Friendship On The Fu
In a comparison of personal relationships, friendship is considered to be closer than association, although there is a range of degrees of intimacy in both friendships and associations.   People have several different types of friendships. Best friends, Friends with benifits, a person you know by repution but arent really freinds with, we all have a few frenemies, and I could go on and on.   The hardest part about being that close to a woman is because well, we are some crazy, catty bitches who enjoy keeping shit stirred up, not letting things die down, hiding in the bushes like a hungry lioness to pounce and devour your best best friend.   When I was little friendship was about who could jump rope the best, play hop scotch better, was it longer in a game of tag, whoever was the better hidder in Hide and go Seek.   Now as my children are getting older (my son is 15, my middle daughter ie 13 and my "baby"is 10) I notice how their ideas of friendships differ from the way ours did

Whispers From My Soul
I have another site where I blog. From time to time I will place a link here for you to go to that site and read. http://prettyinpinkpixels.com/blog/?p=1446 Once a week I will be running a small contest on my blog.  Here is how it works. I'll post a link to my blog where I am holding the current Caption This contest. The winner will recieve a 3 credit bling. Because this is not being held on fu and is open to everyone you will have to let me know in two ways that it's you.  In the comment section for the current Caption This blog tell me your caption and let me know your from fu. Come here and let me know what your suggestion is as well so I can know who to gift the bling too, providing someone from Fu is a winner. You may have any 3 credit bling of your choosing or more then one bling as long as it doesn't go over 3 credits.  This weeks Caption This link is http://prettyinpinkpixels.com/blog/?p=1768 Also I wanted to mention even if someone from Fu doesn't win on the actual blog th

Earn Some Nsfw Anyone?
THANKS!!!same ol REDHOTMOMMA... just a new account!500 WINNER! help me please!!! Go like Bodyartforms on Facebook.I love these guys!Then after you have "liked" them please visit this link and "like" my photo!www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150098036951924&set=o.149344708430326&theaterWHAT YOU GET!ACCESS TO MY NSFW FOLDER! i will be adding this folder asap... i have the weekend off so its my prority... i just signed back up so lil slackleave me a "GOOD LUCK RED!" comment for an extra goody!THANKS! silly i know... but worth a shot...DO NOT ADD ME ON FACEBOOK! NO ONE WILL BE ACCEPTED INTO MY FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK. KEEP IT TO FUBAR THANK YOU! THE PHOTOS WILL BE WORTH THE TROUBLE.

~thoughts~
I STEPPED OUT ON YOU AFRAID OF GETTING TO CLOSE TO YOU ... AND NOW I WANT TO STEP BACK IN . YOU JUST HAVE THAT SOMETHING ABOUT YOU I CANT STEP AWAY FROM .. FEELING MAY CHANGE OVER TIME BUT WE BOTH KNOW THAT THERE IS STILL SOMETHING THERE . EVEN IF WE BOTH TRY AND HOLD BACK WE CANT HOLD BACK OUR FEELINGS .. YOU KNOW THAT YOU STILL WANT ME . AND I STILL WANT YOU .... SO  EITHER YOU TAKE THE FIRST STEP OR I WILL .... IM NOT GIVING UP THAT EASY ANYMORE !!!! Never thought a day in my life that i would be a widow at the age of 34 years old ..i lost my 38 yr old  husband  of 16 yrs to a massive stroke on june 11 2011 . it took us all by surprize but from this tragic lost i have leraned that you dont take things for granite  and you charish every momment like there your last . I sit back and  think what if ...... what if  we would have done this  or done this  but  know we'll never get that chance im still trying to get threw a day with out crying my eyes out bcuz im still waiting for him to c

Lyrics I Love
Garden of Allah Don Henley   It was a pretty big year for fashionA lousy year for rock and rollThe people gave their blessing to crimes of passionIt was a dark, dark night for the collective soulI was somewhere out on RiversideBy the El Royale HotelWhen a stranger appeared in a cloud of smokeI thought I knew him all too wellHe said, "Now that I have your attentionI got somethin' I wanna sayYou may not wanna hear itI'm gonna tell it to ya anywayYou know, I've always liked you, boy'Cause you were not afraid of meBut things are gonna get mighty roughHere in Gomorrah-By-The-Sea"He said, "It's just like homeIt's so damned hot, I can't stand itMy fine seersucker suit is all soakin' wet"And the hills are burningThe wind is ragingAnd the clock strikes midnightIn the Garden of Allah"Nice car.........I love those Bavarians.....so meticulousY'know, I remember a time when things were a lot more fun around hereWhen good was good, and evil was evilBefore things got so.......fuzzyYea

My Blogs
                                     STAFF MANUAL 1.Staff cannot be employed in any other lounges ( no exceptions)2.If you want to be Staff in our lounge you must have an approved salute.3.All personal relationships are personal , DO NOT  bring your Drama Fu or otherwise into the lounge .4.If you have a complaint bring it to Management not to other people .5.Do not discuss other lounges in our lounge .6.There is to be NO DJ BASHING allowed if it happens silence the critic immediately , then   SB them inform them why they have been silenced , If they see the error of what they  have did then you can remove the silence , if not then eject them...7.No racial remarks are permitted use the same method as rule 6 ...8.IF someone comes into our  lounge that you dont like , let us know , we will try to work with you ,  but everyone gets treated with the respect you would like shown to you .9.Cams are first come first served but please ask in lounge can you go on cam to stop any confusion.10.MAD

Auction
AUCTION Start Date: 3/15/11 @ Noon Fu Time End Date: 4/1/11 @ Noon Fu Time All entries MUST be in by 3/14/11 @ Midnight Fu Time HOW TO ENTER Fupal me One Million ($1,000,000) Fubucks with a list of offers & link to the picture you would like to use for the auction. I'll do the rest! It's that easy!!   RULES #1) NO DRAMA! #2) HAVE FUN! WARNING If you choose to cause drama, you won't be blocked, but will be banned from bidding and/or participating in any future auctions and/or contests I may host on my page! THANKS FOR READING & HAVE A GREAT DAY!!

This Might Piss You But I Don't Care
Ok 1st off I have a few friends are here that are great. However, this is supposed to be an online bar. How is when I go to a real bar I see real people that will talk to others. It seems like that you have to act like whore or be a gangster to make new friends on here. Hell there is lounge on here that I have real life friends that DJ and Greet for them. I go into the lounge and get fucking ignored. I ask for a song that is METAL, and I get shot down. I guess I'm not in the click. Hell they need DJ's, I am an experianced DJ and I was going to try out for the job. After tonight fuck that. This place is like pissing contest most the time. I'm staying cause of my real friends.   Maybe cause I'm not on here to pick up a chick or something is why I don't get talked to. Might just be me.

Hotties :)
Hotties,and fellow friends lol idk any othre wayt to put it. Here is the deal,I need everyones participation especially from all my hotties and officers. I have seen numerous changes,but just because i give you a good nod that your doing good,doesnt mean for you to stop. In order for us to keep the hotties going i need everyones help,   So first off i would love to hear everyone out what is something you wish the hotties had? Something we should change? and any others ideas you may have,you can place them here,but most likely they will be read faster if you come to me directly on my homepage.   my officers know what they should be doing,and i do hope to see messages from you guys on Sunday in regards to your teams.   Another thing is im looking for 2 new hottie officers Some of the things officers would need to do is 1.show love to the homepage/chief 2. You will be assigned a team,you need to show your team love,make sure they show it back,keep track of your team m

Behind Blue Eyes
Yesterday I made a bargain with a friend that if I did not go to the gym this morning, I would write a blog... so here it is, Pete. (I hate you :P ) So I've been sitting here staring at this blank blog for what seems like hours. I have so much running through my mind that it feels impossible to separate one thought from another in order to get it out of my head and onto the page. It is extremely frustrating because this isn't like me at all. I've always been a good writer, I've always been very good at conveying exactly what I am thinking and feeling. I haven't even been able to write any new poetry lately, and that was always such a good way for me to express myself and to vent. It feels like I have come to a screeching halt at a point in my life where I'm at the bottom and all I want is to start moving in a positive direction. I tell myself that it's because I'm so physically and emtionally exhausted, but deep down I wonder if I am just lazy... too lazy to do what it takes to make t

Dorks Nation
would you like to go some place and have alot of fun and not worry about the crap that goes on and bullcrap back and have fun and have alot of laughs then join dork's nation where u can help others while they help u  dorks nation is just more then a lounge.. its a place where u can chill but i'm looking past all that lounge crap really and want ppls to join me into having a lot of fun intead of worrying about this and that on fubar just to sit back and relax and have fun when was the last time u actully cracked up with a bunch of friends well heres ur chance if u seem a bit intersted into it pls let me know i would like some kind of info ..this is just a hard draft so if anyone got any idea pls let me or my friend chelle know http://www.fubar.com/chellebelle82  its great to be a dork so y not   

My Writing
You center your anger and point it at me You load your hatred and pull the trigger It'll destroy you in the end you'll see Empty your rage and drop it in your holster You went for the throat to leave me bleed out Can you see the harm you caused yourself All you gave me was your doubt I'll be stronger on my own by myself.

How Obama Is Making Gas Prices Higher
Yesterday, for the first time since September 2008, the price of a barrel of crude oil topped $100 on the New York Mercantile Exchange. But while the recent unrest in the Middle East has had some marginal effect on rising prices, the most significant factor has been increased oil demand worldwide. That is why, long before the recent protests even began, analysts were predicting $4 a gallon by this summer and $5 a gallon by 2012. Anyone could have predicted that the recovering world economy, coupled with the continued growth of India and China, was going to push oil prices higher. So if an Administration wanted to keep gas prices down, they could have mitigated increased oil demand by increasing domestic oil production. But that is not what the Obama Administration has done. Instead of increasing domestic oil supplies, the Obama Administration has cut them at every opportunity, and Americans are now suffering because of those choices.Back in February, when the protests in Egypt were fir

Expressed Thoughts
I am sitting tonight watching a movies on hulu, and I began to think about the things gonig on in my life the people I've had the liberty to meet and the people I've seen leave out of my life. What comes to my mind is change and it some way we've all experienced it whether it be good or bad someone passing away or someone coming into our lives, but the fact is that change is everywhere and there is no wat for us to stop it from happening. My Question to all of you as I write this blog is this how do you cope with change what are some of the things you do to make it better or make it easier to deal with?

My Wish For You...
My wish for you: Comfort on difficult days Smiles  when sadness intrudes Rainbows to follow the clouds Sunsets to warm your heart Laughter to kiss your lips Friendship to brighten you being Beauty for your eyes to see Faith so that you can believe Confidence for when you doubt Patience to accept the truth Courage to know yourself Love to complete your lifee

These People Are Crackpots!!!
The father of Matthew Snyder, who was killed in Iraq in 2006 and whose funeral was protested by Westboro Baptist Church, sued the group in 2006 and won $11 million in damages. (The figure was later reduced to $5 million by a judge.) But in the 8-1 ruling on Wednesday, the Court said the church could not be held liable for inflicting emotional distress on the families of deceased soldiers. The church is best known for protesting the funerals of military servicemen, and famously carries signs with such sayings as "Thank God for Dead Soldiers" and "Fags Doom Nations." (It has also, however, picketed such events as theater productions and high school graduations.) I Fucking dare these crackpots to show up to a funeral if, God forbid one of my friends were killed serving there country......So Help Me God!!!

It's My Percection
Yes...I see the green grass. And I set off to explore it's firm, fertile, lushness. Feeling Bold & warm, & Energetic... Like the the midday rays that explode in the Spring sunshine. With the slightest of momentum; & the best of intentions. I strike out...onward & forward I trek. To the call of the wild.  Then snap! instantly; without warning. My feet are voilently yanked from beneath me. Jaw contorted...mouth wide open. Air once fresh & pure; now rendered stale & toxic... Convulses angrily out my mouth. Coating my tongue with the vilest stench of tasteful cofussion. Now dazed, furious, & translucent....it hits me! Bam! right between the eyes...Like a Mike Tyson left hook! I am but a Dog...Teathered to a leash! Made of man made rules...& spiritual beliefs. In the land of Milk & Honey.... JWL aka "UknoWho"    

Current Thoughts
"A liberal is someone who reaches into your shower and adjusts the water temperature for you." - William F. Buckley Remember the Roman Emperor who said he wished humanity had a single neck so he could cut it? People have laughed at him for centuries but we'll have the last laugh. We've accomplished what he couldn't accomplish. We've taught men to unite. This makes one neck ready for one leash.  We found the magic word.  Collectivism.  Look at Europe, you fool.  Can't you see past the guff and recognize the essence?  One country is dedicated to the proposition that man has no rights, that the collective is all.  The individual held as evil, the mass--as God.  No motive and no virtue permitted--except that of service to the proletariot.  That's one version.  Here's another.  A country dedicated to the proposition that man has no rights, that the State is all.  The individual held as evil, the race--as God.  No motive and no virtue is permitted--except that of service to the race.

Some Women, Really
I have been seeing a woman off and on for a few years now. things were good for awhile but she was married so that put a dampener on things. When she divorced her husband things got better, for awhile. My ex-best friend for over 25 years comes into the picture and she loses her damn mind. Friends of hers and mine start telling me all kinds of stupid stuff she and him are doing, alot of the stuff comming strait from him to my friends. Nice right? I have never told her who she cant and cant be friends with but have told her just exactly what I think of him and why our friendship ended. It wasnt pretty either. I have been hearing for months now she and him are sleeping together, she denies this of course. BUT, from her own mouth to a friend of our she says she has. she doesnt even care to fight for what we once had and that hurts the most. I guess I know where I stand now, ALONE.

Poems
there is a field wide and open for all to see. In this field grows a single willow tree.Under the calm swaying branches and cool peaceful breeze will you find me. By the time you finish this, you should know, you are the tree of which fills me with glee.So let us lay in the field so open and free and let our love shine for thee.For thou are my love, my beautiful morning dove perched in the willow tree

Hurts
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Attention Recruits Must Read
Hello Ladies, So you're interested in joining The Titty Committee. I've just started the page and we're looking to recruit beautiful girls thick or thin you're in, but there are some rules and requirements.   If you want to be recruited into The Titty Committee you have to have a recent Salute on your page and must comment this blog saying I Agree, to allow me to post pictures of your choice in the Titty Committee Girls folder on our page. You have to take a picture or have a picture of your face and chest, your chest does NOT have to be fully exposed just flirty unless you would like to..    Show some love by adding the family of this page keep your eye out because new girls will be recruited. Show love to all your titty committee family      If you agree to joining The Titty Committee, after agreeing so you must put The Titty Committee Member at the end of your name.. We will aslo make sure you're pictures can not be ripped..      Well thank you for your time If you chose to joi

Good Vs Evil
I am looking for some input on this but I just realized I am probably posting it on the wrong thing. it not like I have the 10 mil to pick anyways.... would it be wrong to ask for a donation :-) thanks for stopping by to take a loon anyways.

Being Lied To And Played For A Big Fool
I am not aure what gives people so much pleasure in playing games with someones emotions and their trust . I tried to figure out why this person felt it was right to for the past year lie and lie and lie thinking I wouldnt soon figure it all out , sad part is I had to find out due to her partner "friend" joined her in this game and then used me as the big joke . You will know her when you come across her she is arrogant bossy and very very untrustworthy . aim My god I was raised so much better then to toy with someone like this , I mean am i the only one who believes in honesty , truth , and all round being decent to someone you claim to care about ? . I am now burned for the last time am very very careful now who gets my trust.

Random Lyircs
I wanna cut through my skin And pull you within My heart burns like the sun As our flesh becomes one In the darkness My heart aches at the sight of you Trembles and quakes within sight of you In the darkness Our bodies burning Tides are turning Somehow stopping time What is becoming of my heart and mind? In the darkness All that you want from me is all I have to give In the darkness Coming so easily, learning how to live In the darkness All that you want from me is all I have to give In the darkness Coming so easily, learning how to live I will surrender my soul And give you control Make me a Martyr for love To the heavens above In the darkness My heart aches at the sight of you In the darkness Trembles and

Hockey & Stuff
NHL Hockey is a big deal in WNY.  Not so much in Florida   Do you know what gets better TV ratings than the Florida Panthers' games? A) A Sunday Morning,7 AM kids show, called 'The Doodlebops' B) The infomercial on 'professional blenders' C) C-span D)  All of the above If you are in Florida and reading this - YOU DON'T DESERVE THE GAME OF HOCKEY! Fuckers   I was driving to an early appt this AM & listening to sports radio. I stumbled across a great way to get bores and other undesireables to walk away & stop talking to me in social situations. I start selling em insurance!  Either they go away or my time spent with them becomes valuable for reasons other than thier company.  is the name of a book that describes the history and current/future ramifications of selectively choosing male babies over female babies.  In the last 40 years, the author declares 163,000,000 girls were aborted, solely because the parents wanted a boy.  While this primarily happens in Asia, the practi

Charmys True Love Always
WITH ALL THE LOVE I HAVE, I NEVER KNEW THAT I COULD GIVE IT TO ONE SPECIAL PERSON. WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER. WE HAVE MADE MISTAKES AND HAVE KEPT LITTLE WHITE LIES FROM ONE ANOTHER BUT IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN FOR FEAR OF ONE OF US GETTING HURT. I NEVER IMAGINE THAT LOVING YOU WOULD COMPLETE MY LIFE.  WE HAVE HAD SO MUCH HAPPEN TO US IN OUR LIVES THAT WHAT MAKES ME GET THROUGH IT IS KNOWING THAT WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING I SEE YOU LAYING NEXT TO ME. BABY WE HAVE OUR FIGHTS BUT YET WE CAN FORGIVE EACH OTHER FOR THE STUPID THINGS THAT WE DO. THERE ARE TIMES IN OUR LIVES THAT WE MAKE THAT ONE WRONG CHOICE. AND ITS SO HARD TO COME OUT AND TELL THE ONE YOU LOVE THAT YOU MESSED UP. WELL, BABY THAT IS WHAT IM HERE FOR. I AM HERE TO SHOW YOU THAT I WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU. THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. AND WE CAN REPAIR THE ISSUES AT HAND. I WILL ALWAYS FIGHT FOR THE MAN I LOVE WITH THE VERY LAST BREATH I WILL TAKE. YOU KNOW THAT I AM TELLING YOU THE TRUTH AND YOU KNOW

From The Files Of...
Found This While Going Through Some Old Files and I Thought I Would Post It....     A REAL MAN 1) A REAL MAN respects his mother ( unless shes a controlling bitch) and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN RAISES HIS KIDS, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN.   5.) A REAL MAN Does His Best Not To Break Promises

Thoughts
So today was a really good day. Met a really cool guy and had a lot of fun with him...without falling into bed with him. Something very new for me. I really didnt want to leave when it was time to go and so we're suppose to get together again tomorrow only I'm thinking he doesnt really want too. I feel like I could just be a new toy and honestly I'm to a point in my life Im done being the toy and really honestly ready to settle down and find someone that I can devote my life too. Even if we never marry just to have that person by my side day and night. Im done being alone. Not saying I wanna move in with this guy or have him promise me things neither one of are even remotely ready for but I most definately want to see where this could go and really give it a shot. I guess I'm just beyond terrified to be hurt again and thus starting to protect myself because I had just a great time and truly got to be me with someone. Something I havent been able to do in a long time. What to do?! UGH!!

Happiness
When I think about you I think about Happiness. I think about joy, laughter, smiles. Walks in the park holding hands. picnics in a meadow. Looking into your eyes and seeing the Love you have to give.. It warms my Heart to think about you. nothing in this world can ever take your place. no amount of gold or riches can equal the feelings you give me..   I LOVE YOU......

Me On Fubar
sorry for the miss leading but i know for a fact some people only care about one thing and thats pussy and dick dont say you  dont becuse about 98% of people on here do i should know i seen some of peoples names in folders that they view so by sitting there telling me you dont is making you a fucking lier thank you very much now why iam i writeing this oh its simple iam tired of the drama but more then anything else iam tired of having my mind fucked and played with you want to know why i honestly have a complx when it comes to my looks and my self esteem will its purely simple and ill tell you and no its not just the people on fubar its everyone around the world even in my area iam tired of people just looking to get off either to my pics or what i can do for them i notice i get check out alot more for my nsfw then i do for my own photos that tells you something there also i get told there are some people who seem to be attacted to me and how much they seem to want me will here th

The Church Of The Flying Spaghetti Monster
About The Church of the Flying Spaghetti Monster, while having existed in secrecy for hundreds of years, only recently came into the mainstream when this letter was published in May 2005. With millions, if not thousands, of devout worshippers, the Church of the FSM is widely considered a legitimate religion, even by its opponents – mostly fundamentalist Christians, who have accepted that our God has larger balls than theirs. Some claim that the church is purely a thought experiment, satire, illustrating that Intelligent Design is not science, but rather a pseudoscience manufactured by Christians to push Creationism into public schools. These people are mistaken. The Church of FSM is real, totally legit, and backed by hard science. Anything that comes across as humor or satire is purely coincidental. Further Pastafarianism is a real religion. Most of us do not believe a religion – Christianity, Islam, Pastafarianiasm – requires literal belief in order to pr

Xbox Live
I just recieved my monthy email from the powers that be at Xbox, although I admit I almost liked it better when Microsoft did not send out these "freindly" emails. It reads as follows:   R4Bulletz, here's your personalized Xbox News and Info: Gamer Score 12055 Total time on Xbox Live last Month: 94 Hours 58 Min Your Most Frequent Activity Last Month: Call of Duty Black Ops 48 hours 22 Min. Other Activities You Enjoyed: Assassins Creed Brotherhood 21 hours 32 Min. Netflix 15 Hours 30 Min.   Its almost depressing. Add me if you want to play: Gamer tag r4Bulletz

Bear Blog!
This case is similar to mine - My ex-wife had an affair with her employer, who was married. She had a baby, but didn't tell me I was not the father. I found out when he was 19 years old. Ex-Husband of Arnold's Alleged Mistress Speaks About Betrayal for the First Time Entertainment Tonight, Tuesday, May 24, 2011, 7:55pm (PDT) Entertainment Tonight's Mark Steines spoke with Rogelio Baena, the ex-husband of Arnold's mistress Mildred "Patty" Baena, for a new interview to air in two parts on May 24 and May 25. Rogelio tells ET he thought Arnold's alleged love child was his biological child all along and that he learned that the boy was not his son only one week ago. He goes on to call the situation a "betrayal" and "Arnold Schwarzenegger for me, [was] my hero... Maria is destroyed." Married to Patty for ten years, today Rogelio says he'd like to tell his son, "I am your father. That's all." I wish they had a law like this in New Jersey twenty years ago!  htt

Fubar Coding
 So I had an angry clown come by the lounge tonight. Seriously, he was a Juggalo.. I think..  Figured this would be a nice place to address the childishness that ensued in the middle of the lounge regarding our work. After all, 'He' refused to speak to my in my SB like a adult. But i'm sure he'll take a peek at this :)  The copyright notice is not for comments first off, so they won't be approved. It stands as a notice to accompany my work and is not open for discussion. At least not on that particular blog. Anyone familiar with copyrighting understands the additional reach of posting a notice with your work; right? Let's hope so.  Upon ejection for his behaviour, his status mentions some rantings about 'spin pics' and my blog. Let's address what this man clearly doesn't understand and refuses to research on his own. 1) The notice clearly states that you may contact me for a list of pending registry details on the work. If you do not ask for this, and simply presume I am making a c

Fubar= Hypocrites
How is this for hypocritical, I get a pic flagged by fubar, and its an old work of art that is very well known, but Babyjesus can post a video of protestors getting shot on the street and dying. All the colorful blood showing. I get flagged for a black and white work of art, with no blood showing. For those of you that would like to know what it was that I posted. Just look up Dantes Inferno Canto 28. The pic with an elderly man holding his own head is the one in question. Now, go to Babyjesus page and look for the video, if its still there and tell me where the logic lies on this one. He may be the creator or site owner or whatever he is, but that doesn't mean he should be above his own rules. Feel free to leave comments and share this with others if you don't think this is right. Hate me if it makes you feel better for ragging on Fubar or its owner, I really don't care.

Blog It Out, Bitches!
Ok, as my friends you all know I return likes, rates and leave comments. This dumb ass bitch, is going to go on her "man's" page and saw I left a comment... morning(h). Her ass replies to my comment saying, "he has someone, so back off bitch he don't want you when he has all of me." Of course I had to laugh... so after damn there rolling in the floor with laughter, I returned her comment. I replied " I don't want him,lmaoooo. He apparently came to my page, rated  and liked me. All I was doing was returning it. BWAHAHAHAHA. How in the hell a noobieis going to step to me with bullshit. Learn the fuckin site before you start barkin dumbass." Was I wrong? I don't think so.  Much love and hugs to my fuFriends ~Sassi Now, for those who didn't know this...I was a 2nd Alarm Hottie.  I resigned as a Hottie and sent a nice, respectful pm to them and let them know (actually just the home page) what I've decided to do. Informing them that I will always be there and continue to rate the "Hottie

Mr.charlie
(sung to the tune of "Mr.Crowley" - by Ozzy Osbourne)   Mr.Charlie, what went on in your head? Oh, Mr.Charlie, don't you know you look dead? Your lifestyle to me seems so classic with the ho's and the blow You talk with your hands always spastic Yeah, you said what we already know   Mr.Charming, did you say you were pure Mr.C.Harper, piss in this and we can be sure When babbling things incongruent your DNA is not of this Earth believed that your brain is so special ...yet smoking up thousands worth...   Mr.Charlie, Please get off your high horse! Mr.Charlie, You've got talent, of course! Your ranting this time is so drastic I hear that 911 call Approaching a time that is tragic CBS has their backs to the wall   Are you polemically bent? We want to know what you meant We want to know... We want to know what you meant, yeah   *originally written 4:09am - 4:28am   3/1/2011 - by Bare77

Mean Lyrics...hmmm Makes Ya Wonder!
Mean by P!nk You used to hold the door for meNow you can't wait to leaveYou used to send me flowersIf you fucked up in my dreamsI used to make you laughWith all the silly shit I didBut now you roll your eyesAnd walk away and shake your headWhen the spark has gone and the candles are outAnd the song is done and there's no more soundWhispers turn to yelling and I'm thinkingHow did we get so mean?How do we just move on?How do you feel in the morningWhen it comes and everything's undone?Is it 'cause we wanna be free?Well that's not meNormally I'm so strongI just can't wake up on the floorLike a thousand times beforeKnowing that forever won't beAlways sentimental whenI think of how it wasWhen love was sweet and newAnd we just couldn't get enoughThe shower it reminds meYou'd undress me with your eyesAnd now you never touch meAnd you tell me that you're tiredYou know I get so sad when it all goes badAnd all you think about is all the fun you hadAnd all those sorries ain't never gonna mean a

Mistresskinky21
Life is a funny thing don't ya think.when your young you wanna grow up. and when your grown up you wanna be young.but the great thing about growing up is you can see how you evolved as a person.Hello everyone whom is reading this and if your not ow well its my blog and for me to come here and vent right?right now i'm just chilling at my house enjoying time with the hubby . so if you want to friend me then send an invite and if i don't accept your not the person i really wanna talk to . i am blunt  , and i am more of a fact type of person. i try to never make assumptions until i have the facts to back them up.Me im really laid back currently work at a fast food joint. but working towards college this fall for pharmacy tec.Right now on the side i made chainmail necklaces and such eventually moving onto clothing but not just yet.I love nature and camping .but Ohio weather is some what unpredictable at times.I am 21 and a Scorpio. i am happily married to Jason .we have been together almost

Sssshhhhiiiittt!!!!!!!
My ex wants to move with no job, place to live or anything else because she thinks the grass is greener on the otherside...If I dont let him go he will resent me forever for not giving him the chance... I am so lost.. and there is nothing I can dooo....

Lunatic Poetry
Just another quick peek before I set off to whatever Im working on.She is halfway through her shower,both hands clamped to the back of her hair hidden in suds.She smiles,knowingly as my eyes crawl and linger,so she turns to offer a better view.... This is the promase of things to come later that we cannot do anything about now-cemented with a soulfull kiss and a gentle back rub.Its a diffrent kind of play button we push,the silent music of a dance we do that is rooted in longing and nurtured by patience.We are limited with each other only by our imagination and untill we can be alone togather this is the only thing that runs like a wild beast,dusty chains slinging wildly,the smell of fresh steel links broken.One who might get too close to one of these whipping chains risks severe injury or even death.The beast runs on,and on..... Outwardly I am calm,patient,waiting.I seek to stay buisy and productive but Inside Im totally focused and alive,the only hint of the passion inside is the k

Firework
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,drifting through the windwanting to start again?Do you ever feel, feel so paper thinlike a house of cards,one blow from caving in?Do you ever feel already buried deep?6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thingDo you know that there's still a chance for you'Cause there's a spark in youYou just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shineJust own the night like the 4th of July'Cause baby you're a fireworkCome on, show 'em what you're worthMake 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"As you shoot across the sky-y-yBaby, you're a fireworkCome on, let your colors burstMake 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, aweYou don't have to feel like a waste of spaceYou're original, cannot be replacedIf you only knew what the future holdsAfter a hurricane comes a rainbowMaybe your reason why all the doors are closedSo you could open one that leads you to the perfect roadLike a lightning bolt, your heart will glowAnd when it's time, you'll knowYou just gotta

Funny
The little boy comes down to breakfast. Since they live on a farm, His mother asks if he had done his chores."Not yet," said the little boy. His mother tells him no breakfast until he does his chores. Well,  he's a little pissed off, so he goes to feed the chickens, and he kicks a chicken. He goes to feed the cows, and he kicks a cow.  He goes to feed the pigs, and he kicks a pig. He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal."How come I don't get any eggs and bacon? Why don't I have any milk in my cereal?" he asks. "Well," his mother says, "I saw you kick a chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon for a week either. I saw you kick the cow so for a week you aren't getting any milk." Just then, his father comes down for breakfast and kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen.

Sorry
Hi guys n girls, thanks fo all the love. my page is blowing up right now so if i dont say hi back its not that im ignoring you its hard to talk to 50 different people at one time....

March Maddness
  Presents: March Maddness     You are in vited to come battle with the Possessed and throw down tune's. Know one has won the Metal Genre Battle in Metal Dome. You can be the first to win the Metal Genre spot by: Sticking To Genre, Quality Of Intros, Music Sound Quality, Flow Between Song's and Transfering Of Air. Each Battle Set Is: 30mins To 40mins Long......   75% Of Votes Is A Combo Of Three Judges The Other 25% Of Votes Is Crowd Choice Battle Time Is: 7pm Fu-Time                                     Pleas Leave Comments To Lets

My Writing
I stand out there in the rain It caresses my face and sooths my wounds The wind dances around me as I do not move Drenched and cold but unafraid   I wander through the thickened wood Haphazard branches scratch my legs The sound of the earth surrounds me Parched and rough but unruffled   I sit on the top of the cliff Waves crashing against the walls and spray The heat and salt mix and sting my eyes Hot and worn but unwavering   I crawl across the desert floor Ground rubbing against my chest The friction causes my skin to break Dry and tattered but unrelenting   I jump into the glistening lake Water engulfing and stealing my breath The chill of the liquid goes right through me Submerged and pressured but surfacing          

A Poem For My Lost But Not Forgotten Friend
ive narrowed it down to 4 choices...... A)-Poison B)-Korn C)-Booondox D)-Tom Petty     Who would rather listen to 2 hrs of music from?    The Short End Of The StickThe darkness slowly fades in The hand i dealt only lead to loads of strife Why do i deserve this..... I tried to be a good person in life, The days were too short, and the nights too long .I lived like there was no tomorrow, But what was so wrong? You said id always be safe ,You acted like you knew what i need... and in return all you can do is leave me here to bleed.... I am a good person, Regardless of what you say... It dont matter what you see People will always remember this day! You took someones loved one, and acted like i was just another... what you seemed to forget, You also took someones mother. Your day will come, Your fate will not be spared! You took my life like it was nothing And now you will be hunted by all those who cared!RIP Sherrill, we love you and will always remember  you

My Writings
How can you call it love?? You walked away so easily Like i was never there How can you hurt me like this??   I did nothing but love you You in turn went and broke my heart I thought you were differant Guess i was wrong.   Now here I sit in tears  Listening to memories Songs you said were ours Wow how that hurts.   Why did you do it?? That is all i want to know But do you answer No you just block me out.   You would rather act like i was never there Than to face up and tell me its over  So I have made the decission on myy own I cant wait anymore I have to move on.   Its gonna tear me apart but i have no choice i have to live life So if you suddenly decide you want me back Its to late you made ur choice. So goodbye nad good luck.                                                        How Can You Have Moved On Already??         I have tried to move on but I can't I am not ready to right now But I see you are HOW?? That is all I want to know It hasn't

Random
1 ) i litterally cant function withour music. i even sleep with my ipod on 2) im addicted to facebook . i cant go a day without it - yep im serious 3) i have borderline personality disorder - its NOT multiple personalitys. 4) i also suffer form severe deperessive and anxiety disorder - the hospital used to be my 2nd home -no joke 5) i am STILL in love with the backstreet boys 6) Drake  ( the rapper and jimmy from degrassi ) got me through  a fucked up break up / miscairage 7) i cant have kids for the next 2 1/2 years - if i dont get another round of implanon - 8) im not even sure if i want kids anymore 9) im spiritual..NOT religious. i believe in god, i pray, but i wont step foot in a church unless im getting amrred or its someones funreal. it amkesme feel fake after me hospitalizations 10 ) i ussed to be highly obsessed with  eric roberts and kenny chesney - i still like both iof em, but is more controlled now haha 11 ) i have successfully written 44 songs and a copious amou

My Thoughts
A man walks into a bar and immediately realizes its a gay bar. He thinks to himself I'm not gay but I really want to drink so he walks up to the bar. The bartender asks " what's the name of ur penis?" The man says "man get out of my face, I'm not like that, just give me a beer." The bartender replies "I'm sorry sir but I can't serve you until u tell me the name of your penis." The man says "okay what's the name of your penis?" The bartender realizes ' mine is named nike, you know Just do it." The man thought for a moment then replied " mine is named secret." The bartender replied "Secret?" The man explained you know, "strong enough for a man, made for a woman." Its funny how you always see guys looking for the perfect girl,one that doesnt bitch at you,doesnt cause you stress, but yet there is no definition of a perfect girl.Every Girl is different in her own way,nobody is perfect,just bc she bitches at you,pushes your buttons,or makes you mad doesnt mean shes not perfect,or not rig

Me
  Im happy, Its raining but at the same time Im sad. People are dying all around me  but its not all that bad. Im happy, Its raining this weather makes me smile. Denzel R. Griffin is Suicidal but my family makes living worth while. Im happy, Its raining It makes me want to  run. Crash into another human in need and give them compassion just for fun. Im happy, Its raining

The Life Of Jeebus Mice And The Rat Pack
My baby wrote this for me... I think its beautiful I had to save it... hehe   Every night I dream of youAnd you sit and talk to meWhen I wake I only smileThinking maybe it could beErik, I'm dying for youThis love will never severIf you exist only in dreamsThen I will sleep forever.

A Joke
A Chinese guy calls in to work "Me no work, me sick",,his boss tells him "when I'm sick I fuck my wife,,try that.",,,a couple hours later the Chinese guy calls his boss again,,"me feel better, you got nice house." A Penis, A Cucumber, and A Pickle where all sitting around talking about how thier lives suck. The Cucumber says "Ya'll think you have it rough, every time I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and put me in a salad.",,,The Pickle says "you think you have it rough, every time I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in a jar and pour spices and vinegar on me.",,,The Penis says "ya'll think you have it bad, every time I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a platic bag over my head, stick me in a dark room and bang my head against the wall til I throw up on myself and pass out!"

Auction
CONTEST WILL BE OF TATTOO'S ANY PLACE SFW OR NSFW.....WINNING PARTICIPANTS WILL GET THE CHOICE OF A BOOMY OR POLISHER   MOST RATES WIN...IF THERES A TIE COMMENTS AND RATES ARE COMBINED 2 GET THE WINNER.   ALL ENTRANTS MUST SUBMIT A PIC 2 MY PM BY MARCH 4TH 2011....CONTEST WILL END ON MARCH 18TH 2011    THE MORE PARTICIPANTS  THE POSSIBILITY OF A BETTER PRIZE :D   ANY QUESTIONS SB OR PM ME 

Things Of Intrest To Me...
  I work down at Ashberry Hills Minimum wage, but it pays the bills Cleaning floors and leading hymns on Sunday Katherine Davis, room 303 Sweetest soul you ever could meet I bring her morning coffee everyday Chorus: She calls me Raymond She thinks I'm her son Tells me get washed up for supper before your daddy gets home She goes on about the weather how she can't believe it's already 1943 She calls me Raymond, and that's all right by me She talks about clothes on the line in the summer air Christmas morning and Thanksgiving prayer Stories of a family that I never had Sometimes I find myself wishing I'd been there Chorus: When she calls me Raymond She thinks I'm her son Tells me get washed up for supper before your daddy gets home She goes on about the weather how she can't believe it's already 1943 She calls me Raymond, and that's all right by me There's a small white cross in Arlington Reads Raymond Davis '71 Until she can see his face again I'm gonna fill in the best I can Cho

Man
I am man. I am damned... Destined to be; father figure Destined to bleed; old wounds re-opened Can't help but dream; unconscious wishing Can't help but scream from the pain that churns inside   What do you want from me? What do you expect me to be? I am only man, mere mortal frame Limited by endless boundaries to keep myself sane.   I am man. I am damned... Traded and sold for minimal commodity Stabbed in the back by jealousy and greed Can't help but grow rigid and hard Can't help but know that I will continue to scar   What do you want from me? What do you expect me to be? I am only man, mere mortal frame Limited by endless boundaries to keep myself sane.   And the man slips deep into unconsciousness A deep drowning release I wage war with my imagination I wage war with my inner peace

Grrrrr.. People Are Hella Lame Sometimes!
Theres a bunch of things that irritate the hell out of me on here.. But ima jus touch on a few for now.. Number 1 being that, just because you press the LIKE button on someone they think you wana fuck.. Sad but so very true.. Like i say on my profile page, i pressed your like button because i need the points (call me a point whore i dont give a fuck) im cool with you or i think your sexy.. Period!! It does not mean i want to fuck you in the slightest, neither does it mean im a lesbian for pressing another females like button!! I swear some people have some queer ideas bout how things work.. Number 2, being called, hun, babe, sweetie, baby, boo, when clearly my name reads Kay Kay.. Like seriously, you cant see my name?? Yall know how that song by Destinys Child goes right? SAY MY NAME, SAY MY NAME!! Number 3, being told what to do.. Grrrrrrrrrrrr annoying!! Im a grown ass woman, you aint my Momz or my Daddy so STFU!! Number 4, some people on here have no manners what so damn ever.

Special Friend
I woke up one morning with a Fantasy of thee I could not believe it could Happen to me   What Magic had she done to put The thought in me She must be a witch after all Can’t you see   My defenses were strong With all kinds of logic My heart and my mind were protected From all that could cause it   But alas the one thing I Had Not foreseen Was how powerful magic could Break through and be seen   The moral is simple with form Clear and true When your Dating a witch this could happen to you

Real World Vs Fubar World
So I am like every other member here. Go along with the rating and chat with a select few. I stopped by someone’s profile today and  noticed that they have over 15,000 friends. An educated guess is that most on here and including this person, probably only talk to maybe 10 people on here closely. So  I say that this online world we are in is just like life. We meet and even interact with many people. But who of them are your true friends? Not many I say. Who of them would you open up to? Tell them your real life..your past..who you really are. Yes..I am sure many on here are honest and I am not saying that people are different on here. I am saying that no matter how honest you say are, can you say that you don’t hold anything back? Doubtful.  So being on here helps us practice the real world. We protect are selves to not letting too much out. We try to read and analyze people to see if they are “worthy” of knowing the real you. It is a game that we play dodging

Hello
Hello everyone I just wanted you to know that Im expecting my first child in May and its a girl her name's going to be Danielle Marie and this is my honeys 4th kid he has 3 boys already so he's very HAPPY to finally be having a lil girl...   "ANGELA"

Such Bull Shit
Well people I made a fubar again becuase on facebook i amd being stalked.  A few of my friends are being stalked by this person to. So hopefully I can get away from that bull shit  

Poems And Other Stuff By Me
    What are these strange feelings, why can't I contain myself when you are near.Is this the feeling that I have alwayswanted or is it the feelings that I fear.I see your face and my heart starts torace so fast that I feel faint. Why this feeling, why you. All my life, nomatter what happens I feel so blue. Then, you come along and steal my heart. What am I to think, what am I to say. You areso perfect in every way. How can I livewithout you for another day. Even though its hard, I guess I'll have to wait.You're already taken. That is why Idon't understand these feelings I have foryou. Maybe one day I'll have my chanceto say I'm yours, but until then I'lljust have to dream and pray and inmy heart you will stay.

Jlm Auction
The JLM Auctions   The JLM is going to be holding 2 auctions coming up... A lounge auction and a picture auction... The reason for the 2 auctions is for the people that can't make the lounge auction... Members can choose which auction they rather be in or they are able to choose if they want to be both...    Both Auctions will start tuesday night March 1st at 9PM EST... The Lounge auction will be located in Velvet's Playground and be ran by Storm... The Picture Auction will held on the JLM Group Page and will be ran by Superman...    If you want to be in the Lounge auction... Please send Storm a Private Message letting her know you want in and what you are offering so that she can add you to the the Lounge auction...   For the People wanting to be in the picture auction... Send a private message to the "JLM Group Page" saying you wanna join the picture auction and what you offering in this auction... The picture Auction will run for ONE WEEK... closing at 9PM EST on March 8th.

Lost Chapter-metal Band
Please click/copy and paste the link below and check out Lost Chapter. They are a new band that just got signed to Deka records. Im on the street team to drive traffic to their website. My buddy is one of the guitarists and they need more support for their music. If you like metal then youll love it! Visit them, I am counted for clicks :) Thanks Melanie  http://www.reverbnation.com/c./a14/1680508/219820/Artist/958765/Fan/MissionsAgent_88498_33577319/link

How 2 Get Liked And Rated Back (by Me)
HI! JUST A LITTLE NOTE ABOUT THE "LIKE" BUTTON SOME OF YOU MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW. THERE ARE 2 TYPES ON HERE, 1 FOR FACEBOOK AND 1 FOR FUBAR.  I BRING THAT UP BECAUSE SOME DO NOT WANT TO COMBINE FB WITH FUBAR AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO, BUT THEY THINK IF THEY CLICK ON A "LIKE" BUTTON (LIKE BEFORE) IT'S GOING TO LINK WITH FB, THAT'S NOT THE CASE AT ALL. THERE ARE NOW 2 DIFFERENT "LIKE" BUTTONS. ABOUT GETTING LIKES RETURNED: IF YOU SET YOUR PAGE THE WAY MINE IS USING THE fSB SETTING AND "NEW AND CLEAN" AND YOU MUST ALSO "SAVE" (ALL FOUND IN YOUR SETTINGS)  SEE SAMPLE BELOW WHEN DONE YOU CAN CHECK IT BY CLICKING ON "PROFILE" ON THE TOP RIGHT OF YOUR PAGE , YOU ARE NOW VIEWING YOUR PAGE AS VISITORS TO YOUR PAGE SEE IT. IT IS EASIER FOR PEOPLE TO LIKE YOU FROM YOUR PAGE.  IF YOU DON'T WANT TO USE THAT PAGE FORMAT IT MAKES IT MUCH EASIER TO "LIKE" YOU BACK IF YOU LEAVE A PROFILE COMMENT (NOT A STATUS COMMENT) THIS WILL ALLOW FOR THE "LIKE" BUTTON TO SHOW UNDER YOUR DEFAULT PIC. (as well as be se

The Contractors Creed
I am a contractor. I look out for myself, the operators to my left and right, and no one else. I will always take advantage of the fact that I can finally tell Commissioned Officers to pack sand, kick rocks, etc and will do so at every possible occasion. I am my country’s scapegoat, the “plausible deniability” warrior, and I love it. Less than 700 dollars a day is unacceptable, but will take it until I find something better. I am trained to eat things that would make a billy goat puke, but will refuse anything less than 60 dollars Per Diem because I am greedy. I care not for ribbons, nor awards for valor. I do this job for the opportunity to kill the enemies of my country, and to finally get that boat I’ve always wanted. I will be in better shape than 99% of the active duty personnel, although this is not hard. I will equip myself with the latest high-speed gear, and will trick out my AR-15 until it weighs more than 24 lbs, not because it works better, but becau

Fubar Coding Blogs
HERE IS A BASIC LOUNGE CSS SKIN: YOU CAN USE THIS SKIN FOR YOUR LOUNGES****JUST DONT CLAIM IT AS YOUR CODE CAUSE YOU DIDNT CREATE IT!!!!! EX:  .new_lounge_wrapper a {  font-family: veranda;  color: red;  font-size: 15pt;  font-weight: normal;  text-decoration: none;  font-style: normal;  background-image: url(-----BACKGROUND IMAGE LINK GOES HERE----)!important;}.new_lounge_wrapper a.man{  font-family: veranda;  color: red;  font-size: 15px;  font-weight: normal;  text-decoration: none;  font-style: normal;  background-image: url(-----BACKGROUND IMAGE LINK GOES HERE----)!important;}.new_lounge_wrapper a:visited {  font-family: veranda;  color: red;  font-size: 15px;  font-weight: normal;  text-decoration: none;  font-style: normal;  background-image: url(-----BACKGROUND IMAGE LINK GOES HERE----)!important;}.new_lounge_wrapper table {  visibility: show!important;  background: transparent!important;  background-color: transparent!important;  border: 0px!important;}.new_lounge_wrapper t

Family Week
Since my family is so awsum i think u guys deserve a family week from urs truley:P So heres what im doing....I will be alturizing 3-7 people from my family thru out this week starting Monday. I will try and do it on bonus days so theres an extra benefit.  If I choose you and u would like sumthing run just send it on over. I will polish bomb whatever...I will also be dedicating 2 or my 3 pimpouts to my family memebers everyday this week as well.  I will try and look at leveling requirements and see if sumone needs a ton of ablilty points so i can help them as well. If you are close to leveling leave a message here or my pm and i will make sure i get ya:P I HEART YOU GUYS ssssooo much u are the absolute best and are always here for me when i need u! love always ur crazy rabbit friend:P

Songs,poems+random Creativity
i dont mind if ur lazy,i dont mind if ur crazy take some pills to escape this world,tonight one last time without feeling,i dont know if god see,s us u and i werent made for these goodbye,tonight   i think you are part of the problem i doubt that ur worlds as cold as mine dont u ever wonder why u never ever see me cry the madness has taken over me   one by one we,re outta time i dont think that what here,s mine would u care if we lost our minds hell bound boy dont u see the world is not what it seems death comes quick so act real sick tonight goodbye   i think you are part of the problem i doubt that ur worlds as cold as mine dont u ever wonder why u never ever see me cry the madness has taken over me   death comes quick so act real sick death comes quick so act real sick death comes quick so act real sick   words and music by me ..more to follow

Venting Area
I have used fu blog area to post my poems for years. I wanted people to be able to read them and comment. Well recently. I had posted a poem i wrote. An ex friend copyed and pasted the poem in her blog. Now she is claiming that someone different wrote the poem. Its my work. So sadly i won't be writing any more poems to be posted here. I am sorry to those that enjoyed reading my poems. But that mad me vey mad. So i have removed all my poems from here. Thank you to those that read them. 

Trannies Muse
The one thing I find strange in 47 years of life is it's rare that anyone treats me like a human being.  Understand what I mean when I say this, because I am not here to fool anyone although I've been accused of stealing men from females many a time. The fact is this I have never, ever been a male.  When I say that I mean it, I never been a male, never hung with the boys at the titty bar, or piss in public against a building, yet I have always been accused that I was a guy and I hate it.  I made a choice, and I stuck with it, thats my excuse if you were gay I'm not going to call you out (especially to find out your not).  It a perception in america that we all need to be Labeled, a form of social profiling that started way back when this country was colonized, after all no body is perfect in this world, but hell if we can be civil about it. I am constantly inudated with this perception that I was a guy, and the problem is not so much that I wasn't, more like so what if I were?  You'l

Movies
Okay, I'd like to keep this brief. Like movies? I certainly do! I used to write reviews for them all the time but that sort of fizzled out. I'd like to try to get back into it though...with your help! Suggest some movies for me to watch and I'll try to get to them asap and review them. Could be anything. Want me to watch a terrible movie then tear it apart? Fine! Maybe it's just me, but when a damn good song comes on I can't help but feel the energy flow through my body. The guitar kicks in heavy and powerful and sure, when I'm by myself I think, I want to do that. Do I have enough musical talent to play the majority of songs I listen to (Or any of them for that matter?), hell no! With my beautiful clear air guitar (see what I did there? ;) Clever!) I can play anything. I'm not missing a single note... This is where Air Guitar Nation comes into play. Everyone know's about air guitar, but how big and serious can it get when you're playing an imaginary insturment? Pretty serious. The fi

God Mode Rules
Wanna Get Bombed??? No Special 11's or God Mode Running??? Here's How.... Either.... 1) Rate 50 of my photos (there is a special folder set aside for that but feel free to rate any 50)2) Pimp me out3) Bling me4) Get in my fam!!!I try to bomb family once every hour to 2 hours. Buy in for God Mode fam is 3 credits per slot. SB me for details.

Love
So what is the real difference between love and hate they r both feelings they both get u hurt no matter what. So what i have found out is that th eonly real way to separate them is to find out the meaning of them. You know i wrote a poem about hatred and greed and u kn i honestly believe that they are the same because they cause the same shit and everything else. Both love and hate cause the same problem ii n life no matter what   

It's Not Easy Being Green Or Yellow Or Me!!
 Do you know the saying it's not easy being green? Well in my case in December 2009 it wasn't easy being bright fluorescent yellow. I went to the doctor on a Wednesday and had a blood test and a urine test. I got a phone call on that Friday telling me that I have to go and get another blood test the next morning. So the next morning I go and get another blood test and the doctor explained to me that my Bilirubin was high. Now bilirubin is a product that results from the breakdown of hemoglobin. The total and direct bilirubin are usually measured to screen for or to monitor liver or gallbladder problems. So on Monday morning I was getting dressed to go and visit my grandmother at the hospital she had fallen and hit her head on that Friday and then my mom got another phone call from the doctor and the doctor said the bilirubin was still high to go the hospital and go to the emergency room so I did.             Well after seeing one doctor in the emergency room they wanted to give me an

Marine Prayer
Every Marine Should Know this by heart But i want to post it in honor Of my Fallen Family Members                                                   Marine's Prayer                      Almighty Father ,Whose command is over all and                    whose love never fails , make me aware of thy                 presence and obediend to Thy will. Keep me true                 to my best self  so that I can face my fellow                 Marines and to accpet my share of responsibilties with viger               and enthusiasm Grant me the courage to be proficient in my daily               performance. Keep me loyal and faithful to the duties the Marine Corps             and My Country have entrusted to me .Help me wear my uniform with dignity            and let it Remind me daily of traditons which I Must Uphold   For all My Fallen Family I say these words to Honor your Memory !

Pain In Sorrow
iam lost in a world filled with nothing but darkness as i try to gasp the bit of hope i have left i find my self struggling to hold on but as i slip and fall endlessly into nothing more then a deep forgotten void i try and get my self up but i find my self chain up with my demons laughing at me telling me they will never let me go my mind is always racing but it is also my worst foe it always seem to toss me things that i would rather forget the more times i try and fake how i truely feel just to please other people the more i seem to get lost even more how do i over come it how do i conquer it is it so easy to slip into total darkness will i ever find my peace my light forever into darkness i was born in the cold dark world as every seem to not always see things as they really are the world is black and white for that is what i see there is no middle ground who can save me who will be my light to blank out the darkness in witch i feel my ex just show up with her new bf hinding behind

Oh Yeah... By The Way
Thanks for checking out my blog! As you might have gathered already, I am new to fubar and realized that there is a lot of fake people on here. Therefore, for those who care I decided to write a little more about myself here. I am a full time student graduating this May 2011. I am really excited to finally be done with school. I started my college career after high school going to school to be an auto mechanic and within a couple weeks realized I cant work on cars the rest of my life... so i switched to horticulture and took that serious for a while until I had to memorize scientific names of all plants, herbs and shrubs.. So I got discouraged and dropped out. I ended up taking some time off and pretty much spent it partying all the time, and then one day it hit me that I need to do something with my life. So I wondered what I could possibly do with the skills in life I had already acquired. And ever since high school I started doing odd jobs for people such as painting, landscaping, c

My Game Collection List
1. Grand Theft Auto III 2. Grand Theft Auto: Vice city 3. Grand Theft auto: San Andreas 4. Twisted Metal: Black 5. Manhunt 6. God of War 7. Resident Evil Code: Veronica 8. Resident Evil 4 9. Final Fantasy X 10. Final Fantasy X-2 11. Reel Fishing III 12. Rocky 13. Devil May Cry 14. Spider-Man 15. Hitman 2 16. Evil Dead: A fistful of boomstick 17. Celebrity Death Match 18. True Crime: Streets of LA 19. The Terminator: Dawn of fate 20. Dino Stalker 21. Transformers 22. Wreckless: The Yakuza Missions 23. Giants Citizen Kabuto 24. Eighteen Wheeler ***American Pro Trucker*** 25. Destruction Derby Arenas 26. Spyro: Enter the Dragon 27. Need For Speed 2 undeground 28. Def Jam Vendetta 29. Mister Mosq

Goodbye Fu
  Hello friends,        Recently I realized I need to make some changes in my life to better myself, FU is 1 of those changes. In a couple weeks I will be leaving FU, and I wanted you all to know instead of just vanishing..      I also want you all to know there is nobody to blame nor am I mad or upset with anyone!! If anything I am happy for all the Love you all have shown me over the few years I have been here, there are a few very special people on here that I have grown very fond of, and of course I will not miss the drama LOL, I have made many friends on here, some real and true, I have also lost a few, but things happen for a reason...      There is 1 lady I will always hold close to my heart because without her I would have never learned some things about myself I never knew LOL Thank you!!! (You know who you are)      Walking away is not that easy because of all of you!!! But I must do this to go find me again, If anyone wants to keep in touch I do have Facebook and Myspac

Experiment
So my boss (drill) informed me yesterday that I was KILLED!  I still had no clue what he was talking about until now. With a lil bit of direction, I have discovered that some guy named 'Fat G' stabbed my ass in the hospital.....or something like that. My concern is....I have joined Boss Man drill's "gang" and he isn't protecting me properly!!!  I need some guidence with regards to this formidable issue.  Should I admit to MEL that I am male and unblock her so she can protect me?  Or should I stand my ground and insist that she unblock me first? Is anyone going to kill Fat G for me? ...and....THIS seriously gives me the creaps:   "Nipple Monster rated you an 11 by way of Kerri's famplifier" That is all I got for today

Surveys - Cause Im Bored & Dont Have A Life
1. Name?  Jaelynn   2. Gender?    last time i checked i was still female   3. Sexuality?     straight   4. favorite color ? black   5. Height?     5ft 1/2in   6. Weight?     lets just say im bbw. :D   40. PINK TEAM OR BLUE TEAM?     pink !  

The World Today
     You would be hard pressed to turn on the news and not hear the words record breaker or never seen before from the reporters. Whether it be the largest typhoon ever to hit Australia, the worst winter on record, the largest flood, drought, earthquake, tornado or volcano. Then there is the collapsing economies all around the world, protests and riots, wars and rumors of wars and corrupt governments all around us....Who is to blame for all this chaos? Not one person but all of us are to blame.      We have experienced these things in our life before, if we are old enough to remember, but never before have they all happened at once and the intesnity and frequency of these events that are growing at a geometric ratio and the world is in extreme danger while most of us ignore what is going on around us for we don't want to disturb our life in a bubble, outside our comfort zone.      What is truly amazing is that the prophets predicted this time thousands of years ago and now we see it

Lewis Random Blog
-1. Never deny Lust. -2. Respect And Follow Desire. -3. Live without regret. -4. Relinquish given morality. -5. Use fear as a guide to pursued action. -6. Strive for continued advancement of mind and body. -7. Die rather than fail or submit. -8. Reject illusions created by words. -9. Live life through action. -10. Develop conscious discipline. -11. Take full responsibility for your actions. -12. Always be aware from signs of the Satanic-aspect. -13. Seek all forms of power. -14. Renounce all rigid existence. -15. Complete all that you begin.

Mafia
OKAY my thoughts lately with mafia heads! you don't wanna know my opinion then DONT READ THIS lol i really dgaf! before i start my little rant though i will warn you lol i rarely use punctuation and I KNOW THIS you dont understand it than feel free to STOP reading it lolfirst i am going to start with the anti-bling Nazis, let me start off by saying BLING AND FAVORS ARE APART OF THE GAME,you can bitch moan groan rip your hair out cut your wrists etc etc but guess what....... there is still going to be bling and favors! i get beat by blingers :D i bling a little on 1 player, let me give you a little secret though..... you can beat a blinger if you build right and are patient.... its what i like to call STRATEGY!!!!you bitching isn't helping your player any FYI!!! "its not fair"... how is it not fair when no rules are being broken? we are not in elementary school guys..... if you are one of these people thatconsistantly bitches about bling users perhaps MAFIA isnt a game for you..... per

Brain Doodles
....that is the question.  It is that time of year for the three Bs:  Beads, Booze and Boobs.  I suppose, depending on which part of your body with which you think, the importance of the order of aforementioned three Bs may vary.  Beads, people.  These are the holy grail, the most coveted of all trinkets during the season (and any night of the week on Bourbon St. if you happen to be that way).  People will do just about anything for these beautifully crafted and colorfully painted plastic treasures straight for a Taiwanese sweatshop near you.  I'm no different from the rest.  Admittedly, I've shoved others to the side a time or two to bully my way to the front to yell, "Throw me something, Mister!"  Granted, I was 7 or 8 years old, but I did it.  Three parades in the next two weeks here.  Krewe of Centaur, Krewe of Gemini and then whatever the parade is called near my house...that one doesn't matter so much as it is the "family oriented" parade.  So, totally no fun.  Last year at G

Why
Never assume on the internet that the profile picture is the profile holder, I may be a 400 lb Russian fellow

Into The Mind Of Jenna...
As I sit here and think about the last 2 months I find I am disappointed in a lot of things, but mainly in myself. I've stepped so far away from the person I am. From the person I was raised to be. I have done things that have hurt some people. It's true that it was never intentionally but nonetheless I have done it. For that I am so sorry. People come into your life when you least expect it and leave lasting impressions that will stay with you forever. Whether you meet them in person or just spend constant hours in conversations over the phone, You can’t help but get to know them and love them. It’s a crime we are all guilty of. How do you get so close to someone you’ve never really met? That’s a question I find myself constantly asking myself. It’s simple. It’s so much easier to open up to a stranger. To someone that you feel won’t judge you. However that can also backfire on you as well. For instance I’ve poured my heart out to a few p

Playground Asylum Hiring Realible Staff N Djs.
(d) Hey there all.Playground Asylum are recruiting staff n djs atm so if you want any spot sb me for info. Are you interested in games n music or just wanna hang out n talk or listening to tunes or having a laugh thn come & join The PGA Asylum. (sa)"http://www.fubar.com/lounge/77347" & join the fun!! We will be waiting for you to come n have fun n make friends with us!!! :@This longue is new and were trying to build up a fun and sweet longue for gamers, music and movie lovers. DRAMA of any kind will result in a ban without ANY warning we dont tolerate incompetent people making drama were sick of all drama on fu theres enough off tht crap allready. we are here for likeminded people for music, games n movies, any sexy attcks etc will result in a warning and not following warning will result in ban.We created longue to have fun not another damn hit n fck me or hit and marrie me longue, if thts what yourlooking for thn go any other longue we dont want tht crap in here. We want mature n nor

Best Breast Contest
Anyone who is interested, I want to hold a contest for the best breast on fubar, let me know if you are interested. There will be a prize for the winner.

Help Her Win Plz
RedneckStunna@ fubar

Missy's Manor
Hello fans! Welcome to my very first fubar blog! To everyone who has sent me friend requests and gifts and messages I just want to say thank you for making my first night on fubar such a special and memorable one. I may not be able to talk to all of you individually as I would like to but I want you all to know how much I love you. And as sort of a special way to show my love i've decided to put together a little contest. My contest is simple. The prize if you win is my personal and private e-mail address. That's right you'll be able to e-mail me anytime and as often as you'd like to. I guarantee to answer every single e-mail you send me. This contest will only have one winner. To enter simply send me fubucks in any amount you wish. The one who sends me the most fubucks will win the contest and the prize (my e-mail). I will announce the winner right here in Missy's Manor. Oh by the way, did I also tell you i'll propose fu-marriage to the winner as well. The contest deadline is Friday M

Did You Know?
This was sent by a friend of mine!!! Pass The Butter ... Please.             This is interesting . .. .       Margarine  was originally manufactured to fatten  turkeys.  When it killed the turkeys, the people who had put  all the money into the research wanted a payback so they put their  heads together to figure out what to do with this product to get  their money back. 

Protocols Of The Empire: The Arc Angel Crowe Music Blog
  Immortal Beloved of mine; Thou Gift of God of Almond Gold who is the Jewel crafted by a Cunning Craftsman in which Thy Beauty enthrones all I find entrancing from the day Thou was created; How can I Truly ever capture the comprehension of Thy full knowledge I attempt to embark from the taste of Thy Wine? Beauty such as Yours, My Love, can never be celebrated with a single day; for, God made Our Paradise to last Forever to Cherish His Daughter with Agape Love because that is how long it will take. .... .......ROBERT CHRISLEY "The Cry" Perils of Proximity Starving Artisan 2011 Look out, look outFrom atop the WatchtowerBejeweled not betwitched by the Eve of my SoulAsian eyes mezmorizing meCome now, and you will seeThe  1 Golden Temple from my sideCalling out, as my Spirit is calling outWith a whisper You answered the cryNever say die to the Life that is Love, and IForever carry the cryForever carry the cryPlease beseech as the chaft from the wheat4 this Golden-stemmed Red RoseAs th

My Nsfw Pix
if you really really want in my nsfw folder, it will cost you a 135 credit bling pack. you get to see more of my body. yes im naked in a few pic but im covering myself with my hands. so if you still want in there, semd me a message ok so ive put a few nude pix in the folder. they are of me pulling down my panties lol

2011
i was so upset to find out my level 34 account was somehow deleted. I was online on my old account via my blackberry at 11am, I was always logged in. Wanted to go on again around 1 and 2pm. I was logged out, tried to get back in but couldn't! So I waited till I got home to figure it out, that my profile was deleted.. I kind of cried it took me years to get to the level I was at. I have to start ALL over again! Can you folks help me? Rating, pimpin me, etc? To those who already helped me thank you so much! My account didn't deserve to be deleted. But it somehow was. The reason? I don't know. But please help out if you can. Ill fan and rate you and add as a friend back. Thanks! Claudia xoxo

Writing Of Another Sort
I sometimes find my heart lurching in several directions, searching for that one thing that will create a feeling inside me unlike any other.  What will it be today? A song, perhaps? Maybe a piece of writing, or the soft, sensual touch of a lover. I yearn for the sensation to well up inside my soul until it floods my entire form, filling me with the life I so desire to attain. What does it mean to truly live? That life found me today in a song by one of my favorite bands, 30 Seconds to Mars. It reminded me to live my life on the edge, to take risks without giving thought to the consequences that would follow. I have been stuck in a rut for what seems like decades in a state of despondency that has eaten away at my soul like a cancer, slowly feeding off my emotion until eventually I succumb to its relentless harassment. I tried to suppress it, and have been for 3 years now, and told myself that it would just go away with time, yet here it remains in the forefront of my mind. My comica

Wil Harry Reid Also Hide In Illinois?
Over the past week the nation witnessed the spectacle of Wisconsin and Indiana Democrat lawmakers fleeing across state-lines into Illinois, Bonnie and Clyde-style, though in this case in hopes that their absence would stave off having to make tough decisions. Back home, their votes were needed to rescue their states from dire fiscal problems, and that is the case in states across the rest of the Midwest and the rest of the nation. Budget deficits are bulging and competition for scarce financial resources is growing more alarming.This Prohibition-era retro replay may indeed spread to the federal government and Washington, as a new Congress grapples with its first tough budget debate. Will liberals duck responsibility again?The federal government has been operating under a Continuing Resolution that will expire on March 4th.  The House, led by Republican Speaker John Boehner (R-IL) has already passed a new Continuing Resolution (CR) that cuts approximately $61 billion (too little in my o

Random Thoughts
Yes almost everyone would love to own one of America's most famous sports cars the Chevrolet Corvette . However like clothes some are just not made for  each individual to wear or look good in . After intensive study and research here are the results for those who and who shouldn't think of purchasing a Corvette .   1st Generation 1953 to 1962 These beautiful Vettes are for the true Auto Enthusiast who respects the history of this vehicle who is in their late 50's and up . 2nd Generation 1963 to 1967 These babies were sweet and by 1965 Big Blocks were being dropped into them , these models are for those in their mid 30's and up . 3rd Generation 1968 to 1982 These sexy fast rides are for guys and girls in their late 30's to early 50's . 4th Generation 1984 to 1996 5th Generation 1997 to 2004 6th Generation 2005 to present These last 3 generations are nice but these are for the the 20 somethings and for most part are disposable cars . ' If your in your mid 40's and up " No

Stories
Ring…ring…click.            Hello?             This is your wakeup call Mr.Dramun, what are you doing with your life?             What...what was that?             Click.             Adrian Dramun roused himself in an upright position, his legs hanging over the edge of the bed. He stared dumbly at the telephone he held in his hand. Cheap motel pieces really, hardly able to call them telephones in this society of cell-phones (Four in every household, we swear). It was tainted a dull yellow, the mouth piece barely hanging on. With disgust of the device Adrian slammed the phone down, finally releasing the mouth piece from its purgatory of the hundreds of hot breathed creatures that spoke to it.             Adrian hunched his shoulders and rested his elbows on his knees. He buried his face into his hands. This was a morning ritual to him. Wake, clean off the sleep from his face. He would do this for about a minute, rubbing his eyes with the palms of his hands as if that

Lyrics That I Can Relate Too
I fly above my self So cold and beautiful dead I've crossed the point of no return And now you understand A life in misery So full of sorrow and pain I couldn't face it no more I hope you'll always remember me [CHORUS] No pain, I'm free at last In paradise, sun moon stars Regret you were mean to me And regret that you sat me free Life depends on love And I depend on you [CHORUS] I lived for you There's nothing to say or to do I cared for you Then please realize that we're thru' I love you I no longer feel as you do I can't live without you But I can live without you [CHORUS] And now when I am gone I live forever inside of you And now when I am gone I live forever inside of you

Random Thoughts
 I will tell everyone the ugly truth about a certain subject I try to avoid telling. I have a hard time telling people about my skin condition for fear of being called ugly names ,but I have decided it's best to keep things in the open about myself. I have the skin condition psoriasis. There I said it. I started getting it shortly after moving to Northern Nevada in June 2004. I also have arthritis. It happened in 2002 as a matter of fact 9 yrs ago this month . I was startled by a co-worker and slammed my right middle finger in the car door and broke it . The ER doctor did nothing so now I have a crooked right middle finger that I avoid taking pictures of my right hand. I suppose I'm tell everyone this, because I'm tired of holding it back. It may help someone else to get treatment for the same problem I have.  Power that by obedience grows, Knowledge which its source not knows, Wave which severs whom it bears From the things which he compares Adding wings through things to range T

Love And Tolerance
This is my first blog and I didn't really have a particular topic in mind before I started. I merely had the urge to write(type). I was bored. I am sure that never happens to any of you. :)   So in case you may not have been aware, I am Shandy and it's a pleasure to meet you. I am a 30 year old Woman. I am not a child and this is not high school. I am not entirely sure what my reputation is but I am sure that it precedes me. When i decided I wanted to take the time to do this I had the urge to surround its basis on that of judgements and how we as a whole tend to harm one another. I am guilty of such things. Im human and completely fallible. However it is not how I choose to live my life. I sometimes sit here and wonder...who are you? What has happened in your life, which contributed to the person you are today. Were there struggles along the way, was there pain, joy? We all have our journeys which play a part in who we are and how we react and interact with other people. We all ha

Bf Keenon
my bf kennon what can i say about him he is the best thing that has c

Sarcasm: Just Choose A Side.
Someone sent me this website link a few days ago.      www.openluna.org    Its rather groovy. A few months ago I decided to turn over a new leaf, but I didn't really do anything other than what I was doing before.  There were no new roads to travel in the virtual world, and all things I saw were variations of the same nonetin garbage that has been flowing out of the foetid sewer of the collective consciousness since the dark ages.  Only one thing stood out in my conception, the word "Free", and how believing in the idea of freedom was more like captivity than some forms of actual imprisonment.  We're all told from childhood that we have "roles" and "expectations" that we must fulfill in order to become "productive".  Whatever that means these days.  We kill the Earth to save it, we are actual parasites feeding on this planet, and what humanity needs to do is engineer a real plan to fly into space, and teraform a celestial body, such as the moon.   We could start by teraforming the

Straight Talk About Sex And Love
What would be your ideal romantic setting?  What would you take the time to plan and create for that someone special? I've done a couple of things with past relationships, as I specified 1 or 2 in the A-Z portion. One particular time, I asked my man to meet me at this 5 star hotel at a specific time. I set it up where there were flowers and candles EVERYWHERE. I set out a plate of appetizers and wine along with a note. I wasn't there yet, but I'm sure he was looking for me (even though he said he wasn't). I arrived about 30 mins after I asked him to be there. I had on nothing but a lace nightie, trench and heels (I was sooo scared I would get pulled over while I was driving there lol. But I made it there without incident.). Anyway...long story short we enjoyed the night and morning.  Even though we had to snap back to reality, it was VERY fun while it lasted. Now, I told my story...what is your experience? Why do men/women cheat? What is Love?

Wednesday Hump Day On The Glow Radio
Wednesday Night on The Glow Radio: First up is filling in for DJ Siren is DJ Thomas live from Bristol,England & spinning Top 40/Dance Music starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is DJ Sass N Jazz & "The Jazzy Side of Glow" spinning the FEEL GOOD Jazz Music & other genres too starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt Closing Tonight is Tony the Misfit & his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music  at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt   Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at: ___________________   www.TheGlowRadio.com     We now have a second Chat Room for listeners who do not use Am

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Poncie
A women was helping her husband to set up his computer, at the approiate point in the process, told him that he would now need to enter password ---something he will used to logn on. the husband was in a rather amrous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention . So when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... "P-E-N-I-S" His wife fell off the chair laughing when the computer replied: Password rejected...not long enough.!

The Truth..can U Handle It?
What if your $10 ticket could change the life of a 9 year old little girl? Would you spend it?Sara Has Retts Syndrome, She can't walk, talk or use her hands for sign language. She is fed through a feeding tube. She is bright and alert, a prisoner in her own body.Her mother Tonya Hanna (RL friend) has entered her in a raffle to have a chance to win an Eyegaze System, a device to track her eye movement on a monitor to choose words and speak for her.If you buy a ticket OR tickets! you will have a chance to win a $500 Visa gift card! and Sara gets the Eyegaze! Also ALL Fu's who buy tickets will be entered in my drawing for a God Mode!Raffle runs till Sept. 15 so buy now and more later if you can!Also visit my page to see vids of Sara! with another to come soon.Please click the pic below and go to the raffle site! ADDED THE PIC YOU CLICK ON IN MY COMMENTS HERE AT LEAST READ WHAT IS GOING ON!(repost of original by ' Saras Advocate AKA mOOnSpiCe' on '2011-08-11 10:33:15') I REALLY NEED YOUR

Well It Is Wednesday
I remember that wednesday always signaled the middle of the week, now its a remind that i can never get anything done before friday... It used to be the break, now its the tell tail sign that laundry is piling up and most likely i'm running out of underwear...shit, i need some more pretty panties.... i used to get laid regularly on this day, but now i'm just to freaking tired, I think Wednesdays should be excluded from the week, serves no purpose at all, other than the clock ticking away... Well that's Me, and my complaining ass. Hope anyone that reads this finds it amusing Lilpandora XOXO

My Favorite Lyric.
The intention is clear, I stare, with this left hand, unableTo be wordedEvery time I bleed, there lies the reason to live ... And IDiscover words being so vivid and brightEven loved ones scatter like petals from flowers in my handSo even if I engraved the meaning that I lived in my hand, itWill only be known as flowers of vanityThe FinalOne by one it multiplies ... why be a sad bait?Deep within the hell of my heart ... I can't go backA self-torture loser, not being able to see tomorrowSuicide is the proof of lifeEven loved ones scatter like petals from flowers in my handSo even if I engraved the meaning that I lived in my hand, itWill only be known as flowers of vanitySo I can't liveWhat's lost can't be born againA song that's not even seeking the proof of livingLet's put an end ... The FinalLets bloom flowers of attempted suicide. The pessimistic you The merciless youAnd the self loving you, What are you looking at?With comparing and getting things in proportionsyou scream out madYou

C51 Creations
Alright Whats up Everyone? A lot of people have been asking me for Animated Pics! I love to do them but there's Diff Kinds. So Let me explain the style and Prices here:    Basin Animation - up to 10 Pics you choose in a slideshow Style. 2 Million FuBucks or 1 Bling Credit. Animation with background - up to 5 Pics. 5 Million Fubucks or a 6 crt. Bling Pack.   Animation With Colorful Background - up to 10 pics or less - 10 Million Fubucks or 12 crt Bling Pack or a Boomerang. Like Me Slideshow - up to 10 pics or less - 10 Million Fubucks or 12 crt Bling Pack or a Boomerang.   Picture Animated Background - 1 picture 1 Animated Background - 5 million or a 6 Crt bling Pack. Animated Video gif - How ever long the video is + Cool Background - 30 Million or Auto 11 or bomb or 65 crt Bling Pack If you are looking For a Video For this picture... Please hit up Kryptonight he charges 6 Credits for each picture! His Link is:

Fed Up (tired Of It All)
I'm tired of being played. I'm tired of being treated like I'm in last place. I'm tired of being treated like I'm a no name. I'm tired of being lied to, why won't they just tell me the truth? Forget about my feelings, and let me know how you really feel. If you don't want anything to do with me or don't wanna be bothered by me, just tell me. Life goes on, friends come and go. I'm a misfit and an outcast anyway, so it doesn't make a difference. I'm tired of all the games and the fake people that pretend to be a friend. It makes me so sick and makes me wanna go off and go on a rage. It makes me wanna change into a person that's out of my character.   To put it plain and simple I'M FED UP AND TIRED OF IT ALL!!!

Petition To Fubar
I have mentioned this in the fuMafia Blogs, with many who agree with it, with no response from Admin about their oppinion on it, except to reject my Blog Posts. There are many who complain about the gap between Blingers and Non-Blingers.  And many things have been introduced in the game to try to make things more "Fair" for both sides.  But, it never fully addresses the issue, and it's never fully fair.  It always favors 1 side or the other.  When it's made fair for Non-Blingers, Blingers complain because they spent "Real Money" for their Wins, only to get easily beat by someone who has paid nothing (which is understandable, I would be pissed too).  And when it's made fair for Blingers, Non-Blingers feel that they can't keep up with the pace because of the Gap that is there that the cannot catch up to easily (such as the 5,800 Skill Points difference in the Diamond Missions that now seperate Blingers and Non-Blingers who are the same level). What I propose happen is a "Bling Ranking"

Leadgeneratorblogs
Businesses – all businesses – grow and prosper if they can can find enough customers to purchase their products or services at a high enough price, and keep their expenses to a minimum. The Lead Generator – uniquely – can help you with both sides of this equation. In fact, it’s built to do just that: to make you money, and to save you money. How does it work? We’ll go into detail in a minute, but for now, consider the fact that every company – no matter how large or small – is simultaneously both a supplier of products and services, and a buyer of products and services. While normally you can’t get much leverage from your buying power (except, maybe, with a particular vendor on a particular transaction,) what the Lead Generator does is enable you to leverage your buying power to increase your sales. Specifically, it leverages the fact that you buy lots of products and services – to put you in a position to sell more products

A Toast To The Douchebags!!
so this dude shows up in my shoutbox and the conversation goes like this: 12:47am  vallachie: you look great mmmmm 12:50am  To vallachie: thanks. 12:51am  vallachie: your beautiful and its so nice seeing you 12:52am  vallachie: i love your sexy eyes and dark hair 12:57am  vallachie: what you up to 1:06am    To vallachie: fixin to go to bed 1:06am    vallachie: oh ok 1:07am    vallachie: would you be offended if i said i was aroused by you 1:09am    To vallachie: yep. 1:09am    vallachie: ok forget i said that then lol 1:09am    To vallachie: too late. 1:10am    vallachie: well how bout im sorry 1:10am    To vallachie: how about respect?   ok. first of all the dude is 48. older than my dad. no offense but that's gross.   i could expect this kind of crap from a teenage kid, but this blows my mind.   and to top it off..this is the 1st time he's spoken to me.   where do guys get the idea that its ok to speak to women li

Local Restaruant Scene
 So this past Monday, my wife and I decided we were going to start checking out the local sit down restaruants that we have driven by hundreds of times and yet, never ate at.  We start this week at Campestres Restaruant.  Upon entering, we were immediately whisked away to our seat.  I was asking if they had a sling to put the baby carrier in, when one employee came up and turned the high chair upside down and sat the carrier in that.  It surprisingly worked really well.  We took our menus and ordered off the lunch menu which was available from 11am to 3pm.  Everything was really well priced, and in what seemed like 10 minutes, they hd our food on the table and ready to eat, mine on the platter was still sizzling.  Gotta love fajitas!  The wait staff was extremely friendly and professional.  After completing our meal, they were very quick to clear the table.  But for this guy, I will n0ot give a full on approval for any restaruant unless they possess one key essential quality, CLEANLINE

National Guard
Ok ppl it's been awhile since I've done one of these. ok here it goes.I have a friend that is wanting to join the national guard.but she is getting flack from her family since she is a single mom.does anyone have any comments or suggestions that I can give her????Any feed back is appreciated.

Sexy Thoughts
                         Tuesday a night of fierce passion and rough sex yes yes i no wedsday is hump day but y wait if ur arround a fun and attractive person grab hold and make ur day agree like this hate it then fu*** off ;)

Free Knox
amanda knox and her parents are getting railroaded.if you believe this is true also.comment back thanks!

What Is Love...
What is love...  “When you look at love, you're looking into the face of appreciation.”Love is Accepting.    Acceptance is labeling someone as "okay" and having no particular desire to change them. Who they are is perfectly fine with you. You pose no condition on whether you will love them or not. This is call unconditional love. When your love IS conditional, the moment they step outside your set of conditions, love evaporates.Love is Appreciating.    Appreciation is one step beyond acceptance. Its when your focus is on what you like about another. We look at them and feel this sweeping appreciation for who they are, their joy, their insights, their humor, their companionship, etc. When someone says they are "in love" with another, they mean their appreciation is so enormous for this person that it consumes their every thought.Love is Wanting Another to Feel Good.    We want those we love to be happy, safe, healthy, and fulfilled. We want them to feel good in all ways, phy

Services
fuSkins Services F.A.Q One stop place to find answers to your questions about my fuSkins   Q. Do you Create skins for just anyone? A. Yes, I will create a skin for anyone on fubar so long as you meet the requirements   Q.How much do you charge for a fuSkin? A. Well, each skin cost 4million fubucks Q. How do we do payment? A. I require 50% upfront payment (2million fuBucks) before starting your fuSkin   Q. What if I decide to cancel my skin order? A. I'm sorry to see you cancel your order however I would retain the starting fee (2Million fuBucks) for time spent creating the skin (even if you cancel it). Q. How long will it take for my skin to be complted? A. Depending on the style of skin you are wanting skins can be completed with a 24hr turn around but please allow between 48hrs and 72hrs for completion of your order. Q. Do you provide Previews of my skin? A. I belive that if the customer is not satisfied then I'm not so durning the process of creating your skin you w

Just Thoughts
“When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.” “I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”“The worst thing you can do for love is deny it; so when you find that special someone, don't let anyone or anything to get in your way.”“You've spent your whole life running and running, trying to catch up with something that has never been there for you. And all you've done is go farther and farther away from the precious love that's been waiting for you all the time.”“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might b

R U Easy?????
Well according to a French poll,women who's names end in A are easy. (i'm sure that's just in France though.*cough*)  Ok there was that Lolita chick but still. lol   Also the men with the name Chris have the most success with the ladies,and the men with the name Ed,the least.  (Edwars Scissor hands comes to mind) lol    Gin-A lol :P

The Life And Times Of Ezracold
      I cannot begin in any real way.  There is much to say should some poor soul take an interest in my life.  I could start at the begining but I find not doing so would allow me to place the more relavant and interesting aspects in the forefront.  There are many stories and many events... This is little more than an introduction to these.        I think I will place each story individually in this collection of blogs.  So that hopefully by title a given reader will be able to navigate them according to what interests them most.  From the ten year long death of my father, to my regretable engagement and subsequent breakup.  My injuries of youth, and the misdeeds of a drunken and educational High School experience.              Now, those issues have been stated, I will continue with the introduction.  A breif explination of my Name.  Ezra Cold.           There is a movie, that I hope you have seen, called "The Mothman Prophecies"  In which a character or creature called a Mothm

Reasons Why Iam Down Some Of The Times
some  people wonder why most the time i am sad....its because i go throught life with strifes and pains and troubles and stres that builds up and i want to just give up and die...so that no one has to worry about me, life kicks me in the BALLZ and laughs at me for no reason whatsoever and walks away with me layin there on the cold ground. What the fuck did i do deserve it? why is it hard to get by when the government ND STATE TURN AGAINST YA AND TAKE AWAY THING YOU NEED....Reasons arent sound enough for me its my turn to deliver the pain, but what can i do? iam just aguy..who is down on his luck, livin by the  skin of his teeth....trying to live as long as i can with out killin myself or just naturally going lol......iam so fucking tired of the BS i have to go thru to live, this is MY life and ican live the way i want...im not a nuber....Iam ahuman being,a citizen of the USA and State of Washington, City of  God Damn Tacoma.....thats who I am! i just cant stay happy ll the time, due t

Deployment
well i depressed right now becasue i am here in iraq and my wife and son is back home i miss them so much ive been sitting in my room for almost a fucking week while everyone else goes out on missions i dont know why they are doin this to me im not hurt or anything but i still dont know y they are leaving me behind i just dont know what to do i fucking hate this fucking country i wish we never had to come here and the days that i do go out i really dont do anything i just wish i hold holding my son and my wife right now and i know they want the same if any of you vets went through the same thing please tell me how the hell did you deal with this because i am goin very insane right now and i realy dont know what to do or how to control it

My Poems And Random Thoughts
Sitting here alone. With no room to say, Casting aside all I used to be Never to speak of it again. Traveling through time just to stop. Hoping that on day the life I've choosen to live by, Will never let me down. Running down the street, Chasing a future I can not see. Praying that through all this pain I may find a way to see. The path through the homeless prices. Letting the past not catch up to me. Holding on to the me thats already gone. The house which I never stayed. The place where a home was never made. Parents to whom I love, But never really wanted to stay with. Hoping they never really let go. Of that life they always knew. To the daughter they never gave up on. The life to which I hold in my hand. Placing the hope of all they are in me. The homeless people with nothing left to give. A homeless mind that may just end up breaking. 

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Poem
Fingers stroking So much time passed Touching the tiny mound of flesh A monotonous rhythm Each breath restrained The petite fold of skin Retracted from the glistening dot Beaconing sensitivity Controlling moments with Simple thoughts Rub forward then back Calculating the pressure Minute but agony producing No more control Release Hot daggers of pleasure racing down an arched spine The taste of blood from a bitten lip Clinching contractions of delight Moaning, neck twisting, distorted Convulsive ecstasy searing tension Beyond the limit Becoming darkness Awakening Coated in warm sweat The slippery sexual moisture Abundantly flowing Filling the air With the fragrance Of fulfillment

For Biheavenlyangels Members
Due to how fast we've grown as a group, I have had to assign teams. Please check the team folders to see which one you are in. I don't have enough room to keep everyone in fam, so I have management, team leaders, girls who have contributed to the NSFW folder and those who have bought their way on in the fam. Eventually I may have to creat team pages if we continue to grow at this rate. I hope everyone understands. The people that I have made team leaders are ones who have helped me on a daily basis in one way, shape or form. As we grow more, I will also be making new teams. If you are interested in becoming a team leader as this happens, let me know and we will get you in as one. Thanks. Any Angel wishing to become a 2nd Alarm Hottie please send a private message to MajaBabyyy. She is our #1 friend and the Hotties Dept Chief. Let her know you are a member of BiHeavenlyAngels. I am putting together a new folder and would love as much participation as I can get. It will be a folder of me

The Adventures Of A Juggalo Tattoo Artist
I'm so fucking tired of all these bitches in Topeka saying they want a good man when they really want a guy who beats on them and is strung the fuck out. FUCK that I need a woman who can handle me and can suck and fuck like a porn star. I want to lick a bitch from head to toe and even the cracks

The Fall
So far of a fall So much waste So many years So much hate   Fallen from grace Wasted oppurtunity Years spent wandering No Love shared   A bright and promising future An intelligence highly evolved A lifetime of oppourtunity A real chance   Thrown away on fear Paralized to move Hating thine own self Never knowing thy self   Now later in life What do I have Nothing but emptiness and a desire to strive   I feel nothing emotionally I fear nothing anymore Hunger has become a daily friend Longing just a memory   They say people can change That we all evolvle We can change if we choose Chosing what choice   For our life has dictated the choices to us People we once wanted have drifited away Becoming the one thing they always said they werent Lonely arent we the fallen   The fall was great Our fall has never stopped Falling for it all Falling just because   I made my fall I made my choice I made my mistakes I made my call.

My Personal Letter To You...
JDRF WALK  February 27, 2011 Mall of America     Dear Family & Friends,   On February 27, 2011, I’m going on a 1-mile walk at Mall of America. I’m sure most people don’t write you to announce their walking schedule. However, this is an important event for me, for the hundreds of thousands of young people, like my daughter Triniti, who suffer from diabetes. On February 27th the walk to benefit the Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation will take place. I will be there because I want to find a cure for my daughter's disease.   Triniti was diagnosed with Type I diabetes when he was two years old. For the past six years living with diabetes has been a daily struggle. Each day, we test his blood sugar four to four-six times a day. She also receives bolus' through her insulin pump throughout the day. Often times, she doesn't want to check her blood sugar and get bolus' but she understands that she must take the insulin to survive. But insulin is not a “cure&rdqu

Suit Case Pimp
My ex and I decided to try swinging, it was very interesting. She was not the prettiest woman in the world, she have a great body and attitude. We invited to a gangbang and she got more attention than the woman who was suppose to be getting the gangbang. The guy who set up the event was a producer and asked if would be interested in doing some videos and we said sure. She never did any feature type stuff she not pretty enough, she did the fill in stuff to make gonzo videos and video clips for porn theaters. We were in South Florida working for someone doing some clips and someone had brought in a new guy who was very well endowed, this guy was scary hung. The actress he was suppose to be with was not going anywhere near him it was very funny. Everyone else said no too. My girl always looking for a challenge said I will try. So she went a freshen up and grabbed a bottle of lube , she laid back and I filled her up. It started the usual way, with a blowjob, she could hardly get his head i

Main Blog
http://fubar.com/the-schedule/b336200-1144692 So, There's a few shows coming up that i figured i would tell everybody about, because i for some reason feel compelled to AND it's kind of part of the whole, Promo thing that i do!   First and foremost - to all my New York friends out there, 2.26.11 - NEXT SATURDAY at Tammany Hall in NYC, Acey Slade & The Dark Party will be performing at the Hate The Hate Benefit.. Here's the official press release -      "Tim No 37 presents HATE the HATE is designed to raise awareness against Hate Crimes, Bullying and Discrimination that has been running rampant in the United States. Time for us to take a stand!The proceeds of this event will go to:The Hetrick-Martin Institutewww.hmi.organdThe Trevor Projectwww.thetrevorproject.orgCO-HEADLINING this phenomenal event are:THE AUGUST INFINITY and KHZalso performing are:Acey Slade and The Dark PartyStar KillerKristaKing Hell!Ghosts of EdenHosted by: Juliya of FUSE tv, Ms Jenncity and more

Need Help With New Name
MY OLD WAS WAS REV DJSILLYWABBIT COS I OWNED THE WABBIT HOLE. NOW I DONT OWN THAT ONE ANYMORE, IM CO-OWNER OF HUNTERS HANGOUT AND FUMARRIED TO WHITEWOLF AND WANT A NEW NAME: HERE ARE A FEW UGGESTIONS, PLS TELL ME IF YOU LIKE ANY OF THEM OR HAVE ANOTHER SUGGESTION. THANKS 1. REV DJDEERWABBIT 2. REV DJWHITEWOLF 3. REV DJHUNTER 4. REV DJSILLYDEER 5. OTHER.............

Mistress Flash... Nsfw - Updates
Nice variation of a St Andrews Cross... dubbed a Chris Cross since the builder's name is Chris :-) Very sturdy but portable enough to put in the trunk of a car... awesomeness Nice set of dragon's tongues... matched... hand painted with inliad rose tips on handles - gotta get ready for florentine scene now 2 different little stingy things nt sure they have a true name, lol, handmade and awesome... one is cable wrapped with fur on the other side - very decieving look, the other is a braided plastic a very nice sap   nice aluminum crop extremely nice metal chain flogger I cannot wait :-0

The Lunatic Is In My Head
Absolutely, I get caught up in it on a daily basis :/ I had this trend going on as I posted in social sites for a while; it was called Negative/Positive, where I would ideally name off something negative, but add the positive counter to it. Here is one of those this morning: Negative: Mass texting is so impersonal, and to be honest, rude in some instances. Positive: Mass texting is certainly useful in some instances, such as business. In my opinion, it's better to know the message you're receiving is meant for you :) Anti-social people are taking over the world, and while I've been in that category for much of my life, I want to come out of my rabbit hole, and love the world I live in! Part of that is learning to be direct with the important people in my life. So, what I am saying in this blog is, get out of your damned rabbit hole people! -Dean It was just another morning and I woke up feeling rightThough this particular day, I had an epiphanyPerhaps this life is not as golden as

This Beautiful Death
the walls surround me as i fall on my way to hell my addictions overwhelm my senses as i scream in pain am i insane or my thoughts are tamed with sanityjust let me be i want to die in vain but u never left..not yet my only fear is u leaving me alone in my own hell my personal cellfor ever i will dwell  nothing will ever be the same all i got is my insanity so just let me be my own personal hell ..and me the demons annoy me hit me beat me and scratch me they consume me control me HOLD ME!! reject me  disrepect me ..just kill me !!!im locked up in my hell my personal cell and i will never tell will i die or try to survive is this a lie in my mind is the key to my insanity will you help me or just let me be  the thought of killing myself are so violent noose hanging from my neck  as i jump off in silence the gun pointed to my dome as i blast it off..pure violence im alone in this world as i truly was no one understands my pain ..im only insane  my own personal hell in this cell that i dw

Why
i live in a town where everone looks down 0n me 4 my tattooes and i dont get it this is"nt tvland you know and im not crying about it like a lil bitch but you know there are other shit going that they go and look at and fix beside telling me im trash for haveing tatts  and how im going to hell 4 being the way i am you know i always got black on and i love slipknot and mushroomhead but anyways i know there are others dealing with the some shit

My Poems
it has been a year since i have touched you a year since i have seen your face a year since i have last held you in my arms and felt your warm embrace   it has been a year since i have last kissed you a year since i have felt your lips on mine a year since i have looked in your eyes and got lost in the passage of time   it has been a year since you held me a year since you told me you cared a year since your last i love you and your promise to always be there   it has been a year of tears and sorrow a year of missing you a year of longing for you touch and how do i make it through   it has been a year my darling a year without you in my life a year without your smile a year of heartache and strife   it has been a year of lonliness a year of wondering why a year of daily sorrow and many tears in my eyes   although it has been a year a year since you have been gone a year without your touch and warmth this year you have still lingered on   a year you ha

My Video Picks!
Pretty funny skit featuring two sexy babes, one has a sex tape the other does not have one yet, that we know of any way! Watch The Sexy Tila Tequila get all of the hosts attention and Jennifer Aniiston get jealous and angry! CLICK HERE TO WATCH FUNNY VIDEO NOW!

Socio Paths/pathological Liars/antisocial Personality Disorder
My exwife was one and I didn't even realise it until a lot of damage had been done. PLEASE READ THIS and help safeguard yourselves and your loved ones.     THE PSYCHOPATH NEXT DOOR (Source: http://chericola57.tripod.com/infinite.html) Psychopath. We hear the word and images of Bernardo, Manson and Dahmer pop into our heads; no doubt Ted Bundy too. But they're the bottom of the barrel -- most of the two million psychopaths in North America aren't murderers. They're our friends, lovers and co-workers. They're outgoing and persuasive, dazzling you with charm and flattery. Often you aren't even aware they've taken you for a ride -- until it's too late. Psychopaths exhibit a Jekyll and Hyde personality. "They play a part so they can get what they want," says Dr. Sheila Willson, a Toronto psychologist who has helped victims of psychopaths. The guy who showers a woman with excessive attention is much more capable of getting her to lend him money, and to put up with him when he

Chaos
I've been drinking all weekend. It's been so much fun, but I think it's going to take a few days to recover my bearings. I really have to return my bottles to the store for mor alcohol too.    WOOOO Party!!!

I Love The Way
I love the way you touch meso soft and sensuously.It makes me tingle all over. I love the way you kiss me.It starts a fire deep down inside of meand makes me yearn for you even more. I love the way you look at me.It makes me feel beautiful and treasured.Most of all I love the way you love me. When you walk in my whole day gets better.And even when you’re not with meyou’re in my thoughts always. It doesn’t matter what we don’t have or what we do have.The most important thing is we have each otherand no one can take that away. I am the luckiest woman in the worldand I don’t need or want anythingbut you beside me loving me to the end of our days  

Good Bye Fubar
I have made so many wonderful friends here and I'm so very sad to say goodbye to all of you!  I've been in tears the last half hour at the thought that I won't get to say hello to all of you anymore.  For the most part, you all have been very kind and generous to me and I can't thank you enough for being my friend! To clarify, I am not leaving because of any fu-drama.  It's just my own personal decision that I've made to better my life.  I've become addicted to this site and addiction is a very ugly thing.  I spend my whole days here. I get up and log in on my phone first thing in the morning.  I've fallen behind in other aspects of my life because I'm constantly on here checking my messages and returning rates. I just can't do it anymore. I have 2 wonderful kids who need me to be the best mom that I can be.  This site gets in the way of that.  I am sticking around long enough for my fu-fiance, Razor, to get his money back since he has invested quite a bit into "owning" me, but once

The Heaven 500
The Heaven 500The Heaven 500 was just getting started, an all-star race, for the racing departed. Heroes of the track, with nerves like steel, and sitting on the pole was a cat named Neil. Adam Petty was there, with his beautiful smile, Kenny Irwin, determined to finish in style. Lee Petty was glowing, with grandfatherly pride, with Davey and Clifford, each had a new ride. Fireball Roberts floated in on a cloud, while Tony Roper waved to the Heavenly crowd. Morosso and Nemechek, then Tim Richmond appeared, Kulwicki strapped in while the racing fans cheered. The honorary starter, for this Heavenly race, Ralph Earnhardt was chosen, a tear on his face, but the red flag flew even before it had begun, with every eye, wide open, and looking to the SUN. A last minute entry was the cause of delay, while the fans were instructed to kneel and pray. The Heavens turned black, and the clouds turned dark, the lightning was brilliant, the thunder did bark. Then out of the rumble, for all there to see

My Poems
AVERIL   Has anyone here seen Averil; Dressed in a French Bikini? She lives in a world of Enchantment, Where no one grows much older than - seventeen.   In Averil's eyes, Life is the seven wonders, Every star a wishing star, That shines for her.   Take a leaf from Averil's book, Open your eyes, take a look, So much beauty to be found, Take the time to look around.         D.L.M.G.OLEN ©1989

Journey
Life is a journey filled with lessons, hardships, heartaches, joys, celebrations and special moments that will ultimately lead us to our destination, our purpose in life. The road will not always be smooth; in fact, throughout our travels, we will encounter many challenges.Some of these challenges will test our courage, strengths, weaknesses, and faith. Along the way, we may stumble upon obstacles that will come between the paths that we are destined to take. In order to follow the right path, we must overcome these obstacles. Sometimes these obstacles are really blessings in disguise, only we don't realize that at the time. Along our journey we will be confronted with many situations, some will be filled with joy, and some will be filled with heartache. How we react to what we are faced with determines what kind of outcome the rest of our journey through life will be like. When things don't always go our way, we have two choices in dealing with the situations. We can foc

Thoughts
There comes a time when you must stand alone.You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams.You must be willing to make sacrifices.You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved.Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged.There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities.Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better.Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by.Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life.Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way.           Work hard at what you like to do and try to overcome all obstaclesLaugh at your mistakes and praise yourself for learning from themPick some flowers and appreciate the beauty of natureSay hello to strangers and enjoy the people you kno

If I Could Live Life Over
I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.I would have talked less and listened more.I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded.I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains.I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life.I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lif

I Wish You Enough
"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."

Ok So New To This Thing
Ok so I'm sort of new to a lot of this.  I'm in that dreadfully long process of separation and the whole thing with final negotiations and what not.  I'll post more about that when we see through to the conclusion coming soon.  So now the other process of getting back out into the scene so to speak and while everyone seems to say that they want the nice guy, I'm quickly learning that the old adage about nice guys finishing last, well there's much of that that seems to hold true. So I'm beginning to rethink this nice guy shit as it's just not paying off.  Hell, thinking back it doesn't seem to have paid off over time anyway so why the hell not. What seems to be out there?  A lot of medical staffers.  People that work shift work and end up with the mids.  Obviously, my heart goes out to them.  They are there at all hours of the night while people go do stupid stuff and get injured and go to the ER because no matter how bad they screw themselves or others up it's all fixable, right?  Oh

Ramblings And Musings..
Hai!   Thanks for reading this.. anyway, alot of people really enjoy reading my about me section; and while humorous and to the point in its given form, it is far from complete, theres so much sillyness on the site its hard to even think of wear to begin, so in no order of importance, here goes my list of things about me:   1. I don't care about your tits or what you want to see them.. Did the Military thing for a while, wore a uniform, saw them in all shapes, sizes and colors. They all pretty much look the same, and if the urge to go out and see more ever comes up, strip club door fees are 10 bucks.. I also don't do the random  "HERES A PICTURE OF MY COCK!" email thing ladies, so have no fear. 2. Guess I should point out the brutally honest thing now, huh? 3. If your twice my age, I'm really not interested. If your background is you in a nightie, I am beyond not interested. put your clothes back on grandma! 4. This Fu-Famous thing needs to just die in a fire. I don't care what

Sex For The First Time
So sat here naked on my bed i wonder what your voice sounds like and i begin to drift off into my little sexual fantasy. I think of travelling to see you, all full of nerves because already i know you're interested sexually and i know i so don't want to dissapoint. when i first see you i think wow, i must've won the lottery and just think how strikingly sexy you are but i feel to shy to speak them. you obviously look at me and think i pass the first test, which is such a relief. We go into yours and have a couple of cups of coffee while we chat and get to know each other better. the more we talk the more relaxed we both feel. After about an hour or so we decide that we are both a bit hungry and decide on going out to a bar and having a few drinks and a meal at the same time, so both take turns to get ready.                                          A little while later we both are in the local having a nice meal and getting nicely relaxed as the alcohol kicks in. At some point the conve

A Sexual Encounter
I'm sat at a bar and i look over and see you sexily teasing a straw with your mouth. You don't notice me at first and im thinking you look hot when you turn your head and see me staring at you. I look away quickly knowing i've been caught, and after a minute or so i look back over to see you with a smile that says 'I seen you watching me'. I'm really nervous at this point but i smile get up and walk over to where you're sat at the bar and introduce myself, at which point i see your drink is nearly empty so offer to buy you one. You smile and accept, i ask is it ok if i sit next to you. I know you're alone and you offer the seat to me. As the evening goes on and we're chatting you occasionally brush my leg with yours just ever so slightly.  As the night goes on and I am starting to relax i offer you another drink, but you decline put your hand on my knee lean over and whisper ' but if you walk me home you can have one at mine' well, my jacket was on so quick and before I knew it we were

The Lightening Strikes
 One evening the rain beats down while im walking along a long road to nowhere, fields all around. I can feel the rain soaking through to my skin so I decide to try and find shelter, and as I make that decision the thunder starts and my head just drops as i look around. In the distance I spy what looks to be a barn in the distance and a light coming from within so I head straight for it at a quick pace. I find the path or road unsure which all the way up to the barn, nothing but a farm well in the distance so im glad that I find shelter so soon. I call out as I near the barn to whom ever is inside so they wont be startled and as i get right up to the open door a female voice calls back so I enter. When I step inside I see what looks to me to be an angel, beautiful and blonde, about 5ft 6inches but the prettiest eyes and nicest smile ive ever seen.                                                  Then you speak to me and tell me to get my jacket and shirt off otherwise i will die a deat

Blinded By The Light
One day you are online and you see an advert for discreet sex dating pleasure garuanteed, you feel a slight feeling stir deep within and think why not! Very nervously you fill in details and press enter. You now wonder why did you do that? But you hopefully they might not get back to you and you carry on with what you were doing. As the next hour goes past you get an email from the site about your request for a sex date and your heart skips a beat as you open the message and read on. It gives you a date a couple of nights later and an address and how to get there etc. Now your palms are really sweaty and all these thoughts run through your head like who might turn up and what might be in store it's so nerve racking just not knowing but also just the thought turns you on and even excitement makes you think 'stuff it!' and thats when you make the descision to go ahead and do it. over the next two days you get some nice a nice sexy outfit and shoes ready for that nite.                    

Mi Vida Loca
I'M FAR BEYOND AN ANGEL. LONG GONE IS MY YOUTHFUL INNOCENCE, THE GLEAM IN MY EYES. NO MORE DO I BELIEVE IN WISHES OR FAIRYTALES. DREAMS OF DANCING FOR ALVIN AILEY, WRITING FOR ROLLING STONE, SEEING THE COSTA RICAN RAIN FOREST. SELF IN CLOSED IN A PIT OF DARKNESS AT THE BOTTOM STRAINING TO SEE THE LIGHT. THE ULTIMATE OPTIMIST HAS GROWN WEARY & TIRED. OVER BUBBLY & TOO TRUSTING, EMERGES FROM BELOW, THE BROKEN ANGEL. NOW A WOUNDED SOUL LOOKING FOR SOLACE AND REFUGE. FORGING THROUGH THE DOUBT OF THOSE CLOSER THAN MOST. EVEN BELIEVING ALONG THE WAY WHATS TOLD IS INDEED TRUE... FALLING ON BARE KNEES STILL BRUISED, RISES THE BROKEN ANGEL SHAKING, TREMBLING, CRYING

Oldschool
LIVING FAST AND LOVING IT TELLING LIES AND BELIEVING THEM WELCOMING THE DARKNESS AS IF TO HIDE CHANGING AND REARRANGING CHOOSING SIDES BE BLACK OR BE WHITE NEITHER ONE APPLIES FOOLISH WITHOUT A CARE BUT GOD WAS ALWAYS THERE. CURSING AND SCREAMING IN ANGER AS IF GOD WAS THE STRANGER PUSHING AND PULLING TRYING TO FIND MY WAY GOD BLESSED ME WITH ANOTHER DAY. AND WHEN I CRIED AFTER ALL THOSE WHO DIED GOD WAS BY MY SIDE. AS I AGE I NEVER FORGET TO PRAY AND ASK GOD FOR A NEW DAY. PASSING PARKING LOTS FILLED WITH POOR POVERTY STRICKEN POETS POUTING AND POKING THE EYES OF PRETEND PROPHETS PREACHING THE POWER OF THE POMPOUS PREGNANT PROJECT LIVING PRETTY POTENT SOULS POSING POLITELY AS PASSING PORCHES PROCEED TO DRIVE PARALLEL TO THE PINK PIZZA PARLOR PROUDLY PRONOUNCING THE PUNK LINGO THAT SO PROFOUNDLY SENDS THEM INTO THEIR POOLS OF PISS FILLED TEARS PRESIDENTIAL PORK EATING, PERFECTLY CRISP WHITE SHEET WEARING

Love
Love is Fleeting Hold on tight Love is Fleeting It can change overnight Love is Fleeting It takes off with flight Love is Fleeting Sends you soaring way up high! Love is Fleeting It can leave you High and Dry Love is Fleeting When you stare deep in their eyes Love is Fleeting When u have to say goodbye Love is Fleeting When all you do is cry Love is Fleeting When its all a Lie Love is Fleeting When you thought you found "The One" Love is Fleeting When you not "The Only One" Love is Fleeting When you don't give up Hope Love is Fleeting When you cant Cope Love is Fleeting When your Hollow inside Love is Fleeting Being The Brides maid and Not The Bride.. Love is Fleeting When He's not by Your side Love is Fleeting Wanna Give It A Try? LOVE IS PAIN...... AND IT'S CRAZY HOW WE ALL DESPERATELY CRAVE IT! BUT WE GET IT, AND THEN SHIT GETS   TOUGH,AND WE WANT TO RUN, OR WORSE WE STAY NOT KNOWING WHAT WILL BE. ITS A WORK IN PROGRESS,   GOOD DAYS, BAD DAYS, LOVE YOU/HATE YOU! FROM B**** T

From My Mind To Yours
I have so many things that go around in my mind each day, but am afraid to share them with others for fear of ridicule. I am not really a crazy person. In fact, I was once told by my doctor that I'm probably the most sane person he's ever known. If that's the case, then why do I feel like I'm crazy? Is it because I'm normal and all those around me aren't, thus making me the abnormal one? What is normal really? The Norm is defined as "A standard, model, or pattern regarded as typical." So, if everyone around me is crazy, then that's the norm, and I am abnormal. I think I'm a pretty boring person actually.  

Make Someone Happy
"Who once free from Earthly illusion looks into the empty eye of the Sphynx,  Forgets his seriousness out of overseriousness and looks back at you and only smiles;  And if you lift his mask he only looks back at you and smiles." anon? Circa? Ancient Egyptian?

Captivated By The Beauty Of You
You have most piercing eyes That are utterly astonishing How beautiful you are so mesmerizing Oh! how I wonder if your heart is as Wonderfully soft and warm loving as blissful,   I wish I was one of your tear drops Because I would be born in your eyes Live my life across your cheek That blooms with such bliss!!! Oh!  how I wonder,   When you wipe me away If  I'll be just a memory to you So when you shed a tear drop for that one Special moment, I'll be reborned and knowing I just wasn't a memory,   I'll live  on in your heart" To be a treasure to be cherished Like aTear that turned into a Gemstone!!! poem by Lester Copyright@2004

Iam Not Leaving Fubar
so lastnight i said i wont be back on fubar after tuesday what i fail to say is this iam not leaving fubar   i just might not ever log back in for some time due to the fact i might be going back to jail its not a for sure thing   but firday i got some news around 10 to 10:30pm someone reported me to adult protective servise so i will know what will happen at tuesday that is all for now

Bomb Plz!!!!
Have i asked you to bomb me?(yes) Did i ask nicely?(yes) Did i rate/fan/add you?(yes) Did i look at your status update?(no) Are you feeling that I'm annoying you? Well just tell me, I will block YOU so i can continue to rate you. Thus no longer bothering you for bombs! Yay! Now that was polite and easy! Thank you for showing me the same respect.

But If I Did...
I don’t lie down at night wishing you were beside me and imagining the feel of your arms wrapped around me tight… I don’t wake up each morning with visions of your sweet face filling my mind… I don’t dream of your touch, your kiss, your caress… I don’t spend my waking hours envisioning your smile and the light in your beautiful eyes… I don’t long for you with every breath I take… I don’t yearn for you… I don’t love you…   But if I did, how would you feel about that?

Life In General
So..heres a blog about me again. Its been awhile. I am mainly posting this for those who have wondered where I have been or why I am not on here as much as I use to be. Well Back in July when I got a bunch of lab work done..I was told that I was borderline diabetic. My dad just fund out 2 yrs ago that he is..and I know it runs in the family but I have made up my mind that I am not going to get it at this age if I can help it.  So..I started dieting. In september I decided to join curves.  In the past I have never actually exercised when I dieted.  This is the first time I have..and to tell you the truth..its true what they say. The more yu exercise the better you feel. Since then I have lost 38lbs and am just 13lbs overweight now. I have had more lab work done for a wellness program at work. I just got the results back this week. My bloodsurger and cholesterol and all is outstanding! :D  It was a big relief not to see my A1c level normal (thats the test to test how your body

Health
I started to get really sick in August of 2007.  After many tests, I was diagnosed with Sarcoidosis.  The tests also showed indicated a brain tumor.  Over the next several months, I underwent many more tests and my health continued to decline.  After Krissy found me blacked out, I was admitted to the Mayo clinic in mid-August of 2008. Since my admission to the Mayo Clinic, I have been undergoing radiation therapy.  These treatments have caused a number of side effects.  The radiation treatments crashed my immune system resulting in meningitis and pneumonia.  Additionally, I have lost my hair, my good eye sight, some of my hearing, and my voice. One of the worse parts is the never ending pain I have inside my torso!  It seems that the pain is so bad that I can barely breath or think.  I also feel like I have the flu but 1000% times worse than I have ever had.  I have to have dialysis due to kidney issues from the meningitis. I started to have major respiratory issues in mid-September

Albahut
hello  i need more help be ginrus i will be glad  

Diva
By the sea a woman sits and waits for her love to come. She knows he will be there as soon as she falls asleep, but she is not ready. She wants to feel his arms around her, taste his sweet lips and feel the warmth of his body next to hers. Her dreams are filled with passion, but her nights are spent alone.

Jlm Member Of The Week
The Justice League Mafia is going to be holding its 1st ever "JLM Super Hero of the Week Award"... The winner will be decided by their commitments to the JLM in better the group. Each week there will be a new member selected for their deeds and will get some cool awards... Each week the reward will vary but they will have there profile link added to the JLM Profile...   The JLM Counsel Members will vote on the nominees the night before winner will be decided on Sundays profile, and announced in "Velvet's Playground" at 9pm EST... Good Luck to all thr JLM members and let's keep up the good work  

Shake The Dust-by Anis Mojgani
"This is for the Fat girls. This is for the little brothers. This is for the school-yard wimps, this is for the childhood bullies who tormented them. This is for the former prom queen, this is for the milk-crate ball players. This is for the nighttime cereal eater and for the retired, elderly Wal-Mart store front door greeters. Shake the dust. This is for the benches and the people sitting upon them, For the bus drivers driving a million broken hymns, for the men who have to hold down three jobs simply to hold up their children, for the nighttime schoolers and the midnight bike riders who are trying to fly. Shake the dust. This is for the two-year-olds who cannot be understood because they speak half-English and half-GOD. Shake the dust. for the girls with the brothers who are going crazy, for those gym class wall flowers and the twelve-year-olds afraid of taking public showers, for the kid who's always late to class because he forgets the combination to his lockers, fo

Stuff
Scorpio is sitting in a chair by the fire watching Pisces read.    Scorpio: Come here Pisces: Yes Sir   Pisces closes her book and walks over to him dropping to her knees, her hands in her lap. She peers up at him through her lashes, a quick flash of amber before she respectfully drops her eyes.   Scorpio: I want you Pisces: I'm yours Scorpio: No, i want to possess you, command you... Pisces: I'm yours my love. Do as you wish. Scorpio: No, i don't think you understand. I want to do vile things to you, things a good man should never do to a woman...    He rakes his hands through his hair in frustration...   Scorpio: Look at me.   Pisces looks up at him this time giving him the full weight of her gaze. She looks so fragile to him eyes so innocent yet knowing. How can she both... Her throat so delicate so breakable the site of her makes his blood boil and slam through his veins. Those lips... so plump begging to be kissed, to be bit. He grabs her by the hair and yanks her

Candle
Why am I sitting here all alone, feeling so out of place, even though I'm at home   Can anyone besides me see, the shell so tightly wrapped around me, from which no escape can be found   The key is fit for only one who will bring me out into the sun Until the day she appears life will remain very drear   The sun goes up, the sun goes down sometimes like a merry-go-round Yet there is no joy in riding alone always feeling some what out of zone   Friends and realitives try thier best yet i wish they would give it a rest no amount of sympathy or understanding and ofcourse advice not withstanding can fill the gaps and holes seemingly made by the pieces missing from my soul   Once in awhile someone will come who can let in a little sun for awhile it may even be fun even so the rough edges will cause friction turning the fun into fiction   Dreams begin to tumble dark clouds start to rumble suddenly I'm back in my bubble the shell of which has 2x doubled th

Voices
These voices in my head won't be silenced. They scream at me about my past mistakes. Carving a deep scar of regret. And current problems don't help. It's like everything I have ever messed up on is a weight. And all that weight is on my shoulders. Every time I screw up it adds weight. And I don't know how much longer I can take this. I am scarred, tired, and depressed. Just as I am losing something that holds me together...something else comes and keeps me from ending it. I say "you're the only thing keeping me alive." So when they leave, why does something else always appear? I always hear the same thing from everybody.."Forever and Always" Like that's the first time I have heard that. I have tried multiple things to get rid of the voices and the pain of living. I have tried drinking. The vodka only strengthens the memory and misery. I have tried drugs and painkillers. Nothing. I have tried being competitive, as to create a drive to succeed. I don't think that is working to well eithe

It's Been One Year Now......
And Scrapper still has me blocked. I'm banned by the Help Lounge as well. Despite the many messages asking why I was blocked and request's to unblock me sent to both to Fubar Support and Baby Jesus, as well as many shout box conversations with several different bouncers, my messages and request's have continually been ignored and I remain blocked by Scrapper and banned by the Help Lounge. I don't know what to do now. I'm to the point in the game where I must jump through hoops just to advance. But, is there really any point in doing all of this if I'll never be able to make level 45? I don't really see the point myself. Your thoughts and suggestions are most welcomed. All I ask is that you show me the respect I have shown all of you. Thanks for reading,  George

Stalker
So here goes ya'll thot id just fill sum peeps in on my fu tendancies...number one I do like to get on fu sumtimes and strictly return love...not always in the mood to chat. Ive found that when i turn off my sb then everyone sends me pms saying "i tried sbing u and its turned off." Well put two and two together I TURNED IT OFF bcus i dont wanna chat... I am infamous for updating my status and then leaving for awhile..yes i know i know strange bcus when u do that people see ur on and trying talking with u. but the fact of the matter is  i do more the fu all day and sumtimes i update and leave then i come home to people thinking im avoiding them that is not the case by any means..if im ignoring u i will block u. Now one of my BIGGEST PET PEEVES is when im going about my business likeing peeps rating and leaving status messages and all of a sudden i see that one person has blown up my shout box going from... hey how are u...hi...u there...hello...fine i guess ur ignoring me bitch all with

Cooking With Ninja
So most of us try to keep our menus on the lighter side for the summer.  This recipe logs in at 139 calories for a 3 cup bowl!   6 Whole chicken breasts, boneless, skinless, all fat removed2 large onions, cut in slicesTBS minced garlicTBS of onion and garlic powderTBS natural sea salttsp cayenne pepperground white pepper and ground black pepperpoultry seasoning Shirataki noodles (yam noodles -- can be found at asian specialty stores. VERY low cal to no cal, and filling.) -- Follow directions on the packageBoil it all together in a large stockpot with a lot of water. The chicken will make the broth as it cooks down. Boil it for about an hour. I used tongs to remove the chicken so it could be cut up and weighed for portions. 100 grams (you'd be surprised at just how much chicken that is!) per portion. 3 cups of the broth with some onions and add the chicken and a serving of the noodles. If you're tired of plain old chicken, this little trick makes a world of delicious! You will

Womens/mens Opinions Welcome...
Todd Neva, 40, of Racine, was diagnosed with ALS in June. As the disease progresses, he will become paralyzed, unable to voluntarily move his muscles. His family needs to sell their West Racine home. They then plan to build a handicap-accessible house near his wife's family in Michigan’s Upper Peninsula. The family has entered the Dockers Wear the Pants challenge on Facebook, trying to win $100,000 to help them build their new house. here is the link in my hometowns paper...... http://www.journaltimes.com/news/local/article_857b7a70-4bdc-11e0-b230-001cc4c03286.html Your votes and Your voice would be great. Thanks,Angie So there was a Survey taken with 2400 women asking....would you rather be skinny but sexless for a yr or overweight and orgasmic with your guy for a year?? They ALL said they'd rather be skinny and sexless.... Do Men REALLY care what we women look like naked?? Is it more of a heeeey ur naked and with me... I Like it!!!!!  kinda thing? All opinions wel

Real Sdmf
 Their are a few People on the net with SDMF on thier names and don't even know what it means. They make it out to be a  net trend and its not. A few of them have went to other lounges calling people racial slurs. . These kind of SDMF are the net trend SDMF bylaw #7 says Respect all. I myself am sick of the racial bs that goes on here. Just because your of one certian race of people dont make you any better than anyone else. js    In real life we may not get along with all people example if i have a friend i may not like some of his or her friends. I will not choose sides I am a grown adult not a teenager. There is a lounge ran by  net sdmf on here and he trys to bully people if he dont get his way he will pull mods or bann you if you talk to me. He also has went to most of my family members on my page saying stupid stuff (harrassment and childish)  I have only met a few real SDMF on this site just because someone has SDMF on thier names dont mean they are real js.   I have been scamm

Uncertainty
Uncertainty   It kills me inside, This pain I can’t hide. The aching desire  to close…the distance,  I’ve waited for you… my entire existence. I’m tired of being patient,  tired of waiting, As each minute ticks by,  it’s the clock I’m hating. It ticks away,  Time that could be spent with you. Till, I’m biting my lips… wondering what I should do. Do I pick up the phone 

Been This Way Too Long
Time are changeing people change and thing are not so clear. echoed cries distroyed live just wanna disappear i dont know whats worth fighting for or if i have the right Cause its been this way too long...    

You Don't Know
You don't know what you've got till you really loose it. You don't know how bad your going to feel when that special someone leaves or isn't around until they are really gone.  You don't know how it feels to be lonely until you sleep by yourself for the first time in years. You really don't know what true love is until it gets ripped right out of your hands.  You don't know how to tell your two year old where her father is until she comes up to you and asks. You don't know what the words i love you means until the love of you life tells you it on the day of your wedding.  You don't know what its like to stay up late with your daughter because she wants her daddy until that night you are up all night because she is screaming for her daddy. You don't know how mad your daughter is until she goes off on you and tells you how much she hates for taking her father from her. So hold on to what you have because you never know when it's going to be ripped right out of your hands.

Odds 'n' Ends
I sometimes sit and wonder about where it all went wrong, don't dare to sit and ponder it often takes too long. Things happen for a reason  this much i know is true, life floats by like a season as people pass on through. They come and go like a summer's breeze and fall like autumn rain, in the winter's chill and freeze we wrap up warm to hide our pain. Just as the spring arrives anew we think about what's past, starting a fresh with a love that's new a special bond that lasts. How is it possible that words on a screen can make me hot and wet? He scarcely knows I exist. And yet I want him. Want him with a longing that transcends anything I’ve felt before. Surely it’s ridiculous to want someone I’ve never even seen in person this much. So many nights I lay there touching myself, dreaming about his hands on me. His warm breath caressing my skin. His tongue touching me in the most intimate of places. The opportunity to be in the same place as him exists.

Web Filter
Ok so my boss is a total dick and got some kind of fucking Web Filter called Barracuda, my question how do i get past this shit? any way around it? or is it so good its impossible?

Why?
why?

***nightdreamer***
AS IM WRITING MY BLOG I HAVE TO SAY I DID'NT WANT TO PUT MYSELF OUT THERE TO ALOT OF PEOPLE BUT IM REAL I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO HIDE ..JUST WANT TO TELL A LITTLE BIT OF WHAT I FEEL IM A DOWN TO EARTH PERSON WHO FEELS IM TRYING TO FIND MYSELF ..LOL HAHAH DID'NT KNOW I WAS LOST... WELL BACK TO WHAT IS I AM OPEN TO NEW THINGS IN MY LIFE AND KNOW....IF YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME ADD ME TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST OR NOT OR JUST CHAT WITH ME EITHER WAY YOU WON'T BE DISAPOINTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Scape
Interesting as it may seems,but lot of guys are not been control by their girls,they just are after something at first and many will fink they are bin controlled, after getting it,,,,,,Guess what THEY WILL BE DUMPED, THATS IS WHAT SOMEONE TOLD YOU

Erotica
Aurora was born in the early 1600-s . around the time people started to disappear mysteriously .. only for some it wasn't mysteriously . it was part of the thier jorney a journey of people wo could travel throught time and live whether thier hearts desired them too . Aurroa was one of them and her looks made it harder to blend in .. as much as she wanted to. her long red hair casaded down her shoulders and her porcelian skin was like that of a dollls . her silver grey eyes alone brough her way too much attension and over the years bought her more lovers then she could possibly have . auroa was smarter then she would appear at first over the many centuries . she gained more knowledge then could ever be obtained by one life time .. Auroras wisedom she tried to hide that long with her secret .. but falling in love .. always left her vulernable .. and shed been betrayed so many times ... and killed in the name of love its was funny how u could see her scars of the last battles .. because e

Biggest Shopping Center Online,
Hi I've been working on that project for 2 months to build the BIGGEST SHOPPING CENTER ONLINE, There is Over 1000 different stores where you can find anything you want, like Grocery, Medecine, Cigarettes, Wine, Flowers,Clothings,Tickets,Party Supplies,Trip,Hotel,Jewelry and More So if you want to shop at anytime you want go shop here and don't forget to bookmark the page so you can return anytime you want Hope you enjoy and have a nice day http://www.mybestonlinedeals.com There is Over 1000 different stores where you can find anything you want, like Grocery, Medecine, Cigarettes, Wine, FreeDating,Flowers,Clothings,Tickets,Party Supplies,Trip,Hotel,Jewelry and Morehttp://www.mybestonlinedeals.com

The Mighty Masked Avenger
scholars. End

Life As A Dentist
2-18-11   There is 2 types of insurances, PPO and HMO.    With PPO, Preferred Provider Organization, the provider (dentist) can be either in network or out of network.  What this means is if the provider is out of network, you can see any provider you want.  It is the patient’s responsibility to pay for the difference of the treatment.  For example, if a crown cost $1,000 and the insurance pays $700, the patient is responsible for the other $300.  Now, if the provider is in network, then the insurance will dictate the cost of the treatment.  This means that if the crown is $1,000 and the insurance says that their price is $900, the provider can NOT collect the $100 difference.  The provider has to write off the $100.  Collection of this difference is considered as fraud.   With HMO, Health Maintenance Organization, you can only see that particular provider.  Personally, I think HMOs in dentistry are a fraud. With this type of plan, the patient’s cleanings and xrays ar

Need A Lounge Coder / Lounge Promotion Bulletin Made
Are You in Need of a Lounge Coder or Person to Make Lounge Promotion Bulletin's?   First off let me say thanks for reading this Blog I will do my best to assist you in your problem or issue. In this Blog I will link you to different sections of Fubar to get you on the right track.   Bulletin's - These are pictures or graphics that move flash shake etc. that make people wanna come and join your lounge or event. A lot of people lay claim to being able to make these but when it comes down to the doing the bulletin or graphic they have less or no experience in doing so.   Here is a link to the FUBAR Coders Page where it show's the FUBAR Coder's who can help you with any kinda bulletin , skin , lounge coding etc.. you will need   http://fubar.com/volunteer-coder-blog/b338751-1140803   ** Keep in mind FUBAR Coders are very busy and it may be 24 hours before they get back to you but please be patient. **   __________________________________________________________________

Erotica
Jeanie has just moved to a new city and now is juggling an over protective brother and possessed phone.  Somewhere down the road she pissed off someone enough that they keep passing out her phone number (even though she has had it changed) as a free phone sex line.  At first it was confusingly funny but now she just ignores all calls from numbers she doesn't recognize.  That is until one particularly difficult afternoon she answers an unknown call in hopes to take her anger out, but the tables are turned much to quickly for her, the voice on the other line too commanding and too sexy for her to do anything but comply.     To read about what Jeanie does, and what happens check out the first chapter at my wordpress blog, rag dolls and zombies erotica It took a lot of time last night but I finally rearranged this place to how I like it and to how I think will be more user friendly. Instead of having to search through blog post you just have to look at the menu and you will see the

Sex Talk
I just added polls to my SexTalk to make it a bit more interactive.  Other then that there is a New Post up where I talk about one of my pet peeves and ask to hear about everyone elses so check it out and if you are feeling naughty feel free to comment or let me know (via the poll) what your pet peeve is. A very interesting and educational speech given by Mary Roach (author of Spook and Stiff), on scientific facts about orgasms, it’s not pornographic but is very entertaining.   Mary Roach: 10 things you didn’t know about orgasm | Video on TED.com There will come a time in everyone’s sexual relationship when they will have to convey your sexual needs.  Yes I know how painfully awkward it can be to have to do this but the alternative is unhappiness that will seep its way into all aspects of the relationship until everything comes to a head in a inopportune way at an inappropriate time,  unless you are having one night stands.  Though you can use one night s

Toy Box
I know it has taken me fuck knows how long but finally I have been able to sit down and type together the flavored lube review that I have been promising.  I have to admit I am proud of it and do promise that my reviews wont be so few and so much time inbetween.  So please check it out at The Toy Box (my personal sextoy review blog) its NSFW because of the subject and the pictures. Doing an honest toy review is a lot harder than I ever thought it would be (which in no way excuses my lack of reviews lately), being objective is harder than you think when it comes to personal pleasure, and having to keep in mind that even if something doesn’t work for me doesn’t mean it won’t work for one or a few of my readers.  The easiest part about it all is just explaining what the toy is made of and what it does, the basics, but then again being impersonal isn’t always advisable no matter what someone is reviewing because a big part of a review (especially when i

Rag Dolls & Zombies
Well I am on the road to healthy weight loss and being more active.  The worse is all the measuring and the weighing in and knowing that if I am to make this work I have to cut out all alcohol and all sugary, fatty, non-healthy, non-essential foods.  Bright side, I love to cook and cooking healthy shouldn’t be all that hard for me.  But yeah I am a bit down tonight after all is said and done, I hope tomorrow will be better.   Brought to you by ragdollsandzombies.com So my 24 hours of peeing in the orange jug is over.  It was a slightly gross and uncomfortable experience and I wont get the results back for a bit.  Though one of my blood tests did come back and everything was normal on that one other then an elevated white blood cell count.  The odd part is I’m not showing any signs of an infection or virus so I’ve been put on broad-spectrum antibiotics and in ten days have to have my blood drawn all over again (I really hate needles).  I’m going to

To Our Kids...
My Promise To My Kids(or child), I will stalk u,flip out on u,lecture u,drive u crazy,be your worst nightmare and hunt u down like a hound dog when needed because I Love You!! When u understand that i will know your a responsible adult. You will never find someone who loves u,Prays for u,cares about u and worries about u more than me. pssss...I love u!!! Mom(or mom n dad or dad...)

From Within
We got Bandit as soon as he was old enough to leave his mother...that was May of 1999.  He's traveled more miles than most people will ever dream of.  From Biloxi, MS to Florida...Florida up the east coast, and then to Chicago, Denver, Salt Lake City, onward to Anchorage, Alaska.  Then the ferry ride from Alaska to Washington, across the US, and back down to Florida.  This was all in just over 10 years.  The last trip he made was from Florida to where I sit typing this, Indiana.     He's been quite a healthy cat, despite the fact that his owner had never had a pet before, and did an awful job of keeping up with the important parts of owning a pet.  That's what truly is amazing....almost 12 years, and almost never was ill.  Until about 2 weeks ago.  As most fo you read last week, he wasn't eating and barely drinking.  So I took him to the vet, nothing really jumped out, but a bit of an infection, so the vet gave me some meds to give to him.  In this past week, he still hardly ate, and

Help
i need some one to help me with my pro as in skins and doin the background... ur help will be much appericiated ty

Hi, Not Really New
Does everyone truly  rise to their level of incompetence? Is stupid forever?

Poetry
Broken,bruised,beaten,and trapt under. Tattered,trampled,troubled,and left to wonder. A rift that has been rent.A hole.a blunder. Abased,abated,abhored,and ripped a sunder. Saline,the salty taste of no signifagant other. Wailing,the sound it makes,when the mind gets to cluttered. Flailing,the arms that reach for another imagined lover. Failing, reason for my greif...FEAR is a MOTHER! Bent,belittled,beguiled,defaced. bottled,backstabbed,blind sided,erased. Baffled,bothered,befriended,frustrate. Beggerly,babbling,dripping,dropped. I have been slain, by being forgotten! The warmth of the sun provides me with smiles,An expression that spans the length of miles & miles...Stretching across forever lasting an infinity, the love from the sun reaches all that can be reached. twiddle the thumbs, in search for some thing to do check the email again to see if any one has thought of you, maybe ill watch a movie, or listen to some tunes, but no matter what you are doing boredom is bou

Recap Of Last Week
I'll never know what makes this manWith all the love that his heart can standDream of ways to throw it all away Thursday night I  ate some fried chicken with their "special receipe sauce"  that apparently I was allergic to.  Bumps developed on the back of my neck and scalp and itching started that night. I woke up to patches of hives and severe itching all over my body. The doctor gave me a steriod shot on Friday and called in a percription steriod if that didn't work. It didn't. Steriods and itching on Saturday and Sunday but it was subsiding. I got a call at 4 a.m. on Monday that my mother had passed away. Happy Valentine's Day. Three days of steriods apparently affects your sleep. I laid in bed until 3:30 a.m. before falling asleep on Monday/Tuesday morning. I normally wake up at 5:30 a.m. I spent Tuesday dealing with the side effects of these steriods which felt like an overdose of cocaine. (yes, I have) Sweats, chills, wrapped in blankets but still could not fall asleep. I stopped

For The Ignorant People Who Uses God For Their Own Means
Well I guess I'm headed to Hell in a homemade hand basket made by Aunt B. just with my marriages alone. People look at religion for everything, God please get me thru this and I promise " blah blah blah" ..... Countless wars & bloodshed all in the name of "God" babies born and died within a few hours, days,months cus of a disease or other factor that we have no cure, so innocent children die and people say " it was Gods way, or his plan. No you don't carry a life inside you for 9 mths to have someone tell you that BS. It's not a plan life is screwed up, yeah you can't stop everything that happens, but don't put everything on GOD, he didn't make a full scale plan to kill a baby. SHYT HAPPENS!!! A drunk driver can hit a kid, go to jail and in a yr or too he gets let out on parole " cus he found god" and he honestly believes god forgave him for killing an innocent child, but what do you hear at funerals when someone dies by the hands of another " god has a plan, or god does things in myst

My Poetry
DeceitJust like a vampireYou sucked me inBeauty hid your dark intentionsHeavenly scentLingered in my noseMelodic voiceSet my heart aflutterWith each exquisite syllableSplendidly beautiful faceConsumed me like a drugMost alluring of lipsInvited me in for kissesLeft me weak in the kneesWild with desirePassionate encounters beyond compareYour seduction is completeI close my eyes, you are all I seeYou have me at your mercyAll your talk of soul matesYou’ve no soul to be foundIt’s too late, my heart to you is boundAll you wanted was my life bloodNow you bleed me dryToss me asideNext victim already in sight SMF Drown  Split second Light extinguished Enveloped in darkness Frigid and foreboding Suddenly alone Arms reach out Hoping to find you Discovering nothing But four walls closing in Racing heart echoing Solitary sound Pressure amplifying Air violently depleted Waves come crashing in Swirling waters from bottom to top Cries for help unheard Icy cold filling my lungs Suffocatin

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Geeks 'vs' Norms
once i thought that geeks and normies were all the same people....Boy was I wrong. geeks think they know it all and they think they are better than someone else just because they have more knowledgwe than the other person. then they take advantage of that person's weaknesses,thinking they are having fun and not doing any harm at all to that person!! well I have news for the geeks'vs' the normies on fubar...This crap is a boldfaced lie!! You are a fool and an outkast if you take advantage of someones weaknesses,make fun of them and the like. it shows that a geek will be a geek forever and that they have no self worth because they care less for others and their feelings!! they are selfish in many ways that hurt others but might be generous in other ways. I think that is an abuser's and a geeks way of keeping a leash on their victums!!! So for all you geeks out there who think they got it good...and know it all??? You really do not mean anything to me,and I could care less what the ge

Nevaeh's Heaven
are you free like me? do you see what you see? do you hear what you hear? im free as can be. i see through my eyes i hear only me... you cant penatrate my mind i wish you were free like me its a shame..

A Story I Wrote When I Was Bored
Graveyard Of Heros By Shane Ross   this is my first time writing something im going to show other people so please if you have any ideas that could help me feel free to let me know my story is about 4 Orbital Drop Shock Troopers who lived and died on reach i hope you enjoy it   logan-team leader Kyle-riflemen mac- sniper shane-heavy weapons   august 30th 2552 outskirts of new Alexandria "So this is it "Mac said looking at the mass of covenant troops that stretched for as far as the eye could see "We make our stand in this bunker surrounded by thousands of grunts and brutes led by a few hundred elites well id say we've hit the jackpot boys this is our ticket straight to hell" " If im going to hell mac then im taking as many of those bastards with me " replied shane as he went back to reloading his rocket launcher and checking to see how much ammo he had for his assault rife "i got 6 clips left for this thing how about you guys" kyle looked at him " iv got 5 clips for my D

Music Projects
I've put both projects online on myspace with several songs   Black Metal project: http://www.myspace.com/realitydeformed Acoustic/Atmospheric project: http://www.myspace.com/winterdea All writing, playing, recording and mixing done by myself   Please check it out and let me know what you think

Why Do I Have A Po
back in June 29 2009 i ended up pulling a knife on this guy who was my ex roommate for hitting my now ex gf i told him i would kill him if he did it again blinded by rage and poor judgmental i almost took his life he ended up calling the cops on me the man is 33 years old and he is alot more fucked up then i am and  he was off his meds my family was in danger and iam sorry but most cops don't give a flying fuck when you do call them at least in my experience that's what i have learn from when i called them before in the past specially in mesa and they either just write a report or they just think its a joke   i had my grandma who was living with me at the time my dog and 4 cats i was not going to just stand by and watch him do what ever i realize it was poor judgment but no one in my same shoes would not do the same thing   i was facing prison for my act even tho it was in self defensive i was facing 2.5 years   since they lower my charge i now am on probation for 3 years they s

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Monster
The secret side of me, I never let you see I keep it caged but I can't control it So stay away from me, the beast is ugly I feel the rage and I just can't hold it   It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls It comes awake and I can't control it Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?   I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I feel like a monster I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun I must confess that I feel like a monster   I, I feel like a monster I, I feel like a monster   My secret side I keep hid under lock and key I keep it caged but I can't control it 'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?   I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I feel like a monster I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun I must confess that

Bearwire
I use to go into yaho chat rooms mainly the states the bots and the hacking got so bad it was crazy and still is.   Well a group of people that use to go into a room run decided to chat in Fakebook and make a group.   That's how bad it was, a group of people who loved to chat removed them self from a social media area. Is that not sad?   Its hard to believe that any social media group cant control unwanted media content that users just don't want to see,   I hope i never see this again in my life it should be banned from any social media group.   Pray for the webmasters for they know not what they do.    

Movies
Everybody has a favorite movie. I have movies that I HAVE to watch when they come on no matter how many times I've seen them. 1. RoadHouse 2. Urban Cowboy 3. Mommie Dearest 4. Face Off 5. Wizard of Oz 6. Gone in 60 Seconds 7. Gone with the Wind

Y Valentines Day
First I was afraid, I was petrified.When you said you had 10 inches, Lord, I almost died. But i'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long. But I grew strong and I knew that I could take you on.. But there you are, another lie, i was ready for a Big Mac and you brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream. Shoulda known there was no Anaconda, lurking in them jeans! Go on now go, walk out the door, don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4. Weren't you a prat to think i wouldn't find you out? Don't you know we're joking when we say size don't count? I will survive, I will survive. As long as i have batteries my sex life's going to thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handful of latex. I will survive, I will survive. Hey Hey! HEY LADIES, SEND THIS TO ALL THE MEN THAT DID YOU WROHG!  YOU DON’T KNOW You don't know, but I am the mom who cries every morning and hopes every night for his safe return. I am

Area 51 Experiment
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Vegas Baby
13 days and I will be in Vegas to see my hunnie. So excited. can't wait. First time on a plane here we come lol. Not sure what to expect in Vegas. Cept a damn good time.

Muslim Women And Sharia Law
20 years from now, I will be in Heaven --bye !!  This was written by a woman born in Egypt as a Muslim.This is not hearsay, and it will scare the life out of you. Make sure you read the paragraph (in red) towards the end.Joys of Muslim WomenBy Nonie DarwishIn the Muslim faith a Muslim man can marry a child as young as 1 year old and have sexual intimacy with this child.Consummating the marriage by 9.The dowry is given to the family in exchange for the woman (who becomes his slave)And for the purchase of the private parts of the woman, to use her as a toy.Even though a woman is abused she can not obtain a divorce.To prove rape, the woman must have (4) male witnesses.Often after a woman has been raped, she is returned to her family and the family must return the dowry.The family has the right to execute her (an honor killing) to restore the honor of the family. Husbands can beat their wives 'at will' and he does not have to say why he has beaten her.The husband is permitted to have (4 wi

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A Peek Inside My Inside..what Im Reading In This Fleeting Moment...
What I've Just Finished:   The Cathedral Of The Sea, by Ildefonso Falcones.  A heavy, thick, and gorgeously jacketed novel, written by a Barcelona author and translated from continental Spanish, this story takes us to 12th century Barcelona and the true story of the building of one of the most important cathedrals in Spain, through the life of a single man whose lifetime coincides with, and is intertwined with, the construction of the Cathedral Of The Sea. Fascinating.. gripping.. and enlightening.. I could not put it down, and would never have known that this book was not written in English originally, so skillful is the translation.   Edenborn, by Nick Sagan. If the author's name sounds familiar.. yes, he is the son of Carl Sagan, famed astronomer, author of Cosmos and Contact, and founder of SETI, the Search For Extraterrestrial Intelligence. Edenborn is the second in a post-apocalyptic series.. an Earth devastated by plague and now inhabited by a grand total of less than two do

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Something I Wrote A While Back
Blade cuts watch the blood drip down Down in depression wearing this frown Frown on the inside but outside a smile Smile while I walk this lonely mile Mile I walk carrying this pack of stone Stone I carry by myself and all alone Alone while in the crowded place Place of despar without a face Walking down the darkend streets Shadows following at my feet Threatening with thier awkward stance I see themloom and reach with every glance Stalking me down they feed my fear Ready to strike they hiss a devilish sneer.

Unjust Days
The day may pass with or without a cloud a night will pass when only you can shed a tear but will the life pass without any fear?   we all have pasts  we all have regrets its what we do with our faults so we dont repeat and be last.   Some hold on  some let go some are just so confussed not knowing what they should do.   The idea is simple  together or alone happy or sad the decicion is yours good or bad.   some words were said meant or not the hole was dug that brought silence and regret. anger flew and damage was done a friendship ended that will be missed.   The ring still hangs there  needing to be reached to be grabbed by one  and held onto by two.   but who wants it more or wants it at all it could have been special it could have been.   Bikerlkn4you    

A Love Letter.
The following is a letter written from a civil war soldier to his wife. I find this letter to be very lovely & profound aswell as sad. the man died in battle a week later. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sullivan Ballou (b. 1829?, d July 21, 1861),  Sullivan Ballou was killed a week later at the first Battle of Bull Run, July 21, 1861. When he died, his wife was 24. She later moved to New Jersey to live out her life with her son, William, and never re-married. She died at age 80 in 1917. Sullivan and Sarah Ballou are buried next to each other at Swan Point Cemetery in Providence, RI. There are no known living descendants. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Valentines Day Vent
February 14th, the most overrated day.All the flowers and the chocolates, it's so fucking cliche. Cheesy cards get purchased and reservations get made.But it's obviously just done so the guy can get laid.And yet girls eat it up, cause it validates their life.As if they only have value as a girlfriend or wife.Good for you, congrats, you got a Valentine's Day Date.And I'm oh so sure that you've found your fucking soulmate.Cause those obnoxious couples full of love, having fun.More than half of those couples in six months will be done.Seriously, google it, the statistics don't lie.In fact fifty-three percent will break up by July.So why get sad or depressed if you don't have a date?Who gives a shit, you can still masturbate.And don't get me started on that dude they call Cupid.A flying sniper a diaper, how fucking stupid.So how the fuck did this day get so big and pervasive?Because Corporate America can be mighty persuasive.Big companies love it, they think it's the bomb.Fucking Halmark a

Random Shit!
"Shit" may just be the most functional word in the english language! You can get shit faced, be shit out of luck, or even have shit for brains.  With a little effort you can get your shit together or find a place for your shit or be asked to shit or get off the pot.  You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit and tell others to eat shit.  There are lucky shits, dumb shits and crazy shits.  There is bull shit, horse shit and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. When you stop to consider all the facts, it's the basic building block of the english language. And remember, once you know your shit, you don't need to know anything else

Just Everyday Shit
Feb 14th, Just a simple Happy V day to everybody.

Recent Events
I had to work Saturday for my sister who was out of town. It was a normal day just like any other day I've had to work. I flirted with guests and chatted with friends online. Nothing out of the ordinary. My day ended at 3pm and I decided to do a little shopping for a friend. I went to a store and didn't like anything there so I proceeded to go across town to the other store they have that has more items. I get about a 1/4 mile away from the store and all of a sudden my heart starts racing really really fast. I feel like someone punched me in the throat, my arms went numb underneath from my shoulder down to my pinkies. My shoulders got stiff and my neck did as well. My breathing changed as well. Now I've had my heart race before but it always went away after a few minutes. This time was completely different. It just wouldn't stop no matter how calm I tried to be. I wasn't gonna go to the hospital but I talked myself into it. I get there and they rush me back. They did an IV and hooked m

Ramblings By Jake
  In the spirit of this day, I offer my hastily assembed list of romantic movies. Other recommendations? Fools Rush inSerendipityCity of AmgelsAddicted To LoveContinental DivideDon Juan DeMarcoThe Family ManForget ParisWhen Harry Met SallyThe Lake HouseLove ActuallyLost In TranslationThe MajesticMust Love DogsSabrina (Both Bogart & Ford versions)Somethings Gotta GiveSomewhere In TimeThe Sure ThingWhile You Were Sleeping I quote from memory: "One day I was walking through a field in Selonika. There I saw an old man planting an almond tree. Now boss, this man looked as if he had a day or two at the most left to live. But there he was planting this almond tree. So I said, 'Old man why are you planting  this almind tree?". He looked at me and said, "Sonny, I live as though I would never die". How about that boss. He lives as though he would never die. Me? I live as though I would die any minute. For that reason and only that reason I am free." (Zorba The GreeK) More ramblings...this ti

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Stuff
I was in a relationship for over 5 years and it ended just a little under a year ago. Sadly it was mainly distance and a lack of ability...or maybe interest that split us apart even more. We fought a lot, but we loved each other a lot, apparently not enough to keep things giong though. In the end, she decided that she'd go with a guy that she met while in Law School that she had become friends with. I told her that no matter what I loved her, but I just couldn't stand to talk with her and keep in any kind of contact with her, knowing that she was with someone else. Some time in June I was looking for a girl that would be a good match for me and I came across a wonderful woman. She and I compliment each other quite well and we have tons of good times together. I love her and care for her deeply...but as of late, I keep having thoughts of my ex and how much I miss her and want her back in my life. So far, I've kept my promise to myself that I wouldn't call her, write to her or anything a

Don't Be Selfish & Greedy!!!
Ladies & Gentlemen, I would like to take this time to tell you ALL HAPPY VALENTINES! May this day and every day be filled with tons of love, joy, happiness, smiles, hugs, kisses, adventures, faith, hope, surprises & BLESSINGS! Please take the time to tell your loved one how much they mean to you and how much you love them. Don't take this day for granted. Don't fight over STUPID things especially on the "oh i wanted this or that" and be happy with what you got. Its what comes from the heart that matters most. Just stop and think at how LUCKY and BLESSED you are to even be able to be there physically with your loved ones. For there are those such as myself whom are not able to have our loved ones with us on this special day! Never take any holidays for granted because you never know if you will get to spend that holiday with that loved one again......I would love to take this time to say:Deon Christopher,I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL! YOU ARE THE AIR THAT I BREATHE, THE EVERY BE

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Tired Of Woman
it does not matter if you find someone either online or in person they can still be the same shady person i don't believe there is someone out there for everyone that's a old day cliche and it gets old hearing it when in fact there is no one for everyone some people just don't want to hear it but its the true i really hate people who are superficial materialistic stuck up and sad to say there alot of that in the world today but what i hate more is people who lead other people on they don't stop and think when they got hurt before how did it feel to them age is overrated it does not matter how old you are age from 18 and up people still feel the need to lie use and lead other people on saying iam not like most woman but how do you really know that to be true only way is by getting to know them thu in thu most of who i talked with in a week or a month i can tell if they are or not before any female reply to this blog yes iam fully aware most men are the same as will

The Unknown God..
"Cattle die and Kinsmen die, thyself I eke soon wilt die; but fair fame will fade never, I ween, for him who wins it. "Havamal 76 As An Asatruar we must... do our utmost to propagate the Northern Faith, Asatru, far and wide.To raise the awareness of our gods and our faith, particularly among our kinsfolk, those of Northern European blood, and also in society at large.To create, and work with others to create, powerful institutions that will achieve these ends.To work to strengthen ourselves mentally, physically, spiritually and financially, as individuals and as a folk, by applying the wisdom of our gods and our ancestors. In particular we pledge to live as set forth in the Havamal...the sayings of Har (Odin) , and to follow the Nine Noble Virtues of the ancestors.To honor the gods, the ancestors, and ourselves by maintaining a standard of correct and honorable behavior. I shall and will know thee, Unknown One. Who searchest out the depths of my soul, And blowest through my life

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Justice League Membership
Applying to the JLM is simple and easy... First Figure a super hero you wanna be... WE can Help with that if you need... Send us a message telling us you wanna join the JLM and with what character... it that simple...    Once you we get the message we will respond to you and tell you what we need for you to do next...    The JLM is a close family of friends... We help each other all the time with leveling and generally hang out in the same lounge with each other either Cafe Risque or Velvet's Playground, but it not a requirement to do so... IF you have any questions... Send us a SB or a Private message and we will happy to answer them...

A Slice Of Life
I am not really into brand names or designer fashions... the large price tags on shoes, handbags and jeans. I am more of a practical level-headed spender. I buy things that are classic, or appealing to me and not that often..although my closet brimmeth over... I am a collector of sorts buying the odd piece of clothing here and there.. mix and matching to what i already have, or sometimes, not match , just for the ecclectic effect... or I add my own artistic touches to things, making it unique with fabrics and detailing, a cut and sew here and there..I do not buy trendy things or discard last season's clothes to make room for new ones..In a nut shell, I am pretty low maintenance and thrifty as far as clothes go. To call me a princess or a diva when referring to fashion, I would cringe at the best of times, for I feel that is definitely not a word to describe me.Except... I have a secret passion... a passion for lingerie... pretty underwear and undergarments that are ribbons and lace. Ye

Politics Politics Politics
Lawmaker proposes legalizing, taxing marijuana One state lawmaker wants to legalize marijuana, and not just for medicinal use.State representative Diane Russell, who's a democrat, is sponsoring a bill that would legalize the drug and allow the state to collect taxes on it. Russell's proposal would allow Mainers to use and grow marijuana. It would also levy a seven percent sales tax on the drug. She says the taxes would generate $400,000 in the first full year, and hundreds of thousands more after that. Russell says both democrats and republicans have already signed on to support the plan. She's planning a news conference for Wednesday to discuss the details. Tuesday, April 19 2011, 12:40 PM EDT   People around the world have been smoking marijuana for thousands of years while also using the hemp plant for everything from fabric and rope to ethanol fuel. Unfortunately, somewhere along the way, a man with a bit of power and enough determination decided pot was wicked, evil and nar

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Friends
you know life is funny, as you grow older you look back at the things you have done in your life, and the ones you have done them with. then you think well dang have the friends i have are no longer around, some have passed away, some have moved, and some even in trouble. we take things for granted , and when you get older you think why was i like that, then you come to grips , your life is geting shorter, and things will never be the same. friends come and go , and life moves on, but true friends will always be there for you , now i know what liveing life to the fullest means, i will always be true to myself, and be the best i can, and to be the friend i need to be. just always be yourself and always remember you are never alone in this world, cause your friend will be here for you, and you for them, so to my friends, remember i have your back, and are here to listen if you need me, and to my friens up in maryland miss you guys and see you soon, and to my friends on fubar, ya'll are

Forbidden Fruit
Truth and honesty is what I seek, in order for our relationship to reach the peek, of pure exploding extacy that is share between just you and me and to build a love that will last for eternity.The bond of trust sould not ever be broke and can never be fixed without any words being spoken.Not Lettin go of the hurt and pain, whether past or present , can only make the falling of our love destint. So let God shine his amazing light and sit back and watch how high this love takes flight. Everyone has a tree of forbidden fruit, you may not notice it at first, but its there, calling you name , until one day you turn to look at it, hanging there looking soooo ripe and beautiful. You walk over to it, wanting to taste it, but you know it not right. So you walk away making it through another day. Only to awaken with it calling once again. So you walk over and touch it, then taste it only with your tongue, mmmm so sweet, so you bite it and as the juices flow down your throat, you close your ey

Old Love
I woke this morning to see you there, lookin at me with that loving stare. The way u bath me with that gentle touch reminds me of why I loved u so much. Suddenly feeling my heart skip a beat, relizing that my old love is Me.                                                                                                                          Written By Karen D. W

Sucker
the pain of what is in here, will not last

Random Stuff From Me, Aw
GTFO out of my sb unless I invite you into it.   I don't respond to random people, especially not men. So yeah, kindly do one.   kthanksbye. I've had to make a new account because I messed my bartab settings up on the old one, and all i ever got told was about people's auto 11's ...   so yeah, this is the reason. Bye :|

Wow!!!!
So I wake up this mornin to find a nice little message from a woman in "F.A.S." and her name is Babii. Here is the message: BaBiiLoVeS...: hello my name is babii. and im with the females against suckage committee. or f.a.s anyway im here to let you know you fall on the suck scale. i know thats horrible news. but alas its true. you sir suck in fact you sir should of been swallowed. your mother failed.. to pay for your crime you have been downrated. you should also consider killing yourself to avoid further ridicule and suckage. have a wonderful night. sincerely the f.a.s I am sure I am not the only one to get this message. But I can say one thing about this person. She is a very insecure little princess bitch that thinks everyone should be the same. Also if you read this Babii at least have your profile open so I can at least respond to your message. Oh wait that's right you don't want to leave it open since you will probably get a lot of hate messages. Also who are you to deci

::deployment Diary::
Breaking it down barney style; Bf lands in USA two Saturdays ago for emergency leave for a family death...doesn't contact me or his dad's family here in Cali until last Friday...and he leaves to go back for Iraq the next day....haven't heard from him since and I gave him both my email and skype addy. I'm pissed, I'm hurt, I'm upset....I don't deserve this treatment. Looks like I got another Wolf on my shit list. 

My Wonderfully Insane World
3 EASY STEPS TO THE ULTIMATE FUBAR EXPERIENCE1. PICK A NAME: BE SURE TO PICK A NAME THAT IS EXTREMELY MATURE SUCH AS; PRINCESS SOMETHING, QUEEN SOMETHING OR TWAT SOMETHING. IT SEEMS NAMES CONTAINING THE WORD *BITCH* ARE VERY POPULAR ... SO YOU MAY WANT TO USE THE SAME TO BE POPULAR TOO. NEVER USE YOUR REAL NAME AS THIS MAY EXPOSE YOU AS WHO YOU REALLY ARE AND YOU DON'T WANT THAT! (EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE A GAZILLION PHOTO'S EXPOSING EVERYTHING ELSE).2. PHOTO'S: BE SURE TO UPLOAD PHOTO'S THAT MAKE YOU LOOK AS SEXY, SLUTTY AND AS POSED AS YOU CAN BE. MOST POSES THAT *YOU COULD NEVER DO AGAIN IF YOU TRIED* TEND TO WORK WELL HERE. SHIRTLESS PHOTO'S OF MEN SIMPLY MAKE A FU-WOMAN ROAR! BECAUSE OF COURSE ALL MEN NORMALLY WALK AROUND ALL DAY WITHOUT A SHIRT ... WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO BE REALISTIC? BE SURE TO POST PHOTO'S THAT ARENT CURRENT, NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW THAT YOU REALLY DON'T LOOK LIKE YOU DID 5 YEARS AGO. AND GUYS ... POST UP THOSE COCKS BECAUSE, WELL, THAT'S WHAT ALL WOMEN WANT TO SEE!

Lounge Stuff
Be sure to check this to see when you are on for new djs that wanna dj pick a spot and let me or BIG or ICE know

Dumb Ass Ex's
What is with with the ex's???? why is it they think u dumb enough to take them back.  Cant they get that the is a reason u left them.... OR u got lleft bye them cause they was not happy... what makes them thiink that things have changed . why is it some of them cant get the hint u are happier with the person u are with and they (the ex's ) try to break up.  Why cant they move on and for get what has happen. Why is it when they choice some one new they still will not leave u a lone and they become berry werid....

..:: My Thoughts ::..
Why do so many play the game of being something they are not. How can one build trust if they can not be themselves, it so they may pray on the vulnerabilities of ones searching for what they seek.I am not sure why it is not more interesting to learn all you can about someone before ordering them about. How can you guide someone on a journey and seek control if you do not know what is within the mind and body of her/his being.Enjoy the gift one gives as they surrender but  be true to them and ton yourself for with the surrender it is a responsibility given and a great one when you accept.  Many feel that the fact you are a so called Master or Mistress, Dom or Domme means all shall bow before you. Power is in how you demean one when you do not like what thee other stands for or appears to stand for in life. It is funny how many come to judge or command respect when they themselves can not understand or give it themselves in a lifestyle where the vanilla world looks at us

Random Thoughts In The Night
You know these days I just don't sleep to much anyway. Tonight, sleep eludes me all together. Anyone who has talked to me for a while knows that I don't do well alone. Maybe thats why I can't sleep tonight. Maybe the weight of my loneliness is weighing me down. But I don't think thats it. I think tonight, I am simply thoughtful.  I think about what has been... What could be. There isn't a whole lot of could be these days. Could that be whats keeping me awake? Just because I can't see whats around the bend? Could I ever see around the bend? I don't know. I suppose in the past I've had some insight into what would come tomorrow. It is not to say that I cannot tell you what I'll do tomorrow. Its that I know tomorrow will only bring more of the same.  I remember a time when I slept like a rock. I had a reason to wake up. I knew that in the morning, everything I loved would be there waiting for me when I opened my eyes. I was happy then. I worked hard. I sweat and bled and loved every

My Random Thoughts
There once lived 2 computers that met on the net, the lived hapily spamming eachother over the years. One day they swaped coolant fluids n made beautiful hardware. They grew fast and constantly needed to be updated. They later grew up and tookover the net as their parents did n made beautiful malware which spread across the net. The parents grew out of date as their hardware soon grew to be full grown towers as they were. Soon they moved onto other sites n made more hardware n made many processors and became one big happy station.    That is all for this random thought of the week.

Powers Of A Real Woman
"Any man can be managed if a woman is clever enough. A REAL woman can defeat any man breathing..if you posses a vibrant beauty, but beauty is only a small part of it. I'm speaking of your sexuality. Most women can never utilize it because they never achieve it. The only time they can get their way is by nagging or tears; but oh, how men resent them for it. Men don't want tears, they want laughter...Sexuality is in the way you dress, to lure him and please him, inflaming his desire. The eyes are for flirting, and teasing, and promising him paradise. The mouth is for laughing, and kissing and sighing, and whispering soft, sweet words that will melt him with longing. It pays  to use a man softly. Sexuality starts in your brain, then moves on to the rest of your body. To become a woman, you must lose your virginity; it is of no use to a real woman. Some things can only be learned from a man, but once you gain sexual experience, it will give you complete confidence over him. But only if you

Bringing In New
I cant manage to figure out much of what is going on in certain points of my life, I thought things were going good and now Im sitting here wondering wtf. I understand life manages to takes it toll on all of us, but fuck, to feel like I am being left out in the cold how the fuck do I deal with this?? I mean do I move on, or do I sit here and just wait. I hate waiting, it's not something Im to good at especially when I feel like I dont matter. I know that I am going through a lotta shit of my own right now, and to know that there is someone standing there beside me is what I need, I mean honestly. I just don't understand any of it anymore. Do I just wipe the slate clean and start over with everything that I am starting?? I think that is my best option. I need the ones standing beside me through this journey. I hate feeling so damn lost, especially when I am so lost and alone at least feeling alone with what Im about to go through. FUKK why cant it just make sense for once. Damnit I know

Why People Hurt The One's They Love By Cheating Part 1
Cheating, you can ask your friends or family. And I will guarantee you that the majority of them will tell you the same thing. Either the man could not keep it in his pants and he is such a bastard or that the woman is a slut and just a whore. Or perhaps the person that they cheated with,  is a slut or a whore, or just an asshole trying to get laid.  You hear this all the time, and the funny thing is that this is the first thing that friends and family will tell you.  You don't hear them tell you that it was your own fault. It is always easier to blame someone else rather than take the blame yourself.   People always think to themselves why did he/she do this to me. What have I done to deserve such a betrayal from this person.  And the question that everybody should be asking is what have I or could have done to prevent this from happening.  The truth is that people cheat for two reasons. The first is lack of team work that is there in the relationship. Which I will discuss in pa

People Who Think They Are Special
You know it's funny when you actually sit down and analyze not only yourself but others as well. There is one thing you come to realize and that is that everyone in the world is the same, no one is better than you and you are no better than anyone else. For the most part people in general are often selfish and think of themselves above others. They tend to think that the world owes them something. Most people usually don't figure this out until later in life when it is to late and their life is almost over. They wasted their whole life trying to be the most important thing in the world, when the world is so much more important than they are. If you ask yourself if your were to die tomorrow would anybody miss you other than family and close friends. Would people remember you in 10 years, would people say nice things about you, would they have plenty of fond memories of you that they would cherish for their entire life, or would they just move on to their next friend or loved one, while

Why People Hurt The One's They Love By Cheating Part 2
My last blog I discussed how sex contributes to the reason why people cheat in a relationship. In this blog I will go over the lack of team work that there is in the relationship and how this in turn contributes to cheating in the relationship. We all have this, and it doesn't matter if one person is older, younger, more intelligent, stronger emotionally, wiser, or even just more experienced. We all have our expectations on how the relationship we are in should be like. No matter what type of relationship we would like to have it takes a lot of hard work and determination. The real problems start probably for the most part after the first 4 months of a relationship. In the first 4 months usually everybody is on there best behavior trying to impress the other person do whatever they can to make them happy. Thinking they don't want to say the wrong thing or do the wrong thing. Then after the four months everything changes. For some reason people tend to think that it is there primar

The Valentines's Day 3-some On The Glow Radio
Monday on The Glow Radio: The Rev DJ Furg is Live Now!!! & is getting close to completing his 75 Hours of Non-Stop Broadcasting this evening After Furg is done The Mistress of Hard Rock, Goth, and Metal Music "Thee Witch" will be Live at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et Tony the Misfit & The Freak Show is next featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at: ___________________  

Topography By Sharon Olds
I can be myself when I am with you. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us. Because you make me feel like, like, like I have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive  You and me together, we can make magic. We're a perfect match. Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling. Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead. You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going. You are simply irresistible I love you because you bring the best out of me. Your terrific sense of humor Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat You're the one who holds the key to my heart You always say what I need to hear (You are perfect). You have taught me the true meaning of love. Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything. You are my theme for a dream. I have had the time of my life a

~love's True Essence~
One of My Favorite Readings....Hope You Like It... Kahlil Gibran on Love, from the Book- 'The Prophet' When love beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant; And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast

Everything In General
Why do men have be so hard to deal with. I have a male friend. He is really high strung. He and a few of his friends went grocery shopping last thursday. He bought some beer. Well we finally get almost home and another guy who was with me say that this guy was having a hard time carry all this beer. So My other friend offered to put one of the packs of beer in his backpack. And this other guy matt had a cow and thought we were stealing it from him.   I want to know why men need to be so high strung.

Bernanke Helps Defuse "default"
Our federal government is currently $14.1 trillion in debt. The vast majority of the American people believe this number is far too high and on track to go far higher. Fortunately, Congress created a mechanism to force itself to reexamine its spending habits when budget deficits got out of control: the debt ceiling. Once total outstanding federal debt reaches the limit, the Treasury Department is no longer authorized to issue new debt. Like the states and family budgets, the federal government would then be forced to make do with tax receipts. The current debt limit is $14.294 trillion. The Treasury Department predicts that we will reach that limit sometime this spring. Somewhere between 62 percent and 71 percent of the American people oppose raising it. Will Washington listen to the American people? Or will they heed the Obama Administration and just continue their reckless spending ways?In defense of never-ending reckless spending, Treasury Secretary Timothy Geithner has been trying

My Business
For all of you may know i have my own business making and selling handmade jewelry well i finally have a facebook business page for my business i am asking all who have a facebook page to come check out my biz and like it and help spread the word of it it would be greatly appreciated from the bottom of my heart the link is  http://www.facebook.com/pages/Lions-Pride-Jewelry/115151465214507 again it would be greatly appreciated  ty all who have come checked this out and is willing to help show support well its that that time again where the season changes and the good holidays come into play. if you have someone in mind you want to get something special and one of a kind or just want to have something different to accessorize to your seasonal outfit then come check out Lion's Pride Jewelry and come share the uniqueness with all your friends and family. http://www.lionspridejewelry.com

Me
i am just who i am i will be up front with you and im looking to have fun dont like to be lied to dont have time for drama keep it to your self im a stong and smart sothern female if you cant handle it step wont to be my freind be honest and true and we can get along wont to know anything ask and if you can handle all that you wont to date we will see and you will see that if you date me you will be loved

Temporary Thing
I'm having a rough time recently...for multiple reason, but lets just focus on one for right now.  My cat, Bandit, has been sick for the past week or so.  I took him to the vet a couple days ago, since he wasn't eating, and it is quite apparent. They found some prety heavy amounts of plaque buildup and a bit of infections in his gums.  Nothing too serious, so they gave me some meds to give him, and told me they would help a bunch.  Vet said he didn't want to automatically run the gambit of tests and run a bill up for me, as everything else checked out. Fast forward about 48 hours later or so.  I have only successfully given him one pill since then.  Every time I have given him pills, he has turned around and vomitted shortly after.  Not sure how he can get better if I can't get him to take the meds.  He turns 12 this April as we got him shortly after we got married. I'm not sure what to do. :(

Question
Here a question.  Do u women like to swallow our love juices or do us men want you guys to do to make it look cool? Or is just something else

Female-nature Versus Male-nature Experiences And Feelings
           A number of exclusive male or female emotions and experiences can never be fully experienced across sexual boundaries. Two examples are illustrated below;  ENJOY...         Female            An implicit, constant physical threat toward women exists from essentially every man.  That threat exists because the different physical and psycological natures of man and woman leave most men with the power literally to kill any woman at any time. Even smaller, weaker men could kill most bigger stronger women in a bare-hand fight to the death. So most women are perpetually at the physical mercy of men.                  Under that threat, women often must silently take the degradation of being bullied or treated as sex objects as their earned qualities are ingnored.  No man can fully know that particular degration because he has no way of duplicating the conditions which create that uniquely female stiuation. Even if the man were unjustly treated as a sex object, he would still hav

All My Thoughts!
simply so clear as i stare in the night ever so deep when i see u in the lighttrying to remember that u are here to be mineforcing our feeling to stay put and not burstbut simplyas my heart go softmy mind work without a break can i manage this situationthat i can no longer embracewalls crumbles at my feet making to path for me to follow

Vibrant And Radiant Health In 2011
I'm a super duper health nut.  I eat organic veggies and fruits, I drink kombucha mushroom tea, I exercise daily, I read the ingredients on stuff at the health food store (every ingredient).  My lifestyle has changed over the years and today I enjoy much improved health thanks to my growing awareness.  I urge my friends and loved ones to learn more about nutrition and stop eating crap, although they are not always receptive. (especially my family).  Since most people are resistant to this knowledge, I really don't get pushy about it, I just state my case and then I drop it.  Later if they are interested in learning more, they will approach ME, at which point I will expand further.  I really try not to give advise unless I am asked, but sometimes its hard not to say something.  For example:  Pork is the most WORMY of all meats, and is among the MOST likely to develop mold.  Apparently, pigs don't sweat, and so they retain all their toxins in their flesh.Its not always pretty, but someti

Wishes
I see you standing there, you do not see me at all your attention is on the guy you are talking to, Yet You feel someone gazing at you when you look he isnt there, that someone is me, im there but not, You see im out of site to you, because i dont have the courage to say what iwanna say to you, i choke at every chance i get. I stand in the bathroom into the mirror and repeat the words i want to say to you, its so easy, its is so very easy but when i see you in the coffee shop, or i see you in the store all ican do is smile, and all you do is give something that looks like a smile....i turn and walk out the door...pounding my head with my hand repeating..IDIOT! I go home, eat, and think nothing else but you, i dream of you in my arms, and i watch you sleep..waking see them empty...null and void, and then again..it starts over...watching but never getting my wish

What Killed Saturday Morning Cartoons
Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because Kids Grow Up FasterIn the year 2010 kids grow up faster than they did in 1987. Not grow up faster physically, most kids I know are twerps. But the kids now face things in the real world at a much younger age. They grow up so fast that it is no longer cool to watch cartoons once you're 10 years old.Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because Cartoons are For AdultsIf you think about a lot of the cartoons beings made, most of them are being made for adults. Shows like the Simpsons, Family Guy and Futurama are not for young kids.Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because of Home Video PopularityIf you think back to when you were a kid, assuming you weren't a kid like five years ago then home videos were probably not as huge as they are today. Sure you probably had a video or two that you liked but now kids are practically raised on videos rather than Saturday morning cartoons.Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because of Cartoon Netw

Poems
Cold and Dark Street   No one to talk to cause they pass you right by  as you were nothing The one we called our angel is not with us any more leaving us all alone As we walk further down the cold and dark street Everyone just passes us by letting us hurt inside The one we called our angel was suppose to protect us from everything The one we called our angel said she would never leave us alone; left us alone We tried our best to try and convince her that she was ours but have failed As we walk further down the cold and dark street Every thing starts to fade it's like we are dying but not yet dead As the pain grows more intense we walk down the cold dark street We realize people are now beginning to walk right through us like we are ghosts Why did our angel do this to us? What could we have done to deserve this? Will our angel ever realize that we do have feelings for her? As we walk down the cold dark street we feel are selves fading and hopi

Definitions
Jah is often used as a shortened form of the reconstructed Tetragrammaton.[2] The Tetragrammaton is often translated (especially in older English versions of the Bible) by use of the term "Lord", and the word "Hallelujah" by the phrase "Praise ye the Lord" (Psalm 104:35 KJV and footnote). Thus, partially translated and partially transliterated[clarification needed], the term could be rendered "Praise Jah." With the rise of the Reformation, reconstructions of the Tetragrammaton became popular. The Tyndale Bible was the first English translation to use the anglicized reconstruction. In the original text of the Hebrew Bible, "Jah" occurs 50 times, 26 times alone and 24 times in the term "Hallelujah". In the King James Version of the Bible it is transliterated as "JAH" (capitalised) in only one instance: "Sing unto God, sing praises to his name: extol him that rideth upon the heavens by his name JAH, and rejoice before him". (Psalm 68:4) An American Translation renders the Hebrew word as

Music Lyrics
**** This one I feel like right now ****   So I'm the king of all these things of this mess I have madeSuch a waste what a shame my whole life is a fakeWell I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at you for years The alcohol the demerol these things never could replaceWhat a minute with you could do to put a smile on my faceI'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at me for years   I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skinI'm not sure where to beginI can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skinCan I sleep 'til then Phenobarbital and alcohol these two surely will doTo knock me out keep me down at least a day or twoWhen I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've becomeAnd it's more than I can bear some days I pray someone will blow me awayMake it quick but let it burn so I can feel my life fadeWell I'm a waste and I can taste how bitter I've becomeAnd it's more than I can bear I can't get out of this dead skin I

Pervs On Fubar
I cant get over all the Pervs That all they have on there minds it to ask the women to show there tits and ass.. Instead of just chatting with them they ask over and over for the same thing. What is there problem. If the women are going to show there beautiful bodies then they will do so on there own. They dont need some ass hole to keep asking them to show. Sorry about this but I just had to say my peace.

Amge; Haunted Orb Robert Plant
Click here to join Robert Plant on myspace.com/robertplantninelives All of the cds in the Nine Lives Boxset are being released as individual albums. The first batch of expanded and remastered albums will be released on March 20th. The second set will be released on April 3rd. Details below. 3/20/07 Pictures At Eleven (Expanded & Remastered) Shaken N Stirred (Expanded & Remastered) Manic Nirvana (Expanded & Remastered) Fate Of Nations (Expanded & Remastered) Mighty Rearranger (Expanded & Remastered) 4/3/07 The Principle of Moments (Expanded & Remastered) The Honeydrippers (Expanded & Remastered) Now & Zen (Expanded & Remastered) Dreamland (Expanded & Remastered) ROBERT PLANT ALBUMS REBORN WITH NINE LIVES Driven by an insatiable artistic curiosity, Robert Plant has spent his life as a singer and songwriter chasing new sounds, rediscovering ancient ones and bringing them both together to create something original. Throughout his career - first as a member of Led Zep

Somthing
every time i wake up i deal with life is a challenge a on going quest  ending when you are old and wise. Also comes with love sex lust passion and even happyniess but there is even drama emotional pain hate anger sin.   To me i believe there is salvation there is truth benife lies there is peace and not chaos. I been around for a while to know most guys and girls are just jerks. i tollerate bs and drama but dont really care idk if they are tellin the truth

I'm Gonna Say What The Fuck I Feel
This heart has turned into a mere accessory Life seems to have made quite a mess of me Faster and faster I’m running in place Only to escape looking myself in the face I know me so well; I know I don’t know me In a room full of people I’ll still feel lonely Wondering whose watching, waiting, judging Wondering whose lying, sneaking, fucking   I don’t Do you love me?                 Do you love me? -->I don’t

Walden Co Police Report (funny)
So in my travels for my interview a few weeks ago I picked up the local newspaper. It was a whopping 8 pages! I stumbled across the police report and thought I'd share a few bits from it. Yes these were really published.  Jan 3, 2011 Officers were sent to the school because no one was answering the phones there. Everything was ok. Jan 9, 2011 Several horses wandered through Corkles' construction yard south of town. They weren't looking for jobs; they had just wandered off from a nearby property. Jan 9, 2011 A deleviery truck got stuck in a driveway outside Walden. When he spun his tires to get out, the tires picked up a rock and sent it through a window of the home. That wasn't really the type of delivery the homeowner wanted. Jan 11, 2011 Officers provided traffic control for a cattle drive through town.   Oh my... Life in a small town

Poetic Justice
now... here is my take on it all: apparently the actual explosion occurred at a residence near the organization chabad, its  facility and  transitional housing  structures.  and there are also neighboring synagogues.  the chabad compound address is : 142X 17th street santa monica.   the explosion was reported as coming from 1488  18th street santa monica.   1488???  *  (1a)   1488 From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia This article is about the year 1488. For Adolf Hitler and fourteen-word slogans, see Fourteen Words.   Fourteen Words From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia “ We must secure the existence of our people and a future for White Children. ”   “ Because the beauty of the White Aryan women must not perish from the earth. ”   The Fourteen Words is a phrase used predominantly by white nationalists. It most commonly refers to the 14-word slogan: "We must secure the existence of our people and a future for White Child

Tranny Doll Ramblings
Finally I got together and managed a proper jam session in Renoise. Renoise, for those that doesn't know, is an old school tracker style music composition application. Neatly updated to modern standards though so old school does not necessarily have to be applied to the sound. A Sunday well spent and god knows if there weren't actually a song forming in between all the keyboard hammering and settings fiddling.   Reccomended listenings: And One - Traumfrauhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mZ7aEm_Ex8

A Lil Bit Of Sumthin
HELLO ALL U FULANDERS.. For  those of  you  who personally know me this may seem all things you already know.. But for tose of you who are  HATERZ  of me and like to critizize people WAKE  UP this is what you so rightfully wanted..   I am a  29 year old female .. I  have alot of  personal real life issues that i  try not to bring to fubar  but it happens at times..I  am  a REAL person with  REAL  feeling just like all of you.. I came to fubar over a year ago on a old acct  that  was closed up I came here  to socialize with  new people and  REAL  people and to play  on fubar as most of you do with lounges and the games and things of that sort.. NOT  bcause i want  your man in r/l or fu life .. I am  real life married some of you know who that is if not then look a little bit you will find him.. I have a heart of gold  I would give the shirt off my back if i could  to help anyone even my enemies.. I'm no super model  I  dont have NSFW's nor will I .. I am a REAL  person just here to h

Love
Love is a funny thing and you can't control who you fall in love with. The thing is there is no guarantee that they will feel the same about you. Only time will tell and you have to roll with the punches and accept that when you fall in love with someone. It's a powerful thing when you make someone your whole world. You wake up thinking about them and go to bed thinking about them. You look forward to spending time with that person and being with them as much as you can. It doesn't matter what the two of you are doing together as long as you are together with them. They make you feel special and like you are on top of the world when you are around them. Love is also trust and honesty. When you can trust someone with anything and know that they can tell you anything and you can tell them anything that is the greatest feeling ever. When you have a significant other that listens to you and does not let others influence their opinion of you that is a wonderful thing. That specia

Life
Life is short!!!  Laugh .... Love ... live each day like its your last !! Remember to do the little things ... those make up more than one big thing in life !!!  

Randomness
So, with the recent sucess of the movie The Social Network, comes also the age old question, "Are we becoming too dependant on technology"? How many of you out there remember, in the not too distant past, a time when you actually rememberd your friends' phone numbers? When there was no 'Fave Five' to put them in, and catagorize them as a face, or a name? Much like the Cartographers (map makers) of old, is personal interaction going the way of MapQuest? Punch a few qualities about a person that you'd like to have in a companion, and Viola!!!! ???? Ok, so maybe that's a little too I Robot, but you get what I'm saying here, don't you? The very same thing that is suppost to bring us closer, is actually teaching us to become more 'personally reclusive'. Now I just made up that phrase, but the best I can explain its meaning would be as follows..... Shying away from tangible human contact in order to contact humans thru mechanical means. Did Native Americans send smoke signals to each other?

Single=sadness
when i think of love...... i think of happiness, love stories, kissing you, making love, roses and teddy bears, watchin movies, making jokes, when i think of love...... i think of sadness, broken hearts, angry words being tossed around like a rag doll, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!! HAHA!! when i think of love...... i think of the way your arms hold me tight when i get scared in the night, the way you mone when i bite, the look in your eyes when i tell you the moment is right, oh how i like........it when i think of love.... i can hear your voice but cant see your face, your not real, at least not yet, maybe....YES! you will be here soon to help save my heart from cardiac arress... i dont know im just bored being single is like being stabbed in the heart over and over again. you feel so alone. so missplaced. like noone wants you. for once i would like a guy to actually be a good guy. not just pretend for a month or two. a real fucking man. i dont care if he has alot of money or wh

The Art Of Suicide
Oh how bitter the air got. Bitter, but not being able to see my breath. Tears trickling down my face like blood at the back of my throat. The heartaches..the pain. It will now all be over. Sooner or later. Hearing knocks at my door, I give no response. The worried sound of my people. Calling my name, shouting. Still I give no response. All I can do is cry. I beg of no mercy. I beg of no help. My life is slipping out of my hands centimeter by centimeter, inch by inch. It was only then I felt rejected by heaven, but welcome by hell. The darkness coming over me. The shallow inhales. I knew that only then that I'm about pass. More banging, and screaming. The door breaks open. Screaming and crying were the last things that I heard. I felt her arms caress me one last time before I slipped away. My soul now gone, but my spirit lives on. She took the note from my hand. The words "I love you" written in my very own blood. She knew this was the end. I knew this was the end. They knew this was th

True, True, True
I am sorry to tell ya but I don't feed egos...I starve them. If you are looking for me to drool over you or say how hot you are then you are looking at me in the wrong way. I can't stand people who think they have to be fake in order to look real. I mean seriously? Your choice is your choice but if you do it for attention and you still need people to tell you how hot you are then obviously the problem isn't in your looks but your attitude. I am honest and don't care. I don't lie so be prepared. I don't add people for looks but because they actually can strike up a conversation and become good friends. So, sorry to tell ya but I won't feed your stupid ego...

Stars
           A little girl sat by herself in class ignored by the peers and stared at by teachers. Subaru was not liked for she was from another country. It was hard to understand the culture and sometimes she would cry in the bathroom when it was lunchtime and picked on once school was out. Today was no exception three older students waited for her by the entrance on her way out dragging her to a vacant lot only to have some fun with her. Beaten, spat on , kicked, punched tears poured out from her eyes like a waterfall wishing for god to come and save her. After awhile the students stopped and left her alone. She was curled up on the ground for a long while almost to till the night sky was in full swing. She finally came to feeling a massive amount of pain from her bleeding wounds. Tears rolled down her cheek slowly this time standing up and walked on home. Upon her arrival a voice called out form the door. "Subaru, are you ok we I was so worried about you." It was a sweet voice, mother

From Me.
I get asked this question a lot so I figure ill answer it for everyone now. And this is nonsexual. Turn ons: I'm not a hard man to please at all but here are some things I do appreciate. *kindness *confidence - confidence is key to anything. *good hygiene *brush your teeth *neat appearance(I know we all have sloppy days but know how to take care of yourself.) *have respect *have at least a lil bit of a bad/naughty/freaky side (I'm not a fan of prudes or people that find every little thing offensive) *honest *loyal *know when to be mature(age really is just a number, maturity really is what counts) Turn offs: This one will ruffle some feathers and ill probably get accused of insensitivity or racism but I don't care, this is MY list not yours. *bad hygiene - if you smell like a fish market, I don't wanna be around you, shower douche whatever you gotta do. Don't care if you're Beyonce' if you smell bad then nogo. *teeth - if your teeth are nasty, instant nogo. Buy a toothbrush and some mi

Love?
what to do?  oh what to do?  why is it we struggle so much with love.  recently i got stuck in a tough position and cant decide what path to choose.  I have meet a woman that is had a crush on a long time ago.  she had got married and moved away. now seven years later she reappears and tell me that she is divorce and she really liked me. will i have went on a couple dates and still feel something for her. Now for the twist in the road.  i have been in love with another woman for 7 years but i believe that she does not have the smae feeling for me any more.  So what do i do go with the one the think that i am the greatest thing to happen to her. or the one that says see loves me but never want to do anything with me and acts like she is ashamed of me.  i dont what to hurt anyone but i want to be happy. all i ask for is a little sign on what path i should choose.

Again
Ω Ever wonder where its all going? I mean every day some hot but dim asain girl or blonde is on the news telling me things are getting better but I still dont have a job. Id very much like the government and corperate masters to just admit publically that they doint give a rats ass whether or not the poor starve or freeze or what have you. I mean, they clearly dont but INSIST on maintaining this pseudo-christian pantomime of caring. Id rahter be dead. Frankly Ive been advertising for an axe wielding maniac to come extinctify myself for years on here. It was my first ever craigs list ad "Seeking Psycho Killer". Its just revolting, the whole fucking country and its leadership.  Im really not too keen on most of the people either. Complacency is in its way much worse than outright evil. If this were France, or even England, wed all be up in arms defying the facistic policies of the wealthy elite. Instead we bitch about it and give em all our money just the same. Oh no, Im starting

Food Recipes
1 Box Devils Food Cake mix 1 cup Cheerwine 1 tsp Almond Extract   Prepare cake mix as directed except substitue 1 Cup Cheerwine for the water.  Add Almond extract.  Pour into 9 x 13 pan. Bake as directed.   FROSTING:   1/3 Cup Cheerwine 2 1/2 Cups powder sugar 1/2 tsp Almond Extract 1/4 Cup Cocoa 1/2 cup butter   Heat cheerwine, margarine & cocoa together until it comes to a boil.  Pour misture over powdered sugar & blend unil smooth.  Stir in Almond extract.  Cool. Spread over cake.

I Know I Am Terrible!
      Want to earn either the boomerang OR pimp hand bling? I bet you do you greedy people you! :P Well....here is how!!     I have been DYING to own the movie "Hidalgo" in FULL SCREEN on DVD. That widescreen crap is for the birds! Did I mention FULL SCREEN yet? If not....the FULL SCREEN DVD!!! :P First person to send it to me in regular mail (not on the computer) will get it.   Each person that offers to send it will get 7 days to do so from the time they say "I will!!!" If I recieve it in the mail within those 7 days, you win!  I will go in order starting with the first person to comment this blog saying "I will". That person will recieve my mailing address in a private message. You will have 7 days starting the day AFTER I give you my address. So if you want to be a technical butt monkey, that is 8 days total. Or it could be 7 days, 9 hours, 22 minutes, 38 seconds.....oh whatever :P Shut up! :D     Get it? Got it? GOOD!!!   Enjoy!      

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Inspirational Writes
Beauty Beauty speaks to us in soft whispers or bold declarations. She calls on us to gaze in awe at her splendor. We are enticed by beauty. We adore her, idolize her, and even court her. Beauty seduces all of our senses. Beauty's seduction can be as obvious as the striking good looks of a man or woman or as subtle as the charms of a shaggy dog with loving brown eyes. We find beauty in the wonders of nature. Beauty offers us a symphony of colors with every sunrise and sunset and reveals to us her brash power through a storm at sea. Beauty teases us through the shy smile of a child and delights us via the brilliant flashes of fireworks. Beauty sometimes piques all of our senses at once, appealing to our taste buds, as well as our eyes and nose, when she appears in the form of a deliciously baked cake. Beauty calms us with floral scents and excites our aural lust through the passionate sounds made by an orchestra. Beauty can be cruel, and our pursuit of her can be in vain. We may go to th

Super Bowl
Lets See How Many Of You Bandwagon Fans Will Stay True To The Steel, I Bleed Black And Gold Till The Day I Die! Bottom Line It Was A Great Game And We Got Out Played! At The End Of The Day, We Still Have 6 Rings! 6 Rings No One Held Our Hand While We Earned, 6 Rings To Show Our Skill, 6 Rings YOU DONT HAVE! Congratulations Packers I Give Credit Where Credit Due But Don't Let This Go To Your CheeseHead, You Have A Long Way To Go To Take Us Out Of The #1 SPOT!

Jod 2/7/2001
The insurance side of sex........ Sex with your wife - Legal & General. Sex with your future wife - Mutual Trust.Sex with long-term partner - Standard Life. Sex with your secretary - Employer's Liability. Sex with a prostitute - Commercial Union.Sex on the telephone - Direct Line. Casual sex with different partners - Go Compare.Sex with a lady boy - Confused. Com

Auction..
BOOMY BOOMY

Fumafia Expierence
(this blog is under construction) Below is a description of FuMafia Mission Rewards for the completion of the five stages.   Bronze Stages yield skill points Silver Stages yield cash dividends Gold Stages yield greater skill points. Platinum Stages Rewards Listed Below. 1. Break Into A HouseCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $800,000 cash.2. ShopliftCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $1,000,000 cash.* 5 Pipe Bombs.3. Mug SomebodyCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* $1,300,000 cash.* 10 Pipe Bombs.4. Steal A CarCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery in this missionAdditionally, you have been awarded:* 5 Military Jeeps.* 5 Abandoned Storefront.* 20 Pipe Bombs.5. Break Into A BusinessCongratulations, you have earned a Platinum level mastery

Java's Writing-if You Read, Please Comment,, Thx
Coming or going Massive confusion My head hurts from the uncertainty Too much to think about, too much to decide Too fuckn much of a burden... Just want it to be over, want it all to pass Wish I could jump ahead, skip a beat Hope the next lil while goes fast... I'm making lemonade from these sour lemons but the sweetness is not there Silly girl where'd you get yourself? Why'd you make your world what it is? Now you cry and complain, pout and mope Over what? When you caused your own pain... Going forward, moving on..getting the fuck away Turning pages, moving mountains Well hardly but taking a step anyway Choosing a path but treading lightly Staring fear in the face Staring yourself in the mirror, those bllue eyes staring back Seeing the sadness, the distaste Fuck it, it is what it is, no going back now The bed was made but not by you It was filled with snakes and evil They smothered you and you died But get the hell up, pull yourself out Forget thos

Life.
Finally, there is one guy, I feel alright possibly giving my heart to. It's weird, because I'm totally messed up in the head because of certain ex's, but I trust him. I trust that i'll never be hit again, i'll never be yelled at again, and i'll never be forced to do things that I don't ever want to do again. I realize, at times i'm completely hostile towards him but I really don't mean to be. At night, I think about the events that went on that day and sometimes wish I did things different. He knows I don't mean the mean shit I say or do. Well, atleast I hope he does. PCS.

Thoughts
 2/6/2011 8:03PMI lay awake, In our room, there's nothing left just me and you. we seem so cold, distant and used. I'm all alone, even when I'm with you. I reach out for you, Though nothings there. Where'd we go? what's with this dispare?At night I cry, wondering why? Why is this love so bitter sweet? What happened to us? You tell me it's all in my head, Tonight I'll cry in our bed. I feel so numb, So left out in the cold.Where you went? I do not know.  I miss you though. You're out of reach, where does that leave me? Who'll hold me tight, As the nightmares creep in? Who'll tell me it's alright, when  I cant take it anymore? Baby it's cold, I whine and I plea, But no ones here, Not even me.

Do The Math
My first blog..wowzer.   I used to just long onto this site every other month or so. The past week I kind of stuck around. Mainly because the site seems a lot more colorful than I remember. One thing I have noticed is the amount of money  that gets spent on here. I am a college student paying my own way through school. I did not get any grants or loans, I am paying cash up front for everything. Now I know that my college tuition is not near as much as actually living on your own with bills and family. There are some members that on a daily basis have a boomerang running next to their head. That is $15 a pop and they run one atleast every day. That is $105 a week and $450 a month. WOW that is a lot of dough. Then you got to add in the VIP and then the bling packs. I have come to the conclusion there are some rich people on this site. Could you please tell me what your profession is because I might want to change career paths.

Twisted Desires Lounge Spotlight
Ok Guys And Ladies, Place a  Bid for this weeks Lounge Spotlight !!! all fubux from this will go toward the lounge getting a lounge SPOTLIGHT.. so please bid highly lol

*****
"Life-altering, the Ones, allowed trespass into our very depths, imprinting our souls for the entirety of time. Their faces, the whispers of love, touch, movement....every present in our consciousness and the haunts of our dreams. Tormented hearts unreleased...screaming anguish seeking some solace...a temporary reprieve from the terminal agony. Calm, sanctuary; yes, found within the arms of an adoring heart, meek heart....disposable....the tragic substitution for past..."

Life 2011
I just started my day, as if It could get any worse, I have a cold, my nose is stuffed up, my throat is bothering me, I slept the wrong way and my neck and back is screwed up. I was hoping to go visit my mother, and my dad and brother, as well as my dog Jasper I miss them but with how I'm feeling I dont think I will today, however next weekend my fiance is off so we can go together and come home together. I think thats what I'll do instead, and just rest today, and relax, but I really want to get out and go visit.  I also need plenty of rest for work tomorrow morning.  I also have to put in my orders for Avon and fax in my time card for my actual work. I sell Avon for fun. Thats not my real job.  Anyway I think I'll end it here, talk to you soon everyone!

******blowjobs******
-SEX: can't get enough of it, and for you married men/woman who bitch and complain and constantly accuse your man/woman of cheating and you hardly ever have sex anymore... Somebody once said.. "What you don't do for your man/woman in bed somebody else will" So turn your freak on.. Here is an idea.-Because for me,if you truly don't let go of your center and only do it because it's what he wants, you'll always "suck" at it.. You have to want it, and it will turn you on like you have never known. Try fucking yourself while giving head.-C'mon, girls naturally it should just make you feel dirty when on your knees.. How can you not want to get naughtier?-GIVING HEAD:Recommendations:1. Spit on it..gag on it.. (OMG they will love you)!2. Talk dirty to it, and during it!3. Don't ever be afraid of it! Look up at him!4. Call out your name while you're cummingg...(that's a favorite, JK)5. Always, Always, learn from your mistakes (keep trying)6. Yes they do like being fingered too.. (don't let em l

Sincere's Corner
FALLING bySincere   Tatted heart shatterred 2many pieces 2 count scatterred Only a few had it To know the love 2be treated as delicate as a whitedove Never is enough enough The vision of you my queen knee deep stuck Your my love my air my trust There aint nothing I got 4ever like a peterbuilt truck Trust in me baby doll im your luck argue fite n fuss Its you I feel it in my gut These feelings hard 2 discuss Holding you close a must A feelin stronger than lust A future filled with much Fallin hard 2much trust 2 much hope 4us A life so glamerous My only thought my every verse Each n every word my worth 2 the ends of the earth made 4u since birth Cant knock it my one n only my first my picture perfect candy stripper nurse take ur time unbutton my shirt Trail 2treasure No need2measure built 4ur pleasure Take you 2ecstacy lighter than a feather No other make you feel better If its cold take my sweater along with a rose n a love letter proclaiming my love thru any weather Bui

Capricorns ~ The Best In Bed!
Ok so when you join fu-bar your profile is automatically defaulted to hide "not safe for work" content (or NSFW)   If you can not see NSFW folders (they are red compared to the "normal" picture folders & have a (NSFW) after the album name - in my case mine says "Me -(NSFW) for my pictures...)   What you will need to do is go to your homepage & click "Edit Profile"   When that page opens your now in the "Account" page...   Scroll down & look on the right side this is what you will see...   Settings: Profile Type:New and CleanDusty and Old Email Alerts:Daily DigestImmediatelyOff Email Newsletter:OnOff Email Reminders:OnOff Chat Sounds:OnOff Ignore Skins: [?]:OnOff Filter Embedded Content [?]:Profile

Return To The Darkness
I'm feeling like I've burned out, like the words won't come no more, I close my eyes, all I can see is the darkness, trying to reach deep down, find the words that I used to have, Have I given up? Do the words not flow anymore? This poet,has a feeling, like he's lost skill, like he's lost that will, like he lost his edge, the darkness that he used to have, I'm digging deep down in my soul,trying to find that darkness,it made me legendary, it made me who I am, It's time to listen to thos voices again, time to find that inner hate,time to find that inner darkness, time to return myself to my roots, it's time for me to return to the darkness,

Broken
 I am a beatin, broken man. I lost due to Telling the truth, wearing my heart on my sleeve and wanting to communicate with a person who is  perfect for me, cuz she is me just smarter and much prettier. Only I woulda givin me a chance after everthing i wrote and said Wonder how and why sending flowers , gifts , trying to communicate to get closure of any kind gets me charged ? Then this person sends ex wife personal e-mails between us from 3 months previos she musta saved em and e-mailing everyday there is miles of words. The sad thing is all these e-mails basically tells all about my life good and bad I bared my soul some things said were only known by me I trusted was honest and now i'm in the fire. This lady also saw fit to send gifts i had given her to my Ex wife, phoning her @ home to  villanize me. I honestly can say I fell in Love With this garibaldi highlands women and it seems i still love her and don't understand, how i can love a person so soon. But when ya know ya know. LOve

Thoughts
Got to thinking this week, I know a dangerous thing.  I'm new at this, so forgive me.... Recently I got hurt by a guy I cared alot for.  The funny thing is, like an angel, I made a friend just before it ended.. That friend has been absolutely wonderful.  He stood by me and listened to me cry, he helped me to be strong, to hold to my values when I wanted to sell myself short.  In just a few weeks he has come to mean alot to me.. So as I sit here and think of him, I got to wondering, how long does love truly take?  I have often told people to beware of infatuation, that soulmates don't exist.  Lately I have begun to wonder if I was kidding myself.  Friendship is a wonderful thing.  Never before have I felt that I can just call him, depend on him to be there.  I am very independent. I never lean on anyone for long... and I am not used to having someone that knows what a friend truly is.  And in teh same way, although I would do much for my friends, I have never truly done all that he h