I have continued exploring this side of me and Mike and I have talked about it more and more. He is coming to understand it more and more as well. He says he is ok with it all as long as he knows whats going on and isnt left in the dark. If I become serious about someone he wants to be able to know them and meet them so he is comfy with who they are and that they are a good person and that I would be safe. I have slept with one person since I have been with mike and though I liked this guy alot...it wasnt really all that stellar or worth the trouble in the end. I ended up caring about him more than he did me. I found him out to be the player that he is and I have since moved on but it really pissed me off when I found it all out. I have also found that living in a small town doesnt make living like this easy. Everyone knows your business and cant keep their damn noses out of it...so I am forced to live my life quietly and mainly talk to people online that wont judge me. I have met some really great people on here and on another site that has become a fave for me now. Nothing to do but keep plugging along and just being me. I cant be anything else.
