Here is a brief update on my current situation:
I just started my last semester as an undergrad! I'm very excited about it but I'm also very nervous because I need to write a 40 page senior thesis in order to graduate, and I haven't even started it yet. It's due in December and I also have to present it. After I graduate, I need to have my grad school applications in by January 15th. There is just a lot going on right now so I won't be on Fubar much. Right now I'm reading Huckleberry Finn for my American Lit class and I'm really enjoying it. Mark Twain certainly was a genius. I recommend reading it if you haven't already. I spend a lot of time at work when I'm not in school, which makes coming home to do school work and write a 40 page paper very difficult. I'm also a huge procrastinator. That will never change. I have tried over and over again to stay on top of things, but I always leave everything to the last minute. Oh well. I'll stop whining now. I need some sleep anyway. :)
Blah, I hate my job so bad and want to quit but I just can't. Even though it makes me miserable, it pays pretty decent, gives me health insurance, and works around my school schedule. I'm having a really hard time finding another job that is willing to do all that. However, my job is literally eating my soul and I am so tired of being miserable 25 hours a week while having to come home to a ton of school work. I keep thinking about just quitting and taking whatever crappy job I can get til I'm out of college, but I really want to move in with my boyfriend this summer and that won't be possible if I make any less than what I make now. Ahh I'm just sick of working at my dead end job and living with my parents! I just pray I can actually get a decent job once I graduate college. We'll see.
Why is it so freaking hard to quit this site? I am just taking a break from here until Spring Break because I have already spent hours on here instead of doing my school work, but I really don't want to leave. I feel bad saying goodbye to everyone and it's so damn hard to even log off lol but I know I have to. I just hope I can have the self control...I may need my boyfriend to change my password for me haha. See you all in March!
I've been on this site for over 3 years and I've never once been top promoter until today. And it's very strange because I didn't even actively ask anyone to join. Apparently I have a link to my fubar profile on some social networking site that I don't use anymore and I can't remember which one it is. Happy Thanksgiving!
So when I get stressed and overwhelmed I do the worst thing ever...nothing. I have a research proposal due on Tuesday, as well as a quiz and a midterm. I'm so overwhelmed by the idea of it that instead of taking things one step at a time and studying, I've just procrastinated to hell and back and done nothing. For example, instead of studying for my midterm or looking through journals for articles on my research, I am typing a blog on Fubar. The work WILL get done, it always does, but unfortunately I now only have one day to accomplish it. Thankfully I only have 1 class tomorrow and am off work. Wish me luck. I seriously am going to study before I go to bed though.
I have so much school work to do, yet I still find myself wasting my time and life on this stupid website playing fuMafia! I need to be doing calculus problems, working on my 10 page research project, reading one of the 10 books I have to read, etc. etc. etc. I always get my work done eventually, but I'm such a procrastinator and I wish I wasn't. I'm just tired of school and work running my life and wish I had more time to do things that I enjoy without having the knowledge that there is something else I should be doing in the back of my mind. Oh well, someday. Calculus quiz at 8 am tomorrow...time to buckle down and study for it.
I miss this site sometimes but I can't really come on it when I'm in school since we all know how addicting it is. This semester has really been kicking my ass. They say college is worth it though...we shall see.
Ahh I just spent $500 on books for school. It's a bunch of bullshit. As if college isn't unaffordable enough, they have to take advantage of the fact that you have no choice but to buy these books for a ridiculous amount of money. As if anyone really has an extra $500 or more laying around...
So my first semester back to college was a huge success. I got a 4.0, which I'm very excited about. It's amazing how much easier school is when you put a little effort into it lol. Now I just get to work all summer, but once I go back in the fall I am going to go straight through-no more summer breaks. Not that it matters since I plan on going to med school so it looks like I'll be a slave to school for the next 6 years or so. Fun :)