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I Need Some Love I Got Bad News Today
WELL I GOT SOME BAD NEWS TODAY. MY MOM CAME OVER AS SHE DOES VERY FRIDAY AFTER WORK AND TOLD ME SOMETHING THAT FREAKED ME OUT. SHE WENT TO THE DOC'S ON THURSDAY SO THEY SAID THAT SHE HAD AN IRREGULAR PAP TEST AND SHE MIGHT HAVE CERVICAL CANCER. NOW I KNOW ITS CUREABLE AND ALL BUT SHE ALSO SAID SOMEHTING ELSE "YOU BETTER GET YOUR SHIT STR8 I DONT KNOW HOW LONG IAM GOING TO BE AROUND FOR" I ALMOST LOST IT. SHE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME. SHE RAISED ME SINCE I WAS 8 AND SHE WAS SINGLE FOR MOST OF THAT HAD TO WORK 2 JOBS AND COME HOME AND TAKE CARE OF ME. I KNOW ALOT OF MOM'S DO IT AND ALL BUT ITS LIKE SHE IS A PART OF ME AND I LOVE HER TO DEATH. ITS THE CYCLE OF LIFE YOUR BORN THEN YOU DIE BUT I NEVER THOUGH THAT IT WOULD HAPPEN TO MY MOM YEA FUNNY RIGHT. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY RIGHT NOW AND IAM VERY UPSET. I HOPE THAT YOU GUYS CAN PRAY FOR MY MOM BECAUSE I KNOW I WILL AND I LOVE YOU ALL AND JUST SAYING THAT LOVE THE ONE YOUR WITH. Thank You, Mom Thank You Mom-for ho

Finding Inner Peace....
I woke up this morning, and looked in the mirror and saw a stranger looking back at me....And as i saw this face looking back at me i wondered who she was..I know it is my reflection,but thats all it was...for on the inside i felt nothing for the person looking back at me...She was just an empty shell of some one i once knew...Thats how most people feel when they have no inner peace...empty alone and unsure who they really are...It's a cold and lonely place to be...So how does one find inner peace? you might ask...well it comes from inside us ,it is not taught or learned...but some thing we find among ourselves....I hope some day soon when i look in the mirror i'll know the reflection looking back at me ..and the only one who can find the inner peace is me.....

Trace Adkins
I Wanna Feel Something Trace Adkins If youre tellin me Im not on fire Youre just preachin to the choir Ive gotten dull as old barbed wire from livin Last night I watched the evening news It was the same ol nothin new It should have cut me right in two But it didnt I dont know why it didnt But I wanna feel somethin Somethin thats a real somethin That moves me, that proves to me Im still alive I wanna heart that beats and bleeds A heart thats bustin at the seams I wanna care, I wanna cry, I wanna scream I just wanna feel somethin If youre tellin me thats just how it is I dont buy it cause once I was kissed By a red-headed girl with cherry lips On her porch when I was sixteen And I felt it somewhere in my soul and time stood still and I couldnt let go I cant tell you cause I dont know how I got so cold When did I get so cold Chorus: I just wanna feel somethin Somethin thats a real somethin That moves me, that proves to me Im still

Drug Facts Truth Or Lies ,you Tell Me?
** Archeologists report that cannabis was most likely the first plant cultivated by humans. Cannabis was used for linen, paper, and garments. ** In 2000, there were 1,579,566 drug arrests in the United States. Of those, close to half were for marijuana. **In the U.S., over 35 million people have used some sort of illegal drug in the last year. **It is possible to get high by licking a toad. The Cane Toad produces a toxin called bufotenine to ward off predators. When licked, this toxin acts as a hallucinogen. **LSD is made from lysergic acid, which is found in ergot, a type of fungus. **Smokers are twice as likely to develop lower back pain than non-smokers. **The first drug to be sold in the form of a tablet is Aspirin. **The hormone replacement drug "Premarin" is made from the urine of pregnant horses. **The name of the first menthol cigarette in the United States was "Spud." **Tobacco contains over 50 chemicals that can cause cancer.

What Is Your Past Life
You scored as Drow, You are a Drow, a very ancient breed of elf. They major in magicks. They very dark and mysterious and never trust anyone. Very shady, lonesome people. Lighten up and go to a party. You might meet someone special there... ^.~Drow100% Elf100% Faerie100% Goddess100% Wolf100% Vampyre92% Shadow Spirit83% Sorceress75% Dragon58% Zombie25% What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

How To Make Love To A Black Or Hispanic Woman
How do you make love, to a Black Woman? How do you make love to a Black Woman, Romantically and Patiently; Take the time to make love to her mind. Fulfill all of her midnight wishes. Cover her entire body with soft wet kisses. Tell her, so that she will know! There's no place on her body your tongue won't go. And, when you love a Black Woman, you love her real slow. How do you make love, to a Black Woman? How do you make love to a Black Woman, Passionately and Sincerely; Let her Sweetness become your Weakness. Do not use just the Penis, But include your ear. Listen to the sweet sound of her moans and see what you hear. Feel the warmth and care of her loving embrace. Place your mouth on hers and savor the taste. How do you make love, to a Black Woman? How do you make love to a Black Woman, Sensually and Honestly; Say what you mean and mean what you say. Tell her that you love her, more and more with each passing day. Let all

Soulmates Forever
Your soul is so beautiful, beyond mesmerizing. I love your smile, so hypnotizing. You connect my soul like no other. You make me breathless, I could smother. Of all this, I can't deny... Only one on which I can rely. Enrich, enlighten, fulfill my every need. I hope you feel me as you read. My whole life i've searched for love so true. My search is done, it ended with you. With love like this, I can't go wrong. You are the one I've been looking for all along. Your touch sends shivers down my spine. I am yours and you are mine. The very sight of you engulfs my soul. You complete me, make me whole. The two of us together, we can do it all. I swear baby, I won't let you fall.

Best Morph On Ct Contest! Scores Updated
Best Morph On CT Contest! I'm doing a Morph contest and i need morph pics! 1st Morph is...... with 5331 comments! 2nd Morph is...... with 3876 comments! 3rd Morph is...... with 1283 comments! 4th Morph is...... with 419 comments! 5th Morph is...... with 5 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/18 thur 6/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Who Is Hotter Paris Hilton Or Michelle Manhart?
WHO IS HOTTER?!?! HOTTIE OF THE WEEK ROUND 1 MICHELLE MANHART view all 16 of her sexy pics here: Michelle Manhart Pics OR PARIS HILTON VIEW LOTS MORE PICS OF PARIS HILTON HERE PARIS HILTON PICS

Friendships Can Be The Greatest...
My friend my companion through good times and bad. My friend my buddy through happy and sad. Beside me you stand beside me you walk. You're there to listen you're there to talk. With happiness with smiles with pain and tears. I know you'll be there through out the years.

Why...why Does This Have To Happen To Me?
I don't get...why any girl I talk to eventually just pushes me away...I try my best to be nice...to be respectful...but they lie and cheat me...i'm just not worth talking to I guess...or maybe i'm a freak and just don't know it...w/e...I guess it shouldn't matter...but it does...

To All The Girls Who Look Past The Nice Guys
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your ne

Accepting Collar
She was waiting for Him to come through the door, freshly showered and shaved, She knew that He would not be expecting Her to be in this position, draped in the black silk robe She had purchased for this night, on Her knees, head bowed in respect... But this was a night of changes... She heard His key in the lock, and felt Her heart leap within Her chest, breath catching, and She quickly folded Her hands into Her lap, a smile passing across Her lips, it was time... He came through the door a heavy sigh escaping His lips, after such a rigorous day. He kicked of His shoes as He flicked on the light, and He paused briefly before moving again... She whispered softly, welcome home Sweet Prince. Thank you He said haltingly... What is this all about, what are you doing down there? She looked up at Him as sweetly as She could, whispering, You asked me a question once, and I am now giving You my answer. Standing a little shakily, smoothing the silk as She stood before Him. 'If it is still Yo

Making A Baby...
There is not one dirty word in it, and it is funny. The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now the man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to...'' Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've be expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat" After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out the

My Music Breeds
What breed of music are you? You scored as a metal metal 95% classic rock 65% Indie 55% grunge 50% ska 50% industrial 45% mainstream rock 45% Emo 40% Punk 40% Pop Punk 30% reggae 30% rap 25% country 25% Pop 5%

Partttttyyyy!
So today I threw myself a birthday party. Yes, I know it's a few weeks late, but I was on vacation for my actual birthday. So I invited a bunch of my friends over to celebrate my birthday. As usual, it was quite a disparate group -- work friends, theater friends, internet friends. I was happy to see everyone getting along well! I decided, for some insane reason, to cook for my own party. Yes, I catered my own birthday party. I said "insane," didn't I? The last couple days have been stressful, getting ready. I can't throw a party without cleaning my house top to bottom, and I had plants still to plant from last weekend's buying frenzy at the plant store. Not to mention all the food I had to prepare with 25 people coming over. Ever cook brunch for 25 people unassisted? In a standard kitchen with only one oven? I don't recommend the experience. Thankfully, everything turned out beautifully. My food was a hit! I got asked for the recipes for nearly everything, from the

Negative - In My Heaven
Dreams faded I'm frightened Will I ever find the cure? Mistaken I'm waiting When I finally hit the floor I'm hurt and so wounded It's gonna tear my soul apart I'm lost in my heaven I finally found my way to escape Love's faded I'm haunted Will I finally find the cure? Mistaken I'm waiting Just for you I'm hurt and so wounded It's gonna tear my soul apart I'm lost in my heaven I finally found my way I'm hurt and so wounded It's gonna tear my soul apart I'm lost in my heaven I finally found my way to escape My way to escape My way to escape I'm hurt and so wounded It's gonna tear my soul apart I'm lost in my heaven I finally found my way I'm hurt and so wounded It's gonna tear my soul apart I'm lost in my heaven I finally found my way to escape Found my way to escape I'm lost in my heaven My heaven

It's Ok
unforbidden shadows of you formed yesterday i ran away to a room here on the bay interrupted life again, another new beginning where the silence echoes you're no longer with me here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom even though i may be alone, but that's ok through the darkness i would walk in the streets confessions never seemed to provide me with a release held me down and tried to cure me tried to give me reason but nothing could separate this burdened mind from me here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom even though i may be alone, but that's ok and looking out to a different sky will disengage me absence is never the answer, i know, but it serves as my shade i do not seek and do not intend to find a calmer ocean or a sun that will never rise my world will never change and time will bring you to my thoughts and i'll move on and then forget you all over again moving on, i can forgive you all over again here and now, i feel that i'm embrac

What Kind Of Sexy Girl Are You?
You Are Bad Girl Sexy Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot. You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on. And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you. Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is. What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

I Hate This Shyt
ok so i'm writing this not to cause drama with my ex...and i put this in here cuz i knnow chances are more then likely he will read it but right now i'm phuken pissed and i don't care...so i wake up this morning in a good mood...things have been going good between me and my ex...hanging out almost every day again...doing the whole boyfriend girlfriend thing again but not being official...which is fine with me cuz if n e thing it's been about a week and there still hadn't been any arguements...but then i know a guy who know's my ex's most recent girlfriend who was the girl before me...well i'm told this chick has diseases and shyt so obviously i become curious and start to wonder if he was having sex with or with out a condom...so i had been trying to get a hold of him cuz i left my work id at his house and when he called me i asked him...then he proceeds to tell me that it's non of my business and i tell him that it is cuz if it's true then i have the right to know since we have been h

4th Of July
On the 4th of July I would like us all to proudly display this pictue on your profile, members & non-members, thank you very much..pete click on this picture, it will take you to my site where you can rip it!!

Come Back
Hey to all my friends in Chicago Im comeing back on Sunday and will be back till the 6th and then back for about 3 mounts for school. I would love to hit it up with any of u and just do what ever. Let me know if u want to hang with me or not since I still don't know to many people and am trying to get out once in a while. Hope to hear from some of u soon.

Love Less
Love Less Life is hard and cold You know in your heart and pray it gettes better Being hope less and cold gettes you no where it get you pain and hurt Love iz the great thing in this cold hard world No matter what ppl say Be who you are Not what they want you to be Who you are is all that matters in this world Be that no natter what And you will always have a friend to love and care about Trust me when I say this I know what I am talking about on this part

A New Study ....
There is a new study out about women and how they feel about their bums. The results were pretty interesting: 85% of women think their bum is too fat. 10% of women think their bum is too skinny. The other 5% say that they don't care, they love him, he's a good man, and they would have married him anyway. 8-p :D

Come Join Me N Sadistic In The Lounge
Come join me and sadistic light in §eÐu©TïVe£¥ Twï§TeÐ have a blast and chat with some cool people and listen to some good tunes Click the picture below to join the lounge enjoy guys n girls

Looking 4 Some......
I'm looking for some people to hang out in Chicago, I don't really know anyone there and Im trying to get to know the area better and hang out with some people and have some fun. I'm looking 4, friends and anything else u want just ask and well see.

The Spell Checker - A Poem
Eye have a spelling chequer It came with my pea sea It plain lee marques four my revue Miss steaks eye kin knot sea. Eye strike a key and type a word And weight four it two say Weather eye am wrong oar write. It shows me strait a weigh. As soon as a mist ache is maid It nose bee fore two long and eye can put the error rite. Its rare lea ever wrong. Eye have run this poem threw it I am shore your pleased two no Its letter perfect awl the weigh My chequer tolled me sew. Sauce unknown

When I Stop By Your Page
I will rate you. If I have rated you in the past I will fan you. If I have done both of those I will comment you. If I stop by your page and notice that we are already friends I will rate and fan you if not done so already. If thats all done I will comment. If I send a friend request I will be sure to fan first, since I ask that be done for myself has well. On certain days I run out of rates and if I do and I stop by your page I will most likely fan you... On to next part. If I fan you please fan me back.. If you send a freind request make sure to fan me or it will not be accepted. Sorry thats the way I work. Edited to add if you do not fan me with your request I will check to see if you have fanned me someother time. If you havent you friend request will be rejected.. People on my friends list already are excluded from this but it would be nice if you did fan me. after all your my friend shouldnt you be my fan? I am trying to get all my friends fanned but it

Tried Of Being Alone
1. AGE? 2.SEX? 3. DO U HAVE KIDS? 4.DO U SMOKE? 5. DO YOU WORK? 6. DO YOU DRIVE? 7. HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED? 8. HOW SEXUALY ACTIVE ARE U? 9 DO YOU PUT OUT THE FIRST NIGHT? 10. WHAT ARE YOUR GOALS IN LIFE? 11. WOULD YOU EVER HAVE A THREESOME? 12. DO YOU LIVE ALONE? 13.HOW WOULD YOU TREAT YOUR BF/GF? 14.WHATS ONE WORD THAT TELLS ME ABOUT YOU? 15. HOW MANY TIMES A WEEK WOULD YOU HAVE SEX? 16. WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR IN A MATE? 17.WHY SHOULD I CONSIDER YOU FOR THE POSTION OF MY BF/GF? 18. HOW WERE YOU RAISED OLD SCHOOL OR NEW SCHOOL? 19. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I SAID YES TO YOU?

Sadness Takes A Form In Me
My Dearest Ian, My sadness has taken a form. One of many lonely, sleepless nights wishing you was still here. April 7 we would be celebrating your second birthday. All the dreams and plans I had for you have slowly been eating my heart. I never got to say goodbye, but I got to say goodnight and I love you. Why did you leave me munchkin? I can not understand it. The pain is sometimes too much to bear. I want you back and I know with deep sadness that this will never be. I will reamin on earth till my last breath and pray that you will remeber me when I come home to be with you. I hope you know that there is not a day that go's by that I don't think of you. I think of you in wakeing and in dreams. You consume my being and my every thought. It is hard to let you go angel, but I know I must if you are ever to have peace. I hope that on your birthday that you are well in God's arms and in Nana and PawPaw's. I hope you remeber me, your mommy. I hope that you remeber your daddy as well. T

Things Not To Say To A Naked Man
Things NOT to Say to a Naked Man... That's it? Wow - look at all the hair on your back! Maybe you should start going to the gym more. That was fine, dear...pass me my vibrator? Thats a shame, maybe we should grab a video instead? Wake me when it's over, ok? I think the condom's too big. Zzzzzz.... You want me to what?!? Well, that explains the padded pants. Did you take out the garbage yet? My husband's in the Marines. He's due home any day now. Is that a toupee? So THAT'S what your ex warned me about! No. Surgery might be able to help. Not until you've showered. That must be my mother on the phone. Your brother's bigger. Your best friend's better. Are you done yet? Wow! Look at the size of your.....beer gut! Size doesn't REALLY matter, dear. You might want to see a doctor about that. Hahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!! Things NOT to say to a naked woman... Cool, I've never been t

Freaky Vs. Kink
Is there a difference between Freaky & Kinky? Is a freak on something that comes and goes, and Kinky is more permanent? I hear them talked about interchangeably, but are they? Kinky can be anything from chocolate ice cream & maple syrup, to a fetish (feet or catholic school girls) Is freaky the same thing? or is freaky a bit more extreme, and for a shorter time? If you have read any of my blogs, you know I'm into BDSM, and I am a sub/slave, so that's my kink (or freak, depending on how you define it) I gotta tell you, I am surprised daily, by the amount of people who are into it, and by the amount who are taken aback by it. Could any of us live without a little freak?? I guess I could, and I have, for lengthy times, but I definately prefer not to! going too long, makes me crave it, and act out that much more! so.....what's your definition? Whats freak, and whats kink?

What Is An American?
What Is An American? Being an American is not evident by a particular skin color or way of life. He is a person from many places, with many shades of skin, of different sizes and varied energies. He has a Master's Degree, or he may never have finished high school. He may drive an expensive automobile, or perhaps relies on two mules to carve his living out of the earth. But regardless of what he is, beneath the different physical features is a bond of strength in tradition which exemplifies the American way; a way which opens doors of opportunity to all peoples who may knock upon them. An American has a spirit which was born when the bells tolled of independence, and which has released the adrenaline of his nation time and time again when its existence was threatened by an aggressor. An American does not view armed conflict as a means of getting what he wants, but rather as a means of protecting what he has. He is the one who loves the very concept of peac

American
If tomorrow all the things were gone I’d worked for all my life, And I had to start again with just my children and my wife. I’d thank my lucky stars to be living here today, ‘Cause the flag still stands for freedom and they can’t take that away. And I’m proud to be an American where as least I know I’m free. And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me. And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today. ‘Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land God bless the U.S.A. From the lakes of Minnesota, to the hills of Tennessee, across the plains of Texas, from sea to shining sea, From Detroit down to Houston and New York to LA, Well, there’s pride in every American heart, and it’s time to stand and say: I’m proud to be an American where at least I know I’m free. And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me. And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today. ‘Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land God bless t

Happy
ok on a happier note...i love my friends very much and that last blog wasent about them..it was about a certain situation. if you are my real friend you know that my heart is in the right place and i try to do what i think is best...sometimes i get stuck and i dont know what to do. over the last few months or so ive made some amazing friends and i found someone i love veryyyyy much...its just drama that makes me wanna leave but the good friends i have who make me wanna stay.. So to all those people who made this a good experience for me...THANK YOU!.. oh and PS...i love you rj lol

“to Heal A Broken Heart” (drink Away The Pain) By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 2005
“To Heal A Broken Heart” (Drink away the pain) by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 2005 Published 4 April 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Moving through the clouds Trying to find my way Trying to figure out Why my hearts been left in the dark Why I could not see Things as they are But none of that matters now Or so I tell myself… It just brings me here To this place where it all began Where my troubles found a home Inside this lifeless can I can hear it calling out Come take a sip Just one more sip And you will forget her You will forget it all For only I can make you better Fore only I can make you whole… I’m moving through the clouds Flying ever so high On this rocky road called love Fighting for a day When I can hold her and say That it was all worth it in the end and though I hold these hopes I am left without a clue As to what I need to be Or what I need to do And it has brought me here To this place where it

I Want This Guy... If He Exists.
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats, and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you don't want to. I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in, watching movies, and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about whe

Ask!!!
5 questions is all u get... You get to ask me 5 naughty or non-naughty questions! I'll answer 100% truthfully! BE CREATIVE! "What's your fantasy?" is getting annoying! COME ON IF YOU VIEW YOU HAVE TO AT LEAST ASK ME ONE!!

It Was The Rumor....!!!
couple of days ago , i went to my friends showroom ... and there i have seen the new collection of the bikes. including one of mine fav. 2007 HAYABUSA. i talked with him and he told me about the latest survey of exotic cars in the town. he also mentioned that LAMBORGHINI has been spotted in the area. but he wanted to make sure either it is true or not. last night i got his call and he told me that it was jz the rumor for now. but sooner or later there will be LAMBORGHINI available in the town. Interesting Isn't it...:)

An Explanation
Silence Only tears As I press the blade Against my pale skin Red The blood flows From the wounds Echoing my inner pain Satisfaction As I feel the knife Slicing into me I only deserve pain Anguish As I realize what I've done I feel accomplishment As I gaze at the marks upon my skin Stares People are horrified Don't understand why Neither do I

Rooftop Garden Martini
Rooftop Garden Martini An alternative to a mojito, this mint-and-thyme-infused martini is topped with a splash of club soda -- and it's the perfect refresher on a warm summer night! Credit: Zoe Goldfine and Lesley Devrouax Servings: 1 Ingredients: * 15 mint leaves, plus mint sprig for garnish * 2 thyme sprigs * 2 teaspoons sugar * 2 ounces vodka * 1 ounce fresh lemon juice * 1 ounce simple sugar * Ice * 1 to 2 ounces club soda Directions: In a cocktail shaker, muddle the mint leaves with the thyme and sugar. Add the vodka, lemon juice, simple sugar and ice and shake well. Strain into a glass with ice, top with a splash of club soda and garnish with a fresh mint sprig.

Cherish(an Oldie)
Cherish is the word I use to describe All the feeling that I have hiding here for you inside You don't know how many times I wish that I had told you You don't know how many times I've wished that I could hold you You don't know how many times I've wished that I could mold you into someone Who could cherish me as much As I cherish you Perish is the word that more than applies To the hope in my heart each time I realize That I am not gonna be the one To share your dreams That I am not gonna be the one To share your schemes That I am not gonna be the one To share what seems to be the life that you could cherish As much as I do yours Oh, I'm beginning to think That man has never found The words that could make you want me That have the right amount of letters Just the right sound That could make you hear, make you see That you are driving me out of my mind Oh, I could say I need you But then you'd realize That I want you Just like a thousand other g

Rehab Lyrics "sittin' At A Bar"
REHAB LYRICS "Sittin' At A Bar" Bar tender I really did it this time Broke my parole to have a good time When I got home it was 6 a.m. The door was locked so I kicked it in She was trippin' on the bills I think she was high on some pills She threw my shit out into the yard The she called me a bum and slapped me real hard And in my drunkin' stooper I did what I should of never done Now I'm sittin' here talking to you Drunk and on the run I'm sittin' at a bar on the inside Waitin' for my ride on the outside She broke my heart in the trailer park So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away You know mo I'll probably get ten years So just give me beers 'til they get here Yeah I know the sun is comin' up And ya'll are probably gettin' ready for closin' up But I'm trying to drown my soul I'm tired of this life on a dirt road And everything that I love is gone And I'm tired of hangin' on She got me sittin' at a b

Family(moms Sidevs.dad's Side).
Well, here goes. Our aunt Lucille and other family members does nice things for me and my brother,like gives us presents and takes us to the ice capades or other things while my dads side are not so nice. I mean, our uncle Jeff takes our cousins Matt, Steve and Jim on vacations and pays for everything, and our uncles never gave us presents or took us to the movies or other things when we were younger or even now. This isn't how it should be! Besides that, my grandmom( dads's mother, puts guilt trips on us, while she has 2 sons living at home with her that can do and but things for her. Thank you for letting off steam. Peace.

Ficky Ficky Y'all
Friends By Chance One day you sat before your screen Typed to some nonsence name like mine We entered into a sea of text And our world would never be the same Who would have thought in this text filled world With faceless voiceless words we used I would find someone like you to bring Joyous rainbows and happiness without end Now everyday before my screen I sit and type and ponder How someone I have never seen Could fill my world with wonder People say you cannot love someone That is a stranger so very far away They cannot judge what they do not know They have no concept of the seeds of friendship we sow Even though my dear sweet friend Beside you I cannot be I know deep down inside my heart You will always be standing next to me! Jessie

No Damage To The Pole
For those of you who asked about my daughter last night, she's ok. What happened was this - Last night Taylor was at work in the clothing store, Rue 21. She was up on a ladder removing a metal pole that clothes hang on from it's braces and it fell on her head. The good news is, Shortliners are thick headed. The bad news is they are stubborn and she kept working. Her coworkers noticed she was not herself, and when she could not figure out how to make change for a customer giving her a 20 for $10 worth of goods, they knew it could only be two possibilities - either Taylor was an Ohio State graduate or she had a concussion. So they took her to the emergency room where a doctor diagnosed her having a moderate concussion. No damage to the pole, the patient is nauseous but resting comfortably.

Learning The Trades?
ok so for those who got emails my apologies....seems that we know when a blog is posted...in more ways than one.... i still have a lot to learn out here... hey i finally got the hang of pasting some cool wordings and compliments off the commmentyou.com page... its all good. i know computers.. just the internet changes fast.. and the more you know the better..or you get left in the cold...

Grace
Current mood: touched The confusion began that day,When all of our hearts turned grey.The strength of Grace had passed away. Grace was my grandma's name She helped us with our problems and lives She lived with God in all of her heart She did 100% more then her part I remember her warm loving touch She shined so bright and cared so much! She smiled through her physical pain Knowing very well what she would gain. I went to her instead of God I know that now she's gone She is happy now,she can walk and run She's rejoicing in her perfect form with God and his son. I miss her and love her so very much She taught me so much,even on a crutch! I do want to see her again someday So Jesus please take all these sins away. Please Jesus help me take her place Give me the wonderfull words of Grace! Take me away from this world of sin I'll do what I have to untill you win. Direct me in your peacefull light Block the darkness tha

I Am Very Sad Today
LACE ALL OVER HAS INFORMED ME THAT SHE IS NO LONGER WITH US AND CANNOT FULL FILL HER DUTIES HERE, AS FAR AS I HAVE SEEN SHE HAS HELPED MANY BUT HAS GOTTEN NO HELP IN RETURN,I AM SAD TO SEE HER LEAVE, BUT SHE WILL HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART, HER HONESTY AND LOYALTY TO ME HAS MADE MY HEART SOAR, BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I CAN FIND ALOT OF BOMBERS LIKE HER, I WILL MISS HER GREATLY! ALSO A FEW DAYS AGO CHERRYBOMB INFORMED ME THAT SHE IS ILL ,CANT FULL FILL HERS ALSO ,HER CONDITION IS SERIOUS! PLS PRAY THAT SHE GETS BETTER EVEN IF SHE CANT BE HERE ANYMORE, MY BEST BUDDY CHRISTIAN HAS BEEN ILL ALSO,HE SHOULD BE RESTING INSTEAD OF BOMBING!HINT HINT! BUT I LOVE HIM TO DEATH AND THANK HIM FOR HELPING EVEN THOUGH HE ISNT REALLY ABLE TO. NEWBABENWOODS IS NOT WELL ALSO , HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AND EDEMA,ALSO SERIOUS.

Dialing...
Dialing I tried to call America this morning But She was too busy searching for her missing children Please try your call at another time. I tried to call America this afternoon But She was too busy mourning for the slaughtered innocents To answer the phone Could I please call back at a more appropriate time. I tried to call America this evening But all I got was a busy signal as She girded Herself for war The party I was trying to reach was not available at this time. So I hung up the phone and walked down to America I searched for the living and collected the dead And together we mourned as one And I raged with her and wept tears of loss And offered Her the comfort of my Embrace And the phone rang regardless. Written by: Janie Lee Dawe Top Military Comment Images Graphics Codes Top Military Comment Images Graphics Codes

Aragon
I had high hopes for this movie, because it was like LOTR, but with a dragon. Just up my alley. And I'm not saying it was a bad movie, but it wasn't overwhelming either. Dragon riders at one time were the defense of this country. One Dragon Rider turned on the rest, convinced a few to rebel, and then he turned on them and killed them all...setting him up as king. And as a king (John Malcovich), he's a prick, forces kids into the army, and rules by fear. He doesnt want Dragon Riders to reappear, so since he has the last dragon, he keeps the eggs to himself. Aria steals one, and before she is caught, she teleports it to Aragon. And thus it starts. The quest starts when his uncle is slain, because the magic guy for the king traces the egg to him. He meets up with an old Dragon Rider, and he teachs him, and it goes on from there. The magic guy serving the king was probably the best character in the movie. Good special effects around him, ugly as sin, and well acted. jeremy Iro

Cutting The Grass
I hope the picture will go through for you - of this Army soldier in Iraq with his tiny 'plot' of grass in front of his tent. It's heartwarming! Here is a soldier stationed in Iraq, stationed in a big sand box. He asked his wife to send him dirt (U.S. soil), fertilizer, and some grass seed so that he can have the sweet aroma, and feel the grass grow beneath his feet. When the men of the squadron have a mission that they are going on, they take turns walking through the grass and the American soil -- to bring them good luck. If you notice, he is even cutting the grass with a pair of a scissors. Sometimes we are in such a hurry that we don't stop and think about the little things that we take for granted.

Who Filled The Clouds With Goodbyes
Your eyes were the night sky I once stared into jet black...centered in midnight blue Who stole the twilight that never dies? Who stole the stars from those eyes? I guess I didn't know what to say to a night sky fading away Who said the moon never cries? Who stole the stars from those eyes? Now, the night breeze will surely come the one that leaves us feeling numb So, who filled the clouds with goodbye's? Who stole the stars from those eyes?

Friday The 13th............
MyHotComments :: HotFreeLayouts Just Hope Everyone Enjoys There Night... Happy Friday The 13th!!! Check Out My Pic's,Rate Them,And Comment Them Please!!!Well Anyways Hope Yinz Have A Happy Friday The 13th!!!

Auditions Today For Tear Da Club Up Video
AUDITIONS TODAY!!!! Seeking dancers and Extras for "Tear Da Club Up Video". No Experience Necessary!! 2PM til 7PM Auditions July 14, 2007 Emerald City Lounge 1075 Boston Post Rd Orange, CT 06516 If interested in auditioning, please go to the above address This will be club scenes mixed with outdoor location. Characters wanted: Main Dancers Main female characters Club Dancers Thug type Female patrons Male patrons Male and female parking lot standbys. Bartenders Waitresses Cops People to just sit at the bar. Drivers. Produced by movie producer Rob Hawk. ALL STATE TALENT SEARCH www.stizzaggressionmusic.com/dance allstatetalentsearch@yahoo.com or call: 203-903-0332 / 203-928-0225

Friendship Is Like The Breeze
Friendship is like the breeze, You can't hold it, Smell it, Taste it, Or know when it's coming, But you can always feel it, And you'll always know it's there, It may come and then go, But you can know it'll always be back.

My Friday The 13th
Ok first this actually happened. Second no its not funny because yes someone could have been hurt, while at the same time it is kinda funny. Lastly if your gonna be an ass or be obnoxious don't waste your time i will just delete the comments you make anyway. Well let me start by saying I am not a bad parent and this is something that i never dreamed could happen to me. I try my best to teach my children right from wrong and i normally have no trouble other then the normal "he's touching me" kinda stuff and standard trouble boys get into. I have no idea what possessed my child to do what you are about to read but its here just to show you what can happen even when you try to raise your kids right. ok yesterday my wife decided to be nice and let me sleep in...while i was sleeping, my son was playing video games, and my wife ran out into the garage to get a box of stuff to unpack we are still kinda moving in.Well my son decided that he would climb up on the counter and grab my c

The Rules
Ok ladies here is the rules plain and simple. I Love my wife she is my world and omg is she a freak! I will not meet you alone, we are a package only. I will talk to you but any meetings are setup through her she is the coordinator. If you piss her off you have to make it right with her I'm not getting in the middle. And last if your not a freak dont bothter becasue you couldnt handle us if thats the case. Any other questions just ask..;)

Tad Edge'y
GARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! *lets out some serious steam* I'm so annoyed right now i think i want to cry or break something! I feel like im loosing this fucking life battle right now. I know everyone say's "You've got to take the good with the bad" (fucking a-holes) but i say that's bullshit! Why do good people have to suffer and assholes get all the glory!? This is shit! I wish i was still working at the Sandringham! *whimpers* yes the customers annoyed me but i loved that job!!! I'm hating this one I've got a.t.m. I'm trying my darn hardest to get back into something like Coles-Myer or woolworths - just so i can have a normal job again. I don't think i could handle being back in the liquor stores any more. That really broke me down mentally. I wish i was like Samantha Stevens out of Bewitched. Those kind of powers would be awesome! Make mine and Joel's life a lot more easier! I would zap him up a new hummer or Chrysler... and i would make myself a little yellow bumble-bee just

Apple's Iphone: First Impressions
Apple's iPhone is a little bigger than you'd expect, and a little heavier than you'd expect. It feels substantial, and it looks beautiful. The Object of Your Desire is a little bigger than a Samsung BlackJack, and a little thinner. Its edges are curved, its back is polished chrome and its front is dark glass. There's only one button on the front, at the bottom, used to bring you back to the home screen. I got to play with it for about 15 minutes today. Ken Fisher, AT&T vice president for sales in Houston, gave me an initial demo and then handed the phone to me. Understanding how its touchscreen works comes easily -- it is as intuitive as you've heard it is. I was able to navigate most of its functions quickly, without any help or explanation. Here are some thoughts on its primary features: ? Its multi-touch features are very impressive, and something you pick up quickly. For example, you can scroll through photos by flicking your finger side to side, or up and down. Zooming in and out

Are You Kidding Me
Today has been weird. My neice's wedding reception is saturday. I am excited and happy for her. So my neice is a newly wed. :) My sisters and mom went shopping today. They went shopping for clothes etc. They bought me three black dresses. In their words, it will make you look slim. lol I thought getting diet pills as a birthday present was funny now this. lol I hold my head high and laugh, but I must admit that its bothering me. I oncewas called beautiful by my family. Now I am a work in progress lol I love my family....just wish they could see things my way. I don't wanna spend hours in the gym a day. lol just me venting lol

Show Some Love
Hey Guys and Gals today is my real life and CT/FUBAR sister's Birthday. I really want her to feel special today...so will you go by and wish her a Happy Birthday and show her some love. She is a great sister...here and in real life!!!! Thanks and always .....MUCH LOVE ~Jamie Cherry Splash A.K.A Stacy ~Cherry*Splash~I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~Club F.A.R.~@ CherryTAP

Why Does Someone Always Have To Be The Dumbass?
Don't run screaming from the bears and parents keep close watch on your children on this trail people have fallen to their DEATHS!!!! …A couple of warnings that are posted on the trails and throughout the Great Smokey Mountains National Park. Also things that some people would think were common sense, but not so. Sign coming into the park Don and I went to Pigeon Forge for a few days this week and the first day we were there decided to visit the park and go on a hike to one of the waterfalls. We got to the park, went to the visitors' center and bought a guide to the trails and decided one hopped in the car and started making our way there. When I started off to our destination I had well over a quarter tank of gas, which I thought would be more then enough to get us there. BOY was I wrong before I knew it I had way less then a quarter of a tank and we were only half way there, but still I was sure we could make it. Then we hit the "scenic loop" which we had to go on. It's a one

Dept Of Social Services.....morons...absolute Morons!
"Your food stamps will be stopped effective March 1992 because we received notice that you passed away. May God bless you. You may reapply if there is a change in your circumstances." --Department of Social Services, Greenville , South Carolina

Something To Think About
SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts What is left of our bodies when the fleash is stripped..what mark do we leave on this plane, what is left of the people who we touched in this life? It matters not to agree or not but to think and be mindful of the next impression you make.

Contests
You know it is petty sad when someone runs a contest and when it is time to pay up they dont come threw, I have a friend that I helped and this girl promised a 3 day blast to the winner, now he payed up with giving me a vette, when does he get his payment? Have tryed everything to sending her mail to posting bullitens and seems no one cares, It isnt right, How would you like this done to you.....for this reason i will not ever inter into a contest.

The Sweet 16, Final Results
Round 16 Boston 52.6% (30 votes) Foreigner 47.4% (27 votes) Round 15 E. L. O. 57.5% (23 votes) Genesis 42.5% (17 votes) Round 14 Queen 80.9% (72 votes) U 2 19.1% (17 votes) Round 13 Motley Crue 72.7% (48 votes) Deep Purple 27.3% (18 votes) Round 12 Heart 64.0% (32 votes) Pat Benetar 36.0% (18 votes) Round 11 Emerson, Lake, & Palmer 60.0% (18 votes) Yes 40.0% (12 votes) Round 10 The Eagles 80.0% (48 votes) The Allman Brothers Band 20.0% (12 votes) Round 9 Elton John 45.8% (27 votes) The Beatles 54.2% (32 votes) Round 8 Lynyrd Skynyrd 93.8% (45 votes) The Outlaws 6.3% (3 votes) Round 7 Aerosmith 83.0% (88 votes) Fleetwood Mac 17.0% (18 votes) Round 6 The Rolling Stones 48.4% (31 votes) Journey 51.6% (33 votes) Round 5 The Moody Blues 53.7% (29 votes) Paul McCartney & Wings 46.3% (25 votes) Round 4 Rush 44.6% (25 votes) Tom Petty 55.4% (31 votes) Round 3 Van Halen 61.0% (36 vote

Another Good Pit Story....
Dave and Spike Spike is my service dog and significant other of 12 years. I have been a quadriplegic for 12 years and Spike was given to me right after my accident. Actually Spike was the property of a, not very reputable, breeder and was going the be raised and trained for a, not legal, activity. Then Spike became a trading commodity in an illegal substance transaction and when all was said and done Spike inherited me and I inherited Spike. Spike learned basic obedience through a couple of years of Shutzhund training and he picked up most of his service training by just growing up with me. We are still living in a nursing facility and Spike has become a part of the facility. Over the past year he has gained about 8 pounds. Residents and staff keep dog cookies in their rooms and as we go down the hall he has to visit everybody. The Pit is sure a mean and vicious animal :-) Update - 15 December 2000: I just said goodbye to my Spike... I just got off the p

All Cried Out
All cried out lyrics by Aaliyah. 112 - Miscellaneous - All Cried Out lyrics: [Allure] All alone on a Sunday morning Outside I see the rain is falling Inside I'm slowly dying But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying And you Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow Set this place on fire 'Cause I'm tired of your lie All I needed was a simple "Hello" But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry (I) I gave you my love in vain My body never knew such pleasure, My heart never knew such pain (And you) You leave me so confused Now I'm all cried out, over you. [112] Cryin' over you, yeah Never wanted to see things your way, Had to go astray For why was I such a fool (Why was I such a fool) Now I see that the grass is greener Is it too late for me to find my way home, How could I be so wrong? [Allure] Leaving me all alone [ All cried out lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] Don't you know my tears will cause an infern

This Is Going To Be Your Assignment Until We Have A Winner!!
This is going to be your assignment until we have a winner!! After this contest is over we are going to work on all giveaways & get em done!! #####MILLION DOLLAR MANSION CONTEST##### FIRST TO 50,000 COMMENTS RECEIVES 3 DAY BLAST + Second Place - --------------------------------------------------- Lucy wants the boat so lets keep her in 2nd Place Our newest member to the Rejects is also in this contest so lets help him get 1st place & win a mansion!!

She Really Does Love Me
You are everything to me Your smile touches my heart Your touch sets me free I love you today And all days that follow When you're not near My heart is simply hollow @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ I know we could make it, if we had a start My love for you fills my soul Without you, I am not whole The love inside overflows for you I know a love so strong, must be true You are my heart, my soul, my night & day You'll always know this, I pray For with each moment, as time passes by We lose shared memories, and that's why I cry So, yesterday, today, tomorrow, and forever I will stop loving you NEVER! @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ I need you in my life., And I hope you need me too., Being with you is what I want., And loving you is all I want to do., Promise...You will always be my Baby.., and let me tell you... I Love You...

Hmmmmmmmmmm........
Let's see if I understand how the world works lately. If a man cuts his finger off while slicing salami at work, he blames the restaurant. If you smoke three packs a day for 40 years and die of lung cancer, Your family blames the tobacco company. If your neighbor crashes into a tree while driving home drunk, he blames the bartender. If your grandchildren are brats without manners, You blame television. If your friend is shot by a deranged madman, you blame the gun manufacturer. And if a crazed person breaks into the cockpit and tries to kill the pilot at 35,000 feet, and the passengers kill him instead, the mother of the crazed deceased blames the airline. I must have lived too long to understand the world as it is anymore. So, if I die while my old, wrinkled ass is parked in front of this computer, I want all of you to blame Bill Gates

25 Or 6 To 4: A Simulblog...
In a cruel twist of fate, we've been robbed of a final five, tonight watching the field trimmed from the top six to the remaining four.Cruel.But whatever gets this show moving quickly toward the finale is good enough.Because THIS is American Idol. And this is a SIMULBLOG, where I'm writing as the action is happening, with publishing at every break, so if you're not watching and you're not in the mood to have the executees revealed before you're ready, it might be a good idea to exit stage left. But remember to come back and complain with the rest of us.Ryan promises no filler (ahem) in yet another 60-minute results show that is about 50 minutes too long. After all, we must make room for Jon Bon Jovi, who mentored the kids this week (acceptable) and for Robin Thicke, who has absolutely no reason to be on stage except that he has a CD to hawk. This crap is getting so old.Highlights from last night = not filler.Random person on the street reviews of last night = not filler.Ryan/Judges tit

Why Guys Make Better Friends Then Girls Do...
Friendship Between Women: A woman didn't come home one night. The next day she told her husband that she had slept over at a friend's house. The man called his wife's 10 best friends. None of them knew about it. Friendship Between Men: A man didn't come home one night. The next day he told his wife that he had slept over at a friend's house. The woman called her Husband's 10 best friends. Eight of them confirmed that he had slept over, and two claimed that he was still there.

Who Will Catch Me When I Fall????
Is anybody out there Does anybody see That when the lights are off something's killing me I know it seems like people care Cause they're always around me But when the day is done and everybody runs Who will be the one to save me from myself Who will be the one who's there And not ashamed to see me crawl Who's gonna catch me when I fall When the show is over And it's empty everywhere It's hard to face going back alone So I walk around the city Anything, anything to clear my head I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home Who will be the one to save me from myself Who will be the one who's there And not ashamed to see me crawl Who's gonna catch me when I fall It may seem I have everything But everything means nothing When the ride that you've been on That you're coming off Leaves you feeling lost Is anybody out there Does anyobdy see That sometimes loneliness is just a part of me Who will be the one to save me from myself? Who will be the one who's

Did Ya'll Really Know About This??
Construction Of North American Superhighway May Begin Next Year North America Transportation Posted by: Michael Dudley 20 June 2006 - 7:00am "The 'nation's most modern roadway', proposed between Laredo in Texas and Duluth, Minnesota, along Interstate 35, would allow the US to bypass the west coast ports of Los Angeles and Long Beach to import goods from China and the Far East into the heart of middle America via Mexico, saving both cost and time. However, critics argue that the ten-lane road would lay a swathe of concrete on top of an already over-developed transport infrastructure and further open the border with Mexico to illegal immigrants or terrorists. According to a weekly Conservative magazine published in the US, the US administration is 'quietly yet systematically' planning the massive highway, citing as a benefit that it would negate the power of two unions, the Longshoremen and Teamsters. Another source claimed the highway was a 'bi-partisan effort' wit

Juggalo For Life
They think they know But they could never understand What is means to believe so stong in this To be one of a family with more love than they could ever imagine Where everyone loves you for who you are Not how you look or dress To be a Juggalo and run with the maniacs To feel at home at a concert Looking around and thinking.... "This is my family and I love them all" I don't need their approval I don't need their understanding All I need is my psychopathic family With my headphone blasting "Mass murder makes me happy!!!!" Juggalo for life I wear my face paint with pride Reppin the hatchet Tattoed on my heart The love grows stronger with everyday that goes by Cuz bitch wicked clown will never fuckin die!! ~KiLLer KarNi~

Please Help Me!!!!!!! :( :(
I went from 3rd place down to 6th.... I am all alone in there.. :( And even me not feeling well at all I am still commenting away..... If anyone could please help me out some more!!!!! THankies sooooo much.. Any little bit helps.... :) Click on my pic or links..... [ fubar.com photo: 2514456570 ] http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=195549&albumid=471718&i=2514456570

Lord Of The...
Lord of the Dance? Who has the balls to call himself the Lord of anything? Last guy called himself Lord on this planet was crucified, Michael, okay? And we know where the hammer and the nails are. Denis Leary

Check It Out!!
BOMBERS CHOICE CONTEST I'M HOSTING A BOMBER'S CHOICE CONTEST ON MY PAGE. CHECK BELOW FOR THE GIFTS AND THE AMOUNT OF COMMENTS. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND THE LINK FOR THE PIC YOU LIKE TO ENTER. NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED Pain Is My Passion™ ~ Diamond of GC ~ *Creator of LDC* ~ Syndicate Family ~ * DOP Owner *~@ fubar OR 250 COMMENTS 700 COMMENTS 750 COMMENTS or 950 COMMENTS or 1900 COMMENTS 2000 COMMENTS 2400 COMMENTS 4,900 COMMENTS 7,000 COMMENTS 9,000 COMMENTS 11,000 COMMETS 24,000 COMMENTS 50,000 COMMENTS IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACT THIS LINK TO ENTER Pain Is My Passion™ ~ Diamond of GC ~ *Creator of LDC* ~ Syndicate Family ~ * DOP Owner *~@ fubar HAVE A GREAT DAY AND WONDERFUL UPCOMING WEEKEND Pain Is My Passion

07.28
Remember that date. It is the most important date of the year. Why is that you ask? Because its MY BIRTHDAY! *nods* one day away from becoming an old woman. The BIG 2-7. Holy crap-nuts. Colette and her friend are about 2 hours away. WEEEE! I still don't know if I'm going to be able to go to the show in Chicago tonight though. I'd like to but *shrug* if I have to pass on going somewhere because I'm broke I'll deal with it. Tomorrow is WARPED TOUR!@# I hope its not too hot tomorrow. It'll suck if it is... Anyway, I need to shower in a bit and be ready for the girls when they get here. *rawr* I love 3 day weekends... especially for my birthday :D

Horny
Seems there is an epidemic of horniness going around on fubar......seems to be ALOT of sexually deprived people on here tonight...what is it? a full moon in the sky tonight? Maybe we should just have one BIG fubar orgy lmao

Promise
Promises weren't made just to be broken....Promises are supposed to mean the world to a person cause they can assume that you mean what you say....Promises are like a contract between two ppl, if you don't intend to keep them then it is best that you not make them. Promises are the thing that make or break a relationship for me, If you are unable to keep a promise to me then things will never work. I am a real person behind this computer screen, a real person with REAL feelings, if you are here to play with them then PLEASE...just go away, I don't need you and i don't WANT you!! so FUCK THE HELL OFF.....

Monday Morning
It's Monday, and the weekend is over. The first day of the week and the biggest and the last day I hope for. I am usually babysitting right now, but retard Jason got another babysitter for a couple days. I need to get a job, but it's so hard when you're living on campus and have no vehicle. I hate that money is vital. You need it to survive and it's evil. It can make you go to great lengths to aquire it. What will you do for money? Will you do anything, or is there a limit to how far you will go?

New Career!
Just started an internship last Friday -- today was my second day! My first day I hit the "undo" button instead of the "refresh" button, but we laughed about it at the end of the day! Today I replaced a motherboard for the first time! It was very exciting. :-) I couldn't intern at a better place.

Emotional Rant For Someone Special
In the end I am who I am, faults, foolishness, emotional breakdown and rants, bad decisions and good, first to criticize myself and push people away. My faults are too numerous to name. My stubborn nature always does me in and I say things I didnt intend, but for all I lack theres much more you see.. I am caring and concerned although I run my mouth when I shouldnt.. like most I've been hurt many times and yes sometimes I do tend to whine.. I have yet to find a friend who has stuck with me through the test of time; most of this is my doing I know, but sometimes we all blow.. I dont intend to hurt or offend but sometimes it builds up and I have nowhere to vent or let go and this anger was misplaced again Now I'm not sure what to do I've hurt me as much as you.. tell me why its so hard to let go this time I can't stand the way I feel.. maybe its all in my mind I dont know how to make it better; if I could turn back time I would, but then I think I am me and I woulda just run you

Wear Red On Friday
-Re-post this if you support.- If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had de livered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I

Basic Lounge Player
The following code is a blank player as used in some lounges. To use this code, you will need the url to the stream, and port number if available, these are posted where it says url to stream: port number >centerembed style="FILTER: xray" src="url to stream here: port number" type="application/x-mplayer2" width="320" height="72" showstatusbar="1" volume="40" autosize="true" loop="true" pluginspage="http://microsoft.com/windows/mediaplayer/en/download/"/embed/center< Please reverse all less than () signs for the code to work

More Pat Tillman
Here is an update from my friend Ian. This is an update on my recent blog on the Pat Tillman case. In honor of Mary Tillman and her family's efforts toward full disclosure from the Army in the death of the former football star in Afghanistan, I am trying to focus public pressure on the Pentagon to release everything they know about the incident, however unflattering. Here's a little background if you don't want to read the whole blog from Saturday: No longer disputed are the details that set the scene for Pat Tillman's death in Afghanistan on April 22, 2004. He was not killed by al Qaeda or Afghan rebels. The Army knew that almost right away but appeared to be unwilling to give up their PR prize. Maybe it was because they knew the scandal at Abu Gharib was about to break. Maybe it was simply things hadn't been going so well at the time. Maybe it was because this particular case of "friendly fire" just seemed so avoidably stupid. Whatever the motive at whatever the lev

Wedding Is Off...
That's right folks, it is over. I asked him to leave cuz I just wasn't ready and now he being a jerk...I guess he has that right, but in my house? What to do now? Anyway, I only have less than 6 wks of school before I get my full-time job and I am very excited! Medical terminology is very hard...I didn't think it would be but memorizing words that don't make any sense to begin with is well....weird? Maybe even seems stupid...lol I updated my profile "about me" section just a little bit too...hope you all like it. I also hope you all have a great day...everyday of course.

(driving Away From Love)
the night was neither warm nor cold just the right sort of welcome mid-November denial of winter... I wanted to see you. lunar blooms cast glows on stick trees and woodland creatures. I was driven, not by love, but by another. moving not too fast, and not too slow I was taken, my heart hurt. not an ache... but a grievous hurt, like mortality had crawled into my chest. moon kissed, the landscape rolled on there was beauty in the shadows love in the silvery light on the hills passion in the way the beams played the ethereal glow of happy that danced, entwined under the stars. I couldn't take the magnificence of it all the real exquisiteness of everything that you can't be right now. I did not want to see it, I wanted to see you stubbornly I closed my eyes.

Tattoo/piercings Survey
Do you have a tattoo? yes If so...where is it? On my back What does it look like? A Japanese Dragon Was your first tattoo as bad as you thought it would be? No On a scale of 1-10 how bad did it hurt? 4 Do you like your tattoo? Yes Was your experience bad or good? Good What did friends/family think about it? Mixed reactions but I got it for me not them If you could get one more what would it be? Going to get a Koi and Koi-Dragon Where would it be? On my back Color tattoo's or black? Color Are tattoo's acceptable in the workplace? Some what Do you like tattoo's on the opposite sex? yes love them How many is too much? Don’t know Piercings Do you have any piercings? No If so, then where? N/A On a scale of 1-10 how bad did it hurt? N/A Where is one place that you would not get pierced? N/A If you could get another one, where/what would it be? N/A Are piercings cool on the opposite sex? N/A How many piercings are t

Computers
Computers are Women: Temperamental Hard to understand Once you have had one, you can't imagine living without one Computers are Men: Wont follow simple instructions Can be difficult to upgrade Useless without a hard disk

Wasted Time
The time that i've wasted is my biggest regret, spent in these places I will never forget. Just sitting and thinking of the things that I've done. Now it's just me and my hard driven guilt. behind a wall of emptiness I allowed to be built. I'm trapped in my body, just wanting to run. Back to my youth with laughter and fun. But the chase is over and there's no place to hide, everything is gone, including my pride. With reality suddenly pushing right in my face, I'm scared, alone and stuck in this place. Now memories of my past flash through my head, and the pain is obvious by the tears that I shed, I ask myself why? and where? it went wrong. I guess I was weak when I should've been strong. Living for the drugs and the wings that I've grown, My feelings were lost, afraid to be shown. As I look at my past it's easy to see, the fear that I had, was afraid to be me. I pretended to be rugged, so fast so cool when actually lost like blind fool. I'm getting to old

Complicated
"Complicated" Sat up in the dark for so long Just livin' my life on my own then Right up out of the blue Bumped into you I was so amused By your smile boo Wanting you to call my phone So me you can talk just a lil' more I didn't know what to do I was feelin' you Hopin' you would be cool of hangin' out too I don't know what happened Got people steady asking How you go to sleep mad one day The next wake up so happy? Love works like magic And it's so true my mind can't grasp it I'm just glad that I've got you in my life [CHORUS] I think bout us (all day) Dream about you (always) Love ain't always Com-pli-cat-ed [2x] If I'm loving it don't take long People speculating that it wont last long But that just can't be true Cause I've been lovin' you Like you never knew that I could do I will never let go gotta hold on Cause you den made me and You a happy home And I give all me to you, I do Whatever you ask me too Cause boy you're my Biggest blessing

If Ur Interested
Gothic Rebels Family Guidelines Prior to Joining you must have a salute picture. You must be willing to bomb, If you do not know what bombing is then you do not need to join the family and waist your time and ours. If you are accepted you will be placed on probation until further notice and you be wearing NC = New Recruit on the side of ur name along wit the family name example Johm Doe NC of Gothic Rebels Family. During probation we will NOT bomb any contest or giveaways for you. This is due to the many people joining using us to win a contest then disappearing. DO NOT add The Gothic Rebels Family to your name until you are off probation. Just because you join the us does not mean you will receive any tags or rewards until you prove yourself to us. Just because you have The Gothic Rebels Family in your name does not guarantee you a win. If you do not bomb for us we will not bomb for you. If you do not bomb for us on a regular basis DO NOT ask for us to help you in a contest o

Right Here By My Side.
This love that i'm feeling for you, will last for all of eternity, even though it's plain to see, that you have forgotten me. And to the many hearts that you may wander, to the many places that you may roam. remember,at the end of your journey, my heart will always be your home. Even though in your life there's a new love, each night,it's you that i still dream of. and it matters not how many tears i cry, i will love you till the day i die. No matter that you no longer call, i'm willing to pick you up if again you should fall, and be be the catcher of your bad dreams, stopping them them from making you scream. Now, in vain,i still look for you each day, like a solitary beacon on a deserted bay, And each night before i go to sleep, for your happiness i pray the lord to keep. so, it matters not who you may be with, and it matters not where you may hide. your final destiny my darling, will always be right here by my side

Sick Of People Jumping The Gun Before They Know Their Facts
I want everyone to listen to me just for a few mins. First of all who ever sent me that message altho I'm not going to mention names but they know where they are. I want you to listen to me carefully. I don't know what the heck you are talking about. I was not putting anyone down. I'm not that skinny myself. I'm not prejudice at all. Altho being big is not always in the best health. You can put me down all you want but if you think thats going to hurt me you have another thing comming. There are going to be people that like me and people that hate me and personally I could care less. I don't think that with what you just said is going to ruin me in any shape or form. But for me I need to be skinner cause its not in the best health for me. I think you misunderstood me and instead of trying to find out all the facts you jumped down my throat and tried to insult me. I feel sorry for you and wish you the best of luck in your life whatever that might be.

Sorry Guys!
hey guys! sorry i haven't been on in a while. my laptop is dead and having to get another. contrary to popular belief - laptops DO NOT float! lol. well, i haven't forgotten about you guys and i will be back on and in full swing after the 19 th of this month! so, keep ya head up!

Examples Of "cocky & Funny" Humor
***DATING QUESTION FROM A READER*** Yes, there is indeed a big difference between what you have made of me now through the powerful insights expressed in your newsletters, and who I was before I had met you. I always thought that being nice, sweet, and courteous was an ultimate- irrefutable way to get the girls we long to have, but the irony is that we never make that dream come true. Thanks my dear David, for showing me the Tao of being a superb success with women, for walking with me hand by hand through this mysterious path when it comes to women, because really, most of the times they make no sense. I owe you my present success with them, and I thank you in advance for the foregoing prosperity that the future holds for me with them. I have always been funny, and separately, cocky. I never put them together, like you put it, as a formula. So far, that formula works. I am not a chemist, but the components of our table salt, taken separately, is deadly to

Holy Matrimony
Last night, as I was feeding my youngest niece, her two older sisters were having a pretend wedding. The eight-year-old was the groom, the five-year-old was the bride. A teddy bear--Snowball--was the priest, though his voice sounded suspiciously like the eight-year-old groom. The two sisters marched arm-in-arm up to the altar--a pair of bar stools holding Snowball the priest and a cross propped up on my mother's bible. The girls giggled as they said their vows. Then a full-fledged mass began, and in between perfectly memorized lines of Catholic pomp, the two dissolved into giggles. I was still holding the baby, rocking her to sleep, so I asked the newlyweds if they would try to be quiet. The older sister--the groom--turned to the bride and said, "You need to be serious, you know. No more laughing. This is a SACRAMENT." Then the happy couple kissed, giggled, and walked back down the aisle, showering themselves with M&Ms.

Never Before Asked Questions?
71 QUESTIONS I GUARANTEE YOU'VE NEVER ANSWERED! 1. would you kiss the last person you kissed again? My God daughter? you bet 2. What song describes your relationship status? Sleepin' Single in a double bed 3. How much does your dog weigh? 10-15 lbs maybe 4. Are you a heart breaker, or the heart broken? the heartbroken 5. Ever waxed your legs? no...thank you very much 6. Earrings or necklaces? Neither. 7. Who have you talked to most today? My mom..like 3 times I think 9. Friend of the opposite sex that lives closest to you? That would be you David, lol 10.color of your shirt? Yello 11. How many years have you taken a language? ummmmm 12. Who's on speed dial 2? my mommy... 13. What color is your background on your computer mainly? its a sexy picture of soscandalous tomcat, so it red and black 14. Do you wish on 11:11? hmmmm ok who thought that one up...I mean come on what the sunificace of 11:11??? some guy wake up one day and say h

Lots Of Catchin Up To Do On Comments
OK WHERE IS ALL MY LOVE GUY AND GIRLS ;-)... IM BEHIND THIS CONTEST LAST TILL THE 17TH SO COMMENT THE HELL OUTTA MY PIC ... I GOTTA GO TO BED IM SOOOOOOO DRUNK LOL!!! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL HERE IS THE LINK AGAIN

101 Clear Contradictions In The Bible
Contradiction #1 Who incited David to count the fighting men of Israel? (a) God did (2 Samuel 24:1) (b) Satan did (1 Chronicles 21:1). Contradiction #2 In that count how many fighting men were found in Israel? (a) Eight hundred thousand (2 Samuel 24:9). (b) One million, one hundred thousand (1 Chronicles 21:5). Contradiction #3 How many fighting men were found in Judah? (a) Five hundred thousand (2 Samuel 24:9). (b) Four hundred and seventy thousand (1 Chronicles 21:5). Contradiction #4 God sent his prophet to threaten David with how many years of famine? (a) Seven (2 Samuel 24:13). (b) Three (1 Chronicles 21:12). Contradiction #5 How old was Ahaziah when he began to rule over Jerusalem? (a) Twenty-two (2 Kings 8:26). (b) Forty-two (2 Chronicles 22:2). Contradiction #6 How old was Jehoiachin when he became king of Jerusalem? (a) Eighteen (2 Kings 24:8). (b) Eight (2 Chronicles 36:9). Contradiction #7 How long did he rule over Jerusalem? (a) Three months (2 King

Why Is It?
Why is it that every time things start goin good (so you think) everything goes down hill? You are happy and loving life one minute, hating life and crying your eyes out the next. Then you end up crying yourself to sleep at night cause that is the only way to get any sleep. I just dont understand this at all.

Love Life
Here is my horoscope for the day... "How's your love life? It picks up somewhat today, even if you think it's as hot as it could be. See if you can find a new way to express your feelings -- or a new way to meet possible mates." I have no love life!! How could it be hotter than it was? lol Grrrrrr!! Just reminds me that I'm lonely, sigh.

Admins
Why would the admins delete my MUMM ?? All I asked was "Is anyone excited about VanHalen going on tour?" They deleted with this reason.. A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. WTF.. makes me wanna leave fubar :(

Mio Myo Cajun Gumbo On The Bayo
With thoughts of tiny fish in (on) my head I thought I would offer up a dynomite recipe which should tantilize and titalate d'tastebuds of any fine diner. Ingredients: Vegatables one bunch of green celery (five stix at least) five or six carrot two red onion one red bell pepper one green bell pepper three or four jalapena peppers (you know dis gonna give it the kick ass hot) a good handful of green string bean Meat ten (or more) jumbo shrimp (or tiger prawns) 1/2 lb. alaskan king crab meat (dungeness is optional) Spices 1/2 teas. salt teaspoon of black pepper teaspoon of cayenne pepper (this dish gonna make your nose run) two tablespoons oregano (more to taste) two or three bay leaves Other ingredients 1 1/2 stick butter 1/2 to 3/4 cup of flour quart of burgandy wine (sauvignon if your feeling exspensive) two can stewed tomatoes rice (enough for as many servings as you need) loaf of french bread Preparations: chunk up the celery (3/4 inch chunk)

Lubs Him
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So Heres The Deal
I was posting blogs on the levelers name for Kimmy and this girl shoots me a link. I looked and it happened to be for the Mr Fubar contest.I told her that I was voting for someone else. Arch Angel has helped me in my contests and always helps people level up so I believe you help them that help you by returning the love. She laughed and said good luck catching up. Well I need all my bombing friends to help me. Im not asking you to help win this contest but I want him caught up. I help alot of people and don't ask alot for myself so im asking you to do this for me. Bomb this picture below ..Thanks for those that will help. I always watch those that do Ill make sure to always be there to help you when needed and do what i can to get you help. The screen shot of what was said notice i said i loved both jess and Ancient 1

My Mum Was Reported As Offensive!
I asked a very logical...very educated question.I was having great conversations with both views. I asked... Do you think that a person that has a rebel flag on their page is racist? This is what I got... A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. Just so you all know...I have seen mums that ask if I would rather give head or have anal sex! Come on people!!! Anyone that knows me knows that I AM NOT RACIST!!! I am a proud Georgia Peach though! KISS MY GRITTS!

National Airborne Day
Hey all, I know this is a bit late, but please forgive me! August 16th is National Airborne Day... Make sure you thank any Airborne soldier you know! For all they have been through, I made them a gif to celebrate the day. When you look at the gif, this is what specific stuff was put in for... if you want anything changed, please let me know and I will redo it. 1. The Clouds... kind of a duh thing, y'all jump from the sky 2. The Rain... for the blood, sweat and tears y'all shed training, jumping, and in combat 3. The group jumping... No Airborne soldier is ever alone 4. The lettering... a. The font... star wars... cause you guys rock! b. The fire... Cause y'all have been to hell and back and jumped under fire. I hope y'all like it! here is a copy of the resolution.... SRES 82 IS 110th CONGRESS 1st Session S. RES. 82 Designating August 16, 2007 as `National Airborne Day'. IN THE SENATE OF THE UNITED STATES February 15, 2

I Love Dirty Weeds!!! Lol :p
Us Zombies love Dirty weeds..... YUMMY.... lol. Me and Goddess got so many of them last night... I thought it was Christmas!! Lmao!!! Dont you ppl know that Zombies love Dirty weeds.... Rofl!!! They are good for my ZOMBIE Diet, and good Ruffage !!! LMFAO!!! But for good ness sakes at least if you send us some yummy dirty weeds.. Dont send it Anonymously.... ROFL!! We want to repay you in the upmost utter fashion!!!! LMFAO!!! ROFL!!! :P:O:P:O:P:O:P:O:P We coudln't wash the dirty weeds first .. LMAO!! Or else the wouldn't be dirty weeds.. ROFL!! :O:O: They would then be clean weeds... LMFAO!! PMSL!!! :P:O:P:O:P:O:P:-S:-S But now I gots an aching Zombie tummy ache from eatin all them Dirty weeds we got sent.. (((BURP))))......((((Burp))))))..... hahaa.... Where's the Zombie Tums...lol... :P:O:P:O:P:O

Summers Day
The mood was set and we decided to take a walk as it was a beautiful summers evening, the night was clear with just a gentle breeze enough that your hair seemed to flow as the moon glistened upon you, we stopped to look out into the stars, and as we began to walk again I stopped and held you close gazing into your eyes and with what seemed like one motion our lips touched ever so softly which lead to a kiss where passion was evident as our lips seemed to have an unexplainable hunger and desire for something more intense, the softness turned to wetness as our mouths opened and feeling the tenderness of your mouth intertwined with mine,it was such a seductive moment,I could feel you shivering,I pull you closer and as your body pressed against mine I could feel that your breasts has become full of need with the firmness from your nipples. Holding you close like this I found a need to run my fingers through the back of your hair it's softness, drawing it aside and exposing your neckline,I

Help Wanted!!!
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Taking A Stand & Being Up Front
TO ALL MY PEEPS...FRIEND, FAMILY, FANS AND ALL!! I want to set the record straight right now...right here! I do not downrate anyone's photos or pages! Never have and never will! I never say anything negative about someone's pic either......I always stay positive about all and any thing on there! If by chance the page jumps when I am rating a page......I always go back & correct it as fast as I can! I am layed back and a nice person...I don't deal with the drama on here and try to stay away from it no matter what! For anyone else that seems to think I did down rate them, I wish they would be adult enough to come to me...cuz maybe it was a mistake or something. Just don't behind my back, honestly... thats just wrong to try and start a problem when there is none. If you knew me...you would know that I don't do these things. If you are my friend, family, or fan pls repost this because this issue is important to me.... Thanks so very much {hugs} Jessica AKA: S

A Promise Never Broken Pt 2
In the wind, can be heard the cries, Of his world broken and shattered. So he walks day and night, For his healing was all that mattered. His path, with hers, aligned, His guise deceiving and lying. And deep within his heart, Lays his soul, bleeding and crying. From her, he turns his eyes, For fear of her knowing his winter. Deep within his heart, His courage has frayed and splintered. They walk side by side, Between them, no words are spoken. For he hides deep inside, A promise never broken.

Perfect Way To Begin And End
SO I started my day yesterday by running out of gas on the way to work... then got gas and the car still wouldnt start... spent most of my day worrying about a) how am i gonna get home b) whats goin on with my car Jerry Dean and Dennis rescued me.... Then on the way home... we ran out of gas. True story!

If Ya Wanna To Help Me To Level Up!!!
If you wants to rating pics or stashes!!! You have to put ur names on comments so i will know who u wants to put say I will or I do! on comments then I will give away 1 each big pimpin gift for over 1450 pics or 2355 stashes let me know ok 1) Diamond Earrings OR 2) Platinum Cherry Your pick it! OK Thank you Mike

~happy Birthday My Love~
My How Time Fly...... He Was Just 7yrs. Old In The Pic Above..... And Now He Is 10yrs. Old.... Happy Birthday My Spoiled Baby...... Mommie Loves You...... MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts

Lactation
Lactation is an interesting dream symbol since it is uniquely women who participate in this activity in waking. Dreams about lactation may reflect archetypal gender identity concerns. A woman who dreams of this may see herself as fulfilling a mothering role. This may be literal, as in wish-fulfillment, or figurative, as in mothering a man in a romantic relationship. Some women have anxiety about their ability to provide adequate milk after childbirth. In these instances, dreams of feeding a child may be visualizations of these concerns.

For You Hun
TOMMOROW I START MY TIME AT A NEW PLACE, AND I WILL STILL LONG FOR YOUR BEAUTIFAL FACE, I WILL STAY OUT OF TRUBLE THERE AND DO AS I AM TOLD, THAT WAY I CAN COME HOME TO YOUR DURING THE WEATHER OF COLD, WE WILL START A NEW LIFE AND DO AS WE SHOULD, WE WILL GET US A PLACE IN A GOOD AND NICE NEIGHBORHOOD, AND ALL OF THIS IT WILL TAKE SOME SWEET TIME, BUT I WILL BE STRONGER KNOWING YOU ARE MINE, SO WISH ME LUCK IN ALL I MUST GO THROUGH, AND ALWAYS KEEP IN MIND THAT I LOVE YOU

This Makes Me So Fucking Sick....
http://www.cnn.com/2007/WORLD/meast/08/22/iraq.boy/index.html BAGHDAD, Iraq (CNN) -- Five-year-old Youssif is scarred for life, his once beautiful smile turned into a grotesquely disfigured face -- the face of a horrifying act by masked men. They grabbed him on a January day outside his central Baghdad home, doused him with gas and set him ablaze. It's an act incomprehensibly savage, even by Iraq's standards today. No one has been arrested and the motive remains unknown. In a war-ravaged city torn by sectarian violence and marked by acts of vengeance, this attack's apparent randomness stands out as an example of what life has become in a place where brutality -- even against young children -- is a constant. "They dumped gasoline, burned me, and ran," Youssif told CNN, pointing down the street with his scarred hands where his attackers fled. See photographs of Youssif before and after the attack » As he sucked his thumb, he repeated, "I was burning." He tried to put the

How To Tell If Your Boyfriend Is A Closeted Homosexual.
-He has a gym buddy. -Keeps stealing the Abercrombie catalog. -Watches Meg Ryan movies with you instead of the play-offs. -Is content to cuddle most nights. because he had sex at the rest stop on the way home. Should you break up with him? It's a shame, really. Your like your "boyfriend" so much. You laugh. You shop. You stay up all night talking. You watch The O.C. together. You've just got so much in common-all but one little thing. Testicles. And that's a definate dealbraker. So unless you sprout a pair after reading this, move on. You cant still laugh and shop together. Just remember to make yourself available to the heterosexual male population for the committed relationship you so richly deserve. Or, at the very least, for wild, anonymous sex.

My Ex
You know i just dont understand men.. How can you be like I love you will you marry me when you have a girlfriend.. My ex is like that.. we have been split up since Easter.. And one min he wants to have his family and the next he want to fu*ck what ever skank that comes alone.. Not to say that all men are like that .I know that there are some good men in this world my Grandpa proves that .. I just want a nice man that will love me and respect me and my kids.. I dont want a daddy for my kids they have that .. Just a male figure to share there life with.. what is so hard about that .. you would think i was asking for a million dollars, and 4 cars..

If Women Ruled The World..
Maternity leave would last for two years...with full pay. There'd be a cure for stretch marks. Natural childbirth would become obsolete. Morning sickness would rank as the nation's number one health problem. All methods of birth control would be improved 100 percent effectiveness. Children would be kept in the hospital until they were toilet trained. Men would be EAGER to talk about commitment. They wouldn't think twins were quite so cute. Fathers would demand thaqt their SONS be home from dates by 10:00pm. Men could use THEIR briefcases as diaper bags. They'd have to stop saying,"I'm afraid I'll drop him." Paternity suits would be a line of clothes. They'd stay in bed for the entire nine months. Menus at most restaurants would list ice cream and pickles as an entree Profile Graphics - hitupmyspot.com

Made Why I Was Making The First 30 Day In Old Luke
WILL SHE LOVE ME FOREVER? DO I LOVE HER? WHAT IF SHE GETS FAT? WHAT IF I GET FAT? WILL I LOVE HER FOREVER? FOREVER WHAT IS THAT? IS SHE A LIAR? I DON'T WANT TO BEALONE. I THINK OF HER ALL THE TIME, DOES SHE THINK OF ME? WILL THIS MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER? WHAT IF I FALL OUT OF LOVE? WILL SHE LEAVE ME? HER MOM LOVES ME, MY MOM DOES NOT LIKE HER,HER HAIR SMELLS. AM I TO OLD TO FAR, THINGS ARE TO GOOD NOW WHY RUIN IT, THIS WILL SHOW HER HOW MUCH I CAN ALWAYS GET IT COVERED, MAYBE I SHOULD KEEP MY OPTIONS, SHE MAKES ME LAUGH I MAKE WILL IT HURT, DOES SHE LOVE ME? WE SHOULD GET MARRIED WHAAT KNOW DO I REALLY LOVE HER OR AM I AFRAID OF? SHE LOOKS REALLYGOOD WHEN SHE WANTS TO USUALLY WHEN I AM NOT AROUND? WHO IS SHE TALKING TO ON THE PHONE. THAT BLONDE GIRL GAVE ME EYES YESTERDAY,SHE COULDN'T BE A DAY OVER NINETEEN. SHE CAN ACT CRAZY IS IT MENSTRAL? SHE HAS SEEN ME CRY. WE HAVE FUN TOGETHER,SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND. I'VE BEEN DUMPED BEFORE, I AM GETTING OLDER,WHERE DO U MEET GI

Clothes
The clothes make the man. Clothes are an extension of how we see ourselves. If your clothes are praised or jeered, this may reflect the self-esteem curve you are currently riding. Losing clothes may indicate a feeling of vulnerability. If you don't believe this, strip in the mall and see how assertive you feel. It may also reflect a sexual or exhibitionist fantasy. Acquiring clothes can be a mixed event. Who hasn't gotten a gift of clothing that later became a story of bad fashion lore? However, acquiring clothing for yourself that fits perfectly and makes you feel powerful may herald a positive transition in self-esteem or perception. Sometimes, you may acquire clothing for special purposes or clothes that carry with them magical powers. In this instance, the clothing may represent a search for cosmic providence or protection.

Venting On Life...
Well... the papers were recieved today at my mom and dad's. So, I am relieved and yet I am anxious... I just hope that we can do this without the services of an attorney... I did not want to pay for this crap for it was not me that wanted the crap to happen in the first place... as they say woulda, coulda, shoulda....have to raise the head high and continue on. But I am glad that Leann has chosen to come home... even though I was hurt badly I still love my lil chit... would do anything for my kids...knowing that you do get burned being a parent...but the love is always unconditional. I want my family unit near and with me... fearing that I will be alone for the rest of my days are really starting to freak me out...why do I have to be scared? why do I have to be hard and defensive? why do I do the things I do? Then I learn from my teen daughter as well as she learns from me... and she is slowly knocking sense into my old dusty brain and I am slowly but surely making a wee bit of pro

What Goes Through My Head...
So on any given day I spend a portion of it writing content. What is content? Well for me content is any writing that I do to post in news groups or blogs or little ads where ever I can find to make myself more visible so that I can get more hits to my page and well.. hopefully more clients. It's direct sales at its best basically. So then my problem becomes being able to come up with creative things to say. Not so much for quick little ads that I place on single's boards but more for things like blogs or on the couple of yahoo clubs that I either belong to or personally run. So I'm constantly looking for "everyday" things to give me ideas. My latest one has come from getting my a/c repaired. A very normal every day thing, but my little brain instantly goes to the lascivious. Hmm.. how can I turn my ok looking a/c repair guy into a Greek God and say that I got my a/c repaired for free? And then I'm usually off to the races at that point coming up with a post that is good en

Crappidy Doo Wop Shiggidy Bang Ban Bang
bah. i need to go home. time goes so slow...but the year has flown. i wonder if this is it..all that there is to offer. i shouldn't be such a twat, but that's how it goes i guess. i miss my friends. i miss having a life. i had the silliest though the other day...i honestly couldn;t remember what it was like to be held in someone's arms. or to roll over, and snuggle with someone aside from a 4 yr old :P maybe it's better this way. i have more to take care of...i can't support someone else right now. i can hardly support myself. but that's how these things go.

Silly Boys
To all the guys that ever treated a girl with disrespect, hear what that girl has to say. I may have good looks , doesn't mean you have to reassure me all the time that i am "sexy". If you see another girl, more attractive than me, dont point it out, most of us already have a self esteem problem. When we feel down, dont hug us, we are girls, we like to talk about things, and physical usually doesnt cover it. If you ever hit your girl, remember that she is weak, and she loves you, and she will take that pain. How far will you go? When you think about cheating on her, remember that because of you she is sitting at home, and not out partying, wondering when you will call her like you said. When you break up with her and then get back with her, know that you left a scar, because now she wonders why and if she is not good enough. When you laugh at her for things she does in public, know that even though she smiles she is humiliated but she will never tell you. K

Everyday
Everyday we wake up and take that day for granted but we should take that day for a blessing another day too try and do it right for our lives and our loved ones, try try and try again relax smell the roses and enjoy the day!

Classes
well had my first day of classes yesterday. Got a few assignments done. Mostly still trying to get things organized, I need to create one big calendar that combines all four classes in one to keep it organized. It turns out that class that I thought I would like the most, and would be the easiest will be the one that requires the most work. I even have to do a power point presentation. I don't even have powerpoint, just the viewer. Maybe I can get just the trial version to get the assignment done. I would hate to spend $150.00 just to do one program. And I have never even done a power point before. So I will have to figure that out too. but before I do even that I have to pick a subject for that and I have to pick a subject for my research paper. It suxs having been out of school for like 30 years. Thank god for computers and the internet. but then again I think I really like this online course study. attend classes online when i want, but using the bulletin b

My First Blog
Well, where do I begin? I am married to a man that would rather jack off then throw me a bone. He claims that my cooter smells and that it tastes like a soggy fish sandwich that's been laying at the bottom of the trash can all week. It hurts but whatcha gonna do? I would wash my ass but I like the way flies buzz around it. Not to mention I have herpes and it kinda burns. I do have pussy pics I am willing to show. I think my snatch looks hott with all the ooze coming from my open sores. Who wants a lick?

Death; Friendship; Eternal Peace
God sends angels in many forms, To break the waves and weather the storms, God had a very different plan for you, And He took you from us when He knew you were through, We felt it was too early, that you were so young, Only sixteen, but your job here was done. You were such a warm spirit, a smile so sweet, You touched the hearts of all you did meet. Your untimely passing took us all by surprise, We could not keep the tears from our eyes. I miss you so much, still to this day, You were such a good friend in so many ways, I wrote this poem as a tribute to you, For all that you did and all you would do. You were one of God's angels, now you are gone, Because He wanted you with Him, so he called you on home. This poem is for anyone who has lost a young member of their family or a close friend. May God bless each of these families and may their souls rest in eternal peace.... Donna R. Brown Forrest Copyrighted May 4, 2006

Debating On Whether I Am Gonna Stay Or Go.
Well, I am beginning to wonder if I am really wanting to stay on here now or not. First, I have loved this site and the MANY friends I have on here. That is the downside about whether I want to leave or not. I would be afraid that if I left I would lose a lot of my friends on here. Most of you have kept me on my toes, kept me laughing when I needed it, listened to my gripes without a condescending word, and even just listened when I needed to talk. I have been busy with work, and checking out other things online and working on the family tree, but nothing has taken shape on that part lately. Ok, I will keep everyone posted. If you want to know the truth, I am not sure about what I am going to do at this point. Later Gators!

God ~ The Old Testament
The Bible says: Old Testament - (Genesis 1:1) "In the beginning, God created the heaven and the earth." New Testament - (John 1:1) "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." (John 1:14) "And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us...." (1 John 5:7) "For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one." God was in the beginning. In the beginning was God. God is the Word. All things were made by Him (GOD). And the Word (God) became FLESH (thus, the birth of JESUS, The Christ) and dwelt among us. The WORD became FLESH and LIVED (dwelt) among us, the people of the world, IN the world! Jesus was a LIVING MAN, conceived by a Virgin, by the Will of God! The Bible says that GOD is a SPIRIT. The Bible says that GOD is the WORD. The Bible says that the WORD became FLESH. The Bible also says that JESUS Himself WAS the WORD!!!! ("There are three that bear rec

Mirror Mirror
I as set here in Fubar I've spoken to quite a few, as I'm sure you can relate you probably have too. So what is it we look for, is it sex for you? Obviously there's more, do we value that too? So whats your attraction I'd like to hear, or we just in a race for points and to level up and we stoop to sex to win the cup? I know there's more to you as there is to me so lets do our best to keep our heads off this tree.

I'm Just Sad Today
Let me begin with R.I.P. to my friend Eldrena Jones, who passed away at around 1am last night...als R.I.P. to Bryan Williamson, another great friend of mine, who was shot and killed early yesterday morning....both of them were 27 years old......

The Dance
A meeting of the eyes, a curve of the lips. A nod of the head from across a crowded room. A whisp of hair a lingering scent of perfume as they walk by. A simple word of hello. An acceptance of a dance. Hand on hand, body against body with only a thin barrier between you. Tow bodies moving in perfect rythm with one another. A kiss upon the cheek before parting. Leaving a wanting urge to have more, to touch more. The attraction of that very first moment. The antisipation in wondering if there could be more. A memory of a song, of a dance you once shared. The scent returns making the memory even more vivid. As you search a room for a glimps of those same eyes. A whisper in your ear and you can hear their voice again. Thanking you for the dance. A dance, a night, a moment never forgotten kept in the back of you mind. A dance in a crowded room that emptys and all that is left is the two of you. A dance you can never forget. A dance you can keep to your

Where Did Chocolate Originate??
Yes, I am A chocoholic..... "Many people have no idea where chocolate originated, if you asked some they might say Hershey, Pennsylvania! In actuality the confection that is adored by millions of people all over the globe comes from the Amazon region of South America and Central America where it was found my the Mayans and then was spread through the rest of America coming through Mexico and the Aztec Empire. Like many other things, the Aztecs attributed the existence of the Cacao plant to their god, Quetzalcoatl. We don’t think anything of it when we eat chocolate but to the Aztecs Cacao beans existed as food for the gods, literally. These beans were valued so highly by their culture that they were used as money for a time. The way modern chocolate came into being is from when the conquistadors came to America and then brought it back to Europe with them in the 1500s. This is when the dark confection was introduced to the Western World. The chocolate we know of now exploded

Thursday
I couldn't even come up with a title.... I don't like to complain about the things I'm going through but I feel I need to explain some things... I am having a really rough time right now. I am missing my friends that passed away earlier this week, and the only song that keeps coming to mind is the song by Mariah Carey, One Sweet Day. The hardest part is that Bryan's family lives at the other end of the block from me which is a constant reminder... I am losing my house due to some assholes who decided to screw me over...I have been trying to get things packed up and ready to move, but I find it difficult....I have so many fond memories in this house, of people who I care about so deeply.... I am also dealing with my son, who at 5 yrs. old is already in counceling for some severe issues...I worry about him so much.... I'm trying to get past all my worries and find that little piece of happiness that seems to stay just outside of my grasp.... I know I have been acting

A Girl's First Time
As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him-he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an ease entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears but you shake your head and nod for him to go on. He

Great "drunk" Story
BEST DRUNK STORY OF THE MONTH... > > A drunken man walks into a biker bar, sits down at the bar >and orders a drink. >Looking around, he sees three men sitting at a corner >table. He gets up, staggers to the table, leans over, looks the >biggest, meanest, biker in the face and says: "I went by your >grandma's house today and I saw her in the hallway buck naked. Man, she is >one fine looking woman!" > >The biker looks at him and doesn't say a word. His buddies >are confused, because he is one bad biker and would fight at the drop of >a hat. The drunk leans on the table again and >says: "I got it on with your grandma and she is good, the best I ever >had!" > >The biker's buddies are starting to get really mad but the biker >still says nothing. > The drunk leans on the table one more time and says, "I'll >tell you something else, boy, your grandma liked it!" > >At this point the biker stands up, takes the drunk by the >shoulders looks him square in the eyes and sa

Annoyed By People Ripping Your Images?
You can now block them without setting your folders to "NSFW". There's an option in each folder to "block rips". Go to "My" (on the top bar, next to "Home") - then select "Photos", then there's a list of your folders on the left. Select the folder of images you want to change options for - I think you may be able to do this only one folder at a time, not one image at a time, but check - and click on it. Then click "album options", click the box that says "block rips", and click OK.

Our Love
Love is a word, not from the mind If you look into my eyes, My Love you will find. As I look in your eyes I see us together And I know this is forever. As I kiss your lips I feel your Love It's heaven sent from above. As I hold you near I feel the Love Without a single fear. In my arms you will be From this moment until all eternity. Take my hand and I'll show you the way Our Love will grow stronger Each and every day. Author Unknown

Everyone
i still have no internet and im at library, things are kinda slowin down at 7-11 but i will have internet hopefully by oct 8 or the week after,stephs still in charge and redangel you have the floor, call me on my cell guys, untill i go back to part time,i can and will be accepting all calls from my frends here, redkandy has my number and its listed here on this site,dont hesistate to call me, it would piss me off if you didnt check up on me every once in a while. got 25 min till i gotta go so ,i hope to hear from you soon.

Vip Giveaways
I'M GIVING AWAY 4 1MTH VIPS YOU NEED TO GET 8500 COMMENTS. I HAVE A ONE RULE IF YOU ARE CURRENTLY A VIP YOUR VIP MUST EXPIRE ON OR BEFORE SEPT 26 2007. IF YOU FINISH THIS GIVEAWAY BEFORE THE SEPT 26' 2007 YOUR VIP WILL BE GIVEN ON SEPT 26' 2007. PLEASE FUMAIL ME THE LINK TO YOUR PIC SO I MAY RIP IT. I ONLY HAVE 4 SPOTS !! THIS WILL NOT BE IN A BULLETIN, DO NOT SHOUT ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE EMAIL ME THANKS. edited to say: well i guess not putting this in bulletin is one way not to get anyone to join lol ok here i go ...PLEASE BE SURE YOU READ AS ALL VIP'S WILL AWARDED ON THE 26TH OF SEPT ...

Customer Service
If I have to be nice all day to strangers (customers) once Im off the clock I am no longer required to be nice to anyone so for anyone with a clue dont say anything stupid to unless its been at least an hour since ive been off work

The Past Week Or So
SO I found out that a close friend of mine committed suicide....then found out this past Sunday that another person I am close to was almost killed. I can't even begin to process any of this. People keep asking me if I am ok saying they are worried about me in light of receiving two blows at once. I am not going to do anything stupid....the only thing I see happening is a damn breakdown. I have that alone feeling, yet I feel so overwhelmed with people comforting me. It's odd.

My Birthday Stats
Birthday Calculator 3 July 1972 Your date of conception was on or about 11 October 1971 which was a Monday. You were born on a Monday under the astrological sign Cancer. Your Life path number is 11. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2441501.5. The golden number for 1972 is 16. The epact number for 1972 is 14. The year 1972 was a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/15/1972 and ending 2/2/1973. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rat. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Woodpecker; your plant is Wild Rose. You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergen

Ranger Down #5
He is one of the many nameless, faceless homeless that exist in any major city. However in the few blocks around Harborview he is known as Cardboard. He is dirty, smelly and drug addicted. He is a regular customer in the ER, usually trying to get out of the cold or dry off on a wet night when the rain destroys his house. He got his name from the well thought out cardboard structure that he fashions every night on the stoop of a storefront that doesn’t open until later in the morning, long after he is gone on his daily search for cans. Once again he was turned away for trying to fake symptoms and score some drugs. This day he isn’t trying to get high, he just wants to take the edge off. How can they not understand that? Tonight he is going to teach someone a lesson. There is always a nurse or orderly who sneaks out the back for a cigarette and he is waiting. Raelene is getting off a double shift and just doesn’t have the time or energy to track down or wait for a security p

This Song Was Dedicated To Me Last Night
She grabs the yellow bottle She likes the way it hits her lips She gets to the bottom It sends her on a trip so right She might be goin' home with me tonight She looks like a model Except she's got a little more ass Don't even bother Unless you've got that thing she likes I hope she's goin' home with me tonight [chorus] Those flashing lights come from everywhere The way they hit her I just stop and stare She's got me love stoned Man I swear she's bad and she knows I think that she knows She's freaky and she knows it She's freaky, but I like it She shuts the room down The way she walks and causes a fuss The baddest in town She's flawless like some uncut ice I hope she's goin' home with me tonight And all she wants is to dance That's why you'll find her on the floor But you don't have a chance Unless you move the way that she likes That's why she's goin' home with me tonight [chorus] Those flashing lights come from everywhere The way they hit her

Why Cant I Find A Guy That Will Do These Things...:(
LEAVE YOUR SHIRT FOR HER TO SLEEP IN LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYES WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKE SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER IN TH

The Miss Horrorfest
You can get more info by checking out the Miss Horrorfest Article at SuicideGirls.com Good luck!! Hey guys, It's that time of year again - the Miss Horrorfest 2007 competition has begun. Help show your support by checking out the videos, leaving comments and rating them with stars. Win $50,000, fame, glory and a year of exotic travel as the reigning Miss Horrorfest! ENTER THE CONTEST 1) Film yourself explaning why you would be the next best Miss Horrorfest. Your submission can be only :90 seconds in length and should include the words "MISS HORRORFEST" and "HORRORFEST, NOVEMBER 9-18, 2007" somewhere in the video. 2) Create a Youtube profile and upload your video. 3) Join this group: MISS HORRORFEST 2007 and submit your video for approval. For Official Rules Click Here JUDGE VIDEOS YouTube users have the ability to influence the selection of Miss Horrorfest, merely view videos and rank them with stars. The more views and the more stars a submissio

Show Her Love
She has a new profile and is trying to get back to where she was before. She is one of the coolest people on fubar if not the coolest. So go show this awesome lady some love. Rate, add and fan her. You will be happy you did. She is a great friend. So what are you waiting for? Go check her out. The link to her profile is below. Thank you everyone and have a great day. ~Ashley~NewProSameBitch@ fubar

Makes You Think...
Today we have higher buildings and wider highways, but shorter temperaments and narrower points of view We have more medicines, but less health. We have more knowledge, but less judgement We have more compromises, but less time. We have bigger houses, but smaller families We spend more, but enjoy less. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk much, we love only a little, and we hate too much. We have conquered the outer space, but not our inner space. We reached the Moon and came back, but we find it troublesome to cross our own street and meet our neighbors. We have higher income, but less morals.... These are times with more liberty, but less joy.... With much more food, but less nutrition.... These are days in which two salaries come home, but divorces increase. These are times of finer houses, but more broken homes. That’s why I propose that as from today; You do not keep anything for a special occasio

My 9/11 Posting
Forgive me today if I don't post a picture of the twin towers... I was going to, and to write a little something in regards to what happened... but I can't.... while I still feel for the families, and I still mourn the events of that day, I still remember just where I was and how I felt I have a difficult time still focusing on that. Not when I have friends calling me or emailing me, or IM me telling me to call thier wife or gf because they got hitby an IED and can't get through or just to talk about what happened because it's so heavey on their minds and no one else will listen because they're too scared, or it will make them worry too much.... my tribute today will be one to a few of the soldiers lost and wounded the other day.... and to all the ones still fighting... God Bless you, you are constantly in my prayers. God Bless their families who are affected everyday that they are gone, and everyday that they won't come home. You may not agree with the war, you may not agree with the

Can You Please Help Me !
Please take the time to read this! It is that time of year again when we raise money for the March of Dimes. The March of Dimes raises money to help with children that are born premature and try to help and ensure that they can survive and live a normal life. As many of you know that this is something that has touch me personally, one being that I was born almost three month premature and the other that I lost a son who was born almost 5 months premature. So this is something that means a lot to me and every little bit that you can do to help would mean the world to me, and if you are unable to donate please pass this on to your friends and family and maybe they may be able to help aswell. The ride will be held Sunday September 16th at 9:00 A.ME. at the Kansas Speedway. The following link will direct you to where you can go to make a donation to the March of Dimes for Bikers for Babies. http://www.marchofdimesride.org/JasonDavis

Say It Right Or Don't
In the day In the night Say it all Say it right You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me No you don't mean nothing at all to me Do you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonite you tonite From my hands I could give you Something that I made From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid From my body I could show you a place God knows You should know the space is holy Do you really want to go?

Poem ~ My Process Of Analysis
My Process of Analysis Locked in my brain… Attempting to train... My thoughts. Caught in the web of analysis, A momentary lapse of mental paralysis. Breaking subjects down to minute pieces. Until the process then fizzles and seizes The thought tree can grow no more From root to trunk, it split into four The limbs reached out, expanding from the core From branch to twig, then budded to flora Going from a sproutling to an elder in a glimpse or spurt Exploding full grown in height and girth Examine the knots, leaves, and bark. Dissection complete, light dwindles to dark. Digits fold within themselves, Shrinking down to a sapling. Morphing back the original seedling. To the theory and premise of first conception ...Contemplating to identify if I should alter my perception Copyright ©2003 Steven Marqus Hall

Saturday Night
It was a few minutes after 11 pm when we finally went to bed. I was following my husband down the hall to our bedroom when he entered the room and I walked up behind him as he stopped to pull the blankets back. He stood before me with his back to me only wearing his boxers. I reached around his chest with both of my arms and gave him a big hug. I made sure that my breasts pressed up against his bare back so he can feel them give his shoulder blades a hug while I pinched his nipples that he loves so much. I took my fingernails and ran large circles around each of his nipples and I could hear him take a deep breath as I did so. I stepped back a bit and ran my nails over his shoulders and down the length of his spine very slowly teasing him with the touch all the while. I dropped to my knees behind him and then tugged lightly at the elastic band at the top of his boxers dropping them slowly just so that I could see the top of the crack of his sweet ass. I then dropped my hands

Suicide Note Part 1(rip Dimebag)
Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take the pain away Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot see inside yours and mine When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe this time Would you look at me now? Can you tell I'm a man? With these scars on my wrists To prove I'll try again Try to die again, try to live through this night Try to die again..... Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the slide that breaks a will Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame, but who's to blame?

Getting Old
WELL NOT TO MANY PPL KNOW THIS BUT TOMORROW IS MY B-DAY I AM A MOTHER OF TO GROWN BOYS 22 AND 24 IM GOING TO BE 43 YRS OLD I USE TO WEIGHT 110 POUNDS AND NOW I AM GETTING FAT , OLD AND UGLEY MY NSFW SUCK I DONT KNOW HOW TO BE SEXY THE ONLY GOOD THING IN MY LIFE IS MY MASTER AND MOST OF MY FRIENDS ON HERE WHO SHOW THERE CARE THEN I HAVE FRIENDS ON HERE WHO DONT CARE JUST LIKE ALL THE FRIENDS IN MY LIFE THEY ACT LIKE YOUR FRIEND TILL THE DONT NEED YOU ANY MORE YES I AM RANTING ITS MY BLOG AND ILL RANT IF I WANT TO DONT LIKE IT DONT READ IT THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME EVERY GUY I HAVE EVER BEEN WITH IN MY LIFE HAS CHEATED ON ME I SIT AND WORRY EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE THAT IT DOSNT HAPPEN AGAIN MY LAST BOYFRIEND CHEATED ON ME WITH MY NIECE THEN LEFT ME FOR MY BEST FRIEND IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT YOU READ WELL I AM SORRY FOR THAT LIKE I SAID ITS MY BLOG AND ILL BITCH IF I WANT TO OK WELL I AM DONE BITCHING SO GO AHEAD RATE IT GIVE YR SHIT COMMENTS ABOUT

New Stuff.......
collect call day in,day out, this don't ever quit, same spoon,nasty food, smellin' 40 men shit.... hard mat,ruff towel, livin' in a tiny cell, your problemz,my problems,when your awake in a living hell.... noone's home when you call, forgot all about u, behind that wall, your fault,my fault, sell me that white t, forgot alla bout me 'till once again, i'm loose on society.... "oh man!where u been?" "let me buy u a drink...." ur back & not forgotten, at least that's what you think... it starts all over, once again... forgot all about you, when you go back in..... i love you,i miss you, collect call from who? don't play the blame game, just don't let this be you.......

A Legend Of The Road
A legend of the road Richard Rae Colin McRae, Britain’s first world rally champion who died in a helicopter crash yesterday, will be remembered as one of the most spectacular drivers this country has produced. The appalling news of McRae’s death comes less than two years after the death of Richard Burns, Britain’s second world rally champion and one of McRae’s great rivals, after a long battle against cancer. The 40-year-old McRae won the World Rally Championship in 1995, was runner-up in 1996, 1997, and 2001, and third in 1998. It was in many ways ironic that McRae’s driving style, the reason for his immense and enduring popularity with motorsport lovers the world over, appeared to be so at odds with his personality. Mainly, of course, because it wasn’t – the truth was that for all he rather enjoyed playing up the apparent contrast between his flamboyance in a car and a buttoned-up, almost taciturn public persona, once away from the cameras and microphone, McRae was a natura

You Know You Live In Orlando When....
You know live in Orlando when. . . You know the meaning of OBT. You find yourself humming the jingle for Premier Adult Factory Outlet. You have to be over 90 years old to know what snow feels like, and have seen it in another state. Your air conditioning bill is higher than the annual budget for most small countries. You call Amway Arena the O-rena! You were born somewhere else, and have come to retire. You turn the heat on in your house when the temperature dips below 65. OBT is the first thing you think when you see a girl in a halter top and go-go boots. You know where six major motels are around your house. You know where Parramore Street is, and you go out of your way to avoid it. You buy a new sweater that will only be worn once a year. You know who Don Reed and Bob Dance are. Your social calendar revolves around football games. You know what Fashion Square, Altamonte Springs, Florida, Oviedo, and Seminole Towne have in common. And which

Awakening Part 1
I stand, and I look, at an empty grave. Losing the taste for the life that I crave. And speaking of taste, What is that smell? Could I find sweetness in this new found hell? That rupture in my ear, its coming from the street I can hear theirs, but where's my heart-beat? In denial, I scream "what madness is this!" I scan my memory, nothing but the Kiss. And now, I should thank you, for life after death. No prayer for forgiveness with my dying breath. Forever glued to sins, that won't be forgiven. Denied God....but a God amoung men! Ah Men! J. Koblitz

The Beast Will Die Hungry!
I have many flaws, but you are my worst. You, my biggest blessing, have been my worst curse. And I can see now, though I have been blind. And I can hear now though I've been death all this time. And when I look and listen your soul no longer glistens. And your not quite an angel I'm just caught in your tangle. The Black Widows Web... Yeah, That's what I said! I see you now..The Beast! Ripping out my heart to feast. And I do not fear, for at least, There is none left for you to eat. And in this, I find peace, When love is gone.......so dies the beast. J. Koblitz

Six Mistakes Of Man
The great Roman orator Cicero (106-43 B.C.) offered these "Six Mistakes of Man" - six habits of thinking that keep us a prisoner of ever-shrinking patterns. Who doesn’t share some of these? Find out what mistakes you share, and without self-blame and judgment, gently fix them and move into a life of more meaning and love. 1. The illusion of personal gain. To begin with, the seesaw thinking that elevates personal gain as a result of crushing others betrays the infinite sense of things. It presumes that life and its resources are finite, that there isn’t enough to go around, and therefore we can only secure our piece of the pie at the expense of others. 2. The tendency to worry. When we tend to worry about things beyond our control, which is common, we are struggling with the lack of faith in the stream of life. This can lead us to a negative self-centeredness that adheres to a false sense of responsibility for everything. 3. Insisting that things are impossible. Because we c

Funny Drivers Lisc
YOUR DRIVER'S LICENSE TELLS IT ALL A mother is driving a little girl to her friend's house for a play date. "Mommy," the little girl asks, "how old are you?" "Honey, you are not supposed to ask a lady her age," the mother replied. "It's not polite." "OK", the little girl says, "How much do you weigh?" "Now really," the mother says, "those are personal questions and are really none of your business." Undaunted, the little girl asks, "Why did you and Daddy get a divorce?" "That is enough questions, young lady, honestly!" The exasperated mother walks away as the two friends begin to play. "My Mom won't tell me anything about her," the little girl says to her friend. "Well," says the friend, "all you need to do is look at her drivers license. It is like a report card, it has everything on it." Later that night the little girl says to her mother, "I know how old you are, you are 32." The mother is surprised and asks, "How did you find tha

Bride & Seek
During a young couple's wedding reception, the drunken guests decided to play a game of hide and seek. It was decided that the grrom was "it" and would have to find his hiding guests. After finding everyone but his new bride, the man became concerned. His concern now switched to anger when he began to believe that his wife was purposely trying not to be found. Wanting to teach her a lesson, he, along with the other partgoers left the reception. As the hours turned into days and days into weeks with no sign of the bride, the groom came to the conclusion that she had second thoughts about the wedding and had run away. A few years later, a cleaning lady was dusting off an old trunk in the attic of the building where the reception had taken place and, out of curiosity, decided to open it. Inside the trunk was the rotted body of the missing bride who'd become locked in the trunk she'd hid in. Whether she'd suffocated or starved was unknown, but her face was frozen in a scream.

Sometimes I'm Stupid...
Sometimes I let the words slip past my lips before they hit my brain and sometimes I know I cause you pain. All these things they tear me up inside because the thought of losing you would make me die. I love you in every way and every day. I just want to do everything to make you happy. Anything for you to prove to you that I am what I say. Just a fool in love with a girl so sexy. I don't deserve someone that makes me so happy but I'll plead to the stars for just one more day... To love you like I really should.

"happy Feet"
I went to click on the link in order to block this pathetic downrater, only to find that they had already deleted their account. I started thinking...WOW...this freak is so obsessed with me that they went to all the trouble of creating a new profile, finding my profile, downrating everything, and then deleting their account. What I find humorous is the fact that instead of succeeding in their plan to hurt me they pretty much showed me that they have nothing better to do with their pathetic life than to sit around and think of me. What an Honor!! So "happy feet", whoever you are...Thank You for making me the Center of Your Universe!!!

My Real Dating Profile
My friend riffing wrote: So a bunch of friends have been writing personals for themselves that deliberately break the mold. The idea is to write an absolutely honest ad that doesn't make you sound very attractive, but isn't obviously trying to be unappealing. I liked this idea, so I tried to do the same for myself. I am empathetic and warm and genuinely want to help and emotionally bond with people, but I can become drained from overdoing for others and not take good enough care of myself. My intense need to understand myself and others results in stronger, closer relationships, but is frequently intimidating or frightening to those not prepared to be as vulnerable, open, and honest as I am. In a romantic relationship, I am not demanding, jealous or possessive, and I will fully support your outside interests and friendships. I will, however, also have my own. I am very emotional, but also very analytical, so I will rarely react irrationally because I'm all too aware how irrat

New Here!
hi i am new to this site so i am not all sure what to do i am figuring it out slowly but surely lol but if anyone has any suggestions or help issues i would sure be gratefull and thank u for all those who made me feel welcome here thanks and i hope to meet alot of new ppl here soon

Competitions & Contests
My daddy always taught me you didn't solve a problem by running away from it,but by running into it head-on....why do people hold these bloody contests if they're going to whine and cry over who wins..... Is bombing illegal on this site???If it is then we need to stop,but if it's not listed in the "Bible" then the people who don't have bombers behind them either need to make friends with some,start their own bombing squad,or shut the hell up if they're out gunned by people with family who care.... Somebody needs to let me know if it states anywhere that "bomb" squads are forbidden on here....

Who Knows Where This Leads To..
I feel so ignorant tonight. I don't know what I have done or what I do that is so wrong. I seem to mess up everything with everybody. Why can't I get it right? Why do I mess up with everybody? I am so tired of being the cause. I just want to be happy and some days it feels like I can almost touch it. Then reality hits,people say things and shatter your whole world. Have you had this happen? You think things are great then all of a sudden you feel your heart shatter ~CRASH~ People are too blind to even realize what they are doing? I am dying on the inside and I don't know what to do. I am so worry that I will be played. I can't take it. Trust is a big issue. Is this really worth it? I think it is but if I get played,I will die! I can't take much more sorrow. I have had enough now I just want to be HAPPY. Can anyone tell me what HAPPY means??

Lights Off
I am going to turn off the light so i can think of you and, like this, allow my imagination to soar there, where anything is possible, where there are no impossibilities what does it matter if i am living on illusions if im happy like this? how i will embrace you, how much i will kiss you my most ardent longings, ill fulfill in you i will devour your lips, and fill myself with you and, thats why, im going to turn off the light so i can think of you

For The Weekend
As of Thursday night until Tuesday i wont be online or awn sering my home phone or two cell phones. so please don't think that i am ignoring you thanks My baby is coming up to see me and i am giving him 110% of my attention. Yankee

Mastercard
One fucked up quarter panel...150 dollars One fucked up fender...200 dollars One fucked up headlight...350 dollars The look on your face when your father says he took the collision coverage off of your car...PRICELESS!!

Your Driver's Licence In Danger.....
Your Driver's licence in danger !! Urgent A friend sent me this and it is very important, you might be in danger!! Check your Driver's License I definitely removed mine. I suggest you all do the same. Now you can see anyone's Driver's License on the Internet, including your own! I just searched for mine and there it was...picture and all! Thanks Homeland Security! Go to the web site, and check it out. It's unbelievable!!! Just enter your name, city and state to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked "Please Remove". This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement. Please notify all your friends so they can protect themselves, too. Believe me they will thank you for it. Here is the website: http://www.license.shorturl.com Have A Berry Sweet Day!!!!!

Love
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she

The Grass Is Not Always Greener On The Other Side.
Sheesh, is it me or does everyone seem to be having a small bit of depression going on this week? I think it might be the weather in Oklahoma. Anyways, I have been doing a lot of thinkin, which is not good when I actually do think about things. So, I spent quite a bit of time on the phone last night with a close friend, because I could tell that person really needed to talk to someone. After our conversation it got me thinking about a lot of things kinda focusing around me in my life. We all know that saying, "The grass is not always greener on the other side" Single or Married, Right? Why is it, my friends envy my life because I am single? Why is it, I envy them for being married? I think we want things so much that when we do finally get what we want, it't not so satisfying. Well that seems to be my case. Anyways, both sides on that fence, suck, Married - Give a lot, take nothing...and of course there is that life of just can't do what you wanna do. You have to conside

Next Level
I've been on the same level for a few week already, would like some feedback an how to reach to the next level. stuck on fu-fighter, next one is twist-fu. I have tried everything to past this level and nothing is working, can anyone help me pls. I will thank u for ur help.

Find You're Here
I have always related to this and the sister song, Find You're Gone. Someone once told me it was a heartless song... maybe thats why I relate to it. When I wake up I find you're here I should feel joy But I am not even near I don't know where You've been tonight I guess, you've been with someone else But I don't care if I'm right. I do not feel No jealousy If I would lose you now I'd simply say: "It's destiny!" I find you're here Moving on You're just doing what you want And I can't find it wrong I know for sure You would be gone You wouldn't stay with me If something better comes along I do not feel Anxiety I wouldn't be alone for long That's destiny! When I wake up I find you're here I should feel joy But I am not even near I don't know where You've been tonight If I would lose you now I'd simply say: "It's destiny!" I cannot blame you For a thing If I would have the chance I'd do the same... to you!

Black & White
I hear you everyday, But, Your deaf to what I say. I feel you threw the phone, But, you say you feel nothing for me. I tell you everything, But, you hold back talking to me. I think of you constantly, But, you only think of yourself. I love you for everything, But, you can only love him. I feel pain for you always, But, you are giving me this pain. I stay by your side always, But, you'll leave me in a second. I can't stand this torture, But, you offer it to me always and forever.

It Is Monday
This is great... I have so much planned to do today that is outside of the hospital and I get to visit with the schools in the area to see if I can get some kids interested in becoming nurses and join our nurse education program when they graduate. It should be fun. Hmmmmmm... should I go in my scrubs or in civilian clothing? Any suggestions?

Photo Shoot
Wow!! Things change in amazing ways... I have been selected to do a traveling photo display about people with diabetis... It is called "Meet the Faces of Change"... and i am not photogenic at all, darn i can't even spell that word, lol... The photography will be here today October 1, 2007 and will follow me around in what i do during the day... guess no sleeping all day, no yelling at my kids, hmmmm probably a good idea to where clothes, dont ya think, giggling.... ohh and no sex in front of him. Do not want to have THAT shown all throught the United States, lol... Enjoy the month of October A/all!! After all it is a month of changes... Okay.... the photo shoot went fairly well, except i had to pretend the photographer wasnt there... NOW that was hard to do considering, he was hmmm good looking... tall, blak hair, scruffy beard, blue eyes... and a gorgeous smile.. and i well... i told him all of this and he blushed... go figure, lol... he was so cute and adorable and young!!!! gees

Nokia Evolution
Nokia Company logo. Founded in Tampere in 1865, logo 1966. Nokia Finnish Rubber Works Ltd, founded in Helsinki in 1898. Logo 1965 - 1966. The Nokia "arrows" logo before its Connecting People logo Nokia introduced its "Connecting People" slogan, invented by Ove Strandberg. The headquarters of Nokia Corporation in Keilaniemi, Espoo , Finland

Woohoo!!!!
Dirty South Crew Wedding!! Recondoc and Jada are getting Fu-married in the Dirty Addiction Lounge! On October 6th at 11pm...10pm Central. They would like all friends and family to come and join them!! CLICK THIS PICTURE TO TAKE YOU TO THE DIRTY ADDICTION LOUNGE!! COME JOIN THE WEDDING!!

Water And Wine
As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E.. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine and beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service. "Love People not Things....Use Things not People" JC

I Love You!
Hesitation in my eyes, Apprehension in yours, Dilemma in my mind Decision in yours Your charisma My charm Passion unbridled, Love unconditional Rising desire Beating hearts Longing eyes Melting emotions Together as one being Feeling of being whole Two bodies once Now one soul Promises unsaid Trust forever Now as one This love eternal

Alex Ch. 01
Alex Ch. 01 by CatherineKissesGirls © I watch Alex from the house, or sometimes I watch her from the stables, when she is out at the ring. She is so natural on our Andalusian Little Betty, her black hair pulled into a tight French braid and tied with a white grosgrain ribbon. Alex only braids her hair when she is teaching a lesson. When she rides on the trails by herself she wears her hair loose and curly, and I about die. Alex began working on our farm two months ago, while I was still away at university, after Hazel got pregnant and stopped giving private lessons. Alex, wrote my mother in an email, "is a sweet girl, though quiet. She is staying in Hazel's old room and keeps to herself, much to your brother's dismay (she is quite beautiful)." Stacked, is how Casey put it exactly. Her body is breathtaking. It took my breath away anyway, which I never expected. I had a few girl crushes at school, but nothing came of any of them, excluding Vicky, my lab partner, whom I kissed o

Come Check This Out
Hey everyone, we are having a contest to see who can get the most members in this lounge. Please come help me and visit and join this lounge make sure you send a shout to the owner djbubba and say that i sent you and you joined because of my invite. That way I get credit for you joining. Love you all. Just copy and paste in browser the link below. thanks for your help winning the contest. The lounge is The fire pit http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50071

Proud Native American..:)
Here we go again guys...show her some sexy Fubar love will ya? You know what to do...you all are great!!..:) hugs and kisses Proud Native American ~CLUB F.A.R. ROCKS~# 1 FAMILY ON FUBAR~Te Amo Mi Rey~DSC~@ fubar

Comments,crushes And Comment Privilages Are Revoked
Hey all just to let you know that Fubar is at it again. I got my comments and crush (my first and only mind ya) deleted. I also can not leave anymore comments on anyone. I still can not even make a mumm (I can vote but not comment or post)and these things are not even my fault. This is not really fair to people that are here to make friends, contacts and have fun. There should be a way to stop this craziness. This sucks.

Applications Accepted???
Im single. I just wanted to see the comments i would get from this. I guess im goin international for my prince charming!! hehe i just wanna explore who is out there and where my prince is at. Maybe he is not in las vegas, maybe i have been lookin in all the wrong places. not that the internet is any better but hey i heard people got married off this shit. hehe well just to all you single guys i would like to say whats up and u should hit me up cause you never know we could be meant for each other~~ lol, but really!!

U Know Wot Else I Fucking Hate
when u spend good money to go see a movie and some fucking asshole cant shut the fuck up....fuck i feel like reaching over and shoving my fist down ur fucking throat...u wonder y people stare at u its not coz they like u its coz they want u to shut the fuck up but are too polite to say it....SO SHUT THE FUCK UP....let me enjoy my movie.

Got Some Shocking News
This has been a really bad week for me. First I find out that I miscarried for the fourth time and now to add to that. . . I have found out that my sons father died. I am going to the funeral home tonight and the funeral is on sunday. I don't have all the details yet, but will probably post more later when I know more. I am a little scatter brained and yes I'm an emotional wreck. I'm doing the best that I can I guess. I just don't know what to do. My son is only six and doesn't understand that kind of thing yet. ~ I also just found out that my son has a half sister as well. Her name is Jasmine Nicole and I will be trying to make sure that there will be a contact between her and my son in the future. Anyway, I need to get off here and get ready to go to the funeral home, so I'll talk to everyone later. Thanks for all the support that you all have given me during this hard time. You have all been great friends.

I'm Tired
Things have been so crazy this week. I feel like I hardly have any time to keep up with everything. My house is trashed...havent done dishes all week...ugh...I guess I get to spend my day off cleaning house. Work is...well...work. Blah...I dont mean to be so boring...I'm just too tired to think right now.

Sex
The mysterious taset! the romantical spirit pleaser even the pychopath are no waste! Around the world are many believers It's travel far and wild, touching the young and the old reminding them a life good and bad from generations to generations is like gold Those three English letters are suffecient for all the particals at time it's forbitten or convienent by the internationals and locals The powerful weapon of the devil. Sex; the preserve and precious gift of God Use by powerful men as evil Oh! Sex, the rapist cry..

Next Few Weeks
I may not be on line for a few weeks or longer. The finances finally crashed. The roommate is a worthless piece of s**t and can't seem to come up with any help. I am scrambling to keep the basic essentials. I just hope that I can get some help from the local charities. I will be back as soon as I can. I am also trying to get a lawyer to help me apply for disability. It is my last resort as the surgery did not help and I am getting worse over time. I am getting a good education in being powerless. I don't like it at all. My hardest job will be not letting the depression take over. I survived this long so I'm not giving up anytime soon.

Omg!!!!!!!i Am Gonna Kick Her Little Butt!
I am sitting here...ready to depart to laundromat location undisclosed...and i see my phone is dead..i must charge it..i no sooner plug it in and go to leave than I am under attack of the vibration and melody alerting me i have a new IM message..funny since I can't even sign in mobile....they are all for her on aol..her password unknown...ha!!! its been going off for 18 minutes straight i cant open it enough to make it stop...I am so kickin her little butt...grrrrrrrr! So this means I am turning the phone off and going to do laundry..building my muscles up to make the whoopin even better :p...hahaha! Darn teenagers!!!!!! Anyone want one? hahaha it vibrated so much it fell off the dresser...omg i hope its not broken...but it did finally stop buzzing!

New Job
Monday Oct 15th Praise GOD!!! I start a new job tomarrow, gonna be marketing the 3 way package (internet, phone, cable) down in Dothan, AL Thru the Century Tel Phone company. Hope if sells are good I might be able to get out of debt soon. then it's party time, YES!!

Happy Birthday Part 2 Of 3
Part 2 of 3 I stop and come back up and kiss her again. she then turns me over on my back and now she is on top; I sit straight up and she lifts my shirt above my head; she starts to go down, licking my nipples and stomach on her way. she clutches my cock in her right hand and takes the tip in her mouth, just enough to tickle. I put my hands behind my head.... she then starts to deep-throat my cock; in my head im thinking *God, it feels so damned good*. she grabs the whipped cream and I say out loud with a smile across my face "ooooh yea baby". she sprays a little bit of it on my cock and licks it off. She takes it out of her mouth and starts to come back up; purposely rubbing her tits against my dick; I reach my hands up around her body and pull her body down, closer to mine and we roll over; Im on top now. she is staring into my eyes as she lifts her legs and spreads them widely. my dick finds her tight, wet, pussy and I push gently the first time. she opens her mouth wide

Women Vs. Girls
Grown Women Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own

Change
I'm not the same person as i used to be. I have changed a lot. I have been very emotional. Pain is closer to me than its ever been. Tears have stayed falling.It seems like they will never keep inside. Friends are the only thing thats keeping me up right now. I don't know what to do anymore. "Why cant it be the way I want it?"and "Why cant you take me for who I am?" Are the questions that I will always want to know the answer to. This year in my life has been one of the roughest. I have had many mistakes, Many lies, Many tears, Many rumors, Many players, Many not regrets but lessons learned. I know as the years go by.....it will just get tougher and tougher.I try and try to make everything better, But it only makes things worse. So i give up.And I'm done with everything. Don't feel sorry for me.I hate that. Its not that I'm miserable, I'm just not happy.

3,000,000,000,000 To Godfather!!!! Stfu
WTF is with the bulletins claiming you only have 300,000 to Godfather, or 250,000 to level up? Holy fuck people, I can see if you're within a couple thousand, but please any more then that, STFU. There are some real worth bulletins out there and this bullshit is getting out of control. Let's try and use some common sense. More then 3,000 to level, it's not going to happen any time soon.

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Calling All Bombers, Non-bombers, Family And Friends
HELLO FAMILY, FRIENDS, FANS, AND ANYONE READING THIS. OUR FAMILY CURRENTLY HAS A MEMBER IN A CONTEST AND COULD USE SOME HELP. PLEASE COME COMMENT ON THE CONTEST. IF YOUR NOT A BOMBER JUST LEAVE 25-50 OR 100 A DAY. SEXY LEGS CONTEST ENDS 10TH NOV. 9:00PM HERE IS THE LINK TO THE CONTEST.

Panthers Are #1
So the Northern Iowa Panthers are 6-0 so far this year, and are ranked #1 in the nation in the Sporting Network FCS Football poll. Awesome. And in approximately 18.5 hours, they will be playing against Western Illinois in Macomb, IL I'll be leaving Cedar Falls around noon on the fan bus that's headed down there for the game. Should be a fun time. (and it will be nice to not have to drive) Hopefully the Panthers don't have a let-down after their exciting Homecoming win last week

An Older Story, But Still Odd...
Okay, so I am sitting here soaking my Thanksgiving Day evening, enjoying myself. A friend of mine is in town and might just cruise by tonight, so I am in no rush to hit the sack. I hear a car drive up into my condo area, thinking it might be him. But he knows there is no parking here-maybe he wants to drop something out of his car. But then the car drives away. I figure maybe he had a brain fart or something. Soon enough it sounds like somebody is trying to unlock my door or open it so I know its him. Soon after, my doorbell rings. Wierd, I gave him my spare key so he can come and go this weekend as he pleases. I figure maybe because the door sticks he thinks I have to open it from the inside or he has his hands full. I turn the light on and walk downstairs to see the silloutte of two figures walking down the drive way to an awaiting car. I turn my light on, open the letter which got my name 90% correct, and read it. It reads as the following: "Joe, NOV.23.06 I told you that I wa

Anyone Who Read's This Well You Help Me Out??
Hey guy's I am new to Fubar and I don't know how to put a background on my page and just wondering If yall wouldn't mind helping me out and thank's If you can peace out ... Belinda

Are You "centered"???
I was really responding to my friend, Katia's comment on my page about her frustrations with being about to write a blog about HSP in a succinct and concise manner (as there is so much to say) and a bit of frustrations about her boy, age 10, with ADD: "LOL.. I know, I know. Some people simply overrate the drug thing as a treatment option. Being in a huge classroom is not for everyone, just as it isn't for everyone to go to a huge University vs a simple college. I am more comfortable in smaller settings and in large settings I seek comfort from an area that I could more easily observe without feeling clustered into a shell. Likewise, I am more comfortable with less chaos in my own home and I have been battling a de-cluttering aspect for quite some time. If only I could put my finger on my nose and wiggle it all done like Samantha or Tabitha, I would have it made in a shade! lol.... While I certainly don't possess those kinds of powers, the powers I do possess within me provide

Kids And Guns( Please Read And Rate Ty)
they've invented all kinds of gun locks for rifles and hand guns still these poor kids keep getting a hold of them to inflict pain on other peoples lives and then turn the gun on them selves and ending there on life where the hell are the parents behind closed doors having sex or doing drugs in my mind kids react to what they think is cool if they are playing a videogame where they are killing people well to them thats cool thats where the parent comes in to take them away from all that show your kids you love'em do stuff with'em don't just kik'em out so you can indulge in your crazy adult life be cause once they get use to it its all over

Noob!
Okay so my friend introduced me to this site...not bad at all! Anyways, just a quick intro to see how many peeps read blogs. My name is Ipo, 29 from BellCompton, Ohio. I have a daughter who is 6 going on 13. My hobbies include video games, photography, and school. My main goal in life at the moment is taking care of my daughter and attending school. I am majoring in CIS/GSP. Hopefully going to go get my masters in CIS. I am quite blunt, and most people take offensive for that. Oh well, percieve me as a bitch, I could careless. I live my life they way I want to, and at the end of the road, I shall have no regrets. I am sparadic at times and can go from one conversation to another in about .23 seconds! Anything else, I will post on profile..have fun yall!

Thankful For My Life
THIS PAST SUNDAY STARTED OUT AS A NORMAL DAY I LEFT MY HOUSE WITH MY BEST FRIEND MARINA AND WE DID MORNING ERRANDS BEFORE WE PICKED UP HER OLDEST DAUGHTER. WE HAD A GREAT TIME AS ALWAYS. BUT THAT DAY WAS SPECIAL CUZ IT WAS MY ROOMMATES BIRTHDAY. WE PLANNED A SURPRISE PARTY AND EVERYTHIN. I ONLY HAD LIKE 2 AND A HALF HOURS OF SLEEP BUT I WASN'T DRIVING SO IT WAS ALL COOLCUZ I COULD SLEEP. (I NEVER DRIVE LOL) SO WE PICKED UP HER DAUGHTER AND CONTINUED ON WITH OUR THINGS WE HAD TO DO. BY THE TIME WE GOT TO THE PARTY IT WAS ALMOST GONNA START AND WE HAD A GREAT TIME WITH LOTS OF FOOD AND EVEN HULA (TRADITIONAL HAWAIIAN DANCE) IT WAS REALLY NICE AND MY ROOMMATE WAS SO SHOCKED I'LL NEVER FORGET THE LOOK ON HIS FACE LOL...(U KINDA HAD TO BE THERE) WHO KNEW THAT ON OUR WAY BACK LIVES WOULD CHANGE FOREVER?? I WAS SUPPOSE TO LEAVE THE PARTY WITH MY ROOMMATE BUT I DECIDED TO GO WITH MARINA CUZ I WANTED TO KEEP HER COMPANY FOR THE RIDE TO DROP OFF HER DAUGHTER (WHO DANCED AT THE PARTY) S

Power Of Prayer
Ok ya'll I know how the power of prayer works and how strong it is, so if ya'll would say a prayer for my sister (this is not Serene, my sister that is on fubar) I'd really appreciate it. She had a routine examination last week and they found a lump in her breast. We know it may be nothing or it could be more serious like cancer. She goes for a mammogram tomorrow, but I figured some prayers for her would be awesome and what better way than through all my friends to do this. I know you all are amazing and would gladly say one for her. I'll send ya'll an update as soon as I know anything. Thanks and much luv, Jackie AKA Irish Sweetheart

First Novel
Back in 2004, this came out...I apologize to pregnant women everywhere... TELL ME YOUR NAME is the story of a brute cop caught up in his vicious dreams, that are beginning to come true. A serial killer murdering pregnant women for his own demonic purposes is somehow eluding the poilce one by one, and leaving bloodbaths in his wake. THE RECKONING was last years release... The book tells the tale of a female serial killer who will stop at nothing while murdering children, to clarify her own endeavours in vampirism. She wants to be a vampire so badly, that it consumes her. Little does she know, her latest victim is Dracula's daughter...and he's coming after her. GHOST OF A CHANCE My newest book, comes out this weekend, and tells the tale of a murderous ghost honed from the New Jersey Devil. While it stalks vacationers from Delaware and brutally attacks them, one of the survivors is later pregnant with her first child who she names CHANCE. So why does she kill herself

My Aunt And My Mother
My Aunt who is 79 and my mother who is 80 were visiting together and doing day trips. They saw this old church and got really delighted when they saw the doors where open and there was a huge sign that said WELCOME. Happy they could go in and see this wonderful structure they joined the other "tourists"...Oh they where in heaven there was singing and to hear Abide with me and Amazing grace was such a treat for them. They where there for about 15 min when they started to clue in this was not an invitation to all but they had in fact joined a funeral. Once they knew this there these 2 dignified sweet ladies sat with head buried in Hymn books hoping others around them thought their shaking shoulders was because they were so upset.. not because they were laughing. They sat there for about another half hour before they found a moment where they could slip out with out being to disruptive. and thankfully before they burst out into full out laughter. When my Mom told me this story ( st

Uk Levellers Members
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Its Yo Boy Johnnie-b
Waz up Everyone,Today I Made My First Blog.Now some of you might know me as DA BLOCK BOY,Because of my REP and The News,but Im really a ROCK N ROLL RAP STAR.What Im mean by that is I play the ELECTRIC GUITAR AND RAP at the same time,Ring a Bell "KID ROCK".HAHAHA

Got A Question..
i have a habit of reading friends and families blogs .but well i got 1 question for you blog entrants ..if you mark it private and you dont want anyone to read it why take time and energy to write it to begin with? i just dont get it honestly~ i mean i know we all vent in a different way and we all have a right to make it private or not, but i would think if you wanna write something to express it most of the times ppl do blog entries they want advice or feedback so why post it if its gonna be private? yes i realize those who do probably don't feel 100%comfy venting or expressing in the open public... but then again thats what blogs are supposed to be for..right? ok im done just had to vent a lil and imagine that its not marked private. lol this is not singling out any one person specifically mind you just me expressing myself and how i feel when i wanna know whats up with my friends/family and even some fans on here as to whats going on with them... you may now resume your

Whats Up!
Hey whats up everyone? Nothing much here. Just letting people know what im doing. First of all i am still looking for work. (sersioly) I still waiting on the word from one. And sorry for pestering about my stuff. (brian) I just want some of my stuff because im not be able to get it when you move out. For the people in California, i hope everybody is safe. 7 days of the wildfire is not good. My new boyfriend and I just bought a new bed. Very comfy. got for 60.00 dollers at the salvation army thrift store. it was regually 80.00 dollers and it was 25% off. what a steel. Well hope everyone has a good weekend. Please rate, fan, and add me. See you all soon. or chat with yall soon.

A Lesson
A Lesson I've learned a lot of lessons In the short time I have lived I've learned how to appreciate And I've learned how to give. But in these past few months There's two I'll remember most I've learned how to love And I've learned to let go. You entered my life with such a force And left it with one as strong And though we tried to make it last We both knew it wouldn't be long. I lie at night and think about How I'm the one to blame. If only I would have trusted you, I could have missed this pain. And so I spent each day of my life With my heart in pieces And when I thought it could never be cured, Something happened; I expected it least. I guess my soul was all cried out, And it was tired of being used. And even though I know I'm guilty, I was tired of being accused. And so I've learned to end this Without an urge to cry These are my final words to you, "I love you and goodbye."

(a Short Story) Love And Time
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love, too, but

"face Down (acoustic)" By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
"Face Down (Acoustic)" Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up with makeup in the mirror tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again you cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence If you wade around forever, you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say you're right again, say you're right again heed my lecture Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your

Old Age
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko tha

A Womans Worth!
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... One friend who Always makes her Laugh... And one Who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A good piece of furniture not previously owned by Anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE Eight matching plates, Wine glasses with stems, And a recipe for a meal that will Make her guests feel honored. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A feeling of control over Her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing herself... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... HOW TO QUIT A JOB BREAK UP WITH A LOVER AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE

Anger Management
Now this guy has style! When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter? "Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills

Hostel 2
Janean’s Movie Reviews Hostel Part 2 Presenter: Quintin Tarantino Directed and Written By: Eli Roth Actors: Lauren German, (from The Texas chainsaw massacre, Bijou Phillips, Bully), and Heather Matarazzo (from Welcome To The Dollhouse) Nene rated it : 10 Basically like the first hostel. Young college students from the U.S. are backpacking through Europe and get lured to a hostel in Slovakia by a beautiful woman. The difference is this time it’s beautiful, rich young women who get lured. Rich business men bid on the right to come torture and kill these victims. This film spends a lot more time on characterizations, where the first one didn’t. you actually get to know the characters both victims and killers and see why they are all doing what they are doing. You actually feel sorry for the girls as they get tortured and killed because you get to know them a little. Of course, you never feel sorry for the bad guys, but you come to more understanding of why some of them want to

Wear It Proudly!
I attended a meeting today of one of my families.... out of 30 members there were at the appointed start time only 3(count them-3!!!)but we attained the great number of 7 before we ended the meeting 2 1/2 hours later...granted some were out,or had company,but even though it was called on short notice I'm sure there were more than the 7 of us available to give input,output,and any other put there might actually be...... The 2 biggest concerns in the family are the fact that even though only required to "drop" 150 comments minimum,some don't even attempt it on an every other day basis sorely depleting the energy of the remaining bombers.... and refusing to put the family name into the tagline on their names.... If you have enough chutzpah to want to join the family (any family)then you should have the cojones to wear the name of the family with pride.... And if you belong to so many families that you can't even abbreviate the titles into the tagline,maybe you should rethink your po

The Gathering
THE GATHERING We gathered together with the bounty of the Lord's blessing Sitting round a table with turkey and dressing A thought did occur to me The greatest gift is our family To be sitting at a table of plenty. I'm reminded of those without any I now realize, I know this to be true The times of our lives our seldom and few So we forgive all our feuds from the past We grow older and know, our days go to fast We think of our loved ones far away, wishing they were home for the holiday Perhaps,we ourselves wish we were with our family and friends To be longing for home , the loneliness descends I now know, no matter how far I should roam My heart will forever be longing for home chris

I'm Back!!!
Hey everyone.. I'm sorry I just dissappeared without a word... things took a drastic change in Florida and I had to make a move... yup a real move.. I'm not living in Illinois.. yup I moved back home can ya belive it??? I can't.. I'm here trying to sort out my life & the direction it needs to take.. and I figured what better to do than in my hometown with the help & support of my true family and friends.. Things have been hard for me here.. I'm having a hard time landing a job that will pay worth a shit... and its COLD as hell here.... I'm not used to wearing so many layers... I would like to move back to Florida and some day I will but for right now I must fiqure out my next step.. To those of you that didnt forget about me... continued to send me messages & sweet comments THANK YOU SO MUCH.. even tho I was gone I was always thinking about you... and to my boo bear.. you know who you are.... I Love You Baby... Thanks to everyone who stood behind me as I made this transiti

Cuckoo
The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight. "I promise!" were my last words. Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy. Around 3:00 a.m. and a bit loaded, we piled into a cab and headed for our respective homes. Just as I got through the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times. Realizing my husband would probably wake up, I quickly cuckooed another 9 times. I was particularly proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution to cover my tardiness. (Even when totally smashed! 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos.. MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him midnight. He didn't raise an eyebrow or anything and continued to read the morning paper. Whew! Got away with that one! Then he said, "I think we might need a new cuckooclock." When I asked him why, he said, "Well, last night our clock cucko

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

To All My Contest Friends
How to comment bomb like a champ. Using Internet Explorer Step 1 - Write comment but dont send Step 2 - Hit Tab Button Twice Step 3 - Hit enter 5 times rapidly At this point the bouncer should come up Step 4 - Enter the code but dont send Step 5 - Hit Tab Button once Step 6 - Hit enter 9 times rapidly Step 7 - write in different comment and repeat When I hit enter I count to myself. It makes it easier. Also if you hit the enter button to many times on the second part you'll hit the anti spam trap. At that point just start over from scratch. Using FireFox Step 1 - Write comment and hit submit Step 2 - Hit the back button on yr browser Step 3 - Make sure comment is still in the white box and hit submit again At this point you should get the bouncer Step 4 - Enter his code and hit submit Step 5 - Hit the back button on yr browser Step 6 - repeat steps 4 & 5 After about 10 comments you'll hit the anti spam blocker. At this point just open up the page link aga

It Is.......
It is the voice in the back of your mind that whispers all the things that seem too cruel to say. It is all that is locked up tight. Never to see the light of day It is not a husband.... It is pain. It is not a father.... It is failure. It is not a son.... It is hate. It lies drowning in a pool polluted with frustration and self loathing. It is all my hatred pressed down to the head of a pin. It's heart is black...Beating in time with mine. It is not a leader.... It is useless. It is not wanted.... It is black. It is not needed.... It is worthless. It is everything and nothing, all at once. All it has is darkness. It needs to feel. It needs to hate. Keep it locked up inside of me, so only I can feel the pain.

. :george Thorogood And The Destroyers - I Drink Alone
I drink alone, yeah, with nobody else I drink alone, yeah, with nobody else You know when I drink alone, I prefer to be by myself Every morning just before breakfast, I don't want no coffee or tea Just me and good buddy Wiser, that's all I ever need 'Cause I drink alone, yeah, with nobody else Yeah, you know when I drink alone, I prefer to be by myself The other night I laid sleeping, and I woke from a terrible dream So I caught up my pal Jack Daniel's, and his partner Jimmy Beam And we drank alone, yeah, with nobody else Yeah, you know when I drink alone, I prefer to be by myself The other day I got invited to a party, but I stayed home instead Just me and my pal Johnny Walker, and his brothers Black and Red And we drank alone, yeah, with nobody else Yeah, you know when I drink alone, I prefer to be by myself My whole family done give up on me, and it makes me feel oh so bad The only one who will hang out with me, is my dear old granddad And w

Doctor Who Nominated For People's Choice Award
Doctor Who has been nominated as Favorite Sci-Fi Show in the prestigious 34th annual People's Choice Awards. The programme is up against Battlestar Galactica and Stargate Atlantis in the poll where members of the public vote for their favourite shows. The results will be announced at a ceremony, hosted by Queen Latifah, on Tuesday January 8th, which will be broadcast in the United States on CBS Television. Voting is open and can be done via the People's Choice website. Reported on The Doctor Who News Page. P.S. After you vote, you can get a nifty little MySpace widget so you can spread the word on your choice. Not sure it will work on this site but you can try. P.P.S. As I feared, the widget doesn't work on Fubar. Hopefully the People's Choice webmasters will resolve the issue.

Life Sucks
Okay well for my first entry I am just going to rant. lol Well lets look at my life shall we? I am a DIVORCED mother of 3 at the age of 21 NONE of my babies fathers care about there kids and I am the only one busting my ass trying to support them. I only have dated losers in my life and now my kids are suffering for that. I am so sick of all this drama that I have created for myself. I always pick Low life losers to date. People who rather use me and my children for a house to live in food in there stomachs (SP?) and money in there pockets (SP?) NO more of this shit is going to happen. I have growen up alot in the past year but I will amit i have had my down faults and I hurt a friend in the process but i cant live my life as a teenager anymore. I am a adult now i am 21 years old it was my choice to have my children younge and now i relized I forfited my ttenage years when that happend. (Not saying im a stuck up old lady :) ) but i relize i have to work hard for what i want in li

Come To Club Wet Bar Where Ur Socks Will Get Rawked Off!!!!!!!!
COME TO CLUB WET BAR AND RAWK OUT WITH DJ TWIZTID! SHE IS FAWKIN RAWKIN THE SOCKS OFF FUBAR!!!!! CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO COME IN AND JOIN US! Firework My Words

Challenges
Oh, Lord. Why oh why was I so stupid? Once again I have screwed up and lost something dear to me in my life. I know now I try to hard! But at least I'm trying, right? I dont know anymore. I can already feel it, my heart, hardening. Preparing to not allow any hope, feeling, emotion, care, in nor out, and I'm scared! My attitude has changed and I dont think for the best. Is the devil consuming me? It burns to know and to feel these feelings in which are not my own. I look to the sky for the light, and yet find only darkness. Is this a test? A trial? A challenge? I have faced many in my lifetime and made it this far. But I don't know if one such as this will consume me, or let me consume it! I know not, and so I pray, for forgiveness, and guidence!!!

Hellcat My Friend
HELLCAT O'NINE TALES@ fubar this lady right here has watched over me , helped me and has acted like a real friend from the start. this is what fubar needs , is people like hellcat. i would like you all to go show this lady some love. she is in my family for a good reason. this is the lady i look out for. she is sweet careing, gentle and loves every one on fubar. i have never heard a bad thing about her. she is loved by so many people on fubar :) HELLCAT O'NINE TALES@ fubar

The Way Things Go
The Way things go...... I dont know why things go the way they do.. I hear that is the way they just go. I am a beliver in your world is what you make it.. You put yourself in bad ways... Then you will be that way until you want out.. Even if you need help getting out.. There are people out there..."Friends" That will help you.. But if you dont want the help no matter how hard they try.. You will be there until you want the help.. Even if that person is trying really hard to help you... And let you know that they love you and wants to help.. It takes two people to make to fuck shit up or to make this better.. And it not always 50/50.. At anytime one person has to carry more than there share.. And thats ok... Because true love will see you two through it.. God knows that i have carried my share of the load.. And i always will as long as you are there to love me.. I am tired and wore out... But i will carry on....Doing what i do....I am me.. Its in me to do it and t

Letting Love Go !
Letting go of a Love you thought was true, but finally realizing it was only one sided. Remembering all the times We Smiled, Laughed, and Wrestled around, how you thought the other person didn't feel the same and it was all just a big game to play with the other persons Heart the way they did and make them beleive everything they said to be the truth, but it wasn't, none of it. But like always life does go on as it always has and you learn from your mistakes and hope not to make the same ones again or fall for anyone else's empty promises that can't be full filled.

Off With The Old In With The New...
Today is the start of a new begining its time to renew my soul and start my life in a new postive direction I'm giveing up this pointless job and leaving this family that ovbiously doesnt care or try to understand me Off With the old in with the new at least when i start my life again i will have someone who loves me for me my circle of friends will become more my family and i can always count on those who have been there for me from the very start... I'm getting rid of anything that reminds me of sorrow and pain and keeping those few things that mean the world to me.... Thats all I can ask for nothing less nothing more...

In The Flow Of Time
the tears fall like rain into a river that swells from pain blood rushes with hurt that burns to the touch words can not heal this only a touch the thought consumes the pain intercedes no opening in sight all darkness no light things the flow of time cant heal one kiss one touch that is all that can change it love deeper than the ocean isn't deep enough distance is no help the physical being that is you beckons to me i hurt for your pain i want to relieve it to let you have some release to vent it all out take me im yours release your pain unto me i will swallow it remove it not enough hours in the day to take away your hurt not enough water to put out the flames left behind from it release it unto me let me love you the way you deserve hate me for it if you will nothing matters until u are whole your heart put back together from tattered parts torn threads sheered from your chest ripped and degraded hallow pain filled hurt induc

This Should Be Good For A Few Laughs...
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

Girls Gone Wild @ Club 27 Live Nov.21!!
TRI-STATE AREA! ARE YOU READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE? ARE YOU READY TO SEE SOME OF THE HOTTEST CHICKS AROUND? IF SO MAKE SURE YOU COME TO CLUB 27 NOV.21 FOR OUR GIRLS GONE WILD EVENT! YES I SAID IT!! GIRLS GONE WILD! ITS GOING TO BE CRAZY..TONS OF FUN!! ONLY AT CLUB 27!! LOCATED AT: 27 S BANK STREET PHILADELPHIA PA 19106 I HAVE YOUR V.I.P/REDUCE PASSES FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS OR YOU CAN JUST SHOW UP AND SAY MY NAME AT THE FRONT DESK! 18 TO PARTY 21 TO DRINK! ....BE THERE.... AND YES TEAM ROCKSTAR WILL BE IN THE BUILDING!! I REPEAT TEAM ROCKSTAR WILL BE IN THE BUILDING!!! ROMEO... HARTNETT... GORGE... AND THE ONE ND ONLY J.JENKINS B.K.A HERSCHEL!! **************** I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.

"girls Don't Realize These Things."
Girls don't realize these things Body: I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you. I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk. I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised. I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy". I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not a jerk. I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you than just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date. I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw

What Cancer Can't Do
Cancer is so limited that: It cannot cripple love It cannot shatter hope It cannot corrode faith It cannot destroy peace It cannot kill friendship It cannot suppress memories It cannot silence courage It cannot invade the soul It cannot steal eternal life It cannot conquer the spirit

Today Is A Gift
Many people will walk in and out of your life, But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you twice, it is your fault Great minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses much more; He who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistakes of others You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Friends, you and me ... You brought another friend ... and we started our group ... our circle of friends ... and like a circle ... there is no beginning or end ... Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift.

Not Feeling It
Ok so here goes lets just get this out in the open and off my chest.I Do Not Like Feeling Used.My feelings are really hurt right now.I am a real person with real emotions so please treat me like it.Do befriend me and then just push be away to the side like im not even here.If you need points and thats why you have contacted me fine rate my pictures,blogs,send me a comment what ever.Do not start talking to me unless you intend on continuing the conversation.If you do and decide that you do not like talking to me fine so be it let me know thats all good do not just keep me on your list as head count.Do not ask me to join something and then make me feel like im being used.For those of you that see me as just another pretty face well that just shows how shallow you are.I am a real person I smile I cry I laugh I love I hate.Ihave real emotions just like you do.I do not like being treated like just that pretty girl thats nice to look at...talk to me get to know me...You may learn to love me

The Struggle
Some times I wonder how did I get so blessed, with all the Pain my heart has suffered Dreams of a better life, Being told by ignorant people dat me race was cursed and Damned to hell forever, along with all de minorities such as hispanics, well i tell u wut i figured out i was born in hell ever since my past lives as an elder soul my destiny on dis earth is to make people feel good about dem self i am de one and only with many others to make a better life for people who never experienced true passionate love and respect taking deir mind to another paradise called Mother Earth i bing good vibes like sensational soul searchin for yer soul mate De lord Brought me back to life to show people I really do Exist and i am here for a purpose .

Thanksgiving Divorce
A MAN IN PHOENIX CALLS HIS SON IN NEW YORK THE DAY BEFORE THANKSGIVING AND SAYS" I HATE TO RUIN UR DAY, BUT I HAVT TO TELL YOU THAT YOUR MOTHER AND I ARE DIVORCING: 45 YRS. OF MISERY IS ENOUGH. " POP, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?" THE SON SCREAMS. WE CAN'T STAND THE SITE OF EACH OTHER ANY LONGER" THE FATHER SAYS. WERE SICK OF EACH OTHER, AND I'M SICK OF TALKING ABOUT THIS, SO CALL YOUR SISTER IN CHICAGO AND TELL HER." FRANTIC, THE SON CALLS HIS SISTER, WHO EXPLODES ON THE PHONE. LIKE HECK THEY'RE GETTING DIVORCED" SHE SHOUTS " I'LL TAKE CARE OF THIS". SHE CALLS PHOENIX IMMEDIATELY, AND SCREAMS AT HER FATHER. " YOU ARE NOT GETTING DIVORCED. DON'T DO A SINGLE THING TILL I GET THERE. I'M CALLING MY BROTHER BACK AND WE WILL BOTH BE THERE TOMORROW. UNTIL THE DON'T DO A THING. DO YOU HEAR ME NOT A THING, AND HANGS UP THE PHONE. THE OLD MAN HANGS UP THE PHONE AND TURNS TO HIS WIFE. "OK HE SAYS, THEY'RE COMING FOR THANKSGIVING AND PAYING FOR THEIR OWN WAY" A LITTLE SOMETHING FOR

Characteristics For My Ideal Mate, A Job Description
Characteristics for my ideal mate, a job description Christian loves me for me - doesn't want to change me romantic independeant responsible honest trustworthy reliable family orientated wants to have children self assured, not self centered understanding tolerant communicates affectionate likes to cuddle (holds me without being asked) dances with me without being asked patient kind protective loyal hardworking (must have a job) sleeps at night (between 12:00a.m. and 5:00a.m.) has lived on his own alone atleast once in his life educated, atleast a high school diploma if not more a man who is protective not overbearing; who will stand up and defend me, but not tell me what to do

To Be Sung By My Daughter When I Die
"Amazing Grace" Amazing grace, how sweet the sound That sav’d a wretch like me! I once was lost, but now am found, Was blind, but now I see. ’Twas grace that taught my heart to fear, And grace my fears reliev’d; How precious did that grace appear, The hour I first believ’d! Thro’ many dangers, toils and snares, I have already come; ’Tis grace has brought me safe thus far, And grace will lead me home. The Lord has promis’d good to me, His word my hope secures; He will my shield and portion be, As long as life endures. Yes, when this flesh and heart shall fail, And mortal life shall cease; I shall possess, within the veil, A life of joy and peace. The earth shall soon dissolve like snow, The sun forbear to shine; But God, who call’d me here below, Will be forever mine. John Newton, Olney Hymns (London: W. Oliver, 1779)

Bathroom Signs
Friends don't let friends take home ugly men Women's restroom Starboard, Dewey Beach, DE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Beauty is only a light switch away. Perkins Library, Duke University , Durham , NC ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If life is a waste of time, and time is a waste of life, then let's all get wasted together and have the time of our lives. Armand's Pizza, Washington , DC ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity. The Bayou, Baton Rouge , LA ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ No matter how good she looks, some other guy is sick and tired of putting up with her shit. Men's Room Linda's Bar and Grill, Chapel Hill , NC ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ At the feast of ego everyone leaves hungry. Bentley's House of Coffee and Tea, Tucson , AZ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It's h

Show Her She Matters......
give her a big tshirt of yours to sleep in. • leave her cute text messages. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • just walk around with her. • forgive her for her mistakes. • look at her like she's the only woman you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you're around your friends and in private. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. •come up and grab her by the waist *don't lie to her *respect her *don't lead her on, if you don't care, let her go * if you really want her, SHOW her don't just tell her....ACTIONS speak louder than words....(Men & Women need to remember that!!!) *be honest with her, if she is NOT the only one, be up front about it remember this: • don't talk about other women around her. If you love her, others shouldn't matter. • when

I Took A Left At Alberquerque!
My head is spinning Not really sure what to think There is a struggle within myself A relentless fight between my heart and my head What is right for me What do I really want Do I deserve what I really want? Damn straight I do But is it attainable? Another question to throw into the mix In the meantime I think the down time will be good Take a break from the chase Slow to an even gait I've been down this road before I know the way I'll just idle here for a bit See what happens Watch for bumps!

Rip Bobby 11/21/07 I Love And Miss You So Much...
BOBBY, If tears could build a stairway And memories were a lane, I would walk right up to heaven To bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken. No time to say good-bye. You were gone before we knew it, And only God knows why. My heart still aches in sadness And secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, No one will ever know ______________________________________ To All My Friends and Family.. I found out on 10/13/07 that I had stage 3 cancer and I was rushed into surgery where I had the cancer removed. Bobby, Louis and my family stood by my side every step of the way. One month later Bobby and I are driving to get the staples removed where he held my hand every step of the way then too. What a life saver he was to me. On 11/20/07 we stayed up all night talking until we both fell asleep. I was leave on 11/21/07 to leave for Kansas to start Radiation Therepy. I woke up late about one hour until my flight left and I had not even got checked in ye

It's Crazy How Our Wants Over Rides Our Minds
It's crazy how our wants over rides our minds. I have this want, this strong desire to be held by you. I know this want, this desire cannot come to pass but I want to feel your hands on my body. I want to feel your lips on my lips A passionate kiss that breaths in all of you with the brush of our tongues and the slow and eager movements of our mouths. I look in your eyes and I see that want reflict in mine and I begin to feel a tightness that I never felt before And I want to devour you I want to feel the full and hardness of you in my mouth and my tongue I want to hear you moan in pleasure and scream my name And it is getting harder and harder to resist my wants My want to lose my fingers in your long thick hair and gently but forcefully pull that hair feeling you quiver hearing the sound of pure ecstasy ecscape your lips. I want to hear how much you want me, how much you crave and long to be inside of me to feel my wetness around you. I want so badly to feel you inside o

My Definition Of Me
I am nothing. I am no one. I am a face amongst a sea of people. I am expendable. I am. I can’t achieve immorality. I will not be remembered for years to come. My life has no meaning in the global scope of things. I am happy with that.

Updated Contest List And Newest Members As Of 11/26/07
CURRENT FAMILY CONTESTS Evil Angel - needs 75K in comments for a VIP - No time limit Crysis - Contest ends Nov. 30 HonieLynn - Contest ends Dec 24 PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING CONTEST GUIDELINES AND LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS. IF YOU ARE IN A CONTEST AND IT IS NOT ON HERE, PLEASE LET ME KNOW. Announcing our newest members! Please welcome them to the family and show them some love! Lori-Brunette Babe (Wife of - ScOoTeR) ~Demon Crew~@ fubar Crysis ~Beautifull Brown Eyed Baby Gurl~*Demon Crew *

Kissing
I try to post things that are fun, exciting, and makes each of us think. I want us to examine ourselves and if I can get any blackmail information on you it is a bonus. Lets discuss kissing.......... How much tongue is too much? When do you first kiss a woman? Tell me of your best kiss? I am like all men in hoping I am the best kisser, lover, friend......... well not so much friend LOL I also love to kiss. It is something that is pleasurable, arousing, and if done correctly painless....and not too messy I personally like to initially do light lip kisses, and let the moment simmer. I then take my cue from the woman as to how to proceed. My most memorable kiss was a woman I was meeting for the first time. I was on a three hour flight, and had another 45 minute bus ride so I had some time to think about this. When she arrived to pick me up, I walked up to her kissed her deeply, and for about a minute but it seemed longer. She must have been impressed since three but

Momma Roxxs' Poem
Where are You by: Ramona Diane Rookard I've looked in the forests, I've searched across the seas, I've hunted in the deserts, But I still can not find me. When was it I lost myself, How did this come about, Why does it seem like forever Since you came around? Am I going crazy, Have I finally lost it? Where has my soul gone... How do I escape this pit? Is there any point in looking for something I've given up? I've lost something more precious I've lost my self love. Copyright ©2007 Ramona Diane Rookard I AM POSTING THIS IN ONE OF MY BLOGS BECAUSE I REALLY LIKE THIS POEM AND MOMMA ROXX HAS IT ON A VOTING PAGE GO TO SEE TORNADO FIRE MAGIC'S BULLENTIN FOR THE LINK!!

Mixtape Coming Soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
RECOGNIZE THE HUSTLE MIXTAPE COMING SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current mood: chipper Category: Music WHATS HAPPNIN TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAM ON FUBAR 2DEEP MANAGEMENT & ENTERTAINMENT IN AFFILIATION WITH 10 TH PLANET& ARTILERY SOUTH PRESENTS " RECOGNIZE THE HUSTLE" FEATURING ARTISTS C-CHAMP AND BLAK MUZIK CD WILL CONTAIN 15 TO 16 SONGS VARIOUS PRODUCTION AND FEATURES MORE TO COME AT A LATER DATE!!!!!!! SO STAY TUNED!!!!!!!!!!

Let Your Feelings Show
When your friends are special, let your feelings show. Tell them their important to you. Maybe they dont know Dont hold back affection Say whats in your heart that your happy when your with them and sad when your apart. Dont wait till tomorrow thats too far away For friendship is too valuable to wait another day....

I Love You.i Thank You.
I love you. I thank You. You are the One. I am missing. You are all, I think about. I cherish The time we spend together. I like the feeling having you around. You make me smile like a little kid. You make the day lasts longer, It must be magic in love. I love you. I thank you. I didn't know what love is. I was foolish. What can i say? There is only me in my world. You jump into my life. Put me into a trance. You taught me love. Because of you, I learned how to trust and dream. I love you.I thank you. I love you. I thank you. I might not be the most beautiful painting in the gallery. But, you make me feel beautiful. From you, I seen an angel. I start to believe. There is GOD. Making sure I'm doing alright. Giving me the chance to wish. I love you. I thank You. There are many miles between us. My nights is a little colder. Days becomes more empty. I am a little lost. Life isn't complete. With your absence. I dread the time we are apart.

So Aggrevated
Just got a text from one of my besties. Before she didn't have money to shop for Christmas so she insisted I don't get more than one gift for her and just by for her son; my nephew. HOW THE HELL IS IT that the bitch has gotten me 6 gifts already? I've got three birthdays coming up before Christmas! My nephew and my dad and my brother. I'm so fucking pissed right now. I wanna put my fist thru a damn wall. *EXHALE*

Cheesy Chicken And Rice Casserole
NGREDIENTS * 4 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves - cut into bite size pieces * salt and pepper to taste * 2 cups cooked white rice * 1 (10.75 ounce) can condensed cream of chicken soup * 2 cups shredded Cheddar cheese * 3 slices soft white bread, cubed number of stars READ REVIEWS (136) * Review/Rate This Recipe * Save To Recipe Box * Add to Shopping List * Add a Personal Note * Post a Recipe Photo * Post a Favorite Food List * Create a Menu DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 2. To Cook Chicken: Season chicken with salt and pepper to taste, place in a microwave-safe dish, cover and cook in microwave for 5 to 6 minutes. Turn and cook another 2 to 3 minutes or until cooked through and no longer pink inside. Let cool. 3. In a 9x13 inch baking dish, combine chicken, rice and soup and mix well. Top with cheese, then with bread cubes. 4. Bake at 350 degrees F (175

They Said No More Drama Part 2
۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® ŦRÄÌñ۞ THE MOST WANTED PEOPLE ON FUBAR 4 BEING REALLY BAD!!! TRAIN FARE INFO. 1~THIS TRAIN IS NOT FREE,IT COST 7 DAYS BLAST 2 PROMOTE U. 2~ YOU STICKY UR TRAIN. 3~IF U WANT 2 BE THE CONDUCTOR BRING A NEW MEMBER 2 SPONSOR THE TRAIN & U STICKY IT. 4~IF U WANT 2 BE A V.I.P.ITS 1 DAY BLAST OR MORE. 5~TO GET A V.I.P. CART & ADD 2 OF UR FRIENDS ITS A 3 DAYS BLAST OR MORE OR IF U CAN BRING ANOTHER SPONSOR & UR CART WILL BE FREE. 6~ALL NEW CARTS WILL BE ON THE TOP.U'RE FREE 2 ADD COUPLE FRIENDS FOR 1 TIME 2 PROMOTE THEM. 7~AND THIS GOES 2 ALL PEOPLE ON MY TRAIN: (((U have 2 rate,fan & add all the people on the train each time U're on it check 4 the new members,,,also rate all the conductor's pix and you have 2 rate as much as U can from the stewards & the VIP members 2.)))OR YOU'LL BE REMOVED!!! HERE IS SOME AWESOME & SEXY TAPPERS ON WILDCAT TRAIN THEY LOVE 2 FAN,RATE,ADD PEOPLE & SHOW SOME LOVE THEY'VE BEEN SO BAD LATELY,I MEAN

Kevs Newest Low
" /> if you dont know read from bottom to top.. and #2 she has never been in there shes a personal friend who i got to join the site to be part of hydaway cuz i know her from real life.. what a douche bag

Big Sale
It was the day of the big sale. Rumors of the sale (and some advertising in the local paper) were the main reason for the long line that formed by 8:30, the store's opening time, in front of the store. A small man pushed his way to the front of the line, only to be pushed back, amid loud and colorful curse. On the man's second attempt, he was punched square in the jaw, and knocked around a bit, and then thrown at the end of the line again. As he got up, he said to the person at the end of the line, "That does it! If they hit me one more time, I won't open the store!"

Crazy Ass Facts
WAIT TIL YA READ ABOUT THAT PIG...WOW...MUST BE NICE 2 BE A PIG! If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) -A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump

Nyc Teachers On Their Students' Report Cards
These comments made by NYC teachers on their students' report cards. All teachers were reprimanded! 1. Since my last report, your child has hit rock bottom and has started to dig. 2. I would not allow this student to breed. 3. Your child has delusions of adequacy. 4. Your child is depriving a village of an idiot. 5. Your son sets low personal standards and then consistently fails to achieve them. 6. The student has a "full six-pack" but lacks the plastic thing to hold it together. 7. This child has been working with glue too much. 8. When your daughter's IQ reaches 50, she should sell. 9. The gates are down, the lights are flashing, but the train isn't here. 10. If this student were any more stupid, he'd have to be watered twice a week. 11. It's impossible to believe the sperm that created this child beat out 1,000,000 others. 12. The wheel is turning but the hamster is gone.

Poems I Wrote Still Need Editing Big Time
She didnt know The sparkle in her eyes lite up the room The laughter she let out freed your soul The smile on her face shined brightly The way she said her words gave you hope You knew she was the one and only you knew how much you loved her knew life without her would not be living at all but you never told her. the sparkle went out the laughter stoped the smile dimmed and her words were without meaning because she didnt know. Yet I sill love you You lie! You tell me you love me You are a cheater a person capable of tearing out my heart I knew what kind of person you were I still fell hard for you I love you unconditionally you hurt me tell me what you think I want to hear you give me false hope I fell under your spell I cant fight the hold you have over me I let you hurt me , abuse me I cant help it I love you and I would let you destroy me I dont even know why Hoping, praying that I didnt make a sudden move that will set yo

White Tiger's Cutest Couples
I'm running a contest for cuttest couple. for those who do not have pictures together send them to me and i can dothem together in photoshop. it will go by ratings and comment. I will have the top 3 couple. I will not enter myself in this. the #1 winner will get a vip. #2 ticker # 3 every fubar drink there is yes even rootbeer lol . taking pics from tonight to the 6th contest will start when i have the first 50 people or on the 6th. Will run till the 12th. Info needed: Name military-non military age location How to win- have your friends rate/comment your picture they may also rate/comment others. nothing negative on any one's pictures. nothing sexual either. i will add the number of comments to the number of rates. only 1 comment aloud from each person. This is just for fun no hard feeling to the ones who don't top the first 3. The others will get a gift from the gift box or a free tag It will be up to you. You can send your info to me in a message on here or to my personal ema

Hmmmmmmmmm
Daily Horoscope: Cancer For December 2,2007 Your way with words is quite powerful now and you may find it much simpler to communicate your feelings and ideas, especially if you take a bit of time to focus your thoughts before proceeding.

Gingerbread Houses
Ingredients 1 cup butter, softened 1 cup brown sugar 1-1/3 cups molasses 4 eggs 8 cups all-purpose flour, divided 1 teaspoon baking soda 1 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon ground allspice 1 teaspoon ground cloves 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1 teaspoon ground ginger 2 pounds confectioners' sugar 1 teaspoon cream of tartar 6 egg whites Directions 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 2. In a large bowl, cream together the butter and brown sugar until smooth. Stir in the molasses and eggs. Combine 1 1/2 cups of the flour, baking soda, salt, allspice, cloves, cinnamon, and ginger; beat into the molasses mixture. Gradually stir in the remaining flour by hand to form a stiff dough. Divide dough into 2 pieces. 3. On a lightly floured surface, roll out dough to 1/8 inch thickness. Cut into desired shapes. Place pieces 1 inch apart onto parchment-lined cookie sheets. Refrigerate for 15 minutes. Bake for 8 to 10 minutes in the preheated oven. Cool on baking sheet fo

Plz Show Her The Same Luv You Showed Me (maddog Made This For Me) Thanks So Much Hun :) Please Help Out All U Can :) Ty
I Am Trying For A Year VIP, 30 Day Blast, a Ticker Pack, and a Happy hour Winner Gets 1 year VIP, 30 Day Bast, and a happy hour, & a ticker! Giveaway is Open Please Come Help Me Win! I Need 140,000 Comments In 16 Weeks To Win The Giveaway!!! So Please I Need All The Help You Can Give

Show Your Support, Please!
Yeah, it's his sis again. I have a little sumthin sumthin that I wanna pass on to all of you Loe riders. Get wit it and show your support! Here it is: What up, if you are interested in helping Loe I have created a store with clothes and other things you can buy and use to support his freedom...(all benefits and proceeds go to him) Copy and paste this link and choose what you would like!!! http://www.cafepress.com/keywe_loe FREE HOOSIER LOE!!!!!! He sends his love to all of you.

I Can Still Write
So I got a new computer and now spend more time on this site. The last and only time I posted a blog this site was Cherry something . . .not sure what though lol. I think today I will talk about the ability for everyone to fuck up on ebay lol. Let me explain. I love to rant. When I get worked up I'm told I'm slightly more than amusing so I decided to put a rant or three on youtube; the only problem is the fact that my webcam sucks ass. So I went to the biggest mall on Earth: E-Bay. I found a good camera for ten bucks. I'm happy. I bid . . .I win! Yay me. Problem is that I didn't bother to read where the guy lived . . . . . .London! Fucking fourty dollar shipping fee!!!!! DAMN THE POST OFFICE! It should be arriving this week sometime and when I post my first video I'll let anyone interested know. Just message or comment me to let me know. Or if not . . .don't worry 'bout it, it's not the end of the world or anything =)

A New One I Wrote!
I have so much hurt inside, Sometimes I just want to die, I try and hide it with a smile, But that only lasts a little while, Is it right for me to feel this way, I have done nothing wrong, Yet my heart bleeds at a rampant pace, Will it ever stop? Will it ever slow? What on earth will ever stop the flow? I have done nothing to deserve this pain, All i do is want to love in vain, You say one day you love me with all your heart, Then the next you are ready to part, Why cant you make up your mind? Instead of playing with mine, I dont need this anymore! I will not do it again! My heart will only love one from now own, It is so sad it has come to this, But alas, that is the way it is!

Another Bedtime Story (chapter 3)
4:20 It was just another night at work, nothing really to speak of even for a full moon. I'd gotten my patrols done and was taking myself an extended lunch break online seeing who was out and about in cyberspace as usual when I received a rather odd message in my mailbox. Ok this sorta thing happens regularly but I noticed right off the bat this message was different. Generally when you receive a message on myspace you get a nice little picture or avatar of the person who’s sent you a message, this one had no picture. That however was only the first thing I'd noticed. The message read: "Hello Rob. I've been watching you here for quite some time and thought it was time we played a game together". That was the entire message? How stupid I thought to myself and deleted the message. It wasn't long after I got the second message. "That wasn't very nice Rob. I didn't expect you to take that with such disregard as you seem to take things rather seriously Rob." Ok man I know my name

25 "facts" About Women
I think some of this was written by a man.. lol 1) Women love to shop. It is the one area of the world where they feel like they're actually in control. 2) Women especially love a bargain. The question of "need" is irrelevant, so don't bother pointing it out. Anything on sale is fair game. 3) Women "never" have anything to wear. Don't question the racks of clothes in the closet; you "just don't understand". 4) Women need to cry. And they won't do it alone unless they know you can hear them. 5) Women will always ask questions that have no right answer, in an effort to trap you into feeling guilty. 6) Women love to talk. Silence intimidates them and they feel a need to fill it, even if they have nothing to say. 7) Women need to feel like there are people worse off than they are. That's why soap operas and Oprah Winfrey-type shows are so successful. 8) Women don't need sex as often as men do. This is because sex is more physical for men and more emotional for women. Just

"i Owe You Nothing. And You Are Nothing To Me. Thank You For Curing Me Of My Ridiculous Obsession With Love."
I first found out about fubar because my fiance comes in here. I was curious, what was the buzz... so since what is good for the goose is good for the gander, I shall explore the lounges of FUBAR and have myself a good time. xoxo

A Soldiers Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

Reason [1 Of My Favs]
Came to the conclusion That I dont even need him Just bored with life Searching for a reason A reason to wake up A reason to get out of bed My reasons for caring Believing the lies i'm fed Is the love lost Has that feeling gone away If so whats my reason My reason to stay Am I so use to drama, pain and dismay That I can't let go That I refuse to stray Maybe I still love you Maybe I still care Lying to the world A fake smile I bear Torn up inside Not knowing which way to go The hurt I've learned so perfectly not to show So my last lingering question Burried deep in my heart...... Whats my reason for still loving you When your tearing me apart

Love Like This By Natahsa Bedingfield F. Sean Kingston
Oh… Never find a love like this We go back so far, swingin in your back yard, all the things that we used to do We were cool back in high school ooh I really liked you, must have been your attitude. That’s why you keep on runnin in and out of my mind. As the years they’ll roll by, Baby, now I know why I keep comin back to you. You’re the only one that knows me, love it when you hold me, never find a love like this. Let me hear you say, now I’ll never be lonely, look at what you’ve shown me, never find a love like this Well this life tried to keep us apart you keep callin me back to your heart. Let me hear you say, I'm so glad you found me, wrap your world around me, never find a love like this. All the guys tried to take me, you’re the one who saved me, I feel like I owe you my life. And as strange as it may seem, I’ll go if you take me I'm willing to sacrifice. That’s why you keep on runnin in and out of my mind. As the years, they’ll roll

Us In A Nuttshell
The first one is mine and the second is hubby's!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One (the Archer - 22 November - 21 December) * Spontaneous. * High appeal. * Rare to find. * Great when found. * Loves being in long relationships. * So much love to give. * Not one to mess with. * Very attractive. * Very romantic. * Nice to everyone they meet. * Their Love is one of a kind. * Silly, fun and sweet. * Have their own unique appeal. * Most caring person you will ever meet! * Not the kind of person you wanna mess with because you might end up crying. * Letting go of this you let go of a jewel ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water (the Water Bearer - 20 January - 18 February) * Trustworthy. * Attractive. * GREAT kisser. * One of a kind. * Loves being in long-term relationships. * Extremely energetic. * Unpredictable. * Will exceed your expectations. * Not a Fighter, but

Happy Hour Contest
My first Happy hour contest turned out pretty good. So i'm holding another one. The most comments wins! Need to have a salute to join Need 10 contestants to start the contest Contest will start Dec 10 2007 12pm est to Dec 22 2007 12pm est. Must be a friend to comment. Fan and add me! Self commenting and comment bombing allowed Respect to other contestants is must! Please email me the link to your pic. Merry Christmas

I Wanna Run To You
I know that when you look at me Theres so much that you just dont see But if you would only take the time I know in my heart youd find A girl whos scared sometimes Who isnt always strong Cant you see the hurt in me? I feel so all alone I wanna run to you I wanna run to you Wont you hold me in your arms And keep me safe from harm I wanna run to you But if I come to you Tell me, will you stay or will you run away Each day, each day I play the role Of someone always in control But at night I come home and turn the key Theres nobody there, no one cares for me Whats the sense of trying hard to find your dreams Without someone to share it with Tell me what does it mean? I need you here I need you here to wipe away my tears To kiss away my fears If you only knew how much...

Just Something Sweet
Once I had a heart of stone For it had surley lost its home It could not love or wanted too But in my life, then came you. The stones began to fall away As happiness began to fill my day A feeling so sweet and special too Could this be love, I pray is true. My heart now sings a song of love For I know that it was sent from above My heart is warm, there is no cold Hard no more, but with wings of gold. It soars above the sky so high Sometimes I think of why and cry My heart now sings a loving song For the part of me I thought was gone. The gift that you have given me Is so important, can't you see No more sadness or being alone For now my heart returns to home.