Bon bon de azucar's blog: "My heart"

Watch one of these bitch ass poeple steal my fucking words to my poetry and dedicate it to someone because they can't write for shit..... You people need to get a life especially if you sitting here reading this and you stealing my shit anyway!!!! Assholes!!!! It's fucking published already anyway!!!! HA HA HA HA!!!! Dumb motha fucka's!!!! I hate people that's why I sit behind a damn computer all fucking day and stay in the damn house with my babies because bitters make me sick!!!

If only words could be actions, Then when I say I love you, It would touch your heart, If only dreams were true, then my dream would be you, If I could have one wish, the my one wish would be to be beside you, If I could have anyone in the world, I would choose you, You complete me in ways that I thought I couls not be completed, You give me unimaginable mental orgasims, You take me away with a single word from this madness that I call life! You distract me from all pain and suffering, You are PEGASUS, My mythological creature symbolizing purity in my world, If my world were dark, then your voice would be the ONLY light in it, My love for you is unconditional and always will be, It has no remorse, No sadness, No pity, It does not lie, It is now and always will be pure, It is understanding, Of this I am sure, WITHIN this confusion of my mind, One thing is for certain, I am now and no matter what, Will always be right by your side! I love you!!!

Open up your eyes and look at me, What do you see? The face that loves you, Don't you love me? Confusoin lingers in the air, and makes our minds interwind, I know things are harder now, Different things, Different times, I can't change it now, I can't rewins our times, I'm sorry!

Loose me in your lyrics, hide me in your music, through you invincibility I flew, you left me with the essence of of your soul, you kissed me with the rhythm of your song, when you let go I fell, from a thousand skies, into a thousand seas, with still the delight, and pleasure of your, invincibility!

I lived for you.... I slept to have energy to love you.... I loved only you.... You were my everything.... How do I go on without you.... I miss you so much.... I want you back.... I love you.... HOw can I go on everyday with you? I don't know how.... I haven't figured out how to go on everyday, without cooking for, cleaning for you, making sure that you laundry is done, making sure that you are ok. Knowing that you aren't ok, makes me not okay! I need you! COME BACK!

Should someone that loves with their whole heart be alone? Should someone who dedicates themselves huet always? Should you laugh at me because I want to love you? But in all reality she doesn't love you anymore.... And still you don't want me.... And you leave me still in complete lonliness....

How do I fix it? How do I go on? How does it go back to normal? Can I have you back? I miss you so much.... I miss your kisses.... Your warm embrace.... Your hugs.... Feeling your hugs when I am crying.... Feeling your arms around me at night.... My heart is so broken without you.... Can you put it back together?