Fubar Blog Posts 3

Testing Day!
Well, if I sound messed up, it's probably because I am! Had a test today and boy, gotta love the new drugs! Anyhow, seems like all my friends are farther from me than I like. I'll put more down later once the drugs (Versed and something else)has worn off! Trust me! These 2 in combination are woooohooo! Hope everyone is haveing a good day and if you aren't well, just imagine me on LEGAL drugs! That should give ya a laugh or two! I'll type more later....did I already say that?

Freaking Dreams...
Do they mean anything? Can they warn you... Why do I have dreams where I or others I care about are in danger? And then soemthing happens... Xanax and Booze.... I'm partying like Anna Nicole Smith! Woot!.... You like my Body? (Shimmy Shimmy)

Ok For Real
I dunno if Anyone has noticed, But I haven't been around much, And well, I am gonna be more and mor escarce. i stop in long enough to check Messages. Other than that. I am not on here. So no, i won't rate any new pics, No I am not uptodate on the latest Drama nor do I wish to be. This place was fun, But Now I am outty. I am DJIng again, if you would like to know where, it's posted on my PRofile. so. To everyone out there. thanx for bein there. I have met some awesome ppl, BUT, like all good things, my time here has ended. There are no hard feelings towards anyone. just tome to carry on to bigger better things. So everyone, have your self a great day. And if you wish to contact me. Start hunting me down. Thanx Again for the good times. Jamie Crazyeyez ~SDMF~

Love Is Like A Flower (first Poem I Ever Wrote About Love)
Love Is Like A Flower Love is like a flower both starting from a seed, a garden that needs tending to destroy each threatening weed Love is like a flower on trust one does thrive the other needs Mother Nature in order to survive Love is like a flower growing a little more each day while flowers fade can and welter only love is led astray Love is like a flower their roots die by being weak those that weather the storms will keep blooming past their peak Author: Trudy L. 6/25/88

Thoughts On Religion
Religion is an opiate for the masses. Let me clarify, religion has its place in society, and as long as it is not misused, taken literally, or crammed down someone's throat, then I think it is fine. I believe that spirtuality is much more powerful, true, and clear than religion. Many people consider them one and the same, but they are not. Spirituality is a state of mind, Religion is a state of being. Clearer for you? If not, don't worry about it. There are many different religions, Buddhism, LDS, Catholicism, Hinduism, etc. Each of these people believe that the other regious group is subject to immediate damnation when the world hits its end. If such an event did occur, then we would all be in Hell which seems rather fruitless. And so, I think that every single religion has a piece of the ultimate puzzle, and the key to spirituality is locating each group's "piece" and incorporating that piece into your life. I like to search for the pieces of the puzzle...

This Present Darkness (poem)
This present darkness that's in the world, That blinds the lost to dangers that swirl, Around them threatening to end their lives, Before they meet Christ in whom safety lies, Cannot withstand God's awesome power, In the very selfsame hour, When a sinner their soul to God doth yield, And their hope in Christ they begin to build.

Local Band
Come see my fav local band -- Five-2-One @ Drillers bar& grill (Kay arena) in Indiana, PA -- Sat March 10th. Its their goin thru Hell tour With Jammin Jim. $5.00 cover -- Great music -- hottt women and even a bull to ride!! come party and make sure ya stop me & say Hello :) i am sure i will be out on the dance floor actin like i can dance :)

I Can Smell You
I can smell you burning, but you're so far away I can't make out the words on your face Have stregnth goddess, you were built to burn at the stake Just as I was built to be run through on this pike Both bombarded with rocks until the dwindle of light It's distressingly beautiful the way you scream without sound As your hair ignites, floats up as ash, and disapears before it hits the ground My ability to watch you is interrupted by a rock to my eyebrow There's nothing but blood in my vision as I look around I've already lost so much blood, it won't be long now These peasants think they end us here, but they only send us to another realm Where we can outertwine, gaining stregnth And return to haunt this fucking town

For All My Wonderful Friends And Those To Come
Myspace Graphics - pimpfarmer.com Those that I know you all blessed me in so many ways and one day I truely hope to shake your hands and hug your neck...One can never have to many friends so add me who knows I could be the angel you have been waiting on...That is what a friend is A Angel in need you need a shoulder Im here you need something else well we"ll have to discuss that..... Come on by add me keep that train growing...Have a great day Ms.Rogers

Hey All
due to immmaturity an just manners we have lost yet more mmeber but i am still here an standing strong i ever wanted was to walk tall atand strong an be a family that supports each othe instead i have had nothin but people turning there back on me so my request if u are willin to stay an fight for this family an help me make it one of the strongest good an im happy u do but if not please leave now so that i can rebuild start fresh an make this wat i wanted to be i love u all an i think ur all past an present great bombers an i have loved workin with u an hope to work with u some more but please if ur not in for the long hall please tell em now ty j badraven founder of the new revoulution of ravens

Perfect Aim
constrict, contract, impact libido plunge, retreat, repeat and swallow fiend, release, drain 'til hollow lick the teeth that grind in sorrow defeat, keep, and un-named horror disease has seeped into the marrow there is no end, there's still tomorow sweet dread, send death of stiff dampness on the wings of a carnivorous sparrow aphrodisiacs smeared on the tips of inflight arrows i see blood but i see no cowards i see suicidal sex acts preformed on high towers screaming dreams of inner peace with each spill of plasma tongue spells lust across the canvas fingers shape love into the crevice a swell of flesh that can't be supressed the smell of wet that mouths the word "distress" stroke, press, grind to dust spread, accept, become undone bend break PENETRATE fire at you with perfect aim, and still shoot myself in the face

The Redhead Wife!
One morning while making breakfast, a man walked up to his redheaded wife and pinched her on her butt and said, "You know if you firmed this up we could get rid of your girdle." While this was on the edge of intolerable, she thought herself better and replied with silence. The next morning the man woke his redhead with a pinch on the breast and said, "You know if you firmed these up we could get rid of your bra." This was beyond a silence response, so she rolled over and grabbed him by the penis. With a death grip in place she said, "You know if you firmed this up we could get rid of the postman, the gardener, the poolman, and your brother."

For You
Sending you this heart for everyone you know that likes you, and if you are inside their hearts they will send it back to you!!! Let's see in how many hearts you are? You ... are in my heart yet as a friend!!! Ah!!! You have to say how many hearts u received.... ´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶

If The Walls Could Talk
If your walls could speak, Would they talk about us And the things we've done, As silent they've stood witness? Would they tell of how You've anxiously turned me to face them, Impatiently shoving against, As soon as I've stepped through your door... Your left hand holding my neck firmly, The right dropping my defenses to my ankles, Fingers exploring realms, Soaking in delight? Would they express how you've made me squirm, And burn with an uncontrollable desire; How I've moaned for you to go deep inside, With swelling lips begging to be hushed? Would they disclose how you force me to the floor, Down on all fours, While I've whimpered and writhed, Like a dog, begging for more? And of how I've pleaded with you, To drive in from behind, As they've watched without a sound, Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual? Would they voice how you've raised me from the ground, Thighs straddling your waist, As you slipped inside, legs wrapped around, For a r

How Can I Become A Better Person
i dont know what to do. i am so shy and bashful im afraid to start a conversation with a lady i also feel down all to time and the bad memories from my past just wont go away ive talk to councelors and shrinks but i cant get the memories of being molested when i was 5 out of my mind i say stupid shit i just got so much on my mind its driving me crazy i tried everything i cant sleep that much at night i have nightmares i feel so alone alot

Empathy
This was sent to me by my good friend Firewalker Empathy - what is it? 1. Empathy is the ability to recognize, understand and read the emotion of another person. A simple way of describing this would be to say you put yourself in anothers' shoes. You are literally doing this and in turn it could be said that you are resonating with the other person. Some people can do this voluntarily and others do it accidentally. The process involves the ability to read in others, the energy and subtle differences in frequency associated with the range of human thought and emotion. Most people don't understand how this process works but when it comes to helping others it's enough to just recognise you have a gift and that you are sensitive to others. 2. Empaths often have telepathic ability which means that your ability to 'read' is enhanced. Some empaths have a deep sense of 'knowing' which further enhances their ability to read another person. This is very useful because people are compl

Love Yourself
LOVE YOURSELF LOVE YOURSELF, LOVE YOUR BODY. FIND OUT YOUR OWN PERSONAL LIKES AND DISLIKES. TOUCH AND CARRESS YOURSELF ALL OVER. MAKE LOVE TO YOURSELF. FIND YOUR OWN LOVE, JOY, AND DELIGHT IN YOUR BODY. WWW.ADVENTURESOFMRSANDMRFUCKER

"helena" My Chemical Romance
"Helena" Long ago Just like the hearse you die to get in again We are so far from you Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate The lives of everyone you know And what's the worst you take (worst you take) from every heart you break (heart you break) And like the blade you stain (blade you stain) Well I've been holding on tonight [Chorus] What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight Came a time When every star fall brought you to tears again We are the very hurt you sold And what's the worst you take (worst you take) from every heart you break (heart you break) And like the blade you stain (blade you stain) Well I've been holding on tonight [Chorus] What's the worst that I can say? Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight And if you carry on this way Things are better if I stay So long and goodnight So long and goodnight C

'member When
REMEMBER WAY BACK WHEN.. HHHHHHHHHH MEMORIES!!! Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back.... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Happy Meals Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom Cracker jacks with t

Slogans!
I think i'm going to make some t-shirt. SO maybe you could help me out chosing the right slogan to put on it! I'm Only Here For The Nosta. Nosta Makes Everything Better Don't Live a Little, Live a Nosta With A Name Like Nosta, It Has To Be Good Shake the Bottle, Wake the Nosta It's the Bright One, it's the Right One, that's Nosta Hungry? Why Wait? Grab a Nosta Splash Nosta All Over There Ain't No Party Like A Nosta Party Once You Pop, You Can't Stop Nosta Good to the Last Nosta Get Serious. Get Nosta Happiness is Nosta-Shaped Nosta Is Good For You Nosta Really Satisfies Nosta - The Appetizer! Nosta Tested, Mother Approved. You Like Nosta. Nosta Likes You. The Nosta Goes Straight to your Head So Easy, No Wonder Nosta is #1. Half the Nosta, All the Taste Smart. Beautiful. Nosta. Nosta - It Looks Good on You. Australians Wouldn't Give A Nosta For Anything Else. Taste the Nosta. If You Can't Beat Nosta, Join Nosta. Nosta-Lickin' Good. My Goodness, My Nosta! S

Whats On My Mind....
I have seriously begun to question men. In the past few years, i have heard so many reasons why a guy didn't want to date me. Usually, it's the whole 'can't deal with 2 kids' thing. Also, the 'don't wanna have to deal w/ an ex thats always involved in your life'....all sorts or stuff... all valid reasons, all understandable... I'm not saying that i have any issue with it... because, well, my life is very complicated. But this past 2 week, thing... has really gotten me confused. I should have KNOWN after he quit talking to me (after i just told him like EVERYTHING about me...) that i should have left it alone. I KNOW I'm an extremely compliacted person, with and EXTREMELY complicated past, so, i expect to scare people off... thats life. The ones who CHOOSE to stick around and stay involved in my life, i can then trust, and be able to form relationships with them. I should have just left it alone once he told me he wasn't ever going to talk to me again (due to what i told him). But, does

Dear Love One
Dear: love one If I'm dead and in the grave, will you still love me? If I look up, will I see the flowers you left above me? When the worms begin to feed again, it feels like when you loved me. When decay becomes my closet friend, will you be thinking of me? I feel so alone since those days are gone when I walked in the sun. I gave up my chance, in the darkness I chant while holding my gun. If I knock on your door tonight, will I be welcomed in? Would you be willing to forgive me of my mortal sin? I finally escaped the whispers and lies in a life where I didn't fit. I brought about my own demise and ended here in this pit. When the moon is full, I can feel its pull and think of the things I missed. Regret is making it hard to think, it's a shame it has come to this. I just can't seem to make up my mind but I guess that I've got plenty of time. In this cold dark place of mine, In this coffin, imprisoned inside, still contemplating my suicide. When the worms move, I will

Feeling Low!
iT IS 10:00 PM and I am sitting here alone in my room feeling pretty low. my husband has night duty with my son and as usual I have no one to talk to. I get so frutrated with myself because I am too shy to make friends because of the constant fear of rejection. I have never in my 33 years had any friends who I can talk to that's why my computer feels like my only friend. I'm sorry if I am boring anyone but I just needed to get this out of me.

Getting An Autographed Cd
hey my fellow fans of my blogs for me 2days date is the 16/3/07 or 3/16/07 i had the best ever surprise in my letter box i recieved my signed copy of the ep the black pen diaries by Silent Reprise today i am just so happy they promised me a signed copy when i spoke to them at the gig in 2006 and they kept their word which made me happy and haha i didn't even have to pay for it which makes it for me so cool and i am just so happy words can't really describe what i feel about it but i know i am a lucky guy so basically it's a signed cd also in short it's an autographed cd cover of an debut ep by the coolest band i have right now in my collection Silent Reprise from 1 extremely happy Bruce

Voiceless
Did you ever notice how important your voice is to communication? I thought about it quite a lot since I use the internet I guess actors do too. Just take one simple sentence “What do you mean?” and imagine in how many different meanings you could say it how many meanings one simple sentence can have, fear, anger, amusement, curiosity, boredom you can sound annoyed or resigning with just one simple sentence. Got it? And now take the internet and think a minute about how many different people from different countries, social environments, cultures and ideas use it every day… some of them might even know meaning for this simple sentences you never thought about… but why is it important? Because you don’t have a voice on the internet and without your voice you can not fully control what you are saying. You might laugh while saying something but you counterpart “hears” you shouting at him. Strange feeling, isn’t it? And do you ever wonder

When I'm An Old Lady
When I'm an old lady, I'll live with each kid, And bring so much happiness...just as they did. I want to pay back all the joy they've provided. Returning each deed! Oh, they'll be so excited! (When I'm an old lady and live with my kids) I'll write on the wall with reds, whites and blues, And I'll bounce on the furniture...wearing my shoes. I'll drink from the carton and then leave it out. I'll stuff all the toilets and oh, how they'll shout! (When I'm an old lady and live with my kids) When they're on the phone and just out of reach, I'll get into things like sugar and bleach. Oh, they'll snap their fingers and then shake their head, (When I'm an old lady and live with my kids) When they cook dinner and call me to eat, I'll not eat my green beans or salad or meat, I'll gag on my okra, spill milk on the table, And when they get angry...I'll run...if I'm able! (When I'm an old lady and live with my kids) I'll sit close to the TV, t

Never Leave A Child Unattended In Or Around A Motor Vehicle
Never Leave a Child Unattended In or Around a Motor Vehicle Approximately 265 children a year die from being left unattended in a vehicle during warm or hot days. Not only do children die from heat related complication but other dangers can occur from being left unattended in vehicle including: Strangulation from a power window Setting the car in motion and suffering an injury Abduction A car's temperature rises an average of 19 degrees in the first 10 minutes after a car is closed up. It then rises an average of another 10 degrees every 10 minutes culminating in an average rise of 43 degrees within an hour

Rip My Brother You Will Be Missed
Sorry I haven't been around this week end. A biker friend of mine went out to ride his bike and had a heart attack and died. All his biker brothers and sisters, lay him in the ground this week end, biker stile. Brothers and sisters from 25 years ago all showed up. So we honor him all this week end. Yes we shed some tears, and drank some beers... Thats the way he would have wanted it, and would have did the same for any of us.... "HE WILL BE MISSED" Rest in peace my brother.

Leather Mask
All I see is black and darkness I kind of fell blind, more or less I can't speak nor hear at all But she just made me crawl On my tender parts lie marks For the whippings feel like sparks Her position is what matters And she won't make it worse I then feel a second body on my hands She too acts all her commands Barking, crouching, crawling, purr It doesn't matter to her Both our heads covered in black Both recieving the same smack We are the ones with a leather mask How we put up with it, don't ask

Allerleirauh
There was once upon a time a king who had a wife with golden hair, and she was so beautiful that her equal was not to be found on earth. It came to pass that she lay ill, and as she felt that she must soon die, she called the king and said, if you wish to marry again after my death, take no one who is not quite as beautiful as I am, and who has not just such golden hair as I have, this you must promise me. And after the king had promised her this she closed her eyes and died. For a long time the king could not be comforted, and had no thought of taking another wife. At length his councillors said, this cannot go on. The king must marry again, that we may have a queen. And now messengers were sent about far and wide, to seek a bride who equalled the late queen in beauty. In the whole world, however, none was to be found, and even if one had been found, still there would have been no one who had such golden hair. So the messengers came home as they went. Now the king had a daughter

The Bremen Town-musicians
A certain man had a donkey, which had carried the corn-sacks to the mill indefatigably for many a long year. But his strength was going, and he was growing more and more unfit for work. Then his master began to consider how he might best save his keep. But the donkey, seeing that no good wind was blowing, ran away and set out on the road to bremen. There, he thought, I can surely be a town-musician. When he had walked some distance, he found a hound lying on the road, gasping like one who had run till he was tired. What are you gasping so for, you big fellow, asked the donkey. Ah, replied the hound, as I am old, and daily grow weaker, and no longer can hunt, my master wanted to kill me, so I took to flight, but now how am I to earn my bread. I tell you what, said the donkey, I am going to bremen, and shall be town-musician there. Go with me and engage yourself also as a musician. I will play the lute, and you shall beat the kettle-drum. The hound agreed, and on they went. Before long t

Will You Give This To My Daddy
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and ho me

Are You A Music Freak?
put an [x] by what you listen to OR bands you may like (the x's are the ones i listen or heard of so just un X them if you havnt :) ) [note: whoever wrote this survey, knows nothing about music genres.] [X] Panic! At The Disco [ ] October Fall [ ] The Academy Is... [x]Coheed And Cambria [ ] Bayside [X] Yellowcard [X] Sugarcult [ ] The Dresden Dolls TOTAL = 4 COUNTRY: [ x] Keith Urban [ x] George Strait [ x] Rascal Flatts [ x] Toby Keith [ x] Carrie Underwood [ x]Leanne Rhymes [ x] Garth Brooks [ x] Dixie Chicks [ x] Kenny Chesney [ x] Tim McGraw [ x] Faith Hill [ x] Shania Twain [ x] Johnny Cash TOTAL = 13 EMO: [ ] Hawthorne Heights [ ] Halifax [ ] Forgive Durden [ ] Amber Pacific [ ] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus [X]From First to Last [X] Senses Fail [X] underOATH [X] Something Corporate [ ] hit the lights TOTAL = 4 INDIE: [ ] The Hush Sound [ x] Eisley [X] Death Cab for Cutie [X] Dashboard Confessional [x ] The Killers [ x] Ye

Messed Up Relationship
I think I have screwed up my relationship with Lizelle. For those who dont know about us a little back story. 2005 was a shitty year for me I lost 3 of my best friends and one was my first crush. I quit working and traveled to get away from everything. While I was in Finland I was at a bar and I picked up this girl. I wasn't really looking for more than a one nighter but somethong in her opened up that which I had closed away after my friends had died. It turned out she was getting over a relationship and was looking for something new also. How new she got was over the hill for her. See Lizelle was straight till I met her, she never had any relationship with a woman., I was her first. It was wonderful for the both of us, someone new for me to care for and something new for her. In the beginning I thought it was an experiment for her and she would one day say thanks and go back to guys, however that never happened and I found myself falling in love with her. I eventually bought an a

Wife 1.0
Wife 1.0 Dear Tech support Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. No mention of this was included with the product information. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now launches during system initialization, where it monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Hunting and Fishing 7.5, and Racing 3.6 no longer run, crashing the system whenever selected. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0 Please help! Thanks, A Troubled User. _________________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. It is due to a primary misconception. Many people upgrade f

Why Can't I Forget? (lol Guess Hat Yes Another Poem)
Why Can't I Forget? The nights whispers a constant reminder of what was lost Each rustling leaf seems to mock a choice made Why can't I forget? Each smile making me remember a happier time A time that included him Memories were supposed to bring happy moments to mind Yet they turn treacherous every night as I lay in bed Replaying each loving kiss and gentle caress I had thought my choice was right and well made Not expecting the regret that besieges with a stream of endless tears Everyone says to smile and let life go on How can life go on with a heart that no longer cares to beat in rhythm? If time heals all wounds how much longer must I wait? Perhaps some broken hearts are never meant to mend Forever trapped in a circle of regret and pain Once I took solace in the moons silvered glow Comforted with its constant presence Now it's nothing more then a reminder of a love that was ended to soon Careless words and actions breaki

So Hollow.../goodbye My Lover..
Everymorning the sun quietly creeps in. Slips through the curtains and curls around your toes... You keep your eyes closed as I slowly stretch and slide away from the ever crowding rays... A smile on my face I remember the night before. I know its a bittersweet ache in my empty arms. But I am free, you are bound. I wanted you to see how easy moving on can be. Even I know it is hardly true. For every park I pass and every memorable spot that shows me you is a thought you live with too. I don't expect you to be impressionable to your days ahead~ I only wish I could walk on with ease. The pressure in my head finally released~ I hold the purity of what existed within my cross. Don't lose confidence or spite, lift yourself up, when you're alone working those hands, just remember I am there as I always have... You can't believe every tear is a picture of faith. Or every fault is a weakness... how could that be true when there was no fault in loving you. You know this yet you

Bloggggie!
Well, this is my first blog!! yes go me i figured how to do it ;) Hrm. It's like 5:39 am. I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep so here i am!! hmm.. i have a job interview in 6 and a bit hours. wish me luck!! Atm i'm listening to good charlotte's new track. keep your hands off my girl. DL it! it's awesome ;). Other songs i'm obsessed with are: Dixie Chicks - Lullaby Dixie Chicks - Ready To Run Dixie Chicks - Not Ready To Make Nice Cher - If I Could Turn Back Time Cher - I've Got You Babe Cher - Gypisies, Tramps And Thieves Hinder - Nothin' Good About Goodbye Hinder - HomeComing Queen Hinder - Better Than Me Hinder - Get Stoned Hinder - Lips Of An Angel Hmmm thats all i can think of at a quarter to 6 in the morning. :P Has anyone seen that movie called She's The Man starring Amanda Bynes & Channing Tatum? Was out in the movies in 2006 a while ago and is now out on DVD? Well just as something random to talk about i saw that movie 8 times in the movies :P why? because

Friendship Or Just For Points??
WELL FOR THE LAST WEEK I HAVE SENT USER COMMENTS TO EVERTONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST EVERYDAY....JUST TO SEE WHAT KIND OF RESPONSE ID GET....THIS MAY SEEM HARSH BUT IM REALLY WONDERING IF SOME OF YOU ADDED ME JUST FOR THE POINTS OR TRULY TO GET TO KNOW ME AND BECOME FRIENDS. KINDA SUCKS TO HAVE TO SAY THAT HUH...BUT IT HAS OPENED MY EYES TO WHO ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS ON HERE REALLY ARE, THE ONES WHO HAVE ACTUALLY SPENT TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME AND VICE VERSA. THOSE OF YOU AND I THINK YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE I HOLD VERY CLOSE IN MY HEART AND VALUE YOUR FRIENDSHIP TREMENDOUSLY. I RARELY ASK FOR MUCH FROM ANYONE BUT THE PAST 2 WEEKS IVE BEEN BEGGING FOR HELP IN MY CONTEST.....AND ONLY A SELECT FEW ON MY LIST HAVE COME TO MY AID...AND I KNOW YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....FOR THAT I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH...I TRY TO SHOW MY THANKS AS BEST I CAN ON HERE IN A VIRTUAL WAY......I GOT INTO MAKING THE ID CARDS, MORPHS AND EDITING PICTURES HERE LATELY...MOST OF THE ONES IVE DONE I DID ON MY OWN ACCORD FOR YOU...A

Do You Know Me?
i have loved the word mystery.. you dont know what to expect.. you dont know what you'll find out.. i just love the unexpected.. not too much.not less.. i want it just right.. do you hold any mystery for me?^_~

Muddy Gras This Weekend
Leaving tonight. Wife has the jeep loaded with beads should be a blast. AMSIOL just showed up courtesy of SOR4x4 so that will be going in before we load up along with one beadlock to be put on due to some one got the case of the dumbA** and moutned the claw backwards in a late night build frenzy. (ME)

Tired
I just made my account here today so I am just trying to figure things out right now. I have no friends yet =( oh well I'll make them soon enough. Hope that anyone who actually stumbles on this is doing well. -Ashley

When It's Right Before Dawn And Sleep Is Still Hours Away...
As happens so often, I find myself hours from actual sleep. I could lie to myself and lay sleepless with my restless mind going a mile a minute in an enormous loop. I know I spend too much time regreting my past mistakes, but it's hard to let go of something you think about constantly. I still can't believe the retarded shit I did growing up. I still chastise myself for dumb crap I did in as far back as second grade. I can still remember the effects of my violent temper way back then. My problem is that I don't think about things before I do or say them. You think I'd have learned before now. I'd like to think that I'm a pretty smart guy. (Hey, it gets me through the day, okay?) But when I look at my past the evidence that stands out to me points to the opposite. I know that I am hypercritical of myself, but I'm not sure I can help that. My temper has cooled enormously since my younger days, but I still find myself saying and doing retarded things with all too great a frequ

These Things I Think Of
If my bed were your embrace? Wrapped tight around me Then in your arms I'd sleep forever What a feeling that would be If your eyes were the ocean, Deep in thoughts of you I'd never tire of swimming, To seek your glance - would be all I'd do If your kisses were honey I'd have you on toast, In my tea or by the spoon? Honeybees welcome! I'll be your host If your words traveled by wind Like a tree I'd be, To every word I would move and sway Such a sound, would set me free If your heart were made of gold Every cent I'd save Until I bought each piece of your love No other treasure I'd crave If you were here, on this day To hold and to kiss, To look into your eyes, hear your voice? Your heart - I'd no longer miss

Drag Racing Loses A Great Driver
Eric Medlen August 13, 1973 - March 23, 2007 You Will Be Missed - But Never Forgotten SERVICES FOR DRAG RACER ERIC MEDLEN TO BE CONDUCTED IN INDIANA March 24, 2007 BROWNSBURG, Ind. - Funeral services for professional race car driver Eric Medlen, 33, will be held at 10 a.m. Wednesday (March 28) at Connection Pointe Christian Church, 1800 N. Green Street, Brownsburg. In addition to Wednesday's services, there will be a viewing from 6-8 p.m. Tuesday at the same church. Medlen succumbed to complications from a closed head injury four days after his drag racing Funny Car crashed during routine testing at Gainesville (Fla.) Raceway. A six-time winner on the NHRA drag racing tour, Medlen maintained his residence in Brownsburg near the site of the midwest shop facility that housed his race car and those of John Force Racing teammates John Force, Ashley Force and Robert Hight. According to JFR sources, flowers can be arranged through Queen Anne's Lace in Brownsburg.

Abortion Essay
Let The Air In She walked into the office with the look of utter disappointment. Her name was Jig and the doctor was waiting for her. “This way please.” I could tell she was shaking with nerves. “The doctor will explain everything to you.” Turning the corner to walk into the room she paused, “Doctor this is Jig and she is here for the procedure.” In the office we refer to it was “the procedure” because we know many of our patience are sensitive to the term abortion. “Hello Jig. Take a seat right here while I review your chart.” “I have some questions first,” she replied. Having heard that statement many times and knowing the questions before they are even asked the doctor just simply nodded his head. “How safe is it? Will everything be ok?” You could her a bit of panic in her voice. “Childbirth is at least seven times more risky than the procedure.” He had said that line at least a half dozen times that week. “How far along are you?” “About nine weeks.” “After seven weeks w

A Quick Note On Downraters
JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT PEOPLE AREN'T ALWAYS GOING TO RATE YOU A 10. IT HAPPENS. THATS WHY YOU ARE GIVEN THE CHOICE ON HERE 1 THROUGH 10. NO WHERE ON THIS SITE DOES IT SAY YOU HAVE TO RATE SOMEONE A TEN. SO GET OVER YOURSELVES ON HERE ALREADY. NO NEED TO GO AROUND CALLING PEOPLE NAMES JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T GET YOUR PRECIOUS TEN. I GET DOWNRATED AND NOT ONCE HAVE I EVER POSTED A BULLETIN ABOUT IT. GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON. IT STILL COUNTS A PAGE VIEW AND YOU GET THE SAME NUMBER OF POINTS IF SOMEONE RATES YOU A 1 OR 10. SO CALM DOWN PEOPLE NOT EVERYONE THINKS YOUR HOT OR YOUR PAGE IS THE SHIT. TIME TO COME BACK TO REALITY THANKS

Taps
You may have already known the history behind ‘Taps’. What I found interesting is that there are 3 verses (lyrics) to this piece of music. AN INTERESTING HISTORY If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps." It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia. The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay se

Our First Kiss
The sweetness of your lips, engraved upon mine. eyes dipped in luster, reflects colors of life. in cold severe winters, spring dances on your cheeks. your merciless blinking eyes, took my heart away. your first kiss to me, intoxicated my life.

Going To Be Concurrent Posting... So Here Goes....
Entry for March 24, 2007 welll.... I clarified some inconsistencies and falsehoods within my "knowledge base" anyway.... Boudicca.... anyway.... was not some mystical Celtic druidress...... she was ancient, rebel Iceni nobility in Britain around the time of the Roman Occupation BEFORE Catholicism ruled Rome...... after Catholocism "conquered" Roman politics and such I suppose and began "demonizing" old legendary figures of religious and political importance..... within the cultures of the conquered territory taken by the Roman Legions..... as Christianity/Catholocism were gaining power.... Boudicca was absorbed eventually into the new "canon" or rather, "anti-canon" of the Cathololic progaganda..... and became the myth and legend of The Queen of Elfhame among the changing "heathen" peoples..... as Catholocism attempted to Christianize them..... Boudicca as noble... fought against the Roman Regime.... and so was "enemy" of Church and State"..... T

A Bad Day
If you have an "I hate My Job" day, try this. On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement,"Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested." Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,"I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control at Johnson & Johnson." HAVE A NICE DAY AND REMEMBER, THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE ELSE WITH

Man On Fire
Good afternoon everybody that reads this. I'm posting this so that ya'll can get to know me a little bit. Fist of all my name is immanuel and i'm a student living in holland and hope to graduate and get the hell out of this country one day. When i first joined this site or community whatever you call it i wasn't very hopefull that i would get in contact with poeple especially with the lady's. Up to now things are going well, butt something is bothering me. the thing is I see all these nice lady's butt i can't come in contact with them because i live all the way overhere. that's frustraiting. If one of you nice lady's read this. ya'll understand what i'm talking about i want to really get in contact with some nice lady's exchange e-mail addreses chat i little you know.So my messagebox is open i don't discriminate and i don't obligate so untill we meet again xxx to all the nice lady's on cherrytape

I Need Votes And Nobody Reads My Bullentins!!!
I am asking For anyone and everyone to please help me out I amentered in a contest for prettiest smile Im pretty far behind on some of the contestants I need COMMENT BOMBERS TO BOMB ME TILL APRIL 1ST PLEASE GO COMMENT ME AND RATE ME...IF YOU WANT ADD ME AS A FRIEND AS WELL ID APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET...HERE IS THE LINK PLEASE HOOK ME UPITS MY FIRST CONTEST AND PROBABLY THE ONLY ONE ILL ENTER THANK YOU!!! [ CherryTAP.com photo: 192925223 ]

Something I Wrote About Me
As i walk throw the valley, i smell the fresh air.looking around at the green grass,the birds flying so free.I know thats where i wanna stay.I want to be free from everything that tries to hold me back in my past,everything thats so evil and sad.I wish i was a bird,so i could fly so free.with no worries about what to morrow will bring my way. All i have to do is fly away to the next valley thats greener on the other side.to only think about flying free to the promise land we all see,where happyness is made for us.thats t dream i have and when i meet her i hope the promise land is there for me and you.. Its time to move on.No more will i look into my past.. just thinking where i want my life and where it could have been..Its time start over once more but i know i can get throw.. No more will my past follow me around. i let it all go like setting the dove free.. i know where i have to start and i know where i will end for once i have a plan to a better life.No more thinking do

Never Pay For 411 Calls Again
I was online looking at stuff and stumbled upon information to get free 411 calls on your cell phone. Just dial 1-800-free-411 (instead of just 411) and you don't pay the $1.25 per call or whatever your cell company charges anymore. You can save on your bill too. It will cost you minutes if your plan calls for it, but still. Better than the other charge. The next time you're driving and want to place a 411 call use this toll free number, remember to save it to your phone! Your Friend, Nicholas

Misfits
All MISFITS....Next time you see me I am gonna be pimped out in Misfits...Anywho..Yeah I am still a bum at home..Jumping from job to job kinda..well I dont have to work..I just want extra money to spend..lol..Rockabilly is my new lifestyle..and I am LOVING IT...I hope before the tattoo convention this year I will have my chest tattooed to show off...I want to finish my back so that I can be in contest for my tats...I love TATTOOs....

Without You
Without You Do you ever think about me, like I think about you? When, I get up in the morning and the sun sparkles on the morning dew. When, I go for a drive in my car. I’ll see flower growing wild an, I’ll be reminded how pretty you are. Did I ever tell you, how much I love to see you smile? Did I tell you, how much you lift me in times of trial? I often wish the words would flow from my pen. To tell you you’re more then a lover, you’re my friend. You know, thru our good times and thru our bad. You brought a smile upon my face when, I was sad. When, the lines grow on our face and our hair has turned gray. I’m glad you’ve been with me thru the night and day. An, when our days on earth are thru, I wouldn’t have been me, without you. chris

Work At Home Opportunities!
i am a new user ... just doing a little advertising on the side ... doing my best to make some xtra cash (single mom with 2 girls ages 7 & 3) so i will be adding links here as i get them for successful work at home opportunities :) check them out!! just copy & paste into your address bar to get to the site for more info on each data entry work at home - just need computer & internet access... http://paydotcom.com/r/3925/25becky26/515848/

I Want..
All I want right now is you I am so confused I don't know what to do there are so many pictures flashing in my head so many images I see before I go to bed those pictures I see are of you and me images of everything how I wish could be I want someone like you you treat me so well I want you so much can you not tell I want you here with me most of the time you are so special if I let you go I must be blind I don't want you to leave me and go so far away without you I am incomplete I couldn't go on day by day I want you to hold me Oh so tight to help me live on all through the night I want to feel your sweet lips gently touch mine with a tender kiss that is all I ask before I die before the time comes when we must say our last goodbye that time will come fast sooner than you thought and we will be separated and so very far apart

Spokenword :(pagan Vs. Priest) By Marq
Preacher man (Pagan vs. priest) Round one I recall one day, I was idly walking, wearing my pentacle. When I was approached by a minister. He appeared weary an a bit cynical. Upon observing my charm, he then said. Oh poor boy, I do feel sorry for you lad. Are you not afraid you are going to hell? “Not really, hell exists in dogma, that’s your prison cell.” Cell? I am not imprisoned; with my god I am as free as a bird.” “Are you really? Or are you disillusioned and blinded by the word?” I hear not your blasphemy! Kneel now, Worship god our father! So I fell face down to kiss the ground, revering sweet Earth our mother “You deny him publicly, still you this does not bother?” To quote Nietche “god is dead” dear brother, Please know, all we have is each other.” “Oh you’re a lost cause I REBUKE YOU DEMON!” He screamed, while he opened his Cadillac door, still steaming. “Nice car there reverend, good to see you remain humble.” He glared; thumbing through his keys, stea

O'donnell 9/11 Rant Reaches 30 Million Viewers
O'Donnell 9/11 Rant Reaches 30 Million Viewers Promises to feature physics professor on The View to discuss WTC collapse Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet Thursday, March 29, 2007 Rosie O'Donnell is certainly not backing away from her public stance about 9/11, and this morning on The View went on a 9 minute rant about the many questions surrounding the attack, reaching around 30 million viewers in the process. This is the largest single exposure 9/11 truth has enjoyed to date and it represents a watershed moment in the quest to bring the truth to the masses. Rosie O'Donnell is certainly not backing away from her public stance about 9/11, and this morning on The View went on a rant about the many questions surrounding the collapse of Building 7, reaching around 30 million viewers in the process. This is the largest single exposure 9/11 truth has enjoyed to date and it represents a watershed moment in the quest to bring the truth to the masses. O'Donnell

My 'dark Enigma Month Blasts' Bulletin
A great friend of mines, has entered a contest to win a month long blast, go BOMB!! the hell out of her entry, and repost so that she has a better chance of winning this one...The contest is over once the contest Holder CT Daddy reaches Godfather and then the person with the highest amount of comments will get the month long blast, The person who comes in second also get a gift, so go bomb the hell out of her

Something I Never Shared B4...here!
U may see my status showing me "playin poker" more and more over the next while. I am trying to qualify for the WPT. It's been a goal of mine for about two years now, and i think i'm fairly close. like all goals they require dedication and hard work. I'm still here to chat with my friends and make new friends, I'm just gonna be a little slow responding (if it a really serious tournament, i won't be here). just thought i would explain.

Help Me Win My First Contest!!!! ***read Inside***
hey y'all! I entered into this contest that I can win a blast and so I need everyone to go and comment bomb my pic LIKE CRAZY!!! Please do it for me! I've never been in a contest and have NEVER had a blast!!! So please click the link or copy and paste the link if you can't click it! thank you all! :)

All Over Me
Open your mind and tell me a story Reach within the depths of your soul And write your desires all over me Bring your immoral demons They can come too The more the merrier Tattoo my body with your words I want to feel them burn my skin Wrap sexy sentences around me Make me feel what you feel Open up and let the darkness in Do you see what I see? Show me what erotica means to you Spill your guts out for me to examine Pour your thoughts all over me Make me blush Make me wet Touch and taste me Each tantalizing paragraph Must carry with it the thick stench of lust Smell its sweetness all over me Does it arouse your senses? Finish your story And maybe then you can have me

"growing Up In Pictures"
Yes, I have a child. No, I'm not a mom. Birth: Jada Natelynn Wolff There is no pictures. There is only pain and broken promises. An only child living a lie. Age 1: Still Jada Natelynn Wolff Still no pictures. No memories, no smiles. A child being raised by a "mom," But not HER mom. Age 2: Now Jada L. H. A simple portrait picture. A picture-perfect smile, devoid of feeling. Dressed like a doll, she sits alone. Unaware that her real mom cries over a simple picture of her. Age 3: Jada L. H. Blue eyes gaze down at me, She knows more than you think. I stare at the camera, Unaware my child knows I'm her mother. The photo is etched in my mind, making it bleed. Age 4: Jada L. H. So far, has no pictures. I'm still crying for my blue-eyed baby girl. These tears will never dry. There are no memories, just pictures.

Take My Virginty
I finally entered my first contest on here, it is for best default pic so if anyone feels like helping the link is here http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&i=3297483302 Comment bombing is allowed. Thanks!

Welp Looks Like Im On Here Now
and .. go figure started it off right by someone that i thought i was getting closer to .. screw me over men ill never understand them . .they have one they want anoughter younger and younger . who knos if thats it or what it is .. regardless.. you think your gettin somewhere.. starting something . enjoying someone a bit and wham .. a slap in the face sigh ima pout now and stop my bitchin hes obiouslly not worth it

Pain?!!! A Glimpse
Pain the life blood, the inner sting that lets us know we are alive, could we truly say that pain is bad, no we cannot. I feel my pain let it nurture me, cause with out it I would never know joy. Without heartache i would never know love, without anger i would never know peace, without fear i would never find courage. My inner peace comes from this pai, my ability to fight for myself and who I am. Do not run from pain, embrace it and be greatful for it, cause without it you are numb. I say this cause my life my poetry my being in itself is the mix of pain and pleasure, and I need not shed a tear for myself but share my soul with others

Getting Settled
HEY GUYS, I DON'T WRITE BLOGS VERY OFTEN BUT HERE GOES. WELL, IT WAS A BAD DAY THE DAY I LEFT MY BF, VERY UGLY. BUT IM HERE IN ARKANSAS WITH MY FRIEND VICKI AND HER FAMILY. I AM STILL ADJUSTING TO THIS NEW LIFE, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I AM LOVING THE FREEDOME OF NOT HAVING TO ANSWER TO ANYONE. I CAN DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT WHO I WANT LOL, J/K. BUT I KNOW THAT SOON IT WILL ALL BE THE WAY I WANT IT. AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO I AM SO CLOSE TO ON HERE (PURR, HOPI, DIABLO, SEVEN, YOU GUYS ARE MORE THAN WELCOME TO COME VISIT ME IN FT. SMITH ARKANSAS. I LOVE YOU PURR FOR BEING MY BEST FRIEND AND YOU ARE THE BEST GIRL. I MISS BEING ON THE AIR BUT THAT WILL ALL BE CHANGED SOON. WAITING ON MY NEW PC AND NEED A WIRELESS ROUTER TO GET UP AND RUNNING THEN I WILL BE BACK ON THE AIR LOUDER THAN EVER. SO FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE MY CELL NUMBER YOU CAN CALL ME ANYTIME YOU WANT NOW HA HA. NO MORE WORRYING ABOUT WHAT TIME TO CALL. I LOVE YOU ALL, MUAH. LAVONNE

Dont Know Dont Care
I sit around always seems like im stuck in the same fucking race over and over again. DOnt get me wrong I am always at the front its just like I cant stop running.THats my life though and I wouldnt change shit about it! It fuckin suXxX sometimes But oh fucking well.THAT JUST MAKES ME THAT MUCH STRONGER!!! "SEE WHO GIVES A FUCK"

Dumb Bitches: It's A Good Thing I Don't Have A Gun. Part 1 Of A Probably Ongoing Series
And you know why? Because I'm pretty sure I'd use it. Not like recently is the first I've ever had to deal with dumb bitches, but, this is by far the dumbest one I've had to deal with in a while. You see it's my personal opinion, and hey, I could be WAYYY off here, but I really feel like when you're getting pretty close to age 30, you should stop arguing with people 10 years younger, or stop arguing like a 10 year old, one or the other. This is just on the heels of this near 30 year old broad gettin' on my case about my ex who is now her boyfriend talkin' to me about her being a whore, basically. Now, that's not my fault, but, of course, when you're from Texas, it's like the fuckin' Twilight Zone, so I guess I gotta cut a bitch a break :( Of course, just being told this, you can't get the full idea of what a moron this broad is, and I use the term broad loosely. Please, someone tell me... is it just bitches who get knocked up and knocked around by their men who are dumb cunts or just s

Happy Saturday, Everyone!
I survived my night out with my nieces and their friends! I haven't done tequila shots in years, lmao! And Sarah introduced me to Jager Bombs, what fun, lol! Danced alot, refused to sing, was dragged from one bar to the next, lmao! And a good time was had by all! They did make me spend the night on Sarah's couch, just to be safe!! Haven't had that much fun in quite a while! Love you, Sarah; and Happy Birthday, sweetie! Taylor is a happy camper! A couple of the guys he knows at the high school asked him to join their newly formed band. He is so very pleased and I am happy for him! Just wish he could get his grades up, lol! I think I may need to take a nap today, lol! Not used to those late hours anymore! Have a wonderful Saturday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Have a lovely Easter!! Blessings, all over the place, lol! Later!

R.i.p. John Winter
Today is my birthday and I'm really depressed...I have no clue why ... guess it's just birthday depression. Also a man I knew died a couple days ago and I just found out late last night. He was a meteorologist for a local news station and apparently he shot himself in the head. My heart goes out to his wife and family. R.I.P. John Winter

First Attempt At Creating A Comic
I found a new toy to explore on the net. You can take your photos and create comics. There is way more to this than what I have created to explore. You will probably see me create some more in time. I will have to take more photos in the future in knowing that I can now have the ability to do this. LOL...Another distraction to fuel my procrastination. :D LOL....

"something's Missing"
I'm not alone, I wish I was. Cause then I'd know, I was down because I couldn't find, a friend around To love me like, they do right now. They do right now. I'm dizzy from the shopping malls I searched for joy, but I bought it all It doesn't help the hunger pains and a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate Something's missing And I don't know how to fix it something's missing And I don't know what it is At all When autumn comes, it doesnt ask. It just walks in, where it left you last. And you never know, when it starts Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart: Something's missing And I don't know how to fix it something's missing And I don't know what it is At all I can't be sure that this state of mind, is not of my own design I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness. For loneliness like this. Something's missing And I don't know how to fix it Something's missing And I don't know what it is No I don

What's Worse Than Being Called Sir?
I maybe a lot of things to a lot of people, but one thing I'm not is serious, despite my outward demeanor. :). Anyone who's spent any length of time with me knows that I can be a clown at times despite having aristocratic manners. I hate when people address me as SIR, especially if they're older than me. I understand younger people saying it, they just don't know any better, lol. But come on people - that prefix should be reserved for your dads and grandfathers. Anyways, enough of my ranting, I thought I'd tell a joke instead. If you think it's amusing feel free to comment. There was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You t

Sorry I Am Not Taking Voodoo For No Ct Hubby !
Show Recent Messages (F3) Shawn Thompson: am now maria martinez: what u doing? Shawn Thompson: just had a shower Shawn Thompson: u alone? maria martinez: yeah Shawn Thompson: wanna see ur baby naked? Shawn Thompson: okay wat? maria martinez: well what did u do yesterday Shawn Thompson: played my game lol Shawn Thompson: u wanna see down there? maria martinez: lol maria martinez: why u want to show me? Shawn Thompson: ur my girl Shawn Thompson: and its all urs Shawn Thompson: so i take that as yes lol Shawn Thompson: so lol maria martinez: don't u work today? Shawn Thompson: in like 3hours maria martinez: what do u do? Shawn Thompson: service clerk maria martinez: at what kind of store? Shawn Thompson: grocey shawn Thompson: so u dont wanna watch me cum then maria martinez: naw Shawn Thompson: ur cam fixed? maria martinez: no son never showed up and he's not answering his cell either i hope he's okay Shawn Thompson: im horny for u Shawn Thompson: so what

R.i.p Fat Tony!!!
I believe BBWs are earth bound angels and should be worshiped as goddess. Just remember if you can play safe and play with trust then you are having fun but if you play to hurt and the run like a cowered then your nothing more than a bad memory in ones heart…. The WORDS OF FAT TONY! Read it on his profile. FatTony@ CherryTAP

Quickie
1) i'm hella tired 2) went to rehab this morning again and i will have to continue with that for the ankle 4 sessions mroe 3) went to doctor and he said i need rehab for the upper part of leg (i have coagulated blood encapsulated and with massage and rehab will get reabsorbed), and pills for the pain and something else 4) tomorrow i go to the other doctor to give him the result of the urea breath test and see what meds i need for this treatment this time to kill that stupid bacteria 5) my feet hurts.... stupid new shoes 6) it's early and i'm going to sleep early 7) it's colder now... but still the incredible mosquitos are alive! (wish i could kill all them) 8) too much work and no vacations: i wont survive, i need to move to switzerland ASAP! well this is a short thing of what was happening, more questions? send a pm lol nah leave a comment! hugs

To Love Another
To love another, one must touch, the deepest of their soul To make a love that will last, one never to be stole To be best friends through good and bad, for all times won't be cheery To laugh and cry when we feel, for emotions never weary To have the sense to know what's wrong when anger may set in To have the knowledge to calm the nerves so nothing will begin To never lay your head at night, without a kiss goodnight To always wake with, " I love you " with the mornings light To always listen, with both ears when one is talking to you To always feel the pain they feel when something is askew To never under estimate the love between you both To always keep some open space for individual growth To always be a partner, and always to embrace To always be a person, when one needs some space To forever keep an open mind, when one makes mistakes To always try to understand, when one is made in haste To keep your love true to one, the one you love the most To keep your

Two Hearts As One..
Two hearts as one, just like ours, beating just the same, in love we fell, for all to see, our love we did proclaim. We are joined much more than that, for we are one together, we can make it through the worst, of stormiest bad weather. For l have you, and you have me, thats all we need in life, and as l promised you, one day agreed to be your wife. l long for your tender touch, your kisses and your love as we are meant to be as one, it's written up above. No one can ever take your place, deep in my heart are you, you're in my soul, my mind as well, and soon we will renew. Renew the passion in our souls, our hearts and bodies too, no love can ever take our place, cuz in our hearts we grew. We grew to love each other more, than ever we had thought, this kind of love we share, is nothing to be taught. It's a love so true, eternally, from deep inside our souls, it's straight from heaven up above, we don't have control. Oh how l yearn to feel you close, ag

You Will Always Be!
You will always be, deep in my heart, for without you l'd surely part. From this world, so sad and blue, for without you, l can't get through. You will always be, in my soul, just as we said, it's not control. We can't choose, what comes tomorrow, althougth l pray it isn't sorrow. You will always be, beside me each day, and l with you, l'll never stray. For l love you with all my heart, and we said we'd never part. You will always be, forever with me today and through eternity. For as we promised, one fine day, we were meant to be that way. You will always be, in my arms, keeping you from all harms. As l in yours, will ever stay, feeling all your love that way. You will always be, my stars at night, holding on to each one so bright. l miss you terribly inside, and l can't find a place to hide. You will always be my destiny, my future, soulmate, so says he. You've shown me what true love means, and l will never have to dream. You will always

Lovers In The Night
LOVERS IN THE NIGHT She meets him in a quiet place away from the hectic rat race they walk and talk holding hands walking under rthe stars across the land they see the ocean and the beach they keep walking the end to reach He stops walking holding her near kissing her passionately under the sky so clear they take the blanket spreading it out in the sand He lays her down still holding her hand for a moment they hold each close being together they make the most he strips her slowly kissing each spot both of them getting very hot He removes his pants to reveal a hot throbbing cock ohh what a meal their hands explore with a touch and a tingle through their hair their fingers mingle she kisses him moving slowly lower teasing his cock even slower. Her mouth opens slowly sucking in his big head please turn around he said sixty-nine is now the position They had not know what they have been missing he ate her pussy with delight laying on the beach that c

Poem
Dreaming I used to dream of eyes so blue And loving arms to hold me. I used to dream of heroic knights And how gracious they would be. I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle For anything less than best. I used to dream of how he would majestically Lay all fears to rest. I used to dream of fairy tales, How wondrous would they be I used to dream of story books All patterned after me. I used to dream of a lot of things, But the moment I met you, I immediately stopped dreaming, Because all of my dreams came true

A Long Over Due Thank You
this is a story of a young girl and a thank you thats well over due.this girl was put into the streets before she wass 10.introduced to prostitution,drugs,burglary and armed robbery by age 12. the second person in this story is an under cover cop that went to bat for thuis girl,was shot helping her and eventually took her in and turned an addict into a refined lady. its a story that has spanned over a quarter of a century,made up of tears,loss,addiction,blood and unselfish love. im goim ng to do this story over a period of time so each story will be continued.im hoping to complete it in just over a week.my time is being challenged and this story must be told first. all events are true,all characters are real,all of it is just as it happened.i know for i was a main player in it all. im not allowed to tell names of the villians or the hero becouse im bound by a promise,a promise backed by all the love one person can have for another.the thank you must be delivered soon,before the g

Boxes, Walls & Doors : From My E-mail Bag ~
Dear Magic: Your writing on Soul Mates really touched me. [ SNIP] So here I am, he says he loves me but I feel like I'm in this relationship alone. It's like everything else matters but us and when I tell him we have a problem he will yes me to death but nothing ever changes. I feel like we are not even on the same planet anymore and i have been put into this box and kept there until he's ready to deal. So how do I get him to understand ? How do I get him to see I'm reaching out to make it work again because I'm tired of doing all the work. Am I making any sense ? Help. lacie. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Dear Lacie. It is said the universe moves in mysterious ways. Call it irony, call it serendipity, fate or just a syncretistic coincidence but yes I know what you mean. First off, I'm not paragon of virtue nor perfection or great sage. I have my quirks, my faults just like ever

I Lost Some One Dear To Me Today
today my best frined richie died in a fire and i just seen him last night first my mom leaves me now my best friend is gone and now i cant stop crying this is to every 1 that lost a dear friend death is a part of life death is what brings life life is what brings death whne it is your time its your time to make life you must take life so i say this prayer to my friend i hope you will join me lord please take care of my friend richies soul and i hope he knows ill miss him amen.

I Have Regained My Self-respect
I have had enough of self-denial I am not the one on trial Its society I have had enough of this sobriety I am going to break the chain No need to explain You have been applying the screw And you always knew That eventually I would crack And start fighting back I am starting a new page The world is my stage I am throwing away my black clothing I no longer have a need for self-loathing What did you expect? I have regained my self-respect

Fly, My Angel, Fly
Silent words are spoken Somewhere far away Hearts and secrets broken Dreams that cannot stay Barefoot in the snow Wishes made in vain Tears are shed in summer Smiling in the rain Breathing under-water Husband strikes his wife Father rejects daughter Girl runs for her life Shots are taken one by one Not so much as a twitch Standing still 'till it is done Scars and scratches itch Death is taken lightly Eyes no longer cry Run far from this fight, please Fly, my angel, fly

Broken Dreams And Promises
Broken dreams and promises, Madness and suicide Broken dreams and promises urge flight from here. My spirit cries for freedom from the memory. I can’t go the road they call me down, only madness lays ahead. Once again I have seen the truth, and the truth is a lie. No conviction no sentence only eternal desire without fulfillment. I remember too much, I cannot forget, I would trade all of the memories for just an ounce of forgetfulness. I have been cursed with a desire for which there is no satiation. No cup without a bottom can ever be filled, for it is not a cup, only a conduit to some other place where nothing can be felt or experienced or remembered. Madness and suicide struggle for possession of this spirit of mine, but madness is the stronger,, in madness lay forgetfulness . The way of suicide is madness. Paradox? Possibly. But for now I will limp on. Damaged beyond repair. My will and mind are forever disabled. Only promises keep me here. You see I keep my promises, even when

Mid Life
I can almost feel myself losing weight . . . by forwarding this to you! You'll understand at the end. I've seen two shows lately that went on and on about how mid-life is a great time for women. Just last week Oprah had a whole show on how great menopause will be . . . Puhleeeeeeeze! I've had a few thoughts of my own and would like to share them with you. Whether you are pushing 40, 50, 60 (or maybe even just pushing your luck), you'll probably relate. Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down. This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. In mid-life women no longer have upper arms, we have wing spans. We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts, we are flying squirrels in drag. Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and you can see your rear without turning around. Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless.

Been Awhile
How's everyone doing? I don't think I've even been in to touch base for awhile. The days seem to go by so fast, and you just wonder where the time went, from one day to the next. I still can't believe that it's the middle of April, since I can't really tell ya where Jan, Feb, and March went....lol Just flew out the window to somewhere. hehehehehe We had a great Easter. We went to Lebanon to visit my mom and dad. Dad hasn't been doing too well, and we're still concerned about his weakness, but just trust that God will give him and us the strength that is needed. We had a great supper, and enjoyed a visit from my Uncle Doc, and Aunt Charlotte. It's always good to see them. Things haven't been much different around here. Lee's still working his butt off, and I'm not. lol ....working that is. Hopefully, that will change, as of today, since I'm hoping to hear back on a job interview that I went to yesterday. It sounds very promising. It isn't what you'd call full ti

Stanley
George Bush goes to a primary school to talk to the >> kids to get a little >> PR. >> >> After his talk he offers question time. >> >> One little boy puts up his hand and George asks him >> his name. >> >> "Stanley," responds the little boy. >> >> And what is your question, Stanley?" >> >> "I have 4 questions: >> >> First, why did the USA invade Iraq without the support >> of the UN? >> >> Second, why are you President when Al Gore got more >> votes? >> >> Third, whatever happened to Osama Bin Laden?" >> >> Fourth, why are we so worried about gay-marriage when >> one half of all >> Americans don't have health insurance? >> >> Just then, the bell rings for recess. >> >> George Bush informs the kiddies that they will >> continue after recess. >> >> When they resume George says, "OK, where were we? >> >> Oh, that's right: question time. Who has a question?" >> >> Another little boy puts up his hand. >> >> George p

When I Least Expected
I met you when I least expected to. I was at my lowest point. You were like a shooting star... You brought light where there was only darkness, hope where there was despair, love where there was none and passion where there was numbness. You made everything new and bright and shiny. Every day was special... an adventure. Your kisses left me breathless. Your arms around me left me wanting for nothing. I never felt so loved or so safe. And then, as quickly as you appeared, you were gone. I ran scared I thought we were forever... I guess I was wrong. Will You ever Forgive me I miss you baby.

Poem 26
I'm sorry for causing that pain in your heart. I'm sorry for causing us to be apart. I wish I could turn back the hands of time. Go back and prevent that very last crime. I reminice about the times of living with you. All the little things you knew just when to do. The moments we had were often out of sight. Another chance is all ask A chance to tell you That when we broke up Deep inside, I didn't want to You're the only one Who has made me happy You're the only one Who makes me feel so alive I know you might not care But the love I have for you It's real More real than anything I've tried to move on No not with another Just life in General But I can't just yet Something in my heart says That things dont have to be this way I don't just love you as my lover I also love you as my friend Before all this happened we could talk about anything Now we can talk about nothing This wall of silence between us Kills me everyda

No Other Way
Yes my heart is aching, how much you will never know, If you could only know how much I love you and want to see it grow. I understand it may take years, And maybe even some tears. I will always support you in all the choices you make, Even though some of them may make my heart ache. For the dream of that day that this world and our hearts will know, It is now safe to let our love grow. Even though I have lost so much in my life and dreaded each day, That all changed the day I met you, I would have it no other way. by INXS421 03/30/07

Awesome Sunset Video Of An 81-way World-record Skydiving Parachute Formation!
After almost a week of training a group of dedicated skydivers put together the largest parachute formation ever built. It consists of 81 ... alle » skydivers in the formation and several video people flying around. It took place over Lake Wales Florida USA just before sunset and has some incredible shots by some incredible video fliers, and a picture-perfect "starburst" break-away.

Laughing At Myself
So I was at work today,being the cook.(Oh my). When my manager tells me to double up fries. Well you know me, I put another fry pan on top of another. (doubling up the fries) Of course thats not what he wants me to do. He looks back yells and asked me what I was doing. I said doubling up the fries. He says no, pour the fries in one fry pan. I started laughing and I said well isn't that funny. Of course he didn't think so. He told me He didn't know to laugh or cry.

Life
Well lets see. Life is what it is no better or worse then it has been. I am really loving my job over at Denny's I make good money in tips. Normaly this is a work day for me and is a major tips day but I got really ill and had to go to the hospital, turns out I have a stomach Flu *YAY* NOT!!! Been Sleeping most of the day away partly due to feeling ill, and partly out of PURE unadulterated boardum. No ones been around to talk to or to hang with. I have looked for images, and trolled the net for info related to my mental disorders, and weight watchers. Considering going to one of the weight watchers meetings to see what they are all about but we will see if I actually do it. not much else to say life has basicaly been dull not sure if that is good or bad. LOL as there is usually and lull before the storm.

Two Wars? Do You Feel Safe?
Politics Collide With Iraq Realities Thomas Ricks | April 8 Washington Post - There are two Iraq wars being waged, according to military officers on the ground and defense experts: the one fought in the streets of Baghdad, and the war as it is perceived in Washington. Army Gen. David H. Petraeus, who took over as the top U.S. commander in Iraq in February, cited the disparity last week. "The Washington clock is moving more rapidly than the Baghdad clock," he said in a television interview. "So we're obviously trying to speed up the Baghdad clock a bit and to produce some progress on the ground that can, perhaps . . . put a little more time on the Washington clock." While Washington appears headed toward a political endgame on Iraq, with the White House and Congress sparring over benchmarks and pullout dates, the war on the ground is at an ebb tide. All sides -- including U.S. military strategists and Iraqi sectarian leaders and insurgents, as well as regional players such a

My Tummy Been Acting Funny All Weekend =p
Hope evreybody else had a good weekend....I sure didn't....My stomach was all fucked up...ALL WEEKEND. I couldn't lay down and sleep for one minute. I mean the queasiness was so bad I couldn't lay on my side (and I usually lay on my stomach =X ) And when I wasn't queasy, I was extremely hungry....Then, when I did feed the hunger, I got that queasy feeling back. How fucked id that, huh? My best friend, Benny, wanted me to go to the mall with him and see "Grindhouse." Since my stomach was upset, I couldn't go......Damn, and I was really looking forward to seeing "Planet Terror." *sniffle* I still feel like that a little now, but at least it's not as bad as it was..... Have a good Week everybody... Much Luv

I Stole This From Someone On Yahoo... But Put My Answers To It
1. Do you say "Hi" to people you don't know? most of the time 2. What is the name of the first person you had sex with? david 3. Do you still talk to this person? nope.... 4. Recite a line from 2 movies: ummm i dont know... lol 5. What movies were they from? 6. Do you play by the rules? Of course i do. hehehe 7. Name another word for penis: cock.... 8. Do you complain a lot? yes 9. Have you ever been to Canada? nope but i would love to go 10. Do you have an addictive personality? Yeah 11. What size would you say your nose is? med 12. What is someones name, that begins with the letter B? beth ... foster sister.. 13. Name someone whose plastic surgery turned out poorly. michael jackson 14. Have you ever performed CPR, on anyone? yes 15. Name something that falls from the sky: rain snow sleet ..i hate them all 16. Are you polite? most of the time 17. Name a TV show or movie, that impacted soci

My Reason For Starting This Blog
I'm creating this blog so I can post all the funny jokes I find across the net and theres alot. I hope e1 enjoys them as much as I do. I think ones personality comes out when we discover what makes them laugh.

Why Feel Like This
the badest feeling to feel. it all starts when u lost a girl that u lve alot . but then u feel bad all the time. so u think that the feeling will never go alway and then u feel it geting worst and worst. so u start to cut on yr slf and drinking alot plus of them all u will smoke and always think of her. that the worst feeling of all.

Lost Another Ct Member
Please stop by and pay ur respects, such a beautiful young girl (she was 29). May she RIP. My thoughts and prayers go out to her family and friends. Please stop by and show her God Father respects as well. Soccer Dad@ CherryTAP

Just A Little Request
On May 19th, I am walking with fellow arthritis sufferers and supporters to raise money for the arthritis foundation. I have created a team and so far have only 4 out of 10 people walking with me. All I need is 5 more people to complete my team. If anyone is interested in walking with me, check out this site http://AW2007KC.kintera.org/dreamsalive. If you would like to make a donation, go here http://AW2007KC.kintera.org/notgivingin. thanks for taking the time out to read this blog and respond to the links if you did. I appreciate it and so do the rest of us.

Questionair
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92%Faerie67%Mermaid58%Dragon42%WereWolf33%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Poem: I Will Always Love You
You ask me , will our heart's, ever mend? and I say; "YES" and, what I did then will never happen again.. You ask me, how will our mind's react?, and I'll say;let's keep the promise, we made and find out together.. You ask me,what about our soul's?, and I'll say; "baby" it came to us. On that day we met and to this day, it still remains in these words, that I will always love you... Signed: Raymond Starns dated: 9/99

Can You Give Me A Vote?
I'm in a contest and need a little help. With me working 14 hr days, I cant do this alone, so any help from my friends out there would surly be appreciated. If you need a little help with a contest sometime I will help. If you would like to help leave some comments on this pic for me, just click on the pic and comment away! You have to allow the site to reload since we have been slowed down here on commenting. You can leave as many comments as you would like and get points for commenting also. Thank you to those who help me.

Chalice And Athame
Chalice and Athame Chalice I am, as I am the aspect of divine. Athame as you are the aspect of divine. We represent the strengths apart. When together our magick is not parted. Chalice holds liquids as you hold my thoughts and heart. Athame with the blade you wear my hearts sheild. Here we sit on the opposite sides of the state as we sit on the altar. When we are brought together we are united as one. In rituals we are not divided as we create. Together we create the love we make. As I am hold, fluids and liquids as the love that corses through veins. As you hold the blade it carves your love into your's and our hearts. Our magickal powers are beyond compare by strengths of divine. You are the lord, I am the lady. We are recarniated through the chalice and athame. We connect as tools of the craft, as magickal souls, as lovers as we lived another life before now. Therefore our life was the chalice and athame forever may we reign.

More Thoughts Of Mine
Well with each day that goes by its getting a little easier for me to accept the way things are right now . But it won't keep me from wanting what I had . The hardest part about it was that he was supposed to come to visit me and spend a week with me this month and then he just broke it off saying he doesn't love me anymore . But some of it I blame it on him still being young and wanting to play the game for a bit . I know it sounds cynical but sometimes I do believe that love is just a wicked game that we play during our lifetime . But is it really worth it in the end. Right now I honestly don't know exactly how I feel. In a way I feel numb inside and just constantly wondering what happened ? How can someone just throw away a 2 year history for someone they have only known for 6 months give or take ?

Wishing These Tears To End...
I'm so tired of these tears... I don't understand why i keep getting hurt like this, Why am i always the one doing the fighting.... Why wont anyone for once fight for me. Before you blow up at me i am talking emotionally... Physically i fight in the name of everyone and am so proud to do so but the woman who i love so is killing me inside. I care for people but this person was suppost to be one of the closest people in my life... She swore she'd never hurt me.... But i am sitting here with tears that are rolling down my face. WHY AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH? have i done something so horrible? is it because i am not close enough? i swear if i could spend every morning next to you i would but insted i get an e-mail that drills into my heart ... or whats left of it telling me that he is the type you want.... the bad boy with the gentleman side... I thought you said it was me you wanted???? What did i do to deserve this?... i swear if there was something i said i'd take it back,

Just A Quick Hello!
This is my nephew's wedding weekend! Wish me luck! The chaotic energy flowing about is really taking its toll on me! If I can get through this wedding without triggering a family riot, I will be happy indeed!! Everyone is moody and incredibly touchy! Not good! I'll appreciate any positive energy, good vibes sent my way, lmao! This has become too bizarre for words, truly! Even Aidan, my niece's 5 week old little guy, has been in the hospital with croup! He is just miserable with it and croup is just one of those things you have to ride out. Not fun, for anyone involved! Have a wonderful weekend, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, lots and lots of them, for everyone all over the world! You are loved, dear friends! Later! Much later, lol!

Pisces
PISCES: The Piece of ass Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high ### appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants.. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost...........You scored as Mysterious, You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious50% Eyes full of Pain50% Diamond Eyes42% Passion33% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t ho

Doucherag Asshole.
mikey, suck a fat fucking dick. you are such a selfish pig. way to go, backing out of what you said you would do. "i don't know what you want me to do, Deja. plans changed"... yeah because you are fucking SELFISH. plans changed because you would rather drink yourself into oblivion then spend time with an old friend. so fuck you and the fucking donkey you rode in on. YOU SUCK. i would say "and so does your mother", but i like her better than you.

Woulda Never Guessed It
You fit in with:Taoism Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Taoist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life. 40% spiritual.0% reason-oriented. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

You Are My Sunshine
Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love withhis little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen. In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at St. Mary's Hospital, Knoxville, Tennessee The days inched by. The little girl got worse. The pediatrician had to tell the parents there is very little hope. Be pre

Just T Say Hey
Well i made some awesome new friends with my blast and I just wanted to let everybody know that you should say hi anytime, im around a bunch cuz im an addict and ill try to get to ya as soon as i can!! Thanks for all the love and thanks for allemas69 for getting it for me!! yayyyy.... now i only have 90000 to go still lol but thats better than 300,000 but anyway THANKS AGAIN LUVZ YA!!! ~Cindy

Wine
I am becoming more and more fascinated with the many different wines in Europe (my favorites so far are the German wines and some of the French ones... i also like Austrian wine and want to trymore Swiss ones.) i will do more research on them and the lady at my local wine shop has been a very good help. Soon they will be getting in more of the Greek wines which i wish to try. I have one i my fridge that i am waiting until the end of the week (Friday) t0 try with some nice Italian food (and if i can find) Greek foods as well if there are any places that make Greek foods.

U.s. Says Wiccan Symbol Can Appear On Veterans’ Headstones
U.S. Says Wiccan Symbol Can Appear on Veterans’ Headstones By NEELA BANERJEE Published: April 23, 2007 WASHINGTON, April 23 — To settle a lawsuit, the Department of Veterans Affairs has agreed to add the Wiccan pentacle to a list of approved religious symbols that it will engrave on veterans’ headstones. The settlement, which was reached on Friday, was announced today by Americans United for the Separation of Church and State, which represented the plaintiffs in the case. The Veterans Affairs Department confirmed the settlement. Though it has many forms, Wicca is a type of pre-Christian belief that worships the divine as mother and father and reveres nature and its cycles. Until now, the Veterans Affairs department had approved 38 symbols to indicate the faith of deceased service members on memorials. It normally takes a few months for a petition by a faith group to win the department’s approval, but the effort to win approval for the Wiccan symbol took about 10 ye

Spiders... Ugh!!!!
This isn't anything than me just ranting and raving and feeling ikky... To say I hate spiders is a major UNDERSTATEMENT! So, before going out and about on a quick run, I threw on a hat that came from my car... so then My head itched real quick *yeah not lice kind of itch either. lol * I didn't think anything of it... but then I feel something moving so I took off the hat and shook out my hair, and UGH out comes this HUGE *Ok only about the size of a quarter, but to me HUGE* black furry spider with a white mark on its butt... since then I have killed it with resolve, and took a shower, still I feel ikky... UGH I hate Hate Hate spiders!

Sometimes, You Even Prove Yourself Wrong
I don't know why, but I find myself becoming more and more reclusive as time goes on. I can still remember when I was a "social butterfly" and I loved to go out with groups of people and have fun. Now, I hate being around people and I find myself being a bit elitist about who I talk to. I spend a lot of time with Cait, she's one of the few people I can stand one a regular basis. I get annoyed with even my best friends lately. I haven't been online near as much as I used to, and when I am I tend to hide either invisible or behind an away message. I can't really name a timeframe for when my thought process shifted, for when I suddenly became this anti-social creature, more content to sit at home or go get coffee with one person. I suppose it was a gradual thing, just over time I became exasperated with society in general. I mean, a person can only handle so much before they snap. A woman in the movie will only listen to the guy lie so many times before she gives up and leaves. I guess

Ok I Usually Dont Do "chain Letters" But Friend Gave It To Me...so Im Posting In My Damn Blog!!!!! Lol
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Confusion
So right now I'm kind of confused. I've been getting a bit closer again with my ex. Nothing that earth shattering, mostly just hanging out and spending time together but there is definatly a little more there then when we were just hanging out as friends. The thing that confuses me is I dont know if she is kind of looking at things as us starting over and seeing where things go, or if its more of a fill in until something better comes along. I would be ok with it either way, though I do hope for the trying again option, I mean I love the time we are together and I plan on us being a part of each other's lives from here on, no matter what capacity we're in. Its just hard to know how to handle a situation when your not sure what the situation is. How much do you let yourself get attatched to the idea of being together? Or do you have to keep that voice in the back of your mind that reminds you its not supposed to be forever?

Cool Set Of Rules (comes With Warning Label)
Rule number 1 Women, learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. Ammendment to rule number 1 I now leave not just the seat down, but the lid too, because I got too many accusations of peeing on the seat when it was the dog drinking out of it and dripping on the seat.....so now, don't complain that you have to lift the lid to pee. Rule number 1 Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not considered by us to be opportunities to see if we can find the perfect present . . . . again! Rule number 1 Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. Rule number 1 Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. Rule number 1 Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by

This Is A Poem/song I Wrote And Forgot About But Found It Today, Here It Is...
will i pass or will i fall the question that fills us all could we be wrong will i listen or will i speak the suggestion that we seem to keep could i be wrong and now we listen to the call of love is this and I am all lurking somewhere in the past i find the promises that couldn't last but i wasn't wrong and we are so strong and we are so wrong, yet we fight our way back to the day when things were as we say was it june or december these little details i can't remember could i be wrong so will i act or will i fail the impulse that i can't seem to quail will i be wrong and looking back to the days of hearts of bliss, now they're away prevailing in this gusting wind i see the things that might have been how i was wrong and we are so strong and we are so wrong this can't break me this can't break me now things are falling back to me right back where they should be this happy ending finally sequentially, happy...

Jokes For Today 4/28
Two caterpillars Two caterpillars are sitting on a leaf when a butterfly zooms by, startling them. One turns to the other and says, "Boy, you'll never get ME up in one of those things." Stricter with the screening process A young man dies and goes to Heaven, where he finds he is third in line at the Pearly Gates. St. Peter is taking a much-needed break, so an angel is admitting the newly arrived to Heaven. The angel tells the three new arrivals that because so many drug dealers and other criminals have managed to sneak into Heaven that St. Peter must now be a little stricter with the screening process. Each person is required to state his former occupation and tell his or her yearly salary. The first man in line says, "I was an actor, and I earned $1 million last year." The angel says, "Okay, you may enter." He turns to the woman in line and asks her about her life. She states, "I earned $150,000 as an attorney." The angel thinks for a moment and then

Time Waits For No One
To realize The value of a sister/brother Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. ! To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a frien

I Am The Wolf
I am the wolf howling in the night, I am the wolf winning the tough fight. I am the wolf with eyes as cold as steel, I am the wolf Nipping at your heel. I am the wolf The devoted friend, I am the wolf There until the end. I am the wolf taking care of my pack, I am the wolf Never looking back.

This Morning The Gods Hate Me.
Rawr. I swear its like the gods hate me. So yesterday in my mad spring cleaning I came across the fact that my fish tank is leaking, rather rapidly. So Henry will soon be waterless. Go out this morning and spend $200 for a new tank and new crap for it, get it home and its like 30 inches across, while my old tank was only 27.5 inches. So now it wont fit on the stand I had. On top of that, I get home to no parking(ive got 3 spots in front of my house, no drivway or garage, the ONLY people on the street without a driveway mind you) And the people across the street(who PAVED THEIR BACK YARD FOR PARKING) have parked in ALL three fucking spots. So i got to haul a 29 gallon fish tank down the street along wiht almost 30 lbs of rocks for the bottom of the tank. You better believe i was bitching them out the whole time. And now im going to sit here and stew and smoke and try to get Henry's tank set up.

I'm Sore...
yesterday i ran 4 miles without stopping. today i thought i could do it again. thank god some running friends talked me out of it. i got through 2 tough miles but in good time. sigh...i love to run. but sometimes it's so damn painful.

Send This "dear (your Name)" And See What Answers U Get.
> > > > > > Dear ______: > > > > > > I _______ you. > > > > You have a nice________. > > > > You make me ________. > > > > You should _________. > > > > Someday I will ________. > > > > You + me =_________. > > > > If I saw you now I'd __________. > > > > I want to_______ you. > > > > I would build a _________ just for you. > > > > We could ________ under the stars. > > > > Love, > > __________ > > > > (P.S. ____________.) > > > > SEND THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET.

New Dating Rules
so now ive come to the conclusion that im only going to date models from now on. this is due to work schedules and a few other things. but this way when i finally do get a chance to see them it will be well worth the wait and time well spent. instead of seeing someone all the damn time and getting bored very easily.

The Sister-in-law
the sister-in-law My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me. It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was bra-less. One day "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling, just come up and get me." I was stunned and frozen in shock as I watched her go up the stairs. When she reached the top she pulled off her panties and threw them down

Just An Update 5-2-07
Well lets see here, I'm a little behind on things, so I'll try to encompass everything. First, to any of those keeping score, no I still haven't found a job, I still have some hopefulls, and my desperation idea also. I'm hoping not to have to do that, 6 months away at a time doesn't sound to good to me, but you know, I'll do what I have to do. Second, anybody who will actually read this, thank you, you guys have helped me raise through the ranks of this site really quickly and it has helped my self-image a lot just to know that there are people who didn't know me a month ago who are caring enough about what's going on in my life to check my stuff out on occasion, that's pretty cool. Now, if you are curious about the pictures of the band. I went to a show the other night and saw a band called Project Jones. They actually put on a great show, a few too many cover songs, but that wasn't their fault, the bar demanded it, and they do what they have to to make money, but all in a

Why I Write
I wrote to be free To express my feelings True feelings Which are hidden deep To unleash tears and joy To calm and be open Open as a field I write to be free To unleash anger and depression Peaceful as a meadow Lonely as a desert Express all true feelings As a flowing waterfall Beautiful to the very end.

Pillsbury Dough Boy
The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business but, his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived by his el

Is My Happiness Going To Fall Apart
Thursday, May 03, 2007 Is my happiness going to fall apart Current mood: confused ok so the past couple days i get this feeling that im gonna lose my happiness that twitch (john) has brought me, its like not only is him and i fallin apart but our friendship that we've had over the years is too, idk after the talk last night i feel like he might just hide from wats going on, i know hes going thru alot right now but i dont think he understand that i was there for him all along while we were friends, that im still here for him now, and no matter what happens between us i'll always be there for him, last night i was crying while talking on the phone to him and i dont think he knew i was, i was crying cause im worried about him, about wat we have, i just want him to be happy, and i dont like the fact that right now hes not, i honestly dont even know if i make him even a tad bit happy or if i make this worse, im just so confused and thats y im writing to get my thoughts out cause i

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Things don't happen quite that way That's what I hear the people say We love, we laugh, we play, we scream Too good to be more than a dream Teeming with such love, such life Infatuation's perfect wife The way we make the other feel Too good they say, "It can't be real". Suddenly the dark clouds loomed And ended the first dream too soon Things changed too fast for me to see How all of this affected me The pain feels real my hopes were shattered They say it shouldn't really matter 'tis but a dream not yours to keep My heart bleeds - my body weeps The first dream made me feel so good As hopes of love and caring should The second dream brought grief and dread Disbelief like people said Love is good that's what they say But it doesn't grow in just a day Things just don't happen quite that way Dreams come true - that's what I say!

Pain And Sorrow
Pain and sorrow fill every part of my being. I lost what I most wanted. A dream shattered into a million pieces. Never to be put together again. I see you and want to reach out to you ,hold you like I did so long ago.To tell you its alright,everything will be alright. A lie. One I must continue to tell myself to be able to go on. Thoughts of you constantly run through my mind. I know you have moved on. My pain and sorrow so strong. Just wanting to see you to be near you. To touch you to hold you once again. Yet another dream never to be realized. I will go on living with my pain and sorrow. Till another angel shows me the light I long to walk into and take me out of this hell that has been created by the loss of a dream

Payback(victims Revenge)
Payback(Victims Revenge) My suffering has driven me to insanity but not enough to go out of my mind Its all because of what you have done to me Because of you I live with the endless scars and painful memories of what you have done to me Scars cut so deep A wound that will never heal Its time for you to feel payback mother fucker Chorus Its time to bring the payback Payback is gonna be more then a bitch Payback is gonna be long and torturous I will cut,maim,and multilate you till you almost die Just to bring you back to life I will make you feel my pain and anguish make you die a thousand deaths for every year of suffering you have made me live through I will hunt you down Nobody will miss you when your gone Nobody misses a diseased animal such as you You will die slowly and painfuly in time I will not give you the sweet relief of a quick death Chorus(x2) I am the Master of Pain The bringer of your slowly agonizing demise I am heartless and mer

This Ain't No Dang Rodeo
Two cowboys are out on the range talking about their favorite sex positions. One says "I think I enjoy the rodeo position the best." "I don't think I have ever heard of that one," says the other cowboy. "What is i t?" "Well, it's where you get your girlfriend on all fours, mount her from behind, and reach around and cup her breasts in your hands. Then you whisper in her ear, 'Boy, these feel just like your sister's,' and then try to hold on for 8 seconds."

My Version Of Nice Girls.. Lol Fuck You Chickens Ahahaha
1:19 AM - youre doin it all wrong..nice girls PT II Current mood: hyper - To every girl that dresses cute --- not skanky (but you act like a ho anyways) - To every girl who wants to be called beautiful -- not hot. (but the way you walk around like youre fuckin barbie says otherwise) - To every girl that will spend her whole day -- looking for the perfect birthday present for you. (if she knows you as well as she should, shed know EXACTLY what to get you) - To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose -- the whore instead. (quit being such a duchebag when he wants it, when you want it you nag till you get it.. i know im a girl) - To every girl that would die to have a -- decent boyfriend. (quit trying to "fix" the men you pick up...leopards dont change their spots, they just grow bigger) - To every girl that wont settle -- for the jerk. (again, stop picking the losers...feel them out before you fuck around with them) ((ps who they chill with i

Desire
DESIRE BY: BRENDA L. I do know as I grew older and began to understand my sexual feelings and desires the fantasy grew stronger and stronger. While I didn't really dare to let this fantasy free it began to fill my thoughts. As I would make love with my partner, I would dream about filling her with my seed without the protection of a condom, diaphragm or the pill. It wasn't just the desire to have unprotected sex, it was the desire to really impregnate my partner and partners. To put my semen in their fertile wombs and make babies. Of course I could have already made my fantasy come true. I am a tall handsome man of twenty eight from a rich family. I can generally have my choice of women to have sex with. I could marry some girl with a family on her mind and have a couple of children. I am sure that I was on that path. I would get to fulfill my fantasy and desire a couple of times in a lifetime and I know I am supposed to be happy with that. T

Heaven Knocking, Hell Rising
Heaven Knocking, Hell Rising - 2007 EP Wake up, and Put on your Armor.... We rush to the Battle Scene.... Fire and Brimstone we will bring to the fight and Souls will be lifted from here to the sky and He will descend from the clouds Like a thief in the night These trials seem so long... and the days i feel are killing... but my hands will clench to yours when it seems like i am falling BECAUSE YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE Welcome, welcome is the first thing you do to me always When i've been so far away And you are the best thing That has happened to me and Forever i'll worship You This is the end hear it comes This is the end that we're in Haven't you heard Havent you The dead will rise AWAKE THE BRIDE And it's such a chore for me Just to see the world is ending But the news paper writes and The television screams That this is the end So haven't you felt the love of Christ Haven't you felt Jehovah's Love... One day we'll see your face... On

Missing You
To tell you “I miss you” Is too vague For it doesn’t express my real feelings For I miss you more than words can describes For you make me whole A vital piece For you are my happiness To have one wish One wish alone It would be to have you with me always. Never to be separated To say “I miss you” Is too vague But I love you and miss you always.

9 Years, And Finally I Can Know Something
His name: Micah -- he was 10 lbs, 22 inches long His Birthday: March 6, 1998 7:30 p.m. He screamed so loud right away, very pink..perfect APGAR Anybody who knows me has heard about the son I put up for adoption 9 years ago. Not a day goes by that I don't wonder where he is, or how he's doing. I never even knew his name to try to find anything out about him, I had no idea how to try and find him, no ideas at all, now the mother has found me on myspace and was able to give me some information, and she is going to call me tonight to let me know more. I can't decide if I want to be happy or sad, part of me wants to dance for joy that I can find something out, or even if she doesn't call that I have what information that I do have, but another part of me just wants to cry, I don't know how to handle this, but I know that I would rather this have happened then to have gone the rest of my life not knowing anything.

Why Not Give Me A Chance To Be A Friend?
Why not give me a chance to be a friend? What is Friendship? I am neither a psychologist nor an intellectual, therefore I find it impossible to define friendship and put into words my understanding of it. But what I do know, is that I will laugh with you when you are well and happy and I will cry together with you when you are sad and I will light a candle for you when you are ill or beset by seemingly impossible problems. Friendship is based on understanding and trust; without these qualities, there cannot be true friendship. I believe that true friendship is sorely and sadly lacking in our world today: There too many crimes; too much hate, prejudice, envy and jealousy. I don’t think we can change the world where Politicians and even the Church have failed to find any solution, but we can try and do our bit – create our own world, our own better world, the perfect world. I Love classical music, operas and waltzes, which I just love to conduct. I also like to

Chinese Proverb- Ask
Great things are only possible with outrageous requests. ~ Thea Alexander ~ Man, if you gotta ask you'll never know. ~ Louis Armstrong ~ Ask, and it shall be given you; seek; and you shall find; knock and it shall be opened unto you. For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened. [Matthew 7:7-8] ~ Bible ~ You don't always get what you ask for, but you never get what you don't ask for... unless it's contagious! ~ Franklyn Broude ~ Remember you are just an extra in everyone else's play. ~ Stewart Emery ~ If you don't ask, you don't get. ~ Mahatma Gandhi ~ Every moment of your life is infinitely creative and the universe is endlessly bountiful. Just put forth a clear enough request, and everything your heart desires must come to you. ~ Shakti Gawain ~ You create your opportunities by asking for them. ~ Patty Hansen ~ Others have seen what is and asked why. I have

Lisa Jones's Chicken And Cheese Quesadillas
Lisa Jones's Chicken and Cheese Quesadillas Even your fussiest eaters will stop in their well-worn tracks for these quesadillas, which could hardly be easier to prepare and make great use of leftover chicken. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 8 flour tortillas * 2 cups shredded cheddar cheese * 1 1/2 cups cooked chicken * 1/2 cup salsa * 1/2 cup sour cream Directions: Heat a large skillet over medium heat. Place a tortilla in the pan. Sprinkle with 1/2 cup of the cheese. Add a quarter of the chicken. Top with the second tortilla, pressing lightly. Cook the quesadilla for 2 to 3 minutes, until lightly golden. Flip the quesadilla and cook for 2 minutes longer, or until the cheese melts. Remove from the heat, cut into wedges and top with 2 tablespoons each of salsa and sour cream. Repeat with the remaining tortillas.

Where Did The Time Go?
There's a beat dancing in his heart and it hammers in his chest He can feel it slow down these days for time calls it to rest The years have flown by leaving scars to mark the days baby showers and funerals mingle together in the haze He hopes that when this all shakes out that He'll be on the positive side He prays that Heaven will open up and that he'll avoid the downward slide Soon the light will fade and He'll have to step over He'd hope to watch my children grow and dance in fields of clover So shed no tears for this dying man For his life was complete and full He'll go to a place where they know his name and peace is the guiding rule Time ticks with each new day and a boy will become a man He'll take his place in the sun and fulfill the Master's plan For with every life, there comes a death and Nature makes this so embrace each moment when it comes because time will never let you know Bryant

Can Anyone Tell Me..............
Hi all, I was wondering who i need to contact to get one of the CT's Marriage licenses done??? If you know how just let me know, or if you know someone who does them, I would really appreciate it, Thanks all.

Why God Created Mothers
By the time the Lord made mothers, he was into his sixth day of working overtime. An Angel appeared and said "Why are you spending so much time on this one"? And the Lord answered and said, "Have you seen the spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have 200 movable parts, all replaceable, run on black coffee and leftovers, have a lap that can hold three children at one time and that disappears when she stands up, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart, and have six pairs of hands." The Angel was astounded at the requirements for this one. "Six pairs of hands! No Way!", said the Angel. The Lord replied, "Oh, it's not the hands that are the problem. It's the three pairs of eyes that mothers must have!" "And that's just on the standard model?" the Angel asked. The Lord nodded in agreement, "Yep, one pair of eyes are to see through the closed door as she asks her children what they are doing even though she already k

The Night (old School)
Cold is the night Dull for things are never bright So despite the downfalls of Night's calls There is security behind these walls Where one cannot see the lighter side Where they yearn to be Why stay where you hide Behind the Night's mask, you ask 'Cause the journey is not an easy task One cannot simply ride towards the sun To declare they have won Nope, it cannot be done but there is hope So stay on the run for it has only just begun Careful not to trip on the slope Or you will return to the Night's cold burn Enough to make you ill isn't it But do not grab that pill For you have many wrongs to make right Then finally the end will be in sight Nice and bright the death of Night

This Was A Test
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=576109&albumid=0&i=3654505887 "This is a test. This is only a test of the CherryTap Rating System." The tappers of your area in voluntary cooperation w/the bulletin whores, mummers & local bouncers have developed this system to keep you informed on how people really rate pictures. If this had been an actual "real" default picture, drooling may have occurred followed by tingling of the groin area &/or fapping. This concludes this test of the CherryTap rating System." I'm behind on my bloging but this was a test to see how ppl really rate pictures on cherrytap but mission failed, someone marked it NSFW a hour after I uploaded it LoL! to be continued...

Nsfw Pictures
I find it hilarious that someone would be offended by a picture of me in JEANS showing my tattoo on my lower back and actually mark it as NSFW.. come on i thought that we were supposed to have some freedom here and actually act like adults...

Just A Friendly Suggestion...
Obviously when we post pics of ourselves we are giving the viewer a peek into our souls, some ideas about who we are as a person. I'm all about "keeping it real" and being honest with each other, but dammit, if you're going to post pics of your exposed nether regions, please ensure that you've thoroughly cleansed your ass. Baby wipes work just as well for adults, people!

I'll Kick Your Grass
I just mowed my front yard. It took about fifteen minutes, with my lovely people-powered mower. I did the back yard last night--also about fifteen minutes of work. Well, work might be an overstatement. I mowed while I was on the phone with my mother and sister, wishing them a Happy Mother's Day. I absolutely adore my people-powered mower. I think it's divine. No messing with gas or oil, no loud noises or lung-clenching clouds of dust and clippings. My mower's so clean--and the act of mowing so idyllic--that I mow in a skirt, generally, plodding around my yard in flip flops. I'm thinking about installing a beverage holder on the handlebars of the mower, but I don't know how well that would work. Regardless, it would be fun. There are a few problems with the mower, though. First, it doesn't cut dandelion stems very well. And since I'm not the kind of person who likes to dump a lot of chemicals on my lawn, I have a few dandelions. OK. I have a lot of dandelions. I've

Loser Ass Whiney Babies On Cherry And The Rating System
Dj~ Insomnia~Reppin Tha Underground: hahaha ♥jenjenteases♥ dancer @ wp ♥ SAW Crew ♥: i would say somthing but i aint ♥jenjenteases♥ dancer @ wp ♥ SAW Crew ♥: lol Ω_SHADYJ_Ω: lol Dj~ Insomnia~Reppin Tha Underground: id cry if someone down rated me too...cause cherrytap is so important to the evolution of my life...roflmao..j/k Ω_SHADYJ_Ω: enjoy arron lol arron M: right on..back to rating honestly suga²: only ppl tht can suspend your account are admin or ct staff Ω_SHADYJ_Ω: that wont happen arron arron M: ok cool, just wanted to confirm before i continued, or was threatened with having my account suspended likei was told today Ω_SHADYJ_Ω: hello jenjen suga²: jk dont do that haha thats only instigating ♥jenjenteases♥ dancer @ wp ♥ SAW Crew ♥: hi shady suga²: or go back and rate em lower again for bad attitude arron M: right suga²: ignore em or block them arron M

You Know What.....
i am seriously beginning to think that relationships are overrated in my life. I am talking about having an emotional attachment to someone of the opposite sex. I have tried....i have forgiven, forgiven again, given second chances and third chances only to be continually walked on. I used to have these dreams of being the little league dad, with a wife and family. right now i dont care if i stay single the rest of my life. i have a luxury however of having sisters that one day will no doubt have children. i can be a little league uncle. when i get tired of the little rug rats i can send them back home. i think my new focus will be to securing my own future and beginning to enjoy MY life. this will include doing things i want to do and spending time with my family. i am exasperated with the bullshit of trying to rebuild a one sided relationship with no kind of joy or satisfaction for myself. call it selfish but there comes a time when you gotta say "whats in it for me?" so far

Sex For A Week
Sex for a Week A couple just got married, and when the husband went back to his house he found that his bride had disappeared. He got very worried and gathered up all his friends to search for his wife with no success. Two days after his wife disappeared the man returned home to find her in the kitchen. He asked her what she has been up to and why she hasn't been home for so long. She replied: "These four men kidnapped me and had wild sex with me for a week." The husband answered: "But it's only been two days what do u mean a week?" "I am only here to get something to eat."

Omg
So once in a while, when I'm bored I like to read the personal ads on craigslist. Was just reading one that said "I honestly don't care how old you are, what race you are, how much money you make, how much baggage you have, as long as you're intelligent, honest, faithful and not overweight." Seriously, is being overweight that freaking bad that someone would rather you have all kinds of baby daddy/momma drama or other shit going on in your life? How freaking horrible. Who cares if you're a secure, stable overweight person with a good personality because I'd rather be with someone who's been on Maury 80 times to find their child's father. I just get so pissed that we live in a society where someones value is discounted just because they carry some extra poundage! I can understand if someone isn't attracted to it ok. Because its not everyone's thing. But geez...to rather have someone w/ a shitload of baggage than overweight just slays me. Maybe i'm reading into it too much, but it bother

In Loving Memory Of Steven A. Martin 6/11/86 - 5/10/07
Steven A. Martin HUDSON - Steven A. Martin, 20, of Hudson, formerly of Maynard, died unexpectedly Thursday, May 10, 2007, at Marlborough Hospital. Born in Concord, he was the son of Richard "Steve" Martin of Maynard and Dawn Johnson of Gardner. Besides his parents, he leaves his sister, Lori Martin of Maynard; his grandmother, Charlene Martin of Maynard; and many friends. Visiting hours are Tuesday, May 15, from 6 to 8 p.m., at the Fowler-Kennedy Funeral Home, 42 Concord St., Maynard. Burial will be private. Please pray for the friends and family he left behind.... ***You will be missed by all and forgotten by none!!***

Dear Mr. President
I thought the magnitude and the simplicity of this is awesome! Cindy Sheehan asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea?" Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then, long, long ago, a mother asked, "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar -- "that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." To know the wil

Some Stuff I Wrote On A Rainy Day
my skin is gone, an open space my bones collapse, lungs suffocate falling, broken, all from within pieces break, can't put right again my soul, my being, shattered glass my heart torn, the pieces trash Casted out, thrown to the side lost in emotion trying to hide nowhere to turn, dead ends arise feeling alone, I sit and cry yes a man, but a little boy inside ......J

Emoticons In Chat!!!
Just a quick guide.. The tongue thing= :P Smiley :) Dammit it wont let me do it lol okay its a colon : and then a ) or ( or D for the big smiley Sad :( wink ;) Ill have to keep writing them down as I do them rofl .. those are the basics I use out of habit haha

Kitten Confusion!
Alright, so I've got this new cat. She's smushed between me and the arm of the chair right now actually. So cute. She's smaller than my foot. Weighs about a pound hehe. I wrote a bunch about her in my other blog, you can read all that crap there if you want to know the details on how I got her. I'm just kind of updating some things right now. Random thoughts and whatnot. For instance, I don't know what to give her to play with. Toys would be good, I don't have any balls or anything since I don't have any other animals or any kids or anything of that sort. She doesn't want to play with the toilet paper roll which makes no sense to me. All cats love toilet paper rolls, or at least every cat I ever had before did. Maybe she's just too small yet. Anyone have any ideas? Hmm... Well I think I'm going to go find something jingly. Maybe a pill bottle or something haha. Geesh!

Not Fair
When I was a kid the playgrounds that I played on were sand blacktop, or a combination of them...When you were playing on the monkey bars and fell you learned not to fall again really quick.....when you fell off anything you either had the wind knocked out of you...or you recieved some kinda injury that taught you to be tougher......I took my son to school and looked at there playground and it was a rubber material under everything...I watched a little kid fall off the monkey bars, take a bounce, and get up and proceed to do the exact same thing again...now I am all for making kids safer...but I always thought that the blacktop and sand were an important and humiliating lesson...they toughened you....they gave you cool scars...good memories and lessons on how to administer first aid on your self...now we are teaching our kids to be wusses and that it is ok to do the same stupid stunt over and over because you will just bounce

Graduation 2morrow
Okay so practice went well today. Just tomorrow is the big day I get to graduate High School. WOW! I am so nervous!!! My stomach is all blah. I got my cap and gown today at practice. It's gold yucky. LOL! So I wont be on tomorrow night:( Tomorrow is going to be crazy I have been invited to 2 parties and can't go because my mother want's me to be here for her lil party. Oh well... I'll put on a happy face and try to enjoy it.

Minutes Seconds
The Smashbox Cosmetics Modeling Contest is still going on, any support you would like to give would be greatly appreciated. THANKS FOLKS! You can vote daily. For those of you with HTML code disabled: http://216.117.193.21/modeling/profile.asp?SmashBox_ProfileID=1250606

Party On Friday
Hello All You Michigan people. Cris & I will be heading to a BAR in Redford, Michigan called: Longshots Bar & Grill. A local radio station will be broadcasting their. (WRIF) So come hang out and party with me. Since Cris don't like to dance, I will be looking for dance partners (Guys or Gals). We should be up their by 9pm on Friday May 25, 2007. LongShots Bar & Grills Address: 27189 Grand River Ave Redford, Michigan 48240 Phone Number: (313)533-9350

550 Down And Who Knows How Many More To Go
Well I have gone through my entire friend list and deleted anyone and everyone that had the stickman as a default. 550 profiles! Can you freakin believe that!?! There has got to be an easier way for Baby J to set this up so we can mass delete people. It wouldn't be so hard. Whew! I need a break. I also need a beer. :) XOXO BeerQueen

The First Times
The first phone call…the first conversation…the right moment The first time voices connected…the right time! The first date…not wanting it to end...driving home…she is consuming your thoughts! The first realization…first revelation…still remembering her presence! The first time hours passed…and passed…choosing her voice over much needed sleep! The first time comprehending that you consume this woman too…her mind...her thoughts! The first time you smelled her perfume…delicious…wondering…what scent is that? The first time you held her…she's so soft…feminine…danced with her. The first time you looked deep into her eyes. The first time you touched her and her you. The first time you made her laugh. The first time you realized that you missed her so much it hurt inside. The first time you realized that somehow…someway…you wanted to feel ........The first time again.

Am I Bitch?????
Well I got a haircut and so far everyone likes it. I am also working full time now. I'm enjoying my job but I guess I'm a bitch. I'm not sure. Anyway I guess I'm a bitch because I tell them to move their vehicles if they aren't guests at the hotel I'm working at. Hey it's not a public parking lot for people that are going to the movies. It's a parking lot for my hotel guests. Actually because there is a sign posted saying VIOLATORS WILL BE TOWED AT OWN RISK AND EXPENSE COUTRSY OF RANDY'S TOWING I can legally tow them without warning. Am I bitch for asking people to move their vehicles. I THINK NOT. I tell them "Please move your vehicle or I will have you towed" Oh well if they think I'm a bitch so be it I'm a bitch but I'm pretty damn proud to be one!

Contest Information!!!!
OK SO HERE WE GO... 6 DAYS TO NOWHERE IS THROWING A CONTEST!! ITS GOING TO BE A FUN ONE WITH GREAT PRIZES! THE CONTEST WILL START TUESDAY MAY 29TH AT 1 PM PACIFIC TIME AND RUN UNTIL JUNE 4TH AT 1 PM PACIFIC TIME! THE CONTEST WILL BE COMMENT BOMBING, SELF-BOMBING ALLOWED OF COURSE!! ANY PICTURE WILL BE ACCEPTED AS LONG AS IT IS SAFE FOR WORK! PLEASE SEND US THE LINK TO THE PICTURE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO HAVE ENTERED!!! PRIZES: 1st PRIZE - 7 DAY BLAST + BIG PIMPIN GIFT 2nd PRIZE - 3 DAY BLAST + BIG PIMPIN GIFT 3rd PRIZE - 1 DAY BLAST + BIG PIMPIN GIFT ALL ENTRIES WILL RECIEVE A GIFT OF OUR CHOICE JUST FOR ENTERING. SO HERE THEY ARE, THE CONTESTANTS SO PICK YOUR FAVORITE AND GO VOTE, THE FOLDER IS NOW OPEN

Happy Friday And Weekend..
THNAKS FOR ALL WHO STOP BY TO SAY HI.. AND LEVAE COMENTS.. I TRY TO STOP AND SAY HI TO YOU ON YOUR PAGE AS WELL.. GOING THRU MY LIST OF FRIENDS.. THOES I NEVER HEAR FROM WILL BE GONE.. DONT KNOW WHY YOU WANT TO BE ADDED IF YOU DONT KEEP IN TOUCH IF I HAVE NOT STOPPED BY YOUR PAGE PLEASE LET ME KNOW I DO TRY/.... TAKE CARE AND DO SOMETHING FUN OFF HERE!!! ANY PLANS FOR MEMORIAL DAY?? HERE PROB HAVE A BBQ.. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

My So Called Friends.....
Ok for those of you who know each person in this situation, PLEASE, keep your mouths shut to them.....so......... Ok so.....I have been told by Eric and David that I am crazy because I am not acting like myself. So who the fuck am I acting like?? I am still me, I have always been me. Yes I know that the first two weeks after the breakup I was a hateful bitch, but I had every right to be, the only thing unfair then was that I was taking my frustration out on my kids. Which thankfully my best friend brought to my attention and I stopped. So..my "best friend" says I am now a whore because I was talking with a guy he didn't like, which I have not spoken to since. I am now talking to a guy who is such a fantastic person and great to talk to. HE ACTUALLY LISTENS WHEN I TALK..OMG....HOW GREAT IS THAT!!?!? GUYS TAKE NOTE: girls like it when you listen and not the "uh huh..yeah...uh huh" shit....This guy REALLY listens to me....And for that I am so very lucky to have met him. But guess what.

Hmm And The Asshole Of The Day Goes To....
OK kids another story...Remember read from the bottom up....Totally out of the blue this came to me.... ->wwwt: its the guys like you that think they can just say whatever to women that really pisses me off u need a life if you need a total stranger to fucken make u come get a life and maybe next time ull take the time to read someones profile before you do that again ->wwwt: Well ill give u it short and sweet...Listen to me u fucken jerk off...All u had to do was read my profile and see that i dont cyber..not a slut...and will NEVER show u or HELP you CUM out...if your looking for that then WRONG profile READ THE PROFILE NEXT TIME... wwwt: i need to come bad and your so fuckin hot ->wwwt: whys that? wwwt: i wanna see so bad really ->wwwt: rrr??? wwwt: ya can i see rrr plees ->wwwt: so u can read something that is hot wwwt: sorrry i can chat to ->wwwt: oh so u just want visual and not read? wwwt: your picx baby ->wwwt: u can see what? wwwt: lol ya so c

Jealousy Is A Mother Fucker
It's funny how jealousy, spreads like a common cold. I have a facebook account and got this message from some bitch, hating on me. I don't even think I know this chick, she doesn't have a picture displayed lmfao. Here's what she said to me, hope ya'll have a great laugh. Danielle Dunn Today at 12:34am Report Message Oh please poser, give it a rest. Are you still looking for attention Sherry?, cause I can't imagine anyone is looking at your skanky pics thinking to themselfs that your even close to good looking. Your nasty and you know it. GIVE IT UP!!! Go try and wigg yourself out some more!! Sexy_Shell Today at 8:39am Poser whatever you loser. Do I even know you, give it up and don't bother fucking messaging me, cause I don't have time for an idiot like you. Sexy_Shell Today at 8:49am It's funny how your such a fucking chicken shit, can't even show your picture eh. Well you know what it's all good. I think you need to GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET A FUCKING LIFE.

Which Animal Totem Best Suits You?
You scored as Wolf, You are the Wolf. When you are with someone, your allegience never falters. Your family is very important to you and you will protect that family with all you have, no matter what.Eagle92% Wolf92% Crow83% Bear58% Ram58% Horse58% Bull58% Dog50% Dragon50% Fox50% Salmon50% Deer

All My Ct Friends And Famil
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com wanting to say hey to you all it was a long wkend for me I had to work so realy tired today so i'm putting this out for everyone and showing my love to all in one and thanks to those who showed their love over the wkend to me you guys are great!

Ode To Mouse
This is a photo I snapped of my dad at his Memorial Day Weekend Party last Saturday night. Over 200 people were there at his camp before I left at midnight which makes me laugh because these days he doesn’t make a bunch of phone calls or schedule a lot of bands. People just show up. In 1987 he had a birthday party that people still talk about today. Ten kegs were empty by the time I got there at 4 PM from shooting a wedding, along with most of the food which he had bought from Rax – several cases of burgers, buns, and fries. The remaining 12 hours people survived on beer runs that cleaned up every grocery store and gas station in the for miles. After that, mom told him no more; it was just too much for her, not to mention their bank account. The reason I laugh is there’s nothing mom can do to stop it now, and so she sits and tries to enjoy it. People just know Mouse will have a party every summer holiday, and the big one around his birthday. These days everyone comes in vans and pi

Do You Know Me?
Chances are you don't. Sure, you "know" me on CT, have added me as a friend, fanned me, maybe even added me in your "family" list. But chances are you don't know me. That's ok. That's why I'm writing this. I'd like to introduce myself. Those of you who already know me, and the very few who have actually met me in person, can attest I'm a geek. Borderline dork. I get excited over Star Wars specials on the Sci-Fi channel, or MythBusters marathons. I love Philip K. Dick and James P. Hogan; at the same time I swoon over Stephen King and Dean Koontz. I play the piano. I'm nowhere near a concert pianist, but I have been asked to perform in private and public events. I taught piano for a few years. I've even composed music, but I'm way too shy to share. I play chess. My father taught me. He was the reigning chess champion during his college years. I've only beaten him twice, and I think he let me win both times. But I continue to challenge him... I snort when I l

Poem Sent To Me (online)
Before the dawn, I'm trapped in despair, Engrossed in a moment, Through only a dream I can share. Your touch, Your scent, Your tender felt kiss, Left deep in my thoughts, Creating a heart pounding bliss. The dream all to short, Yet seems to linger on, Now that I'm awake and trapped in its song. The verses play over as I go back in time, Trapped in its melody, All emotions combined. The tears, The sweat, The smile it brings, All tied into one, All heart felt things. I'm left with a craving, A hunger and lust, I pray I go back there, When the day turns to dusk.

Stress Management
Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a > stress management technique recommended in all the > latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that > it really does work. Think about each step below. The > entire process can be successfully accomplished in > less than one minute. > > 1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock > that hangs out over a crystal clear stream. > 2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in > the cool running water. > 3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air. > 4. No one knows your secret place. > 5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place > called the world. > 6. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the > air with a cascade of serenity. > 7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily > make out the face of the S.O.B. you are holding > underwater. > > See? > It really does work.

Investments
Ethics? In China? If you want to invest, find a small firm here in the United States who has a board of directors consisting of all ethnic and genders, and is putting people to work here in the U.S. providing goods and or services at a reasonable price fulfilling a need that is necessary to enhance life. Just a suggestion. And if can't find such a firm, get one going. Dobby, you are NOT as big a jackass as you try to come off here. I really do get that feeling. I could be wrong, but I am going with my gut here. And I do think you are smarter then Putin. LOL. Be well.

Head Through Monitor
sometimes i wonder if its normal to just turn 3 shades to homicidal where just existing makes you want to plow your head through your monitor, how is it that i feel this way? is it because of the drugs i did years ago or am i just fucked up. do normal people live this way waking everyday hoping its the last you have to put up with and you get through it or am i a small percentage that just never acclimated to being a person. detached and furious at what i've become. i know the world doesn't owe me anything but it would be nice to have a day off from the shit storm. and i keep telling myself it'll get better but i don't think it will actually i think it will only get worse but how do you fix something when you know its broken but it seems so unfixable. where do you go when all your dreams and hopes have died and your just a shell going through the motions. at least the lottery still exists and gives me false hope of a better life

Track 6 - Love Child
Everyone is telling me that he was born as a love child By looking in his eyes something turned me lose in his hot nights Feeling the power of lost when the guy's passing by Wrecking one's brain and I'm going insane don't know why I can feel your sex winding up the girl in the red dress And my brain is gone, what is going on, I'm burning inside Feeling the power of lost when the guy's passing by Wrecking one's brain and I'm going insane don't know why A love child, running wild a love child A love child, running wild a love child - love child I gotta tell myself that he was born as a love child And the story of his way should not make me stay in the hot night Feeling the power of lost when the guy's passing by Wrecking one's brain and I'm going insane don't know why A love child, running wild a love child A love child, running wild a love child - love child Don't know what I am A woman or a man Many troubles behind me I'm doing all I can But I'm what I am Leave m

Life
you know sometimes it is hard to live, there are people out there that just can not take the truth, honesty is something that i believe in. if you can not be honest with yourself then there is no point of being honest with others. to it don't matter what others think, its the point that i am happy with what i have and don't have. ok for example, i don't give a f*** if you rate a 0 or a 10, yes its nice, but to me making friends is great, but being a true friend and being there if they have some hardship is even better. some people don't see it that way. i believe that the only person who judge is god, others can kiss my white american a** for all i care. i think that is for now. laters

Repost And You Will Know Why
I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE COULD HURT SOMEONE SO HELPLESS......EVERYONE WE NEED U ALL!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS LIL INNOCENT AND HELPLESS BABY, KALEB. GOD MAKES MIRACLES HAPPEN, SO PLEASE!!! HAVE A HEART AND PASS IT ON AND KEEP BABY KALEB IN YOUR PRAYERS Pray for baby Kaleb. Add to My Profile | More Videos PRAY FOR BABY KALEB ~~ READ AND REPOST ~~ KEEP THIS MOVING!Kristy Reynolds and her husband are parents to a beautiful little baby boy named Kaleb. He is 6 months and 3 days old. A couple weeks ago Kristy picked Kaleb up from home care and noticed something was wrong. She immediately took him to the hospital where he was diagnosed with Shaken Baby Syndrome. He now has meningitis in response the the surgeries on his brain, his body can't regulate his temperature, his heart rate drops every time he is moved, and he has seizures. He is also blind. His sitter shook him so hard that he is in a coma, had to have spinal fluid drained from his brain, and doctor

Skate Boarding An Olympic Sport?
Good Morning…On my way into work I heard the radio DJ mention that in 2012 skate-boarding will be an Olympic sport…hmmm just how long will it be before break-dancing and krunking is allowed in the Olympics? I rest my case… Oh well, such is life. May today be a good one in what ever you do. I just can see the Greek Gods and Goddess’s rooting on a chariot race and along comes a skate boarder… I think we lost touch in what Olympians were supposed to portray. X-games are one thing, but do not water down a cross country rivalry with things that do not belong in the games… I mean I got over bad mitten and ping pong… Oh well… Have a wonderful day and here is a huge Michigan hug to start it out Mart

Gstring Or No Gstring?
HEY STOP DONT LEAVE WOULD U LIKE TO SEE ME IN A GSTRING OR NOT http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Candylicious/ copy and paste this link and join my yahoo group are u ready for some fun? AND WATCH ME GET ALITTLE KINKY. THE SITE IS COMING SOON. SO PULL UP A CHAIR AND ILL SEE YOU THERE

Hm...
yeah, so I fuct up big with one of my good friends, well suposely, stop saying that, okay well I told how I really felt and everything and she just gave me a big fuck you and shit, but I know she must of been really hurt by that, and I realized it after that fact, and couldn't take back my words, now I feel miserable, I mean she made me look at life in a better veiw, I don't want her to leave.

Vic Or 3 Day Blast Winners Choice
Look out!!! Just Meee and Dontcha are up to something... We are hosting a Contest with a Twist, ?or two? Thats right. The Men vs The Women. 25 entries will be accepted by each of us. Here's how it's gonna work. The first part of the contest will begin when we have 15 entries each. And Run for 2 full weeks. At which time Prizes will be given as stated below the rules. And the male and female with the most comments over 10,000 Will compete in a Battle Royal for A one month VIC. Or a 3 day Blast, Winners choice. The pics you enter will be removed and re-ripped to a different folder. So you will be entering the Battle Royal with a clean slate. The Men should contact Dontcha by c-mail only at the link provided below. The women should contact Just Meee by c-mail only at the link provided below. ~Dontcha™~S.B.A.B. & ~ Elite*Bombers~@ CherryTAP ~X~Just Meee™~X~S.B.A.B.~ Œlìte Bõmber§~Œnfôrçer~X~@ CherryTAP Please Read Rules and let us know you agree to t

Rating All Of My Friends...these Are The Ones I Have To Finish
Mandy - done Seth (coach) - done Gimptastic - done Me and U - done Dragonslayer - done mtbikers - pics need to be done 7sin - done neal - done brad (real men wear pink) - done starcraven - done dodgerblue - done ct daddy - done luscious - done kitten - done big jay - done jessica - done patrickk - done erin - done opie - done j (jason) - done chuckythecableguy - done cahoser - done is anyone naughty out there - done except for nsfw evil77 - done darklord - done lonewolf 77 - done 100%Baricua - done guinessfan - done no males please - done snowman - done crusader12799 - done j-o-h-n - done

To All My Friends
as some of you might know our truck is broke down this week....so we are out more money since he couldn't work but one day ....he has it in a shop in Tn and we had only been there about 10 minutes or so with the rig when the dreaded call came in.....the lady i have been sitting with passed away yesterday evening at 6:05.....things have been really stressful and hectic for us all and confusing since Joyce is confused right now herself.....please pray for her to make it through this

A Husband Must....
A husband that truly loves his wife must......... -Leave her sweet texts to wake up to - Sneak up behind her - Grab her by the waist - Do everything to make her smile - Always make her laugh - tell her shes beautiful not sexy - tell her she has amazing eyes - when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend - Say i love you to her face not JUST over the phone - if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay - NEVER cheat on her - kiss her on the forehead - when you walk with her walk slowly. - Tickle her even when she says stop - Dont say i love you Unless you Mean It. - listen to her when she talks - tell her your secrets. - protect her.

Makes One Think......
Thinking....I do entirely too much of it most times. I tend to hash and re-hash thoughts, ideas, and especially concerns and worries. It's Father's Day. I'm blessed with two children of my own, a son and daughter, and of course, I've quickly become the "father" to young Mr. James. I love them all with everything I have. I awoke this morning to find cards from my daughter, and my housemate and her son, as well as a nice video I've wanted. I was also given a Father's Day card from my other housemate and her two daughter's....as well as the assortment of greetings and comments left on "MySpace" and "Cherrytap." All in all, I welcome and treasure them. I'm blessed to be a father, whether by my own creation, or simply stepping in where needed for other children in my life. My housemate's children liven up, and make every day more interesting and unique. I'm old enough to be dealing with grandchildren, (none thus far though), but young enough to enjoy children in general in my day-to-d

Grad Party
Yesterday we left the house around 4:15 to go to Tigers nephews wedding reception. Stayed there till around 7, left there and had to head to Findlay to my nieces grad party. So we got there close to 8. Well my dad was getting ready to leave around 10 and I told Tiger he could just ride home with him if he wanted to. I forgot that Jordan was going to spend the nite at my sisters that nite. Well .. I decided I didn't want to drive home by myself late at nite when it was an hour drive and I had taken a pain pill, so I decided to stay too. BAD IDEA!! I did NOT sleep well AT all. I didn't get to bed till 1am and tossed and turned till about 5:30 got up and messed on the computer for a little bit. Finally tried laying back down around 7 and slept till 9 :O Then we helped clean up and haul chairs and tables back to where they had to go. Jordan & I just got home about an hour ago. My ass is draaaaaaaaaaagging! So I'm going to eat a little something and take a nap. Hope all the dads are having

Subject: My Just Me Folder!!
subject: My just me folder!! date: 2007-06-20 19:00:15 Closing back tomorrow to family only, so ladies please rate and comment while u can, also i got a bunch of new stash videos so check em out and rate, i also have a new profile video!!!!

God Bless All Of You ..
Jesus had no servants, yet they called Him Master. Had no degree, yet they called Him Teacher. Had no medicines, yet they called Him Healer. Had no army, yet kings feared Him.. He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world. He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him. He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today. Feel honored to serve such a Leader who loves us. If you believe in God and in Jesus Christ His Son..send this to all on your Buddy list..if not just ignore..In the Bible, Jesus says..."If you deny me Before man, I will deny you before my Father in Heaven." GOD BLESS YOU ALL

Lounges Here On Cherry Tap
Well , I was Thinking , And you know , The lounges here ,Are to meet people and chat . Some are fine , But , wtf is with some not liking this one or that one . Isn't there enough Hate in the world without the shit goin here . And why can not we all get along , so , you don't like someone just leave it be , don't say nothing to them , we are all equal here. no one is better than the next person . I get along with everyone unless they fuck with my mom . enough is enough alright . kurt aka Oak

Poem
How can you come to me Each wakeing day With all the words you say I love you my dear I hear Loseing you is my worst fear Soon You'll be gone YOu'll leave me to go home and her you'll hold in your arms Each day the pain I feel As you walk away Im trying to make you stay My Love I can no longer hide In my life I will forever confide

Bible Verse
COOL MySpace Comments WAS TAKEN OUT OF THE KING JAMES VERSION LOVED JOHN 3:16 FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD, THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON, THAT WHOSOEVER BELIEVETH IN HIM SHOULD NOT PERISH, BUT HAVE EVERLASTING LIFE . FAITH PHILIPPIANS 3:9 AND HE FOUND IN HIM, NOT HAVING MINE OWN RIGHTEOUSNESS, WHICH IS OF THE LAW,BUT THAT WHICH IS THROUGH THE FAITH OF CHRIST,THE RIGHTEOUSNESS WHICH IS OF GOD BY FAITH. SAVED ROMANS 10:9 - THAT IF THOU SHALT CONFESS WITH THY MOUTH THE LORD JESUS, AND SHALT BELIEVE IN THINE HEART THAT GOD HATH RAISED HIM FROM THE DEAD, THOU SHALT BE SAVED. ROMANS 10:10 - FOR WITH THE HEART MAN BELIEVETH UNTO RIGHTEOUSNESS; AND WITH THE MOUTH CONFESSION IS MADE UNTIL SALVATION. STRANGERS HEBREWS 13:2 - BE NOT FORGETFUL TO ENTERTAIN STRANGERS: FOR THEREBY SOME HAVE ENTERTAINED ANGELS UNAWARES EAGLE ISAIAH 40:31 - BUT THEY THAT WAIT UPON THE LORD SHALL RENEW THEIR STRENGTH;THEY SHALL MOUNT UP WITH WINGS AS EAGLES;

100 Sexual Questions
ok everyone if you dare take this sexual questionnaire of 100 questions! Copy and paste this email into a new email , add your answers and repost it! Enjoy! = )~ 1. what's your first name? Missy 2. male or female? female 3. how old are you? 35 4. what country or state do you live in? Illinois 5. would you say your straight, gay or bi? Bi 6. describe what you look like physically: I'm 5'2 Blonde Hair , Blue eyes , BBW 7. ok now how many fingers? Wow, stretched or un stretched? I can accommodate 3 fingers before it gets painful. 8. if you haven't told us already girls, what's your breast size? 38DD 9. how big are your nipples, and are they pink or brown? my nipples are big, and they are pink. 10. what's your favorite part of your body? My lips , My tongue and My eyes..of course! 11. what's your favorite body part on the other sex? Ass and Nice Chest 12. what's your favorite place on your body to be kissed? Lips, Neck and Ears

Fallen (old)
You make my world spin and act so perfectly Why did you leave me i know im not perfect but why could i not see why did you run away you left a scar thats here to stay My mind cant remember what i seen that day you picked me up when id fallen and stood beside me as i shined but in the end you left me I was hanging hanging by a thread with a the noose around my neck you left and i was dead why did you run away you left a scar thats here to stay My mind cant remember what i seen that day you taken all my fears your smile dried up all my tears now im breaking down drowning in my pain your little razer blade has Just sliced my vein P.FUCKING.S I AM NOT EMO =|

♥words Of A Stranger♥
Words Of A Stranger when the words of a stranger makes you feel...as if they have stolen your thoughts and made them their own @ that moment in time you realize you were never alone somewhere in this cold world someone feels as you do someone is in need of love as you are two trains of thought unknowingly traversing parallel tracks their destination...destiny how surreal is that? when the words of a stranger encompasses your entire being liberates your soul focuses your mind on sights your eyes are not able to see you have experienced something far greater than the exchanging of poetry when you are comforted by their intellect then drown within its depths when nothing satisfies you more than to be swept away in their stream of consciousness when you become their muse and they become your inspiration and in each others words you see the possibilities of the impossible the logic in the illogical when the words of a stranger stimulates you cerebrally

Why Crusify The Dead?
OK I UNDERSTAND THAT WHEN PPL DO WRONG THEY SHOULD BE PUNISHED,BUT WHY DONT EVERYONE THINK OF THE KIDS HE LEFT BEHIND B4 PPL GO OFF BLASTING AND BASHING CHRIS BENOIT? HE LEFT BEHIND 2 KIDS THAT WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE LOSS OF THERE FATHER AND BROTHER AND STEP MOM, SO WHO ARE WE TO MAKE THEM FEEL EVEN WORSE BY DEFACING THERE FATHER AND MAKING HIM OUT TO BE THE DEVIL? YES WHAT HE DID WAS WRONG,BUT THE TEST RESULTS ARENT ACK THEY COULD TELL A TOTLAY DIFFERNT STORY ABOUT WHAT WENT WRONG IN CHRIS`S HEAD! IM A FIRM BELIEVER THAT HE HAD A MENTAL LAPSE AND THAT HE DID THESE HORRABLE THINGS WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING HE WAS DOING IT. HE WILL GO DOWN IN HISTORY AS ANOTHER STATISTIC,BUT WHY PUT HIS KIDS THREW THE HELL OF SEEING THERE DADDY WHO THEY LOVED MADE OUT TO BE EVIL AND SUCH A BAD MAN? I KNOW THE MEDIA HAS TO REPORT THE FACTS,BUT THEY DONT HAVE TO REPORT EVERY RUMOR THEY HEAR WITHOUT GETTING THE LEAST LIL AMOUTN OF FACTS ABOUT THE RUMOR. JMO

Really There Is No Subject... Yet The Subject Is Everything!
I am going out of my mind... things that are just within my grasp yet, so very far away. Goals that should be reachable seem to never be accomplished. People that are there in the good times yet nowhere to be found when you are lost. It is like I have everything... but it is all damaged or defective... car... house... school... job... friends (not all of them so the 2 that I know on here... not you.) .. men... I am good at everything and nothing... computers... school... working... motherhood... It is weird how one day you are content in life and the next day you realize how little you have to be happy for... I know... I know... I have people that love me and a beautiful son... that is great... and true... I do, but look at where I live... where I am making my son live... Now I look back (really always have but it is stronger today) and wish I was back at Jester's... though I don't know why... I used to miss it because of all of my friends... I think it was the guys...

Magnificant Dreams On Butterfly Wings
To all of the dreamers: keep dreaming, and soar on your wings. Being free cost nothing you see Upon my Wings I Float in the Breeze Taking in the Noontime Sun Traveling to new places just for fun Every day is a new Story Revieling Nature in all it's glory Falling and climbing Where ever I go Leaving the World Far Below When It's time for me to wake It's a sadness from dreamland I take Now don't be afraid It I'll not keep Going away is no reason to weep See I'll go back when Ever I Sleep

We're Launching P.o.p. Sisters!
What does P.O.P Sisters mean? Well, P.O.P. stands for Power of Pussy! That's right, we're women, and we know we have a little power, so take the time to check out the P.O.P. Sisters network! Introducing the P.O.P. Sisters Network This is a whole set of lounges that are looking for you, and their either made by women, or for women! Just check out the members of the P.O.P. Sisters! That's right, P.O.P. Sisters is your home for hot women, fun chat and good tunes. We feature Excalibur Radio and lounges dedicated to the P.O.P. Find your favorite here!

I Want You
I just want to lay next to you. Stroke your hair. Be a part of your warmth. I just want to kiss you. Your neck smells like musk. I just want to take it all in. I want to look into your gorgeous blue eyes. I just need to kiss you softly at first. Then with a passion that surprises us both. I just want to taste all of you. I just want to take you to new heights. I just want you.

And You Think I Am Joking When I Call The Us A Police State!
How many remember the 60's? Or the incident that led to the Rodney King riots? Well, check this out. Clearly this officer is a discredit to the law enforcement profession. While I personally feel that an ordinance against skateboarding on the side walk is reasonable, I think this is beyond reason. I do hope that the best civil attorneys in the country approach the families of these teenagers and file civil suits against the officer, department and the city. How many of you Cherry Tappers with teenage children would stand still for this? The city put the officer on administrative leave (with pay) while the incident is investigated. Personally, I have to ask "What the hell needs investigated?" To quote the story that brought this to my attention: June 26th, 2007 “SHE’S JUST RIDING A SKATEBOARD!” Skateboarders know that the annual Go Skateboarding Day is pretty much NO Skateboarding Day in the eyes of law enforcement. We’ve all had our fair share of testosteron

This Is Us
now let me tell ya something about us here juggalos before you start to hate us for some reason you don't even know we are a true family we got each other's back even if we dont know them and thats a fact you see, we all stand for the same thing mad juggalo pride and we have all caught the same carnival high we dont like to be stereotyped like being a lo means all you do is smoke weed just keep the respect goin thats all we need we mean it when we say "i trust my life with these los and lettes" even with the ones we barely know or never met we keep the scrub life alive so do our rising clowns we've got mad love for anyone who's down we're a bunch of outsiders brought together where we belong and if you think we're all the same this is where you really are wrong wiggers, twiztid serial killers, and ninjas so many hate, yet we stand tall laid back stoners and college-bound kids our family has them all its not the amount of merchandise, the face paint, or

Friday;s Thoughts
Hi all I hope your week has been a good one. Mine has been ok. I had to break down and ask my brother for a loan, I hate having to do that. I am trying to get any kind of job at home making some money. I am reading e-mails, blogging, and whatever else I can do. Right now we don't have any money, and most of the websites want you to give them money, and I just don't feel comfortable doing that. Who knows it might be legit, but I am afraid that they will end up taking more money, or it would be a scam. So not too sure about all that. So I just don't feel comfortable about doing ones that cost money, I am only doing the ones that are free. So if anyone knows of some good ones that are free, pass them along to me. Thanks :) Well I am hoping that we can work all this out, and be able to pay off some things, depending on how much he loans us. Hope you all have a great weekend, take care & Hugs ~ Jilly

Success
SUCCESS: At age 4 success is . . not peeing in your pants. At age 12 success is having friends. At age 16 success is . . . having a drivers license. At age 35 success is . having money. At age 50 success is . . . having money. At age 70 success is . . . having a drivers license. At age 75 success is . having friends. At age 80 success is . not peeing in your pants.

Forever Isn't Enough...
All that I was All that I ever could be You always knew, Always believed When even I did not Reaching to me Giving me your hand Wanting nothing in return All that you are All that you ever could be I always knew, When even you did not I reached out to you Gave you my hand Wanting nothing more Than to know you All that we are All that we could be We always knew There was something there Something deep within us, Unrestrained love Unlike anything we had ever known Forever isn’t enough For me to ever show What you signify to me, A cherished friend and partner, Loved without question, For in the end, there remains Only you, only me Eye to eye, soul to soul Until the last grains of sand Fall away

Choice Of Together
I cannot take this pain anymore Everything that I ever hoped to accomplish has ended What I wanted was an escape route from hell I'll never seem to change my dark and demonic ways Anything that I wish to create within my word today Is something I only have hope to live for. I'll place the blame on myself for the wrongs you had done Look in the mirror and see the villian I spawned inside I never knew what was coming until it found its way through Falling deeply into madness and changing at the moment of truth Work made me become forgotten and lost Which makes me fall further away for now. Nobody has the right to make me do anything I hate But when I see the pain inside us both I had to make the final acceptance for us to live with To help you feel good and continue well in life And to allow myself to be the person I love being Reality must make a return for the love we share. The satire that builds throughout the aura of flesh With slowly devour itself in fear o

Happy Canada Day!
Hey everyone, today I spent the morning of Canada Day working...Well actually I was working from last night at 7:00pm to today at 7:30am. What a great day to work on, eh?! Anyways, I'm not mad about working. I'm happy to make some flow! Haha, Anyways, this is a shout out to anyone in Canada! Post up your Canadian Flags, post them here and there...I'm proud to be Canadian! Molsen Canadian is one of my beers! Cheers! BTW...Happy Canada Day Daniel Negrannu! And MOST importantly Happy Canada Day to my mother, my grandmother! And also most importantly to my hun. I love you all

Proud To Be An American
I used to be proud to be an American The red white and the blue I used to be proud to be an American standing for something I knew was true I used to be proud to be an American I stood next to the flag with a smile tears ran down and I thought for a while about how lucky I was to be in the land of the free I was a child back at that time and a little song or a little rhyme was all I needed to make me proud cause I used to be proud to be an American the red the white and the blue I used to be proud to be an American no its seems just the blue I used to be proud to be an American Well years have passed me by and that innocents that use to cry left some long time ago when he left I don't really know caught up in crooked politics this land I loved now made me sick no longer did I feel so proud cause I used to be proud to be an American the red the white and the blue I used to be proud to be an American now I don't know what to do I used to proud to be an

Get Yours
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How Things Are Going
things are going ok for me lately but i wish things at work were much better. i work at the county nursing home and 3 yrs ago the people of the county voted to have a new nursing home built and agreed to have their taxes raised in order to have the new home built well here we are 3 yrs later and still no new home and we have no idea what the county board is thinking we get told one thing from them and then they do something else no one wants to bring their family to the nursing because they dont know what is going to happen and i cant say i blame them hopefully soon we will know something but i doubt it but i am sticking in there for now

Weird Holidays For July
July is . . . . National Baked Beans Month, National Ice Cream Month, National Tennis Month, Read An Almanac Month, Anti-Boredom Month, and Hitchhiking Month Holidays are listed in chronological order. At the bottom are explanations and tips on how to celebrate certain holidays or sites you can link to containing more information on certain holidays. Remember this site is dedicated to bizarre American holidays, so naturally the links are of that nature. Also, you can link to the home page, previous month, or next month. July 1 is . . . . . Creative Ice Cream Flavor Day and Build A Scarecrow Day July 2 is . . . . . Visitation Of The Virgin Mary Day July 3 is . . . . . Stay Out Of The Sun Day and Compliment Your Mirror Day July 4 is . . . . . National Country Music Day and Tom Sawyer Fence-Painting Day July 5 is . . . . . Workaholics Day July 6 is . . . . . National Fried Chicken Day July 7 is . . . . . National Strawberry Sundae Day July 8

Clownz Will Eat Me!!!!!!!
Alone at midnight no one in sight, As I lay in bed gripping my pillow tight. As I close my eyes and try not to fret, I let out my air and take a deep breath. Try not to think of what might be, can't go to sleep Clowns will eat me!. A wicked soul with a painted face,lauhging and looking for a taste. Must stay awake please let me be, can't go to sleep Clowns will eat me! As I doze off my dreams filled with bliss, interupted by the Wicked Clowns kiss. He takes my hand and guides me to Haties, where dead souls and flesh look like red gravy. I tremble inside with great fear, crying and screaming "get me out of here!". I wake up in a bloody pool of sweat, not knowing what might be comming next. I get up gingerly and take a look around, nothing to me here but blood on the ground. Nothing in my room seems out of place, I go back to bed everything erased. Now back to sleep again feeling free, cant go to sleep Clowns will eat me!.....................................Night Shadows LLP Co

Credit Reports And Such
What the hell is it with these stupid credit places (Experian, Transunion, and the other one) and the places that think your credit score has anything to do with the way you handle your money?????????????? So I go to my CU to see about getting a loan. They get my credit score from one of the companies and even though I have had an account with them for 23 years, my accounts are in good standing and a previous loan with no late or missed payments, they deny me a loan, because of my credit score. I have too much credit - the house, the van, all the bills are in my name, because of my husband's job. So we figured my husband's only a co-signer on the van, maybe his credit is better. When he went to apply for the loan, his credit score is amazing because there is practically nothing on his report. They denied him a loan because he doesn't have enough credit, even though his score is good. So you have to have a credit card or a loan to build up credit (revolving credit with cons

This Is Amazin....!!!
Today i went to meet a friend of mine who runs a Showroom of Bikes. There i saw the 2007 Model Of SUZUKI HAYABUSA. It was extremely kool and dashing. i have start talking with him about the cars and the bikes and he told me that currently there are 1. HAYABUSAS = 10 2. TOYOTA SUPRA = 5 3. NISSAN SKYLINE = 1 4. NISSAN 350Z = 19 5. FERRARI = 2 6. MAZDA RX-8 = 15-20 7. MITSUBISHI EVOLUTION = 4 and the one news which really surprised me today that a LAMBORGHINI GALLADO HAS BEEN SPOTTED IN THE TOWN. but it is still under confirmation that either it is rumor or reality. but over all it is really a quite impressive news which i heard so far.

Happy 4th Of July To My American Friends & Family
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Happy 4th Of July
Happy 4th of July to all and stay safe. If you get a chance come check out my adult toy and lingerie store and much much more. You can go to my profile and click on the banner or go to www.sextoysex.com/cumwithusxxx . You will find great deals on everything in the store. Thanks and have a great 4th.

A Spotless Mind.....
Do you have a really bad memory, or past heartache, that you would prefer to forget? ADVERTISEMENT Researchers at Harvard and McGill University (in Montreal) are working on an amnesia drug that blocks or deletes bad memories. The technique seems to allow psychiatrists to disrupt the biochemical pathways that allow a memory to be recalled. In a new study, published in the Journal of Psychiatric Research, the drug propranolol is used along with therapy to "dampen" memories of trauma victims. They treated 19 accident or rape victims for ten days, during which the patients were asked to describe their memories of the traumatic event that had happened 10 years earlier. Some patients were given the drug, which is also used to treat amnesia, while others were given a placebo. A week later, they found that patients given the drug showed fewer signs of stress when recalling their trauma. Similar research led by Professor Joseph LeDoux has been carried out at New York U

A Few Larfs 4 Ya *wink*
What would happen if suddenly, magically, men could menstruate and women could not? The answer is clear: menstruation would become an enviable, boast-worthy, masculine event ... Men would brag about how long and how much. Boys would mark the onset of menses, that longed-for proof of manhood, with religious ritual and stag parties. Congress would fund a National Institute of Dysmenorrhea to help stamp out monthly discomforts. Sanitary supplies would be federally funded and free. (Of course, some men would still pay for the prestige of commercial brands such as John Wayne Tampons, Muhammed Ali's Rope-a-dope Pads, Joe Namath Jock Shields - "For Those Light Bachelor Days," and Robert "Baretta" Blake Maxi-Pads.) Military men, right-wing politicians, and religious fundamentalists would cite menstruation ("MENstruation") as proof that only men could serve in the army ("you have to give blood to take blood"), occupy political office ("can women be aggressive without that st

We Are Here For Some Fun
Things that irritate a sane person 1. A piece of foil candy wrapper makes electrical contact with your filling. 2. A station comes in brilliantly when you're standing near the radio, but buzzes, drifts and spits every time you move away. 3. It's bad enough that you step in dog poop, but you don't realize it till you walk across your living room rug. 4. People behind you in a supermarket line dash ahead of you to a counter just opening up. 5. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?" 6. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time. 7. The car behind you blasts its horn because you let a pedestrian finish crossing. 8. The elevator stops on every floor and nobody gets on. 9. The person behind you in the supermarket runs his cart into the back of your ankle. 10. The radio station doesn't tell you who sang that song. 11. The tiny red string on the Band-Aid wrapper never works for you. 12. There are always one or two ice cubes that

The Darkness - Ps3
So traded in two games from my original PS3 line up (Call of Duty 3 and F.E.A.R.) to pickup: The Darkness puts a neat spin on the traditional FPS (first person shooter) by adding a "demonic" twist. Our anti-hero Jackie Estacado, reminiscent of the crow meets good fellas, gets a suprise on his 21st birthday: his "uncle" Pauly wants to execute him, and he releases an ancient dark curse which haunts his family. The darkness manifests itself as two snake like appendages that can be controlled and be sent out to slitther and eat people's hearts (yes very graphic yum ensues) As well as other various forms. Video is Graphic... The characters are decently scripted, humorous, and foul mouthed. Definitely not a game for the weak of stomach as execution style gunplay is involved as well as a proclivity for obseceneties. Originally based on the TopCow Comic of the same name... But the game draws you in decent, until you take a side trip after attempting to commit suicide. Jac

105 Ways To Cure Boredom.
1. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO REHAB? - Yes I have.... 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? - 6 years 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? - The Shmee bought me a new bowl...it's pink with cherries. 4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? - I drop my phone all the time. 5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? - Ummmmm......yea 6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? - Gas and smokes 7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? - Tacos 8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? - Eyes and hair (I prefer a shaved head) 9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? - 'Something I Can Never Have' Nine Inch Nails 10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? - Lindenhurst IL 11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED: - Rolling Meadows High School in Rolling Meadows IL 12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: - U.S. Cellular 13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: - Torrid 14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD? - I worked at Walgreen's for over a year. 15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? - Not unless they came in a board game 16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?: - Not since high school

Girls Night Out!
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives, however, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk and walking home they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst... my wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card stuc

Can Ya Give???
A Taxi driver is stuck in a traffic jam going into downtown Chicago. Nothing is moving north or south. Suddenly a man knocks on his window. The driver rolls down his window and asks, "What happened, what's the hold up?" "Terrorists have kidnapped Hillary Clinton, Rosie O'Donnell, Jesse Jackson, and Al Sharpton. They are asking for a $10 million ransom. Otherwise, they are going to douse them with gasoline and set them on fire! We are going from car to car, taking up a collection." The driver asks, "On average, how much is everyone giving?" "About a gallon."

Lame
So I loaded this new image and I think its hilarious...but only 5 of you came and rated it! Which is sad because I have 2k and some friends...Jerks! Even sadder is those 5 people who rated it will probably be the 5 that read this...

Girls Girls Girls
Aww Women can't live with them can't live without them but James Brown said it better This a man's world but it wouldn't be nothing with out a woman from the moment I started notice girls when i was in 7th grade and in high school mannnn full blown girls aren't just objects of lust but some are amazing when you get to know them for every bad apple there is a good apple tree I'm a guy a fine woman always makes me do a double take and I'm not the picky type either I love all women but maybe its true when you find the right one you know aw well back to the running thoughts in my head i.e boobs,butts and a sexy smile hey i am a guy after all lol

What I Do
I am not a normal girl in anyway. I love getting durty and having a good time but what I like the best is Tattoos I love to give them and get them I have been doin them for about 6 months now on my own and I don't want to toot my own horn but I kick ass I will be posting pix on profile of the ones that I have done so check them out My favorite is the one I did on myself alright later

Joining George In Defense Of Software "bloat"
George Ou stirred up a lot of controversy over on ZDNet recently when he said something I've been thinking for years: who cares, in these days of cheap storage, if an application has "too many" features? You can read his opinion at http://blogs.zdnet.com/Ou/?p=479. So-called "feature bloat" may have been a legitimate issue when a few hundred megabytes of disk space cost several hundred dollars. Today I can buy a 750 gigabyte hard drive for $250 (http://www.newegg.com/Product/ProductList.aspx?Submit=ENE&N=2010150014+103530113+1035320984&name=750GB). If Office 2007 Pro requires 2 GB of disk space (http://office.microsoft.com/en-us/products/ha101668651033.aspx#5), so what? Some folks said George's grocery store analogy wasn't valid; I disagree. Those who say they aren't having to pay for all the stuff in the grocery store don't understand how business works. Built into the price of those items that are bought frequently is overhead for the ones that sell less well or have lower margins,

This Is The First!!!!! Lol
Someone's fast-talking ways and impeccable style bowl you over. Go ahead and let yourself get swept away in the whirlwind, but keep one foot on the ground. Sooner or later, you'll want your own life back.

Now This Is A Wedding Proposal......
NOW THIS IS A WEDDING PROPOSAL...... I SAW THIS AND HAD TO FORWARD. WATCH AND ENJOY. AND KNOW THAT WITH GOD ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. CLICK THE LINK TOWARDS THE END OF THE MESSAGE. Robert asked all of his nearest friends and his parents and his girlfriends parents to come into Atlanta and he paid for all of them to spend the night at the Ritz their in Atlanta. He told his girlfriend, who is now his fiancé, that they were going to a formal affair at the Ritz. You will notice in the video that they are both dressed for a formal event. When they got there he had all of his male friends gathered in one room and he asked them to interview his girlfriend (so to speak). They were allowed to ask her questions that they felt would provide answers to reassure them & him that she is the one for him. Then he had each of his male friends to join their wives in their individual rooms and each couple prayed with them (he & his girlfriend) separately. He also had an envelo

The Healing Power Of Sound
The following article was prompted by a friend asking me to write a "straight' article explaining why it works. A friend of hers worked for a Very Large Telephone company in Australia, and her job necessitated wearing earphones. An overload resulted in a sound so strong that it ruptured her eardrums. Apparently the Harmonic Meditation tape effected such an unusual and documented healing that the VLT wants to have some words to explain it to their rehabilitation department. We have also been inspired by many occurrences of sound healing, and we hope that this article inspires you to remember to use sound for trauma and injury. It can also be an excellent way of impressing people who have been a bit skeptical of 'vibrational' healing in general. The Power of Tone to Initiate and Accelerate Healing I have been teaching about the healing power of sound for over 12 years. In that time I have experienced first hand, and had related to me, many instances of tones generated by the human

63-let Me Fly
You suffocate me with your silence Upside down without your voice I'm like a blind man in a unfamiliar room Bloody shins and broken bones i have no choice Could you let me down gently Your touch has me wrapped up in cellophane Pictures of what is all but reality Answers to my demise written in your name I can feel the papercuts on my skin I can sense a blow to the nose about to flow Tattoos and scars are the same to me Everyone knows how to make this moment go In your smile I saw my saviour In your eyes of jade I saw my reflection In your arms I saw my resting place In your hands my heart fights this infection The salt from your tears fall on these open wounds It's bittersweet ecstacy embracing the pain Looking for something more than this downward spiral You hold me weightless in my sea of shame Can you let me pick up these pieces of my so called life You held me for ransom now it's my time to fly I'm gonna touch the sun with these wings of wax Another fall

I'm Gonnan Be Out Of Town...
I'm going to be leaving to go to Pensacola today. I'll be gone until Sunday July 22, and probably won't be online again until Monday the 23rd. But I'll let y'all know how it went! Rock on! Durham

I ♥ This Song. For Life.
"Excerpts From Various Notes Strewn Around The Bedroom Of April Connolly, Feb 24, 1997" Why I should leave:no-why I'm leaving you for him..well, let's see here:well, let's see; where should I begin? Every night you get annihilated with all your friends, and every night I drink alone until you stumble home wanting some- like some fuck and run. I know you sleep around, I see it in the eyes of those girls. Those fucking girls..they smile and nod, but never offer a single word-I'm just in the way-I'm the ball and chain, you're the jailbird chirping, "how hard life is in the cage!"{ how hard it is waking up next to me. Well, you've dug this hole, come on and fill me up. When you said you loved me I knew I was getting fucked you said you'd never let go all that stopped:you used to turn me on, now we're just getting off that's why I'm leaving you. ****and the drunken erratic response from april's ex-boyfriend Trevor Post, upon finding said various notes **** you really, really think this g

Worried Sick...
I'm terrified and I don't know what else to do other than put it in a blog. So goodness where do I start. I suppose I'll start with the fact that we're a month away from the year anniversery of my Grandfathers death. This is pretty hard for everyone to deal with but of course it's hardest on my Grandmother. She has been living with my Mother since she had a pace maker put in and I am now temporarily staying with my Mother as well. Everything was okay for the first few days but now things are taking a turn for the worse. Over the last few days my Grandmother has been becoming quite sick and lastnight she took a pretty bad fall off the edge of her bed. It took both my Mom and I to get her back up. So... Now my Grandmother has herself set in that state of mind where she's convinced she's gonna die. She had both my Mother and I in tears a little while ago listening to the way she was talking. She wants so badly to get the entire family together before she goes but my Mom and I bith

Went Away For The Weekend
i went down camping at white lake ottawa best time in the world thought id find my self on what i do best which i did an its make music so this week i'll be making a shit load of tunes for you all some bad stuff some good stuff some club stuff what ever you want too hear i will upload them too cherrytap so you all can ripp them if you wish:)have a great day i found myself i hope you all find yourselfs too

Thousands Line Up To Buy Apple Iphones
On the eve of the day of reckoning for the most-hyped gadget in recent memory, eager customers lined up Thursday, a few even braving torrential rain, to be among the first to get their hands on the coveted new cell phone from Apple Inc. The gadget, which combines the functions of a cell phone, iPod and wireless Web browser, will go on sale in the United States at Apple and AT&T stores at 6 p.m. Friday in each time zone.It's been the focus of endless anticipatory chatter and even parodied on late-night TV. It's hogged so much of the media spotlight, a St. Paul, Minn., minor league baseball team planned to spoof its porcine mascot by selling a real 'iPig.'"This phone is going to blow everything out of the water," Tony Cecchini, 40, a San Antonio, Texas, air conditioner salesman said while braving a downpour to wait outside an AT&T store Thursday morning.Apple and AT&T Inc. ? the phone's exclusive cellular carrier ? have not disclosed how many units will be available at launch, adding to

My Evening W/ Jani Lane & The Formerly Of's....
Last Thursday, July 12th I was schdeuled to interview Jani Lane, former singer/main songwriter of WARRANT! In the late 80's and early 90's, WARRANT had many Top 40 hits such as "Heaven", "Cherry Pie", "I Saw Red", and my personal favorite "Uncle Tom's Cabin"!! Jani left Warrant in early 2004 after releasing his debut solo album, BACK DOWN TO ONE, in 2003! ok...we got to club at 3pm, went in, on guest list, Jani was walking around...sent Josh 4 drinks cuz I hate ppl up my ass, intro'd myself to Jani, he pulls me in dressing room and says "after soundcheck we will do iview but be forewarned the show may not happen but if it doesnt we're all hittin the titty bar (Michelle's Beach House) and ur invited".....so in walks Mike and he remembered me, Jani was shocked...caught up with Mike, than back out to club 4 souncheck...band runs through 32 Pennies, Uncle Tom's Cabin and Heaven..... during soundcheck I took a few pix til Jani told me to stop cuz Dario was hamming for camera ins

Say 7 Hailmary's And Post A Bulliton
This isn't necesarily directed at you. I'm just sick of people who think they are taking some kind of action for god, or jesus, or some other cause simply by posting a fucking bulliton. People should get off their ass, and go out and fucking do something. In this case, actions speak a whole lot louder than words. Their consiense is clear simply bey reposting a bulliton? That's all it really takes? How about you do something with your fucking life to do something about it. Hire the goths, and other " weird " people to work at your buisness. If you have a job, and don't do hiring, change your appearance. It will help people realize that you are the same person they knew, you just look differently. It will help break some of the stereotypes and show people that looks don't matter. People don't all of a sudden change simply because they look different. The goths, and other people are the same no matter what clothes they have on, or how their hair is. Go out the world and activley show p

Great American Bash!
John Cena vs. Bobby Lashley for the WWE Championship July 22, 2007 Our fans are in for a dream battle at The Great American Bash, as Bobby Lashley will challenge John Cena for the WWE Championship. Loyal viewers of Raw have been waiting for these two to clash one-on-one since Lashley arrived in last month’s WWE Draft. Since the moment Lashley was drafted to Raw, he has displayed a raging hunger for championship gold. When Lashley was drafted, Jonathan Coachman stripped him of the ECW World Title; however, immediately after Coachman pried the title from his hands, Lashley said everything was all right, and he would fight his way back to the top once again and prove to be a champion. He got his first chance at Vengeance: Night of Champions, where he was one of four men challenging Cena in the WWE Championship Challenge Match. However, The Champ was victorious that night, pinning Mick Foley to retain the gold. That left Lashley back on the outside, but he earned his opportuni

On The Up And Up
hey people whats up, i just wanted to say LETS FUCKING PARTY. you know, i got shit planned out for this week, and i cant wait. its fucking party time, whenever wherever, and just cuz i want to haha.to all my people who live near me if you know of a different party hook me up im already there, hell ill bring the drinks, or most anyway, lol. well holla back and let me know the one and only FOX

Native American Proverbs
Some of my favorites... Stand in the light when you want to speak out - Crow Life is both giving and receiving - Mohawk (some cherrytap people need to read that one) Stolen food never satisfies hunger - Omaha Ask questions from your heart and you will be answered from the heart - Omaha It takes a whole village to raise a child - Omaha We will be known forever by the tracks we leave - Dakota Never sit while seniors stand - Cree Each person is his own judge - Pima

Oriental Grilled Swordfish
Oriental Grilled Swordfish Grilling is great for meaty fish like swordfish and tuna, and the prep is simple because the steaks need only about half an hour of marinating time. Try serving this dish with sliced cucumbers tossed with a bit of rice wine vinegar and a pinch of salt and sugar. Credit: Lifestyle Cooks Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 6 swordfish, monkfish or tuna steaks, about 1/4 pound each * 1/2 cup soy sauce * 2 teaspoons fresh gingerroot, grated * 1/2 cup Chinese cooking wine, rice wine or dry sherry * 2 cloves garlic, minced or pressed * 1/4 cup toasted sesame oil * Lime wedges, chopped green onions, Japanese wasabi (optional) Directions: Lightly rinse the fish, pat it dry and set it aside. In a bowl, combine the soy sauce, ginger, wine and minced garlic. Place the fish in a bowl; pour the marinade over it. Refrigerate for about 30 minutes, turning once or twice. Lift the fish out of the marinade and let it drain. R

Dear Civilians...
Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: (1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. (2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. (3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. (4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress

Rules For Bedroom Golf:
1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play. Normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the holes. 3. Owner of the course must approve the equipment before play may begin. 4. For most effective play, the club must have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check the shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict the shaft length to avoid any damage to the course. 6. Unlike out door golf, the goal is to get the club into the hole, while keeping the balls out. 7. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as deemed necessary until the course owner is satisfied that play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course in the future. 8. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will normally take time to admire the entire course, with special attention being give

Stash Club Issues
Hi Stash Club, Just a little note to let everyone know that I am not going to be a member of the stash club. This is the reason why. When I first joined, me and my friend Carla (Seejaykaygee) were going to join together. I was accepted and she wasn't. She was told that she couldn't be a part of the club because she COULDN'T have her default pic as the stash club ID. Her photos were full and wasn't able to add any more. She did however, change her name on her page to say that she was a proud member of the stash club, but that wasn't good enough. I have made alot of friends through the stash club who are faithful in stopping by my page to say hi. I would love to remain in contact with all of you. I will still be coming to all your pages to rate and comment. I hope you all have a great day and please keep in touch. Thanks, Tracy

The Cobra
So there I was. I walked out of my room to go to the bathroom last night at around 3 AM and feet away from my door was a cobra. I stared at it for a minute then went inside to get something to kill it. Anyway I ended up killing it with a shovel. I just wanted everyone to know how bad ass I am. I killed a cobra.

Daring Exploits
It was late and Nikki, suffering from a case of insomnia, passed the time in the dining car. The train sped on through an endless night as she sipped her drink and played solitaire on her PDA. It would have been unbearably quiet except for the gentle hum of steel against steel beneath her. Another passenger occupied the car not far from her, and a tender stood behind the bar idly cleaning glasses. She had already sized them both up and decided to pay them no heed as she searched for a reason to sleep. She could go back to her car and masturbate. That always helped but, there just wasnt any material to draw from. She sighed as she turned back to the game she was inevitably going to lose. As she did, motion from the entrance in front of her caught her eye. A man, in his mid thirties from the look of him, quickly found a table that happened to be facing hers. Nikki watched him in between card moves, her black eyes taking short looks so he wouldn't catch her. He was tall with dark ha

Naughty
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Official I.d.
Well I just wanted to let everyone know that if they rate my pic's or stash or show me some love to help me level up i will make you an official FuBar I.D. or Lo or Lette I.D. Just send me a message or comment letting me know if you would like me to make you an I.D.!!! MMFWCL

Please Help Me In My Contest!!!!
I am in a contest that just started right now at 6:00 p.m. eastern time.. I need as many comments as you all can give me... its for some reall awesome.. VIC and BLAST prizes... PLease please comment only .... And send all your friends.. I help out all of you... :0) CLICK on my PICTURE HERE TO GO TO IT.. THANKS... [ fubar.com photo: 2514456570 ]

Words Of Wisdom
1. RESPECT YOUR SELF AND LOVE YOUR SELF IF YOU DONT WHO WILL. 2. NEVER MAKE SOME ONE A PRORITY WHEN ALL YOU ARE TO THEM IS A OPTION. 3. HOW CAN YOU BE LOVERS IF YOU CAN'T BE FRINDS 4. LIVE FOR THE FUTCHER NOT ON THE PAST. 5. HAVE THE POWER TO CHANG THE THINGS YOU CAN AND ACCEPT THE THINGS YOU CAN'T

A Broken Wing
McBride. She loved him like he was The last man on Earth Gave him everything she ever had He'd break her spirit down Then come lovin' up on her Give a little then take it back She'd tell him about her dreams He'd just shoot 'em down Lord he loved to make her cry You're crazy for believin' You'll ever leave the ground He said Only angels know how to fly And with a broken wing She still sings She keeps an eye on the sky With a broken wing She carries her dreams [ A Broken Wing lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] Man you ought to see her fly One Sunday morning She didn't go to church He wondered why she didn't leave He went up to the bedroom Found a note by the window With the curtains blowin' in the breeze And with a broken wing She still sings She keeps an eye on the sky With a broken wing She carries her dreams Man you ought to see her fly With a broken wing She carries her dreams Man you ought to see her fly

Why Should I
Why should I care what you see? Afraid of exposing what is broken in me.... If the world had one peace, one heart , and all pain was set free, something would still be tormenting the life in me. Pain is to hurt what love is to feeling, I tell myself this as I bend down and I am now kneeling. Blade in hand and sorrow inside. I prick the warm flesh; to the call I abide. Why should I care what you see? Afraid of exposing what is broken in me.....

The Little Things That Make Me Happy
I feel very blah. I have been barfing my guts out and I only look forward to talking my Baby. I really hate being hot. Yesterday I was in the hospital three times and these doctors just keep giving me more medicine. I really wish he were here insted of MO. But we cannot always get what we want and so the times I do get to talk to him I am happy. And the picture I have of him helps because I beleive I am falling in love with him. I feel like shit and the room is still spinning like it was last night. Err... I am going to lay back down again....or maybe go back to the hospital even though I just got out. Muah, JC

Im This Girl
Im This Girl... 1.I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... 2.I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... 3.I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... 4.I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... 5.I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... 6.I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... 7.I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. 8.I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. 9.I'm the girl who you can talk

Numbers
Numbers have many means of access into dreams. The most common is through objects. For example, sometimes you have stones in your hand. Another time, a stranger may give you stones. How many stones does the stranger give you? Another means of access to numbers is through time. This time could be generalized in that it feels like about one hour. You may look at a digital watch and see an exact time, maybe even a nonsense time. It may be a particular date. In any case, the occurrence of numbers in dreams is an interesting study. While numerology is a field of study in itself, there are general conclusions that can be drawn about dream numbers that may be helpful. First, you need to ascertain how the number got into your head in relationship to the dream. Adding the digits together and discerning a difference between numbers, squares, and cubes is another way to handle numbers in dreams. Our minds are capable of pretty tricky internal math, given the chance. The problem with math

A Poem
Here is one of my poems I am trying to publish. Do not steal this or I will hunt you down and kill you. TY sitting around a round coffee table our fingertips pressed to an inverted wineglass fragile rainbow-tinged planchette... scraps of alphabet and numbers yes and no laid out at the edges like a wheel of chance always the opening ending question is there anyone there please? is there anyone there... while the calico cat jumps out at shadows and the cicadas in the trees say yes maybe no in a staccato chant and then the glass moves like a tiny iceberg toward yes

Level Up Change
As of tonight there will be a big change in how we do level ups. I have recently gotten to many complaining that they dont even get a rate or fan back let alone any love from helping. I've decided rather then to lose levelers I will now start private messaging people and making sure that they are #1 wanting out help and #2 making sure that they are at least going to do that. Is it too much to ask for people to do that? Someone tell me? We level 10 - 20 people a day and If im not worth that much and your not worth at least that much why waste our time. There are many one here that are looking for help to level. Just wanted to let you know how i'm going to be posting from now on.I have already figured that we cant please everyone and im not going to begin to try to. But we all want love back. Thank you to each of you that go out of your way to level people. i cant say enough over and over again thank you.We make a great team and with out teamwork it wouldnt be sucessful.If you know s

Nsfw
Hmmm...I got tagged NSFW today...One of my pics....the one in the shirt that I got for mothersday 06....maybe it was what the shirt said....I dont know...One things about it...atleast with the Bar tab...if your online...you can watch and see who maybe reported you.....Which is a good thing...I wouldnt want to lose my account over a stupid pic.....My problem is.....Ive see soooooooooo much worse on here for default pics for people....Guess Ill have to make a NSFW album....Im glad that I deleted the pic though....Now Im on the look out for people who have NSFW pics....lol....SOOOOOO...other than that...Good day so far.....*DIX*

Fubar Marriages? What?!
This site seriously cracks me up at times. Its like MySpace on acid or something. There are many features I enjoy and many I cannot stand. Though I suppose thats the same with any site. What makes this site so .. uhm... interesting is the people. Now on that note, can someone please explain to me what this ct marriage .. fubar marriage .. stuff is all about??! I've seen a ton of you with it in your name and I can't for the life of me figure it out. Does it signify a real relationship formed through the website? Like you're actually a dating couple online that have never met or something? Someone explain it to me, because I just dont comprehend the millions of things people put on their names here. We'll get to the other 999,999 adds once I comprehend this marriage thing.

Did You Ever...
“Did you ever notice they never take any fat hostages? You never see a guy coming out of Lebanon going: I was held hostage for seven months and I lost 175 pounds, I feel good and I look good and I learned self-discipline. That's the important thing.” Denis Leary

Crossroads
A tear comes to mind, when I think of you And remember the time when our friendship was new. A gentle smile centered on your face, And I knew that then was the time and place, To kiss you, I did and felt a tick back in my heart. I thought we'd be forever and never part, But now we have come to a fork in the road, Where we must no longer carry each other's load, Let the burden off our shoulders and not leave a scar, For the paths we are taking are very far apart. I will remember always the places we went, And cherish forever the time we've spent. So now is the time where I say goodbye, Spend one last minute lost in your eyes. As much as I know that we can't stay, I hope our paths will cross again some other day

Trust
Trust is but a word But it still has meaning Trust is a feeling Thats always worth achieving Trust is a must Yes I know that ryhmes Trust is trust It shows your mine I always will trust you I hope you can do the same Because my trust for you Is fueled by the love you have For me

From Autumn To Ashes - Autumn's Monologue
Oh why can't I be what you need? A new improved version of me But I'm nothing so good No, I'm nothing Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs Of violence of love and of sorrow I beg for just one more tomorrow Where you hold me down, fold me in Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins I break in two over you I break in two And each piece of me dies And only you can give the breath of life But you don't see me, you don't... Here I'm in between darkness and light Bleached and blinded by these nights Where I'm tossing and tortured til dawn By you, visions of you, then you're gone The shock lifts the red from my face When I hear someone's taking my place How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel? When all, all that I did was for you I break in two over you I break in two And each piece of me dies And only you can give the breath of life But you don't see me, you don't... I break in two over you I break in two And each piece of me dies And only

Mental Issues And Depression
so right now im pretty bored but happy at the same time i got alot of shit on my mind...so in otherwords my mind is pretty fucked up right now i got alot of shit on my mind....women.....ok so not so much women im cool with them there cool with me...unless i piss them off..lol...but yea i dont get it i know im a decent person because when people have problems they seek me and tell me there problems and i help them 95% of the time i do a good job with the help i provide but then there burdens are applied to me and that stress of worrying about them sits on my shoulders and im typically cool with it...... so this girl who've i liked forever...and trust me she knows....came to me and asked me for help...well didnt so much ask as just told but whatever not the point...now her problem was she likes this guy she just broke up with and yada yada yada short story shorter he's fuckin up his life....well what the fuck why do girls seem to go to the guy that likes them and spill there guy p

A Love Poem From Kirsty To My Baby
You are my air The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step You are my everything. You are the stars in the sky The birds in the trees The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine. Without the light you put into my life I would be nothing A single leaf on the ground in autumn, Lost, forgotten, alone. Before i knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I am invincible! Feel the same my baby, You are loved so much, I love you now and forever You are my darling, my baby, my love You are my everything I love you so much. This is for my baby and i hope she feels the same way and we stay together for a long time

Moving
For those who really know me on here you know I have talked about moving. I am leaving midnight tonight to return to Rhode Island where I am now going to be living. I am very excited and nervous as I have been in Colorado all my life. As I take on this journey in life I have a lot of mixed emotions. I no longer will be so physically close to the people I grew up with. However this is for the best a fresh start but no worries I have internet there and will be occasionally.

So You All Know
I just want to let everyone know please don't apologize for me being pregnant for my 4th baby. All of my children were planned. And for those of you who make comments like I need to get fixed or learn to swallow I just want you to know I can have as many babies as I want to. I take care of all my children and so does my wonderful husband. We have a great family together. So if you want to send me happiness with my pregnancy and life please do so but if you want to be an ass about my life learn to deal with your own the way you want and let others deal with theirs the way they want. Thanks and I send my love to those who respect me...

Pics Gone Private...lol
YES AS MANY OF YA'LL HAVE NOTICED ALL MY PICTURES HAVE NOW ALL GONE PRIVATE...LOL... SOME ASSCLOWN THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA BE FUNNY AND RATE ME ALL 1'S... LOL... SO I PUT THEM ALL PRIVATE FOR NOW.... HAHAHHA....... AHHHHHHHHHHH THE LIFE OF A WALKING DEAD ZOMBIE GIRL IS SOOO HARD ..... I AM SOO CIVIL TOO UNTIL THEY GET ON MY BAD ZOMBIE SIDE..... THEN I GOTTA ZOMBIE BITCH SLAP THEM.. LOL... BUT NO WORRIES.. I WILL OPEN THEM ALL BACK UP AGAIN..... :)

American Idol, The King And The Greatest Go Private
Filed under: Deals, Television, Private equity, CKX Inc (CKXE), EntrepreneursThe gleam of the American Idol brand is brighter than ever after CNNMoney.com reported that billionaire and media magnate Robert F.X. Sillerman made a successful bid to take the AI franchise owner, CKX Inc (NASDAQ: CKXE) private. CKX announced Friday it accepted the offer from a group led by its current CEO, Sillerman, for $1.3 billion. Since Sillerman and other board members already owned 46% of outstanding capital stock, sale approval was a slam dunk. The offer of $13.75 per share carried a 29% premium. However, according to the Wall Street Journal's MarketBeat, this fell well short of the $20-25 value investors placed on the stock. Other CKX holdings include the rights to Elvis Presley, his music and his Graceland estate, as well as the rights to the name, image, and likeness of Muhammad Ali. The company is attempting to grow its Presley line by enlisting the help of Cirque du Soleil in creating Presley-the

I Am Going Away For A While.
Going away for a while on a Naval ship to the Mediteranian. Fun. Yeah right cause I've be told we are probably going to port in Roda, Spain, then to head off towards Kuwait. So yeah fun. Up to know this thing has proven to be stressful. So hopefully the really thing won't be as much. So gone for 6 month or more. PLZ KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS. Peace and love you peeps. Later.

Dirty Little Slut (in Progress)
Dirty little slut He met her at the restaurant, as they'd agreed - a nice, neutral, public place for a first time meeting between online friends. She was trying to obey the "rules" for meeting a man she'd only known online, trying to be safe. "Safe," she thought, laughing to herself, "He should worry about being safe from me!" She blushed, thinking of some of the conversations they had had - for a stranger, he knew more about her fantasies and desires then the friends of hers who warned her about meeting strange men online. He stood and smiled when he saw her ... (fill in) He grabbed her by the hand, and pulled her towards the back, where the restrooms were located. There, between the men's room and the women's was a handicap, gender neutral bathroom. It was that one he quickly pulled her into, locking the door behind them. Her breathe caught as he pushed her hard against the wall with one hand. His voice rough, he whispered harshly, "I bet your pussy is wet alread

Depression
How is it that no matter how hard you try everything still seems to turn against you. Your family, your friends, love, life... everything! it doesn't make any sense to me. I guess thats how life goes, and I probably will never no the answer to that question! Love is a difficult thing. You think you have found someone so right and everything happens to make you believe otherwise... what do you do? Do you walk away and leave it behind or do you hope for the best and stick it out? Seriously... how do you know which path to take when there are signs pointing in both directions? I'm so confused! I don't understand the logic of it. I don't understand how something so beautiful could turn so dark and ugly! I don't understand how those you love could just turn against you! I just don't understand it! None of these things make sense to me. Nothing that is happening makes a lick of sense... its all Greek! I just wish I knew how to fix the pain and the troubled souls and the anger... how to be a

Need To Vent..
Yesterday was a very long day for me, and it sucked.. My little cousin is about 7 1/2 months pregnant, and went into the hospital on Friday evening around 6pm, because she was having contractions.. Well they decided to keep her over night, because they said she had an infection and wanted to check her amniotic fluid.. Which in order to do that, they have to insert a needle in her belly.. She said she wasn't going to get it done, so we had to have the doctor explain to her what could happen, if the amniotic fluid was in fact, infected, and what could of happened, was, we could have lost both her and the baby.. So she finally agreed to get it done.. The doctor that was going to do it, was the same doctor that I have a lawsuit against.. So that really bothered me. Most of you know about the lawsuit and why I have it against him..But when the doctor that I have the lawsuit against walked into the room, everything came flooding back to me, like it had just happened yesterday, it was so har

This Is Me
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured h

Wow Lots Of Questions
From Dark Prof 1. Ate Crocodile? ummm no 2. Slept in a different bed? of course 3. Made out in a movie theatre? hehe would i do that? yeah i would :p 4. made out with 2 different people in one night? yep and boy was it fun! 5. Thought your cousin was hot? eww no 6. Been in love? Sure 7. Slept? ummm. yeah..... 8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? yep..but the real fun starts when the shower is over ;) 9. Gone over the speed limit? occaisionally.... 10. Painted your room? nope 11. Drove a car? yes 12. Danced in front of your mirror? yep 13. Gotten a hickey? yep...love them 14. Been dumped? Yup. Crushed. 15. Stole money from a friend? Never have never will 16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yeah actually i have...dumb huh? 17. Been in a fist fight? nope, not me 18. Snuck out of your house? yeppers

Omg How Can People Be So Mean
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ♥"ALEXIS MARIE♥ Date: Aug 1, 2007 2:45 AM -----------------From: ~*~TONYA~*~Date: Jul 31, 2007 9:33 PM..From: Toojie 2.6+KDate: Jul 31, 2007 8:41 AM:[MICHAEL VICK ; YOU SCREWED UP BIG TIMEE .DO YOU REALLY THINK, THAT BILLIONS OF DOLLARS COLLECTED FROM PITBULL TERRIER FIGHTS ; ARE REALLY WORTH AS MUCH AS THIS ? ..............MAYBE THIS ? SO NOT EVEN THIS, HUH? ....MOST DEFINATELY NOT. NO AMOUNT OF MONEY IS WORTH THE PAIN & SUFFERAGE OF THESE INNOCENT DOGS. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU MAY THINK, IT'S WHAT US CARING PEOPLE KNOW. KNOW, THAT BRINGING UP PITBULLS FOR FIGHTING, JUST ISN'T RIGHT. PITBULLS SHOULD BE BOUGHT INTO THIS WORLD, INTO A WELCOMING ENVIROMENT & PL ACED WTH A CARING FAMILY WHO WILL DO THEIR BEST TO TAKE CARE OF IT, & MAKE IT A FAMILY MEMBER OF THEIR OWN. GIVE THEM ATTENTION, LOVE, SUPPORT.Pitbulls ARE NOT NATURAL-BORN KILLERS. It is at the OWNER'S FAULT, as to wether or not the pitbull BECOMES one,

Alabaster Visions....continued
I lay still for a while, my breath slowing from a frantic panting as I gulped air into my lungs, waiting for my breathing to slow & my heart to stop racing. Idly, I stare at the ceiling when a thought occurred to me - what would have happened if she hadn't of been bound, gagged & blindfolded? Although I am incredulous that such a simple technique could cause such an extreme reaction, another thought followed swiftly after: if I was left dripping wet from our encounter - was she? Sitting upright, I relish the possibilities of this thought & then scramble around her so I am sat, cross-legged in front of her. My excitement mounting again as my eyes roamed her body, drinking in as much of her as possible, feeling my clit grow hot & achingly erect. Only vaguely aware that I held my breath, I reach forward & slowly part her shaven lips with my fingers, exposing her dripping hole, glistening in the lights. As I watch, she utters a low moan & her delicate flesh throbbed rythmically. Upon s

My Oldest Daughter
oh my goodness not quite sure how to feel tomorrow i go to enroll my daughter in school i think i am more excited than she is, ready to let her go i gave her five awesome years of what i could on my own i am ready to set her off into the world of school kinda scared in a way but i'll know she'll like it she loves to learn my days at home will be different i love all my children but at times the curly blonde was my bestfriend and the person to keep me a float when times got rough for me as a single mom before i met phillip oh my i am crying i am just so proud of her and myself i hope if u read this blog u don't make fun but my life is my children and they are who i live for i am so going to miss her every day she goes but she has gotta grow and i hope she grows to ba a strong wowan inside and out like her mother

What A Train Wreck
Who actually LIKES that Tyler Perry's House of Pain? I watched the first two episodes just to see what all the hype was about. DURING and after that, I regretted it! The jokes are bland, the acting is playskool and the plots are so boring that I think I had a nap about the length of a commercial in the middle of the second episode. I dont know who told these people this was a hit show, but its NOT. Then the worst of it is the promo skits for it that still bother me. They said "its The Huxtables (Cosby Show) meets the Bunkers (remember Archie Bunker? lol).. what the hell is that! Anyway.. its a free world, my opinion isn't fact.. so zeriously, WHO does like this so called sitcom? It's more like a get up and RUNcom if you ask me...

Someday
Broken Heart I will never forget the days we once had The days when you were everything to me My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever But now I realize that was all a big dream The feelings I have for you will never go I wish I could take back that one regretful day The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets That I would once have to live through The sight of you in someone else's arms Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces I sometimes wonder if you still think of me Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back But for now, I'll sit here silently Remembering all the memories we once shared Everyday my love grows much stronger Hoping that one day you will feel the same And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

Brokenhearted Pimpout 8-3-07
these fubars could use some luvin from you! my sexy b/f and fubar hubby :) ~~DJpogobob~~Bomber at Large~CT Hubby to broken hearted420~sign my guestbook plz@ fubar a special chickie! LSD's SHELL ~WILL ALWAYS PIMP A/LSD & COOLEST GUY EVER~~STEALING SYN~~@ fubar my best friend on fubar and on the internet.. love you chickie!! **Christie**@ fubar this guys always got an awesome movie playing in his stash.. sit home instead of going to a movie theater! enjoy! bucs24,CONFEDERATE BOMBERS OF CT~*undergrounds promoter*@ fubar heres an awesome guy who loves to pimp every1 and helps every1 he can! its about time we show him some luv! Mikey ĆŦ¬МǎҒїǻ killin em with a :)@ fubar heres a chickie who loves to make pics and shit.. shes very good at it too! woot woot! Micki"Blue Eyes"{dirty south crew}@ fubar and 2 of my newest friends need some luv to show them some luv! Nikki@ fubar Johnloves@ fubar please show them some l

Being Alone
A Relationship With Self The most important relationship we have in our lives is with our selves. And even though we are the only ones who are present at every moment of our lives—from birth onward—this relationship can be the most difficult one to cultivate. This may be because society places such emphasis on the importance of being in a romantic partnership, even teaching us to set aside our own needs for the needs of another. Until we know ourselves, however, we cannot possibly choose the right relationship to support our mutual growth toward our highest potential. By allowing ourselves to be comfortable with being alone, we can become the people with whom we want to have a relationship. Perhaps at no other time in history has it been possible for people to survive, and even thrive, while living alone. We can now support ourselves financially, socially, and emotionally without needing a spouse for survival in any of these realms. With this freedom, we can pursue our own intere

It's All True
Girl facts: *When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile ____________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ____________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there ____________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later ____________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind ____________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply ____________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around ____________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine __________

Sheeple Vs People
Sheeple need others (shepherds) to tell them how and what they should think... Think for yourself! Thinking people don't need Shepherds, but Sheeple do! Sheeple need authorities because they don't trust their own still small voices that say "how can that be" or "that seems evil/wrong to me", or "I simply don't see it that way", even if the authority happened to live thousands of years ago in times when what was said, or alleged to have happened, is highly debatable... Sheeple take the easy route of following anothers lead... both in religion and politics! Sheeple are afraid to think for themselves outside the box or stray from the status quo! Sheeple rely on others to think for them on all topics because they don't wish to do or be the wrong thing... You can't be anything but yourself, unless of course you want to be someone else's mind clone - but that is just the fear, guilt and shame based you who has accepted someone else's version of reality instead of your own! If you want to

2128 Points To Go~~we Can Do It!
†sexy metal man†....RIP PEPOW HOLDER 3.30.1944-3.18.2007 I love and miss you@ fubar He still needs our help. He only has 2128 points to go. It's happy hour so we get double points to rate. Thanks and have a good night! Remember we all are gonna need a little help sooner or later! Thanks, Tracy

I Want To Dance
Man I have noticed some really great music lately that makes me want to just get up and move my ass. I wish my hubby was into going out dancing. Sometimes I just have this need to get out and shake what my momma gave me and bump and grind. I just went and bought the new Finger 11 tonight just for the song Paralyzer. I wish I could go out to a bar and dance and have fun without worrying about nut jobs. Sometimes it is hard being a girl.

Our Show
We do a internet radio show on Friday nights at 9pm Est. The show is live and we take your calls on the night of the show. We have had guest on our show from Bumblefoot From Gun & Roses, Don Jamieson,Steve Smyth,Jim Florentine,Tracii Guns From LA Gunz, Eddie Trunk,Aries Spears,Heidi Cortez,Reverend Bob Levy,Rudy Sarzo,Eddie Ojeda,Steve Trevino ETC.... If you like to check it out go to http://www.morningshowcentral.com Thanks everyone Sign up and post in our forums The show is based in Cleveland Ohio

Stop And Think For A Sec
---From: MichalDate: Aug 1, 2007 3:59 PM Wake up and pay attention!Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores""Geeks""Goths"

A Must Read
I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I find. I st