Fubar Blog Posts 3

Yay
so i quit smoking and started working out pretty heavy about 4 days ago, and ive alreaddy lost an inch off of every part of my body except the bust, lol but i can live with that haha, it may not seem like much but thats just 4 days so im pretty excited

All Summed Up...what I Am Looking For In A Man
What are you looking for in a partner? I'm often asked what I want...well to sum it up, I don't want someone that I can live with...I want the one that I can't live without! Too often we settle for less than we really want just so we won't be alone. Been there, done that! Maturity has taught me that I deserve what I want. I don't know what he looks like and I could care less what he drives, as long as he has drive. What I do know is that he should be, SINGLE, considerate, charming, sexy, professional, respectful, loving, strong but sensitive, affectionate, attentive, seductive, he doesn't smoke,he doesn't mind watching a chick flick once in a while, he's very secure with himself and not afraid of commitment

R.i.p. John Hetu Jr
By Globe Staff A 22-year-old Rhode Island man died and a woman suffered serious injuries early this morning in a single-car crash on southbound Interstate 495 in Raynham, State Police reported. A preliminary investigation found that speed may have been a factor in the wreck, and that neither occupants of the car were wearing seat belts. The 2000 Volkswagen Cabrio was heading south near Exit 7A at about 2 a.m. when it swerved off the road, hit a highway sign, bounced back across all three lanes of travel, and rolled over. A man and a woman were both thrown from the car. Police said it has not yet been determined who was driving. The man, John W. Hetu, of Pawtucket, died at the scene. The woman, Abby M. Carnello, 19, of Middleboro, was rushed to Morton Hospital and then flown to Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston. The crash remains under investigation. Posted by the Boston Globe City & Region Desk at 10:18 AM Print | E-mail to a friend | Permalink | Subscribe via r

Are You A Machiavelli Prince?
I assert that a person can become the Prince of his or her own life regardless of his or her station in life, if that is his or her desire. Not all of us can be President, CEO, Senator, quarterback, Pope, or chairman of the board, and not all of us would want those positions. It was true in Machiavelli’s day and is true in ours that there are a few in the world who are self-directed and a much larger group who are followers. Most people want simply to be like most other people. They are followers. They dress like others in their reference group, talk like others, read what others are reading, think what others are thinking, vote like others are voting, and want to be seen as part of the group. They are true to their primate natures. Human see, human do. There is nothing wrong with this and there is no reason to look down on these people They are what they are, as are you. However, a few of us prefer to assert control over the lives we live and theJulius Caesar people around us, to c

What Kind Of Lover Am I ..............
What kind of a LOVER are YOU? You are a PASSIONATE LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you put 100% into both. You like to have fun and try new things but you pay alot of attention to the PASSION that lives in side of each kiss, touch or meaningful word. You contain the whole package and any man would be would be very lucky to have a women like you! Take this test

Simple Facts
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Celebrity Emails From ,a,,to,,,z
A A1: a1@a1-online.com Ace of Base: AceofBase@arista.com Aqua: aqua@aqua.dk Ben Affleck: Ben@affleck.com Christina Aguilera: fanmail@christinamail.com Alan Alda: alda@pbs.org Alice In Chains: AICFC@speakeasy.org Kevin J. Anderson: Kevreb@aol.com Pamela Anderson: Pamela@pamelaandersonlee.com Brittany Andrews: brittanyandrews1@aol.com Kurt Angle: kurt@kurtanglewwf.com Ed Asner: 72726.357@compuserve.com B Backstreet Boys: feedback@backstreetboys.com Barenaked Ladies: BarenakedLadies@wbr.com Jeff Beck: JeffBeck@arista.com Bob Barker: price@www.cbs.com Beautiful South: beautifulsouth@beautifulsouth.co.uk Beavis: beavis@mtv.com Black Crowes Tbctaller@aol.com Blink 182: mark@loserkids.com Bloodhound Gang: lupus@bloodhoundgang.com Blue Oyster Cult: BOCfanclub@aol.com Bon Jovi: bonjovi@polygram.com Boston: bandmail@boston.org David Bowie: David@davidbowie.com Boyzone: boyzone@boyzone.co.uk Sandra Bullock: SandyB@aol.com George W. Bush: pre

For My Dad...
Most of you know i received the dreaded middle of night call from home. My Dad has had congestive heart failure for years. His heart is currently pumping at 15% of capacity. I flew home with intention of staying a few days, i was there for a week and a half. Dad wants to go home. They put him in a nursing home. I swore as a little girl, promised him he would never wind up in a nursing home. I set up a meeting with hospice and they are evaluating him Wednesday so that they met set his home up so that he may go home. I have returned to Florida to get my kids through the last three weeks of school here, and then will return to California to care for my Dad until..well..whenever...I'm scared something will happen before i get there, i am fighting time. I apologize for not returning your comments and love, please give me a couple of days to catch up, figure the next life changes ahead...give your Dad's an extra hug tonight...time is not our friend...i love you all and thanks for your suppor

Caught In Tha Act.. Omfg!!!!
Green-eyed Bratt was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion at the dinner table ... you've been caught by your best friend! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

Court Appearances
ok so like ive been really tempted to do this for the longest time :P and theres been one chick that is either insanely obsessed with me or my ct hubby ....either way....shes annoying as fuck!!! and I'm not even talkin just a daily visit from this chick to my page but mass visits throught the day...everyday! has been goin on with this particular one for a lil over a week now :P so this lil section of my blogs i will dedicate to you...Court12699 :D Court12699@ CherryTAP i just started takin the screenshots yesterday...and boy shes been around enough for me to start this already :P hahaha keep comin back...gimmie more content..i love it :P some chicks are sooo dumb!!! And yet some more!!!! ROFLMFAO!!! GETTING SCREENSHOTS FROM OTHER FRIENDS OF MINE TOO HAHAHAHAHA and at the moment i am unable to get a scrnshot of the date and time while at my friends on their computer for some reason you can still notice the progression in my points and stuf

Help Me Win This Poster Contest!
hey yall! will you do me a HUMONGOUS favor and vote for my poster at pandora.com?!!? i would greatly appreciate it!! especially considering the person with the most votes wins and i'm entering late.. thanks, everyone!

Shit Happens I Geuss...
The sound should be deafening... The silence broken... with unmitigated violence... not even a smiling token... Yet no one cares... that I scream alone... without the love.... that I crave to own... But such is life... even played my part... To fall in Love... Only to be broken hearted...

A Magic Moment I Remember
A magic moment I remember: I raised my eyes and you were there, A fleeting vision, the quintessence Of all that's beautiful and rare. I pray to mute despair and anguish, To vain pursuits the world esteems, Long did I near your soothing accents, Long did your features haunt my dreams. Time passed. A rebel storm-blast scattered The reveries that once were mine And I forgot your soothing accents, Your features gracefully divine. In dark days of enforced retirement I gazed upon grey skies above With no ideals to inspire me, No one to cry for, live for, love. Then came a moment of renaissance, I looked up - you again are there, A fleeting vision, the quintessence Of all that`s beautiful and rare.

Won't Be On Till Much Later
I just wanted to let everyone know I won't be on tonight until much later if at all, due to the near breakdown I had yesterday.LOL (Read my other blog) I decided I am going to make Wednesday nights my movie night, so I am going to curl up on the couch and watch movies, just to get away fron the computer for a bit. Not that I don't love Fubar, I just need to step back..lol Went and played golf today, and shot a lousy 92..ugh, which tells me again I need to get out more!..LOL Ya'll have fun at the best bar in town, and I will see you later...Hugs and kisses

Are You Serious???
OBVIOUSLY I CHANGED THE USERS NAME BECAUSE...WELL YEAH... I DONT WANT ANYONE TO HURT THE POOR COMPUTER STUPID GUY. ->JUICYšluxuriaš: you cant be this oblivious or computer stupid ->JUICYšluxuriaš: open your internet browser...and type www.google.com USER: i heard of it, but i don't see or know how to get to it ->JUICYšluxuriaš: its google. ->JUICYšluxuriaš: google...the world famous search engine...its not a part of fubar... USER: i don't see anything that says or has to do with google USER: no ->JUICYšluxuriaš: are you fucking with me?? USER: ? USER: how do i go to google/ USER: i must be missing something. i don't see it USER: where is google at? USER: ok thank you ->JUICYšluxuriaš: then do what i said USER: i do just ewant there pics USER: oh ok i see ->JUICYšluxuriaš: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh i thought you wanted just their pics. ->JUICYšluxuriaš: go to google. click images at the top and type in what you want USER: what exactly are y

Pretty Lady Contest Updated!
Pretty Lady of Fubar Contest! I need woman for this contest! 1st lady is...... with 448 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 273 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 131 comments! 4th lady is...... with 1 comments! 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments! 6th Lady is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/20 thur 10/26 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

About Lil Me
Heyy I'm Hel-aka: Tink! I live in a small town in Washington State, and I go to college. Another fun fact is I'm a stripper. I havent been doing it that long, but it's fun and good money...Anyway, I love to laugh and just enjoy life-I DONT put up with petty bull shit anymore. Overall I'm a fun person so...Yay me! Haha.

Heroes
Heroes Our U.S. Soldiers went looking for a fight. They fought for this country, everyday and every night. They didn't fight, to break this world apart. They fought to protect this country, with all of their heart. They went to war, to fight for the United States. Fighting for their country, was their only fate. They left everyone they loved, to travel overseas. They rather die on their feet, instead of living on their knees. Daniel Lee Munoz Copyright ©2007 Daniel Lee Munoz

Spotlight
Beccaz one of those people that I've met threw a mutual friend, seeing her on other friends page and a few comments she'd made on the mumms caught my eye. I could tell she was pretty all right ... I knew I could be friends with her -but, I was yet to know HOW MUCH so! Our friendship grew from threw the mumm comments to shoutbox and profile comments. She'd already found a spot in my heart and was such a bright spot - but again, I never knew how much so. Like much in life, Time will tell! Well in the time we've gotten to know each other that 'bright' spot has blossomed into a warmth that is shared by only people who live it - knows! So I welcome all the spotlight reader to met Beccaz ... I suggest wearing shades - Cause shes Glowing bright! redbeccaz~Thanks Greg!~@ fubar ~CONGRATULATIONS~ BECCAZ So you've won the convened "SUNDAY SPOTLIGHT" ... I'll be sending you your own original one of a kind - "Sunday Spotlight" tag very soon. Hopefully the honor g

Every Life....
Every life has a story and I wanna know yours... doesn't mean that I love you just that I'm... curious I'm' not the type to hang on to I've got my road to travel along It's all set in motion even when it's going all wrong... Satisfy this need I have in our moment of trust... the intimacy factor isn't played out its definatly a must... you're throbbing I feel it .. that sweet release heart pounding so hard and in your eyes for a time I see peace so much troubles, many daemons, you can't let go they feast on the reason you can't find anymore Your essence is addictive more than the scent that will trail behind flavor and taste just what I expected to have... just what I had in mind come let me take you for a moment or two into this circus of mine all your worries slip away as you slip into the warmth that you sought a home to place your burdens generally buried deep I ache for a piece of you crave the touch you'll give in the absence there will be when you've gone away th

Holiday Eating Tips
(Sent via email by a friend enjoying her 2 week vacation!) Enjoy These - I Did :) 1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can and quickly. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an "eggnog-aholic" or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas. 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand-alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports car with

The Gals On Fubar
All the gals on fubar are beautiful and appealing. They all have talents and skills. Many of them are very intellegent or street smart. The gals all do well to attract attention. A gal will guide us men to be a better version of ourselves and we would do well to listen to them. This is important because the next gal we encounter may be attracted to a new quality we gained by listening to another gal.

Buffalo Chicken Wraps
Buffalo Chicken Wraps A new twist on a perennial favorite! Serving: 4 Prep Time: 20 minutes Cook Time: 45 Total Time: 35 minutes INGREDIENTS: 1 lb boneless skinless chicken breast 1 cup prepared bottled wing sauce 1/2 sliced medium red onion 4 tbsp bottled blue cheese salad dressing 4 stalks celery sliced into thin strips 4 leaves Romaine lettuce 4 soft small flour tortillas DIRECTIONS: 1. Rinse chicken breasts with water and marinate in the wing sauce overnight in a sealed airtight container. 2. Preheat the oven to 400 degrees. 3. Place chicken in shallow baking pan and bake for approximately 45 minutes or until meat in cooked through. 4. Slice chicken into strips and place in the individual flour tortillas. 5. Add the red onion, celery strips, romaine leaf and cover with a tablespoon of the blue cheese dressing. 6. Fold the edges of the tortilla over the filling and serve. NUTRITIONAL INFORMATION: Based on individual serving. Calories: 3

Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am the mother of 6 children 2. I never thought I would have or intended on 6 children. 3. I want to go back to school to be a midwife to deliver babies. 4. I love to ride dirtbikes, 4 wheelers, snowmobiles. 5. I love to crochet. 6. Dude WTF wants me. 7. I listen to Roy Orbison. 8. Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. 9. I get bored easy. 10.My husband is a truck driver. Katilac81 Dude WTF Don't need jacks mad eye a1cd

10 Silly Things
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I WANT TO SOMEDAY PLAY IN THE WS OF POKER 2. I WANT TO RETIRE IN RHODES GREECE 3. CROWN ON THE ROCKS PLEASE 4. I LOVE TO COOK 5. I AM A HUGH REDSOX AND PATRIOTS FAN 6. I LIKE TO SHOOT POOL 7. BLACK IS FAV COLOR 8. MY DOG IS BIG AS A HORSE 9. I COLLECT BASEBALL AND FOOTBALL AUTO'S 10. GO GATORS I am tagging: ' ¢¾ DAWN ¢¾ Arcane Angel' '~*princess k *~' WendyCaroline Brenda6598 'Patriot's Babe!'

My Angel
IN LOVING MEMORY OF SESHA ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ WE ARE ALL HERE ON FUBAR FOR DIFFERENT REASONS. FOR POINTS, FOR FRIENDS, FOR LOUNGES, OR FOR DRAMA. BUT ONE THING THAT TOUCHES US ALL IS WHEN ONE OF US LOSES OR WE KNOW SOMEONE THAT LOSES THEIR LIFE OR A FAMILY MEMBERS LIFE. IT TOUCHES US ALL NO MATTER WHAT WE ARE HERE FOR. DJ DARK SKILLZ LOST HIS DAUGHTER IN A CAR WRECK TODAY. PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM AND HIS FAMILY AS THEY GO THRU THIS TOUGH TIME. HERES HIS LINK IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GO BY AND SHOW HIM THAT HE IS BEING THOUGHT OF IN HIS TIME OF NEED. DJ Dark Skillz of Taboo X~Demon Crew member~FU-Owned by Sunshune@ fubar Dark We Love You And Will Always Be Here Please All light a candle for his girl and him as well as the family...Huggss Dark IN MEMORY OF SESHA JULY 21 1991 - MARCH 2 2008

Johari Window
Gotta ask a favor to any of my bored friends out there... LadyRavn had a cool thing in her blog but it requires inputs from friends. Anyone who's bored please click here and help describe how you see me Reeka's Johari Inputs The window changes as new inputs are added... here it is so I can track it :) Arena (known to self and others) self-conscious, sentimental Blind Spot (known only to others) brave, clever, friendly, giving, intelligent, kind, observant, responsive, searching, trustworthy, warm, witty Façade (known only to self) loving, shy, sympathetic Unknown (known to nobody) able, accepting, adaptable, bold, calm, caring, cheerful, complex, confident, dependable, dignified, energetic, extroverted, happy, helpful, idealistic, independent, ingenious, introverted, knowledgeable, logical, mature, modest, nervous, organised, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, self-assertive, sensible, silly, spontaneous, tense, wise Dominant Traits80% of peo

Brazil, I Am In Love With The Country, But Not Impressed By The Quality Of Operation Of Their Airlines And Air Traffic Control
This is surreal .... Brazil has everything to please: great climate, lovely and in many aspects unique scenery, friendly population (yeah, you know me, I'm talking about those sexy women scattered around everywhere, I think it's the climate, I've seen the same in South-East Asia, women dress very sexy - well, at least to me, a silly European). BUT ... today I experienced again the total failure of their air traffic organisation. It started good though, only half an hour to queue up at the TAM desk (where supposedly my tickets were waiting for me). I ended up with a kind young man who said nothing more than "they are checking for your ticket, sir" and left me to myself. After 15 minutes, a girl appeared and she managed to print me my e-ticket in less than 10 minutes ... after which I had to go to another counter (of course) to get my boarding pass. I tried (and succeeded) e-boarding, so off I went, full of high experiences. Alas, boarding gate was a 'general' gate, meaning eve

Still Have A Pulse
I am still among the breathing set for those that are curious. I got involved with a fairly intense work project that ate me alive for months on end. But I live and breath and am ready to cover your back when we make a break for it after the zombie outbreak.

Poem: Tears To The Sea
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Sea pounding rock and beach Sitting and thinking of what could be Heart placed so far from reach Tears slowly run to the sea Answered the call to my heart Traveled far this vision to see Yet destined to remain apart Tears slowly run to the sea Lifetimes waiting for just this one Always coming in dreams to me A new life not yet begun Tears slowly run to the sea Another lifetime shall I then wait Perhaps then it's meant to be A love meant to be great As tears slowly run to sea

Laid To Rest........
I laid someone very close to me to rest recently. I'd like to think I knew that friend better than anyone else, yet, to be truthful no one ever really knew him. He grew up fast and he grew up hard, yet the heart that beat within was a heart full of Love and Compassion. He was raised as a street wise kid. He had no parents and his foster families couldn't have cared less whether he lived or died. As a young teen everyone younger and older came to him for advise and he always listened and gave them his heart in return. He kept emotions deep within his soul, never showing fear or shedding a tear. He was thought to be invincible by those who knew him and those who didn't know him were intimidated by his ways. He once stood as a tall, powerful man, but I knew the real man inside, the man who wept over a hurt animal, cried for a lost friend, defended those in need and most of all, gave his all for those around him. In truth that giant, intimidating giant was nothing more than a cuddling, lov

Life
Life I once traveled through life on a methamphetamine high, living with no rules and no way to comply. The drug took its toll, it left me dry. Losing everything 3 times over, you would think I would learn, but no not me, I still wanted a burn. The police came and off we went, which yet we still did not learn. Today life is beautiful, I am well and strong Starting over in life is not so wrong, a good job, a good home.... Now I just ask why, WHY DID I WANT TO DIE? Tawnya S Read Copyright ©2008 Tawnya S Read

Hot
As I walked in the door I seen you sitting on the couch , with tight shorts on , I became hot for you, So I walked up to you and started kissing your neck and nibbling your ear lobs , Then I worked down towards your nipples , making you moan , kissing my way to you engorged penis , making you hotter then you are .. I start sucking your penis till you start pulling my hair and pulling me closer to you, I keep on sucking it till you want to cum , then I start kissing my way back up to your neck and kissing you , teasing you , cressing you , then you start kissing me and teasing me , playing with me as I get steamie hot , Taking your tounge and licking and sucking my clit , and fingering me , making me cum in your mouth then , you enter me with your hot throbbling cock , we go at it , Iam moaning so bad for you to do it harder and harder , and calling your name ! You make me cum alot , After we are finished , we hold each other for a while ..... Thanks for reading more

Can You Hear Me Now?
she held the phone for a moment, watching the bright screen before flipping it shut. ahhh the joy of technology, that ability to always connect... she should throw the damn thing out the window and blame the silence on that. no communication without connection is better than all this connecting to useless communication. then again, what would be the point really? it would just find her again...she's too far in to let go. tomorrow would bring a new phone that would snap a new picture of a smiling image taken before the emotions crept in. a creepy face on a creepy contraption, that connects to a communication that no technology can keep together. can you hear me now?

Reorganization
Okay the time has come once again to shake things up a little. I am making wholesale staff changes in TLG. Right now there are staff members that are not active in the lounge at all and others that are working their butts off and keeping the place running without getting proper recognition. So effective immediately, I am turning mods off for EVERYONE and starting from scratch. The one exception to this is CoffeeBitch who is now going to be co-owner. What I need from all of you is simple, if you wish to continue on as staff in TLG please get in touch with Coffee and/or me to discuss what future roll you will have. There will be a need for promoters, greeters, DJ’s, security and management for all areas. You all KNOW I don’t expect every waking hour from you. In fact I don’t expect much at all. I will however expect some participation for people to continue to be moderators in the lounge. Please do not take the fact that mods were removed personally. I value my friendsh

Some More Truth About Florida...
Still want to move to Florida? ...Think about these numbers. There's just a bad culture here with no employment opportunity. If there was, these things just wouldn't be happening at this staggering pace. Anything west of Orlando until you hit the Bridge going into St Pete and Clearwater is a virtual redneck toilet. When you get into Pinellas county, you lose alot of the rednecks but who knows what's in the mix. North of Tampa isn't much better. The only nice place on the west coast is Naples, but it costs 1 million dollars to live there and is for rich retirees. Miami is hopping but it feels like little havana once you veer a little off US 1. The east coast is mostly old money, natives, and 1980's retirees and some of their kids. A little better culture wise, but form what I've read , word has it that 1 in 7 people under the age of 30 on the east coast of Florida have an STD. Ouch. Figured I'd share some real info with everyone. Have a good week :D

Where Are You From?
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Northeast Judging by how you talk you are probably from north Jersey, New York City, Connecticut or Rhode Island. Chances are, if you are from New York City (and not those other places) people would probably be able to tell if they actually heard you speak.The Midland The Inland North Philadelphia Boston The South The West North Central

Title Code....
This type of title code is used when you scroll over a picture, word link, or even a picture link, that what ever you write within the title codes will show when some one scrolls over the image or word link... Codes for each type of title link Word Link Titling Code Words to made link Image Titling code Image Link Titling Code Image Titling code (with no link border) A Few Examples Scroll over each to see effect of it Word link titling Using my Fu Page as a link Emanon's Page Image Titling Image Linking Titling Using my Fubar page as a link in conjunction with the previous pic Image Linking Titling with no link border Using my Fubar page as a link in conjunction with the previous pic

Just Blogging
Hi everyone! I hope you all are doing well. I'm missing my girl tonight. She has been in MO with her grandma for almost two weeks! It's killing momma. She calls us about twice a week to say hi and see how her little brother and the dog are doing. How cute is that? Fortunately I get to pick her up Tuesday, hopefully. Looking forward to having my baby back home. That's for sure! Took a couple of big steps for me the last couple of weeks. Demanding my me time and my girlfriend time. I've been needing both for months and months. Hubby doesn't like it when I do that much because that means he has to be hands on with the kids. So I am going to remedy that situation. We're not going to be married much longer. Last Saturday I went in to work for a couple of hours twice. Some in the morning and some in the afternoon. Of course Hubby didn't like that because he had to take care of the boy alone. I love my job and the team needed me so I really enjoyed going in to do what I could t

Effin Gas Prices
THIS SHIT WITH GAS PRICES BEING SO DAMN HIGH IS REDICULOUS AS HELL . I DONT KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE OUT THERE REALIZE THAT WE HAVE ENUFF GAS IN STORAGE IN THE STATES TO LAST 20 YRS IF IT WAS ONLY USED BY US AMERICANS ! THIS IS THE WORK OF OUR WONDERFUL GOVERNING BODY OF MONEY HUNGRY MOFO'S WITH THEIR HANDS IN THE FREAKING COOKIE JAR ! WHEN AMERICANS START WORRYING BOUT OUR OWN ASSES AND QUIT TRYING TO BE FUCKING MOTHER TERESA TO THE WORLD WE WILL ALL BE ALOT BETTER ! " remeber this " SELF PRESERVATION " THE FINE ART OF LOOKING OUT FOR NUMBER ONE ! ITS ALSO CALLED " OLD SCHOOL WAY " LIKE IT USE TO BE DONE, WHEN WE DIDNT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT IF WE WOULD HAVE ENUFF MONEY FOR GAS AND THE BAR TAB!!

Happy Birthday Dad!!
Happy Birthday Dad in Heaven !! July 31 Dear Dad in Heaven I sit here and i ponder how very much I'd like to talk to you today There are so many things That we didn't get to say I know how much you care for me And how much I care for you, And each time that I think of you I know you'll miss me too. An angel came and called your name And took you by the hand and said Your place was ready in Heaven, far above . . . And you had to leave behind, all though you dearly loved You had so much to live for, you had so much to do . . . It still seemed impossible, that God was taking you. And though your life on earth is past, in Heaven it starts anew You'll live for all eternity, just as God has promised you. And though you've walked through Heaven's gate We are never far apart For each time that we think of you, You're right here, deep with-in our hearts. Happy Birthday Dad i love you with all my Heart never will forget y

So Sad
This is from this morning some loser left in my shout box Hope: loser ->Hope: post it all ->Hope: never said i was lol u mighty interested in this ugly guy lol like ur opinion counts ur probably a dumb slut i didnt want roffl Hope: why you think ur all that is beyond me, id rather my pussy rot off ->Hope: thats funny lol Hope: LOL..even a dude wouldnt want u ->Hope: since ur a guy that makes u a fag good luck asshunter ->Hope: ty lol . This is from shout box so read from bottom to top This person first comment was ur ugly and i responded ty lol. So since i got a few no name gifts last week saying the same thing that tells me that one of you ladies out there has a significant other thats a bit jealous so please if you have one of those (problems) get em in line. I wont tolerate dumbshit but i will leave tyhe comments cause haters make me famous and today im feeling like a star so Fuck ALL Y'ALL HATERS. iTS FUN AND GAMES TILL YA GIRL GETS THE SAVAGE and your lef

Blog Change
When I started this site on Lost Cherry my life was not in the best place. I was seeking a world that didn't disappoint me and when I blogged it was either expressing my sadness over my loss or pointwhoring myself to the masses. The thought of that now makes me laugh. I titled the blog My News....Beware It's Sad Sometimes, and when I was a popular kid it made top 10. My life has changed a lot since then and while I still morn my loss, the smiles are much greater these days. My fiance tells me I sound like I'm blogging all the time even in conversation. So now when I get distracted and go off on some tangent he says "Shiny Nickels" and I can concentrate again. Hence the blog name change. This is now a place for me to purge the distractions I come across instead of the sadness that filled my heart. I'm here to stay boys and girls! No more month long absences. Thanks for sticking by me all these years.

Ck2 Pitbulls
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We Are Leaving Lacrosse
Dear friends and family......... I am moving out of lacrosse to another state. Due to the fact that the friends we are lagving with do not want the location disclosed, I cannot disclose the location to you. I will try my best to keep in touch with everyone. All I can say is we have tryed to get jobs here and nothing has worked. So we arew moving to another state, and hoping for the best. Plus all the drama-maker and dramaqueens and dramakings here in lacrosse are better left behind. The drama here gets old. So Hal and I are hoping for the best. The people we are leaivn with are like family to us, so we trust them alot. I will miss you all, And I love you all very much. ****(((To FRIENDS; I am only sending this letter to people I consider real friends, and no one else. So if you know someone I talk to that didnt get this letter, i either forgot (and if there is anyone close to me I forgot, I am terribly sorry.) Other than that, if you didnt get one, you probably know why.)))**** I

Ayup
Ever gone out with a football player? uh no.... Last person to make you smile? troy Who were you with at 12:00 last night? troy If you're sleeping and someone calls you what do you say? ehhh ello? Ever receive a really long apology? yes, filled with excuses and guilt trips and everything but an apology Feel like talking to someone that you haven't in a while? yes Who did you hug last? troy's gramma Whats your relationship with this person? um my new gramma Whats a food that you and your best friend both love? we used to chow down on some loaded fries yo!!!! *sighs* i miss my tyra Are you mad at the last person who called you? Who was it? no like her alot actually... she saved me 500$ on my car insurance lmmfao Afraid to answer sexual questions? nope.... phew.... see that wasnt hard. Expecting something to change in the next month? Yes my car will be current and i will be older.... *gasp* i will be older :( ok ppl i wa

Corsets. :(
I don't pretend to know her any better than anyone else. Truth be told we really only started talking a few months ago. In that time i grew to like and respect her. I don't like sharing my feelings, and there are many blogs out there about her. I just want to explain my default. It's how i deal with things. I make pictures. Makes me feel better. So you can say i'm an attention whore, or whatever. It's my expression of how i feel. Whitney, i'll miss you. My prayers go out to your family. :(

A Mess
I have sat around all night staring at the wall. I have talked to a few people, but still in a funk. As i said before, i know MANY people know and luv Whitney more than me, but this actually hit me really hard. I still sit here in a daze. Is anyone else? Why has this effected me so hard? Why can someone i started chatting with a few months ago, someone i have never met leave this emotion on me? I hate that this happened. I hate that someone so nice is taken so early? So i am writing this, something that i hate to do. I hate that you all know i'm hurting. But i want to know why? I went to Whitney's page when i heard, and there i was buying her drinks in her gift box. How stupid do i feel? I was flirting with her just yesterday, (ya i flirt) And she is gone. A few friends of mine were told a few months ago that another friend had died, then a while ago we found her on MYspace. So i told myself i'd never feel like this again. But here i am. Listen, i'm not looking for for hugs, atten

Birthday Blog Posted By Ctgirl Thanks Girlie!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! SWT CHRRY PIE Please stop by Fan, Add and Rate my beautiful friend!!! Its her BIRTHDAY and she deserves lots of love Fubar!!! PIMPOUT BY Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNED BY Just a Guy in Jersey and Marine Co-Owner Playground@ fubar Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Average Iq And Elections -
average IQ of states - and election results last year http://chrisevans3d.com/files/iq.htm and heres a collection of interesting maps on the same idea http://www.thesodajerks.com/jerks/2004map.html and heres yet another one that claims they are 'more accurate' - based on SAT and ACT scores http://sq.4mg.com/IQpolitics.htm theres a lot of claims that the first one is a hoax.. although even the articles supposedly 'debunking' the iq connection.. end up showing similar results. how about we just use common sense though - the red states have an infamously poor educational system.. and anyone who's been 'down south' knows the truth - I was in first grade in michigan - we were just starting easy division and multiplication - i moved to arkansas for a year - we went back to simple addition. if you cant believe the data - just go with what you know. yeehaw yall.

The Raven
It was the raven who created the waters and the salmon, which came to sacrifice themselves to the people. The raven fashioned every creature that walks or flies. It was the raven who helped the worthy, but loved to trick the unsuspecting; and as full of mischief as he was wonderful, who made this world the way it is. Raven is the messenger of magic from the great void where all knowledge waits for us. His powerful medicine can give us the courage to enter the darkness of this void, called Great Mystery. He is also the symbol of changes in consciousness, of levels of awareness and of perception.

Ride The Lightning!
***RIDE THE LIGHTNING*** So, last night Alan and I went to the Metallica concert. They kicked off their tour with their very first show here in Phoenix, Arizona! WOOT! PebblesinAZ...Read and Do My Blogs! XOXO@ fubar and Brassman@ fubar It was Amazing...of course! So, let's keep this train going and ROCK ON! Rate the 25 pictures in the following album and be sure you have Alan and I Fanned, Rated and on Your Friends List and I will get you added to the train. (Alan is at work so it will take him time to catch up! No whining. lol) Everyone that gets added to the train must FAN, ADD and RATE the people before them. Just use "Ride the Lightning" or "Metallica Rocks" as your Friend Request. Private Message Me here:

Omg Fast Everyone Fast Not Much Time
WE DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME I'VE BEEN IN BED ALL DAY WITH ONE OF MY LOVERS AND THIS CONTEST STARTED AND I DIDN'T KNOW.. THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU HAVE TO MANY LOVERS. ITS HARD TO STAY ON TOP (OK WELL NOT THAT HARD REALLY) BUT YA HARD TO STAY ON TOP OF MY FUBAR LIFE.. HE NEEDS RATES.. THIS ISN'T HIS CONTEST THIS IS MY CONTEST.. HE WINS I WIN SO GUYS RATE THIS PIC WITH ALL YOU HAVE. OMG FOR REAL HURRY I'M ABOUT TO DIE HERE WE ARE BEHIND.. (YES SOMETIMES BEHIND IS GOOD) JUST NOT NOW AND HERE WITH THIS CONTEST.. SO GET ALL YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND PLZ RATE RATE RATE.. HURRY SUPER PLZ JUST RATE.. THIS ONE PIC

Funny As Hell
A Drunk > A drunk walks out of a bar with a key in his hand and he is stumbling > back and forth. > > A cop on the beat sees him and approaches, > 'Can I help you Sir?' > > 'Yessh! Ssssomebody ssstole my carrr', the man replies. > > The cop asks, 'Where was your car the last time you saw it?' > > 'It wasss on the end of thisshh key', the man replies. > > About that time the cop looks down and sees the man's wiener hanging > out of his fly for all the world to see. > > He asks the man, 'Sir are you aware that you are exposing yourself?' > > Momentarily confused, the drunk looks down at his crotch and without >

Answer Me This
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

* In Memory Of Dimebag Darrell Abbott* Rip Brother*
The biggest loss in the heavy metal scene, todays been 4 years since our brother died, but there's not a day that goes by in our lives when hes not missed. RIP Dimebag Darrell Abbott August 20,1966-December 8,2004

Adam Walsh Murder Solved??
Florida police say Adam Walsh murder solved Buzz Up Send Email IM Share Digg Facebook Newsvine del.icio.us Reddit StumbleUpon Technorati Yahoo! Bookmarks Print By Jim Loney Jim Loney – Tue Dec 16, 7:36 pm ET Play Video CBS4 Miami – Family Gets Closure In Adam Walsh Case Play Video Video: Police say Fla. boy's 1981 murder is solved AP Play Video Video: Closure in 27-Year-Old Cold Case ABC News Reuters – Adam Walsh in an undated photo. The 6-year-old son of television crime show host John Walsh was kidnapped … MIAMI (Reuters) – Adam Walsh, the 6-year-old son of television crime show host John Walsh, was kidnapped and killed 27 years ago by a drifter who later died in jail, police in Florida said on Tuesday in closing the books on one of America's best-known unsolved crimes. The gap-toothed boy, famously pictured holding a baseball bat and wearing a red cap, went missing from the toy department of a mall in Hollywood, Florida, in July 1981. His head was found in a cana

A Mad Man
i am so full of hate and anger...and have no way to release it from with in....this beast that lives in me i feel it every day. it claws at me just preying i let it out...i win the fight most days...but what happens when i dont win the fight... who will i become??? i have worked so hard to keep this at bay but it comes up out of no where and i almost in brace it...if thats how i feel all the time and i push it aside....is that not me...not being me???? or am i being me by fighting the monster? i dont like who i am right now how much would i like myself if i became what i fear?

Just Writing
Serenity We are not strangers if we meet We come around our selves to greet Time is for us a world apart Easy to make a work of art Experience is now to come The call for me to feel at home At home with me just who I am For this I really give a damn Let us now begin to live A life, not fake, but to give The emotions that are not to cap To relax now and take a nap To see the world through open eyes The eagle soars through sunlit skies No clouds to hinder on his way The darkest night turns to day The future now we do behold A safe harbor out of the cold To acknowledge now a world without Darkness that causes us to pout WORDS A poet I will always be To tell of thoughts of you and me To say just what is on my mind Lusty now; and then be kind To cause excitement with a word To fly; oh my! Free as a bird Think of me when you’re alone To sink in lust just like a stone Hunger for the physical side To be filled up without my pride Help me reach

There Are So Many...
So many people asked how my husband is doing I am going to make sure that everyone knows here. He is doing great. His speech is progressing nicely his balance is getting better in fact he went for walk yesterday and walked nearly a mile. I bet he will beat that record today and walk a bit further. He goes back to speech therapy next week after two weeks while his speech therapist went on a two week vacation on some wild island getaway somewhere while we froze up here in the Pacific northwest. It was 39 days ago that he had his brain stem stroke and we are very lucky that he is even alive.

Birthday Trains - Sign Up Now To Ride
In the next few weeks, 4 of the most wonderful men on fubar will be having birthdays... In their honor, I will be running trains in hopes of helping them get closer to leveling... Sign up now for any or all of them... Just leave me a blog comment to sign up. I have my comments set for approval by owner so I don't miss my profile comments... So, just because you don't see your comment immediately, doesn't mean it isn't there... Private message me if you like... Jan 6 - Johnny Riggs, my best friend and owner (2.8 million points to Disciple) He will be hosting a Happy Hour on January 6 @ 6pm Fu-Time... Auto 11s will run all day as well... Come spank him hard... Jan 9 - Syrano, my R/L hubby NO TRAIN... He made Fu-Pimp... And wants to stay there for a while... But stop by and wish him a happy birthday if you like... Jan 13 - GnbRebel - a very dear friend (3.8 million points to Disciple) He will be running an Auto 11!!! Jan. 15 - Willie - a good

Dammit!
Do you have any pets? I sure do. What color shirt are you wearing? I'm not wearing one. I'm in a towel. Name three things that are physically close to you: Lighter, soda, crackers. What is the last book you read? I'm currently reading the last Twilight book, Breaking Dawn. Are you or were you a good student? When I applied myself I was. What's your favorite sport? To play? Softball or baseball To watch? Nascar Do you enjoy sleeping late? I love sleeping. It makes sad times go faster. What's the weather like right now? It's fucking freezing! Who tells the best jokes? Idk. What was the last thing you dreamed about? I'm not sure. It was weird and my ex's were in it. Yeah, weird. Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Not legally and no. Do you believe in karma? Kinda. Do you believe in luck? Not really Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up? Depends on my mood. I really like poached but I

My Personal Poems That I Have Hand Written Myself So You Tell Me What You Think Please Comment!!!!part2...
PLEASE DON'T COPY MY POEM IT TOOK WHILE TO COME WITH AND TOOK TIME TO WRITE THIS AND EVERYTHING PLEASE DON'T COPY...FEEL FREE READ IT AND MAKE COMMENTS ON IT THANKS...... THIS POEM CALLED..... ONE WISH WRITTEN BY NEW ORLEANS GIRL IF I COULD HAVE JUST ONE WISH I WOULD WISH TO WAKE UP EVERYDAY TO SOUND OF YOUR BREATH ON MY NECK. THE WARMTH OF YOURS LIPS ON MY CHECK THE TOUCH OF YOUR FINGERS ON MY SKIN AND THE FEEL OF YOUR HEART BEATING WITH MINE...................KNOWING THAT I COULD NEVER FIND THAT FEELING WITH ANYONE OTHER THEN YOU........ WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THIS????LEAVE COMMENTS PLEASE..... THANKS NEW ORLEANS GIRL...

My Rules
I have some rules that govern my life. By doing so I have become a much happier person. 1. I don't do drama... if you are a drama queen, and feel you need to always be the center of everything... then I don't need ya. 2. I'm NO ONES savior... if you are looking to be rescued or saved from your current situation... look some where else.... Look to Jesus... I hear he did a good job of being a savior... 3. I don't do guilt trips... my mother was a pro, and I just don't fall for them any longer... 4. I don't surround myself with negitive people... they drain you, emotionally, financially, and physically.... 5. I don't lie, and I don't take it kindly when people lie to me... I have been known to kick people to the curb for lies... these are my rules... they may seem harsh... but hey... that's life....

Show Her Some Love
This is an awesome lady and a great friend of mine, she is trying to level before her anniversary date on the 26th of Feb. Help her out if you can please. LOVE ME HARD & LEVEL UP!! ♥NJExoticDiva77 ♥ 100% Jersey Girl ♥ Pyrette of Pirates ♥ (repost of original by ' ♥NJExoticDiva77 ♥ 100% Jersey Girl ♥ Pyrette of Pirates ♥' on '2009-02-03 21:38:27')

A Brazilian
A blonde is watching the news with her husband when the newscaster says, "Two Brazilian men die in a skydiving accident". The blonde starts crying to her husband, sobbing "That's horrible!!! So many men dying that way"! Confused, he says, "Yes dear, it is sad, but they were skydiving, and there is always that risk involved". After a few minutes, the blonde, still sobbing, says,--- "How many is a Brazilian?"

10 Random Things
Here's 10 random things you may not have known about me. only thing is once you read it you must make a list. 1) 1)I spend way too much time here! 2)I love the color pink! 3)I smoke marlboro's! 4)I only drink mountain dew or ice coffee! 5)I raced motocross! 6)I won a championship my first year! 7)My favorite dog is American bulldog! 8)So many people have asked me questions on how to do stuff on Fubar,I checked my page to see if the was a ask me comment some wheres! 9)I'd rather live on a shack on a beach then a mansion in the hill!! 10)I'm addicted to Bling packs!

1 Month 2 Go
Well i have not been online for awhile since i been really tired and just dont want to do anything right now the doc. cut my hours down to 35 a week but i dont know if that is going to help and i have a name for the new baby boy so i dont have to worry abt that woohoo but i will keep everyone up todate i hope everyone is doing good and i miss you all

Fuck Israel
I said it. Fuck them. Cocksuckers bomb the shit out of Gaza as dumbshit Bush is leaving office, then dumbshit US Democrats are offering $900M to rebuild it. Let the fucking Israelis rebuild the shit. I didn't see any of those mother fuckers rebuilding LA after the ghetto rats burned it down. We now give over $3B annually to these assholes. How about we "only" give $2.1B this year and use the other $900M for the rebuilding? Or better yet, how about if we don't rebuild Gaza at all and stop giving them any fucking money? Last I checked, Johnny still can't read in the Appalachian Mountains. I'm sure we could use a few goddam schools or libraries. Or shit, just give the money to the US citizens. Way better than giving it to other people that can support themselves.And fuck Israel for building that huge wall. Yes, it is a fucking wall, not a fence. You can see through a fence. Remember when you used to visit your dad in prison; you could see through the chain link fence? Israel built a wall

Im Sorry. I Love You.
Its cold here in the city It always seems that way And Ive been thinking about you almost everyday Thinking about the good times Thinking about the rain Thinking about how bad it feels alone again Im sorry for the way things are in china Im sorry things aint what they used to be But more than anything else Im sorry for myself cause youre not here with me Our friends ask all about you I say youre doing fine And I expect to hear from you almost anytime But they all know Im crying I cant sleep at night They all know Im dying down deep inside Im sorry fro all the lies I told you Im sorry for the things I didnt say But more than anything else Im sorry for myself I cant believe you went away Im sorry if I took some things for granted Im sorry for the chains I put on you But more than anything else Im sorry for myself For living without you

I Love My Online Friends !!!
I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become kinder to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging. Whose business is it if I choose to read or play on the computer until 4:00am and sleep until noon? I will dance with myself to those wonderful tunes of the '60s & 70's, and if I wish to weep over a lost love. . . .I will. I will walk the beach in a swim suit that is stretched over a bulging body, and will dive into the waves with abandon if I choose to, despite the pitying glances from the younger set

Has This Ever Happened To You
i would really like to make henchman today i have lil over 66k to go i will return all love and even if ya dont help thanks for reading this ~Brownbedroomeyes~*Fu-wifey to Hollywood***OWNED BY GBEAVERhttp://b.pcb3.fubar.com/43/26/1656234/tn_2602889587.jpg">@ fubar

Mother's Day
well it's mother's day here and i am having a really hard time dealing with it. In August my youngest daughter Keira was drown by my sister and I had to bury her. I am spending my mother's day visiting my baby's headstone and wishing she was here to hug and kiss. I miss you baby girl. I think of you 24/7. HERES THE BAD PART MY SISTER GOT 15 MONTHS IN PRISON FOR IT....THAT'S JUSTICE FOR MY LITTLE GIRL. FUCK THE SYSTEM SO IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE SOME NICE COMMENTS OR ANYTHING FOR ME FOR MOTHER'S DAY I KNOW IT MIGHT HELP MY MORE THE BROKEN HEART!

The Right Doctor!
Q: Doctor, I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true?A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that means t

Definition Of A Love Story
Some would say the definition of a love story is a story dealing with love but let me tell you my definition of a love story. My love story begins on Feburaury 18th, 2009, let me take you back to that day and explain how I turned into the most happiest woman on the planet. Back then I really wasn't searching for a partner or anyone in particular I was just surfin Fubar as I normally do on a regular basis. I got a little sidetracked by the Secret Admire game and decided to give it a try and just started clicking randomly yes on pretty much all the guys I came across hoping I would find one that would click on me too. That's excactly what happened to this one particular guy on here he clicked my picture it was then that we had made our first connection with each other. Do you know what its like to feel love at first site? Neither do I because I don't believe in love at first site. Me and Tim started talking off and on and became really good friends in the upcoming weeks followin

I Remember
I RememberI remember a time that was about innocentsa time when you could go to the movies for thirty-five centsI remember food brought by girls on roller skates and carrying traysyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember playing cowboys and Indiansthe good guy wore a white hat, and the good guy would always winI remember cutting grass for the little money it paysyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember riding my bike down a hilland how much fun it was, even if I had a spillI remember kicking the butt of a bully on the preyyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember Howdy Doodyand of course John Wayne moviesI remember rock and roll and how we thought it would always stayyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember grease to slick back your hairand Elvis shaking his hips everywhereI remember when sock hops were the phaseyeah, them were the good ole daysI remember when it was twenty-nine cents for a gallon of gasand a student had to learn to be able to passI remember when athletes pl

Depression
One of the reasons I have fizzled out is that I'm battling some pretty bad depression, due to a variety of personal things. I could come on here, and be bitter in the Mumm's, and give rates that mean absolutely nothing because you can only get real points by spending money, but I don't see the point in pretending to be social, when all I really want to do is crawl in a hole and die. I won't be seeing a Dr, It won't get batter any time soon, so don't expect anything earthshattering from me in the near future. Thank you for those who stop by, it is a ray of light in an otherwise dreary existance. 13

Away
Into the valley of the darkness is where my mind shall wander, beneath the rocks of sorrow I shall sit. Take into the counts of life and of hate and wonder how both can be granted into the human soul. Holding forth the knife of reason and wonder and ponder as to what this life has indeed become. Breathing in the soiled air and taking the poison into the depth of my thoughts. Shall I let it take over my body? I ask myself this question most frequently. It is as to my thoughts alone I shall answer it. It was never to long ago, I tell my self aloud, for it just seems as yesterday. I sat there and let you abuse the only sanity I had in my very mind. I let you into my mind and you forced into my soul. I never did forget the pain that you pushed upon me, yet I wanted to feel the wrath within me let free. Could it been that your evilness was passed into me? Could it be that I was looking into the eyes of the devil himself? I never would know that true answer, but I knew I couldn’t be wr

Strike A Match
The world is supposed to be full of possibilities, but they narrow down to pretty few in most personal experience. There’s lots of good fish in the sea . . . maybe . . . but the vast masses seem to be mackerel or herring, and if you’re not mackerel or herring yourself, you are likely to find very few good fish in the sea. So said Lady Chatterley, on her quest for a suitable lover. The search for good fish is even more complicated, I think, when one lives so many miles from the sea. There have been times here when I’ve lain in bed, stared up at the stars, or watched a storm, in awe, blinking as the sky lights up, feeling the rumble of thunder in my bones. In these times, I’ve felt not loneliness, but a desire to share this with someone. This place, this space, is too lovely, too wonderful, to keep to oneself. Then the feeling passes, and I revel in solitude, tuck myself under the covers, slip into dreams of fresh produce, bright egg yolks. Weeks ago,

Getting On Track
I mean if all that has happened within the last year isn't enough to motivate me I don't know what is. I can't really even say it's been a roller coaster because even those have peaks and valleys ..I've been free falling. I've taken responsibility for my actions and know they've played a large role in everything that's happened ..everything can't always be pinned on me but nonetheless I've had ample opportunity to mend things. I've been knocked down plenty of times I've had to work my way from the bottom ..but now ...now I just can't seem to find the right motivation ..I know I can't things rolling because of someone else I need to do it for me but my heart is just not in it. A typical day for me is fruitless and I'm truly sick and tired of it. It bothers me I guess you can say because I've seen my potential or glimpses of it anyway and know I can be doing a lot better. I'm 22 I'm young I know ..but that's no excuse . I know better . I have this tendencey however to overw

Up For Aution Anyone Want Me For A Month
OK everyone the auction is open sorry about last blog link that didnt work figured this out finally... Adding more offers depending on bids... So check cant bid just rate pic fr me thank you

Adieu, Ma Bella...
I am lost. Desperate. Desolate. I've lost myself. I've lost the grasp of all that I have ever known and loved. Am I close? Is the cease beckoning? Or do I fear what I embrace in its entirety. My angels. My darling angels. My Laina. My Whitney. My Chonni. My Hollie. What is to become of my husband? Devoid of my love and devotion, will he falter in his resolve or as Romeo and Juliet join me in the unknown? I fear I am losing touch with myself. Reality is a lie. I burn with hatred of a thousand suns and not one of would offer a hand or a listening ear. I dying to stay afloat. I am dying. Yet, if I am gone... will I be missed? I want a future. I want my daughter. I want my Jaydienne Jo to know and to love her mother. I want to know my child, my beautiful daughter that my husband and I will have created to join Laina. I want Lianna to know that I loved her more than anything on this earth. Nothing is more precious than her glo

A New One....thanks C
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Crystal tagged me 1. I live in a trailer home 2. I can cook a little 3. I do miss home(NYC).......i hate winter which is why i moved south 4. I hope Barack Obama proves everyone wrong and becomes the greatest President we've had in decades 5. I love nice watches(owns 6 at the moment) 6. I have an innate terrifying fear of rejection 7. I have a hard time trusting men 8. Misses my gramma (she died May 3rd) 9. I LOVE sex(as if most of you didnt know that) 10. I listen to old country music (pre 1980) dont know who to tag...so feel free to do one f you choose

I Am Back!!!
Hey all I am back and missed you all lots my life has changed alot!!! I am happier then I ever have been in a long time, I now have my Granson w/me and am taking care of him full time!!! So I will be on and off for now just to let you all know all is well and I am doing great hugz, Cindy.

Tomorrow
Is Dec 8th/2009. Is Tuesday. Is post to snow. IS the day I get to stand up to a monster and punish him for all the days he had me scared,made me think less of myself,made me think I was a horrible mother and a worthless human being altogther,for abusing me both mentally and physically.ALso for stealing my car. Is a day I have been excited for but yet dreaded for the past year an a half. Is the begining of (well hopfully) non restless sleeps. Is the first day of the rest of my life. I thank all the ones that for the past year(or well over...like Robyn) that has been my sholder,my rock and inspiration to not fold under pressure thru out this whole ordeal. I feel like I will be breaking my oldest heart..because no matter what has happend between his father and I(he was never much of a anything to my youngest son) he has always looked up to him and I know will miss him greatly. I just pray he will grow to understand. I feel like throwing up just writing this out. whatever.

Did It Work This Time?
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Close your eyes everything will be ok. Look into your heart and see that you’re everything that you care about and love is more valuable to you then you may realize. Keep in mind that you already have them and won them over there is turning back now. Stop! Feel your heart burns with desire and wants to bond with another heart don’t let it get away now you know you can do it. Wait! And feel your heart s become one as you hold each other close and tell each other you love one another. Kiss already you know you want to do it don’t hesitate. Wrap your arms around each other pull closer don’t fear not to let go when you must know in your heart you bond is complete and never going away. Step back take a breath know what you feel and love more than life, more than the world, and more than anything. Don’t let me go! Hold me tight never let me have the fear of loneliness again. You are now my beating heart lock yourself in my chest and throw away the key I’m

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Not Looking For Pitty
I was born in 1966 in Dallas, Texas. From the start I was abuse by my father for about 7 years til I moved to Maine with my mother. In between grades 4-6 I was raped 3 times by guys. From 7-12 I was picked on for the most part of it. I really didnt have friends or even a close friend. After a year of messing around with a dead end job I joined the army. I did 7 1/2 years total. In 1990 I got married and have 2 wonderful boys. I was married for about 10 years she wasnt so I gave up after trying to make it workout. All me ex's cheated on me. With all the stuff I went through and my mother being sick I have been stressed and depressed for many years, I dare not say how many cause its too much. I have always been kicked down in life ALWAYS. That doesnt seen to change. If theres anything esle you like to know just ask me please. I'm very honest and open, I'm not affraid to answer any question weather big or small, unpersonal or personal. Thank You for taking the time to read this blog.

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Some time ago , I had one of the worst 1st dates that I could ever remember. I worked with this lady , and we always talked at work ,so I ask her to go out to dinner with me one night...Well that night arrived ,and I drove over to her house to pick her up ,walked up to the front door ,and escorted her back to my car ,opend and closed the car door for her . We got to my favorite Italian restuarant ,and once again I opend and closed the car door for her ,then the door to the restuarant ,and were seated at my favorite table .The waitor come over and presented us with a wine menu as well as the dinner menu .I already knew what I was having on both ...my date looked over the menu and was having problems deciding on what to hav...so she ask me to just order what I was having. At this point the waitor returned to our table with the dozen longstem roses in which I had gotten earlier and had dropped them off there before going and getting her .While he was giving the roses to her I orderd dinn

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Why I Suck At Email...ect...
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First of all the font is Georgia on account of Witty's relo. A tale of two kitties I have two relatively new additions to my menagerie, both cats. We got Beezy, who is completely grey in the fall 0f '09. It is scary how fast time flies. Out walking Leo, the dingo dog, there was a bird chirping in the neighbor's hedges along side of their house. There was much discussion and some animated words on my part that of course it was a bird making that noise. My girlfriend was just as adamant, albeit wrongly, that is was a kitten making the noise. Somehow on the way over to investigate the bird flew off unseen and completely coincidentally there was a kitten in the brush. Beezy was a right around 2 weeks old. She had been abandoned by her mother and despite not really being able to walk she crawled out from under the hedge, which was more like a briar. It is amazing how instinctual the drive is among animals to imitate the adults. My adult cats all prefer to drink out of t

" Someone To Be Found "
It seemed like everytime that I turned to find a friend noone was there to be found. I was lost & deserted from all around until one day it suprised me and there I met you... The next thing I realized was my life began to get brigther as I noticed our friendship grew that much tighter, now I'm glad that our friendship is very close as close as possibly can be... I'm glad that I found you and that you accepted me and I pray that we'll stay friends for "ETERNITY"

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Trudging
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It's Been 2 Years!
Hey peoples! so it's definitely been awhile.. as in 2 years.. so I decided to check back here both to see what's going on with the site, who's still here and to shake my head at all of the old photos and blogs i've posted.. Anyways.. 2009 was quite possibly the worst year of my life. My grandfather passed away in January, his funeral was the day before my birthday (which I didn't end up celebrating.) my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer and it was nothing short of horrible and heartbreaking to watch her go through it ( I shaved my head when she was going through chemo so she wouldn't be the only one without hair in the family) but i'm happy to say she is doing fantastic now and is 100% cancer free. A week after she was diagnosed someone broke into our house and robbed us, took a lot of my mom's jewelery ( a lot of it sentimental ) they were never caught, i got laid off from my job, and my girlfriend stopped talking to me out of the blue of and on for about 3 months because she c

Untitled
She felt it rush past herHours past by like minutesMonths seemed nothing more then days appartBefore she knew it the season would be overWhy can't it ever stay steadySo many times has it just crawled byDay after day in bored repititionOnly to turn and hit her like a ton of bricksSuddenly theres not enough of itWhere there was a surplus beforeLay now a dry wellShe needs it like a drugCant survive without moreIts a futile battleEven if she got moreEven with all the time in the worldShe coudl never acomplish all that had to be doneThere was so muchToo much for one lifetime.

[had A Character Idea]
So, having watched a lot of star trek I think that every ensemble should have a "super man". ... No not the man of steel kind of super man just... a non-norm. Anyway, I started blanking out from sleep deprivation and something kinda crept into my head. Plant sentient. I've only bumped into a few (dozen) stories where this has been done, but I think I can put a little spice into it make it a tad more interesting than your metalman, your rockman, your super-sense elves or demigod demidemons I think the first thought that comes to mind are the Ents from LoTR, Spar from Breath of Fire II, and Phyl from the "Aliens ate my homework" series. I think I gave myself some novel challenges though things like sensory organs, means of transportation and communication, advantages, disadvantages, season changes, etc. Phyl actually burped to communicate, and if I remember right there was something horrifying about his face under the petals. And I think he was potted. So... even

The Dream !!!
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Write It Down
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On The Other Side
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Sword
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Episode 2
CUZ WE LYKE 2 PARTY! Life can be so crazy at times but that's what makes it worth liviing all the unexpected twists and turns :). So it was another busy day at work and what was about to happen i was soooo not ready for. It was my first room of the day and that sucker was TRASHED! Someone had a party in this room.... A party i wasn't ready for!!!!! When I walked into this room it stunk to high heaven like alcohol and ass! I was totally disgusted. There was enough beer bottles on the floor to swim in! So i grab a bag and start throwing stuff in (yes my hands are gloved I DONT PLAY). As i make my way deeper in the room i start to notice how much PORN was on the floor. Asian Tranny's 3, Asian D*** girls 2, Anal Asian Fantasies, and many more. I think to myself.... wow good luck with that. I finish picking up the floor and go to the bathroom. OMG you don't wanna know how gross that was and i don't want to remember it either. so i finish the bathroom completely disgusted and go to the

Just Say It!!
I feel like there needs to be some sort of rant venue for today. Not sure why. Could be the Aliens that visited me last night, I don't know. SO.....SAY IT! YOU KNOW YOU WANNA!! Anything at all damnit!! Examples: You are ugly! Why do the same fucking hoars scroll up top all the time! KMA! drill abandoned us and he is ghey! I miss Witty and Mrs B! I'll give you $5 for a bad hand job. Hey Yankess....FUCK YOU! HAHAHAHAHA

Close The Curtain
How can you not care about anythingHow can you live with no hope for anythingWhy should I careMental blurts trien to bareNo answer to the simple question "Why?"I have no heart so I can't cryDrink so much I become numb to the painNo worries about damage to my brainThe constant ache from hateStill think life is great?Feel trapped alone in a crowdJust want to scream out loudNo reason to be proudSo long things remain crappyMaybe i'm afraid to be happyLife was great till I started to fumbleSo I stay in my bubble and just mumbleEverything is blurred into motionWith no real positive emotionMore sorrow is the only thing certainI just want to close the curtain

Just Trash It
Throw it very, very far away, listen closely to what I am trying to say. Its not that hard, not that hard all to keep the last card. If you don't want to live your whole life, in terror and agony and strife. Throw it baby, crumble and burn, when will you ever learn?? To never ever stop, wanting to live with a little hop. Peace has always been alive, it just needs to be wanted, to strive. Throw it into nothingness, start seeing the damn mess. To have felt love being made, you know what can't fade. Out of nothing at all, love was created and yet, its all willing not to leave, if you just wake up and believe. Just trash it, any idea that the answer is war, one may be closing but there is always an open door. Just trash it, because its not the reason, to refuse this peaceful yet twinkling season.

Shattered Dreams
I watch you from afar I see a broke heart with no where to go Your eyes swollen from when you cry I know you wish to die He broke your cheekbone This I know He dislocated your shoulder Is this how you want to go? Is your life worth so little you need to be broke Let me tell you your beauty stands apart I look past the betrayal of his love I know god is watching from above Walk out and come with me I will take you down that dreamy path of freedom Your path will be painted with greens and blues You will know I was sent from heaven to save you Hold my hand and let me hold you up These broken bones he has given you is all that he has left Your time is now Your beauty will shine through Trust in me I will show you The love of a woman is not skin deep Their passion burns for those they meet I can show you the life of a queen He will never touch you while you believe in me Shattered dreams is what you thought you only knew Time has come to stop the abuse Turn you

The Cliff
I walk close to the cliff I can see the world crumbling I can take you to the edge The knife of passion at my side I walked among the angels as they watched The suicide bomber crumble lives The mom getting an abortion and killing her own The husband punching his sweet beautiful wife in the face Nice try she was more beautiful ace The bums on skid row scabs on their faces and begging for a dime The young kids smoking crack and blowing his own heart The time it took to blow these families apart Sad to say there is love in the world The dad seeing his first born The mom in agony delivering that born The teenager getting just one A The beautiful bride on her wedding day The man coming home from war is more than he thought would happen The child riding her first bicycle I sit on this cliff I know for just one man there was no "if" He spoke his mind He told you the truth With love and passion on his mind he made the right decision I live my life daily making a choice

~things~
"Things" There are many things in life that will catch your eye, Only a few can catch your heart; But once in every lifetime, someone comes along, Who will touch your heart and speak to your soul. They touch you so completely, that in one brief moment you realize, Everything you ever hoped and dreamed of, Is right there in front of you...no disguise. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to

Lonliness....
Should someone that loves with their whole heart be alone? Should someone who dedicates themselves huet always? Should you laugh at me because I want to love you? But in all reality she doesn't love you anymore.... And still you don't want me.... And you leave me still in complete lonliness....

Now seriously do men actually really believe that by giving girls a few compliemts that its gonna make us all wet and get naked.. I have been giggling at gettn the same messages over and over again sayn how hot i am so will i get on cam and make myself cum for them.. i mean really surely men dont believe a one compliment would work! and would you like to fuck me on cam is not a temptn pick up line.. lmao.. my vibrator gives better pick up lines!! herhehehe

Drinks
these are hot to mke the drinks that i'm sending out for the thirsty thursday!! or you can go to mixed-drinks.com Hot Buttered Rum 1 tsp brown sugar Boiling water . 1 tbsp butter 2 oz Dark Rum Pour sugar into cup & fill with boiling water. Add butter & rum. Stir & sprinkle nutmeg over the top Bouncy Bear 1 ½ oz Bourbon ¾ oz Orange Curacao 1 tbsp Grenadine Juice of ½ Lime 1 cup ice Shake with ice & strain into cocktail glass. Top with orange slice Red Hot Lovin’ ½ oz Bourbon ½ oz Amaretto ½ oz Southern Comfort ¼ oz Sloe Gin 1 splash Triple Sec 1 splash Orange Juice 1 splash Pineapple Juice ½ cup ice Pour all ingredients over ice into a hurricane glass & stir. Top with orange slice Nightmare 1 ½ oz Gin . ½ oz Madeira ½ oz Cherry flavored Brandy 1 tsp Orange Juice Ice Shake with ice & strain into glass Gorilla Milk 1 oz Light Rum . ½ oz coffee Liqueur ½ oz Irish Cream Liqueur ½ oz Crème de Banana 1 oz Lig

Hayabusa V/s Mitsubishi Evolution 10
Dear Blog, Ok, here goes today a buddy of mine from the Office came back form the holidays. So, he called me nearly @ 6:30pm. Guess what, tonite was the unique night which i never think off, my buddy Ahad challanged me in a race. But that race was not of cars with cars or bikes with bikes but it was Car v/s Bike. My buddy recently modified his Evolution 10 so he placed a bet. I have faced swere accidents in the past coz of my race things on heavybike. But this time i accpeted his challange so we go to some lonely place where is not much traffic. I was on my Hayabusa, i was bit afraid but after thinkin for sometime i finally decide that i will do it, coz i like to face the dangerous situations. The race is on, v were almost on equal speed but there was a weird turn on the end of the road he easily pinned the car but the i wasn't able to turn it in speed so i slowed down my bike, and when

Now This Bitch Has Nerve
I saw a bulletin today that read: "ITS TIME WE A MEMBERS OF THIS SITE STOP PLAYING LIKE WE ARE STILL LITTLE KIDS.JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE DOES NOT GET THIER WAY THEY START BASHING SOMEONE CALLING PEOPLE FAKE ETC WITHOUT PROOF.WE ARE ALL HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND HAVE A GOOD TIME.SO THE NO.1 RULE SHOULD BE IF YOU CAN NOT SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT SOMEONE DON"T SAY NOTHING AT ALL.AND WHEN YOU SEE A POST FLYING ACROSS CHERRY TAP SEEING SOMEONE BASHING SOMEONE ELSE CALLING THEM NAMES-FAKE ETC START LOOKING AT THE VERY "BOTTOM"OF THE POST THE ORGINAL POSTER IS ALWAYS THE LAST ONE ON THE BOTTOM.GO TO THIS PERSONS PAGE PUT THEM ON BLOCK SO YOU DO NOT HAVE TO LISTEN TO THIER BAD MOUTHING.I HAVE SPOKEN MY PIECE FOR TODAY SO USE WHAT GOD GAVE YOU"YOUR BRAIN"" On it's face..that's awesome, I agree with the sentiments 100% however...ohhh yes, there is always a however...before I go with my however...lol, my disclaimer: Yes, I am a bouncer, I do my best to represent that position but I'm also

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!!!
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Smartass Bf
so today, my smartass bf, sends me a text message and says (on the phone) u'r gonna kill me for this... text message said: "ScientistS believe that 98% of women will at some point in their lives contain intelligent dna, unfortunately 90% of them will spill it out" MY REPLY: "scientist believe that 98% of men will at some point in their live have intelligent dna, unfortunately, 90% of them would rather be single.. lol i'm wondering who won..

You Know You Want In!!!
THIS ONE IS GOING TO BE CALLED MY BLAST AND BLING CONTEST!! I AM ONLY LOOKING FOR SERIOUS COMPETITORS FOR THIS, SO IF YOU DONT THINK YOU CAN WIN THIS THEN IT IS NOT FOR YOU!!! ANYONE IS WELCOME TO JOIN AND THERE WILL BE NO RULES, JUST RESPECT FOR THE OTHER CONTESTANTS IS ALL!! SO SELF COMMENTING IS GOING TO BE VERY WELCOMED IN THIS! THERE WILL ONLY BE ONE WINNER IN THIS CONTEST SO IT IS WINNER TAKES ALL!! I AM STARTING IT THIS FRIDAY AT 7EST TIME,BUT IF THERE ARE ENTRIES AFTER THE DEADLINE THEY WILL BE ACCEPTED KNOWING THEY WILL HAVE TO PLAY CATCH UP!! IT ILL LAST TILL THE FOLLOWING MONDAY AT 7EST TIME!! NOW FOR THE PRIZES:) YOU WILL NOT ONLY WIN A ONE WEEK BLAST BUT YOU WILL ALSO WIN YOUR CHOICE OF A VIC GIFT PACKAGE, OR A MENS BRACELET OR DIAMOND EARRINGS!! PLUS AS A EXTRA PERK ANYONE WHO GETS MORE THAN 9,000 COMMENTS WILL ALSO GET A MENS OR WOMENS RING! SO IF YOU HAVE EVER WANTED A BLAST AND SOME BLING THIS IS THE RIGHT CONTEST TO BE IN!! JUST LEAVE ME A MESS

Update
Well I swallowed every ounce of pride I had in me and told my friend lets forget it all and move on but, she still "needed time to think" I never thought for one second that I didn't want to be friends so I guess if she has to think about it then it really is over. My other friend and I mended fences and have moved on. For that I am happy but my heart is still heavy with hurt. I guess it is all a part of the life cycle and life's changes. With that being said it is time to repost one of my all time favorite poems. "A Reason A Season and A Lifetime"© by Brain A. "Drew" Chalker. People always come into you life for a reason, a season and a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. T

Yet Another Email I Received!
Below is an email I received adn the link to his page: "I wish I could be dat dress what u wearing. Its ssooooooooooooooo hot. can i suck ur samll cute boobs and suck ur pussy" dirtydinu@ CherryTAP C'mon on ya fucking douche bag!! I understand my profile pic may be a bit revealing! However, I show NO nude shots for a reason!! Don't get me wrong, if you choose to show that's fine! I just don't - so don't leave me fucking messages asking for more! Don't leave me messages telling me how you want to do things to me...fucking cunts! Can ya tell Im not in a good mood! Sheesh... Carry on now... ;)

Why???
Not really a rant, just a question that keeps coming to mind!! Usually daily, around here! Why, when my birthday is June 3rd, does my age change on an almost daily basis, back and forth, between 59 and 60 years of age!!! I AM 59 YEARS OF AGE!!!!BLOODY HELL!!!! Don't make me age any faster than I am. I won't be 60 until June; don't list me as 60, and don't tell me to turn my birthday back a little bit!!!! Someone in Support told me a while ago to turn my birthday back to something earlier! WTF!!!! So, to all those as confused as I am becoming, I AM 59 YEARS OF AGE UNTIL JUNE 3RD!!! Deal with it!!!!!

Sorry!
If you feel I have been ignoring you guys... I haven't! I have been "truely" busy... I am trying to make a place i nlife for my name. I want my name known. So therefore I have an invention that I hope will put my name in lights. It's for the "ADULT INDUSTRY". Because, well... if you know me, you know how I think! LMAO! Anyways, at the moment I am doing research to see if it exists. Good news is, I haven't found it yet! And soon, I will be building a prototype! Cross your fingers for me! I'm going to need the luck and the good fortune! After that I talk to a patent lawyer! And then! We'll have some fun! So continue to hit me up... at the very least say "HI"... I would really appreciate it! And once again, Sorry for being distant!

Love
in the turns of the earth, searching for the one, will she be true to me and love me as all. Will she be all the things, I hope for and be. I can love her true as the knight I am, defend her always. Love, the most elusive thing there is, as a traveler of the waves of Time and Space, I am in motion. Love,so special, and so peaciful. Love is the things of the fabric of the universe, binding and vast. and can she indure in my realm, and can I indure in hers. Time will always tell.

Kindness
Sometimes I feel as if my hands are tied. Others emotional states effect me when they constantly lash out at me. The Drama breaks my heart but sitting back taking the anger and abuse no longer is healthy for me. Kindness often gets confused for Weakness. I found myself talking to someone who is absolutely beautiful. He has been facing something way beyond my comprehension and funny...he let me just "blab" on the phone like a silly High School girl. I then realized after the conversation was over, that sweating the small shit is just a waste of energy, emotions and time for me. The courage and kindness of this person made me truley respect him as a beautiful human being.... Randomness of my thoughts, emotions and details of my life now have become not as important to me as just the simple things in my life..such as my daughters smile..and the voice of a wonerful friend...

I Need A Hug...
I think being so tired from being sick last week has effected my thought proccess.... I am exhausted and unable to finish tasks at work...but I am so stinking stubborn I won't go home from work to get some rest.... Either I need a hug or a spank...

Finally Uploaded My Vacation Pics
HI EVERYONE SORRY IT TOOK ME AWHILE TO UPLOAD MY VACATION PICS FEEL FREE TO GO TO MY PICS UNDER MY VACATION PICS AND RATE THEM AND COMMENT ON THEM IF U WISH I JUST WANTED TO POST THIS TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT I FINALLY GOT THEM ON AND TO SAY THANKS FOR BEING SO PATIENCE WITH ME HAVE A GR8T DAY

Just More Of The Silly Story!!
As I tried to get away from the male wolf I couldn't. Once again there was a blur of energy and I found myself face to face with a man that was wild. His eyes still burned like the sun. I thought to myself what will he do now that he's pin me. So I was about to hit him with all the power I had in me, when he let up on the bite. Not enough for me to break away but enough to slow the pain. Next he started to lick the mark he made on me. Slow and soft, in a way that made me think of other places for him to put his tongue. I found myself wishing that he would. My nipples started to grow hard. That's when my mind got jolted back to here and now. I open my eyes to see what had brought me back to the here and now. To my delight Anna had slipped in to the hot tub. She looked good in the all purple suit. She smiled at me and said"Didn't mean to shock you. " I smiled what else could i do,she had jolted me from thoughts that still bug me in ways I wasn't ready for. We talked some more mai

Uhhhhhhhh Lust?
The taste of your lips, so sweet and divine,The touch of your hand when it’s holding mine The feel of your neck as I kiss it softly.The sense of your body when you’re feeling naughty. I want to explore your inner emotions I need to read your outward notions. I love to feel your energy flow. I wish to go down and kiss you below. You’re getting so hot I can feel your flames. You’re acting like a tiger that I wish to tame. You’re gonna explode but I wont let you yet. You’re here to get it all, and all you will get. It’s time to roll over and come on inside. Mister, you’re in for one hell of a ride. Daring yet caring in so many ways. Our bodies entwined like a twisted maze. Our minds are cascading with pleasurable thoughts. Do we dare to perform them? Will it hit the spot? This was sent to me........ whew

Posse Please
Hi everyone, I need two things from all the Posse members who have salute photos... I'm giving my saluted Posses a chance to be extra pimp. Its going to be the pimp it out on shady.. ( ya you all can pimp dis shit man. Oh hell ya) ha sike Pimp it out on me ha ha 1) Please every one of you that has a salute photo please leave the link to the salute photo in a comment at the blog entry right before this one. 2) For everyone who has a salute photo please leave the link to your profile page here in the comments at this blog... Please do this for me.. Half the time my comp hates fubar and refuses to respond correctly in doing what I need it to do... Ty ty ty Bomb the hell out of Mic you all lets get it over with... We all need to be helping Mish get leveled here you guys. Do what you all do anyway just do it to her untill you have her whole page maxed out.. If we are good to each other then carma will come back and others will be good to us.. Lets all be good. alrig

Me
NEVER SAY" I LOVE YOU IF YOU REALLY DONT CARE NEVER TALK ABOUT FEELINGS THAT ARE NOT REALLY THERE NEVER HOLD MY HAND IF YOUR GOIN TO BREAK MY HEART NEVER SAY YOUR GOIN TO IF YOU DONT INTEND TO START NEVER LOOK INTO MY EYES IF ALL YOU DO IS LIE NEVER SAY HI IF YOU REALLY MEAN GOOD BYE IF YOU REALLY MEAN FOREVER THEN SAY YOU WILL TRY NEVER SAY FOREVER CAUSE FOREVER MAKES ME CRY

A Friend Needs Your Prayers Please
Everyone.. I don't ask for much here from my friends.. But this is different.. One of my really good friends here needs your prayers.. He is really bad sick.. He is going through chemotherapy and he is really bad.. The treatments aren't working this time. I am losing a friend. Gods this is so hard. A passing of a friend is like a piece of yourself being taken away. Please go to his page and show him some love and send your best wishes. He is one of the nice guys here on Fubar.. hell he is one of the nice guys PERIOD. He was there for me when I was at my lowest and he saw me through my sick days and even my good days. Below is a link to his page. The Enigma AKA: The Black Winged Angel@ fubar Thank you all.

Calling All Contest Bombers And None Bombers
HELLO FAMILY, FRIENDS, FANS, AND ANYONE READING THIS. OUR FAMILY CURRENTLY HAS A MEMBER IN A GIVEAWAY AND COULD USE SOME HELP. PLEASE COME COMMENT ON THE GIVEAWAY. IF YOUR NOT A BOMBER JUST LEAVE 25-50 A DAY. 50,000 FOR HH ENDS 26TH OCT. HERE IS THE LINK TO THE CONTEST.

Hot Tattoo Contest!
Hot Tattoo Contest! I need men and women with tattoos for this contest! 1st Tattoo is...... 2nd Tattoo is...... 3rd Tattoo is...... Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/13 thur 10/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

Girls Vs. Women
SMOOOOOOOOOCHES ENJOY ~TIFFANY Wanna know the difference??? GIRLS vs. GROWN WOMEN Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pre

Pics
ok i know i have alot of pics but most of my friends do but come on i have over 4,000 friends and if u cant give my pics some love well NSFW only friends i put in my family can see.so if u love me as a friend show some luv or get the fuck off my friends list

Wondering Why
u know i am so disgusted and wondering why people have to sit there get ur hopes up,,, tell u that they will help u out,,,make plans for the future just to have them all crashed down. it is just i trust people and i get burned,,,not to mention it takes me a long time to even be able to trust. i hate life today because all it does is ruin people....sorry everyone but i am not my happy self today!!!!!!!!

Ok, Our Very Own First Female Up For Grabs Lilpet
Ok our very own female up for auction guys!! as listed below is what she will and will not do wonts: wont change my name will allow access for 24 hours to my nsfws will go on cam for the winner after my kids go to bed (depending on whats asked who knows what will happen) will add to my yahoo messenger. will make a salute of their choice on most any body part for them will put won by such and such for 24 hours on my name. so bid away fubucks,vips,blast,and or big pimpin gifts will be accepted so guys bid ur hearts out have fun with her for 24 hours!! u ahould have any questions plz ask and ill answer highest bidder will pay largerthanhim before she is urs for 24 hours so lets have fun and be nice!!

Hello
Well I am just writing you all to let you know where I have been lately. I have mainly been working on school papers and getting ready for my finals this week, that's why I haven't been on much lately. But then I come back and see all this new crap and everyone crying over it. So I think I am gonna cut back on my time on here for a while, I will come on to check mail everyday and maybe say "hi" to a few of you....but that's it I think. Chris

Shitty Friends!!!
here is my problem, I have like 187 fiends, and every time i get on this shit i leave every one of them a profile comment! i spend like 2 to 2 and a half hours doing that shit! don't get me wrong i don't mind cause if your on my friends list i feel i owe it to you.. What really pisses me off is i only get like mabe 6 to 8 back! now thats fucked!! I'ts not every one, cause i do have some down mother fuckers who always return the luv!! its the other that just blow shit off!! here is the question.. Does this shit happen to you? and how do you feel about it? Tell me what you think? Am i just being a bitch? or do i have a lagit point!

Read Idiots..know What A Nsfw Is Before U Mark It
* Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) and includes real photos, cartoon drawings, and all styles of animations * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. If you have a borderline photo that is not considered NSFW and it was marked as such, there’s a chance someone who has ripped that photo is using it as a Primary Photo. Remember: The Bouncers will be MORE STRICT with those used as Primary Photos. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the adult content policy. This includes your Home page, Bulletins, Comments, MUMMs, Stash, Blasts, Cherry Spotlight, and Blogs.

17000 !! Yep 17k
Contest has Begun! Rate/Comment at will. Click the pic of me bellow to vote on me - Aussie73. Still getting to know people here after being away for a year or so, so I need all the help I can get!!! Happy New Year!! RULES :: No Time Limit, First 10 People to reach 17K comments win This is a comment bombing contest, comments count as 1 point and rates count as 3 points Self bombing is allowed and encouraged Absolutely NO DRAMA Anyone caught cheating using blasters or scripts will be immediately disqualified

Honest Answers
Questions about yourself, copy and paste the questions and answer them to send to me, then repost. 1.)Q. Can you cook? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 17.)Q. What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are scary? 20.)Q. If you could chan

Extra Extra Read All About It! Hahaha
AND SO IT SHALL BE... I HAVE GONE AND FULOPED! No Fu Hubby this or Fu Wifey that. Instead Kingslut and I have decided to run away together. No, I'm not preggo or at risk of losing my citizenship! I just wanted him to know that I care for him bunches and it's been my style to mock some of the cheese on this site even though I consider myself a super cheesy kind of girl. So, from this day forward ...until he and I are bored with it (haha) I will be: PebblesinAZ AKA Queenslut! ~PebblesinAZ~AKA QueenSlut!~ OwN3d by Domking123~@ fubar and he will be : Kingslut AKA BamBaminOH KiNgSlUt~BaMbAmInOh@ fubar Gotta love it! OH!!! And, as I am saving for the spotlight ...I have registered at FUPAL!

Ugh Losers! Lol.
Let me clarify something for those too ignorant to understand... If you come to my page and are a JERK or leave RUDE, IMMATURE little comments YOU WILL BE BLOCKED! It's quite simple. I have no tolerance for stupidity and ignorance! ZERO! ZIP! NONE! I am being called a "drama queen" for doing so? I THINK NOT! If I were a drama queen I would be replying to all your retarded little shout messages and profile comments. INSTEAD, CLICK, BLOCK! Simple as that. I am very selective with whom I keep company! I don't need, nor want friends that don't know what it means to be a friend. If you visit my page and leave drama, you will be blocked! Simple as that! Now, who is the drama queen?

My Feelings
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Mile Markers For River
Lower Miss 955 Cairo 893 Tiptonville 736 Memphis 700 Tunica 663.4 Helena 587 Rosedale 540 Greenville 437.2 Vicksburgh 364.2 Nachez 233.9 Baton Rouge 232 Tiger fleet ACL 228 Port Allen 95.7 New Orleans Upper Miss 52 Cape Gerardeau 90 St Louis 217 Illinois River mouth Ohio river lock mile markers 963 lock 53 939 lock 52 919 smithland lock 846 john T myers 776 Newburgh lock 721 Cannelton lock 607 Mcalpine lock louisville ky 532 Markland 341 Greenup lock 277 Gallipolis lock 238 Racine lock 204 bellview lock 167 Willow Island lock 123 Hannibal lock Hannibal OH 83 Pike Island Yorkville OH 54 New Cumberland lock New cumberland WV 65 montgomery lock 34 Dashields lock 21 Emsworth lock 0 Pittsburgh PA

Our Saturday
My sister is in town for my son's birthday party that we had at the park yesterday. Several of my son's friends were at the party and he received a bunch of good things for him. Since he is a NFL fan everything centered around football. You can see a few pics of my sister and I at the park in a portrait that my husband took of us.

Did You Think You Could Ever Own The Dark Queen? Here's Your Chance!
WANNA OWN ME? The auction ends Tuesday at 12 pm central time.. CLICK MY PICTURE TO GO AND BID ON ME I'm up for auction, come and show me what you can do to have me!!

Just Common Sense
Why doesn't anyone teach common sense anymore. No one expects anyone to think at all anymore! It is so annoying it makes me want to pull my hair out!! If we would just teach common sense then this country would be much better off. I know that my niece and nephews generation is going to be a bunch of pansy ass whining people when they grow up. That is what truely scares me. Our Counrty is going to be run by them when I'm Old. EEEAASH!!!! OK, I've vented now Thanks for reading.

Tag Your It
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? alive 6. Your favorite thing? friends 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? budweiser 9. Your dream/goal? Independent 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? helpless 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? husband 18. Where you grew up? anadarko 19. The last thing you did? drive 20. What are you wearing? dress 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? no 23. Your computer? storage 24. Your life? Boring 25. Your mood? ok 26.

Idk...
JUST THOUGHT ID PUT DOWN A FEW THOUGHTZ WHILE I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY...I MISS BEIN ONLINE EVERYDAY. I MISS FUBAR. I MISS MY FRIENDZ AND FAMILY ON HERE. I MISS MY LOUNGE LIZARDZ.I MISS MY MUSIC.YA...THATZ JUST 4 STARTERZ...I GUESS THE GUD THING IZ HAVING U ALL N MY LIFE OR I WUDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT I WUZ MISSING-WAIT,IZ THAT GUD OR BAD?IDK...I LUV YAS-PEACE OUT...XOX

Please Read By Dj Krizze
©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE@ fubarOK LADIES, NOW IM ONLY GONNA TELL YA THIS ONCE. IF YOU HAVEN’T STOPED BY “SNIPER’S” PAGE TO GIVE HIM TONS OF FU-LOVE THEN YOU HAVE MADE A HUGE MISTAKE! DON’T PASS HIM BY! SNIPER IS A DEAR FRIEND OF MINE & A TRUE SWEETHEART, AND A BADBOY! WHAT WOMAN DOESN’T WANT & LOVE A BAD BOY, NOWS YOUR CHANCE. IM WILLING TO SHARE HIM

7 Innovations That Will Change Your Life-p4
Microsoft researchers are closely examining what they consider a staggering amount of wasted space on handheld devices. Where? On the flipside. Imagine a game or phone that lets you use your fingers for input on a gesture pad behind the screen. Even with your fingers hidden, you know what you're doing because they're silhouetted on the front screen—as if the device itself were transparent. LucidTouch MAJOR INNOVATION Turns useless space on the back of handhelds into input surfaces. WHY IT MATTERS Multi-finger touch control could drastically alter interaction with phones, portable games, and other mobile devices. ESTIMATED ARRIVAL 2009 Patrick Baudisch hatched the idea for LucidTouch after finding his finger blocked the view of his touch screen. Luckily, he's in a position to do something about it; he's one of four researchers in the Adaptive Systems and Interaction research group at Microsoft Research (MSR). His focus for the last few years has been mobile device interaction, sp

Hurts The Most
Yeah...yeah Oh...oh... Oh... Listen Boy, it's been a long time Since the last time I saw you Feels like nothin' changed Since we've been together I must admit that I go crazy for you And I can see it in your eyes That there's somethin' you want to say to me 'Cause usually right now You'll be holdin' on to me But instead you tell me Things have changed, they're not the same And recently you found someone that you Decided to dedicate your whole life to And what we had is 'bout to be through And baby, what hurts the most is letting go I just want you to know that I love you so I know things are different now, you've gone and settled down And I thought for sure you'd always wait me I'll tell you what hurts the most is I should have took the chance Boy, when you came to me and offered me your hand Silly of me I thought I'll always have your heart I had the chance to have all the love oh, how I'm missing now I hate that there is someone new Comin' in an

I've Had A Busy Week
Here are the fine people who were kind enough to either rent me, or be rented by me. Check them out, you'll be glad you did! ♥Dawnie♥Owner of Mr.7000000♥Proud Member of Thunder & Lightning Levelers♥@ fubar Without a doubt, one of the toughest ladies on FuBar. I am perpetually owned by her, because she keeps winning me. She does great tags, great shops, and talks to my dumb ass every day. And she's very unselfish and will help most everyone. VODKAGURL (slave to: Keith67,Inkman876, Mr.7 million, Bobbybones)@ fubar The shoe is on the other foot, because I owned her. She's always hustling to make things happen for herself, and in turn, making things happen for others. I've been in auctions and contests run by her, and have NEVER had any problems, and she's gone above and beyond to promote it. She's saving for a spotlight, how about giving her a few fubucks. Freak ~Owned by Calgore & Mr.7,000,000~@ fubar One of the best people on here. If you don'

Song!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you know the #1 song the day you were born? Click here: THE #1 SONG ON THIS DATE IN HISTORY (or click here: http://www.joshhosler.biz/NumberOneInHistory/SelectMonth.htm) Now add your name and the #1 song on the day you were born to the list. Return it to the person who sent it to you and send along to your friends. P.S. NO need to laugh if you click on my song and see the clip - some of us are old! 1. 1970 ... "Ain't No Mountain High Enough" by Diana Ross

Only Time Will Tell.................
I'm okay. His anger is not. Sometimes he can be sweet. Most times he can't be. My heart mislead me into believing I was ready and he was ready. Right now we're just friends. I'm trying to keep it at that. I have intimacy issues. He has anger issues. He said he was sorry after we were play fighting and he pushed me into the ground. He didn't mean to hurt me. I know he didn't mean to hurt me. We play fight all the time. He's not as patient as I need for him to be, but... he's better to me than my mother..... than my sister.... than my father are to me. I'm not saying it's okay. It's not okay. For now I'm in a relationship with myself and he's in a relationship with himself. We're just friends right now. It might end up staying at just that and only that. Only time will tell. He needs counselling and I need to feel safe around him. Until then, we're just friends.

Andy Jenkins
Andy Jenkins Learn more about Andy Jenkins HERE Stomping the Search Engines 2 - What to Expect, a Note from Andy Jenkins Back in 2004, Brad and I recorded the original "Stomping the Search Engines" in my New Jersey basement. It was a CD, audio-only, course. In it, we covered the SEO strategies that Brad and I had been using to get our physical product e-commerce sites indexed and ranked over and above our competitors. First of all, it's not audio this time, but DVD-ROM video. This is the same high-quality video we've been using to create courses for our $800-a-month StomperNet clients and it just allows us to better illustrate everything we have to teach you. Stomping The Search Engines 2, The Net Effect, Stompernet The Net Effect, STSE2, Stompernet Magazine, Andy Jenkins, Brad Fallon, Stompernet, Stompernet effect, net effect, Andy Jenkins stompernet, Brad Fallon stompernet

Nekkid Football.. Oh Yeah!
WELL I HOPE SO! YES ITS FOOTBALL SEASON, AND YES I KNOW HOW SERIOUS IT IS, BUT DANG IT, I THINK A FUN GAME OF NEKKID TACKLE FOOTBALL WOULD BE FUN FOR REAL! LOL ANYTHING HAVING TO DO WITH NEKKID RIGHT? YOU KNOW HOW TO PLAY. F.A.R OR RERATE AND LEAVE A COMMENT TO ALL THE PEOPLE LISTED BELOW. ONCE YOURE DONE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO I CAN ADD YOU! SO HERE WE GO...NEKKID FOOTBALL PLAYERS! ~PURE SUGA~OWNER@ MYSTIC SENSATIONS* owned&Owner of Harleyrider70*@ fubar t-bone454@ fubar ♦DeViLiSh DeSiRe♦LOVED BY RL/GF OF DJ KIDD ROCK!!!!!!@ fubar Mikey@ fubar VODKAGURL (slave to:

Make Up My Mind
I did get some help last week. But i blew it all. So tonight is my first night drinking since operation. Should i offer to sing on someones snapvine tothe first person to say SING TO ME CUBBY for 75K??? Yes, i'm not cheap. And soooo not worth it. I cant sing. LOL Lets see

Gonna Be Gone For A Few Days.
Just letting everyone know that I won't be here from tomorrow morning until probably Saturday night. My mother's place sold in the middle of everything else going on with her. My sister and I are going up in the morning to pack up everything for her and get it to storage on Saturday. She will be coming home with me to stay the last week until surgery on Oct. 7, then will be in the hospital for at least a week after surgery. She will then be coming back home with me to recover. Later on, my sister and I will help her find her own apartment. Soooooo. Will you miss me? :P

Life...
We all travel day to day through this crazy thing called life. We have ups and we have downs. Sometimes the ups make having the downs more bearable. Sometimes the ups are so good that when the downs come back, it's horribly painful. I think all any of us want is to be happy. I know that's all I want and I know most everyone I know that's all they want too. Occasionally you meet someone who has an instant impact on your life and your out look. Sometimes those people will walk back out again as fast as they came in. We never really know how things will go or how things will turn out. I'm having one of those weeks where I met someone truly amazing....it terrifies me, yet at the same time it makes me deliriously happy. Why can't anything in life ever be simple? I guess we wouldn't learn the lessons we need to learn if it was. I don't usually deal really well with the whole "just go with it, see what happens" outlook on life. I do try...honestly...but I guess my real problem with that is th

Dreams
I dream of the day I can spend the rest of my life with you I dream nite and day that you are who you say you are, as you said I am the one who was meant for you I dream of all the things you want us to do to one another, sexually because I too have wanted the same things as you, the passionate love,the friendship that we have, the connections that we have but yet scared to admit I dream that one day soon my love that you (who ever you are) show me that all DREAMS no matter how big or small can come TRUE. I DREAM

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Take any specific time. Categorize it. Wow that was something huh? That big snowfall, that chipped tooth. You get where I am coming from, I know you do. Yes, this is historic in that a black dude is controlling America, ok. Enough with the goddamn tears. Save it for the female inuit president. Let's just reducto all absurdio out of the ass of this. The presumed villains slink back to their lairs (and one zumed-back to her ice cave moron ice witch!). Can we all now just calm the hell back down and get back to the job of making America work? Obama is neither the Jesus or Anti-Christ or blah-blah-blah. He is just another leader with a mandate. Our mandates should be taking care of our specific worlds, taking care of those we love and getting on with life.

What An Explosive Night
Last night my husband and I drove to the mall and went into HOT TOPIC where I bought a new top to wear to our next strip club visit. It is corset top that is so sexy. It is meant to wear braless and my husband just loved it when he saw it. I went into the fitting room to try it on and had to call my husband inside to help me zip up the back. I couldn't reach the zipper so I needed his assistance. I tightened the strings up the front of the corset and my breasts pressed against the velvet upper portion of the top while the corset portion gave me the support. Here is the link to My New Corset Top I asked my husband what he thought of it and he grabbed my hand and placed it on his crotch. There he was standing in the fitting room with me with a full hard-on. He said, "Well, my boner scale gives it a 10 rating. You got me wanting to take you right here." SOLD!!! We drove home and talked about strip clubs and our upcoming visit to a swingers club in the Portland

Auction
come bid on me and comment as many as u can if u want...maybe I could win the auto 11's for the first five ppl to reach 25,000 comment...hint hint wink ;) away thnx for commin by and readin my blog click here to bid on me click here auto 11's bombin

December Birthday? Check This Out!
Every year we get ripped off, family and friends give us the infamous combo gift Here this is for your Birthday and Christmas Well not this year! A special auction just for December Birthday's So if your birthday is in Decemeber and you would like to enter this auction here are the rules Entry fee is 50,000 fubucks Absolutely No Drama Opening bid will start at 200,000 fubucks Auction will open and remain open until Decemeber 31st, however bidding on you will cease on your birthday, therefore allowing you to receive your birthday bid There will be a fubuck bonus for the top 3 people who receive the most rates. 750,000 for first 300,000 for second 100,000 for third In the unlikely event no one makes the minimum bid I will refund your entry fee. These are the tags I will be offering, if you wish to make your own I will accept it To enter please send the following 50,000 FuBucks Link to the picture you would like to use A list of the items you will be offer

Holiday Mail For Heroes
DO NOT Send Christmas Cards Directly to Walter Reed Guidance for What and Where to Send Do not send your cards directly to Walter Reed. Web Site: http://www.redcross.org/email/saf/ Holiday Mail for Heroes: From the front lines to the home front, the American Red Cross provides service members, their families and veterans with the care and assistance they need. The Red Cross is partnering with Pitney Bowes this holiday season for the Holiday Mail for Heroes campaign. For the second year in a row, we're collecting holiday cards to distribute to American service members, veterans and their families in the United States and around the world. Pitney Bowes is generously donating technology, resources and postage to make this holiday card program possible. Our goal is to collect and distribute one million holiday cards to spread holiday cheer and facilitate thanks to these brave individuals and families. Please send cards to this address, following the guidelines listed belo

To The King Lyrice Below It With You From Chris Brown
I need you boo I gotta see you boo And there's hearts all over the world tonight Said there's hearts all over the world tonight I need you boo I gotta see you boo And there's hearts all over the world tonight Said there's hearts all over the world tonight Hey lil mama, ooh you're a stunner Hot little figure, yes you a winner, and I'm so glad to be yours You're a class of your own and Ooh little cutie, when you talk to me I swear the whole world stops You're my sweetheart and I'm so glad that you're mine You are one of a kind, and You mean to me what I mean to you And together baby there is nothing we won't do 'Cause if I got you I don't need money I don't need cars Girl you're my heart And oh, I'm into you and Girl no one else would do With every kiss and every hug You make me fall in love And now I know I can't be the only one I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight With the love of their life who feel What I feel when I'm with you, with you

So Hawt - Why Not
Carol-Leigh *Stiletto Girl~�¨The One That Don't Give A Damm�¨**Club Oasis PlayMate**@ fubar Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. Carol-Leigh is just one of those people here on Fubar.. She walks into your Fubarian life and never walks out. You may not see her everyday, but she is always there, watching over you & taking care of you, whether it be pervin your profile or your pics&stash or just taking care of your heart&soul. She is truely a beautiful woman as the saying goes both inside & out. Friendship is a relationship that is given to few, but desired by all, and always extended by Carol-Leigh, if friends are like Mirrors and you can see yourself just by looking at them, then you should consider yourself a SuPerSeXayStaR with A Friend like Carol-Leigh! Well here it is Fu's... Another chance to see if you have what it takes to help a Fu in Need! Carol-Leigh needs 12,500 Comments for an auto 11 Bling!!! She's a tadbit

Tagged Ur It!!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? DEAD 2. Your significant other? CHAIR 3. Your hair? RED 4. Your mother? HOME 5. Your father? DEAD 6. Your favorite thing? HAPPINESS 7. Your dream last night? WET 8. Your favorite drink? BEER 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? LIVING 11. Music? ANY 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? COMFORTABLE 14. Where were you last night? HERE 15. What you're not? INTERESTING 16. Muffins? STRAWBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? HAPPINESS 18. Where you grew up? OHIO 19. The last thing you did? SNIFFLED 20. What are you wearing? T-SHIRT 21. TV? ANY 22. Your pets? LOTS 23. Your computer? EMACHINES 24. Your life? COMPLICATED 25. Yo

Bling-a-rama 12/17 2pm Fu Time
Auto 11 Bling-A-Rama!!! Cherries, Bux, and Bling !!!! Chiina_Whiite Auto 11 Today 2pm Fu Time. 3 Chances to Be a Winner: Bling Race Auto 11 Drawing Random Drawing RACE, RACE, RACE! 2:00pm Fu Time-Race is On. FIRST 3 to completely rate the 540 pic Bling-A-Rama Folder will win a DANCING SNOWMAN Plz Private Message me upon completion. AUTO 11 Bling and BUX The Grand Prize Drawings Over 4 Mil in Prizes: Rate ALL EZ RATE 100 pic folders & Default and you will be entered into a drawing to receive one of three Grand Prizes. AUTO 11 BLING 1.5 Million Fubux 750k Fubux Plz Private Message me upon completion.

Johnny Riggs Birthday Train... Sam I Am
Johnny Riggs's Birthday Train "Sam I Am" The Rules: 1. Stop by Johnny Riggs's page, rate the Happy Hour and My Hero folder of pics... He will be hosting a Happy Hour at 6pm Fu-time... He will have an Auto 11s running as well... Start with this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in the Happy Birthday Train tag folder. Please leave him a comment that you have gotten your tag... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Happy Birthday Johnny," "Sam I Am train" or something like that... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag if one is not already made for you... And add you to the guest list...

Shopping
Today I went out shopping. I bought jeans and blah blah blah What I really want is this.. It's DISNEY PRINCESSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw this at Target. Only $41.98. Oh. Emm. Gee! The only think that sucks is that Pocahontas isn't there. /sigh ♥

Plz Help Baby Roxan And Aj
(THIS POST IS FRIENDS ONLY FOR A REASON, IF YOUR NOT A FRIEND KINDLY MOVE ALONG. THANK YOU) I am reaching out to you all in hopes that some of you will find it in your hearts to help me help my daughter. Below is a link where you can help contribute to her happiness and well being. People buy VIPs and BLASTS and HHs and all that silly stuff on here everyday, please don't turn your backs on a good cause. I also included a bit about her in this bulletin and what she is going through. Please take a moment to do what you can. Simply CLICK THE PIC below to contribute, please. Thank you... AJ aka Unique Dream Roxan was born on November 30th 2008 at 6:27pm. She was a month premature and weighed in at 4lbs 6oz. Roxan was born with many complications, some severe and others strictly cosmetic. The entire left side of her body, inside and out, was and is under developed and deformed. Literally head to toe. As of yet the doctors still don't have a reason. We are constantly i

50 Thangz
1] What is your name? John 2] Do you find it annoying when surveys ask for your name? No in fact thats not common 3] What do you plan to buy in the future? A used car for my youngest daughter 4] Where did you get the underwear you are currently wearing? I guess Wal Mart 5] How many pairs of Converse do you own? None 6] Who is your favorite “That ’70s Show” character? Donna Pincioti 7] There is a mummy standing behind you, what do you do? OMG! Grab him stuff him in the trunk and bring him to the nearest museum.. CHA-CHING, payday for John! 8] What do you think of Miley Cyrus? I think her dad is Billy Ray Cyrus, and she has a kiddie show on Nick Jr I think, other than that I am not sure what (or why) anyone would be curious about her. 9] Do you tend to think that you are always right? Not really, but in arguments moreso, because I will not argue unless I'm already pretty sure. 10] Top Five Favorite Songs: At the moment they are: - "It W

Let Me Be
Let me be the one to show you there are still good men, Let me be the one that never let's you hurt again, Let me be the one who proudly claims "I'm yours," Let me be the one who holds open the doors, Let me be the one you can brag about to your friends, Let me be the one to love you to no end, Let me be the one to hold you by the hand, Make me the happiest person on Earth and let me be your man

Home Broken Into Repost!!
to those who know Donna=Blondiegirl & also known as Goldengirl her house was broken into today or tonight & she just called to tell me to let you all know that & she wont be online for a while becuase they stoled her pc..

Ptsd
WHAT IS POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER AND THE APPROPRIATE RESPONSE TO IT? An overview of the work of Dr. Judith Herman Lewis By Jim Spencley. Introduction: PTSD is not malingering, dependency, avoidance of responsibility, attention seeking or any of a number of ways of discounting and not believing the sufferer - it is a normal response to abnormal situations. Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) is a relatively new diagnosis of a condition which has always been part of the human experience. This diagnosis first appeared in the fourth edition of the official bible of the American Psychiatric Association - The Diagnostic and Statistical Manual (DSM-IV). Because of the identicy of symptoms of various previous diagnosis applied to different histories, but all sharing some form of traumatic experience, the American Psychiatric Association brought together service providers who had worked with traumatized people from many different social settings, including, political violence,

Mia
Well, I found out early Saturday morning that a good buddy of mine's father has cancer, and it's like a shitload of diff kinds throughout his body, affecting damn near every organ from the chest down. I went to school with this guy's son, minor hockey as well as softball, along with hanging out with him for years now. He's one of my best friends on or offline, and he's one of the funniest fuckers you could imagine, at least until he gets that one shot too many of rum into him. His dad was one of those guys who thought nothing of driving to hocket practice or ball games, always employed young guys from the area to work on his Xmas trees during the fall and early winter, and is just one of the best guys all around you're ever going to meet. I went home early yesterday morning because they're saying that he may only have weeks to months left to live, and I had to be there for my friend. There is a chance I won't be in the dandiest of moods for awhile, but I'll try to be all perky f

Ty Ty Ty Greg I Love It Catch&release Made Me This
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New And Improved Changes !!
FUBAR IS REACHING INTO NEW HORIZONS !!! There are many new and improved changes being made to the site daily ! A new feature is that VIP's can now upload up to 5000 pics in their folders !! Baby J and Scrapper are working very hard to make this site the best ever ! Get the word out FUBAR ... MORE PICS FOR VIP's !!!

Do Ppl Read These
My question is do ppl actually read the blogs that ppl write or do they rate them just for the points? do they actually care about the ppl behind the blogs... My life is in shambles at the moment as I sit and think about all that is going on in...where did I go wrong with all that could have been done differently...could I have been a better daughter to my mother? could I have been a better mother to my children? the questions keep going thru my mind without fail...over and over again... These are all normal questions that we all ask ourselves...of this I am sure...but could things have been different with my children if I had not decided to fight for my life and decide to fight for that of my children knowing now what they would go through in their lives...the stuff that I think about doing would get me committed to a hospital for sure...but it would make me feel so much better for vindicating what they had to endure and what I had to endure while living with their biological fathe

Hahaha
Sunbather A woman was staying at a hotel and she decided to go sunbathing on the hotel roof. When she laid down her bikini top fell off. But, she didn't care because no one would see her anyway. After a while she heard footsteps; it was the hotel manager. She hurried and covered herself up. The hotel manager said, "We don't mind if you sunbathe up here, but we really would appreciate it if you would keep your bikini top on!" She answered, "No one will see me anyway." The hotel manager replied, "I hate to break this to you. But, you've been lying on the dining room skylights."

My Last Heartbreak...
Wanted to write this blog for awhile, since I always bring this story up when comforting friends and/or explaining why I take my time anymore... Fore-warning, this may be a long blog so grab a snack or two and a beverage... ... Alright, wayyyy back in high-school, probably my senior year, I met this girl named "Tammy". I guess we ran into each other a few times at different parties but never exchanged numbers or anything. Honestly, I don't remember meeting her untill... Fastforward a few years when MySpace went national. Yeah, we ran into each other online and after a few monthes of talking, she invited me to meet her for drinks with her and her friends. So I go, and we hit it off. In fact, we constantly called/texted/MySpaced/hung out with friends at bars and parties. We confided in eachother about EVERYTHING, including our love lives and such. We called eachother "twins". She was meh sis, I was her bro. Fastforward a few years... She ends up admitting she thinks we'd be

You're Not The One
YOU'RE NOT THE ONE that walks beside me and holds my handYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that says I'm your manYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that fixes my mealsYOU'RE THE ONE that shows me how good I can feelYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that's going to love me 'till the endYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that's going to ask me where I've beenYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that wants to move inYOU'RE THE ONE that makes me want to sinYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that says that she loves meYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that's going to set my soul freeYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that's going to walk with me in the parkYOU'RE THE ONE that waits for me in the darkYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that wants to sit under a treeYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that everyone can seeYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that wants to have my childYOU'RE THE ONE that always drives me wildYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that will promise to be trueYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that will ever make me blueYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that always wants to shareYOU'RE THE ONE that wants me to touch you thereYOU'RE NOT THE ONE that wants to love me foreverYOU'RE NOT THE

New Book
This is the first part of a new book I'm working on. She watched him staring out the window for what must have been the millionth time in the last month. It seemed that's all he did these days; sit at the bay window and stare. His friends would call and he'd cancel with one reason or another. They were all lies. He wasn't the brother she knew, the war took care of that, but she loved him all the same. There was such a mixture of emotions; sometimes she was angry, wishing he would just 'snap back' and be the man she knew before all of this. Sometimes she was sad because the man he became was so distant and strange. They had been close growing up. Even into their early adult lives, they were still close. Then, he and Josh got it into their heads one day to join the Army and 'Be all they could be.' She could understand his desire for it; the 'wanting' to help, and be a part of something bigger than oneself. She got all of that. At the same time, she couldn't picture her bro

1st Love
Reflecting back on my past and past relationships this song fits a certin situation that I was in some years back. Please comment if you like it. I grew up a wonder yearShe was saved by the bellI was boys in the hood, She was ATLUsed to sell weed to her rommate, that`s how we metOl` girl didn`t smoke, but she had jokes on deckNo disrespects, it`s just the way it wasShe claim cuz` I was broke and always say cuz`I was kind of always saying shawty and y`allShe smile everytime I did my little Southern drawCalls became frequent, we hang out on the weekendStart to feelin` like, she`s the one I`ve been seekin`Didn`t take it far, third base, at mostNever seal the deal, but always came closeI knew that if I hit it, I would have to stay commitedI was young, 21, man I just wasn`t with itKnew what was comin` and you can`t run from itAin`t no feelings that strong between man and a woman. She said she wanted more than a friendshipBut I wasn`t willing to bendI said I wanted friends with benefits

Where Were You?! 9-11 Memory.....
Its been 8 years since we lost so many loved ones in that tragic day.... As I sit here typing this out... I still get chills.... I remember where i was, even down to every step I had taken when I saw the news.... I was locked up.... Which was the worst feeling I ever had.... Because I wanted to be there helping and I couldnt..... I would have givin up everythign to be there..... No I didnt know anyone who was lost that tragic day.... But they were fellow americans.... What saddens me the most is the fact that it took that tragedy for americans to come together.... I dont have much to say in this blog.... But, to the people who lost a friend or a family member that day, my heart goes out to you... To the ones we lost that day, i may not know any of you, but you will FOREVER be in my heart!!! Most of all... To the men and women who have lost their lives fighting for our freedom, I thank you!! To the men and women STILL fighting for our freedom because of that day, You will always be my

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Playing On Fubar Again
Sung to 'Stealer's Wheel - Stuck In The Middle With You' Well I don't know why I logged in tonight,I got the feeling that something ain't right,I'm so scared that I may fall off my chair,Just saw a guy, wearing Glad bag under wear,Juggalos to the left of me,DJs to the right, here I am,Playing on fubar again.Yes I'm playing on fubar again,And I'm wondering, what is MFKN,It's so hard to keep this smile from my face,SO much to perv, yeah, I'm all over the place,Juggalos to the left of me, DJs to the right,Here I am, playing on fubar again.Well you started as a nubie,And you're proud that you're a self made man(or woman),When you feel disgusted, friends will come & check you out,Profile rate you 10s and say,Please don't de-e-e-lete.... Please don't de-e-e-lete.....Trying to make some sense of it all,But I can see that it makes no sense at all,Is it cool to go to sleep on the floor,'Cause I don't think that I can take anymoreJuggalos to the left of me, DJs to the right,Here I am, playin

Primary Photo / Avatar Policy Update. #1
*****FROM THE BLOGS OF SCRAPPER AND BABYJESUS***** We are making some changes to our avatar policy. Please read this blog which was posted on Babyj's blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/9/1087948 Starting on Thursday, we will begin enforcing a new policy for primary photos / avatars and it will apply to everyone. This does not effect non-primary photos (i.e.: random stuff in your photo albums), only the photo that you select to be next to your name everywhere on the site. The policy will be: * no bare chests. (men, or women... duh) * no lingerie, bras, or underwarez. * nothing deemed sexually suggestive, at our discretion. Any primary photos which we find in violation of the policy will be marked as NSFW (even if they wouldn't normally have been marked NSFW had they NOT been a primary photo). Repeated offenses will result in suspension and/or removal of your account (the same as if you break other rules on the site, repeatedly).We want as many people to have fun and e

Remedial Cosmetology- Perms And Relaxer Day
Saturday was perm and relaxer day and all the students in my class had to pair up and find a victim...err.. client to practice on. My first client dropped out for fear I would fuck up her hair. Oh well. I've had a bad perm before and you really can fuck up some hair permenantly so I get it. Luckily I found some one else to practice on with a relaxer. It was a busy day that day because not only did we have clients we also had some guys in making an industrial video. An industrial video is a video made for a company used to show what they do and how they do it. The company later uses them for promotion or to inspire the team. I did a lot of them back in the day. They are tedious because the people you are taping are always overly excited about being on camera to the point where they go slightly retarded. I call my class remedial because of the events I witnessed that day. First my instructor was so thrilled about someone video taping her she turned into a crazy lady. So concerned was

Alone!!
I'm sittin here thinking about where it all went wrong Why it hurts so bad when it hasn't been that long. I know that its you thats missing We have to make it right Niether of us should have to feel this way Being alone night after night. It is you that completes me and makes it all ok Being without you is like the world without air. Drowning in the sorrow and the feeling of defeat I cannot cry tears but ache to be with. I cannot be whole until you are here The sound of my children keeps me sane and lets me proceed on But when you are here it will be perfect forevermore...

Mirror Me
LIKE ALWAYS HUGE WORK IN PROGRESS, alot of rewriting and editing to be done MIrror meMirror me first thing i seeupon morning wake i stare at theeflaws and imperfections appear rapidlya torrid reflection of a 25 years pastthe burning from rage neatly hidden undera dimpled smile guarded by lock and keymirror me you cant fool meothers see wit, charm, humor and beautyI see a scared little boy desprately hidingwho fears to abide my adultly responsibilities life is still a game, i tell them all, close there eyes and count to threei found the perfect spot, it's a dark damp place called complacency ,the happy people never go in there, and even if they do ill convince themwith all my clever guile , they have the wrong man,after all im just a small child, another lost soul,demand i recieve a pardon, and fall back to my latent self-destructive tendincies,they thought for sure this time they caught me,I was always the one in controlMIrror me at night i look once morewhat in the mornig were

For Cw
As White as a Dove Is as pure as our love As strong as an Ox You cant put it in a box Just let it grow as you let a river flow For ever and ever you lover I shall be for you and me we belong together for ever and ever I shall love thee

Blah
So BLAH is pretty much whats sums up this update. Let's see..... my rent is caught up for now, I'm sure it'll get back behind but oh well fuck it; I'm still topsy turvy about that brother living with me situation; who knew Fly Boys would be this awesome!?!?!?!?!? And look how long I waited to discover how awesome military dicks can be!! LOL Things with my kids are far more beautiful than I thought they would be a year ago. Things are sssoooooooo much better now that I'm divorced. And people tried to say I married him for my situation with my kids. Shit all he did was fuck up my shit with my kids worse than it was before him. Not to mention he let his baby momma ruin my kids toys cause she was so jealous that I had 2 and she was only forced to have 1 and she hated that. So she destroys my kids shit, and thats ok with him cause she's better than me. She never cheated on him. WTFE dude And life post 2nd divorce?? FREAKING FANTASTIC My FlyBoy is awesome wonderful and amazing and so much li

Dear Fubar
Dear Fubar ... I am not trying to be difficult or even accusatory I am just trying to understand so that I and others can make sure not to cross you mumm restriction lines again. In the past I have attempted to email and ask for clarification as to why these things happen however that has not turned out very well for me and I never get an answer or direction Today I posted the following mumm the result being it was removed for violating your rules and I am banned from commenting As this is not the first time I have had this happen for a mumm of this nature and I am not the first one I am hoping someone from fubar would be willling to address our questions as to what it is we are doing wrong so that we can avoid doing it in the future thank you

Severing
SEVERING slowly inside ive begun to die as i watch my world fade away tears unshed all these years slowly stream down my cheeck as these last few words i speak only myself this could have avoided as myself i now see the pain of ruin as i become the background of what in the heart of one that did me once love i will never forget how i lost that which i cannot replace Tortured inside I know painOf lovers i know nonewithout another i am stainedLike a leper to shun My heart engulfed in your flameMelting my souls on fireThe heat rising unable to tameThe fever of my burning dsire Just when i thought it was safe to careI find that i do not compareTruly i am now well awareThat my feelings you do not share The picture painted clearOf what i've just seenForever love my hearts fearWashed now the eyes unclean Seduction is my downfallMy own heart I betrayedTorn my pages fallA book tattered and frayed My words they are my life Sending my love to youReturning to cut me lik

How To Get Bombed More Often
After running a few bombs it's just crazy to click a thousand links to only get error messages or their profile. Best way I have found to chase bombs is go to your public profile. View it as anyone else would. Go down and click on your photos as if you were going to rate yourself. THEN click your bomb folder ... where it gives you the thumbnail view. COPY and PASTE that link into shout boxes of bombers. Be very nice. I usually like to put (link) bomb folder link if you have time (or auto's) plz and ty very much... and MAKE sure you go and rate and at least fan them if you do not know them! Remember everyone bombs different ways, this may or may not work. If they are bombing family and auto's only, heavy rate their profile, and also get you link in their shout box. Be sure to say TY some way some how. It really helps to have folders marked clearly and have 250 pics in there. Good luck and happy bomb chasing!

Army Pvt. 2 James Henry Ebbers
Died October 14, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Bridgeview, Ill.; assigned to the 551st Military Police Company, Fort Campbell, Ky.; died Oct. 14, 2002, in Djibuoti, Africa.

Forever A Smile
To make her smile,A gift it would be.To forever make her smile,Would be a gift for me.To add to such beauty,A smile compared to none.From this day forward,My new goal has begun.To touch her heart,And warm her smile each day.This woill be my path if she chooses,It will be my choosen way.Even if never deep in her heart,Her smile shall never fade.I promise you this on your day.Forever this oath I have made.

Pain
why must i live with this pain, found a person i can not tame. what is there really to gain , i can live with all my pain. thoughts run threw my head, sometimes i wish i were dead. my friend is on the phone,hello fred, he says take a pill and go to bed. that is the last thing to do, because i am not with you. if we were together we would be two,my bottle is empty i took the last few. is that sleep that i see, oh no !!! that can not be. why do i do this to me,going outside to hang from a tree. pain pain pain everywhere , maybe i should cut my hair, i know you are there , but do you really care .

Kick In The Teeth
We live in a cold dark world with venom in it's fangs. You can spit it in my face but I know I'll be ok It's on the attack. It's a war, It's a game. A ball and chain chew my arm off to get away Don't fight, or it deny it, invite it cause when it .. Feels like a kick in the teeth, I can take it. Throw your stones and you won't see me break it. Say what you want, take your shots. You're setting me free with one more kick in the teeth (Na na na na na) Kick in the Teeth (na na na na na na) I gotta say thanks cause you kick me when im down I'm bleeding out the mouth. I hope you know I'm stronger now. I'm taking the hate, I'm turning it all around. I wont go down 'til I'm six feet underground. Dont fight, or it deny it, invite it, cause when it ... Feels like a kick in the teeth, I can take it. Throw your stones and you won't see me break it. Say what you want, take your shots. You're setting me free with one more kick in the teeth (na na na na na) Kick in the teeth (na na na na na) Wha

Hosting A Another Auction!!
Im hosting another Auction!!! So if u wanna join up, send me a PM with the subject Auction, the pic u wanna use and ur offers by Thursday the 30th. I will open up the auction Friday morning (Oct 1st). The auction will end whenever ur happy with a bid. There is no entry fee! I will not have any DRAMA, so it its u or surrounds u, u will be removed from auction and friends list..thanks, Sheri

Free Show
WHO'S READY FOR ONE HELL OF A FREE PARTY???? TIME TO BLOW IT UP!!! SCAREFEST 2010 @ SPEAKING ROCK...FREE show @ Speaking Rock In El Paso , Texas Oct. 21st !!!!! With opening acts TBA.... SPREAD THE WORD!!! Time to get ya liver's ready!!! SCAREFEST @ SPEAKING ROCK!! DOORS OPEN @ 7!!!

Im Not Perfect Im Just Me!!
I am a person with human dignity.What I do does not change me. Sometimes I make mistakes and sometimes I do things very well, but I'm the same person no matter what I do. I will continue to make mistakes throughout my life because I am not perfect. I am a fallible human being. However, because I'm a person, I have the ability to learn,I can work on mistakes and learn to do what is necessary to change them. I can strive do "do" better , I "cannot" be better. I already am a human being. Past is the past, I cannot change that. I regret some things I've done, I don't like some things that have happened but I can't change the past by staying upset and worried. I can't guarantee the future by worried either. I can change my feelings right now. I'm probably going to handle situations better if I'm calmer and more clear-headed. I am remembering that I am in control of my feelings. I control myself. I can't always control the situation. Many things happen I don't like. I will accept this by rem

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My story leaves off as well.....wishful thinking and hope...lessness. Just when I think things are on the mend and looking up....reality slaps me in the face. Summer went well, no major issues, usual teen girl problems. School started off to a good Sstart.....for all of 3 weeks. Then shit hit the fan.....She gained a boyfriend, to our ever scruitinizing eyes. We believed and still do she is no where near ready for that after the previous bf. (see first blog)Again, becoming the ever disrespectful I am now 16 and know it all of the universe, that no one on earth has ever felt, been through her woes of life!Sarcastic that may have sounded..yet screaming inside at her shear utter stupidity and total self centered and selfish little brat she has turned into.She chose to run away a couple of weeks after engaging in this new relationship, when we called her on yet again, behvior issues and not doing her usual chores.She tried unsuccessfully to gain support for this and failed, ultimately lead

Elevator Ride
The elevator was crowded,He was backed up against the wall,Then he felt my rump press into him.At first his mind became clouded,And then he had an urge to squall,He got an erection on the drop of a pin!I pressed back against him harder,And I felt his hard cock pressing,Between my soft warm yielding crack.This inflamed and fired his ardor,My warm heat felt like a Blessing,He began pressing slowly back!That elevator ride was long,And our hip movements were real slow,He was thrilled with this happen-chance.His exploding climax was strong,When I left he felt such a glow,I left him with real messy pants!!

Just A Little
just a little bit of all of u if only it was a taste the idea was love at first bite i choked on u too tough to crack i watched that hard shell shatter crumbling into the dust that slipped through my fingers fuck ur walls...

Female Experience: Vs Male Experience
A number of exclusive male or female emotions and experiences can never be fully experienced across sexual boundaries. Two examples are illustrated below; ENJOY... Female An implicit, constant physical threat toward women exists from essentially every man. That threat exists because the different physical and psycological natures of man and woman leave most men with the power literally to kill any woman at any time. Even smaller, weaker men could kill most bigger stronger women in a bare-hand fight to the death. So most women are perpetually at the physical mercy of men. Under that threat, women often must silently take the degradation of being bullied or treated as sex objects as their earned qualities are ingnored. No man can fully know that particular degration because he has no way of duplicating the conditions which create that uniquely female stiuation. Even if the man were unjustly treated as a sex object, he would still hav

If You Give Me A Bling Pack..
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FUCK YOU I'M THROUGHI WANT NOTHING MORE FROM YOUMY SANITY IS WEARING THINI RATE, I HATEYOU DETERMINED YOUR OWN FATENOW EVERYTHING IS CAVING IN FUCK YOUR POWER TRIP ANDFUCK YOUR ATTITUDE ANDFUCK YOUR BLOATED EGO TOOFUCK YOUR HISTORY, YOUR TRAGEDY, YOUR MISERYBUT MOST OF ALL.......FUCK YOU! FUCK THIS, ALL OF THISBITCH AND MOAN AND BLEED AND PISSSECONDS AWAY FROM GOIN' DOWNGO AHEAD AND PUSH MEYOUR FAKERY, YOUR BUTCHERYIS NOTHING COMPARED TO MY HATE FOR YOU FUCK YOUR APATHY ANDFUCK YOUR EMPATHY ANDFUCK YOUR NIHILISM, TOOFUCK YOUR BITTER PILLS, TAKE EM ALL, YOUNEVER WILLBUT MOST OF ALL.......FUCK YOU! NOTHING CHANGES, NOTHING FAZES, NOTHING STAYS THE SAME FUCK YOUR POWER TRIP ANDFUCK YOUR ATTITUDE ANDFUCK YOUR BLOATED EGO TOOFUCK YOUR HISTORY, YOUR TRAGEDY, YOUR MISERYBUT MOST OF ALL....... MOTHERFUCKER FUCK YOU!

New Skins
Many of you dont like the new profile style..BUT for those that do, and maybe a few of you will like them now after seeing my skins.. but i have done osme of of my old profile style skins in the new profile code. As well as a few new ones.. so while you are resting, check em out... new style suicide girls skin http://www.fubar.com/user.php?u=766362&preview_skin=3281 Tatted and pierced http://www.fubar.com/user.php?u=766362&preview_skin=18563 Piercing Fetish http://www.fubar.com/user.php?u=766362&preview_skin=18947 and some new ones Pon (hell drink bleach) http://www.fubar.com/user.php?u=766362&preview_skin=3346 Madness http://www.fubar.com/user.php?u=766362&preview_skin=16565 Darkness http://www.fubar.com/user.php?u=766362&preview_skin=3351 Faymus (fufame that is lol) http://www.fubar.com/user.php?u=766362&preview_skin=18956 and last but not least, for all the True Blood Fans http://www.fubar.com/user.php?u=766362&preview_skin=19394 and a Tatted and pierced, that everything

The Phone Call
Kristin sits on fu rating. Just another day in her life or so she thought. Her phone rings and on the other end is a familiar voice that she loves hearing. The voice speaks and says "hey beautiful". A smile crosses Kristin's beautiful face. Her Cheeks turn red as she blushes, her beautiful eyes sparkle with the light of stars. Kristin replies "hey sexy". The stranger on the other end of the line smiles with joy and naughty intentions. "I want to see u, I am on my way to get u be dressed" the voice says, then hangs up. Kristin with great excitment jumps to her feet and begins to get ready. She showers thinking about him the whole time getting wet (in more ways than a shower is intended). A car pulls up and it is Kristins mystery caller. She rushes out the door and to the car. As Kristin approaches the car she feels eyes on her watching her every move. Those eyes travel up and down her body enjoying everything they see. The door is opened and as Kristin sits down she feels a hand on her

Weight On My Shoulders 2/24/11
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I Miss You
I MISS YOU WHERE YOU AREI MISS YOU WHERE EVER YOU ARE I MISS YOU WHEN I REMEMBER YOUR MEMORY IN MY HEADAND IN EVERY PLACE THAT WE SHAREYOU REPEAT YOUR SELF IN MY DREAMS THAT WILL NEVER WASH AWAY I MISS YOU MORE THAN THE AIR I BREATH MORE THAN THE HEART THAT NEEDS BEAT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO SWIFT ME OF MY FEETAS SWEET AS A BABY FEET I MISS YOU AND I'LL LOVE YOU FOR EVER STILL I REMEMBER YOUR FACE LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAYSTILL I HEAR YOUR VOICE IN MY BRAINSTILL I REMEMBER WHEN YOU TAKE MY HAND TO DANCEWHEN YOU MAKE ME SING FOR YOU TO SLEEP NOW TELL ME HOW I WILL LIVE WITHOUT YOUR FACE SMILE MOVE HUG I HOPE I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN TO SAY I LOVE YOU ONCE AGAIN

Photo Shoot Opportunity
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Wtf
and the beat goes on again and again and again. once again i get told you can't be in the baby's life. wow i can't believe it. what a person to try telling me that i can't be in my own childs life. WHY THE HELL DO I FUCKING TRY TO BE A GOOD PERSON WHEN ALL I DO IS GET SHIT ON. WHAT THE HELL I'M TIRED OF BEING HURT BY PEOPLE THAT DON'T REALIZE WHEN I SAY SOMETHING THAT MEANS ALOT OF TIMES THAT I'M TELLING YOU THIS WOULD BE GOOD AND A BEAUTIFUL THING/

A Large Collection Of Spring And Summer 2011 Women's Fashion
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Believe In Yourself
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Vicarious - Tool
Vicarious Lyrics "Vicarious" lyrics "Vicarious" Eye on the TV 'cause tragedy thrills me Whatever flavour It happens to be like; Killed by the husband Drowned by the ocean Shot by his own son She used the poison in his tea And kissed him goodbye That's my kind of story It's no fun 'til someone dies Don't look at me like I am a monster Frown out your one face But with the other Stare like a junkie Into the TV Stare like a zombie While the mother Holds her child Watches him die Hands to the sky crying Why, oh why? 'cause I need to watch things die From a distance Vicariously I, live while the whole world dies You all need it too, don't lie Why can't we just admit it? Why can't we just admit it? We won't give pause until the blood is flowing Neither the brave nor bold The writers of stories sold We won't give pause until the blood is flowing I need to watch things die From a good safe distance Vicariously I, live while the whole world dies You all feel the same so Why can't w

The Real Reason Wolf Is An Insomniac.
Typical criticism from others: "You know, if you stay up late tonight, it will just be harder on you in the morning. You should go to bed at a reasonable hour. Why can't you keep a normal schedule?" The response never said: "Maybe, but I like it that way. I like the numbness that comes with being exhausted, the oblivion, and the quiet chaos that exists only in my own mind. Everyone else's problems are suddenly the farthest from my own, because I have things in my own life to deal with as well. If I am tired, I have a qualified excuse to keep to myself at home, to turn off the ringer and not answer my cell phone, to evade the constant problems, drama and bullshit associated with other human beings that, most of the time, do not concern me anyway. Sometimes, I do not even need to try to block things out, the exhaustion does it for me. ...And I like that."

When To Say No To Only Chil?
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Dear Mr. President
Dear Mr. President Dear Mr. President Do you remember 9/11? well it's been 10 years, and though our soldiers caught our most wanted yet little has been done to calm our fears. America was up in arms our troops were put to the task they were asked to do their job 'cause they are the very best. Because of so little help it took a little long, but these are American soldiers they took out the two most wanted and they righted a wrong. Yet our boys are still away, and not home where they should be even though Saddam is buried in the hot dessert sand and Bin Laden in the cold blue sea. But now somethings happened that no-one understands, instead of coming home our boys are now in three sepera

I Did Good Today
I had my cardio kick boxing class...it has evolved into total body blast 35 min of cardio, then 45 min of muscle training... Fat, out of shape girl..lordy..I was so proud of myself for lasting the whole class :D Then, I did good... I went to a relay for life.... I walked and helped man the booth for my team... I got luminaries for Reeka and Highwaysong...It felt good to see them all lit up I have to say that I am blessed and felt truly touched watching the survivors lap and then was moved to tears as I walked after the luminaries were lit Nothing can explain that I walked 8.5 miles today Tomorrow I may not be able to move...but I feel very good about today

Unexpected Good Time
Last night was part one of my class reunion.. I was dreading it I went, like a trooper....and surprisingly..I had a blast I drank like 14 bloody marys lol I got tons of compliments and I really felt good Today is part two, I should be there, but I wanted to be sober LOL So I now think I am sober enough to go to the family picnic Talk amongst yourselves...I will be home later If you have my number, use it :D

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Dealing with aplastic anemia on a daily basis, really has it's effects. You say anemia, and people think, no big deal. However, that couldn't be further from the truth. There are certain medications the doctors can prescribe that MAY stimulate your bone marrow in order to produce more blood cells, but once the mmedication stop working.next comes Chemo until you can find a marrow donor. Weekly doctor visits, constantly being told that there is nothing more they can do. Then they talk about stem cell transplant. Which requires a lengthy hospital stay to try and rebuild your bone marrow with stem cells from a donor. The stem cell transplant doesn't come into play until after you have been subjected to radiation and chemo. The objective is to inject the healthy cells directly into your blood stream, and pray they will migrate to your bone marrow, ultimately generating new blood cells. Of course the physicians think that mmedication is the key to everything, and will prescribe you with new

At A Loss
The funeral and viewings were horrible, I can't even believe how many tears were shed. He was such a good man. So many of my friends are broken..I am not sure how to fix them. Last night I went ut with 3 of the first to respond to the call...they are shells of their former selves... I felt better knowing I could be there for them in some small manner...but I wish I could do more for my friends My graduating class is having a small fund raiser for Derek's family saturday... I have never wanted to go back in time so badly... *sigh* How do I fix my friends? Hell, how do I fix myself? I have never lost someone in such a violent way, much less someone my age :(

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Pervs
Ok so this place is full of them. Being an adult site be a fucking adult. Most people are her for entertainment and not the kind that some are here to offer. I u we're in a real bar would you be as nasty in real life as u are here and expect to get away with it? I think not if u actually say some of the things some of u had said to me in the short time I've been here believe me you'd be hurting and not just by my hand but the hand of others as well so watch what u say to people. Karma will prevail eventually

In My Own Dream
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Drunk Drivers
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November Day
From the time you were bornOn that November dayYou have lived in my heartForever there you will stayI have many great memories of youThose will never fadeYour smiles and laughterThe fun times we madeYou are my precious little girlThat i will forever treasureFor having a daugher like youThere is no greater pleasureLove You ShaelynnDaddy-O xoxoxo Written for my daughter Jan 20, 2012

Sign Of The Times..and A Picture Problem Update.
Here's your "sign of the times" posting for today. So I randomly signed in the other night to check on what was going on and looked up at the Happy Hour. It was someone that had me in their family for oh I don't know, three years. This person rarely comes on here anymore and might be making a comeback or whatever's going on there. So I realize right that I'm not getting any famplifier rates. Odd I thought, so I check out their family and lo and behold what I see - the other wonderful buy-in kings and queens are all loaded up and jacked in there. I'm not going to name names because it's really not worth it. Bt my friends it is a sign of the times. When I asked this person what they paid it was 4 credits. So for about 24 credits combined, to me, that's a lost three year friendship. Funny how things work out around here when there are points, rates and rank involved huh? How many of you has this happend to? And before you do things like this, please think about the effect it will have on

Amino Acids
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My New Friend
So as I sit here and think about things you come to my mind..it's so funny how in a matter of hours someone can come into your life and change it for the better and to look back at what I had before compared to what I have now I wouldn't change a thing. You've become the best friend I never had, the person I could turn to when I needed a lil pick me up and the person who no matter how bad things are going can always get a smile out of me. And to think some silly people tried to take that all away from me. Well that will never happen ever again. I never knew what it was like to have someone I could talk to about anything til I met you. It doesn't matter what it is or who it's about we can always find some way to turn it into a laughing marathon. Your pictures...ah yes those you already know I just absolutely love every single one of them, your smile is amazing, and those eyes you could melt a heart with them. My wish for you is that you have the most amazing life anyone could ever ask f

Stupid Lounge Cunt
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A Bruce Update #2
Hey Everybody This Blog to me is extremely personal and important because i need to explain a couple things to my online fubar friends 1.For about 4-6 weeks i didn't have a working pc tower and now i had to buy a new tower for my pc and then on 6/23/2012 (usa date) or 23/6/2012 australian date i got my new pc tower and been back online since saturday afternoon sydney time 2.My Dad for awhile almost wasn't with me and my family anymore that's because he had a Aneurysm in his brain removed on 2nd of may sydney time but when he the operation i felt like crap because i thought he was going to die then,then he survived the 1st operation then then found more bleeding that wouldn't stop so they did a 2nd operation and he survived that operation as well and before mother's day sydney time he lost his speech briefly then he got it back so he survived 2 operations and regained his speech after losing it briefly so i am so relieved he's still in the land of the living and with us in this wo

Loosing The Virgnity
I was on my equivalent of the traditional "schoolies" trip every Australian high-school graduate takes, in Hong Kong. It was a whole new city, and I felt out of place, out of my depth, but strangely excited — secretly, I was thinking this was my chance to truly try out the life of drugs, drinks, and hookups that I'd been restraining myself from during school. I still don't know if it was actually excitement or just pressure from the expectations of being in such an alive city. Either way, it suited my very pragmatic outlook on these things; sex was also just another hurdle to get over in my mind. There wasn't any emotional significance attached to it. I'd had hookups before, but they were mostly just kissing. For some reason, my looks made my friends assume that I'd gone far, and I let them believe that, because it was simpler and kinder to my pride. But I kept getting curious about what it would feel like to have sex or get completely blind drunk. I'd never allowed

A Fallen Soldier
The Soldier gets a letter saying he has to go to war His wife is 8 months pregnant The Soldier has to leave for war His wife is almost going into labor The wife just had a daughter The Soldier hasn't slept in days His wife can't sleep cause of the baby The Soldier after 3 months finally gets a phone call home He finally hears his daughter cry The Soldier is killed by a surprise bombing His daughter says daddy for the first time Now his wife is a widow The daughter never met her father He died for his country They gave his wife a pin and flag All they could say was I am sorry The daughter never knew her father.

Blessed By Love
Four Years ago, you came into my world, and gave it a unexpected turn, but it wasn't a turn for the worst, it was a turn to the beggining of something magical. Little did I know you were my blessing in disguise, my soul mate most of all. You've brought a new meaning to my life, but also a new meaning to live. Taz, I know we have been through so much in these last four years together, with ups, downs and the in betweens, and none of it I would trade for the world. You have been the greatest thing to ever come into my life. Showing me that love doesn't have to hurt, that true love really does exist. I don't know what would of happend if I never would of found my way back to you. Its your love and your soul, that brings me down to my knees, and thank the Gods that I have found you. Each day that I wake up knowing that I have you in my life, leaves a smile that is brighter than heaven's beam. Your everything I have wished for, but most of all you are my dream come true. With four years of

If You Want Me In The Shoutbox, You Must Read Is This You And N-e-1 Remember Johnny...plz And Thanks
how many people will wonder why im not returning thier shoutbox will probably be the same number of people that will not read this....or is this you or N-e-1 remember Johhny...Imagine that

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Symptoms
Symptoms by Sophie Hannah (1917-present) Although you have given me a stomach upset,Weak knees, a lurching heart, a fuzzy brain,A high-pitched laugh, a monumental phone bill,A feeling of unworthiness, sharp painWhen you are somewhere else, a guilty conscience,A longing, and a dread of what’s in store,A pulse rate for the Guinness Book of Records Life now is better than it was before.Although you have given me a raging temper,Insomnia, a rising sense of panic,A hopeless challenge, bouts of introspection,Raw, bitten nails, a voice that’s strangely manic,A selfish streak, a fear of isolation,A silly smile, lips that are chapped and sore,A running joke, a risk, an inspiration –Life now is better than it was before.Although you have given me a premonition,Chattering teeth, a goal, a lot to lose,A granted wish, mixed motives, superstitions,Hang-ups and headaches, fear of awful news,A bubble in my throat, a dare to swallow,A crack of light under a closing door,The crude, fa

Setting A Goal And Forcing My Way Through It.
So I have had wicked writers block for a while, plus with the move, the flood, the cold, and the job hunting I have just not felt like writing at all. This week I told myself that every day I will write at least one page (doesn't matter which story it is for, or for what blog it is for), so far it has been hard because the two pages I've gotten done on Wrong Number are having to be pulled out of my brain kicking and screaming and biting. There were many a times where I had to just walk away from the laptop because it I came close to just throwing it across the room. So far I feel no real accomplishment with the story, most of it has been character development and if I am lucky I wont end up scraping it all for right now I feel it all forced and unnatural but later when I come back to reread it I may feel differently. Now I'm going to take a long hot bubble bath and blare some music (singing along very off key of course) and relax for a bit.

Name This Song And Who Sings It.
Hey, hey... Hoo-ooh...ooh-hoo... I can't live without you Baby, you're the one I just want you to know Every night and day, I think about you... Stay forever mine 'Cause I can't let you go Ever since I met you My life's never been the same My heart skips a beat I can't stay on my feet My head is spinning around And 'round and 'round I can't live without you Baby, you're the one I just want you to knowhttp://youtu.beLltZ6lcuFaw

Prayer Soldier
I walk in the valley of shadows of death I know when I go down on my knees i am a mark for him Satan breathes down my very door I am a prayer soldier I can feel his breath when I pray for a friend Whether they are sick Or just tired of life I will fight the good fight Show them miracles are very true I will fight and be a prayer soldier for you I am extreme what can I say Jesus was pierced by my kind one day I will follow those steps til my dying day I will be a prayer soldier even if death is my pay They may want to kill me They may want to behead me They may want to take and stone me I will stand for the fall My life is not just my own I have friends who hurt I have friends that suffer The ones I love know I am only a prayer away I will stand my ground and help take your pain away One thing for sure your prayer soldier is here to stay Satan you will have plenty of chances Me and you will go many dances take the suffering to me I am the one that will always

Amazing Dream
I wake every morning knowing I just dreamt of my guardian angel She was not spoken for She comes and goes She knows all about me I see her and she sees me I am a good memory I remember our first kiss it was soft and she smelled so sweet Her eyes were a beautiful blue Her hair waved in the wind She loved to dance the slow dance with me She is so beautiful I remember asking her to be my wife on the lake boat I remember our first born who is now 3 I remember taking her out to dinner and a movie I remember sitting and praying with her every night She was an amazing dream When I sleep tonight It will be just right For some reason you stopped speaking to me I talk to you and you only cry I know I have made you feel bad at times I try to pickup after myself You are my angel dont you see I know that someday you will forgive me You know I have tried everything I love when you caress my head like that I love it when you kiss me like that your skin is so soft I can fe

Longing.......
Longing the longing I have makes me ache it shakes me to my bones I need to hold you I need to feel you but we're so far away yet we are so attached as if someone took my better half and ripped it away I can't not think about you I can't not love you you are too much of me inspiring me to be who I am you are my alpha and omega I'll always hold you near from the depths of my heart I love you always never let me go if you do I could die don't play with my heart its too fragile for that just now picking up the pieces don't leave the puzzle undone I'll give you everything you could ever want just promise to always love me sometimes I may mess up make some mistakes forgive me I swear I'll be everything you want and need so hear my plea and stay with me Written by Joshua Sackett

Being Equal
all right people, how many times have u heard that men are better than women? I have heard it way too many times. Women can do just as good, or even better job, than men at anything. I think that men are just too afraid that we will take over there jobs, so they come up with this line of crap to scare us away from jobs that we can do. We need to stand up to men and let them know that we can do just as good of a job as they can. We aren't a dog , or there pet, we are human being, and deserve to be treated equal, no matter what it is.

It's Almost Christmas!
Yayyy I love this time of year.. aside from having to work every single day... I LOVE IT! It's so jolly and everyone is always happy.. everyone except for those Grinchs, boooo tooo youuuu!! hahaha Happy Holidays Everyone!

Cat Humor
You Don't Have To Own A Cat To Appreciate This One! You just have to have a mother-in-law!!!! We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, "He's just going upstairs to say goodbye to my mother." A few minutes later, I get into the cab. "Sorry I took so long," I said, as

They Say Love Is Blind
They Say Love is Blind They say love is blind and you made this true. I never got to place you in a outfit either pink or blue. Never rocked you in my arms as you quietly slept. Not one tear did i get to dry as you sadly wept. I loved you none the less with all of my heart. My world crashing down when we were torn apart. I dream of you wrapped in a blanket of a white angel wing. The lullaby you hear is the comfort I wanted to bring. I still hold you everyday the only way i know how. God doesn't take my love for you this much he does allow. It is as stong as it would have been if I would have seen you. After my journey in life is done I will carry my love through. It will carry me straight to you, you will never be hard to find. We will be together and I will hold the love that was blind. Looking into eyes that are mine that show a soul I made. I will place you upon my chest where you always should have laid. They say love is blind and you made this come true

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Can't Chat Much Right Now
Hey folks, just wanted to drop a line to you all and let you know that I'm not avoiding you. We are still shoveling out from a minor blizzard, and the biggest thing right now is that a couple of days ago I had Lasik surgery on my eyes. My vision is awesome, I would highly recommend the surgery to everyone! My eyes are still adjusting and trying to read the small print in the shoutbox is a real pain. So if you shout at me, I'm not ignoring you, it's just agravating trying to read all the little type. This should go away in a few days after my eyes fully adjust. Hope everyone is having a blast!

Will You???
I saw you in a dream,so real yet not,do i dare touch,fearing to be caught,will u disappear?can i read wot ur thinkin?your thawts your deeds your thinkin?can i touch you,can i feel you?or will you disappear?do you feel me,do you see me?or will you disappear?can u feel my tears,can u hear me calling?can you feel my touch?or will u disappear?fade into a dream as shadows on a wall,whispers in the night 2 aafraid 2 call,can you hear me tell you ill love you all my life,or will u disappear?angry words are spoken,upsettin tears and strife,can u feel me wanting,lying in your arms savin me from all harm,will this all become real..............or will you disappear??

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom- I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom- I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom- I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom- I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom- I didn't know the feeling of having my hea

Girlfriend Having Surgery
I was just wanting to write this and ask everyone to stop by my girlfriends page and show her what CherryTap is really all about, being there for someone when they need support. Here's the deal with her, Monday, March 19th, she is going into the hospital, she will be there for a couple of days, she is going to have a little bit of surgery done, well alot in my eyes. Angel is going to go in have a complete Hysterectomy done. A couple of weeks ago she had Laparoscopy done and they found that she had endometriosis spread through out, so now the next step... Hysterectomy. She will be out of work anywhere from six to maybe eight weeks. So if everyone that reads this could, stop by here page and show here some real CT luv. If you want, add her, fan her or whatever. I will let everyone know how she did during and after the surgery. Thank you very much for taking the time to read this and talk to everyone soon. Her link is on my profile page. Once again, Thank You. Wildman lildevil @ Ch

Wiccan ( Beltane )
A Celebration of MAY DAY "Perhaps it?s just as well that you won't be here ... to be offended by the sight of our May Day celebrations." --Lord Summerisle to Sgt. Howie from The Wicker Man There are four great festivals of the Pagan Celtic year and the modern Witches' calendar, as well. The two greatest of these are Halloween (the beginning of winter) and May Day (the beginning of summer). Being opposite each other on the wheel of the year, they separate the year into halves. Halloween (also called Samhain) is the Celtic New Year and is generally considered the more important of the two, though May Day runs a close second. Indeed, in some areas -notably Wales- it is considered "the great holiday". May Day ushers in the fifth month of the modern calendar year, the month of May. This month is named in honor of the Goddess Maia, originally a Greek mountain nymph, later identified as the most beautiful of the Seven Sisters, the Pleiades. By Zeus, she is also the m

So Sad!
In Memoriam Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Doug

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And Things Keep Rolling....
I have continued exploring this side of me and Mike and I have talked about it more and more. He is coming to understand it more and more as well. He says he is ok with it all as long as he knows whats going on and isnt left in the dark. If I become serious about someone he wants to be able to know them and meet them so he is comfy with who they are and that they are a good person and that I would be safe. I have slept with one person since I have been with mike and though I liked this guy alot...it wasnt really all that stellar or worth the trouble in the end. I ended up caring about him more than he did me. I found him out to be the player that he is and I have since moved on but it really pissed me off when I found it all out. I have also found that living in a small town doesnt make living like this easy. Everyone knows your business and cant keep their damn noses out of it...so I am forced to live my life quietly and mainly talk to people online that wont judge me. I have

Thoughts
why do I bother anymore?? I open up and all I get is rejection. I do one thing and expected to do something completely different. I act one way and get told to be different because no one likes the way I am. Will I ever be loved for who/ what I am? What is love anyways? anyone care to answer?

A Vent I Made To A Mumm Lol
If You Seen Something Happening In Your Medical System That Was Not Showing Fair Equal Treatment To All.. Would You Bring It To The Publics Attention? Ok To Be Less Vague :P (http://cherrytap.com/blog/82633/382720) After Loosing 140 Lbs I Have Been Wanting To Have Surgery To Help Complete My Goal Of Loosing The Weight And Remove The Extra Skin That Has Been Causing Some Medical Problems. I've Been Told That It Is Considered Cosmetic And The Surgery Is Approximately $36,000. However, They Will Cover The Surgery For Another Woman That Hasn't Lost Any Weight On Her Own. The Surgery For Her Would Be To Lipo, Breast Reduction, And Tummy Tuck Etc. She Told The Doctor That Her Back Hurts So Bad She Cant Get Off The Couch Without Help. But She Self Admitted Hasn't Tried To Lose Any Weight On Her Own. Says She Doesn't Like To Exercise. What would you do? Yes I am so frustrated.. I don't feel ill towards her. I am glad she is getting help. I am so very glad for her :D Just frstrate

Tech Support Irony..
so.. i work tech support during the day - getting peoples internet working... right? so heres some irony for ya.. i get home tonight and my comp screen says 'over clocking failed - press f1 to resume setup'.. and im like wtf?? overclocking?? i dont overclock anything... its generally a completely foolish thing to do - unless maybe youve got a super top of the line comp that can handle it.. i reboot my computer -- it boots up - and it says 'new hardware found - ethernet controller'?? what.. omg its not recognizing my ethernet controller now... well.. so i got two options - search for a driver in my windows folder or... connect to the internet to get a driver there (ok.. first off you CANT connect to the internet if you have no driver for your ethernet card.. you have no network) -- so i have it search my windows32 folder for a driver... none found. so.. the only way ill be able to get a driver is to find someone who has the internet - download the damn driver onto a disk - an

Vote For Me Special Editions Model Of The Year 2008
Hey what's going on? I wanted to remind all of you that voting has started for Special Editions Model of the Year 2008. Please click the photo and vote for me. Thanks so much! I really mean it when I say, I have such wonderful fans and all of you have made my dreams come true. I am such a lucky girl. I love you all! muah xoxo, Bre

How Cute Please Rate If Nothing Else
THIS IS FUBARS MOST PERFECT COUPLE HERE AND THEY NEED SOME LOVE.. THEY BOTH ARE IN A CONTEST WHERE THEY NEED 15,000 COMMENTS EACH TO WIN A BLAST. I KNOW IF YOU HAVE TIME TO OPEN THIS BULLENTIN THEN YOU HAVE TO HAVE A FEW MINUTES TO GO LEAVE 5 OR 10 ON THERE CONTESTS BUT IF THAT IS EVEN ASKING TO MUCH COULD YOU AT LEAST JUST CLICK ON EACH OF THEIR CONTEST LINKS AND GO GIVE THEM EACH ONE TEN RATE. THOSE COUNT TWORDS BOMBS AND THAT MEANS EACH TIME SOMEONE DOES THAT IT WILL SAVE US FROM NEEDING TO LAY DOWN THAT EXTRA TEN COMMENTS. SO IF YOU CAN BOMB PLEASE JUST A SIMPLE RATE ON EACH WOULD HELP US. TY ALL...

Number 12
New Rule: No more gift registries. You know, it used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes, graduations and getting out of rehab. Picking out the stuff you want and having other people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people's version of looting.

Another One Down Wahoooo
CONGRATS TO MISHNUMBER1 FOR GETTING HER VIC BACK. WE REACHED 14,000 IN NO TIME. GOOD JOB POSSE! WOOHOO WE ROCK. MISH YOU DID A WONDERFUL JOB. GOOD LUCK ON BECOMING GODMOTHER. (thanks so much from Michelle xoxox) MishNumber1 ~ Help Me Be 1st British GodMother Plz ~ of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & IAR@ fubar HERE'S A CONTEST! ONE WE'VE BEEN WAITING TO START FOR A LONG TIME NOW. COME ON GUYS IT'S "MS. RETTA". It's a race to 75,000 or the most over 35,000 in a months time. She's at 26643! WE'RE WORKING ON THE GORGEOUS "TEMPTED'S" GIVE AWAY. REMEMBER ANY RATE=10 LET'S GET HER THOSE RATES AND BOMB BOMB BOMB!!!!!! rates=10 Tempted2try 15,000 give away at 7936 **THESE ARE ALL GIVE AWAYS. WE NEED TO GET THESE OVER WITH BEFORE WE STARTING ENTERING MORE CONTESTS** rates=10 Crazy Cowboy 15,000 give away at 3971 rates=10 Tempted2try 15,000 give away at 7936 Mizz Shady 50,000 give away at 13570 ~*~Tali~*~OF SHADY'S S*U*P 55,000 GIVE

Mock Crime Scene Photos
http://www.fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=527610 To view pics, it is very low budget and the photos don't tell the story I do that and there is also power point for that. This was important to me and a LARGE part of my senior forensics grade. So that you know the story the pics don't tell; (all persons with exception of autopsy are not real they are Tom, me or people I know). Ian (victim) is a minister, he is married to Kirsten. The are perfect on the outside but both having affairs. Ian is into bondage, s&m etc, she isn't. She has many lovers he only has a few. The one named David is the one she convinces to kill him. This makes a long story short. I would love to share this with everyone please go check it out and I will try to get the powerpoint up but I can't get it to work. Enjoy and I would love your opinions. Jami

So Much
I am getting ready to head for bed, and I just wanted to wish everyone a goodnight. Its been a long day, and I am extremely tired..I also wanted to say if I haven't touched base with you I'm sorry...seems like there is so much going on. I love my fubar friends..and say hi..I will get back to you...well..I'm off to bed..Nite All!!

Drunken Stupor
I just want to apologize to anyone I annoyed/offended/pissed off etc. last night while I was drinking. I don't remember pissing anyone off, but it's possible :D. And for all of you who had to endure my drunken voice comments, voicemails, & phone calls: thank you :D, you're good sports LOL. Have a great day :D XOXO.

Update.
So.... I just got back from Texas today. It's nice to be home and see my grandma and cats and all that but I am missing my Ross like crazy. Alot happened over the last week and a half. To make a long story short I went out to Texas to visit a friend from Fubar and ended up falling in love with him instead and am heading back out there to live in 2-4 weeks. I am rather tired and don't like these bloggy things anyways so iffen anyone wants details that do not already know them, you know how to contact me. :P ♥ Samme

To Hope
When by my solitary hearth I sit, When no fair dreams before my "mind's eye" flit, And the bare heath of life presents no bloom; Sweet Hope, ethereal balm upon me shed, And wave thy silver pinions o'er my head. Whene'er I wander, at the fall of night, Where woven boughs shut out the moon's bright ray, Should sad Despondency my musings fright, And frown, to drive fair Cheerfulness away, Peep with the moon-beams through the leafy roof, And keep that fiend Despondence far aloof. Should Disappointment, parent of Despair, Strive for her son to seize my careless heart; When, like a cloud, he sits upon the air, Preparing on his spell-bound prey to dart: Chase him away, sweet Hope, with visage bright, And fright him as the morning frightens night! Whene'er the fate of those I hold most dear Tells to my fearful breast a tale of sorrow, O bright-eyed Hope, my morbid fancy cheer; Let me awhile thy sweetest comforts borrow: Thy heaven-born radiance around me shed, And w

Finding Nowhere
this a letter from a friend of mines band!! PLEASE help them out and go vote for them!!! they are awesome!!! Guys we have entered a contest called the Best Band in Denver. This could be a huge opportunity for us. We are competing against 200 or so local acts. The way the whole deal works is that all the songs entered can be found on www.kbpi.com just click the best band in denver link. You will here a bunch of bullshit hardcore and really lame metal acts as well as a few good bands. We happen to be one of the few good bands but need your support. Fans can listen to the music and after registering YOU can vote for who makes it to the Battle. The top 18 acts, thats the 18 bands with the most votes, get to play in a battle of the bands here in denver. WE NEED YOU, YOUR FRIENDS, YOUR FAMILY, YOUR DOG, EVEN PEOPLE YOU LOATH to help us out. Please help make our dreams a reality, Vote for The Moment by finding nowhere. FN

Vacation Time
So next Tuesday I will be gone for bout a month off on vacation...ok not really I'm going to an in patient clinic to try to straighten myself out and finally get sober in my life. It's voluntary and I wanted as well as needed this opportunity, think its my last chance before I really fuck things up for myself. Wish me well wellwishers! See you in a month after that!!! Love Ya Fubarians Chris your personal FuBar Chef!

Ahhhh Life!!
So I got a new car!! 2001 PT Cruser!!! whooo! N I work at GetGo!!! Exciteing! yea not so much! lmao~ But yea Im just takeing life as it comes!! Its going pretty well right now sooo yea! hopefillu it stays this way! But yea I need stuff to do ppl!!! lol So message me and maybe...(if ur special)lol ;)... we'll chill! Hit me up!!!!! ~Love ya~

Yay A Heart Monitor
I went to the doctor this morning and I have been officially diagnosed with fibromyalgia. Woohoo for me, on top of that my heart has been racing, the doctor was worried about my pulse rate being so high so I have to wear a heart monitor for 24 hours. Talk about sexy ;) Then Thursday I have an echocardiogram to make sure everything looks all right. I should be around since its not like I'm in the mood to get out and do anything, but please be patient. My mood is a little up and down with all that's been going on. I'm really tired and at work with this stupid monitor on. Love you guys and I'll keep you posted!! p.s. I added a folder of pics while I'm sick and bored, there's one with me attached to the stupid monitor, and for my breast fans, I'm only in a bra :)

The Last Dance
The Last Dance ...And I whispered, "I am yours."... Venus rising in the darkest hour of night, Etching dreams and fears in silver light, Pressed against the glass, cold, unyielding, And the tragedy leaves me torn and bleeding. Fate has bound and trapped my lonely soul, To pay your redemprion, and make you whole, And when the inevitable price must be paid, I'll willingly fufill the promises made. But before the end, take my hand, look in my eyes, See the truth laid bare, the desolate cries, So before you fly, on new wings free, ........ save the last dance for me. ...And as the last curtain falls, Again I whisper, "I am yours."...

The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveller, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yey knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sign Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less travelled by, And that has made all the difference.

Hurting Inside
Somewhere does one go into a void? Breathing time’s illusion of space Gravitating with a body of weight, Born of a womb digging into a grave. Seconds of one’s worst enemy, Seconds of life breathing dreams, Universe blessed upon your unique soul, Creation, your own image of reflection. Great search outside floating the extremes Reaching inside the deepest part of faith. Core of one’s heartbeats digging nails Into the tears crying inside oneself. Quicksand across stilled waters, Emotions running the gauntlet, Roller coaster of the poetic heart From words that live, die inside a poet. I hurt inside my words!

Expensive Loser Wanted.....
I seen this posted on another site and thought someone would get a kick from it.. Hello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations: 1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning. 2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours! 3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible becasue you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot graffix bong you call "chewbongka". Please ha

My Happy Hour Tonightt
its at 6 pm pst lets really rock fubar and use it well...lets show them all that fubar is for fun helping friends out and showing the love xoxo and please stop by fatsonny and devilgirls page...come join in our good times and laughter xoxo its a date see u all there muahssssssssssss

A Woman And A Fork...
There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly. "What's that?" came the Pasto

John Cleese, A Message From England
Subject: John Cleese, a Message from England To: The citizens of the United States of America: In light of your failure to nominate competent candidates for President of the USA and thus to govern yourselves, we hereby give notice of the revocation of your independence, effective immediately. Her Sovereign Majesty Queen Elizabeth II will resume monarchical duties over all states, commonwealths, and territories (except Kansas , which she does not fancy).Your new prime minister, Gordon Brown, will appoint a governor for America without the need for further elections. Congress and the Senate will be disbanded. A questionnaire may be circulated next year to determine whether any of you noticed. To aid in the transition to a British Crown Dependency, the following rules are introduced with immediate effect: You should look up 'revocation' in the Oxford English Dictionary. 1. Then look up aluminium, and check the pronunciation guide. You will be amazed at j

My Dad
My father had a heart attack today. I have been at the hospital most of the day with my mom and sister. I have been checking my email and fubar from my blackberry. He is in surgery right now, and I won't know much more until afterwards. I thank all of you that have sent me wishes. I will keep you up to date as I hear things. Thanks for being my friend. Please keep him in your prayers. John

I Just Want Someone To Love Me
Wahoo this is me Mizz Shady.. For all of you that have someone for the contest then hit me a shout.. I DONT READ MY EMAIL.. EMAIL SUCKSSSSS I DO NOT READ IT... LOL WOW OKAY YOU MUST GIVE ME A SHOUT... I will then enter them into the contest and notify everyone when it starts... I really want the most sexiest ladies.. Not the nicest or funnest but the sexiest.. Now guys Bring them on....

Today Is The Day!!!
Today marks the anniversary of my second year on Fubar. There have been a few bad times on here but the good times far outweigh the bad times. I'm so glad I didn't give up on this site and there have been times when I considered it. Thanks to my wonderful friends who make this so much fun!!!!!

Isstant Level 55 For Call Of Duty 4
just do as the directions say and you should be fine... worked for me first time, just dont forget to back up your orginal files to the desktop incase of crash then atleast you dont get compeltly wiped...have fun with it enjoy.. http://legiongamers.net/ipb/index.php?showtopic=17&st=0&p=29&#entry29

Come And Get Meeeee!!
Do you know this woman?!?! Read on to learn more . . . Her name is JLYNN & She is up for auction Go by and bid on her, you wont be disappointed!!! Yes you can own your very own JLYNN Don't forget to show her luv!! She is worth all the bids, trust me!! Let's see if we can give her what she deserves!! Just click the auction pic at the end of this bully to take you there

Rant
ok i need to rant... here goes... now i've been on this site for almost 2 years (pick a name for it and go with it) i've dealt with some shady people over that time, but now it seems as if it's become a way of life. i don't get it. what do people get out of being like that? does it make them fu-cool? or just give them a "rush"? seriously.. what on earth could possess people to become complete retards? on something else... i can't stand people who seem to say one thing yet do another. say what you mean and mean what you say. don't do stupid crap, and people won't call you out on it. one last thing.. stop being so jealous of others. obviously you are who you are and no one is going to change that, so stop hating on who others are. if you don't like it, it's real simple, BLOCK them.. if that simply won't do... then cloes your browser, turn off your computer and walk away. real simple huh?! - ♥ reLLa

My Mother Is Dying.
My mother is dying. It’s not pretty. It’s not patient. It’s not silent nor unseen. It’s disturbing and unsettling. It’s rambling and shaking and repetition. And it’s happening quickly. My mother’s birthday is March 13, every so often Friday, March 13th; an omen, a gentle warning of nothing more than a day of celebration of my mother’s birth. This year my mom’s birthday fell on the Thursday and that’s okay too. I took her to dinner. She held my hand as she got out of the car. She held my arm as she walked and she clutched me with both hands as she climbed the wooden stairs. When I was a child, I used to jump stairs. I used to scale stairs. To get to dinner, I used to leap stairs. She fed my face, she wiped my mouth, she washed my hands. That night, with my mom, we climbed stairs. Much harder than before. “It’s okay,” I’d repeat after each step, “Almost done.” She held my attention as we talke

Teresa Just Lost Her Dad Please Send Her Prayers
Teresa's dad just passed away and she could really use your thoughts and prayer right now at this difficult time . She is a shadow bomber and friends with alot of you out there so if you have time please let her know your thoughts are with her! I know she would really appreciate it . she is a good friend of mine in real life and I wanted to let alot of you who care about her what has happened. ann

Never
NEVER By: Katherine Davis I have never asked for much,and really never needed more than I have.Never wanted to be so rich, that i could snap my finger,and get everything,I asked for.That would be dull,then why would I work so hard to achieve all that I do have.I am proud of who I am,and how far I have came.I have faught my way through life, and had never asked for anything.I have lived accordingly to my means,and never went beyond them.Beer is beer. Champainge is champaigne.Three car garage only good if you have a rose royce,or a bentley.I have never bent down on my knees and asked for money,or love.Just the life of my children.And,for God,"To take the wheel," when I was at my worse.I have never asked anyone to give more than they were willingly,and without conditions to give back. I give you level ground,I expect level ground. I have asked nothing of no one,that myself wouldn't be honor to give,Let it be trust,honor,loyality,patient

A New Format
From now on, my blogs will be on a more personal note, with names and things that you won't recognize. I tried to be general on here, and entertain, but nobody reads my crap anyway, so I'll just write them on here, and copy and paste them to a site where I actually have people read them. I did a small experiment, and posted the same blog on both sites, and the results were overwhelming. I'm wasting my time blogging on here lol. So if you're confused by something I wrote, or don't get a reference, because you actually read some of my crap, feel free to ask, and i will explain.