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Bio
Born John Webb, John Silas Wilson A.K.A. “BIG HITZ” was born in Chicago Illinois along with eight siblings. Problems in the household ended or so it would seem with his mother losing the rights to all nine of her children. “BIG HITZ” then lived in foster homes, orphanages, and group homes for about five years before a family he was staying with took him in. “BIG HITZ”, 13 at the time was happy but his new family loved government money more than they loved him and when it came to his music “Hip Hop-Rap”, the family that took him in didn’t want him listening to “Hip Hop-Rap” or writing it. But “BIG HITZ” had his first taste of “Hip Hop-Rap” by listening to a rap group called Bone Thugs N Harmony and later, another rapper named Nas. “Big Hitz” had been writing since the early age of 13, and by the time he was 14 years old, he took his first step into a studio to do his first s

..:: Level ::..
I need help to level up , if YOU can help me would be great help ... this is what I have so far: Points: 3,619,654 of 5,000,000 points --> Almost Done Buzzkilled: 0 of 3 Kilss --> Not Done Pimped out: 2 of 2 pimpouts --> Done Big Pimpin Gifts: 5 of 5 gifts --> Done Total: 2 of 4 requirements Well I am getting there but slow and that's ok with me ... I am not going to beg to have people help me at all ... So I do want to thank the people who help me so far ... really do mean it and the other people well go fuck yourself ...

In My Dayz
tomorrow starts my diet / non-diet LMAO. yeah whatever. i am going to start eating better and am committed to do ten minutes of exercise every day...... until i do more than ten minutes hahahaha. well you have to start somewhere. i am on sparkpeople using tools there to keep me motivated. it should be interesting. i am bikini bound for summer 2012. just putting it out there to keep me accountable. i'm loving fubar and all the cool sweet peeps here. i'm so lucky how nice everyone has been to me. i know i am not a knockout, but it feels good when people make nice comments to me. and i love, love, love seeing how creative everyone is on here with their pages and comments. luvin' it up, yessirreeeeee. I'm trying to think of what I am going to write for Nanowrimo. This will be my first year of participating even though I have known about this for years. I've signed up before and then forgot about it by the time November 1st rolled around. But this year I'm getting all serious with myself

Poetry From The Mind Of Me!
Dearest world, wherever you are, listen to me, I won't be too far Out of your arms, out of your reach, unable to move, unable to speak About all the things, I've been meaning to say, about all the prayers, I've been meaning to pray You stood by my side, when others would leave, you held my hand and you forced me to believe About all the wishes, I saved up for someday, about all the times I would hope you would stay Sometimes I hear whispers, voices somewhere, they tell me to fear and cause so much despair They speak of the hardships, you're weak they would say, I would fall asleep crying and dreading next days The good times and bad, the black and the gray, the scarcely heard screams and lies I would say All the pain of the others, they knew not my disgust, and making them believe it was me they could trust My own hands would force me, excuses for hate, my own mind would conjure and force open hell's gates I yelled and I beckoned, nobody there heard my cries, they all flouris

Poems
Chaotic visions, dreams unremembered, diminished capacity, thoughts dismembered. Fractal shadows, midnight skies, endless stars, hooded eyes. Stolen glances, passionate breath, ending time, sudden death. Shadows slide over, a darkening moon. Sounds are silenced, death comes soon. Swift wings circle, across the night sky. Fire and scales, a distant cry. Eyes of ebony, meet eyes of gray. A hatred blooms, a world away. Seek not evil, for it seeks you. The sun shines through, a shattered windowpane. casting many shadows, driving me insane. My mind reels wildly,

My Voice
May you always be lucky May you easily find love May your happiness come Straight from heaven above. May debt never find you May hurt stay away May money come easy Keeping hunger at bay May your children be healthy Intelligent, kind and true For these and much more I truly wish for you, I met an angel yesterday Her heart so pure and true The perfection of her features Her eyes a clear and crystal blue She shone with inner radiance Her goodness showing through. She laid her hand upon me And spoke gently in my ear She said let nothing worry you Nor should you ever fear Life is never bad enough To make you shed a tear. She said tears show The Devil That his work is going well For He wants us all to suffer And on misery to dwell But God wants you to be happy And avoid the road to hell. For all life’s tribulations Find a happy thought to hold Keep a smile within your heart You must be strong and bold A loving thought will warm you

The Perfect Guy
~The PERFECT guy would~ *Text you Everyday *Tell you ur gorgeous in front of his homies. *Stay on the phone with you even if your not saying anythng.. *Teases you, but lets you tease back. *Stays up all night with you when ur sick. *Watches your favorite movie with you. *Wont wipe his mouth after you kissed him. *Gives you the world. *Lets you wear his clothes. *When your bored and sad, hangs out with you. *Lets you know your important. *Kisses you in the pouring rain. *Would never say harsh words to you. *Would ask you out again after you said maybe or I will think about it. *When you run up to him crying, the 1st

Hardy Har Hars
An 86-year-old man went to his doctor for his quarterly check-up... The doctor asked him how he was feeling, and the 86-year-old said , 'Things are great and I've never felt better.'I now have a 20 year-old bridewho is pregnant with my child. "So what do you think about that Doc ?" The doctor considered his question for a minute and then began to tell a story. "I have an older friend , much like you, who is an avid hunter and never misses a season."One day he was setting off to go hunting. In a bit of a hurry , he accidentally picked up his walking cane instead of his gun." "As he neared a lake , he came across a very large male beaver sitting at the water's edge..He realized he'd left his gun at home and sohe couldn't shoot the magnificent creature. Out of habit he raised his cane , aimed it at the animal as if it were his favorite hunting rifle and went 'bang, bang'." "Miraculously , two shots rang out and thebeaver fell over dead. Now, what do you think of that ?" asked the doctor.

Darkside!
Some girls are major trolls online they like seeing people get mad i dont understand it period. I'm just a sith ghost but still people can be so heartless even while on the net. come on people lets get along! I been alone for most of my live i seen my share of bull shit and drama. I don't trust any other guy outside my familys around shape of trust to pervent my self from getting hurt.

Lovenorthface
Cheap North Face Business as usual. I do not want to be forced to do what I do not want to do something and not achieve results. The day is coming to check out. Roommate asked me how much copy, and I just said Mexico twice, almost to dictation out. They are scared, and though it is against such punishment or not to mess with that teacher so good, so they forced me to copy with them. Also stay up to ten times two or three left in the bedroom lights. I say forget, almost, and she really want to over and over again I have no idea, do not copied. The next day, the teacher check my, she asked me how many times, I said 210, then I say she gave me six overstated timekeeping does not require North Face Website Mo. She said it was impossible. I said, people know the whole class, even if she ha settled.I also let it settled.However, over a period of time, she said she was reported in the principal-mail corporal punishment on students, she asked her to teach another class, they said

My Poetry
Have u ever wanted to cut out ur ears drums to tune out the sound of ur own crying? i have. I feel more and more each day tht im slipping from ths rechid thng we so call reality. Laying broken in a pool of blood waiting to die thn frm nowhere u appear and scoop me up and if for nothing more thn a moment i am safe.Soon after the second passes.Ur gone...I suppose the true question is were u ever really here or did i, sumwere in the back of my mind, imagine u...Ths glorious figure grasping my hand reaches dwn into the cesse pool of ever drowning life to free me only to end up abondoning me anyway........ Think about tht maybe u'll gt my perspective

Do Your Own Math
If my walls could talk, here's what they'd say. Dang, this bitch is crazy, she talks to herself everyday. This is true, it is me. Just a part, of my creativity. I am definitely, not the norm. I smile and embrace, the danger of the storm. Knowing nothing comes easy, thankful for the sweat beads. That roll down my face, while planting the seeds. Of my life, creating my own path. The crazy hard way works for me, but you do your own math.

I Can Live With That
He used to tell me to stop being stupid, all of the time. That was one, of his favorite lines. I told him if I never heard that again, it would be too soon. The last time he said that, was two years ago in June. I walked out the door, a simple act. And now that I have, he wants me back. All of my annoying habits, he used to hate so much. He now says he misses, that he could never get enough. But there is no U-turn for me, no looking back. I've taken my annoying self elsewhere, and I can live with that.

This Is Your Time
Does anyone ever go into battle, prepared to lose? Loosing isn't an option, winning is what I choose. Confidence, self belief, can go a long way. Don't doubt, just love, and fight every day. With all that you are, and everything you hold dear. The war is yours to win, victory will soon be here. Be strong no matter what life, throws your way. See the beauty through the storm, this is the your time. To win, to live, to shine.

Spirit Day
It’s been decided. On October 20th, we will wear purple in honor of LGBTQ teens who commit suicide due to homophobic abuse in their homes at at their schools. Purple represents Spirit on the LGBTQ flag and that’s exactly what we’d like all of you to have with you: spirit. Please know that times will get better and that you will meet people who will love you and respect you for who you are, no matter your sexuality. Please wear purple on October 20th. Tell your friends, family, co-workers, neighbors and schools. 1 out of every 10 people are born gay. That means 1 of every 10 people are instantly put down, given bad labels, left alone, put in a minority and so much more, all for something they didn't ask for. Gay teens are turning to suicide as a way of escaping. If you want to tell them that life will get better, & you respect them for who they are, copy & paste this. Most of you won't, but let's see those of you who will.

Met Your Match
I couldn't see the demon, as it approached. But I felt it in my presents, when I awoke. From a deep sleep, I just knew it was there. Lurking around, everywhere. The room grew cold, heavy and dark. Sounds of his foot-steps, indenting his mark. Craving destruction, chaos and pain. Fear, turmoil, that is his game. To bring the strong willed, down to his feet. You have met your match demon, for I, cannot be beat.

Mulberry Bags
a grasp of a hand bag magic gas group Abi wrap Fangqing Wei arrived at his side. Fang Qingwei magic wrapped in Abi faint air had lost among the mentally arrested but added that now was a clear bag over. You Fang Qingwei bag into the eyes of all fear. Fang Qingwei you Chunan Gong will completely kill my son. But now I beat him thoroughly beat a hasty retreat. I also left two top grade Tao Tao two top grade is what you should know the concept of it looked Fang Qingwei bag up and down a lot a lot uh you actually still at the child's body that the child has not broken you Chunan Gong good body good. It seems this guy is the taste you want to play for the training of repair was higher again taken up. Very good. Since you are so evil and I do not speak your kind of bag gloomy horror. bag you want to do. Fang Qingwei screamed bag she really can not stand the kind of eerie look of. This is simply a thing to dream into a nightmare. Her son had been taken away by force Chunan Gong exercises do

For The Ladys
I need 12 profile rates and 7 new fans to become lv 22 got my webpage up and running goto youravon.com/allenblankenship and check it out lot of cool stuff to buy for your love one's and with valentine's day coming up you can't wrong the one you love well love you even more All you ladys say you want a man that don't play mind games and know what they want. well I say its the ladys that play mind games and don't know what they want.

Tatt's And Piercing's
Tattoo's are my huge weaknesses, they turn me on like no other! if i see a guy walk into the store while im there or walking down the street i cream my pants lol. they are sexy on a man and some women. especially if they are covered in them and look fuxing sexy, and ears pierced OMFG!!! Piercing's are another weakness of mines, they are sexy on men in some places and women in most places. but mixed with tatts make things so much worse.

Nsfw Pic Folder
Kk My Fu_Loves! My New NSFW pic Folder is officially up and running! It will only be open to a select few that send either bling credits, special ability blings, or limited edition blings... there are only a few atm, but more will be coming!! So to all of you who have been wanting to see the goods....come on over! :) Hope you enjoy! ;)

My Mother Taught Me
My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE - "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning!" My mother taught me RELIGION - "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL - "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" My mother taught me LOGIC - "Because I said so, that's why." My Mother taught me more LOGIC - "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." My mother taught me FORESIGHT - "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." My mother taught me IRONY - "Keep crying and I'll give you something to cry about." My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS - "Shut your mouth and eat your supper!" My mother taught me about CONTORTIONIST - "Will you "look" at the dirt on the back of your neck!" My mother taught me about STAMINA - "You'll sit there 'till all that spinach is finished.

Grandma
They discharged grandma after it was decided that she was going to stay in until they found a place for her in a facility. The doctor trumped everyone who was at the meeting ( he was not there) and said she was good to go home. She lasted 2 days of feeling good.... now she is back to not getting dressed, not bathing herself (sponge bath). She is not trying to do things on her won. Home care was supposed to be in place when she came home, but is just getting set up now, and not starting till maybe next week. She gets tired out from walking to the kitchen and back. She gets worried about when I go out for more then 20 minutes. There is a wait list for any facility and could take months to get her there. she will get snarky if things are not done quickly for her. She will plan my day for me and then not come with me, or complain that its all taking too long. No one is willing to help or have the knowledge to help get the stress down.... I am out of ideas Well she is still in the CCU, with

Life
My darling Daughter, I am so very sorry that you have had to grow up so fast. Its not fair and I wish mommy could take all the pain away. I wish I had known sooner that something was so wrong. I promise you that Mommy will never let anyone hurt you again. You are my first born and so much like me that it's uncanny sometimes. If I could rewind time and make this have never happened, I wouldn't hesitate to give up anything to do that for you. I hope you know how much mommy loves you and that I will do everything in my power to make sure they pay for what they have done. I love stupid people! Take my exhusband and his girlfriend, they had the chance to cop a plea for lesser charges and they opted for a bench trial! Now hopefully they can get the 45 years in jail they deserve! Then the customer at work who so graciously pointed out that I need to lose weight! Well Bitch, I have lost weight (quite a bit actually) and I just had a baby five months ago. At least Im not pretending to be

Halloween Party In Los Angeles,ca
THE TEDDYBOY'S ALONG WITH THE INTERNATIONAL MEN" AND THE FEDERATION. BRING YOU ALL A NITE OF CHILLS. OUR HALLOWEEN DEAD MAN'S PARTY SAT OCT 29TH AT THE GRANADA 17 S FIRST ST ALHAMBRA. JOIN CESAR D. TONY L.FIDEL.GREEN EYE JOE. JUAN.CARLOS.NETO.MARK.DINO.DEAN.BOXER JOE.VICTOR.KENNY G.CHRIS.AND FRIENDS AS WE ROCK THE HOUSE.DOORS OPEN AT 8PM AND ITS FREE FREE TILL 9 PM WITH A COSTUME ONLY" WE WILL PARTY TILL 3AM AFTER HOURS WHY PARTY ANYWHERE ELSE TILL 2 AM. WE ARE THE ORIGINAL TEDDYBOY HALLOWEEN PARTY WE WILL NOT BE ANTWHERE ELSE ONLY AT THE GRANADA, DON'T BE FOOLED LIKE LAST TIME. SEE YOU THERE GOONIES

**read Me** A Little About Dixie
Things you should know... ** My name is Christie or Dixie, not baby, sexy, cutie, etc... Disrespect me and I'll block you, this is your warning. ** Yes, I have a cam... NO, you can't see it. If you catch me in the Cafe Risque Lounge then you might get lucky and see me but all you'll see is my face. ** I don't wanna see your tiny little pecker, don't even offer or you'll be blocked. I like that block button... test me... ** If I want drama I can find it on my own, don't bring me yours. ** Don't embarrass yourself and try to talk dirty to me. I'll just laugh at you and maybe hit that block button. Now that that's covered, here's a little about me: ** I'm very proud of my service in the US Army. As a Disabled Veteran, I do what I can to support the troops. Do NOT give me that line about how you "support the troops but not the war." If you can't support our mission, you can't support us. And BTW, doing so takes more than a ribbon. Give to your local DAV, other Vetera

As I Walk This Path...
As I walk this path alone,Gales, blizzards of sleet and snow. Cold, tired and hungry. Desperate for shelter where golden embers glow. Where will this road take me? Will there be sunshine, blue skies, A cosy place to lay my head. And watch the sunrise. I have roamed for so long now. My bones are weary, feet sore. My ancient years need comfort, peace. My eyes, ears, no longer good as before. No longer chasing shadows, kitten tails, Birds, moths, such delicious feasts. My time will come, join my friends; enemies too. For I was king of beasts. Scars I carry inside and out, of loved ones lost, And those in battle and defence. I know that one day I'll join them soon. No more will muscles tense. Stories of old, a place of such peace, Where butterflies dance at your feet, It seemed a long time away, gets closer each day. Those reeds of grass, that cosy place to sleep. Will this path take me to this place? Or is it just a dream and soon I'll awake. My pads sore, my hunger now desperate, My aged

Hip Hop Culture
1 FIRST HIP HOP DJ CLIVE"KOOL HERC"CAMPBELL BORN IN JAMAICA THEN MIGRATED TO THE BRONX, IT WAS IN JAMAICA WHERE HERC LEARNED ABOUT THE DJ CULTURE "TOAST"(where they would compete to see who's system was the loudest)AND APPLIED IT IN NYC. HERC PIONEERED THE BREAK BEAT MOVEMENT BY MIXING SHORT PERCUSSION BREAKS WITH 2 TURNTABLES TO EXTEND THE BREAKS FOR THE PEOPLE AND THE BBOYS TO GET DOWN. 2 THE NAME HIP HOP WAS FIRST USED AS THE NAME OF OUR CULTURE BY AFRICA BAMBATTA BACK IN THE EARLY 80'S.... BEFORE THAT THE WORD HIP HOP WAS A PHRASE THAT MC'S SAID ON THE MIC. 3 FIRST DJ TO SCRATCH DJ GRAND WIZARD THEODORE I 1975 AT AGE THIRTEEN 4 FIRST DJ TO BACK SPIN AND NEEDLE DROP

Ramblings Of A Paranoid Insomniac
Why in the hell do people feel the need to block the aisles in a grocery store, chit-chatting with their friends? I'm going to start shoving motherfuckers out of my way when I see that shit. When I yell "EXCUSE ME", you better fucking move or I'm going to ram you with my damn cart. /annoyed rant Some Facebook Fun:This was posted on my Facebook by my daughter and one of my longtime best friends. It made me laugh so hard I nearly choked on the candy bar I was eating. So I'm sharing the laughter.MD = My DaughterLTBF = Longtime Best FriendMD: "You know you broke when you sit your Playstation 1 on top of your Playstation 2 and call it a Playstation 3. -Katt WilIiams"LTBF: "And then you spin your old Xbox around one whole turn and call it an Xbox 360!"MD: "What about if you smash your Xbox so many times it turns it into a Game Cube?"LTBF: "And you take apart a Nintendo to make it a Nintendo 64 (pieces)."MD: "HAHA. If you flatten the Nintendo you get an Atari game system." A-well-a everybody'

Poetry And Other Shtuff
To this life I am bound, As my mind gets tossed around. All these wounds upon my heart, Will scar in time and make their mark. I feel so trapped inside my thoughts, Like an invisible cell where I've been caught. A slave I've become to all my dreams, A master I am to this painful scheme. In my thoughts I look behind, And see the things that came unwind. In my dreams I look ahead, Alone I stand with hopes I've been fed. I know not where I'll go from here, Or how much more this life will bring me tears. But there's one thing I know for sure, And in that knowledge is the cure. Only I can free this slave, And only I can dig his grave. ©2001 Whats left here in this life, should I really care. Time is the only thing hanging on, for if I let go would it really matter. Drifting into this void, feeling existence fade from my mind.

In Your Face Flower!!
He loves me, he loves me not. YAY he loves me, wait, this petal is torn in two. What the hell, would that say to you? Maybe he does, maybe he don't. Perhaps he will, perhaps he won't. There's a fifty-fifty chance, according to this flower. Hold on one damn second. I have the power. As I throw it to the ground, then dig it into the dirt. A flower?..I see no flower, just petal pieces in the earth. In your face flower, I just kicked your ass. That's one answer you'll get right, the next time I ask.

Mother May I
Mother may I, is a game I used to play. Never was it something, I used to say. I came and went, as I pleased. My mother avoided me, like a damn disease. Now, she wants me back, come visit me she asked. Wanting to really, but avoiding the pain. Knowing the grudge, still remains. How can I look at her, and forget. Breaking inside, while faking it. The Holidays would be nice, but I'm too afraid to go. I just can't surrender my power, weakness can never show. She has always kicked me, while I was down. I'll just stay put, in my town.

Erotica
Devoting yourself to any practice has to have payoffs. There are many dividends from investing time and energy into tantric sex. Tantric sex practices can help you achieve the following: 1. Expand your possibilities for love. Tantric sex shows you how to deepen the physical and spiritual connection with your partner, and nurture and love yourself. 2. Rejuvenate your health. Practicing tantric sex has physiological and psychological effects that maintain—and regain—health. For example, breathing techniques bring more air into the body, nourishing the tissues and muscles. Research has shown a link between the effects of relaxation, meditation, and spirituality and better physical and emotional health. People who are spiritual have lower blood pressure, lower levels of anxiety and depression, more stable hormone levels, and better functioning immune systems. 3. Tap into the fountain of youth. For all the health benefits mentioned pre

One, Yet We Are Two
It is sparkly, expensive, but it eventually looses it’s shine. That is why, I never want to wear your ring, on this finger of mine. Because WE are worth, so much more. Than any piece of jewelry, you will find at a store. Our bond, our connection, is so rare and true. There is no price tag, on ME and YOU. WE are survivors, fighters, lovers and believers. Powerful, yet weak, true love teachers. Here, but not, WE are together at all times. Joined at the heart, the body, the mind. As if, your blood, is pumping through my veins. While softly whispering, mine and your name. WE give love a new meaning, WE bring it to life. This is why, I could never be your wife. Because a ring is symbolic, materialistic, not needed. Just YOU and I Baby, we’ve already succeeded. WE will never tarnish, fade or lose value. ONE, but yet, WE are two.

Love
Why do the people we love make us so confused. I love this girl with all my heart and it seems like she don't want me to close to her. I mean she's my high school sweetheart. I would drop everything just to marry her but shes scared of being hurt again. How do i show her I am not gonna hurt her?

Silence Stirs...
Just as the match was lit he disappeared off into the unknown, leaving her waiting.. wanting more, Will he come back? She wondered as she went to lie down drifting off into a peaceful slumber. (My friend)..As she simply waits for him to enter, and have what belongs to him. She awakened slowly when she felt an undeniable presence, something she couldn't explain. A magnetic force pulling away capturing her body & soul. Silence stirs........ (It's funny, but not funny how we grow up to think of what we want out of life.. but not love. Love is a feeling, an emotion.. How we choose to feel it in our lives is up to us. And how we want it to make us feel is also up to us.) It has come to my attention that one of my so called friends blocked me from seeing his profile. And you know what I don't give a shit.. You know why?? Because he ASSUMED that I would drop my life because he "supposedly" knew what I was going through. I'm sorry if my KIDS are more important than going o

Work And Family
One of the roughest things at the moment for me is missing my girl and her two daughters Sophie, 4 and Gwen, 8...The last few days has been the hardest for me because due to the fact that work has been really hectic and such...One thing that hit me the hardest a week ago was when Gwen asked me if I had to go to work and I said yes I do baby I gotta go to work so she nodded her head at me and said I dont want you to go to work I said well do you want me to get fired? She nodded and said in a cute voice no I dont want you to get fired...Well, Im getting too burnt out with my job right now and my heart isnt at my job my heart is always at home with a great woman and two good little girls...It hurts me night by night and day by day I miss em all very much It kills me that I have to do what I gotta do ya know...Its just the times I have to go in kills me and my heart...It sickens me now that im stuck at a horrible place that dont give a flying fuck about family...The last kitchen meeting we

The Real Me
Get to know me,the real me, Dig deep up under what u see. Under this long hair, in my mind there are dreams, Determined to reach them no matter how hard it may seem. Behind these eyes tells a life long story, Times of moarning and times of glory. Within this shell which I display, Lies a soul trying to find it's way. Behind this smile lays tears of heart ache, That deprives me of sleep and keeps me awake. A spirit so lite filled with laughter, Desires of a happily ever after. Just look past what lays before your eyes, And get to know the real me that lives inside!!! STAR

The Plea
The Plea Am I to be forgotten Just a conquest on a map? No road leading forward, A future run off track? Am I to be forgotten, Before we’ve had a chance, To see if it can be our story, This wondrous true romance. Am I to be forgotten, Without a word goodbye, Whispers of a longing That’s seemed to have passed you by? Am I to be forgotten, The one thing you deserve,

Staff Stuff
FIRST OFF NO NUDITY, KIDS OR MICS ON CAM UNLESS YOU TALK TO STAFF. SECONDLY WHEN ON CAM REMEMBER TO STOP BROADCAST INSTEAD OF EXITING OUT AND PLEASE ALWAYS LOG OFF. FOR THE CAMS ITS DONE DIFFERENTLY GO TO USTREAM.COM CLICK LOGIN. USERNAME - wickedangelcave PASSWORD- fubar1 THEN CLICK ON GO LIVE ITS RIGH NEXT TO IT. SELECT EITHER OF THE CAM YOU DESIRE AS LONG AS NO ONE ELSE IS ON IT. THEY ARE IN ORDER AS IN LOUNGE. SO IF STAFF TELLS YOU TO GET ON A CERTAIN ONE THEN GET ON IT FAILURE OF THIS WILL BE EJECTED OR BANNED. ALSO REMEMBER THIS IS FUBAR A PLACE FOR MATURE ADULTS HAVE FUN. WHEN YOU CLICK THE DESIRED CAM PUSH BROADCAST PUSH THE BROADCAST BUTTON AND YOU ARE IN THE ROOM. TY AJ. Rule Enforcement First and foremost, you are staff, therefore, you must set an example for the members and guests, this means simply; “don’t be breaking the house rules.” To ensure that you don’t break them you should take a moment and actually read them and familia

Rip James
The Little Warrior Not much more than four foot tall, With no manly strength to show, A braver soul you would never find, A true hero for one and all. With wisdom way beyond his years. And a heart as big as they come, He looked his enemy in the eye, And returned it a cheeky smile.. No fear showed on his baby face, As he fought battle after battle, An inspiration for all around him, His beautiful, kind soul shone strong. Wrapped in the arms of his Mother’s love, The little warrior hung his head, An amazing fight he had fought, With the courage of 100 or more men. But the time had come to say goodbye,

The Key
The Key There is a side, none can see, That's Locked away by an invisible key. It hides the fragments of a mind, Tortured by past and of time. Locked away, Forevermore, No thoughts of ever opening that door. For within, evil lurks, Soul-less eyes and gruesome smirks. Walls colored all in black, No remorse, No looking back. Names and faces clear as day, In this room, their images play. A rosy tint clouds the eyes, As the room changes to bloodied skies.

Drunken Bastard
Top signs you're a drunken bastard: You frequently urinate outdoors. You first wake up and you're afraid you're gonna die and a half hour later you're afraid you won't. You fall asleep taken a dump. You believe that spilling a beer is Alcohol abuse. You go to the john to hurl, but you take your beer with you. Find its easier to study drunk You're on a first name basis at the detoxification center Beer ads make sense. You wake up to the sound of your dog drinking out of the toilet, and you are so dry that it sounds mighty thrist quenching. You wake the next moring and start drinking a few of the half empties left sitting around the room. The space on your drivers license that tells your eye color reads "bloodshot". You fall down a flight of steps and DON'T spill a drop of your beer. You need to take witnesses with you to confession because you can't exactly remember what you did and the priest wouldn't believe you anyway. You mix your coctails by the liter. You grow a b

My Trip
So ive decided to take this foreign boat. At first things seem to be okay. We seem to be totally in sync but just as i think things will be just fine, the winds begin to pick up again. While trying to steady this vessel i suddenly realize that I am starting to get sea sick. What in the world? I love to be in the water so what is going on? So instead of me worrying about this boat, im beginning to worry about myself. I have been in plenty of boats and on plenty of bodies of water and not once have i ever been sea sick. What am i to do? I have never been in this situation before and because I am all alone, Im terrified. What if something happens to me. The only thing I can say is that Im putting my faith in Him who is Almighty. He knows whats best. So now I'm drifting alone in the water. I feel so helpless, so depressed. There is no one for miles, so if I screamed no one would hear me. So whats a girl to do? I look out in the distance and could have sworn I saw my precious boat, but I di

You Are It For Me
I may have my doubts, but I just don't realize. The way you feel, until I look in your eyes. One look, is all it takes. Then the doubt, is quickly erased. NO ONE in my lifetime, has looked at me that way. I am without words, but you don't have to say. A word, because I feel it, within me so deep. Just hold me gently Baby, as I sleep. Cling to your pillow, pretend it is me. Laying in your arms, loving you effortlessly. Because loving you is easy, nothing difficult at all. Let's shine together, stand tall. Let our beauty, be shown. Together, we are amazing, this I have known. For a very long time now, and I can't wait for it to show. One touch from me Baby, and you will instantly know. That you are it, no one else stands a chance. Here or not, YOU are, my wonderful romance.

Stain's Brain.
..starting to feel a bit better about myself. The self-confidence is returning. I had a really killer workout on Wednesday that my arms are still sore from. I've been getting out into the garage and hitting the punching bag. I actually had to fix the chain though. I hit the damn thing so hard I busted the old one. Went for a jog on Monday, that was cool, haven't done that for a while. Had to stop around 2 miles though. Guess I have to work my way back up again. I ordered some of those Vibram Fivefingers shoes. I hear they're really supposed to help develop your legs, and honestly, I see (almost) barefoot running as the most natural exercise there is. The depression is going away, which I see as a good sign. Turns out in my little funk I put on about 10lbs. It happens. Just gotta keep myself motivated and keep working at it. ...I feel I want to (bow bow) run away. Some of you know, most of you don't. Outside of fubar, in real life, I tend to be very reclusive. I rarely ventur

Update On My Sister's Cancer
FOR EVERYONE THAT HAS BEEN SO KIND AND CHECKS UP TO SEE HOW MY SISTER IS DOING, HERE'S THE LATEST AND I WILL TRY TO KEEP IT BRIEF. THIS WAS HER 2ND FIGHT WITH BREAST CANCER AND SHE WILL DO HER LAST TREATMENT IN A FEW WEEKS. WE HAVE LEARNED THAT THE ORIGINAL CHEMO DID MORE HARM THAN GOOD. WE HAVE ALSO LEARNED THAT THE TYPE OF CANCER SHE HAS, BECAUSE SHE HAS GOTTEN IT TWICE UNDER THE AGE OF 50.. SHE WILL GET IT AGAIN. I AM A VERY PRIVATE PERSON AS IT IS AND THIS ONLY MAKES ME WANT TO KEEP MY CIRCLE OF FRIENDS AS LIMITED AS CAN BE. SO IF I AM NOT A VERY OPEN AND NOT A SOCIAL BUTTERFLY WITH ALL, THIS WOULD BE WHY. I AM SORRY IF THIS SEEMS COLD, BUT MY SISTER IS MY MAIN CONCERN.

1000 Likes
Some people seem to have a lot of trouble getting the 1000 likes at level 50. Since I had a fairly easy time of it, I will tell you the simple formula I followed. 1. Buy 1 day blast with 10 million fubucks 2. Make 5 global mumms spaced out about 2 to 3 hours each (do not make it NSFW and you're much better off if you leave out anything that actually has to do with fubar because they may judge it to be self-promoting and ban you from mumms) 3. Find everyone you can who is online, rate and like them and comment their profile (NOT STATUS) and ask them to click your like. 4. Update your status frequently. Each time you update, it's like a miniature pimp out because it pops up in the bar tab. :) If you can get your friends to help you by pimping you out or asking their friends to like you, that is also a HUGE help.

Why I'm Not In Afghanistan At This Moment..the Dod Is Acting Like It's Run By Canadians.
Pentagon error suspends anti-narcotics programs worldwide By: Sara A. Carter | 10/13/11 8:05 PM National Security Correspondent Pentagon counternarcotics and counterterrorism operations around the world were abruptly suspended this month when the Defense Department officials overseeing the programs failed to ensure they were funded by congressional authorizations, according to documents obtained by The Washington Examiner. The lapse has caused serious national security and diplomatic problems for the U.S. military, according to Defense Department officials. The authorizations cover joint counternarcotics operations with foreign governments, as well as federal, state and local law enforcement agencies in the U.S. The mix-up occurred when the anti-narcotics programs were not included on a list provided to Congress of operations that needed to be funded under a continuing resolution made necessary by the lawmakers' failure to pass a bill authorizing defense fun

License
got to be in court at 10am 2mrow for bullshit ticket the secretary of state resuspeneded my license for the same accident that they where suspedned for last year this is the 3rd that this state has fucked me out of my license. I'm going to look into a lawsuit and sue the office of secretary of state see how they like paying out 1000's of $

Rise From The Ashes
YOU DON'T KNOW THAT EVERYTIME I HEAR YOUR VOICE I AM BLOWN AWAY AND I'M AT A LOSS OF WORDS TO SAY IF I BEGGED YOU TO RUN AWAY WITH ME BABY TELL ME EXACTLY WHAT YOU'D SAY.... PLEASE LET'S RUN AWAY... This life, we always came to... will judge us unless we try something new we'll be afraid (That's ok) we'll be scared (That's fine) but we'll have each-other and that'll save our lives IN THIS TICKING TIME BOMB ABOUT TO GO OFF WE RUN FAR AWAY SO WE NEVER GET CAUGHT AND TAKE OFF RUNNING IN ONE DIRECTIONG AND NEVER LOOK BACK (OH WO) NEVER LOOKING (OH NO) They may find a trail one day but we'll be so far gone at that point they'll be back at square one, trying hard to find us the clues priority number one But just try to find me, and it will not suffice coming back down on us agian but your to late we're gone, outta mind outta place, we will always run and hid This life, we always came to... will judge us unless we try something new we'll be afraid

Trying Something New
I got convinced to sign up for fubar and I am still getting used to it but have a terrible feeling that I will get addicted very quickly... I play a lot of games on Facebook but this one may take up some of my time just trying to get used to. Have already sent first drinks, gifts and attempted to do my status... Well drink up and have a blast!

Songs (old)
'DOWNFALL' There's so much pressureThere's too much pressure (3x each getting louder)v1.I'm sick of this shitit's bleeding me and beating me downmy patience are wearing thinI'm like a caged animal and they just let me outthings are gonna changesit there for once and listengotta hear me outyou might just get the point that you've been missingpre-chorusspoken:America the beautifulland of the freeAmerica the beautifulhome of the betrayedChorus (2x)The time is nearwe gotta rebelthe domino effect has already begunYour downfall starts right nowv2.I've seen your song and dancelike all the restthey're all the sameand when shit goes downwho's to blame?I hate this nationit makes me sickthanks for nothingnow suck my dickspoken:America the beautifulso much pressure

My Life
My name is shari i am a 47 female divorced and i am an ex military wife of a soldier snd my marriage was good till he came back from being deployed and that is when my marriage fell to ROCK BOTTOM,,sO I MOVED BACK HERE TO Plattsburgh and started my life all over and i then became a full time new mom to a beautiful grand-daughter whom i have full legal soul custody and her name is Miley-ann hope she is the most precious girl i have in my life and took my life back to the normal way of life and then after being here for 2 yrs then the 3rd yr here i never knew i would ever love again after the hurt and pain in my marriage and here i have the true meaning of LOVE offered to me again i was scared of being not accepted or too trust my boyfriend as i was hurt so badly i had the shield up so tight and high i was afraid to let it down but as time went on i was letting it down bit by bit Chris truly showed me what it was to love again and not it to be a pain or hurt to be lo

Movie's And Music Culture
I'M READY FOR SOME FUCKING REALLL VAMPIRE FLICKS THE VAMPS THAT KICK FUCKING ASSS AND TAKE YOUR BLOOOD TO ME TWILIGHT IS NOT A FUCKING VAMP FLICK ITA ALL A LOVE STORY AND LOOK I'M PALE AND MOODY IS NOT A VAMP FLICK HAHAHAHA I'M READY I HOPE WITH TWILIGHT OVER IN 2012 THAT SOOOON WHERE GOING TO GO BACK TO THE VAMPS LIKE THE MOVIE 30 DAYS OF NIGHT OR HORROR A DRACULA KEEPING MY FINGERS CROSSSED QUESTION IN 2012 DO YOU THINK THAT REAL VAMP FLICKS WILL MAKE A COMEBACK ? hey everyone i was looking at fuse channel and i saw a new video from patrick stump he is the former lead singer of the band fall out boy . he looks and sounds different i mean he went from a redneck from a yuppie and alot of people are upset with the change so here is the video for me i dont love it nor loathed it what you think DO YOU LOVE IT OR LOATHED IT

Loved, Lost, Found Again.
I've loved many, lost some, and I've found again. That's the story of love. I love my family. I love my boyfriend. I've lost two family members. Lost a near and dear neighbor and my family has lost a friend. I have also had many boyfriends and most of them broke up with me. Betty was a wonderful, good hearted woman. Everybody loved her and she made delicious apple butter which was made from apples grown on her own tree. My siblings and I called her Grandma Betty, and she treated us as her own. She was friends with our Mother whom was also a good woman. When we were kids still Grandma Betty died of Breast cancer. It was very sad. She was sick from it for a while and we all know that cancer can make you go bald. And for that reason she always wore a bandana on her head, and she always had a different bandana on her head. She also had a ball cap that had a lock of blond hair out the back of it like a pony tail. I loved that one. There was a nice funeral for Grandma Betty and my mom,

What I Wouldn't Give
Have you ever seen the end of a rainbow? Was there a pot of gold? Ever dreamed of catching a shooting star? Finding the other half of your soul? Do you ever think that you are dreaming, when you are actually wide awake? Because you are blown away by the beauty, surrounding you, guiding your way. I can see it, it's right before my eyes. Out of all of the dreams, this ONE I realize. I have waited my, whole life through. For one moment spent, with YOU. I believe anything, is possible. WE can overcome, any obstacle. I love YOU, with all of my heart. I can't allow this dream, to fall apart. I give YOU my best Baby. I just wish you'd see. That nothing compares, to YOU and ME. WE are untouchable, no one can reach. ANYTHING is possible, when you believe. And I do, I believe in US. What I wouldn't give, to make YOU feel my love.

Angel In Tattered Wings
My angel in tattered wings still draws my attention like no other...Still I feel her haunted embrace..Enveloped in passions beyond my power to express..Yet do they command my affection that I might tarry there forever...For without their presence I am incomplete

Tell Me
Please tell me YOU have difficulty sleeping. That you just can’t close your eyes. And when you do, it’s my face you see. in your dreams at night. Do you ever wake up crying? having no idea why? Please tell me you feel like something’s missing, from your life. Baby tell me that, you live for my love. And that forever and always, could never be enough. That you’ve waited all your life, for me. And YOU want so deeply, to believe. Baby, I’m begging you to tell me, It’s not just me.

Martin's Status
To my friends and family I want to apologize. I made a decision to leave fubar. That decision was based on the actions of one person, who I thought was a close friend. I thought that person's actions were petty, and frankling baffling. It just left a very bad taste in my mouth, as I really trusted that person. But I now consider that in the past. I have received many requests from friends, telling me I should reconsider and stay on fubar. After much thought, I have decided to stay. The reasons are that I have such beautiful friends and family, who I have grown to love. Let me assure everyone that this was not a ploy to gain attention. In fact it was quite the opposite. So I am back on fubar, but without a VIP. So without a VIP, I sometimes will not have 11s to rate people. I will soon be posing a question directed at friends. Would you rather be rated a 10, or not rated, when I have no 11s to use? Thank you and much love to my family and friends. Martin

On Turning 22
13 oct was hell of a day...... lol ppl say wen u turn 21 it is awesome... but I say even turning 22 is awesome too.... n wen u wer young just a cake n buddies was birthday.... da buddies r same still but... only instead of cake we have booze.... lol... n lukily my party went on for 3 dayz...gosh now dat I am broke....ha ha ah

Old Enough To Know Better, Too Young To Resist.
I am not the sharpest tool in the shed. I want to say that right up front, not to be self-effacing or as some kind of excuse, it’s a simple statement of truth. We live in a high tech world of instant communication and real-time updates, yet somehow I always manage to get my signals crossed. At that critical moment when I should be taking the oh-so-obvious hint, I’m thinking about food, or the meaning of life, or some minor task I won’t complete. I guess it’s safe to say that this is a manly trait, although some men are more afflicted than others, and I figure I’m one of the bad cases. Its cost me dearly over the years and you would think at some point I would learn. No amount of explanation, apology, or excuse ever seems to help. Actually, since to do any of the above is an admission of guilt, it only seems to make matters worse. In the interest of balanced opinion I’ll say I’ve known some women who are just as insensitive as men bu

Help Please
I really need to level ..... So if you can help with me getting a god mode I would really love some credit donations lol.. if ya can ..... who ever helps.... gets a surprise of course.... so if ya can help let me know.. thanks in advance!!!!!!

Poems I Like
XanaduKubla KhanIn Xanadu did Kubla KhanA stately pleasure-dome decree:Where Alph, the sacred river, ranThrough caverns measureless to manDown to a sunless sea.So twice five miles of fertile groundWith walls and towers were girdled round:And there were gardens bright with sinuous rills,Where blossomed many an incense-bearing tree;And here were forests ancient as the hills,Enfolding sunny spots of greenery.But oh! that deep romantic chasm which slantedDown the green hill athwart a cedarn cover!A savage place! as holy and enchantedAs e'er beneath a waning moon was hauntedBy woman wailing for her demon-lover!And from this chasm, with ceaseless turmoil seething,As if this earth in fast thick pants were breathing,A mighty fountain momently was forced:Amid whose swift half-intermitted burstHuge fragments vaulted like rebounding hail,Or chaffy grain beneath the thresher's flail:And 'mid these dancing rocks at once and everIt flung up momently the sacred river.Five miles meandering with a mazy

Sex Will Make U Forget ?????
This is a news story i found thismorning Sex can be "mind-blowing" but recent studies show not always in a good way. According to Mail Online, A woman in Washington D.C. arrived at a hospital in a state of panic because she'd just been intimate with her husband and immediately lost all recollection of the previous 24 hours. The woman suffers from a rare condition called "Transient Global Amnesia" and is always temporary, but because it is so rare, researchers say it can be distressing. According to a new study in The Journal of Emergency Medicine, sex can make you forgetful. Researchers say it's a rare condition where a person's memory suddenly disappears after sex, but they aren't sure why this happens. According to a neurologist not involved in the case, brains scans of the woman at Georgetown University Hospital showed no damage had occurred. The 54-year-old woman, whose case was reported in The Journal of Emergency Medicine, will have been just one of three to

Love Me
I am a daughter, A sister, A grand-daughter, A niece, A cousin, A friend, A student, A young girl and a grown woman. i am confident and scared, Terrified and excited. I am loving, and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside, I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears, I smile on the outside, while im dying on the inside. I listen to others who wont listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and i walk on fire. I believe in passion and true love I love you and i push you away. I am everything and nothing all at once. And all i want is for you to love me

Closet Lesbians
In silent anticipation, where sense of touch is heightened and the aroma of sex permeates the room. The feeling of skin against silken-skin, as she climbs atop me. The feel of her slithering along my body, her breath ragged at my ear. Shaved, lotioned and perfumed, our bodies are soon as one. Expert touches, fingers trailing down a thigh, across a smooth sensitive pussy lip, bodies jumping and shivering in pleasure as the anticipation builds. We have saved ourselves for this moment. Letting our lust build for weeks, denying our boyfriends, waiting for our special weekend. A weekend that only we share, one that makes the act of sex into an art. I can't help myself, I have to strain up against my lover's weight to take a perfect nipple between my lips, to swirl it around and around with my tongue, to taste, to experience. It makes her even more excited and I can feel her wet pussy grinding softly against mine. I'm wet too and soon that wonderful sexually charged sound flo

Men Never Listen.
In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the mens restroom, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. "Sir," she said, "You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall." He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW, WA, PP, and a red one labeled ATR. Who would know if he touched them? He couldn't resist. He pushed WW. Warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Mens restrooms don't have nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button. Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside. When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flower to this unbelievable pleasure. The ladies restroom was more than a restroom, it is tender loving pleasure. When the p

Poems
It's the ressurrection, my rebirth, it's time for me to shine. I'm back from the dead, and it's time to take back what's mine. It's been a long time coming, but I'm finally awake. Now there are many walls that I need to break. The walls of negativety, I'm tearing it down. Because I'm done making myself look like a clown. Time to get down to business and put my talent to work. I will know in the future what all of it will be worth. Now, onto the wall of fake friends. I trusted them too much, but they will fall in the end. You know who you are, so I'm talking to you. Because what goes around will come back around, and it'll come back on you. Now onto the walls of self-doubt. Time to get a heavy sledge-hammer to show what I'm all about. It's time for me to let it all go. I'm being reborn and it's time for me to grow. I'm leaving the past behind, and it's long overdue. It's time for my resurrection and my soul to be renewed.

My Blogs
1) Never take a woman for granted or neglect her. The moment you do, she’ll start scanning the field and you won’t know it. 2) Do not cheat on her, or cheat her. A woman’s revenge could be emotionally lethal. 3)Do not boss her around, push her to do anything she doesn’t want to do, or force her to give you ANYTHING. 4) Do not expect her to wait on you hand and foot. She will take your foot and put it in your hand. 5) Be appreciative for all she does for you and show her appreciation for being in YOUR life. When you start acting like she should be happy she is in YOUR life, she will go out to prove you otherwise. 6) Never lay a hand on her, unless it is to caress her. 7) Never make her second to anything. This is the biggest mistake any man can do. Don’t ever disrespect her or her family, even if she complains about them. It is OK for her to do it, but never for you. Remember this. 9) Always GIVE more than you take from her to stay a man in

Miss Mummy's Scrawlings..
I am planning on running a GodMode contest in January or February of 2012.The contest will run for 3 Weeks, at the end of this time the winners will all be selected.This contest will be entry based, with the winner randomly selected through use of a randomizer.You can increase your number of entries through different actions, just like entering into a lottery.Certain actions will gain more entries than others.All entries are numbered, with the person's fubar name written next to them.The number that is selected through the randomizer (and it's associated fubar owner) is the winner of the GodMode.Alternate prizes will be selected by Myself according to their categories.This contest is open to anyone with a salute, who is not on My blocked list.Proposed Entry Options Include:Creative/Artistic Salute to Miss Mummy Macabre - 1 entry per salute, limit of 2 salutesBody Salute* to Miss Mummy Macabre - 1 entry per salute, limit of 2 salutesMost Rated Creative/Artistic Salute By Contest Close -

She Turns Away
I saw this figure just standing there I saw this figure just standing thereHer beauty so engulfed me I could not move I could only stare I tried to open my mouth to speakBut not a word would mutter When I saw her wings My heart began to flutter I was in a tranceFrozen in timeMy thoughts were inprisoned in my mind I wanted to move!I wanted to scream!I wanted to get her attention So she would look at me My thoughts begged from inside Please look my way!Please, please, please so I can see your beautiful face My mind was becoming intoxicated Feeling very high Then all of a sudden There was a loud boom! of ThunderThere lighting streaked across the skyI was afraid so I closed my eyes When I opend my eyes there she stood In front of meSo beautiful A winged angel of darkness that only I could see

Musicians
1. A good musician is a humble musician. -You should always know that there is someone else better than you, but you should always know in the back of your head that you're the shit because what is a band with out confidence. 2. Never forget where you've come from. -Never forget about your friends, family, and all of the people that will help you along the way. It'll be normal if you encounter people in your music career that creep you out, but most of the time, those are the people that will always love your music from day one. 3. Keep it real! -Make sure that the music you put out there is the music you want people to hear. What is the message? People always enjoy music to the fullest when they can hear something amazing, yet feel the good vibrations coming from within. 4. Public eye -Haters exist in every form and I'm sure we all know that. Don't take everything to heart because sometimes you'll find yourself in a weird musical enviornment that your band should have n

The Crow
~ People once believed that when someone dies, a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes, the crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right.~ ~ A building gets torched. All that is left is ashes. I used to think that it is true about everything ó families, friends, feelings ó but now I know that sometimes, if love proves real, and two people are meant to be together, nothing can keep them apart.~ ~ If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn. People die. But real love is forever.~

My Journey With Cancer
I have to choose a font and I am not going to be using the 'terminal' font thats for sure lol I was diagnosed with cervical cancer on October 3, 2011. Needless to say, my world has been turned upside downa down and it will probably never straighten out again. What do you do when life throws such a curve at you ? I am not the first, and unfortuantly , I will not be the last . But I am still here. Still standing. I find myself tossed between the storms of tears, anger, denial, terror. Terror being the most prominant of these. Occaisionally I find myself in a time of peace, where the wind itself stands silent and nothing moves around me. Those are the times I can breathe. In those times, I think not about the future so much, but about the past. How I have lived my life so far. What I have done, and what I have failed to do. The things that are important in life seem to stand up in front of you , in bright neon colours, brash and unforgivng, so that you cannot miss

No Title.....
***I finally see the ending...of this long,strange journey.The end is only as close as,the next decision I make.I see the end as clear as..I see the beginning;The beginning is now..The end is but one second ahead...And when I reach the end I findIt is only another beginning..Here and now, this minute..this second...is a gift from the GodsI may not have another and so..I must be wise!The beginning must be about love....and if so then......the ending will also be about love....***

Poem
I'll move until these flames consume my bone, churn the skeletal ivory prison into an honest break for freedom. Ash on the wind, so if your words carry more weight remember I will always be at peace with that. Your heavy handed tactics may give warrant to the laws of this planet and to physics generally. But while you grunt under the gravity you cherish so deeply, I'll be rising with the quickened breath of the planet. Now I'll confess, I could never truly be rid of this mass which hinders my travels, but remember I can be moved entirely by the exhale of any lover who I meet. So while you stand planted and sure, I throw myself into hurricane country and reap the benefits of the storm drinking in all the knowledge, propelled constantly by kind words and loving gestures. I might have little effect on who you are, and may be nothing more than potential curled up at the edges and fragmenting with the moments; but I'll be damned if you can paint my exploits as little more than drifting. I'm

I Just Don't Get It....
I can not believe this woman! Janeane Garofalo, is a third rate comic that thinks she has everything figured out....I think that is the biggest joke of her sad carrer! She went on nation television and said Herman Cain is basicly an 'Uncle Tom' and any black person or woman that is part of the Republican party may have Stockholm syndrome! STOCKHOLM SYNDROME??? Really? This just goes to show some people should not use the big words.She accuses the right of 'race-baiting' again, she does not know the big words! Calling a black man an 'Uncle Tom'....um, helloooooo! I really hope American's open their eyes. I do not care what political party someone sides with....it was wrong using race with Obama and it is wrong using it with Cain! The sadest part....I see it comming from the left the most. If you say you do not agree with Obama, the left says you are a racist. Now, a black man is running for the right and the the left is calling him an 'Uncle Tom'? Hmmmm are we all sure it is t

My Profile
So I woke up this morning just to find two girls in my bed named Princess and Storm trying to hog my new velvet sheets I got for my birthday from my mom. I was going to kick their asses out for the disrespect. However, since I woke up with my custard launcher saluting the world, I decided to make them useful. Meh… I’d give ‘em a 5.5 at best. After they fixed me my breakfast of eggs, bacon, biscuits, gravy, pancakes, and syrup (no offense guys I don’t eat sausages ) I collected my hefty tips for letting them sleepover, and booted their skanky asses out the door. Since it was already 1 o’ clock in the afternoon I made my way to the local bar. Since I realized I only had large bills in my pockets I decided to beat up a few bums named Chuck, Steve, and Irving in order to collect change for bartender tips. Hey, I might be a lot of things but a bad tipper ain’t one of them. When I rolled in the joint I noticed this fine trick named Tracy was going to be

The Magic Of Love
The Magic Of LoveLove is like magicAnd it always will be.For love still remainsLife's sweet mystery!!Love works in waysThat are wondrous and strangeAnd there's nothing in lifeThat love cannot change!!Love can transformThe most commonplaceInto beauty and splendorAnd sweetness and grace.Love is unselfish,Understanding and kind,For it sees with its heartAnd not with its mind!!Love is the answerThat everyone seeks...Love is the language,That every heart speaks.Love can't be bought,It is priceless and free,Love, like pure magic,Is life's sweet mystery!!- Helen Steiner Rice -

Nothing Could Fix
I'm not trying to lay any pressure, at your feet. I just need you to know realism, behind the words I speak. Because they are not just words, to me. They are emotions, actions, reality. I feel them not just say them, it runs deeply. Don't you understand how much, you mean to me? It's not this site, this screen. There's reality inside, everything. I say to you, it comes from the heart. It doesn't matter, we're miles apart. That's the small stuff, simple to cure. But nothing could fix, not having you anymore.

Random
Ripped apart , A simple shread of paper, Soaked , Damp & so very very cold, Taking myself into the shadow's, Destroying everything along the way, Nothing left, An empty shell of a soul, Bleeding so very very slow, Growing old, Walking past emotionless face's in the rain, Try & smile somewhere on the way, Showing major flaw's & cracks, You could not accept anything But hating toward him, dragging him through dirt, No puddle missed, No thought, feet soaking water, Wringed his neck, beat him black & blue,

Forever Is As Long As Today
Do not take anything as being forever, because forever is only as long as today. Know that those who have the most are not the richest but those who need the least. That we are at our strongest when life is at its most difficult, and at our weakest when life no longer offers a challenge. That it is wiser to hope than to expect, for in expecting you invite disappointment, whereas in hoping you welcome surprise. That unhappiness doesn't come from not having something you want, but from the lack of something inside that you need. That there are some things to hold and some to let go, and letting go doesn't mean you lose, but that you acquire that which has been waiting around the corner. And if you help everyone you see in need, when you are in trouble, an abundance of help will come your way. Most importantly, use your dreams as a way of knowing yourself better, and as an inspiration to reach for your star. --- Author Unknown

Better Left Unspoken
An angel without wings, how can that be? Life had it's way, of ripping them off of me. I wasn't born, bitter and cold. I just get harder, with everything I'm told. Given their last name, then given away. Been told he loves me, day after day. Neither of which, I understand. I guess they just did, because they can. Because it means nothing, just words I suppose. Not something, I would have chose. If I say I love you, you can take it to the bank. Knowing it was meaningless, has left me blank. This angel will never fly, because her wings are forever broken. Because of a few empty words, that were better left unspoken.

I Am What I Am
I love you is eight letters long, but so is bullshit. Both stink up the place, when you're in the middle of it. Fallen, taken the plunge, doing everything you can. To show them, prove to them, make them understand. Then you find out you are nothing, practically shit in their eyes. The blow is rough, hits hard, you realize. You are one thing, that's all you are good for. Holding them high above the others, being slammed to the floor. What you feel right now, doesn't effect them at all. Because to them you are nothing, they don't care about the fall. You sustained, it simply doesn't matter. That you are crushed, heartbroken and shattered. You're just a face, nothing more than that. Oh but I am more, that's a fact. I am strong willed, chipped, refusing to break. I'll stand tall and smile, although it's fake. This hurt inside, will never be seen. Because I am what I am, and that goes WAY beyond this fucking screen.

The Present Of Future
In a single moment ti flashes! To look at ones time here, though it may seem all worth while... the thought of what to make of it, as fast as it takes a tear to fall. Thrown to meet it's sure end Ω Past, present, and the all but forgotten future is the state in an never ending shuffle of cards; that at most is of unwanted scent.. No matter the draw, its played for a bounty most is unwilling to part with. To whome all is; ever wanting For it brings purpose to a mere MADNESS!!!!! RAY~RAY

My World And Yours
I was trying to introduce you to my world. You were trying to make me apart of yours. That's not how it works for me. We're all born free It's my choose to decide what I want to be, what life to live, who's world I want to be apart of. You're not the one to decide for me. I tried introducing you to my world. You tried forcing me to be apart of yours. I gave you choose and freedom. You tried telling me how its going to be. I don't think so honey. We're either in it together. Or just never. It won't be. You pulling my strings : telling me what you think I want to hear. Might-as-well be trying to make me a homo-queer. Dick not for asshole yo. Shit comes out that hole. I'm human , bitch. Not your pretend doggy walking around with just a stiffy. But that's the world you want me to be of. Hell no mommy I'm out like dove. Peace.

Manwhores
This.....this....friend of mine called me a Hussy the other day, so I changed my name to Hussy for fun. I was immediately pimped out by this woman (name withheld to protect......ah hell.... *points at Witchie*). What followed was kind of amussing. THREE times as many likes than usual!! Her reply was: "Women like manwhores". Is this true? If so....why? Is it the same thing as when men lust over a female that looks like a hooker? Are women actually bigger perverts than men, but there is some super secret code that hides this fact from the rest of society? We need to discuss this. It very well could be the answer to life itself! We could solve world peace people!!

Deliberately
I have to be the biggest, fool of all. For allowing myself to believe, to fall. I don't have time, believe me I love you too. And seeing with my own eyes, that isn't true. You're busy, have a lot going on. You mean you don't have time for me, I really got it wrong. Because I see, you do have time, for others that is. After I begged you to please, just tell me this. This is a shock, because I honestly believed you. It feels like my worst nightmare, has just came true. I don't understand, like you want me to see. And you don't even care, what this is doing to me. You know I am real, and you know how I feel. You were the one person, I never thought would hurt me. It feels like you have torn my heart out, deliberately.

Jokes Funny
"As far as stupid questions go, these are the stupidest...1. Why does your gynecologist leave the room when you undress?2. If a person owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way down to the center of the earth?3. Why can't woman put their mascara on with their mouth closed?4. Why is it called alcoholics anonymous when the first thing you do is stand up and say"hi, my name's Bob. I'm an alcoholic"?5. If you mated a Bulldog with a Shitsu would you get a Bullshit?6. Why are they called stairs inside but steps outside?7. Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer?8. Why does mineral water that has trickled through mountains for centurieshave a use by date?9. Why do toasters always have a setting on them which burns your toast to ahorrible crisp no one would eat?10. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say "I think i'll squeeze these dangly things here and drink what comes out"?11. What do people in China call their good plates?12. If the professor on Gilligan'

Just Some Stuff..
When God first made the world, He looked at the bare and barren hillsides and thought how nice it would be to cover them with some kind of beautiful tree or flower. So he turned to the Giant Oak, the biggest and strongest of all of the trees he had made, and asked him if he would be willing to go up to the bare hills to help make them look more attractive. But the oak explained that he needed a good depth of soil in order to grow and that the hillsides would be far too rocky for him to take root. So God left the oak tree and turned to the honeysuckle with its lovely yellow flower and beautiful sweet fragrance. He asked the honeysuckle if she would care to grow on the hillsides and spread her beauty and fragrance amongst the barren slopes. But the honeysuckle explained that she needed a wall or a fence or even another plant to grow against, and for that reason, it would be quite impossible for her to grow in the hills. So God then turned to one of the sweetest and most beau

My Belief
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Friendship Week
Irish LuckI want this back. It DOES work.His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog.There, mired to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow and terrifying death.The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings. An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped out and introduced himself as the father of the boy Farmer Fleming had saved.'I want to repay you,' said the nobleman. 'You saved my son's life.''No, I can't accept payment for what I did,' the Scottish farmer replied waving off the offer. At that moment, the farmer's own son came to the door of the family hovel.'Is that your son?' the nobleman asked.'Yes,' the farmer replied proudly.'I'll make you a deal. Let me provide him with the level of edu

For Men Only
You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak,Then you look into my eyesWith your mysterious provocative gaze,Causing you to touch my skinTo feel the burning of your flames,Caressing me with a love that is real,Then you kiss me...As I feel your wet eager lipsOur hungry tongues indulging in their craving,To feel the poison...Of your blood boiling throughout your soulSending electrify emotionsStimulating pure intoxication,As your hands flows over me;Touching every curve and everytime you It seems I move my legs apart automatically,As you lift me on the mystical rideWhile my body you know I will guide,Just listen to our songMaking love all night long,The flames of passion, desire and loveIs taking control over us,You put your hands in my breast,As I feel a sensation so exciting,When you kiss my nipples with your eager lipsEvery time you do that,It gets more and more fulfillingLet me feel those sensations,As I feel you deep inside meFeeling a rage so incredible to resist,As all I

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Birds Eye View
have you ever noticed that the rich feed off the poor or barely getting by >this includes most of us out there< we pay the taxes it takes to let them live the life of luxuary, while they live in nice mansions and drive really nice vehichles, most of us are driveing our nicked up banged up needs painted cars or trucks, and probley renting to own houses, whats wrong with this picture anyhow, just think about what you have and what you would love to have, put them togeather and then let me know what you think, wake up america and smell the wilting rose in front of you you look down the dark path, you deside to follow, as you walk your soul begins to feel hollow, you look up to the sky, as you turn into a bird and fly, as you circle around, and look to the ground, you see what this world has become, you see the poor fighting for scraps of food, you see the one liveing on the streets, you see people cutting others off and curseing at one another, what has this world co

My Writings
the clouds go rollin across the sky darker than night in the middle of the day as the storm gets closer the wind makin the trees bend and shatter water crashing against the walls of sand and rocks lightning lightin up the sky a lighted figure caught in the middle wit no escape directed by powerful forces pulling and pushin him he's in the eye the eye of the storm the darkness grows devouring all but the flashes of lightning the sound of the thunder covering the sound of the water breakin the wall slowly crumbling slowly failing water leaks thru the cracks as the thunder continues a continuous cycle a final cycle a loud crash blastin thru the darkness louder than the thunder water rushing thru the trees unrooting some and breaking others a slow wave of despair the figure sees it coming and falls to his knees totally consumed and caught in the eye of the storm can you feel the rage can you feel the anger it dwells in all of us ignit

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Usn - Birthday
On Friday, October 13, 1775, meeting in Philadelphia, the Continental Congress voted to fit out two sailing vessels, armed with ten carriage guns, as well as swivel guns, and manned by crews of eighty, and to send them out on a cruise of three months to intercept transports carrying munitions and stores to the British army in America. This was the original legislation out of which the Continental Navy grew and as such constitutes the birth certificate of the navy. To understand the momentous significance of the decision to send two armed vessels to sea under the authority of the Continental Congress, we need to review the strategic situation in which it was made and to consider the political struggle that lay behind it. Americans first took up arms in the spring of 1775, not to sever their relationship with the king, but to defend their rights within the British Empire. By the autumn of 1775, the British North American colonies from Maine to Georgia were in open rebellion

Nothing Better To Do
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears withtheir tedious diatribes about how hard things werewhen they were growing up; what with walkingtwenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphillBOTH ways .. yadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myselfthat when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was goingto lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about howhard I had it and how easy they've got it!But now that I'm pushing the ripe old age of 40, I can't help but look aroundand notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy!I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia!And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't knowhow good you've got it!I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet.If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the library and look it up ourselves, in the cardcatalog!There was no email! ! We had to actually write somebodya letter ... with a pen! Then you had to walk all theway across the street and put it in the mailbox and itw

What People Fail To Realize
Convenience...watever is easiest..that's all people care about...they fail to realize that anything worth having NEVER comes easy...so they talk shit without even thinking or caring for that matter what the person on the other side is feeling like....why?...because in their mind...they can simply click a button and make them disappear...like they aren't even real...like it's ok because they are not right in front of them....but beyond the screen...regardless of how far away you are....there is a REAL person sitting there..shedding real tears...feeling real emotions....and it's not ok.....choosing the easy option is never the right solution...because that's what you end up with...if you didn't go to school or work to get to where you are now...where would you be?..nowhere...and you can have someone tell you in detail wat they would LOVE to do to you and might do just that...but then wat..where does that leave you...nowhere and with no one...simply because it was the easy and more conven

For Men Only
I want to strip you naked throw you on the bed then climb on top of you riding you while I rub your chest, kissing your neck then I will tie you to the bed and have my way with you but first I will go to the kitchen to get whipped cream and warm honey and change into a sexy shear robe, when I come back I pour the warm honey on your skin then lick it off from your belly button to you Adams apple, then I say, "the only way you can get free is by giving me what I need." Grabbing the whipped cream putting it on your lips to taste then going down towards your hips putting the whipped cream on your hot hard cock and around your balls and as you watch I take one ball in my mouth sucking the whipped cream off then going to the other doing the same. Then lick all the way up your cock as I take you into my mouth (mmmm you taste so good) you lift your hips making yourself go deeper into my throat as I come back up off you. I ask," so what do you want from me?" you say, I want you. So I slide my p

Erotica
It was a beautiful and wonderful fall day when you decide to take a walk in the park next across the street. You realize it is a little late but it is so warm and the breeze so wonderful you say to hell with it “ I have no kids and no hubby for three weeks, I have earned it!”. Dressing for the weather you start your walk feeling the freedom your walk is so comfortable you walk 2 more laps around the park. On your last lap it seems that everybody has gone home so you quicken your pace to finish your last lap around. Suddenly you bump into a man; you say “I am so sorry sir”. The man looks up slowly as your eyes meet his you are taken back at how his eyes seam too instantly Pearce right to your soul. For some reason your eyes are transfixed to his, no matter how hard you try you can’t remove your eyes from his. With one word “relax” he sends your body to a more relaxed state you’re completely amazed how your body responded to his deep voice

Wtf?!?!?!?!?
So my douchebag ex thinks I am going to start hanging out with him...this is after he left for two months and never contacted me and he lie dmost of the relationship (even tho he said he didn't) sorry not big on second chances after being lied and fucking ditched me for two months so yea not going to happen!!! And anytime he talks to me he talks about sex seriously I'm not interested in getting with him in any way shape or form...It freaking blow my mind he has the balls to even fucking ask if i want to hang out.... Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer.The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affe

I May Have Lost My Mind.
1. lost 10 pounds 2. 10 days smoke free 3. The scarf I am making for my sissy looks awesome! Halfway done! So, yes...I am THAT awesome. I know going in that I will cry, I do every time. Yet I watch Phantom of the Opera ...and love it, even as I cry. Animal shelters make me cry too, but I go andtake food and give some lovins to the animals..*sigh* All my tough talk...I am really a huge wuss. Stab me in the face so I forget how badly my thighs and shoulders hurt...please and ty!

Desire
Damn it's getting hot in here, u got me shook, The way my body melts just from one single look. I been wanting u for a while and I know that u want me, So lets leave the club and get a little freaky. As soon as we hit the room it's like 4th of july, My pussy gets real wet and I can feel u rise. kissin u all over, breaths more frantic and fast, U keep this up I dont know how long I will last. I throw u on the bed and start ripping off your clothes, I start lickin u all over and get excited as I watch you grow. Mmmmm u taste so good now I'm getting lower, butt ass naked u and me, there's no use for any covers! As I start to hear u moan I take u into my mouth, Show u what a real woman is really all about. I can tell u are loving it by the way u moan and grown It's time to climb on top and get my riding on. I ride u nice and slow at first until I cant take nomore, Then I ride it rough how I like to even up the score. You grab me by my hips as I ride u nice and rough, Pus

Could You?
Can you live with the what if's, not knowing what the future holds? Tossing aside that ONE, who makes you whole. Walking through life never knowing, what might have been. If you had just, allowed them in. Given them a chance, to show you themselves. The reality behind, the emotions felt. That they are not just words, real feelings, real tears. But you dismissed them, due to temptation and fear. Everyone has that ONE person, they are meant to find. Please, just step into, my mind. One second is all, it will take. For you to see I'm real, there's nothing fake. About the way I feel for you, and want to prove. I am begging you, to step into my shoes. I can't put into words, exactly what it is. But even love isn't powerful enough, for feelings like this. Let me show you, look into my eyes. That's all it will take, for you to realize. That I'm not like the rest, what I'm telling you is true. And I would give anything, to prove it to you.

Come Claim Your Prize
Have you ever loved someone, beyond your own control. Out of your own mind, body, and soul. I can't remember, ever feeling this way. It is a part of me, everyday. It is impossible to deny, believe me, I've tried. But the pain just got worse, with every tear that I cried. It is just there, so real and true. There is no disguising my love, for YOU. So it is here with me, come claim your prize. Your reward will be written, behind the green in these eyes.

It's True Name
Imagine seeing a solid wall, that you can somehow walk through. A patch of thorns, that cannot harm you. The sharpest knife, that doesn't break the skin. The appearance of an open door, with no way in. This is me, when it comes to my heart. It is with you always, even miles apart. If you truly love someone, then you love all that they are. No matter the situation, regardless how far. Their happiness comes first, wanting to fulfil their every dream. You don't need money or cars, material things. Seeing their smile, being their desire. Something only true love, requires. Knowing without doubt, that they feel the same. That's when you can call love, by it's true name.

Funny Stuff
Seems God was just about done creating the universe, but he had two things left in his bag of creations, so he decided to split them between Adam and Eve. He told the couple that one of the things he had to give away was the ability to stand up while urinating. "It's a very handy thing" God told the couple, "and I was wondering if either one of you wanted that abilty."Adam jumped up and blurted "Oh, give that to me! I'd love to be able to do that. It seems the sort of thing a man would do. Please give me that ability. It'd be so great. When I'm working in the garden or naming the animals, I could just stand there and let fly. It'd be sooo cool. I could write my name in the sand. Please, God, let it be me you give the gift to, let me stand to pee, oh please." Eve just smiled and said that if Adam really wanted that so bad that he should have it. It seemed to be the sort of thing that would make Adam really happy, and she didn't mind if Adam were the one to get this ability. Adam was hap

Poems
Your voice comforts me when I feel lost. The love you give me keeps me warm on cold nights. The memories you have etched keep me company when I am alone. You are forever in my heart. Red, orange, yellow, green are the colors that I see as I look all around. What am i looking at? Nothing but the...trees As the leavs change from green and fall off the trees they cover the ground in a rainbow of colors Snow flakes drifting slowly, softly to the ground. Falling and falling from dusk til dawn. Gently laying a blanket of white on all it touches. So pristine as yet untouched but soon scattered snowmen will appear as children wake and head outside to play.

Butterfly Horde
Once upon a time there was a young rainbow women, her mind and body where fully aged, yet the women's soul was still innocent and child like, she lived in a world of smiles and hugs , kisses and stars , glitter and gum drops , a magical place where the women never had any problems, she would gifted others with this world, even if only for a moment at a time, the women never knew of the world outside her realm. The day came that a great storm blew into her world, turning every thing on it's head, yet the women clung to her now fragile lil world, the great storm saw this, it enraged him, he took the form of a man, and came , the storm began to take her world apart piece by piece, till only the bare bones and frame work of this rainbow women's world remained, as the rainbow women began to fall many of those she allowed into her world took there turn to stab her, draining the women of her bright vibrant colors , as she few to the ground, she did not weep , he did not run. The women had lo

10/12/2011
Sitting here bored and can't sleep. Hating the rain. Hope it stops later so I can dress the way I would like to. Wanting to go clubbing later or hang out with someone sexy. So, if you are from or near Lexington, NC have a car, are cute and think i'm cute, send over a message or a comment or whatever is done on here. HMU!!!

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Q&a
Okay, I've done this before and had some sucess and lots of fun. This is where you can ask me anything and I will reply honestly. Any questions asked must be respectful. Consider it an interview if you like. Other than respect and courtesy, there are no rules. All you have to do is drop a comment. I will then paste the comment in this little box and answer it, to keep everything in one place. Oh, another rule, you can't ask question after question after question. Give some other people a chance! Once this entry gets too long to read in one sitting, I'll start a new one. Have fun! GaZ whats your favorite book...the one you could read over and over again and never get bored of itHmmm...I was going to say I don't have a favorite book, but I guess I do. Mandy by Julie Andrews Edwards. Why? Because I read it as a child and fell in love with the magic within it's pages. I haven't read it in a very long time and even had to look up the title. Sad but that's the way the cookie cr

Beer On The Table
Beer On The Table lyricsEvery morning I get upBefore that rooster crowsHeading straight to somewhereI don't even wanna goEggs and bacon in my bellyAnd a Folgers coffee buzzGood ol' radar detectorIt protects me from the fuzzWell, I do what I gotta doTo get through working that 9 to 5It's killing me, but then againIt's keeping me aliveIt puts the gas in my truckButter on my biscuitsCouple bucks when I'm itchingFor a scratch-off ticketThat poker makes me brokerEvery Saturday nightBut I still got running waterAnd they ain't cut off the lightsCome Friday night, my friends and IStart peeling off them labelsWorking hard all weekPuts the beer on the table

Cherry Poppers ~ Helping You Level
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Looking For A Few Good Men!
Calling all Fu-Men..... Get your camera ready.....drop your pants.......show us what ya got An exciting contest with a bit of a twist "The Best Cock on Fubar Contest"The Fu-Women will be voting and the winner will receive a 10 bling pack All photos to be submitted by Oct. 31st at midnight The twist? You will have to print out our contestant sheet and follow the directions to find out what it is Can't wait to see all the pics!!!! Say cheese boys!!!! E-mail me at mau5gal@yahoo.ca or Sabrina at sabrina_witch18us@yahoo.com for the contestant sheet and let us know if you have any questions

Contest Time All You Sexy Fu-men
Calling all Fu-Men..... Get your camera ready.....drop your pants.......show us what ya got An exciting contest with a bit of a twist "The Best Cock on Fubar Contest"The Fu-Women will be voting and the winner will receive a 10 bling pack All photos to be submitted by November11th at midnight (EST) The twist? You will have to print out our contestant sheet and follow the directions to find out what it is Can't wait to see all the pics!!!! Say cheese boys!!!! E-mail me at mau5gal@yahoo.ca or Sabrina at sabrina_witch18us@yahoo.com for the contestant sheet and let us know if you have any questions. Please put "Fu Contest" in subject line

Halloween
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Family Problems
Been stressing since friday, my grandfathers lips and fingers were turning blue; the doctors had to put him in the hospital. He is having problems breathing and getting enough oxgen in his body. we found out he has emphasima and a bleeding ulser, a mass under one of his kidneys and some water in his lungs. The doctors finally said he would need an oxygen tank with him the rest of his life. My grandmother an I are stressing neither of us want to loose him. We are happy however that they're going to be giving him medication that should help a bit and that he can home home soon, then maybe we can start resting a bit better at night cause theese 3-4 hrs a night is tiresome. I hurt a lot and wish I was smoking some weed right now.... I could use a stress relieaver... It always helps me sleep at night, makes sure i remeber to eat and helps relax my nerves.

10 Reason Trick Or Treat Is Better Than Sex
Top Ten Reasons Trick-or-Treating is Better Than Sex.10. You're guaranteed to get a little something in the sack. 9. The uglier you are, the easier it is to get some. 8. It doesn't matter if the kids hear you moaning & groaning. 7. Less guilt the morning after. 6. It doesn't matter if they fantasize you're somebody else, because you are. 5. Forty years from now, you'll still enjoy candy. 4. If you don't get what you want, you can always go next door. 3. If you get tired, you can wait 10 minutes and go again. 2. You don't have to compliment the person who gives you some. 1. You can do the whole neighborhood!

I Wish You Were Here
I have never needed, anyone before. I have always walked, through my own doors. That's why, this is all so new. Because I just can't make it, without you. I have tried, it just hurts more. I have never in my life, been so sure. Your stare, your words, just YOU is enough. To make everything around me, just disappear. All I can say is I love YOU Baby, I wish YOU were here.

Yes I'm Thanking You
Look me up, and see what I've become. Despite what I've been through, where I come from. That's right, I didn't allow you to win. I don't need you now, I needed you then. Although, I don't understand how, you could sign me away. You hand delivered me into the hands of evil, that day. But I prevailed, and will continue to. My head is held high, and it's all thanks to you. Yes, I'm grateful Mom, for you teaching me. How to become a better person, than you could ever be.

From Where I'm Standing
I looked into the mirror, hanging on the wall. But I didn't recognize, what i saw. I threw it across the room, and caused it to shatter. It's just a mirror right? What does it matter? But when I bent down, and looked into the broken pieces. It provided me with answers, gave me my reasons. Breaking the mirror, didn't accomplish a thing. I could still see the cracks, reflecting me. There I was, the strong one YOU say. From where I'm standing, it doesn't appear that way.

Fubar History
fubar is a social network launched in June–September 2005 as the first "online bar". In October 2007, they teamed up with Jangl to provide their members with the ability to call other members anonymously. The site is for users 18 and older, and is free to use. Registered members initiate conversations through buying each other virtual drinks with "fubucks" earned through using the site. Other features include the ability to buy a "Happy Hour" for the whole site (reducing drink costs for all members), file sharing, and the ability to ask the community as a whole for their opinions. HistoryIn October 2007, Fubar claimed over 1.2 million members. fubar began as Lost Cherry, then changed to CherryTAP in late 2006. In 2007, the site changed its name again to fubar. Site creator Mike Hedlund is also a member, using the ID "babyjesus". mike hedlund's other profile links mike hedlund

Originalbrokenstring
Neither away nor asleep Dwell somewhere in between Neither someone or something Be it life alone I walk it like a park Half real, half fancy A million tonight A million to fight A million to light A million is right Yonder wails on my sleeve In the arms of make-believe Sleep will set you free In the arms of make-believe In the arms that let me be Abide by a dreamer's flight Cheater misfit on high Alone in the landscapes Periwinkle skies A worried pretender passes me by A million tonight A million to light

Level 38
Abilities:Must have used ALL (each 11 of the angel / demon available at levels 37 and under)abilities at least once.This may require switching between sides!Requirement to be completed after reaching level 37 4 Angel: Family Boost, Altruize, Points Boost, Vouch 6 Demon: Sh*tface, Buzzkill, Family Boost, Cloak, Points Boost, Namescrew 1 Both Reveal Crushes. This picture shows all 11 http://fubar.com/level-30/album-1308573-1910259 TO CHECK recent abilities used fubar.com... Use that link to see you have used all Demon/Angel abilities BEFORE you switch to the other because it just shows what you have done in side you are in currently.

New Drugs?
I have an emergenct meeting with my psychiatrist because he's wanthing to try and stop the voice I haer and things I see. I'm already on Cumbalta and have been for over a year. The nurse suggested he may true Abilify, Risperdol, or Kloponin. *sighs* Hopefullly I can get back to the "Katiemae" so many of you loved

Contemporary Art Products
I sometimes participate in a forum of, by, and for artists. There is a current discussion about art only becoming valid, when it is sold, sprung from a letter written by a Hungarian painter. Apparently, many "artists" are threatened by others, who do not sell their output... Dr. Anikó Boda of Budapest, Hungary wrote, "People are astonished when I tell them I don't sell my paintings. As an expressionist, they are my deepest feelings embedded in paint (Sometimes I cry while painting). How could I ask money for them? ..." My contribution follows: Wow ! The judgmental arrogance of some of these comments is inappropriate, from a supposedly creative community. Hang in there, Dr Boda, and stick to your own value system. I, too, am a non selling painter, and multi media artist. The consideration that art has no intrinsic value, without an applied monitory significance is an absurdity of the raunchiest order. Something born out of the "commercialization" of the Temples Of High

Let It Show
I put YOU on top, for everyone to see. Spell it out, to the world wide web constantly. YOU never have to doubt, if my love for YOU is true. I am proud to say, that I'm in love with you. I don't lead people on, I make them aware. On how I feel for you, that my feelings lie elsewhere. Sometimes I feel like, you're ashamed of me. I don't understand why, maybe I'm being silly. But I'm begging you, to please let me know. If YOU really love me, just let it show.

Apple Brownies Yummy And Easy To Make Even For The Men In Your Life Lol
Apple Brownies This is so simple to make I hope you enjoy this as much as my family does 1 1/3 c.oil 2 eggs 2 c. sugar 3 apples chooped (any kind)

Iphones.
Hey friends, been a good while sense last blog, this should open up a can of worms hehe. Well its national comming out day, so im gonna come out about the iphones hehe. First the goods, fast, awesome screen, great videos, great colors. The bads, first off price wow extreme stupid lol lol, phone gives out info to other carriers and companies, the phone can be in a fort knox case and if you drop it even a little a few times it destroys its self lol lol, phone 90% glass geeze, cant upgrade ever, cant, change chips inside, cant ever cahnge battery if you kill it, its dead for ever!!, why have a phone millions of idiots are having probs with already?? never trust a store when they tell you the phone is warranted because its not, think about it why throw away 400 bucks every time you drop a phone, flat out crazy, just because ya budds have its yeah right hehe. Thoughts will be addressed.. Jay

First Dogs : The Story
PROLOG It was the time before nations; the time before breeds; the time with the prey animals large enough to feed the pack for days. It was the age of our innocence: we were Wolves. This is the story of our origin, past down from my mother from her mother all the way from the very First Bitch, and First Dog. One day you'll tell the same story to your litters, and they to theirs, for all time. You see we are all canines all breeds, even the wolves who were the first of us. Only they aren't quite as smart as us domestics, especially us Chihuahuas. See we have it easy with our humans, we have food, and toys, and out pet humans to play with in comfortable homes. The wolves have to hiunt their own food, and have non of the other things. So lie still, and let Momma tell you our story. POST I The New Beast “Alpha! Alpha! Alpha! There's a strange creature on our hunting ground! We must flee; we need to get out of here. We need to leave this place now!

People And Their Attention Getters...
Why the hell do people seem to think they have to impress people by being for instance... Big busted... or big muscles... smart... rich... why the fuck cant people be themselves and just be real... are most dudes that much of assholes that females feel they must dress provocative to get attention... ? and are dudes that shallow that they have to make females feel like they have to dress provacative to get noticed... ? what is our world comming to... ? Nobody can be themselves anymore, everybody is afraid of getting hurt... Fuck that... Thats what life is about... Exploring the daily challenges of expressing yourself as an idividual and meeting others like you... but yet so many people feel they have to do extra SHIT to fit in... BE YOURSELVES... WHY TRY TO IMPRESS ANYBODY... ? If they dont like you... FUCK THEM! Thx... Thats my rant... im bored... and pissed... Wished people had more respect for themselves and others... Such is life i suppose... KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND STAY SMILIN

Favorite 'lil Sayings
*I am.... A little Sassy ~A little Classy ~A little Rough ~ A little Tough ~A little Naughty ~A little Nice ~A little Loving ~ A little Ice. I Call It Personality! * Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game. *I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself. A bird will fall frozen dead from a bough without ever having felt sorry for itself. Pain is your friend, your ally, it will tell you when you are seriously injured, it will keep you awake and angry, and remind you to finish the job and get the hell home. But you know the best thing about pain? Don't know?! It lets you know you're not dead yet!

My Poetry (be Gentle)
My home is one of heartache, a place of steel and stone, a barren cell, a home in hell, and here I must atone! For all my crimes, I pay with time, where lights glow night and day, and though I rage and pace my cage, I still must stay and pay. I beat and maul the concrete wall, and walk the concrete floor, I damn each day, my only way, and hope for one chance more. Each lonely dawn that each night spawns, I stand and face the wall, in loneliness and bitterness, I await my end days call. Men scream and yell, within my hell, but I'm a man alone. My tears of pain, like bitter rain, spill down on naked stone. Here every gate is one of hate, love has no place to hide, for each last fool who broke the rule, the way to hell is wide! My chains of steel can never feel the things that I hold dear, but chains of steel are kinder than, the woman I lost here. For every lock a key is made, a saw for every chain, but each escape forgets the shape of chains they'll wear again. My Every loss becomes a c

Spermbuton
HI HELLO EVERYONE GUYS OR LADYS SO PLEASE GIVING YOUR AWESOME SPARING FEEDING BACK RESPONDING LEAVING MESSAGE IF PLEASE WERE HAVING; ANY KINDS OF LONG SLEEVE SHIRTS WERE HAVING PLEASE WHITE CLEAR NORMAL BUTTONS WERE GOING DOWN FRONT; & VERY IMPORTANT AS WELL PLEASE GUESSING~NOT; WERE ANY BIGGER SIZES OR LARGER SIZES BUTTON ONTO THOSE SLEEVE~CUFF; AREA THANKS LEAVING ANSWERSING FOR ME OR SENDING PICTURES YES OR NOT?

A Wish For Wings That Work
After all this time of asking questions Of trying to find something to quiet this soul I'm left alone within my mind into this self-made hell I delve It's not as hot as you think More so dark and cold with no room to breathe I'm sorry, I don't think it's going to be okay this time My heart has skipped its final beat It's beating me down onto the floor That must mean that the pills are working The glass isn't half empty this time I smashed it to the ground a long long time ago It shattered when it fell and I broke to pieces Each shard's another reason, another way to give up This skin is so tight that the air can't reach my brain There is nothing telling my heart to beat any faster To let me scream for help, I will never give up I will never take the easy way out This is life This is struggle This is love This is war Why do your eyes paralyze me What makes me feel this way Carry me away with silence and heartbeats As rapid thinking about your embrace and how it makes me feel I just w

Craigs List Ad (funny)
AN ACTUAL CRAIG'S LIST PERSONALS AD To the Guy Who Tried to Mug Me in Downtown Savannah night before last. Date: 2010-09-27, 1:43 a.m. E.S.T. I was the guy wearing the black Burberry jacket that you demanded that I hand over, shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend, threatening our lives. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I can only hope that you somehow come across this rather important message. First, I'd like to apologize for your embarrassment; I didn't expect you to actually crap in your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket.. The evening was not that cold, and I was wearing the jacket for a reason.. my girlfriend was happy that I just returned safely from my 2nd tour as a Combat Marine in Afghanistan .. She had just bought me that Kimber Custom Model 1911 .45 ACP pistol for my birthday, and we had picked up a shoulder holster for it that very evening. Obviously you agree that it is a very intimidating weapon when poin

Need 1000 Likes?
We will devote this page to help with this requirement - send your friends to help (won't take long to click them all at one time) & send LEVELs 46, 48 & 49 who want help I am filtering all comments on my page FOR HELP. . POST profile comment PROFILE COMMENT ONLY with one line. . LEVEL 49 NEED 1000 LIKES . . . or LEVEL 48 NEED 500 LIKES.. . . or LEVEL 46 NEED 100 LIKES(if I have those right) I will look at your level to verify (this isn't to turn you green)Good Luck to all &THANKS TO HELPERS Need a lot of likes in 24 hours as a level requirement? This is the best way, I was told, & used it with success: Blast - 1 day blast costs $10M fuBucks, limited to 1 per week or $7.50 cash Submit your blast and expect to wait until Admin Office Hours before it's approved. Weekend blasts are approved over the weekend but take even longer. 5 MUMMS** (global) click OFF the Just Friends box and it will cost $5000 fuBucks per post You can time your "run for 1000" you can post 5 in

A New Name
He can make me so angry, I just wanna scream. Then at night, he haunts my dreams. My vision becomes blinded, by the sight of his face. His voice takes me to, a certain time and place. A time and place, not yet known. When I'm in his arms, no longer alone. Waking up beside him, smiling sleepy smiles. Nothing could feel better, despite the miles. I feel him with me, each and every day. It doesn't matter that you are, a million miles away. Because to me, you are here. Touching my face, whispering in my ear. I feel it, I can hear it, as plain as day. Let my heart speak to yours, listen as I say. I love you and I have since, the very first time. You allowed your heart, to speak to mine. I have and always will, cherish it all. YOU were the one, who broke through my wall. Now that you're in, there you shall remain. Let's give this thing called love, a new name.

The Ruler
Her eyes are darker, that's the only difference. She has my face, my voice, my persistence. She's headstrong, independent with a soft heart. Beautiful, talented, fun loving and smart. Oh how she brings new meaning, to my life. She makes me proud, makes me smile, brings tears to my eyes. But I wouldn't change a thing, about my babygirl. There is simply no one else, I'd rather have ruling my world.

You Make Me Whole
He loves me, he loves me not. I know he loves me, giving it my best shot. Because I cannot let him, just pass me by. He is more than worth, the tears I cry. He is one of the best people, I have ever known. No way I would hide it, it had to be shown. He gives me hope, love and affection. I have never experienced, a deeper connection. From the first time, I gazed into his eyes. I knew it was right, I realized. That he is the ONE, I have needed all along. It feels too right, I know I belong. He doesn't even have, to say a word. His look does it for him, sweeter than any I've heard. No one has ever looked at me, the same. No feeling hotter, than this fire's flame. It burns from the inside out. Needing him, wanting him, without any doubt. In my mind, heart, or soul. All I can say is Baby, YOU make me whole.

There Is Always Light
Keep it in, or let it out? Getting past the fear, the self doubt? Have a little, self belief. Soon to follow, is happiness and relief. Love without fear, let them know. Don't hold it in, allow it to show. Don't let fear, guide your way. Be stronger, and say. Say I love you, I miss you so much. Let them know, you desire their touch. Regardless of the outcome, you are sure to win. Because you allowed love, to speak from within. Holding in and giving up, is never the right choice. Let them hear your, meaningful voice. Speak to them, from your heart. There is always light, even in the dark. Let it shine bright, and true. And tell them exactly, what they mean to you.

Kingdom Of Go
HEAR, O HEAVENS , AND GIVE EAR , O EARTH: FOR THE LORD HATH SPOKEN, I HAVE NOURISHED AND BROUGHT UP CHILDEREN , AND THEY HAVE REBELLED AGAINST ME. THE ONE KNOWETH HIS OWNER AND THE ASS HIS MASTER'S CRIB: BUT IS'RA-EL DOTH NOT KNOW , MY PEOPLE DOTH NOT CONSIDER. AH SINFUL NATION , A PEOPLE LADEN WITH INIQUITY , A SEED OF EVILDOERS , CHILDEREN THAT ARE CORRUPTERS: THEY HAVE FORSAKEN THE LORD , THEY ARE GONE AWAY BACKWARDS. WHY SHOULD YE BE STRICKEN ANYMORE ? YE WILL REVOOLT MORE AND MORE: THE WHOLE HEAD IS SICK , AND THE WHOLE HEART FAINT. FROM THE SOLE OF THE FOOT EVEN UNTO THE HEAD THERE IS NO SOUNDNESS IN IT; BUT WOUNDS B, AND BRUISES, AND PUTRIFYING SORES: THEY HAVE NOT BEEN CLOSED , NEITHER BOUND UP , NEITHER MOLLIFIED WITH OINTMENT. "THE TIME IS FULLFILLED, AND THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS AT HAND: REPENT YE , AND BELIEVE THE GOSPEL." -MARK 1: 15- I THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THIS ,A LADY GAVE THIS TO ME IN SEATTLE!

A Dark Dark Writing
Have u ever felt so lost and confussed by ur actions that ur numb inside .... To the point u cant feel anything any more to the point where ur voice is gone from all the begging and pledding and yellin for help and yet no one came to save u ... U feel trapped in the cage ur so called other half put u in just to see if u had the will power to fight to get ur self out of this deep depression they put u in just becouse there bored and needed to get some kind of thrill from some where .... Uve cryed so much that ur eyes refuse to make any more tears ur eyes so red from the lossed count of days endless cryin and pledding that someday someone would pick up on the signs that ur not happy that u want to go home .... But uve lost the way .... And theres only one person that can show u but shes out of reach becouse she waiting for u at the gates of heaven ur true home the only place u want to be but ur unable to get there becouse the man up stairs says its not ur time .... Unless u act on the gr

Stupid Me
how does a person keep going down the wrong path doing the wrong things at the wrong time and still try to keep there head up i do it by the hands of my beautiful and wonderful wife babez she means everything to me i'd do anything for her i've been married to this woman going on 9 yrs and still going strong.. but hey every marriage has it's moments and i know i sure do have mine.. and i tend to hurt the ones i love by doing the stupid things in life and she still keeps coming back strong and if ya'll are wondering why i'm putting this on here well i'll tell you why ..cause i'm a dumb ass man and i want to prove to the world that i'm crazy about this woman and i'll do anything to have her around me even if its writing about stuff on here or whatever .. I know i'm only human and human make mistakes but i just hate doing them .. my girl is going thru alot of stuff right now and i'm not making it easier on here for her the more i try to do things to help her the more i tend to make her mad

Krystles Words Lol
My best friend was killed in 2009 by her husband from domestic abuse and i wrote a poem for her after it happened please if you know any one that is in a abusive relationship help them get out of it even if sometimes it feels as if its never going to heppen we all made that mistake by not trying hard enough to make her leave him and now shes gone from us for ever. She was a beautiful wonderful person smart kind and everything a friend could be she was a great mother to her 3 childern and loved them so much that is breaks my heart that she wont be there for when her daugther gets married or has babies over her own or to see her boys become good men unlike their father. Sitting here thinking of all the time we spent Talking on the phone or the computer The things we always said we would do but never did Wishing we did them so I would have them memories as well Wishing that I had never gotten that call Knowing I will never hear your voice again Or the laughte

In Darkness
Often I think of you ...In my mind I see u dancing naked in the rainYour soul happy and freeYour brightness hurtz my eyes....Yet there is a darkness as well.Those images oft not shared..these speak to me perhaps the strongest...these also I treasure for they are a part of youAnd they call to me in harmony

The Last Two Years...
Okay, some of you have been wondering where I've been the last two years and what I have been up to. I began attending the state university in the fall of 2009. I attended class (mostly seated) full-time for a degree in Management. My first semester went well. It went much better than I expected. I joined Phi Beta Lambda that semester as well. The second semester was rough because I spent a month out of class because I was hospitalized. I somehow managed to get caught up and I even earned a 4.0 that semester. I was asked to join Phi Theta Kappa and I was inducted that spring. The third semester went very well as did my summer classes. My last semester was a very busy one. I took six classes, completed an internship, and worked part-time. I graduated Cum Laude on May 09, 2011. I was just a hair away from graduating Magna Cum Laude. You see, Algebra and I did not see eye to eye. Glad that is over with. I am considering returning next year to complete a degree in IT. I loved school a

Beauty Is Only Skin Deep
this is more for the ladys but men are welcome to comment if they are true men..... Beauty is only skin deep. I true woman loves who she is without make up and just being them selves, If someone really cares about you they dont look at your appearance on the outside but whats on the inside. It don't take make up and heels to make you look sexy and pretty it take honesty within yourself to be who you really are. I sit and go through pics on here and so many beautiful woman on here and what i like the most is the woman that are real and true to themselves. You dont have to try and look like a super model to get attention, just be yourself. I have met some really awesome ppl here and the best ones i have found are not fake but they are beautiful for just being them selves. So ladys please just be yourself and not what the other want you to be.. If they are true they will look at you for who you really are not just your body.. Men if you are true then please feel free to comment

Stuff And Junk
Welcome! I recorded a few songs recently, and must give credit to fubar for giving me some motivation to do this. Battle of the bands was the reason i did my own Vocals. I had not previously done more than the music and production for several local rappers. I am pleased with it, but some of you might know that it does take some confidence and practice to really get the balls to perform vocals in front of an audience..not quite there yet. It seems to be surprising to people that ive done this, and im nervous as hell for feed back. I havent got much yet, and my only audoence has been basically my kids... so if you would, please give me some feed back and i hope to gain the confidence to actually sing with out the auto tune on it, and its not really that i dont know how to sing, the T-Pain sound is what i was going for in the creative sound i had in my head. thank you friends for reading this blog, and please vote and play my new songs :D TY ^5 the guys and molests the ladies, an

Ihw
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Observationally Speaking
Since considering I do sports and political blogs nowhere near this site, I figured I'd throw out my two cents worth and ruffle a few feathers in the process. That being said, I would only start out on those on here that would probably walk through fire, have sex with a barn animal or do something bizarre that Stevo would accept for the next installment of "Jackass". Just to think all that for some credits, bling or some special powers item; wow, I'm so stoked to want one myself....NOT! Just making the point of what people will do on here to get some notority since maybe in their real, personal lives, the grass isn't so green and they are as relevant as that piece of dust that sits behind your favorite chair that you haven't cleaned behind since Clinton was in office. Surely most must think I'm weeding out the few and the proud but face it, there's real truth here and you see it everyday on here. people whining for bucks, bling, special abilities, whatever it takes to level up. I m

I Be I Arg
Well im 21 im pure country boy work the farm bust my ass day to day jus tryign to get byi done my time serviring this country and id go back in a heart beat i love getting ink and i love my dog id do anything for my women when i had one

My Poetry. Please Read You'll Be Touched. Promise Please Let Me Know What You Think Of It. Ty God Bless.
Pains of Relationships Like a thorn brushing against your skin leaving it scratched, and burning but not bleeding is how a short friendship ending feels Having a thorn scraped against you leaving it stinging, burning and bleeding some is how a longer frienedship or relationship ending feels Now when you fall in love and it ends that's a different kind of pain It feels like you'll never make it through another day without them It feels like someone just grabbed your heart out of your chest, body and soul and just chewed it up, ran over it than stabbed it over and over Until there's nothing left but a speck Scrappy Jan 6.2006 WHY ME LORD Why me, Lord? Why cant I be a woman?I should be able to do what normal women do.Why me? Why can't I have kids,or even show a guy how much I care?It's not fair, Why did I get left behind?What did I do wrong? Did I do something terribly wrongto deserve this?I don't feel human at all, I feel so empty.I feel as t

Going Crazy
I don't even know where to start. First off I have never really had a normal life, it isn't the worst life anyone could have but definitely not the best either. I absolutely do not get along with my mom and I don't agree with her on anything really, everything I do around her is an act. Growing up I had a quiet father whom I was scared to talk to. Everytime I did he would snap at me, it's like I irritated the shit out of him and I don't even know why. I constantly got blamed for everything and punished for it...I guess it's easy to blame me for everything. I wasn't perfect, but it definitely wasn't my fault 100% of the time. Even though my dad wasn't the nicest person he was always my favorite out of both parents. He had a rough life and my mom definitely made it worse. She's so bitter about things that happened to her when she was young and she takes it out on me. I know I'm bitter about things but at least I can admit it. Anyway, she always tells me I'm bitter and I need to go see a

Nsfw Folders And Pics
ok just feel like putting this out there.... Yes I do have Nsfw pics.... No you do not have to look at them... i do have 100's of other pics that are funny beautiful and worth lookin at. IF you do not want to see Nsfw pics then you have two options on Fubar.. you can either turn off "show NSFW content" or DO WHAT NORMAL PEOPLE DO AND JUST DNT LOOK! WOW that was easy.... dont add me and act like my friend and then take it upon your self to look in my nsfw folder and then block me.... i mean thats really childish... just because ppl have nsfw pics on here does not make them bad ppl... and before I jump off my soap box... IF YOU CAN READ THIS IS AN ADULT SITE SO YOU SHOULD EXPECT PEOPLE TO HAVE THOSE FOLDERS ON HERE AND IF YOU DONT LIKE THAT THEN GO BACK TO FACEBOOK OR MYSPACE !!!!!! thank you for your time please have a great day!!!!

Lost
I once did love but now its LOST You once did care , but now it's LOST I once hod hope , but now its LOST My life had meaning, but now its LOST Now love is LOST never to be gained Your life with me never to be attained Yes I am bitter and I am scorned and I am mad I wish I was never born. My life is over at such a cost. If I died tonight would you know,would you wonder, hey where did I gowould you think I found another to loveor did I just go and disappear. If I died tonight would you cryI don't think you'd ever know whyno one would tell you i'm goneyou'll never know that anyone cried If I died tonight would you hearthe last words , never got to your earI love you, and I wish you were near.If I died would you shed a tear. "The Story Of Us" I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us, How we met and the sparks flew instantly, People would say, "They're the lucky ones." I used to know my place was a spot next to you, Now I'm searching the room for an empty

Disassociation
Another lonely sleepless night, becomes a day no longer bright. I need the wind beneath my wings, the chorus from the songs I sing. No longer seeing what is real, the lovely pain is all I feel. So put away your promises, they're filled with lust and emptiness. The dreaded shame I cannot bare, I will not love what isn't there. Life is full of sacrifice, One more shot just roll the dice. In the end I hope to find, a love for life and what is mine. Maybe then I'll find it pure, loving self might be the cure. Turn back thoughts and turn back time, just take away what isn't mine.....

Nba Lockout
This is getting ridiculous, they cancelled the preseason and possibly the first half of the season. We need to have a NBA season, so the players and the owners need to be on the same page and get this deal done. The 1998-99 season was bad enough, when the season was cut to 50 games, and plus the all-star game was cancelled, that season. I can remember it like it was yesterday. I was a junior in high school when all of this was going down. Without the NBA season going on, what other sport will fill the void when football's over with? It'll be really boring trying to find something on T.V. without basketball being on. Something's gotta give. The NBA better get something done and start thinking about the fans instead of the money. Money's not everything.

Wicca
PROTEAN FAMILY (The): A Wiccan tradition based on Gardnerian Wicca that are the lineal descendants of Proteus Coven in New York City. The High Priestess of Proteus, Judy Harrow, founded the coven in the Gardnerian practice during the early 1980's. In late 1985, after a series of internal conflicts over some of the changes of practice instituted by Harrow, a body of Gardnerian Elders indicated a desire to disassociate with Proteus and her descendants. In the early 1990's, Harrow declared the Protean Family to be a "self-aware subgroup" of the Gardnerian line.

The Grand Finale..well The New Beginning..
Dirty thoughts but they are so mmmmmm goooood...some of you make my cock so hard...i really love boobs... anyhow,watching Fringe..eating pasta...my cock is throbbing...I really want to gettogether with my friend "stacey" also cant wait to get another hot blowjob from Carol...well back to eating the pasta,wishing it was Stacey's hot wet Pussy! More to write later..including song lyrics and poems...Congrats to the Brewers! over and out for now DJKRIS2FUR

Great E-mails
This is funny & obviously written by a Former Soldier...> > > > New Direction for any war: Send Service Vets over 60!> > > > > > > > I am over 60 and the Armed Forces thinks I'm too old to > > track down terrorists. You can't be older than 42 to join the military. They've got the whole thing ass-backwards. > > Instead of sending 18-year olds off to fight, they ought to take > > us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit > > until you're at least 35.> > > > For starters, researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds. Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 > > additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy.> > > > Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a > > cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. 'My back hurts! I can't > > sleep, I'm tired and hungry.' We are impatient and maybe > > letting us kill some jerk that desperately deserves it will make us feel better and shut us up for awh

I Wish The Best For You
You were there for me when I needed you, and have been every since. How could I possibly forget you, and your beauty within. I've cried on your shoulder, screamed at the top of my lungs. But you are still there, when things go wrong. Regardless of where we went wrong, there is a special place for you. You're the father of our child, I hope all your dreams come true. It kills me inside, but I'm not in love with you anymore. That part of me left, long before I walked out the door. Just know that I wish you, the best. But you do not want me, you'd be settling for less. I can't lay beside you, without my heart in it too. I'm sorry, but I wish the best for you.

Wishful Thinking Possibly
Who am I? I'm original and unique. Writing down these words, I can't seem to speak. I try, then I stop, back to the keyboard to write down my thoughts. I would never be able to speak them, anyway. With the way my mind works, there's too much to say. There's love, aggravation, curiosity and more. Leaves me constantly opening and closing, the door. So hard to read, I simply do not know. They do a good job, of not letting it show. But I feel it, I just know it's true. Wishful thinking possibly, but God I love you.

I'll Have To Pass
My daughter and I, took a trip to the mall. Nothing out of the ordinary at all. While we were there, I noticed this guy. He had been watching me, and it caught my eye. When I looked his way, he smiled then knocked over a rack. I couldn't help but laugh, then turned my back. I just wanted to get out of the store, I was getting nervous myself. Watching him put everything back, he knocked off the shelf. So I paid for my things, and headed for the door. I looked for my little girl, but she wasn't behind me anymore. Then I seen her, approach the guy. I just waited for her, and thought to myself, why. She came out, with a mile long grin. And said, he wants you to have dinner with him. I gave her that look and she said, Come on Mom he's hot. It's not going to kill you, to give someone a shot. But he was a stranger, I didn't care about the outside. My feelings are too strong, to even try and disguise. So I said, tell him thank you, but I'll have to pass. No

Just Reach For It
Walking through a wall, that is blocked. There's no way in, I've already knocked. As hard as I could, but no one is home. Walking through, this place alone. I think I have cried, all that I can. It's just so hard, to understand. I know you're on, the other side. Protecting yourself, choosing to hide. I don't blame you, I would too. After all that I, have done to you. I'm trying so hard, to prove. That you are something, I don't want to lose. I give you my all, my heart my soul. Just reach for it, please don't let it go.

I Would Wait Forever
Looking through, this fogged up glass. Wishing that day, would get here fast. The day when you are there, in front of my face. I don't care where we are, doesn't matter the place. One touch and you, will feel. That my love for you, is all too real. I'm going to hold you, in my arms so tight. Then make love to you, all through the night. To feel your skin, against mine. Will make it worth, all of this time. That we have waited, for this to come true. I would wait forever, to be next to YOU.

Why Do You Refuse To See The Truth? I Know You Are Smarter Than You Portray.. You Would Have To Be To Tie Your Shoes In The Morning!
if you are not with me, you are against me.if you believe in religions that are not self gratifying, (Buddhists believe in positive philosophy... Christians, and Jewish beliefs are from negative control... Judah was reported to kill people in the hundreds for questioning his control. Christians fought wars to gain power so did Catholics... but Buddhists search for inner peace... so Buddhism is a good religion/ philosophy where as the others share the foundation of blood. if people were against it with there first impression and were made to follow by fear, it can not be good) why do you refuse to see this? why? its right in front of you!START QUESTIONING EVERYTHING OR LOOSE YOURSELF FOREVER IN THIS BLIND MIND

Foolish Pride
foolish pride.... so here we are labeled as sheep to follow some kind of righteous plan because they know whats best for us the decision should beout of our hands desperately seeking full rein the privilege to be the man to be on higher ground but destruction feeds on the greed to be crowned They USE god as an excuse to keep you down are you too afraid to face it? to afraid, to change it too afraid even though life is change duality and sorrow i just cant shake this foolish pride of mine we are spending... too much time trying to entertain this greedy grey matter of ours and now we not see our bane desperate within a world hog tied and ran by fools breathe deep they've made a poison for you these xeroxed minds are for an infected youth are you too afraid to face it? too afraid to change it too afraid you know if you are guilty if you stand in the way if the choices you've made were on your own or ingrained limited by beliefs that don't mean a damn

The Biggest Led Car Light Manufacturer
Many accidents may caused by the fog.When it is fogly,the drivers will not see the road and cars clearly,it is easy to have traffic accidents.Don't worry,we have led fog light to help you decrease the traffic accidents. As many regular car lights do not reflect anything other than the fog even when high beam settings are used. Even the fog light for cars that come with cars do not provide a longer range of visibility.The led lights for cars are said to cut through this fog in a much better manner and they won’t even reflect back at the person who is driving the car.The special light of the led fog light makes it possible for the car fog light to work well. Fog is basically made up of some extremely tiny particles of moisture and they shine and glisten whenever bright light hits them. This makes the light to be reflected back at the driver and hence, decreases visibility. However, LED fog lights have the capacity to cut through these very crystals and th

Stuff
As of 10/07/11:If you want in my family for when I run a GOD MODE you need to either:GIVE 3 BLING CREDITS (not bling, bling credits) IF DEMON*OR*GIVE 5 BLING CREDITS (NOT BLING, BLING CREDITS) IF ANGEL*OR*USE 10 of your ABILITY POINTS ON ME to be in family (since I need 250 ability points used on me)***NO EXCEPTIONS TO THE ABOVE*** What do YOU get in return?I bomb those in my family once an hour (unless I am sleeping or MIA so for that info PAY ATTENTION TO MY STATUS). On her radio show, Dr Laura Schlesinger said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22, and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The following response is an open letter to Dr. Laura, which was posted on the Internet. Yes!!! Dear Dr. Laura: ... Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's L......aw. I have learned a gr...eat deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend

Just A Thought I Found And Agree With
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or howaccepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed, It's not about sex. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have Or what kind of car you drive. Or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your"sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will "ac

The Final Stage (chapter Ii)
I'll never be.what you want me to be...i cannot..give you what you need now in the 11th hour i watch it fall away the minutes the seconds...disapear till RAGE...CONSUMES ME IN EVERY SENSE IM SORRY FOR..NOT SAVING YOU... PAIN...IS THIS WHY I'M ALIVE IS THIS WHY I'M HERE WHEN..EVERYONE ELSE DIED.... My conclusions have betrayed my thoughts my intelgince was the reason i was caught posting stragems together line by line until they fall into place...which is nothing but a trap THESE STRATAGEMS I CONCLUDE IN MY HEAD HAVE BROKEN IN ME BROKEN IN ME... MY CONCLUSIONS HAVE FULLED ALL ILLUSIONS UNTIL I HAVE REACHED MY DESTINATION I HAVE REACHED MY DESTINATION RAGE! CONSUMES ME I EVERY SENSE IM SORRY FOR...NOT SAVING YOU! PAIN? IS THIS WHY IM ALIVE IS THIS WHY IM HERE WHEN EVERYONE ELSE HAS DIED 11th hour counting down over my head losing fractions upon fractions of deduced reason! 11th hour ticking beating in my heart this is the pit this is the stage for the final c

Life As I Know It...
I don't know about you guys... but in my opinion... if your viewing & enjoying the images shared I think you should rate and comment them to reflect that... I know when I get horny I love to go back and read the naughty thoughts you guys & girls post while your looking at mine and I'm pretty sure other like to do the same... SO be kind... if your viewing... leave some naughty little notes behind to show your appreciation and don't forget to rate the persons NSFWs either!!!

Heresy
>> Heresy: now I lay me down to sleep. I pray the lord my soul to keep, and if I die before I wake. I pray the lord my soul to take. Until this fucking game is over, this fucking game is over. Its over!!! As I grew up I found that no one knows a fucking think yeah, there basing their whole existance on the stories of heresay its not sane its no surprise I cant believe a fucking word you say. So fuck your faith, and all your saints. Is it ok if I? Choose not too believe. Dont pray for me, I cant be saved. Is it ok if I?

You'll Just Have To Deal
It must be nice, living in your world. I don't think I have ever despised, anyone this much before. Sneaking and disguising, but I can see through your cold heart. I knew you were there, seen you from the start. I don't see you as a threat, you're just a scared little bitch. I am here to stay, so deal with it. You can't run me off, not scared in the least. I am out there for everyone, including you to see. Try and beat me, you wrinkled up old hag. Dang, I've resorted to name calling, how pathetic is that? I don't care, I'm saying what I feel. Like it or not, you'll just have to deal. With the fact that you, cannot move me. My feet are planted on the ground, firmly.

A Poem Wrote For Me
I have had my head turned, its not like I have never been burned. But your eyes captivate my mind, you can be so very gentle and kind. When the mood strikes you for some awesome sex, upon my head you put that wonderful hex. Your beauty is a sensuous sight to see, and many a men would like to be me. Be that as it may, my will has been taken by you and my soul cries out for your touch and it is always new. So here we are standing oh so close, of you I can not get a big enough dose. I am a very lucky man for sure, for your caress there is nothing I would not endure. Our togetherness is something to see... For You Are So Lovely When tomorrow starts without me and im not here to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes filled up with tears for me , i wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, while thinking of the the many things we didn't get to say, i know how much you love me as much as i love you, and each time you think of me i know you'll miss

True To My Heart
I will be true to my heart, even if it causes it to break. To cover it up or give in to someone else, would just be a mistake. I get it everyday, all of the time. But nothing can replace, the way I feel inside. Even I have tried. My vision is blinded, by the sight of his face. Every street, every move, every place. If someone ever causes me, to give in. It wouldn't be them at all to me, it would still be him. I don't care who thinks I'm crazy, for holding on. I would hang on forever, I don't care how long. Because lying to myself, isn't going to change a thing. He'll still be there, in my heart, my dreams. Other's may choose to, take the easy way out. Me, I choose him, without a doubt. It's crystal clear to me, why settle for less. When my heart already belongs, to the best.

Why Try
He is more than just, a lover can provide me with. If I lose him, I have lost my best friend. He is not just an ordinary, human being. I wrestle with these emotions, I am feeling. A message, a video, anything to show him I care. When really my heartache's, not being there. All of this is crazy, but still so real. There is no explanation behind, the way that I feel. People tell me, all the time. Go out, meet a guy, get him off your mind. It only works, for so long. When the whole time you know, where your heart belongs. I can't look another man, in the eye. Without seeing his face, so why try. There is no band-aid big enough, to cover up this wound. When the ONE you long for, is always with you. I don't play games, and if I did, I would lose this one. Because I know this is right. So, why try at something, that you know is wrong.

Anything Will Do
Do you know why, I do so much? The reason I can't just simply, give up. Because I have never, known anyone like you before. You shock me, amaze me, always wanting more. I tried to turn away, as if it didn't matter. But that just hurt me more, completely shattered. I don't want anything, but your love as well. Not knowing, is like, living in Hell. A word, a gesture, anything will do. To let me know, what exactly I am to you.

A Tattoo Artists Life
captains log stardate 10-6-2011, the crew of the starship ToxicTat2 had a very eventful day on 10-5-11..i woke up around 8:30 or so to use the head.upon returning to my bed i happend to stubb my toe on a chair and broke a piggy...OUCH..its all purple and hurtz like a biatch..thats ok cause afterwards i booked a bunch of tattoo work for thursday(today) and saturday10-8-11...ok so the day was going pretty good until about 10:00 that night...i then recived a text that read..hey r u a tattooer?...this is when my day just got AMAZING...after a wierd conversation i was then offered a part time position at HillTop Ink Tattoo...Matt said he was always looking for new talent and he heard about me and wanted to see my work...after seeing my work..he said he liked what i do and wants to work with me...i am so stoked i forgot about my toe for a bit... Captains log stardate 10-14-2011,the crew of the toxictat2 have a fun day ahead of them...i have a 3:30 appt to tattoo a black widow and her babi

Real Me
Hello I am Sabrina and I want to come clean about my self. First off i owe you all an apology . I came on here in faults pretenses to check this sight out tho i must admit i wasnt sure i wanted to stay. I am not Cathy nor was her pictures real . I had something tradgic happen in my past to make me hide some. I ask that you all respect me by not wanting to video chat me or pervy me to the point i block you. I just ask you all accept me for whom i am and no i am not a professional model these pictures was just done for fun i actually work in a hospice facility .Once again i am sorry for coming on here under faulse pretenses.

Michelle
Ok, well as my friends and family know I tend to go off the main stream at times. Well I have been thinking ( yeah I know huh ) but I have been giving this some deep soulful thought and I truly want to know... What does watching porn do for you? Man and or woman? Is it more of a mental or physical thing? Is it something that aids in your relationship(s) or hinders them? Are you addicted to it? I DON'T NEED VISUAL EFFECTS... I have a wild imagination of my own so please keep the dirrrrty details to yourself. I am asking because we having been living in a world that is plugged into the Sexual Revolution for a very long time now and as time changes so do peoples thoughts. Feed back is great to hear and you are entitled to your opinions but if this causes arguements...then those who casts the first stone truly need to look in the mirror and look at their life and look really hard. Thank you for ANY comments or feed back on this. Michelle.

Wow I Cant Believe Some People
wow to people i thought was my friends and they are sisters i found out one of them acts like she likes you if you buy her stuff and she promise things to you and to find out all she was doing was lieing to just get stuff. she is also married and looks at other guys nsfw pics and treats him like trash as well. well from what she has told me about him. and now she is pissed at me and wishes me dead what a wonderful person ...just because i havent gotten her blings or anything wow

No Sugarcoating, No Bows, Just Truth.
A while back, at the entrance of a gym, there was a picture of a very thin and beautiful woman. The caption was "This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?" The story goes, a woman (of clothing size unknown) answered the following way: "Dear people, whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, seals, curious humans), they are sexually active and raise their children with great tenderness. They entertain like crazy with dolphins and eat lots of prawns. They swim all day and travel to fantastic places like Patagonia, the Barents Sea or the coral reefs of Polynesia. They sing incredibly well and sometimes even are on cds. They are impressive and dearly loved animals, which everyone defend and admires. Mermaids do not exist. But if they existed, they would line up to see a psychologist because of a problem of split personality: woman or fish? They would have no sex life and could not bear children. Yes, they would be lovely, but lonely and sad. And, who wants a girl th

Crescent Hotel
Walk with us through the legendary Crescent Hotel and hear of its ghostly legends. The hotel was constructed in 1886 and known as the "Queen of The Ozarks" to the Victorians. In the teens of the 20 th century it was a fine girls school offering intriguing tales woven with history. Hear of legendary haunts and ongoing investigations being conducted by our trained staff. The Lady In The Garden, Cancer Hospital Nurses, Michael, Theodora, are a few of the legends to whet your appetite of the "guests" that reside at The Crescent. Follow the dark halls below the hotel into the realm of "Dr." Norman Baker and his Cancer Cure Hospital where many dreams of a cure for cancer were never realized. The long history of the hotel is represented through the ghosts that still inhabit it's halls and walls.And I will go there,even if its the last thing I do.As there are many stories and history. Room 213: This was overheard by a guest from a daughter and her mother who stayed at the hot

Maybe I'm Crazy
Tossing and turning, in this empty bed. Hanging onto your face, the words you have said. I don't know when, and I don't know how. I have to find a way to see you, somehow. Because this longing and desire, weighs so heavily. I would do just about anything, just to see. Your eyes staring back, back at me. To hear your voice, would be music to my ears. To have your arms around me, holding me near. There is nothing I wouldn't do, maybe I'm crazy. I am just so in love with you, Baby.

Just Too Awesome
Ya know it's funny because, my body doesn't even belong to me. It fits in his hands, firmly. He owns every inch, down to every last curve. There is no way, it could ever be yours. Because he loves me right, he loves me good. Give it to you? I never would. Mine and his bodies, are a perfect fit. He's just too awesome, to even listen to your shit. So, before you ask me about something, that isn't mine. Maybe you should try, asking him next time.

You Little D**k Piece Of S**t
A random stranger, sends me a link. I clicked it, didn't even think. And there he was, whacking away. Instantly got pissed, couldn't help but say. What the Hell makes you think, I wanted to see that? He would have to let go of his junk, to write me back. He tried to apologize, but I was too pissed. You make me sick, I wanna puke, seriously disgusted. Do you not realize, this is a screen. And you're not showing me anything, I haven't already seen. But do continue, have fun with it. But don't message me again, you little dick piece of shit.

Keep Them Thangs Closed
Some of the people on this site, really crack me up. Flashing their shit around, uhhh yuck! If you're gonna show some skin, do it with class. No one wants to see, your cottage cheese ass. Women act like their in heat, basically humping your leg. Men resort to promises, then next they beg. Flashing their penis, in front of the screen. Like it something, we've never seen. It's sick, twisted, not to mention gross. Sometimes I ask myself, what the hell are those. To the freaky ass men and women out there, please watch what you post. For goodness sakes pervs, keep them thangs closed.

Special Characters
Leave out the ; & type the &code to get the symbol in your text ♠ ♠ (solid spade)♤ ♤ (open spade)♣ ♣ (solid club / shamrock / clover)♧ ♧ (open club / shamrock / clover) ♦ ♦ (solid diamond)◊ ◊ (open diamond / lozenge)♥ ♥ (solid heart)❤ ❤ (heavy solid heart) ❥ ❥ (heavy rotated solid heart)♡ ♡ (open heart)☻ ☻ (solid happy face)☺ ☺ (open happy face)☹ ☹ (open frowny face)₪ ₪ (arabesque)♀ ♀ (female symbol)♂ ♂ (male symbol)↑ ↑ (up arrow)↓ ↓ (down arrow)→ → (right arrow)← ← (left arrow)↔ ↔ (right & left arrow)⇑ ⇑ (double up arrow)⇓ ⇓ (double down arrow)⇐ ⇐ (double left arrow)⇒ ⇒ (double right arrow)⇔ ⇔ (double right & left arrow)Δ Δ (triangle / delta)£ £ (pounds)¢ ¢ (cents)€

One Simple Act
There is ONE person, who has taken me by surprise. I knew he was the ONE, by the look in his eyes. NO ONE has ever made me feel their love, by one simple act. No words were necessary, with a look like that. I feel his love, with every move he makes. One word from him, is all it takes. Power at it's best, in a structure so true. Surrounded by beauty, strength, eyes the color of blue. My heart has never pounded, this hard before. Come on in Baby, I'm opening the door. I love YOU, with all of my heart and soul. To be in your arms, is my all time goal.

Finally Found True Love Rl
well i finally found true love i am dating a wonderful man named jimmy hes an actor/director and we are in love wish everyone would come to hollywood california there is single men here looking for woman and yes true love can be found in calif

How Hard Would It Be?
How hard would it be to live with, all those questions unanswered? The what if's, why not's, on bended knee and teary prayers. The saying goes, you don't know what you have, until it's gone. In my opinion, that couldn't be more wrong. The truth is, you know, you've known it from the start. You just didn't think you'd lose it, and it's torn your world apart. Whatever the situation is, when love is involved. Do anything it takes, to get the problem solved. Because not knowing, if you had just tried, can drive someone insane. There is nothing that measures up, to the regret and pain. It doesn't matter who is, right or wrong. Once you have found the place, your heart belongs.

Fave Song Lyrics
You don't know how you met me You don't know why, you can't turn around and say good-bye all you know is when i'm with you I make you freeAnd swim through your veins like a fish in the sea I'm singing.... Follow me Everything is alright I'll be the one to tuck you in at night And if you want to leave I can guarantee You won't find nobody else like me I'm not worried 'bout the ring you wear Cause as long as no one knows Then nobody can care You're feelin' guilty And I'm well aware But you don't look ashamed And baby I'm not scared I'm singing... Follow me Everything is alright I'll be the one to tuck you in at night And if you want to leave I can guarantee You won't find nobody else like me Won't give you money I can't give you the sky You're better off if you don't ask why I'm not the reason that you go astray and We'll be alright if you don't ask me to stay I'll be the one to tuck you in at night And if you want to leave I can guarantee You won't find nobody else like me You don't kno

An Easy Win
It feels so good to have someone, pulling you in different directions. From passion, to love, the bond and connection. Someone who has the ability to break you, then catches you before you hit the ground. Is irreplaceable, amazing, not easy to be found. Someone that see's you, from the outside in. Is number one in my book, an easy win. No competition necessary, the contest is already won. When you find someone like that, do whatever it takes, to hang on.

Just So You Know
Fast asleep, laying chest down, on the bed. Being woken up by the feel, of your breath on my leg. I act like I'm sleeping, not wanting you to stop. The feel of your lips moving upward, sends me over the top. Your lips are like heaven, all over my skin. As you place your tongue, a little deeper in. I grab the sheets, the feeling is too intense. I begin to moan wildly, there's no holding it in. Trembling from pleasure, being pushed to my limit. Holding on for dear life, forcing myself to handle it. The satisfaction is too great, for me to let go. Just writing about this is killing me, just so YOU know.

I Promise I Won't Break
I'm not a doll, I promise I won't break. Don't hold back, I want it all. Give me more than you think I can take. Lay your hands on me, rough and mean. Watch how fast these blue eyes, turn green. Hair flying, sweat dripping, moaning wildly with a firm grip. The taste has never been sweeter, running my tongue across your lips. Against the wall, on all fours, laying flat against the bed. Sitting on your desk, not a word needs to be said. The intensity of your feel, plummeting into me. Sends me over the top, almost instantly. Raw pleasure, I hope never ends. And when it does, we'll wait a while, then go at it again.

Live Love Laugh
Live well dear friends In all you do, Tho’ paths be old Or paths be new, But to yourself Be ever true, Live well! Laugh often friends Tho’ passing years Bring, sometimes, smiles And, sometimes, tears, For mirth forever Warms and cheers Laugh often! Love much dear friends For love will bring The healing joy And hope of Spring, Where pain and fear may never dwell Nor anguish touch…. And so Live well, Laugh often too, And more, dear friends, Love much!

Trapped Under Ice - See God
Never brought mommy smiles this feeling that I'm feeling I've been feeling for a while it's hard to admit but I got to get it off my chest I would sleep forever if there's peace in death and if you see god tell him that I'm still alive gave up on all those prayers because they couldn't provide the answer to the questions I've been asking since birth been searching for the truth for years I can't find peace on this earth you won't find peace on this earth

Funny
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons:I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely,P. Niss **The Response** Dear Penis:After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons:You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe necessary safety regulations, such as weari

Music
I'd love to drown you in a sea of your own blood kisses to me and watch you choke on it how many songs do you wish to be written about you? this isn't the first and it wont be the last baby how well you fake a smile and some tears to match you wanted everything and more everything is ruined when i have you again your're mouth gets sewn up forever i'll never let you go Mrs. hardcore fashion show kiss your drama queen days good-bye those days are so long gone and this day so are you this is the last night your neck is not serrated this charade is getting older than suicide attempts say you love me say you love me and write it in your blood and you know what say it again se how fast your chest collapses we are all the lucky ones and i'll decorate myself with your insides and i can wear your face as a mask dont cry you just got what you wanted how cool you look now how much better would you look with your heart lodged inside the brand new cut in your throat Tomorrow I'm gonna leave here.

Classics Lounge Staff Policy
Classics lounge staff policy Rule Enforcement First and foremost, you are staff, therefore, you must set an example for the members and guests, this means simply; “don’t be breaking the house rules.” To ensure that you don’t break them you should take a moment and actually read them and familiarize yourself with them, if you have not already done so. The reason being, you cannot enforce rules that you yourself break. The penalty for breaking the rules should fit the crime so to speak, for most things; First offense = verbal warning and reprimand Second offense = privately talk to the individual, do not have a long drawn out battle in chat whenever possible, this breeds drama. If the offense is racial slurs or disrespectful speech, deleting the comments the person made would be in order. Third offense = silence the person, and tell them privately should they ask. Fourth offense = kick, banning is left to the discretion of the DJ working as when the

Lost In Creation
do you ever get the feeling that something good is bound to happen then it doesn't like you want to bang your favorite perosn and turns out they just a douche bag with a small penis its such a let down and then your rethinking the whole thought of even being straight for fear tht the next one will be little as well

Talk To Yourself Much?
Talk to yourself much? Hell, I do it everyday. Only to me, it doesn't seem that way. I see your face, with each and every word. You have me, I'm a goner, I am all yours. Talking to the moon, to make you feel my love. I'd talk to just about anything, you can think of. Maybe I'm crazy, and if that's the case. I can live with that, to see your face. So I'll sit here talking away, to anything I can. Until the day, you hold me in your hands.

Helpful Hints For Men
Do you want to know what a woman appreciates? Compliments. Compliment a girl, Just tell her "I don't want to bother you, just pay you a compliment.. I think you're beautiful." But after you catch her attention.. Dont bring up how great her tits look in a top. Come on guys think with your LARGER BRAIN. && Don't tell me you think the brain on the lower half of your body is bigger than your actual brain. That's even worse.

My Ramblings
Let's start off with the basics. My name's Mary and I'm 23 years old. (lets't see if you have a good attention span as I keep going.) I was born in NY, I am currently in KS. (Don't ask). My family was/is as dysfuntional as they come, but it made me who I am today. I learned that the only person who will be there in the end for you, is well, yourself. So, you should really be good to that person you see starring back at you in the mirror because in the end, maybe no one else will be. Yes, I do have some revealing photos of myself on here. That does not mean it's an open ticket for other things or naked photos. I'm actually pretty shy in some ways but, I am a flirt at times. I'd say that I'm a pretty decent person. I have a passion for working with disabled children with learning disabilities and behavioral problems. I have done so for quite a while- it makes me realize that we're actually the stupid ones. (lol) I am an artist. I write poetry and enjoy painting, as well as sculpti

Wtf
People bitch about the war they bitch i carry a weapon.they say were all just fags but i think theyve forgotten.these mother fuckers sit here and forget who gave them that freedom.no it wasnt me but it was my for-fathers.and it's cause of people like me you can spit in my face.if your one of the bastards ungratefull toward any US military branch you can kiss my fat American ass.

You Have Got To Be Kidding Me, Really??!!
I was driving down the road today and was listening to the radio...a news breif came on and the guy went on to say that if someone goes to buy a gun, and has a medical license, and does not put it on the NCIC form, it is a felony...Therefore if you have a Medical Marijuana card, you do not have the right to bear arms..So ur cancer or other dibilitating illness, is cause for them to take u to fedral prison if you choose to own a gun and have a card that gives you the right to possess medicine for your illness. How bout that for the american dream? I am not a felon Nor do I have any kind of criminal record, and the governent can just come and say hey there are bad people out there that smoke pot too, lets take your rights and throw them in with the crooks out there and treat people as if they dont matter..

I Hate Haters
So...I got blocked today by the fu-wifey of a long-time friend out here lol. My only crime? I made the mistake of rating her an 11 and pushing her LIKE button lol. I have done this a few times....out of courtesy....that's all. Her face comes up alot. Unavoidable lol. I have noticed she snubs me...never rates back...so what do you make of this? maybe she's jealous...a hater....or has something to hide on her precious page... oh...and she's a so-called "legend"...lol....whatever...she's not the stuff that Legends are made of...I'd like to tell her that she's not all that really, there are far better women out here....she has no reason to be conceited...the most beautiful woman out here, Legend #1, is also one of the kindest. So WTF...and while she's at it...she should take off the ugly dark glasses that she thinks makes her look sexy (THEY DON'T).......there is too much fubar favoritism (topic for a future blog lol)... so much hating...i've had other women demand that their fuhub

My Life
i am a carer i look after my mum and 2 teenage sisters which means i know how to do housework i love to cook i'm good with kids yet i'm still single i don't understand why people in my town don't want me in a relationship status but are quiet happy to be friends.

I Was Complete
There is an old legend, about two people really being one. It doesn't matter where you're born, who you are or where you come from. This one special soul was created, with only one thing in mind. The purpose of bringing them together, at a moment in time. Two halves, searching, for that one missing link. Overcoming obstacles, journeys, forces us to think. Then when they are joined, finally becoming one. It is beautiful, powerful, their world has begun. The way it was suppose to be, before even they knew. I was complete, from the moment I found YOU.

I Wanna Hang Onto
I laid down in my bed, and could hear the rain. Next, I heard your voice, speaking my name. I knew I was dreaming, but I didn't care. I just hung onto, the thought of you being there. I seen you standing there, all wet and cold. Looking like the end of a rainbow, you are my pot of gold. The lightning falshed, and that look in your eyes. Spoke for itself, can't be disguised. I rose up carefully, not to disturb my sleep. I didn't wanna lose this feeling. It was mine to keep. I touched your face, and could feel your skin. Then pulled the sheets back softly, and you crawled in. With noses touching, we both had a heavy stare. Then you reached out, touching my hair. Pulled my face in, and I melted in your kiss. I have never felt anything, quite so intense. Dream or not, it was all too real. I can't quite describe, the way it made me feel. Just hold me tight, firmly against you. This is a feeling, I wanna hang onto.

Surgery
Sorry I have not been on but things took a slight turn for the worse. I had been running a slight fever for 3 days as well as nausea and headaches which were indications of a possible infection in the surgical opening. I am back on track and waiting for my nurse to come visit and let me know if I will need medical attention from my Doc or if it is ok to wait for my appointment. I apologize for not being around and able to rate you all back but I will soon. Much love to all and ty for the love you keep sending even when I am unable to return it :):):) Keep smiling tomorrow may be a better day :) As of Monday the 10th I will be going in for surgery to have a tumor removed. I want to let all my friends and family here on fubar to know that I appreciate all the love and support they have shown. I will most likely not be able to be online for at least a week during my recovery. It is outpatient surgery but may be pretty extensive. I am not looking for pity that is just not my style. This is

Everything I Am
Have you ever had someone, just knock you off your feet? Shock you, amaze you, beyond the words they speak? When it hits you, you'll know it. Nothing compares. To the feeling your left with, the effects of one stare. Everything before this, just fades away. You find yourself hanging on, to every word they say. Waiting and hoping, for this dream to become real. To be wrapped up inside them, let them feel what you feel. One touch, one kiss will say more, than I will ever be able to. Longing to share everything I am, with YOU.

When I Awoke Last Night
You came to me, when I closed my eyes. As if you were there, inside. I felt your heart, beating with mine. Creating our own, moment in time. Your breath against, my skin. Your warmth, deeply within. The softness of your touch, set me on fire. The look in your eyes, pure desire. The sound of your moans, was music to my ears. Nothing but pleasure, no pain or fear. Skin against skin, cheek to cheek. Not a single word, did we speak. With each caress, every touch, every kiss. We wrote our own message, that couldn't be dismissed. The we laid there in each other's arms, just a few minutes more. Both dreading you, reaching for the door. But you didn't, you just held onto me tight. I could still feel you with me, when I awoke last night.

Veterans
WE NEED PEOPLE TO ADOPT...!!!!!!!! if I don't find enough vets I am going to add some of the Miltary from the last one..the ones who took the time to at least say ty to their sponsors..... " I believe we should do more than sing the praises of the bravery and patriotism that our veterans have embodied in the past. We should take this opportunity to re-evaluate how we are treating our veterans in the present." (sorry to those who been asking when we would be starting this, between breaking my ankle and some real life issues I had to post pone this for a while) Our Military Godmodes was a big success so now it's time to show 50 of our Veterans the same kind of love. I like to do the same for them as we did for out troops. I will do things a bit different this time, those who want to adopt I will let you send me a link to who you would like me to add then that person will be yours. If the person you chose has already been spoken for then go with your second choic

One Wish
Last night my room mate and I was talking while she was packing for her trip... she asked me one question that had me puzzled, she asked me.. "If you had one wish, what would it be?" And of course happy and healthy kids (thats a given) So I have been doing a lot of thinking and I would have to say...I wish for a man to love me. Not friends' love. I wish for a man to be in love with me. That has never happened to me before. Just once in my life I wish for that to happen. I don't think that is too much to wish for. I hope I get that wish before I die. No one has ever been in love with me before. Maybe it is too much to ask for, I don't know.

Rock And Roll Classics
500. Autobahn - Kraftwerk499. I Wanna Be Sedated - The Ramones 498. Some Kind Of Wonderful - Grand Funk Railroad497. I'd Love To Change The World - Ten Years After496. Bluebird - Buffalo Springfield495. Bungle In The Jungle - Jethro Tull494. Eyes Of The World - Grateful Dead493. Rudie Can't Fail - The Clash492. What's On My Mind - Kansas491. L.A. Woman - The Doors490. I'm Broken - Pantera489. Rebel Rebel - David Bowie488. I Want To Conquer The World - Bad Religion487. Around The Dial - The Kinks486. Omaha - Moby Grape485. Suzie Q - Creedence Clearwater Revival484. Flute Thing - The Blues Project483. Anarchy In The UK - Sex Pistols482. Under Pressure - Queen481. Brass In Pocket - The Pretenders480. Monterey - Eric Burdon & the Animals479. Bullit - The Misfits 478. My War - Black Flag477. Southern Man - Neil Young476. Hard To Handle - The Black Crowes475. High Flying Bird - Richie Havens474. We'll Burn The Sky - Scorpions473. Surf's Up - The Beach Boys472. On The Road Again - Canned Heat

Libra
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Heart Beat We’re on an open bed truck on the highway Rain is coming down and we’re on the run Think I can feel the breath in your body We gotta keep on running until we see the sun Oh you got a fire and it’s burning in the rain Thought that it went out but it’s burning just the same And you don’t look back, not for anything ‘Cause you love someone, you love them all the same If you love someone, you love them all the same Oh, I feel your heartbeat And oh, you’re coming around, coming around, coming around If you can love somebody, you love them all the same. You gotta love somebody, you love them all the same. I’m singing, oh, I feel your heartbeat I’m trying to put it all back together I got a story and I’m tryin’ to tell everybody I got the kerosene and desire I’m trying to start a flame in the heart of the night Oh you got a fire and it’s burning in the rain Thought that it went out but it’s bur

Don't Go There
I have to tell you, from the start. There is no getting through, to my heart. That is a game, we can't even begin. A place I won't go, you can't win. Because there is already a winner, no one else compares. So do us both a favor, and don't go there.

Until I Found You
I'm sure you have heard it said, a time or two. That there is someone out there, made especially for you. I thought I had found them, a few times before. But nothing, NO ONE, has ever knocked down my door. And when YOU did, and I found you there. It was something remarkable, unique and rare. The power is amazing, surpasses them all. You didn't have to trip me, for me to fall. YOU can make me so angry, then set me on fire. Leave me craving you, raw desire. Then there's love, so much, too deep to explain. I never really knew it, until I heard your name. YOU are my ONE, made just for me. With you, I am just free. YOU are power, lust, genuine and true. I never really knew love, until I found YOU.

Not This Day
There is a saying, that has proven to be true. If you love someone tell them, before the moment escapes you. Don't brush it off, think they'll be a next time. There may not be, speak with your heart, what's inside. People search for this, their whole life through. And I am proud to say, that I'm in love with YOU. I would gladly shout it from the roof tops, as loud as I could. Because nothing has ever made me, feel this good. Don't think because you hurt, that it's a bad thing. It's great to have a mixture, of feeling. Anyone that can cause you to break, and make you at the same time. Is worth it all, not waisting a dime. Because that is priceless, precious and rare. Knowing wherever you are, they are also there. That is a feeling, you don't want to pass you by. My words are expressing this, my reason why. Because I do love YOU, more than I could ever say. And I'm not letting this moment escape, not this day.

As Long As Your With Me
Everyone thinks they have, to get the last word. I'll give it to you, take it, it's yours. I don't need it, it doesn't matter to me. YOU are the most, important thing. Not the words, whose right or wrong. I'm not like everyone else, singing the same song. Placing blame, pointing fingers. The same words coming from, the same tone def singers. You have to ask yourself, does it really matter. When you're all alone, feeling broken and shattered. To me it doesn't, I am to blame. There are no winners, in this game. Both are losing. Is pride really worth the cost? When the love of your life, is what you have lost? In my eyes, the answer comes easily. Pride doesn't mean a thing, as long as your with me.

My Moment Of Weakness
He turned the radio on, and we began to work. With each sad song played, the more it hurt. I didn't want it to show, so I turned away. As my tears fell to the floor, I heard him say. Melissa, what's wrong? Why the tears? But I couldn't reveal the truth, behind my pain and fears. I just wiped them away, and said I'm fine. But there was no hiding the pain, in these eyes of mine. He came up behind me and said, I don't understand. Please let me help you, and reached for my hand. The more I tried to fight it, the harder it became. I couldn't do it any longer, and gave into the pain. The tears fell like raindrops, onto the floor. He held me close to him, as I reached for the door. He said I can't stand, to see you like this. Then he leaned in, for a kiss. His arms felt safe, it has been so long. It felt right at the time, but I knew it was wrong. He said, I don't know why you are hurting so much. Just let me hold you, absorb my touch. I said, This is w

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New Album - Meridians (2012)
I’m Not Ready To Say Goodbye Words & Music by Rhob Elliott (Rock Doghouse) ©2010, Awful Racket Music (ASCAP), All Right Reserved Click here to listen to Not Ready To Say Goodbye while you view the lyrics Here we are again… Getting ready to say goodbye Missing moments we can’t get back Trying hard not to cry… As I watch you walk away There’s still so much to say I’m feeling shattered inside…. I’m Not Ready To Say Goodbye Not Tonight Not Ready To Say Goodbye Not Forever Not This Time… I’m Not Ready To Say Goodbye You know, day after day, Falling deeper for you, yes it’s you… And though we try to deny it we both know it’s true, girl it’s true… As you take my hand I hope you understand I’m still broken inside I’m Not Ready To Say Goodbye Not Tonight Not Ready To Say Goodbye Not Forever Not This Time… Why does it end up like this?

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My Latest Novel
I'm in a MOOD! Mad, Salute Making MOOD! OK, maybe just mad. I'll be making more tonight. Anyone want one? Don't be disappointed if I keep my clothes on in my salutes. . . Some people (men) in here don't get it. They think they deserve conversations in Shout Boxes. So they start a conversation with something stupid like, "Do you like it doggy style?" I won't answer something like that with anything nice so it's best that I don't answer at all. Now, if I'm talking about you, I don't want you whining in your Status Message about how stuck up the models are because they won't talk to you. Just say something that's not stupid and you will get a positive response. Instead of being a moron, ask how my day was. Ask about my family, my job, if I would like to chat. If YOU can't say something nice to me, I will NOT say something nice to you. In here and in real life; respect given earns respect received. I think if I was a guy, I'd be an ass man. I used to watch football ONLY for Ronny

Poetry
When I lay down at night your face is the last thing I see. It doesn’t make a difference that you’re not laying next to me. I always tell you I love you each and every night. It might seem pointless since you’re no longer my life. I still keep your pillows in the bed on your side. They have become home to the millions of tears that I’ve cried. Your chair at dinner sits empty and cold. That spot belongs to you, it’s no one else’s to hold. This house and our hearts hold a place no one but you can fill. You always have and you always will. Nothing has changed in our home or in my heart. This is where you belong. You have from the very start. I tried to write this from my 2 year old daughters perspective to her dad who passed away I cry for daddy when I’m hurt and even when I’m scared. I know my cries are always heard even though daddy isn’t there. I love my daddy oh so much. I always feel his love. I know he&rs

World Tour
so i'm getting some serious miles under my belt here folks (not to mention lbs. i've gained 17 of 'em already. holy shit! that's a half a pound a day. at this rate, i'll weigh more than my truck in ten yrs :o) i've driven over 10k miles already and since i'll be getting around so much i've decided i may as well take advantage of my travels and meet some of you guys. but errbody's got crazy locations in their tooltips so i have no idea where any of you are at. see that comment box down below here? post ur general location and i'll stop by, buy ya lunch and get a pic with ya for fubar :) don't be skeert. i'm not nearly as crazy in real life as i might seem on here. prolly. welp, as you all know, i used to pay my internet bill by building houses as a carpenter. then one day i mangled my hand a bit on a table saw and was ultimately unable to continue in my chosen trade. so. three yrs later after trying different things with little success, i've committed myself to commercial truck driving.

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The Not So Funny Fat Chick
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Not Like Most Guys
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hello im new sombody hit me up not much to say rlly just that i love to party and meeting new people if you are interested and wanna know more about me just msg and eventually ill get your message. 8-------

Getting Shit Done
So the weekend went generally well, the grandparents came by for dinner and we had a good laugh, spent most my time on Fubar, and that's pretty much it. I was hoping to be able to save some serious money to goto a school in town called ITECH and get at least an associates in Business Management, but the Goal is not very feasible on my poor budget, I could qualify for some grants and loans but the last time I did that I let things go with them and the loaners did not appreciate that very much at all, so I'm staying away from that route. Other than that there's really nothing much to write. Got some more good tunes playing in the phones. Pandora is definitely rockin. Hopefully this week I'll hopefully be starting the Temple of Witchcraft series. Not quite sure what that is going to bring yet. Other than that life is just peachy. I know this is really not much, I've really got to start posting some quality shit, and get the ball rolling on that. Next blog will be better I hope. Any

Vets Vs. Congress
Derek Batchelor's Photos Unexplainable, Inexcusable No one has been able to explain to me why young men...... and women serve in the U.S. Military for 20 years, risking their lives protecting freedom, and only get 50% of their pay. While Politicians hold their political positions in the safe confines of the capital, protected by these same men and women, and receive full pay retirement after serving one term. It just does not make any sense. On Fox news they learned that the staffers of Congress family members are exempt from having to pay back student loans. This will get national attention if other news networks will broadcast it. When you add this to the below, just where will all of it stop? 35 States file lawsuit against the Federal GovernmentGovernors of 35 states have filed suit against the Federal Government for imposing unlawful burdens upon them. It only takes 38 (of the 50) States to convene a Constitutional Convention.This will take less than thirty seconds to read. If y

Here 4 Good I Hope
well bout week an a half ago i was up to level 23 any way some how my account got deleted apparently somebody hacked my account an deleted it, Anyway im back an here 4 good i hope i really like this site an enjoy my friends an fam as we speak im workin on my new profile an any help is appreciated i need friends an well anything an everything so just wantin to let it b known

Until I'm Finished
I am not afraid to say I love you, because it's the truth. But, I will not be, just a conveniece to you. It's all or nothing, that's how I roll. To have me is to own my heart, body and soul. The outside as well, every last curve. But my heart goes with it, it's what I deserve. I don't hand myself out, very often, you have to be more. To even crack the surface, get through the door. But, I am taking a pause, getting back to me. Because breaking me doesn't happen, very easily. Yet, here I am, looking like a fool. Settling, breaking my own rules. When I know I am worth, everything, it all. I won't be back until, I'm finished building my wall.

So Much Better
Having your cake, and eating it to. Well I wouldn't get the cake, if I didn't wanna eat it. Would you? My cake has one flavor, one layer, just one that's it. None of this several, or another, Won't have that shit. My focus is one one, not two or three. And that's how it has to be in return, for me. I'm worth it, I deserve it, won't settle for less. I am so much better, than second best.

History Of The Jlm
In late 2006 two people got together and decided to rival the 2nd Alarm hottie as a group... They deicded to form a super hero group and from there "The Justice League Mafia" was born... This group consisted of CB Superman (Superman) & Supersuperwendy (Wonder Woman)... The group grew a little with the additions of Batman... Superman... Storm... Nightwing... & Catwoman... These few select people carried the group for a short span before the group stopped in early 2007... A few months later... The two originals JLM Members got back together to re-create the group bigger and stronger this time... This time the group grew to 36 members... Only this time we noticed we weren't alone in the Super Hero Groups... There was also a "Justice League of Fubar"... These group didn't rival but unstead saw each other as allies... They even shared graphics and other things as aid to each other... There was even talks of a merger then but the merger never happened at that time... This new JLM group l

Far Away
Far Away lyricsSo far awayThis time, this placeMisused, mistakesToo long, too lateWho was I to make you wait?Just one chance, just one breathJust in case there's just one leftCause you knowYou know, you knowThat I love you, I have loved you all alongAnd I miss you, been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never goStop breathing if I don't see you anymoreOne my knees, I'll askLast chance for one last danceCause with you I'd withstandAll of it to hold your handI'd give it all, I'd give for usGive anything but I won't give upCause you knowYou know, you know

Vanishing Pimps
Afternoon all, below is a message I ahve sent to Fubar Support. if & when I get a reply i will post it here. please feel free to get in touch with Support & complain to them about the loss of pimps http://fubar.com/mailman Dear support I logged in today to find out that I had lost the ability to pimp people? When I went to the fubar support lounge to query this I was directed to Scrappers blog to place any complaints I have on this blog. I posted 1 comment & then went back to post another comment & found I had been blocked by scrapper as I got this message “ERROR: this users permissions don't allow you to do this. If you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list CLICK HERE.” So for an admin guy he doesn’t like you disagreeing with him. My point I was going to make was if the pimp ability was being abused by a small section of people who kept scrolling across the top, then stop the few not punish the many. Your change to the pimp allowance & be

My Dark Corner
I hear knock at the door. Maybe if I’m quiet they will go away. They’re still knocking; for fucks sake. I open it and there he stands, I know it’s him right away, though we have never met… “It’s you! You came!”“Yes, Dear, I’m here, but only for a moment. I heard you calling for me, so persistent are your cries.”“I’ve been so lonely, so lost for so long. I’m so glad you are here.”“I know of your pain, but I cannot help you right now, I have other matters to attend to and must be on my way. You know now that I have heard you, that I am real and am paying attention. I will be back for you, one day.”“But, I want to go with you, I want to go now! Please, don’t leave me here to suffer anymore! Please, take me with you.”“I’m sorry Dear, that’s just not how it works. I cannot take you with me, for it is not time for you to go.”“Don’t abandon me!

Lezaiqzhon
A second person arrested in the case related to a woman receiving a cosmetic injection of a cement concoction into her buttocks has posted bond, The Miami Herald is reporting.Corey Alexander Eubank, 40, of Hollywood, Fla., posted $5,000 bond after an arrest on charges of helping a fake doctor inject the backsides of clients with a mixture of cement, mineral oil, Fix-A-Flat tire sealant and Super Glue, the Herald reports. Miami Gardens, Fla., police report that the clients thought they were receiving cosmetic enhancement injections, according to the Herald.According to police, Morris injected a Miami Gardens woman with the mixture in 2010. The woman wound up in critical condition in the hospital, but survived. A second woman has come forward to tell authorities a similar story. The reporter investigates several small and medium enterprises reflect, equivalent to about half the profits paid various taxes and fees Li Jingsheng is a packaging products company general manager. Founded in

Wmldswl558
After ditching Moncler Saleturkey prep on Thanksgiving Thursday to shop and then braving throngs on Black Friday to shop some more, do consumers have it in them to head out on for even more shopping?American Express, which launched the nationwide effort last year to boost revenues at local businesses, thinks yes.Small Business Saturday helped independent merchants pull in 28% more sales in 2010 than they did the same day in 2009, according to American Express. Organizers say that 89 million consumers are expected to “shop Moncler Coats Womensmall” this weekend.About 2.5 million people have liked Small Business Saturday’s Facebook page. To help shop owners prepare, organizers gave away $100 in free Facebook advertising toMoncler Hoodies Women the first 10,000 who signed up.FedEx gave away $1 million in gift cards to 30,000 Facebook fans to use on Saturday and also handed out another 10,000 cards directly to its customers.Culver City is hosting a commemorative event at

My Daddy
you never said you im leaving you never said goodbye you were gone before i knew it and only god knows why there are no words to tell you just what i feel inside the shock.the hurt.the anger might gradually subside a million times ill need you a million times ill cry if love alone could have saved you you would have never died in life i loved you dearly in death i love you still in my heart you hold a place that no one could ever fill it broke my heart to lose you but you didnt go alone for a part of me went with you the day god took you home things will never be the same and all though it hurt so bad i will smile whenever i hear your name and be proud you were my dad in loving memory of my daddy 1952_2011

Feeling Like This
Maybe it is time for me, to stop. Gonna just give this life, all that I've got. It may not be much, but I'll do my best. Do what I can, and ta Hell with the rest. I know how I feel, there's no changing that. But I can't stay, where I'm at. I'm going to start over, smile and move on. I will always know, where my heart belongs. Time for strength, not afraid to fail. In the end, I know I'll prevail. Say yes for a change, take a risk. It can't be any worse, than feeling like this.

I Need Your Help Please :)
I have entered my son in a contest on fb and I need your likes to help him win! First you must like this page http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/Natasha-Polinsky-Photography/145306212170952 And then you have to like this pic http://www.facebook.com/#!/photo.php?fbid=266761716692067&set=a.266741110027461.72979.145306212170952&type=1&theater And thats all you have to do! Thank you all for your votes!!

Random
.This is not for anyother reason but to help a friend, not a pissing contest for linux users. I just figured i would post it incase anyone wanted to try it. Having said that, try at your own risk and ask if you need help ill try to get back to you as soon as i can. Also these are written without the care of an english professor, dont bitch just try it. go here and download the 32bit versions ( 64 is fine, but may require you to tweak too much for what you want, try saving it for when you get good) of the one you want: http://fedoraproject.org/en/get-fedora-options Versions: KDE is as close to windows as you can get without selling your soul. Gnome3 is the product of idiots xfce is too close to gnome but slightly bit better then cutting your wrists Lxde is what i use, but may be too striped down and require more effort into setting up My advice is to go with KDE 32 bit If you have an ISO burner that's fine use it, if not the best and easiest to use

Life
I hate being fat, I hate being unemployed, I hate being poor, I hate being broke, I hate being lonely, I hate having to rely on my parents. When I look in the mirror after I get out of the show I am disgusted by the fat woman I see. I never wanted to be this big ever, it's no wonder why I'm single a guy would have to be blind to want anything to do with me. I am always crying, I can't be mad at anyone except for Lauren, no one else put me in the situation I'm in except myself. I want to be happy again, that seems completely impossible. I'm stuck on my weight loss, I'm on a plateau and my weight goes up it hasn't gone back down in a long time. I have no one in my family going on walks with me or being supportive to help me with my weight loss. I get comments on Facebook from other family members congratulating me on my weight loss, that's the only support I have.

Jokes
i am a tease and a joker some things i say are ment as jokes or to tease if you cn't figure out which is meant as nothing but a joke than maybe there is no room for you in my life i love to laugh even if it is at my own expense if you can't laugh at yourself then you don't realize how many people are laughing at you behind your back i am sorry if i offend anyone but i am honest and tell it like it is

Just Random Stuff
When your a plus size woman, people like to say "yeah she's cute in the face", as if being full figures is such a disgrace. Honey I'm cute in the face, and i'm thick in the waist. I look good whether i'm wearing cotton, leather or lace. I'm beautiful, vibrant and above all smart! And there is more to me than my weight, I also have a heart. Yes my clothes maybe a bigger size, that just means you have access to a bigger prize. We all are not self-conscious bout our weight, and we never have a problem getting a date. So don't think your small frame gives you more pull, I'm a hot, sexy, curvy woman with a figure thats full:) One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men..... They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in.. They stand up to injustice. They don

Good Day
....and welcome to my blog. We ordered my costume last night. Love the internet. I'm going as Dr. Frankenfurter, from The Rocky Horror Picture Show. I won't look as good as Tim Curry did when he shot the roll, but I'll look better than if he did it now. What a day! 1st thing right off the bat, gotta make a run to Grove. Easy call, just deliver some items. So, from my house to work is 45 min. Then I load up and go to Grove. That's 2 hours and I have to drive right by my house. That's where the up side to this is, that means on the way back, my house is on the way. Nothing like a nap in your own bed at lunch. As soon as I get back to the shop, gotta run to Ponca City. That's 1 hour 45 min. Round trip 3 1/2 hours. The the 45 min back home, so that's 9 hours of driving. Only did about 20 min worth of work between the 2 calls. Gotta tell ya, I am beat. Was suposed to go to the home coming game, but too pooped to boogie, as my dad used to say. Now, it's time to start the

For My Owner
Plowin' these fields in the hot summer sun Over by the gate lordy here she comes With a basket full of chicken and a big cold jug of sweet tea I make a little room and she climbs on up Open up the throttle and stir a little dust Just look at her face she ain't a foolin' me She thinks my tractor's sexy It really turns her on She's always starin' at me While I'm chuggin' along She likes the way it's pullin' while we're tillin' up the land She's even kind of crazy 'bout my farmer's tan She's the only one who really understands what gets me She thinks my tractor's sexy We ride back and forth 'til we run out of light Take it to the barn put it up for the night Climb up in the loft sit and talk with the radio on She said she's got a dream and I asked what it is She wants a little farm and a yard full of kids And one more teeny weeny ride before I take her home She thinks my tractor's sexy It really turns her on She's always starin' at me While I'm chuggin' along She likes the way it's pul

Why Can't It Be Like It Use To Be
I been thinking all we ever do is one of us is on the internet while the other is ither watching tv or asleep. We hardly watch movies together, hell we hardly do anything together. But yet we are in the same room. The only time we really do anything together anymore is sleep. Yea we ride in the car and thats another time we really talk or do anything. We use to watch movies every night while we ate dinner. We use to play games every now an then. But here lately I feel like we are avoiding each other... Why can't be like it use to be?

Blogzilla
Life's Instructions Have a firm handshake. Look people in the eye. Sing in the shower. Own a great stereo system. If in a fight, hit first and hit hard. Keep secrets. Never give up on anybody. Miracles happen everyday. Always accept an outstretched hand. Be brave. Even if you're not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference. Whistle. Avoid sarcastic remarks. Choose your life's mate carefully. From this one decision will come 90 per cent of all your happiness or misery. Make it a habit to do nice things for people who will never find out. Lend only those books you never care to see again. Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all that they have. When playing games with ! children, let them win. Give people a second chance, but not a third. Be romantic. Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know. Loosen up. Relax. Except for rare life-and-death matters, nothing is as important as it first seems. Don't allow the phone to interrupt important

Knyck's Blog
Excerpts from a Dog's Diary * 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! * 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! * 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! * 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! * 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! * 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! * 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! * 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! * 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! * 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! * 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! Excerpts from a Cat's Diary Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of

Stories
Boy's dont realize how much one little thing can upset a girl. 45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR: 1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. ...4. Give her your jacket. 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING .. 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say ¡°I love her more than you¡±, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can¡¯t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she¡¯s beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to sh

Read Me!
You know I've been on this sight for sometime now! and It REALLY creeps me out sometimes. Its really put me throught the ringer! I think a woman could be beautiful and sexxy without being so revealing! topless yeah its fine I do those. But not everyone wants to see EVERYTHING unless your an uncontrolable PERVERT! Not to insult anyone what so ever! I'am just saying that you'll never see me on cam or nude photos maybe topless thats about it. Don't ask for more then that! can you control yourself!! I think you can!....I don't take bullshit... and if you don't like me I'am perfectly fine with that to!...I'll prolly leave this sight soon anyways!!! LOL..

Leveling Requirements
Here is the new list of abilities to make sure you get them all and don't have to switch more than once to Demon. It is still easier to get the 50 fam adds as an angel in my experience. Angel Abilities Reveal Crush - 1 point Fam Boost someone - 2 points Point Boost someone - 4 points Altruize someone - 8 Points Vouch for someone - 10 Points Demon Abilities Buzzkill someone - 1 point Shitface someone - 1 point Fam Boost Self - 2 points Point Boost Self - 4 points Cloak someone - 8 points Name Screw someone - 5 points As a demon, to use your abilities on yourself, it depends on your Homepage type. If you're using "hotness" You go to the top, click "My" then an option says "abilities". If you use the fSB homepage, then you click where it says "Ability Points" under your point total and FuBucks Balance. Hopefully you've read my other post and plan to level to 38 as an Angel. If not, please read my post - Level 37 Demons - the easiest way to level! I know some peopl

Good Luck To You
I just can't, I don't know what else to say. It isn't mine, to give away. You seem like a great guy, and I wish you the best. But my heart belongs, to someone else. Without my heart, there's no getting through. And it is taken, good luck to you.

Do You Want A Salute?
I am doing boob salutes for the month of Oct in exchange for a Breast Cancer Pink Ribbon Bling. No bra, just skin. As natural as it gets. I will not be writing on myself, as this causes redness for the next salute if I do multiple ones at once. Your message and fu-name will be on a piece of paper. My fu-name will also be included. Each salute will also include the Breast Cancer Association Ribbon to symbolize the reason for the salute. I apologize in advance for any wait. It may take up to a week for me to get the salute made and sent to you.Please be patient as the turn-around depends on how many salutes have been requested. You MUST follow the details below if you wish to have a boob salute: Open a Private Message (PM) and put BC Salute in the subject so I know what I am opening. Include what you want the salute to say. Usually this inlcudes your fu-name and a small message. I will reply to your PM and inform you of the turn-around time. Do not send the bling unt

I Can't Give You What Is Not Mine
I can't give you something, that is not mine. Hasn't belonged to me, for quite some time. To lend it out, would be just be a temporary fix. And it wouldn't be right, to the person who owns it. I can't deny it, so why try. He captures the tears, that fall from my eyes. Everything I am, rests in his hands. He is just it for me, such an extraordinary man.

Just Keeping It Real
Here I am, on the floor. Safely secured, behind a locked door. Suddenly, there's a knock. Someones trying to get in. I'm not budging, can't crack it, not again. I'm not trying to be mean, just keeping it real. I could never explain to you, how I feel. You can't come in, because that spot belongs to someone else. If I said anything different, I'd just be lying to myself. That position is filled, no longer exists. I'm just telling it, like it is.

Can I Sleep In Your Bed
My hair brushed your face, while we were trying to rest. Both tossing and turning, trying our best. To close our eyes, drift off to Dreamland. You reached out to me, with a touch of your hand. You knew I was upset, you seen the tears shed. Knowing I needed you, that's when you said. Hey Mom, can I sleep in your bed.

Me
OK wellfirst and foremost here is a few of my medical conditions that cause me to spend so much time in the hospital,common varriable immune deficiancy,(no not aids this is a genic condition)it causes lung infections, neuro cardiogenic syncopy-causes blood preasure to drop with no warning lots of passing out,chronic asthma,MD MY tendons in the back of my legs never grew-causes bad leg cramps and toe walking,chronic migrins-was hit in the back of the head 20 years ago in a robbery-no i was robbed lol. Now you know a little bit, I love friends and family,lost my sweet Mother in Febuary and yes i am a mommas boy lol. I have been married three times two when I was young then a long one.single now and never know maybe there is a sweet lady that may want me someday, LOVE YA ALL, WALLY THANKS FOR READING

Professional Led Car Light Manufacturer
In fact,auto signal light is very important for us when use the signal light.Now led me introduce a few common led signal lihgts. In addition, to keep the drivers to replace the brake light in mind: China's production of vehicles taillights are generally "a bubble with two" light bulb with two wires, the weak light is the small lamp and the strong light is the led brake light.Some manufacturers will design them as plug-foot level, making it convenient to use.When exchange the led brake light,we must be very careful and not reversed. In addition, there are still some very important vehicle lights, such as led width-indicator light. When refer to the led turning light,we know its basic function,it is mainly used for warning the the vehicles and pedestrians around the car.It is ordered to master the time when to turn on the auto turn light, usually we should turn on the light when the car is 100 meters away from the intersection.If you turn on the light too early,may would cause the

Random Shit
I am currently standing in a chair at my friends house because a spider is MIA... I went to grab my bag and a spider big enought to carry me off crawled out of it...Since I had no shoes on and nothing in reach to kill it, I went to bathroom to grab the ,believe it or not, spider killer. Well dont waist your fucking money cause I sprayed the spider and it looked at me like "bitch please" and continued to keep on crawling. So I went and grabbed a shoe to smash the big SOB and he is nowhere to be found. I will not get down till the hugh fucking thing is found and dead.... I might be here awhile...

Women & Body Issues
(Read this when I was looking up women with weight issues. Depression over women that is skinny and physically beautiful, this was written by a man to us ladies) Dear Ladies, Don't hate on the exterior of another woman's beauty. Just thank the Lord for whatever good exterior attributes that youve been blessed with. All men are different, we like different attributes. You dont have to strive to be like the images you see in the media. Im not saying that the images arent good, but are they good for you? A man could be attracted to you because he likes: 1. The way you speak 2. The way you dress: sporty, professional, casual, classy, plain, revealing and ect.. 3. Your Eyes: they could be big, small, tight, wide, gloomy and bright. You get the picture. 4. Your Nose: how small, how big, sloped, wide, narrow, pointy, rounded and you get the picture. 5. Your Ears: There are many different shapes sizes and ect. 6. The way you walk. 7. The way you stand. 8. The way you pout. 9. Your level

A Few Poems And Blogs I've Written.one Is Just For Twilight Fans
Michael Jackson was not only a singing,dancing,musical genius who revolutionized the music industry with his breakthrough performances,dance moves and state of the art music videos(which,if it wasnt for that-we wouldnt have music video channels, such as, VH1 ,MTV, OR BET). He was a great human being in every sense of the word. He gave billions of dollars to sick and hungry children all across the world throughout his lifetime and he showed us that each every person has the power to make this world a better place. All we gotta do is take a look at ourselves and "make a change".But, in spite of all that,he was a topic of many stories and scandals in the media throughout his life.And, sadly, these cruel allegations followed him,even, after his death.True, alot of the attention was drawn to him by his own doing. He drew attention himself through his eccentricities and led the media to believe and report things that were,in my opinion, ridiculously false.These eccentricities also led people

Tarot And Knowing!!
Via comment, note, whatever it is.... I will tell you what you are on this earth for. I don't mean exact job position or anything. lol It runs deeper than that. This... that I do, is not really reading the Tarot. It involves your birthdate for me to figure this out, along with my knowledge and sometimes my intuition. I do read Tarot for fun anymore to predict things. When I am able. I stopped charging for now, because I started to hate it. Such is life and Karma, huh? But go for it... and send me your birthdate. I do not need anything else. Do NOT tell me your name, your state, your childhood.... nothing but your birthdate. LOVE, RJ

Teri Shenette
OMG LOVE THIS!!!! WARNING: BEFORE you read this, go use the restroom... & DO NOT have liquid in your mouth...just in case. :) (Seriously, I was eating my cheerios when I read this and I'm still picking them out of the keyboard.)Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. ... A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest.. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer. The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety...?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the