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Sad
Well the day after christmas my step-mom called to tell me that my grandpa (my dad's dad) is sick and it looks like he's going to pass soon. She ask me if I want to go see him befor he gose so I told i would like so yesterday I went to see him he was looking really bad and the doc. told us that that they been doing the best the can do and all. We deside to go see my grandma after to see how she was doing and try to meke her feel better but she is so messed up she cound not talk about my grandpa at all. And today my step-mom called me and told me that he is not doing good at all that they we're going to go up there to see what was going on and then i got a secone call the one I didn't want to get all from them at all she told me that he passed away around 9:30 ish and that she well keep intought with what's going to happiend next. I'm in so much pain right now I feel like I can't breath at all. I just need to let this all out and try to breath a lil.

Some Taylorology
1. Water gets me more hyper than alcohol. 2. I make up my own words, like crazianity. I call it Taylorology - the study of Taylor. 3. I hate the phone. Like with all my being. 4. I'm commitment phobic but almost always have a boyfriend. 5. I have a Tommy Hilfiger OBSESSION 6. I will honestly say that for the most part, I have the worst taste in movies. 7. I don't highlight or dye my hair. It is what it is. 8. I love to dance...especially on stage ;) And I can shake my ass to almost any song lol... 9. I should really be in my own comedy T.V. Show. 10. I am a fantastic flirt...unless I like the guy...then I completely ignore him (however, this is often case-sensitive) 11. I only take 10 or 15 minutes to get ready to go out. 12. I think the Jager song is one of the best songs ever written! (My jager has a first name, its J-A-G-E-R....my jager has a second name, its MY-S-T-E-R...I love to drink it every day and if you ask me why I'll sayyyyyyyyyy....

Recipes???
2 lbs deer burger mix in large bowl 3 tablespoons black cracked pepper 3 teaspoons cayenne pepper powder 1 tablespoon tony chacheries creole seasoning 1 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon soy sauce mix together in bowl for 3 minutes making sure to spread the seasonings evenly throughout the meat. roll out the meat into long tube shaped strips about the size of a pencil in width and as long as you like " i prefer about 8 inch strips" preheat oven 200 degrees. bake in oven for 3 hours turning about half way though the process. pull meat out place in ziplock bag let cool 24 hours in freezer. enjoy redneck ass kickin deer jerky:D any ideas on recipes how to prepare this monster fish?

Humor
Men Are Just Happier People -- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Weddin g dress $5000 - tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for the slightest

Joie
So after a billion years of having a fubar account here I am actually using the damn thing. I have been running around like a chicken with her head torn off for the past couple of months. I'm still behind as hell but at least now I'm not trying to figure out how to cram 4 extra hours into a day while avoiding sleep at all costs. Since this is my first ever blog post let me explain. Lately I've been working on trying to expand my alternative modeling portfolio which means meeting local photographers, trying to get *gasp* paying work, and all that junk. At the same time I totally relaunched my site http://www.fille-de-joie.com (cause photographers and their flunkies want to be able to get to know the girl before they hire me), started a sort of g-rated site to promote some artists I admire and share more personal things http://www.missjoie.com PLUS try to stay active on another site a friend of mine and I have together. This on top of my day job that actually pays the real bi

Self-esteem
The 12 Steps to Total and Complete Insanity 1. We admitted we were powerless over nothing. We could manage our lives perfectly and we could manage those of anyone else that would allow it. 2. Came to believe that there was no power greater than ourselves, and the rest of the world was insane. 3. Made a decision to have our loved ones and friends turn their wills and their lives over to our care. 4. Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of everyone we knew. 5. Admitted to the whole world at large the exact nature of their wrongs. 6. Were entirely ready to make others straighten up and do right. 7. Demanded others to either "shape up or ship out". 8. Made a list of anyone who had ever harmed us and became willing to go to any lengths to get even with them all. 9. Got direct revenge on such people whenever possible except when to do so would cost us our own lives, or at the very least, a jail sentence. 10. Continued to take inventory of ot

Sex
Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him "Rover" or "Spot". I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "But she is a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand.... I have had Sex since I was nine years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from then on.

The Latest Hall Of Fame Looser
TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND I'M THE ONLY ONE FOR YOU!!!! IN THE MEAN TIME U CAN'T PICK UP THE PHONE FOR 2 WEEKS, CAUSE UR SO BUSY WITH "YOURSELF", BUT YOU DON'T HAVE THE BALLS TO TELL ME THAT. YOU CAN'T EVEN CALL ME TO SIMPLY WISH ME A MERRY CHRISTMAS, BUT SUDDENLY YOU CAN GO TO AN OVER 30-SINGLES EVENT TRYING TO MEET OTHER WOMAN YOU CAN TAKE ON A SHORT VACATION WITH YOU!!! FUNNY HOW U MISS ME AS SOON AS UR VACATION FALLS THROUGH AND APPARENTLY NONE OF THE WOMAN AT THE PARTY WANTED ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU. THE MOST HILARIOUS PART IS, YOU REALLY THINK YOU ARE STILL WELCOME IN MY HOME AND THAT I WOULD TAKE THE TIME OUT OF MY LIFE TO SHOW YOU THE USA!!! LAST I LOOKED I HAD RED HAIR not BLONDE!!!!!

Rick Killian
I like BIG gals. Seems to be "the bigger, the better" with me! All the hot. large gals label their photos "PRIVATE"! Come on, you "Hefty Hunnies" out there......OPEN UP! Show us BBW (and SSBBW) fans some of the girth God blessed you with! Particularly gals in the 35-55 range! ;)

Rock Revisted
played on Rock Revisted 12-28-07 Ted Nugent Strangle Hold Ted Nugent Wango Tango Ted Nugent Workin' Hard , Playin' Hard CCR Born on a bayou Edger Winter Free Ride Queen I want it all Judas Priest You ogt another thing coming Yes I've seen all good people ( request) Kiss C'mon and Love me Kiss Cold Gin Kiss God of thunder Iron maiden Only the good die young ( request ) America Ahorse with no name ( repeat ) busted paid out 30,000 The nixons Sister Lynyrd Skynyrd Voodoo Lake Tesla Shooting star ( request ) AC/DC Give a Dog a bone ( repeat ) .38 Special Take 'em out REO Speedwagon Golden Country CCR born on a bayou ( repeat ) busted paid out 20,000 Judas Priest Angel The Who pinball Wizard The Who Free Me

Steve
I have had thoughts that I knew I could write I knew that some day that I would start the fight this is my legacy its what I leave behind to the masses who won't understand it or be kind so to you my friend Steve I want to relay that you have said some of the things I want to say Thanks for your honesty & your interest in me Lets keep peoples hearts light & free. from one poet to another all my love Thank you, Jen

♥kitchen Witchery♥
To bless a new pot and promote a healthy growth of plants therein, light your favorite incense. Draw a pentagram on the inside and outside bottom of the pot with a wooden spoon, saying: Blessings of earth for abundance. Pass the pot through the incense, saying: Blessings of air for fragrance. Turn on the burner of your stove and place the pot on the flame carefully, saying: Blessings of fire for purity in preparation. Stir in a little water, saying: Blessings of water for love. Prepare a favorite food and share it. “Goddess of the hearth and home Habondia, Hertha, Hestia Warm my hearth with your love! Bless my meals That they may be Nutritious, enchanting, and Sumtuose. Blessed Be!” Smooth as silk sliding over skin For feelings to show without as within Stirring clockwise, the juices flow Sated, happy, in love’s glow. Tempered widdershins, balance set The food will help, aid and abet Passions rising, banked and ready

How The Fight Started...
HOW THE FIGHT STARTED I rear-ended a car this morning. So there we are alongside the road the driver slowly gets out of the car . . . and you know how you just-get-sooo-stressed and life-stuff seems to get funny? Yeah, well, I could NOT believe it . . he was a DWARF! He storms over to my car, looks up at me and says, "I AM NOT HAPPY!" So, I look down at him and say, "Well, which one are you then?" . . . and that's when the fight started. Lmao!! Tc n peace Boo hugz!!

The Blog Game
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. **

Funnies
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. ** (taken from jessa she's awesome)

Come On In
YOU, yes YOU too can have your own personalized sexy, sexual or just plain vanilla picture of me giving you a salute. I am in the army and i do know how to salute....... a vip will get you in if you're not already in myh family. i promise you; access to my faimily is far from boring I'm shipping out in 14 days to join the army again. I'm looking forward to new adventures but i'll miss the friends i have here and i hope i can be on here much more once i get settled. In the 80's I joined the Army after my freshman year in college. For the next two years I was in ROTC. I got to do alot of cool stuff in that time. I was selected as one of fifty-two cadets in the country to go to Germany and be assigned to a unit as a platoon leader. I got to be assigned to the 10th attack helicopter batallion as C company attack platoon leader. I was 19years old and was in charge of 7 cobra attack helicopters for 6 weeks. I saw alot of Germany from the air. I also got to go to Airborne school and after th

Expensive Loser Wanted
Omg To Funny Expensive Loser Wanted!!! Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible because you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot Graffias bong you call "chewbongka". Please have no furniture except a pool table and

How Can I ?
My question is, how can I love someone so much... but let them cause me so much pain? Why is it that you can devote yourself 110% to someone, and they take advantage of it... and turn their back on you? How can one sit there and blame all their problems on you, but you've never done anything but be there when it matters most? Why make promises when you know you don't intend to keep them? Why say you love someone, when you know it isn't true? How can you walk away from someone when all they wanted was to be loved by you? How can you get so angry at someone when all they do is care about you? How can you dislike someone so much to make them hurt so bad? How can you look someone in the eyes and say they're the only person that matters, but when they need you the most you’re nowhere to be found? How can you say you love me, but then turn your back on me? My question is, how can I love someone so much... but let them cause me so much pain?

Thoughts
MY LIFES A TWISTED GAME. WHERE I'M NOT IN CONTROL OF MY OWN NAME. MY TEARS ARE REAL,BUT ONLY FOR ME TO SEE. THE MOURNERS JUST SEE ME AS A SHELL OF WHAT I USED TO BE. MY LIFE GOES ON AS I PARADE AS IF I'M JUST FINE. BUT I HIDE ALL MY TRUE PAIN INSIDE CAUSE ITS MINE ALL MINE, DAYS FADE AND GO BUT MY PAIN STILL GROWS. I DON'T THINK THAT ANYBODY REALLY KNOWS. THIS IS WHY MY LIFE IS A TWISTED GAME AND NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW MY TRUE NAME.

Thoughts
As my Soul searches this vast waste land we call life. The emptiness grows stronger and life slips further towards the grave. The Fresh smell of my grave calls me home. My dirt tomb is the only place I feel safe and warm. As I wonder through this cemetery called life I wonder where this life will lead me. The only life I’ve ever know has been paved with life’s decay and the bodies of its victims. Why must are world be so cruel? Why do we just strive to survive? Take me now I’m coming home. Back to the grave where I feel safe and warm from life’s death grip on me. Why is this world so vain? Why do we strive to survive this place? The cemetery soothes the soul of our lost loved ones who have been taken from life’s cruel game. As the last shovelful of dirt is tossed on my grave I know its my time to ride the last flight of the soul.

Do You Really Care?
24 hours ago, I posted a blog saying that I was leaving this site, and as of right now that is still my mindset. After I posted it, I had literally a dozen people come to me and ask me not to delete my profile - that I will be giving in to the ones who want me gone from this site. (Am I really that much of a threat to some people?) I have also heard some rumors floating around that paint a very sick and disturbing picture of me. Believe me, I am tired of the lies, so I am coming out with what I have heard has been said. Believe whatever you want to - I really don't care! I have heard that I have lied about a lot of things on this site. I hear that people have been saying that I never had cancer, nor did I ever go through treatments or have the two surgeries. I have heard that some are saying that Kianna never existed - that I made her up and I was really her (an alter-ego of sorts). I have heard that I am just saying these and being like this for the attention and to pull at

To My Friends And Fans
LOL NOT THAT MANY OF U READ MY BLOGS ANYWAY BUT HERE GOES.....TODAY I LOCKED MY A LIL NAUGHTY FOLDER...WHY? BECAUSE I HAVE OVER 2,000 FRIENDS AND EVEN MORE FANS....MOST OF WHOM DO NOTHING MORE THAN COME TO MY PAGE AND LOOK AT MY PICS....AND I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT..TO DO WHAT LOL...THEY NEVER EVEN SPEAK TO ME....SOME I HAVE NEVER HEARD FROM ONCE I ADDED THEM DESPITE MY PAGE SHOWING THEY VIEW MY PROFILE OFTEN...AND I CAN GUESS WHICH PICS....MOST OF THE TIME THEY DONT EVEN BOTHER TO RATE THEM. SO THE TERM "FRIENDS" IS KINDA WRONG. SO FOR NOW I AM KEEPING THEM LOCKED. I AM SURE IT WONT BE A BIGGIE LOL PLENTY OF WOMEN ON FUBAR :) HOPE YA'LL HAD A NICE CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR :) HUGGZZZZZZ.....BRANDY

All About Me
Hello, my name is Melissa, but my friends call me Missy and I am 30. I have been married now for 5 yrs. and have 2 boys of my own(Alex-3 and Zach-15 mo.). I also have 2 step-daughters(Tia-12 and Sabrina-10). I am 5'4" and weigh about 110 lbs. I also have red hair and hazel eyes. So I am a short petite chick, lol. Well that's me.

What Am I Doing???
I am in another danm relationship and I don't know what I am doing...Here it is a Friday night and I know he is on the Fubar site... don't ask me what he is doing because I don't fucking know. We are at home alone and instead of talking to me he goes on that site. We are alone at home ...no kids no distractions and we have an opportunity to have an enjoyable evening . What am I doing should I even be in this relationship??? I am drinking some wine and I think I should of stopped a glass ago, but what the fuck...he just sits there without saying a danm word to me. Should I even be in this relationship? You tell me??? I am getting to old for the games that he seems to want to play...Can anyone tell me why he is on this site instead of being with me???

Dont Give Up!
I just want to say something about the curve ball life likes to throw sometimes. You may be delt a card that you didnt plan on and it just might put a stick in the spokes of your bicycle of life. I want to say something about my own life that I hope will inspire you when you are delt an undesireable card. I play the bass guitar with a paralyzed left hand. A stretched brachial plexus nerve from a severe car accident caused my fingers on my left hand to be paralyzed. I played bass guitar for 13 years at the time of my accident and just ordered my first 6 string bass online which came in while I was still in intensive care. Doctors told me that I may never play the bass again and that put me in a downward tailspin real fast. A friend of mine had a dream of me playing with the bass in my lap and wearing a slide on one of my fingers. I immediately went to Norman Music and picked up a slide for my pinky finger. I started teaching myself to play again and it sounded like crap.

My Thoughts
I try everyday with everyone i know online and offline both to undertand how they feel in every converstaion i have. yet no matter what i do i always feel like what im saying only i understand i feel as though no matter how many ppl tell me they get me no one does and im going to die alone and misserable i think ive said to much to ppl in shouts and in lounges tonight that is why im bloging all this i hope someone out there can help me Thanks to those that have tried to break down my walls Micheal Jackson - You are not aloneAdd to My Profile | More Videos All I want from a girlfriend, wife whatever is someone that sees me as flawed as I am and doesnt care who looks at me in a way that tells me theres no one else shed rather be with Im not realy concerned with much else sure I can be a perv But arnt most guys anyway ? Guess Im only writeing this out of sheer frustration but its better than holding it in ? But anyways it really doesnt matter because no one will mostlikely read thi

There are strange things that happen to us in life and after we have time to reflect on them we try to understand just what happened and why...but I think the truth is that maybe we are not supposed to know just and why things happened for. I have had I think my share of sorrow in life I have gone through the lose of a brother, a grandparent times 3 and now a close friend. I dont know why God does this to certain people. Why did he have to take her so early? What was she doing wrong in this world that God needed to take her home? She was nothing but pure love and the people that she came in contact with all remembered her by either something she did that inspired them or for the love she have for her pets or politics. I cant image what it must be like to loose a child! They say that you are not supposed to bury your children that they are supposed to lay you to rest. I have an almost 3 years old and I cant began to believe my little daughter leaving this world before me. That would jus

I Wonder
i wonder sometimes do you really love me? And i wonder if you will be with me in 5 years or if you'll be gone. I wonder if what you feel is really real or its just in your head. I wonder that if i say i do will you do the same and have no regrets about us . Can you answer any of these questions and make my fears go away with one look and touch ?

For Now This Is Just Goodbye
I sit here and think with so many fucked up thoughts in my head You know I wonder if it was something you did or something I said At first everything was going unbelievably fucking great Little by little it started to change its like being alone is my fate When I give myself to someone I truly give all that I can I believe that I am amazing myself and deserve a deserving man I honestly think that for me it is just so hard to trust because of the past This life is so short to waste time it just flies by so fast I want to believe what is said to me by you all the time on the phone Even when you say that you love me and need me why do I feel alone I feel as though you might be playing me for dumb It was too easy to fall for you I mean I could not pretend to be numb Were you just telling me all the things that a woman wants to hear I knew from the beginning falling too hard was the one thing I did fear Please talk to me and let me know what is goin

Just A Thought
I know I haven't talked much about my personal life on this site! I put my heart and soul in my last space and lost internet connection for a while and I felt like I lost some good friends in the process. So I have just been having fun and keeping it easy...but it is time to get a little deeper...take it to a different level! I have meet a few down to earth ... really caring and honest people in the last 3 or 4 weeks and two of them have shared something very personal with me ... I think you will know who you are so I won't really mention names. Losing someone close is always a hard thing to go thru and ALL MY LOVE GOES OUT TO BOTH OF YOU!!! I pray that God will heal the pain and ease you mourning hearts! I know a lot of people probly won't like the song I have chosen to play today. To me music is an expression of inner feelings. Something the artist needs for people to hear in the message they are singing in hopes that it will somehow make a difference. Either thru a trial they

My Writing
It's a day like no other as I waltz into the candyshop "No bad candy for me today" I tell the shop keeper The bastard always sells me bad candy & I can never tell 1 look @ a pack of white chocolate & my mouth waters Snatch the bag, pay the man, tear open the bag, handful to the mouth... Bite... Bite... chew... Chew silivate Hmmmmm... Heaven... absolute heaven, I hear the angels the trumpets and... and... then I reach the not so chewey or yummy center.. The fucker got me again.. Always happens, he never fails to decieve me & I always believe one day I'll beat him Does he actually sell candy w/o blemish? Why don't I shop elsewhere? Its not equilibrium & yet I have no answers Its just as easy to shop elsewhere but I have no desire to The others gather around as I choke on this filth They're enjoying their candy, its as simple as going down the block but I'm stubborn, I have no urge to. I must emerge victorious over the shop keep I will emerge victori

Troubled Mind..
I don't understand it.. Why do I keep getting dicked around by women. I am completly honest and up front and yet they still cant be honest with me.. Do I just attract women that play games or what??

Me?
LEO - The Lion Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

Crash
My Report on crash between Carlsbad and Hobbs on 12-27-07 5:30 PM I was on my way to work when i drove onto the scene of a very bad wreck, 2 semi trucks were involved a Swift truck heading toward Hobbs had been struck when a Water truck was turning into midway station, as i drove closer to the scene i could see people in the road running in diffrent directions and some people on the side of the road waving ther hands, checking my rear view mirror to see if i was clear to slow down i applied my brakes and pulled over, set my hazzard lights and called 911 i informed them that there had been a wreck at mile marker 62-65 and to send EMS, after i hung up, got my hazzard bag that i got when i started this job out of my truck and ran toward a group of bi-standers, the driver of the watter truck was on the ground with a head full of blood, all i could think about was the training video and CPR class, there was a lot of trafic on the road heading toward our direction very fast

Mumms The Word
TO THOSE OF YOU WHO ACTUALLY ARE TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS; THANX:) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ PLZ GO AND VOTE ON THIS MUMM FOR ME IF YA HAVENT! PLZ READ IT IF YA HAVE TIME YOU CAN COMMENT! BUT PLZ ~V O T E~ TY AND ~ HAPPY HOLIDAYS~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ COPY AND PASTE IN BROWSER AND TY FOR THOSE WHO HAVE AND DO!ANGEL~ http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=273855#

Here!
I've been thinking about my Resolutions for the new year and though I've hardly ever made any I've managed to accoplish all of them. This year I just have two that I want to accoplish, however one of them I cannot do alone. For that one I need someone else to make it work and is personal. The other however I will gladly share with all that read these things. My goal is a two part goal, one get my car fixed, two get out of Texas. I'm not exactly sure where I'm going to go just yet. I do know that I miss snow. I miss the stillness after a good snow storm and while I don't hate Texas I do know I don't want to live here anymore. My family is here, but too many bad things have happened to me here and I want a fresh start someplace that it snows. I wouldn't mind Iowa but that's going into the first Resolution and like I said it's personal. Other than that Colorado looks good or maybe Nebraska. I like Nebraska. It was beautiful there when I was a kid and I'm sure it hasn't changed all that mu

It's Been A While...
my roommate wrote a blog recapping the year. my comment to her was going to get too long to be a comment. so i decided to do my own version. the new year started for me in bed. drunk. high on life. i don't remember what stupid silly thing happened, but out of my mouth comes, "uh oh. this year has it in for me." ... i've never said a truer statement. i couldn't have been happier at the start of this year. i think i can honestly say that was the happiest time i've ever had in my life. nothing could have brought me down. prior to saint patrick's day is a blur of great times with the two people i'd come to call family. at the time, 'if i had it all' had been my latest dmb addiction and i remember quoting to jenn if i had it all, i'd fuck up it... "no, no you won't". ... saint patrick's day, we almost died. a few times. that was the night i learned i wasn't invincible. it was also the moment (i think) that began my downfall. that night changed who i was. ... in a good way now

Chance Meeting
On my screen you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll, vow should you give yours to me?

Other Reading Material
10. Scorch marks on the furniture whenever Satan manifests 9. Not even Lysol can mask the smell of brimstone 8. Hard to keep the flaming goat skulls lit 7. Decreased availability of blonde virgins 6. Blood stains from the sacrifices are *impossible* to get out of the carpet 5. Wailing of the damned souls in Hell keeps the neighbors awake 4. The cats keep attacking Satan's tail, which annoys him 3. Repeated stooping motions for administering the "Kiss of Shame" difficult on the older coven members 2. Demons smell even worse than brimstone 1. It's impossible to worship something that doesn't exist! When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for wha

Why I Ache!
This blog was written by my friend Terri, who said that I could post it in my blogs as well. As some of you know, I have back problems, what you don't know is that I have Rheumatoid Arthritis(RA), and Fibromyalgia as well..... Most know what RA is, and can understand back problems, but not everyone knows anything about Fibro. Hopefully this helps you to understand... ***************************************************** MY NAME IS FIBROMYALGIA by Terri Been Hi. . .My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make y

My Love For You
for you I love you completely from the dimples in your eyes to the kisses you give so sweetly you make me smile when no one else can you make it all better your my kinda man I dont know how you do it and probably never will the way you make my body flutter even when i am standing still I hate that you have to leave And i miss you all the time but i know you will come home and when you do you are still mine So my prayer is that you are safe in everything you do Cause your love is home waiting waiting just for you I know its tough and work is hard but i love you so much believe with your heart I love and miss you baby come home safe to me forever i will be faithful and true til i can hold you in my arms once again

The Gates Of Hell
It is before the gates of hell that I find myself. It is in this place of fear and pain that I must fight my battles and face my enemies. The smell is engulfing me, the stinch of ignorance and glotting fill the air. The wind blows with the sounds of nothingness and you destroying who I was and trying to hold back who I want to be. My blood flows with each blow I allow you to make. My adrenaline pumps with each strike and contact I make. Vengefulness lingers in my heart, while love is what makes it beat. My body is hot while my skin is cold to the touch. It is before the gates of hell I face you. It is before the gates of hell that I will win and come out on top, no matter how hard you push me down. With each blow you make I relive the pain you inflicted on me. I bleed from the wounds you made. My heart aches and my soul cries. I stand alone, here at the gates of hell. No one to have my back. No one to put you in your place. I stand alone and fight a battle I have been fighting

Me
I just want to wish all my family and friends on here a Happy New Year!!!! After the first, I will start my process in deleting my fubar account.. If you're a true friend and want to stay in contact with me, I will give you my yahoo and myspace.. Everyone else I hope your journey in this life leads you to where you want to be!!!! ~Miss TeRe~

These Are Some Bad Girls!
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Rant
At work today a co-worker asked me if I was ok because they havent heard a peep out of me. I usually am in everyones face making sure they're doing their job but lately I've been depressed about my ex dumping me for a man 13 days ago. The mumm section on this site has been a great place for me to get out my aggressions. Im more angry than I am horny but I would like to fuck my pain away in the near future but the thought of fucking a guy that lies about him fucking guys makes my blood boil and I dont know if I can believe another guy again. My ex was always so anti-gay, well for man being gay anyway he loved for me to bring home girls for both of us to do. It was just an act. Thats all I have to say for now. Im going back into the mumms.

Idk
Wanna let everyone that luvs me on 2 whats going on. Spent the past few days in Reno and got back 2 find out that 4 fam issues i have 2 return 2 Iowa. 'cause of the issue i wont be online until the 8th. Luv my page until then and looking forward to some of u when i return.

Boyfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you enjoy it? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.WOULD U LOVE ME? 15.Do you think I'm cute? 16. If you could change something about me would you? 17.Would you dance with me? 18.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] d

Fritos!
I would like to endorse the frito-lay company. They brought into this world the greatest snack chip the wolrd has ever known. I speak of the Frito. I will tell you just how adored these coveted pieces of fried corn are. Once, long ago, a family went to Florida to look at some property they had been sold. With this family was a boy not yet four years of age. I was this boy. I have very faint memories of this vacation, actually, except for a few exceptions. One day we went to the beach and I have been able to piece together enough bits of memory to remember this. I went (on my "loving" brothers request) to get snacks. Fritos, in fact. I loved fritos. I started in on the bag on my way back to my brothers. This was a nice full bag of fritos. This is when I discovered my first scientific discovery of my life. Seagulls love fritos. Not just love, mind you. Those buggers LUST after them. It started with just one, but only for a moment. He was soon joined by a HOST of others. All mad for the g

I Need To Step Away
This is what I said when I left FUBAR I stand by those feelings and I am not sure if I will come back for good or for just right now. Anyway to save the feelings I had there at that time I created this blog. I am going to likely be on here from time to time but no where as active as I once was. Ok well I have had enough of FUBAR for a while I am tired of the drama, people begging for blasts, tickers, VIPs, Happy Hours, and FU-Bucks. Also people doing anything they can just to get points. This is supposed to be place to meet people, have fun, and make new friends. Well I have been on here for almost 10 months now, at this posting I have fanned 574 people and made 457 friends. Sometimes I only fan people but that is rare most of the time I rate and fan profiles before sending a request. I only have 185 fans myself and only 1214 profile views that is about 4 views a day. To those Few Friends that I have made on here that wonder why I want to leave think about it 4 views a day and I hav

The Maid Of Honor
The Maid of Honor Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLM) Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor. Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you. We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself. Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them. Your exact female opposite: Half-Cocked Random Brutal Sex Dreamer Always avoid: The F

Blog
For the first time in his Fubar life.... Daddy is up for auction. So if you're looking for someone to pay you some attention and show you some love.... just click the link below and place your bid..... You won't be sorry :) Posted comments for everyone on my friend list as a way to say thanks for making my stay at Fubar entertaining. Know I don't know everyone nor does everyone know me, but I'd like to change that for 2008. I want to send out a special thanks to all who replied with comments or thank yous and hoping to hear from the rest throughout the year. Daddy is available anytime anyone needs help leveling and he takes care of those that take care of him.... On my way to "pimp" and any help would be appreciated. Happy New Year to all of you, my friends now and my friends to come. Peace. Big Daddy Daddy's up for sale again and you can ask my last owners.... I'm worth having..... Click the link below and rate Daddy's pic and place ur bid.... you'll be glad u did.

My Favourite Links
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Help A Friend!
Give our friend a push to Rock Star, he returns all luv shown and lends a hand to others...let's level him!!! Shaggy PA "Her Sinister Enigma"Head Promotions Manager@ ACE CAFE@ fubar (repost of original by '~Mz Attitude~ Shadow Leveler' on '2007-12-28 15:41:44')

Cycle
Sadness roams free Death decaying Madness alike Dieing again Love is no more Lust brakes free Hatred soon follows Envy strikes all Sadness follows envy Death causes sorrow Madness is a state of mental death Dieing causes one to go mad Love it to let your heart die Lust is love Hatred follows broken lust Envy follows hate In this cycle we all sit Waiting for the next Death to come And take

Tonight
Lust electric Gentle nibble Delicate flick Juices trickle Tender mouthful Indulgent sips Spasms sinful Gyrating hips Thrusts entrancing Feverish pace Teeth caressing Deadlock embrace Lust electric Unabated Flesh metallic Liquidated

Because
Because you’re Beautiful This poem’s addressed To you Because you’re beautiful No matter what You do Because you’re beautiful The sun rises Every day Because you’re beautiful The mist shrouds a Dreamy day Because you’re beautiful A blossom blooms and holds Its scent Because you’re beautiful Songs sung in your heart Are meant Because you’re beautiful Reflections shine And glint Because you’re beautiful Poems are written Heaven sent Because you are beautiful This is all that this Poem’s said Just in case you may have Any doubt This poem's heaven sent To tell you You are beautiful And that is what this poem Is about.

Sex Or Love
Love is morbid and stressful Sex is humorous, kinky and easy. Sex is something upbeat Love is plummeting down. Love is larger than life Sex is life itself, no frills attached. Sex is like saving money Love is like spending money. Sex is exchanging energy Love is wasting it. Love is hell on earth Sex is heaven on earth. Love is sleepless nights Sex is sweet dreams. Sex is a torrid interlude Love is Celtic frost. Love is a narcotic dependence Sex is detoxification. Love is Spartan and redundant Sex is simple and quintessential. Love is commitment and chastity Sex is friendship and reminiscene. God I Will Take Love

Me Today
Alone always alone Even in the company of others I am alone Alone alone Longing to have someone Everyone has someone But I am alone All alone I lay in my bed I stare at the stars I no I am totally alone I welcome all and none And that’s why I am so… Alone

My Self Alone
Alone I drift away, Alone I walk a thousand miles, Alone I fall asleep, Alone I stare at the sky, Alone I sit under a tree, Alone I cry. Alone I dream of you, Alone I hope and pray, to God who is oh so merciful and powerful to let me find my way. Alone I drift away, Alone I live today, and alone I'll die someday.

Trust In Me
trust in me cause i know the pain trust in me cause i know the cold nights trust in me cause i know the lonliness trust in me cause i know my heart trust in me cause i know my soul trust in me cause i know what i give trust in me cause i know who i am trust in me cause i know what i want trust in me cause i know i can trust you! !

12/28/07
ok... went to dr... was actually mammograms and ultrasounds, man now i'm even more sore... don't think i'll hear from them about anything till after the 1st so it's more of the cat and mouse game of hurry up and freakin' wait (yes i am trying to quit cussin' so much)... oh well... what can you do, really?

Cant You See
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder Beauty is in all things. Beauty is in the sky. Beauty is in the water ever so blue. Beauty is the winter when trees are covered with snow. Beauty is the summer when you smell and see the flowers grow. Beauty is all things big and little. Beauty is in all things, Black and white. Beauty is in all things, you and me. Beauty is all around us...can't you see?

True Beauty
Where does the true beauty lie? Within the heart, not the eye The eye deceives and the eye is blind It is the soul where answers you will find Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace The beauty within, not upon a face But what is beauty? It is falsly termed Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned Carry the true beauty within your heart Never from your lips let anger depart Within people you trust, always confide And always search for the beauty, that lies inside

With You
With You, I've found someone who accepts me as I am,yet helps me to become a better, more fulfilled person... With You, I've found something that allows to be strong,yet gives me comfort and support whenever I need it... With You, I've found the somewhere that makes me feel sheltered and secure,yet free enough to grow and develop on my own... With You, I've found what it seems I had been looking for forever- The beautiful and very real meaning of love!!

Rant Yall
Ok, so as one of my good friends told me today I love attention. Thats right I love to be the center of everyones attention. I am loud, obnoxious and generally do whatever I want so that everyone has to pay attention to me. So we go to DC today to hit up the Smithsonia, and I will post pics later. But anyhow tours two of the oriental exhibits about and spend some time walking about in the garden. Dawn and I then decide we need food. So I make a call to see where food is about that area. So we find out some things going on as for food on the phone and decide to hit the natural history museum. We hike about in there and we walk out. So upon walking out one of those lovely black suburbans with government tags rolls up on us. Yeah you know those ones that you generally don’t want to see rolling up on you. Well anyhow it rolls up and we have a conversation with 3 gentleman wearing vests and carrying machine guns. After the conversation we walk up to Frado’s Irish Pub an

Falling
Im falling in and out Of this place we call life Going here and there Just to be worn and torn The light is so bright Its hurting my very own eyes That I shield them with the shadows Of the darkness that you bring around There I know I'm safe and protected From the blinding light that once was welcoming Now it only seems to burn and blind me Straight to the core of my being Why is it that it hurts so Why does the light I once knew All to well and was comforting to me Burn and blind me so? Have I truly been denied and rejected Or is it trying to regain me to it? Why is it that within the shadows Im most comfortable of all now? Things have gotten out of hand All are going to know it soon enough But only the time and fight will be the end And tell us the true beginning and end of all things

"the Window"
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst followers of every color and a fine view

Naughty Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to me instead of posting them here if You like!! 1.is it in? 2. That's it? 3. You've go

I Just Don't Get It
You know there is something I just don’t get. Every time my girlfriends break up with me, it’s usually for some but ugly guy! My first wife ended up with a guy 20 years older than her, and ugly. My second wife I think was the worse, he was a friend of mine, his teeth are all black with rot, and he doesn’t bath! WTF! Don’t know how she can stand the smell. My most recent broken heart left me for a skin, nasty looking married man, who walks around like he’s had one to many dicks stuck up his ass! And people wonder why I think I am just the ugliness person on the planet! Hell if this is what they want and they think that they are better looking and what not, than me, what does that say about me? Am I really just that ugly? I sometimes wonder, and because of things of that nature I don’t think very highly of myself, even though I get told that I am a very sexy and handsome man. I know that sometimes I am a hand full. I mouth off a little too much, but what I say is the truth. I don’t h

Playpen Auction
Yes 2night is that night where myself and most of the playpens staff are there for grabs. Please pop along and support us even if your not buying. Please also read this http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3992739651 to see what each of us are offering if you buy us. Put your money where your dicks are boys and come and get it :P

No Title Want To Name It 2
The spark of passion: chemistry The simmering of blood and heart The speed of passion: furious Almost over before it begins The length of passion: timeless Its memory will always live The art of passion: timing Knowing when to accept, to give

Browning
Love in a Life by Robert Browning I Room after room, I hunt the house through We inhabit together. Heart, fear nothing, for, heart, thou shalt find her, Next time, herself! -not the trouble behind her Left in the curtain, the couch's perfume! As she brushed it, the cornice-wreath blossomed anew, - Yon looking-glass gleamed at the wave of her feather. II Yet the day wears, And door succeeds door; I try the fresh fortune - Range the wide house from the wing to the centre. Still the same chance! she goes out as I enter. Spend my whole day in the quest, -who cares? But 'tis twilight, you see, -with such suites to explore, Such closets to search, such alcoves to importune

Blogging
Invictus OUT of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud, Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul. William Ernest Henley Goodbye Why does love tend to hurt so bad?? It makes you happy, but in turn can make you oh so sad....... You know its there, but then its not...... Like a feather in the wind it cant be forgotten....... You give and give in hopes of some return..... Then in the end it seems as if you are only burned...... My feelings for you will always be true..... But the ghosts shadow I lived

Suicide
i dont no what 2 do,my love of my life just broke up with me.n it is hard on me 2 just move on.i dont no what i did 2 her , she want even talk 2 me.so now i am alone an hurt.so now i feel emty like i have nothing laft it is hard 2 go 2 bed n no i want wake up with her .so i dont sleep,it is hard 2 eat ,it is like i am diying...................................

A Moment
A moment of passion so easily shared, with no fear or regret. The memories flood through my mind, a moment of passion I'll never forget. A moment of passion is like a drug, it takes me so high. Needing to get another fix, a moment of passion can never lie A moment of passion when we are alone, you desire it too. Unable to control it, a moment of passion shared with you.

Passion To Me
Passion is deliberate, but passion is sure passion is cure and reverses all falls Passion is you meek, and willing to walk passion is me battling through steel or rattan Passion is me in your future and dreams, passion is you in my waiting and running Passion is knowing that time is not ours, passion is knowing that our bodies must fall. ...controlled and yet uncontrollable passion soon withdraws to submission...

Pretty Bubbles In The Air
.brain damage. Heart damage. i can hear the thunder outside..the lightening wont be far behind. the rain will fall soon.... *sigh* kinda like...you know....the fighting starts..... the tears fall...the voices crack; shitty words are exchanged.... and heartache...lingering there the entire time. hail. this will be a long. stop reading here and go pee. hell, grab a snack... you guys know...what exstacy does to your life...right? ...fucks it up.....not usually right that moment, when you're rollin..... but for many many many many many days afterwards. sometimes months...*shrugs*...some...never seem to get a grasp on it. -which is probably ME, right this moment- seeing as... i'm gonna sit here and post about my feelings on it.... all while i'm about to drop and wait for it to fucking hit. hypocritical, i know... ask me if i care right now; i'll tell you no. have you ever felt so wonderful? so alive? so beautiful? so

Truth
Say what you want Mean what you say Remember the darkest Lights of that day Be who you are Do as you please The truth is going to Bring you to your knees The truth is that That we all need The truth is the end Of a mystery The truth is out there You will see The truth is out there For you and me The truth is out there The search is not in vain The truth is out there Out there in the rain Say what you want But you better believe The truth is a goal We all must achieve

Poem
A soft rain, On a warm morning, During a walk, Is an invitation To refine those Memories That have faded since Childhood. Is it the falling of the Drops through the leaves That we hear? or Is that the movement of Peals of water rolling over the Once dry creek bed? I have thrown aside My umbrella… A quiet that is only Broken by the swish Of car tires as they Breathlessly swirl by, Rain flattens my Hair, running rivulets Of nature’s tears over My unshaven face. My dogs prance the Prance with what we foolishly Call a smile on their faces. That is obviously just Contentment! The rain is irrelevant To them. Poet the poems i get are from very sweet friend thank you sweety have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, The

Torrents
I follow you outside youlean against a white benz ansd light one up I step out of the shadows and walk toward you I stare deep in your eyes you are hypnotized by the passion inside, It pulls you in its like the passion is reaching to you from withing you cannot look away I reach you and place my hand on the back of your neck I pull you in for a kiss I taste your lips, and your tongue I bite your lip and pull you down you unzip my pantsand pull my soft cock out you take it in your mouth and make it grow you know I am pleasured by my moans I am rock hard now and I hold your head against me, all the way to the base affter about 30 seconds I let go. You are dripping now I raise you up and turn your toward the car I pull down your pants and bend you over the hood you moan as I slide in I slide my fingers in the other hole as I pump you, slow at first, till it is hard and fast You pull out and you kneel in front of me you take me again in your mouth and swallo

Fallen Angel
have fallen from sky, Fallen to the ground, I am the angel of sadness, Angel of lost hopes, Angel of lost dreams, I am the fallen angel, Fear me not, I am here for reason, That reason is to have a second chance in life, That life I was given for a reason, They took my wings, They took me apart made me human, I was the fallen angel, But that fallen angel had one chance in life that she was given, This angel won’t make the same mistakes she made before, This angel will go down the right path that has been chosen for her, This fallen angel know what she has to do to be forgiven.

Hardest Day
Well today was the hardest day of my life. I buried my boyfriend. That was something I never dreamed of doing. I've been through alot of hard things in my life. But this was the hardest. Never again will I see the man I loved and wanted to spent the rest of my life with.

Top 8
Hey yall if you want to make my top 8 hit me up. Every month there will be a new top 8 so if you want to make the cut hit me up! Taking names for my Top 8 for the month of Jan. 2008. First 8 names get a slot for the month! Peace Roy

50 Things Men Wish You Knew
1. Express yourself. It makes us proud, even if someone thinks you're wrong. 2. You look hot in running shoes and shorts. And that top thingy with the stripes. 3. Bare, tan shoulders are underrated. 4. If you think I’m speeding now, you should see me drive when you're not in the car. 5. If you're truly interested in us, don't play hard to get. 6. Shopping is a chore, not an activity. 7. When I screw up, go ahead and tell me--once. 8. No question need ever be asked through a closed bathroom door if I'm inside. I love you less with each syllable you utter. 9. I'm hot for you, not your sister or your friend or your coworker. 10. My guy friends. Not only are they not negotiable, they’re your best sign that I’m not a whack job. 11. Don't be afraid to ditch the makeup. Natural is sexier. 12. Leave the eyebrows alone. Plucked ain't pretty. 13. You can have sex with us any time you want. Seriously. 14

My Blogs
You Meant So Much by Cassie Mitchell You meant so much to all of us You were special and that's no lie You brightened up the darkest day And the cloudiest sky Your smile alone warmed hearts Your laugh was like music to hear I would give absolutely anything To have you well and standing near Not a second passes When you're not on our minds Your love we will never forget The hurt will ease in time Many tears I have seen and cried They have all poured out like rain I know that you are happy now And no longer in any pain. ♥♥♥ I LOVE YOU JOHNNY!!! Bows head in great respect ... This Song is decicated to the man in my life that I love with all my heart ... I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping Far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Well, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasure I don't wanna clo

To My Darling
Words could never hold or contain the happiness and joy felt from hearing your voice. Nor could the feeling be totally expressed, at finding someone who is the end of my long journey of searching. To know the peace and contentment in knowing, this lady is something I have searched for. And know that the person is there and where they are at. The face is no more blank, the heart is no more longing for what is not known. The dreams have all become real, and the emotions made known. In every heart we all search for what our heart desires, and when you have found such, then you are doubly blessed. all those nights in bed with a tear escaping the eye, wanting and desiring love that you know not from who, but just wanting and desiring to be love once before your journey ends. Once that is found then those nights were made worthwhile. Once that one is found then the half is no more but now is made whole and at peace. Joy, elation, happiness, love, and comfort is there and so much

Fear Of
Fear the light Fear the dark Fear the shadows Fear the night Fear can kill you If you let it control you For fear is nothing but a destruction Of ones self and ones soul Let it into your Heart And let it control you And you will never know anything But the fear you let control you Yet if you take control now And learn to master over it Then you shall live your life Without the constant knowing of Fear For Fear is naught If you do not fear it But to fear your fear Is to give it control And let it destroy you

Fu-land
FOR SALE!!! I will be hosting an auction starting on Sept.26-2pm fubar time and ending on Oct.4-2pm fubar time. If you wanna enter send me a message with your picture, what you have to offer and 20k fubux. You can choose to end you auction earlier if you got a bid you would like to accept. Most rates will receive a Silver Heart bling from me. If you have any questions message me. Remember i'm just the HOST.i'm not responsible who and what bids and if they pay or not. Come get your own sexy fu-slave! Pimp out brought to you by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar oh well...i'm on sale..lmao.don't get too excited..it's just on fubar lol i've joined my friend's fu-auction..so let the fun begin 8-p

Games N Surveys N Stuff, Oh My!
Type your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. No exceptions!

What Is Friendship Here?
Many have added me as a friend here or requested I add them, yet few who have done so have attempted to approach me for conversation . Is this all a game to gain points ? If they want to be my friend let them come talk to me find out what I have to say, and I about them .Friendship to me is not a word, its time spent getting to know me and I will return the gesture. MG

Deadly Nightshade
DEADLY NIGHTSHADE (BELLADONNA) by Caroline Tully This series of articles is a result of Caroline's research into traditional herbs found in many flying ointment recipes and is intended to be shared with other plant historians. Caution: Shadowplay does NOT recommend or advocate use or consumption of any of these herbs. (Improper use can kill you - hence the warning). "Atropa Belladonna" is the Latin for this unusual plant. The great naturalist, Linneaeus, named it this; he is reputed to have been so familiar with the nature and properties of plants that he was almost always able to find amazingly appropriate names for them. Atropa Belladonna is a good example of this because the generic name refers to the Greek Fate Atropos, the inflexible one, who cuts the thread of life. The species name is somewhat debated about; "Belladonna" is Spanish for @#145;beautiful woman@#146; and also means the same in Italian. It most probably refers to the fact that ladies in the Sp

Just Fun Stuff
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3864293553 There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or PASS! game. The rules are simple...if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!t's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to do u so!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be lame and not re-post. I will let you know if the feeling is mutual A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. She starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited he gets. She tries to talk him into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically

Fear
Fear of death Fear of life Fear of truth Fear can bite Fear devours Trust at sight Fear turns logic Into spite Fear even doth Turn light to night When it upon Your shoulder lights Fear twists Fear kills Fear is the cause Of most world ills Love chase fear away When fear gone All just peace

Happily Dead
im tired of all the bullshit and lies all the times that ive tried to show you how much i care but you brush it off and dont dare to acknolwedge my existance is to die by the sword the cold, steel you feel is for the lies and and the word that you made me believe was the honest truth that i couldnt see it was only a tattered noose to wrap around my heart choke the warmth from this lifeless entity stand over my spirit as i drift to peace and serenity i no longer have to deal with your waste of a life and a space just floating by time in a better mood and a better place so do your thing lie to them im happy knowing youll never touch me again

Unseen
the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen

Pain (1989)
All the pain The pain in my life you can't see it but i can Its horrible and discusing I wish the pain wasn't in my life But it is and its killing me The pain is causing me to lose my friends, family and people who i care about The pain is always there, in the car and at school and at home pain follows me everywere I can also see if another persons in pain or upset Pain is everywere in this world its even following you and me right now But the best thing to do is fight the pain I am and its helping a little bit It will either end you up dead or in the hospital Pain is everywere Pain Pain Pain

Hmmm..
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE

Lost Poem
Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, it is a deception Nay, these are not lost, a false perception Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, they exist deep in my soul, Ultimate forgiveness, a high ideal, and yet a worthy goal. Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love...

If We'd Sex ...
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

Love, Honesty And The Internet
We live in a crazy world. There are a lot of crazy people. And then are not so crazy people that simply have different views, morals, priorities, interests or lifestyles than you do. In all of this mess, men and women search for love. We look for treasure amid trash. The Holy Grail: one person that we can love who will love us, that we can respect, and that will treat us with respect. We look for a loving caring partner to have a fulfilling and long-lasting relationship. But where do we find people? We find them at our jobs, we find them in our churches, we find them in bars, we may even find them at a gas station or grocery store. Some have used personals adds or dating services. And they say you have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince or princess. And then, you meet people, and they put their best foot forward... try to be likable... This gives you a false picture of who they are. Eventually, they get tired of standing on their “best foot” and you start to see h

Who I And What I Am Looking For
It has been said many ways: No guts, no glory. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. You miss 100% of the shots you don't take. Life is full of chances and opportunities. But to take a chance .. to reach for an opportunity ... there is risk involved. Some people like to play it safe. They don't want to take a risk. They have been hurt before and are afraid of being hurt again. That is totally understandable. I have taken many risks in my life, and I have been hurt. The question one has to ask themselves is, "is the risk worth the reward?" I have always answered this question, "yes!" Because I know that the reward is the best thing I would ever dream of, and I have said that I will go through anything to get that. And if I quit, then all that I have gone through in the past would be for nothing. But sometimes ... I waver in this. My courage begins to falter. Sometimes I think, "Not again. I don't want to do this anymore. It's too much." Then I try to take a deep breath,

Party Tonight!!!!
Hell of a Party at 5555 McCracKen Rd. HELL OF A PARTY GOING ON IN HERNANDO, MS - JUST SOUTH OF MEMPHIS HEY, all of you out there that didn't see my last blog about this today's your last chance. There's a party at my house at starting at 7-8pm. come if you want to have the time of your life, plenty of parking space, and standing room, some alcohol may be provided but for the most part b.y.o.b. bring tents if you don't want to drive home. Lots of loud music, over 7hrs of mixed Cd's made especially for this party, plus an MP3 player will be hooked up just in case someone has a request. Bonfire, and campfire will be going. A bathroom will be provided for those who need it. It's outside the city limits and pretty far from most neighbors so not much worry about cops. Anybody in the north Mississippi area or Memphis area YOU ARE INVITED! There will be atleast 2 bouncers on site. Also a new development is that there maybe a local Memphis rock band showing up at the party. They wrot

Fifty Three/thirty One
We never remain in the present. We anticipate the future as being too slow to come, as if to hasten its progress; or we recall the past in order to hold it back as being too quick to go: we are so rash as to stray into times which are not ours, and do not think about the only one which belongs to us: so futile as to think of thoes which no longer are, and to let slip unreflecting the only one which subsides. The truth is, the present commonly wounds us. Road Less Traveled Two roads diverged in a yellow wood And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth Then took the other as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim Because it was grassy and wanted wear Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet, knowing how way leads on

Only God Can Judge Me
People alwayz look at the cover Look how i dress look at his lover They see what they want Thats why im alwayz on a blunt Why do they do it so much Does it give them a rush Or do they just try 2 push Me into something i dont wanna be

Christmas At The Gas Station
Christmas at the Gas Station The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty, "Stew . made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bel

Help Please
OK HERE I GO AGAIN I AM IN A GIVE AWAY FOR MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR. I AM LOOK FOR ANYONE AND EVERYONE THAT CAN HELP AND LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS ON THIS PICTURE EVERYDAY! PLEASE!!!! YOU ALL ARE THE BEST AND LET ME KNOW YOU WERE THERE ALL HELP WILL NOT GO UN NOTICES!!! TY LUV, CHRISTINE Looking for all and anyone that can and will help!!! I am in a give away for a HAPPY HOUR!! Look to get some help in reaching my goal I need 40000 More comments on this picture. So please if you will Leave a few!!!!

My Birthday Blog
Well for friends that care... MY birthday is Jan. 6th. I'm asking for Happy Birthday pics or Pics of you holding a sign saying Happy Birthday Big Wyll. I want to see how many friends are friends. If you will not be able to take a picture I do enjoy silly bitthday comments in my comments. I will be on business travel on my birthday, so I'm not going to have as much fun as I want to. But I'll be sure to party it up and take lots of photos for you all to laugh at.

A Wish
A Wish I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space!

Deep In Thought
have you asked for advice or help always been steered wrong. prob cause people don't understand the situation you may be in. everyone always has a different situation they may be in. its hard to try and comfort someone. a good friend there to listen comfort and always look out for you wiven any situation. not always good to do some things but ya dn't know what to do so some try to drink their life a way or try to harm them selves given their situation. not always easy. just having friends around you helps. from what i've seen and done is always look out for my friends and see who the good friends are and who arn't. true friends stand by you threw thick and thin no matter what the situation is or how hard it gets. i've stood by 1 of my friends and helped her out when she was in need. she was pregnant trying to deal with bills and room mates who were giving her a lot of trouble. i helped her make things easier for when she had her baby girl. with her being a mother dealing wit

Year 2008
wish i could just forget I hate it that when things happen .... they hurt us still weeks later... month later... sometimes years later... and u cant get it out of ur head... it just sticks there... and everything reminds u on it.... u hear a song... u walk a street... u read a sign... u see a face... and BOOM its back.... i am doing better at the moment... i only think every 2nd minute about what happened a month ago... i wish i could just forget it... and not think about it at all anymore... the first time i was just sitting home doing absoloutly nothing anymore... hoping things will be okay..... now i at least leave the house again.... and sometimes i have fun :) i feel like i waste so much time with being depressed about something i knew would go the way it did.... but why would u hold urself back when everything seem so perfect.....i always do the same mistakes again..... i hate it i dont really wanna talk about the details what happened.... but i feel bad... and i do

Miss Beatrice - The Church Organist
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water,and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. Miss Beatrice", he said," I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied," Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to place it on the organ, keep it wet and t

Who Cares Anyway Right Not Feelin So Hot Today
What I wanted I truly thought it was you. Someone who loves to be with me, Someone who’s love was strong and true. What I wanted was becoming a reality You said you never wanted to leave me alone What I wanted was love, and to see it grow, Having a home with love, while calling it our own. What I wanted was to be number one or even the fifth in your life. What I wanted was the person I love, to become my wife. Someone to take the time, to understand how loving I am. Someone that knew when it comes to being a man, “that I am.” Know that there’s nothing I am materialistic attached. Someone that knows when disputing not attacked What I wanted I saw in you. Sadden by the clock of time it became untrue. So many things I heard that came from your voice That made me believe the person I wanted was you, But when time passed on by I realize, what I wanted was not you. What I wanted was an image, an image you made. Of a w

Msmaines Pimpout!!
The first MSMAINE PIMPOUT goes to REBECCA. She helped me get my Happy Hour, and I mean she helped me!! Her and I busted butt day after day and got it finished last night. Thanks Rebeca for all your time and hard work. WE DID IT GIRL!! PLEASE show her sum MAD MAD LOVE!!!!! *ReBeCca*{NBSD Family}@ fubar

My Link 2 Giveaway I'm In
THE KING OF FUBAR ARE COMING DOWN THE RED CARPET! SHOW STOPPER AND THE SEXIEST MEN ONLINE BAR! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS FOR THE 30TH AT 7 PM...................! AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR_ Music Video:BRING EM OUT (by T.I.)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone CONTESTANT # 1 CONTESTANT # 2 CONTESTANT # 3 CONTESTANT # 4

Random Violence
Big deal. Do you also walk down the fucking street with a sign over your head that says you like dick and pussy? Jesus jumped up Christ! Who fucking cares? Why not put everything you are in your name? You know, like..~~~Lonely-attention-starved-bisexual-girl-who-needs-to-flaunt-her-so-called-individuality-by-telling-the-world-shit-they-dont-care-about~~~. That's your new name. I don't care if you are or are not bisexual. I have no problem with your sexual preference. But whoring your personality for attention is just stupid. You really get good friends by stating that you are bi? REALLY? Seems that those who are truly satisfied with themselves, and are genuine good people are not going to be impressed. If who you lick defines you, you should shoot yourself in the face with a rubberband. (cuz suicide is counter-productive) Likewise, why put in your name phrases like, "you know you want this" or " I'm your wildest Dream"? I don't. You arent. Shut up now. If I have offended anyone with

Gross Or Am I Weird
I've been cruising Fubar today just...chillin'. And something very disturbing caught my eye. The winner of some fu-contest (that I generally pay no attention to) was pregnant in their default and proudly displaying her belly. I don't think pregnant women are gross by any stretch of the imagination. Having been a pregnant woman at one time, I know it's a beautiful thing and there is nothing wrong with a woman who is proud to show off her belly. This is an online bar. It's like walking into a bar, seeing a pregnant woman with a belly shirt on, cigarette dangling from her fingers and a shot of JD in her hand. "Down the hatch, little one! Mommy loves you!" Eww. The beauty of this site is that people can generally post whatever they want. No one I've ever spoken to has had an issue offending me, so therefore, I have no issue offending anyone else. Is it me or is that sick?

Life
lifes too short to deal with peoples bullshit. i know most women have issues a lot with men of coarse. lol. don't need to deal with the assholes. they just cause more problems in the long run. I know it may not be easy to just walk away from the situation sometimes cause of certain things. always best to atleast try if your having hardship Ie.. guys beating on women treating ya like shit. not right. most women i know always give excuses to good guys because theyre not interested. or they don't wanna hurt their feelings or not sure. cause ya not use to being in a relationship with a good guy. there are those that like the hard relationships. who knows why. just gotta live life to its fullest and enjoy it for what its worth. don't let anyone get in your way. another note guys are all assholes unless they can prove you wrong. work from there see how it works. never know.

New Years Eve!
So New Years Eve in Reno Nevada this year, gonna be one hell of a fucking party!! Im fucking stoked... gonna be 3 nights and 4 days of drunkeness... and ya know I'm gonna love it. Bringing some cool people, got 3 hotel rooms right of the main drag, bringing way to much money and planning to spend all of it!! cuz if you know me than you know im a sucker for bright lights, loud noises, chance for money, and free booze!!! gambling.. yes one of my many addictions! So keep me in your thoughts and think happy thoughts of me winning a lot! oh and of course lets hope i dont get arrested for doing something dumb drunk! LMAO.. cheers to you all, cuz after tonight i wont be back till the 2nd! DRINK UP AND PARTY HARD! HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEARS! still waiting on the pics from New Years.. uggh... people are so slow

Wtf
sometimes i think that ppl cant have a normal life b/c of all the bullshit thats goin on in the world which makes it hard for anyone to have a normal life...but then i think of this quote i had heard in a child's movie which states..."that the circumstances of ones birth are irrelavent, its what you do with the gift of life that determins who you are"... i have always lived by this one and alwayz will i swear some ppl can be such assholes sometimes online they talk alot of shit to anyone who will listen but when it comes down 2 it they r such scared lil bitches and thats real fucking sad...and another thing ppl who have nuttin better to do then to talk shit about everyone else or spread bullshit rumors about gossip r such total dumbasses cuz they feed off the pain of others to make their useless life better which is just sad...its happened to me many times and i use to care alot about what ppl sad about me then one day i just gave up caring what anyone said about me cuz think about i

Whatever.
I don’t like myself. Don’t get me wrong. I’m not a pessimist. There is plenty of things about me that is likable, and I have lots of friends. I enjoy lots of parts of my life and generally lead a happy life. I just don’t like socially awkward person I’ve become. I’m shy; introverted; somewhat slouchy; and worst of all: lacking in self-confidence. When I go to a social event… I’m not the guy that people want to be around; I don’t glow with an aura that communicates: this guy is fun! Much the opposite, I think people are disinterested in me, so people pick up on this negativity and are even less likely to talk to me and I less likely to talk to them. It's a vicious cycle that repeats that sends me down a black hole that is getting harder and harder to climb out. My friends that know me do not think it makes any sense. They tell me I'm a good looking guy and such I get invited out a lot to hang out with them at social events. I make them laugh, so they think it's odd that I fail

Contest
Hello bombers. This is a giveaway. He needs 140,000 comments on this pic. So lets bomb it hard. All help will be appreciated. Iknow we are helping Greg in his giveaway, but this guy DJ WickedWitch made he background to our family lounge. So lets sow him some love in his contest. Lets show him we Appreciated his kindness in helping us. This is where we are today so please comb help out here. She needs 12,450 comments to go on thi pic.

Girlfriend Application
This is all in fun I'm not looking for anyone. Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" copy and paste this to a message and fill it out and send it to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If y

Help!!!! They Need You.....
Your friends need your help.They are trying too get a 3 day blast and 500,000 Fubucks. They need your love and support. If you are not a bomber you can still help them. It takes 2 minutes rate there picture and leave one comment or a few. Contest will run 7 days from December 26th at 10:00 p.m. Est and ending Jan 2nd at 11:00 p.m. Est Good Luck too all entrys. The top 4 are really working hard bombing until they max there comments.. LadyBloodRaven PsYcHoTiC*TiNkErBeLlmN84* *OWNER@TINKERBELLzDREAM* *DiReCtOr@PsYcHoS*AsYlUm* *DoWnToWn*BoMbErS*' canadianchik: Christine is back..Wife too Frogman tattoo These entrys would love too have there friends back them up in the contest too help them have a chance. Lauria Shadow leveler {FENB}{OWNED BY ALISA}{}~ GREETER FOR BIKER & TATTOO LOUNGE Eric FoxyLady1977 Chocolate Bunny Owner of Bunnybunz's Lounge Owned By Just Derek FU-Wifey to Sleepless & Pooh Bear Official L.U.V CLub Co-Founder,

New Blog
WE NEED LOTS OF BOMBS HERE.. WERE GOING 4 A HAPPY HOUR,YEAR VIP, TICKER PACK,AND A 30 BLAST... I'LL RATE YOUR PICS FOR YOUR COMMENTS . THANKS ALOT TISMOM05 AND EVONNE ...... A STICKY WOULD BE NICE TOO.... PLEASE REPOST Myspace Comments (repost of original by 'Evonne~ Spirit Levelers~~~member of fusista's bombers~~~~CLUB FAR ~~`' on '2007-12-28 07:34:55') (repost of original by 'TiSmOm05~SqUaD~LeAdEr@SpIrIt~~LeVeLeRs' on '2007-12-28 07:36:53') WE NEED LOTS OF BOMBS HERE.. WERE GOING 4 A HAPPY HOUR,YEAR VIP, TICKER PACK,AND A 30 BLAST... I'LL RATE YOUR PICS FOR YOUR COMMENTS . THANKS ALOT TISMOM05 AND EVONNE ...... A STICKY WOULD BE NICE TOO.... PLEASE REPOST Myspace Comments

Bitch Crew
HI ALL COME JOIN THE FUN IN THE BITCH CREW WE ARE LOOKING FOR SOME GREAT STAFF PEOPLE AND HAVEING FUN ALL WELCOME TO COME AND HAVE SOME FUN HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL COME OUT AND JOIN US TY ALL FOR YOUR TIME AND PLZ JOIN UP WHEN YOU GET TIME TY ALL IM THE OWNER JOHN SR ARE CO OWNER IS MIDNIGHT

Nsfw Flagger!!
http://www.fubar.com/user/209361 this user went into a folder named nsfw (that i had just made and was uploading pix to) and flagged a pix THE MINUTE it was uploaded into folder!! just a warning about him!!

I Have Been Here 5 Days And..
I have been here 5 days today and what I thought was going to be an enjoyable time seems to always overcast with certain issues that make no sense. I have seen people get territorial over men or over me when I have in no way approached them into thinking anything will come from it rather than friendship,been ask to get married,to be there girlfriend,sent gifts and ask why I have not responded to there gift because it was sent out of love,why haven't I crushed them.I think you get the picture. There is still the issue going on about the game I played with a friend of mine.I will now take my chances and see if there is probable cause to pursue him.I will let it be known now I do like him very much,but this is our business not yours. What is up with all of this.I was under the impression that this is the Internet and it is a free country,If there is something going on in your life that makes you feel insecure about yourself,please seek help.You have to love yourself before you ca

Hectic
so.. some of you know that i have started back to work... i am currently working on days.. which means.. when i jump on here, i don't have time to reply to everyones messages/comments. i do apologize.. i am not ignoring you. thanks for the understanding. huggzzz :)

Happy New Year
HELLO EVERY ONE THERE MY FRIENDS AND MYFAMILLY AND MY FANS HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR ALL OF U THERE JUST I TRY TO DROP SOME LOVE FOR EVERY ONE I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO JOING ALL OF U ON THE FUBAR I WISH THE LUCK FOR ALL OF U I HAVE ALL THE PLEASURE TO MEET ALLOF U POP

Life
A Friend A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust listens to you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality i have made many bad decisions and some good ones i learn in good and bad decisions i have put my life on hold for my family to help them get through the tough times sometimes it only takes a few days other times it takes years pain of the heart is very real being in Limbo for your chil

Amrz Joint Of Da Day :)
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Blonde Jokes
Giving Birth A young lady in the maternity ward, just prior to labor, is asked by the midwife if she would like her husband to be present at the birth. "I'm afraid I don't have a husband," she replies. "O.K. do you have a boyfriend?", asks the Midwife. "No, no boyfriend either." "Do you have a partner then?" "No, I'm unattached, I'll be having the baby on my own." After the birth the midwife again speaks to the young woman. "You have a healthy bouncing baby girl, but I must warn you before you see her that the baby is black." "Well," replies the girl. "I was very down on my luck, with no money and nowhere to live, and so I accepted a job in an adult movie. The lead man was black." "Oh, I'm very sorry," says the midwife, "that's really none of my business and I'm sorry that I have to ask you these awkward questions but I must also tell you that the baby has blonde hair." "Well yes," the girl again replies, "you see I desperately needed

Problems
If there is anyone on this site that has a problem with me let me know now!!!!!!!!111 I have been told that there are people on here that only talk to mebecause they feel sorry for me. they really dont like and im playing a dangerous game with them. I f there is let me know now and i will no longer bother you. I dont play games AND i hate game players and liars and troublemakers. Better yet just delete yourself from my page. thank you have a nice day

Poetry
Under a tree I sit Wondering about things around me I sit feeling lonely n sad Did I make someone happy Or did I make someone mad I will never know Because im too afraid Afraid to move from here Here I grow Grow tall in every way Till the next I move It will help me throu the day

The Occasional Egghe
I think it's safe to say that anyone who may read this would agree that ones life is just better at times than others!! Case and point; The last time I wrote a post, my Redskins had just beaten Dallas (looking really good in doing so I might add) and were on their way to the playoffs. I'm feeling good, doing a bit more bragging than usual and starting to believe that things are finally turning the corner. Right???? Well, since then....The Redskins are gone from the playoffs (looking really bad in doing so I might add) getting their butts kicked by Seattle. And nowwwww Joe Gibbs calls it a day as far as the head coaching job is concerned!!! Somebody please tell me what the hell just happened?? Was it a dream, did I fall asleep for say...a week and a half, smoke some pot maybe or get slipped a mickey?? Just all part of being a die hard football fan I guess. The Skins are done for the year and Gibbs is gone for good and I'm gonna miss em both. At least as far as the team g

Random Stuff
My sister sent me an invite to this site, and I joined just to keep her happy, little did I know that I would actually like it. Its been a while since I met new people online, and im really looking forward to getting back on the saddle and meeting new people. Well this is my first blog entry, I'm sure I'll write more at some point. :)

Hear My Heart Cry Out
Pain no longer a state of mind no longer a tool to confuse and blind Confusion no longer a pit to trap no longer a distance like on a map Understanding no longer a word of no meaning no longer a belittling state thats demeaning Depression no longer the friend I embrace no longer the beat in the heart of my pace Words no longer control my emotions no longer determines my life's demotions People no longer can run my life no longer can trap me with struggles and strife I am, the master of my domain You might call me crazy maybe insane But I smile and laugh in your face cuz you dont know where I've been,you cant relate

When I'm Gone
you can cry for me when i'm gone but know i'll wipe your tears know that i'll sit with you and guide you through the years. You can ache for me when i'm gone but know i'll ease the pain know that i will comfort you but i can't remove the rain. you can die inside when i'm gone but only for a while because i'm happy where i am but i need to see you smile. you can ask for answers when i'm gone but know that none will come know that lifes a mystery and my journey's just begun. you can laugh again when i'm gone know that it's ok know i'm laughing with you and we'll meet again someday.

Girlie Goodies And Waxing
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and heat i

The Trouble With Love Is
Love can be a many splendored thing Can't deny the joy it brings A dozen roses, diamond rings Dreams for sale and fairy tales It'll make you hear a symphony And you just want the world to see But like a drug that makes you blind, It'll fool ya every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See, you got no say at all Now I was once a fool, it's true I played the game by all the rules But now my world's a deeper blue I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too I swore I'd never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn't worth the pain But then I hear it call my name (The trouble with) The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie It's stronger than your pride The trouble with love is It doesn't care how fast you fall And you can't refuse the call See,

A Thought To Share
You know as We human beings live life to its fullest We think life will be easy in the long run!!, which sometimes may not be the case. We always think things will go the way we hoped which sometimes leads to downfalls and such. When we look for what We all want in life We sometiems find it or sometimes dont. I hate games as much as being played with the heart and feelings that a person has inside willing to give to another person in life!!. Playing with peoples hearts and feelings isnt a good idea. It causes too many unwanted issues and problems!! But do what You feel is right, dont lead people on if your not interested in them or keep them hanging on to You as well its not fun believe Me from experience it totally blows and sucks, being hurt or something silly isnt funny to some, may be hurtful to others too. Its fun to meet and date people but not fun when you play with their hearts and feelings either, be sincere and thoughtful for the person, or persons willing to take time to get

The Body Is The Victim, Plaything, Battleground And Vehicle For The Ambitions Of Genes.
"My own conscious and seemingly indivisible self was turning out far from what I had imagined and I need not be so ashamed of my self-pity! I was an ambassador ordered abroad by some fragile coalition, a bearer of conflicting orders from the uneasy masters of a divided empire...As I write these words, even so as to be able to write them, I am pretending to a unity that, deep inside myself, I now know does not exist. I am fundamentally mixed, male with female, parent with offspring, warring segments of chromosomes that interlocked in strife millions of years before the River Severn ever saw the Celts and Saxons of Housman's poem."

Am I Cheating Death?
Not to long ago me, michelle, and allie were driving back to michelles house and when we on washington street. when we were driving, a truck ran right threw a stop sign without stopping. I suppose we were maybe 5 seconds away from hitting him. i thought it was just nothing until i realize there were more times that i "dodge" death. Another time when me and paul were coming back from dropping off april after bowling, we going down the neighbor street and all of a sudden, a truck reversed out of no where, and we were right about to hit it, whats worse, paul was texting while driving and and did not realize he about to hit him, i said "stop" and barely touched him. The last one i can remember is when me, michelle, and jamie were walking to the gas station. and when we got there, a car crashed right threw glass (right where we suppose to walk threw) . it must of happeed maybe 2 minutes after we got there. all these close calls made me wonder "am i cheating death?" and if so..

Betrayed
Today I was once again betrayed by someone that I thought to be a good friend I am really hurt by what this person did and it is the second time that this person did this to me. it was the second time that i received a text stating that this person was found dead. he really played on my emotions, and it really hurt I have realized that this is not a friend at all. I traveled almost 3,000 miles to visit when this person was really down and to show him that I am a good friend but I dont understand why they would do something like this if they call themselves as a friend. this was a very sick joke that was pulled on me for the second time. I want to really say something to this person but I am not sure as I have trouble getting out what i want to say due to my stroke. but just how can someone due this to another person.

"to Days To Come And All My Love To Long Ago!"
Rose stares, stunned, as the young man who has replaced the Doctor sets the TARDIS in flight towards the planet Barcelona on Tuesday, October 5006. He then begins to poke and prod his face and torso, checking out his new body’s attributes: a slight weakness in the right wrist, sideburns, bad skin, and a mole between his shoulder blades. When he turns to Rose for her opinion, she demands that he send the Doctor back, convinced that he’s an impostor -- but he claims that he is the Doctor, even though he just changed every cell in his body to save his life. To prove it, he takes her hand and reminds her of the first word he spoke to her, in a cellar, surrounded by malevolent shop-window dummies: “Run.” Rose, shaken, asks if the Doctor can change back. He tells her that he can’t, and, realising she’s deeply upset, asks if she’d prefer to go home now. He resets the co-ordinates for the Powell Estate on 24 December, but when he cracks a joke about her mum’s holiday cooking, she smiles, d

I Hate My Employees!
This is officially my 1st blog! 1 giant leap for me, muthafukas. I work in a restaurant in Jersey City and I have to say that it is the worst place I've ever managed, and I've been to a few parts of NJ including just outside Camden. There is just something about these people that isn't right. How many times can you be late and not exprect to get written up or suspended or fired? Why is it that when I ask them to do something, I have to have a discussion....sorry, a FIGHT about it. If I ask you to wear 1 chef coat for your double because we don't have enough for the week , why can't I get an "ok, no problem" or "oh, I didn't realise, I'll fix that." Instead I hear, "Well maybe we should have more coats." Like I don't know how to do my effin job and manage a monthly budget of 5 pages. Why have I been trying for 12 months to get these dirty fukers to clean right? I've tried asking them, telling them, making it fun, pleading, using it as a punishment, divying up the respon

Yeah Summary Of My Life
ok well life has blown lately idk whos gona read this or who cares but yeah...idk shit is lame im 100% virgin its kinda annoying had 1 gf but it was a joke im 18 so wtf is this haha. im almost to the point where i dont care cuz im used 2 no1 really carin idk dont mean 2 sound emo haha yeah ill post more later

Hmmmm....
...that I need a FUBAR account... It's just going to get me in trouble in the end... But, There are some people that I would LOVE to keep up with... :-) So I have alternate accounts set up for those of you that want to keep up with me... I have a facebook account... A myspace account... A yahoo account... Whatever it takes to get you to me, I'm for that... Myspace ID: Garrett's Dads Evil Twin Facebook: Jeff Riley Yahoo ID: gawain972 I hope some of you come check on me... I would really hate to lose contact with you, but again, I'm just going to get in trouble here, and need to delete this account... :-) Thanks! :-D I know that some of you save a bunch of those little saying thingies... And I don't know what they are called, but they are two little round-headed characters... One is purple, one is yellow... They have the cutest sayings with them... And at least ONE of you has saved a ton of those... Could anyone tell me who has them??? I would like to

New Grandson
At 1 am ET Kieran Daniel Eaton came into the world weighing in at 7 lbs 4 oz and measuring just over 20 3/4 inches. Congrats son can't wait to see hi picture Please go show him some love DJ MONSTER@ fubar

Into Darkness
Being tortured, feeling as being locked in a room, one door to get in and out, no windows, feeling somewhat safe, knowing whats in the room is just you, but growing uneasy for being locked in the room, walls seem to start closing in on you, you pound on the door, praying someone hears you, but its like your in a sound proof room, nobody sees you, nobody hears you, nobody knows your there, growing more weary, you huddle in the corner, awaiting someone to just open that door, thingking you hear someones footsteps coming, you start pounding on the door, and only realize what you heard was your own heart beating, you crawl back into your corner, sitting there cured up in a ball, wanting, waiting, wishing someone to take your hand and rescue you from that room, now growing dark, but cant sleep, but still so tired, closing your eyes but thats all your doing, cant sleep, this room from being somewhat spacious, now feeling more of a cubby hole or small closet, When will this nightmare end????

True American Soldiers
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

Girlfriend App
what is love who every event the word Love Did that person every get hurt or exprince Love why was love ever event Is love nessary How can 4 letter make fell so good but can make feel so lost EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me?

Begging
well i have about 100 pics i want to put up on my profile but i promised i would wait till i saved enough fubucks to buy my own ticker. so i guess this is a hint if you want to donate a few bucks to the cause it would be great. i really want to buy this myself so whatever you can spare will help a poor southern girl out. i feel bad asking which why i dont want one person to just buy me a ticker but the more you give the sooner i can get my goal ! yours cassie

Funny Joke! Lmao!
So I called the suicide hotline tonight.. I got a call answering center in Pakistan... I told them that I was feeling suicidal... They got all excited and asked me if I could drive a truck. LMFAO!

Random
so.. as if i am not stressed out enough as it is, Ive been suffering from probably THE worst toothache of my life the past couple days. I was hurting so bad I barely slept last night, and when I got up this morning, the left side of my face was all puffy and hot and throbbing... oh yes.. gotta love mouth infections. One thing I am so lucky for though, is the fact that my insurance has no copays. I found a new urgent care and was in and out in like an hour and a half (which for those of you who havent been to an urgent care - is REALLY good). Now, I wait for the pain meds to kick in so I can hopefully get some rest before my next nervous breakdown. My point... dental care should be cheaper and easier to get so people don't have to suffer from this kinda crap. My insurance only covers dental emergencies and usually just means they'll yank whatever tooth is causing the problem. I need my teeth darnit! Just sort of ranting... I hate the way my life is right now. I am so stressed

Soldier's Christmas
A Soldier's Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, And had to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, No Presents, Not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, just boots full of sand. On the wall hung pictures, of a distant land. With Medals and Badges, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought, came to mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, I found the home of a Soldier, Once I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor, In his one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in such disorder, Not how I pictured, A United States Soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this night, Owed their lives to these

Dirty Stinkin' Grind
From the Mailbox: “Dear Bartender, I’ve read your blogs I’ve always wondered, is bartending as exciting and fun as it seems? Does it pay well? If so, how do I get a job?” Dan Yes Dan, it is as fun and exciting as it seems. A world where peppy bouncy party girls burst out of their tank-tops like a microwave popcorn accident and where time flies faster than a clock on the Concorde -- but there is a flip side. Bartending is also a dirty stinking grind. It takes a certain type of person to be a bartender. The question is, Dan, are you the right person? There will be adjustments you know; a turbulent transformation of lifestyle and world view. For instance, when you are a bartender your social life is the bar. You go out to bars when you’re not working. Your friends and acquaintances are primarily other bartenders, waitresses, and ever-boozers. And you all become this enormous, deranged, dysfunctional family: Your co-workers are alcoholics; your customers are alcoholics; your l

Help!!!
Well its shit.... That's right , SHIT! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider this: You can be shit faced, Shit outta luck, Or have Shit for brains. With little effort you can get your shit together, Find a place for your shit, Or decide to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit and tell others to eat shit and die. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, crazy shits , and sweet shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, And chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier then a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter then shot and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can lo

Lyrics I Love
Never again will I be dishonored And never again will I be reminded Of living within the world of the jaded They kill inspiration It's my obligation To never again, allow this to happen Where do I begin? The choices are endless Denying the sin My art, my redemption I carry the torch of my fathers before me The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice To change myself, I'd rather die Though they will not understand I won't make the greatest sacrifice You can't predict where the outcome lies You'll never take me alive I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive Change again, cannot be considered I rage again, dispelling my anger Where do I begin? The choices are endless My art, my redemption, my only salvation I carry the gift that I have been blessed with My soul is adrift in oceans of madness Repairing the rift that you have created I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now The thing

Words Of Wisdom And Other Things
how can you cry about deleting account then open a new lounge man you have people fooled! hey this can be great its called united we stand with no drama bomb when you can lets fix this place up in 2008 1 PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME AND PIMP ME OUT HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life
Ok so we got to see our oldest son Michael for 15 minutes on Christmas Eve Day cuz I guess my Grandmother had some other things to do...but do we believe that? HELL NO! She just didn't wanna come over so that we could see Michael but we did. I mean this Christmas was not the best Christmas in the world but at least we got to see Michael that's all we care about. I finally got a scrapbook & some scrapbook stuff from my roommate, I was so excited now I can make a scrapbook of my 2 kids & my husband & I...actually I am already starting to work on it & I think that I will take it to work tomorrow but we will see just depends on what kind of mood I am in tomorrow morning. I also got some socks, candy, clothes, a pair of shoes, 3 bath sets, money, & I think that's it. Skyler got all kinds of clothes & some stuffed animals. Stephen got a poker set, clothes, shoes, candy, & I think that's it. Well I guess that I should be going so I can get to bed so I can get some sleep for work in the

My Computer Is Down!!! :(
Hey Ladies!! Sorry I havent been around, but my stupid ass piece of shiznit computer went down on me. Now I gotta wait on my friend to fix it.. Damn Im bored...someone save me!! Hope you all enjoyed your christmas...If I dont talk to y'all. Have a Happy New Year!!

Sweetest Goodbyes
Sweetest Goodbye The feelings they share but dare not speak Needing one to make the other complete But yet duty calls and he must go away Leaving her heart empty with things she cannot say He leaves on the plane with her face on his mind She prays to God above to help with the hard times They both will experience at night when they go to bed Thinking of all the things they had left unsaid Being hit by insurgents he struggles just to breathe Thinking of the day he can pack his things to leave Hoping to hit American soil once again before he dies But still 6 months left to go; he lays down and cries Meanwhile he's on her mind constantly every day Waiting at her house hoping he'll phone her way But 2 weeks not a word has passed through her ears Silently in her mind she begins to live her own fears Finally though he calls with good news for her soul After 15 months over there and his body taking it's toll He's coming back to patch the gaping hole in her heart

~i Will Be Loving Him Forever,,,,,~
i'm going to love You forever There isn't a doubt in my mind, because all of the love that i feel in my heart is the "will last forever" kind. i'm going to love You always, not "maybe," i know it's true. From the time W/we first kissed, i knew in my heart my forever love would be You. Your lovingly devoted slavegirl myMaster, tallyssinae[R] ~Waiting is the worse state to be in for me, but doing so with myMaster has been very helpful for me in this to do. myMaster's kaleiatia means the absolute world to U/us B/both and W/we want her here in Michigan with U/us to make U/us the complete Family W/we experienced with her on her visit up here, short though it was and went way to fast also. The depth of O/our love for her goes very deep and W/we are B/both very well aware of this and so have tried to not overwhelm her with it, but never have W/we hidden it, denied it to her or the wor

Prayers Are Needed
***This is not the orginal, nor is it to take place of the orginal....*** The bellys getting bigger and she think's its from the food she's eating, Two weeks have passed an now shes in tears...Jus 16 yrs old n she's haven a baby! I wounder how a father could jus walk away, As if this precious life he created is a shame, How could he leave her alone to rasie a child he helped creat. I wounder if he even cares....I've watched the belly grow, the tiny feet press against the tight skin...It brings a tear to my eye...I talked to the very same belly everynight and kissed it with great pride...Watching this precious gift grow was a diamond in my eye..I often woundered why he walked away.......The pains begin to get stronger-the tears being to fall, she's alone n about to have a baby.....The doctor's say "I'm sorry mam, but were loosening both mother n child" I woundered why he never answered the family's pleeding call that night...I woundered how he could jus walk away-from this

Valentine Contest Please Help Me Win
hey everyone i am in a valentine contest please help me win all u have 2 do is go to this ladys page http://fubar.com/heartistic than go to fupal and buy me a heart or hearts lol they cost 500 fubar bucks enter the dollar amount and in the comment box put grumpybear1230 or i will not get them so please remember to put that in the comment box i really would like to win so thank u to anyone who will help me Thanx, Kitty xoxo

Movie Reviews
Fun and lighthearted. Certainly enjoyable. My favorite scene was when the princesses decided to fight back after burning their bras. Snow White lead the charge by singing her sweet songs to summon the animals then transitioned into Led Zeppelin's Immigrant Song for all the animals to attack. That was so sweet! I've just seen August Rush. It was absolutely fabulous! I was bawling like a baby by the time it got to the end. Purely and truly magical! A give it an 11 without any hesitation, five stars or whatever the best possible rating is. If you're not prepared to have your heart touched deeply, don't watch this movie.

Strength
S.T.R.E.N.G.T.H.~ the quality or state of being strong : capacity for exertion or endurance H.O.P.E~ to cherish a desire with anticipation ~~ There are many times in our lives when we make decisions that at the time you may not realize what the outcome shall be. Times we feel hurt, mistrusted or misloved but may not exactly be the case. When we join this journey called life we have goals, dreams and hopes for the future. If you keep your mind focused on those things and build yourself up you grow strong in knowing WHO you are and WHAT you are about. YOU are the one who determines the end outcome of your life. How is it then that someone who was so strong and confident can and did allow someone else break that? You live your life for pleasing others because that makes you happy (that is who you are) YOU are the care-giver the lover. You know early on in life what your calling is. You are determined to make all your goals and dreams come true. You work hard to make sure it d

Walk With Me
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

Val Contest Please Help Me Win
Leo July 23 - August 23 Element: Fire Quality: Fixed, a sign that provides consistency Motto: “I create” Planetary Ruler: The Sun, the planet of warmth and self-expression Sun’s Influence: Extroverted Leos radiate warmth and creativity without even trying. These fiery folks want to share their passions with the world—and have the world applaud. When properly channeled, Leo energy creates excitement and sets social trends. Misused, this sign’s quest for self-expression becomes a shallow or dictatorial quest for attention. Symbol: Lion Lion’s Influence: Like Lions, folks born under this sign roar loudly and often. They skip subtlety and make grand entrances, demand adoration, and relish life in the limelight. They love luxury and aren’t afraid of coming off as vain—in fact, they want everyone to know that only the best is good enough for them. They encourage others to play and indulge in life’s pleasures. These big-hearted folks love parties and drama, and wear th

Seduce Me
Tickle my thoughts with your brazen tongue tantalization unleashed Whisper wonder in subtle motions communicate all you can’t speak Touch my temptation with playful suggestions enticement alluring Venture advancement with delights of indulgence coax this good girl to her knees

For You
The music of your affection surrounds the air I breathe The wonder of your passion My soul will never leave Within my heart it glides As we dance the dance of love These moments with you I could never have too many of Your kiss to me tonight Soft as an angels wing Came out through my lips In this verse I sing I know your out there waiting I hear your voice away so far And the beauty of your words The distance cannot mar Our bond it only strengthens And as the nights go by I feel your arms around me As I gaze up to the sky The smile upon my lips It will surely never die

I See Dumb People
1. Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets 2. I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and

What Does She See?
This song was written and performed by a good friend of mine, I was listening to it again tonight and it got me thinking. You guys should never question what we see, because you will never see yourselves as we see you. There is a special something within everyone of you that makes us love you the way we do. Don't sell yourselves short each one of you is a remarkable man and loved dearly by someone.

Life25
Thursday evening and I am alone in my house with my cat. She is asleep on my bed where she is at all times. I have spent most of my day taking back gifts that didn't fit my kids or the style wasn't right. I had good success at returning or exchanging things. I still have one more pair of pants to return and then I will be done. I figure I will do that tomorrow or maybe if it isn't too late, I can do that tonight? Peter and the boys will be home tomorrow around noon. They have been at the cabin. He has taken 10 days off of work to just relax. I am sure he needs it. Hopefully the weather isn't too bad this weekend and he can take the kids up to the snow. Although...they are in the snow right now. Peter called me today and said it is snowing pretty heavy at the cabin. That makes me wish that I had gone with them!!! I love the snow. Or more so the snow and then warming up by the fire with some hot chocolate! I have spent some time today putting away some of the dec

Boredom
I am a victim of this place. A culprit in this crime. I've progressed this drama of mine. I suffer from addiction, and deeply rooted affliction to man of a different time. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? It's a dream unfilled, a touch never felt. An emotion never expressed, a hand never dealt. It's the beginning of a heartache and the journey of a lifetime. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? He's the knight in my fairy tale, the villain in my dream. The heroin in my movie, as silly as it seems. He's the one I never had, even in our prime. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? I didn't even think I cared - he had nothing tangible to do with my life. But as the days go by and the reality of how big the lie is sinks in...I'm starting to feel it. It's worse than a man breaking my heart, or cheating on me because those things happen when a relationship dies and no one wants to admit it. It's not even something I can cry about. It's like my mind is more att

Imagine Me
Imagine ME..... Imagine me Loving what I see when the mirror looks at me cause I, I imagine me In a place of no insecurities And I'm finally happy cause I imagine me Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me Cause they never did deserve me Can you imagine me? Saying no to thoughts that try to control me Remembering all you told me can you imagine me? And healed from what my daddy did And I wanna live and not read that page again Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally finally I can... Imagine me I admit it was hard to see You being in love with someone like me But finally I can... Imagine me Being strong And not letting people break me down You won't get that joy this time around Can you imagine me? In a world where nobody has to live afraid Because of your love fears gone away Can you imagine me? Letting go of my past And glad I have another chance And my heart will dance 'Cause I don't have to read that page again

Backrub
You have fantastic hands You rubbed my back today That small touch Aroused me beyond words Thank god you were behind me You couldn’t see my nipples get hard Or that look of pure ecstasy As you moved lower on my back Bet you it would shock you to know I dreamt of fucking you While I slept last night Thought about that while you were rubbing my back I ask you to do it a little harder Squeeze a little tighter Oh god~ to the right Uhh that feels so good Yeah, you have great hands I’ll give you that But will you respond to mine? Do you take as well as you give? I start at you shoulders Poor baby, you’re tense I lean forward and push my breasts into your back Why the fuck should I play fair I feel your breathing change I ask you if it feels good Am I hurting you? All you do is grunt I’ll slide my hands down your back Not a rub, but a caress Can you handle that? Glad for that big shirt you’re wearing now, aren’t you? If only my dream from last

Missing You
Wondering if your thinking of me right now. Thinking the same thoughts. Staring at the same clouds. Missing me like I do you. Afraid of never hearing my voice again. Afraid that in my dreams is where I'll only be able to see you. Every once in a while, I'll see you in the distance. Wanting to run to you, hold you, kiss you. Tell you how much I miss you. Tell you that I'm so sorry, I LOVE YOU so much. Begging you never to leave me again. Sitting here fighting back tears. Faded memories coming back like yesterday. My GOD what I wouldn't give to just hold you ONE time. For just one smile. To hear you say, everything will be alright. If you were here with me right now. I'd give my everything to make sure you never left again. Never shed a tear, never have another worry, or fear. A million words cannot express my feelings this moment. I can only say. I miss you more and more everyday. Love you Angel. Cassandra L. Morning Dew My Mother.

More Than I Can Chew
I was driving home from work listening to the talk on the radio. They were saying how a 5 year old was trying to catch a flight with his mother at the SEATAC airport, but they were detained because the little boy shared the same name as the alias of a known terrorist. So, they frisk the little boy and his mother and hold them for questioning. The mother goes to comfort her 5 year old and they pull her away, re-frisk her, and tell her that she's not allowed to touch him because he's a threat to national security! WHAT THE FUCK! HE'S 5! Since when are 5 year olds who play with trucks and spiderman action figures a threat to national security? That poor little kid is going to be scarred for life! He's scared and confused and people are looking at him accusingly, and all he wants is the comfort of his mother's arms and they're going to deny him that?! COME ON! When did we as a society stop using common sense? When did fear become so overwhelming that we have to start treating little boys l

The Mask
Ever just want to get away? Run away and never think about the place or event that made you want to leave? You fight and you fight and you fight til' you can't swing anymore. Your finally at your last breath and you concede. You just can't resist anymore. Your submission is all that is acceptable. For just one moment you want peace. Your so worn down that you accept what you know is wrong. Your fed the lies, swallow them whole. Your view of truth is so warped, that you can't see what is real before you. Your so far gone, so alone, so deep within the hole that you've dug for yourself. You realize that no one is there to save you. No one has come to your aid. There's no one there. No one can save you. You've pushed them all away. Concentrate, go within to regain that strength you once had. That drive, that desire, that burning passion that once overflowed from you. Break free. Don't let them win. Show them that you are not a fool. Show them that your not wea

Get Over It!
It's too late to say I'm sorry It's too late to apologize It's too late to say your sorry It's too late, I will not cry It's too late, I will not worry. It's too late, Maybe someother time. . When you Tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down. Tell me that you really want me, then you never come around. It's too late to say that you love me, too late that you need me. Too late to say that your sorry. Heart is torn. I will not worry. . (It's too late). I will no cry. (It's too late). I will not lie. When I'm gone you will not miss me. When I'm gone you'll wonder why. . When the other comes around, make you feel on solid ground. When he's gone you realize that I'm the one and only guy It's too late to say that you love me, too late to say that you need me Too late to say that your sorry. Soul is black, I will not worry. . (It's too late), I will not cry (It's too late), I will not lie. (

Gettin' Hitched
I made a big step in my relationship with my girlfriend of a little over two years. Christmas day I proposed to her on bended knee. She accepted without hesitation. It made me a very happy guy!! We've been together for two years and I hope it will be a long happy life together.

Tasty
You look at it wondering where to start first you taste it licking your lips in satisfaction your tongue moans with precisions up and down slowly with care you play with it remembering all the places to go to drive me crazy you bite it so softly knowing when to let go sucking the juices as I get wetter and wetter and wetter... I want to scream but breath escapes me I want to say your name but I can't concentrate I want to tell you how you make me feel when you're tasting me but all I can do is wiggle around in ecstacy wanting more pant heavily in the middle of pleasure and smile... then you ask me to show you what to do to please me but you know exactly what to do...

World On Fire Lyrics
World On Fire - Lyrics Hearts are worn in these dark ages You're not alone in this story's pages Night has fallen amongst the living and the dying And I try to hold it in, yeah I try to hold it in [Chorus] The world's on fire and It's more than I can handle I'll tap into the water (I try to pull my ship) I try to bring more More than I can handle (Bring it to the table) Bring what I am able I watch the heavens and I find a calling Something I can do to change this moment Stay close to me while the sky is falling Don't wanna be left alone, don't wanna be alone [Chorus] Hearts break, hearts mend Love still hurts Visions clash, planes crash Still there's talk of Saving souls, still the cold Is closing in on us We part the veil on our killer sun Stray from the straight line on this short run The more we take, the less we become A fortune of one that means less for some [Chorus X2]

Grandkids Say The Cutest Things
While I was in Louisiana for the Christmas holidays my grandson needed to change his clothes, I was busy packing my things to come home .I told him just change your clothes I won't look. He said to me "Mamaw all girls have eyes in the back of your heads will you please close them also". I laughed so hard it was so funny an I told him I will not look an if it would him feel better I would close the eyes in the back of my head an the front also lol ......

Doc Update
well, here i am sitting here scared half to death again... waiting for tomorrow. I hate this shit and am about to go crazy. Why can't the doctor's have all their shit straight and just make me feel better? I know that things take time, but i am one of the world's worst at patience so there. I am supposed to go to the breast clinic tomorrow (friday, dec 28). I've never had a mammogram or any of that shit, and people are telling me that i am too young, but i really don't think so. I have heard of people younger than me not making it out of breast cancer... if i have it. if i don't have breast cancer, wtf is causing this lump and pain? i am sick to death of waiting for this or that, being in pain and just not caring wtf happens anymore...

Pay It Forward/share Yours
Free Dinner last night I was very tired last night and I decided to go to McD's and just get a burger/fries. Bad for me I know, but it is what it is, lol! When I got to the cashier to pay he told me that the person in the car in front of me paid for my dinner and said Merry Christmas, pay it forward! How unexpected and always fun. I have done this over the years and enjoyed suprising folks here and there, and not just at Christmas time, but year round when the urge hits me. But I have never been the reciprocant. It made me smile and brightened up a otherwise stressful and challenging day for me. So pay it forward folks today with anything... a compliment, buy someone coffee or a meal, they don't have to know its from you either. Be creative, be simple. If your coworker next to you loves herbal teas, place a box of herbal teas on their desk, things like that! You would be suprised at how that can really make someone's day or impact them deeply. If you have done a pa

The Memory Box
I am the soul_Protector and my dutie is to protect souls....and The Memory Box is a place where you can place a comment of ppl you wanna remember who you have lost as in our life time we have lost ppl we loved and cherrished (family, friends, pets) it dont matter this is a place where you can find comfort and safe in the knowledge that Soul_protector is watching over them for you. You can leave any kind blog comment which suits you in reminding you of the ones you cherrish..... So pick up a quill and pull a chair and be seated....and write away...this is the house of many so you are safe The_Soul_protector

Guys.....
You meet guys on here,you start talking ,then all a sudden your not suppose to be having any other friends but them and they get pissed when they find out you do have a life and other friends.But I have yet seen a guy drop his friends so why the hell should I do it ? I can see if I am in a relationship (actaully together) with the guy and he gets upset cuz I talk to other guys but if we are just friends he has no reason to be upset or pissed. What people don't understand some of us do have a life ,I have three daughters so if I do not answer you right away its because I am attending to them ,so do not get pissed or catch a attitude with me because I will get one with u in return, delete you and block you.I'm not with anyone so I can talk to who I want and when I want.

Archangel
Archangel. As I walk amongst this battlefield Of a most senseless war I’ve ever seen In my natural life on this gloomy winters Day with the ground scarred and battered by The machines of war and destruction. As I walk amongst this battlefield Listening to the sounds of mortal men dying a most Brutal and painful deaths, some die a painless death In this a most senseless of all wars of which I have Ever seen while living on this forsaken planet, and It sickens me to see the muddy ground I Walk upon stained with the blood of the mortal men Who die for their country and honour. As I walk on this wasted battlefield I listen to the sounds f grenades being thrown Over the front line and exploding in the man made trenches. As I walk on this wasted battlefield I listen to the sound of grenade’s being thrown Over the front line and exploding in the man Made trenches and the blast of these grenade’s that take more Lives, I now hear the sounds of men screaming in

Night Creatures
Night Creatures These creatures of the night Walk the path of unrest under the cover Of the full moon and bring with them The haunting stench of the death which Rises with the cold chill of the rising fog Which the darkness of the land Walking with the creature of the night. These creatures of the night Start to gather and so they wreak havoc on A small Saxon village which is rich In living, breathing flesh to feast upon Which these creatures of the which then Start to advance their attack upon the sleeping Saxon village which in the state of the confusion The startled villagers are fleeing from their Homes into the surrounding darkness of the forest Where they meet their brutal deaths of the most Bloody demise of savage razor toothed, Razor clawed creatures of the night. These creatures of the night Which wreaked their brutal carnage Of a bloody nature by the cover Of the full moon, soon Start to scatter like the plague before The break of the twilight

Horehound Herb (help For Winter Colds)
The name horehound is derived from "Horus", the Egyptian god of sky and light. Ancient herbalists prescribed it for fevers and malaria and as an antidote for snakebites, rabid dog bites and ingested poison. Horehound was traditionally carried in sachets as a protection against sorcery. When mixed with ash leaves and placed in a bowl of water, horehound is supposed to release healing vibrations and should be placed in a room with a sick person. When drunk as a tea, the herb will promote mental acumen and clarity. A native of Europe, but now naturalized throughout North and South America, horehound is a hardy perennial of the mint family — with its telltale square stem — and, like most mints, can become invasive if not controlled. The herb can be started from seed or cuttings in the early spring. The seed should be sown just below the surface and cuttings should have about a one-foot spacing. Rings of small white flowers will appear from June to September in the second year of growth,

Nixy's Poetry& Writing
You’re apocalyptic in your point of view The stench of death blankets the feeble mind The kiss of destruction lingers along the jaded soul Your words corrupt Your actions diseased But in your need to dominate.. to control You forgot the soul you left behind Where you see the end , it sees only the beginning As your venom poisons~ It whispers words of love In your disease , it shelters but one seed. Hope Nixy~ March 2008 Romance With the curiosity of a child she creeps closer In her eyes fascination unexplained Bathed in the gentle light from the moon She watches him He is death Love Hope Life Reaching out She places a tiny hand against an invisible wall See me ~ she whispers Startled by the voice he turns With a raised brow He looks to her Placing his own hand against the wall which divides them The match perfection Love me ~ he answers Nixy On the edge of time you'll find me Walking the ever thin line The promise of d

Just Me!! :)
Ok ... this is something I was thinking about and just needed to write down. It started out as an observation of my life and went on into a rambling life story. It's quite long and if you make it to the end I applaud you!! If you don't make it to the end I fully understand. I didn't edit it I left it just as it came out of me so hopefully it's understandable. MOHAWK RIDGE I used to think I went there because I wanted to be alone Later I found I went there because I am alone. Merritt Malloy Anyone who knows me or has spoken to me at any length knows that I love the ship life. I will most likely glorify it until the day I die, but as with everything in life it is not all good. I have recently come to the realization that I am lonely. Is this a true soul searing loneliness? That I'm not too sure about right now. I feel fine, I go through a regular range of emotions and most of the time I am a happy woman. As a matter of fact in spite of this little epipha

Forbidden Fondness
Forbidden Fondness Sometimes I see thee there All sweet and innocent in that lovely short Black dress just standing the kitchen doorway Gazing down at me sitting in front of you. I’m sitting here and gazing up at you wondering Why you could ever fall for me, Then I ‘m aForbidden fondnesslso thinking how I fell for you Mein Rosenrot , but only to find that a physical force that Keeps us apart like the darkness of the night That drives the sun away from the sky and our eyes. After a while gazing up to you I slowly get up and slowly walk up you And whisper sweet words of my fondness for you Mein Rosenrot in your ear, only to find my whispered Words are being drowned out by a loud car horn Which signals that we are going to be? Torn away from each other. I now sit and gaze at you walking out the door with a Single tear rolling down your cheek as you look back at me Gazing at you with a single tear travelling down my cheek, Then in a blink of an eye you

Book Of Souls
application/x-abiword AbiWord Twilight Rising a novel by Richard Clark George Outline I. Morning World 1. Prelude 2. Parade 3. Amos Blackwood 4. Zero Dude 5. A Very Bad Night 6. Institutionalization 7. Release 8. Long Road Home 9. Deepsail 10. Family Reunion 11. Sound Advice 12. Storm Warning II. The Gathering 1. Exodus

Life
The world can be a dangerous place. I was at dinner in Philadelphia with a friend. We finished up around 10 P.M. My friend used the valet, but I parked in a indoor garage. She offered me a ride but I passed because it was only a block and a half walk and she was on a one way street going the opposite direction from my garage. As I was walking down the street I felt like someone was walking behind me. I looked on the window of a shop across the street and saw the reflection of someone walking quickly behind me. I stayed calm but picked up the pace of my walk (not that I can walk that fast in heels with my short legs). Before I knew it, someone grabbed me from behind. Luckily I was able to react quickly without thinking. I scraped the back of my heel against his shin, slammed the back of my head into his nose and filled him over my shoulder. He landed flat on his butt in a seated position in front of me. I reared back and hit with a roundhouse kick to the temple and he crumpled t

Please Help One Of The Sweetest People
Could you all PLEASE help one of the sweetest people on here win her first contest? I know everyone says the sweetest person on here but I am so very serious she is. This lady has done nothing but shown love to people and never asks for anything in return....She is trying to win a 3 month VIP and has to do it in 2 weeks and she only needs 25,000....Now I know I have lots of friends on my list so if you could please just even give her 10 comments that would help so much!!! Click the link DONT BE SCARED

Poetry
IT'S SAD TO BE ALONE THIS TIME OF YEAR WITH CHRISTMAS JUST PASSED, A NEW YEAR SOON HERE A TIME FOR LOVERS OF ALL AGES, YOUNG AND OLD A TIME WHEN LOVES SWEET STORY REALLY CAN BE TOLD BUT FRIENDS, I'M IN THE LONLIEST PLACE OF ALL WHERE THE HEART OF THIS ROMANTIC NEEDS SOMEONE HERE TO BE MY ALL, I WONDER NOW, HAD I FOUND HER AND LET HER GO? COULD I HAVE LOST MY SOUL MATE N REALLY NOT HAVE KNOWN? THIS SINGLE LIFE THAT PLAGUES ME CONSTANTLY, IT MAY BE GREAT FOR OTHERS, BUT IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT FOR ME MY HEART HAS SO MUCH LOVE IT WANTS TO GIVE I NEED MY MISSING PIECE SO I CAN REALLY LIVE IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK TO BE IN LOVE FOREVER? TO HAVE SOMEONE, KEEP THEM LOVED, HAPPY N SAFE AND ALWAYS STAY TOGETHER? MY HEART IS LOSING HOPE, THIS MUCH I KNOW THIS TIME MAYBE I'LL LET ALL MY DREAMS GO THINK MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION SHOULD BE I'M DESTINED TO BE ALONE, SO MAKE THE MOST OF LIFE N BE HAPPY N YET MY FRIENDS, IT'S EASIER SAID THAN DONE WHEN ALL YOUR LIFE YOU'VE PRAYED YOU'D FIN

Whats Been Going On
so yeah its a few days after christmas. i find it odd how ppl try to act way nicer and crap around the holidays then when theyre over ppl go back to being the same lol. i got some good stuff this yr, then again i usually do, but thats besides the point. i got 2 digital cameras (need to return 1), alot of clothes, jadior perfume, clothes, jewlery, money, gift certificates, purses, a living dead doll, movies, a table, new bedding, and a bunch of other crap. blah also now that the holidays are over, i need to look for a new job...i hate job hunting, oh well. for some reason my rodents dont do to well at my dads house, they were very healthy and such when i lived in stockton then since i moved back to my dad, 2 of my rats have died and another 1 recently went blind in 1 eye. damn im bored, anywho yeah.

In My Heart
The Kisses of distance His smile is as gentle as the clouds sky, his lips are softer then a baby’s bottom. His eyes have a glow that makes his heart a warmth tender soul, the love for his women he shows is unconditional and his passion for her is as strong as the hearts beating point. Her gentle skin and beautiful smile makes his heart beat with minutes of love and tenderness. Her eyes are as hazel as the flowers soul. Being far away makes the heart feel lonelier and the mind sink in despair, A solider has his moments when he wants his women to make love to him but the kisses of distance makes it harder on the mind, body, and soul. All he has is pictures of her beautiful body and instant messages to look forward to everyday. With her man far away all she has is his pictures and his instant messages, when he says “I love you” her eyes light up with a sparkle and her mind wonders what he’s doing and how he’s sleeping, more or less she always wonders what’s on his mind all the time.

The Right Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i want to be closer to you... *i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... *i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because i actually want something, but because it means i get to spend more time with you... *i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you... *i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who never forgets you.. *i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. *i'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything.

Baldy Darling
i can`t believe i have to explain this to you ..you great fugly moron! you ft me alone..i left you alne...you now bother me so instead of me being mean back...i am love love kissy kiss! der!the more you g me the more i will go on how i love you and your baggy balls ol` man! and tell your mum hi from me! oh my man..now you are giving me gifts..i love you too....kiss kiss kiss! my big lug! you keep peeking at me you dirty old man...you must love me! hearts and flowers..little birdies chirping! i love you tooo you rat bastard!

Interesting Things
YELLOW: Amber Alert, POW/MIA, Troop/Military Support GREEN: Depression, Organ/Tissue Donation, Environment TEAL: Sexual Assault, Ovarian Cancer ROYAL BLUE: Arthritis, Child Abuse, Education PURPLE: Alzheimers, Cystic Fibrosis, Domestic Violence RED: AIDS/HIV, Drug Abuse Resistance, DUI (Drunk Driving) ORANGE: Leukemia, Racial Tolerance, Hunger BLACK: Gang Prevention, Mourning PINK: Breast Cancer GRAY: Diabetes, Mental Illness, Asthma/Allergies PEARL: Lung Cancer, Emphysema, Multiple Sclerosis Rainbow: Gay Pride, Same Sex Marriage Red White and Blue Flag: Fireworks Safety, National Support, World Trade Center Heroes, World Trade Center Victims, 9/11 Puzzle: Autism Awareness Mathematical Mayhem There are 23 letters in the Latin alphabet W = 23rd letter of the alphabet It's symbol is 2 points down, 3 up. W, the only letter in the English language to be renounced polysyllabically, is 23rd in line. Note also that it is a double(2)-u and that t has three(3)

Love
So What is love? Is love when you hold hands with out a thought. Is love the comfort and feel of someone beside you as you sleep, and miss if not there? Is love when you without a reason think of the other person and don't know why? Is it a kiss in the rain? Does it comfort you when you need it, and love you when you want it? When your old and gray if the man with an arthritic hand in pain still wants to hold his dear brides hand to show he cares, even after so many year being together? When you look into the others eyes and you see nothing but love back, Is that love? When after years of being together a gentle kiss on the neck and a whisper in your ear still gets your heart beating harder, is that love? When after work you race home to share with your baby, cause you missed them, is that love? If you rather give up your time, because you want to be with them, is that love? If you can be shown another person who is attractive, and yet all you say is that is nice hun, but

Just 4 Fun
This is for everyone who ever considered moving to the left coast and for those that have moved away and miss it!!! Enjoy it because it is much safer than the real thing. Please do check back here and let me know whether or not you enjoyed the ride lol http://j-walk.com/other/shake/index.htm One night, a dark and rainy night, everyone was asleep in the house. Their house was in the backwoods of Arkansas, set on top of a not so high hill overlooking a fast running creek at the bottom of the ravine. They had a garden and it was constantly being raided by deer and other vermine. In the middle of the night they were awakened by a comotion outside. Grandpa grabbed a latern and went outside to check it out and saw a bear, a very large grizzly bear, going after their mule. He picked up a rock and charged the bear. As soon as he was close enough he threw it and bounced it off the bears shoulder. The bear turned its attention to him and charged. Grandpa turned and headed back to the

Miss Popular Contest
I'm going to Host a Miss Popular contest. The first to get to 25,000 comments will win a choice between a 1 month VIP or a 7 day blast. i need 15-20 ladies who want to enter to private message me telling me they want to enter. I will rip a pic into a folder with all those who are in the contest. When I have all 15-20 the contest will start. I hope to hear from all you beautiful ladies out there.

What The Fuck Is People's Problem On Here?
Well, I leave all my family members profile comments everyday and there's only a few of you who leave me 1 back, Why? I leave my friends profile comments and get a very few back, Why?? WTF is your problem?...It only takes a minute to return the luv, DAMN!! DAMN, I LEAVE MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, FANS OR OTHER PEOPLE LUV ON THEIR PAGE, CAN'T NO-ONE RETURN IT? I MEAN C'MON NOW IT ONLY TAKE S1 MINUTE TO DO IT, DAMN...STOP BEIN SO FUCKIN LAZY!!! WHATEVER...I'M CLEANIN OUT MY FRIEND AND FAMILY LIST!!

God Must Have Known
God must have known there would be times we'd need a word of cheer, someone to praise a triumph or to brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share the joy of "little things", in order to appreciate the happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts would sometimes throb with pain, from the trials of life's misfortunes and the goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort of an understanding heart, someone to give us strength and courage to make a fresh new start. He knew we'd need companionship unselfish...lasting...true, and so God answered the heart's great need with a beloved friend...like YOU! Have A Blessed Day May God Bless You And Those You Love Each Day

Who Cares If A Soldier Dies?
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq" Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who cares if a Soldier dies!

Thoughts
Certain opportunities will come and go. Yet it is never too late and never too early to experience the richness of living with positive purpose. Circumstances change from moment to moment, week to week, and year to year. And in every circumstance there are ways to find true fulfillment. You can always make a difference. You can always make a valuable contribution. By so doing, you connect yourself to life's greatest treasures. For the treasures that bring fulfillment are the ones you have a part in creating. The joys of this golden moment are yours to live, no matter how you arrived here. For in this moment you have the opportunity to give the best of yourself. This day is as fresh and wonderful and filled with opportunity as any you've ever known. Live it with positive purpose, and taste the richness you will surely create. ❤ ¢½ ❤ The world will wind you up into a tight little ball if you let it. Don't let it. R

Friends!
Fubar is the first place where I have been able to meet people from another country. Meeting Marina has been a most exhilerating experience. Thank goodness she knows English very well because my Dutch is not so good......actually, just about non-existent, except for the few words that she's taught me. :D She's one heck of a wonderful lady and friend. Visit her page and get to know her. ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥lover to Gary *2nd Alarm Hottie* ♥ Club F.A.R♥@ fubar How can I thank you? For the short time that I've known you, you've been there when I needed an ear to bend. You've been there to listen to my stupid jokes and even laughed at them. :D Although, I'll never know why, but you have. I thank you for being there these past few months and hopefully into the New Year. Anyone reading this, would you please visit this sweet lady and drop a bunch of love on her for me? She deserves it. :D "PEE-JAY= LT. FOR 2ND ALARM HOTTIES ,CLUB

Writings
----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:07 PM Hey there pretty lady. I was just browsing through here and saw your profile pick..........and had to stop and drop you a message. I really like your profile pick, and you look awesome. I'm interested in something that you may not be, but would like to ask anyway. I have a fetish for ladies in lingerie, especially panties, and I like collecting panties from ladies who are cool with it. Like I implied, this may be too far out there for you; but I am straight up and blunt about things. If you're interested, drop me a message. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ♪jenniƒer♪ Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:20 PM ur a fucking retard. read my headline then go fuck urself in the ass. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:38 PM NO, not a fucking retard. Just a penis who recognizes a beautiful woman when h

Me
hi my name is kc i am a 29 year old mother of 2 young men. i am very single and like to go out and have a really good time. i have a friend that is on here and she told me it was fun so im trying it out so bare with me while i fix the stuff and add pictures i have plenty of them. muah

Newer Friends
Over the past few weeks, with Cappy's Flight occurring, along with the regular friend adds, I have added quite a few new friends. To those of you who fit this category, if you already haven't, please take a few minutes to read the "About Me" section on my profile! I have never, nor will I ever, accept friends for the points alone. Once you read that section, you will have a better understanding of me. My long standing friends do know about me and I would hope they would tell you that those words ring totally true. Thanks for taking the time to read this blog!

My Fu-years Resolution
Just a note to all non-participating friends. Some will be deleted tonight while others I will make a final attempt to become friends with. I LOVE TO HAVE FRIENDS, BUT HERE ON THE FU, THE VAST MAJORITY OF USERS HERE HAVE A DIFFERENT IDEA OF WHAT THE WORD "FRIEND" REALLY MEANS. MY DEFINITION DOES NOT MEAN SIMPLY CLICKING THE RATE/FAN/ADD BUTTONS AND MOVING ON TO THE NEXT PERSON, NEVER TO HEAR FROM THEM AGAIN. IDEALLY, I LIKE TO SEND OUT PROFILE COMMENTS ABOUT 3 TIMES A WEEK TO FRIENDS, BUT WHEN I KEEP HAVING ALL THESE "DEAD" FRIENDS OUT HERE IN FU-LAND, I WONDER WHY THE HELL THEY ARE STILL ON MY LIST. SO, MY RESOLUTION IS TO EITHER CLEAN OUT MY DEAD FRIENDS LIST OR GET THEM TO KNOW ME BETTER & VICE VERSA. SO, JUST A LIL HEADS UP TO ANY OF YOU WHO MAY ACTUALLY WANT TO E A REAL FRIEND. YOU NEED TO SPEAK UP & SAY HEY BABY! OH YA, PS...ANOTHER RESOLUTION IS TO LOSE ABOUT 50 POUNDS...LIKELY HEALTHIER FOR ME, BUT THE FIRST ON MY LIST IS ONLY A CLICK AWAY, LOL

Gone For Some Time
Tomorrow is my last day of work for this year. The day after I will leave for England. I will stay there for some weeks and won't be much on Fubar. But be sure I will be back. Of course: don't expect prompt reactions of me. Wishing you all a great New Year's Eve and for 2008: maybe some wishes can come true...

Sheryl's Meaningless Banter
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends'. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is Don't stay because you think 'it will get better' You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everythin

Why
Why is it that females and kids have to prove that they are not sluts to get a conviction against the lowest of the low who rape and sexually assult them, and only 2 in 10 result in court procedings..? where's the fuckin justice.......... Louise.

Joke Of The Day!!!
A bloke wins the lottery and decides to buy himself a Harley Davidson, he goes down to his local bike shop and after purchasing a top of the range bike, the owner of the shop tells him to coat the bike in Vaseline every time it looks like raining. That night he goes and picks his girlfriend up on his new toy and heads over to her parents house for the first time. As they arrive there, she explains to him that whenever they have dinner, don't talk. "If you talk," she tells him, "you have to do the pots." The man is astounded as he walks into the house as it is a complete mess. Anyway, the family all sit down for dinner not saying a word. The man decides to take advantage of the situation by groping his girlfriend's tits, yet there is not a sound from anyone. So he decides to shag his bird on the table, and still there is not a word. He then proceeds to do his girlfriend's mum over the table, but still, amazingly, there's not a word from anyone. Just at that moment he notices the rai

Questions And Stuff
Friends always seem to make you happy when you are down. Friends make you feel good when they are around. I'm glad I have a lot of people that I can call friends, Because without them this world would be something I wouldn't want to be around. For all of you who think you have friends here's a little tip. To know and have a friend means: To open your heart and expand your mind, because a friend will be there when you need them, and when you don't. They won't pull any punches when it comes to the truth of what you are doing. They will let you know when you are acting stupid. They will let you cry and not say a word or put you in check when you need it the most. A friend is someone you can count on when it seems the world is coming to an end, but will be there when you make accomplishment and cheer you on. With that being said I have a couple questions for you.... Do you have a real friend? Are you a real friend to someone? Before you answer, sit back and really

Because Of A Jealous Fuck.....
because of jealous fucks i have decided to bring my pictures to private and only family can see them and do not ask if you can be in my family if i feel you are family worthy i will add you when i feel like it... i know it sounds like im being a bitch but this is wut happends when fuckers piss me off and get jealous and report pictures because they are jealous

In The Mind Of Insanity
The cold dragon of emtiness slides and slithers thru my bones. In and out of all my hopes and devours all my want. Slaps me with its tail to awaken me and all a sudden its a picture perfect memory. Stale and unwanted like death. It stalks me and will until then. A boiling lake of fire I swim thru. Am I affraid to get burnt again? The cells that make my being are now disinegrating into him. I cant last. It always comes home. A place where evil rides steadily on white sheep, eating all my feild of everything I know. The corneas been slaped with a hand of suffor. Put the lid back on, i'm not yet ready to empty or enfold. Haunt me tonight, my transparent friend and decide whether im needing as much as you did. Dont no more. The creature of untrusting decades.. a mark left on the smile. Broken and secluded from all feel. Resist this feel good notice. Kill me again... Im ready. -Anna Born once or twice into a volnurable cavity. The next i'll be aborted and amuse this whole habitat of snakes

A Great Big Thank You!!
With the help of these wonderful friends (and strangers), I won the contest I entered- 60,000 in less than 6 weeks!! All these people rawk (many of them using ALL their comments on me) so please take a moment to visit their page and leave them love. A SPECIAL thank you to The Spankers Club who really kicked ass with this contest. ** I know I am leaving out many people and for that I am truely sorry. I tried keeping up with who left comments but it got hectic after awhile.** The Spankers Club sassy Paralyzer Abby Anubis Muma_e 'Gail' 'eldoROBo' '†HÈ ßÚLL¥'

Why Woman Cry
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue with out complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love

Italiandragonfire
Someone has eresased my profile. How can someone do that Any Clues!!!! Well i have theses so called friends, that when i really needed them, are never there go figure!!! But when they want to talk or want something they expect you to be right there and pay attention...And they expect you to forgive them over and over, damn people need to grow the f--- up..I could of been dead by now, they never would have cared.. Hum friends or not...... Well after being in a 2 year relationship, i am free,,,,, I thank god i got out with my sanity.... He took alot of things but my friends and family he did not.... Lost my truck he has, But i gained my life back... There are angels in this world.... NOW ITS ABOUT ME FOR ONCE!!!

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with fire sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and some stale bbq

Learn It, Live It
Another Wolfie rant. There's this little thing I like to use called sarcasm. It appears that many of you do not know what it is, so I will post the definition for you. sar·casm (sär'kāz'əm) n. 1. A cutting, often ironic remark intended to wound. 2. A form of wit that is marked by the use of sarcastic language and is intended to make its victim the butt of contempt or ridicule. 3. The use of sarcasm. See Synonyms at wit I use sarcasm often and am really tired of the endless parade of morons who can't detect it's use. 90% of my mumms are sarcastic. If you do not have a firm grasp of this concept, please do not bother to vote or comment. Finally, if you do not appreciate or enjoy sarcasm, feel free to delete me from your friends list. Chances are you're a hayseed with big breasts and I added you for points only. Thank you, and good day

Poems
A Policeman’s Ghost It happened late on night long ago Along that winding mountain road so desolate and steep The night was dark and the rain, downward it poured The rivers rising as into the ground it seeped The wind whipped the trees back and forth as it howled Branches and even trees lying in roads everywhere Power lines were being taken down in this storm There were troubles to be found here and there In his cruiser he road quietly along on this night His rain slicker was right there by his side if he needed it He reported all the problems that he found And assisted people that asked as he drove by He was a special policeman, loved by all around He was then dispatched to check this mountain road Knowing that many motorist had been stranded there for a night He went and driving slowly he watched along the roadside For any vehicle going off the road and out of sight He stopped and removed a few branches that he found To make the road safe for people to drive sa

I Finally Met Chris!!
Meeting CHRIS was AWESOME!! He was SOOOO SWEET!! It would have BROKEN MY HEART if he was a JERK like some of them are!!The signing was from 12-2 and we got to Books A Million around 10AM. We went in and got in line at 10:30. I saw him coming toward the store out of the front windows and started saying "ITS HIM!! ITS HIM!!". He came in and did an interview with one of the news stations and then started signing books. I yelled up to him, "CHRIS I LOVE YOU!" and he turned around and smiled, and said something back. I don't even remember, LOL, I was on cloud 9. When it was my turn to go up and get my book signed I was so nervous I was shaking. He was SOOO SWEET and I fell more in LOVE with him. He gave me a BIG HUG, and told me, "Don't be nervous." The people at the signing said that he would only sign the book and one other item. I had my book, a JERICHO wrestler, and I brought 3 pictures to give him and 2 for me. The ones I had made didn't print right. On the 3 pictures I

I'll Be Back
Ill only be gone a short while maybey a week please show me some love while im gone and ill return the favor whenn i get back please repost while im gone each repost is worth 100 fubucks when i return only good for friends so add me if im not to earn the 100 fubuck prizes

To All My Friends
TO all my friends MY fubar page isnt workin if u would like to stay intouch add please ADD me yahoo or msn messenger @ charlie52486@hotmail.com or sarabee21708@yahoo.com I am looking forward to hearing from u all HAPPY NEW YEARS PLEASE REPLY BY ADDING ME till my fubar works again thank u all

Kids
There are days I love them to death and others I just wish I was alone! It takes a special someone to reach the inner depths of your heart. I belive I have started allowing him inside this ole torn and tatered heart of mine. I just hope he bears with me thru out the days and nights that are restless and weary. He likes me for me and shows me all the love and kindness a woman could ask for. Just pray that I am the woman he wants for all time!!

Pic Rateing......
i really do appreciate all u guys rating my mans pics on my page... could y'all please go to his page and do the same... show ur support for those who defend your freedom.. thank y'all so much.. they do alot so we can remain free..and to keep the booger man from under the bed and the coyotes outta the yard..lol takes wolves to gaurd the door yard here is the link to his page click it and see why i love him so Chazzz.. Enigma , Konundrum & RL /Hubby to Upstatehotlips@ fubar I APPRECIATE YOU GUYS RATEING AND COMMENTING ON MY HUBBYS PIC I HAVE ON MY PROFILE, BUT IF YOUR GOING TO COMMMENT ON THEM AND RATE THEM PLEASE GO TO HIS PAGE AND DO THE SAME, THANKS.........

Coolest Peeps On Here!
Some of the coolest people on fubar I know: LÊGG§0810 ĦÈĦßÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ..... ~Club F.A.R.~On the C@ndle Train!~Stilet@ fubar ~*RedKandy*~S*U*P*~Club F.A.R.~2nd Alarm Hotties Member~The Sisterhood~@ fubar Tuff...."Merry Christmas" ~Stiletto Girl~...@ fubar bbG - It`s New Year`s Baby!!!@ fubar ~ Chickie Momma 2nd Co-Manager of Fusista's and Fubrotha's~@ fubar ♥♥♥♥ ♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™© PROUD Member of the Confederate Bomber@ fubar Majically Delicious MILF....CEO OF FUSISTA'S BOMBING & LEVELING CREW Hostess for Fubars 1st Worl@ fubar TiSmOm05~SqUaD~LeAdEr@SpIrIt~~LeVeLeRs

To Love Or Not To Love
Life's Greatest Secret I don't know anyone who doesn't want a life filled with love. In order for this to happen, the effort must start within us. Rather than waiting for the other people to provide the love we desire, we must be a vision and the source of love. We must tap into our own loving-kindness in order to set an example for others to follow suit. It has been said that "the shortest distance between two points is an intention". This is certinaly true with regard to a life filled with love. The starting point or foundation of a life filled with love is the desire and commitment to be a source of love. Our attitude, choices, acts of kindness, and willingness to be the first to reach out will take us toward this goal. The next time you find yourself frustrated at the lack of love in the world, try an experiment. Forget about the world and other people for a few minutes, instead, look into your own heart. Can you become a source of greater love? Can you think loving thoughts o

Weight Loss 2008
mwahahahah...I guess the only support forthcoming is going to be from me, so ioncestuous though it seems...Yayy Tony, you rock dude, I just know that you can do it so go go go I am 100% behind you all the way, and when you manage it I am going to give you a huge tongue kiss! oh well, here we go, I am hoping that putting this out there for any and all to see is going to help me with that oh so important constituent of any weight loss programme....INCENTIVE I shall post my starting weight, and most important to me, waist measurement, then see if my monthly updates will show any improvement. What on Earth is a geezer as old as the hills bothering about this for? I hear you asking yourselves, nonplussed looks abounding..... Well, it just FEELS hideous....my skin over my stomach feels stretched as tight as a drumskin, I feel as if I am lugging a sack of spuds round my middle and third but by no means unimportant, I DO STILL CARE about what I look like! SO, as of today, Thursday 27t

Sarge's Bad Girls
THE BADDEST GIRLS YOU'LL EVER WANT TO MEET..FAN RATE & ADD THEM..TRUST ME IT WILL BE WORTH IT.. To Join Sarge's Bad Girls First You Need To Read This Link http://fubar.com/blog/172118/939686 Then R/F/A Everyone On This List. Ecuadorian Goddess(ON TEMP LEAVE)BAD DDTulsa's AngelRaidersBabe¢¾ Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾~Blueroses~Devils Advocate**BooBooKittyFuk** MuRdAMoMs Cuddle Goddess♥ Summer ♥pepsikola420 Meagan(ON TEMP LEAVE) ÐJ ÞîñkýÞµñk Áñgî AMber420Nicole

Wickeddollz.net
Hope you all are having a happy and safe 420!!!!!I have a spankin fresh, never been seen set for you all to enjoy on this lovely day!!!! It was also entered on the Wicked Dollz of the Month for June of 2008!!!!!!Please vote for me on this month's Wicked Dollz of June 2008 Contest on WickedDollz.net If I win I get to featured on the site for the month of June 2008, and also am entered in the WickedDollz Calendar Fans Edition!!!!!Much Much Apprecciated. Just go to the site and click on the Featured Dollz section, scroll down until you see the poll and vote for me!!!MUCH WICKED LOVE!!!!And Remember!!!!WE ARE NOT YOUR AVERAGE GENERIC DOLLZ!!!!WE ARE THE WICKED DOLLZ!!!!!xoxoxoxSkye Dollwww.WickedDollz.net Interested In Becoming A Wicked Doll?? "Not your average generic doll, We are the Wicked Dollz!" Wicked Dollz is based out of the DFW, TX area. And the models are from ALL over the world!!! To be a part of the Wicked Dollz family and represent us with pride.

She Will Always Be A Broken Girl - Swr
She buys a new dress for the party, She always looks good in red. Turns around in front of the mirror And disappears inside of her head. She wonders if he'll even remember, She asked him in a casual way. Just incase he didn't want to go with her, In that event she knew just what she would say. She thought of maybe asking a girlfriend, Even though she only has one or two. She's always done much better with boys anyway, So who needs girlfriends? Pacing nervous across the floor of her bedroom, Gripping tight the phone in her hand. Fighting back the rush of emotions, And dreaming of just having a man. [Chorus] It's a long walk, and the music is loud. She sees an old friend, As she walks through the crowd. Puts on her best smile, But underneath she's a broken girl. But It's a long walk, and the music is loud. She sees an old friend, As she walks through the crowd. Puts on her best smile, But she will always be a broken girl. She struggles w

I Can Still Feel You
Even though were far apart, i know your still there, and even though im falling faster, i can count on you to be there. i dont wanna get hurt, but i dont wanna lose it all. i just wanna be with yew, and ill give all i can. 1000 miles seperate us, but we're still going strong, i think i could imagine you all day long. if i just think of how we could be, ill get through the day, and you could set me free.

52 Days Post Surgery
Well its been 52 days since my surgery and my therapist is extremely pleased with my progress. My goal is to be able to bend my knee the same as my left knee which is 140 degrees. Today on my own I was able to bend my knee 130 degrees. Last Wednesday when I had therapy with help from the therapist I was able to bend my knee to 116 degrees laying on my stomach and today without help was able to do that on my own :). Hopefully that means only a few weeks more therapy left

The Painter
She sits and crys not knowing where too go . the only thing she's worthy of is the fear of being alone. she sit's on a bridge waiting for the train. she doesent know what too do her faith is driving her insane. she wants too live and just go back home but its like he's controlling her and she doesent know. he's telling her too stay and wait for the train. he's telling her too jump. and dont hesitate. shes trying not too listen trying not too hear. but suddenly she sees the train and its coming near. she wants too move but he Say's no she wants too scream. like theres nowhere too go. as the trains lights hit her eyes. I was a dull portrait of life Reduced by emptiness Dismantled by a rusted knife And darkened by absence of happiness Till you came for me to change Brought a paint and sturdy brush Filled me with colors beautifully arranged With ease I know you're not in a rush Colored my skies with cold blue Scattere

@att@calling All~my~family
COMMUNICATION PROBLEM I CONTINUE TO POST BLOGS AND IT SEEMS THAT THEIR IS ABOUT 8 TA 10 OUT OF 32 READING THEM WE HAVE A PROBLEM WE WILL HAVE A MEETING THIS WEEKEND AND I EXPECT EVERONE TO BE THERE I'LL PLAN IT LATE ENOUGH IN THE EVENING ON SAT OR SUN SO EVERYBODY SHOULDN'T HAVE A PROBLEM MAKING IT THIS IS A MANDATORY MEETIMG! C YA THERE PAINTER OWNER~FOUNDER Please help these two sexxy ladies out in their contest they have a buncha comments to go so drop by and leave a few every chance you get.Hell they were even trying to pay folks to comment so give um a hand! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER http://fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack!WHAT WE NEED IS 1250 A DAY IN COMMENTS TO GET AHEAD :) SO PLEASE SHOW SUM LOVE Music Provided By Jokers Wild & Snake Bite Radio CLICK THE BANNER TO ENTER Please help these two sexxy ladies out in their contest they ha

Yay For The End Of 2007
So it's that time of year to get the REAL party started. I'm probably just going to stay home and watch the ball drop. I don't really do much for New Year's anymore. I kind of grew out of the partying with people thing just for a big huge ball to drop. But hey, it could be different this year. =) We'll have to see! Well I do hope ya'll have a great New Year and have fun!

Toms Away!
Hi everyone this is just a little note to let you all know that Tom won't be on here for awhile. Tom asked me to keep this account up and running so I'm going to try. Tom is going to need lots of love from everyone for the next few months if anyone wants more info just leave a message on here and I'll help you out as much as I can. Thank you for your time, Nikci Ok i was in a relationship for about 1 year and it went sour ... she cheated on me when i was in county lockup .. so ya i ditched her.. but im back and i will keep up on this since i have my life to run now not some sucubus slut ...thx ev1 for keeping me on there lists it is greatly aprecciated!

New Year?
The New Year....is coming... What to do? Well everyone makes these silly New Years Resolutions... But do you keep them.? Most of us do not... Why we are humans, creatures of habits... So giving your self more pressure like trying to keep a resolution, is just gonna screw you up royally. So before you get out that note_pad and starting writing down... Your New Year's prayer's & wishes... Think of this.... DE_Clutter your life... Yes we all have ton's of junk, what do I mean by junk, well lets see. We have broken cd players, vcr's (remember those) old computer monitors a few keypads, several mouse pads, (why some of us even have a broken or real crappy Cassette tape player)... The list goes on, then there's the Exercise bikes, and the buy it on TV, for the today only price of $19.95...pieces of junk, that just clutter up our closets, basements, storage rooms, etc. (I know this BECAUSE I Made a Good Living throwing out other peoples JUNK). So instead of A New's Years EV

Poem
This is a Poem that someone that I just received : You've been my golden best friend Now with post-demise at hand Can't go to you for consolation Cause we're off limits during this transition This grief overwhelms me It burns in my stomach And I can't stop bumping into things I thought we'd be simple together I thought we'd be happy together Thought we'd be limitless together I thought we'd be precious together But I was sadly mistaken You've been my soul mate and mentor I remembered you the moment I met you With you I knew god's face was handsome With you I suffered an expansion This loss is numbing me It pierces my chest And I can't stop dropping everything I thought we'd be sexy together Thought we'd be evolving together I thought we'd have children together I thought we'd be family together But I was sadly mistaken If I had a bill for all the philosophies I shared If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented If I had a dime for every hand th