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My First Blog
I don't do this. But I have seen some friends (and some not-friends) getting awfully emo, pissy, touchy, whiny... Call it what you will. And I wonder if there's something in the water? Is it STILL Friday the 13th? Why is it I have escaped much of the disappointment and hurt many on here have been feeling? Or maybe I just don't get butthurt easily - iron underpants? I finally decided that maybe their all hormonal, so I want to suggest a special bling item - Fudol. If you're not getting enough attention, if Fubar deletes your friends, if someone's wrong in the mumms, if someone beat up your fuMafia character and took your tank money - we can give you a Midol bling and it would make it all better And unlike most other bling, THIS one would cost only 1 or 2 credits, but give 5 credits of points to the recipient! And polishing it would be similar - give 2 credits worth of points to the owner, and 5 credits of points to the polisher, so they can share their HAPPY - well, period! Either

A Parent's Worst Nightmare
Nothing is more important to Larry Patterson than his family. His four kids, who range from a 2-year-old to a college graduate, shape his outlook on life. They’re one of the primary reasons he’s concerned about the devastating consequences of Obamacare. Patterson has good reason to be worried. The Patient Protection and Affordable Care Act diminishes family choice of coverage, limits parental involvement and strikes a blow for family values in health care. Even with many of the new provisions years from implementation, Patterson is already bracing for the harsh realities of life under Obamacare. The North Dallas businessman operates a franchise called the Glass Doctor, which repairs auto glass, windshields, windows and shower doors. He’s fortunate to offer health insurance to his employees and enjoys good coverage for his family. But with uncertainties about rising health care costs and the outsize impact on small businesses, the future is bleak. “I don

Photography
I like big butts and I cannot lie. In case you haven’t learned this about me already, I’m a bit of what some may call a “chubby chaser”. I’m proud of it. I think my taste leans towards some pretty hot women. Yet nearly every woman I’ve ever met, especially those who have modeled for me are always conscious about the way they look; specifically in the weight department. No. Conscious is not the right word. Self-conscious, overly concerned, neurotic; those are more accurate.Now before I start my praise of the Big Beautiful Woman (affectionately to be referred to as BBW for the duration) I would like to play “devil’s advocate” for those of you nay-sayers who just don’t subscribe to my logic. It would seem logical for boney people, such as me, to simply argue that if a woman does not like her weight she should simply go on diet, work out more, or take “better care of herself”. I once these point of views and let me jus

About Cancer The New Surgery
Lung and Pulmonary Tumors . What is lung cancer? Lung cancer is the most common cancer in the world and the leading cause of cancer death in the United States in both men and women. There were over 200,000 cases diagnosed in 2007 and the number of cases diagnosed each year continues to increase. Less than 15% of patients diagnosed live 5 years. Increases in lung cancer risk are associated with exposure to cancer causing agents. The primary risk factor is smoking, but exposure to asbestos, radon, certain chemicals, chromium, nickel, and arsenic also increase risk. What are the symptoms associated with lung cancer Involvement of large airways can result in cough, wheezing, shortness of breath, coughing up blood, pneumonia or other infection. Tumors growing into bones or chest wall, or spread to other areas can cause pain. Unexplained weight loss may also be a symptom. How is lung cancer diagnosed? A detailed history taking and physical examination by a ph

The Bzzzz Of Fubar..tards And All
okay so im not gonna name any names..im sure that she is gonna go complain to fubar staff about my blog. here is a hint her name has to do with murder . so here is my side of the story...this is the last time im gonna worry about this bullshit drama. the other night I was spending time with my b/f i was drinking a little it was friday night and i was just messing around.Well i just got a brand new laptop and I was wanting to try out my camera.So I set my status to " someone show me how to cam I really want to go on air???? so I had another drink and I still could not figure it out..I think my cam wasint working correctly. so stupid me goes and clicks on broadcasts.I thought someone has to know how to tell me to do this ill just click on a cam and ask them. Well i guess I decided to click on the wrong cam because all hell broke loose after I did. I simply said and I qoute " hey,im sorry im a little drunk and I dont know how to do this....all of a sudden she starts cursing

Things You Should Know.
What is the Illuminati?What is Zon? The Illuminati has its origins in the biblical Abraham who smashed the idols four millennia ago in establishing the existence of only one reality. Ever hear of the Illuminati? For the past two centuries, they have been condemned by nationalistic governments and mystical religions. How about the Bilderbergers, the Club of Rome, the Council on Foreign Relations, the Trilateral Commission? They are semi-secret organizations that for the past several decades have been linked to one-world conspiracy theories. Consider the controlling influences behind those worldwide organizations -- businessmen, such as today's quiet businessman David Rockefeller. He, for example, is seldom seen or mentioned in the mainstream media. But, he is hysterically attacked as the epitome of evil by the ultra- conservative media, the nationalistic-populist media, and the religious-right media. Yet, David Rockefeller is among the world's most moral, clear-thinking, respo

Hot Rod Lounge
Welcome to Fubar! You are gonna really love it hereIf you have any questions, feel free to send me a message and I'll help you out.Also, be sure to upload some pics so you can level quickly and make friends.One way to make friends and meet new people on this site is to visit the fubar loungesDrop by the THE HOT ROD LOUNGE for some great music and very friendly people. I am always there and willing to help all I can. We have live DJ's and really nice and friendly people. And while your there, make a request if there is something you want to hear. We take all requests.Why not come check us out, it only take a second, and since you're there if you have any questions about Fubar, we will be glad to help. Just copy and paste the link in your browser to join the funhttp://www.fubar.com/lounge/72587Have an awesome day and hope to see you soon

Just Some Thoughts...
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” To be able to breathe out ones unhappiness to breathe out deeply so that

Songs
I'm never waking up again so I'll never have to find out what you did. Each day it's harder to pretend. That your eyes aren't lying as much as your mouth did. I'd grab your head by your hair and I'd hack it off. And put it on display at the front of the yard on a stick that's decorated with a little pink bow and a sign that says "Her friends and family should have taught her more about love." Dear Tragedy, I never had anybody. But being alone wasn't half as bad as being obsessed with a breath taker, a smile faker. But these years alone have eaten me alive. Recounting pages in a book. That I'd torn out ashamed that one day you'd look. Afraid that once you did you'd really know how it felt to be a sucker on a string that you dragged around wherever you'd go. I'm running around, around and it hurts. Tempted to tape up the pages I'd ripped. And although I recognize that we're attached at the lips, you're the one in charge and that the captain's gotta sink with the ship.

God Didn't Save Your Ass, I Did.
Many of you were born during, or after, the "Cold War". None of you know that the "Cold War", was just as hot as Iraq and Afghanistan. Except we weren't fighting terrorists, who are cowards and shitpiles anyway, due to some jihad. No, we were fighting worldwide annihilation against ORGANIZED, WHOLE FUCKING ARMIES. While you were a baby, or your mom and dad were humping it to create you, myself and others were all over the damn place eliminating threats so you could sleep at night, and not have to wear 5 million sunblock from multiple 350 kiloton nuclear warheads launched by some Soviet (yes, Soviet- not CIS) missile sub or land based silo, or rail based system. You didn't have to practice "duck and cover" (ask your grandparents about Dwight Eisenhower's solution- dig a hole) to protect you in school. So, despite the fall of the Soviet Union, their missiles are still out there, but now free to purchase. Doesn't matter if they are. Because those warheads were, and still are, targeted at

Do You Think It Is Ok To Be In A Relationship With Someone Who Plays Video Gamess
They go to work come home and dont say anything to you and they head straight for the game.They finally go to sleep and then they wake up the next day and do it all over again.They only pay attention to you when they want to.They think that being in the same room with you all day is spending time together,even when their back is turned to you the whole time. They only do things when they want and they refuse to do anything u want unless u beg and plead with them untill you feel you have irratated them so you walk away, then they feel like they have to so they get ready,but by that time you dont want to because you feel as though you have upset them.When u ask them to watch a movie with you or lay with you, they say things like IN A MINUTE....but that minute never comes, or YEA..but they stay in the computer chair and only watch the movie from the side. You tell them your feelings and yet they just blow them away like they never even mattered in the first place. You cry

Do I
BABY WHAT ARE WE BECOMING IT FEELS JUST LIKE WE'RE ALWAYS RUNNING ROLLING THROUGH THE MOTIONS EVERYDAY I CAN LEAN IN TO HOLD YOU, OR ACT LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU SEEMS LIKE YOU COULD CARE LESS EITHER WAY WHAT HAPPENED TO THE GUY I USED TO TO KNOW I JUST WANT US BACK TO THE WAY WE WAS BEFORE DO I TURN YOU ON AT ALL WHEN I KISS YOU, BABY DOES THE SIGHT ME WANTING YOU DRIVE YOU CRAZY DO I HAVE YOUR LOVE AM I STILL ENOUGH TELL ME DON'T I, OR TELL ME DO I, BABY GIVE ME EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED WOULD YOU RATHER JUST TURN AWAY AND LEAVE ME LONELY DO I JUST NEED TO GIVE UP AND GET ON WITH MY LIFE BABY, DO I ? REMEMBER WHEN WE DIDN'T HAVE NOTHING BUT A PERFECT, SIMPLE KIND OF LOVING BABY, THOSE SURE WERE THE DAYS THERE WAS A TIME OUR LOVE RAN WILD AND FREE NOW I AM SECOND GUESSING EVERYTHING I SEE DO I TURN YOU ON AT ALL WHEN I KISS YOU, BABY DOES THE SIGHT OF ME WANTING YOU DRIVE YOU CRAZY DO I HAVE YOUR LOVE, AM I STILL ENOUGH TELL ME DON'T I, OR TELL ME DO I, BABY

About Me
I am a man who is athletic and coffee-skinned, with a pudgy face. I have shoulder-length, wavy, dark brown hair and grey eyes. I am an auctioneer who IS good-natured by nature, and creative. I also have a website, http://www.chevroletimpalareplacementparts.com/

The Horse Is Dead, But I Believe It'll Come Back. Trust Me.
So here I am again, venting random frustrations on the world after a night of no sleep. It's something to do, it's something to roll to, so why the fuck not?Before we begin, I'd like to make it clear that, as read from the title of this blog, this IS a dead horse. I AM going to beat it a bit. But only because I'm male, I want to beat my chest and proclaim to the heavens, and I simply want to let it be known.What am I venting about, you may ask. One word:MUSIC^ See the image above?Tell me what that image instills in your mind. In your soul. Hell, in your ass. Regardless of where it's instilling, it's doing SOMETHING.This is the album cover of Rage Against The Machine's The Battle For Los Angeles.Now... let's try this from another angle.This is Panic! at the Disco's I Write Sins Not Tragedies.What emotion does this evoke from your bowels? Granted, it's a pretty little piece of art. It DOES NOT say anything about what you're about to listen to, though. It doesn't make me FEEL anything.

How I Feel Today, August 17, 2010
The way I feel today August 17, 2010. The way I feel today, is I’m being punished and I am nothing but a piece of dirt on my family’s shoes for they ignore me. My fault I guess because I created another profile on Fubar (my ex has gotten my son to think Fubar is porn and the source of the Trojan virus that infected her laptop. If that was true then all the computers using their internet access, wouldn’t they? I am loosing weight from the lack of food and drinking a lot of water in these wicked hot days, The reason for the lack of food is because my Food Stamps have not yet arrived and I am out of food. I was rationing my food to one meal a day to make to it until my Food Stamps arrived, but I miss calculated. That is okay since I have been drinking lots of coffee to curve my appetite, so I won’t go to bed feeling hungry like I did when I was a young boy. I will not bother with that family that talked me into buying this mobile home since they do not really treat

Pitfalls Of Dating - Deep Thoughts Journal
I recently had a male friend of mine ask me, "Would you rather have sex with a guy who had a thick 9" penis, a guy with an average 6" penis, or a smaller 4" one and why?" To this, I replied that there wasn't enough information presented to formulate a real opinion. After an exasperated sigh on his end (which I seem to get regularly, due to my constant need for more information), I explained the entire mystery regarding what women think of penis size, and it's that knowledge I share today with you fine folks.First, size DOES matter, but only in terms of confidence, really. What a girl generally finds is that, those packing the "big guns" tend to be rather self aware, and their ego often allows them to overlook performance. Similarly, those with smaller than average packages fail to have much in the area of confidence, and this too may be related in the bedroom. Here's the reality:Big Boys: The Pros - In a way, penis size is a bit like breast size. While some like the appearance of somet

Friends
1) When you are sad, I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jaked up on Mountain Dew ! 2) wHEN YOU ARE BLUE, i WILL TRY TO DISLODGE WHATEVER IS CHOKING YOU. 3) WHEN YOU SMILE, I WILL KNOW YOU ARE PLOTTING SOMETHING THAT I MUST BE INVOLVED IN. 4) WHEN YOU'RE SCARED, WE WILL HIGH TAIL IT OUT OF HERE. 5) WHEN YOU ARE WORRIED, I WILL TELL YOU HORRIBLE STORIES ABOUT HOW MUCH WORSE IT COULD BE UNTILL YOU QUIT WHINNG, YA BIG BABY! 6) WHEN YOU ARE CONFUSED, I WILL USE LITTLE WORDS. 7) WHEN YOU ARE SICK, STAY AWAY FROM ME UNTILL YOU ARE WELL AGAIN. I DON'T WANT WHATEVER YOU HAVE. 8) WHEN YOU FALL, I'LL PICK YOU UP AND DUST YOU OFF----- AFTER I LAUGH MY ASS OFF! 9) THIS IS MY OATH. I PLEDGE IT TO THE END. WHY? YOU MAY ASK : BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIEND! FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE PEEING YOUR PANTS, EVERYONE CAN SEE IT, BUT ONLY YOU CAN FEEL THE TRUE WARMTH. I SAID JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE INSANE DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING.I LIKE YOU F

Helpers
Block: Go to the person's page that you want to block, and look on the left hand navigation links for BLOCK. Click on the BLOCK THIS USER link and approve the block.UnBlock: Go to MY then to PROFILE , Change homestyle to POWER , Go back to your Homepage and on the right you will see "Who Viewed me " " who i viewed" And " Blocked" Click on the block tab, then " See all " and Unblock user

My Thoughts
I have came a long way since my childhood. I have been beaten and bursed for no reason but I managed to keep myself together somewhat. Right after I turned 16 everything went down hill. Thats when I started cutting and pill popping. These habbits brought somewhat comfort but never did fiix anything. I was taken from my home at the age of 16 also because of a long story. I attempts suicide several times after that. I almost completed my goal but someone found me in enough time to save me. I was just about gone on my own sleeping med. I managed to pull myself together enough to be placed with my father. Around christmas I tried once again to commit suicide because fighting ewas getting bad and I was always alone. My friends knew what I was planning the whole time and didnt say anything. My mother called and she noticed I was talking wrong and picked me up. After I while I left her due to abuse once again. I dont pill pop or cut anymore

Fantasy Sex Stories
My name is Scott, and I recently had a vivid memory of mine from about five years ago.I played college basketball at a Division III (small, non-scholarship) school. After basketball season my senior year, the assistant coach - Coach K - was leaving coaching to work in his father-in-law’s insurance business. After he was all ready to move, he approached me and the three other seniors on the team with a bizarre proposition.Coach K had what I consider to be a strange obsession. He wanted to see another guy fuck his wife.Coach K’s wife, Jill, was childless. She was about 35, dressed like a slut, and probably was one. But she had a cute face, a huge rack for someone her size (about 5’4”, 115 lbs.), and a really, really nice ass. Her legs were too skinny for my taste, and I didn’t like her hair or makeup, but she was definitely someone I would love to try out in a one-night stand.I don’t know the details of how Coach K and his wife came up with The Plan &n

"dragon Fly" (not About Or Implied To Anyone On This Site)
Every breath I breathe / I know you're by my side / You taught me to put on a smile and hide / All the insecurites inside my my mind / Every time I seek I find / A new reason to be alive / When I look into your eyes / I hope you realize / That I'm not telling lies / Every word is true that I am telling you / Please don't fly away / My darling dragon fly / Please leave another day I need you to stay / I don't need another memory / EMBEDDED IN MY HEAD / I have enough of those to last both our lifetimes / So when you spread your wings / Just promise me that you won't leave me behind / You take me to greater heights / Beyond the stars-outta sight-to a different place / Outside of outerspace / I'd swim through the Milky Way just to see your face again / I'd crawl through the depths of Hell just to hold your hand / .......just a thought. Sittin here high as fuck, bored and hit writer's block on my actual music at the moment, took a break to get my mind off it-write something diffrent hopef

Me
You have all heard the song from the scorpions..winds of change right? If not it does not matter much the truth is winds of change are blowing through my page. First of all it was a shitty day at work, that is a given. I come home and se chaotic dream removed me from her fam. A craxy person vanessa...screen name of the second is heckling my family, my fu wife is mad at me and so is my best girly girl chrissy. I say to heck with it I am so fu dramad out for the dqy. BTW chaotic...do what you gotta do for 5 creds LMAO http://fubar.com/user/3136062

Say What You Need To Say
I don't often blog, but I came across some information sent to me by my school (University of Phoenix), and those of you also attending this institution should have also received it. Our government wants to limit financial aid and offer it almost solely to those who attend traditional classrooms/colleges. Our president has openly admitted that high education is on of the greatest economic crises we face today. So how would limiting financial aid even further help this crisis? UoP alone has helped countless individuals attain their higher education goals. While some simply don't WANT to use the tradition colleges, some of us just can't because we have jobs and/or children that demand our physical presence. There are numerous other on-line colleges already instituted and no doubt more will come. If someone asks you to sign a petition opposing the government's newest bad idea, please please please do so. Everyone has the right to further their education in whatever ways they ca

Me,my Life And Random Stuff!!
not gonna be on much for the next week as i will be spending toime with my baby bro,sis and mom and dad 1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?Yes my aunt and my uncle2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? a few days ago3. Do you like your handwriting?yeah4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Honey Roasted Turkey5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? nope6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?Maybe.7.DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?yes8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS ?Yes9. WOULD YOU BUNGEEJUMP?No thank you10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?cocoa pebbles11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Depends on the shoe. Currently I have to.12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?In some ways13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? i like a few diffrent kinds... 14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?Their Eyes. You can tell a lot about a person by the look in their eyes15. RED OR PINK?Red16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?my chest17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? my baby brot

Poems
Not Just a Dream I am sitting here, my head in the clouds, I dream of you and my heart pounds so loud, Yes, I will see you again with no doubt. My priorities used to be all jacked, But thanks to you, I’m getting back on track, I hope that one day I can help you back. The future is not clear, certainly untold, Until we meet, my bed will remain cold, We’ll be as one again, I may be bold. Love, hope, giving me strength and desire, Thoughts of you fuels my everlasting fire, I always want you, for that I aspire. I always will love you like no other, Please, deny the rest one after another, My love is so true and it will smother. I feel that I need to be this selfish, Everything about you, us, I cherish, And without you I would surely perish. Love getting turned around with you in town, We’ll be making turns, going round and round, Always I smile even though sometimes you frown. You begin to tap your nose as you think, Making s

Explicit Song Lyrics
Ladies and gentlemen! Introducing the Chocolate Starfish! and the Hotdog Flavored Water Bring it on! Get the fuck up! Yeah! Check, one, two Listen up, listen up! Here we go It's a fucked up world A fucked up place Everybody's judged by their fucked up face Fucked up dreams Fucked up life A fucked up kid With a fucked up knife Fucked up moms And fucked up dads It's a fucked up a cop With a fucked up badge Fucked up job With fucked up pay And a fucked up boss Is a fucked up pain Fucked up press And fucked up lies Well, Lethal's in the back With the fact of the fires Hey, it's on Everybody knows it's on Hey, it's on Everybody knows it's on Ain't it a shame that you can't say "Fuck" Fuck's just a word And it's all fucked up Like a fucked up punk With a fucked up mouth A nine inch nail I'll get knocked the fuck out Fucked up aids From fucked up sex Fake ass titties On a fucked up chest We're all fucked up So whatcha wanna do? We fucked up me And fucked up you You wanna fuck me like an a

Random Mess
So I was talking to a friend on FB this past evening when I got some random friend requests on yahoo messenger... The following is the chat log/fun that ensued. BUZZ!!! samuelscamymi: hey jimmitz_p: hi samuelscamymi: i'm Katie, 23/f/California currently in school. Would you like to chat ? Where are you from? jimmitz_p: thats funny why does it say Jody in your profile? samuelscamymi: ok nice! do you have any pictures? I added new pics here but I can also turn on my webcam jimmitz_p: and your profile says you're in washington D.C. samuelscamymi: Do you have a cam? I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam? it's ok if u don't have one jimmitz_p: This is a bot huh? you're not real. NOBODIES REAL BUT THEY"RE WILLING TO LET YOU KNOW. samuelscamymi: I have a blue dinosaur that eats pancakes... is that real enough for ya?? jimmitz_p: Why did you tell me you're katie, but your profile says Jodi and your name is samuel. samuelscamymi: Ok here but

Fantasy Sports
I would like to take this time and say to all the avid sports fans that it is almost time! Time for that Fantasy Football we have been waiting for over the past sevenish months. I encourage everyone to start creating your teams. Don't be a lazybug and wait until it's too late! And make sure you show up for your respective draft. Happy Fantasy playing!

Poetry
when you look atmy picturedo yousee the paincan you seemy markscan you seea soultrying tofind helpfrom anotheror maybea little girllooking for loveHow aboutsomeone sodamagedthey cantseem to findtrue happinessI know this worldit is my ownmy eyes never shinethey are always coldshowing nothingbut the hatredfor the beatingsand the marksI was givenso youngwishingI couldunderstandwhy my familychose my bloodto shedwhy they choseto turna little girlso full of lightinto a hatefuldimmed lightI will neverunderstand

Lost Serenity
First of all I would like to thank all my friends and family for continuing to show me love although I have not been on here in the capacity I would have liked over the past few days.However,I still don't understand why someone would just send drinks and not write anything in reply.I don't quite understand the purpose of it all.Is it the fact that there are a lot of guys hitting on you all,being that over 90% of my friends and family here are women? I guess there may be a lot of dogs on here but I would ask not to be lumped into that category.I do understand that after some of you read this you might say"up yours dude,who do you think you are?"Well, I am a person searching and reasoning to the purpose of it all.I write to everyone who sends me drinks and all they do is send more drinks.I hope that you all are not thinking I am trying to pick you up.I am not going to say that there are a couple of you I would really like to get to know.However,I am a realist and know that I don't stack

Danielle
YOU ASKED ME You asked me if I loved youcame yes was my replybut with my tender heart I worryabout the tears in your eyesYou asked me if I still wanted youstill desired your loving touchmy reply was yes dearyou'll never know how muchYou asked me if I missed youwhen you're not at homeand without hesitation I repliedmy loneliness won't leave me aloneYou asked me if I could go onif we should ever partmy reply was to youit would surely break my heartYou asked me what I would doif my love you betrayedI told you in a whisperI'd just turn and walk awayYou asked me if I would believeif other's told me liesI told you I'd find the truthhiding in your eyesYou asked me if I'd tell youthat I'd fallen out of lovewith you with a nervous smile I repliedthat's something I'd never do. I LONG FOR THE DAY TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH EVERY DAY I MISS YOU VERY MUCH YOU ARE HERE IN MY HEART AND IN MY SOUL MY HEART FROM THE VERY START YOU STOLE

My Writing And Stuff
As many of you know, October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month. But as so few of you know, I tragically lost my own mother to the disease in February of this year. I would like to help raise awareness not just for women but for MEN too. See, every 3 minutes, a WOMAN is diagnosed with this horrible disease, and every 13 minutes a woman DIES because of it. But what you DON'T know, is that an expected 1,500 MEN will be diagnosed with breast cancer this year and sadly, 400 will DIE from this horrible disease. We need to FIGHT BACK!!!! So please, if you care enough to support this cause with me, join the fight by turning your profile picture PINK or just put a PINK ribbon up on it, to show all that you DO in fact care and want to support the cause. You will never know just how much this means to myself and oh so many others faced with this battle. Please show us that we are NOT alone?? To those of you who already have shown your support, a big HUG and an even bigger

What Now?
I have to ask because I am totally clueless as to why women (yes I am generalizing because they are the only ones bitching about it) who post NSFW pictures get mad when men rate those pictures and none of their others??? Seriously Ladies thats like putting a kid in front of a toy box and saying dont play. I mean you posted them for people to see. If nobody ever rated or looked at them then you would be bitching about that as well. If you dont want all of fubar to see your pics then use the control feature to limit viewers otherwise STFU your page is public your NSFW pics are public stop your whining!! End of rant, Whew feel so much better now lol. I wonder if anyone will give me an answer lol What do you do when you dont even know whats right or wrong, whats real and whats not. Its so hard to watch the one you love, love someone else. It hurts so much to be played with and to have your heart ripped out like it was nothing. I feel like such a bad person I want him to hurt as much as

Life & Times Of The Mthafknprincess
Three facts about me you can't see on a computer: 1. Although I'm out going ON the computer, in real life, I'm extreamly shy. 2. I hate talking on the phone. 3. I'm generous, even when I shouldn't be. Repost with your own, if you like. Random game. Ugh...I think I suck at this game! Hellz Lost Angels Rules & RegulationsThese are some basic rules and guidelines for HLA. We expect each and every member to abide by them all, from owner down to our regular and un-ranked members, we're all the same and should all follow the rules accordingly. Absoloutly, no drama! (For HLA drama is defined as continually bringing trouble, or nastyness into our family.) We dislike members who hang in the chats, pick fights on their family name, then run back to us expecing us to protect them. This makes us ALL look bad. "Crews" do this. We are not a "Crew," we are a family, a large group of friends, made out of love and our purpose is to make new friends, and keep old ones,

Deerlog
Hello everyone! I'm a nice italian guy with a few passions: girls, writing, programming, photographs and others. I really enjoy my passions and some of them have saved or significantly improved my life. Programming in particular falls in the former category, the others in the latter. I really enjoy writing erotic stories, poems and all sorts of writing and if you're lucky, I might be posting some on here very soon For now, just a huge kiss to the girls and a handshake to the dudes! Andrew I have had a skype job interview last Thurs. Ok, many will just say "so what?", others will say "cool", but there's generally very little exceptional in an interconnected world. The interesting thing, however, is that I have Tourette's and this poses interesting challenges in a job interview. As many of you probably know, being a tourettic can't be hidden. Unlike other diseases, we do bark routinely so... well... it's a tad hard to hide, you know But this is not the fear I want

My Soapbox
Just read a blog that sums up this subject pretty well. http://iamnotablogger.tumblr.com/post/100231314/bbw-is-usually-a-lie If you haven't already heard I've started a new Tumblr blog (http://isthatyourhand.tumblr.com), with all sorts of images, links, etc., most of it NSFW. So if you bored or horny or whatever, stop by and take a look and let me know what you think. :)

Fuck Drake
darke is a retard motherfucker sounds like he blew a robot when he raps wtf is with auto tune anyway just cause you played a rapper in degrassi dosent mean that should of been your carrer serisiously everybody thinks hes changing the game no hes making it more gay real motherfuckers are are jared mcud prozak jsin and ako mak

Seamus' Latest Fan!
Im never around I got no time I feel a little guilty I dont talk to you So Im cleaning out my list Not to say i dont like you I just got no time I cant even take a poo Thats my shitty poem to tell you that if your off my list its not cause i dont like you. Its just because I honestly dont have time and we havent talked in more then a month. So I figuire i can still talk when i see you but this way i wont feel obligied. Dont feel bad im just a bish. Wicked PS you probably feel the same way just arent hormonally challenged like me. if your really offended by it call me.. Dear Idiot, I never get involved in peoples fights even if they are my closests friends, but when you bring your fight or slam my best reinds to my face then I will make you look like an idiot which you are. I have changed your name because i dont add fuel to the fire. But if you had any balls you would go directly to my best friend and tell him exactly how you feel.. So for now i will just tell you I

Some Fun Information To Enjoy Ill Share Back
HAVE FUN AND REPLY HONESTLY REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERE. DONT BE AFRAID. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: your Age: your Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16. Can we video tape the event? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 21. where was the craziest place you have had sex? 22. What positions would u like

My Poems
The morning sun shines as the sky warms up like a beating heart. The night time stars glow in the presence of beauty, giving a spot light on whom most deserves it. The earth rotates only to move slowly, it seems to dance in circles. The ocean waves grace the shore, crashing upon the rocks. Energy in life is alive. The moon makes a trail to follow so nothing ever seems as scary........just for you. If I take your hand will you dance with me? Let me move your body as if we have our own music. If I lean in to kiss you lips will you greet me half way? If I want to walk with you, go any where and see anything would you come? When you get tired, rest your head on my lap. I will be their when you awake. Still running my fingers through your hair.....just for you. Midnight is the passion that makes the savage from under our deepest mist of souls strive to make perfect love. Is there such a thing as that? Upon the morning light does the one still clinging on to your heart re

Musicians Blog
A Couple things that piss me off concerning playing at bars or other venues is this Im not msure how the music scene is in other states but in Arizona it sucks why because here bands have to pay in order to play what that means is this. IF a promoter is doing a show and the bands that are booked for that show has to sell tickets and the promoter would do something like this for every ticket you sell you would get like 2.00 and to me thats not fair what do you all think about that.

Random Thoughts From A Psycho's Head.
Today, all i can think about is the fact that you're gone. I'm so angry for what you did, but i miss my husband like no other. But you sir, you are not my husband. ~You are not the man who was at my wedding. ~you are not the man who sings a lullaby withme to our son every night. ~You are not the man who makes dinner special even if it's mac n cheese. ~you are not the man who used to kiss me passionately with meaning. ~You are not the man who put his arm around my waist as he turned out the lights for the night. ~You are not the man i love. You are the opposite of the person i married. You have taken him away from me and i'm angry with you. I don't even think you know who you are anymore. Where is my soulmate? Where did the fun times go? Why can't we just smile anymore? Why can't we just laugh? Who is this beast you've become? She's a child. 19 years old. She will change her mind soon enough. She doesn't know what she wants in life, she doesn't know where she's going to be in a

Naked N Horney
im single and horney tonight but lonley :( if someone texted me or called id feal alot better and mabe ill send a pick of a special part of me if you know what i mean, but if you want to see my pic you have to send one of yours first...I LOVE SURPRISES!!! my number is... for those who are as horney as i am :)1 303 551 4120

Just Having Alot On My Mined
Anyways I have alot on my mined and well I thank my bff for hookinh me up with fubar because beleave it or not it takes up alot of my time more than yahoo thees days but other than that issues seem to always come into play and its fucking crazy all the shit I go through and I am just sick of the bullshit and trust me I am not changing for any one and sometimes people always want me to be some one els and I wont make a change because I was taught to be me and it sucks that friends just come and go like they do but I do know I do have some awsome true friends who do always stick by me and never go no where and I am happy to be there friend and do my best to show them I do thank them for every thing they do for me and for all the times I need them and they are there so again ty all so verry much and then there is the fact this one fucking guy never leaves and always comes back when I want nothing to do with him and all I want to do is just move on with my life and I just dont want to talk

Jigglet
I'm new here. A friend sent me the invite. Just checking things out for now! LOL I have been on a lot of different sites lately and figured I would give this one a shot! Not getting any response on the dating web sites. So here I am still looking! If you wanna chat, hit me up. Later

Venting
What is the use of even trying to start a conversation on here? Over 90% of messages sent are never returned. To me I just think that's rude. Do people just ignore other people if they say hello on the street? I for one don't. I never get rude or nasty. I just try to introduce myself, But mostly get no return. I know so of you people are going to tell me I'm being childish, But oh well. It's just something I need to get off my chest.

Stuff I Write...
To the sound of a voice I awake.. I close my eyes in hopes It will go away I drift back to sleep Slipping back into that dream It all seems so sweet But nothing is as it seems I hear the voice once more I sit up to answer you Why you won't leave I have not a clue I'm haunted by the memories Of our scattered past The neverending nightmare Of a love that didn't last.. I have spent my whole life searching.. Searching for something inside Something i could never find Something i couldn't hide The one thing to make me feel whole To fill the empty hole It was so cold and dark My deep dark soul I found that something in you Something i tried to fight A battle within I tried with all my might I pushed and pushed Till i could no longer deny You were my soul I could no longer hide The war is over My search came to an end I'm tired and worn All of my love, i do send. I actualy wrote this like two years ago... i dunno... KK

Poetry And Short Stories
I am alone...I am utterly alone...Alone in this bleak world,I am misunderstood.In a world filled with miseryConfusion, and hate.My life is a War.A war to the bitter end.A war between meAnd everyone else.Soon the war will be over.The last bloody show.I am alone...I am utterly alone...As I look about this barren wastelandFilled with death and devistationI know thatI am alone...I am utterly alone...The blood, the death, the destruction.The lone survivorIn a world that has always been deserted,I am alone...I am utterly alone...Having thrusted myself out of existence,I free myself from this meaningless prision.No one remembers,No one cares,For this lost soul.No one to mourn,No one to rememberThe legacy that I leave behind.I am alone...I am utterly alone...This is what is inside me,This is how I feel.This is what I think,THis is how I act.And this is who,I am... So many faces,Some from the pastAnd some the future.An endless hall of changeA full life of excitement.A mind filled with emotions.

Life
Just wanted to let everyone know. I'm taking a break from fubar. I've made some awesome friends on here, made some enemies, had some fun, laughs and all that good stuff. I'm taking the break because there's.... something wrong with me and I can't figure it out. Last night was one of the scariest nights of my life. I honestly didn't think I was going to wake up in the morning. I thankfully did, even though there are some people that probably wish I didn't. I've been overloaded, overwhelmed, and over worked recently. Last night I opened up and said some things to people. Some I should have and needed to, others that were just said out of pure emotion... the emotion of being scared and wanting to hurt people to make it easier on them in case I didn't make it. I know this is/was foolish but it's done and I can't undo the past. I'm sorry for those that I hurt and thankful to those who cared and listened. BTW, I'm known as a drunk on here, I'm doing this with no alcohol in my syste

Funny Quizzes Nd Crap
1. Put Your MP3 Player on Shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds! 4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. 5. Tag at least 10 friends------------------------- What do your friends think of you? Superman Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down [LMFAO go figure] If someone says, "Is this okay?" Clothes Off - Gym Class Heroes [apparently it looks better on my floor? LMAO] How would you describe yourself? Hey Sexy Lady - Shaggy ft Sean Paul [oh yea that's clearly my words *smh*] What do you like in a guy/girl? Lips of an Angel - Hinder [awwwww] How do you feel today? Porno Star - Buckcherry [ROFL OMFG imma pornographic monster on the floor???] What is your life's purpose? (S)aint - Marilyn Manson [LMAO all I need is yoU] What is your motto? Crazy Bitch - Buckcherry [fitting...oh so fitting lmfao] What do you think about very often? Spit It Out - Slip Knot What do you think

Pink
1. Put Your MP3 Player on Shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds! 4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. ------------------------- What do your friends think of you? Mad World - Gary Jules [well if the shoe fits?] If someone says, "Is this okay?" Disco Club - Black Eyed Peas [umm surreee] How would you describe yourself? Hide - Red What do you like in a guy/girl? Up Against the Wall - Boys Like Girls [lol?] How do you feel today? Byrdgirl - Mathew Sweet What is your life's purpose? Scars - Papa Roach [good to know?] What is your motto? Famous Last Words - Jars of Clay What do you think about very often? Bodies - Drowning Pool What do you think of your best friend? Tears Dont Fall - Bullet for My Valentine What do you think of the person you like? Everything to Loose - Trapt What is your life story? Last Tattoo - Rehab What do you want to be when you

I Walk Alone
CHAOS NEVER DIED. Primordial uncarved block, sole worshipful monster, inert & spontaneous, more ultraviolet than any mythology (like the shadows before Babylon), the original undifferentiated oneness-of-being still radiates serene as the black pennants of Assassins, random & perpetually intoxicated.Chaos comes before all principles of order & entropy, it's neither a god nor a maggot, its idiotic desires encompass & define every possible choreography, all meaningless aethers & phlogistons: its masks are crystallizations of its own facelessness, like clouds. Everything in nature is perfectly real including consciousness, there's absolutely nothing to worry about. Not only have the chains of the Law been broken, they never existed; demons never guarded the stars, the Empire never got started, Eros never grew a beard. No, listen, what happened was this: they lied to you, sold you ideas of good & evil, gave you distrust of your body & shame for your prophethood of chaos, inven

Completely Confusing Rambling
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH FUCK GAH DAMNIT SON OF A BITCH IDK HOW THE FUCK TO SAY HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU THE CONSTANT BACK AND FORTH MY HEAD SPINNING FROM IT ALL... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! IT WONT FUCKING COME OUT AND IT IS EATING ME ALIVE..... If you could be honest just once in your life. One moment to speak the right down brutal truth, no matter how evil it

Paco_man
Be Real? well as real as I can be I'm a single man that take care of my 3year old daughter That I love with all my heart.Me and her mom are friends only nothing esle is between her and Me that ilike it that way .But thing here is that by being single it hard cuz you don't got nobody in your live to share the whole world with her. But life work's in defferent way for everybody and some time toy will find the right person that belong in your life so for now I'll be as happy as I can for now

My Thought's
So.................. I have so many thing's going through my head, so I decided to jot some of them down. I look into the mirror, and I see this body look back at me. Her hair is long, her skin is pale and cold , and her eyes show wisdom beyond her years. They also show a sadness that she doesn't think will ever be removed.... She sees a body desired by some, but rejected by many. She sees a heart beat beneath thin skin, and she wonders at times, why it still does. It is so cold, and can be so hard. She has been called mom, sister, daughter, lover, wife, and BITCH... She has been taken, loved, used, and abused. These eyes have seen death, life, abuse, and care. This body has felt the tender touch of a new born, and the rough skin of an elder. It has felt the gentle caress of a lover, and the pain of someone that wants to harm her. She sees scars that brought life into the world, and also made her feel less of a woman. She wonders how anyone could want or desire what she sees.....She

Main Man Man Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ey alll my peolpe talk to me but how you set up your page for this fubar shit idamn this aint like myspace see i once seen this beautiful lil ladie that i feel hard for and i still think she deserve better ' lil miss jen ' you got a tick you aint gonna be able to get rid of hehehehehehe but i love you girl

The Usual Shit I Have To Put Up With
Okay last night was so fuckin stupid...I have been a storm chaser for almost 7 years now and this is one of the stupidest false alarm I have recieved from a partner of mine in the field...He said there was a wall cloud about 5 miles north of town so I grabbed my camera and got dressed and went...By the time I got to where he was he told me it was just a false alarm because he didnt turned on his laptop and looked at the radar...He was just looking at the fucking sky and thought it was a wall cloud...Grrrrrrrrr it just pissed me off right there....I know it sounds stupid to get pissed about it but shit man before the dude thinks he sees a wall cloud comming he should go to sources first to find out whats going on and then just wait and see what its going to do...Not just jump the fucking gun and say well, gee I see a wall cloud but my computer isnt on...What the hell man.

My New Love
I dont have long to stay on but i wanted to share with you my newest love He showed up the night I gave birth, I was foretold I might get this little friend but I didnt believe it. I refused to believe... I took meds to ensure I wouldnt get this friendly little guy. But no stool softener nor position of the feet while doing the #2 would satisfy this guy. Im blame Seamus.... he told me i would get one. Hell I even think he thought it funny. So i named the fucker after him. SEAMUS MY HEMROID thank you to those who have helped.... witchie for the tucks pads for my life would be a burning sensation without her that's all i can thank assholes WICKED

Heavy Reconstruction
Ok first of I'll say this,at the very CORE of who I am,all that I believe in and stand for hates this place. I can't stand fubar,LOATHE IT. Why? Because its bull thats why.Its very foundations are based on arrogance,pretentiousness,conceitedness,poumpousness and greed. All this place is is a giant popularity contest where flirtacious females post up pics of their cleavage and or ass in pics and get rated out the ying yang,or someone buys a boomerang or runs a famplifier and they get rates all day long,yet meanwhile the nice guys,the nice PEOPLE,the HARD WORKING people,people that spend time on here everyday rating over 200 plus profiles a day get ignored because either they aren't "In" with the popular cliques,are normal people who can't afford bling,or don't have a pic with big boobs or their asses in a revealing pose to generate enough views to their profiles. To ME....and this is just ME....I think this place is a haven for people with low self esteem issues that never were anybody

Kickin A Lil Somethin To Str Yall Off
i speak the truth therefore inlies a messiah somethin of a lyrical genuis so while this world transpires i write this scrpt with my pen now and again these lyrical orgasms escape their pages and reak havoc amongst thos brain-washed robots yet non stop i continue to spit masterpieces like a faucet absent of caution and these verses hit like bullets so i guess im trigger happy so uncanning how this mind ravels riddles unto the masses plainly written across the demeanor of the artist where as this may not reach many but painstakingly i trudge along theroad to reaching them all

A Moment In The Life
I was sitting there one day thinking, why did I get sick of playing around on Fubar again? I have no idea, let's restart an account! Well, now I remember, double standards. Stupid ass double standards. O well, deal with it, life goes on, but I might just stop coming on here again, damn it, why did I have to be reminded?

Why?
What have we done to the people in ours lives? have we fucked them up so much that it is easier to go through life with walls,fences,and barricades up? is this what we have come to ? a world that people are so afraid to love and be loved? to be in love. to be able to lean on one another in times of sadness? why is it so hard to cry or be held by someone? remember when we where children,? we cried, we fell down we let someone that loved us pick us up. we had bad dreams, we let someone comfort us. Why is it so hard for us to enjoy unconditional love, to embrace it, to bask in it to be happy? are we just a bunch of heartless zombies??? Why?? or is it just me that feels this way???

Fubar Street Team
h COYOTE UGLY EASTER AUCTION!!! TIRED OF THE REST ?? READY FOR THE BEST ?? COME JOIN US !! WHAT R U WAITING FOR ?? CLICK ON ANY PIC TO COME ON INTO COYOTE UGLY!! Seven Easy wasy to Promote fubarBy iC51NerdGoddessxFSTxFuMzYouTubexFUCT@ fubar Hello Fu's and Crew I have listed a few ways to promote you home of Fubar.com... as you know I make videos on youtube to help promote the site and I also send out my mp3s to stations on and off Fubar.com which is one way to promote This site... Want some other ways? Read on: 1. Facebook - Of course but not your grandparents... your life long friends! Fubar.com has a Facebook page and if you have not yet joined this group plz do noe! Group: http://www.facebook.com/#!/group.php?gid=99622505954&ref=ts Page: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Fubar/138483632849459?v=wall 2.

Negatives?
I've always wondered to myself, how can a negative really be a negative? I mean think about this, if something bad happens doesn't something good usually come out of it? For example, you stub your toe as a child you get the love and attention ( and possibly a lollipop ) from your mother or father. You go to the doctor you get a shot and they give you praise for being a big strong little boy or girl, all those things are negatives. Which leads me to this, is what I'm dealing with right now, can that be considered a positive? Is it a wake up call? What is it? All I can see is the positive out of it, the possibility of me getting back together with her or learning from something so disheartening it makes me realize how young I am. I want to prove to her how deserving I am, how much I've changed and grown as a man over the years. I'm worried I wont tho, that I will let her down. I don't wanna ride down the "what if" road and wonder to myself "what if i hadn't done this, this or this".

My Comedic Lifestyle
So i was late to church today and as soon as i walked in the door the preacher got on my case with that whole 'we have a sinner among us" act, as i started to walk away one of this litte fricken thoughts popped into my head as i caught him off guard "HEY!! i was running errands for satan you know he's under house arrest" and naturally i got the evil eye as i left just as quick as i came. sadly enough this isnt the first time i ever had a mishap at church, when my dad told me i was half hebrew i was like thats cool, so later on in the week me and my friend were at his grandmother catholic church, some other kid pissed me off and then i had my first stupid thought in the front row just before everybody started to pray i hollared "do you want us to cruxify his ass again?!", as everyone turned around and looked at me, i just looked up and smiled "what it's not like he didn't deserve it, he's a prick" (the screwed up part is i was talking about the kid who pissed me off). needless to say i

Poems
Constantly closing off the world, and all these gentle souls.I've lost myself within my own mind, surrounded by thoughts I wanted to leave behind. I try not to lose trust in myself, but these pure emotions become tainted, stained with crimson, attempting to coverthe wrongs of a demon lover. My heart becomes a helpless prey, blackening with each heartache inflicted, so dark it becomes a shadow, haunting me with whispers of sorrow.Opening my eyes, leaving all the darkness, but it makes no difference, it's taken over my mind and heart,

Homegrown Kush
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Seacret
Why the hell when ya go to the store and ya get in line...does the person right behind ya have to stand so bloody close to ya that you can feel their breath on the back of your neck .....What the foock is up with that? Like dude back up a foot would ya....ya dont need to be standing on the heels of my shoes

Tickets For Sale - American Carnage Tour Southern California
NO THESE ARE NOT SCALPER TICKETS - THIS IS AN HONEST SALE I have 2 tickets for the American Carnage Tour - Megadeth, Slayer & Testament - for Sunday August 29th at the Cricket Wireless Ampitheater in Chula Vista, CA - KICK ASS seats - Section 102 (center section), Row R, Seats 31 and 32. I bought them months ago but will be unable to go (dammit). Paid $35 each for them ($25 + $10 service charge through Ticketmaster). Asking only what I paid - $70 for the pair. If interested, send me a private message. FIRST COME FIRST SERVED - only genuine inquiries please - cash only.

Apartamento De Ferias
Alguma vez você já pensou em ter sua casa propria na Florida ou seu próprio Imovel de Investimento. como uma casa de férias ? Comprar uma casa para férias como fins de investimento pode ser uma decisão sábia, o mercado continua a ganhar impulso, e nunca houve um melhor momento para aproveitar o sonho de sua propria casa de férias.Thankshttp://www.casasdeveraneio.com

Fubar Status Updates Aka Shout Out To The Fuworld
This blog will be edited frequently. I want lots of input. Any comments you leave about rules you know will be added to the blog. Light Side Everyone is rated "11" if you have them. A "10" if you don't. In your head you can say 2 or 7 but your fingers must always go to 10 or 11. Try to rate back everyone who rated you. We are here to help each other out. :) Dark Side Start rating people what they really are and you most likely will be blocked a lot. If you view it. rate it *if you wander onto someones page by accident. Go ahead and at least rate their profile. You don't have to ask for friendship.* INPUT FROM FERLISHIOUS: Viewing (even if on accident) without rating makes you look fishy! If you're still a level 8 or so, people may assume you haven't figured out how to rate, but anything 15 or higher just makes it look like you're snooping which no one likes. View me without rating me? Don't be shocked when you're blocked. If you shout it, rate it ESPECIALLY if you're ask

Sweetheart Ladies
just wanna tell all u ladies of fubar you all are so very attractive n beautifull sexy and gorgous i rate all of you a 11 high 5 sexy precious ladies love you all very much n care alot for yall hehe xoxo hugs kisses n lots of love n tlc wink wink hey my ladies friends n lovers lol come talk to me dont be strangers n all u ladies that wanna jump on the band waggon go rite ahead ur all welcome sweeties hehe

Thickdame Tease Blog
MY FEMDOM FETISH & TEASE BOSS C4S - STORE 12687 Good MORNING to all of my pets, both well behaved and the not so well behaved. There is so much intensity and ecstasy in being a powerful thick Goddess...having the world revolve around You and knowing that each man You possess will be a tool in the fulfillment of Your every desire...its a mighty force and can only be unleashed by truly elevated and powerful women. The natural posture of superiority that I omit pushes My ass and feet deep into the brain center of sexual lust and thought! I become a fascination of fancy...at first...pulling you in closer with My wicked big 45in ass and size 9 ebony lotus feet whiles and tempting teasing ways...luring you into My trap of male submission and abusive good times...and soon I am the ultimate addiction!!! When you feel the grip of My manipulation there's nothing better than being at My feet...having your orgasm kept as My possession and only feeling the rush of r

Asia Rocks
A friend calls me last night about 4:30pm and said "Doors open at 6:30, let's go." I said "I don't even know any Asia tunes." He said "sure you do." Then he sang "In the heat of the moment." I said "alright, I'm in." That was a good decision on my part. There was only about a thousand people and Asia was awesome! They are world class musicians. If you ever get a chance to see them go!

Inside Me
I know, I know, go ahead and make fun...it's a bit amateurish, but I put my fingers to the keyboard, and this is what spewed forth. What's this pain and aching in my chest? Please, someone, help me rest. I once felt close, but now it seems to far...its not a distance that can be fixed by car. You wrapped your arms around me, and everything felt right...I wanted to beg you to never let go, always hold tight. For once in my life, I felt safe, I could sleep at night. The dreams I've dreamt since your arms released, are horrible and full of dispair and grief. The scent of you lingers in my nose..OH god, I'll never forget the day you brought me a single rose. The memories flood in upon me, I'm drowning in a sea of good...please let me stay in this place forever, I finally know how it feels to love.

A Poem I Found & Liked
Cleaning poem...I asked the Lord to tell mewhy my house is such a mess...He asked if I'd been computerin'and I had to answer yes.He told me to get off my fannyand tidy up the house...and so I started cleaning upthe smudges off my mouse.I wiped and shined the topsidethat really did the trick...I was just admiring my good workI didn't mean to click.but click I did and oops I founda real absorbing site...that I got so way intoI was into it all the night.nothing's changed except my mouseit's very very shiny...I guess my house will stay a messwhile I sit here on my hiney!

Sex
long hard slowly strokin......thinking of u riding it slow my hands on ur back running them down to u ass grippin and grinding cock in u as u go down.....softly suckin nipples as u moan.... grips ur ass lifts my hips making cock go deeper as i pull u down on me......circular liftin motions leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...... leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...........lay u back lift ur legs pull u in between mine grips ur thighs and slide deep.......lean over u thrustin hard lookin in ur eyes...whipser i love you baby..... feeling our bodys touch as we passionatly have sex...make love......kissin u..biting ur lip as i thrust more.....nibble ur ear.......whispers u like this baby.....bites ur neck and goes deep as possible......body heat

Daily Quotes
"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option" This is so very true, you put yourself first for people that you care for, yet they don't seem to be doing the same for you.

Beast Within Me
It's paces echo within my mynd. Caged within the blackness of my thoughts. It's rage darkens the blind corners. Clawing the walls, searching for escape from the torment of nightmares. Wounds thought long healed, open with fresh pain as they scrape against the jagged edges of my sanity. Even the falling of my tears can't extinguish this flame burning white-hot inside my soul. Nightmares glowing with the anguish of hatred and pain. Screaming silenced by the flow of life. Deep from within, the beast howls as his torture ceases to exist momentarily. Knowing the circle will form again.

Relationships...............need Ya Feedback Fubar:
I HAVE TO BE HONEST HERE, I DON'T KNOW WHO SAID THAT ITS MANDATORY TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP BUT ITS JUST A WAY OF LIFE FOR US. PEOPLE CAN SAY WHAT THEY WANT BUT NOBODY LIKES TO BE ALONE OR WANT TO BE ALL THEIR LIFE, IF THEY SAY THEY DON'T CARE THEN THEY ARE LYING FOR REAL. TO ME WE HAVE TO GET PAST CERTAIN THINGS BEFORE WE ALL CAN APPRECIATE A GREAT LIFE WITH ANOTHER PERSON, FOR ONE APPRECIATING WHAT ANOTHER MAN OR WOMAN HAS IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP THATS SO GREAT, THEN YOU WILL FOLLOW SUIT NO DOUBT. FOR ONE KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DATING AND A COMMITMENT, YES THEY ARE DIFFERENT, ITS ALL ABOUT HONESTY PEOPLE. YOU GOTTA OPEN YOUR MOUTHS AND TALK TO EACH OTHER, LET THEM KNOW WHERE YOU STAND AT WHEN YOU DEAL WITH EACH OTHER AND STOP LEADING PEOPLE ON. FELLAS IF YOU JUST WANT SOME ASS AND SHE WANTS WAY MORE THEN SAY IT TO EACH OTHER, SAME FOR YOU LADIES OUT THERE WITH THE FELLAS WHO WANT MORE. IF A MAN IS HONEST WITH YOU FROM THE JUMP AND NEVER HID ANYTHING FROM YOU THEN HE IS NOT A DOG OR

Sum Humor
"Men have two emotions "HORNY" and "HUNGRY" so if you see him without an erection make him a sandwich!" "If electricity comes from electrons , does morality come from "MORONS?" "Whatever you give a woman, she's going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her." So - if you give her crap, you will receive a bucket full of sh*t! GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spou

Shoah
Taking readers through the haunting Holocaust from 1939 - 1942, ‘Shoah’, sets in motion the tormenting love story between a German and Jew. Through the societal angst, Leon and Abigail struggle to find a way to love each other in secret only to be torn apart. Join them as they embark on a legendary love story to be with each other. "The small, the helpless, the innocent: these were the victims of Adolph Hitler's Holocaust.- The Holocaust Chronicle*Currently finished with book, but on hold due to editing issues. No release date yet...stay tuned.I'll be posting chapter snippets here from time to time-enjoy! Prologue October 1939 The air was eerily cold, freezing my veins and icing my heart, as I huddled closer to my parents and brother. My mood matching the arctic chill in the air as I peered anxiously out the basement window watching the sky fill with smoke as fire raged in the streets close by. It was oddly quiet, a contrast to the massacre happening outside. My f

Temptation
Sweet temptation all over my eyes, I view it , I taste it , within plump thighs. Sweet fragrance of lovemaking permeates the air , temptation to pull her hair. Flavor of candy scent of the rose filling her every sense, with strong overtones. Overture and rapture she screams while wriggling her hips....as she sighs deep I swallow every drop of her essence past my lips. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm temptation!! - Artistik Dzigner

Unfair And Unjust Treatment
Why I have not been around much: I am a Sergeant in the Marine Corps, which is a pretty decent rank. It's not the highest enlisted rank, but it is a decently high rank, for those who don't know. In the Marines Corps, organizations are called "units", and units are made up of 400 - 500 Marines.The lowest rank in the Marine Corps is a "Private." In most units in the Marine Corps, Privates generally get treated like little kids, get in trouble for everything, and have to do a big majority of the manual labor. The higher the rank you are, more respect and authority often follows. That being said, I am in a unit that is corrupted with favoritism politics and its senior leadership (Staff Sergeants and above) tend to lose their minds over little unimportant stuff, rather than the stuff that should matter. Plus, it seems to not be important as to how good you are at your job, or how good of a leader you are...what seems to matter is if you kiss ass to the right people at the right time.

Just Me!
I found out that my ex husband put up some pretty raunchy pics of me - without permission, of course, and he had also told me these pics had been destroyed (LIAR!). So I was wondering if anyone would be interested in seeing the pics I have of him and his - and his equipment, such as it is. Not to be mean, but I'm pretty sure he might not be too happy if I were to play the same stupid game he's playing. But yeah - I have pics! Wanna see? Just let me know. It's always so quiet on Sunday afternoons around my house. My boys are off at their dad's and I have nothing to do until 5 p.m. Gives me too much time to think. I went out last night by myself. It's the first time I've been out in quite a while, but I had a wonderful time. Met a gentleman looking for a bass player and he was even kind enough to buy me a couple of shots, too. Ok, yeah, I know - he wasn't just interested in my playing ability! And that was actually kind of nice - to have a little attention from a guy. In re

Want To Know Me :) Www.dragdreams.com
Im a model and a racer...I like to drive fast :) Driving is my passion. Some say im better off the road but im not. They say i can drive you crazy but i know i can get you nuts... :)If you want me.. then you got to have the nicest car in the town... you should have the pimpest car when we stroll around the city till the sun drops... I like to party.. I get wild at times when my guy is hot.. :)My favorite cars are Lamborghini and Bentley so if you have one thats a great teaser for me...Most of the time you'll think I'm retardedCause most of the time I act like I am.But no. I'm not ;) Oh, by the way, I always have a mirror with me. I just love staring--no, ADMIRING myself :)Sometimes, I become really weird, having opinions opposing that of the norms, others may find this amazing while others condemn me for being foolish.i always put this in my mind :""You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself, any direction you choose"I know when to be serious a

Newest Poems
How could you do this to me?How could you leave me like this?Sad and dying inside.I feel like Im rotting away inside.Little dead pieces of me fall off as I fade away slowly,drowning in depression.My heart stopped beating when you stopped talking.My mind focused, like a starving dog staring at a piece of meat,waiting for some glimpse you might care.But you never call.Even the air freezes around me in discontent and sadness.A feeling of empty, a feeling of grief and sorrow.My stomach aches with knots of confusionand head fills with clouds of misunderstanding.Boxes of information opened and poured out without hope of solution.Fingers of blame thrown in the airand words of anger fill the ears of a negativity drowned victim.Falling into pieces that can’t be glued.Beyond hopeless, suicidal and filled with doubt of life’s meanings.You left me here like this.Not giving me the time of day filling your self up,like a glutton, with selfishness.Warped sense of mind.How can you separate

Just Venting
Homeless In Our Home Land Not that many people know that it is happening but it is. Those that doknow are either trying to do something about it or they just don't care and are just ignoring it, We have a big problem with homeless in our home land and the government are not wanting to help nor do they want anyone else totry and help the homeless. The government is just punishing the people who are trying to do something for the people who are homeless. As a matter of fact the government are a big reason there are so manypeople out there livin on the street's in our home land. The people that are livin out there on the street's didn't necessarily chose it. Now do notget me wrong there are those out there on the street's that have chose to be there by either drinkin up all there money, druggin up it all, just think it is kool or would rather live on the street's instead of being confined to a apartment or house. I know that not all people are out therebecause of

My Life
Well I LOVE my life right now... a dear n close friend of mine got in touch with me..nothing but awesome times when i talk with this person......u know who you are ;) what i wouldn't do to drive a Lincoln ;) well I hope everyone is enjoyin what they have in life because if u lose it don't bother gettin it back unless it means the world to youuuuu so fight for what is right...n dang baby ur right for me :)

Them Damn Sheet's
DO U KNOW WHAT THEM SHEETS WOULD SAY IF THEY COULD TALK WE PROBABLY WOULDN'T WANT TO HEAR IT,WHO WAS ON THEM BEFORE WE WAS OR IF SHE WAS WITH BEFORE SHE WAS WITH YOU,OR WHO YOU WAS ON THEM WITH BEFORE YOU WAS WITH BEFORE HER ON THEM SHEETS,WE THINK WE ARE GONNA BE ALRIGHT LAYIN ON THEM SHEET'S NEXT TO WHO WE THINK WE ARE COMFORTABLE WITH ON THEM SHEET'S UNTIL WE FIND THE NEXT PERSON OR PERSON'S,THEM DAMN SHEET'S GOT STORIES AND WE KNOW IT,YOUR'S,MINE,THEIR'S,AND WHAT ABOUT THEM MOTEL AND HOTEL SHEET'S UUUGGGHHH,DONT WANT TO ASK THEM NASTY MOTHERFUCKER'S. REAL WORD'S FROM DEEEZZZNNNUUUUTTTTSSSS

Any Answers?
Why is it that women always complain about not having/meeting the perfect guy. They always want somone who is compassionate, careing, honest, sweet, romantic, and a few other personality traits that depend on the type of guy your seeking... (bad boy, emo, southern, ETC...) However when that guy finally comes around, "your too nice for me!" Ladies, I have herd it many times... If you want your heart broke, go on... Pass me up, because I dont cause heartachs.

Absence
My love is like the sun that warms me when im cold and like the cold water of the brook that refreshes me My love knows the secret pleasures of my soul and delights with me in fulfilling them Who is my love but the soul of my soul and the reason for every beat of my heart Who fills me with life just being in his presence and returns to me more then i have given Come to me my love I die without you Each day is eternity waiting for your touch Remove the tears from my eyes and the ache in my heart Be closer to my breath for all my day and all my nights

Total Randomness
For anyone who ever complains of how nasty their roommates are. Shut the hell up. I PROMISE you that I have you beat. Hands down. They are a married couple. Big hearts and they have done a lot for me and my daughter but they are the absolute foulest, nastiest people I have EVER lived with. The husband and I kid you not, has only showered TWICE in the year I have lived here! Now mind you, the rest of the house doesn't look like this because I make damn sure it doesn't. This is how they LIVE in their bedroom!! **WARNING** You WILL need a puke bag!! Shhhh! He's sleeeeepin :O

Loves
Dear Lord Thank you for the love you've placed in my life through the friends you've given me. They bring me warmth when the days are cold, music when I'm overwwhelmed by silence, joy when sadness dawns above and below me. May I be a loving friend to each one of them as well. Fill me anew with your love that I may pass it along. Amen. ScorpionRuling Planet: Mars/PlutoRuling House: Eighth HouseElement: WaterQuality: FixedBody Parts: sex organsKeyword: SEXDate with destiny: Cancer, PiscesRun for the hills: Leo, AquariusWhere you glow: investigatingWhat makes you tick: chessFitness forecast: sexPlay date: chatting on the InternetPerfect jobs: private investigator, surgeonBest accessory: magnifying glassA sure thing: magnetismDestination: The NetherlandsPleasure: mystery, calling the shots, passionPain: exposure, simplicity, interruptionKindness: Your idealism and passionate belief in transformation and rebirth inspires others to want to work toward these goals as intensel

Lyrics
This blog is just gonna be loaded with different lyrics that I feel has meaning to myself or just things that make me think.All I ever wanted wasI don't wanna lieAll I ever wanted wasA shot that I never gotAll I ever neededNo one ever caredAll I ever wanted wasSomeone take me outta here (Twiztid "All I ever wanted")I'm differentI'm not like youI'm differentI like fuckin' with voodooI'm differentI come from the darksideI'm differentI've seen the dead come alive (Twiztid "Different")No mommy, don't do it againDon't do it againI'll be a good boyI'll be a good boy, I promiseNo mommy don't hit meWhy did you have to hit me like that, mommy?Don't do it, you're hurting meWhy did you have to be such a bitchWhy don't you,Why don't you just fuck off and dieWhy can't you just fuck off and dieWhy can't you just leave here and dieNever stick your hand in my face again bitchFUCK YOUI don't need this shitYou stupid sadistic abusive fucking whoreHow would you like to see how it feels mommyHere

Biggrig
DONT'T QUIT When things go wrong as they sometimes will,When the road you are trudging seems all up hill.When the funds are low and the debts are high and u want to smile,but u have to sigh ,When care is pressing you down a bit, rest ,if you must ,but dont quit..Life is queer with its twist and turnd, as everyone of us sometimes learns,and many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out ;Dont give up though the pace seems slow -You may succeed with another blow.Success is failure turned inside out The silver tint of the cloudsof doubt ,and you never can tell how close your ..It may be near when it seems so far;So stick to fight when your 'hardest hit" ....Its when thingd seem worst that you must NOT QUIT A TRUCKERS LIFE We're out on the road trying to clear our mind,by passing every billboard sign. There's more miles in our back pocket than dollars bills,listening to the roaring of them 18 wheels.You learn a lot about being alone ,but hell its our life

Fuck All The Bullshit
ok well lets see what all has happened that has me ready to die soon hmm the one person I loved and have cared for for the past 8 well almost 9 years is now telling me that they never want to see me and they are talking to a bunch of guys and they r gonna fuck all of them I got court on the 11th of april where I might end up going to prison for life right now Im facing 250 years in prison for some shit I didnt know was gonna happen but got charged with it cause I was there but yet Im supposed to be happy and keep holding my head up if u ask me my life is over if anyone cares to comment then feel free I will be on here most of tonight and will check back to see if anybodys on here that wants to talk to me all through the week well thanks for reading this

Mistakes
"Times will come in life when you realize you've made a mistake. At that moment, you have have 2 choices: YOU can SWALLOW your pride & pull a few nails, or you can FOOLISHLY, continue your course, hoping the problem will go away. Most of the time the problem will only get worse. When you realize you've made a mistake the best thing you can do is tear down the wall and start over."

Fuland Bs
When you sign into this site some days you feel like you are walking into a really bad bar. Not even a really low class strip joint because of the fact, at least there there's already naked women to somewhat distract the men. At least until they step off "stage" that is. Fubar is set up on a level to where everyone knows what to expect. Most men bitch that because they don't have tits it takes them longer to level, or they bitch because they can't find anyone and they are lonely. I may be here to level but I'm also here to make friends. As I damn well have. Some of the best people I've met in life I've come across right here...to name a few but of course I can't get y'all. Mags, Sim, Jay, Ninja, Java, Kari, Storm, Dory, Princess, Nova, The rest of the NL crew because well frankly you ALL rock my world, Chi, RP, Irish, Jeremy, DH (who, regardless of what you are calling yourself, you will alwayz be DH to me), Jedson, Pamp. Too many to name em all. But you catch my drift. You are all th

Sara
A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word “Love” because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters. She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She is eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature. She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her co

My Heart And Soul
There is peace in my soul For such a long awaited time There is love in my life A love of and rhyme Once you took hold of my heart I knew no other could have reached As whispered fate took my hand To levels only you could reach With you in my life I will live eternally I knew the first night we met YOU were meant for ME I Love You Baby Heart And Soul

The Life Of A Teenager
ok so we all know the saying cant live with them cant live with out them??? well that is for guys they drive u insane and they dont listen to u then when they do listen its only for the answers like yes thats it. ok not all guys are like that but most are like 99% are lol. dont take me wrong i love guys cuz they can be funny and sweet and are there to talk to u but ar the same time they can just bug u and keep calling and calling and txting u till u answer and it drives me up the wall so some good advise girls just answer the dam phone it will save u alot of time trust me lol. BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hey this is my new blog and i hope u all love this blog and comment as much as u want lol. My name is shelly im in high school i have 2 sisters a mom dad and step dad bleh. i have a bunch of friends and im going to the movies tommarow to see blind side. i heard its a good movie lol. i hope u all keep reading love u all BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im having one of those days

Rcac Tv!
I would like to invite you to visit RCAC Studios at 137 Locust St., at Park Marina Dr., in the hopes that you may be interested in interning or working with our public access television stations.Please give us a call at: 530-241-7222 or you may call me directly at: 530-917-1037 (to 11pm).Hope you are doing well and hope to talk to you soon.Grant GarrisonRead more: http://www.myspace.com/grantgarrison/blog#ixzz0wWzVCfEI Interested in making television? Interns and volunteers needed @ RCAC TV !! call 530-241-7222 or 530-917-1037 (my cel)

Raise My Taxes Please!
Raise My Taxes, Mr. President! We can’t afford the Bush cuts anymore. For the last few months, we have heard powerful, passionate arguments about the need to cut America’s massive budget deficit. Republican senators have claimed that we are in danger of permanently crippling the economy. Conservative economists and pundits warn of a Greece-like crisis, when America can borrow only at exorbitant interest rates. So when an opportunity presents itself to cut those deficits by about a third—more than $300 billion!—permanently and relatively easily, you would think that these very people would be in the lead. Far from it. The Bush tax cuts remain the single largest cause of America’s structural deficit—that is, the deficit not caused by the collapse in tax revenues when the economy goes into recession. The Bush administration inherited budget surpluses from the Clinton administration. What turned these into deficits, even befo

I Dear You
Hi, I'm Ronnie I'm locked up, but a damn cool cat to talk to, getting mail is like getting gold to me, So I dear you to write me ( PLEASE PLEASE) NEW ADDRESS, RONNIE LINNEMON P.O BOX 5244 CORCORAN,CA 93212 V-04863 HOUSING C-7-216

My Ramblings...
(This is an important true story of my life I wish to share with you.)..: I had met him around Sept 11th 2001- that should have been ominous enough. I was out dancing at my usual spot with my usual hommie- Nina. He was the first good looking white guy to ever dance with me- I usually get the dirty Mexican or the black guys all over me =( He was VERY good looking> tall, dirty blonde, clean cut. I wanted him. I kissed him! I hadn’t even known his name yet. WE exchanged numbers and went out on a date. Well...that date didn’t end up a one-night-stand. In December-of the same year- we moved in together. He was in the Army so the moving in and finances were easy. Month later I got pregnant....he was happy about it even though unexpected. I had a miscarriage in February. That’s when the darkness came. He as partier from the beginning...but nothing unusual for a just turned 21 year old. After the miscarriage he became an alcoholic. An abusive,violent,erratic drunk. I was the

Yahoo-bots
What is sad, like corporate corruption, people are after money, for the most part. Why? because they're insecure and they're out to buy a new Mercedes or some other materialistic crap to try to cover up their insecurities with. Why are people so greedy? Really, why would someone need to make millions and millions? They're insecure. Why would someone not be content with a few million dollars a year, instead, scam others out of tens of millions of dollars? Think about it.. security is one thing, but why not settle for $5 million dollars instead of $50 million?? What good does so much more money do? Just allows these people to live such lavish lifestyles, and why would they do so? Back to them being selfish and insecure, they've got to try to show up others and why do they feel the need? They're insecure, truly insecure; they're scared. This cracks me up though, stupid Yahoo bots trying to get people to go view some half-naked girl on a webcam. Personally, I've never and would never, hav

Usms
A Soldier's Heart They don’t know why we do it. They don’t see what we see. They don’t know why we risk our lives for a war that isn’t even ours. It’s not for publicity but for love. That is it. It is all for love. It is as simple as that. For the brotherly love of the men next to us and for the loved ones we have left back home. The times are changing and freedom is no longer free. So we must fight to keep our families free and safe. For we are not afraid to die because we will know in our hearts that our family will be safe. It is truly an honor to give your life for the ones you love and know. So we do this for our moms and dads. Our brothers and sisters. Our friends back home. For the stranger on the side of the street. For the people who have crushed our hearts. And for the guy who said that we would never amount to anything. Because we love and care about them all and always will no matter what they have done. That is why I am a s

Writings
I'm lost and scared feeling so far from you. Not sure of what to do. Are you truly with me or do you fool me? you say it and sometimes show it. But I wonder if I'm blowing it. I don't know what to say or do. Am I dreaming I am with you? I love you want you But don't feel you completely want me. I'm lost and scared your turning back to her. It's not fair I know where I stand I love you I hold you I want you I need you Just be mine and stop my fears! ~Kinky Tink~ 10/17/2010 he loves her he loves her she wants him to let go. he grabs her he holds her she falls to the floor. don't touch me don't love me just let me go. she looks back at him move on im gone with a tear in her eye. i loved u but i let u go. be free go fly as i drop from my high. i'm gone goodbye ~KINKY TINK~ 8/12/2010 my heart longs to feel yours beat. my arms long to hold you. my love is far away from me tonight, all i want is him next to me. to hold him hand. to touch his face. t

Wilds
Wounded Marine stateside Mark Millican markmillican@daltoncitizen.com A U.S. Marine from Whitfield County returned stateside to Bethesda, Md., on Tuesday, fresh from active duty in Afghanistan with serious war wounds. Joey Jones, an Explosive Ordnance Disposal expert who graduated Southeast High School in 2004, had both legs amputated after an Improvised Explosive Device (IED) exploded. He also injured an arm on Aug. 6, according to his mother, Joyce Jones. Jones’ sister, Marsha, said Wednesday that the family had just arrived in Bethesda, home of Walter Reed Army Medical Center, where he will be going through surgeries and receiving treatment. “We’re as good as can be expected,” said Marsha Jones. “We just got off the plane, and are here at the (hospital) getting an ‘in-brief.’ We will be going to see him momentarily.” Marsha Jones said her mother, father Joey Jones and his fiancee were also with her. Joyce Jones said the expl

Idk What To Call This
i have no clue bout this blog but try to stay with me..... im 22 and trying to do the right thing in life for once but the gharder i try to do the right thing the more it shows that ppl dont give a flying fuck about me or trying to help. i tried of trying to do the right thing and it end up the worst possible choice to be made, i think sometimes that i sould just go back to my previous lifestyle and fuck the rest but when i do that iall i c is my little boy andf asking grandma y he doesnt have a monny or a daddy. then i relize y i trying with all my strength and all my power to keep in the "new" life style. but theres time i get to where i dont give a fuck and wish that none of my life would have happened i think im crazy and think this world is a joke and wish that i was 6 ft under rotting. honestly i would be better off i wouldnt be fucking up someone elses life like i might do to my child i think i shgould leave him with his grand mother but then if i do that there is a big hol

Me
So i am in the ntiedstates army. its alright but after a while it gets boring i really have no clue `why i am in states when my mos is an out of counrty job. makes no sense to me but yeah i am right now out at the feild doing demo its boring but i can say i now know how to set up a minefeild that is all i gt to say foe now

Life
I feel like all i do is work, i never have time to be with friends or even have the choies not to be with friends lol. I work at a adult sperstore and i love it there ( thats one of my jobs ) so i sign up to test California Exotic Novelties and all i have to do iblog anout them and the toy are mine yay. So am hoping that i can do it. That one good thing going on. Sill looking for some thing i have no idea what it is yet but i still looking lol well that all for now talk to you all later Fu

Insightful..
I'm a killerCold and wrathfulSilent sleeperI've been inside your bedroomI've murdered half the townLeft you love notes on their headstonesI'll fill the graveyardsUntil I have youMoonlight walkingI smell your softnessCarnivorous and lustingTo track you down among the pinesI want you stuffed into my mouthHold you down and tear you openLive inside youOh, love I'd never hurt youBut I'll grind against your bonesUntil our marrows mixI will eat you slowlyOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much blood pulled through my veinsOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much bloodI wake in terrorBlackbirds screamingDark cathedrals spillingMidnight on their altersI'm your servant My immortalPale and perfect Such unholy heavingThe statues close their eyesThe room is changingBreak my skinAnd drain meAncient languageSpeak through fingersThe awful edgesWhere you end and I beginInside your mouthI cannot seeThere's catastrophe In everything I'm touchingAs I sweat and crush youAnd I hold your beating chambersU

Aa
Went to my first AA meeting on Monday. Preparing to go to my second in a few mins. I HATE these people. A bunch of weak willed, trading one crutch for another, pansy fucks. They are completly dependant. They trade the bar scene and drinking for meetings. Granted a healthier habit, but still a habit none the less. When I decide to not drink, I don't drink. I don't need sob stories, or hugs, or a book, or god, to keep me from drinking. Alcohol is NOT a physical adiction. It's mental. I have a stong enough mental capacity, to not get adicted to stupidity. I admit my adictions freely. Caffine, nicotine, actual physical addictions. Things that can adict your body. I hate this. Well I just finished my second meeting. My opinion has NOT changed. A bunch of weak willed, crutch searchin, self destuctive fucks. These are not my kind of people. This is a place where I do not belong. How can any government institotion force people to go to these fuck off meetings? What happened to separation of ch

Perception
Our happiness lies in how we percieve things. 5 years ago,I was happily married to a beautiful woman,Deana, whom I loved very much. we lived in a run down doublewide trailer that I seemed to always be working on when I was not working at my job, which was in construction and kept me away from home alot. Even though Deana and I loved being with each other, we did not allow ourselves to be happy because we wanted better than what we had. The trailer we lived in was falling apart around us, I was never home much because of my job. WE dreamed of getting away,owning our own house, and me not having to work at a job that kept me away from home so much. It was just a dream until fate played a hand. I was run over by a truck on a construction site. As a result,my back was broken and I could no longer work at that job. I got a settlement and with the money, Deana and I could afford to get the house we dreamed of. Happily ever after right? Fate wasn't done yet. The settlement that I got was en

Desire's Dark Erotic Stories
WARNING: Not for persons under the age of 18.Story contains descriptions of extreme violence and sex. Preface:I write in an effort to change the attitude of the deviant reader... paradoxically those that find what I write appealing. It is by my graphic harshness and salacious content that I attract (bait) those readers ... those deviant minds that I can then interact with... in an attempt to change misguided notions and attitudes of abuse against women and children. My methods are deviously unique... but very successful. I write to APPEAL...to AROUSE...and then to APPALL... and so the bitter seed is planted. My stories do not glorify the act of coerced sex or violence... nor do I support sexual abuse of any kind."...media violence is typically unrealistic, simplistic, glorified, and even presented as humorous."The "bang, bang, you're dead" sanitized scenario that we so often see on TV or in films communicates nothing of the reality of death or dying.It is only when we see death firstha

Spew!
A - Joseph rating my pics and hitting on me? or B - Seeing fubars regular pervert - "Bob the Love Doctor" going across the top of the page under the new name "Sexy Texan"? I seem to scare females off.... is it because i'm too sarcastic? kinky fucker? Dosen't want a full on relationship? has Mel Gibson moments? stalks bitchy types of females? too outspoken and immature? Hmmm.....nah!...must be something else hey? I mean really..... should i delete the lot of you for a reality check? you don't need those boomerangs, 11's etc to be someone in a world that is non existent. shame!....

Questionare
Mark all that apply Would you kiss me? []Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] you look to sweet to fuck [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 3 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Marry me [] Friends [] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [] boxers [] whitie tighties [] thongs [] g-string [] granny panties [] boy shorts [] none What's ur favorite position? On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you or what do you think about me? [] Friend [] girlfriend/Boy friend [] Fri

About Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49 {---Basics---} Name: Andy Nickname(s): -- Age: 21 Birthday: Jan. 01, 1989 Birthplace: Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania Current Location: Southfield, Michigan Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: brown Height: 5'6" Weight: Lefty or Righty: Right Zodiac Sign: Capricorn What Do You Drive: A Car Screenname: Ask for It {---Favorites---} Color: Red, Black, green, Number: Band: what ever sounds good at the time I'm listening to it Music Genre: All TV Show: Family Guy, The Simpsons, TNA, UFC, WWE Movie: Action, and comdie Actor: Actress: Kind of Movie: Cartoon: Family Guy/ The Simpsons Sport: Wrestling Fast Food Restaurant: Taco Bell Food: What ever my mom makes Ice Cre

Work
I'm so fucking sick of my job right now. I'm underpaid I'm over work. I mean such as we don't have an airconditioner in are area of work. my boss is to fucking cheap to give any of us a raise or get us what we need so we can do the fucking job and to get it done faster and I'm sick of being the only one to has to clean the fucking back bathroom when there are 12 other people in the back.

What Women Want!!!!
women want to know.. where have all the good men gone..i can tell you where they all are... with a woman who not only cooks, bakes, cleans, and does laundry. we do not want slaves, but those are the rare women that men are looking for,old fashion and ladylike. and when they find them, they keep them by respecting and caring for them, or at least they should!!!!. you all on the other hand. want to travel( we men see this as you want us to pay for you to go on a trip!!!) you want handsom, well built, wealthy to a degree, so they may buy you clothes and jewelry and pay for bills that "you" made and can"t afford to make. u always say how much you like fine dining..as long as the man will pay for it..because you are too cheap to pay for it yourselves! then you want walks on the beach... i dont know if you noticed... you are in vegas and there are no beaches!!! just a bunch of rocks by the smelly water!!! and the other thing... you want "all that"??? hit a bar and find one!!!! men are not "a

You Love Another Person
You tell me these things "i love you", "I'll protect you" but at the end of the day it's not what you do cause i've waited for hours without a reply and stayed up all night to the sound of my cry and you never worry you're carefree and fun while i stress all day wondering if we're done You look at other girls the way you used to look at me and the hardest thing about it is that you don't even see that you're breaking my heart with each passing day and its not just what you do its what you don't say you'd tell me i was beautiful and look deep in my eyes even my worst day you'd easily revise you'd hold me in your arms no need for a kiss just the sound of my breathing and my eye brought sweet bliss but now we sit in silence and look away from eachother and i'm just waiting for the day when you tell me you love another person

Ummm Ya!!
Why does it seem like every manager i've every worked for (with few exceptions), as been lazy, fag, too skinny (nerd type). why do i never see any FIT/Active managers.. ppl whom are proactive and solve problems instead of standing around iwth other fat/lazy manager and *discussing* the problem. This shit annoys me. This is why in the next few yrs im gonna be in management and show them how its done. I hate these fucks. I'm sweating busting my ass hussleing. and all these lazy fucks so it stare and try to critic me. I don't MIND critic, but when its unnecessary just for a manager to SAY SOMETHINg.. come on douch bag.. do something.

Mesmerized
man i don't know what has come over me, but cant stop the feeling. I wonder what will come of this by chance thing, I hope something eternal comes of it, man this shit just has me mesmerized point blank period.

Random Thoughts...
Woman was made from the rib of a man. Not from his head, to top him. Nor from his feet, to be stepped upon. She was made from his side, to be equal to him. From under his arm, to be protected by him. Near his heart, to be loved by him. ~Anonymous~ Adversity and issues have a way of sorting out true friends from those who were only there to benefit themselves... when the well runs dry only the true friends offer to help you dig it deeper. The rest seek another well... turbulent, inky black, rushing past my face, jeering laughter interspersed with derisive whispers and sly contempt...My world has become so cold... once loving and tender arms, friendly faces, laughter and friendship, now anger, grief, agony and uncaring dismissals from trusted souls...dreams, once solid, glitt

What To Do
you know when u find someone that u really care about and well u just hate to let em go? I'm still trying to get over the face that when i get home back to wisconsin ill be still hurting and ima be missing the one great guy who i met and fell in love with. yeah i may have lost him to his ex, but on the other hand it was for the best. he'll always be in my heart and ill never stop loving him, but its hard. i wish that i never lost him cause he means alot to me, but i cant change that. things happened between me and him and well yeah. so of course im still gonna hurt and miss him, but ill never forget him. He made an impact on my life and im not gonna give up on him that fast. I have a feeling that he'll forget me when i leave, but idk. thats gonna be his choice, not mine. well since this is my first blog, im a little upset and hurt so forgive me. Im always having guy problems that seems to never end and well my son needs me the most even though this is my third time taking off on him. h

Friends To Rate
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The Truth
WHY IS IT THAT I ALWAYS GET HURT? I GIVE MYSELF COMPLETELY OVER TO SOMEONE AND HE TEARS MY HEART OUT OF MY CHEST AND STOMPS ON IT... AND I STILL LOVE HIM... DAMN IT WHATS WRONG WITH ME... SIGNED, EXTREMELY HURT

Why
Why is it so hard to find that special someone? All I keep hearing is that don't worry she is out there. I have heard it most of my life. Im starting to get really tired of hearing it. Why can't that someone just finally come along? Up to now everyone that I meet that seems intrested turns out not to be. The ones that I think are the one run and never want to speak to me again. I want that special someone to prove to me that not all girls are the same. maybe one day it will happen but im beiginning to think at this point its not going to. Any one want to prove that not everyone is the same...........................

Brickhouse
These are the first things real people said to me on FuBar. No surprise, right? "Hi... you into anal?" "Well I'm hungry, hungry and your pussy looks so good I wanna suck your asshole, wanna piece of...? I don't even care if your on the bloody rag I'll eat you buttplug, come on sit on my face I wanna eat you out, baby eat you out Open up your legs baby, I wanna eat you out Eat you out, baby eat you out I don't care if it's runny and I don't care if it smells Eat you out, baby eat you out I wanna stick my tongue in you and suck your cunt juice out Don't wanna finger fuck you, stick my dick inside of you I'd rather? Fat or ugly it looks like you don't care If your young or old, you gotta cunt? I'll lick you there I wanna put my tongue so far inside of you Drink your piss and cum and you can drink mine too Wanna eat your shit, you can eat my diarrhea Wanna... bring your cunt right over here" "can i see your girls?" "awesome boobs" "can i see that ass naked?" "

Poetry
Baby when I look in your eyes I see a future with you Baby when you touch me I feel your love Baby when you whisper to me I hear your lovely voice Baby when I'm with you I wanna be with you forever and always My heart beats so fast that I can't live without you It seems that when I'm away My mind is always thinking about you I don't want to stop No one is ever gonna get in the middle of us I won't let them I love you so much that when we our together We just have that connection that will never die I wanna give you everything that my heart desire's I wanna be with you forever and always

About Me
For Those That Have Asked, Update About My Brother. He Does Have Cancer It Is In His Lungs, It Is Treatable But Not Curable, He Is Going To Start Radiation, Sometime Next Week.. Thank You For Your Thoughts And Continued Prayers.. Tom Sept / 29th / 2010... Hi everyone. Well just got back home from a new mri / doppler . They just found another couple clots in my upper right leg .. Ughhhh. My Doctor is referring me to see a blood specialist to find out why all of a sudden the new clots are developing . Guess all the abuse I did to my body in the years past is finally catching up to.. Oh well thank you all for your thoughts and prayers from the earlier post . Thanks again. Take care . Tom.. Hi every one. Well those of you that will take the time to read this. Some of you know that I went and had some test done a couple weeks ago. And some of you that are close to me and know me already know this if you remember . Well just talked to my Doctor earlier this afternoon and he told m

Just My Blogs
Why do I just lie awake and think of you? It'z because everytime I close my eyes I see you...I never realized what I was doing till It ended..People say never regret the decisions you make, but i can't help but regret what i've done to u..& to a lot of people around me...Now I know why nothing good ever sticks with me..because it took you to realize how I treat other people and only think for myself...I look back at the wonderful 9 months we shared, I couldnt thank God enough for putting you in my life. As a punishment of all the wrng I have done onto people..he's taken you from me. God only Does what's for the best, never for the worst; though it may seem to be. I'm tired, wore out, all i do is lye awake and think about you..3 a.m comes round and all i wanna do is call you up, so i know you're still there..My heart tells me you are, but my thoughts tell me you're gone forever...I wouldn't blame you if you were. Now that i see who & what I've become..I don't blame you or anyone else fo

Do I Or Dont I?
Things seem to fall apart fast, it dont matter when you try or when you dont try, things still just go where they may and it brings me to wonder, do i or dont i care enough to deal with whats going on around me? sometimes i just want to close my eyes and hope it all goes away. the problems we face i guess are just a test of what will either break us or make us.

Poems
I could never forget You gave me a smile When we first met Nothing I did could protect me from you Looking at your picture I can see why I fell for you Now you're in heaven I can still picture you I can see your face I smell your fragrance in the air I hope you can see me Every one keeps telling me to move on But how could I forget the best thing To ever happen in my life? I just can't move on You could always make me smile You could always make me laugh But you never made me cry Looking at your picture I can see why I fell in love with you I'll never forget youI'll never let you go We have a past...You were my love before I even realized it. I had been searching for a long time & then my heart recognized you. We have a present...You understand my language, whether it's a sigh, a nudge, or a sly wink. You inspire me to be be real, to face things & to give everything my best shot. You accept me as I am & sometimes I'm not entirely lovable, but you love me anyway. We have a future...No m

Random Thoughts
Ya know, for the sake of your children, you should be nice. At least care enough to put your child first and be civil with your ex. It's not that hard. It doesn't take a lot of energy to do such a thing. I do it EVERYDAY of my life. As much as I HATE my ex, I care enough about my child to put him FIRST and be civil. It wasn't always easy at first, but we made it work. So to you, you know who you are, quit being a selfish ass cunt and for the KIDS, who are starting to become the VICTIMS, put your anger aside and be an adult here. You may not have to care enough to want to talk to him, but you do NEED to talk to him and be civil with him for yalls kids. THAT is what matters. Have a nice fucking day.

Close To My Heart
I gave you life, but cannot live it for you. I can teach you things, but I cannot make you learn. I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you. I can allow you freedom, but I cannot account for it. I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe. I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you. I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside. I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you. I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you. I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish. I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor. I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you. I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure. I can tell you the facts of life, but I can't build your reputation. I can tell you about drinking, but I can't say "no" for you. I can warn you about drugs, but I can't prevent you from using them. I can

Pandasbook#0.1
Whew new online blog, I think the last time I had one of these was about a decade ago in middleschool lol. Anyways, i'll be using the PandasBook to rant and rave about my YT project going on so people know what the hell i'm talking about. I'll make another journal down the road for this and that but i'm trying to focus my attention for atleast 5 min to this :-p OK to business... What is the YT project? Well, project name is "Horsemen of Chaos" which derrives from the people involved in the project [The Horsemen of Chaos Company 1-18INF] lol. What it's going to be is the four of us and some friends creating a series of vidblog messages to eachother on random topics of conversation before, during and after Iraq] Who are the horsemen? The Horsemen of Chaos are four individuals from the company that most resemble the horsemen of the apocolypse and have been given the titles of WAR, DEATH, FAMINE, and BEAST. Myself being WAR, Richard being DEATH, Matt being FAMINE, and Tanner bein

Lyrics So Dont Trip Their Just Good N Resonate W/me
[Intro] I don't know what to do anymore After I quit with medicine I became psycotic I suffer from depression Complete depression Had it my whole life I have had it so bad that uh... I had anxiety Been diagnosed with major depression Lots of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, panic attacks Manic depression before, I didn't think that Depression could be so bad [Verse 1:] Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it's starts to grow colder It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you know what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending this shit Flames rising from the action

Trisha'spoems
The mystery of love I sit a wonder how it is possible I always thought Life was so complicated Things always changed nothing stayed the same I understood the people grow and move away However, the pain that brewed after was not tolerable I locked my feelings inside and wanted to throw away the key You came into my life and turned everything around You made it sound so easy You took that pain and turned it to love You pushed me to be the best I can You changed my soul from worst to best They say there are angels, I never believed Today I believe you are my angel You never let me cry a single tear You chased away all my fears You have given me life again You made it magical You made me believe again

Yea, Okay
Well.. I guess I shouldn't have things bother me lately , but I have so much that I am thinking about that I feel like a ticking time bomb. I am losing my patience, and money on one thing, losing my mind on many other things. I can't say one thing lately that is bothering me or or say anything That something I get mad of because 1 thing that bothers me with a passion. I can't help it if I can't do something , or say things right because of how my mind works... If you really knew me, my feelings and gave a rats butt.. that person(s) wouldn't think it is on them... Mostly, I can take a few joking aside... But if it is constantly... then the other part of my mind works and might get irritated or mad. Normally, I don't care... but if I FEEL pushed I do. I can joke with the rest of them... I can take a lot of being joked on..,, but Like I said if constantly on a certain matter I feel strongly? I am usually the person who would either say nothing or leave if i get fed

Lost Thoughts
Ever wonder how guys have a fuk it switch and girls are consumed by emotions?Ever wonder if one day it will all be okay? Ever wonder what the purpose in life is?Ever wonder how long our lifetime will last? People have a million random thoughts... No one person can answer every question....

Recipes
Indonesian Chicken with Garlic and Peanut Butter Sauce 3-4 lb frying chicken 2 Tbsp peanut oil 1 small onion 3 large garlic cloves 1 tbsp soy sauce juice of ½ lemon 2 tsp sambal oeulek (Sambal Ulek (Oelek) Chili (bright red, thin and sharp tasting). Some types of this variant call for the addition of salt or lime into the red mixture. Oelek is a Dutch spelling which in modern Indonesian spelling has become simply Ulek; both have the same pronunciation. Ulek is Indonesian special stoneware derived from prehistoric household kitchenware that is still being used actively in most Indonesian kitchens, particularly in Java. It is a stone pestle (called ulekan) with a mortar (ulek-ulek) made from an old and matured bamboo root, that is used for crushing chilies, peppers, shallots, peanuts, and other kinds of ingredients. 1 cup warm water ½ cup smooth, natural peanut butter Cut the chicken into serving pieces. Sauté it in a large skillet, in the oil, over moderately high heat f

Life Is To Trifle With....
Life There are many times that ive sat awake and woundered whats the point... Then i look back on the little things i miss about people that have made mine so wounderous Oh man, i wounder if im in some of those peoples thoughts about their own lives The thing is, I wish i didnt take so much for granted, there are so many memorable things i wont get back Like the way someone makes you feel when your tree is on its last leaf... So many times ive woundered if ill ever get some of those feelings back But all the good things ive done for people always come back somehow I wish i hadnt made myself so distant to those i cherished, now i can only hope the feelings make out alive Point of the matter is dont take the little things for granted, because youll never know when youll get that chance back!

Overwhelming Hate!
Devotion, Unconditional Love, The ring of eternity I offered your finger. You saved me from the darkness and once again showed me happiness, but now you've taken it from me. Was it all for nothing? My family and friends, their strangers to me. You were my only reason to breath, I gave you every fibe of my being. The last shard of my shattered heart, I gave to you to mend and you did nothing but step on it. The festering hate and the boiling rage, a broken mind that is sick. It's all returning like before. I don't want to live this way. What's to stop me from putting the bullet in my head now? I hope he makes you happy, but now I have to think. I have to come up with a reason not to use the bullet and right now? I have nothing. I hope your happy, because if I go to hell. I have no doubt I'll see you there soon!!

Relationships
Relationships have a big learning curve... If you're not willing to learn, to change, to grow as person... it will never work. Relationships are a work in progress. Just "loving" someone is not enough. You need to work at it everyday. You have to put your ego away. As Bob Dylan said "...Swallow your pride. You will not die. It's not poison". True love is selfless... but.... There has to be a balance. My parents met on Valentine's Day 55 years ago. This August, they will celebrate their 53rd anniversary. I'm still trying to figure out the secret, but they teach me something new every day. Love isn't always a fairy tale, it isn't always what we see in the movies. Sometimes, it's just two soulmates, 50+ years, sitting on a porch holding hands, and knowing what life is all about :)

Juggalo Family Stuff
"This shit is soo true we need to love this family more!" -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does

Lounge Do's And Don'ts
Do to some repeat questions, thought we would set the record straight as to what is NOT allowed in a lounge.... 1. NO Tip jars for the DJ or other staff members 2. NO Soliciting or any logos for ANY other site (including server hosts) 3. NOONE is allowed to use fubar for monetary gain...if anyone (server hosts for example) tries to talk money and pricing please link them to a bouncer to be turned in. 4. NO bulletins or promos bashing other lounges or members, however you may link lounges as "sister lounges" as you please. 5. You may post rules, but those rules must not contain NSFW language unless you are an NSFW lounge. 6. You CANNOT remove the fubar logo and HH sponsor at the top, or the TOS and other stuff at the bottom of ANY lounge for ANY reason 7. If you choose to have cams, we recommend you make your lounge NSFW unless you are 100% sure that no one will do anything on cam that can be considered NSFW (strip teases and cleavage shots, simple flashing even) 8. Videos may

Thought You Should Know
Lindsay Lohan, 24, gets her name and face all over the news because she went to jail. But did you hear about any of the following? Justin Allen, 23, Brett Linley, 29, Matthew Weikert, 29, Justus Bartett, 27, Dave Santos, 21, Chase Stanley, 21, Jesse Reed, 26, Matthew Johnson, 21, Zachary Fisher, 24, Brandon King, 23,

Just For Laughs
"The Train Set" Little Johnny was in the living room playing with his train set while his mother was in the kitchen getting dinner ready. Johnny would take his train around the track and stop then announce "all you mother fuckers getting on get on and all you mother fuckers getting off get off". Johnny's mommy thought she heard johnny say these bad words but wasn't sure so she listened and sure enough she heard Johnny announce "all you mother fuckers getting off get off and all you mother fuckers getting on get on". Johnny's mom rushed in the room and told Johnny that he was to go to his room and think about the language he was using and not to come down from his room till he figured it out. So Johnny goes to his room and remains there for over an hour. Finally he comes down and tells his mother that he knows what he did wrong and it won't happen again. So Johnny's mommy says "ok go play and don't let me hear those words again". So Johnny goes back to the living room and takes his tr

Rants, Raves, And Other Obscenities
So, to keep from having to say the same thing over and over, let me explain. Somehow my old account got deleted last night. I do not know why it happened. I remade my profile and all that jazz. Maybe it wont happen again.

Others Speak For Me So Much Better
Looking at a cord And it's shadow on the wall They are congruous Looking straight on I move to it's side And for the first time notice The cord is bent...crooked Yet the shadow remains straight Of course I know why it would be this way Light is a physical thing that follows it's barriers If the light came from where I am now the shadow would be crooked I have been reminded of an adage Eye for an eye In the Old Testament it gave angry people an excuse for Revenge Yet they ignored the Old Testament that says Vengeance is mine...sayeth the Lord That tells me that people thousands of years ago KNEW that there would always be people Who are capable of great violence * manipulation Just living on this planet gives you an eye patch I for one am happy to have one eye left And a body that lets me Experience All of this...with an eye oatch I give up my agressive life sustaining tactics I give up the war of 2 people in my body I trust that all of me will come out in

Nepal Trek Info
The best way to experience Nepal’s unbeatable combination of natural beauty and cultural riches is to walk through them. The immense contrasts in altitudes and climates found here support an equally spectacular mix of lifestyles, vegetation types and wildlife. Trekking in the mountains of Nepal is more a cultural experience than a wilderness expedition. You will be passing through picturesque villages inhabited by diverse ethnic groups. You will see Chhetri farmers working in their fields and Tamang herders grazing their animals on the steep slopes. You will meet Gurkha soldiers home on leave and come across Sherpa yak drivers transporting goods over the high mountain passes. And always in the background, the icy pinnacles of the Himalaya loom over the scenery. Trekking in Nepal is an all season activity. It is possible at any time of the year depending on where one wishes to go. However, the most popular season are spring (February - May ) and autumn (September-November). Even d

The Family
Below is our family The founders of our family are: TFO Vicious @ fubar TFO CoDeKillEr the WHATEVER@ fubar The Members are: TFO Sexy Sabrini @ fubar TFO hells shapeshifter@ fubar TFO ZIGZ @ fubar TFO Kayla Khaos @ fubar TFO Stompy The Nice English Guy@ fubar TFO WIKED GOTHIC BYTCH@ fubar TFO PM and DJ BM @ fubar

Stop
I found it interesting. http://lifehacker.com/5676149/how-to-ditch-big-brother-and-disappear-forever?skyline=true&s=i Imagine desolving your history, your name and starting again. Maybe in a super secret underground community that members only go by call name. I think it might be cool...for a bit.

Realization
this is what i have learned the hard way. maybe it can help someone not to make the same dreadful mistakes. a while ago i lost someone extreamly dear to my heart, do due no one but myself. and she left. it wasnt just my love that i scared away, she was my best friend. i was egotistical, stubborn, i had to be right all the damn time, i couldnt sdmit that i was wrong, and this led to arguments. like an addmission of guilt was a sign of weekness or something, its not, its a sign of maturity. and i wasnt right all the time, not even half the time. it was " i am man hear me roar", and it was very wrong. i didnt listen. she would offer advise, her point of veiw, and i was taken as critisizem. i let the little things bother me and get in the way. i would always talk about money, stupid. i brought aggravation from work home, and that was very wrong. the little things she asked me to do, like put another beer in the fridge after i grab one. and i couldnt do that. she told me that other guy cam

Explorer James The Tongue
to whom it may concernin 1991 i was set up to murder a man i was told it was the GYPSY JOKERS at the fourways hotel but it was a bunch of guy's who said they where REBELS they said it was the police plan to trick me into thinking i was killing a cop to join the GYPSY JOKERS,the police offerd them hundreds of dollars or millions i turned down the offer to kill that man, who was thrown in front of me on the dance floor in side of the Port Augusta, FOURWAYS HOTEL in the VAULT area, as i was walking back into the saloon bar, i heard "shit there go's all that money just walking out the door"" we will just have to take him else where," an kill him for nothing an forget about the money, the cops offered us", i said " what you mean the police are paying for this" they said "yes, where REBELS not GYPSY JOKERS" we was to swap the gun with your prints for the money the cops offerd usi said ok you can have my finger prints, they said one problem he is still alive, i said thats easy you's kno

Fubar Ids, 3 Pic Slide Show For Dis Play Pic , Bullys Name Tags
I am making display 3 slide show pics , name tagges , bullys for lounges, fubar ids and i code lounges if you are intrested send me a private message or comment on this blog and i will get back to you make sure your shout box is on so i can get back to you for all its 500k for 1 it is 1k for 4 its 4k if you bling or a bling pack or a vip you get them free and doubled for bling packs and vip

Just Me
It sometimes amazes me how looks seem to matter to so many people. What does that really say about a person ? What do looks say about anybody ? Perhaps you have good genetics, or know how to make the most of what you have seems like in this world Beauty will get you further. I love to watch the girl that is pencil thin that says omg I'm so fat. Whats that say about people of normal size ? Or the person that constantly says oh Im so ugly I sometimes want to say Yes you are! I mean when do we look past beauty at someone's accomplishments? Understandably people are attracted to beauty or good looking people. I have met many a man who were so handsome but seemed so ugly to me. Their attitude their "cockiness" was a complete turn off to me. Maybe its all some people have ... How sad to skip over an intelligent person who is charming, funny and witty for someone who is just beautiful. Over time as the beauty fades and the attraction dims what are you left with? I am proudest of my accomp

Repost "a Scammer Is Someone Who Lies About Someting To Try And Get Your Money Or Other Things."
This is a must read. This blog is a repost of a blog written by very good friend of mine, Whispering Souls, And it is a must read A scammer is someone who lies about something to try and get your money or other things.THis is a defintion of a scammer. I am going to post a conversation between me and a scammer but I have to take her name out because she whines to fubar even though it is nothing but the truth being told and they delete my blogs.I will tell you in private who it is and can also send the conversation with her name there.What I am posting below is only the scam not the full conversation and her so called real life husband come to me minutes before the scam started telling me that no one messed with him,so if I have any trouble to come to him,now thinking back I think there was a point to all of that,like in scaring me or getting me to keep my mouth closed and as I said before there is only one being that I am afraid of and that is God and with him I am strong.PERIOD!!!

A Scammer Is Someone Who Lies About Someting To Try And Get Your Money Or Other Things.
A scammer is someone who lies about something to try and get your money or other things.THis is a defintion of a scammer. I am going to post a conversation between me and a scammer but I have to take her name out because she whines to fubar even though it is nothing but the truth being told and they delete my blogs.I will tell you in private who it is and can also send the conversation with her name there.What I am posting below is only the scam not the full conversation and her so called real life husband come to me minutes before the scam started telling me that no one messed with him,so if I have any trouble to come to him,now thinking back I think there was a point to all of that,like in scaring me or getting me to keep my mouth closed and as I said before there is only one being that I am afraid of and that is God and with him I am strong.PERIOD!!! Scammer: Thank you hun! I love it! You talked to my hubby, I am going to ask you a favor...... if I can pay you back tonight with

The Biggest Player On Fubar
Now, I know everyone hates players and hates to be play. But, tell me what would you do if you played by someone on here? I mean I think personally I am too much of trusting person. Which I don't know that good thing or bad thing? I like to think of myself of person that think about others however, after this experience i probably will never trust anyone on the internet again. Especaily Patrick883, the world biggest player so if anyone of my friends come across this guy my only advice is to stay away unless you want to be play. This guy goes for woman to woman tell them that his loves them and that he wants to marry them but he is nothing but a scammer that is out to break your heart and take all off money. And his so called gf who also on here is the biggest liar in the world. BTW also threaten to kill me. I think she be locked up but that not up to me . So fubar fans tell me what should i do and how i am ever going to be able to get pass this.

My Fav Song Lyrics
Incompatible, it don't matter though'cos someone's bound to hear my crySpeak out if you doYou're not easy to findIs it possible Mr. LoveableIs already in my life?Right in front of meOr maybe you're in disguiseWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneHere we are again, circles never endHow do I find the perfect fitThere's enough for everyoneBut I'm still waiting in lineWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneIf there's a soulmate for everyoneMost relationships seem so transitoryThey're all good but not the permanent oneWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ow

I Am This Woman
Would you take me as i am,with my issues and flaws. Pull me to your chest,without hesitation or a pause. Slide your hungry tounge between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my hips. Wrap in your passion,exposing your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine,every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across our cheeks,confessing your every desire. Moan my name,call me yours and set my soul on fire. Needing me more with every breath that slips into your chest. Please me nightly miss me daily,never comparing me to the rest. Grip my wrist,look into my eyes and say the words i long to hear. Kiss me roughly and weep my name forever holding me. WOULD YOU ? I'm the Woman who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you. I'm the Woman who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the Woman who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it

Speakin Of Hot....
ok so why, when i'm at a stop light, do ALL other drivers think they the ONLY ones at the intersection too?? i mean they REALLY think they by themselves!!! do you have any idea how many people i catch diggin in their nose, like, not just a little 'ooh, scratch a little itch'; no, i'm talkin DIGGIN for PLATINUM!! only thing they missin is a damn mining pick!! LMMFAO swear!!! they got they fingers all spread, u know the face u make when u pickin boogers??? they makin the same face!!! OMG people save the snot hunt for when u actually are by yourself!!! This has been a Public Service Announcement by xXDatOneMomentXx FuOwned by Luscious so one hell hot day a group of friends and relatives and i decided we should go to the pool and splash around, cool off and have a good time. im so excited, im changin clothes, puttin my trunks on, slip my cell phone in the pocket (!!) and hop in the ride and take off. We get there and Im so mesmerized by the blue of the water , thats all i can see (LOL

Reflexx
My brother and I decided to go out last night to a local bar just for the hell of it. Usually the place is pretty packed, and I was in the need of male to female interaction. We get to the bar...and its dead. There are only a handful of people in the bar...at 11:00 at night?! I was kind of disturbed, but we knew the bartender, so we stayed. The only people in the bar were a bunch of hillbilly white trash rednecks and the waitstaff. Our drink server just happened to be a well past her prime grandmother who still thought she was in her 20's and for some ungodly reason, thought she looked good in stonewashed short shorts. She was hitting on ME. Fuck my life. Why couldnt we get the cute, albeit socially awkward server with the nice ass? Nope, we get grandma who wants to touch me. So my brother is teasing me about grandmas sexual innuendos and blatantly obvious advances towards me, when one of the sloppiest drunk women I have ever seen strolls by. The woman was hammered...or retarded, I am

Something Comes To Mind...
Greetings neighbors: I have been here for awhile and once again felt the need to explain the way I do things here on Fubar. Let me restate what a lot of folks say time and time again- FUBAR is a PLACE FOR FUN AND RELAXATION. Not everyone needs to hook up with someone and desires to date legitimately or illegitimately on this place. For myself, I enjoy using this site during my down time at work and looking at pretty faces on the profiles isn't all that evil (depends on how hard you look sometimes) and people watching is an actual pastime for me. So as to encourage a neighbor like atmosphere, I present the following steps I go through: 1. I will review your profile and rate 10 or more. 2. I read the About Me sections of each profile that takes the time and trouble to post them. The more expressive, the more likely I will fan you if you have a salute. No salute, no fan and no add to be friends. Just a rating of pics that may catch my eye on sad profile and even blogs if allo

A Day Of Joy, A Life Of Change
you know i am really starting to wish i would have never started the transition. its so frustrating being stuck in the middle between to people and not knowing how to be either, this shit is really hard and i wonder if i will ever get to my goal. i have the insurance to pay for the surgery but not the deductable, travel or hotel bills for a 2 week stay, not to mention the fuure funds needed to get breast augmentation and that pesky adams apple fixed. i just dont want to be trans anymore, i want to be one or the other. it has been almost 2 years since i started and i really feel like i have made like 10% progress and this is why i feel like people look at me odd. i just dont know how to move foreward without the money. blessing of being the only worker in a house with 2 adults and two teens that dont work but demand everything, how the hell do i raise 10 grand when i cant even by a stick of gum.....fuck! last night i got the news i have waited a lifetime to hear, my Dr is signing the p

Communion Of The Slave
There is the reverence the spirit walk when my acts crawl up your spine and electrifies your mind when the clash of flesh against flesh becomes the unknown in the darkness of night you seek across this sprawling mecca You sprawled across my rack contemplate the human condition through pain I bring you truth through pain I bring you the freedom the world cannot take from you through my dominance I show you freedom from the ties that bind in other realms your tears salt of the Earth still we seek the intermission from the mad circus only to find it in center ring with your master holding the whip the keys to the kingdom Laid out before you

Just My Scribbles...bout..."promises"...
Always dream..."Promises" or no...Always dream...promises or no...as one will eventually...at one moment or another...at sometime during our journey here...learn...that a "promise"...is made just of words...and words...are just sounds...and sounds dissipate...and any simple fool or intensely evil mind...can and will...utter "sounds"...Animals make sounds...animals kill to survive...but...animals have no options... Never trust sounds...nor your ears...not even your eyes...for to blink might be a folly... Only...the "gut" can feel the truth or the deception...leaving one's own "self" to be "the" one and only "promise"... The final and pure "truth"...so there..."Be True To Yourself"..."To Thine Own Self Be True"...such old words...so long ago said...by who...I do not know...but...still they ring...and louder yet...as each moment in time flicks past us... Belle...a.k.a....HellzBelle...Friday, 08/062010

Karma
Betty didn't ask to be born, she was just a victim of the greedy whims of a puppy mill, shipped with her littermates to a pet store. Shoved in a cage, underfed, not loved, just wanting to be taken care of. As with many puppies in this situation, she got sick. First a cold, then pneumonia. She came to the hospital, was cared for, given food when she was able to eat, lots of love and attention, but her poor lungs were scarred for good, she was declared "unfit for purchase" The pet store then "adopted" her out for a “small” fee to a loving couple who took her and another puppy "Teddy", who was also “unfit for purchase”. Their new owners came to the hospital as soon as they realized their 2 new babies needed help. Both stayed in the hospital, with bad coughs. Teddy got better every day, but poor Betty's lungs were too scarred. I would take Betty out of her cage, and bring her to see Teddy, saying…”look Betty your brother wants to say hello&rdqu

Bohemian Bull
When there's lightning - it always bring me down Cause it's free and I see that it's me Who's lost and never found... There's no sign of the morning coming You've been left on your own Like a Rainbow in the Dark Whoever invented karaoke should be tied up and forced to listen to cow farts and fingernails on on chalk boards and shit like that. This statement has nothing to do with what's on my mind other than I am trying very hard to escape karaoke at the moment. Long story. Ask me sometime. The question on nobody's mind but mine is... where are you? OK, let me elaborate. Having lived a life of confusion and failure (I'm not like you, I just fuck up... Slipknot) I have returned to the music of my youth, what was then called hard rock but has evolved into a collection of hard rock and heavy metal styles that still have trouble with The Man but are now more direct and outspoken in lyrics and louder and better at eradicating conscious thought. I love what the music has become. Bl

Desi's Day Dreams
Out in the woods I cracked Against the ground my head had smacked So logical reasoning, I found I lacked Only aware of the wrong choice I backed Crazed and insane I listened for the far off profane Trying to find an imaginary lane Bloody and torn I nearly could have sworn I could touch the coming morn And caught my hand on a waiting thorn Nearly dying I couldn't stop spying The trees, for my clothes and skin they were trying Until in the end, on the floor I was lying My blood from my body started shying Then, all of a sudden, just like that... I wasn't dying. There's a knife in my heart Where you played the part Thinking we were both so smart Until we learned I was simply a tart So please... don't even start Filling the rend which will never really mend only for death might I send so my life I can lend so others can fend Don't really wanna talk about pain So I'll mention your stain While my heart lays slain The conversational bane that splits us in twain... Little lily f

Wtf
So here I am stuck in Hell and I am wondering where in the hell did I go wrong? I think I got things all figured out and that I am finally on the rd to stability and routine again just to have it all go to hell in a hand basket. I cant seem to get to where I am going and I am not in any way going to remain stuck here or going back to where I was...ugh. My phone is shut off and I don't have anyone left that I can call on for help. People just love running their mouths and getting up in my business when their own lives are a fucked up mess and yet I am wondering why I seem to be the only one that sees this shit. I mean like do people not see all the hate and drama that is being spread or the fact that by egging it on or spreading things heard/overheard/disclosed to you that you are only feeding in to the drama??? And wtf is up with ppl stealing lately????? ppl I dnt even know are stealing things from me and then the people that are trying to be my "friend" and help me are actually callin

Friends And Family???
I know its been said before, but I don't think it gets said enough..... I am so sick and tired of all the High Level people in here always whining and begging for rates and attention! Don't you bitches ever think about anyone else but yourselves? How about going back and giving some rates to all the lower level people that helped to put your funky asses where you are? Or do you only rate the ones that Bling the fuck outta you? And don't tell me that just cuz you have 14,000 friends, that you don't have the time to try. You could all stand to take some lessons from MissBehayvn. All I am to her is a friend. I don't send her bling or abilities, but I do rate her page, and leave occasional comments. And in return, she always rates back and always leaves a comment. She is a level 45, and has over 18,000 friends, and yet she still takes the time to rate a friend back. I am not so naive to think that those of you with thousands of friends can always go back and rate everyone, bu

Women -vs- Girls Current Mood: Chillin Category: Life
Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controling. Girls checc you for not calling them. Grown women are too 6usy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to 6e alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the 6ad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you WANT to come home. Girls leave their schedules wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry a6out not 6eing pretty, the right size and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are more than good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (I.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' 6it of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends. Girls think a guy crying

Wannabe's Or Real
Which are you..a wannabe or Real friend For most of the people on my friends list i would assume are wannabe friends that only stick around on the off chance that a cherry bomb is activated...For the remaining friends i have that actually talk to me and or rate me i appreciate it... IF YOU ARE A WANNABE FRIEND AND ONLY SAY SOMETHING WHEN THERE IS SOMETHING TO BE GAINED THEN GET THE FUCK OFF MY FRIENDS LIST.....I AM NOT INTERESTED IN HELPING THOSE THAT WILL NOT HELP ME BACK......I HAVE CHERRY BOMBED AND BLING AS MUCH AS I CAN AND BARELY RECEIVED ANYTHING BACK IN RETURN.... TO THOSE THAT HAVE RETURNED THE FAVOR I THANK YOU... NOW FOR THOSE THAT HAVE NOT BOTHERED TO NOTICE I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET TO LVL 28 FOR ALMOST 1 YEAR NOW AND STILL WORKING ON IT....SO GET YOUR ASSES TO MY PAGE BLING ME RATE ME SOMETHING TO LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE EVEN THERE OR EVEN CARE ENOUGH TO HELP OUT....LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES FOR YOU ...

Standing Alone
Another day another thing gone wrong. Yet i still find myself in the same situations over and over again. I tend to always hit that friend status but nothing more for the people i fall for. yay. I sit here with a fake smile on my face pretending to be ok as i listen to you go on and on about this girl or that one. Yet i cant help wonder when will it be my turn if ever. I find myself slowly drifting from you in the darkness of my mind. no light to guide me back to you. Am i not pretty enough for you or do I not have the right personality for you. I rack my mind trying to figure out what it is that isnt good enough for you and yet i still have nothing. frustrated an jaded is all that I am. Slowly falling with no one to catch me. All is lost and all is gone

Things To Think About
MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life

Inquisition
How do you feel and what do you hear when someone says ‘I trust you..’? Trust is a hard thing to grasp at times, especially if you give it to someone to only be let down…time and time again. Trust is something that precious to me, something that someone has to gain from me. Over time even the few I’ve let in to trust have ended up letting me down in the long run. Promises not met, sweet talking that was empty, catching them in avoiding the truth or lying. How do we as women navigate through the men and know who to trust anymore? I hunger to trust someone, to give my life in their hands and know that they will always be there to take care of me. That there is no doubt in my mind I can trust them to be honest and straightforward whether good or bad. I feel so broken with so much distrust in people and men. Perhaps in the long runs it’s because I have no faith or hope to trust in them. How do you know to trust someone…when their actions aren&rsqu

The Truth
TO GET SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD,YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING YOU NEVER DID.. WHEN GOD TAKES SOMETHING FROM YOUR GRASP,HES NOT PUNISHING YOU,BUT MERELYOPENING YOUR HANDS TO RECIEVE SOMETHING BETTER.. THE WILL OF GOD WILL NEVER TAKE YOU WHERE THE GRACE OF GOD WILL NOT PROTECT YOU...

Acai Complete 6
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Writings & Lyrics With Stuff
I've dug up miles and miles of sandSearching for something I can't seeAnd I've just got bruised and battered handsAnd a brand new void inside of meComplete with walls I did createFrom all the earth that I've displacedA mess that I have made from whatI've just let pile and pile upI have not been abandoned, no I have not beenDeserted and I have not been forgottenI need youI need you hereI need you nowI need security somehowI need youLike you would not believeYou're the only thing I wantCause you're everything I needExplore the cave that is my chestA torch reveals there's nothing leftYour whispers echo off the wallsAnd you can hear my distant callsThe voice of who I used to beScreaming out "someone, someone please"Please shine a light into the blackWade through the depths and bring me backI have not been abandoned, no I have not beenDeserted and I have not been forgottenI need youI need you hereI need you nowI need security somehowI need youLike you would not believeYou're the only thing

I Need Your Ideas Please
I want to host a contest for men to enter about their legs. I love a mans legs! But I am a single mother of 2 so I can NOT offer stuff like bling packs or an auto or that kind of stuff as a reward. So I need some help. I would like to know from YOU what you would like from ME as a reward. Dont be shy. I want honesty. Once I figure out from you what you want as a reward then I will figure out when I will place the contest & how long it will run & all that good stuff. Remember HONESTY Thank you

The Final Goodbye
This is the end of the road. Reflecting back on 3 years of Fubar, I find myself smiling at the close friends I have made, cherishing the times where I could be a listener and help people through their troubles (which I'm actually pretty good at, for those of you who didn't know), and knowing the thrill of anticipation at a few of yo uwho were seriously an integral part of my life. I am also nearly dumbstruck at the level of pettiness, misunderstanding, jealousy, and outright rudeness I have seen here. I guess this is really a microcosm of society, which is what I have always seen Fubar as...a social experiment. If this were a Master's thesis, I would be curious what the author's conclusions would be. Anyway, there comes a time in everyone's life where he has to re-examine his life and priorities, and make necessary adjustments. This is that time for me. Fubar no longer holds any draw or desire for me, and while some may think it rude or shocking that I just end it like this, my

10 Free Things You Can Do To Get Points On Fubar
10 Things you can do for FREE on fubar that will raise your level! (Two bonus tips) http://fubar.com/blog/333299/1125148 10 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money! Polish Bling: This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam. http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/sel

Angel
Will you let me touch you, will you let me hold you?Will you let me guide you to a world so pure and true?I could be your angel, your brilliant shining light.I could be the one to warm you, when it’s cold at night.I could help you when you struggle or when you won’t survive.I could bring you upwards when your in a downward dive.I could show your true love, a world where you are free.I want to be your angel if you could only see...Will you let me help you so you never feel alone?Will you let me hold you and make you feel at home?I could be your angel and hold your hand through lifeI could be your angel and take away your strifeI could help you fight it so you won’t feel the hurtI could be your fighter so you don’t taste the dirtI could be your angel and light your soul on fireI want to be our angel, my only true desireWill you let me teach you to be your honest best?Will you let me inspire you to go beyond the rest?I could be your angel, only happiness I would br

I Will Not Bow
What is IWNB? It stands for I WILL NOT BOW. I want a crew of people that are close knit and have the personality to never back down from anyone. People that will stand up for their members and will stand up for themselves. I want every member to work to help each of the other members level. I mean lets face it fubar as a whole sucks badly. Everyone for the most part is out for only themselves. I want to have people that are not out to just help themselves. I want to see everyone level thats in our group but i want the main theme to be that we leveled because the other members of our crew helped us to get there. This is my corner of fubar. I want to make this corner the best that it can be for us. so those of you that are tired of being stepped on, ignored, blown off cause you are not running famps, boomerangs, autos, or bombs, come seek entry. There is an entry process. Before a member is granted entry into IWNB, you need to have a salute, just to petition for entry, a

10 Things To Do On Fubar To Get Points (2 Extra Hints)
10 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money! Polish Bling: This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam.http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/selfaware/index.php?appid=5 We also have the arcade. http://www.fubar.com/gamehome.php Hang out in the multiple of lounges. http://www.f

Why Do I Smoke?
I sometimes ask myself: "Why do you smoke?" But do I need a reason? Well, everything has a cause, but not everything has a reason. As a matter of fact, almost nothing has reason, or good reason, for that matter. But I'm digressing. I smoke, and I see everything in a different perspective. I almost have a Jeckyll Hyde reaction. When I am clear headed, I hate the world and everyone in it. Rotting in their filth and petty lives. Black and white, there is only good and evil. I hate myself for thinking that I am somehow not like the world. I am just like it. I can only think about my petty needs and desires. You see, this is the crap that goes through my head. But when I smoke... I am everything. The world is everything. People are good. I am now a people person. The world is quiet. Frozen in beauty and splendor. Grey and colorful at the same time. I can conceive physics and metaphysics. I can understand infinity plus one. With the right

Wolfhound Metal Radio
Wolfhound Metal Radio is making a special compilation of bands of Rock&Metal. It will be 4 CDs in mp3 for free download online with 80 bands.All bands can participate in this contest. The voting will be by the official facebook of Wolfhound Metal Radio.If you're interested in participate, you have to read the conditions:1. You should send an email to Wolfhoundmetalradio@gmail.com with the next information:Band,Country,Genre,Links. Include in the email a photo band & logo.2. The bands should have Rock or Metal roots, we don't accept POP Music.3. The bands should have one Album or EP.4. We only accept bands and the single projects will be rejected.5. It can participate unsigned and signed bands but they need the confirmation of the label for including it in the email.6. All political bands will be rejected.All those bands that do not meet the requirements set out above will be rejected.The last date for participate in this contest is 15th May.Good Luck Bands!Wolfhound Metal Radio, www.

Dropping My Sanity Basket
As some of you may have (or may not have) noticed I have been MIA for a week. There is a really, REALLY good reason for this. I was officially admitted to Patrick B. Harris Mental Hospital for major depression, suicidal thoughts, a suicide plan, anxiety and hallucinations. I was released today at 1pm. I missed all of you and some more so then others ;) Please be gentle with me, I'm bruised currently and slightly fragile.

Keep the Post Offices and Postal Workers Busy It is up to all of us to keep the Postal Workers busy and use regualar mail and sending out packages and cards and keep then open and operating ! Many workers will soon lose their Jobs due to lack of business since the computer agae began and Internet started. All of that luxury we use is now the downfall of our Postal carriers. If you care about your local post Office then keep them going !

Being Busy
Lately my Time on Fubar,has deminshed,Between sharing my comp,with my pain in the arse 41 yr old GF.An my Pogo Pool addiction that has Consumned me again.An with my daily involvement on Facebook.There isn't much time for the Fu.Godfather will eventually be achieved for the 2nd.Time,an maybe Dicyple.But my Life doesn't evolve around the Fu,unfortunately as it does most of you.Whom Steal Time on a Regular Basis from your Employers.200 pic 11 Rates on free 11's days.10 rates will nolonger work for a morph. a Cherry Bomb of my Largest pic album will also get u a morph or more,3 credit blings or more. Boomerang bling,Cherry Bomb Bling will get to set off 5-8 Morphs.In some Circumstances I might have to ask my former Co Morph Goddess Izmo Wolf,to Create your Morph.She is far superior than I on most her Creations..Plus my Alcohol consumption has gotten in my way a bit as well,an The Massive Hangovers are really taken there Toll of Late as well..My Family of a few which are favorites will cont

The Obama Elite Vs. The American People
This Tuesday voters in Missouri, by a 40-point margin, approved a ballot measure rejecting the individual mandate at the core of President Barack Obama's health care law. Asked what the vote meant to the White House, press secretary Robert Gibbs said: "Nothing." Yesterday in San Francisco, federal judge Vaughn Walker gave the exact same weight to a California ballot measure that affirmed marriage as an institution between one man and one woman. Specifically Judge Walker overturned the California Marriage Protection Act after concluding, as a matter of fact, that the majority of Californians who voted to protect marriage were bigots who had no rational basis to define marriage on their own terms. Here are just some of the "facts" Judge Walker found: Religious beliefs that gay and lesbian relationships are sinful or inferior to heterosexual relationships harm gays and lesbians. The campaign to pass Proposition 8 relied on stereotypes to show that same-sex relationships are inferior t

Newbie Here :)
I have some questions that i would love some answers to. !. What does it mean to be cherry bombed? 2. What determins how many points you get for being bombed? 3. How do you pay someone in fubucks? 4. What gets you more points, rating someone with the boomerrang or auto 11's?

Can This Be Real!?!
Just over a year ago my life was shattered when I became seperated from my now ex wife after she made it clear that she is no longer inlove and is a homosexual. Trying to get my life back in order I had met several women over the year but nothing had panned out. This June (2010) I met a wonderful woman here on Fubar but she lived in Florida. We had such a connection from our first conversation. Our likes and dislike, our outlook for life and the many things that we have in common. But alas again she lived in Florida and I never thought anything would become of our conversations and flirtations. Having PC issues I was unable to use FU for nearly a month and lost contact with her. On July 14th 2010 my daughter had surgery and I had to stay at the hospital overnight with her so I took my now repaired laptop with me to kill time. Out of the blue I got a IM in my shoutbox and it was her. We tallked for hours and she surprised me with saying she was moving to Pennsylvania and maybe

Why Me
know that its been a while since i have wrote on here but i am need to get some feelings out, its been a year since me and my ex broke up i think about him all the time i know that he is happy and thats a good thing, i just wish that i could be happy my kids are still in his life and they will always will be. i love his mom and dad and his grandparents and his sister. its just really hard letting go because we were together for 5 years. he wont talk to me or anything he told me that we will alwys be friends but i do not see that happend at all i just wish the best for him. he was my best friend and in my heart he will always will be,

There Was This Woman
there is this woman i once knew who had four kids...three beautiful daughters and one handsome sonshe had a boyfriend who she loved more then her kids...sad to day but trueone day something had happened and her kids where taken away from her and went to the foster care systemthe question is...did she care...i think noteverytime she went to go see her kids she would tell them that she was trying...and one day she would bring them back homedays turned into weeks..weeks turned into months...and months turned into yearseventually all her kids became adults and left the systemall her kids did go back to her just to realize that she had not chamged...she was still with the man that hurt them and was still making poor choicesthey all eventualy got kicked out or moved out because they couldn't put up with her bullshitone always kept on going back...but nothing ever changed...she just kept on getting hurt and and leaving orgetting kicked outnow two of her kids are parents...one is about to be a

"i Am Your Peace"
I long to give you rest for your soul and peace in your heart. i know sometimes it looks like life has no peace to offer~~just one big problem after another. its true that the world is filled with hatred,envy,and every sort of evil,so please dont be looking for peace in people or attempting to position yourself where there are no problems.The kind of peace the world tries to offer is built on false hope and man-made idols that will eventually crumble. The peace i give you will transend any trial or tribulation that comes against you because its supernatural. So position yourself completely in my care,and let go of all those things you cannot control. Then you will find true peace. In the middle of chaos and confusion,I will always be your safe place~~a place of peace. Im asking you my child, to share with others the peace i give freely to you. Love, Your King and Your Perfect Peace...

Tangled Up In Me
You wanted to know more,More about me?Then watch the world spin around,To get a clue about what you see.Hey, you wanted to understand,Why I push you around,Why I push you away?Take a closer lookAt what’s right in front of you today.What makes you thinkWhat you see is what you get?You think you know meBut in reality you haven’t realized it yet.Everyday you search for her,The damsel in distress,The perfect girl you’ll one day meet;But what you don’t seem to recognize,Is I’m the girl sweeping you off your feet.You wanted to know more,More about how I dream?Well, I’ll have to admit thenThat’s not as complicated as it seems.All I ever wanted was that sunset escapade,Fireworks and shooting stars,In a secret moonlit rendezvous That’s going to end upBetween me and you.Hey you wanted to find love?Open your eyes then and see-All you need to do to find itIs get tangled up in me.

Life...
I have climbed so many mountains to do nothing but to fall back down. I'm tired of putting feelings into something to watch them fall down the mountain that I have climbed. I know I'm young and have plenty of things to experience but the way that I see is that I'm mature in ways that some girls my age are not. I'm tired of feelin a certain way and know that I'm the only that can change things. I have told myself that God cannot and will not bless me until I start to do right... I must admit that so far I'm on a pretty good start, deleting certain phone numbers and just praying that God lets "us" one day be together... Climbing mountains by myself is tyring after a while things seem like they would be better if I had somebody by my side encouraging me as I'm encouraging them. No matter we're both in it till the end. I want to be with someone that isn't going to get to the top of the mountain then give up... Heck we still have to go down. There are plenty of other challenges we

My Life!
When you are with someone you love and they say they love you too what are you suppose to do when it gets turned upside down? I love my guy he is great but a few weeks ago he told me he wasn't attracted to me physically and desired to sleep with someone skinnier and at first I didn't know what to do so I agreed with certain rules set down and he swears that I will not loose him to some one else. I have said yes so that I wont loose him because the only alternative I had was to leave him and I execpt the fact that I may not be able to please him in every way. And yes it does hurt but i tough threw him sitting on the computer looking for friends and maybe friends with benefits. I have the right to do the same but do not feel the need to so I just look for someone to talk to about everything thats going on.

The One You Forgot
A simple word can break my soulRip me in half, no longer whole.I'm shaking at the very thoughtOf being the one you forgot.You're everything in life to meThe reason why I want to breatheI smile just when I think of youAnd all those things you say and do.Yet, if you don't feel the sameNo one can we really blame.It's just the way life sometimes goesYou can't escape all of its blows.But I wish this once to be freeOf the hope we'd never be.That's something I don't want to face.Don't want to feel so out of place.I've planned everything around usNow it may not be enough.Threads are barely holding onAnd your words can break their bond.Or you can make them tighter stillRenew my strength and my will.Keep me believing love is realIf you return the way I feelPlease don't hurt me, but if you doMake it gentle. Help me through.I love you and fear that timeWill cost me my peace of mind.I pray I didn't wait too longTo let you know my love is strong.And without you it's merely wasteOnce so sweet, now bi

Every Now And Then
What if all the love inside meIsn’t enough to make it?What if I choose to believe? But everything around me is Is an illusion?What if everything I want it?Just a creation of my dreams…And every now and thenI try to pretend all this is realAnd every now and thenI find myself crying again And every now and thenI am still in love with youWhat if I can’t make a sound?But I want to screamWhat if my soul is burning?But find myself afraid to seeSo afraid to see…What if I had belong somewhere?But I got pushed away….And every now and thenI feel a little bit of lonelinessAnd every now and thenI find myself bleeding againAnd every now and thenI am still in love with youWhat if you became apart of me?And I can’t separate myselfWhat if I know what's worth fighting for?But I don’t know whom to trust…Will I ever know?What if it’s right before my eyes?But to busy waiting for the second chance?And every now and thenI would open my heartAnd every

Born Under A Bad Sign
Born under a Bad Sign We are all products of our upbringing and environment - Duh. We are taught which political party to belong to, what our religious beliefs are, that minorities are dangerous, that whitey is the devil and all matter of whatnot by our families. Then we are placed into schools primarily made up of like-minded people and these ideas are fortified. We are not really required to make decisions regarding these matters along the way. If we are fortunate (arguable), we find our ways into colleges where other people teach us that we are in fact not Republicans but Progressives and that God is a great lie invented by weak minded people to lull them thru a life of mediocrity. They convince us that we evolved from primordial goo and that monkeys are our former selves. I often wonder why the current monkeys didn't evolve... but, I digress. It is not unless we are very fortunate that we get the chance to explore our planet. This opportunity enables us to call into question our pr

Muslim Belief
Muslim Belief This is a true story and the author, Rick Mathes, is a well-known leader in prison ministry. The man who walks with God always gets to his destination. If you have a pulse you have a purpose. The Muslim religion is the fastest growing religion per capita in the United States, especially in the minority races!!! Last month I attended my annual training session that's required for maintaining my state prison security clearance. During the training session there was a presentation by three speakers representing the Roman Catholic, Protestant and Muslim faiths, who explained each of their beliefs. I was particularly interested in what the Islamic Imam had to say. The Imam gave a great presentation of the basics of Islam, complete with a video. After the presentations, time was provided for questions and answers. When it was my turn, I directed my question to the Imam and asked: 'Please, correct me if I'm wrong, but I understand that most Imams and clerics of

When U Think Life Sucks
ppl think that their lives suck some ppl have an easy life i know from personal record how hard life can b ive never had a normal child hood was a punching bag for 13 yrs ive been made fun of picked on cause i look diffrernt talk different wasnt born with a silver spoon in my mouth never had things handin to me i worked for every thing i have ppl judge way too quick bout a person get to know b4 u judge have u even been like me getting sick n tired of ppls bullshit and throw your hands up in the air and say fuck it people amuse me they really do they act so fuckin stupid some times its laughable do they do that shit on purpose or do they even know they r doing it idk could b both they act like idoits or have a moron attack type of ppl who should wear a helmet 24-7

Stuff
Skeptical? Yes i am,and why shouldn't I be I've been to a few sites. Not enough to be a so called expert but enough to form an opinion on them. And so far I am of the opinion that i am not impressed with them.Between the bots and kids and idiots I had all but given up hope that anything else existed so my bud tells me about fubar. He told me i wont be disappointed,will I? Who knows, but ill give it a shot. So far it seems like a cool site, but so did so many others. i really hope i'm not disappointed this time. "prayin" like hell this doesn't suck lol ok so ive been on fu for a couple of days,and i have to admit that i have been having fun. In fact I find myself coming here quite a bit. So a big high five to fubar for being a one of a kind place,and i hope i have as much fun a year from now as i am right now

Talent Investment Plans& Collaborations
scout , sponsor since 1997. attempted show / contest in 2009. learned to improvise poems, jokes, jokestories, songs, short stories in 2009 - 2010. Long short story is suspense thriller fast & furiously vocalized which takes 35 minutes. Longest jokestory about 30 pages. Longest career assistance research effort 8 years. late 2009 - 2010 humming bass voice vocals sounding like bass trombone jazz in accompaniment to any tune in any musical genre, done improvisationally.

Escortfun
Chapter One Some times I miss being the teenaged dirt back hanging out with you homies fucking them half the time smoking weed and popping pills Having fun damn too bad Sex sells!Some time in may 2010 Here’s the scoop my name is Bell I’m Nineteen years old big deal right I know this much sex sells! Lol I knew that at eighteen I’m pretty flat I’m short only five foot two inches tall heheh I look up even if I’m on my knees I have a boys hair cut(boo to older brothers) I’m not a girly girl by any means I say bring on the camping , drinking, pot smoking , and cliff diving , 4x4ing , and mud Here I come I love to have sex and just chill out getting paid and having a good time Never drink on the job number one rule besides wearing a condom never for get that either Some times the calls are shitty but it some time worth it. My loving Shadow is the best ma

Ultasweet Blogs
You're on my mind everyday And in my mind I see your face A melody plays as you walk by My heart beats fast as I look into your eyes What we have is a mystery An adventure that becomes history Amazing feelings flow through my soul Penetrating my glands giving me a glow A bond that remains so strong A love that keeps shining on Keepsake that never loses its value A nightmare to be without you A journey in which we walk miles upon miles No thunderstorms no need for snow plows Just another memory for us to share I need you here... now... everywhere. She sat at her computer and typed with frantic haste There was so much she needed to say and so little time Her heart poured out so easily through her fingers As the words appeared on the screen before her She filled her screen with her words of affection Then waited anxiously for him to type his reply Her heart skipped as his reply appeared before her She read and reread his words of endearment Then hurried to reply as her h

Family Add
This is how to get in my family: 25 credit bling pack gets you in for one month 65 credit bling pack gets you in for 4 months 135 credit bling pack gets you in from now on & my yahoo id 350 credit bling pack gets all above plus a few phone calls from me & a private nsfw pic 1000 credit bling pack gets you everything above plus cam shows, as many private pics as you want & more for a limited time only I am offering something special! if you get me a 1000 credit bling pack I will do all the things listed bellow! 1. add you to family from now on 2. make you some private pics just for you 3. add you to yim 4. give you my cell number for text & phone calls 5. have phone sex with you if you want 6. naughty cam shows (as many as you want)

The Reason Why Decent People Cannot Have A Good Time Here.
I have a friend on here, and several other friends of mine have noted this, that they are continually being hit on by men and women who want them (my friend(s)) to exchange NSFW pictures, or webcam with them naked. My friend(s) say "No", but that doesn't seem good enough. I have advised them to inform the webmasters and real life managers of this site, of the offenders. Hopefully, they will eradicate these violators. In many states, webcam'ng in the nude is a felony cybercrime, and you can (men and women both) be arrested, should the offended party take it to that level. Extremely embarrasing to be put on the "Sex Offender" list of you local, state, and Federal law enforcement agencies. Plus, most sex offenders are on this site and many more like it. To you, who are on that list already, you can be arrested and your suspended sentence will become active and you will go to prison. You will serve your remaining time, and the time for this conviction. So, my advice: when a woman, or man

With Me......or Against Me
This blog has been past due for some time now but I feel now is the perfect opportunity to enlighten ppl in understanding WHO I am,WHAT I believe and stand for and why I no longer will allow myself to not be true to me. WITH ME......Or against me In the past 3 months I've used this saying more and more frequently and I'm sure I will continue to keep on saying it. The past 3 months have been an eye opening,life learning expirience for sure in many aspects of my life. So here are the things that are important to ME.....so that if you take the time to read this blog,you can understand me better,understand my actions whether we are friends or no longer friends,this blog will answer many a great things about me,my beliefs and convictions,what i stand for in life and what I will not tolerate. HOPEFULLY by reading this you will be able to answer ANY questions you may have as to why certain things happened,are happening or could POSSIBLY happen in the fu

True Love
You're there when the darkness comes turning off the ligh tand I'm all alone and then I see your faceyou're there when I'm to tired to go on my legs crumbling under me and then your arms are around me lifting me upyou're there when the tears won't stop hiding somewhere so they can't see don't want to be a burden and then I hear your voice saying "you're not"you're there when I don't know what to do thinking I'm not enough never living up to my own expectations and then you say I amaze youyou're there when I don't feel safe anywhere it all looks to scary don't know where to go next then you take my handyou're there even when I don't ask you to be somehow you just know want you next to me then I turn my head and you're there Every time I think about you,I'm reminded of the reasonswhy I love you from the depthof my heart and soul.And I wonder what I'ddo without you,without your healing smile,your words of faith,the caring and sensitive wayyou touch me,lifting mejust when I need it most.W

Time To Be
Some of you will no doubt recognize new Corum Golden Bridge Lady Diamond Watch as a derivative of an existing style they have, to others this unique watch will be all new. Years ago Corum was able to develop a mechanical movement that was shaped like a bar (more or less linear as opposed to square or circular). They placed it in a horizontal fashion in watches. It was incredible to look at as they cased in a traditionally sized squarish case with the movement placed in the middle being showcased through the sapphire crystals. This concept has been adopted here and is now placed horizontally instead of vertically with the new Corum Gold Bridge Lady Diamond watch. The new position of the movement is more flattering to the wrist in the rectangular 41mm x 34mm sized case that comes in either red gold or white gold. Aside from the 180 diamonds on the case and face, and the unique placement of the dial, the real show here is in the mechanical C0113 movement and in watching its ongoing oper

"cloud" Stuff.
So, this is something that I've seen debated back and forth, and I've not really concluded which side of the fence I want to sit on. JSON vs. XML in a web service. What are your thoughts? Pros? Cons? Leave comments with your side of the story. Well, I figure this is as good a place as any to start de-mystifying what the cloud is. Most of my usage is on Amazon Web Services (AWS), so I'll mostly be focusing on cloud information based on that (no, I don't work there.). However, I'll try to be as general as possible. Cloud computing has a lot of misconception degrading the experience, and has the potential for being a major operational pain to those who don't understand it. The point of this blog, is to actually give people a bit of a jump. This is mainly going to be conceptual, with a couple of potential scenarios, but mostly just concepts. Enjoy. Eventual consistency. If you're just entering the cloud realm, you've probably heard this term used before. So what is this strange concept? I

Simply Facts
To Those Who Alter, Use, & Claim/Tag MY Copyrighted Pix as Your own... First of all Get an effin Life and Take Your OWN pix to toy with!!! The person(s) in the photos have every right to display them, but not to alter them. I honestly don't mind so much with Certain random photos, but there are certain sets in particular that were set and posed specifically for use in projects I concieved, designed and created. I've seen these photos altered, tagged, and displayed by SOMEBODY else trying to take credit for My work. Read it and weep - Stop altering My Work WITHOUT MY PERMISSION YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, AND YOU DO NOT HAVE MY PERMISSION and Won't - EVER. I find it to be Very disrespectful to take my work and alter parts of it and then stick YOUR tag on it claiming it to be your own. I'm a Professional Photographer/Digital Imager, And the copyrights to the pix I Took are OWNED by Me - NOT the person(s) In the photos. I put a lot of work into some of the Photography and Graphics I've don

My Writing
happiness. The night falls, with a whisper, like every night before, but through it she feels. Something that reminds her of, blurred edges, a burnt paper smell, and something like a kiss. It bring with it a light, a fire in the dark. A blinding chaos, she welcomes with fear, before it consumes her. I watched my world burn to the ground to the beating of a broken heart. I watched the flames take down all i loved, or would ever love, and leave nothing but ashes. I looked down and seen the matches in my own hands. what have I done? I tried to paint you once In shades of summer, bright blues, and frosted orange. But it always turned to shadow ridden decay. I tried to paint you in sun shades of yellow, illuminated whites, bright pure splashes. but the color would run from the brush, and putrefy. Not wanting to admit defeat, I painted you in the ridiculous. green, pink, purple haze, mocking myself with color. But even in these, the humor of it failed. I tried to paint you

I'm In The Mood For A Melody..
After only making an outline for last years WT I've decided to type up a quick blog mostly for my personal records because I do not think anybody reads these things anymore. Ended up leaving here early and getting there at about 11:30am which was the earliest I think we've ever made it there. Instead of having the bands and everyone on the concrete as in years past it was on grass which was better for the heat, but not better for my shoes, stepped in gum somewhere along the way, but that could have happened on concrete too. There was a nice hill to sit on and could see and hear the main stage while taking a break from walking around in the large crowd of people. After finding where all of the different stages were we looked at the big board for when the bands play. Three of the 10 bands that I wanted to see played at the same time roughly 1:30. I ended up seeing the last 4 songs of The Cab and the last 4 songs of Pierce The Veil so I'm not quite sure what I missed from them, but

Haven
... is it filled with rainbows and flowers or is it just a meeting place for lost loved ones? to me it is a place yet to be seen but hey i can wait a nother 50 yrs because i have many loved ones here yet i want to spend eternity with.... to all we make life what we can and soon this earth will be filled with rainbows and flowers for me......

Makes You Think
First let me say i am not posting this because i want you to feel sorry for me...or her. She is in remission and this ordeal will only make her a stroger person in the future. If she can overcome this......nothing will stop her. I guess i am posting this because FUBAR seems to have alot of drama lately......people have forgotten what is really important in life. So seriously....quit feeling sorry for yourselves that you dont have that bling or this bling.....that that person bought this for someone and not you................ This slideshow design generated with Smilebox

How I Feel
When you go away,On your trip around the world,Don't forget to pack my heart with you.It won't take much room,Folded up and slipped between the pages of your guidebook,Like some tattered piece of laceOr dried out rose petal, saved for remembrance…Be careful not to let it flutter to the groundLost in some distant, ancient erg…Or be swept away by the windOn some far off and grassy plain…Instead, save it for a dark, and cold and lonely nightWhen your soul is wearyAnd you need to knowThat somewhere, someone waits for you with longing..… This is how I feel today. I continue to wait. With twists and turns I feel the burn, as I move along the road of life. I fall and cry and wish oh wish to sometimes die. I feel as though I have hit a wall way to tall. I need to find my way with so much to say. Do you hear me cry? Do you hear my sorrow? Do you hear me at all? I fall, I fall, I fall. So many things in life I want. Things to see and my will to be free. Do I dare tak

Stories
The story takes place during the summer of 1995. At the time I was a firefighter/medic and crew officer for a local volunteer fire and rescue department. One weekend, which I had off from fire duty, I was notified of a large structure fire within my area of operations. Not having anything else to do, I went to the station to help with staffing. When I got to the station, there was an immediate need for an ambulance. A grabbed two other personnel to staff the unit. While responding to the fire, dispatch redirected us to the interstate for a significant multi-car accident. The dispatcher indicated there were 5 at least 5 cars involved with possible trapped victims. There were other units dispatched but would be delayed because of the fire. When we arrived on the scene, I knew this was going to be bad. Half of four-door sedan had slid under a tractor-trailer. An old station wagon was upside down and was partially in a ditch approximately 50 feet from the sedan. There were f

Pleh
Since there are no SFW mumms to stalk people into, and the primary source of my bartab feed is negative photo comments, I figured I'd do a blog in hopes that some of my friends would come hang out and be fun. Talk amongst yourselves. :) (not that I don't enjoy some well-placed shaming of disgusting pics, but I REALLY need to have some *positive* stuff to read) So yesterday I ran out of the wellbutrin that I was put on when I was vaguely suicidal a month ago... it worked GREAT, but the mail order place hasn't filled my order yet. In the meantime, I'm apparently stupid and emo enough to take a lot of things personally - though at least I was able to keep myself offline during the worst of it. Suffice it to say, I've got a lot of shit going on right now that I haven't talked about, because I was trying not to write depressing blogs. I, too, come here to escape from the crap that is my real life - and I lean too much on my friends. When those I've trusted most decide to throw that

Cowboys From Hell Paso
Ok freaks! Ck. Thease cats out . They are truly The real deal. The are a Pantera Tribute band hailed from El Paso. Cowboys From Hell Paso. If you dig pantera and Dime Bag as much as the rest of us they will truly will blow your mind and for be written in stone. Just search there name and you will find them. I cant speak highly enough of them. For you that are fortune enough to live in El Paso get out and support them,www.myspace.com/cowboysfromhellpaso Copy and paste there link.REmber this: We are making HISTORY\,,/\,,/

Mallory
well let me start 1st of by saying i will not be saying any names at all! for a very good reason but i do have lots to say.....I wanna know what the hell gives you the right to do somthing so fucking stupid for the 2nd time BOTH of you!... i mean god gives you a 2nd chance to prove that you are a good person that you can tell whats right from wrong that you can leav the damn drugs alone. he gives you a 2nd chance to bring a child into this world and rase it right and keep it outta harmsway.. and ya know what yall do yall fuck that up so bad.... WHY???? what made them children deserve that??? now there is 3 children in this world wondering why? why they dont and will never know there real parents?HA REAL PARENTS!!! screw that!!!! mabe i should say sprem and egg donor.... what did they do to be treated they way they have been treated!!! .... BOTH of you had the chance... and i remember the day you said she was preg.... you looked me in the eye and said this is my 2nd chance god is trusti

My Baby
The day i ment my baby i knew there was something special about him i just couldnt figure out exactly what. The more we talked the more my feelings grew for him.It didnt take long for me to know he was the one i wanted to be with for the rest of my life. When i finally got the chance to show him just how much i really do love him and how much i wanna be with him till the day i die. Tje day i told him that he could move in with me i was prayong he would say yes so i knew i would have my baby for the rest of my life.He said to give him some time to figure out what he ahd to do and i got the message that my baby was gonna move in with me and my heart skipped beats when i found that out. I had to wait for the day of him coming up to be with me and it seemed like it was never gonna happen. When he texted me saying that he was coming up that day i was so excited i didnt know what to do with myself. I waited and waited for him to be here so i could finally kiss him and hug him. Then i went ou

5am
im fallen down has far as you will let me fall.. when ya gonna catch me if you catch me at all.. the years are flyin by so fast.. i can barely catch my breath.. you said are love was true.. but then you brought me down with you.. in this quicksand called life i am sinking fast getting pulled in.. but you never gave me a second glance.. then i knew it was the end.. we all make mistakes and we cant change what we do.. just wish that i wasnt a mistake done by you.. im fallen down as far as you will let me fall when you gona catch me if you catch me at all.. 15 years old and not a dime to her name.. she was rough around the edges to hide her pain.. with no money in her picket she didnt know what to do.. so she stood on the corner to try to pay her dues.. sad n cold n all alone.. she had nobody no love no home..5 days later she was gone nobody noticed not even her mom.. she left this world with a different kinda blue.. no love that she had no love was true.. down by the bridge they found a

My Writigs
5 seconds later he was announce dead.....dead with his heart opened wide.....it was empty inside......they wonder why.....he was heartbroken with no feelings inside........he always show love to everyone he meets.......but those same people......whoever they may be........thought it was ok to use him.......to pretend to be real.......but really they thought that he wouldn't do anything to them......til he snap.......when he came to his senses.......he realize that he killed everybody that he loved..........even if their love was fake......he had nothing to live for...so he died.....showing everybody what it was like to be him......Be care who pretend to be friends with or this might happen to you. Somethings make you laugh other things make you angry. Somethings make happy other things make you sad. While some people you can trust the others you can't. Sometimes life's all fun and games til someone gets hurt. When your going though some hard times someone else is having a even tougher

Illegal Immigration
Recently large demonstrations have taken place Across the country protesting the fact that Arizona Is addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that The US might protect its own Borders, might make it harder To sneak into this country and, Once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand The thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover Me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, 'No! I like it here. It's better than my house. I've made all The beds and washed the Dishes and did the laundry And swept the floors. I've Done all the things you don't Like to do. I'm hard-working And honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are required to feed me

Random
I have been thinking about the most painful stuff that some people have to live with and come to realize the "mentally and emotionally" unstable people are where they are for a reason they trust friends to always help them out when times get rough but sometimes we take that for granted it's something stupid that we all do.. well what happens when those friends turn there back on you and everything falls apart this a stupid fuckin blog . I know im not the nicest or coolest person to talk to or be around especially on my bad days and the more and more i i think about it the more and more i realize that i treat people like shit because i'm unhappy or depressed well maybe it's time for me to step up and try to make a change for the better and maybe by doing this i wont hurt the ones i care about and that care about me the most. We often take things in our lives for granted and maybe we should give our head a shake well all in all i guess this is just me giving my head a shake

What I'm Looking For In A Relationship
What your getting ready to read I wrote a while back and f that on trying to type that over and over again lol...so I copy and pasted it like any smart man would do!!!>>>!!! I am definitely a person who takes personal gratification in placing others needs before my own and people/relationships are very important to me. I believe that true love means caring about the needs of others and wanting what's best for them. Don't get me wrong though, like my G-ma has been telling for yrs...(which whom is the heart and soul of me) "While you may be speaking from the heart... do it with your future in mind". Helping people can sometimes hurt you :( I wish people came with instruction manuals saying "This is how I really am after 6 months... and if you were smart you wouldn't even try to get into my pants much less want a future with me" lol I like to be funny and make people laugh but when it comes time to be serious... yeah, they call that "life"! I believe in learning

My Pre Fight Playlist
1. Through Struggle- As I Lay Dying 2. Unholy Confessions- Avenged Sevenfold 3. Indestrucible- Disturbed 4. White Knuckles- Five Finger Death Punch 5. I Will Be Heard- Hatebreed 6. Raise Hell- (Hed) PE 7. Set to Fail- Lamb of God 8. Eat You Alive- Limp Bizkit 9. Determined- Mudvayne 10. Sun Dosen't Rise- Mushroomhead 11. Miracle- Nonpoint 12. New Noise- Refused 13. Her Comes The Pain- Slayer 14. Before I Forget- Slipknot 15. Step Up- Drowning Pool 16 Indiffernt to Suffering- Chimaria

If You're A Juggalo ... Please Repost
IF YOUR A JUGGALO PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS TO YOUR PAGE! THE WHOLE WORLD OF JUGGALOS NEEDS TO SEE THIS MESSAGE FROM VIOLENT JAY. "this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your

I go to a site called the live police complaint center.com or police abuse.com Kamau runs the web site as i mentioned Kamau is a qualified both federal and state court when it comes to police misconduct. Kamau has alot of intresting videos on his web site keep up the good works Kamau thankyou. kamau runs the site at the police abuse.com and the live police complaint center.com are the web sites kamau has alot of intresting real cases and videos he runs on the two sites, its really intresting.

Everything Else
ever wanted to scream because you wanted something so much even if it was something so simple as a few words. knowing time was the reason you havnt heard any of them. but still not understanding why u havnt heard something. Nothing sucks more then caring about someone and knowing they care about you but not hearing any variation. damn men are so dificult. the smallest comment can mean the world. makes me want to scream but i refuse to give up on something i want so very much.

Fu-family
Let me start by saying I will not be running famps any time soon so if I am in your family only as a trade you can remove me and I won't be hurt at all. I'll explain reasons why. Family to me has always been people I care about, people who have helped me, and people I want to help. With only 50 spaces I have had to juggle and move between top friends and family so I can find people easily. When I ran my 1st 2 famps I found people benefiting from me that had pulled me from their family during their famps. This last run a girl complained to my hubby that I was in her family but she wasn't in mine even though she had never run a famp. I realize I am in more families then I have space to return.I found myself having to pull people to make room. While I have greatly appreciated the people who have included me and have made new friends, it has taken away from what I care most about. I have gotten caught up in the rank game which really doesn't mean anything in the long run. What I like

Fu Bar
ok Ladies and gentlemen......... After being blocked just for trying to get points to level with while playing the silly liked game I have decided to take a break from the fu side and just play mafia I do not care any more if I level or not so the people in my family will be rated and a few friends that have stuck by my side for all these years will be re rated and have drinks sent to them. If the bs in mafia keeps getting worse I will stay away from it as well. I come here for relaxation no drama no lies no bs So for all you block happy block heads hope you all eat dirt. All the sefish people same thing. Happy point searching for all the others and happy hunting to all the fu mafia plyers. Anna

Pain!!!
WHY DID I JUST THROW AWAY 3 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP, BECAUSE I AM A JERK!!! WHY DO PEOPLE DO THE STUPID THINGS THEY DO WHEN THEY KNOW IT WILL CAUSE THEM PAIN IN THE FUTURE THIS SHOULD ACTUALLY BE IN GREEN BECAUE I LOST THE CLOSEST FRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD BECAUSE OF MY OWN JEALOUSY. I KNOW I WILL NEVER GET THIS WONDERFUL PERSON BACK IN MY LIFE AND WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO ERASE THE PAST 72 HOURS, i CAN ONLY HOPE THAT WHEN I AM JUDGED I AM GRANTED MERCY FOR THE AWFUL THINGS I SAID AND DID. I PROBABLEY WON'T BE ON HERE FOR VERY MUCH LONGER AND DESERVE ALL THE PAIN I AM FEELING NOW. LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES AND THE MISTAKES OF OTHERS

Words Sent To My Sb
Tell me the darkness will lift from our eyes. That the numbness will soon be a memory. Taunt me with the radiance of you smile and laughter. Sever the clouds to show me your silver lining. Strike me with the bolts of your lust and passion. Show me the pain of being mortal and sinnful of caring...

How Do You Fu??
Everyone knows that using IE to FU is pretty ineffiecient. Firefox, Safari and others are much better. However, I have found that Google Chrome is the best browser in which to FU. It works for the PC, MAC and Linux. You can download it here: DOWNLOAD GOOGLE CHROME Happy FU-ing!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr And Stuff
I am only going to go through this once, and it is going to be crystal clear to everyone. You are all adults here, SO ACT LIKE IT. Everyone says things out of anger and hurt. Sometimes it's not the most pleasant shit. But you don't have to be that person to try to divide and alienate people just because someone got hurt. When I came back here, it was with the express understanding that I am doing this with NO DRAMA. I don't want to hear it, I don't want to talk about it, I will not put my 2 cents in, I will not perpetuate it, and I most certainly will not tolerate it. Do you people that thrive on this drama ever have to deal with REAL LIFE ISSUES? I'd bet not so much. There's a whole world out there full of serious issues. And maybe it comes from the experience of surviving some of those things that I have learned not to sweat the small stuff. It really will eat you alive. Please, all I ask of everyone in my list, keep me out of your drama. I have enough i

Please Read
Okay, Normally I do not write blogs to complain or anything BUT...... Some ppl on here seem to think that I should spend every waking moment I have on Fubar and complain that I spend to much time with my son. Let me tell you a little secret you azzwhipes, MY SON COMES FIRST! Yeah fubar is fun and all to talk to people and what not BUT, I do not and will NOT let it run my life. I will not let you run my life either. I am a damn proud mommy and will always put my PRIORITIES first. If you do not like that then you can just Kiss My Azz!

When It Crosses The Line...
When it crosses the line from being upset and feeling a certain way about things to harassment, slander, liable, and defamation of character, then enough is enough. We can appreciate the feelings that people have and why they may feel that way, but what people don’t seem to understand is that you may not attack, smear, or launch campaigns against people in order to make yourself feel better, especially if what your doing is for yourself and not for those whom you proclaim to be advocating for. Those of you who know us know that just over two years ago, we inherited a few new members to our family. We were asked to take in 3 children; first and foremost so that the situation that was playing itself out did not result in the children going into the system. It is well documented that we were asked to take these children in. Once again due to the situation that was playing itself out, once the children arrived and events transpired, it was apparent that these children would be her

Fake Ass Bitch Finding Tool
http://www.tineye.com/ I've been using this for about year. Search any image and you can see other locations of that image on the net. It's free without spyware or any crap like that. It's very useful to weed people out and verify info. Happy hunting!

Non-html Codes
Welcome to FUBAR Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around! Erotic Desires, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!! Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73829 2 HEY!! WELCOME TO FUBAR! Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around! Erotic Desires, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!! Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73829 3 HELLO Welcome to FUBAR Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around! Erotic Desires, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!! Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73829 4 HELLO Welcome to FUBAR Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around!

Fubar Shizzle For The Street Team (open To Public)
I am moving the Fubar Street Team Bounty Vault to this blog. Please post your bounty as a comment and provide a little information on the who, what, where and how. Here are a few of the ones that people have turned in. Please post in your gallery in a folder called Fubar Street Team. You can then copy the image link and paste into a comment. This will allow us to see results more quickly. Also, it gives other users the option to click to your page. The purpose of the Fubar Street Team is to promote! Get the word our in any way you can! We want some more cool peeps on fubar! As a Street Team Prospect - Please go through the following as do it as your time allows. This is volunteer, dont stress urself on anything. - You must have an approved salute - Add the Fubar Street Team page as a friend: http://fubar.com/user/400- Make Street Team folder in your pictures. Once you are accepted as a friend, you will be able to continue on and view the blogs.

Fubar Street Team Blogs
CONGRATULATIONS TO OUR NEWEST STREET TEAM FAMILY MEMBERS!!! (Dont ask me why the links dont work right. Cuz i cant figure it out lol) Murderface XxMcAxRampageXx Houdinis fuWife@ fubar DJ HARD DRIVE NERD EMPEROR XX C51s Compo@ fubar Pain@ fubar FMWBxxIWNBxxMFKN SeabreezeRoxx@ fubar Show em some love!! Wanna be in the street team family? step your game up and show us what ur made of!! I have a few blogs on how to promote and check my Street Team folders too!! C'mon fubarians! Lets get this place blowin up!! ~Remember: Its not about referrals or free stuff! We promote fubar cuz we love it!~ HomeGrown Kush from Bermuda are personal friends of mine. I met them through kiteboarding and good friends. They are just young guys making good music and trying to come up. They signed on the site a few weeks ago and love the fubar community. Please download their FREE mix tape. It is legit and there are no viruses or bugs. It is a yousendit file. Once downloaded you can open

Join Us!
http://fubar.com/lounge/goodtimes You should definitely come join us at Good Times. Where it always a good time. Nice people. Great music. Great conversation. Come join in on the Good Times. * we can wear guys clothes. If they wear ours, they get funny looks. * Our friends don’t say hello to us by punching us on the arm. * Yeah, PMS sucks. but at least we have a good excuse to eat chocolate for a week. * If we’re on a really big ship that happens to hit an iceberg, we’ll get lifeboats first. * We get the bigger apartment on Friends. * Girl talk. you know, how we just understand each other without having to explain stuff. * We never have to stand in a urinal and have other girls stare at us. * Dark circles under the eyes? a hickey? we can just cover them up wi

My Blog
So you want to know how I got that name!!?? ok here is the story I was living in a house with an ex bf and 4 other guys, my friend Liz stayed there from time to time, she needed to take a shower and there was no lock on the bathroom door, we didnt trust the guys to not open the door while either one of us showered so when she took a shower I sat in the bathroom against the door so that the guys couldn't come in, and I was yelling YES YES YES MMMMMM , joking around and my friend said "you put it in the wrong hole!!" She has always call me Kooter so after this had happened she said Kooter, you are such a dirty little bath mistress!! Hence where I got my nickname and it has stuck ever since. Kooter The Dirty Little Bath Mistress!!! I don't have a credit card otherwise I would buy these things myself: They aren't in order I just want them Happy Hour Boomerang Auto 11 Cherry Bomb FuPony

Poet
EnamoredBy the swell of herBreast, softUpturned, firm.Blue eyes thatBeckon, embrace.Down hair tracesGentle smiles.Difficulty seeingThe contrast,Between the visibleEmbroideries of heavenlyBodies, indeedBeautiful. And the innerEmbroideries whichThey only reflect andAre infinitely moreBeautiful.Clairvoyants perceive"Elementals"Those sprites thatTap into thePositive energies ofNatures Love.She cries out to me"I give you a new Commandment,Love one another!As I have loved you, soYou alsoShould love oneAnother" John13:33 poet "The GiftStanding silentThe earliest – 1670The latest stillFresh not yet Disturbed byThe settling of timeFamily plots carefullyTended crowdingThe solitary stoneInscribed – “Unknown”Circa 1900Early eveningLand breeze bendsEach grass blade,Sentinels thousandsGuarding singularTombsSpring blossoms pushingThrough the sameSoil shared byLouisa M. Shorter1857-1950, RebirthAs tree buds prepareTo explode intoA cacophony Of colors – Red, yellow, theWhi

The Best
I wounder if people know how easy it is to Love and how much Energy it takes to hate? Love never comes so easy. I believe most couples are not in love at all. Love is respect and compramise as well as sacrafice. I was told this by my Nana Christine Guiliano. "You have to find somebody that loves you more then you love them." I really was taken by that statement. I have always given myself more to my partner than they for me. Love is like a flame it burns fierce and wild at first. Over Time it becomes coals hot and stronger. Love is all about respect as well. For guys we just want to be respected by our partner and loved. Woman desperately just want to be loved rather than respected. If she feels loved than she will feel respected as well. Guys want to always offer solutions to problems woman want to tell and know that someone will listen. Love and Respect its as easy and as comlicated as that! Hate is so much easier than love. It takes more energy to hate someone than it does