00pm CDT tomorrow. If you're interested: The rules: 1) Impress me!  (do not ask me what... this will automatically disqualify you) 2) Must not be a current VIP holder. 3) Must be in my friend and fan list.  (new friends and fans are welcomed) Cheers... and good luck

Curvy Tv
Dating Life
Well well, here I am again writing ummm a blog to myself - maybe to others, not sure on that one yet.  Anyway - still at the beaching siding my mothers place - taking WAY much longer than I thought and alot of confusion on her part in getting the supplies.  The beach is hot, awesome and nice... So many woman around in those little to nothings they wear, wow... Anyway - had 2 great dates through the weekend - and yet just didn't seem to click in anyway with them so doubt I will be going out with them again other than just friendships.  What in the world to do...  Sex is awesome and can have but I just really want to click with someone - kinda tired of the empty sex junk, I want something deeper, but way more fun, kinky and open - yet again much deeper... Well, any idea's - please pass them along to Erics blog for the mental!  LOL... Anyway - just a few thoughts on the past weekend... Blog again soon about my life out of the military - OH boy.
Contest
Ever wanted to own me and make me do as you say? Well im not so sure about the making me do what you say but i am in a contest to own me!!! So come check it!! Im offering a lot so please come check me out. Click on family member #8. Sorry would have put a link in but i cant figure it out after a tiring day at work.                       Ok everyone on May 1st i will be in a contest or actually  an auction. That is right you get to own me and i have everything listed on the pic you have to bid on. I will post a link when the auction starts so start saving your fubucks!!
Her Biggest Lie
My biggest lie was not being truthful to the one I love ..... I lied about who I was but more so to me than anyone I hide behind a mask that wasnt even mine ..... The worst part of it all is I hurt someone who means a great deal to me in many ways ..... He cant hate me anymore than I hate myself because its not who I am .... My feelings were true all the talks werent lies Ive been beatin Ive been raped but Id take any form of punishment than this .... I thought I have felt the worse but GOD I was wrong this is killing me ..... All my life I have waited for someone truly like him the heart of someone who might actually care The heart of someone who could love me and not tear me down the kind of person who could bring me what I needed most LOVE ..... Some know and have forgivin me and in them I found more than I thought possible .... GOd please help me ..... Im begging for his forgiveness through my tears for they seem
If For One Night
Dreams after dreams, all my life tried chasing each one of them as an excuse to stay alive ambition after ambition, all my life couldn't get close to anyone of them but they became my reason to survive in this life which was so full of chaos you came tearing all clouds apart and made me forget who i really was so much love all over me your heart surrounding my heart now so different life seems to be with this new faith inside me i look above to the creator and pray to not make this present a memory just one more wish if he could hear if i could stay one night with you and watch you sleep my dear if i could keep my palm under your head caress you hair all night long and make you sleep on my dream bed wishes after wishes, all my life hoping to make few come true my life has never been same since i have met you
Best Of Me-lost Love
Woke Up From The Sound Of Pouring Rain Smell Of Wet Sand Reminded Me Your Skin Cool Breeze Raised My Burning Desires And Once Again I Fought With My Will Within Slept Again With The Sound Of My Tears As My Lullaby Same Stained Pillows Embracing My Swollen Eyes Nothing Has Changed, Another Year Has Just Passed By And I Wonder If You Could Ever Hear My Dying Cries Cool Breeze Wash My Tears Away When I Walk Down Your Street Again Time Stands Still When I Look At Your Door And My Heart Cry Out Your Name In Pain There's A Long Way To Go Before I Reach The End And I'll Keep Walking Even If Forever I Stay Alone I Am Not A Weak Man To Follow Any Suicidal Trend But I Have Been Too Much Hurt Since You Have Gone Weird Feelings Passes Me By So Frequently Now Sometimes I Wish My Heart Had A Bone This Life Has Just Turned Upside Down Somehow Since My Heart Became A Rolling Stone Ruptured From Your Love That Now Stink I Had So Much To Tell You On Your Face Realities Be
Between Two Hearts
Wishing things were different Another place another time Souls connected across oceans Two hearts forever entwined Tears would have smiled brightly Leaving covetous pain behind Life appreciate it's worthiness When only love fills our minds Spirits flying through the night Traveling hot desert sands Sending all my love to you Hold it gently in your hands Sky would crack just to bless This love that we hold inside Heart would travel distances Undoing tears that we have cried
Love, Love, Love
If love were a star; I'd wish it to ..................f ..................a ..................l ..................l ..........through me, and I would embrace it with the softness of petals But love, has not a solitary form and does not always twinkle in the dark, too many nights I've known this much how the ink of desire drapes its insomnia; like a velveteen cloak, an intimate coupling between me and my pen think of all the love I must've missed
A Real Man Will...
All Guys Should Do This...• give her a big tshirt of yours to sleep in• leave her cute text messages• kiss her in front of your friends.• tell her she looks beautiful• look into her eyes when you tallk to her• let her mess with your hair• just walk around with her.• forgive her for her mistakes• hold her hand when youre around your friends and in private.• let her fall asleep in your arms. • stay up all night with her when shes sick.• watch her favorite movie with her• come up and grab her by the waist.• when shes sad, hang out with her• let her know shes important• kiss her in the pouring rain.• when you fall in love with her, tell her.• and when you tell her, love her like youve never loved someone before• answer her phone calls no matter what.
Summer Time
With Summer  right around the corner, I am gonna be really busy. I have three boys that  I  chase after and  a pretty hectic schedual that I keep with them at times ( lots of Doctors app and  other crazy places that they need to go lol) . I wont be on much during the day, but I will try and find some "mom time" during the evening when they are in bed.  I hope that everyones enjoying this wonderful weather we are having, I plan to catch some rays and get as much sun as I can lol. Luv my Fubar friends and Family  God Bless  ~*~MysticLadyWolf~*~  (Barb)
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Bitch Fest
Within the last 4 years my reproductive health has gone downhill.  I've been told that I will need a hysterectomy soon (crap, I'm only 26), and a current option is to have my tubes tied until I'm older and more in a position to have a hysterectomy. That surgery is scheduled for May, as well as an oblation to hopefully eliminate bleeding for good. I thought great, I have a wonderful child already, my problems will most likely end, and I won't bleed anymore. What more could I ask for? Fast forward to today. I had pre-op testing yesterday which included an EKG to test my heart due to a past heart problem. We're talking 13 years ago, and I haven't had any problems with it since. Well, I apparently failed my EKG testing. I need to be cleared either by my primary doctor, or a cardiologist. My primary doctor is a bit of a hypercondriac when it comes to my health. The last surgery I had was nearly canceled because of an issue she thought I had. It turns out that the surgery took care of the
Birthday Buckage! 25k/100
    ATTENTION GOLD DIGGERS - HERE COMES SOME BIRTHDAY BUCKAGE! We have a birthday to celebrate on Thursday! April 30th is RogerLee's happy day! AUTOS WILL BE ON, AND 25,000 FUBUCKS WILL BE GIVEN FOR EVERY 100 RATES. Forget rating for the 10k or smiling over the 15k...here's your chance to load your fu-pockets with some major buckage. Everyone gets the points, YOU get the bucks, and there is NO LIMIT to the number you can rate. Do a hundred, do a thousand - go until you've gotten them all. The bankroll is endless.          
He Knows Who He Is
Am I living in a fantasy world? Do I need to give up hope? Am I the only one whose toes curled? In the end will I look for a rope? These are questions I ask each day when doubts cross my mind. But all I can do is hope and pray that one day your heart will be mine. After such a brief time with you I miss all of the simple things. I will name just a few since each time I think of them my heart sings. I miss looking into your eyes so deep and knowing that you really care. Your tongue against mine in a gentle sweep while running my fingers through your hair. I miss the steady beat of your heart so strong as I laid my head on your chest. I miss the feeling that nothing could go wrong since you had me feeling my best. I miss your voice as you whisper my name and tell me the things you want to do. I miss feeling it in your touch that this is not a game and hope our feelings we continue to pursue. I know you're not perfect, but I hope you know I trul
O'dog
I met you at a time of distress To you I know must confess. You’ll never know how much it hurt my pride To depend on you to be by my side.   You were always there through the sorrows of my divorce And comforted me while I cried until I was hoarse. You never once expressed a negative opinion Or acted like I was merely a minion.   For some reason you can not see All of the things I view you to be. You always feel like you’re a user But I’ll never view you as an abuser.   You’ve always been there with open arms Y
Red Dragon's Realm
  Introducing Red Dragon's Realm Staff!Please visit their pages to A/F/R and when your done feel free to hang with us in RDR!! ~DJ MASS~The Red Dragons Realm Lounge Owner ~Maha ~ Fu Wife & R/L Companion to Mass~ *DJ Candy* DJ↕↔Jinx↔↕ lizzee~DJ/Greeter@ RDR ÐĴ-ŘĘĎĐĄŴĜ scooby doo @rdr lounge DjSinz of the Flesh@The Red Dragon Realm Lounge His wanton wench~Beloved pet, fu-engaged, and r/l gf to Iceman~ DJ wench in RDR BIG ROCK
Why Men Are Never Depressed
Purple Magik's Grand Opening! I Want My Friends In There To Have Fun:)
'   >   Come join us for our GRAND OPENING @ Purple Magik!!!!! MAY 1ST!!!!!! Make some new friends, listen to good music and just have some fun with us!! RANDOM BLINGING FOR NEW MEMBERS THAT JOIN THAT NIGHT! RANDOM GIVEAWAYS! We also have Live Auctions every weekend!!SIGN UP TO BE IN THE LIVE AUCTION:)) click to enter lounge! If you would like to be in any of our live auctions, please read rules then click pic to sign up @ blog. Any questions.PM/SB any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Please DO NOT STEAL my bulliten layouts! Thank you. sO FrESH _[diAMond dAveS gUrL *DiAMondDaVes LUCKYCharm* SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar
Purple Magik's Grand Opening! I Want My Friends In There To Have Fun:)
'   >   Come join us for our GRAND OPENING @ Purple Magik!!!!! MAY 1ST!!!!!! Make some new friends, listen to good music and just have some fun with us!! RANDOM BLINGING FOR NEW MEMBERS THAT JOIN THAT NIGHT! RANDOM GIVEAWAYS! We also have Live Auctions every weekend!!SIGN UP TO BE IN THE LIVE AUCTION:)) click to enter lounge! If you would like to be in any of our live auctions, please read rules then click pic to sign up @ blog. Any questions.PM/SB any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Please DO NOT STEAL my bulliten layouts! Thank you. sO FrESH _[diAMond dAveS gUrL *DiAMondDaVes LUCKYCharm* SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar
Mama
its been almost 3 months since she's been gone. she finally made herself present  last wed. scared her grandson to death, but at least we know she is there with us.
Constant Bad Day
Hey everybody, If you all think that you have had a bad day, then after you read this blog then you might think differently. Lately i have been looking for a job, but havent been able to find one. I keep filling in applications and checking in about them but it seems like no one wants to hire me. I live alone with no income whatsoever. i am lucky when friends and family give me food. i also get a food basket once a month from a local church but it doesnt come until almost the end of the month. right now i am running really low on food and i have no money. lately i have been collecting cans to make a little bit of money. right now i have no minutes on my cell phone. i have no power at home. i have to gas to cook anything on the stove. i go to bed early cuz i get bored and am lonely. i also have no running water. i go to my sisters to take a shower. i get my drinking water from the local park. I also have 2 kids but luckily they live with their mother because i cant afford to take care
The God Awful Truth!
This is just “practice” folks… remember that. I do find it kind of weird that they decide to pick “2 billion” as a number out of thin air. Oh and remember Baxter just shipped some Flu Vaccines with live Avian Flu virii in them? Surely there can’t be any kind of dots to connect here… County plans to deal with unthinkable: - http://seguingazette.com/story.lasso?ewcd=58c17e8bae700214 By Ron Maloney The Gazette-Enterprise Published March 19, 2009 SEGUIN — Around the world, up to two billion people have died — depending upon whose count one uses — and in the United States alone deaths could total one third of the population. Somewhere in the federal government, the decision is made and secret medical stockpiles stored at secret locations are loaded into aircraft and, within 12 hours, moved to wherever they are most likely to be able to stop a pandemic that threatens mankind. Local officials have 36 hours to treat their entire population
How To Give A Woman "felatio"
First of all let me provide a scene for this little intimate conversation.... (above) their now first of all if you a man reading this hey atleast your attempting to find the right combination to keep your lady friend satisfied.  If your a woman your opinions are very much valued and appreciated.  (Disclaimer: every woman is different) When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most dudes can f**k, and those who can usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made. Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to
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Morphs For Rates
If you rate ALL! of my pics, I'll make a morph for ya. The rules are simple. 1) After rating all pics in a folder, leave the comment on the last pic in the folder saying "Rated". If you don't leave that comment in every folder, sorry, but ya don't get a morph. I'm going to be busy with this, so make sure you leave that comment. 2) Make sure you rate the pics in every folder. The only exception is nsfw folder. 3) When you've rated all pics in every floder, send me a private message letting me know you're done. In the message, include the pics you want morphed together. Sorry, I won't have time to look through your pics to find somethin good. If ya don't send me the pics, Ya won't be gettin a morph. 4) The absolute most important rule is to HAVE FUN! This is me. After rating the pics you'll know alot about me. It'll be great havin you all as friends. Enjoy!!!!!!!
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Words
There`s another worldWhere all things are motionlessIf you want to see the senseCome now as you areShut your eyes to seeClose your mouth,talk to meKeep your ears closedHear me callThere`s another placeDisconnected from real life.If you lose your way you canCome now as you areLay your body downLet your mind explore the darkKeep your fear close to what you areAcross the other sideThe sound of silenceLosing gravityThe speed of light is stillIn every grain of sandThe world`s connectedSpinning in the airCrossing everywhere
My Poetry
Her body lay on the red velvet bedblack roses covered her busthe hungrily stared down at heran uncontrollable lusthe ran his hand across her bodycaressing every curve, every parthe pressed his body against hersquietly he listened to the increased beating of her hearthe ran his fingers threw her raven hairstared deeply into her eyesechoing threw the room were her satisfied crieshe stared down at her soft white throatand slowly pressed his mouth against ithe eagerly began to drinkexcitedly she bit his wristblood covered their body'sas they slowly moved togetherfilling each others thirstevery minute getting bettertogether they layenter-twined as onelost in eternal lusta vamparic love...
Free Stuff! My First Blog-enjoy
Hi all- With economy super tight I wanted to share with you this little group I found, It's called Freecycle- Freecycle.org It's regular people like you and I, posting their goods for free pick up; first come first serve, or posting goods they are looking for. I have seen everything on this site; tires, fishing boats, trailers, baby clothes, books, anything you are looking for or looking to get rid of, and it's all free! Like a yard sale, only better! To find the freecycle in your area, go to the site, click home, and type in your city and state. It is also a Yahoo group if you have yahoo. Give me an update if you find anything great! C
Armon
why the hell do people go to c movies like that it was nice,  i fell asleep watching it, the crazy part was when shen was in the alley fighting the guys, i'm sorry but guys that movie makes us look weak, the other crazy part was the explosion in the fuckin buildin whith ninjas u fucking terrace im just kidding, another was finally something really crazy the end part when the guy and the girl are fighting she knocks his head around so it looks like his back of his head is at his peanus side what the hell ,and who the hell names there daughter white rose i mean this is fuckin stupid and funny have u ever seen a man that lives 2 steps awy from his mom if u havent or fogot, have u ever seen taxi who the hell drives when they can sing ,who the hell lives 2 steps away from there mom ,well dont miss the movie its straight funny and for u should see the way he drives kinda like a manieak (lol)thanks for this oppertunity peps see ya people rate and luv, this i know your probably owned but add m
Read Me....i'm Important!!!!
I'm new here. Kinda like it. I also want you to join me on www.iamthebadseed.com If you love HIP HOP, you'll at least check it out.   Hope to see you there....
The One You Forgot
A simple word can break my soul Rip me in half, no longer whole. I'm shaking at the very thought Of being the one you forgot. You're everything in life to me The reason why I want to breathe I smile just when I think of you And all those things you say and do. Yet, if you don't feel the same No one can we really blame. It's just the way life sometimes goes You can't escape all of its blows. But I wish this once to be free Of the hope we'd never be. That's something I don't want to face. Don't want to feel so out of place. I've planned everything around us Now it may not be enough. Threads are barely holding on And your words can break their bond. Or you can make them tighter still Renew my strength and my will. Keep me believing love is real If you return the way I feel Please don't hurt me, but if you do Make it gentle. Help me through. I love you and fear that time Will cost me my peace of mind. I pray I didn't wait too long To let you know
Lookin 4 Wh@t?
I am outta here How's it hangin out there in the fu world? Feel free to give me  a shout back. I am just lookin to have some fun here online. I aint beggin for blings or anything else. Those who cant take the fact that some one might rate you any6thing less than a ten Get overit. Normally i don't rate a blond higher than an 8 Red heads are my passion. Life sucks here in shitsville I mean er um bellefontaine. I work my ass off to bring in a fucking paycheck and my wife just sits on hers. Her fucking dad lives with us and doesn't help out atall.
Life
What happens with the person I trust most..When absolute trust, is somewhat of a ghost?What happens when life falls down around you?And theres really nothing I can do...Sometimes I dont really even know what my words meanI seem to just get lost in the daily sceneWhat if everything I thought was realI can no longer even seem to feel?Right now im a complete messDay by day, i feel less and lessI dont even know what im doing anymore.I guess it true what they say, Lifes a whore.Everyone gets fucked in the end...I have so much hurt that I cant mend.At the moment I feel so lost in life..Im caught up in a cluster of strife.I feel like my soul is dyingMore than ever I find myself randomly crying.I know my hearts desire..But everything is burning in an endless fire.So where do things go from here?Im so caught up in an unknown fear.
Let's Play Truth Or Dare
You've got the sun singing to me, but that's not what I'm after; I'd prefer your voice over any orchestra. The violins are sweating notes as your fingers dance over the strings, And your smile resembles that of safety, like comfort no other brings. Nature's beautiful with no flaws, but you could win this fight; I'd rather sink into those eyes. The fireflies will show us something no other's have seen that entertain and seduce the night, But baby you don't need to move; you could change the color of the sunset with your smile, it's true, And even if the stars giggle down upon us, we'll simply laugh knowing they can't have the moon like I have you. That string quartet is playing but the melody they're strumming is nothing to your voice And those whispers you sneak in the air around me won't be lost; they'll melt into mine. We'll turn up that music to feed our souls and move to the tune of our lips; We'll slow dance to this disaster [we'll call it love that shakes our hips]
Lovers And Liars
His fingertips like satin, softly caressed my face; Holding my breath, I smiled as my heart upped a pace, And holding his eyes in the canvas of my mind: I shook as our racing hearts delicately entwined. ["I wouldn't trade this moment for the entire world," His quivering lips carelessly unfurled; Squeezing my hand as tightly as he could, He whispered to me all the promises I knew he would.] Trembling like a crisp leaf in the bitter Autumn wind, He kissed me like he meant it... But my heart was chagrined, The passion wasn't burning deep in his blue eyes, His pupils were dilated, darker than the charcoal sky. As his heart beat against mine, he took the chance: Pulling me in, he asked me for one more dance. In the dew-spotted grass, under a full ashen moon, We both knew that this moment had come too soon, But we were ready to make our worst mistake. [He laughed at me when my breath began to shake, Pressing his cold lips to my skin, he held steady; And looking into my
Christina Is Happy Again
i am happy to announce that i am back with my baby. i love him so much. we are also engaged to be married july 12 2009. i am so happy. he means the world to me. he is truly my angel.
Live Life To The Fullest.....
Mary Magdalan
Mary Magdalan is the greatest singer around when it comes to telling the truth and reality of life.She is drop dead gorgeous with lips that look so and beautiful and her voice is like sweet chocolate warmed to perfection. I could listen to her all day she is that talented and never gets boring.  I can relate to her words in so many ways. Shes from california which is so cool because I live here to and always hope to see her somewhere some day.   Mary thank you for coming over you are loved and respected and love to hear your music you will love it here promise.   Oh I got to go now and clean my profile sweep the floor and stuff. Here is her latest Mary Magdalan tv its only there. www.youtube.com/marymagdalanvideos You can listen and view some videos on my page and if you are sober go to you tube.  
A Long Overdue Ranting
This isnt technically a rant (OMG is it possible that I can make a blog and not bitch about something or someone?), but just some thoughts I wanted to share. We have this relatively new genre of websites called Social Networking Sites. Maybe I should be a little more specific, like here for example. This site is designed for others to make friends, and level up. I was having a discussion on another site that I cannot name due to admins getting all kinds of butthurt over here (That is a farce IMO) , and were talking about people on here who you just sit there scrolling across your page. U may think "Oh this person is interesting, lemme see their profile and see what their deal is". So, you sit there and if you are one of those unfortunate people who do not have a Cherry Bomb (Or just refuse to conform and buy like me) sit there, leave a random comment or 2, and rate their 4,000 other pics of penguins and whatever else they have. See I am the kind of person that likes to go "Hey!!!! how
Sorry
People Of Fubar Greetings
hello there .... just here kicking it and readind the news of that nasty outburst of swine virurus..... I pray that this shit goes away now and let us live...
Music Is The Glue Of The World..
What a wonderful hesitation Who would bear to feel sorry for me Dropped another pill just to calm me Collapsed to my knees and fell fast into sleep There I was drifting Way out into the sunshine Expecting to crash but I'm tied to a string Look at me I'm a tangled puppet I might be a mess but I sure can survive Find myself awake counting sad days 1-2-3 that's too many for me Dropped another pill just to find me Reached for my hand But It was already there Then I started believin' That I fell out of a tiny raindrop That lost its way when it decided to roam Chasing me was a hungry dweller But I had escaped it by pretending to die Come follow me you won't expect the illusion You'll see, it's my imagination Hand me your eyes I will put them in front of mine You'll see a little better You'll see a little better What a wonderful destination Where I am now I can no longer see Dropped another pill just to kill me Collapsed to my knees And fell fast into sleep There I was drifting Way out into t

Bs
So yeah...I have entered another contest and would really love it if my wonderful fu friends and family would please go vote for me.  I love you all and thank you for taking the time to at least come read this! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1152094&albumid=1840482&i=3693757115&idx=13 Well, I knew this day would come and it looks like it has. For most of you, this is just the web and a fun place to hang out.  For others, it is a place to find and connect with others and when that happens, I don't care who you are, emotions begin to play a role.  I have found some really wonderful friends on here and I treasure their friendships more than they realize.  You know who you are.  Yes I am married, but as most of you know, not always and actually rarely happy.  I found a wonderful guy on here and became quite attached.  Well because of things beyond my control, that didn't work out so well.  Am I a stupid girl for falling for somebody on the net, maybe (just one of my many flaws).
I Quit This Bitch!!!
Hey if you were a Live 105 listener and enjoyed The Woody Show, they are having a I quit this Bitch party on Friday at Azucar in San Jose (5:32pm). Come by and show them your support even though they were wrongfully fired!!!! Now with No Name as the morning show I don't even listen to Live 105.
Ivette
Black Goddess 22
My 22 ' Birthday I'm So Bless That I'm Still Here And I will Try My Best To get Drink LOL. I THOUGHT WHEN I TRUN 22 YEAR OLD I WOULD HAVE MOST OF THE THING THST I WANT BUT. SO FAR IT BEEN GREAT AND I WANT TO KEEP IT LIKE THIS BUT CHANGE A LITTLE LOVE . GODDESS NOW EVERY THING IS GOING TO FAR AND NOW I MUST STOP RUNING FROM MY PROBLEM AND FACE THE FACTS.
Hbday
Sick Of Bullshit
these tears i shed will never go awaythe tears that fall, will remind me of that pain the pain of loss is what i speakthe pain that made me fall to my kneesthis pain is what i so despise but, what can i do but fall and cry i loss my way, to this never ending paini loss reasonto why i should go on the answers i come to will forever haunt my dreams this pain of loss is what truly makes me sceamthis yelling person who is mewill forever continue to cry and sceamthats why i hate to have these tears fall from my eyesthis nightmare of falling tears is what i really despise Tommie Cobb  WELL PPL THE TIME IS ALMOST HERE WHEN I  WILL BE GOING BACK TO MY BELOVED  SOUTH. I HAVE MADE PEACE WITH EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE UP UNTIL THIS POINT.  I HOPE ALL OF MY REAL FRIENDS I HAVE MADE ON HERE KNWO HOW MUCH i CARE ABOUT THEM AND IF ANY OF THEM NEED ANYTHING   THAT THEY CAN GIVE ME A CALL OR TEXT OR HIT MY YIM.     I HAVE MET SOME WONDERFUL PPL ON HERE. AND TO EVERYONE  WHO  HAVE ACTED LI
Honor
I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan .After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time.As I reached for my wallet, I overheard the soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base 'His friend agreed.I looked around at the
Life
Got this emailed to me from an old classmate from Bullitt Central High School. I was in 17 years, and saw alot while i was in and takes alot for me to get emotional. Cut and paste and send this to everyone you can and have the thanks of an old crippled soldier. God Bless and Merry Christmas. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps
River Flows
"River flows"   by OnLyMe2ImPrEsS A river flows from these eyes the day i found out u were looking down on me from the sky The question i have is simply why ? Why does this river have to flow form these eyes i didn't even get to say goodbye .. Heart ripped out my chest and pounded into the ground till there was nothing left like the knife that punctured your chest then u took your last breath I'm sorry u where alone and we weren't there U have been in all our prayers I want to go with u , just to be with u If i did maybe u will still be here Laughing with us Now all u can do is see our sadness Wipe our tears cause we cry for your love Be our angel and watch us from above A river flows from these eyes wishing i said goodbye knowing you where distanced form greatness For never telling u i apologize A river flows from these eyes I finally got to say my good bye ...
That Night
That nightYou watched a teardropslowly trace its wayacross my cheek.It hovered a momentat the tip of my noseas if to tease you and make you feel ashamedfor hurting me so badly.Finally it broke itself freeand came to a reston my soft pillowto join countless othersof its kind that you never knew existed.
Incase You All Wanted To Know
I wanted to thank all who even took the time to ask me not to leave or why I was going to leave.. Thank you for taking the time to ask me not to or why. Truly it means alot to me who does care. I dont really want to say why or what happen..I will say I am fine and if I decided to leave I would have been gone already. I will say , someone ( not sayin who) hurt me and I just couldnt deal with it at that time ..I closed my page and albums and just needed space. Im am fine with this person now so its all good. Really Im fine  now, so please dont worry. plz rate and comment,,thanks Much Love Diana P.S FOR THE HATERZ WHO WISHED ME GONE..KISS MY ASS
Natural Cures They Dont Want You To Know
You don't need to be a food snob or a fanatic to be aware of the ways capitalists commit bio-warfare against you in your home: No Fluoridated Tap Water Contact your city officials and tell them you Do Not support fluoridation No Homogenized Dairy Products It's like drinking a cocktail nuclear waste and tortured animal byproducts No High Fructose Corn Syrup Possibly the reason lobbyists moved to pre-emptiv
Design & Photography Work.
  Some of the flyers I've made...  For print and  web: Some of my commercial design  work: Some of my Logo  designs: Some of my celebrity  hijacks:
Me
Life
You know I don't ask for much in this life. I just wish for my kids to grow up happy and healthy and for a little happiness for myself. Some mornings I wake up and am disappointed I woke up, thinking sweet death would be better then the depressed stupor I walk around in now. I wish for it to all just end, by my own actions or the actions of someone with more knowledge or power then me. I'm drowning in this ocean of saddness with no life boat in sight. Taking my last breath as I slowly sink into the dark abyess finally free from the heartache I cause and suffer from.   :/
A Choice
An elderly man walks into a confessional. The following conversation ensues: Man: 'I am 92 years old, have a wonderful wife of 70 years, many children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren. Yesterday, I picked up two college girls, hitch-hiking. We went to a motel, where I had sex with each of them three times.' Priest: 'Are you sorry for your sins?' Man: 'What sins?' Priest: 'What kind of a Catholic are you?' Man: 'I'm Jewish.' Priest: 'Why are you telling me all this?' Man: 'I'm 92 years old ..... I'm telling everybody!' This weekend is a time of remberence. Make sure you take some of it to  say thank you-to Veterans, Active Military, and those who never made it home.    we may all be getting ready to have a party or BBQ this weekend but lets not forget just what this weekend is all about. I am a very proud veteran of the 82nd Airborne and 3rd Ranger and i will never forget the men i served with and the ones that still fight for our freedoms today. to all of yo
Survey
Have you ever intentionally made someone jealous?yesWhat never fails to make you cry?my kidsDark or light jeans?dark   Do you like to doodle?not really but I tend to when I'm boredAre you talkative?sometimesDo you still buy CDs?blank ones, yesDo you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand it? not yetDo you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?yesWho was the last boy you talked to? my FianceAre you currently frustrated with anybody?you can say thatDo you like listening to love songs when your down?I listen to whatever song's I can relate to at the moment. I love my music♫Next vacation you're going on?who knowsLast time you were truly happy?anytime i'm relaxing with himWho was the last person you sat beside at a restaurant?my fianceWhat are you doing tomorrow?working   What color shirt are you wearing?orangeHow many pillows on your bed?2   Who was the last person you took a photo of?my fianceDid you laugh a lot at somet
I Feel Betrayed
This morning I went to my desktop which is upstairs in my bedroom which I share with my husband.  Well i looked at the history of our firefox on the desktop and learned that my husband had been looking up porn, which normally i wouldnt care about.  But it was blowjobs in particular that he was researching, and im a normal woman that wouldnt mind doing it now and then but my husband brings it up on a daily basis. im not kidding he does bring it up everyday. The more i looked at the history the more i learn that not only had he been looking up porn but he was looking up women on myspace and another website that advertises sex in his hometown.  Which mind you i let him go to almost every weekend to see family, and he takes 1 or 2 of our kids.  Now im crushed, because how can i believe that hes been seeing his family if hes been looking up women on a sex site? i wonder now if hes been having an affair of if hes been planning to? i know im not the best wife but ive never kept anything from
One Of Thousand Weird Dreams
just woke up (no, not really awake) and I remember this deam:   I was in a store and when I turned away from my cart to look at some perfume some girl started searching my black purse laying in it. Once I caught her doing this she became all bitchy and was cursing at me in some unknown language. According to her skin color she looked Latin, she had black waved hair (until her shoulders) and really ugly teeth. However she got me pissed off, I grabed her and I dragged her pretty easily to the next cashier. btw in reality I would never get this violent. Then I complained about her and all the cashier told me was to let the girl go (this got me all angry). As she was heading to the cashpoints some security guards were keeping an eye on her. When the girl started so steal from ppl again the security men started secretly to follow her, one of them winked at me and smiled. It was hard for me not to laugh about this situation. I can't really interpret this dream but it's a good thing to jus
Ms. Pms
Remembering
I can't believe I'm still awake. I guess it's just because of my mind running wild with someone running through it. At least he's handsome! lol I wish when people looked into my eyes, they could tell what I was feeling. It would save a lot of miscommunication...
Load Of Bull
Time For Change...movin In 4 Days...starting Over...cant Wait!!!!
Wow~ I can't believe I am FINALLY doing it. After almost a year of wanting to, and things always happening that I didn't, I am finally moving back to Iowa. I so can't wait to be back near my family and hopefully reconnect with some really good friends I lost touch with due to a controlling marriage. Although its actually going to be just a lil bit scary for me to be doing this, because Ive been away from my homestate for 12 yrs & going back to where I dont know anyone, the thought of starting completely over, getting my life back together, and making a goood home for my son to grow up in and enjoy his childhood, I am SO excited that I cant hardly sleep at all. I most likely won't have the time to be online at all once I leave Arkansas as I will be too busy getting settled in and getting my son use to life in Iowa ( he is sooo excited..tho he will have to wait til winter to see snow). I just want to say THANK YOU to all my awesome friends here and especially to one certain person, w
Painshock's Blog
As you can tell from the subject of this blog, this is about friendship. It's about true friendship, and about how a true friendship can be blown to dust in a matter of few hours. I'll tell you my story now. Friday 24th april me and my band Painshock were playing a gig at a band competition at Emergenza Music Festival. We did incredibly well, winning the semi-final clearing our way into the finals by audience votes. After the gig we all retreived to our tour bus to celebrate our victorious performance, along side with other people we didn't even know that joined us. One of the unknown people asked me if he could take a beer from an open six-pack that was lying on the table. I had no clue who those beers belonged to, and I gave him the permission to take one. Apparently, our bassist's wife, who was sleeping at the back of the bus, heard me giving him the permission, so she came over to me, and that's when all hell broke loose. She basically made me look ridiculous in front of everyone

My Angel I am blessed with the love of an angel, Who's smile is brighter than any star, with eyes that sparkle more than any star, whos kiss is sweeter than the finest of wines, and love more powerful than any drug, no dream could ever compare to my angel's presents, nor replace the tenderness of his precious kiss, for me my angel is a dream some true, and my love for him will last until the end of time, I will always worship the times we have, and hold dear to my heart the linger of his last touch, until we meet again, each night I will look at the moon and say I love you to my angel, and be thankful for my dream come true!!  *I am me* There will never be anyone like me. I am special because I am unique. I am stardust and dreams. I am light. I am love and hope. I am hugs and sometimes tears. I am the words "I love you". I am swirls of blue, pink, yellow, purple, orange, and the colors no one can name I am the sky, the sea, the earth. I trust yet I fear. I hid
Lil'bro
all i need is another drink. feeling good!
Anger
I came across a MuMM today, one I didn't even think about looking at before, after reading it, I became so angry, that my mind was completely blank. So I'm gonna bring up this subject, Child Abuse. I've heard of some sick freaks who believe that it's okay to beat your child to the point that your own rage takes over, and your no longer a mother, beating your child until they are black and blue, and crawling on the floor, guarding themselves from you. The only way that I could post a blog from this point of view is 2 ways, either I've done it, or I've been through it. I would never hurt a child like that ever, no matter what they've done, unless they are a threat to my life, and I'm defending my life, would be the absolute only reason I'd ever lay a physical hand on a child, I went through that as a child, but there are different kinds of abuse, a lot of people go through them at different stages of life, some are lucky enough to not go through it, but abuse in children is growing.....s
Weekend Warriors
Sweetchick2007@ Fubar
Poetry
What mine eyes has seen is thus, A smile so fine  and truly beautiful tis truly glorious. The beating of my heart it overwhelms, I can chance think of another,  Then you turn and walk away, Sadly, never to discover my heart. Go tell my friends for meThat I'm not comming back,Go tell the gang for meThat I can dance no more, Go tell the ones I loveThat I have gone on home, I'm walking in the graveyard nowAnd I am all alone,And I'll be gone before the leavesBegin to fall again, They're rushing up and down the stairsThe bed is wide and soft,But I lie still and oh so coldBecause my mother's gone, Will I soon see her simple face?I have no dreams or faith,I wish that I could make a songThat tells how good it's been I had the stage, I had the light,The music was the tale,But things are tinged with purple nowAnd these sad notes I play I wait until the autumn comesAnd I will be no more. I am tired of comming home and not finding you there, so tired of being lonely But it wud be
The Evolution Of Online Culture
Another thing I've noticed about internet culture is that there are many posers online.  People who pretend to be something they are not.  People who pretend to be veterans are my pet peeve.  We've been an all volunteer military since 1973.  Even with the large number of people in the military during the cold war, the percentage of people who have served is but a tiny percentage of the population.  Out of that small percentage of the population, the number who served in combat arms is even smaller.  The average tooth to tail ratio is about 9-1, that is about 9 people in a support role for everyone who does the actual fighting. Now there is nothing dishonorable about serving in a support role.  Yet for some reason, it's not glamorous enough for a few people, so they feel the need to embellish their record.  I don't know why, to impress girls, and other people, to show how tough they are?  It doesn't really matter. That is a problem on the forums I moderate on.  Here are some tips to
Stuff
How do you decide who to marry? "You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming."  Alan, age 10 "No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry.  God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with."  Kirsten, age 10 What is the right age to get married? "Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then."  Camille, age 10 "No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married."  Freddie, age 6 How can a stranger tell if two people are married? "Married people usually look happy to talk to other people." Eddie, age 6 "You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids." Derrick, age 8 What do you think your Mom and Dad have in common? "Both don't want no more kids." Lori, age 8 What do most peo
Lalala
Story setting    around 5000 years ago knights were above the law slaves to the king and queens of the world this is a story of a young boy Michel who would rises to power and set this dark world right, then leads it down a path no man wants to take!chapter 1    “ The boy has been born” Everyone  needs to gather for this day. our salvation is soon to come people shout in the street, who they talk about is a boy not born  in power but who shall rise up becoming a knight and bring down all that is evil. Ha sometimes I think about these thing these stories that were told to us as we grow up, about Michel the born son who throws evil from the chair brings light back to the dark time. My name is Luk I will be the one to train this boy when he comes to age, I being a knight of the table, one who serves the king in all of his needs, I do indeed think that this time that we live in is evil but a new born child who by the age of 19  will take rule of this world is kinda hard to trus
Idk
My Dirty Little Secrets
Ramblings
It's almost 5 am and I can't sleep. Mother's Day morning. Always has been hard for me. As I sit here in the dark I reflect over the past year. So much has happened. So much has changed. A year ago today we went for breakfast with my mom and sister. Now my sister is in Kuwait, and you... pretty much don't exist anymore.When you are in my life, it's nothing but drama and turmoil. Everytime I hear from you, my heart races. I came home to see my mom for Mother's Day. I don't know that I can give her the happiness this weekend that she's looking for... The drive was horrible. It usually is. It gives me too much time to sit and think. Seems as though that's all I've been doing lately... sitting... thinking... waiting... waiting for something inside me to change... waiting for the pain to go away. I have people in my life who love me and support me no matter what. I have realized that and appreciate them for everything they have done for me... yet something is still missing. What is it? It
Mi Vida Loca!
For a couple weeks now I had wondered what I was going to do with the kids on Mother's day. We usually do something new and fun...an adventure on Mothers day. An old friend, Chris, called me up and invited me to his moms place for a bbq/pool party. Chris and I have known each other for 21 years now. We had a hiatus when I hit about 20 and we got back in touch last year, but nothing changed, we just picked up where we left off. I adore his family...I guess I just forgot how much until today! The kids and I had so much fun laughing and swimming. We're going back the next two weekends for swimming and "family" time, lol. It was nice to get my smile on for a change. Chris' mom was the mom I didn't have in jr high and high school...she is another surrogate mom for me now as well. Funny thing, her name is Debbie...just like my Mama Deb :-).Cousins, Aunts and Uncles were there today, and I just felt like I was at home. I needed that. Since Dave and I seperated, I really felt like I didn't hav
Blah
slight chance of you reading this but we will meet again in court! not only did ur stupid ass total my brand new truck, u fucked me up too!!!!!!!!!!!   and i thought id let you know how lucky u wher that that i wasnt able to kick your damn ass!!!!!!!!!!!! If i wouldnt of gottn a good hit like that i would of came out of my truck i would of made you shit your own teeth!!!!!!!! freakin retard!!!!! but it does do justice that you wont be to happy in the future knowing that you handled your cellphone and that caused you to hall ass into my truckyour luck i was the only one really injured!!!!!!!!!   Fuckin idiot!!! A BIG ASS TRUCK and u totaled it , the frame is completly fucked up! do u even know how much force it takes to do that? could of been dead!and my luck the incomin traffic wasnt to bad otherwise i would of ran down the damn ditch into the creek! oh man u guys have no idea how pissed i am about this!!!! and my neck, shoulders and back is messed up. long termn shit on my neck
Auction
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=416988329. This is the link to the Guys and Dolls drama free auction. Come and bid on me and to the highest bidder recieve your reward. I look forward to hearing from you. Peace
Sex!
Its really odd sometimes when I think about it as a long time married guy how out of touch you become with the sexual come ons from the opposite sex in my case. I started to notice this towards the end of last year after having a meet from another group of net friends. Some of these ladies I had chatted to on occasion in a very sexual manner hell I like cybering. So do they! It was almost the end of the day and hotel rooms had been booked when a lady some 30years my junior said, "I have the chance to swap rooms!" Thicky me said, "As long as you are happy in the room you are going to." "You dont understand I want to be your room partner!" Turned out she had used her mam's connection and played cyber fun with me and wanted to try for real even though she knew my age and could see my disability. Thankfully it was only one night we were staying I was so stiff correction all my joints were so stiff could hardly drive home. Case of extra pain killers and a huge smile!:
Krakhauer's Under The Banner Of Heaven, Hellofa Book
Could be considered anti-mormon, so, real blog entry should be:   Here we go: IS polygamy OK or NOT
Why ?
A Letter To Jessie James You Stupid Bastard!  You cheated on Sandra Bullock? How in the world can you be so stupid?  You are married to one of the most beautiful women in the world.She has a body to die for and her current wealth shadowed only by Oprah. Your wife, recently beat out Julia Roberts in the polls and is now named "America's Sweetheart."     You also remember, she just won an Oscar and praised you up and down in front of the world  
Friends/family
I care not for stupiness in fubar,,If I believe ur true and not a kiss ass in here I want to keep those as top friends/family. I will keep all that are true and will admire you with gifts and rates Dare me not to find you unreal, because I will disown u as /friend/fsmily,,as to me i dont care. I do very much well being alone,,trust in me and you'll find no better friendship. If not then I say, bye bye  
Thoughts
Another Poem By Me
Poetry
We fight,We die,through the night,we cry,watching the light,pass us by,why should we fight?why should we die?it doesn't make anything right,Can't you see those hearts that cry,those who fight with all their might,often die,but tell me why,why make your loved ones cry,in kids' hearts they scream with freight,but tell me why,why scare our kids with the fight of all fights, wake up and see the light, and tell me why. Your heart was pure,Your eyes were soft,sometimes it makes me wonder,did i really love you enough?now your gone,and i see,that i may have loved you,but you had even more love for me,i have no regrets,a father figure you may be,i just wish i could see you one more time,i wish you didnt leave. Through the stars,deep within the sky,two hearts meet,one gal and one guy,though the two are different,they still fell into one,they twist and turn around eachother,never to come undone,well this story must cease,but this isn't goodbye,these two hearts have soared,they've learned how to f
Lucky 13
I got to be a cow farmer today...  Saw some uhhh... Well, I'm not really sure how to phrase on this one but, cows were having some tampon fun.  Very strange maneuvering.  Apparrantly artificial insemination has trickled down the grape vine all the way to the bovine.  I guess that's just another one of those moments where having a photographic memory just kind of scars you.  I dunno though, they seemed to take it pretty well.  I mean,  if I was a cow, I  wouldn't really want tampon insertion to be anywhere on my schedule, but you know... They have no choice... They gotta be ready for next week when they get an arm stuck in them for reproductive purposes.  It's all fun and game's till some cow loses their virginity to a fist.:(  I'm not really sure how it goes, but apparantly next Monday has me scheduled for finding out.  Sweet right?  Yeah,  working for my grandparents because my whole family hates me and kicked me out repetitively since graduation day, is awesome.  You know I once hear
Dont Know What To Do
ok heres the deal 16 yrs ago i got arrested and sent to prison for theft of a motor vehicle. now all this time later im still paying wheres the second chance at ive been turned down by so many jobs becuase of this felony. but heres the kicker im allowed to obtain a ccw a concealed weapon permit but im not allowed to be a cop or im not allowed to drive an armored car. im getting ready to go to college in the fall now im not sure what to take becuase im weighing the results after i graduate is this going to stop it if so whats the point. i want to take criminal justice or information technology and either one can hold the felony against me but most of the programs that even catch my eye will more than likely have the same results sorry your an ex-con. im thinking about saying screew it and taking criminal justice just for general purpose to see what buttons i can push afterwards what do you think. probably got you confused sorry minds racing
Boys Vs Men
BOYS ......selfless mindless controle freaks looking for the impossible to give theyre ego's a boost to impress freinds. MEN ....see all beauty and accept it for who and what it is,and never substandard themselves for the purpose of being seento boost ego. BOYS.....set theyre standards soooo high its usual outcome is disapointment and loneliness.and never think they can be replaced. MEN.....have high standards and can reach theyre goals as they accept that they can easily be replaced  but never give reason to have that done.  BOYS.... look for the plastic playboy bunny barbiedoll boobjobbed mindless woman that has as much personality as the pocket lint they have at the bottom of theyre empty pockets.Because responsability has no place in a club. MEN.....look for the woman who can hold him and listen to him even when he gets older and frumpy .because no matter what he will always be there to listen to her and hold her back .Knowing she too has had a hard day.and is never short of c
Battle Of The Sexes
Boxing Dude, Looking For Action.
Drunk On Monday
well its monday and im drunk again looking for something to do if you know what i need to do on mondays let me know
Hey You!!
hey you!!!! you with the face!!! i see ur checking me out.... like what you see? give me a shout!!! so fucking talk to me!!!!
Things That Interest Me
The Life Of Liz
I work in a field where people die all the time. It is part of working with the elderly. They come to places like my work to live the rest of their life. To die comfortably and get the care they need....Today we lost a resident. She had dementia and was 84 years young. I remember going into her room and saying it was time for pills and being swore at one minute and smiled at the next. Funny how you take things for granted like being able to remember who is standing next to you in a childhood picture. But, as I was thinking about her and all the other people I have taken care of at the end of their lives I was taken back to 2 yrs ago when I first started my current job. I am going to enclose a newspaper article and then tell about how this man, Patrick, changed my life.   Nick Coleman: Monsignor was the face of God in war's inferno With strength and grace, the Rev. Patrick Hessian walked easily where he was needed in the spiritual and military worlds. By Nick Coleman, Star Tribune
Work
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Midget
Southern Friends
FRIENDS: Never ask for food. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food FRIENDS: Will say "hello". SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Momma and Daddy FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. SOUTHERN FRIENDS:
I Am A Biker
I am a Biker Current mood:  naughty Category: Blogging I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local Mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief, or organizing a Poker Run for Cancer.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off forLocks of Love. I
Under The Leather And Behind The Shades
UNDER THE LEATHER AND BEHIND THE SHADES Under the leather and behind the shades stands a biker. We ride for the sense of freedom it gives us. The encouragement to take the road less traveled in the chance that we may encounter something new. We ride for the friendships we make along the way, as well as, the solitude of the open road. We don't really care what you ride, just that you do. Under the leather and behind the shades is a beating heart. A heart filled with compassion that on any given day will be riding for those in need. Ask one of us for help, but don't be surprised when all of us show up. Under the leather and behind the shades stands a proud American. We are as diverse a group of people that you could possibly assemble. We are men, women, tradesmen, doctors, lawyers, retirees, military, civilian and on and on and on. We stand silently with reverence and one voice that, in the silence, can be overwhelming. Under the leather and behind the shades stands an invited guest
Much Love To All
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE THAT HELPED ME OUT DURING MY LAST AUTO 11...MY FRIENDS WHO PIMPED ME OUT IN THEIR STATUS, THE PIMPOUTS THAT SCROLLED ALL THE RATES, THOSE WHO HAD THEIR FRIENDS COME TO HELP ME, AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST ALL OF THE BOMBERS...YOU ARE ALL THE BEST AND I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR ALL THAT YOU DID...MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT, TINA...(h)
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Stanhargreaves
Dad Teaches Daughter A Lesson
  Don't care what your political stance is.. this is funny...   Rose sat so Martin can walk... Martin walked so Obama could run... People have said for centuries that if a black man won the presidency pigs would fly...   And what do you know? After his first 100 days in office....   SWINE FLU!!! (Disclaimer: This story is about incestrial happenings and it is ONLY a story...and if you don't read past this.. I completely understand)   Dad Teaches Daughter a Lesson "Ok, Dad. I'm going out. I'll be back by one o'clock," Sarah said as she walked ran down the stairs.Jack put down his newspaper and glanced at his daughter. "Wait a minute! What are you wearing?"Sarah liked to show off her body. She was wearing a black leather corset and silky, black skirt. Her long blonde hair bounced on her bare shoulders as she ran down the stairs. She wore her favorite thigh high leather boots, which she had worked all summer to be able to afford. At the bottom of the stairs, she pa
What A Fool I Was
The minute he walked through the door My heart began to soar. In his arms I always felt safe The feelings of comfort can’t be replaced.   I always felt such a connection It was all fake, I know in reflection. The eyes should speak from the heart But even they speak lies, I know now that we’re apart.   I thought every time you touched me That we were surely meant to be. Now I see that I was just a fool And realize that life is rather cruel.   I have to hope that maybe one day Somebody will truly love me that way.
Friendship
Words cannot express What your friendship means to me. You never push or press But you’re there when I need you to be.   You let me express my fears Without making me feel less. You comfort me through my tears And never second guess.   I always feel essential No matter what my mood. You help me to see my potential When before one had never been viewed.   You’re teaching me to rely And believe that somebody cares.
The Mask I Hide Behind
I put up a front so you dont have to know it I lock up my heart so I wont have to show it I hide my face so the world will never know Just what I am afraid to show The Mask that I hide behind Helps keep you out of my inside But somehow you just seem to see The screwed-up side of me that I keep I was afraid to let someone in Terrified to show them where I have been Afraid that I would be hurt like before And my broken heart couldnt take it anymore The Mask that I hide behind Protects me from being too blind Giving me the eyes to see But somehow all I can see is me Patience us one key to have With me its just too late, too bad A worthless face, a hollow embrace Dont waste your time, energy, or space The Mask that I hide behind Helps keep my feelings on the side So that, clearly, I can see Hide your feelings away from me I glare into the mirror, staring at my face But all I seem to see is many a hollow space With nothing to fill them, I almost give up
Hidden Within
Hidden within me Are words longed to be said Are things sometimes forgotten Spinning 'round in my head Hidden within me Are memories and times And little tiny things And many poems and rhymes Hidden within me Are feelings I hide Because I choose not to show them But don't ask me why Hidden within me Are millions of things That will never be shown For the fear of what they'll bring Hidden within me Is a healed up heart It was broken at one time But now I'm too smart Hidden within me Are things no one knows Are things that I hide And will never show Hidden within me Are times of troubled passed But hopes for tomorrows That will always last Hidden within me Is nothing you don't know So I share this with you So we can learn and grow
Dirty Little Fuck Princess
Dirty Little Fuck Princess Zach pulled me into the door of his apartment throwing me up against the wall, lifting me up as I wrapped my legs around his tight body. "Are you sure you want this babe? Once I start I'm not gonna be able to stop."As he pressed his hard cock against me, with only his jeans holding him back. Kissing me fiercely. Squeezing my ass as he pressed me harder against the wall. My arms wrapped around his neck muted by his aggressive mouth pulling the soft skin around my neck at first with his lips, warning my skin then with rougher tugs using his teeth. Digging his fingers deeper into my ass, my back arched and my legs tightened around him as his mouth moved down my neck to the center of my chest where my cleavage begins. "I don't know if I can make you my dirty little bitch, are you sure that's what you want?"In our 2 months together we'd only ever had sensual, intimate love making sessions. But I knew he could be rough, I knew he liked dirty talk and being i
My Ex
What you will never know is the love we shared will always be there I always carry a heavy weight knowing that our problems were to great.   The day I became your wife was the begining of a new life. I came to you with dreams of our future unfortunately my love you did not nurture.   You looked at me and could only see her my love was not enough to deter. She broke your heart when she cheated in turn you broke mine, my love now depleted.   I always walked around in shame because your love for me was never the same. I was forced to live with her mistakes your accusations making my heart ache.   You continued to keep up on her life often ignoring the feelings of your wife. You never noticed any of my tears while you re-hased the good times of your years.   What we had was never real because for me you could never feel. You wanted to find somebody to take her place but never noticed I came with a different face.   The words of the past will always sting sinc
Looking To Fill Role Playing Parts
My story is unlike any other. Most babies take up to 9 months in a mothers womb until birth. For me it only took about a month after my parents, Edward and Bella Cullen's , honeymoon. I was the reason behind it all. From my mothers insane cravings all the way to her unusual mood swings. Little did most know, it actually was possible for a vampire and a human to conceive a child. Thus, making me a human-hybrid. At first they wanted me outta my mommy thinking it would endanger her life. But my mommy and aunt Rosalie couldn't have it any other way. When I was born it almost did kill my mommy and me. Thankfully my daddy was there to save her and I by getting me out and turning her into a vampire. After my birth I was introduced to everyone, including Jacob. It wasn't until three days or so I was able to finally see my mommy after she had a quick hunt. She was just as shocked as everyone else about my ability. My ability is to let others see whats playing inside my mind just by touching the
Life
In life there are to thing you can count on. Death and Taxs. Why is that? What can you do to change the way our life is?! No one knows and that is good to me. I don't want to know whats going to happen before it does.I really don't think that anyone really does.So thats why life is so hard at time. You cant always know whats happening and is it gets f#$%ed up. Just remember one thing.           LIVE LIFE FOR LIFE!!!!!!!
Awesome!
I don't know y i like 2 use this word awesome maybe because i like 2 meet really awesome ppl,or b cuz i'm especially awesome! maybe it's cuz i live in the awesomeness of my own mind. or because i'm wishing sum really awesome ppl will rate this blog a 10 ty 4 reading my stupidly kool extradinary awesome blog.
I Lay Myself Bare
Walk away Don't look back I'm laying myself bare For all to see The whispers surround me Like wind through the trees Not understandable But making sense I'm laying myself bare I can't take the hidden shame The bottled up emotions Everything has been inside For far to long Open up your eyes Look at ME Not my face Not my walls ME Just accept me the way I am Not as someone I'm not I can't keep living a lie I can't live as a mannequin A fake doll Having a suffocating Plaster mask Isn't how I was meant to live So I'll shed this skin Like old used clothes I'll shed this person Who isn't ME You all want me to be Someone I'm not I only want to be MYSELF How can I live In a costume? How can I live A lie? So, I lay myself bare I'll finally show the real me I put down this mask It's stifling and unsatisfying I take off this skin It's uncomfortable and fake I lay myself bare For everyone to see Accept ME as I AM For: Dorsey
Pandemic
General Stuff
WHAT A STORY!!!! Ed Freeman You're a 19 year old kid. You're critically wounded, and dying in the jungle in the Ia Drang Valley , 11-14-1965, LZ X-ray, Vietnam . Your infantry unit is outnumbered 8 - 1, and the enemy fire is so intense, from 100 or 200 yards away, that your own Infantry Commander has ordered the MediVac helicopters to stop coming in. You're lying there, listening to the enemy machine guns, and you know you're not getting out. Your family is 1/2 way around the world, 12,000 miles away, and you'll never see them again. As the world starts to fade in and out, you know this is the day. Then, over the machine gun noise, you faintly hear that sound of a helicopter, and you look up to see an un-armed Huey, but it doesn't seem real, because no Medi-Vac markings are on it... Ed Freeman is coming for you. He's not Medi-Vac, so it's not his job, but he's flying his Huey down into the machine gun fire, after the Medi-Vacs were ordered not to come. He's coming anyway. And he d
Colors Of Her Soul
Red Passionate, Intense Compassionate, Warmth Anger LOVE Green Quiet, Hidden Gentle, caressing Envious CARING Yellow Bright, Cheerful Happy, Bubbly Mask SHINING Grey Cold, Broken Grief, Sorrow Gone LONELY Blue Deep, mysterious Unknown, Proud Collected LOVABLE Purple Royal, majestic Beauty, poise Insecure BEAUTIFUL Rainbow of her soul Only look past the blue To see the amazing rainbow She hides from the world Making me special Because I can see The amazing person Underneath You should look too See the rainbow Her beautiful rainbow
The Empty Sense Of Real
being real means being you even when it's hard to do it means standing out even when people don't want you too it means crying  for the right reasons and living life, the life you know must be lived it means if you make friends they are there because they are true to you,for you,because of you knowing what you love to do and not be ashamed of it because in that very shame is the same as not accepting who you are and being real means accepting the after, because after everything is said and done you want to know you got somewhere the right way
Storm
Scammer Alert
¨^»BÌG·ÐÁÐÐY«¨a™@ fubar   This fine example of what should have been tossed into the wastebasket at a sleezy motel owes a friend of mine 75,000 fubucks for picture rates from 2 days ago. I know that 75K is not a huge amount of fubucks but I also know that alot of time goes into rating over 400 pics in one setting. So maybe we can show this scum some appreciation for his lack of effort to pay his debt.   Much luv to the haterz and even more to my friends,   REFORMED STAFFER X
Lap-by-lap: Talladega
2:22 p.m.—GREEN FLAG: Juan Montoya, for the first time in his career, brings the field to the green and the Aaron's 499 is under way. Lap 1—Juan Montoya leads the first lap as the inside line takes control early. Lap 2—There is now three lanes as the middle groove takes shape. Lap 3—Juan Montoya continues to lead as the top five pulls away from the field. Lap 5—LEAD CHANGE: Dale Earnhardt Jr. grabs the lead with help from Denny Hamlin. Lap 6—LEAD CHANGE: Juan Montoya gets back out front but it's short lived. Lap 7—YELLOW FLAG NO. 1/LEAD CHANGE: The Big One comes early as Matt Kenseth and Jeff Gordon get together causing the No. 24 to go around collecting Casey Mears, Jamie McMurray, David Gilliland, Clint Bowyer, Kevin Harvick, Kurt Busch, Elliott Sadler, Carl Edwards, David Gilliland, Scott Riggs, Brian Vickers, Mark Martin, A.J. Allmendinger and Kasey Kahne. David Ragan is the leader. Scott Speed gets the free pass. Lap
Ink
"Ink To Paper is Thoughtful : Ink To Flesh, Hard Core : If Shakespear Were A Tattooist We'd All Appreciate Body Art More!!!!"
V For Vendetta Monologue
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, so let me simply add that it's my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V.
Wanna Be Bombed???
 Ok I am FINALLY going to do it.... im going to run my Cherry Bomb tonight during the 8pm Fu-time Happy Hour.  Please leave me a comment if u want to be bombed!!!!! TY TY TY TY TY TY TY TY TY!!!!!  TY to everyone that has helped me get this far i really really appreciate it. HUGZZ AND MUAHHZZZ!!!!  
Reflection
Familiar lines and slopes Eyes that say I know That woman in the water Looking back at me A ghostly recognition Her heart was beating On her sleeve A pretty white blouse Thick With the blood of life Youth written on her face Each smile Every shy glance The light of hope Fire burning in her eyes Her rebellious need to dream Oozing from every pore To escape, run Turning into everything she imagined No fear of failure Remember being her once Just for a moment Before I settled Packing my dreams away in the closet And putting my heart in the fridge Change must come My repentance Fear and indifference cast aside My heart beating once again Dreams flowing through my veins I pray she forgives me Happy to have seen her here today To draw me from my misery So I could recognize myself Embracing lost beauty
N.f.a.
N.F.A. stands for No Fukin Aroun. and all this means is to  stand up for a set of morals and ethics. no matter what the cost. have honor in your country women children and GOD. dont think that you can get respect with an iron fist. when you EARN IT. own up to what you did pay for it and dont bitch about it. forget about all the drama and the he said she said bullshit. you know i hope that somone will read this and i am not just typing for nothing. tell me how you really feel.
I Swear Its How I Feel
"Prom Queen"[Verse 1:]I loved her fancy underwearI sit behind her every yearWaitin' for the chance to getTo tell her I'm the one she should be withShes popular with all the guysSo innocent in my eyeI could see her in my lifeshe would've had the world if she were mine[Bridge:]But see she had other plansI could not understandHer and her stupid friendsVarsitys biggest fansNever forget the dayShe laughed and walked awayAnd I couldn't stop herI guess she had it all[Chorus:]She had it all figured outBut she left me with a broken heartFucked around and turned me downCause she didn't think I could play the partBut now the prom queen, the prom queenIs crying sittin outside of my doorShe never know howHow everything could turn around[Verse 2:]They loved her fancy underwearEvery boyfriend every yearShe tried to keep em entertainedWhen they can hardly remember her nameShe did everything she could just toTo make him love and treat her goodShe found herself aloneAsking herself where did she go wrong
15 Minute F.a.r. Blitz! Rulez And Such
~work~ presents the 15 minute Fan Add Rate Blitz!   At random times during Happy Hour, I will put up "15 minute friends blitz" in my status. During the next 15 minutes, I will be hitting random profiles from the scroller bar to F.A.R. .   One of those people that hit me back in a shout or PM or gift message, will get at least 100 pics rated with at least 10's ( I am famous for my manual 10's, ask around lol), and get a bulletin with a link to their profile naming them the winner.   It's the contest you didn't know you were in!   Feel free to comment and send me your fubucks.   Dave AKA ~work~
Mistake I Can Not Take Away
When the life got messed up all these little troubles appeared from somewhere You are losing your hope You are losing your faith Look up at the sky and think Life would be much easier if every time we made a mistake everything would be erased clean Would we ever learn anything Would we learn not to hurt others? When life is getting hard and you know it is your own fault Don't run away from things don't find solutions from escape The truth will never burn in fire it will come up, sooner or later When it is time to fight for your life cowards run away in the first moment The brave ones will fight for the last Don't abandon your boat captain it is not the boat's fault you went in the wrong direction
Head Meet Desk. Repeat.
I am so damn bored. Job hunting is going terribly and one of my cats needs to go to the vet. Sure, the army pays me but Reservists get screwed over. We get no benifits, the pay sucks... Still though, it's work.
Linked
Took a *WHAT DRUG ARE YOU MOST LIKE* quiz today on facebook and here was my results.......     well well well.... couldn't have been any closer to the truth that is for damn sure You are Acid. Definitely very conventional and very predictable- you probably own a minivan and beige slacks. Just playing, you weren't expecting that now, were you? Or maybe you were... you never know with someone like you. You're vibrant, creative and well, insane. Yo...ur perception of reality differs from everyone else. Your relationship with the world is very love/hate. Not everyone understands you, which isn't surprising because you don't even always understand yourself. But there are times were you've figured out the universe. Temperamental? Yes. Bizarre? Unquestionably. But very, very intriguing.
Pictures And More Pictures...
Carrousel
..................We ............Always hurt .....Those we love the best Does their love mean so little? Is that the way of true love- ....That our hearts feel safe ..........With those we ................Trust? .................Her .............Beautiful ...Smile cracked and fell flat As his wild words crushed her chest Tears screamed in silent protest ....Bleeding tears of love ........From her deep ...............Well ...............He ........Saw her pain ...And his heart twisted Turning blue with shameful guilt His anger had no place here ....He held her closely .......Please forgive ..............Me ...............His .......Words caressed ......Wiping away tears .Soothing her with his kisses She knew the beast would return ......Her heart swelled again ..............I forgive ................You ..................We ............Always hurt .....Those we love the best Does their love mean so little? Is that the way of true love- ....Th
Carolina Bike Rally
News reel from this weekends Carolina Bike Rally     Smooth riding for motorcycle rally that brought thousands to area April 26, 2009 - 5:43 PM  With no known community complaints or law enforcement troubles, this weekend's Carolina Bike Rally was a "huge success," organizers said. The rally, held for the first time in Onslow County, was easily the second largest in the state, trumped only by Cherokee's annual Survivors Motorcycle Rally, said Mark Infield, editor of Full Throttle, a magazine for motorcycle enthusiasts. More than 5,000 bikers registered at the rally held at Cabin Creek Campground on U.S. 17 and an estimated 8 to 10,000 more bikers were in the area for the event, said chief organizer Steve Winsett. Not surprisingly, the rally was a real boon to the nearby New River Harley-Davidson. But sales manager Tracy Murphy said the opportunity exists to turn the rally into a yearly economic boost to the area. "I'd like to see it catch on and other businesses get involved,
Wake Up In A Land Of Dreams
Update About Jen. (r.i.p)
I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH JEN'S SISTER MARY,And The Kids Are Doing Ok.. She Has The Kids And They Are Going To Stay With Her. Everyone is in a state of disbelieve And Waiting To Find Out Excatly What Happened..  Except What Is Going On In Their Heads As To What Happened.. We Talked Abt How Jen Made Everyone Laugh And Smile. And,That Jen Was Talking Abt How She Was Going To Get Her Arm Better And Was Looking Forward To The Last Surgery To Be Done On The 30th.. She Was Looking To Buy A House Out In Lake Orion,To Be Near Her Sister & Family.. Mary And Jen Went Shopping At Wal-mart One Day,And They Must Walked Around And Looking At Things And Realized That They Were There For Three Hours.. Mary Said That Was One Of Jen's Favorite Thing To Do..(Just Looking At Things). Jen,Liked Looking At The Deer When She Would See One.. Her Mom Was The Same Way.. Jen Loved The Nature And The Wildlife. As Soon As I Find Out More,I Will Have Another Update.. Please Keep Jen And Her Family In Your Tho
Life And Things Like That
November 2001 just a month after 9/11 while the nation was still in shock I was sitting on the back deck of my parents house with my father trying to absorb what he was saying to me while still in shock myself after learning in late September that the man I thought would never die was doing just that. He was diagnosed with stage 3/4 lung cancer and was given 3 months to live 6 if he was lucky with treatment. My father being the way he was surprised me when he came to me and asked if I wanted him to have the treatment if I needed him to live longer he was worried about my feelings about everyone but himself. He was asking almost begging for my permission to die looking him in the eye I could see how weary he was. How old he looked at the young age of 56 as if he had lived two lifetimes and wasn't ready to live a third. I said to him almost without hesitation don't you for one second feel guilty about leaving me behind you raised me to be strong and that is what I will do I will be str
Memories
Johannes i cant explain how much i miss you, you where my angel when things went wrong or i screwed up. My rookie year you looked out for me and constantly looked over my shoulder at everything i did. You were far more then just my instructer you became one of the kindest people i knew. No matter how many mistakes i made you always gave me a hand. You were someone who i trusted my life to on so many occasions. There were times we laughed and times we cried but no matter what we were there for one another. And i will always miss you and know that no one in this world can ever replace you for who you were and what you did.
Please Help Me Level!
Hey y'all. I will be running Auto 11's tomorrow at 6 pm est. I will also be bombing a couple of hours later. Drop by and level up on me. I'd appreciate any and all help. Thanks y'all!   I'd also like to thank my sweetie RockinBass for the Auto and bomb. Check him out and see why he's so awesome!
Bid On Me Im Being Auctioned
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Come To The Lounge
come to the sexy women haven lounge lots of drinks lots of fun
Thank You Angels
Thank you every one who stopped by last Friday April 24th to show me your love. I was totally caught off guard and very much overwhelmed by all the support I was shown. My day stared off terrible and thought I might even be going to the hospital. But after a little rest things were better. I came on-line only to find out my real life daughter Tracie and Darklady cooked up the idea to get me to DISCIPLE. With a gift of an auto 11 from Tracie and a beautiful bulli made by DarkLady, I was set to go. And go I did! So much love poured in from so many wonderful Angels, I was in tears the better part of the day. There were ticker tapes, blasts and pimp outs, bombs from everywhere in FuLand, new friendships made, and Angels clicking away. When the auto ended, it was unbelieveable! Here are just some of the highlights: 2,441,007 POINTS EARNED      14,867 PICTURE RATES             58 BOMBS               1 TICKER TAPE               1 BLAST               5 PIMP OUTS Thanks to all you won
Feelin ...i Dont Know
I went to my parents friday night to go mushroom hunting. I didn't find any but had a nice times with my parents.  I am not sure how to feel though about something.  My dad was sitting in his chair..just kinda.. I dont know. Like something was bothering him.  I worried it was my kids..but they were fairly behaving for them. He is not one to deal with little kids and how they are though.  Anyways.. he got up..and said "Nicole..comeback here with me. I was like..omg..whats this about.  Anyone who knows me..knows I have always had a fear of my dad..and have always tried my best to please him. I still do. I do not know why..I am grown up now..and shouldn't worry so much about what he thinks at times but I do. My dad is a pessimist..and always looks at the bad side of things.  That is why I am partly the way I am..although I try not to be so much like him.  Well we went back to his spare bedroom..and he shuts the door.  He said "Nicole if something should ever happen to me or your mom.. I w
Bullshit
i think its bullshit when your soon to be ex wife tells her lawyer what she wants out of your settlement and shes lucky i dont go to get house that i paid for and light her ass up she wants my guns, my 990 dvds, and my moms ashes but shes not getting any of it because i sold them all to my step dad for 10 bucks that stupid bitch wants to fuck with me she has no idea who shes fucked with but she will soon find out, when i get my 72" flat screen tv with digital surround sound the sony system and my blue ray dvd player that bitch can go to fuckin hell and i want to send her there
Miracles

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