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I Am A Old Member
If you had the choice between shelby montana or denver colorado what would you choose Update Picture Tell me why you are here today? Tell me why you are here today, I thought,that you had went away, The dreams, I held are still within my mind, Why must you tear through my heart today? You are here in my dreams, as I close my eyes, You are in my mind, I lock you away but you stay, I fight the urge to sleep tonight! I wonder why? I hear your voice, See your face, This is just a mistake, Why must you pursue me this way? &nbs

Feelings
time to go into the darkness and let it flow into me let it embrace me and become one with the cold uncaring void let it flow freely from me and become the darkness and take in its power and make it my own and watch all the beautiful destruction that is left in my wake it is time for me to have fun i am going to let the darkness be my home and reside there and learn its dark ways and use them to destroy the ones who have brought me pain and misery and see how they like the new me and how they enjoy their own destruction that they have brought upon themselves by pissing off the one who is not scared of the darkness and everything that dwells within it lets see if they like the monster that they have unleashed.

Military Lifestyle
The Silent Ranks I wear no uniforms, no blues or greens.But, I am in the military, in the ranks rarely seen.I have no rank upon my shoulders. Salutes I do not give.But in the military world is where I live and am rarely seen.I am not in the chain of command, orders I do not give or get.But my husband is the one who does, this I can not forget.I am not the one who fires a weapon, Who puts his life on the line.But my job is just as tough, I'm the one who is always left behind.My husband is a patriot, a brave and pride filled man.And the call to serve his country not all can understand.Behind the lines, I see things needed to keep this country free.My husband makes the sacrifice, but so do my kids and me.I love the man I married. The military is his life. So I pledge to support my hero and stand among the silent ranks known as

C'mon Really
Do you like it rough or sensual?:both, there is a time to be rough and a time to be sensualDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:opposite sex, at this time i just like kissing the same sexHow often do you like to have sex?:alotIs sex a top priority for you?:no my relationship is way more importantDo you have sex face to face with your partner?:opposed to what lol yesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:neverHow do you feel about one night stands?:not for meHow many one night stands have you had?:0What's your favorite position?:i have to pick one damnWhere's your favorite place to have sex?:sensual on a bed, rough up against a wallDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?:both Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?:i dont time myselfDo you get off first or do they?:i probably doDo you like kissing during sex?:yesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?:yes a

Something Different
Today was a good day! I know there were a few ick moments today,but it seemed like old times. People seemed to actually be having fun and enjoying themselves on here today. It reminded me of the old days on the site and it took my mind off the hellish stress and pain I am dealing with. I want to thank everyone for that! (h) I needed a good day. Positivity is something I need to be surrounded with at the moment and negativity is eating me alive and has to be gone gone gone! love ya..well most of ya! hugs and stuffs!

Vengeful Words
Vengeful wordsSo easy to sayThey fall from lipsLike birds of preyThey bite like teethCut like a knifeCausing such painInfluencing a lifeWord are just wordsIt has been saidSo why do they lingerBouncing around in one’s headSome just don’t thinkBefore they speakIt’s all just a gameHavoc to reekThe simplest of thingsSaid without thoughtCan fester and stewCausing love to rotSo choose your words wiselyBe sure they are trueBecause one day they mayCome back to haunt you.

Life Lessons
- I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. -I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. -I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. -I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. -I've learned. . . that it's taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. -I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. -I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. -I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. . . that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had b

Cleanin' Up Family List On Here Please Read
Ok, There are 3 groups on each of our pages, Fans, Friends and Family.... Fans..... these are people we all probably have from when we first started fu/cherry tap/lost cherry or whatever it might have been when we joined they gave us points and now it's needed once you start getting higher up in the levels... so these are probably at best casual acquaintance's and or people who ran past our profile... Friends....again this is how some of us become actual friends where we interact on an every now and then type of scenario and then there is Family Family..... people you can count on to help you level if needed, people you talk to more than just when they want something from you, someone you can trust if they say they are going to do something the DO IT, and in my case my family is people I chat with or atleast trade daily rates and or status comments with.... NOT trying to be a bitch but I kind of feel like if I'm not good enough to be in your family then maybe you don't nee

Remember Me
Whatever you do in life will be insignificant but it is very important that you do it because... You can't know... You can't ever really know the meaning of your life... And you don't need to... Just know that your life has a meaning... Every life has a meaning... whether it lasts one hundred years or one hundred seconds... Every life... And every death... changes the world in its own way... Gandhi knew this. He knew his life would mean something to someone, somewhere, somehow. And he knew with as much certainty that he could never know that meaning... He understood that enjoying life should be of much greater concern then understanding it. And so do I. You can't know... So don't take it for granted... But don't take it too seriously... Don't postpone what you want... Don't leave anything misunderstood... Make sure the people you care about know... Make sure they know how you really feel... Because just like that... It could end.

Song Of Souls...written By Blaze Barrett
Of this world there's a woman...This certain lady carries The candle and key to the darkness In my lonely heart that been locked up....Of this woman, to be bring me light, must first travel The night within my soul... And heart...For me to be open, I must first melt To the candle light..To knock the rust off the lock.. Its a task I so tried for so long....But finally I gave it thought...I can hear the lady on the other side...Calling my name in the dark, jiggling with the lock... Playing with the candle to see....To light up this rusty padlock on my soul.....I banged at the door to cheer her on...But it came through as a whisper.... A whisper she heard clearly for it said...Please love...Help me with this door...I want you so ever badly... When you heard those words through my lips...Through door...You sat down and cried...Cried and let the tears roll...In each tear...Captures the candle light...In each tear...It sparkled into the night...Each cry make me quiver at the sight....F

Siren's Call
The Siren’s CallDarkness falls, My body calls. You hear my voice, you have no choice. Your lips touch mine, just one last time. I feel your hands upon my hips, Squeezing with your fingertips. You bring me closer to your heat, Tongues dancing as they meet. My breasts pressed up to your chest, As you ravage my mouth,Like a man possessed. Your hand reaches up to grab my hair, Holding me tightly as you dare. Euphoria is setting in, As our love dance can begin. The longing I have bottled inside, Is out to see, it no longer can hide. Softly whispering my love for you, You look in my eyes and see that it’s true.

Flights In To Fantasy
Flights into FantasyHis arms would feel like home. Leaning slightly back, I’d stared into his half closed eyes. “I want you“ I’d whispered. “I want you too ”, he’d whisper back. Then his arms would tightened around my back, one hand sliding down to cup my ass. I would feel his tongue slipping slowly in and out of my mouth. Mimicking the way I knew he would lick the soft lips between my thighs. Heat would begin to pool down low. I’d deepen the kiss, moaning in his mouth, all the while grinding on his lap. I wanted him. I needed him. I would feel my legs start to tremble, my desire, at an ultimate peak. Had he asked me to get naked right then and there, there would have been no hesitation on my part, no moment of pause. The fire he’d start, would be blazing hot now. His tongue and mine stroking deeper and faster. His hands squeezing and tightening around me again and again. I want this to be a reality….I can see it playing out

Lonely Ecstasy
LONELY ECSTASY DESIRE TAKES OVER, RUNNING THROUGH MY VEINS, I’M BURNING UP, LIKE THE HOTTEST OF FLAMES. THE COOLNESS OF THE SHEETS… DOES LITTLE TO APPEASE, THE LONGING FOR YOUR BODY, AS I SLOWLY SPREAD MY KNEES. TONGUE TOUCHING …THE TOP OF MY LIPS, AS MY FINGERS INCH DOWN, OVER MY BREASTS, STOMACH AND PAST MY HIPS. EYES HALF OPEN, MY THOUGHTS ON YOU. AHHH CARIÑO, THE THINGS I WANT TO DO.

Should I Give In!
broke up with a lady who was clingy..always knew my every move....always had to call her 3 or more times a day.....well its been 2 months now....pretty quite....havent had time to go out and find someone new....but she wants to come up for the night.....should I let her?

Dream Lover
DREAM LOVER Hearts entwined, love refined. A secret desire,that stays confined. A dream, A thought, A whisper of, A different sort of man I love. He'd sends my heart all a flutter, Making me quiver, making me shutter. I bite my lips in ecstasy, Thinking about him loving me. I want so bad to feel his touch, To suck on his ton

Sexystevie
hi im from hull (GB) any ladys wana chat add me on tomcat34@hotmail.co.uk same pi hope to hear from u soon xx hi sexy ladys if u wana chat add me as frind on windows live msn at tomcat34@hotmail.co.uk hear from u soon peeps xx

Ssdd
I thought I had it all figured out.............. I was fine with being alone, I had the mindset that it was just going to be De'Vonte and I until he went to college and started his own life. We would do the same things we always did, we would just take everything one day at a time and make the best outta what we have. But now things have changed. Some for the better and some for the worst. I've found a great man who says he loves me and De'Vonte and wants to be with us forever! I have a good job (I don't love it, but it pays the bills). The love of my life (De'Vonte) is still happy, loving life, and driving me crazy (I know, it's his job.). But for some reason I just don't feel like all of this is going to last. I'm trying to live it and love it while it's happening, but something is just telling me to go back to the way things were, before it all comes crashing down. You know that feeling of "It's too good to be true"? It's kind of like that, but it seems like instead of the out

Irish Proverbs
A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. About evening a man is known. A boys best friend is his mother and there's no spancel stronger than her apron string. A buckle is a great addition to an old shoe. A closed mouth--a wise head A dishonest woman can't be kept in and an honest woman won't. A fool and his money are easily parted. A foolish woman knows a foolish man's faults After the gathering comes the scattering A golden ring can tie a man as tight as any chain. A good beginning is half the work. A greyhound finds food in its feet. A guest should be blind in another man's house. A handstaff of holly, a buailtin of hazel,a single sheaf and a clean floor. A heavy purse makes a light heart. A hut is a palace to a poor man. A Kerry shower is of twenty-four hours. A king's son is not nobler than his food. A list full of gain and a village full of shame. A little dog can start a hare, but it takes a big one to catch it. A little of anything isn't worth a pin; but a wee bit of

The Girl I Was With 4 A Yer An It Was All Liys
i told u to stop fuckin calln my friends and u didnt u called my friends tiff ,and she old u off ....u didnt listened to me know im ganna have to call the cops ..oh and forget about everything im moving on ok u do the same to . stay away from my friends just cuz ur buggin tiff and erica i don ever want to hear from u again ...im letting them do wat they want or tell u off if they have to ....i cant believe u tried goig behin my back and calling them when i told u not to ok so know i have pitty for noone se my friend wtf oh i called u today like at 7 or 8 and rob told e he looked for u all overthe house and u werent there so i told him to tell u tostop buggin my fiend and me evrytime i have to deal with shi like this i dislike u so im sorry ...i wont be trying to respond to u . fuck u what tif tald me is she is las sis and all the other stuf plus what i no my mom us to be famly low an cuz how u bin now im going to give u sum pay back cuz she sid that you are with lases u are dum cuz

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****READ THIS BEFORE YOU SB ME AND ASK QUESTIONS THAT CAN BE ANSWERED HERE. *** THANKS FOR " VISITING MY PAGES.I APPRECIATE THE GREAT, GENUINE MEN & LADIES THAT I'VE MET HERE. AM VERY APPRECIATIVE OF MY FRIENDS..SITE IS ADDICTIVE ~ WHAT IS SLEEP? ~ LOLJUST A LITTLE HEADS UP: ***IF YA ROCK MY WORLD WITH: BLING-BOMB- NICE GIFTS- YOU WILL BE LOVED BACK IN SAME!! VERY SWEET GURL HERE!!*** *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ THANK YOU 4 ALL THE LOVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~FOR THE RECORD: NO I DO NOT CAM- HAVE NO INTENTION OF GIVING A LIVE SHOW..AND ANY CRASS REQUESTS, TO SEE MORE THAN WHAT I CHOOSE TO SHARE IN MY PIX, GETS YOU BLOCKED. MY TIME HERE IS MOSTLY STRESS RELIEF FROM MY JOB- WHICH IS TECH RELATED.IF YOU CHAT ME-AND I DON'T ANSWER DON'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY -IT MEANS IM FOCUSED ON SOMETHING ELSE. IF YOU CAN'T REACH ME BY SBX, IT MEANS IM BUSY OR IM ONLY CHATTING WITH FAMILY. 70% OF TIME ITS OPEN TO FRIENDS WITH SALUTES..EVERYONE ELSE PLS PM ME..TY.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HOW TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME *~*

I Dont Give A F*ck
I DON'T GIVE A F*CK BY DOPE.. This is a song about five simple words, That when used together properly can help to relieve the stress, frustrations, And aggravations caused by all the people that make you wanna freak the fuck out.Why do you have to go and make things so hard?It doesn't have to be like this.Who the fuck do you think you are?That's it, I'm walking away, just one more reason for me to say... I don't give a fuckI don't give a fuck (what?)About you, or your point of view, or your stupid selfish attitude.Cuz it seems, to be, that you never really gave a fuck about me.So I don't give a fuckI don't give fuckTo my boss who's always hasslin' me, And the people that I work with harassing me, And the ones talkin' fuck with their backs to me, And to my loving parents through my wonderful teenage years.To my ex-girlfriend that cheated on me, My ex-teachers that never believed in me, To the people who always want something for free, And to the president of the United States o

Hcb Rules And How To Join
HCB MEMBERS Shell (founder) Lucia (co founder) Dixie Mia Rainbow Wikid Bella NEW PROSPECTS RULES 1) Must prove hardcore (tell someone off in sb) 2) No fuct in name or member of fuct nation 3) Must add hcb homepage to friends and family list. 4) Must make salute to be approved for the homepage 5) Must have an approved fubar salute 6) Must add HCB Prospect to ur name. 7) Once you have been accepted into the group by proving ur hardcore you must add HCB to ur name

This Is So Sad
Morgan Darren Grace Spradling URGENT PRAYER REQUEST!!! Please re post! Kayla Scott's 22 month old son shot himself in the chest with a brad nailer. It went in his heart. He is now in critical condition and not doing well. Neither is his Mom. Please start a prayer chain for this baby!! Please copy and repost, as you would want someon...e to do it for you. Thanks (Passing this on from a friend) pass this on to all your friends

The Real Me
I'm calling this blog Love...is it what we seek because after reading a romantic novel, it got me thinking about it. Love is a complicated emotion. We all want to find that one person we want and need. The one that takes our breath away and we can't live without. It confuses us and complicates our lives. We sit there day and night thinking of this person and wanting more then life itself for them to love or want us in return. I write romantic poetry and novels myself. None have been published because of the fear no one will enjoy my work as much as I do. I also read romantic novels and wonder "Will my life ever turn out as perfect as this?" The answer to that question is simple "No". Real life and real love are not a fictional novel. It is not made up. But it is what we make it to be. We can get the love we seek and have that fictional love if we really work hard at it and desire it. So, as I sit here in my bed I just think about it. How hard do we really try to get what we reall

Government Coulddiscourage Preventive Services Access
A recent letter from the Congressional Research Service (CRS) reveals how Obamacare will erode patients’ access to certain preventive services. The new health care law requires insurers to cover all preventive measures rated “A” or “B” by the U.S. Preventive Services Task Force (USPSTF) with zero cost-sharing. Otherwise, “a plan or issuer has the discretion to either cover or not cover additional preventive services not recommended by the USPSTF,” according to the CRS letter. While many of the more specific task force recommendations are already included in most health plans, some are less clear cut. Before the passage of the new law, Heritage expert Ed Haislmaier wrote that turning these general recommendations into requirements means the “HHS would need to draft and promulgate regulations detailing the type, scope, frequency, and duration of the specific services that must be covered—along with rules on which prov

Bashfulhunk4u Cherished Feelings
I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HAVE STOOD BY AND SUPPORTED ME AND KEPT ME IN THEIR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS! MY GUT FEELING WAS RIGHT AND NOW I KNOW WHY I WAS DREADING TODAY. I WILL ADMIT THE NEWS WAS DEVASTATING. WHEN THE DR. WALKS IN AND SAYS I GOT SOME GOOD NEWS AND SOME BAD NEWS, THAT KINDA LEAVES A LUMP IN YOUR THROAT. JUST THAT THE LUMP WAS A LITTLE BIT HARDER TO SWALLOW. THE GOOD NEWS WAS I HAD BAD ARTHRITIS IN MY NECK. WHEN HE TOLD ME THAT. I SAID TO MYSELF. OH CRAP! I AM F*CKED! THE BAD NEWS IS: I HAVE A BRAIN TUMOR THAT THEY CURRENTLY ARE WATCHING AND DO NOT FEEL IS THE MORE PRESSING ISSUE. THE OTHER BAD NEWS IS I HAVE SEVERAL HERNIATED DISC IN MY NECK THAT ARE PINCHING THE NERVES OFF IN MULTIPLE PLACES THUS CAUSING THE SEVERE HEADACHES AND PAINS AND PARALYSIS. I NOW HAVE TO TAKE AN INDEFINITE LEAVE OF ABSENCE FROM WORK. I MUST WEAR THAT NECK BRACE AT ALL TIMES. I CAN NOT PICK UP ANYTHING OVER 10 LBS. THEY WILL BE SCHEDULING SURGERY EITHER NOV. 2ND OR THE

College Nudist Society
Just trying this whole fubar page out. Not sure what to do yet. This is my first blog. I attended a College Nudist Seminar at a Nudist Camp for the first time this summer. It was awesome. I downloaded some pictures and did the NSFW thing. I think only my friends can see the pics. Does anyone know if I can download pictures of my friends that were at the Camp with me? I don't want to break the rules... This is still WAY new for me.

Fun
Or should I say. Anyone want to help with my addiction? lol I love women! Is that a crime? I love looking at them, touching them and of course tasting them!!! yum! Anyway I am totally addicted and still want to have fun. Hence my status "casual is always good" Does anybody agree?

How To Navigate Your Profile & Make The Most Of Your Fu Experience
There are two types of statuses that you can change. One is your relationship status. You can change this when you click on the "MY" tab above your Live Feed box. A drop down box will appear and you will select "Settings" from that menu. It will take you to your Settings page where you will click on the box marked "Relationship Status" and a drop box will appear. There are eight (8) statuses to choose from and they are: 1. Private (this status is if you do not feel the need to tell everyone your business) 2. Single 3. In a Relationship 4. Married

Sent To Me By Revjoe
That type of Beauty Is best Described As rare The kind That seems To draw You in And urges you To share I thought I saw A wondrous Glance So I felt It may be Time To take The chance It is hard To say Whether Or not I am Back In the Game All I know For certain Is I am Not sure If you feel Anything Even close To the Same Its beatiful ty REV

Random Things
I know, i know- sore subject. Whatever. I just find it funny that people believe in things that are not there. Like for instance... God and ''Satan''. It's retarded in my opinion to devote yourself to something or someONE who won't even show their fucking face to their followers, but they left behind a little note book full of ''to do's'' and what not to do. The people who try to force their ''beliefs'' on me- fuck you. You're retarded. I don't want anything to do with that kind of douchebaggery. This is what i belive in: -Family -Self -Honesty -Home. If you abandon that for something you can not see or hold on to, you're fucking stupid. Just wanted to say that, and your kids are going to grow up to be brainwashed bible thumpers trying to see something they can not. Gotta be a bitch to be told you can't commit suicide or you won't even see them- whats the point of caring when you won't see them anyways? Hope someone gets a grip on this bullshit because it sure as fuck sp

Rebecca's Poetry :)
Why does it all have to be so confusing, Life, in that mystical & enchanting way? Why can’t it JUST be simple, like a spider, Spinning its web for its home each day? Why can’t it be so easy, When ya meet someone you love? Why does it all get scattered around, Like seeds blowin’ through the world from above? OH WHY is it EVERY single time, Something sparks my heart a’light, I turn around lookn on down that path, Where suddenly things just don’t go right?

Free Show10-21-10
WHO'S READY FOR ONE HELL OF A FREE PARTY???? TIME TO BLOW IT UP!!! SCAREFEST 2010 @ SPEAKING ROCK...FREE show @ Speaking Rock In El Paso , Texas Oct. 21st !!!!! With opening acts TBA.... SPREAD THE WORD!!! Time to get ya liver's ready!!! SCAREFEST @ SPEAKING ROCK!! DOORS OPEN @ 7!!!

The Diary Of Liz
The young man came to the old man seeking counsel.I broke something old manHow badly is it broken?Its in a million little pieces.Im afraid i cant help youWhy?Theres nothing you can doWhy?It cant be fixedWhy?Its broken beyond repar,its in a million little pieces... I used to write alot of blogs. Not so much anymore. I guess after awhile you just feel like no one cares about what you have to say or not. Whether thats the truth or not,who knows? I tend to ramble out of my mind sometimes.... This hasnt been the best year for me,or for really anyone else i know. Anyways my year actually began in February. My oldest brother Matt who was a youth minister thought his wife was cheating on him,when in reality she wasnt. He came to the decision the only way to deal with this was to take his own life. So 2 days before my mothers birthday,my brother commited suicide. I felt like my world had come crashing down around me. I couldnt get out of bed for a week. I wasnt sure how

Search + Win
What a great idea, Free merchandise!! Simply useing a search engine to gain randomly awarded points (collected for merc.) and automatically entered in a larger drawing for bigger prizes!! Every search is a possible winner! CLiCK BELOW!!!!!

Shiloh'sspace
Hi baby!!! I just wanted to say I had a blast with you tonight. And I want you to know I’ve never cum so hard as I did the first time in the shower tonight. Just the thought of your beautiful ass and that sweet pussy of yours, and those big, amazing, suckable nipples … thinking of you made me cum so hard that I thought I was gonna fall and bust my ass right there in the shower. LOL!!! Had to actually sit on the side of the tub for like 5 whole minutes just to be able to stand up again. And sending you nakies of me, my pussy, my titties, just knowing you were looking at those … that has me ready to go again right now. I’m sitting here at my desk and every time I squeeze my thighs together it brushes my clit against my panties and it’s fucking making me sooooo wet. I’m sorry I hadn’t shaved my pussy in that last pic I sent you. I usually shave it bald every third day or so but that day I just wasn’t in much of a mood for it. L

Another Women
Today another woman died and not on a foreign field and not with a rifle strapped to her back, and not with a large defense of tanks rumbling and rolling behind her.She died without CNN covering her war. She died without talk of intelligent bombs and strategic targets The target was simply her face, her back her pregnant belly.The target was her precious flesh that was once composed like music in her mother’s body and sung in the anthem of birth.The target was this life that had lived its own dear wildness, had been loved and not loved, had danced and not danced.A life like yours or mine that had stumbled up from a beginning and had learned to walk and had learned to read. and had learned to sing.Another woman died today. not far from where you live; Just there, next door where the tall light falls across the pavement.Just there, a few steps away where you’ve often heard shouting, Another woman died today.She was the same girl her mother used to kiss; the same child

Original Poem, In Loving Memory Of My Grandmother, Jeanette Mansfield
I RememberI remember my first birthdayChocolate cake in my hairPlaying peek-a-boo around my high chairI remember every holiday togetherA feast on the tableEverybody gathered 'round tellin' fablesI remember Grandpa's workbenchWhere he built so much with his handsWhere I pounded my first nail, turned my first wrenchI remember playing with my cousinsIn that old blue Buick out backCops and robbers, and pretending we were on a recetrackAll these years pastHair disappearingWrinkles upon my faceFamily moving on, some to a better placeAnd I still remember it all like it was yesterdayAlmighty God, thank you for the gift of such a vivid memory,For without it, I would lose my identityA little more as each memory slipped awayAnd thank you, O Lord, for those whoHelped make the memories I hold so dear;So close to my heart.And thank you for the timesI remember. * * Dedicated to my wonderful grandmother, Jeanette H. Mansfield 14 October 1923 -

Celebrating Mom!
If you have been a friend of mine for at least a year, you might remember me losing my mother last October. This Saturday, Oct. 16, will mark the 1st anniversary of her passing after an almost 12 year battle against breast cancer. How ironic that she passed during breast cancer awareness month. I think about her often and remember, as if it was yesterday, watching her take her last breath in my family room with everyone who loved her at her bedside. She was the toughest person, not just woman, I have EVER known. One of the things she insisted upon until her final days was to enjoy life. With that being said, I will try to do just that by running a famp, rang, and auto 11's on Saturday to remember and CELEBRATE her life. Please stop by to say hello as this is the first time I will be running all three together AND might even throw in a bombing at some point during the day. Thank you for reading this and IT IS TIME A CURE IS FOUND FOR THIS HORRIFIC DISEASE!

Beer Labels
Top 13 Warning Labels the FDA is considering placing on beer and alcohol bottles 13. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. 12. WARNING: consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an asshole. 11. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to SMASH YOUR HEAD IN. 10. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. 9. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at 4 in the morning. 8. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your pants. 7. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary (whose species and or name you can't remember). 6. WARNING: consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead. 5. WARNING: consump

Confession
A drunken man staggers in to a Catholic church and sits down in a confession box and says nothing. The bewildered priest coughs to attract his attention, but still the man says nothing. The priest then knocks on the wall three times in a final attempt to get the man to speak.Finally, the drunk replies: "No use knocking' mate, there's no paper in this one either."

I'm Just Sitting Here On The Toilet
A drunk gets up from the bar and heads for the bathroom. A few minutes, a loud, blood curdling scream is heard. A few minutes after that, another loud scream reverberates through the bar. The bartender goes to investigate why the drunk is screaming. "What's all the screaming about in there?" he yells. "You're scaring my customers!" "I'm just sitting here on the toilet," slurs the drunk, "and every time I try to flush, something comes up and squeezes the hell out of my balls." With that, the bartender looks in and says, "You idiot! You're sitting on the mop bucket!"

This Is My Blog
im single once again lol why cant i just find a good girl? am i doing something wrong or do girls just like to hurt me? haha oh well. its their loss not mine. so anyway if your single and looking for a good man hit me up IF YOUR A JUGGALO PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS TO YOUR PAGE! THE WHOLE WORLD OF JUGGALOS NEEDS TO SEE THIS MESSAGE FROM VIOLENT JAY. "this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We

Just Some Thoughts To Share...
What I am typing right now will hopefully help out more than one person. It’s no exactly a lecture, what I’d rather call it is a statement of hope. In the event that something not so great happens to whoever reads this; just read on, because it might help you in the end.A lot of people in this world feel that they have entirely too many problems that they are dealing with, and regardless of everybody else, they may find themselves isolated from the rest of society, leaving them in a void of hopelessness. Some of these people may turn to different ways of handling these problems, several good, and several bad, and depending on the choices they make, there may be alternate turnouts for them.Conflicts tend to get the worst of people, and if they are desperate enough, they will be willing to do anything to get out of it, even if it means ending themselves altogether. Well, hopefully if your reading this right now I will be able to help you in some way, shape, or form. Try to th

Breast Cancer Awareness
Many of you know "THE Slut", some of you don't and whether you like him or not he has a way to show some support for October's Breast Cancer Awareness month. He is auctioning off his points for 12 hours during a Happy Hour. You get to choose the date and time of the HH and he will be running some special ability bling as well during this HH. The ONLY offers he is accepting for this auction is Breast Cancer Awareness Ribbons. He has two Happy Hours to auction off. Also, he will give is points away daily for just 3 ribbons if you are not interested in the HH. So, if you need some extra points and can spare the credits for the ribbon stop by "THE Slut" and give him a hollar. http://www.fubar.com/theslut

Random Thoughts And Rants
I didn't write this myself, but I think every American should read it! The Ghost of Thanksgiving Yet to Come By Arnold Ahlert Wednesday, November 24, 2010 "Winston, come into the dining room, it's time to eat," Julia yelled to her husband. "In a minute, honey, it's a tie score," he answered. Actually Winston wasn't very interested in the traditional holiday football game between Detroit and Washington. Ever since the government passed the Civility in Sports Statute of 2017, outlawing tackle football for its "unseemly violence" and the "bad example it sets for the rest of the world," Winston was far less of a football fan than he used to be. Two-hand touch wasn't nearly as exciting. Yet it wasn't the game that Winston was uninterested in. It was more the thought of eating another TofuTurkey. Even though it was the best type of VeggieMeat available after the government revised the American Anti-Obesity Act of 2018, adding fowl to the list of federally-forbidden

Maumee Homes
Welcome To Toledo and Northwest Ohio!! Maumee homes Hi, I'm Rick Turner. My site has been optimized to search for all Toledo foreclosures & new homes actively listed by Realtors in the Toledo area. Listed here you'll find new homes for sale in Toledo, Perrysburg homes for sale, Sylvania homes, Maumee real estate, Holland homes for sale, Oregon homes, Rossford homes for sale, Waterville, Monclova, Whitehouse, and all of Northwest Ohio!Are you looking to relocate into or out of our area? Let my 17 years of full time experience go to work for YOU! From distressed home owners looking for expert advice about Short Sales to Asset Management Companies looking for a local expert with the experience with Broker Price Opinions and Property Preservation I can help you with Toledo property for investment, foreclosures, new homes, & more! Are you a parent looking to purchase rental property for students attending UT? As an active investor with these types of properties I have assisted dozens o

Be Still My Aching Heart
My father passed away almost two years ago and he was a wonderful writer. He was very gifted. I found this poem he had written last night and I broke down reading it. I actually chose to read it at his funeral. Wandted to share it with whoever cared to read. In your hour of bereavement, when the nights seem ever long When the heartache you are feeling lives only in a song In your secret, private moments, when tears wash at your soul When an end to all your suffering is your solitary goal When even cherished memories are hidden in the dark And a scream lights up the darkness, "Be still my aching heart" When the darkness that engulf you seems never more to end And the hour glass seems filled with mounds of never ending sand When the panes of life seem shattered and you feel cut by every shard And though still unheard, you scream aloud, ""Be still my aching heart" This is the time for silent song when prayers can best be heard When peace can glide from heaven, on

Trapped
Dried up from the inside out, I kinda wanna die What's worse than living empty? No tears left to cry.. Each day is getting longer and harder to get through Waiting for fatigue to close my eyes so I no longer think of you. You came to me like a ray of hope, sunshine in my darkness I saw light through the sadness, I saw the storm clouds clear But you were too far away for me to reach and I was trapped by all my fears. The rain fell too hard, the wind was too strong I couldn't make it to you...and you couldn't wait that long I wish things were different, I wish that ray of light did stay I wish that you could have fought through the storm to meet me half the way. Now all madness has subsided because I've given up the fight But your ray of light isn't present, I'm still lost in the night. Darkness surrounds me, I don't pretend anymore I don't smile to make it seem better like I always did before. I'm done pretending, I'm sick of lying and saying that I'm fine

Just Like You
I could be meanI could be angryYou know I could be just like youI could be fakeI could be stupidYou know I could be just like youYou thought you were standing beside meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youI could be coldI could be ruthlessYou know I could be just like youI could be weakI could be senselessYou know I could be just like youYou thought you were standing beside meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youOn my own 'cause I can't take livin' with youI'm alone

Fubar
is came across this site through a favorite cousin of mine it looked really complicated and i didnt think i was going to like it but after being on it for 4 hours and going to sleep this site was all i thought about.. im really getting the hang of things here and just may end up leavin facebook and myspace!! lol well not really but this site is really cool thanks to whoever founded this... xoxoxo

Just A Thought
FIVE RULES ON FITTING IN AMONG THE HUMANS. Close your eyes and imagine a world filled with so many contradictions that it's damn near impossible to tell left from right, up from down and right from wrong. Picture a culture at war with itself, where the best of what it has to offer struggles to see the light of day, where style almost always trumps substance, where people seek out an existence based on their ability to blend in with an insanity that has come to represent the status quo. Okay, Now imagine a voice in the midst of that wilderness, in tune yet different from everything that surrounds it. Barely indentifiable over the monsterous hum of the daily grind, the voice is a constant that grows louder by the minute. What began as a soft whisper, innocent and only flirting with your audible consciouness, has grown into a definite roar, distinct, and undeniable in it's existince.

My Poems
“HEART OVER MIND OR MIND OVER HEART” By: Carl E. Ingram My heart is a single tune That is easily played for two loves. It wants to be with you soon Just like a pair of winter gloves. My mind wants your warmth too Like my wonderful heart. It never knows what to do But feels where to start. My heart is a single star That’s sparkling in the night. It wants to scream very far And leave you in the moonlight. My mind says don’t Let her go away. It wants to say wont Because it wants you to stay. My heart is a single cloud Moving around in the skies. It wants to scream aloud And say its good-byes. “CAN’T HELP” By: Carl E. Ingram I can’t help feeling sad That I might have hurt you. I can’t help being mad At myself for what’s

Lyrics
found this to be fitting to many aspects in my life as pathetic as it is.... It hurts but I never show, this pain you'll never know If only you could see just how lonely and how cold And frostbit I've become, my backs against the wall When push come to shove I just stand up and scream 'Fuck them all' Man it feels like these walls are closin' in This roof is cavin' in, but it's time to raise it then Your days are numbered like pagers And my book of rhymes got them crookin' boy This crooked mind of mine got them all shook And scared to look in my eyes I stole that fuckin' clock, I took the time And I came up from behind and pretty much snuck up And butt fucked this game up Better be careful when you bring my name up Fuck this fame, that ain't what I came to claim But the game ain't gonna be the same on the day that I leave it But I swear one way or another I'm a make these fuckin' haters believe it I swear to God, won't spare the rod I'm a man of my word, so your fuckin' heads better

Officer Harrassment And Civilright Violations
On Saturday Oct 7th at 11:00pm to 1:30ish on stand off with 15 offericers carrying M-16s and police dogs. The Situation begins while I was sleeping I woke uo to police surrounding my aunt and uncle that I help take care of as both are very sick and uncle is not looking to last much longer. Anyway my uncle shot three round from a pilot gun into the side of sheild to scare stupid as cats of the property because we own wolfs. Anyways this drug dealer setting down at the end of our drive thought some how 30 rounds of shout guns went off at her which was not the case. This lady called and stated we had high power guns which we aren't even carrying. Next thing I hear is offers surrounding our house and using blow horn for my uncle and myself to come out with hand up. Get this my uncle was little over 200lbs just about a year ago and now weighs less tahn 135 lbs. He was sick on the toilet and can barely move around because of having a broken back a while back. I had to help in out of the ho

Survivor
A childhood that one would cringe at Becoming a mother in high school Leaving your child behind to fight for your country Losing your child to death Losing your sibling to a terrorist activity Meeting someone you love... Becoming happy again... Becoming a wife... Becoming a mother to two more beautiful children Becoming an ex-wife Feeling not happy once again Picking up the pieces and starting over Homeless Alone Afraid Put that wall back up around your heart Learning to trust again Slowly Letting Someone Into Your Life Again Hurt again Pain again Never again Cement That Wall Into Place Survive Live Love yourself Love your children Breath Laugh Live Survive Again...

Princessjenny"s Blog
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Share Button V. Promote Button
IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT PEOPLE ARE UP IN ARMS ABOUT THE WHOLE SHARE AND PROMOTE BUTTONS. THESE BUTTONS ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT. BUT YET PEOPLE STILL THINK THEY ARE THE SAME. IT IS SAID THAT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE SHARE BUTTONS IN A NSFW LOUNGE AND IT IS AGAINST THE TOS OF FUBAR.COM WHICH IS TOTALLY CORRECT, BUT YOU ARE ALLOWED TO HAVE THE PROMOTE BUTTON IN A NSFW LOUNGE. THE PROMOTE BUTTON IS THE BEER MUG THAT YOU SEE IN YOUR LOUNGE WHEN YOU FIRST CREATE YOUR LOUNGE. YOU CAN CHANGE THE BEER MUG TO WHATEVER YOU WANT IT TO BE AS LONG IT FALLS INTO THE GUIDE LINES OF FUBAR.COM. IF YOU ARE WONDERING WHAT THESE BUTTONS LOOK LIKE HERE IS A PIC OF ALL THE BUTTONS: THE PICTURES OF THESE NEXT FOUR BUTTONS ARE NOT ALLOWED BECAUSE THESE FOUR BUTTONS ARE ASSOCIATED WITH UNDERAGE PEOPLE, WHICH FUBAR.COM ONLY ALLOWS PEOPLE 18YRS AND OLDER: THE NEXT PICTURE IF OF THE BEER MUG, THIS IS THE ONLY BUTTON THAT IS ALLOWED IN ANY LOUNGE INCLUDING NSFW LOUNGES ON FUBAR.CO

Fubar Lounge Coder Training Lounge Motd Section Breakdown
WELCOME TO FUBAR LOUNGE CODE TRAINING THIS IS GOING TO SEEN RATHER OVERWHELMING TO YOU AT FIRST AS IT IS ALOT OF INFORMATION TO HAVE ALL PUT IN FRONT OF YOU AT ONE TIME, BUT IT IS ALL VERY SIMPLE TO READ AS I HAVE BROKEN IT DOWN TO A WAY THAT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND AND FOLLOW THE EXAMPLES THAT I HAVE PUT IN HERE FOR YOU AND I HOPE THAT YOU CAN UNDERSTAND EACH AND EVERYTHING THAT IS LISTED BELOW AS IT IS VERY VITAL TO YOU TO BECOME SUCCESSFUL IN YOUR BECOMING A LOUNGE CODER. IT IS TRYING WHEN YOU ARE FIRST STARTING OUT FRESH NOT KNOWING WHAT IS WHAT IN CODING OR EVEN NOT KNOW WHAT CODING IS BUT IT IS VERY BASIC JUST ALOT OF THINGS THAT YOU HAVE TO RETAIN IN YOUR MIND AS YOU START ON YOUR WAY TO BE COME A CODER. YOU JUST HAVE TO LEARN AT YOUR OWN PACE AS ALOT OF PEOPLE LEARN AT A DIFFERENT RATE THAN OTHER DO AND THAT IS A GOOD THING AT LEAST WHEN YOU TAKE YOUR TIME YOU WILL KNOW EVERYTHING THAT YOU ARE DOING AND NOT MESS UP OR FORGET WHAT YOU HAVE LEARNED . SO ONCE AGAIN I WAN

Things I've Noticed.
Some of the things I've noticed lately are somewhat alarming to me. Appernatly, people are no longer judged by who they are on the inside, but rather by what they chose as a career, how popular they are, where they live, or what their backround is. I realize that while one must be mildly attracted to a person physically, one's physical apperance should not be the end all and be all. In today's world of social sites, instant messaging, and other high tech advancements, people are putting too much stock into a person's popularity, career, or other marteriallistic status, ie how much money they may or may not have, or what kind of car they drive. I for one, who expierenced first hand this type of behavior. Before I enlisted in the military, people never gave me a second look, or a second thought. I was simply another person who blended into the backround or was overlooked. But once I returned home from Missouri a soldier, it all changed. People started wanting to shake my hand, ask for m

Fake This...
Now I have heard it all.Can you bust a fake saying she'he is a fake? Haha.Stupid Bishes. Ok listen up because you guys story is getting old and making me sleepy.Yawns...Sorry First off READ MY PROFILE.How much clearer is that,now let me address something here without adding there name to it.Yes I know the fuct up rules.like okay... This one cracked me up and wasn't sure if he was coming at me or what. Fake or not, whatever idiot bouncer approved this "salute" should be fired since it lacks one of the three "required" (and I use that term QUITE loosely) elements. Ok salute was not approved even though there are some idiots on here that wag there tail behind the other to get liked.If it had been approved it would have showed in the little section to the right of your homepage under your profile picture that says salute,Don't believe me go look.I use the old and janky style myself to view my homepage and that is what I see. The next one I will address. My only question about

Cowboys
A REGULAR GUY- WILL WATCH SOMEONE IN NEEDA COWBOY- WILL BE RIGHT THERE HELPINGA REGULAR GUY- MIGHT HAVE SOME MANNERSA COWBOY- KNOWS THE MEANING AND DOESN'T KNOW HOW NOT TOA REGULAR GUY- DOESN'T KNOW RESPECTA COWBOY- KNOWS AND SHOWS IT TO EVERYONE EVEN WHEN NONE IS SHOWED TO HIMA REGULAR GUY- HIS DAY STARTS AT MAYBE 7 IN THE MORNINGA COWBOY- MOST OF THE TIME ITS AT OR BEFORE THE SUN COMES UPA REGULAR GUY- WILL LOOK FOR A FIGHT SO HE CAN LOOK TOUGHA COWBOY- WON'T START A FIGHT BUT WILL SURE END ITA REGULAR GUY- DRINKS TILL HE PASSES OUTA COWBOY- DOESN'T KNOW THE MEANING OF PASSING OUTA REGULAR GUY- DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WHEN HE IS BORED AND HAS NOTHING TO DOA COWBOY- DOESN'T HAVE THE TIME TO KNOW WHAT BEING BORED ISA REGULAR GUY- WILL TALK SHIT AND THREATIN TO KICK YOUR ASSA COWBOY- DOESN'T TALK SHIT HE WILL JUST PLAIN OLD KICK YOUR ASS THEN LISTEN TO YOUA REGULAR GUY- WILL TELL A WOMEN HE LOVES HERA COWBOY- HE WONT JUST TELL HER HE LOVES HER HE WILL TELL HER SHE IS THE ONLY ONE FOR HI

Team Brandon
Young man Brandon Allen 11 years old was hit by a car oct 1st, was med flighted to childrens hospital in birmingham alabama,Were he lost his fight for life,at 10:29 am 10/6/10 God bless this family!! They saved FIVE lives by donating his organs!!! The family had no insurance, there has been two accounts set up to help the family cope with and help pay for this tragic accident. If anyone would like mske a donation to help this family Regions bank The Brandon Allen Fund account number 0145147485 A huge Thank you to everyone for all there support and prayers Also Team Brandon is working hard with, Ryan Lovell to put togrther a music festival in honer of Brandon! Hopefully it will take place november 6th we are still working on all the details. So far we know there will be 5 to 7 bands playing also a bake sale as more details become availeable we will update everyone. We alo............... want to thank everyone for their prayers and support, but the job isn't finiised go to http://www.fa

My Poems
As they walk hand and hand, theirs hearts intwined. Always meant to be on forever and ever. Lost to this world, forgotten and forsaken. They wait for the time when they will be together forever more. Lost in the sorrow of long ago. Broken and battered. Waiting for time to end, yet it drifts by so slow. Take me by the hand fight this dream we are lost in. Teach me that love is still what it was so long ago . Take me home where we both belong , my love my soul. Their hears intwined forever . Never to forgot what we lost so long ago. Then we can be as one. Once more.

Broken Hearted
I Want to cry I want to scream I want to tell you mostly.I hate that im afraid of everything I hate that your the one thing i want most but cant have I hate that you let me go before i even got to say goodbye I wiish that you would come back to me I wish that i were strong enough to say NO to you I wish i could believe my own lies I tell you to cover up the pain you left I need to move on says my head I need to hold on says my heart I envy the way this hasnt hurt you at all I envy her I envy the fact that you dont understand what this feels like at all I want to hurt you I want to be with you I want this nightmare to be over I wish i could make things to the way they were before I wish i could change time I wish I could change you I wish I could have hurt you before you hurt me I need you out of my thoughts I need you out of my heart I need to start doing things for me I hate that i gave you something that i can never have back Im tired of hoping aimlessly

I'm A Failure...
I Went To Maine For The Weekend To See Both My Sons Cause Of A Call From Them. It Been A Hell Of A Roller Coaster Ride Wthe Them And Thier Mother. I Went Up To See Them And Try To Find Out Whats Going On. Spending Time With Them Was great But On The Ride Back Home All I Did Was Cry Most Of The Way Home. I Feel Like I Failed Them I Feel Like I Failed My Mother And I Feel Like I Failed MySelf Too. I Really Hate This Feeling But Yes Its This Bad To Me. When I got Married It Was For Life UnLike My Parents I Wasnt Going To Get Divorce But After Enough Cheating On Her Part I Filed For It. At That Point I Let My Kids Down. When They Both Were Living With Me It Was Alot Better Cause UnLike Thier Mother I Cared For Them First. So When My Oldest Had To Mover Back With Her A Couple Of Years Ago I Failed Again. Then This Jan My Youngest Had To Move Back With Her Again I Failed Again. My Whole Life Has Been Nothing But Failures After Failures. So All In All I Feel Like A Big Fat Failure. I"M NOT LO

Company Of Artists
http://company-of-artists.com/home.html So the saying goes Money is the Root of all Evil. If you believe this to be true then give me your money. Same concept the Church uses to take from you but not I. I work hard for my money and though this is a fact. Money can not bring a person happiness no. Happiness comes from the money earned, you see if I go out and work an average job and look at all the millions of people doing the same what is the secret to these million dollar men. Simple productivity and honest integrated thinking as well as selfishness. Yes selfishness because in reality a selfless person will take what they can from another it is impossible to be both selfless and honest. A selfish honest person does not take from other producer's they teach and protect values through their success. If I discovered the next big step in humanities essence of life would I be happy that I am rich or would I be happy of my accomplishments? The money is just an extra added bo

Looking For Cherrytappers!
Well it's been a while and now that I'm back it's a lonely and sad one. Some of the ones That used to be around aren't around anymore, ones I actually talked and enjoyed being around on here are gone. I come back and now it's FUBAR and I don't have the friends/fans that I once had and I have to re-rank since I had deleted my old profile. I still have a low 1million user number so woot! On top of that I have someone I care about on here that it seems they don't care much about me anymore which is a contrast to how they act sometimes. I don't know why they act that way when I really want the best. On top of all of this I want my old rank back and all the old cherrytappers to hit me back up but I don't even know how to get back to it! If anyone knows the best way to get back hit me up :) Also if the one I care about reads it, ha! I re-iterated it. :P

This Is What It Is
YOU ARE SO AMAZING, TO ME YOU ARE A BREATH OF FRESH AIR, THAT MY SOUL IS CONSUMED BY, WHAT SPELL HAS BEEN CAST UPON ME, THAT I CRAVE FOR THIS WOMAN EVEN AS I DREAM. OH THE AGONY AND ANTICIPATION OF WANTING HER. THINKING OF OUR FIRST TOUCH AND OUR FIRST KISS AS THOUGH IT HAS ALREADY HAPPEN. EACH DAY THAT PASSES DRAWS ME CLOSER AND CLOSER TO HER, AS THOUGH I WERE BEING PULLED BY SOME UNSEEN MAGNETIC FORCE. HOW DO I ESCAPE? I DO NOT WANT TO ESCAPE, WHAT I FEEL FEELS GOOD!!!!

My Miracles
I still remember the day you both were born I kissed your soft faces and held you gently in my arms As a tear of happiness ran down my face I knew that there was nowhere I wanted to be, than with u in any place &nb

Vi R Us
This is Dylan.Dylan is five years old and has a sever case of Hemophilia B. Hemophilia B is a rare blood clotting disorder that doesn't allow for Dylan's body to heal when a blood vessel is broken. Thus a scab is never formed, and blood can poor from the open wound. In sever cases, bleeding can occur for weeks.Dylan has to be very careful about what he does, so he spends most of his time inside with his action figures and video games, because even a small cut could be devastating. October 17th is the Hemophilia walk and Dylan needs to raise $200 dollars before this point. We're almost there, sitting at $71. Care to help?You can donate as much as you wish, and it only takes a couple of seconds.I'll even provide the link! http://my.e2rm.com/personalpage.aspx?registrationID=872747&langPref=en-CA&sms_ss=facebook&at_xt=4cb3a1b4f6f0e9b9%2C0 It would mean a lot to me, Dylan, and his family. Thank you.

Apoet
Swirling destiny dooms his mind, He trips over the answers he can't seem to find, mentally instable in his current state, Heroic suicide defines his fate, He'll die for your right to break his heart, Maybe you'll see how you tore him apart, His addictions are marked with your name, defying truth you'll neglect any blame, He held your heart too close to his own, You were the warmth he'll never know, Now He's a soldier ready to fight, Fighting for you took all his might, All the might he had to live, All his power to forgive

I R Sad :-(
Okay...So, being the good point-hoar that I've become....and talking to FangBanginCannie, I changed my default picture. The first one I had got flagged. Too much boobage or some such rot. Which is also a crock of shit coz I've seen more cleavage scrolling up top than..well, I can't think of when. :P Then I found another, of Hillary Duff, didn't really care who it was, it was a hotish picture. lol Then FBC said I could use hers...so here it is. So, since I've put this one up yesterday evening, I have gotten more likes, points, rates, likes (no bling dammit lol) than I have in all the 4 years I've been on this site. Sad really coz these people see some hot chick who if they actually looked more doesn't look 52 years old. haahaa I've always been told I look good for my age or young for my age but damn. lol Anywhooooo.....I probably should take this down and put up my real one. I dunno....What say youz?

Hammer Time
life is an interesting journey,for some reason byond my grasp I just can't make every thing work.I don't understand why people feel the need to compliment you for "talent" they don't even know if you have. is it their need to receive compliments or ego strokes so they give them just to try to get them in return ? in the past week i have been told by a few people (who just met me and don't really know me) how "talented" I am, and how "artistic" I must be when its not possable for them to know if I am or not. On one hand I apreciate the ego stroke but when I have done nothing to be appreciated, it seems odd. I just dont understand some people. 0 to crap in 30 minuets (or less ) so some one says have some nuts. so i have some almonds ( i like all kinds of nuts, i was in the mood for almonds) the person who said have some nuts says "what the hell are you eating" i say almonds cause you said have some nuts. they say i thought you would only eat peanuts. i say almonds are nuts you sa

Poems
She walks in light , waiting to be saved. No one hears her screams but me. But I am unable to save her. Her screams of sorrow tare out my very soul. I tried to save so long ago but my hands where bound. I never meant harm to come to my love. Watching her fall , like a nightmare that will never stop. Begging her to forgive me for my misdeeds. I allowed her to be judged unfairly , and my loneliness is the price. That I will forever pay. If I could change what was done I would to save my fallen angel. My sweet salvation I wish that I could have saved you from you fall from grace. I watched her as she walked towrds me with tears in eyes. They had taken her true love from her. They where soul mates meant to be together for ever. But they called him a trader. The war had gone on for so long, Her love was tired of the war . He had been fighting for over a thousand years. The war was still going strong in heaven. It seemed like it would never end. She begged me to help her get her lov

Why Do We Hurt The Ones We Love
this quote brought up lots of my memories and past experiences. Many of those questions or insecurities are also the very same ones I had until a couple of months back when I truly understand what I need or wanted.It was only then that I realized giving in all the time and bottling up frustrations are really not they way it’s suppose to be if we expect the relationship to grow, mature and stabilize. Avoidance of negative issues only makes matter worst. As these issues wouldn’t simply just go away by ignoring it, as it would only start building up and silently gnaw away our inner self - especially our self-worth. Losing our sense of self and dignity in a relationship would only lead to a stagnant, stale and unhappy outlook. I kept stalling the matter, thinking if I just continue to give in and try to change or mold myself according to his ‘idea’ everything will eventually fall into it’s place. However, unfortunately that wasn’t the case, and I found

Really Folks Of Fu??
Issue 1- How can you complain when people use you for rates? Isn't that the point of Fubar? You pay $100 for god mode or something DO NOT COMPLAIN because all of us use your wasted money to level. Fubar is here to make friends, hang out and kill time, and to LEVEL! Accept it you whiney baby. Just cuz you can afford to waste the money does not mean you control what all of us out there do. Issue 2- Folks if you won babyj's HH contest do you really feel it important to keep your need for attention on here out there for everyone? If you won a free HH congrats to you really but dont keep entering the same salute into the contest. Want to win twice fine be more creative than that. You wonder why many of you are disliked? Try being less of a point/attention whore and more of a friend to the people around you it works out better at the end of the day. Issue 3- STOP CRYING ABOUT THE DISLIKE BUTTON THERE ARE NO POINTS INVOLVED! Many who use the new dislike button do it for fun bec

Life In General
I was wondering the other day why people are the way they are. I recently moved to the states last year, even more recently going through a divorce. Life has been pretty shitty, I find out great news and then my electric is shut off. Then all my food was ruined. It's been a pretty shitty week. Now it's the beginning of a new one, hopefully I will meet a really cute cowgirl, that would be just spectacular, lol. Something about boots and a jean skirt are just really powerful tools in a girls aresnal when it deals with this guy. I also give up one of my dogs since I work way to much to be able to show him as much of the attention as he deserves. It's really kind of sad. When posting an ad for him on Craigslist, it's been deleted 3 times almost immediately after being posted. Why can't people just fuck off? Know what I mean? Well, I'm going to the bar Saturday and gettin pissed! Cheers! Rhyan

The Good, The Bad, And The Ugly
"True friends stab you in the front" ~Oscar Wilde I am opening this blog with that quote, which is one of my favorites for a reason. Those we call friends can sometimes disappoint more than those we once considered enemies. The ones that we didn't get along with for one reason or another suddenly become closer than those who always appeared to be nice, sweet friends who "like to help others." I am blessed to call some women on here friends now that were once on the opposite side of that line. They were never quiet about their feelings about me, nor was I about them. The catalyst always came down to a guy (go figure). It was always out in the open though. Never was a word said that the other wasn't aware of. That is the reason that these women are so much respected by me. It's the ones who smile in your face as they stab you in the back that bother me. Fubar is like a small town, and everyone knows everyone else's business, or at least pretends to know, and states is as fact with

Support The Causes!!
I would like to suggest we start a causes section (troops, breast cancer, feeding the poor, shelter for the homeless etc..) We donate portions of our fubucks which makes us feel like we are helping our communities etc. Then we have a sponsor pay the diff of what we dontae. I believe Fu could make a big Difference. So holla "hell Yeah" if you think we should help our communities. DJ TRIX

Bi Treatment M & F
i am a bi f in the usa .. when i was younger, a man told me that only men cud suck cock correctly .. so he volunteered ro show me .. he was bi or gay .. ity didnt matter 2 me .. i was gonna learn. he told me that a hand on the shaft was good .. go back and forth. he told me to really suck .. seriously,. he said if u wanna suck someone off, u literally suck on the cock using that friction against the roof of ur mouth, or your throat muscles if u cud fight back a gag reflux or something. he also said a well placed finger in the ass hole wu work against the spinter thingy .. anyway it has always worked for me. Hand on cock, suction, pressure and friction .. it works 4 me! XXX Ginny How a bi woman shud b treated by a mature bi man. Wrtten to me 10/01/10 by a bi hot dude friend:Morning baby, I just woke up in bed with two friends and had a nice little 3 way morning fuck, nothing better for breakfast than cum! If we were together I'd hold you on my lap while you fucked your little whorecunt.

Fubar Stuff
I just don't get why people block people who don't have a salute. I mean your on a "social network site" to "meet" people! I mean I hate it when I see someone saying they check me out or likes me and then for me to go see there profile to check them out to come accros that it say's they have it block to people without a salute. Some of us have lives and just dont have time to post a saltue or wont be on here as much as some of you anymore. Being I know I am not going to be on much no more and find it pointless to post a salute. I mean seriously if your here to meet people you should leave your profile open for everyone to see and leave comments. And for the ones you dont want to talk to there is an ignore feature you just click on that button and poof they are gone. I mean you could be missing out on someone that does not have a salute that you say you like but you wont let them view your profile because they dont have a salute. I just think its plain stupid in my opinion. They way I

Losing Someone Special
That day you broke my heart My heart tore and I just fell apart I didn't really know what to do or even what to say But, when I looked back I regret watching you walk away I should of done something I don't know, anything, instead of just standing there with tears running down my cheeks &nb

Maleenhancement
All Natural male enhancements Once More in the limelight As new research results and studies are being presented to the public as to the efficiency of Natural Male Enhancement, they are in the limelight once again. There will certainly be an influx of these products in the market within a year or so with the proliferation of companies manufacturing natural Male Enhancement Pills and supplements. When it comes to all Premature Ejaculation Treatment supplements and male enhancement pills there are several companies that have made a major breakthrough as they are naturally effective and safe and do not end up in common side effects feared by most men who are planning to use these products due to various sexual problems.

Politics
. Netanyahu at his best Even those who aren't particularly sympathetic to Israel's Benjamin Netanyahu, could get a good measure of satisfaction from this interview with British Television during the retaliation against Hamas' shelling of Israel.The interviewer asked him: "How come so many more Palestinians have been killed in this conflict than Israelis?" (A nasty question if there ever was one!)Netanyahu: "Are you sure that you want to start asking in that direction?" Interviewer: (Falling into the trap) Why not?Netanyahu: "Because in World War II more Germans were killed than British and Americans combined, but there is no doubt in anyone's mind that the war was caused by Germany's aggression. And in response to the German blitz on London, the British wiped out the entire city of Dresden, burning to death more German civilians than the number of people killed in Hiroshima. Moreover, I could remind you that in 1944, when the R.A.F. tried to bomb the Gestapo Headquarters in Copenh

Love
For some time I’m searching for your loveWith the tune, that’s something I’ll remind you ofWhen I feel the turning of the sunEvery moon has something that I’m dreaming ofWe can sail and sail as one by the time we reach the sunWhen hope will guide my wayI’ll hear you say You are all that I want, you’re more than thisYou’ve been gone on your crystal ship‘Cause I’m standing on the shores with the wind and a kissTime will fly, on your crystal shipYou are all that I want, you’re more than thisYou’ve been gone on your crystal ship‘Cause I’m standing on the shores with the wind and a kissTime will fly on your crystal ship Now we sit and wonder at the moon,While my heart is beating so much fasterWe can rise, rise up like

Smutty Stories From The Masturbation Station
I’m really excited to FINALLY tell you about what I’ve been buzzing about for over a month now… THE DILTRON! Okay so I’ve mentioned on my twitter/face book/myspace updates that my main cam site that I work on and LOOOOVE was sending me a sex machine called a diltron to Beta for their site. As far as I know they only picked 3 girls to send this awesome sex toy to for FREE in exchange for trying it out and introducing it to the site as something they might have more girls use in the future. The model manager sent me this email asking me if I’d be interested and I checked out the attached video and I admit I was kind of scared. It looked really hot and all but I had no idea who was controlling it (the dildo that was pounding the girl in the video) as it was attached to a stick type thing that was coming from off screen. I asked him how it worked and explained it to me; Basically it was a sex toy that the dudes that get shows from their diltron girls on

Best Place To Buy Books Online Ever!!! If You Love To Read Check This Out!!!
If you want some cheaper ways of buying books, you should check out www.thriftbooks.com. They have free shipping on all orders and most of the books I've gotten from them have been about $3.95. I belong to like seven book clubs, and am a member at barnes and noble so I buy like on average maybe 30 to 40 books a month s...ometimes. We book lovers need to stick together, especially since too many people are doing the books online thing. We need to let authors know that there are still people who like the traditional books instead of them just putting them online and not on paper.

Pink Ribbon Continued On From Proud American
My Pink Ribbon ( in memory of Joella Goodwin) I never thought, it would happen to me after-all I was always so Healthy. No family history just out of the blue, neither me nor my family had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, it couldn't happen to me, so I never cared. Then one day, I would be stumped, while taking a shower I felt a lump. " Dear God" why did this happen to me?, I sit here and wait for a mastectomy. Will I still be a woman?, Will I still be the same?, or will I be some kind of freak, living in shame? Would it have been differant, if I had checked before?, instead I just stood there it was something I would ignore. I feel differant, but I'm still the same, and it's something of which, I no-longer have to live in shame.

My Crazy Life
I have this little angel. For me she left her wings.She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.Every person that has known her sees this light within her soulI know that in this whole great world, she has a special role.She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knowsThis light in her shines brighter as my angel grows.When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart.She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part.She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain.She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain.I know that God must love me, He showed me with His GraceI knew just how completely when I saw

Jokes
'Mr. Krabs' lives in 'Bikini Bottom'..Think about it. xD What do you call a dead blonde under the porch? Last years hide and seek winner Q: What's the difference between a Northern fairytale and a Southern fairytale?A: A Northern fairytale begins, "Once upon a time..." A Southern fairytale begins, "Y'all aren't gonna believe this shit..."

Worst/nastiest/dumbest/lamest 1st Lines
Worst/Nastiest/Dumbest/Lamest 1st lines received by beautiful women on Fubar; I am writing this blog just for fun, so enjoy! ____________________________________________________________________ This blog was inspired by Kilala 911 Girlz (thanks Kilala!), one of the many beautiful sexy women on Fu. So, I asked some of the sexiest, most liked, and most popular women on Fu: “What’s the worst first line you’ve gotten?” Some of these first liners are hilarious, some are rude, some are JUST PLAIN SAD. When available, I included the replies given (which RAWK). Men of Fu, read carefully, and learn what NOT to say, PLEASE….! Saying things like these will get you blocked or in some "Futard" or "FuPervs" folder. =) From Kilala 911 Girlz: “hey sweetie how do you look topless?” “are you looking for master?” From jeanniejeanster: (Yup, that's me...) “You look like your pussy tastes like strawberries”

Lonely Again
Been told a lot lately about how I need to like myself more and be ok with being alone. So that get's me thinking, If I was happy being by myself, why the hell would I want anyone else around? You'd think it would get easier being alone as time passes, especially getting out of a life that was stressful at its best and violent at its worst. But being alone gets harder every day. I lived this way for years before and it drove me to the edge of ending everything. I can only hope this time will be easier. I'll never understand how people can believe in things that just can't be real, even when all evidence proves them wrong. They continue to cling to the belief in ghosts, gods, aliens, or government having any positive value to society.At the same time I'm supposed to believe that there's some way I can ever find someone and be happy, even when all the evidence says the opposite. I'm expected to cling to some hope that if I just change the right things in my life and hold on long enough t

Hahaha!
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day when the man looked over at his wife and said, â€œYour buttâ€™s getting huge. I bet itâ€™s bigger than the barbecue.â€With that, he proceeded to get a measuring tape and measured the grill. Then he went over to where his wife was working and measured her butt.â€œI was right, your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue!â€The woman chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, the husband felt a little frisky. He made some advances toward her, but she completely brushed him off.â€œWhatâ€™s wrong?â€ he asked.She replied, â€œDo you really think Iâ€™m going to fire up this big-ass grill for one little weenie?â€ A boy is at school and he hears the older kids talking about pussy, and their bitch. The boy confused by this goes to his mother. â€œMomâ€, the boy asks, â€œWhatâ€™s a pussy?â

Caveocaterva
You walk as If you were great like me(he said) You would be strong if you had heart. I would be a good suit to teach you son. I am the master and the beast..(he said) I wish you heard your own sound.(I thought.) I don't think you'd speak very often.. You would teach me of greed and bigotry.. Which is a beast I've already mastered.(I thought) And then declined.. Imagining my escape. Only to be stopped. By another slave. You talk like you are better than us.(she said) You must not have had a good beating boy. I should get my husband to show you a man I bet he would knock your head clean off..(she said) I wish you could see yourself..(I thought..) I have been bathed in blood and violence. You could do better than a war machine. You will want new toy when it's broken.(I thought) So I apologized. Looking for an exit. I heard a voice. Calling me out. You act so unaffected by them.(he said) You must not have a care in the world. I bet you never had

New Level Up Requirements
I just found out to level up to level 20, I have to jump up and down on a 3/4s inflated WNBA game ball used in a LA Sparks playoff game (any LA Sparks playoff game will do) in a pattern including a 3 to 1 ratio of left footed jumps to right footed jumps while juggling a running chain saw, a half eaten marshmallow peep (pink, not yellow), and a mylar get well soon balloon. In addition, I must be chewing grape Bazooka Joe bubble gum without reading the comic, wear a flannel tuxedo with a striped lace cumberbund and have my hair cut into a mullet with the word FUBAR etched in the back of my skull. I should be level 20 any time now!

Work
FOR THE LAST TIME - I WILL BE FILING A SMALL CLAIMS CASE AGAINST AMAZON FOR THE ENTIRE BALANCE OF THIS ACCOUNT . IN ADDITION TO WRONGFUL TERMINATION AND WHATEVER ELSE I CAN DRUM UP. THE NY STATE MAX IN SMALL CLAIMS IS $5,000. FOR THE $39.26 THAT YOU STOLE FROM ME, *** WILL HAVE A LAWYER PRESENT IN A COURT HOUSE IN STATEN ISLAND. IT IS GOING TO COST *** A LOT MORE THAN WHAT YOU OWE ME. YOU TERMINATED MY ACCOUNT FOR NO REASON I CAN FIGURE OUT AND OFFER A FORM LETTER AS AN EXPLANATION. BOOBS AT *** ARE FROM A FOREIGN LAND AND APPARENTLY ARE NOT FAMILIAR WITH THE THIEVES AT ***. OBVIOUSLY, I NEED THE MONEY, I NEEDED THE SO CALLED JOB AND I NEED TO BE IN COURT TO GET IT. IF ALL YOU CAN OFFER IS A FORM LETTER - DON'T BOTHER. OTHERWISE *** THE COMPANY WILL HAVE MY FILING BY MONDAY. YOU ARE ANIMALS- NO GUTS TO PHONE, EXPLAIN, AND STEAL EARNED MONEY. Yay, you gave me a title. It is a cool title, makes me giggle a bit because everytime I say it, I think I should

Misc.
OK Ladies if you where giving the chance to sleep with any female singers (past or present) Who would you choose? Right now my list would be: Christina Aguilera, P!nk, The dark hair sister from Heart (when she was younger) cant think of her name. Stevie Nicks (also when younger) Pat Benatar. Lady Ga Ga, Debbie Harry (Blondie) (also when younger). Thats all I can think of for now If I get enough names Ill try and post a top 10. Me: Hi Friend: Hey whats up? Me: not much just waiting for so-n-so to come over Friend: What you two going to do Me: Just relax at the pool Friend: Lucky you; I am going to a funeral oops I mean wedding shortly Friend: ok reason why I called and I am currious along with a few of your other friends Me: Ok what is on your mind? Friend: Why wont you date any of us? Friend: You know we all have crushes on you and we don't hide the fact we think your hot. Me: yea I know but I just don't like to cross that best friend line Me: Trust me I thought about it

News!
Much to everyone's dismay i am forming a new project Independently severing ties from the normal and focusing on the unusual . I am taking over Drums, Guitar ,Vocals,Programming,Composing,and some of the songwriting. While my Girlfriend is taking over Bass ,Vocals,and songwriting. If i can strap someone to the chair long enough to take care of the odds and ends there will be a third member but as it stands now i can't find the fucking rope The new project is called Dead Rose Society . There will be more information coming when things get going if anyone cared to hear it . We had to put things on hold for the past 5 weeks or so due to unforseen cercumstances Like the amp frying for no reason ( turns out it's defective hopefully it works now and recent flooding) I still can't get any co-operation whatso fucking ever from the so called vocalist so you know what if he's going to be like this his ass will be through and i'll just fucking do it myself. The main songwriter hasn't

Lessons I've Learned
"A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies." The Hebrew word chayil, translated here "noble," or "virtuous" (KJV), means a wife of valor — a strong, capable woman with strong convictions.Her husband trusts her management of their resources. Her industriousness adds to the family income. "She brings him good, not harm, all the days of her life." This woman does not do right only when it is convenient and profitable. Her actions are not based on how she is treated by others or by what others think. Her character is steady. She is reliable and dependable. "She selects wool and flax and works with eager hands." This woman enjoys working so much that she plans ahead for what she needs in order to accomplish her responsibilities. "She is like the merchant ships, bringing her food from afar." The trait not to settle for the mediocre is portrayed by a woman who goes the extra mile for quality items. "She gets up while it is still dark; she provides f

A Little About Me
Well, first and formost I am a proud father of to little ggirls who are 8 and 10. Both are my life and will now and allways comefirst. I am going through a divorce, but its going good cause were getting along...fineally. I love cooking, most music, and spending time with my daughters when they visit me from massachusetts. Im hardly ever shy with people, and im out going and crazy, in a fun way. Anything else feel free to ask.

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before youmy willoffered up in quiet acquiescenceawaiting your approvalor reproachthe fine line between pleasure and painbecomes ever sweeter with your controlwith every touch, kiss, wordsmoldering embers are kindledtormenting desires awakenedI quivercaptured by heat and hungerbend me to your willMy Lordshow me what you most desiremy purpose but to servethrough your dominion I find myselfYou, the Master of manymy only

Nerds...what Comes To Mind When U Think Of Them ????
♥ what do u think when you here about nerds ? [IMG]http://i93.photobucket.com/albums/l59/livid120/made/nerdy.gif[/IMG] [IMG]http://i254.photobucket.com/albums/hh117/popstarz49/doodles/NIsForNerd.png[/IMG] [IMG]http://i890.photobucket.com/albums/ac102/dvd1k/geek_nerd.png[/IMG] [IMG]http://i335.photobucket.com/albums/m479/operator23/Einstein_Quote.jpg[/IMG]

Therapist Joke
a man is upset with his sex life from his wife so he looks for a therapist while searching he finds a guy who is TheRapist the guy goes into the office and starts talking the TheRapist asks what his problem is the guy goes its my wife doc she hasn't laid me in a year TheRapist says ok sir and where do you live and work what hours do you work and when is she home the gentleman thinks this is odd but tells TheRapist anyway TheRapist says ok sir see you back next week next week comes and the guy goes back with a big smile on his face and tells TheRapist how happy he is and he doesn't know why she started putting out againTheRapist responds with it's my job sir the guy says how did you do it. TheRapist says well i went and raped her two days after you last saw me and told her she needed to start fucking you or i would be back

Good Vs Bad Girl
I've heard some doosies in my life...lines men tell...Like Girl I'd drink your bath water (EWW!!!) or You must be from heaven cause i think i'm looking at an angel (ugh) but after posting a line Creole1985 said to me I started getting IM's with "Lines" So Guys Post Your Best Lines...ladies post the best line you ever heard or the worst :) Why is it that the "Good" girl the one with alot to offer doing her own thing, but makes sure to make time for her man, treats him with respect, loves him but gives him that room cause she needs it herself, doing her, but she doesn't get the man she wants but the "bad" girl the one who treats the man like ish, doesn't care what he thinks or feels, doesn't do for him, etc get him....and mind you the man is a real Man...alot to offer....intelligent, funny, God Fearing, Handsome, Knows the Meaning of WORK etc etc. Just Curious...Thoughts?

Going Up In Flames
CHAPTER 1: "Jenny? Jenny!" Rachael Park says trying to get her best friend's attention. Jenny looks around her long black hair glinting in the light. "Oh hey Rachael, sorry I had my music turned up." Rachael rolls her eyes and says "You and your music!" Jenny says "what about me and my music? Do you know that guy over there? He keeps staring at me." Rachael looks over and says "Who him? No." Jenny says "Hmm. I don't know why though I'm not that pretty." Rachael raises an eyebrow at Jenny and says "Girl please, you are the prettiest one out of our entire group. I just wish you would realize that. The dark hair, dark eyes, milky skin, who wouldn't think you're pretty?" Jenny sighs and says "Let's see: the millions of bruises I have, the millions of scars I have and the couple dozen pimples I have. Not to mention my low self esteem, my insecurities, and my lack of confidence. Shall I go on?" Rachael says "Jenny forget about Brandon. He was only looking for someone to bring down with him,

Stuff
My computer is dead. I can come on here with my cell but it is a pain,can't respond to people etc grrr .so know that I haven't been ignoring anyone. Not sure when we will replace my computer,but I do know I appreciate my friends here. Huge hugs! Three things about me that you might not know. 1.People with crusty feet gross me out,but blood and guts don't phase me. 2.I hate to see anyone I care about in pain or upset.It truly breaks my heart. 3.I am really meaner than some of you think :) You can share 3 things if you like.Just a silly game. hugs! (h)

Thoughts Of A Man.
It's cool the way i am. Why ask. Because i am the way i am. Its a good song. I too feel as if its raining in my head. Ever dam day. she has to fight with me. making me feel like shit the things i do for a woman. Love, Kids nothing i do make her happy. nothing i do makes me. happy. this suck. but it was get better. i think. lol All I want is a dam peace of mind. Thats all. Why so F@#$ing hard. I'm not a bad guy. I'm the nice guy thats ok with wining last the point is i was done. Shit sucks. o well.

Poems
Sometimes Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.Sometimes we need someone to call our own,Especially when we’re alone.Sometimes people just can’t understand,Why things get out of hand.Sometimes life just isn’t fair,Especially when people just don’t care.And sometimes it's hard to say,Why things have to be this way.Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,Especially when dreams continue to die.Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.Even to just relieve the pain.And when we’ve had a really bad day,Sometimes we just need to get away.We never know what’s wrong with out pain.Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. And sometimes when people get hurt, Even the strongest ones may need comfort Changing World The light is cold. The day is dark. The only thought I have, a spark.The only breath I breathe, my mark.In this ever changing world.The m

Being
Okay, I have kept this to myself but now I can't... Gona get a lil political here but if you continue to read you'll see why. I am and forever will be a Constitutional Conservative...IE I'm a Reaganite! This means I believe that what the founding fathers wrote inside our Constitution is NOT then, not now and will never be up for debate. It is NOT a living document and cannot be changed for any reason! I also believed in Ronald Reagan when he was president and still believe that Capitolism is the very best for this country, America! That Trickle Down Economics worked. But that's not what this is about America is going to the polls a week from tomorrow. This is what I want you to do... Take this next week, study the candidates in your district, find out what they are about, find out if they are right for you and for America. The Unemployment rate in this country is sky high, people are loosing thier homes, thier lively hood, they are loosing themselves in this economic

Society
I just don't get people at times! I mean when you are out in public and someone approaches you and tries to get to know you and when they find out that your gay they act all weird and creepy all of a sudden! Its like they think you got germs or something and like stay away from me. I just dont get why people act that way around gay people. I just wish everyone would treat everyone the same. Is that asking too much? And I wonder how many of them have gay friends and don't even know that there friend is gay! Posted Tuesday, October 05, 2010 11:44:59 PM by Dan J Kroll The Young and the Restless' Thom Bierdz is just one of the celebrities lending his support to gay teens that might be facing bullying. The out actor filmed a video and is offering teens the chance to express their feelings through artwork. With a series of high-profile suicides by gay teens making national news, The Young and the Restless' Thom Bierdz (Phillip Chancellor III) is lending his support to let gay teens know that

Love
peom 1 my heart is breaking i don't know why i thought it be ok when i walked away i thought it would pass but now its just like glass but no no not today the pain is more then yesterdayi wanted our love to be forever hurt today more then ever why i thought i could walk away never say never the tears i cry cut so deep like a knife under my feet why should i belive my heart could heal when i know the love is for real when i think about what was lost now i feel the cost the heart bleeds just like some one needs a breath of air to move a hair it hurts so bad but u can not tell bc if it was known how i felt alone u would see how much i am falling apart no i won't let u see that side of me the love i had was so deep and true i just wish i saw that side of you By Cynthia C poem 2 i think about you all the time there not a min you don't cross my mind i look at the phone but nothing there just the pain of you not being around that has my heart so down miss you more everday like the dra

Public Disservice Announcements
I've been working on computers in one way or another for many years now, and the one thing that has never changed no matter how advanced they get: THEY STILL LOCK UP. Now I try TO be a responsible guy when I'm working and making music on my computer. I try to save my work on a regular basis "just in case" something goes wrong. But every now and then I forget, and that is the time that my computer ALWAYS decides to lock up on me. It's like they put monitoring systems inside a computer that track when the last time you saved your work was... and if you haven't saved your work in an hour it plays a joke on you by locking up on you or crashing. (computer thinking to itself) "Hmm, he's been working on that track for 2 hours straight and he's so involved with it that he's forgotten to save it! Well, it's time to ruin this chump's day! Muahahahahahahahahah!" So what do you do when

Did You Know??
I use to be a daydreaming girl...always in love, always optimist and a pure believer in dreams...then some mother fucker woke me up and showed me that life is shit...people is shit and all the world is covered with shit! U know what?...I don't care! I'm still a believer, I still dream and I still think this world is fucking nice!! I am a sweet & generous senuses romantic Latin who love to smile. Independent open-minded outgoing social butterfly with a great sense of humor, fun loving person. I usually get along with most people. I try not to be rude as much as possible... but if you piss me off I can be a MAJOR BITCH. I try to have a positive out look on life at all times. So I guess you can say I’m an optimistic person. I believe in GOD and I believe that everything happens for a reason and everyone has a purpose in life. Forgive but never forget and never take a single second of life for granted its to short too waste. My friends are amazing I love them .. And

Update On My Wreck
10-8-10 Hey everyone! I wanted 2 let yall know what is going on! I was in a car wreck yesterday 10-7-10! This guy ran a red light & hit me so hard it tore the tire & axle from the transmission on my car! I had 2 cars in front of me..they went through our green light & I followed! I got about 50 feet from where I was going about 10 miles per hour at this point..this guy comes from my right going about 35-45 miles per hour & hits me in the front passenger side full force! He did not even try 2 slow down! After he hit the front he bounced off & hit the back passenger door! The air bags deployed when he hit the front passenger side! There where 2 cops behind me that saw everything thank God! I was driving, my mans mom was in the front passenger side, my baby girl was in the back passenger side & my mans oldest was in the back driver side! We all got taken 2 the hospital by ambulance! My lil girl is ok..she just was more scared hen anything! My mans mom is ok..she is just a lil banged up

God Was Busy...
f you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!! A United States Marine was taking some college courses between assignments. He had completed 20 missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist, and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "GOD, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform... I'll give you exactly 15 min." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am GOD, I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking

She Can Roll Her Own
ok these are not blogs but jokes I will be posting on a daily basis....... I guy walks into pharmacy and asks girl behind counter for tampons... She says they are in aisle 5. Guy walk to the counter with cotton balls and string. The girl asks,"Didn't you just ask for tampons?" The guy responds well you see last week I sent the wife to the store for Marlboro's and she came back with bugle tobacco and rolling paper. So I figure if I had to roll my own so can she..... LMAO

Art
Well, to look or to see. This is the struggle. As an artist I am obligated to see not just look. To truly make art we must understand what it is that we are trying to recreate. Like I said before not any fruit, that fruit. We must hone in and caress that fruit with our eyes in its entirety. Its gradations its shape its quirkiness its simplicity of essence its complexities . In a manner of speaking we must own the object what erver it may be. To me art is a great way for me to escape. Anything goes in my world. If I want the light on the left or right. If one object wants to float while all the others can't; that's my prerogative. If I want water to be pink it is. If the clouds want to be green that's no problem. You get the point. I wield the world were as reality wields me. I love to work on anything from life to imagination. Being that my traditional training gave me a solid background in drawing what I see not, what I think I see. It is my belief that this has helped me to unlock

Just Not Only Tgif Its Stick Out Our Tongues Friday
So RainBowBright Did The Bully And Here We Are ..... Brewski said I'S STiCK OUT TONGUES FRiDAY LOL SHE DO iT HE DO iT I DO iT NOW JOiN US AND STiCK OUT YOUR TONGUES RainbowBriteKilla FuEngaged to LetsDoThis@ fubar (repost of original by 'RainbowBriteKilla FuEngaged to LetsDoThis' on '2010-10-08 10:56:

Halloween Costume Ideas
2010 Top 10 Uncharted Halloween Costume Ideas *think outside the box* Every year. for those with vaginas, the Halloween Costumes are for the most part all "sexy". I made a compilation of different Halloween Costumes that still keep the "sexy" part in the equation but adds some gore as well....Bon apetite 10. Sexy Gary Coleman Ghost 9. Sexy McKinsey Philips *circa 1984* 8. Sexy Anorexic *may take a while for planning though* 7. Sexy To Catch a Preditor 6. Sexy Priest/child molester 5. Sexy Aborted Baby 4. Sexy Scientologist *okay, this one may be hard to do, but imagination people* 3. Sexy Yeast Infection 2. Sexy AIDS person 1. Sexy Hillbilly I hope that this Halloween season you can come up with the best costume that will be talked about for years to come. Of course, there are many ideas left behind, but any variations made to the previous list should result in bringing all the boys to the yard.

Help Me Please
Hello and thanks for reading. at this moment i am not getting any points. This is because i don't have a cam and can not make a salute to level up. If anyone can help me a would love you far ever.

Punishment Or Play?
After an unexpected but satisfying fuck session which started off with him innocently applying lotion to her body and quickly turned to a savage invasion of her tight ass, she lay exhausted in bed. He cuddles and strokes her for a little while until her mind is floating and her body relaxed. Suddenly his warm body leaves hers, he shushes her automatic moan of protest - and she hears the smile in his voice, "Greedy little whore, I'll be right back." She lay on the bed on her stomach, her face turned towards the window and Cannot see his movements in the room. Would she be so still and peaceful if she were able to see him? probably not... The dip of the bed signals his return and she starts to roll over, wanting to return the kissing and stroking he rewarded her with a few minutes earlier. However he stops her movement by pinning her arms above her head and straddling her legs. She moves in lethargic protest, wanting to touch and caress him. Her soft plea, "Master?"

Fakers And Scammers On Fu
OK WELL I HAVE BEEN ON AND OFF OF FUBAR FOR A BIT, YEA I ALSO AT POINTS HAD FAKE PROFILES WHATEVER! BUT THERE IS A GROUP OF PEOPLE THAT ARE ON HERE WHO ARE MOSTLY WOMAN WHO THINK THEY RUN THE SHOW! UUMMM NEGATIVE ON THAT ONE SISTERS, IM 37 YEARS OLD AND YOU DONT BOTHER NOR SCARE ME! I HAVE DONE NOTHING TO ANYONE WHO TALKS CRAP ON ME! ONE DAY YOU MIGHT GET SURPRISED AND SOMEONE ON HERE CANT HANDLE YOUR GARBAGE MOUTHS AND EVIL BEHAVIOR, AND THEY TAKE THEIR OWN LIFE BECAUSE OF YOU???? WELL THATS FLAT OUT STUPID TO LET ANYONE GET TO YOU THAT WAY BUT THATS GONNA BE YOUR FAULT..... DO YOU WANT THAT ON YOUR HEAD, AND SOMEONE JUST MIGHT TAKE YOU TO COURT FOR BEING YOUR FAT UGLY ANNOYING SELVES???? IM REAL AND IM ME! I HAVE AN AMAZING MAN IN MY REAL LIFE AND A GORGEOUS 7 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER WHO MAKES ME SMILE EVERYDAY! THIS SITE FOR SOME OF YOU IS YOUR ENTIRE LIFE, YOU HAVE SPENT TONS OF MONEY FOR WHAT?????? WHAT'S THE PRIZE??? OOHH RIGHT THERE IS NONE!!!!!!!!! SO ALL I CAN SAY IS GO ON WITH YOUR

Fumarriage
Ok ladies it's that time again..Sinner is looking for a fuwife! Yes it's no secret I'm a point whore..everyone on fubar knows you have to be in order to level on this site...I have had several fu-wives in the past some may call me a fu-whore for having so many fumarriages..call it what u will!! The fact is I have paid for 97% of those fumarriages/spoiled each and every one/and paid for 97% of them when things ended. Now let it be known in this blog I have no ill feelings towards any of my ex fu-wives/ex fu-fiances...it just wasn't meant for us to stay fu-married or fu-engaged... Now I am picky when it comes to who I fumarry these days because I refuse to carry useless weight around for a fu-wife*no pun intended for all you BBW women* I got mad luv for all of you.. This is what I can offer as a fu-hubby: Profile rates and comments every day! Rate as many pics of yours allowed each day/time allotted cuz I do have a life outside fubar Shitface you 2-3 times a day unless othe

Status
Warning: I think I am going to be all over the board this morning. Also...I can already tell that I am easly distracted by a beautiful face scrolling across the top, which means my attention span is short. To the real blog....... This morning I decided to put the definition of 'status' in my status. Interesting enough, I discover that the definition according to Websters doesn't really fit the intent of Fubar. status , n, 1: the condition of a person or thing in the eyes of the law. 2a: position or rank in relation to others. 2b: relative rank in a hierarchy or prestige. SO.....my "status" on fubar (according to Websters) is: 1: INNOCENT, 2A: BETTER THAN YOU, 2B: LOWER THAN MOST OF MY FRIENDS. That is all for now. Carry on smartly.

Open Thoughts
For some people, drama comes looking for them. They try to live an ordinary week, day, whatever. Then something gets dropped on them like a bombshell out of the clear blue sky. That's why I fail to understand certain people that seem to go way out of their way to create drama for themselves. Like guys that like only bad girls, and girls who only like bad guys. I find it very difficult to feel sorry for a girl that turns down nice guys all day long and then suffers raising their kids on their own because her star man is in prison (no one in particular, just as an example). Or the guy that dates a regularly sleasily dressed woman, then wants to beat up every man that looks at her. The remedy? Depends on the person obviously. But if you really want true happiness, figure out the biggest causes of what makes you unhappy. This won't stop other people from trying to make you unhappy. It only helps in the areas where you sabotage yourself. There are 3 songs available to give you a tas

Ted Wilson
I wanted to share something with the fubar nation written in a book wrote by an associate of mine about relationships and other issues. I am writing this in hopes of recieving an honest answer from whoever reads what I am about to write. There are 3 types of long-term, tangible, relationships you can have with another person. Consider how you would feel if you were married or dating or the child of a person or even the employee of someone who treated you like this: 1. He or she imposes rules on you without any explanation. The only time you ever hear or see them is when she or he is giving you a rule, letting you know you broke a rule, or punishing you for breaking a rule. This is rules without a relationship or what I call the "Prison guard" relationship. OR 2. He or she gives you unlimited and unconditional love without any expectations in return. You ask and they give, you do wrong and there are no consequences, the only time you call the

Thoughts
I feel like writing but I'm not sure what to say. I feel like rambling on about mindless bullshit but not in fear that no one will read. I feel like standing on top of the highest mountain to see what I've been missing and if I jumped, who would miss me. I feel like screaming Fuck You All but who would hear me, my voice would go horse because there's a long list of people who need my wrath. I feel like running for my life but not for a good cause, only to get away, far away from it all. I feel like shutting up now because this sounds like a pitiful cry but its not, its the truth, the freak that lives inside. I feel like ending it all but who would stop me, why would you want to if you knew my history. We all cant be perfect but some of us damn sure try. I cant be your mother figure, that job is already set aside. Aside for the 2 people in the world that are the ONLY reason why I haven't end this all. The only people I can truly call my own. The only people who look like me, the only pe

Selling Some Stuff
Im selling some stuff on Ebay. Check it out and bid bid bid!! Swans My Father Will Guide Me Up a Rope 2xcd tour edition signed by Gira:http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=320600696353&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:ITThrones "Sundries" 3" 2010 Tour Cd:http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=320600690970&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:ITEmeralds "Weed Diaries Vol. 2" Cd #65/85http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=320600685599&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT

My Rie Rie
Rie Rie, Everyday that I see your smiling face I cant believe how lucky one man can be. I had no intention on falling in love with you. I had no desire to get into a relationship with anyone. I guess what they say is true, when you are not looking for love that it when it will find YOU. We started out as friends, listening to each other, consoling each other, laughing and joking and it grew each day. Each day I saw more and more of who Rie is and more and more Rie came out of her shell and let me see her true self. You have blossomed like a rare flower and your beauty increases everyday. You have touched my heart, my soul and have stimulated my intellect more than any woman has. Now only are you sexy and beautiful, but the intelligence that you exude floors me every time I talk to you. This is not the forum for me to say some things, but how you are treated by others, namely FB sickens me. You will always have my respect, love and admiration for the rest of your life my love. I hea

Standing Up For Myself.
I have done my research since I have had blogs,stash and status removed when others are free to say as they wish. So I will not mention any names in theis entry.I have had so many responses over this person trying to cyber bully me.I need to say this. NO-ONE has the right to talk you down to anyone and just because this is the Internet does not mean it is not real.Cyberbullying does not just apply to children. Never Respond to Cyberbullying Directly, The most important thing to remember about dealing with cyberbullying is to never, ever respond to the bully. I know it's difficult to do. I made the mistake of this. Remember that bullies are often lacking something crucial in their lives and they seek pain in others, so do not fill this void for them by giving them a reaction. Your re

9-11
Everytime - Britney Spears Send "Everytime" Ringtone to your Cell Come notice meAnd take my handSo why are weStrangers whenOur love is strongWhy carry on without me? And everytime I try to flyI fall without my wingsI feel so smallI guess I need you babyAnd everytime I see you in my dreamsI see your face, it's haunting meI guess I need you baby I make believeThat you are hereIt's the only wayI see clearWhat have I doneYou seem to move on easy And everytime I try to flyI fall without my wings

America
"AMERICA!" I don't know who put this together but, they deserve a lot of credit. Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? You're just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame. I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well, here in America, we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishing.Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor.

Easy Life
When you realize mistakes youv made have made life a little more difficult to bare then neccassary. So the only thing to do is instead of prolonging your mistakes which makes it worse just suck it up and take responsibilty for your actions because of your own stupidity. Realization of this has helped me become a better person and more thoughtful in my choices

My Creations Blog
creation I did for Kori Kitten Out of bounds creation effects I did *If you want one done of one of your pictures. Feel free to inquire within* 1. 2. 3. 3d Anaglyph *3d red/blue glasses require for this one to see the full extent of effect. 3d pop out effect I did with perspective.

Lex Luthor
Eller nærmere bestemt leiligheten Bjørneboe bodde i under den andre verdenskrigen er viktig. Han var der antagelig som flyktning pga sine homoseksuelle opplevelser i oppveksten, og var livredd nazistene av den grunnen. Med rette, hvis vi ser insuasjonene om Wagners, Nietzsches, Rees og Brenners homoseksualitet som en vesentlig del av nazismen. Hitler som den homoseksuelle Overgriperen som skriker ut sine maktønsker. Med Beat-Les som en ynkelig forflatning utover mot slutten av 1900-tallet. Bjørneboe lagde boka Haiene i 1975 med et beskrevet idealsamfunn for hans medflyktninger i den lille leiligheten i Stockholm. Omtrent slik boka Island av Huxley fungerer. Jeg har fått besøk av noen homoseksuelle mennesker, i det minste i en grad deres berømmelse står og faller med dette. Bjørneboe, Dostojevskij, Nietzsche. Det er ikke lett å lese Nietzsche som et overmenneske etter den forståelsen. Men heldigvis er det heller ikke mulig å finne noen storhet ved Wagner. Vi har undersøkt muslimenes

The Man I Love Deeply!
The day that I met Leon I knew in my heart that he was the one for me.... Not a day goes by that we are not on the phone talking, texting, or on skype for 12- 14 hrs a day together. My sister absolutely loves him and he has a place in her heart. He also holds my family close to him as well. I laugh, am free, and loved by him you can tell by all the pictures he takes of me daily and uploads. I will be in his arms in his arms soon. December as a matter of fact. Everyday a little bit more of me appears and everyday more and more of me falls in love with him. I hate to close my eyes because I am afraid of losing him but I know this is not true. He has shocked me so many times over the pat few months and I love it. His entire family knows all about me and a first I was a little scared wanted to dig a hole and crawl in but today I know I don't have to do that anymore. I wake up to some beautiful txts during the night since he is working while i am sleeping. Leon I love you now and forever. L

Should Women Have The Right To Castrate Men?
So tell me ladies. Should a woman have the right to castrate a man, say if she found out he was cheating around on her? or if he was caught doin some type of infidelity?

My Ocean Across An Ocean
Today as the darkness faded,God sent the sun to my California sky's.But from across the sea's,Something shined greater in my eyes. To this beauty I now did see,Even the stars,they did pale.The sky and the stars combined,To her beauty,they did fail. Her beauty so rare,a heavenly gift,Brought a fire into my heart.But with it,it brought sadness to me,For she to me,we are an ocean apart. Will this distance ever fall,Maybe bridge our worlds as one.Each day may we know more of each other,Now this new friendship has begun. The nights grow colder, As bitterness seeps in my bones. The falling pieces of my heart, Never leave my mind alone. Love is a cruel thing, When another isnt there to share. No feeling of comfort, Or knowing someone cares. Hearts once completly broken, Like mine patched and scarred. No longer feel emotion. From my soul,love is barred. A loveless life now in tow, My heart blind to her eyes. She cant even see,for her, The tears my eyes have cryed.

Smile's.. Cheats
hey everyone, just seeing if there was any other crazy ideas of what to dress up like for the upcoming comic book feast I am going to? I ended up with a block, having trouble decided on what to wear...My friend and I where doing the GI Joe thing, but two guys bailed...I have something like doawn of the dead, but wanted to try something different this year...it is my inner geek per-say... any ideas would be great, expand my relm...

Boyfriend Rules
The greatest boyfriend would be in a way like this;; When she walks away from you mad=[Follow her] When she stare's at your lips=[Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you=[Grab her and don't let go] When she starts cursing at you=[Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet=[Ask her what's wrong] When she ignores you=[Give her your attention ] When she pulls away=[Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst=[Tell her she's beautiful] When you see her start crying=[Just hold her and don't say a word ] When you see her walking=[Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared= [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder=[Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steals your favorite hoodie=[Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you=[Tease her back and make her laugh] When she doesn't answer for a long time=[reassure her that everything is okay ]

Just My Feelings About Whats Been Goin On In My Life Lately
sorry to all my friends on here if i havent been very talkitive or myself lately .. i found out about a week or so ago that my gma has been gettin sicker an they said she might have 12 months left of life if shes lucky ... an needless to say i havent handle it to well..shes was like my 2nd mother an a hero to me ..i even broke down after talkin to her on the phone today ...cuz i wish i could stop this but i no i cant ..its gods will an i guess he feels its time for her very soon .. i guess in my eyes heros cant die so its a shock to me ...but im makin it threw this slowly .. an tryin to keep my head up threw all this ... but i thought i would give you all a heads up .. xoxo summersweets

New Here
I'm new here and kind of lost. I am learning the ropes and trying. If I do not respond to you or something, do not be offended...I may be confused. There are a lot of cool people one here and I am enjoying myself.

Poems Of Mine.
A Open Bookcreated @ 2007-01-22 14:11:45 A open bookA heart apoun a sleeveIts not hard to believenormaly rushing into thingsJumpping head first nor carerringTry to find the right oneEnding up loving the wrong oneSome how my pain is my pleasureYet my pleasure brings me painOne equals the other its all the sameSo what is love but a higher form of lustAn lust is a lower form of loveWanting to find some one to holdDont want a child or some one to oldNot looking for some one to change meJust trying to find some one for me Through my add attacks Being able to help me stay on trackThy angel of darkest light Beautiful from inside not from physical sight A heart apun a sleeve,created @ 2008-06-18 03:30:25A heart apun a sleeve,It's not hard to believe,Normaly rushing into thing's,Jumping head first not carering,Tryy to find the right one,Ending up loving the wrong one,Some how my pain is my pleasure,Yet my pleasure brings me my pain,One equals the other it' all the same you see,So what is lo

Sexual Fantasy Story 1
I was working late one evening, closing, I’m a waitress and sometimes late hours come with the Job. I don’t really mind all that much and usually the most interesting people come in late at night. I got a table of 4 men to serve. They were all slightly dressed up, possibly business men. They looked like maybe they themselves just got off work from a late night and before they wont home to their wives already sleeping, they wanted to get some food. So, I approached their table to take their order and they looked at me with that look like, whats a girl like you working at a place like this. They were pretty nice however and struck up some pretty interesting conversations with me. They asked if I was single, if I was getting picked up after my shift and being as interested in these men as I was I answered their questions with flirty smiles. They never stopped looking at me the whole time. I was wearing a white dress that went just above my knee, it buttoned up the front b

Things To Make You Smile
>> Chili Cook-Off>>>>>>>> If you can read this whole story without laughing,>> then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end.>> This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili cook-off in >> Texas.>>>>>>>> Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the >> first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better.>>>> For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is.They >> actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time>> Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at >> the San Antonio City Park.>>>>>>>> Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named>> Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL.>>>>>>>> Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a>> judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last >> moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking >> for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was >> assured b

Pdp Get Together!!!
I WANT IDEAS!!! So the idea was thrown out there for a plan on a pdp gathering so we call hang out in person and have a fucking good time! Here is what was talked about before: A beach house gathering in VA and rent a beach house.. (we could all chip in for the cost of renting a beach house) OR If someone has a big enough place to have it at someones house and have chaos for a couple of days OR We all go camping next summer and have a wild outside party ! if you have any other ideas please comment and let me know! It would be awesome if everyone would want to do this that we get it started! Fallen and I and anyone who wants to help us will head all this up and try to get things worked out! Also just let me know if you think this would be a good idea and if you would be up to helping getting all the pdp family together!!!! Thank you for ur time... the awesome MANNA! :P

Hey Hey
I joined AVON not too long ago. This is my site and you can shop at my online store. You can have everything shipped to you! rbradberry.avonrepresentative.com I've been going to church lately and I really love this church. I look forward to going and my children like being able to play with other children. I have removed some people out my life, I guess is the best way to say it. I only did this after I was not able to get intouch with them for quite some time. Things are def. changing and I hope it just gets better. I do have alot of anger built up inside of me at certain people and I'm hoping that in time that will go away. I know if they were meant to be in life for a long time then they would've kept in touch with me. I give so much and get so little back. I know in time I want someone to enter my life and my children's life. I know I want that person to be a man, a real man. I want roses, notes, kisses, cuddles, hugs, him to get along great with my sons, help, honesty, laughte

My Writings
When one is said to love,Do they truely know the meaning of the word?Or are they simply claiming it?Some know love, pure and happy, sweet and divine.I know this word they call love.For it burns in my heart, it cultivates in my every action.I yearn for love's touch, I crave love's attentionMy love is my own, now and forevermore.Days pass, weeks pass, yet still I press on,I press on towards the happiness that I know in my heartIs right in front of me, closer day by dayIt is this light, this happiness, that keeps me upright,That keeps me strong, strong for my love, for all eternity.I will not let go, I will not falter, I will not fail.This my vow, this is my promise, and on my life, I will not fail. As the sun made its way down over the horizon, he gazed out upon the landscape, the countryside was breath-taking in all of its humble grace. He ran his hands through his dark brown hair, pondering what this night would bring him, his mind and heart straying to thoughts of the woman he

Some Of My Writing
My name is Angel, I am a 13 year old with straight blonde hair that reaches just past my shoulders, I’m 5 foot 1, my boobs are 36c and I have blue eyes. Like every girl, I love my daddy. I would do anything for him. I am an only child that was living with my Mother until I turned 11, that’s when she got addicted to Alcohol and wasn’t allowed to take care of me anymore, so I was sent to the other side of the State to live with my Daddy. From that point on Daddy always took good care of me, I didn’t need anyone else but him. Daddy was really cool, he let me stay up as late as I wanted, he even took me shopping! Every other guy Id met hated shopping. Sometimes I would get scared watching a movie and he’d let me cuddle up with him, he didn’t even mind if I fell asleep on his lap. He even had an in ground swimming pool! One day we went shopping for swimsuits and he helped me pick out the best one, he’s so sweet giving up his free time to g

Say Something
Its so hard trying to get out the right words to say, or when to say it. what does it mean when you have dreams about someone you liked for so long but you feel if you make a move , it would possibly be a waste of time because chances are that certain someone hasn't thought of you since 2002. so what do you do, can you make a move and tell them how you really feel or maybe save the time for another embarrassing moment well.. Ill leave it up to you to answer that question!

101 Kinky Questions!!!
Hot Survey... 101 Kinky Questions (Enjoy!!!) 1. Have you ever slept naked? : Yeah2. Have you ever masturbated? : who hasnt at one point in time3. What's your bra size, or dick length? : 38c4. Where was or would you want your first time to be and why?: 13 was first time, and it was in the back of a car.5. Have you ever gotten sexual with anything that wasn't a person? : maybe6. Have you ever shown anyone your body parts and asked advice? : haha....not that i know of7. Have you ever seen any of your relatives naked? : dude, it aint pretty to come outta ur room and see mom naked growin up8 . Do you prefer doing it in the dark or in the light? : dark9. What's your greatest fantasy? : Thats for me to know and you to find out maybe10. Would you suck on anyone's toes? : No11. Where do you think would be the weirdest place to have sex? : a church12. Would you have

We Are Awesome
WE ARE AWESOME!!!! OUR Lives are LIVING PROOF!!! To those of us born 1925-1970 At the end of this is a quote by Jay Leno. If you don't read anything else please read what he said. ~~ TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED THE 1930's, 1940's, 1950's, 1960's, and 1970's!! First, we survived being born to morthers who may have smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then, after the trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, locks on doors, or cabinets, and, when we rode our bies, we had baseball caps, not helmets, on our heads. As infants and children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, no booster seats, no seat belts, no air bags, bald tires, and sometimes no brakes... Riding in the back of a pick-up truck on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water freom th

Mandingo
Wow what a difference time makes. I was use to be on this site heavy and then i started noticing the change, so i said, maybe it is just me and then i said it can't be. So i broke out for a minute. But me the type of man that don't like to give up on something decided to come back. this time i told myself, make a new profile and just advertise, what can it hurt? Well personally speaking nothing can hurt me, but i can't say the same for everyone. the more i run into people on all these different sites, i find them using more filtering efforts to find sensible people to socialize with, it shocked me. I can't blame them, look what most of the people on here have to offer, stupidity, games, ignorance, no social skills and a lack of home training. This is the same way they apply to socializing on the street. Being on this site makes it easier for them to get away with shit without suffering an ass whipping. People sites like this one has become infected every second that passes by such huma

Store Run In
Run in at the store: It is a hot summer day, I was wearing a half shirt, daisy dukes (that barely covered my fat ass), and the highest of high heels, 5” white open toed strappy high heels that tie around the ankles. I was rushing through the grocery store trying to pick up what seemed like a thousand things before heading back home to make dinner. I must have spent an hour cruising from one aisle to the next trying to make sure your cart was filled with everything I needed, yet the entire time there is an uneasy feeling that I am being watched or followed. Shrugging it off as crazy, I kept moving and made it to the check out line just in time to spend another 20 minutes behind the lady with 2000 items and a pouch full of coupons that she was going through one by one. I wasn’t sure I could be more frustrated than I was right then and added to that the hair was still standing up on the back of my neck about something or someone around me.

Random Postings
Ok, here I am again, on my fifth day off from work and still up early in the morning. What is wrong with this shit. Oh well, allows me to get on the comp and play. Trying to decide how to waste my time today again, although I am sure I am going to get started on another paper in psyche. Ever feel like one things consumes you all the time? will be glad when I am done with this school thing, but that isnt goin to be for probably another three years. At least I like my classes, just not the time lost. Ok, so here I go again, waging the war against trojan viruses. I win yet again today. sick litle bastards, getting annoyed. Lately I am getting hijackers... been a while since I have had those. This one was annoying as it hijacked my .exe programs and displayed a fake anti-virus detection warning. Anyone wondering it was the Windows Security Alert fake trojan.... Not nasty as unable to remove, but highly annoying as it was preventing me from doign school work (it hijacked my Word program

Blog Cherry Popped
Ok, so here is my first blog on this thing since I have been part of this site, twice removed. I have known it as lost cherry, to cherry tap, to this. Guess it is time to start getting into the game a little and see what happens. Purpose of me blogging here? Putting my demented thoughts out there for those that would share similar interests, random thoughts, ramblings, possible poetry, psycholoigical discussions, anything that may be interesting, or offensive yet itneresting *lol* however there needs to be a little bit of respect in accordance with this as well. I have seen on this site and others the careless ramblings and comments made to other peoples blogs. If you dont like it, leave it. What is the purpose of insulting it? What am I supposed to do, go to my room and cry because you dont like it? So with that being said, I guess this will be a way of possibly connecting to other people that does not seem to be working in other applications on this site. If there is anythin

Being A Soldier In Today's Society.
It would appear, that our society has managed to put a new amount of pressure on people and how they live their lives. For most of my adult life, I've been overlooked, second guessed, and ignored by the majority of people. I was never considered for promotions, nor was I considered a catach by the girls. In fact, I was quite the opposite. I was often given a long list of reasons as to why I wasn't the one when I tried to advance in the work force or tried to start a relationship. But the second I enlisted in the military, all of that seemingly changed overnight. I came home from bootcamp, and found I have my choice of jobs, simply becasue I now had the military backround. Girls who in the past, never gave me the chance, were now being sweet and kind to me. I foolishly thought it was due to them growing up, but I was, as usually, blissfully unaware. It would seem, that people have forgotten to look past what a person has to offer or what a person does for a living, and to realize that

Aikido
Aikido Dojos (Schools), like to promote a safe and harmonious environment. There is always an amount of respect between instructor and students alike. The philosophy, honesty and integrity of Aikido are integrated into daily practise. Dojos operate and follow rules which come directly from the founder of Aikido, (Morihei Ueshiba, O Sensei), and all students are required to follow and honour his teachings. Each student should cooperate in creating a positive atmosphere of harmony and respect in the Dojo. It is always good etiquette to arrive early and in good time for all classes. It is traditional to perform a standing bow when entering and leaving the Dojo. All students should wear Zori, (sandals), too and from the Tatami, (the mats). When the Sensei enters the Dojo, All students should line up according to rank, in Seiza (a kneeling position), on the Tatami. All students should bow with Sensei towards the Kamiza, (a small shrine housing a picture of the founder O Sensei, usuall

Angel Poem
Eyes of brown not blue or green The brightness eyes I’ve ever seen A smile that shows from ear to ear Never hinting pain or fear Stealing our hearts and brig us love She ‘s a miracle sent from the heavens above She a cute little blessing As you’ve probably guessed She’s our sweet little angel Here lays my heart All broken and torn There are no feelings left in it For me to mourn Here lays my mind Which has repressed All the memories we have shared That have left me a mess Here lays my soul Which you took away Along with my faith and trust in you That you broke in a day

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The Ten Commandments Of War
1) I am the War Load, the wrathful God of Combat, I will always lead from the front not from the rear. 2) I will treat you all alike-just like shit! 3) You will do nothing i will not do first,and thus you will be created Warriors in My Deadly Image. 4) I shall punish your bodies, because the more you sweat in training, the less you bleed in Battle. 5) Indeed, if you hurt in your efforts and you suffer painful dings, then you are doing it right. 6) You don't have to like it-You just have to do it. 7) When it comes to planning, Keep it Simple,Stupid! 8) Never Assume Anything!! 9) You are not paid for your methods, but for your results,which means you will kill your enemy, by any means necessary, before he kills you. 10) Deep in your Warriors Mind and Soul, always remember MY Ultimate and Final Commandment: THERE ARE NO RULES-YOU WILL WIN AT ALL COST!!!!!!!!!

Quote Of The Day!
"Everyone should be respected as an individual, but no one idolized." - Albert Einstein This is true in the sense as we are all human beings, and not one being created better then the other. Rather, we are all created equally, only with small differences that set us apart intellectually, spiritually, and in our souls. We are all different for a reason, but equal at the same time as human beings, so why do we idolize those who are in the music/movie/sports industries? Rather then idolizing someone and following their every move and practically stalking them as I call it, make something more of yourself and become better then them. Idolizing to me is just a way of settling for less in my eyes, and I shall settle for nothing less then the best I can be.

Fave Poetry
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches

Writings
Years spent drowning in sorrow . Emotionally withdrawn from the world around me. Afraid to open up. To reach out. To feel. Suffering in a silent anguish….. an unbearable pain. Tears flowing nightly. Dreaming of what may have been. Hoping for something that may not. Lost in this bleak existence. Cold. Losing it all. Slowly fading into the background of my misery. Longing for a love so true and deep. Take this pain away from me. Give me light. Give me hope. Love me like no other. Feel me for who I am. Reach deep inside my soul. Remove this darkness. Take me into your arms. Bring me back to life. Fill my heart with your desires and warmth. Caress my body. Taste my skin. Look into my eyes and find me once again. All I see and I all I know is slowly fading into a distant memory. I feel myself slipping into this dark hole. I can hear nothing now. See nothing. Feel emptiness. I’m clawing my way from a sorrow so deep down, holding on so tight, drowning me. This shallow gr

Horrorscope's Rantings
To those people who display flags from other countries (on your rear view, on your house, etc...), if that country is so great, please, go to it! You want to burn the American Flag? Go ahead, just wrap yourself in it first! "Stare Too Long" by Corrosion of Conformity Oh lord I must be crazy, Settled down and I find nothing new.. Older days, they used to matter but I don't care Cause I got nothin' to lose And if I stare too long, I might not see you right Over time, the heart goes out of sight And if I stare too long, I might not see you right Close the door. Where the heart is out of sight Many a dreams across the river But it's too strong for a boy like me, yeah.... Now you're gone but I still remember Better days as they wash into the sea And if I stare too long, I might not see you right Over time, the heart goes out of sight And if I stare too long, I might not see you right Close the door. Where the heart is out of sight I've got the time but I got no reason I'm broken

Inquiring Minds & Enquiring Minds Wanna Know...
LMAO @ PEOPLE SENDING STALKERS TO SEE WHAT'S ON MY PROFILE. SO HERE YA GO - SCREEN SHOTS OF THE BEFORE AND AFTER... OCTOBER 1, 2010: BEFORE I CHANGED IT UP FROM HOW IT LOOKED BACK IN MARCH {CUZ MY TUNES WEREN'T WORKING} OCTOBER 1, 2010: AFTER REMOVING THE NON-WORKING VIDEO & ADDING TUNES AND A FEW NEW PIX: YEAH - SO WHATEVER BS YOU WERE TOLD - BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Her Teasing Body
Master approaches his little one quietly - he likes to observe her before he announces his presence - she can never seem to lay quietly and wait for him until expressly ordered to do so. She sits on the bed, staring out the window, brushing her long hair absently, then twisting it in her hands and combing the strands loose with her fingers. The pattern is repeated as she sighs quietly while waiting for him. Music plays softly in the background and covers his quiet approach. The bed dips under his weight and her gasp of surprise is soft but welcoming as her Master comes to sit behind her. His strong arms wrap around her as her head lifts to meet his for a soft, yet possessive kiss. Her body melts into his as his hands stroke the silky soft skin of her arms. His submissive rests her head back against his broad chest, feeling very warm and loved, her body soft and pliant - awaiting his desires. Her hands absently caress his forearms - always enjoying the feel of

Banned Breed?? What About People???
MANY PLACES IN THE LAND OF THE FREE HAVE BANNED PITBULLS.READ THE FOLLOWING...The Case: The Clark County Animal Shelter gives the following account: On Friday morning, a Clark County resident reported finding a seriously injured dog in their barn. The Clark County Animal Shelter director responded immediately and rushed the dog to the veterinarian, but the dog died shortly after his arrival at the veterinarian’s office. The Clark County Sheriff’s Office investigated the matter and discovered that the dog had been dragged behind a car for more than a mile—from an elementary school to a home on Calloway White Road, where his body was left in the street. In spite of his broken bones and other horrific injuries, the pit bull apparently crawled from the road to seek refuge in the barn. “This dog suffered horrific pain and a needless death, and anyone responsible for intentionally dragging a dog behind a car should be prosecuted,” said Pamela Rogers

Best Friend
One time I sat out in the cold. Shivering and frozen through to the core. A light shone and came though to warm my heart though. Wrapped a blanket around me and gave me faith. When ever life gets me down, I look into your heart and smile. One time I sat out in the cold then you came and warmed my heart. I know your there for me to, so I'll be there for you. 17th November 2007 I got given a task at Pallion Action Group (the place I volunteered at). My task was to take the girls group bowling. I stood outside waiting for the taxi and then I seen the girls. Not gonna lie, I was like OMG I’ve been screwed again. One of the girls was in tracksuit and had a cap on. That girl seemed the mouthiest. The taxi came and after we got lost and turned up at the wrong place we finally reached the bowling place, which was a huge let down and its safe to say everyone was pissed off at that point. We thought it was a night of 10 pin bowling, not carpet bowls, but hay ho. We went inside had some fo

Shatner
Anyways, ill post in comments. If anyone can refresh me on how to make VIDEOS postin blog entries, do tell. Ive disabled Java in chrome like Ninja told me once, butt that was a long time ago. Maybe theres a different way to do it?

I Have Always Wondered...
(Well being that this is my first blog on here and honestly very few people will even read this, I will do my best to keep it short.) Several times in my life I have often wondered why it is, that until someone is missing in your life, whether it be from them just not being a part of it, or from illness/injury that no one truly cares? That person just exists sometimes, until they are gone, it is like a realization that "Oh Shit" I lost someone important, especially when someone dies. It irritates me to no end, when your at a funeral and you listen to all these people who where never there for the person crying and all like "I miss them, they were so great, why did this happen" ect ect ect. this applies applies to non death related as well! Seriously if you really gave a shit why didn't you say something then? why didn't you remind that person how much they meant to you. Why does it take them being gone and you losing out for someone to get a clue about what they meant... Too ofte

For You
I wish that you were mine and no one else’s. I long for the end of a hard day where we sit on the couch and you stroke my hair. And kiss my cheeks. I want to argue over the remote and whether or not to screen calls during dinner. I wish that you love me as I love you. And when you look into my eyes you can see the depths of my soul. And I touch you and feel the smoothest, softest feeling I’ve ever felt. I wish I could wake up to your smile and go to sleep with you lying peacefully next to me. A perfect day of you and I together without hesitation or fear of the outside world. I wish that you could understand the heart of a woman and the soul of a man. Meet me in my paradise.

Nothingness!
HE IS ALWAYS IN MY MIND, WONDERING WHAT HE IS DOING, WONDERING IS HE OK, HE IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART, THERE HELPING IT BEAT A LITTLE FASTER, DOES HE THINK OF ME, AM I ALWAYS IN HIS MIND, AM I IN HIS HEART, THERE HELPING IT BEAT A LITTLE FASTER, WILL I MEET HIM ONEDAY, SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL FAE UP CLOSE, WILL I HOLD HIM ONEDAY, WILL HE TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK, WILL WE LAUGH AND PLAY TOGETHER, NEVER WANTING IT TO END, HOLDING HANDS IN THE PARK, LOOKING INTO EACH OTHERS EYES, EYES MEETING AS IF IN A DREAM, DOES HE THINK OF ME, AM I IN HIS MIND ALWAYS. Feeling as though I have no where to go, Falling deeper into that lost world of nothingness, Feeling my way around as if I am blind, Not knowing which way to go or what to do, Wondering in the darkness, Feeling useless and unworthy of anything. Hurting inside, twisted and torn, lonely and scared, Lost in time unable to find my way back, What road should I take,

Random Thoughts And Ideas That Run Through My Head...
Fuck. My. Life. I had this huge post written out halfway and I left it up before I went to go watch a movie. Came back, finished it, and then went to post it. What happened next? Session fucking timed out. Entry? Gone. GONE! Communist bastards... My body hurts. Head hurts. Fever. Swollen tonsil. Chills. Body aches. Yeah. I'm sick. It's fucking amazing. Shhh...I know you're jealous. Let's see how much I can fucking remember...ugh. I'm dreading this already. Society. That's right. I ranted about society. Who the fuuuuuuuuuuuck dictates what is right and what is wrong? Morals are not commanded. They are just there whether you like them or not. Some may have more than others, but that's besides the point. They're still there. In my opinion, society and it's fucking rules destroy more character in people than mold them into perfect fucking angels. Think about it. One day it says you're fat. You go anorexic. Go on a diet. Work yourself to death in a gym and take diet pills that fuck up yo

Daily Specials
This weekend I will be holding another BlingPack Auction for Members Only. Only those with *Approved* NSFW Salutes submitted to me will be allowed to bid. All Salutes must be received before the beginning of the Auction. The Aucttion will occur randomly over the weekend and last between two and four hours. The length of time will be announced at the time of Auction. The size of the BlingPack will also be announced at the time of the Auction. The size of the BlingPack will be determined by the number of pre-registered Members before the Auction begins. 3-5 pre-registered Members will equal a 6-Cred BlingPack. 6-8 pre-registered Members will equal a 12-Cred BlingPack. 8-10 pre-registered Members and I will offer a whopping 25-Cred BlingPack. Over 10 pre-registered Members and I will add in a bonus. I cannot be held responsible if you are not present on fuBar at the time of the Auction. To become a pre-registered Member, submit a NSFW Salute before Friday 11/19 Midnight EST. All NSFW S

World Series Pool 2010
2010 World Series Pool! Here's how it works! Pick anyone of the following teams to win the World Series. American League Yankees (Wild Card) Rays Twins Rangers National League Phillies Braves (Wild Card) Giants Reds Pick ONE team ONLY! ENTER ONLY ONCE! Tie Breaker #1 Pick the amount of games you think it takes your team to win the best 4 out of 7 games. YOU MUST PICK EITHER 4,5,6 or 7 games! Tie Breaker #2

What's This Life For
Hurray for a child That makes it through If there's any way Because the answer lies in you They're laid to rest Before they know just what to do Their souls are lost Because they could never find What's this life for What's this life for What's this life for I see your soul, its kinda grey You see my heart, you look away You see my wrist, I know your pain I know your purpose on your plane Don't say a last prayer Because you could never find What's this life for What's this life for What's this life for What's this life for But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle the score Cause we all live Under the reign of one king But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle no God damn score cause we all live under the Reign I said we live under One king One king One king But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle no god damn score cause we all live under the reign I said we live under One king One king One king But they ain't

Life
Behind every bitch theres a man that made her that way! Someone asked if i knew you, it was sad cause all i could say was " I used to" I'm starting to learn from relationships in the past, lifes a bunch of bull SHIT and promises never last! “Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar.” “You hate someone whom you really wish to love, but whom you cannot love. Perhaps he himself prevents you. That is a disguised form of love.” “A woman either loves or hates; she knows no medium.” “Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.” “Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.”

Big Papa Words
First of all thanx for stoppin by to read dis Blog it means alot !!! Well My name is Raul Rodriguez My Mom and Dad will be soon havin their 50th aniversary of bein married soon I am from California East La born in Chinatown at the famous GENERAL Hospital my mom nickname me elnegrito cuz i am the blacksheep of the family i did what i wanted when i wanted and the only one who control me was my mom She taught all of the values i cherish and use now... I am latino/hispanic My parents where from Ecuador and wanted to make abetter life for there family they came to USA California to start their family and give us kids of four the best in life. I am a true gent i cook provide clean house and at the beckon to my gf's i was taught by the best my MAMA she says no one is goin to have u if u cannot do for urself first so i need the basic of how to live proper and be respectable to me first which i cherish her for that... I am me and bein me I AM VAIN... I do whatever it takes to be with one pe

All Blogs Here After Oct. 14, 2010
Recently I joined a real free make money online site that the maintenance guy working and living at this hotel has been using for 2 1/2 years. He claimed to have been wealthy and making his money from real estate thru a free make money online site. Before the recession happened Donald Trump was telling everybody to sell everything and the hotel maintenance guy didn't think real estate was going down the tank so he didn't sell the homes he had contracts for and the people that had a contract with him walked away from their home because they couldn't afford to pay the bills when the bills came so the hotel maintenance guy wasn't making any money himself so he became poor but he stayed a member of the free make money online site and still recieves an income but not enough to just live on the income from the free make money online site so he is currently working as the maintenance guy at this hotel until real estate picks up again and he can live on the income again provided by the free ma

Standardtristan
Doing my homework with jeanie and alison. homework party in the lounge :) best day kind of :\ ... Looking for some gum that jeanie just spit out... having some great laughes now only to crawl on this floor looking at shows and wondering "Where's the fucking green gum.?

4 Those W/ Kids
Yeah, well, funny thing, or not so funny thing happened at WalMart today, when we bumped into my sons 3rd grade teacher. As we turn to go our separate ways, my oh so sweet 5 y/o belts out, "She has got a Huge Booty!" Yes, those exact words. OMG!! Must they embarass me all of the time?? Poor thing, lol. I hope she doesn't think of that during our meeting tomorrow.

Quotes From Songs I Like
Mariah:I shouldn't have walked awayI would've stayed if you saidWe could've made everything OKBut we justThrew the blame back and forthWe treated love like a sportThe final blow hit so lowI'm still on the groundI couldn't have prepared myself for this fallShattered in pieces curled on the floorSuper natural love conquers all'Member we used to touch the skyAndLightning don't strikeThe same place twiceWhen you and I said goodbyeI felt the angels cryTrue love's a giftWe let it driftIn a stormEvery nightI feel the angels cryC'mon babe can't our love be revivedBring it back and we gon' make it rightI'm on the edge just tryin' to surviveAs the angels cryNe-Yo:I thought we'd be forever and alwaysYou were serenityYou took away the bad daysDidn't always treat you rightBut it was OKI do somethin' stupidAnd you still stay with meBut you can only go for so longDoing the one you claim to love wrongBefore too much is enoughYou look upFind your love goneAndWe were so good togetherHow come we could no

I'm A Star!!
I did this after Durham and Kloverlynn did this...I'm more of a follower than those 2...So I win!!!!! You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Witching And Twitching
Granted the whole of this idea is not a new concept, and I am not trying to reinvent the wheel I promise. I was browsing through the Real Estate ads on-line, and I came across a local property that was not only abundant in size but also zoned as commercial and residential. A 4 story building with business zoning on the ground floor, residential on the 2nd floor, and the 3 & 4 floor were "under development" meaning pretty much free to suit to my needs. (insert wicked laugh here) So the thought sprung forth, not only because it suits and serves other purposes but because it would plain out just rock, with the only thing that passes for a Shoppe locally being outta business and no real central place to gather how perfect would that be. Than the thought grew into an idea like a Co-Op, have a core group of people living there not only to help run the activities and help start up a new and all together better Shoppe. Turning one of the top 2 floors into a workshop

Merged Friendship
Merged friendshipYou couldNever beJust anotherPieceOf assSomeone whoI fornicateThen letSlipFrom myGraspWe knowToo manySecretsTo ever putOne anotherIn the PastIt wouldSimply beSomething elseWe didTogetherEven ifIt wasJust one timeThe rest Of ourLoveWill last RevJoe wrote this for me thank you babes for everything the 6 years(h)

Tragedy Opened Doors To Change
Its been almost 2 years since my husband got robbed and shot. The memory of that day is as fresh as if it happened yesterday.I have to say that day I lost respect and faith on Albuquerque Police Department. Everything about that day was unbelievable. I mean "EVERYTHING!", from apd loosing the police report, to them not following through finding the robber. Soon after I went back to work everyone i have met working at the convenient store shared their stories on how apd had failed them as well, some share the same fate as my husband and others where worse, "they won't do anything Ceci" they said. and as hard as it was for me to swallow it was true. It took almost 3 months before they did anything at all and thats because I had call the media, internal affairs , mayor etc. Yeah, I even emailed the Senator and they emailed me back " we do not take care of things like that" wow. Its weird the kinds of thoughts that floods your mind when things like this happens to you. Now he is kinda h

Nsfw
Please get rid of this NSFW nonsense!!! This is NOT a kid's site, that's why they have myspace, facebook, or twitter for. If u don't want to see adult photos on someone's profile, then either don't look or delete ur account on here...you can use those other sites that are censored. I'm sick of the idiots that cry and moan until someone's picture is removed...Get a freakin life and join the rest of those stupid holy roller hypocrites out there and stay off FUBAR!!! Censorship is definitely way too overated on here!

.anna.
fact about sex Men:1) 94% of men lie about their penis size.According to condom manufacturers, only 6% ofmen use extra large condoms.2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect(no matter what you have heard ladies, that's thetruth).3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Eventhough Pediatrics say it is not necessary.4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing canmake your penis grow but time (most men reachthe end of their growth by the early 20's)5) There is no correlation between penis size andshoe size, hand size, or nose size.6) Blue balls does exist! It's technicallycalled "prostatic congestion."7) Only 16% of men shave their privates.+Some stuff on the ladies+------------------------------1) Only 9% of women around the globe considerthemselves "attractive" (20% of British womendo).43% of women use the term "natural", 24% saythey have "average" looks, 8% prefer theterm "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking",and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% ofwomen say they are

Dating Survey
Y = YesN = NoM = Maybe Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?[_] Slap Me?[_] Kiss Me?[_] Let Me Kiss You?[_] Watch A Movie With Me?[_] Take Me Out To Dinner?[_] Take A Shower With Me?[_] Take Me Home For The Night?[_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?[_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?[_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?[_] Let Me Make You Breakfast?[_] Tickle Me?[_] Let Me Tickle You?[_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down?[_] Instant Message Me?[_] Greet Me In Public?[_] Hang Out With Me?[_] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You…

Newbies
I here to claim that with all the fake profiles and ppl on here, that it doesnt seem like a bad idea to make ranks and get fakes out of here or less to deal with to make it a requirement for someone to have to have a salute in order to get passed rank 5. i know i ain't the only person to think this just think it would be better off. Thanks for the time, Checotah

When Master Took His Kitten
I am standing naked in the cold cellar, the cool air causing my nipples to stiffen. Michelle, my gorgeous friend with her lovely blond locks, is walking toward me. Naomi, the sultry brunette, is following behind her. I am standing with my brown hair resting on my shoulders, my arms raised above my head, wearing nothing but my tall black leather stiletto heels. Michelle opens the bucket of black liquid latex, as Naomi finds 2 paintbrushes. Each beauty dips her brush into the latex and begins to paint my skin with the sticky material. Michelle is working on my front, while Naomi is carefully taking care of my back. Michelle takes her brush and begins right above my nipples, tickling me, but I stand very still. She has a job to do. Meanwhile, Naomi meets the line Michelle has drawn, and continues to paint my back. Each girl is moving her brush down lower now, Michelle covering my stomach, and Naomi the small of my back. Michelle dips her brush into the latex once again and begins to paint

Alone...not For Long Pet
I opened my eyes to find myself in a cage. A cage! I moved to stand from my lying postition but something was restraining me... I looked down to see ropes intricately bound around my naked body, the friction was painful on my nipples and pussy lips when I moved even a fraction. My mind raced as I tried to remember how I got into this situation. My last clear memory was my Mistress yelling at me- “Fucking whore, I’ll be back in half an hour, fucking clean that shit up.” I admit I was feeling light-headed after orgasming so hard...maybe I had passed out? Somewhere above me I heard a door opening and the familiar sound of heels tapping on hard floor."So, has the filthy whore woken up yet?" came the wonderful, but chilling voice of my Mistress."Y-yes Mistress," I replied, my voice a little hoarse. "Good, because I'm not going to wait all night- I have a visitor for you," she said coldly. My heart leapt with anticipation but also nerves. Another stranger? Before I had time

Woo Hooo
Stepped on my scale Monday morning and I was 108 lbs. Today (Saturday) I am only 101 lbs!! So I lost 7 lbs. in only 5 days,most people can't lose 7 lbs. in a week. Not bad for having had 3 kids huh? Will only be a few days and I will be back to 98 lbs.which is just a few lbs. more than what I weighed in high school. SOO happy to be in size 3 jeans again,(although I was only wearing a size 5 or 6 before I lost weight),yay me.....lol. Hope you're all having a great weekend.

Writings
Words of wisdom from my friend Leia’s grandmother: Men and relationships are like buses. There is another one coming around in an hour. Be patient. If the bus is broken, time to get off the bus If the bus does not take you where you need to go in life find one that does. Never take the bus through Homewood, there isn't anything you want there. If none of the buses are working for you, it’s time to get off your ass and walk yourself and take a different route to get there. LMAO! It was the beginning of a new year. She always reflected on her life during this time. The previous year brought forth changes in her that was a long time coming. Not just in her relationships but in her core. Because of her past, she had a hard time with love and she settled for less than she deserved for a long, long time.In September, she realized how her actions have affected her kids -which were her world- and vowed to date but not let anyone close to her or them again. They

October Is Speak Up Month. Are You Brave Enough To?
I met him when I was 16. We started dating in December 2005. I thought that life couldn't get any better. He was handsome, and funny. He cared about me, truly cared about it. It wasn't about sex. Fast Forward to February, things started going down hill, and FAST. At first it started out just pushing, eventually pushing led to pushing off of a 5FT tall porch flat on my back. He apologized, as he had SO many times before. I forgave him, I'm clumsy and I always know how to push his buttons. Soon after he began the hitting. It kept getting harder and harder. Mostly after we talked about "having children". He NEEDED a son. He wanted to be a father. Granted, I was 16, I was an only child, I wanted NO kids. I wasn't even sure if I wanted children down the road. I was young, I wanted more out of life. That's when it started getting REALLY bad. I was used to covering up black eyes and bruises on my body. I was used to covering up busted lips. I was NOT used to going to the emergency room for br

Whiners
Is it me or is it we have whiners everywhere still lol. It dosnr matter where you are, regular Fu or in mafia this is all just a game and a place to have fun. If you dont get what you want, not enough like's, to many dislike's, not enough page rates comments picture rate's or bling, then get a job and buy it yourself and get yourself out there and get known and be friendly. If you get beat up in mafia, learn the game, play the game, join a turf or stay turfless. You cant beat everyone and no one is unbeatable, yes people bling, it's part of the game, it's where you have the opition to so if you want, if you dont want to do whine, it's still an option for other's not just for yourself other's just choose to take that option. All in all, and at the end of the day wether you spend all day, part of the day, everyday, or every other day here, it's still just a game and it's to have fun. I wish you the best and a greta fu time ;)

My Pink Ribbon
My Pink Ribbon ( in memory of Joella Goodwin) I never thought, it would happen to me after-all I was always so Healthy. No family history just out of the blue, neither me nor my family had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, it couldn't happen to me, so I never cared. Then one day, I would be stumped, while taking a shower I felt a lump. " Dear God" why did this happen to me?, I sit here and wait for a mastectomy. Will I still be a woman?, Will I still be the same?, or will I be some kind of freak, living in shame? Would it have been differant, if I had checked before?, instead I just stood there it was something I would ignore. I feel differant, but I'm still the same, and it's something of which, I no-longer have to live in shame. So please check yourself, it's em

Poetry
A Broken SoulWhen all light is darkand sky is grey,I fear you'll wishme not to stay,Rip from my chesta heart so torn,Beat from my breasta soul thats worn.Some endless nightsdark clouds, no moon.Deep unknown pitswhich bear my doom.That scared darknesscontrolled by pain,disquised by hateunknown by name.A secret blanketwhich holds me tight,no longer feels whats

Pink Ribbon
My Pink Ribbon ( in memory of Sandra Conrad ) I never thought, it would happen to me after-all I was always so Healthy. No family history just out of the blue, neither me nor my family had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, it couldn't happen to me, so I never cared. Then one day, I would be stumped, while taking a shower I felt a lump. " Dear God" why did this happen to me?, I sit her and wait for a mastectomy. Will I still be a woman?, Will I still be the same?, or will I be some kind of freak, living in shame? Would it have been differant, if I had checked before?, instead I just stood there it was something I would ignore. I feel differant, but I'm still the same, and it's somethingof which, I no-longer have to live in shame. So please check yourself, it's embarrasing that is true, but it

The Not So Much Lighter Side Of Me
I have gotten messy in my age I was once the most skill of what I do but in those times of dark and tanted one must hide there true selfs from the fate of the hunters hand but I most find her so I can once more be happy but how long will that be before I feed on her soul to make her a part of my way of life to take ones soul means I most kill for two. She is the one from my dreams calling to me as if I was a part of her never to know who she is, putting me in a state of endless darkness I must find her to left this veil of nothingness of meaning to be with her will ease my pain to feel her to touch her is all I want I seen you over there in the dark shadows looking for your next meal but I can tell your eyes were on me looking in to my soul trying to find something I am nothing but a shadow of my old but if its a dance you want them my lady you can have but when im done im going to rip your flash off like your red silk dress, so light and soft I can still feel your blood running what

I Bleed Willingly
Bleed me dry of this jaded passion. Plunge the jagged edge of your love deep within my beating heart. Watch the blackness spill across the innocence of your torn soul. l open this mortal shell to show you the beauty of the inky passion coursing through the tattered lacework left of my soul. Watch as it shines with the shameless desire to consume all your pain within my pleasure. Feel it's beat as it poses to feast of your darkest need. It's rage will gorge on your willing submission Hear the beating slow to silence. l take one last breath of your sweet inspiration, just to feel your name upon my lips, before it escapes.

I've Got A Sweet Tooth
I almost died but it felt greatFaking perfection wasn't worth the waitI may be easy, easy to hateBut you're so fucking easy, easy to breakCHORUS:I've got a sweet tooth and strawberry youthYou wanna be my licorice and misguided truthAnd right now I'll show you howI'm a beauty killer!!!! muahahahaha Jeffree Star is amazing. I love him

A Master's Creed
I am sure some of you have seen this a million times over. Read it again. A Master's Creed ~ The Dominants Creed ~* Above all else a Dom cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the giftthe submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all. * A Dom is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knowshow to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift.* A Dom is in control of Themself first and foremost, so that They may control others.* As a stern and demanding Dom, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears.* As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character.* In times of trouble, a Dom will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, neverforgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals.* A Dom is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality.* A Dom would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or f

Heaven Poem
Just one little peek into heaven, Is all I'm asking for today. I just want to know how she's doing, And heaven seems so far away. Is she playing on the clouds with angels? Is she laughing and running today? Does she miss me? I guess only she knows. Oh why does heaven seem so far away? If you just let me look for a moment, To catch a glimpse of her sweet smiling face, I promise I won't try to take her, I know, she's in a better place. Just one little peek into heaven, Is all I'm asking for today. I just want to know how she's doing, And heaven seems so far away...

Important Stuff :)
OK If you know anything about me, you know I support the cause! Breast Cancer doesn't run in my immediate family but it is a cause that I have always felt very strongly about....Every year I try to make sure to get the word out especially during October. A little awareness goes a long way! So with that said please be aware that October is all about the Pink.Its breast cancer awareness month so please show your support and wear some pink!! If you are like me and you don't really like pink....make an exception this month! I do it every October I wear something pink to show support! Breast Cancer knows NO Age, Sex, Race or class it does NOT discriminate everyone is fair game! Women as well as men. please don't think, It can never happen to me, or to someone I love. Truth is it can and does happen to anyone. Please take the time to remind all those people you love so much and hold close to your heart that its that time of year again to get checked out so sit your Mom/

Why Woman Cry
Emo Images at ImageHousing.com "A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman , " she told him. "I don't understand , " he said. His Mom just hugged him and said , "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father ,"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man , still wondering why women cry... Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone , he asked , "God , why do women cry so easily?" God said, "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up , and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity

Whatever I Want
I'm so fed up with everyone around me Noone seems to care I'm just so far gone and nothings gonna change I'll never be the same It's always do this do that Everything they want to I don't wanna live that way (No) Every chance they get they're always Pushing me away It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be verse 2: It's all so messed up and noone ever listens Everyone's deranged I'm just so fucked up and i'm never gonna change I lay it all to waste They're always say this say that Nothing that you want to I don't wanna live that way (No) Every chance they get they're always Shoving me aside It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be I'm done! In the end we're all just chaulk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been giv

No Big Secret
its no big secret that i used to have a profile here. hell you might allready know me. "~`Slo Mo~` The Love Moogle~` ~~love jessa~`" but its been a while sinces i was back. so i decided to start a new one. i think i will be more private than normal. but either way i haven't forgotton about, my freinds. family. fans lovers and haters. lol. so i decided to come back for a while. and yes i do work at a adult Prision currectional faucility.lol i admit its something i wanted to be. but it has its excitment and benifits. so hopefully get to see the old freinds, and of course make a few here and there. to the hydaway family. i know your out there and i allready bumped into a few of them. hopefully we can bs. like old times. even though i am not a member or even what i onces was, but i still haungeout in the old hydaway lounge keeping up with old times.

Bring Unto Me
Bring forth your warmth upon me Flesh intertwined Seductive and slow Passion unyielding A sensual flow Scent of sweet seduction Lingers in air Fantasies fulfilled Ecstasy in what we share.. Tantalize the senses Beyond whats ever been A ravenous indulgence Of love ..Of lust ..Of sin

Fucking Pigs!
2:16pm reply hmmm: Hey cutie... will you rate my NSFW pics with brutal honesty please? cancel Chat 2:20pm more To hmmm: thats like the 5th time you have said that to me and my answer will always be the same .............NO! cancel Chat 2:21pm more To hmmm: I want to see a naked man i will wait for my man to come home from work... cancel Chat

My Old Gal
I knew it was coming,but crap it still makes me sick :( My old gal , my yellow lab "Daisy",passed today. I am broken hearted,I am still grieving over,my kitty "Spike". They sent me a sorry driver today for therapy that drove like a maniac,that was so nosy and annoying ,when hubby told me this news over the phone.Grrrrr... I didn't want to talk to this stranger and wanted to grieve quietly while he slung me through the damn curves.I am hurt and mad this evening.I am also not a big fan of people. just needed really to vent a little...you know how I am when I vent..not sure if I will delete this

Robert Thomas Marketing
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My Mind At Work
HAMPTON — — Earlier in the week, Hampton coach Mike Smith declared Daquan Romero to be Phoebus' best receiver. It didn't matter to him that Romero had caught six passes all season.And with the Eastern Region Division 5 championship on the line, Smith knew Romero would be the Phantoms' go-to target. He wasn't happy to be correct: Romero's 6-yard touchdown catch gave Phoebus its first lead with 2:55 remaining, and the Phantoms hung on for a 12-7 win Friday night at Darling Stadium.It was Romero's only catch of the night, and it came on fourth-and-goal. With the Crabbers' linebackers dropping into coverage, Romero ran a drag route and made the catch at the 1-yard line. He dragged a couple of defenders into the end zone, just when it looked like Phoebus' VHSL record winning streak would end."What a great route," quarterback Jordan Roby said. "He had the perfect speed and when he caught it, I said, 'Please get into the end zone.' He made a great play."With its 43rd consecuti

His Lil Red
You lay in the big rumpled bed still in a deep sleep, one hand gently stroking and pinching your nipples, the other stroking your already hard and wet clit... Your long red hair a sexy cloud on the pillow, waiting for my big hands to tangle in the long silky strands. You hear my whisper in your ear and increase the hardness of the pinching and twisting of your small sensitive nipples, causing a muffle moan of pleasure. You don't want the painters to hear... But you hear my voice - "Let them hear you moan, let them hear how hungry you are..." your whimpers of distress make me smile... "My naughty, nasty lil one wants to be fucked with all these men watching, don't you?" Your head shakes 'no' even as the juices overflow from your dripping shaven cunt, dripping down your fingers, aching for the savage invasion of my hard, thick cock.... Suddenly you are startled , awakened by a sound in the bedroom, your eyes fly open, landing on my tall frame filling the doorway. I have return

Mel Maintenance
I just got this email that reads: "MEL will be performing maintenance at 2:30pm. Please log out before that time. I am sorry for any inconvenience this may cause." I am stupified. Help me out here. Does this mean my FuWife wants to have sex with me at 2:30 pm sharp and wants me to log off? She didn't leave me any messages this morning. I don't know what to do damnit!!!! Where is Tutti? Maybe she can help me.

"burn The Bridge" By: Mushroomhead
its a far flung dream to die in, cant wake up & the scars we leave behind us, aren't enough to somehow free us & the tragedy between us, is a mountain we cant climb together we keep getting lost inside the rhyme..... this is not the ending just the start everythings something, yet your not above me, im under here bubbling, sweet the explosion sing witness the bitterness, shattering ending bliss, only thing left to achieve is a reason to be....FREEEE!!! burn the bridges & try to tie the lies together in verses of worship and pain....all that remains you dont own me....died in a dream....you dont own me....or who im supposed to be this reality, sobriety can leave you blind....your insincerity can brun the bridge you leave behind

A Slave Is:
A slave will never be truly happy or content in her life if she is un-owned. A slave's most profound freedom is found within her Master's chains. Within these chains, she is free to live as she is destined to live to serve and please, and to be pleased in return for the privilege to serve and please her Master. A slave should never think of herself as a weak person for it takes a strong female to commit to the drive inside her, to serve, to obey and to please a Master. A slave chooses willingly to be her Master's property. As a slave is her Master's property and an object of great value she is an instrument Master will use to draw out His pleasures. Above all else a slave's primary and foremost focus shall be to please her Master, hoping that her Master finds her pleasing in all that she does, whether she is in her Master's presence or not. All of a slave's choices shall be based upon whether or not they will please her Master. A slave and a slave's behavior are a direct reflection

Dating
Just wondering ladies what would be your ideal first date be with someone let alone if its with a girl or guy? FOr me I would like to go somewhere quest and get to know her better. If its just a quiet restaraunt, walk on the beach or park. Something like that would be fine with me/ What about everyone else? How many of you ladies like Pick up lines? Wheather its from a female or male? Me personally don't like them. Everytime I hear one from another girl I just roll my eyes and walk away. And tell them if your interested in me just be yourself and not use a line. What about everyone else? Why is it that most girl's are afraid to approach other girls if they like them? I just don't get it! I know if I am out and see a girl that I think is beautiful I would go up to her and talk to her. I have no problem approaching other girls if I am attracted to them. Are girls just scared to be rejected thinking the girl is straight or just not into them? Or maybe its a height issue! I mean what is t

What The Fuck!!!
Im not sure how to take this or even what to make of it. The other mornin maybe 10 mins before I awoke, in my Dream I was runnin through a corn field, with my arms full of what I can only assume is sweet corn. Anyway, when i was crossin the road back to the house, out of the corner of my eye to the right, i caught this Black shadowy figure of a dog. But this wasnt any normal dog. An much to big by the looks of it to be a normal Wolff. It stood (on all fours) at my mid~section, jus beloew my chest. Thick furred, and as black as the night herself. This, figure was in my neighbors yard, middle of her lawn. As i started to take another step, out of the corner of my eye, I saw one right to the left of me. I mean I could reach out and pet it, thats how close it was. They were both identical in color and in height. They were eye to eye with me, almost. Now the only things Ive ever seen that big were in the movies, and that would be the Lyconthrope. NOt sure what alot of you think, but i fo

Songs Written By Mois
I’m tired now Sitting alone here in my room Writing another letter to you It’s different in a kind of way Maybe now you will talk to me My boredom stretches beyond the realms of possibility Ask me to come home to you I’m tired Sitting alone here in this room Thinking of you and me And how it could be Maybe we could speak on the phone But I think my words would stumble Across the blue plane of nothingness I’m tired Tired of being second best Not by choice but by force I should not tell you how I feel Keep my thoughts to myself Locked away safely from you I’m tired And we have not spoken in days My gift to you is my departure The snow falls ever so softly On your face So innocent, so sweet The time that we spent together long ago I remember like it was yesterday When we used to go and sit by the swings And when the music was on how we used to sing Where’d you go? I dunno All I know is I have missed you The way you laugh

Keys
Its not who you say you are or pretend to beIt’s the real you that shines through for me to seeIt’s the way your smile shines through the darkness people seeI find the real you piece by piece and day by dayIt makes them look like fools when they guess who you areI can’t wait till I fully know who you really are I wake from my slumber and look around in a dazeAs the fog in my mind starts to clearI notice I am not alone; I see long black hair drifting in my faceAs the wind drifts through my window;Teasing me with her sweet fragranceAs the spring sun starts to warm my body,As i stare into the sky the clouds souround me with tranquility;I start to feel content and happyI realize I have something everyone wants and fears,I am not alone I stand here with my arm raised with a tear in my eye.And I dare to look around I see hundreds of people just like me trying to hide our fear. I have my laces tied and my shirt buttoned.As I wait my turn, turn to board the plane to take me f

Poems From The Inner Woman
Kokain3ON EDGE I'LL TAKE AWAY THE PAINMAKE YOU FEEL AT EASE & SANEI'M POISONOUS AT HEART..CALL ME**KOKAIN3**TROUBLES CEASE TO EXIST WHEN I'M AROUNDYOU FEEL LIKE FLYING UNTIL YOU'VE COME DOWNI'LL HAVE YOU IN MY CONTROL ASK JOHN DOEMY ATTRACTION IS VENOMOUS YOU'LL YEARN FOR MO'**INFAMOUS KOKAIN3**COME TRY ME I FAITHFULLY PROMISE I GOT THAT HOOKTASTING ME TIL THE LAST DROP FOR ME YOU'LL LOOKMY POTION IS SPITEFUL I'LL TAKE ALL FEARS AWAYUNTIL I GOT YOUR SOUL..WITH ME YOU'LL STAYI'M YOUR FRIEND WITH MANY PLANS FOR YOUSNIFF..SMOKE..SHOOT..COME TO ME AND SAY I DOTIME TO COME HOME TO A DELIGHTFUL EUPHORIA I'VE GOT IN STOREI'LL HAVE YOU ON BENDED KNEE WORSHIPING & ACHING FOR MOREI'VE GOT YOU WHERE I WANT YOU SO LET'S CONTINUE THIS GAME THAT I PLAYSELLING ALL YOUR POSSESSIONS UNTIL YOU'VE GOT A DOSE OF MY NECTAR FOR THE DAYI WON'T HURT YOU MY FRIEND I WANT YOU TO WANT ME MORE AND MOREA KNOWN REPUTATION OF GETTING YOU SPRUNG..IT'S I (KOKAIN3)THAT YOU ADOREONE..TWO..KOKAIN3'S COMING FOR YOUTHREE..

No Matter What
TroubleStrifeTrue love?Ending? Dear friend.Don't worryI am hereI won't leave you I,.... I can't leave her Found the one.She sees in me.I see her soul.Her most amazing mind.Her lushious body.I can't let anyone else see.Why do i feel like i need her? Because i do.I need her like i need air.I need her like i need the sun.Her brown eyes,As deep as the ocean.Hiding wisdom in the depths.Strange for one so young. She's not young. Not in realityHer years have seen horrors.Pain,Death,Lost love, Why is it she must feel these thingsI would do anything to take the bad memories away. She knowsI told her, Or is she even smarter than i first thought?She is.I know her.I love her.I tell herI ask her She tells me, she can't. I ask whyWhy after all the time i've stood by her Why can't i, like all the men Have One Chance. Did i do something wrong? Is something wrong with me? No I know how i feelI think she feels the same.I will fightI must fightTo show herShe won't lose me No Matter W

Poetry
Watching as my red blood drips White birds scatter as I touch my lips Floating away on their worldly trips Leaving nothing but water Touching my hand to a withering tree When will I open my eyes to see All the creatures staring at me I am nobody's daughter I touched a flower yesterday It withered and curled away from my hand Its scarlet hues faded to grey I cried that I didn't understand I dipped my finger into a watery pool It darkened in righteous anger at me It asked how could I be so cruel To torment it for eternity I wandered into a beautiful meadow The green grass died around my feet I wept to my heartless shadow The rain around me turned to sleet I fall t

Who Do You Trust
I used to work for an airlines at LAX; Los Angeles for those who don't know. I checked in former Governor Jerry Brown and his aide back in the late 1980s...for their flight..I questioned Brown and his responses were to say the least, relative to someone who was stoned out of his mind as his responses were slurred blah, blah, blah. He couldn't even provide his I.D. Do you really want this guy as the new Governor of California?

New Videos Posted
I posted 25 links to youtube videos today. I did a little mixture of music so I hope everyone enjoys them. Also, I am trying to get my achievements and level up again so any and all help will be greatly appreciated. I need over 200,000 points yet to level up and I need bling and activation of special abilities and a blast and so forth to get my achievements. Also if anyone wants to be gracious and help me to become VIP status I would appreciate that as well, but I know that is expensive so I am not going to expect that one to be done. But yea if anyone wants to really truely help me get ahead on FU then please do so. I will do what I can to return favors for my friends.

Jokes
1. OF COURSE I'LL SWALLOW IT ALL; I LOVE THE TASTE!!!!!!!!! 2. ARE YOU SURE YOU'VE HAD ENOUGH TO DRINK?? 3. I'M BORED LET'S SHAVE MY PUSSY!!!!!!!!!!! 4. OH, COME ON LET'S GET A PORNO, A CASE OF BEER, & INVITE THE NEIGHBOR LADY OVER FOR A 3SOME!!!!!!!!! 5. IF I DON'T GET TO BLOW YOU SOON, I SWEAR I'M GONNA SCREAM.... 6. I KNOW IT'S A LOT TIGHTER BACK THERE, BUTT WOULD YOU PLEASE TRY AGAIN??????? 7. YOU'RE SO SEXY WHEN YOUR HUNGOVER.. 8. NO, I'D RATHER STAY HERE, WATCH FOOTBALL, DRINK BEER, & SUCK YOUR DICK, THEN GO SHOPPING 9. I SIGNED UP FOR YOGA CLASSES SO I CAN GET MY ANKLES BEHIND MY HEAD FOR YOU, HONEY.... 10. YOU LOOK TIRED; YOU SHOULD GO RIGHT 2 BED AS SOON AS YOU FUCK ME IN THE ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Economics 101
Here 10 things to do after you have lost your job. As important as family support is to your life, you have a lot to sort through and may want to seek advice from independent professionals. 1. Contact a career coach. Have you met with one? Most will give you the first meeting at no cost or obligation and you can brainstorm. Even this one meeting might give you some great ideas. Before you sign on with one, make sure you have shopped around to find one you like. 2. Network in unlikely places. Examine who you know, and who knows the most people. Tell them your story and see what comes back to you. For me, it was always my hairdresser. Seriously. He or she knew so many people. Second to this is your financial planner. Seriously II. As a financial planner I am incredibly connected to generations of clients and their families with all sorts of skill levels. As a self employed person for almost 20 years, I can also give you insight into this life style. 3.Evaluate your financial planne

My breath catches and my lips part as a moan softly escapes me. The way my flesh reacts to the memory of your touch and my heart races at the thought of your voice, it is so intense my eyes close to the world around me. I return to the feel of your fingertips on my cheek for the first time and the sound of your whispering voice in my ear. Every nerve in me is on fire as I relive the moment your lips caressed mine. As your tongue sweeps across my lip as soft as a feather and my fingers grasped your shoulders. Your hand moved down my body and as your thumb passes slowly over the roundness of my breast my body arches into you, a hunger so savage and so comsuming. Pulling me close I feel the need in you matches mine. They way I begged you with my eyes was stronger than any words I could have uttered. You continue through the night to take me place I have never been, and will only be in my memories......

My Music
If anyone likes guitar music, please check out my music and videos. Okay so here are my music videos here on fubar: http://fubar.com/videos.php?uid=3511220 Also here is my music on myspace, all original songs: www.myspace.com/mattewens1977 And YouTube as well: http://www.youtube.com/user/guitar1977?feature=mhsn Hope you enjoy it thanks for reading Matt Any ladies like to see my assets, please have a look in my pics and prepare yourself, lol :o)

In Memory Of Miranda (roxxy)
This is a page for Roxxy, the people who knew her here respected her alot. As some of you may know what has happend in the last 4-6 months, she has been through to hell and back. Not long ago she had twins a boy and a girl, not long ago she lost her precious daughter, who was very ill, now it was roxxy's turn, she was sick with diabete's and needed a kidney transplant, wich we could not find a donor for her, suddenly her last kidney also failed, wich made her incapable of doing anything. Later to find out the doctor's said she had turned for the worst. An infection started and spread to her heart quickly (endocarditis). Later that evening the doctor's took a MRI and realized the infection spread to her brain, then she was put on life support for a very shot period of time. She was pronounced dead this morning at around 7:18 am. I will be posting from other's that may have there last words for her, and some pictures. may you rest in peace with little girl... I'll see you soon angel's.

Were New Hey All
they there all were new to this crazy place. send us a msg if have crazy and fun place to be. take care all see around my bf went too club upper level and had cap lock on hes new the whole computer thing. they gave him warnings but by i got the computer to help take off the cab lock off. they had kick up out and will told that was new they got rude.. so just keep that in mind if you are new and go into CLUB UPPER LEVEL Jenna and Steven

My Poem
Baby when I look in your eyes I see a future with you Baby when you touch me I feel your love Baby when you whisper to me I hear your sexy voice Baby when I'm with you I wanna be with you all the time My heart beats so fast that I can't live without you It seems that when I'm away My mind is always thinking about you It don't want to stop All I ever wanted is to be with you forever & always

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Life's Full Of Hard Choices.
Well, life is full of hard choice's but the one I am going to talk about is the choice to ask someone the one question that could hurt even friendship. I have this one gal I really like and thinking it really might go to the point of love but I really don't know if she likes me that way or just as a friend. I really like being her friend but wish it I could have more. I really don't know if it is worth asking her. On the other hand I think I am just being a coward because I just won't tell her but worried that if I do ask she would not talk to me even as a friend. Life and it's choices really suck but I guess we must all live thur them.

How Is It Fair?
So I wrote this blog like 4 months ago but someone magically had it deleted so ill try again and if that doesn't work then I guess I can go through blogger where I can even include specifics. I spent a lot of time and money getting to level 45. It took a lot of friends to help me get there .. trust me when Isay my wallet complained day in and day out, and I even can say that this whole leveling thing took a toll on my personal life and that of a person who helped me from the first in the sense that i couldn't go places I wanted to go so that I could do it here,and that arguments ensued from bombing 6 times a day.. anyways one day I was going around fu comparing how good people are at leveling like for example i was like 900 something to 34 but I was like 74 to 45 thats pretty good .... and I just wanted to compare how fast the people on fu leveled who leveled first whose the most recent it.... it was my "I'm bored out of my mind nothing to do once you level" thing right .. then

Selfishness
So have you guys noticed that selfishness has no bounds here on fu? That no one does anything when these users do shit to people who place a lil bit of trust on them? Who can you go to when no one will correct these issues? This is supposed to be a site for ADULTS. But no one cares about being fair or being honest you know those things most of us where taught as children. They assume that because its ONLINE it has no impact on real life. to those who are wondering how.. heres a real life example: I sold a person who was a part of my fu "family" for the whole time I've had this page. This member told me if I'd sell her a boomerang for fubucks. I told her that I didn't need the fubucks, but I hate telling my friends NO when ts in my power to help (a habit I've broken) so I told her that I really wanted that diamond bling they had and it cost 50cr. and that I found it tacky to bling myself so how bout if I sent her a 65 cr bling pack for 5 mil (THATS RIGHT NOT A TYPO 5,000,000) and ou

Dedicated To The Immortals....
The Drunk Eskimo Shatters Masturbation World Record! Share It's official, The Drunk Eskimo is the new king of masturbation. In a stunning feat of endurance and determination, The Drunk Eskimo achieved 36 orgasms in a 24 hour period! Sleeping intermittently during the 24 hour marathon, The Drunk Eskimo remained focused and aroused by his impressive library of pornographic films. With over 400 films in his library and 3 televisions playing movies at all times, he had a continuous stream of footage to aid him in his quest. It is apparent by the massive development of the muscles in his forearm that The Drunk Eskimo is not your average masturbator. In an interview with UJ reporters after the record setting event, The Drunk Eskimo was quoted as saying, "masturbation for me is a way of life. I've been training for this day since I was 13 years old and I'm happy with my performance today". This record was formerly held by German Student, Hans Blickstein who achieved 27 orgasms in a 24 hour pe

What Would You Do?
Questions where the question "What would YOU do?" applies to them. Answer the question, then repost a new question for others to answer as well :) This should be an interesting experiment. Question Number One: What would YOU do if you were locked away in a room with me for 24 hours and all that was playing in the background was love making music? :P

You Need To Be Aware
Lohan, 24, is all over the news because she's a celebrity drug addict. While Justin Allen 23, Brett Linley 29, Matthew Weikert 29, Justus Bartett 27, Dave Santos 21, Chase Stanley 21,Jesse Reed 26, Matthew Johnson 21, Zachary Fisher 24, Brandon King 23, Christopher Goeke 23, and Sheldon Tate 27 are all Marines that gave their lives this week, no media mention.Honor THEM by reposting!!!

Me!!!!!
Well I just want to let you know that it is ok for you to hate me when you don't know me.... It is ok for you to say what you want...But know this if you thought I was well a *itch before you started rollin on me ...Well I can be a bigger one if you push ..... I am not here to take you on. I am here to have fun sooo shut up and have fun!!!!! I am sorry that your life is bad enough that you feel you must strike out at me but that's ok cus I can take it and well I am sorry for your loss!!! -Lisa

Gosh Darn Pics
I must have made the person mad Its time t...: U BITCH cancel Chat 12:01pm more To Its time t...: you nasty cunt cancel Chat 12:01pm reply Its time t...: FUCK YOU cancel Chat 12:01pm more To Its time t...: try some feminine hygiene cancel Chat

Free Software
I often get questions from friend looking for an alternative to the expensive Microsoft Office software. Spending hundreds of dollars isn't an option these days and the Office sutie can cost as much as the PC! Fortunately, there is an alternative. It's been around quite a while now. LibreOffice, formerlay OpenOffice, is an Open Source solution and is available at: http://www.documentfoundation.org/download/ It's worth giving it a try and now supports Microsoft document styles as well as XML styles (if you even care). Let me know if you have tried it and have any other software needs! Pete DeathwishDuck

Links
Facebook Our Official Website Myspace Page Reverb Nation Page Pure Volume Page Jango Page Purchase our Cd Amazon Mp3 Cd If you have Itunes then you can purchase our cd on Itunes. WE HAVE OUR BAND APP AVAILIABLE FOR SMART PHONES IPhone App Android App

"circumcised Vs. Uncircumcised"
"circumcised vs. uncircumcised"I was wondering and curious if females/women prefer a male to be circumcised or uncircumcised?which brings me to the next question i'm curiuos about is if you had sexual intercoarse with both in the past, is there any difference to what yous feel during sex intercoarse with being cut/uncut(natural)? I am alsowondering if one or the other gives you/make you orgasm faster or better between the two? or doesn't it make any difference? I would like to hear your input on this curiousity. My mom made the choice to have me "circumcised" at birth, so I never had the choice to decide in the matter.

My Hobby
Some of you may know that I build plastic models as a hobby ... makes me good with my hands (nod,nod nudge,nudge wink,wink) ... anywho ... I use a webnetwork called Kitmaker network to help with what my dr calls AADD ... someone on a given subject site (Armor is Armorama , aircraft is Aeroscale ... etc etc) Will come up with an idea for a campaign ( Helicopters or The Battle of Britain or COD:Modern warfare even) ... Participants are then given a set time in which to build a kit for said subject ... I am completing one such campaign now PIN-UPS ...as the name suggests these are aircraft with scantily clad or even nude women on their noses ... I have 2 more ending before the end of the year and 8 so far for the coming year ... If I can figure this all out I may try to post pics here or on my page so come by and check me out ... You never know you may like what you see ...

Friend Vs. Juggalette
Friend vs. Juggalette Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd. Juggalette: Always has your back. Friend: Runs for help in a fight. Juggalette: Jumps in the fight to help. Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail. Juggalette: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was f*cking awesome!" Friend: Will help you move out of a house. Juggalette: Will help you move a dead body out of the house. Friend: Bums you a cigarette Juggalette: Bums you her last pack Friend: Is there when you need them Juggalette: Is there even when you dont need them Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet Juggalette: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning Friend: Hides you from the cops Juggalette: Is probably the reason the cops are after you in the first place Friend: Lets you make an a** out of yourself in public Juggalette: Is up there with you making an a** out of themselves too Friend: Likes you cause your always doing stupid sh*t Jugg

My Life..or Lack Thereof
Well, I am a teacher, of 2 year olds, so yes there is a lot of stress in my job. But also in my life. My youngest has moved out and yes normally that would be a good thing. My son on the other hand has decided to do it in a bad way. Got fired 2 weeks after moving out and is now on Welfare I hear. Turns out you can't argue with Safety officials about their jobs...Go figure.. Why do kids have to be this way? What are we doing wrong in raising them nowadays? I hear we ask too much of them, yea right, not enough if you ask me. My son who is a brilliant young man (with no social skills) is destroying his life because he thinks it is ok to talk down to people, to make fun of them, and just ignore what was helping out at home (that's why he moved out) I wanted him to have normal hygiene, to put away his clothes (which I washed) and to rinse and put his dishes in the washer. No rent (so he could pay student loans) and no bills (same reason) and I got too much crap in return. No, I didn't

Just Me
I sitting here on this site listening to music by my # dj and all i can think of is how and why peopl cant take me for me? back n day when i was on this site people were nice,now dont gte me wrong some people on here are awesome and then well there r some that are jus plain rude and full of themselves.This sote makes it so easy to friend,rate,crush etc on different people which aint back but when u rate someone and then friend them and they send u a message that says " umm ur not good enough to be on my page" or my favorite k umm i dont talk to fat people....right there that "FAT"word i dont know but damn that word pisses me tf off more then nething,i know im fluffy as i call but heres something the idiots who commented that was....yes im flufy but u either hate or love me either i really dont give a fuck either way u can watch me walk away..so heres my lil quest......i challage neone reading this right now to go and talk to a "fluffy" person....ud b surprised what a HI means to them a

It's Always Me!
I wish i knew why it's always me that gets my feelings always hurt. I lost 2 friends today who i really deeply loved until and so i thought i could tell them how i feel and try to get them to understand. Through out my life i was physically & emotionally abused by my real father who lives in the UK now and has always. These 2 friends knew i was having a hard time when i met them and neither of them even cared about me or my feelings or even tried to comfort me anyway they could. They both left me on myself really emotionally sad and feeling not loved at all. I have always been there for my friends but why cant they be there for me? . It's not easy at all infact you'll be pretty damn lucky if you can get over the abuse because i know i can't and it's haunted me ever since it's happened. After i told these 2 friends my exact feelings about them they blew their pipe off and ripped me up for telling them. I already had a feeling about these 2 ex friends and today they confirmed it for me

Wtf?
So, many of you know my life has been total utter crap the last few months. Those of you who don't know, don't worry bout it, but trust me. It was. Now in this pile o crap my life has been, there have been a few shinning not crap items. One has been a dear friend of mine lettin me live in her empty condo, and lettin me use her interwebs mahines. Now, I must move from her soon to be occupied by her again condo. In her proccess of re-occupying her condo, she is shutting off her cable. That includes the interwebs. So, while I am moving into a new apt, and will get my own interwebs there, sometime soon, my curent interwebs will be goin away. This will not be a typical fu-sabbaticle for me. I will miss this place from day 1, and will be back as soon as my new home interwebs start interwebbing. I move on the 9th, so it'll be after then sometime. I know not when. and in addition, many of you can text me, but some of you can't. If you do NOT know my number, and would like to, ask for it. T

It's Amazing
It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you,How my heart pounds when you come into a room.I look at you and think: My God! How lovely!And everything I am bursts into bloom. I feel as though you must, you must be mine,Not as a possession but a goal,Something almost unimaginable:The free devotion of another soul. As though I were about to enter heavenOr just within the hour condemned to die,My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over,With you, and only you, the reason why.

Mma
I absolutely love Mixed Martial Arts (MMA). I never miss to watch a UFC event and love catching up on the newest mma gear ! My top 5 favorite fighters are: Randy Couture, BJ Penn, GSP, Fedor and Lyoto Machida.

Many Great Ideas
this cool!!!!! Well it's been a interesting day today. Been working on one of my other blogs. Check it out ,go to ICQ.com and go to blogs ,but first become a member it's free . Then go to blogs , then go to search and search( Angelos blog about anything ,)that's the blogs name check it out . It's borring for now, but it'll get interesting as i go along it with it,I promis. WHATS UP HELLO,hello

Super Naught
In this day and age of Facebook, Fubar, Myspace, how did people find each other 30 years ago? Don't get me wrong this is cool stuff, but how much farther can this go? I think more about what is going on in my computer world more then my reality itself. With texting, and email, and Photoshop I still have a family, a job and a list of other things that I have to do. i think i put that in my black berry in the "Things to do folder". I feel that the world is driving us to sit in front of a computer for the rest of our lives. My kids who are 3 and 5 already know how to go on Toy Wiz and look up Star Wars action figures. WOW What is next. You back in the day people who lived off the grid were like the people who lived in the hills. Now is like if you don't have a T1 line or cable modem you are out of the loop. Remember Pagers? Everyone had to have a pager. I don't think doctors have them now, or intergated into their 600 dollar phones. Has there ever been a time that you didn't want to both

Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plz Read!!
I recently tried committing suicide and a friend here forwarded this to me that makes alot of sense!!!! TY Lisa Chapter 1. I walk down the street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.I fall in.I am lost…I am helpless.It isn’t my fault.It takes forever to find a way out. Chapter 2. I walk down the same street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.I pretend I don’t see it.I fall in again.I cant believe I am in this same place.But it isn’t my fault.It still takes a long time to get out. Chapter 3. I walk down the same street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.I see it is there.I still fall in… its a habit.But, my eyes are open.I know where I am.It is my fault.I get out immediately. Chapter 4. I walk down the same street.There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.I walk around it. Chapter 5. I walk down another street.

Poetry
my days are numbered and so are my nights thinking about it leaves me in fright i lose so much sleep tossing and turning dont know where i am going but i long for the yearning i want you to see what i can truley be age is jus a number cant you see im full of love and care freewhy cant you love me just for me jus when i think i have found someone who truley cares the assholes have found me from somewhere its all a game to them i seeplaying with my heart so fucked up for memy mind is racing with thoughts galorewhat is wrong with me i think once moream i to old to be in this gamei cant be happy but theres no one to blamesarrow lives beneath this framemy days are numbered and so are my nightsi no longer live in fright my heart ice cold within my soul how could someone love me being so old one day maybe that man will come and melt my frozen heart some until that time i will be lonely and freenever fullfilling what should become of me sitting here waiting what could be but never the less alw

Cam Girls Suck Ass Lol
Ok this is a little chat i had with a known CAM girl on here. I hope you find it as entertaining as I did making it LMAO! They are such dumb asses! And let it be known, NO SHE WAS NOT HAKED. LMAO I cant and wouldnt do that....... but what she doesnt know wont hurt her now will it LOL! Enjoy! nucking_futz33: ok turn that cam on like you promised'Joana Jones: ok babe but i have a lil favor nucking_futz33: LMAO, I knew itJoana Jones: wat do you mean?nucking_futz33: spill itnucking_futz33: where do you want me to vote for you?Joana Jones: on my linknucking_futz33: uh hunucking_futz33: turn the cam on firstYou have accepted the invitation to start photo sharing.Joana Jones: i have but in the private site Joana Jones: just click this ****Deleted HTML for privacy reasons****nucking_futz33: ahhhhhhh but didnt you just say that you would turn it on here? Why do we have photo sharing up? Do you plan on showing me something?Joana Jones: babe do that linkJoana Jones: okJoana Jone

Random Words
I'm so fed up with everyone around meNo one seems to careI'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna changeI'll never be the sameIt's always do this, do that, everything they want toI don't wanna live that wayEvery chance they get they're always pushing me awayIt's never enough, no it's never enoughNo matter what I sayIt's never enough, no it's never enoughI'll never be what you want me to beIt's all so messed up and no one ever listensEveryone's derangedI'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna changeI wanna lay it all to wasteThey're always say this, say that, nothing that you want toI don't wanna live that wayEvery chance they get they're always shoving me asideIt's never enough, no it's never enoughNo matter what I sayIt's never enough, no it's never enoughI'll never be what you want me to beI'M DONE!In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concreteDrawn only to be washed awayFor the time that I've been givenI am what I amI'd rather hate you for everything you areThan ever love yo

Earth's Black, Scorched Heart By Brad Hursey
I'm speaking on behalf of our planet right now When everyone in the south was gettin' everyone crunked up Corporate america must have paid mother earth To keep her mouth shut the fuck up Americans will put up with anything as long as it doesn't block traffic But we're ready at the drop of a hat and shit To see a motherfucker get his ass kicked If he's fuckin' with our pussy, our paper or plastic We're quick to get the gat quick and clap shit And put his bitch ass in a casket If he makes us insecure or does something drastic Now when you take this theory and grasp it Get realistic and graphic Maybe you'll think about it like that's sick And not sick like when I'm writin' these rhymes But sick like someone who really isn't right in his mind Cause we walk around ignorant I don't care so long as it doesn't affect me We can stand up to eachother but we can't stand collectively Up to a bunch of stuffed suits that govern us deceptively And rape our planet that we all s

Poems
WHAT DO I MEAN BY (NOT BORN FEMALE) I AM A TRANNY?? I AM MALE TO FEMALE. HERE: A trans woman (sometimes trans-woman or transwoman) is a male-to-female (MTF) transsexual or transgender person and the term trans woman is preferred by some individuals over various medical terms. Other non-medical terms include t-girl, tg-girl and ts-girl. Transsexual is the more common term. Transsexualism is when an individual identifies with a gender that is different from their biological sex. A medical diagnosis can be made if a person experiences discomfort as a result of a desire to be a member of the opposite sex, or if a person experiences impaired functioning or distress as a result of that gender identification. Transsexualism is stigmatized in many parts of the world but has become more widely known in Western culture in the mid to late 20th century, concurrently with the sexual revolution and the development of sex reassignment surgery. *** I DON'T HAVE TITS YET AND I WILL NEVER HAVE SEX REASS

Let Me Rant! Rebeljewel
This one is for you. Honestly…All those who go around looking for content to shout spam on, in my opinion is very sad! Think about it… THIS IS THE INTERNET, you can choose what you do or do not view, yet you take the time out to eye someone else’s space and then even more time out to tag spam or report it…After they posted one, YES ONE, link! Why was it so hard for you to just ignore it? Don’t get me wrong I know there are folks that do abuse the internet, corrupt and clutter it with crap… But someone, who is, trying to promote their legit business why would you try and get in the way of that??? Yet you don’t take time out to report the repeated adverts on T.V that consistently and continuously promotes junk food, and what ever other sleaze you can think of!?? You confuse me… Internet police, you all have too much time on your hands!!! Perhaps I do too for even writing this, but it is REALLY jarring arrrrrrrr

Fubar Needs To Fix Its Mistakes!
Ok seriuosly i had this real long thing typed out so im going to try and type out as much as i can remember from it so here its goes Fubar has been talkin about making changes and has been asking its users to make suggestions so heres a few of mine IM SICK AND TIRED OF FAKES...and fubar thought they would make us post salutes to prove that we are real people...but most users have found out that theres a way around fubars salute rule Take Dark Ang3l Owner of hot women and Hot Cars lounge for example shes a lvl 28 i believe and has NO SALUTE... how is this so you may ask well shes running an incredible head game on MANY MANY MANY people... she will cyber you and make you think theres a chance of a relationship...but there isnt see shes good like that she plays head games so bad...she done it to a friend of many on fubar and hes no longer with us... if you cant buy her something then she gets pissed and turns on you... she has skype and YIM and claims shes got

The Daily Crazy
Well, it's time for another edition of The Daily Crazy....... Whatever happened to Soap-On-A-Rope? You guys remember that, right? I think it was invented for men in prison so that they wouldn't drop the soap, but then was taken away cause it could be used as a weapon. I don't know..... Anybody here remember George Carlin? One of the GREATEST comedians EVER. Here are 101 Greatest Carlin Quotes: I don’t have pet peeves — I have major psychotic fucking hatreds! Think of how stupid the average person is, and realize half of them are stupider than that. Swimming is not a sport. Swimming is a way to keep from drowning. That’s just common sense! A house is just a place to keep your stuff while you go out and get more stuff. Have you ever noticed that their stuff is shit and your shit is stuff? I wanna live. I don’t wanna die. That’s the whole meaning of life: Not dying! I figured that shit out by myself in the third grade. I used to be Irish Cath

The V Sign
This is taken from the Urban Dictionary. V Sign A hand symbol usually performed while drunk, in public, in front of a camera by an ugly wannabe scenester chick. It is performed by holding up the middle and index fingers accompanied by some hideous snarled lip or grotesque tongue wagging. While originating with British folks, and a sign used by gang bangers, and most commonly done by Asian people whenever they get their pictures taken these stupid scenester wannabe hookers seem to think it looks cool or hip. While in all reality they look dumber than ever and every guy and cool chick is laughing their asses off at them both in person and every time they blind themselves by looking at their pathetic myspace pages. Hey check out that fat ugly aging emo/punk/rock-a-billy/wannabe scenester whore doing the whole stupid V sign in front of her own camera so she can post pictures on myspace of how cool and stupid she is.

First Day
200. My name is: Nadia Marie 199. I was born on: October 2, 1986198. I am a: Female197. My hair color is: Dark/light brown, sometimes with highlights... 196. My eye color is: Light brown, but change colors to, hazel, yellow, green, violet, dark brown, violen brown...195. My shoe size is: 7.5194. My ring size is: 6 193. My pant size is: 9192. My height is: 5' 6"191. I am allergic to: everything...pennicillin, amoxicillin, everything that a person can possibly be allergic to in nature, bees, bug bites, and avocados *which i still eat*190. I live in: Highland, with my mom. 189. The last book I read: Let Me In by John Ajvide Lindqvist188. My bed is: comfty and right behind me187. One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: is that they can be just as difficult and touchy as girls 186. I am glad I'm my sex because: I can get things for free, and change the mood of the opposite sex just by smilin at them. 185. My favorite color is: blue, black, red, and pink184. My Best frien

Rain Drops
well i have 40 some pics of me & will be adding more over time but if you think im doing a salute ur crazy i dont think i need to hold a little paper up to make friends & ya dont like me cus of that then ur lame im here to have fun & become best friends & more if it happens to turn intoo more great I feel the rain falling on my skin, cool drops falling and running down my body...They become your hands as they begin to slowly run down my face and neck, making visions dance wildly in my mind... Onto now my aroused awaiting breasts they travel, running down to the tips of my nipples and dripping off onto the ground below... The crease between my breasts has now become a valley in which they run down to my stomache touching so softly and gently... father down they move caressing me touching my inner thighs causing their own twisted delight, they are teasing me... Moving down my legs calves and ankles and off the tips of my toes I notice they have made a picture below, a puddle of water

Tharealniagrafalls
I Love you This Much. . . . . . Enough to do anything for you ~ give my life, my love, my heart, and my soul to you and for you. Enough to give all my time, efforts, thoughts, talents, trusts, and prayers willingly to you . . . I love you enough to want to protect you, care for you, guide you, hold you, comfort you, listen to you, and cry to you and with you. Enough to be completely comfortable with you, act silly around you, never have to hide anything from you, and be myself with you. Enough to share all my sentiments, dreams, goals, fears, hopes, and worries ~ my entire life with you. Enough to want the best for you. to wish for your success, and to hope for the fulfillment of all your endeavors. Enough to keep my promises to you and pledge my loyalty and faithfulness to you. Enough to cherish your friendship, adore your personality, respect your values, and see you for who you are. I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself fo