Yankee Dave's blog: "Gelinas"

For those of you who dont know I have battled with alcholism for many years and it has taken its toll on me it has drove the people I care the most for out of my life caused me to lose my liscence and i have decided to take my life back if im not on for awhile its because Im going to get myself straightened out please pray for me this is the hardest thing ive ever said or done

This is my life Its not what it was before All these feelings I’ve shared And these are my dreams That I’d never lived before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping (chorus) Now that we're here, It's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here its so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today These are my words That I’ve never said before I think I’m doing ok And this is the smile That I’ve never shown before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping (chorus) I'm so afraid of waking Please don't shake me Afraid of waking Please don't shake me Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run You don't know what your power has done to me I want to know if I'll heal inside I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen Seeing you laughing another time You'll never know how your face has haunted me My very soul has to bleed this time Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses Leaving me breathless, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run Into the abyss will I run You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run Into the abyss will I run I can't let you go Yes I am stricken and can't let you go

Pride you took Pride you feel Pride that you felt when you'd kneel Not the word Not the love Not what you thought from above It feeds (it feeds) It grows (it grows) It clouds all that you will know Deceit Deceive Decide just what you believe I see faith in your eyes Never you hear the discouraging lies I hear faith in your cries Broken is the promise, betrayal The healing hand held back by the deepened nail Follow the god that failed Find your peace Find your say Find the smooth road in your way Trust you gave A child to save Left you cold and him in grave It feeds (it feeds) It grows (it grows) It clouds all that you will know Deceit Deceive Decide just what you believe I see faith in your eyes Never your hear the discouraging lies I hear faith in your cries Broken is the promise, betrayal The healing hand held back by the deepened nail Follow the god that failed (solo) I see faith in your eyes Broken is the promise, betrayal The healing hand held back by the deepened nail Follow the god that failed Pride you took Pride you feel Pride that you felt when you'd kneel Trust you gave A child to save Left you cold and him in grave I see faith in your eyes Never your hear the discouraging lies I hear faith in your cries Broken is the promise, betrayal The healing hand held back by the deepened nail Follow the god that failed Follow the god that failed Broken is the promise Betrayal, betrayal

Army Pvt. Justine M. Soria Feb 28, 2007 Army Pvt. Justine M. Soria has graduated from the Petroleum Supply Specialist Advanced Individual Training course at Fort Lee, Petersburg, Va. The course is designed to train students in receipt, storage, issue, shipping, and distribution of petroleum, oil and lubricant products used by the Army. Training included instruction in petroleum and water accounting, operating equipment associated with fuels and water distribution; and fueling and defueling operations and procedures on vehicles, aircraft and stationary equipment. Soria is the daughter of Sam P. Soria of N. John Paul Jones, Tucson, Ariz., and Victoria L. Cappas of Byron, Ga and wife to a David A Gelinas of Byron, Ga

well I found a bunch pf songs check out my stash its got everything

Well its over my wife doesnt want to be with me anymore she is leaving for iraq soon so im confused should I not support the soldier I love when she is gone not write and let her know whats going on in the real world when she is in a place of despair I understand thats its over but when she gets there she will realize she needed me now more then ever well if you have a opinion let me know because I have to be the bigger person through all this and still be a friend to a soldier I care about

sometimes the best thing to do is just let it go hold on to what pride you have left and move on for your health and sanity

well i just got back home dont feel real good I did something stupid and im so mad at myself how could I let myself get this bad