rainey aka mommy2two's blog: "ME"

Well im still not giving up on the idea that there is someone out there for me....right now im having fun with my friends and enjoying life but still feel there is something missing...that special person to share it with. I have moved on and i am ready to date again and open up my heart and hope this time it does not get crushed. Anyways who knows maybe i have already met the person im meant to be with and just dont know it or maybe he is still out there waiting to meet me one day. Guess i have to wait and find out. For now i will just try be happy with how things are. Rainey

Hey guys and gals If you crushed me and want a salute made just for you please let me know. Rainey

If your one of my crushes and would like a "special" salute made just for YOU please let me know... LUV YA GUYS

For those of you who dont know i am going through some rough times a few weeks ago my uncle died and a few days ago we lost 4 other family members to a fire so please forgive me if i seem distant or depressed I am just having a hard time dealing with these mulitple deaths here is the story of the 4 who died http://www.wtol.com/Global/story.asp?S=7424695 My cousin is the only one who made it out of the fire. He lost everything his house his girl and kids. His 4 year old son had just beat cancer and was finally cancer free they were trying to hard everyday to make a good life for their kids this loss is truly tragic so please pray for my cousin anthony.

Well i cant say i LIKE being single...its nice to go out sometimes but i find alot of men (not all) will lie to get in your pants...or like you for awhile and then stop(when they find someone else) I am happy for my friends and family i dont know what i would do without them...i guess im a lil depressed...still hurt over the ex and kinda miss him still. Sometimes im not sure what i want I want to be with someone someday ..but not right now....i want to be with someone.. but to afraid to give anyone a chance...... i want someone who is honest and committed.. but i dont think there is anyone out there like that. i know i should not think like this but its hard not to when been burned so many times. well thats it for now. Rainey

Well the truth always comes out and i found out that after i helped pay for him to go to ks to take care of some stuff he needed to take care of he acutally went to stay with someone else and made her his gf and cheated on me....he lied about where he was at and who he was with and totally played me..i kinda figured thats part of the reason we broke up but i did not want to believe it. He claimed that she was just a friend and that she is controlling him and NOT his gf but yesterday he addmitted that he wants to stay with her and was lying. So im hurt but happy to know the truth it will help me move on.

Well most of you know im still in love with the ex but today he made his choice for the last month he had been telling me he loves me and wants to be with me(i was unsure about trying to work things out because he lied to me) but he told me today that he dont care anymore and to leave him alone so yeah im really hurt but been hurt before guess i will just pick up the tiny pieces of whats left of my heart and TRY to move on

Just got out of one still pretty hurt...not looking to be with anyone right now...acutally im not sure what i want....i do still love him but know i have to let go. Im tired of getting hurt...sometimes i wonder if there is something wrong with me. Not sure what i am doing wrong. Maybe im not picking the right guys or rushing into things...for now im just sitting back taking a good look at my life and dont want to be with anyone untill i can figure things out.

well im from California just moved to NC...long story (will post that in another blog) My other account ~rainey~ on here got hacked and deleted...im really mad because i was a level 17 and i lost friends and my pics so have taken new ones...hope you all like em....im only looking to make new friends and keep up with old ones if you want to know more wait for more blogs or just ask.