xXNE0Xx's blog: "the fucking net !!!!"

why is it when you help people you never get it back . Its like no matter what you do for others you get shit on.Im really getting sick of it! I hate drama and the bullshit post that try saying one thing but means something right the opposit..Im not in that game im here to be me nothing more im not fake nor am i trying to be something im not,and to the haters out there that don't like me FUCK THEM! Thay don't even know me so all that crap is bull shit. Can people not be grown up, and act your age..We are all grown here so lets show it..thanks for readding...

YOU KNOW THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE YOU MEET ON THE NET YOU CAN SAY THERE ARE SOME REALLY GOOD ONES AND SOME ASS HOLES OUT THERE I MET A GIRL ON THE MET A YEAR AGO AND SHE WAS A DREAM COME TRUE I WAS THINKING AND WE HAD SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT AND I WAS SO IN LOVE WE A MONTH AGO SEE TOLD ME THAT EVERY THING SHE TOLD ME IN THE BEGGING WAS NOT TRUE AND THAT SHE WAS NOTHING LIKE WHAT SHE MADE HER SELF OUT TO BE YOU KNOW I LOVED HER SO MUCH THAT I HEARD HER OUT AND TO SEE THAT WHEN I MEET HER ON THE NET SHE WAS ONLY 24 SHE SAID AND NOW SHE IS 36 AND BEFORE HAD NO KIDS SHE WANTED HER 1ST KID TO BE WITH ME AND NOW SHE HAS 3 18 YEAR OLD BOY AND 2 GIRLS THAT ARE 16 AND 15 AND TOLD ME SHE WAS NEVER MARRIED AND SHE WAS FOR 18 YEAR TELLING ME THAT WHEN WE GET MARRIED THAT SHE IS ONLY GOING TO DO IT ONE TIME WELL DAMN SHE DONE DID BUT ALL IN ALL I GAVE HER THE RIGHT TO BE HEAR AND I TRY TO STAY WITH HER AND MAKE IT WORK BUT THE MORE SHE TOLD ME ITS LIKE THE GIRL I FELL IN LOVE WITH WAS NOTHING MORE THEN SOME ONE MADE UP AND IT KILLS ME TO KNOW THAT I TRY TO BE WITH SOMEONE THAT IS NOT REAL I LIVE MY LIFE SO TRUE AND NOW THIS....TO SAY THE MOST OF IT IS THAT I WORKED SO HARD TO MAKE IT WORK AND NOW THAT I WAS SITTING BACK AND THINKING WORKING ON MY RADIO STATION SHE CALLS IT OFF TELLING ME TO FOR GET HER..... IM THINKING TO MYSELF WHAT ONE DO I NEED TO FORGET WHO YOU ARE NOW OR THE ONE YOU MADE ME THINK YOU WAS SO NOW THAT ITS OVER DO I FEEL BETTER NO I DON'T ITS LIKE I TRYED TO FIND THE GIRL I FELL IN LOVE WITH IN HER BUT IN THE END THE ONE I FEEL IN LOVE WITH IS GO SHE IS DEAD NEVER WAS REAL SO I GOT PLAYED BUT NOW IM DONE VENTING TAKE THIS FOR WHAT IT IS READ IT AND LEARN FOR IT PEOPLE FUCK ALL YOU FAKE ASS PEOPLE OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!