Well since Witchie had to go and altruize me I now have enough points to level...but no motivation to rate 1000 pics of someone running autos or 240 people running boomerangs.....anyone willing to log in an me and do it? I'm thinking maybe a 5 credit bling and 10 mil fu$$? Or just make me an offer...

My brother went in for his tests today....and found out that there is NO mass in his stomach and that the ultrasound was wrong! And that the intestinal tear is healing itself! He just has to take it easy with eating and finish up his antibiotics and he'll be good to go! YAY!!!!!!

Well, a lot of you know that my brother did 15 months in Iraq a short while ago and how it seriously upset me.....well, just when I thought the worrying was over about him I got some awful news last night. I got a phone call last night from him telling me that when he had woke up yesterday morning and hit the toilet that it filled up with blood. He went directly to the VA only to find out that he has a tear in his intestinal wall that is leaking gastric fluids into his body, and that there is a mass in his stomach. He has a serious infection from all the fluids so the tear can't be repaired until it's gone....and the mass won't be biopsied until Monday. Meanwhile, his big sis is a mess! I keep telling myself everything will be okay...but I'm hard to convince. I'm in serious need of a distraction and I don't think work is gonna do it.

Sorry for the wall of words...but I needed to get all of this out somewhere...

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My parent gave the 2 teenagers laptops for Christmas early because they won't be with us on Christmas day. My 2 youngest haven't gotten theirs yet. Now the 2 older ones have no reason to leave this house and are getting on my MOTHERFUCKIN' NERVES!!!! Before they got them they would at least leave the house and go do something. Now they won't go away. They are always in my face making me play tech support....I shouldn't be this annoyed...but god dammit I am....

I have officially started my transition into a domestic diva. I used to look at clothes and shoes online...now I find myseld building wishlists of cookware, utensils and napkin rings....And on top of all that, I'm actually getting into the whole cooking thing....sheesh!!! HALP!

Since a few folks have hit me up elsewhere to find out what's going on I'd figure I may as well put up a blog...

Yes, I'll be away from here for a while. The fiance has serious insecurities about me being on here so I will be taking a break until he gets his head out of his ass and realizes I'm one of the good ones. Until then...those that know me best know where to find me :)

So some folks know I now have 2 almost stepkids....they are great and I adore them but I have one issue with them. In my living room I have a 3 seater sofa and 2 recliners....no matter where I sit they ALWAYS sit next to me...either right next to me on the sofa or at the foot of the recliner...I know they only do this because they love me but it makes me feel incredibly clausterphobic! My kids have learned that I need my space, but these 2 haven't. Is there any way to express to them that I can't have them on top of me all the time without having hurt feelings?

So...

McDonald's offered me a job....certainly not my dream job...and certainly one I'm WAY overqualified for...but it's money...

Meanwhile, I have another job interview on Monday at a bank....hopefully that one pans out and I can tell McDonald's to shove the job in theri mcdouble....

So fingers crossed for the bank!

I don't want to have to ask people to super size anything...

So today...I heard a sentence 3 times I'd thought I'd never hear...well, without sarcastic undertones...

"Thank you for the blue balls!"

I'd say thats a very sucessful Tuesday!