So right now I'm kind of confused. I've been getting a bit closer again with my ex. Nothing that earth shattering, mostly just hanging out and spending time together but there is definatly a little more there then when we were just hanging out as friends. The thing that confuses me is I dont know if she is kind of looking at things as us starting over and seeing where things go, or if its more of a fill in until something better comes along.
I would be ok with it either way, though I do hope for the trying again option, I mean I love the time we are together and I plan on us being a part of each other's lives from here on, no matter what capacity we're in. Its just hard to know how to handle a situation when your not sure what the situation is. How much do you let yourself get attatched to the idea of being together? Or do you have to keep that voice in the back of your mind that reminds you its not supposed to be forever?
