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Ranting
First off I would like to start out by saying that next week I will not be online at all. Because I start a second job. This leads to the new rule I am going to have because... Firstly, at the moment I have been working the late shift at my first job. And I do not appreciate text messages coming to me at say...6 am. Because I am most likely asleep during that time. So, please do not text or call me between the hours of 1 am and 9 am mountain time. You can do the math and figure out what time zone that would be for you guys. Next, due to the fact that I will be working two jobs for at least one week, I will not be able to answer my calls or texts until I have a free period on a break or between jobs. So it would behoove you guys to just be patient if I don't answer my calls or texts right away. I am asking this nicely one time. And if any of you decide you cant abide this rule, then I will have to get bitchy about it. That's all for now. Thanks guys. Before I go to work... My rant go

Random Thoughts
Tho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll run....open up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we will

Short Story Section I Wrote
Many generations ago the world suffered a great calamity. Darkness spread, born of the human heart and an army of demons began to rise. This army lead by what used to be a human, the demon Jurai consumed all in its path until the world eventually fell to darkness. All was barren and there was little that survived. The terrains were unrecognizable, once busy cities and city-states had fallen to ruin and all seemed lost. But a glimmer of hope still existed, the “city of the strong” Juno. With every mage gathered they shined a beacon to all who would see it, and warriors gathered from all corners of Rune-Midgard. Experienced and inexperienced, man, woman, child, elderly or young all gathered to this place in hopes of making one last stand not only for their kind but for the very planet itself. And at the center of this turmoil, unbeknownst to most was a very unlikely hero who would prove our savior. A young super novice named Onikia Owikawa. He and his band of misfits traveled

I'll Be ( Original )
I guess if he doesnt feel this way about you, I dont no? im sure there are alot of single good guys out there that would love to switch places with him or create a new destination in your life but im sure everything will workout for the better, just live love and laugh, life is to short, 1~Luv This was put together by devotedxme from (youtube). I just like this song and video u might enjoy, Peace

Freedom
I find it funny that people in the usa think that they are free when in reality they are nothing more than a bunch of lab rates looking for there piece of cheese in the giant maze from hell what we call life now isn't that irronice.

Ever Wonder...
Ever wonder why when everything seems to be going good, things are looking up and all is well, something or someone always messes it up? Ever wonder why these people or things do it?? IDK... just a lil hurt, annoyed and aggravated... :(

Ecstasy
I'm slowly taking your cloths off one by one till i get to your panties. I'm kissing your inner thighs slowly but lightly. I grazed my teeth across your pussy through your panties. I start pulling them off with my teeth. then start blowing on your pussy watching your thighs tremble with ecstasy. i come up and lay on my side next to you kissing your soft lips while i have my palm on your outer g-spot with my fingers moving in small circles on your clit slowly. then start tapping your wet pussy in a rapid motion. I'm kissing along your neck down towards your nice and firms breasts sucking and and using my other hand to squeeze them firmly. i stick my index finger into your hot and wet pussy puling in and out very slowly as i make my way down there with my tongue and lips. i pull out my finger and lick the outer lips of your pussy and then spread them out to lick the inner lips. i start flickering my tongue on your inner g-spot and sucking on it while i reach around with the

About Me And What U Should Know About Me
1. I will only be posting PG-13 pics of me...NO NSFW ones and don't ask to see cause u will be deleted from my friends list...go somewhere else for that. 2. NO DRAMA ON MY PAGE PLEASE!!!! 3. PLEASE Don't Take any of my pics that have to do with me please...(they are mine) pics in the tv and movie or whatever u may rip those..i don't care..if u like 4. Im a very easy going woman if u just respect my rules on my page..thanks that is all i ask just so u know my man know's that i am on this site and what i am doing... besides i am not doing anything wrong and keeping it pg13 on my pics so i don't see anything wrong with it...and ladies are more than welcome too..don't be shy like new friends..well have to finish making breakfast and good morn and good afternnoon and good night...=)

A Cry Not Spoken
ONCE again i find myself ignorant, shallow of the strength i lack for a day well spent . should we say , now as the hour begins to fall the glass becomes pessimistic of a dream i once saw . i cannot blame anyone as fault balongs to me try lookin at fate through my eye you then may understand loss as you feelme bleed . who is this behind me , that hides in shadows? a being of death maybe , when my soul becomes hollow . hate takes me quickly . at this moment my only hope is my brother . i wonder how can he help me , when this poison has also left him confused and pale , we maintain this struggle of pain through a bond of blood . a silent cry to god as we lose our loved ones . i shall return would be my last words . a beast no more when my ashes lay upon this ern . i finally walk free from this realm of evil tears . with one remaining on my left eye to tell a story you cannot hear . my soul shall ponder forever in the hearts of those who knew me , forget me not , for the flesh you know l

And God Created Texas.....
God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired, "Where have you been?" God smiled deeply and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, and I've put life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a place to test Balance." "Balance?" inquired Michael, "I'm still confused." God explained, pointing to different parts of Earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over here I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things." God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice.

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Emotions
So here is the deal since I just started a new job, I dont have a paycheck YET!!!!! I have to do what I really dont wanna do... bye bye computers, at least for now until this job takes off. Which sucks ass cause now the only time I will be on the web is if I take my happy butt to the lib. Just so u know I will check in from time to time but fam and bills come first b4 games on the web and my fubar *crys** I will miss my Club Chronic Family!!!!! And my other family that floats about the fuland. loves to all *muahz* i will have mobile yahoo for a bit but dunno how long that will last.........

Sex Only
I am looking for hot nasty girls to play with We already talked about mutual masturbation, but what if you tied me up so I cant touch you.Your job is to make my cock rock hard with out touching me, can you make me cum without touching me? How? Ever get caught masturbating? ...Me not sure? You? Tried to get caught masturbating? Me yes You?(my friend let me stay in his daughters room a few days(she in her sisters), (she was 19 36d and a round butt always hanging out her shorts) she had no problem flashing me sometimes, shaved pussy ass and braless bouncing boobs)I use to time her getting off from work. and leave the door unlocked hoping she needed a change of clothes I would be totally nude trying to make my cock huge as possible.(usually one of her parents came home first) but it was worth a try. Position yourself with a 50/50 chance of getting caught? Me yes You?still do about once a month, there is a very prude lady next doorone of her widows lines up exactly like mine sometim

Thinking , Reflecting
why is it we always want what we cant have is it part of the human condition are we to choose our own destinies or are they predetermined by ur thoughts and our desires . one of the great philosophers , states there are two ( i'll finish it later ) Can u hurt without hatin ? can u agree theres enough pain already .. why throw arrows at an unarmed person .. i don't want to start war .. just becuse its over i want to leave my dignity intact and yours too if its possible i don't want to fight anymore .. its over .. it only serves to hrt why be so two faced dear .. its sad ... once you were my everything util you choose not to be ... life must go on dear .. life is too precious to waste hating .. far too precious let cut our losses , and hopefully u find a better mate , a person who truly understands you .. thankyou for everything , especially my lil one ... she had the best of both you and me .. please caue her hate .. dont cause her to cry .. hold her clos

Tavlor, Målningar Och Väggdekoration Till Otroliga Priser
TavlorMålningarVäggdekorationer Tavlor, oljemålningar, väggdekorationer, målningar, tavlor som tryck på duk.Onlinegalleri som erbjuder de lägsta priserna och bästa kvaliteten på tavlor

Sandmans
SOOOOOO much has changed since the beginning and so little makes sense ne more in the fantasic place i found 4 yrs ago. I try to leave but always find a reason to stay.... Im outta reasons now and still cant leave .... I guess the fantasy is my poison now ... I want my life to stop revolving around this fantasy but everytime i try theres interference outside reason..... the drama is over powering and my patience for it is at its end... Nothings set in stone yet but once 25 is reached ive reached the end of my journey.....no more fantasy no more drama only peace and reality....

Dhlguitaristfumeister
Hey ya'll...if you like to rock out to progressive rock/metal.shred, this is for you! .So, kick back and crank it! Should you, while listening, experience a feeling of being dizzy, have difficulties in swallowing, temporary loss of speech, hearning and vision or experience a " furection" lasting more than 4 hours....stop the video and try again http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=103903439 http://musicmanager.last.fm/manage/album?album=241133458 DHL - PROMOTION Greetings to all my friends and fans! Download each track from my “ Abyss “ album! for FREE ! That’s right! For the entire month of August, 2011 you can download, or just listen to the entire “ Abyss “ Cd, all 10 tracks, full-length and for FREE ! For those of you, who live in and arround Los Angeles - come check it out and see it “live “

Mine
I want a lover, a best friend Someone beside me until the end Is this you ? I want a hand to always hold Arms to warm me from the cold Is this you ? I want an ear to hear my cries To wipe the tears from my eyes Is this you ? I want a heart that is true No matter what we may go through Is this you ? I want laughter and a smile One who will go that extra mile Is this you ? I want a love that's forever more Till I'm taken to that distant shore Is this you ? It's difficult to chooseAnd so hard to knowThe things that will happenWhich way your life will go. Yesterday has passedWhat did we learnSweetness or sorrowOr which way to turn. Today is brand newIt should be a treasureWith laughter and joyFrom all lifes pleasures. Don't plan on tomorrowFor it may never arriveBe loving and kind todayJust be thankful and thrive. Dream with me, of future days Seeing the changes of our ways Walk with me, hold my hand Feet feeling the oceans sand Talk

Whisper
Strangers As you stood naked beside your bed, you pondered your decision to let this stranger into your life. We had never spoken, nor seen each other’s pics, other than a couple I posted on the net. But as you stood there, your emotions were running high, the thought of this man touching you, exploring you, had you so excited, you were trembling. The time was near, the door handle turned and the door slowly opened. You stood there, your back to him in the half dark, you heard him move towards you, then stop, the slight noise as you heard buttons click undone, and clothing hitting the floor. Not a word was exchanged, as we had agreed. Your anticipation was getting the better of you, as with one more step he was behind you, his silhouette on the wall towering over you, his 6’3, solid frame erasing your shadow from the wall. Suddenly his fingers sat on your shoulder blades, you trembled from his touch, but he was nervous too. He was so gentle for a big man, his

Puzzled
I dont know what to do anymore. I have argued with my husband so many times over him lying to me its not funny. He calls his ex wife the same things he calls me and he asks her for pic. of herself. He tells me he wont do it again and he does. He tells me that he wont do something and he does under a diff. name thinking I wont find out. I just dont know what to do anymore. I mean I still love him but its getting harder and harder to trust him. Im 24 wks. preg. and I cant stand to be this frustruated. I'm puzzled on what to do.

Looking 4 This Picture
I am lookinhg for a picture I saw on one of the girls on heres pictures. I don't remember who's pictures it was on but if any of you out there know and can get me this picture I will buy you a 25 credit bling pack. The picture has the Angels on one side and the Demons on the other they are fliing at each other about to go into battle but not yet engaged in battle. I believe it is in black and whit,also the ones closes to you are big and as they get further away they get smaller and smaller until they fade away and there is alot on both sides . If you can find me this picture I will reward you with a 25 credit bling pack . Thank you for all your help it is very much appreciated. :)

Gaza
Here are the available facts: On May 31, the Israel Defense Forces intercepted six ships, known as the Free Gaza flotilla, whose stated purpose was to break the Israeli blockade of Hamas-controlled Gaza in order to deliver humanitarian aid to Gaza. Since Israel withdrew from the Gaza Strip in 2005, 10,000 rockets and mortars have been fired on the Israeli civilian population. The naval blockade imposed by Israel has been necessary to limit the amount of munitions entering Gaza. In reality, the objective of the organizers of the flotilla was primarily to provoke Israel and magnify international scrutiny of Israel's blockade of Gaza. The flotilla was sponsored by an organization called the Turkish Humanitarian Relief Foundation, which is tied to various Islamic terrorist groups including Hamas and al-Qaeda. Upon learning of the flotilla, Israel advised Turkey and other governments that it would not allow any "humanitarian mission" to breach its defensive blockade of Gaza. Isr

Kountrylovins
Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.2) Wrinkles don't hurt.3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for

Life
I've learned to let go of stupid things that has happen. Trying to stop the stress and just enjoy what I have. Keeping my words....like what I tell others when they are stressing, etc. Let things go and let it be. I hate stressing over things and I need to stop it fully. I'm going to enjoy my life with all the people I care about :-).

Pain
last nite my cell rang , its my big brother . I knew then that this wasn't gonna be good, due to the fact my mom was admitted in the hospital last friday. She has struggled with breathing problems for the last 5 years & of course she is getting worse now. Now the steroids are not helping her like they used to , now they are pumping her full of steroids & morphine. My brother described her as "barrel chested"(she is normally small, 90 pounds) . He says that she is layin there in pain , moaning, begging for rest ! This is where it gets even worse, she is now starting to lose her mind, she is starting to say & do the things that Dad did right before he died. Now my brother informs me that mom's wishes are to be creamated, no preacher, no fancy urn & honestly, i'm glad that mom has chose to handle those things in her own way. My questions are limitless at this point. How does a person learn to let go of someone that loves me unconditionally, someone that is soo close to my he

Please
Dear God, Today someone needs you. her name is gram and she needs your love to heal her back to health. Her family needs you too. i love this family with all my heart and im hopeing you will answer this prayer and heal her back to health. The family needs you to touch them love them and most of all heal gram. I know it sounds like alot but it would mean the world to me if you did this for me. I believe in you and i believe that you will answer my praywer and heal gram. I will be praying and hoping gram will heal and get healthy. So please god answer this prayer. I will be forever grateful if you do. with all my love Half Pint

What If
I can't find the rhyme in all my reason I've lost sense of time and all seasons I feel I've been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds I can't sleep beneath the trees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times you've been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one We are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind 'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So I'll just ask a question What if? What if your words could be judged like a crime?

Pearls Of Wisdom
The greatest achievement is selflessness. The greatest worth is self-mastery. The greatest quality is seeking to serve others. The greatest precept is continual awareness. The greatest medicine is the emptiness of everything. The greatest action is not conforming with the worlds ways. The greatest magic is transmuting the passions. The greatest generosity is non-attachment. The greatest goodness is a peaceful mind. The greatest patience is humility. The greatest effort is not concerned with results. The greatest meditation is a mind that lets go. The greatest wisdom is seeing through appearances. ~Atisha

1st Blog...
ok... so I've been a part of the fubar social network for over a year! I know, because the achievement popped up! I don't quite remember how I stumbled upon this social network of sorts, but its been quite an experience. But honestly, Its been 2 days of activity... I didn't do much with fubar after signing up. It wasn't until I got an invite to fumafia by my miss deva that the fubar activity has gone through the roof. So... the achievements happened as if they were falling out of an overstuffed pez dispenser... I have an actual blog of my own, http://blog.stealthryche.com www.stealthryche.com You may have seen those links somewhere. Yeah, they belong to me. It felt good to type that in these troubled times (DRINK)

Brenda Is A Fake Here Is The Proof
Brenda: ok hold on..im confirming it ok? log in there first ok? so i can start cancelling the perminute charges ok? cancel Chat 11:47pm reply Brenda: ok dear....dont buy credits there ..it will charge you silly ok? cancel Chat 11:47pm more To Brenda: ok loged on cancel Chat 11:47pm reply Brenda: ok darling i processed your 7 digit id now ok? so we are gonna use this tunnel site ok? this is used to CANCAEL THE PERMINUTE CHARGES OK.so that we will have more airtime....tell me when youre ready...

Rules Of Blings
Well every month I big a bling pack for my self and I give out blings to people on my list. Really its only people I know that can get one so sorrry. now theres 2 ways to get blings constanly from me either 1. have 3 certain pictures if I give you a bling and your not on my family list that means you got them and you dont haveto worry about it.* 2. Just add me to your family list. Y limit is 5 but if im cool with you then I will buy you one *now i would tell you but it wouldnt be fun like that :P also i would have a bunch of people making these pictures just for 1 bling and i dont want that :P

Things Found
Do you chance the agony of rejection or scornin hopes of the ecstasy from acceptance born?Will you risk the heartbreak of love gone bad,to find a love so true, like few have ever had?You are caught within their mesmerizing glance,do you bet it all on love and take the chance?Will the fear of making such a huge mistakepersuade you to keep loneliness and it's ache?There is less pain in being alone it is true,but is that the thing that really want to do?The ache of loneliness is constantly there,the sadness that leads the heart to despair;at least in trying to love there is the chanceyou will have a forever of love and romance.In the end the choice is up to none but you,the time is here, so what do you decide to do? I wish I could go back to what I use to not know,Have the trust in love I had so many years ago,But heartache is my prison and I am safe within,Never more to make such a drastic mistake again.I may indeed be able to change it, only time will tell,I seriously doubt it, for I wa

The Midknightdevil
I'm The MidKnightDevil here to party and dance the night away as for when the sun starts to rise it's to the grave I go with a salute to you and a song in my heart and memories of those loved and lost I'm The MidKnightDevil and thanks for letting me party with you.

Poems
Just a call RIP FRANK PINK (I love you daddy) Oct. 28, 1960 – Aug 10, 2001 I never knew what it meant to be alone, Until I lost you, I wish I could pick up the phone, Dial your number, “Hey daddy it’s me!” I wish it was that easy, But it’s not. I dial your number and stop. You won’t answer, you can’t Its silent “...BEEP...” “This phone number is no longer in service” It hurts like a stab in the chest, 9 years have went so fast, I wish I could call you and ask you about your day. Just to make sure you’re

Turfs
Would like to be in a turf to where I am accepted and where there is no drama of he said, she said crap. I would like to start out as a soldier if possible. Please if anyone could help that would be great. Thank you. Please keep me at 50% buzzed. It is for when I level to 22. It is one of the requirements. I would really appreciate it. Thank you. Please read my profile. Especially the about me section. I would like it if you would do that. For I am not going to repeat it in the shout box. Thank you.

Mistress Janet / Fetish Nazi Bitch
MistreSS Janet FETISH NAZI BITCH VERGNÜGEN DURCH SCHMERZ Nothing brings to mind the images of total FEMALE SUPREMACY and DOMINANCE over males more than the extreme genre of the FETISH NAZI BITCH. Based on images of evil leather clad Nazi SS women in black boots, gloves, and tight fitting uniforms their power multiplied with the addition of a Luger pistol and a whip. This erotic taboo figure is based on the BDSM culture and protocol conjuring up images of sadistic Nazi SS women in command roles operating prison camps full of allied men during World War II. One can only dream of the imagine of a blond Aryan goddess in a tight fitting black SS uniform, her extreme cleavage spilling out as she struts around the camp in her black thigh high boots and riding crop followed closely by her equally gorgeous, well armed, personal blond Aryan bodyguards. Hollywood picked up on this

Where I Go
Ok I get it. I was never intended to be the one to chase the white rabbit. My name isn't Alice and I'll never have tea with the Mad Hatter. Here I thought that the whole point to life was to chase your dreams, no matter how far fetched they may seem. Now I'm seeing things from a different vantage point. I am beginning to realize that some dreams aren't meant to be chased. Some of them, you are only supposed to dream and hope for. I'm slowly figuring out which ones I should chase and which I should let chase me. I'm too old for the games and not old enough to give up. Maybe at some point things will become crystal clear, but for now there's a cloud of mist in my line of sight. So from now on, I will let the dream chase me. I will not put it on a pedastal nor let it take over every fiber of my being, like it has been. I don't want a broken heart, or to let tears fall, so I will not let something so unsure take me over. For the moment I will continue to hope and continue to dream, but jus

Blog Seven
The Love Story: Gina and I met at one of my shows back in January of this year, 2010. At the time, I was in another relationship and so was she. However we both found each other to be very attractive (I think her gauge is broken but she swears it isn't lol) all the same. As time went by she would make very supportive comments about the band, about me, and we soon discovered that we like just about everything the other likes. I'm talking politics, social issues, our tastes in music and art, you name it... we seemed to be in perfect synch. In all this time our interactions were always platonic and on the up & up... no funny business or flirting behind our respective significant others' backs. In late Feb and then again in late March, my relationship ended, so Gina & I continued to talk as friends would. About a month and a half later, she confided to me that she was extremely unhappy with hers and "spilled the beans" to me that she was very interested in making radical changes... chan

Weekly Blog....
Just to keep you all updated on the crazy life that is mine: 1. today ham is 32 weeks old, for those of you who don't know (KLOVERLYNN) ham is a girl. Yes you can all laugh now at the thought of a mini Wicked running around or you can turn and run. Needless to say Ham has finally turned and has her head in the exit position....and Ive only gained 21lbs.... woohooo! 2. I was running late this morning to my doctors appointment and threw on the jeans i wore last night, being that they are the most comfortable. I jump in Jeff's truck because i have a hard time dropping into my car now and off to the appointment i go... As I'm walking into the building i feel a large sag in my crotch... what the fuck did i just poo? is this a new pregnant thing.... omg. I run into the secluded hallways and feel in my pants and pull out the culprit... yesterdays panties! 3. I get home and I'm wondering will i always have something funny happen to me.. why am i the butt off all my jokes. then the door bell

:(
I will not look at this as a goodbye.I will not allow the sorrow of this event to destroy me.I will embrace what you have taught me through theyears and carry that with me.You have not died. You will forever be a part of my life,and through me you will forever be a part of mychildren's as well. We are your legacy.I am proud to have had you in their lives.I hope they inherit your charm, your good nature, and yourcharisma. I know with your influence they will grow tobecome good men.You have raised me to the best of your abilityand for that I want to thank you.Thank you for being kind, thank you for being stronger thanyou know, and most of all, thank you for loving us.You have inspired me to live life to the fullest,and never back down.I will not be taken over by the anger andfrustration of your loss.Instead, I will remember the days when I was youngand you were my hero.I will see you in my dreams.There you will forever be healthy and strong.In time, I hope to embrace your freedom, freedo

Army Life
Well We are in Indiana on Vacation, Having a great time btw, My hubby, the kids and I went out to eat today, I am use to seeing soldiers everywhere, in the stores, just about everywhere, you get use to it, and yes i do love it lol...but when you go to some areas you dont see soldiers, like where we are in indiana, the closest Post is about an 1 hour away, I was coming out of the resturant and there was a soldier in uniform getting out of his car, I had my "ARMY WIFE" tshirt on, he comes up to me, and says, "I have to shake your hand" I know my mouth fell as far to the floor as it could, I said, um, ok, but only if i can shake yours, he smiled and said, I think I can do that, we each thanked each other for a very special but hard job....It was the highlight of my day....I do NOT expect my hand to get shaked because im an army wife, its a job i love and take in with pride, no matter how damn hard it can be...and never did i put myself in the same group as the soldier...life is hard, but

Legal History Of Cannabis In The United States
Legal history of cannabis in the United States /firstHeading bodyContent From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to:navigation, search In 1492, Christopher Columbus brought cannabis as rope of hemp into the New World. In 1619, Jamestown colony law declared that all settlers were required to grow cannabis. In 1797, George Washington grew cannabis for fiber production at Mount Vernon as his primary crop. Prohibitions of cannabis as drug arose in many states from 1906 and onward. By the mid-1930s, cannabis as a drug was regulated in every state by laws instituted through The Uniform State Narcotic Act.[1] In the 1970s, many places in the United States started to decriminalize cannabis. Most places that have decriminalized cannabis have one or more of civil fines, drug education, drug treatment in place of incarceration, criminal charges for possession of small amounts of cannabis, or have made various cannabis offenses the lowest priority for law enforcement. I

Untitled Writings
I am so tired of being here. Your presence is long ago lost. Time cannot erase what has been done. I am bound and stricken by all your lies. Hearing your faded words. They scramble thru my hopeless and confused mind. Needing a new direction. Slashing thru the nakedness. There is a million ways I could tell you..The feelings I have are true..There is a million words I could say..Only at the wake of the horizon..An angel finds a way..When I taste your Lips..And touch your skin..No words could ever begin..To truely explain..How I am feeling..Your Just so Amazing Did you feel the sting? As I walked away. Did it tear right thru you? Like a hurricane. Where you drowned in the thing that you called Love. Where it left you broken hearted. Looking like a fool. Still trying to hold on. Still risking all you have to save it. Only it's all just a simple minded memory. Gone and forgotten. Just flicked away in the glint of the horizon.

Starting June 5th I Will Be Doing Free Morphs And Video Pix Every Weekend
Starting This Saturday Im Going To Be Doing Morphs And Video Pix For FREE EVERY WEEKEND Alot Of Women On My Friends List Have A Bunch Of Morphs That Have Been Done Really Shitty And Halfassed All By 1 Guy...There Is Another Who Is Doing Equally Bad Work But I Havent Seen Much Of His On Friends Pages...So If You Would Like Some Pix DONE RIGHT Feel Free To Shoutbox Or Message Me With Any Ideas Etc. On What You Would Like For A Morph Or If You Want A Video Pic Make A Video Dosnt Have To Be Long And Send It To Me On YahooIM (ask for my Screen Name) Ive thought long and hard about this and ive decided to give up music for a while and sell all of my guitar gear i need to get my priorities straight and concentrate on getting my GED, license, and a job ive tried so hard trying to get Bound By Death off the ground since i formed it in '04 so 6 years im not gonna say wasted cause in that 6 years ive written some good pieces of music along with my singer cris but good music isnt anything unless y

Parody Song
I have noticed some small things in life for example if you really truly love somebody you would do anything like fight tooth and nail to get them back even if they are far away and wouldn't hurt anyone to let them go. Also I am noticing i might have an old injury that it is in my right shoulder I might have done while as a kid and now its getting to me its like I know when the weather is going to change and or its about to rain, I might need to see a doctor about it. Also if you love the person you wouldn't go see an ex and screw around with them even you say your done which doesn't make a god damn sense. Cock Blockingby Andrew QuintanillaHey I'm cock blocking you and your ex,I can't help it that my penis is too small to fix,Can't you realise I don't last long and can't please,I'm cock blocking, I'm cock blockingYou don't have to know I'm jealous,that I am jealous,Baby girl, you know me,that when your with him,I get so so shitty,I know what you do behind my back,I know I can't

R.i.p Brodie M. Collier 10/18/06 - 04/16/10 - Age
In memory of Brodie M. Collier Current mood: sad Category: Life At night when I fall asleepyou are all I dream of...The one who's always had my heart,my angel from above...I want to hold you in my arms,comfort you when you weep...Be there to tuck you in at night,then gently kiss your cheek...I want to tell you sweet dreams before you lay your head to rest...Then whisper softly in your ear,"to have you, I'm truly blessed"...I want to be able to love you,prove to you that your my ultimate joy...Then I wake up crying tearsbecause I'm without my little boy...My days without you hurt so bad,But I have alot of memories...And every day 'till we meet again,I'll wish I had you here with me...Not a day goes by that Mommy doesn't think of you my precious angel, but I know your not hurting anymore and I'm grateful for that.....Save mommy a seat, because when I meet you up there, i'll never leave your side....I love you so much Brodie, you were and always will be my sweetface....I miss you my

Me,myself And I
I'm ashley wilson...A very hot and sexy lady that no man can resist...Kissing is my favorite but it depends on who I kiss...I am so flirty that leads me for being bitchy...But I can be funny and wacky two that can make your lonely world happy and crazy wild...I wear thongs most of the time...But at times I try not wearing (panties) too...And it feels good...lol...without it I don't have to be conscious with panty lines...I like to unleash the immortality of every man by just ripping the clothes off...And satisfying their needs to the fullest...Have a doubt???well, you can figure that out by yourself, there's no harm only satisfaction...I'll be waiting for you, sweety...I want to be touched everywhere...I usually like to start w/ kissing, That's my favorite...If I kiss somebody who doesn't know how to kiss, I don't want to go any further, but if you know how to kiss, then I'm so much interested in you...You are probably good in bed...haha...And from that it can lead you further to touch

David's Memories
Molly rolled over in the bed and realized that David wasn’t there it was 3 am and she figured he got up for a cup of coffee as he had been doing so she got up to join him. When she got downstairs, she wasn’t prepared for what she found it was David leaning over the coffee table weeping, wiping his hands on his chest repeatedly.“Davey are you alright?” she asked him as she put her hands on his shoulders sitting down behind him.“I can’t make the blood stop he keeps bleeding and I cannot make it stop. He took two rounds in the stomach and I can’t put his insides back in either. He is dying and I can’t make it stop what the fuck do I do now?” He kept repeating.She begins to weep along with him and is afraid the kids are going to come down and see their Daddy on the floor. “Please get up I don’t want the kids to see you like this David. Please get up off the floor and I will help you clean it up alright?” He wiped

How To Tick People Off
HOW TO TICK PEOPLE OFF Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO." If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up." Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think." Practice making fax and modem noises. Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss. Make beeping noises when a large person backs up. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing. Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room. Holler random numbers while someone is counting

Words Of Mafiacabie
what is wrong with people they should have some fun everyone is to tight relax use it and not lose it fubar is fun im sure maybe real relationships develop but everyone knows the facts its fun so lets lite up and drink up. this has been a friendly service announcement from your friendly mafiacabie we honor our brothers and sisters. we honor their deaths their fight for our freedom. we honor the men and women past and present . that have died and still fight on. thank you from my family to our gi,s may you go home soon.

Awesome
Today and every Friday, hopefully, no mumms from me! A. Happy B. AWWWWW How many believe that the Pimphand is used as just a funny toy or mainly as a dictatorial weapon? Why do those who think they know something about Judaism, insist there is no hell or heaven in Jewish theology? No permanent hell it is true, but a place of purging sins of the soul for eleven months. On the other hand Gan Eden, or heaven is generally permanent unless one needs to be reincarnated. Yes, Orthodox and Chassidic Judaism does believe in reincarnation, although it is not stressed.

Dynomite Mademen Non-hitlist
Dont attack KING'S DOMINIONturf ty http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=113 im friends with boss in that turf dont drop links in his turf just cick on ppl and add them tywanta add us simlpe request us on our mob profileif i didnt add ya plz understand i got full 750 mob i can hardy add anyone when i get open i add ya ty for understanding feel free to add my other turfmates in ur mobuse that link to add them tynew ally Anarchy 99TOTAL RAGE Big Turfs u shouldnt attack (never mind that if there on hitlist)biker mafia Kings Dominion(RHFS) - dont hit themKnight Stalkers - big turfLucifer Legion - my friends turfSurf and turf (we ally add them allTattooed pierced and Dangerous - beuse we allysRedeemers will prvail - got alot of cash2-3 on small turfs many as needed when attacking on hitlist if there not in turf go for it attack as many as u want1-2 when attacking for cash on other big turfsDont attack young gun mafianew ally plz add them in ur mob ty look for total rage keyword Big Turfs u shouldnt a

Memorial Day...
Myself, My Father, My Mother and My Parent's Fathers... Five Generations. To the missed birthdays, the lonely Holidays, those that fall asleep with sand in their beds, woken by the sound of gunfire. To the long hours, the crappy food and the prayers to make it through another day. From Bunker Hill to St Mihiel, Omaha Beach to Iwo Jima, Inchon Valley to the Mekong Valley, from Beruit to Salines Airport, the streets of Khafji to the hills near Tirana, the World Trade Center to the Pentagon, MSR Tampa to the Hindu Kush...To those that lost friends, to those that lost a body part to those in a cell that lost heart and to those that lost it all... THANK YOU for choosing to stand that post. We, as a nation are indebted to you and those like you. Carlton, "Ski", "Wolf", "Rocko", "Kasper", I miss you Guys.

Just A Poem
The Death of the Hat--Billy CollinsOnce every man wore a hat.In the ashen newsreels,the avenues of citiesare broad rivers flowing with hats.The ballparks swelledwith thousands of straw hats,brims and bands,rows of men smoking and cheering in shirtsleeves.Hats were the law.They went without saying.You noticed a man without a hat in a crowd.You bought them from Adams or Dobbswho branded your initials in goldon the inside band.Trolleys crisscrossed the city.Steamships sailed in and out of the harbor.Men with hats gathered on the docks.There was a person to block your hatand a hatcheck girl to mind itwhile you had a drinkor ate a steak with peas and a baked potato.In your office stood a hat rack.The day war was declaredeveryone in the street was wearing a hat.And they were wearing hatswhen a ship loaded with men sank in the icy sea.My father wore one to work every dayand returned homecarrying the evening paper,the winter chill radiating from his overcoat.But today we go bareheadedinto the

Poems
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Just Think About It!!!!
The one thing that remains... It seems like it's always this time of year that i stress myself out so bad that I freak at the small things, because the big things are so enormous that the shadows they inflict on my life make everything dark. I'm just looking for some sunlight, and I know that it's right around the corner, but right now, I feel like that corner is light years away. Time creeps and im barely scraping by. But amidst all the pressure and the ...i guess overwhelming ambition to do great, there is one thing that remains. Irreplaceable support. Mom, I dont tell you often enough, how much you keep me motivated and on my feet. When shit falls apart or i start to talk myself down, you are always there to pick up the debris and toss me back on track. The little texts you send are uplifting, even if it just says "you are wonderful and i love you no matter what." but the truth is, im only wonderful because of you . You shaped me to always be strong and such an individual with

New Tatts
got 2 new tatts today for my b-day. both are awesome and one is for my radio station. its the station id and logo and it kicks ass. ty to vintage ink in san antonio for the awesome work. pics will be posted in the next couple days so watch for em.

Hypocrites
why is it that people say one thing and do another! people are who they are and nobody had the right to judge others just because they are different then them. they say " i love you for who you are", they are really saying "i love you as long as you fit in how i want you to be not who you are". why cant people just be who they are not what people want them to be? i am who i am take me or leave me. love me for who i am not who you think i should be.

Im Sorry
I never meant to hurt youthe way I know I have.Your love means more to methan anything and I'll do whatever it takesto prove that to you.Since the day I met you andyour love touched my heartI knew that my life would never be the same.Please forgive me for the pain I've caused.I'll make it up to you every chance I get.You have my heart and my love forever.

If Only ..
I love to listen to you talk,as you open up to me,expressing what your feeling,and everything you see. I love they way you listen,and how i know you understand,everything I'm mumbling,and help me through it with your hand. I love how you give me advice,and tell what's on your mind,You always make me fell better,with those things you say, I love the way you help me,Whether is night or day,your always there,every step of the way. I love the way you make me smile,and make me glow with delight,You take away my fears,and make everything alright. I love everything about you,And you'll always be my Friend .. and maybe more,I love the fact we don't know what's in store. ... If everyone who has ability to see.. could for one week see in a fog. They would understand and see life a little differently ..of course senses are more acute .. but there are other sense that becomes apparent, you ou go on instinct .I have learned so much about myself as well as others from experencing this . I ha

1 And Only
Unspoken Voices is recording their first and ONLY C.D. that is featuring me within it. As I had said before, I am leaving to Huntington, West Virginia in August. Firsthand, I had already known my tenure to be in Unspoken Voices was going to be short. Schooling is a definite priority within my life; However, if I decide to move back to New Jersey in the future, I would then consider making appearences with my former bandmates/friends who are actively seeking permanent bands. The CD should be completed by the ending of July. I will do my best to make copies and online recordings. Thank you all for the support! JP

Things I Like
He sits and looks out across the valley. While staring in amazment at what he see’s before his eyes he wonders what she is thinking. Is she thinking of him? What is she doing? Where is she? He can only imagine. He is amazed He then thinks of all that she has said to him. He thinks of the trust that he has for her. What her words really mean, and why they mean so much to him. He thinks of these words because she has given him a gift. It is that feeling that is down deep, so down deep that it is a surprise to him when it has finally come out. It has been something that was there all along. Something indescribable. So real, so right. He is amazed While just sitting and staring off at what God has created, a smile comes across his face. He has thought of one of the many memories that he has shared with her. His mind goes back in time to places that he had been, the feelings he had felt, the love that he had shared with her. The smile is still there, but

Miscellaneous Writings
They say high school is tough, But I think that it's fun. It's where we make life long friends. Where we meet our first loves. It's a whole little world of its own. A place where we learn not only about equations and formulas, but about the bigger picture of our world. About life and the world we live in, And the people who live in it. In high school, we're exposed to various ethics and backgrounds; With all of this, we recognize what makes each of us different. And with open minds, we can accept and appreciate That of which makes each and everyone of us Unique in our own special ways "If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I! know how much you love me, As mu

True Inner Feelings
Storms of Summer Rain..Suttle sky's turn dark..The feelings in between..Died and Drift away..To a place so cold..Leaving me feel so alone..Coming from a broken home..Years of separation..Feelings Fade..And Season's Change..What's left is a mess..I feel so lost..So Confused..Confined within..I feel I'm Stuck..Inside a Rock..No where to go..I scream I'm done..It's Over..I'm Thru..I feel my heart..Jaded and Shattered..I am Broken. I am easily gone and hurt to the center of my human flesh. Numbnezz takes over the pain that used to accompany my soul. Severed like the skeleton of my ancestors long ago. My words a whisper to the vengeful souls of life. A painful world of needles we live in and yet I am stuck standing like a statue of cold stone all alone in the wide open. Like a simple minded target for easy prey. No one cares enough to reach out and save me. No one even glances as they pass by. I rott in this prison of my making with each hurtful memory I continue to pile on the bricks of th

America
September 11, 2001began like the many days before,But before long the world would knowwhat this day had in store.A hijacked plane flown into one of the twin towers,ending its deadly flight.A mere 18 minutes later another plane hit,This the beginning of America's plight.The once vital components of a business day,Such as documents and desks,Now trivial objects as hopeless employeesLeaped tragically to their deaths.The Pentagon, once a national symbol ofOur country's safety and strength,Was also attacked and bears a wound,Smoldering hundreds of feet in length.The entire world watched in horror,As tower one crumbled to the ground.No true New Yorker will ever forgetThe unbelievable sight and sound.A short while later the other one caved,Crashing down floor by floor,And before our eyes reality set in:The World Trade Center was no more.Fireman and cops rushed to the scene,Helping in any way they could.Many of them risking, sacrificing their lives,As any of our finest would.Civilians ran in f

Demonic And Dark
When satan's son is dead, castrated A dark gateway will be created The world will transform to a living HELL And will create the unholy shell Where the skeleton hangs the body lies As demons' hands reach for the skies The life within now gone away Tomorrow is a darker day Joy to demons, Joy to hell Joy to those within the shell The hatred is a joyous thing And sorrow makes the church bells ring The tree of life is grown with thorns And sprout anew with little horns The angels have abandoned flight And there will be no morning light Those who burn with holy fire Will not reach their one desire The happy dreams will not be filled Let all the joyful ones be killed The dark one sits on burning tower The bright one feels his folding power It seems now that the tide has turned Let all the holy ones be burned The world has now come to an end This is it, I'm afraid It's over my friend. Twisted minds in an endless world of pain. A place where beautiful things vanish before the naked eye. Darkne

The Toilet Paper
Great artists are not afraid to explore various media, aesthetics, and techniques when it comes to making their artistic vision take physical form. Recently two well-rounded female artists from two different continents made the news, given their unique ability to make masterful marks with their mammaries on canvas. What does it take to create such titillating art work? Fearlessness, passion for the process, and a great set of paint cans. [What do you think about ... body art?] Age Dennis was when he first ran away from home. Per Hopper, his mother was a state backstroke champion whose opportunity to swim at the Olympics in Berlin in 1936 never materialized due to getting pregnant. She never let Dennis forget that he was the cause of an unrealized dream. You can blame a lot of things on being drunk: slurring your words, stumbling over furniture, attempting to leap over a large campfire in nothing but women’s panties and cowboy boots. But saying the drink caused you to sell o

News & Information [nsfw]
We the Peopleof the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America. Article. I. Section. 1. All legislative Powers herein granted shall be vested in a Congress of the United States, which shall consist of a Senate and House of Representatives. Section. 2. The House of Representatives shall be composed of Members chosen every second Year by the People of the several States, and the Electors in each State shall have the Qualifications requisite for Electors of the most numerous Branch of the State Legislature. No Person shall be a Representative who shall not have attained to the Age of twenty five Years, and been seven Years a Citizen of the United States, and who shall not, when elected, be an Inhabitant of that State in whic

Things!!!
i have so much on my mind, like it seems like the girl i love with all my heart is just not interested in me anymore, she hardly talks to me the way she used to, she's more interested in talking and txting other guys, i just dunno, im so confused. she means alot to me and i gave up so much for her and deal with alotta shit from her family and younger siblings, ppl tell me its soooo soon in the relationship or u guys havent been together in person that long so give it time!!! but the way i feel inside tells me she doesnt truly want to be with me anymore......and then at times she makes it feel like she does and makes me feel sooo good and happy, i just dont know right now im so confused, i just want a good woman for once.....is that too much to ask for???? i dont know what else to type right now maybe ill add more later...anyways thats whats on my mind lately. i do love you baby with all my heart, and want things to be great, i just hope you are being completely honest with me on everyt

Mando'ade
This isn't complete, but it is a start. Verbs * a'den (AH-den) - to rage * atiniir (ah-teen-EER) - to endure, to stick with, to tough it out * baatir (BAH-teer) - to care, to worry about * beten - to sigh * brokar - to beat (heartbeat, drumbeat * cuyir - to be, to exist * dinuir (DEE-noo-eer) - to give * duraanir - to look down upon, to hold in contempt, to despise * duumir - to allow * ganar - to have * gaan - to want * hettir - to burn * hibirar - to learn * hukaatir (HOO-kaht-EER) - to protect, to cover, to shield * jehaatir - to lie * jorso'ran - shall bear (archaic imperative form) * jurir - to bear, to carry * jorhaa'ir - to speak * jurkadir - to mess with someone (lit: to brandish a saber) * kar'taylir - to know * k'uur(koor) - to hush, be quiet, to shut up * liser - to be able to, can * motir - to stand * narir (nah-REER) - to act (carry out), to do * nartir (nah-ree-TEER) - to place, to put * nau'ur (also: sometimes seen as naur) (now-00R) - to light up * nau

Soldier
The soldier stood and faced his God Which must always come to pass He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't

Venting
As the title says, am venting, so if you don't want to read this rant, then best to leave now. My fu-hubby and I are on our 4th turf, the last 3 deleted because some asshats had to keep hitlisting and coming into turf and trash talking, basically making sure that we couldn't do anything on mafia. I am sick and fucking tired of so-called adults acting like little kids that think it is fun to beat someone down just because they can. The turf we are in now is getting the same treatment, hitlisted for the hell of it and then keep doing because someone gets rightfully pissed off because was listed for no good reason, just for shits and giggles. Apparently people are thinking because small turf, we don't deserve to be left alone to play the game. Have had people outright tell us to delete because they wouldn't stop fucking with us, they were having fun. All I can say is must be nice to be able to act like an asshole 24/7, because would bet money that these people are just as much of ass

Looking For Cool Friends
hello everyone my name is anthony i,m from statesville nc 46/6ft/196 here looking for new friends to get to know and hook up with i like to go out and have fun dancing and playing pool i also like to work out go hiking and camping i like all kinds of music and i get along with everyone i,m a cool person to get to know i,m the same every time we talk r see each other so if you want to know more just ask and i will tell you more.

My Life
Your Life Will Be Calm in Ten Years You're the type of person who takes things as they come, and you do your best not to worry. You know that there's a lot in this world that you can't change - and you're not about to try to change it. You are confident and content. You don't feel like you need to push too hard. Try to break out of your comfort zone every now and then, though. Have an adventure! You are risking complacency. What Will Your Life Be Like in Ten Years? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

Life Answers
Our destiny is always clouded in mystery, it is always in the fog that is our life. We sometimes get a glimpse of what we are supposed to accomplish before we die but we never seem to do it. Most of us go to the grave having not fufilled our lifes goal or making our mark on the world. It is as if we are destined to fail in our lifes accomplishments as if this is our very destiny. I would hate to think that but how many times have we set goals in our life and failed to reach them. This does not mean our lives are worthless it just means we have not fufilled our full potential. We have not made our full impact on the world and we have not lived up to the things people expect from us. We all have some type of destiny and in some small way we may have fufilled parts or even the whole of it. Some may say what about the ones who die to young to even know the word destiny well in a way the have still filled it because wsa someones life not touched for the better for knowing htem. This was the

Newest No Title
back from vacation. eye opening experience. had a great time. enjoyed self but learned a hard truth. I was blessed for awhile with a wife and a good wife. My depression fucked it all up. Now it is lost. Being just friends does not work. I would rather be alone. Since I love with everything I had yet my sickness depression got the best of my I think it is time to live that new life the "Acceptance" phase. I do not think I could ever love again with heart soul mind and sprit. So on with a lonely life with my family nearby Mom (overprotective, worring, and always nagging), Danielle (good heart, lives her onw life, i like that about her, her two daughter which i am just an uncle to so i know how that is), My one friend John who I blow off regularly. I plan to do some artwork stone, glass, ect. Go on fun vacations, roller costers, disney ect). It is hard to face the truth but we all must do it, thank the (universe, god, yourself) for what you have. Blame only yourself for what yo

Designers
I've decided to start a blog series about design. This is the first in a series. I will also later include either a video or a link you can use to see some of my work. I'll be updating my status from time to time so that you are aware that a new design blog has been posted. I hope you get something useful out of these blogs as I have. http://tv.adobe.com/watch/fitc/marketing-your-skillz-aka-self-promotion-for-the-shy-creative-type I've decided to start a blog series about design. This is the first in a series. I will also later include either a video or a link you can use to see some of my work. I'll be updating my status from time to time so that you are aware that a new design blog has been posted. I hope you get something useful out of these blogs as I have.

Stalker On Fubar Becareful Ladys
HI TO ALL MY FUBAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS LADYS WE ALL NEED TO WATCH OUT FOR THIS MAN HE GOES BY THE BIG LABOWSKI HE IS A KNOWN STALKER STAY AWAY FROM HIM KEEP SAFE.IF HE COMES UP TO UR PROFILE ASKS UR NAME AND ADDRESS DONT GIVE IT TO HIM HE WILL HURT YOU WE DONT NEED HIM ON FUBAR LETS ALL GET RID OF THIS MAN. Big Lebowksi@ fubar

Starting A New Profile
Im deleting my profile and starting a new one..for some reason i cant rate anyone or their pics..and i cant change my statues or mood...for anyone that wants to remain friends you can find me with my email.... kittykarlf150@yahoocom...sorry everyone.....i will have my new profile finished by june first.... love to all, night owl

Dailymotion
src="http://www.dailymotion.com/swf/video/x6sfz" http://www.dailymotion.com/swf/video/xdavzv" Apparently, some terrorists like to take in the sites before they blow sh*t up. The all-American cocktail of glitz, commercialization, and entertainment, garnished with the busiest subway terminal in the city and thousands of tourists packing the streets daily, Times Square is for terrorists what Carnegie Hall is to musicians: the big time. Fortunately for us, the most recent jackass to attempt taking out a chunk of Times Square wasn’t a front row kind of guy in his bomb-making class. It's good to know there are slackers even in terrorist cells. [Shout out: What do you think about ... Times Square Bombing Attempt?] http://www.youtube.com/v/H7__rhJkM8M&hl=en_US&fs=1

Lyrically Inclined
So this one's not done, but it's a good start.. wooot woooot untitled by:ard 11/19/11 If the world ended tomorrow would ya stay for tonight? Could we make love by armageddon's light? would ya walk with me, into eternity could we go right up to heaven's gate? would they let us in or make me wait? could ya wait awhile so I could bask in your smile (chorus) Don't tell me I'm crazy Say you're my baby I'll do whatever I have to Girl why are we waiting We could be a great thing I know that all I need is you I can see you've been hurt by how you wear your' scars Give me a chance and I'll heal your heart It'll be alright if you're by my side We could take a walk in the moonlight Or just get lost in eachother's eyes I can set you free just walk with me (repeat chorus) okay so I skipped acouple songs cause they were shyte.. so heres next in line.. Who I Am I sit behind my eyes Watching the way you make me smile I can't seem to hide From the wa

From Guys Point Of View
From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.LET US PAY FOR YOU!DON'T "FEEL BAD"We enjoy doing it.It's expected.Smile andsay "thank you."Kiss us when noone's watching.If you kiss us when you kn

B I T C H
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts ordo things my own way, they call me a bitch.Being bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart.It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speakagainst it, I am defined as a bitch.The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead ofbeing everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.It means I have the courage and strength to allow myselfto be who I truly am and won't become anyone else'sidea of what they think I "should" be.I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!So try to stomp on me, try to douse my innerflame, try to squash every ounce of beauty hold within me.You won't succeed.And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embracethe title and proud to BEAR IT. B = Beautiful I =

New Fu!
What's up people! Nice to meet everyone here on Fubar, this is an amazing place and I can see why it's so popular. I have a feeling I'm going to be here for a while and make a lot of friends. That being said, it's time to get down to the point of my first blog. Fubar is so unique, that each person's profile and lounge are an extension of who they are, it's really cool to see how everyone expresses them selves. Just like I do on my profile, I'm a very passionate person. I'v visited quite a few lounges since I'v joined, a few have been amazing to me and I'v made friends. Now here comes the interesting part. Some lounges seem to want to take on a bit of a more...........lets say........demanding role. I get it, it's your lounge your rules. Though some people arn't comfortable with showing their real face, thus they put up something they enjoy like anime characters. I don't expect everyone to understand anime or cartoons, it's not for everyone. Anime is just who I AM. I'v actually been

Texas Chili Cook-off -- An Epic Story
If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hopefor you. I was literally crying by the end. For those of you who have lived / traveled in Texas, you know how true this is. I no longer let any Texan pick a restaurant.20 These folks do not like the flavor of anything, they just like the burn.Sometimes truth really is stranger than fiction….and a lot more amusing. *********************************** ********************************They actually have this Chili Cook-off at Halloween time. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who wasvisiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chilicook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and Ihappened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking fordirections to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I wasassured by the other two judges (Native Te

Does Anyone Really Listen To Me.
Do you ever feel like screaming or feel you are not heard.Well everyone in todays world,women do get heard & I will be heard. I will not allow anyone to take away my fun here.I am totally upfront.I admit I flirt,talk,cut up it is who I am people,but when someone tries to take that away from me I get angry.It is down right insane. So many assume I am with this one or that one over a status,if you want to know ASK ME!!! I have no reason not to tell you the truth.I am a peaceful type person & I honestly dont need the drama crap coming from this place. My life is full as it is . I come here to relax,meet knew people,talk to the ones I have gotten to know and dog gone it if I want to meet people I will.No one has a hold on me.No one owns except with fake money on Fubar.Come on guys. I am getting so aggravated over all of this that I dont even talk that much anymore.I dont feel comfortable to be me and it stops today. Another thing that is getting to me is this.Just because I approv

Read The Handwriting On The Wall
Look in the mirror and see the truth. The government is getting closer to forcing every company in America to accept unions and every worker to be in a union. (Keeps us more easily controlled). Any company that doesn't accept unions will be run out of business and every employee that doesn't join a union will lose their job. If you are a union member you hope for better wages and benefits so you support whatever your union bosses promise. It is trickle down economics. The government gets more from the unions and then the union bosses raise your union dues so they are enriched also. Now comes the truth to the lie. The lost revenue from taxes from non union companies and laid off non union employees will have to be made up somewhere so more union dues and cut benefits are headed your way to the point where you are making less then you are making now but the government and unions will claim you are the lucky ones because you still have a job while the rest of us are unemployed. When it g

Contest
plzz vote on me or comment i'm in contest http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1865381&albumid=2061410&i=1536193411&idx=64 u have to add him to vote n comment me i donot have biggiest boobs and i'm in bra i love to win 65 bling packs so plzz vote for me

Thoughts
I would like to put forth that we change what we call ourselves to Humanimals.I hear people all to often deny that they are animals or using the term in a derogatory manner. If you are not an animal, are you vegetable or mineral? We are the animal Human, we are subject to many of the same afflictions that other animals have, but supposedly have the intelligence to overcome them. We see them in our day to day lives, even make jokes about them. The 'terrible twos', the 'little adult' stage,the 'teenage rebellion', the 'seven year itch', the 'biological clock', and the 'mid-life crisis' are all examples. Most are designed to facilitate breeding and a diverse gene pool, but do not fit well into a monogamous relationship, if any wish further explanation on how these were meant to affect breeding, feel free to drop me a line and ask. If we are to overcome them we must be aware of them, educate ourselves about their effects, and be smart enough to overcome the; however in order

Truth
If you come to a person and ask them a question would you exspect them to give you the answer you want, Or would you wish for truth. I pride myself in Truth,Honor and Integrity. I will not ever tell you a lie even to save your feelings it is not fair to you nor me to exspect Less.

Real Life
I will be here very little the next week. I am currently on bed rest. I do not appreicate inapp. comments regarding it. I don't care for rude comments, regardless if you know what I'm on bed rest for, its uncalled for, so I'm doing the only thing to do, I'm deleting those that do it. I don't give a fuck if you want to jack off to my pictures, Do you really need my permission??? No, You just think by asking that I'm going to think it's "hot"....Guess What? I DONT. When someone states there on bed rest, do you really think its the time to say such things??? I mean, come on, use your fucking brain. I came here for a little support, and I've gotten it from what I call, Real friends. Sex doesn't rule my life, even if I was single it wouldnt rule my life, there is a time for things, and when someone is on bed rest is not it....It shows me how pathetic you are...and I'm talking about two ppl only, everyone else has been very caring and I thank you so much for it. I know my pics are "suggestiv

First Blog
I uploaded a homemade video to the Internet. It is a video of a Master and slave, it is an adult (18+) video.You don't see the Master's or the slave's face.It is in clips.78 Clips : The shortest clips of the 3 hour (2:46) video : All the clips are less than 5 minutes http://yfrog.com/5ufile24042bzx 44 Clips: These clips are all less than 5 minutes. (The same movie)http://yfrog.com/0sfile3972ezx 20 Clips: These clips are all less than 10 minutes. (The same movie)http://yfrog.com/jkfile23169zx 13 Clips: These clips are all less than 15 minutes. (The same movie). http://yfrog.com/0jfile12828zx You can choose which album to watch depending on your internet speed and you like short or long clips.

A Poem I Wrote
Pain has always been my best friend, my only friend but now its my worst enemy this pain hurts so much the gates of hell will open and welcome its new child When i thought of all the good hoping to fight for you and protect you but you took my heart and broke it into thousand irreplacable bloody pieces i had no tears to cry because my emotional being was dry and my soul was lost without you now the monster from within has been awoken and now all thats is left is a dead man walking in search of a way out of this maybe another can cure me before its to late and rage consumes me but for now im dead and cold living without a heart.

My Life!!
Well everyone has been aware that i'm a high risk bring pregnant, as of now things are changes...it is true that they aren't gonna let me have any more kids after my daughter is born they made it clear in Morgantown today and also their is more than just that when I go back in 3 months after my daughter is born they are still wanting to fix the murmur but not only that they are possibly fixing the valve the reason it is preventing me from having kids is that they are gonna put a metal tube where my defective right valve is to fix the blood flow also I will have to get shots about once month or more. So yes pretty much i'm a mother with more complications than I was ever prepared for. But all in the good news is Melanie is healthy as can be and they see no problems with her heart in the future, she is getting everything she is needing but she is weighing 2lbs they said she is growing well and is blessed to see that she is good. Now they are planning on seeing me in Morganto

Capricorn Female
It is very difficult to define the characteristics profile of a Capricorn girl exactly. She can be the sexy babe on the beach or a scientist sitting in the laboratory, doing experiments that can save mankind. Whatever she is on the outside, when you look inside you will find a girl who looks for security, authority, respect and position. It is an entirely different matter how she seeks to achieve these goals. It may be as the president of a country or as the wife of an ambitious man. She seeks recognition and it doesn't matter how she gets it. A Capricorn female is like that goat, which has to reach the top of the mountain. It doesn't matter what position she starts and how slowly she walks, she will be at the top much before those, who were running in front of her. She will do it with such subtlety that you wouldn't even know when she crossed all the milestones. She has her aims and ambitions, but they don't come before her family. She can enjoy the role of a wife or a mother as much

Random Poems
My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you in the graden of life where I bleed for you where my sorrowing heart bleeds and crys for you to come and save me from this mess and take me away.. My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you in the graden of life where i lay awake waiting for your kiss to set me free from my sleeping pain that burns deep to the core, My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you as I lay awake in a sleep for your kiss to break my spell of hell this is My sorrow lyes in a heap of roses I pick for you just wish i could take your pain away because my heart only beats for you i love you more than death her self as she stands right here in front of me looking at me so beautifully and sweet, speaking to me softly as she whispears in my ear "i love you more than life even those i'm the taker of life i'll give up forever if we can let are lust and sin come undone just for one night here under the stars and the pale moonlite" she take me by my hands hold

Poetry
When I speak to you, My heart goes so fast. I can only imagine, What it's like in person. You make me so happy, Like a giddy little school girl. I get the butterflies, And it feels like I'm floating. I can't wait to be in your arms, To feel your touch, Just to be in your embrace. I know it will be like heaven, Just to be by you. I know one day soon, All my dreams will come true, And it will be because of you! By: Cassandra Gerald The sun rises like gold and sets like burning fire just like in my heart.

Epically Inappropriate Status Messages
These are only funny because they are true. *If I'm too lazy to masturbate, do you really think I have the motivation to talk to someone I don't know? *I don't wanna be drunk the first time we make love, so can we just fuck instead? *Statuses about your cock are only funny when you're not lying. *If "Obama" is the answer, Then that must have been one stupid ass question. *I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy. *Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night. *There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 500SL *If a Dodge Challenger was a dude, I'd totally get over my gag reflex. *Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant. *Hockey is a sport for white men. Basketball is a sport for black men. Golf is a sport for white men dressed like black pimps. *I don'

Hand Me Down
Ads by ClickFuse LEE BRICE - Love Like Crazy lyrics they called them crazy when they started outsaid 17 to young to know what loves aboutthey've been together 58 years nowthats crazyhe brought home 67 bucks a weekbought a little two bedroom house on maple streetwhere she blessed him with 6 more mouths to feedthats crazyjust ask him how he did ithe'll say pull up a seat it'll only take a minute to tell you everything(chorus)he'll be your best friendtell the truthover use i love yougo to workdo your bestdont out smart your common sensenever let your prayin knees get lazyand love like crazythey called him crazy when he quit his jobsaid them home computers boy they'll never take offwell he sold his one man shop to microsoftand they paid like crazyjust ask him how he made ithe'll tell you faith and sweatand the heart of a faithful woman who never let him forget(chorus)he'll be your best friendtell the truthover use i love yougo to workdo your bestdont out smart your common sensenev

Coding Tests
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30 Mil! Fubucks Lottery!
30 million FuBUCKS up for grabs! DRAWING IS MONDAY 5-31-2010 at NOON FUTIME! Here's how it works. You Fupal me 500k entry fee.. Thats it! The fupal messages are given a number as they come in. the first one i get is #1, second one i get is #2... and so on... At drawing time i use an online random number generator. IT picks the winner, then I FuPal the winner the 30 million. I have done this before with great response. Check my LOTTERY WINNERS FOLDERS IN MY PICS For examples of past winners :D Thanks and Good Luck! FEEL FREE TO ASK ME ANY QUESTIONS :D

Visited 16 States (32%)create Your Own Visited Map Of The United States
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Ihw Promos
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Miss Chemical's Blog Of Total Boredom
I've been in some bad times this last week. If you'd like to help or have a NSFW or SFW salute from me, check out my Twitter, click the latest link & sign up to the site using it & you'll get your choice of either of the above. Thanks in advance. It's a simple task and it's free AND you could see me on cam without being a guest. lol 1. Put your music library on shuffle.2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.4. Ok, go!5. When you're done, the answer to #20 is the Title of your note.1. If someone says "Is this okay?" You say?Hatredy [by Dethklok]2. How would you describe yourself?This Love [by Maroon 5]3. What do you like in a guy/girl?Haha - Sweet Transvestite [by Rocky Horror Picture Show Soundtrack]4. How do you feel today?Time of Your Life [by Green Day]5. What is your life’s purpose?Porn & Trage

Wtf???
Whenever ppl says, damn he ruined it for the rest of us...and in the past it has, I recently made the choice that one bad apple isnt going to fuck it up for others who arent shitheads lol....and believe me, i know who the good ones are, even if i havent spoken to you, i know lol, and i dont want ppl to be scared to say things to me afraid im going to chew you out...just have common sense, which i have found isnt real common lol...i have a sense of humor, just dont disrespect me...plain and simple...i dont think thats so much to ask...and the whole, dont put up nudes if you dont want ppl to say things, its my page, my pictures, my pictures should say : wow, shes pretty cool for sharing these, NOT, hey, i can talk to her like a whore, hell, my pics are with my husband...i highly doubt that is being whorish, and i dont think me sharing them says im a whore either, maybe it says im somewhat confident that ppl will enjoy looking at them...but, maybe im wrong, maybe im giving ppl too much cr

Just For Today
Just For TodayJust for today my thoughts will be on my recovery, living and enjoying life without the use of drugs.Just for today I will have faith in someone in NA who believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery.Just for today I will have a program. I will try to follow it to the best of my ability.Just for today through NA I will try to get a better perspective on my life.Just for today I will be unafraid, my thoughts will be on my new associations, people who are not using and who have found a new way of life. So long as I follow that way, I have nothing to fear.

Poems
Where is he? The man who hides in my dreams. The no named man who visits me everynight while i sleep. I feel no need to hide the inner me, for he loves me for all my flaws no matter how big or small. Y cant he come out and save me from my pain. Must he hide inside while i slowly die outside. So the question lies y must my quest be so agonizingly long when he is so close, or is it just a dream? As i watch my world fall to peices all around me i pick up the glue and peice it all back together just long enough to watch it fall again, picking up the peices as i watch the ppl go by kicking their feet with their noses in the air all i can do is hold my head down in shame crying unware of the water surrounding me all i can do is let it take me in,drowning hoping and preying that someone anyone would look out and see whats right in front of them screaming JUST LOOK! As i slowly drown unnoticed i close my eyes just long enough to see the dawn and start drowning all over again! As

For My Mom..5 Years June 1'st She Left My Brother,sister And Me
If Roses grow in Heaven ,Lord please pick a bunch for me ,Place them in my Mother's arms and tell her they're from me. Tell her I love her and miss her, and when she turns to smile, place a kiss upon her cheek and hold her for awhile. Because remembering her is easy, I do it everyday, but there's an ache within my heart that will never go away. I Love You Mom!! ♥ today, tomorrow,and forever!!

Http://www.youtube.com/your7sins
Alright I took time out to share with you all.... some amazing humour. My friend Michael has a show on you tube. http://www.youtube.com/your7sins You will be a better person for watching it.

Support Issues
If you are having an issue where you are not able to log into fubar or you had to create a separate account to log into fubar, then here is what you need to do. 1. log out of fubar and facebook, if you can't log out of fubar just log out of facebook 2. clear your browser and cache, temp files and reboot your pc 3. log into facebook, and then log into fubar directly, by typing www.fubar.com. http://fubar.com/blog/328015/1121489 Please read this carefully. This is not a joke. I see this happen daily and you come to support frantic and expect us to put out your fire. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE ACESSS TO YOUR ACCOUNT! This means DO NOT give anyone one your login info, password, etc. If you do, you are asking for trouble. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE YOUR PASSWORD OR LOG IN! You are the ONLY one that should access your account. This is in our terms of service and is for your benefit. Read 1 and 2 until it is CRYSTAL CLEAR! This is some of the stuff you open yourself up to. -that dud

Dating
What is a Kiss?? There are meaningless kisses.....there are stop you kisses and there are in love kisses. What would u rather have? C what is up with this whole Fubar thing?????? You have people on here flirting, stripping, talking , chatting, doing whatever and you can't figure out if anything is fake or not????? Than there is all of the Fake Crap around here with the Fake photo's or porn stars I mean come one unless your a 40 year old virgin get a life. To be contin.....

Wolf Who Steps Sharing & Caring
Four am and after communicating in prayer to the 'Great Spirit' I have been lead to write this blog howl! I was raised by a Nazarene Minister and a school teacher and that 'helping others' enviroment shaped me in many ways to be the 'wolf' I am. About a year ago I met someone through Yahoo Personals that was a school teacher in a 3rd world country. She was working 5 hour days 5 days a week making $50 a month. Also she attended the local university there part time. Poverty,diseases,short life spans of approx. 47 years of age,bandits,villages with no electricity, cities with sometimes electricity.scams,hospital where you have to pay before you are treated,ect. were conditions in this country all too familiar to her. I established a friendship with her and found her to be honest,intelligent,educated in many areas as she spoke 3 languages,needy,warm,great sense of humor,and a 'people person' who liked to help others. She was originally from Australia and lost both her parents and end

Again? Okay.
I want something epic out of this life. I want the love and affection of a man that I love. I want chemistry, fireworks, knowing before anything has to be said that this is who I will spend my life with.. I had that feeling once, and I lost it. I lied to myself, and played myself short for what I can offer in a relationship, and my decisions came back to bite me. I am scared, literally almost to death sometimes, that I will mess up, make the wrong choice, end up alone.. I'm queasy just thinking about it. I let no one in that close anymore. I've been beaten, mistreated, left alone, ignored. Stalked, verbally abused, and chased by some that refuse to take no for an answer, and I let them all believe what they want. Who am i? Poisonous, venomous, I can drown you in the deepest sorrow you've ever known, because my sadness is like a disease.. I'm negative to the deepest part of my soul, and I will draw you in. I just want someone to lift me out and hold me close. Isn't that the most ridicul

How Do You Love
Love with all your heart and soul, Take the time to listen, to learn, To feel, to be felt, Love with understanding and focus, Love with dedication, Love with knowing that you are loved in all ways. And that this love is undying, Love with an apparition 4 love, Love you and all that is around you, Love in faith, Above all love God as God loves us all. And you will know how to love.

Illegals
Tough shit, Amigo A beautiful fairy appeared one day to a destitute Mexican refugee outside an Arizona immigration office."Good man," the fairy said, "I've been sent here by President Obama and told to grant you three wishes, since you just arrived in the United States with your wife and eight children."

Lessons Learned
Hi Aryes517 I work in the marketing department for Match.com and wanted to present an opportunity to you that we think you would be great for. Do you want to be filmed on a first date with someone you are interested in meeting from Match.com? These dates are light, fun and truly illustrate how exciting it can be when you give Match.com a try. So, if you're feeling spontaneous, we want to hear from you! To see examples of First Dates we've recently filmed, visit www.youtube.com/matchusa If you're interested in participating, please let me know ASAP so that I can give you more information involving next steps. Also, please send the following to be considered: 1. A recent picture of yourself 2. Phone number to reach you 3. First and last name Thanks! Lauren Filipski Match.com Marketing After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses

Public..
Jen: remember how i said I waned to live in the city? grahamryan97236: you dont wanna live in the city now? Jen: I have been rethinking my living in the city... grahamryan97236: We may have to live in the city just to save money for awhile Jen: if said zombie apocolypse ACUALLY HAPPENS...we would be fucked... grahamryan97236: ARE YOU KIDDING ME /facepalm Jen: LOL Jen: not kidding... grahamryan97236: i love you babe.. but sometimes i wonder.. Jen: you know what, if you read this it gets you thinking grahamryan97236: wanna know what gets me thinking? science.. ZOMBIES AREN"T POSSIBLE Jen: the cdc has posted a what to do in the event of a zombie attack... grahamryan97236: Yea, well it was a slow week for them and they had to look busy Jen: /ded Jen: well Jen: when I am bitten by a zombie because we lived in the city make sure you put a bullet in my head I don't wanna be a zombie. grahamryan97236: yes dear.. grahamryan97236: I am now going to go blog this.. Jen: ROFL I

I Just Go Wrong...
i pride myself on being smart, artistic and good looking, so how can a mind so strong be so wrong? why does it seem like everyone i love either gets hurt or grows to hate me? how can such a nice guy go so wrong? when can i do summing right? im just like car parts, i look nice, but ill always be replaced someday by summing better... have a great time and get fukked up! as the day is long; and so the damage goes on! PRIZE! have a good time and never say good bye. consistant bikkering; they are the way, they love the way, I AM THE WAY! kill em one, kill em all! have a great time and get fukked up! we will never give away what we have won! this is a part of me, you are a part of my mind, so get in line to get fukked up! have a good time while the cool corrupt as the day goes on and so the damage is done! gonna tare this god damn world apart, gonna break humanity, gonna piss gasoline and set the world on fire! have a hella good time while the cool corrupt! get a hella high

Family
Well I know we really can not choose who are parents are and who our relatives are but we sure can respected them. I have been looking back at so many things about what family is bilogical or adopted but we all live and learn either way. I know it is hard to be in a family at times it is as easy as 1,2, 3. I just know it not who they are and where they come from it is about uncodianal love and understanding. Familys may end of broken up in many way but god is all we need to make our lives a bit better then befroe. I have learned alot about family in these last few years or so that no matter what or where we are we can all count on each other. I know none of us are perfected and we will never be. I have also learned that respected is a big deal in some families and as I saw in my aunt's family it is a big deal. I know we all were rasied differently but we are all still family we may not always agree but we are still family and that is how it should be. No matter what we shou

Our Lit'l Boy Is In Heaven
I went into labor yesterday while packing things up to move out of state.. he had a good heartbeat but his lungs wasnt developed to breath on his own.. he was born yesterday May 25th at 5:09 p.m. he was 1 lb 12 inches long... We are very heartbroken.. plz keep me and stanley in your prayers

Deanbeans Blogs
Not on fubar do I wish, but this is where I wish to blog. I wish one day, I'll meet an awesome guy. A little good lookin; may I add? A hopeless romantic- church goer, who loves me and unconditionally and has an undying attraction toward me. One day do I wish to lose all my eight, and be super hot, but still be me. One day, I wish to have a family that loves me so. One day, I just wish to be loved. Love me Hearing your voice is like a patch. It sorta mends the thoughts going through the mind. Are you okay? Are you still breathing? Its a temporary relief, and in some cases a voice is all you got. If I had my choice, I wouldn't talk, but I'd be missing out on your voice. It's a little patch for that huge whole that can't be completely healed. It doesn't fix it all, but it's something. Better than nothing. I'm glad I got to hear your voice, just wish I can hug you once more. I just wish you knew. I think he's hot. && I wanna get to know him. I don't know how to start a con

Diary Of A Fat Black Man
NY Jet coach Rex Ryan and his wife allegedly have a foot fetish video out on the Internet. The media is a buzz with the story and with that buzz comes the predictable bitch and whine about how no one should cover it. Sportswriters and talk show hosts are saying "This isn't news!" "Who cares?" "Why are we discussing this?" to show us how above it all they are. I call bullshit! Look, if you wanna make fetish videos and keep it private, by all means do so. What the hell do I care? But if you put your kink on the net, especially if you're in the public eye, my sympathy and compassion goes out the window. Sorry. Anyone who put this stuff on the net obviously wants someone to pay attention. Otherwise, why bother doing it? We all like getting our freak on behind closed doors. Nothing wrong with that. I'm a 100% supporter of the freaky deaky. Just don't put your business on the net and expect a non reaction. Psst......Dude, we can all see wh

Food For Thought
A young boy in the tribe had fallen in love with a young girl from another tribe. Everyday the young boy would cross the plains to see her. They found comfort in each other since they both had been hurt in the past. They both had suffered hardship. They had seen loved ones taken by sickness and killed while hunting. They had both known famine and drought, despite their youth. Together, they would walk down the river and by the canyons. They laughed about the goings on in the tribes, dreaming of the time when they came of age to marry. Two full seasons had passed, and the time came for the young boy to participate in the rite of passage, so he could become a hunter and a man in his tribe. To do this, after the fall harvest he had to leave the tribe and brave the winter alone. This would prove that he was strong and wise enough to provide for a family. The young girl feared for him, she knew it was a dangerous time. The young man reassured her; “I have learned much from

Weekend Getaway
WEEKEND GETAWAYBy Steven PardoeFriday 5:00pm finally came. Kristi worked more overtime this past week than she had all of last year, helping the law firm she worked for prepare for a huge case. With a sigh that flipped the lock of blonde hair dangling in her face upward, she pushed back her chair and grabbed her briefcase from under the desk. Opening the case to put what was left of a fruit salad in Tupperware, she saw an envelope lying on top with her name scribbled across the front. The envelope itself caught her attention; vanilla in color with twin palm trees in the top left corner. She reached down to see what is as her eyebrows lifted up in curiosity. Sliding her French manicured fingernail along the sealed edge, she pulled out a plane ticket and a note. The note simply said, “Thanks for a job well done; everything is taken care of…… enjoy!” The plane ticket was to a five star resort in Jamaica, and it left in an hour!As the jet descended out of the bill

F Ing Manners
I saw this one of my internet friends header pages.Apparently somebody did something to piss her off. DON'T ASK FOR HELP IF YOU CAN EVEN SMILE & SAY THANK YOU...GROW SOME FUCKIN MANNERS!!So I wonder what would fucking manners be. I jotted down a few things, I am open toadditional thoughts and comments . Like I said it has been a long time since I rocked and rolled. :-D Fucking Manners,1. at least buy or make dinner for the woman. 2. Wine or drinks are optional depending her taste.3. Foreplay is not an option 4. Clits are delicious and need to be licked hard and often. 5. Blowjobs are to be enjoyed not critiqued. 6. let the woman get hers first and often. 7. anal sex is her choice. 8. Get a luke warm wash cloth if she needs to clean up, not a one extremely hot or extremely cold. 9. Give her a warning before you come, especially when she is giving head.10. Cuddling is a nice afterthought and if you did your job well, might lead to some recovery sex.11. Ass Slapping

Hey, Congress, It's The Spending, Stupid!
As the gears of government grind metal to metal, most citizens are worried about our economic engine seizing disastously but most legislators take a "politics as usual" and "What, Me Worry" attitude. IT"S THE SPENDING, STUPID! In Greece, government bribes of voters out of the National Treasury means that hairdressers and many others can retire with full pensions at age 50. An era of more and more generous benefits, pay and policies funded out of taxpayer pockets now threatens the future of Greece and the entire European union and many have rightly asked, "are we next?" When politicians find that the shortest route to re-election is spending taxpayer's money on special interests' organized votes, government worker unions and pork barrel projects, even wealthy nations risk economic palsy that can cripple any chance at a healthy future. Since when did 'public service" mean a better life for government workers than those hardworking Americans who pay the bills? In hometowns across th

My Journalism
Navy Seaman SimpleSailor Human Interest Features HUNTING It was 6:30 a.m., Navy Senior Chief Petty Officer Todd P. Cichonowicz the Public Affairs Department Non-Commissioned Officer in Charge at the Defense Information School at Fort Meade, Md. was 17 years old and it was the first day of deer season. He and his father knew that deer liked to eat the vegetation from trees that were knocked down by logging and they knew just were to find such trees. Cichonowicz had just found a spot on a broken down tree next to a set of fresh tracks. It’s not long before he falls asleep while waiting for his prey. His eyes snapped open as the squirrel barks wildly on his shoulder. Thinking whatever potential prey was in the area would have heard that and left he put his head back down on the tree and continued his nap. Before long the snap of a twig sounded out and when he opened his eyes to see a spike horn buck walking right by that hadn’t

May 25
Yesterday was really hard on me not that the date was the 25 of May, it holds some very speciali meaning as well. May 25, 1964, will live as a date that changed my life forever , because on that date I lost my mother in an automobile accident , a careless act in my opinion , the sad thing is I never even knew my mother because I was only 10 months old at the time . people have told me not to dwell on it but its kind of hard when a person gives you life and then 10 months later is taken from you , all a person to do other than question was I the cause of all of this . The wreck had taken alot ofrom me but it had also given me alot

Oblivion
Flew beyond the sun before it was timeBurning all the gold that held me inside my shellWaiting for you to pull me back inI almost sat the world in my sightsClose, low bright eyes fadingFaster than stars fallingHow can I tell you I failed?Tell you I failedFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lost in oblivionI tried to bore a hole into the groundBreaking all the fingers and the nails from my handThe eyes of the child see no wrongIgnorant bliss inClose, low bright eyes fadingFaster than stars fallingHow can I tell you I failed?Tell you I failedFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lostFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lost in oblivionFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lostFallen from grace cause I been away too longLeaving you behind with my lonesome songNow I'm lost i

People Who Admire!
Are you feeling like you haven't found the people that you connect with? Do you love the carnival? Do you love a group of misfits that will accept any person alive? Then find your way to http://www.fubar.com/lounge/backstagepassradio. We are a band of outcasts that live for the hatchet! We die with the hatchet! We are Juggalos and we're not like some biggot...we accept all people of all walks of life! We just want you to have fun and have respect to others! I am a straight forward person. I expect the same from anyone I met out of respect. If you wanna add me on her, fan me, rate me and such...don't do it cause u want the same done to u. Add me and all if u have read my profile, and decide this is a person I can be friends with. I am not here to help level you up. If ppl read this and I end up only have 3 friends, that's fine! I'd rather have 3 real friends than 20+ fake friends. That's just how it is. And if you read this and u are offened or whatever...then I'm sorry, but at the same

Song Lyrics
"Modern Man's Hustle"The first time I met the Devil was at a Motel 6She left Hell to spend a weekend on Earth just for kicksSexy little bitch, shorter than expectedAbout five-foot five big an' thick in the breast and thighsBeautiful, dark eyes a strong stareLarge lips, soft hands and long hairI said Ill make you smile for the simple fact Im good at itIll make you smile just so I can sit and look at it,[Chorus 2x]I will show you all you need to knowYou must hold on to anyone that wants you And I will love you through simple and the struggleBut girl you gotta understand the modern man must hustleWho cares what Jane saysShe always spits the same spitId rather kill the radio and listen to the rain hitLittle sister needs seclusionSomehow she'll discover it through the pop musicGot used to the feeling of fallingBut you'll never see her followingBouncing back and forth between the healing and the holleringRiding the outer ring of your own private saturnThoughts scattered all across the grey m

Wow
WW II Battleship sailor tells Obama to shape up or ship out! This venerable and much honored WW II vet is well known in Hawaii for his seventy-plus years of service to patriotic organizations and causes all over the country. A humble man without a political bone in his body, he has never spoken out before about a government official, until now. He dictated this letter to a friend, signed it and mailed it to the president. Dear President Obama, My name is Harold Estes, approaching 95 on December 13 of this year. People meeting me for the first time don't believe my age because I remain wrinkle free and pretty much mentally alert. I enlisted in the U.S. Navy in 1934 and served proudly before, during and after WW II retiring as a Master Chief Bos'n Mate. Now I live in a "rest home" located on the western end of Pearl Harbor , allowing me to keep alive the memories of 23 years of service to my country. One of the benefits of my age, perhaps the only

Deep Hoizon Oil Spill In The Gulf Of Mexico
The oil rig explosion and subsequent oil leak, which has been leaking for over a month now, has completely destroyed the Louisiana Gulf Coast Line. Our barrier islands, which were our main line of defense against hurricanes and have been suffering from errosion even before the oil leak, are saturated with thick oil, and the vegetation (grass, etc...) is all completely dead. The oil has penetrated our National Wildlife Reserve. Thus far, the "official" reports sight at least 1 dead dolphin, over 2 dozen dead brown pelicans, at least a dozen sea turtles and thousands of fish, jellyfish and other marine life have also died. Dozens of other birds and wildlife are being cleaned and treated for oil and toxic chemical dispersant exposure. SHAMELESSLY, British Petroleum has made 4 attempts to stop the leak and none of them were successful. At a time when the economy in our region is just starting to recover from Hurricanes Katrina, Gustav and Ike, we have now been dealt a T

Life Vs Love
"Love the ones you have and forget the ones you've lost." No truer words have been spoken. We all search for the one person in our lives that completes us. The one person, who when put next to us, makes us feel whole. Some of us find that person early on in life, and some do not find that person at all. Life is not about finding a utopian existance because no matter how hard we strive for one, the human heart can never be wholey satisfied. We will always strive for something newer, something better becaused we are conditioned to always want more. One of the biggest things a person looks for in life is love. We go through life thinking to ourselves "This is the one. I finally found it." In most circumstances we find ourselves mistaken. The experiance of heart break is not something we wish to go through. However, many of us find we find ourselves in this situation more than we would have ever wished to be. Some people let their bad experiences with love jade their views on potentia

Lots Of Fun Past This You Will Love It
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Her
you wont be her first,her last, or her only.she has loved before,she will love again but if she loves you now what else matters? shes not perfect,and neither are you and the two of you will never be perfect but if she makes you laugh,at least once causes you to think twice,and admits to being human, and making mistakes... hold onto her, and give her all youve got. she is not going to quote poetry,she is not going to be thinking about you every moment,but she will give you a part of her, that she knows you can break dont hurt her, dont change her,dont expect too much from her,smile when she makes you happy,cry when she makes you sad and miss her when shes not there....

The Serious Side Of Life
The movie Swing Kids was based in Nazi Germany at a time when Hitler was rapidly rising into power. The young adults who listened to underground, illegal swing music and were against the Nazi movement went through their own rebellion to resist Hitler. So I just got done watching the movie, and my 3 1/2 year old son watched it with me. At the very end, my son looked at me with tears in his eyes, completely heartbroken, and said "Mommy, this hurts my heart. Why did the bad people have to kill everybody? Hitler is a bad man." I looked at my son as he wrapped his arms around me and cried for all those people, and it made me cry too. My son's heart is amazing, and the depth of his understanding is beyond comprehension. As we sat there crying together, it made me wish that Hitler could have somehow known the heart of a child. It's amazing how much kids actually know and understand. Thank GOD my son will never have to know that kind of hatred. Ok so the following happened in Baby J's

What Disgust Me!!
BREAKING NEWS. OAKLAND,CA-Raiders football practice was delayed nearly 2 hours after a player reported finding an unknown white powdery substance on the practice field. Head coach, Jackson, immediately suspended practice & called the police & federal investigators. After a complete analysis, FBI experts determined that the white substance unknown to players was the GOAL LINE. Practice resumed after special agents decided the team was unlikely to encounter the substance again this season. So I was just at the grocery gettin some fish vittles and i see this guy maybe mid 20s grabbin a bunch of food... he's with this really hot tattooed female, of course he's got a bunch of trashy ganster ink.... when they get to the register in front of me the chick pays for everything with her welfare card...... WTF is with these lazy fucking slug men who live off these girls?? I told him he disgust me and shoud get a job ... he flipped me off...I so should have beat his ass.... men should not live off

Poems
Fast this life of mine was dying,Blind already and calm as breath,Snowflakes on her bosom lyingScarcely heaving with her breath.Love came by, and having known herIn a dream of fabled lands,Gently stooped, and laid upon herMystic chrism of holy hands;Drew his smile across her folded eyelids,As the swallow dips;Breathed as finely as the cold didThrough the locking of her lips.So when Life looked upward, beingWarmed and breathed on from above,What sight could she have for seeing,Evermore... But only Love? Five Months Ago the stream did flow,The lilies bloomed within the sedge,And we were lingering to and froWhere none will track thee in this snow, Along the stream, beside the hedge.Ah, sweet, be free from love and go!For, if I do not hear thy foot, The frozen river is as mute,The flowers have dried down to the root:And why, since these be changed since May,Shouldst thou change less than they?And slow, slow as the winter snow, The tears have drifted to mine eyes;And my poor cheeks, five

Feelings Hurt
i feel like my daughter hates me. for the past 2 years, I have moved from place to place every 4-6 months. For the the first 2 years of her life, I had an apartment of my own, then i couldnt afford the rent and had to move. she ended up having to live with her dad. (my daughter is 4 years old.) just recently she has been getting meaner and meaner towards me. especially after i explained (3 months ago) to her that i am moving out of state in a month, to find her older brother, (that she has never met, nor have i seen in 9 years, he is 10.) I only get to see her 10 hours a week, 3x a week. and it is hard on the both of us. Recently, when her father has been dropping her off to me for my visitaions, less that 5 minutes into her visit with me, she starts crying for her daddy, it hurts my feelings, and makes me cry, because my daughter means the world to me. I try everything in my power to make her happy when she is with me. I have begun to think that the reason she has become mean towards

Daughters Dad!
I miss my kids. I got a call yesterday from her dad, that its being mandatory that my 4 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER be put in fucking couceling! which i am TOTALLY AGAINST councelors! I think she is TOO young to be seeing a councelor. Her father has a greed with me, up until NOW, he has told me that we have no choice but to enroll her. and that i dont have a say in this. I just found out that he has been 2 faced about our daughter going to counceling, he tell me that he is on myside about her not going to counceling, then i find out today that he has been telling everyone that he thinks that she should be put in counceling, and that he and I arent seeing eye to eye about this! just because i am 4K miles away from my daughter, he thinks he cn run her life without my say so! when the court papers say that it is a dual choice. that we should talk about. On the nights that he and I get into arguments or spats over the phone, He has basically punishs our daughter by not calling me at bedtime o

Cant Win!
I just dont get it! I cant have a cat, because the room mate is allergic, i cant have a rodent, because he doesnt like them, i cant have a bird, for the same reason. I cant get a dog that I WANT, because he doesnt want to pay the EXTRA $500 a month for the place! I have a car that i have hated since the day i laid eyes on it (its a manual.) Im stuck in the house all day long, every day. I cant afford to get a different vehicle. I sleep all fucking day long, (cuz i have no reason to get up) and i am up all night.

It's Been A Year.
Hi Katt, It's been a year and I still can't believe you're gone. I wake up everyday hoping that I can talk to you, and I do, just not the way I used to. I miss you so very much and I know I'm not the only one. The way you touched lives seems a miracle to me, I've never known someone as loved as you. I'm glad to say that we've been like sisters all of the 25 years we've known each other. I know in my heart that you are better now, and that you are surrounded by the loved ones that passed before you. I can see you bathed in the pure, white light that you always shared with everyone you loved. I feel that you are happy and out of pain, and that makes me feel happy above all the sorrow and emptiness, now that you are on the other side. You still preform miracles too. Not long ago I was having a hard time dealing with the emotions that came fleeting back when I faced the hospital you passed in. The hospital that holds memories of life and death for me. Life because my youngest daughter

Lovely Linda's Blog
BUTTERFLY BUTTERFLY FLYING BY, YOUR COLORS SO BRIGHT YOUR BEAUTY A SIGHT TO BEHOLD; YOU LAND ON A NOSE, YOU LAND ON A ROSE, IT DOESN'T MATTER NONE~ JUST KEEP FLYING IN THE SWEET TIME OF SPRING~ SO LIGHT, SO PRETTY AND NICE TO BEHOLD; WHAT A PLEASURE TO SEE YOU FLUTTER YOUR PRETTY WINGS IN THE FRESH AIR OF SPRING.. YOU ARE SUCH A DELIGHT TO SEE * YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL* BY: LOVELY LINDA ~ POSTED ON: THURSDAY, JUNE 23, 2011 ~ BABY, BABY MADE WITH LOVE YOU SURE KNOW HOW TO KICK AND SHOVE! I LOVE YOU ANYHOW THOUGH YOU'RE UNSEEN YOU'RE PART OF ME~~ I THINK THAT'S KEEN! YOUR DADDY AND I HAVE MUCH IN STORE WHEN YOU FINALLY MAKE IT OUT YOUR MOTHER'S DOOR! SO HANG ON TIGHT AND HANG IN THERE AND OUT YOU'LL BE ~~ JUST DO YOUR SHARE! MY SISTER MARY, EXPECTING HER FIRST CHILD... What I did I know was wrong and now live memories in a song In my world there is no sun knowing it can never be undone I could use excuses, drugs, and wine but the fault has been entirely mine;

Ask Me Guess You
I usually don't repost in my blogs but this was really interesting to me and now I can't stop thinking about who, in my life is an asker or a guesser. Here is the post from ask.metafilter.com We live in a small 2 bedroom apartment, in New York City. People like to visit here, and they don't generally want to pay for a hotel. We understand this. However, we also don't want people staying with us who we don't know or don't like. My wife received the following email (summarized): I'm going to be in NYC the night of the 5th to the morning of the 15th for [blah blah blah some work-related singing event thing]. Maria (my boss) said it is on the lower east side at Gramercy Park. I do have another friend who offered me her place to stay, but not for the whole time. Is there a chance that I could stay with you and Jeff for a portion of that time? I'd be using the subway the whole time and I'd be gone from 10-10 probably every day, so I'd be out of your way most of the time. Let me know i

Random Thoughts
OK SO THIS IS MY 1ST BLOG ON HERE, I HAVE SO MANY CRAZY RANDOM THOUGHTS RUNNING THRU MY HEAD LIKE IF I LEFT TOMORROW WHO WOULD KNOW AND IF I SHAVE MY HEAD WHO WOULD STILL TALK TO ME FOR MY AMAZING SOUTHERN CHARM OR WOULD CALLS AND TEXT STOP HMMM PEOPLE ASK IF A TREE FELL IN THE FOREST WITH NOBODY AROUND WOULD YOU HEAR IT, WHO GIVES A MONKEY BUTT ABOUT A SILLY TREE SOUND, I HAVE NO CLUE BUT I'M SURE THE ANSWER IS ON A SHIRT SOME WHERE HMM NOW I'M BLANK IMAGINE THAT

About Me
This is where i want to say who I really am... I am love so tender and new like the kisses of morning dew on the flower of life. I am not easily broken or blue. I live my life by what i want out of it. I will be your best friend when you need me and the love of your life if you chose. I am summer warm and wonderful, I am fall ever changing my colors. I am a woman, a daughter, a sister, but most of all I am a fighter. So many times I have been hurt in my life and I now know that it was a lesson that i will take with me forever. I have been to the bottom and seen where I needed to be. I got down on my knees and started taking on step at a time till I was back on my feet. To many times i wanted to quit and I prayed for the strenght not to and I found the inner strenght to go on. I have been thrown so many curve balls and i survived them. I want to find that special someone that is meant for me and meant to be there forever. I have no regrets with anything that i hav

How To Make Animate Pic As Default.
I have seen interesting animated pictures as default, and i was wondering if someone can help me with mine. i found my animated picture that i want on Photobucket...i have uploaded but it doesnt animate like some photos on here does. Can someone please help me? I'd appreciate it thanks- all who helps gets rated 11, become fans & what not :) thank you fubar neighbors! why do i keep going back to the person who doesnt like me the same. why do i try so hard to find the guy who will be the one for me. why am i searching for something that wont work. why do i keep trying to be with someone who shows no respect for me. most why do i keep going back to the person who doesnt like me the same. why do i try so hard to find the guy who will be the one for me. why am i searching for something that wont work. why do i keep trying to be with someone who shows no respect for me. most of all how come i end up with guys who use me/betray me. am i that weak to be used or not wanted? what's wrong wi

You Know You Are Bored When...
Am I so much of a meaniepants, I don't think so! When you need to ask fubarians a good topic for a mumm that you are not even planning to write for two days, you know THEN you are bored. You know you are bored when you write a blog in the form of a mumm hoping no one will look at it. Should I never show my moobs, or only a little at a time. A. never, yechhhh B. A little at a time, what is the harm?

135 Blingpack Contest {final}
THIS IS FOR LADIES ONLY This is going to be my final contest of the summer, possibly the last contest of the year. Depending on how things goes. You can win up to a 135 Blingpack. The contest is Majority Salute Contest. Meaning whoever uploads/emails me the most salutes will win a 135 Blingpack at the end of the contest. 2.) Majority Salute Contest rules: a.) Must be NEW salute{s} to PeachZ b.) Either written PeachZ on body and/or paper salute c.) Can either be uploaded or emailed {if send via email pm/sb me for email} d.) must contain a 50/50 stance. {i.e. must be even on sfw/nsfw salutes. If you make 10 sfw must make 10 nsfw. If you make 10 nsfw must make 10 sfw. You get the idea.} e.) Must have face and PeachZ in each salute. {Just to verify for authentication of real salutes.} Contest will start up this Sunday night at 2000 pst, 6 Jun 2010. It will end on 4 Jul 2010 at 2000 pst. It might end sooner, depending on the stance of things. Will keep updated. Whoever makes

Suffer And Pain
Easy way out Sometimes I wonder if I will be free,I think death needs to come to me,that's no more bills or heartache see,I believe it's the best way to be!I want to take my life right now,I want to end it someway somehow,I am tired of living through this pain,I see nothing that I will gain,I just want to say goodbye,Fuck this world and fuck this life,If I come back to this place again,I will repeat this letter my friend.

Wholesale Key
Google is rumored based on security considerations, no longer use Windows 7 operating system, Microsoftt has publicly defended Windows. The story of causes in Google sensational Microsoft, Windows 7-usb operating system, but is ready to select the Apple MAC, this matter to a lot of people suspected to be Microsoft operating system security is very problematic. Microsoft claims that our software stand out is the safest. Google and Apple can not match the company's security. Google this thing silent. There is also a cause of this incident because the failure of Google in China, destined to reform. Last event for hackers in China, Google aware of security issues, and the cancellation of the use of Microsoft, windows-xp-keyis this one of those things. Office 2010 MicrosoftBrandon LeBlanc blog said: "The Windows security and reduce the use of windows-xp-professional-service-pack-3-key-usb whether a company reports. We think this is a good opportunity to understand you." He said,

Place Of Curious
I find In the dictionary the definition of one strange stone, Actually i not have the name of the stone, very strange happens when i find the definition of the stone, i not pay attention of this and pass a way the page and forget the name of the stone, where find in the dictionary. The Dictionary said this stone have the property to desappear all thing what stumble with this, and it's ancient. The Very Curious is, when pass two Month then, i find in one pharmacy near where I live, a magazine of Enigma where corroborate this strange stone exist in the real life, and it's too invisible, The magazine said: One farmer in his home farm desappear in front Eyes of his family, when he said to one of his son, he go to the garden farm to check out the horses, when walk to the garden farm to check out like two minute when said, happens this mistery success just desappear, i think it's probable he stumble with this strange stone where i find in the dictionary, and i think this strange

Tigger
well i have been tryin out this new therapy n its become an addiction lmao just kidding but it really does work you see when your down and depressed or thinking to hard just grab a pair of springs and start to bounce...mynes become the bounce of DEATH..i bounce almost continously and i became tigger...the more you bounce the less it hurts the less you think n the more relief you get. So now since half of my identity has been traded in for a set of springs my wings r currently placed on the hanger so they dont get crinkled or damaged because you never know when they are going to have to be pulled out of the closet. Although Tigger is now my identity deep down i will always be the death forsaken angel but at this moment in time i gotta be bouncing to keep my mind sane the sanity is hard to gain n im very thankful for the donations made by Angel_wyld and Dragon...angel gives me a new set of springs everyday and dragon gave me a helmet i love my family they even keep me safe when im tryin

Drunken (again) Prodigy
The point behind this is to give me a place to spew all my drunk shit. Usually I'm embarassed the next day, so in this zone, I'll never hold it against you if you don't against me, okay? HeD Ain't no more sunshine, just rain and cold sufferingGeneration born to die with their eyes wide openThe clock strikes The wrong rightsThe mob rules The second Armageddon, igniting the lit fuseNo turning back& every soldier is on pointReady to die, the confrontation coming, ready of notIt's on again, It's time to say your prayers againIt's not the end, just the beginning of the endIs it hard?Yea, I can hold it down like thatIs it real?Yea, You know I break it down like thatIs it rough?Don't even try to front like thatI'm on fire baby, a big dog will hunt like that Another day, another buster wanna battle meAnother mamma crying, now her baby is a casualtyI'm ready nigga, slice like a machete nigga, got fetty nigga, never spend it on Betty niggaI hit and run, never stressing to look backWhen I loo

Things Not To Leave Laying Around....
So..... We had relatives in last week...Hubby's sister from New York City and her son from California. Had a great time...site seeing and playing tourist. Instead of eating out AGAIN Friday night we decided to cook and eat at home. We stopped at my apartment to get some stuff that my mother in law didn't have and then went on up to her apartment building (which is the one right up the hill from me). Had dinner and looked through old photos that the nephew wants to scan and put on CDs and stuff. Anywhoooo, we were gone maybe 3-4 hours and when we came home there was Max, the year old Golden Retriever puppy and a chewed open bottle of Advil with 4-5 pills on the floor. Daughter ran upstairs and looked online and came running down saying we need to take him to the vet NOW. Apparently Advil is one of the deadly items for animals. I called an emergercy animal hospital that THANKFULLY we have close around here. I told them that he seems fine and is running around. They told me that by the ti

12-08
Behind a mask, don't hide your pain No hope there, nothing to gain Rise above your broken dreams Behind closed eyes, pleasant things Each new day, search to find Things that only bring peace of mind. SmileWhen you're happySmileEven when blueSmileShow it everydaySmileIt will get you through Behind a smile I hide my tearsThe ones that flow each dayI have found no way to stop themThere's nothing anyone can say. So many thoughts run through my mindMy heart full of sorrow and painAlthough today is brand new The hurt will always remain. Impossible sometimes to go forward But on with my daily taskForever a smile on my faceIt has become the perfect mask.

No Love
Suicide Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Suicide it's always on my mind I'm tired of people asking why? Why I talk like this why I cut my wrist why I live my life like this I don't care what they say they aint me they don't know my pain the thought in my brain I don't care it's like whatever cuase you bitches just don't know better . Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Blade in my hand blood on my arm what the fuck do you think is going onHart full of pain head full of hell go on ask if I'm wellMind racing leg shaking slide the blade again blood rushingThoughts stop tempting suggestions clear way out I see it I'm think I'm ready I'm talking it Hold o

When Im Gone
people who actually kill themselves never give warning or signs, those that do aren't serious but I can tell you this, Suicide is a train barreling downhill track with no brakes- it starts slow but builds into an obsession impossible to stop. You should feel honored that he felt you were the most important person in his world that he chose you to spend his last hours with- that was carefully and intentionally planned. When you are on the train you enjoy the view the speed your last hours but feel it is inevitable so you are happy and never feel the ending coming, its all preplanned and nothing can stop it, you dont want it stopped, you want it over. My roommates have no idea it ever happened to me, that I was ever on that train but I have many times and if I were on it right now, no one would know. When we refer to people we love who are gone, they want us to remember the fun we had together, to them death was just another step in life. the only predictable part of life is that it is u

Week By The Numbers
3. total number of hair clients on Friday. 3. Total number of nail clients on Saturday. 3. number of french manicures done on other student's clients (really? is it that hard?) 1. number of hair clients missing an ear. (not my fault, he came in that way.) 357. number of freak outs had while cutting the thickest, curliest hair I have ever seen. I couldn't even hide the freak outs. It went: cut hair, OH SHIT! oh we are good nevermind, repeat for an hour. 6. number of times I asked the educator to check that haircut. 2. number of times the educator freaked out on me for freaking out. I kinda deserved it. 1. Number of Swedish films seen over the weekend. did you know "what the fuck" is pronounced "what the fuck" in Swedeish. 4. number of referrals given to me already by that curly haired girl (she works in the call center at school! Fuck yea!) 102. percentage of people that tipped me for my services. (one of the people I painted for another student tipped me) 38. number of dolla

Adventures In Date Land
I got stood up Saturday. Second date with Pumpkin. He is supposed to come to my house, sends me many txts to this effect and then just never shows up. I don't know what happened. The next day I get a txt asking if I have Valium or Vicidon. I say, "no, sorry." At 1:30 am I get a txt saying he'll be in my area today, and at 3 am nother "Don't you care?" As if somehow this is about me not caring. My friend says I need to stop imagining what it feels like to be Pumkin ("What's the chance he will be really devastated?") and just tell him it's not going to work out. So, yeah, another Saturday, a week or two later, we're supposed to meet again. As it draws nearer, he sends me txts about how much he is looking forward to seeing me, and I am kind of cringing, but I tell myself it could be OK; if I don't do it I might miss out on something (his OKCupid profile is awesome, of course,t he didn't mention anything about bad breath.) He comes over and I spend the day watching him smoke pot and

Diary Of A Mad Man
The following was just something that came to me. It isn't written for anyone specific. Hope you all enjoy it. if you do please leave a comment I love to hear feedback. Thank you it took just one lookfor me to realizebeauty beyond comparewhen I stare into your eyeseverytime I hear your voiceI am listening to an angel singthe words flowing from my heartdescribing the joy you bringwhen I kiss your lipsI can taste italian winepouring into my soulintoxicating my mindwhen I am all alonewishing you were hereI can smell your perfumelingering in the airwhen I hold you in my armsI'm the luckiest man aliveyou are what i been praying forthe love of my life. Just the mere thought of you Puts a smile on my faceYou are ther only starShining in my outer space If I traveled the worldI would never findsomeone who was more beautifulYour are one of a kind You lift my spiritsWhen I am feeling downYou give me strengthWithout having to make a sound With each passing dayI fall more in loveYou are a prec

Late Nights
SO i jst got back and i can't stop thinking that i probably should not have drank what i had. Thinking is a constant thing lately and there's nothing i can do about it i hate it but it doesnt stop. I can't wait for the day where i can look into his eyes and tell him i love him hold him close and be there for him when he needs me, he makes me smile each and everyday doesn't even have to try..the way he makes me feel is unbelievable and i really dont care what people say he makes me happy so fuck off and leave it alone he's my dream come true and i'm glad he's who he is there is nothing i would change if i had the choice... HAHAH Random check list... Does he make you smile [XX] Does he make you blush [XX] Does he treat you right [XX] Is he there for you [XX] Can he make your heart race [XX] Does he make you wish you were in his arms [XX] Does he give you reason to live [XX] Does he protect you when he can [XX] Does he care [XX] Does he love you unconditionally [XX] Would

My Babi
baby when i see or talk to u its like the problems in the world just melts away i have never fallin in luv with a girl this quick exspecially from the internet but with u its different babe honestly u mean everything to me a luv u alot and hope that i never lose u in my life i dont know wat i would withou u in my life baby i luv u because u put up with my shit u know when i play around and i hope we never have a fight at all i luv u sweetheart and i always will forever and always no matter wat happens between us baby I miss the sight of your face, I long for the taste of your lips, I pray for the day that I can have you in my arms Babi you are the light in my day the wind blowing thru my hair and the sun beating on my skin!!!!!!!! I never knew happiness until I met you... I never knew love until I looked you in the eyes........... Babi I would do anything for you just say it and I'll do it...... Babi I don't kno what I'd do without you.. Up until I met you I was lost confused unsure

The Inner Workings Of The Social Fucked Up.
Needles in the grass, poking through your shield. Scratching at your ribs, bleeding in the field. Misty colored droplets; leave your heavy head. The Ghost in the wind, replaying all she said. Tumbling through his mind, like a wheel inside a clock. Coal, embers, fire. He could not make it stop. Flames engross the pure- The pure begin to wilt. The wilting turns to ashes- The ashes; into filth. - "What a dirty solider." the ghost said condesendingly. "Please forgive me, Mi'lady; it's what you've made of me." Her laugh was that of nightmares. Her laugh; grizzly, sarcastic and cruel. - "I've made nothing of you. I am just a memories fool." - "I am of your own making." - "I am the monster with in."

Long Time Here !
I've been here on and off 5 years im no top member not a fu fav by any means but i have enjoyed almost every minute of this place. ive made many lie time friends through this place it started as a social networking site now to me it just seems like a cash register but thats just my opinionas a matter of fact all of this is just an opinion my opinion i havent talked about this to anyone except maybe my uncle Dj Lincoln but just like Ms Mona he doesnt really come here anymore my first 2 years here i spent a small fortune on a site that was starting out and hell yeah i wanted to see it make it we only had my space at the time and that place wasnt very interactive and loaded with foul pedofiles and predators so when i found fu the lost cherry at the that time it was a treat many of us came here for something to do to pass the time a lot of us are disabled and dont get out much so it was perfect for us scrapper made us all feel welcomed myself included our late brother Fat Tony he was be

Mumms Disguised As Blogs
Are blogs places to get insulting in? Do you consider Grammar Nazi a pejorative ? A.No, Yes B. Yes, No C, Yes, Yes D. No, No E. What the fuck is this shit? Ego condom: An attempt through various means to convince a person that they are not so great. Good phrase Bad, that is just nasty That started out sexual and became political?

Jesus Tits
12:25pm Ackbar: i have an idea, but it involves you, a tinychat chatroom, and your ability to get a woman to write my name on her tits=] 12:26pm MFKN VAN H...: lol what do i get out of it? 12:27pm Ackbar: do you wanna hear what i had in mind? Itd be private, of course. 12:28pm MFKN VAN H...: sure 12:29pm Ackbar: or you coudl take the picture, for me. I want to see a vegetable in your anus, or your penis stuck inside a vegetable. 12:33pm MFKN VAN H...: ummm not gay and don't do vegetables 12:33pm Ackbar: i swear, if you put your penis in even an avocado, a melon...or, shit, shove it deep in some peanut butter, ill give you the bling you want. 12:35pm MFKN VAN H...: why do you want to see my penis in food so bad? 12:35pm Ackbar: some people like cars, some pepsi versus coke. My thing is genital insertion in food products. And, i can deliver. 12:36pm MFKN VAN H...: sorry can't do that

Please Pass This Along, Very Serious!
Police Warning to Online Members State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the deaths of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information Specialist Roanoke Fire-EMS 541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roanoke, VA 24016 (540) 853-2257 (phone)

Jux Bein Mi Self
I'm sinking again, I'm drinking again Drownin and Wildin you breathin' again Is easy to sin when you bleeding within' Needin the grin, cheese and recede in the spend Lower than low, lower than low Thats how I feel in the morning Lower than low, lower than low That's how I sound when you callin' Lower than low, lower than low Im high but feel like im falling im sorry but I feel lower than low This is me (this is me)I'm a queen, I'm a klown, I'm a G (I'm a G)I believe what I wantGot you singin' my songBut your seein' me wrongSo what's a matter with me?This is the belief (the belief) i hated when dumb ass people dont appericate everything u have sacrficed for them or be the shoulder to cry on or that support and love that u have given them told em "dont worry bro ill be here when u need me or hey hun i got u everythings gonna be alright i love you" then the fucking cocksuckers turn around and say u havent been there for them well 2 words 4 ya FUCK YOU!!!!!!!

This Place
The next thing I want to bring up is all the profiles with Strategic photos, the ones that show face and all the cleavage. You go to a profile and you see several to a couple of hundred pictures of a woman and all you see is face and cleavage from the overhead, the Birds eye view. Lets get real ladies, if you are taking only the overhead Birds eye shots obviously you are hiding something. If you have something to hide go elsewhere to sucker guys and many of you do. Some of you should seriously consider spending alot less time on FUBAR and alot more time in the gym or outdoors exercising. If you think I am pciking on people and/or being mean ............ I have struggled to maintain a level of fitness and remain within Army height and weight standards for the last 26 years. I walk with my daughter and Classc1 on a regular basis. Take a look at her page (Classc1), fresh photos taken within days. She looks pheonomenal, you cant tell she is a mom and had a normal pregnancy. I think

Thoughts
Hmmmm I don't really drink anymore, but I do have some fond memories of my drinking days. And who was that passing me long island ice tea's. Holy crap. Those things used to be my drink, but now days that makes me think of Rolaids. Never the less I can still in joy the thought of you folks trying to get my drunk. lol Now I know that it is supposed to be a party. But what do you know. I get invited. Desided to check it out. Even from a security stand point. Seems cool to me, and here I am on a machine that I don't have any mug shots loaded on too. Than again. Must I brake another camera? lol A bit about me. I am a father or four year old twins with full custody. So real bars are kind of out of the question for most of the time. Also I do have my own small business that I'm not going to talk about shop at this time. What I will say is that those that really have something. Papers and all, but nobody willing to hire you. If you got what it takes, and it may mean a

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....stuff
OK and here I go once again with a new accoutn after my last one was once again deleted. I have found most of my freinds form the last accounts and am hapy that I have. BUt now on to something that has been on my mind. Most of the friends I have on here are female. To be honest thats not the issue. The problem here is, most have NSFW pictures. Now granted I would be lying I would love to see them, but I am to much of a gentleman to ask to see them. A few of the ladies have already been nice enough to accept another question I have put towards which to this day I still say THANK YOU! But how do I go about askign fo rhte other thing or should I jsut leave it be and foget about it.

•day Of The Dead•
http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=7676 IF YOU PLAY MAFIA OR EVEN IF YOU HAVNT...PLEASE JOIN TURF I JUST MADE...WE MAY LOOSE A LOT...BUT I LOVE LAUGHING...ITS A BRAND NEW TURF...SO AM ASKING MY FRIENDS TO JOIN & HAVE FUN KILLING PPL'S WIF ME :D...ALSO IF U KNOW OTHERS WHO WOULD LIKE TO PLAY & MEET COOL NEW PPL...PLS PASS THIS LINK OUT K....LUVS YA GUYS LORELEIXO

This Is Me...
I want someone to figure me out. I want someone to know exactly how to make me laugh and cry. I want someone who knows what I order when I go to McD's. Someone who knows my past, and doesn't care. Someone who surprises me with my favorite soda and a candy bar when I've had a rough day. Someone who takes me to hockey games, even though I don't fully understand, or even like, most sports. Someone who knows the right time to take my hand, hold me tight, and kiss my forehead. Someone who knows the parts of me that I'm too afraid to admit myself. Someone who can make me feel like I'm on top of the world. Someone who pushes me to be my best and doesn't let me fear anything. Someone who makes me feel safe, even at the scariest of times. I want the person that knows when I've had too much to drink, but doesn't let me know that I'm cut off. The guy that wants to get married one and have a family. I want someone to show me the things in reality that are so far out that they are unreachable and

Ashlee's Blog
well things are finally getting better thank god i'm finally getting over the asshole that broke my heart in a million lil pieces so thats a good thing. Well about a month ago my bf dumped me! He told me the reason he dumped me was because he needed to be alone cause he goes through these phase fuckin phsyco but i loved him anyway but we haven't even been broke up a month an he has someone else!! ha ha so the real reason he broke up with me was because he was cheating on me an wanted her more than me so all of the things he told me was a lie. Plus i heard from a close friend of his that the only reason he was with me was cause i had a car and the only reason he told me that he loved me was to get me to shut up.....WAT A PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!! but since we broke up my life has been a whole lot better plus i will be continueing my education like i will be starting school in june to be a pharmacy tech. so well thats all thats goin on in my life!!!!

Creative Thinks
Im one men with thinks more in the creativity. Imore important for me,because is the form of understandme and understand to you. The love with non have creativiy is low, more pover. The love with creativity givemnews forms of lover.

Somantics
To the left is my "unknown soldier Zaku I" to the right is the OOB Ramba Ral Zaku I which it was built from.I wanted to say he was "completed" but...that's not entirely true.I -could- panel line (fill in the scribed parts with another color)Dry brush (take another paint type and top coat another color for a sandy/dusty effect)Decal- pretty self explanatoryTop coat- (apply another -usually clear- coat to ALL parts, typically flat or glossy)uuuhNah I'm good for now3 broken partsabout 8 paint chipoffsand...Jesus CHRIST hands are hard!!!... not using sticky tack again if I can avoid it.Surprisingly, most of the chip offs occured on reassembly and NOT during socket cover removal.The only part that didn't fit too great was the cockpit panel with that S/M glossy black.Surprisingly the chips came atthe upper armsbackpackthe back of a shin,the front of a shin (part of the foot caught as I was reassmbling and bit right into the paint)the fingersand the palms/fist components.Oh- nd the top pan

Leveling Petition!
If any of you don't like the new rules regarding the new rules on leveling please leave comments here and maybe the powers to be on Fubar well read this in change back to the way it was. Being this is ridicules on trying to level now! LezLicious Lets get some more signatures with this so we can let the Fu Lords know how we all feel about the new leveling rules. Ladies leave comments on what you think of there new rules that might help more then rating this. Just thinking Ladies post this for your friends and family and friends as well! more people that read this more the better I think!

I Just Dont Get It
Maybe i'm too dense, maybe i'm to fouled up to understand. I get visitors to my profile, i message users who are in my "match" range but yet no responses. It seems to be the same thing with answering personal add's. I write a response and start a conversation and get nothing from it. After about two or three responses i cant get anything else out of that person. I have said nothing inappropriate, mean or along those lines yet still get no response. I can only assume that they have moved on to someone else who sparked there interest quicker than i did. Yet not even a day later i see they have posted another personal add or are back to looking? I'm starting to get the feeling like women want everything i have to offer, just not from me. You know its hard to sum up myself in a little box with limited characters and no one-on-one communication. No ability to reply to the lookers questions they have popping into their head about something i said. Yet here i am trying at it again, trying to

May
Ok so most of you don't know but May is a very rough month for me... 15 years ago this May 24th I lost a very very dear and close friend of mine... He had talked to me on the phone for over an hour the night before and he was fine.... The next day I find out he killed himself... I should have known, should have been able to sense something was going on or was going through his head but I didn't and I failed him.... To those who would say there was nothing I could have done you have no idea because I should have been able to do something, anything and I never even knew.... Some of you will think or say quit bitching and moaning about it and get over it to you I say has someone you loved ever killed themselves 10 minutes after talking to you?..... I felt I needed to post this so those of you I speak to often on here don't wonder what's wrong over the next week cause I will not be myself and I will be as fucked up as I can possibly be.....I'll do what I do every year....Pack a bowl or two

La Bella Baskets
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Ten Years Gone
Ten Years Gone Better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. Bullshit. At least if I didn’t love her then my pain would be less. Maybe even non-existent. I know that things didn’t work out the way we planned. I know I wasn’t keeping my end of the deal. But at least I know I’m not the only one. There are many people out there that are going through the same situation as I am. It seems to me more and more everyday that people get married with the idea that every day after is going to be the best day of their lives. Well I don’t know what fairy tale world their living in but it would be nice to think that way and actually believe it. The thing is I used to be that way. My marriage was great and I loved her every moment, everything I did was for her and my children. Every job I ever had, every penny I scrapped to save, every house or apartment we ever moved to was all up to me, and I did it willingly for my family. But when

Sometimes We Forget
You know, so often we complain and moan and groan about this screwed up country in which we live (believe me, I am to blame also). We don't take time to think of the positive things we do have (believe me, I am to blame also). A couple of days ago, I read an article in the Times that upset me pretty badly and made me think about the positive things we have, though not complete nor perfect, just better than some have it. Today (Friday) in the Times, I read the follow up to the article and just completely was astonished, bewildered and frankly angry. In the country, Malawi (don't ask, don't know where it is and never heard of it either), two men (a loving couple) were taken to court and sentenced to 14 years (the maximum) in prison with hard labor. Their crime, homosexuality. "The harsh sentence for unnatural acts and gross indecency had been expected after the same judge convicted the two men earlier this week under laws dating from the colonial era. The case has drawn inte

Godsmack
wait another minuteCan't you see what this pain has fucking done to meI'm alive and still kickingWhat you see I can't see and maybe you'll think before you speakI'm alive,For you I'm awake Because of you I'm aliveTold you I'm awake,Swallowing youTake another secondTurn your back on me and make believe that you're always happyIt's safe to say you're never aliveA big part of you has died and by the way,I hope you're satisfiedI'm alive,For you I'm awake Because of you I'm aliveTold you I'm awake,Swallowing youI'm alive,For you I'm awake Because of you I'm aliveTold you I'm awake,(go)tearing it back, unveiling me taking a step back so i can breathehear the silence about to breakfear resistance when I'm awaketearing it back, unveiling me taking a step back so i can breathehear the silence about to breakfear resistance when I'm awakearrrrrOH YEAHAH YEAHI'm alive,For you I'm awake Because of you I'm aliveTold you I'm awake,Swallowing youI'm alive,For you I'm awake Because of you I'm alive

Para Noir
[Unknown Woman:]I fuck you because you're famous.I fuck you for your money.I fuck you to control you.I fuck you so someday I can have half of everything you own.I fuck you to fuck you over.I fuck you 'til I find someone better.I fuck you in secret.I fuck you because I can't remember if I already fucked you before.I fuck you out of boredom.I fuck you because I can't feel it anyway.I fuck you to make the pain go away.[Manson:]Fuck you because I loved youFuck you for loving you tooI don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.Fuck you because I loved youFuck you for loving you tooI don't need a reason to hate you the way I do.HATE YOU THE WAY I DO.[Unknown Woman:]I fuck you so I can feel something instead of nothing at all.I fuck you because you're beautiful.I fuck you because you're my nigger.I fuck you because I am your whore.I fuck you because you are a whore.I fuck you for fun.I fuck you for fun.I fuck you because I can.I fuck you so I have a place to stay.I fuck you so you will prot

My Life On Fubar
ok i think i have a lot to offer i could show that you can survive if you want to. I know that it seems impossible. but i am proof it isnt. Is it hard hell yes. But life is not easy you get what you put into it. i think that sometimes people just turn their backs and ignore, one thing i have learned is that there are a lot of people that say they are friends but are not, it is better to have one true friend then 100 so called friends. I have learned that you dont tell people your life if you dont want to impact theirs. I have also learned that there is only one person you can depend on and thats your self and warning sometimes your self even let you down. I also know that talking about can be healing and also it can hurt. dont put your self out there if you are not a strong person. another thing is say what you mean and mean what you say . I will post more when asked and would love to meet more people like me. \peace out jim hello this my first blog so be nice. i am. going to share

All Of My Blogs From Myspace Hope U Enjoy
saturday may 22, 2010 5:06am When it all ends Current mood: contemplative y when things go down hill it is always easier to place blame and point the finger at the significant other saying it was there fault,, when it was two that caused it all ,,, u and 1 other went into this thing we call a relationship and tried to make the best of it but alas epic fail ,,, thne comes the prolonged draggin it all out cuz neither thinks they can make it by themselves and and hate to be alone and r better off dealing with there misery untill the next oppurtunity comes along that seems to be better than the last and they jump on it ,,,and then start pointing the fingers and when the accusations go flying shit goes out the window and it is never there fault it was always the other,,,, then comes to the he laborous task of trying to erase feelings and deal with them ,,,, then on both sides new relationships form and they can nvr stack up to waht u had which always makes u regret said decision,,,

My Poetry Do Not Steal My Shit This My Orginal Work, And I Am Jsut Now Sharing It With Fu, Plz Comment :)
IM IN A FIELD OF FOUR LEAF CLOVER'S, BUT DON'T START PICKING QUITE SO FAST, FOR IM THE ONE, UR NOT LOOKING FOR, IM HIDDEN BY ALL OF THE GRASS, FOR IN THIS FEILD OF CLOVERS, THERES NOTHING LUCKY ABOUT ME, WHAT MAKES ME SO DIFFERNT IS, INSTED OF FOUR LEAVES I HAVE THREE: OH, SURE SOME WOULD SAY I AM ORGINAL, VERY HARD TO FIND, BUT STILL THEY KEEP ON PICKING THE LUCKY ONE'S AND LEAVING ME BEHIND I GUESS I HAVE A PURPOSE HERE, FAR BEYOND WHAT I MUST SEE, BECUASE IN THIS FEILD OF LUCKY CLOVER'S, HERE SITS LITTLE UN LUCKY ME I WISH SOMEDAY I COULD FEEL LUCKY, AND MAKE SOMEONES ELSES WISHES COME TRUE, BUT UNTIL THEN I SIT IN THIS FIELD OF BRIGHLY GREEN LUCKY CLOVER'S BUT I AM THE IN THE SHADE FEELING BLUE

Humor
1. Did you fart? Cuz you just blew me away. 2. Are yer parents retarded? Cuz ya sure are special. 3. My love fer you is like diarrhea, I can't hold it in. 4. Do you have a library card? Cuz I'd like to check you out. 5. Is there mirror in yet pants? Cuz I can see myself in em 6. If you was a tree and I were a squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7. You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8. I know I'm not no Fred Flinstone, but I bet I can make yer bedrock. 9. I can't find my puppy can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 10. Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 11. If yer gunna regret this in the mornin', we kin sleep til afternoon and the best for last. 12. Your face reminds me of a wrench, lookin at you makes my nuts tighten up.

Bkjordan70
I just called it off with the guy that I was dating. he only wanted to see me during the week and not during the weekends. something is just not right and I have to trust myself on this one. it hurts like hell. but I will get over it.

L-o-v-e
L-O-v-E I have been waiting for so long,To finally find where I belong. By the time of the last dawn,They'll all turn and I'll be gone. You never came to me,You never came to set me free. So I had to go to you,To find why you were hiding too. I got myself a little scared,When I saw you standing there. So this is what I did,I gave my last and only bid. For us to meet at three,And soon did we see. That I was meant for you,But were you meant for me too. The question is will we talk,Or could we maybe walk. Yet is to be known,The choice has yet to be thrown.

Sweet Emotions
Sweet Emotion i'm missing you alreadyyou're simply a memory silence in a crowded roomthat's calling out to me a distant cry inside of my heartalways tracks me down it will never want to partit will never let me down thorns of emotionsting me everyday they remind me of youand tell me to stay tears of sweet hoperun down my young face they sing to me softlyand show me your face sorrow fills my empty souland tuck me in at night

Knight Won His Spurs
When a knight won his spurs in the stories of old He was gentle and brave he was gallant and bold With a shield on his arm and a lance in his hand For God and for valour he rode through the land No charger have I, and no sword by my side Yet still to adventure and battle I ride Though back into storyland giants have fled And the knights are no more and the dragons are dead Let faith be my shield and let joy be my steed Against the dragons of anger the ogres of greed And let me set free with the sword of my youth From the castles of darkness the power of truth

Squirrel Vs. Motorcyclist
An old prospector shuffled into the town of El Indio, Texas leading an old tired mule. The old man headed straight for the only saloon in town, to clear his parched throat. He walked up to the saloon and tied his old mule to the hitch rail. As he stood there, brushing some of the dust from his face and clothes, a young gunslinger stepped out of the saloon with a gun in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. The young gunslinger looked at the old man and laughed, saying, "Hey old man, have you ever danced?" The old man looked up at the gunslinger and said, "No, I never did dance... never really wanted to." A crowd had gathered as the gunslinger grinned and said, "Well, you old fool, you're gonna' dance now," and started shooting at the old man's feet. The old prospector, not wanting to get a toe blown off, started hopping around like a flea on a hot skillet. Everybody was laughing, fit to be tied. When his last bullet had been fired, the young gunslinger, still

Tforceradio.com
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:p:p
Fubar is fun! I have stayed mostly in the mumms of late, but perhaps I rub people the wrong way, too damn bad. I flirt, I am a man, I rate and collect photos, and comment on other people's, beyond that I have made some friends. I am sorry I may have pissed off some people on my take of Christianity and Atheism. I am sorry for the words, but not for the sentiment! Is Ohio, California, or Florida the state with the most idiots on fubar? Or are there other regions and nations that carry that distinction? A. Ohio B. California C. Florida D. Other E. Who really cares, we can make fun of idiots from everywhere.

Can't Argue With That Logic!
Having sex can reduce a fever because of the sweat produced. Sex is also a pain reliever, ten times more effective than Valium: immediately before orgasm, levels of the hormone oxytocin rise by five times, determining a huge release of endorphins. These chemicals calm pain, from a minor headache to arthritis or migraines, and with no secondary effects. Migraines also disappear because the pressure in the brain's blood vessels is lowered while we have sex. So now we see that actually, a woman's headache is rather a good reason for having sex, not against it. - OMG Facts.

"2" Gothic Stories I Wrote...
It was a late autumn night, when my life changed forever. I was attacked and bitten by a creature unlike any I have ever seen before. I felt my life the very energy of my soul drain from my body as this thing, fed off my blood. To this day I do not know why it stopped, but as I lay on the cold ground that dark night, unable to move, unable to breathe, watching the darkness engulf everything that I once held dear. I knew that my time on this world was far from over. As sharp pains wracked my body, and silent screams exited from motionless lips, I felt my very being get twisted, ripped apart and then put back together. Lying on the ground, everything was almost completely black, the last thing I remembered was the glowing eyes of the creature staring down at me.I awoke weeks later from countless nightmares screaming, I sat dazed and confused as to where I was, and what happened to me that was unknown. It was pitch black in the room where I laid, and yet I could see, I could smell things,

For My Dad On Fathers Day!
If roses grow in Heaven, Lord, pick a bunch for me. Place them in my Dad's arms and tell him they're from me. Tell him that I love him and miss him, and when he turns to smile,place a kiss upon his check and hold him for awhile. Because remembering him is easy, I do it every day. There's an ache inside my heart that will never go away. If your Dad is in Heaven copy and paste this I Love You Dad!

Xxx Stories I Wrote... I Wrote All Them At Age 15..
At last I am here, standing naked before you. We look into each other's eyes. I was hard in the car as I drove here alone, hard before we got to the room, and it's painful now - I'm dying for you to touch me, dying to be inside you. Yet we stand still, looking at each other's nakedness, taking in the reality and savouring the thought that we will soon be making love. I close my eyes and smile in pleasure at the thought. You, meanwhile, sink to your knees, and I instantly feel your hot mouth around my cock, your hands on my balls. 'Oh, God... oh God...' You squeeze my buttocks and pull me deeper inside you, looking up into my eyes as you do so. Unexpectedly, because of the sheer bliss of the moment, I feel the cum welling up, feel the orgasm immediately begin to blossom. I let it move upward with each cycle, from stage to stage, closer and closer to the point of no return with every thrust into you... one more and I'll be there... impossibly I pull away from you at the last moment and t

Gothic Stories I Wrote...
The Birth of Lovely...The moon has risen in the black sky, it's light appearing to shine down only on one place, a large mansion nestled in a quiet forest. All is still, it is as if the world holds it's breath while all of life focuses on the dark mansion. Within the dark door, throughout the dark hallways all is quiet. Within a room at the back of the mansion, upon a bed, lays a woman whose beauty rivals the goddesses of the past. Her body lying in a peaceful state, her skin as pale as the moon's light that focuses through the window of this very room, as if focusing the worlds remaining light upon this woman. Two puncture wounds are on the right side of her neck, yet no blood runs from this wound. Her chest does not rise nor fall. A silhouette of a man, slender and tall cloaked in shadow stands in a corner of the room staring at the body of this lady, seemingly awaiting for the world to breathe again.Her raven colored hair laying gently around her shoulder's, her fingers move slightl

Peoms I Wrote...
That look in your stare,the gentleness of your touch.The warmth of your hug,i miss you so much.The moments we spend together,theres never enough time.But I'm happy when your around,i love that your mine.My feelings for you,they are so deep.I dream of you every night,while I'm asleep.You make me feel safe,i know that you'll protect me.My love for you is true,i hope that you can see.Together forever,we'll never be apart.Maybe in distance,but never in heart. In silence and in honor Into the darkness we fade With only minutes left To flaunt this parade... So throw away happiness! There is nothing left to say..

People
Ok so i really do keep up on what i can with friends to the point that if i dont get everyone a rate or gift the same day i come back and as far as i know I try very hard not to offend anyone yet it seems funny how ppl will be here then just like that not only are they gone from my page but they seem to disapear from fubar lol oh well I did say if you dont like me or what i stand for move along. Just kinsa irrating when I honestly dont think i did anything to them so be it funny though huh? Ok well guess thats that.

There's A Nut Case Out There! Lol
The other day I started getting messages from an unknown person. Of course it's a new profile with no picture or anything. Here are the messages in the order I got them. 5/19 subject: hi i guess you get to be mikes (BLS) news victim to be date raped and put down, but how much do drugies and drunks and guys with no job turn you on, gl with him and have fun going through everything that he put me through subject: ps lets also not forget how he don't have a car cus hes a drunk and can't drive with out crashing subject: pss while you at things with mike be sure and ask him about how quickly he forgot about the 100+ cams in wal-mart where he works to prove the harrassment he gave to me but anyway i am done gl you have ha

What Type Of Lesbian Are You
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Want In My Family Check Here
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Running
Ok, I have to ask this.... Why do people bother running? I have yet to have anyone succeed in getting away. 90% of the time I know who it is from the start, yet they still try. So, anyone understand how running could possibly make sense when it just adds more charges to the original problem?

Read You May Learn Something.
i'm slowly but frequently having Nate out of my mind. it's okay to be upset. maybe i need a week, month, year to not talk to him. i need serenity and tranquility. the way i can get simplicity me trying to better myself.i should live my young life without being serious. I'm only 21. what's to say that god may have a rewarding future for me. patience isn't my strong point. neither is being open. i have talked to other guys on the net. they all seem like horny dogs.. what part of i want charming guys do you not understand? i know men was born to mate, but it does hurt to show intelligence every now and then? it seems like women have to teach guys what's wrong and right. i wish it was instant to know a woman's motives. but i do understand guys isn't always to blame.women hurt the good guys , which causes misjudgment of when a good girl tries to woo/love him.it's human nature to develop special feelings for another. it's a problem if you cant stop committing infidelity but 'im not going to

Bella
I am sick and tired of going over and beyond for people and them taking me for granted! I wish people would realize that when they have something/someone good in their life they should hold on tight!! BECAUSE THERE IS NOT THAT MANY GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE! Females should have more respect for themselves. Just because you get on cam naked for a guy does not mean that they like you, or even think that you are sexy! they are thinking that you are the whore that you really are! there is other ways that you can get the positive kind of attention and you can start with having some class.

Poems
you may be the one that commits suicide, but you are not the only one to die. it might seem like the easy way out, but you leave all your friends and family, to cry and shout. people die every day, and there is nothing anyone can say. just because your life is not the best, don't set your body to rest. there is someone out there for you, and there love is true. so don't let your life go, god has a beutiful life he wants to show. i live life for no reason, it's like a season. it comes and go's some times it snows. every thing turns white, problems go out of sight. then life turns to hell, can't you tell. my poetry is shitty, an't that a pitty. mabe god will get his way , when hell takes my away. when i am gone , every one will be able to move on. done by jason borchard I am waiting for day to turn to night, when there is no more light. I used to have fun in the sun, those days are long over done. time is not

Maybe, Baby ( Song)
Damn you are fine, I will have to find some time. maybe after all these years, I will hold my tears. mabe this relationship will last, hopefully, it won't be like the past. baby i hope you find me true, because i want to be with you. baby, i can learn, please,....... not another burn....

Before You Drive
Real men, and other great lovers of The Lazy J, should figure how to drive better. Jesus would have wanted it that way. Oh noes! Instant karma. Just dropped my bagel, cream cheese side down, onto the keyboard. I've been watching "Say Yes to the Dress" for nearly an hour now. I'm really starting to regret my impulse to destroy my remote control last night. Can someone please please please come over and flip channels for me? Please? If you're behind the wheel, FOCUS. Situational awareness isn't overrated.

Guys That Try To Get With Me When Im Taken!!
ok im not saying all of u guys are bad .. but this one guy friend of mine wants me to cheat on my bf so this guy friend of mine could get a kiss from me . I told him im Taken and not gonna cheat on the best thing thats ever happend to me . im not that kind of person who cheats on my other half especially for being with them 1 year and 5 months and this was his responce via blackberry messenger " I never catch a break, finally find something of worth and cant even try and persue" well umm told u from the start when we met i have a boyfriend i love him to death and im not gonna cheat so stop trying to get me to cheat it will never happen so stop trying and wasting ur time LMFAO god . some guys dont even get it do they . They wanna be with you but u have a bf . No im not gonna leave my bf for you !!! ughhh go away stop bugging me and now u wonder why i dont chill with you cause i was afraid this was gonna happen but im not surprised cause all my guy friends wanna do the exact same thing .

Very Terrible Thing
(Julie Snyder)I want to start this prayer chain for the family and friends of Julie Snyder, age 21, that was shot and killed in Springfield, Ohio. May God give them the strength they need to get through this tragedy. I pray that her soul may rest in peace. Please keep this prayer chain going by re-posting it on your wall. Prayer is the most powerful thing! Let go and Let God!!!!!!!!! God Bless you all!on Monday

Poem's I Wrote!!!
I wROTE THIS TODAY i AM in a dark mood!! "Sanity Fading"I can hear voices, can you hear them as well?They tell me to do all these awful thing's,thing's that I do not want to do.I wish they would stop screaming and tellingme their awful lies.Like I should take a spoon and gouge out myeyes. They say to take a rusty knife and cut off my finger's and that it will be an awesome joke.They say to take that same rusty knife and slice open someone's throat.I know that I am not evil, yet why do I hearall this crazy shit?I hope I don't give into these voices 'cause if I do that will be it.Everyone will suffer at the hands of theseabominations.Because of these abominations my name willgo unknown to all of creations.It is just awful to think that will happenif I let them go.I can hear voices, can you hear them as well?They tell me to do awful thing's, what should I do?They tell me to bite your tongue off and to bite out your eyes. I would watch you bleed to death as they laugh at you

Whipper Snapper
Everyone knows one. Sometimes you ARE one. I am just begging and pleading, don't be "that guy" (or girl). Pleaaaassse? Some of these things are a brief review from my profile page...but I've added some new & improved rants! Yeee Hawwww! These FuFlakes burn my FuMuffins. If I have missed any, please feel free to add your own: 1. People who have a fucking boomerang on and their profile is private/open to friends only. LAME. 2. People who go bonkers and delete hundreds of people from their friends list. Oh and better yet *then* make their profile private, yet I am still your FAN and have to see your lame-ass fucking statuses and actions still. I either have to go through tons of pages of my fans to delete your ass off that way, which I am too lazy to do, or continue to be subjected to your bullshit. Dammit. 3. Those who are constantly telling me how much 'easier' it is to chat on Yahoo. If I wanted to chat on Yahoo I'd fucking be there and not here. But alas I am not, I am lo

Courtroom Bloopers
Q. What is your brother-in-law's name?A. Borofkin.Q. What's his first name?A. I can't remember.Q. He's been your brother-in-law for years, and you can't remember hisfirst name?A. No. I tell you I'm too excited. (Rising from the witness chairand pointing to Mr. Borofkin) Nathan, for God's sake, tell them yourfirst name!Q. Did you ever spend the night with this man in New York?A. I refuse to answer that question.Q. Did you ever spend the night with this man in Chicago?A. I refuse to answer that question.Q. Did you ever spend the night with this man in Miami?A. No.Q. Now Mrs.Johnson, how was your first marriage terminated?A. By death.Q. And by whose death was it terminated?Q. Doctor, did you say he was shot in the woods?A. No, I said he was shot in the lumbar region.Q. What is your name?A. Ernestine McDowell.Q. And what is your marriage status?A. Fair.Q. Are you married?A. No, I'm divorced.Q. And what did you husband do before you divorced him?A. A lot of things I didn't know about.Q. And

How Much Is Washington Willing To Tax America?
The Obama administration risks overseeing the largest tax increase inhistory if it allows the 2001 and 2003 tax cuts to expire at the endof the year. Low-income families will see their income tax rate jump fivepercentage points, while everyone else will see increases of three to4.6 percentage points. Capital gains and dividends tax rates -currently 15 percent for most investors - will leap to 20percent and 39.6 percent, respectively. The death tax, which isfinally gone, will be re-imposed at a 55 percent rate.Not only would these increases hurt families during stable times, butthey will further devastate our already-wobbling economy. Instead ofraising taxes to previous high levels, which will dolittle to control the rising deficit, lawmakers should tighten theirbelts and rein in spending. Tax hikes only encourage morespending and higher deficits.

Thoughts Of A Raven
My Heart beats with every thought of you. It knows no bounds to the joy that you bring to my life. You make my day with the sound of your voice. I know that right now we're apart and it won't be for much longer. Soon my love , we'll be together again in each other's arms, were we belong. You make me laugh like nothing in the world is wrong. And the smiles that the thoughts of you bring to my face. In knowing you, I now know the true me. The real woman that I was meant to be in this life. You mean everything to me. I am yours and you are mine. Forever this will be. I love you, baby. Here's to us.. Hoping to have many new memories with you. My thoughts of you could fill the grand canyon.I see you in everything that I do.And I can hear your whispers on the wind. And even though I'm not there with you now, doesn't mean that I'm not there in your heart. I love you always and with you I will always stay. From "The Cambridge songs" (Iam dulcis amica) Karissima, noli tardare studeamus

Other Pieces.
the words you put into my mouthtasted bitter, and jealousthey were taintedi spat them out as quickly as you ran from conflict some things are best left unsaidbut understand i'm thinking themdo you understand now? i grabbed you by the hair and pulled your head back,pulled your face out of the grassi stared into your eyesalready your face had started to swell.your eyes were wide with fear and hate i feed off of that energyi can smell fear on youas well as those drinks you hadin your system that allowed youbravery, if only for a few moments. i spoke in even, calm tonesdo not ever, ever speak to me like thatnot ever again. nod if you understand.i briefly let your hair go, and your neck, weak with strainlet your head fall back into the mud and the grass.i rolled you over with my shoe,you coughed a little, it was weak and faint. i said, do you understand me?you whimpered then, barely audible.your tears were enough of an answer for me. i kicked you in the ribs.you disgust m

The Envy Series
things were getting hazy now.... details escaping me. already the events of the night before were fading out, and the reality of today taking hold.had it all been a dream? yet there you were, pacing back and forth across the room from me. you were eager to get out of here, you wanted to go anywhere, anywhere that was not here, not with me. you caught my eyes and realized i'd woken up. your eyes quickly shifted from mine, breaking my fascination with your tired and worn expression. you hadn't slept the night before. well, neither had i, at least at the beginning, but i'd gotten a good four hours of sleep in or so. i glanced at my cell phone, three missed calls, and i was about 45 minutes late for work. i didn't care, last night had been amazing, even if you didn't remember it. take my word for it. i gathered my various pieces of clothing left on your floor, put them on, with you still anxiously fiddling with things about your room. you must be nervous your girlfriend

A Tribute To You
A Tribute to you.. This is a tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attentio

How' I'm Feeling Right Now..sux.
"Snuff" - by slipknot.......*****I dunno I just am feeling every word in this song. Why isn't any1 real anymore? Fukin' blows. Tired of dating or talking to guys that just lead me on or just want 1 thing. where are all the "real" guys man. **** Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you... My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't h

Renewal
Glimmering white light pierces through the cold night bathing everything in a dull hazy white glow warmth finds a place so cold and lost Shining bright light fills the voids left by the past A energy springs forth renewing the cycles yet again sharing of itself to everything around it refreshing everything in its awe As the light fades once again it leaves a new found strength to face whats to come

My Store
Hello Friends, I need your opinions. Please check out my Store Items photo folder. Let me know what you like and what youd like to see. The folder doent have all that I offer, but a good sample. I ask for you opinions so when My Custom Clothing store opens I want to know that lots of people will be happy with what I carry. I want to cover all genres that people would wear. So please feel free to tell me what you think. Thanks PF I will try to give love back......... :-)

Departure?
So I have recieved questions on regards to my status with Unspoken Voices. It IS true and DEFINITE, my tenure was not long whatsoever. I am leaving New Jersey to attend Marshall University in Huntington, West Virginia; however, my voice will be an active participant with my friends who decided to go elsewhere. For instance, to all whom appreciate rock, the different performances Slash makes with various bands, is similar to what I will be doing until college is over and I can concentrate on having more fun. I strongly appreciate the people who have taken the time to read my statuses and are interested in hearing the CD. Thank you all! JP

Mafia
Hello Everyone! I have finally deceided to start my turfup again! I am looking for new members from Underboss on down! Come join me if you have the time.. The link is below either cut and paste or just search for HMM or Heavy Metal Mafia! http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=7926 Welcome to HMM!Thank you for stopping by!Now to the disclaimer....This is just a game and it will be treated as such.No drama will be allowed here.If you must have drama please take it somewhere else.Members that are in a "paid" position will earn their "pay".Bring any problems that you have to the attention of the Boss or UnderBoss.Do Not Start a bunch of BS in anyones Shoutbox.Don't start none.....won't be none. Members Only Section:This is how the game is played for all that do not already know:Although some will say that you get 1 weapon and armor per mob member this is not the case.The weapons and armors have different attack and defense stats.So, if you have weapons with higher stats for attack they will be us

I Am A Terrible Mother And I Beat My Kids!
Now that I have your Attention... I feel everyone has there own way are parenting. There are some of us that are over protective and others that may be a little too under protective. I am a mother of three wonderful children. I am under protective of my children...I will not take my kids to the doctor for a cough and running nose knowing that its allergy season. I do not buy my kids everything they want. I have my own form of work which pays the bills. Sometimes I travel a lot for my work. I DO spank my kids. I DO yell at my kids when they are being bad. I know I have faults as a mother and I am no where near perfect. Some people look at me as careless and that my children are suffering with me. They say that I lie all the time about what I do, they tell my kids that I am also a lair. That is all OK. I know that my kids are in love with life, they get excited about the little things like when it rains, seeing horses and cows while going on car rides, digging up worms in

Cuz I Can
debating on getting my tongue pierced after i have my baby girl...what does everyone think? you can love me or hate me. its not going to break me. who cares who judges you? live your life the way you want too. only you can change YOUR life. if u dnt like the way i do things, too damn bad...get ur own life then. im bisexual...have been since i was 15-16yrs old. im 20 now. im tired of keeping it secret. "ima hold my head high like i have a nosebleed" ima keep on doing me and u can keep on doing u....

Poems & Writings
The scale's of time weighs Heavily upon my mind Sending me into eternal darkness. The world seeps into hell Around me making my heart Forever frozen until time ends. As time passes beyond my control I can hear the universe sing the Celestial scream of the hidden hope. Deep within the heart of one That could bring time to a halt Allowing a frozen heart to heal. She cries herself to sleep at night Thinking of the way things used to be Only to find in her dreams the love she had Could never be only in a cruel fantasy Only to awake into a broken heart. Her broken tears fade away into the night Of the illusion of him she once believed Only to see the escape she seeked to be A false reality. Through her eyes he was the one who Could make the pain fade into the sky

My Life
I AM YOUR FIREFIGHTER I spend 1/3 of my life away from my family, so I can protect you and your family. I love you, even though I have never met you. I would gladly die to save your life, or the lives of your neighbors. I gladly risk injury to protect your property. I love my life. I chose this life above anything else in the world. I am your firefighter. When something terrible happens in your life, you can always call me. I am waiting for that call. It is what I live for. I will come flying to your home or business to assist you in any way I can. My food can wait to be eaten. The training class I am taking can be paused, because you called. I am your firefighter. I hurt. I cry. I laugh. I am human. I learn to cope with neglect from you. I have so many things to offer, but somehow I get lost in the political shuffle. I work, and think, and try to come up with ways to make your community better, safer. I put all those things aside the minute the Alarm rin

Love Can Be Over Rated Sometimes, But The Art Of Making Love Is Never Over Rated
The mythological term that we feel is " Love" the term used to express ones deepest views on our partner and we use it on the greatest scale. What is love ? A look into our partners eyes and a vocal term of language we use to express feelings and affection towards someone. but in reality does it accomplish anything when its said other then a altered feeling and warmth to a woman or a sense of pride or a feeling of acceptance to a man? In relationships in any category in any length love is used and it tends to change feelings and for some reasoning an elevated feeling is uncovered. Does it really make a difference if your loved or like as long as you with the person that makes you happy ? It does seem like i always question all or any statement that i make but its the reasoning that i used the feelings and subject for a third person view or thats my attempt. these are just random thoughts. well with words having other meanings you also have the art of "love" in the physica

This Is Disgusting
Two Marines Were Refused Service at Charley’s Philly Steaks by Anti-war employee in Stockton, CA. The two Marines walked up to order lunch, the manager refused to serve them,she stated that they represented the war and she would not serve ...anyone in uniform. Here is the number 209-473-8858

Bored
i dunno.....but anyway here goes.....i am having a very boring day.....work is slow and they haven't called me yet so i'm on here killing time. seems to not be working out too well for me though. any suggestions out there?

Friendship Poems
Once all the smoke has cleared, Things will never be the same. Where once hearts were true, Now to others they cast blame. May this never become of us, A friend like you,I would never let go. True friends in this world, Mean more than most will ever know. So if we can we should be true, And value each other to the end. This is my message to you all tonight, Those who are my friends. #2 You see me in different shades, In all different points or degrees. But when you read my words, Then you get the inner me. You may believe I'm something I'm not, my looks can be very decieving. If you take the time to read my words, Then hopefully your heart can start believing. When I look at you,I see your beauty, I feel your eyes,your smile,words that ring true. Now you know all of me, But do I know all of you. No 3 With the beauty, you all surround me with. You all mean so much to me, Trust and believe,my words are no myth. Each passing da

Not Sure...
I've read an heard news from several sources about the DREAM act & AZ law. It firghtens me para mis amigos/as, who aren't documented. Even more so for the undocumented youth..who are only trying to achieve a dream. I always read stuff on-line or in the newspaper, watch youtube vids. i receive emails from friends and family about the activism that is taking place in their city, school, etc. Sometimes i feel I could do more where I am but i don't know anyone. My neighbor, Leantra, call her LeeLee, took me to this place Teatro Luna. from behind the scenes to writing to acting, all latinas...but attempting to make it all a mix of both brown ad black theatre. My Regionite mami, Rosi, told me about this place...that is probably next person i know out here. Charlin is always busy with work or graduate school, I never talk to her anymore. oh, I'm missing my point. In these hard times for the People of the Sun, i wish I had my friends closer to me than I had before. On another no

Nsfw Poems
As I entered the room,She was layed out teasing between her thighs.Her slow soft moans,Only altered by her gentle crys. I imagined what it would be like,To put my face so deep into her.To feel her smooth juices on my tongue,Nothing could be sweeter I'm sure. She began to toss her head,As she lifted her ass off the bed.She opened her eyes and saw me,"Take my fingers place" she said. My tongue zeroed in on a glimer of juice,Soon her legs clenched my back.My tongue licked at her clit,While my finger went on the attack. She moaned harder as her ass kept rythum,She begged me to go faster,to fill her needs.This little beauty before me naked,So beautiful,my hands picked up speed. Soon my fingers flew in and out of her,Faster than I could tell.I knew her juices would flow soon,As her moans and crys became yells. She came alldown my fngers,As I licked her outer walls.Her hips still grinding as I played,Her ass to the bed began to fall.

Required Viewing - Videos [nsfw]
I highly recommend the movie; Atlas Shrugged: Part I While it was not well recieved by critics or at the box office it gives a perspective on both sides of the economic issue currently tearing this country apart. Fair wages are the root of both sides, one wanting to make enough that they do not need to depend upon government support, and the other wanting no limit upon what they take from their various enterprises. This movie shows what could happen should economic mining continue. It also briefly touches upon the other extreme, paying each worker less than their worth as a means of creating equality. Two sides of the same coin. There needs to be a balance. Profit mining will fail, paying everyone the same will fail. If the workers or the money men quit, it's game over. Instill responsibility in all early and enforce it with equitable employment practices. Responsible Corporations can = Smaller Government, but Irresponsible Corporations will always = Huge Government. If you have ev

My Tribute To Ronnie James Dio
Neon Knight's play by the mob rules while the holy diver finds his rainbow in the dark, even though its just another day for rock n roll children who dream evil. Still the sunset superman is the wild one who locked up the wolves while traveling strange highways to bring down the rain on this computer god and its angry machines on this double monday. still there The Lord of the last day suffers fever dreams while well before the fall we stand killing the dragon while Living the lie of the end of the world and have one more for the road...

Short Story
He was just sitting in his own little world lost in his tunes pumping through the headphones. His back up against the cold metal beam of the waiting platform; waiting for the next train to burst through. Within moments a rush of air signals its arrival. Sliding in to the open slot next to the windows, he thought nothing of his familiar surroundings. It was the same trip and environment that he has been in so many days before. The train jerked to signal the start of the benign routine. The trains movements snapped his head and brought his eyes back up to stare out the crusty windows of the car. The eroding landscape of the city is played out before him like bits of corroded information. At points his visions and the music in his head collide and things make more sense for but a brief moment. As he is lost out the window something catches his eye. A reminder of the warmer weather; the appearance of the bare shoulder of the woman that has sat in front of him. Looking straight ahead

Love Life..live Life
… if you love somebody, tell them....A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words....a song isn't a song until you sing it a bell isn't a bell until you ring it love in your heart isn't put there to say love isn't love until you give it away. ("The Sound of Music")

Yes Another New Blog
Her smile doesnt shine,But soon it it will.Such big beautiful eyes,A love will fill. Who wouldn't fall,So deep into them.If I had a chance,I wouldn't let it end. To who catches her heart,Always hold her eyes.And never would your heart,Ever say goodbye. To take away this smile,What a fool that would be.Her smile is like the sun,Spreading warmth all over me. Beautiful like a summers day,I would live it all year long.And if it ever left me,My heart,Would only play a very sad song. Come to me each morn beautiful,And for the day shine your smile bright.And each night when I close my eyes,I'll dream of your next days new light. Her beauty rests in her eyes,,Her love sits there to.If it ever came to me,I would be lost,not knowing what to do. To hold a beauty like her,My Arms would forever long.To keep her there,They would hold her strong. To capture a Goddess,and hold her,Would I ever have the chance.Forever our lives would be,One forever long slow dance.

Pain
im sittting here wondering if after everything i have been through with him if eveytime he tells me he loves me if its true or just a line a shit . i dont know anymore. do i deal with the pain and let him go and be alone? i wish i knew the answers i wish i knew where to turn but i dont one one to ask nothing what do i do?

Losing A Loved One
i lost my sister today to a drunking driver she was 18 years old she was hit head on i am trying to raise some money for her funeral anyone willing to help me out you may send donations to Katherine Prater 915 Rocky Branch Raod campton ky 41301 ty for reading this and your help

My Shorts Please Read And Rate
Losing himself in the moment, spinning a falling, plunging into the depths of darkness and despair. Speeding and winding his way through the void, eternally lost as his soul slowly shrivels and dies. But death is not the end, he enters into fiery torment as he is teased with visions of what might have been, sights of family, and friends, a wife and children that never was, he burns from the inside out. All the people he hurt take turns cutting his flesh, shouting insults, throwing rocks. Mocking his selfishness, his lack of a heart. Now he cares, yet it is to late, he is stuck in an endless torture of his own design falling, spinning and starting all over again... Born in Callander, Scotland, Destro’s full name is James McCullen Destro XXIV, and he is Laird of Castle Destro in the Scottish Highlands. The Destro clan has designed and sold weapons for centuries, and Destro is the head of their current incarnation: M.A.R.S.(Military Armament Research Syndicate). He wears a mask fo

I Never Told You
I miss those blue eyes How you kiss me at night I miss the way we sleep Like there's no sunrise Like the taste of your smile I miss the way we breathe But I never told you What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in I see your blue eyes Everytime I close mine You make it hard to see Where I belong to When I'm not around you It's like I'm alone with me But I never told you What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in And now, I miss everything about you Can't believe that I still want you And after all the things we've been through I miss everything about you Without you

All I Ever Wanted
Tear up the photographsBut yesterday won't let goEvery day, every day, every minuteHere comes the emptinessJust can't leave lonely aloneEvery day, every day, hey heyThis second-chancin's really getting me downYou give and taking everything I dreamed aboutIt's time you let me know, let me know just let goAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas a simple way to get over youAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas an in-between to escape this desperate sceneWhere every lie reveals the truthBaby cause I all ever wantedAll I ever wanted was youI'd rather walk aloneDon't wanna chase you aroundEvery day, every day, every minuteI'd fall a thousand timesBefore I let you drag me downEvery day, every day, hey heyYour new beginning was a perfect endingBut I keep feelingwe've already been here beforeIt's time you let me know, let me know just let goAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas a simple way to get over youAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas an in-between to escape this desperate sceneWh

To My Friends In Club Paradise
to all my friends in club paradise i want to say thank you. You guys have welcomed me with open arms and made me feel like i was home hanging with my friends. You all mean alot to me. Im thankful that i have became friends with each of you in some way or another. I love what i do in club paradise and thats buying everyone drinks hehe. I know that i dont talk much but im slowly talking more and more. If you havent noticed i am shy till i open up. All of you are the best and im very happy that i decided to join the cp family! If i need to work on anything just let me know cause i want to be the best bartender for all of you. So now with all that said I just want to end this with a huge thank you for likeing me for me and that im glad i have all of you guys as my friends! I love you all!

O' Death
Such a fucking bummer. First Frank Frazetta goes which is utterly devastating in and of itself - I still had this crazy dream that I'd still get the chance to meet him. I did not. His wife had died last year and he had closed down his museum and website and I kind of knew that he may go soon after her, She was the main inspirado for his female figures and being together for so long I would imagine just a huge support to him altogether. He was quite old and had a very long and fruitful career and did what he wanted to do. "When it came to my art, I kind of went my own way - I didn't follow trends."

Before U Die Do This
Now some people really are dumber than a box of rocks and here's proof!!!! Be sure and cancel your credit cards before you die. This is so priceless, and so, so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here is the exchange : Family Member: 'I am calling to tell you she died back in January.' Citibank: 'The account was never closed and the late fees andcharges still apply.' Family Member: 'Maybe, you should turn it over to collections.' Citibank: 'Since it is two months past due, it already has been.' Family Member: So, what will they do when they find out she is dead?' Citibank: 'Either report her account to frauds division or report her to the credit bu

Cell Phone
REMEMBER: Cell Phone Numbers Go Public next month. REMINDER..... all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sales calls. .............. YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS ..................To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: 888-382-1222. It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time. It blocks your number for five (5) years.You must call from the cell phone number you want to have blocked..

The Pragmatic Eye
LET IT GO ...by T.D.Jakes There are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this!When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,staying attached to you.I mean hang up the phone.When people can walk away from you let them walk.Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.People leave you because they are not joined to you.And if they are not joined to you,you can' t make them stay.Let them go.And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person,it just means that their part in the story is over.And you've got to know when people'spart in your story is over so that youdon't keep trying to raise the dead.You've got to know when it's dead.You've got to know when it's over.Let me tell you something:I've got the gift of good-bye.It's the tenth spiritual gift,I believe in good-bye.It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithfu

Farewell America
The current administration and Congress, under the lie of saving us, basically bought the banks, airlines and auto companies. They have spent us into a debt, that if they stopped all spending right now, would take 100s of years for taxpayers to repay. The Federal Reserve, a private world bank, now holds over 60% of out 10trillion plus debt and foreign countries own the rest. Basically we are bankrupt. This is if we don't have any more disasters like the recent oil spill in the gulf, earthquakes, tornadoes,hurricanes, volcanoes or a terrorist act with a weapon of mass destruction. The latest communistic/socialist attempts by the U.S government, under the terms of social and collective justice, is to merge the faith base (churches) and the EPA. If that happens it would surely mean another purchase and thus control by the government. This time it is our churches and they will tell you how to interpret the Bible and could even include criminal charges if you don't believe the way they do

Rockfest 2010
RockFest Rules! If you went to RockFest 2010 in KC MO, I want to be your friend on here! RockFest was awesome. Despite rain, mud, and cool temps, there were a lot of people having a lot of fun, and 15 bands heating things up! Shaman's Harvest and Five Finger Death Punch from the second stage really impressed me, and I've loved Shaman's Havest for years! The main stage rocked all day/night, with Halestorm, Rev Theory, Drowning Pool, Papa Roach, Seether, and (drum roll, please) GODSMACK!!! Whoot! Hell yeah, I stayed to the end, while younger people headed for the gates, and I was NOT the oldest person do do that, either! Taddy Porter, Adelitas Way, Burn Halo, The Veer Union, Janus, and Airbourne were the other bands on the second stage. I'm sorry, I just didn't pay that much attention to them to be able to tell you how great they were. Gotta love 98.9 The Rock for all they did, and the set up crews... yeah, can't forget the guys and gals behind the scenes who made RockFest happe

My Chat With Madcurves
MadCurves: bye cheater i hate liarsMadCurves: ive never done anything like and would NEVER do itTo MadCurves: But you do't mind it from them, Gail.MadCurves: as u said IM not a member and I KNOW i was NEVER a memberTo MadCurves: I believe you are the psycho!To MadCurves: You're confused and can't even admit to being a Threesome group. LOLMadCurves: shows you what i said is correctTo MadCurves: Well, having self respect is a part of growing up. Half of the men who commented on your breasts and ass are married!MadCurves: stating the truth is NOT being bitter but cheaters cant understand that i hope you grow up one day for your WIFE --laterTo MadCurves: We can be cool and chat or not.MadCurves: coolTo MadCurves: OK, so that explains your bitterness. Listen, if you want to be online acquaintances, cool. If not, cool. But don't use me as your punching bag. My profile is straight forward - you didn't have to accept my request.MadCurves: because he to was a married man and i got a phone call

One Day
A BOY IN GIRLS BATHROOM!!!!!!!!!!!a Girl asked a Boygirl)-Do you think i'm pretty?(boy)-NO..(girl)-Do you want to be with me forever?(boy)-NO...(girl)-Would you cry if I walked away?(again boy sayz-NO...She heard enough &waz hurt, As she walked away tears ran down her face. The boy grabbed her arm and saidboy)-You're not pretty you're BEAUTIFUL.(boy)-I don't want to be with you forever.I NEED to be with you forever.(boy)- And I would'nt cry if you walked away.....I would DIE!!!!!!!!!....(boy whisperz)-Plzzzzz stay wit me....(girl whisperz)-i will........

President Obama's Supreme Court Double Standard
Senator Barack Obama said the following about the Harriet Miers nomination to the Supreme Court according to Greg Sargent in The Plum Line (Washington Post) in 2005: Harriet Miers has had a distinguished career as a lawyer, but since her experience does not include serving as a judge, we have yet to know her views on many of the critical constitutional issues facing our country today. In the coming weeks, we’ll need as much information and forthright testimony from Ms. Miers as possible so that the U.S. Senate can make an educated and informed decision on her nomination to the Supreme Court. To comply with the Obama Standard, the Senate should be provided with information, through testimony and documents, to allow the Senate to properly assess Kagan’s views on “many of the critical constitutional issues facing our country today.” Elena Kagan wrote in 1995 that: When the Senate ceases to engage nominees in a meaningful discussion of legal issues, the con

Ellie
Conversation with a 50-yr-old ... Bonnie: What do you mean? You’re adorable! Me: Eh. Nobody wants an adorable girl. They want a girl that’s like, y'know ... hot. Bonnie: Oh ... you mean like "drop it like it’s hot"? Me: Yes! Exactly. I’ll never be a "drop it like it’s hot" girl. Bonnie: No? Me: I’m more like a "pick it up slow" girl. Wouldn't life be easy if when broken, all it took was some super glue or tape to fix it and it would be just like new? If our wounds would heal easily without scars? And if those scars wouldn't clog our hearts with unnecessary prejudices and knock off our rose colored lenses and replace them with eyes of disenchantment. Wouldn't it be easy? If pain was that simple to be rid of? Blink and be washed away with yesterday's meal floating in the porcelain tank, back into the ocean with its brethren. Wouldn't that be something... if we could say goodbye to pain like a disengaged stranger walking the plank.If we w

Leveling
_I really am not happy with the fu right now, I have an account and have had it since 2007. I get locked out of it, I try to message support and nothing I do works. So I emailed them and have not heard back yet. So Here I am had to make a NEW account so I can try to get my OTHER one back.............So please, have it in your hearts and help me BACK up through the ranks please.