and the beat goes on again and again and again. once again i get told you can't be in the baby's life. wow i can't believe it. what a person to try telling me that i can't be in my own childs life. WHY THE HELL DO I FUCKING TRY TO BE A GOOD PERSON WHEN ALL I DO IS GET SHIT ON. WHAT THE HELL I'M TIRED OF BEING HURT BY PEOPLE THAT DON'T REALIZE WHEN I SAY SOMETHING THAT MEANS ALOT OF TIMES THAT I'M TELLING YOU THIS WOULD BE GOOD AND A BEAUTIFUL THING/