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For All Who Can't Read
Ok for all of you fu's who either CANNOT read or just plain REFUSE to read my profile and how I feel about certain things, I have a video here for you that will show you the results of your silly behaviors. Getting in my shoutbox about nsfw pics, getting in my shout saying you can make me feel real good in bed, emailing me similar requests, and stalking will result in you starring in this video. Please do not put yourself in this position LOL! Please watch video to get the picture. BRB...gonna take a shower!

Boredom
Time fly by nowadays and everyday almost is the same as any other day. People change around me but I stay the same lost in myself. Not sure what to do, or if it even matters if I try anymore. But I still have hope for better times but just not sure when those times will come. Hopefully they come tomorrow or maybe the day after that. There is nothing to gain by feeling down most of the time, or maybe sadness is something to gain? Well hopefully soon enough though I will find something that gives some happiness again. Since feeling down just stats to getting old. Just doing the same things over and over, just ain't feeling any fun anymore. Just makes me feeling bored but still I continue doing it, because I can't find anything else to do. If I just knew what I wanted to do with my life instead of going from one day to another just waisting my time. All I'm left with is dreams that just seams impossible to ever being able to accomplish. Well maybe because I aim real

My Book Pages On Myspace
For those of you who still have and use a MySpace account, stop by my book page next time you log on and check them out. http://www.myspace.com/dittmomsbook http://www.myspace.com/kidsbook2007 http://www.myspace.com/funnykidsstories

Movie Reviews
Movie Reviews Surf’s Up 2007 Nene Rate: 10 Genres: Action/Adventure and Comedy Running Time: 1 hr. 25 min. Release Date: June 8th, 2007 (wide) MPAA Rating: PG for mild language and some rude humor. Distributors: Sony Pictures Releasing, Sony Pictures Releasing International U.S. Box Office: $58,867,694 Cody is a teenage penguin who wants to be a champion surfer. When he was a baby, he met a champion surfer named Big Z. Big Z became Cody’s idol. One day a talent scout came to Cody’s town looking for surfers for a contest. Cody goes to Hawaii for a big surf contest. The animation is great and I always like how these stories have morals. And for some reason many of these animated stories involve a child who has been orphaned by one of his parents as with Bambi, Dumbo, Finding Nemo, and many other movies. Cody’s father died when he was young so it is only natural that he would seek out a father figure like Big Z. Cody is a very relatable character. He is a bit

Im Finally Free
Out of nowhere u came into my life and just swept me off my feet!! Everytime i see ur face my heart soars when you talk 2 me my heart melts i have never felt so beautiful and loved... I never imagined i could love someone so much,or feel so loved and happy the feeling u give to me is like nothing i have ever felt befor and i promise 2 always love and cherish u for always

Rain / Sunshine
It is raining... now. I like it when I'm cosy, warm and don't have to go anywhere... This is a home-type rain. I like it when I'm sad, walking in the rain without an umbrella helps me hide my tears... And the dull weather suits my mood. Seems that the sky is crying with me and knows my pain. This is a friend-type rain. I like it after a long drought. The smell of rain is great then and it is so expected and needed. This is a refreshing rain. I like it first time in spring. It washes the grumpy snow away and helps the grass get green and is usually mild and warm. This is a greening and washing rain :p Any more rains YOU like?

Don't You Just Hate It? ? ? ?
1). Don't you just hate it ...When someone posts pics labeled NSFW ...and the show nothing (maybe the waist band of a pantie)I'm talking about the ones that could not get a teenager with raging hormones excited. 2). Don't you just hate it ...The "Me in the Shower" Pic ... lets get with it folks ... it's old news. 3). Don't you just hate it ... When you find a profile with the most Sexual title you could find (that include but not limited to words like: Naughty, Sinful, fornicated, sexaholic, Your next wet dream ...) Like the old saying goes ... "If you talk the talk... don't post pics that are too mild for DEFAULT. 4). Don't you just hate it ... When you open a new profile that has caught your eye or intrest, you read the profile, rate it, Fan it.. and open the pics and EVERYTHING IS SET TO PRIVATE. Lets face it ladies ... if general pics are that private you should be in a convent not on FUBAR. 5).(This is one of my PET PIVES) Don't you just hate it ... When you meet

Men's Answer To Maxine!!
Men's answer to Maxine. We knew it was going to happen, but we just didn't know when. Here it is, men's answer to Maxine! MAX Men strike back! How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ------------------------------------------------------------ Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. ------------------------------------------------------------ Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows Them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------ ------ How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------ How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clo

The Rant House
Ok so I signed up for this Fubar thing, because a friend of mine is on here. Because I love her to pieces I decided to check it out. First, it was confusing as shit. So... I laid back and didn't come back until a month or so later. I went to her house and we were fooling around in the site. As I see how much she's in here, I figured "what the hell..." So as time passes I'm slowly figuring this out with the generous help of other fubars. I get sucked into a few things first. I played the "bored" game where you rate shit like hot or not. So I'm being honest and rating with 2s and 5s... because well some people put up fucked up pictures. I can't help it's a bad pic and I'm being honest. BUT I didn't know it was telling them then it was ME doing it. LMAO So I get a lot of mad peeps. Oh well. SORRY!!! I just won't rate like that anymore, I'll keep going if I think your picture is shit! LMFAO :P It's a fucking website for shits sake!! Do you LIVE your life here? So anyway...

Apologies
Hi All! As I was rating one of my friend's pics, my computer went "nutso"! Sooooooooo, to everyone who has rated me today, I am sorry for not being able to return the love thus far! But, rest assured, I will get back to you sometime today! Please accept my sincerest apologies!

When The World Falls Away
Life is a riddle, much we don't know, where will we run to, where nobody knows, the hurt in our heart, and all the loss in our soul, no one to guide us, we face the unknown, as we walk in the darkness, we are never alone, we are all on this journey, and our paths sometimes meet, just getting to know you, a gift I'll cherish so sweet, keeping you right here inside me, safe and warm, we will be forever together, When The World Falls Away...

Nintendo Wii
Nintendo Wii Click here to buy Nintendo Wii The Wii is the fifth home video game console released by Nintendo. The console is the direct successor to the Nintendo GameCube. Nintendo states that its console targets a broader demographic than that of Microsoft's Xbox 360 and Sony's PlayStation 3, but it competes with both as part of the seventh generation of gaming systems. A distinguishing feature of the console is its wireless controller, the Wii Remote, which can be used as a handheld pointing device and can detect acceleration in three dimensions. Another is WiiConnect24, which enables it to receive messages and updates over the Internet while in standby mode. Nintendo first spoke of the console at the 2004 E3 press conference and later unveiled the system at the 2005 E3. Satoru Iwata revealed a prototype of the controller at the September 2005 Tokyo Game Show. At E3 2006, the console won the first of several awards. By December 8, 2006, it completed its launch in

" Mom Helen I Want You Well "
I WANT MOM HELEN TO GET WELL , AND MY KAGE TO BE STRONGE " I LOVE YOU KAGE WITH ALL OF ME CHERIE " YOUR BABYDOLL FOREVER & ALWAYS Free Comments & Graphics Codes Free Comments & Graphics Codes

Would You
HEY I JUST I THOUGHT I WOULD LET EVERYONE KNOW WHO DOESN'T KNOW ALREADY.I AM HAVING A LITTLE BOY. I AM DUE SOMETIME IN MARCH AND I ALREADY HAVE ONE CHILD, A SON WHOM IS 18MONTHS, AND I LOVE BEING A MOM. BUT ANOTHER LITTLE BOY IS ON HIS WAY AND WILL MAKE AN APPERENCE IN MARCH. 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u fuck me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard/want me to fuck you hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answ

Military
Soldier Of Honor 'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWE

My Feelings
I have seen everything going on lately on here and to all my friends, family, and fans Im not taking sides because I have a lot of great friends on here and I dont want to lose any of you but can we please stop all the drama and bashing. A lot of you know me and you all know that I try to stay out of everything. I just dont want lose some great people I have on here..I know some of you may not agree with what Im saying but Im sorry I had to get my feelings out because Im not picking sides I care about all my friends..so if you decide you dont want to be my friend I wont hold it against you at all. So please dont make me choose between any of you

Tell Me
Tell me about the law of gravity that states anything that goes up must come down and i will introduce you to the law of aerodynamics that states that it is possible that something can go up and remain there. Before this year runs out, u shall find urself somewhere that u cant even bring urself down. Your blessings shall never come down, u shall never fail, the law of gravity will never work in your finances, business, family, all area of your life etc. Stay blessed. The devil is a liar. You may be going through a tough time right now but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that only He can. Keep the faith.

Is This 4 U
I heard the music when true love called, a song sent from heaven on silver wings. The whole world was dreaming, wisps of light streaming, as the stars spilled their magic upon you and me. The tune was more lovely than the nightingale's song, more delicate than a rose weeping, yet as powerful as the sun leaping to shed golden ribbons in herald of dawn. And I bow down before you, the one my eyes have longed to behold, my lonely heart pining, love Light shining, I swear that I shall love and adore you

A Father
A father was reading a newspaper. He didn't want to be disturbed by his little girl, so he cut out a map of the world, tore it to pieces and gave it to her to assemble. After a while, she returned to him with the map all in perfect order, every piece in its place. The surprised father said, "Honey, you don't know anything about geography, so how did you do it?" The innocent girl replied, "The picture of Jesus is at the back of this map and I knew if I have Jesus in the right place, the whole world would be perfect." Have a blessed day

Can't Win 4 Losing
Can't Win For Losing I cannot think of one thing that I ever regretted doing until now. I regret that I hurt my friend. I regret how I handled that entire situation. I knew how my friend felt about me. I cannot sit here and say I did not have a clue. I regret that I hurt a really good friend. In spite of myself, I am now by myself. Because he was just that to me: a friend. The one thing I truly needed more than all else. And yet I hurt him because of my preferences of what I wanted in a man, a mate and not what I needed in a friend. I lost a good friend. I wanted a kind, gentle, loving man. A man who would respect me to no end, a man who would make love to my mind, my body, my soul internally. A man that could share every part of himself with me, as himself. A man who was not solely interested in my body, but who I am as a person. A man who I am not only attracted to in regard to appearance but encompassing his mind and the way he thinks. With the exception of the last statement, I had

My Fubar Family
I have seen the bully's and the blogs by most of you. I have friends on both sides of this fence. I am stayin in the middle and out of the drama and bashing. I love all my friends and family and I dont want to lose any of them over this. I have already had the feeling that a few will leave over all of this and i hope they know how much they have meant to me but i understand why they are doing what they are. I will not take sides or chose who i speak to because of this, i will now and always will be me. I hope that everyone understands and knows that this comes from my heart.

Thank You.
To those who know me ... Thank you for your love and friendship without which ... I would feel lost. To those i angered or hurt.. I am sorry. I know i can never make it up but am willing to try. Thank you for your time. Goodbye.

Just Shit On My Mind
I've been deep in thought here. I've noticed a contradiction in Fubar's ratings of what's NSFW and what's not NSFW. I've been to many a members sites and this contradiction has popped up many times. There have been photos which I and most ppl out there would categorize as a NON-NSFW photo yet for some reason the FUBAR powers that be have rated this photo NSFW. Why I ask myself and others out there? This shouldn't be a difficult decision to make. If any body part which would be covered on a beach lets say is covered in a photo, then it should NOT be catigorized as NSFW. If this specific body part is not covered in the photo then it SHOULD be catigorized as NSFW. This is too simple. Why are photos of non-nudity blocked and in some cases photos of nudity not blocked? Get it right and be consistiant. It's that easy. Just shit on my mind is all. I was browsing my page and took notice at the aray of eye candy which always makes the famous Fubar Spotlight area on the right side of everyones p

Ugghh..ty 4 The Points Loser
· $bigtimer$ rated your photo a '1'! 3 min ago Then he shouted me and told me not to hate and blocked me.... LOL Loser....if you are so bold to rate people 1's, then don't hide behind the block button coward!!! By the way, thanks for the points boy. shelby@ fubar shelby rated your photo a '3'! Yawn....another loser!

Join Studio 54 - The Best Lounge On Fubar!
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50065 Be Hip, Be Cool, make new friends and get TIPSY! Join the best Fubar Lounge and tell them ThePurplePrincess4u sent you! I promise you will be happy you joined! Birthday Club for members too! Thanks for reading my first blog!

1977-2007
Enjoy the trip from 1977 to 2007.. ...... . 1977: Long hair 2007 : Longing for hair 1977: KEG 2007: EKG 1977 : Acid rock 2007 : Acid reflux 1977 : Moving to California because it's cool 2007 : Moving to Arizona because it's warm 1977 : Trying to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 2007: Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 1977 : Seeds and stems 2007 : Roughage 1977 : Hoping for a BMW 2007: Hoping for a BM 1977 : Going to a new, hip joint 2007 : Receiving a new hip joint 1977 : Rolling Stones 2007: Kidney Stones 1977 : Screw the system 2007: Upgrade the system 1977 : Disco 2007: Costco 1977 :

My Fucking Life....:(
WELL WOUNDT YOU KNOW IT.....THINGS ARE REALY TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE. GUESS MY DREAMS CAN JUST BE FUCKED ALL THE TIME. BUST MY ASS TOO FUCKING MUCH ONLY TO GET LET DOWN. I WONT BE WORKINGMY DREAM JOB LIKE I ONCE THOUGH ANS WAS LEAD TO BELIEVE. SO AS OF RIGHT NOW I WONT BE MOVING....WONT BE GOING TO DAYTONA AND WONT BE LIVING MY DREAM.......I JUST FUCKING GIVE UP!!!!!!! PLEASE DONT TELL ME IM TOO NEGATIVE CAUSE THATS NOT GONNA WORK THIS TIME....I WAS SO POSITIVE WITH THIS AND MAKING PLANS TO FOLLOW MY DREAMS AND THINK FOR MY SELF THIS ONE TIME AND NOT THINK ABOUT ANYONE ELSE AND IT STILL BACK FIRED.............I ALMOST THINK IM JUST GONNA MOVE THE FUCK BACK HOME AND SAY FUCK IT. I TRUELY FEEL SO FUCKING HEART BROKEN AND I ONLY HAVE MYSELF TO BLAME...THIS TIME IT WASNT A FEMALE OR A FRIEND....I DINT LOSE ANYONE(THANKFULLY).......I FEEL LIKE IVE MADE SO MANY SACRIFICES IN MY LIFE THAT FOR ONCE I WAS GETTING SOMEWHERE AND ALL THE SACRIFICES IVE MADE AND THE SHIT IVE PUT MYSELF THROU

The 1912-s Nickel
As i stated earlier, I am a coin collector and prices of coins are based upon demand and the amount that were minted. I researched a certain series nickel that was minted from 1883 til 1912. There was a low mintage in 1885 1.4 million, and the price of that coin is going for about $480.00 in good condition. Then i noticed that in 1912, the mintage dropped drastically to 238,000. The value on this coin is only $175. in good.I asked myself, how come the 238,000 mintage is worth less than the 1.4 million mintage? I wanted the 1912-s coin to go up in price so i started to buy them in quantity from dealers that submitted the prices to the price guide. I called dealers from california, washington state, new york, texas. and a few other states Taking whatever they had. I also bought them towards the end of the year so they would remember my purchases fresh as they sent them to the editor of the price guide. I purchased 42 nickels and put myself a roll togather. The price guide c

To All The Fighting Men Everywhere
am i so easy for the soldiers and sailors i feel for every man who comes along my heart goes out to all the men who are alone and oversea fighting for freedom that we so much enjoy love to write about the men and their loves i also write about sadness which i dont love write because it helps clear my mind love the comments written about them will listen to a sad love song feel the joy of the tune and lyrics i am all hip hop with a lil salsa thown in Brandy's have you ever will mellow out my mood Thank you to all who serve in our military!!! i can not do enough for you our military in my own way i try to do as much as i can to always show you what you are fighting for

Love
dont let your memory fade of me you will always be with me but old memory fades fast if all you remember is i love you dont let your memory fade of me memories are for you and me I'll be lying here beside you i will always love you dont let your memory fade of me old memories fade new ones are made for always and forever of you memories are words you string so well dont let your memory fade of me Once again now One more time new memories are made by you of a single embrace forever

Announcement
i changed my other profile to "friends only" instead of family only. why? cuz i dont care if any of you look at whats in there. its not an "everyone" folder because its NSFW content and well people should have to work for it a lil bit :P. have fun

Broken Dollz And Shows!
So the past week has been very exiting yet has left me very dehydrated haha. First all the shows that have been in town have just been overwhelming... My set will be coming out on Nov.. 16th on Broken Dollz for one.... Drove out to Baton Rouge to see Psyclone Nine and Merazene from chicago. It was the first time seeing Merazene and we where pretty impressed :) I figured they where going to be another Dope rip off band but they still had there own style, you could definitely tell they are used to playing in front of a lot of people... and after they got off stage we where able to talk with the singer for a while. He was a really friendly guy and it turns out he used to play with Bile! If you ever get a chance to talk with him you need to, he is a really funny guy. Then Psyclone came on and totally rocked the house, they only got a half an hour set so most of there intros where skipped but they still rocked my socks :D I bought a bunch of merch, got stuff signed (oh yeah i am a fa

Car Keys
Put your car keys beside your bed at night. If you hear a noise outside your home or someone trying to get in your house, just press the panic button for your car. The alarm will be set off, and the horn will continue to sound until either you turn it off or the car battery dies. This tip came from a neighborhood watch coordinator. Next time you come home for the night and you start to put your keys away, think of this: It's a security alarm system that you probably already have and requires no installation. Test it. It will go off from most everywhere inside your house and will keep honking until your battery runs down or until you reset it with the button on the key fob chain. It works if you park in your driveway or garage If your car alarm goes off when someone is trying to break in your house, odds are the burglar or rapist won't stick around... after a few seconds all the neighbors will be looking out their windows to see who is out there and sure enough t

Let's Ride!
Hmmmm, well I am single again.....been asked out a couple times this week. Was suppose to go to a biker event with the club RKMCMD4, they are having a ball tonight. But it is across the bridge and didn't want to leave Bryan and go that far. So John thank you for asking me to join ur friends!!! Tomorrow going to get my saddle bags can't wait!!!! Talked to harley about the new exhust pipes.....shit I got approved for another bike...I was gonna get. More of a touring bike. If I had more experience I would go and get it but need to learn on this one first. And now that I have Chris to ride with, well when the weather permits now LOL, its alll good. Hugs my friends

Died Friends
all my frinds say they"ll be there 4 me but there never there when I need 2 talk I loved 1 of them more as girlfriend then a friend i was all ways there 4 her but when I needed her help she was no where 2 be found Ive found that some people are better 2 keep your distance from or theyll just fuck u over & over again! I need 2 find some1 i can trust & not have to worry about them stabing me in the back & u know who u are ! you should be lock up or shot with a bow through the heart everyone needs to check if there friends are really there for them or r they just there because they have money!!or got some 1 they want the gates have raisen from the sand the death & hatered has began.Life is but a thing of the past frinds are said &gone theres no moving on no one 2 turn 2 no way toescape the pain my relationships take friends a plenty & friends a few you've all turnedon me the way u do we where once close now where far a part what went wrong.Iguess we just have moved on from our childish wa

If You Wanna Know
The more I see of you the more you see of me. If you have anything specific send me a private message and we will see but I might have something specific for requests that I would want to see as well. It would depend upon the request. Anyway I will be adding more to my family pics tomorrow night more than likely. so we will just see who has requests for those. if you have a request you can always ask me anytime but it needs to be a private message. anyway let me know what you might like to see.

Heartache
I love all the men in my life But all they do is hurt me Everytime I turn around the cuz me pain Pain in the heart and in the brain They never stop to think what they are doing to me They think it is funny how i feel I sit there and cry and all they do is say boo who They dont have any respect for the way i feel Thats why most men get what they deserve I put all my feelings into it And alls i get in return is feeling like i was a peice of shit and my feelings smashed to the ground I treat them ike there royalty and they sit there and treat me as a piece of ass Well im more than that im sweet kind and caring And to all you assholes that dont know that fuck you Im tired of being hurt by my boyfriends friends and family I wont name any names you know who you are and if you dont open your fucking eyes and see what you did You will get what is coming to you cuz now i wont take your shit and let you cause me pain This is to anyone that has gotten hurt If you ever need anyo

Sillymonkeys Silly Rants
Nuff said The Three Jewels are the Buddha, Dharma and Sangha. Buddha is one who has purified all the defilements of the mind the afflictive emotions, the imprints of the actions motivated by them, and the stains of these afflictive emotions and who has developed all good qualities, such as impartial love and compassion, wisdom knowing all existence, and skillful means of guiding others. The Dharma embodies the preventive measures which keep us from problems and suffering. This includes the teachings of the Buddha, as well as the realizations of those teachings the cessations of problems and their causes, and the realizations or paths which lead to those cessations. The Sangha are those beings who have direct non-conceptual perception of emptiness or ultimate truth. On a relative level, Sangha also refers to the ordained people who put the Buddha's teachings into practice. The Dharma is our real refuge, the medicine we take which cures our problems and their causes. The Buddha

My Favorite Bdsm Links
Lifestyle BDSM Fetish Links Bondage Topsite ALT.com Bondage Fetish Free Sites Adult Bondage Fetish Pic Post Bondage Fetish Movies Sado Slaves Red Ass Teen Spanking Abbraxa Toilet Slaves Wasteland Bondage Fetish Fucking Machines Whipped Ass Hogtied Wired Pussy Water Bondage Men in Pain Ultimate Surrender Sex and Submission Device Bondage NEW* Tranny Seduction NEW* The Training of O NEW*

Vip Give Away
MY WONDERFUL FRIEND IS WILLING TO GIVE A 1 YEAR VIP IN RETURN FOR 60,000 COMMENTS...I KNOW I CAN DO IT WITH ALL OF YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT...PLEASE HELP ME OUT, I'LL BE FOREVER INDEBTED..LOL..I THANK YOU FOR READING MY BLOG AND TAKING THE TIME IN HELPING ME...LOVE YOU ALL....

Kaito Demonia Blog
*prances around like a dork* My Salute been accepted >=3 I'm so excited! Now! I can.... >.> be awesome? *goes off to update more on her fubar* >=3 Heading to Maine in 12 more days. Woohoo! I'm not sure, I just figured, I got the blog, I got the time. >=3 I'm trying to think... but that's not working out to well, tomorrow I'm heading back to my grams, and ummm, I get to re do my damn Salute since mine wasn't good enough... which is fucking ghey, since I had friends who did almost the same thing as me, but mine gets rejected D:< XD Oh wells, They'll get my finger for a fucking salute.. D:< Anyways, n.n I am the happeh! >.> Annnnnnnndddddd.... That's it! n.n; I love my boyfriend Optimus Prime xD It's official! lolz!

Truth Or Dare
I'm for sale Here's the rules of Fubar Adoption.... If ur a guy u must pick a girl, if ur a girl u must pick a guy. Put in the subject "I'm For Sale" and see who wants to own you. The first person to send u a message sayin "I own you" owns you. It's that simple... P.S. repost cause it is funny and surprising to see who gets you FIRST you must do it even if you are taken play TRUTH/DARE (& be honest) I dare you to tell me the truth: Four things you want to know about me: 01. 02. 03. 04. Three things you like about me: 01. 02. 03. Two things you don't like about me: 01. 02. My best feature: 01. Two things you want to do with me: 01. 02. One word that describe me: 01. One question for me: 01. repost this see how many people do this to you Just copy and send to me... There is at least one person on your Fubar list that wants to kiss the hell out of you. So lets play the "Kiss or Pass!" game. The rules are simple... i

If I Was In Ur Bed?
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Fuck me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops lol Repost with the title IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!!!!! and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back make sure you repost this

Drifter Chronicles
I never really felt the need to write in these things seeing as how few people read'em and hardly ever comment on them,but i don't give a fuck i'm gonna write it 'cause i want to!! Anyhoo, i think i was meant to be a drifter since i was a young buck on the streets of New York. At night was always when me and mom would make it out into the streets, Right after school and homework we would get dressed, go eat and hit the town. Can you imagine 42nd street New York back in the early 80's? When breakdancing was big and EVERYONE had no laces in their Adidas! But just that alone was a sign. I was brought up a night owl, a child of the night, A night walker, whatever the fuck you wanna call it,lol. And for a time it was good until we moved to South Carolina! What a fuckin mindfuck! Dirtroads, trailers (trailer-trash), the nearest store is a mile away and no buses,cabs, or subways!!! But i learned to adapt to my surroundings and become very knowable of my place of dwelling, but then we move to

Read First
If you've gotten this far and actually read peoples profiles as i do.. i have some ground rules 1: If you don't have a salute i won't add you 2: If you send me a friend request.. and you don't say anything other then just clicking the request... i won't add you 3: If your a newbie.. unless your from the indianapolis area.. i won't add you ( i do make acceptions ) 4: If i do add you, and i ALWAYS RATE your pics, stash or blogs i expect the same in return, if you don't well your deleted. I can't stand point whores on here that beg and beg for rates, blasts and never return the favor 5: Other then that im a pretty nice guy... like to joke around and have fun, and if you want to know anything just ask

This Is Me
dear stalkers..... it's kind of creepy that your always on my shoutbox.... even before i log in to my fubar account..... also.... try acting like a normal person and not a stalker/psychopath if you want to get to know me... thanx......flesh MY COMPUTER WON'T LET ME INSTALL ACTIVE X AND I KEEP TRYING TO CHANGE MY FILES TO JPG BUT IT WON'T LET ME! A LITTLE HELP....

Valentines Abyss
Normally i just let stupid stuff roll off my shoulders...but today has been the day from hell so im going to open my mouth and scream! i will do whatever i want. and that means i will marry the man i want and no one will be able to stop me. unless of course it is him. people who think that it would be a bright idea to comment on how i run my life should stay out of my way. bc i am a bitch and i will admit it. And anyone who thinks that they can mess with my man should walk away now...bc they are wasting their time. and we only have so much. well...now that i have said that i feel much better. ^.^ ta ta y'all

Happiness
Someone once told me that you can only find happiness in one place.........inside yourself. If you're not happy with who you are and what you've become, you will never be happy. You can't find happiness with another person if you are not happy with yourself.

Purplestarz Blog
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51572 Been looking for some furries out here in the world of Fubar. I really enjoy anthro art and RP. So stop on by the lounge and help me earn some points!! Hey Lovies, So I totally had to make the city of PurpleStarzia. I will keep updating this post to see how the city grows and such. Click to visit. The more you visit and invite the bigger our city can be!Click to help us GROW! http://www.xanga.com/purplestardreamz/630738991/question-time-with-cathi.html You will want to check out the Cathi FAQ I am starting. You can also post questions here or there. However I will only post the answers on Xanga!

Idiots!!!
I made it all the way to Henchman without being talked to like this!! I guess theres a first for everything...AND THIS WAS NOT PROVOKED. Just appeared out of nowhere....:( here's his link JONAS@ fubar

Im In Love With Ken Darling
imikimi - Customize Your World everyday I wonder if there is something called love. I get into a relationship and things end up going down hill when someone else has interest in the man you think you have love forever. I want to know what is out there for love. Who can actually love me for me and I would do the same with them.

Vip
my VIP runs out on Nov 12th and i have to cancel it bc i am poor lol... so i wont get to renew it for a little bit... so sad!! lol... unless anyone wants to be a super duper awesome person and get me one lol... but i dont expect it haha, so just know my 11's will be gone for a bit!!!

To My Friends.
If there is anything you like to watch, you can find it at this site. http://www.ovguide.com You name it they have a link to where you can watch it. Sorry everyone, but I don't have the internet right now. I'm using a friends, I will try and keep in touch when I can. Life kinda sucks for me right now. Hugs and kisses to all the ladies and wazzup to the fellas. "Starship Troopers 3: Marauder" Genre: Action / Fantasy / Comedy / Adventure / Drama / Horror / Thriller / Western / Sci-Fi Release: 2008 July Rtg: 7.4/10 (774 votes) "The Eye (2008)"

I Hate Ny Self
im just wondering what life would be like with out me in it. would it be better or would it be worse. would the world be a different place. would people that i touched be the same if i wasnt here. would people i touched in one way or another even still be here if i wasnt here. this has been on my mind alot lately. and i want to know from my close friends on here what they think?

Finally Did It
i finally broke up with scott. i'm not bitter about it im never going to let someone control mylife again. we been fighting for a while .we break up and get back together. a good friend of mine opened my eyes . told me the way he treating me is wrong and i shouldn't have to deal with it. and he right i shouldnt have to deal with it he lied to me and now he has some other bimbo . her pic is all over his vampirerave page and im not upset . let someone else deal with his over protect of ways his lying ways. his cheating ways im done with him im going to be staying single for a while . im not jumping in to anything with no 1 for a while .

Can't Wait To Be Done With School!
I started school in April 2007 for Medical assistant....i have learned so much and i can't wait until i am able to be done with school so i can look for a better job....i am gonna keep going to college to work up to my RN cause thats where the money is.....I want to work in the pediactric unit cause i love kids so much and i have the patience to be with them.....I just wished i have done the schooling a long time ago but i wasn't sure if i could handle drawing the blood and everything but i am doing great so i am gonna handle going through it....i am gonna party when i get out of school for my break....well i will keep everyone updated when i am done with my schoolin....take care everyone...

Dive
Why is it when a family member passes,family just like to fight about who get wat ....It's sad to say that I went to my best friend's moms funeral and b4 she died,They had to make a serious decision to wheather to let her go or let her stay.....But of cause u know who had the last word to it all and i know u no who that was.........The man up stairs himself"GOD'' I'm so glad cause for my friend she never wanted to b included into that decision to murder her moms, I'm sayin this to say that family sometimes have the worst decision to make ,but to fight and put one another down if there not in the same catorgorie as u .....meanin havin a job........it's a time an a place for all things.........The main thing was not if my friend had a job but to put there mother to rest the right way and do it to gether as a family.........As we all know there's always one who has to b different, and the bad thing about it all is the one that's tryin to b better than everybody else nobody likes her.so is

Fubar's Next Godmother!
♥lilhoochiefromdownunda™ ♥ has AUTO 11s!!! Alex is a really good friend of mine and she is just 300k from becoming a Godmother. She only has a little under 300 photos. Please give her a good, hard spanking. Thank you and have a great night. ♥lilhoochiefromdownunda™ ♥:@ fubar Brought to you by..... RedZ28@ fubar Until she's fubar's next Godmother. There are two HHs left and her Auto-11's are activated. She will spank you back hard. St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers member@ fubar She's under 200k points to go, please help! cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ♥@ fubar

Mind Scrying
The Prayer Sky Father looks down on us and sighs, while Mother Earth cries for her children. We have lost our place in the Great Wheel. We no longer learn the knowledge of our forefathers and mothers. We have closed our ears and hardened our hearts like wayward children that stomp their feet and shake their fists at their surroundings. Mother Earth's Trail of Tears is marked with sorrowful footprints, bloodied with intolerance, ignorance, and hatred. How can we find our way home? Sky Father and Mother Earth wait to greet us once more. If you look to the sunset where land and sky become one, you can see them there arms outstretched to embrace us. Our hearts need only love that which was given us, and our minds remember that which was forgotten. Then we will all be Brothers and Sisters again in the Great Village. Listen to Mother Earth's song and Feel Sky Father's strength. We will find our way home one day and be lost no more. Embrace the old ways. Mother

Random Thoughts Of A Crazy Mind!
Bottom line is we all just want to be happy. Most people prefer someone else there to share in our happiness. Someone to hold, someone to kiss, someone just to call to hear his or her voice. And who doesn't want that? Sure, you have the few people who like their single life and like being able to do what they want when they want, and there's nothing wrong with that, but at some point in life everyone wants that person to hold, even if only for a split second in time. Then there's that person you chase time and time again. The one that always seems to be just out of reach, and so you try harder and push yourself further to no avail. Sometimes I don't think you would ever admit to it but you would give up the world for this person. When they cry, you collect the shed tears soaked into your shoulder. When they laugh, you were the one that made them. And when going to bed at night, they're your last thought before slipping into a dream of them, and your first thought when you awake. Yo

Tonight
The Alabaster Box Regret. Oh, that we could have done things differently - if we could only turn back the hands of time... How different would life have been if we'd only known then all the things we know now. . . Maybe. Inside every person is something called an "Alabaster Box." It is the most sacred and secret place in the human heart where the precious and carefully guarded truths of your existence are stored. What you believe to be true about yourself and what you hold most dear is kept in there. Memories, emotions, heartache, love, the deepest and most profoundly felt of all your experiences have been distilled into the most potent of all elixers - the essence of you. There's a story of a woman named Mary who brought an Alabaster Box of perfume to Jesus and poured it on his feet. In her desperation and sorrow she washed his feet with her tears and dried them with her hair as she lovingly poured her most valuable possession on the feet of God. There were those

Havoc
Okay so its almost 4 am and I'm just getting home from the hockey game, bar and McCreary's after after party. DAMN sooo much fun, must remember to post this weekend and lasts pics. I caught the winning puck that was tossed off the ice!! Just got home from Buccella's apartment. OMG we had sooo much fun tonight. Jen and I went to the Havoc game, we won!! Left there and went to The Third Base bar with the team and left there and went to Buccella's apartment to have more fun! LOVE HOCKEY PLAYERS! off to night night, posting pics later.

Random Observations....
So I have realized again today that no matter how badly you want something to go smoothly it never does. People will repeatedly disappoint you and there is really nothing that can be done about it unless you wish to give up on it all. Why is it that people have to make up lame excuses, it doesn't matter what it is because it all leads to the same thing in the end, one person ends up feeling badly because they put faith into someone else and were let down. I'm not saying that I was hurt but this, more pissed off then anything, but I would like just once for someone to prove me wrong. I don't expect anything out of people, therefore I don't have to be let down in the end when someone tries to screw me over. Just seems like in my small town there are nothing but really crappy people and I'm so sick of it... don't know how much more bullshit I can put up with. So I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about my life… like what has made me into the person I am today… its sad but I

What Does It All Mean ?
So , i have yet to write a blog. This will be my very first ever. I honestly have no clue why i'm writing this right now ( call it rambling if you want ) , i guess i just need a little bit of an ' out ' (so to speak) . . . So hear i go ! As I lay there in bed , tossing and turning. Thinking and searching. I realized how completely restless i have become. Tormented every hour i'm awake. Tortured while i sleep. And Distracted while i work ... The rules of man : Provide , protect and love (how i see it atleast). Inside : Flames, passion , unconditional love , stability , complete and udder hatred , torment , deep sadness , confused beyond belief and fear. Questions : Is there truely a meaning for life ? What is our purpose ? What do i do now ? How do you make things right ? I'm sure you have heard the saying " Things work out in the long run " " Things happen for a reason" yada yada yada . Of coarse, everything that happens in your life will without a doubt , make you the person

Missing You......
i awaken from a dream with tears upon my face... the aching in my heart nothing can erase... my hand reached out for you and found an empty space... forgotten in that moment you sleep another place... days spent at your bedside i watch your pain filled sleep... on the outside i am calm inside silently i weep... feeling so helpless i wish i could take your pain... make u whole and happy and see u smile again... i hope you can feel my love as i gently squeeze your hand... the soft kisses on your brow as by your bed i stand... i never knew a love so deep as what i feel for you... watching u hurt breaks my heart in two... the future wont be easy but time will make u whole... to make u feel loved,well and happy is my only goal... i return to a lonely bed its all that i can do... counting the hours til i can be with you...

11/4/07
Once hubby gets home today I will probably not be online but maybe a little tomorrow morning unless he gets on his computer. I need to clean up the downstairs computer and defrag it today so won't be here that much this morning until that is done. I won't be back from the hospital until Thursday or Friday. If you could say a few prayers for a successful surgery and speedy recovery I would appreciate it. Love you all. Those of you with cingular phones will be able to call me if you want hospital number just contact me.

Funny
1. What's so good about the person you like? hes sweet and caring and treats me right 2. So, where's your dad? taft 3. Do you drive yet? been driving 4. How do you feel about racism? not me 6. Who was the last person you talked to on MSN or AIM? dani 7. It's Friday night, what are you doing? goin to be at danis 8. Name a song that reminds you of old memories? photograph by nickleback 9. Do you like the color grey? no 10. Is there someone you really can't stop thinking about? yes but i love the feeling i get 11. How's the weather? its raining and i love it 14. Last time you didn't tell the truth? that would be high school 15. Name something great that happened today... i got me a gift card to red robin lol 16. Do you regret doing something today? nope didnt do anythin but work 17. What would you like to tell your ex? alot of things. but its best that we dont talk 18. When you think of the rainbow, what color pops in your head?

Christmas Card List
When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please remember that these men and women are over there giving their all and are willing to make the ultimate sacrifice so please include the following recipient when you send out your cards this year: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington,D.C. 20307-5001 PLEASE DO THIS SO A RECOVERING AMERICAN SOLDIER WILL KNOW THAT WE DO CARE ABOUT THEM AND THAT WE ARE PROUD OF ALL THAT THEY DO. THANK YOU!!!,

Things That Taste Good...
Tilapia, which is a farm raised fish, can make even the non fish lover take notice. Great sweet taste and no fishy smell! Best of all it's on your table in 40 minutes. PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 25 Min READY IN 40 Min recipe yield: 4 servings INGREDIENTS * 4 (4 ounce) fillets Tilapia (bream) * 1/4 cup olive oil * 1/4 cup raspberry vinegar * 1/4 cup honey * 1 teaspoon yellow mustard * 1/2 teaspoon dried dill weed DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease a 11x7 inch baking dish. 2. In a mixing bowl, whisk together the olive oil, raspberry vinegar, honey, mustard and dill weed. 3. Arrange the Tilapia fillets in a single layer in the prepared baking dish. Pour mixture over the fish fillets, coating the fillets evenly. 4. Bake in a preheated oven, uncovered for 20 minutes or until fish is flaky with a fork. glitter-graphics.com Metric PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 25 Min RE

Sports
As a race car fan, one of the things I have been involved with as a volunteer was Champ Car racing. First when I lived in Oregon, then here in Colorado for the Denver Grand Prix, I would spend the weekend down at the track and meet the drivers, owners and lots of race car fans. Unfortunately, this year's event was cancelled as the Democratic National Convention will be at the Pepsi Center during that time. Of course, Champ Car has also been on its last legs, and this past week ended its run, folding its tent and the teams joining the Indy Racing League. What this means is that, along with the ending of the IRL running at Pikes Peak Speedway is that there is no more top level auto racing here in Colorado. We still have the Mile High Nationals at Bandimere, and the Pikes Peak hill climb, but its not the same. Hopefully at some point top level racing will return to Colorado. Well, With the NHL season ending today, its time to get ready for the playoffs! First round for the

Me And My Daughter
Me and my daughter have been through a lot the past 2years but we have hung in and no one can split use up she is almost 3 and the joy of my life its just me and her all the way yes im a single mom

Because I Am A Man
WHEN GIRLS DON'T PUT OUT (girls don't read this if u don't have a sense of humor) This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. and funny so just go with it (Girls -- Have a sense of humor!) One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department sto

Wtf
Why in the hell do I have to work with dumb people that assume shit just because they are one way and that is all they have known? So I came out as being a Pagan, because she was ranting and raving about how people dont celabrate Chirstmas for Jesus and how its wrong if they dont believe in it and blah blah blah. I was like, I am pagan and Celabrate what is called Yule and that happens to be around Chirstmas for your info and on top of that my mom and the rest of my family is Christian so Yes I Celabrate Christmas as more or less family time. She shuts up. A few days later she starts ranting again about people of non chrisians and then she says that pagans worship the devil. Okay, I am like excuse me you know nothing about what we worship and on top of that we dont worship the Devil nor do we even believe in the existance. She was like I am not going to go there with you. She is so freaking stupid.

November 3
Yesterday would have been my father's 63rd birthday. If you know me from here than you know how hard of a day it was for me. I got extremely drunk. I cried, but in all I loved the man that my father was and who he raised me to be! So if your my friend and you read this show me some love. In the words of my daddy. CHEERS!