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Queensryche
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Ashlie*s Blog
ok fo anyone that has me on myspace sorry if u*ve sen this like 3 times now but this is just too good to pass up! it*s so awesome... 6 minute video on the evolution of dance! Your Emoticon is Sad You're feeling a tad depressed right now. It will likely pass soon, but for now, you need some major cheering up! What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now? i*ve been listening to this song non stop for the past day and a half...i can really relate to it lately. i*ve been told alot lately that i*m really sheltered. i*m starting to see it more lately. i don*t let people in...i never have. and the one person i did let in...well...i fucked that up somehow i manage to screw things up alot... weither it*s by my hand or someone elses, everytime i get something amazingly good, something takes it away from me. it*s been that way my whole life... it doesn*t feel like it*s changing at all the older i get the worse it happens... this last thing is the big

Friends
A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each share their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alle

Ozzy
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Stuff
I love the subtle way he lets me know he wants to fuck The way he turns to me and has that look somewhere behind his eyes What color are they again? I never remember any of the details that seem to mean so much. The way your voice sounds when you're hding somehting from me. How sweet does it sound? Bitter and angry. Just as it should when you hang up the phone after an apolgetic silence. When you call back crying and wondering why. But crying to yourself and not asking any questions. More silence and supressed sobs. Does he know? You don' t think so. And he doesn't care. Why do you stay? The thought of leaving isn't that bad.You could be happy without anyone, couldn't you?You wouldn't go completely mad, not too soon. Why do you stay? His touchis enough to change your mind. It has before.Do I love him? I'd like to think I do. But sometimes its hard to tell. Do I love him today? More than yesterday. Will I love him tomorrow?

American Head Charge
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Poems
Today was a day of sorrow, Today I was going to commit suicide. I could feel the cold metal barrel on my head. As I pulled back the trigger, All I could hear was the pin slamming. Out of nowhere I saw my friends, my family and my life flash before my eyes. And now I wish i did not do it. But now it's too late. Now all I can hear from the heavens above is... ashes to ashes and dust to dust. This one was written by my brother. I keep having this horrible nightmare, and it seems to never stop. Someone told me that you had shot yourself, and you had died from the injurys. I couldn't believe it was true, You would never do that, But you had done it. I went to your viewing on Thursday. The line was so long, So many people wanted to see you. I finally had my turn to see you... I walked up to the casket, Not knowing what to say or do, So I just stood there staring at you. You looked like an angel. They had your hair spiked, just the way you liked it. You were

Grrrrrr
i just wanted to thank everyone who has showed me nothin but luv..it helps when im still kinda new here and still cant figure this stuff out but im learnin so keep it real and ill get it lol ok im new to this site and i already have a headache lol the emails just keep coming and i have no idea what im doin on here but im hoping to figure it out and not have to spend a fortune on aleve ha ha thanks for all the love everyone and i promise i will get to all that have showed me love

Men Suck
Well all I have to say is that I am beginning to lean towards on hating men....All they seem to want now a days is sex..I just recently got back in touch with one of my ex's...I saw him for the first time in 2 yrs last weekend and he was so excited to see me...Then when I left and went back home he totally ignored me...I dont even know what the deal is...Did I do something? Did I say something? He completely blew me off...And tonight he text messaged me and told me to leave him alone...I dont even know what I did...He has completely changed within the past 2 yrs...Oh well...Now I can move on with my life... I've never written a love song That didn't end in tears. Maybe you'll rewrite my love song If you can replace my fears. I need your patience and guidance And all your lovin' and more. When thunder rolls through my life Will you be able to weather the storm? There's so much I would give ya, baby If I'd only let myself. There's this well of emotions I feel I mus

First Blog...
Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes 1. I cannot eat Mexican food unless I have limes. 2. I sang alot in high school and got to state championships doing solos. I can sing in front of a very large group of strangers but have a very hard time doing it in front of even a few friends. 3. I bite my nails constantly. 4. I'm very outgoing online, but very shy in person. 5. I don't get bitchy when I'm PMSing... I get depressed and emotional. 6. I don't get along with girls very often, most girls are bitches. I've learned now that not all.... but most. People i want to play: Justin, Twisted, Jane, John, Leadfoot and Chris. Ummm I don't know very many people well on here so whatever. What the hell is a blog really? I've never made a blog? Sounds kinda gross... maybe I don't want to make a blog. Will I get in trouble if I d

Me
Answering machine message 145 Hi. This is John. If you are the phone company, I already sent the money. If you are my parents, please send money. If you are my financial aid institution, you didn't lend me enough money. If you are my friends, you owe me money. If you are a female, don't worry, I have plenty of money. Hey everyone I got the job ... I start in the morning... I am sooo happy!!!!!! The job is the TA in Cottondale, AL . LOL I am going to working around the big trucks don't that figure! So all my trucker friends on here... if you break down in Tuscaloosa and have to have your truck fixed at the TA ... please don't holler at the girl behind the counter! Whoo.. hoo! OK I am pissed.... so if you are having a good day dont read this!! I lost another friend today.. ripped him a new one. Turns out all I am to him was a game. And the funny part was he didn't even win it. I am so sick of this shit this is why I don't talk to men. Every one of them eventual

The Wisdom Of Getting Older
Everyone gets older, even me...But I look at it this way, I wouldn't want it anyother way, because with age, comes wisdom, and wisdom is all we have to offer people. The sum of our knowledge is something to be shared, and we can't do this unless we've lived a long life. Our experiences grow along with our age, and our knowledge as well. I don't want to grow older either, but I realize tht if I don't, then how am I to be believed by someone when I tell them about life? You still have a lot of living to do as do I. Getting older is just part of it. But I will never be old in state of mind! I just wish that I can get older without looking old! ;)

An Insert Of A Story I Am Writing.
Cynthia had never done this before. She had second thoughts. Rob was the only man she had been with it. Then she remembered how she felt at lunch. Fuck it. I need some action and Chris is hot. Chris was looking for some action. He spanned the room, when he saw a pair of sexy legs in a skirt. Licking his lips and ordering a drink, Chris walked over to sexy legs. Cynthia turned when she felt a tap on the shoulder. Chris immediately noticed her large breasts. Damn what he could do with that. He noticed her face and smiled. Oh hell yes. It is Cynthia. He has wanted that piece of ass for a long time. Cynthia decided to be aggressive tonight. She asked Chris to dance. They were getting hot and heavy on the dance floor. Their bodies molded together and sweating, Cynthia could feel his cock getting hard. She was grinding against him and turned her ass to him. Rubbing her ass all up on his crotch, she takes his hands and places them on her thighs. He decides to slide his hand under her skir

Tarot Card
You scored as XIII: Death. Death is probably the most well known Tarot card - and also the most misunderstood. Most Tarot novices would consider Death to be a bad card, especially given its connection with the number thirteen. In fact this card rarely indicates literal death.Without "death" there can be no change, only eventual stagnation. The "death" of the child allows for the "birth" of the adult. This change is not always easy. The appearance of Death in a Tarot reading can indicate pain and short term loss, however it also represents hope for a new future.XIII: Death100%XI: Justice88%II - The High Priestess75%0 - The Fool75%X - Wheel of Fortune75%I - Magician69%VIII - Strength69%XIX: The Sun69%IV - The Emperor69%XVI: The Tower

Things That Make You Go Hmmmmm
Create Your Own I have been thinking this for awhile..and i know alot of you are vip's but i think it kind of sucks with everyone being a vip...i mean EVERYONE on here is a vip...and its just gotten really comercial on here...lol..I am working my way up the old fashion way, earning it....rating profiles and pictures...blah blah blah...Its just everyone is a VIP...whats the point anymore...lol....I like NOT being a VIP......lol...just some buzzed ramblings....

Leukemia Walk - I Really Need Your Help...please!!!!
Please Help Me Save Lives Light The Night Walk is The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society's nationwide evening Walk to build awareness of blood cancers and raise funds for cures. Walkers carry illuminated balloons-white for survivors and red for supporters - to celebrate and commemorate lives touched by cancer. Funds raised by participants support the Society's mission: cure leukemia, lymphoma, Hodgkin's disease and myeloma, and improve the quality of life of patients and their families. I'm participating in the walk on September 30th in honor of all individuals who are battling blood cancer especially Nicholas Kakolires, who lost his battle with this disease on March 4, 2006 at 9 years old. This walk is very near and dear to my heart. I knew Nicholas for many years of his short life. I am asking you to help me raise funds to help fight Leukemia so little boys and girls like Nicholas don't have to go through what he did. Please make a donation to support my participati

In Side Dixie's Head (look Out Lol)
well I took a Job as a care taker for a older lady who can't walk and a nanny to her lil 2 year old girl that she is trying to get cousty of well was that a big mistake the 2 year old was really mean she didn't wanna listen she fault me when I would punish her and put brusies on me she would tell me no or laugh in my face I haven't ever had a child treat me that way I just got to my ropes end really quick and told em I was done , finished , that was it , it was over no more and I QUITE I tell you what I was a nervus reack no amount of money could make me stay there don't get me rong the lady and her husband are good ppl but that child man I caouldn't handle that no way a 2 year old is running my life and I have to be up her ass 24/7 Then last nite and today I got some really bad news My aunt has cancer i already knew this but it has spread to her lungs her kendneys are starting to fail and she is on oxgeon and marfine for the pain and they don't look for her to make it 2 more we

Test
You Are A Poplar Tree People tend to look up to you, and it's a bit lonely at the top. Inside, you are not always self confident, but you show great courage. Mature and organized, you are reliable in any situation. You tend to have an artistic or philosophical outlook on life. You are very choosy in love and take partnership seriously. What's Your Celtic Horoscope? You Are An Elm Tree You are easygoing and a pleasure to be around. Good looking, you have a pleasant shape and tasteful clothes. You demand little in others, but you tend not to forgive their mistakes. Dominant, you like to lead and enjoy making decisions for others. Overall, you are cheerful, honest, noble, generous, and funny. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Shtuff
* "I fucking hate arrogance. No, correct that... I fucking hate people. Vast mindless herds of people, usually around Christmas time or rush hour. And TV stereotyping. Urrrgh! Normality, waiting for anything (patience is not one of my virtues), litter, concrete urbanisation, lack of vision, religious strangleholds, bigotry, sponge cake... hate them all." * "You tend to get rather bored with people or bands not making an effort to look less than ordinary, so we just try and be a little flamboyant, it's just the way we are. We're into this kinda thing." * (When asked why he has a skeleton in his kitchen) "Well, it's a new kitchen.. so we thought it'd be ironic really, to have a skeleton in there." * (When asked how he trains his voice) "Continual masturbation. I'm masturbating now. This arm is polystyrene." * (When asked about what he's going to teach Luna about religion) "I'll let her make up her own mind. I'm not going to force her into anything. I'm not goi

This Is My World Part 5
Tell me y something that should not bother u at all bother u so much. I just dont get it. There is nothing that u can do maybe? This could be it. Knowing that there is nothing in the world u can do about something makes that thing so much more harder to deal with. That sounds about right. I mean hey knowing that ur helpless is hard. Knowing that u cant do whut u want to do is hard. Being this as it may y does it bother u so much? Maybe it is the fact that it is just happening is the reason y? Knowing that it is going on. But then could tie back into whut was mentioned above. Then there is the possiblity that something else could be happening and u might not even know that it is? This is something that everyone has gone through but hey, that is a whole different topic and should be saved for another blog. But if someone could explain to me y this happens please do. I need help to understand this whole thing. So ahh yeah, till next time...Same Bat Time, Same Bat Channel.

What Is A Successful Life?
What is a successful life? So often times I hear people say that one of their goals is to have a successful life. It has made me sit and ponder-what is success-what is a successful life? It appears to me that people measure success in a variety of ways. Many people measure success in a way that I find odd. They focus on the material things they have and don't have-the newest car,nicest house,finest clothes,jewelry and television sets. I think what material possessions we have or don't have in life is not at all important in the scheme of life, although others try to make us feel that it is.It matters not where we buy our clothes-at the mall or at a used clothes store. Money may momentarily ease a persons pain, but true lasting love can't be bought with clothes, food, houses and cars. What matters is if our family and others have clothes to wear, food to eat,and a roof over their heads, and happiness-not what they look like or what they own. Eminence is not important either.

Ibc - Inflammatory Breast Cancer
Ladies I wanted to post this as soon as I got the e-mail my sister sent to me. Since so many lives are affected by Cancer everyday (my family included) please be aware of this form of breast cancer. Tell your friends and men tell your wives, girlfriends, mothers because they may not be aware of its existence until it is to late to treat. Please watch the video and be aware that this isn't a joke. You will be surprised at the age range of those who have lost the battle to IBC. Take care and be aware! Hugs, ~Nadya~ http://64.94.114.73/KOMOTV/komo_ibc.wmv

In Search Of Female Models To Shoot With!
I am looking for some females within the area of Boston that would be interested in doing a shoot with me. First off this is not an opportunity for your boyfriend, husband, or best friend to meet me. This is a one on one shoot only. I like shooting with other web models or web model want to be. You don't have to be a BBW if you like hanging out with the big girls. BBWs and SSBBWs are preferred but not necessary! Oh, if you are a guy reading this I am not giving anything out to you for telling me you might have someone in mind. Also if you are contacting me asking if you can be in the shoot or at the shoot you can just keep dreaming because it isn't going to happen! Thanks! ~Nadya~

Poems
Women of Fire, Love of desire, to share her warmth, no longer alone. There stands Speaks to Stone People. Beautiful morning these two will be joined forever and foever. In the eyes of the Mountain Peaks, her Dad speaks amongst the Earth People. Meta Tantay - Walk in Beauty and Peace

Web Modeling Return???
I know that are some who think web modeling is a disgusting and wrong thing to do. For those to have a problem with it then this blog message is not for you to read. I am trying to determine if I will be returning to web modeling. I wish I was lucky enough to do regular modeling but unless you are miss tiny it isn't going to happen. Most plus size models are even smaller then the average BBW. So I want to know what the public thinks. Should I return to web modeling? Would you like to see me back up my web site? If so I want to hear some suggestions as to what kind of photos my fans would like to see? I can't guarantee I will use every section but, if it interests me I will do my best to provide. So everyone I want to hear from you! Big Hugs & Euro Kisses, ~Nadya~

A Soldier's Promise
A SOLDIER’S PROMISE The freedom to live The freedom to lie The freedom to give and take The freedom to buy. A soldiers promise The blowing wind The blazing hot sun The phone calls to tell you that the job is almost done A soldiers promise The dreams they come and The tears they flow The memories that stay forever In your heart. A soldiers promise Dusty boots Sun browned skin A watery smile A hug to hold one tight. A soldiers promise A saddened crowd The trumpet’s cry The guns they sound The flag draped coffin A soldiers promise FREEDOM FOR ALL

Photographers
Why when you need a photographer can you never find a professional one that isn't going to charge you an arm and a leg? Since I recently moved I have been contemplating good places to shoot and if I should consider getting someone to shoot my photos for me. Any thoughts? I love to shoot photos myself and like taking my own photos but, sometimes it is just nice to get someone else to do it. ~Nadya~

My Thoughts.
So much on my mind tonight. All I want is a hug. I hate soul searching. I feel akward lately in social settings. I really don't have much too talk about. I watch sports, take care of children (school) and my family. I look at myself in the mirror and just frown. I lay in bed and wonder about what tomorrow holds. People drift in and out your life. Lately, the "friends" that I once had were only around me when times were good. I want to roll over in the middle of the night and touch the back of someone who sees me as a treasure. I must say that I am human and I want what every woman wants. A romance. I am such a sap today. I can't help but listen to "Somebody's Me" and cry lol. I am such a nut......I am really laid back and cool. Just the death of a friend of the family and an incident with a student in my class, has made me ultra sensitive. God bless and goodnight I must say when it rains, it pours. Tomorrow my mom is having a test done on her heart.

Web Designers
Hey everyone I was wondering if there are any web designers out there that can give me some advice and help. I want to get my site back up in the future but, right now I don't know if that is going to happen without some help. Any thoughts? ~Nadya~

Thinking About Dancing
Hey where are all my Massachusetts BBWS? I had posted earlier in my blog about wanting to take Dance lessons. Well I would love to go to dance class with another BBW or even see about getting an all BBW dance class together. So hit me up if you live in Massachusetts close enough to travel to Boston for the class. Who says Big Girls Shouldn't Dance!!! Hugs, ~Nadya~ So have you ever thought about taking dance classes? I use to take jazz classes when I was younger but, being the only Big girl in the class didn't make it easy. Also when you have a teach interested more in what she looked like in the mirror then her students made a big difference for me to. Anyways lately I have been thinking about going back and taking classes not only to learn something fun but, for a good source of exercise. Anyone got any suggestions about what a fun class to take is? Hugs, ~Nadya~

Massachusetts Bbws- Lets Dance!
Hey where are all my Massachusetts BBWS? I had posted earlier in my blog about wanting to take Dance lessons. Well I would love to go to dance class with another BBW or even see about getting an all BBW dance class together. So hit me up if you live in Massachusetts close enough to travel to Boston for the class. Who says Big Girls Shouldn't Dance!!! Hugs, ~Nadya~

My First...
I just have a few random comments. Philosophy is a interesting subject. Of course since I have a tendency to laugh at inapproriate moments so when they ask certain things I find amazingly stupid I tend to think about it and see it is my head and start laughing. Which of course is never good! Anyway so yeah I keep hearing "Sexy Back" and that song makes me nuts! @_@ So I need to avoid it for the good of human kind. LOL Thats about all from me. Oh! One more thing! Why is it if a guy says something of a sexual nature to you but you say something of a sexual nature though less crude they still have a problem with it? WTF is that?!?!?! Its sexist..... I'm just blogging because I have some time and can't sleep.... Well nothing new really. I'm just looking up Marc Anthony songs on youtube. ^_^ Well Not much else to say really. Guess I will go.... Okay so we went to the movies yesterday. It was my first time driving more than five minutes with my bf at wheel and in his car. So it was a bit ner

Forgivness
EMILY "RE RE" KENNON AUG 23 1985 - DEC 18 2005 Emily was a good person whom we really never understood but the one thing we did know is she touched everyones heart and soul. She always made us laugh even if we were laughing at her stupidity Like when we got beat with a flag on the fourth of july or even when she said she was going on vacation to tampon florida. There was a reason we called her "Re Re"! most of you know what i mean! Emily knew how to brighten our day even when she made us mad or even when she was sad and lonly I remember a time when all we did was get in trouble even when we were grounded we always found away to see each other. Even though emily lacked common sense we still loved her and it always made us laugh! We always had to explain to emily what things were! the one thing that she knew is how to love friends and family! She cared about everyone no matter how much they fought even with me and we did that alot!

Songs I've Written...
The tender water falls upon your face You cry your tears of hardened pain The crow flies at a slower pace And it's all cause of a simple rain {chorus} You have the power to slow time down But the entire world doesn't know it You want to get to the time faster Which brings us that much closer to death I see you stand by the side of the river The bright sun glistens on the murky water Still I see your reflection shiver No more black cloud hanging over your head I watch the sweat bead roll down your cheek You turn your head from bad ideas Your spirit flows through the peaceful wind And washes away all the pain and sorrow {chorus} The gentle snow falls upon your tongue It's perfect form slowly melts away And all the children ask their mom to stay But we must leave, it's time to die {chorus} Let me know what you think... Feedback is GREATLY appreciated Locked Up(Part I) Locked in a c

Mamaj
Hey everyone come check this out website out it is www.piczo.com and add me as a friend our tell me you are thier and i well add you as my friend anyone has aim hit me back Hello to let everyone know today is my birthday Sorry i havent not been on but the baby was in the hospital she just got out today so we where thier for turkey day also she is doing better i hope she is my pround and joy and then my grandamama had past away we had to go out of town for that she past away on nov 11 and then baby got sick

Release
_______________Her Release___________________ The window is bare as the rains pours down matching her tear-stained face. The world seeming to move on, without thinking of who it is leaving behind. She shuts her eyes letting the tears drip onto her upturned hands. Lost in the uncertainty, she grieves for everything that she is. Yet everything that she is, Is wonderful. Alone yet not, uncomfortable in the crowd, in her mind she seeks a familiar face. There are few that can captivate her, few that can gather her close, her heart is torn. Mended it has been many times over, giving over to the calling that seems to take over the soul. No turning back. Welcoming the blessed numbness that comes with induced oblivion, she lets go of her earthbound restrictions and flows free. Watching waiting for everything and anything to come her way, the blissful state that only knowledge can bring her. They see her as an essence of sexuality. The passion that is her, is engulfing, the life led is a life t

Doug
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND IS TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST. COPY THIS AND PASTE IT.... I WILL BE WAITIN TO HEAR FROM YOU why doesnt anyone wanna chat on here i try to be nice butt none of yall do whats up witt that

Erp?
Lol ok so im a little lost on this site, HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP -=falls over and rubs her temples=- Weeeeeeee bedtime for bonzo, thanks to KevinW and his wife for GETTING ME ADDICTED to something else lol. Now i wont be able to sleep ever again....

Ramon's Blog
im sorry to all i use to talk to if you still get on here send me a messege let me know your still here so i can keep talking to ya and i will try to be back on here as long as i can plz leave comments on my videos i put them up for viewing and commenting so plz comment on my videos i woudl greatly appriciate it thanx Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along th

Just Me - If You Don't Like It Then Go On To Someone Else
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "NOBODY BETTER jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A simple bit

My Rants
a midnight sudden twilight... fell down beyond the ovean beach.. im reaching farther than i ever have befoere. leavingall who broke upon the shore. yea i may be some sort of carzy we may be some sort of crazybut i swear on everythign and morethat together we make the sound of pulling heaven down.. but u brought the rains romantic pour. i said together we make the sound of pulling heaven down. thankyou for bring this rains romantic pour.thankyou The U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and its National Cemetery Administration prohibit graphics on government-furnished headstones or markers other than those they have approved as "emblems of belief." More than 30 such emblems are allowed on gravestones and makers in veterans cemeteries, from the Christian cross to the Buddhist wheel of righteousness. A symbol exists for atheists too. bullet 1. Latin Cross - Christian; generic. bullet 2. Wheel of Righteousness - Buddhist. bullet 3. Star of David - Jewish. bullet Other: Shown on the

Wonder
i lay a wake and wonder at night what the price of all of our petty perceptions are love so often misunderstood and forgotten in the hurricane that is life the word that leaves dreams shattered on the rocks and hearts torn to peaces but if you have found true love real love then you holdd more treasure and power then any other person i have ever known and for that i am jealous of you in a way i am not sure you can comprehend i hope and pray for you and your love and pray that in this world of cruelty you make it and the light you carry with you i hope you make it shine as bright as the brightest stars what is it we do in the world around us what are we creating in our life?? and why is it we cant we just lett go of our iner hiding places? do people want to be found by tehr sor do we live i shells hiding from the light of who we are what is the truest weapon we have in our fight against the shadows of our souls? is it not truth in and of itself

Poem~ My Five Senses && You!!!!
MY FIVE SENSES AND YOU Category: Writing and Poetry MY FIVE SENSES AND YOU! AS I LAY HERE IN THE DARK A WARM FEELING COMES OVER ME TINGLING YET NUMBING THERES A FLITTER FLUTTER IN MY TUMMY I CAN'T CONTROL IT...WHY? WHAT IS IT? I KNOW...IT'S YOU! THESE ARE FEELINGS I CAN'T CONTROL AND YET I TRY TO BUT, DO I REALLY WANT TO; OR DO I WANT MORE? WHEN IT COMES TO YOU I WANT MORE THAN JUST THE TINGLING , NUMBING, AND THE FLITTER FLUTTER I FEEL I WANT IT ALL! I WANT TO FEEL EVERY BIT OF YOU AND I WANT EVERY BIT OF YOU TO FEEL ME. I WANT TO FEEL YOUR LIPS AGAINST MINE I WANT TO FEEL YOUR FINGERS AS YOU CARESS MY FACE AND YOUR HANDS AS YOU PULL MY BODY CLOSE TO YOURS AND AT THAT MOMENT I WANT TO FEEL OUR HEARTS AS THEY BEAT AS ONE. I WANT TO FEEL THE CHILL UP MY SPINE AS YOU WHISPER SWEET NOTHINGS IN MY EAR AND YET THE WARMTH OF YOUR BREATH, MELTS ME AS YOU WORK YOUR WAY DOWN TO EXPLORE ME ENTIRELY

Hotsexymeche59 Is In Here Now So Get At Me Girls
whats up girls how are all of yill doing to day hop ok so com get at me now a.s.a.p hi to all girls on you can gave me a call at 773358 0041 if you like me or like to get to know me my name is demetrius ok will i like to eat pussy all day so if you like to get your pussy eating out all get me at (773)358-0041 at 9:00 pm tonit that is to all girl that like to get ther pussy eat out bay me

Life
So we went camping over the weekend in the mountains of WV. It was freezing outside for the overnight hours and we froze our asses off. Now I think I'm sick from all of it and I feel like shit even though I had some fun at the time. We bought a new tent for our trip and my hubby wouldn't help put it up so my friends did, and it was funny, they called it the hotel because it was so damn big! It's official, I hate men! Ok so my in-laws are in town for a week before they leave again and go to California. They are keeping my little boy pretty much ALL week and weekend and I feel completely lost! This weekend wont be so bad cause we'll be camping and more than likely getting drunk, but until then I have next to nothing to do! My friends are either in school(college) or working or out of state and my hubby is working so I can't even spend some alone time with him. I'm lost and wish my friends would come and rescue me!

Some Late Night Stuff
well its about 2 in the moarning, and i can't sleep. I'm board as fuck and i'm looking for anyone to talk to. Well a short story short i decided to write my first blog. I did it out of boardum and to see if anyone would read the blogs on my page if i made one so hear it is my first blog. I bet it sucked.

Lyrics..
You are suave. You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/418108793 Please HELP me SAVE 900 WOLVES : Sign the petition at this link PLEASE http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/418108793 Spread the Word, Tell your contacts Friends, Families... HELP ME SAVE 900 WOLVES ONE SIGNATURE = ONE WOLF SAVED http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/418108793 !!!HELP ME STOP THE MASSACRE!!! Idaho and Wyoming lawmakers are planning to slaughter hundreds of wolves if the federal plan to remove federal protections for Northern Rockies wolves goes forward. As many as 2 out of 3 wolves in Wyoming could be targetted with unlimited killing in some areas of the state. In Idaho, the state’s offic

Hi
Hi, I just joined LC a few hours ago. I've figured out the basics of this site now. I was impressed that some people immediately said hi, and that the site is a little more active than myspace. I finally figured out how to delete the 'tracks' that I did not add- the default ones. They were annoying. If you have links or codes for any of the bands/ artists on my music list, let me know and I might post those. I occasionally post my pics on yafro (no porn), and I have a myspace page that I am thinking of deleting completely. I also just got a deadjournal page going. What else? I am pretty laid back, easy to talk to. I leave my comps on most of the time, but I may not actually be sitting at the keyboard. If I get a message, I will do my best to reply, even if it is a delayed response. ;)

My First Blog
I take some paper on my hand, And with a pencil draw a man The dream of what I'd really, really like to be. A man with courage in his brow, Who's licked his doubts and fears somehow, A warrior of great nobility. But who am I? Just a wandering kid. A cipher on the wall, not even brave at all! And where's my dream like his that I would fight for? And where's my cause like his that I would die for? And in his eyes he's not a afraid Because you see he's got it made The dream of what I'd really, really like to be. A brave and noble, fiery youth. Who's not afraid to die for truth. Who's tall and straight, but best of all he's free! But who am I? Such a fool as I am. A cipher on the wall, not even brave at all! And where's my dream like his that I would fight for? And where's my cause like his that I would die for? But still the paper's in my hand And every day I sketch that man Who knows the truth and what life's all about! My conscience says I should be him I guess I

Kimslice
I love Metal. I love Concerts. Please I want to go now. I think everyone should love Meshuggah. Wait I don't think, I know. Damnit. I get to see the famous Massive Attack in Chicago this Tuesday~~ YEAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I'm telling ya that is a once in a lifetime show.

Los & Lettes
damn guys this chik rox!!! she spends soooooo much of her time helping others!!! luv her as much as you can but dont forget, shes my cyberfiance!! lol mmfwcl4LYF KCFairies@ LostCherry mizz maddrox here is de one that brought me 2 de cherry!!! show her all de luv she can handle!!! mmfwcl KumstainTheJuggalette it takes a fam 2 make a fam!!! we're only as strong as our weakest link!!! we all need 2 work together to help our weak links & you are the kinda ninja that makes our fam a fam!!! mmfwcl4LYF === 'TWIZTID RHINO' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-25 00:56:52'.. > > thanx dawg. it's juggalos like u that help me keep going...mmfwcl4lyf...i mean it u the shit > > > === 'slingbob777' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-25 00:45:48'.. > > > > u fukin rok ninja!!! > > === 'TWIZTID RHINO' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-25 00:37:51'.. > > > > > > i've met alot of kewl people on lc. thanx fo the experience...i'm fukin hooked now...mmfwcl

The Mental Seduction!!!
Beat Beat My heart beats faster and faster with every thought of your hand running down my spine, mmmm reminseing on the times when you where mine. The smell of your cologne you running your fingers gently through my hair whispering "I Love You". Spending time, walking down the street, holding hands, and sitting on the train in a trance from stareing into your captivateing eyes. Remembering the times when you gently pressed your full chocolate lips on mine and I taste the sweet nectar of your chocolate intertwineing with my caramel, and my heart fails it flat lines __________ pump pump its back Beat Beat slower and slower as I remember the cold shoulder you gave right after you said you loved me and gently implanted your manhood into the pool of my sanctuary, remembering your toungue gently flickering back and then foward as I climax and my nile river began to flow down your chocolate perfectly chizzeld chin. Beat Beat slower as I remember you telling me Im not she who completes your a

Abit About Me
1. Ever punch someone in the face? YES 2. How old are you? 34 3. Are you single or taken? Taken (Married) 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? Depends what i'm eating 5. Do you dream at night? Sometimes 6. Ever seen a corpse? No Don't want too either 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? No 8. Do You Like Bush? No HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? Live it the best way you can. Not sure about death 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be? not sure what to say there lol 11. Do you trust the police? NO 12. Do you like country music? Yes Country music i love plus all sorts of other music i hate rap,jazz 13. What is your fondest memory of me? Not sure we havent talked much plus i have been sick 14. If you could change anything about yourself would you? My Tummy and Ass 15. Would you date me? No Just wanna be friends 16. What do y

Vampire Type
What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You? You are the Final Lover. Romanic, honey-tongued romeo, you are the master of love's last kiss. You woo the young ladies, pluck them from light's caress and give them a smile as they sink into death.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Sex And My Imagination!!!
Get out of the shower, look in the mirror. Perfect. Remove my white strips, brush my teeth, smile. Perfect. Brush out my hair, straighted it out. Perfect. Eyeshadow and mascara applied, beautiful green eyes. Perfect Put my jeans on, the ones that make my ass look good. Perfect. Green sweater, the one that makes my eyes stand out. Perfect Sunglasses, some lipgloss, shoot a smile in the mirror. Perfect. My favorite night, getting all dressed up. Perfect. My hair done up, in beautiful curls. Perfect. Long beautiful dress, cuts low to show cleavage. Perfect. Green and brown eyeshadow, to compliment the dress and my eye. Perfect. Beatiful gems, gold with green saphires. Perfect. Nylons and heels, to top it all off. Perfect. Stand in front of the mirror, smile, laugh, cry. Perfect. Or not. Get out of the shower, don't want to look at myself. Imperfect. Remove the white strips, that make my smile brighter, so no one looks at me too close. Imperfect Brush my ha

Love Is Stupid Everyone Gets Hurt
well its like this "boy falls for girl....girl falls much harder for boy" and its not fair...the exact way i feel for him is how he feels for this girl. everything i say he can relate to it because of this i dont know any advice except this ...the only remedy for love is to love more you know who you are babe and i love you with all my heart ...please love me back...please my heart cant take another rejection

Really Sucks
she died of a heart attack 1/14/08 between 6:30 and 8:30 tx passed away this morning between 6:00 and 8:30 the cause of death is unknown I left Austin in 01 after having to file bankrupcy to try and save my grandmothers house after she died.I still couldn't afford to keep up the mortgage on it so i sold it quickly payed off the bankrupcy and we left Austin moved to the Killeen area where houses where cheaper to buy. Bought a house there that turned out had so many problems,rat infestation, a leak we didn't know about till to late then find out the pipes n the house had some major problem and no plumper in town would touch them,then mold the bad kind toxic mold so we just had to walk away from the house. e had flat out payed cash for it and lost everything. We came back to Austin and had to move in with my then mother n law who is a bitch and made my life miserable daily,even would bad mouth me to my kids but my kids alays stood up for me. Out of the blue one night late she

Busy As Can Be
Hey my peeps...just thought I would let you guys know that I haven't forgotten about you guys. I have just been really busy. Between work and things I have been doing at home to get our place fixed up to get it ready to sell, I have been putting about 15 hours in a day. And believe you me the only thing on my mind at the end of the day is a hot shower and the bed. So anyhow don't think I have forgotten you guys cause I haven't. Well looking at the time its about that time again to get ready for work,...I just have one request. At least stop by and say Hi!!! I will say Hi back adventually. Well gotta go! Take Care...

Gwdfw
A little more about what I'm wanting to do with this little adventure. See I'm in a good and open relationship. Trouble is my 'misses' has a physical condition that affects her, she has varying stages of pain to which unfortunately doctors just can't figure out why. How this affects our relationship, sexually, is that when she feels up to having some fun it is only a couple of times a month, sometimes a little more often. Usually though, she hurts the next day and it isn't really from me being rough or anything. Could be her back, her neck, a thigh muscle. Never the same place. Anyway, when we do enjoy each other, we really do. I usually feel down though knowing that she's hurting afterward. Several years ago we explored swinging, and I don't mean the form of dance. We both had a lot of fun and became comfortable with the other partner having a purely lustful encounter. We had to stop when I got her pregnant with our youngest, which was a surprise for us. We thought she

Quiz
Your Linguistic Profile: 45% General American English 20% Dixie 20% Yankee 5% Midwestern 5% Upper Midwestern What Kind of American English Do You Speak? Advanced You scored 92% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 86% Advanced, and 60% Expert! You have an extremely good understanding of beginner, intermediate, and advanced level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of each of these three levels' questions correct. This is an exceptional score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got an extremely respectable score. Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/. My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age

Me
well as u all no, my love life usually sux! but now its betta! i am so happy with my dude right now! i thought that this would never work, but i jus finally gave in. I am sooo happy that i did! i do not what i would do without him! he makes me complete! he keeps me with a smile on my face. he is sooooooo sweet! when im with him i fel so great, it is just him and me! i am so frakn happy i cant stop smiling! yah i no in my pics i may smile a lot, but thats juss not me!I frown adn grin but u rarely see me smile! i flirt i have fun but nothing makes me more happy than to be in his arms! He makes me wanna rall in love with him, which i think i truly have!I am trying to hold myself back, but it is so hard with this guy! i give into him so easily and taht is juss not me, but i gueese he brings out the best in me! i juss saw his B-e-a utiful face, and i am countig down time till i get to hold him in my arms once again! i am sooooo happy! smiles *chas*

My Ramblings
Empathy is defined as the ability to feel the feelings of another person. You can put yourself in their shoes and feel their happiness or in this case their pain. For the last eight years I've watched on TV as the names of the people lost on 9/11 were read aloud at Ground Zero. I saw in the crowd people holding photos of the loved one they lost. Each photo a story of a life cut short. This year I saw some of those family members in person. I SAW the photos with my own eyes..not on TV..right in front of me. All the faces I'd only seen on a television screen were looking back at me. The family members were passing me in the crowd. None of them knowing how far I'd traveled to be there. I was just another face among many.

Tox1cs Playground
Well i am glad i signed up on lost cherry last night,this gives me something to do seen as i cannot work till i have had my baby in 2 months time,but damn i get so bored not working,if anybody else has the same probs then please lemme know lol,but anyway please all rate my pictures and my profile and i will do the same for you guys,just wanna make some new friends on here,but anyway thats it for now.

My Greatest Fear Is...sept.25, 2006
PART ONE: Today's entry 9:26am Monday Sept. 25, 2006 Most people I talk to tell me that they have no fears of any kind other than the normal "fear of water, or fear of fire, or fear of being smothered" that type of stuff. I think that everyone has some type of fear of that physical aspect of dying that way. I know I have a fear of Snakes, especially boas or pythons that are big enough to eat someone like me for lunch. But those are just your normal everyday fears that basically are like the boogyman, you can usually get over them as you get older, or not as the case may be. It all depends on the person and their state of mind. Some of those fears never go away. For me the snake one will never go away, but that isn't my greatest fear. My greatest fear is, not knowing my greatest fear. Or rather not knowing what that greatest fear actually is. Even though I have an idea that something is not what is seems in the back of my mind, I always manage to push it to the furthes

Madison's Place To.....
Your Famous Last Words Will Be: "I can pass this guy." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be? One day Little Johnny came home from school and asked his mom what they were having for dinner.She said that it was a surprise and him and his brother would have to guess what it is after they try it.Well dinner time came and they started eating it,but they couldn’t figure out what it was.So Little Johnny asked his mom for a hint.She said,"Okay,I’ll give you a hint.I call your father this."Little Johnny said to his brother,"Quick Bobby, spit it out,its asshole!" My friend sent me this...would u reply? 1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u lick/suck me ? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5. Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull your hair while u fucked me? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u let me handcuff you or tie you up to the bed and then fuck you? 9. What about me makes u want t

Patriots Info
Now 6-1 and the real test coming Sunday night against Indy... This should be a great game and have more viewers than the entire world series... LMAO... Pats # 1 Another sunday , another ass kicking. 5-1 and getting ready for Monday Night Football.. Bring it on!!!!!!! Ok, It wasn't pretty but we did win. I thought we'd bury the fish but there defense held up pretty good. But not enough...lol. Next week is a bye week then its back to work in Buffalo.

A Random Life Update
So I sprained my ankle, and my ex from Boston took me to the hospital.... Then after I got my painkillers filled, I took two (vikoden, and before that 2 percs at the doctor), gave two to him, and fell asleep.... THAT MOTHERFUCKER STOLE 6 MORE FROM ME!!!!All the bullshit lines he's feeding me about how he's getting better and soon won't need the pils at all, and he steals mine, when I obviously need them!!! I don't know what to do... I hope for things to get better.. I mean... I don't want to start his whole dating process again... I can't handle getting hurt anymore.. Why can't anybody settle down with me AND be good for me? I wish I had a gun.... -Angel K-

My Heart Belongs To U
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space... Why do i feel like my whole life is crashing down around me ? It should be a season for happiness , and great love. Instead i feel like i wanna bury my self .. The man i love is so so far away , and there is not a fucking thing i can do to get to him ... What is the point ? I ask my self . Should this person find love closer to him , And i stop being to fuc

Erotic, A Story You'll Get Wet Over.
There we were, both naked and deeply aroused. Everytime i'd grab for him, he'd quickly counter my move til he was in the position he was looking for. On Top! Holding both my wrists above my head he began with my neck. MMmmm, his hot breath hitting my skin along with the soft stroke of his tongue sent chills running up and down my body. I could feel his hard,thick staff pressing against to top of my now slightly wet pussy. I wanted in me so badly. My lover then worked one hand down and began to rub my already throbbing clit. With a slight gasp followed with a soft moan, that slightly wet pussy was now, an extremly hot saturated pussy. Feeling my arousal he made his way straight to her. Biting the inner part of my thigh while sliding one finger into my hot wet pussy, he could hear my moans get louder. I was wet. I was hot. And oh my god, i was gonna cum. My lover's tongue flicked back and forth, then in circles, and finally making figure eights around my Clit. I began breathing heavy, cl

♥heart Broken♥
I'll follow you down to Where the green grass grows I'll follow you down to Where the willow tree branches hang low I'll follow you down to Where I last saw you smiling face I'll follow you down to Where we used to call our sacred place But your not there And your not here It seems to me I'm fallowing your shadow But I can't keep up And you're losing me Please set me free From following your memory You were the only one Who ever loved me You were the only one Who ever cared But now you've gone So far, far away Hopefully to be back one day If you come back home I won't be here I'll be gone Far away Never to return one day So follow me down to Where the green grass grows Follow me down to Where the willow tree branches hang low Follow me down to Where you last saw my smiling face Follow me down to Where we used to call our sacred place But I'm not here And I'm not there It seems to me You're following my shadow B

Random Crap From Whoknowswhere....
Don -- [adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Im gonna go lay back down in bed.. if anyone wants to contact me they only need read bcak in my blog and do it... anyone else should already know how to contact me...only a couple people i really wanna talk to today anyhow...no offence to anyone... Talk more soon.... HEY HEY HEY.. for ALL MY FRIENDS and FAMILY... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... i decided to just post a blog and let EVERYONE know what my contact info is... donbellwa on yahoo/email igor2@hotmail.com on MSN/email/myspace and OF course you can always contact me on here... MUCH love to all... Don / Lover1371 PS... if you decide to contact me on ANYTHING.. PLEASE... let me know who you are...lol...

What The Fuck Are You Thinking
dear oj lol.....man what the fuck are you thinking....no one is going to get you out of this one....i know lets write a book say if you did it that this is how you would have done it....LOL what the fuck are you thinking always telling the truth bratt here i go ...watching tv when it hit me a fast food plade i will not say names is giving kids toys in kids meals ok i know that but the deer horns are what got me.....WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING deer season is coming up ??????????? a dad takes is son hunting for the 1 st time and this son loves his toy hes going to take it and dad dont see the cool toy jr has to go take a piss and on his way back puts his toy on his HEAD??????????? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING bratt what the fuck are you thinking by asking me if i kiss my mother with that mouth....i never kissed my mother but ask you dad...yes i can be a bitch i am the usmcbratt and i beleave they fight for me each day and they need to be giving the love f

Bored
WEll hopefully today will be fun and eventfull....last night however was amazingly boring...i went to what i think was a spiritual AA meeting....there was lots of black people with lots of nothing to say...thanking god for THEIR accomplishments toward their fight with alcohol abuse...anyways it wasnt a lesson learned for me cause i dont have that problem...but i understood theirs...i guess it makes you think ya know...about how you should change your life when you hear about other peoples...but anyways...i got a few things to do today and i guess i should get on those things...starting with food...sooo thanks for reading and im gonna go get some Kiks :) peace Well its another monday almost half way done...i got a little bit accomplished today...lets see...dishes...trash....played some madden ...mmm not much else lol...listened to some music and thats about it....i got a new ccs magazine in today which was cool...some new stuff im gonna get hopefully...i also took some pictures today wh

Make Each Day Count!
Hello everyone and how are ya? Im writting this blog to let everyone i love making new friends from around the world and close to home. When i say make each day count is that ya never know whats going to happen from day to day. I woke up one day and was told that i have only 5 years to live because i have cancer behind my right ear near my brain and theres nothing they can do for me! So my life was destoryed that day, i live each day as it were my last one and im tring to make each day exciting and wild and making as many memories as i can, even before i found out that i have cancer i was still living each day to it fullness! No matter please dont take anything for granted because u just never know! I wish everyone the best of luck! Be happy! My prayers goes out to everyone!

Rebels Thoughts
Well looks like the season is changing to fall....thats my favorite time of year....I enjoy the cool crisp air and all the colors as the season changes.....not to mention all the fall festivals and happenings......but my yard will soon be covered in leaves.....but what the heck no more grass to mow for awhile....lmao

Control
I hate it when girls let thier boyfriends or husbands control them and/or vise versa. telling you who can be your friends with, who you can talk to, or even who you can even hang out with.. Like my friend Dynielle, ended up with a guy who lied and cheated on her and she took him back. and one of his "conditions" was to stop being friends with me and block me from everything on the net. stupidity at its best. all control... truly sad that she would agree with it at all.

Tip's
Does anyone have any tip's on preventing razor burn on the pubic area?I have very sensitive skin,I have tried dipilatory creams,they burn the shit out of my skin,I tried home waxing ,that was a nightmare lol..I ripped a long peice of skin off on my bikini line(OUCH!!!)and I can't afford electrolosis or lazer hair removel :(...or profesional waxing...any tips anyone has would be greatly appreciated expecially from those who also have senitive skin and can relate.Thankyou in advance...

Hmm
Hey all my friends and family. This is my moms page go and check her out.. Thanks Crazy Bitch bookworm_27@ LostCherry Bill Clinton started jogging near his home in Chappaqua. But on each run, he happened to jog past a hooker standing on the same street corner, day after day. With some apprehension he would brace himself as he approached her for what was most certainly to follow. "Fifty dollars!" she would shout from the curb. "No, Five dollars!" fired back Clinton. This ritual between Bill and the hooker continued for days. He'd run by and she'd yell, "Fifty dollars!" And he'd yell back,"Five dollars!" One day however, Hillary decided that she wanted to accompany her husband on his jog. As the jogging couple neared the problematic street corner, Bill realized the "pro" would bark her $50 offer and Hillary would wonder what he'd really been doing on all his past outings. He realized he should have a darn good explanati

Strong
Merry Christmas Comment Graphics SO YOU R AT EZ NOW THINKING OF ME ASKING U DO YOU WANT ME TO TOUCH YOU ALL THE PLACE YOU LOVE TO BE TOUCH YOU ANSWER WITH YES PLEASE! WE LAY THERE IN R UNDERWEARS AS U PUSH YOUR ASS ONTO MY DICK. I TELL U IN YOUR EAR WHAT I'M GO'N TO DO TO DAT FINE BODY. I START TO MOVE MY HANDS SLOWLY OVER YOUR SHOULDERS IN SLOW MOTION AS I FEEL YOU BODY START TO RELAXE IN MY HANDS. YOU GRIND YOUR SEXY ASS ON MY ROCK HARD DIC! I RUN ONE OF MY HANDS DOWN FROM YOUR NECK TO YOUR BREAST WERE I START TO CARESSING THEM AS I RUN MY FINGERS ALL OVER YOUR NIPPLES AS I LIC AND SUC ON THE SIDE OF YOUR NECK MMMM..... I CAN FEEL YOUR NIPPLE START TO GET HARD BETWEEN MY FINGERS AS YOU SLOWLY PLACE YOUR HAND BEHIND YOUR ASS SO THAT YOU CAN PUT YOUR HAND DOWN MY BOXERS SO YOU CAN STROKE MY DIC YOU SAY OOOO, HOW I LOVE HOW HARD IT IS AWWWWW..... I ROLL U OVER ONTO YOUR STOMACH RUN MY HANDS DOWN YOUR BACK INTO I GET TO YOUR THONG WERE I RUN MY FINGER DOWN AND UP THE

Freshmeat
Alright, here's the deal. My b/f and I have been trying and trying to come up with a GOOD costume idea for couples for this halloween. We are gonna be going to a club with a costume party, and we want to go as a couple. But nothing that's been used a hundred times. No Romeo and Juliet, no Dumb and Dumber LoL. Something new and fun. Here's where y'all come in. Any ideas?? Anything? I could really use the help LoL. Kinda new to all of this so just wanted to let y'all know be patient with me LoL. I'm still learning. So far it looks like a lot of fun tho!

The Price Of Children
The Price of Children This is just too good not to pass on to all. Something absolutely positive for a change. I have repeatedly seen the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. It's nice. The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition. But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into: * $8,896.66 a year, * $741.38 a month, or * $171.08 a week. * That's a mere $24.24 a day! * Just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140? * Naming rights. First, middle, and last! * Glimpses of God every day. * Giggles under the covers every night. * More love tha

Short Poem
Heaven help Me I'm falling again Need some relief instead of pain again Eyes are dry and weary from crying I crave love instead of lying My mind wont' stop I never asked for this and I Cry all the time Die a little each time I, fall down on my knees again, feeling i failed again When will i breath again? Heaven Help me I'm getting weak He called and I fear I'll run to him again Just a poem I wrote.. For Where the Heart cries The face frowns When the tears fall The body shakes Uplifted hands towards the sky Reaching toward a hope Hope for happiness For where the Heart cries The lord Lyes The face smiles the tears stop The body moves to Begin again again we proceed we fight,fight,fight for a new day to sing for when the heart cries the lord will rise I hunger to live I wanna feel the wind on my face Struggling to find my place in this world Just a woman guidi

For The One I Love
All with the beautiful face God only knows their in a better place Someday we'll be in heaven all together laughing on clouds of soft feathers their with us in prayer,also in spirits when you pray at night,I'm sure they will hear they are our guardian angels you always had when you meet them,you'll be glad. God only knows when its out time to go, when its time Angels will let us know they were always there when our friends were down they would instantly change our smile from a frown they would not judge anyone by their looks to them meeting someone new was like reading a new book I never imagined what it would be like without them, although it seems like lifes to short but Lord knows it will go on. GOD BLESS EVERYONE For the one I love and you know who you are... will you love me forever will you let this go far, I will always love you no matter what life brings when Im with you my heart always si

My Life! Lmao
i hurt my back over the weekend. i am going to the doc today. i have't slept well in a few days. just off and on, bout 4 hours a night. boohoo i hate rude people who make crude comments. and i hate it when people request to be friends without even sending a message first. that is totally rude. i don't mind getting comments, but would like them from friends. i think it's rude to try to become friends when you aren't. don't just add me or become my fan. talk to me. if you are just trying to get friends, go to myspace. that place has become a friends competition. well......i am back at work. have been for a few months. i have 19 students this year. they keep me busy as heck. i want a teacher assistant, but i don't get one till i have 20 students. so now i am praying for a transfer. i have also been putting $20 away each paycheck for the end of the year. last year i had to spend over $250 of my own money for school supplies. the district budget wa

Contract
Chapter 6 Luke and Chris reached the Halem resturant and went in to find a table. As they waited for the waiter, Chris began to tell him what happened after they left the inn. Luke had listened to her with great interest. He knew she still carried the markings on her body but not so much as when he knew her three years ago. The markings on her had disappeared all except for her upper arms now. 3 years ago..... After Siska left Van and went back to check up on Chris, she received a shock when she arrived in the room. Chris was no longer there but the doctor was. The doctor layed against the wall with his skin pealing off and the back of his head cracked open. Blood lined the walls around him but no sword marks appeared on his body. "Christina, what have you done?" Siska walked into the bathroom to notice the swords were still intact and still clean. "Where did you go?" Siska grabbed the swords and ran out of the inn leaving some money on the front desk before running out the

Poem From Bulletin
This was posted as a bulletin, so I don't know who the author is. If you do, please let me know so that I can give that person credit. It doesn't interest me what you do for a living I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dreams for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful b

Fun
You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.Penis100%Abs/Stomach58%Face50%Butt42%Boobs0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - yo

Some Stuff N That
Standing in the shadows, of what I used to be. Everything's been so fucked up since I forgot to feel. She wasn't real. Right there before my eyes. I never gave her time to heal. She wasn't real. She wasn't real. I've been sitting by the window, crying the night away. I guess I must pay for all my sins but this is a cruel way. My body has become numb as the guitar strings cut the bone. People think I'm crazy, singing love songs to the wall. No one can use the phone 'cause I'm waiting for the call- That isn't real. She isn't real. An incarnate of my mind. She isn't real...

First Blog
Yea, so I guess I have never really offically wrote a blog, so since I'm a sheep and everyone else is doing it... what the hell right? So, it's Monday and it's like 2:00 PM and I'm sitting here bored out of my mind. I have come to the conclusion I have seen everything on the internet. Which is why I sit on this site so much, nothing better to do and here I get "some" human interaction even if it delayed by a few minutes. I suppose I could go outside and do something or I could do some work, I work from home doing my own computer stuff, cause I'm cool like that, but then I'd have to get dressed and shower and make myself pretty... which i don't feel like doing at the moment... so it can wait another hour or two. So I guess if anyone else out there is alive, holla at me... cause i'm bored out of my mind!!

Fakes!!
OKAY, THIS IS HIS BLOG: I gotta let it out. Why are most of us on here? The need to feel wanted and desired. We are alone or unhappy who we are with,in my case I am alone. By my own choice. My exwife would love to have me back,almost 3 years later,pregnant at 38 by the man she lives with,she still tells me she loves me,I wont say it back. I am on this site for the human desire to feel wanted,feel desired,to know another human is being touched by Rod,I'm makin a smile spread across that face,cause I expect it in return,thats 50,the golden rule. And if you dont agree then youre lyin Delete your CT I do love this site,blows myspace away But goddamn the drama never experienced it and Ive had my fill real close to just sayin fuck it but I guess I am allowing it so I gotta do what I feel is right MY RESPONSE TO IT SINCE I AM BLOCKED FROM COMMENTING HIS: 1.I came on this site b/c a friend at work told me about it and I was just LOOKING at pictures and commenting the

Me
rip out my heart stab it with a knife burn it and show it to the world let the blood drip out and paint the grass do what you want with my body for now its just an empty pod it matters not so fill it fill it with your poison your hate violate it ravage it for it matters not there is nothing left no heart no soul just an empty shell once your done just toss me away feed me to the wolves of this world and then forget me for im not worth another thought i reach but no one is there im cold but i can't cuddle i long for someone to hold i have so much love to give but still i sleep alone every night no one's by my side i search my soul for words but the page stays empy its light outside but i can't see my soul is dark i am alone you are the only one that cares but i am so far gone and i see the pain in your eyes but i cannot feel i have been searchin for something something real something to feel

Poerty
Is this your smile or the sunshine I see trough the trees. Is this a dream or can it be that I am seeing for the very first time, was that thunder or was that my heart beating for you. Is this a mircle! These two hearts beating in perfect harmony we find weeds and turn them into roses we walk in a desert and the rain falls we find a place where the clouds live, we play, we sing, we live but most important we have a deep love for each other and the sun will always shine through. you inspire me in every way! My, dearest Mark I will stand by you untill all the stars have fell out of the sky and the oceans have all ran dry forever and a day

Forever And A Day
how can a person love someone so deep , deeper than any ocean and stronger than any earthly force. my heart is truelly over whelmed....how can a person go beyond just caring to a place to forever hold. once two people were just that, two people, today they stand as one heart beat, two united becoming one thought, one heart, one person, one powerful force intertwining the very fibers of their existent into living for the first time, to stand and breath for the very first time! seeing the beauty of the very minuet to the vastness of the very core of the matter, what all use to be a mystery finally has eyes to hear and ears to see. a heart that knows to love is one that can understand the complex of a pen in my hand few words you can say so much without saying hardly anything You use a lot of words and have said nothing at all Be what you want others to be. stop trying to change the world, it starts by changing yourself.

Oh My...
Ok so i am back online after a month of being gone. So glad to be back. I have missed my lost cherry friends something awful. So if you read this holla at cha girl!! Life has been busy the last little bit anyways, i wouldnt have had a whole lot of time free ro be on here, but now i do!!! Anyways just thought i would start a blog i dont have much to say right now.

Yooperboy's Journal
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE

New Photos Up
in my profile. it is of xmas pics with Isaiah (my godson), Brandon (his father) & Faith (his mother. Isaiah is world, he is the one that keeps me going when i feel down. & yes i did cut my hair off. you guys know what 2 do from back in the day, when i saw Shinedown & Crossfade back in '04. i also some how manged to put a pic from the cruise i went on back in '04. i know i have more pics from that, but i cant find them if i do ill put them up later.

Good Reads
Okay, so I've gotten caught up in a drama series, which is rare for me. I do not watch soap operas, I don't do the Desperate Housewives thing... but here's a series I can get caught up in... Anita Blake Vampire Hunter Series. As far as my reads go, I usually lean towards the more academic choices, expanding my mind and pushing the limits of my own knowledge... But this is a great guilty pleasure and a nice side track. Written by Laurell K. Hamilton, Anita Blake is a vampire executioner, a necromancer, friend to every troubled monster, and a nasty foe to all who oppose her. Her small stautre is offset by her vorvacious appetite for revenge and justice. I love her nasty little attitude. I think my favorite quote is when Anita says "The quickest way to a man's heart is 6 inches of steel right between the ribs". Start with Guilty Pleasures, followed by The Laughing Corpse, Circus of the Damned, and Luantic Cafe... careful, these novels are as infectious as a vampire's glance. A week

How It Is With Me
People are getting upset or mad over rating photos, stashes, & profiles. People lets get real at the time which I typed this blog, I've had 5,496 people view my profile & out of that number only 370 rated my profile which is only 6.7% of the people that viewed my profile. I don't expect everyone to rate my profile. I don't expect people to view and rate every photo nor item that I have in my cherry stash. I have over a 100 items in my cherry stash & almost 100 photos in my albums. I accidently delete a whole album of photos and lost the cherry points for 12 photo which 4 photos were lost forever because I deleted them from Windows. I lost more point yesterday because someone marked the photo Angel with Horns as NSFW, so I lost the points & comments for the photo because it has been removed from my photos & it wasn't a nude photo. See for yourself, go to sparkletags and click dark images click A under dark images & the first tag the Angel with Horns is her. I only ask that if is

A Passion Inside.....
You say Im a nympho , a sexual freak , a i ahve sexual craves that are so unique . You know I can do everything great , when you hit that spot you know its not fake . The sound of my moans , make you wild , like a kid in the candy store, an untamiable child . You know you love it and want some more , you know you crave it its something to adore . The way it drips when it gets so wet , light the candles , the mood is set . The motion of my body is so insane the way my words get in ya brain . Let me give you all my affectin , let me feel ya true man erection . You r bady is so warm , so soft , so sweet , , put my back on the wall , lift me off my feet . Well in due time you will see what I meam but a this moment I will wait for my fantasy ..... Along the walls of my heart I feel , a passion thats so hard to explain . Its an urge that just cant fade away . you can see it in my eyes what I am thinking , you can tell my body just what I want to do . This passion is more than the sexual enco

Why Is It
that sometimes i know that i am not perfect and i have screwed up a time or two that when i screw up that is all anyone can focus on? Even when at the time that it was done it was done because it was told to me to do it. why do people that you love have to hurt you all the time. sometimes i think that loving people only leads to being hurt and ridiculed for things that you do. Rhiannon rings like a bell through the night And wouldn't you love to love her She takes to the sky like a bird in flight And who will be her lover All your life you've never seen A woman taken by the wind Would you stay if she promised you heaven Will you ever win... She is like a cat in the dark And then she is the darkness She rules her life like a fine skylark And when the sky is starless All your life you've never seen A woman taken by the wind Would you stay if she promised you heaven Would you ever win? Will you ever win.. Rhiannon... Rhiannon... Rhiannon..

Interactive
ok so heres how this will work....i will start a story on here and each person that views this can comment with a new addition to the story! i just thought it would be cool to see what everyone thinks of! hope you have fun...come back as much as you want! enjoy!! :)**find where the story picks up on the comments and read up from there!! have fun!! :) --------------------------------------- The Story It was a a dark and foggy night, although she had travelled this road before she could not see anything that looked familiar. As her eyes grew heavy she did not know if it was from the lack of sleep or the glass of wine she had only hours before......just then out of nowhere appeared a man...a drifter, no doubt, from the looks of the clothing he wore. ------------------------------------------------- added to this story was: Big-E@ LostCherry He stumbled from behind the dumpster he had use to disguise that fact he just relieved himself, and asked her if she

Ramblings
I really would like to know when some ppl are going to grow the fuck up and realize that ppl do change. Since the day I found out I was pregnant with my daughter my life changed. The moment I found out that I was going to be a mom I made the choice to change so I could be there for her. I dont take kindly to ppl talking shit about me behind my back espically if they dont have the balls to say it to my fucken face. I've done nothing to deserve the shit that I take from my daughters sperm donor. All I have done is insure that she grows up in the best enviroment possible and that means one with no drugs around including ppl that use them. Its fucked up that I can sit here on my computer and hear from differant ppl all the time that Im back on this and doing that. Fucken plz I would like to see him take a surprize ua and pass the fucker. Yeah not going to happen. I've worked my ass off for 5 years trying to provide my daughter with the safest enviroment possible and what has he done jack

Seaworld At San Diego.
Sea World at San Diego-------------------------------- The idea of a marine zoological park is best utilized in San Diego’s Sea world. The first sea world was started in San Diego in 1964 and now is at Ohio and Florida. It is basically an entertainment park and marine park with several sea lions, dolphins and sometimes penguins. The park is spread on several acres with tight security around. It is due to Dipak’s insistence that we went to such a beautiful place and we were thrilled by the workmanship of dolphins. Sea world is nothing but under water circus with Dolphines and men and women. The circus like maneuvers done by dolphins are astonishing. First of all their size impresses audience. There were three dolphins of not less than twenty-feet and weighing several hundred pounds. The dolphins were jumping, dancing and gamboling in water to the delight of spectators. The girl and boys had also taken part in dancing etc. the girl and boys were riding the do

Poetry ¢¾
the scars that no one sees the scars she always leaves the way she cries her self to sleep the feelings far too deep yet you dont give a fuck and youve made that pretty clear none of us were good enough so daddy wasn't there and it all gets shoved in my face i hate you more and more each day because the more i learn, the more im sick and ive got nothing left to say i wish you wouldnt call and i wish youd just leave me alone im not good enough for anyone no, im just a little stone you can dig with your little shoe farther into the ground the less you care the more i cry nobody understands how could they, when i cant even find myself lost in my minds demands i have no more control and nothing left to hold onto im to the point where i hate waking up and i have nothing else to do im selfish, and im wrong but who could blame the girl for wishing her dad would be there for her but hes only fucked up her entire world while you sit there emptying bottles do you

Afraid Of Being Afraid
im afraid of many things; love is one of them. ive never quite been in a situation like the 1 im in now... i thought everything was fine in my life then all of a sudden something happens... i was content with my life with my boyfriend but not always necessarily happy with things... and then i had a chance meeting with well Chance he is such a sweet beautiful person and feelings are definately evolving... he is always on my mind but he is so far away out of reach. i wish i could just throw everything away and be with him but there are things that must keep me back. hopefully i will figure out what to do but no matter what i do some1 will get hurt...

Lost My Sanity To The World
im goin' ta fuckin' tragedy tonight!!! its only my second concert ever and all my friends are going to be there and aferward we're going back to one place to get fuckered up. wish i had a lette to with me.... whatever.... i'll just rock out instead i hate myself....boo-hoo....im an emo scum. sorry just thought i should do it

I Like My Name!
S-easy to fall in love with T- loyal to those i love E- easy to fall in love with V- not judgemental E- easy to fall in love with N- dead sexy A: Likes to drink. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: Easy to fall in love with F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Loves everyone. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun N: Dead sexy. O: Best in bed. P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love. U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Love And Relationships....
Hey everyone... not sure who actually reads these, but here it goes... A week or so ago, someone complained my photos on here were inappropiate.. What about everyone else's... There are womens crouches and mens dicks posted all over here, and you do not have to be an adult to see them. My pictures were posted as such... ADULT. So who ever felt the need to do this..."FUCK YOU"... I am now moved to Pennsylvania. I'm hoping all works out here. And I do get to see Brian alot now.. And I don't have to drive over 300 miles to do so. To my "friends" , thanks for listening and being there when I was lonely and bored. I'm here everynow and then. Or if you are my real friends, you know how to get up with me if you need to. I have job interviews next week, i'm getting excited yet scared. Being alone is all new to me. And of course, being with a man that truly loves me is new...BUT WONDERFUL!! I hope I dont fuck this up... Well, thanks for listening. Peace out!!!! Holla Back! I went camping t

Internet And Sites
Ok if you were wondering where i got those one pics on my pro. Foamy and such well here is the name of the site. it is www.illwillpress.com just felt it was proper to point that out. illwillpress is a funny little flash cartoon site that shows random rants, fanmails, and just little animated clips. check them out i love the site. if you want more go into www.newgrounds.com its a game site, porn site, and also a video clip site so just type in illwillpress in the search and you should find some of the older ones. http://www.windwhip.net/~winged/archive/reanimator2.swf This is just a Animation and Song just posting crap sorry lol http://www.santoalt.com/videos/1382_Worlds_Youngest_Pimp.html Heh thought i would show this i just think its one of the tightest things. i'll look up more in a second for some crazy shit.

Just Me...what U See Is What U Get
The midwest is definitaly a lot slower paced than back east. I am used to being on the go from morning to night. Now I am in the midst of unpacking and not doing a whole lot else. The business has taken a definite hit with the move. I am hoping it will pick back up here soon so I can spend my weekends doing something I love to do- selling sex....well not exactly sex but toys and stuff to help with it. HMMM I wander if these mid-westerners are as kinky as those people in NY. Can't wait to find out! I am definitaly not a morning person, and having kids in school I have to get up way to early. So here I sit thinking about getting in the shower and getting ready to take the kids to school and then go to work(the work I don't particulary like). I so hate mornings. I suppose it would help if I went to bed a little earlier than I do but then I wouldn't get any free time to myself. Hmm. Well I guess I need to get off and into the shower....if I can get there without the kids attached to a

Reality
To be honest, I had this whole big thought on this blog I was going to write. Something that would capture the imagination, and maybe make people ask questions. Then I got a phone call from someone I had not yet prepared myself to speak with. I am sure by my constant silence, she realized I had so much to say, and no way to say any of it. So now I sit here kinda at a loss. My 3 days of drunkeness now having no great stories to write down. It all kinda feels like it never happened. Like I had some really great dream and now that I am feeling the reality of my life course, the events of those days fade into the black. Funny how 15 minutes can change more than a day. When I left on sabbatical, I said I needed to drink some emotions away. Obviously, they are not gone..................I guess in many ways, I still feel for her much more than I want to admit. But that is not a story I want to tell here, and it is not for everyone to hear..............so I guess I leave you with this, out of

Random Joking Things
(x) been dumped ( ) been fired (x) been in a fist fight (x) snuck out of my parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (x) been arrested (not really) (x) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend (x) had a crush on a teacher (x) skipped school ( ) slept with a co-worker ( ) seen someone die (x) been to Canada (X) been to Mexico (X) been on a plane ( ) thrown up in a bar (x) set a part of myself on fire not intentionally (x) eaten sushi (x) been moshing/crowd surfing at a show (x) love someone or miss someone right now (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow angel ( ) had a tea party (x) flown a kite (x) built a sand castle (x) try going threw puddles on a bike (x) gone puddle jumping ( ) played dress up (x) jumped into a pile of leaves (x) gone sledding (x) cheated while playing a game (x) been lonely (x) fallen asleep at school ( ) used a fake id (x) watched the s

La De Da....crap Dat Happens
dis is mi bolg...hott....dam i cant spell i said bolg...wow.....im chillin on mi rents comp cuz mi comp got coffee on it (thanks pops) an cha man im pissed. Yo hey lisa, liz, gabby, adam, an all those other ppl. I luv u all! an thankz 4 da comments....i luv em...yo im bored man, an i cant talk cuz im dead tired....halle i dont have zero per 2morrow. if i did i would die.....ugh....EY ALL THOSE WHO GO TO MHS, TOMORROW IS PICCY DAY 2 DON'T 4-GET YA'LL!!! well au revoir. luv ya's -Morgan

Stories.
Hey this is where i will post my more or less gramatically correct stories as i think of them....if you want to read some of my earlier stuff go 2 www.fictionpress.com and search author All the Things in Life. =D luv ya's *kiss* bi!

Meh
Birth Date: 16th January Colour: Blue Number: 7,34,70 Stone: Lazulite – This gorgeous stone uplifts your spirits. Flower: Forget Me Nots Pet: Adopt A Badger Career: Deep Sea Diver, Medium , Playwright Key Features: Fathomless, Secretive, Sensitive Naturally good at: Understanding peoples vision Character: You are seeking the meaning of life and like to dig deeper than most people. You ponder on why you are here and get flashes of revelation about what your life’s about but can never quite pin it down. You are perceptive and creative and want to build something important with your life. You can get lost in your imagination but strive to be practical. Life Path: You have a great capacity to understand other people and are very helpful in helping them follow their dreams. You love to talk about peoples past but do not reveal much about your own. You would have made a good psychologist as you tend to know what hidden motivations people have. Love: You’re very loving but oft

Born Into Sin
Afterwards we didn't see much of my mother and my father refusing to let her around us didn't help much neither. I wasn't sure why he was being so mean to her but as I now know it was because he didn't want us to see her in her strung out state. We didn't live in that big three story house anymore because we had lost it to a spontaneous fire. We were in the house when the fire had started and I had called out the window to my father who was sitting outside on the steps with some of his friends. He actually came in and got us himself he grabbed my little brother and sister told me to climb on his back and he got us out of their running through and jumping over fire. After all that happened we moved with an uncle who we lived with for about 6 months. Almost 2 years had gone by since my mother made the choice of drugs over her kids and she finally was back in the picture. She some how got herself together and was coming to our uncles house to visit us. It was perfect timing to cau

My 2005 Song
Your 2005 Song Is Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day "My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating" In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care. What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

Hey I Am Daniel 28 From Norway And I Am A Ssbbw Admierlover Has Always Been,hugs To All Ssbbw Out There
F.A. stands for fat admirer, some one who admire's fat. Sounds good to you? Do like to watch fat? Pictures on the internet or girls in the street? Yes, that about sums it up to me. A person who admires fat, likes fat girls and pictures of them. To me F.A. means nothing, says nothing. It was a term dreampt up but has lost its meaning because it has been corrupted. I am married to a fat woman. Fat is a term bandied about by various groups as an attempt to win back the meaning and to stop it being a rude word. Good for them but I can't use it myself. Fat is a substance, pigs are fat, fat is sold in supermarkets. I like fat women? Therefore I admirer large ladies. So what exactly do I admire? I can tell you exactly what I admire, their strength, stamina, fortitude, intelligence and the ability to get up in the morning ready to battle the day knowing how the rest of the world feels about their size and to keep their sanity and sense of humor through out the day. How do I know? I told you

Life Rt Now
ok im starting to feel so fkn duped i think maggie has a new boyfriend and isnt telling me bc they are always hannging out together and now she isnt answereing my phone calls and shes acting wierd and i dont like feeling as if shes lieing to me and she will be here in less than a week and i dont want this to be hannging over my head i cant act normal around her if im thinking shes w this guy i need help and if shes going to keep telling me that shes not dateing him and i feel like she is i dont know what im supposed to any ideas? ive been a royal bitch the last few days unintestionly and my x has gotten the worst of it and i didnt mean to b so harsh and abrasive as she put it imunder a bunch of diffrent stressers and really not dealing very well i told her last night that it was always odd to me that shed fall asleep when we were talkig and she was drunk when i was trying to get her to answere a ? wich in retrospect is stupid bc by then normaly weve been talking for a while and drinkin

Stuff Goin On
Grrrr...I'm trying to do my taxes and it's pissing me off. Why does it have to be so freakin' complicated!!!! I'm such an idiot too! Why didn't I keep my sh*t organized when I did my taxes for last year. I have a '2003 Taxes' file, a '2004 Taxes' file, and a '2006 Taxes' file, why did I not make one for last year! AAAAaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggg!!11 How am I supposed to figure out how much I got back from the state last year...arrrr, I found a copy of my state return, but I don't think it was the finished one, because the 'refund amount' line is freakin' BLANK!!! How in the frickin' hell did that happen? Everything else's filled in! Arrr. *pant, pant, pant...* Ok, thanks everyone for letting me vent. lol, i'm better now... ...I have been so horny. I don't get it. It's like constantly. My poor hand is soo tired. :) Wow, I'm old. So I'm on facebook, because a friend has forced me to sign up, and I just decide to see who I know from High School is on there. Luckily, not ma

Comments
hi all my lovelies... i just wanted to take this opportunity to let y'all know that i may have to take some time on the weekends to send out comments. my new job has me getting home close to 7PM and by the time i give attention to my girls and my man, and eat and all that other crap, i don't get online until 'round 8PM and even then, i gotta pay my bills and check my emails. :( i hate that i gotta put LC on the backburner until the weekends, but i'ma try my best to get some comments out during the week. i just don't want y'all to think i have forgotten about y'all because THAT IS NOT POSSIBLE. i love all y'all!! so please don't delete me 'cos you haven't heard from me!! i have the greatest friends!

Lookin' For Some Friends That'll Talk
I joined LC to meet people and to chat, but so far all I have gotten is a hello or nothing at all. There has only been one girl that has given me the time of day. So, if there are any females who would like to chat with this soldier in Iraq, check me out and/or msg me on msn...dysturbd_muthaphuka@hotmail.com

Everything Happens For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be; your roommate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of the soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, l

Got Some Thinking To Do
So my wife is leaving at the end of the week. Not sure what to think about it. She hates the job I have, not as much as I do, but she has a need to be with friends back home. So I am not sure what to do. On one hand I understand what she is doing cuz I want out of here too, but on the other hand I feel like her place should be with her husband before her friends. It kinda hurts my feelings to know that I am not as important as her friends. I am not sure what I am suppose to do in this situation. It really puts me in a bind.

On The Road Again..
I will be on travel for the next week, flyin out west tommorrow. Wish all my great friends happy and fullfilling days til I see you again. Look forward to catchin up when I get back! Peace, love and xox Maji xox

Streetwalker
Streetwalkers The grieved lived and the joyous died. The streetwalkers burn tireless in their death. The children came needing every hour so many had left their mother's arms; left there at the grave. Hearts full of fire black and charred, they lay on a cold stone their tears engraved. Church singers sang when the darkness began, It all kindled into black, a star was broken. No magic or miracle can atone. Forgive us forgive or give us, we want death that they might live again. I might believe, if only I could hold them now. I might not fall apart, I might want to live again. The sun will rise, the birds will sing, the wind will blow, but death quiets them all the whole earth is in a still. Can't you see? Where is the supreme light? Where is the logic that makes this right?

Women Have The Power
Now come on now, its unfair i say. When it comes to sex, women/females have the power. If a guy wants sex, he has to charm her, take her out, spend money on her, and do whatever it takes to get it, but if a woman wants it all she has to do is go out and find a man and offer it, and bam she got the sex, cause you know whoever the man is, is not going to turn it down, well unless he is gay, then maybe.

Redfox
Just wanted all to know that my comp has been down, should have it back up in a week or two. I be going in the hosipital for sugary in the next week are so. But i will be fine. kept show the love. I will miss all of ya'll. I hope to be back soon, don't forget me. redfox=Tracy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxo Hi everyone I am back spo show me some love!!!!!!!!!! Have miss you all..............