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You're The One
You’re the one that I’ve seen,      Deep inside my dreams. You’re the one I’ve waited for,      All my life it seems. You’re the one that lifted me,    When my spirit was down. You’re the one that made me smile,    Instead of sadly frown. You’re the one who raised my chin,    And wiped my tearful eyes. You’re the one who gave me life,    When I thought my heart had died. © LML
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Your Smile
Your smile, it fills me with a warmth   and brightens up the night.Your kiss, it makes my heart beat fast   and everything feel right.Your touch, it sears me deep inside   each time it all feels new.Your body turns my blood to fire   that burns for only you. © LML
Noctrnal Emissions
There is a certain kind of moron here on this site..its the one who knows they are attractive and uses that to prey on those who appear.."plain" for their plain-ness implies they are lonely. They try to get those users to "bling" them for levels and fubucks and never care to try and really be their friend. Those Vapid Fools should learn that if they really tried to be someones friend they might actually get what they are looking for without the manipulation and make a friend in the process. i have this fantasy about a perfect has to be intense and take my breath away, two hearts speaking the language of union...i am so tired of those kisses that make me feel...nothing....i want to find those lips that hover just above mine and make me whimper in hungry wanting.i am sad that those lips that i have kissed have not been able to do this for me. I wait and search but doubt that i will ever find them. I guess this is my greatest curse. thats it i am going lesbian..there is an advan
Throw a dog a bone I'll take it if I have to Go real fast like there's somewhere we can get to What's the use of standing right there on the edge if there ain't nowhere to fall What's the use in hanging on tight to the phone if nobody might call Desperation There's danger in frustration Complicated words slipping off of your tongue and ain't one of them the truth I'm still desperate for you Tell it like a lie live it like a movie Give a heart away like it don't mean nothing to me What's the use in making all the plans that we made if you weren't gonna go [ Miranda Lambert Lyrics are found on ] What's the use of slapping on a smile for a face if your eyes don't wanna show Desperation There's danger in frustration Complicated words slipping off of your tongue and ain't one of them the truth I'm still desperate for you Well it's too damn bad you didn't have a chance to make me your best friend You were too caught up in giving too much up and not doing what you should ha
Club Voodoo Nsfw Protection Policy
 Club Voodoo is an "NSFW" LoungeClub Voodoo is a "NSFW" Lounge you may or may not see or hear things that are Adult Rated, Politically Correct, or Humorous. Although it is a "NSFW" Lounge we do still Moderate what is Shown and Heard in the Lounge. We Do Ban & Block anything that is Illegal, Racist, Sexist, Rude, Bashing, Or Blatently Disrespectful.You Will however See and Hear in the Lounge Adult Related Topics, Songs, Sounds,You will as well See in the Lounge Adult related Toys, Pictures, Maybe some Skin, But all is moderated & if it gets out of hand it Can and Will be dealt with. Reason for BlogThis Blog is to make you aware of the Aspects that The Voodoo Staff has set up to further Assist those that enjoy the Lounge but do not want to See or Hear the "NSFW" Cams and Radio.As Well as to make sure you understand the Meaning of the Acronym "NSFW" and the Definition of what "NSFW" Means."NSFW" Means "Not Safe For Work"This is the Wikepedia Definition of "NSFW"    http://en.wikipedia.o
Find Me Where I Lurk!
You can find me lurking in the ICU/CCU in my town doing that nursing thing I do!! I am the Inked RN!! lol If you're interested in hearing all metal, and meeting some crazy, kick ass people, check out Excito Diabolus!! HAHA, good times. lol
Disc Golf
     Disc golf is the fastest growing outdoor family and competitive activity.I am the president of our local disc golf club. We are in the process of building a wonderful course in our community. The town was so excited about what we are doing that they approved use to build five more courses.      Anyone interested in knowing about disc golf or just have questions, please feel free to respond.
Juggalo Josh
Need Some Help....
been homeless since Nov. and all friends/ family basically abandoned me,and before you think" oh hes just a bum" or whatever.I am trying to get a job and trying to get back on my feet but right now i have a potential job but i just have to get the right clothes i have to wear dress clothes which i have none of and noone i know will help(as i said basically abandoned) so can yall lend some help to some one in dire need of help?
Tazman Up For Auction
  Hey all Tazman is in a sinners and saints auction . come show him how much you love him by stoppin by and placing ur bid . He is offering 1. Rate pix 2. add to top friends 3. add to fu owner blog 4. pimpout in fu owners section on profile 5. make 2 custom morphs of ur choice .click the pic below to go start bidding on the one the only Tazman .     
Friends, Romans, Countrymen Lend Me Your Ears....
well some of you already know of my plans but for those of you who dont here goes.....   after i finish school i plan on working about a year and saving close to $10,000 (which includes rent and plenty of spending cash) and moving to either st thomas or st croix in the virgin islands..i plan on doing so that way i can start life over really and finally be at peace and relax   it appears that it really isnt as expensive to live there as most people think..hell i could get a 2br house almost on the beach for $1,000/month and its fully furnished with a big yard   now if i cant find a medic job right away i can always cook in a hotel since they have cruise ships coming in all year long and even that pays good money so right now even though its not set in stone that is my 1 yr plan for now    ps. if yall wanna come visit please do last saturday the 11th i started my EMT classes...i should be done august 16th as by the end of august be certified   they are cramming 12 months of stu
most of what i find here on fubar is pretty lame. ghetto shots of white trash, fat girls showing up their bra fillers, dudes without shirts but plenty of money for tattoos. after the last crackwhore i dated, i'm not sure this is the right scene for me. i'm more interested in opening my mind through art than by killing braincells with virtual alcohol. jee-zus.
Point Whores
Let me make my place here clear to all the point whores. If you look at my page, and say nothing or show no love at all. Do NOT think for a moment i am going to go to your page and rate you up the ass! Its not going to happen, not once! If your not here to make connectios, friends... PLEASE do not add me! If i wanted to surround myself with complete tramps looking for attention... Id cut up a playboy and hang pictures all around my bedroom! I dont care if you want bling, i dont care if your trying to level... I just dont... At all... As in ZERO! Would i care if you were someone i had a connection with? Sure... But for a point whore? Yeaaaahhhhh no... Enough said... I know i sound like an ass, but in all reality, i am just forward... Take it or leave it... I will always tell you what i think, with complete honesty...
The Taste Of A Woman
why is the taste of a woman so intoxicating? Why once you start to taste her can you not get enough? We are the rulers of this universe simply because we are so addicting!!!!!!!!!!!11
Thoughts Of Fubar Part 2
Git'r Done!
OK so i got this idea from a friend, so i thought i would Fu~lift his idea!!! Here is what i NEED, (or want). A salute from every state.. Can you help me??? Be creative, Have fun!!! But sense not everyone is ADULT enough it should stay SFW. Thank you cant wait to see them! Please leave a comment, so that ppl know what states have been done!  I tried this a few months ago and no one was interested in doing it, So thought i would try again and see if i can actually get ppl to help me!! Thank you in advance!
What Are Friends For?
Edited that friends name in my phone....   U'sAfoolIfYaAnswer!   Then I'll know whats up! LMAO Ever had that one friend or set of friends that you only hear from when they need somethin?  Time for some deletion in friends....
Just To Let People Know
Ok, I'm a old guy. But it kind of disturbes me that people try and sell pics for a bling. a bomb or whatever. Like I really want to see you naked? Give it a rest! If you have a photo on this site, you should be proud to show it, Dont mark a photo as nsfw or whatever and then call it private. The people that do this are wannabes who have something you will never get just to get more points? Like I don't know what a naked lady looks like! You put you ass on a a page like this,,,then show it to all and stand proud! I just saw on the news that a ugly broad could sing like a angle. Think about this..she is unemployed and not really good looking, But her voice..  It's a shame that we and me judge people at all.. Did you ever notice in those old war movies. They have had no supplies for like ..who knows how long...but the Zippo lighter always works> lol
Its funny. I sit here day after day watching the world go round. Isit in my corner in lonely life watching people have everything and some nothing. I always felt like i had nothing even when i had something. For the first time in my life i feel like i have the world. Idont know how to explain it but for the first time i have somethign inside me saying i succeeded. My angel and savior of life has come to me and idk how it happened. I still sit in my dark corner with my hood up..but she is there next to me. She has felt the pain and torment of life like i have and now i want her to feel happiness in every way i can give it to her.
Keeping It Real!!
The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've got some badnews. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order.'The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting.'Well, daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and wecelebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren'twell. I have cancer. So, let's head to the club and have a martini.'After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. Therewere some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating.The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end,'I've been diagnosed with AIDS...'The friends were aghast, gave the woman their condolences and beat a hasty retreat..After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma, I thought you said you were dying of cancer, and you
Expressions more than words      show what you truly feelYou can say you love them all you want     but they can see it only in your eyes You can say you will never lie      but those are merely words  When all you can see is a vacant stare Trust from a person comes only ...    only when they can see foreverForever in your eyes Words are merely what they want to hear They as well as you know......Know that in the heart  But to see what you can not feel Radiating from the soulThrough the expression of anotherThat's when they know they have foundFound what they truly want      the expression of love That they have for so long been searching
In The Darkness
Alone I sit here wondering Alone in the dark I think.... Why did you leave me leave me here all alone.... You were the one thing that made me whole Now the darkness is also inside the best part of me is gone Alone in the dark I wonder why I long for the one i could never have Not now not ever But through the darkness I had one thing You friendship and now it gone In the darkness I long for you want you need like never before In the darkness .... I wait to die Wait to be with you.   The dark angels come for what is thiers Come for the souls that feel no love... No remorse .... that feel nothing..... They come for those who have lost all hope lost all sense of reason the ones that want nothing.... because that is all they get from life Come for the ones that no longer feel like the humans they are but robots with emptiness..... Emptiness inside An aloneness that no one can understand.... unless they have it in themselves.   They come searching for those
Lounge Stuff
  We would be happy to have you all as our guests for the Grand opening of the Cullen Pack!!
Mistakes Women Make With Men
A MISTAKE ALMOST ALL WOMEN MAKE WITH MEN... ANDWHAT TO DO ABOUT IT...   There's one mistake that almost all women make with men they're interested in.   This particular mistake is the source of somany different problems women have in theirlives and relationships, that dealing with it should be a healthcare benefit or something.   Ok, maybe that's a little extreme, but you get the point.   And by the way, men make a similar mistake, but it shows up in different ways.   The mistake is allowing yourself to becomeOVERLY EMOTIONAL around the person you're dating in a negative and self-destructive way.   So then what happens?   The short-lived emotional outbreak that was only a big deal to you at the time, finds a way to screw up the great situation that you have going.    What's going on here with how men react?   Why do some men make such a big deal out of having strong feelings, caring so much and wanting to talk and share?   The truth is, doing these things is showing the man that you're
Death Is Hard But Part Of Life
Tell what you guys feel about death.Is it a part of life,do you wish be immortal,or do wish to at least want to cheat death?comment on this?
I'm Sorry created @ 2007-11-06 22:28:42   i bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."
Young Davevo Detroit Boyz
White gurlz thats skinny and cute and from MI
Looking For A Hot New Owner
    This great woman is up for Auction and she needs your bids. Go by and check her out and bid on her. She is totally worth every penny and she will do as she says she will in her auction. Get you bids in now before its to late!! Click on her picture to take you straight to her auction. Don't forget to R/F/A the host luvbug**FFM MEMBER**~~OWNER Candy Kisses~~*fu-bomber*@ fubar (repost of original by '~♥~MommaTasha~♥~PROMOTER @DINOS~♥~HAPPILY OWNED BY Italian Princess~♥~' on '2009-05-12 07:36:56')
Be Good And Be Nice .. Be Bad And U Don't Wanna Find Out ...
     People think that I am crazy or that it scares them away that I know this already. I don't think I am wrong in anyway and my instincts are just setting in. I have given this a lot of thought and I do know what I am looking for in a woman. I have no reason not to believe that she may not be on here so I am willing to meet and get to know anyone on here.      This is what I am looking for: Body shape/size doesn't matter to me (seriously) Must be willing to have kids (if she can't there are other options) Must not have a "premade family" Must be okay with the outdoors Must not be a hardcore drinker      These are the resrtictions but a couple of them can be bent to allow "the one" into it if I happen to find her. Afer being there and experiencing it myself, I have been getting an over whelming response to sending care packages to Iraq... here is a link for anyone to be able to send them so people don't have to send me stuff or ask for address from me. There is no guarente
Old Age It's Later Then You Think
Old age it's later then you think. Everything is farther away now then it used to be. It's twice as far to the coner and they added a hill. I notice I've given up running for the bus it leaves faster than it used to. It seems to me that they are making steps steeper than in the old days and have you noticed the smaller print they use in the newspapers? There is no sence asking anyone to read aloud.. everynone speaks in such a low voice I can scarcely hear them. Material in dresses is so skimpy especially around the hips. It's all but impossible to reach my shoe laces. Even people are changing they are much younger then they used to be when I was their age. On the other hand, people my age are much older than I. I ran into an old classmate the other day and she had aged so much she didn't remember me. I got to thinking about the poor thing while I was combing my hair this morning and I glanced in the mirror at my reflection and confound it, they don't make mirrors like they used to eit
Fat Chicks
I'm So Happy
Military Men/women
i am making a tribute folder for the Troops and would love it if u could send me a pic of u, ur family members, friends etc in uniform so we can  see the Military Sexiness!!!!  Please continue Supporting our Troops!!!!
An Autobiography In 5 Short Paragraphs!!
1. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost. I am helpless. It isn't my fault. It takes forever to find a way out. 2. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don't see it. I fall in. I can't believe am in the same place, but it isn't my fault. It takes a long time to get out. 3. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I see it is there. I  still fall in. It's a habit. My eyes are open. I  know where I am. It is my fault. I get out immediately. 4. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I walk around it. 5. I walk down a different street.
I really want to go to seminar in July.  It is in Dallas, TX.  I have never been to Texas...I have never really been anywhere except for Canada, Oregon, Idaho and Nevada.  I really hope the funds come through so I can go.  It is 175 to and almost 300 for the ticket.  Then I need hotel (96 a night) and spending money.  Maybe I will win the lotto!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  This will be awesome for my business.  Wish me luck
Vote For Me! I Need Money!
Go here and vote for my entries! 
Good Summer
Going to see Nickelback with Hinder, Papa Roach and Saving Abel on Tue, Aug 11. @ DTE, Then Crew Fest 2 on Sat, Aug 15. @ DTE and Kid Rock with Alice in Chains and Cypress Hill on Jul, 18, @ Comerica Park. Look like a busy summer.
The Last Night By Skillet
Patriotic Auction
PATRIOTIC AUCTION!!!! Hello all my beautiful peeps!!! Im in an auction again and Im offering some pretty good stuff to the highest bidder. Auction ends 5/22/09 so check out this link and give me a bid. HOW MUCH AM I WORTH TO YOU?  More benefits may be offered for higher/cash bids so take a chance on me.........
Careless Whipers
I feel so unsure As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor As the music dies Something in your eyes Calls to mind a silver screne And all of the sad goodbyes I'm never going to dance again These guilty feet have got no rhythm Though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool I should have known better than to cheat a friend A wasted chance that I've been given So I'm never going to dance again... The way I danced with you Ohh Time can never mend The careless whispers of a good friend To the heart and mind Ignorants is kind Theres no comfort in the truth Pain is all you'll find I'm never going to dance again These guilty feet have got no rhythm Though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool I should have known better than to cheat a friend A wasted chance that I've been given So I'm never going to dance again... The way I danced with you Ohh Tonight the music seems so loud I wish that we could lose this crowd Maybe it's better this way We've hurt each other with t
Come On Mutherfucker Dig!!!!!!!!!
Supreme Court Vacancy
Last week, Supreme Court Justice David Souter announced hisretirement, providing President Barack Obama with his firstopportunity to nominate someone to the high court.Liberal groups are already pressuring the administration to name aleft-wing activist to the court. But they should remember that judgesare not in the business of writing laws or twisting it to serve theirpolicy preferences."Obama should seek judges who will apply the law as it was written,not how they would like it to be written to address the particularparties before them," Heritage Foundation legal scholar Robert Altwrites in the New York Post. "To do otherwise in replacing Souter willsurely shift the Court further to the left, and further away from therule of law.""Americans don't want judges who will bend the law toward the sidethey favor," writes Heritage Foundation Ronald Reagan Fellow andformer U.S. Attorney General Ed Meese. "They want a fair judge whowill apply the law in the same way -- as the people's represen
Heart Association Information
Maranda In Charge
      Presents to you: I'm urs 4evers team of hot hotties!! IM URS 4EVER ASST CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIE@ fubar ~Crazy Bitch~ '2ND ALARM HOTTIE' @ fubar ~VOLCANO GIRL~"2nd Alarm Hottie"@ fubar
here is a little about me.Im  proud bbw and i walk with great pride of who I am and secure in my body.. Im looking forward to meeting new people and making lots of friends and one never knows maybe the man who will wing my heart and sweep me off my feet. im just a simple girl who enjoys the simple pleasures in life...from a walk in the rain to sitting in front of a fire place. I love old movies and a huge fan still of the 80's music especially the big hair bands. ok one more shot before it gets erased again...i would like to find a man who enjoys the simple things in life...and adores bbw women and would be proud to have me on his arm... someone with a great sense of humor and a huge heart..someone who can accept me and my cat as a package deal...someone who enjoys spending time with me and thinks of me when we arnt together. someone who is great at conversation beyond sex i need someone who will stimulate my mind with fun and exciting conversation...flirting is ok..some one who is
My Playlist
Deleting Fubar Account
To anyone that cares, I am deleting this account in the very near future. If you wish to stay in contract please let me know and we can exchange emails. I'm not mad at anyone or at the creaters of this website. It's a cool website and it's fun. I'm just very busy and will get busier in the near future. I wish everyone a fu-tasitc day. Who knows, I might be back. Luke
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Adventures Of Nakita Chapter 1
Yesterday as I do every night, I packed a poo bag, grabbed my ipod and whistled to call the beast.. As she emerged from her bed she had this look on her face, was that look of sure domination. She knew where she was going and she even looked like she was fairly excited to be an ass. I get to the car and like usual i open up the door for her, she leaps into the car with an air of royalty about her. She then waits till I'm driving to join me in the front seat. her latest trick is to nudge the window then look at me. I then do her bidding and open the window so she can stick her whole face out and breath in the air. Needless to say her lips start to flap and i get hit with dog saliva... We finally reach our destination the 4 kms of dog park. Her domain!!! She jumps from front to back in anticipation of seeing her first victim. I try to calm her down and find a spot  farthest from the slew she likes to call a bath... I have decided tonight I will try a new trick, Ive been watching the
A True Confession
First, I want to thank all my Fu Friends for your love bestowed on me over the past 3 yrs. I so appreciate everything you've done for me and much love goes out in return. I may lose a few friends over what's coming next, but if that happens, then obviously they weren't true friends anyway. I have made many bad mistakes in life, including choosing work over family, bad relationship choices and many other things.... But I'm here to let everyone know I have finally found my "first" & "only" true love of my life. It's a shame it's come this late in my life, but Karma is what it is ...... Jen is her name ,, she is the most amazing woman I have ever met ! I think about her 24/7 ( sometimes too much for her ), but again it is what it is .. I think anyone would agree that have been, are in ,or w/e their current course path of love is .. that when you're in love, normal behavior doesn't happen. But then again , "what is normal" , that's another blog that could go on forever. Anyway, she is
Inkinu Tattoo And Piercing
Inkinu Tattoo & Piercing 136 E Railroad Avenue Leland, il 60531 815-495-6229  
Dumb Ass Doctors.
I'm so sick of Doctors that don't want to help when they should do something for people's pain.All thay want to do is pass them on to other Doctoer's that don't do anything ether.So thay all cane KISS MY ASS.
Help Me Win $500!!!
I work for T.G.I. FRiDAYS and we are having a contest to see who can sign up the most people for their GiVE ME MORE STRiPES guest recognition program. Just for signing up we'll give you a free appetizer. Plus, you'll get a jump the line pass, opportunities to earn free food, and more. All I need is yoru first and last name and email adress. All this will do is send you a email inviting you to join the program. You don't have to join the program if you don't want to. If you would like to help me, pm me. THANKS!   At T.G.I. FRiDAYS Restaurant, we promise not to sell, rent, or distribute your information. By providing your email address you are opting-in to receive email from our company and you may ask to stop receiving emails from us at any time.
Suspended Disbelief
Tonight I Can Write      Tonight I can write the saddest lines.Write, for example, 'The night is starryand the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.'The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.Tonight I can write the saddest lines.I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.How could one not have loved her great still eyes.Tonight I can write the saddest lines.To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.What does it matter that my love could not keep her.The night is starry and she is not with me.This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer.My heart looks for her,
I Feel Like A Weight Has Been Lifted Off My Shoulders..
Maggie Times
Very festive and fun in here ya'll.  Look forward to being shitfaced and getting naughty :) If you are looking for a hook up over the phone - I am a professional yo.  It will be well worth your dough ;) lol
Bellas Raving
Wise Boy
Wise Boy
hi every body try to utlise eah second in your life for some thing good malife cool ,nice and your
Anti-hate Campaign
New Social Network!
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Luv To Be Naughty...
i need to see all the sexy females that like females
Candy Kisses Auction Starts 5/12/09 Ends 5/15/09
im hosting an auction 100k entry fee u will make it back starting bids will be 100k if interested in jumping in on the auction pm your pic and what you are offering
White Rose
the red rose whispers passion, and the white rose whispers love, ohh the red rose a falcoln, and the white rose a dove, but i send you a cream white rosebud, with red on its petal tips, for the love purest and sweetest has a kiss of desire on the lips.....
Mafia Wars On Facebook
If your looking to have a little fun hook up to Mafia wars on Facebook and steal and rob others properties etc etc and build a massive fortune (cyber fortune) with me. Hit the link below and join in on the fun.     Join My Mafia:
Fubar seems to be all about 11s and bombs any more which is fine..But ima just not into it..Most of my real friends have my contact info but if you want it leave me a message..Just gotta a take a break for a bit :) Its the little things that means the most:):) I will be checking in and most of the time i show as online..Take care fu friends....xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Goodness! What Happens When One Stays Away Too Long Here!
 (Online) Milpitas, CA subject: Your payment has been confirmed!   received: 05/12/2009 12:34 am replied: no    block this member    Flag as spam   Your fuDivorce payment has been confirmed! Evidently, some people on Fubar do not like to communicate.  They woo you to fu-marry you but then ignore you on here: no rates, no points, no gifts, no presence...while at the same time still doing all these things to other women on here who "bare more than I do"! Rather one-sided...are all people from Turkey like that? Goodness! I
Whats In A Name
ok so seabreeze and i are hosting an auction on my page if you would like to be in it let me know. 30k entry fee 20k pic fee 500k minimum bid and all bids must be placed by commenting on pics or the bid wont count payment will be made to the person being bid on by the biddee. collecting from your winner is your responsibility. be prepared to do evrything you offer dont offer anything you cant or wont do im in my very first auction please go bid on me at the link below  
To Everyone This May Concern
3 Friends Needing Some Lovin!!!!
~BRATT~ HAS 3 FRIENDS THAT NEED SOME LOVE AND I KNOW MY FRIEND LOVE SHOWING LOVE. PLEASE A/F/R AND TELL THEM THE BRATT SENT YA. THANK YOU SO MUCH AND YOU WILL ME MEETING 3 SUPER FRIENDS!! 3boyz&2grls@ fubar TJatTheRock~owner@The BlueMoon@ fubar 2328574@ fubar ¢¾~Bratt~¢¾**He Is In My Heart Just Like A Tatoo**¢¾@ fubar
What I Wish I Looked Like.
Fucking Juggacunts
Suicide Lab Productions
My Kids, My World
I love to party  I love to have fun But it's my kids that matter They are #1 If my kids aren't safe I won't go out Loving my babies Is what I'm about
To All My Friends
I've Noticed.
Okay so I rated this persons page and they returned the rate. Which is good right? Not in this case... They decide to send me a friend request with an order of fan plzzzzz. Now everyone handles Fubar a different way, in their own way. So is their really a Fubar way? As in Add/Fan/Rate or some version of that. Since everyone has their own way of doing the FU as I will put it, Should those who think that you have to Rate/Fan/Add every page you go to is necessary? Some people care about ranking etc... Others don't. Some people care about leveling as soon as possible others don't. As I said above everyone does Fubar in their own way. If you really think about it what is the rush? Is there a big prize once you reach the top level? Some people spend money on Fubar as they have it to spend, others beg for things or are gifted things. I have met some really cool people on FU they know who they are. I do know I help entirely way to many people and little in return. T
First Time Ever For Haunted Passions Wet-t-shirt Contest
HAUNTED PASSIONS FIRST EVER WET-T-SHIRT CONTEST COME BY AN SEE US AND GET INTO THE FUN AND THE ACTIONS. BELOW U SEE HOW IT WILL GO! LET THE FUN AND ACTION START!!! Come By and Have a Blast! Click On Picture To Enter... Come by an Say hello! This is How the Contest Goes! You Must Be a Member To Be In the Contest. It Must Be a T-Shirt! You Must Be Wet! 1st Place 1 mill Fu-bucks 2nd Place 500.000 Fu-bucks 3rd Place 250.000 Fu-Bucks You Must Send Pictures to Camo_Princess Or Steelewind To Be Posted On the Lounge Profile. All Pictures Must Be In By Nexted Monday Before Midnight That date would be 18th Then Voting will Start that Day And Will Go Until the End of the Month and On June 1st We will have All the Winners! Thanks For Playing Staff Of Haunted Passions May The Best Ones Win!!!
So yeah this blog goes out to my family you know who you are. I think it's so fucking sad how you can be so fucking cold and just put someone out just like that when you know my situation. You are all fucking hypocrites and much much more just fake like fuck so much for TRUE family huh? Just so fucked up that I don't have fucking shit from my divorce and I am working so hard to get back up there and you guys do anything in your power to TRY to pull me down again...notice I said TRY because you guys never succeed I always come out on top not YOU fucks. Yeah it hurts me like fuck but you know what you have done showed me your true colors for real because check this out you are all going to need me for somthing rather no matter what it is, and I'm am straight up going to say...FUCK NO. And then one fine day you're going need me so bad and I'm going to say FUCK NO. YOu try to hurt me by taking what I value most away from me but you know what in the end you are going to suffer hard and I'll
Why Am I Here?
hmmm.. I love sex I am Bi I have a man I love women too I am not a swinger I am a paradoxical human sex is sacred and beautiful buffing our spirits through our bodies I like to share woman are not rivals beautiful human beings I adore them Men are home to me allowing an expression of femininity from me Woman offer a different angle of expression of passion
Who Thinks The New Star Trek Rocks?
«★muss★» In An Auction :o
Four boys were arrested for raping a 13 year old boy with a broomstick and a hockey stick. The rape took place on April 30th, in the locker room of the middle school.  The boys charged, as well as the victim, were all members of the same football team. It is believed that the victim had been continually bullied and harassed for nearly two months prior to the assault and rape.  All four suspects were identified by the victim and were arrested at the school on May 6, 2009.  The four suspects will not be allowed back in school while they have legal iissues that are unresolved, and the Florida State Attorney plans on prosecuting all four as adults. WHY THE FUCK WOULD ANYONE DO THAT?!?!?! I MEAN DAME I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO GO THREW SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND IT HIT ME LIKE A FUCKING BOMB SHELL I FEEL HIS PAIN AND I KNOW WHAT HE IS GOING THREW RIGHT NOW. IT TAKES AWHILE TO GET OVER SOMETHING SO TRAMATIC AND HORRIABLE LIKE THAT. IT TOOK ME 5 YEARS AND TO THIS DAY IM STILL NOT OVER IT + MY BES
Our Tommorows
"Our Tommorows" Our tommorows start today, I heard the old man say. Muttered with the wisdom of a life Because yesterday is gone, and still we must go on And face the joy, the heartbreak, or the strife.   Our tommorows start today, Every day a second chance A way to kill the sorrows of the past Another shovel full of earth, upon the wooden box Time to make more dreams and find a love that lasts   Our tommorows start today But they never really stopped Despite many times, we never wound the clock Because the spring always returns, to the place it always knew Where our tommorows have the wings, the only soul that flew. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.       
"Theres just something about destroying something so beautiful..." This is what he said to me. I have always known he was different, odd, and unlike anybody I have ever known, ever experienced. Yes, he was definitely an "experience". This statement, repeats over and over in my head when I think about him. "There's Just Something About Destroying Something So Beautiful.."  He takes pleasure, sexual pleasure, in destroying beauty. Yet, sex does not give him pleasure. I have never really understood why. My mind doesnt work that way. But I allowed him to destroy me because he says I am beautiful. He says he isn't going to let me go. This excites me and scares me at the same time. Just thinking about it, typing this, my first blog, makes my heart race. I am freightened, I tell him to forget about me.   
I am looking for some fun around hear if any female would be interested send me a messege and lets see what happens
My Rant Of The Century..fuck Some Of You!
First off I must say if you really dont like me then you can kiss my ass and delete me.I will say what the hell I want to say when I want to say it.Im a strong woman and I will never shut my mouth when someone tells me to.This site is really annoying sometimes and then really awesome sometimes.Lately Ive had some real winners become "friends" with me.First off who the hell are you to judge me?Why did you add me as a friend if you didnt like my page or what I do.I am a grown adult woman who is quite intelligent and can make my own decisions.Dont tell me my pics are immoral.Dont tell me Im a whore.Dont tell me Im a bitch.If you dont like me simply move on.That is what I do.If I dont like someone here I block them and go about my day.Lately Ive had friends mark pics NSFW when they clearly arent.Ive had friends tell me they thought I was something bad and then figured out I was quite kind and actually talk to people.Im no stuck up snob.I talk to anyone.But Im sorry I have 3000 friends.Stop
Hey,   This is all new to me so please help me out! I am 24 years old with 3 wonderful little boys! I am engaged to the most wonderful man I could ask for and I am literally dead tired but have to stay up until my sister picks my niece up!   I am trying to go back to school for medical billing and coding! Not much luck with that since right now I don't have the money to do anything!   I have 14 months and 5 days till I get married and I can't wait!
eye'm sorry, eye'm ugly, all that I am and I can never live up eye'm failing, eye'm angry, afraid of the ways they pretend to be us it's fuct up, eye'm different, words remain my only escape and now you're walking away
Just Thoughts
i love technology and i love my family but if u put them together it's like fruitcake fruit is great so is cake but wtf is up with fruitcake anyway i just got in a big fight with my dad b/c his new t.v. is sencitive to wat he's watching and will change the picture size depending on wat he's watching and he's a channel surfer so it changes alot and b/c i'm the only other person in the room and he's a moron i must be magicaly changing the screen size so i get yelled at b/c he dosen't understand his new t.v. anyway just another random thought no real point but doing this beat punching a wall or even worse me dad so i guess i'ma head home back into the dark ages of no internet but i'll be back on monday maybe depends on if another fruitcake in the family figured out that her router has an on switch and isn't powerd by magic ight peace woo hoo i'm bored as shit watchin my nephew waiting till he leaves to go home well i was planning to type more but i'm not gonna so l8er pplz peace ight firs
Under The Microscope
You can't handle me, no one can! If you wanna compare notes I can bring out the "big guns", the slef pity pot that so full of shit that it is constantly overflowing. My boots can walk, I ain't trippin' and I know there are people out there that have it so worst than me - (Give my love and respect to those fighting for this crazy cuntry
I Do Not Believe It....
What the holy, fucking, pus-filled hell? The wicked sick douche nozzle cunt can dish out the doctored pics of people, but when someone does it to her, she goes to runtelldat to the bouncers with a screenshot and they get a stern warning from administration about your content.  Can't take the fucking heat, you fucking waste of skin, stay the fuck out of Hell. Don't make pics of others, and they won't make pics of you, it's a simple fucking equation. One more thing...perhaps the Powers-that-be should look into things, not just take one person's word and evidence before handing out detentions. I know I'm not the only person this piece of fucking rancid garbage has done this to, and if you don't know who I am talking about, you don't pay very good attention in the mumms.
everybody put in the funniest jokes in here
A Dream...warning Its Messed Up
I had a dream a girl handed a boy a ring. He didn't say anything just looked at her. She looked away turning her entire head. "It could never work, you want something that would have to last forever and it could never be."Still he said nothing just looked at her. His face was emotionless. She looked back at him in anger."Say something!" She shouted. She was irritated with his silence and thought he should be saying something in return.Tears built up in her eyes. "Speak to me please." She said as her fists and jaws clenched. "This was just a promise ring anyways, it's not like you fucking proposed to me!" she shouted loud enough for the crowd around them to look and watch in sadness.The pressure of all the people staring started to build stress on both of them, the boy by embarrassment, the girl from the nosiness. He finally broke his gaze and looked down at the ring. "Your right it is just a promise ring...a promise that I wanted to keep. To be with you for the rest of my life in happi
Well its been about 2 years since I wrote someting, so here I go. This past year has been the wierdest of my life, my ex moved here to the beach and lives one floor above me, we split our daughter on a weekly basis which is good for our daughter, but the constant worry of her leaving weighs heavy on me, and leaves me constantly be on the defense, I became very sick earlier this year but am fairing well, getting stronger everyday to fight this thing called life. Life, what is it? We know we're born to die that is the only 2 things you are guaranteed, everything else is earned, wealth, love, children and success. If you are 1 of the lucky few who manage to find these 4 items and keep them you are truly blessed but remember in the blink of an eye it all can be gone. Take it from someone who knows, so what do you do, you pick your ass up and start over you may never be where you were, but the things you regain become treasures in your life keep them and admire them for they maybe gone too
Gfr Auction
Auction Time
Yes, I know... I'm such a whore. Now STFU, click the pic and bid on me and stuffs!  
My First Fubar Blog!
0 Tolerance
1. H1N1. Get over it people. It's all the same. Bird flu, SARS, west nile, MRSA. everybody makes such a big f-ing deal over things that have been around, and will soon be out of the spotlight. Just wash your f-ing hands and you'll be ok. 2. Stop sending me stupid messeges in my sb saying "you're hot" or you're sexy" I don't care. I want the 0.1 second of my life I waste reading that crap! 3. If you're the time of person who's all boohoo, pity me, pity me don't talk to me. I have no sympathy for those who are constantly looking for it. If people don't like me..... then why do they keep tabs on me? lol   Just can't get enough of me ehh? Don't assume you know how i feel of what i think. It just makes an ass out of you and me. ;)
Help Me Please!!!
I need help leveling up so that i can add more photos. I cant delete any photos for some reason & I need to submit a salute photo but I dont have enuff points to add more photos. What do I do?
      The Grooviest...The sexiest lounge...60's, 70's NITE @ EROTIC SEDUCTIONS Mondays @ 7:00pm pstCome and join us and check out our own DJ Looking4!!!  
My Lame Ass Rants = M.l.a.r
  When you get a secret admirer,you dont get cant be giddy. Its allways fear.The only thing good is that sigh of relief when its not a hideous beast... BUT THere will always be that Beast... Staring Staring... STARING!!! Christ it makes me wanna fucking puke out my ass and shit out my mouth...Makes ya wanna Take a 2nd bullet in the head after the first... fuck you god!why do you sicken us like this. This is the shit that makes satan himself cry... apparently my flask was made in chnina... i would so Jam my cock in her mouth and fuck it hard without remorse until she puked or passed out...
Not Sure,,
  Im not quite sure about this website,i mean....i was reffered here by a close friend who claims there are many hot guys around the bar here who are looking to hook up. Is this true? Its my very first night, so be gentle :)   Lets see what this bar has in store for me for tonight.... I wanna get crunked!! Do you? Wanna dance? Let's hit the dance floor... Afer that, you might even get my phone number.......for now my email will do!   Lets party!
Friends Contest #2 - Scavenger Hunt!
Scavenger Hunt - Thanks to Electric Xanrose for this contest idea!  She rawks! Rules:  DO NOT UPLOAD YOUR ENTRIES INTO YOUR FOLDERS!!  If you post your pics, people who didn't figure out a clue will get points off of your hard work, if I see one in your folders, the points awarded will be REMOVED!  All submitted contest pics must be E-MAILED to me!  YOU must be in the pic, and the pic must have my name "DavePinFlorida" HANDWRITTEN somewhere in the image.  Here’s a sample clue: "I'm yellow but not a coward, you’ll find me in some kitchens."  CLUE 1 (Issued Friday)"I've been called 'appealing' and I'm slippery at times" CLUE 2 (Issued Monday) So if the clue leads you to a banana, you can write "DavePinFlorida" on the banana, or you can hand write a sign and hold it in one hand and hold the banana in the other, or eat the banana or whatever, be creative!!!!!  I will issue points based on your entries, and create a compilation of all entries for each item from all entries re
Shooting Star
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Emily :][2] You were in the car with?roomate[3] Went to the mall with? Winston[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Emily[5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar?Mel T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?trueQ: Been searched By Cops?trueQ: Been suspended from school?trueQ: Sat on a roof top?trueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?trueQ: Broken a bone?trueQ: Have shaved your head?falseQ: Played a prank on someone?trueQ: Had/have a gym membership?trueQ: Shot a gun?trueQ: Donated Blood?falseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?moon[2] Winter or fall?fall[3] Left or right?left[4] Black and white or colored?W
My Lounge Laides...
This is more of a shout out for my favorite Lounges!!!My first lounge is Storm Radio, got to give a shout out for White Witch and Stormie!My second lounge is White Wolf Safe Haven and my girls there are Angel and Ice White Wolf!These lounges I highly recommend.Since I have started frequently visiting these lounges it is like coming home to family!!If you've had a bad day and need some where to go and just relax and unwind you'll want to stop at either lounge they genuinely care and have a way of making you feel like family!So stop by check them out and become a member!

Needing To Be With Someone
man im ready to be with someone, being alone really hurts. i lost my dad three weeks ago, and i haven't had a girl in six months, man its been a crazy year can someone help me
Never Ever ( To My Ex
Nyha's Obituary
Nyha Hines, 26, of Long Beach, passed away Thursday, May 7, 2009, in Gulfport. Mrs. Hines was preceded in death by her grandfather, Alex Dubuisson, Sr. Mrs. Hines is survived by her husband, Jesse Aaron Hines; her mother, Ola Brinley (Danny); her father, Douglas Lee; her mother, Dawn Myers; her siblings, Jon Lindsay (Lora), Danice Lee, Rachel Lee, April Lee, Douglas Lee, Jr., Jennifer Lee, Darcey Lee, Kimberlee Slocum; her grandmother, Retha Hutchingson (Harry); and many aunts, uncles, nieces, nephews, cousins, and friends. A memorial service will be held at Faith Baptist Church in Gulfport on Monday, May 11, 2009, at 1:00 p.m. with a visitation one hour prior. RIEMANN FAMILY FUNERAL HOME, 11280 Three Rivers is in charge of arrangements. An obituary may be viewed and guestbook signed at I will truely miss her a lot. She was sometimes misunderstood by people. But, she was a caring person with a huge heart. I just wish I had talked to her more in
Pole Dancing, A Must Read For Women :)
Sandy Shepard, 46, is a San Rafael attorney and author who does pole dancing for fun. Why: It allows me to feel empowered by my femininity and sensuality, while receiving a second-to-none full-body workout. Greatest accomplishment: Doing a "layout" - climb the pole, brace one foot behind the other, and then flip so you're hanging upside down, basically holding on with one foot and your knees. It takes killer abs. Gear you can't live without: Comfortable 6-inch heels from Foot Worship in San Francisco. You can pole dance in the same ratty gym clothes that you use for playing soccer or doing the treadmill. But you put those shoes on, and EVERYTHING changes. Where you train: S Factor San Francisco, and at home, on my own pole. Best time to train: In the morning. I'm more alert then, and pole work can be tricky. There is so much coordination involved that I want to be sure that I am at my most present. Advice you'd give a rookie: Sometimes the "beginner" moves are harder than more ad
For two and half years...I fought and epic battle called love...of mythic proportionsI have had a friendship based on love and a hatred based on friendship. I learned one thing,  that if one is scarred bad enough one no longer feels the pain."(a slight smile)I always say, if chaos is inevitable, why keep order?“You see, sometimes in life, we make our own choices. Sometimes, a choice made for us. But sometimes, there is no choice,at all But I let my self down and now i understand. See, no one respects the flame quite like the fool who's badly burned I realize one thing. That it's better to have a condemned soul, than no soul at all.They said things would be different when I got older, but they lied. In high school, I was despised, I was hated, and I was attacked for being different. It's no different now.I'm still hated, I'm still despised, and I'm still being attacked on a regular basis, whether it's any another representative of society's norm. Well, what about me!! What ab
Hey I am here to tell you how to get into my NSFW all you have to do is get my a vip or a 25 credit bling pack Ty you so much Mychelle  
Bid On Me!!
I'm in an auction!! and i feel like a loser because only one person has bid on me:( cmon guys!!=/     heres the link   please atleast go rate the picture so i can win a ticker!!    
Come Bid On Me In My First Ever Auction
Us: Is Marijuana Tax The Next Revenue Stream?
Sensitive Men
Sensitivity Test: 1. In the company of females, intercourse should     be referred to as:A. Lovemaking.   B. Screwing.C. Taking the pigskin bus to tuna town. 2. You should make love to a woman for the first    time only after you have both shared:A. Your views about what you expect from a sexual     relationship. B. Your blood-test results.C. 25 tequila slammers. 3. You time your orgasm so that:A. Your partner climaxes first.B. You both climax simultaneously. C. You don't miss ESPN Sports Center. 4. Passionate, spontaneous sex on the kitchen    floor is:A. Healthy, creative love-play. B.. Not the sort of thing your wife would agree to.C. Not the sort of thing your wife needs to ever find out    about. 5. Spending the whole night cuddling a woman you    have just had sex with is:A. The best part of the experience.  B. The second best part of the experience. C. $100 extra. 6. Your wife/girlfriend says she's gained five    pounds in the last month. You tell her that it is:A. Of no influen
Jail Time Stories ( The Return)
*Part One of Two*   March 29th 2007 11:02pm Hello, goodbye, that's all my brain says to me...I'll mutter some meaningless saying, and yet all I get is hello...goodbye. Little white lines kissing my face, telling me to stay low...BUT I'M GOING TO WAR MAN! charles in the Trees! LOOK OUT BELOW!!....BAM?!?...nope, it's a Dud...Ugh! not a dud!...How can that be?!?! I Rolled the Dice dammit!,
Healthy Poo?
How healthy is your poo?    
Definition: [Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. Now what does this truely mean for most....well its unfortunate but most out there take this to mean a power play....and that its not for mutual gratification only for there own...they do not take into account the other person that is there...thinking only of themselves. Now I'm not going to say that everyone does this...there are those that are true unto the lifestyle in which W/we live, and everyday is a learning experience. No one knows all there is to this life. But I digress in what I'm speaking of....I know most of Y/you already know this but its always good to revisit and refresh upon the basics otherwise sometimes W/we lose sight of things and lose the way. Now there are many different forms and ways of Domination...its different to each C/couple and how they wish to portray the lifestyle in T/there relationship. It can be as simple as some added fun in th
eveybody plz pray for blackwolfs dad hes in the hospital with luekemia!plz pray for him!tyvm and god bless! FUBAR SAYS NO CAMS!!!WHAT DO U THINK????SHOULD WE BE ABLE TO HAVE CAMS OR NOT??? LOOKIN FOR A PROMOTER IN TRUCKERS PARADISE COME BY IF INTRESTED!!!!!
Just Funny
It is donut day... but secretly its ball kicking day... that in it self should have a national holiday... everyday like 429... well it should be every day at 6 20 which kinda looks like B K D YAYYY Ball kicking Day!!!!! lmmfaoooooooooo! Men... I now know why girls have periods because for a whole month minus a week we have hearts... and we have to be very kind to are men and then when it comes around to our period... BINGO like they throw fireballs at us like: And their HUGE like that and we never see it comming and then their all like omg your such a bitch so we're like whoaaaaaa wait what? So we're like ok... weman are sooo strong mentaly because P Yeah see that guy in the pic he dosent even know whats comming his way!!! MUAHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! And so the Trilogy repeats... And we get in are spider ship and we go back to spendeling mens webs! The End hahahahahahaha I love youuuuu! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOPEFULLY IT WILL GO BY FAST! SOMETIMES POT BEARS IF NOT KEPT IN
Anything To Do????
So this is to let my FRIENDS know why I'm no longer working in the Velvet Lounge and why I won't be going there as much. Today, as many of you already know, I took one of my 10 month old puppies to the vet. I left myself parked in the lounge while I was gone. It took much longer than I had thought it would... about 3 hours. When I got home I made my pup comfortable and I did get back on and speak in the lounge. There was TWO people talking when I came back. I said hi and did the nammmmmmmmeeeeeeeee thing to them and then to about 8 other people as they either entered the room or started to talk. During this time I was in about 6 IM's and explaining to a person in the lounge what the vet had said about my dog.  I had spent 3 hours finding out my dog has a very serious infection. He had some how managed to shove a stick or something down his throat and into his voice box. Not knowing he had hurt himself it had abcessed and he is a VERY sick doggie (see the new pics in my "More Ran
So Confused...
Its All For You Damien
only for a moment my soul crys for more pain Powerful and intense morbid and my hands clench. I do not understand, its emptyness is unknown. Unable to fill up in any sense its pain drains me more and more. I am fearful to grasp the depths for I wont return.  I try to pretend it doesnt exsist but clarity brings it back here again. There are times when I become totally numb. When Im at my weakest. the depths become known, only for a moment. Blue moon makes a sudden move, theres a wave inside all the warm waves in time. There is a breech between secure arms; a speck of frost who seeks a place to melt or fly. With no place to go still trys to see a way to get by. And on the horizen gloom gathers a storm. Countless lost souls crying your name.
The Secret Admirer?
I know that you know that I adore you. There is no one else like you. I want to know if you know how much I appreciate you.I know that I don't deserve it,but there was a spot in my heart and I reserved it.For that place you took, but that is okay. but I slowly learnTo take it easy and wait for you, so  i hope your heart I patiently earn. Hey,I really respect the fact that you respect me. I admire your true integrity,complex mentality,distinguised personality,Everything about you that compliments our similarity.If mishaps should occur and I happen to die and there is indeed another life, I pray that I come back with more appreciation, andmore joy for you, and hopefully as your hero.   I truly confessthat you have stolen my heart,captured it, from the very start.Pleasure a feeling I had never known, in a long time,came upon me so quick, strong and full blown.You were a vision yes, a sight to beholdevery sculptors wish, for he to mold.The look, the walk and the way you moved,sent tingl
Ohhh..the Stories...
Dancing Devils; Stalking Tigers.
Tell me Remind me Chase the water racing from the sky Always beside me Taste the memories running from my eyes Nervous flashlights scan my dreams Liquid shadows silence their screams I smile at the moon Chasing water from the skyI argue with the clouds Stealing beauty from my eyes Outside the soundness of your mindBathing your soul in silver tears Beneath a blackened summer sky Praying for time to disappear Beneath a summer day Under glass moonlight Night awaits the lamb's arrival Liquid shadows crawl Silver teardrops fall The bride subsides to her survival By your hand I've awakened Bear this honor in my name She would stir in her sleep, her hip rounded by the sheet, her warm back or belly held tight against me.  I would put my fingers in her dark, silky Italian hair, trace them down her shoulders and back and along the sensuous curve of her waist.  I'd kiss the soft skin and the moles just above her navel.  I'd kiss her breasts and stomach and mouth and eyes, then slip her close agai
My Tag
Oh how i love baseball!I watch every game of The Cardinals i can on tv, but now and again they have a day of and sometimes i get lucky and the local double A affiliate of the Oakland A's are playing in town. Today was one of those days. Last night i checked to see what time the game started and to my shock, it was an 11 a.m. start. Cool i thought! Watch a day game, fewer kids, shorter lines at the concessions and enjoy the day. :)WRONG!!!First off, it's only in the mid 50's here at game time. Add in the 30 mph winds and it makes for less than a desirable afternoon of balls and strikes. Not to mention that it was misting on the drive there. Still, i was determined to see a game. It would be fun. I've done next to nothing just for myself this year.Field trip?As i meandered my way through the sports complex, past the hotels and football stadium i saw no less than 50 school buses. Then i got out and heard the basting PA for the pre game. Louder than i had remembered before and as i made my
Begging For Help
I read status all the time as people appear in my bartab. I have noticed that lately there seems to be an abundance of statuses begging people for help so they can level. I mean come on. Help yourself go rate some peoples profiles and pictures. Its not that hard and its what your begging people to do for you. I saw a status just moments ago that said 20k to level please help me level. Holy crikies are people that lazy that they can't rate 20k worth of pictures anymore? I am not going to be helping beggers anymore just those who choose to help themselves.
Poetry, Lyrics, And Random Shit
Staring, silently she sighs, Withdrawing into herself, away from reality, away from the callous, cruel remarks of her peers, She waits, silently, for the day she can rise, spread her wings, and be reborn, like a phoenix rises from it's ashes.
May 11,2009
Hello everyone, Sorry to say I got sick and was in the hospital for awhile, but Im doing a lot better and ready for some fun. Hope everyone is well. Brenda Well Im still in Texas for another 3 weeks. Looking for an apartment. Its very expensive here. The apartment have a lot of extras, swimming pools, work out room, rec rooms, washer dryers, dish washers....ect. My granddaughters mother left her here in Texas with us she doesn't want to be a mother she never did. Shes making threats that I will be arrested for kidnapping for bring Reanne back to Texas and threats to my son for domestic violence when she flipped and started throwing rocks at him and the breaking the windows out in his mobile home. The cops came and took her to a shelter then her mom and sister drove from Michigan to Texas to get her. I really thought a lot of her until she told me I would never see Reanne again. I miss my daughter very much shes still in Michigan, cant wait to see her. Shes been having
Love Is Hard To Find
Hex's Sick Shit
Flames Of Passion Game
Hi everyone, Someone has kindly voted for me in the Flames of Passion game so I thought I'd join in and try and get more votes. Please click on the pic below to read the rules and vote for me. 1 or 100 votes will help, of course the more the better to help me win. If the link doesn't work, I've added it to the comments below .....     Its meant to be secret but if you want me to get you some back, you'll have to tell me you got me some and how many so I can return the fu-luv. Thanks so much in advance for any fu-luv you can give :o)  
Wanna Own A Sexy Military Woman?
  Click on that link and come n get me!!!
Free At Last
I am all single now girls, and living in Portland, i need to meet people in this town so hit me up
New Fubar Updates! @@
May 11, 2009: lounges now have customizable emotes -- Eric650 May 11, 2009: new lounge privacy option: primary photo required -- Eric650 May 11, 2009: new bag head photos -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: lounge managers can now set a custom title for each staff member -- Eric650 May 8, 2009: bling credits can now be used to buy happy hours, blasts, and bonus elevens -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: removed limitations on shitfacing people who were already 100% buzzed -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: fixed limited edition bling spelling error.... lol? -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: increased vip photo storage to 5,000 photos -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: wuwu changelog is active -- babyjesus
Justice Radio, A Labor Of Love
For the last 5 or so years, I've been involved in the creation and production of an internet radio station. We focus on the Geek Lifestyle, specifically targeting the Adult Gamer. So in one foul swoop, I've managed to combine two very important aspects of my life and personality:Music and Gaming. My greatest talent is the ability to weight the individuals and assemble a very strong team. I have surrounded myself with like minded people who share my passion and creativity. Along the way, we've established incredibly strong bonds of friendship and built a second family. More to come...   The Pope aka Baby @zmyth In my experience as an internet broadcaster, I have seen hundreds of streams come and go. Many were individuals who believe that it simply takes is a piece of software and a large music selection and viola', you're a radio station. Others tried to reinvent the wheel at every turn and buckled under the strain. Finally the last group of would-be stations got so hung up in the c
True Love
True love is an eternal bond between two loving souls. Happy to be in each others arms; serene and secure together. True love is honest; it's forever true it never lies. It holds an unspoken trust between two tied hearts ready to become one. True love is constant. It stays strong and holds fast. Its foundations will hold and it will not crumple to the challenges of time and situation. The only change is more love for each other each new day of their lives. It is forever growing and forever loving.             True love is loyal. Faithful and it can wait. It does not know distance or boundary. It's always true and forever hopeful. It is not affected by the changes that surround them. It holds the promise that they will be together again whenever they are separated.             True love is not hidden; it is shared by two loving hearts. It is willing to accept pain but it's ready to forgive.  It does not store ill feelings and emotions of hate. It is the beauty of the knot that
Fu-pondering At The Fu-pond
Dear Wife:I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw.Last week, you came home & didn't even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers.You ate in two minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife.Either you are cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone.Your EX-HusbandP.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together ! Have a great life !Dear Ex-Husband:Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter.It's true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you've been.I watch my so
Two Days From Renfrew...
Dear Kenny, Thankfully the odds of you reading this are almost nonexistent. You've shredded my heart into pieces. Now you say you'll call and I've sat by the phone all day waiting. Of course you don't call. You were supposed to be the one. Supposed to stand by me. You don't. Yet, even now, I sit by the phone while waiting for that collect call from the county jail. Why? I have no idea. And I promise you, next time, when you do call, I won't necessarily be here anymore. You've taken enough years from my life. I won't let you have another day. I could have spent the entire day readying for Florida, yet I spent it all pining for your sorry ass. No more. Karina I'm nervous as hell. But excited. I don't know. I haven't even started preparing yet, which is bad. I have to have everything I need because I'm fucked if I forget anything. No way to get stuff sent down to me. i can't believe Kenny decides now to be supportive though. He's the loser ex boyfriend, who doesn't know the meaning of t
To The Montanaland225 Family!!!!!
 Good day to everyone!!!!!i really don't know how to start so it's about time i tell the truth to EVERYONE!!!!! I'M SO NEW TO A-L-L OF THIS BUT i understand some things. i understand when i've left some one behind but i'll NEVER understand why people(when you've helped them through something instantly forget you,even as you still love them. i don't understand how lovr can be so great one day and non-existant the next.i'm a JEUDE'-CHRISTIAN Evangelist AND PROPHET"SENT FROM"FROM THE M-O-S-T H-I-G-H GOD"i'mliving and looking at my brother's and sisters"destorying my heart"with"instant gradification syndrome"attitude tha's so"pervasive"these days. besides brother's and sisters understand nothing nor no one except their own fantasy(or their reality).it seems that i'm no one excpt when i'm doing something at the time for you(people) shit ya'll,i don't ask for much but i'm getting slammed cuz i do stuff in real life too and that real life intrudes to here,when i'm here i try to get
My Life
       I am in the process of divorce. My spouse and I get along better as friends then we did as a couple. We both have met people that we love and care about to which live out of state.          I am temporarily staying with my parents and looking for work to save up money to move to the state in which my current love resides.I am very happy and I love him deeply.      I like to be social and meet ppl but for me this is just for online. Although I am sure there are many of you folks out there that are very nice. I am not interested in meeting in person. Nor trading sexual content or information of any kind.      I was raised most of my life in Missouri and hate living here lol. I am a fun, loving, and caring person. Don't step on my toes, and I wont step on yours...I may be sweet but if not respected, i tend to get pissy. LOL.  
Lost And Lonely
i sit here alone waiting for hope that one day i'll finally be able to stand up and say no to the one thing in this world that has always had a hold over me. no matter what i do it seems that i will always give in to my heart it has a cotroll over me that i just dont understand i've been hurt so many times by this pain that i live with every day for the past 4 years but how happy i become when she comes back even just to be friends i know ill get hurt every time but i am in love with this person so much i guess im willing to put up with the pain but at least i can feel something in this lonely heart. im 40 and getting older my life is not what i wanted but i deal with it hopeing one day the  one thing in my life i need will finally come true and that one thing is true love as i go thruogh this life i come to realize that some people  will never find that love and im starting to think i am one of those people.  i love this person more then my own life how ez i could give it up just t
Dancing Videos
Horny And Looking
the lounge was empty and the muisc was above avg. but there was not one  staff member to be found  and when ask  got no response in my oppion this club needs to hire more staff or close down when they can not staff the room when was contacted  by the enforcer was bought a drink and then told that the owener was there and was invited back  this is a place that I will have to give a second chance to  but from the  first look This reviewer gives the SEX KITTEN  a 6 out of 10 Just got shut down by the EX  told me she wanted to do friends with benafits and then when the time came she said   ohhhhh   my boyfriend  won't understand    I said this is BULLSHIT  was I wrong????   I wish I was a better looking man cuz then I could have  sex with the lights on  the women  keep telling me to TURN OFF THE FRICKN LIGHTS and its starting to hurt my  feelings but maybe its just me   does anyone else have this problem????    
Name? Lol Wtf For? No One Reads These
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Super Heroes/ Villians
To all you Fellow Super Heroes/ Villains, thanks for playing. If you didn't know of today's themes and you still want to join here's the List of characters who have been taken. Elektra= duh me Silver Surfer= Seamus Artie the Worlds Strongest Man= Blue Eyed Soul Tick= Name Crisis PMS Avenger= Witty Ash (Evil Dead) = Sasquatch Gambit= Soda Batman= Husky Redneck Siryn= Ms. D Cat woman= Reeka Hulk= Mop Daredevil= The Crimson King Storm= Amykins Deadpool= Anonymous Huntress= Pixie Captain Underpants= Chef Jay The Shocker= Hugh Hawk Girl= Satara The Lone Ranger= Bonz Scarlet Witch= Witchie The Green Hornet= Swift Rogue= Karma's Bitch Dr. Manhatten= The Dork Knight Huntress Rose= Jai Might Mouse= Boo Invisible Man= What Darkman= Bounty Hunter Bat Girl= Not your Girl Lara Croft= JWH Captain Cvnty Cakes= Brain Ninja Super KC= KcPilar69 Superman= Craven Power Girl= Klover The Bowler=Mrs. Bad Crumble Top-O-Ren= Top Knotch Super Girl=Bunny Love Bizaro= _ Myst
I help take care of my mother. I live with my oldest sister to do this. I gave up a normal life to do this. I don't work so I can be here for my mother while my sister is at work. I take college classes online so I can get my degree. I cook,clean and take care of my three kids too. Now I love my oldest sister with all my heart. I do not like my other sister! I hate her! There is not an ounce of love for her anymore! She is a self centered,delusional non medication taking lying cunt! Yes,thats right I called my sister a cunt! She lost her home because she didn't pay the rent! How the hell do you not pay the rent when everything else is being paid for by your  adult daughter and a room mate? Oh and lets no forget how you were neglected as a child! What the fuck?  It's all mine and my oldest sisters fault,yeah right!! Let's see,while I was laying there in the crib I was plotting how I could ruin your life! Julie planned the whole thing when she lost her eye so mom could spend more time wi
A Poem For My Mom
Mom I miss you so much Every Mother's day Not just then but every minute Since you went away. You was the center of my life before you passed on I still find it hard to believe That you are really gone
If You Are The One Offended
> she woke up to find herself tied to the bed. naked surrounded by rose pedals. "what's going on?" she cried out. "hmm'll soon see" He replied. he aprroackes her carrying a bowl. he sits it on the table and reaches inside. He pull out a cube of ice. and begins to slow slide it over her body. her neck, lips, and her now erect nipples. She begins to wiggle and lightly moan. "it has only just begun" as he slowly start to massage her clit. sending waves of pleasure through her body. squirming to trying to break free. her eyes now close enjoying the pleasure. but not allowing her to orgasm. "oh oh...not yet. I'm not done with you" he stars to pour warm baby oil all over her body. and begins to massage her slowly. start with your massive chest and working his was down to here feet.> > with without warning, he spread her legs and plunges his tongue deep inside her. "mmmm" escapes her lips, as she grinds her hip into his face. her legs begin to tremble as he continue to feast on her jui
Hero/villian Morning Meeting
I never knew  this! Have you noticed that if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just  a few more letters, it spells out:       "Fuck off  and go home you freeloading, benefit-grabbing, kid-producing, violent, non-English speaking cocksuckers and take those hairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, goat-fucking, smelly rag head bastards with you." How weird is  that?
I set goals, take control, drink out my own bottleI make mistakes but learn from every oneAnd when it's said and doneI bet this brother be a better oneIf I upset you dont stressNever forget, that God isn't finished with me yet”
Sumthing To Think About
magnify Maybe . . . We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift Maybe . . . When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . . You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you wan t to be, because you have only on
Turn The Tables Back
So many times people fall in love and believe just about every thing their mate says to them. And why shouldnt they right?  Wrong!!  I dont know what it is but some times you just have to wonder what makes a good loving realationship sour. You go through,  many experiences with different mates,  some dont last long,   some just rip your dam heart out,  some just make you want to rip your dam hair out. You put so much into the friendship/realationship only to be handed your ass. You go through  your brain trying to figure out,  was it something I said?  done?.  But you cant find anything that would cause such a nasty break up. Chances are you haven't.  People when they want out of the realationship with you,  just make up an excuse to bail.  They dont have a dam clue as to just be open and honest and tell it like it is.  Sometimes,  you just have to hurt to be kind. Then sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,  you get a poor person that is left holding their heart in their hand and wondering w
Pims D Man
To all Breezes out there give me a holler if your available. =^)
Help Me Sleep Ladies Lol
im tired
Poetry Blog Box
Between distant hearts lays this watery wasteland The single crack in our path to infinite joy And yet this wasteland is set as our final destination Although it is bound to be our undoing We must travel these broken dreams of those to fall before us In a single hope to hold true to our hearts That single being that can bere the weight of our love Even if only for a second To save our eyes for a single place Where myth and desire become one Where we can lay for eternity upon the softest earth Miles from the begining And yet the end always creeps closer.       Within this winter nightmare My limbs grow colder with every passing hour But as the frostbite slowly spreads throughout my body I sense the end is drawing near Pleading with my conscious And with a whisper of salvation I hope to sway his dieing breath Now as I drift off into this final slumber My dimming light is blown away as if it were the last time Now laying here in the dark surrounded by my fear
Happy And Sad
She Loves Me, She Hates Me
I cherish ya all the way. id make it work, long distance or what ever it takes.i want u so bad, like i said, I can tast ya soul, but its be better cover in lye, cos all my life it seems to loose, but i lost that too, so what i do now? Want me to fall in love  show u this or that, life u could have.... marry u an have a fucking life: my life is a bull shit misery  so lets get married an say fuck it, is that all u know?  I'm too good to be true an ur to hot to be blue, an we, just make a day come true an it sucks ass, morning is coming late, dawn just past us by, mid day is present, dawn is coming near, hold you, close, id cherish you my dear, I'm a poet, if u didnt know it, devil bought my way, hell awaits, heaven is you, trouble is time an tired of running, please hold me, im falling, sincere, just running blind!... I'm on a suicide,  but sometime we seem to dis tray..wonder what hes really like...glistens,... nite falls, your in bed,, he creeps into your head.. falling in lov
The Sam-man Cometh
My Poems And Storys Alike!!!
For I shall go into the day of the night mist to see if I can find the love of my lost soul, As I know she is in there wishpering and calling my name as I feel the love of her of my crying for me to come and save her from her living nightmare, As we cannot see each other but our love is stronger than the most powerful thing ever created by man or woman alive even stranger than love can ever be, as our passions flow over the mountin and hill tops through the valles of the other sides accross the lakes and rivers even thought the tickest of forest man cannot travel in, as our spirits rome free and high as we are in the making of a new a daylight night dawn as our lifes only but ever brittens as we soon be in each others arms for all of time and eternity as I only but ever truely deeply passinately love only her deeply and truely with our my heart body and soul as she ownes every t
Thomas Bartley
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Going Away Party
So my best friend is going away to the Navy next month. On the 30th we are throwing a righteous, slammin party. We are providing burgers, ribs, jello shots and a drink called the "Dirty Girl". We need some more chicks that are cool to come and hang out with all of our guy friends.... yeah its gonna be a sausage fest lol. Hit me up for info and we'll give details. Peace
Logic Vs Feelings
these days people use two different reasoning types, logic and feelings.  personally i se the logic sense, whats going to happen? whats the right choice? will it work? why wont it work and why will it work.  a lot of people will go by their "gut feeling" and a lot of times it is a good decision, but its not always the correct one.  when feelings are used such as i feel like chicken tonight or i feel hes cheating on me we dont use the logic part of the brain that tells us that if we push things too far we will only be hurting ourselves or we end up hurting someone else.  personally i used  to base everything off feeling and realizzed one day that this isnt the way to go.  thats just for me not everyone.  most of the time when we use the feelings side of things we unconsciencely make the decision based on our personal gain.  some do it rationally and some do it without even knowing it.  when logic is used we base things off of how this will effect you and how it will others, we base the
“internet Blackout”
In Life..
Hmmm..what can i say about me...i spend alot of time thinking...sometimes too much..i have wants, needs and desires...and venturing further into a D&s relationship i am learning that my wants come second only to his wants needs and desires..I find myself desiring "His" touch every waking moment, and even in my dreams "He" calls to me..the sound of "His" voice moves me like no some people who may read this you may not understand the complexities of such a deep connection such as mine.. Once again, here am late at night thinking well i did a great job conveying my feeings lol..NOT I've been given   s    p    a    c   e  ,   Although i didnt ask for space i've been given it anyway.. All i asked for was not to feel pressured, i tried to explain and be honest about how i felt and wow it got bad real wanted me to always be real and i was i didnt say i wanted to leave, i asked your advice and you told me that it wasnt your place to tell me what to do-im confused..and i f
The End Of An Era.
It finally happened .... As myspace allergic as I am I've decided to blog. First entry the end of my six relationship. Everybody at the bar pour a little beer out and may it rest in peace.  I saw coming years ago but sometimes your high school sweet heart can keep you from growing up. Ive changed alot and so did she but sometimes you have to let go . Starting over sucks, but fuck it so does growing old.  I'll keep the good memories and the bad and some how try to make something new .  It like being born again having to figure out how to walk , talk , and be around people again. I can imagine that is what it felt like to watch volcano go off that a lot of hot burning magma at first then it cools and becomes cold as rock. Now that it has cooled off where to go from here? Who knows but im taking no prisoners either and not wasting another minute.
For years I have been practicing forms of magic. I've learned a lot about spells and potions that can bring you good fortune or completely obliterate another man's life. As I became more familiar with these spells and was able to do them successfully, my mind shot in 10 different directions. There were so many things I could do with this kind of power. As my skills progressed, I moved past the petty spells that I had started with. All were temporary, so if I used one to take care of my money issues, I always found a way back. Unfortunately, the magic never lasted long enough and it was becoming apparent to me. Interest began to wane in my studies until I saw her. Eva Perez was a curvy Latina with breasts that seemed rather large considering her height. The black hair flowed all the way down to her ass and it was impossible not to stare at her. She was absolutely stunning. Right away, I knew I had to have her, one way or another. Any time I'd pass by her or see her somewhere I'd say hel
A Bit About Me
Just figured Id say a little about myself for any of you who may be wondering a bit about me well here goes I am 34 years old and i live in the state of Ky  Im single andlooking  been that way for a while now as u can c from some of my pics i use my webcam lol ever so often but only if someone else is using theirs as well I have nothin against it in anyway I think it can be fun and used in more ways than one I usually work 6 out of 7 days and ever so often i may get 2 days off thats when im available on here most times  id like to thank all of u who have added me and i look forward to talking with many of you and getting to know you as well Ill be posting more on here this is just the beginning and Id like to think its gonna be one hell of a ride :) muahh to all u beautiful women who have added me and I look very forward to hearing from you feel free to send me a message if im available Ill reply and if im not when i sign in i will get back at ya feel free to rate me and rate my blog i
EXPLOSION I just got my brains fucked...I want a Wookie heheheheh   20 minutes later...i got my brains fucked again..yay wookie
What Am I Doing???
I just got back from the YMCA and boy oh boy the ladies over there are hot!!! I was thinking of working there in the future, but also.... I would need to have something to calm my mind.  Because there are too many hot young women over there.   It is really fun to work out at the YMCA.  Hi there...... I am here to being you happiess. Happiess in a can.  Yeah, right!!!!! I am here to tell you all that I would like to tell you some things about me, but not right now.  But soon.      
Just One Of Those Days
Just A Day
ok so maybe its supposed to be busy bee.. but I prefer bitch. *shrugs* anyway.. have been on a nutzo streak adding products to my online shop.   That is my Hallowed grove. only on the web for now, but one day it will be real, but alas I am rambling.. here are some of the designs I have added.. well for the word tee's.   "SUPPORT CANNIBALISM!  eat me. " "I'm not a stalker... I'm just curious.   By the way you're out of milk." "I have the perfect body. But its in the trunk and starting to smell." and alot more, I will me adding more through out the next few days.. let me know what you think.   ok.. off to think of some more demented shit to turn in to a tee. *waves*     I want some damn it. Ok.. so what I really want are auto 11's, Cherry bombs and a vip.. but I would be happy with some bling.. or for fucks sake any luv at all.. I dont seem to be getting much lately.   Ok my sexy fockers, I am off to read a bit fu will survive witho
*Suspend memorizing logical monograms..imbed sentimental disclosure thats eating thru your routine..shovel shit to bury the diffrence between dislikes .. .digging out of cured caskets .eject poralisis...regurgitate dirt and lurk..drone apprehend and mutate half dead gaskets splitting around reshaped spines..rough worn tension inserts with no escape.. paired with broken nails.....finding hope in corners.. provoke stressed pellicle soaked as he comprehends the descent portrait failing..Nailing the post into the ferminted foundation..rebar.. spaced far.... filled out defensive to keep legit..stall survalience.. distributed evenly alongside the wall spraying..laying still, beleiving ..releaving pressure as heart pound..hazing wound bleeding onto the ground..scaling agriculture only to fall victim to hovering vulture ..splitting chest cavities to ingest vitals that rupture when punctured by inconclusive abuse, steady at smothering the insecuritys that wisper machedy..split heads
I lve to party and hangout with friends and meeting new laides is always wanted. Iam new at this so ladies be good to me and give me a hand so i can have a killer page and meet good fun people!!!
well i was going to white about my frikin music until i hit my damn hed on the corner of my desk!il write some other time my head hurts!!!!
Love-us News And More( My Non Profit)
First Adoption Day!!!Sat May 23rdA huge thanks to the owner of Fins and Flowers for offering to open up her store to us!!!!Make sure to come see the kitties@ Fins and Flowers Pet Shop113 East Ave E, Copperas Cove, Tx 76522254-547-8780 Summer fundraiser will be............ Cookie Dough, and Dominos Pizza!We have high hopes for the summer fundraisers, the cookie dough looks yummy info on how to get your hands on some while supporting humane treatment  and happiness of animals coming soon.Fundraisers                Goal       /  amount donatedTo build a no-kill shelter $250,000/      $ 0  Maddie Fund does sound like a good possibility of some major funding once the 501c3 is officially granted from the IRS( unfortunately they are back logged on reviewing the 1023 application for the 501c3 for  an  indefinite length of time).Critter care                         $2,500/   $  0Donations from you are needed to continue our life saving work. Any amount that you can give is greatly appreciate
Today marks my best friend who was like my sisters birthday. She would have been 27 today. With everything else going on this is very hard for me to deal with. I could call Jen up at any time day or night and vent to her about anything especially guys. I was always there for her and she was always there for me. When I lost her in 1999, I lost 1/2 of myself...Last year I met someone who I could go to to vent but slowly over time that stopped. Now I feel like again I am alone in the world. I have 3 people who I am close to that is going to be leaving this year and it sux. One person is someone who has treated me like no other person has and I think at times that I will never find someone who can treat me like he did and respect me. Maybe I will one day but right now it wont be soon. Only time will tell.
Spotlight Donation
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If You Know Me
Another Rant About Work
Rambling Rambles.
I haven’t blogged in a while, so I decided that I would share one with you folks. Lately, I’ve noticed that life really black and white. There are shades of grey in every facet of life, whether it is work, love, or friendship.  I’ve been introduced into to way too many of these shades of grey lately as you’d imagine.  So what to do? What do you do when find out your best friends has been looking down at you for over two years? What do you do when you find out work is bullshit and some of your co-workers have it out for you? What do you do when relationships fail due to cheaters?  You endure.  I’ve noticed that in life that weakness comes from an inability to handle the cards that were dealt to you. Character is created when you take those cards, take them and play accordingly instead of folding. You are supposed to be able to handle anything that comes at you, not give up… and then wit your way to victory.  Folding is the same thing as staying
Missing Teen!
" />This info was text to me on April 28 2009she has been missing since april 27. She was in Myrtle beach SC on spring breakwithout parents permission. She went withfriends but friends came home without her. Sge was supposedly last seen in Charleston,Parents are there looking for her. She is from the Rochester Area In New York State.They don't really give much info on the news.Please pass this on.this is Brittanee Marie Drexel she is 17 years old and has been missing in myrtle beach for a almost a full day. She is 4 foot 9 inchs tall and one hundred pounds. If you have any information about her please contact John at 5853545827. Please forward this to everyone you know
My First Blog
Grow The Fuck Up!!!
1. When you are sad, I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry fuck who made you sad. 2. When you are blue, Ill try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile, I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared, I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused, I will use little words. 7. When you are sick, stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall, I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. When you need a kidney, I will search the web for you. This is my oath, I pledge it till the end. Why, you may ask, because you are my friend. You know, i really hate stupid people who think they know me...get off your damn high horse and look around..nobody thinks ur hot shit and i sure as hell dont quit acting like i need to treat you like ur the next fu
Hey New Pics
I've got some new pics on here so come by and see them Please Love u all  and a hell ya to my bro's
well as im sure you cann tell its been almost 2 years maybe more since ive been here so heres a little update of my life.I'm 21 now il be 22 in october i still live ith my family i really cant afford a house on my own.i work as a production controller in larbert for a private enginerring company. it has been a ridiculously long time since ive had a sexual partner or a bf lol so poor me. i still drive my fiat punto so honk if ur horny pretty much still the same little me horny and happy nothing has changed there.anyway gimme a shout sometime and buy me a drink love ya x
I Dream Of Vestal.
In a veil of white mist, at the temple of Vestal, two of the virgins bathed me. Pretty, sweet things adorned in wraps of loose white linen. The one, with dark hair, seriously seductive, while the other with hair flowing long and blond was playful and sweet - neither uttered a sound from the moment we met. Both were long-limbed with small clever hands, silently and sensuously easing a stress and tension from my body that, until now, I hadn't realised I possessed. Closing my eyes, I lost myself to the heat of the water and wickedly sensual sensations as their hands caressed me beneath the surface. Their lips finding mine as well as each other's - we three lost to these precious moments as steam rose around us. The only sound was the play of water and the soft sounds of my contentment. Dozens of candles spread their golden light about the room forcing back the shadows to dance at the edges of perception across a ceiling and walls of marble painted with frescoes of women bathing,
Housisms from Season 2 House: "Where are you going?" Foreman: "You're an ass." House: "I know. Where are you going?" - No Reason "I always say if you're going to get shot, do it in a hospital." - No Reason Jack: "I don't want to hear semantics." House: "You anti-semantic bastard." - No Reason "She looks just like you. You have the same fro." - Who's Your Daddy? "Pretentiousness is hereditary. Just because they haven't found the gene yet..." - Who's Your Daddy? "I'm a really good secret keeper. I've never told anybody Wilson wets his bed." - Who's Your Daddy? "Tonight, L Word marathon." - Forever "Unless Chase broke his neck falling off his polo pony, he had no reason to be in the ER." - Forever "I ask you, is almost dying any excuse for not being fun?" - Forever "Ideas are not soda cans. Recycling sucks." - Forever "Oh, Level Three. Have you called Jack Bauer?" - Euphoria, Part 2 Wilson: "You're accessing a webcam?" House: "Cuddy's shower. You a fan of the Brazilian?" - Eup
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      AUTO 11 OR CHERRY BOMB TO THE ONE THAT GETS HER THE MOST REFERRALS    Crazy's Princess*r/l fiancee to CrazyHorse*Dangerous Curves*in some major need of new Referrals you get to choose either a Cherry Bomb Or Auto 11. So get out and start getting her referrals. She needs 24 more people to join under her so that she can reach the next level. The biggest deal of all....if you get her the most referalls so you can walk away with the best gift. Please send her link to your friends or family or anyone that is wanting to join fubar. The invite link code is Make sure if they join they let her no that you are the one that had them join under her. Please make sure you rate fan and add her.Crazy's Princess*r/l fiancee to CrazyHorse*Dangerous Curves*@ fubarIf that link doesn't work please copy and paste this one in your address bar and it will take you to her page.
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come bid on me and be sure to show ...Dawn love while your there damn it! Just click on the pic and buy my ugly ass damn it !!
Mothers Day
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Assassin Nation
Hey whats up? Not much here just decided to start my own blog about my paintball team Assassin Nation. We are a 3 to 7 man woodsball / senario team thats brand new and currently lookin for sponsors or donations to off set the cost of the team. We are currently paying for everything out of pocket. Let me tell you a little about my self. Im going to be 33 next week. Im getting old lol. I was a scout in the army served 1 yr Ramadi Iraq. Now Im out of the military I spend much of my time playing paintball. My team Assassin Nation are in serius need of sponsors to keep the team a float. In we return we would put your company name on our sleve of our jersey and put a link from our website to your.
Happy Mothers Day Too All You Beautiful Ladies....
Just hear too wish all you beautiful mothers, and young ladies a happy mothers day, wish you all the verry best on this most wonderful day, may god bless all of you....
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Trapped In A Room
 once trapped in a room a room with walls walls of rules walls of laws no walls of freedom what is freedom? freedom is like the wind it blows any way it wants too no walls to stop it the wind goes over anything in its way unlike i who is stuck in that room of no freedom who needs to get out someway, somehow to get that freedom.
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My 2 Years On Fubar
Sup friends and fam Just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has been by me and been there for me for the past 2 years.  It's been a great experience on Fubar and looking forward to meeting more people.  I've been through a lot, but ya'll stuck by me during the good time, and helped me through the bad times.  I'm blessed and thankful to have such great friends on here that accepts me for who I am.  I love ya'll, and I'm very thankful for each and everyone of you.  And Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers on Fubar. And Fayth, I love you so much! You mean the world to me!  Love you baby!!!
Faq About Tattoos
Over the years tattoos have become more and more popular, so more and more people are going out and getting inked. However, over the years a lot has changed in the tattoo world, like how they are administered, and new inks that have been created. The one thing that has remained the same for years on end is the designs that most women tend to get. Even though the number of women getting tattooed seems to be slowly growing and catching up with the percentage of tattooed men, women still seem to gravitate more towards the same femine tattoos. Below is a list of the most common tattoos that women tend to get. 1. The very popular butterfly tattoo- this design is the number one design women tend to get tattooed on them. 2. Tribal tattoos- women find them pretty and love to put them on their lower back AKA “Tramp Stamp” 3. Stars and shooting stars-the symbol of the star had been around for almost as long as the earth has. They come in sorts of shapes and sizes they can be simp
Happy Mother's Day
To all of the super mom's out there the ones that are mom and dad, the ones that after a 8 hour jobs come home to cook, clean help with homework, take the kids to the soccer games, ballet clases, or karate, the ones that never make time for themselves, but are 100 percent about their children this Bud is for you, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.
Tired Of Bs
Well as of today I am cleaning my Family List. I feel to be on someone's family list you have to be a GOOD friend. Some people on here have changed so I am doing what I feel is right. Here are the list of reasons why people are getting removed: 1. You never help me level 2. You never leave me profile comments 3. You never rate or leave me picture comments 4. You never take the time to stop by and say hello 5. You once chatted to me daily and now you don't say anything 6. You thought by adding me that you would see my Adult album...WRONG!!!!! I am sorry if some of you get offended or pissed but at this point I really don't care. Why should I give a rat's ass how you feel when obviously you don't care about me. Have a nice life!!!
Sunscreen For Your Tatoo
If you are new to the tattoo world you need to know that your tattoo’s number one enemy is the sun. It is very important to stay out of the sun and avoid direct sunlight for at least one month after getting inked. After your tattoo is healed it is highly recommended to put a very high SPF sunscreen on your tattoo to help protect it from the suns rays. However, while putting sunscreen on your tattoo is better than nothing it isn’t 100 percent designed to help protect the ink in your tattoo. When you are out in the sun and your tattoo is exposed to the sun, the sun causes the ink in your tattoo to break down, which in return causes fading, cracking, and image distortion. Even if you limit your exposure to the sun your tattoo can begin to look lighter and less vibrant. While traditional sunscreens protect your skin from burning, they are not designed to protect tattoo ink. Tattooed people can rest a little easier now. There is a new tattoo product coming to the market that is
A Day In The Life Of Lauren
Well, ladies and gentlemen, I think I've reached my breaking pointFor those of you who know me, you know I live with my parents in Chandler.  Things were all fine and dandy.   Well, to rewind a bit, my mom and I have never had a regular relationship.  You know how some people can go to their mom and tell them absolutely everything, how they're like best friends with their mom,'s NEVER been like that with me and my mother.  I wouldn't know what it was like, or what to do if our relationship even turned into something like that. Today, I was sittin' on the computer, lookin' at car insurance quotes, because my policy is about to expire with Liberty Mutual and they want to double my monthly payments.  I'm minding my own business, when I hear my mom vaugely mention me to Steven's therapist.  She starts laughing as my mom is telling this story, so I stop what I'm doing and listen in... Now, I knew she was talking about something I've done, because she always tries to talk in thi
Where Is My
my fu lover or Fu Hubby? I don't know why men aren't interested in me, can someone tell me why no one would want me? I would love to have someone to care for me and I them. If you you are interested or can explain to me what's wrong with me please do. Is there someone out there for me?
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Asshats And Things That Irritate Me
Allow me to preface this by saying the following. Nothing irritates me more then disrespecting someone's privacy. That being said the following is a YIM conversation I had with a friend of mine's BF while he was snooping through her account while she was at work. Her Name has been removed to protect the innocent...and by association his dumbass too.   Her Account: well you wont answer me on fubar mayb you will here Boon: what's up? Her Account: did **** tell you she had a man or told you she was single Boon: she has a man Her Account: then whats up with the kiss's back and fourth? Boon: simply friendly shit Her Account: that ain't friend stuff Boon: u've never kissed a female friend on the cheek? Her Account: nope why would I? Her Account: when you say kiss and o happy I know **** and I know how us guys think Boon: so do I...usually the guys paranoid about what their girl is doin are the one's doin somethin wrong themselves Her Account: mayb some but not all Her Account:
Babymomma Drama On Mothers Day
So...I got a babymomma who is good with the kids but she is "out there"...What do u think I should get her even tho we not together?
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Hey guys this is my friend bree olson's address for thoughs of you that would like to write her and that is a fan of her work.   Bree Olson PO Box 10471 Fort Wayne Indiana 46852   My brother james died today. i havnt cryed at all yet. my bothers friends and my friend cady came over. she any my family balled there eyes out. it happend so fast. my body feels so weak and nimb. i dont know what to do. he also has a page on here. it is so sad. i cant hardly breath. i need help. You wont be his first, his last or his only. He's loved before, he will love again but if he loves you now what else matters? He's not perfact, neither are youand the two of you will never be perfact but if he makes you laugh, at leas once cause you to think twice, and admits to being human, and making mistakes. Hold on to him, and give him all you've got, He's not going to quote poetry, he's not going to be thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him, that he knows that you can break. D
Freedom Of Religion!!!!!
Freedom of religion,,means ANY religion!!!!!!One thing I can't stand is Closed-Mindedness!!!!To be with me,,one MUST be open-minded!Non judgemental of other religions!!!!!
so its almost 2 weeks after surgery, i'm stuck on crutches for awhile yet, but all in all i'm getting around pretty effin' good.  i have the hard core pain meds and some physical therapy exercises that I do 3x a day.  sitting at a computer desk is a bit uncomfortable, right now i'm in a recliner with the laptop, but to be honest i miss my damn mouse.  this finger pad crap is not for me. evidently i lucked into a great surgeon with my referral from my family doctor.  he uses larger hip parts (than most dr's) to replace the originals with, which makes the joint stronger and should allow me to do all of the activities that i enjoy after healing.  in fact, he said i have absolutely no limitations whatsoever, as long as i can accept whatever pain comes with an activity, the joint can stand up to that activity.  i'm told he also inserts the joint at a different place than is typically used during hip replacements, which results in faster healing time. the dr told me that with the size of t
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Happy Mother's Day!
To all the moms out there in fu-land, Happy Mother's Day!  You guys are the reason our kids are so special & beautiful! 
Milf Day
my personal spin is MIlf  Day. SO everyone go out grab a HOT MILF and show her a good time !!!!
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Mother's Day
There aren't enough words to express what I feel about the sentiments attached to the energies of today, Mother's Day. Sometimes just writing the word 'mother' says it all. I know that some of us are mothers ourselves, and so I honor, appreciate and applaud every single one of you. Herculean, this job of mothering is, and with really high stakes. And then there are those of us who today will be spending time with our own mothers who sacrifice, sing, smile and support; the ones we don't think we could live without. And there are those among us whose mothers and grandmothers have passed, but whose memories stay alive in the blue eyes, the compassionate touch, the fabulous chocolate chip cookies. We miss them every day. I know I do. Happy Mother's Day to every mother who walks this earth. You make all that's wonderful in the world even better. And most of the time you don't even know it. Lucky bamboo is a great gift that's believed to bring solid support to every area of Mom's life. There
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when you think of a mother what do you see? i see someone who is too good to me always there when the times are tough pushing me through when the going gets rough loving me despite all my faults even being my own personal bank vault just think of all the sacrifices and tears she has had to pay dont forget your mother on this special day  
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I Love You Mom Wings For Marie (Pt. 1) lyrics by ToolYou believed.You believed in moments not conceived. You believed in me. A passionate spirit.Uncompromise.Without us in your heart.A light in your eyes that, ends all lies.Vacant, broken. Fell at the hands of Those moments that I wouldn't see.Cause it was you who prayed for me so. What have I done to be a son to an angel?What have I done to be worthy?Day light dims leaving cold fluorescence.Difficult to see you in this light.Please forgive this selfish question, butWhat am I to say to all these ghouls tonight?She never told a lie.Well might of told a lie.But never lived one.Didn't have a life.Didn't have a life.But surely saved one.Saved on.Alright, now it's time for us to let you go 10,000 Days (Wings Pt. 2) lyrics by ToolWe listen to the tales and romanticize,how we follow the path of the hero.Boast about the day when the rivers overrun,How we'll rise to the height of our halo.Listen to the tales as we all rationalize,our wa
Life 2
Just feeling down on myself thinking i will always be alone they say theres always someone out there for someone but thats bullshit. just confirmed my ex gf was cheating on me it still kinda stings knowing i wasted all that time with her while she was spending her time and energy with someone else guess i wasnt good enough. i dont think anyone would be able to accept me or deal with the baggage i have but we will see i just wont hold my breath.Iam usally the one who likes the person more in the relationship it makes it harder when the other person doesnt feel that which is usally the case. i was looking at pictures of me and my ex last nite and it made me sad i know the realtionship was hell but there were times i was happy i just miss having someone to come home to and share my day with.Maybe someday i can find the happines i seek but with my luck with women lalty the outlook looks bleek..
Happy Mother's Day
To all the Mothers out there Happy Mother's Day. Hope you all have a wonderful day.
Fubar Family
you know its funny there are a few people i would say are my friends on here and then there are thos who are more then just friends and thos are family even tho not in the same way as  related family but you get the point   so anyways i was going thu my list to see of the ones who i added as my family who i talk to some times more then i do others people  i was a little hurt to know that some of them have taken me off there list but quickly got over it i only put people in my family if i know them well and have talk to them more then a few times. to me puting someone in your family is a special treat and so is the meaning of the word friendship however some forget that. it seems i might not be on today due to the fact since i dont really have any family iam going to sepend it with my roommates and probly go to a movie or something to do to get out of the house
Mr. Ninja
If you think you got what it takes then I wnat you 2 be my owner........ -NiNjAnAtIoN88 If you wna send me an invite or just say ello governa, ill accept it!!!!
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sorry, had to move this... doesn't make sense in Friend requests i don't want...   I am: female german 27 5'8" student (studying History, English, German) Tech Support agent for a german webmail provider goofy (Bravo reminded me... ) Webmaster of 2 websites ( and a german one ) I love: quiet things SNOW!!! baking cooking reading fishing (usually i don't have the time) sitting at the river Rhine my job my family (even if we can't be together for long without starting to fight) my friends my cat my PDA staying up late
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LIBRA  (The Lame One)  Nice to everyone they meet.  Their Love is one of a kind.  Silly, fun and sweet.  Have own unique appeal. Most carin g person you will ever meet!  However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... You might end up crying ... This is  M E!! JANUARY Birthdays:   Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at peoples flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious. LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be a
My Ranting Spot
let me be the bandage to your bleeding let me be the ocean for your tears let me be the secret of your healing let me be the song to still your fears love isnt love that cannot love in darkness nor is it love that turns away from pain nor would i love would i not hold your sadness and with my love your love of life will sustain so do not think your malady aburden and do not think my willingness a deciet just let your sorrow flow into my garden and i will share with you the harvest sweet. oh my god i am so pissed off right now. lets see, sunday i had to call the cops because my neighbor who is infatuated with my 14 year old daughter tried getting in my house while i was gone. of course he owuldnt answer the door for the cops. then tuesday someone broke into my house while i was grocery shopping. took all my money, all my jewelry and some other stuff. then on wendsday i had to call the cops and press charges on a kid at my sons school for assulting him and last night i had to
True Around Is Fare Play Or Is It?
I have been thinking this for sometime.  And began to realize that men have a piss poor attitude towards woman. Even the young men, seem to fall pray to this situation of calling a woman down.  They call us cunts, bitches, ho's, whores,  you name it. Or they think all we do is use them for what they can give us and walk away for someone better. Now how ever I am not saying we dont do the same, cause I am sure some of us do. But when we start to lose respect for one another and start to label all the same category us in to one lump, would you say thats fare? I dont,  just as men dont like to be lumped in the same pile. So ladys what shall we do.  Should we start posting mumms and blogs and call them ,  ass  holes,  dick heads.  losers? Or should we just say sorry not gonna lower my self to your level and just put their sorry asses on iggy till they show some respect. And yes that applys to the woman as well.  I think once we stop the bull shit. And realize all are not the same
Friend Requests I Don't Want...
24 friend requests, 15 blank, the other 9 here: 1. **Please return the “Love” – Rate / Fan**Dear R S, Your wish is my command. If you need a friend / secret admirer (that you know in advance lol), I am your guy. If you want me to crush you, I will. But be careful what you wish for. It would be my pleasure to "CRU$H" you. Please be forewarned, have plenty of H2O on hand because I anticipate my "CRU$H" to be devastating to you, in a good way. Not long after I " CRU$H " you, you will be contacting me for drinks and then more " CRU$HE$", waking up in the middle of the night and send me messages to " CRU$H " you. You will not be able to stop my " CRU$H " but it can sometimes be contained. Please allow a "JOHNNY VEGA$ CRU$H " to run its course over a 48 hour period. Please do not operate an 18 wheeler, back-hoe or large dump trucks. Avoid alcohol at all cost because it only doubles the length of the “CRU$H”. Now with all that being said, “What you goin
Mother's Are Special
On this mother's day celibrate the joy that is mother's day, always remember you only ever get one mother, she carries you through all the times when things go wrong, there is no love like a mother's love for her son or daughter, and when she tell's you she loves you she really does mean it, and for all those who's mom is no longer there for them as mine is for me remember she is still looking after you from heaven and telling our lord how proud she is of you and she loves you so very very much..
Inner Demons
I just barely got over a major blow to my health, only to recieve bad news about a realative.   So, basically I'm still recovering physically and now must deal with recovering emotionally.   I'm not gonna be in contact with people for a while. This is what I do. I close myself up to others when I need to focus on getting myself better. Sorry, but that is just who I am.   I don't really know what I'm gonna do, but odds are I'm gonna spend this week in Arizona. Don't know when I'll be back, or what I'm gonna do about work.
Oh my god don't do Drama !! just sit down and do what i say7
I Will Be Away
What do you guys think? Did he get out of this hold? My Shoutbox  sueann: rubbing my pussy ->sueann: just rating pics and stuff  sueann: wat u doing ->sueann: ok sueann: how are u - >sueann: hi  sueann: hi   BTW I dont know who this chic is. Maybe she was trying to test me, who knows. Anyways if you girls are gonna play the game..least play it right..LOL I just wanna tell all the mommys happy mothers day, and that you guys are the best. Especially all my friends on here. You girls know who you dont forget to holla back..;)
My Boy Jb
i thinkin bout u everyday! i miss u so bad! i wish where u at. i am so piss off at brent bc he told the cops. he is not guily of u muder. thats bullshit! bc cops found ur blood in his car. i hate u brent england forever! why u wont tell them where is jb at? please tell them now!!!!!! i miss u jb and love u very much u r in my heart everyday
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I get home from work and you're still standing in your dressing gownWell what am I to do?I know all the things around your head and what they do to youWhat are we coming to?What are we gonna do?Blame it on the black starBlame it on the falling skyBlame it on the satellite that beams me homeThe troubled words of a troubled mind I try to understand what is eating youI try to stay awake but its 58 hours since that I last slept with youWhat are we coming to?I just don't know anymoreBlame it on the black starBlame it on the falling skyBlame it on the satellite that beams me homeI get on the train and I just stand about now that I don't think of youI keep falling over I keep passing out when I see a face like youWhat am I coming to?I'm gonna melt downBlame it on the black starBlame it on the falling skyBlame it on the satellite that beams me homeThis is killing meThis is killing me   Ok yeah, this isn't technically a blog in that I didnt' really share or relate any original thoughts, but I
Shipwreck In The Sand
I just bought and Listened to SITS silversteins new concept album which is deffeinently my favorite.with kezia being my #1.But i listened to this cd with I am the Arsonist and broken stars being my favorite songs.   I am the Arsonist-Awesome guitar intro the chorus is epic   Broken Stars- Awesome vocals and The breakdown at the end justs wants to make me mosh in a nursing home.
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My Daugher Keira Rip
well it's mother's day here and i am having a really hard time dealing with it. In August my youngest daughter Keira was drown by my sister and I had to bury her. I am spending my mother's day visiting my baby's headstone and wishing she was here to hug and kiss. I miss you baby girl. I think of you 24/7.   HERES THE BAD PART MY SISTER GOT 15 MONTHS IN PRISON FOR IT....THAT'S JUSTICE FOR MY LITTLE GIRL. FUCK THE SYSTEM   SO IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE SOME NICE COMMENTS OR ANYTHING FOR ME FOR MOTHER'S DAY I KNOW IT MIGHT HELP MY MORE THE BROKEN HEART!
Its amazing how things can go up and down so much.... take for instance last year... things were crazy, our lives seem to have been spiriling out of control now here we are buying our first home.... Its wierd... but what gets me the most is no matter what we do to make sure that we have a "drama free zone " our ex's keep barging in and messing it up... grr.. it pisses me off to no end... but thats ok because what comes around goes around and from passed expierences Karma is a BI*CH.... they both will get what they deserve in the end... We just need to have faith... ( and a back up plan lol ).... anyway enough rambling just thought I would throw this out there....
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It Seemed So Little....
    The  Sack Lunches   I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat..  It was  going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.   Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and  Filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me.  I decided to  Start a  conversation.  'Where are=2 0you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.   'Petawawa.  We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan   After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars.  It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time..   As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch.  'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably  wouldn't be worth five bucks.  I'll wait till we get
Just A Thought ~2
    To forgive is the highest, most beautiful form of   love. In return, you will receive untold peace and   happiness.    - Robert Muller quotes       
When We Moved To The U.s
when we 1st moved to the states in '74 we didnt know English. We had a cat named pussy( no joke). We didnt know it meant something else. Well, one day our cat got loose and my mom was walking around the neighborhood calling " here pussy pussy". Then she asked ppl if they seen her pussy.Im not joking. We didnt understand it then-but now when we look back, it is too funny!! Just wanted to share it with you. The things we went thru when we moved here.Ill share more stories with you.
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Country Tire Swing Train
~Country Tire Swing Train~ Hey, who wants to swing on the tires with me? As a country girl at heart I always loved tire swings or other homemade swings hanging from a tree. So I thought this would be a fun train to do. ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list or comment if already added. Rate the pics (link below) in the Country Tire Swing album. Please pm and let me know when u have finished so I can add you to the train. Will be making tags but if you would like to make your own that’s fine too. Train Owner ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER ~Fu-Owned By ~♥JEANNIE♥ ~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, PHAT CHICK ,VMV ☣ Coal Mnr2008 ☣ SexyRedhead/Fu-Wifey to SweetPeabayba/Owned by Belle/Dangerous Curves member!
Life In General...boring To Most!
I've read that it feels like "butterflies" or "a fish swimming" or some other gay thing like that.  In actuality, it feels like baby is pinching and poking my uterus from the inside and is getting stronger...started feeling this a month ago.  Oh, there it goes again, lol.  Baby is always more active at night...p'haps 'cause that's when I am movin' around... I am going to be a mother.  Never would have guessed it...and as cheesy as it sounds, I am going to have a baby made from love.  I absolutely adore the father, and I couldn't imagine a better daddy for baby to be.  Being so in love kinda hurts... Wow, betcha can't tell I'm pregnant and full of hormones, eh?  :p  Kay, I'm done being cheesy... Got a text today from a friend I consider a brother...the text said "GOODBAR is dead" and that's it.  My little group of friends...we are all fucked up.  So, I wasn't sure if he was playing around or not, so I called him.  He was crying...and that just isn't like him...AT ALL...for reasons onl
Happy Mothers Day!
Well I dont have a pic as of yet for all of you people that would like to see my face lol. i will be posting one here soon.
I Wish You Enough
Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments togetherat the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the securitygate, they hugged, and the mother said, 'I love you, and I wish youenough.' The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough.Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom.' They kissed, and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the windowwhere I was seated. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed tocry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy, but she welcomed me in byasking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forevergood-bye?' 'Well...I'm not as young as I once was, she lives so far away & has her ownbusy life. I have some challenges ahead, and the reality is - her next tripback will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough.' M
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Hopeless Romantic
I can sit here completely content and watch you sleep and breath Wondering what you may be dreaming about Smiles race across my face Running my nails down your back Feeling your soft skin glide under my finger tips I want to touch you all day long When you are getting ready to go somewhere I miss you before you even leave At night when I close my eyes I dream of you and feel so safe I have never felt beautiful I know I am beautiful now because you Love me And because of you I know what love is And how it is supposed to feel and be !      
Rate/comment My Default Pic
hi everyone, I need a favor to ask...Will you love on me? I would like my fubar salute photo to make the Hottest photo in the Top members area on fubar so will you help me by Rating and commenting my photo. I greatly appreciate it...hugs n kisses Italian Princess ps..Thanks for all ur help:) Love yall /xoxoxox  
Confusius Says
Confucius Say... Man who wants pretty nurse, must be patient.Man who drive like hell, bound to get there.War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left.Man who lives in glass house should change in basement.Man with hole in pocket feel cocky all day long.Girl who sit on jockeys lap get hot tip.Girl who sits on Judge's lap gets honourable discharge.Man who keep feet firmly on ground have trouble putting on pants.Man who leap off cliff jump to conclusion.Man with tight trousers is pressing his luck.Man who run in front of car, get tired.Man who run behind car, get exhausted.Passionate kiss like spiders web - soon lead to undoing of fly.Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man give wife upright organ.Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok.Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails.Panties not best thing on earth, but next to it.Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house.Man who fight with wife all day, get no piece at ni
My Kids
i finaly get a day off in a mounth and 1/2 of working and i want to spend time with my kids but they could care less if im home or not they r all out running around with their friends. i just wish they loved and missed me the way i do them
Random Thoughts...
There is a woman on Facebook that is deleting people from her friends list because all their animals on Farmville are fenced in. She believes it's animal cruelty and keeps posting as her status how mean we all are because the animals need to be free.I love crazy people. They are such entertainment. Just thought I'd share.  YELLOW RICE CASSEROLE 1 pkg. yellow rice mix, cooked according to directions1 stick butter, seed to rice while warm1 (12 oz.) Mexican1 can cream of mushroom soupAdd Mexican and soup to the rice mixture. Put into greased casserole dish. Top with grated medium Cheddar cheese (about 1 cup). Bake about 30 minutes at 350 degrees. Can add 1 cup boiled chicken or turkey. I just perv'ed some dudes page. He listed his interests like this.... "Wrighting drawing and vampires"See the funny?Lol
my name is rose...and i have a boyfriend who is amazing he loves me and i love him....i like singing and i like 2 write my own music..i cn play a lil bit of guitar but i need to learn more lol...i like drawings and dream is to go 2 college some day or be famous lol but i dnt know if that will happen...
What I Want & Like.......
Very simply--I'm horny and want to play, please;) I like to play!! I want some fun,  touching, licking, playing  is always fun.  I'm bi, just to let you all know. So, if anyone wants to play, I like to.  Any guys or girls who is wanting to play?  If any guys & girls want me to hang out in a group thats fine. Anyone want to play some naughty, fun games thats cool.  I have been asked what I want & like.  What I want is friends (very good friends),  sex friends, no-sex friends, I am new in this town & I am staying for a summer class at Marshall University, so I don't really know a lot of people.  I am willing to meet people. I just want fun and to enjoy life.  Since, I have to stay for only one class so, I thought I would see if I could find some people in town to hang out with this summer. I heard its dead around here in the summer, so i like to have fun and am open to any suggestions. I do have someone who I am with regularly & yes, I am single, everything is open, so, yes I tell him ev
It`s Been A While
I am anxiously awaiting your arrival. We haven`t seen each other in I don`t know. 2 or 3 months, and I know my body is aching for yours.We decide to meet in a shopping center parking lot. It`s our hometown, and as usual, the kids are cruising around the lot. There`s also a classic car show in the lot, and while I wait I pass the time looking at the old cars.My phone rings, and It`s you, telling me you`re almost here. My stomach lurches with anticipation, and I can already feel the wetness between my legs. I want to give in and rub myself until you arrive, but I hold off. I want you to be the one to satisfy me.I see you then, coming around the corner in your corvette. My hands are shaking as you pull up and flash me that mischievous smile: the one that tells me that I am in so much trouble!I do my best at staying calm as I walk around to the door. You pop the door for me, and I slide into the passenger seat. You smile and say hello and begin to drive us away from the center. Suddenly, y
Crybaby Emo
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Wrost Horror Scaryer Movies Ever! Warning Spoiler Alert!
Gran Torino!!! Current mood:  peaceful Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities So far the best movie ever for 2009!  Gran torino kicked ass and was so fucking funny i almost pissed myself !  clint did great job directing it, and good job playing old bitter moody old fart!   Heres some of the Quotes he said: Thug: What you lookin' at old man? Walt Kowalski: Ever notice how you come across somebody once in a while you shouldn't have messed with? That's me. Walt Kowalski: Oh, I've got one. A Mexican, a Jew, and a colored guy go into a bar. The bartender looks up and says, "Get the fuck out of here." Walt Kowalski: Jesus, Joseph and Mary. These Hmong broads are like badgers. Walt Kowalski: [sneering and aiming his gun] Get off my lawn! Thao Vang Lor: Excuse me Sir, I need a haircut, If you ain't too busy, you old Italian s.o.b. prick barber! Thao Vang Lor: Boy, does my *** hurt from all of the guys at my construction job! Walt Kowals
Just Enough To Say The Least Pt. 2
.... I wouldnt have any luck at all...The past few weeks have been nothing but HELL for me...on Easter sunday, i find my uncle in my bathroom dieing..then last week my best friend shot and killed himself, a few days ago was the 2 year anniversary of my ex's death, and now today, my other uncle is in the hospital on life support from over dosing...i dont know what to do anymore, i feel as if im in a huge crowd, screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even bothers to look up...aside from all that, we are still having money issues cause we had to pay for an unexpected funeral, and now we are going to have to do it AGAIN...everyone i care about isnt here, and everyone i have lost is gone. i need help, i need advice, i need someone to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be ok, that all the bad stuff is over with... i cant handle it much more, the stress is eating at me little by little till there is nothing left...BAH......
Military Family
my grandfather was a scrub nurse   Munitions Specialist 1966-1970 volunteered for service in Vietnam but was refused second pic is dad(r) during a loadeo drill 1969 R.A.F. Whethersfield Strategic air Command Flew About the C-135 "Looking Glass" communications plane
Kåt Dalmas Söker
Intrested?? on my pictures nån likasinnad tjej i dalarna sökes kåt tjej för en trevlig träff ikväll
Come Look At It
the fun fun blog  any one can look at it  
A Reason A Season A Lifetime
This was sent to me from my best friend and sister... People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need youhave expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidanceand support,to aid you physically,  emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,this person will  say or do something to bring the relationship to  an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up=20and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, theirwork is done.The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come tosh
My New Name
R.I.P. Angel People have been asking me why the name change.. well..that is a very easy expanation... 1. Almost everyone had forgotten Angel existed. People have pretty much stopped talking to her. Angel was feeling so lost and alone. 2. Angel is what someone once called her "Fubar's Best Kept Secret" And I think that person was right. almost never given a second look. 3. Angel has been on this site for over three years and not a Godmother yet. She has sat and watched whore after whore become oracles within a month.. and they have had a lot of help and she had to do it all alone. Angel is still over 700,000 from being Godmother. I guess Angel isn't one of the beautiful girls here that get help. She feels quite ugly. 4. Angel had to die. She was almost dead inside anyways. She became Vampyresta. I hope Vampyresta won't have to resort into begging like Angel did for friends. That is humiliating. 5. Vampyresta won't tolerate those that call her a friend and never speak to her.. she
I AM SO FUCKING BORED. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I Die
I am currently selling Dreadfalls and if you're interested. I have pics of an unfinished example of what the individual dreads look like in my default picture album. Let me know if you're interested and I'll give price estimates depending on what you want.
I Need Everyones Help
i have a 6 month old daughter. her father left a month after she was born. he told me it was my responsibility to get a hold of him so he could see her....and both his ex girlfriend and current girlfriend agree with raising this little girl by myself...with a lil help from my family and current boyfriend...with NO help from her real father. is it really my responsibility to contact him??? i mean honestly i didnt climb ontop of myself and get myself pregnant why should i be the one who does all the work??? all i asked him to do was call and come see her every once in a while. but he doesnt agree with me!!! please give me some feedback people.
So maybe you have missed me...maybe you have KNOT. ;) I am back and when I have time I will come visit more. I see a couple of my old pals are back on the site again. I love this!! I hope everyone is enjoying spring!!     So I am watching TV and in the last hour 2 commercials have come on advertising the great connection made on the advertised dating site. Why the hell aren't they showing all of the complete disaterous connections made? Why do they have to pay the actors to portray a happy couple? Why do people buy into this crap? Anyone out there ever have a wonderful experience on a dating site that resulted in a long term serious healthy relationship?     I'm thinking KNOT! I am moving!! This is a great thing for me. A bad thing for anyone who looks forward to me being online. I won't have a computer for an unknown length of time. Most of you have my yahoo and or my number. If you want to say hi use them! ;) Many wishes for everyone to be healthy, happy, and well while I am of
Never Ending Auction
Latest News And Stuff
Wish I could take credit for this but I borrowed it from a FB friend. I just had to share it. Once again this year, I’ve had requests for my Vodka Christmas Cake recipe so here goes. Please keep in your files as I am beginning to get tired of typing this up every year! (Made mine this morning!!!!) 1 cup sugar, half pound butter, 1 tsp. baking powder, 1 cup water, 1 tsp. salt , 1 cup brown sugar, Lemon juice, 4 large eggs, Nuts, 1......bottle Vodka, 2 cups dried fruit 4 cups self raising flour. Sample a cup of Vodka to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Vodka again to be sure it is of the highest quality then Repeat. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add 1 teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point, it is best to make sure the Vodka is still OK. Try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 eegs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the fruit up off the floor, wash it and put it in the
things ive seen auctioned : rates, add to name, cam time, salutes, add to fam, top friends, vips, blings, rate stash, status pimpouts, rate friends,  comments, keep shitfaced, phone calls, demon shitface, oracle pimpouts, custom pics/tags   if you have more ideas leave them as a comment COME FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER CUZ YOU ♥ ME! Starting up another auction soon, if you'd like to be in it please message me with what you want to offer its 20k to enter most rates prizes will be given out i will start the auction once 25people have joined. i will make the pictures for you. a rule that will be enforced is the person or auction or who is bidding must be on my friends list, i will add you if you want the points for it xoxo Lauren xoxo
JAN 3rd, 2010     Wow pregnant again!!
Poems & Quotes
You were in my dream last night, you were,Just me and you, and then you met her,But you saw her lies, and that I only wantyou,You were in my dream last night, you were,Just me and you, and then you met her,But you saw her lies, and that I only want you,And you knew it your heart that my feelings were true,We were watching a film in the cinema just messingaround, Nothing naughty, then you turned around,You threw popcorn at me with a grin on your face,We threw sweets back and forth at a harmless pace.Then you say "haha, listen, I don't care about throwingpopcorn at you, I'm just messing around because I fancy you"You said it in an such an obvious toneEveryone else said "Well duh! All evening it's shown!"You said "I want to be your lucky girlfriend please"Then the whole room stood still like it was a freezeI looked at you a little startled and you look at me withyour grin Then after some thought with your lipsperched ready, I lean inThe kiss was something worth waiting forAnd I felt that
How To Throw A Lightning Bolt
It is as if it happened just yesterday, something happened which blurred the ties between humans and nature. Humans began feeling the need to dominate nature rather than live in symbiosis with it. This choice cast the human race from the heavens, perhaps it was this event that is described by the eating from the tree of the “knowledge” of good and evil. Once people started developing superstitions pertaining to the natural chaotic state of existence, society itself digressed from a source of great understanding to one of great confusion over how to approach the infinite bounty of an ever expanding Universe. Call it God, call it Quantum Entanglement or Mohammad or Allah or the Zero Point Energy Source or whatever you want to call it,  the point is that at some point, society on a larger scale stopped seeing itself as an entity which was entangled with every aspect of existence and we fell. It’s amusing to take into consideration that everyone exists within their own d
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Comic Book Movies Coming Soon
With the new release of the "X-men Oringins: Wolverine" movie... I thought it would be a good idea to tell everyone about up-coming moves that you might be excited to know about... For 2009... It looks like there will be a few no name comic book movies... Not really popular characters such as: Hybrid, The Yellow Mark and The Masked Magician... But in 2010... thing start picking up again... "The Green Hornet" will be gracing the silver screen in 2010... For of you that know there was a TV show in the 60's about the Green Hornet... IN which the Late Bruce Lee played the Green Hornet side-kick Kato... In this release... Seth Rogen will be playing the Green Hornet and Stephen Chow will be playing Kato... Here is a trailer for that movie...   Another coming in 2010 is the "The Green Lantern"... There have been several Green Lanterns over the years... This movie will be about Hal Jordan story which will be played by Bradley Cooper... Here is the movie trailer for that movie...
Searching, Finding, Loosing, Saving
SEARCHING : Life is one big search, we spend most of our lives looking, going through different episodes over and over each time believing we have no need to search anymore. But still for one reason or another we find ourselves searching once again. Each time a little more jaded, guarded, withdrawn, broken, and wounded.       Finding : after the search for life when we finally do not have to look anymore.  Some have the time of their live living out everything they ever dream about. While there is others that sometimes are not as fortunate and still have thoughts is this Right.  Maybe it something that one said or done weather it’s done unknowingly or just did not think at that time. How can this happen Did we forget how long it took us to get here?  Did we just get caught up in all of it? We all promise ourselves when the search is over we’ll do everything right. But we have to remember we’re still learning each other. It will be because this is the one that tr
The Justice League Mafia is restaffing... In Superman absence is seems the JLM has just been idle... Well this is not accectable... Not what the JLM is about... So Superman has disassembled the old staff and looking to re-staff new members... former members can re-join... but certain members are not gonna be able to come back... ONly serious members please join...   The JLM as one of Fubars oldest Groups... and at one time was Fubar's 2nd most popular groups... following the 2nd alarm hotties... It is my mission to get the JLM back on the top... and I will re-staff members who want the same thing... CB Superman (Founder and owner of the JLM)
chat with me
hayy loads of stuff swimmin around my head ;(but STiLL hehe im feeLing ok =)though im feeling a lil hopeless about it.I can reaLLy feel the hold of the Lord upon me..thank you Father. =)He's aLways been around me .. and He never faiLs to comfort me ..that's my just keeping in touch with my strength .. our GOD =)i Love you Lord. I hope you'LL never get tired of guiding me =)
I’ve neglected & regretted All this pain. & today was filled with So much shame. I’m exhausted now, From all my thoughts. & I don’t know how To make things stop! But I have a trick, Up my sleeve. To make things pause, For 8 hours at least. It comes late, after the sun Has vanished. To the point were stars, Sparkle like magic. It’s called a dream. My own little world, A place where people don’t even exist. But the things I love are at my fingertips. It lets me run, for only a little while. Giving my life time to breathe. & handing me something I know I can keep. Just let me dream. When I first met you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my secrets and what I didn't want ever. you listened to me I bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we would become more than just friends. Over a period of time, I got to know the real you. A man so caring and gentle, with a heart so true. You've survived your life with hurt
Cara sits in the bar minding her own business. Before her rests a Bloody Mary, so close yet so far away from what she truly desires. Dressed in red leather she stands out in this dusty, good-old-boys bar. Her body thin, her hair raven, and her complexion pale. The table she sits at is hers alone. Not even the toughest redneck can fail to feel the power of the night that burns from her very skin. She lifts her head and looks around for a likely mark. She needs someone to fill the empty, yawning void inside her tonight. She gives a mirthless laugh to herself remembering how glamorous she thought being a vampire would be. A man walks in and looks carefully around as if searching for someone special. She appreciates the way his jeans hug his legs, and the flex of muscle she cant help but notice under his tight, black t-shirt. Maybe the night just got a little brighter. She stands to reveal her full 5'9" frame, and walks slowly and sensually over to the door. Her body gives off a heat that
I Realise!
I realised last nite, how horrible of a person i have been =*(   I realised that i have been totally and complelty selfesh. It took my fiance to say we need a break and actually taking that break from me to see what i was doing wrong=*( Yea  it hurt like hell and made me cry for hours but it was for our own benifit. I know she is comming back to me, i know she loves me so much and wants to be with me, but i was completely selfesh to her and i thought i wasnt =*( but i was wrong and i see that now. And i hurt her, and thats something i never ever ever!!! EVER want to do again and i wont! I always wanted to be the damn center of attention and i cant belive i was like that! i hated those types of girls with a passion and here i was being one of them *splaps him self hard* i deserve that from my fiance, but she isnt here to do it =*( . But baby girl, i see now how horriblke i have been i wont be like that anymore!! Im sorry baby gril
I'm Back!
Sorry I was gone for over 3 weeks but some morons screwed up the internet here and I've been going nutz w/o it. While I was gone 2 bad things happened too. 12 days ago the enemy hit us with some rockets. Nobody got hurt fortunately, but its still unnerving when they hit. Right before that I found out that my older brother, Gregory, died at age 62. I had not seen or spoken to him in over 10 years (his fault, not mine) and he was cremated by the time I was told he was dead. He was a nere-do-well, but I loved him anyway and I'll miss him always. I'm gonna get a tattoo for him when I go on leave in July. I don't have any and now getting one seems like a good thing to do. i hope someone here reads this and shows me they are happy I'm here again!
If I Had A Million Dollars.
If I had a million dollars i'd employ an immigrant. I'd pay him to sit by my pool. I would serve him drinks all day. However the second he learned any english I would fire him.
Harmony And Holy Mess
CONVENTIONAL CHAOS GREYFACE In the year 1166 B.C., a malcontented hunchbrain by the name of Greyface, got it into his head that the universe was as humorless as he, and he began to teach that play was sinful because it contradicted the ways of Serious Order. "Look at all the order around you," he said. And from that, he deluded honest men to believe that reality was a straightjacket affair and not the happy romance as men had known it. It is not presently understood why men were so gullible at that particular time, for absolutely no one thought to observe all the disorder around them and conclude just the opposite. But anyway, Greyface and his followers took the game of playing at life more seriously than they took life itself and were known even to destroy other living beings whose ways of life differed from their own. The unfortunate result of this is that mankind has since been suffering froma psychological and spiritual imbalance. Imbalance causes frustration, and frustratio
I Remain Amazed
Somedays I still find myself thinking about him. Not nearly as often as I used to. The pain of heartbreak has been dulled down by time and effort to replace his memory with other people places and things. The new life I have started without him is so much more rewarding and healthy. There is no reason for me to ever think of him again. Those days are past me now. I finally got out. Going back even if only in my head would be insane. This is what concerns me most. I really must be crazy and need some clinical help or maybe some drugs to fix my broken parts. I still go back to those days in my head. Sometimes I try to figure out just where I got so off track. Why could I not see what was right in front of me. Could his lies have been that good. Or did I need to believe them. Why would I want to be so mislead. He was never that good at the game so how come he won? My heart got broke but more than that my spirit was wounded and left to die. I now that no one can explain to me
Self Reflection
This is my first blog ever so it might just suck ass. This is just some things I have been thinking about. For some reason over the past month or so I have found myself lying in bed staring up at the ceiling not being able to sleep. Now i don't like dwelling on the past but that is what has been keeping me up. I have found myself reviewing my life over and over, wondering what could have been or why I made the choices I have made. Some times I just wish I could change a few things I have done or doing stuff I was to afraid to do at the time. I have made plenty of bad choices in my life. But I also know those choices and there outcome are what made me who I am today. In the past I have trusted people who I thought were my friends that ended up screwing me over big time. but I have also screwed over friends who I now wish I didn't cause the were good friends. I also wounder why every time there is something I want more than anything in the world I can never have it. I wounder why wh
Do you remember all our love? Did you get back from what you gave? I see some symptoms of a past that you forgave, You never were expendable, You always made me feel alive, and now we're in the middle of a transition in our lives.A change of pace could really do some good She's leavin an empty case witch your bringing the show, I'm leaving now! Wake up and see the places all you got and all you take. You don't have to fall to pieces you have to prove it. Make up your pretty faces it's a lovely trip a lovely place you got one life here to make it for the movies.Do you feel singled out? Do you feel less than all the rest? You know it's interchangeable, the spot light and the pain. I wanna get on top of this I wanna build that trust again, and if I give it all I've got, I'm sure you'd do the same.I cannot face the fear in this, I see a place for you and I and we can make the most of it, cause our passion never dies, and if you don't believe in me, I'll chose the path and change your mind,
David Beckham Back To Us

Lionel Messi In Usa The English super star david Beckham will be featuring with his actual soccer team AC Milan, as the team tours in the United States of America and plays one of its football games against Beck's prior team, the Los Angeles Galaxy in August. The Los Angeles Galaxy competes in the American soccer league (Major League Soccer) and is expected to fill in the stadium's seats to the full. FC Barcelona that will be be playing against the Manchester United of Cristiano Ronaldo for the trophy of the the Champions League final game in Rome, Italy with be facing the MLS team of L.A. Galaxy on the 1st of August (Rose Bowl Pasadena, California). The Spanish group of football stars are also planned to visit the Seattle Sounders on the 5th at the Qwest Field. Barcelona, led by Messi, Eto'o, Alves, Pujol and other soccer idols will feature in a 3rd match which confirmation is still pending To comment on this story, or check further more details, c
Connecting to server... You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! Stranger: hi You: Hi You: What's up? Stranger: nm, I'm looking for sexy guys You: Well, you've come to the wrong place for that. You: You know what kind of guys come here? You: They're all 800 lbs with no dicks. Stranger: THEY ARE FAT AND GREAT AT SEX! Stranger: DON'T JUDGE ME! Your conversational partner has disconnected. Connecting to server... You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! Stranger: HI Stranger: YO You: I'm looking for a husband Stranger: WAT UP Stranger: I CAN BE YOUR HUSBAND You: Someone who will fuck me whenever I want Stranger: OK You: And someone who lieks mudkipz Stranger: OK Stranger: MUDKIPZ ARE TOTALLY MY FAVORITE You: You can fuck whever you want too. Str
My Cry For Help
Super Good!!
New Friend Train
Bad Luck W/girls
I've got the worst luck with Girls.Ever since my ex told me to fuck offbefore i deployed last time i haven't been able to strike it off withanyone since we've been back. Its like everything I say only succeeds in chasing everyone off.
Late Nite Whatever.
Well I Had To Start Some Where
well this is my first blog , priod , generaly i tend to be a little to busy with my other writings . that and my life tends to be a bit outrageous  at points , anyway I can't  think of much to write of now so  peace
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The ~~NGD Game List Version 3.0 This document is best viewed in MS Wordpad, 1024x800 resolution or higher, NO word wrap. Thanks for viewing the newest version of my NES game list. Here is some info to help you get started. Everything listed below is for NTSC (US) games unless it is otherwise noted. The prices and rarity are for loose carts only, except on a few note worthy games. If you want the price for complete, or sealed games, you can adjust the pricing accordingly by adding around 10-35% to each price (this is just a general rule of thumb, some games are worth a whole lot more sealed or with box and manual). All the prices are based from my personal expericence from forums, general collecting, and ebay. The prices are just a guide to go by, and are by no means set in stone. Game prices change all the time, and are sometimes regional as well. Everything in this guide has been gathered by me personally, from my own personal knowledge and collecting experie
Thought And Lyric
Filled with bliss covered in shit Down and out far and away. liked by chance and fucked by desire Filling the voids that have overtaken me I feel like the middle man in this overrated sanctity Lost and abandoned in this bittersweet abyss I lack the taste or even the function Rather useless now and distraught My mind is all amuck, I'm lost in thoughts about you   I have fucked and followed, drank and swallowedall this life has given meto bring myself to this pointForgot never forgaveBitches, fucks, lively muckingalways in the back of my headburning a hole through what I ever hadFuck the bullshit, caught with a bitchstickcursed , fucked, forgiven, but never the other wayFuck them all forget the pain but it lingers moreTo haunt my dreams and fuck my brainHate the dreams hate being awakeFucked and followed forgotten and swallowedThe world has spit me out spoiled The more I realize how awake I've become, the more I realize how horrible things were and are. Its seems as though some
What Would You Do?
  I would Love a $100 Bling Pack or Happy Hour For either i am offering to get you 4 pimps, shitfaced when i see needed and 5 custom tags, Rate all ur pics once and a peack at my NSFW private folder. SB ME
Caught In The Sun
My friend and brother in arms is no longer here in physical form but remains everyday in my thoughts, my heart and my life. I wish you were here to share in the amazing journey of this life. I wish I could still come to you and expect a response when something is weighing heavily on me. I wish you could be living happy and prosperous with your family. I endeavor to never let a moment pass me by without recognizing its worth. I will live my life in your remembrance. I pray that everyday that passes I may continue down the path that one day leads me to a place where we meet again. I miss you friend. I love you brother. Rest in peace.Kevin Michael Slein - U.S. Army 10th Mtn. Div., 2-22nd Infantry, Combat Medic Me on the left, Kevin on the right. 1.) Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened. 2.) Be the change you want to see in the world. 3.) One day, your life will flash in front of your eyes. Make it worth watching. 4.) The most eloquent silence; that of two mouths meet
What Would You Do?
Sex Addict
need some loving or good times,have been bored today.does anyone have some great pics to show me?am interested in some fun.send some bling if you want or do what you want.want to just relax and chill out after least give me some hell or terrorize me.HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
About Me
well im 27 and i live in winston salem n.c  and  well i like to drink and have fun  and checkin this thing out to see wat its all  about  if you want to know  more  just ask or if u can tell wat this is and how it works  it would be a big help cuz im kinda clueless
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Close Ur Eyes
Close your eyes… think of meand let me be the gentle breezethat caresses your facethe kiss on your lips so sweet Let me be the only sound you hear.. two hearts beating as onewhile I hold you so near Let me be the first thing on your mindas the sunlight streams across your bodythe last whisper on your lips before you sleep Let me be the vision in your dreams, the onewho makes your fantasies come true Let me be the one you long foryour eternal flame from yourfiery passions of desire Let me be the smile upon your lovely faceBaby, close your eyes,let me take your breath away
How To Reach Me
you can reach me at my space  just copy and paste : and send an request =D
Everything U Want
Chocolate syrup and handcuffsTwo simple ingredientsFor an edible ecstasyCool metal glintingSkin tasting sweetSweat lacing the syrup salty Satin sheets and oilLet me rub your skinUntil it glistensSoft sheets and the scent of patchouliSkin feeling softOil warming it to the touchSweet and softRough and creativeWhatever you wantYou shall have it within the hourIt's true I need to be myselfBut when we slip between the satin sheetsI'll still mold myselfInto everything you've ever wanted
10% Off
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Rain coming down,window by my side.Hand coming down,to my lower thigh.Listening to the pitter, patter.My hand goes in and out slower then faster.Exciting myself with every beat.So wet and sweaty, got to turn down the heatRain is so sexy, it always turns me on.My vibrator and me, holding a special bond.I let out loud and deepful moans.Hitting my g spot, and special zones.Feeling myself getting wetter and wetter.My own touch is feeling better.Clouds part and out comes the sun.Hearing the rain get softer makes me cum.
Body Bliss
Oh my body has been waiting for this For your sensual finger kiss   that will put me in ecstatic body bliss Body bliss From your first touch That touches on my ecstasy's wet bliss Ecstasy's wet bliss From your electric touch That pulses your warm loving energy   into my body beneath my being It is so sensual, so nice, so freeing So freeing for my body My body that rides the wave's of pleasure beneath your   gentle hands Your gentle hands That ride the wave's of my curves above with   your perfect touch below My curves That lead your hands to my thighs and my calves Releasing them into seventh heaven   then taking me to the other side The other side as I roll over The music plays over the air   as your hands continue to play   over my body on the other side The other side over my body Over my body to the lengths of my arms   all the way to the tips of my fingers   where ecstasy does now linger Into my other body grooves your hands Your hands continue to travel over me from head to toe P
Body To Body
Body to Body,Soul to Soul.I seek your Passion,I seek it all.I need to feel your lips touch mine,the dew from your lips is the sweetest wine.Your tender touch is warm and gentle,The way you love me is so sentimental.The peace your love brings is rapture to my heart,I guess the passion was there from the very start.You move down my body to my aching breast,I feel your heart pounding from within your strong chest.I feel your lips as you take in my nipplelicking and nipping you start to suckle.I feel the arousal build from within,I show you my approval with an passion filled grin.lower and lower your lips do they kiss,not a patch goes unoticed, not a patch do they miss.your lips and tongue are warm as they touch,my pussy oh how it aches, it aches very much.It aches for your fingers, to find that button of pleasure,It aches for your love to send into rapture.It aches to feel that hardness that is hiddenThe hardness of your pleasure rod, that aches to be bitten.I kneel before you to repay th
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Somebody Wanna Own Me!
Victor's Blog
I'm auctioning off a 6 credit bling back bidding starts at 2 million fubux.
Pimpin Aint Eazy
bein a single mother of 2 beautiful babies u best b-leave pimpin aint eazy! i love my babies they my life. my girl april dawn is my best friend as well as my cuzin. her baby is my baby. u mess wit her u mess wit me so bitches best step off. i love life and live it 1 day at a time the way u should! im ready 2 start a life wit sum 1 4 da rest of my life if i find him hells yea if not im goin keep on keepin on. peace out 4 now! :P
Love And Direction
Don't try to out smart love~ When you feel it let it be, let it guild you sweet and carefree!! Open those strong arms and let it be don't be scard of me.. For I give to you the strength of unity and all that is glorious and free!!! I see in you things I've never seen, your words are so strong how can a feeling like this be so wrong? The power of love is so much better with two with a man like you.. Don't try to out smart love because it will find you... Real life- fubar- Myspace- facebook and Drama.... I guess I am wondering why the word drama is used so much when speaking of these sites?? Here is my dilemma.... I hear the word lots and I guess my confusion is this, what does the word really mean? When someone comes on these sites, and spews out that he/she is this most awesome person, draws you in with words, and then that person believes in those words, why then is it that the person biting on the lies that you created is considered drama? We all do our share of being someone we are
If There Is One Thing I Can't Stand
If there is one thing, I can't stand is when people have to use kids like pawns in their chess game here, it's pathetic and it shows that they give a damn about nothing but themselves, My girlfriend, Kate, her sister called us crying because the jackass of a boyfriend says she's owes him money to fix his car, funny thing is, he got turned into CPS by his other girlfriend for beating on her kids and yet the mother of his children, Kate's sister is threatening to not let her see the kids, so I looked up the legal aid office in Redding, CA. to help her and I am honestly furious at this SOB for threatening her, she don't deserve that, she has already lost her job because of her and I told her, she needs to fight for custody of them and stay clear of the bastard! He's a prick and anyone that uses kids for their own chess game let alone kills kids should be facing the death penalty and forget this life in prison crap, they don't deserve wasting tax payers money by letting them do life in pri
Just I Thought!
Cleaning House
Well im cleaning out my friends so if you would like to stay so me some love. Yall have untill next week to so me some love or your are out. That means no one is safe.
i been lately so stressed of a lot of sad things happend..just lately broke up with my boyfriend.. and part of the family died and i wasn't able to attend the funeral, coz it's in the philippines. i been having migraine since then, quite often, specially when im at work, it just sux.   now, im hoping for a relief. im finding ways to cheer up, though i been laughing out with friends, still i felt there's messing inside of me. and im thinking what could have filled that emptiness. i know, im being emotional. you cant blame. somewhat i just need someone could make me feel important, that could just be there listen and feel whats im dwelling into me too..   and sad part is i don't even have friends like from here that i could really tells all my drama,and what i wanna do. for me it seems like a crap.   i guess i'll just have to do things on mind, and start moving ahead off this crap. it's gonna be my bday this sunday! first bday here in USA. and i bet it would not be fun. friends n
Some of you have known me for quite a while and know the things that I have fought throughout my life. Well it is that time of the month...time for my blood work and tests. I have been in remission for going on 5years now, just wanted to give everyone a heads up incase they think I am being bitchy or not so talkative. I get this way when this time comes because I go into worry mode, nothing against you guys, just me. For those of you who are new to my friends list. I am a Ovarian Cancer Survivor, but I have to have check ups every three months for the rest of my that dreaded day is tomorrow, they tend to give me fast results so I should know the outcome Thursday afternoon at the latest...everyone just keep me in your prayers for some good news..Love you guys! Some of you have known me for quite a while and know the things that I have fought throughout my life. Well it is that time of the month...time for my blood work and tests. I have been in remission for goi
My Rant 5/8/09
Check It..may 24th!!!
Friendly Reminder
I'm just reminding everyone to get their costumes pressed and washed, ready for Monday's Super Hero/ Villain day..Don't forget nobody likes a man with dirty tights..... Also feel free to be like Seamus and paint your body Silver just for the effects. But if you do please take pictures and send them to me...I need some serious black mail material. Make sure you have your pictures of your superheros ready, I'm not even going to try load them first thing Monday morning. Here's the list of Heroes/ Villains who are taken: Elektra= Me!!! Silver Surfer= Seamus Poison Ivy= Blue Eyed Soul Tick= Name Crisis She Ra= Witty Ash (Evil Dead)= Sasquatch Gambit= Soda Batman=HUsky Redneck Siryn= Ms. D Cat Woman= Reeka Hulk= Mop Daredevil= The Crimson King Storm= Amykins Deadpool= Anonymous Birds of Prey= Pixie Captain Underpants= Chef Jay The Shocker= Hugh Hawk Girl= Satara Flash= Bonz Scarlet Witch= Witchie The Green Latern= Swift Rogue= Karma's Bitch Dr Manhatten= The Dork Kn
The Old Man And The Dog
The Old Man and the Dog "Watch out! You nearly broad sided that car!" My father yelled at me. "Can't you do anything right?" Those words hurt worse than blows. I turned my head toward the elderlyman in the seat beside me, daring me to challenge him. A lump rose in mythroat as I averted my eyes. I wasn't prepared for another battle. "I saw the car, Dad. Please don't yell at me when I'm driving." My voice was measured and steady, sounding far calmer than I really felt.Dad glared at me, then turned away and settled back. At home I left Dadin front of the television and went outside to collect my thoughts.Dark, heavy clouds hung in the air with a promise of rain. The rumble ofdistant thunder seemed to echo my inner turmoil. What could I do abouthim? Dad had been a lumberjack in Washington and Oregon . He had enjoyedbeing outdoors and had reveled in pitting his strength against theforces of nature. He had entered grueling lumberjack competitions, andhad placed often. The shelves in his hous
Some Poems I Wrote A While Back
I see her everyday she usually walks my way I want to talk to her but I don't know what to say shes the prettiest girl around I am love bound I thought I didn't have feelings for her no more but I realized that my feelings for her were stronger than ever before and if the reader of this poem happens to be the girl of my dreams you are my will to live without you I have no reason to breathe   he thought he was going to have it all but he was withdrawn from his world now he feels small he's spiraling downard in a freefall now he doesn't have the will to love his sense of trust has flown away like a free flying dove his loving spirit caged away like a circus freak his future love life looks awful bleak will he ever regain his cool only he knows the answer dus concludes the story of the romantic fool I'm tired I'm broken my body needs rest my emotions are not at their best I'll use this blade to carve into myself this crest Your antics are crude your attitude i
My Work
The curve of my hip and the dip in my walk... I am a BIG GYRL and you will talk...   The hills of my breast and the length of my leg... I am a BIG GYRL you don't have to beg...   See I got skills only my kind know about... I am a BIG GYRL and that I will shout...   I look in the mirror and wonder, are they better than me... I am a BIG GYRL only real ones can see...   I am beautiful and all the men know it... I am a BIG GYRL and I always show it...   You don't have to like me, but I demand respect... I am a BIG GYRL what else would you expect...   My hills and valleys are sexy as hell...
Dead Memories
Sitting in the dark, I can't forget. Even now, I realize the time I'll never get. Another story of the Bitter Pills of Fate. I can't go back again. I can't go back again... But you asked me to love you and I did. Traded my emotions for a contract to Commit. And when I got away, I only got so far. The Other Me Is Dead. I hear his voice inside my head... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. You told me to love you and I did. Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit. So when I got away, I only kept my scars. The Other Me Is Gone. Now I don't know where I belong... We were never alive, and we won't be born again. But I'll never survive with Dead Memories in my heart. Dead Visions in your Name. Dead Fingers in my Veins. Dead Memories in my Heart

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