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Getting Smashed
Omg, I was in New Orleans 1 night, and I went to the Bourbon Pub, and I ordered my favorite drink, "Sex On The Beach" and I went to the dance floor, forgetting my drink on the table, and danced my ass off. Went back, drunk the rest of my drink, and continued to party. Then i noticed I started feeling a lil dizzy so I went outside for air. But that didnt even work. All of a sudden, I started Hurling all over the curb, and It felt like it was never ending. Somehow, I managed to hop on the bus, and continued to hurl on there too. Thank God the bus driver dropped me off a couple blocks away from my house, and I called my bf from the cell phone and he came and picked me up, mid you, I was still throwing up! To this day, I hope I wasnt drugged!! Thanks for reading, and Yes a True Story! -Bvelvet
Lady Gaga rocks, love her style
Hello All!!!
I just added some new pics...check them out! I enjoy making new friends and hope you guys will come by and say hi! Buy me a drink....I will RTF!!! Sweet kisses......Dana
It's That Time!!
This is his SECOND attempt at an auction...Don't fail him ladies...He's a great catch!! You'll be sorry if you don't get in on this!! JUst click the pic to have him for your own!! Come get me Ladies!! So,it's that time, we have some new faces on the block...and they have some great offers,come check em' out,bid on em',love em' won't regret it!!Auction starts May 1st and ends the 15th. Check out who alls in it...just click any link below and it'll take you to the AUCTION folder!! What are you waiting for?? NICCI~OWNER OF DEMENTED NAUGHTY ANGELS~FU BOMBER FAMILY MANAGER~KASEY & ADAMS MISTRESS ▪Вīģ.Đ▪The Do it Guy qtaubrey sexiimama ash ~Greeter @ Club VooDoo~ SIDEWAYS OWNED BY WikedlySweet SwEeT ImPerFeCTiOn Bi-Green Eyed Angel Tech N9ne Soldier (aka HPLP1978)
I love it when a man knows just what to do with his hands and tongue.. i love it when you suck on my lips and tickle every inch of me down there with your tongue!!! yumm!! I taste sweet like candy .. dont you want to lick my sweet juices and taste my wet dripping pussy???? youll be begging for more! i guarantee!!!
My Lounge
im hiring all staff for my lounge come buy and check it out my new lounge has some cool music so come on by and join in on the fun come on by my ounge and check iot out its called Army Rangers Lounge check it out and become a member im hiring all positions apply within
Family Saga, Part One Of Many!
I get a call at a 4am on the 11th day of September from my grandparents, I did not wake when the phone rang so they left a message. They were just calling to tell me that they were sitting in a Rhode Island hospital with my mother and they didnt know what was going on. I called them as soon as I woke up and they were on their way back to Connecticut from Rhode Island. They said that they didn't know too much about what had happened and my mother wasn't in the right state of mind at the time they saw herto explain. I spent that morning calling around to different hospitals in Rhode Island to see if anyone knew anything about my mother. I finally found the hospital, Newport Rhode Island Hospital and was able to talk with her. They had placed her in the mental ward of the hospital since shetried to kill herselfand she had only a couple minutes to talk to me. She went on to explain that she packed up the car with no plans of coming back. She had her and what was the rest of my fathers m
True Love
My Broken Marrige
need all my friends to show love on my pics with comments.ill do the same
would someone buy me a drink so my throat is not so dry, plz!!! i need to get laid
This is his FIRST CONTEST!!!! Please Click on the PIC and Rate it for him!! Also can you leave me a comment on how I did on my first bullention and HTML blog!! THANK YOU DJ Marlboroman is in his first contest!! He needs your help!! Just Click on the picture below and place a rate. Leave a comment and I will return the LUV!! Please repost!! Brought to you by: DkAngelPrincess
Brilliant Ideas
I've decided to document all the brilliant ideas that float thru my head daily, so in case I decide to follow throu, and make some money, I have them documented. My first documented brilliant idea is a kit for all gas stations. It comes with a large piece of chalk, some yellow tape remnants(crime scene printed on it), and some brown paint. Now what you do is have a fellow employee lie on the floor, and you trace the outline of their body. Not too heavily, it has to look like it's been there for a day or two. Then you take the brown paint, and flick it in the general direction of where the person would be standing before they fell. Take the rest of the paint, and put it near where the head is on the chalk body. Take the crime scene tape, and cut off a foot or two, and stuff it in the garbgage can. Make it look like it was hastily jammed in there. And finally, it will come with a fake newspaper article, where you can plug in theture of your current employee, and the
A Poem From My Daughter Lexi
A Poem From My Daughter Lexi...
So there was a mom and daughter. closer than anything for so long. They always told eachother everything. They loved each other so much. Then along one day this boy walked into the daughters life. He was her everything. And she started to be with him more and more. then things started to change. their relationship wasn't the same. The constant fights. Those nights... they'd both sit in their rooms crying afterward. The mom was just trying to protect her baby. She was just being a mom. The daughter thinking her mom was just being stupid. Would say hurtful things without thinking. And never think of how bad it stung her mom. One day she had said too many hurtful things. She told her mom she wished she were dead. Her mom just couldnt take it. Her daughter knew she was having a rough time, but she only thought of herself. The mom walked into her daughters room after some thinking. She walked up to her little girl And kissed her on the cheek. She said, "Honey I love you so much. Dont ever f
Just A Thought!!
Your morning thought for the day: Some days are diamonds. Some days are stones. Sometimes the hard times won't leave me alone. Sometimes the cold wind blows a chill in my soul. Some days are diamonds, some days are stones. Neil Diamond
New Attitude
Ok today is a new day..... I had a really bad week..I decieded to approach today with a new attitude. Things in my personal life have been kind of up and down but it could be so much worse. I know its me. I can be such a witch sometimes. Yes I said Some of it is my meds. My siezure meds sometimes make me just so moody and when i am not eating right I feel shitty. Over our vacation I didnt eat right and being depressed I gained like 4 lbs which seems like nothing but 4 lbs for me is hard to get off. I eat only 1200 calories a day to maintain my weight,,,that sucks lol. But anyways I always said I believe in signs just have to look for them. so last night I said today would be my new day. When we got into bed last night they was a firefly in my window I have never seen one that close and i am 34 years old. We watched it for over 30 minutes maybe longer I felt at such a peace after. One of my favorite songs is firefies by Faith Hill. So i think as silly as this sounds this was m
How Do You Fly The Fu?! ,l, (-_-) ,l,
>Howey Feltersnatch is having his first contest. Entry is easy if you have a picture of flippin the middle finger your in. I'm just taking entries now so please look thru and rate everyone. When the contest actually starts i will delete and reload the contestants.My goal is to get 250 pictures to make a bombable album for the second contest. The first contest will start when i have all entries needed and will go till the end of my Happy Hour which i will book at a later date. The winner will be the one with the most rates. The second contest will be for people who bomb the How Do You Fly The FU?!?! album durin my HH. Winner will be drawn from a hat on cam in Bad Habitz Radio Lounge shortly after the HH.The two prizes will be choice of a 35 credit bling. Given durin a Happy Hour. How do you get me your pictures for the contest?
Heaven's Window
I'm in another auction...check me out and bid please!! The linked photo aint working..dammit. I can end auction at anytime if I accept the bid. Thank you and happy bidding!! =D I know this isn't really the place to post this; however, I do know people here who have lost loved ones. Something happened that I must share with you. We all need a little uplift in spirit at some point or another. This morning I was on my way to work and saw something truly amazing. For a brief moment, I looked up at the sky and saw Heaven's window. The clouds had formed in a pattern that made a perfect square of light. I just stared at it for a few seconds before the window closed. I thought to myself, wow. All of the people who I have loved and lost to those pearly gates were peeking down on me. So, don't think for one second they are not there, watching over us, because they truly are....and I saw them! I feel blessed today for recei
Come On People!!!!!
Come on people!! What're you waiting for? Come check me out in my first auction ever. Auction ends Friday and I need some new bids!! Take a peek of what I'm offering and make a bid! While you're there, rate me please, they have prizes for the ones with the most rates. Thanks!!
Help Protect Our Mothers And Childrens
Im HOSTING my first AUCTION/CONTEST! It will Start on May 1st @ 5PM FU-TIME/8PM EST, And END on May 10th @ 5PM FU-TIME/8PM EST. *i will take final entry on april 30th @ 3PM FU-TIME/ 6PM EST. NO EXCEPTIONS! **HERE IS HOW IT WILL WORK.** There will be an Entry FEE of 100K Fubucks. The Min bid will be 100K. ALL FUBUCKS/CASH BIDS ENCOURAGED BY BIDDERS. YOU MUST SEND ME A PM WITH A PIC AND THE LIST OF WHAT YOU HAVE TO OFFER + ENTRY FEE. You MUST RATE MY &SKITTLES& Folder & Comment the Last pic stating you want to be in the Skittles Auction. (there are only 50 pics in folder) Person with
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Mimies World
Life Is A B*tch
If you think I am someone you know that talked to you earlier, in most cases I dont know you and dont need your little messages.
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Ok I am so fed up w/all the drama on here it is just crazy people talking about others get a fuggin life would you mind your own business, and another thing dont be pointing fingers until you know your story and get them straight...=)
Are U Desperate?
WTF?? Y do I keep running into lame ppl? If I went to ur page and rated u a 10 and checked you out... does not mean ur the shit... im being nice. And just showing sum luv. Dont come hitting me up asking me to fan you?! lmao thats some desperate ass shit right there.... GET A LIFE. So dont get all mad when I tell you no. And then like every other lame fucker on here... block me cuz you dont want to hear what I got to say... lmfao ( I dont care if fanning ppl is part of fubar!... I dont have too u ass wipe if I dont feel like it) this is for that lame ass dude with the screen name "THE BOSS" you aint shit lmao
Fubar Happenings
The last one I saw of these a couple of years ago was a lot of fun so I thought I would have a crack at it. For the next four weeks I will be running a Scavenger Hunt Salute contest. You must have me listed as a friend to enter. Just send a request if you aren't already listed. How it works: Each week for the next 4 weeks I will post clues to the 3 items of the week with the clues getting progressively harder each week(and more point value). One on Fridays and a second one on Mondays. When you figure out the item make a salute with that item in the shot and "SilverOak" handwritten somewhere in the shot. Be creative and have fun with it. Email the salute to with your screen name and the item name and number in the subject. (eg If the 1st item in week 1 was a pickle you would put "Your SN week 1 item 1 Pickle" You have until the following week's clues are given to submit your response. No penalty for wrong guesses so when in doubt feel free to send multiple guess
What Would U Do ?
If your in a relationship and its going down hill and you have beencommitted for over 5 years would you have an affiar if it truly came downto it or would you stand strong no matter what u both go thru ? U meet a guy and he's very unattractive and u are not really feeling him atall and as far as kissing and touching him it makes u nauscious..But he's as nice as a kittten then what do u do ?
People Who Suck, And A Pic Or Address
Ok this person goes to every pic and remarks how he/she wants to fuck every part of ur body i think he even mentioned my elbow. So we will dub him a desperate perv. This one is a downrater and personally I think she has a problem with Daddy issues. Whatever here is the gutterslut. Also fake pic as her default (big shock)
My Love
I wasn't looking but you were there You stole my heart You made me care I see a person with a heart so bright You see yourself Dark as the night I want to be your sunshine To make your life bright To make all your darness turn into light I miss your smile and your eyes so blue Your soft gentle touch Your kisses too I want to spend forever laying in your arms Making up for a past Where others did you harm I promise I will lov
Fresh Me !!
Poem For Sinners
A poem for us sinners Give me a reason not to die one simple insignificant excuse not to slit my wrists and watch the blood pour out while I cry out in pain One simple insignificant excuse not to take the whole bottle of pills to numb the hurt, erase the abuse forget the torment that consumes my life One simple insignificant excuse not to crash my car head on into the one comming towards me, to see my eyes watch the headlights of the car penetrate my body One simple insignificant reason why I should be here JUST ONE- You can't can you? When the pain consumes you and the rage eats your soul, my tormented mind recreates playing over and over the sick story you created in my head can't stop it, can't breath, can't eat, can't make the noise stop There is no love, no emotion towards others emptiness, loneliness emulates from the pores of my being My Mask goes on everyday-it's the face I wear it's the face you want to see- there is no truth- That isn't even who I am-you don't
Fathers And Sons
Tonight, I get a call from my son Ian, asking me to come and check out his tux that he's wearing for prom. He's only a Freshman, but is dating a Junior, so he can "legally" go to the prom as long as it was her that asked him. Ok..I'm gonna get long and a bit sappy here. So bare with me. When I got to Mom's house, he said, "Hold on Dad, I want to make a grand entrance" and went upstairs to change into it. As I stood there waiting for him, I talked with my ex, and Neil and Nevin. Then Ian, comes walking down the stairs, with this white tux on, black tie, and a white fedora, his dark brown hair jutting out from the sides of his hat.. I immediately envisioned the day I saw him come into this world...I was the first to see his head crown. The memories of me holding him, literally, on the length of my arm, and rubbing his nose try to get him to go to sleep. Him swimming naked in the kiddie pool as I ran video tape. All of us laying in bed together playing the ABC game, when they had
Douchebags & Bitches Of Fubar
Is There Anybody Out There?
Tryin to make friends with people in Hawaii, preferrably Oahu...
Christian Lyrics
I’m gong allow myself to unfastened resentment onto the human race with questions of soreness. did God fashioned us to subsist in a world of suffering, misery filling the mind with temptation to assign homicides to our beneficiary human race, or the simple problem of starvation It’s a disgrace, that people got to go through such thing where we must entrust murders apon strangers faces To carry out production with their wits and the way to get clients is to lie is preeminent fiends only go for the shit that are at it most excellent some say it’s half and half ,there pure but none are good for the intelligent destroying brain cell and we wonder why our kids are so unmannered and monotonous the government has the drug game in a monopoly im not talking about only prescription pills ,but also cocaine, heroin and ecstasy so why stop me from gulping down some henesi Smoking on weed and overdosing on my happy pills that makes see purple bunnies climbing on tree
Love Poems
This where I begin, heneasi and gin On the bed I lie, how did she die, light it up, sparks blazed up the fiya turn on the light I’m dieing in the night how did I let her die, that night was right in front of the ride gone so fast she didn’t have time to cry so young still sipping on glue, first book bag still new, just started to learn about life,her first year in school i cant take this anymore let me take a pill,see this is half the reason i'm now ill let my ink spill,mom told us not go out, the wind was at a chill incoming car,she was blinded by the lights rolling wheels like jars rolling down hills she was hit with on her right glance at her face, that's when i realized we didnt look alike glinched my my fist,wipe all the tears away
Fubux & Pimpout!!
Fu-bux & Pimp Outs
What Is Witchcraft, Wicca And Paganism For My Non Wiccan Fubar Friends :)
I Am a PaganSelena FoxI am a Pagan.I am a part of the whole of Nature.The rocks, the animals, the plants, the elements are my relatives.Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, ages, nationalities, creeds, or sexual preferences.The earth is my Mother and the sky is my Father.The sun and moon are my Grandparents, and the stars my ancestors.I am part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it.I have my own special part to play and I seek to play that part to the best of my ability.I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect, not abuse...I am a Pagan.I pay attention to the seasons within myself - of beginnings, growth, fruition, harvest, endings, rest, and beginnings again.Life is a Circle with many cycles...I am a Pagan.I acknowledge that the Divine is everywhere in the energy of life.I am Animistic. I sense the life force in the oak tree on the hill, in the herbs in the garden, in the birds
About Me
~*~ Thinking Of Me Fondly ~*~
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I
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Where My Real Women At?
Joining The Army...
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Fubar just fucked me over again. Right in the middle of posting a blog it puts up and error message saying my session had timed out. Wonderful. THANKS AGAIN FUBAR YOU BITCHES! I want to write a bunch but this damn machine here is going so fucking slow its driving me nuts. the idiots who run the libraries up here have librarians (ie-people with degrees in "library science" or whatever to run the computers so they dont have a clue what theyre doing-when things start fucking up their only response is to turn the machines off and restart them, which doesnt really accomplish much. plus, today theres a woman next to me what seems to be epileptic or something, its like she cant stop moving in these odd jerky motions that are impossible to ignore even if youre not (like myself) right next to her. so, I will simply put up a few more of my pictures of paintings Ive did and leave it at that. sorry if you was looking forward to hearing me rant. which I could-saw some things today that really made
Made ya look! :P *giggles
I have sat here all day trying to figure some things out and I have realized men are such jerks they tell you what you want to hear and then turn around and tell another girl the same thing they just told you. I'm done with my relationship with my boyfriend. He lied to me again and i'm so tired of it. I hate him with a passion right now and i don't think i will ever talk to him again. I wish i would have never met him.
My Heart!!!
I often wonder does it matter to others when they hear my heart shatter? Is there anybody who really cares and keeps me in their daily prayers? Is even worth the strain when I know that this path always leads to pain? Is it truely better to lose the ones we love than it is to be the ones they get tired of? Is there a point where you give up hope and realize that you can no longer cope? Will I become so very jaded that all people I see are immediately hated? I want to have faith that one day I will find somebody who will love me and always be kind. But fear is prevailing of getting too close I'm afraid I can't handle any more blows. Should I risk it and give it one last chance with the hope that I'll find that lifelong romance? Do I go with my heart and shut out my mind in hopes that that true love I soon will find? They say its the strongest muscle Yet it seems so easy to hustle. I tend to start opening it up from the start Knowing that in the end
Bending Reality
I was told today that I should have been the one that died instead of a great man. A man that took care of his family, loved his wife and was always there wehen they needed him.....right? Or is this story inaccurate? No matter; we all do things we regret, things we want to take back....but careful what you wish for....for when you wish for death, you might just get it. I am a lot of things! But I appauled by the fucking idiots that wanna run their mouths about the things I am not - I AM NOT A LIAR! For anyone who has said I am, Fuck You and show me proof. You are so full of shit, I have nothing to lie about, I have lost it all and been in postions men don't even have nightmares about. That's right, you fuck with me, I'll make your ass hurt. Off subject, fuck it...tell me not to crush it, fuckit. Oh lables... In the words of the band - Queens of the Stone Age - "Nicotine, valium, vicodin, marijuana, ecstacy and alcohol." This is indeed The Feel Good Hit of the Summer.
Contacting Me
if anyone wants to contact me when im not on you can allways text my cell at 5707873195 at any time
Blows My Mind
well to start off im frank, im 29 i have my own house, well make that 2 of them, i have a brand new truck, and i pay all my own bills. i am a grown ass man, i am in the army and have been deployed to iraq more then i would of liked to and getting ready to go again, no biggie. but what really chaps my gluttious maximus is how NEEDY people are on here! you can tell someone there pretty thanks for accepting my friend request, you look a little thirsty heres a drink or two, no big deal! but what i have noticed is how flippen needy alot of people are on here!!!! give me this!!! i want that!!! yep! i have some bling i have gifts, not alot but i appreciated everything anyone has given me, i never asked for one thing! but i talk to the people who hook me up with things, i am a genuine real person and i give people respect and attention because they take precious flippin moments out of there lives to say whats up or wish me the best and be safe over the next year while i am gone! if you are fri
4o Ways Men And Women Fail In Bed
Please keep in mind that if you are not open minded and don't have a very wild sense of humor about sex, stories, and life's mishaps, please do not go any further on this page. I wrotethis like10 years ago on my old website based on advice and stories I heard from men and women I gave sex advice to and from what I heard growing up at parties at my house! Women and men love and agree with it but swear it's not them!!!!!! I didn't make it up myself!!! LOL! HAHAHA! Tell me what you think___________________________ Personal and private stories are not shared on this site due to privacy and personal trust. Please be aware that these are not linked to anyone directly but are for the enjoyment of your reading pleasure. This is not my own personal opinion but jokes sent in and/or discussed and I thought would be humorous......enjoy!
Dr. Ryan's Sexual Expressions
Wrapping this curvasive life around this moist temple. My index finger acting like the painting I wish to repaint. In all colours with your form showing each slight soft stroke on the canvas that is you. A repeated motion feeling the slight reactions of this pulse pulsating abounding around surrounding you. Can feel you moving with my finger, this reaction to it. A pulse occurring, so tight and tasting so sweet. Imagine the first summer rain you felt, around beautiful trees letting the water trickle down on top of their other leafs, deep with the motion around the tree. After the rush, your body is alive with sweet sweat to be sipped upon. The juice of life. The pure drink. The glowing glistering fruit. Your nipples are standing, your sweetness is livid and glorious. To enter you in this current form is paradise. After you have an orgasm. Entering you slowly at first, to feel your presence surrounding me. Every inch of myself makes itself apparent to you, the girth spreading you with y
You Ask Who Am I, Well.... Let Me Tell You:
Vip Or Not?
I Never Will
Of the days I've tried, To take back time; To fix it all, Every fall. I never could... Of the pain I've caused, And happiness paused; I ruined lives, So many knives. I always would... Of the tears I've cried, No one ever asked why; Why the tears, Petty fears. I never understood... Of the steps I took, After every book; I read to escape, My heart, raped. I never should... Of the days I've tried, To take back time; To fix it all, Every fall. I never could... I never have... I never will..
Once Remains (invisible)
Intense, Yet calm. Bold, Yet small. Beautiful, Yet horrid. The feeling, That sooths, Yet aches. It rids me, Of selfishness, Yet greed, Overcomes it. Drowning, In nothing, But the fear. The pain, So mere, Yet sharp. It strikes, Without force, Yet it breaks, My skin. My flesh, Is cold, It's dark here, This place. I look around, No one. Silence. I cry, Yet remain, Unheard. I walk, Yet go no where. I remain, In this feeling. I run, And I run. I cry, And I cry. I whimper, And I fall. I push ahead, Yet I land, On my back. This cold floor, Has me, Bound. Bound by my chains, The locks, And no key. But once, I heard of it, A key. A key will, Save me, My soul, My heart. Free me, From the feeling, This pain. He holds it, The key, In his heart, His hand, His soul. He remains, Invisible. For: Him ... He Knows Who He Is!!
His Flawless Heart
Your pain echos, Inside my veins. I reach out toward you, A touch as soft as rain. I slowly glare up, Seeing your eyes reflecting mine. You say there is no God, There is only time. Your smile flushes my face, All I can do is smile. Your hand caresses my back, Lending a feeling so wild. Your hair shadows your face, I gently move it to the side. I slowly melt away, As your press your lips against mine. I am weak in the knees, And all through my body. Your hands caress my sides, Your fingertips feel flawlessly. The feelings I have, When you're speaking to me. I cannot explain, Why you're all that I see. Your pain echos, Inside my veins. I reach out toward you, A touch as soft as rain
Secret Admirer
Dont b shy ladies jus hit me up secrets dont make friends especially secret admirers.
So How Many Times Do You?
Forgive me Father for I have sinned I've been a bad girl..I think about sex every single minute of my life How often do you think about sex ?
Tears Of Divine Hope
Tears and scars,A thick, bloody stream,Memories fade into hope,No hope for me.Falling from,An eighteen story dream,Landing in,A dark, bloody scene.The differences,Between sadness and hope,Skin is where,My blood settles and soaks.Staining my flesh,Burning my soul,My thoughts grow dim,And my mind grows cold.Memory,Loss of love,Hates tendency,Gain of blood.On the ground,I fall and fade,Into another dream,My scars are made.
Can You ?
Make me feel,Leave me be.Help me cope,Set me free.Call my name,Shut up now.How to love?I don't know how.Hold my hand,Let me go.Take off your mask,Put on a show.Hold me tight,Walk away.See you later,Come back today.Write me love letters,Don't send me a thing.Sing me a song,Let love ring.Love me always,Hate me forever.Tell me it's over,Tell me it'll get better.Calm me softly,Anger me in a fight.Kiss me long,Get out of my sight.Make me feel,Leave me be.Help me cope,Set me free.Touch me gently,Stop going to far.Come away with me,Get out of my car.Call me later,Forget my number.Hang up the phone,Watch me slumber.Give me peace,Make my life hell.Free my heart,Put me in jail.Let me feel,Try to be sober.Drinking is your love,Tell me when we're over.I'm done helping you,I'll pick you up again.I hate you so much,I am your only friend.Make me feel,Leave me be.Help me cope,Set me free.
From Pain, To Love, To Sorrow...
Of all the days I've waited, And cried so many tears. No one has ever rescued me, From all my pain and fears. You picked me up when I had fallen, Lifted me high above all. You kept me close from heart ache, You said you'd never let me fall. I believed those words you spoke gently, And fell deep into a confusing dream. Your voice echoed in my body, Those whispers turned to screams. I slowly felt the pain haunting me again, And the sorrow was more then torture. I lost grip on everything I ever had, And fell from what my heart worked for. I curled up in a corner tonight, And cried so many tears. Tears I thought I had lost, Through out those many years. Happiness had me fooled, Blinding me from the facts. Love is a stone cold lie, And hurts when it attacks. Love is an evil thing, Torturing all that crosses it's path. And if you let your guard down, You will feel it's wrath. Pain and sorrow are thought to be bad, But it
Infinite Eternities
Laying here, Insanity, Stupid reactions, Of Humanity. I lay here tonight, Broken dreams. Scattering thoughts, Dead it seems. Pointless to hope, When nothing heals. Trying to cope, But nothing feels. Understanding, Such a word. Lost in nightmares, Never free. To be, Myself... Why so difficult? To open up, Let him in. Feel the fire, Embrace the sin. Loving to have, Only to feel. To be lost, In a moment. A moment, That was never real. Is this a dream? Or my sad reality? Am I awake, to draw blood again. My skin burns, My pain wins. Tonight, I'll lose it. Lost it all, In hopes I'll trip, In my dreams, Then fall. Never hitting the ground, Nor making a sound. Only echo, Is my hearts last pound. That lasts... An eternity, In my dream. I'll stay here, I'm safe. I'll cry here, I'm free. I'll die here, I'm eternity.
To That Special Lady In My Life One Day
Every time I look into your eyes all my pain just seems to go away, every time you smile its so pure that it lights up the black in my heart, every time I think about being with you I never want to let you go, the sound of your heartbeat is pulsating to my heart, your face is an expression of a thousand words, but there’s only one word that I choose BEAUTIFUL, every time I hear your voice its like a memory in my thoughts it will NEVER be forgotten, I want us to be ONE
The Need To Know
Do you really love me? A question that I need to ask Would I be number one? On the other hand, be dead last If I tried to runaway Would you block my path? If you saw me crying Would you even ask? How many calls would it take? To get you here with me Until you used the excuses up Then you could be free? Are you really, what you say Or someone I don't know Should I finally take my leave? Pack and go on home As my heart calls out to you Am I but a fool? Alternatively, do you love me? Darling tell me true
Learning To Dance In The Rain
Blood pulsing in my veins as your body is crushed against me Steam rises from our heated bodies as the cool rain drenches us My arms around your waist my eyes locked on your reflection Moving to the rhythm of the rain and the music of our hearts The wind whispers in the trees a song of sweet seduction Perfumed fragrance of flowers scent the air with a touch of musk Nature's orchestra playing softly as we step and sway as one Locked in embrace, lost in love, dancing, unaware of the cold The moon partially hidden by clouds peeks out to watch Winking its approval of the romantic scene before it Brushing the hair from her face, I lean in for a much-wanted kiss Our lips meet; kiss accepted and returned in the heat passion The rain stopped and the clouds part, stars illuminate the sky Air fresh and clean, still we danced oblivious to our surroundings Learning to dance in the rain holding tight to our tender love So shall we dance in life, conquering troubles and strife
Profile of the Sociopath Sound like anyone you know? Glibness and Superficial Charm Manipulative and Conning They never recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors as permissible. They appear to be charming, yet are covertly hostile and domineering, seeing their victim as merely an instrument to be used. They may dominate and humiliate their victims. Grandiose Sense of Self Feels entitled to certain things as "their right." Pathological Lying Has no problem lying coolly and easily and it is almost impossible for them to be truthful on a consistent basis. Can create, and get caught up in, a complex belief about their own powers and abilities. Extremely convincing and even able to pass lie detector tests. Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core. Does not see others around them as people, but only as targets and opportunities. Instead of friends, they have victims and accomplices who end
Air, Water, Fire
Standing high on the rocky mountain top She stands mesmerized by the beauty below A sea of trees and fields spread out before her Like the strokes from an ole masters brush Finely painted with textures and colors of nature Sweet smells waft through the air assaulting the senses Essence of pine meadowland and wildflowers Raising her arms in the air as a goddess in worship Turning her face to the sun, rays dare to kiss her cheek Soft blue dress swirling around her in the breeze Wind caressing her bronze skin tenderly like a lover Birds sing her praises and angels lend her wings Turning to face me, my heart races and falters She smiles, I catch my breath and gasp for air Her touch is a fire that only she can quench As our lips meet, I am no longer solid mass I am air, water, fire; I am all things for her
Shadowed By A Sigh
Thunder in the distance shadowed by a sigh. Vibration from a thousand jets .......flutter of butterflies. Roaring of the ocean calms to a trickling stream. ....Active volcano ............just .... radiator steam. Lost in another's eyes? Take a swim through their veins? Electric sparks as lips meet Savor a honey kiss ....What is so powerful .................or ....mighty in such force? Love that's pure and crystal clear. ........All for you of course. For His Memory Of Her, I hold her truth safe always!
Up For Auction
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The Truth Of Lastalker And I
What's Happening Here.....
Has anyone read the article featured on MSN about the “Climate Catastrophe” and global warming? In my opinion this should be a concern to everyone, yet most people dismiss it because it is not likely to happen in our lifetime, but what about our children and grandchildren? I am glad to see that MSN has featured this on the main page. Hopefully it will open the eyes of some to realize what is happening. The first part of the article reads……….. “You've been hearing about the negative impacts of global warming for years. Sometimes your friends nervously joke about it — "Could land in the Rocky Mountains become beachfront property?" Other times you read with worry the news about forest fires, hurricanes, droughts and heat waves. And you wonder, "Is climate disaster already upon us?" Scientists say the answer is "yes." We are now experiencing the effects of human-caused climate change and, even if we drastically alter our polluting behavio
Where Has All The Good Skating Gone?
Back in the day me and the boys could tear up parking lots, blast through indoor malls, and shred an endless amount of empty pools. Now there is just too much security, all the pools have been covered over or turned into parking lots, and the malls just plain suck. Sure there are plenty of skateboard parks but they are full of pre-teen phenoms and overly agressive posers. Now I'm having to consider building a mini-pipe in the backyard. I am currentlydeveloping an indoor skate park with a throw back theme to pools, rails and stairs. Hell mabey I'll throw in a couple of rent-a-cops to chase us around for the nastalgia. Until then I'm stuck in skateboard hell!
Sad Lost My Aunt Mary Last Nite!!!
Loserbaby1313's Thoughts
Well this is my frist time on this site, so I am really not sure what all to type here. Well I guess I am looking for a change in my life. Not sure what that change is yet, but I am looking for something. When i find it i guess that i will know. mainly i am looking for some new pards, peeps, friends, what ever you want to call
I am looking forward to this summer,beach valley ball season, biking, running, just simply spending time out side in the warm weather.
What It Be Like
the greatest thing in life that u will ever learn is to love and be loved in return. love is no game. the one u really want is not the one u can live with but the one u can't live without. it hurts when u have that one person and then life fucks up and u have no choice but to let the love of your life go untill u can have them back and have your fairy tail ending. the person i am talkin about knows who they r and hope that u understand that i love u and i'm sorry we can't be together right now.
When Will Things Feel Right?
I lie awake at night and wonder when things will feel right. I stare at the stars above and question the existance of true love. What I seek is not perfection I merely want a close connection. I want to be loved for what is me and not for the potential you see there to be. I want to feel secure when we sit and cuddle or even as we sit and watch a Monday night huddle. I want a friendship and deep understanding and the comfort and peace when emotions make a crash landing. I want a shoulder to moisten with tears a partner in life to help me push away my fears. A face that can make mine brighten when I need my spirit to heighten. I want to be loved because of my flaws and to be the one that makes his heart pause. I want my happiness to be his priority for our love to be so strong that we're a minority. These wants are not just a one way thing I want both of our hearts to sing. I want a sense of safety and security and a continued feeling of purity.
Check It Out
meezey skrilla is the shit check him out on that myspace
Divorce Sucks But Im Back
Yeah I was married for awhile so thats the big reason why i wasn't on here but yeah now im just looking for friends on here now still. But yeah if yas wants to chat to some body kinda cool thats me give me a shout alright latz
Brain Domanance Test
The five policemen entered quickly into the room, led by the young student. A crowd was outside the room wondering what had happened. So many people in the hall at such an early hour was unheard of in the dorms. The room was clean, but in slight disarray. Two chairs were toppled over on the floor, right under a taut hangman's noose, which had nothing to hold it taut. "There you are. Could two of you please walk out of the room for a minute?” said the student, who was the hall's RA. Two of the policemen walked out to keep everyone else from trying to enter. When the three remaining policemen and the student looked back at the rope, there was a body hanging from it. The student was barely able to point towards the envelope on the floor before having to run out in tears. One of the policemen picked the envelope up and opened it. In the outside it said "To: Nobody Cares". The letter was typed and a couple of pages in length, as if the d
My level LMFAO is: 263,224 Till I Insider~ That was just too damn funny i had to show all~
Dellaville The Gir Headhake Pill
hey whats the dill its dellaville the girls head hakpill. wellcoming all ma sexolicous to link me up am free single never engage. easy to get along with. very spontaneous enjoy other opposite sex company love to listen an come up wit a good conclusion. Dont be afraid to link me up sexiliocious.
Adventures In Wonderland
(something Clever And Witty)
Day 2 Day
Dedication To Beth/glitter
Life As I See It
I have been thinking alot about this lately. I watch people and can't help but wonder why they make it so hard to be happy. Everyone talks about what they want to make their life better or to make them complete, content, whole....Happy. However, how often do these people actually do anything but talk about it. It seems most are online in these social websites because they are seeking something or someone...the man/woman of their dreams mainly and occasionally their search is over, but usually they keep seeking. It seems that most on here have heart problems...they have been hurt by someone in the past. What usually ends up happening is they in turn hurt someone else that was searching for the same exact thing... a person to love and be loved by. Why does this happen?..well cuz everyone must pay for others wrongs. My thoughts?..if you want to be happy just do it...stop wasting precious time. If you love someone (and they love you) just love them, do what needs to be done t
Why Good Men Dont Fall In Love
ok my wife cheated on me with all my friends and my brother during the time we were together now that we seperated june of 2008 shes now 6 mos pregnant by my brother all i did was give her everything i could i took her and her three kids in from two other marrages and treated them like my own she abused me even stabed me i tried for several years to hold it together but i guess it wasnt ment to be
Dream Or Is It A Dream?
Kate had never had oral sex before because she though it was wrong. Her parent had brought her up in a strict religious home where the only act of approved sex was the missionary position. The dream had lowered her resistance and had her begging for his lips and tongue. "OH GOD BOBBY!" she cried. Her hands held his head and mouth tightly against her mound. The pleasure soon reached her max as she climaxed. "BOBBY!" Bob wiped his mouth and moved his lip up to capture one of her long hard nipples. As his mouth move up so did his body until his hard-on rubbed against her moist pussy. She opened her eyes and looked into his. Fucking was not in the dream. "No we can't," she whispered. She wasn't supposed to fuck him. She was supposed to suck him. She moved her body under his until her mouth was poised at the crown of his shaft. She didn't blink an eye as she opened her mouth and licked around the spongy tip. The dream somehow made it right for her to do this vile act. She learned as she
Jason Moore Convicted Of The Mrder Of Scott Doverspike (my Cousin)
Lily I Am Yours
My Original Poetry
This one is for my dear old "dad" Why do you want to lie to me, Like the truth someday I will not see? You think you know whats going on, But on this one you are oh so wrong. People fill you with stories about me, Buy you dont know me this I see. Why should I expect you to know what kind of man I am, When for me you never truely gave a damn. You treated me like your children to follow, Your own truth you could not swallow. So you packed your bags and ran away, Fooling yourself for another day. But one day the deciets and your evil ways, Will catch up to you before your dieing days. And you'll look back at all the shit you stired, And you will see me flipping you the bird. Cause I know what kind of man you are, And I am more of a man by far. Kenneth Johnson 6/7/09 3:16 AM Before anyone goes off about what a sick twisted freak I am...... Realise one thing..... Not everything you read is true...... Is a fiction book true? No So why would anyo
New Slide Show
JACK'S CHRiSTMAS PARTYJack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's ChristmasParty.He didn't even remember how he got home from the Party...As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong.Jack Had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he saw is acouple ofaspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, Next to them, asingle red rose!Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and Pressed. Helooks aroundthe room and sees that it is in perfect order, Spotlessly clean. So is the restof the house.He takes the aspirins, Cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back athim in the Bathroom mirror.Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in Red withlittle heartson it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick:'Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to Makeyou your favorite dinner tonight.I love you, darling! Love, Jillian. 'He stumbles to the kitchen and sure
Romance?..or Is It?
It all started on a Friday night. You see, I work two jobs and I also work every day of the week, but lately, who doesn’t work 7 days a week? I guess you might say that I have an odd combination of jobs. I am a computer programmer during the day, and in the afternoon and evening I work at a fast food restaurant. No, I’m not the manager there, I am basically a grunt. I only have two evenings off a week. One of them is Monday night (I’m a wrestling fan, you see, so I gotta watch Raw) and the other is Friday night. Normally I would do things I need to. Grocery shopping and laundry needed to be done on Friday, but on this night, I needed to unwind. There was nothing to prepare me for what was about to happen. I arrived home at about 4 in the afternoon from cashing my paychecks and picking up a few things I needed at the grocery store to tide me over until I actually needed to go shopping. I sat myself down at my computer and turned it on. I logged onto the internet and al
Auction For Bigdaddy
"My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? They don't see you the way that I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? They can't possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of 'getting over you' advice they had ever given me and realize you're my life, you were meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option." Love is when you can't be apart from someone for too're always thinking of them, and when you're with them you never want to say goodbye. Love is far from simple. It's quite complex. It's a mix of about everything. It's sadness, joy, passion, hatred, excitement, it's almost every feeling you can imagine and more. You know love wh
Stay On The Boardwalk
Ever wondered what goes on on the other side of gambling casinos? Well one night while in Atlantic City with a group of friends, we decided to find out. We had been drinking heavily (always a bad start to quite a few of my stories) and lost a lot of money in the casinos and decided we were going to find a party somewhere close in the area before our bus pulled out to go back home. So I said, “Hey let’s take a walk on the backside of the casinos and see if we can find a club or some place that’s throwing a party.” So we go outside on the boardwalk and then venture to the back side of the casinos. As we’re walking we notice there are a few people walking along the streets, no where close to the numbers of people walking on the boardwalk though. Finally I tell the guys, we can’t find a club or a party unless we start asking people. So I see three very pretty, very scantly dressed women standing on the corner talking to each other. I cross over to them
Things Happen For A Reason
We all have things that happen within our lives that we dont fully understand.. what is the reason for certain things? I have always been told everything happens for a reason, but what are the reasons for some? Some we never figure it out.. If for everything there is a reason then what is the reason for all the bad that happens in our lives? Probably never will figure it out....
Thoughts For The Day..
Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. Eat a live toad in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you for the rest of the day. If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. If you lend someone $20, and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. Never buy a car you can't push. Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you don't have a leg to stand on. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. The early worm gets eaten by the bird, so sleep late. The Second mouse gets the cheese When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. Birthdays are good for you, the more y
1 Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Beers...
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 beers... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "Yes." The professor then produced two beers from under the table and poured the entire
No Reply
Talk to me, you never talk to me.Ooh, it seems that I can speak.But I can hear my voice shouting out.But there's no reply at all.Look at me, you never look at me,Ooh, I've been sitting, staring, seems so long.But you're looking through meLike I wasn't here at all.No reply, there's no reply at all.Dance with me, you never dance with me.Ooh, it seems that I can move,I'm close to you, close as I can get.Yet there's no reply at all,There's no reply at all.I get the feeling you're tryin' to tell me,Is there something that I should know?What excuse are you tryin' to sell me?Should I be reading stop or go, I don't know.Be with me, seems you're never here with me,Ooh, I've been trying to get over there.Ah, but it's out of my reach.And there's no reply at all.There's no reply at all.I get the feeling you're trying to tell me;Is there something that I should know?What excuse are you trying to sell me?Should I be reading stop or go, I don't know.Maybe deep down inside,I'm trying for no one else b
Hey all you members of The Bikers Hideaway and nonmembers. Thanks for taking a moment to read this. This is just to let you all know I have redone my "about me" section of my profile. This is now to describe The Bikers Hideaway and its upcoming events. So go check out my profile and see what is going to be happening soon. Also while there you will see three people who have helped me more than they know with getting The Bikers Hideaway up and running. Show each one of these people some seriously madd love. Thanks and keep it between the ditches.......Unless the cops are after you then get that bad boy off road!!! I have gotten close to 50 friends now and to be honest if they were all active friends here I would never have time to do anything but be on fubar. I only want friends that want to be there, on my list. So if you wanna stay please comment, say hi, or even tell me to fuck off by the end of the weekend. If you are in my top friends or belong to Bad Habbits you are safe. I am tryi
Gorean Written Dance
Seduction Dance Sitting quitely in the shaddows of the hall in the darkend corners is the thrall smiling with desire for his Mistress.The boy's face shaddowed in dark and the light of the torches.Showing only half his smile to the Mistress laying on her lush pillows as she sips with her ruby lips her goblet of chilled kalana wine.The beast had just served the enticing lovely Mistress, which helped the fires within him started to smolder deep in slave's belly.The excitment of the the rhythmic sounds of the beating drums starting his heart pounding to the beat.Flutes whispering in his ears the total overpowering desire he holds for his Mistress.Sexual power rushing through the thrall's muscular olive smooth skinned body.The slave's mostly naked frame starts to feel the goosebumps form as his body sways slightly to the rhythms and beats.Fighting the need to stand before his owner and show the desire and lust the beast holds in his heart for his Mistress.The muscular chisled b
The Whipping
1Pe 3:13 Who is going to harm you if you are eager to do good? 1Pe 3:14 But even if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed. “Do not fear what they fear ; do not be frightened.” 1Pe 3:15 But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect, 1Pe 3:16 keeping a clear conscience, so that those who speak maliciously against your good behavior in Christ may be ashamed of their slander. 1Pe 3:17 It is better, if it is God’s will, to suffer for doing good than for doing evil. 1Pe 3:18 For Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive by the Spirit, 1Pe 3:19 through whom also he went and preached to the spirits in prison 1Pe 3:20 who disobeyed long ago when God waited patiently in the days of Noah while the ark was being
Everyday Things
Not meaning to rant, but fuck I am going to. Ok, maybe not a rant but more of just a question. Why do words hurt more than actual physical contact?
It Happens
Never say I love you if you really don't care. Never talk about feelings if they really aren't there. Never hold my hand if your gonna break my heart. Never say you are going to if you don't plan to start. Never look in my eyes if all you're going to do is lie. Never say hi if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever then say you will try. Never say forever, because forever makes me cry.... Love hurts , love scars,Love wounds, and marks,Any heart, not tough,Or strong, enoughTo take a lot of
I 'm In A Contest!
Party Time Drink
okay.lets test how smart you all are,well you've all heard of mercedes benz:which did they get the name from,the car or a girl? okay ive been thinkng,and i wanna know who else thinks there should be a drink that gets people 50% shitfaced,and that costs around $2000 fubucks? let me know cause im gonna let the owners of fu know
New Beginnings
So David and I met when I was fixing to graduate high school. We liked hanging out and eventually fell for each other. Not too long after we were engaged we were expecting our first child. We rushed into a marriage that was not condoned by any one of our parents but they decided to stay out of it. Soon after we married he went active duty to assure a future for the family. Well, I think we both jumped into it thinking this thing or that thing would change by saying "I DO". Needless to say that doesnt work like that. Well despite constant fighting we got pregnant again right after I gave birth to our daughter. This time we had a son. All the while we were dealing with insecurity, trust issues, emotional abuse and scaring, and among other things, infidelity. The whole time I was pregnant he thought I was unattractive so I felt horrible about myself and I knew he was talking to other women I just chose to ignore it and yet again thinking it would get better. Well either way I was tryin to
U Know U Want To Own Me
Just Things
My True Love
My true love is myself cause i love myself 3 times a day.
Help Fight Cancer!
Take a look at and see if you find anything you can't resist. Email me a request for your free $10.00 gift card for FIRST TIME CUSTOMERS ONLY. I offer an array of affordable items for everyone!I will donate $2.00 to St. Jude's Children's Hospitalthrough 12/31/09 for each order I receive, in memory of my beloved daughter who we lost to cancer last year. Take a look at and see if you find anything you can't resist. Email me a request for your free $10.00 gift card for FIRST TIME CUSTOMERS ONLY. I offer an array of affordable items for everyone!I will donate $2.00 to St. Jude's Children's Hospitalthrough 12/31/09 for each order I receive, in memory of my beloved daughter who we lost to cancer last year.
I Adore My Best Friend Black..
A Blog To Women Something To Think About
the sweetheart day is coming up. some of us have one some dont. i am wishing everyone the best and hope you have a sweet one there are things in life we go through and there seems to be no book or anything to help us with them. we try our best and there are things that bring us down. i guess the biggest thing is when you have kids. you try your best to raise them and teach them right from wrong. then one day it seems to blow up in your face and you just dont know what to do. it is even worse when you are deviorced and the other parent makes the other look and feel bad. i guess what i am saying is when will it get better and the one that feels bad will ever feel happy and wanted for more than being a nite thing. LOVE Giving someone the ability to destroy your heart, but trusting them enoughnot to.
My Christian Poems
I am lost in Fubar,So I cry as my thoughts drifts way.Not by the wind but drifts down by my tears.Silent cries unheard by the ears.Im trying to be manly but emotions of people going to hell and alone, not with God, not being able to make to heaven. i just get comprehend it. So I speak my mind on the pages of a site. That i really dont belong on. Come on its a bar it just doesnt feel right.They dont not Understand me or my words.Problely they think im the most rediculous asian they have ever heard.All im trying to do witness with my blogs.But private comments sometimes make feel like im trapped in mist, lost in fog.Trying to do good like God is very hard.They say "youre a scitzofreniass man youre a retard".If my spoken words are as clear water or as clear as writtens.Then I wouldve never ever,ever been bitten,by peoples words.Im the quiet one in the bar without a drink,in bathroom i dont go to throw up or puke and go to use the sink.Oh yea, here are my thoughts about writing in a site
Ok so right now I am so glad I have no more children in school.... They are STRIP SEARCHING CHILDREN in SCHOOLS They are saying they DO NOT have to abide by the 4th ammendment They say they DON"T have to have probable cause... (probable cause being reasonable proof .....) How far are schools going to go with their dictatorships They say they can do this WITHOUT a parent present Without a warrant Now I understand the concern for safety in the schools and that guns and drugs are a big focal point But don't children and their parents have rights ? The schools don't seem to think so But even hard core drug dealers get better rights than our children TO STRIP SEARCH AN 8TH GRADE GIRL just cuz someone said opens the door for every bully every clic and peer issue to become a weapen against those they choose to attack for what ever opens the door for child vendetta Who cares what the psychological aspects this can have on a child ......right? who cares if a child ma
Return Of Sadam
The Calm Before the StormRevelation 13:16, 17 warns that in the future, Christians committed to honoring God’s commandments will have no legal rights in a future economy as a way to punish them into disobedience of His Word.Well, in many ways, we are already seeing this happen. In one nation, people’s religious beliefs are being used as justification to be refused crucial foreign aid. In another, store shops are being forced to close on Sunday as a political concession to religious power. And in America, a provision in the economic stimulus package regarding religious activies on campus stirred controversy in congress.A Return to Sodom?For instance, in Nigeria, it is against the religious beliefs of both Christians and Muslims to commit homosexual acts. Moreover, their legislative body recently determined that the nation would not recognize homosexual marriage.This vote in support of traditional marriage riled the European Union, which is now seeking to stop foreign aid to
Waaah Problem Cant Reply Back
Getting bored ....... AM I THAT EASY TO FORGET? Hard to Find what i really want.... Show up soon............. *sigh* Nunca Te Olvidare lyricsPueden pasar tres mil anos.Puedes besar otros labios,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Puedo morirme manana.Puede secarse mi alma,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Pueden borrar mi memoria.Pueden robarme tu historia,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Como olvidar tu sonrisa.Como olvidar tu mirada.Como olvidar que rezabapara que no te marcharas.Como olvidar tus locuras.Como olvidar que volabas.Como olvidar que aun te quieromas que a vivir, mas que a nada.Pueden pasar tres mil anos.Puedes besar otros labios,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Puedo morirme manana.Puede secarse mi alma,pero nunca te olvidare,pero nunca te olvidare.Puedes echarme de tu vida.Puedes negar que me querias,pero nunca te olvidare.Sabes que nunca te olvidare.Como olvidar tu sonrisa.Como olvidar tu mirada.Como
Final Judgment
THE GREAT TRIBULATION In discussing what will really happen during the Great Tribulation, this ministry takes the view that our thinking about this must be based primarily on the Book of Revelation. As will be shown, doing so leads to conclusions that are significantly different from what has been generally taught. It is the view of this ministry that the Book of Revelation has preeminent authority over all the other Books of the Bible where Second Coming Prophecy is concerned. This idea is derived mainly from the fact that it is the Lord Jesus Christ Himself, in His glorified, post-Ascension state, who appears at the beginning as the Giver of the Book. It is "The Revelation of Jesus Christ", as the book itself says, not "The Revelation of St. John the Divine", as it is often called. From what John says in the first verse, we conclude that this Book contains prophetic information that Jesus Himself did not know in His earthly, pre-Ascension
Testomonies Of Christians
Dan Arbuckle's TestimonyI always loved to drink! I started drinking when I was 19 and once I moved out on my own (into a shabby apt. in Clinton Township, MI), I started drinking big time. I became a full blown alcoholic by the ripe old age of 29 and I was hanging with people who were terrible influences. Anyways, I went into work on Aug. 3, 2005 (I was refurbishing cell phones at the time) and I got called into the office and they started talking to me about my attitude and things got heated quick and I up and quit (he was going to fire me anyways, I couldn't blame him... I was a drunk!) That same night I went to my “friend's” house, got totally drunk, and got a DWI (Driving While Impaired) on the way home! Not good. So I spent the night in jail and after I was bailed out by my uncle, I told my parents. That was worse than jail! I went back to my apt. and decided that I would give myself 2 weeks to “party” and then I would kill myself.So I did just that. I was s
Malcolm X
Name at birth: Malcolm Little While in prison for burglary, Malcolm Little adopted the Black Muslim faith and became a minister of the Nation of Islam upon his release in 1952. As Malcolm X, he was a charismatic advocate of black separatism who rejected Martin Luther King, Jr.'s policies of non-violence. At first a follower of Elijah Muhammad, Malcolm X broke with the Nation of Islam in 1964. That same year he made a pilgrimage to Mecca and shortly afterwards he embraced orthodox Islam and took the name El-Hajj Malik El-Shabazz. He recanted some of his earlier more strident viewpoints on race, though he remained a staunch advocate of "black power." He was shot to death by a group of men while giving a speech in New York City in 1965; some of the men had connections to the Nation of Islam, though a formal tie between that group and the assassination was never proven.
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Solution Of Psychosocial Problems
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I’ve always been a daddy’s girl and my Dad has always treated me like a Princess. I'm the only girl out of 4 and Daddy always said I was his favorite. Daddy said I was special and that’s why he spoiled me. Daddy never gave any of my brothers a bath but he gave me one anytime Mommy wasn't home and he always took me on special overnight trips but left my brothers at home. One day my Daddy caught me in my room masturbating. Oh Daddy I can't help it! It just feels so good Daddy. Don’t worry daddy, I won’t let anyone else play with my pussy…only my Daddy. I made that promise to my daddy when I was 7 and until I turned 18 and moved away to college I kept that promise and my daddy was the only person to fuck suck and lick my pussy for 10 yrs. My first week of school I was still missing my daddy and spent lots of time in my dorm masturbating, while the other girls were out getting drunk and fucked by pretty frat boys. I found myself gravitating
Life is what you make of it! I like to go to clubs to go dancing and play pool.
Spoke Into The Universe
lets get aquainted....i hate being bored ladies!!
Come Get Corrupted
~words Are Just's The Actions That Follow That Speak~
Tell me where you came from and it also tells me who you are at this point.... Show me your choices and it allows me to see who you are becoming. Each day is an empty canvas for all of us, irregardless of our past, good or bad. And each day, every decision is a path to a new life... every decision leads to one....not the sum total but every single one of them alone.... no one makes us angry or sad or hurt....they only do things in front of us and we decide..again, decision.... we decide what value to assign to their words or actions....... I do not put value in negative, it only empowers others...... I try to grasp onto positive and be positive, even in the face of adversity. Our choices, our decisions tend to become 'Patterns of Action' and in turn, those 'Patterns' become us.. the way we react and view things...they become "Habits". Habits can be productive or counterproductive...that is our decision. Bad Habits can only be excised and replaced by starting a ne
Random Thoughts I Have Sometimes...
Just a few of the things I've learned lately: Life is unfair. It will take everything from you, if you let it, and offer nothing back. Equivalent exchange is a meaningless phrase wrought out of desperation to make everything nonsensical conform to some grand scheme i truly believe to be nonexistant. Harsh words and actions remain in memory far longer than a smile. Sadly, it has always been this way. I will most likely be far better remembered for every wrong I have ever commited than for any good things I try to accomplish. However; I can decide each day how I will affect my world. I can simply let each moment and opportunity pass, justified in the fact that nature will take it's course, or I can make a stand. I can choose to make today better than yesterday was. And if I'm feeling truly noble, I can attempt to do so more for my friends and enemies than myself. I cannot be a sheep. I do not follow well, I am far too opinionated, and my vision is far too good (I wear glasses for a r
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Cougars And Milfs, Dingos And Dilfs
A few days ago my boyfriend and I were watching something on TV where a woman in her 30s dating a man a couple of years younger was referred to as a Cougar. I looked over at him."Cougar?" I asked. "She's barely in her 30s. I don't think she qualifies." COUGARS AND MILFS, DINGOS AND DILFS Category: Romance and Relationships A few days ago my boyfriend and I were watching something on TV where a woman in her 30s dating a man a couple of years younger was referred to as a Cougar. I looked over at him."Cougar?" I asked. "She's barely in her 30s. I don't think she qualifies." So I decided to do a little research into what, exactly, constitutes a Cougar.Cameron Diaz dated Justin Timerlake in her early 30s. He was in his mid 20s. Does this make her a Cougar? Apparently so. According to 20-something males out there, a Cougar is any woman over the age of 30 who dates significantly younger men. According to, a Cougar is "an older woman who frequents clubs in order to
Timmy Needs A New Pair Of Shoes
! ♥ ! Story Time With Bobbi And Lilly ! ♥ !
Lilly in Wonderland said: Gah, I'm so bored. Read me a story? ❤Omnia Vincit Amor❤ said: once upon a time... in a land far, too damn far away like over the hill through the meadow, and 23345.3059 more miles away.. there lived a beautiful princess named hmmm..named lillywiththeprettyface haha but this princess was unlike any other! some would say she was a bit....hmm obsessed yes thats it! obsessed with old gray haired men with big man meat! Lilly in Wonderland said: ......this princess, on her quest for the ultimate in old man meat, stumbles upon a beautifulsexiness princess named, Ms.BobbiBretsassaicecreamyummyness. She too was obsessed with the unattainable. ( But let's face it, if these princesses put their heads together and showed some thigh, could totally score.) They made a bond of friendship, and totally mocked every fu-tard in the land.... ❤Omnia Vincit Amor❤ said: one day lillywiththeprettface and bobbibreatassaicecreamyumm
Food & Drink "french Dont Want To See Their Precious Ros Diluted"
The French are in a huff about a European Union proposal (expected to be ratified in June) that would lift a ban on “blended ross.” Traditionally, ros has been made by briefly macerating red grapes, but the E.U. believes that allowing producers to make it cheaply, by simply blending red and white wines, will help countries like Spain and Italy get rid of overstock (it’ll also even the playing field; non- uropean blended ross are already permitted). Even though the E.U. proposes to distinguish blended ross from “traditional ross” via labeling, an organization of 750 French vineyards is nevertheless rigidly opposed, and the French government is barring the practice within its borders. A rep for the CIVP/Provence Wine Counsel says, in a press release: “This proposal will destroy the true wine’s hard- earned image and undermine a time-honored tradition of production excellence.” Not to mention, it’ll take money out of
Is This Wrong
Wine Is Fine But Whiskey Is Quicker..
SUICIDE SOLUTION OZZY Wine is fine but whiskey's quicker Suicide is slow with liquor Take a bottle and drown your sorrows Then it floods away tomorrows Evil thoughts and evil doings Cold, alone you hang in ruins Thought that you'd escape the reaper You can't escape the Master Keeper 'Cause you feel life's unreal and you're living a lie Such a shame who's to blame and you're wondering why Then you ask from your cask us there life after birth What you sow can mean Hell on this earth Now you live inside a bottle The reaper's traveling at full throttle It's catching you but you don't see The reaper is you and the reaper is me Breaking laws, knocking doors But there's no one at home Made your bed, rest your head But you lie there and moan Where to hide, Suicide is the only way out Don't you know what it's really about
Meet The New
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Just Not Feelin It Anymore
Lets Be Truthful
u wanna no something sad? whats sad is when the only thing you ask 4 on ur birthday is to spend time with ur favorite sibling and instead they spend time with their friends while you do work 4 them. all on ur own birthday
Auction Time For Me!!
all i feel is the blackness of fear closing in on me. im alone noone to help pull me out of this dark place. i look around wondering in anyone notices im slowly slipping away into myself. someone help i ask quietly but noone is there to hear my anyone there does anyone notice that im dissappearing and changing into someone that isnt me. will anyone notice if i dissappear and never return will anyone be there to help me out of this dark place. help me find my way out. The darkness rises around me as my wings surrond me protecting me from harm. I feel the pain and sorrow from the darkness surronding me but my wings and my guardian protect me from harm. I sit in the darkness wondering why i cant help. I feel helpless because i cant help heal the sorrow. Why oh why cant i heal the pain. Someone please help me out of the pain and sorrow. here i sit in the darkness afraid ta live and wanting to die. the only thing that keeps me going is my one family member that i claim the rest h
Cherry Bomb+11's
Met alot of guys in recent months. What is it withsingle guys over 40? They all seem to be broken somehow. Ok so my heart has been broken a couple times now. Beginning to think it isn't the guys I'm dating but something wrong with me. I'm giving up for the moment. Maybe I'm just too broken myself to have a normal relationship?
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What Woman Really Mean
Wrong Email Address
Wrong Email Address This one is priceless! A lesson to be learned from typing the wrong email address!!! A Calgary couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel schedules. So the husband left Calgary and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email. Meanwhile, somewhere in Vancouver , a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she scre
Help A Deployed Soldier
Ever wanted to do something for a soldier overseas but didn't know anyone over there.... Now you don't have to. There is a great website that you can log into and be able to send letters, cards, care packages, ect.. Just go to http://www.anysoldier.comand click on where to send. You can search through them and find one you wish to send to. You can look by state, location they are at, or by branch. Then all you have to do is get the address and send your package on it's way. There are men and women both on there and most of the time the packages you send gets distrubuted to more than one person. Some of the service personel on there get more packages than others so you can look and see how many times the address of a particular soldier was requested. Just remember that these soldiers are trying there best not to get hurt so they do not have time to send thank yous to everyone they get packages from. So if you are doing it to get a reply then this is not the site for you.
My Yahoo messenger isn't working, so if you'll kindly mail me your MSN or AIM name, I'll add you. Most_Evil and gh0st_254 were the only Fubar people I added. & Relationships
As I discuss issues with my fellow sistas, I have discovered it’s much harder for the good sistas to find a really good brotha. A brotha that is not focused on her nice curves but more on her spiritual relationship and her intellect. A brotha that’s not more interested with laying down with her vs. building a spiritual relationship together. I realized ladies, that if we seek after the spiritual relationship then everything we need from the brothas will fall into place! This is not a male bashing because there are some good brothas out there, at least I would like to think. Ladies, we must portray that spiritual relationship that I’m talking about. Now, if you’re not living the lifestyle, then you can expect to get that which you are living! But for the ladies that are living a spiritual lifestyle and still being approached by mess, continue moving forward in that which God has ordained for you. Right now, your ideal man is Him until He sends that man that is to
Search Is On:
Finally decided, we shall be moving to NJ. Either back to Spotswood/Helmetta or North Brunswick. So I guess I'll be looking to find "friends" in that area whom my wife & I can "connect" with. We put our house up for sale a coupleof weeks ago and we are hoping to move sometime in September. Is that a realistic timeframe in this market? Boy I hope so. Kinda tired of this area. Would like to get back closer to my kids in Plainsboro & closer to friends/family in Brooklyn. Would luv to move to Brooklyn, but I definitely can't afford a home in the areas I want such as Dyker Heights, Bensonhurst,Bay Ridge or Boro Park. Can't believe 30 yrs ago the house I lived in went for $35K & now it's around $850K.Wish I would stuck around and bought there all those yrs ago.
Beautiful Words
Being A Pawg(phat Ass White Girl)
Hello ladies. Just want to that these days their are a lot of pawgs out there and it seems some are proud of and some are not. But i am here to tell u all that being a pawg is the best thing in the world. So when you are walking down the street the next time u r out and about be proud of what u have behind u and show it in those tight ass jeans or behind closed doors with that lucky one. I do when i can and it makes me horny as hell.
What Are You Listening To?
I'm listening to the Blues. Love it!
I LOVE MEN that BLOCK U because they dont get their way!!!! ONE because U have a POOR QUALITY WEB CAM another because HE SAYS SOMETHING U take 2 HEART and a third because HE says HE IS SINGLE BUT ACTS MARRIED!!!!!!!!! I HATE when MEN talk 2 U say they want to see U and when U PUSH IT THEY BLOCK U!!!!!!!!!!! ALSO MEN WHO WANT U TO TALK DIRTY TO THEM AND THEN THEY BLOCK YOU!!!!!!!! WHATS UP WITH THAT????????? BUT WHEN THEY BLOCK U AND KEEP CHECKING U OUT????? I JUST WANTED A FRIEND!!!! SORRY!!!!!!!
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8:45 p.m. -- GREEN FLAG: Mark Martin and Kyle Busch get the Subway Fresh Fit 500 under way from Phoenix International Raceway. Lap 1 -- Mark Martin pulls ahead to lead the first lap as Kyle and Kurt Busch fall in line. Lap 5 -- Several battles have broken out in two-wide racing, beginning with Dale Earnhardt Jr. and Greg Biffle for 14th. Lap 10 -- David Reutimann has the fastest lap this time by. He runs in seventh. Lap 15 -- Mark Martin continues to lead and has the fastest car on the track this lap. Lap 17 -- Kurt Busch passes Kyle Busch for second place. Lap 20 -- Kyle Busch has fallen back to fifth position. Lap 23 -- David Reutimann moves around Kyle Busch for fifth position. Busch is complaining of a tight race car. Lap 26 -- Tony Stewart is on Jeff Gordon's tail in a developing battle for third place. Both drivers began the race with loose cars as part of their strategies. Lap 30 -- Regan Smith is hanging inside the top 10 in 10th after starting the race in nin
Fu Vacation
Two of my pics were reported as NSFW, I do not understand why they were reported. There were no sexually explicit bady parts showing and nothing offensive was said in either of the pics. I am not going to mention any names, but I was then accused by a former fu family member if reporting her pic(s) as NSFW because I was the last person in her folder. Its poddible that the person then went into one of my folders and reported a pic of a female covered in body paint(artistic) as NSFW. I felt attacked and betrayed, I do not like to deal with drama and to fix the situation I blocked several people, deleted 24 pages of so called friends and locked all of my folders so that only I can view them. Fubar support sent me a message stating that if the issue continued they would delete my account without notice. I did the only thing that I could do to protect myself from being attacked again and being forced out completely. I know that this is only an internet social gathering place but I ha
Flavor Of Spice
Selling My Self
The Fucker
my bf havent called me in over 2 weeks should iget a new bf and left him messages he read then but no reply well wat do u think my ex boy friend wants 2 get back wit me so whats do u think leave your comment and questions
When Will It Be My Turn?
When is it my turn To feel the tears burn? When can I cry And express the need to die? Why must I be strong And pretend that I belong? When can I be weak And receive the comfort I seek? I get exhausted from the pretense The pain is just so intense. I hide from all of my fears And continue to hide my tears. Why is it so wrong to show emotion When I feel I could cry enough to fill an ocean? Why can’t I be just another person Instead of letting the pain worsen?
Earth Day Auction
B-day Fun
Hey ladies, wanting to have a 3some with you and my husband. Please respond if you are interested.
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Deep Thoughts By Jack Handy "hoagie"
So as the saying goes, ownership is 9/10th's of the Law. So my prolific question is, if you become fu-owned on-line, does this law still apply? I mean, come on, your in a virtual setting that only exists as a bunch of binary code in someone's server stack...So does the person who supposedly purchased you REALLY own you, or does the person who physically has possession of the server database own you? And if so, does that make that person some sort of deity/god-like figure since they possess some many profiles? I'm JUST sayin...Thoughts are always welcomed, just as are opinions...maybe I'll simply make this a MUMMM. And no, I don't do drugs and I'm not drunk. So many ways to define happiness. Here are some definitions of happiness to inspire you. Finding happiness is like finding yourself. You don't find happiness, you make happiness. You choose happiness. Self-actualization is a process of discovering who you are, who you want to be and paving the way to happiness by doi
Cat Attacks Bunny
sometimes you are the cat and sometimes you are the bunny
Th Dreary State Of The California Dept. Of Corrections And Rehabilitation
The state of Ca has more people in prison than the entire Federal Prison System. There are more people on parole in CA than the total of all of the other 49 states combined. Ca has the only parole in the country that is 3 years long, extendable to 4 years. In reception centers, where inmates 1st go before being assigned their permanent living space, at a regular prison, there are approximately 75% parole violators caught in the "revolving door" syndrome. They say.... Come to California on vacation.... Go home on probation.
Can I Have Your Number?
Slow Dance
Are You Serious?!?!
My True Friends
Ok, it's getting to be the time when i am tired of all the one-way friendships in here. I do my best with the time that i have, to try to stop by the pages of all my friends and at least rate their pages. And when i can, i go in and rate as many pics as i can. I guess my point is this: everyone wants to be Fanned/Added/Rated which is great. BUT, people should at least have the courtesy to return the love to those of us who take the time to show it. Soooooo, I am going to start cleaning out my friends list. If you truely are a friend and want to stay, let me know. If I don't have a reply by the end of the week, i will start by deleting those of you who I have not heard from.
Hello little babies. I am going to be holding the FIRST ever Purgatory Dance Party Auction...Its a Chace for our PDP fans to own us like lil bitches....or us own each other (we know the boys will love this). While getting some perks too. If you don't know about auctions this is how they bascially work. You offer things like Salutes, Rates, Comments, a spot in Top friends/family, Artwork, Their name in ur display name in exchage for Fu-bucks, Bling Packs, Bling, VIP's or whatever else they offer. They own you for a month. If you want to you can offer NSFW salutes. Anything goes. Just Keep it fun and lets hope its succuesful. If you would like to be in this auction Leave a comment in here...letting me know. I'm asking that the Staff of PDP get involved along with the regualar PDP fans. So lets have fun! It will only work if ya get involved! Also if you would like to be involved, and I don't already have your YIM, SB me the add so we can discuss what you would like
Moving Back To Cali
I'm due to be moving from TX to CA in a few days (Sunday, to be exact). I will not be online between the 25th of April until after I get settled in wherever I end up moving. LOL Yes, at this point that's an uncertainty - still doing lots of last-minute apartment hunting. I'm asking everyone please do not rate until I get back online, since I'll feel awful knowing Fubar deletes the "Bar Tab" feature frequently and I won't see where you rated me; anything else, at least I'll have a notice for that whenever I'm back online. LOL I'll return the favor as soon as I do get back online. Have a wonderful rest of the month and a great May, everyone!
For The Military Wives..... Deployment Care Packages...
Oooo Knots~
Trisha's head was spinning. The last thing she remembered she was on her way home from work when suddenly everything just went blurry. Still trying to find her bearings she knew she was in unfamiliar surroundings. As far as she could make out she was in some sort of workshop. There were some tables and figures and also a large television screen of some sorts but her vision was still too fuzzy to see anything clearly. She tried to sit up to get a better view but couldn't, her wrists and ankles had been shackled to the table. This wasn't her main concern though as she the realisation hit her that she was naked, not only that but she felt something pressing against her pussy. The shock of this caused her mind to clarify almost instantaneously and the full scale of her predicament hit her. She was indeed bound naked to a worktable and there was some large device by her feet from which protruded a phallus shaped shaft, which extended to the entrance of her pussy. Despite her limited movemen
Whats What?
I had accompanied my Master to the Arabia's. We had taken 3 long months touring with the other Knights of the Realm, the reason of the tour was to establish a route for the forth coming Holy Battles, to draw all worlds into Christianity. Where my Master went I followed as was customary. A Sultan invited my Master James and his fellow Knight to an evening of entertainment. It was a rowdy event, with many loose women and looser men. Women of Arab persuasion openly and brazenly showing flesh and throwing themselves upon the Knights. I sat quietly at my Masters feet as was my duty, ready to serve him should that be his wish. My eyes widened in shock as a group of veiled women began an erotic dance before the Sultan. The three women performed a dance in front of him, removing an article of clothing at each move of the routine. My gasp was audible as they were totally naked and in front of their Sultan; their brown bodies undulating before him, parted legs standing just above his face. Thei
HATFIELD, England – In the search for Earth-like planets, astronomers zeroed in Tuesday on two places that look awfully familiar to home. One is close to the right size. The other is in the right place. European researchers said they not only found the smallest exoplanet ever, called Gliese 581 e, but realized that a neighboring planet discovered earlier, Gliese 581 d, was in the prime habitable zone for potential life. "The Holy Grail of current exoplanet research is the detection of a rocky, Earth-like planet in the 'habitable zone,'" said Michel Mayor, an astrophysicist at Geneva University in Switzerland. An American expert called the discovery of the tiny planet "extraordinary." Gliese 581 e is only 1.9 times the size of Earth — while previous planets found outside our solar system are closer to the size of massive Jupiter, which NASA says could swallow more than 1,000 Earths. Gliese 581 e sits close to the nearest star, making it too hot to support life. Still, M
A Look Into My Mind
the term forever seems to be a stretch of ones wants. when in reality nothing can last forever...unless your onea them bible thumping people who think there is eternity and heaven and hell which seems to be the trend these days But in reality i dont see forever actually happening cause who can tell you what really happens after you die? no one. and most typically all those who say they will do something or be with someone forever are those whom never last doing or claiming to do or be with whomever or whatever they say will last forever I just see it a damn shame so many peoples judgements and reality perception is clouded by wants
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Help Me
i dont know wat blogs r sposed to be bouut so ima jus say i cant stand the way people act in the damn grocery store always rushin around actin like there better than the guy greatin them at the front that shit pissss me off thank u for readin now that i know wat a blog is i would like to use it for good and not just to bitch. most things that are bad for u make u smile, think about it americans smoke the asians smoke two to three time more as a population so why do we get more lung cancer than they do, think about it why is it a compliment to call a man big in the pants but not a women or to call a woman smallntight but not a man, think about it
I Dont Get It
hmmmm here Im at home wondering who to add! I Dont get it! What do you expect to find here. Some pearl of wisdom or just something to kill time.
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People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain Rhino
Get To Know Me First!
Hello Everyone, Of course I'm new here. Looking for friends or something more. But first let me tell you about me. I'm fun loving person who likes to be outdoors. When I'm out in the woods I like to look for snakes and lizards, so I need someone who loves animals I have sugar gliders, rats, dogs, cats, birds, fish. But all my guys are sweet and loving. But I need more than just them. I love movies and all kinds of music. And i want a guy who knows hows to treat a woman. I do have a kinky side that is very bad. But that is to find out later. See you
I have been talking to my ex from HS on facebook and he's In Iraq. Well I was talking to him just now, and a rocket hit his base, And he acted like nothing. I on the other hand started shaking And he was scting like it was nothing. Apearently this happens offten.. I couldn't Imagin being a military wife/girlfriend, Now he went on patrol to make sure everything is ok. He knows my situation so He knows If I get on at night he can't IM me even thou he's on my friends. I'm so not ready for a friendship with a military guy, He get's leave in Sept and he's coming back to Philly But still He's right in the mix of shit out there :( He was my 1st boyfrined so nothing ever happenend between us and were strickly friends so get your minds out the gutter.
My Medicdal Update
I Need To Vent
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Networking Myself.. Lame!! Ugh
So. Another blog to try and express the chaotic thoughts rocketing through some grey matter I call a cerebra cortex. It is only a big bunch of nerves and chemicals. Hell, that is all that I am -- a large collection of atoms, chemicals, and electrical impulses. None of those things ever feel pain. Why the hell then do I hurt? Where can it come from? Why is it that this emotion called Love can cause more damage than anything else on Earth? I can see what physical interactions do to the muscle, sinew, bones, chemicals, and even electrical processes in the body, but why is it that Love can do more and not leave a single mark? It makes no sense. I know there is no particle for Love, but yet I feel a great chasm where mine should be. Einstein could not figure this out either. We know light is both a particle and a wave without knowing how or why, but no one can tell me why Love has no form or substance but it acutely noticable when it is absent. I sit here contemplating this as
My Words
Ditched all but the local folks, which even those I don't talk to. Dropping it down more later. Drop a line if you care to stay on.
Spoiled And Pimped By Spicy
Come pick your flavor of the month... We have plenty to choose from.. The flavor of the month auction is now open so come get bid in... If you would like to join the auction, you can still do so. PM me with your photo link and what you are offering. Also there is a 50k entry fee. Take a peek at the contestants below.. :)
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Know Yourself First
i know i can't be the only one who feels this way. sometimes feelings feed into the things we do rationally or irrationally. i think before we decide to jump into things you must know yourself first. i thought i knew myself, but realized that i didn't in some weird way. i looked for nurturing because i didn't find it in my lifeand things went awry. i am left hurt and feeling like i am worth nothing. i don't know why i let myself get emotionally involved and get used, but i guess thats the MO i need to break out of. hell, i don't even let people in my life unless i've known them for a while, but sometimes you take a chance and fear rejection and guess go in with arms wide open and find out that you are rejected in the end. i plan on taking some time to know myself and to know when the signs are heading for the irrational risk taking events. when its all over i know that its like falling off a top cliff and hurting everywhere from pain and then crying in agony.
To All My Friends and Fu Family, I am writing this blog to let everyone know that Roughstock owned by CB is still one of the best country bars on the fu. It is not closing nor is there any intention by CB to close it. Due to a staff issue that went bad rumors have been started. This is to let everyone know the truth. Please shoe CB your support and love by taking time to go into roughstock and spending time and buy him and his staff a drink. Thanks Your Sinful Friend Suzy
Just A Smile For The Day
The only way to pull off aSunday afternoonquickie with their 8 year old in the apartment was to send him out on the balcony with a Popsicle and tell him to report on all the neighborhood activities.He began his commentary as his parents put their plan into operation: "There's a car being towed from the parking lot", he shouted.A few moments passed... "An ambulance just drove by!?A few moments later, "Looks like the Anderson's have company!" he shouted."Matt's riding a new bike..."A few moments later, 'Looks like the Sanders are moving!"A few more moments, "The Coopers are having sex!!"Startled, his Mother and Dad shot up in bed! Dad cautiously called out, "How do you know they are having sex?" "??cause Jimmy Cooper is standing on his balcony with a Popsicle, too!?
who wants to be the first to bye me a drink?
Why Hip-hop
My Hip Hop is more than krs-one,nas,and other MC's.but she is a beautiful,honest,and a amazing thing to see.Angelistic voice to hear the amazing songs that she held in her heart. The love that she bring to her friends and her family is where it all start. To albums to mixtape, from a hook to a hot 16. her walk with christ is all the music is need .if 16 bars is your best, she walk around about 365 bars and all with no rest. She play sometimes the same songs to mess around with you. but, soon she refix to a hit like the "we fly high" remix .Her eyes are like lose you to a unknown world full of Dj scratching boards,Her smile is like a spotlight so bright that you can't ignore. She is the definition of "sexy love', and she is The "One" for me. I ain't Jay-z And she not BEYONCE, but together we are "Bonnie And Clyde 03". I have "1Wish' is that soon she can be real with me,cause i can't breath without her with me. My Hip Hop is you and i hope you can see. That You are the music in me.
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Headded Across The Pond
hey to all my friends, just wanted to say that im pulling out on the 20th of may and i will keep all my friends in my heart while im there.we can keep in touch on here. lol i think its gonna be a fun experiance except for the heat. my and 130 degrees dont get along.OK friends drop me a line every now and then. Your sexy soldier, me
Wet Tee Night @dinos
Dinos Bar & GrillWet T-ShirtContestApril 24 @ 9pmRules 1. White T-Shirt with Dino's on it(be creative) 2.You Will get 1 Song a piece to win the judges over 3.No Bra and No Skin during Contest Requierments for viewers1.1,000 fubuck Door Fee Prior to contest(5min to pay during, if not recieved-Eject)1b. Contest door fee collected by DJ ICE2.Must Rate and Fan all Contestants3. NO WARNING for VULGER comment(Immediate EJECT with NO REFUND) judges criteria 1.creativity 2.overall look and style 3 song choice/performance prizes. 1st- win one month vip 2nd.60% take 3rd-40%take
Wasted Life
A man lies in the street dead A child sleeps with out a bed A man lives with out a home doomed for life he must roam for he sleeps in the parks he sleeps in the subways he does not know today is Sunday it makes me mad and makes me sad why can’t he get a job? or even steel or rob he wants my money I find that funny what made him this way? could I be this way one day? he could have been a business man but some thing happen that he not planned he could of fought in the war in this could be his reward no he must be lazy or maybe a little crazy
My Road
i walk this road this road is mine i'm willing to share but i can't see anyone one it why? i hate this road, all alone i hear people all around me why can't i see them must i walk alone if so, how long what must i learn how to love, hate, or accept i never had someone to love i have been alone i hate to hate it is never good to hate i guess i must accept must i accept to be alone
Connect To Me
C : You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it. H : You are not judgmental.R : You are a social butterfly. I : You are always smiling and making others smile. S : You are very broad-minded. T : You have an attitude, a big one. I : You are always smiling and making others smile. N : You like to work, but you always want a break. E : You are a very exciting person. R : You are a social butterfly. O : You are very open-minded. B : You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people. I : You are always smiling and making others smile. N : You like to work, but you always want a break. S : You are very broad-minded. O : You are very open-minded. N : You like to work, but you always want a brea You're a Detective! Just call you Sherlock Holmes! Your love of complicated concepts is reflected in the way you spend your free time. Detectives tend to like reading, chess, word games anything that stretches their mental muscle. Science-related activities, such as
Monte Junkie Xl
An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam The doctor gave the man a jar and said, 'Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow.' The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained, 'Well Doc, it's like this - first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then with her left- still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out- still nothing. We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried squeezing it between her knees, but still nothing.' The doctor was shocked! 'You asked your neighbor?' The old man replied, 'Yep, none of us could get th
Fu Drama
Ok...this is case some of you don't know what it is an online adult bar. I joined this site to meet new people...make new friends. I have met tons of great people on here...and thank you guys for showing me so much love! Saying that...I have also met some crazy ass lunatics on here! I am not on here to find a potential fact...I have already had one of those, and not looking to pick up another. If you cannot be a friend to me w/o bringing your petty ass drama on...I suggest you delete your profile and go elsewhere. Get over it and move the fuck on! I feel you all!
Never Imagined
I've seen majestic mountains tipped in snow....Jellyfish in the water glow, as they passed me by......I've seen my daughters birth....I've lived and learned lifes worth...I've seen the best and seen the worst......I've come in last but always first......I've even tried so hard to forget you that I cried.....I've felt the softest touch.....Been on top and I got crushed.....But I never dreamed I'd live without you in my life......
Satan Vs Jesus Ellin G. White Mp3,-white-mp3
Plenty people throughout my life told me that perfection don't exist....but from my point of view, they haven't kissed your lips.....Held your hand Or touched your skin......It's obvious they never looked into your eyes and saw the ocean deep and wide......Or seen the clearest skies, lost their breath and damn near died, from their hearts skippin beats.....They must have never felt your touch...It's crystal clear to me that your smile has never lit their life.....They must be out their minds.....Cuz I seen perfection with my eyes...Seen my reflection deep inside......
False Pride
[KRS-OneFalse Pride]-------- A mystical teacher sat by the seasideIt was about five o'clock cause we heard the free rideAnyway;the teacher was talking in stridesitting upon a rock that was wideand warning against false pride"Come to where I reside!" a woman criedand the teacher replied, "Do you serve your fish fried?""Yes," she replied, "with potato salad on the side."And the teacher replied, "Well where do you reside?"She said, "Up on the hillside, it's not a far ride.If you came to have dinner, I would be so gratified."The teacher replied, "It's six o'clock, seven o'clock, you decide."She replied, "Seven o'clock, do you like stir-fried?"She was mystified and felt so dignifiedThe teacher was coming to the house where she residesSo she purified with pesticidesCalled her friends up nationwideSome of her friends were tongue-tied they felt so glorifiedShe made steamed fish, baked fish, fish that was friedSoup, steamed vegetables, potato salad on the side You could sm
Moses Story Mp3
What To Do
Does my heart know what it wants? Does my heart know what it needs? Can my heart heal? Can my heart survive the tourture? Does my heart know how to be whole? These are questions only I can answer. But do I even know how? Do I know what real love is? Or is it all just a game? How can you give one your heart when it is not whole to begin with?
Random General's
I BELIEVE... Current mood: contentI believe there is sweetness where theres nothing but sour bitternessI believe happiness is best achieved through unconsciousnessI believe in counting minutes backwards towards the hour because time is not foreverI believe sexy is a naked man standing erect in a heated shower not noticing my stare I believe love to be a bandit who robbed my 3rd eye blindI believe ignorant bliss is closing your eyes and taking a piss while sitting in the midst of your own aromatic shit, and enjoying itI believe a fist can be a loving relationship between your lips and my fingertips, or sometimes your anusI believe true love is when sweat drips from my chest down to the nest where I lay my eggs that rest with all intents of one day being blessed with the process of procreation...I believe sex to be a mutual dance of two dead souls reuniting in the flesh where they awaken refreshed from death to find happiness... sacred bliss, synergistic nothingness captures my insi
Creative Thinking
April 20, 2009 Every Nation: Turn Excuses Into Creative Thinking by Rick Warren In our Devotionals series, Pastor Rick Warren discusses the Bible passages that inspire him the most. Today's Devotional is based on this passage: "The Lord replied, 'Don't say, 'I'm too young,' for you must go wherever I send you and say whatever I tell you'" (Jeremiah 1:7 NLT). Here are some common excuses for not fulfilling your commission:• "I only speak English." This is actually an advantage in many countries where millions of people want to learn English and are eager to practice it.• "I don't have anything to offer." Yes, you do! Every ability and experience in your SHAPE can be used somewhere.• "I'm too old or too young." Most mission agencies have age-appropriate short-term projects.Whether it was Sarah claiming she was too old to be used by God
To The Fidiot Warhorse
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ATTENTION ALL HATERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Theres a fidiot named Warhorse ( spreading a rumor bout me saying I hate the military when infact i NEVER said those words.......I said that I dont trust people and just because someone wears a uniform doesnt mean their the greatest most loyal person! He just got mad cause I found out hes a huge flirt and I rejected him cause I been played enough!!!!!!!!,,,,,,,,,he just wanted a booty call and I seen through it......... now u haters can leave me alone cause i NEVER said i hated the military!
About Me
hi....i am ayasha 21 yrs old i live in coloradoi like malling and hang-out with friends...i love playing guitars and piano...i love to sing while playing that instrument..i dont like a person who thinks for its own good..and he/she taking for granted all my sacrifices..i love surfing the net and make some friends by used of chatting and online games..i want you to be my part of my daily if u want to be my friends just add me up or lets talk or chat to each other sowe can enjoy our company..all i can say is if we could be friends you will know who is ayasha im 5'7 in height,white skin,curly hair,thin, and if you want to see me just add me up..all i can say is im fun to be with and i can make you happy whatever you want..i like a person who have a sense of humor so we can tackle anything under the earth...i like bar hopping and drinks some beer and when i get tipsy i like to dance all night long until i will get tired..i go to church twice a week because i believe i
Mens Rules
The Man RulesAt last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. These are our rules! Men are NOT mind readers. Learn to work the toilet seat.You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.We need it up, you need it down.You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. Sunday sports, It's like the full moonor the changing of the tides. Let it be.Crying is blackmail.Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work!Strong hints do not work!Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!Yes or No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days. If you think you're fat, you probably are.Don't ask us.If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways
New Pics.. Go Check Them Out
i'm soo out of it and cant remember how the hell to change the skin on my profile.... plz someone help me go check them out and tell me what u think thanks and i'll rtf!
Damned If I Do..damned If I Dont
I feel this way at real life and on here. I just give up. Why even bother having friends? I get bitched at on here..if I am not talking to just that one person. So, if I am to devote my attn to only one on here..why bother having friends?
Its Been Too Long
So I'm not gonna lie, I completely forgot about this site, which is kinda crazy cuz for a short while I though it was a pretty fun site. I wonder if i can get back into it. Time will tell....that it will.
Random Thoughts
Awesome Songs!!!
You know I'm a dreamerBut my heart's of goldI had to run away highSo I wouldn't come home lowJust when things went rightIt doesn't mean they were always wrongJust take this song and you'll never feelLeft all aloneTake me to your heartFeel me in your bonesJust one more nightAnd I'm comin' off thisLong & winding roadI'm on my wayWell I'm on my wayHome sweet homeTonight tonightI'm on my wayI'm on my wayHome sweet homeYou know that I've seenTo many romantic dreamsUp in lights, fallin' offThe silver screenMy heart's like an open bookFor the whole world to readSometimes nothing-keeps me togetherAt the seamsI'm on my wayWell I'm on my wayHome sweet homeTonight tonightI'm on my wayJust set me freeHome sweet home When I get to the bottom I go back to the top of the slideWhere I stop and I turn and I go for a rideTill I get to the bottom and I see you again.Do you, don't you want me to love youI'm coming down fast but I'm miles above youTell me tell me tell me come on tell me the answerYou may b

The Suffering
in a hundered ways i suffer each day learning how a soul and body can merge into a shapless blur of carrion nightmares the heart beats, the lungs draw air,time ticks the surface calm and warm never revealing inner war of hellish hateful timless grip thoughts linger like cancerous foul breath why must i embrace malignant lies long trip my foundations chiseled hammered chipped in evil most heinous im set adrift she knows not of damge deeply done like flesh in fire can never be healed anew the phoenix will rise to do no right set

Just About Me
i might be old fashion but its wrong to have any kind of sex talk to women that your not married to.. so if i dont call women sexy or hot that because im marriedand i hope that you will understand.... i am only looking for people to talk to online nothing more .........and thank you for being my friend......
Hey everyone. There is a Luah @ Kroc's this Friday. Good TX Country too. Drink specials to help you wind down... See ya there. message me if u need more info 21 AND UP ONLY
Auction 2
Please bid on me!!!
New Lounge Soon
heeey help me why i cant comfir my email, and neigther send shoutbox and privates msn.. Fubar doenst want me?
See Why
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare.. I am an American. I am a Master Mason and believe in God. I ride Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products.. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. Get over it! I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes
April Auction! Bid On Me!
- APRIL AUCTION HAS STARTED COME IN AND BID ON YOUR DR.CHadenstein F/R/A/ Auctioneer Come and bid on me guys!!! **SHOW ME SOME LOVE**
Ok had alotta people asking me about making flames and flaming texts so here we go ..... Open Photoshop and then click file then new now see image (A) and make your box look exactly as shown (NOTICE TO THE LEFT THE 2 COLORS ARE BLACK AND WHITE WITH WHITE BEING ON TOP) A. After you click ok a black box should appear click on your text tool and add some text see image (B)B. now that your text is typed click on image at the top and then click on Image Rotation now click on 90CW ..... Now that the text is side ways click on filter then click stylize then click on wind see image (C)below C. now click ok until you are out of the filter (if you want to add longer lines u can hold down ctrl and hit the F key until you are happy (i use to hits of the F button)now when you are happy click on filter again then click on distort then click ripple see image (D) below D. now click ok until out of that filter let straighten the text back out again click on image then Image Rotation then click
Twitter Marketing Machine
HELLO AND WELCOME.... Check out my Blog to see what I'm up to these days. I can show you a secret that you will really love and appreciate. Hurry, because it's almost time for bed. Samantha The Completely Automated Twitter Growth and Money Making System for People that want to set up a System ONCE, Forget About It, and Have it Grow and Make Money Every Day!You will Learn the Secret that will Dramatically Increase Your Followers and Make You Money while Doing It... All on Auto-Pilot!
Random Crap
I know everyone has stress, and that it's normal to experience it. I am under so much stress right now. I have a bunch of children at work I have to babysit. I've been there a month, and am already thinking about getting a different job. The stress just isn't worth the paycheck. I also have some personal things to deal with. I haven't shared anything with anyone, and really, I don't know if I want to. There's someone in my life I am growing very fond of, and I think she's becoming the same towards me. If you're reading this, you know who you are. If you want to know what the personal things are, just ask. I don't keep many people close to me, and letting this person get close to me is a scarey thing for me. I let one person get close to me, and she betrayed my trust. I know that this person won't do that to me, but it's hard to lower my guard, when I've had it up for so long now. I really want her and I to get close, and trust eachother. I really want to let her into my deepest recesse
This Site
April 20/09 Even though i want to leave this site so badly and i keep saying every single day of the friggen week. These amazing ppl down below r the reason i stay on this site. *shakes head*So if u want to meet some amazing ppl. U don't need to look that faraway at all. There pretty much in this bully.So y not go and rate, fan, and add them. They don't bite, i promise** m HR**@ fubar☮ beautifuL XO ☮ ∞ ஐ*ღDangerouS Curves Memberღ*ஐ@ fubarAmong The Wildflowers@ fubar♥ Angel Baby ♥@ fubarQ ☼ƒ ♥'š ~Fu-Married and Owned by DarkDragoon86 ♥~Fubar's Most Finest@ fubar Rachelicious@ fubar Kimberly**owned by Kevin*@ fubarsilly@
I have regreted this since the day my little boy was born . The fact of knowing that my pride & joy would grow up & leave the nest . I'm kind of depressed right now , my only son turns 17 , on Thurdays . Soon my baby will be going off to College , & I hate the thought of that . Yes I will still have 3 other kids at home , but it's not the same . See my son is my first born & my only son , & I have always had a special bond with him . To this day he still tells me he loves me , hugs me before he goes to bed , calls to let me know he made it to his friends house alright ,& asks for permission before he goes anywhere . I have been wondering that when he goes off to College if he will call just to say I Love You Mom , or if he's going to come home on the weekends . I can't imagine my life without my son in it , & hate the thought of him growing up . It's really depressing not knowing if he will still be my little boy . All I have ever asked of him was to do good in school & stay out of
Stupid Shit & More!
We have all heard it. - 'They took away my apostrophe - wahhhh wahhh wahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!' 'Its a crime against the Language, *stomps foot, Wahhhhhhhh' Lets Shup the womanup. At first - I thought perhaps it was cyclical - (you know what I mean, guys) But - the complaints about the apostrophe occurred far more often thanone week intervalseach month. So - She either suffers from a raging case of chronic PMS , or she isalot more like her HS English teacher than she cares to admit. In eithercase -five people willwin: 1st prize: A Cherry Bomb Bling or Auto 11's, 2nd Prize: Bling & A Fu-Castle, 3rd, 4th, and 5th prizes:Really crappy shit. Submit a salute to Passion's Fire. Post it here. I'll make a photo album of all salutes. All entries must include thefucking god forsaken apostrophe.Points given for creativity, offensiveness, apostrophe placement, LOLZ factor, grammar, etc, etc. Crap - Did I use the wrong word in the first sentence?? What usage
Give My Friend Some Love
How Do You Determine
Why Crush
I guess I don't get what this site is about I think a lust after choice would be more fitting than a crush option
All About Me
Things That Satara Is Just Sayin
these are thins that satara is just sayin (i like this format better) taken out of context they take on a whole new meaning sometimes Asthma really sucks! Thats really gross
Places I Used Live
Looking for some new friends that have same Intrests as I do that live in dallas,tx plano,tx las cruces,nm and mcalester,ok? places I used to live las cruces, new mexico, in plano9 years, mcalester10 years c urrent Looking for new friends that have same intrests too. and live near mcalester,ok and dallas,tx Las cruces,nm. and plano,tx
To My Baby
The Way You Make Me Feel You make me feel special,You make me feel new,You make me feel loved,With everything you do. You hold me close when I am sad.You wipe the tears from my face.Every time we are together,It seems like the perfect place. My eyes light up when you enter a room.I smile when we are together.No matter how bad things are,You always make them better. I love the way you kiss me,The way you hold me tight.I love the way you touch me,I could be with you all night. I love the way you can make me laughFor absolutely no reason at allI love how no matter what I do,You will be there to catch me when I fall. I just want you to know,That even though we sometimes fight,I will always love you!No matter what, day or night
What Can I Do
Plz Read
Just Making This Lil Note 2 Let U Know I Wont B Doing My Daily Comments 2 The Ones The Wont Repay Me U Will Get A Rate n A Comment When I See That u Did Me N I Know That U Do Them Daily u Will Get Them Daily From Me Its 2 Much Work For Me ..Why Help When Ur Not Going 2 Help Ur Self I'm Here 2 Help Others As Much As I Can I Try 2 Get All The Auto's On My List 1st But Sometimes There Are 2 Many But If There Are More Then I Can Rate I Try To Get The Ones That Dont Hardly Get Auto's 1st . Then The Ones That Has Auto's All The Time I Rate Atleast 250 too 500. If U Know Me Well I Do As I Say. And Another Thing If Ur On Family List U Would Get A Bling Each Week If I Have It That Week .It Might Not B Much But Hey Its the Thought That Counts. . I Have Been Cleaning Out My List So I Will B Reranging Friends 2 Family Or Family 2 Top Friends . I'm Just Going By What I See... If i See U Bomb Me Each Time U Have One U Will B On My List 2 Get Them Bk XOXO
The Hero
our dog merv saved our two kids from two bad pits [ not all pits are bad ] but thease two went after my kids in my yard merv got in between them . he got quite mest up but he saved our kids .merv is the greatest pet ever
Wh3n I Cry
//Sometimes when iim aloneii Kry... I Kry, cause ii am on my own. Th3 tearsii Kry are biitter and warm. Th3y flow wiith liife but tak3 no form. I Kry b3caus3 my h3art iis toRn. I fiind iit diifficuLt to KaRry On. If ii hAd An 3aR2 cOnfiiDiinG. I wOuLd KrY Am0ngSt Th3 Tr3asUr3 of FriI3nDs, bUt wHo d0 u Kn0w tHaT sToPs thAt LoNg,2 h3lP An0th3rR KarRy 0n? Th3 w0rLd Mov3s FaSt AnD iit w0uLd Rath3r PaSs by. Th3n StoP AnD Se3s WhAt MaKeZ1 KrY, s0 pAiiNfuL AnD SaD. AnD ii KrY AnD No1 KaReZ WhY//
Need Help
I am having a hard time choosen. I want to have fun and play a game but I dont know weather to use handcuffs and blind folds or a whip and candlewax and nail filer
Spotlight Fund
I am at a level 25 and would love to get my very first spotlight......I will take donations, rate pics, rate stash or other things depending on what them other things are in order to get spotlight....if you would like to help me out and want me to rate pics or anything like that for fubucks towards the spotlight please message me or leave a message in this blog and I will let you no when i will let you no if I will do it and also notify you when its done. I would appreciate any and all help to get me the spotlight. Just to let you all no..if you do help me out in anyway...i would like to make a picture with everyone that helped me and when i get the spotlight it will be put as my main display to thank you all for helping me will show one person then another and so on and so on. I can't make the pretty bulletins or anything like that but if someone would like to make me one it would be greatly appreciated as well. Please Help Me Towards A Spotlight. Thanks So Much For
Need Work?
Athena's Corporation is always looking for good sales reps, managers, models , designers, promo girls, etc. This economy sucks right now and jobs are far and few between. There are plenty of openings everywhere, especially in the Portland area with the corporation. message me to find out more,
A New Life
The new chapter in my life is opening. I cannot wait to unfold the pages that will spill new words into my being. There will be an absence from here from time to time in the coming days. My absence brings a welcome new presence. During the next week the relationship that has been blossoming is about to come into full bloom. John and I are to join our lives to be one. So as with being as such, I will not have time to tend to all of you lovely folks that I treasure and hold dear. Please keep my spot warm as I will be here to sit with you all once again. Thank you all for your well wishes and friendship. Until our next meeting. Good day Andrea
A Trip Thru My Mind...
I miss you, though you just went away I really do wish, you could have stayed I know why you're gone,know thats it's best But some relationships, just don't pass the test All that I've hoped for, all that I dreamed I watched fall apart and rip at the seams I wish it were different, together again Knowing deep in my heart, its better it ends... I miss your eyes I miss you lips the ones I always and still long to kiss I miss your voice I miss your arms the soothing sound and all your charms I miss your chest I miss your hands begging for your touch, You understand all of these things I miss a lot Everything I remember but you forgot... How long before the ache in my chest Takes it's leave Before memories of him begin to unweave When will I stop waiting for the phone to ring Warmed by the easy feeling his voice would bring All that brought joy now fills with sorrow Finding it hard to see light in tomorrow I will try and be strong get up each day and fight
Hey y'all, I'm up for auction. Go show me some love
God bless my family when I am away, Leave the lights on I'll return from harms way, Grant me courage and strength to protect others each day, So they live in peace without worry, fear or dismay, Bless those who have fallen given their life for another May their spirit live on from then and forever, Return me home to my family at the end of each night, May I pass through the door before the morning's first light, Shall I give my life for another before the dawn breaks today, God bless my family when I am away..... A man walked into a pet store and was looking at the animals on display.Whilehe was there, a First Class Petty Officer from the local Navy basewalked in and said to the shopkeeper, "I'll take a maintenance monkey,please."The man nodded, went to a cage at the side of the storeand took out a monkey. He put a collar and leash on the animal andhanded it the PO1, saying, "That'll be $5,000." The PO1 paid and leftwith the monkey.Surprised, the man went to the shopkeeper
So Near Yet So Far
You are my hope you are my inspiration you make me hold on when i feel like letting go you came into my life when i no longer cared but then you made me see the person i could be you have saved my life you have made me strong you are the person i have waited for this long you are so brave you make me proud I'm so happy now you have gave me a life i wish i could be there to know you really care i know you'd keep me safe i know you'd be my cure i would feel so free i could be the real me we are so far apart the distance is killing me i cant feel you close i fear you will go so I'm writing this cuz i need you to know my dream is to be with you to see your smile for real to know that all this pain i no longer need to feel dreams don't come true they stay in my head but without my angel i know I'd be dead
Please Dont Say Goodbye
This pain is now my torture and i don't know what to do it doesn't seem that long ago when i felt so close to you i don't want you to leave me i cant bare to watch you go but if you are not staying then theres things you need to know i miss you when we don't talk and i think the world of you i look up to you and admire your strength and i am proud of everything that you do when i know your happy and hear you laugh i cant help but feel happy inside my heart but now i have this heartbreaking feeling i can slowly feel us drifting apart i don't know what to do to tell you that i want to make things right i just wish we were close again and know that every things alright i cant help but think your hurting and maybe need some time alone but its hard to watch you suffer i don't want to be on your own i am always going to be here for you and i hope you know i will always care you are the best thing i have had and your the one who was always there i hop
Love Message
I recently got this message from a good friend,it was so beautiful that I'd love to share with you: "A woman's heart should be so lost in God that a man needs to seek Him in order to find her"
Wished Upon The Same Falling Star
Sitting here, in the shadow of the dark No stars in my sky And a frown on my face I'm sure this is the place I die The cold night air, makes me shiver But I sit there, in silence I just think of me and you And I wish the whole situation would make sense I look toward the sky for guidance And in that split second I see a lone star falling I wish upon it, a wish I hope comes true That you will come calling That same, cold night Far, far away from where I sat under that dark sky You saw that same lone star falling And you wished that same wish as I On that dark, cold night The two of us, so far away Wished upon that same lone falling star And that wish, we both happened to say
Soul Of A Poet's Heart
Written with the soul of one's pure heart Written like a song, some form of art Written with bitter, rare truth from that soul Written with emotions, so out-of-control Pen to paper, as the words are spoken Each word written, is another heart's token Like flowers expanding across a page The truth of the heart is released from its cage Each word is spellbinding, entrancing to the eye In which a beautiful new story always underlies Beauty written, like a sunlight through a gem The writer awaiting praise, or whether to be condemned Each line and stanza written as a magical tale Waiting to be expanded upon or a twist unveiled The soul of a poet's heart is the story-teller now And with the truth, lies a gift that poet's are endowed Pure ascertainty, truth without a doubt on the mind These poet's lives, laid out no matter how unkind With treachery and happiness, longing and freedom The word's of a poet, fortune read like one's palm Read the soul of a poet's heart
Irish Slang Words Lol
acting the maggot means: behaving foolishly or annoying. crack or craic means: having some fun. drawers means: her panties or knickers. fella means: another word used for boyfriend gas means: having fun,also enjoyment. bold means: bing naughty. fair play means: well done lad means: another word used too describe a man or group of people. full shilling means: mentally competent snug means: cosy booth shift means: kissing courting means: old word used for dating a person. feck means: another word for the fck naw means: another word for no nip means: nude on the piss means: out pub drinking. plastered means: drunk tackies means: runners up a duff: ur pregnant vixen means: cute woman hows me auld flower? another one used too asking how the person is. hows she cutting? how you getting on? bird: another word used for girl gaff: another word used for appartment or house
On The Edge Of Heaven
Just to have you with me I would have done almost anything Only a blind man could have failed to notice the state that I was in. Every time we met, my heart would skip a beat Never imagined our relationship would end in tears and defeat. There is so much we have in common and in my heart I felt so sure this is the man I have waited for You made me feel so happy and secure. But as time went by, we did not grow closer but drifted further apart The more I held on to you, the more you closed the door to your heart. My other half is what you are to me to know all this but still having to walk away Is more than I can bare, because in your arms is where I belong and where I want to stay. On the edge of heaven but forever on the outside looking in I will turn away from love now, this game at which I will never win.
It Hurts To Love Someone
I am in love with my husband but I am afraid that if I give our life another chance it wont work and then again I don't know if he would want me back to start with. The reason for this blog is that my husband gets out of prison tomorrow and I don't know if I am ready for this. I know I am the one going to pick him up. I guess we will see what happens tomorrow. I thought he had another year and I was going to get a divorce but I get a call today and guess what? He is out and needs a ride home. It has been an abusive relationship and I don't know if the abuse will change. In my heart I know it wont get any better but I want it to.
My dog bit the powerman today. He had no buisness in my yard the meter is on the side of house. But because of tghis the animal control took my baby girl. I have to wait 10 days and pay $650 to get her back .
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I took this lil test and this is what my answer was, what should you parents named you~ BrookeYou are very self-conscious, but you are beautiful. You worry about what other people think about you yet you are all they think about. You are very caring and sweet, but you can be aggressive.
Silent Pain
Sassy Secret Sarah Says Hello
~~my Illness~~
Interstitial cystitis (IC) is a condition that results in recurring discomfort or pain in the bladder and the surrounding pelvic region. The symptoms vary from case to case and even in the same individual. People may experience mild discomfort, pressure, tenderness, or intense pain in the bladder and pelvic area. Symptoms may include an urgent need to urinate, a frequent need to urinate, or a combination of these symptoms. Pain may change in intensity as the bladder fills with urine or as it empties. Women’s symptoms often get worse during menstruation. They may sometimes experience pain during vaginal intercourse. Because IC varies so much in symptoms and severity, most researchers believe it is not one, but several diseases. In recent years, scientists have started to use the term painful bladder syndrome (PBS) to describe cases with painful urinary symptoms that may not meet the strictest definition of IC. The term IC/PBS includes all cases of urinary pain that can’t be
i kinda find it sad that anyone would be so indecisive as to NEED help from random strangers... but apparently they do.... what's mind boggling is the fact that most mummers even the self proclaimed bitches and assholes actually think they are doing people a favor giving them their advice(even while making them wanna cry... they are"helping them see") i actually don't understand the logic behind it all... i mean i have always mummed cause i found it entertaining nothing more... but to come here day after day thinking you're helping people i have to ask.... did people watch to much dr.phill and operah fuck even ricky lake.... do they think they are jerry springer giving advice at the end of a show? what motivates a mummer to actually try? does hearing other peoples problems make make them feel better about their sad existance? are they just lonely on the inside and need a fucking hug? or do they think they are proving themselves useful... or even worthy... http://www.efukt
Needs Level
reddolphin1969@ fubar
I'm so tired of being alone. I'm not really sure how to fix this time in my life. All I do is WORK WORK WORK and then I come home and get on this fucking box, escape to this pathetic fake world here on the fu because I have no other life. My past relationships, romantically and friendships have all gone to hell. It's made me not trust one single person and THAT SUX!. Its nice once in a while to have alone time but day in and day out....DAMNIT!!!
Jennie's Rambling!
if you want in my family to see the nsfw's, it's gonna' cost ya', unless i like ya'. :) so, if you want this.
Lame Fake Ass Boyfriends
Who Do You Lean On
Im A 27yr Old Men,and Im Looking For Agirlfriend.
Damm Fuck
Life And Love In 09
I have thought about my life lately,thinking of what i want to do with the love i have in my heart I have come to realize that meeting, and falling in love with you is the best thing that has ever happened to me. My love for you is beyond words, beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I am content with our life, what it will hold, the exciting things we have ahead of us, to experience together, as a couple. I am ready for all that our future holds for us, the good and bad, we will get thru it all together. We had withstood the test of time, the test of a long distance relationship, and have suceeded thus far. If we can overcome these tough issues, then any and every thing is possible for us. I am ready to face this future of ours, this wonderful future that we have ahead...together.**I wrote the above on 4-3-09**4-19-09Well since writing this some things have changed, and we are faced with a situation of my creation. I am very regretful for what I did...I am filled with more remors
Would U Just Listen
Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,How you felt around me? The memories we shared,And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.You were my first love and my true love, that will al
Never Let Go
So restless at night, when I dream of youI open my eyes, hoping it came true.It didn't again so with tears in my eyesI hold my pillow to soften the cries.But distance means nothing in love that's trueAnd though I long for one touch from you,I'll squeeze that pillow while we're apart,You hold me too, you hold my heart.No one has ever made me feel so complete,My whole life was lived just so we could meet.I'll dream of you now, on into the night,Hoping that soon you'll be holding me tight.My dreams will come true one day, I know,Just hold me close, and never let go.
So... This week can be either very promising or... full of disappointment Tomorrow I have my GED assesment test... which, for those who don't know, is the first thing they have you take in good 'ol K-port TN It just tests you to see how smart you are and what not if you score high enough you take a practice GED test and if you score high enough on the practice test then you can take the GED test w/o the classes So lets Hope i pass the assesment... wish me luck... Then Thursday i have my second Interview with Bojangles seems promising but i dont want to count my chickens before the hatch... so wish me luck on that as well... other then that im just chillin... doin the usual... which lately is cleaning and unpacking.... i can't wait till i get this place the way i want it :D
Silent Thoughts
A simple thought of you and I'm gone again,Just thinking about your sweet face.Wishing I could touch your body,While giving you kisses all over the place.I'd caress your back,As you stare into my eyes.The thought of you here next to me,Puts my body in a rise.Your hands all over my skin,While your tongue traces my lips.The feeling begins to intensify,As you move just past my hips.I imagine you inside of me,And I let out a slight moan.The thought of you making love to me,Begins to set the tone.Slower in the beginning,I want to feel your every thrust.Your kissing my neck now,As you touch me on my bust.I run my fingers through your hair,As you breathe into my ear.I bite down on my lower lip,Just wishing you were here.You pick up the pace now,And I begin to lose control.I imagine your face looking down at me,As the ecstasy takes its toll.You rub my face with your hands,And softly kiss me on my cheek.You can tell just by my smile,How much the thought of you makes me weak.I take a breath and
I hope to always be the oneThat takes your breath awayI hope to always fill your thoughtsAs you go about your dayI hope to always be the oneThat you dream of at nightI hope it's still my face you seeWhen you close your eyes so tightI hope you always feel the loveThat I have for only youI hope that you knowEverything I feel for you is true.I pray that what we shareWill last for eternityAnd when you need someone so badKnow you can always turn to meI pray that the hurtWe sometimes feel insideWill one day come to an endAlong with tears we've criedI hope to always have this feelingThat you bring to meTake another look into my heart...I love you...honestly.
Saturday Mornins
I think we all like to at least feel like in some way if not loved at least thought about so we do things that we wouldn't normally do and then some of us block things that we really shouldn't but all of it is going to come back on us in one way or another we will never be free when we have so much that we need to confront with some of us that just cant and others that are too scared and then theres us that are all of the above...
Bling Auction
She Tries So Hard To Hide
Lies And Deception,Hurt And Pain.From Then 'Till Now,Nothing Feels The Same.Endless Tears,And Sleepless Nights.Is There Enough Love To Stay,Or Too Little To Fight?Happiness, Or Love?Or Just None At All?Fighting For Stability,I Continue To Fall.I Cant Hear Your Excuses,And I Cant Speak.Broken, Yet Somehow Together,Ive Become So Weak. There is a girl who smiles lots,Although she's sad inside.The pain she feels inside her chestShe tries very hard to hide.It's enough to fool her motherAnd enough to fool her friends.Sure, outside she's smiling,But inside, the pain never ends.Sometimes she fails to smileAnd sometimes her cover slips-But she holds back the tears,And bites down on her lips.She clutches her chest tightly,As she slowly walks along,Fooling everyone in sight-They don't know anything's wrong.
In The Enc
Outer To Inner
Decisions so blurry so unclear these altering changes forms mystical tears A blacken rose plunders to the ground broken and open, a source of light The truth inside pours out to night breathing freely for all to see The outside was known but within was never told Too late, because the rose has fallen they never knew but will today A day of conclusion and all the truth some shall be broken and torn apart Those so close will feel internal pain others may see it as a changing lane The crushing elements of that night is a beginning for some to a fruitful life We learn we fall into the deepest holes we climb we rise to heavenly sky's In the end it was never about them but only the one that sees it all
My Daughter's Father
Well my daughter got to see her father on sunday for the 3 hour time he is allowed. He lives in Missouri in New Bloomfeild so she got to seeher sisters Chelsea and Lucy and her Aunt Chris and her other grandma and grandpa Gerstenberger. I just wish he would have more respct fro her and want to see ehr more but he chooses to not come visit when he needs to she calls him Jason because my friend Jason talks to her more then her own father does. He dont really act like he really cares to see her but cares to see me more then hisown daughter. I dont care to see him because we got a divorce fora reason and he still thinks he can pull my strings and i will follow and i dont. So it is very stressful when i pick up my daughter from her visitations and he looks at me like he wants shit and i wont give him nothing. So this next time he sees her will in june on the 21st. we will see if it follows thru if not that is his problem not mine if my mom wants to go on vacation with my daughter then so
Sexy Story Some What I Did Better Before
he gently wraps his arms around me gently breathing on mehe begins to remove my topbut also with gentle kisseshis hand moves down the side off my armhe then moves in closer into mewanting to make me feel goodhe then brings his one hand down tomy ass and just with his finger tipsrubs againts my skin,he begins to get a little ruffand it begins to get a little moreintenceeach minute he presses againts meputting my hands againts the wallbiteing me just hard enough to feel good we begin to bump each otherthe blood in r vains move fastermy breathing is so deep and heavyhe takes both hands and puts them on mybreastpushing in to me before he entershe kisses all the way down my backlicks and nibbles all the way downto my....he gently plays and nibbles and looks up at meseeing my face with such intence and sweat comeing downhearing me moan places his hands on to my belly and down my legsstimulateing every sexual nerve, he picksme up from my legs and gently puts me on thebed pushing harder on to
Porn Is Boring
Tears By Words
Word by word these tears are born by your true desires they are formed Your written words inflicted on me has raged a sadness deep within me It's not the first time, but this was the last the words you've written has shattered so fast Words written, is our true emotions feelings and desires all in motion It's hard to believe, but I truly see that written words, can devour me So oil painted as tears elope I continue reading this one last note Your words of friendship beautifully engraved will always portray, the love you displayed It's been so long since you've been gone but one day I'll meet you, where we belong Written by: Sierra For the greatest love unknown!
Tears In The Sky
Clouds submerge with tears in the sky as my heart longs for a place so divine time and time tear drops fall reflecting on a place I do call my own A breeze of coldness upon my face delightful it is to feel such embrace fog in the sky producing an icy storm so is my heart missing you more and more Snow like clouds hanging over me as I feel the warm touch of a his love shallow streams flow beside my feet as rain falls down escalading as I speak Late night moon shining down on me painting your face, all around me silence surrounds me with tears in the sky capturing the content of you in my eyes written by her for him!!
Tears Are Words The Heart Cannot Say
My bleeding heart, the fountain of lover's true art words escape through tears burning so sincere Calculating emotions multiplying with true devotion bound by tears of words, which the heart alone endures Words of silence around my lover's heart with tears performing a musical art Count each tear and feel what I feel for my heart is crying out, for you my dear So many emotions in so many ways sometimes it's difficult to show what my heart contains With words through tears I show my love so clear as my heart erupts, distinguishing how I feel A lover's heart captures words it cannot say through tears it shows a realm, unexplained.
Science Project
My son has a science project due this week. We tried the following but it didn't work. Should we try again or try something new?
for lack of better words hurt? devastated dying? aren't we all lonely? every second without her suicidal? i think not coping? medicated happy? far from it sorry? to no end love her? with my all
Faded Waters
A cloud of mist surrounds us both Faded Waters is all I know Stormy waters is like a story untold So is the love we both deeply uphold The sound of waves deep inside Flowing through my veins all the time. Sadness surrounds our souls tonight The passion that grows is ours tonight For Faded Waters is all I know Love comes and love goes Holding on a love unknown Faded Waters in my heart alone Dreams I dream in misty nights In Faded Waters I sleep tonight written by someone for someone ...
Sick And Tired Of Men Who Should Douche Stop Being Such A Pussy
Sunset Lights
The stillness of silence beneath the waterfall cave a memory of golden paths staying each day the same Showering teardrops erupts within my souls delight your beauty and passion portrays our sunset lights Tenderness by touch, a magical explosion by two hearts incrust our pillar of trust, leading our love beyond the ocean shores Whispering love songs embracing the still moon light with painted dreams illuminating a lover's scene Shaking fingertips beneath a heart beat emotion your devoted love strings still lingers underneath my skin A true found treasure with a gem stone of a kind your sparkling eyes inflaming what is yours and mine Our sunset lights will flourish for all to see for the love we contain is all we need.
Had An Question For U
Had An Question For U
i will be closing my account....don't have much time for this anymore. I have about a million fubucks to give away and around 15 bling credits left. If there is something you want send me a pm and tell me why i should give you bucks or bling and I will see what i can do. I had a great time here and enjoyed chatting with everyone! If you serious want to stay in touch send me a pm as well and let me know and I will tell you how! :) see ya's!
Msc Wrestling
Hello Gerard West here to let you guys in on a game known as MSC Wrestling or Masters of the Squared Circle. Basically what this is about is strategy and knowing how to work around your opponents. This game is indepth with moves and game play. No you do not control your wrestlers but you play in a different style of turn based action. Basically you dont attack once and then exchange control. If you are interested you can always go check it out at Just make sure you let them know MrRKO sent you. Thanks for the support.
Another Me With An Away You
Without you..I see strikes of fire in my brain I see sadness, depression,I feel unbearable pain Without you I see the smile of life crying loudly where the ears of a sad fate listen calmly holding the broken promises about the untrue happiness.. Without you I see a heart that's broken, left between the dust of the worlds biggest desert where the sun shines over my burnt hearts skin how painful shameful it seems to be, for without you makes the biggest cursed sin Without you..I see cold nights singing the saddest tunes, that the sky thunder harshly for Its desire and the stars shine the lightening of Its fire where I shed the fears of how cruel without you is.. For without you means I die, I fall, I end and tire Without you I see life a dark hole with not a slit shed of light..I see not the shiny days but do imagine the unkind dark nights, full of horror drowned by tears. Without you I see my heart pumping pounding all these fears Without you I see the world
Easy Way Of Life
Bring every one down. Make People suffer the way i found. The only way i could escape the way i lived was using the down drug. Smoking every day while the bitch yelled at me. i finlly snaped with my mind was cloudy. I said to to the Bitch "why don't you come down to my level" and then i said also "then you would stop bitching about what makes me feel better". Makes me escape the reallty of my life. Now i thought i would be out of this hell I'm in, but it keeps coming back for me. So that makes a nother 8th is gone to keepmy head stright so why am i still in the same hell of my own mind. Bring up old pain that seems to keep bring me down.
Gaming News
Stalker Complete 2009 Promotional Image Website: Excerpt: STALKER Complete 2009 ---------------------------------------- This mod has been created with a thought of bringing the beautiful and immersive game of STALKER from the last generation era, when it was created to an up-to-date experience you'd expect from games you play in 2009. I did not try to include every single mod out there that changes the game beyond recognition, that was not the point. The following list is the carefully chosen essential collection of most advanced and aesthetically pleasant modifications, created by talented concept artists and programmers in the past 2 years. These are meant to technically and artistically enhance the game without compromising the original feel and atmosphere developers meant you to see. You'll notice every single detail has been retouched and has a polished feel to it. This is ideal for first time players or peop
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Empty Soul
My mind is empty like my soul. My heart is full of love, but thous endless with hate. My soul is empty like my crys as i think of my past. Siting here thinking of the pain i finlly realzed from the endless hate from my soul. My anger comes from rage from thou endless and my empty soul. People sit there and tell me that i' scum bec i don't have a life to live, but i'm try to make it better, but my empty soul is pulling me down. So why is my endless and empty soul still having all i just what my life back and get rid of my empty soul.
My old gf is 7 months pregnant and 40 years old. Back when I was pregnant with my oldest (12 years ago) she had a big issue being around me due to fact she was hurting and couldnt have kids. They tried vitro and all. Anyways..she wouldnt even come to my babyshower. After 15years of marriage..there marriage went to hell cuz her hubby had a affair on her and got a girl pregnant. We tried to be there for both of them.. but once she used us to help her move out of there house..we didnt hear from her again til she needed help moving again. Seemed like thats only time we heard from her. Anyways.. now shes having a baby shower and called up like best of friends. I didnt want to speak to her so she spoke to hubby..saying she was gonna send a babyshower invite. I guess I am spiteful..and all. Part of mes happy that she finally is pregnant..but part of me just pissed over how shes been over the years. She says this is gods miracle...and says her ex is pissed that shes finally pre
Me Singin Live Like You Were Dyin.
Why Not Safe For Work
The last time I checked, you had to be 18 or older to join this site. The last time I checked, if you are at work, you should be working, not browsing the damn internet.People who spend all day browsing the web instead of working end up ruining it for those that barely do it. Having said all that, here's my rant... I have a problem with people on this site marking pictures or videos or this that and the other NSFW. Bottom line: YOU SHOULDNT BE ON HERE AT WORK!!!!!!!!!!! I could respect it if you were saying that this should be marked adult content. I could respect it if you are saying that this shouldnt be easily viewed. Again, no problem with that. However, you are at work, who the hell cares whether its safe or not because you SHOULDNT BE VIEWING IT!!!!!!! Disagree with me or agree with me, bottom line is that you go to work to work, not play on Fubar. I've seen thousands of pictures marked NSFW that werent even nude, let alone sexual in content. Some were simply bikinis or cleav
First Blog Ever
I have never written in a blog before. I am Jamesie not very good looking and dont have many friends. But I am a happy person who spends a lot of time with my collection of postage stamps and chocloate wrappers. I think collecting chocolare wrappers is really fun, and if you are reading this and you also collect let me know and maybe we can swap some. Thats it for now. I might do some more tommorow
Pain Push Alwys Me
tyvm good nght and sweet dream love u ture brother and keep head up high about of wether my heart to ture friend to ur heart and lady head down call home easy time fall prise my smeat my heart and soul far always and wood and pick and school high game and year and take alot soulmeet school meet and care and time end rd i froud end a rose beside head store and deal not who im now and i see fly bye eyes and am high and keep ur dream save for a rain day and night feel taz live on life and love more going down in darkside world my life? A gun beweet eyes and i take love pull rope up and take soul love heart for sister ture and brother hod out my real world peoples!
Cold Hearted Bitch
lost... i am lost in your eyes.. i am lost in your soul.. i am lost in my life cause sometimes your so cold. lost in my tears lost in my fears lost in my life with no way to go.. lost from myself.. lost from my family.. lost from my cares lost from my love.. one day i may find all that i seem to have lost.. lets just hope its not to late... I like the way..I like the way he makes me feel.When he holds me tight by his side.And the way he smiles when he looks my way.He has the cutest little dimples.I like the way I can look him right in the eyes.And when he kisses me his lips are so soft and sweet.And the way he thinks about me.I like the way he knows just the little things about me.That no one has ever seen.And the way he knows me sometimes better than me.I like the way he looks deep into my eyes.Like he is trying to see me deep down inside.And the way he is so soft to my body.Like when he wants to know if he is hurting me.And how soft he is when he rubs my skin.Like he want
Special Friends
If I could catch a rainbowI would do it just for youAnd share with you it's beautyOn the days you're feeling blue.If I could build a mountainYou could call your very own;A place to find serenityA place to be alone.If I could take your troublesI would toss them in the sea,But all these things I'm findingAre impossible for me.I cannot build a mountainOr catch a rainbow fair,But let me be what I know best,A friend who's always there.
Bout Me
hello my name is joe, im a single laid back male, im easy goin open minded, likes trying new things, i love movies, playing pool n darts, i like to bowl, hang out, have coffee
Bladder Surgery
A virgin ship sailing, I embarked on the journey of you,Kneading fingers navigating my every position,Heart racing with desire only a woman can understand,Onceshe has metthe power of a man,One who can take her, wake the core of her erotic longing. I lay face down at your command, As youcame around and sat legs spread, Drawing my head towards your bare intentions, Rubbingaway my inhibitions. One stroke at a time, I rocked to your gripping rhythm, Ever so innocently brushing your outstretched shaft With my hair swept face. Swaying between your thighs, My sighs showingyou appreciation, Irefrained from reaching outmy tongue, Aching to take you in, Stopping to cherish that moment in time, A moment of innocence between us, One that will never be again. Forbidden pleasuresWho makes the rulesUnfound treasuresAnd beautiful jewels
so i thought at time goes by things are supposed to get easier, i guess who ever said that was so so wrng it is just gettin wrse and hrdr to deal with. Day after day i sit and try and figure y i love someone that does not seem to love me back and it hurts. i have never loved and hated someone so much at the same ever in my life. i guess i jus want what i cant have. I wish it was all diffrent and that it will get easy soon. I cant handle bein hurt any more and seem to just keep gettin hurt more and more every day. I really do not kno how much more my body handle if it can handle any at all. Im worn and my body is havin a hrd time adjustin to this along with other things im currently not able to mention. I jus want it all to better bit idk that will eva happen. I think of my life and things that i want to say and can't and jus cry for hrs on end, i cry myself to sleep every nite as i think y me. There are so many thing i want tell him but cant find a way and when i do he seem alwatys idk
Life Today
Just Wanted Too Say Happy 420 To The Fu Crowd... Do You Beleive That Chronic Should Be Legalized!!!
Oh Say Can You See
My Family
hello, The girls in my family r special to me they take special pics for me and do special salutes for me!! So if u would like to see "my special girls" in my family its gonna cost u!! Contact me for how much it will cost!! I need some major help people! I just found out I need $1000 or I am going to jail for back child support can anyone help me raise this money? Any donations would be great ty!
Thought Of The Day....
There is a fly, flying above the water..There is a fish watching the fly, fly above the water.. and he says to himself " if that fly drops just 6 inches I will be able to catch it and have myself a good dinner"There is a Cat watching the fish..watching the fly, fly above the water and he says to himself "if that fly drops just 6 inches .. the fish will be able to catch the fly.. I'll be able to catch the fish and have myself a good dinner.."There a bear watching the cat.. watching the fish watching the fly, fly about the water and he says to himself "if that fly drops 6 inches The fish will be able to catch the fly.. the cat will be able to catch the fish I'll be able to take the fish and have myself a good dinner!"There's a man watching the bear watching the cat watching the fish watching the fly fly above the water and he says to himself "If that fly drops 6 inches the fish will be able to catch the fly.. the cat will be able to catch the fish.. the bear will be able to take the fish
Douchebag Of The Day
this is the second convo like this that I have had with this guy...sad mr.snuffell.: yeah........i keep forgetting you have ->mr.snuffell..: oh..well that sucks...I mean this is the third time you have offerred me your cock in my sb...yet you dont want mine...sad mr.snuffell..: not scared.........just don't swing that way ->mr.snuffell..: bummer I thought this was the start of somethin great... ->mr.snuffell..: ok then so askin if you swallow is outta the question right? ->mr.snuffell..: aw did I scare you off? Guys that ask the shit you do in the sb are always the quickest to run ->mr.snuffell..: gave me boobs and shaved my adams apple...makes it easier to lure the men in mr.snuffel: and what did the doctors do to you exactly then?? ->mr.snuffell: so you open? ->mr.snuffell..: well believe can do amazing things these days mr.snuffell..: nope.........i just don't believe a woman as gorgeous as you
I Don't Need To Sleep
As i lie down and close my eye entering my dreams The mear emortional thought of you begins opening part of me i've never knew i had Pictrues of you flowing through my head Makes me think oh why should i let it end... written by nosforto I love coffee. Coffee is my friend when i am awake. Which is all the time.if you love coffee how do you drink it?
My Head
Tech N9ne
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Just Some Rambling Thoughts.....
Don't close yourself off from the rest of the world. If you find someone who can make you understand a little more, laugh every now and then, give you a new experience, then never feel guilty. You'll just have more to give back to those who are closest to you. Sounds like good advise......maybe I should try more to follow it myself. Have you ever felt like spreading your wings and just letting the wind take you wherever it may? Have you ever felt like climbing a tree, just to see how you can go without falling? Have you ever felt like just walking away from everything, only to realize nothing would change? I have.
More Me Stuff
Ramblings Of A Mad Woman (we All Go A Little Bit Mad Sometimes)
P: Well here we are againI guess it must be fateWe've tried it on our ownBut deep inside we've knownWe'd be back to set things straightC: I still remember whenYour kiss was so brand newEvery memory repeatsEvery step I take retreatsP+C:Every journey always brings me back to youAfter all the stops and startsWe keep coming back to these two heartsTwo angels who've been rescued from the fallAfter all that we've been throughC:It all comes down to me and youP+C:I guess it's meant to beP:Forever you and me after allC:When love is truly right(this time it's truly right)It lives from year to yearP+C:It changes as it goesC:And on the way it growsP+C:But it never disappearsAfter all the stops and startsWe keep coming back to these two heartsTwo angels who've been rescued from the fallAfter all that we've been throughC:It all comes down to me and youP+C:I guess it's meant to beP:Forever you and meP+C:After allP:Alway just beyong my touchYou know I needed you so muchC:After all, what
I think of the past Asking for another chanceAs time went onYou moved along in your life I walked away crying I smile and hide my emotionsHappy you have someone newKnowing he's a better manUnderstanding I lost It's over I lost all my chances Looking for my heartI don't know where it isAll I know is you own itMaybe one day I can get it backI will always love you,think about you,dream of what might have beenCopyright 2009 Saying goodbye is always the hardestBecause you never know what to sayIf it isn’t goodbye you still have no clue what to sayCause you never know if you hear from them againAs time goes on you never knowWhen someone says they need spaceUsually it means goodbyeSo I say goodbye and wish the bestLet time be there to heal all woundsMake it so you don’t have angerMaybe you will remember meMaybe you won’tGuess it all dependsDo you really want to talk to meOr were you being niceWould never knowI loved you I cared and would do anythingBut nothing mattersYou st
Tfcd In Va And Eastern Nc
Looking for amature models or anyone that would like to do a TFCD from Richmond to Norfolk and into Eastern NC. I am trying to build my portfolio and willing to do TFCD and editing on the photos. I will travel and do whatever type of photos that you are looking for. There will be a form that will be filled out giving both model and photographer permission to use the photos for portfolio use. I have been doing lanscape, nature and other types for a couple years now and I'm in the process of getting into model photography. If you are interested you can e-mail me at and view my site at
My Stuff
His emotions are impenetrable yet his shoulders are soft for those that need someone to lean on. His hands are firm yet know exactly where they need to be. If he has his arms wrapped around you, you're either in the last moments of your life or the safest place you could ever be. He's stubborn but will let you have your way just to see you smile. He's deadly with a rifle and gentle with a child. He plays poker with the devil but guards the gates of heaven. He curses like no other but is a perfect gentleman. He has a thousand yard stare but when you look into his eyes it's the most comforting thing you've ever felt. The Marine Corps trained him as a weapon but raised him as a lover. He knows every part of a M-16 and he knows every curve of his woman. There is no other man like him. Whether you love him or hate him both is a privilege. He could be your worse nightmare or your sweetest dream. Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a jagged scar, a certain look
So people convinced me that I should be in an auction!!! So if you want to own me and have some great benefits you should buy this sexy VaJayJay hehe. The link for the auction is as followed.... Come show me what you got ;)
Deadly Lost
some time life seems to drain you of everthing even of your pride.we all make sacefices for thows we love and althow some are greater than others we as people try to put are to cheep cents in for some reason or a nother im tierd of two faced punkass bitches who like to start shit when its not there life to live so im hear to start anew friends list and to just injoy life with out some of my old friends who tured out not to be. im a funny guy i have kids and im still young soo what of it. i speak my mind and dont hold anything back. call me a ass if you want too but lifes too short for second chances and games live life to the fullest take what you can give nothing back..... simply loved as life it self its taken her lips aginst mine im lost yet angered know shes gone.some how inraged with hate of leaving yet again lost with no light at the end of this tunenl.ingulfted with this mark of death as my soul body lies to its self with actions of life still breathing yet im just a she
Mild Annoyance.
Driving around, and saw this sign that said.''When you planGod laughs.''For some reason, this sign grated my nerves a bit. When we make plans, God laughs. I assume because he's already written our story, and we're all just following his game plan.Doing what we're told, without hearing a word. God finds amusement that our plans are what he already planned? As opposed to being our own thoughts,our choices, what we want to do. God seems like a bit of an omnipotent child. We have free will, right? But, if everything we choose to do, is actually his choice, where's our free will? I guess it doesn't exist, if you believe in God, that is. I believe in God, myself, just doesn't seem to be the God everyone else does.Oh well, I couldn't care less. If everything's just God's plan, does he plan the suicides? The murders? All the other sins that cause our souls to go to 'Hell'?Did he plan all the genocides, wars, everything else? For what purpose? Does he giggle when I plan to jack off? Because it'

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