Yes, I have a child.
No, I'm not a mom.
Birth: Jada Natelynn Wolff
There is no pictures.
There is only pain and broken promises.
An only child living a lie.
Age 1: Still Jada Natelynn Wolff
Still no pictures.
No memories, no smiles.
A child being raised by a "mom,"
But not HER mom.
Age 2: Now Jada L. H.
A simple portrait picture.
A picture-perfect smile, devoid of feeling.
Dressed like a doll, she sits alone.
Unaware that her real mom cries over a simple picture of her.
Age 3: Jada L. H.
Blue eyes gaze down at me,
She knows more than you think.
I stare at the camera,
Unaware my child knows I'm her mother.
The photo is etched in my mind, making it bleed.
Age 4: Jada L. H.
So far, has no pictures.
I'm still crying for my blue-eyed baby girl.
These tears will never dry.
There are no memories, just pictures.