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Dealing With Sin
Back in my youth when I first became a Christian, I didn't really understand what confession and repentance meant. I thought it was necessary to beg God's forgiveness for every sin. That left me worried I might forget to confess some error--and even wondering if I was truly saved, since I kept doing wrong. But as I grew up in my faith, I learned the steps a believer takes to deal with sin. Confession is the act of taking responsibility for sin and agreeing with God that we've violated His will. We acknowledge that we have grieved His heart by trying to get our perceived needs met in our own way and timing. Setting the relationship right begins with admitting where we went wrong. Repentance is the decision to turn away from our sin. We make an honest evaluation of our life and see that our wrong choices neither honor the Lord nor fit who we are as believers. Then we focus our mind on God and commit to doing His will. Gratitude is our expression of thanks for divine mercy. Fo

My Babbles
walkin' down this crazy road wondering which way to go why cant your eyes see me since you said you'd never leave *************chorus************* there under the streetlight she sold her soul she was tired of her life never wanting to grow old she fell down to her knees then she cried she turned her eyes upward screaming - god i tried ******************************** i sit here deep in thought figuren' where you've gone thank god for the rain hiding all my tears of shame **********************chorus********************* through the dark and moonless night quietly reflecting on our life my soul is points of light what you did wasn't right **********************chorus********************* bridges burn, tables turned bad luck following at your heels nowhere left to run and hide now you know how i feel **************chorus*************** bye - bye baby so long ill think of you when i sing this song you want to love me, but my need is gone come around lat

Member Needs Our Help
Superman {Enforcer Of The Flamming Hearts & Wish Bone of T.H.U.G.S.}@ fubar OK FLAMMING HEARTS LETS DO THIS HE NEEDS OUR HELP THANKS LATINA69 prmami1 ( Co-Founder of the Flamming Heart & Manager of Total Chaos)@ fubarOK FLAMMING HEARTS MEMBER OF OUR FAMILY NEEDS OUR HELP TO LEVEL LETS TRY OUR BEST TO HELP HER OUT THANK AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS LATINA69 **Stargazer**(member of Flamming hearts )@ fubar all members of the flamming hearts a member needs our help to level so lets try and do whats in our power to help her thanks

Help With Kow Contest's Please
Could you please click this pic and help...my foster mom s les than 700 commnets away from winning a VIP if you help and let her know ( Witoka ) she will return all love ..thank you

Masters Of War By Bob Dylan
Come you masters of war You that build all the guns You that build the death planes You that build the big bombs You that hide behind walls You that hide behind desks I just want you to know I can see through your masks You that never done nothin' But build to destroy You play with my world Like it's your little toy You put a gun in my hand And you hide from my eyes And you turn and run farther When the fast bullets fly Like Judas of old You lie and deceive A world war can be won You want me to believe But I see through your eyes And I see through your brain Like I see through the water That runs down my drain You fasten the triggers For the others to fire Then you set back and watch When the death count gets higher You hide in your mansion As young people's blood Flows out of their bodies And is buried in the mud You've thrown the worst fear That can ever be hurled Fear to bring children Into the world For threatening my baby Unborn and unn

Eighty-six Must Be Our Secret Number
Eighty-six must be our secret number To say we are in love among a crowd. We are one whenever we're together, Though we daren't mention it out loud. We giggle at the same idea unspoken And smile in simultaneous disdain, Existing in a single cell unbroken, Two nuclei alike in joy and pain. Outwardly we are just closest friends Because we do not wish to cause distress. But when we're grown, the fairy tale ends As we come out in more authentic dress. Meanwhile we're ourselves in secrecy, Our silence merely adding to our glee.

Mr. Tambourine Man By Bob Dylan
Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me, I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to. Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me, In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you. Though I know that evenin's empire has returned into sand, Vanished from my hand, Left me blindly here to stand but still not sleeping. My weariness amazes me, I'm branded on my feet, I have no one to meet And the ancient empty street's too dead for dreaming. Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me, I'm not sleepy and there is no place I'm going to. Hey! Mr. Tambourine Man, play a song for me, In the jingle jangle morning I'll come followin' you. Take me on a trip upon your magic swirlin' ship, My senses have been stripped, my hands can't feel to grip, My toes too numb to step, wait only for my boot heels To be wanderin'. I'm ready to go anywhere, I'm ready for to fade Into my own parade, cast your dancing spell my way, I promise to go under it. Hey! Mr. Tambour

Talkin' World War Iii Blues By Bob Dylan
Some time ago a crazy dream came to me, I dreamt I was walkin' into World War Three, I went to the doctor the very next day To see what kinda words he could say. He said it was a bad dream. I wouldn't worry 'bout it none, though, They were my own dreams and they're only in my head. I said, "Hold it, Doc, a World War passed through my brain." He said, "Nurse, get your pad, this boy's insane," He grabbed my arm, I said "Ouch!" As I landed on the psychiatric couch, He said, "Tell me about it." Well, the whole thing started at 3 o'clock fast, It was all over by quarter past. I was down in the sewer with some little lover When I peeked out from a manhole cover Wondering who turned the lights on. Well, I got up and walked around And up and down the lonesome town. I stood a-wondering which way to go, I lit a cigarette on a parking meter And walked on down the road. It was a normal day. Well, I rung the fallout shelter bell And I leaned my head and I gave a yell

I Shall Be Free No.10 By Bob Dylan
I'm just average, common too I'm just like him, the same as you I'm everybody's brother and son I ain't different from anyone It ain't no use a-talking to me It's just the same as talking to you. I was shadow-boxing earlier in the day I figured I was ready for Cassius Clay I said "Fee, fie, fo, fum, Cassius Clay, here I come 26, 27, 28, 29, I'm gonna make your face look just like mine Five, four, three, two, one, Cassius Clay you'd better run 99, 100, 101, 102, your ma won't even recognize you 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, gonna knock him clean right out of his spleen." Well, I don't know, but I've been told The streets in heaven are lined with gold I ask you how things could get much worse If the Russians happen to get up there first. Wowee! Pretty scary! Now, I'm liberal, but to a degree I want ev'rybody to be free But if you think that I'll let Barry Goldwater Move in next door and marry my daughter You must think I'm crazy! I wouldn't let him do it for all th

It's Alright, Ma (i'm Only Bleeding) By Bob Dylan
Darkness at the break of noon Shadows even the silver spoon The handmade blade, the child's balloon Eclipses both the sun and moon To understand you know too soon There is no sense in trying. Pointed threats, they bluff with scorn Suicide remarks are torn From the fool's gold mouthpiece The hollow horn plays wasted words Proves to warn That he not busy being born Is busy dying. Temptation's page flies out the door You follow, find yourself at war Watch waterfalls of pity roar You feel to moan but unlike before You discover That you'd just be One more person crying. So don't fear if you hear A foreign sound to your ear It's alright, Ma, I'm only sighing. As some warn victory, some downfall Private reasons great or small Can be seen in the eyes of those that call To make all that should be killed to crawl While others say don't hate nothing at all Except hatred. Disillusioned words like bullets bark As human gods aim for their mark Made everything

Softly, Kendra
And another day I am awoken with a phone call that one of my best friends has passed away. Her name is Adrianna..I called her many things including Adiedoo, Adri-ya-ya, or just Adri. Her brother called me this morning, and I won't go into details because I am not sure what the family wants, but never the less, she is not here anylonger. I feel pissed at not only death itself, but at myself for the time I wasted not being around her. We were inseperable at one point, then when Dawn and I broke up things took a different turn. I suppose it was hard going from the "Trio" we were used to, down to dealing with me drinking my sorrows away at the local pub and watching me die slowly, and Dawn starting her new life, with her new college friends and new boyfriend. It was too much for her, and well..I was being selfish. I fucking hate myself for that. She saw both of her once "best friends" travel down different roads and become people she no longer recognized. Fuck man, thats just horrible. Tha

I Know I Hardly Know You
I know I hardly know you, But I think that I may love you. You can see the way I look at you And know. I know you have a girlfriend, But I think we can be happy, So take the time to find out If it's so. I know we don't have much time, But I think it's just enough; If you'd like to take a chance on me, Let's go!

Doctor's Visit
i have been to the doctor.... not good first i found out i'm pregnant, and in the middle of a miscarriage. so they have to go in and take the rest of it out. second, i have a 5cm sized cyst on my left ovary, they have to go in and take that out. third, i have a 3-4 inch lump on my right breast and i have to go to the breast clinic next friday to get that checked out... i'm pretty upset and don't know what to do and my parents have basically grounded me, not allowed to go anywhere, do anything, work, nothing. so, i'll be online here and there cause i am bored out of my mind, i hope to see some of my friends on here... ttysoon, suzy

Stupid People
you know what I don't understand about people... why they feel that they must announce the obvious to you... To all of my friends on here that know me or actually have spoke to me for any length of time, they know that I am a BIG GIRL... I don't hide it or lie about it... I use real pics on here and am not ashamed of the way I look... There is more to me then my looks but obviously some people do not realize that.. I just love coming home from working all day, to a random message in my sb saying that I am ugly and then the next day another message from the same person calling me a fat ass!! OMG!!! First of all if you feel the need to insult me atleast be original!! Like I haven't been called a fat ass before? WTF ever!!! I am all woman and 100% real and to the losers such as this one that cannot accept a real woman stay the fuck off my page, block me, do what you got to do because I sure the fuck don't need you as a friend!! To those of you that know me know that I can be your best fri

Be Gentle: What You're Holding Is My Heart
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

I Know Well I Have No Right To Love You:
I know well I have no right to love you: I gave you up, and now you're with my friend. But I can't stop myself from thinking of you, Even though that's not what I intend. I want you but I also don't want you To hurt my friend by breaking up with her. So things go wrong no matter what you do; I long for what I don't want to occur. Ah, me! I'm in a soap and can't get out! Help me if you can by being kind. I tell you this to banish any doubt That I'll be waiting, if you're so inclined. But please, please, if my friend still has your love, Forget completely what I've spoken of.

Understanding Women?
Why is it that women seem to chase and woo after men that treat them badly? Atleast that seems to be what I am seeing over and over. Women say they want a man that is caring, devoted, loving, that treats them with respect, like a lady should be treated, yet when given the option to have one, they choose the one that doesn't. It really makes no sense to me. I guess that old saying holds true, even through to today. Bad boys get the women, nice guys get to be alone. or to modernize the frase a little. Assholes rule, Gentleman fall.

What I Dont Get Is..
Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to hold me? Wanted to date me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot Would you.... [ ]Kiss me.. [ ]Hug me.. [ ]Date me.. [ ]Kill me.. [ ]Love me.. [ ]Hate me.. [ ]Hold me.. [ ]Lie to me.. [ ]Hurt me.. [ ]Sing with me.. [ ]Dance with me.. [ ]Grind with me.. [ ]Cuddle with me.. [ ]Let me make a move on you.. [ ]Make a move on me.. [ ]Wat

Hmm..leaving I Think
Yeah I think I kinda need a break from things and am seriously thinking about moving back to the mid-west. I dont really see much of anything changing for the better here for me. Just nothing is right friends aren't right life isn't right. No worries I will give a heads up to those lil bit of you who know me enough to miss me. Just things will be better all the way round this way I think.

Me
WELL HERES A LIL BOUT ME READY??? OK MY NAME IS STEVE IM 35 YEARS OLD I AM VERY SINGLE AND LOOKING I AM TIRED OF THE "PLAYERS" AND THE PEOPLE WHO SAY THAY ARE SUMTHING THAY ARE NOT IF YOU ARE REAL AND FROM THE TOLEDO OHIO AREA AND WOULD LIKE TO KICK IT HIT ME UP IM DOWN FOR REAL I AM A CONTRATOR FOR A LARGE DISTRIBUTER IN THE TOLEDO AND S/E MICHIGAN AREA UMM IF THERES ANYTHING ELSE YA WANNA KNOW LET ME KNOW

Introducing Me...
Well, I think the time has come to BURN MY FLAG! You heard me right. I am a Marine Corp veteran. During the first war in Iraq, Daddy Bush cut many many benifets for our vets. Well, I went for an eye appt at VA yesterday. 80 Miles round trip. They tell me I need glasses, but I have to go elsewhere because of "cuts in government spending". WTF??? Well, if this is how Uncle Sam is gonna treat the MEN AND WOMEN that stood up for their country...he can KISS MY FKN ASS!!! No, I WONT wrap myself in it first. And yall can say anything you like. I DONT FKN CARE ANYMORE!!! Im tired of seeing all the fkn immigrants getting financial assistance while we have HOMELESS VETS living in the streets. Proud American? NOT ANY MORE!!! My Cherokee flag is going up, MAYBE, with the US flag UPSIDE DOWN under it!!! THE LAW IS THE LAW! I really love this one. This is one of the better e-mails I have received in a long time! I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over! So Be It! THE LAW

How Important Are Looks?
With a lot of failures in relationships and rejectons from dates it raises the question.. is it really a partners personality the atracts people or is it just all about the looks? I may not be much to look at but there's more to a persons looks like how much they can truly care for someone and how they show their love. Don't get me wrong... if by some miracle i had a beautiful, slim girl ask me on a date then i'd jump straight in there but i still look for inner qualities. So the question begs... what's is more important to you.. looks, or heart???

Just For Fun
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your BP that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you..haha.. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,or single..You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery.. I wasn't scared..

Teezing Not Wheezing
Now THAT's a benigh title. What do I write? Hell, I just learned how to give fubucks, that was fun. Posted nother pic of my cock. That's always fun. Gee. What else? Y'know, what do you do when "it" falls asleep? And how does that happen? I mean, look at my pics, there's no reason that just now, the um, thingie there is asleep...ah, it's coming back to life, nevermind.

Weather
hahaha - doorbell ringing every half hour or so with guys wanting $ to shovel driveso I answer the door drunk in robe with beer in hand, "I'm broke...and do I look like I'm going anywhere?" "By the way - would you want to run up & get me a bottle of vodka while you're out?" The snow here is brutal! My brother, Jonny is laying in the snow making a snow angel (with his dog) and refuses to get up until Alexa makes a digital documentary. Quote: BadLori, "she won't give us the camera OR come out to take pictures" Jonny, "She better cuz I ain't coming in til she does...I'll die out here." BadLori, "There's gonna be a showdown." Alexa & Gerard watch smiling out the window. Alexa with update, "he's NOT dead." ...approaching footsteps Jonny, "you got plastic? I'm camping outside today." BadLori, "yeah, but I need that to wrap bodies." ok - so we've been up all night and we're drunk as fuck - Jonny proceeds to set up camp in the back yard...

2 New And Old Friends
I`ve been recently told that because of what i have written in my about me that im bitter,mad,and a bitch. I`m far from being any of that. Just ask my friends or family. I`m sure they will be glad to tell you. All anyone sees on these about me`s is words on a screen. You can not see or here the tone of voice or the emotion backed behind it. So plz do not judge because of what i have written. Thats just not right. I don`t judge people on what they write. Its not my job to judge someone thats GOD`S job and no one esles. Judge me,and I`ll prove you wrong. If your still here after reading all this and still wanting to be a friend i commend you. If you dont like what i have said or done please do not add me.

Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years o

I've Learned.......
That LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. But DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. Eveything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. To be continued.... These lyrics...this is how I feel about life. Summer, Highland Falls Artist:Billy Joel

Contest
HEY EVERYEONE CAN YOU DO ME A FAVOR?? JUST CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW AND RATE THE PIC THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO DO. ME AND MY HUSBAND ENTERED THE HOTTEST FU COUPLE!! OUR FIRST CONTEST TOGETHER WE ARE A REAL MARRIED COUPLE. HELP US OUT PLEASE!! Please help us out to win the hottest fu-couple. We are actually married in RL for over 2 years. All you have to do is go rate the pic no comments necessary. Please repost!! Click the picture: SO ALL I NEED YOU TO DO IS STOP BY AND RATE THIS PICTURE ONCE. ITS FOR A CONTEST THAT ME AND MY HUSBAND ARE IN AND ITS NOT A BOMBING ONE SO IT WONT TAKE YOU LONG. SO IF YOU COULD JUST TAKE A MINUTE OUT OF YOUR TIME TO STOP BY AND RATE THIS FOR ME AND THEN REPOST THIS FOR ME?? PLEASE AND THANKS

Christmas
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BLOGS... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.

Blog!
Okay. What the hell is wrong with people? I haven't been on Fubar all day... I come sit down... help a friend with HH... Check my friend requests, my new profile comments... pic comments... And this is what I find from a level 5 male I've never seen in my life that doesn't even have a real pic for his default: And he decided to go nuts with the 1's as well. Then he blocked me. This happened like 12 hours ago. Like I said, i was afk. So I couldn't even shout him and tell him thanks and I hope it was happy hour cuz he made me a lot of points with all his rude hateful comments about my girlfriend and me! So umm... If you care to "thank" him for me... This is him: Your Favorite Lesbian, EZ2FU P.S. Maybe he was mad when he found out I was gay cuz he thought EZ2FU meant "easy to fuck?" ?? LOL That's right! Your favorite lesbian is finally in an aucion! Now you can own your very own Easy To Use Disposable

True Meaning By Some Phrases By Women
1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right, and you need to shut up. 2. Five minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only truly five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means "something", and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in "fine". 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it! 5. Loud sigh: This is actualy a word. but is a non verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh beans she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of "nothing"). 6. That's OK.: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. "That's OK" means she wants to think long and hard beforte deciding how and when you w

Time
Living in a world, caught between pleasure and pain, The arrogance of my heart, the insecurities in my brain, A never-ending cycle, of true belief and true doubt Almost sure I’ve reached my limit, need to find my way out Like an inevitable cliché, I reach for comfort in the bottle, As if an answer sits waiting for me in its hollow, I’ve spent so many nights drowning through the years No longer sure what I’m searching for, no longer sure if I care Is it time to give up, to give in and move on? Accept my place in this world and admit I’m not strong, Or do I keep searching, and pushing for the light For my piece of freedom to finally sleep through the night I wish I knew the answer, I fear I never will. I hope I'll always care, I fear I no longer do 1989

How To Treat A Lady
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy wh

Two Soul's
two souls the words within a rhyme a perfect match two hearts intertwined two lovers holding on with all their might destiny a future always bright two minds thoughts uniting as if one two minds thoughts colliding as if one one future a perfect sunset on the sea one ending forever you and me

Friends Helping Friends
COME JOIN US ON FUBAR ISLAND......IT WILL BE IN TO DIFFERENT GROUPS U WILL HAVE UR FEMALES AND U WILL HAVE UR MALES MAKE SURE ADD FAN AND RATE EACH ONE SB ME OR MAIL ME AND ILL GET U ON THE TRAIN... HERE IS THE FEMALE HOTTIES OF FU START WITH ME AND MAKE UR WAY DOWN...IF U HAVE THEM ALREADY LEAVE THEM ON COMMENT LETTIN THEN KNOW UR JOIN THE FUBAR ISLAND... Dj. Tesha-Rl Gf/Fu Wife/Owned By Franklin-Greeter at club Illusions..@ fubar In my dreams...or yours? ~~Leader of the CONVOY ~*~ Pilot of Fantasy Flight ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar ~ ♥ ~ME~ ♥ ~@ fubar Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz@ fubar ~PebblesinAZ~Argonutz' Angel~Read Blogs!!@ fubar Lucie in the Sky

Random Shit In My Head
Alright, I read a mumm about a lady who bought her kid some shoes, and her kids bitched about the shoes. Now this lady blames her ex-husband solely for his lack of presence, and that he answers her kids demands. If you read this mumm though you'll go to read her say that she bought her kids bad ass brand names, and whatever. Anyway the point is that just about every mumm this lady has posted has in some way been about money, and her ex-husband, and drama. Now she's calling her kids ingrates caused by a never-present father. I'm sorry to say the fact is that children build character from the role models they have around them, not the ones that are not there. Pretty much they way it sounds is that the lady is not only an ingrate herself, but as well a self absorbed narcisist, and doesn't realize that she is transforming her children into little versions of herself. The sad part is that when a narcisist is informed of thier problems they automatically take offense to the in

Soulless
Is that really you? You're not the one I thought you were. Betrayed true self, Mastered deceit. You're one of them now. I can't believe this transformed spirit. Surrendering your priceless soul. And for what? Some minds so superficial. Some hearts beating to vain conceit. Remember your veracity, When all the others faked their way? Remember when reality Was the only game that you would play? You don't remember me, I know Though you just saw me yesterday. Your soul valued true love so deep. But your soul and heart were sold away.

Flying
My Vision Is Blurry. My Life Is A Mess. The Future Looks Bleak. My Mind's Close To Death. My Heart Has No Feeling. My Soul's Gone Away. My Bones Are All Burning. They've Left Me This Way. My Skin's Peeling Off. I'm Bleeding, I'm Dying. But Once This Is Over I Know I'll Be Flying.

Confused
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2276338524 plz repost for me and help me comment so i can win the blast for my lounge thank you so much ;) I have had a best friend for a while now and I have had a crush on him for a long time. He told me that nothing would ever happen between us. So I was ok just being a really good friends. I was told by him that he has changed his feeling for me and i dont know what to do now. Then there is a a guy that I really like on here and we get along so well but we have a long dist relationship if we get to gether it would be a 13 hr drive to see each other. He makes me smile and very happy every time we talk. You that tingle feeling in the pit of your tummy. hmm plz help me.

Club F.a.r. Announcements!
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To My Friends
1st of all I want to let you all know what great friends you have all been. Shannon, for keeping me ROTF and being A wonderful friend. Kory For your Warm Friendship, Tharna for your sweet personality & warmness that always brought a smile to my face. Liz, for being a truly wonderful generous and giving person,I Love Ya GF. Sal For Just being here for me, Huggzzz Tammy, My NY Yankee Friend, There's next year Hun and That 1 is ours lol, Miles for keeping a Smile on my Face almost Daily, Phil, for finding me again in this mess lol keep in touch sweetie, To All The Other Wonderful Crazy Nutty people who have touched My Life on Fubar I wish you all the best in Life and Love. And Last but Not Least by any means Tina, A friend for years who has been there for me in the good bad and the most ugly times, Thank you for introducing me to FuBar, which with out you, I never would have found the dear friends I have found on here, I love you sis, from the bottom of my heart. Now with all That

Twas The Night Before Xmas
Hope everyone enjoys my twas the night befor christmas pass it on its hella funny!!! 'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude. Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry,That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa A

Soldiers Eyes
A Soldiers Eyes Squinting through the scope of a soldiers gun Another iraqi militant on the run Road side bombs and ariel flares Tracer bullets flying everywhere Massive killings in the streets The bodies of hundreds on bloodied sheets Kicking down doors raiding their homes Tracking them in tunnels of darkness they roam The hot summer sun is boiling our brains Another soldier crys out in agony and pain we swarmed and searched and found no nukes this is a meaningless war and were ready to puke How many more men Mr President must die We know we are over here because of a lie We miss our children family and friends Bring us back home so we can live again. Troy F Cooper Copyright ©2007 Troy F Cooper

Of Deception And Lies
Friends? Friends. What is a friend? I used to think that a friend was a person, not related to you, that you could count on to be there for you. Someone that is respectful and courteous to your feelings. Someone that understands you, is there when you cried, shares in your happiness and, in turn, shares his/her happiness with you and cries upon your shoulder. I have even had a few friends, here and there, that I thought would show up at my hospital bed if I were sick or injured and, possibly, a few more that would come to my funeral if I died. Until recently, I had even managed to keep in touch with a few from my high school days. But over the past several months, some of my 'friends' have been drifting. Well....maybe drifting isn't the word. More like...slapping me in the face and stabbing me in the back. I've even had a couple of them rip out my heart, crush it into throbbing pulpy mass of quivering tissue, throw it on the ground under the tire of their black Dodge Durango, jump in

Whats Worse Than Waiting
whats worse than waiting for his call is waiting for none at all drowning in sorrow and choking on my pain the words i write hardly keep me sane emotions grow so fast but, somehow, i know ill get hurt feeling the thunder roll on watching for lightening and getting burnt losing myself sensing the guilt from past and future lovers the disasters been built i dont know what to say hell, dont know what to do when my dark shadow covers thoughts of emptiness and used im dreaming of angels but living with demons wishing for comfort with each excuseless reason so i sit and wait for the night to pass dreaming of freedom thats slipping away fast

Feelings!
I know that its hard to walk away from something that you really want or from someone that you really want in your life. But when you try your best and never succeed, I guess the time comes to walk away! You want to continue trying and it never seems to work in your favor, so thats when you just have to walk away! You hold you head high and hope that no one can see through your hurt and confusion, but you know that there is nothing left to do but walk away. Turn around for one last glance, as the tears start to flow and your heart pounds so hard it feels like it is coming though your chest, you just close your eyes and walk away. Crawl into bed and hope that the dreams will not come, asking God for every ounce of courage possible and hope that only he will help you walk away! I can never stop loving you or caring about you more than my own life, but at this very moment in life, I know I must walk away! Get More Music Video Codes At Music Jesus.com Why do I fee

His And Hers Poems
HER POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. HIS POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Leavin Fubar
Ok due to my health issue i can't keep up with Myspace and 360 and fubar.. and well.. there is ONLY one reason to stay at fubar thats my brother and 100 reasons to leave.. . .so.. to my brother you have my aol and my yahoo name please use it babe! Mswac929 is my aol name Ms_Wac929 is my yahoo name if anyone wants to add me.. but don't add me if you are goin to try to cyber and that bs .. cuz i am NOT like that thanks and have a great day and hoilday for that matter hugs wendy

Ultimate Naughty Quize?
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email

Like Or Dis Like?
Roses are red violets are korny, when i think of you ohh baby i get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, dont be sassy, use your tongue and make it nasty!!!

Mumm Commenter's
THE PEOPLE THAT LEAVE RUDE ASS COMMENTS ABOUT YOUR MUMMS,THESE PEOPLE REALLY DON'T MUST NOT HAVE A GOOD LIFE,AND CAN'T TAKE A JOKE FOR SHIT,THEY NEED TO STOP BRINGIN PEOPLE DOWN,SOME OF THESE MUMMS ARE PERSONAL,AND SOME OF THEM ARE NOT,ITS OK,SOMETIMES,BUT I DON'T SEE THEM WRITIN A MUMM,DUMB-ASSES,IF YOU CAN'T LEAVE A STRAIGHT UP COMMENT,DON'T COMMENT AT ALL,STOP JUDGIN EVERYBODY,THEIRS ONLY ONE PERSON THAT CAN JUDGE YOU,AND THATS GOD.

My Love
My friend was the kind of friend that would be there for you if you needed him and never complained about it. He made me feel like i was the most wonderful person in the world and made the earth spin off its axis's, but things got a little shakey and we parted ways. I think about him all the time and wonder how he's doing and if he's taking care of himself and so forth. The nights were really bad, wanting him, needing him, wanting to go places where we went before, but could never cause he's not here. Wondering if he found someone else to take my place, and hoping that she's treating him good, cause i really want that for him, and then out of the blue he calls me and those feelings that i thought were gone resurface, like a vengence. Taking me to memories that i have buried deep inside and never wanted to resurface again. Hearing his voice sent shivers up and down my spine, cause he has that kind of voice that makes you just sigh with longing, wanting to feel his arms around me, his

I'm Sorry =(
Turn your speakers on and turn 'em up loudd.i bet guys WILL repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like shit &

New Attitude!
As some of u may have noticed I deleted all my old blogs and changed my page. I woke up today on the RIGHT side of the bed for a change and now see my life a lot different then I have in a very long time! All the old blogs were only a part of the person I was becoming and I didnt like that person! I had to re-evaluate a lot of who I was and who I want to become. As u all know, my life for the past year was a roller coaster of emotions, and the end of 2007 was the hardest time for me. Many things that were locked away for so long all came pouring out at once, many things I never wanted to deal with was now thrown at me and I had to face it all alone, noone would be able to help me but myself even though I kept reaching out to some people for help I now know that I had to do it alone. I am so sorry to the people I reached out to who couldnt help me, and I am so sorry to have added to a lot of confusion in some peoples lives. I truly see things so much better now but I do feel the need to

Lol
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Check Out My Best Friend
Check her out she hot,she friendly and she returns all love So go stop by her page and Rate,fan, and add her you wont be sorry Ecuadorian Goddess-Fan Before You Add--After Hours Greeter---Sgt.Raider Fu-Wife@ fubar

Perfect Creation
Two beautful legs, so long and so slender, round, slim and firm, and ever so tender. Two lovely hips to increase his desire, rounded and firm to bring out the desire. Two lovely breasts, so full and so proud, commanding his eyes, as he whispers aloud. Soft cascading hair hung down over her shoulder, and two dreamy eyes just to make him grow bolder. 'Twas made for man to make his heart sing... Then He added a mouth... And ruined the whole darn thing!!!!

J-roxxx Is The Host!
Happy New Year everyone!!!!! I had such a great time last night. :) I hope you all had as good of a time. Im really hung over, but it was totally worth it. J-RoxxX Hottest Mummer On Fubar contest will start Jan 6th (this sunday!) at 3pm cental time!! It will run until Feb 5th (tuesday) at 10pm central time. :) The winner will be decided by RATES ONLY!! So theres NO ANNOYING BOMBING NECESSARY!!! Although, its ok if your friends want to leave some love on your contest photo. :D NO DOWNRATING OR DISRESPECTFUL COMMENTS WILL BE TOLERATED!! Play nice everyone... THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 30 DAYS!! All entries remember, because of the new pic rate system your friends will be able to rate your photo up to 4 times!! Dont forget to take advantage of that. :) Hey check it out i added some new prizes!! ****ALL CONTESTANTS WILL RECEIVE A PRIZE!!**** -Everyone who enters will receive a fubar trophy! -All who get over 50 rates will also receive, what i am going to ca

I Did It
i have known this man for 13 yrs. off and on we have been together. we have 2 girls. finaily we got married. it made me so happy to be next to his side. i'm having trouble w/ it all now. (wow) everytime i want to spend time together as a family, he always ends up doin his thing. witch is fine with me but what the fuk. im here at home doing my duities as a mom and now as a wife im ok with that,, but hay i need him here at home to as well. Well i guess im being childish...................that i want my man home with me. ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????// this feels like in a way that we shouldn't have done this, but damn i have been waitting for so long for this ........ i know every man needs there space ,but DONT STAND THERE in my face and say ur going to be home all day AND HAVE A FAMILY DAY .then opps i gotta go ,,,,fuck that and fuck this.......thats how i feel right now . i know well i hope that things get better. but for now THIS FUCKING SUCKS.

Funny!!
TOO FUNNY - THE LAST ONE IS THE BEST Colonoscopies are no joke , but these comments during the exam were quite humorous..... A physician claimed that the following are actual comments made by his patients (predominately male) while he was performing their colonoscopies: 1. "Take it easy, Doc. You're boldly going where no man has gone before! 2. "Find Amelia Earhart yet?" 3. "Can you hear me NOW?" 4.. "Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet?" 5. "You know, in Arkansas , we're now legally married." 6. "Any sign of the trapped miners, Chief?" 7. "You put your left hand in, you take your left hand out..." 8.. "Hey! Now I know how a Muppet feels!" 9. "If your hand doesn't fit, you must quit! 10. "Hey Doc, let me know if you find my dignity.." 11. "You used to be an executive at Enron, didn't you?" 12. "God, now I know why I am not gay." And the best one of all.. 13.. "Could you write a

Plz Comment Bomb Them!!!
We get those, alot. I dont know if theres a true name for them but they have a list and your suppose to pass it along to all your friends and hopefully it gets back to you. Some of them are down right mushy, or inane, but sometimes some good ones pop up. I thought I'd post a few now and then, just for chits and giggles.... YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! And yes, by ME! ;-) Right here in front of everybody! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right awa

Poetry
YOU TOUCH MY HEART SEEING THE OLD AND NEW SCARS YOU WHISPER SWEET NOTHINGS IN MY EAR WITHOUT THOUGHT OF MY PAIN I WELCOME YOUR COMFORTING TOUCH AND SOOTHING WORDS I OPEN UP AND SUBMIT MYSELF TO YOU YOU SEEK OUT AND SCORCH EVERY INCH OF MY BEING WITHOUT THOUGHT OR CAUTION I LET YOU INSIDE YOU EXPLORE AND FIND YOUR TARGET EMBEDDING YOURSELF INTO MY HEART LIKE AN INFECTION FEEDING I TAKE UR ABUSE DUE TO BEING USE TO IT YOU TRY TO DRAG ME DOWN AND DEGRADE MY EVERY BEING YOUR CHILDISH GAMES ARE USELESS WHY WASTE YOUR TIME AND TRY? WHEN YOU CAN'T BREAK WHATS ALREADY BROKEN

Tour Updates
Love, Pain & the Whole Crazy Carnival Ride Tour" with Keith Urban and Carrie Underwood January 2008 31 - Uncasville, CT - Mohegan Sun Arena February 2008 1 - Uncasville, CT - Mohegan Sun Arena 16 - Roanoke, VA - Roanoke Civic Center March 2008 7 - Omaha, NE - Qwest Center 11 - San Jose, CA - HP Pavilion

Twas The Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of 'Thanks Santa'--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible-- Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm

It's My Life.
Okay, here is the deal. I am sure by now most fo you have saw that there is a auction going on with in FuBar. Well, I just so happen to be in it. I can say I was talked into it. No, I wasn't forced. but damn close. lol j/k. Anyway.. I could use your help here. And you would get to know me better then anyone else on Fubar. All you have to do is click here and bid on me. If you win. I am sure we will have a great time and have some laughs along the way.. If you lose. I will still be tickled that you tried to help me out. Happy New Year.. What a way to start. It is funny how you can be married to someone for year and really not know them at all. I was married for 13 years and thought I knew my X. But I really didn't. When she left me I ask why. Most men have a ego and it hurts when there wife leaves. Mine left while I was at work. I came home to a empty house. Lots of things missing of course. Mainly my daughters and all of there clothes, toys and things. I can deal with the ite

Monogamy
Evolutionary Psychology sex Human sperm is of a low quality - relative to many animals, including primates, a low proportion of the sperm is viable - and this encourages pair bonded sexual partnerships to the detriment of any arrangement of irregular and infrequent coitus, particularly harem-like arrangements and surreptitious affairs. Women's visual and olfactory sexual preference is biased toward desirable partners during the period of fertility and toward less desirable ones the rest of the time. This is likely an adaptation running counter to monogamy, which tends to maintain the procreative availability of desirable partners and the pacification and utilitarian engagement (household protection and production) of undesirable ones. Underscoring this adaptation, incidence of orgasm in females is predominantly dictated by the perceived sexual (hereditary) desirability of the male, and household partnership or emotional involvement is not a predictor. This is significant because the

Myself
I can describe myself as a friendly type of person I can easily mingle with people regardless of their values, traits, races or stature in life. I am into sports since I like to keep myself fit and looks good in the eyes of people who will see me. People say that I have a great sex appeal its not only becoz of my looks but it comes with great personality. I may not be the best but at least I am different. But like any other young gals I also have my own secret, interested, then add me on ur ym, mine is iamyourlady01. and ill let's see if u can handle me...

Goodbye Scarecrow
"Goodbye Scarecrow" I was watching a show and it brought me to uncontrolable tears. She was dieing of cancer and decided to kill herself. The man she was seeing (who was in a relationship) was there so she did not die alone. She took the pills and looked to him and said, "Goodbye, Scarecrow". When I was in my teens my boyfriend of many years went by the name of Scarecrow. Who knows, if he had not eventually lost it we'd still be together this day. I think of him often. The first guy I ever really loved. We were both rather disturbed individuals... We were both rather dark. It was this darkness that brought us together, it was that darkness that eventually tore us apart... Hell I was his 'mistress' for perhaps two years... I wouldn't let that get in the way. We swore through life and death we'd be there for each other. One day 'Scarecrow' and I were laying in bed. The room was dark and small, the bed a cheap twin. We layed there naked for hours our bodies entertwi

Oh My God...
I\'ve had 18-24 shots and about a cup of everclear and my kidneys and liver are fucking on fire right now...holy shit it hurts....the only good out come of this...I met another tattoo/piercer artist and another metal/motor head. m/

One Place With No Borders
Check out my published book. Here is the link, http://www.publishamerica.com/shopping/shopdisplayproducts.asp?catalogid=26665 If you want to buy my book just follow that link. I hope you enjoy poems and reading and maybe this book will change your heart a little bit. You are my flower!! "god gave us children so that we can get flowers in december." you are my celestial star my shinning angel. some say love last forever, for tender reasons. Love conquers all and life continues. But love, my child is a flower and you are my seed. You are my heart afraid of waking. My flower that lives forever. Some say love last forever. And you my child are my only seed. My soul is afraid of dying, i never learned to live but you my love will continue. You are my flower, my celestial being!!! Just remember, i always loved you and i will always be by your side. I may make a river loving you, but love is worth it, i say love it is a flower and you are my seed. You are my heart afrai

My Loneness
my life /lonely/ness were i.m truel.y lost all i want two do is just cry i know in my heart i cant be with you but i know someday our eyes will meet but i also know ill never have you just two touch you feel your hands heart.your tender lips on mine but i guess i have always know it will never ever be this way again i think about you 24-7 .my our whatever i am two you last for life she knows who this is for even though were miles across the sky/no my love will never die

Is Over.
Come a little bit closer And hear what I've got to say Burning words of anger Of hate and desperation. What if I break the silence What if I forgive the past ? I know it might sound funny To tell you what I felt I mean I really loved you It's a shame - my fault - I know But why - but why Why are you so stupid ? But why - but why Why are you so stupid ? Fuck you and your killing lies I hate your pissing attitude Why did you have to go so low Trueler - Copycat What if I break the silence What if I forgive the past ? Sucking like a vampire The blood of all your friends But sorry, my blood was poisoned Now burn in hell You killed the love You killed the trust What if I break the silence What if i forgive the past?

Missed Opprtunity
Damn! I missed the greatest opportunity tonight! Rick was actually pulled up to dance tonight at Sundance. It was sssssssssssooooooooo cute! Had my camera phone and everything but the fucker kept ducking behind the chicks. lol But damn it was funny! Just wish I had the pic, lol Had a blast anyway and the memory is etched in my mind! Thanks for the memories sweetie. lol

Its Blog
hey guess what i did. lol My vacume cleaner. well i realized i needed a bag bc its full. Since i dont drive and mindy couldn't take me to walmart tonight. so I actually did a experiment. I took the bag, cut it, took all the crap out inside it-taped it back up and reused it. And i can't believe it, it worked!!! yey!!! thanks to (scotch) package tape. I'm so proud of myself. ;P

This Alwyas Happens
Why is it that a good girl like me comes around, once in a lifetime, and everytime just because I ain't ugly or whatever the guys think that I'm like other females. I'M NOT!!!! So damn stop acting like I am just like them other girls that like to play with people's emotions. I am about ready to give up on relationships period and just be single because every single time, I fall for some stupid bullshit some silly nigga pulls and likewise I get hurt. So can someone tell me why in the hell someone always has to hurt someone like me? I mean yeah, I can be a bitch at times if you cross me the wrong way, but damn. A bitch got feelings too! I honest to God don't know if I can go through getting hurt by another guy anymore.

Transformers Ultimate Bumblebee
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Plz Pray For My Friend In Hospital
I don't write these much or very often. I just had a co-worker lose her 22 yr old son this past week and spent yesterday at the wake and today at the funeral. Was tragic. Then to find out later tonight one of my best friends is in a hospital unconscious. Could u Please do me a huge favor if you read this. Could you please pray for her for peace in her heart. Thank you very much. Dominique

The Truth
ok, it's been a while now and i havn't said anything.. i can be meek, i can be wild, and i can be a jerk... this time... well.. you decide.. first off, those people that are on my friends are there because i've talked to them and/or have seen something interesting on their page that was beyond just being some hot chick.. which brings me to the point.. look.. i see all these people, mainly women, complaining if they get anything less then a 10, well newsflash... we're not all 10's out there. me i'm a 4 with my attitude bringing me to a 2 if i'm lucky. fan rate add? umm ok.. so i just what, can't talk to you i have to feed your ego first? that's insane... i'm not here to pat you on the head cause you look sexy in your pics. i was here for friends... and yeah the occasional sneak peek.. but hell i'm a guy, it's nature. this whole 'buy me a blast to add me' that's called prostitution, money for services... service being your 2 seconds of attention. oh and what's with the fubar wife/hubby

Dog Bite Dog Fight
earlier today...noon saturday...i heard my dog a pure bread alpha intact german shepard raising hell with a pit bull terrier puppy (100 pounds)...i could see what was going to happen so i proceded to get my dog in the house... before i could, the pit busted a section of the chainlink fence and charged at me and my shepard as the door was slaming shut t before it was latched...that damn dog pushed me out of the way...and the maylay insued...i have broken up a little squable before but this was serious. i had a killer in my own living room and inspite of the fact i know my dog can handle himself...i wasnt going to let it happen....i jumped between them seperated them with help of the 100 pound roomate and 12 pound weiner dog...ce my dogs and household were safe i was faced with this SOB...i wrestled him o the floor cornered him and choked him out until he passed out...then while still in a head lock i opened my door and tossed him back over what was left of the fence...as though inmid a

Not Settling
So I have made a decision that I am no longer going to just settle in my life any more.. This goes for every aspect of my life but most importantly in relationships.. See I have been settling for a while and I am just done doing it.. If I flirt with you it doesnt mean I like you like that necessarily.. If I like you like that I will tell you I am intersted and that means you are not only very beautiful but that we have talked at least enough for me to find some qualities that I like.. But under no circumstance will I settle.. And I wont feel like I am not a priority.. That is a way of settling too.. And there will be no more settling at all..

What Tha Fuck Eva
Its the tail end of the holidays and aside from getting a PS3 out of left field for Christmas it really isnt shit to me. Well New years is and forever shall be a night of drunken debaucher, which as I see it is a good thing. Although there is a downside to new years. I have never kissed someone at midnight on new years eve. I have had a few girlfriends around the holidays and those have been the best ones since i was younger. I am tired of this shit of always being single or whenever i eventualy find someone they turn out to be completly psycho. I dont know I'm pretty much hammered drunk right now and just miss having someone who cared about me and someone i could hold. I hate this time of year maybe next year and a negative 75 pounds i will be singing a different tune.

Stuff
I need someone to care for me, Deepest desires share with me. I need someone to hold me tight, Shelter me from the cold of night. I need someone with kisses warm- To softly guide me through the storm. I need someone gentle and mild, Carefree and innocent as a child. I need someone to laugh and smile, Strong as stone and yet fragile. I need someone tender and true- To decorate my nights in shades of blue. I need someone who'll understand- I need someone to hold my hand. Yet someone with a shadow not so long, They could never fully appreciate my song. Someone who's eyes I can stare into, Who's heart I could reach forever through. Someone who can see all the needs I dream of, And realize I only dream of their love. As I think of allThe years gone byOf the dreams that time did bendI can’t help but wonderWhere and whenThis trail will come to end Will I be forcedTo stand aloneAs I try to face the dayOr will I find loveAnd a gentle touchTo help me f

Tao
We part at the crossroads, You leave with your joys and problem, I with mine. Alone, I look down the road. Each one must walk one’s own path. People’s paths come together all too briefly when sharing friendship, but that makes those times no less valuable. We must take advantage of support and sharing in a mutually beneficial way. Whenever we take from another, we should try to give back something. This is fundamental. No one should lean on another person, or expect another to carry them a long distance down the road. Friends should walk side by side for as long as their journey carries them, without becoming dependent on one another. There should be no obligation. If I can help someone do something, then I should do so without any hesitation or expectation of reward or debt. If there is something that I need to learn and my companion can show it to me, then I should accept it in humility. No one “owns” knowledge. It should be freely shared. Parting is inherent in all mee

How Did I Get So Lucky?
i had all but given up on being happy. till almost 2 months ago. then she came into my life. her name is christina and she made me realize that yes there are good women out there. every day i get to spend with her is a blessing and i couldn't ask for anything more. so how did i get so lucky?

Bored
You know you're a Long Islander because… 1. You feel like you know Howard Stern. 2. You live in the shadow of the greatest city in the world, but you almost never go there. 3. When you're away from Long Island, you love it and when you're there, you don't. 4. You know the exact point at which Queens turns into Nassau simply on intuition. 5. You've been to Jones Beach Field 4 on a June weekend afternoon. 6. You've been to the Tanger Outlets and came home with nothing to show for it. 7. You're still waiting for a bridge to Connecticut. 8. You've tried to use your father's monthly ticket to ride the LIRR, it worked. 9. You'd pay $8.50 for a movie. 10. You've never really fully evaluated the meaning of the name Hicksville. 11. You know where the Commack Motor Inn is but you "have never been ther". 12. You've never been to Times Square on New Year's Eve. 13. You've tried to find the Amityville Horror house. 14. No, you don't want mustard on that bur

First Blog.
Tears and pain are a part of life. I can't be the strong person I want to be all the time so tonight, I'm letting the tears flow. Uncle Al is in a coma with no brain activity. He's dying. I keep telling myself all things happen for a reason and that whatever happens, everything will be ok. At least he'll be with Papa and Gramma. He'll be happy there. There are nights I just want to be held by someone I care for but my heart and mind aren't clear on that subject either. Who is it that my heart wants and would they even want me? I've seen so much pain and loss this year, but I've gotten stronger from it. It took me a while, but I realize that tears and pain are a part of life and that self mutilation isn't. So tonight, I'm taking away the smile and releasing my pain. I just hope one day, my real smile will be worn on my face more than the fake one. A little more serious and a hell of a lot more painful. . . Yesterday was December 15th. I didn't notice that until

Gaurdian
You look to the sky, I watch you, You wonder why I watch you, You feel my stare of wonder, And look at me, I break my look, And know... ...One day I'll stop your pain, Dry your tears, Fight your fears, I'll protect you, No longer only watching, But helping, You'll know me, Be proud to know me, Be proud to be watched, You'll come to realise , That I'm your gaurdian angel.

I Am A Lier
I AM A LIER....SORRY TO SAY.... I PROMISED I WOULN'T HURT 2 AWSOME PEOPLE AND I DID , THEY IN MY FOLDER THAT SAYS I BELIEVE MY FRIENDS.... THE STANLEY FAMILY... DORRIS N DANIEL I HURT THEM AND I AM A BAD PERSON

Is It Love?
there's an uncomfortable silence between two lover's eyes when one knows something the other denies --- and maybe it's more than just love or that letter or words unsaid that are keeping them together i sit and watch them walk in the garden waiting for one word that maybe he'll pardon the letter's in my hand with blood on the page and i'm still unoticed while she's smelling the sage he leans over and whispers into her ear "you know the truth. i'll always love you, dear." she smiles and laughs as she falls for the lie yet i'm still here waitng for the cold night sky the letter was for me! and the love was mine! but he flew away from me like a second in time... and, oh, the pain! that i felt deep down inside with the letter in hand and their death on my mind the knife in my hand the letter of demise and a quiet nervous sigh as the moon did arise she looks over her shoulder ah! the look in her eyes as the blade did twinkle in the twi

My Blogs &hearts
To all Abigails Friends,I worked on the same ward as her and joined Fubar at the request of abby-lou,I have known her for only one year and I was blessed to know her, I will briefly let you know what has transpired. Abigail had a blackout at work on Monday afternoon and checked out of work to go home,the hospital was informed on Tuesday afternoon that Abigail was found uncouncious in the bathroom of her home and was taken by ambulance to hospital and was prounced life extinct around midday on Tuesday.31 March,I am very sorry I dont have more details as reports are on going.Her family are devastated and her sister is inconsolable at this time,if I can,I will try to let you know more as it unfolds but I feel I have taken a liberty already,I know that Abby-Lou loved to be on this site and had some good friends.If you are close to her I am very sorry for the loss of our friend.I hope to be seeing her sister Amy over the weekend for arrangment details for the staff at the hospital,if I feel

I Was Shocked!
My Dad used to watch him in the kung fu series when I was a kid.:D I can't believe at 72 he has left this world.:( Life is rather odd. No other thoughts at this time. No biography info.... sorry I'll leave that to Highwaysong.;) I was very shocked and am thankful for getting this! During my Happy Hour I will have my shoutbox set to family only. I am setting things up now so......... it is currently family only. Message me if you like. Remind me if I forget to reset it! I am saving all my 11's to use during this time! I have seen a few pics that deserved an 11, but will have to rate higher next time. I appreciate any bling you send my way. I will try to rate you a bunch as repayment or something. I do not spend money on here. This HH was a gift as was my VIP. I have some pics to upload and a few other things to do. TTYL Also........... I have three entrants for my auction currently. Am I gonna have to enter it myself to get another entry? lmao Below is what I wrote

My Sexy Names
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Friends
I am willing to pay fubucks for a VIP and a bling pack...you dont have to give me both one or the other is fine. If you want to help, let me know which you are buying me and what amount of fubucks you want in return and we can work it out. Send me a personal message or shout if your interested.

Give Aways
~`MaD InSaNe HiPpIe`~Stealthbomber~@ fubar Spirit Warrior Contestants for VIP.The Best Levelers are VIP,Happy Hour Levelers from The Wolves of Wiccan Society.Please Help us make Wolves of Wiccan Society, the Best Family on Fubar. VIP Givaways From Mr.Tourette 10,000 Comments 1 month VIP,Lord Wolf.My New Yellow Wolf,Invisable Click on will take u right in Ty 10,000 Comments 1 month VIP POOH~~SOON TO BE MRS. WILLIAMS~~Spirit Warrior~W.S.W. 60,000 Comments 1 yr.VIP: Co Founder Spirit Warrior, Wolves of Wiccan Society Honey Bear 1 year VIP need 60k ~Siciliana~Spirit Warrior~ needs 60,000 comments for a years VIP A Contest across Town:zman needs 40,000 comments in 6 weeks to win a 6 month VIP this is where i am and i need all the help i can get so please help me out here today n tonight because it ends tonight and WE have'nt made it to the end yet............ I would be so thankful IF u decide to help me out here and get

Merry Christmas
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

Poem
PLESASE Remember our Soldiers!!!! PLEASE READ A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his fa

Would You?
Would you? When the darkness takes over and penetrates my soul...aching so deeply within...darkening the core of my being...would you leave me in my own solace... waiting for me in the shadows of my mind? Would you know that in order to abolish the blackness you would have to love harder than you ever have before...encircling me with your arms of protective ness...dissolving the numbness away? When the light finally pierces my spirit and allows incandescent energy to flow freely once again, would you be there to recognize the want and the need...guiding me back to the winding paths of my so-called existence...so that we could be as one again....would you?

A Lesson In Life
You know I was talking to my 12 yr old today about true friends. She was upset cuz some of her friends did not wanna come to her party today. She said that they seem to only want and they dont give in the friendship. Well I told her that at times like that you need to stop and realize who your true friends are. Well its the end of another year and me being 33 yrs old have come to realize who my true friends are. There are a few friends I have known since high school who have seemed to turn their backs on me...no big deal to me..just means they were not friends to begin with. I have also made some awesome friends since being on fubar..and you know who you are...you are awesome in my book!!!!!! Well you are going to notice that I will be deleting friends..if you get deleted you know why. There are two friends one of which is already deleted who i truly cared for and loved to death the other one is going to be deleted here shortly....I thought this person was my friend known this

What Is Perfect?????
My wife and I decided to try something different. After almost 19 years of marriage, the "spark" has pretty much gone out. We decided to allow each other to seek relationships outside our marriage, without dissolving our marriage. I have a great attitude about life, love kids (have 3 of our own), fun to be around, generally a good guy who doesn't do drugs, I'm a non-smoker and only occasionally drink alcohol. (Also FYI, I'm STD-free.) A "southern gentleman" who would treat a lady right and will always respect her wishes. I am looking for a no strings attached relationship. My wife and I have an open relationship but we want to keep it discrete because of our family and friends. If you are willing to take that chance, I look forward to hearing from you. Every one talks abut a woman giving oral and swallowing. I love giving oral to a beautiful woman as much as recieving. and I love the sweet taste of a woman and I swallow her come as well. OMG! WOW! In this age of time the whole idea

"solitude"
Drink the Tears from my Eyes, Taste the Blood from my Pains... Only then you Might know what Runs deep through my Veins... Feel the Depths of my Soul... Smell the Scent of my Fears... For to Know me by Heart will Take more than just Years.

"psychiatric Help 5 Cents"
i'd like to thank you all for coming to witness my life fade away through my failed attempts of drug induced,suicide i have no regrets iv'e seen better days an'then they go away iv'e seen the ones i love choose to stay away -"AN IT ALL WENT BLACK"- "What happens when the voices in your head start answering back?"Would you reply with a hearty/i did'nt wake up knowing someone's gonna get that twitch(Life is difficult-yes it is)an' stab me or the next one in the back>fantastic< Did'nt know 2 bad/we did,always knew,that's right -just cause we're wrong-does'nt mean it's not happening!!?!! "WANNA BURN ME ?? FIND A BETTER F**KING LIGHTER"!!!

The Genocydal Empyre V3.0 2008
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 4.8.08Be Sure To Tune In !!! Special Show Featuring A '3-Peat' Interview With Fred Brito !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.OR go HERE to the MySpace for a direct tune-in!Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity....Lord Genocyde will be interviewing this awesome dude:Fred Brito aka The Benevolent ConYou've seen him on Dateline NBC and Dr. Phil, but do YOU know the WHOLE story? Mr. Brito will be joining Genocyde live

Erotic Poetry
A sea of pillows and tangled sheets Wild with passion my heart beats Touches light my skin on fire Burning with pure desire Ragged breaths escape as moans Knowing that you alone Bring me to my knees Living for you, begging please In my mind I see your face I long to feel your sweet embrace Holding me so very tight I dream about you day and night The passion burns so very strong But it has been so very long My body still burns for you And there is nothing I can do So I lock my lust away Hoping there will come a day When we will meet again Then I can release what is within The touch of a hand around my waist Looking up at your body knowing I wanna taste Feeling and smelling your soft skin Wanting to be wrapped up within Kissing your soft lips Feeling your fingertips on my curvatious hips Caught up in a feeling of fantasy and lust Being like this is a must Caressing me with your hands and toungue Leaving me to admit I'm totally sprung Longing to be making

Shout Box
Hey, if anyone tried to shoutbox me in the last 30-45 minutes,I didn't get any of the shoutbox messages because ShaneHumphreys was playing f*ck around with my Shoutbox while I stepped away...Please SB me back if you did...

Own Me
Rate all pics 11s during HH only Rate all stash during Hh only Add to family while you own me "Owned" salute #1 friend for the month Pimpout in my About Me section for the month Lifetime pimpout in blog Autographed bra (worn in the salute) 4 salutes (2SFW, 2NSFW) Add to yahoo 4 1 hour webcam sessions (NSFW to be discussed) Personal phone call 50 Custom pics for your eyes only ps... I am throwin in my personal underwear in the webcam session....

My Mother, My Lover,my Ocean
MY MOTHER, MY LOVER, MY OCEAN I am often asked about her. About my obsession and what draws me into her. She is my world, an ever consuming thought. I love to listen to her when she's angry, her wild roar. And when she's calm, I love to hear her whisper and show me her wonders galore. I love the smell in the early morning before she is disturbed. The feeling of relief when she envelops me, wrapping her arms tightly as her power washes over me. The taste of salt running down my lips, the feeling of warmth that surrounds me As the waves come crashing down all around me. To see her rushing forward, to slip underneath and feel her power. There is no other place to be than right here at this hour. To stroke and stroke till my arms tire, She lifts me up and rescues me... my soul is on fire. Gliding down...so smooth....so fast I feel as if I'm falling, sliding down a blue pane of glass. To feel alive with the spray on my face water dripping down...oh, what a sweet taste.

Miscellaneous Funnies!!
THE ONION AND THE CHRISTMAS TREE The family is sitting at the dinner table. The son asks his father, 'Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there?' The father, surprised, answers, 'Well son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a woman's breasts are like melons, round & firm. In her thirties & forties, they are like pears, still nice, but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions.' 'Onions?' 'Yes, when you see them, they will make you cry.' This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter says, 'Mom, how many types of 'willies' are there?' The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, 'Well, a man goes through three phases. In his twenties, his 'willie' is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties & forties, it's like a birch tree, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree.' 'A Christmas tree??' 'Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only.' The Penis Wants a Raise I, the

Bad Year
Well I just need to let this out and thought I would do it here. This year has been one bad for me, I lost my brother in Iraq on May 19,2007, then my mothers step dad passed away Dec 12,2007 and then I find out today that my other grandpa passed away on Dec 13, 2007. They say things come in setts of 3's but a person can really only handle so much if you ask me. This has really sent me over the edge, I dont know where, or what to do anymore. God only gives you what he thinks you can handle or so everyone tells me.. But I dont think I can handle all this in one year!!! I really think I am falling fast! I try to put on a face that dont show the pain I am feeling inside for my kids and my sister.. Anyway I have desided that I am going to spend time trying to pull myself together and see how it works.. I hope everyone can understand .. I do care alot for my friends on here..But my state of mind is not what it should be at this point.. ** When will my pain end??**

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Words From The Heart
Love is so very special Yet can make you feel so lost It can arrive just like the springtime And melt away like morning frost You must find ways to nurture Always grow your love with care Never ever take for granted The love that you both share Mistakes are bound to happen You may hurt each other's heart Yet don't give up to easily It will tear your love apart Love resembles a bright flame That lights a dark starry night Never ever let this flame burn down Rekindle with all your might Take a moment every day Look deep into each other's eyes Never hesitate to show affection Small gestures will keep a love alive Talk openly about your feelings Take time to show that you care Treasure each and every moment Because to find true love is rare If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here, So you’d always hold me, close and near. In your arms, where I’m meant to be, Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me. A bond so strong, a hold so tight, To kn

Your Number
Name: Number: Best time to call: text messaging (yes or no) phone service: I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] Repost as: Give me your #

Sarcasm
Some things to remember: Drive like an idiot - Whether it's driving to fast or to slow Don't clean the snow off your car - Front, back, top, and definately not the lights Don't shovel, snowblow, clear a path, or plow - Whatever just don't clear any snow Be sure to walk in the street - at oncoming traffic preferably, as far from the curb as possible Don't help anyone - Ever

Own Me!
Would you like the chance to own me for a month? Well just click on this pic and the highest bidder wins the right to own me and will get all of the things listed on the pic if their bid is the highest.

Stuff
1.Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your m

This Is It
I have had a house for a bout a yer and a half and now I am going on base because the people that I bought the house from left me with abpout 15 thousand in repairs this sucks but base is better and easier for me to get so I will get out

Depression N Suicide
My soul aches, My heart breaks. A tear in my eye, I'll forever cry. I wish my pain away, I wish it away today. Why does it hurt so bad, Does this make him glad? Why does he douse my inner flame? Was this breakup my blame? What did I do to deserve this? I just wish I could have one last kiss. Why am I so heartbroken? A depressed soul I'll always be, Everyone will always see. I will be strong, Because he was wrong. This is now the past, It's going very fast. Love so simple, but hard to say, It keeps me living another day. I'm drowning in thoughts of how things use to be, My chest was shut tight, complete with purity. It's been a bad day, I'll try letting it not show, Another sad day, I'm just letting it go. Why am I so heartbroken? I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to se

The Pussmunch 10,000
Hey people I want some more love on my page. I'll give $6,000 fubucks for the comment that I like the most. $3,000 fubucks for the second best and $1,000 for third. So show me like ya know me,,lol. I'll pay out in 48 hours. Can't wait to see who wins. Step up Freinds and fans!!!

Liars And Haters
hahahah run your mouths people come on i don't care anymore, you can't hurt me. make up lies, keep trying to break me cause i don't care, i am stronger than you think! you think your better than me, well someone lied to you. i am not cocky or arrogant at all, but i know who i am, what i do and what i don't do.. so go ahead roll the dice and try to challenge me. I'll show you, you can beat me but you won't break me.... this world works in mysterious ways.... the good comes with the bad... my cousin had her baby this morning a little girl so i am happy for her. and then a day ago.. my grandfather was diagnosed with prostate cancer... and now i get a call saying that my test results came back... and the result is uncertain... I guess i will just have to have faith that everything will be ok.. Valentines Day. This Valentine has a tragic ending The beginning is wonderful Where as the middle is too The ending is teary, heartbreaking, and sudden I wish I saw t

Bitchn' About Work
I work for a company that seems to think that my family always come second, to the business. And if you must know, I work for Rent-A-Center. The pay isn't bad, but I have to work a mandatory 48 hours a week, including Saturdays. My son is becoming a wild child, and my sex life with my wife, is next to non-existant. In New Hampshire, there aren't that many jobs that pay as well, but the company doesn't care if the family falls apart. So, if you are thinking about working for RAC, be warned.............

Own Me
Go here and Bid. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=953726&i=1774417670 This story here is a bit more personal than the last one. I've been to this place before, and at one time this place had some ties to my family. Out of all my childhood adventures throughout 'The Land of Enchantment', I'll always remember this one. The Following has been taken from "The Southwest Ghost Hunters Association. The Double Eagle restaurant is set in an 1840's mansion, the plaza's oldest building. The enormous adobe resembles a series of treasure-filled caves. It actually houses two restaurants -- the Double Eagle, serving pricey Continental fare in posh salons and a ballroom, and the more casual, inexpensive Peppers, its delicious New Mexican food presented in a patio covered by a transparent ceiling. The dozen rooms that are open to the public energetically bring together such exotic features as Baccarat chandeliers the size of sumo wrestlers, a 30-foot oak and walnut bar from Chicago's Dra

Christmas
I regret to inform you that, effective immediately, I will no longer serve the States of Georgia, Florida, Virginia, North and South Carolina, Tennessee, Mississippi, Texas, and Arkansas and West Virginia on Christmas Eve. Due to the overwhelming current population of the earth, my contract was renegotiated by North American Fairies and Elves Local 209. As part of the new and better contract I also get longer breaks for milk and cookies so keep that in mind. However, I'm certain that your children will be in good hands with your local replacement, who happens to be my third cousin, Bubba Claus. His side of the family is from the South Pole. He shares my goal of delivering toys to all the good boys and girls; However, there are a few differences between us. Differences such as: 1. There is no danger of the Grinch stealing your presents from Bubba Claus. He has a gun rack on his sleigh and a bumper sticker that reads: "These toys insured by Smith and Wesson." 2. Instead

Sotm
I'm in another auction. Cuz you know I'm such a whore and stuffs :| Yeah. Go bid. And if you wanna just randomly donate fubucks to me, that would be just the most amazingest thing you could do :D :D Sugarland :: Stay I been sittin' here staring At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here praying Praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be beggin' you baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my heart on my sleeve Oh for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby why don't you stay You keep telling me baby There will come a time When you

What Do You Want For Christmas?
Little boy sits on Santa's lap and Santa says, " HO!HO!HO! What would you like for Christmas, little boy?" The little boy just looks at Santa says "Guess!". So Santa thinks really hard and says, "I know...you want" and tapping his finger on the boy's nose, " T- R - U- C-K" The boys shakes his head and says," no,no I don't want a truck." Santa thinks again and says, " I know you want a", and once again tapping on the child's nose, "a b-o-a-t!" Again, the boy shakes his head and says," nope, I don't want a boat." Santa is stumped and asks the boys, "ok I give up, tell me what you want for Christmas." The boy looks at Santa and says," I want..." and tapping on Santa's nose," P-U-S-S-Y!! and don't tell me you don't have any because I can smell it on your finger!!!"

True Numbers
Hidden U.S. Deaths Of Gulf Wars Since Gulf War 1 - 73,846 US Dead, 1,620,906 Disabled By Peter Marshall E. Boomhower 12/13/07 "ICH" -- -- The US department of veteran affairs has issued an official report (See report in full) that confirms 73,000 U.S. troops killed and 1.6 million "disabled" by Persian Gulf wars. 73,846 U.S. Troops Dead (Page 6) and 1,620,906 permanently disabled ( Page 7) George Walker Bush has presided over the worst defeat of the United States Military since Vietnam and has deliberately skewed reporting of the deaths and injuries to conceal the facts. The Department of Veteran's Affairs, in conjunction with the Joint Chiefs of Staff, has released the truth because they need the American People to know our military is literally, destroyed. They cannot release these horrific numbers via the chain of command because they are under orders to conceal the truth at all costs, so they let slip a report which now cannot be "un-slipped." Here are the fact

You Tore My Heart
You tore my heart Right out of my chest You held it close Then threw it right away To be trampled By those who dont care Words spoken were they ever ment You took my heart And made it yours To play with Like a toy You left me bleeding Alone and afraid Another pawn lost in your game Can you even remember who I was Im am the one Who will haunt you In your Dreams at night The one you scream at And Yell to make me go away But whilst my heart is still broken I will remain there forever Of the Love we once had ©Crazydave 2007

Wanna Own Me??
Seeing how no one gives a shit about me on this site I'm gone. I'm tired of the people only wanting nude pictures or tags and do I get a thank you??? Um no. So I'll be gone after I get my pictures saved.

Bada Bing !
HEY HEY HEY BADA BING Family and Friends Come On Into and Celebrate The QUEEN'S Birthday w/ Us Startin @ 730ish pm est Friday Night! It's Gonna Be 1 Helluva Rockin Good Time! The TGIF Jams Will Be Played Along w/ Some of The QUEEN'S Fav Artists and Also Goin To Be Having Some QUEENY Trivia-Will Be Rewardin 100k in Fubucks For The Correct Answers-and Also She Has A 2 Min Delay Bfore She Can Answer! Also Will Be Doin Some Other Games As Well For Bucks and Prizes!...So Whatcha Waitin For?...Be Sure To Make BADA BING Your Place To Be Friday Night As Well Celebrate The QUEEN'S Birthday! Hope To See You There! CLICK Any Pic .. Its an OFFER YOU CAN'T REFUSE!

Nightshade's Prelude
Darkness falls and she emerges A creature as beautiful as night isself She awakens to hunt the one she loves Lust in her eyes magnified by the night Hunger from a long time sleep Lust pouring over her body Sleek and dark Swift like the night She hunts me Around every corner must I glance For she grows to love my taste Mortal love she hunts This flesh of mine To devour me by candlelight Her wishes come true As we lie embracing the night We are as one She is fulfilled I am spent Breaking through an internal hell The blaze of your soul slowly fades Left with nothing but a shell You must hide in the unforgiving shade Falling forever in the dark You stumble over the tragedies inside Savoring an eternal mark We tend to everything we've left behind Rising with the eternal sun We have emptied ourselves into nothing Reprieval of the things we've undone Can you finally become something Anything at all Or will you fall Giving them our freedom

My Life
My name is Jeremy Scot Hernandez, I have cerebral palsy. I was born with my umbrellacord wrapped around my neck and got pinched during labor. I have many surgery in my life, I been in a wheelchair my whole life until the age of 13th I learn how to walk with a walker for few years and the doctors told my mom that I was never support to walk or talk but I prove everyone wrong. My mom is my hero because she saves me from dieing and never giving up on me, also she taught me never gives up at all. I have accomplish many things in my life like for example walking or graduate high school.

New
The new bar tab sucks, I dont care if my friends or my friends friends leave other people comments or view them or whatever. There should be a way to disable them, and make it like it was before where you could only see the actions that involved you or somone new walking in the bar....This is annoying!!!

Nightshade
Humor me Till my blood turns black And my heart becomes Vin rouge The night is young A dance floor fills Are you prepared? Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can you handle it? Wipe your lips and fold your hands Placed within my grasp Your façade won’t last Bathed in a moonlit glow You dance among the dead, you know Sing a lullaby Your portrait is finished Your card is XII Your lines have ceased Are you afraid of death Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can you handle it? Wipe your lips and fold your hands Placed within my grasp Your façade won’t last Destined to live Born to die Don’t look so serious It’s only your medley Take a vile, after all there’s only a few One of lace, one of Nightshade One of Rosemary, and one of Sandalwood Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can you handle it? Wipe your lips and fold your hands Placed within my grasp Your façade won’t last Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can

Erotic Moments
It might be a sound, a touch, a smell, Or perhaps just the mere sight of someone Before you know it your body responds Your mind starts to wander to forbidden places Dark places Some will explore these places and give in to their desires Others will let fear of the unknown control them Some will only fantasize What’s your pleasure? You decide With lust as my guide I walk through the fire I choose the forbidden I hear the darkness calling And I willingly let go and get lost in the moment Ever have a moment like this?

I Sit And Wait For Him
I sit and wait for him. I’ve played and replayed a multitude of scenarios of the two of us together. As if watching it on a movie screen, I hear the music, smell the fragrance of lust, and feel the unbridled passion stemming from days of pure fantasy. Like a well crafted and somewhat sophisticated erotic film, I am the star. I am the one getting fucked. I am the one screaming. The scenes are hot and it makes me even hotter. Never before have I let go so completely to a stranger. Someone I’ve only spoken to, whose alluring voice has guided me through wild masturbating episodes always leaving me wanting more. Always making me come. And although I am fully aware of the danger, I cannot stop myself. It’s like an addiction. The unknown only adds to the excitement. I sit and wait for him because that is all I can do. The telephone rings and I know it is him. I am ready. His voice spills over my nakedness like the darkness. I hear his hunger for me getting stronger each time we speak. T

Insensitive Prick
Porch Monkey 4 Life http://www.fubar.com/user/1022454 (Mummers are mean) M, 30 Nitro, WV December 15, 2007 @ 3:17 pm #25 of 38 Bullshit. Don't believe a word of it. She wants attention and probably doesnt even have a kid. this is the comment this ass left about princess punkass's loss of her son

Me All My Emotions
hey guys im havin sum trust issues with ppl right now im sry for the trouble... i hope it doesnt riun the friendships i have made on here.. i love u all muah just bare with me ok... i hate the fact that i cant sleep anymore or do like i use to i feel nailed to the ground all the time like my wings have been clipped or something it sucks i need guidence for my mixed emotions on what to do anymore the docs arent helping trust me and to make things worse we literally have no money having to sulk down and borrow save or ask family really hurts sometimes i give up now please dont catch me this time just let me hit the ground im serious i dont now what to do anymore im running out of ideas............. HELP ME before i just crash and burn............ im so bummed out

Ice Storm
Tha bad Ice Storm we had here. Its been really bad. My lights started to flicker early Monday then gradually stayed of longer and longer periods. The House got really cold after a couple hours so the kids and I stayed in my bed for all of Moday and most of Tuesday. Tuesday I went outside to see how bad it was and huge tree limbs were all over my yard and in the streets. Powerlines were everywhere. My bird bath, bird feeder and the kids swingset is done. The tree limbs continued to fall while I was out there and had to run to stay away from being hit. Very dangerous situation to be in. I ended up take the car to my exs house since he doesnt have huge trees everywhere. I drove the van instead. Tuesday 90% of Saint Joseph had no lights, and it gradually got better just slow since its still snowing off and on Just got my lights on about an hour or so ago but had to get online to let everyone know Im okay lots of damage but nothing I cant repair. U all were in my thoughts and I missed yal

For My Love
oh my lovely queen, i see you at night walking alone, wanting nothing more then to rush by your side. i watch you pull your cigerete from you lips and dream about thier softness. i see you talking and walking at night, when no one is around. i wonder who your speaking to, whish and dreaming it will be me one day. i see you in the evenings, holding your kitty. shes adorable like you, when she sits in your windows watching the cars. i often wonder if she is watching me too. oh my bella mia, i will one day speak to you. i will hold you in my arms, and tell you how i feel. the way you walk, it drives me insane with a firey passion. i can not help but love you. you ar perfect.

Watch Out For
THIS IS A PICTURE OF MY BITCH ASS BROTHER WHO IS 29 YEARS OLD AND FUCKING A 16 YEAROLD GIRL. hE IS WALKING AROUND WITH 2 DIFFERENT STD'S AND ONE IS THE LEADING CAUSE TO CERVICAL CANCER. HIS MYSPACE NAME IS C.GIOVANNE BUT DON'T FALL FOR HIS GAMES YOU WILL GET FUCKED OVER BY HIM IN THE END. but on here his name is the 69 KING so watch out ladies http://s201.photobucket.com/albums/aa165/lonniehodges/?action=view¤t=stupidbitch.jpg i NEED FOR ALL MY FRIENDS TO COME AND READ MY NEW BLOG, IT IS VERY IMPORTANT AND PLEASE PASS ON THE INFORMATION.

My Everyday Boring Life
We've lost it. We had it for a long time and now it's gone. What is it that we've lost: our sense of humor. We've lost the ability to taste, touch, feel, or even recognize humor. We've let the gods of political correctness dictate to us what is humor and what isn't, and they have left us in the dark void of nothingness. As far as they are concerned nothing is funny and any attempt at humor is a sign of "disrespect", "insensitivity", and shows a lack of "compassion"I know something about humor. I learned it well when I was a young one. I was abandoned by my natural parents, who divorced and left me in the US while they went back to the old country. Being without a family, up for adoption with no prospects made me an easy target for the other kids. Kids were more brutal then, but in their brutality I learned to deflect their harsh words with humor. I learned the meaning of the phrase:"Sticks and stones my break my bones, but names will never hurt me. When I die, you will cry for all

Point Leveling Profiles
in viewing the attack on me by two ladies i have discovered a few fake profiles may be used to build points and leveling up they were also use to attack me and my family/friends as they disagreed with them. during the gathering of data, i created a fake profile with no referrals the fake profile leveled up to 5 while gathering data. the several fakes of the two never gain any levels. if they are not fake why didnt gain any points. two profiles were deleted but not before one of these profiles attacked me then it was deleted right away. i traced that profile to crystal's referral another profile i found had a stolen picture on it from a profile that is 2 years old and still a new user. the newer profile was also used to attack me. in total i think i see six profiles between two profiles that are fake and one of those profiles may also be fake, the crystal one. cant be sure on that but possible dj mischief has 5 referrals all fake but one. maybe all

The Abuser
That when you are in need of your best friend and need her for some mental support she isnt able to talk to you or even notice you but when she needs your help she wont stop bugging you till you have given your last breath on the subject she is dealing with? at times i just wish i would have never met some people in this world and then i would have to deal with this crap i am going through! i do care about my best friend but i feel she is just not there enough for me when i need a friend, She always shows up online when she needs help from me,but i cant seem to reach her when i need help just once. Tired of the ABUSER Current mood: neglected Category: Life I have been beat once again and this time i have made it public! I have hid this for so long and I am done today 12/15/07 at 1:30 pst I once again have been beat on by the jerkass and i am through i am tired of him placing his hand on me in an unwated way,pulling my hair,and leaving brusies on me so just for fare warni

He Needs A Little Help
Hey everybody come by and show a little leveling luv he's real close so let's knock it out real quick!!!! ~DJPhilburg360~~ ~Co/Owner of Viper Pit Radio~Dirty South Crew~Founder Of Wakan- Tanka Clan~~@ fubar Have A Great Weekend!!

Skanks, Sluts, And Whores
So anyway, I've been around here since mid-September. Not all that long compared to some, but long enough to get most of the basics. I've come to see that there's an ongoing cold war of sorts between women who are willing to be nude on here and women who are not. Now, I really try to see both sides of these disagreements, but the greatest sin I can see on the part of the women willing to be nude is that many of them insist upon demanding fu-bucks or blasts or VIPs or happy hours in exchange for the privilege of seeing them nude. Ladies... Seriously... If your pics are worth paying to see, make a website and charge admission. You'll make MUCH more money that way and you can buy blasts, VIPs, and happy hours 'til your heart's content. I just know some of my friends are going to take offense to that, but oh well. It needed saying. Now we come to the women who perpetually whine about the other group of women. They call them skanks and sluts and whores for choosing to 'disrespect

My Blog
ok so this is my new blog. i gusse i should write whats on my mind. like why do people become you friend on here and never talk to you, or return rates? why can no one seem to ever answer any questions i have about this site why is it i cant seem to level as quicly as others

R.i.p. Officer Freeman
JUST WANTED TO POST THIS AS THIS HITS WAY CLOSE TO HOME AS MY KIDS DADDY WORKS W/HIM & ENDED UP ON THE CALL LAST NIGHT W/MANY OTHER OFFICERS..A ROUTINE TRAFFIC STOP THAT HAS CHANGED THE LIVES OF SO MANY & RIGHT HERE AT CHRISTMAS!! ALL BECAUSE OF A DRUNK DRIVER....BELOW IS STORY.... Huntsville officer dies from gunshot wound; suspect charged Posted by Niki Doyle December 15, 2007 12:28 PM A Huntsville police officer shot Friday night has died from his wound, Huntsville police said this afternoon. The announcement was made at police headquarters on Wheeler Avenue that officer William Eric Freeman, 36, of Hazel Green, died this morning. Police Chief Henry Reyes said Kenneth Shipp has been charged with capital murder. Reyes said Freeman and officer Kevin Lambert had been called to investigate a traffic accident with injuries on Bailey Cove Road just north of Weatherly Road at 8:43 p.m. When they arrived at 8:51 p.m., the chief said, they found Shipp sitting on the curb.

Wee Alan
For those of you who do not already know my son Wee Alan aged 5, He is the apple of my eye and such a funny little boy, Who can make me laugh just by the way he looks at me, He has a condition called Cystic Fibrosis , to which at the moment there is no cure, He has been picked to play the part of Joseph in this years school Nativity play next Friday.......I just had to share the news with all my freinds on Fubar, I am so very proud of him he is such a wonderful little boy...... As most of you in my Friends and Family know that my son Wee Alan has CF , He has just come out of Yorkhill Sick Kids Hospital , Where he went Through an operation to fit a Port-a-cath as well as grommet's in his ears and a Lung Flush. Well he has been asked up to Ibrox (home of Glasgow Rangers Football Team) to meet the players ,have lunch and visit the Trophy Room as well as match tickets to see the game on the 1st of March ...........AND I GET TO GO TOO..... He has also been nominated for The My Little H

Holiday Stuff
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m"Wishing all my FUBAR friends a very Merry Christmas!!!! I would like to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy and Prosperous New Year!!! Also let's keep in our thoughts and prayers all the service people that are away from their family and that they all return safe. Darren

The People Of Fubar
I found this in a bulletin posted today... PRINCESS PUNKASS ON HERE NEEDS UR PRAYERS MORE THEN ANYTHING. HER SON KILLED HIMSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.HERE IS THE FOLLWING MESSAGE HER FRIEND SENT ME.. Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin ou

Writings
Lifelong ponderings; always wondering.... Is there more than what we see? Something or someone more to be? One day, i finally see... Past was just time; quickly gone like a dime.... Creation had came for this nothing; Real life from Him; the "more" that i finally see! God to me. kneeling before Him may all the world see! by: Teresa Williams, 1.28.07 Service my mind won't stop, it constantly thinks, about this; my true nature, my pain, my kinks, It has painted countless pictures of different scenes... You beating me, binding me, bringing tears that clean. The sting of Your hand, Your leather, Your heat, spaces my soul outside my body and makes me complete. Leather covers my eyes, bound in Your ropes, for such is much better than for what i could have hoped. Please accept my submission, to serve as my right, mark my soul, let me drink of You as You guide me through my serving life. As serving You means perfection to me, born submissive a

A Slaves Journey
A slaves Journey Who am i? Born as i am, Aries' fire burning inside her and craves ONEs' guidance and unquestioning commands. It burns wildly at times, but always a steady flame, intense heat fevers flesh that NEEDS to be owned. Pleasure she brings Him, over and again and again. A Master needs this slave, somewhere she knows... His hands ready to mold this creation to be, a work that gives freely to Him... needing to grow. His naked property with head bowed kneeled with knees spread, in front of Him, Ready to serve, wants to do as He wishes, and make Him wanton to feed her His manhood, without any reserves. His touch sometimes beats me, binds me and stings her flesh, His signature of art upon her, making the fire eternal, an obsession drives her, heart and soul. His propertys neck waits and longs for His ring, a collar of ownership, that He leads her by, proud of her Yes He loves her, No doubt this now He sees. Trusting Him deeper and bigger than the heaven

Outside Inside a box, never outside the lines, conform to whats normal limit your mind.... What life is that, makes excitement something extinct; Just stories and tales of a time long past. What is normal? a word defined different, what does it mean? to me its only a cycle on my washing machine. Normal is happiness found; coloring outside the lines, exploring whats pleasure, what brings content and a smile for the rest of my time. written by Teresa Williams 3.17.07

My Poems
I want to wish you Happiness, Upon you, as you embark on a new journey. For the Lord and the angels in stow their bless, Into your heart, life and soul unconditionally. As your journey begins with uncertainty, The Lord, your partner and in your friends you can find strength. For you have the heart that has the capacity, Of Love, Understanding, Compassion, and Faith. To navigate through the uncertain world, We all live in and call home. With your love in your heart, your Family will be like a sword, Cutting through any evil, and hard time that may loom. What you have accepted into your life, Is worth more than all the worlds Gold, and Silver. For you will shape the Heart, Mind, Soul and Life, Of a Young, Innocent, Imaginative, and Curious Dreamer. By: Michael Citty 12/15/2007 There she sits in the lowered lights, Looking as beautiful as ever. Smiling so brilliantly sending my heart out of sight, As my soul floats down a river. If I were an true

Darra Feminized Tgirl Sissy
My Femme name is derra my boy name is david .I am approximately 5'11" and weigh about 145 pounds. I've been on and off hormones and pump my small but noticalbe boobies I work as male and go out as Derra on the weekends and when I am at home. The dual life is difficult, but the reality is that a T-girl has few employment opportunities. It's a common situation with a transsexual. I am extremely kinky sexually may see me with the seventh fleet...maybe an officer or two, or the entire crew. I constantly play with my developing breast, I still work as a boy and I have been working at concealing them as much as possible, but lately I it has been a loosing battle. My body is waxed so to not show unsightly hairs. My eyebrows were tweezed within My ears were pierced I am Very sexy looking and a total slut when it comes to sex. I'm a T. girl who loves to be with those who appreciate T. girls.. especially other T. girls, but also men, and women, and couples.. open minded and uninhibited..

The Past
Ever wonder why people die young....it the saying only the good die young true? This is the burning question of time and life. I hope for all that time stands still or that another life moves on in place of the lost one.....The world changes everyday and time seems to slip us by without kickin us in the ass untill time has past us by and it's yesterday....and tomorrow never comes.....................

My Life
Right now I'm working a lot of hours I'm kinda seein someone its not really official but he's the one I want to be with right now. Not much new going on in my life I'll post another blog when something new happens

Utinahica Dig Update
Greatings All, Well, I am finally back home again as of last night. The Dig was a big sucess, though not a complete one. We found more evidence of very early Spanish, but we no longer think the building we were escavating was "THE" Spanish Mission we thought it might be. Instead it seems to be a Ceremonial Building. I am limited to how much I can say online about everything we found until FernBank has a chance to do so but I can offer up this article that appeared in the Atlanta Journal on Tuesday. Take warning though that the writer MUST be a frustrated author (LOL). I Laughed when I read it, but he does have the basic facts right. I included a Slide show with a number of Pics from the Dig. Also, in my latest stash are a number of Pics showing the general types of artifacts we were finding. Fernbank digs into early Georgian history By MARK DAVIS The Atlanta Journal-Constitution Published on: 12/11/07 JACKSONVILLE, Ga. — Jacksonville, Ga. -- Was it a

Adult Night Before Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

What Do You Want By Sondra
What do you really want By Sondra What do you really want in life? Do you want love?Trust? Acceptance? Faithfulness? Do you want honesty? Friends? Togetherness? Attention? A life mate? Whatever it is you want in life, always remember that you get out of life what you put into it! If you willingly give love, you will receive love from someone who is willingly giving it in return, if you want someone who will be faithful, you have to be in all ways faithful. If you want friends, you have to be friendly. If you want others to be honest with you, you have to be an honest person yourself. If you want someone to give you their undivided attention, you have to be willing to give that person your undivided attention in return, or even sometimes give your attention first. If you want to be fully accepted "as you are" then you have to accept others in the same way. Do you want to be trusted? Then you have to learn to trust! As for happiness, others cant make us happy, we have to choose to

No More Chances
the chosen casualty picked from the group to feel this way a never-ending loop i keep falling , the ground wont catch methe pain becomes numb, i open and bleedwhile sorrow fills my heart because i let another in so easy to be deceived should you go for heaven or sin save your excuses tell no more lies i hate you now more than ever i wish youd just rot and die so i can escape to finally be free from this fake and hateful life you hold over me im broken inside lost and crying for helpi wanted to save you but you need to save yourself from the chains of anger the black viloence shown i tried to help to reveal your not alone i reached out my hand but you fed it to the dogs let me live in peace i want to move on to be free of you when your finally gone no more chances and dont run into my armswhen all is said and done im finished nowMOVE THE FUCK ALONG!

This Is Me, Not You
just because im different doesnt mean i changed why are looks so important to you? now that you stare at me strang do i scare you? do i make you cring? with all the fire and pitchforks out you hunt me like a witch do you have less respect? do you want me to beg ? for your smile and approval and give you my arm and leg do i frighten your family? even the elder or two or do i make you jealous? because you could never be you dont harrasse me for my hair or my shoes or cloths because that only makes you look stupid and letting everyone know you cant live outside cant except people for them always worried about a facade and the square box you live in you dont have to accept it ... what is, me and my style but i dont give a fuck while giving you the finger with a smile

12/15/07
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My First Blog-deflowering
I never made a MuMM but I thought let's try it and I never thought it would be so much rated or commented, daaaaamn :) but anyway thanks all :) However after reading some comments I realised I forgot couple off facts but than it probably would be to big... So...who wants to be my FU-wife, I'm just to shy to ask others... *sadface* 1: Talk to me 2: meet me 3: hug me 4: kiss me 5: french kiss me 6: touch me gently 7: lay down in a bed with me 8: cuddle with me 9: fuck me 10: fuck me more than once :D

Empty
confusion dwells on this torn, bloody soul breaking and crying sitting all alone she hears the crow cry as she sits and writes whats in store for this sad, pathetic girl? on this cold and forgotten night screaming and fighting in a world forever dead as her empty heart drains lying next to the bed love no longer beats feelings forever lost from the pain she indures but finally at what cost where will she be? in the next 20 years buried beneath the soil along with her fears

A Failure
A Failure (her) skewed thoughts rambled brain smoking drugs take away the pain (her) world is out of order she can clearly see that this isn't her life and was never meant to be (just) a small shake from her mothers head leads to her guilt and anger and a walk with the dead imagin you here cold and alone running out of luck and running away from home make it by yourself but fail the whole time as the ravenged, black heart cries as you walk that fine line dont you forget dont you lie this is the life you didnt choose to sit,wait, and die this is my pain i fear everyday to wake up and look... ...im still alive... and i say, "why isn't this over?!" "why can't it be done?!" (looks to the sky screaming) "you've already won!" night falls on my lost and lonely heart waiting for the sunrise when it will all restart

Libras
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics.

56 Days
Fifty Six Days So I’m at the plasma center, donating as I usually do twice a week. It gives me gas a cigarette money. It’s my second donation of the week so this means $30 in my pocket when I’m done. Up walks the security guard, who also does other work there. Basically a good handy man on top of being security. I like him, he and I talk and joke, and are both Security Officers, prior military, and the like. We have a lot in common. They happen to have him cutting these straps off of the new covers on the beds. Joking he acts like he is reaching for the line. We both laugh and he cuts the first strap. I look back up at the movie and suddenly hear him say, “Oh shit I really did it.” I start chuckling and look over, and there is blood dripping from the scissors. Rather surprised I say. “Oh shit you really did it.” I then realize that blood is flowing out and grab the clamp on the hose and close it. At this point one of the Tech’s comes over he tells him what he did before the tech c

Brain
How Hunden’s Brain Works A story Many of you know me, some of you know me well. But this should illustrate how my brain works for all of you. Some four (roughly) years ago I was at XS Internet Café and a friend of mine (you know who you are) who will remain nameless for a number of reasons, is at a site that sells stuff. He calls me over and shows me that there is a book that he is excited about. It is a tell all book, a diary to be precise, about possibly the most famous actress currently known. This diary was written by her room mate. As I’m reading the summery there is this guy in the back of my brain knocking. The more I read the harder he knocks. I’m seriously thinking ‘something just isn’t right here’ when the guy grabs the sledge and nails me. I read a little more, and scroll back up to the top as I as my friend, “Hey, what was Marilyn’s real name?” “I thought it was Marilyn.” He answers. I click next to the supposed authors name, Mary, and reply, “No it was Mary somethi

Sweetdreams Got Very Bad News Concerning Princess Punkass
PRINCESS PUNKASS ON HERE NEEDS UR PRAYERS MORE THEN ANYTHING. HER SON KILLED HIMSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.HERE IS THE FOLLWING MESSAGE HER FRIEND SENT ME.. Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin out about this to everyone i can show her people

December
December.. December, month of blood loss (see my blog 56 Days) County Code Violations, Sun Tans, and fire pits. So I get home and see these two pieces of paper on the door. I walk up looking at them thinkin 'Somebody is gonna be in for a surprise' because I think it's a summons for someone that doesn't even live here. No It's a compliance order from the county code enforcement. Yeah, I was surprised. It's cold, it's December, this is going to suck. Behind the house is what can only be described as, and has been affectionately nicknamed, THE JUNGLE. In that over six foot tall tangle of growth, somewhere, are several tables, five chairs, a swing set, a patio couch, a former indoor couch, various yard tools, lots of dieing lumber, several small trees, a fire pit, and probably a lost pigmy tribe. (Something riles up the dog, and plays with the dog, and sometimes we swear we hear drums, though that could just be the neighbors stereo) Not to mention that there are

Smiles
i had a baby girl names Lakota Elizabeth Roberts on November29,2007 at 4.45pm and she weighed 7lbs 4.5 ounces and was 20inches long and she made such a diffrence in my life in the little time that she was here she went home to be with jesus on dec 8th 2007 i love her so very much and miss her do much but she will forever be in my heart i love you Lakota Elizabeth Roberts forever and always love mommy Get More at COMMENTYOU.com i love you and miss you

Story Teller
KEEP A SMILE IN YOUR HEART,KEEP A KISS. KEEP IT THERE TOO,WHEN THINGS SEEM TO FALL APART,THOSE THINGS WILL PULL YOU THROUGH. WHEN SOMEONE ASKS WELL HOW ARE YOU,? OR SAYS THAT YOU LOOK GREAT SMILE, SAY THANKS ALOT.SHOW LOVE INSTEAD OF HATE. without you the world is dark and bleak without you i am pathetic and weak without you the world is frightening You are my strength, my thunder and lightning without you the world is an empty shell without out you I would be in hell You are my beacon, my shining light you are my everything, my reason to fight you are my courage to do what is true and right you are my moon, my sun my starlit sky you are my love, my angel, my key to heaven you are my honor, my magic my reason for livin I know you you are scared, I really am too place your love and trust in me so we can do what we need to take my hand heart to heart together we will make a new start together in love we will make our stand always and forever hand in hand. lov

Reindeer
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME>>>> According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and>> female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop>> their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to>> mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they>> give>> birth in the spring.>>>> Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's>> reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a>> girl.>>>> We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in>> a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost

2008 Miss Mars Calendar!!! Sexy School Girl
OK everyone... help me win the sexy school girl contest!!! Comment bomb me and lets get this thing won!!!!!! Here's the link to the pic.... THANKS!! Y'all rock!!! Ring in the new year with a bang!!! My Miss MARS 2008 calendar is now available thanks to my great friends at the Mike and Roy Show!!! Just follow the link and get yours today!!! And be sure to let me know what ya think!!! http://www.cafepress.com/mikeandroyshow/4350042 And lets show my friends Mike and Roy some luv for making all this possible... The Mike And Roy Show@ fubar Roy From The Mike And Roy Show@ fubar

Thoughts
One of my really good friends died on 12/02/2007. He was driving down I-84 in Connecticut, the roads were icy and he saw an accident and stopped to help. While he was helping... 2 cars skid out of control and hit him. I don't know anything else about the story... I don't know if he died instantly or not, but, I pray everyday that he did. He was an amazing man... had so many friends... was so determined and so strong. I remember when he got his car... he was so excited. And when he joined the Army National Guard... he called me to tell me how proud he was. We got into a discussion about fire one night...I can't really explain it how he did... but, it made so much sense. I would give anything to be able to ask him about it again. Zach was an awesome man and I will miss him immensely. I will see you in heaven Zach... and when I do, I will throw my arms around you and tell you how much I love you... R.I.P. sweetheart... *********Zachoriah Gentry Williams********* ****

As I Sit Here
I am in a Sexiest Legs Contest starting on 11/5/08 and ending on 11/12/08. Please follow this link and comment and rate me. The woman with the most comments wins. Rates count as 2 comments. Please help me!! Would LOVE to win!! :) Yeah,, I'm doing it again,lol,, trying to win a sexiest legs contest. Please drop by and vote for me,, here is a link below and thanks alot!! Loves you all!! I am in a contest to win a spot on a calender and all I need are comments and rates!! Please check out this bulletin and go rate and comment to help me out!! You can rate and comment as much as you like,, as a matter of fact please do!! Helps me out!! ;) Thanks to everyone who helped!!! Actually, here is s direct link to the photo,, just click on the pic, Thanks!!

Christmas
A Different Christmas Poem: The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled

Life19
It is Saturday morning, almost afternoon. I started to write this earlier but then had a chance to talk to Martin so I stopped. Last night was my office party and I have to say that it was a blast! We were the first to show up. he first hour was for drinks, then dinner after that. Everyone started slowly trickling in. It was set up beautifully and the food and wine was sooo good! We laughed and joked with everyone all night. It was a really good time. We ended up getting home around midnight. I am so happy that it went well. It made my season just not having to deal with the usual bullshit that I have to at these parties. My Dad ave a speech last night and his speech was about Peter and how much he does for the company and does stuff he isn't even required to do. He just gets what ever job done that needs to be done. Told everyone that it seems to go unnoticed with the things Peter does and no one pays attention to all that Peter does there at the company and he just w

No More
Don't fucking touch me Get out of my face You tell me I should learn to remain in my place What place is that exactly? To be seen and not heard? Who the fuck made the rules And said you get the last word? I, for one, am sick of your voice I'm sick of all your talking I'm leaving you here tonight Drowning you out as I start walking You fucked up, majorly this time You made the biggest mistake You think her pussy's better then mine? Maybe so but you'll miss mine Her "feelings" aren't real Her heart's made of stone She wants nothing more then your money Then afterwards just leave her alone But let me tell you So listen up When she uses and abuses you I won't give a fuck Cause once I leave Once I walk out the door My obligation to you's done My loyalty's no more Someday you'll realize Exactly what you lost Someday you'll realize It wasn't worth the cost But for now run your game Run your mouth and talk shit Cause this game's over I officia

Notice Me?
Notice me… I stand in a mass of people trying to get your attention. Many others are taller than me, they block your view. However, I am here! Notice me… I raise my hand to the heavens, hoping you will spot it. You do not, even though it is a hand full of care. I scream your name. You do not hear me. You see a hand in front of me. It is a more handsome one. You take that instead Notice me… When that hand is not strong enough, you begin to look once more. Hands raise I stretch my hand upwards, using the full strength of my heart. Blood racing, muscles straining. Still not enough. You pass me once more. I weep. Notice me… You are searching the crowd once more. The hand you chose earlier must have let you down. Hands raise. Mine does not. I am too tired to try anymore. I am not perfect, just another human being. I lower my head so that you can pass. Notice me… I wait for the crowd to lower their hands. I look up. Surprised, I find you

Dream
As I sit here in this lonely room my mind begins to wander Thru thoughts and hopes and dreams Soon I begin to ponder Will the end be worth the pain Loves heart must endure today WiIl our lives be the same Shoud we decide to stay I want so badly to be with you To do the things I cannot do Feel your heart your soul your mind Our two lives intertwined To wake each morning by your side Kissing hugging overcoming ere what to be tide Hoping things will go our way Too many lives hurt if we say Lets go and be together Family ties we must sever But alas victory would be mine For in this pain Then I would find

Mixed Signals?
I thought I had it right I thought the signs were there I thought that we had something A certain smile, a little laugh I thought you really liked me As more than a friend, but you didn’t I thought the feeling between us was mutual But I was wrong So now I wonder when it happened How did it happen? Where did I get my signals mixed

Musings On God And Religion
We, Sin born, groveling fools Crawl on fours like dogs [Shame] And take our place upon The alter of the Beloved [Weakness] As animals, we claw at the gilded ceiling Until our nails bleed [Pity] Lemmings, the white robed clergyman’s sermon Echoes distantly…criminal [Liar] With forked tongues, We lick the feet of the Omnipotent, the All-Knowing [Deceit] And turn around and kiss the hand Of the Dark Prince…the Beast [Hypocrisy] Shed a tear, For thy name, too, is Man.

Zoloft & Caffeine: The Fubar Mix
These are the places you usually find the Gomi Girl: Multiply.com MySpace Facebook www.gomiworld.com So what the hell am I doing on FUBAR? I guess I can blame a Kimberly of a different persuasion! ;-) We're yacking on Yahoo and she tells me about this place and I sign up. And now I'm f'n addicted! So I'll clue you all in, now. I drink Guinness! Yes. Guinness! So if you're going to get me drunk, it will take plenty of Guinness! Lots and Lots of it! So START BUYING! ;-) Kimberly, the Gomi Girl

Men
Have you ever loved and lost? --This was written by my best friend's ex husband.... it is amazing! Deployboink is his name and he said I could borrow it :) Women think with their emotions. Emotions dictate a woman's actions. Men think with their little head or logic. I am talking more about the logic thinking. Everyone already understands the little head thinking. A woman's emotions dictate what they do. It is simple. A man on the other hand argues with his emotions. There is a battle between logic and his feelings. Usually logic wins. That is not always a good thing. These battles can and usually produce bad results. A man can have true love right in front of his face and throw it away due to this battle. Don't worry, the man usually realizes it after it is too late. That should be comforting for all of you that wish that the man would be just as miserable as you. It is just like those "chick flick" movies except the man is too stupid to make it to the happy endi

Why Is It "my Rant"
OK here it is all m beefs rolled up into one. Why is it #1) I keep getting these darn infernal plug is error pop up messages :( #2) Am I so grossly horribly repulsively ugly that a person cant leave a picture comment or two. #3) I never get pointz when I fill out one of those stupid surveys that take forever and thats when they feel I am "qualified" to take one #4) Im not able to give 11's What the heck do you have to do to be able to get to give 11's #5) they have private pic's If you dont want someone to see them dont post them DUHHHH #6)I cant upload my own music on here, I can on myspace ? #7) Noone hardly shouts at me isnt that the purpose of it or again I guess Im so grossly pungent and ignorant noone wants to talk to me #8) Im always dry, I need more drinks damnit #9)that bouncer dude gets in your way when your trying to rate someone AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST WTF is a fuberlord

Feeling Like A Jackass
Well I was rude to someone that I really like and I should have waited and found out why it was that I hadnt talked to him. I so hope that we can get pass this. I hope that I didnt mess up a good thing.

'twas The Night Before Christmas For Adults
'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off

Have A Lovely Weekend!
I would like to thank everyone whos rated..and fanned me. Also.. I am sorry I havn't been able to rate you this morning.. the systems been down. Just remind me sometime in the future..and I will stop by to do it. Hugs...and have a great day! Wishing everyone a great weekend. Its snowing here..looks like I will be playing in the snow. I have to finally get started on Christmas shopping. I have gotten a few things..but not much stuff yet. Please take a second to pray for my neighbor. I was on here lastnight..and as I was getting off of the computer, I heard alot of noise outside. The squad was over at there house. Here I am in my sponge bob pjs..going over at 1230am to see whats going on. He woke up having problems breathing..and his wife was in pretty bad shape taking it all in. Its awful to have this stuff happen around Christmas.. I know. I lost my granny last yr..2 days after Christmas. It always seems to happen around this time of year. Anyways, all of you enjoy your weekend!

Diares Of Theinkfreak (originated 12/14/2007)
Pretending your My call-girl one night, You come around looking just right, To my front door in your spike-healed boots, I lift your skirt then say "wait here." On go the lights of the Christmas tree, Then back to unwrapping you. Cars driving by catch a stare, At me parting your thighs wide, You arch your back with a need to please. Down before you to my knees I drop, Tracing your edges with my tounge, Savoring your taste, with with every stroke. And on my mouth there forms a grin, Your sighs resumes, as I lick you within, Lips melting with sweet honey. Not one drop do I let go to waste. Whispering, "tell me what you need," No more time for play I plead, "I will do anything you ask, Fulfilling your fantasy my only task."

Christmas Story For People Having A Bad Day...ho Ho Ho
Christmas Story for people having a bad day.... When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa her Mother was coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys were scattered. So, frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had drank all the cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little glass pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found the mice had eaten al

General
321.1 THE LAW IS THE LAW! I really love this one I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!! So Be It! THE LAW IS THE LAW So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it. I say, " so be it," because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen. I say, "so be it," because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post His Commandments in Government buildings , I don't believe the Government and its employees should participate in the Easter and Christmas celebrations w

Poem From Waheed 12/15/2007
When I first met you I had no chance I can't believe you let me love you When I see your smile I can't believe you're smiling at me When I see your eyes Looking into mine I feel home Nice and warm and no other Could feel any luckier It feels so good to know you're mine When I see you I can't believe I have you When you do what you do I fall in love all over again and no one will ever take your place Thank you Waheed I love you daddy ~~Spanky~~

Looking For Daughter Of Pete Morris Bend Oregon
Looking for the daughter of Pete B. Morris of Bend, Oregon. He is formerly of Bremerton, WA. You have a half brother, sister-in-law, and a nephew who, would at least like to communicate with you. If you somehow come across this page, send me a message here on fubar.

Maybe
READ THIS. LET IT REALLY SINK IN. THEN CHOOSE. John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, "I don't get it!" You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood." Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their

The Junk In My Mind
How many questions was that?? What good is it to be nice to people that really don't give a shit anyway? What good is it to be "sweet" to people that truly suck? Why is it that I hit the "like" button, but the people I'm supposedly "liking" are too self absorbed to even notice? Do people really read this shit anyway? Am I writing to let it all out just for myself? Why the fuck am I wasting my time? Is it ok to stop rating fucked up pics of fake ass people? Is it ok to say someone is beautiful when in real life you know they are obviously not? Why is it acceptable to be fake on fubar? Why would i pay you ANYTHING to see your naked pics? Can we shoot whoever thought of fake ass marriage? Does it matter if you are in somenoe's family or not? Does it matter what number friend you are? is it a competition to be someone's number one friend? And if it's a competetion, what is the prize if I win? Wouldn't it be better to just have a couple of number one friends instead of having to number th

Thoughts
When I ate today at noon All I could think about was you Wishing you was here to do what you do Wishing I could feed you with my spoon Hoping someday I'll see your smile again I don't know if I can take all this pain Knowing that I am here and you are there Thinking about the times we had and will not have You are the best there ever was and will be There is nothing to explain you, but lovely Even when I was sad you made me happy I just don't know what to do I just hope one day, I get to see you It all started with a simple hello As we met over the internet. But as our conversations got to be more, Things seemed to change from when we first met. A stange feeling started to over take me Something that I've never felt before. It seemed so strange but felt so good, I craved for that feeling more and more. The innocent way we chatted back and forth Kept us going all day and night long. With the excitement of knowing we will soon speak, Was like the word

Thoughts From My Head
i am just writing my first blog so i guess i will just put some of the shit going on in my head on here...sometimes i wonder if there are any decent guys out there...the ones i meet are unfortunatly taken, but then at my age the good ones should be taken...or they have been hurt and afraid to try....which leaves me to wonder if i will be alone for the rest of my life...did i make a mistake somewhere? i am so tired of hearing guys say i'm so nice...then being asses...i have news for guys being an ass does not make you nice...and then i turn away potentially nice guys because i then think they are all asses...my head is hurting from the confusion...i guess i will just patiently wait for the one or the one to have fun with right now...

New Poetry
Thoughts returned I alight on the soft blush of your breast the whisper of my lips take your body on the journey of sighs never enough, never enough let me give you being, my time my love Poet tonight i await thee yet who are you? i have drank the sweet red wine and think of your lips brushing lightly against mine, i peeled silently each petal from a dozen red roses and laid them on my bed I look at your picture in the mirror and hope those petals will caress your body who are you? will you come? I call with a whisper I need you I want you to taste you to feel you to be with you to be in you to feel your sweat falling on my face your hair mussed, fussed, short but still a handfull your teeth slightly pulling the tenderness of my skin as we laugh the silliness of the moment yet hunger screams aloud your name yet I do not hear, who are you who are you... I want to know poet Two Adherents of love Discover the strength Of liberati

Poems
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO W

X-mas In Hell
December 25th 1986 Van Nuys Merry Christmas. That's what people say at Christmas, right? Except normally they have somebody to say it to. They have friends and family, And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys. They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary, And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon. I didn't speak to a single person today. I thought why should I ruin their fucking Christmas. I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons. One, I have no friends left. Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before. And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life. It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucked up life. Nobody would believe the shit that happens in my head, it's haunted. Now that I've come down from the drugs it seems like a sick play that

My Poems 2
Life is precious It should not be wasted It comes and goes way to easily We are given only one chance There is a funny thing with life that we sometimes overlook That is the time we have to live It is almost as important as the air we breathe For without it we have nothing Time is a perishable good If left out in the open it will wither Love will too They are all intertwined, one big circle Without life there is no time and without love there is no life And each one is what we choose to make of them You cannot measure each one on any scale You measure life by your happiness not your successes Time by how you use it and love by your heart always We look for that certain someone to fill our hearts But love, that word, is tossed around too frivolously Real love is more precious that any gold It is comforting; it is without judgement It is living for the moment and remembering the times already shared It fills a void insi

My Poems
Be still my weeping heart Cry tears no more You loved him Emotionally, unconditionally, completely In your heart he will be To love is to set free You will not leave him completely A bond even stronger than before Will come walking in your door The bond of friendship, a love even more You will carry your love You will be strong for him You will always be there You will be his rock His shoulder to cry on Right now you must be strong Even though inside you are dying You must understand You must be yourself And above all remember this Keep your love and his friendship Close to your heart And in your life he will forever be Remember me Remember me Remember all the times I made you laugh The late night pillow talks, making love in candlelight Remember me For all the things I do and things I said For what is was I did to turn your head Remember me For all the tears I have cried, the love and sadness in my eyes For my heart that still lov

Love
SOME SAY LOVE IT IS A RIVER THAT DROWNS THE TENDER REED, SOME SAY LOVE IT IS A RAZOR THAT LEAVES YOUR SOUL TO BLEED, SOME SAY LOVE IT IS A HUNGER AN ENDLESS ACHING NEED, I SAY LOVE IT IS A FLOWER AND YOU ITS ONLY SEED. ITS THE HEART AFRAID OF BREAKING THAT NEVER LEARNS TO DANCE , ITS THE DREAM AFRAID OF WAKING THAT NEVER TAKES THE CHANCE, ITS THE ONE THAT WON'T BE TAKEN WHO CAN NOT SEEN TO GIVE, AND THE SOUL AFRAID OF DYING THAT NEVER LEARNS TO LIVE. AND THE NIGHT HAS BEEN TOO LONELY AND THE ROAD HAS BEEN TO LONG. AND YOU THINK THAT LOVE IS ONLY FOR THE LUCKYAND THE STRONG. JUST REMEMBER IN THE WINTER FAR BENEATH THE BITTER SNOW LIES THE SEED THAT WITH THE SUN'S LOVE, IN THE SPRING,BECOMES A ROSE.

Kluckin Films Is In Dire Need Of Your Help & Support!
Kluckin Films is in DIRE NEED OF YOUR HELP & SUPPORT! As you know, or might not know, times are hard right now in the Taxi Cab Industry, which is the main source of income for Kluckin Films right now. Right now it is so slow that after working for 12 hours we might not even take home a $20 bill. Our dispatchers are falling asleep on the job, for lack of taxi orders! This income is responsible for the rent on our studio, payments on our laptop to keep up our web sites and keep you informed of what is going on with us and a roof over our heads. In other words we are about to loose everything we own! The other day we went to pay a partial payment on the rent, for the place we call home. Our land lord would not accept it. That means that we may be homeless before the holidays. We are also behind on our studio rent so they have put a red lock on our door. If we are forced to leave our home we do not even have a place to store our belongings. In other words we are sc

Ths Stupid Things People Do!
IMHO The way the 'bar tab' is currently set up SUCKS!! I can't see when people comment me, or invite me to play games, without seeing what every one is doing. I really don't effing care who comments whom, or who voted on what mumm, it doesn't making an effing difference to me. But I would like to know when I get rates, or comments, or someone invites me to play a game, or reads a blog I posted, but I only get bits and pieces unless I elect to see what everyone is doing. And people say that you can change your personal settings, but not in a way that really makes a noticible difference, because when I change my settings I can't see an effing thing at all most of the time. I know that Baby Jesus is just trying to 'improve' on things, but don't fix what isn't broken. If I wanted to know what everyone was doing I would be psychic, or the government, but I think what other people do in the privacy of their own home, or on their own computer, is THEIR business, not mine. Let's just go ba

Scooter Bar Xmas Comtest!!!!
THE SCOOTER BAR IS HAVING A CHRISTMAS CONTEST HOSTED BY SLADE.THE CONTEST IS FOR A BEAUTIFUL LADY TO BECOME THE CHRISTMAS BACKGROUND FOR THE SCOOTER BAR. PLEASE GO AND CAST YOUR VOTE AND COMMENT BOMB ON WHOM YOU FEEL SHOULD BE THE IN THE CHRISTMAS BACKGROUND IN THE SCOOTER BAR. HERE IS THE LINK TO THE PHOTOS FOR THE 7 LADIES THAT ARE PARTICIPATING IN THE CONTEST: http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=458274&albumid=732626. THANX.

Neat Lettering And Symbolz
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Weather
i wish the weather make up its mind if it going to be cold or warm because my ass is getting cold here and i wish it rain we need it bad our lake is drying out so plzz if u can pray for rain for us we need it bad very bad.

About Me
I am a 32 year old mother of a perfectly beautiful son.I am only here for friends nothing sexual I am not a prude by any means, just "old-fashioned" when it comes to love, romance and sex! I proudly consider myself to be a monogamous nymphomaniac ;) So if you still haven't caught on... Let me try this approach; NO CYBER. NO CAMMING. NO IM's. NO PHONE SEX. NO MEETINGS. NO FLINGS. DO NOT ask to see my private folder you WILL be ignored ask me repeatedly and YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. Ya'll got that in there? Are my intentions clear to everyone? Good! I have no problem adding friends if you can accept what I wrote above. I am a very nice person. I can be your best friend or worst enemy. I am not a pushover, so I also have no problem REMOVING or Blocking people, if it becomes necessary. Rate me high, rate me low - don't rate me. Won't affect me one way or the other. I realize not everyone will like me for whatever reason. That's fine with me! because the one's that matter already do. N

Update
Have you ever been arrested or are you in danger of being arrested because of your practices of voyeurism, exhibitionism, prostitution, sex with minors, indecent phone calls, etc.? I just wanted to say hi to all and thanks for the get well cards, soup etc. A bunch of us here caught this really bad flue or something and had me laid up for 9 days. I'm one of the lucky guys as I'm well enough to go back in for shift tonight. (good thing as we are really under short of people) The Army has blocked this site at work, so I'll catch up with all my friends when we lock down for a small x-mas break next week. Hope your shopping days are goig well....lol Thank care.....jc

This Christmas
As Christmas day approaches ever so fast, whilst we sit down and enjoy our Christmas Meal and tuck in to our Turkey, take a minute to remember those who because of not fault of their own cant be with their familes to enjoy the christmas festivities Military Personnel from all countries, those overseas and ones based at home Doctors and Nurses who give their time to save the lives of others Paramedics and Ambulance drivers Fire Fighters Policemen Ones we4 dont think about but doing important jobs like people who man the power stations to make sure we all have Heat and fuel at Christmas The Homeless who maybe becuase of no fault of their own are on the streets at Christmas. Those ill who spend Christmas in Hospital. Those who dont want to celebrate Christmas because they have lost someone close to them. But most of all remember the servicemen who cant be with us, that have given their live to make this place a better and safer place.

Poetry.. What Do You Think?
Within all of the emotions that have been created and felt, Some would say the greatest is love that would make a heart melt. Others would disagree and say, The feeling of pride in watching your child at play. Although both of these feelings are overwhelming to feel, I would have to disagree and go with a stronger feeling that is real. Among all the emotions weak and strong, The strongest yet hardest to grab onto, I would have to argue and bring to you trust, greatest of all. See without having trust all other feelings would fall. Love is not love without trusting in who you are, Pride isn't pride without trusting in what you have done, So you see, with trust all these other emotions have only begun. The life of a poet could be perceived in a dramatic movie, But is that the life I have when you take a look at me? I can share with you my thoughts, my dreams, and fears. I can let you know through these words what I have felt through the years. Open the doors for you to s

Stupidity
"People are stupid; given proper motivation, almost anyone will believe almost anything. Because people are stupid, they will believe a lie because they want to believe it's true, or because they are afraid it might be true. People's heads are full of knowledge, facts, and beliefs, and most of it is false, yet they think it all true. People are stupid; they can only rarely tell the difference between a lie and the truth, and yet they are confident they can, and so are all the easier to fool." Terry Goodkind "Wizard's First Rule" (pg. 560)

Wondering Why?
I wont ever understand men ever! I dont think we are to understand the opposite sex...keeps us guessing but anyway... Why the hell do you men lie? I know before you say it women lie to but I want to hear from the men as to why...If you dont think someone is pretty or isnt what you thought why bother in hurting that person by telling them that they are? Or the thing that really pisses me off is I will call you later and make plans then the phone dont ring,....ever from that person! I have had some issues lately with this kind of stuff makes me really pissed off. This is why I hate dating and being single. I am not a 6 ft blue eyed blonde who is stick thin. But if you are going to judge me on my looks then I dont need you anyway. Im not one to judge on looks...shit the men I have had that are handsome end up cheating anyway so no thanks!!! Why does dating have to be so damn hard???????????

Thinking Of Leaving Fubar Should I Drop Me An E-mail Please!!!
well shall i stay or go not sure just doing some thinking. if care read if ya don't who gives a fuck!!! message me let me know or leave some comments no comments by next wekk fuck it i'm gone!! to all my friends and family love you all and to all the BBW'S YOU ARE FUCKING HOTT LOVE TO HAVE SOME CRAZY NIGHTS WITH YOU!!! LATER JIM

Recent Mumm
seems that the repost from someones mumm turned out that the person was found so i removed the mumm but not before a few people got rude with others about it witch is grammer school people now this subject hits verry close to home for me as i have lost a few freinds exactly the same way i was only trying to help find this person i have had the original poster remove it so it dont happen again just want to say im sorry did not realize she was found

Its Done
I did the hardest thing I have ever done yesterday. Stanly was "put down" I was there with him when it was done. I needed to be there, he needed to see me not some stranger. He needed to know he was loved. It was kind of peaceful, he just fell asleep. He looked so at peace finally, no more pain. It was terrible to watch but I am glad I was with him, scratching his ear. He is in a field now and will become part of nature. I will miss my baby but I am glad he is not hurting any more!!

Hey All
hey all i'm the only surviving member of a party and since i have a space on fubar i decided to leave a blog... i don't really like having these sort of things cuase i like to live a real live other then a digital life but since i have nothing really to do i guess i will do this... got started cuz of a friend and i don't really know y i started this but i did anyway.... anyway like i said i'm a only surviving memeber of this party but it's kinda funny cuz i'm two years older then anyone else and i don't know anyone of my caliber not like i'm anything special... in fact I don't really stay up this late (three days none stop) but anyway drop me a line if you want but i wish that i knew some people of my own type.... not to really be racist or anything selective of any generality.... idk... i'm really drunk!

Adult Style Christmas...lol
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

Something Toooooo Remember
I have learned in life that when you mess up and deny it it only will make things worse when the situation arises that you are forced to admit your mistake. Just come forth from the moment the messup or mistack happens and admit it. Tell the person that you know that you are wrong you say that you are wrong and that all you can do is apologize and be sure to try not to repeat your mistack again. I have personally made that mistack one to many times in my life and lost one to many ppeople out of my life bacuase of it. I have vowed to myself never to do this again, and so far I have kept to my word to myself. How well do you think you are doing on this issue, and how well will you do if you change to doing what is right on this issue? Remember one thing in life... Your past is always going to be your past, there is no way to change it, all you can do is learn from it and try not to repeat the mistakes made in it... Your future is only what you choose to make of it, Good or b

What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What alcohol are you??PATRONEYou are a laid back and relaxed drinker! Patrone is one of the most finest tequillas known! It also shows you have a very expensive taste on your tongue!! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Sad
His grandma found him... She called the ambulance... He was in the hospital for three days until his dad, mom, and grandparents decided it was best to pull the plug. If they hadn't, he would have lived a life of just laying there...not able to do a damn thing. He couldn't do anything...his organs weren't working properly... They don't know how long the circulation was cut off...but obviously it had been awhile since his body wasn't functioning properly. The reason behind him doing this to himself is beyond me...what I do know is how his mom was...how things had been for him in the past. He didn't live the life a kid should have lived...for his age, he had been through some shit...shit kids shouldn't go through. Yes every single person goes through drama, hard times, and bullshit in their lives...but the sad thing is it's us people who fuck life up for others. It's those of us who lie, pretend, and hurt others. Those of us who just don't give a fuck about anyone but ourselves, beca

Quotes
Love is patient and kind, love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irriable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged. It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful and endures though every circumstance. Love will last forever.

Offensive People
Being a psychology student, I am not surprisingly interested in why people behave the way they do. This site is a dissertation waiting to happen. For example: Have you noticed the amount of people that make rude offensive comments with no provocation and seemingly no good reason for doing so? Have you noticed that people say nasty things to others apparently just to be saying something..anything? I rarely interact with others on this site...and that's not necessarily by choice. The main reason I don't is because most everyone seems to have an agenda for being here...not interacting, but getting votes, or blasts, or rank, or popularity. This is another interesting facet of this site for me. The amount of people who are on this site to fulfill some need for attention without giving something of themselves. The idea that if you post some naughty photos of yourself, you'll instantly gain status. And it appears that most people are base enough that it works more often th

The Story Of Bubba
Bubba was born on a cold and snowy Sunday night on the 13th of Feburary in 1977 he came into this world at 8:43 pm. And you now the saying eat shit and die well Bubba ate shit before he was born and was a sick little boy. They shipped him to a special neo natal clinic for premie babies he stayed there for 9 days then we brought him home. if i knew how he was going to turn out i would of left him there. thats all for now folks there will be another writing in a few days

We Cant Forget
We Can't Forget Some would say we should forget the events of years gone by, Forgive and forget, they would say, Just let sleeping dogs lie. Then there are some, of which I'm one, who say we can't let go, We can't forget the horrible wrongs that hurt our people so. We can't forget Wounded Knee, Sand Creek or the Trail of Tears, Because the things that happened there still happen after all these years. People are still forced from their homes, still driven from their land. The government still dominates our people with a hard and merciless hand. Promise are still not kept, Treaties are still broken, the government has reneged on every word it's spoken. We must keep fresh the memory of the ones who've gone before, and not forget the awful pain they bore. To honor them we must remember the high price they paid, The suffering that they endured and the sacrifices they made. We must keep and teach the traditions they held dear. A

I Be Tsalagi (cherokee)
I Be Tsalagi This morning I looked in the mirror, I stared intensely at what I saw, Trying to figure out if it was My eyes, my nose or my jaw. Maybe it's my ears, I thought, or maybe it's my chin, I'm sure that I will figure out what is my "part' that is Indian. Maybe it's my arms or hands or some little internal gland, I sure hope I can soon find out what "part" is Indian. You see to some that means a lot to them it's a big deal, So maybe it's my knees or toes or maybe my left heel. But, you see, I don't understand what this "part" stuff means, Because in my heart I know just who and what I be. That from the top of my Tsalagi head, to the tip of my Tsalagi toes, With every beat of my Tsalagi heart Every fiber of me knows That it is not the "degree of blood" That makes me what I be. It is the spirit of Tsalagi that dwells within, you see. So with every breath I take I'm as sure as I can be that I BE TSALAGI!!

Rose Petal Cottage
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Warrior Of The Wind
Warrior Of The Wind Across the sky as the night winds blow I hear your voice, great Warrior of long ago Oh, Mighty Warrior, my brother of the wind who stood proud with spirit unwilling to bend Who rode painted ponies over prairies and hills while I must ride gas-guzzling automobiles You rode the plains to galloping hoof beats while I'm confined to over crowded city streets Yet we are the same you and I... Our love of Mother Earth and Father sky From the time of our Mother's birth Indians have been keepers of the earth Our Sacred ground now covered in parking lots and our images used for team sport mascots... Great Warrior, your voice ever calls to me Giving my spirit strength and dignity... Oh Great Warrior who rides the wind how wonderful it must have been to have seen the splendor of your time You, whose warrior spirit touches mine One day I too will ride the wind Where the spirit has no end...

I Am The Blood Left Standing
I Am The Blood Left Standing I hear the voice of the Cherokee crying out in the night. I hear the voice of the lone wolf answer. Is this also my plight? On the horizon of many moons, I see the legends and hear them speak. I cry the tears of the Cherokee, they run freely down my cheek. You cannot take back what you have lost... or what has been taken from you. You can only ask the spirits to somehow see you through. For it is written in Cherokee blood spilled upon the land... I am the blood left standing. I hold the future in my hand. I will not crawl or grovel meekly this time. But I will not be denied... that which is mine. My forefather's left the spirits to guide me to this place... perhaps to prove to you I am also part of this human race. So look me in the eye, meet my gaze forthright. I am declaring my heritage, my birth and my right. 'Finder's keepers'. 'Loser's weepers'. I don't subscribe to this rhym

Online Drama Bullshit!
Is that now I KNOW...I am not the only one who has experienced the wrath of Hitler! I will not mention names, but it's nice to know that I am not the only one who has had to deal with that shit. I have no hard feelings against the majority of the hotties, however, when some of the hotties come to my page, rate me 1 and then block me, I know that a) they are afraid of not standing behind their "leader" and b) they have no minds of their own. I'm glad I'm not apart of that group anymore! No more drama. If you're causing it, stay the fuck off my page! Feel free to rate me a 1 and block me. I don't really give a shit. Post nasty comments in my comments section! I wont even delete them... In the previous blogs, i mentioned "e-mails"...these are those emails. read the bottom one...than the next one up is his response, and so forth...very top one is from him, but that was the last e-mail, so it didn't say "spewed forth from" for some reason... *****************************************

Blushes
This poem was write by a very special friend of mine for me...thank you Fred.** big hugs hun** My words, like sweet soft lips touching the erogenous zones of your mind Make you blush Fairies dance lighly down your spine When I whisper to you And you blush an almost felt, long distance kiss on your neck, just below the ear You blush Your head tilted to the right, and down hands clenched Blushing I adore blushes F.M.

Nsfw Pics
Guys if you want to see some of me and my friends nsfw pics please read.If i do let you,you will have 20 min to look,rate,comment or whatever then you will be removed from my fam sorry. There is no way to really regulate everyones payment. Sorry if it takes me a few mins to let you in be patient if you paid i will. Thank you 1000 bucks for slightly nsfw friends. 5000 bucks for nsfw friends. 10000 for me msfw. 20000 for me my friend and our little friend. P.S. yes the nsfw is not safe i've managed to get by the man for now so i still get all the points to. DO NOT! Send gifts when i am not on trying to pass off something you bought at happy hour as full price. NO GIFTS. BUCKS!!!.tks If you would like to see my pics and you are a girl add me to your fam and i will add you to mine. If i am not on line when you do, as soon as i am i will add you to. If you do not have any pics of you for me to get wet over don't add me but you can ask if you see me on i might let you see th

Why Do I See What I See
so i decided to enter a show Called Hells kitchen.. im waiting for the info and if i can make it to an audition at a city near me im doing it ...if not im still putting in an application .... .. if anyone knows the show they know the host gordan ramsey will yell throw things and is just ruthless.. and anyone thats worked with me knows i can take it .. ive bought the patch already and preparing to quit smoking cigs i chose this date for 2 reasons it will be nice enough my spirits will be high and most people who celbrate it by smoking and getting high so to be funny im stopping that day .. wish me luck as i prepare myself mentally physically and emotionally yes more and more people get paired off and where am i ?

Interesting Facts
To begin, it has been established that MDMA affects the brains of humans and lower primates differently, especially in terms of long-term changes. In both animals, MDMA causes a reduction in the concentration of serotonin transporters (SERTs) in the brain. Baboons who were given a neurotoxic dose of MDMA only showed partial regrowth of SERTs when scanned a year later. Serotonin is a neurotransmitter that is known to play a role in regulating sleep patterns, mood, feelings of well-being, concentration, digestion. One hypothesis of the pathophysiology fibromyalgia causation is a dysregulation of serotonin and norepinephrine in the neural synapse, contributing to many associated fibromyalgia symptoms.

A Story..................
They entered the bedroom holding hands, both of their palms wet with sweat. They were nervous......excited and giddy with anticipation. They stopped next to the bed, turning to face one another. She looked up into his eyes, feeling the excitement she felt the first time she had seen him. He felt the butterflies in his belly as he looked down upon the most beautiful woman he had ever laid his eyes on. He placed his hands on her waist and bent his head down to kiss her ever so soft lips. She responded by placing her arms around his neck, pulling herself towards him, darting her tongue into his mouth, searching for his tongue, wanting this moment to be more than special. As their bodies molded themselves into one, he slowly unbuttoned her blouse, letting it fall from her shoulders to the floor, She felt his warm hands on her bare flesh, almost trembling at the electric shock it brought to her nerve endings. He ran his hands down her sides, feeling the curve of her body, his hands

Anime And Manga Sites
deathnote welcome to the n.h.k. highschool of the dead JOJO'S BIZARRE ADVENTURE phoenix black jack one piece monster berserk fruits basket devil man naruto vampire knight avalon high vampire kisses genshiken XXXholic paradise kiss bleach battle royale tenjho tenge DNAngel hellsing blood alone air gear samurai deeper masca .hack//(all them) loveless Love hina dai tokai ni hoero hunter x hunter ai yori aoshi vagabond GANTZ eden "its an endless word" chrono crusade akira kiseiju full metal panic negima magister negi magi elfen lied rurouni kenshin battle angel alita shin vampire miyu ranma 1/2 chobits zombie loan Higurashi no naku koro ni priest demon diary doreamon kare kano slam dunk this list is in no order and spans all genres of anime (warning kinda long) bleach neon genesis evangelion cowboy bebop naruto claymore d. grayman trigun gun grave akira berserk outlaw star fruit baskets elfen lied death note kimi ga nozo

Sword/defense Sites
www.trueswords.com great selection, fast shipping, good prices- awesome site 5/5 www.twiggystreasures.com good selection, pretty good prices- yet to use so 3/5 Budk.com nice selection, good prices.-yet to use so 3/5 prometheus-imports.com not really sword heavy but great site, alot of other nice stuff -4/5

Winter Time
Well old year 2007 did die :( with a lot of good memories good and bad times :D a year I made lot of friends here on Fubar, you guys did make me laugh, made me both sad and happy and I did enjoy every moment in every way. Some real friends going to read this and I love you for being real 2008 did come, young year, new one with a lot of hope and I am happy that I am going to spend it with all of you. May god be on our side to show us real path of love, tolerance and trust. Hope all of you find real happiness, and you that did find that happiness keep in mind one thing "Love is like a fire, if you don't feed it with heat and warm love it will die, so don't let it happen other way" Well it is enough from me for now and I wish you very happy night with funny safe celebration LOVE YOU ALL Dino Well, here is me sitting writing few words for my friends and fubar family :D I am going to celebrate Xmas up the Mountains gone for 10 days so behave and I'll bring you some cool pics

An Effin Broken Ankle!
My husband and I are 37 years old. This January we will be celbrating our 19th Annivesary. We have 2 children. Our daughter will be 9 on the 27th, and our son turned 4 in September. On Wednesday morning, at 1AM my husband fractured his Left Distal Fibula (ankle). It is the first broken bone he has ever had. Sure, there have been some illnesses, but nothing that has lasted longer than a week. The doctor says it will be 6 to 8 weeks before my hubby can walk without crutches. It's Saturday morning, now and I am tired. I have dark circles under my eyes, my skin is dry, and my hair seems a little limp. This injury has made me a single parent, and given me an extra person to take care of. I don't know how I am going to make it through this, but I know I can do it. Question is, will I do it with grace, or by the skin of my teeth? I am blessed with a "mother hen" instinct, but I have only been left to do everything myself a few times, and never longer than 5 days.

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When Times Are Tough
today i found out my best friend of 20 years. lost her youngest son in a car accident. and it about made my heart fall to the floor. and i talked to my kids and they think things are tough which they are. but i tell them it could always be worse. then i told them about my best friend. and im thankful every day afor my kids and my family and i still have them. so the next time you get down and out and think things cant get any worse think about how you still have your family maybe even kids that didnt die way to early. and be greatful for what you have instead of what you dont have Create a playlist at MixPod.com http://pl.st/p/22741083659

Struggles Of The Mind....+
Imagine my friend, a forever closing box, A closing box forever open, what a paradox? Imagine now, that you've been in this cave, An unreachable light, making you it's slave. Imagine that soon you will have the strength, Into the light, escaping the box at any length. /Thats what I wanna do/ Imagine that! J. Koblitz In this time, of suffocating fury. I find myself, my judge and jury. I claw at earth, gasping for breath. I cling to life, to escape my death. All I inhale are large clumps of dirt. Every breath out, shows all my hurt. But claw and gasp and choke I do. for dirt and hurt won't keep me from you. And you not bein, anyone else! Then my own future, my own self! I just want to claw above this earth I see. I just want to be happy, being me. J. Koblitz

Write It On The Back Of Your Envelopes
I THINK THIS A GREAT IDEA. I WILL START WRITING THIS ON FRONTOF ALL MY ENVELOPES, TOO! You may have heard in the news that the Post Office has been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST! . "The law, they say, is being violated. Anyway, I heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all write "IN GOD WE TRUST " on the back of all our mail...after all, that is our national motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. I think it is a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. It has been reported that 86% of Americans believe in God. Therefore, I have a very hard time understanding why there is such a mess about having "In God We Trust"on our money and having God in the pledge of Allegiance. Could it be that WE just need to take action and tell the 14% to sit down and shut up?

Vision
fast beating hearts induces thoughts of death. fears and panics entrapped in this head. gets dark and cold deep within this mind. thoughts race with the vision in place. imagining destruction. daydreams in a nightmare flight. palms sweaty, eyes closed. its got control!! cant move, cant run. there's no where out of this!! mental movie has begun. get the popcorn, it's gonna be a while. takin a trip through your mental case mind. reality..... miles away. hiding under the covers, thinkin deaths on the other side. trembles and shakes keep your ass in place! morbid visions of whats on the other side. demons, or even a blood soaked psycho comin to get ya!! real sounds intensify..increasing the heart race. visioning the sound maker as death comin closer. holy shit.... this is it... death is here to take ya!! induced courage causes contiplation of a peak. mental voices scream, craziness is all this is

Random Shizzzzznit
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Common Courtesy
The following is an e-mail I sent to Fubar support about a couple of very frequently occurring problems I have on here. Just wondering if many other people are having the same problems? If you are, I'd like to suggest that you also write Fubar support about them too,because only the squeaky wheel gets the grease, and I'm sure if no one else is complaining about these things, they won't do anything about it... but if several of you also have these same problems and let Fubar know about it, they might actually do something about it! These are just very annoying to me and I'm hoping they can fix it! Anyway, here is the e-mail I sent which explains the problems.... There is two VERY annoying things I find on this site quite regular... I wish there could be something done about these two items as it just frustrates me to no end because they happen so often! The first item is that many, many times when I'm typing in the shout box, the damn box just closes on me for some unknown reas

Who Knows
I don't know if I should even be trying to think when I am tired... but I have been nonetheless sitting and thinking.... about what? I have No idea. So does it matter should it matter, am I just too tired to even be rational in my thought process. This has been one of the fastest passing yrs in my life, yet it feels as if this last month is just dragging. I so look forward to 2008, a fresh start, a new beginning, or maybe more of the same shit new year. Maybe it is time for me to just go to bed and see what I feel like when I wake up.

What The....?
For his birthday, little Joseph asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His father said, "Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is $280,000 & your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can afford it." The next day the father saw little Joseph heading out the front door with a suitcase. So he asked, "Son, where are you going?" little Joseph told him; "I was walking past your room last night and heard you telling mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to wait because she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here by myself with a $280,000 mortgage & no bike."

Updates On Krazy Kuder
Well, since my last blogging rant, I have ceased to be a DJ because I lost the net at home and for a few other reasons as well. And because I can't control my girlfriend's actions in the lounge I formerly worked at it seems that I have "personal problems" that have to be worked out at home so I can be UNBANNED from that lounge... Smells fishy to me, but whatever. I was glad for the good times I had as a DJ and in that lounge, Which I will not name because they don't want me to start any drama for them, and because I don't really feel like being a jackass right now and causing drama... Maybe later though, but for now, I will behave, at least as well as I can... ROFLMMFAO Hey ya'll, you've been here for me since I joined and now I would like a chance to show you what you are missing by not listening to me spin some tunes @ The Darkness Falls lounge. Please stop by and try us out. I DJ there Wed, Sat, and Sunday. I rock the joint from 4pm til 8pm. That's RIGHT! They let me control the tun